Chapter 1: Prologue 1
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Prologue: Prelude [1]
“Lucy, run!” Natsu shouted as he proceeded to let out another Fire Dragon’s Roar at an incoming dragon that swooped in to take a swipe at them. Lucy didn’t hesitate as she ran through the streets of Fiore, stumbling every now and then from the uneven terrain. Everywhere she looked, it was nothing but debris and ruin that awaited her.
There was nothing left as she continued to run, hearing Natsu protect her as she runs towards the Eclipse Gate that stood ominously as more dragons circled around the rubble that was left of Magnolia. It was terrifying, really, and Lucy found herself looking at the onslaught of danger before her that almost made her want to give up right then and there.
There was nothing she could do as she stood and watched in pure horror as a mass of 10,000 Dragons entered Fiore, destroying everything in their path.
She got separated from the others during the initial attack, but the lack of magic and prideful shouts that she knows Fairytail was capable of, confirmed her doubts to be true.
Everyone was dead.
Lucy Heartfilia looked at the last remaining member, other than herself, as she stood before the Eclipse Gate. Natsu was roaring, throwing and breathing fire everywhere as he desperately tried to protect what was left of his home.
They both knew it was futile, and they were left with no choice. Lucy wiped her tears from her face and stared at the Gate before her defiantly.
She had to take the chance.
She had to go back.
That was the plan, in case things went south.
The Eclipse Gate was capable of extraordinary things, right? So it was entirely possible for her to enter the gate and have it send her back into time, preferably to the beginning where she first met Natsu. If she’s able to hold her knowledge and retain the information that she’s learned throughout her time with Fairytail, then maybe they would have a chance to stop this crisis.
She looked down at her Gate keys and let out a small, tearful smile.
They vibrated with energy as they screamed at her to let them help her.
Lucy let out a wet chuckle. “You guys, there’s nothing left to be saved. Everything is gone .”
She won’t let them see this, not her precious spirits. Not her celestial family that she’s gathered after all this time. She won’t let them stop her either, as she took in a deep breath to enter the gate.
“Luce.”
Lucy’s lip trembled at the hoarse sound of Natsu’s voice and slowly looked over her shoulder. There he was, struggling to remain standing as she stood before the gate with blood matted all over his body. It could’ve been the dragon’s blood that she saw on him, but with every breath he took, he winced, and she realized that majority probably was his own. Yet he still gave that toothy eye smile that shone brighter than ever as she tried not to collapse and sob on the spot.
“You got this, Luce. Go save our future.”
Lucy knew that whatever changes should she go back to the past, meant that what was left here was probably going to disappear. It meant that this world-- her world, this Natsu-- her Natsu.
Would cease to exist.
She’s leaving everything behind to try and make a better future.
“I-I will. You’ll be at peace soon, Natsu.” She whispered lovingly, her gaze holding everything that she had wanted to say if only they had enough time left in the world. Natsu’s eyes widened at her eyes and he sent a look of his own, understanding immediately what she was desperately trying to convey.
“You know I--Luce-”
“I know.” Lucy sniffed. “I do too.”
Natsu let out a sharp laugh and nodded. He held up a weak L sign with his finger and pointed at the sky and Lucy did the same with fresh tears in her eyes. He gave her one last smile before he turned around to stare defiantly at the dragons before him for one last stand, and Lucy stepped backwards into the light and call of the Eclipse Gate.
She closed her eyes slowly as she felt the cold pull of the powerful magic that created the Eclipse Gate, when she heard a scream that she knew far too well, and opened her eyes as she instinctively screamed, “ Natsu! ”
Natsu was kneeling onto the ground suddenly, with a shadow blade that has sunk through his chest, blood pouring from the wound as a figure stood behind him. The figure had retracting his magic and made eye-contact with a cruel smirk, causing Lucy’s eyes to widen in shock at the sight before her. She narrowed her eyes and snarled viciously,
“ Rogue. ”
Rogue smirked, “Heartfilia.”
“Looks like we’ll be seeing each other soon.”
Lucy’s frantic eyes stared at him in shock as she tried to leave the grasp of the Eclipse Gate but it was too strong, she’d been in there too long already. It was pulling her inside with a strength that only grew, and all she could do was breathe out one last curse before it completely sucked her in.
Her last vision of her universe was Rogue walking to the Eclipse Gate after murdering Natsu, his blood that covered his white coat, with the intent of following Lucy to the past.
A blinding light surrounded her as she felt her body get pulled with an unfathomable pain.
She’ll never forgive him, not even in her dying breath.
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Crying is what woke her up this time around, and Lucy felt herself blink with wariness as she tried to figure out what was going on. Everything felt slow and groggy when she tried to move, feeling as if she was slowing sinking into quick sand at a morbidly slow pace. She felt off, she didn’t feel like she was inside her own body.
Did she succeed?
Did she get sent back in time, to right before the Gate opening?
Or perhaps she went back a bit further, to the time where she first met Natsu after meeting that fake Salamander con-man?
Regardless, it seems like she had succeeded somewhat.
But who was crying--
“ Mama …” Current nine-year-old Lucy Heartfilia sobbed quietly in her room as she laid in her bed, holding onto her stuffed animals as she felt overwhelmed with grief. Her eyes were red that filled with never ending tears as she wailed into her bunny, letting out painful cries because that was all that she could do. It’s all she has done for the past couple of days as her mother’s health declined dramatically, to the inevitable end that awaited her.
She had watched as her father slowly fell into despair and locked a piece of himself away once she had officially passed.
At the funeral, he didn’t even shed a tear as he watched them bury her casket.
Lucy felt as if while she had just lost her mom, it felt like she was losing her dad too.
Lucy let out another sorrowful cry as she breathed into her small oasis ontop of her bed, that protected her from the real world as she cried. Layla had told her once that the stuff-animals that found their way to her bed were because they were lonely, and that they were looking for a friend.
A family.
Were these stuffed animals all that she had left?
“No, it’s-- they’re not.”
A sad voice filled with old grief in Lucy’s mind said to her. Lucy’s eyes widened as she sniffed in confusion and sat up slowly, blinking around the room as she wondered where she had heard the voice come from. There was no one here in the dimly lit room, the servants had already checked up on her a while ago.
They had wished for her to go outside to get some fresh air, but Lucy didn’t want to.
She used to walk through the small gardens in the center of their manor with her mother.
It hurt too much to look at the flowers without her now.
“W-What?” A soft, strained voice whispered into the air. “Is…someone there?”
“Not literally, but I’m here.”
“Here?”
“Inside your mind, I think.”
“Oh.” Lucy frowned at the thought of a voice in her head, and she began to wonder if maybe she was starting to get sick too.
“Not quite. Perhaps we’ll be able to meet soon enough.”
Lucy didn’t say anything as she laid back down and began to drift to sleep from utter exhaustion. She’s been crying for a while now; she doesn’t know what time it was anymore. Not that it really mattered, she didn’t have anything to do anyways. She’s been laying in the dark, feeling sad for what felt like forever.
She didn’t know why she whispered this out loud, but she did.
“Mama’s gone, now.”
Lucy didn’t hear a reply for so long that she had begun to drift asleep.
“I know.” The voice eventually said heavily, filled with an emotion that was very similar to her own.
Lucy faintly wondered if the voice had lost their mom too.
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Lucy found herself sitting criss cross in the middle of a small garden with small flowers that littered around the area, but if she looked too far ahead, it all disappeared into a pool of grey. She had recognized some of them, the closer she looked. Lucy liked daffodils, tulips too. She saw a dandelion, and couldn’t help the small smile that came over her face at the sight.
Those were her mother’s favorite.
“Dandelions can be found everywhere--” Lucy began. Someone cut her off to finish the thought though, catching her off guard as her eyes widened as she turned around.
“--which means that you can be too. So be sure to travel and see the world, Lucy, because there’s more out there beyond the loving arms of your father and I,” Future Lucy finished as she stared at her younger counter-part, the one that was relevant to this current universe. She had succeeded, it seemed, and her universe is probably officially gone by now.
It hurt, as much as she tried not to let it.
It hurt badly.
Lucy looked at her older self in absolute wonder, looking more bright and curious as she’s looked in the past couple of days. Her brown eyes were full of shock and surprise as she looked at her older-self, which looked down at her with faint amusement when she stood up. Lucy pointed at Future Lucy,
“You look like..me?” Lucy gasped out.
Future Lucy smiled softly. “That’s because I am you, in a different universe.”
“Like--Like a space traveler? In the stories I read?!” Lucy let out a small squeal of excitement. Future Lucy was just happy to see that her presence brought some feelings of happiness even if it didn’t changed her reality once she woke up. She placed a hand on her hip and brought a hand up to her chin as she thought about it dramatically, feeling the anticipation of her younger self for an answer.
Future Lucy nodded. “I’d say more like a time-traveler, but very close, younger-me.”
“Woah.” Lucy let out a wow’d breath as she stared at herself. “So you’re me? From the f-future?”
“Yeah.” Future Lucy let out a small but pained smile as she was reminded of her now past. This felt surreal, really.
“Well that means that we’re both named Lucy then, right?” Lucy cocked her head questionably and Future Lucy bit back a coo. Was she always this cute? She doesn’t remember much of her childhood anymore, thanks to all that she’s been through.
“That’s right.”
“Well that’s--that’s pretty confusing, isn’t it?” Lucy muttered as she began to think deeply about her next course of action, whatever it was. Future Lucy was beginning to realize that despite them being able to inhabit the same body, their typical thoughts were separate. She had no idea what Lucy was thinking about right now as she awaited her next response.
Yet when she cried for their mother, she understood and felt the pain and grief that she was feeling at that moment. Future Lucy had a feeling that Lucy could feel the old, nostalgic reminiscence of missing her mother that she had felt once she realized where she was too.
“Rushii.” Lucy finally said, and Future Lucy snapped out of her thoughts to pay attention to the younger girl.
“Rushii?”
“It’s our name in another language that--that Mama told us before.” Lucy swallowed sadly and let out a small wave of angst that her older self felt.
“Is that my name now?”
Lucy just looked at her future and shrugged, looking away shyly. “If--If you want it to be. You could pick your own name too if you really want too.”
Rushii sighed as she looked down at her younger-self, feeling a bit pained in letting go of her original name. Yet at some point, it wouldn’t have mattered to keep it any longer, considering the world didn’t need two Lucy Heartfilias in one universe. It was another example of how things must be sacrificed for the fate of a better future.
Sacrificed.
Natsu--
Lucy felt a massive wave of anger and sadness from Rushii as she watched her older-self let out a small sigh as she held herself together. Her eyes widened again at the sight,
“If--If you didn’t like it, it’s okay. You could’ve told me.”
Rushii bit back a harsh laugh, she really had to pull herself together for fuck’s sake. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath in an effort to calm herself down. After a moment, she opened her eyes to see Lucy standing before her with tearful eyes.
“Rushii is a fine name to be bestowed. Thank you, Lucy.”
Lucy’s tears quickly went away as she blushed at the compliment and just shrugged softly. Rushii had forgotten that she used to be a shy, uncertain child. It took much effort to hold back a wave of anger at the treatment and neglect that she remembered their father had begun shortly during the final days of their mother’s death.
Maybe…maybe there’s more than can change with her help.
Rushii slowly sat down and Lucy was quick to follow her as they mirrored each other, taking in the sight. Lucy was wearing a pink t-shirt with a skirt and some fuzzy socks, with her hair in low pigtails, with front bangs. Rushii was wearing a black ragged cloak with worn, blue clothing underneath. Her hair was completely down, it was long, and her eyes were tired but alert.
It suddenly hit Lucy that Rushii was the future .
What was the future doing here?
“Why are you here, Rushii?” Lucy asked hesitantly. Rushii couldn’t help but smile softly at the question, it seems that she had forgotten how clever her younger self was before she concerned herself with other trivial things. Like her looks, or her weight. She’ll make sure to not have the current Lucy care about that stuff, it all means nothing in the face of ten thousand dragons in the end.
“I--” Rushii suddenly let out a choked sound and her head began to pound heavily as she felt herself begin to sink in that same quick sand feeling as earlier. She quickly closed her mouth and let out a harsh breath as she looked back at Lucy, who was completely confused.
“I…am from the future,” Rushii began slowly, testing out what the Eclipse Gate would allow her to say or not say. “I’m afraid that there are things that I can’t say, as they are pretty important for your future.”
“I came back for a reason, however. It is…dangerous, in my lifetime. I had to come back to make sure things don’t repeat itself.”
“Is it really that bad?” Lucy said tearfully as she looked at Rushii with fear in her eyes. She was only nine-years-old, Rushii thought. She didn’t think she’d come back so far into the past, and was unprepared for deal with a child and fostering her abilities. At the same time however, the earlier she starts making preparations, the better.
If she’d gone back to the original timeline she had wanted, they’d be about two years away from the catastrophe.
Now, she had at least ten.
“It’s a scary world, yes.” She finally responded. There was no point in lying.
Lucy looked down nervously at her lap, fiddling with her skirt. “B-But we’re strong by then, right? Mama gave us the keys, the gold ones. We can protect ourselves, right? You look strong.”
Rushii’s eyes dimmed as she began to recall all of the times her teammates had to save her, all of the times that she had felt utterly useless in the midst of a battle, all of the times that she had to run away because others thought that it was too dangerous for her. Team Natsu was the strongest team in Fairytail, and yet she felt as she was the mascot the entire time. Even Happy had some usefulness to him, to a certain extent.
Yes, she did end up gaining more power. The concept of the Star Dresses--but by then it was too late.
She wasn’t strong enough, fast enough in her life.
It can be different in this one though.
Ten years.
They can do this.
“Looks can be deceiving, Lucy. Even as you look at them with your very own eyes. Let that be the first lesson that I teach you, and this will be the second. To be a strong Celestial Spirit Mage, means that you trust your spirits, you develop bonds with them, but most importantly, you gain enough independent power to protect them as well.”
Lucy looked at Rushii with wide-eyes as she absorbed the information that Rushii had told her. Rushii could tell that Lucy took it seriously, she could feel it inside of her as well, the feeling of newfound determination and pride.
“Mama was a strong Celestial Spirit Mage, right?”
Rushii nodded without hesitation. “Without a doubt.”
Lucy gave a small watery smile at Rushii, who after a moment, opened her arms for a small hug. Lucy ended up launching herself immediately into her arms as she began to cry again softly, burrowing her face into Rushii’s chest who just hummed softly and patted her head gently as she held her. She understood her pain.
It doesn’t just disappear in an instant.
“You’ll always miss her.” Rushii says softly, “But it does get a bit easier as time goes by.”
“B-But Father--”
“Don’t worry about him,” Rushii rushed to cut her off. She remembered the entire incident where her father had ordered those henchmen to remove her from Fairytail and bring her home. They ended up reaching an agreement of some sorts to allow her to stay, but as she sits here and feels the sadness that has built up inside of present-Lucy, she finds it hard to not swallow down a feeling of disgust and resentment at Jude.
How could he leave a child to fend for herself for all of those years, all alone?
Rushii doesn’t think she could forgive him a second time, going through what she’s been through and having to restart over again.
“Don’t worry about him because family doesn’t mean that you have to be related by blood. He’s our biological parent, but he doesn’t give you any attention anymore, and that’s why he’s not our Father.”
“Father died when Mama did too.” Rushii finished off coldly and Lucy could only hold on to her tighter. Rushii just looked down at the smaller girl in her arms and let out a soft sigh,
“You won’t be alone like I was though. I’ll be here with you.”
“Really?” Lucy said muffled against her chest and Rushii let out another, longer sigh and grumbled.
“Well it’s not like I can go anywhere.”
Lucy let out a small giggle at Rushii’s grumpiness but let out a small sigh of her own, which caused Rushii to look down at her. “I think…I think I still want to try. With Father. Maybe he’s just sad like me, missing Mama every day.”
Rushii closed her eyes. She’s already done this before, she’s already went down this path.
But this was not her life anymore, and she opened her eyes to see a fire burning in Lucy. Perhaps things could be different this time around. But Rushii was not going to be hopeful, and she made that clear. She’ll remain by Lucy’s side though, and watch as Jude inevitably repeats his neglectful actions as he once did in her lifetime.
“...Do as you please. Just remember that I tried to warn you."
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Prologue: Prelude [2]
Sometimes Rushii doesn’t talk much, despite essentially living inside of Lucy’s mind.
It’s been a week since their initial meeting, where Lucy found out that her future-self had come to the past to stop something scary and dangerous from happening. There was something that stopped her from saying more, that was what Lucy was able to figure out when she saw how Rushii would get unnaturally choked up when she attempted to speak sometimes. Lucy hoped that one day she’ll be able to talk freely, and she could tell all of her stories to her.
It’s hard to imagine a future beyond these cold walls of the Heartfilia Manor.
But ever since Rushii came back and talked with her, Lucy catches a glimpse of what it could be like.
‘Rushii?’
Silence.
Ah, she’s probably sleeping then. She said that in the gate she had entered to get here, it required a large amount of energy which often left her tired more than not. Lucy wondered how a voice in her head could get tired, but anything goes she supposed. Rushii had already proven many times that she’s definitely future her anyways, although she was so much older.
Like, she was almost twenty years old! So cool!
It was like she was talking to her big sister. Lucy bit back a small smile at the thought of having an older sibling. She’s been an only child all her life, and she’s sure that Rushii was too. She’ll have to ask her if it was okay to call her Nee-san, but from the aura that Rushii gives off, she doubts she’ll have any trouble.
Rushii said that she was going to teach her some small lessons, really soon, once she felt better. Lucy was excited. She had always wanted to learn more about Celestial Spirit Magic, but her Mama was too weak to properly teach her examples, to her secret dismay. She never failed to tell her stories of her keys though, the ones that are in her possession secretly as one of her dying wishes.
She had loved them.
“Don’t tell your father, it’s a secret between us Celestial Mages.” Lucy remembered her mother saying hoarsely with a soft wink as she told her to reach into the nightstand that was next to her. Lucy had excitedly ran over to take a peak, only to see two golden keys staring in front of her that seemed to have shone extra brightly at the time.
Lucy currently looked down at the keys in front of her now.
Gate of the Giant Crab Key, Cancer.
Gate of the Water Bearer Key, Aquarius.
She smiled sadly at them and held them close to her chest. Lucy really wanted to talk to them, like her mother said she used to before she got too weak. She was determined to care for them, to love them, because all Celestial Spirits were more than puppets to be used in battle! She promised her Mama that she would.
Maybe she’ll ask Rushii if it’ll be okay to summon one, if she gets little bit stronger.
She slips the two keys into her key pouch and attached it onto her belt strap before heading outside of her room to head towards her father’s office.
Dark shadows littered the hallway as a punishing gloominess settles in the air, as the silence screamed. Lucy gulped nervously as she slowly made her way down the hallway, passing the little servants they had left as they performed their duties. Such a big house, for such little occupants. She hoped in the future she doesn’t get such a big house if it’s just her, all of that space only to be filled with loneliness.
An older butler noticed her expression and looked at the direction she was looking at before letting out a tired sigh of his own once he understood Lucy’s intention. He’s already met with the Head Master of this house, and the sight that awaited Lucy was a sight she shouldn’t see, he feared. He walked over,
“Young Miss.” He rasped kindly.
Lucy flinched and looked over to the butler, round eyes staring at him in surprise and shock. The servants don’t really talk to her much, they never did. They only interacted with her when it came to dinner time or bath time. Unbeknownst to her, it was due to her father’s instruction that the servants stayed away from his family and only performed their duties.
Michael, the older butler, knew that he had agreed to Master Jude’s words all of those years ago. But to see him fall into such a state and collapse inside of himself, filled to the brim with grief, it was hard to watch. It was harder to watch how he ignored the existence of the little girl he had swore he loved, however.
Judgement had to be called in a time like this, and Michael’s judgement deemed it necessary to take matters into his own hands despite his age. He could easily be her grandfather, but it won’t stop him from taking a more active roll in taking care of Lucy if her own father wouldn’t.
“Y-Yes?”
“Your Father right now…it’s probably not a good time to talk to him. He’s been very occupied with business proposals for the past several days.”
Lucy’s eyes saddened as she stopped walked and turned to look at the door to her father’s office. It was cracked open, as if it was inviting her to come in and at least try. To give him a chance to see that everything wasn’t lost after Mama’s death. That she was still here too and that they could be sad together.
“I…just wanted to see my dad.”
Michael’s heart broke at the sound of her words and the sadness that exuded from her. Her mother’s death and her father’s absence. To have wealth and to have a home yet feel like an orphan is a cruel feeling, especially when one’s blood was right next door.
“Then go, young miss. Try your hardest to get through to him, I’m sure he’d love to see you.” Before he spiraled into the deep end completely, Michael thought gravely.
Michael took a step back and gestured towards the door to Jude Heartfilia’s office.
“Have courage, and I shall await here for the results.”
Lucy’s eyes widened in shock. “Really? You’ll--You’ll stay, for me?”
“I promise .”
Lucy sucked in a small breath and looked down at her keys. She knew how important promises were, she’s made one herself. She looked Michael in the eye with a determination that was rare in a nine-year-old.
“I’ll return! So--So make sure you really stay, okay? You promised!” Lucy nodded and Michael looked at the small girl with faint amusement. Why was she talking as if she was going off to war? He amused her nonetheless,
“Yes ma’am.” He even threw a small salute and his head filled with fondness as Lucy let out a small giggle, feeling in higher spirits before confronting her father.
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It didn’t go well.
It went rather horribly, if Lucy was being honest.
Her father didn’t even say a word to her initially, didn’t even look her way as she tried to get his attention. It was a timid try at first, her father sat at his desk with an ominous lighting that made her a bit nervous to even say anything. She sucked in a deep breath though and thought about Rushii and the butler that put their faith in her to talk with her father.
That was the first time someone that wasn’t her parents believed in her, even though Rushii was skeptical.
She didn’t have friends.
She’d like to think she’s made a big sister and a friend now.
She’ll have to ask for his name, when she goes back.
Lucy tried her very best but it was if she was pleading to a wall. She couldn’t help but let some tears fall as she tried to speak with her father, why did she had to plead for fatherly love? She was trying.
“I’m busy, child. Exit where you came.”
Lucy froze at the first words that her father spoke to her. He had told her to leave. He didn’t even call her by her name . Lucy’s eyes leaked profusely now, the sadness leaving her heavy and a bit broken. She didn’t let herself make a sound though, she just stood through the silent tears as she watched as her father didn’t even look up to see her, not even once.
An odd feeling of maturity soon begin to take place inside of her, despite the tears not stopping. Lucy just looked on for another moment before turning around to quietly exit as she came, just as her father instructed. It didn’t stop her from saying one last thing as she looked over her shoulder, at the man that sat mindlessly in the big chair.
“...Goodbye, Daddy.”
Lucy closed the door to his office and looked at the nice, old butler that really had waited for her.
Somehow, it was easier to smile a bit.
“How..did it go, Young Miss?” He asked hesitantly and Lucy just shrugged as she sniffed and wiped her nose on her sleeve. She really didn’t know what to say. Rushii had been right all along.
“What’s your name?” She asked instead. Michael was a bit confused and surprised at the sudden topic change but decided that Lucy must’ve not wanted to talk about it.
“Michael, young miss.”
“Michael .” Lucy breathed out and wiped the rest of her tears away. She walked up and stood right before him, causing him to look down with a quirked brow, before she wrapped her arms around one of his legs as a hug.
“Thanks for staying, Michael.” Lucy whispered shyly before letting go of his hand and waving at him. “Gonna go back to my room now. You--You can come by and say hi, okay? Bye!”
She was gone in a split second as Michael blinked rapidly to process what just happened. When he finally did, he let out small, pained smile for the Heartfilia child. And let out a scowl at the office door of the other.
‘Jude, you truly do not know what you’ve done.’
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“Lucy…?”
“Rushii!” Lucy gasped out in small glee as she heard her voice inside of her head. She’s been sleeping for two days and she finally woke up! Lucy paused the book she was reading on her bed and sat up, eager to chat.
“How are you?!”
“Feeling a little bit better. It maybe a slow process, I fear, but nothing but time will say.”
“That’s good to hear, Nee-san!”
Rushii was taken aback at the term of endearment since Lucy felt her body pulse with a rush of emotions of surprise, happiness, and confusion. Lucy bit back a small smile at the feeling and eagerly awaited her reaction.
“Nee-san…”
Lucy felt herself get shy as she bashfully looked down. “Well, it feels like you’re a big sister, you know? You seem super smart and strong, and you keep me coming with nice talks whenever you’re awake. I don’t feel as lonely anymore, now that you’re here.”
Rushii was speechless. She remembered her own feelings of loneliness, that traveled beyond the absence of her parents. She was homeschooled all of her life, the first time she truly did something on her own was when she decided to run away from the Heartfilia Manor and start her new life abruptly on her own.
She had always wished for a sibling, though.
It seems their wish can finally come true.
“I-I’d love that.’’
Lucy let out a bigger smile and let out a small squeal. She has a big sister now! She has a sibling!
“How did the meeting with Father go? Did you do it while I was sleep?”
Immediately, her happiness faded a bit at the reminder of her confrontation with Jude. Lucy couldn’t stop the sadness that filled her at the thought, and she heard Rushii make a small noise of alarm but remained silent for a moment.
“It was bad, Nee-san,” Lucy sniffed. “You were right.”
Rushii felt a swell of anger inside of her as she gritted her teeth at the confirmation of a small fear she had. Perhaps this timeline could be different, she had secretly hoped. Perhaps Lucy would have a chance to have a father after all.
It seems some things will never change in any lifetime. How cruel.
“I didn’t want to be right, this time.” Rushii said expressionless, feeling rather blank at the news. She could feel the sadness from Lucy, though. Why was she trying to hold back in her sorrows? Why wasn’t she allowing herself to cry?
“It’s alright to cry, to feel sad, when it calls for it.”
“I’ve done nothing but cry for what feels like forever!” Lucy cried out despite feeling another onslaught of tears coming. She had to hold it in, she had to be strong. Like Rushii. Rushii holds back her sadness and feelings, so she should too.
“No.” Rushii said harshly, causing Lucy to flinch in the real-world. “Don’t go down that path.”
She could feel Lucy’s intentions as they were rather powerful. Holding in her pain, in order to be strong? Perhaps she thought that once, when she was younger. The truth was radically different, in fact, Lucy must know.
“I--I just want to be strong. ” Lucy confessed softly.
Rushii was silent for a moment, as Lucy softly cried once more.
“You’ve been through so much these past two weeks, don’t forget that. Our mother passed, and father had been drifting away longer before then, when Mother was approaching the last stages of life. You must give yourself time to heal, Lucy. And if healing means that you cry your heart out when you’re sad, then so be it. These tears aren’t because you are weak, it’s because you cared and you mourn for those you have loved.” She began softly.
“To be honest with you, I’m not that strong if you were to ask me, Lucy. Yet measuring strength could also be considered to be a value that each person thinks of different. To some, having the ability to cry and let everything go, is strength. To others, knowing when to stop crying and to begin the process of picking up the pieces is strength.”
Rushii let out a long sigh. “As I sit and begin to use this time as a manner of reflection of what I’ve been through in my life, I’m beginning to realize that different scenarios call for different strengths. Sometimes, you must push the tears aside and stand your ground.”
“But this is not one of those times, Lucy.” Rushii finished strongly. “So allow yourself, to heal, imouto. Allow yourself to cry.”
Lucy finally let’s go, letting the tears flow as she gives everything to cry. She cries for it all, for everything that’s been feeling hard lately, to her mother’s death, to her father’s metaphorical death too. All of it, it dives down into this moment.
“It won’t go away tomorrow, these feelings. But perhaps it’ll feel a little bit easier to breathe.”
“Make sure you begin to heal too, Nee-san.” Lucy sobbed softly.
She cries for her sister, who has gone back in time because of how badly things must be in the future, and she wonders if her Nee-san ever had time to heal herself. Considering the sound of a harshly sucked in breath and the sudden raging storm of complex emotions that pulsed inside of her at her own words, Lucy didn’t think so.
Rushii was silent for the rest of the day, and Lucy was too as she allowed herself to feel.
Maybe, tomorrow would be better.
A little bit easier.
Notes:
Hello all!
So, as you know, this is going to be a Time-Travel Lucy AU that follows canon (somewhat), that features a stronger Lucy ahead of time! The characters might be OOC compared to the original work by Hiro Mashima. This is on purpose because I have always thought about what it would be like to see a bit more character depth and development for some people especially, but this is also a character study of them in a way.
Like for example, the 12 Zodiac Spirits. I've always felt that some of them were underrated and definitely not used to their full potential, and thus there will be some changes in the fight scenes. Natsu is another example of a change that's coming! I'm very excited to start writing about him and his interactions with Lucy.
And finally, this is a bit of a warning for readers and why I tagged the Graphic Violence warning. Even though we will follow canon events, the fight scenes will be rawer and more graphic because I love angsty fight scenes. Some injuries might be crueler than others and may go into intense detail. But for the most part, no one who hasn't died canonically, will continue to stay alive.
All in all, this is a very self-indulgent stronger, time-travel Lucy fic that I've wanted to see happen for a while now. (It may also be because I didn't like how much of a crybaby Future Lucy was in canon).
Rushii (which is the Japanese version of Lucy) will still be a fairly friendly person, to an extent. She's been through many battles, she's been through many wars with other mages, and she's seen death, however. As she reflects inside of Lucy's mind, she may be a bit crueler in the moment, or a bit colder. It comes with maturity but also wariness. She's definitely more cautious and suspicious than canon Lucy.
Okay, I'm sure you'll want to figure out the rest of the dynamics yourself in later chapters! I don't have an updating schedule yet, but let's just say once a week (once college starts at least.)
As always, comments are appreciated and thank you for the kudos!
What would you be interested in seeing in this fic? (I'm just curious, it's not a given that I will implement.)
Chapter Text
Prologue: Prelude [3]
“Take a deep breath.”
Lucy closed her eyes as she focused all her attention to heeding Rushii’s instructions. What she was attempting is a small exercise that will increase her magic sensory skills, at least that was what Rushii said. Rushii didn’t notice her ability to sense magic until later, but never had the time to develop it in a way that could’ve been useful.
Being young meant that the current Lucy would be able to build upon the foundations ahead of time, and create the potential of being quite skilled in identifying magic in an area.
It could also hypothetically be a very valuable skill in regards to suppressing one’s magical signature to remain hidden.
Lucy sucked in a breath--but sucked it in a bit too fast causing her to let out a small, choked breath as she sputtered and coughed suddenly. As she was slapping her chest to help with the desperate coughs, she could feel Rushii inside of her, shaking as she tried to hold in her laugh.
“Are you alright?” Rushii choked out in amusement.
Lucy flushed with embarrassment and squeaked out her affirmation before quickly going back to her previous position. Rushii let a laugh escape despite her trying to hold it in as she felt Lucy’s waves of embarrassment for looking so silly. Rushii cleared her throat with a small, bemused smile before mirroring her stance in her mind.
“Take a deep breath.”
Lucy did it again, slower this time, and blocked all other sounds from inside of the Manor as she sat in a meditative position, with her two golden keys in front of her. The exercise that Rushii wanted Lucy to test today was to feel the magical mana that the golden keys exuded, and to see if she could describe them to her.
“Can you feel your mana pool?”
“I think so…” Lucy trailed off internally as she concentrated at the center of her core. It felt warm, familiar, and the more she looked into herself, the more she realized that it was golden. That was the color of her mana.
“Books that I have read in the future have called this pool of mana, Ethernano. The source of all magic power, for all mages.”
“Can you lose all of it?”
“It is possible, yes. Complete exhaustion, known more commonly as Burnout, is a state that you’d want to avoid as much as possible, but in the middle of battle, it is possible to use up all of your ethernano. You can recover with rest, but it shouldn’t happen too many times in one’s lifetime.” Rushii snorted. “You’re not missing out on much if you never reach that state.”
“You’ve had Burnout before?”
“Yes. Definitely not a pleasant experience.”
Lucy took a look at her golden ethernano and watched as it glowed and slowly spun. Like a planet, she gushed in awe. It was so cool to look at and see as she felt herself float around it while she meditated. Rushii’s never seen her own ethernano either, all that she’s been teaching to Lucy has either been through tough experiences or theories she’s read in a book but never had a chance to apply.
This was fascinating to her too and she faintly wondered if hers was golden colored as well.
“What’s next, Nee-san?” Lucy projected excitedly. The ethernano form flickered however, and Lucy was quick to calm down and settle her emotions so that she wouldn’t have to restart the process. It already took so long to block everything out, anyways. Nee-san said it was going to get easier with time, but yikes, she wasn’t looking forwards to it.
“Now that you understand what magic is supposed to feel like, it’s time to reach externally for the source, instead of internally, which you did in order to see your ethernano. Redirect your focus to your physical body, feeling the magic run through your veins.”
Taking the ethernano core and redirecting the flow to her veins was exhausting and it took a while for her to get down to her body. She didn’t even know what veins were but could feel numerous of paths that the magic began to flow as she slowly covered her entire body. It was taxing, she could feel her small body sweating with effort.
But in return, her body felt balanced and she felt more aware of her surroundings.
It was like she was seeing without her eyes .
“This is so freaking cool.” Lucy gushed mentally as she began to feel and isolate different magical energies in the manor. She would push out her ethernano aura and it would identify or highlight mana before reporting back to her mind. It was like her nerves were extending to her entire house.
“It is.” Rushii said in small wonder as she felt what Lucy felt during the entire process. She’s never attempted magic sensory practice like this, she only recalls this information from a book she’s read a long time ago. So, this is what it’s like, eh?
Ah, the keys! Lucy redirected her attention and aura carefully to the keys that radiate magical energy in front of her, furrowing her brow as she concentrated. One of them felt as if they were cool, calm and collected. The key radiated a small sense of uniqueness and serene. The ethernano that it generated was a red.
The other one felt like at one moment, it was raging like a hurricane and the next, it was as calm as a puddle. It seemed complex and turbulent, but undeniably strong . It’s fierce energy glowed dark blue as it seemed to call out and taunt anyone who dared tried to mess with them.
“That’s enough for now, I can feel you overwhelming your magical energy.”
Lucy calmly reduced her ethernano energy back to its core before opening her eyes, and immediately fell onto the floor from the aftermath of using her mana like that. She panted lightly as she looked up at the ceiling of her room, feeling as if she ran for a really long time.
“Oh my gosh.” Lucy panted out loud this time, feeling tired and sore. Rushii just chuckled in her mind,
“When you use your magic in a more unorthodox form, it does take more effort, I believe.”
“Is this something that you’ve never--never done before?”
“There’s a weird answer to that question. Yes, I’ve been able to sense magic after some time, and I think it’s because of being in many conflicts with…the others, that forced me to unconsciously develop this skill. Yet I’ve never had the chance to perform what you’ve just done.”
“The others?” Lucy caught onto her word choice.
“I can’t tell you.” Rushii said a bit remorsefully. The stupid Eclipse Gate won’t let her tell her about Team Natsu and the rest of Fairytail. Perhaps if Lucy finds them on her own, she’ll be able to say more. That’s what Rushii theorizes, anyways. There’s still a dark emotion that fills her at the thought of being forced to simply abide by the gate’s rules. Yet another reminder of what she’s lost, not just her life but her own body.
“S’okay Nee-san, I get it. The gate won’t let you say too much of the future, because it can make everything really different, right?”
“You’re catching on very quickly.” Rushii said pridefully. She really hates her situation sometimes, but it’s hard when she sees her younger self so eager to please and learn. She chuckled when she felt Lucy’s happiness at being praised and felt her squirm as she didn’t know what to say in return. Still, fuck that gate.
“You’re pretty smart for a little kid, Lucy.”
“Nee-san,” Lucy whined, “I’m not a little kid, I’m 9!”
“You’ve yet to hit double digits.”
Lucy just huffed and rolled her eyes as she sat up after taking a moment to recover from their exercise, directing her attention to the keys that she had sensed moments prior. Cancer and Aquarius, those were their names. She moved to lay on her stomach as she propped her head on her hand and grab one of the keys to inspect.
“This one felt really chaotic,” Lucy began, “Like she was itching for some action. Or maybe she’s just always really worked up about something. I hope she isn’t mean.”
Rushii sweatdropped at Lucy’s analysis of Aquarius, not really knowing how to describe the Celestial Spirit. Aquarius was a real piece of work, she had a bad attitude when they first started working together in her past. But Rushii realizes that she had been a bit selfish from her upbringing, which is partially why Lucy surprises her a bit.
Maybe it was this age when her shyness started to morph into something else.
Aquarius was blunt, she didn’t take anyone’s shit. Rushii found that that was what made her so powerful though, and she knows that despite her abrasiveness, Aquarius is loyal to the very end.
“She’s a bit…volatile, at times. But she’s loyal to the core, deep down.” Rushii finally says.
“Well if Nee-san says so.” Lucy shrugged. She placed Aquarius’s key down and picked Cancer’s up next, describing what she had felt when she sensed Cancer, like how she explained Aquarius’s. Rushii gave her two cents every now and then, which moved the conversation to Rushii’s constellations.
“How many keys did you have?!”
Rushii hummed, “I think at the time, I had about fifteen.”
“Fifteen?!” Lucy gasped in awe. That was a lot of keys for one Celestial Spirit Mage. She remembered that her mama only had three, and that was a lot for her. And her Nee-san said she wasn’t strong, pfft .
“Yep. I collected many during my..travels. Each of them have their own story, including how we met.”
“Wow,” Lucy said in wonder. She’ll be strong enough so that she can have many keys too, just like her Nee-san. A knock on the door interrupted her thoughts, and Lucy’s eyes lit up as she got up to rush to her bedroom door. She opened the door and saw that it was Michael who was standing there with a small smile on his face as he looked down at the little girl.
“Good afternoon, young miss.”
“Michael!” Lucy greeted happily. “Hi!”
Michael nodded in greeting and raised an eyebrow at her sweaty state. “What have you been up to?”
“Oh! I was just practicing with Ne--”
“No!” Rushii practically shouted in Lucy’s mind, causing her to immediately close her mouth with a quick dose of fear. She felt bad for yelling at her, but she couldn’t let anyone find out that Lucy had the ability to talk with her future self. Lucy would be in danger if the wrong people heard about her abilities.
Speaking to the future and the rare celestial spirit magic abilities?
It was like signing a death warrant.
No one must know, if she can help it.
“You mustn’t tell anyone about me, Lucy, or else we could be in serious danger.”
Lucy let out a small miniscule nod as she stood before Michael who was looking at her expectedly, waiting for her to finish her sentence. She was nervous now, Rushii had surprised her by yelling at her. Rushii let out a small wave of regret at her sudden reaction, letting Lucy know that she didn’t mean to scare her.
“Ne..?”
“Ne..ssie. My stuffed bunny. We--We were playing and then you came and interrupted our dance party!”
Michael chuckled and held his hands in the air in a form of surrendering. “My apologizes! I was just coming to check up on you and to see what how you were doing, young miss.”
“Thanks, Michael.” Lucy said with a small smile. Rushii was silent the rest of the exchange, observing Michael through Lucy’s eyes as she watched them interact. A part of her was on guard, she never recalled meeting Michael the butler early-on. Granted, she didn’t remember much of her isolated childhood anymore, but that also meant that she had to be wary just in case.
He seemed kind, but one can never be too careful.
What if someone was in his mind, speaking with him too?
Someone like Rogue.
Rushii was quick to separate their emotions for a moment, and let herself dwell on her budding anger and resentment as she stared at Michael with narrowed eyes. She won’t spoil anything for Lucy, feeling how desperate she was to have someone to talk to. Michael hasn’t made any majorly suspicious moves yet either, so she won’t ruin something.
She’ll just continue to watch in silence, for now.
“It’s probably been some time since you’ve stepped outside, isn’t it?” Michael asked gently. Rushii narrowed her eyes but didn’t say anything. Lucy just nodded slowly, seeing that the question was true.
“Some time next week, let’s take a trip downtown to Ishgar, then. We can go to the book store that the young miss seemed to enjoy shopping at whenever she could. How does that sound?” Michael proposed and Lucy let out a small squeal of glee. It’s been so long since she’s been there! Plus she hasn’t really gone outdoors since her mother’s passing, she would’ve reprimanded her already since it’s been over two weeks.
Mama loved going outdoors, and Lucy missed it too.
“Yes! Yes, I’d love to!” Lucy grinned and she gave Michael a quick hug before waving goodbye at him once he smiled back and took his leave. Rushii was still on edge about this Michael figure, but it was hard to stay on guard-duty when Lucy’s enthusiasm was so contagious.
“Are you that excited to go outside?”
“Yes!” Lucy said as she ran to her closet to see what she would wear for next week. Rushii just huffed in amusement and decided to let her do her thing, as she was just having fun. She was a bit worried, however. Even if Michael proved to be innocent, their father was a business tycoon. Some idiot rival could make an attempt to kidnap her in an effort to get to their father, which wouldn’t even guarantee the chance of being rescued, Rushii thought sourly.
If it was going to be just Michael and Lucy, it wasn’t going be enough protection.
Rushii has made a decision.
“Going outside without a form of protection could be dangerous for us, Lucy. Your sensory abilities can’t be developed fast enough to detect other hostile mages, so we must prepare in a different manner.”
Lucy paused what she was doing and tilted her head confusedly, “We’re only going to the book store though. We used to go to the book store all of the time, remember? It’s safe!”
Rushii barely remembers anything. She still doesn’t feel it’s right, though.
“A good mage is prepared for anything. If nothing happens, then that’s great. But if something does, no offense to Michael, but he’s probably as old as our grandfather in a sense. We’d be left to defend ourselves, essentially.” Rushii didn’t bother to mention her suspicions of Michael. She thinks she’ll always be suspicious of people she doesn’t remember meeting so long as she’s with Lucy, anyways.
“Okay…I guess I understand.” Lucy nodded once she thought about it. She was starting to like Michael, but he really was an old man. “So how do we prepared, Nee-san?”
“I think you’re going to like this idea,” Rushii smiled.
“Let’s practice getting acquainted to your magic, to be able to summon Cancer and make a contract with him.”
Lucy gasped in delight and excitement.
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It took hard work, but Lucy felt that she was at least a little bit ready after practicing her magic sensory exercises. Over the days leading to the bookstore trip, Rushii had explained to her that she never had the courage to summon one of the spirits before she was well into her teenager years, so she had no idea what the strain would be to summon one of the Zodiacs at her young age.
“How many were you able to summon, when you first tried?!” Lucy wondered.
Rushii paused for a moment, looking back into her past thoughtfully. “I think it was two? I was able to handle summoning Aquarius and Cancer back to back, but I don’t recall if I had the ability to have their gates open at the same time.”
“What could you do at your strongest point, Nee-san?”
Rushii opened her mouth to answer, but hesitated. The tone of her voice, of Lucy’s voice, was what through her off a bit. It was a question that was fueled with curiosity and awe, but what if that changes in the future due to Rushii revealing her capabilities as time goes by? Would Lucy try to achieve the same exact goals as she had?
Like a mindless puppet, only following instructions?
It no longer mattered how strong Rushii was, the more she thought about it.
Her life is gone now.
Clearly she wasn’t strong enough, no matter how impressed Lucy might be.
“It doesn’t matter how strong I was in the past, for it is now gone. It would be best to focus on what you aim to achieve on your own, and go beyond hoping to accomplish what I have done in my universe.”
Lucy was disappointed at her answer, Rushii could feel it. It doesn’t change her answer however, understanding that her curiosity could turn into something more complex if kept uncheck. This was Lucy’s life, not Rushii’s. She’s just there to stop the catastrophe and help protect Lucy from unnecessary danger, if she could help it.
That’s what big sisters do, after all.
Rushii wasn’t here to take over Lucy’s life, even if that’s what was she had originally thought that the Eclipse Gate would do. The gate was capable of many unnatural things, so perhaps this was what it had planned for her all-along. Rushii has had more than enough time to reminisce over her fate and what’s to come of it, anyways.
Suddenly, it finally came the destined day where Rushii felt as if it was safe enough for Lucy to summon Cancer.
“You’ve spent some time practicing magic sensoring, so what have we found so far?”
Lucy sat down and closed her eyes as she felt her body go through the process at a faster pace, with easier ease. It will probably take a long time to master the ability, she thought, but with nothing to do since her studies have been put on pause for a while, all she had was time to practice!
Plus it was cool to feel her sensor field grow further out as she began to feel the mana inside the small animals that ran around outside her house. She wondered if one day, she’d be able to sense the whole world! With her Nee-san beside her, it feels like anything could happen if she practiced enough.
Lucy transitioned to speaking to Rushii through her mind, so that her body could be as still as possible.
“It’s easier to detect and feel different magic types now, plus they all have like something different about each of them.”
“Like a signature?” Rushii mused.
“Yeah!” Lucy cheered but after a moment, she cocked her head. “What’s a signature?”
Rushii softly chuckled. “A signature is something that is a form of identification that can be traced back to a single person or a small group of people. Like for example, writing your name to sign an important piece of paper. Father does that a lot in order to give his seal of approval on certain actions he agrees with.”
“He’s a businessman.” Lucy said with utmost seriousness, nodding her head. “So that makes these magical sega--signatures, special to each person? That’s pretty cool, Nee-san.”
“Yes,” Rushii hummed. “It makes it easier to track people when you get lost, or hunt someone down for a bounty.”
“A bounty?!”
“Ah, the good ‘ole, easy money days.” Rushii merely sighed wistfully and ignored Lucy’s shocked cry. She snapped out of her daydream rather quickly, as she looked and let a pride emotion overtake Lucy, who puffed up a bit in return.
Her Nee-san was proud of what she’s accomplished!
Rushii felt a flash of amusement go through as she looked at how much Lucy’s changed a bit ever since being able to communicate with her. She was reserved and sad before, feeling a little bit uncomfortable at the sound of praises coming from Rushii. She still was relatively the same, but she was able to take compliments a little bit better now.
Progress, Rushii’s mind helpfully supplied, as she watched her younger self.
“I’m proud of what you’ve been able to accomplish so far, you’re doing great, imouto.”
Lucy flushed and shrugged shyly but mirrored Rushii’s smile. “Thanks, Nee-san.”
“Then let us begin the process, it’s not hard.”
Lucy’s eyes opened as she felt herself manipulate her ethernano back to her core, before getting up to grab Cancer’s Zodiac key that was on top of her dresser. She settled back down and held the key in her hand, unsure of what to do next.
“This is the typical sequence for calling upon a Celestial Spirit, so be sure to pay attention.” Rushii said as she got up inside her mind, and Lucy watched her movements. Rushii grabbed a small flower and told Lucy to pretend that it was a key.
“Open the Gate of the ____, ____!” Rushii emphasised the blank areas with the name of the spirit in question. She made the motion of acting as if she was putting the key (flower) into a keyhole and twisting it to unlock something, before standing up once more. “This is the typical standard of summoning a Celestial Spirit. I don’t know if there’s another way, really, but that’s just how I performed it. This goes for any colored key, silver or gold.”
Lucy nodded and Rushii shoo’d her away, bringing her back to the real world.
Lucy stood up and held the key in one hand, eyes shining with excitement and chanted,
“Open the Gate of The Giant Crab, Cancer! ”
Immediately a golden light shine as a spiritual door appeared inside Lucy’s room, winding blowing as her eyes were blown wide as she saw a pair of red scissors fly out of the door, into the room. It spun rapidly and Lucy almost ducked her head in shock to avoid the impact, until a hand stuck out and caught it right at the same time. It was a man, Lucy saw in shock, as his body fully exitted the gate.
He had black and red hair that was in braids, dark skin that was highlighted with a gold chain and a sleek blue blazer paired with black slacks that screamed fashionable. His green tinted sunglasses were angled and sharp as he looked down at young Lucy, who was staring at him in pure disbelief.
One hand was cocked on his hip while the other was spinning the pair of scissors that he had grabbed earlier, as the light faded, leaving the spirit there.
Red eyes peered over the cool green shades as he looked down at his summoner, who was panting a little bit at the exertion, but was otherwise in better shape than he thought for someone so young. Cancer cocked a small eyebrow and smirked,
“What’s this? I haven’t seen a Celestial Spirit mage this young, since Anna-ebi .”
Lucy was floored .
“H-Hi!” She squeaked out in awe and Cancer paused for a moment before kneeling down before Lucy, reaching her height. He let a small quirk of his lips turn upwards.
“Hello. What is the name of my summoner?” He inquired gently.
“L-Lucy. Lucy Heartfilia.” Cancer’s eyes widened slightly at the confirmation of his previous’s master’s death and let out a small sigh. He had known that she had passed, but it was still a small shock to see her daughter in her place. Considering the startling resemblance that Lucy had with Layla, it was safe to assume that this was her daughter, yes. Cancer hoped that the spirts guided to Layla safely to her next life.
“I see-ebi. Is this your first time summoning a Spirit?”
Lucy nodded and looked down at her feet bashfully. “Yeah. I was hoping--hoping if you’d make a contract with me?”
Ah...her mannerisms were so cute that they deadly, Cancer mentally thought as he stared at the small girl. This young girl was smart enough to figure out how to summon a Celestial Spirit, and immediately ask for a contract. How intriguing.
How rare.
“A contract, you say?” Cancer shrugged. “Sounds interesting enough. I’d be curious to see how life bounded to you would be, so I’ll accept…”
Lucy smiled brightly and immediately ran to give Cancer a hug, but he held up a quick hand which paused her in her tracks.
“...but first, I’d like to chat with the other presence inside of you-ebi .”
Lucy froze and was utterly flabbergasted as Rushii’s cry of alarm in her head force her to stumble for a quick second. She felt Rushii’s presence inside of her entire body and their roles were switched for a brief moment as Cancer forced Rushii out of her mind and into the present. Cancer’s sunglasses glinted curiously as he looked at the instant change in Lucy’s demeanor.
Rushii took control of Lucy’s body, she didn’t even know that she could do that, and looked at Cancer in alarm and hesitance with wary eyes. Cancer noted immediately the feeling of an older, maturerer presence that took over.
Yet seemed sadder, judging by her spiritual energy.
“So,” Cancer crossed his arms as he looked at Rushii, “who might you be? Just give me something to work with, for I don’t feel ill-intent from you despite being inside of young Lucy’s body.”
“How were you able to sense me…?” Rushii asked astonished as she looked at Cancer in a new life. Cancer just raised an eyebrow,
“I am one of the 12 Zodiac Golden Keys, I hope you realize- ebi . We are able to hold a degree of spiritual sensory abilities. In fact, you were the first thing that I noticed the moment I stepped out of this gate. When the child summoned me, it felt like a joint-effort.” Her presence was very subtle but still noted due to Cancer’s keen senses.
Rushii was in disbelief. She had no idea the true extent of the Zodiacs power, she just treated them well and used them with the descriptions and abilities that she had been given of them and what they have expressed before. She had no idea about that side of them.
It seems the longer she sits in the past, the longer she realizes that she’s missed many things during...her first run(?)
“I see,” Rushii said thoughtfully, through Lucy’s body. “And to answer your question, my name is Rushii.”
Cancer just hummed and stared at her for a moment, taking in the state of Rushii, before waving his hand. Rushii felt her teeth clench at the feeling of distortion that she felt as she was forced back into Lucy’s mind, bring Lucy’s as the main conscience once more. Lucy just blinked wildly as she looked at Cancer in shock,
“What did you do to us?”
Cancer had the decency to at least look a little apologetic, “I forced your spirits to switch in order to inspect…this Rushii individual- ebi . In dire circumstances, us spirits are allowed to perform such an action, according to the King. Although it’s been eons since such a law has been evoked, I’m sure that there should’ve been more restrictions but alas, it is what it is- ebi .”
Cancer looked Lucy in the eye, taking off his sunglasses. He felt a pull to this child, a connection to her that made him more intrigue by the second. Was it the results of the Rushii character, that seemed to be hosted inside of Lucy? Cancer wasn’t entirely sure. He just knew that he was interested in being contracted with this child, feeling a fondness growing inside of him that’s rather uncharacteristic for his typical nonchalant attitude.
“I apologize if what I had done had scared or caused any sort of pain to you,” Cancer begins with a small pang of regret that was visible, but Lucy cut him off with a smile and a shrug.
“It’s okay, you just wanted to see if Nee-san was some sort of evil spirit possessing me, right?”
“Where the hell did you hear something like that?” Rushii muttered in sight shock.
“I’m just glad that everything is okay!” Lucy ended on a brighter note, giggling as she heard Rushii’s grumbles in her head.
“It is, indeed- ebi . I’d love to be contracted to you, Lucy Heartfilia.” Cancer said, putting his sunglasses back on as he held his hand out. What awaits him, only time will tell, he mused at the little girl who’s eyes shone with happiness and glee. She quickly coughed and schooled her expression, mimicking someone serious as she pinched her lips cutely and nodded as she shook his hand.
“ Awesome --I mean, yes, Cancer!”
Notes:
Lucy summons Cancer, and something unexpected happens!
I've always thought that the Zodiac Keys had something a little more magical to them other than pure power. In terms of Cancer's interaction with them, I tried my hardest to do research on what his personality was like, but I haven't been able to find much so a lot of the interaction was my interpretation of him based off of what little I found. Hopefully it wasn't too unexpected, lol.
Just a heads up that the next chapter would happen sometime in a week or so, I'm starting college on Tuesday so obviously I'll have to prioritize that, you know?
As always, comments are always appreciated, and I'll respond whenever I can (although sometimes I won't be able to answer some questions as I'd hate to ruin the experience and suspense of what could happen next)
Cya next time, friends!
Chapter Text
Prologue: Prelude [4]
Finally, the day came to take the trip to the bookstore!
Lucy was so excited, she hasn’t felt the urge to go outside ever since Mama passed away. These days, sometimes she was happy and she didn’t cry much. Other days, it was hard to get out of bed and eat breakfast at a table all alone. She hasn’t seen her Father since she worked up the courage to confront him last week.
She doesn’t know how to feel about it still, really.
Lucy remembered asking Rushii what she thought about it.
“Rushii?” Lucy asked softly.
Rushii immediately locked onto the sound and feeling of a sullen Lucy and was quick to respond.
“What’s up?”
“Is it--is it bad for me not to like Father right now? If he were to want to talk to me right now, I don’t think I would want to listen to him.” Lucy confessed quietly, with pain in her voice. She was hurt at the fact that her father was ignoring her entire existence. Yet she didn’t want to cause anymore trouble, she didn’t want to be a bad girl. A bad daughter.
Rushii swallowed down the umpteenth curse at ’their’ Father and merely sighed, “No. It’s not bad at all. You have a right to feel hurt by his shitty, mindless actions.”
Lucy huffed out a small laugh, “Nee-san, that’s a bad word.”
“He’s a bad man.” Rushii snorted. Jude Heartfilia was not evil. That was a word that was reserved for scum, scum that Rushii has caught glimpses of and even met in her lifetime. A bad man didn’t mean that they were automatically the lowest of the low in terms of villainy, but he certainly wasn’t a good person.
‘Bastard’, Rushii thought bitterly.
Lucy knew that Rushii didn’t like ’their’ Father much, especially coming back. She didn’t say anything when she felt a wave of resentment that wasn’t hers. She was glad to at least have Michael and Nee-san at her side, at least.
“Are you ready, Young Miss?” Michael said kindly as he helped Lucy put on her coat as she was a bit distracted. Lucy blinked back into reality and beamed at Michael, nodding rapidly,
“I am!”
They had to take the train in order to go to Ishgar, the town that was close to the reserved and isolated manor. Lucy grabbed Michael’s hand once he grabbed his hat and proceeded to head out of the manor. Michael hadn’t asked for permission to leave the premises with the Heartfilia child, but Jude wasn’t interacting much with the staff either.
A trip to the bookstore wouldn’t put her in harm’s way, anyways.
It was a route that has been done many times before.
“Activate your sensory abilities the moment you step outside of the Manor.” Rushii instructed.
“Okay, Nee-san!”
“Do you have Cancer’s key with you?” Rushii inquired.
Lucy let out a pulse of affirmation as she stepped outside with her hand in Michael’s as they made their way to the train station. It was a little bit chilly, hence her outerwear of a small coat. She skipped every once in a while much to Michael’s amusement as they walked. Rushii still wasn’t sure what to make of Michael, but he didn’t seem to be harboring any ill-intentions out right.
She decided to take a short nap to save her energy, in the meantime.
“I’m going to rest…let me know if you need me. Immediately.” Rushii emphasized heavily on the last bit. Now that they knew that it was possible for Rushii to become the main conscience and take over their shared body, she concluded that in moments of desperation, she would be able to save them if it came to it.
“Okay, Nee-san! Get some rest, okay?”
Rushii just gave out a small smile at Lucy’s thoughtfulness.
“When we get to the train station, be sure to stick close with me in the event that it is busy. I’d hate to lose you in a sea of people.” Michael explained while Lucy nodded. She didn’t bother to tell him that she had memorized his magical signature, and that if she tried hard enough, she’d be able to sense him from far away. Rushii said that it was their secret, and Lucy takes her secrets very seriously.
It was a relatively easy process after that, getting on the train and getting off at the Ishgar stop. Lucy couldn’t help but finger Cancer’s key the entire time as she begin to arrive at her destination. She was a bit nervous, for some reason. So when Cancer’s key warmed up in her hand, and she looked down to look at it in slight surprise, to see it shining a bit and giving her a little bit of strength was comforting. She flashed a small grin at the key and shoved in back into her pocket, feeling stronger than ever.
“Thanks Cancer,” Lucy whispered.
“What was that, Young Miss?”
“Oh! Nothing, Michael!”
He just chuckled and walked up the steps to the quaint bookstore first, holding out his hand to help the small girl up. They entered the bookstore soon after, with Lucy letting out a pleasant sigh at the sight of familiarity. It wasn’t anything grand or expensive looking, despite the Heartfilia’s capable bank account. Layla was drawn to it by its atmosphere, rather, and passed down that feeling to Lucy.
Michael let Lucy know that she was free to roam around and look as he stood by the door, making polite conversation with one of the cashiers. Lucy didn’t hesitate to take off as she exploring the bookstore once more.
She found herself immerse into the books as she hunted for new ones, when she felt her magic sensory abilities detect something that seemed to radiate an energy that was screaming something bad at her. She had gotten so used to her surroundings that she didn’t even pick up on it before, which is kind of a good thing. Rushii probably would’ve scolded her. Her brow furrowed as she snapped her head in the direction, and slowly made her way towards the direction of the mana, hiding behind a bookshelf for a moment.
Lucy held her breath as she crouched down on instinct, hand gripping Cancer’s key as she felt tense. This energy made her uncomfortable, it was rolling in hostility and scariness as she peaked past the bookshelf to see the figure in question.
They weren’t alone, men dressed in black that stood outside of the bookstore.
In the future, they probably weren’t any more than petty thieves that could have been wiped out with a good kick and a stern scowl. But to the nine-year-old girl, it was three big men that were looking really suspicious, and she was beginning to get scared.
It only increased ten-fold when she realized that they were speaking loudly about something (which showed their amatuer skills but she wasn’t aware at the time);
“...Heartfilia child..”
“..the child, bookstore..”
“...ransom..”
Lucy gasped in horror and quickly scrambled backwards as her body began to shake from the fear that was seeping into her. Rushii was right , they were people that were probably to get her for that ransom thing, she remembered her Nee-san mumbling to herself about! Lucy immediately ran to look for Michael, who was still talking in the front of the room with the cashier.
She ran up to him, and he looked down with a gentle smile at first before frowning at her expression.
“Miss? What’s wrong?”
Lucy pointed at the men coming towards the bookstore outside through the big window, “The men! They said--really bad things about me--”
“What?!”
One of them made their entrance then, and the cashier, Michael, and Lucy all paused to look at the front door as they everyone froze. The goon in black blinked owilishly at the little girl, before grinning in delight and activating his magic as he hollered, “She’s here! The Heartfilia brat is here!”
Michael was quick to shield himself in front of her as he opened his arms widely in order to take the first hit towards Lucy, who let out a panicked shout and ducked instinctively. The perpetrator scowled and reached out to shove Michael out of the way, who staggered but took the second hit with surprising durability for an old man.
“Lucy!” Michael shouted at her as the cashier let out a panicked scream of their own and ducked under the registar, leaving Michael to look around, scrambling as he tried to figure out how to protect the young miss. He let out a painful grunt as he held the assualter back, but knew his chances to escape was getting slim as he saw the goon’s lackeys rushing towards him.
“There is an exit towards the back, you need to run to it and to keep running until you’re far away from here. I’ll--I’ll find you when I can.” Michael stammered, as Lucy felt nerves racking as she stumbled and fell as the enemies got closer. She scrambled back up and ran with a panic urgency towards the exit, knocking down books as she was being chased by one of the newcomers.
Cancer’s key burned .
“O-Open the Gate of the G-Giant Crab, Cancer!” Lucy twisted his key in the open as she ran towards the back door. His appearance was less dramatic this time around, with a golden flash appearing quickly before dispersing, with the tall, dark-skinned man poised with pairs of scissors that flowed around him, spinning at a rapid pace. Cancer tsked,
“You should have called me the moment you detected danger- ebi .”
Lucy sniffed as she stood behind the spirit. “S-Sorry.”
Cancer just stood strong and quiet as he leveled his gaze on the enemy before him, watching the goon not take him seriously for being a celestial spirit. He almost wanted to smirk, it’s been a while since he’s been used in combat. And to attempt a kidnap on his newfound summoner? Well that wasn’t fun at all.
“Don’t worry about it, although you should get going. I feel that there is a forest near by here, I will come find you once I’m finished with my opponent- ebi .”
“Be careful,” Lucy whispered as she pushed the door open, “A-And save Michael if you can, please.”
Cancer turned and used one of his scissors to block an incoming attack, nodding once to agree with Lucy’s plan. Lucy sniffed but gave him a serious nod in return, placing her trust into her celestial spirit as she quickly exited the bookstore, to head out the back way.
Cancer’s aura immediately changed to something more devious once his master was able to escape, and wordlessly turned back towards the goon that was defending himself from the projectile scissors. He took a single step, and practically teleported behind the man with a speed that was inhumane to most. Grabbing one of the scissors in the air, he was quick to hold it to the man’s neck and he whispered,
“I strongly suggest you stop, before you lose your life.”
The man scoffed, “Everybody with a brain knows that Celestial Spirits can’t kill people, you’re nothing more than slaves.”
Cancer just hummed as he froze his many scissors in the air, and they all rotated to point at the man he was holding. They all pointed at the main arteries of his body, and the man began to sweat profusely as Cancer huffed out a light chuckle.
“Rumors are just rumors unless proven otherwise- ebi,” Cancer said a little dryly, “Would you like to test that particular one out?”
The truth was that there weren’t any rules saying that they couldn’t kill humans, except the person they were contracted to. It would be a lot of paperwork if a spirit went on a “legal” frenzy though, which was not on Cancer’s to do list as he ran a hair salon in the Spirit World. Nobody has time for paperwork, not even the damn King.
A sharp blade dug deeper into the man’s neck.
“Well? I don’t have all day...”
Cancer took the moment to glance in Michael’s direction, as per Lucy’s soft instruction. He wasn’t doing well. Cancer tsked and didn’t wait for a response at this point as he smacked the back of the man’s neck, knocking him unconscious immediately and dropped his body to the ground. Cancer wiped his hands with a blue handkerchief and pointed a finger to send some scissors piercing at the other enemies towards Michael.
And he walked leisurely to begin the process of taking care of the rest.
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Lucy ran.
She felt the adrenaline begin to pump into her veins as she dashed through the exits of the bookstore, running towards the forest that Cancer had noticed earlier. Her heart was racing as she ran, pigtails flying in the wind as she hustled. She didn’t know how Cancer was going to find her, but maybe he’d be able to sense her if she uses her magic sensory abilities to leave a trace. After all, he hinted that he was able to feel something with Rushii and mentioning the forest earlier.
It was a good plan.
Lucy spanned her sensoring area, making sure that she wasn’t being followed by the other goons. She could feel them behind her, but they were disappearing one by one as she continue to run away. Lucy hoped that Cancer was okay, Michael too.
Trees whipped past her as she hopped over a fallen tree branch, running in the middle of the woods. It was taking a lot of energy to move her body and maintain the sensory field she had to detect her surroundings, but she pushed through.
After a while, she began to slow down after detecting nothin--
Fire.
That was the first thing that Lucy felt when she caught wind of a warm, fiery magical energy that was near her. It felt like a small, but warm campfire. Gentle but still radiate and slowly going stronger at a snail’s space. It felt old , which confused Lucy, but drew her in anyways as she panted, slowing down.
Her body began to move on it’s own as she walked towards through the woods, heading towards the magical signature like a moth to a flame. It felt familiar to her, it made her feel safe . She’s never felt this presence before though.
She wonders if it was Rushii’s subtle memories that was guiding her towards whoever this was.
Eventually Lucy reached a clear area, looking at the back of what appeared to be a small boy with his head down as his magical mana wavered the closer she got to him. She stayed silent for the moment, opting to breathe out of her mouth as she looked at him silently.
He was dirty, it looked like he hadn’t changed his clothes in a long time. The scarf that was around his neck looked like it used to be white, but it has streaks of brown in it right now.
His head was down, in his hands as he muttered something softly, but Lucy held back a gasp of shock once she saw the brief color of his hair.
It was pink , which had Lucy gaping in small awe. She’s never seen pink hair before. She wanted to pink hair too--
Lucy suddenly frowned when she heard a sound that distinctive sounded like a small sniffle. She narrowed her eyes at the boy in the distance that and realized he wasn’t mumbling , he.. was softly crying.
She took a step forwards, unconsciously, but ended on stepping on branch, breaking it.
The boy tensed and quickly rubbed his eyes as he shot up from his seat, whipping his head around with a large smile on his face that gave Lucy an uncomfortable feeling immediately. Not because it was scary, but because it felt so fake . He was just crying before, why was he happy now?
Did she meet another psycho? Lucy furrowed her brow minisculely at the thought.
“H-Haha, Erza! Seems like you finally foun--” The boy caught off once he realized that it was not Erza, but another girl? At the same time, Lucy cocked her head to the side, wondering who this Erza person was. They stood and stared at each other for a moment, the boy blinking owilishly while Lucy pulled her jacket collar shyly as she fidgeted.
Nothing was said for a moment.
“I-I like your scarf?” Lucy said hesitantly, voice lifting at the end. The boy looked down at his dirty scarf, black eyes looking at it with a solemn expression that disappeared once Lucy blinked. He ended up giving her a soft half-smile,
“Thanks.” He gave her a curious look and walked forwards, leaving Lucy frozen as she realized that they appeared to be around the same age. Getting close enough to him made her realize that he was slightly taller than her, with salmon pink hair and black eyes that seemed to hold a variety of emotions in them, despite the smile on his face.
A gust of wind blew between them, the boy watched as her pigtails swayed softly.
He gave a brighter smile this time, and Lucy had a feeling that this one was real.
“Yo. I’m Natsu!”
“Oh! Well, I-I’m Lucy.” Lucy smiled softly. Being so close to the boy that felt like a homey campfire, it made her feel at ease despite being somewhat on the run. Natsu looked down at his scarf and held a piece of it towards her.
“...You want to feel my scarf?!” He asked innocently, but Lucy scrunched her nose and shook her head. Natsu pouted softly and Lucy was quick to answer why.
“It’s dirty! In fact, you’re dirty! You should go back home and take a bath with--with extra bubbles!”
That seemed to be the wrong thing to say as Natsu’s eyes saddened softly, fists crumbling the scarf in his hand as he let out a tired sigh. Lucy scrambled to retract her statement, noticing his sadness.
“I-I’m sorry! Do you not have a home--?”
“Meh.” Natsu looked up at the sky. “There’s this place called Fairytail. There’s a bunch of other kids with me that live there.”
Lucy nodded despite being confused, but maybe Natsu just had a lot of siblings. “Alright...but why do you look so sad then?”
“Sad? Me? No way! The world is too big to be sad, there’s room for so many adventures!” Natsu exclaimed loudly as he threw his hands up in the air, twirling around Lucy with a bright grin. Lucy pursed her lips, she could for some reason tell that while Natsu did believe in what he was saying, he wasn’t being as happy as he appeared to be. Maybe she would’ve believed him, if she hadn’t caught him crying softly earlier.
Lucy just reached out a hand and placed in on Natsu’s arm, who froze and turned to look at her with big round eyes, that told his whole entire story. Ah, she was right then.
“Natsu…someone once told me very recently that it’s okay to be sad sometimes. The adventure can start tomorrow, if you don’t feel good today.” Lucy managed to get out without stuttering. She hasn’t talked to another person her age in a long time, she was proud! She bet Nee-san would be too if she was awake. “It’s okay to cry, I saw you a bit earlier. If you’re sad, let it out.”
Natsu opened to say something but decided against it as he closed his mouth and looked down at the ground. It was another period of silence before either one of them spoke up again, but it was Natsu to do it this time.
“I-I ran away from Fairytail to look for my dad.”
Lucy’s eyes widened as she let him continue.
“We had so much fun together, yeah? So why--why did he just leave me?” Natsu confessed quietly, heartbroken as he tried to hold back his tears. Watching Natsu trying to hold it in made Lucy realize what Nee-san was looking at when she gave Lucy her pep-talk. Immediately, she felt the strong urge to embrace Natsu and after a brief hesitation, she did just that.
It no longer mattered that he was dirty, getting mud on her clothes. She understood why he was in this state now.
Natsu clunged onto her immediately, resting his head in her shoulder as Lucy patted his back a little awkwardly. She decided that maybe she should share something about herself too, seeing how Natsu confessed something that seemed to really be on his mind.
“My mom died, about a month ago.”
Natsu tensed and leaned back from Lucy with sadness for her, pleading into his eyes. “Wow.”
Lucy let out a sad smile of her own and shrugged. “Yeah, it hurts every day, but I’m getting better bit by bit. To add on top of it, my dad doesn’t talk to me anymore...it’s pretty lonely sometimes.” She has Rushii and Michael of course, but even they are busy sometimes. Natsu gaped in horror and he spontaneously lifted up Lucy and began to spin her around much to her surprise.
“W-What--?” Lucy yelped in shock as Natsu just yelled out muffled rubbish and spun her even faster. They soon fell into laughter as she stumbled away from him, moving in a slight dizzy manner as Natsu just laughed with a genuine smile on his face at the sight. Lucy flushed,
“What the heck was that for?!”
Natsu just grinned, “It was getting too sad, so I decided to spice things up a bit!”
“You’re crazy .”
“Woohoo!” Natsu cheered. Lucy just rolled her eyes and huffed as she took a moment to sit down, Natsu coming over quickly to sit down next to her. It was funny how close she already felt with a boy that she’s only known for about ten minutes. She wondered if they were friends now, with flash of excitement.
“Anyways,” Lucy looked towards the direction she came, “I’ve begun to realize that just because you’re not related to them, that doesn’t mean that they aren’t your family.”
She thinks about Cancer, Rushii, and Michael for a brief moment. It’s a small group, but she’s starting to get used to the idea of them being her new family now. Lucy turned towards Natsu with a hint of a playful but serious expression as she tapped his nose.
“So you should go back to your home, to Fairytail. At least to take a shower, because you stink.” Lucy said bluntly and truthfully. Natsu just let out a loud laugh, and wow, he was probably a loud person in normal circumstances. “I bet they’re looking for you, too, you know.”
“Who?”
“Fairytail and maybe your dad. Who knows? But I bet your dad wanted you to be safe, and it seems like Fairytail did that till you ran away. Did you have a lead? Or supplies?”
“What?” Natsu cocked his head as Lucy gasped.
“You just ran away with nothing? No blanket, no water? What about food?!”
“I drink from the river and I can catch fish with my bare hands,” Natsu said proudly, puffing out his chest. Lucy just looked at him unamused, causing him to quickly scratch the back of his neck sheepishly. She gave him a light slap on the arm,
“ Baka. ” She earned herself a grin in return and huffed out a laugh of her own. Lucy suddenly blinked when she began to feel the familiar signature of Cancer approaching her within the forest and quickly stood up. For a moment, she forgot that she had been on the run, and she regretfully turned towards Natsu, who was staring at her with a small sadness behind his eyes.
“Are you leaving, too?”
Lucy felt that it was hard to swallow for a moment. Why did one question feel so loaded?
“...I am. Someone has come to get me, my..family.” Lucy confessed quietly. Natsu was quick to school his features back to his default setting of instant happiness and made sure to get Lucy another big hug much to her disgust and happiness. Even if they never meet again, they felt like friends.
Lucy pointed a finger with a stern expression and a hand cocked on her hip. She was used to Natsu now, so she was losing her shyness rapidly.
“And you--you better go home and take care of yourself! Go get some help to find your dad, yeah? You’re just a little boy, it’s okay to ask your family for help!”
Natsu took in a deep breath. Fairytail as his family? Well they did eat together all of the time, he always played with Gray and Elfman, although the latter was super shy. And Lisanna! Oh man, he left her behind--and their egg! What if something really did hatch like she said it would! Mirajane would probably hunt him down and beat him up for making Lisanna sad and if anything was a motivator to go back to Fairytail, it was to avoid the wrath of that she-witch, Natsu shuddered.
“My family,” He murmured to himself before releasing a small laugh. He turned to look at Lucy, the girl that seemed to understand him way faster than everyone else. Maybe he’ll make her his family too. Is that how that worked? Sounds like another adventure!
“I will. I promise!”
Lucy nodded in satisfaction before turning around to run towards Cancer. Natsu said one last thing to her, before she started off.
“Come to Fairytail, one day! I’ll--I’ll wait for you! And then you could meet the rest of us! M-My family!” Natsu shouted despite her being right there. Lucy just cringed slightly at the volume but returned his cheerful energy with a wave and a smile of her own.
“Yeah..maybe I will.”
She took off after that, rushing towards Cancer and a bruised, but doing okay Michael in his arms once she finally reached him.
She couldn’t wait to tell Rushii about her adventure today, but err--maybe she won’t considering she almost got kidnapped. Rushii would probably beat herself up or something for being asleep and resting, and Lucy wouldn’t want that.
Meanwhile Natsu stared at Lucy’s back as she disappeared into the woods and looked down at his hands, before clenching them in determination. Fairytail was his family now, despite his desperate search for Igneel. It was something that was aching inside of him as he lived in Fairytail, waiting for the dragon to walk through the big front doors.
Was he hurt?
Was he in danger?
Does he not want…Natsu anymore?
Those kinds of thoughts danced through his mind for a while now, despite enjoying his time at Fairytail with the rest of the kids. He begged Makarov to let him go and find his dad, but the old geezer always declined and told him to go play. It’s been three days since he ran away, and it was hard . It was an impulsive decision but he just wanted to find him, despite everyone telling him no.
Natsu thinks that he’ll always be searching for Igneel as he goes on more adventures, after being grounded (that he knows was going to happen once he gets back).
But talking with Lucy really helped put more things in place in his mind, and it made him realize that he can search for his dad while living with his new family too. He didn’t have to choose.
And Fairytail doesn’t seem like the type to..abandon him.
Natsu grinned and turned, scarf blowing into the wind as he began to run back to Fairytail.
He hopes that he’ll get to see Lucy again, one day.
But for now, he had a promise to keep.
Notes:
I actually don't know if Celestial Spirits can kill other people, I just know for sure it can't be their summoner lol.
Surprise Natsu reveal so early! Unfortunately, they won't be meeting again until the canon appearance, but it won't be long now! We're almost done setting the stage for Lucy's character development with her past and whatnot, the Prelude chapters are almost over!
I've wanted to do Natsu's reveal so badly, to give him already more character depth than the entire Fairytail anime lol! It always made me so baffled at how Natsu could feel so optimistic about searching for Igneel despite all of these years, you know? I know if I suddenly appeared at a new place without my parents, I'd feel lost and confused, would even want to take matters into my own hands to search for them myself.
Sorry if young Natsu was a bit OOC, I wanted him to be a little sadder but still having the ability to be a carefree, cheerful person like he is in canon. You don't become such a loyal person instantly, and I wanted Lucy and Natsu meeting at this point to finalize realizations between them, thanks to each other.
For Lucy: It was okay to think of other people as family, despite having blood-related ones in your life. Those who truly care about your well-being are true friends/family. It was also to acknowledge her growth ever since her mother passed, and to begin to have a stronger mental fortitude.
For Natsu: To live in the present and take things slow. Don't forget to love those who currently care about you, despite living in the present. And that it was okay to be sad at the fact that you feel abandoned, that you miss someone you love.
This also put the idea of Fairytail in Lucy's head and gives Natsu another reason to stay at Fairytail.
As always, comments, constructive criticism, and kudos are much appreciated!! Thank you everyone so far!!
See you all soon.
P.S: Sorry if Lucy's father and mother are over-used (and seen as annoying) as plot material lol, I just figured that her mom's death and her father's actions wouldn't be something that could be ignored in the next chapter, and that there were lingering feelings that would persist for a long time, as I've shown each chapter. Like I said before, we'll be reaching canon soon!
This is also a friendly reminder that this is a bit of a darker spin to Fairytail in terms of emotions and fight scenes!
Chapter Text
Prologue: Prelude [5]
Time.
It flies like an arrow.
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(Age: 11)
Lucy runs through the halls of the Heartfilia Manor, Rushii softly scolding her in her mind for her to slow down but she didn’t pay heed. She let out a small giggle as she hopped onto the railings of her spiraling staircase, sliding down as she kicked her feet in the air. Today was a rare break from her private tutoring, a day where she can head outside and do whatever she wants!
It didn’t matter that it was back to studying despite it being the weekend tomorrow.
She ran towards the garden in the middle of the home and immediately grabbed one of the watering cans, nodding and waving at the help that was already tending the plant life. She saluted playfully as she zoomed past Michael, who was looking exasperately at her speed but nodded in greeting anyways.
They had installed a small pond towards the back of the garden, much to Lucy’s insistence and delight. She had wanted to take an active roll in keeping her mother’s memory alive, and decided that tackling and taking care of the garden was the route she was going to go.
She glanced up suddenly, eyes squinting a bit as she took a look at the big window that was peering over the garden. The sun was shining in her eyes, so she held a hand up to protect them, yet it didn’t her from seeing that the blinds to the window of her Father’s office was closed as usual.
In the past, Lucy probably would have felt some type of way.
Now, she just let out a small sigh and moved on.
“He’s not going to magically appear out here, you know.” Rushii didn’t say unkindly. It was just a matter of fact. Jude Heartfilia was an enigma now and it was best to not waste time wondering about what their father could be doing, when life goes on as always.
Lucy hummed, “I know. I just…thought it’d be nice to see him.”
“Wasting energy on people who don’t care about you will only drag you down in the long run.” Rushii simply stated and Lucy rolled her eyes at her Nee-san, who was a little depressing sometimes. She understood what she was trying to convey, but seriously, it wasn’t that serious at the moment!
“Guess I should try and get rid of you then, huh?” Lucy teased.
Rushii snorted. “Cheeky brat.”
Lucy just grinned as she watered the plants, taking her time to snip any dead leaves that she finds on the stems. It was nice, a fun hobby that she liked to take care of. She definitely doesn’t know much about flowers, but she learned from the gardeners how to take care of Dandelions. That was all that mattered, really.
“Do you have her key with you?”
That’s right! Today was a special day after all.
She was going to summon Aquarius!
“Of course, I do! I’m a responsible kid, Nee-san.”
“Is that right? Well, that’s really odd, because I remembered that just last week, you used your static blow dryer while running water to brush your teeth and got elec—”
Lucy flushed red at the reminder of the small electrocution shock she had from the incident and stammered loudly, “Okay, okay!”
It drew the attention of some of the gardeners who looked over questionably but Lucy just waved them off with tinted cheeks of embarrassment and sulked into her body as she crouched down to cover her face. She let out a high pitched groan, “Ah, seriously?! That was so embarrassing—they totally think I’m crazy and that I talk to myself.”
“Technically, you do.”
“ So not funny, Nee-san.” Lucy grumbled as she fished her pocket for the other key, which happened to be to the water bearer. Rushii looked on silently through Lucy’s eyes, taking in the sight of her old friend’s key. It’s been two years since she let Lucy summon Cancer’s key off of her instruction. These were Golden Zodiac keys after all, when Rushii was in her late teens, she had stamina built up to withstand the strain of mana.
But with Lucy’s young body, who would have known the side-effects of drawing out such power. Rushii had too much to lose in an effort to try to speed up the process of gaining power and hurting Lucy in the process, the catastrophe plagued her moments whenever the silence was too loud. She will do what has to be done with the time she’s been given.
Lucy has been making excellent progress with strengthening her bond with Cancer. He even pops up every now and then without being summoned, which had shocked Rushii initially. She doesn’t remember if he’s ever done that with her before, other than to cut her hair. Seeing Cancer’s interactions with Lucy has made Rushii really reflect on how she had used her spirits, or perhaps they merely adapted to the style of their summoner.
Rushii used to care much about her looks and friends. Thus, the Spirits reflected that energy for the most part, even in battle.
When she watches Lucy talk with Cancer and how she treats them with a kindness that went even before Rushii’s. She asks them about their day, how they were feeling, what they did in the Spirit World even.
Rushii was kind and cared for her spirits as well.
But did she take in the time and consideration that Lucy was doing, with her lone spirit?
She couldn’t recall so.
One would probably think that this would cause Rushii to fall into a self-debricative state of wishing she had treated her spirits better. This was not the case, however. She had treated her spirits with care, they were an extended family to her in many ways. Their relationship in her lifetime worked, it was relative to her.
This wasn’t her lifetime for it has past, she reasoned.
It didn’t mean that she didn’t have regrets, she had many.
But how Rushii loved her spirits wasn’t one of them.
“Open the Gate of the Water Bearer, Aquarius!”
A familiar, golden light shone brightly, filling the entire garden as Lucy smiled in awe. Cancer forced open his gate and sat down quietly next to Lucy, who glanced at him in small shock. Her eyes lit up at the site of the Spirit, which brings a tiny smile to his face. When was the last time a Celestial Spirit Mage had smiled at him, not because he was performing a duty, but because he was merely there?
In all of his eons that he has lived, his mind draws a blank.
Not even the legendary Anna made him feel the need to protect as strongly as this little girl does with his spiritual life.
“ Ugh . What the hell is this?” A strong female voice grumbled as she stepped out of the gate, into the pond of small fish. She was large and the pond barely big enough for her to fit her lower body inside, but she was forced to make due. With flowing blue hair, and a circlet that gleamed on her forehead, Aquarius the Water Bearer propped her elbow up on the piece of land that was on the side of the pond, with her massive water jug sitting in the water.
Lucy looked at her with her mouth wide open in awe, and Aquarius furrowed a brow as she looked at the child.
“Did you summon me, kid?”
Lucy puffed up her chest and nodded, “I did!”
Aquarius fell silent as she peered over towards Cancer, who was snipping at plants idely behind the small girl as he sat near her. A quick flash of her eyes signaled that he hadn’t been summoned, but came out on his own free will. Aquarius raised an eyebrow and snorted,
“Is that the crab, I see? I didn’t think I’d see you ever step out of that damned hotbox salon.”
Lucy blinked in confusion at her words, but Rushii let out a massive choked breath at Aquarius’s words. Lucy whipped her head between as the two spirits seemed to clash politely, to an extent.
“Nee-san, what’s a hotbox?”
“D-Don’t worry about it, Lucy.” Rushii choked out as she tried to regain her bearings, not sure whether to gape in disbelief or laugh her tail off. She didn’t even know spirits could get high, or the fact that they talked to each other often in the Spirit Realm.
Cancer snipped a stem with a small pang of aggression, “Excuse you- ebi, but not all of us are compliant with sitting around in water, moping about how much they miss their boyfriend. One would think that with an aura like yourself, you’d be more… independent-ebi. ”
Aquarius’s eye twitched. “And suddenly, I remember why I avoided your irritating ass. You never fail to piss me off, Cancer.”
Cancer gave her a cool smile, “A divine beauty like yourself, thinking about me- ebi ? I am truly flattered. Stop by the salon sometime, I’ll give you a trim.”
“You’re not touching my hair, crab.”
“Pity. I suggested my offer for a reason.”
Aquarius scowled harshly as she levitated her urn and pointed the mouth of it at Cancer, who looked at her with a small, but devious smirk. Lucy saw and felt that raw power that was generated in the urn, eyes widening as she scrambled to get up and throw herself in front of Cancer, with her arms spread out wide.
“H-Hey! Don’t hurt Cancer, he was just trying to be nice!” Lucy pouted at Aquarius, who looked down at the girl, as if she finally noticed her presence. She decided to float her body into the air, rising to her full height as she floated before the girl. Lucy looked up as Aquarius stared down at her with a weight in her eyes, taking in the sight of the beautiful blue mermaid as the sun basked behind her.
“You’re so pretty.” Lucy whispered in wonder, and Aquarius didn’t say anything as she looked down at the girl. It would seem to others that she didn’t react at all, but Cancer has known her long enough to see the subtle softness of her eyes as she looked at the young Heartfilia. He hid a smile himself at the sight, because he completely understood.
Lucy’s raw enthusiasm and genuine energy is something that was so…refreshing.
“So you’re the Celestial Spirit Mage that summoned me,” She reiterated from before. The change in position made Aquarius look even more domineering than initially had, but Lucy wasn’t scared.
“That’s right.” She nodded firmly.
Aquarius hummed, leaning in to look directly into Lucy’s eyes as she narrowed her ice blue ones, “And who is that, inside of you?”
Lucy swallowed but was prepared for that question too. Rushii had already told her about her suspicious, and it seemed like she was correct once again. “Her name is Rushii, and she’s someone that I really care about that lives inside of my head!”
Aquarius just sweatdropped at the answer and shook her head in dismay as she muttered, “I guess there’s always a cost for geniuses. The kid has a voice inside of her head, of course she fucking does!”
She waved her hand dismissively in the end, “Whatever, I don’t care that much. If you want to make a contract with me, then let’s just get this shit over with.”
Aquarius had already peered into the spirit of Rushii inside of Lucy and determined that she wasn’t going to be harmful to her mage anyways. She was just curious to see if Lucy was going to lie to her or not. She didn’t, obviously. She told the truth in such a blatant way, it was almost alarming.
A change of pace, Lucy Heartfilia was shaping to be.
“You’ll make a contract with me?” Lucy beamed, and suddenly Aquarius had to pause at the sight of joy on her voice, feeling at a loss. Who the hell gets this happy over summoning and making a contract with a spirit? That was the whole point of them meeting in the first place.
This girl was something else.
And her smile , it was too strong.
She hated it.
Aquarius scowled and her urn activated, spurting water towards Cancer and Lucy as they both let out various noises of shock as soft jet-streams of water hit them, getting them wet. Cancer just huffed out a small irritated sigh while Lucy shrieked, that turned into bright laughter once the water began to be manipulated around her, lifting her up into the air.
And then she started to fly .
“She really likes you,” Rushii smiled softly at the sight of Aquarius’s scowl and the feeling of joy that Lucy was experiencing as she flew with the help of water. Lucy let out another laugh as she spun in the air, feeling the cool liquid soothe her skin on a hot day like it was today.
“You think so?”
“I know so.”
Lucy smiled and mentally sat down next to Rushii, who had her torn cloak draped over her as she sat against a wall. The scenery has changed over the years, Rushii’s room as Lucy likes to call it. What had started off as a field of flowers that was surrounded by a sea of grey has now turned into a place that was slowly beginning to resemble an apartment, from what Lucy could tell.
It felt warm, like it was home.
“When did you first meet Aquarius, Nee-san?” Lucy asked curiously.
Rushii let out a dry chuckle, “Well, I don’t think we started off on the right foot, which is why I told you that she liked you. I know from experience what true irritation looks like on Aquarius.”
“What did you do?!”
“...I used to summon her in fishbowls.”
Lucy laughed the entire day at the thought.
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Fate.
Lucy likes to think that it’s like a super lucky, ever-lasting bingo card, sometimes.
Naturally, Rushii disagrees.
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(Age: 14)
She’s not entirely sure where she is, or how she got here.
She’s gone celestial key fishing before, but this time was with a small restraint in her determination to find more at local shops or even in the middle of the woods. Rushii challenged her to use her mana sensory abilities to locate them, which was light-work for her now after training her ability for about five years now.
Lucy naturally does it on her own now, doesn’t even know if it ever turns off at this point.
“Do you feel it?” Rushii asked as she crossed her arms, sitting in the chair inside of her half-finished apartment. She had her arms crossed as she looked through Lucy’s eyes, in the middle of vast fields of windmills and…cows? Lucy was confused as to why she felt a strong energy in this setting, but trusted Rushii’s instructions.
Rushii let out a small smile at what they were on their way to find. It was reassuring that some things didn’t change, and that she was able to rescue Taurus’s key from the elements.
“I do. It’s radiating an energy that reminds me of pure strength, if that makes sense,” Lucy rambled aloud. “Loyalty.”
“You’re getting better at describing signatures.”
“Only ‘cause I have a great teacher.” Rushii rolled her eyes, she didn’t teach her a damn thing. This was all of Lucy’s hardwork that she put in, really. She was just there for emotional support, and the occasional guidance if the Eclipse Gate allowed her so.
“He feels close.”
Lucy looked around in the greenery, feeling the key to be very near. Rushii was allowed to say “he”, which intrigues Lucy a bit. She wondered if he’d be like Cancer, calm and collected with a splash of mischeviousness. Or maybe he was rough around the edges like Aquarius, never failing to let out a snarky remark that had compliments laced within it at times.
“...I’m going to give you a fair warning right now. This key’s personality…isn’t the best,” Rushii spoke hesitantly, wondering how Lucy would react to Taurus’s pervert persona, if everything was the same. Rushii remembered him lusting over her body in her lifetime, and wondered if he’d do the same to the minor that was about to summon him once they found his key. Rushii felt a cold wash over, and she prepared to take over Lucy’s body to knock some sense into Taurus if he tried to pull some gross shit.
Perhaps she was blind to tolerate it in her past life, seeing how Taurus never touched her without permission.
Things have changed however.
“If I see something I don’t like, I’m going to take over for a moment,” Rushii said ominously, and Lucy found herself really curious about this key now, as she nodded in agreement. Nee-san knew her spirits the best anyways, she knows what to expect initially.
She trusts her wholeheartedly.
Eventually, she had found the key on one of the fences in the meadow, and repeated the words that Rushii spoke to her in her mind,
“Open the Gate of the Golden Bull, Taurus !”
A bright light shone as a giant figure bulldozed his way into the meadows with a loud roar, that shook Lucy’s concentration as she flinched in shock. Rushii let out a wave of confusion inside of her as they watched a giant bull-man appear before Lucy, towering her with crossed arms over his massive chest. His septum gold piercing gleamed in the daylight as a stern face greeted Lucy, who cranked her neck up to the maximum just to take in his entire look.
He was a muscular black and white cow that resembled a man’s body, with a cowbell choker on his neck and a pair of black shorts. Rushii noted that his shorts didn’t resemble a speedo in this form, but furrowed her eyes at the Taurus that was before her.
On his back was a massive axe that looked like it took the body of the spirit before her in order to even be lifted up. Lucy’s jaw dropped slightly.
“Holy cow.”
Literally.
Taurus suddenly let out a bright, booming grin as he laughed at Lucy’s ironic pun, “Ah! A young summoner! How glorious!”
He then moved at a fast pace that surprised Lucy as he seemed to be inspecting Lucy’s body in different angles. Lucy just blinked in shock as she tried to keep up with his movements, whipping her head back and forth. Rushii’s brow furrowed even more in disgust as she stood up with a hard glint in her eye, ready to take over at a moment’s notice.
“What glorious muscles you have, mage!” He ended up saying with heart eyes as he held his hands on his hips, appearing before Lucy once more. Lucy and Rushii fell over in shock at his words, not expecting that at all.
Lucy pushed the soft skin of her bicep and blinked in disbelief, “Me? Muscles?”
“Of course! You have the body type and mass to achieve greatness! Especially the natural build of your pectorals and glutes!”
“Is that just a fancy way of being a fucking pervert?” Rushii flashed her eyes as she took control of Lucy’s body, glaring at Taurus with such a ferocious stare that it made him pause as he shook his head.
“Having healthy glutes can help reduce back pain and have a stronger balance as you go into battle. Working out your pectorals can help your breathing exercises, helping the human body take in more oxygen, thus working out is more beneficial.” Taurus paused before letting out a smaller, more mature grin on his face,
“So you don’t have to worry, other spirit. No one will touch my summoner until her body reaches maximum calisthetic efficiency. I won’t allow it! We shall conquer and show true strength!”
Lucy just sputtered out a laugh as Rushii looked onto Taurus with such an insane amount of disbelief that she wondered if she was dreaming. This was the third time that her spirits have surprised her, as she lived as Rushii. She had already relinquished control back to Lucy, as she stumbled into her half-built apartment in the mental world, crashing into the wall as her thoughts rambled.
Has she been using her spirits wrong the entire time?
Or…does the summoner’s aura and personality impact the type of personality that the spirit adapts to as they are bounded to them? That was a growing theory that Rushii was generating the more she met with her golden spirits one by one.
‘If that was the case’ , Rushii stared dully at the floor before her, ‘then what did that say about me, back then?’
Meanwhile Lucy was jumping up and down in joy as Taurus boasted about power, letting out a shriek when he unsheathed his axe and slashed it in the air with grace, breaking through the ground and leaving a deep laceration.
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Everyone ages, it’s inevitable.
But growing up only truly begins to happen when you start having things you look back on and wish you could change.
Perhaps Lucy hasn’t reached that point yet.
But at the ripe age of 27, technically (despite not physically aging), Rushii has observed some startling revelations of herself, or the person that she could’ve been. Was this another timeline that she made all the right decisions? It was unfair to herself for her to think that, because she was by herself when she was still in her universe.
The Lucy in this one was different because of her influence.
‘Oh, what the power of kindness and love can do to a child’ , Rushii thought softly as she sipped some tea inside of her fully built apartment in Lucy’s mind now. She like to think that she could still taste the mint in her favorite tea, as she sipped it. It doesn’t work like that, however, but the routine, the process is what makes her feel a little bit more sane.
She’s spent the last ten years living inside her younger self’s mind after all.
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(Age: 17)
“That looks cute.” Rushii commented as Lucy shopped through a local store in a town called Hargeon. She finally had the courage to start living her own life on her own, leaving behind Michael and the Heartfilia Manor. It was a tearful exchange, as she has grown to love and care for Michael as another father figure. Lucy lifted up the shirt and held it against her body as she posed slightly in the mirror,
“Hmm, I think so too. Stop tempting me to spend money though, Nee-san. I’ll go broke at this rate, before we even find an apartment.”
Temptation still gripped Lucy tightly as she ended up buying the cute shirt, carrying the bag outside once she left the shop. She winced slightly at the amount of money she spent on it, but patted her cheeks to give her courage as she set her sights at going apartment shopping.
Some girls were squealing and laughing as she rushed past Lucy, almost crashing into her, but Lucy was lucky enough to have good balance over the years and took a step back just in time. She looked at them curiously as they seemed to have made their way over to a growing circle that was over by the main pavilion.
“What the--?” Lucy murmured as her feet decided to carry her over there, too intrigued not to.
“Oh my god, it’s Salamander! It’s really him!”
“He’s even handsomer than the rumors , OMG!”
The girls screeched in adoration and Lucy winced slightly before narrowing her eyes as she decided to activate her magic sensory. Years of experience with the skill has it up in a second, feeling a weird energy surrounding her. The main source of the mana seemed to have come from this Salamander man, but why did the girls surrounding her have it too?
“That is not Salamander,” Rushii harshly warned out as she heaved violently, shortly after saying the words, feeling the Eclipsle Gate’s hold on her. She let out a soft groan of pain as she clenched her fists in her chair, and Lucy let out a small pang of worry, her attention wavering.
“Stop trying to tell me the future, we’ve already talked about this! I don’t like seeing you hurt, Nee-san.”
“Stop worrying about me and focus! If you’re not prepared, you’ll fall for it!” Rushii coughed out.
“Don’t forget why I’m here in the first place.”
Right.
To prevent a massive catastrophe from happening, Lucy remembered. She’s never forgotten that, in fact. But for now, there are pressing matters that are more concerning as she felt a foreign feeling attempt to latch onto her as her concentration slipped in her magic sensing. If Nee-san hadn’t warned her, who knows what would’ve happened.
Rushii looked down at the small droplets of blood that littered her hand and closed it promptly as she forced herself to move outside of her home, into the gray abyss that was left. She closed her eyes and placed her hands on the ground, summoning her energy to defelt the oncoming manipulative mana of the false-Salamander.
Her eyes snapped open as she croaked out, “I’m protecting you from his magic, so keep your eyes open.”
Lucy’s eyes narrowed as she began to make her way through the crowd to take a good look at the mastermind of this suspicious situation, her hand already on her waist to summon of her spirits, when she bumped into a muscular figure that pulsed with a familiar magical signature.
A campfire, she briefly thought, before her eyes widened. The teenage boy that stood before her was accompanied by a flying blue cat(?) that had surprised Lucy, but a look at his hair had signaled what Lucy had a feeling to be true.
Salmon pink.
It was the boy from the forest!
“Oi, that’s supposed to be Salamander?” He cocked his head as he turned to speak with the cat beside him, who shrugged. “Aye! I got no idea, Natsu. You’re the one who wanted to follow to see what was going on.”
Natsu.
“Natsu.” Rushii’s voice cracked sorrowfully at seeing him after all of these years.
“Natsu.” Lucy breathed out in shock and a bright smiled donned her face as she briefly felt the effects of the mysterious Salamander’s magic disappear thanks to Natsu’s bump and Rushii’s defensive efforts.
Natsu turned around in surprise at the sound of his name, standing tall in front of Lucy. He furrowed his brow slightly as he turned to looked at her before his eyes widened in pure shock and a soft look settled deep into his eyes, so far back that Lucy was sure that the average person wouldn’t have been able to see it.
Yet, she remembered, it has always been easy to read him.
“Who is this busty blonde?” The cat commented bluntly, but Natsu didn’t pay him any mind as he let out a growing, beautiful grin at the sight of Lucy.
“It’s--It’s you!” Natsu breathed out. His eyes flashed with what looked like relief and an even smaller pulse of hurt that Lucy felt sad about seeing, wondering what had happened for him to react like that. “I’ve waited for you--for years ,” He finished quietly. Perhaps he doesn’t remember her name, since it’s been a long time. But he’ll never forget the brown eyed and blonde girl he had met for a moment and helped change such a large aspect of his life with a quick, but caring scold. It was thanks to her help, and others, that he’s become a proud Fairytail member after all.
He had always wanted the chance to return the sentiment, looking at the big doors of the guild every once in a while, nowadays to see her walk in.
She never came though, which Natsu understood but felt a bit sad about it.
And yet, here she was.
Suddenly, he felt the strong urge to tell her that he never broke their promise.
Lucy sucked in a breath. That’s right . He had said to come visit, and she never did. That had been years ago, she never genuinely thought that she’d see him again--but now she was able to make her own decisions about her life. She lifted a hand onto his arm, like she had down all those years ago, and gave a soft smile.
“I apologize, Natsu. But I’m here now…so let’s get some food and talk, yeah? My treat!”
Natsu let out a cheer to that and grabbed her hand without a second thought to take them away from the crowed. As the trio ended up leaving the scene with the faux-Salamander staring at them, as they made their way to a nearby restaurant to catch up. He licked his lips at the sight of Lucy but narrowed his eyes into a dark scowl at the sudden appearance of Natsu and Happy.
Notes:
Hello hello!
This is the end of the Prelude saga, and we will now begin canon arcs!
I hope I was able to give more depth of Lucy's backstory and all the key events leading up to it!
Did you like my version of Taurus, also? I feel like I wanted to keep his essence the same, but I didn't want him to be a pervert to a minor lol, so scientifically smart about muscles, Taurus was born! That way he could still keep that essence of wanting to protect Lucy's body, which (unfortunately) made his character stand out.
I'm think about having the spirits banter and pop up every now and then on their own, like I did with Cancer and Aquarius.
I think starting from now on, the hardest person to write will be Rushii! This is a character study after all, but considering the fact that my version of Lucy isn't the canon Lucy, and that Rushii is, this is going to be a massive flashback journey for her that highlights many things that happened in Hiro Mashima's Fairytail (the good, bad, and the ugly). Hopefully I do her justice!
Anyways, comments and kudos are always appreciated, thank you to all that have contributed so far!
I lowkey debated writing this story because I originally thought that Fairytail was a dying fandom on AO3, but glad to see that there are still some survivors to go on this journey with me!!
P.S - This is a friendly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail.
Chapter Text
Chapter One: Salamanders Breathe Fire
Macao Arc I
“Pick whatever you want to eat, it’s my treat like I said earlier!” Lucy declared happily as she looked over the menu of the restaurant they were dining in. Natsu gave her a bright smile and took a menu, opening it as Lucy took reign of the conversation. “What are you doing in Hargeon, by the way?”
Natsu broke out of his daze at drooling at all of the pictures of the food he was looking at, “Me and Happy are in town looking for Igneel.”
“Happy?” Lucy tilted her head, and that’s when the blue cat jumped on the table, the green sack on his back swishing as he declared, “Aye! That’s me!”
He raised a small eyebrow at Lucy, “Who are you?!”
“Lucy. Lucy Heartfilia,” Lucy answered in small wonder, a part of her was fascinated at the sight of the flying cat. She could feel magic inside of him, but it was a bit odd. Was he some sort of spirit? “What exactly are you, Happy?”
Happy gwuaked in disdain and slapped a paw over his heart, “That’s rude. You’re not supposed to ask a cat what they are!”
“So you’re just a talking cat, then?” Lucy asked dryly at the dramatics.
“That’s right, Blondie!”
“Ah,” Lucy said flatly, unamused at being called “blondie” by a talking cat. Happy went on to ramble about himself while Natsu and Lucy ordered drinks. Natsu looked at the menu again, this time squinting at some of the words as Lucy entertained Happy every now and then. Lucy took note of his slightly frustrated expression as he read the menu, but tucked it away in the back of her mind as the server came back with their drinks and asked for their order.
“U-Uh, I’d like this chicken…” Natsu trailed off as he looked down back at the menu, leaving Lucy to peek at what he was looking at before flipping her menu around, pointing at the picture of a noodle dish that had a chicken in it. “Chicken parmesan pasta? Is that what you want, Natsu?”
Natsu gave a grin, “Yeah!”
Lucy smiled back and turned back towards the server, “One chicken parmesan pasta and a crispy chicken, caesar salad with ranch dressing on the side, please! All on the same check.”
The server nodded and walked away, leaving the trio. Happy turned towards Natsu and rolled his eyes, “Ask me for help, next time!”
Natsu just shrugged and rubbed Happy’s head, moving him off of the table with a small cry of “Aye!”. He took one of the garlic bread appetizers and shoved it in his mouth at he turned back towards Lucy, who looked at him with an intrigued expression but otherwise didn’t say anything. There was a comfortable silence as Natsu ate, and Lucy used it to quickly check on Rushii.
“Rushii? Are you okay?”
Rushii didn’t answer but a wave of anguish did hit Lucy as she sat in the booth, trying to mask her sister’s pain with a sip of her water. Happy and Natsu didn’t pay any mind though, and Lucy was quick to pick up conversation in an effort to distract herself.
“Earlier, you mentioned you were here to search for Igneel? Who is that?”
Natsu swallowed his food and let out a small sigh as he looked out the window. Lucy followed his gaze and watched the mysterious, suspicious man from earlier interacting with various women. She couldn’t stop the small look of disgust that covered her face at the sight, but she quickly looked away once she caught the man staring intensely at her suddenly. How gross.
“That’s the name of my dad.”
Lucy immediately reached over and placed a hand over Natsu’s, giving him a look of sympathy. It seems the search for his father has spanned almost a decade now, she realized. “Have you had any luck so far?”
“Eh, every once in a while, I get the bare minimum of a lead. You’d think that it’d be easy enough to find a dragon, right?” Natsu chuckled lightly.
Lucy choked on her spit as soon as she heard the word dragon and was quick to take a long sip of water. What the hell? Natsu’s dad was a dragon ?! Is this like, a prank? Her eyes move to Happy, who was a talking cat, and maybe there was some truth to Natsu’s words...
“A dragon..?”
“Yep! A big red, fire breathing dragon with a bunch of scars on his face,” Natsu said and held up his scarf that was looking a lot better than the last time Lucy had seen it, “My scarf was made from his scales, I think. It feels familiar.”
“Wow…” Lucy was astonished.
“I haven’t given up searching for him, but these days it just gives me a reason to get up and go exploring, you know?” And Lucy understood. They began to talk about various things once their food came, letting out small bouts of laughter that varied in loudness. Natsu’s was booming, but Lucy’s was quiet as she laugh, falling over to slap the table occasionally. Natsu told stories about his adventures as he grew up, while Lucy told her small tales of her experiences with her spirits. Like when Taurus had wanted her to try this new exercise that he invented, only for her to break her arm in the process, and Aquarius declared that she was going to make beef stew.
“So you’re a celestial spirit mage?!” Natsu said, fascinated. Lucy let out a small blush of embarrassment at the blunt curiosity and nodded. She brought out her keys and showed them to him, leaving Natsu to count how many there were.
“Three yellows and four greys?”
“That’s right, although their colors are mostly referred to as golden and silver.”
“That’s pretty cool,” Natsu said while Happy took hold of the keys, jiggling them as he played with them. Lucy just looked at him, bemused, before asking Natsu what his magic was. He was likely a fire variant, considering his magical signature that she’s always felt.
“Fire Dragon Slayer Magic.”
Lucy’s jaw dropped because that sounded so freaking cool, what the hell?! “T-That sounds amazing! ”
Natsu just shrugged, stuffing noodles in his mouth. He was used to being surrounded by unique magic, Fairytail was full of mages like him that had niche stuff going for them. He figured that this was the first time that she’s been out in a while though, as she explained earlier that she finally decided to leave her home to go off on her own.
“It’s cool, yeah, but there’s tons of other cool people back at Fairytail, you know? Actually you probably don’t know, so hurry up and let’s eat so that we can go to Fairytail!”
“Fairytail, huh? Well let’s se---”
“You wanted to know more about Fairytail, is that right Miss?” A third voice interjected into their conversation, and both Lucy and Natsu snapped their mouths shut as they turned to look at the newcomer. It was the same man as before, but Lucy can actually see what he looked like now that his fans weren’t crowding him.
She had to give him credit, he wasn’t the ugliest man around here. With his blue hair and a mark on top of his eye, he was even dressed relatively well. It was the look his eye and his magical signature that made Lucy frown. It felt tainted .
“...that’s correct. My friend was just about to tell me about it, actually.” She looked over towards Natsu, who was silent but stared impassively at the man. Happy was just minding his business, chewing on the fish that Lucy had ordered later on.
“You don’t have to worry about your friend for I am apart of Fairytail, you see? My name is Bora,” Bora bowed dramatically and tried to take Lucy’s hand in order to kiss it, but she just gave a strained smile and quickly slipped her hand back without hesitation. Bora flushed with slight embarrassment and well-contained rage, before clearing his throat.
“I know, perhaps we need a more secluded area to get to know each other, right? I invite you to my private yacht then, fair maiden. Come and I shall tell you more about Fairytail, and anything… else you might ask for.”
Bora blew a kiss at Lucy, who scowled in disgust that persisted even when Bora walked away back towards his crowd, and let out a scoff. “What a gross man.”
“Do you want me to beat him up?” Natsu spoke up, setting his fist ablaze as his eyes never left Bora, even when he stepped outside. His jaw was clenched a bit, eyes narrowed as if he was ready to launch himself at any given moment. Lucy was oddly touched that he would do something like that for her, despite them only meeting twice so far.
It was a feeling that quickly dispersed once Natsu’s flame accidentally caught the tablecloth on fire, causing everyone to scream and panic as they tried to put out the flame. It ended even worsely when they got kicked out of the restaurant, and Lucy was charged extra from the damages.
She fell to her knees and cried out, holding her wallet in the air. “Oh spirits, my wallet!”
“Sorry, Luce! I’ll pay you back, I promise!” Natsu said sheepishly, scratching the back of his neck as he laughed cautiously. Lucy wiped a stray tear and sighed as she got back up and shrugged, “It’s whatever, it isn’t the end of the world.”
Lucy suddenly pursed her lips as she looks towards the water, noting that the yacht was going to be taking off soon. She didn’t like the feeling that Bora gave her, not one bit. Earlier, even Rushii said that she was defending her from his magic, which made her even more suspicious. What type of magic did this guy have? She felt the energy from the crowd, and they all seemed to radiate the same energy as his magical signature. Was he infected them with something?
She bit her nail, she had to investigate for her conscious’s sake.
“Hey Natsu?”
“Lucy,” Natsu nodded.
“That Bora man, he’s not from Fairytail, is he?”
Natsu’s features set into a serious expression, “Nope. I don’t recognize him at all.”
Well that settled it then. She was going to go on the yacht and figure out what the hell was going on. “Happy, keys.”
“Aye Sir!” Happy tossed Lucy her keys and she was quick to bring out Cancer’s, summoning him immediately. Cancer stepped out of his gate and looked around in small surprise, before setting his sight onto his summoner.
“Lucy,” Cancer greeted and Lucy smiled, fist bumping him. She quickly pointed over towards the yacht by the large dock on the Hargeon port and filled him in with her observations and what she had planned to do. Natsu was left staring at her in surprise and shocked at her plan of action, watching as she talked to the spirit she had summoned with a plan of attack. But why didn’t she tell him her plan? Weren’t they friends now?
Did--Did she not trust Natsu?
Natsu faltered at the thought, feeling a growing pang of sadness grow inside of him as Lucy sent Cancer off, dashing at a fast speed towards the boat. She turned to follow Cancer shortly, but Natsu grasped her arm, stopping her from moving. Natsu looked down at his actions with a small look of surprise as Lucy blinked and looked back at him.
“Natsu?” Lucy asked innocently. Natsu felt his body raced with complex emotions as he stared at her back, like he did in the past all those years ago. What makes Lucy Heartfilia so special? Why did he hate seeing her back in front of him? Why didn’t he want her to leave again?
They’ve only met twice , but Natsu feels so--
His face must have mirrored his emotions, before Lucy softened and walked over to give him a pat on the cheek before she gave him a massive hug. She smiled into his shoulder as she felt him hug her back without a moment of hesitation, feeling strong arms squeeze her gently. They released and Lucy took a step back, feeling that she understood Natsu’s feelings.
“Don’t worry, this isn’t like last time. I’m going to come back, Natsu,” She smiled warmly before pursing her lips and looking back at the yacht. Her eyes widened a bit when she realized that it was in the process of boarding the last of their members. “We’ll go to Fairytail together, I promise. But first I need to take care of that Bora bastard.”
She took off without a second thought, reaching for the whip equipped to her belt as she ran.
Natsu was frozen, watching her get further way.
“Natsu, come on! She’s going to fight, right? Then we got to help her!” Happy exclaimed as he hopped onto Natsu’s back. Natsu didn’t move as he stood in shock, feeling his heart race with unease as he watched Lucy go into danger. She was strong, he could feel it, but why did he--
Natsu slapped his hands on his face, leaving a red imprint on his cheeks and letting out a small roar, leaving Happy incredibly startled. No, he won’t let those pointless thoughts overtake him. He has always trusted in his friends, and he’s confident that Lucy will be successful.
Especially when he’s going after her as her backup.
“C’mon Happy!” Natsu let out a charged battle cry, “We’re going after Lucy, to kick that Fairytail wannabe’s butt!”
“Aye Sir!”
Happy’s wings activated due to his Aera magic as Natsu ran towards the dock, picking up speed before he launched himself and Happy into the air, jumping up with a quick propel using his fire magic briefly on his feet.
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She had almost missed the yacht completely, but Cancer’s hand was outstretched at the last minute, and she was able to jump from the edge of the dock, casting her whip for Cancer’s hand to wrap around and swing her onto the deck. Lucy was airborne for a moment but ended up rolling at the last minute onto the deck, getting up with ease next to Cancer who was crouched.
The spirit looked down at her and nodded slightly in approval, “Your training in balance as improved greatly, even I was a bit concerned as you fell from that height. I was ready to catch you if need be- ebi .”
Lucy just grinned, “Thanks! Now let’s find this Bora guy, and figure out what’s really going on.”
Cancer nodded and disappeared as he ran all over the deck, searching for Bora based off of the description that Lucy had gave him. His real mission was to pick the locks if he needed too, running all over the yacht and dismantling any bodyguards he runs into, freeing Lucy access as she used her magical sensoring to hunt down Bora’s signature. She might be able to handle herself in 1v1 situations, but even she wasn’t invincible if she were to be jumped.
Lucy ran through the deck and used her whip to scale the side of the wall in order to avoid the stairs, a technique that was taught by Cancer. She was surprised that the crab was like, a stealth expert when he really applies himself. Like an assassin, in her novels.
A magical signature that felt really close by her and felt extra unnerving alerted her that Bora was above the deck. She used that knowledge to hop over to the fourth floor of the yacht and landed safely, locking eyes with Bora who was foaming at the mouth in pure anger, as he pointed at her, shouting.
Lucy’s eyes widened as she took in the scene before her, with girls surrounding Bora with weird brandings on their body, looking like they were unconscious at his feet. She swelled with rage at Bora, as his two henchmen charged after her, taking big steps.
“Cancer!”
Cancer swooped in and handled the one with blades, parring him with ease as it left Lucy with the brawler type, ducking when was in range for a good right hook. She heard the wind slap against her ear at the strength of her opponent and was quick to get ready to counter-attack with an intricate attack pattern that she develop with Rushii’s help,
When all of a sudden, a loud ’BOOM’ was heard before the yacht almost tipped over completely at the force of something impacting it. Lucy’s eyes widened as everyone on the boat screamed, including her, as the yacht tilted dangerously on its side. It tossed many people into the air, the others holding onto the railings for dear life as a booming, familiar voice laughed and yelled,
“I’m here, Lucy!”
“Natsu?! ” Lucy screeched, and Natsu quickly turned around to squint at her falling figure in the air, eyes widening as he yelled at Happy to catch Lucy. Natsu turned back around to look around for that Bora guy that Lucy had mentioned earlier, taking a step forward. He quickly stumbled and fell to his knees with a small curse as he let out a queasy groan, the boat rocking back to its natural buoyant state, giving Natsu his motion sickness curse.
“O-Oh crap.” Natsu gagged.
Meanwhile Happy had successfully caught Lucy, but she had bigger problems to solve as the unexpected impact had left her weaponless. Her keys and whip fell off while she was falling, and while her whip didn’t have any magical energy, her keys did, and she quickly focused on locating their familiar energy.
She closed her eyes and desperately searched the ocean for her keys, as Happy panted and huffed as he tried to withstand Lucy’s weight and air resistance. He didn’t have much energy left after carrying Natsu all the way to the yacht, after all.
“H-Hey Blondie, you’re getting pretty heavy.” Happy huffed but Lucy ignored him as she let out an excited gasp of delight and she pointed towards the west for a bit. “Drop me over there!”
“What?! Are you crazy-- ? LUCY!” Happy gaped in shock as Lucy wiggled her way out of his small paws, free falling once more. Lucy couldn’t manage to keep her smile off her face as she dived towards her keys, reaching for them underwater. Adventures, Rushii had said. Yeah, it was really scary at first, especially when she saw the state of the girls that were by Bora’s feet.
They looked like they were in the middle of being branded for slavery.
But it was even scarier to think of what would’ve happened to those girls had Lucy not trusted her gut and investigated the yacht and Bora. That’s the thought that gives Lucy strength to grasp her keys and she garbled underwater her next spirit.
The next thing that Happy saw was a golden light shining from underneath the ocean, and a giant wave that pushed the yacht back onto shore, with Lucy riding it alongside a gorgeous blue mermaid.
“I’m going to murder you, Heartfilia. Damn the law!”
“What did I do?!”
“You’re fighting on a boat, in the middle of the fucking ocean, and your first instinct is to call the damn crab?! What am I, canned salmon?”
“Okay, so maybe I didn’t think that through, but Aquarius-- ack! ” Lucy sputtered out saltwater as Aquarius disappeared back into the Spirit World with a huff after Lucy had arrived on shore. Lucy let out an exasperated sigh as she walked onto shore, wringing her shirt of water as she took in the sight that was before her. She equipped the keys back onto her belt, and began to look around for a weapon, before looking up and squinting to see Happy floating unevenly.
“Happy!” Lucy shouted as she waved to get his attention, and Happy look down to see Lucy and let out a relief sigh as he gently glided down to her. Lucy ended up catching a tired Happy from the air, and she looked down at the cat in mild concern. “Happy?”
“A-Aye,” Happy huffed tiredly, giving a thumbs up and a smile back. Lucy let out a bright smile and held the cat towards her chest, the latter letting out a small comfortable sigh at the feeling of softness surrounding him, closing his eyes. He had used a lot of magic after all.
“Glad to see you’re okay,” She whispered to a passed out Happy, before snapping her head at the feeling of a growing fire, she had forgotten that she hadn’t turned off her magical sensing. She quickly cradled Happy as she ran towards the other side of the yacht, only to see Bora and Natsu having a stand-off.
Natsu glowered at Bora, fists ignited as his scarf blew in the wind threateningly.
“You’re not apart of Fairytail.”
Bora scoffed but it looked pathetic as his legs shook from Natsu’s intimidation. He lit his hand on fire with a measly flame that looked like a matchstick compared to Natsu’s, fell into a stiff fighting stance.
“You don’t know shit! I am Salamander, the fire mage from Fairytail.”
Natsu let out a small chuckle and quickly sucked in a large amount of air at an inhumane speed, before unleashing it all at once like a massive, flamethrower. It shot forwards with blitz momentum, the fire piercing towards Bora who let out a massive scream at the sight of Natsu’s pure power.
“Fire Dragon’s Claw!” Natsu shouted as he quickly spun around and lit his feet aflame, slicing through his own Fire Dragon’s Roar as he harshly kicked Bora in the face. Lucy watched as Natsu sucked in and ate Bora’s flames when he tried to counter-attack after getting back up, using Bora’s flames to charge his own Fire Dragon’s Iron Fist as stood before Bora’s trembling body.
“No, I am Salamander,” Natsu whispered as he launched his flaming fist at Bora’s face.
Notes:
As stated before, this is canon but with some add twists that I like to see!
I tried to stay truthful to how the events played out (like Aquarius getting mad at Lucy for summoning her, but for a different reason this time compared to the anime/manga) and give Lucy some adventurous spirit!! My girl is finally embarking on the first journey and while it's already chaotic, she's happy that she can finally put her training to use!
After growing up in a home that was relatively monotonous, this was a change of pace she desperately craved. That and being able to make her own decisions whenever she wants to (hence the urge to go after and investigate Bora).
Don't worry, Rushii will be back!
As always; comments, constructive criticism, and kudos are always appreciated!
I'm always looking for ways to improve as an amateur writer, so please let me know! Don't be shy!
See you guys!!
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin to Fairytail. It might not seem so yet, but it will come, trust and believe. Heed the warning tags.
Chapter Text
Chapter Two: Fairytales and Fairytail
Macao Arc II
“The whole dock, Natsu? Really?” Lucy let out an incredulous yet nervous chuckle as Natsu carried her and a sleeping Happy in his arms, running from the military as a result from their match against Bora. Magic bullets flew past them as Natsu hustled out of the area, carrying Lucy bridal-style as Happy slept on her chest. He was concerned for his friend, but Lucy was quick to reassure him that the cat had just used up a lot of magic and needed to rest.
“Err--yeah, maybe I got a little carried away.” Natsu huffed out a small chuckle as he jumped over a fence and made a small turn.
Lucy peeked over a muscular shoulder to watch them getting further and further away from the scene, the flames lighting up the entire area. She hoped that they didn’t manage to destroy anything relatively important, and that no one got hurt other than Bora. Because Bora deserved it, Lucy thought, her face hardening at the thought of the slave trader.
Disgusting.
Speaking of Natsu’s fight, did her eyes deceive her or did she seem him eat fire ?
“Did I see you eat fire?!” Lucy looked at Natsu in shock as he jumped over a chair and he took a moment to pause to stare at her in his arms and nodded. He let out a sharp grin,
“Sure did. It’s like my party trick! I can eat all kinds of fire.”
“Well--What does it taste like…”
“Depends on the color!” Natsu said cheerfully before letting out a yelp once he saw some soldiers round the corner. He picked up speed without a second thought as Lucy let out a sound of awe at the dragon slayer, as they outran the military and found themselves on a path to a different town based off of the signs Lucy saw.
Natsu eventually set Lucy down and stretched his arms as Lucy adjusted Happy positions, freeing her left hand just in case she needed to access her keys. She pouted a little at the thought of her missing whip, but it seemed she’ll just have to buy a new one much to her displeasure. She still needed to find an apartment!
“Where are we heading?”
“To Magnolia!” Natsu cheered as he walked, Lucy slowly trailing after him.
Lucy assumed that that was where Fairytail was located based off of Natsu’s infectiously happy energy and hummed as she walked a little bit faster in anticipation. He’s been raving about his home, and it only makes Lucy’s curiosity grow more and more as time went on.
“You’re gonna love it, Luce.” Natsu said fondly, full of love. Lucy just looked at him, at his side profile, and took note of his expression. She didn’t say anything in response, but that was okay. The longer she spends with Natsu, the more at ease she naturally feels. Lucy took her time as she walked, taking note of the scenery that surrounded them. She’s never gone past Ishgar, so this was all new to her, and it was beautiful .
Natsu was a naturally fast moving person and a bit impulsive too. Yet once he realized that he was walking too fast for Lucy, he was quick to turn around and see the girl taking her time as she idly patted Happy’s back, rubbing it as the cat snoozed against her. He looked comfortable but most of all, Natsu is almost sure that Lucy doesn’t even realize that she’s doing it. It just goes to show that she was just a naturally caring person.
Natsu stopped moving and patiently waited for Lucy to catch up to him, before walking in step with her, being conscious of his speed. Lucy just shot a glance at him in amusement as she looked back at the scenery.
“You don’t have to wait for me, I’ll catch up eventually. Sorry if I’m a bit of a slow poke right now,” Lucy chuckled but Natsu just smiled and shook his head, shoving his hands in his trousers.
“S’okay,” Natsu looked up at the afternoon sky, “I think I like this pace, actually.”
“Fast tempo type of guy?”
“Yeah, I guess I am,” Natsu agreed, “But that’s because I thrive in high-speed stuff. Like fighting, I’m good at that. Or running, I’m good at that too!”
“So, anything violent or physically demanding,” Lucy said dryly, noticing the pattern in his answers. She turned to watch the scenery again, awaiting Natsu’s response. Nothing but silence greeted her as she turned towards Natsu again, this time in small concern. Natsu seemed to have a bit of a solemn expression on his face, looking down at his hands.
“I mean--I do have a rather big destructive streak. I don’t want to destroy everything, and you’ll see that Fairytail is a bit, uhm, chaotic . It’s just all I know,” Natsu confessed quietly. He let out a small chuckle at his confession,
“You’re the only person who makes me think so hard, like this, I swear.”
Lucy just patted his arm with her free hand and gave it a squeeze. “I’m flattered you feel as if you can open up to me, Natsu. And there’s nothing wrong with a good self-reflection every once in a while.”
“It makes me feel weird,” was all Natsu said as he reflected a bit from Lucy’s words. Lucy ended up linking her arm through his as they walked, talking about lighter things as they strolled easily. She mentally put this conversation in the back of her mind for a later time, because it seemed like Natsu was carrying some baggage that he hasn’t really reflected on much. Despite her knowing that Natsu’s love for his adoptive family in Fairytail was roaringly strong, she did note that he said that she was the first person that really made him reflect.
Sometimes, it’s an outsider’s perspective that helps gives a little more insight.
Lucy knows that very well from having another wary, baggage soul inside of her after all.
“...I’m here whenever you feel odd like that, Natsu.” Lucy wanted Natsu to know that he had a safe space to talk. Perhaps it was because she’s already seen him at a low point before, all of those years ago. Maybe that’s why he felt courage to talk about deeper things.
“You kind of sound like a pervert, Luce.” This idiot--
A smack sounded through the air with a growl and a bright laugh filling it.
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They walked through a massive gate that had the words “Fairytail” pinned on it. It had a large bell at the top of the castle, with huge wooden doors that stood in front of them as Lucy cranked her head up to see the height of the guild’s headquarters. Happy squirmed a bit as he yawned in Lucy’s arms, causing Natsu and Lucy to look down and look at him.
“You’re awake!”
“Happy! Yo!”
Happy stretched and waved sleepily, before pointing at the door. “What’re we waiting for? Let’s go!”
Natsu grinned at his friend’s words and slammed the doors open, with Lucy blinking widely at the sight immediately. To say that Fairytail was chaotic was the understatement of the year, Lucy thought as she was rendered utterly speechless as she ducked slightly at the sight of a thrown table in her direction. Her jaw dropped as Natsu stood with his hands on his hips, loud and proud as he boasted,
“Welcome to Fairytail!”
Happy flew to Natsu as he copied his pose on top of his head, and Lucy bit back a small coo. They are an adorable duo. Natsu’s attention was quickly distracted by a buck-toothed man in a chair with a beer in his hand, growling as he huffed out,
“Krov, you bastard! That info you gave me was shit!” Natsu jumped up and kicked him in the face, leaving Lucy gasping from the doorway as it kickstarted another brawl in the middle of the ongoing brawl. Some shirtless teenager that seemed to be her age, ended up calling Natsu a “Flame-Brain Idiot” and that seemed to really get under Natsu’s nerves as he moved on from Krov to the “Stripping Pervert”. Lucy sweatdropped at the insult. He really was stripped down to his boxers.
She slowly made her way to the other side of the Guild, inching and ducking accordingly along the side of the wall, before she made it to the bar. Lucy recounts the interesting personalities that she’s seen along the way; a big white haired man screaming about how to be a real man, a guy with orange hair that was surrounded by woman, approaching her. She was quick to give a bit of a disgusted look to him, who introduced himself as Loke, mind still fresh from the Bora incidents in the morning.
Loke wasn’t deterred however, until he saw her pair of keys on her hip. It caused him to flinch and quickly back away from her, which surprised Lucy to no end as she didn’t expect such a reaction. Was there something wrong with her keys? Lucy tried to make eye-contact with Loke again but he was avoiding her gaze at that point, even turning around to give his posse more attention.
“Loke..”
Lucy’s eyes widened at the sound of Rushii’s voice, letting out a small gasp of surprise.
“Rushii! Oh my goodness, you’ve missed so much--but most importantly, how are you feeling?”
Rushii paused for a moment, taking note of her state. Seeing Natsu had reminded her of his death in her timeline and it hurt bitterly. She had a feeling the day would come that she would see him against from Lucy’s perspective, but was never fully prepared. Still, at least it was better than openly interacting with him herself. She wouldn’t be able to handle it. But wait--Rushii remembered that Lucy had known Natsu’s name, and since when did that happen?!
“How did you know Natsu’s name?” Rushii asked instead of answering her question.
“Do you remember that one day that I almost got kidnapped at the bookstore?” Rushii said that she did and Lucy was quick to fill in the details of what happened while she was asleep. Lucy had told everything before to her except her interaction with Natsu. She didn’t think she’d ever see him again, and decided that it wasn’t worth mentioning.
Rushii was speechless at the end of this, before she let out a powerful feeling of pride that Lucy felt. Lucy flushed at the emotion and waved her hands mentally in the air as she projected herself to Rushii.
“What’s all of this? I just helped him out!”
“You--You really did him a service. I think that he really needed to hear that, Lucy. Thank you for looking after him.”
“Is he important to you? Is Fairytail important too?”
“You have no idea,” Rushii said warmly as she looked around through Lucy’s eyes at the sight of her old guild. Later on, she’ll probably allow herself to cry at the sight. All she remembered these days was the concrete rubble that was left from the dragon attack.
It was good to be back.
“Go around and talk to people, let loose.” Rushii suddenly encouraged and Lucy nodded.
“I’ll let you know what happened today, later!”
“You do that.”
Lucy was so happy to see that Rushii was in better spirits this time around, and sat down at the bar with a smile on her face. She looked and saw a magazine on the counter, picking up and idly flipping through it as the brawl behind her slowly became background noise. Lucy noticed that Fairytail was the cover of the Sorcerer’s Magazine page, and she let out a small whistle at the white haired lady that was on one of the main pages.
A small giggle and the sound of a drink sloshing alerted her that someone was in front of her, and Lucy lifted her eyes up to see the very model that she was looking at prior. Lucy let out a gasp and pointed from the magazine to the her, watching as the beautiful white-haired lady gave her a lovely smile.
“Hey! You’re--”
“Mirajane Strauss, at your service.” Mirajane answered sweetly with a wink and Lucy almost gushed out loud at her beauty. Lucy slapped her face with her hands to get her to snap out of it and whispered,
“You’re so pretty!”
Mirajane just giggled and handed Lucy a drink, which she gratefully took. “Thank you. You’re also nice on the eyes, uhm…?”
“Lucy. Lucy Heartfilia,” Lucy said as she took a sip of her drink, missing Mirajane’s small look of recognition that she shared with another person that was suddenly beside Lucy, causing her to let out a squeak. It was another woman, wearing rather revealing clothing as she wore nothing but blue bikini and some cargo pants as she leaned against the bar, carrying a barrel of alcohol underneath her arm.
Mirajane was quick to lean over from the bar to give the girl a small kiss on the cheek, which the girl smiled at. The brown haired girl thrusted her barrel onto Lucy’s lap, startling her.
“Uh?”
“Magnolia’s finest rum, it’s a rite of passage to drink before joining Fairytail, Heartfilia.” The brown hair girl smirked before holding out her hand, “I’m Cana, by the way.”
“We don’t peer pressure others to drink, Cana,” Mirajane scolded softly as she washed one of the glasses in the sink, causing Cana to pout at her before rolling her eyes and muttering something under her breath. Mirajane suddenly smiled sharply at Cana, and yet the effect caused both Cana and Lucy to flinch at they looked at the woman,
“What was that, dear?”
“Nothing, nothing.”
Lucy whipped her head back and forth between the two of them, “Are you guys together?”
Mirajane nodded as Cana activated her magic card magic to the incoming barrel that was headed towards the bar, splitting it into two as it crashing around the girls. Lucy watched as they didn’t even flinch at almost being mauled by a flying empty alcohol barrel, and she realized that this place really was crazy.
She…kinda like it.
Rushii guffawed at the revelation of Cana’s and Mirajane’s relationship, sputtering in Lucy’s mind.
“T-They’re dating?! What the hell---”
“They weren’t dating in your world, Nee-san?”
“No way. In fact, I thought Mirajane and Laxus were going to be a thing to be honest.”
“Who is Laxus?”
“....don’t worry about him. He’s a bit…temperamental, especially during this current times. You will meet him eventually.” Rushii paused before finally muttering,
“You know what, Cana really did give serious bi-girl energy, it’s not that ridiculous now that I think about it.”
Natsu crashed on the ground beside Lucy and the Canajane pair as they turned towards the pinkie. Lucy just raised an eyebrow at him, taking a sip of her drink and gestured towards the rest of the fighting.
“Are you going to get up, or what?”
Happy flew to Lucy and sat next to her on the counter, as Natsu’s spirits seemed to be ignited even higher at Lucy’s words. He shot back onto his feet in an instant and raised his fist triumphantly towards Lucy,
“I’ll win, don’t worry Lucy!”
“Win what, exactly..?” Lucy muttered confusedly as Natsu activated his fire magic, causing everyone to slowly do the same in the middle of the guild. Cana let out an irritated grumble as she got up to walk around to hide behind the bar, next to Mirajane who let out a soft sigh and looked around for the emergency defensive bar button to activate.
“Uh oh! Time to hide with Cana and Mira, Lucy!” Happy zoomed on over, and just as Lucy was scramble to get up and follow them to safety, a massive giant figure’s shadow loomed from the top floor of Fairytail, causing everyone to freeze as they all felt the menacing waves of irritation. Lucy gulped in a small bout of fear, but after hearing Rushii chuckle in her mind at the thought, she knew that she wasn’t in any serious danger.
“What the hell is going on?! When will you rascals stop fighting all the damn time and giving me mountains of incident reports from your antics? I’m tired! My back hurts, goddamnit! The Magic Council is always hounding my ass!”
The shadow got smaller and smaller as the man seemed to have shrunk in size, letting out a small sigh as he rubbed his aged forehead. He walked over to the bar and grabbed a random drink that was laying on the counter, everyone watching his movements as he chugged it before smashing it on the ground.
“Well, as long as innocents don’t get hurt and the bad guys are defeated, then I don’t really care what the Magic Council says! Do what you guys think is right, that is the essence of Fairytail! Just quiet down a bit, will ya?” Makarov Dreyar, the guildmaster of Fairytail cheered as everyone roared in approval and agreement, even dragging Lucy along by the energy of everyone else.
So this was Fairytail, huh?
Natsu came over towards Lucy and showed his shoulder to her, which housed a big red Fairytail symbol on it. He turned towards Mirajane and asked her if she had the guild stamper near here, before shooting puppy eyes at Lucy who just sighed at the sight of them.
“Join Fairytail?”
“Seems like I don’t have a choice.” Lucy complied easily, already coming to that conclusion as she watched everything happened in front of her. It was loud, it was messy, but there was an air of adventure and never-ending fun that enveloped her the moment she walked into the guild. She’ll gladly join Fairytail, especially once Mirajane told her that she had the chance to go on quests once she becomes a member of a guild
And quests means money, which Lucy cheered for especially.
“Do I have to pass some sort of test to become a member?”
Cana shook her head as she took her lips off of her bottle, letting out a small burp as she leaned against the counter. Her arm was loosely around Mirajane’s waist as she stood next to her girlfriend, “Nope, we don’t do tests like that.”
“If we did though, you would’ve passed years ago.” Mirajane said softly, eyes full of respect and contentness. Lucy was confused at first, but when the couple turned to glance at Natsu, she realized what they were talking about. Was what she said all those years ago really that big of a deal?
“We were all young, each of us were struggling with our own issues. In a guild full of children, it’d be hard to look after everyone equally, you know?” That was all Mirajane vaguely said as she looked at Natsu with fondness in her eyes as Cana nodded.
“I’ve been here for a long time, Heartfilia. Not many people know what happened surrounding the incident, but Natsu ended up telling me and Mira that he met a blond girl named Lucy in the middle of an “adventure ” and that he came back to fulfill a promise.” Cana finished just as softly, “He’s been happier ever since that day.”
Lucy was rendered speechless, while Rushii let tears of happiness trail down her cheeks at the story. Words, all she did was say words and gave a hug.
And it let to this much of an impact? The power of kindness, it could be life-saving.
“So where and what color do you want it to be?” Mirajane asked Lucy, who immediately held up her right hand in a small daze. Pink, she had said, because it was her favorite color. She’s always liked pink, it’s such a pretty color that could be elegantly as well as cutesy depending on the shade.
And perhaps, it was also because the reason she knows of Fairytail, was because of a pink-haired man after all.
Happy pulled at Lucy’s shirt to lead her over towards the quest board, where there were multiple stacks of paper that were nailed to the board, begging to be accepted. Natsu was looking over there as the guild dived into idle chatter, eyes scrunching as he slowly viewed over the papers. Lucy and Happy arrived, with the latter immediately taking the paper in Natsu’s hands, reading it over at a fast pace.
“Aye! This one is a quest out to Hargeon again. Probably shouldn’t accept that one.” Happy sweatdropped as the other did as well. Lucy was almost positive they were probably wanted over there for the time being anyways.
“Damn. I grabbed it because I saw it had a lot of zeroes, but if that’s the case, then yeah, that makes sense.” Natsu scratched the back of his head and grabbed another quest, handing it immediately to Happy. Lucy cocked her head in small confusion, why didn’t he just read the paper himself? Why give it to Happy--
Lucy took note of his slightly frustrated expression as he read the menu, but tucked it away in the back of her mind as the server came back with their drinks and asked for their order.
“U-Uh, I’d like this chicken…” Natsu trailed off as he looked down back at the menu, leaving Lucy to peek at what he was looking at before flipping her menu around, pointing at the picture of a noodle dish that had a chicken in it. “Chicken parmesan pasta? Is that what you want, Natsu?”
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Happy turned towards Natsu and rolled his eyes, “Ask me for help, next time!”
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Natsu was looking over there as the guild dived into idle chatter, eyes scrunching as he slowly viewed over the papers. Lucy and Happy arrived, with the latter immediately taking the paper in Natsu’s hands, reading it over at a fast pace.
“Hey, Natsu?”
“Yo!”
“Do you have difficulty reading?” Lucy asked gently. She didn’t want to make it seem like she was making fun of him, after all. Natsu paused looking at the quest board, shooting a small glance back at Lucy, before looking back at the board. Happy stayed quiet as they awaited for Natsu to answer.
Rushii was stunned. She couldn’t remember if her Natsu had any difficulties like that. A devious thought escaped her mind as it whispered in her ears alone, if she had been too self-centered to notice.
“Yeah. Yeah I do,” Natsu admitted it, clenching the quest in his hand a little bit. Lucy looked down at the motion before coming to link her arm through his again, looking at the quest board with him. Natsu will never admit it, but being called “Flame Brain Idiot” by the Ice Freak sometimes hit a little hard. He tried to learn on his own, but found it hard to concentrate. What he can read now is only because he’s seen the words pop up repeatedly over the years over and over.
In a guild full of children, it’d be hard to look after everyone equally, you know?
Lucy understood Fairytail a little bit more now, from Mirajane’s words.
“It’s okay,” Lucy said. “Nothing to be ashamed of. It’s hard to learn in an environment that isn’t suited to your learning style. It’ll be something that we’ll have to work on then, that’s all!”
“We?” Natsu whispered astonished, Lucy would really help him with reading?
“We.” Lucy confirmed. Natsu’s heart soared at her words, fighting the urge not the smile super brightly and yell that he’d finally had a chance to become smart now. To contribute more to the guild, to make things a bit easier for Happy. He looks down at Lucy and realizes that she’s already done so much for him, but what has he done for her?
“Do you need help with anything?” Natsu asked her seriously, wanting to repay her kindness in any way. He could teach her how to fight, get her physical capabilities up. He knows some parkour tips, maybe she’d be interested in that. Oh! It’s always good to know how to break your fall, Natsu has had a lot of experience with that, he could totally--
“I just want to have a real, true friend that’s my age. That’s all I ask for,” Lucy whispered back. Natsu was about to retort that it wasn’t enough to repay for her promises, for her help, but paused once he took a look at her face. Perhaps it didn’t mean much to Natsu, because he had grown up with friends his age all his entire life. He thinks about how Lucy said that she was a lonely child, and that her friends were the servants at the Heartfilia Manor and some shopkeepers.
Just because it might not seem as much to him, doesn’t mean that it held the same value for Lucy, Natsu realized.
If it’s a friend that she wanted, a true friend, then he’ll be the very best. Natsu patted her head and gave her a small side-hug. Lucy grinned at the feeling and looked up to him, watching as he nodded and took her request very seriously.
“I’ll be the best friend you’ll ever have, Luce. You can count on me!”
“I know,” Lucy was beginning to realize that she really could.
“Until the very end, he was.” Rushii whispered nostalgically, too softly for even Lucy to hear.
Their moment was interrupted however by a smacking sound, and the duo + Happy whipped their heads around to see a small boy angrily stomping away with tears in his eyes and a small hand imprint on the guild-master’s face as he watched him leave stoically. Natsu immediately went to walk after the boy, leaving Lucy and Happy to look at each other before following him.
“Romeo!”
Notes:
Gonna add the tags of the ships as they come by! I feel like Canajane is heavily underrated!!
I love the idea of Cana and Mirajane being the big sisters of everyone in the guild that was their age + younger, which is why Natsu went to them when he first came back from Fairytail after his encounter with Lucy. Cana might love her alcohol but she was more than a drunkard! This is a character study fic as well, and so if some of Natsu's issues were surprising, consider thinking about in another perspective!
He definitely should have abandonment issues, he's very destructive so I'd like to think that every once in a while, he wishes that he had more self-control, and in the original works, he wasn't very smart in everything accept fighting and giving power-up speeches lol, so I decided that I wanted to play into that aspect but put a good 'ole riddlercj twist to it. Fluff Lucy + Natsu reading time incoming!
As always, please don't hesitate to comment and give constructive criticism in necessary, or just to declare how much you love this fic, I'll never decline such a statement! Kudos are greatly appreciated, thank you everyone who has done so thus far <33
See you later!
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail that is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly, but be sure to view them so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Chapter 8: Chapter 3
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail that is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Three: Mt. Macao
Macao Arc III
Angry tears rolled down the boy’s face as he sat outside of Fairytail, letting out frustrated sounds as he cried. His fists were clenched as he sniffed, angrily looking out into the Magnolia Town as he whipped his nose on his sleeve. Lucy remembered that Natsu had called the boy Romeo and watched as Natsu stared at Romeo for a moment before moving to sit down next to him.
Lucy found herself sitting on the other side of the boy as he cried, Natsu throwing an arm over him as they sat in silence. Eventually, Romeo calmed down enough to let out a wet cough and Lucy was the one to speak up this time around.
“Your name, it’s Romeo, right?” She inquired gently. Romeo nodded and sniffed before turning towards Lucy, looking at her a bit curiously.
“Y-Yeah. Who’re you?” Romeo sniffed.
“Her name is Lucy, and she’s my best friend,” Natsu said with a small grin, catching Lucy flushing happily at the term. She’s never really had a best friend before. Rushii was lovely, but she did not count considering her circumstances. Rushii chuckled at Lucy’s thought, but sombered up as she warned Lucy what was about to happen.
“His dad is missing.”
Lucy was careful to hold back the small gasp that threatened to escape as Natsu and Romeo talked quietly to each other.
“Is he still alive?”
“Yes, but it’s a bit of a weird situation. You’ll be going somewhere cold, so prepare accordingly.” Rushii said slowly, making sure that the hints that she was giving were allowed by the Eclipse Gate. Last time she tried to force her way through with information about Bora, she was successful but it felt like agony. Rushii didn’t want to be in pain, but she’ll do what must be done in order to save the future.
Pain meant that she’s still alive after all, not dead like the rest of her world.
“Okay Nee-san, but tell me, how does it feel to see everything again?”
It was quiet for a moment, as Rushii collected her thoughts. It made her immensely happy that she was able to see everyone alive and well, despite them not being from her timeline. In many ways, things haven’t changed a bit and the nostalgia was almost suffocating as she watched through Lucy’s eyes.
As she watches the world through Lucy’s eyes however, she realizes that there were many things that she’s missed during her life. Was it because of her influence in Lucy’s past? Is that why everyone else seem to be more emotional, carry more trauma, and even develop relationships that weren’t in her timeline? Was Rushii the catalyst? Or was she too caught up on her own actions to miss out on what everyone’s inner demons were?
Lucy and Rushii were alike, but different, and she sees that difference in the unabashed kindness that stems from a desire to have fun and go on countless adventures. Lucy has a bit of a sarcastic, mature aura to her as well, which definitely wasn’t in Rushii at her age.
Realistically, it doesn’t matter about how she acted in the past, because she is influencing a new future by helping Lucy become better, stronger than she was in her life.
It just was hard to see the alarming flags that she seemed to have missed.
There is a bigger picture to all of this, Rushii knows. But sometimes it was hard to focus on the end goal when the present is right in your face, throwing your failures and insecurities in your face.
“It’s nice to see everyone again,” Rushii said truthfully. She won’t burden Lucy with the rest of her thoughts though. This was her burden to bear, living in the “What-if I’d done things a bit differently” version of her life. She won’t let Lucy feel responsible for her bouts of self-deprecation.
Rushii was forgetting for a moment that Lucy could feel the emotions that tormented her Nee-san since they share the same body, when she wasn’t careful to keep them separate. Lucy just watched as Rushii smiled in her mind, at her projection, but with pain in her eyes.
Lucy felt helpless as she smiled back, albeit a bit strainfully. She respectfully then divided their emotions for the moment, leaving Rushii to her own feelings and hers for herself. Rushii probably had much to think and reflect about and would want a bit of privacy.
Lucy let out a sigh and focused back on the present to Natsu’s and Romeo’s conversation, catching the end of it.
A small paw poked her in the cheek as Happy gave a small frown at Lucy’s dazed expression, causing her to turn towards the cat with an eyebrow raised.
“Ha?”
“You okay, Lucy?” Happy asked curiously, “You seemed to be stuck in a daydream!”
Lucy flushed a bit at Happy caught her interaction with Rushii, quick to nod and shoot the cat a smile, “I’m fine.”
She turned back towards Natsu, who seemed to be looking at Romeo with eyes that screamed that he was in full understanding of Romeo’s predicament, causing Lucy to tune into their conversation with more vigor.
“...that stupid old man won’t let me go after him! He’s been gone for over a whole week, and what if something had happened to him?!” Romeo huffed out as he sniffed, laying against Natsu’s side as Natsu rubbed his back. Natsu just hummed as he allowed the boy to get his frustrations out. Natsu knew all too well what Romeo was feeling, after all.
He had tried to go look for his own father by himself before, around his age.
Lucy saw the flash of a worn, tired look on Natsu’s face, understanding immediately that he was feeling really strongly about Romeo’s situation. Lucy pursed her lips and got up from Romeo’s side as she turned in front of the boys, squatting before Romeo who looked at her with red eyes.
“Makarov has his reasons for not sending out a little boy to search for his dad. What if it’s just a train delay? What if he’s picking out something for you to have from his travels? I bet your dad will be real upset if he were to arrive tomorrow, only to find that you were missing!”
Romeo let out a small cough as he clung to Natsu’s side, but looked at Lucy with a wide-eyed expression. He didn’t think about that! What if his dad was getting a souvenir? Macao liked to spoil him from time to time, maybe he’s searching for the ultimate present!
But what if…
“But what if he’s in trouble?” Romeo whispered out sorrowfully, eyes filling with fresh tears at the thought. Lucy glanced at Natsu, who was already looking at Lucy with a determined expression on his face. She then glanced up at the sky, noticing that it was beginning to turn into the late afternoon/evening time, and let out a sigh before nodding wordlessly at Natsu.
There was still daylight in the day, which meant that they could still do one last adventure!
“Then we’ll go after him to Mt. Hakobe, and find him ourselves.” Natsu said seriously, squeezing the boy before he gently removed himself from his grasp. Natsu stood up proudly, and looked down at Romeo who was staring at the two teenagers in awe as Natsu high-fived Lucy. He raised a determined fist, pointing it at Romeo.
“Put your faith in us, Romeo. We’ll get the job done,” Natsu said proudly. Happy flew around them, cheering with his own “Aye Sir!” as Lucy grinned in determination. They’ll save Romeo’s dad, and ease his worries. Romeo let out a gasp of shock and he shot up, launching themselves at them, hugging their legs.
“ Thank you. ”
“Of course,” Natsu spoke strongly, “That’s what Fairytail does. We look after our own.”
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“You don’t have to come if you don’t want to, I know we’ve had a long day,” Natsu told Lucy as they walked down the streets of Magnolia. Well, it was actually Natsu following Lucy to wherever she was heading. Lucy shook her head the moment Natsu opened his mouth, having a feeling about what he was going to say. “Not a chance, pinkie. We’re doing this together!”
Natsu didn’t protest after that, but Lucy didn’t miss the grin that he tried to fight as he shoved his hands in his pockets, looking down at the ground. After a comfortable silence, he was beginning to get curious as to where they were going though.
Soon they stopped in front of a store however, Natsu picked his head up to squint at the sign.
Lucy nudged him and pointed at the sign. “What does that say?”
Natsu was caught off guard and stammered for a hot second before swallowing and slowly read the letters of the shop. “M…ag-mart?”
Lucy gave him a big smile and hugged him, “Correct! You get two points.”
“Aye! Two whole points!”
“Two points? For what?”
“For every two hundred points, you get a free meal from me. Think of it as an incentive to practice reading and comprehension wherever we go.” Lucy said, proud of the idea she generated. Natsu’s jaw dropped as he got excited at Lucy’s words. If he does a good job in reading, he gets free food? It doesn’t get better than that.
“Yosh! Hey, you want me to read that too?!” He said pointing inside at one of the signs in the store. Lucy opened the door, gesturing towards Natsu and Happy to come in. She had to look for a coat before they head to Mt. Hakobe after all, but there’s nothing wrong with hitting two birds with one stone.
As they went shopping, Natsu ended up winning a total of thirteen points, which he was immensely proud of.
After purchasing some items (Lucy ended up buying a vest for Natsu, another whip, and a medical kit just in case Macao was injured), the trio found themselves riding the back of a carriage towards Mt. Hakobe. It took a while to get there, but it didn’t deter Lucy, Natsu, and Happy as they chatted happily on the way there.
“Natsu, why didn’t you tell her that you’re resistant to cold temperatures!” Happy whispered in his ear curiously. Natsu just nodded at whatever Lucy was ranting about, something that she had read before she left home, before he answered Happy,
“It’s her way of showing friendship. She told me she didn’t want me cold either, even though I told her that I was gonna be okay on the mountain. And they’re a matching set, it really feels like were some sort of team!” Natsu gushed. It felt like a cool uniform that only they had. Team Natsu? Team Na-Lu? Team HaLuNa? Team--
“You’re here!” The carriage driver said, kicking Natsu into gear as he kicked the back of the carriage door spontaneously, letting the cold wind of the mountain embraced them. He raised his hand over his eyes as he looked around in the icy wind, as Lucy shivered immediately, zipping up her coat as she stepped outside the carriage.
Even this coat seemed a bit meaningless at the chill that overtook Lucy, but it definitely would’ve been worse without it. Rushii snorted in her mind, telling her that it was terrible and it was thanks to Horologium that she didn’t catch hypothermia and die.
Horologium?
Lucy eyed the thigh-thick snow that covered the way up the mountain, where they were bound to head. Natsu had already began to naturally melt the snow around him, allowing him to walk with relative ease. She had thought about just following where he melted, but saw that the falling snow replaced his steps almost immediately.
Maybe she’ll summon Horologium, she said with a sweatdrop.
“Open the Gate of The Clock, Horologium!”
Horologium appeared as a massive brown lock and immediately opened his glass door for Lucy to enter, which she thanked the spirit gratefully. She informed him to follow the pink haired man, and with that the trio climbed up Mt. Hakobe against the winds. Natsu had told her on the way to the mountain that Macao’s, which was Romeo’s father’s name, mission was to take care of what was called a Vulcan, an ape-like monster that had tremendous strength.
“Macao!”
“Macao!”
“Romeo’s dad!”
They all called out for Macao in the middle of the storm, Happy flying high to see if he spots something from above ground. They weren’t making any progress though, feeling a small burst of frustration inside them as they didn’t hear anything respond back for a while.
“Hey, maybe we should go another way--”
A loud boom interrupted their thoughts as everyone flinched in surprise before whipping their heads around to see a massive dark figure behind them, growling deep and low. Lucy shivered at the sound, and at the dark eyes that she saw staring at her as no one moved for a moment. Natsu was quick to react first, fists on fire as he launched himself at the beast,
“C’mere you ugly beast!” He roared but faltered when the Vulcan ignored Natsu in favor of dashing towards Lucy, causing Natsu’s eyes to widen as he turned too slowly to react in horror. Something in Natsu’s mind snapped barely as he let out a deep growl at the Vulcan’s actions, feeling his power exponentially grow in a split second as he activated his flames in his feet, beaming himself at the Vulcan.
He was a second too late as the Vulcan grabbed Horologium with Lucy inside as she screamed in shock and fear, before launching himself from his massive hind legs to jump back to his lair. Natsu watched as his flamed, speedy kick just narrowly missed the Vulcan, leaving him crashing into the snow as he hit empty air. Natsu scrambled to get back up, eyes narrowed and body heating rapidly as he stared at the dark shadow of the Vulcan getting away with Lucy.
His teeth grew sharper slowly, his eyes flickered darkly as panic and fear seized Natsu, making him feel unstable and out-of-control as he felt the urge to destroy. Scales slowly prickled against Natsu’s skin as he felt like a growing inferno, ready to burn this entire fucking mountain if it meant getting Lucy back.
“Natsu?! Did you see that? We got to get Lucy back, I’ll carry you, so come on!” Happy dived down from the high ground to yell at Natsu, immediately snapping Natsu at whatever trance he was in for a moment. Natsu let out a choked breath as he felt himself feel normal again, the dark thoughts dispelling once he heard Happy’s words. Yes, Happy can fly and carry him to the lair of the beast.
Natsu took in a small breath to calm his racing nerves as he nodded at Happy, letting the exceed pick him up as he propelled them with his flames at his feet.
‘Don’t destroy, don’t destroy, stay calm, stay calm’, Natsu chanted to himself as he flew towards the Vulcan’s lair, feeling the last of that darkness that almost had him, disappear.
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The first thing that the Vulcan had done the moment it reached it’s lair was to throw Horologium’s body into the wall, crashing Lucy as well as Horologium let out a small groan of surprise and pain. The Vulcan then came over and stomped on the clock repeatedly, causing Lucy to let out a shriek and begged Horologium to go back to the Spirit World.
Horologium’s wooden exterior was chipping away with every massive hit from the aggressive Vulcan, who crushed his face next, causing the spirit to let out another groan of pain. Lucy banged on the glass door, witnessing every stomp with an accompanied flinch as she roared for Horologium to go back.
“Horologium! Horologium, please !” Lucy screamed.
“I will protect my mage until my time is up,” was all Horologium said as he used his defensive magic to protect Lucy. Horologium knew that the Vulcan was strong, and while he was taking damage from the monster, he wasn’t going to die unlike his master’s beliefs. Despite this however, he knew had to move in order to get to a favorable position for Lucy to get the upper hand. If he were to disappear in the middle of the Vulcan’s stomps, Lucy would not survive the hit directly.
Using the last bit of time left, he rolled over and hopped towards the other side of the lair, throwing the Vulcan off as he used excessive force to stomp into the ground, getting it’s foot stuck. Lucy stumbled out of Horologium then as the spirit was forced to begin disappearing as his time was up due to the extent of his injuries.
Lucy was quick to snap her angrily tearful eyes at the spirit, who looked at her with small amusement despite his beaten appearance.
“Don’t you ever do that again, Horologium. You could’ve seriously gotten injured!”
“I would rather it be me, master, than you, and I bet the other spirits feel the same way.”
Horologium disappeared after saying his truth, as Lucy furiously wiped her eyes as she was left alone to deal with the Vulcan that had just freed himself. The Vulcan stared at her with snarling teeth and angry eyes as it roared, echoing across the room. Lucy just narrowed her eyes, no longer afraid of the beast as she grabbed her whip and her keys.
“Do you need my help?” Rushii asked matter-a-factly. She watched the entire exchange with a tense expression, observing how Lucy was reacting to the situation based off what they have trained for. She didn’t go back for nothing, Lucy had everything that she needed to take care of the beast before her.
Because later, she would find that there are more monsters in the world that were more terrifying than a Vulcan.
And that most of these “monsters” were actually human.
“...I can take care of this one, Nee-san,” Lucy whispered as she grabbed the golden key she was looking for, extending her hand to begin the summoning process. The key glowed golden as she began to walk towards the Vulcan,
“Open the Gate of the Golden Bull, Taurus! ” She yelled as she threw her whip out, wrapping it around the waist of the surprised Vulcan as she yanked with all of her might, throwing the beast onto ground. It let out a roar of anger and surprise as Taurus busted through his gate with a charged battle cry of his own, jumping up to slam his body into the Vulcan. The pure power of the assault caused a sound wave to rumble through the mountain as Lucy rebalanced herself quickly.
Only to dodge Taurus’s flying body as it flew past her from the Vulcan throwing him off of it. Lucy yelled out Taurus’s name in concern, but the spirit answered that he was fine as he removed himself from the wall, summoning his battle axe as he moved to stand next to Lucy.
He looked down at her and appraised her body immediately, “The state of your biceps has increased in mass! How glorious!”
“Thanks Taurus, I can show you later after we take care of this wretched thing,” Lucy prompted Taurus to focus on the battle, which he nodded with a loud laugh and charged forwards, swing his massive axe across. It slashed the Vulcan’s stomach, and it used a hand to grasp the wound as Lucy used her whip to grasp its other arm, leaving it helpless to the chain attack that Taurus was about to implement with Lucy’s assist. He moved his body with a loud, booming laugh as he slashed his axe upwards to deliver the killing blow.
At least it would’ve been, if a flamed fist that was going at a high-speed hadn’t crashed into the Vulcan and Taurus, causing them both to crash in the ground, bouncing into the wall.
There Natsu stood with a scowl on his face as he stood in the middle of the lair, causing Lucy to gape at the turn of events. “Natsu?!”
“Lucy! Where’s Macao? Do you see him?” Natsu hadn’t known the situation after all. One moment he was flying with Happy, the next moment, Happy declared that he was going to throw Natsu into the fight which he quickly agreed to.
“N-No but you just knocked into my spirit, Taurus and the Vulcan!
“E-Eh?!” Natsu said shocked as the ice dust began to settle and indeed, two massive figures were in the wall. He saw the Vulcan, and then he turned to look at the big humanoid bull who let out a small groan of annoyance and he snapped back at Lucy,
“Oh shit. I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to!” Natsu quickly spoke, before letting out a surprise grunt as a massive chunk of rock and ice slammed into him, thrown by the pissed off Vulcan. At a speed that shouldn’t be possible considering the extent of the injuries that Lucy and her spirits had inflicted on it, it launched itself at Natsu’s briefly dazed form, gearing up for what seemed as if the last big attack that it energy left for.
Natsu’s eyes widened at the sight before he charged himself up, meeting the Vulcan head on with a flamed Iron Fist waiting for him. Taurus had leaped from his side of the lair, cheering as he casted his axe aside in favor of joining the flamed mage in a glorious display of brute strength. Lucy swung her whip to use it to lock down the Vulcan if need be, but Natsu’s and Taurus’s strength combined was enough to stop the Vulcan.
With Natsu’s fist connecting with his face and Taurus landed right behind the Vulcan, punching into its back, the Vulcan flew towards the edge of the lair like a ragdoll, immediately falling unconscious at the impact. Its body rolled as Lucy watched it, while Natsu and Taurus cheered together at defeating the enemy.
But wait--why did the Vulcan look like it was transforming--?
Lucy let out a loud, horrid gasp as she realized that the Vulcan had turned into a beaten man that was on his way to rolling off of the cliff. She ran like her life depended on it, screaming for Natsu and Taurus’s attention as the body rolled off.
Without hesitation, she jumped off the cliff, casting her whip as she flew against the icy, powerful winds that beat her face, towards Macao’s body as it fell limply. It wrapped around Macao’s body and Lucy pulled with all of her might to yank his body towards her, grabbing whatever she could before it was too late.
Despite her being wet from the snow, she grasped firmly on his ankle as someone grabbed her own, to her immense relief. Lucy let out a groan of pain as she felt her leg being pulled, straining her muscles as she clung to Macao’s foot with a death grip. Whoever was at the top of this messy assemble was doing all of the work as she slowly felt her body being pulled back upwards but decided to focus her attention on not dropping Macao.
Eventually, she let out a breath that she didn’t even know she was holding in as she reached back onto the top, feeling multiple arms helping her as they hauled Macao’s unconscious form up, bleeding profusely from wounds.
Taurus carried Macao’s body inside of the lair as Natsu and Happy clung to Lucy who was breathing in harshly, catching her breath from the whole ordeal. Natsu stared at her in awe, shock, and fear. He recalled how he barely had time to react to Lucy’s scream as she jumped over the cliff, taking a piece of his heart with her in pure terror.
“You can’t do that to me again, Luce. I just got you back,” Natsu breathed out as he held Lucy close to his chest. Lucy just let out a weak chuckle, wincing a little as she felt even Rushii’s nerves calmed a bit.
“Don’t pull that shit again, Lucy. You scared the fuck out of me,” Rushii scowled.
“Sorry Nee-san, I just had to move. Otherwise, I couldn’t look Romeo in the eye if we were to head back with his father’s carcass.”
Rushii let out a sigh but didn’t say anything more.
“Sorry Natsu, but I had to move fast. You saw the Vulcan turn into Romeo’s dad, right?”
Natsu took in a long deep breath to settle himself, steeling his resolve as he set his eyes and let go of Lucy, turning towards Taurus and Macao. “Yeah, he looked like shit too. Come on, let’s get that first aid kit.”
“Make it quick, summoner. The man is losing blood rapidly,” Taurus called out with a frown on his face as he peered towards the body he set down, noticing the stomach wound that seemed to have mirrored the Vulcan he had attacked earlier. Lucy got up quickly at Taurus’s serious tone and asked Happy to get the first aid kit that was casted to the side when Horologium disappeared, getting onto her knees as she inspected Macao.
“Let me take over,” Rushii muttered, frowning heavily at the sight of Macao’s body. This timeline seemed to be crueler and scarier, the more she watched. She didn’t remember the Vulcan being so aggressive, he was rather pervy and idiotic in her world. Macao was bruised, but he wasn’t bleeding profusely as he was currently.
He could honestly die at this rate.
“I-I can do this Neesan--”
“No. You’ve done a lot today, Lucy. Take a step back and breath for a moment as I save Macao’s life,” Rushii ordered strictly, but not unkindly. Lucy reluctantly gave Rushii the reigns as Rushii paused and swallowed down her own nerves, calling out for Natsu to come help.
“Natsu, come here.” Rushii said in a serious tone, avoiding eye contact at all costs. Natsu immediately came and sat next to Rushii as she opened the medical kit next to Macao’s body. Taurus immediately noticed that the other spirit had taken over his master’s body, but stayed quiet as he watched her operate on Macao. Rushii ripped the gauze with her teeth as she grabbed Natsu’s hand, placing it above Macao’s body.
“We’re going to have to use your fire to seal his wound. The gauze won’t be enough for him, the wound is far too deep.” Rushii explained as she set the gauze to the side, bringing out the small package of hydroxide to pour and clean the wound as best as she could. They didn’t have time to take their time with cleaning it properly, her hands were already stained red. Natsu’s eyes widened in fear as he looked at his hands,
“L-Lucy, my magic--I can’t--I’ll hurt him?” Natsu asked hesitantly. He’s never been asked to cauterize a wound before. What if his injury becomes worse, despite Natsu’s efforts? It always seems to end up that way. He accepts a quest to do some good and ends up destroying almost everything in the process.
He doesn’t want to destroy Macao.
Fear was in his black eyes, but Rushii stood firm. If it was her Natsu, he probably would’ve shrugged and done it without a second thought. But this wasn’t her Natsu, she was beginning to realize. This Natsu was riddled with doubts, insecurities that seemed to roar only when Lucy was around, it seemed. It made it easier in her mind to handle his presence, considering the major differences that her Natsu and this Natsu had, as she took control of the situation.
“I’m afraid doing nothing will lead to his death. Your magic can be used for saving too, Natsu,” Rushii spoke softly as she grabbed his hand once more, positioning above Macao’s stomach.
“Now take a deep breath, and practice control. Harness your flame and use it to save Romeo’s father’s life because he’s waiting for his dad to come home.”
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It was almost midnight when they made it back to Fairytail, with a barely lucid Macao on Natsu’s back as they moved slowly. Blood littered their clothes and stained their hands as the group walked on.
But everyone was alive.
Lucy was in control again, letting Rushii rest after she encouraged Natsu and took care of Macao’s body immediately after he successfully cauterized it. Lucy exhaustedly closed Taurus’s gate after the whole situation, feeling drained after the intense events that happened all in one day. She was going to feel so sore tomorrow, she was absolutely sure of it.
Macao had awakened the moment Natsu began to cauterize the wound, screaming in pain as Lucy and Taurus held his flailing body down. The pain forced him conscious, but there was nothing that they could do as his yells and cries of pain echoed the lair, even causing Natsu to falter for a moment. Luckily Rushii told him the faster he completed his job, the faster Macao can begin his healing process.
That was enough for him to re-focus, eyes narrowing intently as he finished sealing the gash, allowing them to wrap Macao in gauze and slot him onto Natsu’s back as they made their way off the mountain.
As they were walking through Magnolia’s Town, the quietness of the area was like a lullaby to Lucy, as she snuggled Happy to her chest and let out a big yawn, causing Natsu to chuckle.
“It’s been a long day, eh?”
“You’re telling me,” Lucy playfully grumbled but she didn’t regret a single thing she’s done today. Stopping a slave trader, joining a guild, obtaining a best friend, and going on a quest to find a little boy’s lost dad that they were successful with.
“You know, we’d make one badass team, Natsu,” Lucy chuckled while Natsu looked at her and seemed to have pondered something as they continue to walk. Eventually they made it to the gate of Fairytail, with Lucy and Happy pushing it open as some guild members turned to them in surprise, considering the time. After everyone’s eyes widened at the sight of Macao and the trio’s bloodied state, they let out shocked gasped before cheering at the return of the midnight heroes.
Mirajane was the first person to began ordering people to set up the infirmary and to have Makarov informed of the recent developments immediately. Natsu gently settled Macao in Elfman’s arms, who turned and carried him away. Letting out a big sigh of relief, Lucy sat down at the closest table, slumping over the table.
Natsu crashed down next to her, laying spread out all over the table with Happy floating down to rest on his stomach as he instinctively placed his hand under Lucy’s head that was resting next to his slumped body.
“We did good today,” Natsu said and Lucy let out a tired hum in agreement. “You were a badass today Lucy, fighting that Vulcan. I barely did anything except almost make things worse.”
Natsu let out a laugh at his words and Lucy was relieved to be able to tell that he was genuinely laughing at the circumstance, and it wasn’t in a self-deprecated way.
“Don’t discredit yourself too much, although I won’t lie, that moment where you punched Taurus really shook me. I just wasn’t expecting that at all ,” Lucy giggled, recalling the events. Now that the danger was over, there were some moments that were a little funny now that she thought about it.
“Aye Sir! Don’t forget that you saved Macao’s life too, Natsu!” Happy cheered as he yawned, curling up on Natsu’s stomach. Natsu didn’t say anything for a moment as he held his free hand up, inspecting his flesh.
‘Your magic can be used for saving too, Natsu.’
‘Well wasn’t that something?’ Natsu sighed.
No one has ever told that to Natsu before, after all.
He didn’t know what to say or how to feel about that, so he stayed quiet. Natsu didn’t say anything as he clenched his fist slowly, before letting out another small sigh and closed his eyes. Lucy flipped her head over to see Romeo’s sleeping form over to the side with a blanket on top of him. She would’ve thought that the commotion would’ve woken the boy up, but as she glanced down at her branded pink Fairytail stamp that had splatters of red on it, she thinks it’s probably for the best that he didn’t.
They probably didn’t look too good at the moment.
“I need to shower,” Lucy moaned in agony and Natsu belted out a laugh for the first time in what felt like hours.
“Well…there’s a river that’s nearby--”
“Oh, and I bet you, it has fish in it right? Why don’t we get dinner while we’re at it,” Lucy rolled her eyes as Natsu cackled, remembering what he had told Lucy all those years ago. He was down to do it too, but after peeking an eye open to look at Lucy’s unamused expression, he knew that it was futile to try to persuade her.
Still--
“...it’s not a bad idea, Luce.”
“You’re so damn lucky I’m way too tired to hit you.”
Notes:
Whoop whoop! Lucy testing out her combat skills for the first time and realizing that damage is unavoidable, even to her beloved spirits!
Rushii going through her own crisis as she tries not to lose herself and forget her mission!
Natsu slowly beginning to realize that destruction is not all that he is capable of!
We love a sprinkle of angst, don't we?
Also, how did you guys like the battle scene? I wanted Lucy to actually be of use, and for Natsu to be a little unhinged as they went on their first unofficial Fairytail-associated mission together. Some canon events that I kept the same was the fact that Natsu accidentally hits Taurus, Hologorium's usage, and Taurus's appearance. Of course, Lucy had to play an important role in this as well, we can't follow canon too closely otherwise change wouldn't be noticeable!
Did you know that Macao's wound was cauterized by Natsu in the manga? I don't know if it was portrayed as bloody as I made it, but I loved that fun fact when I read it in Macao's arc summary and definitely knew that I wanted to implement it.
Anyways, you guys know the drill! I always love the comments, I responded whenever I can so don't be afraid to reach out and share what's on your mind, as long as you're polite, you know? Thank you to all who've kudo'd and bookmarked the story thus far, I'm so happy you guys are interested in the journey as I am <33.
Cya next time, friends!
Chapter 9: Chapter 4
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy <3
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Four: A Group, A Squad, A Team
Daybreak Arc I
Lucy, Natsu, and Happy decided that they were going to take a break from anything too serious or adventurous for the next couple of days, allowing Lucy to settle into Magnolia. She ended up finding an apartment that she loved, without Rushii’s help. Rushii didn’t say that she ended up choosing the same apartment that she had during her timeline, but Lucy could feel the contentness radiating from her Nee-san anyways. Good, she had thought. If Rushii felt uncomfortable in the apartment that she had chosen, she would’ve moved out immediately.
The trio hung out almost every day afterwards, doing various things as they rested. Natsu had a small bandage over his arm, a wound that was healing nicely thanks to his advanced healing rate and the maintenance of the treatment. Lucy had been worried a little bit initially, but Natsu was quick to reassure her that he was fine.
But also informed her that taking on quest doesn’t mean everything is going to go smoothly, and injuries tended to be unavoidable.
“We’re sent on these missions so that the general public won’t be put in positions that can cost them grave injuries.”
“And what about us, Natsu? We’re put at risk too.”
“Somebody has to do it, Luce. I’d rather it be me, someone who knows how to defend himself, than anyone else who isn’t equipped for this lifestyle. Even if it means that I have to go alone.”
Lucy frowned at the thought of Natsu going on dangerous missions alone. Natsu saw the look at her face and gave her a reassuring grin,
“Don’t worry Luce! Not all missions are dangerous, sometimes people are just lazy and want you to do their grocery shopping!”
“Was that even a mission or were you tricked…?”
Natsu opened his mouth to retort but paused once he realized that Makarov had been in the area when he had completed the mission, even opened the door to the assignment of the house. Natsu let out a betrayed sound as Lucy just shook her head in amusement and pity, he was swindled! That rotten old man!
Rushii just hummed softly with faint amusement. She’s been drifting in and out of consciousness ever since she took over Lucy’s body. It seems to be a recurring side-effect. She suspects the longer she takes control, the longer her recovery period is. That…was something take into consideration in the event of an emergency.
Happy laughed as Natsu sulked at the revelation, Lucy patting his head as he slumped onto her bed. Today, Natsu had decided that they were going to go on another mission again and Lucy ended up agreeing. She was going to start having to make rent after all, and missions were the fastest way to getting easy bells.
But first--
“Anyways, you’re not getting out of your daily reading assignment! Finish your book for the day and then we can talk about the mission that you wanted us to go on.”
Natsu nodded seriously and was quick to jump onto her bed, laying on his stomach as he grabbed Happy from the air and rummaged through his green sack for the short story that Lucy had Natsu practice reading. Lucy let out a small yawn as she stretched, getting up to grab a snack from the kitchen.
When she came back, she saw that Natsu was struggling on a part as his eyebrows scrunched and he seemed to be stuck on the same page for the past couple of minutes. Lucy hummed quietly at the observation, swatting Happy away when he tried to dive down and steal her snack.
She plopped the rest in her mouth and stuck her tongue out of her bloated cheeks at Happy who huffed and pouted, collapsing dramatically onto one of Lucy’s pillows. As she awaited Natsu to ask her for help, she ended up summoning Plue, who was a cute snowman that was about Happy’s height. Happy perked up at the sight of Plue, and suddenly they were running around Lucy’s apartment as Lucy finally came over to lay down next to Natsu.
She propped herself up with her hand as she peaked past Natsu’s pink head, looking at the word that Natsu seemed to be stuck on.
Natsu glanced at her before returning to the word, frowning slightly. Lucy just stayed quiet as she hovered, waiting for him to take the initiative. Perhaps they needed to take a step back to figure out what the word was.
“Tell me about the rest of the sentence. What is it trying to convey?”
“Convey?” Natsu cocked his head.
“What is it trying to tell you?” Lucy rephrased. “Sometimes it’s the context clues that is surrounding the word, that helps you determine its meaning.”
“Oh! Well, okay. The guy is tryna talk to the other guy to work together, I think. They want to study to complete the last exam before the summertime hits.”
“Five points to Natsu!”
Natsu grinned.
“You’re exactly correct. The word that he said specifically was collaboration. The proper definition is ‘the action of working with someone to produce or create something’, but as you said, it’s just a synonym of teamwork.”
“What’s a synom?”
“A synonym, " Lucy gently corrected, “is a word that means the same thing as another word. Teamwork and collaboration are synonyms because they both mean to work together. Starving and hungry are synonyms, because they both mean that the person wants to eat. You’ve probably used many synonyms in your life without even realizing, most people do.”
Natsu stared at her in wonder, entranced as she explained the comprehension aspect of what he was reading. Lucy was brilliant, and she was taking time out of her day to help him. She hasn’t rushed him so far, even letting him ask for help first instead of asking him whenever she sees him struggling. She’s patient with him and that’s…all he asks.
She gives him a chance.
“You’re smart, Lucy, " Natsu breathed out, “B-Brilliant! Genius! Intelligent!”
Natsu seemed proud of being able to remember and say those words, as Lucy flushed out of embarrassment of the praise. She just huffed and poked him in his side, causing him to laugh lightly as he squirmed a bit.
“What are you even saying," Lucy flushed.
“Synonyms of your greatness, " Natsu replied seriously, with a grateful look. Lucy just sighed happily as she looked away, idly looking at Happy and Plue. She didn’t know what to say to all of the praise, no one has really praised her this much before. Her servants did, but there was a level of superiority that Lucy had over them that would never change. She didn’t doubt that their praises were genuine, but it was different hearing those same words from a friend.
Her best friend, Natsu proudly proclaimed.
“Better get used to it, Luce. We’re friends, remember? Best friends actually, which means that I’m gonna be like a leech! A virus! A pimple! Those never go away!”
“That’s--That’s not something to be proud of! And no one likes those things!”
“That’s the point! There will be days where you’re going to hate me, you’ll get irritated, you’ll laugh, you’ll cry. What I am trying to… convey is that I will still be there. As your best friend. As a forever friend. Is it crazy to say that? Uh, actually forget that last part---”
“No,” Lucy felt like she could cry. Friendship was the one thing that was really absent from her life. She was new to all of this, she didn’t have a blueprint to follow or didn’t know the rules to how to be a good friend. She just cares for everything that comes into her life, and Natsu was definitely one of them. “It isn’t crazy at all, Natsu.”
“W-Well I don’t want to overwhelm you,” Natsu suddenly admitted, scratched the back of his neck a bit sheepishly. Lucy has become so important to his life, so incredibly fast. What if he was overwhelming to be around considering she’s never really had a friend her age before? He didn’t want to be annoying, he just really liked being around her!
And the urge for destruction is less, when he’s next to her. The darkness that he feels in the back of his mind goes dormant. It goes quiet. He should probably talk about that to someone, actually. Lucy had taught him when they were younger that it’s okay to unpack to others every once in a while.
Maybe he’ll visit Mira again, on a quiet day. She probably understands, even if Natsu doesn’t know what’s causing it for himself.
“I just like being around you, Luce.”
Lucy was utterly speechless and when she gave Natsu a bright, pure smile at his words, Natsu felt as if she had glowed a little bit. She was quick to lean against his side, laying her head on his shoulder as they laid on the bed together.
“There is no standard for me, Natsu, I’m new to all of this. If this is too fast for most friendships, I..don’t care. Because so far, it’s been perfect. You are the standard as far as I’m concerned. If anything, am I doing okay? As a friend?” Lucy finished off hesitantly. Was she being a good friend? Doing the right thing?
His answer was an evil grin and suddenly, Natsu had Lucy in a headlock as she screamed and flailed underneath his weight as he ruffled her hair, grinning maniacally. It was chaos in the Heartfilia home. Happy and Plue were dancing on her coffee table singing horrid tunes, while Lucy was trying to escape Natsu’s chokehold, screaming with laughter.
If happiness had a sound, Natsu thought as he growled playfully at Lucy while they wrestled, it would be her laugh.
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“Collaboration, " Natsu started causing Lucy to look at him questionably as she peeled an orange. She threw one of them in the air and Natsu caught it with his mouth without missing a beat as he placed the quest on her table, taking a proper look at it. He chewed as Happy took a look at the mission, perched on top of his head.
“Hmm~ All we have to do is get a book?” Happy cocked his head. Natsu nodded as he swallowed, turning towards Lucy with his mouth open for another peel, which the latter complied. Lucy ate one of the peels as she raised an eyebrow in confusion.
“Is that necessary for an entire quest?”
“Seems like it.”
Natsu hummed, looking at the price. Two hundred thousand jewels? That’s quite a reward for a mere quest to retrieve a book, he reckoned. Well, it’s nothing to do with him. If that’s how much the person who requested their services wants to give, he won’t complain.
“Anyways, collaboration.” Natsu wiggled his eyebrows at Lucy who chuckled. He learned a new a word and doesn’t know what to do with himself, Lucy thought with amusement.
“Yes? What about it?”
“We should make a team, an official one. Let’s collaborate." Natsu said proudly. Lucy shot him a bright smile, Natsu felt his chest puff out even more. He made her really happy with his suggestion.
“I’ve never been on a team before," Lucy said a bit shyly, but she was excited at the thought. That meant that they would do all sorts of missions together, which she wanted to do. She wanted to explore the world after being isolated from it for so long, and what more than to travel with her best friend?
“Well that’s changing, starting now!" Natsu shot up from his seat, sticking his hand out. Happy cheered with his catchphrase “Aye!” and placed his paw on top of Natsu’s. Lucy grinned and placed her hand on top, finalizing the team. “Team Haluna!”
“Haluna?” Lucy laughed. It had a pretty ring to it, but what did it mean?
“ ‘Ha’ is for Happy, ‘Lu’ is for you, and ‘Na’ is for me! I came up with in on the way up the mountain to find Macao.”
“It sounds lovely, “ Rushii murmured, and Lucy wholeheartedly agreed. This Natsu was fascinating the more she watched him, Rushii realized. There were differences in this world. Her Natsu was quick to call their name the first thing that he likely thought of, which was his own name. She was fine, and still is fine with her team being called Team Natsu.
But this version of Natsu, he seems so much more aware of others. In all worlds, it seems that Natsu has a big heart, and he cares for others in his own way. They both were a bit rough around the edges, and maybe they were prone to use their fists more than their brains first, but they loved hard. Yet in this one, he talks more, articulates himself to boost Lucy up in a friendlier manner.
Her Natsu used to teasingly call her ugly and whatnot, working her nerves but never meant any serious harm. It was the nature of their dynamic, because she’s called him some unsavory things in response.
Rushii couldn’t see this version of Natsu doing the same to Lucy, because he was beginning to look at her as if she hung the stars and changed his very existence.
Alike, she has noticed, but different.
“I’m assuming from the lack of surprise from your feelings, this has happened in your timeline, ” Lucy began with a smile, “Was your name Team Haluna too, Nee-san?”
“No, we were Team Natsu.”
“How…creative.”
Rushii cackled.
“Team Haluna…" Lucy breathed out. A name that had all of their names in it. A name that had thought put into it, because it was clear that Natsu wanted a piece of everyone to be represented. She loved it.
“It’s actually Team HaLuNa, but it’s easier to say Haluna,” Natsu said matter-a-factly. Lucy and Happy both paused as they shot each other a look, before humming in agreement while sweatdropping at Natsu’s words. They didn’t hear a single difference in both versions, but if Natsu says so, then it must be so in this case.
“So we’re really just going to pick up a book for the client? That’s all?” Lucy prompted.
“Seems like it, yeah. It’s in Shirotsume Town, so we’ll probably take the… train," Natsu suddenly looked sick to his stomach while Happy laughed at his facial expression. Lucy looked at him in small alarm.
“Natsu?”
“Don’t mind him, he gets motion sick whenever he uses any transportation. ‘Cept when I carry him, he doesn’t seem to get sick,” Happy explained as Lucy opened a can of sardines for him. He let out a big, dopey smile as he drooled at the sight of the tiny fish and Lucy rolled her eyes. They were both the same when it came to food.
“Medicine doesn’t work?”
“He’s used them so much when he was younger that he’s pretty resistant to everything that’s in the stores these days.”
Damn, Lucy thought as she watched Natsu shake at the thought of riding a train. It’ll have to be done though; she’s just let him lay on her or something to ease the pain. Or force him to take some sleeping medication before they get on the train. Hmm, she’ll see.
“W-Well anyways, the quest is to find this book in some guy’s house, his name is Duke Ev..erlow?” Natsu shifted the paper to Lucy, who took a peek at the Duke’s name before frowning heavily at the sight of it. “Duke Everlue. A pervert from what I remembered from back at the manor, although I did hear that he had a bit of an…unorthodox taste.”
Natsu snorted. “Stealing from a shady pervert? I got no problem with that, I say we take the quest! What do you guys think?”
Lucy kept reading the sheet, raising an eyebrow, “It says that Duke Everlue is looking for a blonde maid…”
Natsu blinked at Lucy suddenly, realizing that she was indeed blonde. He didn’t say anything for a moment as he thought of what to do. The logical thing was to make Lucy the maid and use her to infiltrate considering she fit the criteria the best. But something in Natsu’s mind did not like that at all, especially considering that Lucy said that she thinks the guy was a pervert.
A deep snarl threatened to escape Natsu at the thought of the man harming Lucy or touching her without her permission despite the mission. It won’t happen on Natsu’s watch.
“Yeah, I’m gonna dress up as a girl, buy some maid outfits and stuff Happy in my chest in order to look like I got boobs.” Natsu explained his quick-thinking plan, and Lucy’s jaw dropped as she immediately slapped a hand over her mouth and doubled over.
“W-What the hell Natsu?” Lucy sputtered out as she tried to breath and talk as she laughed wholeheartedly. Natsu smiled at her, loving her laugh but he was completely serious. He turned towards Happy, who was looking at him in pure horror, and gave an evil grin. “You like laying on me all of the time, right? Then it should be no problem, Happy!”
“A-Aye, this sounds like a nightmare!” Happy shivered at the thought as Lucy cackled. She wiped a stray tear as she finally was able to ground herself from the imagery that appeared in her mind, secretly feeling warmed that Natsu’s first instinct wasn’t to send her to satisfy the requirement. It made perfect sense, but he didn’t.
It..said a lot about his character, Lucy realized, and suddenly sticking to a maid routine for the sake of a mission didn’t seem too heinous. Even if it was for a scumbag like Duke Everlue. They’ll have to talk more about the plan of action during the train ride, it seems.
“We can talk more on how things are going to go on the way, but for now, let’s eat and head out!”
It was early afternoon after all, they had time to retrieve a book and more to spare. They spent the rest of their small lunch talking, with Natsu making sure to read of the rest of his daily readings in front of Lucy on the table so that she knew he wasn’t going to be distracted.
After that, they headed out to begin the next adventure that awaited them in Shirotsume Town!
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“Ah, it seems that notorious book mission has finally been picked up, " Levy McGarden said thoughtfully as she stood in front of the quest board with Team Shadow Gear. She had been eyeing that mission for a little while but wasn’t particularly hurt to see it taken. She had heard some things about that mission anyways, wondering what must’ve happened for it to gain a small reputation.
“Yes, Natsu ended up taking it. " Mirajane confirmed, smiling at the memory of Natsu getting excited about taking Lucy on the first official mission as a Fairytail member. Their friendship seemed to be so pure, Mira loved seeing Natsu’s expressions so happy at the sight of the blonde. If Mirajane didn’t know any better, she’d start the betting pools right away on the nature of their relationship.
Alas, they are still young and a relationship between a man and a woman doesn’t always have to be alluded with a romance context. Instead, she shall watch from the sidelines and see how NaLu blossoms. If nothing else, she hopes that they can become each other’s “it” person.
Someone that they’d do anything for. The thought unconsciously caused Mirajane to take a look at Cana, who was arguing with a recovering Macao, splashing liquor every now and then. Cana looked over briefly to give her a small, smug grin and a wink, causing Mirajane to flush and roll her eyes at her girlfriend.
Honestly, why does she even put up with the alcoholic.
“He took that quest, huh?” Makarov said thoughtfully as he rubbed his beard, holding a mug of beer in the other. He hummed and narrowed his eyes a bit suspiciously, catching the attention of Team Shadow Gear and Mirajane.
“What’s wrong?”
“The reward of the quest has done up to two million jewels," Makarov hummed, while everyone else’s jaw dropped in shock at the turn of events. Two million jewels to find a book?! Everyone was flabbergasted. “That means that the stakes are a little bit higher, don’t you think?”
There was truth in the guildmaster’s words, but no one was worried. Macao stood up proudly, raising his cup into the air. “Whatever lies in their path, I’m sure they’re going to be just fine. They did kick my ass and proceed to save it after all. They are Fairytail members, they’ll be fine!”
Everyone roared in approval as Makarov grinned and shrugged, going back into their daily lives soon after.
Notes:
I've been updating like every three days, this is just so much fun to write and I have so many ideas...
This week I do need to study for my exams though, so you might not see an update until the weekend. The college life do be a grind.
Hope you guys like the NaLu fluff! Are you a fan of the team's name? No, it won't change once Gray and Erza officially join the team, but there's going to be a funny moment with that so stay tuned lol. We are entering the Daybreak Arc, for those wanting to know what part of canon we are at!
It's so easy to write NaLu, which is so surprising because I'm actually not a big fan of friends to lovers to be honest. Those stories always tended to be riddled with unnecessary misunderstandings and gosh, it really grinds my gears most of the time. But NaLu is different, omg...I love them so much.
To get people excited and anticipating, I've separated two lists of sorts that I called re-works and immersions. Re-works are people who I think deserved to have more magic capabilities with what they got. Technically everyone is going to get more creative in the fights, but re-work people are going to significant changes/improvements. Immersions are people who are going to be explored emotionally and mentally heavily. Some people are going to have both!!
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[THESE ARE SUBJECTED TO CHANGE]
(This is in regard to people inside/associated with Fairytail for now)Some re-work people I have in mind as of right now: Cana, Elfman, Bickslow, Lisanna, Evergreen
Some immersion people I have in mind as of right now: Gray, Erza, Mirajane, Juvia, Gajeel, Laxus, Fried
People who fit into both categories: Wendy, Natsu, Levy
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate)
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 10: Chapter 5
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
Edit: As of 08/13/2024, Chapters 1-10 have been updated with proper grammar, new formatting html, and more! (Note to myself)
Additional note: Dear re-readers/new readers, the format may not be consistent throughout the rest of the fic as I'm in the middle of slowly updating and editing small things + format in order to give the best quality possible since we are over a year in this story.
I've been meaning to do this for a while, so I urge those whom want to download this fic to wait until the full update is complete in order to have a more cohesive reading experience! Thank you <3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Five: The Cold Lingers at Daybreak
Daybreak Arc II
“Good afternoon, Fairytail mages. My name is Kaby Melon, and this is my wife, Helena.” Their client greeted them without missing a beat. Lucy was glad to see that they weren’t phased at all with Natsu’s ridiculous appearance next to her. It seemed that he really had followed through with his plans of infiltrating as a maid, but Happy was able to escape his fate in the end. Natsu crossed his arms as he wore a hideous blonde wig, muscles flexing in the tight maid outfit as he nodded at Kaby Melon.
Lucy couldn’t look at him in fear of being unprofessional with her laughter. She didn’t want to mess up on her first mission after all. And besides, as she narrowed her eyes a bit at the sound of Mr. Melon’s name, it sounded a bit familiar to her before.
“Melon…”
Rushii stayed silent. It’s been a long time since she’s remembered this mission, despite it being their first official team mission together. Speaking of time, how old is she these days? If she didn’t know any better, she’d guess that she was on her way to pushing thirty.
Oh spirits, she groaned a bit internally.
“I’m assuming I’m doing this mission alone, Nee-san?”
“That should be the assumption moving forward, if we’re being honest. I’m not here to entertain small side-quests in comparison to other things. Think of these as tests, if you will. Things will never be the same after the next couple of missions, if my memory serves correctly," Rushii answered. Besides, she was still weak from Macao’s mission. If she is to treat her takeovers as emergency situations only, then it’s best to rest for now.
Because Phantom Lord is coming.
“Gajeel Redfox…” Rushii murmured without even realizing, piquing Lucy’s interest.
“Gajeel? Who is that?”
Rushii let out a choked breath as she was punished by the Eclipse Gate for her brief mistake, mentioning the Iron Dragon Slayer’s name far too soon in time. She winced as she coughed up a hint of blood but made sure to muffle her pain as best as she could from Lucy.
“Don’t…worry about that right now. You’d best head to Everlue’s. ”
Lucy didn’t put up much of a fight this time around, refocusing on her attention with her present surroundings. Rushii told her to be on guard, and to activate her sensoring skills as she doesn’t want to get jumped in a situation like this.
“I know we’ve practiced some scenarios in theory, but it should be a habit that you should develop quickly. It should become instinct that you deploy your magic sensoring, because a sneak attack can cost you your life if you aren’t careful.” Rushii warned. “To tell you the truth, you can’t rely on my skills to back you up. I’ve come to realize that with each time I take over, I need time to recover from using so much energy."
That caught Lucy’s attention again, but this time Rushii didn’t give her time to ask any questions as she forced a barrier between the two of them. She’s going to need to concentrate if she’s going to be powerful enough to take care of business during the attack on Fairytail. Rushii has thought about going to her father earlier, but it might make things worse. She decided that it was best to just focus on following what has happened in order, at least leading up to those points in her life.
But she’ll be damned if Gajeel Redfox had his way with her again.
“Lucy.” Rushii gently called out to her, before closing the barrier completely.
“Nee-san?” Lucy said a bit hesitantly. She could feel what Rushii was trying to do, and was a bit confused as to why she was suddenly acting like this. It was hard sometimes, not understanding what she could be going up against in the future and seeing Rushii begin preparations for something like this is making her a bit uneasy.
“Believe in Team Haluna. Believe in Natsu, Happy. Believe in Fairytail, but most importantly, believe in yourself. You are capable of accomplishing great things, even without my help. I’m going to be taking some time to gather energy for what’s to come, just in case the worse happens, so I won’t be available for a while.”
Lucy faltered, and Rushii could feel a wave of panic overtake the girl. It was understandable, Rushii has been a consistent presence in her life for over ten years now. She’s never been gone for more than a few days, and even then, she sends out a wave of reassurance every now and then to signal that she was still there. But this barrier…Lucy can’t feel a thing.
She felt a little empty already, if she was being honest.
“None of that, Lucy, you’re going to be just fine. When the time comes, I will return and I shall be by your side. Until then, enjoy life. Eat good food. Partake on some fun missions, hang out and make new friends.”
Lucy knew what laid beyond those words though. If Rushii comes back, it means something big was about to happen, and she had to prepare for it. Rushii knew that Lucy was going to figure out what she was trying to say between the nice words, but there was truth to what she had said as well. She should enjoy her life and gain experience in all of the best ways.
Without her presence, Rushii thought with a small smile. She’ll still be keeping an eye on her little sister of course, but most of her time is about to be dedicated to spirit energy meditations in the meantime.
“Good luck, Lucy.”
“ ...you too, Nee-san.”
Lucy blinked and found herself walking towards the mansion that housed Duke Everlue, with Natsu and Happy chattering by her side. She took note of the large space, suddenly remembering that Duke Everlue didn’t have any children and briefly frowned. What’s the point of having all of those rooms, if no one keeps them occupied?
There weren’t many things worse than feeling isolated in your own home.
“Was your house as big as this, Luce?” Natsu asked curiously. Lucy gave a brief nod as she stared at the Everlue mansion. She had activated her magic sensing moments prior, immediately noticing two other signatures that were large in the manor. Large enough to know that these people had practice and used magic, it seemed.
They could be walking into an ambush.
“I sense two other magical signatures in the mansion, large enough to know that they are definitely mages.” Lucy warned Natsu, who paused to look at her in small surprise. He tapped his nose,
“Yeah, I smell like a couple different scents from out here, but how did you know?”
“I can feel the ethernano essence inside of other people, and it comes in the form of unique signatures that have feelings attached to them if they are strong enough.”
“Woah, Lushi~! Do we have a signature? What’s mine?”
Lucy gave Happy a sheepish smile, “Sorry Happy, your magic reserves is too small for me to give out a distinctive feeling. Uhm, considering we’re close to each other right now though, I’d say that you give me a…fuzzy feeling?”
“Cool!” Happy cheered, and Natsu’s eyes widened as he snapped his big eyes towards Lucy, eager to know his own magical signature to her. “My turn! Whatcha feel from me?! Like a dragon, right?”
“Err, I don’t know about dragon, but you…feel like a warm and comfortable campfire to me, Natsu. Like a blanket, not too hot but obviously not cold. Cozy, comforting. Safe.”
“Safe?” Natsu breathed out and Lucy nodded, causing Natsu to do that fidgeting thing that Lucy has noticed he does when he doesn’t know how to react or say to something unexpected to him. It doesn’t bother Lucy though, considering she gets fluster from praise sometimes. She gets it.
“Safe.” She confirmed and internally smiled when Natsu had a small, pleased expression on his face.
She didn’t mention the vague feeling of antique and powerful magic that also radiate from him, albeit much much more diluted. Like as if it felt like this magic was hidden away. His Fire-Dragon Slayer magic was already extremely rare, but this felt a bit different…
“Well if you say so.” Natsu huffed with a small tint of red on his cheeks before promptly ripping off the blond wig from his head. Lucy choked on a laugh as he let out a small sigh of relief, being free from the itchiness that was constantly bothering him ever since he put the wig on. He didn’t mind the maid outfit though, his arms were free since he ripped off the sleeves the moment he got the outfit.
The quest said that Everlue was looking for a blond maid, but it looks like he was going to have to settle for pink instead.
Before long they found themselves standing in front of the manor’s front door, unsure of how to proceed. Lucy looked at Natsu, silently wondering what the seasoned quest taker would do. Natsu and Happy just shrug in unison however, causing her to roll her eyes as she knocked on the front door.
Nothing happened for a moment.
Then suddenly, a massive shadow appeared above them, and the trio flinched backwards towards the door in surprise as a large woman jumped down from what seemed to be the top floor of the mansion, landing behind them. Natsu’s jaw dropped at the sight of the other pink haired lady, who seemed to resemble more of a gorilla than a lady if someone were to ask him. She towered over the trio with massive muscles, a brutish face, and two ponytails at the top of her head.
Resilience and…pain? Pleasure? Lucy was already puzzled at the woman’s magical signature but was even more confused at the feeling it gave her. It was awfully familiar, as if she was feeling Cancer or Aquarius. The Zodiac Keys radiate an ancient magic that Lucy associates with the feelings of dreams and space, and yet the maid before her seemed to also radiate that.
Could she be a spirit, perhaps?
“What the hell am I looking at, Heartfilia?”
The trio jumped again at the sight of Aquarius, who was looking at the maid in front of her in a morbid sense of disgust and amusement. Lucy was surprised to see her in her human form, and the fact that she summoned herself. Normally she enjoyed her mermaid form. But wait, she didn’t even think to summon anyone yet, so why did Aquarius come out?!
“Aquarius?!”
Aquarius raised an eyebrow at Lucy, “What?”
“What--What are you doing here?”
The maid, Natsu, and Happy flipped back and forth between the two, as if it was a sports match.
“I missed out on the fun last time, I won’t let the beef and crab cakes have their chance to shine again.”
“But there’s no water around here?”
“What the--” Aquarius looked at Lucy with an irritated expression, “Do you think I’m only used with water for fuck’s sake? I can summon my own, if need be! I’m not completely helpless if there isn’t a body of water around here.”
“Besides,” Aquarius turned to give a smug smirk at the maid in front of them, “I bet I’ll use the ‘ole masochist’s tears over there anyways. Bet she’ll get a kick out of that.”
Lucy’s jaw dropped for the second time as she looked back at the maid. “You know who that is?!”
“Duh. That’s V--”
“That’s my maid that you’re referring too, and I suggest that you back off of my property before I call security right this instant!” A whiny man suddenly opened the front door, causing Lucy, Natsu, and Happy to take a step back as they were sandwiched between the man and his maid. He was a tiny thing, Natsu towering over his figure with his arms crossed as he took in the sight of the Duke.
Lucy let Aquarius continue to antagonize the maid, looking down towards Duke Everlue and his infuriated expression. She let out what she hoped was a gentle, kind smile as she stook her hand out in a polite greeting.
“Oh, you’ll have to excuse us. My name is Lucy, and this is my friend Natsu with his flying cat, Happy!”
Duke Everlue looked down at her hand with disdain as Lucy kept a smile on her face. Eventually he shook her hand, but wiped it furiously on his slacks causing Natsu to stand up a little bit straighter and narrow his eyes a bit. Just as he was about to take a step forward at the Duke’s rudeness, Lucy placed a calm hand up to stop him, turning back to Duke Everlue with continued politeness.
“I apologize if we caused any disturbance, but now that we have your attention, would you care for us to take a look at your library? We have a word to retrieve a book here, and it would be rude to just barge inside without even asking the owners.”
Duke Everlue stroked his mustache, “Hmm, you are the first group to at least ask before trying to take something with stealth and force.” His eyes narrowed at her hand however, and visibly frowned at the sight of a guild mark on it. His body swelled with anger as he suddenly pointed at Lucy, yelling out,
“Blasted ugly woman! You tried to trick me, thinking you were some tourists interested in my impressive mansion!”
“What?!”
“But you’re nothing but annoying mages. Luckily for me, I’ve bought some guards to take care of pests like you all.” Everlue spat before shutting the front door promptly, and Aquarius was quick to act as she summoned her urn, creating a wall of water to block the incoming attack from Everlue’s gorilla maid. She turned towards Lucy,
“Quick, get inside brat. I’ll take care of this, do whatever you have to do. And fucking summon me properly if you need help, okay? ‘Cuz I swear to the fucking King if I have to hear that smug crab talking about he got chosen again --”
“Okay, okay, I get it! I’ll summon you next, Aquarius!” Lucy let out an exasperated sound at the childish manners of her spirits. Why were they bragging about being the spirit of choice for summoning? Was it that serious? Suddenly the thought of her three spirits sitting in a room (or Cancer’s hair salon), gossiping and arguing over miscellaneous things seemed rather amusing the more she thought about it.
“What the fuck are you daydreaming for?! Get the fuck inside! Bust that shit open, dragon boy!”
Lucy snapped out of her daze with a small, embarrassed flush as Natsu grinned at his title given by Aquarius, immediately kicking the front door open. The force caused the door to fly from its hinges as they stormed Everlue’s mansion with Aquarius fighting the maid outside. Once Team Haluna was out of Aquarius sight, she then turned towards her opponent and frowned at the sight of her.
“Virgo, who the hell made you look like this?”
Virgo remained silent as she stared at Aquarius, but the water-bearer knew that she had heard her from the way her eyes flashed in recognition. Aquarius just sighed as she crossed her arms in front of her old friend,
“Well I don’t know your problem is but I should at least warn you that whoever your master is inside that building, they are about to get their asses kicked by mine.” Aquarius stated matter-a-factly as she looked at her nails a bit boredly. She had to leave soon anyways, she didn’t expect that when she’d pop up for a surprised visit, it would lead to her engaging a fight a little bit. “Lucy’s strong. Try your best to get around the rules that your master’s enforced on you, if you can. I’d hate to see one of us suffer from a piss poor celestial spirit mage again.”
“...it’s not like you to get worked up over a summoner like this.” Virgo said in a gruff tone that matched her appearance. Aquarius did not hold back her second look of disgust but refrained from commenting on that any further.
“The Heartfilia brat is different. Their whole bloodline is, actually, but this girl really is special.”
Virgo hummed before slowly taking a seat on the steps of the front door, causing Aquarius to roll her eyes but took a seat next to her as well. The two spirits sat as they heard small crashes and cracks from inside of the house, but they simply minded their business.
“...I suppose I don’t have to take action unless Duke Everlue himself is in physical danger, or he summons me forcefully.”
“I guess you don’t have to.” Aquarius shrugged as she kept Virgo company. Normally she wouldn’t do this type of thing, it wasn’t her M.O. Perhaps that was why Virgo was a bit taken aback from her actions earlier, she was acting a little different than normal. Or at least, what she’s done in the past.
Tsk, that damn brat. Trying to change her and shit. (Lucy didn’t even have to try.)
They sat together until Virgo was forced to taken action when she felt the tell-tale sign of her summoner in danger, leaving Aquarius on the steps as she stormed her way inside. Before she left, however, Aquarius’s eyes hardened as she gave out a warning,
“I won’t hold back if Heartfilia summons me to protect her.”
Virgo’s eyes flashed with a sense of curiosity, amusement, and a dark excitement at the thought of fighting the other celestial spirit. They often don’t get the chance to fight each other, so the thought was a little intriguing for Virgo.
“Then I’ll see you on the battlefield if our paths cross.” Virgo flatly replied as she suddenly jumped through the floor of the mansion, forcing her way towards her assigned target. She left Aquarius chuckling as she disappeared back into the spirit world, ready to gossip to Cancer about how she caught Virgo lacking in every way possible with some spirit wine in her hand.
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The moment Natsu kicked down the door, Team Haluna was immediately assaulted with maids who claimed to have loved Duke Everlue, and that they would even put their lives on the line for him much to Lucy’s confusion. They swarmed the team, causing Natsu to activate his quick thinking as he ordered Happy fly Lucy upstairs while he takes care of the maids down below.
Happy grabbed Lucy with an “Aye Sir!” as they dodged the grabbing hands of the maids, as Natsu uses his fire as a distract and a way to keep them all back. He ended up knocking them one by one as he dodged their attacks with ease, chopping the back of their necks with abrupt force as the last one finally went down.
He grinned at his accomplishment and immediately walked towards the spiral stairs, before launching himself up with his flames like a rocket. Natsu landed at the top floor, and entered the library only to see Lucy and Happy scouring the place already, peering into the books on the shelves.
“Why don’t we just burn the whole place down?” Natsu asked nonchalantly while Lucy gasped in horror.
“No way!”
“But take a look around, Luce," Natsu whined, “There are too many books. I don’t even remember the book’s name that we were supposed to find, anyways. In fact, this whole thing was weird. He didn’t even smell right.”
Lucy paused at the end of Natsu’s words, looking up from a book that she had peered through. She raised an eyebrow, “What do you mean, ‘he didn’t even smell right’?”
“That Melon guy and his wife, they didn’t even smell like the house? If you’ve lived in a home for a while, you’d naturally obtain the scent of your surroundings, but they didn’t smell like the home at all. So either they haven’t lived there for long, or they didn’t live there at all.”
Lucy frowned as she remembered the etiquette from the Melon family. They were polite, but considering the fancier home that they claimed to live in, it wasn’t the same aristocrat politeness that she was raised to know. Granted, there were people like Duke Everlue that obviously don’t follow those same social rules, but if one couldn’t see it in one fashion, the aristocrat training would show in other ways. She never got those vibes from them at all, and suddenly this was a bit weird.
“That is…” Lucy trailed off in thought before her eyes glanced towards a book title with the words “DAYBREAK” written on the spine of the novel. Something inside of her causes her to grab the book title in interest, only for her eyes to widen in excitement at the name of the author listed on the cover.
Kemu Zaelon! That was one of her favorites, growing up!
Natsu hopped over towards Lucy, taking note of her change in attitude. “Didya find it?”
“No--I found something better !” Lucy smiled as she held the book. Suddenly the book seemed to spazz with a magical signature that she had missed the first time, because of how small it was. She narrowed her eyes at the book, closing her eyes to focus on the signature.
She opened her eyes after a couple of seconds and looked onto Natsu.
“On second thought, this book seems to have magic casted onto it. Could you buy me some time? I just have a feeling that I should read this…”
Natsu nodded and called for Happy, turning to head towards the front of the library as he smashed his fists together. Fire sparked as he grinned in excitement at the thrill of a fight, getting ready to take care of anyone who tries to attack Lucy as she reads with her special glasses that he’s seen her with before. “You got it, Luce!”
Lucy smiled her thanks as she sat down in the middle of the room, flipping through the pages of the book at a rapid pace thanks to the help of the Gale-Force Reading Glasses. Her face began to show a range of emotions as she read, Natsu watching her as he awaiting opponents to come and try to stop them. Suddenly the scent of foul cologne filled his nose as Natsu got up, cracking his knuckles as he awaited them to come.
“Happy?”
“Aye!”
“Protect Lucy, will ya? Just in case I gotta go. I smell two of ’em.”
“That’s not necessary boys," Lucy replied as she was reading, taking a moment to grab a familiar key that was calling out to her as she read. She mindlessly said the chant of the celestial spirit summoning ritual, and Aquarius appeared once more with a pleased look on her face. She looked down at the mage,
“Finally, you decided to have some sense.”
Lucy rolled her eyes but flashed the spirit a small, amused smile before looking back at the book. Commotion startles her for a moment as she looks up again, but Aquarius is just floating around as she scratched her stomach. She was watching Natsu fight these two men that suddenly appeared, and Lucy went back to reading in the middle of the room.
Meanwhile Natsu was cackling as he fought the Vanish Brothers (as they called themselves), dodging their attacks with relative ease as they spouted nonsense about him being weak due to the fact that he seemingly only trains his magic, not his body. Natsu thinks that maybe they were blind, considering the impressive muscle that Natsu had built on his body even being seen in the maid outfit he was wearing.
The brief thought costs him as Natsu is kicked into the room next door, crashing through the wall with a small “oof”. It didn’t hurt much, but it was a bit surprising that they managed to land a lucky hit onto him.
The Vanish Brothers gleamed in glory, as they thought that Natsu was going to be a relatively easy opponent. They had seen through the Surveillance Lacrima that Duke Everlue had installed that he was a Fire Mage, and that was one of their specialties to fight against.
The taller one cracked his knuckles as he stepped into the room, thinking that the fight was almost over.
In the midst of the dust and dry wall, Natsu’s teeth gleamed as he stood up in the debris.
The sooner they were out of the way, the sooner he could see Lucy again.
With that in mind, it didn’t take long for him to get serious as he powered up to beat the Vanish Brothers.
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Natsu blinked in small surprise at the ease that it took to defeat the brothers. For people who talked up their abilities, it only took two of his own in order to beat them. Either they were over-confident in their abilities, or they underestimated Natsu. Regardless it had costed them, and now they were slumped in the middle of the room with several degree burns from their fight. Natsu just let out a small, bored sigh,
“C’mon Happy, let’s g--”
Natsu let out a choked breath as he was suddenly slammed into the ground, hit with a strength that he didn’t see coming as he broke through the floors. His back spasmed as he coughed out, feeling the wind knocked out of him as a large, familiar shadow jumped through the hole that she had created using Natsu’s body.
Natsu’s eyes narrowed as he scrambled to get up, positioning himself against the head maid of the Everlue mansion. She looked formidably in front of him, almost twice his size. With one hit from her fists, Natsu was already aware that she was on a different caliber than the Vanish Brothers. He forced himself to move when chains suddenly came out of nowhere, aimed to restrict his body.
Natsu rolled and let out a Fire Dragon’s Roar as he spun, causing the maid to protect herself by covering her face with her forearms. She stampeded forwards and jumped up, pushing through the flames as Natsu lit his fists on fire to meet her head on. He grinned with sharpness as they were dead even in terms of strength, reaching a quick stalemate as they pounded each other.
A quick right hook at Natsu’s face was rewarded with a sharp kick to the maid as they exchanged blows, before the maid summoned a shackle that grabbed Natsu unexpectedly. He flinched as the chains forced his arm backwards, and the maid grabbed his maid outfit with a sharp twist as she lifted an arm up to pound into his face.
With quick thinking, Natsu let out another, smaller Fire Dragon’s Roar directly in the maid’s face to her surprise, as she thought that he could only do it with his hands. She let out a gruff squeak as Natsu gained the upper hand, breaking his arm free from the chains as it was his turn to pound into her.
A gold light distracted him instead as he paused for a moment, watching as the maid began to disappear. The maid looked down in surprise, before silently acknowledging her fate as she simply stared at Natsu, who spontaneously decided to grab onto Virgo in the middle of her summoning.
Virgo’s eyes widened, “Let go ---”
But Natsu’s snarl silenced her as they disappeared together.
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Lucy was approaching the end of the DAYBREAK book calmly as Aquarius played with her latest prey that walked into the library. Duke Everlue had entered after he ordered the Vanish Brothers to kill Natsu, expecting just the girl to be there. What he hadn’t expect was for her to be a rather adept celestial spirit mage just like himself, with a Zodiac spirit already awaited for an opponent. He felt a shiver come over him the moment Aquarius locked eyes with him, immediately summoning water from her urn to drag his helpless body towards her.
She held him up by the collar of his ugly suit jacket and tsked, “Pathetic.”
Lucy then proceeded to sweatdrop at the sadistic laugh that came from Aquarius as she toyed with Duke Everlue, while protecting Lucy at the same time. By then she’s already read enough of the story and closed it, grabbing the attention of Aquarius and Duke Everlue as he suddenly seemed eager to know what she had read. He doesn’t know the true contents of this book then, Lucy realized as her eyes narrowed at the sorry excuse of a man.
“You’re a real piece of work, Everlue.”
“What did you read, girl?” Everlue gargled instead as he was trapped in mini-whirpool bubble that Aquarius made for her amusement. A quick look from Lucy has the spirit rolling her eyes as she stopped the whirlpool, causing the bubble prison to still as Lucy captured Everlue’s attention again.
“Enough to know that you’re a sorry piece of shit, chaining Kemu Zaelon aka Zekua Melon in a prison cell in order to finish writing a selfish piece of writing that only pertained to you . You crushed that man’s dreams.”
“So that’s what was in the book..”
“It was a memoir to someone else, you don’t have permission to own this book anymore.”
“And on what grounds, girl? This is my mansion, everything in here is mine .”
Lucy pursed her lips at the possessiveness of the Duke, causing Aquarius to step up as she began to drown the Duke. Lucy faltered at the sight as Aquarius locked eyes with Lucy, raising an eyebrow at the sight of her confused, worried expression. There was no universe where Duke Everlue was a good man. He was rather a poison to the Shinotsume Town, based off of spirit’s own assumptions. It’s best to get rid of said poison before it spreads.
“Aquarius, what are you…”
Aquarius gave Lucy a blank look for a moment, before releasing the Duke from the water cell she had him in. Drenched to his core, Everlue began to spit up water as he coughed violently, as Aquarius crossed her arms as she stared at Lucy. The coldness in her eyes had surprised Lucy, and she briefly wondered if she really was going to follow through with her attempt to kill Duke Everlue.
“Hmm, I guess the vermin gets to live another day.” She grumbled. She didn’t like the way Lucy looked at her when she saw Aquarius’s original intentions. That blasted summoner, making her soft. Suddenly, Aquarius remembers the hardened eyes of Rushii, who’s she’s met a couple of times over the years. Would Rushii have killed Duke Everlue? That woman was a bit interesting to say the least. It’s a thought that entertains her enough to quell the disappear of finishing off the rodent of a human.
“Open the Gate of the Maiden, Virgo .”
Lucy’s eyes widened in shock as Aquarius rolled her eyes at the revelation, feeling sorry for Virgo being contracted to such a nasty man. She sighed as she waited for Virgo to be summoned, when all of a sudden, she violently shuddered when she felt a powerful demonic energy in the room. Her eyes widened in slight fear as she looked at the form of Virgo and the dragon boy that seemed to have summoned with her.
But how ?
No human could enter the Celestial Spirit World, for there was no air and their bodies would disintegrate almost immediately. Aquarius watched as Virgo faltered at the sight of an alive, breathing Natsu Dragneel who seemed to be in a daze from being summoned.
Both spirits watched as dark marks flashed onto Natsu’s skin, faster than the human eye could see, and felt a massive sense of confusion, fear, and interest in the boy. What the hell was he?
Aquarius watched as Lucy didn’t suspect a thing, or perhaps she was already aware of this…interesting side of him due to her abilities of magical sensing. She did her own as she stared hard at the boy, taking a note of his spirit.
She swallowed a bit as she felt something sealed off inside of him, and briefly wondered if he was a threat.
“What are you waiting for, woman?! Attack!” Everlue spat out angrily as he ordered Virgo to attack Lucy and Natsu, causing her to snap out of her own look of alarm at the dragon slayer as she was forced to comply to his request. Natsu was a little dizzy from the journey as he stumbled in the library, but with a joint effort from him and a small assist from a slightly distracted Aquarius, he was able to defeat the half-hearted Virgo with one punch.
Natsu frowned a bit at the easiness of the final fight, noting how he struggled a little bit during the one on one situation but didn’t think much of it after a moment. A win was a win, and now they were finally able to finally complete the mission thanks to Virgo being put down. He ignored the odd stare that Lucy’s spirit gave him as he walked over towards his best friend, and picked her up to spin her around.
“Woohoo! Team Haluna’s first mission, completed!”
Lucy laughed in Natsu’s arms, “Don’t be so hasty, Natsu. We complete the mission once we return this book to Mr. Melon.”
“Yeah yeah, that’s the easy part. What do we do about Duke Everlue, though?”
The poor man was cowered in a corner as Aquarius trapped him in a water cage, without drowning him this time around. Lucy took a look at the pathetic man, then at the Zodiac spirit that he had in his possession (who was knocked out thanks to Aquarius and Natsu’s efforts). She pursed her lips as she thought about what to do. Duke Everlue wasn’t a good person, but she didn’t want him dead.
Instead, she decided that he’ll have to deal with the law for his other crimes.
She calmly walked over to Duke Everlue and squatted before the cage. He looked up at the blonde teenager, and almost let out a small pathetic whimper as he stared at the sight behind her. The mermaid mad woman was glaring down at him, as if he was just a bug that needed to be stepped on immediately. Meanwhile the pink-haired fire boy with the torn maid outfit, looked at him with sharp eyes as if he was ready to pounce without a second thought. If Duke Everlue had any sneaky plan, the two knights being the blonde princess wouldn’t hesitate to take him out.
That was what he knew, as he stared into their hardened eyes.
“Duke Everlue.”
Everlue stayed silent as the blonde captured his attention. She merely hand out a hand, and Everlue gave her a suspicious, questioning gaze. “The key. Give it to me.”
“What--?!” Everlue shot up in alarm, but Lucy raised a calm hand to silence him as the people behind her took a menacing step forward. Lucy didn’t notice, but Duke Everlue sure did as he shut right back up and cowered once more. Lucy kept her hand held out and stated rather coldly, “Quite frankly, Duke Everlue, there is no way you are escaping this unscathed. While it is true that our original mission here was to simply retrieve a book for our client, there were other alarming things that I noticed during my time here that leads me to believe that you are in fact a corrupt politician. You are going to jail, Duke Everlue. I’m personally going to make sure of it.”
Some of the books that she has scoured in order to find the client’s book has revealed some astonishing statistics that left Lucy with a terrible taste in her mouth. This town was rotting with Duke Everlue, and he’s the core to it all. There was no way Lucy was going to leave this place without at least taking some of the trash out, now that she’s seen a glimpse of the truth.
“The least you can do is hand over the Maiden key, as I did save your life after all.” Lucy spoke up, and Aquarius looked down at her in surprise. Originally, she thought Lucy had been soft when she had stopped Aquarius from committing the murder of Duke Everlue, but perhaps she was looking for a more creative way to get justice all along. Aquarius gave a small smirk at the adaptability of her summoner, as she returned to making Duke Everlue’s skin crawl with her dark stare.
“Well?”
They ended up leaving the mansion with Duke Everlue in handcuffs, a book underneath Lucy’s arm, an extra celestial spirit key, and some resolve as they made their way back to Kaby Melon and his wife. Presenting to him with the book of his father and watching how the memories of him flashed before Kaby Melon as he tearfully thanked them for retrieving the book, left Team Haluna feeling a sense of contentment and a bit of melancholy as they parted ways with him.
On their way back towards the train ride in the evening, Lucy fingered the latest celestial spirit key in her possession as they walked in relative silence. Happy was resting on top of Natsu’s head as they walked shoulder to shoulder, taking their time as Lucy suspects Natsu was stalling for as long as possible from getting back onto the train.
It didn’t matter to her; she knew that she’d just be consoling and carding her hands through his pink hair as he rested his head on her lap anyways. It seemed to help him a little bit, as his tensed body relaxed the moment she did it the first time.
“I’m glad everything turned out alright for him,” Natsu said first as they walked. Lucy hummed out in agreement, taking note of the clouds in the sky. She thought about the fact that Duke Everlue had stolen a man’s passion for life, and the consequences of his actions.
He was the catalyst for the man’s suicide.
It left her feeling rather sour.
“He wrote DAYBREAK as a way to cope from the disgusting conditions that Duke Everlue enforced onto him out of greed. Three years, he wasted away in that cell. It was a diary that reflected a lot about his life, and his regrets especially. And so, he wrote it all to his son, who probably thought had abandoned him.”
“Wow.” Natsu murmured at Lucy’s words. It made him feel a bit strange, considering Kaby and Natsu had some similarities. Both were seemingly abandoned by their fathers, and while Kaby now at least has a bit of closure, Natsu didn’t. A piece of Natsu was relived that he didn’t, because if he were to have received a sign that meant the fall of Igneel, it would’ve shattered him.
And yet, a piece of Natsu was jealous at the fact that Kaby received something meaningful at all despite years after Zekua’s death.
“Confliction.”
Natsu looked at Lucy as she began to explain the word to him, as it had popped up in one of Natsu’s daily readings.
“Confliction is to be at a state of disagreement over two or more sides. Yet sometimes, it’s used as a term to describe a mental struggle, a battle between two opposing emotions or decisions that are ahead of you.”
“Hmm…I’m conflicted over choosing what to eat!” Natsu said as Lucy chuckled, rolling her eyes at the sound of Natsu’s grumbling. Natsu grinned but when he asked about something Lucy was conflicted of, he saw as her eyes grew a little distant as she answered,
“My father.”
Natsu was a bit conflicted in himself, it seemed.
He let out a small, loaded breath as he looked down at Lucy who seemed to be in a small world of her own as she walked next to him. It made him want to hold her hand, to touch her just to bring her back to the real world. Natsu found that he never had to purposely raise his voice often, or yell whenever he wanted to show something to Lucy. To show that he cared, at least.
A small touch was enough to convey that, for her.
The moment Natsu’s hand enclosed with Lucy’s, she blinked and suddenly was back to reality as they walked through Shinotsume Town, heading towards the dirt path that lead to the train station. She saw how Natsu gave her a small, intrigued look as they held hands, and she placed her head on his shoulder as they walked.
Warmth, Lucy noted as she felt the aura of Natsu, being so close to him.
Cozy.
Comforting.
Safe.
“I didn’t think this mission would lead me to thinking about my own father,” Lucy sighed as she thought about the cold tycoon businessman. Natsu let out a wordlessly sound of agreement as he nodded. He felt the same way. “Is it too late to make amends?” She said that last part rhetorically, softly as she wondered out loud.
“Amends for what?” Natsu asked her and that was enough to make Lucy silent for a moment as she realized that she had nothing to be sorry for. It just felt like it, that’s all. Natsu saw a glimpse of her thought process since they’ve talked about her relationship with her dad. He firmly believed that she had no reason to make the first move, if it were to happen.
“Don’t give in, Luce.”
Lucy hummed. “And you don’t give up, Natsu. I’m sure Zekua’s message to Kaby even after his death, hit a little harder for you, right?”
As always, she could read Natsu like a book. Natsu didn’t say anything to that, but he didn’t need to. Lucy already knew. She always knew, somehow.
“Igneel’s out there, Natsu. You’ll get your closure one day.”
They left that topic alone after that, Natsu turning the conversation into something lighter as he inquired about the latest key that Lucy had. She didn’t know much but was excited to meet her, deciding that she was going to summon her tomorrow after spending the rest of the evening back at the guild. There were lots of people she’s yet to meet, so she was excited to make new friends!
There was much to life, Lucy realized as she read DAYBREAK. Perhaps she should keep a record of all of her experiences, too.
“Do you think writing a diary would be fun?” Lucy pondered and Natsu shrugged slightly, not wanting to jostle Lucy’s head. He shifted Happy’s sleeping form from on top of his head a bit, before answering her,
“Dunno, I’m not much of a writer. What would you write about?”
“Maybe our future adventures or small thoughts that I have every now and then. It’s the small moments that tend to be the favorites, after all.” Lucy mused. She felt Natsu’s callus rub against her own, softer palm as he squeezed her hand without realizing. Small moments like these, Lucy smiled as she squeezed back.
“Sounds fine to me, can I read it too?!”
“Nope!” Lucy popped the ‘p’ and Natsu frowned playfully at the denial.
“Why not?!”
“It’s rude to peek into a girl’s diary, Natsu. Everyone knows that!”
“That’s stupid.”
“You’re stupid.” Lucy childishly answered as Natsu paused, before her eyes widened and she immediately took off running without a second thought. Natsu laughed as she sensed his intentions as he took off running after her, as she yelled at Natsu to stop with giggles in her voice. They ran all the way to the station, with Lucy’s sigh as she took Natsu’s hand once more as she dragged him onto the seat.
Natsu found himself blinking dazedly as Lucy stroked his head with Happy snuggled onto her other arm, laying on her lap as he focused on her soothing touch to fight the urge to vomit. Lucy did her actions absentmindedly as she reflected a little bit of her actions today, as the landscape passed by like a blur.
Aquarius was prepared to take out Duke Everlue without hesitation, but was Lucy ready to commit an act such as that?
She recalled feeling a coldness wash over her as she basically threatened the Duke into giving her Virgo’s key, isolating her emotions in order to do what she thought was right. Perhaps she learned that from Rushii, who was quite skilled in compartmentalizing for the most part.
It was a bit disappointing to not receive two million jewels, but as she rides back to Magnolia with Team Haluna, she thinks that the good that they were able to do could cancel out the large sum of money. Maybe the people of Shinotsume Town would get the two million back in reparations for their suffering, who knows.
With that thought, Lucy closed her eyes as Team Haluna fell into a gentle sleep, piled together on the train back to Fairytail.
Back to home.
Notes:
Hey hey!
I strongly believe that the spirits felt something the moment Natsu got summoned with Virgo, or at least they should've considering how powerful they are considered to be. Speaking of Natsu, if you haven't guessed it already, the demonic/old/ancient feeling that has been described every once in a while inside of him is in fact, E.N.D's presence!
I absolutely love the idea of E.N.D but I thought that since it's essentially a part of Natsu, it should have more subtle influences to his everyday personality. This is why I make Natsu a bit more eager to fight, a bit more growly, a bit more scowlier whenever they face an enemy. It also means that certain people will have the ability to sense E.N.D. inside of Natsu, specifically another character that I have in mind.
(To give a hint: She's been mentioned already in the story. And no, it's not just Lucy lol.)
I love writing how aggressive Aquarius is and how ruthless she has the potential to be because of it. She's like one of those intimidating but only nice to her friends people that everyone needs to have because somebody has to have a no-nonsense backbone!
I did skip over some of the fight scenes in this arc as well as the interaction with Kaby and the book, I do think it was a little insignificant as I wanted to focus more so on how the mission impacted Team Haluna in the end. I think that's what I want to do after every arc, sprinkling little pieces of insight that the team gains after every battle. It shows how they are more mature than the last, and how the small things can impact how they see things in the future.
Anyways, as per canon, the next arc is going to be Eisenwald! It'll introduce Gray and Erza, and that is going to be interesting as there are some changes that I have in mind, especially when it comes to their initial interactions with Lucy, teehee. Also, Happy is surprisingly a little hard to write, so if he's sleeping all of the time, it's because at the end of the day he's a cutie pie cat that likes to cuddle Lucy and that's that.
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate)Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 11: Chapter 6
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Six: To Pry Through Fractured Glass
Eisenwald Arc I
Lucy let out a small sigh as she sat near to the quest board, groaning at her dilemma with a mug full of juice. Levy McGarden sat next to the blonde, chuckling at her current state. She’s been in her shoes after all, it’s never easy choosing a quest as a beginner! There were many things to take into consideration, and Lucy’s mind was running rampant at the potential outcomes as she spoke with Levy, her latest friend.
“It’s never easy choosing your next job,” Levy said warmly as she took a sip of her own drink. Lucy just huffed as she glanced behind her at the chaos Natsu was basking in, bickering in particular with a dark-haired exhibitionist that never seemed to back down from Natsu’s advancements. “I’m sure it isn’t Levy, but I just wished Natsu would give some insight instead of handing the mantle over to me. Shouldn’t he be the leader of Team Haluna, considering he’s been here longer?”
Levy’s eyes widened, “Team Haluna? What does Haluna mean?”
Lucy couldn’t help the smile that overtook her face as she took a sip of her juice, “It’s a combination of abbreviations using the first two letters of all of our names. ‘Ha’ for Happy, ‘Lu’ for myself, and ‘Na’ for Natsu.”
“That’s so cute,” Levy cooed.
“It really is.” Lucy was extremely fond of their team’s name, despite being unanimously made the leader of it without a second thought. Ultimately, she’s fine with having a role of responsibility for them, already taking that role naturally in the small side-quests they’ve done thus far. She couldn’t help but to wish she had a little bit more time to adjust to the guild life sometimes, but it seems like it was Team Haluna’s fate to simply rush into things head-first.
“So you brats made a team, huh?” Cana snorted as she sat down heavily, causing the table to shake. Her barrel was tucked underneath her arm like a teddy bear as she drunkenly hiccupped, feeling a bit tipsy. Levy and Lucy greeted the resident drunkard, who gave them a classic smirk in response as she chugged her alcohol.
“Yeah, we went on our first mission yesterday.”
“And?” Cana raised an eyebrow. Lucy looked at her with brief confusion.
“And what?”
“How did it go, Heartfilia.” Cana chuckled and Lucy flushed a bit embarrassingly because she really should’ve known that was what she was referring to. She ended up filling in with a brief summary of their mission watching as Levy and Cana applaud her for a job well done. Well Levy did at least, while Cana let out a burp and held her fist up for a fist-bump, which Lucy did with amusement clear in her brown eyes.
The ladies began to chat about idle things before Mirajane came over to take a small break from bartending, considering no one was really drinking anyways due to the infamous brawl kick-starting once more. She took a seat next to Cana, who shifted her position so that she could throw an arm around her girlfriend as she leaned against her shoulder. Mirajane just chuckled at her antics as she stole some of her alcohol with a cup of her own, taking a small swing as she turned towards the resident bookworms.
“Congratulations on your latest mission, Lucy! I’m sure all went well, yes?”
It went well in the end, Lucy thinks, but it was a bit eye opening for her. She didn’t say that part out loud however, just smiled and nodded. “Everlue is enroute to prison, the book ended up landing in the hands of the client who deserved it. We didn’t get the money but hey, I’m sure getting rid of Duke Everlue for Shinotsume Town was priceless to begin with.”
“There are different types of good in the world,” Mira nodded in agreement. “It’s good that law enforcement are taking the reins off your hands. It doesn’t seem like the Magic Council’s going to let him get away with his crimes.”
“Hmm, I bet they’re only mad that he got caught, spending resources to escort him to the nearest prison. He was a small fry, compared to others in the world.” Cana snickered lowly, as Mirajane let out a sigh at her girlfriend’s words but she didn’t correct her. It was well known that the Magic Council liked displaying their power as a formality, and will likely wipe Everlue’s long past of corruption under the rug by placing the blame on someone else. Nevermind that they should’ve nabbed the man a long time ago, because it’s never the Magic Council’s fault.
They were essentially the government, after all.
“The Magic Council rules the magical world and all of the legal guilds within it, Lucy.” Mirajane began to explain. “They tend to be responsible for all events regarding mages like prosecuting them and confiscating dangerous artifacts in the possessions of bad people. Dark guilds in particular, in fact.”
“Dark guilds…?” Lucy blinked in small surprise, but it didn’t last long. It made sense after all, there are people that valued their own morals and beliefs and wouldn’t want to be restricted by the Magic Council’s regulations. Where there was good, there was bad.
A balance that never ends.
Levy hummed as she drummed her fingers on the table in a rhythmic motion. “Dangerous mages that are wanted for dangerous things. They tend to band together, unfortunately, to cause harm. Every once in a while, we’ll get a call for help to eradicate threatening guilds. I haven’t seen anything too crazy myself, but there’s limitless potential with magic, which also means there are limitless outcomes.”
“That’s true.” Lucy nodded in agreement to Levy’s words. Best to stop those types of guilds while they were still growing, she reckoned. She glanced around the guild idly, only to pause when she catches the attention of one of the heart-throbs, Loke once more who seemed to be look at her with eyes full of apprehension, which startles her. She narrows her eyes back, wondering if she’s ever met the man before to cause him to look at her in such a way. Loke quickly breaks eye-contact however, moving to take a step out to breath from the guild hall.
Levy’s observant eyes saw the whole thing, and she turned towards Lucy with questions dancing in her eyes. The celestial spirit mage just shrugged when she saw the curiosity in Levy’s eyes, murmuring,
“I don’t know what his problem is.”
Levy opened her mouth to retort with Loke bursting back into the guild hall with a small amount of fear on his face as he shouted.
“Erza’s back!”
Fairytail gasped as they quickly scrambled to clean everything up, much to the amusement of Levy and Mirajane as they watched the boys go at work. Even Natsu and Gray, as Lucy recalls his name, stopped their rivalry in the middle of the room as their faces went pale, scrambling to clean up with the rest. Cana just groaned loudly at the news, as Mirajane gently slapped her arm that was wrapped around her waist.
“Fucking hell,” Cana sighed and Lucy was suddenly extremely curious at this Erza figure. Just who was she, if she was able to create such a presence in the room without physically being here?
Her questions were answered as the guild doors were brutally kicked open with a strength that made Lucy subtly flinch. A dark shadow was casted into the hall of Fairytail as everyone froze at the sight of a large monster horn entering the room, settling on the ground with a massive creak once it was dropped onto the floor. Coming from behind the horn was a woman in a silver suit of armor with long red hair and fierce eyes as she glared into the room, scrutinizing everyone at once.
“Erza!” Mirajane waved happily, breaking the silence as Erza looked in her direction and gave her a tight, stiff smile before scowling at the sight of Cana trying to hide behind her girlfriend’s figure. Cana peeked from over Mirajane’s shoulder as she let out a curse, making eye-contact with Erza.
“Cana Alberona,” Erza’s voice thundered in the room but Cana just rolled her eyes as she leaned back from Mirajane, giving Erza a bored look.
“Scarlet.”
“Back to drinking again? One of these days, you’re going to get alcohol poisoning at this rate, and I won’t be taking you to the Polyursica to save your sorry self.”
“Damn Scarlet, not holding back from the jump. Maybe you need a drink yourself and loosen up that tight little ass of yours.” Cana snarked back with a smirk as Erza’s face flushed from the vulgar words.
“My ass is not tight!” Erza scolded as Cana waved her hand dismissively. She was quick to move on as she began to scowl everyone one by one, especially Natsu and Gray once she caught wind of them. Lucy watched in small amusement as the boys cowered at her glare as she crossed her arms, berating them for their destructive habits.
“She’s a force to be reckoned with,” Levy said a bit admirably as they all watched Erza threaten to beat Natsu up, holding him up by his scarf. Strangely enough, Lucy wasn’t bothered by the scene before her. Sure it seemed that Erza Scarlet was a bit more…physical that she had expected, but beneath her words, Lucy sensed that there was a foundation of love that caused her to act this way. She was like a strict sister to them, Lucy concluded.
“That she is,” Mirajane chuckled at found memories of them when they were all younger, “She’s always been this way. Beyond her strictness and harsh words however, she’s a bit socially awkward if anything. Rather adorable, if you ask me.”
“She’s a pain in the ass, Mira, adorable is not the word I’d use.” Cana grumbled as Mirajane rolled her eyes. “But she’s strong and well, as an S-Class mage, you have to be strong at least.”
“She’s an S-Class mage?!” Lucy stated in shock as she looked at the knight but found that even though she’s never seen her activate her magic before, her presence and aura seemed to have demanded that she was nothing less than an S-Class mage. She didn’t even bother activating her magic sensoring, because Lucy is sure she’ll find even more evidence of her power. Lucy wondered if she could ever be an S-Class mage too, holding herself with confidence and pride such as Erza seemed to naturally do.
Yeah, Lucy thought with a small smile, she’ll get there one day.
“Gray and Natsu,” Erza spoke causing the boys to freeze again at the sound of her names, “I need you to come with me for my next mission.”
“What for, Erza?” Gray spoke up as he shivered a bit. Natsu was still recovering from her onslaught moments prior, shaking dramatically which caused the knight to roll her eyes at the sight as she crossed her arms once more.
“There’s been a bounty by the Magic Council for quite some time now on capturing members of a Dark Guild called Eisenwald,” She started but her eyes darkened as she continued, “But I believe that something worse is about to come. I’ve overheard some men talking about a power magical item that could be used as a weapon.”
“We tend to get rumors like that all of the time, though.” Gray rationally pointed out. When he wasn’t arguing mindlessly with Natsu and the others, Gray was actually a very cautious and observing man. A little cruel too, if he had to be, but that was a story for another time. “What makes you so sure this isn’t just a rumor?”
“Because they mentioned a name that’s been on my radar for a while now; Erigor, the Shinigami of Eisenwald.” She sighed before hardening her eyes at the boys causing them to flinch. “You don’t have a say in the matter, we leave in an hour.”
Gray groaned at the firmness of her tone, knowing that there wasn’t any way to get out of helping her as he reluctantly nodded. He let out a small yawn and Erza’s keen eyes observed that his eye bags were looking a little darker than normal, but she didn’t say anything as she turned towards Natsu.
“Well?”
Natsu let out a long dramatic sigh before nodding in agreement and Erza clapped once in delight before storming off to meet with Makarov for a quick debrief. Ignoring Gray, Natsu instinctively looked over towards Lucy, who was already looking over with amusement in her eyes and he was quick to give a grin of his own as he began to make his way over towards the ladies. A blonde eyebrow awaited him once he made it, greeting everyone with hug as he sat down next to her.
Gray watched silently as Natsu’s mood seemed to have flipped at the sight of the blonde, narrowing his eyes a bit at her. Lucy Heartfilia, he remembered introducing herself a couple days ago. Granted he was too busy fighting with everyone else to properly make introductions, but maybe he should if the flame idiot liked her so much.
“Hey Luce,” Natsu said lowly as he sighed into the table, causing Lucy to give him a look of pity. She patted his back as he groaned childishly, “What did Erza ask of you and Gray?”
“She wants us to tag along on some mission she thinks is about to go to shit, but dang, I don’t wanna gooo.” Natsu whined. Lucy just sighed as the rest of the ladies at the table rolled their eyes at the resident dragon slayer. Erza Scarlet was an S-Class mage, right? It seemed to Lucy that she wouldn’t ask for help if she didn’t think she couldn’t do it on her own. Lucy frowned at the thought, and asked Natsu for more details on his mission.
“ My mission? You mean our mission! There’s no way in hell I’m going with Ice Freak and Erza and fend for myself! You’re coming too!”
“What?!” Lucy exclaimed in shock with a dash of nervousness in her. Erza didn’t ask her to come along, she only asked for Natsu and Gray. She did not want to intrude on something super important, especially when she wasn’t invited. That was begging for trouble, Lucy thinks, as Natsu looked at her as if she said something incredibly dumb.
“No way. I’m not getting dragged onto a mission that I wasn’t asked to tag along for. Maybe she chose you guys for a specific reason?”
Natsu’s tongue poked his cheek as he stared at her with small annoyance, but Lucy stared right back in defiance. If she doesn’t have permission, she’s simply not going. Period. Suddenly, Natsu shot up from his seat as he hollered,
“ERZA!”
Everyone blinked in surprise at the loud noise, some people turning towards Natsu as he yelled some more for the red head’s attention. Lucy flushed embarrassingly as she quickly urged Natsu to shut up and sit down, but he stubbornly refused as he called for Erza.
“HEY ERZA! ERZA!” Natsu shouted until a sword spun from the second floor of the guild hall, implanting itself in front of Natsu’s body on the table as he grinned without flinching. Cana let out a small curse as she jumped, while Mirajane flinched a little bit but stayed relatively calm. Levy and Lucy clung to each other as they yelped, and Natsu took a step on the table as he grabbed the sword, pointing it upwards at the knight who was staring down at him with a small murderous expression.
“Why do you keep yelling my name? What is the meaning of this?” Erza glowered at Natsu who just waved her off with a grin and replied with,
“Gotta get your attention somehow, yeah? Anyways, can Luce come?”
Erza furrowed her brow, “Who is ‘Luce’?”
Natsu pointed at the terrified blonde who snapped her head up and made eye-contact with Erza, who stared at her for a moment. Lucy felt absolutely helpless as she looked into the serious woman’s eyes, before Erza gave a sharp nod in agreement.
“That is fine. In fact, I don’t believe we have met, Luce. I’m assuming you are new here, correct?” Erza nodded her head politely, watching as Lucy nodded back with slight apprehension.
“Y-Yeah.”
“I see. Welcome to Fairytail, then.” Erza gave her a smile before glaring back at Natsu, who lost all of his bravado and flinched despite being floor levels apart. “Next time have some decorum and wait, Natsu.”
“Says the most impatient person I know,” He huffed under his breath as he shrugged. “Hey, after the mission, let’s fight again! I wanna see how strong I’ve gotten and beat your ass!”
Erza snorted as she walked back to where she was originally, “You can try. I accept your challenge for when we return.”
Natsu fist bumped the air, “Hell yeah!”
“Natsu.”
Natsu shuddered as he slowly turned around to see an irritated Lucy, staring him down with an occasional eye twitch as she glared at him. He felt really nervous suddenly, as he quickly placed the sword down and took a seat next to Lucy. Natsu started to fidget a little bit as he looked from his lap to Lucy’s eyes to his lap again, awaiting judgement.
A nose exhale was all he heard as he looked up at Lucy, shaking her head with pursed lips.
“Next time, let’s finish at least talking it out before you drag me onto something I don’t feel as if I’m ready for.”
“You don’t believe in yourself? Because I do.”
“It takes more than confidence to go on missions. No one likes being put in situations they don’t feel prepared for.”
Natsu realized that Lucy was a bit different than the typical Fairytail mage that joins. She doesn’t like to recklessly dive headfirst into something that has risks in it, she likes to at least give time to think about it before making a decision.
And Natsu just made such a decision for her.
“Sorry.” He said a bit remorsefully.
“It’s okay,” Lucy said softly, noticing that Natsu seemed genuine with his apology. It seems as if he takes her words really seriously, she realized. But as she recalled that Natsu stated that he believed in her without hesitation, she grew a little warm inside at the faith in her. Perhaps she was a little too serious about this…
“...thanks for believing in me, though.” She added on after a moment. Natsu’s eyes lit up at her words, noticing that she wasn’t mad anymore (she wasn’t truly ever mad in the first place). Throwing a casual arm around her, he side-hugged her and Lucy smiled a bit into it as she waited a moment before returning it, for dramatics.
“Erza said that we were leaving in an hour, so be ready by then, I guess.”
“So it’s another adventure, then? Odds are we’re taking the train, Natsu.” Lucy warned and Natsu’s body shook at the implication of motion sickness as he sagged against Lucy.
“Aw fuck.”
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“Lucy, right?” Gray started up conversationally as they sat in the back of the train, with access to the largest luggage area. They had no choice considering the sheer amount of what Lucy had thought to be supplies, was just Erza’s clothes as they made their way towards the train. Gray had rolled his eyes in annoyance at the sight, especially Erza forced them to help loading them on the train.
Erza had immediately sucker punched Natsu in the gut afterwards without hesitation, causing Lucy’s jaw to drop as she held the unconscious boy in her arms on the train. “He is whiny when he gets on trains, I do that to make him feel better.”
In what universe does getting punched in the stomach make someone feel better, Lucy exclaimed in her mind but sweatdropped nonetheless as she quietly took Natsu. He ended up laying in his normal position with his head on her lap as they all sat together, Happy included. He was eating some of Erza’s cookies though, but that was besides the point.
“That’s right,” Lucy said slowly as she took a moment to look at Gray. The dark haired teenager was wearing a white jacket without a shirt underneath, with a silver chain glistening on his chest with a cross on it. He seemed relaxed, and a laid-back individual upon first glance. He even had a rugged charm to him a little bit.
But there were a couple things that made Lucy feel unsure about Gray, the more she looked and thought about what she knew of him.
He seemed to pick on Natsu alot, from what she’s seen. Boys fight each other all the time, that is what she’s quickly realized when she saw most of the Fairytail brawls were full of men. But did they also declare mean things to each other too? Every once in a while, a tease is fine. She’s even called Natsu an idiot before, with fondness in her voice and it’s clear with his reactions that he understands that. Yet every single time she’s witness an interaction with Gray and Natsu, it’s been with poisonous words and violent exchanges.
Do they even like each other?
Gray stared cooly at Lucy, noticing the way she was scrutinizing him in an odd way. Has he met her before? Why was she staring at him so intensely, as if she was trying to figure him out?
“You fight with Natsu, a lot.” Lucy said mildly.
Gray blinked in surprise at her tone of voice, and the fact that she didn’t even ask for his own name in return. What ever happened to hello? What’s your name? Instead, it felt like the beginning of an interrogation, and Gray couldn’t help but narrow his own eyes as he looked at her a bit warily.
Lucy rested her head on her hand as she idly rested the other on Natsu, brown eyes piercing into dark blue as she hummed at his actions. He was on edge now, she noted. He didn’t expect her to ask that.
“Yeah, I do? The idiot fights me and vice versa. We just don’t get along.” Gray answered slowly, much like Lucy did in the beginning. Only the difference this time was Gray felt a bit unease, while Lucy did it because she had already begun to size Gray up the moment they were in close proximity. She looked down to see if Natsu was still “asleep” before reclaiming eye contact with Gray. “What’s it to you?”
“My only knowledge of you is that you like to antagonize my best friend,” Lucy stated calmly but there was a small, miniscule edge of her own, to her voice. If you weren’t looking for it, it would’ve been easy to miss. But Gray is far more observant and cautious than most people give him credit for, and he did notice.
“I didn’t realize you two were so close.”
“Well, that’s probably because it’s none of your business.” Lucy started dryly and that’s when Gray concluded that there was more to their story then. Something must’ve connected the two of them together, but before he could even generate a question, he noticed that Lucy wasn’t finished,
“I don’t know the nature of your relationship, but I have to be honest and say that to me, you seem like an odd bully--” Gray sucked in a breath at the implication of bullying Natsu because he doesn’t, they just tend to argue all the fucking time and, “--and Natsu is the same. Honestly, what is the fun in toxic relationships where all you do is yell, scream, and walk home with a bruise every day…”
Gray blinked rapidly, trying to understand how the conversation even got here. He just asked to confirm her name, why was he in the process of getting psycho-analyzed? He gritted his teeth as he narrowed his eyes at her, feeling disturbed by how easily she’s been able to cut through to get underneath his skin. He opened his mouth to say something, something that probably wasn’t the best but--
“...especially when you clearly don’t get enough sleep at night as is, Gray.” Lucy finished off oddly gently and Gray is left spiraling at the sudden turn of events. A complex feeling rose in his chest as he let out a shaking breath and clenched a fist. Who the hell is this girl? And why is she looking at him as if she could see through, past the ice that’s seemed to never melt and shatter in his chest?
“What the hell do you know about me?” Gray glared as he swallowed a pained breath.
“It doesn’t take rocket science to notice the bags under your eyes.”
“Sure, but what the fuck does that have to do with Natsu?”
Lucy hesitated this time around before answering, because she’s just met Gray after all. What gives her the right to give him advice, not knowing what he goes through behind closed doors? In the beginning she wasn’t sure what to make of him, but when she saw the look in his eye when she softly accused him and Natsu of bullying each other, it was a small look of a long aged tiredness that seemed to settle deep within Gray’s bones.
And now she couldn’t help but to think that if there was more than meets the eye with Natsu, then the same can be applied to Gray, and it wasn’t fair to judge him so quickly on her end. She felt like she had the right to at least scold Gray in Natsu’s honor as his best friend, but they were approaching new territory as Lucy’s mind just kept racing, trying to make sense of the boy.
Considering how their first meeting is going, maybe she’ll never know the full extent, and that would be her fault for being so brazen at the beginning. But she couldn’t help but to try to give some comfort to the boy because insomnia starts with sleepless nights and it can end within a coffin, if he doesn’t take care of himself.
"...It did start off about Natsu, and I won’t take back what I said about you guys being so rough and callous with one another. But I’m looking at you now, and what I see beyond the fighting and noise is someone who is...constantly on edge, alert with tension seeping into your limbs, as if you’re always ready for the worst to happen?" Lucy’s eyes widened as it all came together. She’s observed many people at the bar of Fairytail, sitting next to Mirajane and Levy as she slowly got to know everyone in the guild. And whenever she sees Gray…
There is a lingering sadness that follows him, she thinks. Maybe that’s why his magical signature feels frozen and rigid.
What happened to you, Gray?
They didn’t say anything as Erza declared that she was going to leave to get some strawberry cake from the middle of the train. A full range of emotions flashed through Gray’s eyes as he stared into Lucy’s eyes, who met them with a sudden softness that made Gray want to leave the room. It was uncomfortable. It made his skin crawl, because how can someone see through his glacial defenses that he’s had since he arrived at the guild?
She doesn’t even know his last name.
So why does it look like that she…
“Why does it matter to you? It’s easier to just scold me about fighting Natsu all of the damn time, to be pissed off at the fact that we treat each other like shit. Why bother with the “I can see through you” bullshit. Don’t lie and say that you’ve grown to suddenly care for me in the midst of our talk, life doesn’t work that way blondie. Besides, you don’t know shit.”
That was a lie.
She was already seeing through him.
“...Maybe it’s because this is all you know.” Lucy gave a fond look at Natsu, remembering when he had said that destruction and chaos was all that he knew how to do on missions. She thinks that logic was probably true in relationships as well. Chaotic relationships such as Natsu and Gray’s were built on familiarity after all, she realizes. Maybe it came across as bullying from an outsider’s perspective, but the closer she looks, she begins to understand that it’s become a routine so consistent that it doesn’t feel right when they weren’t fighting.
And maybe that’ll never change, with their dynamic.
New memories can grow though, in their place.
“Let’s...be friends, Gray.” She suddenly smiled at the conflicted man, “There’s more to life than battling your friends all the time. We could do more mundane fun things, like go shopping or go to the beach. You have ice magic, right? Bet that’s great in the summer, you’re like a walking air conditioning lacrima unit, how convenient--”
Lucy kept chattering on and on, but in a soft lulling voice as she thought about different ways to have fun with Gray and Natsu peacefully as the former stared at her in shock. It was incredibly weird to feel as if you’ve been read like a book, but the person wasn’t actively trying to rewrite it. It was clear that while she wasn’t exactly impressed, it wasn’t the dealbreaker that causes her to hate him. God, she even asked to be his friend after all of this, what the hell is wrong with the chick?
She continued to ramble on, and Gray found himself feeling a bit sleepy, blinking slowly as he tried to understand the girl that was Lucy Heartfilia. Why did she care? A million-dollar question.
One that will have to be answered once he awakens, as he succumbed rapidly to sleep. His body was grateful, and he felt a bit bad because it’s not like he doesn’t want to go to sleep, it’s just everything bad seemed to happen when he was and--
A soft snore alerted Lucy as she realized that Gray had fallen asleep in the middle of her rambling, but she found that she wasn’t upset at all at the revelation. He desperately needed it anyways, judging from the bags under his eyes. Lucy winced a bit as she remembered that she had pointed that out, and suddenly scolded herself internally for behaving a bit rudely.
She…was still new to the friend thing. Maybe everyone wasn’t looking for someone to grow and mature with side by side through different challenges, like Natsu was. Natsu had told her that he was a forever friend on their third day of reuniting, and they had shared deep thoughts even before then.
Their friendship was an anomaly, she winced again as she remembered Gray’s frustrated expression as she openly brought some of his repressed feelings to light. Okay, so maybe she definitely overstepped throughout their conversation, but it just happened and suddenly she wanted to kick Natsu because making friends was hard, and she felt like she had cheated the system with having someone so easy going effortlessly like the dragon slayer and cat duo.
How do you balance sharing too much to the point of overwhelming a person but not sharing too little, so that it doesn’t come across as being unresponsive?
For a girl who’s been starved of interactions with these things early on as most children don’t, it’s like playing a decade’s worth of catch up when it comes to social interactions.
Not everyone is going to be as open as Natsu, she reminded herself as she smiled a bit at Erza who took a seat back down with her cake in her hand. Erza had already told the group that she’d inform them more about the mission when they got closer to their destination, which is why they were relatively separated now.
If Gray feels uncomfortable when he awakes, she’ll apologize wholeheartedly for the rather… intense introduction.
For now, she was content at watching the dark-haired boy softly sleep with a calm, relaxed look on his face, as Natsu did the same on top of her.
Wait--that doesn’t make her a stalker, right?!
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“Lullaby,” Erza started as she grabbed Gray’s and Lucy’s attention. Gray had woken up moments prior with a look of surprise and confusion on his face once he realized that he had actually fallen asleep. He shoots a look at Lucy, who was talking with Happy, and quickly looks away. He doesn’t know what to say to her, honestly.
But Gray quietly thanks her in the back of his mind, at least for allowing him to get some rest.
“It’s a magical item that has the potentially for devastating consequences considering the type of people I overheard talking about it. Originally, I thought it was just an unsealing job. Still dangerous, but never using the actual item. That was until I heard about Erigor, and knew that something was definitely off about this.” Erza crossed her arms as she confided into the duo. Natsu was still asleep and Lucy couldn’t even find it in herself to move him, even if her leg was getting tired.
She’ll just fill him in with the details when he wakes up.
“How do you know where they are? Aren’t they considered a ghost guild?” Gray asked.
“I’ve received reports from trusted sources that they are currently by Kunugi Station. That is where we are headed in fact.”
Lucy was caught up on the name of the magical item that they were seeking, however. Lullaby? Where has she heard that from? It gave her a sense of dread when the word came out of Erza’s mouth, and she found herself trying to remember what that item was and what it can do...
Eventually they reached their stop via train, Erza was quick to get her luggage off of the train with a reluctant Gray and a joyful Happy trailing off after her to help. Gray and Lucy made eye contact as he scooted past her to help Erza, but Lucy found that she couldn’t see anything past the dark blue. He didn’t say anything to her, in fact he looked rather pensive as he looked at her.
Gray was the first to drop eye-contact.
“Gray!” Erza shouted for him, and it caused him to roll his own eyes as he grumbled,
“Yeah, yeah. I’m coming.”
That left Lucy and Natsu as she gently shook the boy awake. Natsu grumbled and flipped over, not bothering to wake up properly as the train stopped. Lucy just huffed out a small breath of exasperation as she shook the boy harder.
A bleary eye cracked opened only to see an exasperated look through at him. Her hair was down, Natsu sleepily realized, as he slowly began to wake. It draped over her shoulders, and it enclosed his eyesight, like an embrace as Lucy looked at him with tiny amusement as she raised an eyebrow.
“Are you going to get up?”
“...nah,” Natsu yawned, “Too comfy.”
“Erza will get pissed at you. Apparently, this is quite the urgent matter that needs to at least be investigated.”
But Natsu wasn’t paying close attention to her words as he lifted up a hand, touching the soft strands of Lucy’s blonde locks. She continued to try and debrief Natsu, the same way Erza had done so for Gray and herself, and Luce should really stop talking now, Natsu thinks, because her soothing tone, her naturally calming presence, it was making him drowsy all over again.
“Your hair,” Natsu says softly as he feels his fingers glide in what felt like silk. “It’s soft .”
Lucy faltered, feeling a bit flustered at Natsu’s words. What in the world? Why was he saying stuff like this at a time like this?! With slightly red cheeks, she decided to ignore that comment and focus on the hidden truth of his statement, in which Lucy grumbled,
“You didn’t hear a word I said, did you?”
And when Natsu flashed her a grin that was a bit too cheeky, she rolls her eyes as she shoves him off of her, causing him to land on the floor of the train as she stood up to grab her things and meet up with Erza. Natsu laughed at her annoyance, but Lucy just hmphed as she willed the flustered feeling to go away.
His laugh quickly died off however, once he realized that there was a man that was standing in the middle of the lane rather ominously. His eyes quickly narrowed at the man, who looked at him with a casualness that borderline cockiness. This guy was suspicious in Natsu’s mind, but he didn’t make any movements until he watched Lucy get off the train to help out with the others.
Soon it was just the two men in the middle of all of the seats, having a stare off as they didn’t dare to move with any big, sudden movements. It was silent until the guy decided to introduce himself, with a small smirk.
“The name’s Kageyama.”
“Okay?” Natsu said bluntly, because he truly didn’t care what his name was to be honest. He just wanted to know why he looked at Natsu as if he was a small fry, as if he wanted to fight him. Natsu’s eyes gleamed at the prospect.
Kageyama seemed a bit peeved at the lack of respect from Natsu, eyes darkening a bit as he hissed out in a moment of anger, “And I know who you are, Salamander.”
Salamander?
Excellent. That meant that they knew of him, of his power. Or maybe they underestimate him, Natsu thought with a growing smirk of his own, eyes darkening as he lit his fist on fire. To use his title in such a way, said with such venom only concluded what he had originally suspected.
This guy so wanted to fight him.
“You should’ve started with that,” Natsu smirked as he launched himself at Kageyama, who’s widened with surprise at his speed, before he ducked and kicked Natsu in the stomach. Natsu blinked in small surprise but was quick to steady himself as he propelled himself off of the train seats, twisting his body to kick him across the face. Kageyama’s face snapped to the side as he grunted at the impact, and something ended up dropping from underneath his jacket that clanked on the floor.
Natsu looked down curiously, noticing that it was in fact a flute.
A flute? What the hell?
Kageyama’s eyes widened in fear as the flute was exposed to Natsu’s vision, and he was quick to grab it safely as he shoved it back in his coat. He gave Natsu a startled look, which surprised the latter as he narrowed his eyes suspiciously once more. It must be more than a flute then, Natsu figured.
Meanwhile Lucy heard a crash coming from inside the train, where Erza was organizing her stuff on top of a Magic Four-Wheeler, causing her to glance back towards where she came off. Only for her eyes to widen at the sight of Natsu’s flame inside of the train, and she was quick to alert the others.
Gray’s and Erza’s eyes snapped towards the train but a feeling of unease began to sink in as they realized that not only was Natsu fighting someone on the train, but it was slowly beginning to take off. They watched for a moment, frozen as the train slowly began to descend to the next station. Lucy snapped out of it first.
“The Magic Four Wheeler!” She shouted as everyone scrambled onboard, Erza immediately jumping on the car and enlaced the vehicle with her impressive ethernano reserves before whipping it into shape. She floored the wheeler, causing Gray to let out a yelp as he scrambled on top of the cover, ready to crash into the train in order to help Natsu out. The wheeler’s passenger door slapped open as Lucy stood out with her whip ready to catch anyone falling as they raced against the train.
Natsu on the other hand was desperately trying to hold his own, but once the train had started to move, he was immediately at a considerable disadvantage. Bile threatened to rise up his throat as Natsu side-stepped a punch, gagging at the brief moment of peace before taking the defensive stance once more.
‘Crap’
A series of muffled yells alerted his in-depth hearing as he glanced through the window, only to see Erza whipping a Magic Four Wheeler, Ice Freak on top and Lucy hanging on it as they tried to get his attention. He gritted his teeth, he didn’t want to retreat. He wanted to keep going, because now that Kageyama guy was getting cocky.
Natsu felt the urge to put him in his place.
The window closest to him broke thanks to Gray’s ice and he heard him yell,
“Oi, Flare-Head! Come on, we gotta go!”
Natsu just grunted as he gave Kageyama one last look before stumbling over towards the window, preparing to jump. He didn’t need to jump too far, as Lucy was already there to meet him half way with her hand out to reach him. She gave him a smile,
“Let’s go, Natsu. We got bad guys to stop, right?”
This time, his grin is brighter as he takes her hand and enters the Four Wheeler, with everyone yelling and holding for dear life as Erza suddenly U-Turns to head back towards Kunugi Station. With a quiet sigh as Natsu throws up out of the window as they ride, Lucy pats his back as they make their way to Kunugi Station.
“He had a f-flute.” Natsu gasps out as he dry heaves. Lucy’s brows furrow as she thinks, a flute? That was incredibly random--
A sharp gasp of horror erupted from her mouth as she realized that Natsu was trying to tell her. He had fought someone from Eisenwald, there was no other explanation. That could mean that they know that they are coming, which didn’t make Lucy feel any better. A flute, of course. She knows why she felt as if she’s heard of the item called Lullaby before.
Because it was a horrid flute that was made to enchant and suck out the souls of those who listens, whisking them away to a forever slumber. A cruel berceuse as they will never wake up to see the life again.
A device that can orchestrate a song of genocide.
Notes:
Hey guys!
Okay, that Gray and Lucy interaction was probably unexpected right? Well, here was my thought process going into it. Lucy, who's been introduced to Fairytail solely through Natsu, would arguably be protective of him, considering all she knows about him so far right? So when she sees the same guy annoying Natsu and fighting him, although she also mentions that Natsu is guilty of it too, she has a bias towards Natsu and naturally her loyalty follows to him. She doesn't know Gray very well, and all she has seen is him being mean to Natsu which doesn't sit right with her considering they are proclaimed best-friends.
But as she begins to really think about their relationship as she talks to Gray, she realizes that Gratsu's routine is deeper than just "enemies" (rivals) and maybe things can change.
Gray and Lucy to me are the smartest members of Team Natsu, and I think that Gray's cautiousness and Lucy's preparedness in my Team Haluna will be a fantastic combination as they take missions more seriously. The goal is for them to really have a brother and sister type of relationship, but it doesn't start off that way as you can see.
Gray is a bit of an insomniac but that will be explored more heavily in the Sub-Zero Emperor Lyon Arc (among other emotional topics revolving around him).
Erza on the other hand, will have her moments for insight every now and then. But when the Tower of Heaven Arc comes you guys...I don't think you are ready for the small but key changes that I've prepared. That Arc in general is heavy imo, but Mashima likes to have his characters overcome their obstacles in the middle of battle and walk out a better person afterwards with all of it resolved in that moment.
Yeah...no. Trauma lingers, and it is heavy. Erza won't be walking out of that Arc the same lol (But neither will the rest of them).
Hopefully you all like the changes I've made thus far, and if this latest one was a bit of a surprise to you (and you feel unsure about it), I ask that you give me time to make it up to you in the Sub-Zero Emperor Lyon Arc! (At least with Gray).
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 12: Chapter 7
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Seven: Wreck
Eisenwald Arc II
Reckless.
Insanity.
Exciting .
Those were the predominant feelings that rushed through Lucy as they raced in the Magic Four Wheeler, with Erza driving. Going at maximum speed over bumps and taking sharp turns as they raced over to the station that Eisenwald was last seen in, was frightening to say the least. Natsu was almost down for the count completely as he was jostled around violently, Lucy even had to resort to grabbing the handle inside of the vehicle as they flew down a hill.
She didn’t even want to imagine how Gray was doing up top.
His screams were enough.
And yet, with her blonde hair flowing by as she sticks her head out the window and clenching the handle for dear life, she couldn’t help the small laugh that escaped her in the midst of the ride. Full speed ahead, they were going, and it was so dangerous yet exhilarating.
The adrenaline rush that was pumping into Lucy made her grin despite the circumstances.
It was fun.
Erza shouted, “We’ll be there soon. I want everyone to be ready!”
Everyone agreed, excluding Natsu as they prepared to get ready to stop. Lucy’s eyes narrowed once she realized that as they were making their way to town, there was a lack of people present. Not even people were walking idly down the street, and as she tried to focus her hearing, she realizes that she doesn’t hear much either. A quick activation of her sensor causes her to snap her head towards the middle of the train station, feeling a large gathering of magical mana there.
They were at the right place, Lucy concluded as they grew closer to the station. She quickly began preparations as she reached for her keys, ready to summon a spirit if need be, only to realize that--
They weren’t slowing down…?!?!
“ERZA!” Gray shouted as his eyes widened comically from on top of the wheeler, watching in rapid alarm as he realized along with Lucy that they weren’t coming to a stop. Erza ignored him as she relentlessly drove forwards, already taking note that there weren’t any civilians nearby. That meant that she’d be able to go straight to the source of the issue without any distractions.
Just as she liked it.
Kageyama stood in front of the train station, traveling back faster than them thanks to the use of his shadow magic. He stood in front of the steps arrogantly, watching as he suspected Salamander and his team were racing down towards them in the middle of the street. They were moving fast, he briefly thought as more henchmen came to support the welcome that Eisenwald had prepared for them.
He blinked in surprise as he watched as the four wheeler didn’t seem to slow down for a moment, and he finally took a glance at the driver who’s red head was whipping in the wind as she seemed to wear reflective material on her body while she accelerated the vehicle. Wait, red hair? Kageyama’s eyes squinted as he realized that the “reflective material” was actually a suit of armour and--
“HOLY FUC-- It’s Titania! Everybody RUN! ” Kageyama shouted desperately as the wheeler vaulted the steps, soaring through the air and over their bodies as he sunk into the shadows to escape. The car smacked through some unfortunate people as it crashed forcefully through the doors of the train station, before it smashed into a pillar and stopped working immediately. Dust settled in the train station as everybody groaned at the turn of events.
Lucy blinked with bleary eyes as she kicked the crushed door of the wheeler a couple times, before stumbling out with shaking legs. Happy was coughing as he collapsed dramatically on the ground, eyes spinning from a brief case of vertigo. Gray had flown off earlier, and crashed onto some ice that he had made in the nick of time, but Natsu was down for the foreseeable count as Lucy had to stagger back over and drag him out of the crashed vehicle, pulling his delirious body on the ground next to Happy.
Erza remained unscathed despite being at the front of the crash, much to Lucy’s shock as she stood infront of the room, with eyes narrowed at Eisenwald who looked at the scene in disbelief.
Lucy didn’t even blame them one second as she let out a weak cough.
“Happy, see if you can wake Natsu up,” Lucy gently ordered as she slowly made her way to Erza’s side, watching as Gray groaned and got up to make his way over as well. Erza gave her a quick side glance that Lucy matched, before quirking her lips in what looked like small approval before she turned her attention back towards Eisenwald.
“Which one of you is Erigor?” Erza thundered.
“...I am,” Erigor confirmed as he shook off the rest of his shock at Team Haluna, Gray, and Erza’s arrival. They knew that they were coming, but they weren’t prepared for the abrupt entrance at all. Erigor’s jaw clenched as he realized that they had unknowingly knocked out a considerable percentage of his force from their entrance alone. Fucking reckless Fairytail guild bastards.
“I see,” Erza continued without a hitch, “Then I am going to request that you hand over Lullaby right this instant.” Lucy watched as Erigor’s eyes widened at the sound of the name of the magical artifact, and his eyes snapped to the man that she suspected Natsu was fighting on the train earlier.
“ Kageyama ,” Erigor growled and Kageyama tensed a bit at the sound. He dutifully came over and stood in front of Erigor who only stared him down for a moment, before giving him a dark scowl. It happened too fast for Lucy’s eyes to catch up, but one moment everyone was in a tense silence as they watched the Erigor and Kageyama exchange. The next, Kageyama’s ear was on the floor as Erigor’s scythe came down to cut it off, and Lucy slapped a hand over her mouth as she stifled a gasp of shock.
Erza didn’t make any audible reactions, but Lucy could feel her body tense a bit in apprehension at the display of violence. How could he do that to his own teammate, Lucy’s mind raced, but Gray was the one who answered her unspoken question as his dark eyes darkened, taking in the sight and then Lucy’s state.
“Dark Guilds aren’t like ours, blondie. They aren’t a family--they’re all subordinates, with Erigor as their cursed ringleader.”
Kageyama’s stifled screams of pain as he clenched his side of his face had rubbed the Fairytail gang uncomfortably as Erza stepped up, with a tense expression on her face.
“What is the meaning of this?”
“There was only one rule. Don’t let them see the fucking flute, and he failed that. I make it a habit of punishing those who do wrong, just as yourself, right Titania?”
“We are not the same, Erigor.” Erza scowled at what he tried to allude to. “It isn’t justice to hurt one of your own for making a mistake. It’s justice to punish those who try to do others active harm, like unsealing and using a sacred magical item.”
Erigor shrugged casually as he snatched the flute from a subordinate, “Then it’s shame that hundreds will die at the sound of the song from Lullaby. Sinners, all of them. How dare they revel in the riches and luxury of life as those without rights slave over their broken bodies to bring such wealth to them? You probably have no idea the realities of this world, do you?”
Erza stayed silent as she stared impassively at Erigor, who smirked defiantly at the lack of response. He thought he had won the argument, throwing the unfairness of the world in Titania’s mighty face. Erigor doubted that Erza Scarlet could possibly know the horrors, considering her strength and her fame across Fiore. People like her don’t understand, he assumed, as he boastfully stated that he was planning to broadcast the song through the system built into the town.
Gray stepped out and shouted curses at Erigor, getting into a stance as he prepared to unleash his ice magic. Natsu was up once more, jumping past his make-shift team as he slashed at a shadow claw that came from Kageyama by countering with a Fire Dragon Slayer’s Iron Fist. Their magic repelled and canceled each other out as Natsu rebalanced himself, staying in front of them with a serious expression on his face.
But Lucy was too busy looking at Erza, who was standing tall but stiff, her eyes seemed glazed over. Just as Lucy was about to say something to get her to snap out of it, Erza was able to get a hold of herself subtly as she took in a deep breath and closed her eyes, before opening them again with a newfound determined expression on her face. Lucy stayed quiet during the entire exchange, before she decided to focus on the matter at hand as well.
She felt as if she had just intruded on something incredibly private, after all. Erza didn’t know that she saw the entire moment, or maybe she did know but didn’t want to acknowledge it. That was fine, Lucy thought as she placed a hand on her keys, they had bigger things to worry about right now anyways.
Erigor jumps on top of his scythe and begins to fly away as he shouts orders for the rest of Eisenwald to attack them. Erza was quick to counter with a shout of her own, ordering Gray and Natsu to follow that “reaper bastard” and they quickly shot off without a second of hesitation, leaving two other henchmen to follow their tail.
That left Lucy and Erza in the midst of the rest of the grunts, as the latter shone in a brief light before summoning a new suit of wonder, this time being full of spikes the color of obsidian with a large mace to match it’s ferociousness. Lucy looked in pure wonder at the knight, as Erza quickly stood in front of Lucy in a protective manner.
“Luce,” Erza spoke while glaring at the advancing group of enemies, “Are you an offensive mage?”
Some people’s magic were well-suited for support roles, rather than being in the midst of the fight. There was more ways to be useful on the battlefield and it did not matter to Erza which role Lucy preferred to take, she will just accordingly. Because they were teammates now, and that’s what Fairytail does. Protect each other and cover each other’s weaknesses to the best of their abilities, even if they didn’t know each other too well.
“It’s Lucy, actually,” Lucy chuckled as she cracked her neck before walking up to stand tall next to Erza, who looked at the her with curiosity in her eyes but also a small blush of embarrassment at getting her name wrong.
“Lucy?! But Natsu called you--”
“It’s a just nickname he’s assigned to me, but I don’t blame you for thinking my name was Luce. He calls me that more than my real name to be honest.”
“I-I’m going to teach him quite the lesson when this is all over,” Erza stuttered, embarrassed that she had called Lucy such a nickname when they just met. That blasted fire breather moron, she internally cursed. He didn’t even bother to correct her!
“I don’t mind at all, Erza. Call me Lucy, call me Luce, it doesn’t matter to me! But to answer your question earlier--,” Lucy suddenly narrowed her eyes at the enemy before her as she grabbed a golden key from her belt, summoning Cancer who’s gate opened as he slowly walked out with enlarged scissors, smaller ones spinning around his body as he stood calmly beside Lucy, staring down at his summoner’s enemies.
“--Yes, I can be offensive if need be.”
“You’re a Celestial Spirit Mage?” Erza asked with small surprise, considering that Lucy’s magic was a bit rarer than most. She could count on one hand how many celestial spirit mages she’s met thus far in her life. Lucy nodded as she looked at Cancer, who flashed her a small, collected smile.
“Haven’t seen you in a while Cancer, how are you? I really like your hair!”
Cancer’s hair was down currently, out if his usual braided style. His dark hair took the appearance of locs with red dyed tips that was twisted together neatly. He gave her a bigger smile this time around, feeling pleased at the compliment. “It has been a while, Lucy. I’m doing well, but I’m sure you’ll want to skip the pleasantries for another time, yes?”
“I’ll be sure to let everyone out or to invite you guys for some tea at my apartment, real soon. For now, let’s take care of these guys.” Lucy nodded at her spirit, who immediately disappeared with insane speed as he immediately set off to work. She took her whip from her belt and cracked it on the ground, before turning to fling it at the first person that tried to stumble towards Erza.
Lucy planted her body down and twisted, throwing the person she had trapped in her whip across the room, causing them to smack into the wall before sliding down with a groan. Erza just blinked in small surprise, not expecting the strength that Lucy possessed. It seemed the celestial spirit mage was full of surprises, actually, and the red-head let out a rather pretty smile at Lucy.
“Lucy, the Celestial Spirit Mage. Let us work together smoothly today.”
“Of course.” Lucy confirmed as they set off to work immediately, with Erza showcasing her impressive strength and Lucy backing her up as she kept her blind side safe. Cancer was taking care of the rest as he slashed and twisted his blades through the enemy, whilst keeping an eye on his summoner just in case she overextended her position as well as himself.
The women worked well together, Erza taking the lead with the reliable defense of Lucy and her spirit, Cancer. It didn’t take long for the last one to remain as they took the rest of them out seamlessly. He took off running, and Erza quietly orders Happy and Lucy to go after him as she let out a tired groan, taking a moment to sit down by the run-down crashed car.
“Are you alright?” Lucy asked as Happy flew after the man immediately. Erza just gave her a small smile as she nodded, waving a hand dismissively.
“Quite, just a bit tired. Imbuing my mana to drive the Magic Four Wheeler and then fighting relentlessly took more energy than I thought it would.”
Lucy was still a bit unsure about leaving her alone however, and was quick to shoot a wordless look at Cancer who nodded as he wiped off some excess blood and sheathed his scissor blades. Protect and defend Erza, she had quietly stated with her eyes. Cancer walked over and took a seat near Erza, who was looking at the spirit in question before turning back to Lucy with a slight disgruntled look on her face.
“I said I was--”
“I heard what you said the first time, Erza,” Lucy began firmly as she turned to make her way to where Happy flew off after the last survivor of the mini ordeal. “It would rub me the wrong way if I left you here in your moment of…rest, though. I’d feel much better if someone I trusted could help keep an eye out as you recover, before you head back into the fight.”
Lucy was in no position to tell an S-Class mage what to do, she thinks. But being an S-Class mage didn’t mean that you were suddenly invincible, and they deserved to have someone to at least watch their back for a moment. Cancer will be there to watch her as she regained her bearings once more and then he’ll be free to leave once that was done.
“Take care and join us once more when you feel as if you’ve rested enough to handle business.”
Erza watched a bit stunned as she watched Lucy walk away with her head held high with confidence. She didn’t tell her that she was being weak, Erza recalled as she watched the back of the celestial spirit mage get smaller and smaller. It was silence in the main entrance of the train station as Erza focused on recuperating while Cancer kept watch.
“...your mage is quite something. It has been a long time since someone has talked to me like that.” And I listened.
Cancer just gave Erza the ghost of a smirk as he spun a small pair of scissors and quietly replied, “I know.”
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In retrospect, it should’ve been obvious that Natsu and Gray were going to split up immediately despite orders to work together in chasing after Erigor. Their personalities, their ideals, even their magic were polar opposites for the most part, and thus it rendered them unable to work together without someone else to be the buffer in between them.
Gray frowned as he started to hear a wind growing stronger around the train station as he searched for the broadcasting room. They had reached a split path, with Gray taking one side and Natsu taking the other. Why did a train station have so many rooms? Gray was a bit peeved as he peaked into every room but achieved little success.
The wind was growing stronger and Gray’s face frowned even more at the sound. The weather wasn’t bad today at all, so was this the product of someone’s magic? Why did it sound like a hurricane or a tornado was beginning to form?
In fact, Erigor seemed to know that they were coming…wasn’t that a bit stran--
Gray knocked his head to the side upon pure instinct as two black cables whipped past him, smacking into to the wall with an audible crack that sent an adrenaline spark through him as he realized how close the attack had came. He felt the air crack, and Gray looked over his shoulder to stare at his opponent as he stood behind him with a scowl on his face.
Rayule, the person who attacked Gray, activated his magic without a second thought as the black bands on his body seemed to take form, dashing towards Gray who blocked them off with ice shards that he conjured. The two tangoed for a moment, with Gray making a hammer out of ice to slam into Rayule who got hit, but was able to cushion his fall with his magic to minize the damage.
Then Rayule did something that Gray didn’t expect.
A rather weak attack that was easy to dodge, had Gray moving his body to the side to showcase the broadcasting equipment that was in the room. Gray blinked in mild confusion as he realized that he had finally found the broadcasting room, but why did the Eisenwald member just destroy the mechanism that they had planned to use? Unless…
“This was a set-up,” Gray narrowed his eyes at Rayule who smirked at him.
“Damn right it was, and you fell for it like bees to honey traps. You hero types really can’t help yourselves.”
Gray summoned his hammer once more, as he demanded answers. “What the hell are you bastards planning?”
If they weren’t planning to play the death song in the town, then who was the real target? Was it their makeshift group? Erza? She was well-known for being powerful. If she was the target all along, they just handed her over to Erigor on a silver platter. Gray suddenly felt sick to his stomach as dread filled him at the thought.
“That’s the question isn’t it? One that you’ll probably never find the answer too, as you’re trapped here, thanks to Erigor’s Wind outside.”
Fuck, he really didn’t imagine that sudden wind then.
“But since I’m feeling rather generous, I suppose I could fill you in. The target was never this dump of a village, it was Clover Town all along.”
Clover Town? Gray’s brow furrowed as his thoughts raced. What was in Clover Town and why was that familiar? Makarov tends to go there a lot for Guild Master meetings, but other than that. Wait.
Makarov.
“That’s right,” Rayule smiled at the sight of anger and realization on Gray’s face at Eisenwald’s true plan all along, “The Guild Master’s meeting. Erigor is going to do the right thing and kill all of them, so that we can truly be free.”
To bad he underestimated his opponent, as Gray’s eyes grew cold and annoyed at Rayule’s words. He stood still suddenly as Rayule’s black marks shot at him, before Gray grabbed them and froze them, with created a trail of ice that made it’s way towards Rayule who was surprised at the turn of events.
Rayule paused, and that was all Gray needed as he promptly ran forwards and grabbed his face as he dung his nails in to make sure he didn’t lose his grip. Rayule let out a hissed breath at the feeling of Gray’s nails digging into his skin as he tried to defend himself, only to see that the ice had finally reached his hands due to the nature of where his magic comes from and that it had embolized his wrists.
Rayule’s eyes widened in fear for the first time in their exchange as Gray stared at him with anger barely restrained in his eyes as he slowly froze his face.
“We’re going to stop you, Eisenwald. You won’t win , we won’t allow it.”
With a frozen, fearful Rayule left in place, Gray slammed the doors of the broadcasting room open as he ran down the hall, hoping to regroup with anyone so that he can share the news he had just received.
He didn’t even care if it was Natsu, because this was suddenly worse than they could’ve imagined.
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Cancer and Erza looked shocked at the sudden massive wind pillar that blocked their view from the outside, before looking at each other. Cancer raised a silent eyebrow, asking if Erza was well enough to get up. Without hesitation, Erza got to her feet as she stormed towards the broken entrance of the train station, with Cancer walking behind her at a more leisure pace.
He didn’t know the criteria that Lucy had imagine when he said to look after Erza before he could leave. It hadn’t been too long since they’ve parted ways, so he decided that he’ll stay on the safe side and stick around just in case. The woman was strong and her spirit was impressive, Cancer absentmindedly thought as he looked at Titania with small interest.
It wasn’t much of a hassle, for now.
The closer they walked to the wind pillar, the more resistant their steps were as they tried to make their way to the edge. With the strength of a rapid, tight tornado, Erza attempted to requip with some of her strongest suits of armor and force her way through the wind, only for a pair of arms to push her back. She staggered back with Cancer to catch her by the arm as he kept his eyes trained on the figure that suddenly stepped through the wind without any issues.
He seemed to be the cause of this then, Cancer concluded as Erza tensed up in anger at the sight of Erigor as he gloated in front of her.
“Having trouble, Titania?”
“What have you done, Erigor?”
Erigor shrugged. “Nothing yet, but I will do something soon. Just had to make sure I kept the security tight here before I leave, you know? Anyways, I’ll see you around in the aftermath.”
He wagged his fingers as he flew off, increasing the strength of the wind pillar before he left. Erza had almost pushed her way through after all, he noted. Erigor didn’t want to take any chances for the S-Class mage to force her way through as she normally does, and to turn out victorious.
“Shit,” Erza quietly cursed as she regained her composure and turned out with steel in her eyes, marching up the small steps of the entrance before she took a look at the lackeys that her and Lucy had defeated before moving on. Cancer walked behind her silently, although he had a small frown on his face at the turn of events.
Maybe he’ll leave for a moment and make his way towards Lucy, to inform him of recent events.
“So who wants to tell me how to dispel this barrier, hmm?” Erza’s voice carried in the silent room as those who remained conscious shivered. They looked at each other in slight fear and apprehension, before one of them spoke up with terror in his voice.
“W-We don’t know Titania.”
“What do you mean you don’t know ? That’s your boss. You should know how he operates, or at least how to escape something of his own mechanism that he created. Does he not want back-up to protect him on his quest?”
“...I believe you’re overestimating his kindness and leadership, Titania.” Cancer replied calmly as he observed the state of Erigor’s subordinates. The bare minimum of clothing, the tiredness in their bones. Erigor was a man that seemed to have created this group purely of selfish intentions. Or perhaps they all had the same goal, but Erigor didn’t see comradery in them despite it. Regardless, “Or perhaps they knew that they would’ve been left behind in case things went south. The point is that they are not lying, and it’d be a waste of time to continue to interrogate them.”
“How can you tell?” Erza asked Lucy’s spirit, who seemed to hold more intelligence and combat skills than she originally thought. Maybe that is why his key was golden, as she remembered Lucy’s summoning process.
“I am a Zodiac Celestial Spirit. It’s something that we’ve always been able to do, determining spirits and such. If they are open enough, it isn’t hard to determine if one is lying. These people are not.”
Erza frowned at the news, but nodded that she understood Cancer. She crossed her arms as she ignored the rest of the men, thinking of making her way through the train station in order round up the rest of them.
“But…Kageyama..” Someone spoke up and Erza’s attention snapped towards them.
“Kageyama? The one with the damaged ear?” Erza confirmed. They nodded and spoke up once more.
“I think he has the ability to dispel the barrier. I-I’m not completely sure though.” They stuttered and Erza was quick to thank them for their services as she pondered over the new information. Before, these people had been her enemies. They still were, but they were no longer threats, and Erza wasn’t interesting in treating beaten people like mere trash for being defeated. If they don’t rise together to seek revenge, she was content in letting them lie.
And if they did, well she’ll have to do what must be done to protect others.
But her job was finished with them right now, and she’ll let the appropriate authorities take care and finish the rest of their justice.
It’s people like Erigor that she’s specifically after anyways, clenching a fist at the thought of the wind reaper.
“Erza.” Gray’s voice sounded through the entrance as he ran towards her. Erza’s eyebrows rose at the sight of his anger, before asking him hurriedly,
“What happened?”
“This was a trap all along,” He spatted out.
Gray recalled his fight and the information that he had as Erza’s darkened at the news. The two sat in silence for a moment as they thought about how to proceed. Erza was the one who proposed their next plan of action, as she told him about Kageyama’s potential for the wind blockage outside. Gray hummed as he agreed to help her hunt him down, but gave a quick look at Cancer who was leaning against the side of wall.
“Who’s that?” Gray inquired lowly as Erza informed him that that was one of Lucy’s spirits that she left by Erza’s side with instructions to help her until she’s strong enough. She then walked over towards Cancer who was looking down at her with an eyebrow raised, and she cleared her throat.
“Thank you for your assistance, but you may return to Lucy now.”
Cancer’s eyes flicked over to Gray and nodded, understanding that his job was done. Even if Erza wasn’t 100% yet, she now had backup to support her which was what Lucy wanted in the first place. He disappeared in flecks of golden light as Gray looked on in small wonder.
“Wow…I didn’t expect her to be a Celestial Spirit Mage.”
“She had a pair of keys on her belt, next time use your eyes,” Erza retorted with a snort, but Gray just rolled his eyes at the red-head as they walked deeper into the train station. The goal was Kageyama, as they focused on the task at hand to escape the wind prison and save the guild masters in Clover Town from Erigor’s planned massacre.
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Natsu scowled as he rampaged across the station, splitting off with Gray seemed to have been the more boring move as he wandered. At least with the Stripper, he was able to be entertained somewhat. He pouted as he kicked some paper off to the side as he walked, wondering what Happy and Lucy were doing.
An instinct inside of him suddenly alerted him that he wasn’t alone as he paused in the middle of the hallway, honing in onto his sense of smell and hearing to pinpoint any enemy. Natsu spins around with a flamed fist unexpectedly, knocking into Kageyama who was trying to sneak up on him from behind. He took the punch better than expected as he slashed a shadow claw to counter Natsu.
Natsu got slashed a little bit but ignored the brief pinch of pain as he dodged Kageyama’s next attack, but missed his shadow moving to deliver a shadow punch to his stomach, knocking Natsu into the nearest room as he crashed onto a tower of empty boxes. It created a loud noise that echoed in the hallway as Natsu picked himself up quickly to spin kick towards Kageyama in a split second before picking him up and slamming his body back down, knocking the wind out of him with a strangled cough and gasp.
Kageyama coughed helplessly on the ground as Natsu towered over him, and footsteps signaled that more was coming on the way. Natsu’s nose knew exactly who they were however, which is why he stepped slightly to the side as he made way for them to come inside to look down at an easily defeated Kageyama.
No one said a word for a moment as Erza tsked and glared at Kageyama, summoning a sword from her arsenal to point it at Kageyama’s neck, where he laid on the ground. He looked down at the sword with wide eyes as he looked back up at Erza’s stormy expression.
“You’re going to tell me how to get out of this wind barrier Erigor placed.”
It wasn’t a question or a polite request.
Kageyama gulped as the tip of the sword grazed his adam’s apple, clearing his throat as he quietly asked if he could get up. After a tense moment, Erza allowed him to do so as he staggered onto his feet. He was on the verge of surrendering, complying with the mages demands when all of a sudden his eyes opened wide in disbelief.
They all looked at him in confusion as Kageyama’s mouth opened and blood began to pool and drip out as they all took a step back in alarm. Kageyama gasped and clutched his stomach, where a knife was petruding from it, and Natsu let out a choked sound . They looked to see a figure stepping out of the wall, looking to retreat after accomplishing their job as the trio went into action.
“Fuck!” Gray cursed as he immediately caught Kageyama.
With a bellow from his mouth of outrage, Natsu practically flew towards the assaulter and grabbed him roughly by the jacket as he yanked him out of the wall. Anger coursed through Natsu’s veins at such an act between what should’ve been comrades, and he hissed at Karacka, the enemy.
“You goddamn coward.” Natsu began to punch him repeatedly as he growled at the man, before Erza yelled at him to stop and to help with stabalizing Kageyama. Natsu felt a sour taste in his mouth still, but complied as Karacka’s slumped and bruised body fell from his grasp as he made his way over to Gray and Erza.
Gray ended up taking off his shirt and ripped it into pieces to use as a bandage to help stop the bleeding as Erza made Kageyama spit out the blood so that he didn’t choke on it as he laid down. She had a feeling that he was going to surrender to them before he got stabbed, but in case he was thinking of taking a permanently silenced route, she wanted to make sure he was alive.
And after their best efforts, he was.
But he was unconscious thanks to the ordeal, and Gray was quick to punch the ground in a feat of anger as Erza let out a long sigh. Whether the goal was to kill Kageyama or not, they had succeeded to silence him which completed the task regardless. Natsu picked up Kageyama’s body as they quickly decided to head back to the lobby of the station, only to see a frowning Lucy and Happy walking in at the same time.
Lucy’s eyes brightened as she caught a glimpse of her makeshift team, “Hey guys! Do you find--”
She cut herself off with a gasp as she took in the sight of blood on Gray and Erza, and then snapped her head towards an unconscious man in Natsu’s arms. She quickly made her way over as she softly ordered Natsu to set the body down as she took a look at the man, before looking at Natsu who was still fueled by irritation at the traitorious display.
“A stab wound,” Lucy muttered to herself as she took note of a small feverish feeling that she felt the moment she touched his skin. The body’s defense already activating to protect against being so exposed, but there isn’t much to oversee considering how well he was patched up with what they had available. Gray and Erza were inspecting the wind pillar as Team Haluna dealt with Kageyama.
“What’s wrong,” Lucy quietly asked Natsu who scoffed as he looked away from Kageyama’s unconscious form.
“Another member from Eisenwald was the one that stabbed him. Probably as a fail-safe measure to make sure we don’t figure out a way to escape, I guess.”
Lucy let out a harsh breath at the news, feeling a bit sad for Kageyama. His ear was already cut off by one, and then he was stabbed by another. Dark guilds really operate with no sense of morals, she thought as she shook her head. She was a bit surprise to see Natsu so affected by the ordeal, but for something who loves their comrades as strongly as he does, she supposes this was a low-blow to him, even for enemies.
“I just don’t understand, Luce. Why the hell did he attack one of his own?”
“...it’s not our job to understand. We’re here to stop them from massacring people for no reason, and if that comes in the form of them attacking each other, then what are we to say? It’s another bad guy stopped, isn’t it?” Lucy said hesitantly. It was fucked up, it was a on the morbid side, but there was logic behind her words. This was just a weird case of the enemy of my enemy is an opportune ally, but not a friend. Natsu just shook his head in disappointment,
“It’s about having some honor about it. There should’ve been another way.”
Lucy didn’t have anything to retort against that, so she didn’t say anything as she got back up and walked over towards Gray and Erza who were growing frustrated by the minute as they figured out ways to escape the prison. Shards of ice were broken around her as she walked towards them, looking high up as she thought of ways herself.
The wind pillar seemed to go endlessly high, and her suspicions were confirmed once she asked Happy to fly up there, only to see the exceed struggle after a certain height. Quickly, she told him to come down and gave him a hug for helping her out as she crossed on leaving from above on her mental list.
So, they couldn’t go above?
Lucy blinked as she suddenly looked at the ground.
But what about below?
If the wind pillar was creating a turbulence in the ground, then it would’ve made the ground beneath them very unstable from the force of the pillar. Yet she was standing on solid ground, which means that there was a chance.
Lucy could work with a chance and she’s interested to see what her latest spirit has to offer for their current dilemma.
She took out her newest golden key and chanted, “Open the Gate of the Maiden, Virgo! ”
Notes:
Whoop whoop!
I love Cancer, who always just seemed so suave and effortlessly cool.
I love soft but determined Lucy in the face of adversity.
I love honor-bound Natsu that doesn't like witnessing betrayal.
I love cunning Gray that has a bit of a ruthless streak when pushed towards the edge.
I love justice seeking Erza that doesn't beat already defeated enemies, and focuses on the bigger picture.
I love cute Happy who is there was moral support and crunch-time cuddles.
Not much to say on this chapter, but it's probably one of the more violent heavy ones so far. Let me know if the action scenes were okay, I've always thought that depending on what's being fought about, it should've been taken more seriously you know?
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Chapter 13: Chapter 8
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Eight: Gray Skies to Blue Hour
Eisenwald Arc III
“Open the Gate of the Maiden, Virgo! ”
A slim petite and feminine woman appeared with medium-length pink hair and piercing blue eyes, stepping out of her golden gate. Immediately she made eye contact with Lucy, and she bowed before her effortlessly.
“Princess,” Virgo greeted as Lucy let out a gargle in the back of her throat at the display, frantically moving her hands as she quickly urged Virgo to stand up straight.
“W-What--Please, there’s no need for all of that, Virgo.”
“Very well, Princess. As you wish.” Virgo blinked as she stood still as per Lucy’s instructions, and for a brief moment Lucy nearly regretted summoning the maiden due to the lack of understanding of how she operated. She’s known her other golden keys for years and was able to deepen their bonds as she understood how they operated for the most part. With Virgo, their connection was so fresh. Why was she calling her princess? Why did her appearance change? So many questions that Lucy wants to ask in order to get to know her latest spirit on a personal level, but they didn’t have time for that at the moment.
“We’ve talked a bit before about your magic, but I have a theory that I’d like to test out with you if that’s alright,” Lucy asked as Virgo blinked at her, but raised the slightest of her eyebrow at the politeness of her master.
“...of course it would be alright, but quite frankly, you do not need my permission for anything as my summoner. I am completely and utterly at your will,” Virgo assured Lucy, who looked at her in mild confusion in return.
“I don’t want you to be at my beck and call completely, I just want my spirits to be able to handle themselves in case something happens and how the ability to exercise judgement accordingly without having to hang on every word that I say.” Lucy said slowly, “I am not some supreme god who’s word is law. We are comrades on the battlefield and friends off it.”
“Friends…” Virgo looked a bit unsure at the word as she stared at Lucy, before clearing her throat as she stood tall once more. She nodded towards Lucy, and that’s when the latter knew that their conversation will be tabled for another time. Virgo closed her eyes as she surveyed their surroundings thanks to the use of her Diver Magic. She opened them quickly and looked towards Lucy,
“It is possible to escape the wind imprisonment by creating a pathway from underground.”
Lucy smiled and Virgo watched in small wonder at the sight, especially when Lucy quickly wrapped her arms around the spirit which caused her to stiffen. Lucy ignored Virgo’s awkwardness as she let go, thanking the spirit before politely ordering her to begin the process of escaping, in which Virgo was quick and happy to comply. It was better than trying to understand that her summoner had hugged her, which was something so foreign she didn’t know what to think.
‘The Hearfilia brat is different. Their whole bloodline is, actually, but this girl really is special.’
Virgo was reminded of Aquarius’s words as she began to cast her Diver Magic, making a rapid hole into the ground that was big enough for people to walk through. The commotion caught the others’ attention, and they quickly made their way over towards Lucy and the giant hole that Virgo was currently making.
“A hole…? Actually that’s a good idea…” Gray murmured as he looked into the hole as Erza clapped Lucy on the back harshly, with a smile on her face in thanking the blonde for her swift solution. Lucy just smiled back as she held in a cough at the weight of Erza’s hand before she turns back towards Natsu who was already carrying an unconscious Kageyama in his arms.
Lucy looked at latter before glancing back at Natsu who just stared at her with a determined expression on his face. It was clear that he wanted to bring Kageyama along, but why? Was he the enemy no longer just because he got hurt one time?
“You’re bringing him.”
“Yeah.”
“...okay.” It’s not like an unconscious body would be able to do something anyways. And even if he tried to get up, he had a stab wound in his abdomen for Spirit’s sake. If they couldn’t take down a target like that, then they had no right to be partaking on missions. Natsu let out a small breath of relief as he flashed Lucy a thankful smile, before hopping into the hole with a second thought.
Everyone trailed after him soon and they found themselves on the other side of the wind pillar within the ghost town that housed the Kunugi Station. It was eerie quiet as they managed to find another Magic Four Wheeler, this time Gray taking the wheel as the rest piled into the back of the car.
Erza had offered but both Lucy and Gray shivered at the memory of her reckless driving from before, and Gray did not want to be forced on riding up top with Erza at the steering wheel again. He quickly said no and took the driver’s seat as Erza shrugged as she got into the car, snatching Kageyama from Natsu who declared that he was going to fly with Happy.
And thus Team Haluna found themselves racing/flying to Clover Town once more.
“The guildmasters…” Lucy spoke in shock as Erza caught her up to speed with what they know so far. It was a good trap, and they definitely had fell for it considering they were successfully imprisoned for a while. Lucy frowned as she thought about the still state of the town as they had entered it, and briefly wondered if they had already accomplished their original goal, if that had been it. Erigor had been rather emotional during his quick spat with Erza, after all. Lucy reckoned that he had held some belief in his words at the time. It made Lucy sick to her stomach as she quietly asked,
“Was it really a trap? Or was Clover Town simply the end goal?”
Erza remained stoic as she glanced at Kageyama’s body before turning to look out the window.
“Are you asking if they already used Lullaby on the town before we got there?”
Lucy nodded silently as Erza closed her eyes at the horrid thought, letting out a gentle, sad sigh. “...I don’t know. We can only hope that isn’t the case, but with the dead silence we heard through making our way to the station...there’s many explanations. None of them good, I reckon.”
It was a tense silence after that as the two girls swallowed down the thought of them walking through a Deadman’s land prior to confronting Erigor. Dark guilds, Lucy scowled mentally as she thought about the violence she’s seen today, they truly are dark.
Lucy clenched a fist around her keys as she stared at them defiantly.
They’ll stop Eisenwald before they can do more harm.
A groan alerted them as they quickly looked at each other before glancing down at Kageyama, who let out a moan of pain as the wheeler jostled over a bump on the road. Lucy stayed quiet as Erza geared up for an interrogation, watching her take control of the situation now that Kageyama regained a piece of consciousness. That’s why it surprised her when he spoke up first as he laid in a painful daze, murmuring quietly,
“Why did you save me?”
‘Thank Natsu’, Lucy thought briefly as she stayed quiet. Because it suddenly hits her that none of the others had even thought to bring the injured Kageyama along, and maybe that meant something about them. And that it meant something about Natsu, who seems to have compassion even for his enemies.
“Were you prepared to die?” Erza countered and Kageyama fell silent for a moment before answering.
“Of course not. Me getting stabbed was never in the plan..”
“The plan? Right, the plan to kill the guildmasters at their monthly meeting in Clover Town.”
Kageyama flinched at the quiet, but hard tone that Erza used. Lucy remained silent as she squirmed a bit uncomfortably in the loaded car.
“... why did you save me? ” Kageyama asked once more and this time Erza let out a tired sigh as she crossed her arms, still making direct eye contact with Kageyama.
“At the end of the day, most people deserve the chance to live their lives more positively after such a negative circumstance. Some of us pity you, in fact, because in the end even you were betrayed by one of your own. Now look at you, sporting a potentially fatal wound because of it. If this isn’t an eye-opener to change then let me know right now, because I will gladly deliver justice if need be.”
“N-No--I get it. I’m…done.”
Lucy isn’t sure what to make with his tone of voice however, as he sounded rather conflicted with himself when he said that. She didn’t bring it up though and the car feel into silence once more.
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“Aye! Is that Erigor up ahead?” Happy squinted as he carried Natsu, who suddenly raised a hand to protect his eyes from the sun as he squinted to see what Happy was looking at. Judging by the scythe that was in the air and wind that seemed to be manipulated around the figure in the distance, Natsu quickly smirked and yelled towards the others in the car,
“Found ‘im!”
Natsu boosted their speed with the help of flames on his feet, as he stuck his tongue out at Gray who bucked at him as he flew past the four-wheeler. Gray scowled at the sight of the dragon slayer getting a head, but there wasn’t much that he could do as they were already going at their maximum speed. Whatever, Gray grumbled as he watched Natsu catch up to Erigor and twisted to kick him into the railroad bridge that was below them. A boom crashed in the distance as Lucy stuck her head out with confusion on her face, “E-Eh?!”
“Don’t worry about it, Natsu just found Erigor!” Gray shouted against the roaring wind.
“Oh okay,” Lucy said as she settled back into her seat. She’s starting to understand that her best friend was very trigger happy and loved to fight. She has no doubt that Natsu will be fine as they made their way to come support him eventually.
Meanwhile Natsu quickly set Happy down as he had used a lot of energy in order to fly Natsu over towards Erigor, patting the top of his head softly for a moment before he turned out to get ready to fight Erigor. Past the debris and dust from his kick attack was the said man, as Erigor used his wind to quickly try to push Natsu off of the bridge into the river below them.
Natsu’s arms flapped aimlessly as he flew back, flipping in the air. Thinking quickly, Natsu recalled a technique that he could use in order to manipulate his flames thanks to Romeo’s father, Macao. Due to their magic being similar in attributes and in some cases properties, Macao was able to teach Natsu some tricks when he was younger. A small smile flashed across Natsu’s face at the memory as he began to mold a pair of arms out of his flames that even caught him on the side of the bridge.
It took a little bit of effort to maintain the shape while moving his physical body, but Natsu loved nothing more than a good challenge when fighting.
Using the flame arms to rapidly climb up before launching his body from the edge of the bridge, sending Natsu towards Erigor with a wild grin on his face as his eyes sharped once he punched Erigor with his own fist and a flamed one. Erigor spat out in surprise as he stumbled back, looking at Natsu’s extra appendages warily before launching sharp wind attacks towards him. Natsu’s face got cut by a sharp wind blade but thanks to his extra hands, he was able to defend himself relatively well as he inched closer to Erigor piece by piece.
This enraged Erigor who let out a frustrated hiss, before he activated his Storm Mail ability which quickly created sharp winds around him like a suit armor, winds that were as dense as the pillar he had left back in Kunugi Station. Natsu blew a powerful Fire Dragon Slayer’s Roar as a follow up, but frowning once he saw that the flames died off before it could reach Erigor.
Erigor looked upon the turn events in slight surprise as Natsu stood frozen, before he let out a dark grin at the sudden change of pace. Now it was Natsu who was on the defensive side as Erigor knocked him down over and over again, and he was getting irritated . A deep growl settled inside of his chest as he glared at Erigor who laughed at him, as he sent a small, temporary moving tornado towards Natsu.
It was a distraction however, as Natsu moved to the side to dodge the tornado, Erigor had already begun conjuring his next attack as he crossed his index and middle fingers to create an X-shape towards Natsu, before blasting a concentrated funnel of wind blades towards him.
“Emera Baram!”
“Fuck,” Natsu cursed as he crossed both of his arms in order to take the direct hit, slamming him into the ground as a result. The wind was knocked out of Natsu quite literally as his back hit the ground and he let out a strangled wheeze for a brief moment as he was stunned. Erigor flew above him and prepared for another Emera Baram with dark amusement in his eyes at the sight of Natsu’s short-termed stun.
He unleashed it towards Natsu, only for Erigor to be surprised when a massive bull suddenly appeared in front of Natsu, taking the hit instead of the dragon slayer. Taurus grunted as he was hit with Emera Baram, moving his body backwards as he held his ground. After a close call however, Taurus was able to remain standing as he successfully defended Natsu longer enough for him to get back up.
Natsu nodded at Taurus, “Thanks.”
Taurus just nodded at him as he turned to face a running Lucy, who’s hair was flowing behind her thanks to the heavy winds that Erigor had generated. Immediately, Natsu walked past Taurus without a second thought to position himself in front of Lucy to take the brunt of the wind as she shouted, “I’m here, Natsu!”
Looking over his shoulder, Natsu flashed her a bright grin as he was excited at the prospective of fighting side by side with his teammate, his team leader, his best friend.
“Team Haluna is here for the final boss battle!” Natsu said suddenly excited as Lucy chuckled before looking around for Happy. Natsu told her that he was resting in a safe place off to the side, at which Lucy nodded in confirmation as they both turned back towards Erigor with matching serious expressions.
“My flames aren’t able to reach him anymore,” Natsu confessed bregudgingly, feeling annoyed at the fact. Lucy just hummed as she narrowed her eyes at Erigor, wondering how to be able to penetrate his wind armor.
“Let’s see if we can create an opening in the meantime, together.” Lucy said as Natsu immediately took off with Lucy on his heels as he leaped into the air to fight Erigor. Using Taurus as a platform, the spirit spun around for a moment before he threw Lucy like a discus towards the men.
“Natsu!”
Without looking at Lucy directly, one of Natsu’s flamed arms reached out to grab Lucy’s incoming whip as it wrapped around it before he twisted his body to propel Lucy further towards Erigor. Still holding onto her end of the whip, Lucy kicked towards Erigor who was momentarily surprised at the sudden combination attack as she managed to land a hit. He flew back for a moment but managed to regain his balance as he countered with a wind blade that hit the duo, causing them to stumble back towards the ground.
Natsu had made sure to grab Lucy before they crashed onto the ground however, causing her fall to be cushioned a bit more than Natsu. With small groans, both of them got back up as they tried to come up with another plan of attack.
Lucy pointed at her leg, in which her pants were shredded from the kick and the wind. She was relatively okay though.
“We managed to surprise him with that one, but I don’t think it’ll work again,” Lucy sighed as Natsu grunted in confirmation as he unconsciously grew hotter as his body slowly became engulfed with flames from his growing frustration. Lucy was thinking for a moment before she realized that Natsu’s flames were subtlety causing Erigor’s wind to blow at an odd direction. With her mind racing, she realized that fire did suck up oxygen and suddenly, what if Natsu’s flames were so potent that Erigor doesn’t mitigate him but fuels him in a sense?
With newfound hope, Lucy’s eyes light up as she looked at Natsu, “You need to increase the heat of your flames!”
“What’ll that do?” Natsu asked curiously as he began to do what she asked.
“Fire naturally consumes wind in order to fuel itself, but if the wind is stronger than the flame, then it’ll just go out which is why you were losing in the beginning. But if you were to increase the heat of your flames…”
“...then it’d be like a power boost, right? Huh.” Natsu said thoughtfully before he let out an excited grin. Due to his excitement, his flames grew even higher as they began to absorb some of Erigor’s wind subtly and he shot Lucy a wink before he launched himself recklessly towards Erigor once more, eager to pick the fight back up again. Lucy opened her mouth to tell him to be careful but ended up faltering at the wink before she ended up rolling her eyes at the dragon slayer as he pressed forwards.
“Watch this, Luce!”
Natsu propelled his aflamed body forwards as he aim for Erigor who still had an arrogant look on his face as he protected himself from his Storm Mail. His look quickly fell and morphed into fear as Natsu’s sharp smile was suddenly in his face as he nullified Erigor’s Storm Mail almost immediately, using his manipulated arms to hold him in place as he began to push Erigor’s body at a high speed towards the ground, refusing to stop even as they crashed into the ground.
It left a massive crater that had random flames and lacerations in the dirt from the aftermath of their magic attacks as Natsu huffed as his flames spluttered out which a knocked out Erigor underneath his body.
Gray parked the four wheeler right next to the crater as he got off from the driver’s seat to squint at Natsu and Erigor before smirking arrogantly, “Damn, he really did a number on you, Fire Clown.”
Natsu looked down towards his attire, which had cuts littered on his body and his clothes were ripped and he pouted childishly back at Gray who began to laugh at him. “Shut up!”
They began to argue from meters away as Erza took a step out of the wheeler next, surveying the damage and how the battle ended before she nodded in approval to herself. Natsu did well, defeating the enemy. She leaned against the door of the wheeler and said,
“Your leader has been defeated, Kageyama.”
Kageyama blinked dully in slight disbelief at the turn of events, but then he looks at the state of the Fairytail members and the sounds of their voices carry in the soft wind. He didn’t hear the usual taunts of his leader, and that’s when he realized that Erza’s words were most likely true. Lucy walked over from her side of the battlefield with Happy in her arms as she smiled at the sight of a defeated Erigor, making her way slowly around the crater towards the wheeler where Erza called out to her.
“I have to admit, I was a bit surprised when you suddenly jumped out the car in order to support that idiot.”
Lucy laughed wholeheartedly at her words, “He’s my teammate! Of course I was going to support him in any way that I can, that’s the whole reason why we created Team Haluna after all. To go on adventures together. His words, not mine.”
“But you believe them,” Erza stated pointedly as she took a glance at Natsu who was in Gray’s face as they spounted nonsense to each other.
“That I do,” Lucy answered softly as she idly glanced through the windows of the wheeler only to tense once she realized that Kageyama was gone. “ Erza .”
Erza furrowed her brow as she quickly looked behind her, following Lucy’s eyesight only to see a lack of an injured shadow-magic user. With a loud cruse, she quickly ran towards Erigor’s body which was left to behind in the crater ever since Gray and Natsu started arguing by the car. When Lucy ran past them to follow Erza in a hurry, Natsu cut Gray off with him snapping his attention towards the blonde as he followed her without a second thought.
Gray was left feeling rather surprised at the turn of events, because Lucy hadn’t even said a word to Natsu and yet he had already taken off after her. It reminds him of how they greeted each other in the first place, and as he eventually makes his way to follow the rest of them, he thinks about how Lucy seems to draw Natsu in without even trying. Is that what it’s like to be her friend? Is their bond that strong already?
Gray thinks he would’ve remembered a little blonde running around, hanging out with Natsu. In fact, the only girl that he remembered Natsu treating the same as Lucy to a certain extent was…Lisanna.
He felt his heart sink a little bit at the thought of the girl as he quickly refocused and regrouped with the others.
Now was not the time to think about the dead.
“Search him!” Erza barked at Natsu who ran over towards Erigor’s unconscious body, eyes darkening when he realized that there was a subtle, new scent of blood that lingered around the area. Focusing his eyes made him realize that there was a small trail, and that they were now in the beginnings of a hunt.
“He’s on foot,” Natsu said as he began to run in the direction that he smelt the same scent from. They followed him without a second thought as they chased Kageyama’s trail, knowing that he hadn’t gone too far due to his wounds. He’s probably using his shadow magic to travel, but it’d be hard to go far in his state.
Eventually they found themselves standing behind Kageyama who’s ragged body was barely holding together as he stood in front of their guildmaster, who was looking at him with small intrigue as he prepared to play Lullaby. The ragtag team froze at the sight as Makarov flashed them a small look and paused, raised hand before allowing Kageyama to continue with whatever they were saying.
“...w-would you like to hear this song that I’ve p-prepared today?”
Makarov paused for a moment before nodding his head as his eyes shone with curiosity. The fact that he had stopped Team Haluna and company from interfering meant that he must have some idea that this guy wasn’t good news. Yet they weren’t supposed to make a move? Lucy was confused.
“Are you even in the proper condition to be play anything, young man? That’s quite the wound you are withstanding right now.”
“I’m fine,” Kageyama snapped but winced as it caused a flash of pain to pierce through his body. Makarov didn’t make a move to help him, but his eyes shone with a sense of pity at the sight of Kageyama. It made the latter grit his teeth because he didn’t want pity. Not from Titania, not from Makarov Dreyar.
All of Eisenwald knew what their mission was. They wanted to create a better world without any authority, without any rules so that their families could finally be free from the shackles of the upper class. No longer will they suffer from unfair conditions, no longer will they restrict themselves because they had magic and most people didn’t. They weren’t supposed to be on the bottom of the social ladder, they were supposed to be on the top! And if those damned guilds were out of the way, at least so that their enemies couldn’t hire them to protect them, then it made the opportunity for revolution even easier.
“Are you sure? We should probably take you to a hospital before it turns into something irreversible.” Makarov hummed as he stared into what Kageyama felt to be his soul, and suddenly the kindness that the man was offering was making him even weaker in the knees. Kageyama angrily cursed at him, his resolve was shaking and he didn’t even know why .
Maybe it was the fact that Fairytail was angered at the sight of his own teammate injuring him like this.
Maybe it was Salamander’s compassion in taking him with them in order to stop his leader, despite knowing that he was an active member of Eisenwald.
Maybe it was the fact that Makarov Dreyar, the leader of Fairytail, was staring at him right now knowing that what he had in his hands was a dangerous artifact, and still hasn’t made a move to suggest that he was going to take him down forcefully.
“Everything will change if I play this song,” Kageyama tries to force himself to commit to the job, commit to the mission that he was suffered through so much to see through till the end. Makarov just scoffed,
“The weak will still be weak. Sure, taking us guild masters would help out, but eventually someone will replace us. Younger, stronger in many ways. What then? When would you put down that weapon, when would you be satisfied? The answer is never , because the problem isn’t us , but you .”
“You don’t know a damn thing!” Kageyama hissed at Makarov who crossed his arms as he sighed at the wavering man.
“You want to create change? At least live to see it before you become an unknown martyr in the midst of the chaos,” Makarov started off sternly before letting his old voice into what could be considered as the tone of a wise old man who’s seen many things, “Or--push yourself to do better, to be better so that you can gain enough power through your own methods in order to make the changes you want to see happen. Gain a real community to support you and your goals, something that doesn’t involve mass destruction of others at the cost. You have the compassion already. You have the drive to fuel your strength but the key to understanding all of this is that true strength from the heart doesn’t need to create innocent victims. ”
Kageyama’s knees gave out as he fell to the ground at Makarov’s words that resonating with anyone listening in the vicinity.
Natsu felt as if he could protect people without excessive violence, because one of his greatest strengths was compassion.
Erza straightened her back as inspired to be a shield of armor for all in need, because she doesn’t aim to hurt, she only ever aims to protect.
Lucy looks at Makarov in a new light as she thinks about how she wants to take control of her life and change to live the way that she finally wants. Her own variation of freedom that she’s craved for years.
And lastly Gray was left feeling a bit solemn, because he knows all too well about martyrs that sacrifice themselves for the greater good and the costs that come with it.
There’s time to change and try something different, Kageyama thought tiredly as he finally finally succumbs to defeat. The Eisenwald bastards weren’t about creating real change he thinks as he passing out for the second time, dropping the flute.
If they were, they wouldn’t have stabbed him the first place.
Everyone watched as Makarov defeated Kageyama with words alone as the small old man suddenly sweatdropped and laughed sheepishly as he scratched the back of his neck, and that’s obvious where Natsu got that habit from, Lucy thought with small amusement. It was reckless, what Makarov had pulled. What if Kageyama didn’t hesitate in playing the song? They all would’ve been dead but Makarov took that chance to save Kageyama’s life anyways.
What a man.
“Well that was something! What’re you brats doing here though?” Makarov asked curiously as Erza stepped forwards to take the initiative in informing him what had happened prior to the present. Makarov hummed, winced, and then shuddered in small fear at the implied destruction that he knows his children have caused and was quick to summon them over towards them. It was quite silly to see five massive groups of people tiptoeing away from building in the distance with a blue cat with them, but when a loud voice roared “FAIRYTAIL!” once they took sight of the destruction outside, all secrecy was abandoned as they hauled ass out of there.
“God, when can I ever catch a break?!” Makarov groaned as he was carried by Erza like a sports ball. Natsu let out a bright laugh as he dodged an incoming magic attack, hopping over a rock as he picked up Lucy and threw her over his shoulder as she let out a startled shout. She blushed with embarrassment after being put face to face with Gray, who was taking the rear.
They made eye contact before he rolled his eyes at the sight of them and even let out a small amusement smirk at the sight of their actions. Lucy gave a sheepish smile back before she smacked the back of Natsu’s neck at his roughness before allowing him to continue running as he carried her.
Maybe, she’ll be able to make friends with Gray who suddenly wasn’t as asshole-y as she thought.
(And maybe she’s also a little glad that she didn’t seem scare him away completely with their initial meeting.)
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Waking up with a loud groan that ended with a small cough, a bleary-eyed Lucy got out of bed as she blinked in a daze towards her dresser. Throwing on a big shirt that smelled strangely like Natsu a little bit and some shorts, she stumbled into her bathroom to splash some water onto her face. After stretching for a moment, as she let out another yawn, she through her blonde hair into a messy ponytail before trekking into her kitchen--
Only to let out a silent scream at the sight of a half-naked boy slumped on her couch.
Lucy grasped her chest and her rapidly beating heart, as confusion began to seep into her mind once she realized that it wasn’t a pink-haired boy that barges in whenever he wanted. Instead, it was Gray which was shocking to say the least.
“Uh--” Lucy started before Gray grumbles as he props an eye open to look at the shocked blonde before closing it just as fast.
“Quiet, ‘m tryna sleep here.”
“Excuse me?” Lucy said in disbelief at the audacity. In what universe did he think that he could tell her to shut up in her apartment, as if his stripped ass wasn’t trespassing? It even startles her that while she’s surprised, she’s not surprised at the turn of events and that only resolves her to hit Natsu the next time she sees him. “You know what--whatever. Whatever .”
She throws an apple towards Gray who catches it without opening his eyes, and suddenly she needs a coffee in order to get through the surrealness of the morning already. It’s a bit domestic in a friendly sense, with Gray quietly snacking on the apple she had thrown him as she brewed her coffee. They really were opposites, Lucy briefly thought as she pulled out a mug.
Natsu was always full of energy, entertaining Lucy and keeping her on her toes inside of her own home. It was a time that always was filled with laughter though, teases and jokes as they hung out.
Gray was quieter, more content to live in the peace of the moment as he laid on her couch casually. It wasn’t uncomfortable the more Lucy thought about it, as the smell of coffee filled the sunlight room as she poured it into her mug. Leaning against the counter, she took a sip as she looked towards Gray who had already placed the core of the apple on her coffee table as he got comfortable once more on her couch.
“So, you’re actually willing to sleep now?” Lucy asked curiously. She had already called out the fact that he had bags under his eyes anyways, there was no reason to beat around the bush with his apparent sleeping condition. Perks to being incredibly blunt in their first meeting.
Gray grunted and shrugged softly, “I don’t avoid sleep, it avoids me.”
“...that was so corny,” Lucy said with a small snort and Gray chuckled in response. It was silent in the open space room once more as Lucy took another sip of her coffee and Gray let out a small, almost inaudible sigh.
“I’m sorry,” Lucy said softly as Gray’s eyes opened as he looked at Lucy for a long moment, before letting out a louder sigh as he shrugged once more. Lucy winced. “That was a bit brutal of a first meeting and I definitely should’ve watched what I said more, I think.”
“Well it’s not everyday that you get called a bully, and then asked to be a friend in the same ten minute time span.” Gray mused.
“Okay okay, I get it.” Lucy grumbled into her drink as Gray sat up to look at her properly this time, maintaining eye-contact as he quirked his lips into a half-smile.
“I have to admit though, no one has ever said that to me in my entire life. It..made me think about some things in fact,” Gray admitted and Lucy wanted to follow up with a question of her own, but quickly stopped herself once she realized that it probably would’ve been rather invasive again. She’s already learned her lesson the first time.
“Is that right?”
“...yeah.”
Lucy hummed as she down the rest of her coffee, placing the mug in the sink as she lifted herself up to sit on the counter as she kicked her feet idly as she thought about what to say next. It turns out that she didn’t have to say anything, because Gray spoke up first this time.
“...to answer your question, it’s a yes.”
Lucy tilted her head. “Eh?”
Gray flushed a bit as he looked away from Lucy for the first time, “...to be friends. Yeah, that’s okay.”
“Wait, seriously?! But I definitely like, insulted you in a way--,” Lucy cringed at her own actions as she remembered the complete 180 degree turn that she had initiated in the middle of her dissection of him. “--I bet I threw you in for a loop, oh spirits .”
A laugh came out of Gray this time as he nodded, “Oh for sure. Some spicy blonde just started to pick me apart and all I asked was if Lucy was her name. Can’t say I saw that coming at all.”
“Well you must’ve saw something in me if you decided to barge into my home and make yourself comfortable after all of that,” Lucy bantered back as Gray scoffed playfully before rolling his eyes.
“If you say so.”
“In fact,” Lucy quickly looked around for something to grab before she landed on her dirty spoon and pointed it at Gray menancingly, “Don’t even think about doing that again, you almost gave me a heart attack!”
“Good.”
“...I hate you.”
Gray smirked, “The true measure of friendship.”
“So that means you and Natsu are friends, by that logic.”
“Shut up,” Gray said flatly as Lucy cackled at how fast his smile fell off his face. But for some reason, she had a feeling that he wasn’t pissed at her suggestion. Maybe they could reach a mutual understanding at some point in the future, she briefly thought. For now, it’ll look like she’ll be one of the may mediums that stand between the two rivals.
And suddenly, Lucy wanted to go back to sleep at the headache that formed at the thought of them arguing again .
Gray was actually there for a purpose, as she comes to find out once their moment was over. Fairytail was throwing a picnic apparently, everyone gearing up to watch Erza vs Natsu and whoever was to brawl afterwards. Lucy perked up at the thought of the picnic, and she agreed to walk with Gray over there. It wasn’t until she was locking the door to her apartment when she realized that Gray had briefly mentioned that he had fell asleep a bit. Or at least that he was trying to before she “rudely interrupted”.
She turns towards Gray who magically conjured a shirt, looking at her with an eyebrow raised as he shoved his hands in his pockets.
“...if you feel comfortable enough to rest here, then you have my permission to crash whenever you’d like too, as long as you give me a reasonable heads up. The couch will be there.”
Gray didn’t say anything to that as he looked away from Lucy again, and she wondered if he was embarrassed by his insomnia. He did let out a miniscule nod with reddened ears though, and Lucy counts it as a win as they made small talk as they walked towards the picnic spot.
It seemed they came a little late to the party though, with a pouting Natsu being patched up by Mirajane while Cana laughed at him off to the side as Erza stood in the middle of makeshift arena with small burns but otherwise no other injuries on her as one of the Shadow Gear members raised her arm up in victory. Fairytail cheered for Erza who had slightly red cheeks as she stood before them proudly, before everyone decided to dig in for food and sit down.
Lucy managed to squeeze next to Erza this time around, as Gray and Natsu immediately found themselves drawn to each other with magic involved. Lucy was not going to get involved with that today, and thus she ignored them as they rolled down the hill with shouts and pouts.
“Boys,” She rolled her eyes as Erza did the same in agreement, before she turned towards Lucy with her hand out to properly introduce herself.
“Erza. Erza Scarlet.”
Lucy took her hand smoothly and shook it, “Lucy Heartfilia.”
With that, the girls began to quietly bond as they talked about light topics, growing surprise at each other’s answers to question as they sat together on one of the side picnic blankets. Lucy had inquired about the massive horn that she had brought in the other day, in which Erza dived into a story about how she fought that furry beast in the middle of the rainforest with only a shield and a butter knife.
Lucy was pleasantly shocked to say the least, and if it wasn’t Erza, she probably wouldn’t have believed it so easily. But Erza was recalling the story with such a serious expression on her face that she couldn’t help but feel that she was telling the truth, which made it even more shocking. Erza doesn’t seem to be the exaggerating type anyways; she’s quickly come to realize.
“Oh--Please do cut me off if I have rambled for too long. I am not…very good with social cues on occasion,” Erza spoke up a bit hesitantly as she realized that she had dominated conversation for a while as Lucy spoke every now and then to show that she was still engaged but was otherwise listening intently. Lucy was quick to wave a dismissive hand, “Are you kidding? You’re such a badass, Erza! This story is actually insane.”
Erza flushed again at the praise a bit as she nodded, before letting out a small pretty smile at Lucy that caused her to squeal, startling Erza. “What’s the matter? Are you alright?"
“Huh--? No, I’m fine. You’re just so adorable.” Lucy giggled at Erza who spluttered at the compliment, feeling a bit awkward. Adorable? That was not a word that was normally associated with her, Erza thought as she looked at the laughing blonde. Fierce, strong, and commanding was more common. “I love your red hair, did you know?”
Erza looked down at the scarlet strands as she muttered a thank you, with another small smile.
“It matches you, seriously!”
The revelation didn’t surprise Erza as many people compared the redness to the color of blood. Fitting, for a warrior and knight as herself. It was one of her key symbols of power to the masses, as Erza was aware she had quite a bit of popularity.
“The color of roses…” Lucy smiled at the romanticized thought as Erza suddenly blinked in disbelief as a small but growing sense of a foreign happiness settled inside of her. There was a small, small part of her that was happy to be associated with something so effortlessly feminine for a small change.
“Roses, hmm?” Erza repeated softly as Lucy nodded, looking out in the distance as even citizens came over every once in a while, to interact with the guild during their picnic. Everything seemed a bit happier today, she noticed. Maybe it was the nice feeling of the sun in the air.
“Of course. That’s immediately what came to mind when I saw you in action. A beautiful woman who is full of passion as she creates change with her own bare hands. Someone who is devoted and loves helping others in her own way.” Lucy said thoughtfully as she turned to look at Erza who appeared to have mixed emotions on her face. A prominent blush was settled on her cheeks though, and Lucy bit back a coo at her flusteredness at the compliment. It came so naturally, it was just so easy to tease Erza it seemed. How cute.
Erza didn’t know what to say in response for a moment as she looked down at her hands with Lucy’s words in her mind, and that was okay. Lucy was just content in allowing Erza to know that she found her awesome, and that she should know that.
“Thank you, Lucy. I think you are quite interesting, and kind, a-and beautiful as well. Strong. Yes, your celestial spirit mage magic was very impressive.” Erza stiffly but earnestly complimented her back as Lucy thanked her as they began to chat some more, and suddenly Lucy hopes that she could become friends with the S-Class mage as well.
Natsu comes over later with Happy in tow, looking rather dirty despite the energy behind his eyes as he plopped right next to Lucy without a second thought. The girls paused their conversation to look at Natsu, looked at each other, before looking at Natsu once more as they began to tag-team in lecturing him about table manners, as Happy laughed at him.
He doesn’t mind too much though because the sandwiches are good, Fairytail was hanging out in the sun, and Lucy had a smile on her face. Even when the Ice Prick joins them later on, and people gave them surprising looks at the uncanny group, it was somewhat enjoyable as they relaxed and talked with each other, with Natsu sprawled halfway off the blanket with his head on Lucy’s lap as she sat against the tree while Erza and Gray sat across from them as the latter tossed a small sardine to Happy.
The sun was shining, on a nice day after a long mission indeed. It’s a beautiful day, she was hanging out with new friends that she’s made along the way in her life and suddenly Lucy is content as this was exactly where she wanted to be.
And as she talked, her smile never left her face.
Notes:
Yeahhh you guys already know how I feel about the ending of this chapter. I feel like they definitely needed to showcase more fluffy, wholesome moments rather than always trauma-bonding all the time. That is why I completely erased Erza getting arrested and Natsu going after her for that scene. Maybe I'll recycle it for another arc, we'll see, but I felt as if a picnic was a good idea!
Writing domestic Fairytail is so much fun. It feels so natural (and definitely expect more coming in between the midst of their chaos).
This is the end of the Eisenwald arc, and we'll be heading into the Sub-Emperor Lyon yadda yadda Arc that's all about Gray's past! As usual, I follow the canon until I don't and hopefully give more layering and insight on the decisions Team Haluna makes and the lasting impact it has after the arc, especially with Gray.
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 14: Chapter 9
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Nine: What We Become
Sub-Zero Emperor Lyon Arc I
Lucy’s eyes narrowed in immediate suspicion as she felt a powerful magic presence make their way towards the entrance of the guild hall, even frowning visibly as she looked towards the doors. Levy was in the middle of recalling her favorite scene of a book they both enjoyed when she caught the look on Lucy’s face and she looked at her blonde friend worriedly,
“Lu-chan? What’s wrong…” Levy speech suddenly slurred as her eyes began to roll to the back of her head and she slowly fell into what seemed to be a deep sleep, and that had startled Lucy who let out a cry of alarm at the sight. To her continuous disbelief, Lucy realized that within mere moments, everyone that was in the hall currently was asleep and she was quick to hold her breath as her own body felt drowsy. Makarov was quick to place his drink down as he hopped down from his seat in order to help stay awake, but he looked curiously at Lucy as he did so when he realized that she was the only other person that was relatively awake.
Blinking heavily, Lucy tensed when she heard the doors open and a figure with a massive ethernano pool inside of them entered the room. He wore a dark cloak that even covered his face as he remained masked from head to toe. From the briefest hint of his eyes, they looked down towards Lucy curiously as he paused for a moment as Lucy stared at him with shock as she blinked slowly, trying not to fall asleep just in case something bad happened.
Who the hell was this guy?
And why did he seem so secretive, putting everyone to sleep?
The masked man stood before Lucy for a moment, before pulsing out even more of that weird sleepy magical aura that made Lucy’s mind shriek in alarm as she tried her best to fight it. It was enough for her to trigger Rushii, who’s been inside of her barrier for days now as she mediated to prepare for what’s to come. With a feeling of alarm that was so strong, it had initially surprised Rushii as her eyes snapped out and narrowed immediately, taking down the barrier inside of Lucy’s mind as she stepped out to see what was going on.
The mental barrier had previously prevented Rushii’s presence from effecting Lucy as she did her own thing, but the combined effort of their souls was enough to help Lucy withstand the extra force of the masked man as Rushii crossed her arms for a moment before she decided to take control.
Rushii took control of Lucy’s body and stared at the masked man with curiosity in her eyes but there was newfound edge that surprised him, because it suddenly felt as if he was looking at a completely different person. With a small hum of interest and acknowledgment, he relented, opting to move on to take some S-Class missions that Makarov had prepared the moment he had stepped into the guild’s halls.
“Here, Mystogan,” Makarov said a bit sleepily as he handed over some quests as Lucy watched quietly from the sidelines as she struggled to stay awake herself. Rushii had already retreated silently back into her barrier without another word, noting who it was, concluding that Lucy wasn’t in any harm. She was surprised that Lucy was able to withstand his sleeping spell however, and she wondered if her presence had anything to do with that as she closed her eyes to mediate once more, isolating her presence from Lucy’s mind.
Mystogan merely took a small glance at the available quest, grabbed one, and left without a moment’s hesitation as Fairytail slowly came back to life as his presence retreated further and further.
“It’s not every day that someone is able withstand his presence,” Makarov commented with a curious lull in his voice as he looked towards Lucy, who stayed silent. She didn’t know how to answer the unspoken question. A groan captured her attention as Mirajane was the first to get back up from Mystogan’s presence, cracking her neck as she let out a small yawn. She briefly looked around the room to see everyone in a similar state as her, and she was quick to chat with Makarov.
“Mystogan?”
“Indeed.”
“I see,” Mirajane said with a nod as she yawned once more before looking towards a wide-eyed Lucy who was still in the dark about the entire thing. Who was Mystogan? And why did he put everyone to sleep, if he seemed to be a member of Fairytail? Mirajane chuckled at the questions was heavily apparent on her face as Gray shot up with a dark scowl on his face at the realization that he was forcibly put to sleep.
His jaw clenched at the thought while Lucy turned to him with an eyebrow raised,
“You don’t like Mystogan?”
“I don’t even know what he looks like properly, much less know him. He’s just an incredibly strong S-Class mage that is capable of God-knows-what. Nothing more, nothing less.”
“So why do you look so pissed off?”
Gray didn’t answer as he stared at his tense fists and Lucy decided that it was best to leave that alone as she turned towards Levy and Mirajane. A powerful voice from the second floor started to shout that he’s seen Mystogan’s face before, which prompts Natsu to yell at him back trying to instigate a fight. Lucy didn’t pay them any mind as she looks back at Levy, asking her about S-Class mages.
“S-Class mages? They are the strongest in their respective guilds and tend to be representatives of them in a way.” Levy answered thoughtfully as she pointed up towards a bulky, blonde man with an arrogant smirk and a diagonal scar with the shape of a lightning bolt on his face as he antagonized Natsu. “Up there is the S-Class mages lounge, where they are able to take S-Rank missions because they are deemed strong enough to take on such requests. If you’re not called by Makarov, or an S-Class mage, then you’re not allowed up there.”
“Are S-Class missions that dangerous?” Lucy asked a bit anxious as Levy nodded.
“They can result in death if you aren’t careful.”
So those are the types of missions Erza partakes in, Lucy thought briefly as she looked idly back towards the lightning man at the top of the floor. She gestured towards him,
“So, is he a S-Class mage too?”
It was Cana who answer her question this time as she waltzed in before taking a seat next to the girls, propping her feet up as she immediately reached for a flask. Not before sneering in annoyance at who Lucy was pointing at, scoffing harshly.
“ That sorry excuse of a man is Laxus Dreyar.” Cana snorted as she took a shot. Lucy blinked in surprise at the hostility of her voice but at the last name of the man as well, because wasn’t that the same last name as Maka--
“Yes, Lu-chan. Laxus is related to our guildmaster, his grandson in fact.” Levy giggled at her friend’s face as her eyes widened in surprise as she looked back at Laxus. They didn’t look similar at all, but it seemed like the Dreyar family was known for being powerful then. But wait, are there other S-Class mages then? Who are they?
“Who are the other S-Class mages? How many of them are there?”
“There are four. Gildarts Clive, Erza Scarlet, Laxus Dreyar, and the elusive Mystogan~.” Mirajane answered happily as she walked by with drinks in her hand as she handed them out like the excellent bartender she was. Lucy flashed her a grateful smile as she grabbed a drink, but Cana had avoided eye-contact at Mirajane’s words, opting to sip on her drink instead. Even Levy grew a little quiet after Mirajane walked by, and Lucy was quick to realize that the mood turned a little somber.
Oh no…was one of them dead? Was that a sore topic? Fuck, she’s really got to be more aware with her questions, Lucy mentally cursed as she hesitantly asked what was wrong. Levy didn’t say anything at first as she took a look at Cana, who caught her eye as she let out a soft sigh before speaking lowly.
“There are actually five S-Class mages that Fairytail recognizes,” Cana muttered, keeping an eye out for Mirajane who was on the other side of the guild looking content and happy with her role as she talked around. A flash of sadness seeped through Cana’s typically mischievous eyes as she looked at her girlfriend and how fast she had answered the question for Lucy without hesitation.
She still doesn’t think of herself as a strong mage anymore, Cana thought as she sighed into her flask, tsking when she realized that she had drank her anxiety away earlier at the small turn of events with the thought of Laxus and Mirajane. What a can of fucking worms, she thought bitterly.
“Five?” Lucy asked softly, noticing the reluctance.
“Gildarts Clive,” Cana began, although Lucy couldn’t help but notice that she had stumbled over his name a bit, “Erza Scarlet, Mystogan, Laxus, and…Mirajane.”
Lucy’s gasp was so loud that it had drawn the attention of a couple people in their vicinity, including Mirajane but Cana didn’t make eye-contact with her girlfriend as she quietly hissed, “Can it, Heartfilia! We’re speaking lowly for a reason for fuck’s sake!”
“S-Sorry,” Lucy stammered out but was took stunned to morph her expression. Mirajane Strauss? One of the hottest women in Magnolia according to Sorcerer Magazine, who always was bartending and managing Fairytail’s rowdiness with a sweet but firm iron grip? She was an S-Class mage?
“It’s true,” Levy said quietly as she looked down at the table, and immediately Lucy knew that there was more to the story as for why Mirajane wasn’t mentioned anymore. Why she didn’t even mention herself she had answered Lucy’s original question. Cana and Levy didn’t speak about it after that, with the former getting up to excuse herself despite just getting there.
“It’s...nothing wrong to ask, Lucy. But it’s a sore topic among most of us, about what happened.” Levy smiled a bit ruefully at Lucy who nodded, understanding. It must be an old and deep wound then, if they didn’t want to talk about it. They quickly moved on after that, picking up their conversation before Mystogan interrupted it.
Meanwhile, Cana was casually making her way over to Mirajane when she felt a familiar pair of eyes linger on her. Without even breaking a sweat or making eye-contact, she held her hand up to throw a lovely finger at Laxus who scoffed at the sight.
“I didn’t even say anything, you witch,” Laxus grunted as Cana just threw him a hard look from over her shoulder as she continued to walk with a complementary “Piss off, Thunderfuck.” before she made her way towards Mirajane who was already glancing at her with a certain look on her face, enough to make Cana swallow a bit before making her way.
She tried to kiss her cheek for a greeting as a way to soften the blow, but Mirajane wasn’t deterred as she merely hummed but she didn’t reciprocate it. Cana followed Mira as they quietly made their way towards the back of the bar, the warehouse portion that wasn’t visible to those on the other side of the guild. Cana felt a little bit anxious as she followed her, because they didn’t really go back there unless they were feeling freaky, or they were about to have a private conversation.
Considering Mirajane’s calm, but neutral expression, Cana knew for sure that it was going to be the latter.
“So, you told her,” Mirajane stated airily as she began to take inventory of the supplies that they had. Cana knew that it was just a ploy to avoid eye-contact with her though, as she stood off towards the side with her arms crossed as she thought about what to say. Mirajane always needed to be kept busy these days to help ease her mind among other things. A habit that wasn’t originally hers yet she adopted quickly.
“...I did.”
“I’m not a S-Class mage anymore, Cana. I didn’t lie to Lucy.”
“You’re an S-Class mage for life, Mira. Even if you don’t want to be anymore.”
Mirajane bristled a little bit, hurt piercing in her eyes as she snapped towards Cana who looked at her with a neutral expression. She gets like this sometimes, Mirajane thinks bitterly as she swallowed down a wave of irritation. This was a common theme whenever they fight. Cana just wants Mira to begin the pieces of picking herself back together, but it’s--she just can’t .
“It’s been two years,” Cana murmurs softly. Two years since the death of Lisanna, and two years since Mirajane became a persona of happiness and never-ending optimism. Two years since Mirajane lost the will to fight, and two years since she began to become haunted from the demons that inhibit her.
“And what exactly are you trying to say? It’s time to move on? My sister is dead.” Mirajane hissed.
“I will never move on.”
Cana just stayed quiet as she clenched her jaw, stopping herself from saying something that she’ll regret. It’s not that she wants Mirajane to move on from Lisanna and forget about her, of course not. She’s not a psychopath. But until how long will she watch Mira from the sidelines push herself to be someone she’s not? Maybe she’s changed a bit, and maybe she won’t go back to the she-demon she was when they were younger. Cana isn’t asking for that.
She just wants Mirajane to find the will to live and change for herself, not in spirit of Lisanna.
Because sometimes Cana thinks that her girlfriend has decided to carry the role of Lisanna in an effort to attempt to make peace. The youngest Strauss sibling was always able to make friends easily and radiated a kindness that drew people in naturally. Is this her way of coping?
By becoming Lisanna?
“The world doesn’t end if you acknowledge what you are, baby.” Cana sighed as she suddenly craved a heavy drink right then and there. She doesn’t like getting into arguments with Mirajane, because the topics they always talk about were always deep wounds. If it wasn’t Mirajane and her family, it was about Cana and her father, whom she hasn’t told anything to yet. “You are Mirajane Strauss, and you are a S-Class mage of Fairytail. Those are indisputable facts and you cannot change that.”
“Stop,” Mirajane said softly as she felt tears in her eyes at the heaviness. She was Mirajane Strauss, The She-Demon of Fairytail. The powerful Take-Over mage that was feared and infamous across the lands for her power and fierceness. She was an S-Class mage that rivaled Erza and Laxus, making them an infamous trio.
She’s just Mira now, Mira of Fairytail.
And she’s been stuck powerless for two years. She’s no S-Class mage anymore. Hell, she’s barely even a mage. And the souls that inhabit her; whisper things, harping on her internalized self-hatred and pity as she lives on. Deep down, she knows Cana is speaking some truth to her words.
But what good is being an S-Class mage and being powerful, if she couldn’t even save her own flesh and blood.
She was a failure , Mirajane internally choked as she sniffed on the outside, walking away from Cana without a second thought.
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“Please Luce? We can do it, I know we can!” Natsu pouted as he shoved the S-Class mission he stole from the second floor secretly after trying to pick a fight with Laxus. Lucy didn’t even want to look at it though, because what was with Natsu and always trying to break the rules?
“We are not S-Class mages, Natsu! We could seriously get hurt! Or even die. ” Lucy threw her arms in the arm, what part of that was he not understanding? This is serious! It’s not like the adventures they’ve been on before.
“But we’re strong Lucy, Team Haluna is unbeatable, I just know it!”
“Even the mightiest can fall if they aren’t careful, Natsu. The answer is no.”
Natsu huffed out a breath as he took a look at the quest again, before his eyes widened excitedly as he finally figured out a way to get Lucy to come along. The reward for this quest was money, but also a golden celestial spirit key! It was just asking for Natsu to grab, it must be fate, he concluded.
“Oh Luuucy~”
“Nope.”
“But--”
“Nuh uh.”
“Not even for a golden Zodiac key?”
The refusal was on the tip of Lucy’s tongue for the third time before she paused, eyes widening as she looked at Natsu who had a filthy smug grin on his face. Her eyes narrowed as he hauntily gave her the quest with childish arrogance on his face. There was no way, Lucy thought as she skimmed through the quest, before her eyes widened at the list of the reward.
Natsu let out an evil chuckle at the hesitance that was forming on Lucy’s face as she debated with her morals before she let out the longest sigh in existence as she reluctantly nodded which caused Happy and Natsu to cheer. They successfully convinced her, rejoice!
“Woohoo!” Natsu and Happy danced together as Lucy pinched the bridge of her nose, cursing herself for being so lenient when it comes to Natsu. After their victory dance, Natsu walked over to Lucy and picked her up as they spun around, although Lucy didn’t react much this time around as she bit her lip anxiously.
Natsu caught her lack of yelling and quickly sat her down, looking into her eyes as he held her close. Black met brown and for a moment, Natsu got serious as he whispered softly to her,
“You know I won’t let anything happen to you, right? Nothing .”
“I believe you, but what about you? We shouldn’t take this mission lightly Natsu,” Lucy said just as softly back as she took a step back to give herself some space but Natsu mitigated that instantly as he stepped forwards. His eyes were unflinching as he stared at her, understanding her worries and fears.
“I believe in us, Luce. We’re going to be just fine.”
“And if we aren’t?”
“Then I’ll do everything in my power to get you back here safely.”
‘Even if it costs me.’
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Mirajane’s heart dropped when she went upstairs to speak with Makarov on the balcony, only to notice that one of the S-Class missions were missing. She knew that Mystogan had one, and Gildrats as been gone for years. Erza was already coming back from a mission, and she had just seen Laxus. Which meant that either it got lost, or someone stole it.
“Master,” Mirajane called out to him, eyeing the quest board in the meantime.
“Hmm?” Makarov was chatting with Gray and Loke, whom on the floor below, as he looked over towards Mirajane.
“We seem to be missing an S-Class request,” Mirajane said worriedly as Makarov quickly spat out his drink off to the side as he looked over at Mira with wide eyes. “E-Eh?!”
Laxus snorted as he stood off to the side like a loser, as Cana would’ve said, dryly mentioning, “A blue cat was flying around here before it snatched it.”
“Why didn’t you stop Happy?!” Loke said in surprise as Laxus shrugged, not really giving a damn.
“I’m not pest control.”
“Well if Happy is the culprit, then we’re going to need someone to hunt down Team Haluna in the meantime. Laxus, bring them back.”
“Nah, I’m good.”
“It was an order.”
“Fuck that.”
Makarov and Laxus glared at each other for a moment, tension in the air as the bystanders looked away a bit awkwardly. It was growing clear that Laxus wasn’t budging, and Gray let out a sigh as he got up and nodded at Makarov.
“ Fine. I’ll be the one to bring them back, don’t worry about that asshat, Master.”
Makarov and Mirajane shot Gray a grateful smile as he walked off, after Mirajane gave him more information about the mission and their whereabouts. After Gray left, Makarov went downstairs fully without another look at Laxus as Laxus crossed his arms with a bored expression on his face.
It was only Mirajane and Laxus left as she regarded him for a moment before shaking her head in disappointment. Laxus caught it and immediately flared with annoyance as he got up to look at her,
“Something you want to say, Mira?”
“I’ve got nothing to say to you, Dreyar.”
Laxus just smirked as he chuckled dryly, “You’ve got nothing to do these days in general. It’s like watching a dragon shrivel down to a pathetic lizard.”
“I could say the same for you. What happened to the boy that used care for those ‘pathetic’ lizards, who cared for others without hesitation? All I see is an arrogant man who thinks he’s the greatest, strolling around here as if he’s the shit.”
“I am the best. I’m the strongest in Fairytail, in fact. Something that many people fail to see in this goddamn hall.”
It was Mira’s turn to chuckle sadly as she made her way downstairs, wanting to get farther and farther away from the boy that used to be hers. It’s so hard to watch the people that she had loved fall into ruin. Laxus used to be so kind, so sweet and loving.
Laxus, Cana, and Mira. They were one hell of a trio at the time. On the outside, they were the oldest children in the guild that made sure that the younger ones, Natsu’s generation were taken care of from the best of their abilities. Cana and Mira were around more than Laxus, who was often with his father, but during the times that they had been together, it was amazing.
On the outside, they were a group of best friends that seemed to even each other out perfectly. Laxus’s compassion and kindness, Cana’s mischievous but seriousness, and Mirajane’s aggressiveness and loyalty. Yet to them, there was always something that ran a little deeper than that.
There was never a label, but it was there.
Until it wasn’t.
There was a point in her life where she had loved Laxus just as she loves Cana. But the Laxus she had loved died too, and they’ll probably never be the same again. She know Cana hurts sometimes whenever she engages in spats with Laxus, missing how they were in the past. She also knows that Cana wouldn’t ever forgive Laxus either, the girl could hold grudges like a champion.
Mirajane let out a small sigh as she returned back to the bar.
Some things aren’t meant to be, she thinks quietly.
Sometimes she thinks about the past and there’s a sense of melancholy that never fails to overcome her, because it’s a reminder that there was a time in her life where everyone was relatively happy with all they had, which was each other.
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“Boo.”
Lucy let out a shout in surprise which caused Natsu to let out a rather unnatural high-pitched scream as he whipped his body around with a flamed fist ready to fight. Instead his eyes widened comically at the sight of an unamused Gray with his arms crossed, before Natsu pointed at him,
“Ice Prick?!”
“Gray?!” Lucy said in surprise as Gray merely raised an eyebrow.
“Now I expected this from Natsu, but you, Lucy? Don’t let this guy’s idiot juice rub onto you.”
“Hey!”
Happy came back with a sailor in tow who was wearing a cloak that covered his body. Happy flashed a cute smile at Gray, before pointing at the sailor who had nodded at the mages as they turned their attention onto him. Natsu, used the brief moment of surprise to quick chop the back of Gray’s neck as it knocked him out instantly, causing Lucy to gasp in disbelief at the turn of events.
She slapped Natsu on the arm as the latter threw Gray’s unconscious form over his shoulder.
“What the hell, Natsu?!”
Natsu let out a whine at the slap, looking at Lucy, “He was just going to get in the way! Happy found someone to take us aboard finally , I wasn’t going to let Ice Fucker ruin it!”
It was true that they had been unsuccessful at getting a sailor to guide them to their mission site, which happened to be Galuna Island. Activating her magic sensoring, Lucy narrowed her eyes a bit at the sailor that Happy had found, noticing a lingering magic aura that seemed to be possessing him. He didn’t seem to have ill-intent however, and that’s the only reason why Lucy didn’t make any sudden moves to Natsu to alert him.
She was a bit curious about the guy now, as she excused her team from the casual display of violence in front of him.
“It’s quite alright, but I heard you were looking for a way to Galuna Island?”
“That’s right.”
“I can take you, follow me if you would please.”
After following him to his boat, and Natsu’s suffering, they eventually made their way towards the island as they drifted off to sea. Gray was flopped against the side of the deck as he remained unconscious, roped up thanks to Natsu and Happy. Lucy could only let out a sigh as she sat down towards the front of the boat, looking out into the blue sea.
She couldn’t help but smile at the sight of being on the water, she quite enjoyed it to be honest. The open, crystal blue waters. The saltiness in the air as she closed her eyes and relaxed in the sun. She just might even let Aquarius out to do some small recon as they head towards their destination.
After another gargle from Natsu, and a small groan from Gray had re-captured Lucy’s attention from her daze as she gave an apologetic smile to Gray who looked down at the ropes that had bounded him and let out a sigh of annoyance.
“Would it help that it wasn’t my idea?” Lucy tried.
“An accomplice is still an accomplice,” Gray snorted as Lucy chuckled before walking over towards a sea-sick Natsu. She sat down next to him as she laid against the boat, rubbing his back in slow circles as they began to whisper to each other. Gray doesn’t know what to think of their dynamic.
On one hand, they looked like close friends who did stupid shit together (like this mission).
On the other, Gray has caught a few times where Natsu’s eyesight would be naturally drawn towards the blonde and vice versa. He loved to touch her, Gray noted as he watched them. They probably didn’t even realize that they were pressed up against each other as Lucy soothed Natsu, who looked at her as if she was a miracle.
Considering the sound of Natsu’s dry heave however, she probably was a miracle right now, Gray thought with a small chuckle as the sailor came from below deck, heading towards the center of the boat where everyone was. There was something off about his demeanor though, enough for Lucy and Gray to snap their heads at him before looking at each other in unison as they quietly observed.
“My name is Bobo,” Bobo started as he looked at the island that was in the distant.
“It’s nice to meet you, Bobo,” Lucy said quietly as she observed him, “I do have a question for you though.”
“Of course.”
“Why did you agree to sail us to Galuna Island? Many sailors told us that it was cursed and that they refused to go. Aren’t you worried as well?”
Bobo sadly chuckled as he turned around towards them, “I am worried, but not for the reasons you think.”
Before they had a chance to ask for a follow-up question, Bobo lifted up his cloak which caused everyone to gasp at the sight. His arm was sharp with black and red symbols all over it as well as sharp claws. It looked demonic, if Lucy was being honest, and that suddenly makes sense of the weird presence that she had felt in Bobo’s aura.
Gray swallowed, “Are…you possessed or something?”
Bobo just shrugged as he looked down in shame, “I don’t know. I don’t know what is wrong with my homeland, Galuna Island. It is why I sent a request to guilds begging for help, asking for those with strong resolve to help me and my people. Because the sky is dark, the moon is purple, and we have turned into--into demons. ”
Notes:
Well...I believe that this will probably be the most surprising turn of events in the story so far.
Did you see the hints to poly Laxus/Cana/Mirajane? It literally hit me that I've always shipped them together in one way or another, and then I was like well shit, let's do this! If anyone has worries of them actually being a polyamorous ship, the answer is no.
Cana/Mira will remain together, while Laxus will do his own thing (aka idk how I want to deal with Laxus yet lol)
It's just something I thought about giving interesting lore that probably shocked some people lol! Mirajane was done so dirty in my opinion, and I did say that this was a character study, so don't be surprised if we don't follow Lucy all of the time (who is still the main focus though, don't worry).
As for Lucy withstanding Mystogan, Rushii's impact just by being inside of her body is something that I've excited to explore! Them working together with their respective magics allowed them to withstand Mystogan's sleep spell (or whatever it was), and it WILL be explored further when certain characters come together, so stay tuned if that got you excited! Don't worry, I didn't forget about Rushii!
I had to post this chapter early, because I really have to lock in for some exams that are coming up next week so it might be like a week before I update, sorry y'all. I've been pumping out chapters from the jump!
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 15: Chapter 10
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Ten: Frigid Tests
Sub-Zero Emperor Lyon Arc II
Everyone looked towards at disfiguration of Bobo, with his demonic looking arm and his forlorn look on his face as he silently begged for help. Even Natsu took a pause, wheezing out a breath before turning to look towards Bobo for a brief moment. Lucy gulped in a small dose of fear at what awaited them on Galuna Island, while Gray’s eyes flashed and hardened at the sight as he stared at his arm.
“A curse…” Bobo whispered as he walked back down towards the lower deck, walking past Natsu and Lucy. Despite being in rough shape, Natsu stuck his arm out and grabbed Bobo’s cloak, giving him a serious but determined look as he muttered quietly.
“We’ll help your people.”
He had dried drool on his chin, was recovering from a dry heave and could barely stop his body from shaking. But his eyes were fierce with determination that was so strong, that Bobo had no chance but to believe him as he stared back. Even Lucy was in awe a little bit as she looked down at the teen in her arms, pressed against her as he tried to seek comfort. Where does he get this strength from? Lucy was curious, because even at his worst moments, Natsu always seemed to be the one with the strongest will to do good.
Bobo ended up giving them a reluctant nod before heading back down below, leaving Team Haluna and a bounded Gray on the deck as they thought about their next move. Quickly realizing that the situation has changed, Lucy got up to untie Gray. He let out a small grunt once his wrists were unbound and he rubbed the sore skin as he got up to look at the island that they were sailing too. The further along they were on their journey, the darker the skies were becoming. It gave Gray a sense of foreshadow, a bad one. Goosebumps began to erupt all over his skin if he stared at the island for too long, his usual frown on his face turning into something deeper as he looked away. What exactly was on Galuna Island?
For the sake of the residents, he hopes nothing too heinous.
“Deep breaths, Natsu,” Lucy said softly as she gave him comfort, before getting up to grab one of her keys. Gray looks at her in slight interest, because he doesn’t recall ever seeing her use her magic before. All he knew was that she was a celestial spirit mage and could summon spirits, but what did that even look like?
His answer in the form of a gorgeous mermaid that stepped out of a golden gate with a resting snarky bitch face as she immediately looked around their vicinity, looking quite unamused. Gray eyes shun with small amusement as he watched the mermaid scowl Lucy, who looked a little sheepish, but she seemed to be smiling all the same.
Aquarius furrowed her brow at the sight of the island ahead, before giving Lucy a distinctive look.
“...I’m not quite sure what I feel on that island, but I’m gonna warn you anyways. There is something there, that I do know.” Her voice was low as Lucy nodded at her words; she had suspected that much already. The spirit’s gaze flickered towards Natsu, giving him a look that Lucy has never seen before. She also looked at Natsu, wondering why Aquarius was looking at him to intently, but found that nothing was out of the ordinary.
“What is it, Aquarius?”
Aquarius just looked back at her, and hesitantly opened her mouth to say something before deciding against it. She just huffed and shook her head before walking over towards the edge of the boat, standing on top of the railings with pristine balance. She spun and cocked her hip, effectively changing the conversation.
“So whaddya want from me?”
“Take watch of us from below the water, you never know might come after us even before we reach the shore. You’re the best spirit for the job!”
Aquarius wasn’t fazed by the praise, “Brat, I’m the only spirit for the job. Nobody else can handle water terrain except me.”
“That just means you’re naturally number one then, right?” Lucy smiled without skipping a beat as Aquarius hmphed, sticking her nose in the air as she looked off to the side. Gray huffed out a small laugh at the exchange as Aquarius turns back around to get ready to jump into the water.
“Whatever, I’ll recon and protect you three flimsy humans.”
Gray immediately harped onto her words, taking note that she said three. Natsu, Lucy, and Gray counted as three, but what about the sailor who was manning the boat? Sure, he might be having demonic stuff going on with his body but his spirit was still human, right? “Wait. Just three?”
Aquarius flashed him a sneer and a look that screamed ‘Why the fuck is this random talking to me?’ but closed her eyes anyways as she surveyed the boat. Feeling and counting the spirits that she had felt, her blue eyes snapped opened. “Three plus the cat.”
She jumped in the water without a second thought as Gray immediately jogged towards the entrance to the lower deck, twisting and yanking the handle open as he shouted, “Bobo? Bobo!”
Silence was all he heard in return as Gray swore before jumping down into below deck without a second thought, only to see that it was just a big room with a could barrels but nothing else. It was completely barren, even when Gray opened each and every barrel that was underneath. Absolutely nothing was down here, and Gray scowled darkly as he climbed back up the ladder to head back to where the rest were.
“We have a problem,” Gray sighed as he captured everyone’s attention. Lucy bit her lip.
“Bobo’s missing?”
“Yep.”
“Shit.” Lucy sighed as she crossed her arms. Gray ran a hand through his hair as he clenched his jaw, he was pissed at possibly being swindled by Bobo. Why did he suddenly disappear? How did he suddenly disappear, in fact? Because as far as Gray was concerned, there had been nothing but salty water for miles now.
“We don’t have a choice but to go to the island now,” Happy chirped as he walked around the deck.
No one said anything for a while, because the cat was right.
There was nothing they could do as they drifted towards Galuna island.
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--L-H--
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The shores of Galuna Island were sandy with large rocks here and there. Looking past the beach portion of the island laid a tropical jungle that seemed to go for miles, the closer Natsu looked after he kissed the ground for joy. Lucy just rolled her eyes as she got off the boat next, with Gray following her to make sure that Bobo was actually gone and didn’t jump out to fuck them over even more.
A cautious type indeed, Lucy noted as she saw Gray’s darkened eyes alert despite his natural sleep-deprived state. Gray eventually was satisfied in his findings and jumped down from the boat, as the trio plus Happy began to walk on aimlessly on the island. Despite the circumstances and the overall eeriness of this S-Class mission so far, Lucy would be lying if she said that she wasn’t intrigued by the island.
Happy had already swooped up to take some fruit that seemed to be growing from the top of the trees. It was really sweet he said, and sure enough everyone was munching on the sweet orange fruit that tasted really good.
Was it poison? Who knows! Lucy was hungry, and so were the rest of them.
“If some fruit takes me out right here and now then, at least I died eating something tasty,” Gray snorted as he took another bite while Lucy laughed.
In the distance however, Natsu pointed out that he smelled something interesting and used Happy to get a bird’s eye view in the direction he smelt the scents. Narrowing his eyes as he squinted in the dark a bit, his eyes widened at the sight of man-made structures and that’s when he let out a cheer and told the others the good news.
“I think I saw a village over there!” Natsu grinned as he pointed in the north-east direction. It turns out that he was correct, there was in fact a village of people that seemed to be in the same situation as Bobo, considering their altered limbs that varied in colors and sizes. It made Team Haluna get serious immediately at the sight, but it was clear that Bobo wasn’t lying after all. These people seemed to have a serious problem. The residents of Galuna Island immediately spotted them, and eagerly greeted them once they realized that they had to be from the mainland due to their un-altered forms.
“Hello!”
“Thank you for coming!”
“Wow, someone really came!” Natsu’s heart hurt a bit at the one.
“Thank the spirits!”
They were crowded immediately, with Gray taking a step back with a small, subtle grimace while Lucy and Natsu were chuckling with surprise at the children that ran around them with chicken feet! These people were still people, Lucy reminded herself, despite the demonic limbs. Eventually, the residents settled down when an elder man walking with a cane came over, introducing himself as Moka, chief of the village.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Moka.” Lucy said with a polite nod and a firm handshake. Being the designated leader of Team Haluna meant that she took it upon herself to handle the diplomatic situations and took the reign of introductions. It was something that she was used to doing after learning business due to her father’s tutors. It was the few things that she was proud of coming from the manor. At least if being a traveler and a guild-member ever failed, Lucy knew she had the basic intellect to find her way in managing businesses.
“Thank you, mages. As you can see, my people and I have a serious problem on our hands,” Moka said with a grave voice that has cracked with age. In the back of her mind, Lucy comically thought about the difference in voices that Moka and Makarov had. Maybe Makarov wasn’t as old as she thought he was.
“Could you please give us more information about what has happened?” Moka nodded in agreement, and they found themselves settled in the guest hut that they were going to stay in for the night, before heading out in the morning to investigate. Moka had someone pour tea for them, and they all sipped it as they talked. Lucy had to secretly smack Natsu from making a face at the smell of it though, but his tune quickly changed when he realized that it tasted better than it smelt.
“It is a curse --” Moka begins and it reminds Gray of Bobo for some reason. “--that began when the moon turned purple a couple years again. The magic power ended up turning us into demons in the night. Most of the time, we can revert back to normal in the day-time but I am afraid that more and more are unable to turn back as time goes on. We…”
Moka took a long sip of his tea as he let out a deep, sad sigh. Whatever he was going to say was painful to admit, Lucy realized. Something that Moka knows must be done deep down and there was a resignation inside of him that reflected that. A leader’s peril is what she found herself looking at.
“...We have to kill those who fully turn, for they lose control and attack anyone in sight. We’ve lost some along the years, including my son, Bobo.” Moka said mournfully. Team Haluna gasped mutely and quickly looked at each other as Moka reflected for a brief moment. Bobo was supposed to be dead? Lucy suddenly paled, did she just see and talk to a ghost ?
Natsu was a bit confused because he was almost positive that he managed to grab his coat before telling Bobo that they would help his island. Natsu’s eyes suddenly widened in excitement, was he a Ghost-Slayer now too?!
“Psst, Luce!” Natsu whispered loudly to the blonde who turned and looked at him, “I think I’m a ghost slayer!”
Gray couldn’t stop the small snort that escaped him as he quickly looked away when Lucy snapped her eyes at him before she turned towards Natsu, “What?! This is not the time for jokes, baka!”
She got a big pout after that, but she ignored it as she continued to converse with Moka.
Yeah...Gray doesn’t know what to make of them just yet.
“Dispel the curse. That’s our mission, correct?”
“Indeed, and the only way to do it is to destroy the moon.”
Team Haluna was left baffled the rest of the night as they took in Moka’s parting words. Destroy the moon? Is that even possible? Wasn’t the moon millions of miles away from Earth Land? Lucy hoped that that was simply a mysterious metaphor for something else, but secretly had a suspicious gut feeling that Moka’s words were true. If that was the case, then that only made her feel worse.
With muddled spirits at the revelations of the night, Team Haluna turned in as they fell asleep dreaming about what’s to come. And if they woke up feeling stressed and stiff, well no one could blame them.
Galuna Island hasn’t slept well in years, either.
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There’s a feeling in the air sometimes, that gets a person stiff and anxious. The moment Gray had stepped upon the island, there was something that lingered in the atmosphere. He understands that he is a naturally cautious person, and that paranoia could creep in every now and then. Maybe the lack of sleep was getting to him, he thought for a moment as he found himself wallowing in a deep discomfort. So much so that even the flamed idiot had given him a small look of concern as they walked through the tropics.
Gray made sure to steel his face after that. What if he was worrying over nothing?
He wasn’t.
Because the further they walked away from the outskirts and the village, the more he realized that they’ve heard less and less sounds of nature. Even insects were growing quieter as they ventured deeper into the unknown, and Gray’s nerves felt like lava underneath his skin as they continued to walk.
Quickly, Lucy pauses and raises a hand up and Natsu is immediately alert. She looks around as everyone stood in silence, wondering where the source of incoming magic is coming from. “Gray, to your right.”
Without even hesitating, Gray summoned an Ice-Make Hammer and held it in his hands as he pivoted, hearing rushing footsteps from Lucy’s call out. With accurate timing, he swung the hammer upwards and connected it with the face of a large figure who let out a strangled screech before knocking out. Gray immediately stomped on the ground to freeze the enemy afterwards, ice shooting from his feet to enclose what appeared to be a…giant rat?
“Ew…” Gray looked in small disgust at the giant rat as Lucy audibly gagged. Natsu scratched the back of his neck as he walked over to the frozen rat, taking a closer look at it with a small incredulous look on his face.
“Don’t get too close to it!”
“S’okay Luce, Ice Stripper was actually useful for once and managed to knock it out!” Natsu chirped as he looked at the color of the rat. It was a bit weird to see it dressed up like a maid in a way, plus its fur was bright blue with was also odd. It was pretty uncomfortable to look at for too long, and thus Lucy had the brilliant idea to move towards the direction the rat came from.
“You think this island has a bunch of those rats, guys?”
“Spirits help us all if they do,” Lucy venomously muttered as she shivered in disgust. Gray let out a small chuckle.
“It wasn’t that bad and if that’s the case, then they don’t seem super challenging to beat.”
Natsu suddenly glared at Gray childishly, “I won’t let you take the next rat!”
“If you’re fast enough to defeat it, slowpoke.”
“You only got to it first because Lucy said it was closest to you!”
“Guess I’m going to be the favorite soon, eh Flame Brain?”
Natsu visibly bristled at the retort and they both took a step towards each other with their magic flickering as Lucy pinched her nose, muttering for Happy to come with her as she left the rivals to beef alone behind her.
“Shut up, Pervert!”
“Make me, Flare Head.”
“You--Fine. The person with the most victories on this damn mission gets to be Lucy’s favorite!”
Lucy let out a small snort from further above, still in the hearing range albeit barely. “Please do not drag me into this.”
“She said yes!” Natsu continued on without missing a beat, and he spat into his hand to meet with Gray’s as they glared at each other in with rivalry tension. They even tried to squeeze each other’s hand harder, but it reached a stalemate pretty soon and for some reason, they both ran out of breath as they let go simultaneously. Meanwhile Lucy tripped a little bit on an exposed root, causing her to stumble out into an open area as she sucked in a startled breath after she regained her composure.
In front of her was a large pyramidish ruin that appeared to be incredibly worn down and old, but the sight of a new area to explore didn’t deter Lucy who let out a gasp of delight and grinned. She ran back towards the boys who were making their way over towards her and urged them to hurry up with a light laugh as Happy cheered and flew around her.
The rivals just looked at each other before taking off at the same time, racing as they followed Lucy’s pace running through the island. Eventually they reached the ruins and Natsu’s eyes widened as he grinned at the thought of exploration. He talked animatedly with Happy as Lucy began to look around for an entrance, but all Gray could think was that the uncomfortable feeling that he had felt earlier, came back full force.
It was starting to scare him a bit. Just what was making him feel that way about this entire island?
“Guys! I found an entrance!” Lucy shouted as she waved them over, and the team began to make their way inside without a moment’s notice. Natsu was taking the front as he walked aimlessly with Lucy in the middle, a little more cautious than the latter. Goosebumps had erupted all of Gray’s skin once more, so he found himself taking the rear end of the ground, looking around slowly as they walked.
“Natsu, for the last time, be careful! What if the walls crumble because of your big steps?!”
“These caves have been around for a long time, yeah? I’m sure it’ll take more than walking around to make the walls crumble.” Natsu chuckled.
“Natsu really is heavy footed today though,” Happy noted as Lucy nodded in rapid agreement as they both cringed when Natsu’s step caused the ground to shake for a moment. Natsu paused at them before looking down at the floor and back of them before he proceeded to jump up and down rapidly on the ground.
Lucy threw a fist in the air, “Natsu, I swear to Go-- ”
“See? I told you, everything is just fi-IIIIIIINEEEEE ” Natsu screamed as the floor crumbled underneath the stress and he fell through the floor. Lucy, Gray, and Happy stood in disbelief and silence for a moment as the sound of Natsu’s groans and coughs echoed through the cave. The look of disappointment was so grave on Lucy’s face that no one dared to say a word once they reached were Natsu was, after he sheepishly told them that he thought he saw something in the distance down there.
They walked in silence as Natsu shoved his hands in his pockets as he let Lucy take the lead, with Gray biting back a small smirk at the sight of the scolded dragon slayer.
“Well if it isn’t the consequences of my own actions,” Gray quietly snarked at Natsu who rolled his eyes and grumbled for him to shut up in retort. The brief period of amusement ended quickly however as Gray felt as if it was taking a lot of energy inside of him in order to push forwards. His palms began to get sweaty with anxiety, his stomach began to clench a bit tensely as he awaited their fate. What was waiting for them at the end of this path? Hopefully, it wasn’t something serious and Gray was just over-reacting. That his slowly building unease that he’s been feeling the past two days was all for nothing.
It was Happy, ironically, who made that hope crash down all together as he announced that he saw a big figure in-caged in what appeared to be ice up ahead. Lucy and Natsu picked up their pace as they jogged to where Happy was, but Gray froze.
He’s heard and seen such a description before.
But in the back of his mind, there was still hope. He just trapped a monster in ice just moments prior, after all. Maybe it wasn’t anything as drastic and extreme as he thought. Maybe it wasn’t that .
Gray entered the opened, rough terrain area and stopped almost immediately as his mind went blank as he stared at the massive imprisonment of the Ice Shell of Ur against the Demon of Disaster, Deliora .
What the fuc--
Gray’s heart pounded as he stood before the massive block of ice that imprisoned something horrid, something beastly, something demonic. The feeling of repulsion and fear began to invade his senses as he took a faltering step back, his eyes widening to the point of erraticness as he began to breathe heavily, and in short spurts. It couldn’t have been possible, how the hell was that here?
And suddenly he’s transported back to the tundra village where he had learned his magic from his master, the memories flashing before his eyes as everything became a hazy daze. There was no way that the demon was here. The dark cave seemed to be closing in on Gray as he grasped his face in an action of pure disbelief, letting out a choked sound that caused Lucy’s eyes to widened as she looked back from before the massive ice cage.
Lucy felt her heart drop immediately at the sight of a freaked-out Gray, who seemed to be one second away from vomiting on the floor out of incredulity and fear. “Gray…?”
She couldn’t even bring herself to raise her voice above a whisper as Natsu turned around as well, only to see Gray in the middle of the beginnings of a panic attack. Natsu’s eyes widened in alarm at the sight of his normally calm and suave rival, feeling a bit tense at seeing him so utterly vulnerable. Was what he was witnessing even a panic attack? As strings of mounting curses and held-back tears came from Gray, he realized that this felt more like a breakdown he was watching.
Because he has never seen Gray look so tired and broken as he did in that moment.
Gray’s heart raced out of control as he was bombarded with emotions at the sight of Ice Shell, his head began to throb painfully with such overwhelming feelings. It felt as if someone had ripped a piece of Gray, violently and abruptly, while he was left to deal with the lingering emotions of shock, fear, and sadness. He ran his fingers through his dark hair as he let out a shuttered breath that ended in a gag.
Seeing someone who she has begun to get to know more and understand, so emotional was making Lucy emotional as well as she held back a small sudden sob of her own as she slowly walked towards Gray who she could only describe as losing his mind.
He was muttering, chanting things under his breath rapidly, ‘Ur’ ‘Deliora’ ‘death’
Lucy had no idea what it means, but it means something to Gray. It meant something deeply.
Natsu felt a wave of discomfort from looking at Gray for too long. He quickly looked away, in fact, because he felt as if he shouldn’t be watching this. Did he wish for Gray to suffer and to beat him up all of the time?
Yes.
Did he wish for Gray to suffer, truly?
No.
Because there was a limit, there’s always an unspoken limit for rivalries like their own. They grew up together, they’ve rumbled and tussled in so many different ways, Natsu was sure that it was in the hundreds. But there was a level of respect that comes with such a relationship that blossoms like theirs, that only grows with time.
He wishes hell on Gray, but not for him to be in it.
Natsu’s eyes darkened as his eyes pierced the cave wall as he heard Lucy begin to tearfully console Gray, who was probably shaking as violently as Natsu last saw him. A lip trembled very quickly in Natsu, before he turned to face the ice prison in front of him with a growl in his chest.
That ice was the reason why Gray was freaking out right?
‘Don’t worry. I’m going to take care of it’, Natsu thought with spite as he charged his fist with flames, his will to destroy the very thing in front of him was powering his magic to lengths that he didn’t know he was capable of. He let out a snarl as he made the motion to destroy the ice shell, when Gray’s desperate shout made him pause half-way.
“ DON’T! ” Gray shouted wildly, trying to fight against Lucy who was holding him back as he weakly fought against her. It was the angst in his voice that startles Natsu, who’s flames instantly went out at the sound of it. He couldn’t help it. He snapped his eyes back towards Gray who was crying now, softly.
He didn’t scream or through a tantrum everywhere.
He didn’t fight Lucy anymore either, after noticing how Natsu stopped immediately.
He just slumped against her tiredly as he quietly sobbed, Lucy holding him tightly.
“Y-You can’t.” Gray shivered against Lucy, who stood there with a couple of tears rolling down her face as well. She swallowed harshly, “Gray..we can’t what? Destroy the ice?”
But Gray wasn’t coherent anymore as he sobbed even harder at her words. They couldn’t destroy the ice, they couldn’t. He can’t handle the thought at all.
Lucy casted Natsu a look so full of worry and sorrow that he had a swallow down a harsh breath himself, before taking control of the situation. It was clear that they had to talk about something, and he was the only one other than Happy who was in a decent mindset---
Natsu’s eyes sharpened as he snapped his head towards another entrance within the cave. He tuned his ears in, only to hear footsteps coming with the sound of voices. Natsu tensed as he moved defensively, quickly rushing towards Lucy and Gray.
“We have to move; people are coming, and I don’t recognize their smell nor voices.”
Lucy tried to get Gray to move, but it was hard when he was practically laying his entire body weight on her as he spiraled. Natsu let out a small curse before throwing Gray over his shoulder and grabbing Lucy by the hand as he ran towards a larger area of rocks that could provide decent cover. He called out for Happy who flew over and laid Gray gently down, as his sniffles turned into a blank daze as he laid motionless against the rock wall.
Natsu’s jaw clenched at the sight, and he quickly looked away at the sight once more as he opted to keep watch. Lucy was wiping her tears with her free hand as the other remained with Natsu’s hand, who didn’t dare let go.
“Gray?”
The depressed dark blue eyes that stared back at her made Lucy shiver slightly as she reached over to grab Gray’s hand with her remaining one. Together, Team Haluna sat enclasped and in silence as the mystery people came over towards the ice prison that had shattered Gray momentarily. Natsu placed a finger over his lips the moment he saw someone walk in, and they didn’t dare to move an inch as they began to listen.
“The Moon Drip ritual will be finished soon, Reitei.”
“Excellent. We all remember the plan, yes?” Presumably Reitei answered that question, but Gray’s eyes blinked with a little bit of life once he felt as if he recognized that voice. He was still in a bit of a daze however and couldn’t find it in himself to focus as the combination of insomnia and the aftermaths of a breakdown made for an extremely tired person as a result.
“Yeah. To purge all the intruders, yadda yadda.”
“Don’t be an arse. We’ll removed everyone and then begin the real objective once the ritual in complete. Is that right, Reitei?”
“That’s correct. Once this blasted ice melts, then it will be time.”
That’s all Gray had to hear when a rush of pure rage envelops him, causing him to sit up sharply as his magic began to activate at the extreme rush of emotions. Blasted ice? Did this Reitei fucker even know what was sacrificed in order to contain that monster that was inside of it? Did they even know the history of the incident, and how--
Gray faltered once more at the thought of Ur before his eyes set into a cold fury.
He won’t let them get away with this, not without his own blood, sweat and tears.
How dare this Reitei bastard soil and dismiss his second mother’s sacrifice and name?
Notes:
Exams are officially OVER!!! (For now)
It's been a rough couple of days but we pull through, and now we should be back to our regular scheduled programming for a solid month at least! Hopefully you guys didn't miss the story too much haha!
Gray's breakdown was something that I had planned for a long time, and it's only going to get worse before it gets better. I had the idea of portraying Gray as someone who is sarcastic, keeps to himself, but enjoys banter and comradeship just like the rest of Fairytail for the most part. I think the ingredients of traits that my version of Gray would kinda spell out someone who is a bit of a loner, right? But that's not the case! I've seen many tropes were basically stated that people keep to themselves = closed off, emotional people who don't know how to process emotions.
Gray does know how to handle his emotions, at least getting a better hold of it now, which is why I made him so openly expressive in his grief at seeing Deliora. Sure, his insomnia probably doesn't give him a good record of "handing his emotions" but everyone has their flaws, and that happens to be one of Gray's. He's trying his best and this arc will help him even more with closure and processing aged trauma/grief!
I actually don't know how I feel about this chapter yet, I wanted the flow of banter between Team Haluna to exist but to not be too light hearted, otherwise Gray's emotional scene might seem TOO abrupt and a slap in the face if anything. I'll probably read it over and over for the next day or two to iron out the works (I just KNOW y'all be seeing my grammatical errors and bless your hearts for not calling me out for shitty proof-reading LMFAO)
But yeah, I would enjoy feedback (good and/or constructive) on that just so I know how to improve (or even revise for this chapter)!
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 16: Chapter 11
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Eleven: Freeze
Sub-Zero Emperor Lyon Arc III
He’s not stupid.
Despite feeling as if he was the brink of a rampage full of pain, Gray knew not to blow their cover. The team remained silent during the entire exchange with Reitei and his comrades, as they continued to talk about miscellaneous things until they left.
And suddenly it was Team Haluna sitting behind the rocks in a tense silence as they tried to process about what to do next.
Natsu took a quick glance at Gray and saw how upset he was, his face settling into a hard gaze with fury in his eyes. Gray wasn’t the type to scream and throw a tantrum in a feat of anger, Natsu knew. When he was truly pissed, it shows in his eyes, and he gets really quiet. Natsu let out a harsh breath from his nose as he shifted so that they were all sitting in a triangle format, letting go of Lucy’s hand.
Lucy didn’t let go of Gray’s however, and for that he was secretly grateful for.
No one said anything as they waited for Gray to collect himself, the latter sitting up as his dark hair fell over his eyes, blocking their view. Lucy just squeezed his hand in an effort to give him courage and reassurance to speak up. That they were here, and they would listen, even Natsu. That was what a team is about, after all. Gray might not be officially apart of Team Haluna yet, but Lucy knew that it was bound to happen soon enough. These types of traumatic situations only bring those involved closer together, after all.
“Its name is Deliora,” Gray said quietly, feeling as if he’d swallow glass at the sound of the name of the demon from his lips. He has not thought of or spoken about it in a long time. It was in a past that he had naively thought was relatively behind him, that it couldn’t hurt him anymore than it already had. As if the nightmares weren’t fucking enough, he had just been hopeful and yet so foolish the entire time, Gray thought bitterly.
“It’s an ’immortal’ Demon that was known as the Demon of Disaster. In the Northern Continent, the area that I am originally from, it was notorious for destroying villages for no purpose whatsoever. Just for pure destruction. Just plain evil .” Gray hissed before sombering up quickly to add on a killer blow.
“It also killed my parents.”
Natsu froze at his words, eyes widening as Lucy placed her free hand on her mouth in order to stifle her gasp of shock. At first, Gray wanted to open his mouth and quickly tell them that he didn’t want their pity. It’s been years since the death of his biological parents, and to be honest, he doesn’t even remember their faces anymore. He only has his necklace left, in fact, and after everything he’s been through, it’s good enough for him to at least have some memorabilia.
But when he looks up to see the shared pain in their eyes, he realized that he was being incredibly stupid. They’ve both probably experienced a loss similar to his, at least he knows Natsu has. And when Gray looks at Lucy who gives him a small sad smile of her own, he understands that she’s lost someone too.
Fairytail was a place for lost souls after all, looking to find their own happy endings.
“It was a demon that was so strong that it took Ur, one of the greatest Ice-Magic users of her time, to use a self-sacrificing spell known as Ice-Shell in order to seal the demon. It costed her everything, her life.” Gray finished said sadly as he felt a bit choked up. There wasn’t anything left of his village once it had been decimated by Deliora. He wouldn’t have survived if Ur hadn’t taken him in. It was due to her kindness that he was able to live to this day.
When he thinks of his mother, Ur comes to mind first.
Gray let out a shuddered sigh as he looked up, making eye contact with Natsu and Lucy who looked at him intensely. He knew he probably looked like a fucking mess, his eye bags were definitely more prominent than usual, his eyes were red from crying. But the rage came back full force as he vowed before them, wishing hell on Reitei and his group.
“I’m going to stop them if it’s the last thing I do. I don’t care what you guys do, but this..it’s personal. I can’t let them make Ur’s sacrifice in vain --” Gray’s increasingly ranted state was interrupted from a quick punch from Natsu, causing Lucy to snap to look at him in alarm.
“Natsu?!”
Natsu ignored her, staring at Gray with a serious expression. “Shut up, Ice Breath.”
Gray was stunned silent as his arm flared with slight pain.
“As if you needed to say anything at all about protecting someone who you care about’s honor. It is a given that we will help you, so stop being an idiot and get your head out of your own ass.” Natsu huffed as Gray’s jaw clenched at the rough manner of his words and actions. It’s a silent conversation from there, with their eyes as they stared at each other before Gray nods briefly. Lucy just ran a hand through her hair as she let out a breath that she didn’t know she was holding in, hugging Happy tightly in relief.
“Spirits, you two are so dramatic. Was that even necessary?” Lucy grumbled as Gray let out the first small laugh since the encounter with Deliora while she got up to stretch her legs now that Reitei was gone. It was a bit dry, but it was a laugh nonetheless. Gray and Natsu both ended up shrugging in unison, understanding that that was simply their dynamic and how they communicated.
“Anyways, if Ur froze the demon in the Northern Continent, how is it here?”
That was the question indeed as everyone blinked, thinking of ideas but falling short.
“Well I mean, couldn’t some Ice-Mage user move it since it’s technically still ice? Even though it’s like, human ice--” But Lucy just held up a hand and an exasperated sigh as she stopped Natsu right there. It was not the time for that inquiry, especially with the insensitive turn it was taking.
“I guess you have a point. I still don’t know about that though,” Gray said as he let out a small yawn, feeling the aftermath of his breakdown intensely. He was struggling to stay awake, which was a feat considering his typical lack of sleep. “We should…stay until the moon rises. Since everything seems to be related to the moon…you know?”
The rest nodded in agreement. Natsu and Happy were quick to pass out, leaving Lucy and Gray a bit speechless at the rapid rate. Lucy was still feeling a bit on edge herself, an anxiety that was only rising due to the uncertainty of their mission. She was at odds with herself a little bit, considering that they shouldn’t be on the island in the first place, but there’s a determination that’s beginning to seep through her as she thought more about it. If they, Team Haluna, hadn’t been here at all, what would happen to the people?
Would Reitei and his crew still continue with their evil plans?
Would the village be able to stop them?
Can they stop--No.
Lucy patted her cheeks as she scolded herself. There was a time to be cautious and pessimistic, and there was a time to put on a brave face and stand your ground. It took a while, but Lucy knows what she’s going to do, and that’s to put all her faith into her team and making sure they keep everyone alive.
But for now,
“Open the Gate of the Lyre, Lyra .”
A bright smile donned on the angel’s face as she beamed at her owner, who chuckled softly at the sight. Gray remained quiet as he sleepily watched them interact.
“Master! I’m thankful that you’ve finally summoned me! It’s been a while though, right? You should please summon me some more!” Lyra chirped ecstatically while Lucy let out a small sigh before nodding. She has never heard of spirits being so desperate for being summoned before, is the spirit world that boring? Or maybe they like her so much, a thought that has Lucy flushing with happiness. She’ll have to ask Rushii whenever she pops out of her barrier again.
“For now, may you play us a tune, Lyra?” Lucy said gently as she finished stretching, laying back down to get comfortable as they awaited time to pass by. Lyra set out immediately as she began a soft, lulling tune that put her master to ease as she hummed softly, closing her eyes in order to relax her tension.
It had the opposite reaction on Gray, who felt a smaller wave of nostalgia hit him once more. This one was a bit kinder than the memories brought on by seeing the Ice Shell of Deliora, allowing Gray to reflect on his past and how he grew up before meeting and joining Fairytail. He remembers the good and the bad, from learning Ice-Make Magic and the struggles of two-handed casting to being held when nightmares of his village being destroyed caused him to wake up in the arms of Ur, who had nightmares of her own. Her daughter, Gray remembered, was always a sore topic.
Lyon, he remembered, accused her of substituting her maternal instincts onto them which made her upset. God, Lyon.
He hasn’t thought about him in a long time after the aftermath of the sealing. They were Ur’s pupils, should they have stuck together in the end? What was Lyon doing now, in the world? Was he even still alive --
Today was not a good day for Gray Fullbuster, it seemed. A day of reflections and fears being placed upon him as he finally allowed himself to think. With Lyra’s soft tunes in the background, Gray’s body shedded the last of his tears before he mentally and physically became exhausted.
“Stop.” Gray croaked at Lyra, who paused and looked at Lucy, who looked at Gray. The please was heard despite the resulting silence. Quickly taking in his state, she decided to heed to his wishes and Lyra stood quiet as she began to tune her instrument instead, finding something to do. It was good enough as background noise now, at least it didn’t make Gray want to cry again. He’s shed more tears in the past two hours than he’d like to admit.
“We don’t want to get caught.”
Fair, but that’s not the only reason why he stopped the music, Lucy knew. She didn’t say anything about it though, just moved closer to Gray and a sleeping Natsu and gathered her friends into her arms. She had expected more of a reaction from Gray, a grumble or a small glare, but she guessed he must’ve been really out of it to just lay his head down against her shoulder gently.
“It must be stupid to see me like this, right?” Gray drawled quietly in ire. “Seeing me so weak and pathetic. It’s a demon frozen in ice, and I had freaked out even without knowing what Reitei planned to do, without even knowing that there were other dangers on this island.”
Lucy treaded carefully. She was beginning to truly understand a glimpse of Gray as a person after all, getting to know him more on a personal level now that they were friends. “I don’t find it stupid at all.”
A self-depricated sigh as all she heard after her statement, causing her to frown but she didn’t speak up. She knows first had a feeling of despair and incompetence, she had felt it when her mother died all of those years ago and was thing was for certain; it takes more than words of affirmation and friendship to get through it. Growing up, she still had her moments where she had felt lost in the world, feeling as if nothing would change even if she tried. Lucy was truly lucky to have Rushii to keep her company, her nee-san helped her so much.
Today was a promise, Lucy said silently said as she felt Gray pass out beside her. She looks down at Natsu was snoring softly on his back with his head on Lucy’s lap instead of the rocks where he was previously, with Happy curled up on his stomach. There is a fondness that bursts through Lucy, and she realizes that these people are becoming people that she cares about deeply.
Her team, Team Haluna.
Natsu and Happy have placed their trust in her by making her captain, despite her inexperience. Gray has willingly opened up to her at an organic pace, and one day Lucy hopes he’ll join Team Haluna as well. All of these feelings of trust and hope placed upon her is new, she’s not used to having friends. But she knows how to care and love others, just as she does with her nee-san.
Today was a promise, to become the support pillar to those who need her.
And right now, even Natsu understood that it was Gray who needed them the most, their love and support to the end of this journey.
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“Master,” Lyra said quietly and urgently causing Lucy to wake up with alertness. Her stiffness had immediately woken up Natsu, who’s eyes snapped open with a small snarl on his lip as he stood up and looked around instinctively. Lucy blinked at him for a moment before whispering his name questioningly.
Natsu blinked for a moment before waking up fully, looking at Lucy in small surprise and let out a sheepish cough, “My bad.”
“It’s okay, you were...uh, just instinctively making sure there weren’t any threats, right?” Lucy giggled quietly and Natsu let out a small, charming smile at it in response. He was fully awake now, with Lucy’s laughs and smiles giving him the energy that he needed in order to focus. He let out a snort at the sight of Gray though,
“Oi, Pervert. Time to move!” Natsu barked as Lucy rolled her eyes before looking at Lyra. Lyra was looking off to the side however, noticing a large purple moonlight beam hitting the ice that had Deliora trapped. Lucy followed her gaze, eyes widening in shock as everyone slowly got up.
“Lyra, what is that?” Lucy said breathlessly.
“I believe...it is Moon Drip.” Lyra answered as she got up, looking towards Team Haluna and Gray. “We’ll get a better look at it if we move atop. What do you say, master?”
Lucy nodded without hesitation, looking towards Gray, Happy, and Natsu with a determination in her eyes. “Are we ready?”
Everyone nodded and with that they quickly made their way out of inside of the ruins, making their way above to the top of them. It was a little steep, but they worked together to reach it and now they were hiding behind a broken pillar in order to observe a ritual taking place.
“Moon Drip,” Lyra whispered to them as they stared, “is a ritual that gathers the power of the moon that has a strength that can nullify any spell, including the power of Iced Shell that a powerful ice-mage had casted over that demon, from what I can tell. That is a large Iced Shell however, which will require a large amount of Moon Drip power in return. It is also probably the reason that the island is so unbalanced and thus deemed as ’cursed’.”
They watched in slight awe and apprehension at the ominous purple power while they took in Lucy’s spirit’s words. Everything was a chain reaction of one way or another. It only furthered their resolve to stop all the people who were responsible for this, especially Gray’s, who’s anger had roared its head bit by bit once more at the sight of the reversal of Ur’s sacrifice.
“Soon, it will be finally time.” Reitei said as he appeared in his masked form on top of the ruins, causing the hiding group to snap their heads towards them. There’s a pounding in Gray’s head that’s beginning to form at the sight of Reitei, because for some reason, he really feels as if he knows this person.
Why was his voice so familiar…
“But first, I’ve come to learn that there are intruders on this island, the residents of Galuna island have probably asked for outside help with figuring out our actions. How annoying. Therefore, it’s finally time to crush those pests getting in the way of my-- our goals. Destroy the village at once.”
Team Haluna freezes at the command. Lucy and Natsu looked at each other shocked, while Gray’s eyes burned with anger once he finally realized who Reitei was, his skin crawling with a sense of hurt, confusion, and betrayal as he gritted his teeth and jumped out without a second thought. Lucy gaped in disbelief at Gray’s actions while Natsu let out a curse before jumping into the fray right after Gray without skipping a beat.
Quickly, Lucy closed Lyra’s gate with her agreement as she hopped over the rubble they were hiding behind, racing to join the beginnings of fight.
“Ice-Make Sledge Hammer!” Gray roared as he charged at Reitei with pure anger in his voice as he swung at the man. It caught the latter by surprise as he narrowingly dodged the swing, but it had caught onto his mask causing it to break into pieces as the true identity of Reitei is revealed.
A man with sharp white hair and dull, arrogant dark eyes stood before Gray who seethed at him, hammer in his two hands as they stood at odds.
“Lyon.”
Reitei, now revealed to be Lyon, simply held up a hand at his subordinate’s sound of outcry at the sudden attack, smirking haughtly. “Don’t worry about me. Continue the mission, there’s nothing to worry about. Destroy that damn village.”
Natsu jumped and unleashed a Fire Dragon’s Roar at the subordinates, causing Lyon’s eyes to narrow as he shot out a snake made of out ice, catching Natsu by surprise as it wrapped around him before freezing him into place. Natsu fell to the ground with an irritated grumble as he tried to force his way out of the ice hold, flaring his magic only to see that the ice was taking it’s time melting.
Natsu shouted at Lucy, “After those guys! I’ll join you soon. Happy, take her!”
“Aye sir!” Happy chirped as he grabbed Lucy and flew away with her as she reluctantly left, deciding to trust Natsu to break free and catch up to the three subordinates with her. For now, she refocuses on the task before her as she began to think about what spirts to use with whomever she found first.
In the meantime, Gray was quick to throw up an ice shield to block a flock of ice birds that Lyon boredly sent after him as he ran over towards Natsu, who was wiggling as he tried to get out of the ice snake hold. “What the hell are you waiting for? Melt it and go. ”
Natsu growled at Gray as his body caught on fire, proving that the ice wasn’t melting easily. “I’m not stupid, Stripper! It’s not melting fast enough.”
“What the-- shit. ” Gray cursed as he rolled out of the way from a massive pile of the ruin being thrown at him, thanks to the ice-make gorilla that Lyon had made as he stood next to it. Lyon just scoffed at the sight of Gray and his frozen teammate, tsking out loud.
“Chatting in the middle of battle? I always knew I was the better one of the two of us.”
Gray flared with anger once more as he fell for Lyon’s taunted words, turning around to kick Natsu off the ruins which caused the latter to scream as he rolled and fell down the pyramid. He wouldn’t be able to concentrate on defeating Lyon and protecting Natsu while the fire-breather was handicapped. Gray quickly wished his rival good luck before narrowing his eyes at Lyon who stared at him with an ego as large and as cursed as Galuna Island itself.
“Don’t you know what you’re doing?!” Gray yelled at Lyon in disbelief as he smashed three eagles while he defended himself. One of the beaks caught him on the arm and he let out a curse as he smashed the last one before pointing his ice weapon at Lyon. “She’s still alive, Lyon! Her essence is in the Iced Shell now, prisoning the very thing that destroyed our homes, for fuck’s sake! How could you?”
It was Lyon’s turn to get angry as he snarled at Gray venomously, opting for a close combat move as he harshly spoke, “You don’t get to say that. You don’t have the right to try to reprimand me, since you’re the reason why she’d dead in the first place, Gray .”
Gray was momentarily shaken as he stared at Lyon for a split second, but it was all that his opponent needed to punch him in the stomach causing Gray to heave over in pain. His mind was racing as he gasped for air, grabbing his stomach. He felt unfocused all of a sudden, the anger that had fueled him at Lyon’s betrayal had disappeared the moment Lyon accused of Ur’s death.
And…and he’s right.
He’s on the defensive now, scrambling to get a hold of himself as Lyon begins to dominate the fight with a sneer on his face. Lyon and his one-handed magic that Ur told them was unstable and wasn’t strong. But he was strong right now, and Gray feels even more pathetic and weak as he gets hit with yet another iced attack by Lyon, who was scoffing in disappointment at the sight of his former rival.
“She’s dead, thanks to you.” Lyon drills in as Gray struggled in a bloodied and bruised state, holding his weight with his shield against the ice gorilla that Lyon had made earlier. Was his pride fueling him so much in order to extract so much power for one-handed casting? Or was Gray far weaker than he original thought? Lyon wasn’t sure as he stood next to his gorilla, peering down at Gray’s angered, bloodied face with a small, twisted sense of amusement on his face. He leaned down to get a closer whiff of the patheticness of his master’s other pupil,
“I had my own dream back then, to defeat and become triumphant over Ur. Now that she’s gone now, I can only make that a reality by defeating the very thing that not even she could defeat and live to say so.”
“Deliora.” Gray coughed out in realization, feeling horror seep into his body at the thought of Lyon releasing the demon for purely selfish reasons. Has he always been this way? Lyon had always been prideful, and definitely got scolded for it more than Gray, but was he so far gone to not understand the grave danger he was putting innocents in?
“Ur wouldn’t have wanted this,” Gray desperately pleaded towards Lyon, throwing the gorilla off of him with a rush of strength as he summoned an ice sword and charged at Lyon. They fought for a moment dodging and counter attacking accordingly, Gray holding his own despite his battered state. Maybe that’s what irritated Lyon further, causing him to level the final blow.
“I’m sure she didn’t want to be dead either.”
It’s the overwhelming guilt that floods through Gray at words that causing him to get hit hard with the tiger that Lyon conjured, smacking into his body with full force as he slammed onto the edge of the ruins with deep bite marks penetrated into his skin. Gray lets out a tense breath at the pain that rushes through him, feeling absolute at his lowest and weakest as he simply laid there in his own pool of blood.
Lyon stood meters away for a moment, watching quietly at Gray’s chest to see if he was still breathing or not. Despite his actions, he doesn’t want to see anyone else die anymore than he has to. The village was being a nuisance, bringing in outside help when it will be him that will be the hero and destroy the demon for good. Lyon will be the one that will prevail and defeat Deliora, his dreams of becoming strong will become a true reality once he fights that worthy beast.
And he knows it’s worthy, due to the destruction and chaos that it has caused on their lives.
Gray wasn’t wrong when he said that.
It was a low blow to call out Ur’s death in front of Gray in the middle of battle, the guilt was written all of his chest, his mind, his body. Gray looked like shit when he stood before Lyon anyways, it was the first thing he had noticed. The guilt must’ve been eating him alive for all of these years since they’ve parted after her death. The roughness around his eyes, the bags underneath them. How easy he crumbled to the weight of grief and shame of Ur’s fall just by Lyon mentioning it.
And it was true , Lyon thought with a frown on his face as he walked away from Gray Fullbuster.
Well it doesn’t matter how far Gray’s fallen, or how broken he was as he left him, Lyon thought.
He has his own matters to attend to.
A couple moments later, Natsu climbs back to the top of the pyramid finally join the fray of the fight after breaking the ice thanks to falling and crashing onto the rubble multiple times. He immediately searched for the Lyon fellow that Gray had been fighting earlier, only to be shocked to see the badly injured Gray off to the side, staring at the sky.
Quickly, he ran over towards his rival, kneeling down at him.
“This is…”
Gray had no more tears to shed anymore at that point. The guilt that was cursing inside of him as settled into a feeling of depression that has seeped into his very bones as he thought about the consequences of his past actions. It wasn’t enough that he could no longer sleep comfortably without the paranoia of being attacked and not being ready for danger. His insomnia was just a reminder that he has a debt to repay constantly, because that was the second time that Ur had saved his life from that demon and what did he have to show for it?
Her death.
He barely responds when Natsu picks up up and throws him over his shoulder, racing towards the direction that he knew they had came from thanks to the higher ground viewpoint. Running through the trees to catch up to Lucy and to get help for Gray, Natsu picks up the pace with urgency.
“I had no right to stop you guys,” Gray said in a daze, hoarsely. “Or maybe I do have the right, considering I know the true consequences of confronting something labeled out of your league. It was too late to turn back then, and it’s too late now. It’s all my fault, I’m...sorry. I’m sorry. I--”
“Can you stop that?” Natsu barked as he jumped over a tree. It didn’t feel right to hear Gray mutter out apologies to him, especially when he didn’t do anything wrong based off of what Natsu had heard in the brief exchange. “Stop apologizing, what’s done is done. Ur…might be gone and she might’ve sacrificed her life in order to protect countless of others, but in the end that was her decision. She helped save the world man, she’s a real hero even in death.”
“I don’t want anyone else to die anymore,” Gray heartfully confessed softly, and Natsu slowed down a bit in response as he let out a small smile at his rivals words. For a moment, Natsu had thought that Lyon had broken Gray’s spirit to do anything but accept the state of his actions and to wallow in his guilt. But those words were the key, the fuel in his heart to do good.
The key to his own victory over the demons of his past.
“Then don’t let it happen.” Natsu said confidently. “You got the power to do it, I know you do. We’ve fought countless of times that I know that wasn’t your true potential, because we as Fairytail mages don’t let that shit bother us ‘cause we got each other, and we learn from our mistakes. So today, you are going to conquer your own nightmares.”
He paused before quickly adding, “And if you feel like you aren’t strong enough, that’s okay. Because as your… friends , we will combine our efforts and become victorious in the end anyways. I told Luce to have faith in us, and I guess it’s my turn to tell you, Ice Breath. Above all else, if you lose the hope to continue yourself, then put your faith in me ’cause I’ll protect you guys to the very end!”
Gray would never admit the touching feeling that he felt embrace him from Natsu’s words. Lucy had told him that he was a caring, thoughtful person that might not have the right execution but always has the right intentions, once. They always butted heads, they always fought over the stupidest of things, always were at odds with one another. They weren’t enemies, but they sure as hell weren’t friends. But hearing how passionate Natsu spoke, trying to lift Gray’s spirits as they made haste to the village where others needed their assistance--
The flame head was an idiot, but damnit, he was good at raising morals.
“...since when did you decide to grow a brain, Flame Brain?”
Natsu let out a silent cheer at Gray’s spite. That’s the Gray Fullbuster he knew.
“Luce’s been helping me learn how to read, so my brain’s gotten bigger!”
“With that pink colossal dome sitting on your neck, I’ve noticed.”
“What?!” Natsu cried in playful outrage, “Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t drop your ass right now, Ice Pick?!”
“ ‘Cuz we’re about to go kick some ass and protect Galuna Island from an old acquaintance of mine and his friends.” Gray spoke with determination in his veins. His body hurt and ached all over, and he definitely would need some bandages to wrap around his teeth-marked wounds that were leaking a bit of blood. But he’d get back up again, and face his past once and for all.
Natsu hadn’t expect that answer as he ran, but let out a proud smile nonetheless. "I guess we could team up for one time, in order to defeat the villains.”
“I guess.” Gray responded dryly before the two fell into small chuckles.
Something changed in the air between them, he realized. He was sure that in the end, Natsu would go back to his annoying, loud self that always wanted to pick a fight with him. But maybe, their heart to heart made Gray more aware of other sides of Natsu and vice versa. Daresay, maybe even the beginning of a morph in their friendship.
But that will be thoughts for another time.
“I lost to Lyon because of the guilt and the insecurities that was running through me in the middle of the fight. You both were right, the fact of the matter is that Ur is gone now, and I’ve…accepted it. But that can’t justify Lyon’s actions, he is still wrong; just because Ur’s dead doesn’t mean that he gets to do whatever the hell he wants for his own selfish ideals.” Gray told Natsu who remained quiet as he listened. He’s been learning that skill from Lucy, knowing when to stay quiet and went to speak up.
“I will stop him when I see him again. It’s not about the past anymore, it’s about the present and a future that Deliora can destroy should it be released.” Gray clenched his fist weakly, but Natsu heard the strength behind his words. That was enough to satisfy the dragon slayer.
“...Good.” Natsu smirked as they reached the village, running up to Lucy who was coordinating and ordering the villagers to seek cover from the attackers. He quickly ran over to her, chirping at her with a bright grin on his face.
“Hey Luce!”
Lucy smiled but hadn’t looked at Natsu yet, “Hey, you made it!”
Happy flew around Natsu, before continuing his conversation with Lucy as she helped the last child get into the hiding position inside of one of the huts. “All I’m saying Lushi, is maybe you should create some pitfalls around the village or something!”
“A counter-measure, yes. Pitfalls? No.” She pointed at the sky to a massive figure that was flying closer and closer in the air. “Pitfalls are pointless against the enemy that can fly , Happy! It was a miracle that we made it here before them, anyways.”
Lucy finally turned around to see a beaming, dirty Natsu with a smile on his face and a beaten Gray who waved tiredly from looking over his shoulder. Her jaw dropped at the sight of Gray, immediately yelling at Natsu, “What the hell are you just standing there for?! Get the supplies!”
“Yes ma’am!” Natsu and Happy saluted her before rushing off to bring the medical supplies to help Gray, after gently laying him down. Lucy was quick to take action, looking at the extent of his injuries as he winced at a couple prods. Lucy grimaced a bit at the bite marks, but other than that, Gray wasn’t super harmed.
“What mauled you?” Lucy muttered to him once she got some supplies. Natsu and Happy said they were going to go airborne and do some recon in the meantime, and help the last remaining villagers take cover. Gray just let out a wheeze and a chuckle as Lucy poured some isopropyl alcohol on his wounds, gritting his teeth at the burn.
“A tiger.”
“There are tigers on the island?!” Lucy let out a gasp of horror, because first it was rats, now tigers? This place was dangerous on its own, never mind the Moon Drip ritual curse! Gray just rolled his eyes at her reaction as he turned his body as instructed.
“Not quite, but it doesn’t matter. I’m going to win, next time.” Gray grunted as Lucy bandaged him, the latter noticing the change in his eyes. She couldn’t help the smile of relief that come over her, considering the state that he was in the last time he saw her. He seemed to be in better spirits, and Lucy commented so.
“Did something happen?” She asked curiously, while Gray flickers his eyes over towards Natsu before back at her. He just hmphed in the end, turning his head to not answer and she just let out a scoff at his childishly, softly slapping his leg.
“I think this mission will stick with me for a while,” Gray said as he got serious for a moment, “But I’ve…I don’t know. It’s just been one learning experience after another, and now I finally feel like I can face my demons properly.”
“100%?”
Gray just gave a half-smile as he shrugged, flexing his muscles in order to get used to the tension of the bandages. “Is anyone ever 100% ready to face their traumas?”
“Touche.” Lucy chuckles before announcing she was finished, reaching over to help Gray up. A loud screech announced that their next opponents were coming soon, and they look at the direction of the giant rat before looking at each other.
“For what it’s worth, we believe in you, Gray.” Lucy stated in confidence, hand grasping her keys with a grin on her face that Gray has started to associate with the love of adrenaline rush and adventures. She’s no punk, Gray said with a smirk on his face as he got ready as well.
“It’s worth more than you think,” Gray responded in kind, before they raced off to join Natsu.
Their faith in him has tremendously restored his spirits, after feeling as if he hit rock bottom in the aftermath of his loss against Lyon. It was unwavering and it made Gray realize that there’s merit to it, because these weren’t weak people that he was surrounded with. Finding strength in others, that is what Gray is learning and accepting.
Gray’s determined to face Lyon on his own once more, and he has a feeling that Natsu understands and will respect it. Respecting each other, that’s a new development too. So many new developments, Gray realizes, and so much more to life than the things that haunt him from years ago. Not many are given the chance to confront the skeletons in their closets, but Gray is now grateful for such a chance. It will be different this time around.
Things will change.
And when he sees Lyon again, he’ll stop him with newfound vigor that won’t be as easily broken.
Notes:
Well, this was a rollercoaster of a chapter, wasn't it?
First and foremost, this is a reminder that yes, while this is a story about Rushii going back in time to prevent the catastrophe of the 10k dragon attacks, because she went too far in the past than she originally intended, she doesn't know if changing things so far back with other people involved would cause something worse to be triggered instead, and thus she has decided to relatively follow what she's gone through and chip in as needed. This is also a different universe now that Rushii's gone back in time, for every miniscule change that happens to the past creates a whole new potential future.
This is NOT the same Fairytail as canon. They will NOT be acting the same way verbatim like they did in canon. They WILL be more emotional, more strategic, this world is harsher than the canon universe where Rushii comes from, because this is Lucy's universe and her reality, not Rushii's original one.
I don't want to change the entire essences of their personalities but build off of them, I do try my best to stay true to their characters despite giving them more depth.
That being said, Fairytail being more emotional and flawed in this fic is not going to change, and so let me gently warn you right now, if that's something that isn't your cup of tea, then this story isn't for you, I apologize and thank you for reading thus far!
This chapter gave me a little bit of a struggle in the beginning, I won't lie!!! But I found my groove and managed to pump out 6.1k worth of words, so hopefully it makes sense! You guys know me, I'll make the grammatical corrects over the next couple of days lol. Gray was really going through it, but now there's a newfound sense of determination that he's found and is beginning to explore as he works through fighting his personal hell.
Now, I can finally say that the reason of his insomnia was originally due to the fact of Ur's death and how he felt guilty of it in the aftermath, thus working tirelessly to remain on guard and at "full strength" in case something of the sort happens again for years. After a while, the habit began ingrained and while he didn't forget about Ur's death, Fairytail became a big enough distraction to place it in the back of his mind. Seeing Deliora once more and Lyon made those feelings rush through him again, and well it was rather overwhelming as he faced those repressed feelings once more.
We got more bonding time with Lucy and Gray, Lucy and Natsu, but my favorite scene of the chapter was the aftermath between Natsu and Gray while Natsu was giving him a pep talk in an effort to get his spirits up as they raced to save the village. I felt as if getting a perspective from someone whom you're normally at odds with would mean something deeper, you know? Like your enemy admitting that you look nice today compared to your friend. The unexpectedness would hit a little harder, no?
PLEASE please let me know if y'all think the pace is too fast with like the change of emotions Gray has gone through. I really wanted to aim for like a natural flow of the range because he really goes through a lot, but I didn't want it to be like one minute he's happy, the next he's sobbing. Like a gradual thing, you know? Not the emotional non-comedic whiplash that gives me Wattpad vibes LMAO.
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
AND Y'ALL...THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG FIC OMG...it really just hit me
Chapter 17: Chapter 12
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Chapter Twelve: Defrosting into a Pool of Red
Sub-Zero Emperor Lyon Arc IV
Natsu leaps up from the grounded with a start, eyes narrowing at the large bucket that the giant rat was carrying in its hands. When the rat throws the substance over the village, it’s shiny and a gross shade of green that as Natsu frowning as he gathers his magic into both of his hands, chanting;
“Fire Dragon’s Brilliant Flame!”
A massive fireball fires towards the green goo that seems to be falling, and it causes a massive explosion in the sky. Natsu is knocked back towards the ground, rotating in the air in order to catch his fall as he stumbles once he reaches the ground. He looked around to survey the damage and saw that he managed to protect the main area of village, but the green corrosive substance managed to destroy and dissolve the outer edges of the village.
Natsu’s jaw clenched, that really could have done some serious damage to the village had he not countered the attack when he had.
Meanwhile Lucy’s eyes widened as she leaped away from a corroding home with a yelp, when her attention was captured once more from a couple screams. She turned to see that not all of the villagers had hidden themselves, and they were on their way to running towards the forest. A large shadow casted above Lucy as she looked up in shock, noticing that two of the three passengers on the rat had already hopped off. It didn’t take rocket science for Lucy to figure out the last remaining passenger’s intent, considering they were flying in the same direction as the fleeing villagers.
She runs without a second thought, casting a look behind her at Gray who looked like he was itching to join in the fight. “Don’t even think about it, Gray Fullbuster.”
Lucy continues to run though, hoping that Gray heeds her words. His natural healing hasn’t kicked in yet with that bite wound, and it was deep . Deep down, she knows that the odds are leaning towards him disregarding her warning, and at the end of the day, there isn’t anything that she can do about his choices when innocent people need her help more. She just hopes her team will be alright as always.
Oh Spirits, she already alludes Gray with Team Haluna, she realized with an exasperated chuckle. Well, Natsu might throw a fit, but it’s a good thing she was leader so she can override his thoughts! Gray has no choice but to join Team Haluna now, Lucy thought with an evil grin on her face, before she got serious as she reached the giant rat which had rested on the ground for a moment.
“Taurus!” Lucy called her spirit out with the corresponding key, and the bull appeared immediately, running side by side with his master.
“Young Lucy! What’s the situation here? I can see you’re using your calves expeditiously,” Taurus cheered while Lucy flashed a bright smile before pointing at the rat ahead. She told him the plan she had in mind in order to stop their enemies from escaping, and they set out to do so immediately.
When the giant rat started to take air once more, that’s when they made their move.
“Now, Taurus!”
“You got it, Lucy!” Taurus said proudly as he let the celestial spirit mage climb onto his arms, before launching her into the air using his massive strength. Once he did that, he summoned his labrys (twin-headed axe) and charged from the ground with a decent amount of speed considering his size. Lucy was piercing through the skies with a grin on her face as she grabbed her whip and launched it at the rat’s leg.
Using the momentum of Taurus’s throw, the moment that the whip enclosed around the rat’s leg, she twisted her body with all of her might and sent it crashing into the ground, with Lucy falling once she did so. The rat and the passenger crashed into the trees off to the side, while Taurus jumped up to catch his master before taking off.
Lucy had the wind knocked out of her for a brief moment, but as she tried to regain her breath, she sent Taurus a satisfied grin, who in turn reflected it. “Good job, master.”
“It takes two, Taurus!” Lucy said with pride as they made their way to their enemies. Happy appeared after a moment, surprising Lucy but welcomed him nonetheless as they charged forwards.
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“You better not step foot into my fight, Ice Head.” Natsu warned him, making sure that only he gets the chance to fight two people by himself. Natsu likes a good challenge, and he’s not afraid to warn people to back off in an effort to showcase his strength. He smirked at his opponents, some guy who looked weirdly like a lion, while the other had massive eyebrows. It also totally wasn’t because Gray was injured and Natsu didn’t want him getting himself into more trouble in that state.
Definitely not.
“You don’t tell me what to do,” Gray hissed back at him, but winced when his injury flared. Despite being wrapped up pretty well, it was still hard to do any super extraneous movements, and that was what Gray knew. It was frustrating, seeing his friends fight the enemy that was led by someone connected to Gray’s history. It should be him in the front lines at least, leading the efforts.
But for now despite the frustration, he knows that he must save his energy for Lyon.
So he refocuses his efforts in assisted stranglers in the village, as Natsu pans his attention back to the foes in front of them that looked at him with smug expressions on their face as if their numbers against him means anything. Natsu secretly loves it when they do that, the cockiness that overcomes his opponents when they think they have the upper hand.
Maybe they do have the upper hand.
Maybe they don’t.
That’s the thrill, isn’t it? The area of unknown when it comes to battle, the rush of adrenaline and excitement that courses through his veins at a challenger. Proving his strength, satisfying his urge to fight while trying to do some good in the world.
It was just the way Natsu likes it.
It was lion-dude who attacks for, shouting out his friend’s name of “Yuka” before he slashes with sharp nails in Natsu’s direction. Natsu twists his body to dodge, but one of the nails graze him a little bit and a numbness started to seep into that area of his arm. He frowns looking down at the tiny wound, before glancing back at his opponent who merely smirked.
‘Hmm…that’ll probably annoying later on’, Natsu thought briefly before turning his attention towards Yuka, who hasn’t made a move yet. That was fine, Natsu didn’t care about who started first. So long as there were opponents, they were going to clash regards. That’s the thought that lingered in his mind as he propelled himself forwards and sent a flamed punch towards Yuka, who’s eyes widened at Natsu’s speed before quickly casting magic that neutralized Natsu’s.
Natsu quickly took a step back to gain some distance as he thought about what to do next.
“Fire Dragon’s Roar!”
The massive beam of flames was quickly and calmly dispelled by Yuka, who had time to react in a quick manner. Well, it confirmed Natsu’s suspicions of some sort of magic-sealing or neutralization and suddenly he grinned because that was pretty damn interesting! So, he can’t use magic against Yuka, Natsu tilted his head as he thought.
But he couldn’t neutralize physical strength, right?
Dodging another furious swipe of the lion-guy’s hands, Natsu quickly pivoted and smacked Yuka in the face with a fast movement. Yuka let out a gasp of pain as his head flew pain from the impact and Natsu was quick to follow up with a spinning round house kick that sent Yuka flying into one of the villagers’ homes. A quick look ensured that one of his opponents was down for the count, which caused him to turn around to whom was left.
With a charged battle cry that had renewed anger in it, Natsu watched as the lion-guy raced towards him and attempted to claw him in many directions. All Natsu did in return was almost boredly dodge his movements in a rapid pace before appearing behind him, causing the man to accidentally reach behind and slash himself at his neck.
With his neck to be paralyzed for a brief moment due to the larger cut, Natsu was quick to chop the back of it, effectively knocking the lion-guy out. He blinked as the dust settled from their fight, before pouting slightly at the lack-luster ending that he hadn’t expected.
Dang, he really was hoping they’d be more of a challenge…
Wait.
Natsu’s eyes narrowed as another foreign scent makes its way through his nose, looking at the direction of the temple that they had found Deliora in earlier. As far as he remembered, there were three people that were with Gray’s acquaintance in the cave earlier, but what if there were more? It would explain the new scent that he smells, and that could also mean new enemies.
Pursing his lips, he yells at Gray that he’ll be back in a second, before rushing back towards the pyramids to investigate further.
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“OH MY SPIRITS!”
Happy and Lucy screamed as they run through the woods with Taurus right behind them, trying to escape the giant tree that suddenly came to life thanks to their opponent’s magic. It was a haunted looking thing, with an angry scowl that mimicked its owner, who was yelling and ordering it to attack while riding on it. Lucy knew that they couldn’t run for too long, she was losing stamina rapidly as she made her way through the thick jungle.
After reaching an awkward spot, she was quick to climb on top of the rock that was before her, before turning around to face the enemy head on. With Happy on her back, ready to fly away without a moment of hesitation and Taurus taking note of her battle stance, Lucy cracked the tree beside her with her whip in anticipation.
She takes in a deep breath, and calmly lets it out as she glared at her opponent defiantly.
“Taurus!”
Taurus races forwards and slashes the tree in half, as Lucy smacks the pink-haired girl, falling from her creation with her whip. Lucy was quick to ask Happy to fly her towards Sherry Blendy, who was groaning in pain for a moment.
It was close, she was so close to immobilizing Sherry, but the latter had casted her pink doll magic before she was able to wrap her tight. It was silent for a moment as Lucy paused, wondering what she ended up creating as it generally made a lot of noise.
What came next was an ominous crack and an axe attack that came from behind, harrowingly missing Lucy as she flinched away, turning her head around quickly in surprise at the turn of events. To her horror and dismay, it was Taurus who had attacked her. Upon further inspection, it was clear that he seemed to be under some sort of influence as his eyes glowed pink.
There was an immediate rush of anger that runs through Lucy as she stares at the reduction of her spirit. They were not puppets that moved mindlessly, it made her angry and disturbed to see him unable to act upon basic wills. Sherry unraveled herself as she ordered Taurus to attack Lucy and Happy, and they meet head on for one moment.
Or they should’ve, if Lucy had Gray’s or Natsu’s strength.
Instead, his attack sends Lucy and Happy crashing across the jungle, with Lucy crashing harshly into a thick tree and the wind knocked out of her. Taurus was strong. Her lungs felt as if they were on fire as she tried to take in a breath of air, chest feeling bruised enough that she probably had a couple cracked ribs at the very least. The pain was blinding her for a moment, almost causing her to ignore the inside her mind there was another presence that whispered something to her,
“Force the gate closure.”
“Rushii…” Lucy gasped out weakly, but her nee-san’s form wasn’t permanent as it was before. Rushii had stepped out of the barrier when she had felt Lucy’s alarming burst of pain, quickly realizing that this was the moment that she had to fight against Taurus, and she was just as quick to share her wisdom about how to handle the situation.
“He’ll understand, Lucy. It’s for his safety and yours…because he’ll be thoroughly punished if he kills you, imouto. It’s against the rules.”
With the familiar prickle of tears in her eyes as Taurus charges at her with crazed eyes, she braced herself and shielded Happy as the twin-headed axe came down to end her life. The sound of the cracking of the tree she had landed, grew louder as the weapon grew closer and Lucy closed her eyes as she whispered,
“Taurus, Forced Gate Closure.”
Sherry gaped in disbelief at the forced gate closure that she witnessed her opponent complete, knowing that such an ability only comes from a certain caliber of trust between the master and summoned. To think that the busty blonde in front of her was more capable than she thought, Sherry commended Lucy. But ultimately, it was still a bad match up.
It doesn’t matter who Lucy tries to summon, for Sherry would simply cast her magic and take control of them for an instant, Sherry grinned as she summoned her next doll, Rock Doll.
It doesn’t matter who she tried to summon, since her opponent would just take control of her spirit in an instant. That is what Lucy knows as she watches her create a rock doll out of the corner, she had placed herself on top of beforehand. Mind racing, Lucy and Happy fly off through the jungle at a fast pace with the Rock Doll smashing everything in its path as it chased after it.
Weaving through the skies before she reached the shore of Galuna Island, gave Lucy the bright idea of what to do next. If Sherry will just take control of the next spirit that she summons and force it to attack her, then she’ll get hit by the same blow too. There was only one spirit in her arsenal currently that had the ability of a massive all-kill attack, and Lucy grinned in triumph as she began her next stage of attack as she watches the Rock Doll come bursting out of the jungle.
“Open the Gate of the Canis Minor, Plue!”
Sherry had her magic casted already, the moment she heard her words.
Lucy smirked. ‘Good.’
“What the hell?!” Sherry frowned at the uselessness of Plue as the small snowman simply danced around with the tell-tale pink eyes of her magic, and Lucy was quick to pull out another key while she was momentarily distracted. Thank the spirits for Plue and his low ethernano mana consumption.
It made this possible.
“Open the Gate of the Water Bearer, Aquarius!”
Sherry was quick to recover and take control of her other spirit, Lucy had to give her props.
Unfortunately, as the two women got swept away by a massive wave from the ocean since they were battling on the shoreline, she didn’t take into account what kind of spirit that she had summoned. At least Lucy knew that she could trust Aquarius to take out everybody all at once, even Lucy whenever she annoyed her. It’s that thought that makes her giggle as she grows dizzy from spinning in a whirlpool by said spirit.
Sherry is beyond comprehension as she stumbles around in the aftermath of the wave, feeling incredibly nauseous. Lucy feels the same, but she calls on Happy to come down from above in order to help her get the last upper hand on Sherry, since they were both in a similar state.
That’s why it was rather unfortunate that she had called that ugly rat over from earlier, yelling for “Angelica”. Later on, Lucy would laugh at the name because the sight of the bright blue rat was anything but angelic, but all she could do was cringe and hope for the best as the rat jumped from the jungle, ready to attack the celestial spirit mage.
“Ah, hell.” Lucy grumbled, hoping that Happy comes to save her instead of attacking Sherry, but it turned out that she didn’t have to worry about that rat no longer, as a bright flash flickered through the sky before impaling itself in the airborne rat, effectively taking it down and pinning it onto the ground.
Lucy let out a startled gasp at the sight, cringing at the sudden brutal ending to Sherry’s rat doll or whatever the hell it was, before turning around slowly to see who had thrown the sword that had saved her.
“Ah, hell .” Lucy let out a very nervous smile at the sight of an unamused Erza Scarlet standing in her knight armor glory, with her eyes narrowed and her arms crossed.
Happy let out a sheepish laugh as he lands next to Lucy, both of them scratching the back of their necks as Erza stormed over with another sword and rope in her hand that looked very menacing and disappointed indeed.
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“Aw shit,” Gray let out a tired sigh and pinched the bridge of his nose as he saw a figure in the distance, walking towards the village in the aftermath of Lyon’s ordered attack. He thought the blood loss had finally got to him when he thought that he saw a red head on the horizon with a tied up blonde and blue cat trailing behind her, but knowing his luck, he knew he wasn’t seeing things.
If only he was well enough to run, he would’ve booked it a long time ago at the sight of a stern-looking rule-enforcing Erza, but he depressingly accepted his fate as he sat down on some cargo off towards the side of the village.
Being a mage meant that they healed faster than the average person, but it’s only been a couple hours since his harrowing fight with Lyon. He wasn’t prepared to run against a determined Erza Scarlet. Still, the deadpanned look that he gave to Lucy as she let out a half-hearted laugh at the sight of them and had the audacity to give him a sheepish wave.
“You know, the plan was to get the bad guys. Not get tied up like one, Lucy.” Gray said dryly while Lucy rolled her eyes at his statement. Well, at least she knows Gray seems to be in his usual spirits if he’s got time to passively snark to her.
“You’re about to join us, so don’t speak too soon.” Lucy muttered as Erza chose that moment to step into the conversation, literally and figuratively as she made her way towards Gray.
“She’s right, Fullbuster. You rule-breakers are on your way to a first-class ticket back to Fairytail right this instant. Where’s the flaming idiot?” Erza demanded as she grabbed more rope, ready to string Gray along with Lucy and Happy. Gray managed to side-step her though, looking at her in slight alarm.
“How the hell did you get here, Erza?”
“I asked nicely to one of the sailors, and they agreed.” Erza said flatly, while Happy, Lucy, and Gray all exchanged glances with each other and sweatdropped. God, what did “Erza asking nicely” even look like? Although this was the first time Lucy has been on the receiving end of such treatment, she has seen enough to know that Erza’s tendency to resort to basic violence in order to enforce her mindset. It was enough to shiver at the thought.
Erza suddenly pauses however, taking note of her comrades’ states and spending a longer time at Gray’s dirty and bloodied bandages wrapped around his side. She frowns at the sight and makes eye-contact with Gray who met her gaze with a seriousness that surprised her, even though she didn’t let it show on her face.
Just what the hell was really going on around here?
“I know what you were sent here to do, Erza,” Gray begins quietly but strongly, “But I’m not leaving this island until we finish this mission.”
A flash and there’s suddenly a sword that’s pointed at his chest as Erza looked at him with guarded eyes. It was tense for a moment as Lucy and Happy held their breath during the entire exchange. Gray didn’t even flinch, and even grasped the sword to pull it closer to his chest.
Erza took a silent note of the unwaveringness.
“You do realize that the number of rules that you are breaking are astronomical, and the fact that you are not qualified to legally take S-Class missions, correct? That is punishable not only by Makarov as the guildmaster of Fairytail, but by the Magic Council as well if the latter reaches word of it. You could be stripped of your membership.” Erza lightly bluffed towards the end, as Makarov wouldn’t have let such an event expelled the team, but they were risking serious trouble back home if they didn’t return. S-Class missions are barred for regular guild members for a reason, they are dangerous.
Erza doesn’t want to see her friends get hurt even more than they already seemed to be.
“I…That--That’s something that can be worried about later. Right here, right now, there’s something that I need to do on Galuna Island, to save everyone here. If you want me to go back to Fairytail, it’ll only be after this mission is complete. These residents need our help, Erza.”
Erza stayed silent for a moment as nobody moved, before her sword disappeared and Gray let out a nose exhale of relief at the look of consign on Erza’s face. She was impressed a little bit, in fact. Before her was a boy that she’s known since they were preteens in the guild, always looking to start trouble and was angry at the world and himself for a long time. Whatever was on Galuna Island truly was important, as Erza looks at him.
"You would risk punishment from your family for this what is happening on this island?" Erza confirmed in slight disbelief. It is putting into perspective what kind of horror could be happening here, but it was still a statement that made her skin prickle with uneasiness at the thought. She does not like the thought of situations like this. She almost wants to ignore their wishes and send them back herself, only to return and deal with the issues properly herself. Where she knows she’ll be able to eventually get the job done, as an S-Class mage.
But...this was an S-Class mission to begin with. Technically, as long as she was here, she qualifies them for the mission and they’d be able to continue. Even if she didn’t like the thought, Erza internally rolled her eyes, there was an undoubtable thought of this ragtag group simply finding a way to sneak off the ship back to the mainland and returning to Galuna Island with the grit clear on their faces in front of her currently. Fuck, she has no choice.
Their damn stubbornness was just as bad as hers, and with no other guaranteed option to proceed, Erza reluctantly joined them. Lucy and Happy were promptly untied as a result and they filled her in with what’s happened so far in the village and their plans in order to stop the ritual.
“I’m glad you’re helping us, Erza!” Lucy said happily as she gave the other woman a hug who flushed a bit at the unexpected physical touch but patted her back softly with a harsh exhale.
“Don’t think I’m letting this slide after all of this dies down, you will face judgement, it’s only a matter of when.” Erza huffs, but Lucy just grins at her as they stepped away from each other. Gray doesn’t say anything, but he does give Erza a nod of respect, causing the latter to scrutinize him for a period of time before giving on of her own. It was a bit odd, seeing Gray so serious and determined explicitly. She wouldn’t say it out loud in the event it encourages more rule breaking of this sort in the future, but she was a bit impressed and proud that he had stood up for something he was passionate about. It was nice to see that backbone of good intentions.
Now if only it didn’t risk their safety so much.
“Where is Natsu?” Erza looked around with a furrowed brow. Lucy and Happy had shrugged while Gray scratched his face as he pondered,
“Uh, I think he mentioned about being right back after he beat the other two guys. I don’t know where he actually went, though.”
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“Crap…” Natsu sucks his teeth at the familiar sight of the Moon Drop ritual taking place once more. The sinister purple glow was back again as he made his way towards the temple, and with a really sudden thought (that could be really stupid); what if he just shifted the temple a little?
With a quick-Fire Dragon’s Roar, Natsu manages to tilt the pyramid off to the side, which seems to have successfully stopped the ritual for now. Judging by the unfamiliar scents inside the temple however, he knew his work wasn’t over.
Inside, there was already a masked figure that was waiting for him along with the Lyon guy who had beaten Gray the first time. There’s a curl of his lip at the sight of Lyon, feeling a strong sense of irritation at the sight of the man who’d beaten his rival and temporarily broken his spirits in the process.
“You must be Natsu,” Lyon said with confidence, as if he wasn’t scared of the dragon slayer. Natsu just looked at him with a look of intrigued, before looking at the other masked figure. Lyon pointed at them, introducing them as Zalty.
“Zalty has informed me that you and the famous Titania has graced your presences on Galuna Island. I do ask for you to turn back and take that half-ragged disappointment with you, for there’s no reason for you to be here.”
Natsu raised an eyebrow, “You talk a lot of shit.”
“Thank you,” Lyon said, pleased.
“It ain’t a compliment,” Natsu said mildly, “And we’re not going anywhere. Releasing that demon will put a lot of innocents at risk, dude, is that what you really want?”
“I don’t really care about the others, just my own goals.” Lyon responded bluntly, fully intending to take on Deliora on his own to prove himself. Natsu just tsks under his breath before charging forwards as he blasts himself, starting the fight. He sent a fiery kick towards where Lyon stood, but it turned out to be an ice clone and Natsu let out a small smirk of delight in the middle of switching stances.
Good, this opponent was a bit interesting.
Lyon creates ice eagles from his real position, sending them towards Natsu’s direction but the latter has learned his lesson from the first time. He has to focus, but his fire needs to be more potent if he wants to melt Lyon’s ice, and he does so successfully as he blows out fire from his mouth in the eagles and Lyon’s face.
Letting out a small curse, Lyon landed back down on the ground level. The ice-gorilla makes a return, as Natsu moves into a handstand position and began twisted his body as he released flames from his feet. Lyon flinches at the heat and orders the gorilla to smash the ground, effectively breaking it in order to throw Natsu off-balance.
Natsu falls through for a moment, before unstably regaining his balance as he waved his hands wildly, trying to fly for a brief moment thanks to the flames on his feet. He lets out a wild grin as he blasts himself towards Lyon, who looks at him with wide eyes before Natsu’s fists connects with his face.
Since they were both airborne, Natsu quickly followed up with a Fire Dragon’s Roar directly onto Lyon, who got hit with the brunt of it as he was blasted into the ruins of the floor.
Or that’s what it should’ve been, if the floor had still been broken. Thanks to Zalty’s measures, Lyon landed on the now-fully reinforced floor that he had destroyed moments prior with the help of his former ice-gorilla, and he groans as his back slams into the ground. It was better than landing on floor shards however, and he’s quick to get back up to throw Zalty a nod.
“What’s your magic?” Lyon asked Zalty curiously as Natsu landed back onto the ground, but Zalty simply held up a finger to their masked face, emphasizing their silence on the matter. Well, it doesn’t really matter much to Lyon, considering that Zalty was on his side.
And it doesn’t change the fact that Natsu, the famed Salamander, was a more annoying opponent that he had originally gave credit for. Angered at the fact that it felt as if he was losing, Lyon slammed his magic into the terrain to make it relatively ice, as Natsu just lights himself on fire as he points at Lyon,
“You’re a selfish bastard, and I’m going to punish you for causing people to suffer for an ego boost.”
Lyon just scowls as he’s prepared to launch himself at the flamed Natsu, before an ice-make axe flew from across the room and almost impaled itself into Lyon, who leaned back in the nick of time in full-blown surprise. Natsu just grinned as he placed his hands on his hips, looking over at the stormy looking Gray who had thrown the said axe.
The cavalry had arrived, with Erza and Happy dealing with Yuka and Toby (the lion-guy) in the front of the pyramid as they had woken up from Natsu’s beating. Sherry was still unconscious on the shore, considering Lucy’s and Erza’s combined efforts in defeating her. Lucy runs into the room soon after, only to watch in slight awe at the two battles that were happening simultaneously.
Gray vs. Lyon.
Natsu vs. some masked dude, based off of her observation.
“You know,” Gray hissed as Lyon’s eagles grazed him but still kept fighting, “I thought about using Iced Shell just to seal you off, for good. Sacrificing myself in order to permanently end this once and for all.”
Lyon was shocked to hear that he would go through such measures in order to stop him, but wasn’t that also a compliment? To be the subject of something sacrificing their life in order to stop you, doesn’t that prove that you are worthy? Lyon’s confidence soars at the thought, and he just scoffs at Gray’s initial plan, “You’re a fucking idiot, did you forget I have Moon Drip in my possession? You’d be killing yourself for nothing.”
‘Yeah, that’s what Lucy said too after she slapped me for even thinking about that plan in the first place.’ Gray thought idly as he dodged a fist and slammed his own into Lyon’s stomach. His cheek still burned a little from the slap from the blonde after he spoke a little bit about his plans, who knew Lucy packed so much power in her.
“The point is that one of us is going down today, Lyon, and it’ll be you.”
Lyon side-stepped him, and stabbed Gray with an ice-sword after his declaration, causing him to choke of his breath as the former released the sword. Gray’s mind is clouded with pain as he stumbled back, and he quickly freezes the new wound in order to continue to fight off of sheer will and determination. He won’t falter and break down like he did before.
He will defeat Lyon.
Lyon was growing frustrated at the look of determination on Gray’s face, not understanding how their fight could be this stagnant despite Gray’s serious injuries. Was he not strong enough to defeat this almost crippled man? What the hell was going on? The anger was making him feel rather irrational as he growled at Gray, moving forwards.
Everyone began to tilt and slide off in another direction however, as the temple was set back to its original position once more thanks to Zalty’s efforts in the middle of fighting Natsu. Natsu, who was irritated by the fact that his opponent was half-focused on the fight in front of him, causing the latter to secretly smirk from behind their mask.
Natsu Dragneel was a powerful mage, that Zalty knew. But as he currently stands, his manner of fighting was somewhat…predictable. He was an inspiring genius when it comes to combat, and Zalty was rather impressed with his creativity during his fight with Lyon, but they were starting to understand his mindset while fighting.
Natsu enjoys the thrill of the battle, and the quickest ways to irritate and cause him to falter was to disrupt that energy.
Don’t put effort into fighting, dodge and poke. That is the manner that Zalty deals with Natsu as they used their crystal ball as a weapon, smashing it and re-smashing into Natsu who was growing more frustrating at their cowardly ways. It didn’t matter to Zalty, they were simply buying time now that the Moon Drip ritual was taking place again and melting Deliora. Was it the coward’s way out? Sure, if you cared about that sort of thing.
But there was a time and place for everything, Zalty thinks as they continued to poke Natsu at a distance as the dragon slayer grew angrier. He began to use basic attack patterns, ones that were easier to dodge and predict which made Zalty satisfied.
It was all-according to plan, you see.
Even though Zalty’s magic allowed them to rewind, stop, and fast forward time on objects, to a certain extent it feels as if they are able to predict people’s movements thanks to their positioning with their weapons at the time. Does Zalty’s magic effect living things? No, it doesn’t.
But with accurate placement and inferences, some of these skills that were taught by her boss who was an expert in such a field, it truly feels as if she could see through time and defeat her opponents.
And that’s exactly what Natsu was feeling currently as the crystal ball smashed itself into his side, again. He couldn’t even get closer to Zalty, the rate at which they restored the crystal ball was fast enough to stop him before he gets the chance. It’s a bit weird though, he begins to notice as he slows down.
“Why haven’t you helped Lyon out more, yet? This is the first time I’ve seen you on the island, and yet you seemed to have known about us being here beforehand.”
Zalty just chuckled, feeling rather generous. “The odds are not in Lyon’s favor at all in terms of fighting Deliora, but he is still useful. Thanks to his efforts, at least I’ll be able to bring the demon under my control.”
Selfish bastards, was all Natsu could think about as he continues to attack Zalty. Lucy comes from behind to assist, throwing Zalty off-guard at the sight of the girl behind them as she throws her whip and catches them by the leg. Pulling with all her strength at once, Lucy throws Zalty off balance who falls onto the ground, but not before they twisted their body to point their hand to the sky, where they tried to make the ceiling fall over their two opponents.
Natsu had already blasted himself towards Lucy and threw her out of the way, before releasing a Fire Dragon’s Roar to burn and destroy the debris and run straight through the chaos of it all in order to punch Zalty right in the face, with a Fire Dragon’s Iron Fist.
Zalty’s body soars through the sky, past the heated battle between Lyon and Gray that was reaching its final conclusion. Lyon releases another ice clone of himself, and Gray destroys it while wielding a one-handed Ice-Make sword before throwing it at Lyon. It cuts the side of the ice-mage and he hisses in annoyance as he releases an ice snow tiger that roars and pounces towards Gray.
Rolling quickly off to the side and ignoring the sharp pain in his side for a moment, Gray clasps his hands together for some magic, using his quick thinking in order to seal his two adversaries at once. “Ice-Make Prison!”
Two cages of ice falls from the sky as Gray kneels down at the strenuous use of magic in his state, huffing harshly as he looks around to see that he had succeeded in imprisoning both Lyon and snow tiger in two separate cages at the same time. Racket from his right leads his eyes to his former pupil-in-arms, who was angrily shaking and blasting the cage from within but with no success.
It was quite the sight to see, in fact. Lyon had been confident the entire time they’ve exchanged blows on Galuna Island, and there’s a certain satisfaction at seeing him crumble the same way that he had done ruthlessly to him earlier. It doesn’t last long however, and it leaves Gray with a sense of pity as he looks at how unhinged Lyon looks on the other side of the bars.
His obsession of strength led him to completing a heinous ritual all in the name of egotistical fulfillment. He didn’t bother to think of the consequences of his actions, he willingly knew that Ur was still technically alive, her sacrifice saving a good part of the world for years and he chose to destroy that legacy. They had grown up together for that part of their lives, Lyon had known Ur longer than even Gray had.
Did he not understand how tainted he’s become, to even kill their second mother-figure once more?
“You lost before you even began, Lyon,” Gray shook his head in disappointment. Lyon doesn’t stop attempting to escape, he’s furious as the cage shakes from the rate of his magic being unleashed. He probably won’t stop unless he’s put down, Gray realizes, which causes him to summon a massive cannon that’s pointed at Lyon, wielding Ur’s magic with two-handed pride.
“One-handed Ice molding is unbalanced, you of all people should know that. Ur taught us that fact.” Gray said with deadly calmness as he finished molding the cannon. There’s a small rush of emotions that threatens to erupt from seeing Lyon’s frozen face of shock. What did he think was going to happen? That he was going to win?
If he couldn’t even defeat Gray in his beaten glory, with one -handed magic at that, then what made Lyon think such blasphemed thoughts that he could defeat Deliora?
It’s the reminder of his betrayal, that makes Gray fire the cannon at close range without much hesitation.
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It’s the roar that comes after the end of his fight with Lyon, that makes Gray freeze and shiver at the memories that came with it. With a quick slap of his cheeks however, he steels his nervous and forces himself to stalk towards the Demon that has finally been released from its prison. It’s a bit of an awkward and disturbed nostalgia, considering that he had stalked off to fight the demon on his own before and someone lost their life in the process.
This time, it won’t be anyone else.
It was Ur, who saved countless of lives by performing Iced Shell on the demon.
And it will be Gray who performs it for the second time, for the greater good.
Fate has a funny way of operating, maybe karma had made its presence known too.
His magic was down now, focusing his energy and mana in preparing for Iced Shell. It surprises him when he hears a bit of stumbling and the sound of something crawling, as he looks to see Lyon making his way towards Deliora in a slightly delirious state. Disgusted, Gray quickly knocks Lyon out temporarily as he closed his eyes, muttering out a quiet “Sorry.” towards his friends as he crossed his arms, beginning the ritual for Iced Shell.
Blue light flashes through the entire cave as Gray’s life force begins to transform into a special kind of ice, as he stands before Deliora. Lucy’s cry of outrage and fear is what fuels Natsu to race forwards and stop Gray from whatever he was doing. Her look of fear and pain was so vivid that Natsu just knew that Gray was doing something bad, and he shoves Gray backwards which canceled the spell immediately.
Gray was exhausted, he had used up far more mana than he’d like in his weaken state, but he was still pissed off when Natsu stopped him, as the latter stepped in front of the entire room as Deliora finally broke free.
Erza runs into the cave after hearing the loud roar, immediately standing behind Natsu with a special suit of armor casted in her body. Lucy ran over and threw herself in front of the fallen Gray, who was yelling and shouting for them to get out of the way so that he could do what had to be done.
To save his friends, he cried out, to save his family and everyone else’s.
“Killing yourself is never the first option, Gray. We--We’ll stop you every time. No one wants you to die,” Lucy cried out as she held Gray down, who struggled against her grasp.
“We believed in you to defeat Lyon, and you did. Now it’s your turn to believe in us.”
Gray freezes at her words, and that’s when he understands.
He’d…tried to tackle the problem all on his own again.
He looks at the sight before him, at Lucy with tears in her eyes as she held his exhausted body against her, the third line of defense against the demon. Erza was the second as she looked at the massive figure with narrowed eyes, ready to defend those behind her at once. And at the front of it all was the wild look in Natsu’s eyes, as he stood before the demon with flamed fists, ready to start the rumbling.
Believe in them, and their wills to fight.
“I--I do,” Gray said quietly, and Lucy just gave him a soft, tearful smile.
“Then sit back and rest up as we protect you.”
Deliora roars again, and everyone tenses up as they prepared for another fight. Natsu raises his own fist and matches it with the demon with a grin on his face, but right before they make direct contact, it freezes before beginning to crumble into pieces, much to everyone’s shock. As the ice settles and the dust rises, Natsu is left blinking at the ruins of Deliora, before turning around with a sheepish scratch.
“Well…I didn’t expect that. What just happened?!”
It was Lyon who answered, observing many things as he sat up against the cave walls off to the side. He had woken up shortly after Gray had knocked him out, and it was probably the fact that Gray hadn’t been at full strength that he was awake so fast. “...It was already dead. Ur’s ice had sapped away it’s life force, leaving nothing more than a skeleton in the prison.”
He seems to be thoroughly shocked by this development, which doesn’t surprise Gray since he’s spent a lot of time prepared for this moment. His obsession with defeating Deliora had been what kept him going for years, but it was already dead this whole time. Now what was left for Lyon to do, Gray wondered.
Now what?
Judging by the lost look on Lyon’s face, he didn’t know either.
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Many things have happened in the aftermath of the death of Deliora. Everyone cheered when it was over, even Gray did although he was thoroughly exhausted, but Erza had told them that it wasn’t over yet, and that the village was still cursed. Lucy couldn’t believe it afterwards, but that whole little arc led them to blasting the moon into pieces and wait, Bobo wasn’t a ghost, and the residents were actually demons all along?!
Magic sure was crazy.
On the bright side, they managed to sail back on a more comfortable boat with some type of reward for their troubles. Erza didn’t let them take the money reward as one of the many punishments they were sure to face, but they did manage to grab the other reward. Lucy smiled at the latest key she had in her arsenal, holding it up to the sun as it’s golden color twinkle.
Sagittarius, the Gate of the Centaur or the Archer, depending on who’s asking.
Natsu was already wasting away while they sailed back, laying on Lucy with a bucket next to his face as he gagged and gargled every now and then. The blonde leaned her head back as she idly rubbed Natsu’s back, letting out a deep breath as she closed her eyes. The wind blew pleasantly against them, today was a nice temperature.
They ended up staying for about a day or two, helping the beginning efforts of restoring the village. It was nice for them to recover their injuries as well, as they took it easier. Gray had been fucked up before, but now all that’s left was a small bandage over the sword wound and small scar on his arm.
Speaking of--
“How are you feeling?” Lucy asked curiously as Gray sat across from her, relaxing in the breeze. Erza had already laid down the fact that they were going to be punished when they get back to Fairytail, and they already had their respectable reactions. She’s a bit worried to be honest, but well, it’s just something that’ll have to be dealt with for future her.
Oh, future future her, not Rushii.
Gray let out a sigh as he crossed his arms and thought about it. It was a nice couple of days to take in the aftermath with everything that’s happened. A darker part of his past was finally sedated, Deliora could no longer hurt anyone else. It’d be a lie to say that he didn’t feel lighter at the revelation, even if it felt a bit surreal. He never thought that he’d get a chance to confront it, but it seemed as if their paths were simply meant to cross once more.
“I feel…lighter. I spent a large part of my life feeling responsible for what happened back then, and seeing Deliora’s defeat felt as if that was the final chapter to that part of my life, if that makes sense.” Gray said easily. Before, maybe it would’ve been harder to coax out such a reflection, but the two people before him have seen him at his worst. A little embarrassing in the aftermath of it all, sitting on a boat chilling with Team Haluna as they make their way back home.
A little embarrassing, and Gray feels as if he should regret the tears that he shedded in front of them, especially his rival Natsu. But he doesn’t, and he realized that they never made him feel as if he should be embarrassed by his reactions throughout the mission. In fact, he was sure that they were mad on behalf of him at a certain point, with Lucy crying a couple times.
“Sorry for making you cry a lot,” Gray stated a bit stiffly, looking off to the side. Lucy just chuckled at his reaction, understanding that he was just not used to talking about these types of things out right.
“That’s like the last of my concerns, who cares if I cried? I wasn’t in pain--or well physical pain at least, it just really hurt my heart to see you so sad. I just…cried for you, to be honest.” Lucy flushed a bit at the words. Gray just gave her a small smile, feeling a small warmth develop in his heart at the words. It’s scarily easy speaking with her, and she naturally just has this ability to make everyone like her and enjoy her presence.
Like a little sister, Gray chuckled at the thought. They definitely bicker like it, at least.
“What happened to Lyon?” Lucy asked slowly, testing the waters. It was clear that they had a relationship that was a bit rocky and didn’t know if Gray would get irritated at the thought of the white-haired man. Gray saw the unspoken question on her face and wave a small hand dismissively,
“It’s fine, it’s fine. Lyon…he’s something.” Gray grunted. To be honest, he’s been trying to avoid thinking about the white-haired man as he recovered, sighing at the conflicting emotions that rises through him at the thought of him. On one hand, he was still disappointed and triggered at what he’s chosen to do with his life, with such selfish and dangerous ideals.
But on the other, Gray couldn’t help but think about what would have happened if things went differently. If the two of them had stayed together, instead of going their separate ways after Ur’s death. If they had worked together to attempt to conquer Deliora, in a safer and isolated manner. Because at the end of the day, a root cause of Lyon’s actions was to avenge Ur, even if it was to sacrifice her in the midst of it.
He saw it on his face every time he had mentioned Ur’s name, while Lyon only referred to her as “she” and “her”. He could lie to his face all he wants, but Lyon knows damn well that Ur’s death had affected him more than he appeared to have made it seem. She had treated them as if they were her biological sons. That’s why his betrayal hurt so much. How could you forget your roots?
They learned their magic from her, for fuck’s sake.
“I..I can’t forgive him yet.” Gray admitted softly.
It was still too fresh.
Lucy just nodded and stayed quiet after that. It wasn’t an uncomfortable silence though, as everyone just enjoyed the moment. Erza was by the sailor and the boat’s steering wheel, making sure that there weren’t any unnecessary detours on their way back for their decree. Gray grimaced at the thought and quickly changed his thoughts back to Lyon.
Did Lyon have anyone with him for the past decade? Were those people the ones who stuck by him, or was he all alone, harboring all of those thoughts?
Things have gotten twisted, indeed, and Ur’s probably smacking her head in despair at the sight of her pupils fighting each other from up above. He let out a small huff of amusement at the thought. It brings him back to his earlier thought though, of what would’ve happen if they stayed together. If Lyon had found Fairytail with himz
They…were like estranged brothers, in a way.
’Well, there isn’t much use in thinking about the hypotheticals’, Gray thought as he closed his eyes. What was done, was done. Whatever Lyon chooses to do with his life, Gray just hopes for the best.
And if he chooses to fall into the wrong path, Gray will be right there to stop him again.
That’s the new vow he makes, in the name of Ur.
“Hope you know that you’re officially apart of Team Haluna now.” Lucy says matter-of-factly, and Gray lets out a loud snort but doesn’t bother to open his eyes as he smirks.
“Forcing me to be around you two, are you? Don’t I get to have a say in this?”
“Nope!” Lucy said popping the “p” before she sassed Gray. “And don’t make it sound as if it’s such a bother to be around us. We’re great company, in fact. Be thankful I somewhat like you.”
“That’s what tyrants say, Lucy.”
“You’re so annoying,” Lucy grumbled and Gray laughs, feeling light.
“I guess it isn’t the worst idea I’ve heard. So, the what’s the team’s name now, Team Grahaluna?” Lucy just grimaced and shook her head as Gray laughs at the horrendous name. Team Haluna works just fine, and Gray isn’t mad at all to be invited by the leader herself.
Just means that it’ll be more adventures and fun experiences ahead of him, even if the prospect of being around Natsu a lot more sounded like a pain in the ass.
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At times like this, it’s maddening to think that the only thing that you can do is breathe in and out in a daze, because if you push yourself too much, think too much, you’d become more aware.
Of the pain and the agony.
So, she must focus as she steels her mind; get lost in the hundreds of stories she has read over the years, because even the worst novels she’s read as been better than this moment. Better than her current reality. She takes another ragged breath and relaxes her mind, and it’s getting easier, she could do this, she won’t crumble--
“Do it again,” she faintly hears in the background.
Levy is quick to block her thoughts once more.
“...again?” A man with long hair and piercings galore said boredly, his arm extended into what appears to be an iron-clad beam. He wasn’t alone, in the pavilion surrounding the famous Magnolia Tree. There were two others; one of them was a small, oily looking man with a monocle and a diabolical sneer on his face, the other being a woman with an umbrella with an emotionless expression on her face.
It was the oily man who had given the order, and he enthusiastically nodded. “Again, Gajeel.”
Gajeel Redfox just rolled his eyes as he slammed his iron beam into the three people on the tree, looking boredly as their bodies spasmed and fidgeted against the tree at the impact. The two boys had fell unconscious a long time ago, and the girl seemed to be on her way to falling soon. He could tell from her breathing however, thanks to his sensitive ears, that she was still conscious albeit barely.
“This shit is boring. Why the fuck am I still here, Sol?” Gajeel’s narrowed ruby eyes found their way towards Sol, who flinched at the sight. In the back of his mind, Gajeel let out a small snort of laughter at the sight. Sol, who was laughing the entire time of Gajeel defeating this Team Shadow something, was a twisted motherfucker. Of course, he’d take pride in beating up people who were weaker than him, grinning and boasting as if he was truly strong. Gajeel’s seen his magic, he’s just yet another pathetic man who uses cheap tricks to obtain victory.
He’s this close to caving his face in, they couldn’t have been anymore different.
“Jose sent us to make sure there’s a message being displayed to Fairytail, of course.” Sol said after a moment to collect himself. Gajeel just sneered.
“You could’ve done this shit yourself, they were so weak, it wasn’t even a good warm-up. If this is all Fairytail has in their arsenal, then this shit ain’t it.”
Gajeel only wanted to fight people who were strong, he had no interest in the weak. Yeah, maybe it’s not their fault that they were weak, but that doesn’t mean he had to interact with them then. They’re just worms who get in the way, for fuck’s sake.
Where was Salamander?
“In fact…” Gajeel grinned sharply at Sol, “Even you’d be more of a challenge than those guys. Care to be my fucking warm-up?”
Their voices were turning into a hazy mess once more as Levy flickered in and out of consciousness. She was losing the battle of staying strong-willed, the pain was seeping into her skin, her nerves were on fire as it began to hurt to even take a breath. Her body was stringed up and nailed against the back of the rough tree bark, feeling the roughness prickle into her back. Her wrists were digging against the nails, with gravity being the only thing that’s weighing down on them. She was hanging limply; she didn’t know what was on her face anymore.
She just knew it was wet.
Was it dirt? Tears?
Blood?
‘Just make it stop’, Levy pleaded mentally. Why couldn’t she just succumb to the pain already, and be put out of her misery? Why did she feel so defiant, even being pushed on the edge like this? She had broken bones, bruises all over her body. Why couldn’t she just…go to sleep--
A sudden sharp and hot pain envelopes her along her stomach and her body instantly goes haywire. What was previously just a battle of constant aches have completely disappeared to the burning of her abdomen, as something is pressed against her. And despite being so tired, she still had energy to scrunch her face and scream.
It was a scream for help, for mercy, but anger was laced within it. It was a guttural cry of vengeance that came from deep within as she sobbed against her restraints, losing her mind in the agony.
Upon her stomach was the symbol of Phantom Lord, burned into her skin.
Gajeel looked down at it with distaste before moving on. It was Sol’s idea to change the branding from a simple stamp to a burn. They were going to win through their efforts, and that’ll be a reminder of their strength. Gajeel likes people knowing about his strength, and anything associated to that. There was a small question of that being necessary though, but he quickly waved it off.
He doesn’t associate with weak things, and thus it doesn’t matter to him.
At least that’s what he tells himself when his bored eyes make eye-contact with the blue haired girl that he had just beaten up, and he was leveled with a gaze that was filled with such a strong hatred and pain that he was a bit speechless. Tortured, hanged, and branded, and she was still making a face like that to him?
She still had willpower within her to be this defiant?
Gajeel just hummed as he walked away from the tree with his hands in his pocket, the other two members that had accompanied him had left earlier. This group in Fairytail was laughably weak, and it gave Gajeel no pleasure whatsoever as he beat them up thanks to Jose’s direct orders. He wanted to fight Titania, Salamander, Laxus Dreyar, those who had earned a name for themselves by showcasing their magical strengths.
Team Shadow Gear was pathetic in respect to them.
And yet there is a small dose of respect that begins to blossom inside of Gajeel as he thinks about the piercing brown eyes of the petite blue girl, when she glared at one of her two torturers in open disdain.
Notes:
Whew...well this chapter sure was something, wasn't it?
Despite my unease earlier in the arc, I actually quite like the outcome of the arc and how it portrays Gray in the end, he learns a lot of things, you know? I especially enjoyed making the analysis of Gray and Lyon's fight and how that made Gray feel in the end, and I also personally believe that Lyon doesn't necessarily deserve to get TOTALLY shitted on, but also needs to earn some favor back with Gray after the fiasco. Don't worry, I'll try not to drag the angst with that.
When Gray sees the reformed Lyon, it'll prolly go away completely, maybe they'll even have a bro-moment and talk the rest of it out. We'll see!
I definitely had to skip the latter part though, it's just action scenes with the blowing up the moon. Erza's transformation to her Giant Armor was the only thing that I personally thought of note-worthy, so maybe I'll come back and edit that part a bit, but yeah the aftermath of the demons and the moon and stuff was effectively summarized in like two sentences lmaooo.
Anyways, PLEASE please give me feedback about the entrance to the Phantom Lord arc. Y'all, I've been thinking about how to introduce the arc for so long, you have no idea. It's such a powerful arc, and it's really shaking what happens to Levy.
TBH it's one of the main factors as to why I'm writing this story. I actually like Gale, Gajevy, whatever you want to call it, but I HATE how there is so much that just gets swept under the rug. Like did Gajeel ever apologize to her for beating her and her team up?? Why the hell did Levy forgive that man so fast after taking one hit for her??
People always want to claim that Gajevy are enemies to lovers (and like I get it, at the bare minimum) but Levy forgave him far too fast for it to be the enemies to lovers of MY taste and caliber. Shawty was BRANDED, like hello?
Well anyways, Phantom Lord is here and it's going to hurt and there will be some changes to how things are done! (For example; Gajeel, Juvia, and Sol being the ones present for the Magnolia Tree Team Shadow Gear beating, where I explicitly state that it was under Jose's orders to shake things up with Fairytail. It never really sat right with me that some people forget that in canon, Gajeel went out of his way to beat them up in the name of Phantom Lord...)
Anyways yeah, let me know what you guys think of this chapter and let me stop before I go on yet another long tangent about my personal beef with some parts of Fairytail canon lololol
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 18: Chapter 13
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Thirteen: Underneath the Surface
Phantom Lord Arc I
It was an empty space, the barrier that she had created in order to block out her soul and conscience from Lucy’s as she stored power for what’s to come.
At least that’s what Rushii tells herself.
Yes, that is the true reason for it all. That is exactly why.
A deeper inner reflection would highlight the fact that she was rather...lost. She needed time to regain her mission and not lose focus of what could happen to Lucy’s world if she doesn’t remain vigilant. What had already happened to her universe, where the Eclipse Gate was opened and the dragons rampaged all through Fiore, killing those she had loved. Where utter destruction and despair rested, a place out of touch and where she could never return to. Not because the actual world itself was "lost" (not that there was any feasible way for Rushii to confirm or deny this. She isn’t sure if she wants to.) but those who encompassed her world, were.
They were all dead.
Which is why she’s beginning to shake and spiral like this. She never thought she’d make it here. It was a gamble, it was all just a gamble, because she couldn’t fathom not giving it her all to at least try to make things right when everyone else had already given up their lives for it. Some of them for her.
Rushii let out a bitter chuckle, because even gambles had back-up plans. Was there ever a plan to begin?
Rushii swallowed as she looked in the simmering reflection of herself, within the barrier. Her tired chocolate eyes stared back at her, never changing from her appearance. If she had the ability to age naturally, she’d be well onto hitting thirty years old, and often said, with age comes wisdom...for the most part. It’s generally just assumed that due to the assumption that gaining experiences as one ages turns into lessons learned, which turns into mantras that are ingrained into one’s skin and ancestry should they pass it down.
After touching fire once, you learn at once to avoid the blisters of the burn.
After touching something sharp, you learn at once to avoid skin being cut thus blood drips and pain erupts to life.
Maybe she doesn’t get the opportunity to go out and learn hands on for herself, all of the time. There’s been times where she’s had to do so in order to save both of their lives, but for the most part she’s taken the mentor position between the two of them. Considering her circumstances, being blasted so far into the past, it’s the safest route that she could have taken.
Let it be known that she does not regret her decision.
She’s so proud of what her little sister as become.
It’s a bit funny to think about her younger self as a separate entity. Doesn’t change the fact that it was a bit weird at first, having Lucy call her Nee-san in the beginning. They were both the daughter of Jude and Layla Heartfilia. They both were celestial mages that had the same spirits or was starting to collect them all the same. They both were blonde, had brown eyes, and a nice figure to others.
But…they weren’t the same person.
They both might be named Lucy Heartfilia, but they acted differently. It was subtle before, but as Rushii watched on occasion from her barrier, whispering small guidance whenever her imouto felt loss, it was clear that Lucy had a different kind of strength that was alien to her. It’s an odd concept, because technically Rushii had all the capabilities inside of her since Lucy is making her leadership, her natural ability to empathize, her creativity in battle work for her. It shows in how attentive she reacts with her friends, noticing the things that Rushii hadn’t before in every one of them.
And sometimes, Rushii used to wonder if she was envious or supportive of her sister’s development as she watched and advised her as she grew up as an unprecedented result of traveling to the past.
It was conflicting emotions such as these that had inspired her to take time away just to think. The barrier had served multiple purposes, indeed. It wasn’t a lie to Lucy all of those weeks ago, that she couldn’t depend on her all of the time to save her. She had to be strong enough on her own, in order to prepare for more diabolical times in their lives to come.
Tower of Heaven.
Oracion Seis.
Or what’s more relevant to the near-future, Phantom Lord.
It was time to make her appearance once more, Rushii surmised as she hummed at the thought of seeing friends that were formerly foes. It was also a time where she had been one of the root causes of the attack as well, thanks to her blasted father. It was a pity that Lucy never managed to successfully rekindle a relationship with him, despite her efforts.
Perhaps in another universe, maybe the Heartfilia family would be happy.
‘But not this one,’ Rushii thinks as she steps out into the main “room”, where she normally spoke with Lucy. Looking over in the pool of gray, she noticed that her apartment was still there. A piece of the past that she was still clinging onto, she thinks softly as she waves a hand for it to disappear. Instead, a small area of trees replaces it, with a comfortable looking hammock taking form as Rushii blinked in surprise before walking over to take a rest on it.
She is still lost as to how she could accomplish saving the world, and a new comfortable change of scenery won’t change that fact.
Honestly, there wasn’t ever really a plan to begin with, just a bunch of hopes and prayers as she wished for the Eclipse Gate to give her the power to make things better.
A fist clench and a furrowed brow takes over at the thought of Future Rogue, and the treacherous actions he took once he killed Natsu before following her into the abyss. What the hell was that bastard planning, anyways? Was he inside of this Earthland’s Rogue now? Where was Rogue?
She couldn’t really tell Lucy to go and search for the Shadow Dragon Slayer, was Sabertooth even a guild right now? So many unknowns, so many questions, paired with seemingly infinite choices as for what to do. If she thinks too long, it gets quite depressing at the thought of what must be done.
Rushii wonders if doing the bare minimum is the coward’s way of making a difference. If her Natsu was in her shoes, would he have made the same choice? She hasn’t really tried to change too much of Lucy’s present as she grows as a person, in fear of making too many changes to the future. Because if it doesn’t go how she remembers, then what if something major changes? All of her efforts would be rendered useless.
She would be useless.
With a sigh, Rushii decides to take note of the storm of black that resides behind her, rumbling in place as it doesn’t dare move. It was a recent development that started when Lucy reached about fifteen. It doesn’t do much, only rumbles and pulse out waves of ominous intentions and whispers of punishment. Rushii is the only one who can see it, as Lucy has never made a mention at the storm behind her whenever they speak face to face in the main area.
Deep down, she knows that it must be the product of the Eclipse Gate.
The admonishment system that is put in place in order to keep her in check. It makes sense logically, and it’s acted before in the past. What started as the feeling quick sand, falling into a deep state of nothingness or a flash of pain and bleeding from the holes on her face, has morphed into something more drastic and dangerous as Rushii eyes the storm behind her from the hammock. Something inside of her knows that the punishments will only get worse as she approaches the fated doomsday.
Spirits, bless her weary soul, Rushii sighs in a silent prayer, because the pain will be unavoidable.
She won’t allow Lucy to walk into fire all alone though, and she’ll shoulder her blisters from the burn when they inevitably come. So what if she doesn’t have a definite plan for the long term? It’ll all be pointless if Lucy doesn’t get the chance to get there in the first place.
So Rushii gathers her lost and depressing thoughts about the different realities she faces and shoves them in a box locked in her mind. She didn’t create and step into the barrier and meditate the entire time for nothing, she did so to gather strength for the fight against the storm and the real world.
Because when she succumbs to the pain, she doesn’t know how long it’ll be until she can wake up again.
A careful eye notifies her that Lucy is with her team, walking into the gates of Magnolia as they headed back from the events of Galuna Island. Rushii gives them a small smile at the sight, feeling the aged nostalgia and happiness fill her. She misses her Team Natsu, as she watches them laugh and banter as they walked together.
Her found family, Fairytail.
Rushii suddenly sat up as her eyes widened, taking a trip back to memory lane that the thought of Fairytail and Phatom Lord. They were currently walking towards the guild, where they would see the aftermath of Gajeel’s iron bars, if her memory serves her correctly. Staring at the trees before her, her heart sinks at the next thought, and the Eclipse Gate be damned --
She had to save them as quickly as possible.
Because this world was noticeably crueler, Rushii closed her eyes as her feelings of sadness and worry spread throughout the space.
Ah…she had forgot how bad things were for some, before they eventually became friends.
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It always feels as if happy moments are too good to be true sometimes, Lucy thinks as she feels a concern fill her nerves that wasn’t hers. Pausing in the middle of her walk, the others didn’t notice as Lucy’s heart dropped in slight fear as she focused on the feeling. Thoughts raced through her mind as she thought about what could happen next, they just had defeated a demon a couple days ago, could things die down for a moment so that she could breathe?
But she remembers Rushii’s last warning to her, back when she had first joined Fairytail.
Laced with kind words and enthusiasm for Lucy to enjoy her present life, she was not blind to the message hidden underneath.
The next time Rushii comes out of the barrier, it means that something big is coming.
Lucy could only hope that she was prepared.
As she stood frozen, the rest of the team was walking forwards as they chattered. It goes on for a while before Natsu notices a lack of Lucy’s words, and he turns around to take a look at her in order to see if something was wrong. He pauses, immediately tensing when he doesn’t the blonde behind him, before noticing that she had stopped a long time ago. This caused the rest of them to stop as well, as Natsu narrowed his eyes at Lucy, wondering what was going on.
“Lucy?!” Natsu shouted, but she didn’t seem to hear him as she appeared lost in thought. The thought put a frown on Natsu’s face, as he wondered what she was thinking about so deeply.
Gray frowned. “What’s up with her? Is she good?”
No.
Things were not good at all.
“Lucy.” Rushii said softly, with a heaviness in her voice that made Lucy tense with worry. Lucy subconsciously looked around her surroundings, wondering if the enemy would jump out in any moment. Later on, she’ll truly be happy at the fact that her Nee-san had returned to her, and she’ll be able to talk with someone about her deepest feelings without too much difficulty. Perks of having another person inside your body, that can also feel the truth of your emotions.
But for now, she’s scared.
“Rushii,” Lucy greeted with a small smile, but that quickly went away once Rushii stood up from a hammock--oh that’s new, what happened to her apartment?-- before making her way over to massive tree in the distance. Unbeknownst to Lucy, Rushii eyed the storm before carefully choosing her next words.
“I won’t start off our reunion with the bad news, I am not that cruel. How are you, Lucy?” Rushii said with a warm tone suddenly full of love and care that Lucy made want to cry. She wasn’t even sad right now, but so much has happened in such a short time span, and she’s just really missed her sister’s comfort. Nee-san always seemed to know all of the answers, know all of the right things to say.
She had missed her a lot.
“I’m…I’m good, Nee-san. So much has happened, and I’m learning so much about--about everything, really.” Lucy confessed with a hint of a watery smile. Pride and contentness fills her body like a warm hug.
“That’s good, I’m glad you finally decided to take heed of my advice. There are many things for you to learn and explore more, as you progress in life,” Rushii stated before her happier emotions turned into something more unsettling. Immediately, Lucy’s smile dropped from her face as she stood at attention, ready for the next set of news in order to be laid upon her. To her surprise however, Rushii just looks and touches the massive tree with a sad look on her face.
“Rushii…?”
“The tree, Lucy,” Rushii whispered out, watching as the storm crept just a bit closer. Lucy frowned as her mind raced, thinking about all of the trees she has come into contact with so far in her life. Too many to count and quickly tiring out, Lucy just decides to try and get more information from her sister.
“A tree? What about a tree?”
Rushii sucked in a tiny breath, feeling the tell-tale signs of the Gate’s reprimandment, a dull fire burning into her soul. “M--”
‘Fuck.’ Rushii thought as she clenched her fists at the increase of pain, breathing harshly through her mouth. They won’t allow her to say the Magnolia Tree, fine. She’ll just have to get creative with her word choice then, and hope that Lucy’s training in the art of aristocrat subtleness was enough for her to read between the lines.
“Upon the tree, is the aftermath of dark shadows and pain, for there are deep wounds not just iwithin the mind, but especially the flesh,” Rushii hissed out before leaning against the tree, panting slightly. Lucy’s mind reeled as she realized this familiar situation and quickly scrambled together cohesive thoughts about her statement. She had to speak in ambiguous riddles sometimes, because the future- fate keepers won’t let her interfere too heavily.
Okay, first the tree. That seems to be really important, since Rushii made sure to mention it twice. The only thing that she could think of off the top of her head that she’d remember relatively well was the Magnolia Tree, and it did sound like Rushii was trying to pronounce something that began with the letter M before she was forcibly stopped. “You want me to go to the Magnolia Tree, Nee-san?” Lucy asked cautiously.
Rushii nodded and waved her hand to continue.
Magnolia Tree, got it. Rushii had said “upon the tree”, so was there something on it or was it figurative? Lucy’s not sure, but there were other things about the way that she had said certain words.
Shadow, pain, wounds, flesh.
Is…someone hurt by the Magnolia Tree?
That shadow part doesn’t make much sense if so though, but she’ll ask regardless.
“Someone is hurt, and they are making their way towards the Magnolia Tree?” Lucy guessed hesitantly. Rushii paused, not sure how to answer her question. She was wrong about the latter half, considering that Team Shadow Gear had no choice but to be chained up on the tree, but in the end, if saying yes gets Lucy to make her way towards the pavilion, then does it truly matter?
She’d understand anyways, once she saw the terrible sight.
“Yes,” Rushii whispers out.
“Who?” Lucy asked worriedly.
Well, she probably couldn’t say Team Shadow Gear, Rushii huffed out annoyed. She flicked off the storm that crept a tiny bit closer before she quickly racked her brain with a good hint, something that’ll help speed things along. Who knows how long they’ve been strung up by now?
In order to ease their suffering as fast as possible, they really had to--
Oh!
“You’ll really have to shift gears once you get there, moving fast with your decision making.”
Gears. It was gears that had an extra emphasis this time, but what was so special about gears? And it didn’t make sense before, what did shadow have to do with people being hurt by the Magnolia tree--
Shadow.
Shadow Gears.
Shit.
“You must make haste, Lucy.”
“Lucy?!” Natsu calls out again, about to walk over there to see why the girl had stopped, before he froze at the look on her face. Whatever she had been thinking about made her deathly pale as she made eye-contact with Natsu, making him feel on edge. His mouth snapped shut as he just watched her with attentive eyes, noticing her gaze flicker towards the other side of town. His senses are homed in to her every move, feeling his insides panic at the weirdness of her actions. What happened? What was she thinking about?
And when she takes off in a weird direction, he’s quick to follow her without a second thought.
There’s an urgency in her movements, which causes him to quickly pick up speed as he runs after her, towards a familiar area. Cries of shock and surprise are sounded behind him as they take off running without any words exchanged, but Natsu doesn’t care too much, they’ll probably just follow them out of pure curiosity.
All he could focus on was Lucy.
Lucy, who had made eye-contact with him and started running like hell with a severe expression on her face. Was it him that she was running from? Did he do something? Natsu knows deep down it probably wasn’t anything of the sorts, but there was a small dose of insecurity that rises inside of him just in spite. It was annoying, so he was quick to push his thoughts away as he almost catches up to her.
Damn, does he hate looking at her back, watching her move away from him in a distance.
He wants to be by her side, always.
And yeah, they definitely got to talk about this bad habit of running off without a word, because why does she keep going off on her own like that?! They were a team, for fuck’s sake! She has to understand that she can’t run off and not expect them to follow her, especially without any explanation.
And if it isn’t a “them” that follows, then it will always be him.
After whatever the hell happens once they reach their destination, he’ll make sure that she knows that.
He’s snapped out of his thoughts when Lucy finally thoughts, and almost collides with her back due to how abrupt it was. Her body feels tense, her hands were shaking, and that’s when Natsu also realized that they reached the familiar area of the Magnolia Pavillion, with the Magnolia Tree in the center. He doesn’t look around though, eyes honed onto Lucy’s face as he feels his heart drop.
“N-Natsu--” Lucy lets out a strangled gasp as she shakingly points at something in the distance. Natsu’s a bit nervous as he follows her gaze, eyes narrowing to see what was making Lucy so freaked out, before his eyes widen himself as a burst of rage overcomes him and all he could see was red.
Lucy had to scramble away from Natsu as he caught on fire due to the extreme range of emotions that ran through his face. His eyes were blown wide in disbelief, his mouth was morphed into a sharp scowl, and his pupils turned completely dark as he saw the crucifixion of Team Shadow Gear, beaten and tortured. The tears were flowing freely on Lucy’s face as she yells at Natsu to get moving, to help them as fast as they could, racing towards the tree were other on-lookers were beginning to crowd at the ugly sight.
Being face to face with their grotesque injuries up front made Lucy want to vomit. Oh god, Levy-chan, her bruises, her body, her burn. It was placed right on her stomach, branded for the world to see. It was a symbol of some sorts, one that Lucy wasn’t familiar with, but that was the least of her worries as she summoned Taurus to help her removed the iron bindings from Levy, Droy, and Jet’s wrists.
Or at least she tried too, but he wasn’t coming through the gate.
“Taurus..?” Lucy asked questioningly at the key, feeling hurt at the refusal to come. She didn’t have time to delay though, and she quickly moved onto the next key that she knew was capable of immense physical strength when it calls for it.
“Open the gate of the Maiden, Virgo!”
Virgo steps out of the gate with a golden flash, already bowing before Lucy but she calmly sits up. “Hello Princess, what can I do for you?”
“Are you capable of the same strength in your current form, compared to the form you took with Duke Everlue?” Lucy asked and Virgo nodded.
“My strength stays consistently the same, it’s merely a change of appearance after all.”
Lucy nodded once before pointing at Team Shadow Gear on the Magnolia Tree, “Get them down as quickly as possible, please.”
It makes sense now, Rushii’s words. They were quite literally upon the tree.
“At once, Princess.” Virgo bowed once more before she quickly set to work. Lucy watched silently as an anger overtakes her at the sight of the limp team, feeling lost as for what this all meant as she feels familiar magical signatures behind her. A calm, cool breeze and a molten, liquid metal that can take on any form.
Erza and Gray have arrived.
“Oh my god…” Gray sucks out a breath at the sight of Team Shadow Gear, while Erza’s face immediately darkens considerably as she stomps over to inspect the symbols upon Levy’s skin. Squatting down at their resting figures on the ground thanks to Virgo’s efforts, she gently brushed the matted blue-hair of Levy, guilt heavy in her heart at the sight of the positive girl. What had she done to deserve such a fate, Erza silently asks to the gods.
It was illogical, but she feels guilty, because she should’ve been there to protect them. That’s what she has sworn to do for Fairytail, being the shield for all it’s members. Instead, Erza is left crouched down and looking at the aftermath of what she thought to be one of her failures. All because of a certain guild that was considered to be rivals to Fairytail. But to be rivals meant that there was a healthy dose of competitiveness and banter, but there were lines that weren’t crossed.
Phantom Lord, the guild that had done this, were no longer considered rivals in Erza’s eyes.
They were now enemies.
“It was Phantom Lord, that did this.” Erza announced after she thoroughly inspected the brand on Levy with gentle care. She stood up and turned around at the devastated looks at the rest of their faces, swallowing her anger as she took the lead. Natsu’s body was flickering between being on fire and not, Lucy had her hand covering her mouth as she couldn’t take her eyes away from her friend, and Gray had his teeth clenched as he looked at Jet and Droy, wondering how many hits they took for them to look so terrible. Wondered how many hits they took while they were still conscious .
“I’m going to go find those bastards,” Natsu hissed out, taking a step back as his fists clenched. He was ready to hunt down every last Phantom Lord member and repay the same energy that they did to his friends. They won’t get away with this. Gray was silent but the two rivals exchanged a look of understanding, noting that they’ll do whatever it takes for justice.
It had pissed of Erza even more though, to his quiet surprise. “You idiots! You’re not going anywhere. We’re going to take Team Shadow Gear back to the guild, and we’ll wait for further instructions after analyzing the entirety of the situation, end of discussion.”
“No," Natsu snarled, getting into Erza’s face who stared him down with eyes and spirit of steel. “You guys can do that. It will be faster and more effective if we split up, tackling more things at once. Obviously we need to get them some help, but what about the sons of bitches that are getting away with this? What about them, huh?”
“Are you implying that I don’t want justice as well, Natsu? I’d advise you state your next words very carefully,” Erza said dangerously, chest to chest with the dragon slayer. His impulsiveness wasn’t unwarranted, of course she always wants to enact revenge immediately. But there will be a time for that in the near future. They don’t know enough information to be acting without thinking, especially in a situation that was proving to be delicate.
“We don’t have time for this shit, we got to get them help now,” Gray scowled as he picked Jet up from the ground. He was fuming, he wants revenge just as much as Natsu does, but unfortunately he was cursed to have a more analytical mind and knew that regrouping was the better decision. Even if he hated it.
The darkness that was in Natsu was pulsing strongly, as Natsu gritted his teeth at the unwaveringness of Titania. How could they not take advantage of the situation? If he tried hard enough, he could probably trace their scents from here to wherever they lurked. His muscles ached for battle; his fists ached for blood. The darkness licked its lips and smirked for war. Surely, they don’t expect him to hold back against Phantom Lord, after all of this?
Because he won’t .
It was Lucy who diffuses the tense situation a bit, realizing that the unexpectedness and surrealness of it all was just making things worse. Everyone had the right intentions, they all wanted payback for the unfair violence against Team Shadow Gear. No one was in the wrong with their hearts, but Gray was right, it does no good arguing when the people they wanted to fight for needed medical attention immediately.
She doesn’t look Natsu in the eye when she states, “We’re--We’re going back to Fairytail first, we need to regroup and see if there are similar situations like this. There’s too much that we don’t know, and as what Team Shadow Gear has reluctantly proven, that lack of knowledge can be dangerous. It’s our best course of action.”
‘But you can just charge in whenever you want to, right?’ Natsu thinks as he sucks his teeth, wordlessly picking up Levy at Lucy’s unspoken request. He’s the first to set off, careful of his friend’s state. It takes a special kind of focus to keep moving forward and not look at the blistering burn on her stomach, else he risks raging once more.
Asking Virgo to pick up Droy, they began the trip back towards the Fairytail Guild, moving as fast as possible without jostling and creating further injuries. Erza’s gaze was heavy as people moved out of the way with fear on their faces. It told no nonsense as she continuously surveyed the area, watching for enemies as they make their way. If their hidden enemies were smart, they would know to remain hidden.
For Erza’s blade will strike deep.
Lucy looks hesitantly at the side profile of Natsu, who’s body language gave off the fact that he was upset. She didn’t want him to be upset with her, and hoped that he wasn’t, but she doesn’t regret her decision. She had to think about all current parties involved, and Erza’s words spoke truth. It would be wiser and safer for them to come together to come with a plan. She was the leader of Team Haluna, and that gave her the ability to make the executive decision in the end.
Considering how much Natsu was worked up, she was a bit surprised to see how easily he had complied to her words. Did that show how much that he trusted her? He didn’t even fight against her words, unlike Erza.
Being a leader comes with a lot of power and hope placed upon you. If she’s not careful, the weight can bring her down as it can be heavy.
Upon the arrival to Fairytail, comes the second intense shock of the day as they observed the massive metal rods that were impaled into the guild. Debris is scattered around as the remains of the guild stands shakingly intact. Erza sucks in a breath, barely faltering in her exterior as she pushed onwards. Natsu had paused, staring at the destruction with barely concealed anger as his body shook. He had to calm himself quickly, he didn’t want to accidentally hurt Levy. That’s what races through his mind as he picks up speed after Erza, following Gray who had a similar reaction to Natsu at the sight.
Why? Lucy thinks as she follows them without a word, heart heavy. Why did they do this?
What was the need for all of this destruction?
What was the…point?
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“We’re back, Master.” Erza announced as they entered the basement of Fairytail. She knew that in the event of an emergency, the basement becomes the new base of operations for Fairytail until further notice. Everyone greeted her happily, until the rest of the Galuna Island team entered the room. That’s when the happy smiles turned into looks of disbelief and shock, the optimistic mood despite the wreckage outside dies, and the gasps sound into the room mingle with cries of outrage.
Mirajane shakes as she’s given a look of Levy in Natsu’s arms, unconscious with her body beaten and bloodied something serious. The burn on her abdomen makes her gag as she quickly looks off to the side, feeling sick to her stomach at the sight of the bookworm. They had just had a conversation earlier that day, talking about books for them to read together some time.
How did it come to this?
Despite the look of disgust on Cana’s face that the implication that someone had done this to her friends, she took charge quickly as she sat Mirajane down for her to collect herself. Yelling for people to clear space, they quickly made their way to the back in the makeshift infirmary. Everyone moved in a frenzy as they collaborated together in order to help their nakama, whether it was going out to buy more medical supplies, to wiping the dried blood and grime on their bodies.
There was an urgency in their movements, but as the tasks dwindled down, so did they. Eventually the worry that was heavy in their hearts turned into an intense anger, looking at the aftermath of torture placed upon Team Shadow Gear.
Elfman was the first to crack with anger in his voice, “Whoever had done this…they were not the definition of a real man.”
Sounds of agreement rang through the room as Mirajane bit her lip, crossing her arms as she ignored the state of her body. Once she was able to collect herself from the shock, she had been the main person in the room to help with the medical attention for all three of them. She was no healer, but they looked considerably better thanks to her and everyone else’s efforts. Still, the one thing that rings in her mind, was the symbol that was placed upon Levy.
She knew what that symbol was, and there were a couple of others in the room who knew where it came from too.
This was a serious development.
Makarov Dreyar walked back into the room, after personally going to speak with Polyursica herself in order to receive her help as swiftly as possible. With confirmation of her being on her way, he returned to the guild with an expression of such seriousness that no one dare says a word as they awaited for the next course of action.
Well, no one, except Natsu, who gets off of the wall he’s leaning on in order to yell at Makarov.
“What the hell, jii-san? We come back from a mission to see the guild in ruins, and you’ve clearly done nothing about it! You didn’t even bother to clean it up.”
“Be quiet, Natsu. You went on an S-Class mission without my permission, you should be grateful that the only reason I’m not punishing you and your accomplices right now, is that there are bigger things to worry about at the moment.”
Natsu doesn’t like his words, though. He’d gladly take any punishments in every other life, if it didn’t cost Team Shadow Gear their fate. God, remembering the sinking feeling when he had first say them, the question of whether or not they were still alive had rang through his head. What a horrible feeling. He wasn’t grateful at all at the circumstances.
“It doesn’t change the fact that you pretty much ignored what happened,” Natsu stated hesitantly back, still feeling strong about the destruction at the place he frequently called home. Makarov just let out a tired sigh,
“The guild can always be re-built. Fairytail’s essence isn’t laced within the walls of this building, it’s within its member’s hearts. Was it rather annoying to find the guild in this state? Yes, it was. But no one was injured, and that’s all that I can ask for as a guild master. That’s what kept me in decent spirits, because my family was safe. But now…” Makarov’s mana was unleashed for a brief moment as he lost control of his emotions. Lucy felt like she was choking on the sheer magic power alone that came from him, such killing and dangerous intent. The staff that Makarov liked to carry around every now and then shattered completely, turned into dust that sprinkled around Makarov who had a tense expression on his face and he leveled his gaze to everyone individually.
“Phantom Lord will not get away with this madness,” Makarov all but roared. Everyone roared back with a vigor that can only come from within, from the bonds that they had created with one another. “We will be unified as we seek revenge, but we will not be careless to dive into the fray without at least a plan. For now, I ask all of you to group up and head home. It’s been a long day, and it may only get longer as this war persists. I want to make sure everyone at least has some back-up with them in event of another disgusting attack. Get some rest, my children, and be ready tomorrow for a new day.”
He clapped at once and made his way towards the infirmary, since the pink-haired Polyursica had finally arrived after his speech. On the way over, Polyursica wasn’t blind to the tension in the air and gave a good look at Makarov, noticing his seriousness.
“Jose is going to be a problem, Makarov.” Polyursica hummed.
“He is a Ten Wizard Saint,” Makarov acknowledged, “But so am I. I’m not afraid of that scoundrel.”
“He is a man with a considerable ambition.” Was all Polyurisca said as a response. It was a small warning, Makarov knew, but he couldn’t be afraid in this situation. He believed in his abilities and he believes in Fairytail. The rest is up to the fates, but he’ll go down trying.
“Thank you again, for coming. I know you aren’t the biggest fan of people, old hag.” Makarov said strainedly teased as Polyurisca offered a rather docile scowl in return, reminding her of their younger days as a former team of Fairytail. Even in the midst of chaos, the mischievousness of Makarov never seems to disappear.
‘…good.’
“Just take me to my clients, little man.” Polyurisca grunted while Makarov chuckled, leading her to Team Shadow Gear in the back.
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It was quiet in Lucy’s apartment, throwing her keys onto the table before she walked promptly into her room, feeling drained. A rustled behind her made her aware that someone had followed her home, but a quick magic detection was enough to alert her that it was someone familiar and safe. Somehow, it doesn’t make the tension leave her shoulders.
She doesn’t know how long she sits on her bed as she’s lost in her own thoughts.
It wasn’t until a throat clear from her door that she snapped out of it, as she glances at Natsu Dragneel, who had his arms crossed as he looked at her for a moment. It’s quiet--it’s too quiet--and suddenly Lucy feels as if she’s being scrutinized, but scrutinized for what?
It makes her unsure--uneasy, what was this lingering pressure that seemed to suddenly appear in between them?
She looks away, chocolate eyes closing shut as she calms herself down a little bit.
Natsu just exhales softly from his nose and closes the door gently, moving to lean against the edge of her desk in the corner. Lucy was just counting the distance between them, wondering how long it’s been since they’ve been so far apart from each other within the same vicinity. She finds that she doesn’t like the feeling one bit.
She doesn’t dare to say anything though, as she waits for Natsu to make the first move. Clearly, there’s something that he wants to say, considering he hasn’t made the effort to step closer to her yet.
“Luce.” Natsu begins softly, quietly. It’s gentle and yet Lucy tenses anyways.
“You’re upset.” Lucy jumps the gun, blurting it out without a moment of hesitation. Natsu grows quiet as he runs a hand through his hair, trying to collect his thoughts. He was upset, but he wasn’t angry. It’s just--He feels really complicated about Lucy right now. There was something inside of him that was sad that she had just whiskered off without letting him know, again. Had they not been through enough for her to know that he’d always follow her without hesitation? That she just had to say a word? Let him know anything?
“I just let me in, Lucy.” Natsu quietly pleaded as he looked at her. He doesn’t have to knowing every single thing, just a little is enough for him.
She was always quick to take off on her own and god, what if--
What if their enemies had still been there? If Natsu hadn’t been so focused on making sure he caught up to her with her headstart, what if he’d came upon the sight of Lucy beaten as badly as Team Shadow Gear.
“I--I’m not mad , you just..” Natsu falters, and fuck, he’s not very good with words. With saying exactly what he felt when it really counted.
“Are you mad at the fact that we went to the base first?” Lucy frowned slightly, “I told you why, it was the better decision for all of us.”
“I don’t care about that anymore, Luce. That’s not why I’m..upset.” Natsu eventually states and Lucy is at a loss once more. Was it something that she hadn’t seen develop inside of Natsu? She likes to think that she’s observe for those she cares about, especially with her best friend. She was so confused.
Natsu takes a deep breath before letting it go, standing up right fully as he stares at her.
“Do you not trust me, Lucy?”
Lucy is shell-shocked.
“I-I don’t understand? Of course I do.”
“Yeah?” Natsu said a bit sadly, “Then why do you like to run off without letting one of us know? Without letting me know. So quick to throw yourself out there for others, to let them know that they have a support pillar within you. But what about yourself? You say that you know that I’ve got your back, and you have mine, but sometimes…it--it doesn’t feel like it.”
Sometimes she whispers to herself, when she thinks nobody is watching or hearing what she has to say. Natsu doesn’t always hone-in onto Lucy, but when he does, he always makes sure to take in everything, because that’s how much he cares for her. Even if she’s rambling about what to make for dinner or what to get from the bookstore next for a reading session with Levy, he simply loves the sound her voice.
Sometimes she whispers to herself and it makes Natsu feel helpless, because when she does, she looks like she has the weight on her shoulders. All he wants to do is share the burden, and it’s overwhelming because she was just so special to him and why doesn’t it feel like she understands that?
What is a Rushii, and why does it make Lucy feel so happy yet scared?
“What do you mean...” Lucy asks hesitantly, standing up to look at him as they stared at one another. In the back of her mind, she laughs or maybe Rushii does quietly. Despite the anxious setting, even that won’t stop them from drifting towards one another, it seemed.
“The only time I’ve seen you open up to me has been when we’ve spoken about our families, and how you were unsure about how to be a good friend. I’m not here to judge you about keeping your other feelings to yourself. I don’t mind that you make me feel more feelings and I share some of the deeper ones with you, I love the fact that you’re so ready to empathize with other’s issues and so willing to help them,” Natsu passionately starts and Lucy’s eyes widens when she realizes that they had found themselves within arms reach. His eyes seemed so open, they always have been to her, and she’s silent the entire time as Natsu pours his true feelings out.
“But I do have a problem, when you take off without another word with a fearful expression on your face and I don’t know why. When you go off into potentially dangerous situations, without letting me know.”
Lucy’s eyes narrowed a bit as she took a step back. “That’s not fair. That’s not fair at all, Natsu. You’ve gone off on your own plenty of times during the missions. Hell, we didn’t even know where you were at one point on Galuna Island! And I wasn’t super worried, because I had trusted you and your capabilities in fighting, so is this all just to say that you don’t trust me at handling my own battles?”
“Would you have said all of this to Erza?” Lucy stared blankly, and Natsu felt frustration course through his veins. She’s not getting the point! What wasn’t she understanding that he just wants her to know that she could tell him anything, that if she thinks there’s danger, to at least take him with her?
“No!”
“Then what’s the real point of this.”
It’s hard, trying explain to others how you felt about a situation when you barely understand yourself. Figuring it out as you talk it out. It can really go so horribly, especially for someone who’s not as good with words. Like Natsu right now, feeling as if what he had originally intended to say had suddenly spiraled out of control.
She made a great point, he does go off on his own to fight others without warning. He’s a hypocrite for saying that.
That uncomfortable feeling of Lucy doing the same as him, acting the same as him whenever he runs off into danger, never goes away though. Despite fully understanding that he was being a hypocrite. Now he was being a mega-hypocrite, for knowing that he feels the same way despite knowing that he’s a hypocrit--
Argh .
Natsu’s burrows furrow at the complicated thoughts. This is why he didn’t like thinking too hard, it made everything make sense and not make sense at the same time.
What the hell was wrong with him?
He takes a deep breath and tries to start over.
“The point of what I’m trying to say is that when I saw Team Shadow Gear’s limp body hanging from the Magnolia Tree, all I could imagine after the shock was what if the enemy still had been there. What if I hadn’t full sprinted after you, without a second thought. What if I had found you bruised and bloodied, before I could get there? Fuck, I don’t think--” Natsu began to grit his teeth as a wave of irrational disgust and fury came over him at the thought of Lucy being beaten so horribly. It had pained him to see Team Shadow Gear like that. It would’ve destroyed him had it been Lucy, that is what he knows.
Suddenly, in the midst of the dark thoughts, hands reach to cup his cheeks, to get him out of his head and the shadows that lurk underneath. A flash of understanding is on Lucy’s face, and in the back of his mind he can only thank the gods, because he was able to pull it off. She seemed to start to become on the same wavelength as him.
And she did, to a certain extent.
“It was reckless, knowing everything we know now.” Lucy holds Natsu’s face gently between her hands as she whispers. Their proximity, their closeness. How did they get there? She didn’t know nor did she care. It just felt right. “You make a good point, I’m sorry to have worried you so badly.”
“It’s okay,” Natsu breathes out, closing his eyes as his breath danced across her fingertips. “I’m sorry for being a hypocrite earlier, but I…think I still feel that way regardless. Do you trust me, Lucy?”
“Yes.”
“Then always take me with you.” His eyes open for the seriousness of his words. He meant it in the past, when she had ran off. He meant it in the present, as they await anxiously for the next words of war from their guildmaster or for Phantom Lord to reach them first. He meant it for the future, for when danger comes their way inevitably. “Or give me a warning, a heads up. You scared me, Lucy.”
“I will,” Lucy whispers out. That’s right, she has a team now. Just because she was the leader of Team Haluna, doesn’t give her the right to go off on her own without explanation. She’s been independent all of her life, but old habits are hard to die she supposed. “But you need to do the same. You have a knack for rushing in to save the day all by yourself...but I suppose I got it in me too. In general, better communication is probably what we should probably work on now as a team, I think.”
“Communication,” Natsu agrees as he pulls Lucy into his arms, holding her tightly. She melts into his embrace as they hold each other for a moment, feeling vulnerable and raw at the turn of events today. It started off with the fear of their friends and themselves in danger and it morphs into underlying issues, highlighting the fears underneath the surface. Trauma tends to have a funny way of bringing things to light, whether deliberate or not.
“You should’ve been the leader of Team Haluna, not me, Natsu,” Lucy whispered into his vest. Natsu chuckles at her words, shaking his head before he placed his chin on top of hers.
“No way, I don’t have the brains for it. Sure, I’m a good hugger when it comes to it, and I can fire someone up when it calls for it, but it takes more than that to be a leader, Luce!”
‘I’m a bit too unpredictable. What good is a leader that only sets the example of destruction and chaos?’
“Besides, we work well when we fight together and when things get serious, it doesn’t take much in order to create an effective plan. We’re a great team, Lucy, please don’t doubt our capabilities.”
“I’m sorry--I’ve never been on a team before. It’s only been Team Lucy, just me.” Lucy confesses and Natsu squeezes her tighter. He knew that, and yet he made her leader anyways. Maybe that was on him, maybe he really had overwhelmed her despite her saying otherwise back then. Maybe she didn’t know either. He was just so excited.
“It’s okay, there’s nothing to apologize for. We just have to learn things about each other, yeah? It’s the little things that matter.”
The little things that truly do matter, like how Lucy knew that Team Shadow Gear was going to be at Magnolia Tree, face full of panic as if she knew what kind of cruelty she was going to see. Not even Natsu knew, and he was the one with advance sense capabilities.
Did she know what was going to happen, Natsu briefly thought as he held her. Or was she, like, Rushii’d? Whatever that word meant.
One day, he’ll ask her. Something tells him that now was not the time, though, which was fine with him because he was this close to getting a headache from all of the emotions he had forced himself through in order to reach that understanding between the two of them.
“That’s the point! There will be days where you’re going to hate me, you’ll get irritated, you’ll laugh, you’ll cry. What I am trying to… convey is that I will still be there. As your best friend. As a forever friend. Is it crazy to say that? Uh, actually forget that last part---”
It wasn’t crazy then, and it wasn’t crazy now, as Lucy reflects upon the memory. She was truly beginning to understand what he meant back then.
Today was just establishing a new branch of trust in their bond, which will strengthen Team Haluna in the long run. It’s a bit naive to think that just because you get along extremely well, that there won’t be any misunderstands or quarrels that come up. At least Natsu knew that with Lucy, somehow some way, it’ll always come from a place in the heart.
Plus-- “I must have placed some burdens on you, huh? Fresh out of that prison you call home, and got swept up in the freedom, eh? My bad!” Natsu said teasingly, testing the waters to see if their previous moment had left on a good note. It seemed to have been the right choice as Lucy snorts and slaps him on the arm at the sound of her manor being called a prison. Wasn’t too far from the truth in some respects, she mentally chuckled.
“I guess in retrospect, it probably was a lot for me to handle. We had so many missions back-to-back, spirits I’m so tired.”
“In retro--what?”
“...nevermind. I’m tired, let’s get a snack and think about heading to bed. Are you staying here today or going back on home?”
They detangled and the deadpanned look that Natsu had gave her made her realize that it had been a really stupid question, they had to stick together by Makarov’s orders! Secretly, she thinks that Natsu would’ve stayed regardless of the orders or not, and the flush that brightens on her cheeks makes her scowl out of flusteredness and embarrassment as she yanks her bedroom door open and stomps out.
Only to let out a surprised shout, at the sight of a whistling Gray and an awkward smiling Erza sitting on her couch. Oh Spirits, had they heard everything that Lucy and Natsu talked about?! Oh hell, that’s so embarrassing, she doesn’t look them in the eye as she robotically makes her way to her fridge.
Natsu follows out soon after, looking at the others with a nod as he scratched his stomach calmly. “Ice Prick, Erza.”
“Why are you so surprised, Lucy? You gave me a key back when you said I could crash here every once in a while, remember?”
“That doesn’t mean I expected you to be here today!” Lucy huffs out childishly, and the entire room chuckles as she began to pass out little snacks that she had stored. She doesn’t think that she could eat dinner tonight, not with her nerves.
“So, you all are crashing here?”
A chorus of “Yes” answers her, and she lets out an exasperated sigh as she mentally calculated how many blankets and pillows she had stored around the apartment. For now, she poured herself some juice and listened in as Erza talked about what she knew of Phantom Lord and how she could see things progressing. Erza is actually really strategic and smart when it counts, no doubt proving the S-Class moniker that she holds.
Lucy quietly hopes to be a strong leader like Erza seems to naturally be, as she sat next to the woman.
“It was a good move by Makarov to group everyone together, Phantom Lord probably know where some of us live if they had good espionage members, those godforsaken assholes” Erza cursed venomously. The other two boys agreed as Lucy sweatdropped at the harsh tone but understood their anger. She was upset too.
“You seem to know a lot about Phantom Lord, Erza.” Lucy noted while the requip mage nodded as she leaned back and crossed her arms.
“We have a long-term rivalry with them, or we did before the attack. They will be formidable opponents, rumor has it, though I haven’t interacted with many Phantom Lord members myself. Their Master, along with ours, belong to one of the Ten Wizard Saints which are a group of people widely regarding as some of the strongest known wizards in all of Ishgar.”
“I know a little bit of ‘em too,” Gray grunted as he took over. “They got a group called the ‘Element 4’ on their team, probably all consisting around the four basic elements based off of their name alone. Fire, water, air, and earth. They also---” Gray glances at Natsu while he continues, “--got themselves a dragon slayer as well. Black Steel Gajeel Redfox, the Iron Dragon Slayer.”
“Didn’t think you’d be a gossiper, Ice Face.” Natsu looked at him in small surprise, while the latter flushed and scratched the back of his head.
“Look, before the whole Deliora stuff, I used to get really paranoid, alright? When I couldn’t sleep, I’d go on some walks, or head to some open restaurants and I’d hear some things.”
“What other things have you heard, Gray?” Erza asked, curiously. Gray just waved them all of dismissively.
“Not important right now. That’s all I know about Phantom Lord, at least.”
Team Haluna sat in silence for a moment, before Erza asks Natsu the question that’s been burning on everyone’s minds the moment Gajeel Redfox was mentioned.
“What do you plan to do about Gajeel? Do you know him?”
“Nah,” Natsu said thoughtfully before frowning, “As for what I plan to do, well I plan to kick his ass if he gets in my way. Whether we’re both dragon slayers don’t mean shit right now.”
He’s lying, Lucy thinks briefly, but she doesn’t speak up. It does make sense for him to be curious of someone with the same magic as him, especially knowing about who had trained him. Was Gajeel trained by a dragon as well? If so, does he know where his dragon was? Did that dragon know Igneel?
If Lucy had those thoughts racing through her, she could only imagine what was going through Natsu’s at the revelation.
Maybe after all of this was over, she’ll get Natsu to indulge in his curiosity if he doesn’t do so himself but for now, he was right.
All Phantom Lord members were now the enemy, and there was no time for personal matters to get in the way of retribution that Fairytail will hand them.
Of this, Lucy has no doubt.
Notes:
And thus, some of the changes I've had in mind have begun!
Sorry if the overall guild's reaction to the sight of TSG's injuries was a bit lackluster compared to the main team's reactions. If I had put too much emphasis on every single member's reactions, it'll just have been the same repetitive looks of shock, disbelief, and outrage over and over again. Only so many different ways you can write that before it gets tiring, lol!
I'm a bit proud of myself for the conflicts that I created in this chapter! I really do think that if this was canon, the team would've had different reactions of what to do at the horrid sight and would let their frustrations and fear amount to them even feeling as if they'd attack each other, despite them all wanting the same thing; Justice for TSG. Overwhelming emotions = irrational actions (almost always)
Hopefully Natsu wasn't super duper OOC (even with my changes to him), but as I was writing this chapter, I was like wait a minute, there was something things that I'd left a little unspoke before in other chapters but never fully elaborated on. Plus, I can't make Lucy a Mary Sue just because she's a bit stronger and she's got Rushii, you know? I had momentarily forgotten that she's been deprived of human interaction for most of her life except for Rushii and Michael, the butler.
But did that really count? Essentially a voice in her head and a person that worked for her?
She might be really empathetic to others, and loves to care and learn about her friends, but she's always had an independent streak inside of her from her upbringing (at least in my story.) It should reflect in her actions and make her unable to see that some things that she's done despite having great intentions, might come across as leaving them behind (aka Natsu's feelings.)
Now the conflict that I gave them might seem a bit convoluted, I do get that and I am a little nervous about the reception of it, but it was just them looking passed the "puppy-love" stage of them being reunited and seeing the beginnings of their flaws. This will not be the first time this happens, and it won't be the last. Natsu and Lucy are exceptional together, but even they have their ups and downs!
This chapter probably had a lot of surprises laced within it, let me know what REALLY shocked you in the comments!
Was it Rushii's return? The black storm of reprimandment that only she could see? Was it Taurus's "refusal" to come out of his key when she had called for him? Or was it Natsu's observation of a moment between Rushii and Lucy (when the latter quietly spoke out loud without realizing it), and now knowing the word Rushii despite his confusion on what/who that was?
It could be a weak chapter compared to the others, but I had fun writing it nonetheless!
Promise for the action to start in the next one, though!
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 19: Chapter 14
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Fourteen: I’ll Seek You Out (and Flay You Alive)
Phantom Lord Arc II
She’s not sure how to feel about being put on the backlines at the basement, Fairytail’s temporary base as the rest of the guild heads over to the Phantom Lord base for the payback.
It’s still an important job, she had to protect the injured; including her dear friend Levy-chan. Still, Lucy frowns to herself a little bit as she crosses her arms while sitting across from Levy’s sleeping form, quietly talking to Rushii in her mind about what to expected and what to do.
The soft lulls of Team Shadow Gear’s breath helps the anxiety that’s been pooling inside of her, she barely was able to get some sleep last night. It still hurts to look at their bodies for too long. It’s a small cycle of irritation that builds inside of Lucy as she frowns heavier. What was worse right now: looking at Team Shadow Gear’s current state or the fact she felt as if she was left behind when she wanted to be there in the fight too.
“There was some logic for leaving you behind, Lucy” Rushii tried to diffuse. She remembered when it was her time, that she had been rather frightened about the turn of events but was determined as the rest of them to protect and revenge her nakama. She had even left them in order to wander around, which was a bit selfish leaving the injured team behind now that she thought about it.
But as always, going through things a second time gave her the opportunity for a second look, but she still understood her imouto’s feelings, nonetheless.
“You’ve been making a small word of yourself as being quite the capable celestial mage, based off the mission reports and witnesses. Even being a rarer magic type, it still shocking to hear one of us being able summon multiple golden spirits at once, let alone own Zodiac keys. Add on to the other secrets that you’re hiding, with a magical aura sensing that has been relatively trained and the ability to do Forced Gate Closure, you’re on your way to being quite the formidable opponent.”
“I guess also having a Nee-san from the future is a secret bonus, right?” Lucy chuckled while Rushii smiled but shrugged. She honestly feels a bit as if she should be able to do more, to guide Lucy more about the events that are coming, but the Eclipse Gate is not something to be reckoned with.
Rushii lays back on her hammock, her black cloak covering her body as she lets out a long, harrowing sigh that catches Lucy’s attention. Throwing an arm over her eyes, Rushii closing her eyes as she thinks about how to best phrase what happens during this arc, despite the differences in this world.
From what she’s gathered so far, despite some character differences and out of order sequences, it seems as if the outcome still comes out the same. So if she’s willing to be a little more daring, maybe she’ll play a more active role as long as the fate of the battles stays the same right? It’s a working theory, one she’s determined to seriously give thought.
For now, the only conclusion that she knows with a good amount of certainty, is that the reasonings for Phantom Lord’s attack does still revolve around her and the deal that Jose Porla had made with her father. Of course, Rushii no longer thinks that the purpose of the gruesome attacks Phantom Lord had issued was solely because of her. She has a sharper mind now, she’s more analytical as she has infinite time to think.
Jose Porla was just a fucked-up man, and her father’s greed at just so happened to coincide with his ideals. If Lucy had not been the front for the war between the two guilds, it would’ve been something else to trigger it. Jose wanted violence, and Lucy just so happened to be a good enough catalyst to trigger the chaos.
Rushii clenched a fist as the two sat in silence for a moment, before Lucy speaks up.
And really, Rushii should’ve expected this coming. She’s only a bit surprised that she hadn’t said anything sooner about it.
“What is it that you’re not telling me, Nee-san?” Lucy asked despite her fears. Rushii has been a bit different ever since she came back from the barrier. She seems to be a bit colder, and bit more resigned. Like there was something on the tip of her tongue that she wanted to say, but something was holding her back.
Lucy just didn’t know if that was figuratively or literally.
Rushii stays silent, before telling Lucy softly, “This entire ordeal…it will test you especially, Lucy.”
“Test me..?”
“It gets personal,” Rushii ominously warned and Lucy’s heart dropped. She knows she should ask her for more information, to know exactly who was next in Lucy’s new populated life that’ll be next on the chopping block.
But she doesn’t, not yet.
She’s scared to find out, and to remain ignorant still meant that at least she could keep some happy thoughts before knowing the full-extent of the truth.
“It’s not your fault,” Rushii murmurs quietly, but too low for Lucy to hear. The memories of the shock, of the hurt that rushed through her at the revelation of her father’s deeds. She had been a reason why Levy, Droy, and Jet had been tortured so badly, although it didn’t compare to this world’s portray. It had been a stamp in her time, but the burn on Levy’s stomach, spirits it was unbelievable.
Is it because of her and Rogue’s presence? It was too easy for them to just go back and steam-roll through the past events, right? Just had to make everything more bleak, more torturous for her loved ones?
She bit back a sudden dark chuckle, because whoever created that fucking gate was a true scary bastard.
And so was fate.
“When does it go back to the fun adventures from the beginning?”
Rushii turns to look at Lucy with a firmness in her eyes that honestly answers the question alone, “It doesn’t. We just get better at spending time in the few moments of peace we get in between.”
“Isn’t it tiring? Feeling like you’re saving your world all of the time?”
“It does,” Rushii said after a moment, thoughtfully. God, how many times had tears ran down her face at the frontlines of the violence? How many times has she had to pick moral up in order to keep fighting, in order to encourage her nakama to go on till the last breath? How many times had they done all of those things for her? They have fallen many times and they’ve gotten back up, believing in themselves and their own abilities.
And…she was lucky, Rushii realizes.
Somehow they had always managed to get through the thick of things okay in the nick of time, back to smiles and happiness once more. Like sweet and hopeful ignorance, they wished for the whole world to grow and learn to choose good, especially their enemies that they defeated with their power but also another power.
Their abundant kindness.
It’s not like that here in this universe.
It wasn’t just as simple as forgiving your enemies and cheered to hoping that they do better after being defeated once. She’s learned that from her Gray, who had originally forgiven Lyon and guided him to find a guild with hope within him. This Gray, she had watched from afar, had struggled to forgive Lyon for his traitorous actions to their shared past and yet still wished the best for him. She could tell on his face that he didn’t know what was to come from his estranged brother, but he’d either help him when it counts or stop him once more if it came to it.
The pain, it hurt them.
The scars, they were deep, and they didn’t heal as quickly.
There is a realism to this world, and Rushii was going to have to adapt as they get closer and closer. “God, I was a real crier too, always sobbing on the battlefield. My Fairytail were yellers, battle criers, just like yours seemed to be. But it was a bit different for us, because we had a never-ending hope within our hearts that once people see the truth, that they’d change their ways.”
“Did they..?” Lucy said a bit hopefully.
“The truth of the matter is that I don’t know about all of them. But for those that I do remember, they did come around eventually.” Lyon, Gajeel, Laxus, Jellal, Ultear--
That made Lucy smile. So, there was a hope for a change, for things to be a bit calmer. She did notice that Rushii made sure to point out that it was different for her timeline though. “Do you think it’ll be the same for my universe as well?”
“That is a hard question to answer. Things are more intense than they were in my life,” Rushii confessed quietly. “But I have faith in you and your Team Haluna. Things might be harsher and crueler, but that just means that you are more hopeful and vigilant to make things right. Powerful, as well as there’s always a balance.”
That’s right! She hasn’t been learning and practicing with her Nee-san for all of these years for nothing, there isn’t anything to be overly wary of. Self-confidence in your abilities is half the battle alone, and she knows that she’s got faith in herself and her spirits to do good. And if right now, that meant that she was on guard duty to protect Team Shadow Gear as they rested, then that’s what she’ll do.
There is no shame in being put on defense.
Rushii smiled at the determined look on her imouto’s face. Good, she needed that resilience back. It wasn’t as exciting as attacking the base with the rest of her team, but Makarov had made a good decision with leaving her behind. Above all else, Lucy was a whole unit by herself with the versatility of her spirits and the fact that she was capable of summoning more than one at once for a decent amount of time.
It made the likelihood of being attacked by more than one person, which was high, easier to deal with for Lucy was never truly alone.
Speaking of spirits however, Rushii hardened her eyes as she got up, remembering what had happened at the Magnolia Tree. Lucy had attempted to call Taurus, and to her astonishment, the spirit hadn’t stepped out of the gate. What the fuck was that? That has never happened to Rushii before, and despite the spirit being her family, she was upset.
What if Lucy had seriously needed his help with combat?
That was something that couldn’t happen in the future, and whatever is wrong with Taurus, they needed to settle this right now, while they still had time left before things become hectic.
Lucy blinks in surprise as Rushii stands before Lucy with her arms crossed with a serious expression on her face. “Rushii?”
“Summon Taurus, immediately. I’ll be taking over from there for a moment.”
Lucy swallowed at the reminder of Taurus’s failure to show for help and felt a bit conflicted. She didn’t want to treat them as if they were always supposed to come to her beck and call when she summons them with their key, even though they technically are supposed to, but it was a respect type of thing! No one wants a reminder that they were bounded to their masters and had to obey their every word at the end of the day, it was not the relationship that Lucy had ever wanted from her spirits.
They…were friends.
“I know what you’re thinking, and I get it. They were my spirits too, my family.” Rushii sighs, but she doesn’t lose her strict air. “But at the end of the day, he didn’t come, and what if you truly needed him the most in order to fight a powerful opponent? It wasn’t the case this time, but it is now a possibility based off of his previous actions of disappearance, and that can’t happen.”
She has truly changed as a person.
Was this the protectiveness of being an older sister? This determination that no one is safe from the threatening words that come from a place of fear and love for Lucy, as she should never be placed in that situation again. These were not her spirits, these were Lucy’s which helps a bit in isolating her emotions as she prepares to speak with Taurus.
It still felt a bit off to do so though, because she’s never…scolded her spirits seriously before.
But she also hasn’t travelled back in time either.
There’s a first for everything, Rushii wills herself to focus as Taurus steps out of his gate once Lucy quietly summons him in the real world, shrinking back at the narrowed look in his master’s eyes. Rushii took over the main body as Lucy looked away, suddenly feeling like a small child hiding behind her older sister as she didn’t want to see what happened next.
She understands where Rushii is coming from, but spirits, she didn’t want to see her spirits’ feelings hurt.
It felt as if it physically hurt her, and she continues to look away as she lets Rushii take over.
“Do you understand the severity of what could have happened due to your incompliance to be summoned out of your gate?” Rushii stated coldly at Taurus whose muscles tensed as he looked down from the other spirit inside of Young Lucy’s mind.
They don’t interact with the Rushii character often, but they all know of her. Shame fills his body as he sags after another moment, while Rushii stood there unwavering as she awaited an answer.
“Well?”
“I was meeting with the Celestial Spirit King with Aquarius,” Taurus said back as he recalled being warned intensely of what could happen if a celestial spirit harms their master. It wasn’t on purpose, they were being controlled by that puppeteer woman who had the ability to control them. And yet the shame never went away at the thought of crossing blades with his master, someone who has done nothing but care for them in such a kind way. They were slaves to the contracts that they agree to make with their celestial summoners, that was the truth of their lives.
Lucy never made them feel that way though, and he had almost killed her thanks to that pink-haired doll-mage.
It was disgraceful.
“I don’t give a fuck about the King, it doesn’t fucking mean anything if Lucy dies.” Rushii feels rather emotional about that line, because it was true. If Lucy dies, that meant she dies, and that meant that nothing will change. Everyone would be doomed to die by the Eclipse Gate once more, and-- fuck this. “You come whenever Lucy calls. That is what celestial spirits do. Is Lucy the type to call you for stupid reasons?”
“No.”
“Then don’t ever ignore one of her summons again,” Rushii states calmly but deadly. Taurus shivers a bit at her tone, and he doesn’t dare move to look at her once. Truthfully, he felt even worse after disregarding the call from Lucy.
He hadn’t lied when he said that he was on his knees to the celestial king about what potentially could have happened, but it was just so much. Remorse, for almost hurting her badly. He couldn’t do anything as he screamed in his mind to stop moving, to not take another step forwards, and his body would not listen.
Holding back a small shudder at the thought, a hand is placed upon his arm, and he flinches a little bit before looking up to see a sad, doe-eyed Lucy that was looking at him with pure concern on his face. Spirits, he could’ve hurt a face like that.
He could’ve killed someone who had almost met their fate by his unwilling hands, and yet looks as if she did him wrong and was immensely sorry for it.
He was truly lucky to have a master like Lucy Heartfilia, and even if the other soul inside of her’s words were harsh, they did rang true.
“I’m sorry if she was a bit mean, Taurus,” Lucy whispers but Taurus shook his head quickly as he collected himself before steeling his resolve. He took a step back from Lucy and knelt to the ground as he placed a fist into the floor,
“Lucy Heartfilia, I apologize with all of my dignity as one of the Twelve Golden Zodiac Keys for not answering your call when it came. There are no excuses, and it will never happen again, you have my absolute word.”
Lucy squats down immediately, and a part of her wants to tell the spirit to get up immediately, but this was a delicate situation. Taurus’s pride as a spirit was quaking at the turn of events that’s happened in the last week or so, it wouldn’t be kind of Lucy to disregard his apology just because she felt a bit uncomfortable at the formality. “I forgive you, and I forgive Aquarius as well if she feels some type of way about it too. Please don’t let that moment overtake your thoughts too much, it was beyond your control.”
“It shouldn’t have been,” Taurus breathed out heavily, feeling guilty.
“But it happened nonetheless,” Lucy addressed back with a tone full of conviction. “We can’t change that ordeal, but we can reach an understanding moving forwards at least. It’ll take more than the opponent’s magic possessing you in order for you all to lose my love and trust. You are one of my spirits, Taurus, my special family. Despite what you may think currently, none of you have failed me yet.”
Lucy stood back up and motioned for Taurus to do so as well, which the tall, beefy spirit did without hesitation. She looks him directly in the eyes when she says this next part, “You just told me that it won’t happen ever again, and I believe you. Just as I believe that you all care for me as much as I care for you. Don’t beat yourself up, Taurus, and know that I still trust you with my life.”
Spirits feel emotions just as humans do, but maybe not to the severity as humans.
Taurus can’t remember the last time a master has made him feel this passionate about using his magic to make their wishes come true, to almost tearing up at the awe and gratitude that fills his heart at the compassion. It won’t ever happen again, because he truly feels as if he’d sacrifice himself first before even remotely thinking about harm to Lucy.
“You’re going to be one of the greatest Celestial Mages of all-time, we’re going to make it happen, my wonderful master.” Taurus praised gently.
‘You already feel like it.’
Lucy just blushed as she giggled, ever so humble, “That just means you guys are just as ’great’ as me. We’re a team, through thick and thin.”
And Taurus just smiles warmly at her, because she was correct. They were a team indeed.
Rushii isn’t sure what Taurus will say about her once he inevitably returns to the spirit world. Was she too harsh with her words? Lucy never said it outright, but she felt as though she was, and while that hurt Rushii to feel, it wasn’t enough to stop her from following through.
It may be seen as cruel but if that is what Rushii has to be seen as in order to keep Lucy safe, then that’s what she’ll be. She just hopes Lucy doesn’t avoid her, when things die down—
…
Hm, something’s coming.
“Lucy.”
“Yeah, I feel it.” Lucy said, narrowing her eyes towards the direction of the entrance to the basement. She stepped out of Levy’s room as walked towards the open area with Taurus right behind her as she awaited for them to arrive.
Two unidentified magical signatures were making their way towards Fairytail at a rapid pace. One felt diabolical, a cruel signature that had wickedness attached to its core. The other felt like they were drowning, choking on water as they barely tread above sea level. It was a stronger feeling that Lucy had expected, and she quickly stops her sensoring as she lets out a deep breath. Why did it feel as if she had been sucked into that?
She never has time to think more on it, as her opponents have made their way into the room to begin the intense stand-off. Taurus glowered at the blue-haired, raining mage and the oily, sneaky posh-man that looked at Lucy with a disgusting gleam in his eyes. Lucy noticed it as well and cringed internally, but she didn’t move from in front of the doors to the infirmary with a hand on her cocked hip.
“Phantom Lord, I presume?” Lucy asked firstly.
Rain girl didn’t say anything, but the other guy just smiled eerily at her words as she readied herself for the confrontation.
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“This is too easy,” Ice Freak grumbled as he slammed his foot onto the ground, freezing the Phantom Lord grunt in place as he continued to walk through the base. Natsu had just finished knocking out one on the other side, but he let out a small grumble at the ease of it. Where were the strong opponents? Where was the dragon slayer that they had?
His fists ached for blood.
“I agree,” Erza stated with a frown as she calmly walked over a fallen body. The plan was to retaliate as fast as possible since Phantom Lord had attacked their base first. Walking through the rather vacant base however as lead Erza to suspect that they knew that they were coming and planned accordingly. It made her frustrated at being duped, but she pushes that anger to the side as she storms through the base.
“Any word on the sightings of the Element 4?” Erza spoke with Cana who shook her head as she split off to another direction. With a grumble, Erza walked ahead with Gray as Natsu stopped walking for a second, noticing a different scent in the air. It smelt like rust, but it also smelt familiar, like he was smelling someone of his own kind.
“He’s here.” Natsu told them, narrowing his eyes as he tried to locate the other dragon slayer. Erza nodded swiftly while Gray raised an eyebrow, “Any others?”
“Not that I’m aware of.”
“Damn,” Gray groaned in slight boredom before walking off with Erza. “Guess I’ll let you take care of him then.”
Natsu blinks a bit in surprise from his words. He expected him to try and fight who gets to fight the dragon slayer, but Gray gave up rather quickly. Gray rolled his eyes at the look on Natsu’s face and grunted, “You let me fight Lyon. I’m respecting your fight against another one of your kind or whatever, but don’t get used to it.”
“Wouldn’t imagine that,” Natsu grinned before running off in another direction that smelt closest to the source. After Erza told him good luck, he dashed off with a salute and his scarf flowing as he ran. It left Erza and Gray alone as the former looked at him, knowing that Gray was capable of some serious strategizing when he gets serious.
“What do you think about this, Gray?”
Gray sucked his teeth as he crossed his arms, “It can be a number of things which is why it’s pissing me off. This is either a set-up for a sneak attack, or we were never the target to begin with.”
“You think we were baited here? For what?” Erza asked curiously.
“Who knows, this whole thing is just a shit show right now.” Gray scuffed the ground in annoyance before hearing a loud crash and the tell-tale sounds of fighting. He heard Natsu’s Dragon Roar and let out a sigh.
Damn, when will it be his turn to fight?
“Who did we leave back at the guild again?” Erza asked and Gray answered that it was just Lucy protecting Team Shadow Gear. He was a little bit worried for his team leader, but he’s also seen the celestial spirit mage in action. She was strong willed and her spirits were formidable, surely she’d be okay right?
Natsu had a harder time separating from the blonde but Makarov didn’t give him much of a say on the matter in the end. They had broken the rules earlier after all, going on that S-Class mission to stop Deliora. It wasn’t wise to piss the old man off even more.
“It would be real fucking shitty if they attacked the base just to cripple Team Shadow Gear even further,” Gray said darkly while Erza looked at him in shock before quickly bashing him for even suggesting that idea. It didn’t matter to Gray, his paranoia was already racing from the state that he remembered finding the team in. The rest of the guild will never know the true extent of the sight, watching their bodies hanging from the tree covered in wounds.
It made him sick to his stomach, and he couldn’t put anything past them in their wickedness after that.
Fuck, he was going to go back for Lucy.
His insomnia might be getting a little bit easier to manage thanks to settling his past, but the everlasting years of being paranoid at the event of something happening to his family had already been trained into his skin. He had to be sure, just in case.
“Ugh, I’m going to go back. There’s nothing left here anyways,” Gray scoffed. Erza was ready to argue but she also realized that the people placed at the base were relatively easy to deal with, and they should probably begin stretching their forces for the hunt for Phantom Lord. She nodded at once and Gray turned around to walk away, but not before throwing a look over his shoulder and throwing a lax hand in the air as a lazy wave of goodbye.
Erza just rolled her eyes as she let out a small smile, “Goodbye, Gray. Stay safe.”
She refocused herself once more as she locked eyes with a still conscious grunt on the floor, hardening her stare as she began to walk over as they shivered in fear as they tried to crawl away. A sword implanted to the side of their head caused them to freeze as Erza squatted down, eyes narrowing.
“What can you tell me about your guild?
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He had been fighting Elfman, when he had finally found Black Steel Gajeel.
Upon first glance, it could’ve been seen that they had a relatively even fight against each other as they exchanged blows. A closer look on Gajeel’s face was enough to know the truth of the matter, he was merely entertaining Elfman as he waited for someone strong to come and cure his boredom. Natsu cocked his head as his eyes narrowed at the thought.
So he used Elfman as bait to draw him out?
Gajeel paused for a moment at the new scent that entered the room as his Iron Dragon’s Club was caught by the take-over mage. He first looked at his current opponent with mild surprise on his face, he hadn’t expected him to be able to grab his hit that easily and stop him. He quickly looked over towards the pink-haired man that was staring at him with a fire behind his eyes, and smirked.
He smelt like a dragon.
“Salamander in the flesh,” Gajeel said nonchalantly as he smacked Elfman away from him, focusing his attention at the fire dragon slayer. Natsu frowned at the treatment of his friend, but he couldn’t hide the intrigue that ran through his veins at the prospect of a worthy challenger. Gajeel seemed like he was cracked with power, and Natsu felt the buildup of the loving warmth that is violence.
His natural element.
“Black Steel Gajeel,” Natsu said back as they faced each other. He shoots a glance at Elfman, “I can take care of this guy, go run off with the others!”
“You sure? It’s not manly to leave a comra--” Elfman spoke but paused at the sharp look that Natsu was giving Gajeel while he had spoken to him. The predatory gaze that the dragon slayers were giving each other as they eyed one another. Mana crackled in the room as the hostile tension rose with every second, and Elfman decided that maybe it was best for him to get the fuck out of there.
It seems like he’d only be a nuisance if he tried to help Natsu.
With that, the take-over mage nods and leaves where Natsu came from, allowing the fire dragon slayer to focus fully on his opponent in hand. Gajeel just crossed his arms for a moment as he tried to egg Natsu on,
“Surely, I hope you’re stronger than the rest of Fairytail that I’ve already met.”
“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” Natsu frowned, before tensing at the confession that was laced with Gajeel’s words. Was he the one responsible for Team Shadow Gear’s state? His fangs bared in the air as he growled at Gajeel who just hissed back with a dark gleam in his eyes.
“Did you like the present? It was a welcome gift to you all, after all.”
“Fight me!” Natsu roared as he launched himself at Gajeel, casting a Fire Dragon Slayer’s Iron Fist at the man. Gajeel twisted his body as he dodged, eyes widening a bit at the explosive power that Natsu had packed at the end of the contact. A massive column of flames had erupted from his fist beside him as Gajeel let out a rather bright chuckle at sight of it.
Yes, yes!
Finally, someone strong! The rumors of Salamander were true.
Spinning, Natsu twisted his body rapidly as Gajeel let out massive beams of steel from different parts of his body that came to puncture through him. He then blasted himself forwards by propelling his fast, hair flapping in the wind as he prepared to release a massive Fire Dragon’s Roar in the same breath. “Fire Dragon Slayer’s Roar !”
But suddenly, he was sent flying across the room due to the shockwave effects of Gajeel’s deflective method, which he has now seen was the effect of hardening his body with steel scales that seemed to have improved his defense greatly. He hadn’t been unaffected by the shockwave, but he removed himself from the wall with more grace than Natsu had, the latter shrugged off rocks and dry wall debris.
It doesn’t take long for him to attack Gajeel once more however, feeling anger course through his veins as he roars at his opponent. Gajeel answers his call with a roar of his own, and it’s a bit interesting because it’s as if they have the ability to communicate through their draconic instincts as well.
These roars were roars of war, very similar to their dragon parents when they used to take to the skies. It was something that only dragon slayers could relate to on a spiritual level.
It felt…good to let that side of him out, both dragon slayers think as they clashed once more.
Gajeel bent backwards at a fiery claw that was aimed his way before he flipped his body and spun half-way, with a steel leg that catches Natsu by surprise. Natsu lets out a groan at the impact as he puts him off balance, before Gajeel elbows him sharply in the middle of his abdomen, crashing him into the ground.
On top of him, Gajeel grins as his arm turns into a chainsaw, hissing, “Iron Dragon Slayer’s Sword.”
The rapidly moving chainsaw is launched at Natsu who is pinned the ground, but it was stopped just barely from his face as an extra pair of flamed arms catches it for him. It’s a maddening noise of the contact, both of the dragon slayer’s ears are ringing from such close proximity, but they are relentless. Natsu uses his normal arms as he continues punches Gajeel in efforts to get from underneath as Gajeel grunts from the impacts but manages to hold on.
Quick, calculative eyes show that Gajeel hasn’t hardened his entire body with scales yet, and Natsu manages to bring a sharp pain to Gajeel as the iron dragon slayer lets out a shout before jumping back from Natsu with a glare on his face. Natsu immediately removed himself from the ground as he huffed, watching as Gajeel winces at the burn on the side of his body.
Natsu isn’t unscathed either however, there was a large bruise on his leg from Gajeel’s attack from earlier, and his stomach hurt every time he took a breath.
“Feels good, doesn’t it Salamander? Fighting someone equal in level?”
Natsu grits his teeth but doesn’t say anything in the matter. It makes him feel like a traitor, the thought of having fun the enemy in the middle of battle. How could he even think to be enjoying himself in the middle of fighting another person like him, when he did such heinous actions to his nakama?
And yet, when they both instinctively decide to use their version of their respective dragon’s roars against each other to kickstart round three,
Natsu grins.
He grins and he secretly hates himself even more a bit for loving the chaos and destruction of it.
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“If I had known that Jude Heartfilia’s daughter was this… appetizing, I would have grabbed her a long time ago instead of that worthless team.” Sol murmured with a disgusting look on his face, that even made Juvia Lockser give him a miniscule look before turning back towards the blonde. Juvia stared at their target with a blankness, letting out a small sigh as she readied herself to complete her orders from Jose.
It was never personal, she never took pleasure for accomplishing such actions like Sol or Gajeel, but it wasn’t as if she was in pain whenever they hurt others. It was nothing, everything felt numb to her. All she knows is the feeling of a never-ending sense of drowning, which is incredibly amusing to some considering she could manipulate her body into the form of water itself.
And maybe that spoke volumes of her, having the ability to morph into any shape her guildmaster asks of her because of her condition.
It wasn’t personal, Juvia thinks mindlessly as she holds up a hand towards Lucy Heartfilia, one of the true targets of Phantom Lord.
“Water Slicer.” She calmly states as blades of water that resemble scythes launches themselves at the blonde. Taurus immediately placed himself in front of the celestial spirit mage as she lets out a surprise shout. He grunts as his skin develops cuts, before picking up one of the chairs beside him and throwing it at the two.
Juvia blinks as she quickly transforms into a puddle, while Sol lets out a yelp as he quickly jumps off to the side.
Lucy’s mind raced as she looked at Taurus, “Are you alright?”
“She has fantastic control over water, that woman is dangerous.” Taurus replied immediately as Lucy nodded before ducking at another onslaught of water blades. She heard a crack and whipped her back at the aftermath of the attack, seeing the dark inflictions that was in the walls. Taurus hadn’t been lying, if all else, those water blades were real trouble.
But that doesn’t deter Lucy, whipping out her next key as she tried to do something rather risky in the middle of the fight. Rushii looks curiously at what she plans to do with that specific key, as Lucy suddenly began running towards the two enemy mages.
“Cover me, Taurus!”
Taurus summons his axe and leaps into the air towards Sol, slamming it down in front of him as the latter screams. He uses his earth magic to push himself away from the celestial spirit in the nick of time, but Taurus had done his job as a great distraction as Lucy charges towards Juvia. Juvia stares at her in a mixture of slight alarm and confusion as Lucy throws something at her extremely fast.
It shines, and Juvia is left wondering if it was a small weapon of some sorts as she turns her body into water in order to avoid the attack. But to her surprise as she looks down in the middle of transform, it wasn’t a weapon persay, but a… key ?
Because unbeknownst to Juvia, Lucy took note of the fact that she had the ability to turn herself into water. That’s why with quick thinking, she threw Aquarius’s key with a flick of her wrist as it spun in the air, laced with some of her mana. Spinning, as if turning a key inside of a locked door, which was the perfect rotation for the default summoning process.
The moment it makes contact with Juvia, Lucy prays with all her might and shouts, “Open the Gate of the Water Bearer, Aquarius!”
Juvia’s eyes widened as the strong emotion of shock overcomes her as her water-body state was suddenly sucked into what felt like a powerful suction and suppression. A loud laugh coming from what she felt to be “outside”, told her of a newcomer that had made their appearance, using Juvia…as a weapon?
…interesting.
It seemed they have severely underestimated Lucy Heartfilia.
Aquarius throws a smirk at Lucy at her innovative approach, before twisting her body with the momentum of her summon in order to release Juvia, who was trapped inside of her urn thanks to the spirit’s ability to manipulate water, launching her at her comrade. “Get out of the fucking way, beef stew! It’s my turn to shine.”
Sol’s blasted by Juvia, and his wet body is flung into the wall of the basement as he sputters in shock at the sight before him. A beefy cow that had a trench coat and a terrifying massive axe. A blue mermaid with a massive urn next to her, giving him a glare so devious, he shivered. And lastly, the blonde mage behind them as she stared at him defiantly.
Sol gritted his teeth, he thought this was supposed to be easy! They didn’t realize how competent the girl was, fuck. He isn’t sure if he’ll be able to keep her in good condition, despite Jose’s warnings. It was either the two Element 4 members go all-out, or they maximize time and efficiency in order to trap the mage.
“Juvia wants to know what the next plan is,” Juvia materializes next to Sol, looking rather bruised. She stared at Aquarius warily, who looked over at her with a smirk and curled a finger as if beckoning her to come over and play. Sol just scoffed that the “uselessness” of his partner and slapped his hands together.
“Sand Magic: Sable Dance!”
A sandstorm appeared in the middle of the room as everyone’s eyesight had decrease in accuracy and perception.
“We need to knock the girl out. If the spirits were summoned by her, then they will be forced to leave as their connection with their mage depends on them being conscious and being able to maintain their mana to continuously open their gates.”
Juvia nodded at once as she runs into the sandstorm, subduing Taurus’s fist with a luckily timed Water Lock spell as she dodged his wild axe swing. She let out a startled breath as she used up a lot of mana for that attack, before turning towards Aquarius who summoned a wave of water at her. It quickly became stagnant due to both opponents being able to wield water with great proficiency, although Juvia was on the losing end as she contained Taurus and fought Aquarius at the same time, but she wasn’t there to beat them anyways.
Just to buy time for Sol to get to Lucy.
Lucy’s eyes blinked warily as she stumbled through the sandstorm, hearing the tell-tale signs of battle nearby. As she staggered however, she found herself incased in rocks and she froze as her stomach dropped. Rushii quickly placed her hands down in the mental "ground" in order to try and protect Lucy’s mental state as she felt someone try to rudely enter her mind.
For underneath Lucy’s physical body, was Sol inside of the ground as he attempted to reach into her memories and use them against her. He had decided that he wanted to torment her to his liking before taking her to Jose, and he decided to do so with his special spell, the cruel Merci la Vie.
He’s on his way into accessing her mind, entering the room of the subconsciousness when a dark storm suddenly overtook his vision on the way into Lucy’s mind. It takes the form of a door, a door that Sol is so close to reaching, but to his surprise, it opens and someone comes out of it before closing.
It was turning incredibly dark fast as the person began to calmly walk over towards him, and the storm clouds began to rapidly spin around Sol as he reached out for help, for something to pull him out of this powerful mana that seemed to have been sucking out his soul, the person grabs it.
‘Yes.’ Sol internally thinks as he’s pulled slightly out of the engulfing storm.
“What?” He’s left saying as he feels as if he’s looking at an older, war-torned Lucy Heartfilia that was staring at him with cold eyes as she held his grasp. They had the same exact features as the person outside, but there was a ruthlessness that was present in this version of Lucy.
It felt as if he was looking at survivor.
Rushii didn’t remember fighting this guy during her time against Phantom Lord, but to think he had dirty tricks like this. She takes one look at the storm that had been lurking around her for years now, silently shocked that it had seemed to have taken form and almost protected her and Lucy from psychological intruders.
Interesting.
But first, Rushii looked back at Sol and fisted his ugly red suit jacket, bringing his face closer to hers. With darkened irises and a dead-flat gaze, she whispered to him,
“̷Ɠҽէ օմէ”
Rushii shoves Sol back into the dark storm that is the reminiscent of the Eclipse Gate and heads back towards the door of the main subconscious. She’s surprised to have been given the ability to do so and will spend some time reflecting at what it means.
For now, she’s done her job in protecting Lucy.
On the outside, Lucy has a pounding headache as she pants, trying to free herself from the rocks that had been placed against her. It doesn’t her hurt if she doesn’t move too much, but she has to move, because this was in the middle of battle! There’s a signature of magic that pops up behind her, and she pauses her efforts as she cranks her head towards Sol who had suddenly appeared behind her, looking rather shakened and bewildered as his heart races at the sight of Lucy.
Lucy feels disgusted at the sight, mistaking his fear for arousal, and begins to redouble her efforts. That was until Sol stomped over towards her and promptly chopped the back of her neck harshly, immediately causing her to lose conscious as she slumps forwards into her rock prison.
To his internal gratitude, Sol’s prediction was correct as the spirits immediately began to dissolve into golden light much to their horror and confusion. Juvia blinked at the abruptness, especially when Sol waved a hand to cancel the sandstorm, showcasing the destruction in the room.
Juvia tiredly took a knee to the ground as she panted from mana exertion and relief. She had been on the edge of losing to Aquarius while trying to keep Taurus contained, who had struggled and fought against her magic relentlessly.
She looked to see that Sol had an irritated and slightly fearful expression on his face as he stared at the unconscious form of Lucy, and briefly wondered if something had happened.
After a moment to settle their selves at the unexpected difficulty of the fight for Lucy Heartfilia, they recovered and promptly decided to send the girl at once to Jose. Juvia had casted a bubble of water to transport Lucy in, with a special bubble around her head so that she didn’t drown underwater.
With torn clothes, some contusions, and a small limp in Juvia’s step, they made their way back to Jose with Lucy in tow.
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Standing next to Makarov as they both head towards the second floor where Jose Porla should be, gives Erza a sense of unease as she slammed open the door without a moment of hesitation. Makarov quickly flanks inside with a sense of urgency, followed by Cana and Elfman, who had caught up with them after informing them that Natsu was engaged with Gajeel right now.
And in the center of the room, there Jose Porla stood with a raised eyebrow as he leaned against his desk, as if he had been waiting for them.
Without any thinking, Erza immediately summoned a sword from her spatial armory and threw it at Jose, eyes widening in surprise as it went right through the man as he chuckled at the action. Rage courses through Erza at the mockery, but it was clear that he wasn’t currently here, so they were forced to swallow their anger and listen to the man.
Makarov placed a hand up to stop anymore unnecessary assaults to Jose’s thought projection, when he had known had been in place since the moment he made eye-contact with the Wizard Saint.
It still made his blood boil at the sight of him however, and he let it known as such in the rawness of his voice, “What is the meaning of this, Jose.”
He couldn’t help control of his body due to the weight of his anger, growing in size with every second it took for Jose to answer. Soon it was a giant staring down darkly at the other guild master, who’s looking ready for a good laugh.
As if he’s already won.
“What do you mean, Makarov? This is a rational victory, for Phantom Lord. I believe that puts us at 2-0, with Phantom Lord’s lead of course.”
Everyone bristles at the reminder of Team Shadow Gear’s crucifixion but are left puzzled. What was the second “win”? Were they baited here, in order to be attacked all at once? Erza equipped her armor just in case.
“If I really was there, our fight would’ve caused far too much damage, Makarov.” Jose shrugged, before grinning manically as he brought up another thought projection beside him. In it was Lucy Heartfilia’s unconscious body being strapped to a pillar, as Jose crouched down to caress her cheek softly. Gasps sounded in the room at the thought project, as raw fury pulse through the members.
“That’s why I’ve taken other measures to secure victory, with dearest Lucy Heartfilia here being one of the keys.”
Makarov’s heart dropped and he gritted his teeth.
Not another one.
Not another one of his children in Jose’s wicked grasp.
Cana’s eyes widened as she slapped a hand over her mouth at the sight of Lucy, feeling terror streak through her at the situation. Quickly, she looked over at Elfman and hissed at him,
“You came from Natsu’s direction, right?”
“Yes,” Elfman nodded in slight shock while Cana’s eyes darkened, “Then you need to tell him that they got Lucy, ASAP. Run like your life fucking depends on it, Elfman.”
And this is just a gut feeling on her part, but it feels like their lives did matter. Natsu can be violent for those he cares about, and that energy only increases the closer he is with the person. Lucy Heartfilia, the girl who he’s been conjoined at the hip ever since she stepped into Fairytail, was certainly grounds for a meltdown.
Cana was performing was what she thought of as damage control. She didn’t want to imagine the event of Natsu finding out after the effect of everything that Lucy had been kidnapped, especially when he had tried to stay behind with her, back at Fairytail’s base.
Elfman runs off without a second word, as the door suddenly slams shut. Cana and Erza exchange glances before jumping away as a massive man crash through the ceiling in the middle of chanting something. Makarov and the others look at him in surprise and shock as the ground crumbled from the weight of the mana of the mysterious man, the area surrounding them being shone in hues of purple and gold.
“What the--?” Makarov cursed before his eyes widened as the newcomer looked him dead in the eye and said,
“Mestu Mestu!”
Surrounding Makarov before anyone could blink was an Airspace Spell that had captured his entire gigantic body, and he falls to his knees with a loud shout as his magic was forcibly drained from him at a rapid rate. Blood rushes from his nose and his ears as he groans at the feeling, the agony of his mana core being sucked dry at an alarming rate.
A massive giga-card had launched at the man who was doing this to Makarov by Cana, who was charging towards him with Erza side by side. The card had interrupted him as it cut through his mana shield and cut into his hands, as Erza launched herself with her Black Wing Armor equipped, preparing for a devastating Moon Flash slash.
The newcomer had seen the fast reaction times of the two mages however and was quick to chant out a teleportation spell while cradling his bloodied hands just as Erza had reached him. Erza let out a cry of outrage as she looked around for the man, while Cana ran over to Makarov who was ridiculously pale and bleeding on the floor.
His face was gaunt and hollow as he seemed to have been deprived of his life force it looked like, and Cana quickly called Erza over in sheer panic.
Jose just chuckled and dissipated the Through Projection, proud about what his Element 4 Aria had accomplished.
“What can we do?!” Erza said in worry as she picked up Makarov’s frail body, running out of the room at Cana’s command. Cana just bit her lip as she thought about everyone who had come with them to attacking the base. Who had the capability to send out a mass message of retreat?
Warren Rocko could.
“I’m going to look for Warren, but you need to get to Fairytail and find Polyurisca as fast as possible. Whatever that massive fucker did to our guildmaster had heavily injured him, and we need Makarov.”
Erza nodded at once as she picked up the pace, equipping into a new pair of armor that allowed her to increase her speed as she rushed for help. Jose Porla, Erza thought darkly at the man who has turned Fairytail upside down in the blink of an eye. He had beaten her comrades, kidnapped one of her friends, and almost took out their guildmaster permanently.
Who know what would’ve happened if Cana’s attack hadn’t touched that man, and he had kept going with the magic spell?
Phantom Lord will know her wrath.
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Nothing could’ve prepared Natsu for the next words that came out of Elfman’s mouth as he entered the room.
“Lucy’s been kidnapped by Jose and Phantom Lord.”
Gajeel didn’t pay too much attention at Elfman’s words, already knowing the plan. She was one of the targets of Phantom Lord, and he was confident in their abilities. It was inevitable, but why did it matter that they got the rich girl? That was none of his business, really.
He was just here to draw out and fight strong people, just like Salamander--
Who was right in front of him? What the hell?
“Grip Strike” Natsu flatly stated as he held Gajeel by the neck, eyes hidden beneath his pink bangs as his entire body clenched in the effort. Natsu’s eyes were blazed, and his body began to flicker with dark marks as he placed his other hand on his throat, lifting him up into the air.
Nails dug sharply into the iron scales as Gajeel’s eyes widened at the sudden murderous intent that was radiating from the other dragon slayer, who had let out an ear-piercing roar that echoed through his mind. It made Gajeel instinctively want to back up, to surrender as Natsu squeezed harder before blasting him with his strongest wave of fire at point black range.
And not even Gajeel’s scales could defend him from the sheer heat and pain as he was burned by Natsu’s flames of rage.
What the fuck does that chick mean to him, Gajeel’s mind raced as he tried to engage in combat once more if only to protect himself. That roar had unsettled Gajeel, it felt as if he had been intruding onto someone else’s territory, messing around with another dragon’s property.
It was a possessive roar, and it was an angry one.
Natsu’s ruthlessness increased exponentially before he knee’d Gajeel in the face and threw a massive one handed fire-ball at him once his body hit the ground. He turned to give Elfman a stiff nod as he tried to control the rest of his raging emotions, the ones that threatened to take him.
It was as if the vile darkness was fighting to take-over, and Natsu stumbled for a moment as he physically tried to get a hold of himself. He punched the wall, and it shattered immediately into a hole large for him to walk through as he forced his way towards the base in order to make his way towards his m--
His Lucy .
And he felt so strongly about it that it felt as if he’d cripple anyone who’d got in his way as he blasted his ways onwards.
Notes:
Hooray~!
Sorry for the delay, I had an exam and then I felt a little bit sick, and it was hard to write during that time in my life. It was an update that was probably long-awaited, and hopefully I delivered! I'm still a little bit sick myself, but don't worry I'm still able to function so I was like, let me pump out this chapter lol.
But yeah, I think I probably ended the chapter a little bit weakly, but hey it happens! At least Natsu almost made a personal discovery about his feelings regarding Lucy, hehe. More than canon, right? Don't worry, as always, it'll be expanded upon.
I desperately wanted Lucy to win her fight, but it was important to the script that she didn't, sigh. At least she was able to get a few licks in and surprise some people, maybe even impacting their relationship with them in the future, teehee. I'm personally proud of the way that I wrote Rushii in this chapter, and how she's beginning to truly change and embrace them as she gets creative with her predicament.
I don't want her to lose her gentleness with Lucy, but there are areas that she has matured in and therefore becomes more unforgiving with her enemies.
I'm writing her with the mindset that if she has to slowly become a villain in order to save everyone, if she has to become one in order to protect Lucy especially, then she'll do whatever it takes even if it doesn't fit with her original M.O. Much like a mother's protection of their child, and how they'll do whatever it takes in order to keep them safe. In this case, Rushii's taking that big sister role but as I'm writing this, maybe she is a maternal figure to Lucy as well without her realizing it. Huh. Well that's something to ponder upon.
Anyways, in the aftermath, I'm so excited to write Natsu's and Gajeel's dynamic!! I feel as if they should've had a lot more moments together in canon considering that they share very niche and similar pasts, even if they tend to fight each other in the end. I won't spoil much, but there is a pack dynamic that I think I want to implement with the dragon slayers hehehe. You know me, found family is my love!
Also expect Juvia and Gajeel bromance, because I feel like especially in the beginning of them joining Fairytail, they probably only felt comfortable around each other, right? It makes sense to me.
Regarding Juvia's development, I am keeping my mouth firmly shut on it, but don't worry there will be changes coming! And yes, that includes with her interactions with Gray but don't think I'm going to erase their canon relationship completely, because I won't! There is much to be explored with them, so buckle in!
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
If there are typos, mind ya business (with love) and it'll be fixed within a couple days!
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 20: Chapter 15
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
As of 09/24/2024, Chapters 11-20 have been updated with proper grammar, new formatting html, and more! (Note to myself)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Chapter Thirteen: Believe in Me
Phantom Lord Arc III
A persistent tap on the cheek with sharp, cold surface is what wakes Lucy up as she lets out a small groan and scrunches her face. The back of her head was throbbing a bit, and her body felt sore as if it’s been stuck in the same position for a while. Rushii was silent in her mind as she crossed her arms, staring dead ahead at the figure that was in front of her. A rush of cold anger flows through Lucy, its origins from her sister and she quickly blinks out of her muddled daze as her eyes focus.
An older man with a dark ponytail and a long mustache was staring down at her with a cold calculative look on his face. He had a knife in his hand, it was alarmingly close to Lucy’s face, and she realizes that that must’ve been what had been used to wake her up. Her heart climbs into her chest in fear at what would happen next, as she’s tied up tightly around her wrists.
“Stay calm, Lucy.”
She’s--She’s trying too.
But the soft scoff that Jose gives out from the look on her face must’ve proven otherwise, as he gets up from his previous position to pace around idly. As if he’s in thought of how to proceed next.
“Lucy Heartfilia, daughter of Jude and Layla...” Jose began, and Lucy felt sick to her stomach. How did a man like him know who she was? In fact, the other people who had kidnapped her seemed to have an idea of her background, why was that? Why did it matter, anyways?
Just who the hell was this guy?
“I have to admit, I didn’t expect you to give my Element 4 a run for their money. I was under the impression that you were a frail child that would hesitate to fight back,” Jose trailed off thoughtfully, curious about the nature of Lucy. It was clear that her descriptions from Jude had proven to be incredibly false, as if he didn’t know who his child even was. Well, that would explain her running away then, the Phantom Lord guildmaster thought a little dryly.
“You are a little competent.”
“I fail to see that as a compliment from you,” Lucy spats confidently despite feeling the exact opposite. Rushii let out a choked noise in the back of her throat at her words, feeling a bit tense. That was one of the Ten Wizard Saints that Lucy was in a room alone with. It would do good to rein in the clipped comments, despite their feelings being mutual about the man.
“You need to be careful with him, that is not a man we can win against in a fight if it comes to it.”
Lucy was shocked, “Not even if we worked together?”
“You are strong Lucy, but not strong enough to defeat him yet. That is one of the Ten Wizard Saints in front of you, I won’t fill your mind with useless bravado that’ll only lead you to our death.”
“Our…death?” Lucy’s heart raced unevenly at the thought.
“If he chooses so.” Rushii finished before frowning at the thought of Jose. A sadist at his core, that man was, and there was only a matter of time before his faux exterior shatters, and he releases his true self. Lucy couldn’t even get a proper hold of her keys at the moment, the chances of surviving a direct engagement with Jose was close to zero. No, that would allude her into thinking that there was a chance, and Rushii was not about to take unnecessary risks in a situation that was already incredibly disadvantageous.
“Right here, right now. This is a lesson for the books, Lucy.” Rushii whispers.
“Show Fairytail’s confidence, but not enough to be cocky. If you’re too meek and scared, it’ll bore Jose, and that could spell trouble as well. You’ve already made a snapping comment back at him before, you must dance the battle of wits with him now.”
Lucy let out a high-pitched curse internally as her fear escalated, “Shit, I-I wasn’t even thinking when I said that, did I mess things up for us?”
“You just have a fire in you, imouto.” Rushii chuckled dryly. “It was bound to pop up and potentially bite us in the ass. Who knows what would’ve happened if you hadn’t said anything at all? No one does. So we move on and deal with Jose using what I know from my past, and what you do in this current present. We got this.”
“...we got this.”
Because she’s never truly facing these things alone.
“Why me?” Lucy stares directly in Jose’s dark eyes as the other looks down at her with small amusement. Jose Porla egged her on a bit, looking at her with an especially devious look in his eye.
“Why you?”
“Yeah. You seem to know a lot about me, despite me knowing for a fact that we’ve never met even once. Why do you know so much about me, and now that I think about it, why aren’t I injured more?” Lucy came to a small realization as she talked with Jose. They knew who she was, and yet they didn’t take extreme measures to capture her. In fact, the last thing she remembered was being immobilized, and while that was uncomfortable, she realized that they hadn’t exactly hurt her any more than they had to. That meant that she was needed for something, she was important to them.
But for what?
“Nee-san, why haven’t they tortured me like Team Shadow Gear? Am I important to them?”
Silence.
“I guess blondes aren’t dumb after all,” Jose chuckled to himself, before grinning at Lucy. She was a reason for attacking Fairytail, and he wondered what her reaction would be if he tells her. He doesn’t care about the girl enough for it to be the sole reason of attacking their rival guild, Makarov had played a part into that as well. Boasting about Fairytail’s power and their pride as a guild, ha! Jose wanted to sneer every single time a word had released from the dwarf’s mouth.
He’ll show that Phantom Lord reigns supreme.
He’ll show everyone what true power is.
“It’s you, that Phantom Lord wants.” Jose smirks.
“What?” Lucy says, suddenly speechless. Her heart begins to pick up pace once more at the horrifying realization, as her head begins to spin. He wasn’t saying what she thinks he’s saying, right?
“That’s right, Miss Heartfilia. We were hired to kidnap you by your father, who’s decided that he wanted you back by any means. And since you were a part of Fairytail, well, that’s what ended up being the target as well. Collateral damage.” Not really as they were always a target in Jose’s mind, but it was easier to mask his true intentions with using Lucy as the face.
“I--” Lucy was at a lost as she fell back against the wall, feeling a rush of hopelessness and despair at the revelation. Tears burned in her eyes as her face scrunched up, because she refused to cry pathetically in front of Jose. But it was hard , because everything was all her fault . Levy’s burns, Droy and Jet’s bruises. The destruction of the guild hall, and the war that was declared by Makarov. It was all her fault .
Rushii closed her eyes as the pain fills her body from Lucy’s anguish at the news. She knew it was going to devastate her. She had warned her that this was personal, and it was going to test her. But this…this was beyond what she could’ve imagine.
And her father is to blame.
There’s a flare of raw anger at the thought of the man who had essentially stepped away from her life once Mama had died. He didn’t bother to interact with his daughter, and all of the sudden he wants her to come back using extreme force? What the hell ? Why was his first thought to send kidnappers to get her, why couldn’t he just send her a letter requesting her? Or send Michael, or any other official from the Manor in order to find her?
No, this was probably just some other sick way of flexing his money just because he could , and suddenly fueled by the anger of Jose’s words and the thought of her father’s actions, Lucy gets up suddenly with a small angry roar of her own and charges at Jose. Jose blinks in shock, he didn’t expect her to make a move, he had thought she was going to cry and look pathetic which is what he was aiming for.
But the crazed look in Lucy’s eyes as she ran forwards with her hands trapped behind her back, caused Jose to take a step back. That momentum was all she needed for her to roar, “Lucy Kick!” and send a powerful kick to Jose’s crotch, who was caught completely off-guard. It was his own fault in the end however, because like the other members of Phantom Lord before him, he had underestimated the blonde.
She’s come a long way from when she had first arrived at Fairytail. She was hesitant, looking for friends, and wasn’t sure of what she wanted to do in life. Going with the flow with Natsu at first, finding herself with a new family that she’s grown to love and care. She’s a team leader now too, of the proud Team Haluna and she cares for her members, because over these missions she’s grown to get to know them more, to see other sides of their lives. She’s even picked up some of their habits, roaring like Natsu in the middle of battle, or thinking critically like Gray in the midst of chaos.
If she’s the cause of their suffering, then she’ll remedy it just as fast.
Lucy runs through the halls of the building, looking for a way out as Jose is distracted. She turns, and there was a large window that was at the end of the hallway. Lucy didn’t know how tall this building was, but she didn’t have much of a choice. Jose’s footsteps were pounding through the room, or maybe it was goons that he sent after her. Regardless, she wasn’t going to stick around to find out.
Shoving all thoughts aside, Lucy mentally prepares herself as the adrenaline still courses through her veins and she takes off, running towards the window to prepare to jump out of it.
Because she doesn’t have to be told to have faith this time, she knows someone was going to be there for her. Her gut feeling told her that she was going to be okay, that everything was going to work out.
And with that, she jumps.
The sound of glass breaking echoes in her ears as she shoulders through the window, soaring into the air. Lucy felt weightless for a moment, almost as if she was walking on the wind as she flew higher. Before beginning to fall due to gravity and all of its elements. Her stomach lurches and she couldn’t help the small scream that escapes her as she falls from the sky, but that fear empowers her, and she screams for the first person that she knows will catch her no matter what.
“NATSU!”
He’s smashing his way through buildings without hesitation, using his sharp nose to track her down unsuccessfully when he hears her. When he hears her cry of help from a couple blocks away that makes he let out a growl and he’s blasting through the air, running and hopping on roof tops in order to get to her. Because she had called for him.
And he’ll always answer her calls. Always.
“LUCY!” He roars back as he catches wind of her situation, of her falling through the sky while bounded. His heart falls into his stomach and he’s never moved so fast in his entire life, blasting off like a rocket as he raced towards her. Flames glow brightly as he propelled himself forwards, flying into the sky. Arms stretch out, catching the girl mid-air as he gets a good grip on her before they fall together. It’s only for a moment though, before Natsu uses his flames to ease them down periodically, so that they wouldn’t crash into Magnolia.
“Natsu…” Lucy looks at him in awe, because despite having a good amount faith in him to catch her, he..he really did. He came out of nowhere, he had to have come directly from Phantom Lord’s base because that’s where she last knew where he was. And it must’ve been a journey, because Natsu was sweating and he was breathing heavy as he looked at her with wild eyes.
Lucy’s breath is caught in her throat as she watches the dark marks fade from his skin, the carnal look in his eye disappear as it’s replaced with the soft eyes that she knows. That ancient aura that she’s sensed inside him very faintly before, crawls back into isolation and returns to its dormant state.
Enough for her to almost ask, what are you?
But that answer doesn’t matter as long as he is by her side.
“Lucy,” He murmurs quietly, his feet touching the ground gently as he holds Lucy close to his chest. She was disleveled, and he quickly burned through the ropes that had her hands tied before they fell off in a burned heap on the ground. The celestial spirit mage finally sighs in relief and fear. There was so much that has happened in the past couple of days, and it was getting to her.
But all she could think of right at this moment was how warm his skin was against hers. He held her close with a consistent strength but handled her with a care that was gentle. How being in his arms felt so incredibly right, how her heart was beginning to flutter as she’s filled with a sense of overwhelming contentness. She felt safe, and it suddenly didn’t matter what had just happened with Jose, and how she just jumped out of a fucking window--
“Thank you,” She breaths out.
“What for?” Natsu breaths in.
“You saved me, Natsu.”
“I’ll always save you,” Natsu smiles. It’s effortless when he says it. It isn’t some charged up emotional moment that causes the world to slow down to a stop. Fireworks don’t happen at the softness of his tone, despite the gentle rush it gives Lucy at the sound of his words. No, it’s something that she’s always known, and maybe that’s why it isn’t such a big shock from the lengths that Natsu’s willing to go for her anymore. But it doesn’t stop her from clutching onto him, smile hidden within his vest as Natsu gently chuckles at her reaction, eyes watching.
His eyes were always on her some way or another after all.
And it feels so right.
That’s why when the second wave hits her, when her mind snaps out of the moment between them and the adrenaline wears off, it strikes with force. Because she has so many things to lose now, and she’s the reason for all of this madness. It starts off slow, feeling her chest become heavy with dismay as she begins to recall her kidnapping attempt with Jose. It quickly escalates to choked sobs as she thinks about the cost of her freedom, the expenses of everyone else.
Natsu freezes at the sound of Lucy’s crying, muscles tensing as he stops walking.
“Luce?” He asks hesitantly, because he’s not sure what to do. Why was she crying? How--How could he make it better?
It hurts him to see her so sad.
“It’s all my fault,” She mutters into his chest as she cries. Natsu isn’t sure what that means, and he tries to ask her but she’s lost to the world now. She’s caught up in her own misery, and it breaks a piece of his heart at the sight. So he continues to walk once more and decides just to hold her close and hope that his presence alone can help soothe her worries.
He rubs her back with his lone thumb, and they walk back to Fairytail with heavy hearts.
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“Where the hell have you be---” Gray falters before staring at Lucy’s dried teared face as she walks into the basement with Natsu trailing behind her. Sharp dark blue eyes flickered to Natsu’s after noticing the dull look on Lucy’s face as she walked pasted him without a second glance. Natsu meets his gaze with a look of concern of his own and a small shrug, he hadn’t thought much of what had happened when he went to go save Lucy. He was just wired to push himself to the limit at the time.
“What’s wrong with her?” Gray asked a bit worriedly, following Lucy who walked past the others that had returned from the attack on the Phantom Lord base. Gray had been on his way from leaving Erza, getting a headstart on coming back from the enemies base. He had been shocked to see the debris from a fight when he walked in, and immediately came over to check on Team Shadow Gear only to find that they were relatively unharmed.
But Lucy was gone, and Gray was growing extremely concerned at the time about what the hell happened, because it wasn’t making a lot of sense to him. Then Warren Rocko runs in with the others and tells him that Makarov is hurt, Lucy’s still missing, and Elfman pipes up saying that they found out that she was kidnapped?!
“I don’t know,” Natsu answered before walking over towards Cana and Mirajane off to the side as they discussed what had happened. Cana was looking a little ragged with her white jacket being on the dustier side and having some cuts and bruises that Mira was patching up for her as they talked.
“...this massive dude just came from the ceiling and casting some ultimate spell on the old geezer, Mira--” Cana let out a small curse at the feeling of the alcohol against her wound as Mira flashed her a sympathetic frown before bandaging the last one. Cana let out a small sigh as she got up afterwards and stretched for a moment, before turning around to give Mira a quick kiss on the lips as a thank you.
“I split up to find Warren and get everybody out of there using his telepathy, but Erza was with Makarov. Fuck, this is so ugh! ” Cana let out a frustrated shout towards the end of the play by play, running a hand through her hair. “And why isn’t anyone talking about what the hell happened here? Why does it look like a war-zone?”
“That’s because it was,” Lucy said darkly, shame filling her body. The guild turned silent at Lucy’s words, despite her not speaking loudly. That was right, it was Lucy that had been left behind to protect the injured. Considering the news of her kidnapping however, it was clear that something big happened here after all.
“It’s--”
The door slams open, and Erza Scarlet walks in with a dark look on her face as she comes back with straws of a broom on her body. She had hustled to Polyursica immediately after splitting off with Cana, and had to fight off the feral woman before explaining the situation. Polyurisca was shocked to say the least for a moment, before she grew serious and took the old man in before kicking Erza out once more.
That lead her to come back here, feeling anger in her veins at the mere thought of Phantom Lord. First Team Shadow Gear, now Makarov. Judgement was coming.
The sight of the S-Class Mage sends a small wave of reassurance throughout the guild, as one of the strongest symbols of Fairytail has returned and she looked ready to take the lead. Erza quickly glanced around the room and counted the heads, letting out a small look of relief at the sight of Lucy back in their hands, before clapping her hands to gain everyone’s attention.
“Makarov is with Polyurisca as we speak. He’s being treated, but unfortunately, we’re going to have to continue on without him. How’s everyone doing so far?”
“Um, Erza?” Alzack Connell spoke up, still staring Lucy who looked like she was on the verge of another tearful breakdown. Erza followed his line of sight and looked at Lucy, who suddenly felt anxious as all eyes were on her. What would they say when they find out that everything was because of her? Would they force her to leave in order to protect everyone else?
Lucy paused, because no.
She’ll leave on her own, that’s the best course of action. She’ll sacrifice herself so that no one else would get hurt, and Phantom Lord would leave Fairytail alone. And the thought of leaving Fairytail hurts Lucy to her core, because she’s really begun to love the guild and what it stands for. Her friends that she’s come to known and still learning. Travelling with Team Haluna and making memories.
But if it’s to keep everyone safe--
“It’s my fault, that this is happening,” Lucy says softly, her voice shaking as she held back her emotions. “For those who didn’t know, I was kidnapped by Phantom Lord who came here, which is why you see the debris all around in the basement. I thought they were here to find others and cause chaos, but it turns out that I was the goal all along.”
She sucked in a deep breath before continuing. “Later, I found myself in front of the Phantom Lord guildmaster, and that’s when he told me that they attacked Fairytail because of my father’s hiring. He hired Phantom Lord to kidnap me and send me back home.”
“So as you can see, I’m…responsible for all of this. A-And I’ll make it right, I promise . I’m going to turn mysel---”
“Don’t even think about finishing that statement, Lucy.” Erza said with anger visible on her face. Lucy faltered mid-way of her speech as she looked at the requip mage with wide eyes. As she looked around the entire guild, they all had similar looks of outrage on their faces. Lucy’s heart sunk into her chest and as hard as she tried to fight it, her tears began to fall. So it seems that they do blame her after all, and she understands---
“How dare Jose kidnap one of our own on such foul circumstances? How dare your father resort to kidnapping his own daughter in order to meet with her? Do not worry, Lucy, we shall punish them accordingly, at least with Phantom Lord.” Erza declared powerfully as the rest of the guild roared in approval, before talking all at once to give Lucy her reassurances. That it wasn’t her fault, that they didn’t blame her.
An arm was thrown around her shoulder, and she turned to see that it was Gray looking at her with a serious expression on his face. She was in disbelief, and it must’ve showed on his face, because he let out a small sigh at the sight of it.
“Yanno, for a team leader, you sure are dumb.”
W-what?
“What does that have to do with--”
“We’re a team, Lucy,” Gray said in a softer tone. “When one of us is in trouble, we all come to help. That’s how Fairytail works as well. Your dad sucks ass, and Phantom Lord is a pain in ours, but we won’t abandon you. We’re your family now, Lucy. We’re going to stand together, right Flame Brain?”
Natsu’s on her other side as well as he gives her a smile. “Of course, Ice Princess. No one is going to take you away from us, we’re going to go down together. What do I always say, Lucy? Have faith in us.”
Words are just words until they are taken action upon. One could always say to believe in them, to have faith, but how can one place trust when they don’t know the true extent of their abilities? Of their kindness? It took time for her to believe in Natsu, and he delivered in her faith. He did it even more when he had caught her from her jump. She believed in Gray on the Galuna Island, and he delivered in her faith. She believed in Team Haluna, and they come out victorious in the end.
And now, it seems that it’s finally time to put her faith in Fairytail, as they work together to accomplish their shared goal of stopping Phantom Lord and by extension, her father. It was time to truly become a member of Fairytail, and believe in them. Because once she believes in them, she’ll never doubt them again.
As she looks around, all she sees are determined faces, ready to aide her.
The tears that come next aren’t tears of despair, but gratefulness.
Fairytail was her home now.
She won’t leave without a proper fight.
“All right people, we got shit to do.” Cana shouted as she stood up. She made eye-contact with Mirajane and Erza, and they split up to take charge as Makarov recovers. It was instinctive, as if they knew that they had to take charge. “I need some people with me, we got some lacrima-calls to make. Wait, does anyone know Mystogan’s location? No? Fucking hell, I need a drink.”
“Come to me if you need some assistance with any injuries. We mages tend to heal faster than normal, but that is no excuse to leave open wounds, open!” Mira called out sweetly as some people walked over towards her.
“I want a status report on all Element 4 and Gajeel Redfox, as to what their magics seem to be. Any information is useful at this time, come over for the debrief.” Ezra’s voice boomed towards the end as Natsu, Lucy, Gray, and others made their way over to talk about what they’ve seen so far. Happy flew over to Lucy, as she took a seat on one of the salvaged table. Natsu came up and leaned against the wall right next to her, crossing his arms. Gray grabbed a chair and shook off some dust and sand with a small curse before placing it down next to Lucy and taking a seat.
Erza immediately stood near them, and they began to exchange information seamlessly. To other onlookers, it always looked as if they were moving as a smoothly running machine. Macao Conbolt just smirked at them as he listened but observed their interactions. The gestures, the seriousness, the nods in unison.
When they make it through this catastrophe, he feels that they just might be the strongest team that Fairytail can develop yet.
“The two elements that I fought were water and earth. I don’t remember their names, but the earth guy seemed to have something up his sleeve, so there’s that. There was this mental attack that he had attempted on me but it--it didn’t work very well so perhaps there’s some criteria that needs to be met in order for it to work? Otherwise, he just had a strong hold on his sand magic. Water girl was really good with manipulating her element, she even has the ability to turn her body into water which is an interesting but rather annoying ability to fight against. I wish that I could’ve seen more, but as you know, a lot was happening at the time.”
Natsu nodded to Lucy before taking over, “You should probably leave the Iron Head to me. He’s got the power, that’s for sure. I’ll figure something out against him.”
Gray was next. “I haven’t properly met anyone yet so I don’t have any new information to share other than what we talked about at Lucy’s place. It seems like I’ll keep an eye out for the water one though, I’ll probably be effective against her the most.”
Erza and Lucy nodded to his words, if he could freeze her water attacks, it did sound effective. Erza let out a dark frown as she recalled the events leading up to Makarov’s injury. “I believe the man that Cana and I had briefly engaged with was Aria, the Air Element. If he was strong enough to render Makarov into that state, then he’s a formidable opponent indeed. Be on guard with him, and keep an eye out for Fire. No one’s seem to have seen him yet.”
“You son of a bitch,” Cana hissed into the lacrima with anger across the hall as she stared at Laxus’s smug face. To see someone who she had loved and cared for deeply when she was younger, turn into an arrogant egomaniac that laughed at their hardships just boiled her blood. It should’ve been Mira that had called Laxus, everyone knew that Cana couldn’t stand the man anymore.
“If Fairytail can’t handle those wannabes, then I guess I’ll come back to be the hero,” Laxus laughed once more and Cana turned off the Lacrima at once, not even bothering to hang up politely. She took a sip from her flask as she walked over to Erza and the rest, informing them that they couldn’t get in contact with two of the three other active S-Class mages. Gildarts and Mystogan.
“And Laxus..?”
“What do you think,” Cana scowled and Erza let out a small sigh of her own as she nodded, leaving the alcoholic to walk off. “You’re the only S-Class here, Erza. We’ll do our best to lighten your burden, Fairytail’s honor.”
Across the room, Mirajane flinched.
Erza and Mirajane made eye-contact for a brief second, before the former looked away first. Mirajane closed her eyes for a moment, suddenly feeling sick that she couldn’t do anything more to help. Cana had finally acknowledged that she wasn’t an S-Class mage anymore, and she should be grateful, because she was fighting her about it this entire time. But in this crisis, that only meant that she wasn’t particularly useful on the battlefield. And…it leaves her feeling a massive amount of conflict.
She can do…more..?
“Alright, so moving forwar---”
A shockwave interrupts Erza’s and other’s words as it shakes the guild. Everyone scrambles to stay upright, Loki quickly casts a Regulus Wall to protect the infirmary section just in case debris fell from the ceiling. It was quick however, and no damage was done. But it left a mass confusion in the around as Bisca ran towards the front of the doors, trying to figure out what just happened.
She summoned a sniper and looked through the enhanced scoped lenses and her eyes widened dramatically as she dropped her gun in shock at the sight. Alzack was the first question his partner, feeling a sense of unease from her reaction.
“Bisca? Bisca, what is it?”
“It’s…Phantom Lord, and they’re moving towards the guild on a walking… guild ?!”
“HUH?!” The entire guild exclaimed at once.
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Lucy stood hidden between the other members of Fairytail as Erza took the lead in the showdown in the streets of Magnolia. She was equipped with her sword, having it faced down as she clasped her hands on the hilt of the sword. She looked up in front of the guild in defiance, red-head whipping in the wind.
She’ll be the strength that Fairytail needs as an S-Class.
She won’t let them down.
“Give us Lucy Heartfilia at once,” a thought-projection of Jose Porla appeared but Erza quickly slashed the image in an act of resistance. She then pointed her sword at Jose’s neck, and said,
“ Never. ”
Jose, who was irritated by the turn of events with Lucy in his grasp earlier, just let out an anger scowl and scoffed before disappearing. “Then you’re just going to have to be forcibly removed out of my way, it seems.”
“Fire Jupiter !”
Erza’s eyes widened as she felt a massive amount of energy begin to form from the moving guild that had froze, and she screamed for everybody to get behind her immediately. A large whitish blue glow was beginning to form as the guild transform a part of it’s body into a cannon, and it was about to fire.
Quick thinking allows her to requip to one of her strongest defensive armors at the moment, which happened to be her Adamantine Armor. Lucy looked at her back in awe, Erza was shining as she prepared to take the blast of the cannon from them. It shot forwards within the minute, and Erza clashed her shields together in order to take the brunt of the hit. It was a beam, so it was a continuous strain on Erza, who bit her lip bloodied as she held on for the sake of the rest of them.
Every time her shields threatened to crack, she had to reinforce it with her mana over and over again. It was draining her magical power immensely, but she had to hang in there, she had to hold on. When she yelled out, in order to maintain her composure, Fairytail shivered in awe behind her, and the extent of her physical and mental power.
And when it was finally over, and Erza let out a strangled breath before falling to one knee, Fairytail rushed to protect Erza, to surround her fallen form with their own. Together, in case something happened as a counter measure, they would be her shield this time. Erza tried to get up but her muscles spasmed and she let out a pained hiss, but a two hands on either side of her shoulders stopped her from attempting again.
“Take it easy, Erza,” Natsu looked down at her with a fire in his eyes and a determined nod.
“Save your energy,” Gray said right after, staring steadily at the cannon that was pointed at them.
Both boys looked at each other for a moment at their unison for helping Erza, but just rolled their eyes at each other, and looked away at the same time. It was a little funny to see that their rivalry still took place even if it was on the small scale. It almost gave Lucy complete reassurance that they were going to be just fine, because Fairytail’s members haven’t changed due to the circumstances. They will just get through it like they always do.
The sense of normalcy was perfectly timed indeed.
Thought-Projected Jose appeared before them once more, this time with visible anger on his face as he spatted out to Fairytail, “You got fifteen minutes to hand over Lucy Heartfilia, otherwise the Jupiter cannon will be fired once more.”
He took a look Titania in the crowd and gave a cruel sneer, “And Titania won’t be able to save you all this time.”
The moment he disappeared, there was a wave of Shades that he had summoned in order to attack Fairytail that moved from the guild, beaming towards them. They seemed to be coming in hundreds, moving like a wave, and Cana was quick to yell out to all of them, “You heard the bastard! We got fifteen minutes to change how this game is gonna play, let’s fucking go Fairytail!”
“LET’S BE REAL MEN!”
“Yeah, we got this guys!”
“Incoming wave, we’re gonna kick Phantom Lord’s ass!”
“Chaaarggeeee~” Happy squeaked out as Natsu blasted himself into the sky, before kick starting the battle against the Shades with a massive Fire Dragon’s Roar. Running through the flames was Fairytail meeting the Shades head to head, as the fighting kick started.
Cana grabbed one of the cards on her decks and enlarged it before flicking her wrist, sending the card that was as sharp as a blade through the Shades, cutting their heads off. Enlarging another card to make a shield, she turned towards Lucy who was in the backlines for obvious reasons, even though the look on her face showed that she wanted to fight.
“I see that look of your face, kid. Looking like a true Fairytail member,” Cana snorted as she summoned a bunch of cards into a circle, before whispering one last card and putting it into the wheel. Alcohol blasted from the card washing the Shades away, and Cana secretly mourned that card because she was planning to use it in case she needed a drink on the middle of a quest, but duty calls. Lucy was a bit confused at the method though,
“Why alcohol? Why not water?”
“Because water can’t do this, when paired with this other card,” Cana smirked as she summoned a flare card and blew into it, before her eyes widened and she enlarged a card to make it a shield again. The sparks kickstarted a massive fire as the shades were all effected, due to the alcohol on them. Cana flicked her wrist once more after a moment, throwing a water sprinker card above the shield as it began to put out the residue of the flames.
Lucy looked Cana in shock, she really was stronger than she had originally thought. It seems to magic cards in Cana’s arsenal are more adaptive than she had anticipated, Cana really is a good all-rounder mage if that’s the case.
“You’re going to go to one of the safe houses in Magnolia,” Cana told Lucy as she fought. The moment the celestial mage tried to retort, Cana whipped her head and sent her a glare that made her feel rather chastised.
“I know how you’re feeling, but everything is lost if you’re captured. If I give you the instructions, do you think that you can go by yourself? Stay low, of course. If you fucking get captured again, I swear to--”
“I can stay low,” Lucy agreed as she listened to Cana’s instruction before taking off immediately. Before, she probably would’ve been stubborn in wanting to leave everyone behind. Lucy understands her role though, if she’s captured, then everyone is fighting for nothing. She’ll play her part.
Looking into the distance, watching Lucy retreat, Cana called Gray over. “Oi, get over here Fullbuster.”
Gray stomped on the ground and casted ice spikes to finish off the Shades he was fighting before running over to Cana. “Yeah?”
Cana jerked her head into Lucy’s direction, “She’s heading over to Safe House A. Follow her, and make sure she gets there safe. I have a gut feeling that someone is going to come for her, and I’d rather us move on the safe side of things.”
“Got you.” Gray nodded at once and took off without another word. He also felt strongly about protecting Lucy anyways. Earlier he had came back from the Phantom Lord base raid earlier because of his paranoia, and he ended up being right. He’d rather make sure she’d get to the safe house safely through his own measures this time, that’s why he didn’t put up a fight.
“Erza’s going to be okay. I gave her some supplements and she’s resting to regain her strength,” Mira said as she jogged forwards towards Cana and Elfman, who were fighting Shades together. Cana’s eyes widened at the shade that appeared behind Mira, and she quickly shot a card over there that took it down at once. These shadowy figures people never seem to go down, but it was better for someone with magic to be fighting them than someone without.
“What the hell are you doing here, Mira? Go back!” Cana yelled at her girlfriend as she dodged a shade that got up and personal, before downing them quickly. They were easy to deal with, dispersing after severing their heads. The problem was their sheer amount of numbers.
“What are you saying? I’m here to help.” Mira argued back.
“Elfman!” Cana shouted and Elfman nodded as he took the brunt of the Shades for a moment as Cana ran over to meet Mira half-way, creating a shield to protect them as they talked for a moment.
“We’re not about to argue about this right now, in the middle of battle.” Cana told her bluntly. What she was about to say next was going to undoubtedly hurt her girlfriend’s feelings, but it was the truth. If you can’t do magic in the middle of war, you shouldn’t even be on the battlefield.
“Your inability to do magic puts you at civilian rank, Mira. If you remain here, you’re just going to get in the way.”
Mira looked at Cana in shock. Surely…there was something that she could do to help, right? Maybe she couldn’t do magic right now, but she’s not…completely useless? What could she do to her nakama, her girlfriend, her brother--
“I could pretend to be Lucy, to draw attention away from her.”
“What?” Cana exclaimed incredulously. “Do you really think you can fool a Ten Wizard Saint?”
“If it works only for one second, then I’ve done my job,” Mira argued back. Cana could feel herself getting angrier, at the lengths that Mira is willing to go despite being unable to protect herself. Doesn’t she see how dangerous this is for her? ‘
“ No , you’re not doing this. No way. I won’t allow it.”
“You don’t allow me to do anything, Cana. I’m going in there, and I’ll play my part.”
“It’s fucking stupid--what-Mira?! Mira! ” Cana yelled after her as she watched Mirajane commit to transforming into Lucy as she runs into the battlefield. She screams for her to stop, but she doesn’t understand Mira’s feelings on the matter. Mira knows that she’s useless in all other aspects, but she can’t let them hurt her loved ones. And that means that if she has to do whatever it takes in order to help protect them, then she will. That means putting herself at risk as she transforms into Lucy, much to Cana’s displeasure.
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Slamming his feet onto the floor of the cannon with Happy by his side was the easy part. He walked around for a moment, but it was nothing but darkness. So he kept walking through the dark tunnel, using his sharp sense to detect if anyone was around him, before it lead him to an open space with a massive piece of Lacrima inside of it.
“Seems like this was the spot for charging up the cannon!” Happy exclaimed as Natsu nodded at him. It seemed so.
“Like I’ll let you mess with that,” A man with black and white hair with a black marking on his face. He wore ninja-like garbs and had fur in the neck area, as he got off from leaning against the wall. Natsu looked at him up and down for a moment, before readying himself for a fight. There was something about this guy that made him a little bit interested.
“Pink hair? You aren’t Salamander, are you?”
“Who’s asking?” Natsu bit back as set his fists on fire.
The guy smirked, before summoning different colors of flames around him as he readied himself as well. Natsu realized that he was probably looking at the “Fire” element of the Element 4, and narrowed his eyes once he realized that he probably could control fire as well. A supposingly even match, is that right?
He grinned, now that sounded like a great challenge.
Notes:
The writer's block for this chapter had me devastatedddd like I just wanted to skip and rush into the fighting and it was so hard to take it step by step to make it coherent and fluid, but it happened eventually (only the best of quality from my readers). The next chapter should go up much faster now that we're in the high-action parts!!
So yeah, not super satisfied with this chapter but I'm also exhausted thinking about what to edit and change anymore that I already have.
Really happy with Cana's magic, I told you guys she'd be getting a bit of a re-work! I felt like her Card Magic should've been more apparently adaptable, that's why I was so surprised when she was eligible for the S-Class Promotion stuff, cuz I couldn't remember if she had the magical power for it, you know? As for Mirajane, hehehehehe ohhhhhhhhhhh boy, I'm so excited, because this is where you're going to start to see the complete changes I had in mind with Phantom Lord.
Like shawty, that man is one of the strongest people in the entire area, like did you really think that disguise was going to fool him?! Hello?! Don't worry y'all, she still is going to do it but now there's more clarification as to the why she did it and that will be expanded upon as well. I feel like Mirajane is an underrated complex character, so you know what's coming!
I also think I made the right choice is showing how Lucy shows her faith and that it's one thing to say that "I believe you" but if you never really give concrete situations where that's proven, then it's just all words right? Like this chapter, she has solidified her complete trust in Natsu. He shouldn't have been able to catch her, but he did. That was the testament. She also believes wholeheartedly in Fairytail now, because considering the circumstances, it wouldn't be crazy for them to kick her out in order to protect everyone else. But they didn't. Fairytail's testament and now she has faith in them moving forwards. Does that make sense? I hope it does. I know I always used "have faith" in the story but like, there's a method to the madness people!!! I did it all for a reason I promise!!!
So yeahhh, next chapter will be so much better y'all I promise.
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Chapter 21: Chapter 16
Summary:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Sixteen: Breathe Me In
Phantom Lord Arc IV
Totomaru, the element of Fire weaves his hands through the air as he manipulates Natsu’s Fire Dragon’s Roar and splits it in half. Transforming the color of the fiery orange into a purpleish yellow hue, he converts the power into his own as he fires it back at Natsu, who leans back sharply in order to dodge. The colored fire explodes behind him as Natsu gets back up with ease only to be hit immediately with a red flame by Totomaru. Natsu just shrugs off the attack however, thanks to his ability to be physically immune to fire.
“That’s all you got?” Totomaru sneered despite the obvious stalemate. Natsu just scoffed as he charged towards him, moving fast. They exchanged physical blows with one another, Natsu got a good swipe at Totomaru’s feet but the other managed to grab onto the dragon slayer and flip their positions. A foot was centimeters of being stomped onto Natsu’s stomach but he catches it, and opens his mouth to activate yet another Fire Dragon’s Roar.
Totomaru just smirked at him as he prepared to control Natsu’s flames once more with his pyrokenesis ability, when a wetness hit him inside. Natsu grinned smugly as Totomaru flinched away in disgust before punching him in the face. His opponent’s body flew back as he crashed into the ground, “Ew!”
He furiously wiped his face, “Did you just spit at me?”
Natsu just stuck his tongue at him childishly as he came over to attack once more, but he was soon hit with an orange flame by an irritated Totomaru. Quickly dispersing it, Natsu just raised an eyebrow at the attempt to attack him. And that’s when he took in a small breath and immediately gagged, smelling rotten eggs develop the entirety of his senses. He took a step back as he tried to shake off the horrid smell, groaning and coughing in disgust.
“You’re petty as hell!”
“You started this. You’re the one that spit at me first!” Totomaru spat back.
Regardless, the battle was going to come to an end soon. Natsu finally figured out that while Totomaru has great pyrokenesis skills, he can only control the amount of magic that he’s equal in. That means that if he attacks him with an ability that surpasses him in magic power, he won’t be able to control it. At that thought, Natsu yells for Happy to fly up and get away, he doesn’t want his buddy to get burned after all.
As he prepares his attack, Totomaru slowly walks over to him as he slowly unsheathed his sword, before picking up speed in an instant. Natsu grinned at him as he charged up his own fists, “Let’s see if you can control this.”
“Wha--?”
“Fire Dragon’s Brilliant Flame!”
Boom.
Natsu’s ears rang as the explosion boomed and echoed inside the guild.
The flame effectively does its job in the end. The goal was to overwhelm Totomaru’s pyrokenesis abilities, to put so much power into it that the flames didn’t have no choice but to be what they were meant to be. A destructive force. He’s set the entire room on fire at once, the explosion was on such a massive scale that not even he saw it coming. Totomaru shouts in pain as his body bursts through the walls, into the room at the reaction with the lacrima in the middle.
Natsu managed better, as he was fire-proof, but the combustion with the lacrima that was powering Jupiter was enough to knock him back as well. His body soars across the room until it smacks against the wall. He grits his teeth as the gravitational force holds against him, the mana holding him down and restricting his movements heavy.
“F-Fuck--” He hisses as he grips the wall tightly, fingers digging in as he barely held on. The weight was making it difficult to breath, he was gasping for air as he growled internally, willing himself to hold on.
Eventually, the mana dispersed naturally into the air and with a ragged sigh, Natsu slid down the wall as he gulped down precious oxygen. “H-Happy?! Happy!”
“A-Aye…” Happy said weakly as he came down from above, he was in a similar position as Natsu was earlier with the reaction. His wings ached from being pinned against the ceiling, but he managed to catch the weaker side of the abrupt mana dispertion wave thanks to the size of the room. Natsu had shot a relieved smile at his companion as he slowly got up, rolling his arm out of discomfort.
He looked at the ruins of the power source, “Well, that solved that problem then. I didn’t expect such a reaction though, I thought it was just going to break.”
“Hmm.” Happy said a bit thoughtfully as he peered at the broken Lacrima, “Lacrimas can be used as catalysts to be charged with power. It normally is, in fact. That means whoever charged this up…”
“...is one hell of a person,” Natsu finished. Was it Jose? The guildmaster of Phantom Lord? If it was him, then that was merely a glimpse of the essence of a Ten Wizard Saint, it seemed. It’s crazy to think that the old geezer had the magic power inside of him as well, and it’s just another reminder of the ridiculously strong that awaits within the world. How vast it is.
His heart races at the thought, but this time, he’s unsure if it’s the fear of the unfathomable power that Jose Porla and Makarov Dreyar seem to have inside of them, or the anticipation to see more.
That quickly morphed into a feeling of nausea as he takes a knee of a moment, groaning as the floor beneath began to shake and adjust itself as if it was alive. The room began to reconfigure into something completely different, and Happy looked around in shock before flying over to Natsu and picking him off the ground.
“C’mon Natsu, we gotta get out of here!” Happy yelped as the previous entrance they had originally landed on, closed off. He quickly looked around, and proceeded to rush into the nearest opening he could find.
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’Run and don’t look back’, she tells herself.
Her hand is outstretched as she performs the most basic of transformation magic. The first spell she’s casted in over two years, the first time that she’s actively had the will to perform magic ever since suffering a loss so great that she fell into a dark abyss. Or perhaps she was always in an abyss, and the light that kept her going for so long was snuffed out, therefore succumbing into the darkness.
White hair morphs into blonde, blue eyes darkened into a soft, warm brown as she runs.
And it’s not like she doesn’t know how to fight anymore, Mirajane thinks bitterly as she dodges a Shade that lunges at her.
It’s not like she’s become this weak, frail, pathetic girl that just smiles and bartends for her friends. She wasn’t completely helpless, she wasn’t.
‘And to whom are you trying to convince here? It seems that it is true, oh how the mighty has fallen.’ A dark, but soft feminine voice whispers from its deranged pit.
She would have flinched harder at the words that ring in her mind, bouncing off of the space, had she not felt the familiarity of them. Instead, her surprise comes in the form of nearly tripping and face-planting on a large piece of debris from the firing of the cannon. The sultry feminine voice in the back of her mind laughs harshly at her clumsiness. Her arm is bruised from an attack that she wasn’t able to dodge and pain erupts from the area. Still, she grits her teeth, and she shrugs the Shade off before continuing to run through to the front lines.
Mindlessly, she’s running.
There isn’t much of a plan, really.
‘Just a desperate attempt to prove your worth, hmm?’
“Satan.” Mirajane whispers in disbelief.
She hadn’t heard her voice in over two years as well.
‘Be a dear and stop the pity party, won’t you? It’s getting old . I’m bored. ’
There isn’t much a description that could accurately describe what Satan was to Mira, and how much of an impact she’s had on their lives together. When she was younger and she had first activated her power, Satan had terrified her. A desperate urge for destruction and chaos, laughing in her mind whenever Mirajane dwelled upon it. Was it a darker side of Mira that she didn’t know she had?
Or was it a manifestation of something mythical, that decided to sink her claws into Mira’s soul and torture her relentlessly with thoughts of malice.
It’s partially to blame for her aggressiveness when she was younger. How else was she supposed to fight off the feeling of insanity from the nature of her magic? The spats, the hurtful words, the growls and the hisses. It all came from the primal side of her, the demonic one. And she had hated it.
‘The Demon’ they had called her, when she was young. Despite the fact that they had requested her for her power. Despite the fact that they were helpless in their own problems, and needed a preteen to come save them. It always made Satan laugh when Mirajane had felt terrible as usual about it. And she would whisper that it was just jealousy, and the fear of the unknown. It wasn’t anything that she could control, but it amused Satan nonetheless.
Was it so hard for people to understand that the thoughtless words that seep out of them, could hurt others feelings? Especially a young girl, who was just as scared of her own power as they were. Was it hard to imagine that she also wasn’t sure if she was evil or not? That the thoughts that plagued her from her own mana, wasn’t some sin that she was cursed to be born with?
For years, all she wanted to do was just scream.
After a while, there was a symbiotic relationship that they fell into the routine of. She got better at understanding Satan and her thought process, and Satan in returned didn’t bother her much when she wasn’t using her Take-Over magic. In the end, Mirajane had thought long and hard about what she thought of Satan, but she came to the conclusion that she wasn’t entirely evil.
She encouraged violence against her enemies, but to be evil meant that their favor wasn’t discriminatory in her eyes. It meant that all within her path were to suffer, and Satan did not want that. It took years for that kind of trust, but they had gone through it together, and thus they were at their strongest when they were one and had the same goals. Satan still enjoyed the dark arts and all within its realm, that’s just in her nature after all, but they were able to focus that mindset on those who properly deserve it.
No longer, Mirajane been scared of her power and no longer did she fear Satan.
Until it happened.
And suddenly what good was all of this overcoming, all of the trauma that she had endured within herself, all of the power that she was “blessing” or “cursed” with, if she couldn’t even protect her own sister. A darker thought had festered inside of her, because why did everyone else get to get saved with her spells as they whispered their terrors behind her back, when one of the only people that loved her in her entirety had to die ?
How was it fair?
Why…wasn’t she strong enough when it mattered the most?
Why?
Nothing mattered for a while after that.
Not her useless magic that only seemed to be in vain, not her attitude that came with holding her inner demons at bay, not the will to help others whom she did not love. She threw it all away, she threw Satan away, and later when thinking back on it, it just made everything worse.
It had started off as raw pain and grief.
Overtime, some of it had transformed into a self-loathe. Elfman hadn’t broken down completely, he had gotten stronger in the end. He still could still perform magic, and he never lost control again of his abilities. He had put in the work in order to make sure that nothing like that would ever repeat itself.
And why couldn’t she have gone through that phase?
Why couldn’t her grief made her stronger?
Instead, she was helpless .
And not even taking over the brunt of the work, making sure that everyone was satisfied within the guild, adopting Lisanna’s infectious bubbly energy that everyone had loved , could change that reality--
*BOOM*
A small sound wave laced with mana launched from the guild, and it forces Mirajane to snap out of her mindless thoughts as everyone in the vicinity flew back for a moment. Breaking her fall out of pure habit, Mira groaned in pain for a moment before looking up at the newly transformed guild in shock.
It had turned into a robotic mage, it seemed, with magic circles appearing all around it as it completes its reconfiguration. Her jaw drops a bit in shock as everyone else around her stared in disbelief, looking up. A startled, incredulous laugh bubbles out of her at the sight, because what the hell?
Wasn’t this looking like an apocalypse?
“Mira! ” Cana shouted as she finally caught up with her, with Elfman high on her heels the moment he had realized his sister went into the heart of the battle. He was worried for Mira, he always was.
He had to grow up to be a man for her to rely on, but he knew that Mira wasn’t so lucky in that regard. That day haunts him just as much as it haunts her.
He had been the one to… k-kil- hurt her after all.
“Mira…” Elfman whispered at the sight of his sister, at her distraught face. Her face was full of confliction, as she slowly turned into Lucy, yet another testament of how much she has been affected by the recent years mentally. But deep down, there was a miniscule fire that was sparking, that was trying to set aflame.
But when he opens his mouth to continue to say something more, his eyes widen before they narrow and he hisses, “Beast Arm: Black Soul”, as he plants his feet into the ground and catches the massive piece of concrete from the ground, that was heading in their direction. Cana and Mira both gasped before moving into defensive measures as one of the Element 4 calmly walked over to them with a glint in his eye and a dark reflection in the glass of his monocle.
Sand was floating around him as the short, stubby man slowly walked forwards, before pointing at Elfman crudely.
“I heard a rumor…” Sol said slowly, before his lips morphed into a gradual, manic grin, “That you’re defective.”
“Defec-- Ugh.” Elfman grunts as he’s engulfed within a sandstorm. It blocks his field of vision, the tiny shards of sand stings against his pupils, and he holds his arms up in helpless defense against the flying particles as they overwhelm him.
“Oh no you don’t,” Cana shouts as she pulls out a glowing card, but Sol was already prepared for the card mage. She had been a bit of a surprise, his data on her was outdated. She was fairing much better that he had imagined, and he grits his teeth at being wrong about yet another female mage of Fairytail. First the blasted blonde, and now the skimpy brunette.
“Shades!” Sol yells, and all of the Shades in the vicinity focuses their attention on Cana and Mirajane as Sol begins to engage with Elfman. Cana’s heart drops at the sudden turn of events, and she’s knows she’s not going to be able to help Elfman at this rate. Not when her lover was right behind her, needing all the help that she could get in order to protect herself.
The odds are terrible, it’s dozens of shades against one, and yet again, as Mira watches her girlfriend charge into battle from behind her, the feeling of self-loathe comes back at full force. Cana hadn’t been wrong earlier. In her current state, if she were to join in and attempt to fight side by side with her, she’d just be a hindrance.
Her fists shake as they clench against her side, her throat closing up as she fights back against the tears of pure frustration, because despite it all, she just wants to be useful again.
A-And she just can--
“Can’t or won’t?” Satan snarls.
“I want to, I just can’t.” Mira sobs to herself.
The abhorrence has resided in her for so long, she doesn’t know how to escape it.
The abyss isn’t pitch black. At the bare minimum, she navigates the dark ruins with a dim lit lantern, filled with the love of her nakama and family to fuel her. But she has gotten used to the darkness, her sight has been adjusted, her body has folded. The light at the end of the tunnel was a naive way of thinking sometimes, because they never really tell you how long the tunnel is. Light travels the fastest they said, but people always forget that in order to light something up, there has to be darkness first.
It’s been so long .
“Then watch. Watch as they suffer and you fucking sit here with the ability to do something, and you don’t.” Satan spats as vicious as she as cruel, but it strangely softens into something filled with melancholy, because despite not being able to communicate with Mira after being shut out, she had not abandoned her. She had been there and felt every emotion that Mira has suffered through. And that is why, when she says her next words, it comes from the closest thing of a heart that not even Satan knows herself if she has.
It comes from the years that they built fighting one another, then coming to accept their sides as best as they could. Those years were not something that Satan has casted away lightly, as even demons have their own honor, no matter how twisted it may be.
“Those who cannot help themselves, can’t expect to be able to help others to the best of their ability.”
Satan sighed.
“It will take time, but you haven’t even allowed yourself to take the first step yet. The only thing stopping you from making a move is you , and don’t you dare allude yourself into thinking otherwise.” She finished with her signature snarl before retreating once more. Mira’s heart pounded furiously at Satan’s words, her body itching to start something, to do something. God, she was still so scared , because now she hasn’t used her magic in over two years and it took so long in order to gain control.
A new level of fear settles as Mirajane forces herself to run, run through the darkness this time.
To finally look for the light at the end of the tunnel, instead of waiting to come across it by chance.
Elfman roars in the distance, punching through the sandstorm blindly as he tries to get a lick onto Sol, who just laughs and disappears into the sand before Elfman can touch him. It was frustrating, because he was so close in making contact. Or maybe that’s what Sol wanted Elfman to think, and he was just toying with him just out of amusement. It makes him feel helpless, because he’s worked hard in gaining enough strength in order to defeat enemies like this.
And it feels like he’s done it all for nothing.
Was the fruits of his ethic, rotten from the start?
“Where’s the other one? I see one…but don’t you have a younger sister?” Sol taunted him, and it was effective. Elfman paused and faltered badly in the middle of a swing, causing him to lose his balance and stumble. Sol just laughs in the distance, and blood rushes through Elfman’s ears because he knows. He knows what such a question would do to him and he asked anyways, he already knew the answer.
“Roche Concerto.” Sol cackled and a barrage of boulders and rocks blindside Elfman, crashing into his back in various places. It’s not enough to make him down for the count, but it hurts as the edges dig into his skin. He huffs in pain as he staggers out of the attack, but the mental warfare that Sol waged earlier proved to be more effective than he had realized.
Just a mere mention of his dead sister, and he was close to breaking, Sol thought full of amusement. How pathetic.
But…it was entertaining to watch.
“It was when you tried to use Full-Body Take-Over, correct? When it went horribly wrong and caused you to kill your little sister.”
“STOP.” Elfman roars in anger, the memories threatening to overcome him. He was just getting into his head, and while it was an effective move against him, he wasn’t going to fall. Elfman knew that this was just some twisted psychological warfare and he gritted his death as he lunged once more into the sandstorm, because fuck this guy and everything he was.
He would’ve been okay too.
Until the noise suddenly slowed to a stop, as the battle went on beyond the storm he was trapped in. As the wind raged against his ears, turning into a soft hum as his heart stopped at the sight before him. His breath hitched, his eyes watered from the sand but also at the pain that was engulfing his heart.
He took a step forwards, arm hesitantly stretched out as he hoarsely whispered,
“Lisanna?”
A mirage of Lisanna stood before him, looking at him with contempt in her eyes as he fell to his knees at the sight of his sister before him. Elfman couldn’t bear the look in her eyes, he felt as if he was going to pass out.
Her form flickers, and it turns into her last moment where he had lost control of his last attempt at a Full-Body Take-Over, and it had caused him to smack her flying, crashing into the ground. She had had blood running down her face, and then he saw her disappear into light, right in Mira’s arms.
And he does a full-body shudder at the sight of her bloodied self before him, tearing running down his face as he just slumps down and quietly sobs. Sol leans into his ear,
“How does it feel? To see your sister again? I am quite the gentleman for setting up your reunion.”
“You bastard.” Elfman snarls with hatred in his voice as he snaps his head to look at Sol. His Beast Arm flickers as his body becomes overwhelmed with excessive mana. His body glows and stops, repeatedly, and Sol backs up in slight confusion as Elfman begins to transform. The beast that was crawling inside of him was begging to come free, because how dare he mock Lisanna and her death.
How dare he sit there and try to remind Elfman of the pain of losing his sister as if he didn’t feel every day. The very moment that haunts his sleep if he wasn’t blessed with the realm of nothingness.
Taunting him about his lack of control, pfft.
He’ll show him lack of control.
And he’ll show him power.
When Mirajane hears a familiar roar echoed throughout Magnolia, her heart stops, her eyes unfocus, and she sucks in a breath. Everyone within the vicinities’ ears bleed from the sound of the howl of the Beast that was within the sandstorm. Mirajane’s blood ran cold as she stared at the shadow form of the beast, knowing full and well that that was her brother.
Bump...Bump...Bump...
A slow, steady pounding begins in her ears.
“E-Elfman--” Mirajane stutters as she stares on, watching as her brother rages against his enemy. Because this--this has happened before.
Deja vu seeps into her skin and she wants to claw it off.
“Will you let history repeat itself?” Satan said flatly.
They were getting overwhelmed by the enemy now. The shades never seemed to stop coming.
Elfman was screaming and losing his mind as he was in Full-Body Takeover Form, digging his hands into the ground and ripping the roads apart as he fought against one of the members of the Element 4.
Cana was doing her best, but even she knew it wasn’t looking good for her. The shades never tired out, and as much as she wished for it, Cana did not have unlimited stamina to fight after hordes of hordes. She was getting sluggish, adrenaline the only thing that’s keeping her alert and almost woundless.
And that’s when it hits Mira, who swallows harshly, that she wasn’t the only one who was scared right now. It might not be the same type of fear she was harboring inside of herself, but Fairytail was in the middle of war.
Everyone was scared about what could happen and now was not the time to be wallowing in her own personal hell.
Satan was correct.
She had the power to stop history from repeating itself, and she had the power to help.
“ Satan Soul: Majin ”
A pulse of negative mana is sent throughout the area, and everyone who can afford to looks at the source in absolute shock. A loud crack sounded through the space as large black tail smacked against the road, before whipping around menacingly. Blonde hair transformed swiftly back into white, cracks streaked across the side of her face, her hands turned into sharp golden claws.
Pointed ears immediately rang due to the cranked-up sensitivity, sharp blue eyes glowed as she embraced the feeling of her power flowing through her veins. Satan was howling in pleasure, relishing in being used once more as she merged with Mirajane. Her emotions almost sent Mirajane in a euphoric high, as whenever she performs her take-over magic, Satan loses the ability to communicate but in exchange, Mirajane gains her passions.
That’s why she could help the smirk that came over her lips as she briefly locked eyes with a shocked Sol, who was staring dumbfoundedly at the mage, lowering her eyelids dangerously half-lidden as she whispers,
“Finally.”
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--J-L--
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“Why does the rain not bother you?” Juvia asked quietly, moving at the same pace as Gajeel as they quietly scaled the buildings, looking for the target.
Gajeel was tasked with retrieving Lucy Heartfilia (again) and Juvia decided on a whim that she was going to join as well. It had surprised Jose, who normally doesn’t expect Juvia to make moves on her own as she preferred to be told what to do in an effort to “not be a burden to others” with her rain, amongst other things.
Sol had complained the entire way about her showers, when they went to capture the girl the first time.
“It’s just water,” Gajeel grunted out.
He didn’t elaborate, and that--that was fine. Juvia didn’t know what to say to that either, really. Neither could she identify the small warm feeling that settled in her chest at the three words.
“Why’re you here with me?” Gajeel asked in return, a little awkwardly. He looked back over his shoulder to Juvia, who looked at him with a small glance before shrugging and looking back at the ground below. She’s not sure what to think of her actions, as she’s felt a bit off even since she had fought Lucy Heartfilia.
So much passion, the blonde had, it was a little fascinating, considering her circumstances.
It wasn’t as if she had known the other members of Fairytail for a long time, it’s been about two months at most. Her father had given them some details before sending them off to kidnap her after all, but why was she fighting so hard for people that she barely know? It was supposed to be easy.
Instead, Juvia remembers to look of defiance clearly in her mind, and it shakes her a bit.
It’s been a long time since she’s seen anything strong like that, enough to rattle her own state in exchange.
’It--It wasn’t personal’, she chants lowly in her mind.
It wasn’t.
“No reason in particular,” Juvia deflected and Gajeel grunts again before falling silent.
Out of the strongest of Phantom Lord, Juvia had always liked Gajeel more than the others. He didn’t talk too much (ignoring his usual antagonizing jeers), he wasn’t overly affectionate. He didn’t care about the fact that she only seemed to be good for bringing misery and depression, with her rain that constantly follows her around. It had bothered her when she was younger, but she’s grown emotionless to it by now. Emotionless to many things, in fact.
But Gajeel was the closest thing to a breath of fresh air.
And if he was tolerating her presence and didn’t speak ill for her out of courtesy (which didn’t fit his M.O but who’s to say), she was thankful regardless. Sincere or insincere, it was nice to not receive judgement looks for something she has lost control of years ago.
“Stop,” Gajeel said as he held out a hand to signal so. Juvia was lost in her thoughts and her head smacked into it for a brief moment. She blinked and took a step back as Gajeel looked down at her with an unamused expression as she rubbed her forehead. Curiously, she wondered if he was going to lash out like he normally did when someone else touched him or bothered him without permission.
Instead, all she got was a scoff as he moved on quickly, thumbing towards the right. Ah, there was that strange...warmth once again.
“Caught a new scent, probably blondie, although it’s with mint scent as well. Not alone.” Gajeel woodenly told Juvia, who almost wanted to let out a sigh. As there were good sides to Gajeel, there were also bad ones. Juvia wasn’t the most social person, but Gajeel’s people skills were almost non-existent. Much less, teamwork skills.
“How many?”
“Meh, just one with her.” Gajeel replied as he squatted down, squinting his eyes to see below. He brushed a long wet lock out of his face as he studied the area, looking for the girl. A piece of him kept an eye on the bluenette next to him though, wondering what the hell was wrong with her. Normally she had the face of dull cardboard, and she looked as if she was had nothing in her mind.
But there was a small difference, as he glanced at her from time to time.
It surprises him a little that he cared in general to be quite honest. They don’t talk a lot, but was that such a bad thing? Gajeel really never had much to say unless it was words of agitation, and Juvia--well she was always too out of it to really get more than "pleasantries".
Maybe it was because she’s strong, and Gajeel likes strong things.
Yeah. Yeah, that’s it.
“Oi, Dewy.”
Juvia’s brow furrowed at the familiar nickname as her mouth turned downwards very minisculely. “Must you insist on calling Juvia that?”
Gajeel just sneered at her, but it wasn’t full of malice, she noted, as he got up for a moment. “Fuckin’ smile once in a while and maybe you’ll be called Sunny instead.”
“What is it?” Juvia sighed, ignoring the jab to her personality. She’s used to it (and it shouldn’t sting anymore, but it still does).
“...Don’t get in the way,” Gajeel eventually said, not feeling comfortable about saying anything else. Juvia gave Gajeel a small, curious look.
“How…nice of you.” Juvia huffed dryly. Gajeel looked at her with slight surprise at the small but still expressive statement from her. He huffed out the slightest bit of bemusement in return,
“Fuck off.”
“Fairytail is interesting, hm?” Juvia didn’t miss a beat, bluntly hitting the subtle nail on the head. Gajeel wanted to flinch for some reason. Is that why he was getting a little…generous with Juvia? Because of what he has witnessed with Fairytail’s influence and their comradery? Like, why the hell did Salamander leave in the middle of a fight that they had both clearly been enjoying, for Heartfilia? The look on his face was embedded in his mind, what emotion could trigger such a thing?
He was fucking curious, and he hated that.
“Don’t let their shit get into your head, we ain’t weak.” Gajeel huffed.
“They aren’t either,” Juvia reminded him, and now, Gajeel was tired of the conversation. Phantom Lord never bothered too much with the emotions of it all, so why the hell was it starting now?
Too many emotions were hindrances, and they made you weak.
(Salamander had overpowered him the moment he fell into a rage over Lucy Heartfilia.
Gajeel knew it, deep down.)
Friends aren’t needed; just power, fame, and honor. Use other people if you must in order to achieve such things.
(Someone had screamed nakama in the beginning of the battle, but what did that even mean ?
And why did it motivate everyone to fight harder?
It was just a fucking word.
Why were they smiling ?)
Only the strong matters.
(But…what is true stren-)
“Dewy.” Gajeel barked abruptly, locking eyes with Lucy’s figure in the distance as she ran away from the battlefield. Juvia took note of the change of his tone, the apathetic Gajeel coming back full force as he moved to chase without another word and she silently followed. It seemed whatever brief moment of rare introspection that threatened to break through had finally dispersed.
Perhaps, it was for the best, anyways.
It wasn’t like she knew how to deal with new emotions, and Gajeel looked as if he was on the verge of becoming irritated at his own. Wavering feelings in the middle of war, how juvenile. It was second thoughts like before that could cost you in the heat of a fight. Defeat was not an option, Phantom Lord would prevail in the end as they are true strength.
So she shoves her emotions back into the box they came from, and jumps off of the last building they raced against, before catching up towards the target and her companion with Gajeel by her side. The blonde girl, and a shirtless boy who seemed to have stiffened and turned around at their presence.
Gajeel just shoved his hands in his pockets as he walked forwards with a staple smirk on his face, dark red eyes looking at the duo as rain poured heavily around him. Juvia had almost felt bad, almost wanted to back up and suffer alone in the rain as she normally does. As people normally wishes silently for her to do.
Her storm cloud was bigger than before, but she realized as she stood by Gajeel’s side that not once has he stepped too far away from her, away from her never ending storm. There’s a feeling inside of her chest at the revelation. The presence, the stability, the consistency.
It was…nice.
And she didn’t feel quite so alone anymore.
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“Get behind me, Lucy,” Gray hissed as soon as he noticed that they were no longer alone. He had thought that he felt as if he was being watched intently as they ran towards the safe house, and it turned out that it was true. A storm cloud hung over two new individuals as they slowed made their way forwards.
One was drenched, and the other wasn’t affected at all.
“That’s her, the Water one!” Lucy exclaimed as she pointed at Juvia Lockser. Juvia said nothing as she turned to look Lucy before looking at Gray. Gray didn’t know what to make of the girl, she had an air of staleness and heaviness that seemed to rest over her. Her eyes were blank as she looked at the two of them.
The other seemed to have more energy to him, but the tall man only had his eyes locked onto Lucy, which made Gray’s blood boil for numerous of reasons. Was he only interested in Lucy from Jose’s orders? Or was he underestimating Gray, not even acknowledging his existence?
The wind blew between the enemy guild members, as the storm raged on, on one end.
“Take her, as Juvia will take care of the boy.” Juvia told Gajeel who rolled his eyes but shrugged. He gave a smirk at Lucy who frowned at the sight of it as she took a step back, but it was too late. The fight had begun.
Gajeel immediately hopped forwards, Gray’s eyes widened for a fraction before he summoned an ice dome, shielding the two of them for a moment. Gray whipped around to give Lucy instructions, when an iron beam smashed into the dome almost instantly, breaking through with ease.
Ice shards flew past the two of them in slow motion as Gajeel stepped through the hole he had created, looking down at them with an amused expression on his face as he waved a hand through his wet hair.
He pointed at Lucy, “Come, bunny girl.”
“B-Bunny girl?!” Lucy yelped, cheeks red.
Gajeel let out a small, weird laugh that sounded like “gihihi” as he moved forwards. “You’re surprisingly fast, like a puny rabbit. Too bad I’ve caught you now.”
His arm extended into an iron claw, and that’s when both of them realized that this was most likely the Iron-Dragon Slayer of Phantom Lord, Gajeel Redfox. His power wasn’t something to be trifled with, as his beams seemed to have cut through Gray’s ice like cake. He was fast as well, covering the distance between himself and Lucy with quick steps as he suddenly appeared in front of the celestial spirit mage.
“ Lucy! ”
“Holy--” Lucy shouted as she strung over Gajeel’s shoulder with ease, before the dragon slayer slammed his way out.
“Oh no you don’t!” Gray shouted, as he prepared to cast an Ice-Make Javelin in order throw at Gajeel. The area around him grew cold as he got into position quickly, making the motions of throwing the ice javelin with all of his strength. However, as he tried to twist his shoulder and deal the final blow, something wrapped around his arm and stopped him from moving forwards.
The ice dome cracked and broke, revealing that it was Juvia who had stopped him using a lasso made out of water, manipulating it from far. She barely broke a sweat as she did it, looking at Gajeel who had a squirming and shouting Lucy in his arms with a nod. Gajeel didn’t nod back but grunted as he proceeded to hop back ontop of the roof that they had came from, before making haste towards the base.
“ NO! ” Gray roared as he made ice-make stairs to chase after them with a pace that had surprised Juvia momentarily. She quickly followed him up the steps however, moving the battle to the rooftop that surprisingly had some flat space available.
Gray had tried to chase after Gajeel, getting ready to jump to the next roof, but Juvia already had an idea on how to slow him for a moment at least. She hoped over the edge of the roof and clasped her hands together.
“Drip drip drop.”
Her rain cloud had temporarily been extended to cover more surface area, and a wall of water had smacked into Gray as he tried to jump. He had bounced back a little bit, but his face stung from the impact as he was stopped. Gray snapped his head back towards Juvia in annoyance, but the latter just stared back at him blankly as she got into position.
“Juvia cannot let you follow and hinder Gajeel’s efforts.”
“Get the hell out of my way,” Gray spouts at the girl, but she’s not deterred. When he tries to ignore her and force his way out of the water wall by freezing it and shattering it, Juvia responds with her water whip move from before, this time throwing him into the other side of the roof. His back smacks into the brick and he hisses in pain, clutching the wound that he had received from Lyon half a week ago. It was still rather tender and the wound had just closed the day before.
He gets back up soon however, this time facing Juvia head on once he realized that the woman wasn’t going to let him go without a fight. The faster he’s able to defeat her, the faster he’s able to help Lucy and everyone else out.
“So you’re the Water Element of the Element 4?” Gray snarks.
“Juvia suggests that you don’t take her lightly,” was all the water mage had said before disappearing into a heap of water. Gray stares at her dumbfounded, wondering where the hell she went in the middle of the rain. He wiped his face from his wet hair as he looked around in vain, until he found himself trapped in a massive water bubble, lifting him off of the floor. Juvia had appeared behind him, and used a hand to gently raise the bubble, staring through at the being trapped inside of it.
Ice.
He was an ice-mage, her opponent.
Juvia cocked her head a little bit as she observed him inside of the bubble. Wispy dark hair that seemed to have stuck up in different places. Fierce dark blue eyes that seemed to hold strong will-power in them, although she noted that he seemed to have old bags underneath his eyes. Scars, wounds, scratches were in various spots of his body. A silver chain around his neck, probably a memento of some sorts.
He’s been through things, she notes.
He’s been through things because he’s still recovering from a rather serious wound, considering the red that she sees seep into his bandages within the bubble. He should probably be in the infirmary, resting as the others fought on.
But why was he here?
Why fight so hard, in such a state?
Over one person?
Curiosity fueling her veins, she allows Gray to freeze the Water Lock spell that she had him in as the wind blew between them, rain pressing on. She didn’t make a move as she stared at him, blue hair blowing in the air with blank eyes. Or maybe they only seemed blank if one wasn’t looking hard enough, Gray realized as he stared back. His arm was clasped on his re-opened wound, he really shouldn’t have thought anything about it for the sake of karma, but it was already too late.
He stares, as he realized that the blue woman was watching him with curiosity, as if he was some sort of specimen.
“What?” He snaps.
It was weird, and he couldn’t help it.
Juvia remains silent for a moment before quietly asking, “Why fight so hard?”
“You’re the one threatening my friends!” Gray shouted incredulously. What did she mean, “why fight so hard?”, they started it for fuck’s sake!
“It’d be over if you just give the girl. Why fight for someone you barely know?” Juvia asked again, cocking her head once more. Gray was a bit shocked to say the least, how could someone even remotely think of betraying their other members for self-gain? Everyone who was in Fairytail deserved to be there, they all had history in some sort of fashion. Even Lucy, despite being the newest member.
He had gone through his own living nightmare with the girl, and she stood by his side. Who gives a shit if they’d only really known each other for about a month. Friendships are like an investment, when given the chance to see it through, most people take it. Gray took it and ran for the heavens, along with others that he’s met with over the years.
Time plays a factor within his friendships, but it’s the experiences that matter more in his opinion.
“Two days. Two months. Two years. Two hours. It doesn’t matter how long I’ve known Lucy or how well I know her. If I consider them a friend, then I’m going to fight for them. It doesn’t matter who my opponent is; man, woman, or child. Because that’s how much my friendships mean to me.” Gray said passionately, before taking an offensive stance once more. Juvia just looked at him in disbelief, before turning away as she feels her heart begin to pick up in pace at the sound of his words.
Or was it because of him? He wasn’t entirely bad looking…in fact, he had a rugged handsomeness to him.
The passion that was in his voice, the pride in his tone as he spoke about his feelings about his friends, a part of her was envious. What did it feel like to have people to love and care about you, truly? He made it so believable, that it was just as easy as it was possible.
But he also doesn’t have lingering rain cloud that followed after his every move, making it impossible to develop long-lasting relationships of any kind.
He doesn’t have stunted emotions as a result, being unable to even determine a name for what he’s feeling because he hasn’t experienced it enough to know it’s name.
What is the sensation that she’s feeling right now?
Friendship?
Adrenaline?
Hope?
It was beginning to fill her up, and she swallowed harshly as she looked at Gray before narrowing her eyes and squashing that feeling back down. Gray also took a step back in confusion at the change of demeanor, noticing that his words semed to have uplifted her in a way before she did something to stop it. Was she intentionally preventing herself from feelings emotions in battle?
Well that was one way to do it, he thinks.
It takes effort to shove whatever threatened to crawl up, back down. They were in the middle of battle, she reminds herself. This man is the enemy, no matter how…fascinating the other side was. Damn Fairytail and all they stand for. Damn her for getting interesting in its ways, after catching glimpse of what it’s like on the other side.
But it’s also cruel and it’s hard to relate, in a way.
All of those feelings that Gray had managed to express heartfully in his words, Juvia has never once felt them in her entire life. Ridiculed, scorned, avoided, irritated, all were negative synonyms that she’s been accustomed to alluding her being to. Her presence was irritatiable to others in as little as two minutes, seconds.
The depression that has lingered in her life, into her bones feels as if it’s already molded inside of her. It’s apart of her now and it will forever be. Gray’s words were fascinating, but it only reflected a cruel reality that Juvia will never experience.
It was the equivalent of telling someone that happiness, friendship, and love looked and felt like rainbows and sunshine on your skin, basking in a persistent glow.
Too bad the listener was colorblind.
“Ice-Make: Lance!” Gray said as he jousted forwards, piercing the lance through her skin. It just goes through her body as Juvia looks down at the action for a brief second, before Gray quickly dodges his body in order to avoid her counter-attack. He quickly backs up in order to gain more distance between them, but the storm around them was getting steadily stronger by every couple of minutes.
And damn, Gajeel has probably taken Lucy to the guild base by now. Gray curses violently in his head at the thought, and it fuels his power as he glares at Juvia.
“Water Slicer.” Juvia chants as a series of strikes attacked towards Gray. He had managed to dodge all of the except the last one, he had slipped on the ground due to the rain a bit and got nicked in the side for it. He winced at the thin cut that was on his arm, but sent a wave of ice that blocked off Juvia for a moment.
“Juvia is going to ramp up the power now, it’d do best not to underestimate water.” Juvia politely informs him, before turning her water strikes to the equivalent to high-powered water jets. She had them in rotation now, relentlessly attack Gray who either froze them, dodged, or took the hit. It was clear that she was the formidable opponent indeed, and it was frustrating to see that anything that he had tried to counter attack with would only go through her body.
“No one is underestimating anyone,” Gray grunts as he dodges yet another strike. It suddenly hit him in the middle of his latest attack that it went through Juvia, because she was made out of water . The answer to all of his problems was right in front of him, and he wanted to curse at his own stupidity. He was normally smarter than this, it must’ve been the blood lost and the endless battles these days.
He spins around after the last attack, closing the distance between himself and Juvia very similar to what Gajeel had done to grab Lucy, and suddenly he was face to face with Juvia who blinked in surprise. Deep blue eyes stared at him in shock, her eyelashes fluttered as she blushed at the sudden proximity.
Gray took a step forwards and his glowing hands cupped Juvia’s face into his hands as she began to slowly freeze. Frost danced across her red cheeks as she stared at him in slight awe, because when was the last time she’s been willingly touched ? Her eyes watered just a bit at the feeling of another person’s warmth, because she’s been so cold for so long.
Deprived .
As her body slowly froze, and she found herself unable to feel the urge to fight back, Gray looks down at her at what appeared to be confusion and a hint of pity in his eyes. She’s not entirely surprised, it’s either she was pitied or hated by her lifestyle, but it didn’t matter as long as he kept touching her. She could ignore the bad---
“Look, it seems to me that you just might need a friend, maybe that’ll help you see why Fairytail’s fighting so hard for theirs. S’not so hard to make one, just put yourself out there.” Gray said with a half-smile on his face as her body finished freezing.
Find someone to care for, and see why people fight so hard for those they love, he said wordlessly. It was clear from her questions that she didn’t understand the heart of what a friendship should be, and maybe after the battle ends, she’ll be able to search out for someone to call her own.
And ideally, it should’ve been the perfect thing to say to a person in need. A handsome man telling you to cheer up, and to go out into the world to see what it has to offer!
Find a friend, huh?
It’s not so hard to make one, he says.
Juvia’s eyes flash in as the rain suddenly stops. Gray lets out a startled gasp at the suddenness of it all, looking around to see if it was another person’s actions that had caused the change. It wasn’t anyone else however, as the sky darkens along with Juvia’s eyes.
Memories flash through her mind against her will, from all of the attempts she’s ever had in order to try to talk with others conversationally, never mind actually becoming friends. Outcasted immediately, before children even knew such a word existed. Isolated into entertaining herself, being by herself as she watched the others get to run around and play. It wasn’t her fault that she had a rain cloud following her ever since she could activate her magic, ever since that she could remember.
“Gloomy”, “Depressing”, “Dim”, “Dreary”
She’s heard them all before and then some.
And he says it’s not so hard to make one.
It only got worse when she got older, when people started to understand that their words had power, when they started to dig deep and not hold back with their phrases. The looks of contempt and disgust never escaped their faces every time she was in their presence, even when she spiraled into totems and fortunes, tarots that would try to find a way out of the loneliness, it was all the same fate.
There was no hope and if there was no hope, then everything was meaningless and nothing else mattered. At least Phantom Lord accepted her for what she was, and even if some of the members were still the same as all before, at least she had power now. They couldn’t do much, because they were weaker than her, and thus they stayed relatively tamed.
Maybe that’s why it makes her emotional to see Fairytail, to see what she could’ve had right in front of her face. People who have clearly fought their own battles and demons, and yet they could still stand in the same presence as one another despite it. Smiling and laughing, hanging on each other as they were happy .
Jealousy races through her first, because of course when it’s an environment like that, it’d be easy to make friends.
Anger comes next at the audacity, because why did he think that she hasn’t tried? As if she chooses to be an emotionless person that keeps to herself and keeps up a blank face. That was the only way to stop the words from getting to her, and the words from creeping out.
She doesn’t even know what love feels like.
When was the last time she had a hug ?
Gray Fullbuster stands before her, gives her the first soft human touch she’s experienced in what felt like eternity, and then proceeds to dismiss her reality, as if it couldn’t have possibly existed in his mind. As if it wasn’t possible at all .
And maybe it wasn’t for him.
But they lived in different realities from the start.
The air turns hotter as Juvia’s ice prison cracks before Gray’s eyes. Her dark eyes are filled with what looked like small tears as she looks at Gray with raw emotion on her face, the first true expression that he’s seen on her today. She looks at him as she grits her teeth, her nostrils flare, and her brows furrow heavily as steam bubbles from underneath, before breaking out of the ice completely.
Around her, she automatically summons boiling hot water that bubbles and sizzles as she sniffs at the man.
“Easy,” Juvia says brokenly, “You think it is easy to find friends? Perhaps it is for you, but you fail to realize that it doesn’t just take meeting others to start off friendships for people like Juvia. Because even in a room full of people, Juvia is still alone.”
And it hurt even more when she was younger, because all she had wanted to do was connect with others. To connect with others and be happier .
“You don’t know a damn thing,” Juvia cries before narrowing her eyes as she ran towards Gray with disdain pumping through her body.
Notes:
Zooweemama, there's alot that's been touched on this chapter!
First, let me explain Satan!! So something that I've always wondered about Mirajane and her power is whether or not she was able to hears the demons voices that she's able to control thanks to her power. That thought led me to thinking that maybe there was a voice as a result of her magic or other origins, or both (who the hell knows lol) that is able to really tap into that demonic nature of Mira thanks to her magic. I wouldn't call her another personality persay, moreso like a nature if that makes sense. She is like the devil on Mira's shoulder, but she's not completely Mira. Satan's attitude also changes based off of the type of Satan Soul take-over Mira uses, and her nature changes as well which I'm so excited in exploring in the future.
I firmly believe that Mira's magic should've came back wayyyyy sooner than The Battle of Fairytail with Laxus, especially considering Elfman's circumstances against the Element 4 in the canon material. I also think that she should be hesitant in using it, like it's something that took so long to gain control of, and then she just stopped. What if she went batshit crazy like the beginning of her life? I truly think that those are reasonable concerns. Then the overwhelming trauma that's just built up inside of her as she denied a part of herself, it was just a recipe of self-doubt with sprinkles on top. Hopefully I delivered that well and yes, we are going to get the full fight on that so stay tuned.
Next is Juvia and Gajeel's interaction. If it was confusing, GOOD! If it wasn't confusing and you got what I was trying to aim for, AMAZING! Being in an environment where you're not really interacting with others with the intent of bonding but moreso business transactions should show in their dialogue in my opinion. While they are loyal to Phantom Lord, it should be clear that the dynamics of Phantom Lord and Fairytail is different as they are ran by different mindsets. Which is why Gajeel and Juvia's interactions were rather stiff and awkward as they briefly explored what it would be like to operate like Fairytail, even if they hadn't realized it. Fighting against Fairytail has opened more thoughts about how the world works.
Which leads to Juvia, and her changes. I firmly believe that since she was emotionless, she shouldn't have been able to determine that she had fell in "love" at first sight. In fact, she should've had more confusion as to what certain emotions were, and why she was feeling them, which I hope I was able to properly convey. As you see, I've took out a lot of her inner thoughts about love rivals and stuff, because what is love?! Juvia is still approaching the concept of it.
There will be thoughts about love-rival stuff in the future. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I do not want to completely erase the characters from their canonselves, I just want to build off of what they had and give more insight as to why they act the way they did in canon. Now whether or not they stay the same, that might be significantly different. But you can expect Juvia to still be on her love rival business, but with the tasteful riddlercj twist you all have grown to love (hopefully hehe). Her backstory is something that is actually really looked past. Being isolated for so long, being in arms-lengths reach of watching others be happier with others as your forced to sit on the sidelines with a combination of self-punishment and societal punishment, it all is incredibly taxing on the mental health.
Seeing how Fairytail acts hurts Juvia, because she longs for it deep down.
Now before you might think that this was slight Gray-bashing or something, it actually was not and I firmly stand by my dialogue for him. From his point of view, that is exactly how things played out and people tend to give advice based off of their own experiences, whether they took the other person's perspective into consideration or not. There is absolutely nothing wrong with what Gray said as a statement, but obvious it hurt Juvia deeply, who's experienced the exact opposite of his words. It was just a matter of experience, as Gray has mentioned before, that plays more of a factor.
I'm very satisfied with this chapter, all in all. Maybe I was a little melodramatic with Mirajane, but she deserves more than less at this point LMAO. I am very curious to see which insight was better, Juvia's or Mirajane's or if both of them were equally good. I just hope that they were powerful and as deep as I had hoped I've conveyed.
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've enjoyed this story as much as I have writing this so far! Cya!
Chapter 22: Chapter 17
Summary:
Y'all it's been like 3 weeks since I last wrote Fairytail, whatever ideas I had back then is now LOST IM SO SORRY.
So please forgive me if there's a disconnect between this chapter and the last, it's currently finals season and all of my focus has been in my studies as of late. It'll be over like, really soon though. So more consistent chapters will be published like it was before in due time!
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Seventeen: The Stories of the Burdens We Bear
Phantom Lord Arc V
Steam alters his vision, clouding it as the world boils around him. The heat makes Gray’s body sweat as he stood before the angered girl, wondering where he went wrong. Actually, that was just wishful thinking. He knows where he went wrong, it was clear in Juvia’s demeanor shift the moment he had offered to give some advice.
A sore subject, he seemed to have touched on.
As he looks at the furiousness in Juvia’s eyes at his words, at his audacity, he realizes that perhaps, just this once, he was in the wrong. Gray was fortunate to meet others who were willing to give him a chance, blossoming his friendships from there. But there were those in the world who are beaten down before they have the chance to even get up. Society already punishes them for being different, and they suffer the consequences of choices and words that they had no choice but to listen too.
Juvia was a victim of what it is like to be different and not loved for it.
“Fuck,” Gray hisses in pain at the burn that accumulates on his shoulder from Juvia’s attacks. She’s relentless, even moreso than before, as she barrages Gray with blow after blow with her boiling water. He tries to block the attacks with his ice, but it just collides and shatters upon impact. Her fury outweighed his own emotions, and it was empowering her attacks.
Even with a member of Fairytail before her, embodying the very thing that Juvia secretly yearned for, it seemed as if her fate could never be shared and never be understood. An ugly mix of jealousy, anger, and hurt is what fuels her as she launched herself at Gray, her tears only intensifying her power.
What good was the concept of love anyways?
She was still here, she was still standing without it.
Gajeel was right, they had no room for such weak thoughts.
When all was lost, Phantom Lord was the ones who accepted her for who she was in the end. It didn’t come with friendship and love, but look at her now! She was an S-Class mage, she was one of the notorious Element 4 of Phantom Lord. She had master control over the element of water, and she had power .
She’s made it this far without kindness.
She doesn’t need it.
“Fairytail will fall , and Phantom Lord will reign supreme,” Juvia announces powerfully as she began to transform into a massive tsunami wave of boiling hot water, summoning her magic mana into one last final attack. Phantom Lord was her home and her…family. She would do everything in her power to prevent her enemies from getting in her way. Her figure dissolves into the water but soon morphs into a massive face that roars at Gray, causing his hair to fly against the harsh wind as he looks up to in small awe at Juvia’s power.
“I can’t let that happen,” Gray replies back, eyes focusing as she shouts “Sierra!” and the wave comes at a rush as Gray prepares to meet it head-on. Ignoring his injuries, white and blue bright lights appear as a massive summoning circle appears underneath Gray, who clasps his hands together with his eyes closed. Concentrating, he mutters something quietly, before he makes eye-contact with Juvia, who was just a couple yards away from him.
Deep blue meets cerulean as he chants,
“Ice-Make: Army.”
Frozen soldiers arise from the ground with a loud crack, surrounding Gray as his eyes snapped open, glowing a brilliant blue. Juvia stares in small admiration despite her raging emotions, watching as the soldiers were launched forwards at Gray’s command. They were not alive, they didn’t move. It was like massive sculptures that collided with Juvia’s tsunami, covering her line of sight as steam generates from the impacts of such severe temperature differences.
Was that his plan?
To obstruct her vision, in order to buy time?
It was futile, Juvia thinks bitterly, as she was going to simply wash this entire building away if she had to.
Gray’s hands lit up as he staggered behind his army of soldiers, before letting out a harsh breath as he summoned up the mana from his very core in order to launch his final attack. Running to the masses, he charged directly at Juvia, who was colliding with the sculptures that were pressing against her. She was distracted momentarily, and that was all he needed in order to land the final blow.
“Ice-Make: Ice Geyser Punch. ” Gray roars.
Juvia’s eyes widened as a pillar of ice shots from where Gray was, who was making the punch motions in the air despite physically touching nothing. It didn’t matter however, as his movements seemed to be influence the massive pillar’s direction, and it collides with Juvia’s face and the source of the power.
Almost instantly, her formerly heated wave had froze into a magnificent frozen wave, standing crystal clear as everything paused. Juvia’s heart froze as she stared at Gray in shock, surprised that he was able to freeze her simmering waves, but as it suddenly cracks and shatters, she finds herself falling instead, utterly exhausted mentally and physically.
The rooftop that they were fight on had cracked loudly as Gray pants, looking down at the largest crack in particular that had magically appeared. It had separated the two of them as they stared at each other, pausing for a moment. Juvia was on the ground, collapsed as she laid in defeat. Gray was barely doing better, his knees a bit wobbly as he looked at her fallen form on the ground.
He takes a step forward because god, how can someone so powerful look so vulnerable right now?
Why doesn’t it feel like he defeated a villain?
A bad guy?
Another crack signaled to Gray that they were not on a stable surface anymore. It was looking as if her side of the building was going to collapse at any moment, and there was nothing that she could do about it. They had both used up their mana and some, if Gray was struggling to even take a step, he knows that Juvia of the Element 4 wasn’t able to get up either as she lays on the ground.
But still--
He forces himself to move forwards, because he won’t let her fall .
Not…not like this.
Juvia laid on the roof, looking up at the clouds in the sky as she succumbed to utter defeat. She had failed, yet again it seemed. Entrusted with the task of defeating the enemy, and she couldn’t even accomplish that. There wasn’t any heavy weight that settles within her at the revelation, nor did she shed anymore tears. It was just numb. Everything was numb. Her eyes were unfocused, her hearing was half-muted. Faintly, she could hear the tell-tale cracks of the building ready to collapse, but did it matter anymore?
She was ready to stop fighting, and just fall, just like the rain from her clouds.
A fitting end of washing away, as an unwanted rain woman.
And when she feels the pressure under her aching back lessen, and the surface shudders before giving out, there’s a small bittersweet smile that glimpses her face as she closes her eyes. If it was truly over, then maybe she’ll get the chance to be happier in a new life. Where things weren’t as cruel.
If she asked to the gods out there for mercy and love, would they grant her wish?
Hasn’t she suffered enough?
…
…Weightless.
She feels weightless, as she descends without a care.
Gray’s heart leaps into his throat as the roof breaks in half, and he stumbles over as fast as he cans, desperate to do something.
This girl was apart of Phantom Lord, she was enemy, but his heart said otherwise.
Treacherous thing had swelled with compassion for her as he lets out a shout to get her attention, but he sees a soft smile instead. And he knows that smile all too well, as it was a smile of acceptance of reality. A smile of lost hope and concession.
No.
He jumps without thinking, falling towards the bluenette as the building crumbles and falls around them. Pieces of wood crashes beneath on the ground, bricks smack into each other, and it didn’t matter to Gray as he kept his eyes locked onto Juvia’s form, straining out as he reaches to grab onto her.
“Juvia.” Gray calls her name, and her eyes slowly flutter open at the sound of it. It sounded beautiful in his voice, his tone being serious but light as she realizes that he was reaching out for her.
‘Oh’ , she thinks.
‘ We’re falling together.’
It could’ve been the look in his eye that caused her to weakly reached forwards to meet him halfway, even as she faintly was confused. Why go through all of the struggle to save her? She had been defeated, so she must suffer her fate.
Why why why why why why ?
“Why? ” Juvia asked quietly, choked up.
“Because you deserve to have the chance to be saved,” Gray answered immediately as he clasped his hand around hers and yanked her body towards him. Juvia gasps softly at the contact as he wraps his arms around her, holding her close as they fell and prepared to brace the ground together. With the bare minimum of ice he could muster, he casted it in order to create a small ramp for them to land onto harshly, the wind knocking the both of them out as they tumble onto the ground.
The area that they had fortunately landed on was full of grass, as they laid next to each other, coughing and grunting from the impact. Juvia had rolled over and heaved onto the ground as she gasped for air, as Gray didn’t move a signal inch from where he had laid, breathing faintly. His wound had opened up again, he was definitely bleeding. Taking the brunt of the hit had popped his shoulder as well before it popped back into place, but who’s to say it was done correctly. Not to mention the bruises and mana exhaustion that settled onto his bones, Gray recounted tiredly.
He didn’t think he could move another muscle even if he wanted to.
Juvia mirrored Gray, although she was more mentally spent that he was, but it didn’t change the fact that neither of the mages were moving anytime soon.
Instead, they laid on the soft grass in silence as they quietly watched the rain clouds slowly disperse into the atmosphere, welcoming the soft, warm glow of sunlight. There was no tears left in Juvia’s eyes after the whole ordeal, but the raw emotion on her face was enough to show Gray, who was watching her side profile for a moment, that she had still felt impacted.
‘Was the sky always so blue ?’ Juvia thought in small child-like wonder as she looked up at the sky for all she had known were shades of gray. Soft, fluffy white clouds flew as birds chirped, flying high.
The sun was extremely bright however, she noted as she made the mistake of looking it directly in the eye. Curiosity truly does kill the cat as she flinched and squinted in discomfort, pain wrecking her body at the movements. Her eyes were not used to such a thing .
Gray unexpectedly laughed at the sight, and Juvia quickly glanced at him for a moment before looking away just as fast with soft flushed cheeks. The sunlight had made his features more accentuated, radiate in the soft light as he stared at her with curious, tired eyes.
‘Like a prince.’ Juvia’s mind softly said as she looked back up at the beautiful sky.
“Don’t look too hard at the Sun, it’s bad for your eyes.” Gray said. “Even if it’s getting late, and it’s not as bad right now.”
He doesn’t know why he piped up to say that, but he was too tired and high off of pain to think logically anyways. Laying on the grass and looking up at the sky just felt nice. Juvia just sighs,
“You should’ve told Juvia that beforehand.”
“My bad, I’ll remind you next time then,” Gray said without hesitation.
‘Next time?’
“Next time…?” Juvia asked hesitantly, before turning to look at the man. They stared at each other for a brief moment, letting the loaded silence linger as they thought about the implications of his words. Gray had pursed his lips for a moment, before letting out a miniscule nod.
“Yeah, because we’re…uh, friends?”
“What?” Juvia asked in flat confusion. They were just on the battlefield, fighting as fierce enemies. Did Gray hit his head when they fell together? This was utter nonsense. It simply couldn’t be easy to become friends. “What are you even saying? It is not that easy to become… friends .”
“But it can be,” Gray said with a small hopeful look in his eyes and a small half-smile on his face. Juvia flushed once more at the expression, quickly looking away as she tried her hardest not to smile. It was like a virus, she thought. An infectious virus indeed. “I tend to fight my friends a lot, anyways. It’s definitely possible.”
“I…see.” Juvia finished after a brief moment, barely able to finish talking. She hadn’t even noticed that she slipped into first person, something that she hadn’t done in an extremely long time. Her eyes were feeling like lead as she briefly fought sleep, desperate to get the chance to continue to scratch the surface of emotions that were simmering underneath her skin, but it was meant for another time.
So many questions, she had.
And--And maybe Gray had some answers for her.
But she fell asleep before she could even ask, before she could properly accept Gray’s friendship as well. As he watches her chest rise and fall in a soothing rhythm after a moment, it led Gray to understand that she had fallen asleep, and honestly, he didn’t mind at all. He had surprised himself in fact, asking for friendship from the girl.
It had reminded him of Lucy’s attempt at being his friend after dissecting him, and maybe there was some method to his team leader’s occasional madness after all.
‘Well…whatever’ , Gray sighed tiredly in his mind as he allowed himself to fall asleep on the grass as well.
For some odd reason, he felt like he was safe enough here to sleep too.
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“Majin: Suppression Arts.” Mirajane said flatly as her hands became enclouded with dark magic before heading stalking off back to her opponent who was bloodied and shaking from the other side of the sandstorm. She tsked in disappointment at her own self because if he was still strong enough to continuously conjure the sandstorm, then she wasn’t using enough magic to render him useless. Elfman was separated from the rest of them as he lost his mind once more, roaring in the distance.
She wanted to hurry up with the worm before her, and Satan had to agree based off of her feelings that she felt of the demon. But first, she had to finish toying with her prey. Mirajane would’ve normally been able to fight off the urge, but it has been a long time since she’s been used to Satan’s presence.
Her aura was too powerful, her nature was seeping into her actions as she looked down at Sol who looked at her with fear and disbelief prevalent on his face. She reached over to grab his monocle with glowing, dark hands. Giving the man a small smirk of amusement, she peered through it like a toy before crushing it with two fingers, grinding it into tiny particles that fell lost into the storm.
“Hmm, I suppose there is something entertaining about messing with your opponents, after all.” Mirajane pondered, cocking her head at Sol who was shivering. He gulped in fear at the blank look within her eyes, not matching the smile that was on her face. How was this possible?! His intent told him that she wasn’t able to use her magic for years, and now all of a sudden she’s in her famed Majin Soul form in front of him? “Especially when they deserve it.”
“Demon Blast.”
A large ball of dark energy is charged between Mirajane’s hands, from which a dark purple beam is blasted into Sol, who screams from the direct impact. His back arches in agony before Mirajane lets go of the man, before nudging him with her foot at the end of things. Sol’s eyes briefly rolled to the back of his head as he was blinded by pain. They were both considered S-Class mages, but why did it feel as if she was on a completely different caliber compared to him?
What was this massive difference in strength?
The sandstorm flickered weakly around them, before it slowly settled to a stop. Mirajane frowned, because she genuinely felt the urge to flex her powers and settle this once and for all. She had gone through all of this growth in an insane short amount of time, and now she wasn’t able to properly let loose? It wasn’t fair. She felt an itch for bloodshed beneath her fingers, Sol wasn’t enough. There’s more people that deserves to suffer by her hand--
“Mira.”
Mirajane blinks. “What?”
“Mira, control it!” Cana shouted as she noticed the familiar look that was growing in Mirajane’s eye. She had grown up with the girl after all, those who were there since the beginning knew what Mirajane looked like when she was on the verge of wrecking havoc. Her demonic nature called for it, but she also was able to suppress the urges after training for months on end. Mirajane’s resolve was still weak, it’s been far too long since she’s activated her magic, let alone think about fighting others.
She could lose control, Cana feared. “Mira, snap out of it!”
Mirajane’s brows furrow as she tries to collect herself, but it was hard when Sol was still in front of her, cowering before her. Good, she thought once more, he should be scared. He caused this mess, and he was going to suffer properly for his words, for Phantom Lord’s actions against her family, for provoking the demon within her.
“No, Mira!”
Mirajane snapped her head at Cana in annoyance, but then she saw the look on her eyes and felt a cold wave of reality wash over her. She wasn’t looking at Mirajane in fear, but the concern was clear in her eyes. She was worried for the Take-Over mage. Her actions were causing her girlfriend to worry for her and Mirajane lets out a shaky sigh as she begins to collect herself with more urgency. They didn’t have time for unnecessary worries, they had to defeat Phantom Lord and save Lucy.
Feeling unstable still but a clearer mind as she tries to refocus her efforts, Mirajane casts Explosive Punch promptly on Sol’s fallen form. The dark mana exploded the moment it collided with his stomach, and Sol was rendered unconscious upon impact with a crater underneath him that reflected the power that was in the punch. She did not use much force as she had no interest in killing the man (yet), but it was crucial that he had no possible chance of getting back up as she dealt with other matters.
Another shaking roar echoes through the streets of Magnolia and Mirajane shivers at the memories of it, before she turns to look at Elfman who was in Full Body Take-Over, raging against enemies and foes. He was mindlessly throwing and fighting Shades, but he almost attacked one of the other members of Fairytail, and Mirajane knew that she had to stop him before he hurt someone that he would regret deeply later on.
She knows he’s always scared of his own strength and so was she.
So she was best fit to help him through his manic episode, just as Cana did for her moments ago.
“Elfman…” Mirajane called his name softly as she walked towards her brother.
“Elfman, it’s okay. Lisanna is in a safe place now, and I am too.”
Elfman continues to wreck havoc and Mirajane silently says sorry as she whispers, “Evil Shower.” Instead of the normally showered extended bullets that reigned everywhere, piercing into its targets, she manipulated it in order to wrap around and prison Elfman. Elfman didn’t like that as he fought against the restraints, roaring and kicking his body as he twisted and turned.
Her heart ached to see him like this, but they had no choice. She wouldn’t allow history to repeat itself, costing another life.
She had to stop him, she thinks as she floats before her monstrous brother with a solemn expression on her face. She cupped his cheek and kissed his forehead as he screamed, whispering. “It’s alright Elfman, I have you. I won’t let you do something you’ll regret.”
“Elfman…come back to us. I know you can do it, my lovely brother.” Mirajane sighed. “I was able get past the fog if only for a brief moment. You can do it, Elfman.”
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He was trapped inside of his own mind. His body no longer listened to his commands as his magic ran haywire inside of him. He was crying, because it always turned out like this. What kind of mage deserved to be one when they couldn’t even control their basic forms? It’s going to end like it did before and it makes him sick to his stomach.
He doesn’t want to hurt anyone he loved ever again.
“We’ve talked about this before, Elfman, but it’s not your fault. S-She’s no longer with us, but we can’t…we can’t go on like this. We can’t be scared of our power or it will continue to consume us like it has for the past couple of years.”
Is that Mira…?
But..if he doesn’t continue to suppress it, he’ll just hurt--
“ I’m still here. I won’t let you hurt anyone else, so trust me, Elfman. Control it and come back to your senses. Come back to Fairytail, Elfman. Come back to me.”
Elfman stops moving as the words sink in, vibrating into his core. He’s tried so hard in order to be viewed as this strong individual that has grown from the incident, and he has in many ways. His magic is stronger, but so was his fear. Did he overcompensate and hide it with bravado about being a real man, wishing that that confidence would magically replace his feelings inside? Perhaps. He tried his hardest to be a new pillar, especially seeing Mirajane fall so far down from her prime after the incidence.
And besides, no real man would kill their own sister, for fuck’s sake.
He had lost a sister and a half, that day. Mirajane became a shell of what she used to be, even picked up some of Lisanna’s habits in order to help her cope with the loss.
Maybe that’s why Mirajane’s current words shock him so greatly and makes his world spin. They were both still effected by the incident to this day, and yet Mira…his older sister was finally ready to begin the process of carrying on Lisanna’s legacy in a different way. He--He tried to do that, he really did, but it was too hard.
Maybe all he needed was his sister to get out of her own head and for him to get out of his in order to heal together. They didn’t talk much about the incident except when it was time to go visit the cemetery, after all. It was entirely possible that this fear of power that they both share, and their own demons just amplified with the distance from the subject. Too stuck in the past, but how could he say such a thing when what had happened in such past was so devastating to his entire world?
How could he move on?
No…
How does he move on, is the new question now.
Mirajane was right, they couldn’t be scared forever. He doesn’t know how they’re going to make it out okay, but it was time to at least give love and attention to the sister that is here and grieving just as hard as he was at their shared loss. Because he wasn’t the only one to lose a sister.
“Trust me, Elfman.”
“I do,” He whispers hoarsely with wet eyes as he looks at Mirajane, conscious regained thanks to her words. Mirajane’s face lights up with joy as she hugged him promptly, letting go of his restraints. There was so much to take in, when Elfman hugs her back just as tightly. Mirajane was using her magic, she was in Satan Form. She had avoided that for so long, but now…she was really ready to try and take the next step in loving her magic again.
“I’m sorry,” Elfman sobbed quietly, but Mirajane was quick to shush him as she patted and carded through his hair. “I’m sorry.”
“I told you I’d stop you, Elfman. It’s--We’re going to be okay. We’re going to get better, I promise.” Mirajane said quietly, but her tone was firm. She was nervous and knew that it was a long journey ahead, but Cana was right all of those times they’ve fought. It was time to be open to learn from the past, and to ensure that it doesn’t happen again by not getting stronger, but controlling what they already have.
She doesn’t think she could handle obtaining another form other than Majin and the forbidden one that Makarov told her she couldn’t use, Halphas, right now. It was time to go back and reinforce the basics instead.
“I’ll learn to control it, I promise.” Elfman said weakly, feeling much like the scrawny, timid child he was in the past. Or maybe he still was, just suppressed with a mixture of false and true confidence.
“I know you will, Elfman and I’ll be right there with you because I love you, don’t you forget it,” Mirajane whispers as she looks down at Elfman, before looking back up at the sky to whisper the same love to their sister in the stars. Elfman just hugs Mirajane harder, nodding his head and saying the same as they allow themselves to calm down from the revelations and promises, before getting back up to fight against the Shades and protect Magnolia from Jose Porla and Phantom Lord’s assault.
When it all ends, the Fairytail guild hall will be rebuilt with a stronger foundation and a new, beautiful interior and exterior.
And so will its members.
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A single spell was enough to defeat Aria, the Air Element of the Element 4 as Erza cuts through his strongest spell as if it was butter. Equipped with her Heaven’s Wheel Armor as she panted from exertion, she had activated her Blumenbatt spell which allowed her to equip two massive swords and slice the enemy with two hits, before levitating sword made out of pure mana come to finish the second blow.
Erza Scarlet looked down at the enemy with disgust on her face as she recalls how close he had been in using his magic to kill others, Phantom Lord and Fairytail alike. How was it possible to be so heartless, to even kill your own comrades in the crossfire? It was pathetic, and it had enraged Erza, giving her the power to defeat him in the knick of time.
But she was lucky that Mirajane had helped her regain her strength and rest from the Jupiter cannon firing.
She doesn’t know if she’d be able to take Aria otherwise.
Stepping over the unconscious and bloodied form of Aria, she limped over towards one of the windows in the mega robotic guild mage, peering to see who needed her help urgently next. As she took a step forwards however, the guild had shuddered and stopped moving for a moment as it seemed to have lost power. Slightly alarmed, Erza looked around to see if there was anything that had happened in her vicinity, but there wasn’t anyone left.
She had followed Natsu into the guild after the massive shock wave it produced from whatever happened inside, nearly knocked everyone else away on the outside. Looking at the remains of the battle, she let out a small smile to see that the Jupiter cannon had been destroyed, and that it most likely was a fierce battle between Natsu and someone strong in the process.
It was her wandering around that led to her confrontation with Aria of the Air Element, who hadn’t proved to be a formidable opponent in the end.
With a sigh, Erza looks out the window once more to continue her original thoughts as she scanned the battlefield. Her eyes widened when she thought she saw a glimpse of something she hadn’t seen in years. Mirajane using her Take-Over magic, and defeating an enemy member alongside her brother who was in full-beast form? Just what was going on around here?
Itching to return to the fight, Erza paused when she hears Jose’s massive announcement ringing through the guild, leading outside. Her face paled as he said that they had managed to grab Lucy again, and she quickly ran towards any direction, hoping that she’d be able to make it in time before who knows what’s next.
Slamming the door open, pointing her floating swords at grunts that moved in to attack only to freeze after looking at who their opponent was. Erza didn’t make eye contact with any of them as she stalked forwards with a glower.
“If you know what’s best for you all, you won’t get in my way.” Her words were as cold as ice.
No one said a word as she walked through the next set of rooms, message and intentions clear as the cold expression on her face. She had been following a lead of shouts that had intrigued her, feeling as if she had heard a familiar voice. It was confirmed the moment she heard a loud crash, followed by a loud boom as she hastened her steps.
“Tell me where she is!” Natsu roared at the grunt that was in his hands, hands fisted within his collar. He hadn’t done the unthinkable and beaten the man without giving him a chance to speak, but the moment he had heard Jose’s words ranging throughout Magnolia, his morals began to slip. His honor was on unstable grounds as he tried not to loose himself in the wave of aggression that threatened to overtake him. He clenched his teeth as he glared hard at the man who trembled before Salamander.
“I-I don’t know. I didn’t have access to the blueprints of the Robot Mage version! I don’t even know where I am!” He cried out as Natsu’s forehead pulsed with a vein. The dragon slayer seethed as he let him go, before quickly moving around to try and get rid of this rush of wrath that was lingering in his fists. Happy looked at Natsu with concerned eyes, “Don’t worry Natsu, we’re going to find her in time! We always do!”
Natsu punched a wall with great force, filling a miniscule bit better as he let out an exhausted, worried sigh at the thought of what could be happening to Lucy right now in Phantom Lord’s hands. Fuck, he had to desperately wanted to beat them all up quickly so that she didn’t have to worry as she escaped, but he wasn’t strong enough, fast enough. It was too late, they had her.
“Happy.” Natsu says flatly as he looks around, “We’re going to blast our way through.”
“No need, Natsu,” Erza said as she walked through the room, staring intently at the dragon slayer. Natsu’s eyes widened in small surprise at the sight of Erza, but he gave her a stiff nod in greeting. Erza’s eyes softened slightly at the tension that was apparent inside of him. “Don’t worry, Happy was correct. We will find Lucy, and Jose will get what is coming. Let’s go together, shall we?”
Erza walked up to stand before Natsu and patted his shoulder with a determined look on her own. “I managed to get some people to talk so I have a general idea about where we are heading.”
“Really?” Natsu let out an exhale of relief. He didn’t want to waste his energy trying to roar his way out of the reinforced metal, but he was going to do it if he had no other choice. He had to get to Lucy.
“Indeed. Your objective should be grabbing Lucy, I’ll deal with anyone who gets in the way of you making your way.” Erza said confidently but Natsu gave her a small look of concern. He frowned slightly,
“What if it’s Jose?” Natsu asked. “I don’t want to leave you behind if he’s the guy we meet. He’s on the old man’s level, and while I’d love to fight him, it’s--it’s different right now.” The stakes were higher, who’s to say that Jose Porla won’t execute Erza in the middle of their fight. He’s unhinged, Natsu growls at the mere thought of the man. Unhinged and unpredictable right now.
“I am a shield for Fairytail, Natsu. I was made to take the hits for my comrades, and I do so gladly. Perhaps it will be a losing battle, but I will do my part in making sure we get Lucy out. Even if it costs all of my strength.” Erza said proudly, “That’s what it means to be an S-Class mage.”
Natsu remained silent for a moment as he looked at Erza, feeling as if there was more to those words and her firm belief in them. It felt a bit off to him, because Natsu always wants to do his best for others at his full capacity, but he always hopes to make it out alive to be with them in the end. And Erza always sounds as if…
Natsu shakes his head at the thoughts, pursing his lips. He doesn’t like the plan, but he can’t think of any other option and he verbally states as such. “I don’t like this, but we’ve got no other choice. You better shout if you need my help, yeah?!”
Erza chuckles as they run out of the room, side by side as they made their way towards Lucy’s location.
“I will.”
(translation: maybe.)
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“So you’re Heartfilia, eh?” Gajeel grunted as he carried her over his shoulder, walking towards the massive robotic guild. He tsked in annoyance at the sight of it, as Lucy cranked her head around to stare at the creation in utter shock. She also took a look around at the destruction and felt increasing pangs of guilt inside of her.
Regardless if Fairytail knew the truth of the matter, she would still feel the guilt just as heavy.
Lucy didn’t bother to answer the questions, struggling with all of her might in order to free herself from Gajeel’s grasp. She twisted and flailed to no avail, as Gajeel simply tightened his hold on her with the small “gihihi” as before. Inside of her mind, her Nee-san clenched her fists in confliction.
What can she do?
Gajeel is a future comrade that she cares about, but she must also support Lucy in her time of need. Rushii couldn’t possibly tell Lucy to cut the Iron-Dragon Slayer some slack, he was a formidable enemy that has hurt those that she had loved. Not being able to give insight on the growth that Gajeel went through after switching sides would be fighting a losing battle. Lucy won’t be able to understand her hesitance.
She normally agrees with her approach of sitting in the sidelines until something important comes up in order to protect the past but the future as well. A mantra, she rings in her mind. Over and over again. Mentioned countless of times so that she understands not to lose sight of the end goal. Suffering was unavoidable, there will be times where Lucy has to find her strength.
‘Yes, as expected--’
Lucy grunts painfully as she’s dropped on the floor unceremoniously, pain racking through her body as she’s laid before familiar shoes. Her heart jumps into her throat as she looks up to see Jose’s furious, but manic eyes looking down at her in an eerie delight. This is the second time that she has been forcefully brought to the man, a man who was sadistic as he was prideful, secretly ashamed that he had lost the celestial spirit mage that was within his own grasp. Not that he would ever mention that out loud, however.
So when he squats down before the blonde mage before fisting her hair roughly in order to bring her face close to his, and he snarls softly, “You won’t get away this time, you little bitch.”
And Rushii feels the rush of Lucy’s fear.
‘--..t-the best of action is to stay to the sidelines.’
Jose gets back up with purpose in his steps once more. All is well with the Heartfilia girl back in his clutches, it was time to show that in the end, Phantom Lord truly was superior--
“Sir, the guild is only running at 25% capacity!”
“What? ” Jose roars. 25% functional capacity is all that was left? The Reconstruction of the neo-Guild Hall required the mana of the Element 4. If they were to be defeated, the endless supply of mana that they generate would cease connection. To say that there was only 25% left, meant that three out of the four have been defeated. Jose suddenly felt the urge to scream as his members had failed him yet again. Makarov, the Fairytail bastard, how dare he prove to be superior?
Gajeel watched Jose with a closed expression on his face as the guild master raged around the room inside of the robot, before whipping his unleveled head towards Gajeel. “Take the girl and protect her yourself. It seems as if you’re the only one who’s fucking reliable around here.”
A flash of something foreign entered through Gajeel at Jose’s words, making him feeling a little bit irritable at the feeling it brings. Fire Man is just some cosplaying freak who can blow rainbow fire out of his ass, Earth guy was a fucking nuisance that actually was useless, and Air dude was just plain fucking weird. All of them are shit, and he doesn’t talk to them unless he absolutely has to.
But Dewy…she’s the only decently strong one.
Jose-- he can’t just say that about her when Gajeel’s loyalty to Phantom Lord would rival Juvia’s as she always did whatever she was asked without a second thought. With that stupid fucking emotionless facade that she always has on in order to protect herself from other and for others and shit, just thinking about how Jose didn’t even think about her-- she always tries her all for Phantom Lord.
That type of respect and loyalty doesn’t get dismissed so--so carelessly.
But he doesn’t open his mouth to say anything, not that he could if he wanted to. What the fuck was he supposed to say, don’t fucking say that about the others? He didn’t even care about most of them, it’d just be useless lies. Fuck, these feelings would’ve never even have sprouted if it weren’t for Fairytail and their nakama shit. Gajeel seethes as he picks up Lucy once more, feeling irritated from everything as he held her up for Jose to announce that they had re-captured the blonde, before stalking off to guard the chick.
“The girl is ours, once more!” Jose grins with his arms wide open as he projects himself to the Fairytail members fighting outside against his Shades. Tears ran down her face as she looked at Jose with raw anger in her face, and embarrassment, because she had failed her family again. How could she allow herself to get captured again so easily? All of their hard work to stop Phantom Lord, it was pointless if she was in their clutches again.
She faintly heard the screams and war cries as the powered Shades advanced their assault even more, Jose finally decided that it was time to take things more seriously. Rushii was right, how did she even think that she’d be able to fight Jose earlier? Lucy felt like a true reckless idiot.
“Leave now.”
“ ‘ight.” Gajeel grunts as he storms out of the room without a second glance, carrying a tearful Lucy to the next one over. She sniffed as she was placed on the ground once more, before glaring back at Gajeel with strong dislike in her eyes.
Dried tear marks were on her face as she stared at him in defiance. Gajeel looked down at her with small interest, because what was with Fairytail women and their ability to withstand such strong eye-contact, despite their situations?
‘Just like the shrimp from earlier.’ Gajeel vaguely thought as he stood a couple distance away from her, leaning against the wall. Red eyes pierced through brown as she shouted at him,
“If you think that you’re going to win, you’re sorrowly mistakened. Fairytail is going to come for me, and we won’t go down until the very end.”
Gajeel just scoffs, “They’re causing a whole lot of ruckus for a puny bunny.”
He’s reminded of Salamander’s reaction in the middle of their fight at the news of her kidnapping the first go around, and he narrows his eyes at the blonde. She had a rack on her sure, and she was alright to look at. Definitely not ugly, but nothing worth almost snapping into rage though. Why the fuck did Salamander geek out so badly? It was just another run of the mill busty blonde.
“Salamander left in the middle of our fight, just to rescue ya. You givin’ him some special reward or something for comin’ to your rescue?”
Lucy’s face flushed in anger and shock, “What the hell? No!”
“ ‘Sjust a question.” Gajeel shrugged before morphing his skin into iron, and creating small little sharp knives out of them. He flicked his finger and one of them raced towards Lucy who flinched in fear at the thought of being hit. A small thunk sound rang next to her, and she turned her head quickly in order to stare at the weapon before looking back at her.
“Y-You--”
Another one that came too close to comfort shut her up immediately. Gajeel just sighed boredly, not even taking pleasure in the small game of target practice that he had conjured as he awaited for some people to come help the blonde. Hopefully it was with Salamander, he desperately needed a good fight in him. Hell, he wanted a rematch from how things ended from earlier.
The next one cuts her cheek a little bit, and Gajeel is honestly surprised, “Huh…so you do bleed red after all.”
“What the--?” Lucy hissed in pain and confusion, “Why wouldn’t I?”
“I just wanted to see what made you special to Salamander. Maybe your blood was gold or something.” Gajeel shrugged in disinterest. “But I don’t get it. You’re not even that strong, so what’s the point of taking interest in you? In most of you, in fact. I don’t why the old man wants to fucking waste time and not crush everyone instantly. Everyone knows he can do it, ‘specially since your master is gone. Why are we all being so fucking dramatic?”
He ends the sentence with a huff and another cut across Lucy’s face who doesn’t flinch this time around as she looks at Gajeel as if he’s grown another head. “If someone from Phantom Lord was kidnapped, someone from your family, wouldn’t you want to go and save them?”
“The hell? If they were strong, they wouldn’t even get kidnapped in the first place.” Gajeel snorted. “And no, I wouldn’t go save them regardless. Phantom Lord doesn’t do that weak shit that y’all do.”
“Weak shit? ”
“Yeah, like that yelling shit just to pump everyone up as if they’d magically turn into S-Class mage material. The strong are the strong, and the weak are the weak, some fancy words ain’t gonna change shit . You and all of your friends are just going to waste time and energy for no fucking reason.” Gajeel scoffed.
“At least I have friends, because from the sound of it, it seems like you’re just some obsessive freak over strength that doesn’t give a crap about others.” Lucy hissed and Gajeel got up from leaning against the wall with a furrowed brow due to her words, feeling that foreign feeling course inside of him again at her words. What the fuck did the blonde know? Phantom Lord was a place where if you weren’t useful, you’d get tossed aside. Jose would generously to allow you still be a member, but at what cost? You won’t get any jobs, you won’t make money. You won’t be able to prove your worth, and no one likes free-loaders.
Friends were not fostered in this environment, where your actions proved more than fucking words.
“I don’t need that shit if I get the job done. What other people do ain’t my fucking business, especially if I win in the end.” Gajeel snarled, Lucy Heartfilia was starting to become an irritable victim indeed. What is with anything associated with Fairytail, and its ability to make him more susceptible to new emotions. He doesn’t need that shit, he only should have one thing in mind.
“I’m done talkin’. Shut up like a good prisoner.”
Lucy was livid. How could someone with this much audacity exist in this world? So self-centered and unforgiving, without being a single inch of intention to be openminded. Did he even view her as a human being kidnapped or someone who was just a means to a reward? Something to “win”? She opened her mouth to say something hotheaded and livid, before Rushii quietly spoke up.
“Lucy.”
“Nee-san?” Lucy replied in surprise. She hadn’t expected her to speak up.
“...allow me.”
It was quiet for a moment, as Gajeel walked around with some thoughts in his mind that he tried to shut up quietly. The silence from the girl was good, he should’ve just told her to shut the fuck up sooner, but he had been a fool just like Jose. Entertaining the weak and wasting energy.
“...you know, I do find it interesting that you mentioned being able to “win” in everything that you do, but are you not on the losing side currently? Or if anything, we’re a bit on a stalemate, no?” Rushii said calmly as she stared at Gajeel, who turned to look at her. Immediately, there was something off about Bunny girl now, her attitude, her mannerisms. They were the same, but the air was just different. It had unnerved Gajeel for a moment, who wasn’t expecting such a change.
It felt like he was about to talk to a completely different person.
Someone who looked at him with haunted eyes, an air of nonsense hanging around her as she sat up and cracked her neck, arms still bounded. What the hell was this…?
Bunny girl felt a little scary for some reason.
“...the hell you talkin’ about?” Gajeel answered back hesitantly.
“Look at the bigger picture, Gajeel Redfox.” Rushii said flatly, “You heard what Jose had said. Your forces at that moment had been dwindled down to about a quarter of what used to be. Four S-Class mages, yourself, and Jose Porla was what it started as. That is the heart of Phantom Lord. Now there’s only half of you remaining, and who knows where and how the last Element 4 member is doing. Perhaps it was the water lady from earlier, she seemed to have considerable power. Too bad she’ll eventually fall to Gray.”
She had purposely mentioned Juvia just to see if her observation of him was correct, and when Gajeel scowls down even harder at the mention of Juvia and her possible defeat, she smiled victoriously in her mind as Lucy watched in awe. Rushii did not blame Lucy in her mindset with the iron-dragon slayer, but her imouto was not as open minded as she thought she was being. Phantom Lord was a different environment, and one could either adapt and survive or fall behind.
Juvia, Gajeel, they were raised into these versions of themselves that required such traits. Some actions may be inexcusable, such as Gajeel’s violent manner of handling with Team Shadow Gear, but the root end of it was that they were turned into this. Merely products of their environment. But it is hard to see that side of the street, especially when you’re the victim being torturered currently.
Rushii did not blame Lucy.
But she’s also forgiven Gajeel for his actions, years ago, and there is wisdom that comes from that.
Wisdom that Lucy is still learning, as she watches and learns from Rushii’s side.
“So perhaps, you did win the battle currently. You have me in your possession, that is true. But you are all but one man, Gajeel Redfox, and that’s what you fail to realize. You are strong by yourself but only against a certain margin of people. If your comrades are losing their battles, and you find yourself to be the last one left, do you truly think that you’ll be able to win in the end? You against the world? You can certainly try, and you will certainly fail.” Rushii shrugged as she watched as Gajeel’s face darkened. Ah, she had forgotten about his pride. He can say all he wants about not giving a shit, but Gajeel’s loyalty was as pure and strong as they come, that is what she does know and remembers.
“Finding people who you can fight side by side with, aiming for a shared goal. That’s the power of friendship and how it can be the very thing that changes to tides. It’s a form of love in a way, because what is more powerful than someone you care deeply about being hurt and feeling as if you must do everything in your power to make sure they are safe in the end? Nothing is more powerful than that feeling, not even the strongest of hate and the absence of emotions entirely.” Rushii sighs as she recalls her past and Lucy’s. There truly isn’t a more powerful feeling than that.
“All that ‘strength’ you’ve been preaching about, but in the end, who are you showing your accomplishments too? Isn’t it rather..lonely?” Rushii finishes quietly. “There are many strengths to having a friend, I hope you’ll be able to properly experience it one day.”
For some reason, her words had triggered a recent memory for Gajeel who stares at her with dark ruby eyes and a scowl to match. Thoughts flashing through his mind, as he allows himself to briefly reflect.
--
“Oi, Dewy.”
Juvia’s brow furrowed at the familiar nickname as her mouth turned downwards very minisculely. “Must you insist on calling Juvia that?”
Gajeel just sneered at her, but it wasn’t full of malice, as he got up for a moment. “Fuckin’ smile once in a while and maybe you’ll be called Sunny instead.”
“What is it?” Juvia sighed.
“...Don’t get in the way,” Gajeel eventually said, not feeling comfortable about saying anything else. Juvia gave Gajeel a small, curious look.
“How…nice of you.” Juvia huffed dryly. Gajeel looked at her with slight surprise at the small but still expressive statement from her. He huffed out the slightest bit of bemusement in return,
“Fuck off.”
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For that moment, he had entertained the idea of having a friend, as Heartfilia had mentioned. Maybe that’s why he calls Juvia, “Dewy” as a nickname, is it because he cares in the end? So she was a potential weakness, is that it? But Salamander…he had powered up that moment he had heard the blonde had been kidnapped the first time. How the fuck did he do that? Was that also the power of friendship? What does nakama mean, anyways?
Fairytail’s ways were a fucking headache.
And he doesn’t feel like dealing with it, especially with the scary bunny girl who’s words were cutting deeper than a sword ever could.
“Didn’t I tell you to fucking shut up--” Gajeel’s voice raised with frustration and confusion littered in his mind as Rushii stares at him with a dead stare, before the sound of loud commotion had interrupted the two. It sounded as if the robot had begun to malfunction as the entire space shuddered and creaked, shaking for a moment before shutting off completely.
The room when pitch black before the emergency back up lights came up, and Gajeel looked around in confusion.
“Ah…there goes the last one then,” Rushii said dryly.
“So now what? ”
Gajeel growled at the woman, what type of sorcery was this? Her words rang true in the end, the dim lights in the room confirmed it so. The source of power to the place has been severed, all of the Element 4 have now been defeated. Anger rushes through him; how dare they lose to these Fairytail bastards? Why was Rushii right down to the very nail? Did that fucking ice bastard hurt Juvia--
What?
He wanted to yell, it was too much confusion. Too many complex emotions, too many new things.
Within more internal affairs, Lucy asked Rushii a question.
“What is Gajeel to you?” She paused before continuing, “Because you’re acting in a way that’s pretty new?”
Rushii chuckled, “What do you mean?”
“It’s like you’re trying to urge him to see something, normally you’d give like some cold ass words and then wreck judgement. Or you’ll take authority for a split second in order to give everying a direction to head towards, and err thanks for that by the way Nee-san, but I don’t get it?!”
“...he’s just another lost soul in the end. You’ll be shocked to see how things have a funny way of ending once the past is settled. It only reminds you that the past is something that can’t be erased, which prompts you to look more towards the future. Because encouraging change is to encourage better hope for all, down the line.” Rushii says wistfully, before giving Lucy a mysterious look.
“When you’re older, or maybe even within the next couple of months, I think you’ll be able to fully understand my words then. It’s hard to process concepts like that in the heat of the moment.”
She was trying to see her Nee-san’s logic, but it was hard. Phantom Lord was causing everyone so much pain, how could you be lenient in the midst of all of this nonsense?
Why does the bigger picture matter when the present was suffering.
It was hard.
“I’m…struggling to be empathetic.” Lucy admitted.
“As I said before, imouto, don’t worry too hard about it. I was in your shoes once, you can’t possibly predict what’s on the other side of your opponent sometimes. Once an enemy, could be a friend later on in life. People fight for various of reasons that aren’t always malicious, even when on the side of “evil”. Such a perspective however, is only given to those who’ve experienced and lived to tell the story. Such is the price for having knowledge of the future, indeed, as I fear that even if I were to tell you how it all ends, you still wouldn’t be able to grasp it until you truly experience it yourself.”
Rushii let out a small sigh and patted Lucy on the head. “There’s no one in the right or wrong here. We’re both perfectly valid with our respective feelings, given what we separately know.”
“But this is not our fight to fight here, in the end. Watch, Lucy, as I’ve begun to help the fates continue the aligned course of action without interfering too much. I’ve come to some realizations of my own, in fact. It’s true that I know of how the future plays out as of right now, but this current reality of mine is just as unprecedented as yours is for you…”
Rushii’s eyes grew cold as she began to glow, leaving Lucy in awe at what appeared to be Lucy’s power. Rushii could feel the magic that she had been toying with and grasping for some time now ever since she had identified it inside of her and left Lucy to gain experience without her, but to also have time to think things through. She cannot name this magic, but after some time, she’s been able to get a jist of what it could do.
Like when Sol of the Element 4 tried to enter Lucy’s mind, and she had stopped him in his tracks before he could even enter.
A powerful psyche magic perhaps? Or is she manipulating her own soul ?
Regardless..
“...and now was the time to take some risks.”
Rushii’s brown eyes flashed golden as she whispered, “Open the Gate of the Golden Bull: Taurus !”
Gajeel’s and Lucy’s eyes widened in unison at the bombshell action that just happened, because they both know for a fact that Lucy’s keys was taken away from her when she was brought into the room. Gajeel had patted her down thoroughly leaving Lucy helplessly defenseless afterwards.
A strong, mana pulsed through the room that had Gajeel reeling in shock as he took a step backwards in surprise. Parts of his body turned into steel as Taurus enters through from a gate that did not glow like a normal constellation gate. No, this gate was starry and looked like another galaxy had entered into the room as the spirit came out wordlessly, swinging down at Gajeel while glowing like a feast of stars.
Lucy’s jaw dropped at the sight of Taurus, at the fact of Rushii being able to summon him without a celestial spirit key, at the fact that their gates were different. How…was this possible?
This Interstellar Taurus flickered for a moment as it’s axe came down to slice Gajeel, who took the brunt of the hit full on but acknowledge it’s weight with a grunt. His armored skin had protected him from the severity of it, but as he clenched against the blade and tried to lift it off of his shoulder, he found that this strength was unforgiving. The floor broken underneath him as he tried to use his legs to increase his strength, but Interstellar Taurus was as unforgiving as his strength as Rushii continuously summoned him.
It was taking an insane amount of mana however, and she couldn’t hold it for long as she gritted her teeth, focusing her magic to keeping Taurus’s form stable. ‘Come on Natsu, I know you’re coming.’
And just like in her previous life, her prayers were answered in the form of a Fire Dragon Slayer’s Roar that broken through the wall, bringing light and color to the dim room as Natsu Dragneel broke through with ease. His eyes darkened at the sight of Gajeel, even moreso when he takes a look at Lucy, noticing the fading color of gold from her eyes as she sighs back in relief at the sight of him. Taurus disappeared immediately, dissolving into sparkles of mana and glitter as Rushii takes a step back from the helm, allowing Lucy full control once more.
“W-What was that, Nee-san?” Lucy said in awe.
“...I don’t have proper answers as even I don’t know. But we can talk about it later, move so that Happy can help untie you.” Rushii said tirely as she walked over to her hammock, and slumped inside of it. For a moment, she looked over at the dark, endless storm that never left and noticed that it, in fact, did not move an inch.
‘Interesting…’ Rushii thought before she closed her eyes to rest.
She hadn’t realized that such an attempt to use her magic would end with such an empty mana pool so quickly, leaving her utterly exhausted.
“Be careful, Lucy. I must rest now…”
“Don’t worry Nee-san, I’m good now.”
She returned her attention towards the sight before her, with the two dragon slayers going head to head exchanging blows as a tension in the room rose with every hit. Lucy looked at Happy, “How…do you think we can help Natsu?”
“...I don’t think we can right now.” Happy said quietly as the dragon slayers fought true to their name. Snarling, growling, teeth grinning in the light illuminated by Natsu’s flames. Roars of fire and metal collided, Lucy and Happy took cover as heated shrapnels flew everywhere from the impacts.
Dragons , Lucy thinks in slight fear but awe at the display of power in the room.
They looked like dragons.
Notes:
As stated forgive, PUHLEASE forgive me if there's some major disconnect between the last chapter and this one. I re-read what I wrote, and I think that I was pretty consistent with the feelings but yeah, it's a possibility. It's always easier to write with the ideas fresh in yo mind.
So anyways, you might be wondering, why did Juvia and Gray's interaction end like that? I wanted it to end on like an uncertain, hopeful note for Juvia at least. She's still confused about Gray's actions and why he would help her when they had just fought, and granted Gray feels the same way too, but it's more impactful to Juvia for obvious reasons. Next chapter will be like the aftermath of the fights and stuff once Natsu finishes Gajeel and Makarov ends it once it for all, so stay tuned for that for more details.
Now Mirajane's arc might've been unexpected, but the ultimate answer to why it ended the way it did was that it was not her time yet. It was Elfman's time to shine, in fact, but their angst is so intertwined that I felt as if it was good to include Mirajane's angst as well as Elfman's. The only reason why Mirajane seemed to have more screentime is because she has more canon material to work with in regard to her background, and I also believe that she's angstier than Elfman. But Elfman has his own issues as well of course, and they were highlighted in their interactions. I believe that ultimately, it was time for the siblings to heal together side by side rather than attempt to cope by themselves. Strength the connections that are with the living as you both mourn for the dead, that's the theme I was going for. It's hard to juggle when it is appropriate to "move on" from loss, there is no definite answer in regard to time. However, I do think that when it starts to consume you to a point of rock bottom, that is when it's time to re-evaluate and start making an effort to live your life.
As harsh as it may seem, the dead are dead but you aren't, and in the end, your life does indeed go on regardless if you're ready or not. It took time for the Strauss siblings to be ready, but they're ready to have that conversation with each other and themselves now, which is the first step always.
Rushii and Lucy!!! What was that Interstellar Taurus nonsense? Can't say yet, but it's something that is entirely new to the plot (as in I created it.) I think that their conversation was pretty important, especially dealing with enemies that turn into future allies. Like if someone were to tell you to be nice to the person who bullied you without giving further context, you'd call bullshit right? All are reasonable conclusions and feelings. Hope I conveyed that correctly, haha.
Why didn't I go into detail with Aria vs Erza fight? Honest reason, wasn't much to say on. It was just action, I read up on the fight and I didn't see anything worth mentioning character wise so I fast forwarded on it LOL.
Now lastly, Gajeel Redfox. This arc has really attempted to tap into his sensitive side, which is something that he doesn't want to happen at all cost. Too bad it's already been infiltrated by Juvia, who he's grown to somewhat care for kinda maybe (as he would say). Phantom Lord was a toxic environment, and it reflects in their mannerisms. They both repress their emotions, they both have a hard time dealing with foreign ones. Gajeel doesn't even know what the word nakama means honestly, and that should say alot about his background I would think. Gajeel is more resistant to the concept as it basically goes against all he knows (kinda), but don't worry, the aftermath will explore this more in the next chapter.
ALSO: THERE WERE A COUPLE OF POTENTIAL STUDY PLOT POINTS SPRINKLED IN VARIOUS CHARACTERS THIS CHAPTER (like a tiny glimpse into their mindset)!!!!! (Erza is a hint for one of them, teehee).
Speaking of which, next chapter will be the conclusion of the canon Phantom Lord + the thoughts of those who survive and how they feel about it in the aftermath. Also the order of defeated Element 4 from first to last is; Fire, Water, Air, Earth.
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've enjoyed this story as much as I have writing this so far! Cya!
P.S: Who has been y'all's favorite re-invented character(s) so far? I think Juvia has been incredibly fun to write so far, as well as Mirajane (MASHIMA SHE DESERVED SO MUCH MORE ILL NEVER FORGIVE YOUUU /j), Lucy, and Gray.
Chapter 23: Chapter 18
Summary:
The ending of the Phantom Lord Battle in Magnolia, and a glimpse of what happens after.
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Eighteen: Our Mirrors and Shields, Our Swords and Tears
Phantom Lord Arc VI
“Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid old man.” Polyursica grunted under her breath as she returned from getting additional supplies to help the fallen Makarov Dreyar, only for the man to have disappeared from his patient bed. What was wrong with the haggard gremlin, and his insistent need to get himself in the worst of trouble? He wasn’t even fully healed, what use was a man who was half-dead in the midst of battle.
Stupid old man.
He hasn’t changed in the slightest.
“I do not care. He’ll just get himself killed and good fucking riddance, I say.” Polyurisca snarls into the empty air before she throws her hands up as she sets the extra supplies off to the side. Even thought she was rather far in the middle of nowhere, off the side of Magnolia, she closed her eyes as she faintly heard the roars and tell-tale sounds of clashing magic. It was a warzone over there, she reckons, and despite her best wishes, there was a small seed of worry that threatened to sprout within her chest.
As there were questions that raced through her mind.
How had Makarov managed to recover so fast? He wasn’t in perfect health yet, but he came into her clinic looking worse for wear with the scarlet haired knight. He shouldn’t even be able to move properly, but it looked like he was able to get up relatively okay after a while. She narrowed her eyes as she began to feel around for mana that she didn’t recognize, suddenly noticing the man behind her, casually sitting down.
She paused for a moment, because she had not noticed his presence.
Who the hell was this man, and what makes him have the audacity to conceal his presence in her space?
“And you are?” She cut straight to the point.
The mystery man chuckled, “Just a traveler looking for some apples.”
“Bullshit.” Polyurisca snapped, turning her head to stare at the cloaked man. There was no doubt about it, he was responsible for this mana that was in her home. He was also most likely the source of power that was able to assist with Makarov’s healing rate. She furrowed her brow, “So it was you, who helped that fool. You apart of Fairytail?”
“...that’s right.”
“Then why the hell are you here, sitting on your ass when they’re out there fighting?” Polyurisca asked lowly. Mystogan just smiled underneath his mask, but his head lifted up for a moment that allowed the healer to see that his eyes were curved. She felt an atypical urge to snap and defend Fairytail in front of the man, which was unnormal considering her typical viewpoints on all humans, especially Fairytail brats. She has no interest in dealing with sinners, the inevitable fate of humanity, and would rather live out the rest of her life with no contact so that she doesn’t have to feel such senseless emotions.
But she can never deny that Fairytail didn’t try, in a world full of never-ending errors. She had been with them for a while, after all.
Which is why it was a miracle that she hadn’t fucking snapped and yelled at Mystogan to get out of her home. She was rather close to such a small breaking point in fact, her temperament was something notorious and very true. That was until she followed Mystogan’s silent gesture towards the window.
And that’s when she saw it.
Floating in the wind, outside of the large window in her clinic was the flag of Phantom Lord. As the gusts grew stronger, more burnt and torn emblems danced across the air, leaving her momentarily speechless. And then came the silence.
Silence from the shouts and cries she had noticed earlier.
She glanced back at Mystogan, who was looking at her with small amusement in his eyes, but it wasn’t in a disrespectful way. Curious man, this person was. A man with such power indeed.
“Well then.” Polyurisca changed the subject, feeling as if she’s already been too mushy and concerned about humanity for her liking. Fairytail seemed to be doing relatively alright from whatever the hell this man just did from miles away, so it’s got nothing to do with her anymore. “If you want apples, you’re going to have to pick them yourself. Take a basket, grab some, then get the hell off of my property.”
“I don’t ever want to see you again, so see to making that wish come true.”
Mystogan just chuckles lightly as he nods, “Yes ma’am, yes ma’am.”
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Standstill, for a brief moment.
The two dragon slayers look at each other in the chaos of the room for a moment, the dust slowly trickled down as time froze. Yet another attempt at getting the upper hand, but the two seemed to be relatively evenly matched. Gajeel’s eyes narrowed, where was the cold fire from earlier? Where was the spark that he knows is inside of Salamander, lying dormant for whatever reason?
Does he not think that he was strong enough to face him in his true form?
The thought alone made the long-haired man seethe.
“What the hell are you waiting for, Salamander? The time has finally come to see who the greatest dragon slayer is between the two of us. Isn’t it exciting?!” Gajeel was always good at taunts, digging under people’s skin with his antagonistic and apathetic nature. Natsu’s nostrils flared in response as he let out another Fire Dragon Slayer’s roar, only to be cancelled out by Gajeel’s own.
“If you wanted to fight me, all you had to do was ask,” Natsu growled, smashing his flames fists together before lunging at Gajeel, “But to drag others into your selfish wishes, that--that’s fucking insane! Leave my Fairytail alone.”
He lands a good punch at Gajeel, who crashes through the walls much to Lucy and Happy’s shock. Natsu doesn’t bother to look back towards them as he stalks forwards to finish what he had started. He called over to them over his shoulder, “Get outta here, Luce, Happy. I’m gonna beat this guy first then join you.”
“I--” Lucy opened her mouth to retort, but it was a combination of Happy’s face and Rushii’s whisper that caused her to change her mind. This was a monumental moment for both the dragon slayers. They had no idea that the other had existed. Rumors are rumors, but what were the odds that another dragon slayer was in such close proximity? There are things that they will be able to relate to only, and sometimes that can only be done through fighting. That’s what Happy tells Lucy, surprising her with his thoughtfulness about the situation.
It still made her a little upset though.
Boom, bang, crash.
This was madness, they had to get out here. The remains of Phantom Lord’s robotic guild building was starting to come undone. Thanks to the defeat of the Element 4, its main power source had ceased to work. Now with Gajeel and Natsu crashing into the different structures inside of the building, it was only a matter of time where it wasn’t stable enough and everything comes crashing down. Lucy bit her lip as she looked over at towards the exit and Happy.
She wanted to help, but she had to make sure her and Happy made it out safely. Pursing her lips, she grabbed Happy and began to run out of the room, heading directly outside for safety thanks to the fighting between the dragon slayers. She won’t have to meet Jose directly that way.
“You got this, Natsu!” Lucy shouted as she slid out of the narrow opening. Natsu just grinned at the words as wiped the blood off of his mouth before throwing another punch at Gajeel. His expression soured at the iron dragon slayer, who just smirked at him before shielding his skin with iron in order to mitigate the damage. Natsu swore mentally, because that was a really annoying ability to fight against.
And when he watches Gajeel pick up a sheet of metal from the ground, eagerly chomping on it to regain his health as the former does with fire, Natsu knew that this wasn’t looking good. They were both relatively evenly matched in battle, but Gajeel was regenerating his strength faster than he was. It wasn’t looking good at all, and he knew that the longer they fought in this building, the smaller chance he had in winning this fight.
Still, there is a rush of excitement that runs through him. It truly has been a long time that someone has given him a run for his money in a fight that has engaged for a long period of time. Normally, his opponents have been relatively easy, or they completely crush him like Erza. It’s hard to gauge how stronger he’s gotten, and for that he is a bit thankful to Gajeel for being a worthy opponent in a way.
It doesn’t change the fact that he doesn’t like his methods though, and if he was a true dragon slayer, then where was his honor that was passed down to him by his dragon parent? Igneel had taught him all that he knew from knowing what is good and bad, and while sometimes it is hard to decide which is which, right now it should be clear that what Gajeel Redfox was doing was bad.
And yet here they were.
“How could you do something like this? Igneel wouldn’t have allowed you to be okay with this, okay with hunting down others from orders of your guild master. Your dragon should’ve thought the same, right?!” Natsu shouted at Gajeel as he kicked him towards an area that was weaker that the rest of the wall. He did that on purpose, in order to forcefully make a way out. And the more they hit the spot, the weaker it became as natural light began to seep through the cracks.
“Who the hell is Igneel?” Gajeel coughed out before he dodged Natsu’s attack, hardening his fists as he grabbed the fire dragon slayer and switch their positions. He began to pound into the pink haired man, who defended himself as he felt the wall finally break behind him from Gajeel’s force. They both abruptly crash outside of the ruined robotic guild, landing harshly onto the ground as the wind was knocked out of both of them.
“What do you mean, who is Igneel?” Natsu asked Gajeel, thoroughly shocked. Igneel had told him that he was the King of the Dragons, despite Natsu not ever meeting another one himself. Surely, Gajeel would know who he is? Just as everyone knows who rules Magnolia?
“I don’t know who the fuck that is, I was raised by Metalicana.” Gajeel looked at him in confusion before getting back up to resume the fight. Natsu scrambled up as questions raced through his mind, setting his flames a light.
“Regardless, where was your honor? How could you! We weren’t raised like that,” Natsu roared as he unleashed a roar against Gajeel who took the hit. Gajeel ran through the flames shielded however, before he jumped and swung an iron clubbed arm at Natsu who wasn’t expecting it. Natsu crashed into the wall as he let out a heavy groan, feeling that hit particularly.
Gajeel just walks slowly, menacingly in his shielded form. “Oh, I know what this is. Here you are thinking that we are the same just because we are both dragon slayers raised by dragons. Let me make it clear, Salamander, we are not the same. I don’t know who Igneel is, and I don’t give a flying fuck. It seems to me that we were not raised the same either, as Metalicana was a selfish bastard who taught me how to be one as well. He values strength above all else, just as I do.”
He leans in against Natsu, who looked up at him in shock with blood trickling down the side of his face, “Keep your pansy morals to yourself, I don’t need ‘em.”
And he raises a hand to begin a one-sided onslaught against him.
“We have to help him!” Happy urges Lucy who looks on in horror off towards the side. Natsu was struggling, but he hasn’t given up yet. It was just the fact that every time he did some damage against Gajeel, the latter would just regenerate his health thanks to eating the abundant source of scraps of metal all around them. Natsu needed fire in order to do the same, but who had the capabilities to generate fire?
None of her spirits did, but she decided to give it a try as her thoughts scrambled together in order to figure out a way to help Gajeel from afar. Thanks to Happy’s keen eyes, they had managed to find her keys at Gajeel’s negligence since Natsu had captured his attention. She quickly looked around her surroundings, before her eyes widened at an idea that just might work.
“Open the Gate of the Archer: Sagittarius!”
A golden flash later and a centaur was beside the celestial spirit mage and exceed, bow extended and ready to fire. Keeping the position, he looked down towards his newest master. “Greetings, Miss Heartifilia, moshi moshi .”
“Hi,” Lucy smiled before pointing towards Natsu. “I need you to create fire, in order to supply the man over there some food.”
Sagittarius frowned as he lowered his bow, looking at Lucy in confusion. “I do not have that ability, the one to generate fire. I…am unable to complete your request?”
Lucy shook her head, “No I called you for a reason. You may not be able to conjure up fire, but you can create flames by setting something else aflame, correct? You just need to create a spark with one of your arrows against something in theory, and wherever the arrow lands should light it on fire, right?!”
Sagittarius looked at the blonde in surprise as he thought about the creative method to generate fire, “...I do believe that it is worth a shot. I shall proceed at once, moshi moshi. ”
And it worked.
The moment that Natsu had saw the flames and sucked in a massive gulp of air in order to reach the flames from where he was, he had been able to replenish his energy. The anger of everything and the confusion of Gajeel had been enough to put his all into his Crimson Lotus: Fire Dragon’s First attack that had beaten Gajeel in one punch. The man collapsed into the ruins that he was pounded into her, panting in pain as he laid in the crushed debris as everything throbbed and burned.
There was a small sizzling sound, and Natsu looked down as he huffed in exhaustion, at the sight of the burns on Gajeel’s body. But he couldn’t find it in him to be too sympathetic after everything he and Phantom Lord had done. Getting hurt was something that was unavoidable in battle anyways.
Yet he stands before him for a moment in silence, eyes locking onto the defeated iron dragon slayer who scrunched his eyes in pain as he tried to labor his breathing.
They were both dragon slayers, did that make them related?
Were they some sort of estranged, draconic brothers?
It makes him feel conflicted, because there was a part of him that wants to know more about dragons and how they worked. Especially now that it was clear that not all dragons were the same, and they had taught their respective dragon slayers differently. How many of them were out there? Were they all abandoned like he was too?
Lucy was right, earlier about him being curious.
He..had so many questions to ask Gajeel.
But he was the enemy, was he not?
“Did he disappear too?” Natsu quietly asked.
Gajeel opened his eyes as they were silent for a moment, before Gajeel nodded stiffly. Metalicana was gone, just as Igneel was. Natsu swallowed because now there was someone else out there who understood his pain perfectly too. Someone who also probably had the same questions he had as well.
“You’re a piece of shit, Gajeel Redfox.” Natsu growled at him, “You’re a piece of shit, but dammit, I need you to get your head out of your ass in order for you to see that what you’re doing is wrong. That there should be a limit in causing all of this madness. We’re going to beat Phantom Lord into the fucking ground, I swear we will.”
Gajeel stayed silent as he looked at the fire dragon slayer in confusion. What the fuck is he spouting all of this nonsense for? He had won their fight, was this a new form of gloating? He trying to get Gajeel to see something, but what? What more does he want from Gajeel, who has wounded his pride after being beaten by Salamander especially after all those declarations of being able to handle the weight of Phantom Lord and crush all of their opponents just by himself.
“What the fuck do you want from me?”
“...I want to learn more about you. The dragons. Whatever you know, I guess.” Natsu finally admitted with closed fists. “Dragon slayers, the both of us. Abandoned too. I just...feel as if we should be working together to figure out what the hell happened, despite our differences. Since, you know, we are similar despite your claims earlier. But I can’t do that if you still view yourself as Fairytail’s sworn enemy.”
Gajeel has the potential to relate to Natsu in a way that no other can, not even Laxus. Natsu saw the potential in their relationship and while he was still pissed off at the iron dragon slayer, knowing that in some form of fashion they could be related made him understand that he had to take the step first. At least extend the hand. It won’t erase what has happened, but in the future, maybe they could get along?
Meanwhile, Gajeel didn’t understand how someone could be raised from vicious draconic beasts themselves, and still have a such a bleeding heart for others. Was Metalicana’s methods not the correct way in becoming a true, strong dragon slayer? Because here Natsu was, a stronger dragon slayer than him, and yet he doesn’t seem to be nearly as selfish as Gajeel was. That much is obvious, from the fact that Natsu was willing to extend a hand to him, stating that he wanted a truce. That he wanted to work together inside, in order to figure out what happened to their parents.
And it makes Gajeel feel a bit hollow inside, because he couldn’t sit here and say he would’ve done the same thing had their situations been reversed.
Does that make him an evil man?
He thought himself as a little fucked up, but never--never evil.
Surely, not everything Metalicana has taught him was bad, right? And yet, Natsu with Igneel’s teachings—it makes it clear that Metalicana and Gajeel were villains, in his eyes. It fills him with a bit of sadness at the thought, because in the end, he was just trying to make Jose Porla proud. He was just following orders, he was a loyal man at heart.
So, he doesn’t say anything to Natsu’s words in the meantime, feeling incredibly conflicted. It wasn’t a yes to agree with Natsu’s suggestion, but it wasn’t a no either. He just stares at Natsu in silence, until he passes out from pain.
Natsu watches as Gajeel eventually loses consciousness, feeling a bit odd after their encounter.
While he hadn’t out right rejected the fire dragon slayer, he hadn’t agreed to his idea either. Was that a good thing or bad thing, Natsu was unsure.
But he had tried, and no one could say that he didn’t.
A pack, his instincts roared for. He wanted to create a pack for all dragon slayers that were out there, just as lost as he and Gajeel are.
He’ll wait to see what Gajeel says, Natsu thinks, as he turns around to head back to Fairytail after taking a small break as he sits down.
Natsu watches the rise and fall of Gajeel’s chest, feeling a seed of something plant inside of him at the sight of the iron dragon slayer. The battle was over, and when the dust settles between everything, there could be a chance for something new to form. He had to take the chance.
...he hopes Gajeel says yes.
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In the end, Makarov had come to save Fairytail from ruin, by some miracle. He had saved Erza’s life, especially, as she was standing strong against Jose but wasn’t much of a match for him. The difference of an S-Class mage, and a Ten Wizard Saint was large. So large, that it had scared her immensely to feel so helpless.
It had been a long time since someone has made her feel so weak (She’s not allowed to be weak. She’s the shield. The shield.)
But Makarov was healed and came swinging the moment he had returned, and it had been quite the spectacle sight indeed. Two Ten Wizard Saints engaged in such a heated battle, everyone had looked up in awe at the raw power that they both held. Little squabbles were paused, the punches were frozen in midair at the sight and the crippling effect of magic. Their mana combusted against each other, neither relented as they dealt blow after blow.
That was until Makarov had finally unleashed Fairy Law, which had put an end to the war, as the rest of Jose’s Shades had disintegrated immediately. That was all what was left really, as a powerful wave of magic had taken out the human grunts earlier. Many didn’t know where it came from, but Erza had a sneaking suspicion that it was Mystogan’s doing, wherever the mysterious man was.
She couldn’t complain about the results, though.
And now with Jose finally defeated, they were finally able to regroup and begin the process of starting anew again. It was nighttime, when everyone rounded up together. People were getting patched up, no one was able to escape this epic battle unscathed. Natsu, Lucy, and Happy had eventually caught up with the rest of them, Lucy looking as if she was ready to pass out on the spot.
She wasn’t the only one though. The adrenaline that was dispersing was wearing everyone out.
They could save the restoration of the Fairytail guild hall and Magnolia for tomorrow, everyone deserved to rest for their hard work tonight. Erza was sure Makarov was going to have to meet with the Magic Council sooner rather than later, and he was going have to share the news of Phantom Lord’s actions and that for once, Fairytail didn’t start the mess. She has a feeling that they will win this argument, however.
No one can look past the treachery Phantom Lord has done today.
There were others that were missing, as Gray stumbled in a little later, looking a little more rested than everyone else. He had a lost look on his face though, as if he was looking around for someone and when he had failed to find them, he made an expression that Erza didn’t know it was relief or disappointment.
However, her attention as quickly gathered by Makarov, who was looking as if he was about to leave to go do something.
“Master,” Erza greeted quietly as he walked past where she was seated before pausing, looking on in the distance at the battlefield.
“The battle has been over for about an hour or so now, and yet what I am about to do might not allow those who were particularly hurt by today’s events, to heal as fast as they’d like to,” Makarov confessed. Erza immediately frowned at his words and opened her mouth to say something, only to close it when Makarov turned to look her in the eye.
“Does everyone have the chance for a second look? Do you ever think that sometimes, people aren’t necessarily forced to do things that don’t wish to do, but it’s because of their upbringing that they turned out this way? Do you, Erza, think that those people can change? That they deserve a chance or is it safer to get rid of them at once. Better to stop them now, despite not knowing what the future holds of them. Their destiny, so uncertain.”
A certain tower flashes through Erza’s mind, and she knows her answer before she can even finish processing it, “These…people in question’s background might have defined their actions up until now, but they deserve a chance to be better. Because no one else probably has given them the possibility, and it will stick with them that you did. That you cared enough to give them that chance. And if it ends up back firing...then you do what needs to be done, I suppose.”
There were many people in Fairytail that didn’t have the best childhood before they joined the guild. By all means, they could’ve been monsters in another universe, but they aren’t here. Because Makarov and Fairytail had given them a hand, and they took it, walking a path that was a lot less lonely and painful than it was before.
Erza was proof, if no one else.
“And if they are people that have caused harm to Fairytail? Would you still show that same compassion?”
Erza pursed her lips, “...if they were genuine in doing better, then they should be given a chance. Everyone makes mistakes in life, but it’s rare for those to actual want to make up for them in order to better themselves in the long run. If they express such desires, then I would like to help them on their path as well. We could walk it together even, because lord knows Fairytail isn’t full of saints either. Understanding their wrongdoings and working to become better, is there any other form of justice as true and pure as that?”
“...well said, Erza.” Makarov sighed as he shot Erza a smile before winking as he walked off into the ruins, leaving Erza to wonder just who they had been talking about and who Makarov was about to go meet in the abyss.
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With a gasp, she awakes with alert eyes only to be met with the night sky and darkness. Everything is foggy, her brain is slow to start as she slowly begins to register pain through her body, causing her to hiss in agony. Her body has never felt this tired before, and for a moment she wonders why she feels this terribly.
Only for the memories to rush all at once, and she sits up abruptly, turning her head to look at the ice mage who was fast asleep. Juvia pursed her lips as she looked at Gray Fullbuster, looking as rough as she probably looked and definitely felt. It had been a fierce battle, one that he had reigned as the victor.
And yet…he had saved her.
There is a wave of emotions that threatens to overtake the rain woman, as she suddenly swallows and feels incredibly overwhelmed. What did it mean? What did any of this mean? Her hands began to shake as she tried to fight down the sudden anxious feeling of the unknown that threatened her reality. For so long, she was denied having a chance of something more in life. It couldn’t possibly be that easy to become friends with the ice man.
No.
Juvia will not fall for such tricks.
But the stars shined brightly in the sky, twinkling as if they knew what Juvia was thinking. Showcasing their beauty extra brightly, for they were dancing for someone new. Someone who’s never seen them before. It was beautiful, Juvia thought as she sat up, staring up above. It was something that probably never would have happened if it weren’t for her meeting Gray. Even as enemies, the impacts of their interaction have left such a significant mark on her.
The proof of the disappearance of her never-ending storms was enough of a counter argument.
But what of Phantom Lord?
What of her original home?
Juvia trained her ears but heard nothing but silence. It was rather late; it seemed that the outcome was settled by now. How interesting that they were left alone here, almost isolated as they rested. She wondered if anyone had found them and decided to leave them alone. She wondered how the rest of Phantom Lord was.
How...was Gajeel doing?
Yet another interesting thought.
“Is this what you meant about it being easy to make…friends?” She whispered to Gray’s sleeping form. “Now Juvia is plagued with thoughts of her comrades and wondering about their condition. Why…does it feel so heavy? What is this feeling?”
There weren’t any answers, not that she was expecting any.
With a small sigh she heaves herself up slowly, groaning in pain as she rose to her feet. A small stumble at the sudden rush of blood leaves Juvia tilting, quietly shocked about her state, before she shakes it off and takes an unbalanced step forward. Casting a small look behind her at the ice mage, she pushes all of the uncertainty and confusion that revolves around him and walks back towards the main part of Magnolia.
Back to see what was left of anything.
She doesn’t want to admit that she doesn’t know what she’s actively looking for.
It takes a while, as she slowly walks through the ruin streets. There’s blood, broken homes, and residue of Jose’s Shades everywhere she looks. It isn’t terrible, like a scene of total massacre, but it’s evident that there was quite the battle here. Juvia closes her eyes for a moment, controlling her emotions as she sees more and more Phantom Lord grunts in the debris.
‘Fuck’, her thoughts betrayed her, ‘We probably lost.’
And if they had indeed lost this war, then what was next?
Juvia suddenly felt an incredulous laugh come out of her, at the insanity of it all. Just as insane as her laughing, because she didn’t even know such a sound could be made from her throat. If they had lost, then who would want to love a loser? Were they to be thrown in jail at the hands of the Magic Council? They were just following orders, but an accomplice is still an accomplice in the end. Perhaps they wouldn’t get severe punishments compared to Jose for being the ringleader--
That’s not true.
She was there for Team Shadow Gear’s brutal beating.
“Dammit Sol,” Juvia hissed suddenly in anger, because she didn’t even want to take it that far. They had been rendered into such a state thanks to Sol’s stupid sadistic tendencies and if anyone deserved to be thrown into the cell, it was that fucking scum. And when Team Shadow Gear inevitably tells Fairytail what happened between her, Sol, and Gajeel--
Oh god, Gajeel .
‘He’s--Oh, he’s done wrong, but he doesn’t truly mean it in the end. Jose just--’
She had to find Gajeel quickly.
Because if Phantom Lord was in ruins, they had to get out of here. There was no hope for them in the face of justice. They had started this war, and they had turned it into something truly nasty. Juvia almost was weirded out that she wasn’t panicking harder than she should be. Her life was suddenly in murky waters right now. Phantom Lord would probably get punished and disbanded, hunted down. She was known for having power, she’ll be one of the first to be tracked down. Gajeel’s famous as well, even moreso than her.
He might even have Salamander himself follow him, for being a dragon slayer and all.
Juvia’s pace picked up with urgency, because even if Phantom Lord has fallen, at least there was one person who she knew wouldn’t really care if they tagged along together to escape. Even if they split off in the future. Gajeel wouldn’t say anything, and she wouldn’t have said anything if he had asked either.
They were not close, she thinks, but they respected each other. That had to count for something, in this extreme circumstance. They tolerated each other’s presence, they were both loyal to Phantom Lord so they knew that they wouldn’t rat each other out or abandon each other, maybe. Maybe. Gajeel didn’t like it when other members bothered him, but Juvia was an exception even if she rarely acted on such privilege.
They--They were not friends, though.
And yet when she finds the iron dragon slayer in the midst of a pile of rocks, body bruised and swollen with burn marks attached to his body, her heart dropped at the sight. She quickly rushed over, tripping ever so slightly over some smaller rocks as she stumbled over to Gajeel.
Blood trickled down from his head as his breathing was shallow, his chest rising and falling ever so slightly. Juvia’s heart quickly swelled back up in relief at the sight of him being alive, before she inspected his injuries. Burns littered his body, most likely from Salamander. Juvia doesn’t doubt that they will heal well, considering that mages have naturally boosted healing thanks to their active mana cores inside of them, but the knowledge doesn’t make the sight easier to see. Juvia gently shakes Gajeel, hoping that the apathetic man wakes up.
“Gajeel.” Juvia says softly, barely having the strength to speak louder as she shakes him. “ Gajeel .”
Red eyes snap open very similar to how Juvia woke up earlier, looking at her with tiredness and pain in his eyes before they closed with a soft grunt. Gajeel was awake now, and he was suffering for it just as Juvia was. The rain woman took a seat next to him in order to rest her body, as they stayed silent.
What was there to say?
Phantom Lord had lost.
“…Dewy.”
“Hi.” Juvia glanced down at him as she held her side.
Gajeel frowned as he looked at her condition, but he didn’t say anything about it. Juvia was secretly grateful for that though. There was too much change that was going on around her right now. If Gajeel had suddenly become, oh she doesn’t know, kinder and more openly caring, she wouldn’t have known what to do. Normalcy was what she has always desperately craved, and Gajeel has never failed to deliver.
“Mmm,” Gajeel hummed in return before letting out a loud curse once it had hit him the reality of what happened. He had lost. He was not strong enough to carry the weight of Phantom Lord. He had failed in too many ways to count.
And it’s fucking hilarious, because at first, he didn’t really care if he was the villain to someone else’s story. If they could stop him, then they should’ve. It was their fault that they weren’t strong enough to protect what was theirs. They didn’t deserve it.
Selfish to the very core, Gajeel has learned, when he was labeled as such when he was young.
And it didn’t fucking matter, because that’s how Metalicana operated, and he didn’t take Gajeel in for being some weak bitch who shared everything he had. Metalicana didn’t need to share, to have friends, to speak with others, in order to showcase his power. He did whatever the fuck he wanted and that’s how Gajeel lived his life too.
He lived just like his father.
But to hear a glimpse of how Natsu was raised by Igneel in their fight. To hear that it was indeed possible to be strong and have all sorts of things, it makes Gajeel pissed off. Why the fuck did Metalicana have to disappear before he could learn more? He was left to try and figure out how his adoptive father had operated, making up things as he went as the memories grew further and further away.
Maybe that’s why it pisses him off to see Salamander in his glory. Pissed him off to understand that Natsu Dragneel had beaten him thoroughly.
Because his very existence reminded Gajeel that perhaps he had taken the wrong path. Made all of the incorrect choices that were presented to him. All of the things that he had done hadn’t made him strong, but weak, and he had lost because of it. Did he even understand why Metalicana was the way he was?
If his father was watching him right now, would he be proud of his son’s conquest of attempting and finding true strength?
Gajeel no longer knows.
But the blonde bunny girl had a point as well in the end. Even if he did obtain it all, who would he show the fruits of his labor too? For his father, the dragon that disappeared years ago? That fucking bastard probably won’t show his face ever again.
Fuck.
He was pathetic.
“We have to move, Gajeel.” Juvia spoke up after a moment. Both of them were lost in their own swirling thoughts as they thought about the aftermath and what to do next. What being defeated meant, and why it felt so different than before.
Gajeel slowly sat up, exhaling harshly but not allowing himself to make more than a grunt of pain before he raising a small eyebrow at Juvia. “We?”
“...well, if you’d like,” Juvia looked away awkwardly. Gajeel just let out a sigh before nodded in agreement at once. He was in pain, his guild had just lost a war, and who the hell knows what Fairytail was going to do in order to finish their revenge. He wouldn’t be fucking surprised if they ordered a warrant of his arrest by tomorrow morning. Phantom Lord was about to become history, it was time to move on.
Yet—
“Fuck.” Gajeel hisses, sounding a bit choked up. He really didn’t want to lose the fight. His pride was taking a harsh blow. And now that he had lost the fight, he was in the process of losing everything.
He doesn’t want to go back to being abandoned and left alone again.
Juvia swallowed harshly at the sight of Gajeel freaking out silently, feeling tears swell up despite her instance of squashing her emotions. They were so fucked right now. Teenagers on the brink of going on the run because of poor life choices and the consequences of them. And she thinks, is this what will define them forever? Is this all they will ever be?
“C’mon,” Juvia helped Gajeel slowly onto his feet. Gajeel let out a pained grunt as he laid on Juvia’s side, both of them struggling to walk forwards for a moment before they began to slow process of leaving Magnolia. No one mentioned how they didn’t know where they were going next and neither mentioned how hard they were holding onto each other. And if they were in better times, Juvia would’ve thought that it felt… nice.
“We weren’t supposed to lose,” Gajeel sighs quietly.
“Juvia knows. She’s in shock too.” Juvia replied just as softly as she helps Gajeel walk forwards. “You have a lot of blood on you.”
“Hmm,” Gajeel grunted. “Salamander laid in a good one on me.”
“Your head…”
“...it’s fine.”
Nothing is fine anymore.
“It’s something you should get looked at.”
Another voice chimed in, an older, gravelly voice that seemed to belong to an old man. Immediately, Gajeel and Juvia flinched before getting into battle position as they whirled their heads to the side. Gajeel scowled dangerously as he shoved Juvia behind him, extending an arm as it turned into iron. Juvia’s eyes darkened as she took a defensive stance behind Gajeel, as if she was ready to support him. They locked eyes with a small old man who was wrapped in bandages, sitting on top of the rocks as he looked down at them with an unidentifiable expression on his face.
He threw his hands into the air as a sign of surrender. “I’m not here to hurt the two of you.”
They didn’t move an inch.
‘Well, that proves that Jose’s mark ran deep into them. Still, not terrible instincts.’ Makarov thought a bit dryly before schooling his mental and let out a soft sigh. He gestured around them, letting them take in the sight of a partially destroyed Magnolia. “Take a good look around us. There’s been enough violence for one night, don’t you think?”
“The fuck do you want, old man?” Gajeel spat at him.
Makarov pursed his lips before he answered. “To see children succeed.”
“We’re fucking leaving,” Gajeel snorted as he turned back around. “Let’s go, Dewy.”
But Juvia, she was staring at Makarov with a look of tiredness on her face. Because she was. And it was time for some guidance on what to do next. What exactly did Makarov want, surrounded by the ruins, reminders, of what they had done to Fairytail. He even mentioned the scenery around them, so he should be aware of the implications. They had done this. They were one of the main people responsible for the onslaught. And yet here Makarov Dreyar is, standing before them, ignoring that fact as he makes it seem like he cares.
“...what do you mean,” Juvia asks Makarov, who turns to look at her with soft eyes. Gajeel’s head turns to Juvia in surprise, and he was quick to bite.
“What the fuck are you doing, Juvia? That man was just the enemy and we won’t be pitied just because we fucking lost. We need to get the hell out of here, who knows if he has brought reinforcements.”
“I’ve done no such thing. It’s just me.” Makarov piped up with his hands still raised and Gajeel bared his teeth.
Juvia looked at him for a moment, unable to determine his true motives. Gajeel made a good point. Above nothing else, she doesn’t want to be pitied for her life any longer. Because in her eyes, pity is just a way to express surface level sympathies, but secretly no one wants to help. So they just look at you with eyes and whispers words of “It will get better”, but no one ever says how.
How does it get better?
How can she be happier in life?
What does it take for the world to treat her with a little bit of kindness?
“But if he’s telling the truth, Gajeel…Juvia would like to hear what he has to say.” Juvia replied with increasing strength in her voice. It was soft at first, but she’s growing more determined that she knows what she wants. “We owe it to ourselves to see what new paths are in front of us now, if that’s what is coming from his mouth. Juvia wishes for Gajeel to be treated for injuries, for the two of us to live quieter, all of it. We don’t have anything; we’ve never really had anything in fact. Everything in our lives was Jose’s in some form of fashion. We--If an opportunity arises to take a chance to go in a different direction, then we owe it to our future selves to want to do better and hear Makarov Dreyar out.”
Gajeel was silent as he stared at the rain woman before him. Already, she has begun to change into someone else. Is it the person that she was meant to be? Whomever that is? It’s the Fairytail effect. Every time someone interacts with them, they are impacted for the rest of their lives. Gajeel…he doesn’t know what to do. Can he handle yet another massive change in his life?
They both look towards Makarov, with questions in their eyes. He takes it as his cue to continue with what he had in mind for meeting with them in the first place. Closing his eyes made it easier, because all he saw was the aftereffects of Jose Porla’s twisted gaze inside of the children before him. Products of their environment and now they have lifetime of shame and trauma to come from it. Taking in the troubled ones, raising them in such a hostile but stable place in a way. How he raised them was full of such contradictions that it makes it even more dangerous for them to continue on this path.
Because all in all, Jose Porla is a wicked man.
But there are worst people in the world than Porla, for being a parental figure.
“First, you must understand what you have done. You have hurt the home of my children, where they gather to eat, tell stories, and share laughs with one another underneath one roof. You hurt my children, and I am not talking about in the midst of war. I am not disillusioned to say that we didn’t hurt others in the middle of the Magnolia battle. When it comes to war, both sides will experience pain and loss as such is the nature of battle. That is inevitable. No, what I am talking about is Team Shadow Gear.” Makarov thundered towards the end, unable to hold in the anger inside of him at the reminder of the badly beaten team. That was the result of evil cruelty, and he must know what the two people in front of him thinks of such a horrific action.
A quiet, unspoken test.
Were they able to understand that such a thing was cruel and disgusting to think about? Or were they stuck with Jose’s mindset of determining that incident as a necessary course of action.
Juvia’s face fell slightly as she looked down in shame, remembering the incident. She had done nothing to contribute to the torture, but she had done nothing to stop it either. Emotionally stunted during the time, she had felt almost nothing while it happened. It was just her job to oversee them, to make sure they had the right targets. She took no pleasure in watching them scream and suffer though. “It shouldn’t have come to that.”
In the end, it truly was a mistake on Jose’s part to order the hit. But it was also from the actions of Sol that caused it to become incredibly worse. And with a sharp realization, Juvia looks down in shame as she realizes that she truly, never wants to do anything like that ever again in her life. She will fight, she will defend, she will use her magic for violence if need be. But that entire incident was terrible, looking back on it. She had not and will continue to never feel the urge for such sadistic methods.
“She had nothing to do with it, it was all me.” Gajeel stared Makarov in the eye as the guild master’s eyes opened and looked at him with a sharp expression. It was very intimidating, despite his short nature. But Gajeel had to…do something for Juvia. Because she clearly wants to have a change of scenery around her, and she did deserve it. She’d be a loyal person to Fairytail in the end. Gajeel, on the other hand, he knew that he didn’t have much of a chance. There wasn’t much to regret, as he was following orders.
And he would do it again.
“I was the one who brutally tortured Team Shadow Gear. They were weak, they were pathetic as it barely took any effort to beat them. Then I hung them on the tree in order for them to be displayed in all their glory to send a message from Jose, that Phantom Lord is---” Gajeel stared at Makarov the entire time, speaking monotonously as he relayed the memory of what had happened and what he had done. He is not going to sit here and say that it didn’t happen, because it did.
He had done all of those things, and he still felt as if Team Shadow Gear was pathetically weak. Half of Fairytail was weak as fuck in fact, and he had no interest in hiding his beliefs of that nature.
“No. Stop it, Gajeel--,” Juvia whipped her head around to look at the iron dragon slayer who couldn’t make eye contact with her. He continued to look at Makarov as he continued to spew the atrocities he has committed in the war, ignoring Juvia, who was yelling at him to stop with increasing volume.
Makarov watched the interaction silently. He felt rage at first, at the man in front of him seemingly looking detached and unresponsive to what had happened to Team Shadow Gear, unlike his female companion beside of him, looking somewhat guilty. But then he calmed himself and looked into Gajeel’s red eyes, looking deeper into the soul of the iron-dragon slayer. What he found was a bit interesting, as while he did believe in his words, it felt as if there was a mixture of exaggeration and lies that were embedded in between.
And his inferences were confirmed by Juvia, who was starting to tear up at what Gajeel was trying to do.
“Stop it, Gajeel! You--Why are you doing this? We agreed that we’d stay together, Juvia knows what you’re trying to do.” Juvia accused at Gajeel Redfox, who finally fell silent as he looked off to the side, breaking off eye contact with Makarov. “We are both just as guilty. So don’t making it seem as if you’re some cold-blooded monster who doesn’t feel a damn thing. Because Juvia saw you hesitate when Sol said to replace the stamp branding with the burn one. Juvia knows that you were shocked and didn’t want to do it secretly, deep down. That it was beneath you to do such things, and it had disgusted you just as it had disgusted Juvia. But you did it because you’re the most loyal man Juvia knows, and you’d do anything that Jose Porla asked you to do.”
“That is why, whatever happens, Juvia is staying by your side.” Juvia swore to Gajeel, who turned to look at her with slightly widened eyes. He was all she had left that was the closest thing to good despite everything she has suffered through with her life with Phantom Lord. All that was left of their dysfunctional home. She’s never spoken this much before, she’s never had so much to say, so her words mean something more. This newfound loyalty to each other was strong, as Gajeel finds that he feels the same way, even if he’d rather die than admit it aloud at the moment. He just wanted to be right and guess that Makarov Dreyar was planning to invite them to Fairytail, and he had just wanted to give the chance to Juvia.
Makarov understands now.
A woman so clouded in emotional pain and trauma that she doesn’t know why she feels as she does, but she’s slowly determined to try now that Phantom Lord was seemingly no more. A proud man who is so loyal to a fault that it even surpasses his own morals, that he’ll do anything to protect those he cares and respect. A monster indeed, Makarov thinks, but not as a bad thing. Such a level of loyalty is extremely rare to come by, and it was no wonder that he was such a menace to the world. That trait paired with Jose’s devious intentions was always going to be a disastrous combination.
Such monsters need someone to guide them from their own fatal flaw of loyalty.
“Are you ashamed of your actions against Team Shadow Gear?” Makarov asked, directed towards Gajeel.
“It was orders that had to be followed, and I--”
“Are you ashamed of your actions against Team Shadow Gear?” Makarov lowered his tone and hardened his glare. “I do not care of what Jose thought, I want to know what was running through your mind as you conducted his agenda.”
Gajeel closed his eyes and let out a sigh. “I had no interest in Team Shadow Gear. They are weak, I do not care what you say about that. They were hardly a challenge to defeat, but it gave me no pleasure whatsoever to continue to torture them. In fact, I don’t have much pleasure in torture that extreme. I’m a bit of twisted man, Makarov Dreyar. Perhaps if I was bored, I might knick someone with a small cut or two. But the caliber of Team Shadow Gear’s beating was beneath me. I only want to associate myself with people that are strong.”
The alarms that Gajeel Redfox was ringing in Makarov’s mind rang loud and true. The man was dangerous in his current form. But the loudest alarm that was present in Makarov’s mind wasn’t ringing at all. He doesn’t seek pleasure in torturing others, for that is a trait that only those of true wicked intentions possess. And for that, he can work with the efforts of reforming the man. Being violent in nature isn’t terrible. Some of his children also possess that trait; Natsu, Erza, and Mirajane when she was younger. Makarov thinks that perhaps Gajeel Redfox will never become a complete saint for good. A grey character, he might end up being.
But no matter, for if he continues to find people he cares about deeply such as Juvia Lockser in front of him, then there is hope for him to find a better path than the one he was heading on originally.
“The truth is that this is an invitation to Fairytail, as you might’ve already guessed. However, this is an indefinite invitation. I will not pressure you into joining, but I want to make it clear that I would like for you to join. Yes, your past will not be easily forgotten amidst the guild hall. Yes, it may be difficult to win the trust of the Fairytail members. For you specifically, Gajeel, the apologies to Team Shadow Gear are explicitly required should you join. But if you are able to get past that hardship and create real, true bonds trust and friendships between others, I believe it will change your life forever. For the better. And you’ll never regret the decision,” Makarov spoke soothingly as he watched Gajeel and Juvia. They both knew that it was coming, but they couldn’t help but look at Makarov in their respective states of awe and shock at the invitation. They were really being given a chance for change.
A second chance.
“You both deserve to have a second chance, being so young. I won’t let the actions of my generation cost you an entire life of hardships.”
Juvia quietly covered her mouth as she felt tears overwhelm her slowly. Like a wave, slowly overcoming her. They could be better; they had a chance for true happiness. She grabbed Gajeel’s hand in a spontaneous moment and tightened her grip on it, and while Gajeel didn’t give her a squeeze back, he didn’t make an effort to let go either. He just held his breath as Makarov continued to give them more news.
“There is a safehouse that’s located South of Magnolia that should be supplied with equipment to take care of your wounds first and foremost. There is food there, however, be cautious of the expiration date. If need be, don disguises and walk amidst the market and buy food. You may stay there for as long as you wish, but you must promise me to not cause any more trouble. For if you do, I’m going to find the both of you myself.”
They both nodded, feeling the pain throughout their body. A soft bed with a warm meal sounds heavenly right now.
“There are other restrictions that will be talked about, but for now, get some rest and recover safely. We will be in touch later on.”
Gajeel tensed at those words, eyes narrowing, “For a mission? Just give me about a week or so, I can go and do whatever you fucking want.”
Orders in exchange for hospitality.
It is one of the oldest tricks in the book, but he can’t find it in himself to care. He was already giving them more than Gajeel could ever openly ask for. He’ll do whatever Makarov Dreyar wants, just as he would follow Jose Porla. He is in a weak state right now, and he’s going to follow the man for the reasonable compassion that he was giving them in return.
If Makarov had been some happy-go-lucky guy that gave them the invitation out of pity or whatever fucking other emotion there is, Gajeel would’ve said no immediately. It wouldn’t have made any fucking sense, and he felt as if it would’ve been a silly environment compared to living in Phantom Lord. But no, the Fairytail guildmaster had said all of the right things, and it felt genuine because of it. He made them aware of the hardships that might come because of their actions in the past, but Gajeel knew that that was going to happen regardless. Still, it was rather considerate that he had explicitly stated that out loud.
He was angry, but fair to them despite their actions against Team Shadow Gear and more.
It doesn’t get clearer than that.
He’ll follow his orders.
“No,” Makarov said softly. “We’ll be in touch later on, because I would want to check up on you to see if you needed anything or if your wounds require more professional attention. I will check up on you, because even if you might not ever join Fairytail, I consider you my children now. I will check up on you because I care.”
And finally, Gajeel’s hand tightens around Juvia’s as they kept each other emotionally grounded at news, together.
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--L-H--
Dear Mama,
It’s over now, the war against Phantom Lord. It’s been over for a couple days now, actually. As painful as it is for me to write this, it was partially my fault in the end. I’ve made peace with that fact though, because I now know that I have family here, in Fairytail, that will always have my back. My faith in them is amazing, really. How can people live their lives without making such connections with people?
I love them, Mama. I love them so much.
But the truth is that there is something that I have to do alone, without the others.
Never, did I ever think that it had to come to this, but there is only so much forgiveness that I can give him for turning my life into shambles. Would you reprimand me, Mama? From the skies? For going to confront him all by myself?
Perhaps.
But I have to do this.
I have to settle things once and for all.
This can’t ever happen again…
“...and for that I am going home,” Natsu read out loud, feeling as if someone stuck a sword through his chest. Lucy wasn’t here when they had arrived to go celebrate their victory as a team. They were planning to drag her out with their shenanigans, but she was gone, and it was rather unexpected. Fearing the worst, everyone went into separate rooms in order to look for any traces, when Happy announced that he had found something.
That led to Team Haluna huddled around Lucy’s desk as they read the latest letter that was written to her mother, and the current cause of everyone’s heartache. Natsu dropped the letter as he promptly stood up. “I’m going after her.”
The first long reading that he had been able to read properly thanks to her guidance and patience, and it was of her supposedly leaving Fairytail to go back home. His mind raced, because it did make sense. She had felt so guilty for being a factor in the war, and he told her over and over that it didn’t matter, it wasn’t her fault. People like Phantom Lord were going to find any way to start a fight, that everyone doesn’t think she’s the one at fault.
Clearly, his efforts weren’t strong enough.
Natsu stared at the rest of them, as if to dare them to disagree with his plan. “I’m going to get her, and you guys won’t be able to stop me!”
“Calm down, Flare Head. No one is going to do anything just yet.” Gray said with his arms crossed. He fully understood Natsu’s initial reaction to the letter, it did make it seem as if they weren’t ever going to see Lucy again. The thought hurts, because he does love Lucy as a little sister, and it grows more and more with every passing day. But they had to be sensible. No way Lucy wouldn’t even let them know that she was leaving, without a word.
No way…
“Gray’s right, let’s read the letter again to make sure it’s not the case.” Erza spoke up. Even though she was the newest unofficial member of Team Haluna, she did consider Lucy a friend that was kind to her. She wishes to deepen their friendship, and she hopes that they weren’t right. That she hadn’t left for good.
They read it again, but it didn’t make them feel any better. There was too much uncertainty with the vague words, what was Lucy doing? Gray was the first to realize as he shot up, eyes widening, “Oh god, how did I not see this?”
“What?!” Natsu looked nervous.
“She’s going to see her father! The man who ordered Phantom Lord to kidnap her, and she’s probably going to confront him. That guy is dangerous if he hired someone to kidnap his own daughter, we gotta go!” Gray shouted as he and Natsu scrambled to head out the front door to Lucy’s apartment, to the train station. Erza was worried as well as she looked down at the letter, before rushing to follow the boys.
Is that why she said she had to do it alone? Was her father that dangerous? Erza wouldn’t know, she’s never met her biological father before. Makarov was the closest thing that she had to such a thing, but she knew it wasn’t the same to compare. Still, it hurts her heart to know that her friend could be going to a place in order to get herself hurt.
“Faster, you two!” Erza urged as she bolted past them. Happy flew above them as they rushed to help Lucy, rushed to stop her from making any rash decisions.
Praying that they were wrong, and Lucy was going to come back.
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Riding the taxi to the front of her home allowed her to properly collect her thoughts about what she would say in front of him, about the circumstances of what he had done. In what universe, did a father think that ordering a kidnap was more convenient than sending someone to speak with her respectively? Spirits forbid, a damn letter to his only child?
Was it that tedious to write a sentence requesting her presence?
Of all the choices he has made to get her attention, it just had to be the most heinous one of all.
“I don’t think I can do this cordially, Nee-san.” Lucy muttered. “He’s gone too far.”
“You won’t find any complaints from me, Lucy.” Rushii answered tiredly.
“I told you a long time ago that he wasn’t a good man, in any universe it seems.”
And that hurts to hear to be honest. That Jude Heartfilia was always meant to be a villain in his daughter’s story. A man that was just filled with the grief of losing his wife and has never recovered from such a loss. But it doesn’t excuse horrible choices that comes from it, and it has spiraled into this madness.
It was finally time to stop him from making such actions again and thinking that she won’t do anything to stop him.
Thus, she found herself thanking the driver as they pulled away, staring tall at the massive doors of the Heartfilia estate. Haunting, as usual. She could practically feel the depressing essence inside of the walls as she stood outside. It was amazing how spending so much time away from the home has opened her eyes to it’s true nature. Stale, always stuck in a limbo. Lucy was glad that she was able to escape such a fate.
The door opened and out came a familiar face that made her smile, despite the circumstances as why she came back in the first place. “Michael, how are you?”
Michael looked at Lucy in shock, noticing immediately how much the girl has change. How much she has matured as a person. He stood there silent for a moment, taking in the sight of his pseudo-granddaughter. She was a shy little girl when she left, cautious but excited to start her next adventure. And now as she stood proud with determination on her face, wearing a formal gown that fitted her as if she was a royal princess, looking at him with a confidence that couldn’t be faked.
She has experienced many things in life already, and she’s become a better woman for it.
“Goodness, Miss Heartfilia, you’ve grown,” Michael croaks as he reaches for a handkerchief to dab his eyes. He’s just so so proud of the girl. She hadn’t become like her father, she had managed to see the other forms of happiness in the world. She has truly begun to heal.
“Oh, don’t cry, Michael, you know I will too,” Lucy said softly as she stepped forwards to hug the elder man. He just placed a small kiss on her head as he embraced her back and cleared his throat, before looking down at her with small surprise. Lucy sniffed as elegantly wiped the corner of her eyes, before smiling ruefully at the butler.
“Do you know why I am here?”
“No, but I suspect it has something to do with your father.”
“Indeed. I need to speak with him immediately. I don’t care if he’s in a meeting or not.” Lucy firmly stated with a hardened look. Michael knew that the head of the house was free at the moment, but if he hadn’t been, he thinks he would’ve taken Lucy to see the man anyways. The expression on her face was enough to show that whatever matter they had to discuss, it was incredibly serious to her. And Michael would never get in the way of the Lady of the Heartfilia Manor, his lovely pseudo-granddaughter.
“Whatever he’s done and whatever comes of this moment, you must know that I think of you as a granddaughter, Miss Heartfilia. I am by your side.” Michael confessed quietly. At this late into his age, there isn’t much that can rock his entire world anymore. Any day could be his last. Which is why he felt the need for her to know that whatever comes from this, he’ll be by her side until his last breath. That is what has developed after years of taking care of the girl, when no one else did.
“I know, and I think of you as family as well, Michael.” Lucy said with pure honesty. She squeezed his hands as they exchanged heartful gazes before Michael ordered for the door to be opened more and allowed the lady inside.
“He is free at the moment. Enter whenever you wish.”
Lucy sucked in a deep breath before steeling her gaze. “Thank you, Michael.”
“Good luck,” Michael whispers to her as she walks past him with her head held high, with a grace that he knows Layla Heartfilia would be proud of. Thus, Lucy ascends up the stairs towards her father’s office, where she knows the last quest of this moment remains.
The hallway seems shorter than it used to be, when she was still living here.
Fear warps the mind, she thinks as she makes long steps, it warps the mind and it makes the environment seem more worse than what it actually is. That’s why it’s so important to leave and embrace change, at least to get the chance to open your eyes. To see the full scope of it all, and to think of how to proceed from there.
When she was younger, his office was a place of fear, sadness, and danger. That remains true as she opens the door to his office without a second thought. But it is no longer her fear that she feels and sees, but her father’s. His never ending spiral and how it has seeped into the very house that she had grown and loved.
It won’t affect her any longer though.
She was no longer the child she was when she had left the manor the first time.
“Father,” Lucy said coolly as she looked at the man at the desk before him. She wondered if he was glued to that godforsaken seat. If he’s ever bothered to step outside of this room in months. When was the last time he’s locked eyes with the sun?
Judging by the ghostly pale complexion on him, she figures it’s been long enough indeed.
“Ah, you’re here.” Jude Heartfilia looked up for a moment only to pause as he stared at Lucy for a while in slight disbelief. How..old was she now? He felt as if he was looking at Layla again, and it had rendered him speechless. His daughter was grown, but where had the time gone? Layla had just passed away only recently, right? Just who exactly was he looking at? “...you look more mature.”
Lucy could only scoff in disbelief, “I’m sure I do, considering it’s been years since we’ve had a proper conversation. It also took a while for you to notice that I had left the estate, I’m sure.”
Jude Heartfilia blinked slowly.
Ah, that’s right.
Recently, he had heard news of her leaving and ordered some people to bring her back in order for her to fulfill her duties. Why had she left in the first place? He had provided her with a home, food, shelter, and people to tend after her every need. It was a paradise, and she would always be guaranteed safe. Who would want to leave?
“There is no reason for such a tone, but I’m glad to see that that guild had been able to bring you back. It’s about time that you’ll be arranged for a marriage, don’t you think? With someone amongst the wealthy families in the area--” Jude looked down at his papers as he continued to drone on about his plans for her future, and that had promptly erased any sympathies she had for the man at the moment. In the end, he had only wanted her back in order to use her for something else.
Did he even think of her as a person, anymore?
“Let me stop you right there, Father. I have no interest in complying with your wishes, as there are more pressing matters that should be talked about instead. That “guild” that you had mentioned, ended up raging war against another guild, my guild in fact, and destroyed parts of Magnolia in an effort to get to me. Innocent people had a chance to get hurt, but that’s not even the worst part it seems.” Lucy ranted as she stared at Jude in the eye, who was speechless once more at the tone of voice she was using against him. At the open hostility that was in her eyes, as she continued on. At the pain in her voice, as if she can’t believe that she had to do this.
Forced to antagonize her own father in front of him.
’He…had done this?’, Jude thinks as he stares at Lucy with open eyes.
“The worst part is that you probably don’t even realize who you hired, just mindlessly used the wealth of our family to order something out of convenience. Like I was some package to be delivered.” Lucy spatted out, tears coming into her eyes.
God, it’s been years since she’s properly talked to the man, and she thought she was over it. Over the way that she had been neglected by him ever since Layla had died. She had found solace in other people, people that openly cared about her. And yet the pain that was erupting inside of her was old as it was deep, because if he had just asked to see her, she would have come.
She would’ve come, because she foolishly still loved her father.
“You could’ve just asked me to come home, Father. A letter, Michael coming as an informant. Anything. It didn’t even have to be from you, just something from the Heartfilia manor. I would have came without a second thought.” She cried because it was true, and that’s why she felt so guilty. It all could’ve been avoided had her father done the sensible thing. Her dysfunctional family had caused some harm to Magnolia. “But you didn’t. And now so much destruction is the result of all this nonsense.”
She’s never held his attention this long before, since her mother’s death. He didn’t even bother to give her more than a sparing glance when she was younger, and she stopped trying eventually. Was it because she looked like her mother, now? Grown and lively, just as Layla once was? And his expression, it’s as if he’s shocked at what he was seeing before him.
Good.
“Lucy…” Jude muttered at the sight of his daughter, at the anger in her voice. When did everything turn out so badly between them? It feels so sudden, but with every word that comes out of Lucy, it is clear that this moment was probably a long time coming. The anger that is inside of her, it is deep. It’s been simmering for years now. Time that Jude has been locked away in his office doing his job, as his daughter has grown up without a father for the later years of her life, basically.
And then the memories that he’s tried for what seems like forever to keep locked away, came rushing towards him as Lucy cries before him. Her first steps that she took in the dining hall of the tavern they had built together. Running from them at the age of four of five as she tried to escape the “evil” bathtime. Telling stories as she drifts off half asleep, of yet another story about the celestial spirits that Layla had.
It has...been a long time.
And it seems that while was his daughter in front of him, but he was no longer her father.
That much was clear, as he’s finding himself wondering about who exactly Lucy Heartfilia has become after all this time.
It was a revelation that broke his reality as he felt his throat close up. For what kind of father doesn’t know their own child, especially when they have lived in the same house for all of these years? It quite literally chips away at his heart as he watches Lucy for the first time in a long time, truly hearing what his child had to say.
Mirrored just as mighty as her mother was, all of those years ago.
“I’m leaving the Heartfilia Manor, this time for good. I don’t wish to be associated with someone so careless and apathetic. Fairytail, they are my true family now.” Lucy said hoarsely, feeling her throat growing sore as she ranted passionately to her father. Her father, who has kept eye contact with her the entire time, without even moving. She hopes he’s truly listening, because he must understand what she’s trying to say. Just this once, she hopes he’s listening to his daughter. “What has happened with Phantom Lord can never happen again, Father. It--It pains me more than I realize to say this, but if you send someone after me again or send someone after Fairytail…then you are my enemy. They respect me for who I am, and I won’t let you take that from me. I’ll fight you if I must, but please don’t make me have to fight you.”
She had begged the last part, towards the end. She might dislike her father, but they did have some good memories together in the past. Deep down, she likes to think that he still loves her just as she loves him. But his head is clouded and it has been for a long time. He was stuck in the past, ten years ago. It would hurt her immensely, if she had to fight against him, even after everything.
Because Jude Heartfilia was a terrible father, but in the whole scope of his entire life, he was not a terrible man.
If nothing else changes between the two of them after this moment, then she wishes for him to become a better person for himself. To start taking care of himself, at least.
It’s what Mama would have wanted; she thinks.
Jude Heartfilia closes his eyes as he lets his daughter’s words sink in. He was a villain, in her eyes. He was a villain in her world and has been for quite some time now. The angst that is inside of him at thought feels crippling, and it feels as if he had failed just as he had ten years ago. And he had. He had failed Layla in giving their child the love that she deserved, and he had failed Lucy for numerous occasions.
And it was too late to change any of that.
He will have to live with this, knowing that the deterioration of their relationship was entirely his fault.
If she needs to separate herself from him, in name, in anything, then he shall respect her wishes at once. Whatever she asks for, he shall grant without hesitation. If--If they never were to speak ever again, then he will grant her that courtesy as he’s already done it before. His sudden urge to speak with her more would just ruin things further, they haven’t had many conversations since Layla’s death to begin with, so why should she expect them to speak now?
No, it was better this way.
He will love her from afar and allow her to do whatever she wants and give her whatever she needs. He’ll wire money to her account secretly, in order to ensure that she would never face hardships in the apartment that she lives in. Jude Heartfilia will assist her from the shadows because that was his daughter.
His lovely, strong, independent daughter that she’s grown up to be.
That is why all he says is, “I see. If that is all, then you may take your leave. Your words..have been noted.”
His voice wavered a bit at the end, feeling choked up once more as he struggled to maintain his composure. Apologies whispered into his ears, but he didn’t dare open his mouth. What good was an “I’m sorry for all of the years you’ve been neglected?” after all of this time? It wouldn’t change a damn thing; they were still broken.
So, he keeps the act going, because at least this is what Lucy is used too. She’ll leave this manor knowing that she had said her piece, and she had come out victorious. She will not be burdened with the thoughts of her father no longer, and she’ll finally lead herself to having a good life without holding herself back any longer with any lingering resentments. He won’t say a thing, because she deserves to be happy, and he hasn’t been a source for a long time now.
And when she leaves the office after a soft goodbye, Jude leans back in his chair as he lets out a soft sigh as a couple tears fall, because he had ruined everything.
He had ruined everything between them and yet his daughter still loved him.
His daughter still loved him, and he was not worthy.
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“I did it, Mama.” Lucy whispers to her mother’s gravestone as she places a dandelion next to it. She whispered a small prayer for her before turning to leave the cemetery, walking up the hill to begin the trek back towards to the manor. She had wanted to be buried in the nature, amongst the hills of the estate’s land. It was a lovely view indeed, Lucy thinks as she walks amongst the top of the hill, looking out.
The wind blew softly, giving a nice breeze against the heat of the sun. Despite the stormy confrontation that happened moments prior, the weather was a nice change of pace. With the sun beaming on her skin, it makes her a bit hopeful, even if she feels a bit drained. Emotionally drained, but now she was truly free, Lucy thinks as she watched some leaves float by.
There was a noise that captures her attention as her brows furrow a bit, before she turns to see some people running towards her from across the green hills. She’s a bit taken aback, who had the audacity to roam on private property? That was until she saw the unmistakable pink hair on a figure as they ran closer, and her heart swelled at the time of her Team Haluna rushing towards.
Yes, her real family now.
Natsu was the one who made it first, incredibly stamina the dragon slayer had. He immediately rushed over and nearly knocked the both of them over as he held her in his arms. They stumbled for a moment before Natsu pulls her close with big, innocent eyes that seemed to plead for her. His expression was open as usual, with worry so clear on his face that she couldn’t help but gently brush some his hair out of his eyes, hands lingering on his face.
“What’s wrong, Natsu?” Lucy asked him gently, looking at him with confusion and concern in her own eyes. Later on, she’ll ask them how they knew she was here. But for now, she must ease her Natsu’s worries.
“Don’t leave,” Natsu pleads, holding her tight. Lucy almost wanted to laugh out of incredulous because what on Earth Land was, he talking about? Leaving? She could never leave them, not after everything they’ve been through. Instead, she just chuckles softly as she listens to his hurried rambles.
“I read the letter, oh--sorry, w-we just didn’t know where you were! And then it said that you had to go back home, we all sort of panicked because we don’t want you to leave, Luce--” Natsu was promptly quieted by a finger on the lip as Lucy sighed before rolling her eyes lightly.
“So, you went through my stuff without permission, hmm?”
Natsu let go of her waist in order to make gestures at his mouth, motioning for her to remove her finger. She did ever so slightly, so that he could speak.
“We did but it was with good intentions!” Natsu quickly defend himself.
“Uh huh,” Lucy raised an eyebrow as Natsu spluttered on about nonsense before she realized what he had said earlier. “You were able to read the letter properly?”
Natsu faltered in the middle of his sentence, “Uh, yes?”
“I’m so proud of you!” Lucy beamed and Natsu flushed at the praise as he smiled softly back at her, because he hadn’t been able to do it without her. But that’s not the point they were here for, and it felt like Lucy was avoiding answering his plea. “Thank you, but that’s not why we’re here. Lucy, I--”
Another finger on the lip silences him, as he subconsciously resorts to his eyes conveying his message.
Don’t leave us, Lucy.
Don’t leave me.
I need you.
And Lucy understood all too well, because she felt the same. “I will never leave you guys, and if I do, it won’t be without a proper goodbye. I had to return home in order to confront my father personally, and as lovely as you all are, I felt as if it was something that I had to conquer on my own.”
She gently stroked Natsu’s cheek with her other hand, “Don’t worry, Natsu. I know now that the way I wrote that letter was rather vague and gave that impression, but I’m not going anywhere if I can help it. I’m not leaving you, just as you will never leave me?”
“Never.” Natsu whispers against her finger, before pulling her into a hug. Lucy just chuckles as she embraces him back, rubbing his back as she allowed him to hug out the rest of his worries. She was sorry to has cause him so much anguish, the thought of her leaving must’ve really made him upset. Her cheeks turn a bit pink at the thought, because well, wasn’t that scene in a romance novella?
The man chases after the woman he loves, thinking she’s leaving for good, but it was all a small misunderstanding?
Natsu loving Lucy?
A beautiful fairytale indeed, she allows herself to selfishly think for a moment. Until she saw that Gray and Erza were finally here, and she had launched herself into their arms. Gray just patted her on the back while Erza nearly broke her bones as she hugged the woman in return, but that was just their forms of love.
“A pink haired birdy told me that you guys thought I was leaving, huh?” Lucy teased.
Gray just scoffed, “Well we weren’t that worried. I figured that you were coming to confront your dad since he had a part in all of this. We just came to provide backup just in case he really was wicked man who wanted to hurt you.”
Lucy sighed at his words, looking back at the manor in the distance. “Not a wicked man, but a rather sad one. It’s over though, I think I was clear in what I had to say to him. The rest of up Father for what he wishes to do with it.”
“And you’re alright? Nothing happened?” Erza gave Lucy a once over. Lucy just twirled a bit in her gown before placing her hands on her hips as she looked at them a bit exasperatedly.
“I’m fine, I promise! You guys can be such worry warts.” Lucy grumbled before Gray gave her a deadpanned look.
“You’re literally the worst out of all of us.”
“Shut up.”
“He’s got a point, Luce, as much as I hate to say it. You’ve scolded me out of worry a total of, um, 213 times!”
“Shut up!”
“You know how to count, Flame Brain? Color me impressed.” Gray snarked as they began to walk down the hill.
“You calling me stupid, ice punk? I’ll fucking kill you!” Natsu hisses as the boys knocked heads. Erza let out a grumble as she began to stalk over towards the boys, but Lucy just put a hand on her shoulder and shook her head. That was their way of releasing tense emotions, and it works for them. They can step in if it gets too rowdy.
Happy flew over towards Lucy and landed in her arms as she hugged him for a moment, “Hey there, Happy.”
“Lushi~! I’m glad you’re staying.”
“I was never planning to leave,” Lucy said happily as they all walked together as a team, with her as the leader. Erza makes small talk in the meantime as they take their time, watching Natsu and Gray run around up ahead. “You own this much land, Lucy? You must be very rich.”
“It’s my father’s money, but I think I do have an inheritance that he isn’t able to touch. I’ll probably use it for the apartment or perhaps a shopping trip should be planned instead!” Lucy said excitedly as she looked at Erza.
“We should gather some of the girls to go shopping with us, I’m sure everyone would love to!”
“Yes, I think so too.” Erza replied warmly, with a smile on her face.
Arms interlinked, as they took their time on the way back home to Fairytail.
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Cigar smoke blew into the air as Jude Heartfilia looked down at the grave of his wife, while a hand full of dandelions that was gently placed next to the stone. The constant heartache that fills him at the sight of the love of his life was something that he’s made peace with for over a decade now. There was a piece of him that died with her that day.
“I’ve disappointed many people, I see now.” Jude spoke quietly, his deep voice so soft that it disappeared into the wind.
“I’ve failed you Layla as a husband. Not for your sickness, but for being someone you thought you could trust to take care of Lucy once you had passed. I’ve failed you and I’ve failed our daughter.”
There is a new ache in his heart, a wound fresh. “It seems that I am destined to be a haunted man.”
Michael stood off to the side in silent shock, still reeling in the fact that Jude Heartfilia was finally out of his office and outside to visit his wife’s grave. Shocked that he could faintly hear his words and how he has finally understood the pain that he has caused his daughter after all of these years.
“She doesn’t want me to be in her life.” Jude took in a smokey breath before exhaling it outwards, “And I do not blame her for a second.”
“So, I swear on your grave, Layla, I am going to do better for her, even if it’s from the shadows.” He finishes his whisper as he turns to around to walk back through the hills that his wife had loved and adored. Because the sight was beautiful, she said. Full of nature.
Michael quickly fell into step behind Jude as they walked silently back towards the manor.
It wasn’t until he was at the doors of his office that Jude stopped and asked Michael a quiet question, “Were you there for her, when I wasn’t?”
Michael paused, looking at the back of the large man, but he had decided to tell the truth.
“I was. She’s grown up to be an amazing woman, Master Jude. She might have Layla’s looks and her friendly nature, but her relentlessness, leadership, and determination came from you.”
He doesn’t know if Jude smiles or not at the words, but the millionaire does let out a small sigh and a hum before he entered the office without another word. As he turns around to close the door however, Jude makes eye contact with Michael and gives him a singular nod of respect before closing the door shut.
And Michael swallows down a harsh breath at the look in his eye, for he hasn’t seen that quiet fire in him in over a decade.
Things truly can change, for the better, it seems.
There’s hope for some of us after all.
Notes:
Wow.
Just wow.
I am absolutely in love with chapter you guys, I'm not going to lie. I sat here all day and edited and crafted this powerful chapter, and here we are about 15k words later, feeling the brunt of it. It was actually emotional to write because I really had to tap into their psyche and feel the emotions as they do.
I don't even know what to say really, but I am excited to see you all's comments about what went down in this monster of a chapter.
I had an idea originally of how Lucy's and Jude's conversation was going to go, but it took a turn and then it turned into what you've just read now. Jude Heartfilia is a sorry man, but he's no true evil villain. He's just sad and being sad causes people to be stuck in a limbo that doesn't leave. And now that his eyes are open, maybe he'll take it day by day as he recovers the version of himself that he has lost. The goal is not to sympathize and make him a victim, as I wrote him. Grief does not excuse the actions he has made. But it does humanize him, I think. And it makes him more realistic, instead of being some egotistical father that doesn't give a shit about Lucy anymore (at least during this period of time).
Gajeel and Juvia are more than just basic friends but not in that way. What they have experienced links them together just as Natsu and Gajeel are linked together from their similarities and childhood. I wanted to craft a relationship between the two former Phantom Lord members in a way that was powerful, but they never once thought of the concept of friendship with one another. In fact, I think I've only written them thinking about the term of friends when Fairytail was involved, but never when it was just to two of them. And once they join Fairytail, they'll see that they are in fact the very thing that they thought made them weak, but here they were, standing proud and strong.
As for Natsu and Gajeel, I wanted it to end on that note actually. I am a bit nervous to see the responses of that, in fact. I wanted them to be eager to fight but to also be curious about one another, especially Natsu. I don't recall Natsu and Gajeel having a deeper bond in the canon material, and thus I wanted them to create the beginning of the foundations of the Fairytail Dragon Pack, starting with the two of them. I do admit it to be the weakest part, but it’ll get updated in due time!
"What about Laxus?"
Huehue, don't worry. That will be covered when it's time for his arc during the battle of Fairytail.
The Makarov vs Jose part was cut short, because it really didn't matter in my opinion about the details of the fight. What mattered was the aftermath of the fight, and how everyone came together in the end once Jose was defeated. That is why I skipped going into detail about it, and instead, set up dialogue between Erza and Makarov giving foreshadow and insight on how they think. Plus I needed a good transition for from the battle to Makarov and Gajeel and Juvia talking.
Y'all Gajeel was so fun to write, you guys don't understandddd!!!
I just finished reading some Harry Potter AO3 fics and gosh, I just knew I had to write and post this chapter TODAY. Reading those stories always expand my vocabulary and detail writing 100% and it inspires me to produce nothing but the best of my abilities for this fic!
But yes, Phantom Lord Arc has come to an end but that doesn't mean it's actions have been forgotten...>:D
Please comment about anything you loved, could be a bit better on, favorite part of the chapter, anything! Y'all know that I respond in due time.
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 24: Chapter 19
Summary:
Recovery is a long road indeed, but life goes on.
How do you adapt?
There's no right answer.
But there are plenty of wrong ones, despite it.
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Nineteen: The Unsaid Still Echoes
Loke Arc I
There are times where if she thinks too hard about the soreness of her body, she feels the phantom lingering of the sharp splinters of the tree bark pressed into her back. Magnolia has been rebuilt and so has the guild, stronger than ever.
Everyone was in the end stage of rehabilitation, those with the more serious injuries were in the final stages of healing.
Fairytail had won the war and so it was back to quest accepting and adventuring again.
Ideally, at least.
Levy McGarden stood before the mirror of her clinic room, looking back at her reflection as she took in a rattled deep breath.
Shaken.
It’s been half a month and she’s still shaken.
Her hand slowly rose from her side, lifting up her shirt where the faint scar of Phantom Lord remained. It was barely noticeable, thanks to the incredible healing capabilities that mages possess. Having a mana core will do that for you, Levy silently thinks to herself as she stares.
A side character.
That’s what Levy has come to acknowledge as she’s lived her life. And that isn’t a bad thing at all. In fact, she preferred it, if she was being honest. Being personally close to the danger, surviving the attack with Phantom Lord, having--having the attention of powerful enemies was never on her to-do list.
Yes, she loves and supports Fairytail with all of her heart. It was that strength that allowed her to stand strong mentally, glaring at the iron dragon slayer man’s ruby red eyes defiantly as he had burned her skin. But she can’t say that she’s one to actively seek for the fight. Not like Natsu, Gray, Erza does, or even Lu-chan as they go on their quests. In her eyes, they were the main characters of Fairytail, and she was just a side character and she was okay with that.
Supporting them from afar.
A knock on the door pulls her from her thoughts, as Levy called for them to enter the room.
It was Lucy.
“Hi Levy,” Lu-chan said quietly as she smiled softly at the bookworm, carrying a small stack of books as she entered the room. Levy shot her a small smile back as she gestured for her to take a seat next to her.
“Here’s two copies of the latest sequel to the Barry Jake Lotter series that we requested. Hopefully you haven’t looked at the reviews in the latest Bookzilla Magazine, I’ve heard good things though so I’m excited.” Lucy said happily as she placed Levy’s copy down next to the mirror. Levy hummed,
“I can’t believe it’s finally here! That cliffhanger from the last book…”
“Was painful as it was genius.” Lucy nodded as she sat back and rested before turning to look at Levy who was just standing there. Looking at her reflection, as if she was unsure of what she wanted to see. Lucy’s brow furrowed for a moment as she got up to make sure the door to her clinic room was closed before she took a seat once more.
“...Levy-chan?”
Levy didn’t make eye contact with Lucy. “...Yes, Lu-chan?”
“How are you doing?” Lucy opted to ask. Originally, she had almost said “Are you okay?”, but considering her recent events, it seemed rather inconsiderate to say. No, she probably wasn’t okay.
Not after all of that.
“I-I’m doing alright, I suppose.” Levy sniffed a bit. “I think I’m just having a bit of a…re-evaluation of my point in life.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’ve never been one to fight, Lucy.” Levy sighs softly, looking away from the mirror in order to look her friend in the eye. Lucy inaudibly gasped at the look of confliction in Levy’s eyes, because whatever was tormenting the girl was affecting her greatly. Her heart ached for her friend, and Lucy placed her book down in order to show that she was giving Levy her undivided attention.
“I-I’ve never been beaten so badly in my entire life.” Levy’s face scrunched as she let out a small, wet cry as she covered her face with her hands. She backed up to sit on top of the bed, and Lucy silently got up to take a seat next to her, wrapping an arm around her friend. Tears of her own pricked the back of Lucy’s eyes as she looked up at the ceiling, allowing Levy to sob quietly against her shoulder.
For how long as she held this in?
And where was Jet and Droy?
“Jet and Droy…?”
Levy took a moment to collect herself before she quietly sighed at the sound her teammate’s names. “The moment they were free to leave, they had wanted to track down Gajeel immediately. A revenge quest, no doubt.”
“What?”
“I told them not to do it, I mean--look at how he had left us. Was that not enough proof that he was out of our league? It’s…a lost cause.”
Lucy didn’t know what to say to that. Had it been Natsu and Gray, they’d probably go after Gajeel again themselves, just as Jet and Droy had. But it was not realistic to think that Droy and Jet’s experience was comparable to the former duo. Team Shadow Gear’s missions were not on the same caliber as Team Haluna’s. No one talks about it, but the more dangerous missions you take, the more desensitize you were to bloodshed and violence. It was no question as to why Levy was still shaken up, and why Jet and Droy were desperate for vengeance.
It was their first time being in a situation so brutal.
The emotions were running rampant indeed.
“Sometimes the recovery for such a horrific and shocking act is longer than the actual timeframe of the incident.” Rushii acknowledged quietly as she watched in a sleepy daze, from her hammock. Levy was always such a loving, soft person and she was happy to know that it hasn’t changed in this timeline.
“She has a long road ahead of her.”
…Why was it always the good ones?
“How do you cope?” Levy quietly asked.
‘Please, help me’ is what Lucy silently heard.
“The first step to be honest, is to allow yourself to panic. To cry. Because you went through something horrific, and you survived . The survivor’s shock hasn’t fully settled in yet,” Lucy answered just as softly. “When we went on that S-Class mission to Galuna Island, we-- Spirits, I really don’t know how we survived. I don’t know how Gray is still alive after all of that. I’ve never said it out loud, but there was one point where I thought his wounds were going to take him down permanently. I had cried in relief at everyone making it out alive on the boat ride back.”
“And the nightmares?”
Lucy paused before holding Levy a bit closer. “...it’s a work in progress.”
She thinks of Gray who had suffered years of insomnia over his past, and now he crashes on her couch from time to time because he feels safe. She thinks of Erza was still relatively newer to the group, but Lucy is sure that it is only a matter of time before her apartment becomes a safe haven for yet another Fairytail member (and she is not complaining). She thinks of Natsu, who has confessed that while he manages to go to sleep, he sleeps better with someone next to him. So sometimes, when the thoughts get too loud, he quietly infiltrates through her open window and settles down next to her, on top of her sheets.
And when Lucy wakes up to an empty space with a lingering warmth, she knows who’s been there.
And when she enters her kitchen to see Gray passed out on her couch, she quietly makes coffee for two.
Because that’s how they cope.
“Together, is the key.” Lucy smiles a little at the memory. “You and your team. You three are the only people who can possibly understand the magnitude of what you went through, because you all experienced it together . So you three can help heal each other fully as well, with additional help, of course. Like there’s any way I’d let you figure it out alone. Leader to leader, eh?”
Levy let out a small giggle, “I do forget that we are both team leaders.”
“I know right?” Lucy let out a laugh in return. The best teams don’t truly need a leader constantly though. She is the leader of Team Haluna, but it didn’t always feel like she was. Levy was the leader of Team Shadow Gear, but she didn’t operate as such.
“I am not a fighter, Lu-chan.” Levy confesses once more, “But I am starting to understand that I may become a liability in the future if things continue like this.”
“A liability? What the-- No --”
“Hear me out, Lucy.”
Lucy frowned at the thought of her friend calling herself a liability but complied with her wishes.
“The… incident has made me realize that just by being a member of Fairytail, there’s always a chance for someone to want war. We are famous, we are strong, and word has surely gone out stating that we have beaten Phantom Lord. Maybe that causes guilds who were thinking along the same lines as Phantom Lord to retreat. Or it causes the opposite, and now we have targets on our backs even more. Like we’re the test of someone’s strength, if you can beat us, you are powerful.”
Levy continued on with her rant despite her feeling her fears beginning to choke her. “R-Regardless, I’ve come to the realization that I must get stronger in order to not become a hindrance to you all and to protect myself as well.”
Lucy got up and looked at Levy, “Levy-chan, you will never be a hindrance to anyone . Why would you say something like that?”
“Because the weakest members will be used in order to bait the strongest. Just as Phantom Lord did with me and my team .” Levy finally cried out once more, as her voice escalated higher. Slowly, tears began to trek down her face as Lucy looked at her in shock, before she swallowed down the rest of her retort. It didn’t matter how you spun it, Levy had a point. It was a classic act of warfare to target the weak in order to lure out the strongest members.
Levy didn’t want to be put in a situation like that ever again, and Lucy despite her worries, couldn’t take that away from her. Who would want to be in a situation like that anyways?
“But you are not a fighter,” Lucy murmured with a newfound understanding of the meaning of the phrase. It was no wonder why Levy was so insistent on the phrase, why she had repeated it. She knew that she had to get stronger for her own sake at the very least, but she was scared. She was not a fighter, so how was she supposed to get stronger?
It is one thing to understand the predicament.
It was another to understand how to solve it.
“You…It’s something that you’re going to have to want for yourself,” Lucy sighs as she sits next to Levy once more. “I understand your reasonings and they do make sense, but the last thing that you want is that to be the sole reason you want to get stronger. Because the more mistakes you make, which is inevitable, the more frustrated you’ll get. I think it can very easily turn into something self-destructive.”
Especially considering her current fragile state of mind.
“Well said, imouto.”
“Take it one step at a time, Levy-chan. There’s no rush.” Lucy said as she pulled Levy into a tight hug. She gently carded through her short blue hair as she allowed the smaller girl to cry once more in her arms.
“There’s no rush at all.”
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Gajeel Redfox sat next to the window of the safehouse that Makarov had allowed them to stay at, quietly looking out into the distance down below. It was busier on this side of Magnolia. People walked hand in hand with their lovers, children ran throughout the streets chasing after balloons and other flying shit. In the distance, the guild hall stood proud as if it was the pillar for all of this happiness.
As if they were the symbol of peace and love in Magnolia.
To be quite honest, Gajeel didn’t like looking at the guild hall for too long. It’s been some weeks, and it still feels as if there was a heavy, lingering air around the place. There was something inside of him that didn’t want him to take another step forwards. It was maddening a little bit, because he couldn’t figure out why. Why was he dreading the option to join Fairytail? Why did it make him feel rather anxious, nerves feel as if they were lighted on fire?
Speaking of fire, his burns has healed but they’ll leave a scar as he suspected. It didn’t matter to Gajeel, who is rather proud of the symbols of worthy opponents on his skin. They were like trophies, showcasing that he wasn’t someone to be messed with. Because he was one to follow through to his word and fight.
The topic of burns leads him to thinking about the brand on the blue shrimp however, and suddenly there’s a sinking feeling in his chest at the thought.
Makarov had said that it was guilt.
Gajeel swore that he hated that fucking word from that day on.
“Are you sure it’s alright?” Juvia asked him from across the room.
Gajeel rested his head against the window as he turned ever so slightly to take a look at the water mage. She had managed to heal faster than Gajeel for obvious reasons physically, but she’s been able to heal faster mentally as well. There was a part of him that was jealous, that was eager to start this new life that awaited them. Maybe he should’ve been emotionless for years too, just so that he could have a cleaner slate to start on.
He knows people think of him to be apathetic, but that is not entirely true. He just didn’t give a fuck about those he had no interest in and that just happened to be majority of people around him at the time. He still felt feelings though, it’s just that the situations that called for such a thing rarely came around.
“I already told ya it was fine,” Gajeel grumbled. She would never outwardly say it, it wasn’t in her nature to speak up for herself and to look directly at what she wants. Instead Gajeel had to suffer her longing looks outside, and the blunt curiosity in her eyes when they went out to get basic necessities. Juvia was eager to begin in her journey in Fairytail, but she was chained down by Gajeel’s presence.
So he decided to let her go while he stayed here.
He doesn’t think he’s gathered enough of his pride to head towards Fairytail himself anyways.
“Juvia has an idea of what you’re thinking,” And of-fucking-course she does.
She’s become some fucking wizard at being able to read emotions (Gajeel’s) nowadays and if he wasn’t slowly becoming a different man, he would’ve pushed her a way a long time ago. They do fight sometimes, getting frustrated at each other.
Gajeel just wants her to go so that she could be able to live her life, and Juvia just wants Gajeel to understand that she thinks she wants him in it. That she doesn’t want him to disappear after she leaves for Fairytail, because he succumbs to the darkness of his own thoughts, and it causes him to make rash decisions.
Since no one would be here for him, except for himself if she were to stay at the Fairy Hills or something.
“Please don’t leave when Juvia goes,” She asks quietly, looking rather small and transparent. Yes, it was true that she wanted to go out and see what Fairytail has to offer. With every passing day, such a curiosity grows and she gets this--this feeling that she knows she’s making the correct choice in life. But she refuses to leave Gajeel behind, not after everything they’ve been through.
“If you leave, it would hurt Juvia badly.”
“I don’t know what you fucking want from me,” Gajeel suddenly snaps, because they’ve fought over this before. It was an age old argument at this rate and it will only end the same.
“Juvia wants for you to give yourself a chance! What happened to believing in Makarov?”
“He’s managed to stay true to his word for now, so I respect the old bastard. But he ain’t all of Fairytail, and it’s going to be harder to adjust than you fucking think. And when you get there, isolated for yet another reason that was blown out of your fucking control, what then? And if nothing changes in your life after joining Fairytail, will you just revert back to the person you was before?” Gajeel roars. He says it so venomously because they were the villains looking for redemption and it doesn’t mean that the heroes have to have bleeding fucking hearts in order to accept them.
“You make good points, but Juvia thinks...that is not all,” Juvia presses forwards hesitantly. She’s really taken Makarov’s words to heart it seems.
Gajeel hates this goddamn woman.
“Your pride is still bruised from losing the fight. You are scared of going to this new place to pledge loyalty, but only because you know just as Juvia knows that we can’t live in a place like Phantom Lord again, even if you deny it--”
“--I could fucking do it. I don’t need to surrender myself to those pansy --”
“--Stop. Stop. Gajeel, the war is over. It’s been over for over two weeks now. Magnolia has been rebuilt in that time and so has Fairytail. When will you realize that we are no longer Phantom Lord anymore? We have freedom to do as we please now and you don’t know how to deal with it.” Juvia cuts him off, raising her voice to match his. Gajeel stared at her with a clench jaw as he hissed through his teeth,
“Don’t you think I fucking know that? I know. We’ve spent so long thinking about them as our enemies that it feels wrong in my skin that now I am thinking of entertaining the idea of being their fucking comrade.”
Which is why this “guilt” of injuring someone of the former enemy was making him feel so sick. He doesn’t regret a single thing he’s done as he has willing fought for what he had thought was right at the time. Where his loyalties (had?) lied, in the idea of true strength. But the more time he thinks about the one incident that genuinely has begun to haunt him, he realizes that she had stared him down till the very end.
Even when she screamed in pain.
There was an inextinguishable fire that was laced within the blue haired woman when he had pressed the mark of Phantom Lord into her skin, and yet despite her mangled body, she had the willpower to never let Sol have the satisfaction of seeing her spirit broken.
Yet, despite Gajeel being the one to render her and her team into that state, he could no longer tell you who was strongest person in that pavilion on that day.
And that’s fucking with his mind, because he thought he knew what true strength meant.
“Go.”
Juvia’s jaw clenched a bit as she felt a rush of anger at being so casually dismissed after all that’s been said. Is this what was awaiting her along the path of--of friendship? It was so aggravating; she did not want this version.
Where was the never-ending smiles and the laughter?
Wasn’t that true friendship?
In fact, why was she so angry at Gajeel in the first place? They had a relatively good relationship for Phantom Lord standards but that was in the past. They do not need each other anymore now. Juvia has made it clear that she wanted to take the path of Fairytail, and Gajeel was too caught up into his own shit to understand the chance they were being given.
And she owed him--him nothing.
The door slammed so loudly that it echoed through Gajeel’s sensitive ears as he held back the wince inside.
He’s sure that Makarov will come and pay a visit once he sees that Juvia had gone and joined Fairytail without him.
He’ll just…take it one step at a time for now, as if he has a choice. He has loads of free-time nowadays, loads of freedom.
And despite such freedom, what Juvia had failed to realize was that Gajeel had felt as if he had lost his purpose, and he didn’t know what to do anymore. It was more than just having an abundance of freedom available at his fingertips now.
It was losing his purpose that has begun to cost him a fraction of his apathetic-ness, and now all that he has left is his thoughts of inner turmoil.
It was disgusting and he wanted to claw his mind out himself.
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“Huh…” Lucy blinks in slight disbelief as she takes a look at her bank account. A couple days ago, she could’ve sworn that she was close to becoming a broke girl, only to find a large sum of money had been transferred to her account as of today. Her brow furrowed because although she had taken some odd jobs to get by these days, she didn’t think she made this much money from them.
And yet the letter before her reflected otherwise.
“What’s up?” Natsu yawns from her hotel bed as he looks over in a sleepy daze, while Lucy sat at her desk. She looks over towards the pink haired man at his sleepy state and quickly looked away with pink cheeks. Spirits, these days she’s been feeling warm and fuzzy whenever she speaks with Natsu. Her heart races a little faster, there’s a lingering tingling sensation whenever they touch. It’s always been natural to fall into touch with Natsu, but these days…
These days it is beginning to feel like something more, and Lucy is not quite ready to face this new development of feelings just yet.
“I’ve seemed to have more money in my account than I realize…” Lucy mutters before shrugging in the end. Perhaps she had miscalculated how much she’s made over the past couple of weeks with the jobs she’s taken with Team Haluna. Their most recent quest had led them to taking up leading roles in a play that should’ve went horribly wrong but ended up becoming a massive success to everyone’s surprise. So bad it was good, they said.
She still isn’t sure what to think about such a statement but if the people enjoyed it, then who’s going to speak up?
Rushii finally fell asleep and has been resting for a while now after she summoned that Interstellar Taurus to everyone’s surprise. Lucy briefly wondered if Gajeel Redfox even understood the monumental action that had taken place back then, because she had. It left her with so many questions, so much so that while she respects her Nee-san’s resting period, she is rather impatiently waiting for her to wake up so that she can truly ask what she’s dying to know.
Was that her Taurus from her universe?
So many questions…
“Is that a bad thing?” Natsu cocked his head as Lucy merely shrugged. Having more money than you realize is never a complaint. It was just a bit unusual considering she was decent at budgeting her money these days.
“Flame-Brain,” Gray peeks his head through to Lucy’s room as he looked around for Natsu. Natsu grunts from the bed and lifts his head slightly, giving Gray his attention.
“Let’s go to the sauna, yeah?”
“You can’t go by yourself?” Natsu taunted.
Lucy could feel a growing headache coming. Gray scoffed before he slammed the rest of the door open and pointed rudely at the pink haired boy sprawled on her bed. Natsu just stuck his head out as he propped himself on his arm as he smiled smugly at Gray.
“I was just trying to be fucking nice and invite you, you bastard.”
“That’s an odd way of saying you need a babysitter to walk you to the hot springs.”
Gray’s eye twitched. “One of these days I’m going to---”
“I’d like to see you try you stripper son of a--”
“Boys.” Lucy hisses as she rubs her temples, shooting the two of them dirty looks. They at least had the decency to look abashed at being scolded by Lucy, who looked as if she was tired of their shit. “Please, take this somewhere other than my room.”
Natsu was the first to act as he gets up from her bed and grabs one of the towels in the linen closet. He just chuckles as he playfully shoves Gray away from Lucy’s room, taunting him in a calmer manner. “Whatever, I guess I’ll prove that I can hold my breath longer than you can underwater.”
“That’s what you think,” Gray snarks back as he goes back to grab a towel himself and give Lucy a sheepish half-apology smile. The blonde just rolls her eyes but shoots him a smile in return and gestured for them to get going. It wasn’t anything super serious, she wasn’t mad at them completely. It was a nice hotel, and she just wanted some peace for once, the bickering didn’t have to be everywhere they go.
At least to the caliber they tend to take it too.
Boys, Lucy sighs as she shakes her head.
“Princess.”
Lucy jumps a bit in surprise as Virgo appears next to her, kneeling as she looks down at the floor. Clutching her chest a bit as she calmed herself down from being startled, she gave Virgo a smile and quickly told her to rise, “Virgo? Hi!”
“Hello, Princess.” Virgo smiled minisculely before she steeled her expression and looked around the slightly disfigured room. “Shall I tidy up?”
“If you want to,” Lucy shrugs. She’s learned long ago that it was fine to give into Virgo’s nature sometimes, and while she doesn’t let it go too far, it wasn’t any harm in letting the spirit do what she enjoyed. If she liked to clean, then so be it. But Lucy never made it her responsibility, she generally took care of her messes, partially to ensure that Virgo didn’t feel as if she was just her cleaning maid.
“This isn’t your new apartment, is it- ebi ?” A new voice teased.
“Cancer?” Lucy was surprised once more.
“Don’t you ever have a fucking off button, maid?” Someone barked.
“Aquarius?!”
“Don’t you ever have a filter? Tends to come with aquatic substances, yes?” Virgo said lightly as she folded her master’s bed sheets. Cancer snickered off to the side at the play on words.
“Ha. Ha.” Aquarius scoffed before she leaned against Lucy’s chair with a sharp smirk. “Well, well, Heartfilia. It’s been a while.”
“What are you guys doing here?” Lucy beamed. It’s been a while since she’s been able to talk with her spirits casually, normally her main method of communication was because she had called them to battle. It was lovely to feel their magical signatures again, it felt like Home in a way that Fairytail wouldn’t be able to replace.
Cancer smiled. “It’s been a while, as Aquarius had said- ebi . Taurus sends his regards, but he was in the middle of tracking something down in the spirit world for the Celestial Spirit King.”
“Ah, that’s right…” Lucy suddenly remembered. Their lives don’t stop suddenly in the spirit world. While it doesn’t mimic Earth Land, it was still the land of spirits for all celestial beings and more. She remembers Cancer owning a salon in the spirit world, and that Taurus was a tracker for all things spirit related.
At the mention of the Spirit King, Aquarius frowns slightly and Lucy knows all too well what the mermaid was thinking. She reassures her immediately, “I’m not mad about what happened on Galuna Island, I still trust you Aquarius, please don’t burden yourself.”
“Yeah yeah, I wasn’t thinking too hard about it either. I’ve swept you away before in my own free will anyways, it wasn’t anything fucking new,” Aquarius huffs but there’s tension that disappears from her shoulders and her frown quickly disappears much to Lucy’s happiness. Lucy was sure that what had happened with Taurus and Aquarius had left the spirits shaken in their own ways, and she was glad to be able to reassure them though.
“At this rate, you’re going to be collecting the whole lot of us, eh Heartfilia?”
“Huh?”
“Well you already have The Steak, Crab Legs, Maid, Pony, and myself.” Aquarius counted out. Lucy blinked, as she didn’t really notice that she’s been on quite the streak of collecting Zodiac Spirits lately. It was becoming quite the impressive record.
“Wow, I had no idea.”
To that her spirits had smiled. The keys were drawn to her naturally positive energy, and she had no idea that she was on her way in becoming one of the strongest Celestial Spirit mages in history. Most Celestial Spirit mages dream of being in Lucy’s position, a position that she doesn’t even focus on as she goes on adventures with her friends in Fairytail. A natural selflessness for power.
They had chosen well with her as their master.
Cancer walks over and begins chatting quietly with Lucy about switching her hair up with some ideas that he’s had in mind as Aquarius silently walks over towards Virgo, who was finishing the last touches of the room off to the side. She stares down at the maid,
“Do you feel him?”
“I do.” Virgo confirmed.
Aquarius suddenly wanted to swear violently in the room, but she kept it down so that she wouldn’t alarm Lucy. She hisses under a low breath, “What the fuck is that stupid cat thinking? He needs to stop being a moron and come home, or else he’ll fad--”
“He’s always been headstrong, a trait that both of you share.” Virgo gave her a knowing look. Aquarius just rolled her eyes,
“There’s no use in going back into memory lane. Hell, he’ll become a fucking memory if he doesn’t get help soon.”
“Leo is smart, which means he’s not doing this because of some silly crusade. Odds are…”
Aquarius’s eyes widened, “You mean you think---”
Virgo’s lips pursed as the two sat in shocked silence for a moment. And then she nodded hesitantly, “Odds are, he broke a rule.”
“Fuck.” Aquarius’s heart sunk a bit. If Virgo’s words rang true, then the situation was worse than they all had thought. She had to go begin the preparations immediately, to save a fellow spirit’s life. Before Aquarius transitioned back into the spirit world, Virgo grabbed onto Aquarius’s arm.
“What?” Aquarius looked at her in confusion.
“Why are you so worked up about this?” Virgo asked. “It’s not like it affects you much if the unspeakable were to happen to Leo. We all know of the rules, and the consequences of them. You’re not one to really get emotional over such things.”
“We all weren’t at some point,” Aquarius spat, “Don’t sit here and make it seem as if I was the only one. We all only cared about ourselves and our masters, but maybe--oh I don’t fucking know--it’s time to change that. It was us 12 in the beginning with the King, you know. That..counts for something. Even if we haven’t talked much in a couple of millenia.”
“A change of heart, siren?” Virgo mused.
“A change in everything,” Aquarius answered with a seriousness that had rendered Virgo a bit speechless. She wasn’t wrong though. Virgo hasn’t known Lucy as long as Aquarius has, but something must be within the girl that triggered this aggressive protectiveness that Aquarius has begun to offer to them all. “I’m going to talk with the old man to see if I can get any more information.”
“Good luck to that,” Virgo muttered, and Aquarius let out a grimace of her own before she disappeared. Getting up soon after, Virgo walked over towards Lucy and Cancer, applauding quietly at the change in hairstyle. She wore her hair in curly pigtails with loose bangs in the front now, and she looked cute.
“You look lovely, Princess.”
“Thank you,” Lucy said with a small flush before she noticed that someone was missing. “Where did Aquarius go?”
“There was something that she had to attend to at once.” Virgo commented without hesitation.
“Is everything okay?”
“We shall see,” Virgo hummed before she turned towards Cancer and gave him a subtle nod. Cancer’s eyes flashed behind his glasses as he frowned for a moment before he nodded back. Virgo proceeded to say her goodbyes and disappear, changing course to the Spirit King’s castle. Aquarius was not in the Spirit King’s good books at the moment, so she figured she should give her support with her efforts to get through to him as a neutral party.
Lucy looked at Cancer, “What was that?”
“What was what?” Cancer asked innocently.
“If you guys are planning to play a prank on me like when I was younger…” Lucy warned as she playfully scowled. Cancer let out a genuine chuckle as he raised his hands,
“I am merely an innocent crab- ebi .”
“Uh huh,” Lucy snorted before she got up to put on her kimono in order to head outside. She was getting a little bit bored cooped up in her room, but she didn’t feel like she wanted to go to the sauna like the boys had. To her surprise, Erza wasn’t in the room either and she briefly wondered where the other girl was before she walked towards the front of her door to her hotel room.
Only to stop right before it and narrow her eyes at the feeling of foreign signatures on the other side.
“...Cancer.” Lucy whispered behind her.
Cancer summoned a long scissor blade and stood behind his master in an instant, crunched as he readied in position. “I’m assuming these aren’t friends, master?”
“No, they are not!” Lucy exclaimed as she whipped the door open on her opponents. They seemed to have been low-leveled robbers looking to cash in a quick search, but they failed to make sure that everyone had vacated the room. She immediately kicked the first intruder in the chest, causing their eyes to go wide at the strength of the woman. Lucy grinned; it seemed like her exercise regime from Taurus was really starting to work out for her!
She quickly ducked as the other masked man had swung at her, and Cancer took care of him quickly as he smashed the hilt of his blade in his face causing the man to cry out. Moving to cup his nose in pain, Cancer punched the wounded man in the stomach as he dry heaved from the impact before rolling against his body to hit the back of his neck with the hilt of his sword, knocking the man out instantly. He had no chance against the seasoned celestial spirit.
Meanwhile Lucy was having fun as she dodged the remaining opponent with ease as they attempted to lay out flimsy punches, before she socked them in the face and then kicked him in the nuts for good measure. The guy sobs as he falls to the ground, convulsing in pain as Lucy flips her hair over her shoulder and turns to look at Cancer who was watching her with amusement on his face as he leaned against the doorframe.
She took a glance at the crooked nose of Cancer’s fallen enemy and grimaced, “Damn, he’s going to be hurting when he wakes up.”
“Humans are a bit more physically weaker in this time period than they were in the past- ebi .” Cancer mused. For the average punk, it took more effort to stop dealing the final blow than it did to actively stop them. The robber had no reason to die , but had no reason to be so weak either. At least the Fairytail guild quests allow the Celestial Spirits to fight mages with more…natural resistance to a punch or two.
“Really?” Lucy asked curiously.
“Mhm. Magic did exist back then, but not as sophisticated as it is now- ebi . I’m sure the others would agree when I say that while the mana cores of the present are stronger than they were in the past, the physical bodies of the people where stronger in the past in return. Increasing magic capabilities seems to be more of the focus in this generation- ebi .”
“Wow, that really is interesting.” Lucy blinked in surprise at the words, before their conversation in the space between her hotel room and the hallway was interrupted by another confused voice.
“Lucy?”
Lucy turned to look at who called her name, only to see it was none other than Loke from Fairytail. She was surprised to see him at the hotel and shot him a pleasant smile as she waved at him. “Oh! Hello Loke.”
Cancer stood silently with crossed arms as he bored his eyes directly into Loke who flinched minusculely at the sight of the Zodiac Spirit. Lucy didn’t notice as she was dragging the other guy out of her room into the hallway so that she could call security later on in order to deal with the guys.
“What,” Loke licked his lips anxiously as he avoided eye contact with Cancer, “Err--What happened here?”
“Some idiots thought that my room was empty so that they could rob it or something. Ended up getting their asses kicked, and serves them right,” Lucy shook her head as she clapped her hands in finalty. She thanks Cancer for his help and smiled, “This is my spirit, Cancer, by the way. As you can see, I’m a--”
“--celestial spirit mage. Yes, I’m aware.” Loke said with a hesitant nod. Lucy took note of his anxiety and immediately felt a bit awkward at the silence that came over the three of them as a result. She doesn’t really know Loke well, he seemed like a decent guy, but he also tended to get a bit awkward and unsettled by her presence. Lucy hoped she hadn’t done anything to upset the guy, but she also knows that she’s never met him in her entire life until she had joined Fairytail.
Maybe he just hates blondes or something.
“U-Um, well, I suppose I’ll see you around then,” Lucy said with a stiff smile as she made her way around Loke. She didn’t know where exactly she was going but spirits, anywhere was better than this weird air. Loke looked as if he had wanted to say something more, but Lucy had already nodded politely and walked past him. Cancer had moved to follow his master casually, but whispered as he passed Loke,
“I don’t know what plagues you, Leo, but perhaps my master can help- ebi .”
Cancer gives Loke a soft concerned look, noticing the pitiful signs of his close demise. He doesn’t have long left to live, and yet he refused to come home to the spirit world. He truly must be in some sort of trouble then, just as Virgo had wordlessly suspected to him. They all had felt Leo’s presence close to Lucy and that something was off about it, but being so close to him made Cancer realize how bad it was.
He had a week and a half at most, it felt like.
Loke just looked down at his feet and sighed.
“Lucy, wait.”
Lucy paused in surprise, and turned over her shoulder to give Loke a look of interest, “Yes?”
“Can I take you to get some drinks?” Loke gave a small, flirty smirk that he was known for. Lucy saw right through his hesitance though as she rolls her eyes.
“I’ll take that drink offer since I have nothing to do, but don’t think too much into it. I’m not interested in whatever this is supposed to lead too.”
“Woah there, get your mind out of the gutter girl. I wasn’t thinking anything like that.” Loke chuckled as he raised his hands in surrender. Lucy was unamused as she was well aware of his playboy status despite her not talking with the ginger much.
“Right…” Lucy drawled before she gestured for him to take the lead. He wiggled his eyebrows as he shoved his hands in his pocket causing Lucy to just shake her head and sigh as they walked side by side towards the bar section. It was still awkward, but now Lucy’s interest was piqued a bit, so she was able to endure it. Why did Loke invite her out to drink something?
There was something different about the man, anyways.
He seemed to have this resigned look to him, as if he’s accepted something.
Spirits, she really hopes that she isn’t some sort of rebound for a bad breakup with one of his girlfriends. Lucy would leave immediately if that was the case, she internally swore.
Eventually they found themselves sitting next to each other with their respective drinks in front of them, underneath the slightly extended roof in the outdoors bar. Cancer had already gone back to the spirit world shortly after their arrival. It was nighttime, so the stars twinkled brightly above as the area was lowly lit in order to give the spotlight to the sky. Lucy swirled her straw in her drink as she took a glance at the twinkling lights before looking over towards Loke.
She inwardly gasped.
It was to no one’s surprise that Loke was a handsome man. After all, who’s ever heard of a playboy that was ugly? The only scenario that allows such a paradox was if the said “playboy” was rich because money was attractive, and it didn’t matter who the person attached to it looked like at that rate. Regardless, it was clear that Loke belonged to the former group of playboys though, as the man’s messily perfect orange hair blew gently in the soft breeze.
He looked up to the stars as he leaned back in his stool, against the bar counter where his glasses laid. There was a solemn look to his face that Lucy had saw earlier, but it made him look even more dreamy in a way to the right crowd. Like a book character that she’s probably read before; “a troubled male lead who has seen pain in his life and was reminiscing on it.”
She didn’t know how right she was.
“Why did you call me here?” Lucy quietly asked.
It felt as if she should be speaking lowly, anyways.
There was something within her that told her that something was wrong.
Loke just side eyed her, “A guy can’t ask a pretty girl out?”
“I’d believe it was just that, if you hadn’t been skittish around me ever since we met. Nevermind this being our first real conversation together.” Lucy deadpanned and Loke let out a sharp exhale that could’ve been a form of laughter at her bluntness.
“I guess that’s true.”
“You guess?” Lucy narrowed her eyes. This entire thing is just so confusing, “Loke, I don’t know what I’ve done to you, but I’m sorry. I don’t mean for you to be so uncomfortable around me, even if I’m confused.”
“You’re a Celestial Spirit Mage.”
“And that’s a problem, how?” Lucy was stunned. Of all things, she had thought that he did look towards her keys in disdain occasionally, but to think that that was the reason behind his dislike for her. She was shocked.
Loke didn’t say anything to answer as he looked away, and there’s a newfound annoyance that was bubbling inside of Lucy at the reaction. How dare he sit there and allude that the reason why he was acting weird around her was because of her magic, and not give a reason? How could he drag her here and waste her time with vague sentences and half-hearted casualness? If he didn’t want to speak with her, then that was fine.
There was no reason for her to be here any longer than she had to be then.
Lucy got up with a frustrated huff as she downed the rest of her glass before turning to leave without another word. Loke clenched his fists as he stared down at them. He wouldn’t have said much to Lucy, had Cancer not gently nudge his master towards his way. Cancer, who he’s known for centuries and trusts. But how could he seek help from the very thing that caused him pain in the first place?
How could he trust another celestial spirit mage after the abuse he had went through with Aries, and the aftermath of it?
He was dying though.
There was no doubt about it.
“What would you do if you didn’t have long to live?”
Lucy stops in her tracks at the odd question, turning back towards Loke as she quickly inspected his physical health. While he looked a bit tired and wary, he seemed relatively okay. Perhaps he wasn’t talking about himself, but someone that he knows of? “I..don’t know. I guess I’ve never really thought about death.”
“Think along the lines of a deadly illness that is never going to get better. What would you do?” Loke asks again, swirling his own glass as he mused.
“Do you know for sure that it’s never going to get better, though? Have you exhausted all possible options? Gone to different experts in the field?”
“There aren’t many options for something like this in the first place,” Loke scoffs dryly, feeling a bit peeved. Why was he even entertaining the woman in the first place? Stupid Cancer, confusing his mind on the verge of his death bed. She doesn’t even have any reason to help him in the first place, she didn’t know that he was a spirit and even if she did, he was not bounded to her.
And yet, deep down, the lion knows that he is also entertaining it because he is so close to fading away, and he doesn’t want to die.
“Then think outside the box, if possible.” Lucy said cautiously, “Perhaps there are other resources to use before you make a final decision. If it were me, I wouldn’t have much to lose anyways. I would already be…dying.”
There’s been a weight on Loke’s shoulders ever since he began the count down to his end. He had managed to last longer than he had thought for sure, but even stars die after they’ve run out of energy. And Loke doesn’t have much left whether he wanted to or not, for a celestial spirit in the realm of humans was something that wasn’t supposed to happen for too long.
“I see,” Loke said quietly before flashing her a quick smirk as he downed his own glass finally. He placed it on the counter with a wad of money and proceeded to walk off in the other direction without a second glance back at the blonde,
“Well, it was just all hypotheticals anyways. I’ll…see you around, Lucy Heartfilia.”
Lucy stares at his back as it slowly disappears, mind swirling at the vague questions, the abrupt turns of events, and she wonders if there was a hidden meaning to any of his words that she had missed.
Something big, because as she unconsciously feels for his magical signature, she realized after a moment that for some reason, Loke feels very similar to her own celestial spirits.
Yet why was his signature so faint?
Notes:
Not much action as we begin the transition to Loke's Arc!
In a way, I'm sure it feels like a filler chapter considering we're coming off of the high from the Phantom Lord build-up, but it's just a realistic outlook of how people cope, you know?
I strongly believe that Levy would be rather shaken despite her wounds healing and everything going back to relative normal. Pretty sure Mashima did keep that fact so I'm just expanding on it. I didn't want her to be completely destroyed by the incident because she does have a strength to her as she goes on dangerous enough missions that the average person couldn't do, but it can't be compared to the dangers that Team Haluna tend to face. It was glimpse of another league that she didn't have any experience in, and it had scared her completely. I think the reactions of Levy and her teammates are reasonable as they are different. Both are outcomes that happen in the face of such adversity.
Angsty Gajeel is tooooooo much fun to write. I want to make it clear that he's not in like a "I regret everything" kind of mode, but there are some shaky incidents that have begun to seep into his mind now he has time to reflect (situations where he felt a bit off by the situation but didn't care enough at the time to fix it, ex. being the brutal branding of Levy McGarden on the tree). Juvia to me would have an easier time transitioning in Fairytail because she blocked herself from all emotions, including her own. She wants to learn more about the world, and as she slowly begins to allow herself to feel again, everything is new and a rush. Overwhelming, but she feels powerfully. Gajeel on the other hand was pretty apathetic, which I think is very similar Juvia's emotionless, but the difference is the reasoning as to why they severed their emotions. Juvia did it to protect herself, Gajeel did it because he frankly, didn't give much of a fuck about others to begin with.
Which is why I think Juvia might feel stronger emotions than Gajeel starting off, but Gajeel will have a harder time dealing with his emotions compared to Juvia, if that makes sense. He's never given a fuck before, so why should he start now? Juvia is more open minded about accepting new things, TO A CERTAIN EXTENT. (As you can see, she has a warped mindset about how friendship should work, as she's only been exposed to the "happier" sides of it. You don't even have to ask to wonder if that will be explored more thoroughly, BC OF COURSE MUAHWAHAHDA)
Now to the Loke and Lucy interaction. If it was stiff and awkward, good. To be honest, the abruptness of how the original canon did it never made sense to me, as they never really had much of an interaction before that moment. Loke is kind of in that state where he secretly wants help, but he's scared of getting help from another celestial mage considering his past with them. Lucy is just confused and a bit peeved, but she's suspecting that something is seriously off, so you know she's going to be doing some digging soon. ALSO, THE SPIRITS SHOULD DEF BE ABOUT TO TELL THAT LOKE WAS LEO, IDC.
I like writing Virgo, I like the idea of her being stoic but gives good one liners every once in a while when no one sees it coming. Cancer is just effortlessly cool as always, and Aquarius being aggressively inclusive as per usual. I like writing her too, the fiery spirited characters are always easier to write since I act a bit similar to them sometimes haha.
The next chapter will probably end the Loke Arc considering it's relatively short in general. There are some additional outside stuff that I want to cover as well, and so I think it's going to be an interesting chapter at least. Probably a big one like Chapt 23 again, now that I think about it.
Good lord, this story's word count is going to be insane.
Anyways, I think it was a chill chapter overall. As usual, I hope I conveyed everything the way I had envisioned it~
Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Anyways, as always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 25: Chapter 20
Summary:
Hello hello.
If there's a disconnect from the last chapter and this one, sorry~
It's been a while since I've written, so the juices that was flowing from three weeks ago have long since disappeared D:
Hopefully this chapter isn't rusty, as many people were excited about my version of the events.
Notes:
Warning: Mentions and Descriptions of Abuse and Death
Note: I don't think it's particularly graphic, but it's mentioned. I can't be sure of anyone's triggers, so viewer's description is advised.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Twenty: Somber
Loki Arc II
“ Have you ever regretted a contract, Leo?”
Aries quietly asked as she recovered from the latest punishment that was given to her from their shared owner, Karen Lilicia. She had been summoned yet again to take the hit from a wild Vulcan within the mountains, being called up just in time before it impacted her master. Theoretically, her master had done exactly what she had supposed to do. She called upon her celestial spirit that she was contracted with in order to ask for her help.
Because at the end of the day it was, indeed, a business transaction.
Celestial spirits were meant to be used, nothing more and nothing less.
It is not an obligation for basic decency, at its contractual core.
Leo’s face flushed with anger as he barely bit back the urge to go on a raging spiral. He was sick of this fucking woman abusing Aries with little regard with her wellbeing afterwards. That was the price to pay as a celestial spirit, who are technically superior to humanity in every way given their semi-immortal states. Especially with Aries and himself, they were Zodiac Golden keys.
Powerful from eons of life.
They have seen civilizations rise and fall ever since they were born from the Celestial King’s will, who has seen life even longer than they had.
And yet they were trapped and reduced to such pitiful states with no way of recovery.
It was sickening.
“Yes,” Leo, the Gate of the Lion, hissed. He has regretting certain actions that he has taken over the eons every once in a while. After a certain point, an apathy does develop to just act as a tool and to think nothing more of it. Morals did not matter, because a celestial spirit must obey their masters.
And with a master such as Karen, Leo snarls in disgust at the mere thought of the woman, they weren’t even dignified golden spirits.
They were nothing more than slaves.
“It is not right what that witch does with us, but she is our master.” Leo choked out as he refused to look at Aries. To look at the damage yet again of such abusive actions. It mentally taxes him, because no matter what, they can’t do anything to retaliate. Some days there’s a rage that threatens to take over him, especially when Aries is concerned, whenever he is face to face with Karen. Thoughts of the pain they had suffered overwhelm his sense, and he has to fight the desperate urge to fling it back into her face with force.
How could she not understand their agony?
How could she sit there and smile when they were bleeding for her?
Do the tears in Aries’s eyes mean nothing when she sees them fall?
Does his own sharp words not cut through to her conscious?
He couldn’t even look the Celestial Spirit King in the eye on the rare occasion that they are called by him. How could he sit on those ancient rules, when they were suffering before him? How could he be so resilient to the suffering of his own subjects?
It felt as if no one was hearing his cries, and no one was understanding their pain.
Aries and Leo were alone.
“Such is our reality.” Aries smiled a bit ruefully before she disappeared to the vastness of the spirit world. Leo just stared at the place she had been moments prior. As the proclaimed leader of the 12 Golden Zodiac keys, how could the situation spiral so badly. Witnessing his lovely Aries’s ache, experiencing his own as he, too, suffered from the same hands.
It was not fit for a leader.
And when he feels the gate open right beside of his body, feeling the pull of it sucking him through the interstellar world opening, in order to immediately take the punch of yet another of Karen’s enemies;
He doesn’t flinch, he doesn’t breathe, and he doesn’t make a sound as his eyes darkened.
Taking the anger of his hatred for his master out on the unlucky bastard that was right in front of him.
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The guild was in chaos once again, seeing how the growing-more-famous-by-the-day Team Haluna had returned with key destructive figures. Lucy sat at the bar with Levy, who was thankfully ready to step outside of the clinic now thanks to the rest of her injuries healing up. They were chatting about small stuff as the background roared behind them, instinctively dodging random flying pieces of debris.
Cana stood behind the bar in front of them, taking it over as Mirajane stepped out for a moment.
Closer inspection would show that she was also refilling her own flasks in secret but hey, who was paying that close attention. Makarov pays for it anyways which means it comes out of the Magic Council’s wallet in Cana’s opinion, and to that she shouts gleefully, “Fuck the government!”
She took a shot, “How’s life, kids?”
“You always act as if you’re Macao’s age or something, like you’re barely two years older than us.”
Cana just smirked, “We may be closer in age as ya think, but mentally, the gap is huuuuge. I helped take care of you brats, don’t forget it!”
“Right…” Levy snickered coyly at the drunken flush on the alcoholic’s cheeks. There was truth to Cana’s words to a certain extent, but it was hard to take her seriously as she was more intoxicated as usual. Even harder with the image in front of them for her to be considered “mentally more mature”.
“Well thanks mom,” Natsu ducks at the wet rag that was thrown at him immediately after the words as he walks over to the ladies, dragging Gray in tow. The two boys these days seem to be getting closer to Lucy’s surprise and delight. It wasn’t as aggressively toxic as it was before, at least to her standards, but that didn’t mean that they were suddenly buddy-buddy. They fought as much as they did before, but the tones and looks aren’t as… serious?
There is a more playful air to their interactions now.
Lucy thinks that’s as close as it’ll probably get with them.
“Who won that pillow fight, yesterday?!” Natsu asked Lucy as he pointed at himself. Gray just scoffed before he pushed Natsu aside and looked Lucy in the eyes.
“Don’t fall for his idiotic tricks, it was clearly me. I had this asshole in a choke-hold for a solid minute and pounded his face in!”
“Y-You used magic, that’s why you fucking cheater! And don’t forget what happened after that,” Natsu began to grin massively as Gray flushed in embarrassment as he whipped his head towards him in anger. “You slipped on your own ice and busted---”
“Shut up, Flame-Head!” Gray shouts in a pitch that was surprisingly high considering his normal tone.
“Don’t get mad at me because you’re a loser--” Natsu taunted with a big laugh.
“These boys…” Lucy groaned as she felt a headache coming along. Levy just laughed at their argument as she gave Lucy a look of sympathy, “Is this a usual occurrence?”
“Unfortunately.”
“Well I suppose that also means it’s never a dull moment around you guys, huh?”
Lucy exhales a small laugh. That was also true as well, there’s even been times where she’s entertained their arguments and came out with a new discovery. Annoying, but sometimes very amusing. Err--until it escalates and they get kicked out of their establishment. And the lecture from Erza that comes afterwards.
Lucy was the leader but even she’s scolded sometimes!
“That’s true too.” Lucy smiled as they chattered for a while.
Until the door slamming frantically into the guild hall had sounded through the room. Everyone paused for a moment as they looked over curiously, wondering who was causing all of that ruckus. Gray shoved Natsu off of him and looked over, squinting.
“Eh? Oh, it’s just Polly, Dolly, and Molly.” Loke’s girlfriends.
Everyone resumed to their usual antics, as the girls entered the room, looking around with increasingly worried expressions on their faces. They had eventually made their way over towards the bar where the girls were sitting and Molly piped up first,
“Have…you guys seen Loke?”
Lucy’s heart dropped.
“Nope,” Levy shrugged as Cana shook her head. Lucy looked over at the girls, quickly looking at their expressions. They all had various stages of worry on their faces, one of them was even biting their nails with anxiety. Tears started to pool around another’s eyes, and that is when Lucy knew that something was terribly wrong.
“Why do you ask?” Cana said cautiously, picking up on their expressions as well. “Is something wrong?”
“Well--” Dolly started, “--he gave us a cryptic message this morning about leaving Fairytail for a while and that he’s breaking up with us.”
Cana’s flask slipped from her hand for a moment as Levy gasped and Lucy’s eyes widened. “What the hell?”
“I-I know,” Polly started to tear up, “--and once we saw his message, we rushed over here to make sure it was a lie. To see if he was just playing some silly prank.”
“But he’s not here.” Molly finished with a worried look on her face as she glanced around. Looking for someone who she knows isn’t there anymore.
“Then we need to start looking, ASAP.” Cana scowled with worry as she got up and started snapping her fingers to get the others attention. As Levy and Cana slowly started to fill the rest of Fairytail in for the start of the search for Loke, Lucy quietly took a background role as she looked over towards his ex-girlfriends.
Memories of her abstract conversation with him was flooding through her mind, and she couldn’t help but to think that it was all connected somehow.
Was…he sick?
Was he dying?
Even if she doesn’t know the man much, it hurts her heart a bit to know that Fairytail could potentially lose a member soon and they probably wouldn’t have known if it weren’t for his girlfriends coming in for help.
And she never forgot the feeling that Loke gave her, when she had finally taken a glimpse at his magical core.
It--It had felt like a Celestial Spirit’s signature.
“It’ll be okay,” Lucy mutters softly to the girls but secretly, she had a gut feeling that is getting harder to ignore by the second. She had no leads, but she trusted her trained instincts. His signature felt like a Celestial Spirit, she reminded herself more firmly. There must be a reason why she came to this conclusion, there’s something that she isn’t seeing.
There was only one spirit that she knew could potentially hold some answers to what she was looking for.
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“Is Loke from Fairytail affiliated with any Celestial Mages in the past?” Lucy asked Crux, the levitating spirit of the Southern Cross. He was an older-aged spirit, that had the ability to find out information regarding other spirits as he meditated. She had summoned him as she sat in her room, the others doing their own things in helping to look for Loke.
“Do you acknowledge the terms and conditions of me being unable to reveal some information should the contents be classified?”
“I do.”
“Let’s begin,” Crux hoarsely spoke with a gravelly voice. He stroked his cross-shaped beard and hummed as he closed his eyes, rising into the air as Lucy sat before him. The room began to swirl as a book magically appeared, flipping through the pages rapidly generating a wind that caused Lucy’s pigtails to flap around. But she didn’t dare move as she sat crisscrossed in front of Crux, awaiting his results.
Crux’s eyes snapped open as everything stopped abruptly, when he looked Lucy dead in the eye and whispered,
“Karen Lilica.”
He dissolved into silver glitter once he spoke her name, back to the spirit realm, for there wasn’t anything else for him to say without breaking the rules.
Karen Lilica.
The name that Crux had given her had led her on a journey to figure out who this woman is, and why she was associated with Loke. Upon further investigation, she found that Karen Lilica was a woman who was associated with the guild Blue Pegasus and was rather famous in her own right for being strong.
But as Lucy walked to the location she had suspected that Loke was, there was two things that she had also found out in her studies. The area that she was in was rather monochrome, reflecting the weight of the emotions that was surely swirling around in such an atmosphere.
Karen Lilicia was a Celestial Spirit Mage.
She walked up the steps and turned the corner, tugging her jacket closer to her as she continued her path. It seemed as if it may rain tonight, she thought with a small frown on her face as she looked up at the grey clouds in the sky. As she looked down however, she saw the tell-tale green jacket of just the person she was looking for.
He stood before a stone block words engraved on them, hunched over with what physically could only be described as looking as if there was a weight on his shoulders.
For they were in a place that was for the lost souls that laid to rest, six feet underground.
“Hello again, Loke,” Lucy said softly from behind.
Karen Lilicia was dead.
Loke stayed silent.
“Or, is it Leo instead? I’m not sure which you prefer…but I now understand why your signature perplexed me. You are a celestial spirit, and your true identity is Leo the Lion, one of the twelve Golden Zodiac Spirits, as well as the leader of them.”
“My signature?”
“Oh..uh, I have the ability to feel the presence of everyone’s magical cores? It’s unique so, I call them signatures…” Lucy answered the question, a bit surprised that it was the thing that Loke had focused on rather than the fact that she had found out his true identity. She moved to stand by him, looking at the gravestone in Fiore’s cementary.
[May Karen Lilica Rest In Peace, a Great Mage and a Good Friend]
“Even in death, she was a liar.” Leo said flatly, and Lucy almost flinched in shock at the words. They were emotionless and empty, as if he didn’t have a connection with the woman before them. As if she wasn’t his former master, and was a stranger that he just offhandedly knew. “Or maybe she truly did change, and I was too late to see it.”
“I will never know,” Leo clenched his fist and attempting to punch the gravestone, but right before the impact came upon the stone, all that he could manage was a gentle tap. Like the anger that had swelled up in an instant and disappeared, and left him unstable. Was he happy or sad that she was dead? Was is angry at her or at himself?
Questions upon questions.
“My name is Leo the Lion, you’re correct.” Leo hung his head.
“...what happened?” Lucy almost didn’t want to ask.
“This is my former master, Karen Lilica.” Leo began his tale,
“And I killed her.”
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The day he couldn’t take it anymore was the day a group of lustful, devious men kept following Karen Lilicia around. Whom Karen laid with in bed was no business to the lion, but the actions and consequences that follow were often taxing. They didn’t know what it meant to hear the word “No”. It was often hook-ups, but she must’ve been so good that they always came begging for more.
In a rare instance, he felt a bit sorry for his master. No one should deal with insistent people after rejecting them the first time.
But as always, his master tests his compassion as she summoned Aries in order to take the brunt of the sexual assualt.
Leo watched in utter horror as Aries was forced to be touched by the men that his master didn’t want to deal with. While no woman deserved such a fate, it was even crueler to pass the action onto someone innocent. Someone who didn’t have a choice but to follow through.
And when Leo watches from the Spirit Realm, at the winces and suffering that is on Aries’s face as she tried her best not to let them touch her too intimately, his blood boiled. His blood boiled as Karen sat further away, laughing the matter off as she ignoring the fate that she had summoned her spirit to suffer through.
It was only grotesque touches for now, but what if it was… worse?
Leo will no longer sit and do nothing.
Aries looked around but there weren’t many people who were in the guild hall at the time. It was until she made eye contact with a bald, girly man who stared at the scene before him in horror and disgust.
“Get the hell out of my guild,” He ordered the random men with a dark look in his eye. It was very uncharacteristic, and thus it was scarier than expected. Immediately, the men paled as they let go off Aries and quickly exited the room. Karen looked over to see Bob staring at her with blatant disappointment and disgust in his eyes.
“What the hell are you subjecting your spirits too?”
“They are fighting for me, are they not? Whether the foe are monsters or humans, it is their job to protect me,” Karen explained with a faux patient voice. “Surely you didn’t want me to be fondled inappropriately by those devious men? Aries was taking care of them in my stead, as ordered.”
Bob clenched his jaw, because he couldn’t say that he wanted Karen to suffer a fate such as that, it didn’t mean that allowing her spirit to be her replacement made it any better. “I’m warning you right now, I saw the look in that spirit’s eye. She is sentient. I won’t tolerate this happening in my guild hall again, understood? To treat celestial spirits as such would only give you a bad karma in return.”
Blushing from embarassment at being scolded by her guild master, Karen just hissed out an “understood” before she promptly left, feeling a rage swell up inside of her from the reprimandment. How dare these tools even think about asking for help? Help for what? Where they not weapons to be used in for her will?
Were they not contracted to follow her every word?
Slaves do not have the right to speak.
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“It was a breaking point,” Leo hissed as he relayed his story. “How the fuck could someone think so cruelly? Aries didn’t even say anything…she knew better, we both did. We weren’t allowed to say much in fear of angering her.”
“But I guess it never mattered in the end, for even the slightest thing could set her off.”
Lucy’s eyes grew with each sentence of his tale.
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Smack.
Karen’s had struck Aries’s cheek who’s tears quietly welled up in her room as she took the hit silently. There was a burst of irritation in the mage, for even now the spirit no longer gave her the reaction she desired. The whimpers of pain and shock that came in the beginning were no longer, and she wondered if that meant that they were finding the will to stand up to her bit by bit.
Growing tolerate of their master, and therefore increasing the chance of disobeying her in the future. That simply could not happen.
So she got more creative and she evolved .
“Embarrassing me in front of my boss? How dare you, you wretched thing. But it’s fine, seeing how smacking some sense into you isn’t enough to make the point come across.” Karen slowly flashed some sharp teeth. Yes, she knew exactly what would be an effective punishment.
“You are no allowed to return to the spirit world for an entire week.”
Aries’s heart dropped as she grew pale, knowing that if she didn’t have a strong enough will to withstand such a length from the spirit world, that she could very well fade away. Leo’s eyes formed slits as he let out a fierce roar from within the Spirit Realm, before summoning himself before Karen with eyes like a wild animal.
“She could die!” Leo roared at her as Karen looked at him in disgust.
“I did not summon you, Lion. So kindly go back to where you came from and stay put like the dog you are.”
To say that Leo was furious was an understandment. He ignored Karen and turned towards Aries with a dark look, “Go back.”
“What? Excuse me? Who the hell do you thin--”
“ Go back, Aries. ”
Aries looked at Leo with tears in her eyes, and she prayed for him. She begged the Celestial Spirit King to grant Leo mercy, because there was a look in his eye that was feral. He was a kind soul who was on the verge of breaking, but so was she. There was only so much they could take, and that is why she disobeyed her master and listened to her leader for the first time in her life.
Leo was taking the brunt of whatever wave of madness Karen was going to throw at him, and she could only cry silently as she went back into the spirit world for not being strong enough to stand by his side.
“You little --”
“You only have two choices here.” Leo spoke dully as he stared Karen down with an emotionless expression on his face. He was too furious to even yell anymore, he only felt numb. Apathetic. He did not give a single damn about the woman in front of her right now, at the moment. He felt nothing. “Either you sever our contracts right now, or I will make sure that you won’t be able to summon a Celestial Spirit ever again.”
“You can’t do that.” Karen smirked arrogantly at her, “Close the Gate of the Lion, Leo!”
Leo stood right where he was and resisted, staring dead into her soul.
Karen’s eyes grew frantic as she frantically tried to forcefully close Leo’s gate, but failed every single time. She glared at the spirit, who bit back a dark smirk of satisfaction. His words rang true, he wasn’t bluffing. He would take the very thing of her magic and render it useless.
For Karen was a decent mage, but she never managed to summon two spirits at once and as long as Leo was contracted with her, she didn’t have the magical power to summon another. If she had trained her mana core to withstand the strain, perhaps it would’ve been possible. But she was never one to put effort into gaining strength, and left the hard work to her spirits rather than growing with them side by side.
“Y-You--” Karen shaked visibily with anger, screaming as Leo simply walked out without another word.
“Get back here!”
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“...you were killing yourself slowly in order to stop her from summoning anyone else.” Lucy confirmed.
“Someone had to do it. Otherwise we’d never had the willpower to step up and force a change,” Leo answered before his voice cracked and he looked down at the ground in bitterness, “We just wanted a change. It was only meant for her to open her eyes and see that she was treating us badly.”
“But it turned into something irreversible.”
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Thirty days.
It was an entire month before Leo came back to see if Karen had changed. He was desperate to see if there was anything good that came from his protest, because he was losing strength. He’s never been away from the Spirit Realm for so long, even he didn’t know if he had the power to last any longer.
But he didn’t want to return without knowing that things would be different.
Leo had come too far in making his point to turn back now.
“Come back, Leo the Great Lion,” Karen had begged before him. It gave him a small burst of satisfaction to be on the otherside of the groveling, but he quickly dismissed the thought entirely. He did not come back to see Karen on her knees, he came back for confirmation that they would be treated better.
“I won’t treat that sheep badly anymore, I promise!”
But Leo saw through her deceit. She didn’t even bother to respect Aries’s name, which meant that she still saw them as tools.
“You are a liar.”
With a scream of rage and anger, Karen got up from the ground and attack Leo with one of the vases in her room. He held himself back as he blocked his head, the glass smashing into his skin causing him to his. But he doesn’t make a single move back, he doesn’t dare lift a finger to hit her.
Revenge was on the tips of his fingers, and coursed through his veins as he clenched his fists.
But all he did was bite his tongue until copper flooded his mouth, holding back to urge to yell and cry in frustration as he was assaulted.
Taking the abuse until she wore herself out, and then he silently walked out of the room with shards of glass and blood trailing behind him.
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Who could ever treat someone like that, Lucy held her hand to her mouth as her tears fell silently.
A victim.
Leo was a victim, and it was no wonder that he was afraid of her when she first met him. The internal wounds were still bleeding.
“Three months later, she went on a mission without having the power of her celestial spirits and she did not return. She had died before I had the chance to try again,” Leo’s jaw clenched with internal confliction.
She--She wasn’t supposed to die .
They were supposed to overcome their differences and come out better.
Lucy’s eyes were wide open as they saw the pain and the misery that suddenly clouded Leo the Lion’s soul.
Leo was in clear distress, for what else could he have done? How dare a celestial spirit abandon their master and cost them their life? How dare a celestial spirit not mourn their summoner, hating them with every fiber in their being for their disgusting treatment, so they claim.
Karen Lilicia was a vile human being who mentally abused Aries and Leo to the point of the latter going mad in rage and leaving when he finally had the ability to. And the one time he had left in order to prove a lesson to that woman, in order to try and inspire change in their fates, she had died.
She was dead.
Karen Lilicia was a vile human being, but did she deserve to die?
Some would say so.
No one deserves to go through the emotional abuse as the spirits had, even if they weren’t human. But who has the right to say who gets to live and who gets to die? Was there ever a possibililty that Karen had changed in Leo’s absense, and he came back too late? Was she on a mission to find Leo, in order to apologize?
Or did she not change at all?
Earth Land will never know, and Leo will never find the answer.
It cripples him, the guilt of the thought.
“How could I forget the morality of humans?” Leo barked full of self-hatred as he stood across from Lucy at the cemetary. It was raining now, how fitting. A dreary mood for a dreary end. He was going to die for his sins and maybe it was for the best of everyone to wash the pain away once he fades. For their tears to mix in with the horrors of what he had done, and disappear once the dark clouds had lifted. A new era, without him. “All of it was pointless, in the end. I was arrogant in thinking that we had time, and she had died .”
And, Spirits Above, Where Was Aries?
Had he just sent her to a new master, even worse than Karen at her lowest depraved moment? Had his journey of wanting to set Aries especially free, from the horrible burdens that had potentially awaited her from Karen’s words, put her in a predicament that was even worse? He had abandoned his comrade, his pride.
Three months was too long, and yet he had the nerve to enjoy his freedom.
He was just a glorifed coward.
“Don’t try anything, Lucy Heartfilia. Can’t you see? I am ultimately a coward. My little crusade could’ve ended after a month, but it had lasted three . Do you know why?” Leo shouted. “I told myself that it was to ensure that she couldn’t have the magical power to summon Aries, but that’s not entirely true.”
Lucy stares with tears in her eyes as Leo became erratic, passing around as he pulled onto his hair. It was a painful watch, to see a man so confident confess all of his darkest feelings in his final hours. How was it that when people feel as if they’re about to loose it all, everything manages to fall out at once. What would’ve happened if we’d been a bit more honest with ourselves?
“I didn’t want to go back to that fucking woman. I wanted to run far away and never return, because never in all of my millenias, had I experience so many different types of pain at once. I never wanted to feel so low again.”
Leo choked up and hoarsely whispered, “I had abandoned Aries.”
His form flickered and Lucy quickly staggered forwards, but Leo held up a hand to keep her away from him. For her not to do anything crazy, because this was how it should end. “Don’t!”
“Leo, it’s not your fault!” Lucy yelled at him, desperate for him to hear her words.
“Do you think she’ll forgive me?” Leo asked in a daze.
“Aries will forgive you because you’ll be there in front of her to tell her exactly what you’re telling me ,” Lucy roughly gestured towards herself as she took another step forwards towards Leo. Leo, who was slowly fading away into whatever was awaiting him in the afterlife, if anything at all. “You were a victim, Leo. The outcome may not have been how you wanted, but don’t forget what it took for you to get there in the first place. You just wanted to feel safe, and it’s a right that every person should have. Human or spirit.”
“I hated her,” Leo hissed brokenly.
“I know.”
“W-What if Karen had changed?” Leo the Lion asked Lucy, with pain in his voice. Lucy just stared back at him with tears of her own as they stood face to face. His form flickered, and she looked down to see him slowly disappearing into the background with a sad smile. Because even after conveying his negative feelings of the woman, he still chose to believe that there could be some good in her in the end. Who’s to say what happened to Karen Lilica? Perhaps she attempted to turn over a new leaf and met her untimely end.
Or perhaps she never changed, and it was her arrogance that killed her swifter than any piercing sword could.
All she could say was, “What goes around, comes back around, Leo. Karen is gone, but you aren’t. There is still much good for you to do in this world, don’t give up.”
“I broke the rules, I can’t be saved.”
A damned spirit with a damned master. They were both chained to be guilt, and perhaps they were both hellbound together. At least Aries would survive, it was all Leo had wanted.
Lucy sniffed as she narrowed her eyes in defiance at his words. Rules? The Celestial King and his stupid fucking outdated rules that clearly weren’t helping anyone in a situation as peculiar as this one. Where was this “King” when his subjects needed him the most?
So his “rules” can go fuck themselves. She was living proof of one having the power to change the rules, after all. Her human body held two souls within her, both of them as different variants of herself. Rushii, her older variant, went back in time to break the system that caused her world to fall. She countlessly pushed her limits against the Eclipse Gate and whatever divine punishments stop her from interfering more, but she doesn’t hold back.
And neither would Lucy.
“Then we make our own rules, Leo.” She boldly announces as she reaches over to touch the fading spirit. Upon contact, her hands glowed and Leo’s eyes widened as their souls began to merge in an effort to keep the celestial spirit alive. But what was she thinking?!
She won’t survive.
“Luc--”
“Open, the gate of the Lio--” Lucy shouted over him through the storm as she attempted to force Leo’s gate open despite the Laws of the Spirit Realm, only to pause halfway.
For everything froze .
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There was a heavy pressure in air as the molecules glittered into the air. Lucy’s body was frozen in time and space as Leo’s expression stared at her in disbelief. A storm swirled around them, full of cosmic energy despite the still surroundings. Her thoughts raced inside her mind as she tried to move desperately, only for her limbs to feel as if they were encased in rock solid cement.
What was happening?
Why couldn’t she move?
Why couldn’t Leo, a Golden Zodiac Spirit, move either?
“Rushii?!” Lucy shouted for her sister.
Rushii was just as lost as she was. She knew who was coming, having experienced the same thing as her younger self was currently going through, but it didn’t happen like this. It truly felt as if there was a mythical being coming down to greet them, and she realized that her version of the powerful being was just the surface level of what he was capable of.
The One True King of Spirits.
Eridanus Cepheus.
On top of the grey clouds that was swarming above in the frozen lands, a rip in time and space had appeared. The colors was all and nothing at the same time, reality shifted as a tear appeared, being forced open by a silver and gold hand plated with a rainbow aura around it. Stepping through the field was something so massive and incredible that the only word of the euphoric feelings that Lucy suddenly felt from it’s pressence alone was god .
There was a god that had to be in her presence, for she could not move and see with her own two eyes, but she could feel.
Overwhelmed was an understatement, and Rushii’s jaw dropped inside of her mind at the overload of sensitivity.
The silver and gold god with a blackened, damaged cape had stepped onto Earth Land and loomed over the two frozen individuals. Leo was internally flabbergasted and in fear, because he never thought that the King would cross the realms and enter the mortal world for something about this. Was his violation too cruel to part from the world quietly? Or was he here to reprimand Lucy Heartfilia, a girl who was loved by spirits but dared to question the fates in place.
He won’t let the King hurt her, though, not before truly sacrificing himself first.
If only he could fucking move.
“Release, I sanction thee.”
Lucy and Leo crashed onto the ground in a heap once the Celestial Spirit King allowed them to regain their individual momentum in time. Their surroundings remained frozen, but they were now free to do as they pleased. Lucy gasped for air as her body shook in fear and awe at the towering figure above her, his shadow being casted over the area completely. It was as if the Sun was shining on one side, and the other time was in Dusk.
It was horrifyingly amazing to witness with her own two eyes.
Eventually, the Celestial Spirit King shrunk his body to more convinent size, as Earth Land wasn’t a place that could handle his true form. It has been centuries since he’s last set foot onto the grass of the mortals, he mused quietly as he looked at the two persons of interest in front of him. King Eridanus Cepheus was not one to interefere with the ways of the world. Change was something that didn’t come naturally after all.
The spirits knew their roles with their partnerships with humanity, and thus should be sure to remind themselves of the rules that come with it. That the contracts that they had signed the moment they stepped into this raw power was binding, and that foregoing meant to disrupt the balance of the eternity and such disruptances must be elimanted at once.
What would happen if a world like theirs did not have such rules?
Spirits were superior beings in every way except physical. They were not built for the atmosphere of the Earth Land. If Earth Land was like their Spirit Realm however, they would be considered and known more as god-like beings. Such power is dangerous, it was written in the stars that such a mindset had to be snuffed out before it could even be a proper thought. Past King Eridanus Cepheus would’ve fought for more rights against the fates, grumbling about the unfairness compared to the demons and the angels that were allowed to walk freely.
But all things had their costs, and eventually, the Spirit King had saw their reasoning for everything in the end. The fates shouldn’t be argued with. The laws were there for a reason.
And yet…
“You are Lucy Heartfilia, daughter of late Layla Heartfilia and direct descendant of the Great Anna Heartfilia, correct?”
“T-That’s right.” Lucy answered as she looked towards the ground. Leo had done the same, being in the presence of royalty. Even if he hadn’t, she thinks she would’ve done it still. The Celestial Spirit King’s presence was no laughing matter, especially when she didn’t know what he wanted.
“The laws of the Spirit Realm are there for a reason,” The Celestial Spirit King’s voice grumbled and echoed throughout Lucy’s chest down to her toes. He stroked his white beard as he spoke with a sternness that only demanded respect. “Your actions would have been futile, Lucy Heartfilia. Merging your soul with Leo the Lion’s would have only extended his life span to a year at most before he would be force to fade as nature calls.”
“So you were watching us?” Lucy suddenly exclaimed with newfound virgue. If he was watching their moment just now, then that meant that he’s probably caught a glimpse of what Leo and Aries had gone through. And he’d porbably done nothing about it. The thought alone makes her blood boil, Spirit King be damned. “So you saw what Karen Lilica did to your loyal friends?!”
“...Indeed.” Eridanus confirmed. He has seen the anguish of that woman’s actions against people who he has fought side by side with in wars, many stars ago. To see them rendered down into that state makes his chest ache, watching from afar in his palace as he watched Leo fall into deeper despair. He had to take a step away once he realized that Karen had lost her life, and that Leo had broken a strict rule.
He had come to terms that his friend was going to die, but his memory would prevail.
…Eridanus had wanted to avoid this altogether, in fact. But the Heartfilias, as always, had a trick up their sleeve with their righteous blood running through them, and the King had to step in in order to make sure that they did not break an unknown taboo. If it was just Lucy Heartfilia and Leo, then it wouldn’t have been so urgent.
But the Lucy Heartfilia girl was already a walking anomaly, who would’ve known what would have become of Leo or the girl if the third soul had begun the transition in the merge.
Unexpected variables, without a doubt.
Simply not acceptable, as he had to think about the safety of his subjects.
( How ironic, Eridanus. )
The last bit of his past-conscious spatted at him. He’s let the eons get to him, and now he was conforming to the will of fate like a damn dog.
But change does not come easy.
“It gave me no pleasure to see what Leo and Aries had to go through, Lucy Heartfilia. But if I change the rules now for only him, for what all of the spirits who have broken them in the past? They’ve already lost theirselves. Leo was a dear friend of mine, but one’s actions has consequences. Rules were not meant to be broken, but followed to the very end.”
“’Was?’ He’s right here. HE’S RIGHT HERE.” Lucy shouted at the King Eridanus, who looked taken aback minusculely. Lucy reached over to grab Leo’s hand, who was staring down in silence, ashamed. She squeezed it tightly as she fought for the Lion spirit, “You act as if he’s already faded away and died, but Leo is right here. Look him in the eye and tell him that you won’t do a thing to help him. That you won’t do anything to save your friend.”
“ Lucy Heartfilia .” Eridanus thundered and Lucy shivered in fear as goosebumps ran through her body. She was testing his patience, but how could he not see the blasphemy in front of him? The simple act of freezing time and space around them had already halted Leo’s degeneration. He wasn’t fading despite his time being essentially up. That meant that Eridanus had some power to make a change, but he wasn’t using it. “You are not the only one to come and try to convince me to configurate the rules. Some of the other Golden Zodiac Spirits had tried to sway my opinion, but it remains all the same. Karen Lilica is dead, and Leo’s refusal to go back to the spirit world had indirectly caused this death. She was not able to defend herself with the magic she was blessed with, and thus she had passed.”
He stared down at her with a dark expression, “You should be aware of how dangerous such a situation, yes? It can very well end with death, as seen with Karen Lilica. When you needed assistance from Taurus the Golden Bull and Aquarius the Water Bearer, they had turned on you and caused you harm. If you had perished or was severely injured, they would be in the same predicament as Leo currently is. The rules shift for no one.”
“But did you look at the circumstances of why they did what they did? They were being controlled by another person’s magic! Leo just wanted to protect Aries and himself. Is that so wrong? What else could they have done in that instance? Nothing, because it wasn’t a variable that comes up often and thus it wasn’t in the calculations of these said “rules”. Cancer told me that this generation of mages have begun to put more of an emphasis on magic configuration, after all. We are in a new era, King Eridanus Cepheus.” Lucy said strongly but respectfully.
The times have changed, and if the new rules didn’t at least account for some of said changes, then it does more harm than good. To stop the natural process of evolving is to stop fate, as it is something that is fluid.
Leo’s mouth trembled as he tried not to break down, squeezing her hand back. He couldn’t even trust himself to speak without being erratic off of the fear and haywire emotions that ran through him. She was fighting for his life, and ultimately, he was just in awe of her compassion. He’s never treated her with the respect she had deserved, he realized, and if he somehow makes it out of here, he will honor Lucy Heartfilia to the best of his ability.
“And? The rules of the biblical books that some mortals follow has been around for hundreds of years. The laws in place by your Magic Council have been around for decades. Humanity is always evolving in some form of fashion, and it takes more than something relative as time to find worth in changing of laws. These rules were made to last for eons. Your mortal timelines mean little in comparison to the life we’ve lived and will continue to do so. Bloodlines will wither before I even begin to tire out.”
“All the more reason to fight and make changes then,” Lucy quietly said. “Because it sounds to me that if Karen had still been alive, and if she had kin to pass down the keys just as my mother had done with me, you would’ve been content with sitting with your rules in the same of “Fate” and “Laws”, while your spirits suffered from the beginnings of generational trauma.”
“And what then? Was there any consideration for their health? Or are they tools to even you, King Eridanus. When had they shifted from friends to soldiers and from soldiers to expendible resources?” Lucy declared. The reality was that celestial spirits was bounded by their masters to the point of even restricting their freedom. Of course it will tax on them, especially in an environment like Leo’s.
“If even their own king won’t stand up for them, then that’s a damn shame. But I won’t let that stop me. If no one else, I will advocate for the spirits, my family. Leo doesn’t deserve to die, and I will do everything in my power to give him a second chance.”
Leo snapped his head towards Lucy,
“I’ve lived hundred times more than your current age, Lucy. There’s no reason to go through such lengths, I’ve seen it all before.”
Lucy flashed him a small smile of support.
They didn’t start off in the best of ways, but she wanted to walk alongside him now. He deserves a second chance, and she was willing to fight for giving it to him.
“But not with me, you haven’t.”
“Or me, you stupid yellow cat. I have to say, you’re better than me. I’d kil--”
“ Aquarius! ” Virgo uncharacteristically hissed frantically as she stared at the figure of the Celestial Spirit King. They had summoned themselves the moment they realized that the King had left to confront Lucy and Leo, and wanted to aide their master’s side. Still, they hadn’t realized that some time had passed by the time they got there, and they had joined in the middle of the conversation.
“What? Oh..” Aquarius coughed awkwardly at the sight of King Eridanus Cepheus staring down at her with a blank expression. Damn, she had just gotten free out of everlasting trouble, and then she was about to “joke” about killing her master if she was like Karen, with Leo present in front of him. Well well well, what would she do without Virgo, she’d have to treat the old girl out sometime in exchange for saving her freedom.
She cleared her throat, “O’ Great Celestial King, The Great--”
“Aquarius…” Eridanus sighed in exasperation. He couldn’t deal with her antics right now, he just couldn’t.
“You said great twice, dumbass.” Virgo huffed under her breath as Aquarius’s forehead ticked with annoyance but she held her tongue. The spirits soon let out a harsh breath as the law that King Eridanus had set on the land prevented them from being able to withstand comfortablely. They were intruders, they were not invited to the frozen spatial realm that the King had opened, only Leo and Lucy were.
Yet another rule that was known, and another rule that was being broken.
He looked at the two newcomers, “You were not invited to this meeting. What has possessed you to act so carelessly and reckless in front of my presence? Have you no shame? Am I not respected as the Ruler of the Celestial Spirits any longer?”
“We came to support our master’s wishes, as we are duty bound to.” Virgo skillfully manuevers after she sent out a rather blatant scowl for Aquarius to keep her mouth shut. She was more equipped to deal with aristocracy than the mermaid, and had the calm presence and stern tongue that kept itself in check. With the laxness and abrasion of the mermaid, it would only make things worse.
“We are terribly sorry My Lord, but there was an…area of confusion as for who to follow in this case,” Virgo explained, “Is it our human master just as the rules state, or is it you, King Eridanus Cepheus of the Spirits. Both require a level of unwavering support, but what is a spirit to do if they were both in conflict with one another?”
Another challenger had appeared, standing behind Lucy with cool shades to match the occasion. “It seems to me that it’s a lose lose situation- ebi. ”
She was lifted up in surprise next by Taurus, who just gave her a triumphant smile and held her on his shoulders as he didn’t say anything but the look of determination on his face had spoke enough. One by one, Lucy’s spirits had stepped into the domain of the Spirit King in order to stand by her beliefs and their love for Leo. Lucy’s heart swelled with such relief and awe at the courage of her spiritual family, that she couldn’t do anything but sniff and look up at the King with her heart on her sleeve.
And Leo…
“You guys…”
“Shut it, Leo.” Aquarius grumbled before sighing and propping a hip out as she looked at him with a rare soft expression. “We spirits all have a bond with each other, but us Goldens go way back. It counts for something, yanno? We’re not letting you fade without a fucking fight.”
“Because you are loved- ebi .” Cancer said as he threw an arm around the lion spirit. Terminology such as “I love you” and “I care for you” never originated from the spirit world. Such practices of friendship was passed down from the human world as they navigated it. It was just them and the King, following orders mindlessly. Yes, humanity has shown them pain but in return, they have also seen the fiercest of loves that has inspired them. They wouldn’t have been standing here today, if it weren’t for the spectrum of life that they have experiences and learned and suffered and loved and smiled for along the way.
And every once in a while, it was a good to remind themselves that.
Spirits deserved love too. From humanity, but from each other as well.
It had reminded him of Aquarius drunkenly declaring that she’d do better after living more with Lucy some time ago, and Cancer finds himself smiling softly at the memory. Soul searching, remembering the times that they had truly been themselves and thought about others. Most people think that it was a glorified master and slave contract, but with the right mage, it was a relationship of mentor and mentee depending on the lenses of the shades.
“We’ve all lost a piece of ourselves after all of these years, and maybe it’s about time we regained it bit by bit. Despite us standing here, preaching love and unity and change, it is still a new road for us as it is a pathway for you- ebi . There is no difference between us, we all bare our sins. So walk with us and follow her.”
“Y-You guys…” Lucy choked up a bit at the sight of all of her spirits in her possession. Lyra played a soft melody before she smiled at the bonde. Crux brushed his beard as he looked thoughtful, as if he was watching and living through a momentus part of history and was eager to record it in the records. He was quick to give out a small, wrinkled wink to his master however.
Plue was on Taurus’s other shoulder as he shimmied a dance of “live laugh and love” for all to see.
It was…something.
Aquarius even felt the urge to punt him, but resisted, much to Virgo’s relief.
King Eridanus just stared at the scene before him, deeply in thought. It was one thing if she had summoned them all at once, which was magnificent in it’s own right. Such power hasn’t been seen in the Celestial World in what felt like forever, a term that wasn’t used often as time wasn’t even measured much to begin with. Surpassing even Anna Heartfilia, however long ago that was. Days were like minutes to being such as them.
But this was a different kind of rawness that comes from the heart.
Her spirits had chose to summon themselves and rally by her side.
It speaks for her character. It speaks for her leadership. It speaks for how true her words rang, as she declared her love for her celestial spirits. She had called them her family, even.
Lucy Heartfilia’s resolve could not be ignored.
“...Remarkable. I don’t believe I have even seen so many spirits in unity for one common goal in my life. Is this the effect of the Heartfilia Clan?” King Eridanus spoke softly, as he looked at his subjects with a paternal love. He doesn’t always make the best decisions for them individually, but it all comes from a root of love for them all. He would never purposely wish harm on them, but perhaps by not adjusting to their more specific needs in the present instead of being a beacon of stability…
And since when did a king not devote themselves to making their people happy?
“Today, Leo the Lion has been granted immunity from his crimes.” The Celestial Spirit King thundered as everyone gasped, “For the resolve of his fellow spirits and a lone master with courage as large as the universe, Leo the Lion has been granted the opportunity to make amends for the complex wrongdoings of his past.”
“But--” Leo tried to protest but was met with an icy glare.
“Do not think that this was a decision made on a whim, Leo the Lion.” King Eridanus huffed at the mere thought. He wouldn’t make a decision like this on light terms and took in all external viewpoints before he quickly made this outcome. “Now that the rules have been bent for you, dearest Lion, will you attempt to break them again? By denying your right to return home? I suppose that you have the power to make the choice now, but I would take a look around you before you do anything rash.”
At the people who just fought so hard for his right to stay by their sides.
“If the guilt cripples you that much, then live for the better in order to atone for such a crime.”
King Eridanus suddenly casted his hand forwards, and whispered, “Removal, I command thee.”
Within an instant, all celestial spirits that had forced their way into the Celestial Spirit King’s realm were gone in an instant. Leo’s gate had opened beside them, and the remaining folks watched silently as he stared at the golden glow of the gate before him. It shined in the frozen stormy clouds and he raised his hand as if to touch the essence before he lowered it and turned to look at Lucy.
To look directly at her in the eye as he began to grow taller, his hair slowly growing longer to resemble a minature name, his clothes burning away as it was replaced with a clean suit.
Loke was no longer before her, but the beginnings of Leo the Lion instead.
“We started off on the wrong foot completely, but words cannot express my gratitude towards you, Lucy. The chance for redemption of the past that had crippled me, the ability to go home, the unwavering support even if I had said something that didn’t please you in the past. You are...beyond kind.” He said as he summoned his own key and placed it down on the ground before him.
“A contract with me will guarantee someone to sacrifice their life for you, no matter what happens, because I owe you mine .”
A deep bow and he turned around to walk into his gate, before Lucy Heartfilia and the Celestial Spirit King watched it shimmered and close as it glittered in the space gold once it was shut. King Eridanus was already looking down at the mage, who let out a small squeak once she realized that she was entirely alone in the realm that he had frozen.
She also realized that he could have sent everyone back home earlier if he truly wanted to, but he didn’t.
King Eridanus wasn’t a frigid king at heart, it seemed.
“Were you looking for a reason for Leo to come back?”
“Words are just warm exhales of air. It was the actions that I saw today that was a more than enough reason to make such a decision.”
“You didn’t believe me when I said I wanted to save him?” Lucy asked curiously.
King Eridanus just chuckled deeply, that had a twang of age to it. “If I had fallen for every “I will save him” declaration, I would not be fit for being King. Mortals might have superiority over us in this domain, but I care for Spirits and Spirits alone. It just so happens that mortals and spirits are often intertwined, but do not be fooled. There are many things that I know as a result of being thorough with my lengths of protection for my kind.”
Lucy shivered at the words.
Suddenly, it didn’t feel like they were talking about Leo anymore.
“...so do you also know about--”
“Rushii Heartfilia, also known as Lucy Heartfilia of Earth Land-2006. I am aware.” Eridanus almost rolled his eyes at the mortal’s question. What a silly question, of course he was aware of the pressence of the two souls. He was Thee Celestial Spirit King, and he just froze time and space for them to meet. Such a power to identify an anomaly should’ve been a given assumption.
“I am sorry to hear about the fate of your world, Rushii Heartfilia. Although I must say…” Eridanus’s eyes darkened at the thought of the creator of the Eclipse Gate, “...The Gate that you had passed through was truly wicked indeed. I do not question your morals for coming back, but your path is not fated to be an easy one.”
He looked down at her grimly, “Because at the end of the day, you do not belong here.”
Lucy let out a harsh gasp, “How--How could you say that? Of course she belongs here, if she hadn’t been in my life, I would’ve--”
“You would still be alive, and still live your life in this way. All of the major points of your life would still be checked off, because that is what makes you Lucy Heartfilia in all worlds. You lose your mother. You join Fairytail. You join a team, and go on adventures. Rushii’s presence merely made everything harder, in a sense.”
King Eridanus sighed, “Earth Land-2023, that is what this world is. The blame does not solely go to you, Rushii Heartfilia, as there was another intruder as well in this universe. A more diabolical one, indeed. For if there is light, there must be darkness that follows. A balance, always.”
“Regardless, this is a warning.”
Rushii sucks in a breath as she looks directly into the eyes of the Celestial Spirit King, who’s massive body crouched down in order to make it more apparent. He gave her a serious look, “You did not live long enough to see the true dangers of the world. Spirits, Dragons, Angels, Demons , they are all very much real. And yet, one of the worst of them all is human. Cursed by the fates and the gods themselves.”
“Tread carefully in these waters, for the Creator of the Eclipse Gate is a foe that even I am wary about fighting.”
Lucy and Rushii let out an anxious wave of emotion that synergized with each other at the news. Rushii knew that her pressence was probably disrupting the natural order of the universe, but to hear verbal confirmation about her making things harder for her imouto did pierce her heart a bit. Then to hear about dangers that even she had yet to meet didn’t help either.
This dangerous human, is it Future Rogue? The bastard that had killed her Natsu? Who knew where he was, or what he had done.
“Do you know how I was able to summon the Interstellar Taurus?” Rushii took over, speaking up to the King quietly who began to glow as he gradually disappeared.
To her question, he just let out a soft sigh and gave the Heartfilias a look of intrigue, “It seems that in many universes, you were beloved by the Spirits, as you are Lucy Heartfilia. As thus is your fate. A love and respect that transcends universes…”
He left the two resumed at the cemetery, with rain drizzling on them as Lucy fell to her knees after the emotional, tiring exchange.
“...my presence isn’t always a blessing, Lucy. Dangerous events have--”
“Don’t, Nee-san.” Lucy said firmly. The world was harder or whatever, but it was going to be hard regardless. She wasn’t alone, and she had someone to look up too all her life. A role model that she wanted to make proud and follow. There weren’t many people who can say they had such a significant figure in their lives, and she will always love and be grateful for her Nee-san’s love and guidance.
“The Celestial King’s words were true and they scare me, imouto. There could be an enemy that you face in the future, and I wouldn’t know what to do to help you.” Rushii sighs as she held her face in her hands.
“We.”
“What?”
“We face in the future, not just me. We’re a team, I don’t care what you say Nee-san.”
“Lucy, you’re the one that is doing the most work around here. I just share my two cents and sit back, doing pratically nothing.”
“No! Don’t say that, Rushii,” Lucy exclaimed in her mind. “Your presence alone is reassuring to me. You’re my big sister…I-I don’t care. It was your words that have helped me through the darkest of times, I can’t imagine what it was to not have you with me, so please don’t talk like that. I love you dearly, Nee-san.”
Rushii teared up as she looked down at her hands, the sudden urge of wishing that she could do more was overwelhming her. And yet, her younger self still loved her. Full of compassion and kindness for others, she was the best thing that’s come from this harsh journey.
Compassion and kindness for insignificant others that fades with each day from Rushii, who focuses more and more on the bigger picture each day. Why hadn’t she said much during the entire exchange with the King? Because she had fully understood where he was coming from, and she wasn’t sure about her morals regarding the situation anymore.
Jaded.
She was becoming jaded, and she fears that it will grow worse with time.
Starting with their next fight of their lives.
Rushii didn’t say anything else after she had whispered her “I love you too” back, and Lucy didn’t say anything either.
It was a…rather triumphant day, all in all. She had found the answers to her questions and managed to save a life. Her spirits had shown their love for her, and just as she had for them.
It was not sadness that she felt when she went home, slowly walking in the rain as she shoved her hands into her jacket, but it wasn’t euphoric happiness either.
Where was she supposed to go from here, with what she has learned?
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“Ahh~ It’s almost time to start the final act of this magnificent game of chess.”
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“Are you prepared to play my game, Ms. Milkovich?”
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~𝞣𝕙𝕖 𝘛၀𝑤𝙚𝙧 ᴑ𝒇 𝜢𝘦𝓪𝝂ꬲ𝚗 𝘈𝗐𝓪𝒾𝓽𝘀~
𝓓੦ ꭚ𝖔𝙪 ɯ𝞪𝓃𝗍 𝐭૦ 𝑝ߊ𝞪𝙮?
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Notes:
First and foremost, sorry for the delay. I've been busy with my internship from 7-3pm, and good lord does it leave me exhausted. I've been trying to find the balance but I've just been tired lately, oof.
Leo and Aries were truly victims, and I hope I was able to convey Leo's complex emotions regarding Karen. Hatred for being treated in such a filthy way, but the some burst of hope that she would come around and do better. I did a little bit of research to understand the mindset of someone who's been abused and the mindset of an abuser, so I hope I was somewhat accurate at least.
THE MF CELESTIAL SPIRIT KING. Let me tell you, I was so excited to write him. I don't mind the light hearted tone that Hiro Mashima created in canon for him, but I feel as if he should've been a bit scarier and more god/king-like? Like he was such an important figure in the Spirit Realm, there is an area of respect that should be given and thought of with him, you know? Like there were moments where he showed his empathic side I think, although it was subtle, but I wanted to emphasize that he was a KING. And a King makes the hard decisions so that no one else has to be burdened with them.
His name Eridanus Cepheus is actually two real constellations that had their names combined cuz I thought they were cool.
I think I wrote Leo a bit OOC in sadness, but I think I like that version better for the topic. He was really defeated and thought he was going to fade away since he broke the rules, and then a miracle came at the last minute. Regardless, he knew that he was slowly dying for a long time now, and that should've been reflected in his mannerisms. Leo and Aries, I love their relationship. Just WAIT YALL OMG.
I changed the fact that Lucy didn't summon all of her spirits in her own will, but for them to come in their own. I believe it's a stronger case for the spirits to come to defend their master's ideas on their own rather being "forced" to come via summoned. Felt more impactful that way, and even Lucy was shocked too you know? Like you never really know the depths of a friendship until they come and stand by your side when you least expect it.
I tried to make the setting of the frozen space a bit dreamy, like it was something mythical, you know?
Anyways, let me warn you all about what is coming.
The Tower of Heaven arc will be a long one, and it will be crazy. There are a lot of adaptations that I have in mind that I want to implement, as well as manga versions that I'd like to see come to life rather than the anime counterpart. Things will be out of order (but not the big events).
And Jellal Fernandez....whew he is going to be one cunning, twisted bastard. From the sneak peek at the end, I hope you can only imagine the beginnings of how I imagine to write him, teehee. Just a little more flare to his usual personality when he was possessed. Calm and calculative, with a splash of deranged in between ;D
NO ONE is making it out of this arc unscathed.
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 26: Chapter 21
Summary:
HEY HEY!!!
A bit of a filler episode to expand off of previous events and to give more closure. I do count this as the beginning of the Tower of Heaven arc, but the main juice of it won't start till next chapter.
Everything in this chapter was original!!! So, there's that.
Warning: Subtle mentions of suicide and trauma events and some people have a bit of unhealthy thoughts, but they'll get better (bless their hearts).
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Twenty-One: A Revelation in the Light of Day
Tower of Heaven Arc I
It wasn’t what she had expected.
Or rather she should say that it wasn’t what she had imagined her first experience to be, the moment she became an official member of Fairytail. The blue stamp had burned into her thigh, making her feel liberated. An action, that was taken by herself. Of her own free will.
It wasn’t as if she never had any to begin with. Society’s isolation of her in addition to the never-ending depression that triggered from it rendered her unable to do a thing with a clear mind. Not even to help her own self, as foolish as it may seem to others. There was nothing and everything that had stopped her simultaneously.
She took a step forward today however, and she was proud of herself.
Juvia was used to the stares; they no longer bother her much anymore. She was not naive to think that she would be welcomed with open arms by all, but she supposed that it did help that not many people saw her fight during the war. She was known for being one of the Elemental 4, but it was just a title at the end of the day. Half of the members didn’t see her in action, and that’s probably her saving grace.
Well, other than Lucy Heartfilia and Gray Fullbuster, that is.
And don’t you dare forget about what had happened with Team Shadow Gear.
“Juvia is…” Words failed her as she stood before the former, feeling anxious as sharp brown eyes looked at her. Juvia had been debating with herself feverishly on whether or not to approach the girl in the first place. She had been under orders to capture the woman, and it wasn’t really her idea to attempt to hurt her in the first place. Besides, the blonde was more than capable of handling herself based off of what Juvia remembered from their encounters.
If it had been anyone else but Gajeel by her side the second time, she probably would’ve escaped again, the second time around.
“Juvia is...sorry for everything, and if you don’t want to see Juvia again, then--”
“Wait--that’s-that’s enough,” Lucy cut her off with a small hand and a soft breath.
Juvia closed her mouth instantly, but the small bit of remorse was still in her eyes. Clearly, she didn’t know what to expect from this conversation and was fearing the worst. Lucy just gave her a brighter smile this time around and gestured for her to follow her out of the Fairytail Guild Hall.
Walking down the lit bricked path was something that Juvia had grown to immensely enjoy. Was it possible to be addicted to the Sun? Juvia was curious as she feels the loving warmth radiating on her skin. She’s grown to really love the outdoors now that she had the chance to expel all of her clouds. Deprived from it almost her entire life, she swore to never let herself stumble down that path again, for this is what normal people experienced on the daily.
She would never give it up.
It was all thanks to Fairytail, in a way.
“It’s a lovely day outside, isn’t it?” Lucy looked over at the rain woman conversationally. Juvia wasn’t sure what to say, so she nodded. Yes, the weather felt nice, indeed. However she still felt the slight chill of the unknown, and she was scared to make another move due to it. What if she says the wrong thing, and everything goes to hell again?
“It’s been a couple of months, but Magnolia truly feels more at home than what I’ve experienced my entire life.” Lucy confessed, letting out a slight chuckle. They ended up stopping by the bridge and she turns to rest her arms against the railing, looking out to the river below. A leaf blew into her hair, but she simply plucked it and dropped it, watching mindlessly as it began to fall to the water, where it began to float above, never sinking.
“You remind me of that leaf, you know.”
“What?” Juvia was utterly confused.
Lucy looked over towards her and rested her chin on her hand and hummed, “Floating along, following orders. Stopping and then falling, and yet once you hit the ground, you float. You don’t crash, you just…float. Rock bottom, to some’s eyes, but not mine. Almost like a checkpoint.”
“Do you sink or do you continue to float?”
A gust of wind blows and the leaf is picked up once more, flying high into the sky once again for a new journey.
“Or do you soar?”
Juvia stared at the leaves that took flight once more, as she took in the metaphor. It seemed Lucy Heartfilia truly was wise for her age, even though they were around the same age if she really thought about it. But age is merely a number, and true wisdom comes from experience, which can happen for all ages, young and old. Juvia did not know it, but Lucy was young and old.
A paradox.
And it was Rushii, that she was speaking with right now.
As she was teaching both Lucy and Juvia a lesson here, as they watched her silently. One from within and the other by her physical side. Rushii let out a soft sigh as she gestured for Juvia, who was still unsure where this was going, to follow.
“I forgive you.” Rushii smiles, opting to not look at the rainwoman. Juvia stares at the back of her head in slight disbelief. She had offered her apologies and she was forgiven, but Rushii was sure that she was still in shock at the fact. Why was it that people don’t expect to be forgiven? That they automatically assume that they should shoulder the guilt of what they had done for the rest of their lives?
No, it was time to put it all to rest.
“Why?”
“What do you mean why? Did you not just apologize to me, silly?” Rushii chuckled as she shot Juvia an amused look over her shoulder. Juvia flushed and just shrugged as she looked away, not sure how to reply to that. This is out of her comfort zone, after all. Partially feeling guilty on her own behalf, partially following orders from Makarov to apologize.
But he never did say what and where to go from there.
Freedom, he had told her.
So many choices and she had the lone title of decision-maker, no one had told her.
“Juvia did…but she is still surprised. Do you not see Juvia as an enemy, still? Are you not wary of Juvia’s intentions?”
“Nah,” Rushii said easily, “Call it a gut instinct.”
Were all Fairytail members so…easy going? Juvia doesn’t know if she’d be able to say the same if the roles were reversed.
But also, if the roles were reversed, she would still be in misery and emotionless.
“To have empathy means to understand how someone becomes who they are, evil or not. To acknowledge the circumstances of their origins and to not downplay their beginnings just because you can’t relate. Blasphemy to one, but parallel to another, it is all different. You can empathize with an opponent, and still strike them down .” She puts an emphasis for the latter, as a message to Lucy. Lucy had troubled understanding Rushii’s acceptance of Gajeel and Phantom Lord for what they’ve done, but it was more than the surface level of war. The true wickedness had laid within Jose Porla, a man who was sin at it’s very core.
He had poisoned his members with his idealology, but that didn’t mean that they didn’t deserve a chance for the cure. Most of them didn’t even know that it was an option to begin with, and who can blame them?
“It was all they knew, Lucy. Perhaps some of Phantom Lord took the measures to the extreme, but it was like a gospel to them, my imouto. In a world where no one seemed to love them, where people had abandoned them, a place where they were isolated and different. Phantoms. Jose Porla brought them together, evil or not, and thus they would ride at dawn for him in exchange.”
It could have been us in their shoes.
Rushii lets the words simmer, unspoken. She had ran away from neglect after all, what if she had been unstable, and decided to seek comfort in Phantom Lord instead of finding Fairytail?
They were both places for the lost, they just had different goals.
And if Jose’s ambitions hadn’t been so vile, it would have been fine to live as Phantom Lord.
“I forgive you, Juvia, because I understand why you followed the rules. I think in your shoes, I would have done the same.” Rushii said as she came to a complete stop. She turned around to face Juvia, who was staring at her with growing red eyes. She sniffed.
“Do you miss them?”
It was dysfunctional at best, Phantom Lord. They were mean, they sneered and they didn’t tolerate the weak. She was rather isolated there too to be honest, but there were few that made it okay.
Gajeel.
“…Yes.” Juvia sniffed, feeling a sudden tightness in the chest. It was dysfunctional at best, but it was still her family. And they were now in ruins. Juvia understands why, she fought in the damn war herself. She knew that what they had done was wrong now. But it doesn’t change the fact that she won’t be able to go back to a place that was familiar, and that while Fairytail seemed to be lovely, it did not change her childhood.
Does that make her a traitor already?
“Phantom Lord was the only home Juvia had.” Juvia quietly sniffed.
“And Fairytail isn’t the same,” Rushii whispered, gently taking both of Juvia’s hands and squeezed. “Don’t replace those memories of home, aim for a new chapter instead. I would never tell someone to forget where they came from, because there is something that we did learn from our pasts. The good and the bad.”
“Juvia is now loyal to Fairytail, she promises.” Juvia says as she cried. But it was Lucy this time, back in control of the main body as she consoled and moved to hold the former S-Class mage. It was Lucy who finally understood what Rushii was telling her, and was beginning to share the same empathy that her Nee-san had possessed.
Of course, there are those who could never be forgiven.
There are those who cross lines and that is why they are rendered hell-bound. But most of society falls into a gray category. People always do something that goes against a moral of another, but you could never known the full extent of the circumstances that people are willing to go. And if everyone thought the exact same as you did when it cames to morals, then how could we call ourselves diverse?
Juvia wanted to change on her own free will.
And frankly, there wasn’t much “hatred” inside of Lucy at the rain woman to begin with.
“...my father attempted to kidnap me, neglected me for over a decade, and yet I still love him.” Lucy held Juvia tightly and she froze for a moment. A foreign feeling that felt lovely, so lovely that Juvia was frozen from surprise and quiet happiness.
“There isn’t any shame in still loving Phantom Lord, Juvia.”
Juvia held Lucy back just as tightly once she heard those words.
“Welcome to Fairytail.”
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“Juvia was..not alone when it came to wanting to move on and do better.” Juvia began as they walked back to the guild hall. Lucy had took the initiative to hold the rain woman’s hand, and while it was shocking and made Juvia feel a bit odd, she had allowed the woman to continue to do so. Why? Because she was eager, as a short explaination. Eager for all the forms of friendships that await her in the newest chapter of her life.
“Is that so? I’m sure they’d be welcomed if they came to join Fairytail, just like you.” Lucy flashed a smile at Juvia but the girl didn’t return it as she looked down. Lucy looked at her in slight confusion, “What is it?”
Or rather, who is it?
“...Juvia doesn’t want to say.”
“Is it--don’t tell me it’s that Earth guy at least,” Lucy cringed at the thought of the disgusting man and their first encounter together. He may be a formidable opponent, but at the extreme cost of his personality. Juvia mirrored her actions and scowled,
“Juvia does not know what happened to Sol, but she does not care in the slightest. Some of the worst things that happened during the war was because of Sol’s sadistic intentions, Juvia hates him.”
“Air guy?”
“Juvia also doesn’t know what happened with Aira. She doubts that he’d want to join Fairytail in the first place though. He enjoyed the idea of harming Makarov, with Jose. His pride would never allow him to attempt to join after two failed attempts on Makarov’s life.” Juvia spoke of the “assassinations” attempts with an ease that only showed that she had come from a previous guild prior. Fairytail was not new to violence, but it was often paired with a strong emotion. They hurt others, and really that’s what it is at the end of the day, even if they did it for good intentions, only when it calls for it.
Probably wasn’t the same for Juvia, who spoke about what happened as if she was clinically dissecting the entire war. As if it was something to be studied, and there wasn’t bloodshed that had been split.
“Totomaru, um Juvia supposes you know him as “Fire Guy”,” Juvia said with big quotation mark gestured and Lucy couldn’t help but to laugh at the seriousness expression on her face as she did it, “He was the most likable of the three, if you ask Juvia. Juvia doesn’t know much about his whereabouts, but of all of them, she hopes that he is okay. Juvia remembered that he really loved kids, and that if he wasn’t apart of Phantom Lord, he’d be doing something with them.”
“I hope he gets the chance, then.”
“Agreed.”
Lucy realized that probably left one option left and it made her fill with unease. She does not know what to think of the iron dragon slayer, as she still felt cross with the man but listening to Rushii’s and Juvia’s stories have helped her with her previous anger at least. It was a one-sided anger at the time, and while she felt as if she did have a good reason to be justified in it, it wasn’t as if she experienced what Levy had, for Spirit’s sake.
It will take time to understand and accept him, if what she guesses is coming.
“The only one who is left is…”
“Gajeel.” Juvia answered a bit miserably. She was worried for him ever since she had walked out in a feat of anger, wanting to start their new lives already. Juvia hasn’t had the courage to go back to the safe house, scared of what she’ll find. A letter, no note at all, or perhaps a betrayed Gajeel, staring at her like he never wanted to see her again.
“Ah.” Lucy said with a wry smile and Juvia sighs.
“Juvia knows what happened in the kidnapping, she doesn’t expect you to easily forgive him like you did with her. Perhaps forgiveness isn’t even on the table, it--it’s something that is between the two of you, not Juvia. Regardless, Juvia feels the need…” She trailed off, unsure of how to express what she was feeling. Gajeel got on her nerves too, but in the end, she did still worry for him. She did still care.
“To defend him? Help others give him the benefit of the doubt?”
“...yes, how did you know?”
Lucy just shrugged, “That’s easy, really. I’d do that for any of my friends too.”
Juvia freezes at the words and stares at Lucy in shock. “ Friends? Is that what we are?”
“If you are willing to help Gajeel despite everything, then considering your familiarity with each other, I would say that does make you friends.”
She had to speak with him soon.
Lucy looks Juvia deep into her eyes, as if she was detecting the chance for any lies, as she hesitantly asked, “Is he really not that bad?”
Juvia stayed silent for a moment as she processed the question. It was a loaded one, in her eyes. “At his core...Gajeel’s nature is loyalty. It’s not something that he handed out like a free give away card, in fact, Juvia guessed that only Jose at the time had earned it. Um, perhaps it applies to Juvia as well, in a sense. Juvia was the only one with a nickname, while everyone else got snarls and sharp words. He did it with her as well, but it was just different. Juvia thinks that while he isn’t one to regret what he has done on orders, she thinks that is moreso based off of the fact that you can’t change the past once you’ve done it, so it was no point in worrying about what you did. There have been moments where he’s hesitated in doing something but carried out with it anyways. Because he’s loyal, and that triumphs his own pride.”
She gave Lucy an interested, calculative look for a moment that caught the latter by surprised. “What?”
“You said he had locked you away on Jose ’s orders, right? Did he hurt you, Lucy?”
Lucy thought back at the moment, “I mean, he flicked his hardened skin at me and I’m sure I was cut here and there but…he didn’t beat my ass to oblivion, if that’s what you’re asking.”
Juvia smiled. “He doesn’t like to hurt people who he thinks are weaker than him. He will shout and call you names as he sneers in disgust, but his pride won’t allow him to attack you willingly. Gajeel was only interested in the strong, being the only ones “worth his time”.”
“He…reminds me of Natsu.” Lucy said after digesting her words. A darker, sharper Natsu, but still held the same values nonetheless. Based off of Juvia’s experience with him, if he had been from anywhere else other than Phantom Lord, and if they had met, she thinks that maybe it wouldn’t have been so bad to talk with him.
“Makarov is the holder of Gajeel’s loyalty now, Juvia thinks. What he will do with that, Juvia isn’t sure. She hopes…they can sit side by side at the guild hall table one day.” Once again .
“Yeah, we’ll see.” Lucy nodded. Ultimately, her opinion of the iron dragon slayer will come from what she sees should he join the guild. For now, she’s reserved herself to be at an impast when it comes to him. No longer severely disliking the man, but not actively supporting him either.
It will take time.
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Everyone looked at the two as they re-entered the room, smiling as they talked. Deep down, there were many who wasn’t sure on how to feel about the former Elemental 4 member joining the guild. The war was over, but some of the memories still lingered every day ever since. Yet to see Lucy Heartfilia, Fairytail’s new Golden Girl, and the Elemental 4 member smiling as if the memories were non-existent, everyone’s internal worries had immediately disappeared that instant.
Because Lucy, who arguably was the biggest victim in the entire war, was smiling and comfortable. That meant that Juvia Lockser wasn’t as bad as she was rumored to be from Phantom Lord.
Lucy eventually waved Juvia off and Juvia took a seat down at the table, feeling emotionally exhausted at everything that had happened. To say that the exchange went better than she had expected was an understatement. It went astonishingly well, so much so that Juvia could begin to see herself call the celestial spirit mage a friend if they continued to speak. Her second friend, or maybe third.
Regardless, she was tired but happy.
Another distant emotion, but it excited her.
It felt nice.
“Uhm, hey.”
Juvia blinked and suddenly there was a dark-haired boy that was sitting next to her, shirtless with a silver chain around his neck as he looked at her with hopeful eyes while scratching the back of his neck. Gray Fullbuster flashed her a small grin and she felt her cheeks warm up.
Ah, Gray Fullbuster.
An...anomaly.
“Hello.”
“I..saw you were with Lucy for a while, did it go okay?”
“Yes, our conversation went well. Juvia had apologized to her, and we talked about other things.” Juvia said a bit stiffly. She still was unsure about what to think about the man who had bested her, but she couldn’t deny the subtle fluttering of her heart every time they made eye contact.
And as they slowly talked, they didn’t realize that they had a small audience watching them from a distance.
For once in his life, Natsu was opting out of the usual brawl as he slumped against Lucy, resting his head on her shoulder as he hugged her from behind. She was leaning onto him for support as they sat, letting Natsu idly play with her hair as she eyed the blue duo in the distance. She slurped her iced drink and chuckled, “Well, I’ve always liked a good enemies to lovers trope.”
“Is that what you think this is? They don’t hate each other enough, in my opinion. The boy was whipped the moment she had timidly walked into the fucking room, looking as if he couldn’t believe that she was before his very eyes.” Cana snorted as she looked over at them before eyeing the pair that was sitting near her. Natsu had opened his mouth, and Lucy had allowed him to sip from her drink without even looking at the boy, who had begun to hum happily at the flavors.
Cana scowled and quickly called Mira over.
“Yes?”
“Come over here babe, sit on my lap or something, we’re the only one in a fucking relationship around here, but why do I feel the most single?”
Mira smacked her with a wet cloth and Cana pouted as Natsu laughed at her. Yet Lucy, who had understood the hidden message between Cana’s words, simply flushed and stared at Cana with wide eyes as the alcoholic merely smirked at the celestial spirit mage.
“I know what you are,” She mouthed evilly and Lucy flushed even harder as she quickly got revenge, calling Mirajane back over after lying and saying that Cana was being crude again. This lead Cana to be forced to help Mirajane at the bar much to her chargain, and she wasn’t mature enough not to flick Lucy off as she followed her girlfriend. “Stupid fucking blondes.”
“Love you too, Cana!” Lucy teased.
“Did everything go okay?” A deep voice whispered against her ear and Lucy fought down the urge to squirm. It did not help that she was currently encased within strong arms, and a nice warm body that was very comfortable to lay against. “She didn’t try anything, did she?”
“Natsu,” She said a bit disappointedly, “We can’t sit there and think the worst of our newest members! Fairytail welcomes all, you of all people should know that.”
“Yeah, and if it was anyone else, I wouldn’t have questioned it,” Natsu said easily. “But you know you’re different for me. I don’t care if it was Makarov himself that dared to question you, I wouldn’t stand for it.”
“Why?” Lucy blurted out as she turned around in his arms, brown eyes matching a darker brown. “Why am I an exception compared to everyone else?”
“You just are ,” Natsu said softly as he looked into her eyes. How could he express in words that she makes him want to fight every single person that dared to look at her wrongly? That his hands always ached to touch her in any way possible, that just seeing her in person with his own two eyes never failed to make his day.
That talking to her and sleeping by her side never failed to calm even the biggest of his worries.
She was his other half, it felt like.
“One day, I’m going to force you to explain more,” Lucy huffed as Natsu grinned before turning her back around, forcing her flush against his body again. “Uh huh.”
“Make my words, Natsu Dragneel. I didn’t teach you how to read and write for you to answer like this!”
“Right, right.”
“...you’re so annoying.”
“I love you too.” He said just as cheekily.
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The Celestial Spirit Realm was a place that defied time and space, which is why none of the spirits really think about it. It mimicked the Mortal Realm in terms of scenery when it comes to forests, mountains, rives, etc, but it doesn’t mimic the actual location. It was just a vast, seemingly never-ending space where spirits that one celestial spirit mage held, rested.
There were rules though, like only spirits owned by the mage could stay in their specific “plane”.
All of the spirits that were in this world were owned by Lucy Heartfilia, which is why even if Leo had wanted to begin the search for Aries, he wouldn’t be able to. Aries was not owned by Lucy, and therefore she wouldn’t be here.
The thought alone makes him sigh as he sits on the edge of the cliff, looking out into the distance.
That is, until a harsh kick had knocked him over board, causing a rather high pitched scream to escape as he fell, before he managed to teleport back to his previous position and whipped his head around to irritatedly snap and who he knew was the perpetrator.
Only to be surprised once more.
“C-Cancer?!”
“Sorry- ebi .” Cancer sighed with his hands on his hips, “I lost a bet with the mermaid.”
“What?” A bet? What in the world…
“Are you done moping and howling at the fucking moon like a weirdo? If so, hurry up and join us. The break is fucking over.” Aquarius snapped as she walked past, giving Cancer a sleazy smirk causing the crab to roll his eyes before he grabbed his own backpack to follow the mermaid. Leo spluttered,
“Howling?! That’s not what lions do, you know. And it’s not even the moon that’s out right now, it’s the fucking sun. And--” A hand on his shoulder signaled him to stop his irritated rant, and he looked over to see that it was none other than Sagittarius that was the one to do so. Leo raised an eyebrow at the man, who merely shook his head.
“Forgive me, Sir Leo, but I do believe you have been “gaslit”, moshi-moshi .”
“What?!” Leo raged.
“I can’t believe this..,” Virgo said as she walked past and rolled her eyes as she let out a sigh of her own, ducking under one of the leaves with her own backpack. Leo looked at her in slight annoyance, and she wordlessly pointed in Aquarius’s direction. Cancer just chuckled as he raised his hands behind his head as he walked, “Backpack hiking, huh? Just when I thought I’ve seen it all…”
“It was for team bonding, what the mortals do sometimes in order to develop deeper bonds with one another.”
“Has centuries not been enough time for all of that?” Leo snorted as he looked at the ground in irritation. What the hell was the meaning of all of this? What did “bonding” have to do with being “gaslit” and kicked off a cliff? If anything, it just made him angrier-- “What the hell is any of this for, anyways?”
“The Leo that I knew centuries ago wouldn’t have asked such a question and would’ve known what was happening,” Virgo shot Leo a look who suddenly looked peeved.
“Well I’m sorry that I just went through--”
“Stop it, guys.” Cancer sighed as he shook his head. He turned to Virgo first, “That was uncalled for. You know he’s a bit sensitive after everything he’s been through, and that people change. Hell, you used to just take orders and not speak unless spoken to centuries ago. Now you got a bit of a bite that can rival Aquarius’s, so clearly things are different.”
Virgo looked away.
He threw an arm around Leo who huffed out and looked down, “And you. I don’t know why you’ve gotten so pissy all of a sudden, do not forget that we all worked together to save your life. You need a drastic change in your life, Leo. Otherwise, you’ll fall down the same path that you did before and you won’t even realize it.”
“I won’t ever wish Lucy harm, not after all she’s done for me. I didn’t deserve it, but I’ll pay her back with my life anyways,” Leo told Cancer fiercely, and that’s when the crab let out a small, sad smile.
“But isn’t that the thing, Leo? You did deserve it. You deserved to be loved, just as I told you before- ebi .”
He kissed Leo’s head and rubbed his hair that resembled a lion’s man, and Leo just stared at him as he held his backpack straps. Cancer flashed him a grin, “That’s what this trip is about, anyways. Like a small reunion as yet another one of us has found each other, no?”
“Another fucking annoyance, I’ll say.” Aquarius spoke as she slowed down to all the others to catch up to her and Taurus in the front. Taurus waved at Leo, who let out a small wave back. They continued to make small talk as they walked through the trail that magically extended and morphed for them, and Leo decided that he would at least try to heed Cancer’s words.
“I have packed excellent spiritual protein shakes for our consumption, fellow Spirits!” Taurus announced proudly. Aquarius sneered and told him to stop yelling right beside her ears before she turned fully towards the slow walkers. “And pick up the pace you guys, we are supposed to reach the campsite thingy soon.”
“Camp site? I thought it was hiking.” Cancer raised an eyebrow but Aquarius just rolled her eyes. “It’s all the fucking same if you’re out in nature with bugs and whatnot. It’s all gross.”
“Then why are we—” Virgo scowled as she began to pipe up but a quick, rare stern look from Cancer caused her to fall silent. Cancer let out an internal sigh, first they had Leo and Virgo in irritated moods. Sagittarius was too polite and nervous to speak up. Aquarius at least had the right idea with this whole operation, but her attitude never helps.
The only saving grace was Taurus yet Cancer is sure it was only a matter of time before Aquarius begins to argue with the “meathead”. For someone who is supposed to be rather airheaded, he sure does like to grind Aquarius’s gears. Cancer has his suspicions that sometimes he does it on purpose, but hey, so did he.
Maybe this was doomed from the start, Cancer shook his head.
Eventually, they reached the campsite and everyone went to work. Aquarius took charge as she ordered everyone to do their part respectively, although everyone knew she was just trying to get out of doing the grunt work. No one said anything though, as they began to mimic the humans’s camping setup process with a comfortable silence.
By the time they were finish, Sagittarius managed to light the fire with the brand new trick that he learned from his summoning to Lucy’s aide a while ago. The flame lit up the the area around them as the sky glowed purple, and everyone took a seat around the heat source. Cancer and Virgo were sitting on the floor, the former stretched out languidly while the other sat with a firm posture. Aquarius was sprawled on a log and propped her arm up to use as a rest as she looked into the flames with a thoughtful experience on her face. Sagittarius had let out a soft sigh as he took a step back and sat down next to her.
This left Taurus and Leo sitting normally on the log, but Leo refused to look at the center and off to the side as he felt the tension begin to dispate and rise from inside of him. As if he needed to be on edge in case something happened . As if he needed to keep his sharpness and wits about him as he looked around the around with unease.
“Calm the fuck down, Leo.” Aquarius called him out for it.
Leo immediately scowled, “I am calm.”
“Friend Leo, I would have to disagree from the state of your muscular--” Taurus spoke up from beside him, but Leo had had enough at that point. He shot up, taking in a strangled breath as he glared at everyone around the campfire.
“What is with you guys with constantly asking if I’m okay? I am completely utterly -- ” Leo choked in the middle of his outburst, taking in the looks of the others. He swallowed the words that was inside of him as he just let out a sharp breath as he lost the edge he had to look them in the eye. God, what was he doing? These were people he’s known for his entire life, and yet here they were taking the brunt of his blowup.
He took a moment to collect himself before he let out a weak sigh, “I’m fine, alright?”
“But you aren’t, and I hate it.” Virgo finally speaks what’s on her mind. What has been bothering her ever since Leo had been reunited with the rest of them, yet not mirroring the lion that she had remembered so vividly back in the day. How could someone render him into such a haggard state?
That is what she was upset about. It is childish for her to be irritated for something that Leo obviously wasn’t able to control, but it was hard to look at him and not compare himself to what he was before. Their leader was a shell of himself, and it made her nausecous at the mere thought.
“Yeah, well,” Leo scoffed as he felt a lump in his throat at Virgo’s words, for they had stung deep. “You’re not the only one who hates me either. I hate myself too.”
“How could you let yourself fall like this?!” Virgo accused suddenly, rare tears welling in her eyes. She looked up to Leo, when she was younger. He was a man who embodied confidence and fairness, with a playfulness that had made him a favorite from all spirits that interacted with him. She shot up onto her feet, and glared at Leo with such anger and sadness that he was rendered speechless for a moment.
Even Aquarius sat up to stare at Virgo as she continued on.
“I looked up to you, because you were practically my older brother. How dare you give up and almost fade away like it was nothing if you’d left. You’re our leader Leo.”
“AND I DIDN’T ASK FOR THAT.” Leo roared as he flexed his hands. “It’s supposed to be Capricorn, everyone knows this. He’s the oldest after all.”
He gestured wildly around the area, “I mean, look at all of this. Capricorn isn’t here, so Aquarius picked up the leadership position. They always had the traits, and when any of us are in trouble, they were always the ones to pick up the slack and help us out. I should’ve never been fucking leader, and you all know it.”
Aquarius sneered, “I’m sorry, what exactly is the topic at hand that we’re fighting here for? Because you being a pissed off kitten these days, and your role as the leader of the Zodiacs are two different conversations.”
“None of us asked to be born if you put it like that,” Virgo sniffed. “But we all were and we had our responsibilities. Just because you went through some shit recently doesn’t mean that all of a sudden, it’s been like that since the beginning of time.”
Cancer just closed his eyes and let out another long internal sigh. It hurts to hear Virgo and Leo argue because they had practically been inseperable in the past. If Aries was Leo’s light and soulmate, Virgo came from the same womb. They were different as Virgo was stoic while Leo was mischevious, but they brought out the best in each other. It’s a different kind of love between them, so Cancer knows that Leo is feeling the burn of Virgo’s words.
“One bad thing and all of a sudden, everything is just the worst thing ever. Give me a fucking break, Leo. We’ve all suffered before, but none of us has ever been desperate enough to kill ourselves because of it, you coward.” Virgo spatted and everyone’s eyes widened as they all shot up at once to reprimand the maiden.
“That was too far, Virgo.” Taurus frowned in disappoinment as Leo looked at her shellshocked. Virgo just quitely sobbed as she fell back down and shook her head in her hands. Aquarius’s jaw clenched as she wondered if this was a mistake to even bring up this idea in the first place. Sagittarius looked uncomfortable at all of the emotions running around while Cancer just tsked and placed his hands on his hips as he stood up.
A tense silence settled once more, stronger than before.
The fire crackled and popped.
“Do you think we were always sentient beings, moshi-moshi ?” Sagittarius quietly asked.
No one had an immediate answer as Sagittarius quietly looked around as he debated to continue. He had been thinking about this question for a long time now, ever since he had found himself rescued by Lucy Heartfilia. “I think we did have feelings, and did have emotions. But we were just living, you know? Following orders, doing what had to be done and then awaiting when it was our turn to be summoned again. We are all different, so clearly there was something in the mix of our creation.”
Sagittarius suddenly let out a shaky breath as he recalled his past, away from the others and everyone looked at him in surprise. Sagittarius was always a polite gentleman, that rivaled Virgo and Capricorn in their own ways. A literal-minded being who had a hard time determining whether or not someone was using sarcasm and so he stayed quiet so that he didn’t ruin moods.
But today, he thinks he understands Cancer’s and Aquarius’s intentions with them gathering here, and he decided that he will be the trailblazer for this moment.
“I was abandoned.” Sagittarius whispered the confession, and his face fell as he looked at the fire, feeling more comfortable than giving eye-contact to the others.
“I can no longer remember when the last time I was summoned outside of Miss Heartfilia’s call. Before she had found me, it was endlessly…nothing. There wasn’t anyone to talk to or to even sit in silence with. I just sat there, patiently waiting until it was my turn to be called upon again.”
A shaky exhale.
“Um, and then the water came. I was adrift at sea, and there wasn’t anything that could even help me for miles on end. At first it was peaceful, but then gradually it turned into a prison. The loneliness that I had obtain from the entire experience…it’s beyond words.” Sagittarius shuddered at the reminder of Galuna Island. It was a darkness that he had never wanted to experience again, and it made him desperate.
To escape and see spirits, people, anything again.
“I say that to say that I did not realize that I could…feeling such a powerful emotion before until that happened.” Sagittarius finished his tale with a quiet, slow breath. Aquarius had moved beside him and sat there, allowing him to feel her presence. It wasn’t in her nature for hugs and kisses, but she was always a pillar for strength for the others. Her company was enough.
“So I asked that question earlier for a reason, moshi-moshi . I have theorized that perhaps we were living beings all along, but we were never alive. And it wasn’t until recently that we have…unlocked that part of ourselves. To some, it was a good memory that did it.”
Cancer spoke up then, “I can validate that. Before, I was a pretty relaxed and chill spirit. I did care, but everything was just something that was interesting and when it stopped being intruiging, I moved onto the next. Plus, it wasn’t like I was used for much anyways. Most of my summoners used me for domestic purposes, like cutting hair. It wasn’t until I saw a child with a brightness in her eyes that made me think on my own free will; I want to protect her with my life. ”
Cancer looked at Sagittarius thoughtfully, “It…unlocked something inside of me. All of a sudden, I was more…aware? And accepting. Thoughtful, creative.”
Sagittarius nodded, “It was the same for me once I met Miss Heartfilia, moshi-moshi . Finally, the darkness was over and I had a--I think I cried once I was alone. I didn’t know we could cry.”
“We can,” Aquarius confirmed as she lazily waved around, “I mean, the last time I shedded tears was when Scorpio and I were separated being at each other’s side for so long.”
“Liar,” Cancer drawled as Aquarius rolled her eyes before she scoffed, “It’s the fucking truth. Sure, I wallow every now and then here, but they’re for the theatrics. The harder truth is that I…haven’t seen Scorpio in eons. Am I still in love with him? Or just the memory of our happiness when we were together? If he were to stand in front of me right now, would my heart skip a beat like it used too? Or would I just fucking stand there and die a little inside, because he wasn’t what he used to be after all this time. Like Virgo did with Leo.”
“You--” Virgo snapped to look at her, thinking that Aquarius was picking a fight with her again, but Aquarius just looked her in the eye with a serious expression that made her falter. Aquarius was being deadly serious.
“I didn’t speak up against Virgo’s actions initially, because if that was Scorpio in front of me and I had felt what Virgo had felt, I think I would’ve said the same thing. And that thought makes me seem bitchier than what I normally am.” Aquarius hummed.
“So, I suppose that was my moment where I realized that feelings fucking hurt sometimes.”
Everyone chuckled lightly at her words as she crossed her arms, looking off onto the side as she thought briefly of Scorpio. Dreading and longing for the day of their reunion.
“...my story isn’t as deep as yours--” Virgo starts off but Cancer interrupts her immediately.
“This was never to compare traumas to see who was the most broken. It’s to give us all a chance to share a glimpse of what’s happened since our separation, for most of us. It doesn’t matter if the worst thing you’ve experience was a stubbed toe, if it matters deeply to you, then it matters to us.”
Cancer was always a great mediator between all of them.
“...The last time that I wasn’t so obedient was when it was just us 12 working for the Celestial Spirit King,” Virgo tsked as she looked away. “I’ve always been naturally the more following the rules type and that’s because I like them. Somewhere along the way I had formed a montomous cycle that made me feel like a puppet. But it was for so long that I didn’t even remember who I was beforehand.”
She looks at Aquarius who nods knowingly, “It…wasn’t until I met Aquarius again that I had a moment of clarity. A reminder, of what it was before.”
Virgo wiped her eyes and turned towards Leo, “I’m sorry, Leo. I yelled at you for so many things, that I--I’m a hypocrite. Seeing you in your state had shocked me, because I never thought that something could break you. And it had reminded me of myself, what I’m still going through as I…become more sentient again. It all comes out at once sometimes. Just like your bouts of anger.”
Leo just watched her quietly before getting up to walk over. Virgo tensed a bit at the action, but Leo ignored it as he plopped himself right next to his sister and threw an arm around her as he pulled her in close. Virgo was stiff in his hold, but managed to soften up bit by bit as he whispered that he forgave her, and that he was sorry too.
“I’m sorry, everyone.” Leo spoke up higher, as he looked around with a tiny piece of his old self shining in the surface again. Like the pieces were finally starting to come back together again, because as much as he wished for Lucy becoming his new owner to be enough to stop his inner demons, that was not the case. He still had some time to recover from that self-depricative mindset.
Because Virgo was right to a certain extent. He had almost died, and he had almost wished for it to happen.
He had given up.
“I-I’m not fine, and I probably won’t be for a while.” Leo sniffs as he cleared his throat.
“I can’t be the leader you want me to be right now, I..I can’t do it.”
It was too much responsibility, and how could he reclaim that title when Aries was still out there, awaiting for him to lend his helping aide? Call him selfish, but he couldn’t afford to be a leader and focus on the others again when she needed him. When he still needed to recover himself. Maybe that’s why he was feeling unease despite his new environment.
Would things go back to how they used to be?
He had unconsciously dreaded the thought.
“It’s not fair for Friend Leo to be put in such a position despite how it was in the past,” Taurus nodded as the bull shot him a bright smile. “A long time ago you were our leader, but we cannot expect things to be the same as thousands of years ago. Take your time, Friend Leo. There are no more expectations except to serve Lucy with your upmost loyalty.”
“She’s the one who is slowly connecting us all back together, after all.” Sagittarius nodded with a small smile. Cancer chuckled,
“I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk so much, Sag.”
Sagittarius blushed and just blinked as Cancer rubbed his hair messily.
And just like that, things were back to normal again.
Virgo and Leo were quietly talking to one another off to the side, intimate in a siblings ways. They always had that kind of bond, so it wasn’t entirely surprising to see them go back to their roots like that. Taurus was teaching Sagittarius how to perform a new exercise in order to get more bloodflow, because apparently he was looking too thin.
Sagittarius looked as if he was ready to faint from the position Taurus had him in.
Meanwhile Cancer opened his pack to bring out some spirit wine and walked over to Aquarius, who saw him come over and rolled her eyes while letting out a dramatic groan,
“Just because everyone else is having a bonding party, doesn’t mean it’s our turn crab .”
“Ah, what a shame. And to think that I brought your favorite…”
Aquarius raised an eyebrow and narrowed her eyes suspiciously, “No fucking way. That’s only up in the castle near the King’s quarters. It’s his favorite too, and that’s why that old bastard hides it from me because he knows I love it.”
“You do cause him great misery and headaches, Aquarius. A shot to ease the pain, I say.”
“I’m gonna fucking boil you and eat you alive,” She grumbles as she grasp the glass that Cancer had handed to her with a smug grin and immediately downed it in one go. Cancer whistled as he was impressed before he did the same and let out a content sigh.
“All in all, I say that this is a success.”
“You’re just fishing for compliments,” Aquarius snorted as Cancer huffed out a laugh.
“Ah, I see what you did there. “Fishing” for compliments, huh?”
“Thank you, thank you. I’ll be here all day.” Aquarius curtsied in her seat as Cancer chuckled louder before he poured them another glass.
“...I didn’t know about that thing with Scorpio.”
“...and I’m surprised you decided to share your experience with Lucy rather than the fact that you saw Layla die. You never did share that fact with Lucy, did you.” Aquarius quietly accused.
Cancer took a slower sip this time before he answered softly,
“I always knew that I was going to take care of Lucy, for Layla. But when I looked Lucy in the eye, she looked so much like her mother that it strunk me deeply. I had to take off my glasses in order to make sure that I wasn’t seeing a ghost.” Cancer sighed at the memory.
“I meant everything I had said though. Looking at the awe in Lucy’s eyes made me feel as if I was something worth to keep around. That I, a lowly spirit, had the ability to make others day brighter. That I could help this kid find strength from the loss of her mother.”
Aquarius hummed and she looked at Cancer for a moment before looking away as she knocked her fist gently against his cheek.
“You’re one of the younger ones, it’s okay to take a break once in a while and let us olders handle things.”
“I’m like, right in the middle you know.” Cancer grumbled, annoyed.
“Then you should still listen to your elders, punk.” Aquarius huffed as she smiled into her glass. She knew what he was talking about, of course. She had felt the same thing the moment she truly met Lucy for the first time, being summoned by her. They had both seen Lucy as a young child, but it was just a tiny organism. Didn’t have much of an impact, back then.
As they were different.
“We did good, today.”
Cancer looked at Aquarius’s side profile and how it glowed from the flames of the fire, before looking back to see everyone content in their own way. He looked down at his own glass before he nods.
Aquarius doesn’t say anything when Cancer lays his head on her shoulder as Virgo came over with the others in tow in order to drag them into the conversation, much to her secret bemusement and outwordly annoyance. Of course, she knew that everything wasn’t settled tonight. That outburst with Leo not wanting to be leader came from within, and it’ll probably have its moment to rear it’s heard when they inevitably argue again. But they were going to do better, and be more aware of each other if Aquarius had anything to fucking say about it.
One step at a time, or whatever the fuck humans say.
But she can’t hate too much, it seemed like the mortals were right after all about this camping shit.
Good for the soul and whatnot, she thinks with a slip.
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He stood in front of the guild hall with such tension that he almost felt physically ill. A studded eyebrow furrowed in apprehension as he looked up at the haunting doors. He knew what was bound to await him, that there was no avoiding it.
Juvia hasn’t been back since then, and he blames her for making him feel this way too.
So eager to start a new life, was it really that easy? Was she happy here already? Or was she too embarrassed to come back to Gajeel, and that Fairytail had disappointed her and casted her aside.
He bites back a snarl that threatened to escape as he scowled at the thought. They better have fucking accepted Dewy, because if not, he’d fucking enter this building and turn it into rubble again. He swaggers up to the doors and places his hands on the wood, ready to bust through.
His body stops him as it shakes for a moment.
Gajeel takes a step back in annoyance at his own self.
There was no fucking way he was being a pussy about this. He was going to go in and look for Juvia, and if she wasn’t there, he’d threaten someone to find her whereabouts, and then he’d…leave.
Yes, that was the plan.
He definitely was not entertaining the idea of joining Fairytail.
Gajeel cracked his neck and let out a tense breath. He definitely was not --
The door slammed open as his eyes widened at the suddeness of it all, feeling his previous attempts at psyching himself to enter the guild hall disappear as he froze. He didn’t allow himself to show his…uncomfortableness on his face as he stared at the two boys who had opened the door to leave.
Fuck .
Fuck, could this shitty day get any fucking worse.
Jet and Droy waved behind them as they prepared to leave the guild hall, before turning around and freezing in their tracks as a phantom stood before them. Their body shook in spasm at the man, muscle memory reliving the beaten they had partaken weeks ago. A cold fury settled in soon after, erupting like a volcano as they paused at the sight of Gajeel.
A glass breaks in the distance, and Gajeel snaps his eyes from the two men he had beaten in front of him, to the person who was inside of the guild hall, shaking as her hands trembled. His red eyes make eye contact with wide brown as he stared at Levy McGarden, and fuck .
He takes a step forwards without even realizing it.
And he was punished for it not a single moment afterwards.
“You motherfucker --” Droy spatted out in disgust.
“How dare you show your face around here,” Jet growled as the two launched themselves at a dazed Gajeel, who was momentarily stunned at his rotten luck.
A punch directly to the face sent him stumbling backwards and Gajeel quickly steeled his mind as he began to become a human punching bag out of his own choice. Knowing full and well the anger that they possessed because of what he had done to him, he allowed them to take their hits. Knowing that Makarov was probably watching to see what he does, he doesn’t risk defending himself with the basic techniques, despite his instincts screaming for him to put his arms up.
So he just growls when they stop for a moment, sealing a nostril to snort blood out the other before spitting out red on the ground.
He bared his teeth as if to silently say, “You done?”
Some would say that he deserved the next series of onslaught that come from the provocation, but Gajeel doesn’t care. He knew how to communicate with violence, after all.
Each punch had a “fuck you” laced within them and he was fluent.
Notes:
I got like 10 mins to write this so here goes.
First off, I personally think that it is accurate for Lucy to still hold hostile thoughts about Gajeel as she doesn't know him much. The more insight she gets from others (Rushii and Juvia), the more she gives him the benefit of the doubt. But after everything that had happened...she was valid for still feeling iffy about him. Also, I do think that it was worth mentioning what if she had found Phantom Lord first? Instead of Fairytail? She would be right in their shoes, following Jose's orders.
Morals were a good theme between Juvia and Lucy, who had different backgrounds but want the same future. Do note that Juvia and Gajeel will be more...harsh than the other Fairytail members out the gate. This is due to their background of Phantom Lord, which was more cruel and cut-throat. They are not bad people, but their mannerisms should reflect where they came from. Fairytail only gets violent when emotions are involved, but Phantom Lord were gangsters out the gate LOL.
THE SPIRITS. Yes, they deserved to have their own moment as well together. I think time being a theme between them is something that they do take for granted, and yet they don't value enough with the memories they had shared together. This part isn't in canon I don't think, but they deserve to be a family as well, and just as dysfunctional as the rest. I based their ages off of the Zodiac calendar, with Capricorn being the oldest and Sagittarius being the youngest for simplicity. Yes, some Capricorn bday's are in late Decemeber, but you get the jist. I really hope you guys got the vibes I wanted to convey with them. Found-family vibes.
And actually, should I do Cancer x Aquarius based off of my own lore? Or should I keep it Aquarius x Scorpio? I'll let you guys decide that. I realized that I could picture Cancer and Aquarius, especially since they've been together with Lucy since the beginning. What do you guys think? (Aries x Leo will be present. Virgo and Leo are like twins.)
Gajeel only knows violence. He would rather have a fist fight than talk about his feelings. That is all, hehe. A divergence already is the fact that Gajeel confronts and attempts to join Fairytail during The Battle of Fairytail Arc in canon, but this will happen in Tower of Heaven. Why, do you ask?
Because there is a canon divergence coming, and one of them has Gajeel playing a very important role, so he needed to speed up that Fairytail join process. But of course, it won't be easy for him hehehehehhehenehehbfpslbcjolsbkchais.
As stated before, if you thought Phantom Lord was painful, Zooweemama. In fact, the;
Tower of Heaven
The Battle of Fairytail
Oracion SeisArc lineup is a KILLER one, and it will be the overlapping angst train back-to-back.
Ah, another reminder that Jellal may be a bit OC as I want to make him a real mad-man while he was "possessed" by Zeref hehehhehe
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 27: Chapter 22
Summary:
ITS BEEN A MONTH!!!!!!!!!!
My internship took a turn, and suddenly I was very busy for the rest of the month. Thankfully, my internship is now over, so I will be able to update more consistently, but that's why you haven't seen me in a while!
So if there's a bit of a disconnect between this chapter and the last, so sorry ;(
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Twenty-Two: An Omen of Dusk Approaches
Tower of Heaven Arc II
“That’s enough.”
Everyone freezes at the cold, stern voice that echoed throughout the grand hall of Fairytail as Makarov stares at the scene before him with a hard look. Such a small, fragile looking old man staring into the eyes of his children and taking in their expressions. Hatred, Jet and Droy. Confusion and Fear, Levy McGarden.
Resolution, Gajeel Redfox.
For a moment, Makarov thinks that this was his fault. In an effort to extend a hand to someone in need, it had burned the hands of others in the process. He truly should have saw this coming considering the extent of their injuries, at least on the boys’ end. Revenge makes people desperate and pushes them into a headspace that makes them capable of anything. Morals be damned.
No one is saying that Jet and Droy are attempting to go as far as murder Gajeel Redfox.
But as the old saying goes, “an eye for an eye”, how far are they willing to go?
A never-ending cycle, is was it is set up to be. Gajeel strikes back, and then the duo claps back over and over and over and over .
Or that would’ve been the theoried case, had Gajeel fought back .
Instead, he takes their hits with a resolved expression on his face as if he isn’t phased by their anger. As if he’s encouraging them to take their violent thoughts onto his body, that he doesn’t mind the fact that they are beating him because it was what he felt as if was fair. What he deserved. Violence, as the answer to the problem, even though it was the cause of this anger in the first place.
Makarov takes a small breath at the thought, fearing that he did not know which was worse of the two. A ceaseless cycle of revenge, or the thought of violence being so deeply rooted into one’s being, that they do not know how to communicate in any other way.
Droy and Jet had the decency to look ashamed, at least. The moment they heard Makarov’s dead tone, they scrambled to get off the fallen Gajeel, who merely spat out red off to the side before he sat upright without a second thought. Irritation flickered across the boys face at the unphased expression on the latter, looking as if he was bored if anything.
Not a thought single emotion escaped his facade, Makarov carefully noted. It was impressive in it’s own right.
“What is the meaning of this, boys?”
Jet’s jaw clenched. “Are you kidding? You know what he did to us.”
Ah, yes. That’s the tricky part about compassion. It’s hard for the victims to see the other side of the story. It was under Jose’s orders, but Jose Porla was not the one that warped their dreams at night, and left their bodies aching from memory. Studded brows and red eyes were all they saw, the object of their disgust visibly in front of them.
Memories flooded them before everything snapped.
“I do.” Makarov acknowledged.
“I also know that Fairytail members do not raise their hands on people who do not fight back.”
Jet and Droy opened their mouth to argue back, to say that the iron bastard in front of them had defended himself, only to pause. They took note of their own bodies and realized that the only things that were aching were their fists and throats from snarling out curses. And Gajeel had just stared back at them as he let them rack their hits in. Not one moment did he even attempt to protect himself, preferring to let the madness happen.
Jet pursed his lips in quiet distaste.
“You got nothing to say about what you did, you asshole?” Droy scoffed at Gajeel, not wanting to admit his potential wrongdoings. No way, he was definitely a victim. A victim of the past, but still a victim who suffered from said past. Who cared that Gajeel didn’t defend himself anyways, it just seemed like he knew he deserved it for being the worst human being.
Gajeel merely remained silent as he glanced at Makarov.
Makarov stared at him for a moment before motioning for him to get up, feeling a bit sick to his stomach when Gajeel operated without a second thought. It was no wonder Jose had no issues with Gajeel, he had followed him by command so effortlessly that it felt as if he was controlling a puppet. Where was that steel gaze that the iron dragon slayer possessed before? Where was that snark and bite that he knew that Gajeel was capable of?
It seemed that Phantom Lord’s disbandment had broken more than he had thought, Makarov thought gravely as he walked past them, into the guild silently. Gajeel echoed his steps without needing another provocation.
It was eerie quiet as they headed towards the back, in the infirmary area. Gajeel kept is cool despite feeling severely uncomfortable. A discrete survey of the area via his nose had confirmed that Juvia wasn’t here, but neither Salamander or Bunny Girl. Other persons of interest, even if he wouldn’t ever verbally admit it himself. Instead, he was surrounded by hostile stares and looks of confliction.
To that he could handle, he was used to such looks.
“W-Why are you here?”
It catches him by surprise, and his facade breaks for a moment as he tenses. Obviously, he had noticed the bluenette when he had walked past her. Gajeel had willed himself to not look down at the petite girl, else something foreign had always seemed eager to crawl up inside him at her expression. That fire in her eyes, that had burned into his skull every time he had closed his own.
It was nonexistent as she seemed to be a shell of herself after the ordeal.
Was it a fluke? One last burst of courage before the fall?
Had he broken her?
The thought tasted sour in the mouth.
He stops in his tracks, eyes lowering down to look at the bluenette.
Oh?
“Eh?” Gajeel grunted at the girl.
Levy McGarden’s heart was pounding so violently that she was sure that the towering man before her could hear it. What was she thinking, speaking up like that?! There was something inside of her that was screaming for her to just shut her mouth and look away. She knows what he had done to her. The wounds, only just now starting to heal properly before his presence seemed to have ripped them open again so violently.
Her nerves were bleeding .
Red, just like his eyes.
“Why are you here?” Levy says a bit stronger, making direct eye contact with him now. Her nerves were on fire and yet there was an anger of her own that allowed her to speak up more. A quiet determination that brimmed on her own resolve to be stronger in her own right. Perhaps this was too easy to test her capabilities, but Lu-chan was right. She had went through something traumatic, and yet she survived.
Later, she will probably sob into her sheets as she recalled the anxiety of this encounter. The false(?) confidence inside of her will crumble and she probably won’t be able to do this again any time soon. Tomorrow, Gajeel’s presence might render her speechless and crippled if he’s still present.
Not here, not now though.
Gajeel blinks.
Ah, there goes that fucking intrusive thought again. The little shrimp in front of him, staring at him as if to dare him to say anything. Just like what he had saw all those weeks ago, eye to eye with the girl. She was weak as fuck, but was she ?
He deflects instead, because the hidden truth was that he did not know the answer to her question. What was he doing here? Is that what he is here to find out? What to do with his life?
“...you the leader of Team Shadow Gear?”
It’s Levy’s turn to blink, this time in confusion. “What?”
“I ain’t gonna ask again.” His eyes tracked her body, slowly.
She’s too shocked to feel anything at the sight.
“Y-Yes?”
Gajeel already knew the answer, of course. He was just curious of her answer and her reaction. Would she proudly state it with that determination? Or would she go back to the skittish, scared woman as before? There was no incorrect answer, but he had suddenly burned to know.
“Hm, I could tell.” A sharp grin that veered on the edge of menancing, before he turns around to follow Makarov into the infirmary. For a moment, he had forgotten that his nose was actively streaming with blood as Fairytail gawked at the interaction, with Levy staring at him with a complex expression.
She lets out a strangled exhale as she balled her shaking hands into a fist, watching the back of her attacker disappear in silence.
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A gasp awakes her from a nap that was riddled from memories of the past. Her head pounds as it recalls the traumas, the feelings of shackles ghostly dancing across her skin as Erza slowly comes back to her senses. Rubbing her wrist, she sits up slowly and blearily looks around with deep breaths, only to make eye-contact with Lucy who was staring at her through her vanity mirror with concern etched onto her face.
“Erza?”
She cleared her throat before she responds with a small smile and nod, “Good morning, Lucy.”
“It’s evening time…” Lucy gently corrects her, as it was clear that Erza had woken disoriented.
“I-Is that so…” Erza blinked in shock before turning to the clock which confirmed Lucy’s words. She ran a hand through her long red hair as she let out an exhale, before noticing that Lucy was looking rather fancy for the evening. “Off to dinner?”
“Nope, Juvia and the boys wanted to check out the casino. Jeans and a t-shirt won’t cut it!” Lucy chirped as she applied her lip gloss. She made eye contact with the knight as she smacked her lips and smiled, pleased with the results. “Wanna come? I wasn’t going to disturb your rest initially, but now that you’re up…”
“Sure.” Erza agreed a bit eagerly, ready to leave the room they shared for the past day. She was still feeling a little drowsy but was not eager to return to the dreams that had only left her tense. Stretching, Erza flips her hair over her shoulders as shakes her sheets off and makes her way leisurely to her suitcase, packed comically to the brim.
Lucy dabs gently with a blush brush as Erza gets ready, the latter eventually finding herself ready to apply the final touches to her outfit.
Erza stands in front of the mirror, dressing in a sleek rose silky dress that left much to the imagination. Pulling long, white gloves up her arms slowly, she looks back at her reflection with a complex look on her face. She looks good, and she knows it.
Yet her body yearned for the mental stability that comes with wearing her physical armor.
She lets out a small exhale before reaching to pull her hair up into a bun, when a knock on the door had let her know that someone was outside. It was muffled, which meant that it wasn’t coming from the bathroom door. “Lucy?”
“I got it!” Lucy shouted before she got up to open the door.
It was Juvia, wearing a long blue dress with a fur scarf that covered her shoulders and a rather awkward expression on her face as she let out a small smile at the sight of the blonde. “Hello, Lucy Heartfilia.”
“Juvia, holy shit. You look fantastic!?” Lucy gushed as Juvia blushed lightly at the praise before chuckling, “Juvia can say the same for you.”
She eyed the blonde playfully, looking at the cream colored, bodycon dress that Lucy had chose, with her hair flowing loosely around her shoulders. Lucy just winked obnoxiously, and the two girls giggled.
“Are we ready to leave?”
“Yeah one second--Erza?!” Lucy shouted behind her. Erza stepped out of the bathroom almost immediately, slipping on her last heel as she looked towards the direction of their room door. She looks at Juvia for a moment and nods, unsure of what to say to the girl but not feeling hostile despite past instances. “Ready.”
With that, the girls locked the door to their rental room, and proceeded to walk to the elevator as they descended to the floors to Casino de Fiore. Everything was see through as they went to each level. The night life was starting to kick up as multi-colored lights began to light up the outside world. Gold and silver decor surrounds them as Juvia looks around in wonder, “This place is beyond Juvia’s imagination.”
Lucy nods in agreement, “I had no idea that Casino de Fiore was this fancy and modern looking. Man, am I glad that I changed my clothes.”
“Indeed.” Erza agreed before furrowing her eyebrow, “I just hope the boys were able to finish getting dressed and arrived on time to your agreement.”
“It’s not anything crazy,” Lucy shrugged but internally giggled at the peeved expression on Erza’s face at the thought of not being punctual. Tonight was supposed to be for fun, there’s no harm in not arriving completing on time. Fashionably late, these events type to be anyways.
Juvia looked a bit pale by the time that they landed on the ground floor and it was Erza who called her out, voiced laced with slight concern. “Everything alright, Lockser?”
Juvia just let out a grimaced smile, “It is…There are lots of people here. Juvia was not prepared.”
Lucy was quick to lace her fingers with the rain woman, “Don’t worry, we’ll stay together!”
Erza smiled and nodded, “Correct. Do not worry, you are one of us now. We protect our own.”
The smile that blossoms on Juvia’s face was enough to ease the rest of the worries as excitement soon replaced and filled them as they waited for the boys to arrive.
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“How the fuck are you supposed to put this on?!” Natsu grumbled as he messily attempted to knot his tie together, only to fail and look like a winded pedestrian late for work in a rom-com movie. His white long-sleeved button down had a few buttons opened as he peered at himself in the mirror with a frown on his face. Igneel’s white scarf was loosely hanging around his shoulders as he retried his efforts, black blazer left as the finishing touches as it laid on the bed.
Gray’s silky navy short-sleeved shirt was unbottoned as well, his silver chain visible on his chest as he decided to attempt at gelling his hair to make it more fancier. He looked blankly from the bathroom before he entered the main room again and called Natsu’s name.
“Eh?” Natsu turned around, only to choke and look up at the ceiling.
“Whatcha think? I tried to uh, do something to my hair…”
“It sure was something .” Natsu huffed with laughter under his breath before he made eye contact with Gray once more. He had put too much gel on the tips of his hair, making it look unnatural and slightly spikey. “You look like shit.”
Gray scowled before sighing and rolling his eyes, “Yeah, I thought so too. Fuck, how the hell am I suppose to fix this?”
“With this!” Happy chirped as he tosses a comb over Gray’s way, who catches it without hesitation. His face lights up and he flashes Happy a thankful smile before rushing back into the bathroom, this time leaving the door open.
“Oi Frost Breath, you know how to tie a tie?”
“Why would I? It’s all gonna come off eventually anyways.”
“If you fucking strip in this casino…” Natsu growled as he warned Gray to know the limitations and boundaries of this place.
“Yeah, yeah. Let’s just go before we’re super late.”
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The casino was fun, Lucy thinks as she laughs at Natsu’s misfortune at yet another roulette game round.
Surrounding them were white and neon purple lights that lit up the after, bringing the night life to life. With abstract circular ceilings designs hung above them to fancy, intricate designs on the red carpet, it almost felt as if you were the main character in your story in this place. The adorned clothing, the swotty outfits of the dealers in the higher stakes games, the looks of greed and the rush of not knowing if you’ll be a millionare within a second, it was intense as it was enjoyable.
“What number should I bet, eh Luce?” Natsu asked as he narrowed his eyes at the board, as Lucy chuckled. “Well, pick a black one this time. You’ve picked red and loss every time.”
“You didn’t have to remind me!” Natsu complained as he sighed and shook his head while Lucy laughed louder.
He looked over and poked her arm, “Seriously, pick my number. Maybe you’re my lucky charm?”
“Sure,” Lucy rolled her eyes before she pointed at one for him to place his bet on. Natsu grinned in his thanks and they watched as the other people around them began to follow his lead. It was a busy table, and people kept moving around them enough for Natsu to be pushed over up against the blonde, who flushed at bit at the sudden close proximity.
“Sorry, the people are a bit uh, pushy?” Natsu said a bit sheepishly as he looked down at Lucy who didn’t make eye contact. His heart raced a bit at the scent of the blonde, and it suprisingly takes a bit of effort not to move his head closer in order to take a deeper breath. There goes that feeling again, Natsu thinks. That feeling of bringing Lucy close to him and never letting go.
The thought of anyone else being in his position, caused him to set his jaw and clenched his fist. Lucy eyed it and finally looked up to him, “Natsu?”
He blinked and the tension went away immediately as he flashed a smile. “I’m good.”
“Well..you lost again.”
“What?!,” Natsu’s jaw dropped as his head snapped over towards the spinning board, only to see that it had indeed settled on a different number. A red one, this time. Clearly the universe just wanted to spite him, as he wallowed in misery at yet another defeat against the machine. “This has got to be cheating.”
“Welcome to the rushes and roulettes of gambling,” Lucy snorted.
“I thought you were on my side!” Natsu frowns playfully as he turns to face her again, bit by bit getting closer.
“I am.”
“You aren’t feeling so lucky right now for me though.” Lucy just scoffed as she teased back, “Or maybe, there isn’t enough luck for me to counteract your--”
“It’s a shame to lose, eh? Thus is the woes of this place.”
Natsu and Lucy blinked, realized their distance and both flushed a bit, before they turned to look at the newcomer who interjected himself into the conversation. It was a rather rigged faced man, with cheekbones to die for, as he pulled up in a classy blue suit with a red tie. He nodded, tipping his matching fedora hat for greeting as Natsu half-smiled in return. “The name’s Wally, by the way.”
“Uh Natsu, and yeah, it is.” He said a bit wistfully, “These shitty games are so hard.”
“Well, most of them tend to be rigged. Money rules all, right? I can tell you a trick or two, if you want.”
“Really?” Natsu perked up, but Lucy just sighed. This place was crawling with people like what this guy was shaping up to be, people who find opporunities to gamble on the people rather than the system in place. Offering help for others in exchange for a price, a classic con-artist move. She opens her mouth to help save Natsu’s wallet, but everything spiralled out of control within an instance.
“For a price, of course.”
Natsu’s face scrunched as he began to way the pros and cons of his offer, patting his dress pants as he began to look for his wallet, “I don’t think I have much--”
“Survive, and I’ll tell you everything you want to know.”
Goosebumps erupted across Natsu’s skin as he snapped his head up to stare into Wally’s eyes as he let out another polite nod, before he promptedly ambushed Natsu, pushing roughly him onto the roulette table. The head piece of the spinning wheel jabs into Natsu’s back as he let out a rough groan at his nerves being stabbed and pinched for the moment, as Wally hopped onto the table. Natsu rolled over to his side as he let out more groans, trying to claw at his back and quickly soothe the aches spot that left him momentarily crippled.
People were murmurring and starting to back away at the sight. Was this just another loan shark hunting down another client? Sometimes you just had to back and look away instead of calling the authorities, else you’ll be the next target.
“W-What the fu--”
Wally crouched down and extended his arm in order for it to transform into a small rifle and pointed it at Natsu, who looked at it in the corner of his eye with a large mix of shock, fear, and apprehension. Natsu tensed, muscles clenching rapidly as he moves to lift Wally off of him, but it was too late.
Wally shoved the barrel of the gun into Natsu’s mouth, barely giving him time to think in the process. People started to scream this time around, and chaos began to erupt around the two boys. The screaming kick-started Lucy into action as she scrambled, screaming for Natsu as she grabbed her keys in an effort to save him.
“ NATSU! ”
Wally hummed, “He told me you were an important piece to take out early, if it could save the game.”
‘He?’ Natsu’s racing mind screamed as he looks up into Wally’s eyes. His jaw was aching from the rough metal that was pushed into his cheek, gunpowder filling his nostrils as his heart beats erratically.
It has been a long time since someone has managed to instill fear into him, from such a blindsided action no less.
“Cheers, Natsu Dragneel.”
Bang!
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“..and then you have to pull this big lever down, which is really huge for dramatic reasons I guess, and then the game begins to run leaving you to hope for the best.” Gray explained to Juvia the basics of the slot games, and how to play as Juvia watched intently. Passerbys flushed a bit as they looked at the pair, taking note of their obvious attractiveness. Juvia’s naturally sultry face was paired with a killer blue dress and a fur coat, as Gray’s boyish charm radiated heavily with his slicked hair and silky navy shirt.
His chain dangled, touching Juvia’s shoulder as he leaned over from behind to explain how everything worked while she sat in the official seat. He pulled down the lever for her to see it all in action and moved to lean against the machine.
“It is all to chance?” Juvia cocked her head as she looked at the rapidly spinning motion. The person next her let out a shout while two seats down let out a groan. It was a very loud environment, she notes as she looks around at everyone engrossed. She also notes the looks that people are giving them and narrows her eyes.
“...Gray Fullbuster.”
“Yeah?” Gray pipes up before muttering, “And just Gray is fine, you know…”
She ignores the last comment. “Why are people giving us flushed looks?”
“Wha..?” They both made eye contact with some elderly lady who gave them an obnoxious wink, paired with a crude gesture that made even Juvia’s jaw drop in slight shock at the open inappropiateness. Gray just instinctively scowled as he looked away and shrugged, “Just ignore that old hag and everyone else.”
Juvia just hums as the slot machine goes off, letting out a loud noise and digital confetti shoots off declaring that the person in front of them was a winner. Gray crossed his arms and tilted his head as he grinned at her, “Hey, you won. Congratulations.”
“Is it not your win, technically, Gray Fullbuster?” Juvia looked at the machine in slight awe, they had won $60, but Gray had been the one to pull the lever down.
Gray shrugged. “It was for you, so.”
Juvia stared at him for a moment, before looking away with flush cheeks. Gray Fullbuster was quite the enigma, doing all of this chivarlous actions despite their past. “Juvia…does not understand you."
“What do you mean?”
“Shouldn’t we operate more as…fiercest rivals? We were opponents on the battle field only weeks ago, and now you are teaching Juvia how to play games without a care in the world. Is that normal?” Not that Juvia would know what normal meant.
“Well, I mean, I guess it isn’t to the average person.” Gray said. “But I just--I don’t really care? Like we did fight in the past, and you were quite the opponent, but that’s all that was. I mean, do you want to fight me right now, still?”
Juvia eyed Gray Fullbuster up and down, taking note of his physical ability. “...Juvia would not mind a rematch.”
Gray blushed, “You know what I meant.”
“Juvia does.” Juvia concedes, with a small giggle. Gray’s stomach flutters a bit at the sound as he swallowed.
“So, what made you decide to join Fairytail, anyways? Was that always your plan?”
Juvia pulled down the lever once more to restart the game, before letting out a sigh as she leaned back in the seat. The lights flickered and danced on her face as she thought about how to answer his question, and Gray thought that she looked beautiful.
And--And she always had, really.
Even when she was screaming at him during that fight, accusing him to have the audacity to understand what she went through.
“Well, not really. Juvia had thoughts of running away to start a new life away from Magnolia.” With Gajeel.
Gray hummed to show that he was still listening, and Juvia took that as a cue to continue, “Independent work was probably on the front lines of what Juvia had thought to do next. But we…it was rough to even think about the future at the time. Phantom Lord had just lost, and there was descruction everywhere. It was hard to see.”
“Yeah, when I woke up, I saw the fresh mess too.”
Juvia blinked at the reminder of her leaving him in the field and she let out a tiny frown as she looked up at him, with clear blue eyes. “Juvia is sorry she had left you.”
“It’s okay,” Gray said easily. It really was. They were still enemies at the time after all, and she had to attempt to regroup with her people to find the next course of action at least. He would’ve done the same. “Don’t even sweat it.”
Juvia let out a grateful smile, and god, Gray couldn’t help but match her own at the sight. Good thing Natsu wasn’t here to see him in this--this simpleton state. Gray doesn’t think he’s smiled this much in a row in years.
“Well, Makarov came like a shining beacon, offering us a home despite everything. He had some conditions, but all were reasonable.” Juvia thinks back at that moment, dubbing it as the turning point of her life. “Juvia owes everything to Makarov.”
“He wouldn’t have offered if he didn’t see something in you, Juves.” Gray commented. “So don’t sell your own self too short.”
Juvia let out a soft exhale and chuckled. “You are not the first to tell me that, Gray Fullbuster, but thank you regardless.”
“Anytime.”
Gray surprised his own self with how serious he meant that. Juvia and Gray just exchanged another look at each other, before the slotted machine rings again, and they had won yet another round consecutively. Juvia looked at the machine in delight, and it was the increasing joy on her face that causes Gray to blurt out,
“I’m glad you decided to join.”
Juvia just looks over with a slight mischievous glint in her eye as she smiled, “Juvia hopes you know that Juvia will not be on your side when it comes to quarrels against Natsu Dragneel, like how he drags Lucy into his whims.”
Gray splutters then he suddenly barks into laughter, shocked by her answer. “I wasn’t even thinking about that!”
“Mhm.”
“It’s true!”
“Sure,” Juvia giggles and moved to get up from her seat, when a rough shoving past her had knocked her back down. Gray’s eyebrows furrowed as he looked over to see which rude bastard had brushed past her like that, before noticing that the person in question had suddenly stopped in front of him.
Gray raised an eyebrow and frowned deeply, “Can I fucking help you?”
There will be no pleasantries after what he had just witness. The bastard didn’t even look at Juvia at all, just kept his eyes on Gray.
“Where is Erza Scarlet?”
Gray and Juvia narrowed their eyes as they both tensed, getting ready for a fight. “What’s it to you? Got business with her?”
“Something like that,” The eye patched man grunted before Juvia stood up properly from her seat, water poised and ready to be deliever swiftly into the mystery man’s neck. Gray eyed the water blade before he subtly warned him not to do anything.
“I don’t like your tone, or approach. How about you take a step back and apologize for bumping into Juvia first, before you say anything else.”
He didn’t even look at her and ignored his words as he glowered at Gray.
“Where is Erza Scarlet ?”
Gray quickly summoned an ice dagger into his hand and pointed it at the man. Juvia had already taken advantage of the other man’s unwillingness to interact with her, and had position herself behind him, ready to strike simultaneously as Gray. In the back of his mind, Gray had shivered at Juvia’s readiness for quick and effective violence. Had she done something like this before? Or was this the results of growing up in Phantom Lord?
Probably both, he thought before dismissing those thoughts.
“NATSU!”
Gray and Juvia snap their head into the direction of Lucy’s scream in shock at the raw fear laced within in.
Bang!
The sound of a single, powerful gunshot ran through the casino as people began to scream and run around them. Gray’s heart dropped while Juvia’s eyes widened subtely at the implication of the action, and he turned around to snap at the man between the two of them only to see him in the moment of chanting a spell.
“ Fuck. ”
“Dark Moment.” Simon whispered as he clasped his hands together before spreading them out and canceling the spell momentarily, letting out a sudden hiss of pain. Juvia had managed to sink one of her water blades into his back as the entire room’s brightness flickered on and off. Simon backed away from the spell as Juvia moved to chance after him with Gray following her lead, but it was too late. His hands had clasped again to complete the spell properly this time.
And everything went dark.
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Erza Scarlet was a master at the game of poker.
She stood around, lavishing in her chips as she stood in front of the dealer prim and proper, eagerly waiting for her next victory. People had gathered around to take a look at the gorgeous red-headed woman that was sweeping the game, as her opponents sweated at their own lack of chips in their inventory. Erza paid no heed and focused solely on her domination in the game.
They will be weeded out eventually.
“One moment, there will be a dealer change.” The current dealer had they did the scheduled rotations. Erza didn’t pay attention as she idly counted the amount of her chips. Time passed and the dealer rotation was complete.
The first card was dealt, but it was different this time around.
It wasn’t a playing card, but a tarot one.
Erza looked at the cards in confusion as they appeared in rapid consecution.
The Fool, Reversed, with a D written overtop the fancy card in a crude depiction.
Ace of Cups, Reversed, with an E in a similar fashion.
The Hanged Man, Reversed, with an A.
Strength the Card, Upright, with a T.
And finally, Death the Card, Upright, with a H.
Ď̶̛͕̙̤͈̞́̔͋͗̽ e̷̹͉̰̅̃ a̶̯̘͎͓̜̤̩̎ ẗ̷̪͝ ḩ̵̧̜̲̱̬̝̟̝̩͛͐̋̓͐̓̕
Erza stares at the cards in wordless shock before she looks up to stare at the dealer, to demand what was going on. Until she found herself looking into the familiar eyes of a familiar friend and she was rendered speechless. Memories threatened to overtake her line of sight as she blinked away her surprise and let out a soft breath.
“ Sho? ”
Sho looked at Erza Scarlet with a look that showed everything and nothing all at once. They haven’t seen each other in a long time, and he thought that he was prepared to see her again. She looked strong, he thought, as he stared at her in her glory. But Erza had always been strong, even when they were younger.
Maybe that’s why she had left them, the weaker ones, behind all those years ago.
“Erza.”
“What is the meaning of this…” She furrowed her brows as she slowly stood up from her seat and took a step back in apprehension, feeling a bit on edge. First, her dream about the Tower of Heaven had already startled her. Then the spelling of Death onto the tarot cards, and suddenly the appearance from someone associated with the Tower? Immediately, Erza knew that something was brewing.
Something dark.
“It’s been a while, right?” Sho said casually as he leaned forwards. Erza remained silent as she stared him in the eyes. He had grown and she couldn’t help the wave of nostalgia that suddenly crashed over her.
“Sho…I--”
“NATSU!”
Bang!
Erza flinches and snaps her towards what she guessed to be Lucy’s scream for the dragon slayer, and her instincts activated immediately as she summoned a sword and pointed it at Sho. She swallowed harshly at the steady look that Sho gave her, as if he wasn’t surprised at this outcome. That only meant that he wasn’t alone, and whatever gunshot she had just heard had been from whomever he was alluded with.
“Sho!” Erza thundered as her hand shook slightly, pointing the sword at the dark-skinned man’s direction. He looked down at the sword as if to quietly appraise it before flicking his eyes back up to eye the scarlet woman directly. Sho quickly summoned a new deck of cards in front of her face, and spreaded them out artfully within his hands. Inside of the cards were people banging and mutely screaming for help as Erza looked at her former friend in shock before narrowing her eyes.
“I won’t ask you again, Sho. What is the meaning of this?”
Sho just scoffed childishly, “Hey, did you notice? I got magic too now!”
He pressed down onto his ear and said, “Target has been found.”
Erza’s heart dropped as the light in the casino suddenly flickered in and out before succumbing to complete darkness completely, and she instinctively slashed just in case. She hit nothing but air as her heart pounded furiously in her ears as she desperately rewired her senses to adjust for the lack of sight. Target has been found? She was a target? But for what?
Was someone shot? Why did Lucy’s scream sound so haunted?
What the hell was going on?
“Leave the others out of it! If you want me, you can have me!” Erza shouted in the darkness as she stood still, waiting for a tell in order to pinpoint the location of her opponents.
“Why?” Sho said hauntily in the darkness, and Erza slashed in his direction. He left out a snort when she had missed, “They your friends or something?”
“Of course.”
“ Funny .” Sho snarled against her ear, and Erza was quick to elbow him in the face thanks to her instincts. He let out a squeak in pain as he clutched his nose in the darkness and Erza whirled around to pin him down to the ground despite the loss of her vision. She slammed her sword into the ground beside his head and leaned in as he struggled against her strong grip, “I-I thought we were your friends.”
He wheezed out those words and Erza’s eyes widened, “We? Are the others…”
The lights flickered back on and off, and Erza was met with the look of betrayal so vivid on Sho’s face that she was stunned for the second time within the span of minutes. She kept a solid grip on him but slowly looked up to see the state of the casino, to take in the sight.
Natsu was motionless on the roulette table in the distance--twitching to Erza’s horror--with a large pool of blood dripping down the side of the table.
Lucy’s eyes were-- glowing, what? -- as she fought a cat woman that reminded Erza of Millianna in the distance, the ground cracking and breaking from the force of Lucy’s whip. Cancer had been summoned momentarily, but he was binded by some form of bondage magic that seemed to render him useless.
Gray was no where to be found, but Juvia had launched herself from the top of a slot machine in order to attack a large man with what appeared to be a turban and a metal jaw cage that was covering his face. Erza had no idea who that was, but the look in Juvia’s eye was feral as she fought him. A quick analysis of his body movements showed that he was most likely the one responsible for the lack of light, and that Juvia’s fierce tracking and forceful engagement was hendering his job.
Footsteps sounded behind Erza and she slapped her head backwards as she summoned another sword in her free hand, placing her knee onto Sho’s chest.
Bang!
Erza flinched as her sword was shot away from her hand, clanking off to the side as a man with a sleek blue suit walked towards her with a configurated gun as an arm. His suit was decorated with a splatter of crimson, as he transformed his gun back into a hand. Pulling out a handkerchief like a gentleman, and wiping his blood soaked hand, he nodded at Erza.
“Hey there, old friend.”
“Wally.” Erza internally gasped yet her eyes darkened on the surface at the utter mayhem that her old friends had caused, “You were the one to shoot Natsu.”
Wally shrugged, “Orders had to be followed. Surely, you know of that right? It wasn’t anything personal.”
He reanimates his hand back into a rifle now that he had cleaned it off and pointed it at Erza.
“You’ve grown into quite the woman, Erza. But I’m going to have to ask you politely to step away from Sho, now please.”
Notes:
Do you hate me? Was the ending unsatisfying? GOOD. CRAVE MOARRRRRRRR
I will be updating the next chapter by the end of this week, so be tuned for that. You have my word on that one.
So, it was a little graphic, wasn't it? When I read on the wiki that Natsu had been shot in the mouth in the manga, I just KNEW I had to insert it in the fic. I don't remember if it was in the anime or not but welp, it was going to be in here, best believe that. All in all, I don't really have too much to say but I'll give some insight as to what I was thinking.
Gale: What does not kill you makes you stronger. Levy McGarden has never been in such a situation as what she had experience during the Phantom Lord war, and slowly but surely, she will become stronger from it. She is not some sudden fearless badass that doesn't seem to care anymore. She will never be, that's not in her nature. But beyond her anxieties and nerves, she has been through her own hell and survive, and there's merit to show for it. It can't get any worse, which means it only gets better.
Gajeel Redfox on the other hand is going to find himself on a path of redemption, and it can come in many forms. That is all I will say about him.
Nalu: Definitely comfortable, playing around together while in the casino. Seeing Natsu in that state is really gonna affect Lucy, so be tuned into the next chapter as it will be raw (I hope).
Gruvia: I'm REALLY loving writing them, you guys. The way I write Juvia's manner of speaking is very blunt and similar to Yelena Belova's speaking of MCU (Black Widow's sister), she was the inspiration for sure. Gray and Juvia's dynamic is very new? Like I really don't know how to describe them, but I'll put it this way. If Nalu are soulmates coded, and Gajevy are enemies to lovers coded, then the way I'm interpreting Gruvia is friendly stranger to lovers coded. They obviously have a history, but they both decided early on that they have accepted that that was their past, and they have understood each other on a faster level because of it. It also helped that they were on equal footing when it came to their fight, rather than the sheer one-sided nature of Gajevy's lol.
Erza: Erza is a complex character to express. In fact, she might be the hardest to convey in the way that I want it to. In a nutshell, the goal is to express that sometimes the strongest person you know can feel the most empty inside. Is it a facade? Are they being fake? Or have they lost touch with themselves to the point where all that is left is a metaphorically suit of armor to protect what's unknown, even to themselves?
Can you hide from yourself?
At what point can you stare into the mirror and say with confidence that you are happy with all parts of yourself. That's a hard question to ask yourself, and you honestly don't have to know the answer.
The hardest part is having the courage to ask the question and be willing to search for the answer in the first place.
I think the focus of Erza's story will be one of self-love and self-worth + the usual Fairytail feel goodness of course!
This is ANOTHER REMINDER that Jellal will probably be the most OC character yet. I felt as if he was rather boring in the anime to be honest looking back on it, he was just another suave and attractive villain that seemed to be a smooth talker. I want him to be enigmatic, I want him to be a bit manic. He can still be suave and smooth normally, but when pushed to the edge, I want that crazy possessed energy to really seep out. This was a man who was obsessed with rebuilding a system to end the world, no one is doing that shit with a small smile. NO WAY, I WON'T ALLOW IT!
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
These are always so long lol, sorry. Cya next time!
Chapter 28: Chapter 23
Summary:
>:O
three days late on my week promise, but life happens!!!
shorter chapter but hopefully still just as good
forgive me, its 1am
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Twenty-Three: A Wound that Burns Within
Tower of Heaven Arc III
“NATSU! ”
Rushii stares at the fallen, twitching body of Natsu with a blank expression as Lucy screams and panics.
She just blinks as an unnatural calm settles over her nerves at the scene before her.
There was no possible way that this was happening, right?
Natsu will get up, he may be injured, but it wasn’t that bad, right?
Right?
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Behind him, flames of destruction flared, their dead family under the debris, hidden and forgotten. An older, battle-hardened Natsu was suddenly in her vision, kneeling on the ground as lifeless eyes stared back at her, with a gaping wound dripping from the chest. Crimson flowed from his mouth, from his ears as his body just sat there before the gate--
Rushii heaves harshly at the memory painted so vividly in her mind that she gasps for air, digging her palms into her eyes to make it stop.
She blinks rapidly as she struggles to breathe and sees Natsu again, laying lifeless on the table with a pool of blood forming, filling the betting sections. The balls began to float in the sea of red, as his body gave a rough twitch, before falling still once more.
Lucy was too shocked to move properly as she let out another scream, looking Wally in the eye with pure disbelief and pain visibly in her brown eyes. Wally just stared at her for a moment, before hopping off of the table in order to walk into another direction, after he had pressed his ear in order to hear a transmission, she faintly guessed.
The lights flickered on and off then, where she had the misfortune of constantly seeing Natsu’s body in horrid lighting, over and over and over.
Rushii freezes once more, and everything goes blank again.
Her thoughts, her surroundings, her emotions were frozen.
All except one.
Resentment.
Fate was cruel and forgiving.
They had to remind her of why she came back in the first place, it seemed.
It was the combination of Lucy’s confusion and overwhelming feeling of loss and Rushii’s growing rage at the sight before her that forcibly caused the switch between them. Lucy didn’t have a strong enough mental capability in order to stop it, and Rushii was too far gone to be mindful of their shared space.
On the surface, Lucy shuddered violently for a moment, before her eyes snapped open, wide and slightly crazed as they began to glow gold, signaling that there was a change. Rushii looked at the sight of Natsu once more, before she snapped her head down towards where she saw Wally walk away.
She took a single step and from the side, Millianna shuddered fiercely.
She had been ordered to keep an eye on the blonde, in case she tried something once Wally was finished with Natsu. She had thought that it was going to be an easy job, not to deal with some--some psycho that seemed to be triggered by the incident!
Millianna stepped in front of Wally’s departing figure and readied herself.
Rushii stopped moving before she tilted her head up and looked down menacingly at the cat woman in front of her,
“Are you going to get in my way?”
Millianna wisely said nothing, as she let out her Nekosoku Tube and launched it quickly at the blonde, hoping to catch her off guard and her power nullified before she could cause any trouble. Rushii just stared at the incoming magic before twisting her body in order to dodge it, staring into Millianna the entire time as she narrowed her eyes.
“So, you are.” Rushii says with finality before she points at Millianna.
Gold and silver energy started to form around her hand as she manipulated time and space, coming to form a condensed ball of energy that morphed into a key. Without hesitation, she twisted it and said,
“Open the Gate of the Giant Crab: Cancer.”
Glowing like a feast of stars, a giant gate appeared behind Lucy as Interstallar Cancer walked through, wielding small pairs of scissors with a mouthless face. His body glowed and danced with his constellation mirrored over and over across his body, ready to move at Lucy’s command like a puppet on a string.
Lucy, who was inside of the body this time around, looked at the familiar scene in a wordless shock as her mind raced with everything and nothing all at once. It almost gave her a haunted feel, causing her to shiver at the sight of the raw power. Another shiver for the waves of rage that was coursing through her courtesy of her Nee-san, who only showed such rage with narrowed eyes and scowl that seemed permanent on her face.
Pain.
That is all Lucy felt, washing her from any other thoughts as she wallowed in her sister’s agony.
A pain that transcended universes.
Rushii pointed at Millianna and whispered, “Attack.”
Interstellar Cancer rushed without a second thought, if he had any to begin with. Millianna leaped out the way as the faster-than-expect spirit attacked. She ducked as he ordered a pair of scissors to slash in that direction before she launched a counterattack, shooting yet another Nekosoku Tube at the Interstellar Cancer. She was momentarily distracted as Rushii rushed at her and punched her in the face, causing the girl to let out a cry of pain as she stumbled back.
Rushii reached over towards her belt in order to equip her whip and smacked it on the ground menacingly as she beckoned Millianna to get up with a simple hand gesture and narrowed glowing eyes.
“Nee-san…”
Cancer struggled in his bounds, but Rushii had remembered that the last time she had fought this girl, her magic had rendered her own magic useless. Unfortunately, that meant that Interstellar Cancer was incapacitated, and that her magic had the ability to nullify the rest of her spirit’s abilities as well. Feeling her energy draining by the second, with the only thing keeping her going being the rage from the vivid reminder of all of her losses, Rushii roars as she launches onslaughts of attacks against Millianna, who was doing her best to defend herself in the process.
“S-Simon!” Millianna calls out for help before she lets out a hiss in pain.
Heavy footsteps thundered from behind Rushii, the casino going dark as she was roughly shoved to the ground as heavy hands pushed her. Scrambling to get back up, the lights flickered back on and she found herself staring in the middle of a two versus one situation. She eyed Interstellar Cancer, who was sitting eerily still in its binds as if it had given up. Rushii waved her hand to send him back to whatever the hell he came from, and she stood up to face her opponents once more.
Only to freeze as her joints locked in place, and she was left staring as her eyes flickered from gold to brown rapidly.
Lucy screamed in pain as she held her head, which had caused Rushii to snap out of whatever trance she was in at the sound of her sister’s agony. The debt of using the unnatural was catching up to her, and Rushii suddenly wished that she wasn’t trapped within Lucy’s body. That she could sacrifice herself without a second thought, without having to worry about the repercussions of her actions. It has never affected Lucy before, but those screams were haunting as they rang through their shared mind.
Rushii couldn’t even move if she wanted to, the Eclipse Gate preventing her from doing more.
Millianna and Simon stared at her warily, wondering what was going on with the blonde that was standing stiff in front of them. For a moment, Millianna was scared that another glimpse of power that she was hiding was about to be released and she grasped the back of Simon’s shirt with tense apprehension. Simon just stood stoically as he prepared to defend Millianna with his body.
But another moment passes with this tense standstill, and Millianna’s tension was slowly easing as she saw the look of irritation on the blonde’s face, but she wasn’t moving. The cat girl’s mind raced, because clearly something was off, but she wasn’t doing anything. Well, whatever the fuck was going on, Millianna knew she was on the defensive side for majority of their fight. She won’t let this chance go to waste for getting the upper hand.
“Nekosok-- GAHH !” Millianna screamed as a large blast of jet streamed water blasted her away mid chant into a wall. Simon had managed to brace himself from a face full of the violent wave, but he wasn’t completely immune, and the impact knocked him off his feet.
Juvia Lockser ran over after taking a couple deep breath at the amount of mana she had used at once in order to help Lucy out, who seemed to be going through something. Juvia was quick to conjure a ball of water before she stood in front of Lucy, hesitate of giving physical touch but concerned enough to be in close proximity.
“Lucy Heartfilia..?” Juvia murmured in concern as she looked her friend in the eyes, wondering if it was the flickering of the lights that caused her eyes to give off an enchanted feel. Lucy’s jaw was clenched so tightly that Juvia was worried her teeth would crack, her concern growing more apparent when she noticed that her nose was starting to bleed.
“Lucy!”
“Nee-san, snap out of it!” Lucy cried out as she fought her pounding headache. The normally grey skies, soft dandelions scenery that was her mental space was flickering in and out with the appearance of a pitch-black storm that roared in the distance, and the confusion made the pain even worse. What were all of these clouds? What was going on?
Rushii swallowed harshly as she scrambled to pull herself together, for both of their sakes. It took a moment as Lucy tried to hold in her painful gasps, making Rushii feel even worse.
She shouldn’t have lost control.
She lost control, and Lucy was paying for it.
Rushii reached out for Lucy’s hand, who clasped it. Their union caused a bright flash, something that has never happened before, but it managed to edge the pain away. All that was left was the completion of the switch, which caused Lucy to regain control once more. She fell to her knees as she huffed out sighs of relief as she looked around, wondering if that black storm was just a fragment of her imagination.
Rushii had her back turned towards Lucy as she just stood there, looking warier than usual. The torn cloak that she had always worn was looking extremely ragged, her black outfit having more wears and tears. Lucy looked at the clenched fists of her Nee-san, and sucked in a breath.
“Nee-san…”
“Don’t. There’s nothing to say right now, Lucy.” Rushii said with a tight voice. She was disappointed with herself, and the fact that she had almost ruined everything. It had felt so good to finally take matters into her own hands, and--and the Eclipse Gate had forcefully stopped her. The dark storm that haunted Rushii’s every moment was ominously standing there, closer than what it was before.
Taunting her, as if to tell her that she had royally fucked up by becoming a greedy avenger.
“I’m sorry.” Rushii said again, a little more brokenly. “I--I didn’t mean to..”
“It’s..It’s okay.” Was all Lucy could say for the entire ordeal. Her throat was dry from swallowing so many times, so many instances of being overwhelmed. She still felt lightheaded, and her body was feeling really stiff, no doubt some form of divine punishment from her sister’s actions.
“Lucy Heartfilia..?” A voice called for her in the distance and Lucy turned her head to look.
“Go.” Rushii said softly. Because there were more pressing matters that had to be attended too.
Oh God, Natsu.
If it was in the past, Lucy would have stayed stubborn and persistently asked what was wrong with her sister. But she’s not the same as what she used to be, Lucy thinks with a heavy heart, as she prepares to follow her Nee-san’s instructions. This…meltdown would have to be shelved for later, she mentally notes. There are present concerns that are more important.
“We’ll talk later?” Lucy almost felt hesitant to ask.
Rushii just nods, and Lucy figures that that’ll be enough of an answer for the time being.
“Lucy..?!” Juvia almost had enough courage to reach out first, to place her hands onto Lucy’s shoulders in order for her to get out of whatever daze she was in. They were still in the middle of a fight!
Suddenly, Lucy blinked rapidly before her eyes refocused a warm chocolate brown, and she immediately placed a hand under nose. Inspecting the blood, she muttered out a curse before she looked at Juvia, who stared at her with open worry that her first thought was that she was happy that the rain woman was being able to expression her emotions properly.
“J-Juvia?”
“What in the world happened to you? Are you alright?” Juvia frowned as Lucy shook off some of her stiffness, watching her cautiously. Lucy just cleared her throat and nodded wordlessly as she wiped her nose properly with her forearm. She squinted past Juvia’s water shield, “Are they down for the count?”
Juvia switched gears immediately, “Juvia doubts it. She was focused on just making sure you were protected since she rushed over, following the man who was creating the darkness.”
“What um, happened?”
Juvia pursed her lips. “You were frozen, looking as if you could not move even if you wanted too. Are you sure you are alright?”
“I am now, thank you Juvia. Seriously.” Lucy says with a smile, and Juvia’s concern wanes a bit. If her blonde friend could continue to smile amiss the environment, then perhaps it wasn’t such a big deal after all. Lucy’s face grew haggard once more at the reminder of her dragon slayer however, and she quickly ran over to where the roulette table as she frantically began to look for ways to help Natsu.
Only to see his skin flicker with black marks, on and off as his wound began to heal.
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--N-D--
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Heat.
Natsu could only describe in a daze that this could be what heat feels like to a normal person. An ever-growing, increasing burn that washes over his mouth as he silently screams internally at the pain. It stings, the metal that was pressing against the open wound, and he twitches, feeling his body wanted to get away from all sources of potential increasing agonies. Numb at first, the shock didn’t settle in full when he was shot.
Thoughts had raced through his mind, was he paralyzed?
Did--Did he just die?
The pain quickly informed him that he was not, in fact, dead.
Although a small part of him wished he was as he felt his body spasms as he gargled and damn near choked on his own blood.
He could barely see, his eyes tearing up as everything seemed to flicker and flash on and off. All he could focus on was his pain, it was ever consuming. Desperately, his hands clenched and convulsed, wanted to touch his wound on his face but knowing that it would only make everything worse.
How much time has passed, even?
A roar from deep within his chest threatened to come out, but he could only manage a soft gargled of a mixture between pain and fear as he rolled over and found himself face to face with his own blood. Letting out a strangled huff of breath, he gently tried to breathe as much as he could through his nose despite the burning sensation and panic threatening to overtake.
“Help.”
Help.
And that’s when the healing mechanism kicked him. Faintly, he remembered that Levy had mentioned about mages having considerable healing capabilities on their own thanks to having mana cores, but this was something different. It felt like a defensive mechanism ever, as his skin flashed with black lines and he felt himself heal. It was like his skin was reconstructing himself back together, and it was equally as painful in the beginning as whatever was inside of him was keeping him alive.
“Natsu, Natsu.” Lucy said urgently as she came back and grabbed Natsu, who let out a small cry of pain as she rolled him back onto his back. Blinking back through the tears, he watched in a daze as a blonde angel with crimson streaks on her face was looking over him, the light being distorted from the bleary tears making it seem as if she had a halo.
“Natsu, can you hear me?! Stay with me, please.” Lucy cupped Natsu’s face gently on his good side as he stared at her, unable to speak but harshly exhaling as he felt the pain began to gradually disappear. It was her; it had to be her.
She was his medicine, all that he needed.
“L-Luc--”
“Shh, don’t try to speak, you’re…” Lucy looked down and saw the flickering lines of Natsu’s discolored skin and decided that that will be a conversation shelved for another day. She eyed his cheek and saw that it still looked terrible, but it was looking better than before. Still. “You’re still hurt.”
He tried to sit up, to touch her, but she firmly placed her hand on his chest and forced him to stay still. His eyesight cleared up better, and he realized that he had heard a scream earlier. Lucy had faint tear tracks on her face.
“You’re going to stay right here and make sure you recover completely; do you hear me Natsu Dragneel? You were just shot. I don’t care how invincible and strong you are, you are not okay right now, and if I see that you’re gone from this table when I look away, I’ll never fucking forgive you.” Lucy said feverishly but full of passion, and Natsu could only minisculely nod. He gently laid back down and she couldn’t help herself.
She leaned forwards and moved his sweaty hair out of his forehead, placing a kiss as she closed her eyes, refusing to let the tears of relief fall. Natsu could feel himself grow stronger at the feeling as he reached to entangle his hand with hers and softly squeeze. She squeezed back before she pulled back to give him a teary smile before she steeled her face in order to return to the battlefield.
Natsu could only watch as she ran back to help Juvia, and he felt a deep rage begin to stack between him.
Whoever was behind this was going to pay.
And it starts with Wally.
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“You’ve grown into quite the woman, Erza. But I’m going to have to ask you politely to step away from Sho, now please.”
Erza stared frozen through the barrel of Wally’s transfigured gun, vision refocusing between the man and the weapon before her. She was still holding Sho down but knew that it was a bad situation especially considering the speed at which Wally had shot away her sword.
“Wally, what is the meaning of this?” Erza demanded as she slowly held her hands up.
It was Sho who answered.
“It’s time to come home, Erza.”
Erza bristled at the implication, “You are joking, are you not?”
“I’m sure you wished we were joking, seeing how you’ve betrayed us.” Sho spatted out but was interrupted by Wally who tsked at his open hostility to their old friend. Sho just scoffed and looked off to the side as he brushed himself off, as Wally took over.
“Please forgive Sho, he’s still going through puberty adjustments.”
“Bastard.” Sho muttered. Wally ignored him and continued on.
“This is all a part of his plan, you see. It’s time to come back to the Tower of Heaven, where He awaits.”
Erza pales at the words, her heart racing as the memories threatened to overcome her. Who would willingly go back to a place where they had been forced into slavery? Better yet, what the hell were they still doing in that god-forbidden place? Have they not found solace away? Were they still slaves?
But who was this “He”, that Wally was referring to?
Deep down she knew the answer, but she was scared to accept it as her reality.
Wally could tell as he let out a small sigh, “Come on now, Erza. Don’t even bother asking what you’re about to ask. You know who’s waiting for your arrival.”
“Jellal.” Erza whispered with her hands raised in the air, before her eyes snapped up and she glared in defiance. She will not go back there without a fight. Not while she’s still alive and breathing. She poised still for a moment, before she launched herself at Wally who blinked in surprise at her speed. He managed to twist his body with luck as he instinctively fired his gun at her face, the sleep bullet hitting her with full power as her eyes rolled to the back of her head and she crumbled onto the floor.
Wally let out a startled breath as he looked over at Sho, running a hand through his hair. “Damn, that was a close one. If I hadn’t gotten lucky with that shot..”
“Yeah.” Was all Sho said, before he pressed the communication device, letting the rest of the members associated with the Erza retrieval operation know that their task was complete. Erza has been sedated, ready for transportation and thus whomever was left in the ruins of the casino no longer mattered.
The lights went out, this time for a longer period of time as Wally picked Erza’s crumbled form, and they left just as enigmatically as they arrived.
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--G-F--
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“Happy? That you?” Gray grunted as he walked over to help the blue exceed from where he was hiding. Happy shook a little before he realized that it was Gray whom called out to him, and quietly said, “A-Aye…Gray.”
“Hi.” Gray tiredly said as he felt his body ache and his head begin to pound with stress. He pinched the bridge of his nose as he looked around the destroyed main floor, areas of wetness to residue of gunpowder in the extreme spectrum of destruction. He didn’t even want to look at the pool of blood on that table for too long, his stomach churned at the sneaking suspicion of what had happened there.
He wasn’t sure if he wanted to know the full details on the matter, really.
“C’mon.” Gray said with a deep frown on his face, walking over towards the rest of Team Haluna with Happy. He was already pissed off once he realized that he couldn’t find the scarlet woman anywhere, it almost made him want to punch something. Gray blamed himself, he should’ve been more vigilant. He should’ve known something was deeply off about that guy when he had asked for Erza.
And now she’s gone.
“Fuck.”
He looked over to see Juvia nursing a wound on her arm, “Hey, are you alright?”
Juvia looked up and nodded promptly as she let out a small sigh, “Juvia is fine, this is nothing much. She is only upset that they managed to get away without getting more information.”
“Erza’s gone, I think that tells us all we needed to know, really.” Gray hissed darkly and Juvia’s sigh turned into a scowl.
“Shit.”
“Shit.” He mirrored in agreement.
“Erza’s missing?” Lucy said in full concern, voice gone quiet causing the two of them to turn towards the blonde. All of them were looking a little bruised, but Lucy by far looked the worse out of the three of them. Tear stains, blood stains, and some torn clothing, the celestial spirit mage looked as if she got mauled and then some. Gray frowned at the sight, he hadn’t seen her this haggard since Galuna Island.
“Lucy, what the hell? Why do you look like you went to hell and back?”
The look on Lucy’s face told him enough as she suddenly looked so worn and tired, compared to the rest of them. Whatever had happened had clearly took a toll on her, as she just shook her head, avoiding the question entirely. What is exactly was she supposed to say, really? That her older sister, who was in fact her older version of herself from the future, took control of her body and almost had a complete meltdown?
That it was all triggered by the fact that some fucking asshole had shot Natsu in the mouth, and he looked lifeless before her eyes?
There were no words that could describe the horror and emptiness that she had felt when she had witnessed that.
It felt as if she had been shot in the mouth too.
Gray just looked away, and it was a tense silence afterwards. They had taken Erza, and they don’t know where they’ve gone. It was so fucked, Gray thought. They just came here to have a good time. They just got through a war, damnit.
“I can track her by her scent,” A rough, dark voice had piped up. The three turned around to see that it was Natsu, but the look in his eye was startling to say the least. Gone momentarily was the boy who had a bright grin and mischief on his mind, instead replaced by dead stare and pinched face as he glowered. Even his usual soft pink, spiked up hair was dull and flat as half his face, trailing down his body was soaked with blood.
Gray was astonished at the sight. As much as he hated to admit it, Natsu was a formidable guy. He was strong, one of the strongest in Fairytail when he puts his mind to it. So, for someone to render him into such a state, and leave him thirsting for vengeance so vividly, it must’ve been something wicked. Natsu could take his losses surprisingly, but the look on his face current made Gray want to step out of his way and let him pass.
Or join him in whatever conquest he was about to take on.
“Natsu.” Lucy breathed out in relief, despite seeing with her own two eyes earlier that he was healing. There was just something different about seeing him unable to speak or move properly, compared to what she was looking at now. A boy who was ready to seek justice for what has happened.
Natsu quite frankly was embarrassed. No one has ever managed to get such an upper hand on him like this. No one has ever made him incapacitated within a fight with his friends, leaving him so helpless as everyone fought together. He should’ve been there with them. He should’ve been there fighting side by side against the enemies, because that’s what he fucking does. And to have the fucking audacity to kidnap one of his family members in the process?
Natsu was angry was beyond words.
Wally.
That was bastard number one.
But whoever was running this shitshow was bastard number two, and they were going to get a face full of a Fire Dragon Slayer’s Punch, better fucking believe it, Natsu hisses internally as he stares at the faces of his comrades.
Natsu half-heartedly wiped the blood off his cheek and transferred it to his clothes as he walked past them with powerful steps, nodding. “The scent is still strong, so we’re leaving right here and right now to take those sons of bitches down. If they thought that Fairytail wasn’t going to hunt down one of their own, they got another thing coming.”
And one by one, they got up and followed Natsu without a second thought as they left Casino de Fiore and heading to the haunting Tower of Heaven where their nakama awaited.
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“It’s just so exciting, is it not?” Jellal Fernandes exclaimed a bit giddily as he sighed happily in delight. He had just received word that Erza Scarlet had been caught, and she’ll be shipped momentarily back to the awaiting Tower of Heaven. Back home, where she belonged all along.
“What’s the point? Shouldn’t we just kill her?” Vidalus Taka grunted in confusion as he stood by Jellal’s side, while the latter sat on a dramatic throne in a dark room, with a glowing exquisite chess board in front of him. Jellal and his fancy games, Vidalus groaned internally. Really, most of this shit could’ve been solved with murder, but that wasn’t fun in this twisted bastard’s eyes.
Jellal just laughs, “Did you forget what this Tower was built for in the first place? All for the ultimate sacrifice, no?”
“So, it could’ve been anyone, is what I’m hearing. Why her?”
“She’s special.” Jellal ominously confessed, and Vidalus fought down the urge to shudder. It took a lot for the assassin to feel unsettled, but Jellal Fernandes never failed.
“You’re one weird bastard.”
“You think it’s weird? I disagree. It’s a reunion of old friends, family even for some of the others. A bit romantic, is it not?”
“You’re one weird bastard.”
“You just lack vision,” Jellal hummed dismissively as he propped his head onto his hand and stared at his board. Ah, the ultimate chess board to how it will all end.
Natsu Dragneel’s piece had been knocked over, but Jellal had a feeling that he would return. He had done his research on the dragon slayer and knew that he was rather resilient. Hopefully he’ll make things rather interesting should he have survived.
“She’ll be sacrificed for a new beginning, let us rejoice for taking a step closer to victory.”
Notes:
Trauma and anger are always a handful of a combination.
The plot thickens.
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Chapter 29: Chapter 24
Summary:
Filler chapter somewhat, a little on the shorter side of roughly 5k but we move!
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Twenty-Four: O’Wistful and Reminiscence
Tower of Heaven Arc IV
Michello Mikero quite frankly did not like what he saw before him. Already feeling deep suspicion against Siegrain, whether it was because of his youthful appearance or his power being unknown, he glared harshly at the blue haired man from his seat across the table. He tapped his wooden cane, as he stared, before huffing and getting annoyed with a loud noise coming from Makarov Dreyar, who had just walked in without a care in the world.
Old bastard, causing all this ruckus when they were probably meeting because of the dirty likes of his rag-tag hooligan of a guild.
If you asked Michello, they were just as guilty as Jose Porla, causing that mess in Magnolia.
Makarov Dreyar entered the room with a pleasant grin on his face, hat already off his head as he walked towards his seat. He was on relatively good terms with majority of the Magic Council, despite Fairytail’s tendecy of trails of destruction. Makarov had always been good with words however, and a slight mischievous charm that normally ended with a fond scolding but nothing too harsh.
He winked at Belno Beruno especially, who merely rolled her eyes at Makarov’s childishness.
“Well, what’s with this impromptu meeting? I promise, Fairytail had nothing to do with it this time.” Makarov joked. It was a bit of ill timing, not that he cared, for his guild wasn’t particularly liked by some of the other members. Regardless, it was true. He was quite surprised to receive an invitation to meet, outside of their normally scheduled meetings. A hard glare that was coming from across the room, probably from that old worm Michello no doubt, had made Makarov suspicious that maybe the old man was finally trying to land a fatal strike to his family.
But upon further inspection, it was clear that this was the actions of one of the newest members of the Magic Council, apart of the next generation. Siegrain, and his silent partner, that woman. Ultear, was it? The age was getting to him these days.
In any case, they were young but on the council for a reason. They had formidable power, if a bit ambitious from what they’ve seen thus far. Ultear doesn’t tend to mention much, as if she’s almost bored to be at the meeting. Siegrain takes a more active role, making him a bit more likable by the older folks, especially due to the fact that he is a polite individual. Makarov knows better though.
He can’t pinpoint his exact feelings about Siegrain, but there was something off about that boy.
“Ah, yes.” Siegrain folded his hands neatly on the table as he chuckled on cue. Makarov was not amused but kept an aloof grin on his face regardless. “I’m sure that that is a good thing, huh Mr. Dreyar? Less work for you for once.”
“That is true.” Makarov chuckled, before leaning back into his seat and crossing his arms. He took the back burner of the conversation this time around, and idlely hummed as he thought about the recent changes to the guild lately.
Their newest member was having…quite the experience he’d say attempting to adjust to the dynamic of Fairytail.
But he is also reacting unexpectedly, if Makarov was being honest.
He was prepared for the dragon slayer to be picking fights constantly and passive aggressively antagonizing the “weaker” portion of the guild, and perhaps that’s why the atmosphere has been a bit…tense to say the least. Everyone is somewhat acting as if they were waiting for Gajeel to suddenly snap and attack everyone, but Makarov dare thinks that the boy doesn’t really give much of a fuck.
He just keeps to himself, doesn’t even entertain Jet and Droy with their snide remarks every now and then.
“I’ve brought you all here today to bring some shocking news.” Siegrain interrupts Makarov’s thoughts to begin the meeting, and all idle chatter was silenced the moment Siegrain took charge. Makarov immediately took note of the way Siegrain carried himself, awaiting his next words. Clearly it was something that was serious, as he had gathered them all here to hear what he oh-so- desperately had to say.
Siegrain looked around at the questioning faces with a barely visible smile on his face. Oh, he’s been awaiting this moment for such a long time, it was hard to keep up appearances. The urge to laugh in their faces and shout that the end was coming, that a new order was coming to right all the wrongs in this god-forsakened world. An era of rebirth, it makes him ecstatic.
Ultear just rolled her eyes subtly, and crossed her arms as she watched Siegrain contain his bastard excitement.
He cleared his throat to collect himself, “What do you know about the R-Systems?”
Michello immediately sat up straighter in alarm, “I think we should be asking you that, considering your age. Of course we know about the R-Systems, and how it was all destroyed in the past. It was before you even were inducted into the Magic Council.”
Siegrain merely raised a cool eyebrow, “Are you sure about that?”
Silence, as everyone gathered started to get a bit anxious and tense, considering what Siegrain was implying. Deep down, there was a fact that they all knew. They had a secret suspicion that there had been another tower out there, an 8th one that just so happened to disappear from the light of day so suddenly. There were witch hunts for it in the past, but there wasn’t a lick of evidence left to support that it existed anymore. All reported sightings had been destroyed. Everyone who had claimed to see it with their own two eyes had gone missing.
Dark matters were at work, but with nothing left to work on, the Council had no choice but to move on to more pressing matters.
And years has passed since then.
Years has passed, and it seems as if their dismissal of the case was going to cost them.
“Spit it out, Siegrain.” Belno ordered as she clenched a fist on the table. She had been one of the members in the past to want to continue the search and destroy of the tower, but tensions had been higher then too, back then.
The Magic Council sat up fully and grew serious as Siegrian confirmed their growing suspicions with his ominous delivery.
“The R-System still exists, my sources have confirmed. And it’s almost complete.”
The Council erupted all at once in a mix of anger, fear, and confusion.
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“I just can’t fucking believe that she had lost.” Gray grumbles as he held his face in his hands.
He was frustrated just like the rest of them, as they sat in the canoe, heading in the direction that Natsu claimed to smell her scent in. The dragon slayer was slumped in the canoe, desperately trying to hold himself together against the rocking motion of the boat but his sickness was holding out strong. Lucy’s scent was helping, as she sat next to him, but it didn’t stop his small groans of discomfort every now and then.
“I can’t accept this.”
Natsu opened a bleary eye, “We’re gonna beat the bastards in a moment, we’re close.”
Gray looked around at the sea of water that surrounded them, not a spot of land in sight. Maybe it was the paranoia that was getting to him, or the fact that they were floating in the middle of the early morning to a place that he didn’t even know if it existed or not. What if they just dumped her in the middle of the ocean and that’s why Natsu still smells her? He was slowly starting to panic and lock down.
“Oh, yeah? Well, I think we’re fucking lost.” Gray huffs out of panic and irritation. “Not a thing in sight except water.”
Natsu growled and struggled to sit up as he glared at Gray, “You got a better idea? Thought so, so shut the fuck up.”
Gray lurched forwards to lunge towards Natsu, causing the boat to rock as the two ladies stopped their respective men from strangling each other and to settle the balance of the boat once more. The canoe was small enough, anything rash at it probably would tip over. Then they would have an even bigger problem on their heads than two knuckleheads going at each other, although judging by the look at Lucy’s face, it was cutting it close.
“Both of you, stop.” Lucy demanded as she ran a tired hand through her blonde hair. “I mean, seriously? We are in a joint effort to try to find Erza after she was kidnapped by a group of random people that she seemed to know, and you’re about to fight each other over this shit? We need to be strong together especially since it’s just us.”
She emphasized the last word, lacing it with a hint of fear. To the rest of the world, they were on vacation at the casino, enjoying themselves after countless of battles and adventures. No one knows about the destruction of the casino yet, or the fact that Erza was kidnapped. There will be no back-up to come save them, where the fuck were they anyways?
Technically Gray was correct, they were lost to the rest of the world.
“Save Erza and get the hell out of here. That’s all we should be focusing on.” Lucy looked down towards Natsu, who was leaning over the edge of the canoe after the rough rocking caused by their almost altercation. It tipped off his inner fragile balance and he gagged over the side into the water.
“...are you sure?” Lucy had to know. Natsu just sighed before he tapped his nose.
“I have an enhanced sense of smell due to my magic. When I really try, I can pinpoint the location of a scent, especially if it’s as familiar as Erza’s, from miles away. I promise you guys; we’re going in the right direction. Trust me.”
“Then let’s all calm down, and reassess, okay?” Lucy said in a softer tone as she leaned back into the canoe with a tiredness seeping into her bones. Truly, in this moment of peace, a calm before the storm, she felt exhausted. But the show must go on, and she knows that she won’t allow herself to rest properly until she knows that her friend is safe.
“Juvia wants to know if anyone is familiar with Erza’s past,” Juvia spoke up from the corner as she held her knees to her chest. Her head was laying on them as she spoke softly, wondering what was going to happen in a matter of hours. "If this was something that was related to it, at least."
Gray and Natsu looked at each other in slight apprehension before looking away. Gray decided to be the one to speak up first, recalling what he knew about Erza seeing how they were both the oldest members of Fairytail here at the moment.
“...she had appeared one day, in the middle of storm when I was younger.” Gray began.
“I only remember me, Cana, and Levy at the time, and it was rough. I had come maybe a year or so earlier, seeing how my parents and...and Ur had died. Levy had arrived earlier and was being comforted by Cana, who was like a big sister to everyone, even though we’re around the same age.”
Lucy’s eyes widened at that, “Wait, how old are you guys?”
“18.” Gray answered.
“17.” Lucy and Juvia both answered before looking at each other with small smiles.
“18.” Natsu coughs out before groaning once more.
“Erza’s 19, I think.” Gray says before he continued his story. It was no surprise to anyone that Erza was older, she naturally gave a mature vibe to begin with.
“She came in with blood on her face and an eyepatch covering her right eye. I’ll never forget it, because despite that, she came into the guild hall with a look of determination on her face. I guess she was always mentally strong, even when she was younger. The complete opposite of me really, back then. Maybe that’s why when she started to order me around, I’d get so annoyed, but it also helped me come out of my shell more.” Gray exhaled with a tiny half-smile. He had been a rather depressed and brooding child after all that had happened in such a small timespan, his nightmares that he had eventually gotten used too had plagued him badly.
“She’s always been super strong with her magic too. I learned alot from our battles, even if she’d beat my ass and then force me to do shit for losing to her. She was very socially awkward though, her only clear way of communication was through fighting and declaring that she would work like a dog in order to repay someone back, even for small shit. Eventually, old man got her to grow out of trying to do the housework around the guild for her gratitude, and it morphed into her addiction to training and wanting to become stronger and better for everyone.”
Gray opened his mouth to continue but struggled and decided to not say anything next.
They had bathed together once after a rough tuffle, and that’s when he saw the scars on her back. When he had asked what happened, Erza grew quiet and remained in a trance for the rest of the day and the next one. It had scared Gray so bad that he thought he had broken his friend, and he never dared to bring it up again.
That…wasn’t for everyone to hear.
“She really is one of the strongest people I know.” Gray finished softly, head spinning with memories. Sure, her method probably wasn’t the best. Gray and Natsu, once he had joined, had walked home with many bruises from her displays of affection, although she occasionally mirrored a minor burn or frostbite in return. But it was undeniable her impact in the two’s lives, often forcing them together for joint “sufferings”.
The definition of Erza was justice and prevail, based off of what he guessed from the context clues he’s seen over the years.
“When I joined Fairytail, I had trouble with acting human.” Natsu spoke up next as the canoe moved into a barely tolerable rocking. He blushed a bit at the confession as Juvia looked at him in slight shock, as Gray snorted at the memories. Lucy couldn’t stop her giggle as Natsu stammered to continue his version. “I-I was a raised by a dragon, you know? Of course, I knew how to talk and stuff, and I knew what humans were, but I kind of, uh--”
“Flame Brain over here used to walk on all fours, like a feral brat.”
Natsu scowled at Gray’s laughter and pouted, “It was only for like two weeks! It wasn’t often as Ice Prick makes it seem, they all thought it was kinda cute anyways. Cana and Mira used to keep ruffling my hair and cuddling me, it sucked!”
“You were like a baby, dude. New to humans and shit, it was so funny.”
“Baby Natsu,” Lucy teased as Natsu grew red again before huffing and turning away.
“Anyways, she helped me learn basic manners and stuff. Practically ordered me to follow her instructions and to do what she does. I think I spent a week learning proper posture, and not to eat everything with my hands. And to wear shoes…”
Gray laughed loudly at that reminder, Natsu vs Shoes back in the day was quite the event.
“Natsu was the last of us to join, and by then it was crazy. Erza and Mirajane kept fighting everywhere, and Mira--Oh god -- she was so different. I know she’s like, super sweet now and like a big sister to everyone, and she kinda was that back then, but she was way meaner too. Erza did not like Mirajane, and Cana was just trying to keep the peace.”
“Laxus was cool too,” Natsu piped up. “He’s the one who taught me how to control how much I smelt and heard, my senses were super sensitive when I was younger. I didn’t grow up in loud environments. When I got overwhelmed, I turned all dragon-y I guess, and Laxus would just growl at me and throw me over his shoulder to a place where I could calm down.”
“Too bad he’s an S-Class Asshole now.” Gray grumbled and Natsu nodded. It was disappointing to see how Laxus had become.
Just like his father.
Memories just kept flooding Gray and Natsu, as Juvia and Lucy quietly listened to the tales with soft looks on their face. Juvia, who was starting to love hearing about the experiences that people normally had growing up. Lucy, who watched Gray and Natsu interact. Both of them very similar but so different at the same time. Sometimes it feels as if the smallest thing would break them up for good, and other times it seems as if their bond goes deeper than even they realize. Fire and Ice, but they both can burn fiercely for those they care about.
“Cana, Mira, and Laxus were super close. They were like the trio, opposite to me, Natsu and Erza. Erza used to just drag us along on stuff and we’d complain, but it usually ended up pretty fun. They kept calling us troublemakers, but Erza was just as bad as us.”
“Man, you remember when we had climbed up that tree because Erza said it was a competition and then you fell out of it because I kicked you.” Natsu laughed as Gray hissed,
“Do I remember -- I still have that fucking scar you bastard! I don’t know how Erza didn’t get in trouble; it was just us two. It was so stupid. But yeah, we were the trouble trio and Cana, Mira, and Laxus were like everyone’s mini mom’s and dad’s. Time passed and Cana started to get snarky, kind of around when Gildarts left, but she was still cool. Laxus was chill and kind, till he went to go off with his dad more often. And Mira…well.” Gray grew uncomfortable as they trailed off into dangerous memories, and he took a small glimpse at Natsu’s reaction. They had to stop saying her name around him and Mirajane especially, after the incident.
Natsu just looked away and hid his face from everyone, although Lucy could see his hand twitch between a fist and back to normal.
“The point is…” Gray said with a somber expression now, “After a while, people started to change, and that comes with life. But nah, not Erza, she only just grew stronger. Her consistency helped this guild when it was on the verge of falling apart, and she’s just so important to Fairytail. She’s helped so many people, and she probably doesn’t even know it. Just there to get stronger and scowl people when they aren’t following the rules. She’s the standard for an S-Class mage, to me.”
“It sounds like you respect her a lot.” Juvia says.
Natsu nods as Gray answers, “Yeah. She’s--It’s just when shit goes wrong, we look to Erza for support, you know? I owe a lot to her, now that I think about it.”
It grew silent for a moment as everyone let the words simmer between them, drifting through the sea. With almost a nostalgic air, it was hard not to think about what could possibly happen if they were to find Erza. Everyone has their secrets that they have the right to keep. Let the past stay in the past, unless it catches up to you, of course.
Then, what can you do?
Lucy hopes that Erza is well and still kicking, for they will come for her.
“Juvia thinks she sees something ahead,” Juvia piped up as she squinted her eyes, and in the distance, there was a large growing shadow that seemed to get larger as they drifted closer. Gray and Lucy let out a sigh of relief before giving each other smiles, while Natsu had just closed his eyes and exhaled loudly. He wasn’t going to openly say it, but Gray’s words had scared him momentarily.
What if his senses had failed them?
But they didn’t and Natsu shook his head rid of those thoughts. They made it to the destination as his nose picked up on Erza’s scent which was growing stronger by the minute. Eventually, the canoe reached shallow portions, and Natsu was the first to jump out of vehicle, marching his way through the water. As the rest of them followed him soon after, Natsu stopped for a moment to take a look at the massive, lean tower that shot upwards to such heights that Natsu didn’t even think was possible.
It was an eerie sight, with dark sheets of metal and wood intertwined in order to create the imposing shape. It gleamed dully in the darkness, the moon’s light making it even creepier as they all stood side by side, looking up towards their target location. Natsu swallowed a bit, furrowing his brow as he felt a weird energy lingering in this place.
Gray spoke up first,
“This place sucks.”
“It’s so creepy.” Lucy gulped.
“Is this…where Titania is from?” Juvia whispered, feeling as if they shouldn’t raise their voice in such a place. And she thought that Phantom Lord was a bit gloomy, goodness.
“She’s definitely in there though,” Natsu confirmed, but looked a bit uneasy as well. He closed his eyes and took in a deep breath however, to quick summon courage as he snapped his eyes open on to stare determinedly at his comrades. Unconsciously, his hand inched closer to Lucy’s who looked down slightly as he enveloped his onto hers.
She didn’t think twice in giving a squeeze back, using Natsu’s mental strength as an anchor to summon her own.
“This place sucks, as Gray said. It’s dark, it’s creepy, and there’s something off about this place. I used my magic sensoring to see if I could get a glimpse of what was to come, and what I felt was not pleasant one bit. That being said, we must go in. Erza is no damsel in distress by any means, but we won’t rest until we know with our own eyes that she is safe. Fairytail doesn’t leave anyone behind, I know firsthand.” Lucy spoke, looking at everyone with a serious expression clear on her face.
“Are we ready?”
“Aye!”
Juvia smiled, “Of course.”
Gray snorted and half-smiled, “You’re getting better at the leader speeches, eh? Hell yeah, let’s do this.
Natsu just grinned, feeling all of his previous anger turn into something else. Determination.
“Whatever you say Luce, know that we will follow.”
“Then let us go.”
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Erza let out a shaky breath as she slowly opened her eyes, feeling dazed and sluggish. Some lights flickered in and out of the dark tower, as she lolled her head towards the left, trying to regain her bearings. There were low voices talking as she was being moved, carried towards an unknown destination. She let out a soft groan, and it fell silent immediately.
Blinking slowly, she slowly began to realize that she knew this place.
An ice coldness rushes through Erza’s blood as she realizes that she was back, and that they had managed to capture her. For whatever reason, she was back in this maddening hell hole of a tower, and she feels a fear rush through her as her eye begins to ache from the memory.
Back, to the Tower of Heaven.
A door creaks open, and with iron bars enclosing it, she realizes that it was a prison. She was about to be trapped here, again.
The thought caused her to summon strength to shake off whomever was carrying her as she jerked her body roughly, causing them to let out a yelp and drop her in surprise. She falls to the ground with a grunt before she sluggishly gets up and sways with unease. Erza runs a hand across her face as she stumbles over towards the wall, the drug that whatever they injected into her, slowly wearing off.
She glares with an expression of raw sadness and anger,
“Why?”
Why drag me back to this nightmare?
Why are you still here?
Sho just looks at her with a furrowed brow, “What do you mean, why? It’s for Paradise. It’s for the greater good, just like we were always preached about to as children.”
“It was a fucking sham, Sho! You even create the idea to run away back then in the first place, it was literal hell! I just don’t understand, we all know Paradise isn’t real. There is no such thing as such a place.”
Sho just chuckled, “It was true that life was shit back then, but don’t worry. We got rid of them a long time ago. After you left us, we managed to hold it together and continue the work that they never finished.”
“Got rid…?”
Sho gave her an unamused look, “We killed them, our slavers. Don’t even tell me that they didn’t deserve it, especially you of all people should hate them since they took your right eye. Yea, I remember that. Not sure how you’re here glaring at me with two eyes again, but maybe that’s just the luxuries you receive since you abandoned us. Saving the delights in life for yourself, right?”
“What are you even talking about? You don’t even know what happened, he-he’s not the same as he was before.”
“Who?”
“...Jellal.” Erza confessed hesitantly.
Sho gave her a long look before bursting out into laughter, wiping a tear from his eye as he howled. “Jellal? And you’re telling me that I don’t know what happened? Please, we know what you did. You betrayed him, betray us.”
No, I didn’t, Erza wanted to shout to Sho. Why would she betray the very person who gave her her own name? Scarlet, is what he had called her back then. Scarlet, was the name that she took once she had escaped, under the threat of him punishing their friends. When she had left all of those years ago, Jellal Fernandez was not the boy that she had cherished. No, in his place was something else.
Something evil.
But no one else saw what she saw that night.
It was just her and Jellal.
No.
It was just her and whomever was possessing her friend.
She just clenched her jaw and looked away from Sho. There was no possible way that he was going to believe her, he’s been holding this grudge for years it seems. The only way to get them to see that Jellal is not okay, was for her to go up there and conquer this tower herself.
“I’m not going to take you to him.” Sho said in a sing-song voice, looking at her from the other side of the prison. “You have your own role in this anyways, Miss Sacrifice.”
Erza’s heart dropped. “Sacrifice?”
“For Paradise,” Sho breathed out with a large grin, and that’s when she knew that he was too far gone. “For too long, the other side of the world looked away from what had happened. How could they let children suffer knowing what that cult was doing? We had no one to hear our cries for help, but that’s okay. Jellal stepped up to take care of us, he helped us morph into what we are today. He’ll take us to Paradise, where it will be our turn to rule and get what we deserve.”
“The R-System.” Erza gasped, finally understanding what Sho meant about completing the work of their previous slavers, what they had whispered about while they forced them to do the grunt work. The R-System was a dark mechanism that was capable of bringing mass destruction, which was what it was created to do. Erza’s heart began to pick up as she realized that this was something that could destroy Magnolia.
Not just Magnolia, even. Possibly all of Fiore.
“I won’t let that happen.” Erza declared with a dark look on her face. She will bring Jellal to justice one way or another. She cannot run away and leave this place behind again.
“You think you can do anything? The drug that’s in your system shouldn’t allow you--” Sho mocked Erza, before taking an iron fist to the face, faster than he had anticipated. Sho clutched his bloodied nose with a cry of alarm as Erza stumbled forwards even faster, reequipping her usual armor in order to uppercut Sho in the stomach, before shoving him behind her inside the prison.
He should’ve known better to under-estimate her will for justice.
Sho coughed violently on the ground as he looked up to Erza standing in front of the prison doorway, with a sword pointed in his direction. Her expression was filled with pain, as it hurt to see her friend like this, swayed by illusions and dark whispers. She only harmed her enemies, not her loved ones. And yet here she was, standing in the dark room with only the moonlight to illuminate this haunting scene.
“If you know what’s good for you, you’ll stay here, Sho.” Erza said softly. Blade gleamed sliver in the space it leveled towards Sho. Sho just glared back at her.
“You just don’t want us to be happy. Paradise is coming whether you like it or not!”
Erza just sighed softly as she took a step back, closing the door of the prison in order to lock Sho in, who scrambled to get up once she realized what she was doing. She turned and walked away without another word as she heard the rustling and banging of the iron bars from Sho, whom was yelling at her to let him go. Heart heavy, the sound was ringing in her mind as she walked through the dark hallways, spiraled and configured in a way that was eerie and reeked of dark matter.
Eyes solemn but focused, as she walked to find and conquer the composer of this sinister tale.
Notes:
Hello, hello! Sorry for the delay, I've been busy with college starting up again, and honestly this semester is going to be rather busy for me so I'll update when I can. Let's aim for every 2-3 weeks really, but we'll see you know?
Some things that I've changed from canon is who arrived first to Fairytail!! Natsu in canon, came before the Strauss Siblings, but I don't know, I really liked the idea of Natsu being the baby to arrive in the older, kid crew. Freshly abandoned Natsu who had more dragon tendencies than human, and Baby Gray making fun of him for it. Start of a wonderful friendship, right? That's what I hoped to reflect with that mini backstory moment that I gave them, in an effort to make it more authentic. Also, to help solidify that big sister Mirajane and Cana personal head canon, because it's coming!!!
I don't care if they're technically only a year or two older, they raised these brats!
I think that in the end, Gray and Natsu will become really close in this story. They are closer than they are now, thanks to the efforts of the girls, but it should be noted that they were OPPOSITES for a reason. They have their similarities, but their differences, and that will be explore in this arc as well (teehee). These differences when serious causes them to get incredibly angry at each other, because they are both also strong-willed in their beliefs. A friendship that will have their ups and downs, but they do grow older and more mature together with each fight, so the progress that they make isn't loss with every blow up, you know?
PSA: No, Juvia will not join Team Haluna, but will be an honorary member. I have something else planned for her.
All in all, this is a heavy experience for Erza to relive. I want her to be sad but determined, a bit depressed but ready to end this chapter of her life once and for all. Was there a part of her that felt as if she was glad she ran away all those years ago? Did she ever think to come back for the rest of her friends? Does she feel guilty? And what will happen once she reunites with Jellal?
Many questions, but let's also talk about the next big pairing:
Jerza.
This will be the biggest slow burn in the entire story, more slow burn than Gajevy. I have my personal reasons for this, and when the moment arrives, I will explain my thoughts behind this decision. But for those of you who were looking forwards to a Jerza pairing happening, it will not happen anytime soon. Eventually, yes. But not soon at all. Again, I will explain my reasonings in due time, but I have to set the stage first, yes? Hopefully you will understand my logic in the grand scheme of things.
I decided that I would probably let you guys know ahead of time though, in an effort to lay you down easy.
ALSO: DRAGON PACK COMING SOON SO GET HYPEDDDD!!!!
Gosh, it's so hard not to spoil too much but still remain as transparent as I like to be.
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Chapter 30: Chapter 25
Summary:
I kinda think of this as a lowkey filler chapter but we're about to get into the meat of things with the next chapter for sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I promise I didn't forget you guys, this semester has been killer.
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Twenty-Five: Warpath Initiation
Tower of Heaven Arc V
There are some things that aren’t ever forgotten, even as the years go by. Removed from the actual physical space of trauma, but she still finds herself resisting the urge to hold her side and feels a burning ache in the space behind her right prosthetic eye. It makes her upset in a way as she grits her teeth, willing the phantoms away as she stormed through the dark halls.
For what has she gained after all of this time if the mere place is enough for her to feel so shaken ever still?
Erza had thought that Sho’s words would bring some comfort, that the news of their slaver’s downfall would lift her spirits. A burden finally released from her soul. Instead, there’s a new pain that doubles down in its place, as she is reminded of what she has left behind and what has become of her old family.
Old…No.
Her family.
And there was nothing good left of what remains of this hellish tower.
It was never good in the first place, but at least she had them to be strong for and get through their daily trials of survival. It was agony, but they had made it worth it. And to see this piece of shit still standing after everything they went through; Erza had wanted to weep at the thought of them willfully returning. Even after killing their wrong-doers, they still were not free.
And their mental was still shackled by the Dark Mage and his seductive whispers.
Say it. Say his name.
“Jellal.” Erza whispers as she shakes her head, clenching her sword as she walked.
It was different, yet the same.
Even in hell, there are some things that you’ll never forget. The layout of the tower was one of those things for her, although it seemed even more haunting as before. It’s…alright, though.
It wasn’t anything new.
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Makarov sat in his seat in shock as the council has been in outrage over Siegrain’s accusations for over an hour now. Back and forth, Siegrain with the occasional help of Ultear has spoken about the existence of another R-System, and that it’s being built as they spoke. There was a good amount of suspicion and animosity to the words, as it should be. To dare to make an accusation so grand, especially when the pair should not have known about the existence of such a thing in the first place, it was bold.
Very bold, Makarov narrows his eyes towards the blue haired fellow. It should be noted how hard the boy was fighting for the acknowledgement of the system, and the lack of emotion from his partner.
Just what was this really about?
“You got some fucking nerve to stand there and make a claim about something before your lifetime, I’m sure!” Mikero roared and Makarov had to resist the urge to scoff at the old haggard man. He was never one to like new people in the first place, but even he should know how illogical his argument was. As if it was some disconnect between their lifetime and the younger ones, when the R-System war was merely a decade ago. One of these days he’ll get off his goddamn high horse.
“You over-exaggerate, Mr. Mikero. It was merely a decade ago, and yet it was brushed aside like coverup of some sort, no? And look what has happened! There has a been a new sighting, but you are too blind to see it, sir. Please let us know if you need a moment to settle your blood pressure, perhaps. You seemed to be rather worked up.” Siegrain responded cooly but with an edge to his voice, probably for the fact that he’s been arguing for roughly an hour straight. Eventually there’s only so many different ways you can get your point across before things turn ugly.
Mikero already seemed to be turning redder and uglier by the second as Makarov snapped out of his shocked daze to finally stand up and say something. Even if the others weren’t fan of Mikero in general, they certainly weren’t a fan of the growing passive aggressiveness of the youngster in front of them either.
But truly, this meaningless chatter and yelling has gone on for far too long.
“Enough!”
Everyone was glaring at one another as they shut their mouths, most of them taking note of the serious expression on Makarov Dreyar’s face. A man who is as aloof and unserious as they come, which means that such a reaction is worth paying attention too.
The short man grew to a typical, 5’10 adult size, extending his beard and his mustache out as he crossed his arms. His shirt ripped into two, but surprisingly his pants remained magically in tact as he placed his hat down onto the table and held his arms behind his back as he stood. He had purposely made his height the same size as Siegrain, silently treating him as an equal at this table.
Belno raised a brow at his dramatics but kept quiet as she leaned back in her seat to allow Makarov to take control. She knew she had to set the example, as she was one of the more respected members of being well-collected in moments of chaos. Makarov was a bastard, but he was a good one when it came down to it. It would be unwise to not hear what the man had to say.
Immediately, Siegrain felt a small chill go down his spine at the seriousness of the Fairytail’s guild master’s expression. Ultear pinched his leg obscurely, in an effort to get him to calm down as he tried his very best not to giggle with excitement. This is exactly what he had wanted to happen, but to have Makarov Dreyar truly acknowledge him at this crucial moment?
It was like icing on the cake.
For it was Fairytail that has stored his precious fruit and made her ripe for picking, right for this moment.
Fₒᵣ ₚₐᵣₐdᵢₛₑ
“We have spent the last hour blabbering over whether or not Siegrain’s words are truthful, and yet we have yet to ask the true question that seems to be just as equally as alarming as finding out proof.” Makarov stated before he glared at Siegrain, who just barely managed to contain a smile.
“Why are you interested in the R-Systems in the first place? It is true that long ago we swore a pact--”
“We should not be talking about--!” Someone had tried to interject, as if to say let the bygones be the bygones. Makarov and a few others were quick to give the interrupter such a fierce glare that it promptly shut them up. Sure, if Siegran was incorrect about his so-called “announcement” then that would spell trouble and ruin for the man. But if he was right…
“As I was saying, should your words ring true, then this is something incredibly dangerous indeed. But this is also a topic that is not easy to research nor hear about, especially ten years later. Just what brought this to your attention, and how the hell do you know about the capabilities of dark magic to this caliber.”
“That’s what I’ve been saying this entire time!” Mikero hissed at annoyance to Makarov, but it was Belno that intervened.
“Saying or whining? Age this, and age that, do us all a favor and keep quiet. Maybe your brain would have the chance of developing as fast as your mouth runs with complaints if you do so. Being a Councilman like the rest of us doesn’t make you any less annoying.”
Mikero flushed with embarrassment, closing his mouth shut as Makarov and a couple of others let out a poorly concealed laugh behind a cough, eyes twinkling at their normal state as he crossed eyes with Belno before he cleared his throat and got serious once more. Damn, he had totally wanted to do that himself to that old weasel though, curse that hag for real.
“How do you know, Siegran?”
Siegrain could kiss Mikero right about now.
Truly, what a way to lessen the hostility and suspicion that was rising by the second earlier. That pathetic man ended up turning the negative attention towards him for simply being a nuisance. Jellal Fernandez pursed his lips as he nodded, already prepared for such a question.
How did someone who was probably 10 years old, know about the R-Systems?
Well, the best lies often have a mix of truth in them, no?
“I was once a slave that worked on the R-System, and I had escaped vowing to seek revenge on those who had wronged me and my family.”
He had played the part so well that he saw the shock and horror visible on Makarov’s face, and he knew that he was fanning the flames of justice that burned inside of him. Good, get angry on his behalf. Feel the injustice seeping into your veins, imagine the other children that had suffered just like he had.
Empathize with me.
And you’ll never see me coming.
Siegrain let out a strangled cough as he turned off to the side perfectly, holding out on blinking as he gathered tears into his eyes. He will not sob so suddenly, that would ruin the act. But if he’s holding back on the tears…blinking them away as he struggled to pull himself out of the memories that had suddenly overcame him with the revelation…yes.
Yes, that is the best move.
“I…children?” Makarov said hoarsely. It was nothing particularly new about slavery and R-System. Wicked structures often had wicked methods for completion, but they had been adults. In a fucked up sense, it was always worst to hear that it was innocent children that go through something like this. As if adults “deserved” to be the ones to suffer instead, but when in truth, no one does.
Yet, it is always worse when children are involved. Always.
And it was one of Makarov’s apparent weaknesses, Ultear hums practically inaudibly as she played her part, holding onto Siegrain’s hand in order to “support” him silently. Truth to be told, she wouldn’t even touch this volatile beast with a ten foot pole, but there wasn’t much to be done in this case. He is the Game Master, and they are being played like the fucking flute.
“Yes.” Siegrain confirmed, slightly hoarse from emotions as he lifted his sleeve to showcase his old wounds. This, this was real. It fuels him, looking at his scars in the mirror in the morning. They truly were beautiful, and they will be the foundation for creating the new order. An order where evil will be punished for their sins, and Siegrain would be front and center providing the baptism.
All will be cleansed, and maybe they’ll be able to match.
He swallows his smile as he scoffs, “So maybe that is why I feel passionate about the existence of the R-System. I have lived to tell the tale of such horrors.”
Siegrain looks everyone in the eye this time around, noting the various looks of horror and discomfort. That’s right, had they continued to look for other existing R-Systems, they would have been found and he wouldn’t have to be so fucked up --
What?
Siegrain suddenly cracks his head and smiles, rubbing everyone the wrong way.
“Forgive me, please. I had almost gotten a bit too carried away.” Siegrain said as he took in a deep breath before letting it out, almost letting that pesky irrational anger that seems to come over him every blue moon get the better of him. Silly little flare ups of the soul, you know the usual.
“No..it’s quite alright.” Makarov said a bit lamely as he stared at the man before him, before losing his will to stand up and shrinking back to his normal dwarfed appearance. Head in his hands, thinking about all of the children that has suffered and have been emotionally damaged from the lot of this. Siegrain had managed to escape, but were there still others?
Those scars…it reminded him of one of his fellow children as well.
Had she come from a place like this? She never shared the origins of such wounds, Makarov never dared to question. He only supported those who fall into his care, never wishing a relapse of bad memories with questioning. Only wanting to be better, for them.
In the middle of the table, Siegrain activated a lacrima and charged some magical energy into it, showing that it was a surveillance lacrima that he had presented to them. It had turned on, and a holographic image of the R-System that had appeared had caused the entire room to gasp once more. To see it present in their face right at this moment…
“This is horrid.” Belno let out a sad sigh as she dabbed her face with a handkerchief. Makarov just stared at the holographic image, shaking his head slowly as he quietly asked, “And this is…?”
“Live footage of the said R-System that I had..yes. This is the R-System, right here and now.”
Fuck.
“You know what we have to use.” Siegrain said quietly.
Makarov looked at Siegrain, “...I don’t ever think I’ve heard anyone say such bold words in a row before.”
“Etherion?” Mikero spatted out. “You have lost your mind.”
For once, Makarov had agreed with him. Etherion was too powerful to be used like this, surely some of them were the Ten Wizards Saints? Half of them, the Magic Council even? If they had to storm this flimsy, dark tower and take it down by force then so be it. Damn the appearances and class of it all, this was Dark Work they were talking about here, and it was long overdue.
“I must insist that such a powerful tower must be dealt with absolute destruction. Etherion is clearly capable of that.” Siegrain suggested with a clenched fist.
“How the hell do you know abou--” Mikero shouted before he was binded silently by another council member. Did it matter if Siegrain knew about Etherion at this point? The R-System was real, and that meant that anything was on the table in terms of dealing with it. Anything, some members were thinking as they looked at each other.
“The mass destruction potential outweighs the good cause it will bring. I completely agree with you wanting to destroy that hellish structure, but Etherion is not the first option we should be looking at for immediate action.” Belno wisely stated, and Ultear bit back a small chuckle, because she knew that Siegran was going to seethe silently at her words. It was well said after all, as expected, but it’s hard to predict one’s mindset on how it will sway.
“Etherion would take care of this pain in ass for once and for all…and if it’s for the greater good then---”
“Then sacrifices must be made? That’s the type of thinking that got us in this predicament in the first place! I’m tired of old men sitting on their asses, quick to press the big bad red button when things get dicey. We used to be respectable, you know. Now we’re known for being posh, stuck-up mages in some cloggy room and it’s not thanks to you lot.”
“I know you’re not talking when you agreed to move on back then, so if anyone is to blame, don’t forget yourself, you son of a---”
“Where is this location? Can we not send our guild members over, to do something? With the combined efforts, I’m sure we have more than enough manpower to burn this twig to the ground.”
“I’m sick of this, it’s time to erase this stain from history for good.”
“Yeah, sounds about right you bastard, I don’t know how the people voted for you when your crooked and evil ways are so apparently.”
“I get results, I can’t say the same for you, can I? Rotten people pleaser, are we? You know what they call people like that where I’m from? A bitch.”
“I hope that fucking Dark Mage gets you next, you Etherion crazed motherfuc--”
Siegrain let out a miniscule snort to that.
“PLEASE, ENOUGH!”
It’s amazing how raw and nasty an older generation can get when pushed, Makarov sighed. The old prejudices from how they grew up was starting to seep back into their insults as everyone shouted against each other; Etherion or No-Etherion.
“I’m placing my vote down for the approval of the usage of Etherion,” Ultear states next, crossing her arms as she let go of Siegran’s hand. It would be a lie if she wasn’t curious to see how such a mechanism worked, and if could be used again for other reasons in the future. Information is what she gains if nothing else from this dramatic spectacle. “The Magic Council has had years to take care of this problem, and this is the result of such “effort”. Drastic measures must be taken in order to make sure that evil can’t prevail.”
Technically, were they the evil ones here though?
Not that Ultear cares much.
She’s just playing her part in his game after all, sticking to the script that he patiently presented for her. Let them see how it plays out.
“Three more votes, please.” Siegrain pleaded turning to give a killing blow as he looked Makarov in the eye.
“For justice.”
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Juvia was not surprised to see a long line of useless grunts awaiting for them as they made their way towards the dark, menacing tower. Phantom Lord had often hired footmen to do the lame work of “keeping watch”, when the morbid truth was that these men were never going to able to defeat the caliber of magic that they were hired to “defend against”. Their screams were the signal of enemies approaching, and with the insight she’s learned over these last few weeks with Fairytail…
She wonders if the money was worth the pain that they inevitably endure.
If they know just what they were getting into.
“There’s a lot of them here, even if they seem to be just musclemen.” Gray pointed out the obvious, and Juvia huffed under her breath. That was one thing that Fairytail was a bit different in, they sure like to point out what was right in front of them as if they all couldn’t see and understand the situation. It was somewhat adorable.
“Juvia suggests finding another alternative route.”
“I agree.” Lucy said as she narrowed her eyes at the enemy, off to the side. They were out of sight for now, but they had to continue to be careful. Natsu looked over her head and eyed the enemy, looking a bit disgruntled. “What’s wrong with taking them right now? Could be a pain later.”
“We don’t know enough about what’s going on right now. Our priority is a rescue mission, Natsu, not a demolition one.”
“Why not both?” Natsu proposed playfully with a sharp grin, turning to wink at Happy who mirrored his smile.
“Meat-head.” Gray grumbled as he rolled his eyes. “I agree with the ladies. Let’s see if we can avoid as much trouble as possible and get the fuck out of here as fast as we can.”
Natsu sighed but shrugged, letting the others take the lead as he took the rear end, making sure that no one was following them with his enhanced sense. His eyes sharpened as he peered through, looking into the darkness of the night with little effort. Being raised by a dragon and influence heavily with dragon slayer magic had affected him in ways that even reached biological. While he didn’t have complete night-vision sight, his vision was considerably better than the other three that were before them.
He would be in the front, but Lucy insisted that she could be able to identify if someone was coming near thanks to her own form of sensoring. And who was Natsu to deny her insistence?
“Wait--” Lucy said as she stopped walking and crouched down, touching the large pool of water that had become visible the closer they approached. Juvia eyed the water hole and looked around at the cave surroundings. “Do you think we can approach from below?”
Juvia hummed thoughtfully, “Juvia would have to investigate, it should not take long.”
Quickly transforming into her water form, she became one with the water as she sunk into it fully, feeling free. It was an odd ability, having the chance to turn her whole organs into liquid matter. It does take a lot of her magic in order to remain in such a state, but her core has been strengthened by her continuous usage of it when she was a child.
Nothing more than wanting to dissolve away into a puddle, and thus she did.
Perhaps it was a psychological impact that caused her to obtain this ability, the more she thought about it. Regardless, it has proven to be rather useful for avoiding killing blows and getting into tricky places. All sorts of jobs were available thanks to her form manipulation, much like her current on in finding an alternative entrance into the tower.
Gray let out a small low whistle at the sight of Juvia’s transformation, even Natsu let out a nod of approval. “That’s pretty cool.”
“You think I could turn into pure fire one day?”
“Spirits forbid,” Lucy murmured, dreading such a thought. He was already a bundle of chaotic energy, imagining Natsu in the state of pure fire would put Makarov into a coma for sure for all of the taxes and paperwork that would sure to follow from such destruction. Gray shrugged,
“Maybe I could turn into a block of ice?”
“And what the hell would that do…”
“Um, I don’t know, be a shield I guess?” Gray suggested. Lucy just stared at Gray,
“Hello? What if you melt or something?” She couldn’t believe she was entertaining the conversation in the first place, but it was surprisingly interesting the more she thought about it. Is there a limitless potential to how one manages their magic? If you’re creative enough?
“You wouldn’t be able to move though, unlike me. I’d be a wildfire, setting charge to everything.”
“So, a literal hot mess, huh?” Gray drawled as Lucy exhaled a small laugh.
“I--What--Shut up.” Natsu playfully scowled as he crossed his arms, before Juvia made her returning appearance as she stepped out of the water, turning back to her normal human form. She let out a small smile as she nodded, “Lucy’s idea was good, Juvia has found another entrance.”
“Okay, but how do we get there? As cool as your ability to transform into water was, we all can’t do that.” Gray pointed out, and Juvia internally chuckled as she wordlessly conjured four floating orbs of water. After closing her eyes to touch them for a moment, she opened her eyes to see the rest of them staring at her with confusion on their face.
“Water helmets. It has a certain amount of air within them that will allow you to “breathe” underwater for a limited amount of time. This should help, no?”
“Um, yeah. Yeah, definitely.” Gray finished a bit lamely.
Juvia just huffed with small amusement as they placed their heads into the water helmets, following her direction as they made their way underwater.
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“You’re back.”
Vidaldus eyed his leader warily, who walked out of the instant transportation lacrima with a half-smirk on his face. Immediately, Jellal Fernandez, also known as Siegrain, walked towards a mirror and adjusted his outfit as he let out a sigh of contentment at what’s been a rather satisfying couple of hours. Towards the end, it was dragging a bit, but everything is falling into expected expectations that he’s drafted for this very moment.
He grinned cockily at himself in the mirror, running a hand through his blue hair as he glanced at Vidaldus through the glass, “The elders were asking for an intermission to let things settle, not that it would change anything. Everyone is rather clear on what side they stand on based off of what I saw, but who’s to say.”
Someone should take the unexpected route even, he wouldn’t mind. More games more variables to test. There’s a rush that comes with it, in fact.
“And the woman?”
Jellal tsked, “Ultear is a rather important figure, you know. You should treat her with more respect, she could easily take you down if she really wanted to. Her grudges run deep, outweighing whatever misogyny that’s inside of you.”
Vidaldus just scoffed but didn’t say anything more on the matter. He looked towards his side of room, where surveillance lacrimas were installed in every corner, including areas that he had no idea existed had he not been in this position. Particularly an underwater entrance, that just so happened to receive some activity within the last thirty minutes. Vidaldus leaned back in his seat and crossed his arms, staring at the newcomers to the scene.
“They have arrived, as you expected.”
Jellal beamed and walked over, grasping onto the edge of Vidaldus’s seat as he leaned to get a good look at the screen where Team Haluna and Juvia had appeared on. He let out a delighted laugh, because the grand finale was finally coming together. Truly, everything was falling into place from one way or another. Vidaldus looked up to see the shadows dancing across Jellal’s face as he smiled, blue locks of hair falling into his eyes as he allowed his malicious hunger show.
He swallowed and turned back onto the screen.
“What are you waiting for? Hit the button for the door, allow our guest the warmest of welcomes. They’ll get rid of the hired sacrifices quickly anyways, if their fame rings truth.” Jellal smirked as he drawled, eyeing Natsu Dragneel in particular. There was something about the boy that he felt drawn too, perhaps he’ll keep him around for Paradise to satisfy his curiosity.
“...I recognize the scarf of the pink haired one. That’s most likely Salamander, he’s not an easy foe.” Vidaldus spoke up, and Jellal hummed before turning his head slightly to stare at Vidaldus’s expression.
“Are you hinting that he would be a challenge for me?” He said lightly, but Vidaldus instantly froze, fearing that he spoke up at the wrong time. Jellal was such a wild card that he has no idea how he’d react to someone hinting that his own strength might not be enough, and he just might kill him for it.
The thought of potential death suddenly so near…
“Hm, noted.”
Jellal’s presence disappeared from hovering so close next to Vidaldus, and he let out an inward sigh of heavy relief. And he thought he himself was an uneasy bastard to be around, by choice, but there are worse people out there without a doubt.
And they tend to wear a smile on their face.
“Regardless, they just passed a level. Let them come, and hopefully they’ll give me a good show as I await to return to the council within the hour.”
Jellal crossed his leg in his sitting position on the throne and watched vigilantly at the screen, as Vidaldus took control, eagerly waiting for Jellal’s command to fight in order taste bloodshed and get the hell out of his presence.
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Gajeel Redfox sat in the corner of the guild hall, idlily staring at the wall as the surrounding noise was lowered and tuned out, turning into low buzz. Hard red eyes glared as thoughts raced through him, on top of the feeling of unease within the walls of the place that he destroyed moments before.
It was late in the morning, but Gajeel was not eager to go back to the safehouse that he had been housed in for the last couple of weeks. There was nothing waiting for him to go back, except for a bed and maybe cold soup. The few people that lingered around either ignored him completely, or were giving him looks from across the rooms.
The idiot duo were definitely the ones glaring at him, as he felt their intent piercing into his back. They were weak as fuck, and their little love taps had barely hurt the first time. He didn’t give a fuck about them at all, they were insects, but he tolerated their little tantrums. Whatever, he didn’t really feel like fighting them anyways.
It’s been a couple days since the incident anyways, and no one has been rather vocal about what happened either. Just leaving him the fuck alone, which he gladly appreciated. If someone had approached him about some bullshit regarding turning a new leaf and joining, that probably would be a breaking point.
Maybe.
He’s not really sure how he feels these days, actually.
But one thing’s for certain, and that’s the fact that Dewy has been gone for far too long for him to feel comfortable. He will give it to Makarov, he was right about his feelings for his comrade. They had been through a lot together, and she wasn’t annoying. Therefore, Gajeel sees her as the closest thing as he has to a friend, and the last time they had spoken was with her calling him a coward and storming off to take matters into her own hands.
And maybe…Juvia was stronger than Gajeel was too.
It seems as if the definition of strength has been melting and molding, changing for him these days.
“So how long do you plan to sit by yourself in your emo glory?”
Gajeel snapped his eyes towards the drunkard brunette that seemed to be fearless as shameless as she called over to him, being one of the only ones left at this hour. It was idiot duo, their leader, white haired woman, drunkard brunette, and green gunslinger. He just stared at her, hoping that his failure to answer meant to leave him alone.
He was just waiting for Juvia to come back, so that they could talk and well.
Talk.
“I told you, the blue-haired chick is probably frolicking with our Gray at the casino, as she was invited to come along for. Go home and come back tomorrow, I’m sure they’ll be back soon.” Cana Alberona waved lazily in Gajeel direction, shooing him off as she let out a tired yawn. Gajeel just grunted as he narrowed his eyes at her,
“I don’t take orders from you. Fuck off, I’ll do what I want.”
To his slight surprise, Cana simply barked off a laugh as crossed her arms. “Whatever.”
“You could always leave, you know. This is Fairytail’s guild hall, so feel free to take your ass and leave to go back on your own.” Jet sneered, before letting out a laugh, “Oh that’s right, Phantom Lord no longer exists. Nowhere to go now? That’s normally how it goes for villains.”
Gajeel’s eye twitched as he glared at Jet, clenching his jaw. “Shut the fuck up. You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“I know damn well what I’m talking about.” Jet hissed as he got up, ready to rumble once more. “It doesn’t take rocket science to know why you’re here. You don’t have anyone else, not even from your own fucking guild. Isolated from even your family, you’re just a real piece of work aren’t you? Feeling lonely?”
The table slammed off to the side as Gajeel felt rage course through his veins. It’s a bit surprising, considering that he was one to just scoff things off or just glared and hiss curses, but never truly getting angry over it. Deep down he knew why he was getting upset over his words though.
He was right.
Gajeel’s red eyes flared as he got up to stalk over towards Jet, letting his mouth run wildly as thoughts of violence raced. “You fucking got me, Dr. Headass. Congratulations, you’ve successfully pissed me off. I might be alone, but then again, I didn’t need anyone else’s help to beat your fucking as--”
Brown eyes laced with fear and apprehension catches his attention. They are quickly replaced with a flashback of pained, but determined eyes that never yielded, catching Gajeel by surprise and he roughly swallows the rest of his words, remembering where he was. Yeah, mentioning the fact that he had already beaten them thoroughly in their own territory wasn’t the best idea.
His arm turned back to normal (he didn’t even know he had already transformed into iron), as he let out a hiss of annoyance and glared one last time at Jet before turning back around. There, he saw that Mirajane Strauss, Cana Alberona, and Bisca Mulan were already position accordingly should anything pop off.
Gajeel glanced down at Bisca’s fingering of her gun, and she gave him a grin. “Howdy.”
He didn’t respond as he stalked back towards his side of Fairytail, pinching the bridge of his nose as let out a sigh. Turmoil. He was stuck inside a never-ending whirl of turmoil and it was getting to him.
Cana was quick to glare at Jet, who couldn’t meet her eye. “Stop this childish shit, please.”
Because you know damn well it would’ve taken everyone in this guild right now to stop Gajeel, goes unspoken. Cana gives a curious look to Gajeel, knowing that he most likely knew that there was a good possibility that he could take everyone on right now, and come out winning. Mirajane might have her magic back, but she wasn’t suddenly the mage that she was before. She has a long road to get back to her S-Rank glory, where as Gajeel was probably already at that level strength-wise.
“I need a smoke,” Cana sighs underneath her breath, but a quick glare from Mirajane had her quickly taking back her words with a stammer. Mirajane would kill her if she went back to cross-fading again. Bisca just chuckled at the exchange, taking out her own cigarette and making sure to wave it in front of Cana’s slightly jealous face as she got up to step outside.
That’s when something dropped in front of the door, and without looking Bisca shouts over her shoulder,
“Hey Mira, Fiore News just released their latest edition.” Bisca looked down to briefly glance at the front cover of the magazine.
“Oh, is it a good one?”
“Uh, not really. It’s just about the casin--” Bisca’s cigarette dropped from her hand as her eyes widened and she let out a shocked noise that caught the attention of Gajeel, who glanced over at her. Quickly noting her shaking hands, he got over and snatched the magazine from her, quickly reading the front cover of the page only to let out a low growl and crush the magazine in his hands.
“You fucking people distracted me, and now --” Gajeel turned to slam out the doors of Fairytail, before Mirajane grabbed him by the arm in an effort to get him to stay still. He froze and stared down at her hand on his arm, and she looked him in the eye with a frown on her face.
“Gajeel? What’s wrong, what was on the magazine?”
Why the fuck do you care?
That was on the tip of his tongue, as Gajeel glared at the offending hand, but he wordlessly handed her the crushed magazine. Mirajane flashed another concerned look before she gasped, eyes widening at the main page.
“ BREAKING NEWS: Fiore Casino In Bloody Ruin?! Reports say that it was the act of dark mages, and that a fierce battle took place. Who was the blonde heroine of this tale!?”
On the cover was a photo of the back of a bloodied Lucy Heartfilia who was in the middle of fighting some woman, and Juvia running towards her direction look worse for wear as well. Some brave civilian was able to capture this moment before they ran for safety, alerting the proper authorities and whatnot.
After allowing the white haired woman to express her shock, Gajeel ripped his arm out of her grasp and clenched his fists.
Ring Ring Ring!
Cana walked over to answer the communication lacrima, which showed the pensive face of Makarov staring back at her. She crossed her arms, taking note of his seriousness. “Makarov, there’s something that you need to know.”
“I’m afraid whatever it is, it doesn’t compare in value to the mission I’m about to send whomever is active right now. Who is still at the guild hall?”
“Myself, Mira, Jet, Droy, Levy, Bisca…and Gajeel, if he counts.”
Makarov had a thoughtful look on his face before he nodded.
“Give me Mira, Levy, Bisca, and Gajeel.”
“For what, exactly?” Cana wondered aloud.
Makarov’s expression grew grim for a moment, as he let out a tired sigh.
“What do you know about Dark Mages and the R-System?”
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Three votes to go.
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The door slams open, and it startles everyone who was still drying off from their underwater adventure. They already had to deal with the grunts that were awaiting them at the end of the water cave, and then some mysterious door had opened once they had finished battling them, which totally wasn’t creepy at all. Natsu had managed to set his shirt on fire and burning it on accident much to the amusement of the rest of them, and even some slight ogling.
He was in the middle of helping Gray dry off, reluctantly, when another set of doors opens to reveal a solmen Erza who looked as if she was seeing ghosts. Haunted, as blood drips from her armor and onto her hair, normally a vibrant scarlet but was now just red. She blinked a couple of times at the sight of them, as both parties stared at each other.
“Oh my god, Erza?! Are you okay?!” Lucy rushed over towards Erza, who seemed just as surprised to see them as they were to see her so fast. If she was already okay, then they could leave as soon as possible!
“I-I’m fine--How the hell are you guys here?” Erza asked instead as she looked at everyone’s state, noting their appearance. Cuts and bruises that have yet to heal, no thanks to her actions. Yet another reason to feel shame, for she had failed to protect and defend her family.
Her…other family?
Natsu tapped his nose, “Followed you here by scent. We came to rescue you.”
“Rescue me?” Erza said incredulously, and Gray looked at her as if she was acting dumb.
“Were you not knocked out and kidnapped? Did you think we were just going to leave you here?” He was a bit hurt at the thought, and Erza’s eyes widened at the accusation as she shook her head.
“No! I just…” Erza suddenly had that haunted look again, and Natsu suddenly had a feeling that this wasn’t going to be as simple as he thought it was going to be.
“Have you seen a blue-haired man around here? Red symbol across the side of his face?” Erza suddenly asked with urgency, looking around as she searched for something.
“Um no? Why do you ask?” Lucy asked, noting Erza’s slightly erratic behavior. Something clearly was off.
“And what the fuck are you looking for?” Gray frowned, as Erza walked right past him, eyes still searching for something high up. It wasn’t until she paused and aimed her sword upwards like a javelin, piercing into some lacrima that was hidden in a corner, that she turned around to answer both of their questions.
“I’m looking for him, and to do so, I need to keep an eye out for surveillance lacrimas. There’s no telling if he’s watching.” Erza said darkly, and Natsu took a step forward towards her.
“ Who. ”
But Erza clamped up, eyes looking as if they were loaded with worry but there was a resolution in her eyes. She clearly was going to hunt this blue haired man down if that’s the last thing she’ll do. Gray and Natsu knew that look in her eye all too well.
“You all have to go back.”
“You should know how stupid of a question that is, Erza.” Lucy said firmly, “We’re not going anywhere until you tell us what’s going on and why we should abandon you.”
“It’s my problem that I have to deal with--” Erza protested weakly, but the stern looks of her friends caused her to sigh as she shook her head. They were a stubborn lot, and she did trust them. Even if she didn’t want them to get hurt. So she tells them about the R-System, and her childhood. How she grew up as a slave, and managed to escape but at the cost of her other family as hostage.
That the Dark Mage’s named was actually Zeref, and for some reason, it made Natsu feel itchy the moment he heard that name. That Zeref created all of these dark artifacts like the tower, Lullaby the flute, and probably the Demon, Deliora.
“Didn’t they call you a traitor, though?” Lucy asked hesitantly, but Erza just gestured around them. To take a look around and look at the environment they were in. Bleak and darkness for years, if you found out that someone had the capability to free from this hellish space for all of this time but they decided to live their own lives, would you think the same? Would you curse their name, and wish that they get to suffer too?
That they indirectly took their happiness away?
“Was it a lie that I hadn’t abandoned and betrayed them? I could have saved them, but I didn’t.”
“You didn’t know.”
Erza just frowned, disgusted with her ownself. “He probably came up with a more elaborate lie about my absence, but does it matter? They hate me and who can blame them.”
She’s silent, staring everyone in the eye one by one, “I will be the one to defeat Jellal. Leave, while you still can. He’s not…this will not be an easy fight.”
“I’m not leaving you.” Gray and Natsu said at the same time. This time, instead of looking at each other in annoyance, they just nodded at their sychronization before standing before Erza, just as they did when they were younger. How could they leave their sister here behind in her time of need? They have never seen her so vulnerable looking before, and they don’t plan to abandon her in her time of need.
Lucy and Juvia just nodded their determination, giving Erza reassuring smiles.
Happy saluted as he rested on top of Natsu.
“You lying bitch.”
Natsu’s eyes narrowed as he whips around to confront the person who said that, but Erza just placed a hand on top of his shoulder and shook her head. Her eyes grew slightly soft at the sight of the blonde hair boy who pointed at Erza, staring at her with contempt. Sho shouted,
“Y-You’re lying! He told us that you had bombs and that he saved us. You fucking blew everything up, how dare you try to lie to your friends?!”
“She’s telling the truth, Sho. It’s about time that someone else around here starts to open their eyes.” Simon, the darkness-manipulation magic user, stepped out of the shadows to speak this time around. Juvia immediately summoned some of the water from the entrance of the cave, and poised it menacingly in front of Simon, who raised his hands in surrender.
“Please.”
“Juvia will not be fooled.” Juvia stated coldly, remembering her fight with him at the casino.
“Erza, please. I’ve always known that Jellal wasn’t the same as he was when we were younger, the others do too deep down too. Millianna doesn’t want to think too much about it, Wally doesn’t care anymore and just wants to survive. Sho…look at him. He’s brainwashed by Jellal and his ideals, but not me. I remember more than what Jellal spoke about, and I never forgot how certain things didn’t line up. I’ve always believed in you, Erza. I know you didn’t betray us.”
“But I--”
“Erza, you lived your life. You do not owe us anything, just as we don’t owe you. We always said that we hoped one of us made it out to live a better life for the rest of us, remember? It still applies now.” Simon expressed softly, smiling sadly at Erza who was staring at him with tears in her eyes. It was not her fault that she decided to live better and move on with her life, at such a young age.
The world was just cruel.
“Simon, you traitor .” Sho spatted at him, but Simon just shook his head sadly at Sho’s words. He should’ve stopped Jellal’s words from getting to him, but Jellal…he was unpredictable. And Simon was a coward.
“I will help you defeat him.” Simon pledges and nods firmly. Sho attempts to gather his magic in order to stop him, but fails when Lucy binds him with the flick of her wrist thanks to her whip. Juvia still glares at Simon, but Erza’s actions made her relaxes her magic, opting to retreat and keeping an eye on him from afar. Lucy finishes trapping Sho, and he glares harshly at the blonde before Natsu comes over and knocks him out, moving his body off to the side as they planned to split up and get ready for an action plan.
“I don’t want anyone fighting Jellal, except me. This is personal. For the rest of them…I ask that we don’t hurt them badly, but to incapacitate them instead.”
Natsu stayed silent as everyone agreed, because if he saw that gunslinging bastard who had shot him in the mouth and nearly killed him the first time…he feels the rage firing inside of him at the mere thought of Wally.
Maybe he should return the favor ten-fold.
“There are a couple main routes that we can take in order to reach the top, where Jellal is. If we split up and take the routes, we should be able to meet up at the top before the throne room.”
“Throne room?”
“He’s grown to have a bit of flair and eccentrics in him over the years.” Simon drawled.
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Two votes to go.
To Be Continued.
Notes:
Pt. 2 will be released no later than Oct. 27th (Spirits Willing).
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More changes will be relevant as you see how I've transformed this arc.
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Chapter 31: Chapter 26
Summary:
A DAY LATE BUT IT STILL COUNTS!!!
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
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Chapter Text
[ Tower of Heaven Arc {6} ]
“I don’t trust him.”
Gray whispers the words lowly as he glared at the back of Simon’s head, wondering just where the hell he came from and what he was really scheming by suddenly pairing up with them.
‘Oh Erza, I’ve always known you were out there and knew you would come back and yadda yadda..’ Gray snorted, yeah right. Cut the bullshit. There’s no way he was thinking about Erza in a space like this after all these years.
“Juvia feels the same.”
“It’s a little weird, but there’s always a chance that he’s telling the truth? Maybe he had a spark of courage when he saw Erza again.” Lucy supplied hopefully, but Gray just gave her a scowl in return.
“It’s never too late to turn things around.” Natsu said, nodding his head in agreement. While it was a little bit odd to have Simon step out of the shadows at the perfectly timed moment to show his secret allegiance, Natsu decided that he’ll look into the positive aspect of it and he quietly chooses to have faith. To believe that there weren’t any underlying scheming from the man.
Gray just sighed as he narrowed his eyes at the man, “Whatever. I’m going to keep an eye out regardless, and if he fucks us over, don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
Juvia remained silent, but she felt the exact same way. She might be paying even sharper attention to Simon than even Gray, just waiting to pounce the moment she suspects something that is off. Her eyes inspect his back, smiling minisculely at the stab wound that she had inflicted hours prior at their meeting in the casino. Thanks to being a mage, the healing rate is abnormally fast, but it was good to see that she managed to inflict some damage to him previously.
There was a strong feeling that overcame her at the thought of being able to protect and defend her newfound friends, though it was hard to put a name on it.
She was always learning something new with Fairytail.
“I’m choosing to see the good, this time.” Natsu quietly tells Lucy as they walked through the dark tower, following Erza and Simon’s lead. He’s been noticing just how depressing the place is, and--and what if Erza and their presence gave Simon the chance to speak up properly? Living in an environment like this for years really does give an air of hopelessness to it. Nothing but water surrounding their vicinity, and was there much that he could do?
Maybe Simon’s been waiting for a chance, for help.
“Not everyone has the power to make change like us, with the use of their own power.” Lucy acknowledged.
“You gave Kageyama a chance back then as well.” Lucy noted.
“Who?”
“The man with the flute back in Eisenwald.”
“Ah right, gosh it’s been a while huh.” Natsu blinked in surprise at the memory, understanding Lucy’s point. Kageyama had been freshly betrayed by his comrades, stabbed in the literal back. It had made Natsu so angry back then, because if no one else, how could your own friends do that to you? Even if he was the enemy, Kageyama’s look of shock and pain from his wound was something that really shook Natsu at the time.
He couldn’t imagine doing something like that to his people.
“I remember being surprised, and wondering if that was the right move at the time. To take him with us. Was he not the enemy still?” Lucy pondered aloud, reflecting her emotions at the time. Was she not a good person, for not even thinking to bring the injured man along with them? What happened if they were to have left Kageyama? Would he have died from his wounds?
“But it didn’t matter to you, you wanted to bring him anyways.” Lucy smiled at the thought.
‘It really morphed my opinion of you.’
Natsu just flushed a bit and rubbed the back of his head. “He was really hurt, it wasn’t anything crazy. I just thought he deserved a second chance after experiencing something like that. An eye opener, you know?”
“That was incredibly thoughtful.”
“Well, thanks I guess.” Natsu flushed a bit darker before huffing. “Seriously, it wasn’t that big of a deal.”
It was to me, though. Lucy lets the words disappear into her mind however, as she just softly smiled at Natsu. Natsu Dragneel, who had first glance seems as if he’s a bit slow in the mind but replaces that lacking area with heart and pride. Who is a bit trigger happy with the fights, but never wants to hurt anyone who doesn’t deserve it. Natsu Dragneel, who grows angry and irrational when those he loves is hurt, but on the other hand, turns around and shows genuine compassion for even his enemies if he sees growth and change.
“Not everything is black and white. I’ve always known this of course, learning first hand growing up with my father. But even still, it’s--Natsu, you’re a really good guy, I hope you know.” And she’s learned a lot from him, including deciding that she’ll take a lead out of his book and give Simon a chance.
Natsu doesn’t answer as he looks away, but his ears are red and it makes Lucy giggle. He isn’t sure how to feel about the compliment, really. Would she still feel the same way if she knew about the dark urges that he has to resist whenever there is violence? That sometimes, it feels as if he had the power to destroy everything and that he would like it. Black marks appearing on his skin if he loses too much of himself, his dragon instincts going overdrive if pushed to the edge.
Like a bomb on the brink of popping off, not even worthy of being placed upon a pedestal.
Because he always feels a bit crazy, and he isn’t sure if there’s anyone in the world who could understand the feeling.
Well, except maybe Gaj--uh, well maybe him.
“I-I just fight for justice.”
“You sound like Erza.”
“Awesome, though one day I’ll be even better.” Natsu said easily, grinning. It was in fact Erza who gave him that guidance, in a way. Their definitions of justice is a bit different, crafted perfectly for them, but he won’t deny the impact she’s had on his life, especially when becoming more human. It hurts a bit to see her in this state, she’s always been so confident.
It makes him fired up to bring this Jellal man down, but a bit wary as well. If Erza was a bit shaken by his potential…she was an S-Rank mage, a considerable measurement in the overall standard of magical power. He could totally be a loser now, but if Erza is right to be cautious and worried…
Natsu feels as if this might take a lot to defeat him thoroughly.
Eventually, they reach a crossroads and they decide that the best way to tackle this was to split up. When Simon suggests it verbally, Juvia was the first person to glare at him before she grabs Lucy by the hand and walks off in the direction opposite to the guy. She wasn’t going to let his darkness powers attempt to be used to hurt Lucy, casino royale with the cat lady still fresh in her mind. What if Lucy freezes up again?
Juvia will protect her, personally.
Simon let out a nervous stutter at Juvia’s slightly murderous expression as he raised his hands, before looking at the others. Erza looked as if she was ready to walk off at any given moment by herself, while the dark-haired boy gave him a scowl as he crossed his arms.
Natsu looked around after he waved at Lucy before letting out a sigh, “C’mon, uh Seth, was it?”
“It’s Simon.”
“Right, let’s go this way!” Natsu said with a chuckle. Ice Prick looked as if he was one scowl away from interrogating the poor guy about his intentions, and Erza looked as if she was on a conquest by herself. He’ll respect her quiet wish to handle things on her own of course, but he’ll help her with any obstacle that threatens her end goal. Uh, something also told Natsu to absolutely not let Simon and Gray go together, so here’s what was left.
Rain woman had already stolen his Lucy anyways.
“You owe me!” Natsu stuck his tongue out to Gray childishly before he called for Happy, and they walked down another path with Simon trailing warily after them.
All that remained was Erza and Gray, looking at the two other paths before them. Erza took in a deep breath, and looked over at Gray, giving him a small smile. It makes the tension leave from Gray a bit, relaxing his shoulders slightly. If she could still make an expression like that, then she was going to be alright being by herself, he briefly thought. She’s been rather quiet and subdued, he had been worried.
“Don’t worry, I will be fine, Gray.” Erza looks a him a bit fondly as Gray flushed.
“I knew that, I wasn’t that worried!”
“Hm, is that so?”
Suddenly, Gray feels like a kid again.
“You know we got your back right?”
Erza furrowed her brow, “Of course, I wouldn’t ask for anyone else--”
“I’m being serious.” Gray firmly stated, looking to the ground. Being S-Rank and all, it does give you a feeling of power but responsibility. Erza is great with that sort of thing, but doesn’t it also feel as if you’re the only one with enough power to do anything? Not to say that those whom aren’t S-Ranks aren’t powerful, Gray knew that wasn’t the case at all. But he can imagine that sort of title comes with a quiet burden of always needing to prove that you’re strong enough to keep going, for everyone else’s sake.
That if you fall, so will everyone else.
“We will catch you if you fall.”
Erza felt her heart skip a beat at the words. Not in a romantic way, she has never seen Gray in that light. Her heart skipped a beat (in fear or shock, perhaps?) because she’s never really thought about--about falling. It’s a bit frightening to think that she could be on the verge of falling today, she already feels out of depth and overwhelmed.
She had no idea that she needed to hear that, right at this moment.
“Thank you, Gray.” She said softly as she proceeded to walk down her path. Perhaps he saw something within her demeanor that caused him to speak up, he’s always been rather observant even when they were younger. Gray has always spoken what was on his mind if he was serious about it, it was his way of showing he cared.
Today will take everything out of her, she already has been bracing herself for it. All of the variables were there, and it was just a tale waiting to reach it’s climax at this point. Her nerves haven’t been settled, and she still feels a bit uneasy as she stares into another surveillance lacrima.
Maybe on the other end, Jellal was staring back at her, eagerly awaiting her next moves like the twisted bastard she had seen him transform to become.
In any case, she sets her jaw and narrows her eyes as she pierces through the lacrima.
And walks down towards the next path of her fate.
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Cats.
Happy was appalled at the sight.
Natsu was just in shock.
There were alot of fucking cats in this room, and he briefly wondered if Simon was seeing the same thing in the route that he took. There was eventually two ways to take off of the one that they had shared, and Simon was alright with splitting up. Said that he had the advantage anyways, as the others haven’t realized that he was plotting against Jellal now. Well, unless they had found the unconscious Sho that they had left behind.
That would just be rather unlucky.
“A-Aye, this place is crazy!”
“It’s definitely something…” Natsu looked around in slight fear and shock. He understood having favorite things and to collect stuff, but this was a lot . Like an obsession or something, he mindlessly thought as he fingered a cat costume, marveling the massive head. He saw the large hole, and grew curious.
Should he stick his head in it, was it possible?
He looked towards Happy, “Think I could do it?”
“It’s not a good idea…” Happy admitted but he eyed the costume head and grinned. “Betcha you’ll look cool though!”
Natsu chuckled, before setting the costume head down. Perhaps what surprised him the most was how bright and soft this room felt compared to the tower.
“Oh my gosh!” A voice squealed. Suddenly, Happy was snatched from the air, and Natsu had whipped around to see that he was being hugged to death by a woman with whiskers and cat ears on her head. She rubbed her cheeks across Happy, who looked at Natsu for desperate help as he squeaked in surprise.
Natsu thinks he recognizes her smell though, and narrows his eyes as he quietly approaches the woman.
“Oh!” Millianna states as she sees Natsu inching closer to her, and her magic flares up. Natsu’s flames quickly activated, spreading to his arms as his eyebrows furrowed. “Gimmie back Happy.”
“Happy?”
“That’s me!” Happy squeaked out as Millianna gasped again at the fact that he could talk, before squealing and hugging him around once more. If they weren’t in the circumstances they were in, Natsu would’ve thought it was kind of adorable. Too bad she seemed to be allied with Jellal.
“Wait, who are you and why are you here?” Millianna said after she calmed down. She was still holding Happy tightly, as she glared at Natsu.
“I uh, well, I’m here for my…friend.”
“ I don’t know you .” Millianna’s eyes flashed.
“Don’t hurt him!” Happy pleaded, realizing that he had an advantage. Millianna clearly loved cats, and he was willing to abuse that priviledge and get her to stop fighting with Natsu. “That’s my friend!”
“Like your owner? Is this talking blue cat your pet?” Millianna asked Natsu with a cautious curiosity.
Natsu winced at the phrasing. He doesn’t like it when people think of Happy as a pet, that was his best friend. “No, he’s my best friend. Please release him, I don’t wanna have to fight you for it.”
At first, she wanted to keep Happy forever and planned to fight Natsu for him. A talking cat? It was as if Happy had stepped out of her dreams and entered her reality. It was at a perfect time too, Jellal was getting a bit scary again as things were approaching the doomsday time. It was hard to even come here for a break, but Happy’s appearance…was it a sign? Did Jellal send this to her as an apology?
It was a present! A treat for what’s to come in Paradise!
But she doesn’t want to separate the bond of the pink haired man and Happy…if someone had stolen her favorite cat plushie, oh the things she would’ve done!
“I-I want Happy though. He’s so cute!” Millianna gushed.
“No! I want him too. I’ve raised him since he hatched from an egg!” Natsu stomped his foot.
“Cats hatch from eggs?! Tell me more!” It’s not like she would know, being a slave her entire life.
A cleared throat interrupts their mini spat.
“How about, let’s stop fraternizing with the enemy, eh Milly?”
Click .
The tell-tale sound of a gun-cocking directly behind Natsu makes him freeze, body spasming from the ghost pain of the gunshot wound that he had hours before. Bile comes up for a moment with a metallic twang to it as Natsu swallows harshly before letting out a stuttered breath. He shakily breathes, clenching his fist as he remains still.
Wally was behind him, not even paying Natsu much attention as he raised a single eyebrow of disappointment into Millianna’s direction. The latter just looks at Natsu with slightly concern, holding Happy a bit closer as she answers Wally.
“Wait, Wally…this talking cat belongs to him.”
“So? What’s that got to do with the fact that he and his cat has infiltrated the premises?”
“I just…”
“We have orders, Milly.” Wally states calmly, cocking the gun. The click echoes through Natsu’s head, feeling the press of the metal digging into his skull. Natsu feels as if he’s about to erupt as he looks at Millianna, who looks at him with a conflicted look on his face. She doesn’t want to hurt Natsu, not when he seems to know so much about the very thing she loves. She didn’t even ask him if they could share Happy to compromise!
“Jellal doesn’t like it when we disappoint him.”
Millianna flinches at the words, and it seems to overpower whatever confliction she had moments prior as she narrowed her eyes at Natsu. Gently places Happy down, she gathered her magic in preparation to help Wally stop Natsu. Wally nodded his approval, before he’s slammed across the room by an angry Natsu who’s had enough of the suspension.
Wally rubs his jaw and gets up from the plushie tower, that had softened the blow. He materializes his hand into a gun again, hat askrew on top of his head as he hummed.
“To be surprised, I thought I killed you earlier.”
Natsu snarls at him, hair flickering with flames. “Don’t worry, I’ll return the favor.”
Millianna casts rope binding spell, the force of it knocking into Natsu causing him to stumble back a bit. He lets out a curse as he trips, falling back as his arms were bounded to his body. By some miracle, his head lands inside a massive cat head costume, and groans into it for a moment before wiggling upright. He uses his arms to try and brute force his way out the binds, but find that it only grew tighter much to his annoyance.
He couldn’t even take off the stupid fucking helmet thing, and he had to rely on his other senses to get around.
“HAPPY!” Natsu roars for help, and Happy zooms past Millianna, who tries her best to not get caught in the cross-fire. Wally just sighs as he aims for the cat to get rid of the blue pest at first, but Millianna stops him by binding his arm with her magic as well. Wally looks down in shock and he glares at Millianna.
“Milly,” Wally warned.
“Not the cat, please Wally.”
“They need to be stopped, cat included. I’m sorry, Milly, my hands are tied here.” Wally convinced her, “You can get your own flying cat in Paradise, yeah? I’m sure there’s more in the world.”
“Y-Yeah, in Paradise.” Millianna said weakly before she unbinds Wally who let out a small sigh of relief. They had wasted too much time though, as Happy was already helping Natsu stand up by picking him up and flying him upright. The costume proved to be formidable as he tried to get Natsu’s head out of it, but it was on snug.
Bang!
Natsu lets out a large shout as suddenly, a hole of light is piercing through the darkness. It was made from a stray bullet as Wally shot at Natsu, who’s heart began to race as he began to run. Bullet holes began to decorate the costume, giving Natsu some sight but not much. It was just a bigger target for Wally to shoot at, which is what he was doing right on that moment. Natsu yelled for Happy again, and suddenly he’s flying towards Wally at a fast speed that surprised him. He headbutts Wally, and they go tumbling, with Natsu using his feet as he does some kicks in the air in an effort to hit the gunslinger. A good kick to the face leaves Wally slightly irritated as it knocks his hat off, and he points his transfigured gun at Natsu, firing.
Only for Happy to kick his “arm” and the trajectory changed last minute.
It still scared Millianna enough to have her magic waver as she gasped Happy’s name in fear, and it was weak enough for Natsu to burn his way through the magical canceling binds as he roars in outrage. Fueled by the fact that he couldn’t see very well, he heard Millianna’s shout for Happy and feared for the worst. The costume head catches on fire as Natsu teers on the edge of burning everything, the costume slowly falling to pieces as he sets his eyes on Wally.
“Polygon Transportation” Wally whispered, and Natsu hits air with a Fire Dragon Slayer’s Fist.
Wally appears behind him as he punches him, but Natsu barely flinches from the hit as he grabs Wally’s forearm and lights it on fire, eyes flashing dangerously as he got into Wally’s face and snarls, “I’ll fuck you up real good for what you did to me.”
Wally screams as he’s burned, hissing, “P-Polygon Attack.” as he morphed half of his body into 3D-shapes.
Sharp cubes pierces through Natsu who drops Wally’s arm in shock and pain as it pierces through his own skin. Thin blood trails drips from many parts of Natsu as he was kicked away, falling into a pile of plushies that start to light on fire. In the distance, he vaguely hears Happy shout for him and Millianna is yelling as well, but everything feels as if it’s in a daze. All he could focus on was making Wally suffer for what he had done to Natsu.
Make him feel the very same pain that Natsu had.
Natsu grinned and it made Wally shiver at the imagery.
A flaming, falling apart cat costume head with a manic-eyed mage that had slowly started to summon magic to defeat him. He could practically feel the power within Natsu’s upcoming attack, and he knew that he did not stand a chance against the boy in front of him. He had been lucky , Wally thinks grimly as he clutches his burnt arm that flared with a terrible pain.
And clearly, his luck had ran out.
Wally could only sigh softly, as Natsu chanted “Fire Dragon’s Wing Attack” into the space.
The light was brilliant, with hues of gold, red, and orange lighting up the room with the force of his magic. The heat was outrageous as it grew boiling hot, and Wally could watch in horror and awe as a winged figure in flames came right towards him. He hasn’t felt power like this since seeing Jellal at work.
And Wally briefly thinks as he’s slammed backwards, that if there was a chance for Jellal to fall then it could be by Natsu’s hand.
-- --
He thought that he would feel better, putting Wally into his place and have him face the same misery that he had before. Bleeding out on the roulette table, twitching and barely breathing.
Instead Natsu snaps out of his violent daze and realizes that everything was on fire .
He stands in front of the room and watches silently as Wally falls to the ground, in a burnt heap. He wasn’t dead, Natsu didn’t put enough force into his magic for it to be a killing blow. It was strong enough to knock him out instantly, and he probably passed out from the heat before he felt the brunt of the attack anyways. Still, there was something eerie about watching him fall to the ground so easily, and seeing Millianna run to him with tears in her eyes, yelling to see if Wally was okay.
Millianna looks Natsu in the eyes, and there’s fear and sadness in them.
Natsu blinks rapidly before he swallows.
He doesn’t understand.
They were the enemy, and this was supposed to feel like a job well done.
Instead, Natsu feels as if he’s the one who was the villain, as he stands as Millianna’s safe space burns to the ground.
Soon, there will be nothing left and this place will mirror what the rest of the tower was.
A void of hope.
Millianna knew that it was going to end, in hindsight. They wouldn’t live here once Paradise was achieved, you know? She would have to part with this place eventually, a haven for the darkness in her life after all this time. To have it burn to the ground however, it felt like a slap to the face and she couldn’t help but to hold back a sob.
She looks down at Wally, who is unconscious and checks his state.
She wonders if Jellal would do anything if she called for him for help.
He always has a plan, maybe he--maybe he knew this going to happen and has supplies to help Wally!
Or maybe he knew this was going to happen, and they were just sacrifices along the way.
In a way, the burning of her safe space could be a bit symbolic. She came in here to disassociate and forget, but now she has no choice but to face the madness that is waiting outside. Forcibly opening her eyes, now that there were no choices left to run to. No longer able to run away and pretend that everything was morbidly okay.
When it wasn’t.
“Leave.”
Natsu takes a step towards her, “I--I didn’t mean to destroy everything.”
Millianna didn’t say anything as she looked around, watching the flames as tears ran down her cheeks silently. She pulled Wally closer to her, and just grimaced as she sniffed, and shook her head mindlessly.
“It was already destroyed to begin with.”
A place built on lies.
“There’s no such thing as Paradise.” Millianna confessed quietly. And if there was, then it was just similar to what this room used to be. A place to forget all of your troubles and worries for a while, but the more you leech onto the facade, the harder the wake of reality would be. And Millianna was finally starting to accept the truth.
He needs to be stopped.
That is what Paradise would be, their freedom from Jellal.
“I’m sorry,” Natsu said quietly. “You should get out of here soon, it won’t be safe.”
“Haa…is there anywhere that’s safe anymore?”
It haunts Natsu a bit. For someone to exist in a place for so long that they don’t know what else could be considered as safe, other than a room full of bright colors and a cat. She doesn’t make a move to say anything else as she held her fallen friend and watches the flames with a tiredness and defeat in her posture.
Natsu walks away feeling a bit remorseful at his actions, destroying everything in the process again. In return, his anger from Jellal only grows. Already on the chopping block, he’s realized that he’s seen enough of the destruction caused by one man’s actions (ironic?). Brainwashing his friends with Paradise propoganda, harping on their younger mindsets, having them mask out the truth of their work into other objects so that they could disassociate.
It was terrible.
He walks away, with his shadow dancing from the flames that light up the dark hallway of the tower, fueled with avenging spirit.
Natsu had told Erza that he’d let her have Jellal, but it was getting hard to stand true to those words with every heavy step he takes, going higher.
--J-F--
He was just too excited, he couldn’t help himself.
Smacking his lips, he grinned as he pressed down the button for the intercom, using Magic to broadcast his words throughout the entire tower. Jellal eyed the surveillance set up, eager awaiting the looks of shock and dismay. What would Erza’s face be like? Would she stare into a lacrima, attempting to pierce Jellal’s gaze?
What would Natsu Dragneel do, who seemed to grow a darker expression with every move up the stairs?
“My my, it seems we have some guests in this lovely abode. I hope you’ve been greated with our warmest of welcomes, we’ve been waiting for you.”
Everyone froze at the words as they looked around to see where this audio was coming from. All except Erza, who just stopped in the middle of attempting to destroy another surveillance lacrima, and just stared at it with her sword inches away from the fragile surface. Jellal couldn’t bare to look away from the scarlet knight, something inside of him drawn to the sight of the woman.
“Hello, Erza.” Jellal breathes out with a wicked smile.
Erza just clenches her jaw and closes her eyes.
Jellal, he sees her mouth with a pained expression on her face and he fucking loves it.
“Let’s play a game, shall we?” Jellal continued onwards.
“I’ve deployed some of my friends as obstacles on your journey up to meet me, yes yes that much was very obvious. Big bad villain am I potrayed as, yes? I’m not evil, I just decided to take matters of change into my own hands, but I digress! Anyways, I won’t be here forever you know, Etherion will be blasted at this tower in a matter of time, and we all could die in an attempt to reach Paradise. Isn’t that crazy? All of us as sacrifices, wow ! All for the Dark Mage Zeref, anything for him .”
“He’ll make our dreams come true.”
Vidaldus cracked his knuckles as he quietly summoned the rest of the Trinity Raven, briskly walking out of the throne room as Jellal laughed and crooned on the intercom, his laugh erupting goosebumps on their skin. It was the sound of a maniac, and he wondered if his words were true about them possibly dying to Etherion, whatever the fuck that was. Well, he’s always like a good adrenaline rush.
“The orders were to stop them at all costs, but to capture the red-head.”
“Even to the death?”
Vidaldus shrugged, “I don’t care.”
“Then let’s split up.”
And Jellal finishes off with a longing sigh,
“Oh I hope you all don’t keep me waiting too long.”
Jellal stopped the announcement as he moved over to his holographic chess board, looking at the remaining pieces. He rested his head on his hand as he hummed, eyeing the possibilities. Sho had been knocked down a long time ago, Jellal always knew that he was the weakest link. So eager, yet so stupid .
Simon, Jellal scoffed, was always the most likely to become a traitor. He was the only one other than Wally that looked him in the eye over the years, but it was a different kind of light than the former. His defection was calculated years ago, but it was rather disappointing that it came true.
Looks like he’ll have to die as an example then.
Traitors weren’t allowed in Paradise, silly Simon.
Wally’s piece being knocked over was a bit interesting as he thought he was going to last longer, but perhaps it was just a matter of shit luck that he was paired against Salamander. Millianna was just there for show to keep the group more unified, as the role of a damsel in distress in a way. They wouldn’t have been nearly as cooperative if she wasn’t taken care of, but she was never meant to be an obstacle in the first place.
Judging by the distance and who was closest to who, Jellal immediately knocked down the pieces of the blonde and the bluenette. Women against Vidaldus? The misogynist man would never allow the possibility of himself to lose against such an “inferior” gender. Jellal secretly hopes he runs into Erza, just for him to scream and wallow as she mercilessly defeats him.
Instead, he watches how Erza’s opponent is most likely Ikagura, and he wonders how it’ll play out as he turns to return as his mask, Siegrain, back to the magic council that awaits for doomsday.
--L-H--
Lucy exchanged with Juvia a worried look before the latter shook her head in small dismay. Erza was right when she said that there was something wrong with their opponent. He said all of those haunting words with a smile on his face, his tone of voice made that very clear. He was a twisted one for sure.
“I just might have nightmares of this place when it’s all over.” Lucy shivered as she rubbed her arms, rigged with goosebumps.
“Juvia feels the same.”
Lucy grips her keys, ready to summon whenever she has the chance to as they walked. She gave Juvia a curious look though, recalling her face moments prior as she was snatched away by Juvia to explore their side of the tower. Rushii’s words were true the more she realized. Juvia was previous her enemy, but here she is taking her by the hand as they worked together to defeat a common one. You really don’t know where your allies could pop up from, and she was glad that she had listened to her Nee-san’s words.
“To be honest, I thought you were going to go with Gray.”
Juvia furrowed her brow, “Gray Fullbuster? Why?”
“Well you guys seemed to be getting close at the casino, taken a liking to him?” Lucy teased but it fell short as Juvia just looked at her with innocent confusion.
“Juvia does not mind Gray Fullbuster, he is…interesting. Um, nice?”
“And maybe a little handsome? Rugged ?” Lucy wiggled her eyebrows as she chuckled, while Juvia’s cheeks flushed a bit at the words. She was not completely oblivious to the man’s looks, but it wasn’t something that she had really thought about. Or had time to think about, rather. But thinking about that time that he had risked his life to save her when they had fought…it makes her feel a bit giddy. She decides to change the topic, nonchalantly stating;
“Juvia is surprised you look at someone else other than your boyfriend.”
Lucy choked hard.
“B-Boyfriend?!”
“Are you not in a relationship with Salamander?” Juvia blinked.
“What?! N-No!”
“Are you sure…”
“Yes?!”
“I see.” Juvia nodded slowly. Lucy just seemed incredibly flustered, cheeks red at the implication. Her and Natsu? Well, they were really close. And sometimes, when he touches her, her heart rate does beat a little faster. But that totally could just be the fact that she was happy to see him. Or totally mean that she was developing a crush. Ugh, noooo!
Lucy patted her cheeks to snap herself out of it as Juvia exhaled with amusement. She points at the water woman, “This is all your fault!”
“Juvia has no idea what you are talking about.”
“Yea right--” Lucy made a move to retort when she clamps her mouth shut. Juvia’s eyes narrowed as well as they began to hear a low melody course through the dark hallways, giving an eerie feeling. It was powerful, clearly a guitar that was being played heavily as they walked closer. Juvia immediately summoned some water knives as Lucy clenched her keys, following the sound.
Eventually, they both winced as their ears were being blasted off by the loud music. It was a very pale man with extremely long black hair that flew around as he shredded on his electric guitar, in what appeared to be the genre heavy metal. His tongue stuck out as he turned around to finish his Concerto of Hell, licking his lips at the prize that was in front of him. Two hot babes.
Lucy gave him a look of disgust.
“The name’s Vidaldus Taka, sweet things.” Vidaldus smirked.
“Jellal said to stop you from any means necessary but…who’s to say I can’t have a little fun?”
Notes:
Will probably be extended to a Warpath Pt. 3
UNISON RAID INCOMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So how do we think about the re-vamping of the cat fight scene? I always thought it was a bit silly and I liked that light-heartenedness in canon tbh! However obviously that would be really out of place in my style of story-telling so I really had to come up with a way that would be more impactful. In canon, Natsu was just eager to fight and when Jellal announced that this was a game, he sort of just dumbly went along with it. I think that version of Natsu just tended to have unwavering faith that they will make it out alright in the end which is why he tended to make those choices.
Thus why I feel as if with this rewriting, making Natsu more empathetic was the correct choice. Even for his enemies, Natsu has always shown to display a level of fairness and compassion for them (even in canon). The goal is to defeat the enemy of course, but taking a step back to look at the complete damage can really change your perspective of things. Natsu knew that he had to defeat Wally and Milleanna, but he didn't want to burn Milleanna's home as a result. It seems unavoidable in this case, but it only drives that thought of him being only good for destruction in the end even if it's with good intentions. I was always confused at why a place like Milleanna's room was the only bright place in the Tower, and then I realized that perhaps it was a coping mechanism and a place to hide away when the reality of their situation and what they have/are doing is too strong.
It sort of changes your perspective, I think.
Originally I was going to have the Unison Raid in this chapter but I needed more time to cultivate it. It's Juvia and Lucy, they will get the fight they deserve!!!
And in a nutshell;
Gray just wants to help Erza but feels like he can't do much except give encouraging words. Like a younger brother hoping to repay all that their older sibling has done for them, but it won't ever feel like it'll be enough.
Natsu struggles with the increasing anger of Jellal's actions to his own "friends" and all that's come from it.
Erza wants this to finally end, and release herself from such internal turmoil that's left her feeling so unstable.
Lucy firmly believes that they will make it through in the end just like they've always done so far, and that Natsu is NOT her boy..friend..
Juvia is just ready to fight to protect her newfound friends with upmost loyalty, and she'll do whatever it takes, period! She also thinks that Natsu Dragneel is totally Lucy Heartfilia's lover.
And with that, I will see you next time friends!
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
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Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
Chapter 32: Chapter 27
Summary:
First and foremost, thank you all so much for the kind words wishing me luck from my finals. You all are so kind, and in return I gave the entire Sunday to writing and fine tuning this chapter. Could be a legendary one, I'm not sure but we shall see!!
Now it's been about two months since I've written Fairytail, and while I did reread my content to get a feel for what my mindset at the time was, I have to give the disclaimer that somethings might be a bit off and for that I apologize.
Please enjoy 11k words worth of content, long overdue!
Notes:
[WARNING: Character Death, (Possibly depending on you) Tiny Gross Scene ahead, subtle mentions of Cannibalism and PTSD mentions]
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
[ Tower of Heaven Arc {7} ]
“Run, Natsu!”
Natsu stiffens in apprehension.
“Wha--?”
The room that he had just entered has suddenly turned pitch dark, causing Natsu’s nerves to flare up as he immediately crouched down. Happy gasps as he drops to the ground, standing near Natsu who’s eyes adjusted quickly to the darker surroundings. Blinking a couple times, he hears Simon before he sees him first, shouting for Natsu to run away frantically.
He lights his hand on fire, and stares at the owl beastly man, who paused his assault on the downed Simon in order to stare at the dragon slayer with small, beady eyes. Natsu and Happy could only stare in horror at the sight of a beaten and scratched Simon, struggling against the pinning of the Owled Man. Simon snaps his head towards the source of light and stutters,
“G-Get out of here, Natsu! This man is dangerous, he’s apart of the Trinity Raven.”
Natsu furrowed his brow, the light dancing across his skin, illuminating his confused expression. Why has he heard of that name before? Are they a group? A guild of some sort?
“That sounds familiar.”
Owl Man merely stared at Natsu with amusement at the words, “Well, I won’t ever downplay some fame. I am known in the lands to be quite the justice provider to evil-doers.”
Simon scoffed harshly, glaring at Fukuro with disgust. “ Justice provider ? You’re a member of Death’s Head Caucus Guild, so I would say that a phrase like that is mighty hypocritical of you to say.”
Fukuro just chuckled, leaning in closely to Simon. “Is it not justice to fight for what I believe is right? I would say that you are the hyprocrite in that case. So maybe I’ve killed a little here and there, it was in the name of order, I say. For in a world of predators, there are far too many prey.” His body baulks once he finishes his words, letting out an ear shattering, bird-like screech that sent chills down Happy’s spine. Meanwhile Natsu was reeling at the revelation that there was a member of a dark guild in front of him, feeling an influx of anger and disgust filling his nerves. How could you exist thinking that ending lives was in the name of justice?
“Your little darkness trick was cute, but owls can still see in the dark so it was fruitless. I’ll enjoy you later, however. I’m sure your meat is delicious, and your mana even more savory.”
Natsu’s blood runs cold at the carnivorous implications.
Fukuro just bends his head unnaturally, as if genuinely confused at Natsu’s expression. “I am a predator, Salamander. And my favorite meal is of my favorite prey, men and mana. But I wouldn’t worry, as I only have a craving for evil-doers!”
Fukuro turns towards Simon on the ground and raises his fist, chanting “Justice Ho Ho Hou”. If Simon had been standing, his body would’ve flown across the room from the impact. Instead, he was forced to take the brunt of it on the ground as the floor beneath him cracked immediately from the impact. Simon choked and spat out blood as he was punched in the stomach, immobilized from pain and previous injuries.
And without a chance to even blink, Fukuro was across the room in an instant with a flared punch to the face. Natsu glared venomously at him, teeth bared as he snarled animalistically. Simon continued to cough as Happy began to drag him off to the side so that he wouldn’t get anymore injuries. Head spinning with the amount of disgust he feels, Natsu’s teeth looked especially sharpened and Fukuro nodded in approval as he got up from the hit.
“Ah, the eyes of a fellow predator. Despite being an evil-doer, I must ask…doesn’t it feel so good to let loose of your natural instincts?”
“My instincts are telling me to beat your ass.”
Fukuro smirked, “You can certainly try, Salamander, but I know you better than you think. See, I’m not really one to just jump into the fray without information beforehand. I take the time to stalk and watch, to take note of their weaknesses before I finish the final blow. And you, Salamander, are riddled with them.”
From your anger, to your motion sickness, I know it all. That’s the underlying message that Fukuro taunts to Natsu, who looked at him with a cold expression. “That doesn’t intimidate me one bit, bastard.”
“Fire Dragon’s ROAR!”
The famous blast of fire was sent towards Fukuro, who was surprisingly agile as he avoided the attack. Immediately he got close into Natsu’s personal space, throwing a punch. Natsu huffed as he was hit, but managed to land a Fire Dragon’s Claw that had Fukuro letting out an animalistic shriek of pain before he took several steps back. Natsu rubbed his jaw as Fukuro held his side, eyes glaring at each other sharply.
“Hmph. I see you also have quite the will.”
“It’ll be a cold day in hell before I lose to a guild like yours.” Natsu growled.
“But why would you want to eliminate someone of your caliber like myself? Salamander, I believe that we could be united in our shared sense of justice. As predators, we have the true power.” Fukuro insisted, as he dodged yet another hit from Natsu. He was surprised at the dragon slayer’s sudden resilience, as he had noticed the uneven state of his mental the moment he had walked in. Fukuro was well aware of some of the mental issues that Natsu struggled with, having watched him from afar with acute interest. It wasn’t everyday he heard of someone with the same potential tastes as him, he wanted to learn everything .
So he sat from afar and he watched.
And Natsu should be tormented right now, right?
The cold look on Natsu’s face said otherwise as he caught Fukuro, and slammed him into the ground. Fukuro gasped in pain as Natsu peered down him, fire in his eyes. “I don’t know what is in that fucked up head of yours, but don’t ever compared me to you. We are not, and will never be the same. I got my issues, whatever. But I won’t ever stoop so low to be the same as you.”
Fukuro was insulting Natsu’s personal pride at this rate. In what world did a murdering scumbag who gets off to tasting others have any relation to how Natsu lived his life? Fukuro was a different kind of demon, one that Natsu vows to put away for good.
“Ah. Well, that’s disappointing.” Fukuro says flatly before he throws Natsu off of him, who lands on his feet some distance away. Fukuro shrieks once more, causing Natsu to wince as his ears were overloaded with the sounds. Clenching his fists, Fukuro suddenly releases a bunch of missles that rapidly aim at their target, Natsu. Natsu’s eyes widened as he was hit with one, slamming into the wall as he wheezed from pain. Ducking immediately afterwards, he decided to try and force them to hit each other in order to avoid the magic. Fukuro just stood there with his arms open, unleashing the seamingless-ly never ending stream of Missile Ho Ho Hou.
Natsu was hit once more in the back, and he let out a hiss of pain.
“Yes yes , a rare delicacy is being prepared. I wonder if it will taste like a barbeque?” Fukuro muttered underneath his breath as he stared at Natsu with beady eyes. He suddenly smashed his hands together, Missile Muscle Ho Ho Hou! Using two different magicks at the same time puts a strain on his body, as blood began to pour from his ears. But it didn’t stop Fukuro, who knew that he was about to have the upperhand.
Using the Missile Muscle Ho Ho Hou, he shifted the exterior of the missiles and configured them into arms. Natsu, having not expecting such a thing to happen, let out a shout as he yanked with by the missles, and then sent at launched speed towards Fukuro. Natsu let out a shout before gagging harshly as the motion sickness had taken in affect, and at the last-ditch effort he set himself on fire.
Flaming, as he was launched at full speed at Fukuro’s massive, unhinged jaw that looked positively monstrous.
And Simon could watch in horror as Natsu barely managed to stop himself from being… swallowed into Fukuro.
Sweating and letting out loud curses, Natsu roared and screamed as he desperately fought against the missiles that were pushing him into Fukuro’s beak, hands digging into the keratin. Sharp ridges digging into his forearms as he fought against Fukuro’s jaw strength.
“What the fuck .” Natsu roared in anger as he forcibly held his mouth open, resisting whatever madness was awaiting him. But Fukuro’s tongue had wrapped slimely around his waist, and pulled with a strength that had shocked everyone in the room. Natsu slips, and Fukuro uses that chance to Capture him, swallowing him down whole as the room turned deadly silent.
Simon heart dropped to the pit of his stomach as Happy let out a wail, tearfully flying down towards Fukuro with an anguish expression on his face.
Fukuro only let out a burp as he sighed longfully, patting his stomach.
“It’s a shame that in the end, even Salamander was nothing more than prey. He was absolutely delightful though, a rare exquisite taste indeed.”
“GIVE HIM BACK!” Happy screams at Fukuro, only to be hit with a Fire Ho Ho Hou and found himself to be whimpering in pain next to Simon. But the attack looked strangely reminesent of Natsu’s Fire Dragon’s Roar, and that’s when it clicked for Simon.
“By digesting people, you obtain their magic?”
Fukuro smiled as much as he beaked allowed him, and it was as unsettling as one can imagine. “That’s right.”
He opened his mouth to gloat more, no doubt, with the doors to the other side of the room opened and entered a furrowed browed Gray Fullbuster, who had followed the noise of what he thought to be explosions. He busted through the door, and was shocked at the scene before him.
Some weird looking bird man, with Simon and Happy injured off to the side.
“Where is Natsu.” Gray asked, keeping his eye on this ominous bird man figure before him. He’s got a bad feeling, and his own gut has never let him down.
“He ate him.” To that, Gray sputtered.
“W-What the hell?”
“Oh? Yet another prey that’s made their way towards me, it seems today was meant to be a fruitful day indeed. Too bad you don’t look like you’d taste as delicious as your friend did.”
“ What the hell? ” Gray snarks as the room grew colder with his anger.
“In 10 or so minutes, I would have digested Salamander and be able to use his entire arsenal as a result. Oh I do wonder---”
Fukuro was interrupted once more when an Iced Spear had been thrown at him, before he had actived the same ability that Natsu had prior being swallowed. The intense heat of him setting himself fire had melted the spear at the last moment, but it caused Fukuro to narrow his eyes at the shirtless man before him.
Gray had already summoned another, readying himself to use it.
Fukuro huffed a breath of amusement.
“Oh? You might be worth the taste after all.”
--L-H--
It was like a web of hair, what was being launched at them. Lucy had managed to dodged some of them, but the hardened strands had managed to graze her on her arms and legs in exchange. With Juvia, she had simply activated her water body in order to dodge it. Vidaldus let out a noise of surprise at Juvia’s ability as the hair was retracted and the girls were left standing.
They were hot, but they were strong. Such a thought was a bit of a contradiction in Vidaldus’s eyes, is it not? Surely he wouldn’t be defeated by two girls . There wasn’t any possiblity of that to happen, he reassured himself.
Meanwhile Lucy took a step forwards and stood next to Juvia once more, who looked unharmed for the most part, saved for the single trail of blood that was leaking from her noise. Lucy looked at Juvia in concern, “Juvia, your nose.”
Juvia didn’t miss eye contact with Vidaldus as she exhaled and wiped her nose, “Juvia is fine, Juvia’s just shifted forms of matter too much. A side effect from solid to liquid and back, and whatnot. Besides, Juvia thinks you should be concerned with yourself more. You have cuts.”
Lucy merely waved her off, “They sting but I’ve experienced worse. Let’s just take this guy down, yeah?”
“Indeed.”
Vidaldus scowled, “Not happening.”
Hair strands attack them again, this time with more vigor. Lucy manages to take cover from a pillar, only to gasp and roll off to the side when it broke in half by the strength of his hair magic. Vidaldus whips his head, which affected the direction of the hair. It digs into Lucy’s forearms as she hisses in pain, and even taking Juvia by surprised as she didn’t transform her body fast enough. Ignoring the stinging of her arm, she lets the attack go through the rest of her body before she solidifes herself again and chanted, “Water Lock!”
A massive pool of water formed from beneath Vidaldus as he began to drown in the water bubble. He was enraged, glaring at Juvia through the watery substance. Juvia just held the bubble together, brows furrowing in concentration as Lucy silently cheered her on. Their expressions quickly paled however when they realized that the Water Lock was growing smaller and smaller.
Until nothing remained except a pissed off Vidaldus and his hair. “Your water will be absolutely useless against me, as my hair can absorb any liquid it touches. Even oil and alcohol, which would suck.”
Lucy smirks, “Then all I need to do is cut it right?”
“Open the Gate of the Crab: Cancer!”
Cancer appeared with two deconstructed scissor blades in his hands as he stared at Vidaldus. He went into an offensive position as he drawled to his summoner, “I see why you summoned me, he’s in dire need of a trim. Just look at those split ends!”
Vidaldus gasped at the accusation.
Lucy nodded solemnly, “Too far gone, I fear. Perhaps he needs to start off fresh and new. Give him hell and shave him bald, Cancer!”
“Yes ma’am.” Cancer smirked as he flashed over towards Vidaldus, who let out a scream as Cancer began to slice his way against his hair. Dodging and getting grazed, he was making decent effort with additional help of Lucy’s shoutouts towards his blindspotted areas. With an unfortunate stroke of luck, Cancer had been entangled with the hair for a brief moment as Vidaldus huffed from exertion.
While he hadn’t managed to make the man bald, he definitely was doing some damage to his hair much to Vidaldus’s displeasure. The man grabbed his guitar quickly and took the stage, pointing at Lucy with venom in his eyes.
“You want to have someone do the dirty work for you? Fine .” Vidaldus let out a nasty grin as he began to let out a harsh melody, causing Lucy to cover ears with a wince. He set his eyes onto Juvia, who was having trouble with her thoughts all of a sudden. She grit her teeth and covered her ears, but Vidaldus was determined.
“Guess I’ll just use your little friend of yours as my toy.”
Juvia began to transform, morphing the longer the music played. Lucy reached for her whip and grabbed it in order to prevent Vidaldus from doing whatever he was doing to her friend, but water stopped it half way. Shocked, Lucy turned to see that Juvia had changed into more rocker-aesthetic clothing as she had stopped Lucy’s attack. Vidaldus played a string, and it prompted Juvia to take another actions as he forced her to attack the celestial spirit against her will.
Juvia twitched and froze for a moment, before she stiffly turned her head towards Lucy.
“Kill the girl~” Vidaldus sings as he’s strumming along his guitar.
“JUV--” Lucy pales as the former Phantom Lord S-Class mage attacked her, causing her to run as water knives were being thrown into her direction. Hissing when one of them just barely misses her and cuts some of her hair off, Lucy knew that the key to breaking Juvia free was stopping Vidaldus’s concert. There wasn’t much she could do with her whip against the water, so she had no choice but to increase her allies on the field.
“Don’t worry Juvia, I’ll save you!”
So she ran towards Cancer, hoping that Juvia’s puppet like actions would just cause her to follow without hesitation, and she was right.
Ducking at another onslaught of sharpened water, it manages to help free Cancer as he’s able to have some more movement with some of the strands cut. Twisting his body to use his scissor blades to cut through the rest, Lucy didn’t hesitate to bark out orders. “Do whatever you have to do to get that guitar.”
Wordlessly, Cancer launched himself at Vidaldus who’s protecting himself simultaneously with his hair as a defense. Cancer tsked in annoyance as with every slice of strands, more replaced to defend. “Apex Crew Cut!”
A series of extreme fast lashes were performed, as Cancer made his way closer and closer to Vidaldus. He ducked, cheek getting cut as he dodged a last ditch effort to get closer. Like vines, the hair swarmed at him wrapping around his joints as he moved bit by bit. Cancer growled as he fought against his restraints before he used the remaining of his strength to launch one of his scissors blades at such a pace that it sliced through everything it touched as it spun towards its target.
Vidaldus jumped backwards, but he was never the target. The man thought that it was an effort to cut majority of his hair off in an instant, but when he saw the blade spinning with a projection being lower than his head, it was too late.
It didn’t manage to cut through the guitar clean, but he was able to cut through at least three strings of the magic item. It was enough to disturb the song that he was playing, completely changing the tune and melody of the hypnosis jam. Lucy was wrestling against Juvia on the ground, while all of the madness happened in the background. The exact moment the guitar was damaged, Juvia immediately stuttered in her attempts at Lucy’s life, her eyes tearing up as she was able to resist the mage’s intentions thanks to the efforts of Cancer.
“J-Juvia is so sorry.” She whispers out as she looks at Lucy, who just shakes her head and gives her a warm smile.
“It was never your fault, don’t worry. I said I would save you, didn’t I?” Lucy cheered, as if Juvia wasn’t moments away from doing her serious harm. Juvia looked at her outstretched hand in small awe, looking at the proof of Lucy’s seamingly endless compassion. While Juvia hadn’t thought that Lucy was going to blame her for being under the influence, she didn’t really know what to expect. It was never her intention to wish the blonde harm, and that faith was reflected right back at her without hesitation.
The look in Lucy’s eye told her that she never doubted her for a second.
For a moment Juvia thought that they could’ve been imprenetrable.
She took her hand, as she helped the blonde get off the floor and felt a sudden rush of magic that felt like it was pouring through her veins. Juvia looked at their clasped hands in awe, noticing the faint blue that was radiating off of her, while Lucy was wrapped in a faint glow of gold. Lucy blinked in surprise as well as she felt a powerful urge overcome her, as if there was a wave of power that was about to force itself through her finger tips.
Magic circles started spinning around them, twisting their flow of mana into synchronous harmony. A convergence was forming, where for a moment, it was as if everything was aligned at just the right moment for a phemnomena to happen. The power of the spirit rushing through them as they looked at each other for a moment.
“I-I don’t know what this is?” Lucy laughed breathlessly. It was such a natural, yet powerful feeling as the air began to crackle with magic energy.
Juvia laughs as well, suddenly feeling invincible. As if the previous moment didn’t even matter anymore, because they had believed in each other. That Lucy was going to save Juvia, and Juvia wasn’t going to hurt Lucy at the same time. She decided that sometimes it was best to just go with the flow, and she turned them towards Vidaldus who was still defending himself against an earnest Cancer.
“Get out of the way, Cancer!” Lucy shouted as she giggled.
Cancer furrowed his brow as he heard the brightness in his master’s voice, and turned his head only to see what could only be described as the essence of friendship. Cancer’s eyes widened at the sight of the phantom Unison Raid, the theoried ability to combine one’s mana with another in order unleash a powerful spell. It was such a difficult spell to recreate because it meant that the mages hearts had to be in unison. Their spirit, their morale, even the beating of the muscle inside of them.
Their metaphorical and literal must pulse at the same rhythm.
Unison Raid, or known in earlier centuries as “the art of harmonious unity”.
As if he could not respect his master even more, Cancer was quick to step away from the target in sight. Vidaldus narrowed his eyes in suspicion, before the growing spells from the side was growing to the point that even he couldn’t ignore. With his guitar rendered useless, he had dismissed the women as he engaged with the male celestial spirit. He was worth more of a fight than the two babes, and he had planned to enjoy watching their fight with passion once he put the dark-skinned being to rest.
But in the art of war, everyone has the potential for greatness, no matter who they are.
All it takes is one instant for the tides to change.
“What the hell,” Vidalus shouts as he watches to two teenagers glow with their own mana as they took a step together and pointed their enclosed hands with smiles on their faces. A condensed spell was spinning rapidly in the core of their embrace, with enough speed to cause their hair to start blowing.
“Unison Raid--” They began to chant, and that’s when the last unexpected act decided to showcase herself.
Aquarius summoned herself for a moment, walking out of her celestial gate with a manic gleam and grin in her eye. As usual, she had watched the fight from their domain and cursed Cancer venomously for being the one to get summoned into battle. The crustacean bastard even stuck his tongue out as he was getting warped away, but this was not an opportunity that she was going to miss.
A misogynistic pervert that was about to get his ass whipped? Aquarius, reporting for duty.
She’ll personally make sure he doesn’t get back up.
From behind the two girls, Aquarius summoned a large stream of water aimed to support the girls. She had gently placed some mana into it so that it wouldn’t disturb their conjoined spell and rather amplify it with delicacy. She then looked Vidaldus in the eye and made a slit motion with her neck, before waving cutely and throwing a middle finger at Cancer before she disappeared back into the spirit realm.
“Hey--Was that Aquarius?!” Lucy gasped in shock.
“Do not lose focus, Lucy Heartfilia! Brace yourself!” Juvia warned her as everything in the room paused in anticipated silence, before a beam of golden water had manifested, piercing through the tower. Whatever Juvia had thought was going to happen, it was nothing compared to actual spell.
“BRILLIANT HYDRO SCREW”
It was beautiful.
It had spiraled like a jet stream, taking up such a circumference that Cancer had to dive and run in order to escape the blow. Vidaldus was too late to react, and was hit face first with the golden beam that seemed endless. Lucy and Juvia had to grasp to their hands in an effort to control the amount of magic that was pouring out of them, the sheer power making it rather unstable. If they lost focus, they had the potential to destroy the entire tower at this rate.
But all that was left after the Unison Raid ended was a large hole in the wall that spanned through the entire tower.
And in the distance, the waves of the sea that surrounded them could be heard.
--B-C--
Per Makarov’s orders, the team that was forcibly assembled was making their way by boat in the middle of fucking nowhere. Bisca didn’t minded much as she was used to being in unknown terrain, tracking down prey and bounties. Unfortunately, she was probably the only one who was at peace with the arrangements, even if the circumstances was still a bit unclear.
She had expected the former Phantom Lord member to be the one acting up the most, but he just decided to brood silently with a permanent scowl in his face. Bisca wasn’t one to question Makarov’s decisions, but even she was surprised when he had told Gajeel that he had no choice in the matter of coming.
He wasn’t even a member of Fairytail.
And judging by Gajeel’s increasingly pissed expression, he was just as baffled at the audacity as well.
“He said that there was a dark mage that was threatening peace, but why send us to investigate?” Mirajane frowned as she looked out onto the sea. Levy, who was a bit stiff while being in such close proximity with Gajeel, swallowed a bit before she let out a shrug.
“T-There’s been rumors of dark mages for a while now. Everyone claims to have heard about one, but if Makarov is sending us out to investigate…” Levy trailed off but everyone there knew what she was trying to say. Rumors, gossip, they all come and go. Makarov, taking interest after all of the lies and exaggerations that tend to spread, doesn’t give comfort.
Mirajane hummed in agreement. “It’s something that we need to take seriously then for sure. He gave us an estimated location, but we’ve been out in the water for a while now…Bisca, have you seen anything yet?”
Bisca looked around using the scope of her gun in order to get a better view in the distance. Nothing but water as usual, and the brightness of the sun---
Wait, what?
It wasn’t sunrise yet, they still had about an hour left.
Bisca doubled back, staring at what she had mistakenly took as the sun through her lenses. She let out a confused sound, “Um, there’s this golden light but I’m not entirely sure…”
In the corner of her vision, she sees Gajeel stiffen and he says something too lowly for Bisca to hear. He seems agitated though, as he shuffled over to see what Bisca was looking at. She leveled a stare at him, as he just looked at her before looking away.
“Let me see.” He asked bluntly.
Bisca scoffed, “Not with that attitude.”
Gajeel huffed as he nodded, “Can I see.”
It wasn’t much better, and she’s not really sure how he made a question sound like a flat statement, but she decides to be nice and hand her gun over towards him anyways. Up close, the dragon slayer still had a youthfulness to him that he couldn’t have been more than 18 or 19. It was hard for her to see him as this big and bad guy that he once was (or still is, to be determined).
The moment he looked through it though, he let out a curse and shouted, “Everyone, get down .”
He tossed the gun back to Bisca who peered through it with a swiftness that only came with experience and let out a gasp before she crounched down immediately. “HOLY--Everybody down!”
That bright light that she had saw earlier was coming towards them at an unnatural speed, and if they continued standing, it would’ve been a direct hit. Bisca grabbed Mirajane’s hand by force and pulled her down towards her, while Gajeel whipped around and without a second thought, grabbed Levy and forced her down flat onto the boat. Levy’s stomach lurched at the touch and her stomach felt like it was burning all over again for a moment, but the phantom pain was overshadowed with disbelief and awe as a golden jet stream pulsed above them, raining golden droplets of mana.
The sheer power caused the waves to shake, which caused the boat to rock as well for a moment as it disappeared as fast as it came. Bisca’s jaw dropped, just like the rest of them. Even grumpy dragon over there’s eyes widened in shock.
It felt and looked like pure magic, really.
Bisca scrambled to get back up when it was over, and aimed her gun.
Sure enough, in the distance there was something that was forming. Something stationary, thankfully, but as the rocking boat drifted closer towards this figure, she suddenly felt as if the golden magic beam that she had just witnessed and survived was better than whatever evil ghost tower had appeared instead.
“...well he was right to be worried. I can’t say that I’m excited to dock.” Bisca grimaced as she let Mirajane take a peak through.
Gajeel got up next, narrowed his eyes as his slightly enhanced vision compared to the others allowed him to see the figure in the distance. He still was close to Levy McGarden, who seemed to be in quiet pain as she grimaced and froze. Moving towards the front of the boat, he realized that she seemed to gradually become less tense as he moved away from her. In a way, he was darkly amused, just a little bit.
Putting up a front of confidence to mask her fear of him.
The bookworm holding in her pain silently, that’s something that he would’ve done. Perhaps they were more similar than he had thought. But they were on a mission from Makarov, and that meant that everyone had to be in their best condition from whatever the fuck was awaiting them. So if him keeping his distance from the bluenette was going to help her, he’ll quietly do it.
Whatever it takes to get this shit over with so that he could get back for searching for his comrade on land.
Gajeel closed his eyes and exhaled.
She smelt of worn paper, ink, and coffee.
--J-L--
After the shock of their Unison Raid’s results, the two girls couldn’t help but squeal in a mixture of adrenaline rush, fear, and disbelief. Magic was apart of their daily lives, but they instinctively knew that whatever had just happened was nothing ordinary. It almost was like looking at a fairytail book legend, the amount of raw energy that had pulsed out of them.
“Did you see that?!” Lucy sputtered out.
“Juvia did, it was amazing. That golden shade was beautiful.”
“The pattern of the jet stream?! Just what in the world was that?” Lucy clapped her hands together in glee, feeling ready to fight once more. Call it the spirit of Fairytail resonating inside of her, but suddenly she understands the art of battle just a little bit more. There was something satisfying to see your power produce such a magical spell, especially knowing if it was for a good cause.
Vidaldus had deserved getting his ass kicked without a doubt.
A poorly stifled gasp from the side alerted that they had company once more, and the girls were quick to act without a second thought. Juvia had cooled her features into a unamused stare, while Lucy already had a hand on her keys, ready to summon. In the back of her mind, she reminded herself to summon Aquarius and Cancer to thank them for their help, especially the former.
Millianna stared at the two girls in shock as she struggled to pull an unconscious, burned Wally. She had caught the latter half of the spectacle, and couldn’t believe her eyes at the sight of such magic power. She thought only Jellal had the capabilities like that, but then a more conscious part of her mind reminded her that she could only caught the number of people she knows on one hand.
Not much to reference with, so of course there were other powerful people in the world.
And she was on the “enemy” side right now, causing her to swallow nervously at the thought. She knew that she couldn’t protect Wally and fight those girls at the same time, but she was determined to try. And who’s to say that she won’t die in this hellish tower, maybe that was her fate all along.
What the blonde said next through her for a loop, though.
Lucy opened her mouth as she looked at the battle worn girl, eyes narrowing to help her immediately as she looked at the person she was trying to help. The rigidness of the man’s side profile was familiar however, and she realized that that was the person who had shot Natsu at the casino.
He…Natsu really did a number on him.
Juvia, who already recognized her from the casino, just narrowed her eyes as she was about to attack when Lucy held out her arm to stop her. The water that had surrounded them froze as Juvia looked down at Lucy’s arm, before taking a glance at her expression. Lucy stared at the beaten pair in front of them with a serious expression, as Juvia quietly asked,
“Are you sure? They are the enemy.”
“Look at them Juves,” Lucy pursed her lips as she sighed, “They’ve already loss.”
“Juvia has experienced many missions in her life working…for Phantom Lord, and if there is one thing that she has learned is that just because they appear to be beaten does not mean they are down . If we give them mercy, what if they strike us behind our backs?”
“I…I don’t want to fight anymore.” Millianna confessed softly, and it makes Lucy’s heart ache. The sound and tremor of her voice, that wasn’t something that could be acted so easily. Her heart filled with compassion at the sight of her trying to get her friend to safety, and she hardened her resolve. Juvia’s words rang truth, but that was not what Lucy wants to believe in this moment.
“You make a solid point, but I don’t want to hurt someone anymore than they already are. That’s not my style of fighting. That being said, just because I won’t attack her or her friend, doesn’t mean she will respect my decision. Let’s split up to cover more ground.”
Juvia made a sound of protest, “J-Juvia does not wish to separate--”
Lucy hugged her, “I know that you’ve been protective of me since I froze at the casino. Thank you so much for defending me, Juvia, but I am okay now. I promise. Instead, I think you should escort this woman and her fallen friend to outside of the tower. That way, if she tries to attack us as we move on, you can eliminate her without hestiation. But if she’s telling the truth and doesn’t want to fight anymore, then all three of you can get to safety.”
Juvia furrowed her brow, “Juvia is still well to f-fight--”
A wave of dizziness hit her as she closed her eyes, her body screaming at her to take it easy for a moment. She’s transformed into different states of matter, manipulated large bodies of water, and fought at the same time, not to mention give mana for the Unison Raid. She was on the brink of mana exhaustion, but what was this feeling of fight still within her?
Logically she should take a rest, but there was something that wanted her to continue to push forwards and help Fairytail defeat this madman.
“You’re bleeding, Juvia.” Lucy whispered softly, and Juvia suddenly became aware of the blood that was trailing from her nose. She couldn’t deny it any longer, she needed to take a moment before she continued to meet the others at the top. Still, Juvia’s eyes filled with worry as she slowly nodded.
“You are right, Juvia…should take a moment and escort them down in the meantime. Juvia will come back though, so…be careful Lucy Heartfilia.” Juvia voiced just as softly in return. Lucy nodded and gave one more squeeze, before she gave a stiffer nod towards Millianna and walked in the opposite direction from where they had came from.
There was silence for a moment as Juvia remained tense in place, looking in the direction that Lucy had left to reach the top before she turned towards Millianna with a colder expression on her face. Millianna shivered but remained determined to look the water woman in the eye. She wasn’t going to attack her.
Juvia just sighed as she wiped her nose, smearing the blood before motioned for Millianna to come over. Eyes analyzed her state, before Juvia told her, “If you make sudden moves that triggers Juvia, you will regret it.”
She was not as kindhearted as Lucy was in situations like this.
Jose did not raise them that way.
Millianna just nodded as she kept her head down, slowly moving forwards with Wally lax over her body as she walked past Juvia down the hall, with Juvia taking up the rear end. Juvia couldn’t help but pity the girl with carrying the weight all by herself, and decided that the least she could do was pick up his legs.
At least to make it faster to get back with the others and thus they began to descend.
--M-D--
Makarov Dreyar was not happy that he had to result such measures. There wasn’t enough information other than the bits and pieces that Siegrain was dangling in front of them, making them worry and act irrationally on such emotions. He had been studying Siegrain for a while and decided that there was something off about the man.
Still, there was enough evidence for him to be convinced that there was Dark Magic at play, and there was no one else that he had trusted than his own guild members. And perhaps this was a test for the young iron dragon as well, putting him in an high action environment with the others and wondering what the results would be. He could only hope that Levy could forgive him for doing this so soon, but who is to say what could happen.
The bond of the battlefield is strong, and Levy has already seen first hand on the horrors of what it could be. This was a learning part for her as well, as he has noticed that she’s been looking as if she felt as if she was stagnant for a while now. She was not a fighter, not compared to some of the others, but she has realized that “not being a fighter” is no excuse for not knowing how to properly learn how to defend yourself.
And there was no teacher harsher but knowledgable than raw conflict.
Bisca had to be there for the sake of someone being consistent in terms of raw strength and magic capability, although having Gajeel there was a good backbone to have. One could say whatever they wanted about the man’s personality and his morals, but there was no denying his power.
Finally Mirajane, who is starting to step back into the shoes of what it takes to be an S-Class mage and a proud one. This is a perfect scouting mission to get her back into the feeling of her powerful magic and believing in herself once more.
It might seem hasty in the way that Makarov had formed the team, but he had given it a little bit of thought with what he had given before him.
But there are more present, in your face, matters that Makarov was preparing to deal with. He sent out a small prayer to the Spirits and to Fairytail’s founder to wish for their safety, as he steeled his face as entered the Council Room once more. It seemed that he was the last one to return, as it was already in chaos as the council members fought over the last vote to approve the usage of Etherion against the tower.
“If there’s another way, we need to take it into consideration!”
“I don’t see anyone sharing other ideas on the board…”
“Shut the hell up you old geezer, I told you to send the guilds out!”
“And if they don’t get there in time? What if we are on a time constraint and they are ready to summon the Dark Mage as we speak?! Etherion gives instant results!”
“Enough with the conspiracies!”
Makarov rubbed his cheekbones, letting out a wary sigh as he stared at the live surveillance lacrima that Siegrain provided of the scene. The tower was awful, and inside he quietly debated with himself if he should become the devil even for a moment. There could still be child slaves there, and that was enough for him to wonder if this was good for the greater good.
“Is anyone confused as to how Siegrain knows about the intentions of this tower?”
“Keep up, he was a victim! We have no right to dismiss his words, he was living proof that such a place existed. Mind your words.”
“Are you prepared to stake lives on the use of this weapon? I understand where you come from, Siegrain, and it was awful what you experienced. However Etherion is no simple mechanism, and it’s reach can be devastating. People can die with the weapon, can you handle that burden?”
Siegrain was quiet for a moment as the councilmen awaited their answers, with a dramatic pause. He already knew his answer, but he had to sell the story, no?
“ Yes --”
A shout of out cry sounded through the room as the live feed picked up a shocking development. There was a sudden beam of golden light that had pierced through the middle of the tower, and everyone’s jaw dropped at the sight. Even Siegrain was shocked as they all stared at the screen for a moment, unsure of what they had just witnessed.
Siegrain was scrambling in his mind, wondering just what the fuck had happened. Especially at a crucial moment?! His only saving grace is that they don’t know what an activated tower looked like, so he could play off this as magic instability on the verge of creating something big. Still, his heart raced a bit at the unexpected play.
Was that the act of the Scarlet beauty?
Or was it the roar of an angry apex predator with wings?
It was delightful.
The room was still silent as they processed what to do or say.
“W--What the hell was that?! Excuse me?”
Siegrain capitalized on this moment smoothly, “It could be the convergence of the unstable magic that is used to summon the Dark Mage, based off of my studies. If something goes wrong again and causes such an explosion…it’s reach can be far worse. We need to destory this thing once and for all, and that shouldn’t been enough proof! Etherion, or No Etherion.”
To Makarov’s dismay, the vote had just enough to accept the usage of Etherion.
And Siegrain let out a breath of relief that eeriely looked manic in his eyes.
--G-F--
That owl guy was nasty work, but Gray had managed to defeat him after freezing his mouth closed. Disgustingly, the owl had reguritated Natsu promptly after his defeat, leaving the angry dragon slayer scowling as he laid in spit on the ground. Gray stifled a laugh as he grimaced at the sight, before giving him a hand to help him out.
“What’s it like being eaten?”
“Shut up.”
Gray couldn’t help his laugh after that.
Simon stared at Gray in awe, “You….stronger that I had anticipated.”
Gray just side eyed him, “And what’s that suppose to mean?”
“Enough,” Natsu the surprising peacemaker stated as Happy came dashing into his arms. Happy cried as Natsu comforted him, telling him that it’ll take more than some dumb bird guy to defeat him. “We’re almost done, I think---”
BOOM
The tower shakes as an incredible shake of mana had alerted them that someone had realized a powerful spell. The ceiling and floor shook as debris fell a bit from above, and Natsu couldn’t hold back chills from the power he had felt. It was warm, and yet it was enough for Natsu to feel a bit of unease. If someone was capable of sending out blows like that with ease…he wanted to remain hopeful that things will work out in the end. It had too.
Gray shifted into gear immediately. “Did that come from above or below?”
“I couldn’t tell, it was too overwhelming.” Natsu frowned, as Simon struggled to get up loosely.
“We should split up them, someone investigate below and someone investigate on top.”
Gray frowned at taking orders from Simon, but he couldn’t deny that it sounded like a solid plan from what they knew. Natsu stared at Gray with a seriousness that surprised him, “I’m going to the top. I have business to settle.”
Gray wondered what could’ve changed from since they last met, but doesn’t doubt the look in Natsu’s eye. He was deadly serious about his intentions, and he felt as if he shouldn’t stop him. Gray glanced at Simon, who stated that he was going to continue with Natsu. That was fine with Gray, he didn’t like the guy to begin with. Natsu just took a glance at his state,
“You’re not in good condition, are you sure? You should leave to be honest.”
Simon grimaced, “You’re right but I have to see this to the end. I need to see the look on Jellal’s face at the sight of his doom.”
Natsu chuckled, “Well, come on then. Try not to get in the way, I guess.”
Simon nodded and trailed after Natsu and Happy as they took the stairs to ascend.
Gray turned around and raced towards the otherside in exchange as he went to go investigate.
--E-S--
Quietly, Erza Scarlet entered the room where her next opponent awaited her. The rare anxiety that was building up inside her was causing her heart to race, and she blames the dark atmosphere for triggering her. She should be stronger than this, than concrete that was haunting her, but if she focused hard enough, she could still hear the cries and laughter of children.
Of them.
She’s never felt such a mental burden in her entire life.
“You have arrived, warrior.” Ikaruga of Death’s Head Caucus eyes’s snapped open as she looked at Erza who was looked at her warily. She rose from her meditation form, pink hair flowing as she summoned and clasped the sword that had been summoned by her magic. Erza just continued to stare of a moment, before she summoned her own sword and readied herself.
“Who are you?” Erza’s narrowed, she did not remember her from the past.
“Ikaruga, and you are Titania, no? Queen of Fairies, fitting.” Ikaruga replied calmly, poising the sword behind her back as she beckoned Erza forwards. Erza charged forwards, ready to get this battle over with as she primarily focused on Jellal. Jellal, who was waiting for her at the top and she still did not know how she was going to face the man.
Before she even had a chance to take two steps forwards, her sword was sliced in half and Erza paused her movements in shock as she stared at her nullified weapon. Snapping her eyes at the calm Ikaruga, Erza threw the half sword at her face, causing her to take a step to the side, while Erza charged forwards and summoned more swords with that as a distraction. It wasn’t enough as a magic slash in the air caught Erza in the stomach, causing her to be pushed backwards.
Erza winced as she held her stomach, the laceration beginning to bleed at once. Ikaruga frowned at Erza, “Surely that wasn’t all that you had? Whatever happened to your ability to promote justice.”
“Get out of my way, Ikaruga. I’m not here to fight anyone else but Jellal.”
Ikaruga’s eyes narrowed and she scoffed, “So you’re underestimating me, hm? I thought you were a warrior just like me. I suppose I spoke too soon.”
Erza’s body was lit up in lacerations by the time she blinked, and she let out a moan of pain. What the fuck just happened? How come she wasn’t able to see Ikaruga’s attack? The woman was more troublesome than she had expected, but that’s fine. She’ll just throw on her armor, and get close enough to deal the final blow. She’s clearly a mid-ranged warrior, so all she has to do is get close.
And then once that’s over, she’ll speak with Jell--
“You’re opponent is me , Erza Scarlet. Not Jellal .” Ikaruga reminded her as Erza dodgied one of her attacks, before summoning and transforming into her stronger Heart Kreuz’s armor. Ikaruga murmured something, and to Erza’s complete shock, her armor had shattered in an instant. Thoughts raced through Erza at the sight of the iron falling to pieces around her, but she refocused. Heart Kreuz was not her strongest armor, although it was her favorite one to use on a daily basis.
She felt exposed and it did not make her feel any better.
Her--Her armor protected her from anything, and it was the only thing that was standing between her and this hellish place.
Immediately, she rushed forwards and transformed into her Heaven’s Wheel Armor, not wasting any time with unleashing one hundred swords in Ikaruga’s direction. To her surprise, she had managed to deflect most of them with her swordsman skills. The sword fell one by one but Erza had managed to slash her arm as she attacked at the same time as her spell. Still, eventually she had managed to shove Erza away and create distance as she launched another magic slash into the air.
“Empty Flash!”
Narrowingly, Erza bent her body backwards as fast as she could to dodge the attack, before she steadied herself once more. Ikaruga got back into positon as well, and noted the shock on Erza’s face as slowly, half of her Heaven’s Wheel Armor fell apart like butter. Erza huffed as her head began to be clouded with doubt at her capabitlies, because when was the last time that her armor had been pierced with such ease? Bented, sure, but not cut through .
Ikaruga noted the look in her eye and pursed her lips. “I thought you’d be able to dodge that. Perhaps I gave you too much credit.”
“Mind your words, I am an S-Class mage from Fairytail. I have strength.”
“Doesn’t look like it.”
They exchanged blows once more, with the rest of Heaven’s Wheel Armor falling to the ground as Erza was kicked into the wall, feeling the brunt of it. Pain danced around her, almost making her dizzy. Her skin hasn’t bleed with cuts like these in a very long time, because she made sure that she was strong enough to never feel such pain again. The scars on her back was a constant reminder that she had to continue to become stronger in order to never experience such a thing again, and to let no one else as well.
“Those scars…were you a slave?”
“My past has no concern with you,” Erza spatted out as she readied herself for battle once more, but Ikaruga just scoffed.
“What makes you think you’re worthy of continuing to fight against me? You’ve been nothing but a disappointment so far.”
“Because if there’s justice to be handed, I will be first in line to serve it. You are working with Jellal, which means that you have ill intentions. I’m honor bounded to stop you.”
“Do not speak to me about honor . You are just a woman in tin foil, parading around as if you’re some honorable saint ready to hand out your word. You are no warrior, you are barely even a knight.”
Erza’s heart pounded at the words, and she couldn’t help but to ask, “Excuse me? And on what basis?”
“You wear that armor to protect yourself, which is reasonable, but you are a slave to the comfort it brings. And to not have complete focus and attention on the enemy before you, how dare you. A true warrior will fight even without the sheets of metal covering them from head to toe, and would respect their opponents with their attention.” Ikaruga snarled, a break from her calmish demeanor. Erza blinked as she dodged yet another attack, soaking in the words of her enemy. It was true that she loved her armor, and it…it gave her a sense of self-worthy.
As long as she had her sword and her clothing of shield, she was no longer Slave Erza, cowering and full of insecurities.
She was Erza Scarlet, S-Class Mage, Titania of Fairytail.
The Queen of fucking Fairies.
Erza’s eyes shined with anger at the assumptions of Ikaruga, finally taking her fully as her opponent. Perhaps she was being disrespectful with not giving Ikaruga her undivided attention, mind split from the bigger predator in the distance. She will honor her wishes and not become distracted no longer, as she flashed and equipped her strongest armor, Purgatory. Gritting her teeth, Erza’s eyes flashed red for a moment as they launched themselves at each other.
And Erza did not understand .
She was parrying her blows, she managed to get some hits in even. And yet the kimono wearing woman was still able to pierce through her strongest armor, piece by piece. Just what was Erza missing as she took a step back with grime and blood littered on her body. Pieces of Purgartory was just barely holding on together as she looked at Ikaruga with respect but growing fear laced. Ikaruga huffed as she held her aim, but her eyes still shined with resilience .
Erza couldn’t help but to feel a bit jealous at the sight.
This is why she hated being without her armor, her mind starts to take hold again. The horrors started to become louder, the whispers of not being good enough started the roar. She had already failed her first family, and now she on the verge of failing her second. Just what was she missing?
What was the difference between Erza and her?
“You are still weak minded, it seems Titania. And when pushed to the brink in a battle of wills, it seemed that I am stronger.” Ikaruga shook her head.
“I-I am not ..” Erza immediately protested, but realized that perhaps Ikaruga was right. The insecurities that were hidden within her platings, were on the surface and she felt raw. She was bruised and bleeding, but her insides hurt more as she stared at Ikaruga. The woman was right, she was weak minded.
And she was not a true warrior.
Empty Flash caused her to go flying again once more, and the last of Purgatory’s binds had broken. She soared into the air with a painful shout, black pieces shattering around her as she was left in a bloodied heap in the wall. Huffing painful breaths, her head was pounding as she laid there, she almost wondered if she had finally lost. If there was any point in transforming into any other armor, if it’s fate was to be shattered. If Purgatory couldn’t handle the weight of her attacks, then how could the rest fare?
For the first time in a long time, Erza felt as if she was on the verge of losing hope.
Left in only her bindings on her chest and some comfortable pants, Erza shakingly arose from the crater. She was weak, she was on the edge of rock bottom in this fight. With the knowledge of it being useless to summon any more armor, she just clasped what was left of Purgatory’s sword and gripped it tightly. It was not fitting of a seasoned swordsman like herself, but her instincts were all over the place.
Bare and raw to the world, Erza Scarlet staggered upright and morphed all of her fear into the handle of her weapon. It creaked from under the weight, but she had no choice but to believe and hope in her own raw abilities.
She could no longer hide, and Ikaruga said so as much.
“Despite you being haggard, this was the first time that your eyes shone so brightly, Titania. Now, I am looking at the Queen of Fairies.” Ikaruga acknowledged as she readied herself. Despite being able to defend herself, Erza’s magic was no easy feat to prepare herself against. Naturally Ikaruga always had the idea of giving it her all in her fights, but it had took a tole on her mentally as well in order to deflect those piercing one hundred swords. Any wavering in faith, and she would’ve been violently impaled.
She didn’t come out completely unscathed either, with her wielding arm feeling weaker by the second with the long cut.
But she was prepared to fight to the very end, because that is the path of the warrior. Something that she will prove to Erza Scarlet the fraud if it was the last thing she did.
Erza sucked in a pained breath as she summoned all of her remaining willpower. She had trained for years, she had put in the effort. She had Fairytail behind her to encourage her growth, to give pointers as she continued to better herself. Time and time again her comrades had put their faith into her, even if the back of her mind she did not feel as if she was worthy with such praise.
That…that is why she always strived to get stronger.
Because all of her life, she felt as if she had never been good enough.
The armor made her feel good enough, but all it did was mask the truth of her psyche.
And as she stands here and now with nothing left but a chipped weapon, blood as red as her hair, and her cracked pride, she realizes that maybe this is what it could be like to be a true warrior. How dare she even declare that she was a bringer of justice, if she couldn’t even survive the storm that had plagued inside her mind for her entire life?
Her eyes steeled with resolution at the thought. Perhaps she’s been a fraud for the last couple of years, but she will become a beacon of justice like she illusioned herself to be. It will take more effort than ever, as she starts from rock bottom, but it can start here. It is never too late to change, even with all of the uncertainty.
She aligns herself once more, with a calmness that surprises even her.
It feels nice, in a way. The weight off of her shoulders.
“You look like a warrior now, Erza Scarlet.”
“Thank you..” Erza said softly as they raced towards each other for the final showdown. A cut to the cheek leaves Erza stumbling backwards, but she doesn’t give up. A slice to the back as Ikaruga crying out in pain, but she turns around and launches herself back upwards anyways. It comes to a close when Erza manages to twist her body just in the nick of time for the first time in their fight, and thrusted her sword forwards, piercing through Ikargua’s stomach to her surprise.
Choking, Erza lets go in complete shock as she stumbled backwards, eyes widening at the sight of the dying Ikaruge who looked down at her stomach, watching the kimono become stained with red. They both know it was fatal, if she were to take out the sword, she would bleed to death anyways.
It was just only a matter of time.
But Erza did not want to kill Ikaruga--She had no intention of even harming her to such a point. She warily looked at her hands, stained with a mixture the red of her own and Ikaruga as her eye began to swell with tears. She rushed forwards towards Ikaruga, who fell to her knees with a harsh cough, blood splattering from her mouth.
“I-I am sorry , it wasn’t my---”
“Enough.” Ikaruga coughed out, glaring at Erza who was still in shock. How dare she tries to take the away the glory of falling in battle, fitting for a fighter such as her? There wasn’t a more pleasant death than falling at the hands of someone worthy in battle, and she tells her as such with enough passion in her voice that breaks Erza out of her spiralling.
“I-I don’t understand,”
Ikaruga just rolled her eyes as she felt the pain begin to wash over her, “...Everyone is going to die eventually, E-Erza Scarlet. A-And if…my fate is already going to b-be this..way…then I choose to d-die how I wa…nt to. T-There is no greater…pride to me than this…so don’t you d-dare take it away from me.”
Erza just watched as Ikaruga slowly lost life, tears streaming down her eyes. Feeling compassionate, she sniffs as she slowly treks over to her enemy’s fallen weapon and grasped it before walking over and kneeling, wrapping her hand around her sword for her. Ikaruga let out a faint smile, “T-Thank…you.”
“I…should be thanking you. This was the best battle of my life.” Erza sniffled softly as she gave Ikaruga words of encouragement. Ikaruga was in arms with Jellal, but Erza couldn’t help but to be thankful of the woman before her. She would not have known what she was truly lacking if that was the case, of what it means to be a warrior.
Is it blasphemous to say that she almost wants to carry onto Ikaruga’s ideals?
Aim for becoming a true, honorable warrior.
“Was I a coward?” She asked quietly, looking down at the pool of scarlet that soaked them. She didn’t expect an answer, it was more rhetorical if anything, and yet she couldn’t help but tear up even more at Ikaruga’s final answer.
“N-No…y-you were just scared. O-Overcome yourself…and become s-something beyond. N-Not just a warrio…r…no…b-become a f..abled Valkyrie .”
Perhaps it was because Ikaruga was on death’s door that she brought up the female wingers that guide those to death. Is that what she sees when she stares at Erza in a dying daze, before the light is gone completely? Erza will never know the answer, and she’s sure that she’s not aiming to be the cause of death either in the name of being a warrior.
But Ikaruga had made her peace, and Erza was not going to be disrespectful and challenge her ideas. She was not happy to have caused her pain to the point of meeting their maker and becoming one with the mana of the world, but the respect that she feels for the woman was immeasurable.
Faintly from the height at which Erza was at, the tower vibrates and groans as a wave of magic had been unleashed, but Erza was still a bit dazed.
Shakingly, Erza slowly moves up in painful bursts as she gently lays Ikaruga down, and fixed her position so that her sword was rested on top of her in a regal manner, fitting of a warrior. Erza lets out a shaky sob as she pulls herself together, before she gets up fully and swallows harshly, puffing out of her chest.
She was in no state to fight Jellal, but she was going to try.
For as Ikaruga stated, there was no end better for a warrior than to fall in the middle of doing what you believe is right. Jellal had to be confronted, and Erza was determined to give everything to see him brought to justice.
She leaves a trail the same color of her namestake as she tracks up the finals stairs, awaiting the final boss, taking a harsh breath after every couple of steps.
Rest In Peace, Ikaruga.
May she trecks her way to heaven, with the coffin of Tower of Hell as her final sanctuary.
Notes:
Skipped Gray's fight with the owl guy because that was the time where he decided to have a flashback and younger erza and him and whatnot and I already decided to move that aside.
GOD I HOPE I DID THE UNISON RAID JUSTICE!!!!!!! I know it was a favorite for everything, but I thought that the circumstances should've been a bit different in terms of how it was developed in the original canonverse. I'm loving the way that Juvia and Lucy's bond is being written, and I just felt as if that should've made their Unison Raid that much more deeper and meaningful, but maybe that's just me. Such a massive beam of magic should be felt and heard, which is why everyone had a reaction to it in different points. It also helps bring the timeline together as well!!
OKAY ERZA AND IKARUGA'S SCENE, honestly I'm a little bit distraught because while I think I did well, perhaps the themes that I wanted to address was a bit rushed? I won't know until you guys send some replies but, that's my take one it. Erza is someone who developed a dependance on armor to protect her weaknesses rather than confronting them in the first place. There are multiple factors and layers within this, I mean she developed this technique when she was young you know? It worked and that's what has been working for years so why would she even think to change. But Ikaruga in her kimono glory was beating her ass, and she didn't know why.
It was a matter of self-worth and belief in the end. Ikaruga had always believed in her natural abilities, and so did Erza, but Erza did not embrace all sides of her. Just the one that she had thought of to be strong. So in the aftermath of all of these, Erza needs to work on acknowledging her sadden-more deprecated thoughts and embrace ALL of herself, as you cannot pick and choose who you want to be. I've always believe that Erza's story will be one of learning to believe in herself whole heartedly and to love herself thoroughly, inside and outside. She still has a little bit to go before she walks along the path of healing, but she will get there and she will THRIVE one step at a time.
I did some research and found that Ikaruga isn't really relevant after this, so it was safe to kill her off. In a way, this is a measure to make sure Erza doesn't stray back to her old ways too yanno.
As for the Fairytail team that's coming to the tower....hehe that's not in canon. It'll all come to together, teehee.
Anyways, please please give me some feedback people! Did the big parts meet your expectations?! If not, what could I have done better?!
With that, I will see you next time friends!
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
Chapter 33: Interlude: I Like the Color Red!
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It’s a bright morning, and the start to a long day of chores and hardwork.
A male figure yawns as he stretches from his lavished bed, wincing a bit at the stretched muscle.
Rubbing his eyes, he finds himself in the midst of silence, not that he minds.
The palace tends to be rather quiet anyways, but that was the price to pay for being a king, as his shadow advisor has said. Isolation from his subjects, in return they are to bask in freedom. He misses his friends sometimes, but it’s been so long that he can’t really recall their faces anymore. Just blurs and hues of colors.
Speaking of which, the hooded figure walked over and wordlessly held his royal garbs for the day. The sleepy man merely gives a smile that looks the slightest bit of deranged, but he was born with that trait unfortunately. Sometimes the gene pool can be a hit or miss with the outcomes.
“Thank you!” He slides out of bed and steps into the clothing with ease.
The hooded figure didn’t say anything, not that he was surprised. He could count on one hand the amount of times the thing has spoke, and even then, he isn’t sure if it’d been to his imagination. His silent companion is a source of comfort though, having been by his side for as long as he could remember. He isn’t entirely sure if that merits to much, as the more that he thought about his past, the foggier things become.
He begins to become really light-headed, and his advisor who he instinctively named Spriggan, was always quick to rush him off to bed without a second thought. Oh, what would he do without Spriggan! Spriggan’s practically raised him after taking him under his wing.
He walks out of his room, smiling as he takes a look at the series of portraits that are on the walls of him. Every king has to have some fancy portraits in their homes, that’s what Simon told him.
He paused, furrowing his brow.
“Who’s Simon…?” He mused.
Spriggan appeared next to him, as if they are ready for him to be whisked away back into the comforts of the bedroom. He just holds up a hand, signaling that he was alright. Seriously, that was an interesting name that popped up, but it wasn’t any cry of alarm. He was alright and that happens sometimes. Those types of thoughts that feel so incredibly natural that he doesn’t even question them until afterwards.
He sees shackles every now and then.
Red .
The first portrait is him at five years old. That time period always muddles him, as he hardly even remembers anything from back then. He looked a bit scruffy, but nothing was out of the ordinary. Spriggan was in the picture as well, but he wasn’t as close as he was in the latest portraits. Maybe they weren’t close at first, and then as the years go by with Spriggan taking care of him, he eventually grew closer to him.
Makes sense to him.
And he’s grown to be quite the man! The only difference nowadays is that the mark underneath his eye has grown larger and larger over the years. It was nonexistent in his younger years, but now it’s taking up half of his face. It was the same mark that was itched onto Spriggan’s hooded cloak, which was uber cool.
He joked to Spriggan once, calling it the “Kiss of Spriggan”. He didn’t receive a response, but it was still funny.
Siegrain “Jellal” Fernandez grinned at the thought and clasped his hands together, “Well, there’s much to be done today.”
But first, he pauses before the same door as he done every single morning for as long as he could remember. The door is translucent and on the otherside of it, well it depended on the time and day. At first, he had tried to go through the door once but Spriggan had all but yanked him back and dragged him to bed, chaining him down.
Drastic measures, but Jellal was a mischevious child, so maybe he deserved that. It took enough attempts for Spriggan to shove some black soulish thing down his throat, and he’s been a bit more at ease with the whole door situation.
“Do not ever enter that door.”
“Why?” A young Jellal asked.
“It’s dangerous.”
Jellal has no reason to doubt Spriggan, so he’s followed the word to the T to this day. Besides, the one time Spriggan talks? Why wouldn’t he listen! Well…he thought he saw a small older man on the otherside of the door once. Felt like a couple of weeks ago, but it was weird. It was like he could see him through the door, and was looking right through Jellal with a pensive look on his face.
He went to take a step closer, and made it the furthest he’s been to the door in a long time without Spriggan’s interference. That was a bit weird too, Spriggan has been busy, he guesses with a casual shrug. He has a right to have a life! Besides, it’d be weird if he was around Jellal 24/7.
Thankfully, bath times are not awkward.
Still, it almost felt as if the world froze when he was that close. That feeling of wanting to touch had increased tenfold, and it had scared Jellal. He couldn’t stop himself as he reached to see what was troubling the old man so much, and that’s when Spriggan came to help him out! It was a bit rougher than usual…but Spriggan cares in his own way.
What would have happened if Jellal had opened that door? Spriggan saved him from himself once again, oh whatever would he do without Spriggan!
Spriggan!
Spriggan!
Spriggan!
Spriggan!
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It’s a bright morning, and the start to a long day of chores and hardwork.
A male figure yawns as he stretches from his lavished bed, wincing a bit at the stretched muscle.
Rubbing his eyes, he finds himself in the midst of silence, not that he minds.
The palace tends to be rather quiet anyways, but that was the price to pay for being a king, as his shadow advisor has said. Isolation from his subjects, in return they are to bask in freedom. He misses his friends sometimes, but it’s been so long that he can’t really recall their faces anymore. Just blurs and hues of colors.
Speaking of which, the hooded figure walked over and wordlessly held his royal garbs for the day. The sleepy man merely gives a smile that looks the slightest bit of deranged, but he was born with that trait unfortunately. Sometimes the gene pool can be a hit or miss with the outcomes.
“Thank you!” He slides out of bed and steps into the clothing with ease.
He blinks and suddenly, he’s not in his throne room anymore.
Jellal looks around in confusion, eyes narrowing at the surroundings. It was a small cell, with small children surrounding him. Immediately, there’s an anger that’s bubbling inside of him. Children in such a situation, what is this--this evil .
“I’ll save you guys!” He speaks up, only for his eyes to widen as he heard the higher octave of his voice. He looked down at his hands only to find them shackled just like the others, and the fact that they were tiny. He was a child.
No he wasn’t.
He was like, 19…?
Jellal comes to the startling realization that he does not know how old he is.
He shakes his head violently, forcibly pushing away those thoughts in order to stave off an existential crisis. Now was not the time, not when he has to escape. Where is Spriggan? He calls out his name, but all he gets is gruntled men staring down at him with an irritated look in his eye and uncomfortable looks from his other adolescent peers. He tries to reassure them,
“Don’t worry, this was a mistake. I’m actually--well, I’m going to protect you guys. Spriggan is going to come!”
“W-Who’s Spriggan?”
Jellal pauses, trying to find a better description than a guy in black hooded robes with a red symbol that matches his face on it. “E-Erm, well he’s a guy that uh, he wears a black hood and a red symbol that’s stitched onto it. Probably doesn’t show his face…”
He was not successful.
“Y-You mean him ?” A little girl asks a little fearfully, with striking red hair as she points to someone behind him. Jellal turns around, and he comes face to face with Spriggan, who was towering over him with a menacing aura. The iron rattles against the dirty ground as Jellal’s arms drop as he looks up at Spriggan, who stares down at the boy.
The others whimper in fear as they tried to scoot as far away as they could.
Jellal is astonished and his ears hearing nothing but white noise as he looks up into Spriggan’s hood.
Because for the first time in his life, he sees a glimpse of Spriggan’s face.
It was a monochrome version of him.
The reality causes Jellal’s mind to break for a moment, and everything starts to swirl. Spriggan is shouting orders to the men that enslaved him, as Jellal falls to his knees as his eyes began to roll to the back of his head at the overload.
Spriggan begans to pour a piece of his soul into Jellal in order to stablize him, using what little essence he had of the Darkest Mage of the Times to do so.
Jellal screams.
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It’s a bright morning, and the start to a long day of chores and hardwork.
A male figure yawns as he stretches from his lavished bed, wincing a bit at the stretched muscle.
Rubbing his eyes, he finds himself in the midst of silence, not that he minds.
The palace tends to be rather quiet anyways, but that was the price to pay for being a king, as his shadow advisor has said. Isolation from his subjects, in return they are to bask in freedom.
Subjects, not friends.
He does not have friends.
What is that, even?
All he needed was Spriggan.
Speaking of which, the hooded figure walked over and wordlessly held his royal garbs for the day. The sleepy man merely gives a stare, with a look of the slightest bit of deranged, and well, sometimes the gene pool can be a hit or miss with the outcomes.
Hm, that didn’t make much sense.
He slides out of bed and steps into the clothing with ease and takes a look around before frowning.
Chores to be done?
What king works?
Jellal decided that he’ll do whatever he wants today!
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He tried to go to the door again, in an effort to be rebellious.
Spriggan chained him to the chandelier of the throne room and left him hanging from his wrists wrapped in gold. Blood runs down as gravity intended, leaving Jellal strung up like a pig waiting to be slaughtered. It dripped below him.
Drip.
Drop.
Oh, it’s red.
Scarlet?
Spriggan laughed, and Jellal thought that it sounded a bit like his own.
Jellal smiled despite the circumstances. Something told him that if Spriggan was happy, so was Jellal.
Jellal begins to laugh too.
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It’s a bright morning, and the start to a long day of chores and hardwork.
A male figure yawns as he stretches from his lavished bed, wincing a bit at the stretched muscle.
Rubbing his eyes, he finds himself in the midst of silence, not that he minds.
The palace tends to be rather quiet anyways, but that was the price to pay for being the little Dark Prince, as his shadow advisor has said. Isolation from his subjects, in return they are to bask in freedom. He misses his friends sometimes, but wait---what’s that laughter he hears?!
Are they here?!
Little Sho, Simon, Wally, Millianna, and Erza !
Jellal blushed at the thought of the red-haired girl.
She was, like, his best friend.
Speaking of which, the hooded figure walked over and wordlessly held his royal garbs for the day. The sleepy boy merely gives a smile that looks the slightest bit of deranged, but he was born with that trait unfortunately. Sometimes the gene pool can be a hit or miss with the outcomes.
“Thank you!” He slides out of bed and steps into the clothing with ease, legs kicking as he eagerly raced out of the room. He trips though, the clothes are way too big for him. He bites his lip as he holds back the tears that are threatening to form, when a small hand is thrusted into his face. Jellal sniffs and looks up.
There’s no face on the girl, like a blank canvas.
Just red hair.
He knows who she is anyways.
“Thanks Erza…” Jellal says before he takes her hand. He’s up and dusting off his robes, before Erza takes off running without another word. And god , was she fast! Jellal could only blink in shock before everyone suddenly appeared around him and started to run away too.
“Tag, you’re it!”
“Too slow, you slowpoke!”
“Hey, don’t be mean Sho!”
“Take my hand, Milli! We gotta run!”
Everyone’s laughing as he begins to chase them, with a bright smile going onto his face. His friends were quick to cheer him up with a spontaneous game of tag! He loved games! He races after them, inwardly crying out how they were so fast and he was so slow! But it didn’t matter, because he likes it when it’s challenging.
It’s delightful, the thrill in his veins.
He turns the corner, but there’s no more laughter or playful screams. He’s looking everywhere for them, but he can’t find them! Just where was his friends?!
A tap catches his attention, and his stomach drops.
Jellal is nervous, and he’s not sure why. That door was very bad, he wasn’t supposed to go near the door. If he opens the door, Spriggan will be gone. He’ll miss Spriggan, he doesn’t want Spriggan to leave!
But Erza was staring at him through the door, she was on the other side, and he was so fascinated .
How could she go over there?
Jellal gasps when he sees that everyone else is over there too.
“How’d you guys get there?!” He gasps, round eyes wide with wonder and jealousy.
He walks towards the door, but there’s a hand on his shoulder now. Spriggan’s here, and Jellal couldn’t stop his heart from racing. He freezes in the middle of his steps and can only stare as his friends were banging on the door now. The loud bangs echo in the suddenly cold tower, and Jellal is only helpless as he looks back between them and Spriggan.
He tried to take a step forwards but the hand on his shoulder digs , and he’s left sobbing and screaming for Spriggan to let go of him. Spriggan merely claws his shoulder harder, and Jellal knows that his robes are soaked with blood now. It hurts terribly.
He just wants to save his friends! They were in trouble, and he wanted help to save them!
He just wanted them to be free so that they could play forever.
Paradise.
He eventually cried himself to sleep and it was for the best.
For his friends were already dead on the other side, staining the translucent door scarlet.
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It’s a bright morning, and the start to a long day of chores and hardwork.
A male figure yawns as he stretches from his lavished bed, wincing a bit at the stretched muscle.
Rubbing his eyes, he finds himself in the midst of silence, not that he minds.
The palace tends to be rather quiet anyways, but that was the price to pay for being a king, as his shadow advisor has said. Isolation from his subjects, in return they are to bask in freedom. He misses his friends sometimes, but it’s been so long that he can’t really recall their faces anymore. Just blurs and hues of colors.
Speaking of which, the hooded figure walked over and wordlessly held his royal garbs for the day. The sleepy man merely gives a smile that looks the slightest bit of deranged, but he was born with that trait unfortunately. Sometimes the gene pool can be a hit or miss with the outcomes.
“Thank you!” He slides out of bed and steps into the clothing with ease.
Jellal’s a bit unsure as what the agenda was for today, but with Spriggan by his side, he’ll be able to conquer any obstacle that comes!
His youngest (or technically oldest) portrait of himself as a child has a new figure in it. She’s blue haired and seems to be a baby. There's a feeling of nostalgia and subtle pride that he feels when he gazes on her face. Perhaps his mind had forgotten but the conscience never forgets. There's a gentle breeze that surfs through the palace, a calm wind. It gives him an odd bit of comfort and peace for a moment, before his other thoughts begin to trinkle in again.
Maybe that was his little sister, because he had blue hair too!
He wonders how she’s doing, and where she’s been.
Maybe she can come live in the palace with him, he’s been so terribly lonely.
No he hasn’t!
Spriggan’s been with him, how could he forget!
How dare he forget!
Spriggan!
Spriggan!
Spriggan!
Today was a good day for the color red.
Chapter 34: Chapter 28
Summary:
Happy New Year, everyone!!
Welcome to the 13k finale of canon Tower of Heaven.
Notes:
[WARNING: Canon Character Death]
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
She was in no condition to fight Jellal. Not knowing the extent of what he was capable of.
It would be deadly to underestimate the man.
There was a time to firmly believe in your capabilities, and a time for reality to kick in and make you realize that even if you tried your absolute hardest, there is no chance for success. Is it wrong to acknowledge that there is no chance? Acknowledging her current physical state, she could hardly move without difficulty.
Just what is she even thinking?
Erza sucks in a breath and releases a soft incredulous laugh.
If one could see her right now, they would note that she looked like she had been ran over. The cuts and bruises from her battle with Ikaruga was taking their time to heal, and she’s used up a good portion of her mana from her magical core from being here earlier. She’s been fighting for hours , ever since the encounter at the casino. One of these days, she won’t take a day of rest for granted.
Yet the look in her brown eyes, it was clear and focused.
An epiphany was resonating inside of her as she slowed climbed up the final steps of the tower. There was a trail of blood that was lingering as she takes another step. Her muscles were aching, burning from exertion. All of her armor has been shattered and all she had left was her bare scrubs and some unadorned swords in her disposal.
The irony doesn’t miss her.
She looks as if she had never left the Tower, really. A fitting attire and state for such a hell.
She had left in this bloodied state and returned in it.
--L-H--
“You use a lot of energy when you summon yourself you know, it could be dangerous for you.” Lucy frowned a bit as she gently scolded Aquarius. She summoned the mermaid as she took a breather, feeling a wave of tiredness hit her after the events with Vidaldus and the Unison Raid with Juvia. She felt better knowing that she had convinced the girl to get to safety, along with the now docile members of Jellal’s cult, or whatever the hell their group was.
Aquarius furrowed her brow. “I’m not following, kid. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I think I would know the capabilities of what a celestial spirit could do seeing how I fucking am one, but why am I getting the feeling that you’re scolding me for helping?”
Aquarius was secretly heavily amused but she allowed the blonde to have her moment.
Lucy flushed a bit, “I-I mean, thank you for your help, of course. That extra help of magical power made sure that we didn’t deplete so much of our own, but what about you? How are you feeling, not terribly I hope? I’d hate to bring any unnecessary harm---”
“Let me stop you right there.” Aquarius said firmly with a hard look in her eye. She stood up tall, forgoing her usual tail for legs as she towered before Lucy. Lucy snapped her mouth shut as she stared up at Aquarius, who suddenly felt a vague wave of unique discomfort. Her summoner currently looked like some brat staring up at her mother for guidance, and well, Aquarius was not equipped for that shit. That’s for that other brat inside of her to do, where the hell was that woman anyways.
Still, Aquarius couldn’t help but sigh softly as she begrudgingly patted the girl’s head, who remained quiet as she allowed it. Lucy blinked back some tears that suddenly threatened to overcome her as she sucked in a harsh breath.
“Being a team leader and all of a sudden you got all of these burdens, including the thought of wanting to make sure that everyone is safe and well protected, eh?” Aquarius murmured quietly. It wasn’t so different than what she does nowadays, keeping an eye out over the spirits that were in Lucy’s possession. Now, she’s not one to go out of her way to ask if they were alright, but if something was obviously wrong she felt responsible to see that their issues were resolved. Taking the load from Leo, who still had his moments---
Oh, what was with fate and thrusting such baggage onto the young.
“I feel so worried sometimes, what if something goes wrong and--and--”
“You’ve been through alot in a short timespan kid. I’ve been around for a while, and this amount of violence in such a small span of time, I haven’t seen it in millennia. We’re talking ancient times, brat. This shit isn’t normal, even for a strong mage as yourself.”
“You think I’m strong?” Lucy said in a quiet voice. Aquarius scoffed, “You’re not getting any ego boosting from me. You know exactly how myself and the rest view you, I would’ve washed you away myself if I didn’t think you were capable.”
“Technically you have washed me away before,” Lucy sniffled before she giggled wetly at the memory. Aquarius felt her forehead pulse but she holds her tongue, allowing Lucy to reminensce on the memory. Moments of marveling over sweet memories in times of suffering, maybe it’s the one thing that holds humans together in crisis. Aquarius isn’t really sure, it’s not like she takes an active time to remember every moment that she’s liked over the years. Time muddles everything it touches and leaving only the recurring people present in her life with memories that she remembers.
She will outlive Lucy in all universes, and Aquarius wonders if in the millennia to come, that she would remember her. If she would remember the times of relative tranquility of being comrades with a good percent of the original twelve, before they inevitably go their separate ways and move onto different masters.
A bit of a sobering thought, really.
How human to think about, Aquarius quietly mused, feeling a little bit simmered down as she continued to absentmindedly pat Lucy’s head before taking a step back from her.
Lucy sat on a piece of the Tower that was shaped irregular, tiny cuts on her cheek as she swung her feet a little, lost in thoughts. Her hands dripped the rocky shape as she looked at her knees, and Aquarius could only silently sigh at the sight. It was like looking at baby Lucy all over again, freshly roughed from her training sessions to get stronger. And she had the audacity to ask of she thought the girl was strong, Aquarius should splash her with some water really.
“Cancer might have to cut some pieces of your hair off.”
Lucy blinked and took a strand of her hair, noticing debris and some small knots as she huffed out a small sigh, “Yeah…”
Aquarius continued on.
“That sense of responsibility will never go away, because so long as it stands, it is a testament that you care. Some other guy would say after that “Oh, never stop caring” or some other crap but that’s pointless for you. It’s not who you are, Lucy. We spirits know this good and well. The adrenaline crash that you are feeling for a moment, it’s making you realize the reality of how crazy it is. Well, tough shit because based off what I’m feeling right now from up above, there’s a real fucked son of a cunt upstairs. The job isn’t done yet.”
Lucy perked up a bit in alarm, “D-Do you feel anyone else in the tower?”
Aquarius closed her eyes as she focused on magical signatures, “That flaming moron you like so much, ice boy, sword girl but it’s rather faint. It’s probably not looking good for her right now. Anyone else is either too faint or I don’t give two shits about to pin point around the nasty magic energy that this tower gives off on it’s own. I identified all of your friends though.”
She neglects to mention that she had a strong suspicion that someone had just died. Aquarius was a bit shocked to have felt a glimpse of a magical signature that just dispersed back into the natural world, a tell-tale sign of the final death of a mage. Giving mana back to the world. It wasn’t a familiar presence though, so she decided that she won’t speak up. Her master was already worried enough, her conscience…
It was not good to distract her.
“It’ll be alright, kid.”
Lucy was quiet for a moment as her thoughts collected themselves. Aquarius was deadon with accuracy when it came to pinpointing why she had a moment for a second there. They had managed to survive yet again in some crazy situation, and she didn’t allow herself a moment to think about anything else. Natsu getting shot, Erza getting kidnapped, racing into the unknown with fear of being too late or not even close to the destination, then splitting up in a scary tower only to blast her way to victory with the impeccable timing of magic, it was a lot at once.
Her fist shakes a bit but she feels a bit calmer. Aquarius wasn’t the most maternal figure out there, but her head pat had touched something instinctive inside of Lucy. In the face of frenzy, being told that it was going to be okay from someone who older than her, it made her feel a little bit more at ease.
“Thank you, Aquarius.”
Aquarius half-smiled, “I’ve never lied to you, Lucy. When I’m pissed at you, I make it known. When you said something half smart, I give some snark but I tell you that it’s a good idea. As I look at you right now, I see a young girl that is scared but determined. I’m proud, and I know that your mother is too.”
‘You remind me of what she was and probably what she would’ve continued to have been.’
Lucy’s chest puffed up a bit at the rare direct praise from Aquarius as she nodded, almost eager to prove herself as if she hasn’t done it already. Aquarius wanted to roll her eyes at the sight, no doubt she learned that habit from that old beef-head.
“Be cautious.” Aquarius warned as she stared up as if she could see through the ceiling of the tower. They were had a decent amount of stories from the top, but even from where they are, Aquarius could feel nasty work above. “Tell me what you know of this place.”
“Um, Erza said that this place was built in order to resurrect a Dark Mage.”
Aquarius grimaced, “It’s true, the darkness tainted within the magic here feels to be on that caliber, but it is…faint. Like it’s not complete, only a piece. Well, if this is just a fraction of the aura that a true Dark Mage possess, fucking hell.”
“You have your work cut out for you, but I know you will be successful in the end. I’ll summon myself again if I have to if it ensures your victory, I don’t care what you say.”
Lucy almost wanted to protest but she stopped herself. Maybe, this was just another way that Aquarius just showed how much she loved and cared about her. Who was she to stop her from professing that if that was the case?
“Alright, but only you. I don’t want anyone else to exert themselves unnecessarily. What if I need one of you guys!”
“Fair enough, I’ll get it through their heads. Only I have permission because I am special.”
Lucy sweatdropped but kept smiling anyways. She did not want to see Aquarius’s wrath if she said that she loved them all equally, even if it was the truth.
“Hmm….” Aquarius narrowed her eyes as she snapped her head towards the right before she held a hand out. Water magic rushed out immediately at her command, and wrapped around a figure who turned out to be a boy as he let out a startled scream. Yanking the water lasso towards her, a stunned and wet Gray spurted as he was standing next to a scary Aquarius and a jaw-dropped Lucy.
“L-Lucy?!”
“Oh, it’s just you ,” Aquarius grumbled but internally she knew exactly who it was, feeling his magical signature from earlier. She just wanted an excuse to rattle him up for her amusement, not that she’d ever admit it out loud.
Gray pales a bit at her words but doesn’t say anything in reply. He’s always felt a bit of unease from the celestial spirit, the dark look in her eyes making him feel as if humans were nothing more than a toy, especially him. He blushed a bit at the thought and quickly scolded his appearance back in order as he looked at Lucy.
“We’d heard an explosion that rattled the tower and we decided to split up and investigate to cover more ground at once.”
“We?”
“I ended up walking into a fight between some bird dude, Natsu, Happy, and Simon. It was…interesting to say the least.”
Lucy nodded as she wiped her nose, sucking in a breath. “The explosion came from Juvia and I, we had completed a Unison Raid in order to defeat our own foe. False alarm, don’t worry. How were---”
“What--An Unison Raid ? Are you shitting me, Luce--wait are--were you crying ?” Gray sputtered out all at once but Lucy just chuckled before giving him a look. He took a step closer in concern, forgetting about everything else.
“Doesn’t matter. What we need to focus now is who is left to defeat and the conditions of everyone. Have you seen Erza?”
Gray looked Lucy in the eyes for a moment, taking in her state. Her eyes were still a little red and her cheeks were rosy, but there was still fight within her. He decides that he will take his leader’s unspoken words and move on to other matters. There was a time and place. Meanwhile, Lucy internally let out a sigh of relief when she realized that Gray was going to move on from his previous inquiries. She could always trust him to isolate his feelings when the moment comes in order to give her the facts.
If it had been Natsu before her, she wouldn’t have known---she probably would’ve cried harder at his soft, comforting words.
Gray was capable of doing the same, don’t get Lucy wrong, but Natsu would’ve kept asking her if she was alright, and that’s--that’s not what she needed right now. Not after her pep talk with Aquarius.
Facts over feelings.
That’s what she needs right now, the facts of what the hell has been happening since Erza’s kidnapping. It feels like she’s been stepping into a maze without even map, really. It was not a pleasant feeling.
“I haven’t, but I can’t say that I’m not worried about her. This place…it’s doing something to her psyche. She said that she was okay, and I believed her but I just. I don’t know, man. She’s by herself in a shithole like this, no doubt stirring up shitty memories for her. I would know, I experienced the same thing back at Galuna Island. It…It does something to you.”
Lucy patted his shoulder in comfort before she continued her questioning, “Simon? Happy? Natsu?”
“Simon isn’t doing good. Fukuro, the bird guy, he managed to land a heavy blow against him before I had got there and it damaged him pretty bad. Natsu is fine, same with Happy, although Simon managed to convince Natsu that he should go with him to the top to confront Jellal.”
“If he’s that injuried…”
“Natsu told him not to get in his way, but well, you know how he is. He can’t help but to hear someone’s wish and see it come true. His honor wouldn’t allow him to do it any other way.”
Lucy understood Gray’s silent worries though. Distracted with the thought of trying to keep an injured Simon alive while defeating a powerful opponent such as Jellal, logically it seems as if Simon being there would just mess things up. She ran a hand through her blonde hair as she thought of the recent information she’s just collected.
Gray looked around, “Where’s uh, Juvia?”
Lucy shot him a mischevious half-smile, “Oh~?”
“Stop that, it’s not like that!”
“Uh huh,” Lucy teased before she got up to slide off from where she was sitting, “I told her to escort some of Jellal’s lackeys down to the outside of the tower. And before you get pissy at me with leaving her with the enemy, there were in no condition to fight back. They just looked desperate to escape and live their life for once. Besides, my honor doesn’t let me attack someone who’s already down. Not unless it’s a set up, you know? And I trust my gut, they were harmless at that moment.”
Gray exhaled sharply but nodded. He was playfully annoyed at the fact that Lucy knew that he was about to say something about leaving Juvia alone, but he also knows that in terms of mindset and strategy, Lucy and him were rather similar. Perhaps he was on the colder side between the two, but he’s seen enough from Lucy to know that her judgement has solid grounds.
Lucy closed Aquarius’s gate, after giving her thanks and on that note, they both agreed that the next plan of action is to reach to the top with the rest of Team Haluna.
On the way up;
“Excuse me but I do not get pissy.”
“So what do you call what you’re doing right now?”
“Defending my--my dignity from you .”
“If you say so~”
--N-D--
“Can you promise me something?”
Natsu looked over at Simon and internally frowned at his appearance. Was this really a good idea? His wounds, they required medical attention. Now, Natsu wasn’t sure where’d he get such attention, but going upwards definitely wasn’t the way to go. He should’ve told his ass to leave while he still could.
But Simon had told him that he wanted to see things to the very end. Natsu had to give his respects to that, always.
“Hm?”
“Help Erza, please.”
Natsu sighed, “If she’s fighting Jellal first, then I refuse. Erza is one of the strongest people that I’ve known my entire life, I’d be disrespecting her hardwork if I barged into her fight. This is personal for her. In a way, I’m racing Erza to the top but I kinda hope she wins…”
“Aye, it’s not like you to throw a game like that, Natsu!” Happy chirped as Natsu just grinned at his furry companion.
“Nah, you’re right. I just think that it’d be nice for Erza to settle her own shit on her own, you know? But hey, if I get there first!”
“Do…you have something to settle against Jellal..?” Simon asked hesitantly.
Memories of Millianna’s burning room as she cried silently and held a burned unconscious Wally in her arms flashed through Natsu’s mind, on top of the issue of the casino fiasco to begin with. Natsu’s eyes darkened for a moment at the reminder but he just huffed and shrugged lazily.
“Meh.”
“I know Erza’s strong but she won’t--”
“How do you know anything? You haven’t seen her in a really long time, I have.” Natsu pointed out bluntly. He doesn’t mean ill will behind it, but Simon’s going off of memories that were over a decade old. How could think he could know of Erza’s potential and capabilities? Natsu’s fought the woman too many times to count. He was started to get a bit irritated at the lack of faith, but he knows that it doesn’t come from purposeful underestimation.
“Jellal needs to die.”
Natsu and Happy paused in their steps, and Simon hurried to continue.
“There’s no other option, to save us all, Jellal has to die. Surely you understand right? We cannot let that crazy bastard resurrect the Dark Mage! And as far as I’m concerned, Jellal is the Dark Mage. We have the power to potentially stop him for once, for good. Jellal needs to die, and Erza is not strong enough to let that happen.”
“And you’re asking me to deal the final blow, huh? You want someone’s death on my hands.” Natsu glared at Simon.
The sound of static interrupted Natsu’s growing angry rant as the tower fell utterly silent, as if awaiting the words of the king. Everyone tensed in anticipation.
“Well well well, I have to say that I’m pleasantly surprised about the capabilities of Fairytail! I see why you left and betrayed us, Erza, you’ve managed to only find stronger allies, hmm? Well, it’s not like that matters as a little birdy told me that Etherion was approved and will be fired onto my lovely abode in a matter of minutes. And if that happens…well I’m not sure if any of us will survive at that rate, from a direct hit from the Magic Council.”
Jellal chuckled, darkly amused at the entire game.
“Now I’m curious…will you stay till the end of the game to confront me as the final boss? Or will you run, to live and see another day?”
The magical intercom shuts off afterwards, leaving the boys in silence.
“He has to die.” Simon hissed with boiling anger. This entire time, his family, everything he had left was just pawns of a game to Jellal. And now they had an ultimatum to either run or stay and die basically. It was not fair for him to live a life like this, for any of them.
Natsu glanced at Simon once more but didn’t say anything this time around. His own mind was racing as he thought about what to do. If Etherion really is going to be fired, then he needed to evacuate and convince the others as well. He only had to look at Happy before the exceed knew what he wanted to do as he saluted before launching off to scavenge the rest of the tower and warn everyone to evacuate. Jellal’s range of the intercom could not be trusted, Natsu had to make sure everyone knew what was going to happen if they didn’t leave.
But..
“You and I both know Erza’s stubbornness. She will stand till the end, the Etherion news will not lead her astray. She’s going to go up, and you know it.”
Natsu’s mind flashes to when she stood defiantly and took the hit from Phantom Lord’s Jupiter Cannon, despite the dangerous levels of mana condensed into the blast. It had taken everything within her to do it, but she didn’t care. She was prepared to take the hit a second time, and that was all Natsu had to think about in order to realize that Simon was correct.
Erza did not care about Etherion and she was probably thinking that this was some valiant attempt to save the world from her oldest friend.
Natsu gritted his teeth, ‘Erza, you goddamn idiot. This suicidal plan is the worst.’
He takes off in a run, bolting his way up the stairs in an effort to beat Erza from fighting Jellal. Jellal was a bastardous scum, but Erza’s survival was most important now. Natsu had to save Erza from herself, and then he would escape with the rest of the team. He won’t let her go.
He won’t let her go.
--E-S--
The moment she steps into the throne room, firmly grasping the hilt of her sword, she hears a crash in the distance. She tenses immediately at the sound, adrenaline racing inside of her making her numb to everything. Every sense is accelerated at once as she hones in on where the sound came from, tiny pieces spilling and falling towards her feet.
She looks down for a moment and realizes that they are chess pieces.
A game.
This was a game to him.
“Come out and face me already,” Erza said with venom in her voice.
“Ah, but where’s the fun in that?” Jellal drawled as he stepped into the light, arms crossed as he stared down Erza from across the room. Like a sucker punch to the stomach, Erza choked on her breath as she finally saw the man she’s been anticipating to see for hours now. In the back of her mind, she wondered if she was able to see a physical difference in him after all this time. Evil placing roots within in one for so long, just how much has he changed?
Is he even recognizable from what she had remembered?
The answer was yes, alarmingly yes.
She stares into the same dark eyes, shocking blue, and even notices that the red mark that had always been on his face, has only grown alongside him with age. He was dressed in a simple slim fitted black sleeveless shirt, throwing his jacket off to the side as he rolled his shoulders as if he was anticipating a fight.
‘Well, well he’d be right.’
To Erza’s secret horror, the only difference was the manic look in his eye as he stared her down from across the room. Despite that look, it was as if she was just looking at the older version of her old friend. It’s more painful, in a way. Having to take down such a friendly face, a constant reminder of what things could have been but instead…
Instead this was the end result.
“I’m sure you heard the announcement on the way up, but Etherion is coming in a matter of minutes…it’s not really safe here. You and your friends, and all of that shit.” Jellal said the latter part dismissively, as if he had no comprehension of the value in this statement. Erza was shocked at the revelation, having heard Jellal’s voice through the magical intercoms but was too caught up in her own thoughts to process his words. Etherion, the secret weapon of the Magic Council as Makarov has sparingly mentioned, was being fired?
Erza readied her stance even more sharply at the words.
Jellal looked at her curiously, “I just told you that if you don’t leave, Etherion is probably going to kill us all and your friends. And you choose to stand your ground?”
“I don’t know if you’re telling the truth or not, but one thing is for certain. You and this tower will be going down for good, and if I need to ensure that Etherion hits this place myself, then I will stay until it does so.”
“Sacrificing yourself for the greater good, huh? How boring.” Jellal scoffs but then he smiles softly in extreme emotional whiplash, “It’s so you .”
Erza, feeling wildly uncomfortable at the spectrum that she had just witnessed, just swallowed harshly and braced herself as Jellal suddenly got an annoyed look on his face and decided to slash at her with his darkness magic. It sends her stumbling backwards, cracking her sword with the amount of mana it had packed within. She reclaims her balance however, as she focuses on Jellal and Jellal alone.
Armed with nothing left except a finite supply of ordinary swords, pain, and determination, she feels as if she understands Ikaruga’s words a little bit more. Even with nothing left but her bloodied hands and her teeth, it is not over until it is over.
Giving your entire being into the fight, till the very end.
“I am a warrior.” Erza whispers to herself, hoping it will give herself more motivation to see triumph in this face. Logically it is impossible, but there always is that outlier of hope and it’s capabilities. And to be a warrior, means to have unwavering faith in your battle proweness.
A dark hand appears out of nowhere, aiming to grab Erza. Summoning another sword, Erza wards off the hand to the side, figuring out that the attack was rather linear and could be deflected. She turns her body and spears a sword across the room with deadly accuracy, surprising Jellal even as he had not expected such an attack given the state of her body. He dodges the sword barely, relishing in the feeling of the a small, stinging pain that was left of the blade’s mark.
A small line of red appears on his face as it begins to trinkle down and Jellal could only smirk, “Impressive.”
His mark glows red for a moment, before he summons hands and bodies from the ground. Like zombies, these dark ghostly beings at arisen from the resting places of the tower. Lost souls never freed from torment, even in death. They were angry, Erza felt her skin erupt in goosebumps as she stared at the legion that Jellal had created from the weary. There was also anger simmering in her blood, at the thought that not even he could left the dead escape from the tower.
The ghosts raced towards her at Jellal’s command, and Erza spent her time attacking, slashing, dodging as she inches her way towards Jellal. One of the ghosts manages to kick her on her side, and her knee nearly buckles at the sharp agony that raced through her. She falls to one knee but still kept defending herself. It was better to ignore the eerie liquid that loosely resembled blood that being released with every slash that makes contact with the ghosts.
Slamming the sword into the ground, she then kicks it with all her strength, causing the sword to crack as the force lifts it off of the ground. It causes a large portion of the floor to erupt from the ground as result, the sword being used as it’s lever. It slams into a great portion of the ghost, trapping them between the large piece of flooring and the ground that was still intact.
Thrusting forwards into the stomach of one, kicking off and twisting to dodge the dark claws of another, her body moves on overdrive. A new cut on her cheek, but another enemy down in front of her, she marches forwards with a steel cut focus.
“Darkness Cage”
Erza let out a gasp of pain and alarm as she suddenly found herself binded by hands in all places, including areas where the gashes were rather deep. She bites her lip to keep from crying out, a tear gathering within her eye as she held back her screams.
Red-faced from exertion, she stares down at Jellal, refusing to look weak in front of him.
Even if she feels the adrenaline begin to fade, and her conscious becoming hazy from her brain trying to block out the agony her body was feeling. Her head lolls to the side as her breathing becomes heavier. Fuck , she thought--she thought that if she had believed hard enough that she would’ve…
She could’ve overpowered him, somehow.
“No, no, you don’t get to pass out on me.” Jellal almost said lovingly, with softness that seems so wrong with his words. Erza’s face was forcibly lifted up by the chin as Jellal looked at her with eyes that could only portray one word;
Consume.
Erza jerked her head back but Jellal merely grasps her chin even harder as he forcibly makes eye contact with her. His eyes scouted her expression, her body, even raised his other hand to race through scarlet hair that he had always longed to touch once more. Internally, Spriggan rolled his eyes as he indulged in the unwavering desire that Jellal always had. This Erza Scarlet was certainly formidable, but what was so special that made him want to cast everyone else away.
It was annoying, it was best if she was killed.
Better yet, sacrificed.
His only remaining piece of humanity, and then he could be free.
“You…w-won’t get your way..in t-the end.” Erza words slurred from her mind numbing. Her eyes were still faintly sparked with anger and determination, but her body was not cooperating. She felt weak, limp within the ghostly touches that were binding her. Suddenly, it was shocking how much strength was required just to keep her eyes open.
Jellal just smiled, “Missing the 2.7 Billion Edeas, I know. What if I just wanted to be with you until we both meet our ends? It’s not such a bad idea, that’s one way to obtain paradise. Being away from a world that sin crawls over. We won’t have to fight anymore, just to live.”
Erza hates herself at that moment, because there is a piece of her that thinks that maybe Jellal could still be saved. Gone was the insanity that Jellal was showcasing earlier, but this Jellal, his words, deep down it made perfect sense. Is that how he was possessed by the Dark Mage? Their childhood was no stranger to the dark thoughts, they had often joked about killing their slavers and escaping to breathe and start anew. Jellal had wished for that so strongly, it made you want to follow into his footsteps and make a break for it.
And at his lowest, the power was given to him when he desperately needed it.
In a fucked up way, this could be him just wanted to save everyone from what they went through. It’s just that the execution had costed everything that he held dear, and at that point, what was the point.
“We..can s-still do that. It’s…y-you can still redeem--” Erza tearfully told him, but Jellal grew angry within a split second at the words. Redeem? Redeem? There was nothing to redeem. What he’s doing, resurrecting the dark lord, he will help them seek revenge. It doesn’t fucking matter about being a good person, he doesn’t even know what that looks like. In fact, seeking vengeance on the bastards who did this to children, is that not the act of retribution?
He was a fantastic person if that’s the case.
“There’s nothing to fucking redeem, Erza. They fucked us up, and now I’ve got the power to fuck them back!” Jellal shouted at her, shocked that she could even think about stepping away. He let out an incredious laugh as he took a step back from the trapped girl in order to ran a hand through his hair, tugging it violently. “I don’t care about saving other people, who saved me? No one. No one but him.”
“H-Him?”
“Zeref. He helped me, I-I heard--he’s going to save us. We can finally be fucking free of this shitty world.” Jellal said with a smile on his face, as Erza closed her eyes at the madness that has consumed her friend. Tears were free flowing from her eye now.
“Fuck the world, Erza. Why should I think about others, if they had done nothing but let us suffer.”
Erza sobs quietly at the words, because Jellal has never seen the good in the world and who--who could blame him for falling so deep into the darkness.
Time was never kind to Jellal, all it did was take and take and take from him.
“I don’t remember much of the tower anymore, you know.” Jellal began quietly after his outburst, before his voice began to raise with every word. “I only see a village, fire, and then for a moment, I see a little blue haired girl walking with me. I--I think I had a sister, Erza. And the world took it all away from me. ”
The insane look is back now as Jellal struggles with himself before deciding that the best way was to just laugh the pain away. He laughs as he walks towards Erza and grins as he places his hand on her forehead, “Bind Snake.”
Erza thinks that it’s a bit useless as she’s like three seconds from passing out completely, whether it’s from blood loss, pain, or being emotional overwhelmed. Probably all three, if she was really being serious. Regardless, the faint sensation of something warping around her body with the intention of rendering her immobile felt cold. It was a chill that shakes her body, and she could only dully cry as Jellal grabs her by the arm, dragging her limp body to what looked to be a massive piece of Lacrima.
He picks her up as she silently sobbed, pressing her bloodied back against the Lacrima in order to activate the blood magic that it required, for her sacrifice. Erza tried her hardest to force her body to move but the Bind Snake had done it’s job. The Lacrima glows red as she feels it sucking her in, like a quicksand.
She’s just so tired .
“I hope you can understand why now.” Jellal smiled but Erza just look at him with a look that only be described as the closest thing to disdain.
Her eyesight is hazy, her eyes fluttered closed as she is left crucified into the Lacrima. Her hands and head is the only that is left exposed, the rest of it enclosed within the shard. Blood runs down the front of the magical mineral, leaving a gruesome sight for those who enter.
“F-Fuck you, Zeref.”
But not Jellal, she doesn’t think she’d ever have the heart to hate the man.
After all, Jellal maybe be the greatest victim out of all of them.
After Erza passes out, Jellal only sits and stares at her body for a moment. There is a whirlwind of emotions that’s racing towards him, and he has to take a moment before he regains control. Jellal was upset about how badly Erza was hurt, and Jellal was happy at the fact that the plan was finally coming together.
Jellal doesn’t know which side of him is the real one.
Not that it matters in the end, as Paradise is one step closer to being achieved. That is thought that Jellal defaults too as he walks back to the center of the room, awaiting the next villain of his story. He can feel the mana from the steps, as the dragon slayer raced his way towards his throne room.
There was something that draws him to Natsu Dragneel, Fire Dragon Slayer of Fairytail.
And Jellal would be lying if he said that it wasn’t exciting to find out.
--J-L--
This tower was taller than Juvia had initially thought, she thought grimly as she finally found the exit. Millianna had thanked her quietly for her help with moving Wally, to which Juvia had no words but just nodded back. She didn’t do it for Millianna, she did it to make this shit go faster so that she could get back to her friends.
After settling Wally on the ground some meters away along the shore of the island, Juvia took a seat as she let out an exhale breath of relief. Walking down all those stairs and hallways were really taxing, and she wasn’t able to conserve as much energy as she’d like. It was surprising how frustrating it is to be on the sidelines. In the past, if you were not useful, you sit and wait until you are. Methodical practices, and it ensures that you only participate at your best.
Her mana tank was really low, high enough to have some healing benefits but not as normal. She’d probably need about a week and a half to full recover. Jose would be screaming at such a state, wondering how the hell she even got to such a state.
She’s never felt so drained but so alive before, and her nerves are itching to just race back in there and stand side by side with her friends. Her friends . Juvia smiled softly at the sunrise at the thought as she rested. Even though she feels like crap, she finds that she much prefers this feeling.
It feels worth it.
Still, there were many benefits to Phantom Lord’s thinking. As much as she secretly wishes to enter the tower once more, she will be no good to them at the moment. She has to conserve as much energy as possible, just like Lucy wished for.
Millianna cautiously sat next to Juvia, watching the sunrise with muted awe, the wind blowling loosely in their faces. Juvia’s blue hair waved beautifully in the air, hat long lost in the fighting. Juvia leaned back and took a glance Millianna, who looked back with a wary smile. Juvia just chuckled,
“Juvia no longer thinks of you as a threat.”
“Thanks…” Millianna said lowly back with a relief sigh, her shoulders relaxed with tension.
It was quiet once more as the two girls at there, finding the small bit of beautiful in such a cursed island. Millianna turned towards Juvia with just one question on her mind, too tired to think about anything else.
“The place we all fought you in…what is it called?”
Juvia blinked, racking her brain to remember the name of it. It had been her first time as well, “...casino? Juvia thinks that is the name.”
Millianna nodded her thanks, “...I think I’d like to go there, without the fighting, if I’m still alive. It was my first time in the “world”, and it looked like it was fun without us interfering. So many colors and lights.”
Juvia felt a small pang in her chest, and felt compelled to say, “You will.”
“I will?”
“You will survive. Fairytail always manages to make it out of these types of things.”
“Fairytail? What is that?”
“A place of new beginnings,” Juvia answered after a moment. She looks at Millianna and thinks that maybe she was the same as Juvia once, not sure where to go. “A guild. A place where people can find a new goal in life.”
Millianna smiled, brighter this time at the thought. “It sounds lovely.”
Juvia mirrored her smile, and softly whispered, “Yes, it is.”
The conversation ends on that note, but it lifts the tension between the two girls as an unspoken understanding resonates through them. Looking into the distance however, Juvia’s eyes narrowed at a dark shape in the distance. She stands up at the sight and told Millianna to stay there as she went to go investigate.
Internally, her mind was racing. Was this reinforcements for Jellal? Or maybe from Fairytail? Her heart fluttered at the thought but she knew that logically it didn’t make sense. They hadn’t known that the casino was a shitshow and it didn’t help that they are now in the middle of nowhere thanks to Natsu’s nose.
The only person Juvia knows that could hunt them down at the same level was…Gajeel. But Juvia had last spoken to Gajeel with words of anger, he wouldn’t be here. Juvia felt a wave of remorse at the thought of their last conversation, wishing that it could have ended a bit better. She still felt true to her words, but she had walked out on him instead of staying, and she hadn’t looked back.
She should’ve…No.
Now was not the time, she scolded herself, before she started to enter the water. She could swim extraordinarily well thanks to being basically one with the water element, and decided that if she had to transform into liquid mode, then she will no matter the consequence to her magical core. So she silently swims and stalks like a shark to prey, keeping her distance in the dark waters as she investigates.
Her eyes widen and her heart leaps into her throat as soon as she sees a wild black mane of hair and hastens her swimming towards the boat.
She breaks through the water surface so suddenly, and reaches for the side of the boat, much to the horror and shock of the resident sailors. Her head popped over the surface, and had caused quite the reactions.
“Oh FUCK!” Bisca shouted as she saw Juvia’s arm appear suddenly on the side of the boat, causing her to fumble her gun almost into the water.
Gajeel had subtlely flinched at the sight, immediately relaxing the moment he saw Juvia’s head peak over however.
Mirajane and Levy both shrieked and held each other as they stared at the arm, before choking on their screams the moment they recognize the person that the arm was attached too.
For a moment, everyone was silent as Juvia climbed over-board. Once she was able to get up right, she stood up on the boat and smiled brightly, eternally grateful that she had decided to investigate the figure she saw at the distance. Despite all of the odds, Fairytail was here . Here for them, even though they still had a little bit to go to reach the island.
“You guys are here.” She said softly, full of warmth.
Gajeel stalked his way across the boat and glared harshly at Juvia, who looked at him a bit sheepishly. Everyone remained silent as Gajeel silently glanced over Juvia, taking in her appearance. She had cuts, some bruises, and her clothes were torn in some areas. Yet she looked as if she was still ready to fight, and Gajeel internally gave her a nod of approval. That’s right, they weren’t raised to punk out in the middle of shit.
It also told him that Fairytail didn’t make her weaker, which was…a thought.
“You disappear on me again and I ain’t fuckin’ lookin’ for you, you hear me?” Gajeel growled lowly.
Juvia smiles softly as she nodded, “Yes. Juvia…is so happy that you are here.”
She slowly inches forwards towards Gajeel who looked at her with disdain that actually just masked his worry for the girl. He allows her to hug him, although he had stiffened for a moment at the physical contact. He did not hug the girl back, but didn’t push her off either. Just stared down at the top of her blue head and let out a softer sigh than anyone had expected.
Juvia released him after a moment, before looking around at the rest of them with a smile on her face, “Juvia is glad you all are here, actually.”
“You look like shit, Dewy.” Gajeel said bluntly, but Juvia just nodded.
“We were attacked at the casino, where Erza was kidnapped.”
Everyone made a noise of alarm at the sound of Erza, the S-Class mage, being kidnapped. Mirajane’s expression darkened, “Tell us everything.”
But as Juvia was in the middle of retelling their tale of how they got here and what the plan was, there was a massive beam of mana that had suddenly shot into the tower. Juvia choked on her spit as her head whipped around, eyes widened and floored at the sight. Levy gasped sharply as her hands covered her mouth. Gajeel’s eyes widened, Bisca paled as she dropped her gun.
Mirajane let out a cry at the sight as she gripped the side of the boat.
Gajeel watched the tower with sharp eyes as it began to glow after the impact of the crazy amount of mana that it was just blasted with, when suddenly he rushed forwards towards the helm of the tower and shouted, “IRON SHIELD.” A silver ball surrounded the boat so faster before they could even blink.
The exterior of the tower had just exploded from the tower, unleashing the Tower of Lacrima in it’s place, sending the blacken shards of the exterior flying at a brutal force in all directions.
Once the outburst of debris and mana was over, Gajeel winced as black shards dug into the skin of his forearms as he closed the shield, skin bleeding as the impact was so fast that it cut through his shielded skin. He silently pulled the shards out of his skin as the others looked at the newly formed tower in fear and awe.
He was throwing each shard out one by one when someone sat down next to him. Not close enough to be in his personal space, but close enough to know that it was intentionally. Gajeel paused his movements and looked at the brown-eyed solid script mage, mouth sealed shut. Levy had placed a small medkit that she had procured using her magic, the word gauze wrapped around tiny over and over to create the medical supply.
Gajeel was shocked to say the least, although he didn’t outwordly show it. He just stared at the girl for a moment, before nodding slightly of his thanks as he slowly grabbed the gauze in order to use it. He realized that he didn’t want to make any sudden movements to frighten the girl, and it was a thought that really stuck with him.
Why?
He decided it was just best not to think anything more as he continued to pull out the shards from his skin, and wrapped his forearms to protect from infection. Somehow, he felt a little stronger and felt like he was already getting better.
Juvia was in a panic though, “Oh--Juvia has to get there right now. They could be--”
Bisca placed a hand on her shoulder, “Deep breaths kid, there’s some people on land that remained unscathed despite the impact. I think that the tower inside is still safe, if the others are in there.”
Levy nodded as she got over her shock, “Y-Yes I agree. Even though the exterior has been…molted, the architecture of the tower still seems to be the same. Almost as if whatever that insanely powerful beam was had…charged it up?”
Mirajane just looked around at the debris that was polluting the ocean, that they were sailing through and then back at the tower. The closer she got to the tower, the stronger she felt Satan’s presence, and it was unsettling, even to the demon herself.
‘Mirajane, this is…’
‘Yes, this is bad.’
Mirajane closed her eyes as she felt her stomach sink.
There was a familiar feeling in the distance, it felt like the burning hell fires that Satan was familiar with. It made Mirajane feel sick, because she hasn’t felt it’s presence in years. He had gotten better with handling it, he tried to avoid areas that even threatened to surface that…that underlying existence. He never once spoken about it outloud, but Mira had always knew it had existed.
And she thinks he knows too.
“When we get closer, I’m going to transform and fly directly to the top.” Mirajane spoke up.
Gajeel raised an eyebrow, “What’s stopping you from going now?”
Mirajane swallowed her pride as she instinctively felt the urge to deflect. The steps of reclaiming her own power meant that she had to acknowledge her truths, and that’s how she will get better at healing and becoming stronger than ever. So despite feeling her cheeks burn with slight embarassment, she told the truth.
“I’m not confident in using my magic yet. The closer, the shorter the usage, the more control I can have.”
Gajeel stared at her for a moment before nodding silently, secretly impressed. Most punks would just come up with some bullshit excuse as to why they can’t, but Mirajane not only told the truth but created a plan to overcome that issue, even if it’s only a temporary solution in the long run. It was impressive and Gajeel is starting to truly understand how Fairytail was different but better in some ways, the potential that Juvia sees in them.
Growth is growth, even if it’s not traditional, and there are different ways to showcase your guts.
Your strength .
Bisca takes the reign of command, and nods, “Let’s put all of our efforts into getting to the island, promptly. Levy, can you create paddles for us? This is overtime now.”
Levy complies, pushing her magic to the limits.
In her mind however, she think she’s beginning to understand why Makarov wanted her on the team. She had grown complacent with her growth of her magic, and the quests that they partake in. Stagnant. In the event of where her friends needed her, she was reaching her limit rather quickly. She had always thought that she didn’t need to worry as hard as the others because they were in different fields, that she didn’t have to ever worry about this type of danger because she always did the safe ones.
But here she was, about to reach her limits in order to make paddles for her team. Not even weapons, to be of actual “use”.
It was so frustrating to realize that you are weak and there was nothing you could do in the current moment.
Gajeel silently saw the pensive look on her face as he watched how Fairytail reacted to getting ready to gear up. He saw the glimpses of fear, determination to help, the secret self-loathing in some as they wished that they could do better to be more useful. It was getting him worked up as well, ready to fight--well just to fight.
He is…not loyal to Fairytail, but he does see the urgency for this situation. Gajeel was only here to search for Juvia, and he had for a moment thought about returning since he had already accomplished his goal. Yet the look of urgency and fear that Juvia had for the others that were still fighting, she had such compassion that even Gajeel would feel like a dickhead for grabbing her and leaving this shitstorm.
So whatever, he’ll help Fairytail, for Juvia’s sake.
He didn’t want her mad at him again, so there’s that too.
--L-H--
It happened so fast that Lucy was in disbelief as Gray’s Dome of Ice began to crack and dissolved back into mana as she stepped out of it. One second, the material of the tower was black and left a haunting chill in the air. The next thing she knew, Gray had pulled her close to him with a startled scream faster than she could react and there was an overwhelming energy that was overloading her senses.
Lucy stood frozen in Gray’s embrace as he had summoned the ice shield wordlessly, in pure instinct to protect the two of them.
Leaving them both rendered speechless once the massive energy dissapated, leaving a crystallized interior from everywhere that they could see. Lucy’s jaw dropped as she looked around the bright and multicolored room.
It was oddly beautiful in a way, with the sunrise’s light reflecting throughout the entire surface. She spun around the room slowly, taking in the incredible change. It was like a work of art, honestly. Not a trace of that evil tower in sight.
Gray swallowed down a noise of surprise as he stepped out next, adrenaline still racing at how fast that he had reacted. It was blind and upon instinct and he stutters out quietly, “A-Are you alright?”
Lucy look her eyes from the beautiful exterior and flashed Gray a bright smile, “Ah, yes. I’m fine, thanks to you. Thank you, Gray.”
Gray flushed a bit before he just nodded and crossed his arms, eyes narrowing at the drastic change of scenery. He squatted down as he peered into the semi-translucent flooring, and touched it. He blinked in shock before he says, “This is…lacrima?”
Lucy baulked before she went off over towards a piece of lonesome lacrima and touched it. Immediately, she felt the ability to transfer her magical energy into the mineral which only left with more questions gathering inside of her mind. How the hell did the tower suddenly turn into a tower of lacrima? Where did that energy come from?
Rushii..would know the answer.
Lucy immediately shook her head at the thought, no. No, she would not use her sister as--as some tool to take advantage of getting more information. Not when Rushii had practically shut down earlier at the sight of Natsu’s…gruesome injury. Lucy thinks that her Nee-san was so startled that she had lost control of herself and it caused her to retreat once more to recover.
She bit her lip, “You’re right, this is definitely lacrima. I don’t understand, how did it transform into this?”
“We were hit with a shit ton of mana though, maybe it merged with the negative mana that this place was swarming with?”
Lucy didn’t know the correct answer though, and it was making her worried.
“We need to get up as fast as possible--”
A bundle of blue speeded and crashed into Lucy’s chest, causing her to let out a small groan before instinctively hugging it. A cat head popped up with big tears in their eyes as Lucy’s eyes widened at the sight of Happy, who looked grateful to just be alive. “Happy?!”
“Lushiii~~” Happy cried out, “You’re okay! What the heck just happened?”
“That’s what we’re tryna find out,” Gray spoke up and gave Happy a small smile at the sight of the cat. “Shouldn’t you be with Natsu right now, though?”
“He told me to come tell you to evacuate, ‘cuz Jellal is cooking up something bad!”
Lucy and Gray immediately looked at each other in alarm before they both urged Happy to continue more, thus he did.
“Jellal said that Etherion was gonna hit the tower and that we were all gonna die! But I think Etherion already hit us…”
“..and we’re still alive.” Lucy finished with a thoughtful frown, before she grew annoyed. Natsu Dragneel, you rotten lizard. How dare you send Happy to tell us to evacuate, as if to leave you behind. He should know that Team Haluna never leaves someone behind, never. There’s a flash of disappointment that settles within her, does he think that they’d only hold him back?
“And what was Flame Brain’s stupid ass trying to accomplish as he sent you to get us to safety,” Gray snapped angrily, drawing the same conclusion as Lucy did. The idiot totally had the idea of leaving himself behind just in case Etherion really did kill everyone in this tower. They’ll have to really knock some fucking sense into the boy when they survived this shit.
“He was trying to save Erza from Jellal.” Happy said sadly. “He’s really upset though.”
Lucy and Gray immediately took off running up the stairs without a second thought.
--N-D--
He could not believe his eyes.
The tower was hit with something in the background and it caused the entire place to change before him. Gone was the dreary castle, but instead was replaced with a tower almost full of ice. Perhaps that could explain the cold, empty feeling that had took over his senses at the sight before him.
Faintly, he heard Simon sob out and fall to his knees at the sight.
Natsu was too far gone to even take a glance at him, as he stared at the lacrima that was a faint red and was dripping red as well thanks to the person inside it. His opponent remained quiet in the middle of the room, watching the entire exchange with a delighted look on his face, but Natsu had ignored him.
In a trance, he stumbled over towards Erza, who looked as lifeless as the state of her body appeared to be. Her wrists were being dug into, leaving thin trails of blood flowing slowly down the lacrima that she was stuck in. Her head hung limply, as Natsu shakingly felt her neck for any glimpse of a pulse. Give him something , please .
A very faint bump alerted her that somehow, she was still fucking alive , and Natsu felt himself come back to life at that very moment. There was something dark that was bubbling inside of him instead, roaring with ferociousness. The dormant rage that always seemed to reside inside of Natsu was blazing like a consuming inferno and for once in his life; he let it consume him.
Behind him, he heard Simon’s battle cry being cut off within an instant and by the time he had turned around from Erza’s gruesome sacrifice, he had locked eyes with Jellal who had only looked a bit bored as he released his darkness created hand from through Simon’s chest. Natsu’s blood roared in his ears as he watched Simon’s lifeless body stagger for a moment, with a hole punctured through his chest.
He let out a choking sound before falling to his knees and collapsed on the floor, to which Natsu could only stare with a burning hatred trembling inside of him. Black lines started to appear on Natsu’s skin, wrapping around his fists especially like gauze. He looked at Jellal, who just grinned.
“I’ve been waiting for you.”
Natsu couldn’t even find himself to response to such a provocative with words.
He takes a silent step forwards.
Jellal was so excited . The expression on Natsu Dragneel’s face was enough to give him goosebumps, even with his true magic being restored thanks to Etherion’s efforts. The magical cannon had managed to go beyond even his expectations, restoring him to an even more powered form. Zeref was right, there was so much that was to be obtained in this world. So much fruit to be picked, and one was dangling right in front of him.
He was drawn to this energy that Natsu Dragneel was radiating, it just felt so familiar, as he stalks forwards like predator to their latest prey. The look of his eye was frightening on it’s own, with such a carnivorous expression that only made Jellal more aroused for violence.
He was about to go toe-to-toe with a dragon .
“Did you like my present?”
Natsu suddenly appeared in front of him, causing him to blink at the speed. His fist was flared with an ever-burning flame and kick-started the battle immediately with an Iron-Fisted punch to the face. Jellal let out a groan as he was sent stumbling backwards, surprised at the strength as he didn’t expect it. Was this increase of power coming from those mysterious black lines on his body? He’s truly curious, always wanted to have study Dragon Slayer Magic.
Jellal stretched his jaw for a moment, noting a dull ache but was rather unscathed. He summoned a hand from darkness, shooting it towards Natsu who was grabbed as he was pulled closer. Natsu snarled and growled loudly as he squirmed in his hold, setting his body on fire in order to ward off other attacks.
Jellal took a step back, wary of the temperature of the flames and it caused him to break concentration for a brief moment. Natsu twisted his body violently, causing the Dark Hand to twist as well as he did a spinning fire kick to swipe at Jellal’s lower body. Jellal silently cursed and narrowed his eyes as he jumped to dodge the attack before generating dark slashes of mana to attack Natsu.
Natsu, now free from the bind, crossed his arms to take the hit, wincing a bit as some of them left deep gashes. He dodged the rest of the slashes as he felt something bubble up inside of him. It was a different urge this time around, as he realized that while the dark energy that was resonating with him right now was making him crueler, this one felt more familiar. It felt like his father blessing him again, after kicking the last dark slash away from him, Natsu charged up to let out the strongest Fire Dragon’s Roar of his entire life.
The blast had caused Jellal to activate his other magic, Heavenly Body Magic, in order to accelerate his speed to get out of the impact range. The side of the tower was destroyed as the sunrise was beginning to peak through the cracks and Jellal let out a shout of annoyance as he seethed. He felt the mana that the tower lacrima was being charged begin to leak and that was just not good for his plans.
Some damage will be unavoidable, but too much…and there won’t be enough for his plans.
Jellal snaps his head towards Natsu, enraged, “What the fuck are you doing?!”
Natsu didn’t hear him, as he stepped out of the smoke, with dragon scales dancing across his cheeks and forearms as he stalked forwards. He was snarling as he looked at Jellal animalistically, huffing as he raced towards him with even more speed than before. Jellal clenched his jaw as he was faster than Natsu, but with every blow that he had dodged, Natsu had just mindlessly caused more and more damage to the tower.
“Meteor” Jellal whispered as he moved with great speed, racing towards Natsu and kicking him off to the side. The speed of the action caused him to crash into lacrima, causing Natsu to groan a bit in pain as he smacked his shoulder into a sharper piece of lacrima. It didn’t pierce through his skin thanks to the nearly obtained Dragon Force that increased his resistance, but it managed to cut deep leaving a stinging and painful sensation.
Oddly enough however, the pain caused Natsu’s head to clear up a bit as he sucks in a breath, feeling the rage threaten to consume him once more. Instead, he uses it as more fuel, although a little more level headed. Fighting always cleared some things up for him, it was in his blood to be a fighter.
“Crimson Lotus: Fire Dragon’s Fist”
A deep red flamed strike that was in a zooming uppercut had missed Jellal, but the damage done to the tower was considerable. It began to rain shards of lacrima that was being broken off by the fighting, and Jellal was incredibly upset. At this point, it didn’t matter who was the sacrifice anymore, because at this rate the tower was going to be too damaged to do anything properly.
He had underestimated Natsu Dragneel’s destructive potential and it was costing him greatly.
Jellal clenched his jaw as he began to rise into the air, both hands moving into various symbols as he began to chant. Several magic circles were appearing above Jellal’s hands, causing goosebumps to erupt on Natsu’s skin as he held his shoulder from across the room. Eyes widening as he realized that he had to stop whatever this spell was, he ignited the soles of his feet to give him and extra boost as he raced towards Jellal.
Jellal just only glowered at him from above, hands raised as the fractured light of the throne room made him look even more imposing. The red symbol on his face glowed within the shadows that dances across it, as he looked at Natsu as if he was a stain upon the universe. A beam of light strikes down and Natsu barely dodges it from the air, crashing into a lacrima pillar.
Natsu shook his head as he huffed out of confusion and awe, looking at the ceiling where the light was coming from. The mana beam had blasted the top of the tower, giving Natsu the view of a massive hole in the sky that left the entrance of the universe. Six more stars twinkled in the sky before Jellal pointed at him once more, causing one of them to shine extra brightly before coming from the heavens above.
“GRAND CHARIOT!”
Natsu screamed as he was hit with the magic, causing great damage to him as it set his entire body into shock. His back bowed as he felt as if he was electricuted ten times over in all nerves, before the light faded as Jellal bidded time for the next onslaught. Natsu choked and rolled over as he coughed out blood, digging his hands into the floor as he urged himself frantically to pull himself together.
Slowly, he struggles to get up after being heavily damaged by the brunt of Jellal’s attack, and he wondered if he was strong enough to beat the man for a brief second. His rage kicked in at the thought however, and it gave him the push that he needed in order to get back up at his feet in order to dodge the next Grand Chariot beam, although it wasn’t with finesse.
“Fire Dragon’s Wing Attack!” Natsu roared as he got up from the floor like a rocket, knocking into Jellal’s body with the Wings simultaneously. Being vulnerable due to the amount of strain that Grand Chariot takes in order pull off, Jellal was dealt a critical blow as did the tower as he was knocked out the air and pushed into the wall with flaming wings. His skin was burnt as he let out a shout of pain of his own, leaving his body simmering and bubbling as he laid in the ruins for a moment.
He slams his fist in wall however, taking all of his pain and frustration into a scream of rage.
It was not fucking point, the amount that his own and Natsu’s spell had done was going to leave the tower useless. He looked over at Erza’s limp form and didn’t even feel an ounce of sympathy. No, the idea of freedom and being so close had nearly consumed him entirely, and yet his plan was going to fail.
It was going to fail because of Erza fucking Scarlet and her friends.
How is fair that she gets to have it all, even in the end?
His comrades were useless, they all had lost to the Fairytail mages.
She got to escape from this hell hole and she got to be happy.
But what about Jellal?
Why was his happiness never considered too?
Instead he was forced to BUILD THIS GODDAMN TOWER AND IT WON’T EVEN FUCKING WORK IN THE END.
He’s going to--
“NATSU!” A new voice shouted, causing both Natsu and Jellal to snap their head at the newcomers. A blonde girl, black haired shirtless boy with a chain, and a blue cat entered the room with horror-struck faces. The blonde had looked at Natsu’s state in disbelief, before looking around the room only to grow eeriely pale at Erza’s state.
The black haired boy couldn’t stop looking at Natsu, as if he’d seen a nightmare in present form as he stood there in shock.
The cat had flew straight to Natsu, crying inside the dragon slayer’s arms as the injured man winced before swallowing his agony and giving his friend some comfort. Natsu stared at Gray, who only looked at him with a clenched jaw, taking in his demonic draconic state in full. Hurt at the look of fear that Gray was giving him, Natsu swallowed again before whispering something to Happy, and locking in eyes with Jellal.
Jellal, who could only stew in jealousy at the sight, and decided once and for all that if he couldn’t have want he wanted after all that he’s done…
Then they couldn’t either.
--L-H--
Lucy Heartfilia fell to her knees as she palmed the enclosure that Erza was trapped him. She was freely sobbing at the sight of the woman in such a state, she couldn’t stop the tears from exploding the moment she had saw Erza. She had a feeling that it was going to be horrible, the moment she had saw those black lines on Natsu and the detached look that was on his face. He had recognized though, when he had screamed her name, but she’s seen those lines before.
Those lines only appeared when he was overwhelmed, and well, as she sobbed into Erza’s lacrima, she could only imagine what happened for such a transformation.
She sucked in a breath and whirled her head towards Gray, “GRAY, HELP ME!”
It took a second for Gray to pull his attention away from Natsu’s state, but the moment he saw Erza and Lucy’s sobbing form, he grew furious and was shocked all at once. Whatever he was thinking before had disappeared as he forced his body to comply and start moving towards Lucy to get Erza out. She was pounding the lacrima, cracking it bit by bit as it began to free Erza.
She originally wanted to summon Taurus to do it, but if the lacrima had broken in half with too much strength, what would happen to Erza? It could be like snapping something in half, and it was a risk that she never was going to take. So she punched and kicked and slammed into the lacrima as she cried, using her turmoil to fuel her moves.
“No…” Jellal muttered darkly as he slowly got up, burns stinging with every movement but he doesn’t care. He stood at the end of the room and his eyes dulled as he cracked his neck before crossing his arms.
Natsu immediately tensed and began to power up himself, grabbing Gray’s attention half-way before he realized that Jellal had gotten back up. All of the shadows the room were being pulled towards Jellal, slowly at first before it began to pick up speed.
Gray paused in his movements as he twisted his attention towards Jellal, telling himself that he needed to be put down now . The room grew dark despite the open ceiling, as a dark ball of energy started to pulse around Jellal’s crossed arms, that only seemed to grow with more shadows as it’s fuel.
It was like an all-consuming black star, as the weight of gravity was starting to weigh down on the rest of them. Happy flew onto the floor and struggled to stand up first. The floor of the lacrima tower started to crack at the pressure, and Gray was next to fall as his knees buckled. He took a knee as he clenched his fists, trying his hardest to stand back up but he was only digging into the floor even harder. The weight on his chest was suffocating as he huffed out harshly, trying to breath normally.
Lucy sobbed in relief as the pressure from Jellal’s star had helped release Erza from the blood lacrima with the help of her microfractures already in placed, before the tower began to slowly get crushed at the gravity. She caught Erza’s body and let out a groan of pain as she was pushed against the floor, arms wrapped tightly around her friend’s frame despite the added weight.
She could barely breathe, but she wouldn’t let go of Erza.
She won’t.
Natsu was the only one who had enough power and energy to remain standing, but it was a struggle. The mana was twisting in vortex that only seem to want to suck everything in and leave nothing left. Jellal’s body was completely hidden behind the star, although it felt more of a black hole if anything.
He knew that he had one chance before Jellal had killed them all with this attack.
Natsu’s mind raced as his body slowly sank towards the ground, before he decided that if he couldn’t beat him, he would have to join him. He looked down frantically at the lacrima around him, and began to devour it. Lacrima has properties that allow people who store magical more in it, yes? So his thought because racing at the thought of how to increase his magical output. If he can store more magical power in the lacrima, beyond the capabilities of his natural mana core, for a limited time before it is dissolved inside of his body, then he would be able to increase the output of his body.
The gravity was almost too much at this point as not much of the tower’s top was left, nothing but the sun, the ocean, and his family bracing themselves against the floor against the gravity. Natsu let out a flaming burp as he ate to his fill of lacrima, before he closed his eyes and began to create a massive red orb, similar to Jellal’s current technique.
The tower’s previous illumineniscent form flickered off as the magical energy was being absorbed by the two boys at the top of the tower. A flaming ball of hellfire was being manifested in an attempt at a counter-attack against Jellal’s black hole.
And all of a sudden it was silent.
Jellal’s eyes snapped open.
Natsu’s did as well.
“Meteor”
“Fire Dragon’s Boost”
They launched at each other at incredible speed.
“ALTAIRIS!” Jellal roared as he condensed his magic into one hand, charging at Natsu’s body.
“FIRE DRAGON’S BRILLIANT FLAME” Natsu roared in exchanged with his magic condensed in the other.
The orbs fused together, creating a massive initial shockwave that was the tipping point of the collapsion of the rest of the tower sideways as they all began to freefall to the ocean. Lucy, holding onto Erza’s unconsious body, Gray reaching over for Happy, and Natsu still locked into battle with Jellal.
Before the explosion happened.
And everything turned white.
And nothing.
--L-H--
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“...unny..G--”
Everything hurts as she slowly comes to consciousness.
She doesn’t even attempt to move.
In the distance, she hears what she thinks is the cry of sea bird, but that couldn’t be right. They were on an island, sure, but it was a scary one. There was nothing living there except humans, so why…
Her eyes felt like they were glued shut and have the force of a million tons.
“Bunn…”
Internally, she furrowed her brows. Was someone talking? Who…
“Oi, you up?”
She let out a painful hiss as she forced her eyes to open, feeling the sun’s harsh light beaming burning her corneas. She groans in pain as she instinctively tried to move, only to be hit with a wave of pain so painful that it left her speechless and sucker punched.
“Are you stupid or somethin’? Don’t move, Bunny Girl.”
Bunny Girl?
After she blinked more in order to focus her eyesight, a shadow came and greatfully blocked the sun’s harsh rays. She instinctively licked her lips and found that they were extremely dry, and her throat was in a similar state as she swallowed upon reflex.
Sharp red eyes and studded piercings greeted her, along with droplets from the sea and a wet mane of hair.
Gajeel Redfox sharply grinned down at her before calling over his shoulder,
"Oi, Dewy! She's alive!"
Notes:
I've changed many things towards the ending scene, especially with Natsu's and Jellal's fight. Some of you might be confused or even upset by this change, but I'd like you to consider my thought process before drawing your final conclusions!
1. Based off of the events that I've written for Erza, she had no chance of defeating Jellal in her state. In fact, I think that in canon, she should've never been able to have defeated him in the first place. Perhaps canon Jellal was just entertaining her since he did remember their past together and whatnot, but with my version of Jellal being more insane and unable to maintain a strong sense of self, the logic failed in my eyes. Erza...is like a rock for him in a way, which is why with that exchange, he was the sanest he's ever been and that was his truest words yet. But all good things come to an end, and Jellal's mind is too fragile at the moment.
2. Simon's death. Simon is a grey character in my eyes. Unfortunately, he was always destined for doom. Even in the end he had betrayed Jellal and was never truly a follower of him, he still allowed many things to happen over the years. Not a bad person, but not a good one either. In canon, he had confessed to Erza before dying. For obvious reasons, he couldn't have, and I think it is more fitting in this way. Some things die with you and you will never get the chance to say what you want to say. He is a symbol of regret to me.
3. Gray's look at Natsu, summed up into one sentence really. Gray has lost his family and childhood pre-Fairytail to demons, so what does seeing Natsu in such an eerily familiar state do to him?
4. Natsu and Jellal's fight. Throughout the story, I have sprinkled hints of END's presence being stronger than canon, and it comes forth in this. NATSU HAS NEVER FULLY EMBRACED END BEFORE! He has always resisted the temptation because of how "dark" and destructive he feels in the moment. So theoretically, END Natsu should probably be able to beat up Jellal with no problem, but it was something that was too new. Dragon Force being activated on it's own was due to END's help, but I still added the bit of him eating lacrima to give him the boost too. Jellal's spells are incredibly powerful but incredibly taxing, and one hit is enough to be a killer blow. I think Natsu should've really struggled with this fight, and end in a "draw" for a powerful re-match during the Oracion Seis arc. Jellal's magic is too powerful for him to be stopped with a solid punch to the chest, but that's just me.
I know I tend to lack on the fighting aspects when it comes to this fix-it compared to my emotional descriptions, but I really did try hard with this one. I played epic battle music and everything!! I just hope it was okay.
5. Lucy and Gray's appearance at the battle. I think that in this version of FT, they will do as much as they can together. Natsu is not going to be taking all of these solo battles on his own, Lucy will not be on the sidelines waiting for good news when it's over, etc. The big personal fights will still be personal, but that doesn't mean that there isn't work being put on the sidelines at the same time. Notice how even though Lucy and Gray was there, it was still Natsu fighting Jellal. I think in situations like these where there is a lot happening at once, it is important to record the micro-transactions in order to get the whole viewpoint. In this case, Lucy was super worried and frantic over Erza, Gray was torn and overwhelmed with seeing Natsu, wanting to stop Jellal, and Erza's state. He wasn't sure where to go first, and it left him being rather useless. Natsu didn't have time to worry about anyone else, he had to focus on protecting everyone from Jellal. Stuff like that, yanno?
6. The ending. This is a smaller portion dealing with the aftermath of the Tower of Heaven arc that is made by me. It'll be no more than maybe 4-5 chapters, but it will resolve and cover many things that they've experienced and their steps towards healing. Some people will be alright, others will need more reflection. I think that this segment is going to change how you see the next arc (The Battle of Fairytail) as well, because if I was in FT during Laxus's bullshit after going through the traumatic ToH events, I would be so fucking pissed.
And this is also the time frame to make Gajeel's entrance to Fairytail a lot smoother.
The solidification start of Dragon Pack, Gajevy, NaLu, and Gruvia will really start to kick in now.
Also, gotta love the bromance of Gajuvia ofc!!
Anyways, that's enough yapping from me. I am eager to see everyone's reactions, haha.
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As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Cya on the flip side, friends.
Stay cool~
Chapter 35: Chapter 29
Summary:
College started again, so sorry for the delay. I'll be more consistent now that the first week is over and stuff.
WE HAVE DIVERGED FROM CANON PEOPLE!!!! We will be back on track soon but this entire chapter is based off of my original thoughts. This is going to be focusing on the emotional impact that the events of Tower of Heaven and builds momentum for The Battle of Fairytail Arc!! As stated before, this is about 4-5 chapters me thinks and I thought they were gonna be like 4-5k but here I go again making 8.5k chapters.
The curse of being so thorough, UGH!
ALSO, HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH WOOHOOO
AND I MISSED THIS STORY'S ANNIVERSARY BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S BEEN OVER A YEAR.
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
--G-R--
So much shit happened at once that finding himself sitting on some random coastline was the peaceful part of the entire situation. Well, Titania had almost died and they were still kind of on the edge of whether or not she’s was still breathin’...but given the state of her body, he was just surprised that she managed to hold on.
Bunny Girl had them worried for a moment as well as she had inhaled almost as much saltwater as Titania had, but Dewy managed to pull the water from her lungs as best as she could.
Gajeel frowned at the thought of Dewy and her resulting twitching state, compulsory spasms that looked painful in their own right. She had overused far too much magic, she had ran her mana core so dry that it made a fabled desert look like a rainforest. To say that he wasn’t upset with her would be a lie, but how could he scold her when she looked so determined to give her all in saving her friends.
It kinda made his heart a bit warm, to see the lengths that she will go for those she cared about. But the spams, they caused her to burrow into herself as she had to simply ride the wave until new mana would natural generate overtime.
For a mage without mana was just not natural, and Juvia didn’t have any left at the moment.
Another violent shiver and a low whimper of pain had Gajeel huffing out as he patted her shoulder twice before crossing his arms and standing guard. Titania was knocked out cold on the other side of him as he stood vigilantly for any idiots to stumble their way over. Nevermind that he didn’t know where the fuck they were, but two out of four being down wasn’t the best odds.
He wasn’t worried about handling a group against himself, that was fun even. But he had others to think about, and the thought didn’t upset him as much as it should have.
Bunny Girl cleared her throat as she sat upright, her head pounding from dehydration among other things. She had small cuts littered everywhere, especially where skin was exposed. She fingered her keys for comfort, no doubt she was grateful that she still had them after the explosion. Bunny Girl was a lucky one to have her shit intact after all that.
Gajeel gave her a curious once over as he remained vigilant of their surroundings
“You look like shit.”
Lucy just gave him a dead stare before she rolled her eyes, licking over the cut on her lip. “No shit .”
“Gihihi.” Gajeel snickered and Lucy just rolled her eyes. Even if Juvia claims that he has some good in him, Lucy hasn’t see anything yet and wasn’t impressed. Like yeah, thanks for saving my life, but you’re still an asshole. As if the aches all over her body didn’t give her a good idea of her current state.
“How is…” It was a desperate attempt to stifle the awkwardish air between the two mages, well at least to Lucy. She was still wary of the iron dragon slayer, who seemed to not really care either way.
Gajeel grew serious though as his eyes hardened, “Which?”
“Both, honestly.”
They both grimaced as another unconscious whimper of pain hit the blue haired water mage, with Lucy looking as if she wanted to reach out and hold her. If it would help soothe her worries. Gajeel shot her a warning look, “If you touch her right now, you might get hurt. Those spasms are no joke.”
“How--How did she even get into such a state? I thought she was at the bottom of the tower, there weren’t any enemies left except Jellal…” Lucy murmured, confused. Her memory was shotty at best at the moment. It had taken a second to recognize Gajeel when she had awoken, thanks to a concusion most likely. Still, the last thing she remembered was that she had sent Juvia to go with Millianna and some other guy back down the stairs.
Immediately, Lucy paled. Juvia had warned her not to turn her back on “fallen” enemies, but if Millianna had did this…this was her faul-- A splash of saltwater in her face causes her to spluttered in disbelief as she blinked owlishly and let out a girly shriek. It was cool, a little on the colder side. She snapped her head towards Gajeel who smirked at the sight, his ironed arm turning back into normal one.
“Wake the fuck up.”
“And you thought splashing me with water was the way to go about it?” Lucy snapped in mild irritation and the unphased man, “You could’ve said my name or something!”
Gajeel shrugged and looked away. “Cold water helps soothe aches.”
Startled at the statement, Lucy paused with furrowed brows as she realized that even if it was for a moment, the touch of the water had momentarily subdued her aches a bit. It had startled and distracted her from it at first, but now the cold was rather pleasant. Still, she rather not admit that what Gajeel had done was helpful out loud, so she just grunts and hugs her knees to her chest in a neutral fashion.
“Do you know where we are?” Lucy asked, looking around the beach. Gajeel hummed,
“Don’t know the name, but I’ve been here before.”
The conversation dies after that, leaving Lucy growing irritated once more. Well was he going to share more details or not?! He must be fucking with her on purpose. She furrowed her brows, not in the mood for fucking around particularly, when whatever insult she had cooked up had died in her throat the sight next to her.
Gajeel had a miniscule worried frown on his face as he stared at the two girls that laid unconscious in the sand, and his body seemed super tense. There was a small crash of the waves towards the end of the beach, but it was loud enough for it to draw Gajeel’s immediate attention. Lucy watched silently as he snapped into battle mode at the sound, probably so out of it to not even realize that it wasn’t even the sound of a threat. And that’s when she realized that she was being a bit unfair, because even if he sucked at conversations, he had played a part in saving her life.
Plus they were in the middle of nowhere.
They really need to be doing their best to work together since they were the only ones capable of moving, so sucking in a deep breath, she decided that she will give Gajeel a cleaner slate to start with. They were not in the condition to let bias to get in the way of them getting back to Magnolia.
“Let’s start over.” Lucy told Gajeel, who gave her a look of interest. He just raised an eyebrow and Lucy used that as an okay to continue,
“We’re not…in the current state to be holding mutual hostility for one another. We should focus on working together to get these two medical attention and to get back to Magnolia, right? So, let’s start over and cast away any previous bias we had.”
“Mutual hostility? You are funny, Bunny.”
Lucy flushed with embarrassment, not sure if it resulted from being mocked or the implication that maybe the hostility was one-sided, “What’s with the nickname, anyways? Why do you call me that?”
Gajeel shrugged, “You are fast and nimble like bunny rabbit.”
“Thanks…I guess.”
Gajeel just nods and Lucy feels even more lost than before. God, she wished that Juvia was awake and healthy enough to translate. Just what the hell is with this guy? He’s so---ugh, he’s so weird.
“It’s true, they need help, especially Titania. She hasn’t moved much since we fuckin’ fished you guys out, it ain’t normal. Sucks that a mage like her might fuckin’ kick rocks, I wanted to fight her too.” Gajeel shook his head while Lucy was appalled at his blunt words. Lucy made a gasp of disbelief, causing Gajeel to look at her confused.
“Don’t say that you, asshole ! Erza will survive, she is the strongest mage that I know first of all. Second, are you kidding me? Even if you saved us because you wanted to test our strengths later on, at least have the courtesy to hide your true intentions. Fucking news flash, the world isn’t about strength and proving who has the strongest biceps 24/7.”
Gajeel knows that.
Well, he’s coming to understand that perhaps you didn’t have to fight everything that came in your path that was deemed “worthy”, in order to prove your superiority. And that just because you didn’t have a typical aggressive-type of magic, that you weren’t strong. He knows that, it’s just well, he doesn’t talk to many people.
And he hates beating around the bush so he tends to always just say what was on his mind. Words can trick people, fists couldn’t.
“Hey, I don’t wanna see her kick rocks!”
“I’d hope so, but that’s not the point! You need to think before you speak, Gajeel Redfox.” Lucy spatted out and well, so far this truce is really pushing the limits already. Gajeel feels a bit awkward, as if there was something that he should say to help…calm her down or whatever, but he’s at a bit of a loss.
Lucy just groans into her hands, sliding them down her dry face, “Whatever, whatever . Just…tell me what happened, please?”
“I thought I needed to think before I spoke.”
“Don’t.”
He’s the most irritating guy she knows.
“Fine.” Gajeel grumbled before beginning, “Well uh, the creepy tower fuckin’ went boom. Bright lights everywhere, then a big boom again. Then---”
An exasperated sigh and a cut off, “...Gajeel?”
Silence before an inquisitive grunt.
“Let me rephrase. Tell me what happened with as much detail as possible.” Lucy spoke tiredly.
Gajeel cleared his throat after giving her a glare for interrupting him.
“ Fine .”
--A Couple of Hours Ago--
-- G-R --
They were almost at the shore of the island when the explosion went off at the top. The second wave of mana that had been released was overwhelming to the point where Gajeel had to cover his sensitive ears to the pressure, weighing his internal organs down with the impact. The tower shattered at the top, pieces of lacrima began raining down as it began to crumble.
Worst of all, he saw figures falling down in opposite directions.
“OI, DEMON MAID,” Gajeel roars amongst the destruction, covering his ears as he narrowed his eyes as he looked up at the sky.
“What?!” Mirajane yelled back and Gajeel pointed in the air.
“Two people are falling in that direction, go fly or somethin’.” Gajeel hissed as he watched the air. He frowned as he saw that two people were crashing into the ocean, and he reached over to grasp the ledge of the boat. He hopped over and fell straight into the sea, and for a moment everything was muffled. The noises of destructed were dampened, the yelling, the tears. He sits for a moment, floating in the water as he takes a moment to privately calm himself and prepare for what needs to be done.
Because even if he denies it outright, he wants to succeed.
He wants to save fucking Salamander and friends and it pisses him off.
Breaching through the surface, his long wet black hair was plastered on his face as he came up from air, and snapped his gaze at Juvia. The girl was worse for wear but the look of fear on her face was enough for Gajeel to know that she would be ready to help him. They didn’t have much time, he had told the white haired chick that two people had blasted away in the opposite direction, but there was someone else who fell off on the other side. The people that Mirajane was going to go after were probably going to land somewhere on the island but Gajeel’s target…
They were headed straight towards the waters and at that height, it wasn’t looking good.
He knows her answer, but he eyes her anyways. Not even he is stupid enough to charge in recklessly without taking into consideration about the state of her body. “Dewy…”
The words were on the tip of his tongue, and yet he couldn’t get them out. The gaze from the brown girl burned , and he didn’t dare look her way either. Juvia and Juvia alone. How fucking weak he was, stumbling around with what to say. It was embarassing.
But Juvia has always understood him, in a way. They never spoke much but yet always seemed to be relatively intune with each other. Maybe that’s how…close they are. Unspoken…bonds or whatever. And maybe once again, Fairytail had yet another fuckin’ point to that friendship shit.
It’s a nice feeling to be able to depend on someone to get you without much.
“Juvia is okay, she will assist you. Let us move as fast as possible, Juvia will follow your lead.”
Gajeel grunts in affirmation before giving her a stern look, “Don’t transform.”
“It is faster for Juvia to travel in---”
“You’re just gonna get in fuckin’ the way later on, save ya strength.”
Juvia pursed her lips before she huffs and hops into the water after Gajeel and starts to swim ashore after him.
Levy watches in silence at the entire exchange, noting how well her former attacker had worked with her Fairytail members. It was crude, and he cursed more than the average person, but he was quick and efficient.
She stares at him, and she’s confused. She’s confused because she was scared of him, and she still is to a certain extent. If he hadn’t been mindful about their distance, which was another thing that made her so perplexed (why care? why now ?), then she would’ve reacted worse with his presence. She had prepared, you know. She had decided that the circumstances was more than her…trauma from what happened weeks ago and that she would brave it in order to save her friends if she could.
Her past self would probably kick her in the leg if she saw that she had procured some medicate equipment for Gajeel, when he had defended them from one of the blasts without even thinking. Her stomach ached as a constant reminder around him but he was bleeding…and she wondered if it made her weak to still feel an urge to help her enemy.
Holding onto the pain reminds her that she can never go back to what she was before.
The dangers that exists in the world is not immune to her presence, she can and will get hurt in the future. Gajeel is living proof of that. And yet to assist him, working together this entire time and while he’s been slightly hostile, it wasn’t awful --It feels like she’s betraying her trauma. Does seeing the pieces of good within the man even matter after what happened? She doesn’t owe him anything.
So she doesn’t say anything to Juvia or Gajeel when they separate themselves and head over to who knows where. She just sits and watches as she’s churning internally over the waves of conflicts that the two bring. Gajeel immensely more than Juvia, but they come from the same source.
She only alows herself to hope they are successful in saving whoever they are about to hunt down.
In the back of her mind as she watches their wet backs, she also wants to forgive and let go, and she hates herself a little bit for it.
Jet and Droy wouldn’t forgive her.
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She knew where he was, she could feel it. The demonic presence that was swirling inside of him, and it had allowed Satan to pinpoint his location. Mirajane’s heart beated wildly in her chest, because what if he was spiraling? Natsu was just---he was the baby, did he have the will in order to resist the urges?
The urges for dominance and chaos that they both shared.
“His power has grown.” Satan comments approvingly, and it reminds Mirajane that at their core, they were different. Satan enjoys exuding her power and flaunting her achievements towards her enemies. Power was meant to be weaponized and manipulated to her own benefit, a theme that they have reached a more…neutral compromise on. It’s what made her younger years so hell-ish, they had such different ideas that it clashed and left her unbalanced for a long time.
“Stronger than you, Satan?”
Satan scoffed but she didn’t answer Mirajane, and that was a bit concerning, for such a prideful demon.
“Down there.”
Mirajane stifled a gasp as she saw where Natsu had landed, and his current crashed in state. His chest moved slowly up and down, as he sprawled into a mess of roots and crystal lacrima. Red painted the area, and his arm was bent in an unnatural shape, bleeding profusely. His skin was a pale hue, blood dripping from a head wound as he groaned quietly, heading lolling to the side.
He makes eye contact with Mirajane, and his eyes widened before they shine and he quickly shuts them completely.
“Oh Natsu…”
“H-How did you find us?” Natsu gasps out and it takes a moment, with the shock still in his system. It makes his tongue heavy, and his head thoughts seemed to drown within him. He doesn’t open his eyes, he doesn’t have the courage too. Not when he looks like this, and Mirajane looked at him with such worry.
He was fine, he had managed beat Jellal.
He was fine.
“That’s not important right now,” Mirajane scolded softly, before making her way over to observe and decide their next course of action. Natsu’s body was damaged, and she wanted it to be as painless as possible. “You should’ve called for backup.”
Natsu let out a bitter chuckle, “And let that bastard get away with Erza? Never .”
He’s still seeing nothing but darkness, willingly, when he feels a hand on his forehead to wipe some blood and matted pink hair from his face. He curls into it, because it feels like when he was younger. Mirajane hadn’t been the most comforting until after…Lisanna, but she had always known just what to do in situations like this.
“W-Where’s Lucy? Erza? Gray? Shit, where’s Happy?”
Mirajane casted a worried look around their surroundings before frowning as she didn’t see anyone else. She had no idea, and she stated it as such.
Natsu’s eyes shot open as fear raced within him, because what if he hadn’t beaten Jellal? What if he had them right now? Had Gray pinned down somewhere, or Erza was still stuck in that blood-sacrificing lacrima. What if he had Lucy--
There’s a deep, feral rumbling that comes from his chest as his skin flashed black. Mirajane watched in slight shock before she grew serious and allowed Satan’s power to flare across her in return. Natsu was in no state to look for the others, which they will not rest until they do, but to display such a visible change reflected his mental.
Mira had to tread careful but firmly, Natsu wasn’t thinking straight.
“I got to go.”
“No.” Mirajane places a hand on Natsu’s chest, and Natsu’s glare darkens. It’s intimidating, Mirajane doesn’t lie at that fact. Satan was pleased at the look in his eye, like she was watching a darkling beginning to mature into a real demonic peace of work. Mirajane ignored her feelings however, and capitalized on their power difference.
“Get out of the way, Mira! I’ve got to save the others--”
“Honey, the only one who needs saving right now is you . Stop and look at yourself, Natsu…you’ve shattered your arm in multiple places. You have a head wound, and even if you sit there and growl at me, I know for a fact you can barely move your body. I’m not alone, Natsu. Please, just take a moment to rest.”
Natsu just shakes his head rapidly, he wasn’t listening. He couldn’t listen, not when it felt like something, someone was missing from his grasp. It was making his head pound, but he didn’t care, he had to get up. He had to find her.
“I don’t know if I g-got him, I fucking hate him, Mira. I’ve got--what if he has them? ”
“Natsu--Natsu, you’ve suffered--”
“I don’t care!” He bellows at her, canines sharp as he tries to force himself to get up but falls backwards against his crater. He lets out a harsh gasp of pain as he groans and breathes out heavily, all the while Mirajane is stopping him with as little strength as possible. He pushes himself against her hand again, but just as last time, he has no more strength. He was at his most vulnerable moment, and his body won’t let him go on. “I don’t fucking care that I suffered, where--I’ve got to get up. Please, help me.”
He has to go on.
It was all that he knows.
“Natsu, we’ve talked about this.” Mirajane whispered softly, as she looked at her faux-younger brother.
Natsu growled, frustrated that Mirajane wasn’t getting the point. “It doesn’t matter, right now. It’s not important.”
“Natsu, you are always important.”
“ You-I don’t--”
He wasn’t listening, he kept trying to fight her. Satan admired the tenacity, but even she was starting to feel a glimmer of pity inside of her. There was no way Natsu was going to accomplish anything, to be quite frank he looked like he was on the verge of death from injuries. So Mirajane sucked in a strangled breath as she dung underneath Natsu to grab a hold of his body. Immediately, the boy was snapped out of his muttering, delirious state in order to let out a wail of pain as he squirmed in Mirajane’s grasp.
He has never felt pain like this, where his mana core had been exhausted to the point of no protection.
He felt like he wanted to die, if only to escape the agony that was lighting his nerves on fire.
“Please” Natsu kept letting out cries of pain as Mirajane slowly picked him up. His arm weakly twitched for his broken one, but Mirajane could only stay silent as she flapped her wings, and slowly ascended into the air. He grasped her jacket and softly cried,
“I-I had to save them. I have to save her, I can’t . Don’t make me leave her, help me. Help me find them. He can’t win. He’s a monster.”
Mirajane gently shushed him. His head was bumping against her shoulder as they slowly flew, body slowly going limp as his mind decided to cease consciousness. It was for the best, especially since Natsu was in so much pain and wasn’t healing faster enough naturally to be left alone.
The fight at the top had left him shattered, physically and a little mentally as well.
Just what did they go through on this fucking island?
Mirajane swallowed the lump in her throat and kept her flight steady as she carried Natsu to safety. She moved as quickly as possible, however, as there was a growing flux of mana that was making her uneasy. With such a state of unbalance, they had to get away quickly before they were caught up in another massive outburst of mana.
By the time she made it back to the boat that they had arrived on, Levy and Bisca were pulling an unconscious and injured Gray with an exhausted but decently-stated Happy. There were dried tear marks as the Exceed shook silently but he grew a bit brighter when he saw Mirajane and that she had found Natsu.
“Oh Natsu,” Happy wailed as he saw his best friend and cried tears of joy. Levy and Bisca huffed as they pulled Gray aboard, looking in horror and dismay at Natsu’s state as Mirajane touched down onto the deck. “Have you all seen Lucy or Erza?”
Happy paled as he quickly stammered out what he knew, “T-They were together before the explosion. Lucy had freed Erza from the blood-sacrifce ritual in the lacrima.”
“The what. ” Bisca’s voice dropped in anger as the other two women paled at Happy’s words. Mirajane had to place Natsu down in order to get a hold off her own emotions this time around, clenching her fists as she battled Satan’s wish for bloodshed. Oh how she wanted to beat the living hell out of who did this to her loved ones, but they had to find them.
“Guys…” Levy said softly as she looked at the increasing waves that were getting rougher. The boat was beginning to rock more as sea grew darker, thanks to the sun’s light. It’s been morning for a while now, with the last twelve hours ending in such a state. Everyone watched with tension as the tower began to crackle once more, as if to deliver the final blow of it’s destruction.
“We aren’t leaving without the rest of them.” Mirajane stated firmly but the look Levy gave her made her heart drop. Levy was on the verge of tears, but she had to say the truth. The circumstances might not allow their wishes.
“The state of the waves are only getting higher, and the boat has already been exposed to a large concentration of mana multiple times. I’ve managed to patch up what I could, but it won’t be able to handle another explosion. Even if miraculously, the tower doesn’t blow up, the waves being triggered by the distorted concentration have the power to overwhelm the boat. It’s a lose lose situation…if we don’t leave soon, the boat will collapse and we will be stranded or…worse.”
The news is heartbreaking and Mirajane wants to run away again. She doesn’t miss this part of being an active mage, the time of hard choices. The tears run freely now as they all think about potentially having to walk away in order to get those they had now in their care to safety.
“W-Where’s Gajeel and Juvia?”
Levy blinked in shock, momentarily forgetton about them before her eyes began to gleam with a little bit of hope. “They…they headed in another direction. Gajeel wanted Juvia’s help with something, and I think he might’ve went where Lucy and Erza could’ve landed.”
It’s unnerving, though. To potentially leave their faith within the former Phantom Lord members. Especially Gajeel, who didn’t have much of an obligation to comply. He only came because of his worry for Juvia and his respect for Makarov, which he’s satisfied immensely already. He defended them twice against massive attacks without being prompted, and even remained rather cordial in the process. He techincally didn’t have to do anything else, because he was not a member of Fairytail.
Mirajane secretly hoped that Juvia might get through to his stony exterior for more of his assistance, but they couldn’t do anything but wait and pray.
And it was maddening.
But Juvia seems to love Fairytail, and they are starting to love her. She has long since shed her gloomy aura and has becoming more hopeful and curious about the world. Her faith in them was a bit surprising when she had first shown up on the both, with such warmth that you’d think that she was a member for a longer time than a couple of weeks.
Juvia already had that much belief in them, and thus it was their turn.
“Let’s believe in them, then. They will save our nakama.”
Bisca gave her a look but Mirajane shook her head. No, she was not going to back down and have second thoughts. She is going to believe in Juvia, and her love for the others to want to go and save them. “We must believe in Juvia, and I don’t doubt that she will find Lucy and Erza. Gajeel seems to listen to Juvia as well, so it’s time to wait. Wait and Hope.”
It was a decision that she wished she wasn’t forced to make, but Mirajane prayed all the way home as they sailed slowly that she had made the correct one.
Because if they didn’t survive this, then neither will she.
She couldn’t do this again type of heartbreak all over again.
-- --
He shivered violently, enough for Juvia to give him a concerned hum. Gajeel held up a hand signalling that he was alright, but he couldn’t help but to look up next to the collapsing tower that pulsed with unstability. The type of mana that he was feeling was making the hairs on his skin rise and it makes his instincts in overdrive. They’ve all been in danger for a while now, this…this felt like world ending danger.
Jose’s Jupiter Cannon gave him a little bit of chills, but this energy…it was like a physical pressure on his chest. He shakes his head however, holding onto Juvia tighter as he raced over across the island. He would’ve liked to have road Juvia over there, but he could smell her lies. The smell of copper was thick, she is bleeding somewhere.
He’s proud though, Juvia is as tuff as nails. She’s just isn’t outspoken about it.
She was an S-Class mage, after all.
Gajeel had decided that the best course of action was for her to be carried on his back, and in return she takes care of any falling lacrima that has crumbed from the structure. A whip of water appeared next to Gajeel but he didn’t even flinch as the sound of something breaking happens next, and then impacts into the ground around him. His nose twitches and he turns abruptly, feeling confident in his nose.
It was hard to navigate through all the seawater and wet sand that he was inhaling, but he had remembered Bunny Girl’s scent rather well thanks to having….kidnapped her. Gajeel grimaced at the reminder but was internally sighing at the irony. Kidnapper saves victim’s life, man what the fuck is his life right now?
He sets Juvia down, who muffles a gasp of pain as she clenched and unclenched her hands.
Without even looking at her, his voice full of steel.
“You’re low, aren’t you. You’re in Burnout right now.”
Gajeel was furious. Stupid fucking girl, Burnout is dangerous for a reason. If you exhaust your mana core too far, it can cripple you for life. Nothing was worth that feeling, so why would she even go so far to lose her---her identity? “Why the fuck are you trying so hard?!”
“Because they did the same for me.” Juvia simply states back. She doesn’t raise her voice to match Gajeel, she doesn’t flinch back and cower at his anger. She knows why he is angry, they were trained to maintain optimal condition, to never risk for others, to save yourself. To even be in her current state was considered to be “weak”, especially with the amount of discipline training that they had both received.
Gajeel has come a long way from separating himself from Phantom Lord’s ideals, and so has Juvia. But Juvia was always an empty husk, and Gajeel…Gajeel had been Jose’s son practically.
“They saved my life, Rust.”
Gajeel paused at the nickname and looked away. So she was being serious, then. He hasn’t heard Rust in years, back when they were younger. Before Jose started to ramp up his ideas and his ambition, moving towards the goal of being the best in Magnolia. When they were kids and Gajeel was still a dickhead as ever, but it was…nice, he guessed. Juvia had been depressed and sad, but she didn’t shut down yet. She had innocently asked him since he was an iron dragon slayer if he rusted, and Gajeel snarled, snarking back asking why she was so tiny like a dew drop.
Obviously time passes and Juvia…she lost herself. Gajeel called her Dewy for years at that point, but she never called him Rust again. It was making him feel…happy. Juvia really benefitted from Fairytail, he couldn’t ignore that fact any longer.
“Lucy is like you, for me. My beloved friend.” Juvia says just as softly and Gajeel understands a little better now. These…feelings were new for him. He didn’t do feelings, they got in the way of fighting. But with nothing but time before today, he’s come to acknowledge that Juvia and himself were at the very least friends, and with the way Gajeel was ready to kidnap Juvia and disappear from this shitty place earlier, well. Lucy must feel the same thing.
Which meant she needed saving, for Juvia.
“I…I’m…” Gajeel tries to get out what he’s feeling, gesturing towards his body and hers. He doesn’t want her to get really hurt to the point of no return, but he acknowledges her drive.
“I was taught that what you are feeling right now is…worry. Are you worried for me?” Juvia tilts her head as Gajeel scratches the back of his head and shrugged. He wasn’t sure but, it’s progress. Juvia is seeing progress, and she’s so happy.
“Guess so.” Gajeel grumbled, sulking a bit as he gives Juvia a surprisingly childlike look that has Juvia stifling a laugh in surprise. He notes the amused look on her face and he scowls darkly, emphasing his frown once more as he briskly walked towards the water, on his way to Bunny Girl and Titania.
“W-Wait Gajeel.” Juvia’s voice was still tickled with laughter, and Gajeel scowled even harder but, oddly enough he doesn’t really feel that angry at being laughed at. He just sighs and rolls his eyes before beginning to swim over, using the large pieces of lacrima that were drifting as an anchor.
He pushed his wet body up, running a hand through his long hair to move it out of his face. Furrowing his brow, looking around in the distance, he tensed up when he saw a body, and red along with it. Gajeel grabs the back of Juvia’s shirt and lifts her up with one hand, leaving her gawking before she gasps at the sight that Gajeel saw, eyes widened with fear. “We need to hurry.”
“Yea.” Gajeel nodded before he pushed the rest of his body upwards, pulling Juvia along as he picked her up bridal style. Sucking in a deep breath, his legs grew longer as they transformed to metal poles, and he began to use the thicker lacrima debris as platforms as he walked across the water, legs as stilts.
It was blonde hair as they got closer, which meant that it was Lucy. Half of her body was in the water as the other half was sprawled on the lacrima, blood dripping from the side. Gajeel suspects that she probably has a nasty head wound, but where was Titania?
He sets Juvia on the lacrima that Lucy was on and deconstructs his legs back to normal. Juvia immediately pulls Lucy’s body up, running a hand down her face in intense worry before she cheks her for injuries. Gajeel frantically looked around the area, noticing that the water levels were rising and the waves were getting rougher. Fuck, it was going to get harder and harder to find Titania if the waves continue to pick up.
And then he spotted her, much to his relief. His relief turned into a slight fear however, when he realized how far away she was thanks to the current, and that she was facing down . Gajeel turned towards Juvia, “Oi, Dewy. Titania is over there, but she’s too far for me to swim.”
Juvia shuffled to get up and prepares to dive off, “I’ll swim over there.”
Gajeel grasped her arm, “You won’t make it in time. She’s faced down . We…we gotta pull her here.”
She was inhaling too much sea water, she is drowning right now and they don’t know how long she’s been in that position. Swimming will only take longer, their only shot was for Juvia to pull the current towards them. The problem was, in Gajeel’s eyes, that she will meet resistance, pulling Erza towards her against the ongoing current. Resistance means more energy, which means more mana, and fuck.
Fuck, he already sees the blood resuming down her nose once more.
Juvia falls to her knees as she continues to will a wave to ride against nature, pulling Erza’s body towards her. Magic circles ran across Juvia’s arms, as she gritted her teeth. Eventually it worked, and Gajeel was quick to pull Erza once she was close enough to them. The waves were getting rougher though, and the lacrima was large enough to hold them all together but that didn’t mean it was resistance to the pull of the waves.
And they tipped over, much to Gajeel’s horror.
Juvia was starting to have muscle spasms and she tensed up, sinking into the water as she cried out in pain. The lacrima had tipped over, and Gajeel still had Erza in his grasp. Swimming upwards, he lets out a harsh breath before immediately pulling Erza upwards onto the flatter back of the lacrima. He dumps her body and dives back under, searching for Lucy next. The blonde was floating nearby thankfully, and he quickly swims over to grab her next. She didn’t inhale as much water as Erza did, so she unconsciously began to cough as Gajeel rolled her onto her side to let the water out.
He grits his teeth as he dives back in, searching for Juvia next. Juvia looks at him and sends a little bubble stream towards him to signal her location. He feels the pressure against his arm and snaps around in the water, internally breathing a sign of relief before swimming over towards the girl. Juvia couldn’t breathe underwater in her solid form, but she had a lung capacity that was made for diving which is why Gajeel figured he had time to get the others before Juvia.
Pulling Juvia overboard, Gajeel let out a sigh of tiredness before his red eyes narrowed, focusing once more. Juvia huffed out and pointed towards Erza, “Take Juvia to her.”
Gajeel didn’t fight her this time, as he pushed Juvia over towards Erza who wasn’t moving. Juvia closed her eyes as she began to locate the pool of saltwater inside of Erza, frowning when she sees the amount that she has to pull through. Normally CPR was enough, but Erza had inhaled too much. She was going to drown soon.
So Juvia takes in a deep breath, because she’s scared. She’s scared of the pain that she is going to inevitably endure after what she was about to accomplish, but she would rather be in pain than having someone die on her.
She begins, eyes closed as she begins to bend and manipulate the water out of Erza’s lungs, Gajeel tilting Erza’s head back and holding her mouth open as Juvia worked. He stayed silent in order to not break Juvia’s concentration, because it was only her will that was keeping her going right now. Her will to help Titania, and Gajeel finally understands .
He knows why Shrimp managed to survive so long underneath the torture.
It was her sheer will and determination. It was her mind.
And now, Juvia and Shrimp were the strongest people he knew in that regard.
The sharpest minds.
When Juvia finishes, Gajeel was ready to catch her. She passes out, and that’s when the twitching and pained groans begin. Her body was sensitive, high-strung, and only rest and some medicine will be able to help her. Gajeel was scared about her core but there wasn’t nothing that he could do except keep watch of the three girls, in the middle of the sea.
It was daylight now, so at least he could see his surroundings. He was almost blinded when Lucy began to glow, and he only sat and watched with silent, wet awe. Gajeel would’ve been defensive as well, ready to attack when he sees the galaxy gate again behind them. It was a familiar sight. The door opens, and it’s like he was looking at the universe once more, before a glowing mermaid stepped out.
No face, no mouth, just…a body.
Interstellar Aquarius moved behind the lacrima as she began to gently push, without her hands. Curiously, Gajeel looks down to see that she was a water manipulator as well, and he feels himself comforted by the figure strangely enough. Like he knows that it isn’t going to hurt them. He doesn’t relax however, it went against his training. He keeps watch in the front, not caring if it was futile.
And when they eventually made their way to the island, he wasn’t surprised to see that it had disappeared, and Lucy had stopped glowing. He looks at the celestial spirit mage curiously, because there was something weird about her. She’s had her spirits out before and they all had smelt the same. But that thing and the last one…it had smelt like nothing.
It was fucking creepy, in a way, because everything has a smell in his world.
Reaching the shore, he carries all three girls and gently places them on the sand before he takes a seat next to them and flops backwards with a sigh. His muscles were screaming at him to take a rest, but he can’t. He won’t rest until…they were all safe.
Hm, interesting. The thought wasn’t so vile as he thought it would’ve been.
It didn’t make him feel sappy or weak, if anything, he feels as if he had great strength still left within him.
Bunny Girl twitches for a moment and lowly groans, causing Gajeel to sit up again in an instant. He shuffles towards her and waves his hand over her eyes, wondering if she could see him.
“Oi, you up?”
He had secretly hoped so, as he called out his name for her.
“Bunny Girl?”
She let out a painful hiss as her eyes snapped open for a second, before closing them just as fast as she flinched and began to squirm. It’ll only cause her more pain though, much to Gajeel’s ire. He scoffed, “Are you stupid or somethin’? Don’t move, Bunny Girl.”
It’s the third time she tries again that she makes eye contact with Gajeel as he towers over her, and he couldn’t help but grin. Hell yeah, one of them is alive. Instinctively, he called over his shoulder towards Juvia, “Oi, Dewy! She’s alive!”
But Juvia was…
She couldn’t hear him right now, and his face changed to a more solemn look once he realized.
--Present Time--
When he finally finishes his side of the events, he’s not surprised to see the tears streaming down Lucy’s face at the detailed explanation. They had been through a lot in a small span, he was used to it but maybe Bunny wasn’t. Still, he thinks that the story had helped, because he doesn’t feel that tension from Bunny anymore. She had looked at him like he was still the enemy, albiet it wasn’t as harshly as the past times. He had her on edge, and well, he couldn’t hate her reaction.
He probably would’ve done the same.
“Thank you,” Lucy says after she collects herself. It’s so scary how close to death they all had been, and yet Gajeel truly had saved them. Whatever story she had conjured about how they got here, it was thrown away immediately at Gajeel’s retelling. He had truly saved all of them and for that he deserved her gratitude.
“...Yeah.” He answers as he huffs. This time, instead of being annoyed, Lucy had to stifle back a laugh at the sight. Gajeel was rather…awkward? He says what’s on his mind unabashedly, he doesn’t know how to properly apologize, and he definitely doesn’t seem to know how to take someone’s gratitude. A villain in her past, being reduced to this. Rushii’s words make sense now, even more. She saw it with Juvia, but Gajeel was a reminder of that message.
Motive.
Motive is always the unpredictable factor for why people do things, and it doesn’t necessarily reflect their true self.
“I’m sorry, for earlier. Seriously, this time.”
“Why?”
“I wasn’t being fair to your feelings. I was still stuck in the past, and I wasn’t really in the mood to accept anything that will change my view of you, especially being so upset with what happened earlier---It was just. It was just alot at once, and I pretty much took it out on you. It’s not fair, especially for what you’ve done for us, so I’m sorry, Gajeel.” Lucy acknowledged.
“Okay.”
Lucy sighs, “You’re supposed to say, “I forgive you”, if you…accept my apology, at least.” She flushes a bit at the end, because well, she can’t force him to forgive her. That’s just plain wrong! But Gajeel seemed to understand her words as he stares at her for a moment and nods, “Okay. I forgive ya.”
“Just like that?” Lucy blinks and suddenly Gajeel is annoyed as he scowled, “What the fuck else am I supposed to say? You just told me to say I forgive ya!”
“Yeah--but only if you mean it. I don’t want you to just say it for my sake--”
“I fucking forgive ya, happy?” Gajeel snarls and if it was anyone, Lucy wouldn’t have believed him. But this seems to be Gajeel’s fashion, all snarly and scowly. Plus there was a red flush on his cheeks so, that really what gave it all away. He’s really just a teenage boy who’s emotionally constipated, huh.
“Great.” Lucy said with a laugh in her voice and she knows Gajeel hears it because he just huffs and rolls his eyes before looking down at the sand again. He clenches his jaw for a moment before he quietly states,
“I’m…sorry about the kidnappin’”
Lucy is surprised, she had thought that it was going to be a while before he’d work up the courage but maybe that was being unfair to Gajeel again. All of these presumptions, she has not right. “Thank you, and I forgive you.”
Gajeel’s eyes snap to hers at that, quietly shocked. He hadn’t expect her to forgive him so easily, after everything that happened, but maybe that was just how Fairytail rolled. A quick flashback of being punched by Droy and Jet reminds him that no, that was not the case. Maybe it was just a trait that Lucy Heartfilia possessed, and he understands why Dewy likes the girl so much.
She has openly said that she was going to cast away her bias, or at least try to, and give him a chance to…well just to be.
He won’t--He won’t abuse that.
“I don’t know what kinda heaven shit power you got going on, Bunny, but it’s pretty fuckin’ cool.” He grunts out.
Lucy looked at him perplexed before she realized that he was talking about Rushii’s influence and she couldn’t help the wave of fear that comes over her. People shouldn’t know about Rushii, but Gajeel was able to piece together that what she had unconsciously done wasn’t the standard for celestial spirits. Her fear must reflect on her face because he raises an eyebrow,
“So it’s a secret, eh?”
She swallowed before opening her mouth only for words to fail her. She didn’t really think about what would happen if people were beginning to suspect that she was different, and well, Gajeel of all people caught her red-handed. “Gihihihi, you look stupid.”
Lucy sniffed, “You--You just caught me really off-guard.”
“So it is supposed to be a secret, huh? Don’t be so fuckin’ flashy then.”
“I--I can’t really control it yet.” Lucy confessed, remembering that even Rushii was shocked that she was able to do it. If her Nee-san didn’t know how she herself did it, then how could Lucy possibly begin to understand? Everything she knows comes from her Nee-san…which means Nee-san had saved them.
“N-Nee-san?” Lucy asked internally, feeling exhausted but hopeful.
It was silent for a moment before an older voice answered.
“I’m here, Lucy. I’m here. We can talk soon, I promise.”
Lucy almost wanted to cry, but she held herself together as she let out a watery “okay”, before focusing her attention back to the outerworld.
“I see. I’ll keep your secret then.” Gajeel shrugged. It’s not like he was the most talkative person and he didn’t have many people he talked with to begin with. He had other things he had to deal with, starting with…Shrimp. He’s learned how to apologize now so, he knows that of all people that he should start with her if…he wanted to be in Fairytail’s good graces.
Fucking hell, he wanted to join Fairytail.
He lets out a long suffering sigh, causing Lucy to give him a concerned look.
“Are you alright?”
Oh, that’ll take some getting used too. That question.
“Uh--I’m gonna…Fairytail. I’m gonna join. The old man gave me an invitation but I didn’t accept it at the time.”
“You should.” Lucy said without hesitation, and it made Gajeel feel a bit bashful and unnerved. So fast, so trustworthy? It was weird.
“Hm, yea.”
“So why the long, dramatic sigh?” Lucy chuckled.
“You guys are just fuckin’--fuckin’ sappy. Hugs and friendship and speeches and shit. I’ll never turn into you shits.”
“Well, as one of those shits , I think you are just childish .”
“Am not.”
“Are too.”
“Am not.”
“ Are too. ” Lucy said pointedly as she gestured into the air at the nature of their conversation, and Gajeel lets out another brief laugh. Maybe not all of Fairytail are pansies or whatever and if he avoids the more…vocal ones, it wouldn’t be so bad. Besides, Juvia is there so. He’s decided that he won’t leave Juvia like that again.
It’s a nice feeling now, being on the beach with a small breeze. Of course the circumstances aren’t great, and they need to get moving soon but. For now they could rest and watch over their comrades, while making small talk.
That was actually really just small bickering, much to Lucy’s “annoyance” and Gajeel’s secret amusement.
--G-F--
When he had awoken, he was hurt all over. Gray grimaced at the aching sensation that was in his entire body, but shot up in alarm when he realized that this was not the Tower. He looked around his surroundings, and to his shock, he was in the Fairytail infirmary?
“What the fuck…” Gray frowned as he looked around before he realized that he wasn’t alone.
There was a small snore from beside him, and Gray looked over only to see a bandaged Natsu sleeping peacfully. For a moment he relaxes, because his friend is here.
Until memories begin to come to him and he recalls seeing Natsu in that…state.
And suddenly, there’s a war inside of him because he knows what he fucking saw. No, Gray knows what he fucking felt . There’s nothing to mistaken that mana, he’s let it haunt him his entire life. But this was Natsu…he--he’s not the same.
Right?
Gray couldn’t bear to look at him any longer as his head began to pound at the thousands of scenarios and implications that were racing through him.
Damnit.
Damnit damnit damnit .
Notes:
First off, no, Gajeel didn't tell Lucy Mirajane's part of the story but I decided that I was going to just explain the entirety of what happened at the moment for you guys. That way I can just jump into the present-time emotions.
This was a good chapter for Gajeel!!! I feel like I was able to flush him out more into what I wanted his character to be, and how he will act moving forwards. Finally, Gajevy can take a step forward after he acknowledged what he did wrong on his own, or at least the fact that he had to personally APOLOGIZE. Another point for Lucy being everyone's slap into reality.
Juvia will be okay, but I had to showcase that overuse of magic can really be detrimental, and this was Gajeel's moment anyways. Juvia had her time to be reborn so now it was her bro's turn, whether he wanted to or not.
Lucy and Rushii talk coming soon!!!!!! Stay tuned.
And yeah, next chapter will be at Fairytail where Natsu and Gray are and that whole level of angst surrounding them. Boys are so volatile but by the end of this aftermath arc, I promise I will set things straight. I feel like this is when Team Haluna truly becomes united as one, especially with Erza's introduction into the team.
Ugh I'm trying so hard not to spoil, let me shut up now. A bit of a filler episodes these are but it's to give a well rounded range of life, me thinks!!!
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Chapter 36: Chapter 30
Summary:
It's been a month....so many midterms ugh.
I've been sitting on this chapter for a while but never really managed to have time to finish it until now. If it seems a little rushed, that's why!
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
--G-F--
For most of the day, the two boys had drifted in and out of sleep with their body no doubtedly grateful for the chance to formally rest. Being carried and driven through sheer adrenaline was worthy to be noted in it’s own right, their will. However, the bigger the dependance, the harder the fall. Gray didn’t give himself away as much as Natsu did, which is why he was recovering faster with the help of Polyursica when she came over and scolded them to oblivion.
“I’m tired to dealing with suicidal humans. And yes, suicidal not brave. They’re the same damn thing as far as I’m concerned.”
She had spatted out that one with enough venom for Gray to wilt a bit, even though he probably would have done the same thing again. He made sure not to let the thought appear on his face however, else Polyursica would’ve tore him a new one and made it hurt. He shivered at the thought of the wrath of the elder woman, and decided that not even Jellal’s fury was worth going through that experience again after all.
So with heavy eyes, Gray sits up and lays in his cot, making sure not to move too quickly in order to agitate his bruises. In general, he knows that he had came out of this entire ordeal in better condition. Especially compared to his clinical roommate, who originally had so much blood and bruises on his body that Gray would’ve be hesitant to say that he was still alive .
Natsu Dragneel was a formidable guy, it was clear as day.
There’s a guilt inside of Gray, that was nagging painfully at his internal wounds. Even at the end of the Galuna Island quest, there would always be lingering effects of what had transpired. They had stopped Deliora, but the concept of demons still haunts Gray to this day. He hates them with every fiber of his being, so much power to take away everything one could love in a heartbeat. He never gave much thought of other demons out there, concluding that while they probably were, it was like a mythological occurence.
What were the odds of seeing two demonic entities in your life time?
Perhaps it was naive on his end, Gray thinks wrly, to think that such a fate wouldn’t happen to him. And yet he remembers the darkened lines, the crackle of dense magic energy, the sheer level of power that Natsu had possessed in the moment, during the fight for their lives against Jellal. It was almost awe-enducing, as if he had watched two planets converge in a supernova, the battle of such magical prowness.
Natsu may have the actual demonic magic, but Jellal was a devil in his own right.
The reminder gave Gray a shiver.
It’s…hard to think about how to proceed with his future now. While originally, when his reality settled, he felt a rage come over him at the thought of Natsu lying to him about--well everything. Was he really raised by a dragon, and had learned to change the name of his magic in order to blend in with the rest of them? Or was he plotting to obtain their trust in order to betray and destroy everything in the end?
‘You’re an ass, Gray Fullbuster. You can’t fake that level of distraught with some of the events that’s happened over the years.’
He scratched that thought away quickly, feeling even guiltier for thinking about it. It’s just a bit world-shaking, feeling that energy again. Gray couldn’t stop the fear that had immediately washed over him, almost sending him into survival mode. Because the last time he felt that, he had lost everything he cared about. His mothers, his father, and almost his iced brother, Lyon.
Demons were evil.
But Natsu wasn’t.
And it’s not fair, because on Galuna Island, he had immediately came to Gray’s aide with his worries and his insecurities. And as Gray watches his sleeping comrade, he realized that his first instinct was to interrogate him and harp on the past, instead of asking if the boy was alright at the very least. His priorities were wrong, but should he just dimiss what he saw then?
He doesn’t think he’d be able to live peacefully with that option. The questions would eat him alive, and he’d spend the rest of his life wondering and on edge if Natsu would betray them at any given moment due to that….demonic nature that was undoubtedly inside of him.
The door slammed open and entered Cana Alberona, carrying some trays with her hand and shoulder as support as she grunted inside. She glanced over towards Gray and gave him a half-smile before walking over to set the food down onto their respective trays. After glancing over the sleeping Natsu, and looking at his bandages, she looked over at Gray who was staring at the boy was well.
Cana cleared her throat, “How are you feeling, kid.”
“We only have like a two year age gap at most, Cana,” Gray grumbled but Cana just rolled her eyes and smirked.
“Large enough gap to remember me having to wipe your ass once.”
“It was once. ” Gray hissed, flushing red with embarrasment. He was super sick and Cana didn’t even wipe his ass, it was Romeo’s Father who had taken initiative at the time! It was embarrassing because he was older than Romeo currently was at the time but he could barely take care of himself, and it was needed. Still, it seemed like Cana wouldn’t ever live it down much to his chargin.
“Yea, yea,” Cana said dismissively, but she still had a grin on her face as Gray scowled at her before physically sulking down into the pillows at the reminder. She had managed to succeed in distracting him, as he was looking at Natsu with such an intensive expression that she knew it was bound to give him a headache.
When Mirajane stormed into HQ with the unconscious boys and only them, Cana knew that whatever had happened was going to produce a ripple effect to those involved. And it looked like she was beginning to see the first ripple. So she decides that if they were bound to have a serious discussion, then she would help steer it in the right direction. Help Gray get his thoughts together out now, before the blow-up.
Because there’s always a blow-up.
It happened with her, Mira, and Laxus after all. Maybe she could change that, with the boys at least. So Cana takes a seat near Gray’s cot and props her feet up towards the edge of it. She leans back and takes out her flask, taking a shot of it before pausing and offering it to Gray. The ice mage took one look at it before muttering something as he sighed and shrugged, taking a hit before grimacing and coughing,
“You drink that shit like water ?!”
“I like to call it spicy water,” Cana snickered at his disgusted expression before pocketing the container. She crosses her arms as she wiggles to get comfortable before looking at Gray. “I’m..not going to ask you what happened.”
Gray tensed up but Cana pushed forwards.
“Obviously, you brats got fucked up. In my life, you’ve both done some silly shit. But, even that S-Class mission stunt didn’t leave you like this. And with…Lucy and Erza still…missing, it’s safe to say that whatever happened out there was hell. You’ll get interrogated later for the details, but not now. Sometimes you just need to sit and let it soak in, let your mind process it.”
“H…Have you heard anything about where they are?” Gray asked softly, edging off with a bit of hope. Cana pursed her lips and Gray’s heart dropped. It was another thing that was making him guilty, it was eating him alive that he didn’t know what happened to Erza and Lucy. What if they were still on the island? What if they were bleeding out somewhere, hurt? What if, spirits forbid, Jellal managed to get a hold of them?
The thought of Erza being successful in the sacrifice and Lucy being next had made Gray gag, and quickly, Cana thrusted a trash can into his face in order for him to release his anxiety and stress inside of it. After dry heaving for a moment, his head spun as he clenched his fists, casting the trashcan away. H-How could he sit here---
“They are going to be fine . You know why? And relax, I won’t say because they are mages of Fairytail crap. This shit works on most of the guild but there are a couple of us that are more…cynical. It’s admirable in it’s own right, to have that blind faith. But not for us, we are a bit too familiar with…how life can be unfair. But Lucy, Erza, Juvia, they will be alright. Because they are formidable mages in their own rights, and that is something that we need to remind ourselves every now and then I think.”
Gray mirrored her expression, “What do you mean?”
“I mean that I’m starting to see this pattern of Fairytail members being desperate in rushing head first into things, thinking that what’s racing through them is heroics and courage. Perhaps it has a bit to do with the latter description, but I’ve starting to have my fucking fill with being worried sick over you idiots because you all decided to get carried away and almost die in the process. Let me tell you right now, Gray Fullbuster, there is nothing honorable about “sacrificing yourself” when a well-thought out plan could have avoided it all together. ” Cana scowled harshly, and Gray can really see how it’s affected her with them being missing. It’s only been two days at most since this whole incident, but Cana was looking exhausted yet wired high with worry.
It was like looking in the mirror, when his insomnia and paranoia got the better of him.
He felt thoroughly scolded, enough for Cana to relax as she takes pity on her guildmate. She looks at him for a moment before letting out a sigh and manuevering herself to sit in correct posture, reaching over to grasp Gray’s hand.
She squeezed it, “I’m not saying what you did with going after Erza was the wrong move. The others might chew you out later for it but you get points from me, I would have done the same. What I’m telling you now is to make sure you and Natsu get proper rest before you join the search. If nothing else, the added stress of you both reopening your injuries will just make us slower.”
“One step at a time, Gray. Please.”
“Alright,” Gray acknowledged after a pause. He was still upset that he couldn’t go out there himself just yet, but he’d feel worse if he was just going to be a burden. Cana let out a sigh of relief before taking a look at Natsu and shook her head, she took a swing of her flask causing Gray to wryly smile.
“I’m glad you’re the more sensible between the two of you, I couldn’t have this conversation with Natsu. We’d have to strap him down for fuck’s sake.”
“Should…Should I have resisted more? I desperately want to find them too.”
Cana shook her head, “You both have your strengths and weaknesses. Natsu’s drive for Fairytail and protecting those who he cares about makes his mental unmatched sometimes. A sheer determination that grants him an almost…’invinciblity’. And the cost of that? Look at him. Gray, he was on death’s door. For every high, there was a low.”
She looks Gray in the eye as she continues, making sure that she got her point across to him directly. “You on the other hand aren’t as reckless. You love just as fiercely as Natsu, and it comes in the form of you destroying yourself in the inside. Your thoughts tend to consume you, you overthink. Natsu’s pain is always visible, he’s a bleeding soul. You, Gray? You’ve always kept it to yourself. And that’s not a bad thing, it’s just who you are . Anyone who says otherwise is just an idiot, and we don’t listen to idiots.”
If this was a year ago, Gray thinks that he could of cried. Instead he looks at Cana with a look full of vulnerability that it almost made her speechless. Internally, she smiled. It wasn’t to say that the younger Gray was an emotionless robot, but the main emotions that only seemed to be drawn out of him was sarcasm, annoyance, and the occasional temporary contentness on his face.
Now?
Gray was still the same, but he’s more open about his feelings whether he realizes it or not.
And it’s always nice to see positive growth within someone.
Gray doesn’t cry, but he feels as if there was a weight that was lifted a bit from his shoulders and it makes him a little bit emotional. He wasn’t a bad friend, he just processed things differently. He had been jealous of Natsu’s openness sometimes, wondering if people had expect him to release his emotions in the same way as most of Fairytail. But his route is a little different, and that makes him valid.
And that means that even if Natsu was a part-demon, or whatever, his route could be different too.
It’s still a nerve wrecking thought, but Gray feels as if his thoughts were beginning to calm down now. He feels calmer, without the many different scenarios that raced through his mind. “Thank you, Cana.”
“Anytime, brat.”
“When did you get so wise, old hag?” Gray smirked as Cana rolled her eyes at him. He was expecting a witty reply back, to simulate their normal dynamic, but Cana answers in a way that surprises him.
“During Phantom Lord, I watched with my own two eyes someone overcoming their trauma and regaining a side of themselves that they thought was lost. It’s not the same scenario as you, but it just got me thinking, that’s all. I told her even before that moment that it’s been two years and that it was basically time to move on, but--only you get to decide when it’s time for anything. Not other people. No one can sit there and try to force you to do anything, because we all process things different.”
“You told Mira that two years was enough to mourn her dead sister…” Gray looked at her with disbelief as Cana at least had the decency to grimace and sigh.
“It came out really fucking wrong, I just didn’t want her to never pick herself up! I do regret how I said it though, and I’ve already apologized. Mirajane just laughed it off but…I’m not gonna say that type of shit ever again, you know?”
“That was an insane thing to say,” Gray huffed out and Cana just grimaced again.
“Yeah well, viva la vida, I guess.”
“Oh…that’s not--I don’t think you used that right.” Gray snorted before Cana just scowls at him and sniffs.
“Shut up.”
“Hey..” A third raspy voice chimes in unexpectedly, causing the two conversating to pause. Cana immediately gets up and walks over to Natsu’s side, who was looking at the pair with tired, half-lidded eyes. He makes eye contact with Gray, who doesn’t say anything else as he stares back before looking off to the side. Natsu lets out a small noise of defeat before closing his eyes for a moment, noting from the shadows dancing across his lids that Cana was in front of him.
Brown eyes opened once more as they looked up tiredly at Cana, a faint half-smile coming across his face. “Hi, Cana.”
Cana didn’t say anything for a moment as she just stared at him, before she opened her mouth to deadpanly state,
“Multiple fractures in your arm and ribs, lacrima indigestion, Burnout detected in your mana core, overexhaustion, multiple lacerations with some being rather deep and requiring stitches, some pulled muscles, and bruises.”
Natsu wisely kept his mouth shut, but he was unprepared for the killing blow that was awaiting him. He had expected Cana to rant about how he was an idiot and to never sacrifice himself like that again, to talk about how close to death he was. He could tell, he felt like utter crap . He readied himself for the right jab, which is why Natsu didn’t see the left hook coming.
All she said was with a slightly choked up breath,
“We will miss you if you’re gone, Natsu. Fairytail is not your father.”
Gray physically recoiled at the words, as Cana gave Natsu a firm look before she wordlessly exited and closed the door behind her. Natsu was floored from shock as his body tensed and locked in defense, his mind racing with muddled thoughts, unable to ever fully process her words. Gray lifted his jaw from the ground as he glanced at Natsu, his earlier hesitance damned at the moment.
He saw the pain that flashed across Natsu’s face and stayed silent for a moment to let Natsu collect himself.
After a couple harsh swallows and a small growl from the back of his throat, Natsu just sunk into his cot as he felt pure blunt reprocussions of his actions. He would’ve panicked more about his state if he didn’t feel the subtle but soft flame of his core inside of him. Natsu knew that it would be a matter of time before he was fully healed, perhaps a week or two at the most.
‘Fairytail is not your father.’
Natsu sighed, closing his eyes as he heard the rustling of Gray’s sheets as the other boy shifted to get more comfortable. It was an awkward silence to say the least, with Cana’s sharp departure, for a long while. Natsu thinks that it would’ve been awkward to begin with though, especially considering the fact that Gray couldn’t look him properly in the eye. There was a side of him that snarled that it wasn’t fair that he was being judged so harshly, so fast. He saved their fucking lives and this was how he was being treated?
It’s a newer instinct inside of him that was throwing him off, so he decided to just ignore it and quietly share,
“I don’t know what it is either.”
They both know what “it” was, but Gray doesn’t say anything for a long time as they sit in the continued silence.
Some others drop by to say hey and make small talk, before deciding to leave in order to “let the boys rest”. Not that Natsu was in much of a mood for pleasantries anyways, Lucy and Erza were still missing, which meant that there was a piece of him that was as well.
It was just so hard to smile, not knowing where his Lucy was.
“I was told to let someone know immediately if you tried to escape to look for them on your own,” Gray commented dryly. Natsu almost thought he had been dreaming, having fallen back into a lucid state. It took a couple of blinks for him to snap out of it however as he gulped, before looking towards Gray with wide eyes.
Gray still wasn’t looking at him but--but he was talking to him. And Natsu could work with that.
“Uh…don’t snitch?” Natsu coughed and Gray just huffs before giving him a disapproving look.
“You’d just be a burden. You can hardly piss by yourself, much less go on a manhunt.”
Natsu scowled, his jaw clenching at the state of his own body. Of course he knows Gray is right, it’s just--
“It’s better than doing nothing .”
And Gray couldn’t argue with that as he softly hummed in agreement.
--G-R--
It was getting closer to twilight hours, in which the sun was beginning to rest as the moon rose to take over watch. Being near the water made the temperature drop several degrees, but it didn’t bother Gajeel much. The average person would have been beyond bored right now, keeping post for so long with all instincts honed into their surroundings. Gajeel was in his element however, his presence almost disappearing completely as he sat still, stalking the prey that was before him.
Bandits .
The sour smelling men’s scent was so strong that he would have had to have been nose blind if he couldn’t detect their presence. It didn’t surprise the dragon slayer, as this was an area that probably didn’t have much law enforcement interaction. The odds were in the favor of the morally greyer, thus was a prime location for plans and whatnot. Gajeel has done it before, it was logical.
But they were too close and rowdy for his liking.
So his red eyes flashed as he stalks forwards, just as Metallicana taught him all those years ago.
And he wrecked havoc and crushed his opponents before they had the chance to attack one of his own, should their stay on the beach be longer than necessary.
-- --
When he went back to the place where they had been resting, there was some splatters of red on his body as he carried back the loot of his efforts. There was a rather large, commercial wheeled barrow that had held the bandits items, and with some thing being casted away at the scene of the crime, Gajeel decided that it would have some use. Not only was it a good item to work out with considering that it had a decent weight to it, but it would save them trouble of carrying the two incapacitated members in their group.
Lucy and Gajeel had quietly discussed their options, with the former pointing out her concern over the fact that there probably weren’t many people that come in this direction. It was on the verge of being in the middle of nowhere, so they were either going to have to stick here for a while or find something that they can use to get to more civilization.
Gajeel was familiar with the area however, so the good news was that they were roughly around two days away from Magnolia with constant travel.
The bad news was well, where to find such travel?
The idea of riding something did not appeal to the dragon slayer, but it was something that he would gladly suck up if he could move on from laying against the sand for who knew how long. His stomach churned at the thought of moving transportation, but he knew that he had the willpower not to vomit should it come to it. Or, he hoped.
Briefly, he wondered if Salamander had the same embarrassing secret weakness that he possessed.
“Hey, Gajeel--Oh hell.” Lucy’s jaw dropped at the sight of Gajeel walking back towards the makeshift camp. She was shivering a bit, and Gajeel dropped the handle of the wheeled barrow, as he casually looked around what items he hadn’t bothered to remove. Grabbing what looked wearable, an old jacket was thrown in Lucy’s direction, who caught it in a daze.
“Who’s jacket is this?”
Gajeel shrugged as Lucy narrowed her eyes in warning. “ Gajeel. ”
“Some idiots were nearby and I took it from them.” Gajeel confessed easily as he shrugged again before picking up the wheeled barrow handle bars to push it closer to the other girls. Lucy’s eyes widened as she took in the sight of blood on Gajeel and his overall nonchalantness of his actions.
“You stole this from other people? What the hell!”
Gajeel felt weirdly defensive at the exasperated tone, as if this was something that while Lucy hadn’t expected, she wasn’t necessarily surprised. His own eyes darkened and he snarled back, “Well it’s better than fuckin’ nothin’ right? You call it stealin’, and I call it resourcefulness. Those fuckin’ bastards didn’t need it anyways, they were yappin’ about wanting to steal from the poor village that’s a good distance from here.”
Hearing his explanation did make Lucy feel a bit better of stealing from other’s belongings, but she doubts it will ever feel right to have something that belonged to another person, stolen at least. Even if they were a criminal. Still, she wisely kept her mouth shut, considering the circumstances. If they really were going to steal from a poor village then well, she supposed that they could miss a jacket or two.
Instinctively, she winced, “And you had to beat them up?”
“Who wouldn’t fight back when someone is stealin’ their shit?” Gajeel snorted.
Lucy couldn’t argue with that.
“Wait wait, so let me get this straight. You are planning to basically dump Juvia and Erza’s bodies onto the wheel barrow, and pull it all the way back to Magnolia?”
Gajeel, Lucy noted, was quite the grunter. And that specific grunt meant yes, based off of other conversations as a reference. She furrowed her brow as she wildly gestured around.
“That’s not possible!”
Gajeel narrowed his eyes, “Says you.”
“Well duh . You guessed that it was about a 1-2 days walk from here, and that was without the extra luggage of the unconscious girls. You’re going to strain yourself, Gajeel.”
“I’m not that fuckin’ weak, I can do it.” He huffs as he just raises an eyebrow to Lucy who let out a strangled look. She sniffed at him as he laughed openly at her, “Don’t laugh at me! Sorry for thinking that it was insane to pull over 250 pounds for a whole day. Sorry for caring .”
“Maybe to other punks, sure but I’m a dragon slayer, Bunny. The hell do you think it takes to acquire such magic? I’m sure Salamander could do it with ease too, with whatever Igneel taught him.”
“Whatever it is, it just doesn’t sound safe. At least let me walk next to you, just in case you’re delayed because you had to put the handles down or something. I will walk by your side with you.” The look in Lucy’s eyes dared him to argue, and Gajeel found himself wondering just how did such a small girl have a convincingly hard look in her eye. So this is what Juvia liked huh, Gajeel had to hold back a snort. He thinks he likes it as well, Bunny’s got some spunk.
So he shrugs, not really caring. The weakness that Lucy had pointed out didn’t seem like it was going to be a big deal to him, but if it made her feel better and stopped nagging him about it, then he’d agree with it.
“We ain’t takin’ any breaks except to piss, so don’t start complainin’ when your tiny feet hurt.”
“Hey! Just because you’re like six feet tall doesn’t mean I’m small!”
“That’s exactly what it fuckin’ means--” Gajeel smirked before he paused and cocked his head, only to turn around to look Erza Scarlet in the eyes, who was staring at the two of them like she had received a blow to the head. Perhaps, that wasn’t an exaggeration because what they had been through hours prior, but it was the look of shock rendered speechless. He hums to cut Lucy off and merely points at Erza, causing the blonde to snap her head in that direction and take off running.
Gajeel rolled his eyes before huffing, as he walks over towards Juvia and crouches down to stare at her. After an involuntary twitch from the girl, he brushed some sand and hair strands out of her face before wrapping her in a thin blanket and picked her up gently, settling her onto the barrow.
It was a good thing that he had it already propped up against some thick rocks, otherwise she would’ve slid right down and it would’ve just been a nuisance.
“How are you feeling?” Lucy whispered softly as she looked down at Erza, who blinked warily and looked rather pale. She suspected it was the result of the blood loss from the ritual lacrima, but she was more concerned with the mental well-being over her friend.
“My mind…I do..not understand what is going on,” Erza spoke softly and slowly, as if it physically pained her. The amount of shock that is racing through her, especially considering that her last moments were seeing Jellal drain her dry for an evil summoning, well Lucy was prepared to be incredibly patient to answer any of her inquiries.
“We have managed to destroy the Tower of Heaven, Erza.”
Silence, as the sun shined in it’s afternoon glow. Erza stared at Lucy which such awe and disbelief, eyes widened with dumbfoundedness laced through them. Lucy swallowed at the expression as she smiled gently as she nodded, and Erza began to shake for a moment. Lucy held her hand, as she watched the scarlet mage’s face tense up with rapid emotions; happiness, relief, sadness, and finally hope.
And all she could do was squeeze Erza’s hand tightly as the mage quietly sobbed her relief, with Lucy tearfully joining her in silence. It wasn’t loud, it wasn’t echoing, but volume should never be considered a way to assess one’s pain. Lucy learns this because she sees one of the strongest women she knows softly crying her pain away, and the sight simply makes her heart ache as she cries silently with her.
For there was nothing to say aloud. Their enclasped hands were enough to remind themselves that they were still together. They were here, and they were alive . It spoke enough.
“I-I must admit, I have never been in this much pain before, not in a very long time at least.” Erza sniffles before shooting Lucy a brilliant smile. Lucy blushed at the sight of it, because even in her tear-stained glory, the woman still was amazing. There’s a new look inside of Erza’s eyes now, a brighter gleam. It’s the sight of finally letting your past go and moving on from the demons that haunt you, and Lucy thinks that it looks beautiful on her.
Lucy wiped sand off of her face and brushes her scarlet red hair backwards, “Do you feel better?”
Erza sighed, “Immensely. I had no idea crying was so…cathartic.”
“Have you never cried before?”
“Never to this degree, I had always felt…too burden to cry. There was never time to really settle down and feel, I was the shield. If I…If I had cried and accepted a moment of failure, what would the rest think?” She looked tiredly into Lucy’s eyes. “I am Titania, and Titania didn’t allow herself to let anything hinder her from protecting Fairytail, even her own emotions.”
“Is that right?” Lucy huffs before sighing fondly. If she had a penny for how many people she’s come across claiming that crying was for the weak, accepting help was for the weak, she would be richer than she already was as a Heartfilia. It makes her little stunt with wanting to turn herself in during Phantom Lord’s war make her feel a bit embarrassed, really. Because the answer for help was always there, but there is always something deep down inside of mages with the idea of becoming some martyr to save everyone.
‘We get a bit of some powerful magic and suddenly the fate of the world is on our singular shoulder.’
“Well, as Team Leader of Haluna, I would say that Titania deserves to have her moments as well.” Lucy began before her chocolate eyes twinkled softly as she playfully whispered, “In fact, do you mind giving her a message for me?”
Erza’s mouth opened in confusion before she closed it, looking at Lucy with a still slightly confused, but amused expression on her worn face. “..Go on.”
“Ahem.” Lucy began theatrically. “I would like to formally extend the invitation to Titania to join the renowned and ultra famous and super cool Team Haluna, where Lucy, Natsu, Happy, and Gray are in. There, she wouldn’t have to worry about being the shield of Fairytail, and can find herself with a smaller community of people to truly understand her, if she wishes too. I may not be able to convince her to give her pride a rest in front of everyone, but she is eternally welcomed to rest in front of me. In my apartment, the super luxurious HQ of Team Haluna.”
“But do you offer strawberry cake? Titania would say that if not, that would be quite the deal breaker…”
“Of course !” Lucy exclaimed, “We can even bake one together, if you wish. One, two, three thousand, how many you want. It can be whatever you want Erza, because you deserve it goddamn it.”
“I see,” Erza said warmly before smiling at Lucy once more. “I think she would like to accept, then. The offer of joining Team Haluna.”
“I’m honored,” Lucy grins but Erza shakes her head. Lucy should not be the one who is honored, she thinks internally. Erza’s love for Fairytail is deeper than most. Having escaped from slavery, burdened with the thoughts of survivor’s guilt, hunger, and fatigue, when she had found a home in Fairytail, all she could think about was how to give back. Riddled with self-doubt in every step, how could she dare to have happiness when there were others that she had forcibly left behind?
How could she redeem herself and seek justice?
It came in small ways at first, doing small tasks around the guild. Cleaning up, fixing things, just like she did at the Tower. When Makarov had gently set her aside and told her that she was no slave to Fairytail, there was a piece of her that had lifted up in spirit but there were still things that held her back. And thus she turned to training her magic, which had only recently awakened at the time.
Blood, sweat, and effort encompasses her. She worked hard to become an S-Class and give back her gratitude, in her stiff and slightly awkward way. But you can never forget a past like that, and it only continued to haunt her. Not in the way of the nightmares, although they still happened, but the burdens had grown dormant, and new ones relevant to the present erupted.
And they had nowhere to go, inside of Erza’s already damaged heart and mind.
Lucy’s touch was warm, soft, and everything that Erza was not. Or so she thought, but with Lucy perhaps she had a chance to learn to become something new. She will forever be Fairytail’s shield, but even a shield needs to be strengthened and repaired. And Erza thinks that the key to that is love. The love that Lucy and Team Haluna possesses for each other, it might just be something worth taking a chance for.
“No,” Erza squeezed back, “I am the one that is honored.”
“When we make it back to Magnolia, we’re going to have a very long team meeting, I think.” Lucy warned her and Erza could only think that it is just a testament to how much compassion and empathy that Lucy possessed. Fairytail was so lucky to have someone like her, willing to go to such a mile to help someone.
“I will be there, to the best of my ability.”
Lucy just waved her hand, “Oh, don’t worry. I’d force the boys to come to you if that’s what it takes.”
Erza flushed at the thought of being accommodated for so easily, as if it wasn’t even a second thought. Lucy just has a way of making everyone she talks to feel like they’re very important, and maybe that’s the lesson behind the blonde’s words. You are important. You’re always important.
“I’ve got some choiced words for Gray Fullbuster and Natsu Dragneel.” Lucy growled out and Erza snorted.
“Don’t we all?” Secretly, she was amused, however. Erza knew that she was close with Natsu, but that growl, oh dear, they really do rub off on one another very strongly. Extremely compatible, as Mirajane would say. In any case, Lucy laughs before they chat some more as Gajeel prepares the rest of their departure. He lets out a louder grunt, which Lucy rolls her eyes at and translated to Erza stating that it was most likely time to leave.
So with the help of Gajeel, Erza was lifted and settled onto the back of the thinly padded wheeled barrow and they began their walk back slowly, with the goal of reaching some civilization at least in order to get necessities. It wasn’t a comforting ride, the injuries that Erza has flaring up with every bump on the road, the groans and whimpers of pain from the unconscious Juvia.
Gajeel wasn’t sweating from exertion, so Lucy believed that he was telling the truth, but his muscles did tense every now and then when Juvia was a little louder. Lucy alternated from riding and walking after a heated debate between the two abled people. Her, claiming that she’d just tough it out as she was better off compared to the other two. Him just hissing that she’d be just as useless as the other two if she didn’t rest.
“How are you able to last so long, Gajeel?”
He was silent for a moment before answering, “The old lizard was thorough in his training. He didn’t want a punk bitch of a son.”
It was harsh but well, it worked, didn’t it? Gajeel took pride of his own strengths.
“One’s childhood really does make a statement on how they become later in life.” Erza sleepily stated, humming in acknowledgment. Odds are Gajeel Redfox got his…lovable personality from his dragon father. Was Igneel like Natsu, then? It was an amusing but slightly concerning thought the more Erza lingered about it. “Are you looking for him as well?”
“I keep an eye out, I guess..” Gajeel trailed off before sighing heavily. “I think Salamander wants to go hunt for them together.”
“Aw, that sounds like Natsu alright.” Lucy smiled, “Well, do you want to join him?”
It would be nice to have someone that understands your magic, Gajeel begrudgingly admits. He wouldn’t have to worry about holding back in strength because of being unsure about his opponent’s power, because dragon slayer magic was considered a top tiered magicks anyways. And he knew that Natsu specifically had a name for himself, thus was capable of being up to par with him. He isn’t as eager to see Metallicana again compared to Natsu for Igneel, not that he doesn’t care about his pops, but it just wasn’t their style. Sure as hell wasn’t going to go running into his arms with tears if he ever catches wind of him.
But going around Fiore dragon hunting with Salamander doesn’t sound too bad.
“Eh, we’ll see.”
"Makarov must have been referring to you, that night." Erza nodded to herself, convinced. Lucy and Gajeel gave each other a questioning look before he raised an eyebrow. He turned over his shoulder, looking at Erza. "The hell you talkin' bout?"
"He had gone on a small monologue about whether or not people deserve redemption, and whether it was the environment that forced them to be who they are. If they were living in a different life, would they still be the same person that they were now, or would they choose different choices. Quite philosophical, considering that we had just won the war. You could imagine my confusion at the time."
"And you think he was talkin' bout me?"
"On good faith, yes. The context...it makes the most sense especially now."
Lucy gave her a curious look, "Oh? And what did you say in response to that?"
Erza hummed, "That they deserve a chance to prove themselves in an environment that won't ask them of the same. If you still make those same choices, then perhaps you are too far gone in the end. Unfortunate but life never was kind. Should they give a good faith effort, then why not give them the chance? I believe I directly stated that understanding their wrongdoings and working to become better is the purest form of justice. Justice for the part of you that you lost and can't go back for."
The last part hits a little bit harder for her now, especially with recalling her fight with Ikaruga.
"Yeah. Yeah, I wholeheartedly agree." Lucy sniffed a bit after a moment. Gajeel didn't say anything in return, but his back was a little bit straighter than before and he had more vigor within in steps. He took care to be gentle against uneven terrain, wanting to provide as minimum shakes as possible against the passengers in the back. So, this is what it was like to have someone's faith for you. The idea that a stranger out there believes that he was worthy enough to try and do better. It's quite an encompassing feeling, and he finds himself not wanting to let them down, for his own pride's sake but for theirs as well.
After a couple hours of mindless trekking;
"Thanks for taking us home, Gajeel." Erza quietly whispers on the verge of falling asleep.
"Okay."
"Gajeel..."
"Shit, uh you're welcome."
"Much better."
Lucy clapped in approval as Erza just huffed out in amusement before falling asleep on the long walk back to Magnolia, with Gajeel rolling his eyes but letting out a tiny smirk as a result.
Notes:
More insight onto characters and more interactions~~
I always had the idea of wanting Gajeel to have a strong connection with other women, in the sense of a foundation of true friendship. Erza, Juvia, Lucy, and more being the foundation of platonic friendships and teaching him what it means to be a friend. It's a bit different than with just Juvia, as they've known each other for years growing up in Phantom Lord. He'll need some support anyways if he's gonna start to learn and get with Levy!
For Gray and Natsu, this is one of the bigger stages were their differences will be highlighted but it will cause them to become closer in the end. Having someone who is virtually opposite to you can cause a lot of clashing and arguments, especially considering that on all grounds you are not supposed to get along with each other. Their past, they've shared the same pain before though. They are different, but they are brothers in the end, especially when it comes to Team Haluna. They have more baggage that they never really considered before Lucy came around, but bit by bit they are working through it.
And very soon, we will see the fruit of that effort.
It gets tiring seeing people make the same mistakes over and over, no? I trust you, they said, but they charge into battle ready to sacrifice themselves instead of standing on business side by side. I know that you're strong, they said, but they tell you to run first when things get dicey. Trust, faith, believe, it is not a onetime thing to commit to someone. It goes hand and hand with experience, and now, now Team Haluna has enough to reach through that gap. They have been through enough ordeals to really lay down the law now, and it is time for them to grow stronger together.
This is going to be the foundation for the insight of why The Battle of Fairytail Arc is going to be vastly different, in terms of reactions to the Thunder Legion's plans.
Stay tuned for the team meeting of a lifetime, lead by Lucy Heartfilia in the next chapter dubbed, "There is no I in Team."
There are three chapters that will be coming out, and it will focus on Lucy and Natsu heavily.
35. "There is no I in Team."
36. "Interlude: Growing Up"
37. "Interlude: Her" (ehehe)And then we finally enter The Battle of Fairytail Arc.
P.S: I don't plan on the Interlude chapters to being super long, but I always say that. Just don't be surprised if they are short and sweet!
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Thank you to all who've bookmarked, kudo'd, and enjoy this story as much as I have writing this so far!
Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
Cya next time!
Chapter 37: Chapter 31
Summary:
OKAY I LIED
THIS CHAPTER IS THE REST OF THE FILLER!!!! It's a little shorter than usual but I've been testing some new writing styles out so maybe that means it's still just as good just less words?! IDK (ok i literally checked the word count after typing this and goddamnit, it's a solid 7k+ so i am a LIAR. IT ISNT SHORTER AT ALL, ITS AVERAGE.)
(i cant believe i average like 6-8k chapters)
"There's no I in Team" has been turned into an Interlude as I didn't see a good transition into it in this chapter, so that and the Growing Up one and Her will be released at the same time before we transition to The Battle of Fairytail arc!
For clarification of Interludes, you can think of them as slices of life in between the arcs and whatnot, or short insights of thoughts such as Jellal's one labeled as "I Like the Color Red".
Some of you might think that it seems a little bit rush in some areas, and maybe it is, I am an amateur writer still after all, but you know me. I'll unpack more and more layers as time goes on so have faith dear readers~~!!
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
A higher pitched sigh echoed into the guild hall as small hands placed down some pudding down on the table.
There weren’t many people around these days, and when there was, the feeling just felt off.
Romeo wasn’t sure what was really going on, but when he visited Natsu the other day, just looking at him made him want to cry. But he wasn’t a baby anymore, he was a big boy! A man! And men don’t cry.
Well, that’s what Romeo thought, until he caught wind of Natsu’s soft sniffles the other day.
Immediately afterwards, he had ran towards his father, who looked alarmed at the sight of his boy’s tears. What had happened, Macao thought frantically.
“Romeo? What’s the matter, kiddo?”
Romeo just shook his head against his father’s stomach, “They’re all just so sad .”
Macao was silent for a while as he hummed softly in acknowledgement. It wasn’t easy to explain what was going on to the ten year old boy. It was a little bit more than just your friends missing, Macao was beginning to suspect that it was a little bit more powerful than that thought alone.
Love, really.
The kind of love that can be hard to explain to the young.
The kind of love that he still holds for Romeo’s late mother.
“That they are, son.”
“W-Why can’t everyone just be loud and happy again?”
“Well, we all feel as if there’s something missing. It wouldn’t feel right if we were happy and yet not everyone was somewhere safe, right?”
“Yeah…”
“So what’s really making you this upset? You are already aware of who we’re looking for, so it can’t be that.” Macao asked kindly, removing his son’s face from his stomach. He crouched down and ran a head through Romeo’s black cow licks, hair messy and a little matted. Inwardly, he sighs. You’d think after a decade of having him, he’d be used to a solid routine of taking care of his son. But it’s still a manner of time management, and sometimes he wishes he can devote a little more time to taking care of him, all by himself.
“I don’t like seeing Natsu s-sad.” Romeo whispers as he looked at the floor, avoiding eye contact. Romeo has always looked up to the energetic, silly fire dragon slayer. How he never fails to give up in the end, or how he always was strong enough to face anything. Natsu always has a bright smile on his face and was the first one to help someone out if they really needed it, as he’s done for Romeo many times.
He was like his Onii-san.
And he wasn’t used to see his role model look so crestfallen.
His dad ending up telling him that even people like Natsu can feel sad sometimes. That even though he looks up and thinks highly of Natsu, not to judge him in this moment of weakness. Natsu’s really missing Lucy and Erza, and he’s upset that he can’t go out there and look for them himself, so he feels like he’s not contributing in any way.
It made Romeo’s heart shake a little, because doesn’t Natsu know how much he does for Fairytail? He should recover fast, Romeo made sure to tell him and Gray, so that they could join in. And that he’d start looking too, on behalf of Natsu and Gray. Gray looked down at Romeo with a soft smile, as Natsu just chuckled tiredly before giving Romeo a glimpse of his famous grin.
It filled Romeo up with energy, seeing his idol give him such an encouraging look as he rapidly nodded, very very seriously, before racing out to finish eating.
He finished his snack as he grabs his bowl and runs over towards Cana, who was tending to the bar in Mirajane’s absence as she trained and searched for clues. Cana smiled at Romeo, who moved too fast and his spoon dropped on the ground. Making a cute noise, he quickly hands the bowl over to Cana and races back to grab the spoon, before handing that over towards her as well.
“And where are you headed off to in such a hurry?” Cana huffs out with a soft smile. Romeo was the only kid in Fairytail, and everyone treasured him in their own separate ways. Needless to say that he was one of the many lights of the guild.
“Gonna help search for Lucy and Erza! I mean, I was totally gonna help anyways, Lucy saved my dad after all! But I really need to go now because I promised Natsu and Gray that I would look for them.” Romeo fisted the air much to Cana’s amusement.
“Is that right? Well as long as you have someone with you, then you’re free to go.”
Romeo sighed, as if eternally suffering, “When can I go by myself?! I’m a man now!”
A snort. “When you’re fifty.”
“Hey!” That pout wasn’t very manly.
Cana gave him a pointed look and gestured towards Elfman, “Ask Elfman to tag along, he’ll be sure to say yes.”
“Fine.” Romeo huffed before hugging Cana and running off to convince the big man to let him join in on the search. Cana watched as Elfman looked down at Romeo before letting out a proud, toothy smile and shouting about how manly he was for asking to join and that he would let him do so. Everyone was growing up and changing so fast, it was easy to forget that many of them were still in their late teens.
Elfman had picked up Romeo and through him over his shoulder, letting out a bright laugh at the boy’s panicked shouts. It was small moments like these that you had to cherise within life. Not everything has to have some deeper meaning, it was just as lovely to appreciate the vitality of what was right in front of you.
Ah..she should check on the boys soon.
It would do some good for them to be reminded of that.
--L-H--
As expected, Gajeel had reached his limit after a solid 24 hours. They didn’t walk for 24 hours straight, that was simply torturous, but there were very short limited breaks. Gajeel wouldn’t admit to being tired, but Lucy had manage to rest long enough for her to summon Taurus to pull the barrow for the rest of the trip. Gajeel had slept like a log in the back, as Lucy walked to take watch.
They had a small scare with Erza developing a low grade fever due to her injuries, but a stop at a kind village allowed them to obtain some temporary relief for her. If anything, it made them want to pick up the pace every more as they made their way back to Fiore.
The terrain went from rural to increasing civilization and wildlife as they continued their journey. Soon enough, after three days of travel, they had reached the entrance part of Magnolia, where Lucy decided that it was probably time to make a quick trip to the woods.
More specifically, Polyursica.
She knew in theory that she was an old woman who did not like to be bothered with unnecessary tasks, and even complained during emergencies. Still, she felt as if going directly to the healer was the task, and then Fairytail. Juvia and Erza will suffer no longer. Lucy wasn’t entirely sure about her exact location, but knew that she was on the southern side of Magnolia so she directed Taurus in that location, and kept an eye out for any additional magical cores that she could sense in the area.
A loud, obnoxious yawn signaled that Gajeel was awake, and he sat up quickly looking a bit pale. “Oi, s-stop for a sec.”
Taurus slowed down as Gajeel immediately let out a soft sigh of relief before stretching and hopping down from the barrow at once. He stretched and lunged around some more, before letting out a shaky breath and nodded at Lucy with an early morning grunt.
“Good morning to you too,” Lucy chuckled before giving him a curious look. Gajeel saw it and groaned, “It’s too fuckin’ early for questions, Bunny Girl.”
Lucy ignored him and continued onwards anyways, “Do you have motion sickness as well?”
“As well?”
“Natsu has it. I wonder if it’s a dragon slayer thing.”
Gajeel shrugged and took a bite out of a sweet loaf. “Guess so if he’s got it too. Where the hell are we, anyways?”
“We’re headed over to Polyursica, she’s the main healer for Fairytail. Um, fair warning, she’s a bit…fiesty for an old lady.”
Gajeel snorted. “All of you Fairytail women are, seriously. Not even fuckin’ surprised.”
“..I’ll take that as a compliment,” Lucy narrowed her eyes before sniffing, before letting out a smile as she faintly felt Polyursica’s signature. Her range was getting larger, much to her relief. For a moment, she thought she had hit the maximum distance of her sensoring after a while, but it was nice to know that she still have potential to improve.
Directing Taurus over towards the healer’s cottage, Lucy was quick to swallow her nerves before she walked up and knocked on the door with Gajeel at her side, looking around aloof and bored. There was an irritated grumble from behind the door, with Gajeel raising his eyebrows as he smirked at the colorful language before the door was opened just enough for her eye to peak outside.
“H-Hello Polyursica,” Lucy smiled shakingly, internally sweating. “Err, my name is Lucy--”
“I know who you are, Fairytail brat. What do you want?” Polyurisca grumbled as it was early, but also was beginning to get curious. Fairytail was looking everywhere for her, Makarov had pointed out for her to keep an eye out. Yet, she came here first, instead of getting patched up at the infirmary at Fairytail HQ. Why?
“We need your help, desperately.” Lucy answered seriously, and it was something about the look in her eye that made Polyurisca want to strangely listen just for once. And if she was wasting her time, well, she’ll just beat them with her broom and ban them for life. At least a solid month.
“Well?”
“We have someone suffering from Burnout and someone else who has multiple lacerations with a low grade fever, recently the victim of a blood sacrifice.”
Polyurisca let out a curse, that was some dark magic. “Bring them in here.”
She let the door open wider as she walked away, getting ready to prep the stations for usage as Gajeel and Taurus picked up Juvia and Erza, walking in to place them onto the cots. Juvia flinched and shivered violently, causing Polyurisca to direct her attention towards the girl first. Glowing with her healing magic, she began to soothe her nerves and settle the girl’s mana, which was growing unstable without a stable source within her to revolve within. No magical core meant no form for the mana to obtain, which is why Burnout causes such immense pain.
Raw magical mana being filtered into every fiber of your nerves was not a pleasant feeling. Mana must always have a channel to store in, a container that makes it safe for usage. Every mage knows this rule, Polyursica lightly frowned, which meant that the dire circumstances for the girl to be reduced into such a state was not pleasant at all. Of course, there was the average idiot that overworked themselves to the point of Burnout, the kind of people that Polyursica hates most.
She prays that this girl was not said idiot.
Unfortunately for Burnout, one the nerves are settled there isn’t much but to let the body fix itself on it’s own. At least she’d be in considerably less pain right now, as the convulsions seemed to have stopped once Polyursica finished her magicks. She’ll probably wake up soon, as a mage’s body once it is stable begins to heal rather quickly. Walking by tomorrow, she guessed dully.
Next, it was Erza, who looked at Polyursica weakly as she flashed her an exhausted but surprisingly bright smile. The old woman merely raised an eyebrow to acknowledge her expression before she turned stern as she began to treat Erza. Being the doctor of Fairytail for years now meant that she has seen these children mature into puberty and hopefully beyond, not that she’d admit that last part out loud.
Particularly Erza, who’s had a rather vicious history with wounds and scars, and yet arguably in one of the worst states Polyursica has seen of her yet, she holds a smile that felt so pure. So free. She lets out a huff as she cures her fever, “How is your eye holding up?”
Erza blinked, she had forgotten that it was a prosthetic after a while. “Oh, it is fine? I do not recall having any issues as of late…”
She didn’t expect the question, considering she had other wounds that were far more extreme than perhaps a cut the size of a finger nail if anything around her eye.
“Is that right?” Polyurisca murmurs as she eyes the dried tear stains hidden beneath a layer of dirt. Tear stains, that should not be possible with a prosthetic eye. How curious, but if she wasn’t in any pain, then there is nothing more to say. “Good.”
“Take this mixture for the next week, every day at noon. And you better rest, damnit. If you show up at my doorstep any worse, I’m not helping you.” And she was telling the truth.
“Yes ma’am.”
Without turning around, Polyursica snaps her fingers for attention. “Oi, you two.”
Lucy scrambled up from her seat beside Juvia, nervously smiling in confusion as Gajeel stayed silent off to the side against the wall, but looked at the small old woman in amusement. “Y-Yes!”
“Grab a chair and sit, I might as well check for issues.” Her tone suggested that it was only burdensome, but perhaps it was just for show? Lucy liked to believe that, at least, but it was really hard to tell with the woman. No wonder everyone avoids her.
Lucy took a seat immediately as Gajeel grunted before looking around for another chair. He wasn’t in the mood to be a contrarian, and well, he kind of like the woman’s spunk. She just might kick his ass if he didn’t follow directions or somethin’. Polyursica was quick with Lucy, who managed to survive with a small stitch and a stern warning of rest.
Gajeel’s interaction was more interesting.
He looked down at old lady with amusement in his eyes as she narrowed her at his after getting a good look at him. “I think I’ve seen you before.”
“I think you’re fuckin’ senile, lady.”
Polyursica scowled, “Better that than be a metal-face nimrod. Mind your words, young man.”
Gajeel just huffs but stays silent as she patched him up, being rather aggressive with it. It was funny, as if she’d get a reaction out of him. But he didn’t ease up one bit, remaining stone faced until she was done. A small whiff of her scent through him off however, and he furrowed his brow before leaning in to sniff once more.
Red eyes flashed as he looked at her in the eye and hissed lowly, “...you smell like dragon.”
Polyursica’s eyes flashed with understanding before her jaw clenched and she quickly growled,
“...Out.”
She’s had enough of mendling, nosey, no-good, annoying, good-for-nothing humans.
--L-H--
“What did you say to her?!” Lucy whined at Gajeel as they walked towards Fairytail HQ. Whatever Gajeel had said to Polyursica had really gotten under her nerves, and they were kicked out just as quickly as they were accepted into the hut. She couldn’t help but blame Gajeel, but the pondering look on his face made her question if it was something deeper than just pissing her off.
At least Erza and Juvia were in better condition before, and they will probably be treated in Fairytail’s infirmary now, with Polyursica doing the hardest part for them successfully. It was a bummer to have to move the girls, but Erza claimed that she was already feeling better so Lucy had no choice but to reluctantly believe in her. Especially considering Fairytail members tend to lie about their conditions for whatever freaking reason, much to Lucy’s chagrin. So she just sighs and treks along, eager to see her friends again after spending days apart at this point.
She had missed Gray, Natsu, and Levy especially, dearly.
“Nun ya business.”
“I’d say it is if it got even me kicked out, but go crazy I guess.” Lucy grumbles but it was clear that Gajeel wasn’t going to share. And fine. Whatever. It wasn’t like they were best friends now or anything. The guy’s still an asshole, clearly. “Whatever. What I wanna know is what you plan to do. Are you going to join Fairytail right away?”
“Ah, yes I would like to know as well. If you have any worries of someone doubting your integrity, I will vouch for you personally and I assume Lucy will too?” Erza said looking at the blonde who nodded rapidly. “Of course!”
Gajeel cheeks turned a bit red at the attention and he growled, “I don’t want any of your shit!”
“Well too damn bad!” Lucy growled back as she crossed her arms. “We’ve talked about this!”
Gajeel and Lucy went back and forth for a moment before both of them huffs off and look away in separate ways. Erza could only quietly sigh and watch as the two bickered like children. It wasn’t malicious, but truly, it reminded her of Natsu and Gray when they were younger and butting head countlessly. Gajeel ran a hand through his head as he grumbled underneath his breath before stately softly,
“I’m gonna apologize first.”
Lucy hummed, “To who?”
“You know who.” Gajeel snarled, refusing to let Lucy drive the stake in the wound deeper. Everybody knows who the fuck he was about to apologize to, he won’t grovel any lower.
“She has a name.” Erza frowned.
“...shit.” Shit. He actually didn’t know her name. Wait, maybe it was L--L somethin’. Shit. He forgot her name. What did the old man say again?! Fuck!
“You absolute asshol--” Lucy gave him a withering glare and he groaned in annoyance before shouting, “Shrimp!”
Silence.
“...shrimp?” Lucy restated with deadly calmness. “You think her fucking name is shrimp ?”
Gajeel took a step back. “N…No. But she’s tiny, you know? And she wears all orange and--”
“ SHRIMP? ”
Once more, all Erza could do was shake her head from the barrow that the celestial spirit was pulling as Lucy chases Gajeel around, screaming at him. He deserved it this time around, he had to know the girl’s name at least if he was going to apologize. Otherwise, why even bother? Clearly you didn’t respect them at the bare minimum and the apology would’ve been rendered pointless and empty. She looked towards Juvia’s quietly sleeping form and shook her head once more,
“Our comrades are really something, huh.”
--F-T--
Natsu was in the middle of eating something when he froze, spoon dropping as his eyes widened. He stared at the door, nose twitching as he smelt the air. Gray gave him a disgusted look, noticing the food that had splattered everywhere at the abrupt movement. “Dude--”
“No way.” Natsu choked out as his eyes grew even larger, immediately scrambling from out of his sheets. He twisted and crashed onto the floor, letting out a deep growl of pain before blinking it away as he quickly got up, a quick rush of blood to the head. He was dizzy but he had to get out of here. Gray looked at him in alarm.
“What is wrong with you?”
“No way. No way, she’s--they’re here.” He kept repeating over and over as he scrambled to race out of the door. Natsu was gone in an instant with Gray flipping the table in order to race after him, immediately catching onto his words.
They’re here.
Gray’s ears pounded as he raced out of the infirmary, running just slightly behind Natsu to allow him to take the lead. Fairytail heard feet pounding before looking in shock as their patients flew past them and out of the door, pausing in comedic silence before everyone let out an outcry of shock as they ran after them.
“You idiots! Where are you going?!”
“THEY’RE HEREEEE!!!” Natsu roars with all of his might as he runs even faster, ignoring the pain. Gray’s heart pounded as he bolted with him, teeth grinded. God, if they were here and they were okay and they were alive--
A blur of pink was all that Lucy could seem before she fell to the ground. Or she would have fell to the ground, if Natsu hadn’t twisted them last minute. He winced harshly at the impact, the added weight of Lucy’s body digging into his worn body, but he grins widely afterwards, even through the agony. Because nothing compared to the pain of his own thoughts and heart, not knowing where she was while they were separated.
Lucy spluttered for a moment in confusion before she coughed and looked down at Natsu with wide brown eyes, before noticing his smile, “...Natsu?”
“Right here, Luce.”
“Oh--Oh my god.” Lucy gasped before tears prickled her eyes. By the Spirits, he looked awful and he probably looked worse days ago before everything happened. She had no confirmation that they were okay, just that they were going to get back to Fairytail to figure anything out. She held out on hope, because she knew that if she had walked through those big wooden doors and he wasn’t there, she would break down.
And then she would put herself back together again if only to find him, even if she had to search that blackened sea herself.
But her hope had paid off, because she was in his arms, and despite everything, he smiled as if everything was okay.
Now, everything was okay, for this moment.
She shoved and twisted her hands through his vest as she stared down at him with tears in her eyes, “I thought…”
“Ah, you think too much.”
“You look awful , are you alright?” Lucy sniffed as she rolled her eyes at his words, words soft as the sunny breeze of the afternoon sun. Natsu just stared at her from the ground, eyes roaming in a daze as the sunlight danced across her skin. She has some new scars, 50/50 chance that they’ll stay or not depending on the mana. There was a layer of dirt that’s persistent, a testimont to her living conditions for a while no doubt. The smell wasn’t exactly pleasant, but it didn’t matter.
She looked beautiful, as--as always really.
“Better, now that you’re here.” Natsu said with wiggly eyebrows and Lucy just waterly chuckled,
“That was terrible and corny, and just where did you learn that line from?”
“Cana.”
“Go figure…”
They both laugh before he tucks his face into her neck and slowly, the tension in their bodies relaxed fully as they laid on the ground together; strong arms wrapped around her waist as she held Natsu’s head. And it was just so nice to feel his magical signature again, and to smell her sweet scent once more. It was like air.
“Ew.”
Lucy tensed before she blushed furiously as she got up from hugging Natsu to glare at the man who ruined the moment. She looked on to see that the rest had already gathered and some of them were slightly red in the cheeks, Erza included as she tried to not to obviously stare at the two. Natsu just sat up and blinked while Lucy grew even more embarassed at her lack of awareness before she growled, “I hate you, Gajeel Redfox.”
“Gihihihi.”
Natsu blinked in shock at the name of the dragon slayer, before turning his head to look at the tall man. Gajeel just raised an eyebrow at his face before exhaling and crossing his arms, looking away. Hope threatened to bubble inside Natsu’s chest, recalling their conversation during the war, but well, maybe…yeah, maybe.
Lucy crashed on the floor again, this time the reason being a dark haired shirtless teenager. Gray didn’t say anything as he held onto Lucy tightly, who only looked once at his distant expression before quietly hugging him backwards just as fiercely. Lucy could only guess the magnitude of what Gray was feeling right now, but with his history…she’s sure that it wasn’t pleasant.
In any other context, it would’ve been flattering. Clearly the boy cared for her, but at the cost of his own psyche? He’s lost his parents, twice. He’s lost his brother, and only recently began building that bridge again. He had thought he had lost his family, again .
“You can come over tonight.” She whispers softly to him. Maybe he just needs to be close.
Gray didn’t answer but Lucy heard a harsh swallow and a bone-tight squeeze before he got off and dusted himself off before giving her a hand up. Emotion flashed through his dark eyes but it was gone in a flash for when he says, “See that, Flamebrain? You don’t leave a woman rolling in the dirt, you help them up. You could learn a thing or two from me.”
Natsu looked at Gray in mute shock, surprised that he’s extending an arm for him here. They hadn’t been speaking much but to suddenly go back to their old habits…Natsu didn’t let the opportunity pass by. Hesitantly, he retorted back, “If I wanted to learn how to strip, maybe. Otherwise, fuck you!”
Natsu got up from off the ground after that as the rest of Fairytail came running and crying out at the sight of Lucy and Erza. Natsu walked over to Erza next, and leaned against the barrow, resting his head on the rail. Erza just smiled and rubbed his hair, with Natsu letting out a pleased hum as he closed his eyes in contentness. “Missed ya too, Erza.”
“I’m sure, I do hope headquarters is still in one piece.” Erza gave him a once-over. “It’s not like you to look rather haggard.”
Natsu snorted, “I can say the same for you, yanno. What happened?”
“Everything.” Erza answered after a moment, going distant, before giving Natsu a soft, but genuine smile. Natsu picked up on her change of attitude and simply stated, “You look happier, Erza. Did you manage to do everything you wanted?”
“Thank you, Natsu. There is still many unknowns about what’s happened, but. The Tower is destroyed, that much is true. We have to take our victories one by one.”
Right. Right. Even though no one knows if Jellal managed to escape or not, the tower was destroyed which meant that they had done some good. “Lucy stated that we shall have a team meeting soon.”
“Oh yeah?”
“You and Gray are in a lot of trouble.” Erza chuckled knowingly, as Natsu’s eyes opened and he paled. His head flipped over towards Lucy who was talking enthusiastically with Levy as they held each other, and he stammered, “O-Oi. She’s smiling! She was happy with us! She’s not…mad?”
“That’s for us to find out.” Gray said quietly with a grimace as he popped up by the wheeled barrow before giving a hand to Erza to help her slowly leave her seating. Everyone rushed over towards the S-Class mage immediately, noticing that she was indeed awake as Gray went over to take a seat next to Juvia, who had been forcefully awaken by the commotion. She had been quietly talking with Gajeel, before the iron dragon slayer noticed Gray and sneered before walking off towards the side to give them a moment.
Juvia turned her head slowly, to not make any sudden movements and disrupt her body’s harmony and gave a soft smile. “Hello, Gray Fullbuster.”
The guilt that hits Gray comes in the form of a smile, threatening to swallow him whole. He had been worked up about Lucy and Erza that he hadn’t realize that Juvia was missing as well. He hadn’t--hadn’t even thought of her much, really. Just wanted to know where the other two girls were. And she had been with them, through everything at the tower.
He is so ashamed that tears prickled at his eyes, much to his annoyance but he didn’t bother to brush them away. He just swallowed the lump in his throat harshly, as he looks at the bandaged girl.
He had no right to call her a friend.
“I--I’m so sorry, Juvia.” Gray gasps out. “I hadn’t--I had forgotten…”
“It’s alright, Gray Fullbuster--” Juvia began but Gray stopped her immediately. His dark eyes flashed with anger this time around, anger at himself and anger at Juvia for her lack of dignity. That fucking Tower was a nightmare, and yet he only remembered that it was Team Haluna in the end that suffered. Disregarded Juvia's own possible traumas as if it didn't even exist, he had erased her-- “NO! No. No, it is not alright. You are a member of Fairytail, and we should--should respect that. Acknowledge that. In fact--”
Emotions make people rather irrational sometimes, even the most calm and nonchalant. Gray’s eyes glistened furiously as he stood up in the barrow and raised his voice, causing Juvia’s eyes to widen and quickly become embarrassed as he began to shout, “Hey, listen up! Juvia is the best memb---”
Water quickly covered his mouth, causing him to choke for a moment as he was forcibly sat down, and he stares at Juvia in wordless shock as the girl flinched and shivered, “...Juvia should not have done that, ugh.”
“Juvia…” Gray was at a lost.
Juvia just sighed as she laid back down, resting against the planks. Reluctantly, Gray followed suit as he took Erza’s place, shifting on his back as he placed an arm behind his head for support. There was a bit of awkward silence, as Gray didn’t really know what just happened other than the fact that everyone should know that Juvia was a member of Fairytail and should be loved, and Juvia had stopped him.
“Juvia does not need a standing ovation.”
“Yes, you do. You were looked past and that’s not fair.”
Juvia shrugged minisculely, “This is nothing new to Juvia. Juvia has always been looked past or stared at, no in between.”
“And that’s not right .” Gray frowns heavily, shame pouring out of his pores.
“Maybe,” Juvia conscedes, “But Juvia has never been one for the spotlight anyways. Besides, it’s alright now.”
“How is it okay? I--I forgot about you, Juvia. That’s being a shit friend, and that’s not right at all.”
Juvia is in a tough predicament.
It is hard to share with someone that this was her reality, and thus she wasn’t surprised in the slightest. The fact that Gajeel, Lucy, and Erza was there for her in a state where she was most vulnerable was enough, that she wasn’t expecting nor exactly looking for a welcoming party upon their arrival. But Gray Fullbuster, the shining knight of her story it seems, begs to differ and tell her that she is deserving of it. And that is fine, but it’s not what she needs .
His honestly was so incredibly refreshing, she couldn’t have any hard feelings even if she tried. She had a new home, new friends, and she felt like she was finally living life for herself. She didn’t need the extra stuff, although she’s sure that it was nice.
“But you’re here now, no?”
Gray snapped his head towards her, eyes wide as she stared at him from the side. She smiled softly, exhausted but still warm. “You’re here now, Gray. That’s all Juvia needs. Thanks for caring.”
“...I will always care.” Gray states just as softly, staring at Juvia, finding the resolve. Starting now. He won’t forgive himself easily, but he vows internally to never look past the rainwoman ever again. Juvia, who looked as if she had fought for her life, with the rest. She was one of them, and goddamnit, even if she falls in between the cracks of Fairytail, he won’t ever look past her again.
“I’m sorry, Juvia.”
Juvia just chuckles at his insistence, Gray Fullbuster was quite the honorable man, hm? “I forgive you.”
-- -- --
“I’m sorry,” Gajeel stated seriously at the short, bluenette girl after standing off to the side. Two pairs of eyes were stabbing him with vicious glares but he ignored them after he quietly asked to speak with Levy, who stared at him in muted shock before hesitantly nodding. She had told Thing 1 and Thing 2 to stay away, as she instintively understood that it was probably a private conversation.
And well, every time the boys had interacted with Gajeel, it hadn’t gone pleasantly.
Internally, Gajeel was surprisingly really nervous. It wasn’t that hard to say sorry to Bunny, so why was his heart feeling like it was going to jump out of his chest? Shrimp in her puny glory was looking at Gajeel with an expression that he couldn’t read, so he felt off. But also intrigued? That quiet strength she had, it was so interesting to see up close. The first time he saw it was when she was branded out on the tree, crying and screaming her eyes out but gave him a look of such fire that he was momentarily startled. The second time he saw it was when he said that he could tell she was the leader, because when it came down to it, she had the guts.
And now, for the third time, he sees her stare into his red eyes and her eyes soften for a bit before she sighs and nods. “Okay. Thank you, is that all?”
Gajeel blinks in shock. Uh, that’s not how it was suppose to go. She was supposed to say “You’re welcome”, or some shit like that. That’s what Bunny Girl said, fuckin’ liar. Wait, no. No, she also said…
She said that people only said that when they forgive them. And Shrimp didn’t say it. Shit.
“..Yea.”
Levy just half-smiled awkwardly before she turned around and began to walk back towards the gathering of people. Before she stopped, not that Gajeel was going anywhere. No, all he could do was stare at her back, mind reeling in what was forming to be…disappointment? She had said something, and Gajeel blinked once more before he cleared his throat and grunted.
“What?”
Levy frowned a bit at his tone, and inwardly he punched himself, “...I had asked if you had helped save Lu-chan and Erza-chan. If when you went off on your own with Juvia, it was because it was for them.”
Why does that fuckin’ matter now? Gajeel was confused but he decided that if she wasn’t going to forgive him or whatever, he might as well tell the truth. “Well, I didn’t really fuckin’ care at first and I only did it cuz Dewy and Bunny were besties or whatever the fuck. Dewy would’ve been upset and well, that would’ve sucked. Turns out Bunny and Titania ain’t so bad so it wasn’t a complete waste of time at least.”
“...I see.” Levy’s mind reeled at the information. Truth be told, she had no idea what to make of Gajeel Redfox and it was best to just leave the unknown alone in this case. The man who had branded her and yet saved her friends because it would’ve made his friend upset. Who went along with Makarov’s orders because of that same friend and had no obligation to the rest of them, and yet protected them multiple times because of it. One would think that as a former enemy, he’d be more of a problem.
And well…he’s just someone who’s brutally honest and got a bad mouth to show for it, yet gives his all to someone he cares about, clearly.
She didn’t accept his apology because ultimately, Gajeel Redfox was a headache. She had her little moment with helping him with the cuts during the boat ride, and he had protected her (and the others) just as he has harmed her. Levy does not know what to make of him anymore, and it was best just to leave it be.
She had acknowledged the apology and now it was just…time to move on. No more. Levy was sick of letting that incident define her. And she wasn’t that much afraid of him anymore, which was a bonus. She was proud that she didn’t even shiver or look nervous, and if anything he was the one thrown off guard for a second before he slipped back on his mask.
It was over.
Whatever Gajeel has done now, it has nothing to do with her. If he joined Fairytail, sure. If he went away and she never saw him again, alright.
It was time to move forwards once more.
…There was a new pep in her step as she walked away from him. He hadn’t think that not accepting an apology could be such a power move and yet here he was on the receiving end of such a blow. Gajeel was a bit frustrated, but he doesn’t have the right to complain. He had done that girl dirty, and it was a poor move on his part. If he could go back in time and beat his past self up to prevent it, then he would. Not because he particularly knows the girl, but because the branding was simply beneath him.
Gajeel knew was better than such petty, ugly, weak shit and he shouldn’t have ever let that pathetic rock bastard convince him otherwise.
He’ll kill him the next time he sees him, Gajeel vows as his eyes darkened.
“...so where are you going to go now?”
Gajeel inwardly groaned, too many fuckin’ people have asked him that question (only Lucy, Erza, and Juvia) and he doesn’t know ! “Fuck off, Salamander.”
Natsu was undisturbed by the curse sent his way, “I mean, it…might take the others some time for getting used to but Fairytail will always welcome you.”
“I know.” A low growl.
“I’m not lying! Seriously--wait, huh.”
“I already know this, Salamander.” Gajeel said dully before turning around to raise an eyebrow, “Your mate already told me. Numerous of times. She even slapped me with that fuckin’ whip.”
Natsu’s face flushed as his brow furrowed, “Wait, what? Mate? What…what is that?”
Gajeel’s jaw dropped, “....Igneel ain’t teach you about that shit?”
“Teach me what?!”
“Oh fuck no.”
“Gajeel!”
“ No. ”
Natsu quickly moved in front of the iron dragon slayer who snorted at his appearance. Gajeel sneered, “Hope you aren’t thinkin’ of tryna stop me, it’d be pathetic even for you. I’ll beat your fuckin’ ass.”
The draconic pride that was buried deep within Natsu flashed out for a second as his eyes narrowed in the challenge, “You’re not beating me. I don’t care how fucked up I am, I’ll kick your ass.”
Gajeel laughed, bending over to look Natsu sharply in the eye, “Eh? Little lizard’s got a bite? I’d call you a dragon but clearly you don’t know shit.”
That broke Natsu out of his state as his jaw clenched, and Gajeel almost felt bad for a second. Clearly, despite Natsu being “gooder” or whatever the hell you describe it, Igneel seemed to have lacked on the dragon teachings. Morals and whatnot. Metalicana had glimpse over the morals, but ingrained into Gajeel with how to be a strong dragon. Which mean being educated in how they operate and what it takes to be one. And well, maybe it was a low blow, but that’s not on him. If Natsu’s mad he needs to blame his own pops, not Gajeel.
“So teach me.”
Gajeel scowled, “What?”
“Teach me, uh, the way of the dragon or somethin’. I clearly don’t know what it means, and you do, so…ple---. Help me.” Natsu growled out at last but Gajeel wanted to see the tough guy suffer more. He grinned sharply, ruby eyes dancing with amusement as this was a once in a lifetime opportunity.
“Say that magic word, Salamander, and maybe I’ll consider it.”
“No way in hell.” Natsu growled, hair catching in fire which drew the attention of the others for a moment, but Gajeel paid them no mind. He just tsked, “Ain’t that a shame then, guess it’s up to trial and error.”
“We’re like--like dragon brothers or something, why are you being so fucking annoying .” Natsu complained and Gajeel gave him a look of disgust. He pointed between himself and Natsu,
“Me and you, brothers? Don’t make me fuckin’ laugh, Salamander.”
Natsu glared at him, but it was easy to spot the flash of hurt that ran through his eyes. And Gajeel supposed that maybe that was enough of that then. He remained adamant about them not being brothers, but they were closer to each other than everyone based off of childhood experience alone. Even with different dragons and styles, only they knew truly what it was like. It wasn’t surprised that Natsu acquainted it to kinfolk, so Gajeel reluctantly threw him a bone.
“Cousins at best, if anything.”
Natsu continued to glare, but the spark of hope was flashing through his eyes and it made Gajeel snort. Yea, they definitely wouldn’t have been fuckin’ brothers. Natsu wears his heart on his goddamn sleeve, and no brother of Gajeel would do that. But clearly, Natsu was eager for some form of relationship with Gajeel. And well, he was lucky that he was strong. Maybe. Well doesn’t matter much anymore seeing how he was going to accept (and regret) Natsu’s request.
“Whatever.” Gajeel grumbled before nodding in acceptance and Natsu let out a bright grin at that. “Don’t fuckin’ touch me.”
Natsu immediately backed away from an impulsed attempt to hug and threw his hands up in the air but grinned regardless. Then he winced and released that the adrenaline was really started to wear off, and his reckless actions were coming back full force now. Gajeel looked down at him with a snarl as Natsu gave him a sheepish grin before the former reluctantly allowed Natsu to throw an arm around his neck as they began to hobble back to Fairytail for the impromptu welcoming party.
“Dude, this is going to be so cool. I’ve been meaning to ask though, do you get motion sickness too?”
“Yeah…shit fuckin’ sucks.”
“I know right?! Only Luce can cure me these days but even then it’s sometimes not enough. It blows.” Lucy just made everything better, seriously.
“...” How Natsu didn’t know that Lucy was very clearly his mate was beyond Gajeel. Maybe there’s something that he knows on the instinctive level, surely he isn’t a lost cause.
“Hey, if you’re really gonna join Fairytail…you might wanna avoid the dorms. Jet and Droy will be there and well, you know, your like on the top of the hit list.”
“They’re just extras, who gives a shit.”
“Oi…I don’t want you getting hurt that’s what.”
“Oh.” They barely left a scratch on Gajeel last time they jumped him, seriously. He’s willing to bet that they got hurt more for attacking him than from him just taking it. He guessed it was just the thought that counted or somethin’ but isn’t it a bit insulting to think that he’d getting hurt from those duo shitheads…
Best not to dwell on it.
“ Yeah . So you can room with me or somethin’.”
“Room with you? I ain’t sharing a fuckin’ dorm with you.” Gajeel shivered in disgust.
“You bastard, I live in a house .”
“Oh.”
“It’s just me and Happy right now, but we got space for one more. You’d get your own room and stuff, just help out with the chores I guess.” Natsu's got a lot of shit to clean in preparation now that he thought about it, but hey, it was a once in a lifetime opportunity!
“...I’ll think about it.”
“Sweet.”
Notes:
God I hope I did Gruvia and Nalu justice in their reunion. I really was just winging it you guys, and the Gale...omg. WAIT WAIT LET ME COOK PLEASE.
So the idea with the Gale interaction was that I firmly believe that in life, some people have the ability to forgive and some don't. But not forgiving doesn't mean that there's this everlasting weight that carries on for the rest of their life, it means it is a finality. It can mean that they have moved on in their own terms, by themselves, and that they do not need the other person to know that. I feel that Levy would be one of those people, if really pushed towards it. She has been through new experiences that has shaped her to becoming for adjusted to the typical Fairytail scene and therefore she is taking her own step forwards towards moving on, on her own. And she doesn't need to accept Gajeel's apology to accept and move on from what he's done. But there is comfort from the apology, at least. At least Gajeel recognized that what he had done to her was terrible, and that is why she said thank you.
Thank you, for acknowledging her pain and now she can let it go. Gajeel being sorry was enough and perhaps there is a tiny part of her that wants him to revel and regret it for the rest of his life (spoiler: he will). Levy would never admit to it though.
In the way that I am writing Gray, I am writing him to be a quietly passionate young man to be a bit snarky and an overthinker of the worst, but it's a result of his mind going through trauma, no? He has been through the worst case scenario many times when it comes to people that he loves, and it's something that he simply can't help. So seeing that he had been so worked up over Lucy and Erza that he didn't even think about Juvia made him devastating, because he knows that if news came that Juvia didn't make it, it would've crushed him. But what right did he have to even feel that way if he "didn't care enough" in the first place. So to make up for it, he was ready to shout her worth to the entire world.
But Juvia doesn't need that. It would be nice, and she wouldn't say no in the appropriate setting, but some people prefer that supporting character role in life. The attention isn't for them. She's just happy to have what she currently has now in life, and that is enough to satisfy her. Gray being willing to go through such lengths is enough for her. They balance each other out a bit in this sense. Juvia reminds Gray to enjoy the smaller, quieter things in life. That simple is sometimes best. Yet Gray will remind Juvia that she is absolutely deserving and worthy of the big things in life, and he'll give it to her. That she will always shine in his universe now, and she will always be in his spotlight, where she glows beautifully.
Nalu is Nalu, and their connection transcends. I will go into depth soon, trust me.
AND NOW, WE ARE SEEING THE BEGINNINGS OF DRAGON PACK. I did some research on Igneel and he was super fond of humans, and I decided to take the route of Igneel raising Natsu to still retain his human side more than his draconic side, at least while he was still younger. Maybe if they had more time, transition into what it means to be a dragon, but it was the exact opposite of Gajeel. This was intentional, as I wish to see them help each other in other different ways, whether they know it or not. Gajeel will not be friends with everyone in Fairytail, some personalities just clash too much, but he WILL have at least some people, and it will continue to help him grow. Still a little sadistic, but a sarcastic, secretly caring friend that he was meant to be.
Also, thoughts on the Romeo insight?? I always had imagined what it would be like to be a kid and witness all of this destruction and chaos, and should we make it there (I truly truly hope so), you will love to see my take on older Romeo teehee. He will be a treat and a product of his environment, in many ways.
Alright, that's enough yappin' from me. FOR REAL THIS TIME, the next three chapters will be short interludes before we move onto the official canon arc. Bear with me guys, I'm just too thorough ugh. I meant to do the team meeting in this chapter but the details were getting ahead of me.
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
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Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
Cya next time!
Chapter 38: Interlude: There's No "I" in Team
Chapter Text
“I don’t really know how to start this off…”
Lucy sighs softly as she sinks onto the comforts of her worn couch, apartment lighting with a dull glow of the evening sun. The warm, comfortable air seeps through the room, soothing the aches away simply for being pleasant. There wasn’t a more ideal time to really talk about what she had wanted to say, but well, it was hard.
So much to touch on and seemingly not even words to convey. Have you ever felt the urge to yell out all of your turmoil but wasn’t sure what message you want to ultimately state? There was a reason, damnit, there was. She couldn’t tell you what it was, but Lucy knows that this simply has to happen.
It was meant to be.
Erza was first to arrive, to Lucy’s surprise. She was doing much better after visiting Polyursica, wrapped in bandages but still able to move without too much effort anymore. When Lucy had opened the door to see the scarlet haired woman, she was struck speechless at the sight. Because even with the cuts and small bruises that littered her body, the paleness that would only grow more vibrant once her blood replenishes, there was a spark that linger in Erza’s eyes now.
She was alive , she was free .
It was a beautiful sight.
A soft, polite smile greeted her.
“Hello Lucy. Am I the first to arrive?”
“You are,” Lucy nods after shaking herself out of her stupor. “...can I just say something?”
Erza gave her a curious look, “I don’t see why not? What is it?”
“Erza, you are glowing. Truly.”
Erza had blushed furiously, not really knowing what to say back but that was never the point in Lucy’s eyes. Erza, who has renown fame for being a fierce knight with a sharp blade to match, has never found herself described as softly as Lucy tended to her. She said her hair reminded her of roses, not blood. She never failed to make Erza feel as if she could bask in feminity despite her scars. It was something that she cherishes deeply, and she wishes that Lucy knows how much her words mean to her.
“Ah…you always render me speechless with such words.”
Lucy simply grinned cheekily, “Well, it’s the truth.”
“A battle of compliments, is it then? I hope that you know that you do not lack in any category yourself, if that is the case. You are divine, Lucy.” Erza retorts back with a smile and flushed cheeks, and truly, there was nothing like women complimenting other women. “A star that shines ever so brightly in the sky, one that I’ll be sure to follow home every time.”
“Oh, stop that!” Lucy flushed in return, but Erza just huffed as she wiggled her eyebrows a bit in amusement before taking a slow, calculated seat next to the blonde. Lucy looked at her in concern, “How are you healing up?”
“Well, as well as anyone who was on the verge of being sacrificed would do, I’d gather. A bit more painful and taxing than usual, but I’ve been through worse.”
“You shouldn’t have.” Lucy replies softly, but Erza shakes her head.
“It’s the life of a mage, this level of danger. Well, I’d reckon that the difficulty of Jellal’s battle was…abnormal, but typically, it is not uncommon to receive injuries. When you put yourself into harms way in the name of saving others, this is the price to pay.”
“I agree. Injuries come with danger, but getting sacrificed ? I--” Lucy opened her mouth to speak but her throat closed up in the middle of it and she paused, turning her head to give her a moment. Ah, this will be an emotional meeting then, it seems. Originally, she didn’t really know what to talk about with her team, but now she knows what to start off with at least.
Erza looked at Lucy closely, noticing her spike in emotions, but she didn’t say anything. There was something pooling inside of her as well, an influx of emotions. She’s sure it’ll come out soon, however. Sweat pooling in her hands, uncharacteristically anxious, she reaches over for a glass.
“May I?”
“Oh, yes go ahead. You don’t have to ask for anything, what’s mine is yours.”
“Thank you.”
A small knock on the door has Lucy shooting Erza a nervous but determined smile as she leaves the woman to open the door. On the other side was Natsu and Gray, looking away from each other as they stood awkwardly waiting for her to open it. Natsu was the first to beam at her and pull her into a loving hug. He nosed her neck for a moment, inhaling her scent as he let out a soft sigh before letting go and stepping into the room.
Gray had a stormier look to him, and Lucy paused, taking in the sight of him. “...Gray?”
“...yes?”
“Are you alright?”
A brief silence before he frowned softly, looking down at the ground. “I’m not sure. Isn’t that what this meeting is about?”
Leave it to Gray to be able to spot Lucy’s true intentions, she isn’t even surprised. Instead, she takes a look at his appearance, noticing the tired but not insomniac look that she had grown accustomed to before she had lent her aid. He was hurting about something, but he hasn’t been pushed over the edge yet, and with that, Lucy was satisfied. She opened her arms for a hug, and Gray gave her a loose one before backing away and stepping inside.
A deep breath as Lucy gathered her breath before she turned around. Ideally, she was going to explain the system that she had wanted to pointed out. Instead of beating around the bush and waiting for the issues to bring themselves to light, she decided that she wanted everyone to have a chance to say what’s on their mind.
That’s what the seat was for in the middle, looking back towards the couch.
“Whoever sits in that seat, everyone in the room is allowed to say what’s on their mind about them. From pleasantries to insecurities to worries, it doesn’t matter. All I ask for is transparency and honesty.”
Natsu, Gray, and Erza looked at her for a moment before nodding in agreement, and that’s when Lucy decides that she will be the one to bring this all together.
And she sits in the seat first.
--F-T--
Lucy Heartfilia
“I’d give you the sun if you asked me
You could have all of the time
You could have the stars and the trees
When dividin’ up the universe”
-Delaney Bailey (“j’s lullaby (darlin’ i’d wait for you)”)
--F-T--
It’s instinctive for Natsu to try and brighten up the mood, feeling the weight of the unspoken the moment he had walked in. He hated the tension that he and Gray had at the door, but that’s what happens when you avoid topics and conversations. You leave yourself to stew and rotate and morph the different possibilities of “what ifs” and it leaves you riddled with fear, for the unknown.
So he was ready, when Lucy took a seat, to start spouting off the things that he had loved about Lucy, which wasn’t even a challenge. He could do it without even blinking twice, really. That’s how much she means to him. But when he sits and leans back into the couch, watching besotted as he stares at her. Her hair was down today, she had washed it recently. It smelt like strawberries and a hint of cream. The band aid she had on her cheek was going to fall off soon, the wound probably healed up already. Her chocolate eyes were warm but nervous, ah, she had no idea what was going to happen.
She was nervous.
Natsu sat up straighter, smirk on his face as he prepared to boast about Lucy’s awesomeness, when she made eye contact with him.
And all that came out was, “I love you, because you make me feel as if I’ve gotten a second chance to try again.”
“Try again?”
“Try again.” Natsu confirmed after a moment, shocked with himself. He steeled his gaze however, and straightened his back. “It’s not to say that I, like, don’t like Fairytail. That’s not true at all. But you’ve impacted my viewpoint and opened my eyes to everything. When we were children, you convinced me to give Fairytail a chance to become my new family. When we were reunited, you helped me overcome difficulties I’ve had all of my life without even budging an eye. You make me stronger and you make me want to be a better person. I’m…you’re my…I care for you alot.”
Lucy give him a warm smile with slight tears in her eyes. “Natsu…”
“I just hope you know that I’d do anything for you.”
Lucy face crumbles and she looks down, “...I know.”
He had said that confidently, full with pride. He’d give everything for Lucy, that’s how powerful she makes him feel. Yet, those two words and her demeanor made him pause, a sour feeling coming over him. Natsu grew quiet as he watched as Lucy collected herself, but that wasn’t the reaction that he had been expecting.
Did…had he done something wrong?
“...You have opened my eyes as well, Lucy. One of the things that I admire about you is the simple fact that you always seem to know what to say. Your empathy is incredbile, the ability to touch and soothe others without difficulty. I…I’m still recovering from the fact that the past can be let go. Despite destroying the Tower of Heaven, the nightmares haven’t disappeared. My body aches as a reminder of the pain that I’ve suffered, I still wear my armor when I go out because I don’t…I have my scars and I’m not strong enough for others to see them yet. But I’d…I’d be willing to show them to you, Lucy. You make it a little bit easier.”
Lucy gave a wet cough as she stared at Erza, who’s eyes shone with unshed tears as the former slave smiled at her. “Erza, y-you don’t have to ever worry about it with me. Scars, nightmares, I’m here to help.”
“But who’s there to help you, Lucy?” Gray asked quietly. “You are always so quick to give yourself away, to lend a helping hand. You gave me the spare key to your apartment in case I needed to come over if I had…troubles. Teaching Natsu to read, soothing Romeo when he’s anxious about his dad, you give everything to Fairytail. Not even I do that, and I’ve---I’ve fucking lived here since I was a kid. I just feel like I don’t do anything to help you, I guess. And it’s not that you don’t know how to ask for help…just it feels as if you don’t remember that you can ask for it.”
“...I’m confused.”
Gray sighed and ran a hand through his dark hair, “I mean like, you don’t go to us usually. It’s either your spirits…or well I don’t know. You lend your aide to us, but we don’t see many opportunities to do the same for you. And even then, it’s Natsu that’s normally the one who sees a glimpse of it. You’re our team leader, Lucy. I want to know how you’re doing too.”
“I’m sorry…I--”
“Don’t.” Gray, Erza, and Natsu softly glared at her for a moment. Lucy was rendered speechless as Gray continued, “Don’t apologize. You understand that I’m basically complaining that you don’t let us spoil you with the same care you give us, right? There is nothing to be sorry for, so I don’t wanna hear any fucking ‘I’m sorry’s’.”
Lucy chuckled and wiped a tear, “...Alright. I just wanted to say that I think the root comes from…a relative that was by my side as my main supporter amongst few others who’ve been there for me when no one else was, not even my own blood father. I know how it feels to be casted away and feel as if no one hears you, so I simply make sure that everyone has a chance to have their voice when they are with me. I see you, and I always will.”
“Oh! I don’t remember if I’ve said this or not, but Erza’s apart of Team Haluna now. I invited her.”
Natsu grinned as he clapped Erza gently on the back as Gray snort, “Surprise, surprise.”
“Welcome!”
Erza smiled briefly, “Thank you.”
“Is there anything else that you wish to say?” Lucy resumed politely. “I plan to take everything you guys said seriously, so don’t worry about that at least.”
“Continue you to be who you are, I like you that way.” Natsu whispered as he looked down at the floor for a moment, before giving Lucy a look of such fondness that she felt her cheeks flush.
Clearly her throat, she gives Natsu a warm smile before getting up from the isolated chair. Patting down her clothes, she sticks her tongue in her cheek as she eyes her three companions. How to decide who was going to be next…that was a bit troublesome. Clearly there are some unspoken words that need to be said when it comes to the boys, would it be best to save them for last?
Erza would be the easiest choice, Lucy acknowledges.
“But it is best to rip the band-aid off as soon as possible. Those two have always been at odds, that is nothing new. What is new, however, is them not hacking it off and letting loose the steam as usual. Letting thoughts run in turmoil inside of yourself for too long, and desperation takes over.”
The voice within Lucy’s soul paused for a moment, before she let out a soft sigh. Not one of bitterness, but it wasn’t happy either.
“I would know.”
Lucy did not answer her, she’s not really sure what to say to Rushii at the moment. But her Nee-san has never gave a bad word of wisdom, and even in her own turmoil, Lucy knew that it would be best to take her advice into consideration. Thus, Erza was out of the question. But she wasn’t strong enough to handle Natsu’s yet…
It could be cowardice for her to choose him, but no one will ever truly know.
“Gray, it’s your turn.”
--F-T--
Gray Fullbuster
“I keep thinking
This time, the end will be different, but it isn’t
I keep thinking (keep thinking)
The end is gonna be different, but you keep on winning”
-Paramore (“Big Man, Little Dignity”)
--F-T--
“What I love about you Gray, is your ability to take charge and handle business when things turn dicey. There have been many times where your rational side has helped calmed me down as we look to each other for guidance, you know? I know you stated that I don’t tend to ask for a lending hand, but I find that the comfort that I end up receiving from you is worth more than you know.”
“I never thought of it like that? I mean, I just said what was on my mind and gave the facts of situation. It’s hardly anything of true value, it was just assessments.” Gray’s brow furrowed but Lucy shook her head.
“Don’t you see? You are already a constant in my life, where even if you didn’t have any intentions of providing comfort, just you existing is already enough to soothe my worries. Your consistent nature grounds me to focus on the matters at hand, when I saw you in the tower, an sense of relief washed over me so violently that I probably would’ve started crying had we had the time rest more. You love quietly but furiously, and it’s one of your best traits.”
“I second that,” Erza pitched in. “Your concern for me during the events of the Tower did not go unnoticed. Time and time again, you looked at me with such worry that it reminded myself that I genuinely was cared for. You never hesitated to offer your aide, and I am thankful for it. If only I had known that the fate awaiting me was full of blood and darkness, I would have accepted it. I should had accepted your help, Gray.”
Erza looked around for a moment, hesitant to continue her thoughts. She wasn’t sure if everyone in the room was aware of Gray’s insomniac issues, and it wasn’t her place to really share something like that. Gray saw the hesitance on her face however, and he let out a sigh before nodding and waving dismissively.
“With the example that Lucy gave, it’s only fitting that everything is on the table. I trust everyone here so, it isn’t as if this was anything private anymore. Ask---”
“Do you really?”
A tense silence settled as Natsu spoke up after a long period of quietness, as if he was stirring the bubbling pot of something deep inside of him. It was a variety of things that washed over Natsu, from sadness to disbelief to finally anger, causing the dragon slayer to clench his jaw as he watched Gray Fullbuster lie through his goddamn teeth. His fist clenched and Lucy closed herself, bracing for the inevitable.
“...Do I what?” Gray said with a relatively neutral tone, but the darkened look in his eye was enough for the remaining bystanders to know that it wasn’t anything pleasant.
“Cut the bullshit. ‘I trust everyone here’, you’re a fucking liar. You’re a liar, because you couldn’t even look at me when you had said that. So what’s your problem, hm?”
Gray scoffed, “...What’s there to say, really? I’ve always been annoyed by you, nothing new.”
“ You-- ,” Natsu shot up from the couch so fast that Lucy cringed a little bit as he glared at Gray and pointed at him. “Stop being a pussy and just fucking say, Gray. Ever since you saw me at the Tower of Heaven fighting Jellal, you saw something you didn’t like and now you’re giving me shit over it.”
“I never said--”
“You haven’t said anything at all, really. We haven’t properly spoken since it happened and all I know is that I’m just sitting here waiting for you to finally call me that godforsaken name so that you can give it off your chest. I know what you think of me, so say it. Say the word.”
Gray clenched his fist. “Shut the fuck up, Natsu.”
“Say it.” Natsu growled out as he walked over and got into his face. The anger that was bubbling inside of Natsu was something that’s been simmering for the past couple of days now, because it wasn’t fair. It wasn’t fair that he was given the silent treatment because of something that he doesn’t even have control over, that he was being judged and shoved into the same categorization as the other monsters. As if he would ever purposely destroy the world like those beasts . “The moment you caught sight of me, your face paled and fear was visible on your face, I could practically smell it. Black lines crawled over my skin, I had the power to potentially end that fucking bastard Jellal and save us all, but that didn’t matter to you. Because you froze, and thought what? What? ”
Natsu’s voice picked up at the end, desperation in his eyes and throat as he huffed at Gray who was glaring back at him just as wildly. They’ve been dancing around the topic, Gray becoming more withdrawn as he warily eyed Natsu from the side of the room. He refused to be looked at like some damn violate animal .
The silence persisted and Natsu’s teeth grinded. He barked out a sharp, dark laugh, “Fine, avoid the problem. That’s always been easy for you, right?”
He turns towards Lucy and Erza, who were looking at the unsettling turn of events with concern and unease visible on their faces. Lucy slowly got up from the couch, stepping slowly to make her way towards the two boys, “...Natsu, calm down for me? Please?”
Natsu just laughed, “Calm down? So that we’d just move on and ignore the fact that Gray looks at me as if I’m some fucking monster?”
“News flash, Ice Fucker, I’m not Deliora and if you suddenly hate my existence or whatever, it’d take more than your pathetic Iced Shell move to take me down. I’ll give you a real reason to think of me as a fucking demon---” Gray’s fist slammed into Natsu’s face and they went down tumbling, shouting and throwing dirty profanities at each other as they raged. Gray snarled in Natsu’s face as he climbed on top of him and began to punch his forearms, trying to reach his face. Natsu shoved him off of himself after a moment and lit his fist on fire.
Snowflakes began to dance around Gray as the room started to grow into an unbalanced mixture of temperature. Erza glowered as she stood up, hand onto her hilt of her sword as she hissed, “I know the two of you are not making a mockery of Lucy’s space by attempting to fight?”
“Fuck off, Erza. This has nothing to do with you.”
Gray just ignored her outright, “You’re such an asshole, Natsu. Fuck you, my mother sacrificed herself using Iced Shell to protective everyone, and you dare throw that back into my face like it was a pathetic move? Fine , you’re fucking right. The first time I saw you, you scared the shit out of me because that feeling that came over me reminded me of when I had previous lost everything.”
“You looked like a fucking demon, and for a split second, I had wanted to kill you if only to get rid of the threat!” Gray roared and everything went still. Lucy looked between Gray and Natsu in horror, not realizing that the inner turmoil was this bad. Gray didn’t dare look at Lucy’s expression, the disappointment and sadness that was probably clear on her face. He had thought about ending his comrade’s life, and he was…he was disgusted with himself too.
“Every goddamn time that I think I am free from demons, the foul beasts rear their fucking heads into my life. Whether it’s in my dreams, haunting and taunting me about everything that I have lost. Or it’s a villain that we face and it threatens my reality. Demons have plagued me for years , and here I was facing that same energy that I know all too well.” Gray spat out venomously at Natsu, who looked at him with a tense expression as no one moved a muscle. The room grew colder the more Gray spoke.
“I swore that I would kill down every demon that I saw, years ago, if only to save others from the same scars and terrors that I had.”
Erza was confused, black lines on Natsu’s skin? Demonic energy? What on earth were they talking about? But this happened while she was on death’s door inside of the sacrificial lacrima, so while her body was physically present, her mind was not. Only Lucy, Gray, and Natsu understood the extent of what was being said. Lucy just covered her mouth her hand as she muffled a small sob.
Natsu flashed her a tense, pained look, “You too? Did you think I was a demon, when you walked in and saw me? That I had to be put down ?”
“...This wasn’t my first time seeing those lines across your skin, Natsu. They--They only appeared when you were pushing yourself to the edge and it was only momentarily. Seeing them in a seemingly permanent state meant to me that you had lost the war with your emotions and you’d fallen--fallen into pain .” Lucy confessed softly, because while she did not immediately think to classify Natsu as a demon in that moment, she also knew that when he was approaching a state like that, nothing---nothing good was the result of it. He’d only…transform when things were in peril.
“You didn’t tell me?” Natsu croaked, hurt that Lucy would keep that from him.
“What does it matter? I still love you the way that you are, black lines and all. It didn’t change anything for me.” Lucy looked Natsu right in the eyes, and he was still feeling uneasy about it all, but she was his rock. She reminded him time and time again that there was someone that supported him unconditionally, and he decided that he would believe her. Because if this has been happening for a while, and she still could look him in the eyes with the brightest smile on her face, then that was enough proof.
“I know I am an asshole.” Gray muttered as the fight gradually began to leave him. He was ashamed about how his mind worked sometimes, ashamed that he and Natsu had fought side by side for years and yet he was so quick to feel on edge around him. They were practically brothers in a twisted way, and yet here he was ready to fight him based off pasted experiences. Not even taking consideration their shared history, and how he knows fundamentally, that even if Natsu turned out to be a demon, he was not the same as the rest.
He would never hurt them.
Gray digged his palms into his eyes and backed away into the wall where he had pressed so deeply that it was beginning to create a pulsing pain that was grounding. His mind was racing as he continued to speak, wanting to get all of his thoughts across. “I had wanted to strike you down in an instant, and then you know what happened right after? It was as if a sword had pierced my heart, because I was so ashamed that I had such a thought. Natsu, who had grown up me for over a decade, and never purposely hurt anyone who didn’t deserve it. Who wore his heart on his sleeve and would get angry at injustice in front of him, who had compassion for even his enemies sometimes, who’d always lend a helping hand. I thought to kill you so quickly, as if our years of history didn’t matter. I was the monster in that moment, not you. ”
“I couldn’t help but to think, what if he was lying the entire time? Was he trying to hide his true intentions all of these years? My mind was scarred but my heart believed in you, Natsu, and I was in war with myself, because of course you wouldn’t hurt and destroy our family. But--But that’s all demons as ever done to me. I can’t do it again. ” Gray let out a shaky breath at the mere thought, a wave of anguish overcoming him. “I’m just--I’m so sick of my thoughts. I want to believe in you, but it won’t let me. I can’t fucking forget what I’ve been through. I can’t and I’m sorry.”
The fear was too powerful.
Lucy looked as if she wanted to reach over and comfort Gray who was sitting on the floor against the wall now, fists stinging from fighting Natsu earlier. Natsu just stared at Gray with a soft wariness, the fight disappearing a long time ago as well. He was just so upset at being treated so differently, he hadn’t taken into consideration the amount of anguish and guilt Gray had been going through internally for the same reasons. It wasn’t fair to push those traumas onto Natsu, but it was all that he had known at the same time.
Natsu let out a soft sigh as he ran a hand through his hair, pursing his lips. Even if Gray’s confession cleared up some of the missing reasonings, it was hard to think about how to proceed. What he did know however, was that he was an asshole for the Iced Shell mentioning. He had no right to say something like that, “I’m sorry for the Iced Shell comment. I had wanted to get you to…say what was really on your mind and used it as bait but. I could’ve said anything else. I’m an asshole too, for that, and I’m sorry. May Ur rest in peace, man.”
Gray just huffed before removing his hands from his irritated eyes as he gave Natsu a half-hearted glare before nodding his acceptance. It was still incredibly awkward but it was finally progress.
Natsu looked at Lucy again who was staring at him with pain in her eyes, and with a heavy heart, took a seat down in the middle. Erza looked around with a heavy heart, feeling the angst between the team despite being the newest member. Clearly, some of this has been building up for a while.
It will be cathartic when it is released, but that didn’t mean that it wouldn’t be painful.
“...I think it’s my turn now.”
--F-T--
Natsu Dragneel
“Life is better on Saturn
Got to break this pattern
Of floating away”
-SZA (“Saturn”)
--F-T--
Gray was on the floor, holding his head to his knees as he laid on the ground, head pounding with internal torment. Darker hues of orange and red began to dance across his face, illuminating his figure as afternoon turned to twilight. Erza had her eyes closed as she leaned back onto the couch, fingering the hilt of her sword with anxious repeats. Lucy was sitting on the arm of the couch now, leaning onto her thighs as she swallowed down her apprehension.
Natsu was sprawled on the chair, head down as he observed the threading of his white shirt.
“I…” Erza opened her mouth to start but failed short. The mood still was stiffling and she had to clear her throat. “Your heart is the best trait of you, Natsu but it is also your fatal flaw, in many ways. It’s the same flaw that’s in most of Fairytail’s boisterous members, including myself.”
She gave herself a sad chuckle as she gestured to her injuries, “Take a look at me, Natsu. Gray, you too as well, because we all have that trait. I would ask for you too as well Lucy, but I have a feeling that this is a lesson that you have already learned.”
Lucy looked up at Erza and gave her a singular nod before looking off to the side. She had been the one to orchestrate this moment, the exchanging of their feelings. Yet here she was, taking the backburner of hosting as the emotions had gotten to her. Perhaps it was the natural leadership that Erza possessed that instinctively told her to take the reigns now, especially being the oldest out of all of them as well. Before, she would’ve felt bad that she wasn’t stepping up more, but it only goes to show that…Erza cares for her.
Allowing her time to collect herself, or just simply rest as she effortlessly took control.
Lucy was thankful, as she isn’t used to being so strong all of the time. She was a bit of crier, and well, it was easy to get lost in the overwhelming emotions. Especially when everyone is hurting around her, and she knows that there isn’t much that she could do. Whatever was going on between Natsu and Gray had to be solved by Natsu and Gray. She just wished they weren’t fighting, it aches to see her friends at odds.
“The cost of such noble heart can end in destruction and death. Giving every part of you in order to save the rest, and yet you only seem to cause more pain. Contradictory, isn’t it? You--I thought I could do it alone. It was my fight, against Jellal. It was personal, it was the burden that was within in my soul for years.” Erza spoke quietly, looking Natsu in the eyes.
“ And it was selfish. ”
Natsu flinched at the dark tone in Erza’s voice, the seriousness in her expression. “...selfish? I don’t understand.”
What better way to fight than for others? If he didn’t give his all into defeating the enemies that threatened innocents and those he loves, then what was the point of having all of this power?
“I was taught to give my everything into the fight, because if I don’t fight then who will?”
“And what about us, Natsu?” Lucy spoke up, voice choked up. This was not the first time that this has happened and she cannot understand for the life of her why. Why was it that every time she was in trouble, he could drop everything to give his all into her rescue, but he never allows for her to do the same? Natsu claims to trust them, that he knows that he can count on them and yet he turns around and nearly dies in the hands of the enemy because he’s too proud to see accept help. “Why isn’t it possible for us to fight too?”
“You do fight, you handle the others and I find and take care of the biggest foe.” Natsu tries to explain. He’s only one person, and the rest can handle themselves against the enemies. Which is why he trusts to leave that to them so that he can go and find the mastermind of the operation and stop them before anymore harm comes to his comrades. Leave it to him, to show his worth and that he was able to do this. That they could count on him.
“Yeah, because you don’t trust us to take care of it.” Gray grunted from the side and Natsu grew defensive immediately. What? Of course he did?
“Why can’t I just fight by your side?” Lucy stared at Natsu gently but accusingly. She was not happy with him, and it left Natsu feeling a little numb. “You should’ve waited for me and Gray to return before charging into battle against Jellal beforehand. Faster communication, better execution, we could’ve done it together. But you never think about that, because you keep fucking charging in as if you don’t care about your own life!”
“It doesn’t matter what happens to me as long as you guys are safe. I would rather be the one to walk through oblivion than--”
Lucy tensed and she stood up immediately, as Gray clenched his fists off to the side. Erza’s anger and fear reared full force as they began to cry and yell at Natsu, who was looking around at them in slow motion. It was breaking his heart to see Lucy so worked up, so heartbroken and he was reasoning for it. It made his head pound, his stomach drop as it lurched because he wanted to understand. What was making them so upset?
Is it not right to sacrifice everything?
“Natsu, oblivion is where you are not there. I cannot--You introduced me to everything. You were my first friend, my first best friend, my first mission, my first heartache. Team Haluna wouldn’t have been created without you, Happy wouldn’t have a pseudo-father, Fairytail would be missing a brother, a son, a friend. I would not be here without you, I would be still wandering around looking for a purpose after running away from my damn father---” Lucy sucked in a breath as she walked over to cup Natsu’s face with both of her hands, shaking as she tried to settle her emotions. Stray tears dropped down onto Natsu’s cheeks as he stared up at her in shock, her chocolate eyes so forlorn.
“It matters to me. You matter to me, and every time I find you on the receiving end of this shit, I want to cry. Because I love you and I can’t bare to see you unnecessarily in pain. Why won’t you let me share your burdens? Why do you insist on doing it all alone?”
Natsu was speechless as he slowly held Lucy, wrapping his arms around her waist.
“It is selfish,” Erza stated after a moment, “Because there are those who actively wish for your return, for you to see another day. They miss you when you are gone, and their heart aches when you’re not there. People like us, Natsu, might believe that it is a worthy sacrifice, but if it does nothing but make the agony worse for our loved ones, then it doesn’t make us heroes. It makes us villains, for putting them through that misery of longing.”
Gray watched them from the side, heart hurting. Yes, if Natsu were to follow through with his ridiculous martyr tendencies, he would miss him when he was gone. Even if he was stuck in his own head right now, “We would miss you if you’re gone.”
“...I bring destruction wherever I go. It’s always a pain to clean up after me, because something is always destroyed in my presence. I was raised by a dragon who seemingly wanted nothing to do with me anymore, and I was abandoned as a result. I’ve got some sort of power inside of me that makes me want to--to fuck everything up. I get worked up easily sometimes, and it can make me what to rip things to shreds. I’m basically a walking fucking time bomb and if I--if I am going to explode---”
“Then explode and let us put you back together.” Lucy whispers as she hugs Natsu’s head to her chest, letting him deflate against it. His arms tighten around her waist as he takes in a shuttered breath, their hearts being rapidly but at once. Smushed against the soft skin, Natsu can’t help but to think that there was nowhere else he would be in this moment. Even with his heart full of internal struggles, he could float as long as Lucy was here.
Ah.
But if he wasn’t there, how would Lucy float too?
“You are my dragon, my best friend. My protector, as I am yours.” Lucy breathed out for only his ears. It filled a void inside of Natsu, hearing those words. Like it gives him a new breath of life, purpose streaming through his veins. The amount of devotion that encompassed him at that moment made him dizzy, but it was intoxicating.
“...as I am yours.”
M i n e.
“ Mine .” Natsu’s eyes slitted, draconic side showcasing for a moment as his nails grew longer, resembling claws. Lucy just looked down at the change and ran her hand through the pink whisps of hair, before she smiled softly. It was Natsu’s special smile, the one reserved for his eyes only as he looked up at her as if she was an entirely different being. There’s a word to describe it, all of his sudden desires encompassing into one syllable.
Mate .
Oh.
Erza awkwardly coughed onto the side as she blushed furiously, “Um--”
Gray just rolled his eyes at the two, already accustoming to being a third wheel for a while now. But he doesn’t deny the small bit of jealousy that rises from watching them, two people so clearly in love with each other that it hurts. Who doesn’t want something similar to what they have?
A rainwoman comes to mind upon instinct, causing him to awkwardly cough as well to get rid of the thoughts almost immediately.
Lucy flushed embarrassingly as she realized that she had forgotten that they were surrounded by company. She watched as Gray and Erza exchanged flushed, knowing looks before looking back at Lucy. And truly, she didn’t really know what to say. Her face was red, her heart was racing, stomach lurched when Natsu rubbed his face against her stomach ever so slightly.
Shit.
Reluctantly, she reached for his arms and unwrapped him from herself, taking a step back to take a breather. Natsu had frowned at the movement, but sighed after a moment as he slowly nodded his head. “I have an instinct to just run and take of things myself, I’d like to call it a dragon’s protection as a joke, but eh, maybe it’s the best way to describe what I feel. I…I had a period where I thought that since Igneel had abandoned me, that it meant that I wasn’t worth anything. Then I started to have darker thoughts, my actions felt so hard to control, and I just--I felt more like a burden. Like, who’s this idiot who doesn’t know how to control himself?”
Natsu gave a pained look as he continued, “But I--I know that I have power. Strength. I…just had that everlasting thought that if I were to be discarded away again, I’d just go ahead and get it out of the way for you. By sacrificing myself, to prove to everyone and…and myself I guess that it was for a good cause and a good riddance. At least you would’ve have to be bothered with my shit anymore, you know? A win-win, as fucked as it sounds.”
They had to strain their ears in order to hear the final part, but it was enough for the silent water works again. Gray felt fucking awful, the absolute worst but it filled him with sense of determination. It was clear as day that he had trauma, but it doesn’t need to apply to Natsu. Not when he’s proven ten times over that he was a friend and he was good.
Demon or not.
So Gray was the first to get up and walked over quietly to Natsu. He placed a hand on his shoulder and simply stated,
“The feelings can slip away from us and do batshit things. You just saw it with me, trying to decipher my own shit. I just want you to know that you don’t have to worry about controlling yourself. If you lose it, I will stop you. I promise.”
It was a starting point, a vow of deeper connection. Natsu turned to look Gray in the eyes, placing a hand on the one on his shoulder. A pact between brothers, one of them the potential monster and the other the potential slayer. No one wants it to come to this, Gray desperately prays to anything out there that it won’t ever happen. Don’t let it come to this, because this was his friend . His brother.
But if it must be done, it would be by his hand. The girls probably didn’t understand the significance of the unspoken, but Natsu did. He squeezed his hand to signal that he understood and he felt a wave of relief. One of his deepest fears was losing control and turning a hand on those he cared for. Gray saw through it and soothed his fear in an instant, because it doesn’t matter what anyone says, if he’s was ever caught rampaging against his family, then he wants to be put down.
Natsu was honored and that was that.
Another time for another day.
“Thanks, Ice Face.”
Gray let out a tired sigh but chuckled nonetheless, “Yeah, Flame Brain. Yeah.”
It was progress.
--F-T--
Erza Scarlet
“Pain will come with the blade
Pain will wake up the despondent crowd
In this dormat world, somehow
Unsheathe the sword not to kill
Unsheathe the sword to rend those clouds above the ground”
- Johnathan Steingard (“Wildfire”)
--F-T--
“Although it’s my turn, I…well I think I’ve had a bit too much hearing about my own issues.” Erza warily sighs as she sat in the seat. She has spent the last week going far too much, she couldn’t handle anymore. Maybe in a month, when she has digested a bit of what she’s experienced. She was starting to feel too numb, and she wanted to hear what they had to say. She wanted to savor it, but she simply couldn’t handle it right now.
Gray and Natsu sat next to each other on the couch, a starking contrast to how they had started the afternoon off. Natsu had an arm around Lucy, who was leaning into him without a second thought as they stared at Erza with tired, but encouraging smiles. If she requested it, then it will be respected.
While this was a space geared to get emotions across, it was a place where boundaries and respect were still given and expected.
“Instead I wish to share something that’s been a bit of a weight on my chest,” Erza spoke as she began to have a distant look on her face. The trio on the couch looked at each other for a moment before nodding for her to continue.
“Before coming to the meeting today, I visited a grave.” Erza said with a rue smile. “Well I say visited a grave, but in reality it was one that I had created. I had managed to salvage some of the ruin of my armor and sword, and placed it on a hill for her honor.”
“For who?” Natsu asked.
“Ikaruga of Trinity Raven. A member of Death Head’s Caucus.” Erza answered. “For I had killed her.”
Everyone’s jaw dropped in shock at the revelation, a small chill down their spine. Erza had looked at them with a resolved but solemn expression on her face, letting the weight of her words sink it. It was never easy, the concept of taking a life. It hadn’t been on purpose, Erza never had the intentions of slaying her enemies, but that didn’t meant that it was never going to happen.
This isn’t even Erza’s first time taking a life, but it wasn’t something that was habitual either. Far from it, in fact. But there was always a weight that comes with it. The dead do not walk among the living after all.
“It wasn’t my intention to kill her, but in a battle between warriors, it was the only outcome. She was set in her ways and it was only going to end in one way. Me or her. Even still, the shock that came from slicing my sword through her warm body, it’s a chilling feeling that I pray I never get used to. I did not wish to take her life, but…it was a matter of respect. She had wanted to die a warrior’s death, and who am I to disrespect that fact? And in her last moments, I gave her her sword so that in the afterlife, she may still walk her own path comfortably.”
“..you know she was a member of a dark guild, right? I fought one of those fuckers, and let me tell you, if he’d died in that godforsaken tower when it collapsed, then I’m not losing anymore sleep than I already do.” Gray confessed looking at Erza curiously. Erza understood the hidden question though, was she feeling sympathetic for the enemy?
“I wish she was still alive, but I would make the same actions again if it came to it. Justice…comes in many forms. Her background was evil, but in her heart, I’d like to think that perhaps it was circumstances rather than desire that made her find her way there. Despite being my opponent, she…I owe her. She played a part into shaping me, just as all of my opponents and friends do. At a bare minimum, I will respect that.”
Gray nodded and leaned back, while Lucy gave Erza a look full of admiration, “Can I see the grave, as well?”
Erza was taken aback, but she should’ve known. Lucy was just that kind of person, it seems. “Yes, yes you may. We can head over there, when we are finished?”
Waiting a beat to see if anyone would make a noise of complaint, the silence that lingered had transformed into something solemn but comforting in a melachonic way. Erza was the first to slowly arise from her seat, wincing in pain for a moment, before making her way towards the door with Lucy’s help. Natsu was right behind them, holding the door as they exited the apartment.
There was some stuff that was slightly askew from earlier mixups, the blanket was discarded onto the floor. Twilight had come and went, leaving only burnt ornage before it transitioned into a midnight sky.
Gray appeared next to Natsu, gesturing for him to go, for Gray to take the rear.
Natsu looked at Gray for a moment, before reluctantly nodding, turning his back on the ice-make mage as he took the door from him, closing and locking it from behind once everyone was left.
In the future, there could be more to talk about. To get into the real grit of things, dissecting one by one. But doesn’t that get exhausting? Finding out the bare truth only to realize that you don’t know where to go from there? It’s a part of the beauty of it, the appeal of sharing your truth but keeping other things private yourself. They might not have touched on everything that they had wanted today, but that’s alright.
This opened the door, after all.
And there was always tomorrow.
-- --
"Thank you for listening...that has been stewing for a while now."
"You don't have to thank us, a space where you felt comfortable enough to share something like that is what I wished for you, when I had invited you to the team."
"You listened to us, so we listen to you. 'Cuz that's what family does."
"Always, Erza...don't be stupid."
"Hm...I think I should be saying that to you, you know. Get out of your head, Gray."
Sigh. "...Touche. I'll try. For you guys."
"Thanks but do it for yourself, Gray. It's important that---"
"Alright mom, damn."
..
*Pinch*
Chapter 39: Interlude: Growing Up
Chapter Text
It starts off with a nightmare.
Not one where you suddenly wake up, hand clasping your night shirt tightly as you take in deep breaths. Where your heart is pounding rapidly as you gasp, mind scrambling for answers to phantom questions. Body jittering, shaking with fear and tension from whatever you had just escaped.
No, this nightmare was one where you wake up and rot inside of your bedsheets, contemplating whether or not the visions dancing amongst your very eyes are real. Am I crazy? Is this a hallucination? The nightmare of reality and universes blurring together, to the point where you simply do not know what is real and what is fake.
Lucy doesn’t dare to move for a long time, just focusing on the rising and falling of her own chest. It was early in the morning still, the air had a slight chill to it and the sun had yet to rise above the city. The birds were conversing beautifully, but it was all just background noise to Lucy.
There’s a garbled gasp in the corner of the room, but she doesn’t look.
She didn’t want to, because it’s a sight that she’s seen before.
On his knees was an illusion of Natsu Dragneel-2006, matted salmon hair with dried blood stains crusted within. His eyes couldn’t be seen, it was merely a shadow casted where was supposed to be his face. The shadow sword was pierced through his chest still, erupting through his bloodied front like a blooming flower from the soil. The pool of blood that was surrounding him dripped, through the floors of her apartment. If she hadn’t been familiar with the scene before, she would’ve screamed bloody murder.
He lets out another soft gasp and Lucy just shuts her eyes, willing the vision to go away.
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be,” She muttered softly. “You cannot help what you’ve gone through.”
“...while you are correct, that doesn’t mean I wished for you to see my skeletons, either.”
“It’s a reminder of what the future could still be.” Lucy flatly states, feeling the ache in her bones. A recurring nightmare of a past that wasn’t necessarily hers, but still had a chance to become her fate. A reminder, that while Rushii was her Nee-san, it was still her . There was a world out there where she had lost everything, and it’s easy to forget that.
“...”
Rushii hums, as she could not find an argument to counter her. After all, her very existence was the proof alone. She would not be here if everything turned out alright. Still, it was a bit saddening to hear Lucy take this tone. Rushii was aware that sometimes the lingering ache gets to her, causes her to become pessimistic about life. She no longer really had one, and that shouldn’t be taken lightly. Yet to hear Lucy adopt such a tone…it was unsettling.
Lucy couldn’t lose her spark, she still had her vitality to hold on and make the best of.
“True, but I’d like to think that the way we are moving now, it’s not going to end this way. I certainly won’t allow it, it is why I am here. I could not have my happy ending, but you can and deserve the chance to have one--”
“So why did you…” Lucy abruptedly interrupted Rushii, choking on her words. A few days ago, she had told the rest of Team Haluna that it was okay to have their moments of saddness. It feels so redundant to say at this point, but they had gone through hell . She had thought that the battle of Phantom Lord was awful and was the worst thing imaginable. Clearly, she had been naive. Not when the visions of Rushii’s past started ever since, or the climax that was the battle at the Tower of Heaven.
The mere thought of Jellal potentially still being out there after all of that destruction doesn’t fail to bring chills down her spine. The only reason why no one has brought it up was due to the fact that the mental burden would be too heavy right now. What do you mean we almost died and the man still hadn’t been defeated? What do you mean there was a chance that they could wake up tomorrow and had to do it all over again?
“You left me.”
There was a wave of pain that overcame her body, but she wasn’t sure if it was her or her sister’s.
“I did.”
There was no point in denying it. The moment that Rushii had saw Natsu getting shot through the mouth, laying unresponsive, she had broken for a moment. Because she had thought that he had died . Natsu Dragneel, the man that she had…had loved had already died on her once. To witness such a thing twice, in a time that she hadn’t expected it, it had caused her mind to snap and for the darkness to win. The only thing that raced through her mind was that she had failed, everything had turned out for the worse, she couldn’t fix anything, she couldn’t do anything, she was weak all over again.
And that it was all for nothing.
Rushii never wants to feel such a devasting moment of despair ever again.
But it was hard to express it to Lucy, because she has never seen anyone die right before her, and feel so powerless. Even during the casino, it wasn’t Lucy in control, but it was Rushii. Lucy witnessed Natsu’s “death” but she immediately switched towards comforting and trying to calm Rushii down and almost dismissed it within the moment.
After all, Natsu came back to life.
You can sit and tell someone about war, but they’ll never be able to truly understand how life altering the experience is. You can tell them that someone they loved had died in battle with a sword through the chest, but whatever imagination they come up with could never replicate the horror before the eyes. Not until the visions had started, at least.
Rushii has her theories. Perhaps their souls were starting to merge together after all of these years, despite being two separate entities. Sitting so closely together in one body, it was only a matter time before they start to influence each other. Like a gravitational pull that keeps celestial bodies separate and yet they can’t help but to start to orbit one another. Spinning around, convergence.
Perhaps that is why Lucy is able to summon what Rushii believes is to be her astral projection spirits from her universe.
The visions, however, were a nasty side effect.
Lucy was never meant to be the one haunted.
“For ten years, I have lived and aged inside of you. Prioritizing your well-being and making sure that you were well-prepared as much as possible for what I knew was to come. There’s always a cost, and that cost in this case had to have been the level of difficulty that you’ve faced ever since. I…I’m aware that you are most likely sick of my apologies at this rate, but I am sorry to have left you.”
Rushii sucked in a deep breath as Lucy remained silent. Lucy has never once thought of her Nee-san to do any harm to her, but that was the first time that she had went through something so terrifying on her own. Is it wrong and selfish for her to wish that she had Rushii by her side at the time? That she left when things got hard , leaving Lucy to fend for herself. She could only do so much.
She could only be strong for so long.
She just wanted comfort and reassurance.
She was only seventeen.
“For ten years, I had paused my mental and stayed nineteen years old. I had matured quickly, for our sake, but there were still many elements that had lacked. I had moments where I’d silently spiral without open communication, there was moments where I was scared of my own life which is why I held back from revealing more information. I know you told me that you want me to stay safe, but it doesn’t matter. I’m merely a spirit, in the grand scheme of things. I know that now.”
“I’m technically nearly thirty, you know,” Rushii chuckled lightly, with a nostalgic twinge to it. There will always be a part of her that yearns for her own life.
Her teenager years were filled with ups and downs, but it was fun. Her twenties was spent wallowing in misery and taking care to make sure Lucy didn’t end up like her. Now she was nearing thirty, and what to show for it?
Silly breakdowns?
“Your breakdown was not silly . You were in pain, damnit.” Lucy sat up with a clenched jaw, furious at Rushii. Just what was with people and downplaying their right to feel .
“Thank you. But it’s time for a change, which means something like that can never happen again.” Rushi answered lightly. The shock was surprising but losing control? She had put Lucy in potential danger, and that would never be allowed. There were other ways to handle stress, to coping with all that she has been through. She won’t ever make a mistake like that again.
Lucy closed her eyes immediately once more and focused, willing herself to create a projection within. She had to see Rushii face to face, this was ridiculous? Why was she blaming herself for something she had no control over, Natsu’s state had surprised even her? And yes, was she sad and slightly upset that Rushii had ghosted her within her own body afterwards, yes. Yes she was. But that didn’t mean that she was going to suddenly dismiss her feelings, Rushii still had the right to be upset.
But she looks at her Nee-san now, standing in the dandelions. Dandelions that had grown and slowly gotten more vibrant, the formerly dull skies were now turning into a soft grey-bluish hue that felt lighter. She looked in slight awe, not even realizing how much has changed since the last time she’s been in the mental domain that they shared.
The former apartment that was half built was completely erased, with a small cottage that took form instead. Something new, that she’s never seen before as she slowly walked closer. Lucy felt the energy vibrating within through the door, shining ever so slightly. The air tasted strangely of new beginnings and yet familiar.
“You may come in.”
She blinks and suddenly she’s sitting in the kitchen, feeling warm as she looked down at the checkered table cloth. She blinks again, and there was Rushii, staring at her with a cup of steaming tea in her hands, looking Lucy back in the eyes. Lucy stares at her older self, her sister of another time, and realizes that even spirits can change.
And Rushii has aged.
There was no longer dirt or grime that was gathered on her face, but in return, it has lost some of it’s youth. What used to be an air of noon was now a gentle breeze of afternoon, juvenile blossoming into lady. Her damaged hair was now slicked back and looked a bit brighter, healthier. Her wardrobe took the biggest hit, from black cloak and rags to a newer cape attached with a hood, embracing her as if she had owned the darkness.
Underneath was a gorgeous gown of all white.
Simply put, Rushii had looked divine.
“Earl Grey?”
Rushii snorted and gave Lucy a small smile, “It’s merely an illusion. I’d kill for an earl grey right about now.”
“Don’t worry,” Lucy huffed out a small laugh as she looked down at her hands, her own body. Noticing the weariness that she had began to develop, the dirt under her nails, the dirtied state of her clothing. If she had the brain power to dig deeper into the psychology, she would’ve realized that it was probably a reflection of what she thought of herself to be at that moment. “I’ll drink some for the both of us soon.”
She didn’t have enough energy to care though.
Rushii pursed her lips at the sight and set the tea down, before waving it away with an elegant hand. She reached over to grasp Lucy’s hand, but Lucy didn’t dare to look up into her eyes. She felt something come over her, a harsh emotion. It nearly made her burst into tears at the touch alone, but she stifled her cries and held it in.
“Now who’s holding in their pain, unnecessarily?” Rushii whispered not unkindly, giving it a squeeze. Lucy let out a small whimper,
“I--I’ve done nothing but cry. I’ve cried too much. I’m just a cry baby, these days, s-seriously. ”
Deja vu prickled Rushii’s soul.
“And we’ve talked about this, haven’t we? Allow yourself to heal, imouto. Allow yourself to cry. We’ve got all the time we need right at this moment.”
And so she did. It didn’t matter anymore that she was a leader, that she was a veteran mage at this rate with her resume of warfare.
At that moment, Lucy was just a girl.
--F-T--
It’s easy to tell others to care about themselves more. That they have every right to let go of their pain and to ease their own burdens. Yet when it comes to yourself, well, it’s as if the rules don’t apply.
“Don’t forget that you’re human.”
You say as you strip away your own humanity in exchange.
But don't you see?
It was never a barter to begin with.
--F-T--
“I see now that perhaps, even if it was a bit dramatic, I probably was going to have an explosion like that sooner or later. It was only a matter of time before my self-inflicted actions bared it’s consequences. Is it naive to wish that it wasn’t so…ugly?” Rushii pondered as she sat side by side with her younger sister, self, on the porch of the cottage.
“Well, I guess it shows that you’ve grown to be able to look back on the memory like that.”
Rushii chuckles, moving a hand to absentmindedly rub her chest, “Perhaps. The pain hasn’t completely gone away, and I doubt it ever will, but getting better at handling it is always a positive in my eyes. Even if you think that I was allowed to have a moment like that, and yes, I suppose I was, the manner at which it was handled is something I won’t allow to happen again.”
Lucy decides that that’s not a battle that she’ll pick with. Rushii looked utterly divine now, but there was still a lingering despair that was inside of her that could be felt. Wounds that were beginning to heal now, but they were still deep. Even healed wounds can cause phantom pains, so there’s really no guarantee that Rushii will ever be truly the person she was before. That she’d be able to ever fully move on.
Lucy looked at her haggard reflection and realized that it applied to her as well.
“There’s this weight on a my shoulders a bit,” Lucy admitted as she rested her head on her Nee-san’s shoulder. It’s nice to know that she grows maybe an inch more taller at the very least. “Words fail me right now, it’s just a bit…heavy. I grow tired a lot easily these days.”
“Well, it’s not just the physical body that needs to heal but the mental as well. Give it some time and take it day by day. It’s what I’m going to be really enforcing on myself now.”
“Mm, yeah.”
Rushii looked down at Lucy’s head, knowing that the girl was just saying things just to say it. Sometimes, it simply was that. You’re bound to feel down at some point of your life, it was just important to not allow yourself to settle within it. For there is always light at the end of the tunnel.
But that tunnel is longer for some than others.
“His name was Rogue.”
Lucy stayed silent but looked up at Rushii, who was looking out into the infinite distance of dandelions and muted pastel skies.
“The one who did that to my Natsu.”
Lucy sucked in a breath and sat up, “...you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.”
Rushii shook her head, “No. I’m still not sure what is allowed by the Gate or not…but it’s about time I give more information, right? It’s not fair to blindly walk in and wonder if this was the moment that I’ve been waiting for. So, this is the truth of the scene you keep seeing, at least.
“I was in the middle of running through the debris, wondering just how the hell it came like this. Ultimately, it wasn’t Rogue who caused the catastrophe of that magnitude, I don’t think. I’m not really sure, it…feels like a lifetime ago to be quite honest. My memories…some of them are hazier than I’d like them to be. I found myself with the opportunity to go back in time, theoretically, it was honestly such a gamble. And I thought---I thought he was going to come with me, you know.”
Rushii sucked in a watery breath. The thought of her Natsu will never fail to make her heart ache and her lip quiver ever so slightly, even if it’s been over a decade.
“Natsu was protecting me from the--,” Rushii coughed a bit, “--the creatures and I genuinely thought we were going to have a chance. That’s when Rogue came out of the shadows, and stabbed him in the back. By then, the celestial pull of the Gate was too strong, I wasn’t ever going to be strong enough to break free from it. But all I could reply in my mind for a long time was the sight of Natsu…dead on his knees with Rogue making his way over to meet me in this life.”
Rushii tone took a change, adopting a darker sound, “And well, I can’t sit here and say that I’d be sad if it comes out that he didn’t make it here.”
“And if we crossed paths? What…what will you do?” Lucy hesitantly asked. It was silent for a while, as the question ran through Rushii’s mind over and over. Ten years ago, she would have said that she had wanted to kill him. While her opinion of Future Rogue hasn’t differed in the slightest…she can’t help but ask if death was the only ending for a vendetta like hers. Was that the only solution when all of this reaches its climax?
“What will I do, indeed.”
And that was that.
“Jellal might be out there, still.” Lucy murmured. Rushii knew this of course, but this was something that Lucy had to experience. If she told her that Jellal was still alive, it might cause her to spiral. But she vowed that she wouldn’t keep her in the dark any longer, so she simply states.
“And?”
“What do you mean, ‘and’?”
“If he’s still out there, then what are you going to do about it?”
“We almost---”
“I’m not saying to take action now. But if the situation rises, will you back away? He’s left you scarred and bruised, wounded deeply. The Tower of Heaven might be destroyed, but there was a piece of you that was damaged in the process. Do not let him win, imouto.”
“ Grow from your experiences, just as I have. Become better than ever so that if you were to cross paths once more---”
“I’d win.”
“Damn right.”
It didn’t make Lucy magically feel healed and better, ready for action. She thinks it’ll take a while for the fear to stop, and her body from tensing in worry for her comrades. The other day, Erza winced at her side, and Lucy had nearly gone into a panic wondering if there had been something that she’d missed since saving her from the ritual. Natsu had an odd look the other day when he came over, and Lucy was worried that he was on the verge of disregarding everything they had all shared and hunting down Jellal’s remains himself. Gray and Natsu are still awkward at times, but then you’d blink and they’d be wrestling and shouting profanities at each other in an instant.
Everything has changed and yet stayed the same in many ways.
“Maturing, growing up, whatever you want to call it. In my opinion, it means to make your life for the better. To realize that you’ve got some new responsibilities in life, and you welcome them as mere additions to your being. No one said it was going to be easy, nor is it instant, however.”
“I mean shit, it took me ten years.”
Lucy giggled.
“And I’m not saying I’m all of a sudden, some wise old sage that’s on her way to hag level worthy of instant respect but, I don’t know, that breaking point was so cathartic for me that it helped me release things that have been clouding my judgement for a while now. It was that mental break for me, for you it’s probably this moment of heaviness.” Quickly, she hopes that the visions of her own past were the first to be treated. As compassionate as Lucy was, goodness no one wants to see the image of their dead crush when they awoke. Hell, Lucy hasn’t even accepted the term crush for Natsu yet, there’s so much more that she could be seeing and daydreaming about than the dead, the what-ifs, dwelling within the unknown.
Much lighter things.
“But it’ll pass,” Lucy nods as she looked at Rushii.
Rushii gives a slight fond smile as she reaches over and ruffles Lucy’s hair,
“It’ll pass, indeed.”
--F-T--
She’s bombarded during grocery shopping, of all places.
“OMG! Is that the blonde on the cover of that one magazine a couple weeks ago?”
“Yes! Wow, she’s so pretty in person, seriously. The photos did not do her justice.”
“Damn, what a babe!”
“Have some decorum, you mongrel!”
“Wha---”
“It’s the Golden Casino Princess!”
"My hero!" "Heroine, you mean!"
Lucy blinked in utter shock as Rushii laughed in unexpected delight at the attention she was receiving. What was meant to be just a run to the store for some snacks, turning into paparazzi and small crowds as her chocolate eyes widened in shock at the scene before her. “W-What the?”
A celebrity? Her?
“Ma’am, what happened at the casino? Who were those people attacking the roulette lobby?!”
“What happened afterwards in the aftermath, did you manage to track down whoever did this?”
“Is it true that you are a mage from Fairytail? Is this one of your enemies coming back to use innocent people as hostage?”
Rushii stopped giggling after that question, narrowing her eyes. Uh, what the fuck? What kind of question was that?
“What are the resulting damage calculations---”
“Ma’am! Ma’am!” Flashing lights assaulted her eyes, but she squinted and looked off to her side to see a girl that was probably younger than her, eyes earnest and eager for a story. Her notepad was out as she questioned Lucy,
“Um, yes?”
“There’s ‘lots of people out here that you saved, thanks to ya ‘roic actions at the casino. There’re some worries though, what if they get ‘ttacked again?! Will you save ‘em?!”
Oh, well okay. That was an easy question.
“Of course,” Lucy replied without hesitation, as she begins to answer some other questions despite being rather flustered at all of the attention. It seems as if she became a town hero after one of the survivors managed to get an awesome picture of her fighting, giving it to the magazine services in order to spread the world about their savior.
Rushii just chuckles as she watches from her usual spot, amusing herself with sips of earl grey.
People have ups and downs, that isn’t anything new. But you don’t have to a “bad person” in order to realize that some maturing and growing up imperative in the game we call life. As the years go by, there are newer and better standards that you would hope to hold yourself to, not necessarily materialistic.
“It might not be pleasant at the moment, but the days do get lighter. Just a friendly reminder that you can be a decent guy, go through a bad time, grow up, and still be decent, to whoever was out there, watching our story from beyond the stars.”
"There's more to unpack, I'm sure, but eh. One day at a time, you know?"
Chapter 40: Chapter 32
Summary:
G-Gulps.
HEY GUYS ITS BEEN A WHILE HUH.
Sorry about that, I've been busy with my internship starting up again and finals season was when I sent the last chapter so I definitely a vaca. But we are back on track now, and ready to start the next arc. For those who remembered about the Interlude that I originally planned called "Interlude: Her", ultimately I decided that it was too early for such a chapter, but it's still happening!
Here's 7.5k of words to make up for my absence, and to anyone new, welcome to the madness!!!
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
--G-R--
The blue stamp seemingly burned onto the skin of his left shoulder, but the glares that he was receiving to the right were rather scalding in comparison. It seemed that even in the event of being the savior of Fairytail’s maidens, it doesn’t soothe the ire of those who’d remembered what he had done. Gajeel just huffs and rolls his eyes at it all, knowing all too well that the people who are left stewing in their hatred for him, were small-fries in the grand scheme of things.
All bark and no bite, utterly pointless .
Glancing at the mark of Fairytail now proudly displayed onto his body, the feeling of happiness was subtle, but it was there. A physical sign of new beginnings because somehow, he had managed to redeem himself enough to get a second chance. He won’t let fucking nimrods take that away from him. Besides, Gajeel mused as he looked around the newly built Guild Hall, maybe his previous actions had some benefit after all.
The halls were much grander that he had recalled seeing.
“I see you’ve took my words to heart, then.” Makarov nodded towards the dragon slayer, increasing his height and size to reach his seat before shrinking back to his famous dwarfed physique.
Gajeel grunted, “Even I ain’t dumb enough to not accept it; free food, ale, and a chance to make some bells.”
Makarov snorted, a twinkle in his eye. “I didn’t take you for someone to do it for the money.”
“Well, now I am.”
“Of course,” Makarov readily agreed with the teenager, in such a way that it was almost condescending. Gajeel picked up on it and narrowed his eyes. “Somethin’ you wanna say, old man?”
“...there isn’t any shame in admitting you’ve made some friends and you want to be around them, is all.”
“I don’t need them.” Gajeel was quick to retort. He would’ve been just as fine without certain members of Fairytail invading into his personal space and life. But he also recognizes that he’d just be fine , not good nor great. He would have survived and moved on, but would he have enjoyed himself as much as he’s quietly been these days? “But I guess it ain’t so bad.”
The answer was up in the wind.
“Good, I’m glad to see.” And he was. One of Makarov’s lifelong missions was to find other souls like Gajeel, and give them a chance for life to give them some grace. He wasn’t sure if Gajeel would ever take his offer, but he is greatful that he has. Yet another hand prevented from falling into the darkness, Makarov would have kicked his own self if he had not lent his aide.
He was not a man who particularly favored his enemies being adolescents.
It was silent after that, Makarov being rather retropsective as Gajeel was never one to say much anyways without prompting. But there was a small solace that they found in each other at the time, like a newfound father interested and eager in learning the ups and downs of his newfound son. He is curious and eager to see what type of man Gajeel will grow up to be, how he chooses to take his next path in life.
Yet in the back of his mind, Makarov couldn’t fight the knawing piercing to his psyche. Makarov flashes a smile towards Romeo, who ran past him towards where Natsu was causing commotion. Mirajane had given him something to drink, a common rememdy to the old pain in his heart. Perhaps he should chat with Macao soon, old man to man. He would understand his internal struggles a bit more than the youngins, despite his love for them.
Because no matter how many strays he picks up and loves, adopts and shelters, it doesn’t replace the feeling of failure that embraces him at the thought of his own family by blood.
--F-T--
“She’s still afraid of him, but her expression is interesting at the very least.”
Lucy looks over towards Levy’s expression, noticing the slightly muted demeanor her friend was portraying. Setting down her sandwich, she follows the bookworm’s line of sight towards the iron dragon slayer and internally curses. She hopes that at the bare minimum, Gajeel had apologized to Levy. And didn’t call her Shrimp while he did so.
“Are you uncomfortable that he wanted to join Fairytail?”
Levy blinks out of her stupor as she glances at Lucy in slight surprise, before pursing her lips as she wordlessly closed her book. She just sighs deeply before shaking her head after a moment, “Honestly, I suspected it would happen. I’m not blind, the moment that Makarov had sent us on the quest to save you all from that horrible island, he had included Gajeel despite him not being a member of Fairytail. The goal was obvious, getting him acclamated to the guild-like dynamic while getting us used to his presence despite our history.”
“And?”
“And what?”
“Are you used to his presence now?”
Levy paused, furrowing her brow as her thoughts internally raced. “...a difficult question. Did you know that he had apologized to me, the other day?”
Oh thank the spirits above.
“Did he? That’s good on him, everyone knows you deserved it.”
Levy gave a small smile of gratitude, but her next words were hesitant. Her leg bounces and she shuffles a bit before continuing. “I didn’t exactly accept it though.”
“Oh?”
Lucy blinked.
“He told me he was sorry, and I could tell he relatively meant it. His eyes were serious, he didn’t break eye contact. It was rigid, definitely not an apology to swoon and write home about, enemies to lovers style just like in my novels. I…almost felt a bit bad when I replied with merely a ‘thank you’ rather than the typical ‘I forgive you’ sorts.” Levy chuckled a bit, “He wasn’t very good at hiding his surprise to that.”
“So why didn’t you accept his apology?” Lucy asked curiously, praying that she did not sound condescending or defensive in any way possible. She was geniunely surprised at the turn of events, as was Rushii who was looking on with an intense expression on her face from within.
“I do not need him to move on from my life and embrace what has happened to me. The forced exposure was like therapy in a harsh way, forcing me to view other sides of Gajeel other than the viewpoint of my attacker. He is not…the best man out there, but everyone does everything for a reason. I’ve updated my opinion of him, and while he certainly isn’t a saint in my eyes, I’ve decided that it isn’t worth holding a life-long grudge, and that it is possible to heal without his interference.”
There is a light of resilience and stubbornness that shines through Levy, it’s quiet yet sturdy. It is new, an outcome that appeared due to her circumstances. It was beautiful on her, in Lucy’s eyes. Her opinion does not matter when it comes to telling Levy how she handles her personal business, not matters like this. She had not gone through the experience, just as Levy cannot tell her how to handle the aftermath at the Tower of Heaven as she did not witness the danger and grief herself.
But there was a connection of compassion that links and strengthens between them, leader to leader.
“I do not need him to love myself and my new scars.”
Lucy wordlessly throws her arms around Levy, who closes her eyes as she tightly embraces her back. There was nothing to say, Levy was on her own path and she was not self-destructing. It was best for her to continue to march, then, Lucy quietly decided. But she will show that she supports her no matter what, that she was right behind her, ready to catch if she stumbles at any moment.
“You’re such an inspiration, Levy-chan.”
“Oh, stop.” Levy blushed as she giggled, leave it to Lu-chan to never fail in giving praise to others. “You are as well, Casino Royale Blonde Heroine .”
Lucy playfully groans, “Nooo, please, don’t you start with that too.”
“It’s been a while since Fairytail’s gotten some good media!” Levy giggles at Lucy’s embarrassment, knowing that the local fame was causing her friend to become very shy, like how she originally was back when she had first joined Fairytail.
“Let’s go listen to Mirajane sing,” She grumbled as Levy laughed harder, grabbing her food in order to make her way towards the newly built indoor terrace. Despite the fighting that was happening in the background, Lucy ignored it as she headed over towards the small crowd, as they were sitting around talking as Mirajane was singing playfully into the microphone.
Her soft voice was soothing to the ears as everyone swayed in their seat, belly light and full with peace and grub. Cana was watching her with soft eyes, smiling into her hand as she swirled her flask. Bisca and Alzack were dancing together, other members cheering them on as the gunslinger was spun around, small laughs echoing their corner. Alzack just looked down, smiling to himself at the happiness that he had generated for her, and Lucy’s heart ached at the sight.
“I give it three more months,” Levy whispered and Lucy snorted.
“Five at the earliest . They’ll play the ‘I don’t want to lose you as a friend’ card.”
Levy chokes, grinning mischievously as she shook Lucy’s hand. Mirajane’s habits must have crept on the rest as well, “ Deal. ”
Campfire warms her, enveloping her aura as his intermingles with her. Informing her that he was near, which unknowingly leads to a smile on her face as the world turns dark, worn palms covering her eyes.
“I’ve come to kidnap you!”
“Aye! We’ve come to kidnap you!”
Lucy snorts, “Oh? And where to?”
“The dancefloor,” The sentence muttered with faux deepness, voice straining to sound menacing as her sight was restored and she whips her head around. Looking up at Natsu, who gave a boyish grin before exaggeratingly offering his hand. And who was she to deny him? She never could, really.
Happy flew above and nested on top of her head, a comforting weight.
“I didn’t know you could dance, Natsu.”
Natsu playfully scoffed, “ ‘Course I can!”
News flash: He cannot .
“Dancing” to the dragon slayer was spinning around in reckless circles, crashing into a couple of people as Mirajane sang her pop tunes. Lucy had scolded him and apologized purfusely towards any whom were hit, but the laughter within her voice was undeniable. It’s why he kept going, to see her smile over and over again. Her giggles engraved into his soul, fueling him to generate more joy for the girl before him.
How easy it was for Lucy to restore Natsu to his prime, ignite his ego.
Until it was interrupted by a growl on the microphone, “It’s my turn now, She-Devil.”
Mirajane was lightly pushed off to the side, too shocked by the audacity to say anything else. Silence echoed into the hall as Gajeel dragged a stool onto the terrace, the pairings paused in their movements on the floor, the chatter frozen in shock. Cana took one look at the turn of events and let out a bright laugh, taking a shot of her whiskey.
“I didn’t know you were interested in comedy, Redfox!”
Gajeel glowered at her from the stage and barked into the microphone, “Shut it, Drunkard! Obviously, I’m about to sing .”
Lucy choked on air so hard that she had to turn her body to guffaw behind Natsu, who was biting his lip at the seriousness of Gajeel’s expression. Somehow, despite the polar viewpoint of Gajeel within the guild, the man had managed to render everyone in a state between bemusement and straight up chuckles at the experience.
Mirajane covered her mouth as she took a step back, letting the man take the stage. Gajeel looked around wordless with a stoic expression on his face, the other members barely holding it together, before he picked up his guitar and began to strum. To everyone’s surprise, his guitar play wasn’t terrible. It was rather pleasant as everyone started to get into the mood;
Until he opened his mouth.
“This song is called, Friends.”
From the first hoarse, out-of-pitch note that was released from what could only be described as a torture chamber of the ears, Gajeel quickly proved while he made be a decent guitarist, he was a ghastly singer.
Lucy gritted her teeth as she clamped her hands over her ears as Natsu howled with laughter, doing the same. “Oh this is truly a shitshow.”
Everyone winced at the awfulness of his singing, amplified with a microphone was too powerful. Someone had even fainted, which was enough of a reason for an angry mob to form in front him, yelling him to get off the blasted stage. Gajeel just growled in defiance and sang his heart out even louder, refusing to back down in front of the haters. It wasn’t that he couldn’t sing, they obviously couldn’t hear!
He paused in the middle of his song, “Get your fucking ears checked, people!”
“Get off the stage, Gajeel!”
A tomato splatted onto his face, causing him to roar and yet another brawl started as a result. Tomatoes and squash were the main weapons in this all-out food war, and Lucy could only hold onto her stomach as she lost breath running, and laughing so hard she felt as if she would throw up. Bracing herself on the otherside of the room as she weezed at the turn of events, she teary eyed looked over towards the front door to see an average looking guy standing in the doorway, looking at the entire scene with a sigh and snobbish chuckle. He snapped a picture with some lacrima device, before writing some notes and walking away wordlessly.
“Ugh, I hate that guy. What a prick.”
“Who is he?”
“Jason, from Sorceror’s Magazine.” Rushii mutters with annoyance in her voice.
“Hopefully he doesn’t publish too much nonsense, he really hated us sometimes, I swear.”
Bemused and slightly confused, Lucy hummed. “Let’s hope indeed.”
--F-T--
It’s a dark stormy night in the town of Segonio, rain as harsh as the humidity in the air. Most people with logical sense would stay indoors for the night, taking comfort in the shelter. Anyone else who’s out here was either filled with ill intentions or were too far of reach for a rational mind. Despite the weather however, certain businesses remained open, the town pub being one of those places for all walks of life.
In a booth that was rather secluded sat a muscular bulked man, wet hair dripping down his face as he ran an irritated hand through the blonde strands, slicking them back. He had a fierce, permanent scowl on his face that only seem to make the lightning scar appear that much more menacing. Despite being marked however, he was a handsome man in a dark, dangerous way.
He had already tried to release most of his stress already with the women who threw themselves at him in town, but found that the attempts usually only made him angrier.
“Another glass.” He demands harshly, sharp canines poking out as he nods at the drifting waiter.
Once the frazzled waiter stepped away to meet his demand, Laxus Dreyar sat up to lean back against his worn seat. The tv and noise within the pub was a dull background noise. His long gray fur coat was wet, so he had rested it haphazardly on the other side of the booth. Damp purple shirt exposing his chest, he tapped the table as he brooded.
About the usual, about this obsession that’s been growing ever since his father was casted away from the former place that he called home.
Fairytail and the stain that it’s become to the rest of the world.
Wordlessly, the waiter returns with his refill, leaving just as fast he arrived not that Laxus cared. He just brings the mug to his lips, sipping the bitter liquid. He scoffs and huffs, it tasted cheap.
“Hey…” A haughty voice speaks up but Laxus ignores it. In the background, there was a group of men that had been making fun of Fairytail until he had walked in. Laxus was infamous for his strength and lack of mercy, so the wise men decided that they had wanted to survive the night. That being said, there’s always one that has a bit too much of liquid courage and suddenly thinks they are invincible. Well, whoever they are, they will get the hint soon and fuck right off, he wasn’t in the mood for dull conversation.
“Aren’t you from that wack ass guild, Fairytail?”
Laxus’s eyes darkened as he paused mid-sip.
What did the insignificant little shit say?
“What did you say ?”
“I said, are you from that pathetic--”
*crash*
Laxus ended up getting kicked out of the pub for violence, slamming his glass mug into the man who dared to open his mouth to seal his fate. At the very least, at least the beer would sterilize the wounds he had received, if that’s how that stuff worked anyways. Laxus did not know and did not care, as only one thing had been on his mind since the incident.
The rain poured just as heavily as before, but it didn’t matter as lightning crackled around him.
He liked storms, anyways.
And it was about time that a lightning storm came to shake things up at Fairytail, if its reputation was so trashed that they had nobodies daring to slander the name.
--F-T--
Cocking her hip to the side, Lucy hummed as she stood before the massive quest board, awaiting her next solo conquest. While it was rare for Team Haluna to be split up, it wasn’t an end-of-the-world scenario either. Natsu found out that when he had ingested the Etherion during the fight with Jellal, it had left lingering effects on his body’s natural mana production; basically causing little to none being produced. Polyursica had told him that he had no choice but to rest and wait it out of his system much to his displeasure. So he was at home, taking the medication to flux it out of his system which made him a bit drowsy as a side effect, Happy declaring that he’d take care of the guy while he was down for the count.
Gray was ordered by Makarov to help Juvia with something, but Lucy wasn’t blind to the look that was in his eyes as he caught up with the rainwoman. He didn’t have to be ordered, he probably was inclined to help her out anyways. So was Lucy, but Juvia had a bit flushed cheeks while talking with Gray who looked at her in return with subtle but softer eyes and a lot more smiles.
Juvia was a great friend to Lucy, but she won’t put herself in a situation of third wheeling either!
And despite Erza’s words, Lucy firmly told her that she needed to continue to rest as well from her injuries. She’s been doing great so far, so she will not allow her to mess up her healing process. Erza had surprisingly pouted a bit at the sternness from Lucy, causing her to giggle a bit, but ultimately heeded her leader’s words. She was well enough to be in the guild at least, though she opted to rest in the lounge seating area as it was easier on her wounds.
Lucy sighed, even if she felt like she had saved the world from a madman just last week, capitalism is the true villain of society. The bills still had to be paid, and Lucy wasn’t going to touch the large sum of money that suspiciously been placed into her bank account every now and then. When she had first saw it, she had jumped and immediately back tracked to see what job gave her that amount, but realized that all of the money that she’s collected thus far doesn’t equal it.
“You know who it is from.”
She has a good guess. There weren’t many people that she personally knew that would bat an eye over such a large sum of money with no other form of communication. How the hell did he get access to her bank account, anyways?
Lucy didn’t say anything, for she’s kind of speechless. On one hand, it’s a bit annoying for him to think that suddenly sending money to her will solve all of their fucking problems. As if a hundred thousand bells a month was worth a decade of neglect. At the same time, this is the most he’s ever paid attention in a long time. He hasn’t sent any letter, no news from Michael, nothing.
Just this…as if to possibly give her the space that she requested?
“I have to admit, it was shocking to see all of that money in the bank account when you looked to check…what do you think his intentions are?”
“Probably hoping that using his money would solve all of his fucking problems again.” Lucy muttered a bit bitterly. It was a weird feeling to have inside of her, which is why she didn’t like to think of her father for a long time. She still loved him deep down, but spirits. What is she supposed to do?
Taking and using the money feels like a slap to her independence.
“I guess he still doesn’t know me and how serious I was in wanting to just…cut ties.”
“Well, maybe you knocked some sense into him… I’d argue that he didn’t know you in the first place, really.”
“Ugh.”
A shadow loomed beside her, snapping out of her thoughts as she gradually looked over to see Gajeel glancing at her quest sheet boredly, “Hi Gajeel.”
“Bunny.” Gajeel greeted before staring at her for a moment causing her to raise an eyebrow before narrowing her eyes in suspicion after the prolonged silence. Lucy took a step back and scowled, “What do you want?!”
Gajeel grinned sharply, “ That. ”
He snatches the quest that she had an interest in and began to jog away when Lucy gasped in annoyance, stunned at his audacity before chasing after him with anger in her voice. God, that guy was so annoying ! Deep down she knew that if Gajeel really wanted to take it and dip, he could have left her in the dust.
Instead he just seems to find much more amusement in antagonizing Lucy, holding the sheet in the air as she tried to jump up and reach it like some dumb school yard bully. Lucy huffed and crossed her arms, “Give it back, metalhead.”
Gajeel laughed, “You sound like Salamander.”
“Well duh, he’s my best friend.”
“Right…” Gajeel scoffed as Lucy flushed a bit, pointing at the taller man immediately out of embarrassment. “What’s that supposed to mean?!”
“It means for someone so smart, you’re just as fuckin’ dumb as the rest of your team. Or you’re in denial. I dunno, it’s dumb regardless.” Lucy flushed even harder as Rushii poorly stifled a chuckle in her mind, as Gajeel did his iconic ugly laugh before waving the sheet closer to her face. Lucy ended up snatching it back, before rolling her eyes.
“You know, if you wanted to talk to me and get my attention, you could’ve just said “Hey Lucy”, like a normal person.”
Gajeel just shrugged before crossing his arms as he looked around the guild dully. Lucy just raised an eyebrow at his actions before letting out a soft sigh as she shook her head at his actions. Was he, spirits , acting shy right now? She could see how it could be intimidating to look around and not particularly see a friendly face. After the microphone fiasco, while most haven’t exactly became his best friend within an instant, they’ve opted to relatively ignore instead.
Not exactly the renowned friendliness that the guild was known for, but even the kindest of souls ought to have a limit. There was history that couldn’t be brushed passed so easily.
And Gajeel…well, there’s some credit to give to the man as well. Coming into the heart of the lion’s den and daring to become a newfound member, Lucy guessed that no one really expected him to make an effort to change and join them. It took a lot of courage in it’s own right.
“Redemption this, redemption that. I couldn’t tell you then, but you really never know what drives a person to do what they do. It’s never to excuse them of their actions, of course, but I’m a firm believer in hearing someone’s story at the very least because good people can make bad decisions too, Lucy.”
Rushii hummed as she looked at Gajeel through her imouto’s eyes. It was a bit strange to see him so close, as while she had forgiven her universe’s Gajeel for his actions, that didn’t make them buddies. In fact, after the Phantom Lord incident and perhaps the upcoming one with Laxus, she didn’t see much of him nor his progress. It seems that during her mental relapse, newfound and stronger friendships had taken root. It’s peculiar.
They were approaching new territory to her, at least. Maybe one day they’ll reach a point where she’ll have no more wisdom to give, but that itself is a blessing in a way. It’s proof of change, and that her coming here serves purpose. She’ll have no more to give because everything is different from her timeline. It wasn’t all for nought.
One could say that what she had just told Lucy was something that she’s mentioned before. It’s a good reminder, of course, but that’s not the only point she’s trying to drive into at the moment. No, this one was an upcoming…theory of some sorts as she thinks long and hard about the state of the world. Something that only comes from maturity and experiences of all kinds.
“You’re familiar with my mini-lectures, I’d gather.” Rushii huffed out a breath of amusement as she tapped her forearm, staring out into the slowly blossoming mental world from her illusioned cabin. “But this one, take special heed. It might not make the most sense at the moment, even I am still trying to gather my thoughts together around the matter, but I promised to reduce the amount of mysteries between us as best as I can. So let me tell you this. Gajeel Redfox is only a glimpse of an example of what really happens in the world at our level and above.”
Lucy raised a mental eyebrow at that. “Nee-san?”
“There are guilds of Light and guilds of Dark. These “alignments” give the public, and most of us, feelings of power itself. It’s subtle, which is why we feel so good helping others because our guild would be classified as Light, despite our famed recklessness. It makes us feel as if we’re heroes, in a way. And to many people that we help, we are. That’s not an issue, on the surface. But after a while, it impairs our judgement. The people that believe in us will hold us to a higher standard, naturally, while our enemies will be put down lower. You see it now, as to why everyone is looking at Gajeel warily.”
“Thus I said, Redemption this, redemption that. You can ask them if people deserve a second chance, and most would say yes I’d think. But how long is this period of redemption? When do you prove that you are one to be trustworthy, in the end? I would state that based off of what you’ve told me, Gajeel has more than earned his right to be here and to showcase his use of a second chance. And yet here we are. Ugh, I told you this might be a bit of a ramble, but I just…implore you to not let subtle prejudices shackle you, and to always choose what you think is right for yourself.”
“Clearly you’ve begun to do so since you’ve befriended Gajeel already.”
“A friend? More like pain in the ass…” Lucy grumbled but she thinks she’s starting to see Rushii’s point. Eventually, majority of the guild will accept him, but there will be some that will always see him as a former nearly-Dark guild member. Nothing good comes from old, worn grudges like that so it’s best not to partake.
Gajeel stares at Bunny Girl for a moment, noticing the glassiness of her eyes and how subtle her scent has changed. She smelt very faintly of which she was golden eyed on the beach, summoning that galaxy mermaid. It was so faint that even Gajeel wouldn’t have caught onto it had he not been standing so close to her. There was a strong side of Gajeel that wanted to fight her one day, just to get the scope of her power versus his. Was Bunny some secret godling? That was one way to find out.
But...he kinda doesn’t wanna do that. In fact, the only person who he has fought and wanted to come back and talk to him was Salamander…so he doesn’t want to mess with Bunny too hard. Maybe…maybe she’ll not wanna talk to him again or something, and that’ll be so fucking annoying.
She blinked, eyes returning focused before she looked at Gajeel, raising an eyebrow as she already found him analyzing her. “Erm, I just want you to know that I’m not interested. Sorry…”
“Don’t be fucking stupid,” Gajeel hissed darkly, cheeks flushing uncharacteristically as he forcibly moved over away from her. Nevermind, he should fight her right now. As if he’d ever try to take Salamander’s mate, what kind of bastard does she think he was? Besides, he’d never ever find her attractive in that light, she was way too annoying and pushy. Definitely not what his hotheaded ass needs. “I should kill you.”
“Yeah, yeah.” Lucy rolled her eyes as she bit back a laugh, before she sobered up quickly. Hold on, why did he react so negatively?! She was a catch! “Wait--You’re such an asshole, anyone would be lucky to have me. That was so rude!”
“No one would ever want a tiny, blonde --”
“What’s wrong with being blonde --”
“--know-it-all--”
“What?!” Lucy shrieked. A wha--A know-it-all ? No way! “Y-You--”
“--smelly--”
“ALRIGHT, PACK IT UP.” Lucy growled as she pulled out her whip, causing Gajeel’s eyes to widen before he huffed out a laugh. He narrowed his eyes, witty remark ready to launch itself from his lips, before another voice interrupted him.
“Are you alright, Lucy? He isn’t bothering you too bad is he.” An annoyed and poorly disgusted tone sounds around the two and if it was any other instance, Lucy would’ve found Gajeel’s change in expression comical with how fast it was. Instead she was caught off guard and felt a bit disturbed to see the red eyed bemusement leave his face quickly, replaced with stone-cold boredom and nonchalant in its wake. It caused Lucy to whip her head around to see who would cause such a reaction, and well, it was Jet and Droy.
Eyeing Gajeel once more, she pocketed her whip and flashed the suspicious boys a bright smile, “Despite the volume of my voice just now, I’m perfectly well, thanks for asking. This guy wouldn’t be able to take me anyways.”
Gajeel lets out a grumble and rolled his eyes but doesn’t speak another word as he looks around dully in the room. Not even bothering to make eye contact with the two men in front of him, which only irritated them even more. Lucy lets out a small sigh, because it seems that even in silence, Gajeel Redfox’s ability to piss people off was remarkable.
“You sure? It’s alright, you know, to share if you have any problems. It’s not dumb to be hesitant with this guy.” Droy piped up, eyeing Gajeel with blatant judgement.
“With whom? A fellow member of Fairytail? Well that’s odd, considering we’re all like family here.” Lucy continued to smile, blinking her eyes almost innocently.
“W-Well yes--”
“That’s enough , Jet and Droy.” Levy stated as she quickly made her away to the boys. Gajeel froze a bit at the scent of paper, ink and freshly brewed coffee that flooded his nose as she moved past him to confront her teammates. He looked down at her from behind, eyeing her briefly before wordlessly shuffling a bit away from the powerful smell.
It made him hungry and he did not want to touch that thought at the moment.
Still, he never thought he’d see the day of Bunny and Shrimp, well moreso the latter, defending him.
“Why do you insist on antagonizing Gajeel? Leave it be, it’s in the past.” Levy huffed out as she glared at the two boys, who had the decency to at least be somewhat ashamed. Levy wasn’t one for scolding or raising her voice. Lucy crossed her eyes and shook her head, “Makarov personally gave Gajeel permission to become a member, you know. You’d hurt his feelings if you thought that his judgment was wrong!”
Jet sputtered while Droy turned a bit red at going against the guildmaster’s word, “B-But he is--”
“A vile piece of vermin that shouldn’t have ever stepped foot into our guild halls.”
What happens next was far too quick for the normal eye as Rushii screams at Lucy to take cover. The door to Fairytail had been opened with a swift blunt kick as a large man stalked just barely through the doorway before gearing up his magic as he stated those words. The beaming sunlight gave the man a shadowed front as he stood menacingly, turning angrier by the second.
Laxus held a lot of hate in his heart, hate that’s been simmering for years . And while it isn’t recommended to use such a volatile emotion as the key component to your psyche and power, no one has dared to state that a bit of anger doesn’t amplify your strength in many cases. And Laxus had alot of it.
So imagine his surprise when he sees the very scumbag that dared to attack his guild, tarnish their reputation, being able to stand in the newly constructed guild hall as if nothing had happened. With a guild mark no less.
Makarov , Laxus begins to curse internally as he prepared for a lightning attack, is just an old sentimental fool that thinks there’s a piece of good within everyone. Clearly he’s gone fucking senile if he thinks that he can just let that bastard be here. All the more reason for a purge.
Because his grandfather’s way of thinking within the last half a decade has been disgusting, and it was about time that someone has done something about it.
“Lightning Strike.” Laxus states as he holds out a hand condensing a beam of lightning mana before letting it hit, not caring about the damages to the space around them. The Dreyars were rich enough to be fine for a lifetime and a half thanks to his grandfather’s renown fame and expeditions when he was younger. Laxus supposed that was the one of the few benefits to the man that he could use once he takes over, he’ll be able to reverse any damage he caused with ease.
Immediately, a golden flash of a gate appeared within an instant, with a polished black shoe stepping out of it with class and a bit of suave to it. A famous casual smirk appeared as well as frolicks of orange hair in the shape of a lion’s mane, paired with a crisp black tuxedo with a white tailored shirt and a lipstick red skinny tie. Blue shades glinted from the fast striking electric bolt that was quickly making it’s way from the front of the room,
“Regulus SHIELD.” Leo, more commonly known as Loke to the other members, snapped his fingers with his signature lionhead ring attached, casting his powerful magic. He had silently raised both of his eyebrows in wonder as he looked at the instricate shield that he had managed to conjure. Regulus was one of the strongest universal magics within the Celestial Realm, he was the former Leader for a reason, due to it’s ability to be manipulate rather easily compared to other restrictive magics. That being said, while he figured that Lucy would be able to amplify his magic nicely due to her strength as a celestial spirit mage, he hadn’t expect to this degree.
Spirits, this woman was magnificent. Truly worthy of royalty, Virgo was right.
However, he was summoned just a tad bit late so he wasn’t able to extend the shield across everyone, just taking care of Lucy at the bare minimum along with Jet. Laxus has gotten faster and stronger, Leo thought briefly as he protected his master. Leo was the only one with the natural speed to react as best as he could, perks of being a spirit and all.
While he enjoyed his time as a human, he has to admit that it was good to have this level of power back.
“You alright there, goregous?” Leo smirked as he looked back at his master who gave him a quick look of unamusement, leaning against the shield like the bachelor he was previously known to be.
“Oh Spirits…” Lucy grumbled at the awful flirtatious words before letting out a fond sigh. “It’s good to see you, Lo--Leo. I’d like to properly catch up but…”
Lucy expression turned serious as she looked around the state of the guild after Laxus’s careless attack. Did he even think about the repercussions of his actions? What the fuck is wrong with him? From the level of power from the single attack, well it was clear why he was an S-Class mage power-wise, but what S-Class mage attacked his own people like this?
Hopefully it wasn’t nepotism involved with his class upgrade.
“Fuck.” A small hiss escapes Lucy’s side as she whips her head around to see that Gajeel was still standing tall, but he was shaking ever so slightly. His muscles kept spasming against his will despite the cool exterior that he’s extruding. Lucy was bregrudedly impressed but the concern quickly outweighed as she went to take a step forwards in order to come to his assistance but a quick side eye filled with contempt stopped her in her tracks.
Gajeel did not want her help right now, and he subtly gestured behind him, where Levy was being shielded by his body. Immediately Lucy’s eyes widened as her mind pieced together what happened.
Gajeel had shoved Levy behind him the moment he had felt Laxus’s intentions and he had taken the full hit of his lightning magic with his iron convered body. It was no wonder why the typically proud Gajeel was visibly in discomfort, even if it took a trained eye to see it. Iron was a natural conductor to electricity, due to being a metal. That meant that Laxus’s attacks on Gajeel was especially effective and that the pain that Gajeel had would’ve been tenfold compared to perhaps Natsu.
Levy, who was still shell-shocked at the sudden turn of events, realized this as well as Lucy quickly came over to her side behind the tall frame of Gajeel. Grasping her hand, Lucy realized that at the very least she can help remove obstacles out of the dragon slayers’ way but Levy stopped her.
As usual, Gajeel Redfox was just the pandora’s box when it comes to contradictory actions. Levy’s head aches at the mere thought of trying to figure out why Gajeel has shielded her specifically not once but twice now, but she knows that she should at least give him some relief from the aching that she knows he’s in. Like Lucy, Levy quickly deducted that due to his metal attribute, Laxus was not a good match up from the iron dragon slayer by nature.
She had felt a glimpse of the strength that Gajeel had when his eyes had widened and he roughly grabbed her to get behind him. The power behind his forearms, the traces of his back muscles that she had been pushed against. Feeling a bit flustered, she quickly shook her head to cast all unnecessary thoughts aside as she wordlessly held her hand to his back.
Lucy watched in awe as Levy whispered a word as she touched his back, although Rushii was very bemused at the thought of which caused Gajeel to flinch more. In any case, Gajeel’s muscles slowly seemed to relax as he looked over his shoulder; red meeting browns. Without saying a word, Levy blinks at Gajeel before she took a step back, taking Lucy’s hand and dragging the girl with her as they run to get out of the way, Gajeel looking at their back for a moment before staring at the lightning man in front of him with irritation.
Look at this bastard, causing even his heart to race and everything because he was just shocked by his lightning. It was a bit odd that it wasn’t exactly painful in that particular area but well, like it matters. Before Shrimp did anything to numb the pain, his entire body’s nerves felt like they were on fire and he had to pull everything inside of him not to visibly twitch, fight through the threatening paralysis.
He couldn’t accept Lucy’s help, not in the face of this guy. No way in hell.
“You’ve got a lot of fucking nerve to show your face around here, Redfox. Especially when this was all because of you and your guild .” Laxus snarls from across the room.
“I’d think about my own actions before trying to judge others, fuckface.” Gajeel huffed arrogantly as he slowly walked over to the dragon slayer. Shrimp did a fan-fucking-tastic job with her numbing agent, causing him to feel more normal and typical. That was the key to fuckers like Laxus Dreyar, who probably reveled in visibly seeing a difference in power when fighting enemies. “You just fucked up your own guild too, without a care in the world. Guess that makes us equal assholes, huh?”
“We will never be equals.” Laxus snarled darkly, staring at Gajeel with blatant contempt. Gajeel matched the dark energy with ease, feeling a familiar wave wash over him as he indulged in his darker side. His eyes flashed red as he harshly bumped into Laxus’s shoulder to get out and find a place to properly rest. Nevermind the small part of him that was hoping to draw the man’s attention away from the rest of the guild.
Gajeel took one sniff of the man and then let out the most obnoxious laugh yet, tossing his head back as he laughed with all teeth. A synthetic smell drifted into the air, but only Gajeel can smell it. Only Gajeel knows what it meant in that moment, and the irony of Laxus’s words. He then got into Laxus’s face before grinning,
“Damn right we aren’t equals, you fucking fraud of a dragon slayer. ”
Gajeel walked off after that, leaving Laxus to stew in his silent rage as his magic crackled where he stood. Letting out a deep growl, Laxus fired off another lightning strike outside, wishing that he could just destroy and rebuild Fairytail at once. But after watching the steaming tree trunks that he had struck for a moment, he had managed to put a lid on his rage.
Laxus just wordlessly stared at the weak fuckers that remained silent in the guild hall at the display of power and just tsked and walked away. He wouldn’t have many followers if he just destroyed everything in sight, and despite how strong he was, he knew that he couldn’t carry Fairytail’s legacy just on his own. Leaders are called leaders because it implies that they have followers, and Laxus had probably already intimidated them enough with that scene he just pulled.
He ran a hand through his sharp blond hair, fuck . That wasn’t even a glimpse of his true power, and that’s all that it took? Maybe he shouldn’t consider them as future prospects but just as training dummies for those he decides to take interest in…well. There’s much to be done for Fairytail, it seems. Laxus’s eyes darkened, he didn’t even see anyone noteworthy today, although seeing Loke react that quickly to his magic was a bit surprising.
He wasn’t anyone noteworthy in Laxus’s book, but then again, he had looked rather different too. That blonde girl that Natsu hung around didn’t flinch either, so maybe that played a part too.
Whatever, he’ll go through each of them one by one and determine who to keep and who to crush. The world has no use for weaklings, especially if Fairytail was going to be number one, the way Laxus sees it. And there has been enough slander of his people for a lifetime.
Makarov is no longer worthy to continue Fairytail’s legacy, and Laxus will make sure he knows it when it takes it from his hands himself .
[ The Battle of Fairytail Arc {1} Begins ]
Notes:
Okok so here me out.
First, Gajeel and Lucy are so FUN to write together! The vibes that I hope to sell with them is that they are like annoying siblings to one another, the two of them working each other's nerves in a special way that surprises even the two of them but nonetheless allows to know that they'd always tell each other the blunt truth of their minds at least. For those that might be concerned about Gajucy, the answer is nope, this is a NALU story! Don't even worry!
Secondly, I think that this entire arc is going to end in a way that might be a bit...surprising to you all. Laxus's lesson that I have in mind is really his shallow thinking, much like Gajeel in a way when it comes to strength. But Laxus has some key elements that are stronger and different than Gajeel's case, and it is called his past and daddy issues!!!!! And grandfather issues, honestly the whole Dreyar family is a mess and it will bring up the age-old argument of nature vs nurture in the end. Makarov has a bigger play into this as despite him being a great leader to Fairytail, that does not mean that he was the best father nor grandfather. There isn't very much about the family of the Dreyars, only a bit of Ivan and Laxus so some of the stuff will be made up. That being said, Laxus will not be portrayed as an evil man as I think deep down his intentions of improving Fairytail is to not have to hear the slander of people he cares about, but obviously, his execution isn't the best lololol.
Gajeel has a lot to learn as well considering his insensitive comment to Laxus, calling him a fake dragon slayer and whatnot despite not knowing how got his hands on a dragon slayer lacrima in the first place. Although I've talked about subtle prejudices against Gajeel and other people in the future in the same boat as him, that does not mean that Gajeel is free from exploring other prejudices he holds within himself either. Now, sometimes that's just the type of guy he is, but let it be known that if Natsu had heard Gajeel say what he said to Laxus, he would've been disappointed.
Lots and lots of intersectionality to explore!! And it may not end in the way that you'd expect, perhaps even anti-climatic in a sense? I don't know, we shall see, but the ending I currently have in mind makes sense so I will recreate the image as best as possible and hope it meets expectations! And leave long winded explanations and ramblings in the end notes as usual so stay tuned as always lolololol.
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Sorry for any grammatical errors, they'll get fixed eventually teehee.
Cya next time!
Chapter 41: Chapter 33
Summary:
Ugh sorry guys, I've been sitting on this chapter for a while, but I just couldn't think of a cohesive way to weave what I wanted.
To be honest I still feel as if it's a little clunky but well, ya win some ya lose some.
Hope you all are doing well <3 Here is some filler and plot hole covering as we progress!
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
Enjoy!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Ugh…” Lucy groans as she awakens, feeling a bit warmer than usual from her bed. A small pounding of the head signaled that she was a bit dehydrated, which would be remedied soon, but was not the cause of the additional weight that she had felt on her chest.
Chocolate eyes opening a bit wider only to realize that a mass of salmon pink had flooded her vision, and for a moment, her heart had dropped. Rushii tensed a bit as well at the sight after noticing that Lucy was awake before easing as she remembered that well, you couldn’t exactly touch a vision.
It seems that their particular reoccurring sight of horrid regret has granted them mercy this morning, with the real thing in her arms.
Natsu stirred a bit on top of her, unconsciously feeling Lucy’s mute disturbance as he yawned loudly before sleepily propping up his head on her chest. Suddenly, Lucy’s heart was beating erratically for an entirely different reason.
“Good morning, Natsu,” Lucy greeted after a moment to collect herself, before raising an eyebrow, “I can’t say I woke up expecting to see you .”
She normally sees something much worse, it wasn’t a complaint. Pink was her favorite color after all.
To those words, Natsu just gave a cheeky boyish grin before closing his eyes once more as he took in a deep breath and snuggled further into Lucy. “Mornin’ Luce.”
Happy gave a quiet cute snore above them right afterwards, causing Lucy and Natsu to look at one another before letting out small matching grins at the cuteness.
It was only then that Lucy realized their actual position, of which their bodies were tangled in harmony. If it was any other day like normal, she would’ve blushed furiously, grumbled or yelped at Natsu, and immediately got up to see what was for breakfast and to pray the reddening cheeks away.
Today, she just lets out a sigh and basks in the closeness of Natsu, running a hand through his hair as she just laid in bed with him. Her mana sensing embraced the campfire warmth that possessed within Natsu, allowing it to touch her own and feel the heat down to her core. Natsu’s arm was wrapped around her body, palm open against her back, and he gave her a squeeze, popping an eye open to take a peak at Lucy. Lucy, who was a bit more withdrawn this morning, less reactive as usual to his shenanigans.
Half of it is instinct that takes over from here, something that Gajeel has been talking to him about. Gajeel has been giving him some tips every now and then about his dragon side, embracing the warnings and the natural advantages that it has day by day. Gajeel’s senses were sharper than Natsu’s in all areas except the nose, but surprisingly, Natsu’s affinity for dragon attacks were broader. Little things, he was learning everyday as he lived with Gajeel now.
He loved it.
But not as much as feeling Lucy’s breathing against her chest, soft skin, her scent overwhelming his nose in the best possible way, making him almost dizzy. Lucy Heartfilia has always been addicting to the dragon slayer, he could never step away even if he tried.
He nosed her collarbone gently, absentmindedly hearing Lucy’s sucked in breath,
“...Natsu--”
“You’ve been quieter than usual these days.”
Lucy blinked down in surprise as she paused in her movements of untangling his hair with merely her hand, to which he quickly voiced his complaints causing Lucy to roll her eyes as she continued.
“And you smell bad too.”
Lucy paused again, this time with an eye twitching in annoyance as she hissed out a warning, “ Natsu. ”
“No no, not like--” Natsu laughed a bit as he got swatted before gently grabbing her hand to rest it back on his head as he laid back down against her once more. “--Not scent wise, like I can tell the strawberry shampoo you used with the--”
“Natsu, please get to the point.” A soft sigh.
“Hey! It smells good, by the way!” Natsu exclaimed before grinning at Lucy’s exasperated eye roll before he continued, “I’m just saying that sometimes, I can smell emotions? Not necessarily every little difference but I’m just able to be more in-tune, you know? It doesn’t tell me the differences between something close together like anger or disgust but it’s a certain scent that alerts me that something is negative at least.”
“That’s pretty interesting.” Lucy dodged the question.
“Right?! Gajeel has been helping me out with that, ‘nd other stuff.”
Lucy smiled at the sound of their bonding for a moment, before frowning, “And how is Gajeel doing after Laxus’s attack? I know he’s strong but he’s at an unusual severe disadvantage against him, especially considering his magic level as an S-Rank mage. If it was anyone weaker, I’d still worry for the idiot I guess…but it was Laxus. Thunder Lord of Fairytail.”
Natsu frowned at the thought of Laxus and his recent altercations with Fairytail these days, it never failed to bring a pang to his heart. Laxus was the only one for a long time that understood to the core what Natsu struggled with as a kid, with the overwhelming headaches he’d get with sensory issues and instincts that kicked in with being feral. How did it turn out this way, Laxus used to be so kind .
“Well he was stomping around the house grumpier than usual but that was about it. He binge ate some nails and screws as he fumed too, which I didn’t expect. It could’ve been worse.”
Rushii chuckled, “Well it’s nice to know that some things don’t change.”
Lucy sweatdropped but hummed her understanding. “Is that why you’re here? Avoiding a grumpy Gajeel?”
“Isn’t he grumpy everyday?”
Lucy snorts, “Touche.”
Natsu sat up a bit though, looking at Lucy and shifting his eyes to the sleeping Happy who was curled beside her head. All three of them together like this, he hasn’t felt such harmony since well Lis--since he was a child. But it was a lot stronger this time around, his entire body was more wired and alive . “I’m here because I wanna be. Nothing beats waking up to this, yanno.”
Lucy couldn’t fight the blush this time around as she stared at Natsu because how could he just say these types of things? Natsu who never gave an ounce of interest when it came to romantic things, swooping in to say the most charming things she’s ever heard in an instant. Paired with their current positioning and the slowly but steady mounting feelings that she’s been trying to avoid ever since Phantom Lord, spirits, he makes it so hard .
“I-I’m sure your own bed is just as nice.”
“It doesn’t have you in it though.” Natsu sighed out as he scrunched up his nose, oblivious to the reaction of Lucy at his words.
Rushii gasped and Lucy adruptly sat up, shoving Natsu off of her as the dragon slayer mumbled out complaints before she got up to put a robe ontop of her pajamas. Natsu was still sprawled on the bed in the same position as her “assault”, pouting in half nakedness. Lucy clenched her jaw as she blushed furiously, “That’s enough out of you.”
“But it’s the truth!”
“I--” Lucy didn’t--she could not handle that revelation right now. So she runs a hand through her hair as she points at Natsu with a playful glare, “I-I’m going to the bathroom. Do not come in.”
She would hope that the latter part would’ve been implied but Natsu’s definition of personal space was a bit warped than most. If the sneaking into bed in the middle of the night wasn’t enough evidence. Lucy had to be sure.
Immediately patting her cheeks, Lucy backed against the bathroom wall and slid down, covering her eyes as she breathed in deeply, exhaling just as harshly. Natsu Dragneel is a firecracker, able to erupt such strong feelings inside of her with just his honesty and simple words. It was refreshing, but it was--was powerful .
“...he’s such an idiot, isn’t he?”
“He’s so dumb .” Lucy moaned out in despair with a hysterical laugh towards the end, feeling her eyes and chest tighten. Her heart was pounding loudly for dual reasons, at first because of the amount of affection Natsu had just unleashed upon her without even probably realizing, but that feeling shifted into something else the more her mind lingered about it.
“Spirits, I can’t--his ending leads to death . He’ll die --” Lucy starts to shake as Rushii tries to get her out of it. But it was hard, when if it wasn’t the Natsu in her arms that she was seeing, it was the ghost of the one who died long ago.
“Lucy, listen to me. Natsu is still alive. You are both okay. It will be okay.”
“If--If I don’t stop the catastrophe, he--I can’t--” Lucy muttered frantically to herself, because there’ll be nothing to love if they all die in the end. And this time around she doesn’t know if she could do what Rushii did and go back in time if Natsu and her team, Fairytail, everyone she loved had died in the end. She’d want to die with them too.
“I have to make sure he’s still alive before any--any of that unnecessary stuff.”
“Your happiness is not unnecessary, imouto.”
“It is if I’m the key to victory over this shit. It’s my--our responsibility to make sure that we make sure whatever happens in your world doesn’t happen again. That means that until that time as come, all other thoughts are just distractions.”
Seeing the same fate of Natsu but in her present time would kill her twice over.
“I..just don’t think this is the way to go about it.”
Lucy wipes her eyes from her mini breakdown before she sniffles a bit as she gets back up. She looks in the mirror, eyes a bit worn from her recent inner disruptions but she turns to leave anyways.
“Well if we fuck up, then it’ll mean nothing anyways.”
“Lucy…”
“I…I’m sorry. I just feel a bit unbalanced, we almost died. That fact gets harder to digest every day.” Lucy muttered as she steps out of the bathroom. Maybe that’s why Natsu snuck into her bed last night, or that Gray was on the couch this morning as she stepped into the kitchen-living area where she saw the boys were already mini-bickering as they made breakfast. Cup of joe in Gray’s as he leans back against the cushions as Natsu was cracking some eggs for some food on the griddle.
Natsu senses her first, as he always does, and flashes her a grin before turning back to the eggs. The smile never failed to warm her, but a nauseous feeling fills her soon after. Gray raises his mug to her and gives a nod before sipping it lazily.
“Morning Lucy.”
“Good morning, Gray.” Lucy gives a small, but real smile in his direction as she takes a seat next to him. Happy floats in unsteady, yawning cutely as he rubbed his eyes with his paw. He floats all the way to Lucy as he plops in her lap to her miniscule surprise before she chuckled at his actions, “And good morning to you too, Happy.”
“Mormmin Lushi” Happy greeted in a mumble before resting onto her once more. Lucy just snorted as she began making small talk with Gray while Natsu cooked.
“Do you need help with rent?” Gray asked suddenly, with a bit of a sheepish scratch behind his neck. He figured that if he was gonna crash at Lucy’s for a while, he’d rather not be a squatter and pull his own weight.
Lucy’s mind quickly flips to the growing sum of bells in her bank account that she’s yet to touch. “Probably soon yes, why do you ask?”
“Alright, I’ll be sure to send some bells then,” Gray nods at her as Lucy quickly shook her head. “Are you crazy? It’s my apartment!”
“Well…it’s kinda more than your apartment now, you know.” Gray stated dryly as he made a gesture to himself and Natsu in the kitchen. “With the amount of company you typically get, it’s gonna cost twice as much in groceries at the very least. I’m practically paying for my own stuff in a way, so let me and stop being stubborn, leader-san .”
“Don’t,” Lucy made a grimace at the honorifics as Gray chuckled, knowing full and well that it would disgust Lucy. “Fine, do as you like.”
“There’s that annual contest coming up though, right? It gives a lot of money. I’d participate but it’s only for girls, which sucks.” Natsu huffed out as he sat down with two plates, one for himself and one for Lucy. Despite popular belief, Natsu was a decent chef, but Gray was the best out of all of them though.
Erza…should only be left with baking matters and baking matters only .
“Oh? What’s it called and how much?”
“Miss Fairy Tail Contest, and half a million bells.” Gray answered as he took a look at the newspaper. It was an event that was very popular within the town of Magnolia, a chance for mages to showcase their abilities in a safe way while other people can see the wonders of magic.
“Half a million?!” Lucy and Natsu gasped in shock at Gray who nodded, bemused at their expressions.
“That’s right, I think it’s an all-time high to be honest.”
“Wow, that would pay my rent for like half a year…” Lucy blinked before turning serious. She lifted her fist up, “Seems like I know what my next job is.”
Natsu whooped and cheered for her as Gray simply stated good luck as they ate breakfast and got ready for the day.
--F-T--
“You broke the rules, Ghoul Spirit.”
A man with long, lucious green hair stated venomously as he looked down at the ruins of the Dark Guild. Rumored to be allied with the notorious Oracion Seis, Laxus had ordered them to track and take them down as he headed back to Magnolia for a while.
“Dark Ecritcure: Pain .” The man stated with a flick of his wrist, the dark scripture finding his opponent and inflicted twisted pain within. The screams of the dark guild member were a symphony to Freed Justine’s ears as he walked away to meet with the rest of his team, Thunder Legion.
Following the sounds of manic laughing, he quickly catches up to his teammates.
Appearing out of the blue, a hand slaps him on the back harshly which causes Freed to flinch before whipping his head around,
“Wayta go, Freed!”
“Bixlow!”
Bixlow laughed out loud at the typical reaction of his comrade, tongue hanging out as he cackled. Freed had a small anger red hue on his cheeks at his comrade’s typical childish actions, as well as his own embarrassment as to have fallen for said actions again . Freed just huffs and fixes his clothing before walking quickly to meet with Evergreen.
Evergeen’s glasses glint as they approach, humming her approval once they realize that their work here was done. “Ready to head home boys?”
“To see Leader again? Hell yeah!” Bixlow howled.
“Indeed,” Freed nods, quietly eager to see their leader once more. It would be a bit odd coming back to Fairytail as they never stayed for a while, despite baring the guild marks. They only took it for personal reasons including for Laxus, seeing how he was Fairytail’s Heir, going by traditional rulings. Made going on missions a lot easier together, which is all that mattered for a long time.
Thunder Legion is all they cared and known.
--F-T--
“So, you finally want to talk about it?”
Mirajane let out a breath as she tied her white hair up into a ponytail, blue eyes narrowing as she focused her attention onto the teenage boy in front of her. It’s been a while since she’s done something like this, but ever since she had decided to use her magic again, it was clear that she was rusty. Rusty, but still powerful. Because despite the time that was spent in mourning, where she was crippled by many mental shackles, she was still a former S-Class mage.
And now?
Well, she still had the title. It’s not something that gets taken away unless you’ve done something despicable or get kicked out of the guild, but it’s just an empty seat at the grand table at the moment.
She doesn’t feel like she’s earned her place back yet, but she’s getting there.
“Yeah.” Natsu let out a half-smile before scratching the back of his neck. He’s been feeling a lot better recently thanks to the tonic that Polyursica had prescribed to help flush the lacrima within him out. His mana is near-perfect again, which is nice. Helps balance out his two sides once more, now that he had time to think about it. “Besides, we’ve had this conversation before I think?”
Mira snorted, “Well I’ve tried to talk to you about it, but you were young and I was a bit…brash back then. I doubt you were able to describe half as much as you probably are today, and I’m sure my manners didn’t help either at the time.”
Natsu grinned at the thought, “Yeaaah, you weren’t the most approachable.”
Well, that wasn’t something Mirajane could argue about. “Well, we might as well step into it then. I’ve only felt glimpses of it in the past, like when you’d get really angry or fired up, but it’s been a more consistent presence as you’ve gotten older.”
It wasn’t as if she was actively seeking it out in the last couple of years, since her sister’s…accident. Everything was blocked out to her, even Satan. But now that she’s embraced her magic once more, everything has been slowly making it’s way back into her mind, and she immediately felt Natsu’s demonic energy as one of the stronger auras. It was the sole reason as to why she was able to find him so quickly on that dark island, after all.
“It…as in…?”
Mirajane paused her training, looking up at Natsu’s clouded expression. She lets out a sigh, because she’s been there before. If she wasn’t so intimate with Satan already and gone through her own experiences with her magic, she would still be in Natsu’s shoes, feeling the creeping sharp edge of self-hate and unnaturalness. “Demonic energy, Natsu. I can’t tell you how or why, since you’re a dragon slayer but without a doubt…I sense demonic energy from you.”
Natsu swallows and gives a weak smile before beginning to stretch. Mirajane raised her eyebrows, causing Natsu to give a slightly stronger smile as he stated, “When I got lots on my mind, I like a good fight…or erm, a workout, I guess?”
“Oh, okay! Fine by me, then would you want to do some light sparring?”
Natsu let out a small shocked but intrigued gasp, “You’re willing to fight me?!”
“It’s a new age, Natsu. I’ve got some years worth of catching up to do anyways so I might as well learn from one of the top performing members of the guild! Works out for me just as it does for you.” Mirajane smiled before getting into position. Natsu nodded his agreement before tying his signature scarf to his head as a headband as he readied himself as well.
“Feel free to ask any questions, as we go.” Mirajane announced before she launched herself towards Natsu with a speed that surprised him before he quickly parried her kick. Using the weight of his back leg, he pushed forwards before ducking then throwing a right hook. Mirajane huffed out in shock as she fell backwards before catching herself and flipping back into position, further back.
“You’re a lot faster than I expected! I was definitely caught off guard for a split second.” Natsu praised Mirajane who flushed lightly, still a bit conscious about how much work she has to do. “Thank you.”
She paused for a second as she gave Natsu a look, “You didn’t seem surprised at my confirmation. How long have you known?”
Natsu grimaced, “I’m not sure if known is the word I’d use…still got no fucking clue as to what it is. I mean, you can hear Satan’s voice right? I don’t hear a thing, nothing’s talking to me.”
“Maybe you’re too much of a blockhead to listen.” Mirajane gently teased as Natsu let out a cry of playful outrage before setting himself on fire. Natsu huffed, “Oh yeah? Time to ramp it up then since ya being so cocky.”
Natsu’s eyes flashes as he suddenly begins to suck in a large amount of air, warning signals blare inside of Mirajane’s mind as she quickly transforms into Satan Soul: Majin Form for an extra boost of speed and defense. The flames began to gather around Natsu’s mouth before he lets out a Fire Dragon’s Roar, before she gather dark magic around her palms and holds them together, shouting,
“Demon Blast!”
The two beams collided, causes a magical shock wave to result in the training grounds in the basement of the new guild. The room shook and the ground rumbled a bit before settling down, as even if the two attacks were powerful, there was a clear winner.
Mirajane huffed harshly, as Satan whispered in her ear that she needed to stop being so weak and get stronger already in her ears, but she already knew that. The words weren’t as harsh since they both shared the same goal. Ignoring Satan, Mirajane groaned a bit in pain as she felt the small burns tickling her shaking arms, not realizing the extent of how much stronger Natsu has been since she’s been away from the magical scene.
As if it wasn’t already clear though, from the way Natsu stood unscathed and not even broken a sweat compared to Mirajane’s out of shape body.
“You alright?” Natsu voiced a bit of concern.
“Nothing beyond what I generally expected.” Mirajane sighs out before stretching her sore body. Natsu observed her for a moment before frowning a bit, “Why didn’t you dodge?”
“Dodge?”
“Dodge. It’s clear that we aren’t on the same caliber of magic strength, so why didn’t you dodge? I mean, that Demon Blast was dope, but now you’ve lost a lot of energy and you got hurt. Could’ve been avoided, yanno?” Natsu pointed out, and Mirajane looked in muted shock for a moment at the boy. Natsu’s never really been one for words that weren’t for empowering at the right moments, he was a sweet boy but not the most…tactful when it came to analysis and feelings. Always been a mechanical genius when it came to fighting, but was also headstrong and charging in as well. Reckless.
Or maybe he wasn’t.
“Didn’t think I’d give some helpful advice, huh?” Natsu grinned evilly as Mirajane just huffed as she chuckled, “I knew that I’d learn something from fighting with you but no, I didn’t expect verbal help either. That’s my bad for underestimating you.”
“No problem, wasn’t until recently that I started to think more about that type of stuff anyways. The team inspired me, so, yanno. I decided to think of some other ways to fight, and it’s pretty fun! I mean, I’ve always just charged in and hoped for the best, right? But outsmarting your opponents in battle or coming up with new moves, sounds pretty awesome too.” Natsu rambled for a bit before shaking his head and focusing back to Mirajane, crossing his arms.
“Anyways, just keep this in mind. I’ve realized that I’m pretty immobile when I use Fire Dragon’s Roar, so if you’ve noticed that as well in battle, then you could’ve dodged the length of my attack then use that known speed of yours to get me towards the sides. It’s tricks like that that’ll help ya out when it comes to facing much stronger opponents than yourself. Meeting me head on wasn’t the answer.”
Mirajane nodded rapidly, strangely a bit eager to fight once more in order to test it out. That fighting spirit was starting to overtake her again. “That makes a lot of sense, can I try it again?”
“‘Course!”
“Okay, but allow me to answer your questions from earlier. Yes, I do hear Satan’s voice, and it’s a bit interesting that you don’t hear one for yourself, I guess it might be a more physical manifestation than a…spiritual one? Compared to me at least.” Mirajane hummed as she pondered. “I’ll be honest, I’ve never met someone with similar…alignments to my magic in this regard. I can give you some tips and advice to control the urges amongst other things but…”
Natsu sighed, “You don’t have the answers to everything.”
“I’m sorry, Natsu.”
Natsu waved a hand and gave a comforting smile in return, “S’okay, MJ! I didn’t expect for you to know everything, everybody’s different and all that stuff. Anything you can think of to be helpful is already worth more that ya think, so don’t sweat it too much.”
Mirajane stared at the pink haired teenager, who has recently began developing steadyfast into a matured adult bit by bit. As it was natural with life as you go through more experiences, she never thought that he’d stay as he was all those years ago, but it was a bit startling to wake up one day and realize that the kids are growing . They are developing into their own paths, and it’s not the same as when they were all scrappy limbed, running around and barely maintaining the peace with so many kids.
It was truly only yesterday that Natsu was shoving chopsticks up his nose and exhaling fire in order to recreate “wooden fireworks”, causing everyone to get at least a splinter and a half on their bodies. Erza wasn’t particularly amused back then, even the serene little Levy had been outraged.
Yeah…they’ve shared many memories together. It’s just crazy to see him now. To see how he’ll become. Team Haluna was good for him.
“I’ll help you with whatever you need. Even if it’s just a shoulder to lay on.”
“My team is helping a lot in that aspect actually. I love the guild and I’d give my heart out in a second if it meant to protect or help any of them, as I’ve always viewed Fairytail as my family, but. Team Haluna? It’s…just different. We’ve been through a lot.” Natsu confessed after a moment, before looking away towards the side, before adding on softly. “Lots of tears too.”
“Well…” Mirajane realized that this conversation was going to go longer than she had expected, not that she minded. She sat crossed into a meditation stance and patting for Natsu to come join her, the boy doing it without a second thought as he plopped down haphazardly in the middle of the training room, arms behind him for support as he leaned backwards. “You’ve all been through some serious missions together, moreso than the average mage in their lifetime. I mean, I’ve been called to some serious stuff back then, but I was there on that island for the aftermath. I felt every pulse of magic that was resonating in that area, it was…in a way it was as beautiful as it was horrid and terrifying. I was a bystander essentially, and I had felt the weight of that mana. I can only imagine what it had felt like physically being there.”
“...it felt like a fight for our lives.” Natsu admitted quietly. He still remembered the out of body experience that he had felt the moment he stepped into the throne room, looking at Erza’s strung and limped body with blood pooling around it. Nothing has ever shaken him that badly and abruptly before.
“It was.” And that was that. The magic that Jellal Fernandez had possessed was frightening .
Magic will always be a central part of their lives, and it will always be revered. It was how they earned their living, how they helped others, how they healed from their wounds. But ethernano is nothing to be trifled with as it is so powerful. In it’s rawest forms, it’s also can be used as a weapon of mass destruction, as ethernano isn’t inherently good or evil.
It was simply how you used the power you were given and blessed with.
“Don’t let anyone tell you that you’re a monster, Natsu, for whatever that’s inside of you.” Mirajane stated sternly. She’s been down that road, as a lonesome tween looking for guidance with a heart of gold, nothing to gain but wicked glances and fear in return. As if the monster that she was sent to hunt for others, turned out to be her instead. Born to be a hero, forced into looking glass as a villain.
Natsu looked at Mirajane, noticing her seriousness. He never really gave it much thought but the more he had thought about it, he did realize that Mirajane had a lot of complaints against her back then. And while she did embody the recklessness that Fairytail was infamous for, it was a bit unusual with the amount of comments that he had heard every now and then about the famous She-Demon. He guessed that he was starting to get a good glimpse as to the why now, at the very least.
“Even if I do cause a lot of trouble?”
“We are allowed to make mistakes and that doesn’t make us monsters. It makes us human, so long as we learn from them.”
Natsu’s eyes grow wide at Mirajane’s words, as he let out a long breath of air, thoughts dancing in his head. He’s been growing more accustomed to the demonic energy that inside of him, although he doesn’t really know how to deal with it’s power yet, but it was good for reminders that he wasn’t bad. That he wasn’t some vessell that was meant to be the end of Magnolia, for Spirit’s sake.
“And that includes yourself too.” Mirajane added on softly, as Natsu gave her a curious look.
“What includes me?”
“Letting anyone tell you that you’re a monster. That includes yourself. I know it isn’t as easy as it sounds, I know , so please trust me, Natsu. We’ve learn when we were young that it is how you use your magic is what defines you, and now is a time more than ever to heed Makarov’s words. But it is hard to embrace them, when you can’t find the strength to love yourself despite the struggles. It will be difficult, but you’ll be stronger for it. That is the strongest advice that I can give, out of all.” Mirajane let out a long breath, “Try not let such thoughts enter your mind, and continue to do what you’ve always done. Love fiercely and strongly for those you care for.”
Because it will always be people like them against some part of the world, the world where their experiences have lead them to think the way they do, or a practice that condemns their exist via tradition. It frankly doesn’t matter the reasoning, as there will always be some circumstance where you will be the bane to someone’s existence.
It just so happens that they will be louder to them than others, just from their demonic nature, and it will always be one of their biggest obstacles in life.
“I’m getting it now,” Natsu answered, looking at Mirajane with a serious expression, but his eyes were lighter than they were before. It’ll take some time, it took years even for Mirajane to come to accept herself despite the nasty remarks, but she fully believes that Natsu can do it too. And he’ll be even stronger in return, simply for loving himself to the fullest extent.
Anyone would be.
“Good.” Mirajane replied as she ruffled his head for a moment before tapping her folded legs as she proceeded to get back up. Natsu hopped back up soon after, cracking his knuckles as he gave her a brighter beaming smile, one that she was much more familiar with.
“Still want some training? I’d like to use the chance to fight ya to the fullest!”
“I’m not what I used to be, as you’ve seen,” Mirajane warned him, but got into position regardless. Not that she was going to back down from a challenge as she vowed to keep moving forwards now. “But I’ll take all the help I can get as well, Natsu.”
“Ready?”
A shift.
“ Ready. ”
--L-H--
Today was the day of the Miss Fairytail Contest, and to say that Lucy wasn’t a bit nervous would be a lie.
“Don’t stress too much, it’s a fun event. Not every day we you get to show off how strong you are.” Rushi comments idly, while Lucy flushed a bit at the praise. Even though she definitely feels capable, Lucy doesn’t think that her magic is rather showcasey, as she just summons other people to essentially work for her in the end. She loves her spirits dearly, but is that enough to win against the crowd?
“Thanks Nee-san.” Lucy mumbled as she stepped into the backstage, still feeling a bit of stage fright despite her sister’s reassuring words. She turns the corner only to let out a gasp of shock and delight, charging towards a good friend.
“Juvia, your hair?!” Lucy beamed at the change of length, giving Juvia a shorter and more youthful look to her. Juvia heard Lucy’s voice and met the girl happily half way into a hug, where she flushed a bit at the underlying compliment within Lucy’s wonderous tone. Juvia giggled lightly, absentmindly touching the shorter blue locks,
“Juvia decided a change was nice every once in a while.”
“Well trust me, it looks great.” Lucy stated before she took a step back. “How was your trip? What did the old man have you do?”
Juvia began to discuss how she was sent out to handle some thugs in a neighboring town, on Makarov’s advice on getting to “see the world” with new lenses now that she has more freedom. Gray had offered to accompany her, and she decided that she rather liked his company so it wouldn’t be a bother.
“Juvia was thinking about dragging Gajeel along but Gray Fullbuster was a pleasant surprise.”
Lucy gave her a knowing look, and Juvia bit her lip, “Okay…it was nice . Juvia admits it. Gray was rather sweet and charming, in a subtle way.”
“ Charming? Gray Fullbuster? ” Lucy made a face causing Juvia to let out a laugh at the expression. Perhaps they see different sides of him, Lucy being his team leader and Juvia merely being a friend. “Well, it’s good to see that he was treating you well.”
“Of course I did,” A dry drawl came from behind Juvia as Gray announced himself, looking at the two women with a lazy smile. He crossed his arms as he playfully glared at Lucy, “Don’t start putting any stupid ideas into Juves’s head. I can be a perfect gentleman.”
“If you say so…” Lucy stuck her tongue out at him before giving the two of them a mischevious look, “You look miiiiighty close anyways, so maybe you aren’t lying after all.”
The pair in question flushed a bit as they looked at each other for a moment with small matching smiles before looking off to the side shyly. Rushii let out a small squeal at the sight, as she never recalled Juvia and Gray acting this way together each other, although her version of Juvia’s rather…obsessive manner probably played a part. Still, it was undeniable that they had a good look together.
“Hmm…doesn’t Natsu sleep in your bed though? Miiiighty close indeed.” Gray smirked at Lucy’s gawked, reddened face at his implications. That bastard, bringing something like that up. Who knows what type of conclusions that Juvia or other eavesdroppers might come up with! She quickly races to explain, whatever there was to explain, when she saw the smirking face of a heavily amused Juvia instead.
Ugh, she totally will not be able to convince her based off that smirk alone. She looked smug, just like that iron asshole they know.
“I-I--” Lucy stammered out but quickly saved herself more embarrassment and shut her mouth. There wasn’t much that could be salvage, and that ice bastard knew it. Charming gentleman, her ass .
“A-Anyways. Are you going to participate in Miss Fairytail then, Juvia?” Lucy quickly dismissed the topic, not liking the quick knowing, bemused looks that Juvia and Gray flashed each other but knew she was in no position to speak up on it.
“Indeed. Juvia will be looking forwards to battling against Lucy and the other women,”
Lucy grinned wholeheartedly at those words, “You’re on!”
-- -- --
“---UP NEXT FOR THE MISS FAIRYTAIL CONTEST---”
Lucy wrangled her hands together and let out a stuttering breath. Rushii was giving quiet reassurances as she stepped forwards, hearing Max announce her name for the next act. She had watched all of the other women ahead of her perform and felt like giving up to be honest. How was supposed to wow the crowd when her guildmates were already so amazing and talented?
“---LUCY HEARTFILIA!!!”
She’s going to be sick.
Rushii on the other hand was keeping an eye out for a particular woman who could be in the crowd, narrowing her eyes as she peered through Lucy’s. This was the start of the internal conflicts within Fairytail after all, the Battle of the Guild. The day were Laxus dared to attempt to usurp Makarov as the guildmaster, and the consequences that followed.
And to be quietly honest, Rushii never quite forgave him for it.
So when she sees a familiar green dress on a brown haired woman, Rushii freezes because history is continuing to repeat itself. But she’ll be damned if she didn’t warn Lucy and get to work ahead of time.
Things will truly be different and the Thunder Legion won’t nearly have as much satisfaction as they did the first time around. Even if it did ended in their loss.
“Lucy.”
Lucy was distracted as her eyes were closed, prepared for the performance that she had scripted. Her anxiety was ramping up but she worked best under pressure, and thus as she began to perform when her Nee-san shouted loudly in her head, causing her to freeze.
The crowd began to mumble, confused at to what the blonde woman on the stage was doing.
“N-Nee-san? What--”
“Sensor now. There’s someone that’s ramping up mana to attack us very soon.” Rushii ordered.
What the hell? Lucy paused as her gaze grew focused, following Rushii’s command as she looked across the crowd. Said crowd that was growing restless and was beginning to boo her for not doing anything for a while. Her heart was racing a bit as she understood what Rushii was talking about, there felt to be a piercing gaze upon her with the mana ramping up to back it up.
Until she saw her .
A rancid bright green elegant dress with brown hair in a sophisticated bun on top of her head, with a pair of golden glasses with a matching green Fairytail insignia on her collarbone. They were apart of the same guild.
So why, Lucy’s thoughts raced, did she felt the intent of her about to be attacked .
And the woman’s eyebrows raised in surprise once she realized that Lucy had noticed and had fixed her with a confused glare. She mutters something under her breath, far too low to hear due to the distance and with an angry crowd that didn’t help, before the strange woman takes her glasses off, eyes flashing with intense mana.
Rushii orders her to duck and close her eyes, but it was too late.
Lucy’s body begins to stiffen and shift into stone much to her surprise and the crowd’s as she looked down with a rare intense panicked look on her face. There was a couple incredulous shouts from other spectating guildmates, well aware that this was not in Lucy’s magic repertoire and was thus confused, especially at the clear panic display on her face.
“N-NEE-SAN?!”
Rushii lets out a curse, feeling the pain of Evergreen’s Stone Eyes in her soul as she felt Lucy inevitably turn rock solid. She grits her teeth at the confused and scared look in her imouto’s eyes, because she wasn’t fast enough again . She had been distracted, and was too lenient.
She must assume that everything will happen one way or another moving forwards.
“I am so sorry Lucy, but don’t worry, I will protect you this time.”
“H-Help.” Lucy whispers out before her soul was frozen, staring at Rushii with a solid look of fear, and there was a heavy weight that settled in her heart in exchange. She wonders if Lucy would forgive her for holding out once again, making that same mistake over.
She probably would.
The pang of resulting guilt is as sharp as a knife.
And before her head completely turned into stone, her chocolate eyes flashed gold as she stared down Evergreen, before being locked into place for the forseeable future.
--F-T--
The crowd is screaming and running away now, as the contestants of Miss Fairytail were turned rock solid against their will. There was a largely built blonde that walked onto the stage with a swagger and dramatics fitting of a king, sprawling his body against the previous contestants without a care in the world, three mysterious members sauntering up behind him.
And all Natsu could think about as he’s pushed and shoved from the crowd in a daze, was that Laxus had--he was this close to killing them. He was leaning so haphazardly against Lucy’s frozen body that if he moved in any way, she could fall.
She could di--
There’s a hand that grabs him before he could do something as ridiculous as attack an S-Class mage, even if his instincts tell him that it doesn’t fucking matter. His mind is in a frenzy, he can’t breathe. Natsu turns his head to see would dared to try and stop him from saving them, stopping him from making a move to do something.
It was Gray, with a hard look of his own that rivaled his.
“Don’t you fucking dare, Natsu.” Grinding his teeth down to the point where Natsu could’ve heard the popping sound of his jaw even if he didn’t have enhanced hearing.
“I--We--” Natsu couldn’t even speak properly. This…this betrayal was rendering him dizzy.
“I know, Flamebrain.” Gray sucked in a harsh breath and that’s when Natsu realized that it was taking everything within him to stop himself from launching at them too. It made him feel marginally better, he wasn’t alone in his anger. It wasn’t irrational. They’ve all been through too much for this to be some dumb game . “We have to see what he wants. Then we’ll get them back ASAP. We can’t risk anything before then, okay?”
Natsu and Gray have been on rocky terrain for a while, falling into their old steps but with a hesitance that wasn’t there before. It stung, but Natsu was patient as he was learning, and so was Gray. After that talk, Gray tried to do better and Natsu couldn’t fault that, even if it didn’t help with his own self-esteem sometimes. But at that moment, they knew that moving forwards, it didn’t matter. When it came to Team Haluna, they couldn’t be at odds.
They had to work together.
So the moment Gray unhands Natsu when he’s sure that he won’t try and attack Laxus at that moment , Natsu surprises him with a quick hug. A silent thank you for stablizing and reminding him that he had to think before he acted sometimes, and that he was grateful that he cared enough to stop him from doing something stupid. And Gray silently replied with his own apology, for taking too damn long to get his head out of his own ass, and a squeeze of reassurance that if they wanted to they could talk about it later.
But not now, as they both swear to cooperate together.
All that was left now was a smug Laxus, staring at the rest of the guild that had decided to stay. All with varying looks of dismay and disgust, which was a bit surprising considering that half of them were scared out of their tit’s wit with his earlier encounter with that fucking Gajeel Redfox, but like it matters.
They’ll be weeded out anyways.
“What is the meaning of this, Laxus.” Makarov thunders, voice going gravelly as he stares at the actions of his grandson. Idly, Gray wonders if this was a different kind of pain for the old geezer, looking at his own flesh and blood pulling such a stunt. If it was him, he would be in shambles.
“...a test of willpower, I guess.” Laxus replies as he smirks, before snapping his fingers. The rest of the girls were in the similar state of Lucy, frozen in mid attacking form. Evergreen must’ve gotten them first before leaving Lucy last, much to the guild’s displeasure. “Hostages, for some motivation in case some of you lack it.”
“Lack motivation for what ?” Elfman spatted out as he eyes his sister in particular, rage building up inside of him. Leave it to Laxus to continously show how much he didn’t deserve his sister back then, pathetic excuse of a man.
“To not break my rules, of course. Listening to me is a good skill to practice, especially if I’m going to be guildmaster soon. A glimpse of how things will be ran.”
Gasps amongst the members as they realized that this was more than just some ruckus. This was a coupe . This was more than a blatant betrayal, it was treason . And when it comes to people like that, there’s only one ending to how it all goes down.
Defeat them.
And in that moment, a bright flash of runes and purple had been triggered, structured in the eerie image of a castle causing chills to go down Gray and Natsu’s spine specifically, having been through something like this before. Wordlessly, Natsu placed a hand onto Gray’s slightly shaking shoulder as he glared darkly at Laxus, who saw it and gave it a smirk before finishing his treasonous decree.
“You have three hours to find and defeat us, or the girls die. Pity, if that happens, as they all have nice tits at the very least.” Laxus sighs as he looks down pointedly into Lucy’s frozen chest, and Natsu snaps. He’s up in a second, propelling himself forwards with a Fire Dragon’s Flaming Fist as he aims for Laxus’s face, only for the smirking lightning dragon slayer to disappear with his team and the girls. Natsu lands onto the platform, fist still lit, and a devastating silence that follows after they’re gone.
Makarov hangs his head for a moment, before looking up with a fierce resolution in his eyes as he is determined to get back his children. He looks at his remaining kids, “Now is not the time to falter. We all know what we must do, Fairytail.”
His expression is pained but he orders, “We must defeat Laxus and his Thunder Legion, but we do not know what will be thrown our ways with his twisted games. Just do your best, is all I ask. Even if it comes to be for naught. We won’t stand for his actions.”
Fairytail roars in agreement, faces all in the same form of determination as they began to run off per Makarov’s orders, different groups splitting off. Makarov didn’t even bother to move, having already sensed that there would be some sort of intervention if he attempted to leave the pavillion. But he wasn’t a Ten Wizard Saint and a guildmaster for nothing, so he decided to take charge and give reassurances to those who didn’t feel strong enough to defeat them.
Because it was never about having the strength to cause pain, but to love. That was what Makarov had understood, when his father had help create Fairytail all of those years ago. And all Makarov could think about was where did he go wrong.
Excommunicated his son, and soon…
Makarov let out a weary sigh as he took a seat, crossing his arms ominously as he waited for the good news.
“Reedus.”
Reedus looked ashamed for being one of the only ones staying, but Makarov had none of it. “Don’t look so down, my boy. There is wisdom to knowing how to pick your battles…and there’s more than one way to be useful rather than to exchange fists. Go, and find Polyurisca. Tell her that it was urgent, and about the petrification conditions of the girls. She might be able to help us from the outside, spirits willing.”
Reedus gave a nod before wordlessly running to complete his duty, because even if he was still a bit ashamed despite Makarov’s reassuring words for “running away”, he’ll be damned if he didn’t complete his task.
Meanwhile, Makarov called out, “Calm down, Natsu!”
An infuriated Natsu in the distance, banging and burning everything in his vicinity as he realized that for whatever fucked reason, he wasn’t able to leave the pavillion. His anxiety was through the roof, he wasn’t sure where his team was, hell, where even was Happy ? He was feeling suffocated and trapped as he furiously pounded on the magic but to no avail.
Makarov’s eyes darkened as he watches Natsu rage, feeling bad for the boy, but understanding nonetheless. He had been him too, a long time ago. A beacon of unmatched rage for those who’ve wronged him, an astounding affinity for violence to match. He had to redirect that energy for the boy, or he’ll self-destruct in his own fear and anger.
“Natsu, check back stage, but only do so when you’ve calmed down. I have a feeling that we’d might see some good if not still morbid news. The perimeter of these restrictive runes don’t prevent us from entering.”
It takes a moment, the demonic energy making everything worse, but he..he hasn’t been attempting to practice controlling it for nothing. So Natsu sucks in a breath and there’s still a fire burning in his eyes, but he follows his jii-san’s instructions if only to give him something to do, to take off of his mind his inability to do anything.
Only to let out a relieved yell, and feel a bit better, even if he was still heavily upset at the sight of the girls petrified forms.
“They’re here!”
Makarov had joined him at that moment, silently thankful that his guess was true. In his attempts to inevitably split up Fairytail, he had guessed that while the girls were genuinely bait, it would’ve been a hassle to take them with the Thunder Legion, especially if the ultimate goal was to fight. Laxus was a selfish asshole, but he understood the concept of maintaining the hostage in good condition.
He had a goal, after all.
So why not leave them in the very place where they had started? Perfect and inconspicious.
He had so much potential .
Makarov stifles those thoughts instantly as he looks at Natsu’s softened expression, and at that moment, asks a question that was heavily on his mind. He’s let Laxus do what he wants despite giving him warnings for his behavior but ultimately didn’t place his foot down. He has been disappointed by Laxus’s actions, but he didn’t put the boy down.
Was this his fault?
“Did you see this coming, Natsu?”
Natsu paused, looking at Makarov for a moment, before shaking his head with a scowl. “He used to be nice, you know? After the thing with his dad, he turned into a dickhead but, I never got the vibes that he’d resort to doin’ something like this. Makes it hurt even more, I think.”
Yes. Makarov hummed as he stared at the girls that he swore to protect. Even if it was from his own family.
Yes, it does hurt even more this way.
[ The Battle of Fairytail Arc {2} ]
Notes:
NO SPOILERS THIS TIME HEHE
Just know that it's already beginning to take a turn and change.
Divergence is coming once more, so be prepared.
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Let me know if I missed anything also, sometimes I be reading the detailed summaries of each arc and I still be forgetting stuff lol!
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Chapter 42: Chapter 34
Summary:
HOLA READERS!
Still in the process of updating the older chapters, but I figured I would give you guys a treat for being so patient with me. For those who've been refreshing every day, you've seen that chapters 1-20 have been properly updated!
As stated before, I would state that 95% of the story is the same, just some grammar fixes, reformatting and rarely, some more words added in order to produce a better quality of flow between the content. May be some small but thorough reworks entirely.
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P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
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Chapter Thirty-Four: Reckoner
The Battle of Fairytail Arc III
There was a surveillance lacrima that showcased all of the battles happening at once, much to the sadistic pleasure of Laxus. Set up just for Makarov himself to visibly see the harm that his children were forced to inflict upon one another, for no benefit except for the selfish. The guildmaster’s face remains impassive at it all, wordlessly staring at the actions caused by his grandson.
It felt like a crushing blow to the chest.
Natsu, who was trapped along with him for unknown reasons, and Happy who flew through the barrier with ease were watching with him, although making much more noise than he was. Still, Makarov mused with a slightly curious expression as he glanced at Natsu, he had expected the boy to take the news worse. Or perhaps, disregard it at all and jump for joy at the prospect of fighting the Thunder Legion.
It seems there’s been even more developments that he’s been absent from. It doesn’t sound like it’s something to be sad about in Natsu’s case, but just another reminder of that his children are growing--and he’s not active enough in their lives to see it.
Trying to make up for failing Ivan with countless orphans, countless replacements, hm?
‘And now I’ve failed Laxus too.’
Makarov let out a soft sigh, as thoughts of Ivan always had triggered something depressing out of him. He never thought to have become a father, Ivan’s mother was a sweet lass, but their son wasn’t made and born out of love. Still, when he had found out that Anya was pregnant with him, Makarov had been shocked as he hadn’t been ready to be a father, but he still decided to try and be in his life all the same.
Tried, but was not the most active, which is his loss in the long run in many ways. Was it his entire fault that it ended this way? Ivan was always a little bit off, he had an obsession with the guild that was borderline unhealthy, and his knack for artificial magical power experimentations was a bit on the morbid side. How long had he been dabbling in such debauchery? Makarov wouldn’t have known.
He…wasn’t there.
‘Just like Yuri wasn’t there for you, which you swore to do better by. Or maybe that was just a phrase you said to mask that in actuality, you didn’t care, as you didn’t have an attachment much to him regards. He was always off treasure hunting, completing requests.’
‘Just. Like. You. Did.’
For the last five years, he’s always wondered every goddamn day if only he had spent more time, past the fame and the riches and the power, with Ivan. If Laxus would’ve still stayed loyal and kind, if Ivan would’ve been less willing to turn and use his own son as a weapon, if he wouldn’t of had a much tighter grip onto Laxus than Makarov had realized.
But then again, Ivan in his bastardous glory, was there for Laxus for the most part. Even if it wasn’t entirely out of fatherly love.
And now the question is, does he give up on Laxus like he gave up on his father.
Makarov felt sick to his stomach at the thought because the answer wasn’t an immediate no.
“Aye…why is he doing this?” Happy said sadly, watching as his weaker guildmates fell to the naturally stronger ones. Fairytail wasn’t always about fighting, it was about comradery. There are some members who didn’t care to grow stronger, they just wanted friendship, and now they’re getting beat in return.
Makarov visibly swelled up in anger for a moment, causing Natsu to jump a bit in shock, before calming himself down almost immediately as he withered away back into his dwarven form. Natsu saw the look of pain on his face, and realized that even now, his jii-san was hurting over what to do with Laxus. That was his grandson.
Laxus didn’t know how much Makarov cares for him.
“Don’t worry, jii-san,” Natsu mumbled as he stared at the screen as they sat on stage. “I’ll beat that asshole so you don’t have to. Knock some sense into ‘im. Get him to see that he’s hurting his friends, and then maybe it’ll be okay. We can get through this.”
‘Oh Natsu’, Makarov inhaled, because he didn’t even have that much faith in his own flesh and blood at the moment, ‘how could you ever think you were a monster?’
“...Thank you,” Makarov appreciated his words more than he knew because despite everything, he doesn’t know if he’d be able to raise his own hand against his grandson.
But he doesn’t comment on the rest of Natsu’s words.
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“Lucy?” Rushii questioned as she called out to the girl, but for some reason, she wasn’t getting a response. Immediately she had panicked for a moment thinking of the worse, but Rushii quickly got a hold of herself and grew grim. Because if Lucy really was taking the turn for the worse, well she would be fading away or something. Or maybe not.
Well, in any case, it’s best to do what she can regardless of the lack of understanding of the situation. It was odd, because she remembered that Evergreen had froze her, but was it her mind as well that was petrified? She doesn’t recall, but it could be a reasoning as to why Lucy was frozen and unresponsive. Rushii furrowed her brow, because Lucy was affected but she wasn’t.
Does that mean that their body would’ve had to be hit twice for magic like this, in order to affect her as well? An interesting theory, one that she will explore with Lucy when she wakes.
Now that Rushii was in control however, she noticed that her limbs did feel really stiff. She tries to take a step forward and is met with some serious resistance, and a growing ache in her joints. Letting out a small curse, she flares her magic as her eyes flashed gold, causing small cracks of light to seep through the stone before it began to dissolve and crack bit by bit.
Wiggling her fingers after a moment, she pauses as she looks around, heart sinking a bit in the dark room. Filled with her other comrades’s statues, behind the stage of the Miss Fairytail. As she stands in silence while she frees herself, she hears Natsu and Makarov faintly conversing, no doubt restricted by the barrier just like last time. She let out another stronger curse because how could she have been so stupid. Of course it was going to happen again, it all was going to happen again. Far too complacent once again as if the Tower of Heaven wasn’t a lesson that bad things can always go worse.
Scrunching her face as the last of the stiffness disappears from the residue of Evergreen’s magic, Rushii lets out a weird sigh of relief as she walks around, getting used to the feeling having limbs once again. She calls out for Lucy once more but there was nothing but silence within her mind. Honestly, it’s a bit of an unnerving feeling as she’s been pretty much constantly talking with Lucy at some point in the day effortlessly.
It was rather…lonely.
Taking one last glance towards her fellow comrades’s frozen self, Rushii steals one of the stage props, donning a black cape with a hood before throwing it on. She still looks just like Lucy, but a glance at a lone mirror confirmed her suspicions that her eye color had indeed changed. Glowing faintly of gold, it wasn’t something that would be able to hide easily. She’s learned much in her time of mentally training and experiencing this life once again, but learning how to fight blind was just not in her repertoire.
‘The hood should serve it’s purpose’ Rushii thought frimly as she quietly made her way out of backstage before wincing at the glare of the sun. Taking note of being extra careful in case Natsu’s boosted sense of hearing notifies that someone is taking flight, Rushii creeps towards the edge of the perimeter of Freed’s barrier for a moment. After determing the cost was clear out of Natsu’s range, she takes off.
“Leo, summon yourself for a moment.” She turns a corner gracefully, before launching herself up the stairs of an apartment in order to make her way to the rooftop. It was a pleasant surprise to see that Lucy’s body was in better condition than she had noticed beforehand, enabling her to do some parkour with relative ease.
A golden light flashes, and Leo the Lion stares at his summoner curiously, wondering why she hadn’t use her key and why she was hiding her face. He follows her without a second thought onto the rooftop, before Rushii rips off her hood for a second to show that she was not in fact his Lucy.
“Hello.”
Leo blinked in shock before growing serious, “Well, that explains why you didn’t just use a key. Does it not work for you?”
Rushii patted her belt for Lucy’s keys before finding them. She wordlessly chooses Virgo’s key and attempts to summon her, but the key doesn’t do anything. To her surprise, Rushii felt a bit of discomfort at the feel of Lucy’s keys and her attempt at using them instead. “I never attempted to do it beforehand, but I’m not shocked that it didn’t work. Magic is a picky little thing, especially when it comes to more astral-spiritual type of magic such as yourself. Wouldn’t be surprised if it’s because I’m a different soul within her body and it’s not resonating with me.”
“And where is Lucy?”
Rushii pursed her lips, “Frozen. There’s a mage named Evergreen that has the capabilities of turning people into stone by looking at them, which is what happened to Lucy.”
“Seeing how you weren’t affected…perhaps it has to hit your shared body twice?”
Rushii gave Leo an approving smile, “I was thinking along the same lines, but that means that I won’t be able to call upon you guys in the meantime so I figured I would give you all a heads up.”
Leo let out a sigh as he took his glasses off to clean them against his suit jacket, looking around in dismay. “We can summon ourselves for short periods of time, but yeah, life is a lot easier if you could summon us. Which you can’t, so fuck. I have an even less timeframe compared to the others due to my presence in the mortal realm for so long, fate demanded it’s consequence for not letting me get away scotch-free I suppose.”
“Well, don’t forget that no one is complaining. We fought for your right to be here with us, and we’re grateful for the King for honoring the wishes.” Rushii replied, but Leo hadn’t known what to say in retort so he just gives a muted smile and a nod before moving to shift the conversation. Rushii took note of his expression however, thinking about how this Leo was on the verge of being suicidal in a way and figured that he just doesn’t know what to do with himself. She’ll be sure to tell Lucy and share that incorporating Leo in more mundane things might help with that survivor’s guilt of his.
“I have to go soon, but I’ll be sure to tell the others to pay attention if you find yourself in any sticky situations. I might not be able to help you as much as I want to, but the others will be able to have more flexibility.”
Rushii hummed in agreement, “I’ll only be in control until Lucy’s back hopefully, so until then.”
“Until then.” Leo bows before disappearing back to the spirit world and Rushii flicks her hood back up in order continue moving. It was a bit interesting to see a more brooding Leo, rather than the excessive flirt that she was familiar with back in her universe. She finds that even if there are some personality adjustments that she has liked this time around, something about seeing the King of the Zodiac brooding leaves a bad aftertaste.
Vaulting over on of the roofs like a superhero almost, much to Rushii’s secret amusement, she quickly realizes that she probably won’t be able to interfere with the major fights until Lucy returns, which is fine by her. The last thing she needs is the Fates to smite her down while Lucy is frozen still, fucking everything up. The sound of magic slicing something and exploding the surroundings interrupts her thoughts as she flinches, before skidding to a stop. Running over to take a look at what was going on, Rushii’s eyes widened as she saw that Freed was in the middle of pursuing Reedus who was off to get Polyursica most likely. She remembered that as she was beginning to dissolve the stone, Makarov had ordered Reedus to do something faintly with the words “urgent” and “Polyurisca”.
Rushii hummed thoughtfully as she peered at Reedus’s route, before getting up to slowly run along the rooftop in order to match the same direction. All she needs to do is stop Freed from getting to Reedus, and allow him to escape to get Polyursica in order to get the antidote for the rest of the girls.
Finding a good spot as she felt the wind blow against her, knocking her hood off in the process, Rushii clasped her hands together as she felt the familiarity of the Eclipse Gate’s aura flowing through her body. Her eyes shone brightly from above as a galactical gate appeared once more to her side, where a spirit had stepped through. Rushii finished the internal spell of summoning her own spirits, which she has come to conclude after some theorizing, before giving a smile at the interstellar being that was faceless but standing proud next to her.
“Virgo,” Rushii murmured softly before attempting to reach out and touch the interstellar celestial spirit for the first time, shocked when she felt the warmth and familiarity from her world within the threads of the being. Despite having no clear face, the Interstellar Virgo turned towards her master and gave her hand a small squeeze, almost to state that she recognizes her, before stiffly turning back forwards in order to await instructions.
Rushii just smiles ruefully at the action before focusing her attention at Reedus who was on the verge of getting caught by Freed.
“Intersept the green haired man and don’t let him hurt Reedus.” Rushii ordered before Interstellar Virgo launched herself in the air without a moments hesitation, as Rushii began to ran after without a second thought. She doesn’t know how long the connection to the special gate she’s able to summon lasts, or if it has a range limit.
All she knows is it was the right call, as a Dark Ecriture: Slay was moments away from injuring Reedus terribly.
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“How annoying,” Freed Justine mumbled as he chased after a straggler, someone who decided that they did not want to follow the clear rules that Laxus had come up with for this entire heist. He didn’t think that Reedus would be an issue really, considering the size and lack of offensive magic that the man had thanks to their detailed plan before the execution of the take-over. Still, it seems that there are just somethings that preparation wouldn’t be able to foresee, and that’s the enhanced capabilities one can undergo in the face of fear and danger.
Reedus was a rather nimble man, but it was quickly coming to an end.
“Dark Ecriture: Slay” Freed turned the corner and casted his magic as he chased Reedus, hoping that this would be the end of this distraction. He had to quickly turn back to Laxus’s side after all.
Clapsing the rapier in his hand and striking down, a black and purple slash rang through the air towards Reedus’s back when all of a sudden something from the sky crashed into ground, causing a small earthquake which caused Freed’s direction to be off course at the last second. It still managed to slash at Reedus’s arm, causing him to let out a cry as he began to bleed. It wasn’t enough to stop the man however as he just gritted his teeth through the pain and held his hurt arm as he charged out of Magnolia.
Freed was blown back from the impact however, crashing into the glass of an antique store as he let out a moan of pain from the small shards cutting into his flesh. Freed staggered out of the crash after a moment, letting out a small breath of relief as his cuts automatically began to heal thanks to a mage’s body and capabilities, but he looked around in shock barely registering the fact. He ran a hand through his long hair in frustration because not only had chasing Reedus taken longer than expected, but thanks to that interruption, he had lost sight of the man.
Paired with his illusion and art magic, Freed knew that he was royally fucked at finding the man after that.
So he clenched his jaw and narrowed his eyes at the large hole that was in the ground, noticing as he got a bit closer that it was a rather steep hole. Just what the hell made such an impact that produced such a shockwave?
A tap to his shoulder had Freed tensing for a moment before whipping around to slash with his rapier only to be shocked at the sight of some galactical being that quickly grabbed his sword mid-swing before punching him in the face. Freed gasped as his head flew back at the impact, his nose making a sickening crack with blood rushing into his mouth as he stumbled back and fell into the large hole.
Freed let out a shriek before letting out a strangled gasp as the wind was knocked out of him for a moment as he laid at the bottom of the pit for a moment. Tears blurred his vision for a moment as he coughed violently as his body shivered in pain while he laid in the dark. He regained a bit of his breath back as he glared at the top of the hole where light was beaming through only to see the spacial figure peering down at him in the hole ominiously, giving him a shiver.
He didn’t even want to touch his face at the moment, the adrenaline giving him mercy from the amount of pain that he would be in thanks to the unwordly hit that he had just taken. The cold stickiness of blood running down over his mouth was enough proof. He squinted to see that another figure had appeared at the top, wearing a black cape that masked their appearance except for the fact their eyes glowed an unnatural gold despite the darkness.
Freed shivered once more.
The hooded figure looked around to see if there were others no doubt, or perhaps if Reedus managed to escape. Freed just laid there frozen in fear, just wondering if the pair was going to jump down and give him pain. Instead to his relief and surprise, the hooded figure merely nodded at the other being and placed a hand on it’s shoulder, dissolving or de-summoning the thing.
Freed didn’t dare to make a noise or move an inch as Golden Eyes stared back down at him from the top of the pit, before walking away from the pit without another world.
It would be several moments before Freed had felt safe to even attempt to make his way to safety.
Unbeknowst to him, because he was momentarily rattled by the hit from Interstellar Virgo and his mana was drained in order to heal the worst of the injury, the surrounding restrictive runes were weakened and Reedus ended up staggering his escape much to his surprise, making way to Polyurisca.
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“You really didn’t think that I was bluffing about the girls, did you?”
Natsu, Happy and Makarov froze at the sound of Laxus’s voice behind them, Natsu twisting his body to launch a flamed fist at the man without a second thought only for him to crash into the ground having gone through him. Laxus just scoffed and ignored Natsu’s attempt to attack him as he stared dead into Makarov’s grim face, smirking lightly at the light.
Natsu quickly got up, “Let them go, Laxus!”
“What the fuck are you saying? Free the leverage that I have against you all? Right.” Laxus rolled his eyes before turning back to face his grandfather who looked at him with such a severe expression that it was gratifying in a way. That’s exactly how he had felt when his father had been kicked out by him, that feeling of betrayal crisp in his heart and clear as day on his grandfather’s face.
Natsu and Happy stared at Laxus and Makarov’s staredown, reserving to stay quiet at just watch the scene unfold.
“Why?” Makarov asked after a tense moment.
Laxus just snarled, “Don’t fuck with me, old man. It was a long time coming and you know it. You’ve gone fucking senile and it’s time for the next generation to takeover the reigns.”
“Senile? What in the world are you talking about?”
“It started the moment you expelled Father.” Laxus growled, electricity crackling on his body visible despite being a thought projection. “Your own flesh and blood. So much for family if you just kick them out in the end.”
Makarov visibly flinched at the accusation before scowling at Laxus, arguing and standing by his decision despite the hurt in his eyes, “Ivan was turning into a monster, Laxus. He used you for his own experiments and personal gain. You didn’t need the lightning dragon slayer magic lacrima, you were strong enough with the lightning magic on it’s own. He forced that onto you!”
“He just wanted to become strong! It doesn’t matter what he did as it worked, he was a genius seeing how I did become stronger as a result of his actions.”
“Laxus.” Makarov thundered, the flashbacks of the day his grandson came back screaming and in visible pain as the lacrima had rejected his body at first. Ivan had just stood there watching his son being tortured by his own selfish ambition, taking note on what was happening instead of helping him. That was the final straw for Makarov, who could only stare in fear and rage at his family’s actions. “You had almost died from that godforsaken gamble. The day you came back from that shady place and it was rejecting you, Ivan did not give a rat’s ass about how much pain you were in. He just sat there and told you to endure, to suffer for sliver of power. I had no choice but to kick him out and ban him. If he could subject his own son to such brutality, what did that say about the rest of the members? To innocent civilians? I had already ignored so much of his odd behavior, but that was the final straw.”
“He just wanted me to reach his level, or to surpass it even in the end. I was his greatest creation and he just wanted nothing but excellence from me. He gave me everything I needed to pave my own way in this world, and a little bit of pain doesn’t stop anyone from achieving their goals. That mindset is why we are the laughing stock of fucking Fiore!” Laxus roared back, matching temper for temper.
“He did not love you, just the idea of turning you into a tool!”
“He taught me everything that I know.”
“Clearly, he also passed off his lack of compassion for others too it seems. I just don’t understand, Laxus, you used to be such a kind boy. You were a pillar in all of the best ways in Fairytail, how did you…” Makarov let out a sad, weary sigh.
“How did I turn out like this?” Laxus huffed bitterly, “I bet you told Father that too.”
“You are more than Ivan’s son, you still have the chance to turn over a new leaf. People don’t have to get hurt in order to prove yourself.”
“Prove myself? I’ve already proven it. I am Thunder Lord of Fairytail, a feared S-Class mage to our enemies. Everything I have done has been in my name, I made my own legacy, and it was thanks to Father that I managed to be who I am today. The last thing that I need to do now and make it known to you, I guess.” Laxus snorted, “Which you’ll see soon when I take that guildmaster mantle from you. We can be better than you ever thought we were capable of.”
“..putting other people down in order to uplift yourself is the biggest sign of weakness one could have. All this talk but even now you’re having to step on the downed in order to showcase your prowness.” Makarov shook his head in severe dismay before taking a set once-more and looking forwards towards the broadcasted fights.
“You were destined for greatness ever before Ivan’s influence, Laxus, for you are my grandson. Your ambition, your drive, your leadership, your original compassion, it all came from me. And I know it’s still in you, because if you were truly Ivan’s secondcoming, you’d have already made us all suffer.”
Laxus stayed silent as he stared at Makarov in pure anger, daring him to dismiss his father’s actions and influence and brand him as “evil” so quickly. Ivan played such a signficant part in shaping his own influence and fame today that Makarov’s words were just a slap in the face. It doesn’t matter if there was another way, Father’s way worked. It worked and now he’ll show Fairytail that he can make it work for them too.
Because he loves Fairytail, and this is how he will prove it.
“You don’t love Fairytail. We get ridiculed and mocked and you sit there and do nothing. You just allow us to be spoken for with ill-will and don’t even demand justice for that. Fairytail is more than what they speak about us about, and I’ll fucking prove it to you and the rest of the world.” Laxus answered with finality.
“You’re right. Fairytail is more than what they speak about us, but it’s about the people that hold the name and their hearts and their dreams, not their mana and their fists. Fairytail is what it is today because we embody freedom and love.”
Natsu spoke up this time around, standing with Makarov. “He’s right, Laxus. Fairytail is so great because we are a family, and if you’d been here for the last couple of months, you’d know that firsthand. You used to know that. So, don’t sit there and say that you know us and what we want when we--I don’t even know who you are anymore.”
Laxus stared at Natsu with a complex expression before scowling deeply, “Fuck off, Natsu.”
“You first.” Natsu growled back. “We’re not the same old Fairytail you keep yapping about after all this time. It’s been hard but we’re even stronger now because we survived and we heal each other bit by bit just by being together. This is not gonna end the way you think, we’ve gone through too much.”
Laxus just smirks and gestured for him to look at the surveillance, “Yet majority of the guild has been defeated by my Thunder Legion now.”
He turns to Makarov, “You can end this at any time by renouncing the guildmaster mantle to me.”
Makarov stayed silent.
“Well…guess we’ll play longer then, fine by me. Just know that everyone who dies and gets crippled is on you, old man.”
Laxus disappears after that leaving Natsu, Happy and Makarov to stew in their disappoinment and anger as they could do nothing but watch as everyone slowly falls. “I’m gonna be the one to put that son of a gun in his place,” Natsu growled, feeling that telltale darkness rumbled inside of him, bubbling as all of his negative feelings slowly come to a head.
Makarov could only stew in his grave silence, hoping that despite everything, the fall of Laxus is secured and achieved, but as painless as possible; for it will bring no joy to see his grandson crumble.
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Dissolving the thought projection with a foreign bitter raste forming in the mouth, Laxus let out a yell of rage, mana flaring and lightning striking in the room. He was winning, his plan was working for fuck’s sake, so why did he feel so uncomfortable? Natsu wasn’t acting the way that he thought he would, for one. He thought the stupid boy was just going to get worked up and eager to fight, just like the rest of Fairytail at the thought of being able to properly prove themselves.
Instead he got harsh words and a frustrated, disappointed look that only managed to confuse and make him angrier resulting in an endless cycle.
A cleared throat signals next to him, and Laxus let out a curse before glaring at whoever dared to disrupt his thoughts.
Freed stood at the doorway, looking rather worse for wear judging by the blooming dark bruise that was developing on his face. Wizards healed rather quickly compared to normal humans thanks to mana, but that didn’t mean that it happened instantly, leaving them still looking haggard. Laxus blinks in muted shock at the bruised sight of the long haired man, “Freed?”
“Hello.” Freed let out a soft half smile at the sight of the blonde man, the vision of the man always settling something within himself. He was looking a little bit manic, his body producing static every once in a while as they looked at each other. Still, Freed muled over as he stared at Laxus, he was glad to see that no harm has come to him yet. It was important that as hi--their leader…he was still standing proud and strong.
“What happened to you.”
“An…unknown variable, I believe.” Freed answered hesitantly, still wondering who in the world was that golden eyed figure and that monster that they had seemed to summon. He wondered if there was anyone knew that joined Fairytail that they didn’t know about beforehand, someone who was a mystery just as Mystogan was, for example. “There was someone that had managed to blindside and get the upper hand on me…but I managed to escape.”
He swallowed a bit harshly at the white lie, but the logistics of his freedom wasn’t important. Who cares if he was spared by the figure, they will come to regret letting him go. He will stand by Laxus until the end, and he will help him achieve his goals.
“And…you are alright?”
It didn’t happen often, the Laxus that Freed had known for some years now was a proud, arrogant man. He didn’t show compassion for others easily, he rarely gave sympathies the time of day. But every once in a while he gets the opportunity to get a glimpse of the deeper, neglected side that was washed away by life and other misfortunes. That specific look and tone that Laxus gave him always never failed to leave him rather molten in the inside.
Freed swallowed once more but for a different reason this time around, “I will recover fully momentarily.”
“That’s not what I asked.” Laxus’s jaw flexed as he slowly took steps forwards to Freed, who stood imbolized at the doorway still. The dark thunder that was storming through Laxus’s eyes as he slowly eyed Freed’s condition nearly made the rune mage shiver. Laxus reached out to gently grasp Freed’s chin, tilting his head to the side slightly as he inspected the bruise.
Green strands moved, as Freed looked away with a slow rise of red cheeks as Laxus stared without another word. Laxus just stared for a while, before allowing his senses to be overrun by the scent of the man before him, closing his eyes as he allowed these foreign draconic instincts take over for a moment. The position left much to be desired.
Sandalwood and a hint of lavender never failed to calm him down though.
Laxus finally took a step back from invading Freed’s personal space, which wasn’t unwelcomed but it reminded him a reason to breathe again once more. Freed sucked in a silent breath, “I-I am fine, Laxus. Truly.”
“I see.” Laxus said softly, giving Freed yet another one of his complex looks that Freed longs to decipher one day. Laxus turned around promptly after that and stalked over towards the surveillance lacrima, grasping the chairs with white knuckles. Freed took a moment to sense his feelings and wondered about how to proceed, before deciding to just walk over and stand by his side anyways.
Laxus stared dully at the screens, watching with small scoffs and snorts every now and then at the expected reign that Evergreen and Bixlow were raging on against the pathetic people that dared to call themselves members of Fairytail.
“Did you meet with Makarov?”
Laxus grunted.
“....what did he say?”
It was silent for a moment before Laxus tensed and threw one of the chairs that was in vicinity against the wall, the crashing echoing in the room. Freed eyed the broken chair before looking back at Laxus, “That bad?”
“He refuses to see our vision, then had the audacity to not own up to his own actions. He abandoned his own son, it was only a matter of time we were next. If you don’t fit the bill of being reckless, naive, and quirky, then you’ll be casted aside too.”
Freed was only a member of Fairytail for a couple of months before he was off with Laxus on long missions. Despite being a member of the guild himself, the concept of them being a family was foreign to him just as it was to the rest of Thunder Legion. Only Laxus knew what he had held in his hands and what he lost.
“He doesn’t know that you love Fairytail.”
“I know,” Laxus suddenly roars, his previous anger from earlier resurfacing once more. “This is why we are doing this. The weak will be gone, casted away to wherever they fucking want, just out of the way. They’ll be able to live peacefully or whatever the fuck, but the guild will remain with whoever is left to change the lands. We will enforce new rules, a new order. We will have the respect we deserve.”
Laxus turns to look at Freed, eyes full of determination and compassion for the future, “Respect us or fear us, one of them is easier. I’ll do whatever it takes.”
“I’m with you, Laxus.” Freed answered loyally but there was a small twinge in his heart as he looked back on the screen. It was rather annoying, that pestering doubt that trickled in the back of his mind. He had no doubt that Laxus’s reign as guildmaster would be glorious, with the natural leadership he exudes when leading the Thunder Legion on missions. He trusts the man with his life.
But the screaming, the bloody faces, the injuries. The looks of confusion and betrayal, the bitterness and sadness of being forced to strike down a friend for their own safety. Bixlow’s laughing at the misery of their fellow guildmates, Evergreen’s smirks as she turns yet another one of them into stone. Freed always had visions of change and being apart of the cause, a goddamn glorious revolution.
He didn’t think it would make them look likes the very villains that they tended to hunt down, however, because despite how hard he tried, he couldn’t help but note the similarities.
But Freed was not a traitor, and he reasoned that in the end, it would serve as a learning moment. Perhaps those who realized their weaknesses at this moment might grow and change to become better in the future. Pain was a powerful mentor, after all.
Yes, it was okay.
For…the greater good, where the ends justify the needs.
“Despite what jii-san thinks, I am better than my father. He had some obvious flaws, but his ideas were good. He loved Fairytail just as much as the old man did, like I do. Maybe even more. His ideas were good but he lacked power to execute them, and the will of a leader. I possess those qualities obviously, and with some adjustments, those dreams will become a reality.”
“Would you reinstate him as a member?”
Laxus fell silent at that, memories and inner thoughts being forced into his mind at the thought of his Father. He decided not to answer Freed, as the question was unnecessary and did not matter if this operation failed in the first place.
He will deal with Ivan Dreyar later.
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“What the hell are you doing?” Gray scowled at the iron dragon slayer, who was coming back into the town with a bowl full of screws and bolts.
Gajeel Redfox paused in the middle of his munching and swallowed as he blinked owlishly before furrowing his brow at the ice mage, “Huh?”
“We are under attack!” Gray growled out as Gajeel blinked in shock once more before grabbing his bowl and swallowing the iron pieces at once before letting out an obnoxious burp. He smacked his lips and cracked his neck before growing serious and made a dismissive gesture towards Gray, “Lead the way, Ice Fuck.”
Gray glowered at the aloof man before gritting his teeth as he took off once more, trying to find Thunder Legion and avoid anyone else if possible. Gajeel quickly matched speed with him looked around and peering at some of the runes in the area.
“The fuck’s going on?”
“Thunder Legion has decided that they wanted to start some shitty revolt, and they’re making us fight each other for proof of capability. Laxus was spitting some bullshit about wanting to only allow the strong into Fairytail and this was an elimination of the weak. Sound familiar?” Gray sneered and Gajeel lightly scoffed before looking away. Gray knew some more stories about his actions thanks to that trip Juvia and himself had taken a couple days ago, with the former sharing some of her past as they bonded. Yeah, it wasn’t the best look for him at the time, but Gajeel was begrudgingly working on it.
But Gajeel whipped his head back towards Gray in outrage, “Wait, Laxus? Thunder Lord? That fucking pansy is doing this?”
“Don’t underestimate him, Redfox. He is still an S-Class mage.” Gray warned but Gajeel just scoffed harshly and gave him an arrogant look.
“I’m not scared of a fake dragon slayer, Fullbuster. I’ll beat his ass myself.” Gajeel grinned sharply at the thought and put some pep into his step as they ran through town. Gray just gave him an insufferable look, groaning in internal annoyance at the thought of stupid dragon slayers charging into battle and wondered if their arrogant pride was a shared insufferable trait. “Whatever. I’ll take you to see Makarov then, and see if he can give more insight and a plan, spirit’s willing. It’s not pretty right now though, the girls were petrified to stone and they’ll die if we do nothing.”
Gajeel skidded to a stop, muscles freezing at the latter part of Gray’s words. Petrified? Death?
“Who.”
“All of them,” Gray answered grimly, “Lucy, Erza, Juvia, the whole lot.”
“You should’ve started with that then,” Gajeel hissed at him before he takes off even faster, focusing as he picks up on Makarov’s sent from where he was. Gray just rolled his eyes before following after him, a bit curious at seeing such a visceral reaction out of the haughty dragon slayer but ultimately grateful in the end that he understood the severity.
It also shut the sneering man up for a while, to which Gray was internally grateful for.
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Being frozen in stone was a rather odd feeling, despite what it sounded like. It felt more like waking up from a coma if anything, judging by the stiffness of her limbs as she shook the rest of the pieces away from her skin. Alerting the rest as she emerged from back stage; Natsu, Gajeel, Gray, Happy and Makarov looked to be in various stages of relief at the sight of her returning to normal.
But what exactly was going on?
Erza pursed her lips as she took a look around, noticing the various runes that seemed to be surrounding the town. In the distance, she heard fighting and a tilt of her head had her looking at what appeared to be members of Fairytail fighting each other in all seriousness. Her brow furrowed as she looked back at the men.
“Explain.”
Natsu proceeded to bumble his way through an explain, with some interjection with an exasperated Gray and Happy but she understood the jist.
“So, Laxus is a traitor.” Erza frowned at the thought of her fellow S-Class mate, but it would be a lie to say that she as truly utterly shocked. Surprised, but judging by his attitude and his dismissal of the guild in whole within the last couple of years, she supposed it was only a matter of time. She gives Makarov a sad smile but the old man just held a hand up and shook his head in return.
“There isn’t much to say about him other than to stop his actions. Perhaps if we move fast enough, it still won’t be too late…” Makarov trailed off as he looked back at the surveillance projections, his words stating one thing but the stiffness and lack of emotion in his voice stated otherwise. Erza could only imagine the amount of shock the guildmaster was processing right now.
“Then it seems that that is the plan for now. Any word on the other members of Thunder Legion?”
Another unexpected voice entered the fray, “Evergreen is the one you should target, Miss Scarlet.”
Everyone snapped their heads towards Mystogan, who stood there in his masked and draped glory as usual. His dark cape flustered around a bit thanks to the small gust of wind in the air, but he was covered and wrapped as usual. This time around, his mask has changed to something more reminenscent of a headband and lower mask combo, with his strange ability to see and locate everything despite being blinded by cloth and fabrics. Erza blinked in surprise at the sight of the man before asking, “Why is that?”
“I believe that if you defeat her, or deplete her mana at the very least, she won’t be able to maintain the petrification anymore and thus it should be reversed.” Mystogan explained before trailing off, “She also has been stating that she is the true queen of fairies and that she should be known as Titania instead…rather boastful, that woman.”
Natsu, Gajeel, Happy, and Gray all sucked in a comical breath as they awaited for the inevitable blow up that Erza would obviously have at the news. Erza was known for taking pride in her growing legacy and title, being the shield of Fairytail and the renouned Queen of Fairytails, servning justice as the spirits demanded.
Instead, Erza just lets out a sigh and runs a hand through her hair, visibly displeased but less of a blow up than they had expected. She was annoyed without a doubt, but after the events of the Tower of Heaven and nearly dying, there are worse things in life than someone donning her title.
Much worse.
If herself from a couple months ago could see herself, she would be livid on her own behalf, wanting to hunt down whoever dared to impersonate her. Erza likes to think that she’s matured a bit to that extent. She tsked before summoning her armor and sword, feeling a little bit more whole once more as she normally does with her gear, “I see. It seems a lesson will have to be taught then.”
“Y-You’re not mad?” Natsu squawked.
“If I became upset over something as silly as that, then I would not be fit for being called a queen,” Erza hummed before inspecting her sword, “Besides, it is clearly not true. I won’t allow myself to be provoked over such nonsense. Rest assured, that battle will be swift and done. Leave Evergreen to me.”
There is a darker glint in her eye by the time she finished her sentence, the glare and the lack of volume in her voice dosing more fear in the boys than her usual vocal self. All three of them made a mental note to not get Erza upset anytime soon as they watched the scarlet haired mage eye the surveillance to see if she recognized the surroundings at which Evergreen was located before taking off.
Walking past Mystogan, Erza gave him a polite nod, “Are you joining me? We might run into the others, Freed and Bixlow, I presume.”
Mystogan shook his head, “Not this time. I’m searching for Laxus instead.”
Erza nodded her approval before she turned towards the boys. “And what will you be doing in the meantime?”
“I’m stuck here,” Natsu answered bitterly, eyes flashing with something rather unsettling before it disappeared with a scoff. “Who the fuck knows why.”
Gajeel laughed at Natsu, “Must suck to suck, Salamander. Looks like I’ll be able the one to bring down Sparky without your big head in the way, good riddance.”
“Dude!” Natsu hissed at Gajeel with annoyance, “Who’s side are you on?!”
Gajeel got up to stretch a bit before walking over to get ready to follow Mystogan and Erza out of the main stage area, on the hunt for the lightning dragon slayer. “Stop being so pissy, obviously Fairytail. I’d got to be shitbrained before I ever think of helping that fake out.”
“Fake?” Natsu was confused. Who was the fake?
Gajeel paused in his steps, and gave Natsu a severe look, “Are you fuckin’ stupid? Sparky! Thunder Lord! He’s not a real dragon slayer, that scent is all messed up. Probably got his hands on something real foul, desperate fucker. He’s not one of us, Salamander, that’s for damn sure.”
“What’s your point?” Natsu narrowed his eyes as he stood up, feeling rather conflicted about Gajeel’s words. He was not currently happy with the older guy, at all. Natsu doesn’t understand why Laxus could do this when he used to be so kind. Clearly he needs to be stopped, his behavior was awful right now, but it doesn’t ignore the fact that when he had first joined Fairytail, Laxus was one of the only people who understood how he felt.
It wasn’t a secret that Laxus had a synthetic dragon slayer magic thanks to the likes of his horrible father. But even if it wasn’t gifted to him the same way it was with Natsu’s and Gajeel’s respective dragons, he still had trouble regulating his enhanced senses at first. He still has issues with motion sickness, just like they did. Laxus had given advice on how to battle his draconic instincts, how to be more human-like along with the others.
Laxus might not have a dragon, but that didn’t give Gajeel the right to dismiss his abilities and nature because it wasn’t proper.
“Laxus goes through the same shit we do, dragon or not. It wasn’t his fault he turned out like that, he was just a kid when it happened!”
“And?” Gajeel’s nostrils flared, “The fact that he has the ability to wield dragon slayer magic means that someone had killed a dragon. And with ours missing for years, it’s not crazy to think of the possibilites. Laxus is proof of that ugly shit.”
Natsu’s heart dropped, “N-No. No way.”
“You--” Gajeel growled before throwing his hands up in the air, “This is the reason why I didn’t want to join you pansies in the first place. Nakama is fuckin’ strong, sure, you’ve proven that. I’ve felt it, fought against it and lost. Know what else it fuckin’ does? Blinds you and makes you weak. I mean look at Sparky, nakama this and nakama that yet he’s the biggest pain in the ass right now. And now you don’t want to see that he’s a faker just because your friends.”
Gray bit his lip. The more Gajeel speaks, the more he realizes that their minds are rather similar sometimes. He doesn’t agree with Gajeel calling them pansies and that friendship makes you weak, but the conclusions that he was drawing were rather logical. Especially considering he hasn’t been a member of Fairytail for long, compared to the rest of them. Still, there was one thing that needed to be set straight,
“Sure. I get your point, I guess. Dickhead round about way of going for it, but what did we expect.” Gray huffed before crossing his arms and turning serious. “But the point is that these dragon killing conspiracies can wait. We have a ticking clock for fuck’s sake! I don’t know if you think Laxus was bluffing about killing the girls, but I personally don’t want to take that chance. Hash it out later, lizard brains. We’ve got to beat Laxus first then you can interrogate him.”
Erza nodded her agreement and clapped to regain their focus, though Gajeel and Natsu were still looking at each other warily. One couldn’t understand that Laxus wasn’t a real dragon slayer, so he was naturally inferior and shouldn’t be calling himself one of them. The other couldn’t understand why origins mattered when in the end, they all suffer in the same ways. That made them equals.
Gajeel stalked off first, walking past Erza and Mystogan with a small grumble of anger before being abruptly stopped by magical runes appearing. He took a step back in confusion before trying again, with no avail of being able to leave. His cheeks burned brightly with embarrassment as Gray openly snickered at his predicament, while Natsu was still frustrated but couldn’t help but let out a snort.
Erza’s nose twitched while Mystogan remained expressionless. Wordlessly, Gajeel stomped back towards Natsu and sat down next to the dragon slayer, as Natsu said his goodbyes and goodlucks to the others as they decided to proceed and move on.
Then after an awkward lingering silence, Natsu took his seat next to Gajeel, the two of them quiet as they watched Happy attempt to make Makarov feeling better by the camera lacrima. Natsu gulped as he gave Gajeel a hesitant look, whose eyes flashed with annoyance before letting out a grumble.
“What.”
“Your…words does make some sense, I guess. About the whole…” Natsu trailed off, feeling a bit sick. Fighting personal thoughts about Igneel for a while now and the adolescent anger that he had for him, it was jarring to think about other what ifs. What if Igneel had been killed and his essence turned into lacrima? Did something bad happen to him? Or what if he just didn’t want Natsu anymore? It was awakening some thoughts that he had shifted away from for some months as he had other things to worry about, but what goes around eventually comes back.
“Dragon murder?” Gajeel was just not a fun guy, huh.
Natsu glared at him while he just shrugged, “It’s possible.”
“I know,” Natsu agreed with clenched teeth, “But that doesn’t mean you get to pick on Laxus for it. His father did that to him, and he had to learn the hard way about how to maintain his mana and instincts. It wasn’t easy for him, alright? And he helped me by the time I joined the guild as a kid, so I won’t let you put down his experiences just because he might not have gotten it the way we did. That’s not fair.”
Natsu ran a hand through his hair as he sighed, “He’s one of us, Gajeel. Yea, he sucks right now, but he’s one of us. In the name of nakama and being a dragon slayer, alright?”
“That fucker is not my nakama,” Gajeel hissed darkly and Natsu just sighed before shrugging. He’s come to understand that people like Gajeel won’t have endless amount of friends like he did, but that was alright. As long as he wasn’t picking on anyone, who cared what he considered a friend. "We won't ever be."
“But we are, right?” Natsu nudged Gajeel’s shoulder with a grin, snickering as Gajeel gave him an insufferable look before scoffing to the side. Gajeel fisted some grass and threw it across the field next to the elevated stage they were laying on, before nodding slightly.
“See that wasn’t so hard.” Natsu teased even more causing Gajeel to sneer before rolling his eyes.
“Don’t fucking push it.” Gajeel frowned before looking idly at the cameras where Makarov was diligently watching. “I hate Sparky but I guess if he was just a kid when that transplant thing happened, it’s not his fault. Just…making do.”
Natsu smiled softly at Gajeel’s small change of heart, “Yeah, dude. Yeah.”
“He’s such a dick though, seriously. I’m not apologizing for that.”
Natsu couldn’t say much to that, “No need, because right now I agree. Can’t wait to beat his face in.”
“I’m gonna do it first.”
“Nuh uh.”
“Yuh uh.”
And in a calculated measure by Gajeel, who knew Natsu was getting antsier by the second, he decided that he wanted to let loose some steam as well as they waited for the damned runes to be let down.
So he shoved Natsu into the dirt, causing them to brawl in the middle of the grass to idly pass the time and convert some of that energy amongst themselves.
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It was rather easy, yet unsettling on tracking down Evergreen. All she had to do was follow the trail of stoned statures of her guildmates, before she found the woman. Standing before the petrified beastly form of Elfman, at which Erza paled a bit at the sight, she saw that Evergreen had turned around and give Erza a look of shock before smirking.
“Well, I suppose someone of your caliber would be able to free herself of my magic fast. A worthy opponent, even if she’s a fake.” Evergreen sniffed.
Giving Erza no time to respond, Evergreen unleashed a series of rapid fire needles that made Erza’s eyes widen slightly before going on defensive mode. Normally she would have decided that she should show off and attempt creative ways of wielding swords or whatnot in order to boast about her capabilities. To show Evergreen that she was not the average woman to be trifled with.
Instead, Erza summons a gauntlet of her Adamantine Armor, maintaining its form for a moment as she kneeled and took cover behind it. Thanks to the nature of her spacial magic, she has the ability to hold and summon over one hundred different types of armors and weapons, but the reason as to why she always just transforms into armor set was that it cost less mana.
It was a lot harder to call a specific piece of an enchanted set rather than summoning the whole thing at once, but Evergreen did not seem to be a particularly hard opponent, thus Erza decided to risk it. After noticing that the magical needle reign was over, Erza dissolved the shield and rushed forwards to the girl who immediately jump back.
Evergreen reached for her glasses and lowered them, eyes glowing as she chanted, “Stone Eyes!”
Erza, predicting that she would attempt to immobolize her once more for conveniency, quickly drew her sword to cover her eyes from her eyesight, wielding it in a sharp way. Evergreen let out a curse as she quickly closed her eyes from the reflective metal thus she doesn’t petrify herself, before shoving her glasses back on and activating her wings.
Erza was already in the process of twisting her body as she slashed downwards towards Evergreen, narrowingly missing the girl as she flew away. Erza’s sword struck the ground with a loud boom, resulting in a sharp crack into the ground where Evergreen once stood. Evergreen gulped at the sight before looking up to see Erza calmly let out a sigh before pulling her sword out of the ground with ease, red hair flowing in the wind as she turned around to face Evergreen once more with a sharp look on her face.
Erza hummed approvingly, “You are more of a challenge than I had anticipated.”
“I am the true Titania,” Evergreen huffed as she glared at Erza, “Of course I’m a challenge. I am better than you.”
Erza’s eye twitched at the statement before she clenched down on the hilt of her sword before making her advancement. Evergeen places her hands forwards to cast Fairy Machine Gun: Leprechaun, as a large gun with magical needles appeared causing Erza’s eyes to widen once more as she quickly summoned her Heaven’s Wheel Armor in return. There was a strong chance that she had the capabilities of deflecting the gun’s bullets, but why take that risk?
The faster she defeats Evergreen, the faster the other girls were free.
With that thought resolving her, Erza shot forward as she began to be pelleted by the bullets. Moving lightning fast, she had to use some of the swords to deflect few of the needles, but it was thanks to her enhanced speed mostly that she was able dodge them. It seemed as if Evergreen hadn’t expect Erza to be so dynamic with her arsenal, as she was swiftly knocking onto the ground with a thrown sword from Erza’s wheel.
It had pinned down her right arm into the ground as she tried to move, before getting ready to cast her magic with her left. Erza grabbed her arm harshly, causing Evergreen to let out a yelp before she shoved the arm into the ground and commanded one of her floating swords to stick it into place. With the swords snug in the fabric of green dress, Evergreen looked up with a glare at Erza who was peering down at her, shining from the sunlight reflecting off of the silver plates.
Meeting her glare head on, Erza demanded, “Return the girls to their previous states at once.”
Evergreen snorted, before bluffing, “You’re naive to think that I would do such a thing. It’s leverage against the rest of you, why would I ever? My eyes have remote control access anyways, so doing anything to me won’t be able to stop it.”
Erza felt a flash of fear shoot through her before she clenched her jaw and thundered, “You’re lying.”
“Am I?” Evergreen sneered before smiling widely.
Erza looked at her for a moment before sucking her teeth and letting out a resigned sigh. In the blink of an eye, there were more than thirty swords that were inches away from Evergreen, who screamed in terror at the instantaneous change. Her stomach lurched heavily as she looked to see that she was surrounded, and that Erza had squatted down to place the tip of her main sword underneath Evergreen’s chin.
Evergreen felt a bead of sweat run down her face as she let out a harsh gulp at the sight of no nonsense from Erza.
“I do not take any pleasure in this,” Erza began quietly, “But if it must be then it will be so. A true queen would do anything for her subjects, even if it involves taking a life. If you truly think that winning this coupe is worth it, then in exchange for the girls, it will be your life.”
Erza stood up once more to prepare to lunge into Evergreen, “As justice commands.”
Evergreen struggled violently against her restraints as she saw Erza move to strike downwards for her heart, when she screamed in fear, “I surrender! For god’s sake, I surrender.”
Erza immediately smiled, interally happy that her roust had worked. She had no interest in taking the life of Evergreen at all, but she had to make sure her acting was sufficient. Laxus’s hold over the Thunder Legion was strong, and after the demand to free her friends despite being immobolized, Evergreen had proved her stubbornness.
Of course, if Evergreen hadn’t stated that she had surrendered, Erza would have simply knocked her out anyways. That would’ve freed the girls, thanks to Evergreen’s lost of control due to being unconscious. She supposed that it was rather satisfying instead to have the girl surrender to her, and force her to see that for her to attempt to take the Titania mantle was foolish.
And she should never do it again.
“Thank you,” Erza stated with a polite smile before slamming the hilt of her sword into Evergreen’s head.
The girl was instantly knocked out upon impact, as Erza desummoned the rest of her armor, standing up to crack her neck as she let out a content sigh. She looked around afterwards, however, before noticing the small floating surveillance lacrima in the sky that was viewing the battle.
She smirked before pointing the sword in that direction,
“You’re next, Laxus.”
And she hope he heard her loud and clear.
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To be honest, she was dreading this encounter and avoided it as long as possible, but it seemed fate wasn’t so kind, something she knows too well. Last time she had remembered that he had the ability to see souls, and considering that Lucy was currently petrified still, perhaps there was a slim chance that she could get away with their duo souled state.
“Wha--” Bixlow stared at the hooded form of Rushii before letting out a long and manic cackle, tongue sticking out wildly as he held his stomach as he howled in the plaza. He just couldn’t believe his eyes!
Rushii pursed her lips as she waited impatiently for the dramatics to end. ‘Well there goes that wish.’
“Another twin soul host?!” Bixlow exclaimed with raw glee, causing Rushii to let out a sigh as she figured her measly cover was broken, before she froze. Rushii felt the blood rush to her head as a dizzy spell came over her, feeling an extreme coldness wash over. Did he just--
Did he just say another?
She had originally planned to ignore him and stay silent, as that was the best way to antagonize such interesting characters, but she couldn’t help herself. With her throat feeling rather dry at the moment, she croaked out, “Another?”
Bixlow paused for a moment before smirking rather large, “Why yes, I thought the first boy was the only case to exist as it’s never been heard of…but now you’re the second. Wow! WOW!”
A boy.
A boy.
A boy.
“What was his name?” Rushii whispered.
Bixlow cocked his head and shrugged, “I dunno. He was just a brat, like maybe nine or ten? Anyways, it doesn’t matter. I just want to fight, who has time for dumb questions?!”
Rushii’s eyes darkened as she felt that old rage of hers bubble up inside of her at the thought of letting this information disappear on her. There was no fucking way that she was going to let Bixlow escape after these revelations.
This was the first time that something has so clearly deviated from the script she’s known, answers to that she’s been waiting nearly a decade for. A chance to finally take a step forward in putting old demons to rest, to learn if that wretched man managed to survive the gate just as she did, and to take a lead on where to go to next in hunting him.
Like hell Bixlow was going to win
Not when she needs answers.
Notes:
Gulps!
One hell of a cliffhanger huh? I've been waiting for this moment for a loooooong time, but that's all I'll say. No spoilers!
So let's do some dissections and explanations just as I normally do right? I always damn near hit the max that's allowed in end notes. Anyways, let's begin.
Erza, she's always been a rather serious character right? Always carried a stick up her ass and was rather rigid, but well, such deep brushes with death will change your experience and expectances with life, I'd imagine and this is the beginning of the results. Don't worry, she's still our justice, rule follower to the core and she won't hesitate to enforce some schooling to the likes of Team Haluna but, there is a more...relaxed nature that she'll be exploring? Like originally, I'm pretty sure that Erza was thoroughly fired up and upset that Evergreen had claimed to be Titania but this time around, yea she's annoyed but nothing to lose her head about. A more mature look into her, for sure.
Now Gajeel! I've stated before in other chapters but well while Gajeel has been prejudiced against, he is still very much capable of doing the same to others thanks to his long years and upbringing in Phantom Lord. He will always be a more darker character, for that is his nature, and that is okay! If everyone thought the same as Natsu, well that would be a rather dull experience right? I wish to normalize his type of behavior in a way, like it is okay to not be crystal clear in the morals department. Natsu and Gajeel will help each other out, as we've seen with Natsu already. He managed to begin to knock some sense into Gajeel about not dismissing Laxus's status, but respected his wishes and his dislike of the man. I'd like to think that before Natsu (my version not canon) would have tried to convince Gajeel to give Laxus a shot, but like Erza, Natsu has matured and changed slowly as well.
Yes, Fraxus will become a thing, just like all the other couples in due time. Slow burn ftw!
But the Dreyars...oh, Laxus...I cannot describe my vision in proper words for the man and the family, it's really complex so I'll do my best but I think it'll be butched. Feel free to explain it better in the comments, as some of you guys are so articulate, I swear! Anyways Laxus is a great example of growing up with someone that's rather sociopathic and borderline (if not fully) abusive, and the way Ivan portrayed his "love" for his son was by forcing him into dangerous situations in order achieve his own selfish desires. Yet that is still his father, and even if Laxus denies it, Ivan's grip was deeper than he probably realized, beyond their shared ideals of making Fairytail "better". Ivan perhaps could've been born this way, or perhaps he was made into this by Makarov. I am purposefully not going to give too much background in regards for Ivan (at least in this arc, maybe in the future), and leave it up to you guys on how you want to interpret it, because even in real-life, there isn't a clear answer sometimes.
That's reflected in Makarov, who is burdened constantly at the thought of was it just his nature or was it is his relative absence that caused Ivan to turn out the way he did. And if he's doing it again to Laxus.
Ultimately this will end in a lesson that love alone isn't enough to heal some wounds, blood or not.
Honestly...I can't wait to read all of your comments!
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Chapter 43: Chapter 35
Summary:
[Pt 1 of Double Update]
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Sorry for the wait, dear readers.
Enjoy this 14.5k chapter
My apologies in advance if there's any disconnect...but I think you'll still find this incredibly enjoyable.
Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Thirty-Five: If I’m on Fire, You’ll Be Made of Ashes too.
The Battle of Fairytail Arc IV
“FUCK.” Laxus roared as he threw another fragile chair into the growing pile of destruction in the room. He huffed angrily as he stared at the screen, seeing the signaled defeat of Evergreen and the blasted red-headed woman’s sword pointing directly at him. His anger was a wild thing, pulsing and generating electricity as he raged.
Freed grimaced. “We have lost our leverage.”
Laxus whipped around towards Freed and glared at him so darkly that it nearly made the script mage flinch for a multitude of reasons. But Freed was used to these foul moods, he knew that he just had to remain calm and complacent for a moment before it would roll over, just like thunder. He was always the better one equipped at dealing with Laxus when it came to his brooding temperament, and this incident didn’t change a thing.
If anything, he was eager to help bring the man a special kind of relief.
The lightning dragon slayer stalked forwards quickly, eyes distant but his body knew. Instant relief, something quick to help steady his mind and give him pleasure. Two birds, one stone. He was fucking furious, why did Evergeen have to be defeated? She had swore that she was going to defeat Erza, she told him that he could trust her for handling the S-Class mage.
He knows what Evergreen is capable of, she could’ve done it. But she didn’t. That reflects back onto him and his image.
Perhaps…he had overestimated her.
Perhaps he should--
A pair of lips smash into his own as a slender man steps into his vicinity. Laxus blinks as his short blonde hair had hands weaved within them, pulling on the strands causing him to focus on the pleasure of the burn rather than the corruption of his thoughts. He blinked once more before closing his eyes and groaning into the heated kiss, holding Freed with a damned near bruised grip.
Freed let out a soft sound and Laxus focused onto the green haired man, ignoring the rolling lurch that his stomach gives whenever he’s in the man’s proximity, whenever they break that line when no one else is watching. When Freed reminds Laxus that he was a man with deep desires, and that the only cure to his maddening rage was his lips on his and no one else’s.
Freed flinched at the electricity that shocks him as Laxus slams him into the wall in order to press against him harder. His hands spasms in the man’s hair but he ignores the pain, ignores the burn. Because Laxus always did, and that’s all that mattered right now. Satisfying Laxus. Satisfying Freed’s cravings for the man, even if it wasn’t healthy.
And god, they were not healthy.
Freed knew and he didn’t find himself to care right now. Just like all the times before.
Their intense makeout was interrupted by a revelation that more of Fairytail’s weaker members had been taken down despite Evergreen’s loss. It eased Laxus a bit, but he was still angry. It was only a matter of time before the news of the girls being freed from their stoned imprisonment reached the rest, and they’d lose their motivation for continuing. Damn that fucking scarlet haired bitch. Damn Evergreen.
“We will have to proceed with Thunder Palace.” Laxus stared at Freed, looking back at the disgruntled man that he held against the wall to. Laxus looked down at their positioning properly, with an air of practiced nonchalant and indifference. But Freed knew, knew that he was eyeing him like he was going to be his next meal when it was all over. That the victories rile him up just as much as the defeats, and that he will need someone to help blow over the excess steam.
Laxus smiles as he presses a thigh deeper into Freed’s crotch, basking in the man’s pinched but pleasured expression. Oh how he loved seeing his face like this. He couldn’t help himself, Laxus trailed a hand down and caressed Freed’s cheek with dark eyes before clasping gently around his throat. Not enough to cut off air supply, but he might as well have, based off of the gasp that overtakes Freed and the glazed look in his eye.
“Will you remain by my side?”
“Of course,” Freed whispers against his hold. “But what about Evergreen? What will you do with her?”
Laxus looked to side and just shrugged, “I have no place for losers on my side.”
I damn near lost against that cloaked person, Freed’s minds betrays him. He swallows and shifts a bit, “Surely there can be exceptions? She’s Thunder Legion, she’s--you told us that we were pack.”
Thunder Legion was all that Laxus had once he started to spend more time away from Fairytail, the expulsion of his father was his last straw before he began to generate such distance. There, he had found them, one by one before they had followed him back to the guild hall and took the mark, just so that they could remain by their savior’s side. Laxus wasn’t the kindest man alive, but from their origins to the man he was staring at now, there was a change. It was gradual, but there was a change.
But it didn’t fucking matter because they were Thunder Legion. They were always the exception, and yes, Laxus would get angry and he would yell but he wouldn’t discard them afterwards. Evergreen was one of them, it was them against the fucking world. That should mean something.
Did they mean something to him?
Did he?
Laxus scowled and ripped his hand away from Freed, who stared at him with confusion mixed with pain. “You were pack so long as you were useful.”
Freed felt as if he’d been slapped. His lips burned. “What are you saying right now Laxus? That your goals and your ambitions are so important that suddenly we are expendable too?”
“I can’t help how you interpret my words.”
“Well, you’re right, I suppose I can’t help that you sound like your grandfather, based off what you’ve been telling us about him.”
Laxus’s eyes flashed, “Don’t fucking start with me, Freed. I am nothing like him.”
“You’re right, I thought you were supposed to be better.” Freed swallowed before giving the dragon slayer a pained look. “Do we truly mean nothing to you?” Do you only use me for--
“No.” Laxus said after a long moment.
“No…you’re right. I’m disappointed that Evergreen lost, but she’s still loyal. She’s not like the rest. We’ll pick her up once Thunder Palace is activated.”
He turned around promptly, with an air of finality to his words as he collected himself and stared at the lacrima screens before him once again. Every once in a while, a bolt of lightning would crackle around him but he ignored them as he glared at the screen. It makes Freed feel a bit hollow inside, but that’s how it normally goes. It would’ve been worst if he had treated him like he did earlier, asking and whispering as if he had truly loved him and wanted to know how he was doing.
But Freed knew the truth, he wanted to make sure that his possessions were still in tact, and while even if they “weren’t like the rest”, they still followed Laxus’s orders to the word. They never deviated, never once failed to back him up. They were his exceptions because they never questioned him.
Freed looked down at his own clothes and quickly got himself together. Whatever dark arousal that was there before was long gone due to the fear of being casted aside without a moments notice. He had managed to help Evergreen but who’s to say that their act together would burn the last sentiments that Laxus possessed before his greed and ego consumes him. What then?
Freed did not want to know, and well, he never claimed to be a good person either. They were all affected by his descent, in a way. And they never were loud enough to stop him.
“Don’t forget your job, if you’re well enough to continue to fight for our future, at least. With Evergreen down, Fiore knows when it’ll be the next time that she’ll awake to fight again. It’s only us now, so failure won’t be an option.”
Laxus didn’t even look back towards him as he left, eyes glued to his legacy.
Perhaps they played their own part in Laxus’s spiraling too.
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“We were turned to stone?” Cana Alberona asked with an incredulous but growing angrier by the second expression on her face. Mirajane stood next to her stone faced as well, which was scarier than the escalating sound of Cana’s biting voice, funny enough. Levy took a good look at Mirajane, noticing that she’s been somewhat reverting back to her younger self ever since she had gotten access to her magic back.
“Who did it?”
Levy looked around as the others discussed, taking in their surroundings. It’s not to say that she wasn’t ever aware of her surroundings, but after being ambushed and tortured, it’s a skill that you pick up rather quickly. Gajeel was here, she noticed him immediately and embarrassingly, they had made eye contact for a long moment before he was the first to look away. Levy didn’t know what to think to that so she dismissed the thought.
She had already begun her journey of moving on from their shared past, but it was difficult when it felt like she always had the same pair of eyes on her despite them not speaking since. She knew it was him, she could feel and recognize that stare from miles away (a fact that unnerved her) but she didn’t say a single word.
Let Gajeel Redfox stare for the rest of his damned life if he pleased, she didn’t owe him a thing.
She refocused her attention, internally scolding herself for letting her thoughts get carried away. Just like her to state that she didn’t care about his actions and yet spend time thinking about them anyways. The facts were presented to them, and well, it made her feel worse in a way. This was the second time that she wasn’t ready, and she was attacked against her will.
Why was the world so cruel as to remind her of how helpless she was?
She glared at the runes that surrounded the stage, mind idly analysing and thinking of the ways that the runes could be rewritten, adjusted or destroyed even, when a figure silently appeared beside her. Blinking and hiding her slight fear and flinch (she was proud about being able to hold that one in) she looks to her side to see a short haired Juvia looking around at the runes curiously before looking down at her.
She’s never really interacted with the water mage much.
“Juvia owes you an apology,” Juvia mutters quietly. “She is very sorry about what happened back then.”
Levy blinked in shock and opened her mouth to instinctively protest her words, before she realized that Juvia had been there. She was there when her Shadow Gear was being beaten, she was just off to the side looking with silent distaste. Never lending a hand in their pain but was just as silent all the same.
“It’s okay, Juvia.” Levy answered after a moment, with a small smile. “It’s easier to forgive you, since you didn’t really participate much. I had forgotten you was there to witness such a sad scene, even.”
“It was sad, but not because of you or your team’s reactions. Just our own actions that day. Phantom Lord was pathetic in that regard, not you,” Juvia answered, grateful for the forgiveness. “It was a terrible day.”
“It was.” And that was that.
Levy didn’t have anything else to say on the matter, but despite that fact, the air wasn’t as uncomfortable as it should’ve been, just a little bit awkward. Juvia’s presence was immensely more tolerable than Gajeel’s (and considerably less intense), however.
Eventually, Juvia ended up growing concerned because of the news that Gajeel and Natsu weren’t able to leave the barrier, and went to join the discussion once more, leaving Levy alone with her thoughts. It got her thinking though, just what was the difference between the two teen boys and the rest of them that got this exclusion? Was it because of their magic? Did Freed, who was the only person that Levy knew that was close to Laxus that could pull off some impressive runic magic like this, put in an exception for Laxus against the other two dragon slayers?
She patted her body for her gale force glasses, before slipping them on as she began to get closer and properly copy down some of the runes. This time, another person flopped next to her, causing her to glance over again and this time in another round of surprise.
It was Natsu, and from the expression on his face, he was not happy. “Do you think you can find a way to get this shit down?”
“Yup! I’m hoping to manage to work something out.”
Natsu flashed her a small smile filled with relief, “That’s okay. Now that you guys are freed from the stone, it’s definitely boosted our own spirits. You guys were our first priorty, you know?”
Levy took a moment to glance backwards to see their ragtag group by the stage, noting everyone before pausing and making sure she had the entire head count once more. There was a face that was missing, and her skin paled before she looked at Natsu’s pinched expression.
“She wasn’t there when we stepped out of the stone.”
“Fuck.” Natsu cursed before running a hand through his pink hair as he glared daggers at the ground. Levy felt her heart grow heavy at the indication and she quickly placed a hand on Natsu’s clenched fist. Natsu looked at her and Levy could only hope that her smile in exchange was reassuring, “Looks like we will be taking this barrier down quickly, then.”
“Do you think Laxus has Lucy?” Natsu practically growled out.
Levy hated that she didn’t have the answer, and Natsu reflected that same sentiment within himself.
She could only hope that she could decipher then re-engineer these runes so that they could go off and find her themselves. Levy couldn’t help but take proper note of Natsu’s expression and his demeanor, tense and anxious all for the sake of Lucy. Levy is in the same state, as well as for anyone else that’s not in their vicinity, but Natsu seemed to take this rather personally, which isn’t anything particularly new either upon first glance. Natsu has always been as protective as he is loud, smiling and ready to fight on the behalf of Fairytail, ever since she’s known him really.
While she couldn’t sit here and say that they were the bestest of friends, there were just certain facts that were always true growing up (until it wasn’t). Mirajane, Cana, and Laxus were going to take care of them.
Natsu, Erza, and Gray were going to rumble around and cause chaos while fighting amongst themselves but would also be the first group to pick you up and fight by your side should things turn dicey.
Lisanna was always going to lend a listening ear, Elfman was a shy but determined pillar of support, Reedus was always going to be drawing comics and bringing them to life in his favorite corner of the guild hall.
All were facts at some point in time and although some things have subjected to change over the years, not Natsu, no, he’s always been consistent. Which is why the average person would have missed it, just chucking it up to his normal behaviors. But Levy has been reading numerous of novels her entire life, she’s mastered the ability to see and look at things beyond the fine print a long time ago.
And what she finds as she glances at the torn expression within Natsu’s eyes, she could barely hold back the giggle that threatens to overtake her despite the wary circumstances. Fiore, Lucy and Natsu are going to be the saga of a lifetime and she cannot wait to see the full extent of their union as it blossoms moving forwards. It’s like watching her favorite action-romance novel come to life, when it comes to the two of them.
Although, Levy grew serious at the reminder of their predicament, they could definitely tone it down with the danger these days. Fiore knows if fate knows the definition of the word vacation meant, with the amount of shit that’s been piling up against Fairytail.
“How do you know what’s what? What do you know about this?” Natsu inquired and Levy blinked in surprise at his interest before answering. He probably needs a distraction, and well, there’s never a bad time to share knowledge. Besides, the chattering and explanation helps soothe her mind as well as she begins to properly multitask. “Well, for one, I can definitely tell you that it’s an underrated magic--but only because there’s not alot of people who have the time and patience to learn. The theoretical side is unmatched, I mean think about this--an entire language that is available to only a few selected group of people who can understand and counteract the works, that has the potential to do anything you want. Honestly pretty scary, right?”
Natsu’s eyes widened as he nodded, “Woah. I think I get it…it’s like if you are the only person who knows the code, then no one else can break it.”
“Exactly. It’s different from my solid script magic, because my magic actually turns the words that I generate into a physical form thanks to mana. Rune magic like this however, it’s like series of commands that generates the outcome. To make water, I would just have to spell out water, but with runes, perhaps I’d have to spell out “make water appear”. Again, theoretically, it creates the same output, but mine is faster in this case, less words, you know?”
Natsu hummed, “So doesn’t that make your magic stronger then?”
Levy shook her head, “Not always. I probably am better when it comes to more mundane, quick things but see this entire forcefield?” She grabbed Natsu’s hand and placed it closer to the edge of the forcefield, and they both quietly watched as Natsu’s palm made solid contact but also showcased the language of the runes briefly. Once Natsu’s palm stopped touching the barrier, the words returned invisible.
“I don’t have that capability, unfortunately. I could spell out the term forcefield and it has a chance to generate the same outcome as Freed’s magic, but there’s more variables to think about. Do I have the same mana pool as Freed? Even if I could generate a similar forcefield to this size, would I even be able to sustain it for a long period of time? I assume it’s been around an hour or two since this entire incident began, and this forcefield has been up the entire time. I’ve never had the chance or thought, really, to speak with Freed properly about the extents of his magic, but it’s impressive work regardless.” Levy nodded before letting out a small, self-deprecative smile.
“I’m not that strong compared to this.”
“Hey,” Natsu frowned, “Don’t say that.”
Levy shrugged before she began to translate the runes once more, “It’s a logical fact, Natsu. I don’t have the same capabilities right now, and that makes me weaker. I’m sad, but I’m not in denial about it, so you shouldn’t be either.”
“...you don’t have to have the biggest bang in battle to be the strongest one,” Natsu answered, and Levy couldn’t help her noise of surprise, to which Natsu grinned slightly, “What? I can sound wise too, you know.”
“No one doubted that,” Levy huffed out a small laugh, “I just didn’t expect you of all people to say something like that.”
“Seems like you doubted me, then.” Natsu playfully grumbled while Levy giggled, “No, no. I meant that quite literally you are known for your loud bangs in battle, and I think you’re pretty damn strong. I mean, you have a whole title, Salamander, right? That’s pretty badass. Takes power to be named by someone else, you can’t deny that.”
“True,” Natsu could admit that. More often than not, they call him Salamander instead of Natsu, so he couldn’t deny the fame even if he wanted to, “But that’s just not the only way to prove that you’re the shit. You seem to be able to know this rare language that Freed knows, yeah? That’s wicked cool, dude. Knowledge is power too!”
Levy paused before giving Natsu a long look of amusement. “...Lucy taught you that line, didn’t she?”
“Yup.” Natsu didn’t even bother to hide the fact and they both quietly chuckled at the fact.
She has to admit that even if she still feels a bit uneasy with this newfound light that’s been shone on her own capabilities, it’s a bit reassuring to have one of the strongest members of the guild tell you that you are strong. “I just…I’m ready to change. I want to be stronger for myself and for you guys too.”
I just don’t know how, and it’s so frustrating when the world doesn’t stop to let you catch up.
“I think that’s a good goal to have,” Natsu couldn’t help but to be proud of Levy. He stood to get up, this break from being emotionally exhausted with his inability to do anything was much needed. He can’t say that he speaks to Levy often, but, he’ll definitely put in a mental note to speak with her more often. He gestured wildly to the invisible runes,
“I can’t help ya with this, but when this shit is all over, I don’t mind helping ya out with fighting and stuff! Perks of being Thee Salamander.”
Levy snorted but thanked him for his words before waving goodbye as he made his way back towards the group. A year ago and Levy would have either politely shot him down or just never brought up the thought of Natsu helping her out with training after the nice suggestion. But now? Well things have changed, and like she stated before, she’s ready to try now.
But that’s for future Levy to think about, Levy paused before frowning at her notes. Most of the translations were just being repeated over and over across the entire field, which is nice. That meant that she only needed to study a selected portion, and the changes that she’ll write into the runes will create a ripple effect across the entire forcefield.
The runes were the confusing part.
There were only two rules; stoned statues (a bit redundant if you’d ask her, they can’t really move if they’re stoned…) and anyone over the age of eighty.
So, the next question is, why did it stop Natsu and Gajeel, when it was clear that the only person that this rule should be meant for was Makarov?
Levy looked over at the dragon slayers, perhaps it was a mistake? It could be the nature of their magic, but that was quite the stretch. And many loopholes. Considering that magic has been around for eons, she doubted that that was the answer. Perhaps, there is a secret rune that stops dragon slayers, and that was certainly more believable, but considering the facts….
Well, it’s not going to matter soon once Levy does the finishing touches on the rune, but it is rather peculiar.
Because if there isn’t a secret rune against dragon slayers within this forcefield, then…there are some hypothesizes that could be generated from this small piece of knowledge.
After all, magic itself does not lie.
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It took everything within him not the crash and burn everything when he realized that of all the women to step out from their stoned enclosure, Lucy was not with them. But that couldn’t be possible, because Lucy was turned to stone right before his very eyes.
He saw that Laxus had leaned against her frozen state, and he had felt the all-consuming rage threatening to take over then.
The realization that Lucy wasn’t going to walk out from backstage with the rest of them was enough to start flaming those embers once more, but a long silent exchange with Gray had managed to hold it in this time around too.
Natsu had originally thought that he had left with Erza and Mystogan to get some more answers, but he guessed that he had either returned or Gajeel was too busy distracting him with a small brawl in the grass. It’s nice though, confirmation that they were getting better and that Gray still felt that he could count on Natsu, and vice versa, when it comes to serious things like this.
Besides, Natsu wasn’t alone in his anger and he’s a bit darkly satisfied at that fact. While Gray had stopped him last time, this time he was having a much harder time in hiding his displeasure with the silent revelation, and Natsu could see a newfound tension taken over his body. Still, Natsu ran a hand through his hair in a stress filled motion, it was taking so much to not just slam out of here.
Levy helped. She helped a lot, actually. Seeing that there was something that could be done about this shitty barrier that stopped him from moving around Magnolia was definitely a bit soothing to the anger that was dancing within him. Her explanations were calming too, it had reminded him of Lucy. It wasn’t any wonder that Levy was her first friend after him.
“Oi,” Natsu greeted Gajeel who was looking over in the distance at…Levy behind him, before giving his attention to Natsu. Natsu raised an eyebrow, “Any particular reason you’re staring into Levy’s soul?”
Gajeel ignored him and well, that was just insulting. Natsu grumbled and continued on anyways, “She’s working a way to remove the barrier.”
The tiny uplift in the corner of Gajeel’s mouth has Natsu blinking in even more surprise, because if Gajeel smiled it was because of someone else’s misfortune. Not because of good news, unless it pertained to Juvia. But even then, there was a fifty-fifty chance that he’d react in a “positive” manner. “Didn’t have any doubts. We’d bust outta here anyways, whether Shrimp helped or not. Just a matter of time.”
Suddenly, Gajeel’s eyes narrowed and he frowned deeply, looking towards Makarov’s direction where the rest of the projections were. He opened his mouth to say something, but Mirajane’s sudden appearance by their sides beat him to the punch.
“What the hell? Do you guys feel that?”
Mirajane, who was extra sensitive to mana these days due to being able to access her magic again after so many years of ignoring it, caused Natsu to sharpen his own senses and feel in the direction that he saw them looking at. That’s when he felt the electricity dancing across the hairs of his skin, rising goosebumps on his flesh. Something was about to happen, and it was going to be big.
They got their answer seconds later, when a massive wave of mana erupted across Magnolia, and then there were things in the sky that was flashing and crackling with energy. At the same time, Makarov let out a loud, wet cough, causing everyone’s eyes to go wide as he wiped his mouth and there was a streak of red on his hand. Mira, Natsu and Gajeel race over towards his side with the rest as everyone, including Levy, crowded around the guildmaster.
Makarov let out another cough, grimacing at the sight of the blood, “Well, this isn’t good.”
“Now isn’t the time for your sarcasm,” Gray spatted out as he glared at Makarov, who just chuckled at his expression. “Something is wrong with you, old man!”
Makarov hummed, suddenly looking his age in a way that made everyone feel distinctively uncomfortable. Even though everyone knows that one day, it will be your turn to give your mana back to nature, it was still not a pleasant reminder of one’s mortality, especially with the older folks. It always feels as if they’ll live forever, even if they knew the truth. He could see it on his pseudo-grandchildren’s faces and he let out a sigh, “I don’t plan to let whatever this spell is, take me down, but well, I’ve made peace a long time ago that I have lived a decent life.”
“Stop,” Cana barked at Makarov with a glare that rivaled Gray’s at the moment, “Don’t you fucking start. Fairytail never gives up, and that includes you, so I need you to gather that Ten Wizard Saint magic you got inside you and keep it together. That’s an order.”
Everyone nodded at Cana’s words.
For a split second, Makarov gave Cana a look of interest and internal contemplation before he let out that aloof old man grin, “But Cana! This old man is tired.”
“Then go sit down and rest but I better see you still breathing.”
Makarov huffed dramatically but internally, it warms his heart to see that the children of Fairytail cared so much about him. A reminder that they fight for him just as hard as he fights for them in return. “Fine, fine.”
Another strong red cough but he turns serious, “Before I settle down, however, I would like to be kept in the loop of what your next potential steps will be. Even if I’m dying, or Fiore knows what Laxus has cursed upon me, I am still your guildmaster, and this is an order.”
Cana huffed at his cheek but made no room for arguments. “What do we know?”
Levy stepped up first, “Well, I’ve come to bring some good news. The barrier is in the process of collapsing. After we were freed, I took it upon myself to see what’s been stopping some of us from leaving this vicinity, and I was thankfully able to crack the code.”
“I knew you could do it,” Natsu said easily with a small grin that Levy mirrored.
“This mana wave had distracted me, of course, but once I head back to the area that I was working in, it should be good to go. The only issue is that I don’t know how fast the nullification rate will be, but it will work.”
“If you can get a big enough hole for us to move through, that’ll be enough.” Gajeel quietly piped up. “I was able to enter despite the barrier, it just didn’t let me leave.”
Levy looked down at the grass and nodded before gesturing towards the sky, “Based off of what I’ve briefly observed, I think it’s reasonable to infer that those are lacrima orbs holding electric mana, maybe even Laxus’s himself.”
A small thump to the side had everyone looking, only to see Mirajane de-transforming from her Satan Soul: Majin form. She crossed her arms, “Levy’s right. I was quick to fly into the air thanks to Satan’s help to check out what that was and it was a bunch of them. I even accidently brushed on of them with my wings, and I was slightly shocked back. But it didn’t hurt, just a small tingle. Oddly enough, it felt just like how my wing gently touched the orb.”
Levy’s eyes widened, “Hold on, are you sure it felt the exact same?”
“Yeah, I’d say so. I was expecting to be shocked to hell, but it barely felt like anything to my surprise.”
Levy bit her lip as her eyes began to dart around quickly, while the rest of the group had begun to discuss potential next moves after the confirmation. Gajeel glanced down at Levy. She was thinking of something, putting together different clues and pieces. It was different from the defiant look that she had, but still equally as intriguing. From mere two fuckin’ seconds of this shit happening, she had managed to take note of the newest changes in their surroundings, and accurately guess a conclusion.
She’s smart as fuck, Gajeel concluded. It takes great analytical skill to be able to deduce something like that and be correct. How in the world were they able to jump her back then, if she was capable of such fast deduction?
“What are you thinking about?” Gajeel knows that Levy isn’t particularly fond of him, go figure, but he decided to take the gamble anyways. Deep down, he’s always burning to know what the thoughts are behind those chocolate eyes. He’s always wanted to know, even back then. “What’s the truth, Shrimp?”
Levy paused and gave him a look of slight disbelief, “....Shrimp?”
She decided to ignore the fact that Gajeel seemed to have faith that whatever she comes out sharing is just factual information. What an odd man.
“My name is Levy.”
Gajeel at least had the decency to turn a bit red with shame and embarrassment. He knew if Bunny Girl was here now, she’d scold at him at Levy’s side but her eyes would laugh like no tomorrow at his fucking face. “...I know.”
“Right…”
Gajeel cleared his throat, “Sorry. Levy, what did you figure out?”
Levy couldn’t believe that they were having a conversation to be honest. She’s already moved on from the incident of course, after long deliberation, but it didn’t make things any less awkward. Sure, they’ve had their moments where they’ve helped each other despite their shared past but…well it’s just--she’s never thought that she’d actually speak to the man beyond moments like that! “Oh--Well. I, well I thought that since Mirajane received a reaction from the lacrima orb that was similar to the action that she inflicted on it, then it was an one-to-one connection. Like Isaacal H. Newtonian states, “for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction”. Basically, this means---”
“If we smack that fuckin’ ball in the sky with our hardest spell, it’ll hit us with it’s hardest spell too as a defense.”
Levy nodded, “Exactly that. Organic Link Magic, is what it’s called, I think.”
“You know.” Gajeel replied.
“Pardon?”
“You don’t think, you know the answer.” Gajeel answered before giving her a slight nod and he walked off, deciding that that was enough torment that he’ll give the girl with his presence. It’s so infuriating, not understanding why this need to understand this girl was coming from. It’s extra punishing when he knows that he probably wouldn’t be so awkward and stiff if he hadn’t been so weak with Phantom Lord, at least when it came to standing on his own personal morals.
Levy just stood in silence as she mulled over Gajeel’s words, trying to understand the jist of them. Is he making fun of her by stating that she’s smart? Too smart for her own good? Or is he…trying to tell her to have more confidence? To be more certain of her answer? Once again, Gajeel Redfox is proving to be a complex figure and one that she doesn’t wish to dissect for once, but fate is a funny thing.
Because for some godforsaken reason, she feels a bit more confident in her ability to solve problems now.
…what an odd man.
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--R--
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A boy.
Rushii stared down Bixlow for a long moment before she clasped her hands together, summoning yet another spirit from her world. The sky seemed to darken for a moment as her eyes shone gold before a key appeared in between her hands. A gust of wind blew between them as she made the key float and she pointed at Bixlow,
“Open the Gate of the Lion: Leo.”
A deep roar filled the lands, causing both Bixlow and Rushii to jump because neither expected any sound to come out from the celestial spirit. Bixlow was already baffled by the unusual display of the magic summoning, eyes opening in wonder and slight fear as he was stared down by what appeared to be a body of stars. Interstellar Leo strolled out of his gate with powerful strides, his hair longer than usual, resembling a starry lion’s mane as his fist began to glow with a celestial light.
“Rushii…?”
Rushii paused as Interstellar Leo walked past to take care of Bixlow, feeling utter relief that Lucy had made it back to her. She sounded a bit groggy though, no doubt slowly coming from the magic’s hold on her psyche. She briefly wondered if mental attacks were stronger against their shared body due to the already heavy burden of hosting twin souls. “I am glad to see that you’re okay, Lucy. Normally we’d switch without hesitation, but I ask this once to let me remain in control. I have some questions that I need to know the answers to.”
“What…? Questions? What happened…”
Bixlow took a crushing blow from a powerful Regulus Impact to the stomach, vomiting whatever he had ate for lunch prior to their traitorous plans. He staggered backwards, bile running down his mouth as he frantically began to order his dolls to block the next hit from Interstellar Leo, momentarily successful. The totem dolls splintered on impact, causing Leo to shield where his eyes would be, crossing his forearms against his face.
Bixlow turned and ran into a toy store, no doubt gearing up more ammunition against this celestial beast. Rushii began to sweat and feel a bit winded at the excertion of Leo’s power, which confirmed that despite not having a physical key to summon the spirit, it’s still the results of her own mana. Considering there wasn’t too much of a difference between the feeling of summoning Virgo and Cancer, compared to Leo, it probably matters the power level of the spirit as well.
As the leader of the Zodiacs, he’d definitely be up there.
Rushii took in a deep breath as she watched from the side, leaning against a wall in order to explain what she knew to Lucy while keeping an eye on the battle between her spirit and Bixlow.
“Evergreen used her mana to place you and the rest of the participants of that pageant into a stoned prison, but since she technically only hit you, I was left to free our physical body and take over after a moment.” Lucy let out an thoughtful hum,
“Okay, that makes since. So, you think that we have to be hit twice when it comes to certain magic?”
Rushii grinned. There was her smart little sister, catching on quickly, “That’s right. Seems to be the logical conclusion here, no?”
A loud explosion then a high-pitched scream in the distance.
They both ignored it.
“It makes sense…but does that include having the ability to reverse the stonification?”
Rushii furrowed her brow, “I mean, if I was technically not hit with Evergreen’s spell, then it would be grounds for nullification, right?”
“I agree, but well…” Lucy paused for a moment, embracing the new information that’s been revealed after some time. Faintly, she’s a bit surprised that she doesn’t feel super freaked out that she had just been turned into statue, but hearing that Rushii had been able to get them to safety and take over, well was there ever a time where she has doubted her nee-san’s capabilities? She’ll just consider her sister yet another blessing despite the circumstances, and move on with what she knows.
Unbeknowst to her, her tone of voice had turned a bit more sterner and Rushii bit back a small chuckle as she felt Lucy tap into that “leader” mode. “I think that two things can be true. What you stated about the conditions for magic like Evergreen to affect our body…and the possiblity that perhaps you’re--you’re not just a celestial spirit mage anymore.”
Rushii blinked. Then blinked again. Not just a celestial spirit mage anymore? But she had to be one still, because if she wasn’t, then who was she? Her mother had passed down those keys to her, she always knew that she was going to fall in the Heartfilia’s footsteps and become a celestial spirit mage, it was in her blood. What the hell?
Her eyes flicked subconsciously to the glowing figure of Interstellar Leo kicking Bixlow’s ass, and well, that--that wasn’t the usual celestial spirit magic. Shit. Shit, she can’t have another identity crisis take over. Her stomach churned and Rushii let out a small groan.
“Let’s not talk about that right now.”
“...it’s okay not to be just a cele---”
“Please, Lucy.”
“...okay.”
“It’s time to get some real answers from Bixlow,” Rushii stated as she began to slowly walk towards the ruined toy shop. It went silent, so odds are her Leo had defeated Bixlow and was awaiting her next orders, or miraculously it’s the other way around. Regardless, it was grounds to investigate.
When she cautiously stepped through the broken glass and around the random ripped out stuffings of teddy bears and the crushed plastic of blocks, she looks over to see where the brunt of the damage was. Interstellar Leo had stuffed Bixlow haphazardly into the biggest bear that he could find, with his mask half ripped off, a slight hysterical look meeting her eyes as she walks over with pursed lips.
Lucy was already trying to hold back her own unexpected amusement at the sight before her, and well, it was not helping Rushii’s case. Bixlow’s green eyes glowered at the sight of her but he couldn’t resist laughing manically,
“Honestly, I thought I was gonna die to a galactical super punch.”
“Not a horrible way to go,” Rushii entertained as she flashed Interstellar Leo a grin out of nostalgia. He didn’t respond, she didn’t expect him to, but it just felt normal. It felt like what she used to do, back home. “Pretty cool way to bang out.”
Bixlow humored her, “Guess so, but my aching stomach says otherwise. Seriously, I thought I had died upon impact.”
“I wouldn’t have let that happen.” Rushii promised, as while she’s a bit more grey thanks to her own experiences, taking the life of another so easily will be something that she could never properly think of nor stomach. It was too cruel, at least for someone like Bixlow. Debatable with selective others. “But I want some answers in return, about what you mentioned earlier.”
Bixlow’s eyes narrowed in thought before he hummed, “Oh yeah, the other boy with the twin soul. You wanna know about him?”
Lucy gasped harshly within her mind as Rushii swallowed, “Yes…yes I do.”
“And why should I help you? You’re against Laxus, and you just beat me. Maybe I won’t answer you out of spite.” Bixlow grinned but a deadpanned look from Rushii and a jerked thumb towards Interstellar Leo who was standing and ready for action, had the man backtracking very quickly, “Okay--Okay so, I won’t tempt you or the big guy. Got it. Answers--yeah that’s rad. Whaddya wanna know?”
“How do I know you won’t lie to me? This is not something that I want to mess around with,” Rushii narrowed her eyes but Bixlow frantically shook his head.
“No, no! I won’t lie, plus it’s like getting new information for me too. I didn’t think I’d ever meet a person who two souls inside ‘em, and now I’ve met two!”
“...okay,” Rushii swallowed again, feeling incredibly nervous. This was a big moment, fucking huge. She was potentially one step closer to finding Future Rogue’s whereabouts, and maybe they can do this. “Did you meet him personally?”
Bixlow nodded, “Briefly. I’m known in the uh, darker alleys of the streets, I’d say, due to my special skills~ Anyways, I was contacted by some guy who said that there were these two kids who were apparently orphans, but one of them had something wrong with him. Said one moment he’d be a normal, soft spoken boy and the next he’s talkin’ about dragons and murder. Wicked shit, am I right?”
Rushii paled. Two boys? What did that mean? “Hold on, so was the two souls bouncing between the two boys?”
“Nah, it was just one boy acting up. The other boy was his twin brother, apparently. Real feisty and emotional, that one. They looked nothing alike, but that’s none of my business, I guess, just their mother’s.”
Oh fuck.
“You know who they are.”
There wasn’t any doubt in her mind now. Future Rogue made it to this Earthland, and he ended up possessing the younger version of him, just like she had herself. Only while Lucy had gotten along swimmingly with Rushii, it seems Future Rogue and Present Rogue aren’t adjusting as well.
“It’s him.” Rushii whispers, to herself and confirmation for Lucy. Bixlow looked at her, intrigued, “Who? What’s the deal with you guys?”
“Nothing that pertains to you,” Rushii glared before continuing her questioning, “Why were you called, anyways?”
Bixlow winced before opening his mouth and closing it again. This was the part that really didn’t feel great, and he was a mere witness to confirm that such an event occured, but it was one of the hardest things he’s had to watch in a long time. That dark haired boy…he couldn’t have been more than ten years old. An orphan too? Laxus had been right, the world was cruel.
“You’re not gonna like this.”
“Tell me anyways.”
“The mean soul…he wanted out. He made a fucking nasty deal with the guy who hired me, that guy had to find him a body that could host him and split him from the kid in exchange for intel on “future endevaours”. I was only there to make sure that it was successful, with my eyes and well yanno, for whatever fucked up test procedure they were trying. It was….fuck it was really fucking bad.”
Rushii’s eyes widened and she couldn’t tell if it was hers or Lucy’s heart that dropped. What the fuck? A test procedure that could’ve allowed them to separate into two bodies? That would’ve changed everything, it would’ve---the possibilities. “And did it work?”
A long pause.
“...it did.” Bixlow said slowly, but it was obvious that he was holding something back. Rushii barely had the patience for the emotional torment at the thought of his next words, “Well? Clearly, there’s a catch.”
“I don’t think we’re gonna like what we hear, nee-san.”
She silently agreed.
“My advice? Don’t follow in their footsteps.”
“..Why?”
Bixlow looked a little green before answering,
“The mean one, he got a new body but was horriby disfigured in the process. Half of his face is skewed in scarring that it’s just a fucking awful thing to look at. He ended up appearing with a dark mark on the other side of his face as well, his body is the same. Nasty fucking work, and the boy?”
Bixlow let out a soft sigh,
“The boy’s eyes…it is safe to say that the dark-haired boy is blind.”
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“See you all later,” Mirajane let out a smile before taking off in her predetermined direction.
Thanks to Levy’s help with getting the barrier down, they decided that they were going to split up and cover all directions before meeting at Laxus’s location. There were multiple reasons for this, they had to pick up and rescue their fallen guild members, take care of wherever the rest of Thunder Legion was, should they cross paths, and get any lingering civilians to safety.
Natsu and Gajeel, naturally, went directly towards Laxus to buy some time. Gray and Juvia decided to pair together in order to find stragglers and get people out of here, while Cana and Levy stuck with Makarov at the stage in order to be on the lookout for Reedus, and hopefully Polyursica.
That just left her, on her way to do the same as the Gruvia pairing, but stumbled onto something else that took priority. In the distance, there was a large crash before Elfman was blasted into her view, groaning in slight pain.
“Elfman?” Mirajane voiced in shock.
Elfman turned to look at her, “Mira? Wait--Freed--”
A Dark Ecriture slash came from the direction that he was tossed in, a dark blade that shifted off to towards the right at the last second, and Elfman let out a cry as he clenched his side, blood oozing from the new sliced wound. Mirajane’s eyes snapped towards Freed, who walked over looking at Elfman in disappointment. “You were supposed to stay down if you were defeated the first time. Have you no honor?”
“You want to talk about honor?” Mirajane scoffed before glaring at Freed, “Of course, says the traitors. It’s only dishonor if it’s against your own plans, right?”
Freed pursed his lips as he eyed Mirajane, pausing his steps towards Elfman. “...I have no wish to harm a civilian, Mirajane. You are already weak enough, I take no pleasure in hurting someone who can’t fight back.”
Satan twitched violently in Mira’s soul, a feeling that she mirrored quietly.
Elfman let out a startled, incredulous laugh, “Oh man, you all have missed many many things.”
Freed raised an eyebrow, “What do you mean?”
“He means this.” Mirajane spoke as she transformed instantly into Satan Soul: Majin, before launching herself at Freed. Freed’s eyes widened as he moved to immediately brace himself for the flying kick, causing him to crash into the apartment building in the distance. Mirajane snarled before looking at Elfman, “Get out of here, Elfman.”
“But I can--”
“We’ve talked about this.” Mirajane answered kindly, despite her darkened voice and her stormier complexion. Satan wasn’t resisting her words either, begrudingly accepting that Mira needed to console her only remaining sibling. Lisanna had already left her in shambles, and Satan had just gotten to use her magic again, she won’t let her user’s mind return to despair and go back to being trapped. “You don’t need to protect me as much anymore, let me do my part as your older sister and as an S-Class member of this guild.”
Elfman still seemed unconvinced. He was supposed to be the man that stepped up and protected his family, even if he knows that his sister is an S-Class mage once again. It was his responsibility, this was different than Fairytail’s normal stubbornness. They were still learning to improve and work on themselves after they spiralled from Lisanna’s death. But it was still so hard to walk away, and accept…defeat.
“A true man knows when to walk away.” Mirajane gestured to his side, “Also, you’re bleeding. I want that checked out, little brother.”
Elfman let out a soft sigh. It’s a bit disheartening to acknowledge that despite his efforts within the last two years, his sister that has just stepped back into commission was already stronger and more capable than him. But he understands and the burning sensation on his side was getting harder to ignore by the second. He understands, but it still is a bitter pill to swallow.
He nods, “...Alright. Kick his ass, Mira.”
Mirajane let out a devilish smirk, no doubt the influence of the soul within her, “Heard loud and clear. There’s still more to do though, once you’re patched up. Head back to the stage area where Miss Fairytail was taking place--if things went according to plan, Polyursica should be arriving there to help the wounded. When you’re done, talk to Makarov or Cana, there’s more to be done around here.”
She could tell that he needed that second half of her words, perking up at the idea of being able to head back out into the field once he got his side looked at. Mirajane knew her brother well, and she had to admit that one of the better aspects of this “be a real man” mentality that he’s adopted over the years is that he’s always ready to lend an unwavering hand to help.
He’s one of the most popular members in the guild with the Magnolian people in that regard, always quick to help an old lady walking across the street, or carrying massive groceries for a family he sees struggling. Being able to assist and make people feel comfortable despite his massive frame, a magic that isn’t talked about enough. His and others’ natural philantrophic efforts help Fairytail’s reputation in their own hometown, despite the Magic Council’s loud opinions.
Elfman leaves, and once he’s out of Mirajane’s confirmed sight, she lets go of her restrain against Satan’s natural temperment. She quietly thanks the demon for allowing her to have that moment with her brother despite a blatant enemy in front of them, but Satan just internally shrugged and moved on. The demon is sure to tell her that she expects proper blood however, and while Mirajane’s own bloodlust has simmered down considerably over the years, she had no intentions of letting Freed beat her.
Especially given the circumstances.
“I didn’t expect you to have regained your magic,” Freed acknowledge with a slight grunt of pain as he steps back out into the space. Mirajane just raised an eyebrow as she readied herself,
“And what’s that supposed to mean?”
“It means,” Freed began haughtily, “That you have a golden opportunity to join Laxus, now that you’re useful again. I’ll personally recommend you to him, even.”
Mirajane paused before giving Freed an incredulous look. What had Laxus done to deserve such unwavering apparent loyalties? What is this talk about remaining useful once more, as if she was just garbage before she had begun to believe in herself again? Does Freed even hear himself, “If he’s the type of leader that determines his comrades usefulness by being unable to make mistakes or have a moment to be down, then I will respectfully decline.”
It would go against everything that she’s stands for, everything that she’s worked for.
Freed just shuts his mouth and clenches his jaw as he mulls over Mirajane’s words. They make sense. Laxus--Laxus is not that kind of man. Even if he had almost wanted to forgo Evergreen despite her defeat, he was just blinded for a moment by his desires to become a great guildmaster. All Makarov had to do was hand it over, and all of this wouldn’t have been necessary.
None of this was necessary.
Freed whisked the traitorous thoughts away at once as he summoned Dark Ecriture: Wings, glowing purple-black wings erupted from his back. He quickly adjusted the newfound runic wings and regained his balance before he launched up into the air, preparing to launch another Dark Ecriture slash. Mirajane smacks the slash away before launching into the air to swipe at Freed, clawing his cheek and arm.
Freed grabs her hand and holds it as he punches her in the face, causing Mirajane to let out a sharp hiss as her nose began to bleed. Her eyes darkened and she kicks him in the gut, causing him to crash into the ground at the unexpected fast recovery. Mirajane’s hands began to glow as she casted Darkness Stream, causing the area to grow dark for a moment as shadow hands began to race down and snatch Freed.
Freed deflected a couple of them before one managed to grab and hold onto his arm, immobolizing it. Freed eyes widened as Mirajane flew speedily towards him, delivering a sharp claw to his chest and a roundabout kick to the face that he narrowingly managed to block with his freed arm.
He let out a sharp exhale and a moan of pain however, when the momentum of the kick had knocking him backwards, hitting the ground. He gritted his teeth, he would not fail Laxus and his dreams. Deciding that the best defense would be offense in this case, Freed gave Mirajane a nasty look before ripping his captured arm and summoned Dark Ecriture: Darkness upon himself.
He let out a morbid scream as he began to transform into something resembling demonic nature, the rune that he had casted upon his skin digging into his mana core. It was a forbidden spell for a reason, as if your nature wasn’t already inherently a transformative one, it was more taxing onto the body and often left scars.
Mirajane stared in shock at the horrid transformation, hearing the cracking and breaking of Freed’s bones as he swelled with power in return. Even Satan was relatively speechless, if only at the sheer audacity at a human trying to transform into something like her, when he was clearly not meant to take such a burden.
His ears began to pour blood as his nearly blackened skin finished remodeling and hardening, before he looked directly at Mirajane with a pained but determined expression. Mirajane could only find it in herself to feel utter pity at the sight before her,
“Is it worth it? Breaking and remolding yourself into something unrecognizable, all for another man’s goal? I just--Is this what you really want, Freed? Honestly?”
Freed just glared, “Laxus and I share the same goals, is that so hard to believe?”
“It is when the blow that you sent to my brother earlier should’ve been a final one, but instead it shifted and landed on his side once more. We might not know each other well, but if that was current Laxus, he wouldn’t have hesitated in striking his opponent down with a hit like that. He doesn’t allow them to get away.”
“I did no such thing,” Freed spatted out as his heart began to lurch, frantically recalling the scenario. He did want Elfman to stay down, it’s why he attacked the man in the first place. He wasn’t following the rules, and he needed to be put in his place. Everything he did was intentional.
But deep down he knew that Mirajane was right, Laxus wouldn’t have stopped if he had saw that his attack didn’t have the intended results.
Freed…let him walk away.
“Darkness Breath,” Freed chanted immediately, rushing to finish defeating Mirajane. Enough with the chatter, with the pointless thoughts of letting one silly man leave. It didn’t matter, the end goal was going to be the same. Laxus will win, and he just--he just wanted to remain by his side. That was his goal, same as the first time they met. Do whatever it takes to let Laxus keep him, let him stay.
Mirajane let out a cry of pain and shock as she was blasted away by a sudden tornado of dark energy, hit especially hard in the chest. Satan scowled and hissed at her to get up, but the world went a bit dizzy as she was spun around before violently launched in the air. She blinked rapidly, trying to regain her balance as she flew haphazardly into the sky, Freed launching into the air unevenly to follow.
The transformation was taking its toll on his own body, and he knew that he had to act quickly now that he had a sliver of a chance. Boosting his speed, Freed summoned majority of his remaining energy and focused it onto his hands, rising his clapsed palms together, “Darkness Flare Bomb!”
Freed tossed his body forwards, slamming his bomb into Mirajane in the middle of the air, who let out a choked sound and a harsh crack of her collarbone as she was immediately sent crashing into the river. Her back and wings flashed with pain at the sharp impact of the water thanks to the unforgivable laws of friction, before slowly sinking.
‘Easy there, user.’ Satan grunted before allowing her regenerative abilities take over, allowing Mirajane to accelerate her healing briefly. Her collarbone undoubtedly was set incorrectly thanks to the abnormal healing rate, it still hurt to move. But it wasn’t debilating, and that’s all Mirajane needed.
She sucked in a pained breath as she clenched her fists underwater before launching back into the air, only for her eyes to widen as she saw that Freed’s body was flickering with overuse and the product of Burnout was starting to overcome his senses. His body started to twitch, painful shocks taking over before finally his demonic form gave out, and he began to free fall from the sky.
Without a second thought, Mirajane launched towards Freed’s broken form, and managed to grasp him before he smacked into the water, causing Freed to let out a cry of pain at being jostled. She looked down at the man in her arms and winced at his injuries, noting that the transformation had clearly broken his arms, and his body was in various bruising. Freed’s hair blew in the wind, exposing his neck, and Mirajane’s eyes widened with rage as she saw the slightest indent of a hand print, thanks to Satan’s natural enhanced sight.
Something dark churned in Mirajane’s gut at the sight of how far Freed was willing to go for Laxus, even at the disregard of his own state, and what she could only assume of something violent in return thanks to those marks.
She gently sets Freed down once they’ve reached the outer edge of the city of Magnolia and let go of her take-over form as she wiped the blood from her nose with a small grimace. She had won this fight, and she was proud. She could’ve kept going, had Freed been relatively alright.
But Freed did make a good point earlier, even if he was wrong about her condition. She also took no pleasure in fighting someone who cannot fight for themselves, and so clearly broken.
“You seem to be on the cusp of Burnout,” Mirajane spoke quietly as she let out a sigh before getting down onto her knees before Freed’s body. Freed continued to glare at her, but she ignored him as she began to rip some pieces of his clothing in preparation of making some flimsy slings for him. “I wouldn’t move if I were you.”
“What the hell are you doing?” Freed hissed angrily through the pain, although he’s nearly blinded by tears as he holds in a sharp gasp of pain while his body shakes. “You won, I lost. This is pointless, just--just leave me.”
“Why?”
“Why what?”
“Just because I defeated you, doesn’t mean that I have to leave you like this, Freed.”
Ah, it feels like talking to the kids again. Freed just stares at her in muted shock, before trying again, “I am your enemy.”
“You were my enemy,” Mirajane softly corrects, “But now…now you’re a man who needs my help. Tell me, do you see Laxus anywhere?”
Freed’s mouth snapped shut and they both paused their breath as they awaited for any indication that Laxus was on his way. Seconds turned into minutes, until enough time passed for them to both understand that it was just them.
No one will be coming for Freed.
Freed closed his eyes, “...he’s busy.”
Mirajane gave him a pitied look before she continued her previous menstrations, “Sure, I suppose. Maybe he’s in battle with Natsu and Gajeel already, which means that odds are? He’s the last one left. It’s--It’s over, Freed.”
It’s over.
Freed hates that there’s a tiny bit of him that’s relieved.
“...leave me.” It was done.
Evergreen had fallen first, Bixlow nowhere to be seen ever since they split up, and now it was Freed’s turn to disappoint Laxus. He was going to throw them away because they were…weren’t strong enough to stand by his side when the time came. Maybe he deserved that.
To be left behind.
“No.” Mirajane snapped before she helped a motionless Freed into his slings. Her heart clenched at Freed’s defeated expression and she ignored Satan’s sneering inside of her as she continued, “I won’t leave you to rot out here, Freed.”
“It would be easier, and it’s expected,” Freed murmured out, twitching absentmindedly in pain. “Truly, I won’t blame you.”
Mirajane wordlessly shoved what was left of his jacket up his arm and pointed at his green-marked hand, “What is this, Freed?”
“M-my guild mark…?”
“It is the mark of Fairytail,” Mirajane confirmed with a serious expression on her face, “It means that for whoever bears this mark, the rest of us will come for you no matter where you are. If you need help, we will be there by your side. When you need a shoulder to cry on, one of us is there. A guild is an association that attracts the powerful to do various jobs, but Fairytail is more than that. We are a family, and that includes you, Freed.”
Freed let out a strangled sound as he stared at Mira, tears silently streaming down his bloodied face. Mirajane just gave him a tender smile before reaching over to grasp his cheek and wipe some filth and salt away with one hand, grasping his marked hand with her own. “You’ve made a mistake but we will still remain by your side as you grow to become better than you were before. I won’t leave you behind.”
Is…this what it was like? To have a readied, unconditional support for who you are and what you try to be in life, no matter the reasonings? Gods, they were like this once. Thunder Legion banded together with the goal of being an unwavering support, that they would help each other no matter what. They had saved each other, and they had taken the mark because it had meant something to Laxus but to them as well. They matched.
Somewhere along the way, their goals became muddied. It wasn’t equal love anymore, just an unwavering worship of Laxus. Maybe that got to his head and he becamed pressured. Maybe Laxus was always going to turn out like this. And maybe--he didn’t--he didn’t love--
Freed squeezed Mirajane’s hand as tightly as he could despite his state, “...I didn’t want to do it. I--”
“..it is difficult to let down the ones you love,” Mirajane surmised with a rueful smile. She recognizes the feeling, even if she had every right to be within her grief. It was bitter feeling back then, knowing that she wasn’t capable of helping her family despite of the power they all knew she possessed, when it counted on it. She had felt as if she was letting them down everyday, even if it wasn’t a completely crippling thought.
He cries harder, “I’m sorry. I didn’t--”
Mirajane carefully moves some of the green hair out of his red, tearful eyes and let out a soft sigh. “I know, Freed. It…It will be okay.”
She then picks up a sniffling Freed with an effortless strength and begins to walk back towards the stage, where she knew that Polyurisca would be able to treat their wounds, if she made it.
It was easy, at first, to succomb to the bitterness that everyone else had in the beginning. They had been through so much just for one of their own to call them weak and betray them like this. Satan didn’t help either, feeding off of the negative energy and growing stronger for it. It was still difficult to stop her from influencing her own actions and thoughts, sometimes.
But looking at Freed, it was a good reminder that there were always two sides to a story. He was just a boy that wanted to make those he loved, proud. Fairytail wasn’t in that category, despite the mark that they both share.
Perhaps there was a piece that was on them too.
Mirajane internally grimaced, if she thought that the reaction with Gajeel after Phantom Lord was bad, she wondered what would be the outcome with Thunder Legion. Despite having space in her heart for compassion for the three who follow Laxus, Laxus himself was a different topic all-together. A different kind of pain to see him turn himself into something like this, especially being someone she so dearly loved at one point.
She was looking at a completely different person, as were the rest of their generation, and it stung badly. Mira already knew that Cana was never going to forgive him, she just wondered if she had the capability of doing it.
In any case, when it comes to , Fairytail was an opportunity for second chances and she is going to do her point.
She had told Freed that he was family by default and now was the time to act on it.
…even if the others might not feel the same right now.
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Makarov has taken the turn for the worst.
The stubborn old geezer was adamant in staying in the loop and remaining in a sitting position as he looked through the surveillance lacrima that Laxus had so graciously provided; no doubt for his morbid obsession of seeing the rest of them fall to his own feats of power. Polyurisca was quiet, not even grumbling about how she fucking hated all of them and their shenanigans and that’s when Cana knew the truth.
It’s always when it is silent, the world makes up for the lack of words with actions.
It was deafening, the racing of her whole heart. Makarov could die. Laxus fucking did this. Fiore, there was no one in this guild that hated that man more than she did right now. How could he?
Levy was turning into a goddamn mess beside her. The urge to console her was flowing through her, but what good what it do. They could only watch as Makarov’s coughs grew worse, the sound of his breath growing more haggard. Polyursica was doing her best, but goddamnit all. They didn’t have enough time, and they can only watch, while others come and go. Half of them were patched up, but too exhausted or beaten to move. Others were tended too and then went back out for more assistance.
Things seemed to be turning on their side now, but it didn’t make anyone feel better.
They shouldn’t even be in this situation in the first place.
Footsteps were coming from the direction that Mirajane had ran off earlier, and Cana was quick to look up over, eager to see if it was her girlfriend. The smile that blossoms on her face at the sight of the weary but alive woman fell just as fast once she realized that she was not alone. Her eyes widened as she saw the trembling form of Freed Justine in her arms, and her eyes flashed with a complex emotion.
“No way.” How…How could she..?
“Now is not the time,” Mira warned her before quickly walking past. The green haired boy in her arms was looking terrible, and he kept flinching and groaning softly in pain. Unconscious. Levy gasped at the sight, grabbing Polyursica’s attention and the old lady’s eyes widened at the condition of Freed.
“Set him down here,” Polyursica ordered at once and Mirajane followed her directions immediately. Freed let out a small sob of pain before growing quiet once more, Polyursica muttering and swearing under breath, “What the hell is wrong with you Fairytail brats and reaching Burnout?”
“He um, He performed a demonic rune spell onto his skin.”
Polyursica looked up at her sharply, “How bad?”
“He was able to do a semi-complete transformation. Satan admitted to feeling some form of energy from him, although it didn’t feel right.”
Levy frowned deeply as she stared at Freed, “That…that was really dangerous.”
“Well,” Cana snarled as she stared at Freed’s unconscious form, “No less dangerous than putting others at harm, huh?”
“Cana, please don’t.” Mirajane let out a weary sigh as she watched Polyursica tend to Freed’s critical position temporarily.
“Don’t? Don’t? That man is probably responsible for half of the states that people are in right now, and you want him to be patched up like we are buddies? He fucking betrayed us!”
Mirajane’s jaw clenched as she abruptly stood up and grabbed Cana by the arm, dragging her over to an area with more privacy.
“I am well aware of what Freed has done to some of us right now. Hell, I saw him attack my own brother, Cana, so don’t sit here and tell me what he has done. I fought the boy.”
Cana glared back, “Then you would understand that it’s like a slap to the face to see him right now. He’s made it loud and clear what side he’s chosen and how he views us. We are enemies and yet you just brought him over like--like he didn’t just hunt Reedus down or attack Elfman in the first place!”
“Well, I can’t help but to think that with a mindset like that, it’s only natural for us to be enemies so quickly. Have you forgotten that he’s still a member of Fairytail?”
“Has he?” Cana snapped, “He is fucking Thunder Legion, Mira!”
“So what?” Mirajane yelled back, and for a second, Cana was stunned. The last time she could remember her raising her voice like this was before Lisanna’s death. Back then her entire personality was a bit different though, yet it was clear that she still had that side of her still within. Cana grew quiet as she observed her girlfriend, who was growing angrier.
“I know what Freed has done, but tell me, what else was he supposed to do? You just called him Thunder Legion as if they’re some sort of separate entity that couldn’t possibly be our allies, nevermind our very guildmates. They’ve been apart of this guild for a while, but have we ever shown that they were one of us? Or did we just lump them together with Laxus, who was already growing even more isolated, and just dismissed them as people altogether.” Mirajane huffed out and Cana internalized her words. It wasn’t that simple. Freed was with them longer than Bixlow and Evergreen, but they didn’t want to stick around. They followed Laxus like puppies and Laxus wasn’t ever around anymore, so what were they supposed to do?
“They stuck with Laxus, and well, nobody really want to stick around that asswipe anymore anyways. What’s a girl to think, keeping around that kind of company? Sure, I guess it’s a two way street. Maybe we could’ve gone out of our way more, exchange more than hi’s and hello’s. Too late for that shit now though, it doesn’t excuse what they’ve done to us.”
“I didn’t say that it did,” Mirajane finished with a tired sigh, running a hand through her mangled hair. Suddenly, Cana just wanted to take her into her arms and just hold her tight. Fuck, even Laxus has managed to get them to fight each other now, she’s so done with him. She won’t let him ruin them too. “I just--Things could’ve been a lot different if Fairytail had loved Thunder Legion a little bit more, to at least make them question Laxus’s reasonings and methods for going about this--this takeover. Maybe they were always destined to fight us. But you cannot sit here and state that Fairytail gave their all when it came to them, and we know what some love can do for others. Laxus is--he gave them everything.”
Mirajane sucked in a breath, “I think he may even--with Freed--he didn’t go into too many details but there were some signs and--”
“They could’ve needed help and they felt as if they only had each other.” Cana finished before squatting down to take a second to process the new thoughts. It’s…hard to pinpoint what went wrong. Was this a domino effect? Did it start with that bastard Ivan from being born? Why didn’t she speak with Freed more, when it was just Freed and Laxus starting? Why did they follow through despite knowing that people were going to get hurt, they didn’t even bother with warning and removing the civilians of Magnolia.
It was just a huge load of fuckery, and it’s all because of loyalty to one man (maybe not, but that’s not what she wants to think about right now).
“I hate him, Mira.” Cana spat out bitterly, glaring into the grass. “I can’t stand to look at him. I fucking hate that we used to--this was too far, man. I can’t forgive him for this.”
“..I know,” Mirajane answered quietly, kneeling down before Cana, pulling her in. She knew how personally Cana would take this, but she needed her help with getting the others on board with her plans with Freed, Evergreen, and Bixlow’s integration. They were the pillars, the oldests. Their opinions matter to the others, even if they disagreed. If Cana was finished with Laxus, then she will be at her side by it. But in exchange, it was not fair to thoroughly punish the whole group for one man’s crime. “If I had told you to fight for me, would you do it, love? Would you do anything for me? Knowing all that I am?”
Cana just sucked in a breath as she realized that there wasn’t much that she wouldn’t do for Mirajane. It was a ridiculous question, even. But she…understands it. Laxus was all they had needed and they loved each other too much to step away, even if it was wrong. And compared to their love for Fairytail, if one could even call it that, well it was clear which love was superior. It just hurts, Laxus was one of them.
He knew all of their hopes and dreams, their love for each other and even his sorry ass, and just stomped on it. He was on the verge of killing his own kin.
That one hurt the worst, especially when most of them weren’t blessed enough to have blood kin in their lives. Knowingly at least. She does not want to think about her own father right now.
“Of course I would,” Cana answered a bit brokenly, because she might not like Thunder Legion, Freed being here, but she understands a little bit more now. That’s the cruel part of being empathetic, understanding reasoning. It changes your outlook. It was so easy to just hate the entire group and just defeat them and move on, but that’s not fair.
“I told him that it is never too late to reconnect with family, and that this time, we will be there in return. At least, I would.”
Cana just sighs before squeezing Mira and then moving a bit to kiss her dirtied forehead, “You will…probably have to give me some time. You know I can be a bit spiteful and my anger--”
Mirajane snorts. Cana lets out a small exasperated sigh, “--well. I can be a bit blinded. But in the end, I will stand by and support you. The kid didn’t look so hot anyways, he’s got about the same timeframe of recovery that Juvia needed when she came back, looks like. People won’t be happy, babe.”
Mirajane grimaced, “I know, and I don’t plan to ask for forgiveness. That’s on Thunder Leion, and if they want to remain in Fairytail without any issues, those are challenges that they will have to tackle for themselves. But if I could at least be some form of a security that at least one person still wants them…I will be. I will always give a second chance, Cana. I can’t just leave them be.”
Another kiss on the forehead because if nothing else, she is Mirajane’s supporter, “Then…that is what will be.”
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--N-D & G-R--
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Despite popular belief, you don’t always have to wait for some sort of monologue before you prepare to fight the enemy. Whatever your opponent has to say, the banter, the need for answers for any questions, the surprisingly openess to reveal their entire plan (they totally thought they were gonna win anyways so might as well gloat).
That concept did not happen here today.
The moment they found Laxus, Gajeel had been ready to participate in the unspoken script. He has his reasons. His snarls and jeers were just readying, sitting right on the tip of his tongue. Natsu was supposed to roll his eyes and say something to calm Gajeel down, or agree that Laxus was being a dick, which he totally was, and verbally vow to take him down.
But unlike most universes, this Natsu was different.
He was already teering near the edge; Lucy was missing, they had just survived the ordeal with the Tower of Heaven leaving them rather anxious and numb, and then Laxus comes out with intending his family harm. He got Makarov bad, and he had left before Polyursica was supposed to come, so he honestly wasn’t sure if Makarov was still alive or not.
There was a deep rumble in his chest and he had to take a moment to properly calm himself, just like Mirajane suggested. He was getting more familiar with this…side of him, but goddamn it was so hard to think to stay calm when nothing is making any fucking sense, and there are no answers.
Gajeel sneered and opened his mouth, ready to begin the scene but pauses instead. He turns towards Natsu and narrows his eyes, sniffing.
Natsu doesn’t notice, he’s just trying not to lose his mind. Deep breaths, in and out. Clear your mind. Stay in control of your magic.
Gajeel takes a calculated step forward towards him and murmurs, “...Salamander.”
Natsu blinks and sucks in a startled breath, looking at Gajeel. “H-Huh?”
Gajeel just stares at him for a long moment before he decides not to approach the subject any longer. Not his first time of seeing some odd magic anyways, and he’s already keeping one secret. Besides, red eyes glanced back at relieved brown ones, seems like Natsu didn’t want to talk about it anyways.
Because he didn’t. Not when the black lines that danced across his skin finally cooled down and disappeared. He was getting really worked up and angry, but Gajeel’s interruption in his mental spiral helped. And he didn’t push and point out the obvious. That…That Natsu is different than he was, just like Laxus. He’s so grateful for the willful ignorance, this time around, as hypocritical as it was.
“I--Uh--”
“The Mummy and Titania already beat us here,” Gajeel continued without a hitch. “They’re yapping and yelling at each other now. Probably nothing important but egos runnin’ around.”
“Erza probably is demanding answers, and I want them too.” Natsu growled at the end, causing Gajeel to side eye his form once more, before noting that he’s fine for now. He didn’t change again. The iron dragon slayer internally patted himself on the back for that one, because fucking hell, that mana was raw.
“Then let’s fucking go.”
For the first time in what felt like a while, Natsu lets out a small grin and there’s a pep in his step. Gone, was the deep anger from earlier that was threatening to take over his being. Gajeel couldn’t help but feel an odd bit of relief. While it was nice to see that Natsu wasn’t always this chipper, “let’s not forget about where people come from!” ass guy, that didn’t mean that Gajeel wanted to see whatever the fuck that was.
He smelt like Mirajane for a second.
Looks like he’ll be getting some answers too later.
Gajeel frowned as they made their way forwards towards an angry Erza, a stoic Mystogan, and an annoying Laxus. There was a foul taste in the air, this church’s presence felt heavy. He has a really bad feeling about this, the kind of feeling that doesn’t make him want to laugh either.
“It’ll be over soon, Gajeel. Don’t worry, Laxus is the last one left.” Natsu reassures Gajeel, mistaking his pinched expression for apprehension of everyone’s fate. Gajeel didn’t have the energy to correct him, he wasn’t scared of that fucking fake, but well, he guessed was a little bit concerned for Salamander. He’ll have to keep an eye on him.
Titania too since she seems to be more angrier that usual despite the coolness of earlier. Guess seeing an old friend turn into an enemy face to face changes some shit.
No, I only…care about you two, Gajeel feels a small urge to state but doesn’t follow through.
Instead he just hums and cracks his knuckles, resolved to fight beyond whatever happens, right beside a Natsu Dragneel that hasn’t been so bad, he begrudingly admits, over these last weeks.
“..worry about yourself, Salamander.”
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Chapter 44: Chapter 36
Summary:
[Pt 2 of Double Update]
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P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
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Chapter Text
Chapter Thirty-Six: Don’t Lie to Yourself, Don’t Lie to the World
The Battle of Fairytail Arc V
“Don’t ignore me, Laxus Dreyar,” Erza thunders in the middle of the desolate cathedral, sharp voice echoing throughout the chamber.
The moment she had made her declaration to one of the surveillance lacrimas--that she was coming--it didn’t take long to find the man. With the help of tracing where that massive wave of electrical mana, it was only a matter of time to find the egotistical man.
Standing, ready in a church. Erza never found herself to be rather religious, but the scene doesn’t spell out to be a good one with a setting like this.
Her sword was already drawn, pointed at the blonde traitor.
“You will answer for your crimes against Fairytail. Against your family.”
Laxus snorted, “Family? My family was expelled, in case you fucking forgot. Only the old man is left and well, he won’t bein charge any longer if all things go according to plan. He’ll be removed one way or another, and then I will take my birthright.”
Erza paled, Mystogan shuffled forwards, “What do you mean by that?”
Laxus sharply grinned, teeth gleaming in the church halls, “Does it fucking matter? Enough about him. I have to admit that while I didn’t expect you to stick around for the show, I am quite pleased, Mystogan. I guess it’s only natural for the two strongest in the guild to fight each other, so what do you say?”
Laxus began to crackle with electricity before he suddenly appeared in front of Mystogan, getting into his face as he murmured quietly, ignoring Erza’s demands and rants, “Besides…guessed what I heard around the block?”
Mystogan’s entire face was covered, giving nothing away. The only glimpse of a reaction that he had was the subtle twitch and tensing of his muscles as Laxus invaded his space, sparking dangerously. “..What?”
“Heard that you’re a long way from home, as it appears.” Laxus laughed before staring at Mystogan with a dangerous expression on his face. “Isn’t that something?”
He knew that he had struck some sort of truth when Mystogan flinched, this time catching Erza’s surprise before the man readied to attack Laxus first. Laxus merely laughed when Mystogan stomped on the ground, causing the ground to rumble and seismic shocks begin to ripple. A shout surprised the trio, turning to see that Natsu and Gajeel had joined them in the madness.
Laxus just stood still, eerily calm, as everything began to rumble, five staves suddenly appearing in a circle around them. Erza was quick to change into her lightest armor and began jumping around in an attempt to find somewhere stable. A chandelier falls from the ceiling, nearly hitting the dragon pair as they quickly followed Erza’s idea. Mystogan just secretly frowned as he stared at Laxus, his magic continuing to activate.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Don’t insult my intelligence,” Laxus scoffed, “We both know you know exactly what I am talking about. Who are you, really?”
“You have no source.” Mystogan is adamant about playing the fool, but the way he said the words made it clear that he was doubtful. Of course, all the evidence leads to Laxus knowing his one big secret, and fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
“You’ll have to beat me if you want the full intel.” Laxus smirked cruelly before he casually looks around at the damage. He’s violently propelled into what looks like outer space the moment he blinks, and he’s tied up. Instinctively, he struggles against the binds. It digs into his skin, burning and feeling oh so real. There’s a low roar from below, showcasing an evil frog-looking demon with a massive jaw unhinged and seemingly infinite rows of teeth. He should be screaming and begging for mercy now, if he was a pleb.
He can’t stop the small shrivel of fear that runs through him as he’s freefalling into the mouth of the demon, though. Laxus has to give credit to Mystogan, it was a very good magic spell. It would’ve worked on anyone else.
But he wasn’t like anyone else, that was the whole point of this crusade. This was an illusion, a damn good one, but an illusion no less. He strikes himself with a thunderbolt and essentially kills himself in the illusion, letting out a fearful gasp. It was quick, but it was an agonizing pain, being struck by a full powered lightning bolt. Mystogan let out a gasp, no doubt his hidden eyes widening.
Erza, Natsu and Gajeel were still stuck in the illusion, standing still as they twitched and let out small shouts.
“You…killed yourself to free your mind?”
“I am a man full of ambition.” Laxus answers as he takes a step forward. He just metaphorically killed himself and he was still alive. What other proof is there, to showcase how powerful and great he was? “Your little tricks are cute, but it seems like my will to complete my goals is stronger than your will to keep your little secret.”
Lightning races towards Mystogan, who deflects the hit but it doesn’t damage him. It distracts him enough to stop the illusion spell however, and it leaves Erza, Natsu and Gajeel stuttering and gasping as they seemed to have escaped whatever hell Mystogan had put them in. Laxus ignored them, focused solely on his current opponent. Mystogan ducked as Laxus came up close and personal, exchanging physical blows. Laxus managed to get a good kick in his side, but Mystogan huffs and catches his leg before throwing him into the priest’s stand. Laxus groans but gets up quickly and is in his face once again in an instant, punching him in the gut with a lightning enhanced fist.
Mystogan lets out a pained grunt as his body spasmed with shocks before summoning one of his staffs to smack him in the face.
Laxus takes a step back as he touches his newly busted lip, grinning bloodily at Mystogan who got back up, shaking off the last of the shocks.
By then, Erza, Natsu, and Gajeel were by Mystogan’s side as they all glared at Laxus, who just took in the sight with a laugh but internally he churned a bit. Those were supposed to be his future people, although Gajeel was definitely up for debate. Now, they look at him with unfiltred disappointment and disgust. Would they still hold those expressions when he defeats them? Was his actions really so ireful?
They looked at him with admiration, once upon a time.
They could do it again, in due time.
Yet still, the traitorous thought, why aren’t you all on my side? Laxus’s eyes darkened, feeling his own twisted betrayal at this line up. They didn’t even know who they were sided with. He wasn’t even from here. “I hope you know that you’re sided with someone who isn’t even from this world.”
“I won’t hear anymore lies from you,” Erza scoffed, dismissing his words immediately. Natsu nodded as he lit his own fist on fire. Gajeel looked as if he couldn’t give a single fuck. And Laxus chuckles, this time a bit more remorsely. This time he was telling the truth, it wasn’t some propoganda.
If he proves it to them, maybe they will change their allegiances. He won’t sit here and state that he was doing good right now, but it was a necessary evil. They were too blinded, too misguided for what awaits them in the world. Their reputation, it matters, that was their pride on the line. He would remind them of their image and how to properly wield it. And that anything that wasn’t worthy was just a distraction, and needs to be casted away.
Even if they hated him, he did have some good memories. There was a lot of potential that was stored in most of them. It would be nice to see them come to fruition. Flourish, by his own hand.
“I guess I’ll have to prove it, as a show of kindness on my part.”
Mystogan shielded the first blow, a heavy bolt to the chest. But that was the never real target, as Laxus quickly fired a second blow that hit Mystogan directly in the face. Everyone let out a cry as they rushed towards Mystogan, who stumbled backwards, hiding his face as his mask began to crumble, kneeling in the shock.
Natsu roared, looking back at Laxus with disgust and pain clearly in his eyes. He’s always wore his expressions so well, and for once Laxus almost had the nerve to cancel eye contact. But this was necessary.
It was necessary, to show that he was telling the truth, in a morbid attempt to gain their faith.
“What the fuck Laxus--” Natsu yelled but froze at Erza’s choked gasp of utter horror. He quickly looked at Erza, eyeing her to make sure that she was well and alright. She was and it didn’t make sense at first, considering that Gajeel was looking the same as well. Nothing was wrong with them.
But Erza’s expression of despair and a slight fear in her eyes as she shakeningly takes a step back, that’s what leaves Natsu cottonmouthed. Erza Scarlet, donning the mantle of Titania, the shield of Fairytail. Taking a step back as if she’s scared.
Natsu followed her line of sight and then fell utterly quiet.
He was rendered physically and mentally speechless.
It was silent in the room, causing Erza’s quiet gasps of air to echo soundly through the sorry state of the cathedral. A dark chill settles over the place, despite the actual temperature never changing. Even the light of day paused at the sight of the formerly masked man who kneeled, slowing removing his hand over his newfound face.
Not a single thought raced through his mind as he stared at a very very familiar shade of matted blue that cover his dark eyes. There was a small line of blood running from the corner of his mouth thanks to Laxus’s attack, but as Natsu’s eyes shifted over to the left, there wasn’t any doubt of who this man could be.
The dark red mark of evil was tattooed, going through his eye, the symbols shaped in a way that Natsu could never forget, even in his dreams.
He felt utterly numb.
For something god-fucking-awful reason, Mystogan, a long-time member of Fairytail, was Jellal fucking Fernandez.
Natsu didn’t even bother attempting to stop the rage from overcoming him this time around.
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--L-H--
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“I have to tell you something.”
Lucy was back in control now. The revelations of what Bixlow had shared had led to them switching back, Rushii stunned to silence for a solid five minutes. Lucy shared the same sentiments because what the actual fuck?
Her heart clenched for numerous reasons; confirmation that Rushii’s nemesis was here, in her world. The poor little boy that had gotten put in the same position, not being so lucky. The morbid possibility of them being able to separate--but at what cost.
He wasn’t even a teenager, and yet he was already suffering so much. Blindness. Lucy’s heart never fails to drop at a reminder of life’s cruelness.
“Well, I doubt anything you tell me now would surprise me more than what Bixlow just shared,” Her voice was raw. Honestly, what do you even do with that kind of information? She’s glad that she knows something, running around waiting for the inevitable was something that was slowly growing taxing on her own psyche. With the increase of difficulties against her enemies as well, it was hard to remind herself that there was worse out there when “worse” looked like what was right in front of her.
Rushii grew grim, remembering the revelation that her teammates had told her about during her time. Erza was the one to take it the worst last time, which made sense considering her past with him. Natsu was there too, but he was just shocked rather than livid. Based off what she had observed from this world’s Natsu and company, she can’t hope for the same outcome.
It might get dangerous very quickly, with Natsu’s darker tendecies when deeply afflicted. A Jellal Fernandez look alike certainly fits the bill.
“We need to quickly reach where Laxus is fighting the rest of your team.”
“I’m pretty sure we’ve defeated most of Thunder Legion though,” Lucy points out, “What’s the point? I trust that Team Haluna will be able to defeat him if they work together, even if he is an S-Class mage. I trust my team, Rushii.”
“And if there was another variable thrown into the mix?”
“Wouldn’t be the first time…” Now, however, Lucy was growing suspicious. Rushii was clearly hesitant in sharing her intel, which was making Lucy slightly nervous. “Just say it already! Who’s there?”
“Mystogan. Or really--I should say Mystogan Dreyar.”
Lucy’s jaw dropped. Did she just say Dreyar? As in, the same last name as her guildmaster and their current foe? A pounding headache began to form, this was getting to a point. How many revelations would it take to kill her, at this rate? “Laxus has a brother?”
“No.” Rushii began before frowning as she wondered just how to describe the other mirrored-esque world called Edolas. “Actually, that’s not even the biggest concern.”
“What is it?”
“He looks like Jellal Fernandez.”
What felt like a punch to the gut came right after those words, and Lucy gagged. Mystogan, who was a Fairytail member for a long time albiet mysterious, was secretly a Dreyar that looked like Jellal Fernandez’s twin? What the fuck does that even mean? Lucy paled even more, realizing--
“His identity…Laxus reveals it during this time. On my world, it wasn’t exactly a major uproar other than for Erza, even though we did fight Jellal as well. This time, with the damage that the true Jellal has done to all of you, I can’t help but to think that the outcome can turn a lot more gruesome.”
Lucy closed her eyes, Natsu was going to fucking lose it. Shit. It’s taking everything within her not to properly freak out right now, she could only imagine what seeing the man in person would do to the psyche. Rushii was right, nothing good was going to come from this.
“I’ve got more bad news.”
Oh for Spirit’s sake-- “How can it get any worse?”
“We have to make sure he escapes.”
For the first time in what she could really remember, Lucy got angry at her sister.
“You want me to swagger into battle and help the very man who looks like the person who nearly killed Erza? You’ve got to know what that looks like. It looks like I would be a traitor.” Lucy spatted out, glaring into the distance. It was a bit weird, arguing with yourself, especially since she couldn’t see Rushii without stepping into their mindspace. She was too exposed to risk that though, having walked away from a trapped Bixlow who promised to stay put, not that he could move much. Obviously, she couldn’t take that risk so she gently knocked him out after thanking him for the information, but it was always good to be deligent in your surroundings.
Too many ugly surprises.
“I would look like Laxus. How could you ask me of something like this?”
Rushii painfully understood her imouto’s anger, the words felt a bit sour in her own mouth as she said them. She had done well to distance herself from this version of Team Natsu, but it will always hurt her to put them in a position of pain, even if it was for the greater good. Mystogan had to escape, because he was the only one who could stop that energy from swallowing all of the world and casting them into his. They were eventually going to land on Edolas, where even more surprises awaited.
Nothing could deviate, though.
This was the price of knowledge.
“It can be subtle, but it must be done. Mystogan Dreyar is not from this world, he’s similar to us in a way. He is from a land called Edolas, where a catastrophe had happened thus he found himself casted away to Earthland. In the near future, there will be a time where we come to his aide, in that parallel world. His escape is vital for the future of Magnolia, as what he plans to interfere with might kill us all before my own personal event.”
There was a long moment before Lucy grimaced before getting up, “Fine. Any other potentially life changing news now?”
Rushii ignored the subtle jib, she would let Lucy have this moment. Seeing Jellal’s face was going to be quite the task, especially since she was forced to help him. “If it’s any consolation, he does not act the same as our world’s Jellal, despite the twin appearance.”
“It doesn’t mean anything if no one is thinking clear enough to know that that isn’t our enemy.” Lucy bluntly retorted, internally reviewing how to assist Mystogan without notifying her teammates. The dread that fills her at the thought of being caught and unable to explain why was slowly filling her. It felt like the worst thing she’s done yet, and she’s been lying to everyone about all she was from the start.
The hiding was starting to take a serious toll.
“I think we should find Gray first, if he’s not already over there.”
“Very well.”
Closing her eyes, she immediately began to use her expanded magical signature sensoring as she reached across Magnolia, looking for that familiar coldness that she knew well, and immediately took off in that direction towards him.
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“Gray.”
Gray paused immediately and snapped around with an ice sword, causing Lucy’s eyes to widen as she ducked. He glared down at the person who dared to sneak up on him, only to let out a gasp at the sight of his leader. “What the--Lucy? Where the hell have you been?”
“I was um, assisting some of the other members.” Lucy scrambled, looking for a clear answer to avoid Gray’s suspicions. It was tricky however, the dark haired boy notorious for sniffing out irregularities. He was always on high alert, and she could tell that it wasn’t working on him when his eyes narrowed.
“Nice try, I never saw you on the surveillance lacrima,” Gray pointed out, furrowing his brows.
“That doesn’t mean I wasn’t there. I helped Reedus escape, after all. Freed was hunting him down.”
Gray grew even more suspicious, “What? Weren’t you frozen?”
Fuck. Lucy was so not a good liar, but they didn’t have time for this. Who knows when the revelation of Mystogan was going to happen or if it was too late already, she didn’t have time for the unnecessary questions. Her voice grew stern, and she glared at Gray who was slightly startled at the expression on her face. “Look, I understand the suspicions, really, but we do not have that kind of time right now. I came to grab you so that we can head towards the cathedral, because I know you feel that.”
It was subtle, but it was familiar. Natsu’s dark mana. Gray’s eyes widened as Lucy continued.
“Nothing good happens when Natsu taps into that magic or whatever the hell you call it. We cannot assume that this was because of Laxus, because even if he was irritated at the man, he’s faced him before. I don’t think he caused Natsu to turn.”
Jellal is basically there. We have to be together for this.
Besides, Lucy cursed out causing Gray to look over at her once more with an expression of slight concern, if Natsu was already tweaking that means that odds are the cat’s out the bag. They need to move. Without turning to see that Gray was following her, “Let’s go.”
Hearing footsteps behind her immediately fills her with a sense of relief. He hadn’t been weirded out enough to question her orders, he still trusted her. Meanwhile Gray was staring at the back of Lucy’s head, trying to figure out what exactly had she went through that caused her to look so serious. He’s never seen Lucy look so annoyed before, as if she was agonizing over something.
“Are you alright?” He quietly asked, almost hesitant.
This was new territory, and even if he’s mentioned in the past that he wanted to be there more for her as she does for the team, he can’t help but to be a bit unsure. He was determined to assist, that much was clear, but how to go about helping her relieve whatever has been causing her turmoil is another discussion.
Lucy slowed down a bit to turn to look at him, “I’m fine but--”
“No, you aren’t.” Gray stated flatly before looking at her with a serious expression. “Look, if this is about the weird thing me and Natsu have going on, don’t worry about that. Seriously. He is still my nakama even if things are a little different. Of course, I would go and save him. Stop him from doing anything silly like the Flame Brain he is.”
Lucy was a bit surprised and happy that they seemed to be getting better, but shook her head, “No--I’m--I’m glad to hear that, by the way, but it’s not that. I just--”
She bit her lip, glaring at the ground and quietly asked, “Have you ever…regretted a future choice you’re about to make? Even if it was for the greater good?”
Gray was seriously worried by now, and he takes a step forwards towards Lucy’s tense body. “Lucy? Please, tell me what’s wrong. Let me help.”
But you can’t. Not this time. It seems that Gray’s hopefully reassuring words had the opposite intended effect, and he’s left swallowing at the slightly closed off expression on her face with a small, rueful smile. It didn’t look or feel right. “...don’t worry about it. I will just take care of it.”
But-- Gray watched as Lucy turned around to continue making her way towards the cathedral. After a moment to swallow once more, he continues after her.
--who will take care of you, Lucy?
Seems like recklessness is a trait all of his teammates shared, much to his concern and slight disdain.
She was hiding something, that much was clear. Gray tried to ignore the feeling of discomfort that arose at the thought, because if there’s one thing that he’s learned, it’s that no one was entitled to share anything that they don’t want to.
He had made that mistake with Natsu, warping his actions and nearly villainizing the boy for something that he couldn’t control. That he had no idea what was wrong with him and how much it was damaging to his mind sometimes. Gray still feels guilty to this day, lamenting on how easy it was to ignore years of comaderie over something like that. He still can’t help his fear and anger towards demons, but that’s not fair to Natsu.
And he didn’t really treat Mirajane any different either, but he’s always known about her magic. It was a different kind of blindside to see that the boy who you grew up with had another side to him, compared to one that’s always been naked before the eye.
Lucy was hiding something, and he wondered if it was something like Natsu’s case.
He had already nearly destroyed one relationship, he won’t go that route again.
Gray had promised to Natsu that if he went batshit, he would personally stop him. An homage to their friendship, a respect that won’t go away even if they deteriorate (They won’t. He’ll make sure of that.)
Silently, Gray’s eyes steeled as he gazes upon Lucy’s form, he promises that he’ll stop Lucy too if she goes too far. Erza, as well.
He will hold this team together, Fiore help him, as he won’t ever lose his family again.
Even if they don’t want his goddamn help.
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--J-M-F--
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Jeralt Mystogan Fernandez knew that it was only a matter of time before his secret was discovered.
Crash landing on another world at the age of ten and growing up here, it was only a matter of time before the ugly truth is revealed. He didn’t know that this was another world that was so similar to his own, until he had found Fairytail, the name of his guild back home.
He had opened the doors to see that everything was the same but so different.
There was a reason why he was quiet most of the time, in an effort to avoid lingering gazes for one, but also to stop the rasp in his voice as he speaks to his family that wasn’t quite his at the same time. The sob that always seemed to linger in the background of his throat, wanting to come out as he stares at Erza Scarlet, knowing that she had looked so much like Eliza, but it wasn’t her.
It was never going to be her.
It had taken a while, but eventually he had found his lookalike. Jellal Fernandez, a dangerous madman of this world. He was too scared to approach, unable to get more information other than what he generically knew of the Tower and its long history. It’s a different kind of pain, seeing your face inflict so much rage and fear in others, especially those who you care about.
It wasn’t me.
Jeralt couldn’t help but look into the eyes of a horrified Erza, flinching at the darkened form of Natsu, the anger so crisp in the air that it felt heavy to touch. Gajeel didn’t really give much of a reaction to his face, but his eyes were locked onto his two comrades that were shaking. Laxus was just triumphant at his forced hand, unable to see the extent of the damage.
I didn’t do this to you, but I’m so sorry.
His evil twin seemed to be more wicked than he had thought. But maybe--if he tried to explain--it felt impossible but he had to try. Even if it wasn’t his Fairytail, he had known them for ten years. He did care for them, he didn’t wish to see them in this state. His anger at Laxus was real, he was never too fond of the man, it was hard to separate Laxus with Lazarus sometimes, but to think that he would go to such an extent for a measly display of power. Fairytail doesn’t change no matter what world they’re in, and Laxus was just wrong.
But now, he was the enemy too, just for his face.
It hurts.
It was like being banished all over again.
“I--”
“Don’t.” Erza gasped out as she twitched before taking multiple steps back. It doesn’t stop her from summoning a sword though, ready to be wielded. “You’ve been here this entire time?”
“Jellal.” Natsu snarled out, eyes blackening. Jeralt paled at the sight of black lines growing along his arms, his mana taking a dense turn. Gajeel’s eyes had sharpened onto Natsu, taking in his state. Laxus frowned, looking at the youngest dragon slayer. What the fuck?
“It’s not what you think--” Jeralt yells out desperately before twisted his body to avoid a Fire Dragon’s Fire Punch that was laced with something extra twisted. Jeralt scrambled to the side as he stood up and began to dodge a violent Natsu. Natsu just roared in anger as he began the offense without a moments hesitation. Twisting his body to dodge a flying kick, Jeralt tensed as he summoned a staff to take Natsu’s next punch before shoving him back into the wall. A sharp pain leaves him letting out a cry, as he grasped his side only to see blood dripping from a long, slice of a wound.
He looks up at Erza, who had thrown her sword in his direction with tears in her eyes but a resolute expression forming within. Shit. Shit, he wasn’t going to be able to take both of them, with Natsu like this.
“I’m not who you think I am,” He roars, trying desperately to reach them. He didn’t hurt them--he could never.
“I’ve had enough of lies,” Erza shook her head as she wiped her tears, body shaking in slight fear and adrenaline. It was to be expected, she had nearly been killed by his hand. With the shock of seeing Jellal’s face rattling to her very core, she had honestly wanted to throw up. But this was her chance to settle things. She had made her peace with her past, but if it continues to show up, then she will end this.
They never did know what happened to Jellal after the explosion of the Tower.
Turns out, he was hiding with them the entire time.
The thought makes Erza’s skin crawl so intensely that she almost wanted to skin herself. He was always there.
Meanwhile Gajeel frowned deeply, conflicted. On one hand, that bastard Lightning was right there, even if he was wearily looking around confused. Salamander was tweaking the fuck out and even Titania was shaken to her core, thanks to Mask Face over there. Whoever he was, he must be one hell of a monster.
He’s not sure what’s more surprising, the fact that he didn’t feel the urge to face off against a clear foe yet or that he actually wants to make sure Titania and Salamander are good first. Guess that’s that Fairytail shit for you, Gajeel grumbled before turning a critical eye over towards Natsu.
He smelt like dragon, but it was clear that wasn’t all that he was.
Hm, maybe that’s why he was so defensive for Laxus. He was something different too.
“I’m not him!”
“Save your fucking breath you bastard.” Natsu yelled at him.
“I would never hurt you,” Jeralt pleaded, locking eyes with Erza. It just made her even more sick. It reminded her of that one moment in the Tower when she thought that maybe she would be able to get through to him, to cease the madness. Instead, whatever had a hold on him, that dark mage named Zeref, it had won and she nearly died for it.
She won’t make that same mistake again.
Jeralt took a staggering hit from Natsu, gasping out in pain at the burns that accumulated on his side. He crashed into the wall, letting out a small groan as he fought to get up. He still has his own mission--and it was clear that he wasn’t going to be able to make it out of here by words.
He had to escape.
Grasping one of his staffs, Natsu was quick to realize his intentions and pratically leaped to stop him from teleporting away. To his dismay, Erza had thrown another sword that impaled his staff into the wall. Stunned, Jeralt was hit again by Natsu, causing him to caved over before his cloak was grabbed by Natsu.
“I won’t let you escape and hurt anyone else.” Natsu growled, glaring into his eyes. The black lines have reached his neck now, slowly bleeding into his skin like a tattoo. His magic was crackling, growing heavier with the subtle bloodlust. It was hard to breathe, but Jeralt took a sharp breath anyways.
I’m sorry, Eliza.
In life’s usual crude sense of humor, however, his saving grace was a lightning bolt.
Both of them let out gasps of pain as Laxus seemed to have shaken out of his shock at the sudden turn of events, before making it clear that he was still here. Jeralt just twitched on the floor as Natsu let go, turning towards Laxus with an irritated expression on his face. “When will you realize that the world doesn’t fucking revolve around you, Laxus?!”
“Then I will make it so it does,” Laxus replied even if he stared at Natsu’s new form warily. “I’m not sure what the hell is going on with you all and Mystogan, but what I’m getting from it is that Mystogan was a joke to begin with.”
“You would know if you were there,” Natsu glowered, “But you’re not really here anymore, are you Laxus? You have no right to speak on anything, so just shut up for once.”
Erza was quick to place some bindings onto Mystogan, avoiding eye contact desperately. He complied wordlessly, in too much shock and pain to fight back even if he wanted to. He let out a small gasp of pain as his arm that was definitely broken by now, was tied a bit tight, but succombed to his fate regardless.
When she risks a small glance, she saw the clearest expression of emotion she’s seen from Jellal yet.
Sadness and resignation, but not a single drop of hate.
She doesn’t understand.
She’s not sure she has the capacity to understand the engima of Jellal Fernandez, nor is she sure if she ever wants to at this point.
Natsu and Laxus began fighting in the distance. Gajeel joins in without a moments delay, surprisingly quietly supporting Natsu as he takes out his frustrations onto Laxus. He saw that Erza had taken care of “Jellal” and decided that even if his instincts called for more blood, he had trust in his teammate.
Huh, maybe Mirajane’s meditation exercises worked after all.
It was still so difficult, he was generating so many ways to hurt Laxus in his mind, but it was worse before. He still had some form of a mental state and the surrounding environments weren’t as dull, reduced to a white noise.
But as he looked at Gajeel, watching as they circled Laxus Dreyar, he couldn’t help the smirk that comes on his face.
Gajeel mirrors it as well.
It was safe to say that Laxus’s defeat by the dragon pair was a long time coming.
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An anticlimatic ending fit for a man’s opinion who never fucking mattered in the first place, as Gajeel would happily state.
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The damage had stopped in the cathedral as Laxus fell to his knees, his body feeling as if he had been smashed and sent to hell’s embers personally.
There was a sliver of proudness, secretly. Fairytail wasn’t so weak after all, there was some serious fire still left in them.
The disappointment fills more, though, at the thought of the defeat. Both Natsu and Gajeel was glaring down at him with a serious expression, though it was mostly the former rather than the latter. At first, Gajeel had looked excited at the prospect of defeating him. Now, it feels all that was left was disappointment and unfulfillment. He blames Salamander for increasing his standards.
He turned towards Salamander, serious, “Did I look just a pathetic as him?”
It startles Salamander, who blinks before letting out an incredulous laugh at the question. He just didn’t expect it at all, and well, he should know by now that Gajeel was rather adept at pulling people out of foul moods. Whether it meant to indirectly move the ire to him or just chuckle at his absurdness. “...not quite as bad but still kind of a rough watch.”
“I mean, this was just fucking cringe.” Gajeel huffed, “All that yap about moving Fairytail towards a brighter future only to be smacked on the ass by us. I’m barely Fairytail, yanno? How does it feel, Thunderfreak.”
“There’s no such thing as barely Fairytail,” Natsu corrected Gajeel, shoving him playfully right before a silent but inquisitive Laxus. He didn’t understand how Natsu was so playful with a man who had destroyed their home. He doesn’t linger on the thought that Natsu and Laxus could’ve been like this, if their bond had progressed more. He ignores the lurch in his heart as well. “You’re with us, and that’s that.”
“Whatever,” Gajeel mumbled but the subtle hint of red in his cheeks led Natsu to teasing him even more before the iron dragon slayer snapped and growled death threats. Natsu just rolled his eyes before he crossed his arms, mood lightened but the air was still heavy. Laxus just scoffed,
“Just finish the job.”
Natsu’s eyes widened, “What?”
“Do it. End this, Natsu.”
“What--by--You want me to kill you?” Natsu looked at Laxus with such a look of disgust that he couldn’t help but recoil in surprise. He had no idea that Natsu was even capable of such a look, but then again, it seemed clear that he didn’t know a lot about Fairytail anymore.
Laxus doesn’t know how to process that.
Natsu just shakes his head, angry once more as he storms off at the thought. Why did people insist on telling him to take a life? They can fuck right off, he would never. A blue haired man flashes in his mind, causing Natsu to pause, and look around the cathedral only to see that everyone was gone except them three. He kicks some debris with enough force to rattle the cathedral but walks out after a moment.
He was done with Laxus and his stupid thoughts.
Gajeel stares at Natsu’s moving form, before turning to look down at Laxus. His eyes hardened and his smile was sharp, gleaming in the church, “You know, it wouldn’t be my first time--”
Laxus closed his eyes.
“--but what’s the point? I’d rather see you alive and well, suffering.”
Laxus cracked his eyes opened and let out a single mirthless chuckle, “...you’re a real bastard. I don’t know how they put up with someone like you.”
Gajeel shrugged, “It ain’t sunshine and rainbows over here for me, but at least I’m true to myself. If people hate me, I couldn’t give any less of a fuck. That shit doesn’t matter to me anymore, because there are people who do insist on fucking with me even if I am a sorry bastard sometimes.”
Gajeel tsked before looking over at Laxus with disdain clear on his face, “Even in Phantom Lord, there were few who were worth the respect and loyalty for me. Throwing that shit in their face for no reason other rumors and useless bullshit? You’re trash, no doubt about it.”
“You had people who cared for you and you threw them away. And honestly? I hope they never come back.” Gajeel spat next to Laxus’s crumble form.
“I just now caught a glimpse of this bond, ya hear? Enough to learn and know that I would fight for ‘em, never taking shit like that for granted. They’re stuck with me, that Salamander and friends. I could never think about turning my back on them like this. I know what’s crystal fucking clear to me though.”
Gajeel got in his face, red eyes glaring pools into Laxus’s blue.
“You never deserved this family.”
Gajeel had walked off after that, taking his merrily time as he left Laxus to rot.
Laxus just vehemently cursed the iron dragon slayer thoroughly as he fought back the beginning of his own burning tears. He began to ache in an entirely different way, not just from the outside but from within.
You never deserved this family.
Cruel words, fitting for a cruel man.
Laxus choked on a breath.
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It seemed that by the time they had reached the cathedral, it was too late to assist much. Lucy and Gray had only managed to take a step in the door before an explosion rattled and collapsed a part of the cathedral, quickly causing them to jump back. It was chaos for a moment as everyone lost sight of each other. Not wanting to waste another opportunity, Lucy quickly summoned Sagittarius and told him to hide, awaiting her signal.
In the meantime, she called out for Gray in the debris.
The dust began to settle soon after, however, and Erza let out a cough as she stumbled out, dragging a tied figure in her wake.
She winced at the dust in the air, ignored the draconic roars and explosions of magic behind her, as she looked around in a daze. Lucy and Gray just blinked in surprise before glancing down at the figure that she was pulling. Gray let out a sharp gasp, ice pooling around his fists.
His expression darkened. “What is he doing here?”
Jeralt Fernandez didn’t say a word as he glanced at Gray, then at Lucy, only for his eyes to widen a bit. “Oh, it’s you.”
Lucy was appalled, Erza and Gray snapped to her direction, “What the--?”
Jeralt just hummed, whatever fight that was within him long snuffed out. Erza felt a deep conflict begin within her, because after everything, why was he acting this way? “You were that girl that was able to withstand my sleep spell.”
“I didn’t know you possessed a sleep spell, Jellal.” Lucy narrowed her eyes, playing the part well. He doesn’t need to know that she knew the truth of his origins, they were around company anyways. Gray didn’t say a word, while Erza stepped forwards, tiredly gesturing towards Mystogan, “Don’t…Don’t worry about him. I’m going to take care of him.”
Lucy raised an eyebrow, “And just what exactly do you have planned? Surely, the Magic Council will be called, right? This man is an S-Rated Criminal, you know. Now is not the time to be doing something reckless.”
She felt a burning look from Gray but ignored it. She knew she was being a hypocrite, but better her than Erza. Better her, as she knew what she was doing, to a certain extent. “We’ve grown from trying to do stupid things on our own in the name of our pride.”
Erza looked bashfully to the side, it seemed that some habits were hard to get rid of. She nods, “...You’re right. I must admit, I feel…responsible, but I didn’t have a clear cut plan yet for what to do with him. The Magic Council seems to be a good decision for once.”
Lucy chuckled, “For once.”
Erza huffed out a laugh in silent agreement, the entire guild knowing full and well that the ire of the Magic Council was often on them for numerous of reasons. Usually just a pain in the side, but they would be able to properly assist with capturing and detaining criminals at the very least.
At least, Lucy hoped it was true. The last time she remembered properly interacting with the Council was when they had arrived to arrest Duke Everlue. She hasn’t heard nor thought of the name since, so maybe they could do their jobs properly after all.
It just won’t be this time. Lucy thought as she silently flashed a signal behind her back.
Within an instant, an arrow came shooting from a hidden distance, spearing towards the direction she had subtly gestured in. Mystogan’s eyes widened as he felt something slice his rope, loosening his binds. He quickly looked around at Erza and Gray who were discussing something, before making eye contact with the last girl.
The blonde one, a Heartfilia without a doubt, but he couldn’t be sure of her name. She just had to be the Earth Land version of Lucille, a splitting image but lacked the…hardened edge. He didn’t really know of her much, joining considerably later. It was hard to say.
Jeralt narrowed his eyes, only to widen in surprise when her chocolate eyes suddenly flashed gold and she tilted her head, silently gesturing for him to go while he still could. He didn’t understand why she was seemingly assisting him, but he wasn’t going to argue.
Sucking in a breath, he waited until she joined into the conversation before he quickly summoned one of his remaining staves to him. Everyone jumped at the sudden usage of magic, not expecting him to be out of his binds. Erza was quick to attempt to grab him, Gray had sent a wave of ice to freeze him in place. Lucy had grabbed one of her keys, playing the part well.
But it was too late.
He had disappeared, leaving an exhausted Erza, confused Gray, and a guilty Lucy in his wake.
For a long moment, all three had stared at the place where Mystogan had been just moments prior. Gray was honestly relieved that he was gone, even if it left an unsettling truth in his disappearance. He had recognized those clothes, that was Mystogan’s garbs. Something dark churned in his gut at the thought.
Erza’s jaw was clenched so hard that Lucy was sure her jaw would crack. She just closed her eyes instead, unable to look at the expression for long. Mystogan had escaped, and she had helped him do so. There isn’t much to keep the guilt away. Eventually, the wearied sigh that Erza heaves out says enough.
“Well, terrible results, but we can’t help but to move on for now. I’m..going to go find Makarov. It’s over.”
It takes a special kind of strength to just walk away from your potential murderer. To have the energy to still walk forwards and move on, despite no longer knowing where a dangerous man had just disappeared to.
Lucy was so sorry, and she had to take a moment to blink away her guilty tears as she stares at the rubble. Erza was already silently walking away, too much on her mind. She didn’t want to follow yet, knowing that her actions didn’t help with her precious friend’s state.
Erza was just quietly happy to be able to have the ability to breathe properly again, even if it meant dealing with the bad news of Mystogan’s escape. Shit, Natsu had entrusted him to her. She had failed them all.
Gray took one look at the clean cut of the rope, Erza’s departing figure, and Lucy’s silent but broken expression.
“Why?”
They both knew what he was referring to. Even though the action itself went unnoticed, it was easy for Gray to come to some sort of conclusion. Turmoil was dancing through his nerves, but he’s been down this road before. Ask before judging, at least with his nakama. She owed him answers for why she just freed that--that monster, but judging by the forlorn look on her face, he could give some small grace and give patience in return.
This wasn’t like Lucy, which means there has to be a reason to the madness.
He didn’t even raise his voice, or sound angry. Just small, hurt, and confused.
Lucy flinched anyways.
“...it’s better if you don’t know, really.” Lucy choked out, her heart bleeding for her friends that she knows she’s hurt badly. But what else could she do? It had to be done so that they weren’t going to die, damnit. They could hate her but at least they’d be alive. “It’s dangerous for you.”
“But not for you, right?” Gray spatted out, angry at his leader for a multitude of reasons. Without a doubt the biggest reason was the seemingly lack of trust though and general safety of wellbeing. He thought they were more than that, that they were past the ‘only I can do this’ bullshit. “You just sat there and told Erza that we’ve grown from doing stupid shit for personal reasons, Lucy. So tell me why did you just proceed to become the worst kind of hypocrite in the same breath?”
“Because if I hadn’t freed him, everything could’ve gotten a lot worse!” Lucy yelled out and Gray grew tense at the explosive reaction. She was freely crying now, the tears running down her face hurt to see. But the confusion hurt more, and he just wanted to know why.
Why did she free Jellal?
Why did she look so heartbroken in doing so?
Why was she hurting so badly?
“I don’t understand.”
“And you won’t ever.” Lucy scoffed, a bitter, tearful expression growing on her face. Gray found that he hated the current look more than the silent tears. “There’s so much more that’s going on than what you’re seeing, Gray. Guess what? That wasn’t acually Jellal. Turns out, there’s another fucking world that has people that looks exactly like us! And that’s somehow the least of our future problems.”
Gray paled at her words, “W-What? Another world? Lucy, he looked--that had to be--”
“I knew you wouldn’t believe me,” Lucy smiled but it was empty. Just nothing but grim resignation and a bitter but closer understanding to her nee-san’s words. This was the price of knowledge. “And honestly, who would? We just saw one of our greatest enemies in our faces, one that gave us our worst traumas yet, and yet here I am telling you that it wasn’t him. Could you imagine me going in and telling Natsu that the man before him didn’t almost damn near take us all out in that tower? Tell Erza that she wasn’t looking at the person who was her childhood friend turned enemy, who almost fucking sacrificed her in a blood-absorbing lacrima?”
“I couldn’t face them and do that, but it had to be done. So I did what I had to do.”
Gray was just staring at her, a complex expression on his face. He wasn’t sure what to say, there were so many revelations at once. Lucy just sniffed and wiped her eyes, growing more resolute in her decision. Logically, the reasoning does make sense. Natsu would’ve probably been tone deaf, and Erza--well that was just being a shitty person, even if it was the truth. The man tried to kill her for fuck’s sake. It didn’t stop the confusion about being from other worlds, that Jellal wasn’t actually Jellal, but considering her point of view, it did make sense to hide her actions.
What was clear was that despite the heavily unclear circumstances, Lucy had no doubt in her words.
As if…As if she knew that this was coming.
There was a flood of deja vu that overcomes him, because well, this…wasn’t the first time that Lucy seemed to almost move distinctively, as if she could tell what was going down before it actually happened. Didn’t she run straight to the tree, leaving everyone in surprise after the Eisenwald shit? Or was it Galuna Island? To Team Shadow Gear’s location?
She was quick to forgive Juvia and Gajeel, even after being rather deeply affected by the Phantom Lord stuff. As if she knew what kind of people they really were despite everything, well Juvia at least. Gray still isn’t too sure of that metal bastard.
The point is that all these point to an answer that Gray wasn’t sure if he should ask.
But he deserves answers, he thinks, as he decides to ask her anyways,
“You…Can you see into the future?”
Lucy swallowed. No, I actually just have my future self guiding me since I was ten years old, to make sure that the catastrophic event that took place in her timeline didn’t happen here. So that we all make it out alive.
“This might be the best scenario that could happen,” Rushii quietly suggested. They had no idea what the Eclipse Gate were to do if Rushii’s existence was exposed, although now that Bixlow knew, who the hell knows what was going to happen. Regardless, the less the better. So if Rushii had to be dumbed down to a foresight magic, then so be it. It would help with Lucy’s guilt, Rushii thought with a pang in her heart. At least she’d be able to share that. “Follow his thoughts, Lucy.”
“...something like that.” Lucy answered, already understanding that Rushii was right. She was already going to do it, coming to the conclusion on her own, but she wasn’t trying to listen to Rushii right now. She was still upset. “It’s not something that comes often…but I do have a foresight….magic ability. I can’t control it, but when it comes, I’ve…learned the hardway that if I don’t make some changes, bad things happen.”
“Switch with me for a second, Rushii.”
“ Hm?”
“Just for a second. I want him to see our eye transformation.”
Lucy’s eyes flashed gold causing Gray’s eyes to widen in wordless shock before he let out soft breath. “Your eyes…”
“Proof, of my alternate magic,” Rushii carried on for Lucy before switching back to chocolate eyes. “I’m sure you can imagine why I had to keep this a secret.”
Gray nodded, growing grim. “That kind of magic is invaluable to the wrong people. I…would have kept it hidden as well. How have you been so trusting so far..?”
I’m still lying to you. Lucy just looked off to the side, but it was better, sharing something with a member of her team. She’ll naturally inform the rest of Team Haluna later, so that no one is left out, but the answer was surprisingly easy. “Even if I don’t have the ability to use my…foresight often, I still trust my gut. You, just like the others, are people that I do trust with my life. I’ve been keeping this secret for so long, it just felt like second nature, really. I’m sorry for making you doubt me, Gray.”
Gray stared for a moment, but honestly, this fucking explained a lot. He was right, her situation was just like Natsu’s. Something that they couldn’t control so they hid, but he understood. It’s a scary world out there, one that wouldn’t hesitate to use Lucy or even Natsu, if given the chance. It was easy, what came next.
“I was confused and conflicted, but I didn’t doubt you, Lucy. I’ve..made a mistake like that before, and I told myself that I would do my best to hear someone’s point of view before making any judgements since. But even then, Lucy, I never doubted you. You’re like a sister to me, I was just hurt to see you hurting and not telling me why.” Gray paused before confirming with a resigned expression on his face, “And this…other world Jellal. He had to escape? I assume he’s not the same madman like before?”
“No,” Lucy choked out with relief this time around, the tears that were gathering was from hope. Gray didn’t think of her differently, even if she had to alter the truth. Even if she was upset with Rushii, she was not going to compromise her safety, after all she had risked everything by coming back. Still, it was just such a relief to see that while Gray was still a bit lost, he seemed to trust in her words. She won’t forget this, won’t let him down. “No--he’s not the same man. His name isn’t even Jellal, really. It was just really really unfortunate.”
“Very unfortunate,” Gray scowled but it wasn’t loaded anymore, “Well, at least the shining light in this is that we didn’t just let another crazy bastard on the loose. Your secret is safe with me. I hope that you tell the others about your power, but they cannot know about what you did to help Not-Jellal.”
The white lie would sting, but it was a necessary one. Lucy nodded and sniffled, causing Gray’s eyes to go soft. He let out a small, exasperated sigh before opening his arms out, letting Lucy hold him tightly as she cried into his shoulder. “Thanks for trusting me, Luce.”
Lucy just shook her head into his shoulder, “No--No, thank you for believing in me.”
“When I told you that I wanted to care for you and the others just as well as you constantly do for us, it was not a lie.”
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He isn’t sure how long he sat there, on his bloodied knees as he quietly just let the tears flow as he thought about his entire actions. The effortless teamwork that Gajeel and Natsu had managed to achieve in defeating him, it didn’t even feel noteworthy to even conclude the battle. All that boasting that he had done, all of the training he had prepared for his entire life, it felt like it was reduced to nothing.
He did this all for nothing, only to be beaten by a pair of ruly eightteen year old boys, they weren’t even fucking S-Class mages.
They just had a stronger will to succeed, and well, what does that mean for Laxus?
He doesn’t know.
He doesn’t know a goddamn thing anymore.
When the ruins of the church are blasted off to make a bigger entrance, he doesn’t even flinch. Laxus just sucks in a raggard, pained breath as he looks over to see what all the commotion was about. Over a dozen men with a distinctive uniform came filing in one by one. A sharp pounding takes over signalling the beginnings of a headache, for every Fairytail mage found the Magic Council annoying.
At least…that hasn’t changed.
A bigger one came in, masked up and undoubtedly the leader of this squaddron. He cleared his voice and began to project as his lackeys surrounded his collapsed form. Laxus didn’t hesitate to glare as hard as he could and spit by their feet, but didn’t bother to trying to move. He had exhausted all of his magic power, it took more than he had expected for the creation of Thunder Palace.
“We have received mana detection reports of unnatural and unusual activities being taken placed in Magnolia--”
He thought he would have enough to beat them here, but that wasn’t the case.
“There is reasons to suggest that with this level of mana and the resulting destruction, there was a major risk for civilian injury from one of our own forces, a registered member of Fairytail, Laxus Dreyar--”
If he had more magically power, would he had won?
“On behalf of the Magic Council, we will be taking you, Laxus Dreyar, in for more questioning, as we have deemed that this involves an internal investigation beyond Fairytail’s own protocols--”
Something told him that no, it wouldn’t have changed his ending.
Yet he tries to take a stand anyways, this time around. The burns that littered his body and the sharpnel pieces of metal that were embedded into his derma layer, it meant nothing for a moment as he began to get up and defend himself against the Magic Council. They will never hold power over him, if Laxus has any chance for it.
He would have to be taken by force, even if he knew that he would only be able to take a couple of steps before collapsing again.
“What the hell do you think you are doing with my grandson?”
Laxus froze, hearting dropping into his stomach as he heard his grandfather’s voice thunder in the ruins. He stared in shock and disbelief at the sight of Makarov Dreyar, looking a little bit paler than usual, but otherwise seemingly alright. His grandfather had looked royally pissed, he didn’t even have this irritated expression even when he had appeared before him earlier, gloating through a holographic image.
There was clear anger, sadness and betrayal, but never disdain.
He…never gave an inkling of hate directed at me, even after all of this. All that I’ve done.
He didn’t dare speak.
“Saint Makarov Dreyar,” The leader of the squaddron looked at the man warily, “We did not receive any magical signatures indicating that you were here. Care to explain what has resulted in a quarter of the town’s rubble?”
“An exercise that has went a bit out of control, I must admit,” Makarov lied, “But something that was under Fairytail’s jurisdiction and control. Quite surprising to see you people here, don’t you have more important matters to attend to? Or is there something else that you’re implying with this unusual visit?”
Makarov and the leader held a standstill for a moment, staring each other down as neither backed down in their own resolve. But Makarov was never going to hand over Laxus to the Magic Council, and it seems very clear that was his move to the leader. Besides, the leader internally sweated, Makarov Dreyar was still not only a Ten Wizard Saint but an honorary Magic Council member by default due to the title. He was not a man to be trifled with, despite his known playfullness.
And since he was basically his superior at the moment, well there wasn’t a reason to stay any longer than they already had. Wasting resources yet again on the madness of Fairytail, “...Very well. It seems that the reports were not necessary in this case, and if you have it under control Saint Dreyar, then there is no need for any further moves. Squaddron 14, let us move on to the next location.”
Wordless, as if they were all secretly puppets, the leader and his soldiers filed back out of the church, leaving Laxus in his shock as he just stared at his grandfather. The same grandfather who watched as they reached a good amount of distance away from them before heaving over and coughing up some blood. Laxus let out a startled cry in the back of his throat as he instinctively moved forward towards his grandfather,
“Jii-san!”
Makarov just spat out the rest of the red liquid before wiping his mouth, looking at Laxus with a sorrowed but relieved expression on his face. His voice was a bit gravelly, losing the confidence and strength that he had portrayed earlier with his interference. He sounded and looked his age, and while Laxus knew that he had no right to ask, it just spills out,
“What…What happened to you? Was it those Magic Council bastards?.”
“No,” Makarov quietly answered before softening his gaze,
“It was you.”
Laxus paled a bit, bile flooding into his mouth. What? He wanted Makarov to be out of the way and defeated, force to resigned but, this…this wasn’t him. There was no way that he had done this. He just wanted the man out of the way--not--not dead.
“What?”
Makarov shrugged lightly, even though his shoulders felt awfully heavy. It was so painful to see his grandson like this, beaten and bruised badly, yet looking at him as if he had cared. And maybe this was real, this confusion. Laxus hadn’t called him jii-san in that tone in years, it had seemed to be an underlying feeling that had unexpectedly arose within.
It doesn’t change his crimes though, but that was for him to decide, not the goddamn Magic Council.
“Seems we both are in a similar state of loss, but well, once this Thunder Palace was activated, my health took an immediate turn for the worse. If it wasn’t for Polyursica assisting me, I honestly don’t know if I would still be alive right now.”
Laxus’s mind reeled and he vomited, body and soul aching. He spat out to the side as he looked at Makarov, a strange desperation in his voice, “I--I didn’t want you to die.”
“I believe you.” Makarov answered with ease, because it was the truth. If he really wanted to kill him, he would’ve done it a long time ago. Perhaps when Ivan was expelled, or when he was stuck in the barrier. He never once thought that his grandson had that much ill will within him, that was solely reserved for the gruesomeness of his father. “But that doesn’t change was has happened. Not many people know of the side effects of this spell you casted, but it is not a matter that can be ignored. Just as your cruel violence against your other guildmates can’t be ignored either.”
Laxus clenched his jaw but remained silent. This was his sentencing, his karma. He had failed, and this is what comes after.
“Deep down, I know that you’re not a bad person, Laxus. Your heart, your will, it’s clear that albiet misguided, you had a vision and a compassion for Fairytail. But in wake of the storm that came from your creation, you lost control, and now…now there isn’t much that can be salvaged without time.” Makarov hesitated, because this was his family. It has already pained him to do it once, but this one hurt more.
“Time, spent away from the guild.”
Laxus cracked. “You…are exiling me?”
“You have forced my hand, my boy,” Makarov murmured sadly, “I cannot ignore your actions any longer. You are no longer a member of Fairytail, not after all of this.”
It hurts, this ending. He isn’t surprised really, but it still feels like being shot. Fairytail was all that he’s known, and while he’s understanding that he hurt them badly, where was he supposed to go now? All he had was Fairytail, in the end. And he just threw that away for the sake of…wanting to prove himself? Be the guildmaster?
Was it worth even attempting for, if the failure felt like he had nothing left in the end?
You never deserved this family.
“I--” Laxus opened his mouth to speak but what was there to say? Only an idiot would argue with evidence like this, there was no choice but to accept his fate. This was the price of greed, and it felt like he was beginning to drown in a sea of regret and wishes. “..what about Thunder Legion? What will happen to them?”
“They will have a place here still, although there will be some re-integration efforts.” Makarov confirmed, smiling a bit. Laxus always had the spirit of a leader, even now in the face of his own explusion, he was showing some concern for his closest comrades. It makes it even more disappointing, because if he had been on the right track this entire time, he probably would have given him the title of guildmaster. This was just bitter. “They will be safe.”
“..Good. Okay.”
Makarov let out another cough before turning to walk away. His heart couldn’t take much more of the conversation, and the sooner he let Laxus leave, the faster they will be able to recover and heal. He didn’t want the exile to be public, it was public last time and look at where this lead to. Nothing good.
“Safehouse C is rarely used, neared the outskirts of Magnolia if you need some supplies before you begin your own journey--” Laxus’s eyes began to tear up at the proof of Makarov’s undying love for his grandson. Giving him silent support and help even if he had nearly killed him, he could have just banished him and moved on with some sliver of hope, but he was still assisting him. If he was his Makarov’s position, would he make the same choice? “--I hope that you find yourself, this time. Away from my shadow, away from your father’s. I told you that you were great because you were my grandson, but that’s not the full truth. You were great because you were yourself, and being my grandson was just a blessing on top of that.”
Laxus finally began to silently sob at the words, a crack within his heart healing a bit inside of him.
Ivan never said something like that to him before, and he didn’t know how to deal with it.
Makarov chuckled, eyes tearing up as well, “I love you, Laxus, did you know that? Maybe I should’ve made that clear sooner, said it more often to you. Maybe if you felt more loved and had more reassurances about who you were, more faith in your own beliefs and ideals, we wouldn’t be here. I will shoulder that blame, my boy. I love you, Laxus, and I’m sorry I didn’t say it a thousand times before. You were always strong, and I hope that this new light in life, this forced path will allow you to grow even stronger in all of the best ways. Because even in exile, you aren’t alone. You have Thunder Legion, you have me. Despite not being in Fairytail anymore, it does not mean that I don’t love you.”
“I will always be by your side, Laxus, even if it means from afar.”
Makarov turns to walk away, allowing Laxus to begin the next stage of life. A life further away from him, and it feels like his heart had begun bleeding inside. He won’t know where he goes, what could happen out there in the world. But Laxus has made his decision, and Makarov wasn’t the only one who suffered today. His pain wasn’t the only one he holds, but the others as well.
For if Fairytail is hurting, so is he.
That is what it means to be a guildmaster.
“I’m sorry,” Laxus’s whisper echoed in what was left of the hall. What was he sorry for? For almost killing him? For hurting his guildmates? For treating his own squad like shit? For losing sight and control of his own actions? There was much to cover, and a single ‘I’m sorry’ wouldn’t be able to cut this time. He knew, he wasn’t even sure what he was specifically sorry for yet, other than that his jii-san almost died.
It wasn’t enough to cover it, and Makarov knew that Laxus would have quite the journey ahead of him.
He didn’t stop walking away though, because if he did, he would turn right around and give in to his hurting child.
And who’s to say that history wouldn’t repeat itself?
It wasn’t fair to the rest.
“Nothing can change with empty words and indulgent lies. If you’re sorry, then prove it, but prove it to yourself first.”
Notes:
Okay, now we can cook a little. It's still 2am...so I'll keep it brief but I'm definitely gonna be in the comments for this one, so definitely want to hear your thoughts.
Wow...right? So many fucking revelations at once, it was crazy.
Also, let me quickly apologize. I'm sure some of you guys were ready for me to write the final battle with Laxus thoroughly but to be honest, I was reaching my limit with this arc. With my version of Fairytail, Laxus's whole arc was just kinda...pointless, you know? Necessary for his character and a couple others but there's only so much that I can speak for his rather shallow mindset without sounding like a broken record...especially when Gajeel kind of stole the show during his arc since they used to have a similar mindset.
I just wanted to move on...so sorry but like ugh they were gonna beat him anyways! The emotions is what I wanted to touch on anyways.
Okay...now where to start. I don't even think that I would have enough space to touch on everything so I'll give like a bullet point for each segment for BOTH the chapter here and the one before, and what I was thinking about. Can definitely elaborate in the comments for any more questions.
1. Fraxus toxicity - okay but seriously, Freed needed to chance to properly distance himself with whatever codependent/toxic yaoi/angst that was going on between the two of them, and like it was definitely something to still touch on though. It is apart of his character, but it's not all that he is. I'm sure I surprised some of you guys with the kiss scene LOL, but it was a good look on a dysfunctional relationship that isn't healthy but it hurts so good. It's time for Freed and Laxus to find themselves, from afar this time.
2. Levy McGarden - I am really putting in the seeds for Tenrou Island and her will to become stronger in her own way, bit by bit. I think that it's a very gradual change for her compared to vowing to suddenly go into an intense training arc, and it's something that she can be satisfied with in the end. Plus I wanted to have some more rare interactions, and begin flaming the embers of Gajevy even more. Tenrou Island, people. Just you wait.
3. Bixlow's revelation....I always knew for a long time that Future Rogue and Rogue were going to separate, and it was going to shift the dynamics of Rogue's entire kick. Life isn't fair, and with something huge like the Eclipse Gate, shit like that wasn't going to go unpunished.
4. Freed, Mirajane, and Cana - I am so ready for the bromance guys. I mean, all of them had loved Laxus at some point, and now look where they ended up! It'll take longer naturally for Cana and Freed, but he deserves a proper support system. All of Thunder Legion does. Mirajane will spearhead the change with her newly evolved form, taking the initiative but not erasing herself in the process. A fantastic balance of her two years of benevolence and her past of grit.
5. Jeralt Mystogan Fernandez - Yes, his name is different. As I'm sure you've seen, ALL of their names are different, and there are even some characters that didn't even exist beforehand (cough, Lazarus Dreyar, cough). Edolas was a really cool experience, but I do think that in some aspects, there was some things that were just poorly executed. Edolas will be happening, and while I haven't thought too too far ahead with the gritty details yet, I do have some major changes in mind.
6. Rushii, Mystogan, Gray, and Erza - WE HAVE FINALLY APPROACHED A NEW REVELATIONNNNNNNNN (would you believe me if I said that I initially didn't plan for this). I thought really hard about how to write this portion, and the feelings that would revolve around such a choice, even if it was for the greater good. I am very very curious to see what you all think about this
7. Laxus and Makarov - A bittersweet ending, one that was more private for everyone else's sake. I actually felt my heart act writing Makarov's last words to him, it was a pretty powerful statement to me. Actions and words speaking for the love of his family, for his grandson. Laxus may seem like he wasn't reacting properly, but that was kind of the point. He doesn't know himself anymore, everything just crashed "suddenly" (the foundation was shit to begin with).
Who's fault was this?
Could have this all been avoided?
The "what-ifs" can haunt you in life, dear readers, but at the end of the day it doesn't change your present.
...go ahead and read the next chapter.
I think you will enjoy it immensely. A treat, for all of you, one that I've been thinking about since the beginning.
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As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all (as long as it's appropriate).
Cya on the flip side, friends.
Stay cool~
Chapter 45: Interlude: Three
Chapter Text
“Ah…I think it might rain today...”
Wendy Marvell yawned quietly as she looked out the window of Cait Shelter’s small but quaint lodging. Carla was already awake and downstairs, talking to the rest of the guild as she stretched, before promptly throwing off the covers of her bed, eager to start the day. Today was one of the rare days she was able to get to go into town, helping out with the groceries.
She quickly threw on her favorite green dress and put her hair into pigtails quickly, before raising downstairs,
“Good morning, Joe!”
“Good morning, Pickett!”
“Good morning, Aiko!”
This was the daily routine of Wendy, one that the members of Cait Shelter were very familiar with. The once painfully shy little girl had blossomed into an adorably polite and bright young lady, the years of familiarity allowing her to step out of her shy exterior at a steady pace. She was still rather shy when it comes to other people that weren’t her guild members, but it was much better than before.
Carla helps with that too!
“Good morning, Carla!!”
Carla glanced up from her freshly cut salmon and nodded, “Good morning, Wendy. Did you sleep well?”
Wendy beamed, “Yes! Though, I am super excited about going into town.”
Carla was bemused as she always was. This was the same town that they’ve been stopping by for the last couple of months, and yet, Wendy’s enthusiasm never wavers. Even if it was the same old shops as before. “I see. Make sure we actually stay on schedule this time, yes?”
The sky dragon slayer blushed, “Erm, yes! Sorry!”
“Silly girl,” Carla huffed in exasperation before eating her salmon with a tiny smile. She did a double take at Wendy’s hair, noticing that her pigtails were uneven. “Come here!”
Wendy blinked owlishly as she stuffed her face with some jam and toast before quickly walking over towards Carla. Carla made her sit down without a moment’s hesitation and began to fix her hair, making it more even. Wendy flushed and she swallowed down a big gulp of bread, “Sorry, Carla!”
Carla just tsked as she gently tapped her head with the brush, “Stop saying sorry for silly things. I have no problems with assisting you with your hair.”
Soon, they were ready to head out to town and once Carla had finished fussing over Wendy’s outfit and straightening her hair once more, they left Cait Shelter with bright smiles and strong waves of departure.
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It was when Carla was peering over the fish stall that Wendy noticed a very distinctive scent that had thrown her off. She scrunched her nose, nostrils flaring as she curiously looked over to the side, looking at a dirty blonde boy in the distance. She normally kept close to Carla in town, because even if it was an excited place to see all the different food and people, it was still a bit overwhelming to the girl.
In like, totally a good way though. It’s been helping with her goal with Carla, helping her be more outgoing and brave.
Despite the really comforting, yet familiar scent that the boy seemed to give off, Wendy decided that maybe it was just best to leave him alone. He seemed pretty skinny, and he was rather dirty looking too. Wendy paused, glancing back at the boy. She began to play with the corner of her dress, something that she does when she’s anxious but too nervous to say anything. Or when her thoughts were going too fast, causing her to feel overwhelmed.
Carla had finished ordering her fish before she noticed Wendy’s mannerisms and expression. Immediately, she grew serious, “What’s wrong.”
Wendy jerked a bit, seemingly lost in her own world for a second. They had to work on that too, Carla internally sighed, before continuing on, “Oh, I--well, I smell something interesting?”
Carla knew that Wendy’s scent of smell was slowly getting stronger, that it was growing more accurate, and resulted in some headaches from sensory overload at times. Since she’s rather naturally adept with healing thanks to her magic, she’s come to be able to withstand and protect her nose, which is why this specific smell is so interesting.
Wendy had been adjusted to this area for a while now.
Wendy frowned, absentmindedly tugging harder. Carla watched but knew to let her have a moment to think and process what she wants to say. “I..Dragon?”
Carla’s eyes widened, “As in-- Grandeeney ?”
Wendy shook her head, tilting cutely, “No…but it just smells familiar, I think? Like I should--should walk over there.”
Wendy’s nose kept twitching as she stared at the moving, scrawny boy, and Carla knew that this was something that they would have to properly investigate. Carla wouldn’t let Wendy go too far across Fiore searching for Grandeeney yet, she wasn’t strong enough to handle herself in many ways. The girl hated violence, and in these rogue lands, violence was a frequent occurence. Especially to a lone young girl.
But if there was a source in this town…she had to let Wendy take the chance. The circumstances wouldn’t be better than this for a long time.
“Then, will we walk over to that boy?” Carla inquires, emotionless as she follows Wendy’s line of sight. She was testing Wendy, silently telling her that she won’t be taking the lead this time around. Wendy bit her lip as she glanced back and forth between the boy and Carla before slowly, hesitatingly nodding.
“..Y-Yes. I think we should.”
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“Don’t cry , Sting.”
Sting’s angry tears welled up at the sight of seeing his hurt brother laying against the side of the building, hidden away from the town members. Rogue’s sick, has been sick for a while ever since they were kidnapped by that horrible man and--and--his eyes .
Sting sobbed, grabbing Rogue’s worn shirt tightly, “But--But you’re not getting any better .”
Rogue softly smiled, despite the intense pain that he was experiences around his tender, blind eyes. He couldn’t see his brother any longer, but he was sure he knew what he looked like right now. Large, angry tears rolling down his face as he turned red from stress and sadness. He always was the more emotional of the two of them, having the ability to cry so easily.
Sting was tender, and it was up to him to keep him calm enough to find proper help.
“It’s--It’s going to be okay, you know? Keep looking, Sting, I just need something, um, cold , and it should soothe my headache.”
Sting sniffled loudly as he quickly patted himself down, grabbing the ice pack and skewers that he had stolen. “I-I have this Rogue.”
“Thanks,” Rogue softly smiled, as Sting handed him the ice before he wordlessly. The ice provided immense relief to the inflammation of his eyes and the pounding of the head, settling the pain from a pounding sensation to a dull ache. Ice was only temporary, as always, but it worked for now.
“Open up,” Sting asked Rogue, who opened his mouth without a second thought. Sting slowly placed the skewer inside of his mouth, Rogue letting out a quick wince as he closed his mouth on the food, the stick poking him in the mouth. Sting sniffled before he scowled him, “You always do that! Slow down so you don’t hurt yourself.”
Rogue just snickered as he stuffed his mouth full of the bite sized chicken, cheek full as he just shrugged. Sting just huffed before sitting down next to him, making sure to not make any sudden movements and to keep a part of him touching his brother at all times.
It was a temporary peace, the two boys eating silently in each other’s company, before a third voice makes an appearance.
But Rogue smelt her before they heard her. His nose twitched, looking in the direction of where she was coming. Sting noticed his brother’s movements and was immediately alert, harshly scarfing down the rest of his food before he got up, ready to fight if necessary.
“Are you okay?”
Sting opened his mouth to retort nastily, no doubt telling the person to back away, when Rogue raised a hand to motion around for him. Sting immediately stuck his hand out and let Rogue grasp it, while keeping an eye on the girl warily, not saying a word. But Rogue just squeezed his hand, causing Sting to let out a small noise of confusion.
“Focus, Sting, don’t ignore your senses.”
Sting flushed at the gentle reprimand but took in a deep breath anyways, as an attempt to calm down just like Rogue always told him to. His eyes went comically wide however, jaw dropping slightly as he stared at the blue haired girl with the floating cat beside her, ingulfing her scent.
Wha--How? She smelt like--
“Like--Like us ?” Rogue sniffed in wonder before squeezing Sting’s hand again.
“Who are you..?” Sting asked hesitantly. The girl, she seemed really nervous, and she wasn’t signaling any signs of danger, so he figured it was okay to ask first this time. She swallowed and looked at the cat before rocking on her feet a bit, bashfully looking at the ground.
“I-I’m Wendy.”
“Rogue,” Rogue answered as he tilted his head curiously at the girl’s voice. She sounded like she was their age, maybe younger.
“I’m Sting!” Sting answers proudly before bluntly asking, “How come you smell like us?”
“You smell it too?!” Wendy’s eyes widened, “You smell like Grandeeney.”
“Huuuh?” Sting scrunched his face, “Who the heck is that? You smell like Weiss-tou-san.”
“No,” Rogue interjected, “She smells like Skiadrum.”
“Nuh uh!”
“Yeah huh.”
Sting and Rogue growled at each other before Wendy hesitantly interjected, because what on earth are they talking about? “I’m sorry…I-I don’t know who they are.”
The disappointment from the lack of information about their respective dragons weighed on their heart, unsure where to proceed next as a lull in the conversation happened.
A gust of wind blew however, and Wendy’s eyes widened as she stared at Rogue, feeling the air tingle. She then noticed the ice pack, the rudimentary covering around his eyes, and his small intakes of labored breaths. “You’re injuried?”
Sting quickly narrowed his eyes and shot back into defensive mode, “It’s none of your business.”
“I--I can help. I can heal! Just show me where?” Wendy took a step forward, gulping. Something inside her wanted to really help the boys, even if she’s never seen them before in her life. Carla looked on, ready to assist Wendy should the blonde go feral but felt a bit bad for the two of them, considering the dirtied state that they were in. It was clear that they were on their own, and Wendy just might be their best shot. “My magic lets me heal really well!”
Sting squinted suspiciously, “What’s your magic?”
Before Carla could protest, Wendy replied, “S-Sky Dragon Slayer.”
Sting and Rogue’s jaw dropped before they both began to talk at once despite their aches,
“You’re a Dragon Slayer too?” “What! I’m a White Dragon Slayer!”
“Wait, is Grandeeney your dragon? Skiadrum is mine.” “No wonder you smell so familiar!”
Carla lets out a sigh, they were fortunate that the boys were young and also of the same magic, otherwise just giving out the name of a rare magic like Wendy’s was just asking for trouble. They’ll have to work on being more discrete again, hiding information. She’s just too honest for her own good.
Wendy was definitely overwhelmed, the boys were just talking at once as they came to her instead, Sting dragging along Rogue as they yapped excitedly. But there was a feeling of contentness that begins to blossom with her, like she’s made the right choice wanting to investigate the curious scent and the boy.
Because now she’s found people like her, causing her to let out a bright smile even if she was still a bit nervous. It was a bit exciting, the boys’ energy was infectious.
Sting paused at the sight of her smile, ears turning red a bit as he squeezed Rogue’s hand in slight embarrassment, “...Sorry! I just--Well, we thought we were the only ones who existed.”
“I thought I was the only one of my magic, too.” Wendy shares softly before quietly stepping over towards Rogue. Her hands began to swirl with power, like a gentle breeze in the sky. “May I?”
Sting tensed a bit but knew that this was the best chance they had. Rogue was still hurt, and he wasn’t getting better, the ice wasn’t doing much but stopping the pain. What if it gets infected? What if his headaches get worse? Looking at Wendy, it was pretty clear she didn’t mean any harm and genuinely wanted to help, but--
“It’s okay,” Rogue murmured towards Sting, who reluctantly stepped back and let Wendy close to Rogue. Rogue set down his ice pack and slowly removed the cloth that was covering his eyes. Wendy let out a small gasp at the sight while Sting looked away in sadness. Carla covered her mouth with a paw.
There were two diagonal slashes where Rogue’s eyes should be, leaving scar tissue and puffiness of irritation. The wound seemed to have healed for the most part, but it was still swollen and bruised, discoloration near his cheekbones. The inflammation had looked as if it really painful and Wendy couldn’t help but to press her cold, healing hands onto his face as she began to heal.
“Can you help me?” Rogue pleaded softly. Sting could only watch in awe as his brother’s wound began to shrink in size, the bruises disappearing, all the while Rogue remained calm and unmoving. She wasn’t hurting him, Sting nearly cried once more. The last person had just made it worse .
“ Yes .”
For once, Wendy was sure.
Chapter 46: Interlude: Contrite
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The day that Thunder Legion had passed through Magnolia during a longer S-Class quest was the day that he saw the guild hall in ruins. There was a sharp pang of regret and rage that had passed through him, because his home had been destroyed.
Granted, they did ask for help, but if they were not strong enough to defeat these enemies and protect what was theirs, then what use do they have wielding magic? The ability to wield mana, to turn into power to fight for your own beliefs, what was the point of having an advantage if you can’t even use it properly.
His Fairytail was supposed to cultivate the strong and have them lead by example.
In the end, he wasn’t as strong as he thought he was. What was the point of his titles, of his fame, then?
Streamers flew past them, children racing around with flustered parents trying to slow them down. There was a large mascot somewhere, no doubt led by his ex-guildmates in an effort to spread love and cheer. The food smelt heavenly, albiet a bit overwhelming for the senses. He wondered idly if Natsu was also having a similar experience. If that fucking studhead did too.
The guild hall was restored, better than after despite having fallen to nothing but dust and rubble weeks prior. It had been upgraded, to the point where when Thunder Legion had finally returned, there was more things that Laxus didn’t recognize than did.
He’d scoff at the melachony that resonates within him at the reminder, as if he was still in his prime, but he’s a shell of who he was now, being excommunicated by his grandfather and all. He had nothing and thus everything else has been acknowledged as nothing as well. Like what emotions used to be in reach, some admittedly stronger than others, reduced and hidden in a slowly thickening fog.
It couldn’t be helped, it was just hard to find a will when his future had been stomped, leaving him wandering around Magnolia in a tense daze.
He couldn’t even face his own team for fuck’s sake.
Hooded, Laxus ordered some food and received it promptly after an exchange of few bells. The smile that was received in return had gave wave to a churn of discomfort. Behind the vendor was the zoned off section of what used to be an apartment. He wanted to open his mouth to ask , what had happened to her home, but deep down, the reluctance to speak told him his answer.
The vendor had paused, noticing that her customer hadn’t left, but instead was looking at the rubble behind her. She let out a small sigh, “Yeah, that’s what’s left of my home. There will be some wizards for hire that the government had brought over from foreign land to fix it right as new, but it kinda sucks to be displaced for the time being.”
“Do you know…” His throat turned dry and he quickly stuffed his face. Was it his fault?
She shrugged at the unspoken question, “It’s a kind of thing that is sort of expected when you’re in a hub city with a renowned guild at its center. A little chip here and there is nothing, it’s the first it’s been in ruins though. They don’t tend to tell us civilians who and where the enemies are when shit happens like this, but at the end of day, who am I to complain? I’m still here and alive, it’s all thanks to Fairytail!”
“Could’ve been a lot worse, most of us were able to evacuate with the help of the mages during that competition. Relatively unharmed but a couple of us were trampled. Old Joel from down the street had taken a particularly nasty fall but there’s some Fairytail members that’s volunteered to help with the hospital across town so I have no doubt that he’ll be quite alright. I know Fairytail gets a certain rep for being a bit more rough around the edges--” She suddenly giggled, “--but we got a bit of that toughness rubbed onto us too, you know. Fairytail has been here for years, what they tend to destroy, they’ve always rebuild with something stronger and with enthusiam. It can be a bit tedious, but there’s a rugged charm to it, if you ask me.”
“Ahh…” Laxus stared at her for a moment, the urge to turn hide and run. Would she still give that bright smile if she knew that he was the reason why her home was in ruins? That Old Joel was in the hospital because of his actions? That he was still weary and unsure if he made the wrong decision overall?
What he did know, was that he wasn’t thinking about them--the civvies. Those without usable mana, just living their lives. He’d never really given them much thought, he reckons quietly. And for the first time in a very long time, he states, “...I apologize for the state of your home.”
She waves him off, unable to see his face but that didn’t bother her. She could tell from his body language anyways, he was rather reserved but seemed genuine. She waved Laxus off, “Don’t sweat it, I’m just glad Fairytail beat the bastards and lended a helping hand back to the community after it’s all said and done. We’re rather lucky, they have power, you know? Every reason to ignore and discard us regular folk, but they tend to sort of take us by hold and slingshot us to the finish line with them. There’s never a dull moment here in this city of support and love, happy Fantasia!”
The said bastard gave her a shallow nod and walked off after that, there wasn’t really much to say after that. That parallels in their story didn’t fly over his blonde head, they both lost the same thing but their attitudes, their goals were completely opposite. The fall of the guild hall wasn’t the catalyst of his reasonings, it was yet another rush of bitterness that had seeped so far into his bones over the years that it felt like it’s become him.
It was merely the final straw.
He cannot speak for her, but he recognized a bit of the sadness. She spoke positively of Fairytail, but no one wants to lose their home. Yet it was her faith in them--well them , as in excluding himself-- that helped push her into moving forwards with a rather pleasant smile to the face despite the discomfort and pain.
How? How could she move on so easily?
Or perhaps she didn’t and was very good at hiding her true emotions. Either way, Laxus noted self-depracatively, she didn’t go on a rampage that almost destroyed the city. He figured that she still had a supportive group of a people too, and he just burned that bridge to the ground completely.
Sullen, he storms through the crowd, ready to leave. There wasn’t really a point in staying here any longer, everything would just be a reminder of all that he’s loss. Laxus isn’t entirely sure if he even had the right to be upset at the fact, but it didn’t really matter in the end. It was how he felt.
“..race you, Flamebrain!”
“You’re on. ”
Laxus tensed, watching in small shock as across the street, Natsu and Gray had began to stuff hot dogs into their mouths at a rather disgusting pace. That blonde girl that seemed to be close with Natsu, smelled like him at least, was cheering them both on as Erza had swiftly gotten some buckets for the inevitable vomiting of all of those carbohydrates. Still, he squinted, she had a small smile on her face although she seemed a bit weathered.
Well, he reckoned that the pressure of becoming the only available and dependable S-Class mage that Fairytail has now is a strong weight indeed. He surely didn’t help with that, but it could be argued that even if he wasn’t excommunicated, it wasn’t as if he was a responsible S-Class mage either.
What had hurt the most was seeing Thunder Legion.
With some concentration, it was easy to find his team, spread across the entirety of the festival. He had watched as Bixlow haggled and laughed boisteriously with an irritated iron dragon slayer who looked like he’d be anywhere but here. Something that looks incredibly fitting for him, so maybe that was just a default expression. Bixlow has always been outgoing, easy to like and hang around even if he wasn’t the most tactful.
During their missions, Laxus thought a bit fondly, he was often sent for information gathering. His natural, if a bit off-beat, charisma tended to yield great results. It helped that he seemed to always know what corner of the world to extract intel and “friends” from, something that probably came from his nomadic past and his habits from it.
Evergreen was a bit of a shock as she didn’t seem the type to hang out with other males unless they’ve built a history together like the rest of Thunder Legion had with her. She still seemed a bit stiff, more than her usual self, but had an air of uncertainty that lingered almost visibly. Almost as if she was unconcsiously showing a barest hint of vulnerability, which came as a surprise to Laxus.
She was always adamant and clear that she could hold her weight, despite Laxus’s usual gruff and uncaring attitude about that (until the maddening rot of strength and power had consumed him, at least. He’s had nothing but time these days and one of the memories that’s haunted him the most was Freed’s words.
“--you told us we were pack.”
“You were pack so long as you were useful.”
“You never deserved this family.”
Regret clung to him like a disease.)
Yet here she was, walking with that big oaf Elfman of all people, taking a muted curious look at the different stalls of the festival. There was a respectable distance between the two of them, as much as was willing in a crowd of people, but Evergreen wasn’t one to hold in her disdain. She would’ve made her displeasure loud and clear, but she was still walking with the large man. It wasn’t much, but it was a lot for the prideful woman.
It was stunning, the more he thought about it. Elfman wasn’t the sharpest tool in the shed, always boasting about being “manly” and whatnot but Laxus could have defeated him in his sleep. He would have been one of the members that Laxus would have cutted and yet here was Evergreen seemingly tolerating his company, at the very least.
Were there others that Evergreen has grown to tolerate as well?
Did he give his team the opportunity to try ?
He had to leave, quickly . The confusion of his decisions, of his beliefs was starting to make him physically sick. Hypocrisy was beginning to choke him, and he could not handle it.
He was weak .
“...Laxus?”
Laxus’s joints immediately froze as his body forced him to stop. There was that pull again, the scent of sweet floral scent that seemed to cause his senses to flare up inside of him. A feeling that had lingered softly a long long time ago, before he walked away from them, but only has gotten stronger with someone new. An almost irresistible feeling that seems to overwhelm him in the best but fearsome way possible. He wanted to disappear, knowing exactly who it was.
“Laxus, is that you?”
He couldn’t deny him, he never could. Even in the height of his own ambition consuming him, the thought of someone hurting him had caused him to feel a rage that couldn’t be explained. The protectiveness that always came with Thunder Legion, it always roared with him in particular. How could he face him, knowing that he had caused pain to Freed?
Laxus doesn’t say a word as he slowly looked over his shoulder behind him, eyeing Freed Justine, who looked at him as if it was a bit painful but it didn’t matter in the end. That above everything he had put them through, fuck he was still so frail looking--, that he was happy to see him.
Mirajane had an unreadable expression on her face as she stood on one side of Freed while Cana didn’t even bother to hide her disdain as she scoffed once they made eye contact before she crossed her arms and looked away. Foot tapping still, he knew what it meant. She’d rather be anywhere but here.
“It is you,” Freed breathed out and Laxus couldn’t take it anymore.
“What is it?” Shit, that came out ruder than he had wanted it to be. He was overwhelmed, angry, irritated with the world (himself) but honestly, what did Freed want? Wasn’t it clear that his presence was detrimental right now?
Mirajane narrowed her eyes at his tone while Cana’s jaw clenched but they had said nothing as they awaited Freed’s lead. They’ve probably talked about this scenario before, what they would do. He would’ve been flattered that his exes had thought of him, but then again, who would take pride in having a contigency plan made against them?
Freed, oh he didn’t even bat an eye at his attitude, just gave a small, reluctant smile. “Well…I just--just wanted to see how you were doing, I suppose. It has been a while.”
“...It has.” I couldn’t bare to face you.
Despite the jubilee and celebration happening around the group, it felt as if everything went mute through this interaction. Because of this unfortunate effect, the awkward silence was even more profound. This must be number one on the list of damnation, Laxus thought gruffly, a confrontation from the three people that he’s loved at some point in his life. No, he wasn’t prideful enough to not admit the fact.
How fucking symbolic that they were all together on one side, and he was left on his own. It was him, clearly there’s a pattern. It was him and his sorry ass, his faults, his problems, his mind--
“How have you been?” Laxus disrupted his internal spiral. His fingers twitched, his body jittered and twitched with energy to get up and go . He had just wanted to observe to watch and see that those he had come to care for was still being treated right. He didn’t expect this.
“Not as bad as I originally had thought…” Freed looked hesitant to continue but decided to anyways, “I--I suppose I have Fairytail to thank for that.”
“You think?” Cana snorted and Laxus tensed a bit at her tone, thinking that she had something against Freed. But Freed had merely huffed out a breath of exasperation before giving Cana a look, who merely smirked but continued to ignore Laxus’s being. Mirajane just chuckled as she gently patted Freed’s shoulder. “Your injuries were nothing to sneeze at, but I’m happy we were able to get you well enough for the festival, at least.”
“Injuries?” Laxus furrowed a brow. He knew that there was someone that had gave Freed a strong thrashing during their self-made tournament, but surely some healing would’ve cleared that up. Was it worse than he had originally seen?
At his words, Freed’s eyes seemed to flash with pain. He didn’t know, he hadn’t checked in since they had last seen each other, then. That was the confirmation. Laxus didn’t know that Freed had succombed to a semi-successful demonic runic transformation in order to satisfy his dreams. That he had ran the risk of destroyed his mana core and becoming corrupt, that he had to deal with the effects of Burn Out for days now. He was still technically in recovery even before him, but the twitches and the fatigue had worn off a bit enough for him to be stable enough to walk around for a bit at least.
“Burn Out.” Freed shared at last. It was the least of the longer list of medical analysis that he’s been through, but it was the only thing he felt as if he should share for now. It was a bit embarrassing really, almost giving yourself away to a man who didn’t seem to care enough to check in after everything was over.
“Oh,” Laxus let out a small breath before he licked his lips, “Oh, okay. Get well soon, you’ll be up and ready in no time.”
“...Thanks.” Freed looked off to the side with a small forlorn expression on his face. Cana was absolutely thunderous at this rate as she suddenly grabbed Freed’s arm, “Yeah, no . I’ve hit my fucking limit and I won’t let Freed listen to this bullshit.”
“ Bullshit? What the hell--” Laxus turned around fully at the sudden accusation as Cana glared daggers at the blonde man before she snarled, “Leave him alone.”
Seriously, what was her problem? He hadn’t even done anything--Well. Laxus swallowed as he properly got a full look at them now, Mirajane and Cana banadaged in some small areas, with more on the former than the latter, but Freed had a small crutch that he was using for balance. He was a bit paler than usual, his green strands were in a ponytail and it highlighted the bruises and bandages that he seemed covered in. Like he was mauled by a beast.
No, that was not what he had seen when they had last met. Something had happened, something that he hadn’t been aware of. Laxus took a small step forwrads, stomach lurching a bit, “Freed. Freed, what happened? ”
But Freed was already being lugged across the street by Cana, carefully of course, and the crowd had seemingly swallowed them up. All of a sudden the noise had reached an all time high as Laxus began to try and push past them, ignoring everyone as he tried to follow after Freed.
Mirajane took a step and blocked him from making much progress, eyes flashing as she said, “Don’t make a scene, Laxus.”
“Someone had hurt him, Mira,” Laxus glared at her, a pop of electricity sparking on his shoulder. A balloon nearby had popped from the static and Mirajane was quick to glare back in return, “You better calm yourself down before you ruin this festival too . Besides, I’m well aware that Freed had been injured by someone, because it was me whom he was fighting against.”
Laxus was stunned at the revelation as Mirajane gave him a look before she forcibly grabbed his cloak and marched towards a more secluded location within Magnolia. They had a nice view towards the largest section of the festivities from above, looking over from a balcony. They passed some celebrating groups of people before they were able to find a quiet spot.
Mirajane quickly let her hand drop from touching Laxus and ran a hand through her hair, “What the hell are you still doing here, Lax?”
“Jii-san let me stay at a safe house to…gather my thoughts and recuperate.”
“How generous,” Mirajane pursed her lips before leaning over the railing. It was silent for a couple of moments before Laxus couldn’t help himself. It seems like things really have changed. “I knew you got your magic back, but you were able to defeat Freed and reduce him to that ?”
“Me? I got some good hits in, but majority of his injuries he had done to himself.” Mirajane confessed flatly, looking over at Laxus once more. Laxus’s eyes widened, “What? How?”
Mirajane gave Laxus a look of just straight disbelief. How could Laxus be this obtuse? Was he always this way? “For you , you know. Freed had casted a forbidden spell on himself in order to create a version of himself that was powerful enough not only to stop me , but satisify your desires. It had nearly destroyed him, Laxus. That’s the kind of power that you had over him, over Thunder Legion. And yet you didn’t even check in on him, on them even once.”
Her heart ached a bit, having a solid attempt at a conversation with Laxus for the first time in years. Without the unnecessary belitting, the angry barbed words, the unspoken hurt. Perhaps not without the latter, it hurt to speak with him now. To hope and try that her words would get to him now , before it’s truly too late. It had to be her, Cana had already threw in her towel a long time ago and Freed was in no shape for this kind of conversation either.
“I couldn’t.” Laxus lamely explained but it was clear that it wasn’t going to be enough for Mirajane who just scoffed and then shrugged, “You know, I’m not surprised. You’ve been making the same excuses to Fairytail, it was only a matter of time before you began to let down your own team too.”
Laxus took a step back as if he was doused with scalding hot water, tempter getting hot in return, “What the fuck?”
“What do you mean, what the fuck?” Mirajane snapped, “You sit here wallowing in your own self-made pity about what you’ve done and chalk that up as a good enough reason to avoid the few people left that actually give a damn. It’s not good enough, Laxus. Were they just a means to an end? Did you even care?”
“Of course I did.” Laxus yelled back, but it lacked that usual fire that has fueled him for years now. What used to be a wildfire has been reduced to a sparking fire that’s trying so hard to relight himself with the same tools as before. “I was their leader.”
“You weren’t acting like it.”
“Well, when your dreams have been entirely crushed just like many things in your life, you find it hard to think of anything. Mira, I barely can fucking remind myself to eat a solid meal because of how lost I feel these days. I’ve done wrong by Thunder Legion, I should’ve fucking checked in. It’s clear that I should’ve fucking done a lot of things better, alright? But don’t ever accuse me of not caring for them.”
“--you told us we were pack.”
“You were pack so long as you were useful.”
No. No, he was a goddamn idiot for saying that. He was caught up in his own greed, and he was wrong for that. They were his pack.
She didn’t expect that outburst. Mirajane blinked at Laxus before looking away once more, chin resting on her palm as they turned back to silence. It wasn’t as if they could talk to each other as easy as they used to when they were younger. Idly, she thinks that the odds were that they could never return to such a closeness ever again. There was too much sadness, it would be a miracle for Cana to even speak to him without murder in her eyes at this rate.
It was over between them for a long time now, but it didn’t mean that it was the end for others.
“Are you happy with Cana?”
Mirajane froze a bit, not expecting the question at all. For a moment, he sounded like the Laxus she knew once before. His tone was lighter as he asked, looking down at all of the people along with her. She decided that she’ll continue the newer light, that she’d answer truthfully. “...I love her. She’s has…she’s done so much for me. I was at my lowest for a long time, longer than I had realized. I understand, you know. That daze you find yourself in, where you’re not even alive anymore, just existing and moving mindlessly.”
Laxus carelessly snorted, “True, but at least you’re not excommunicated and forced to eventually leave Magnolia.”
“True,” Mirajane whispered in return, “But at least you didn’t witness your brother accidentally killing your little sister.”
Laxus flinched heavily. He stared at Mirajane, noticing that she had become rather tense after saying the words out loud and felt truly and freely guilty for once. He was an asshole, he’s been reduced to nothing great these last years, but family was something that even he wasn’t often judgmental about. Hell, he was still in turmoil above his own father’s excommunication and the parallels within them and whatnot, but he didn’t mean to bring up Lisanna.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean--”
“Laxus,” Mirajane interrupted, “I think you’re going to be saying those words a lot more depending on what direction you want to go with for your new future. Respectfully, I don’t need you of all people to tell me that you’re sorry about that . So for your first clear act of forgiveness from someone post-mayhem, how about you remind yourself that you’re not the only one who’s been through a hard time, and that pain isn’t something to be used as a comparison, very less trivialize to others.”
Laxus, feeling thoroughly scolded for once, just nodded and took a seat. He held his head in his hands, “...I really am sorry, for that.”
“You should be sorry for a lot of things, if you want to be back in everyone’s lives again,” Mirajane said, “...But I can forgive you for this. You’re not the only person who’s changed these days. While you’ve turned for the worse, I’m happy to share that I’ve gotten better.”
“Wow, way to rub salt on the wound,” Laxus couldn’t help but dryly respond and to his quiet surprise, Mirajane actually let out a small snort before she shrugged. Oh yes, Laxus huffed internally, she definitely picked up some habits from Cana. That kind of bluntness had her name written all over it. Mirajane’s eyes softened, “Are you happy with Freed?”
Laxus didn’t know what to say. Freed had seemed happy to see him after everything, but Laxus couldn’t remember the last time he had done anything with just him that didn’t involve getting handsy. “I don’t know. I think…I want to be though.”
“Laxus…I saw a handprint on his neck when I fought him.”
Laxus froze.
“I will not speak on what the two of you do with your past time indulgences,” Mirajane’s eyes flashed and she gave a glare so hard that Laxus had to suppress a chill. She looked absolutely murderous. “But I did not like the look on Freed’s face when I had quietly spoken to him about it. He wasn’t entirely against it, but the circumstances was alluded to be rather murky. If you ever want to pursue something with him, you’ll be having to go through me now, and that’s something I won’t tolerate in his life anymore. Hurry up and fucking fix yourself, Laxus Dreyar, so that you can finally make that new dream a reality. So you can become someone who deserves to have that kind of happiness, because it is worth it to find someone to love so dearly.”
Becoming happy with Freed? A dream? The more he thought about it, the more the ideal seemed to entrace and resonate with his soul. It was odd, because this type of thinking wasn’t what he had felt when he had wanted to take over Fairytail. It had felt bottomless, nothing seemed to completely satisfy. But the thought of Freed’s smile, of going back on missions and helping Thunder Legion grow. Seeing Bixlow cheer and win them free drinks miraculously, of letting Evergreen practice braiding on all of their hairs.
It sent a motion of longing that was so strong that Laxus had been momentarily reduced to blinking away tears. Life was a lot simplier--a lot happier -- back then. He’d still been angry, but it was okay because Thunder Legion was with them. They had each other, and then he had let them down.
Shit.
He’s got a lot of work to do.
“I don’t think I’m entirely wrong, still,” Laxus spoke quietly, “I do think that we need to get stronger. I’ve seen some things, Mira. There is more than you’d expect. These recent S-Class missions open your eyes to things that you’d thought were fairytales in some regards.”
“You know, I think I would’ve disagreed with you on that regard earlier, but I’m inclined to agree,” Mirajane hummed, “After all, I had tapped into my magic once again and it’s been for the better for me, at least. It doesn’t hurt to be able to withstand a fight, but it isn’t something that be coerced and forced , Laxus. The others might have mixed reviews on this, but I never thought you were evil , Laxus. Just someone who’s made some bad decisions.”
“...do you think that I could be good again? I remember how I used to be, like a fever dream in a way, but it feels as if that’s something that is unachievable.”
“I think you should stop worrying about other people’s opinions and just focus on what you think of yourself now. If you can’t do that, then focus on what those you love would say about your actions if you’re feeling rather indecisive, and go from there. Forget about us for a while, Laxus, and I think it might do you some good.” Mirajane admitted. He was a legacy, so maybe there was always going to be pressure when it comes to the name of Fairytail. His grandfather helped start it, he was now the leader. His father was set to most likely inherit it and was a genius, even if it was for the wrong reasons. He had different forms of brilliance that he had to live up to, and it was just the cultivation of small things that turned into something rather large in the end, she guessed.
Better now than later, I guess. Mirajane darkly mused. More time to earn.
“Ha…maybe so.”
Despite everything, Mirajane does want him to work things out. She’s always had, deep down. In the distance, there was a platform that had Makarov on it as he was speaking into the mic. He had everyone quiet as they listened to the words he had to say, but it was a bit difficult to hear from above as they both watched him.
Suddenly he raised the L sign in the air with a strong cheer, causing everyone raise it in the air in their own way, and to their surprise, looked up into their distance. Laxus was thoroughly feeling a complex rise of emotions at the sight of his grandfather potentially looking at him in his direction, that old man always seemed to have known where he was.
Trying to blink the tears away, Laxus looked down to his hand and saw that he had already made the L sign back. Fairytail was always within him, even now despite the pain he feels and has caused for it.
Mirajane got up and patted his shoulder lightly as she began to walk away, feeling like she’s done enough for now. This was the best she could do to offer some words for Laxus without feeling as if she’s giving away Cana and the rest’s faith.
“...Mira?”
She paused and raised an eyebrow.
“...Thank you.” Laxus said quietly, still looking out into the distance.
Mirajane hummed.
“Good luck, Laxus. You’ll need it.”
Notes:
Hey y'all, sorry for the extreme delay. I've had major major writer's block amongst other irl things that's been keeping me occupied and stuff, and I've finally felt better enough to finish this chapter (so many rewrites, it's been a frustrating experience).
I don't think it's my best work for the series but it might get the job done. Tried to describe Laxus's conflicting (emphasis on conflicting) emotions as he navigates the transition of being exiled and seeing what he's done and stuff. Could be OOC but ykw we'll just tough it out.
Normally I leave interludes blank solely for interpretation and stuff cuz yall know I love to ramble in these chapter notes, but I figured y'all deserve an explanation for absence. I HOPE to not take another unexpected 5 month hiatus but I know now not to make any promises...I'm starting a new chapter of my life soon (aka graduation) so life just may get in the way again.
Next chapter won't be an interlude but the beginning of the transition to Oracion Seis Arc!
For those of you who want to comment about me leaving out Lucy's and Jude's scene in canon during the end of the battle of fairytail arc, I ask for patience! If I do entirely skip a scene in canon, I'll let you guys know with a reason, otherwise expect some variant of it at least.I'm still thinking of you guys, and I read all of the comments <3 thank you for your love and support as usual dearest readers.
Chapter 47: Chapter 37
Summary:
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Notes:
P.S. This is your chapterly reminder that this is a darker spin on Fairytail but this is also a character study. It will tackle mental health issues, it will eventually get violent during some arcs, and there will be foul language in the works. Tags will be updated accordingly but be sure to view them, so you know exactly what you're getting into!
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter Thirty-Seven: Reunion Pt. 1
Oracion Seis Arc I
It’s the fun jobs like these that help take the load off every once in a while. Lucy needed the rent after all (ignoring the growing amount of jewels that is being “anonymously” donated to her in her savings account) and it was a fantastic contrast to the normal high action, high stress situations that their occupation can trigger.
“And your order for an orange chicken splatter with a side of sashimi and takoyaki is here!” Lucy chirped as she placed the dishes down in front of the family, stifling a giggle at the particular sight of the younger daughter openly drooling at the food. Working at the 8-Island during peak tourist season was something that was rather enjoyable if she was being honest.
Very relax--
“Can you fucking get out of the way, Fire Breath? I’m tryna get these poor people their stuff!”
“Then walk around me like a normal person, idiot Popscicle.”
A knife gets expertly thrown from the kitchens as Erza appears within the line, placing another finished dish to be handed out in the process. It impales in between the bickering boys as they both backed up slightly with a sudden paleness and flipped their heads towards Erza. Her eyes darkened at them menancingly as they both gulped before glaring at each other once more and walking away in opposite directions--only to realize they needed to turn back around for the correct tables.
Lucy let out a small exasperated sigh at the sight, giving Happy an equal look of amusement before continuing onto the next table. Blonde hair tied up in high ponytail, apron with a notepad and pen ready to do her job, despite the occasional…arguments, it really was relaxing!
Especially considering some things in her life that she’s been kind of…avoiding if she were being honest. Not that she really wanted be at the moment.
“Remember that the wife has a peanut allergy.”
Lucy’s jaw clenched a bit as she muttered under her breath, “I got it.”
A small weary sigh that wasn’t her own rang through her mind but she continued to ignore it. It was incredibly petty, but she found that she didn’t particularly care, hadn’’t these last couple of weeks really. She doesn’t really know how to articulate it yet, but she wasn’t happy with her older, future self. It was hard to ignore a voice in your head however, but she wasn’t a team leader for nothing. Tenacity was something that was becoming easier and easier with each adventure of Team Haluna.
“...Lucy, please—”
“Don’t ‘Lucy’ me right now, I’m working.”
Rushii frowns at her reaction but takes heed to the silent request of being left alone. It was true that her imouto had the right to be upset with the turn of events and the adruptness regarding the other-Jellal, and the forcefulness of the semi-reveal of her knowledge from the future, but these were sacrifices that she had warned her about. Sacrifices that she had already made in the past, so did she not trust Rushii any longer? Is that it?
They haven’t spoken properly about it at all, and it’s starting to take a toll. Just when things were perking up, this shit happens.
“You cannot avoid this forever.”
Lucy knows. Of course she knows. Yet the guilt of lies and the heaviness of her duty is starting to creep into her heart with every step closer to trying to change this world’s future and she thinks that she’s allowed to be petty and avoid this as long as she can.
To pretend that everything’s going to be okay and that she didn’t just release a potential criminal into the world just because her future self told her to do so. Of course right when she was starting to get over the shitstorm that was the Tower of Heaven, she had assisted with her enemy’s identical-appearing-twin escape. Life is so not fair.
But the world keeps on spinning anyways.
“Good afternoon!” Lucy fixed her face quickly, flashing a smile at the customers, “What can I get started for you all today?”
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Even if it was relaxing at the start, constantly moving around and talking was pretty draining after a while. That was the last day of their waitering gig with the restaurant, leaving with a fatter bag of bells that left Lucy and the rest scrambling a bit but reassured it was for quality service. Gray had thought that he had to having a stroke upon hearing that, for quality service and Fairytail weren’t typically said in the same sentence, least of all without any major mishaps or destructive endings. Erza was in quiet agreement.
Natsu had just laughed and gave the owners a big warm hug, assuring them that they could rely on them again if they ever needed extra hands. Lucy had quickly followed up and agreed with the dragon slayer, expressing her enjoyment with the entire “break”.
Stepping back into her apartment, she tossed the money on the table as she let out yawn, taking off her shoes. It was dusk now, the sun had begun to dance within her dimly light living room. It was a calming ambience, filling her with a feeling of content and soothing warmth.
It was a bit strange to not have someone phyiscally present in the apartment with her, she’s always been surrounded by either Happy and Natsu together, stepping into her window unannounced. Gray has spent many times entering at late hours to find a comfortable spot to rest for a bit before leaving in the late morning; it’s a fifty fifty chance Lucy’s up if there wasn’t any major requests for the day.
Even Erza spends a small time of the afternoon coming over a couple days out of the week in order to share a meal and quiet discussions in the kitchen. Lucy was particularly excited about attempting to recreate that strawberry dessert they had while working at 8-Island. Erza’s notorious sweet tooth was something to be benefitted from, she reckoned, at least whatever she tried was sure to be delicious.
It was strange but it wasn’t terrible.
And she never really was alone, anyways.
“Rushii?” Lucy began to idly fill a glass of water as she stared at the sink, gripping the edge of it. There was a small influx of an emotion, hesitancy and regret. Determination. It typically wasn’t too hard to differentiate between both of their emotions despite them sharing a body, but then again, it wasn’t often times where they were against each other in heart. It was killing her slowly, Lucy hated feeling this way but there wasn’t any avoiding her feelings on the matter.
Just like there wasn’t any avoiding the fact that Rushii’s future is one step closer to coming true.
“...Yes?”
“Earlier…earlier you didn’t deserve that. You were just trying to assist and I snapped at you, and that was petty. I’m sorry for that.” Lucy took in a long breath.
“And you’re right. We--I cannot avoid a conversation with you forever.”
Rushii exhaled sharply, idly looking out in her greyed world once again. She’s figured that by now, it’s also intuned with their emotions. She’s no longer the battered version of herself in this mental barrier, has shedded that during the Tower of Heaven. But it was still hard some days to find the strength to share her experiences, to fight that fear of unknown and wonder what would be the consequence if she just spilt it all out at once.
Would the dark cloud suck her in and absorb her into fate? Would she curse Lucy with a lifetime of consequence and karma for sharing too much?
“I don’t regret not sharing more about Mystogan.”
There’s a flash of hurt that runs through Lucy doesn’t go unnotice, but it was time for some more hard truths from Rushii. Ones that she wished she never had to share, had to speak into existence. It was easier at first, when it was the lighter missions. Then they almost died and she was stuck with that fear of life, that any moment can be her last and that she would have to fight for her dying breath. And it was so natural. It was natural to be afraid, to fear, to want to know more in light of increasing evil.
And Rushii couldn’t share, didn’t want to share until it was absolutely necessary because most of all, she wants Lucy to live, and she will do whatever it takes to minimize the chance of compromising that.
“I deserved to know.” She whispered.
“And you did. I told you what you needed to know, and the timing was unfortunate, but this entire thing as a whole is just a massive pile of misery and misfortune that should never repeat itself in the first place. I am here to help you suceed and I know it’s starting to take it’s toll. It seems like after Galuna Island, Tower of Heaven, hell even witnessing the slight grotesque start of Eisenwald, it feels as if having more knowledge would help with this feeling of an impossible task. It probably would but I cannot share, and it is killing me slowly.”
If there was ever a way for Rushii to take the burdens, to hold her younger self, her little sister that’s so alike yet so different than how she used to be and to never let her see pain again, it would have been done. She wouldn’t have thought twice about any sacrifice, really.
It wasn’t as if she had anything left.
“How am I here, Lucy? How are we still able to continue with our wish to save the future? I don’t know many answers, I have my suspicions of course, but at the end of the day, this is all the result of magic and a little bit of something more. Something fated, something divine. Whether you believe in its existence or not, there is something more at play that is allowing us to coexist in this world, and I won’t tempt it’s kindness in doing so. I was and will continue to be picky with the information that I have given you. I will continue to think of more opportunities to try and share more, but Lucy, I can’t--I cannot risk burdening you with so much knowledge that it poisons your mind and heart in return.”
Lucy’s heart lurched as she let out a shuddered breath and let out a small bitter smile, “It’s funny how roundabout it’s gone, in a way. It started off with me scolding you for sharing information and now here I am, almost begging and wishing that you can tell me everything so I wouldn’t have to feel as if I’m hopeless.”
“If…If telling your team more weaved information about my knowledge and your new “foresight” magic helps, then I am fine with it.”
“...the less people who know would be better. Gray has some information, Bixlow knows the bigger truth thanks to his magic which is a can of worms itself, and I suspect even that metalhead knows that I’m a bit more than a celestial spirit mage. He saw one of yours.”
“Gajeel? Really?”
“He called it “heaven power shit”, I think,” Lucy snorted as Rushii huffed out a small laugh. Very…eloquent of the iron dragon slayer. “I don’t know if I want the others to know, even if it is really important. Is that--Is that selfish of me?”
Is she a bad leader for withholding?
“Natsu was reluctant to share his darker side with us. Erza wouldn’t have mentioned her past if it hadn’t kidnapped her. Gray hid his insomnia issues with others. We all have something that is rather vulnerable to us and we have a right to keep it close to our hearts. It is true that…it may hurt feelings down the line but just because it hurts their feelings doesn’t mean it was the wrong decision. Just a complex one.”
Complex, indeed. Lucy ran a hand through her hair as she downed the rest of her water before setting the cup gently into the stainless steel. “...I understand. I do. The feeling of helping Mystogan…I know it was for a good cause but I can’t help but to feel as if I betrayed my team and Fairytail’s integrity by doing it, even if it wasn’t the Jellal that we know.”
It was silent for a moment as they both let the words sink in, resonating within their hearts.
“No one said that the path of the greater good wasn’t a challenging one.”
Rushii murmured. A burden that neither of them asked for yet plan on executing anyways. It will always be gripped with moral ambiguity.
“You…may not have to walk alone, despite our words and agreed thoughts about it from before.”
“So you want me to share some of it with the team, then?”
“This is not my life, Lucy.”
Rushii smiled ruefully, heart warming at the consideration. But that was the truth. She wasn’t in control and after some time to mourn her old life some more, she has found that at this point of her life watching from afar, she wouldn’t want to be.
It would be the equivalent to walking and talking amongst ghosts, so close to her period but different enough for there always to be a disconnect that couldn’t be ignored. It would be too much to secretly miss and mourn someone right next you constantly. “Thoughtful, but not necessary. There is a reason why I don’t tend to speak during your daily moments unless you are in danger or there is something to take into consideration about. Your actions are generally your own.”
One day, she’ll be gone.
“I-I’ll sleep on it.” Lucy replies quietly after a moment.
She’s staring into space, breathing slowly as she feels Rushii hum in acknowledgement before allowing her to her own thoughts. The sun has set a bit further by now, showing the beginnings of the rise of the moon instead. Honestly, Lucy felt bone tired.
Physically from work, then traveling back home and now from the beginnings of tapping into her own feelings and psyche with Rushii.
A small whishing sound captures her attention as she blinks before narrowing her eyes towards her door from behind her small kitchen island. Lucy’s brows furrow as there was a small spark of mana that had swirled before a popping sound resulted and a man had suddenly appeared in the middle of her home.
Mouth agape as she stared in disbelief at the staff-wielding intruder, Lucy had about three seconds of stunned silence before she had immediately began to summon her spirits to come and assist her.
But first, she threw a banana, “--What the?”
“Open the Gate of The Lion, Leo!”
“Open the Gate of The Maiden, Virgo!”
Virgo immediately leaped over the counter top and swung her chains towards the man who let out a rather high pitched squeak as he ducked, causing the chains to bang loudly against her front door. Leo’s fist was already glowing as he sent a Regulus Punch towards the intruder’s face. The staff flared for a moment and Leo’s eyes widened a bit as he whispered out a strangled, “Aries?”, changing the trajectory last second.
The figure flattened himself against the wall, “Wait!”
Virgo ignored him as she quickly slammed her forearm against his chest and used her other hand to muffle him, causing the wall behind him to shake. The man let out a harsh wheeze at the impact as he struggled to breathe, feeling scared at the dark glint that was in Virgo’s eyes as she pinned him onto the wall.
The banana that was slowly sliding down his drape was the only thing that made a sound as the man quickly held his arms up in surrender as Virgo kept him in place with Leo and Lucy quickly appearing beside her.
Virgo side eyed Leo, “...Seriously?”
Leo flushed, “Shut up. I was about to make contact and all of a sudden, I saw Aries right in front of me. You would’ve fucked up too, V.”
Virgo huffed before turning towards Lucy, “What do you want me to do to him, princess?”
Ears burning red at the nickname as they always do, Lucy’s heart was still racing as she contemplated. On one hand, it was clear as day that this was an intruder and he didn’t belong here. On the other hand, while he had defended himself against the spirit’s immediate attack, he didn’t really fire anything in return.
Plus, there was something awfully familiar about that staff.
The man tried to speak against Virgo’s hand, who only snapped her head back towards him and glared at him back to silence. Lucy decided that at the very least, she deserved a verbal explanation. She waved a hand, “Keep them pinned but you can let them speak. Let’s see what they have to say about this rude and frankly illegal entry.”
Without hesitation, Virgo removed her hand but increase the weight onto his chest with Leo glowering, making it crystal clear that at any sign of a threat to their summoner would result in a quick and violent beat down. The man let out a stuttered breath before licking his lips and slowly, reaching for his hood, “I-I ask for patience as I reveal myself, as you implied.”
Lucy slowly nodded before her heart drops at the sight of Mystogan in her house.
The tension in the air grew stronger and colder as Lucy’s heart hammered in her chest. That is not Jellal Fernandez. That is not Jellal Fernandez. That is not Jellal Fernandez.
It helped that his hair was a little bit longer than what she had remembered, but the similarities was still so uncanny that she had no choice but to look to the floor in silence after the revelation. Her palms began to sweat as she quickly crossed her arms, trying to steel her nerves.
“This has never happened to me before,” Rushii warns, voice firm. "But I also never knew about Mystogan’s true identity until I experienced it. Thus I never saved him. He was known as Mystogan Dreyar on his world, like I’ve shared with you before, but who’s to say he dons the same name in this universe? Tread lightly, this is unmarked territory for the both of us.”
“Mystogan.”
“Lucy Heartfilia.” Mystogan replied quietly with a slight nod. Another difference, his tone of voice. Jellal always had a small undercurrent of mania when he spoke to them, his mood escalating over the smallest things. She had only remember the height of his voice and the rawness of it during the end--before they had all blown up. Mystogan’s on the other hand was soft, calming. Almost slightly boyish. It was startling, it was just what she needed to help calm her down.
That is not Jellal Fernandez.
Jellal Fernandez is not currently in her house.
“I…” Lucy began but found that she had no words. Just disbelief.
“I apologize, for the abruptness of my appearance. I know that it might have terrified you, especially--” Mystogan swallowed nervously, “Especially considering my striking resemblance to the criminal known as Jellal Fernandez. I insist, I am not him.”
“That,” Lucy let out a small breath, “is something that I am aware of, believe it or not.”
“...I see. Is--Is that why you assisted me with escaping?” Mystogan asked so softly that she had to strain her ears to pick up on it. Lucy looks up now, back at his eyes. They were wide, not cunning and cruel. They had small tickles of hope within them, confusion, and gratitude. Slowly but surely, her heart rate was beginning to decline, but it was hard to relax still. More questions needed to be answered.
“Partially. Are you here just to thank me?”
Mystogan flushed a bit before nodding, “I owe you, truly. Thank you for saving my life.”
“I--I don’t think I saved your life, I think it was just getting you out of a tough position if anything.”
“...I don’t think you saw the way Natsu looked at me when my face was revealed.”
Lucy shouldered her flinch. She didn’t see his reaction, but she remembers the pulse of magic and a faint roar in the distance all too well. Suddenly, it became a lot more believable that she had saved Mystogan from a rougher fate. Still, “You were never going to die, Mystogan. Please believe me on that.”
“Jeralt.”
“Jeralt?” Lucy parroted in confusion.
“My true name. Jeralt Fernandez.” Mystogan shared, slowly extending his arm out for a handshake with Lucy. She knew what it was, a chance for a clean slate. A chance for truth, a reward for her earlier assistance.
“And he is not a threat, Rushii?”
“No,” Rushii answered quietly,
“Not anymore of a threat than I am. Just another person trying to do what is right and save their homeland.”
That was something that Lucy could get behind.
She was still running a bit haywire, it’ll take a second for her to completely relax and accept his appearance fully, but it was clear that this was a chance for something new and for change. Who is she to deny such an opportunity?
“Lucy,” She answered as she reached out to shake his hand. Virgo and Leo quickly took a step back to allow their master to proceed. If the man was still a threat, she wouldn’t try and shake his hand. They trusted her judgement.
“Lucy Heartfilia. Looking back now, you were never given a chance. It’s becoming clearer to me now that you deserve the opportunity to at least explain your actions and your history. Please, have a seat on my couch and I’ll--I’ll get some coffee going.” Whatever that it was now nightfall, this was going to be a long conversation, she thinks idly. The bone tired feeling she had earlier had all but disappeared in light of the man before her.
Mystogan shook her hand firmly and bowed slightly, whispering a grateful thank you before cautiously taking a seat.
Lucy looked over at Leo and Virgo, “You’re both free to go, I don’t believe I’m in danger anymore.”
Leo eyed Mystogan on the couch, who was fiddling with his cloak as he awaited Lucy to sit down to continue their conversation. Virgo didn’t bother as she just gave Lucy a rather flat look, “We shall clean your apartment, princess. I can see some dust settling.”
Lucy flushed, “W-Whatever! I’ve been gone and it’s been a while. Let me know if you need anything!”
Virgo nodded before grabbing Leo by the arm and marched towards her summoner’s bedroom to begin the process. Leo huffed and muttered at Virgo, “Why are we still here? Lucy said it was okay to leave.”
“That is still a wanted man inside of her home,” Virgo hissed back, “Lucy is important to us. If it was any other summoner, we would’ve left, believe me. I just want to make sure…plus there really is dust settling and it’s getting on my nerves.”
“Wow, you spend way too much time with Aquarius.”
If Lucy and Mystogan heard a small yelp and then a crash, separated only by a wall, they didn’t speak anything of it.
Lucy took a seat in the armchair off to the side of the couch, palms kept warm from her mug as the scent of coffee and milk slowly filled the air. Mystogan took a sip of his own, letting out a small smile and sigh of contentness before setting it down on the small table in front of them.
“So…is this the part where I share my entire life story?” Mystogan lightly joked and Lucy couldn’t help the short exhale of amusement. She let out a wryly smile, “Well, it’s the first time a wanted man has appeared in my apartment. If there are any rules that we need to follow, be sure to let me know.”
“I am wanted? By the Magic Council?” Mystogan’s eyes widened.
“No, just by Fairytail, sort of. The people who are aware of, well you know,” Lucy gestured wildly about his appearance, “They tend to keep a look out for any news. Your relationship with Fairytail might be dicey, but I think it’s safe to say that we would never rat to the Magic Council about it.”
“Fuck,” Mystogan let out a shaky breath before running a hand through his blue hair. Lucy felt a rise of sympathy for the man, “You don’t have to share everything, Jeralt…I do think I am owed some answers but you are also owed someone who will listen without harming you.”
“...I suppose that now that I have the opportunity, I find myself speechless and…nervous to be frank.”
“I get it.” Lucy murmured. She thinks about how Rushii stated moments prior about not wanting to be alone with a secret that can consume you whole, that sharing could help ease burdens. That she didn’t have to be alone. And while she still not sure about endangering her team, her newfound family with this knowledge, there just might be someone else in this world who could be able to take but also understand her dilemma. Lucy swallows, “If you go, I will match.”
Mystogan looked at Lucy in surprise, before his eyes softened and he smiled gratefully towards her, “I’d reckon I’m not the only person in need of an ear tonight?”
“You’d be correct.”
Mystogan clasped his hands together and sucked in a breath before letting it out slowly. It took a moment, for the both of them to steel their thoughts and hearts together. What they both have, it was something that was bigger than them. A task that feels impossible often times. The weight of their challenges could be felt at the silence, but for some odd reason, it didn’t feel as heavy as it was before. They didn’t need pity tonight, they just needed someone else who could understand.
Mystogan ended up going first.
“For some reason, I have an odd feeling that you might already know this, but--I am not from this world. My homeland, Edolas, it had begun to fall to the corruption of King Maximum, who’s grown mad with magical power. Five years ago, I came here to wonder the lands in hopes of stopping his portals from connecting this world, Earth Land, back to Edolas where he’s essentially stealing mana to manipulate for his own gain. One of those portals is how I got here, in fact, and I’ve been here ever since.”
Mystogan let out a bitter smile at his mug as his voice got a bit raspier, “There were many parallels to this world, which is why I suppose I adjusted rather fast for someone who left everything they loved behind. My guild back there was called Fairytail and everyone has counterparts there, although they go by different names. They were never going to be them, the ones that I grew up with, but it helped soothe that ache. Knowing that at least some version of them was still alive and well.”
Lucy felt a deep ache and understanding that she knew didn’t come from her, resonating so hard within her body that she had to clench her fists to prevent them from shaking.
“It was the hardest with Erza, knowing that I had left my own version of her behind. Eliza. Eliza Belserion.”
“Belserion?” Lucy blinked in surprise. Jellal and Jeralt had the same last name, so she had assumed that everyone else’s counterparts did, but perhaps she was wrong.
“I was also surprised to find that she went by Scarlet here, but it could be something that I don’t know about. Or maybe the parallel things stopped with her,” Jeralt shrugged, “In any case, it still doesn’t change that the person who looked like my girlfriend had looked at me as if she was tired of being around me. That she was utterly gutted and didn’t have the strength to go on anymore, that she couldn’t bare the sight of me because I only caused her pain.”
Mystogan sniffled a bit before letting out a wet chuckle, “And then, all of a sudden, I remember that it’s been five fucking years, you know? Who’s to say I go back home, whenever that is, and everyone would welcome me back? Maybe they think I’m dead. The circumstances were already hazy to begin with, but I knew that I had to take this chance to stop him. Maximum was ruining my world and--and I wanted to be apart of that change to stop it.”
Lucy handed him a tissue, which he quietly thanked her for, and grabbed one for her own to blow her nose and pat her tears. Between Rushii’s own feelings at hearing Mystogan’s story, knowing how hard it hit for her, and her own emotions at seeing a man with a similar story as hers struggle and share that weight with her, it was a miracle she wasn’t sobbing outright like a baby.
“But you don’t regret doing this, because it was for a bigger cause. It wasn’t just for you, it was for your lover. Your family, your nation. Your world. Any part to make it better, you’d do it because you love them all.” Lucy whispers.
Mystogan wiped his eyes and let out a small grin, “You understand, I can see it in your eyes, Lucy.”
Slowly, Mystogan got up from his end of the couch and scooted closer to Lucy’s side, moving cautiously to make her understand and aware that he was coming closer. After moving closer, he had wiped his hands before reaching over to offer one in assistance. Lucy sniffled and took a look at his hand before looking back towards him.
Blinking rapidly against the wetness, Mystogan says, “And to top it all off, I-I don’t know how to hate my counterpart, who’s me in some ways, for the damage that he has done to this world. What he did, trying to end the world to begin a new one for peace, it’s what I’ve done to myself for the sake of peace in my world. I’ve come to the realization that I would die for my cause and that would only effect me, but Jellal would have effected everyone. Our similarities are too striking for me, and-and I am sorry.”
“You didn’t do this,” Lucy huffed as she rolled her eyes. Damn Fairytail men and their grievances sometimes, honestly, who takes the blame for something that they didn’t do. She grasped his hand tightly, “So stop blaming yourself. At the end of the day, you are both entirely two different human beings even if you’re variants of each other. It could be implied that you also have the capabilities to execute the same level of chaos as Jellal here, but you didn’t. You didn’t choose that path.”
“I could have. Maybe I am a monster too.” Jeralt Fernandez has no idea what he might do just to stop Maximum Dreyar. The potential inside of him scares him deeply, especially with what he was capable of doing in this world.
“But you didn’t, Jeralt. And that’s what makes you who you are today. You are not Jellal Fernandez, you are Jeralt Fernandez from Edolas and you are here on Earth Land to come to fight and seek help in the fight for those you love. Don’t ever compare yourselves again, I don’t want to hear it.”
Unexpectedly, Mystogan lets out a giggle at the tone of voice Lucy used causing her to flush as she looked away, “I see how you’ve become the leader of your team, Lucy. It’s quite empowering to be on the receiving end of your words, I feel like I’ve been blessed.”
Turning red, Lucy quickly let go of his hand and slapped him on the shoulder, causing him to giggle harder. “Oh, shut up!”
After Jeralt died down, he admitted that he felt a lot better about everything, getting some of it out to someone. “I’m ready when you are, Lucy.”
“Can I--?”
“Yes.”Rushii answered immediately. She’s never spoken to Mystogan like this before, or really ever, and while she understands that she didn’t know anything during her own timeline, she wishes that she took that initiative to speak to him more. She’s grown from blaming herself for not giving him a chance, it was just how the cards had played back then. But here was probably the one person that she should think of that would not only keep her secret but understand the severity of it.
And who was Rushii to let that opportunity slip away from Lucy, who needed more support other than from her words. Hell, Rushii herself found her to be able to understand and gain a quiet support from Mystogan as he spoke about some of his past and his struggles currently.
She would be a fool to say no and the relief that floods within the both of them is liberating.
Some chances were worth taking.
“When I was ten years old…my mother died physically, my father had died spiritually, and I found myself resonating with the soul of my future self who had come back from the end of the world.”
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“Hey,” Natsu grins at Lucy as he takes a seat next to her, throwing an arm around her shoulders. Lucy glances at him with a returning smile, something that was brighter than usual. She leaned her head towards Natsu, who could feel the beginnings of his heart racing a bit faster than usual at the close proximity. She quickly curled within him, resting her head on his shoulder as he held her tight.
“Hi Natsu.”
“Someone’s in a good mood,” Natsu commented, wondering what she’s so happy about. Lucy just shrugs, jostling against his vest. His thumb subconsciously began to swipe up and down gently against her arm. “I’ve just been enjoying a couple days of bed rotting. Met someone, was able to talk some things out. I feel lighter than ever.”
That night with Mystogan really helped in more ways than she had realized.
“Met..someone?” Suddenly, Natsu’s throat was dry. “Like, for--for a date?”
Lucy froze before she immediately sat up straighter, eyes wide as she looked at Natsu. “Like a wha--A date? No! No, I would never.”
“It’s--not a bad thing, going a date.”
“Yes--I-I know that. I didn’t mean to say never, just well--”
Natsu swallowed harshly, “It’s fine if you went on a date, Lucy. You don’t have to be weird about it.”
“I’m not being weird about anything because it wasn’t a date, Natsu.” Lucy furrowed her brows.
“Good,” Natsu replied without thinking, causing Lucy to pause herself. Natsu’s eyes widened as he sat up a bit more, looking towards Lucy who was looking at him with a complex expression. “Wait! I didn’t mean it like--”
Someone coughed loudly and harshly behind them, causing both of them to stare at each other for an awkward moment before turning around. Erza was busy stuffing her face with something sweet as she looked anywhere but at the two of them, Gray was adjusting his necklace as he let out one last pathetic fake cough while Juvia just pursed her lips together with flushed cheeks. “Fiore’s sake, Lucy.”
Even Rushii was bemused but looking away from the wreck of a conversation.
Feeling embarrassed and honestly confused at what just happened, Lucy was desperate for a distraction. “Um--”
“So--, who’s volunteering for the Balam Alliance showdown?” Fiore’s bless Cana. The card mage slammed her mug down at the table, causing everyone to jump for a moment. She looked around in surprise but didn’t comment on the reaction as she took a seat herself. “Seems like a lot, I might just stay here to be honest.”
“I heard about it,” Erza hummed as she ate some of her cobbler. Lucy eyed it with an unspoken gleam causing Erza to huff a bit before she stabbed a piece for Lucy to try on her fork. She looked at Lucy, awaiting her rating and was pleased to see eight fingers being held up. She agreed with the rating herself. “It’s becoming a bigger deal by the second. A lot of scrutiny for the Magic Council, in particular.”
“Magic Council?” Natsu asked. “What do they have to do with anything now? And give me some too--”
Erza scowled as Natsu stole some of her dessert swiftly after demanding it but answered him nonetheless, “With the issues with the whole…Tower of Heaven fiasco, there were a lot of things that weren’t by the book. Apparently, Myst--Jellal was a Magic Council member, and was able to infiltrate and convince the others to use a blacklisted weapon for personal gain. Subsequently, there was a overhaul of the members that had been convinced of using it and it’s been harsh critics and eyes on the Council ever since. To be honest, based off of what Makarov’s shared, it seems as if it’s just a beat away from being dissolved completely.”
“I can see it being dissolved officially, but it doesn’t stop the good ones from banding together on their own time. We’re in pretty good relations with Blue Pegasus and Lamia Scale at least, that I do know.” Gray spoke up. Erza nodded in approval, “They were asked to join in this operation, or maybe we were asked by them, can’t recall that particular detail but that’s what it is now. Makarov is going to be asking around soon to see who he could send for this potential threat. It might end in a fight, it might end in just gaining more intel, it’s all being taken into consideration.”
Erza, Gray, Happy, and Natsu all whipped their head around to stare at Lucy who flushed immediately at the attention. “You guys wanna go or something?”
“I’d never turn down the opportunity for a good fight against some bad guys!” Natsu cheered as Happy quickly agreed. The cat flew towards Lucy and snuggled against her chest, but she knew that it was just a sly tactic to get her to say yes. Too bad it was working. Gray just smirked as he nodded in agreement to Natsu’s words.
Erza just smiles and lets out an uncharacteristic shrug, “I’ll admit that I’m curious. It’s not like we don’t have the skills to defend ourself if things turn dicey, so if you’re in as our leader then I am too.”
“Who are you and what have you done with Erza Scarlet,” Cana gasps dramatically before Erza’s eye twitches and she prompted gets up, summoning her sword at her side. Cana’s eyes widened before she stumbles out of her seat and briskly runs towards safety with Erza playfully threatening to chase her.
“Wanna come, Juves?” Lucy turns towards the water mage but was surprised to see that she had shaken her head no. Quickly eyeing Gray’s slightly disappointed face with an internal squeal, she asked why.
“Juvia will be going on a separate mission with Rust,” Juvia explained, “We have decided to form an official pair together.” More like Gajeel had demanded that she works with him more and that they had to band together before they got infected with “Fairytail goodness”. She had laughed at him upon hearing his silly explanation, heart warmed that he still wanted to remain close despite slowly growing new friends and putting himself out there more.
Everyone around her congratulated her, causing Juvia to turn a bit flustered but still smiled brightly at the cheers. “He had proposed a name for us, and Juvia had quite liked it. It…came from an unexpected source.”
“What was it?”
“He said that…it came from a shrimp?” Juvia finished off warily. She loved Gajeel like a brother, but he was an…interesting guy sometimes. Lucy and Erza looked at each other in shock, the former having a more audible reaction that the other. Natsu just laughs at the absurdity while Gray just shakes his head in exasperation. “He really is a metalhead. Screws all loose.”
“Like you can talk,” Natsu snarked back. Erza and Lucy quickly zone out of the resulting back and forth that is triggered at the words, eyes sparkling. “Shrimp? Are you sure he said shrimp?”
Juvia’s eyes widened as she leaned in, lowering her voice. “Juvia thinks so, it was too odd of an answer to forget in her opinion, why?”
Lucy blinks in shock as she slaps a hand over her mouth, mind racing at the slow implications that were happening over the months. This had the potential to be huge. Like so huge, just like the novels they read together. The foundations--she can see it, holy SHIT.
“Well,” Erza takes over as Lucy’s eyes glaze over as she daydreams, “Well, Shrimp is actually a nickname, one that Gajeel is rather fond of saying, the more that I think about it.”
“Who?”
“Levy’s.” Lucy whispers and Juvia pales. Levy? As in Levy McGarden? As in, they interact? Juvia was frozen in her seat as Erza stuffs her face once more, with Lucy looking around in shock, as if trying to catch them talking again in the main hall of the guild. “You--You are implying that they--”
“NO!” Lucy waved her hands furiously, “No no, let’s not get ahead of ourselves but the ancient texts do say that the more the man talks about the girl…”
“Juvia will investigate.” Juvia said firmly.
“Be subtle.” Erza nods, like she was greenlighting a mission to a soldier. Juvia gave a tiny salute and they all erupt into small giggles. “Considering…their past, it’s something that may not ever happen, but at least on Gajeel’s side, it could be something there. I don’t speak with the man as often as the two of you do, but…”
“But,” Lucy drags out playfully, “There is totally something that could be brewing within him. With Levy, on the other hand, it’s…it’s tough to say. I’ll observe, but I’ve supported her in her decisions regarding him, and I won’t back off from it now. It’s Levy’s ultimate call.”
“It’s Levy’s ultimate call!” The other two girls confirmed before they began to chat about other things while the bickering between the boys had catapulted into a guild-wide brawl.
Just another day at Fairytail, really!
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“Team Haluna,” Natsu grinned as he threw his arms wide, “At your service!”
Lucy was a bit nervous, this was her first time really interacting with other guilds. She knew that Fairytail were a bit of oddballs, but were the other guilds just as friendly as her guild? Gray nudged her softly without looking at her as they walked over to the assemble of people for the task force, and she felt herself relax a bit. Even if they weren’t the friendliest, she still had her team.
“Stop being anxious, it’s making me worked up too.” Gray grumbled as Lucy let out a shaky laugh.
“Sorry, I just don’t meet new people a lot. I was this nervous when I first joined Fairytail too.”
“Don’t sweat it Luce, they’re chill. I know a couple of them.” Gray nodded at Hibiki Lates in particular before the man had ran a hand through his hair. Gray paled as he looked ahead, and quickly walked away as the handsome, brown-haired man walked over. Lucy’s jaw dropped as he quickly grabbed her hand and placed a slow, flirtatious kiss on it as he winked,
“My, it seems that the heavens are especially generous towards me today, as I appear to be amongst angels here! Erza, it’s so lovely to see you here as well, two beauties in one setting, is it all for me?”
Lucy turned bright red as Erza rolled her eyes before crossing her arms, “It seems you’re still as lecherous as ever, Hibiki.”
Hibiki just grinned, “Lecherous! You wound me, Erza! It’s not my fault that you are both gorgeous women, can I not attempt to woo? I’d call myself a lover boy, in fact.” He turned to look back at Lucy again, who was frozen still.
“And what’s your name, beautiful?”
“Uh--”
“That’s our team leader, Lucy Heartifilia, so show some respect,” Natsu comes out of nowhere, growling a bit as he stared at their held hands in contempt before looking back at Hibiki with an even stronger glare. Hibiki’s eyebrows raise as he looks at Natsu’s expression before winking at Lucy once more as he let go of her hand, throwing his hands into his pockets smoothly. “Oh? Lucy, you say? And a team leader too, you’re just full of surprises, aren’t you angel? The name’s Hibiki. Hibiki Lates, at your service whenever.”
“She won’t need your services,” Natsu stepped towards Hibiki and got in his face, “She’s got us.”
“I’m sure Lucy can come to her own opinions about what she needs,” Hibiki replied cooly, barely phased at Natsu’s increased aggression. Lucy quickly walked towards the two men as she placed a hand on Natsu’s arm idly, causing the dragon slayer to immediately relax. She flashed a small shy smile in Hibiki’s direction, “It’s nice to meet you, Hibiki. Is this everyone for the task force?”
“Yes,” Hibiki gestured towards the small crowd of people in the distance. Lucy looks over and sees that Gray is talking with someone who looked oddly familiar with light blue hair, and then her jaw drops for a second time. She clenched Natsu’s arm, “Is that Lyon?”
Natsu whipped his head into the same direction as her, face paling as he quickly grabbed her hand and walked them over towards the two boys.
Hibiki eyed their entangled hands and looked at Erza who looked back at them.
“...Wow.”
Erza flushed a bit, “...yeah.”
“They’re just naturally like that?”
“Yep.”
Hibiki paused before he let out a chuckle. He then batted his eyelashes towards Erza playfully, “You still single, Titania?”
“Don’t push it, Lates.” But she had a small smile to her face as she rolled her eyes once again before the pair talked about some plans for the alliance as they made their way towards the rest of the group. The group tasked with the job of taking down the Balam Alliance once and for all.
Notes:
UGH IM SORRY GUYS, seriously, life starting to become a bit busy and exhausting and as a result, a lot of my side projects (such as this fanfic), ended up being on the back burner again. I start college again soon, my last semester before I graduate, so you can imagine things can be a bit more hectic.
ANYWAYS, back to the deep dive yall been waiting for. Also, im shouting out you all who comment despite the relatively long hiatus. YOU GUYS KEEP ME GOING, SERIOUSLY. I LOVE READING IT! I also known that I need to update the middle chapters a bit to the new format for consistency, so I hope to do that for the next month for my downloading kindle readers!
So off the bat, yes, I have changed Mystogan's lore more. In fact, you've probably guessed it but I am here to confirm that Edolas is getting a UHAUL. Cool concept, but some stuff I'm just kinda like huh?? Kinda just got lumped together...which is why I am here to make some adjustments <3. Off the bat, here are some things you should be aware of (and it'll be addressed in the story ofc) but im my own worst spoiler so yeah.
1. Mystogan arrived at Earthland at the age of 14-15. NOT 5. So, the person that Wendy meets when she was younger is the original Jellal, NOT MYSTOGAN (in my story, it is indeed Mystogan in canon).
2. Mystogan is NOT King Maximum's (canon name being King Faust) son. He still has a son, but it is not Mystogan.
3. Eliza Belserion. Yes, Belserion. TEEHEE.I promise I love Erza down y'all but she's so complex and ngh I just HAVE to expand her because there's just so much overlap?? And no, she's not getting with Hibiki.
In fact, this is kind of a major spoiler, but I think this is an important warning but there might be a major upset by the end of this particular arc with a particular ship. I will of course explain my reasonings and logic behind this decision when the time comes, but yeah...it's just not going to happen so, you know, instinctively brace yourself. Think you might already get the just of who it's between tbh. They both deserve to explore more imo. Anyways, nothing else will be said on it but I am curious about what y'all might think and why on it.
I loveeee reading yalls analysis ehehe.
Moving on, so yeah. Lucy DEFINITELY needed that. Originally, this wasn't planned this far so as I was generating ideas about how the plot should go, this unexpectedly came up. I debated long and hard about the revelation of Rushii, and I still am with some things, but it was growing clear that the way she was being written required her to have this moment to get it out because she's an extremely compassionate person.
Don't worry, you'll get the full pov of the Gray and Lyon meet! I'll probs start the new chapter off with it. Y'all know by now that this is like Fairytail but make it soap opera...
Gajevy crumbs, Nalu crumbs (giggles at jealous Natsu), Gruvia crumbs, MWUAHAAHHAH.
Also idk if you guys can tell but im obsessed with highlight erza and lucy's friendship in small gestures and ways. I don't think Fairytail did a good job with showcasing feminine and girlhood dynamics, so naturally as a woman myself, I HAVE to highlight it. There's just something so soft with all the Fairytail women, and just how they get together and just EXIST IDK BUT I LOVE THEM so I will write them together doing mundane things together for real.
The more you think about it, honestly, Mystogan is just as sad as Jellal in some cases. He's quickly becoming such a sweetie pie character to me yall, I'm gonna adopt him I swear 3. I know that Jellal is supposed to be this calm and cool guy but idk guess, I love a chalant, expressive male character so that's what I'm gonna do frfr (if it makes sense to the lore ofc). Like even my Jellal was manic and a bit on the crazier side, makes things a lot more interesting and honestly it's easier to write...
Well, anyways. Hopefully the next update won't be almost 3 MONTHS FUCKING LATER GOOD GOd but depends on my schedule. I really really hope not though.
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As always thank you for the appreciation and the love of the story! Please let me know if I missed anything, constructive criticism is always welcomed!! Or comment anything, I respond to all as best as I can (as long as it's appropriate).
Cya on the flip side, friends.
Stay cool~
Chapter 48: Interlude: Ambivalence
Notes:
Everything happens at once, that is what the interludes are about.
The small snip-bits of the in-between.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
He supposed that any other person here would have looked around, wondering of their surroundings. Curiousity is embedded within humanity naturally, it was written in their code. The waves had crashed around him, but instead of the rough and turbulent waves that he’s come to find comfort in, he is met with soft, rolling tides.
The edge of the rocks where used to lay jagged edges, now had sand.
“A beach. I’ve always wanted to go to a beach, maybe we could do that--in Paradise!”
“It really is glorious, Milli.” Jellal Fernandez whispered as he sat on the beach, idly looking down at the sand particles that littered his hands and feet. He closed his eyes as the wind softly blew, messy blue hair flying in his face. His clothes were different than before, a crisp white button down shirt with black slacks. Even in his muddled mind, he knew.
There was a lot of blood and grime that was missing.
Humans were curious people by nature, but he didn’t need to turn around. Didn’t need to scope out his environments, wonder about if he was the only one here. He didn’t care. He knew where he was. Where it seems he was always meant to be.
The soft breeze and gentle waves could never fool him.
“Why?” Jellal croaked out as he stared into the sunset.
It was breathtaking.
He didn’t deserve to witness it.
“Why, what?”
Jellal clenched his jaw so hard he felt a sharp pain from a wounded muscle. What the hell is with this scenery? Where was the fire, the eternal darkness? The misery and screams of despair that were never ending? Or the vacuum of nothing that he was meant to be floating in. The answer is obvious. It was obvious since he was born, honestly. He wasn’t meant to see these sights, he wasn’t meant to feel peace. Love.
He was meant to die.
Jellal shot up to his feet and whipped around and stared hard at the figure. His eyes shone with the unleashed tears of his grief, his pain, his madness. Even now, the lingers of the corruption have all but disappeared but he still felt hopeless. He was hopeless. The cure of the parasite did nothing to the side effects. The damage. These wounds touched his soul.
“Don’t bullshit me.” Jellal hissed, clenching his fists. “This is hell. This isn’t what I deserve.”
He was talking to a mass of darkness with flickers of light. It wasn’t even in a humanoid shape. Still, Jellal could just instinctively tell that they made a face of ire before raising their eyebrows in mockery. He seethed even harder.
“Hell, you say?” The figure paused as he looked around at the rather peaceful scenery, before chuckling, “Humans truly are, fascinating creatures.”
“Send me where I belong.”
“And who are you, to tell me what to do?” The figure hummed.
“I know what’s meant for me.”
The figure remained silent for a long moment before they let out a booming, world-shaking laugh. Jellal gritted his teeth once more as he smashed his hands over his ears, the noise and the frequency rattling his entire body, down to his core. The figure let out a couple lingering chuckles before a long, exasperated sigh.
“Mr. Fernandez, I will have you know that, not even I know what is meant for myself beyond my duty to the bridge of Life and Death. Perhaps, that is my purpose. Perhaps, I shall step down, and someone else is meant to replace me. One could only know.”
“Aren’t…you a god or something?”
The figure shrugged, “Not even a god, can escape the clutches of fate. I am here now because, it is where I was meant to be, and so it will be.”
“Well,” Jellal swallowed as he looked down at the sand once more. “I’m tell--asking you that you know--maybe you should. Take a look again. Or something like that? There has to be a mistake, I--I don’t--”
“Well, in a way, you are correct. It is, in fact, not your time yet, Mr. Fernandez.”
Jellal supposed that any other human would have gasped in shock. Fainted with disbelief. Clasped their hands together in a prayer of faith and thankfulness that they would be vibranting feverishly. Praise the gods, praise fate, and become the fiercest of worshippers, devotees. The miracle of a second chance.
Instead, he falls to his knees and he weeps.
“Why?” Jellal whispers out. It’s all he could do as he chokes on his grief, his pain, his tears. The barbs tighten within his throat as he sobs quietly. “Why won’t you let me pass?”
“It is not your time.”
“That’s not ENOUGH.” Jellal forced out as he yelled at the god. Ankseram just stares down at the distraught boy with a neutrality that comes with eons of experience. He will not be the first to reject life once again, and he won’t be the last in their reign. “That’s not good enough. I don’t want to live, can’t you see? Why can’t I just go?”
Jellal let out a manic laugh as he began to descend back to that comfort of mania that had held him in his clutches for years. The lingering remnants of Zeref might not linger within him anymore, but the truth was that there was a piece of him during that entire reign that was him. It wasn’t all Zeref, it just fed off of his own hopes, his own dreams.
He was the monster at the end of it all.
“I would’ve thought,” Jellal spatted out bitterly, “That you’d be jumping for joy at the premise of someone making your job a lot easier. I’m not here to argue, I’m not here to fight for another chance. Just let me go.”
“I cannot.”
Jellal lunged at the god, reaching through their body and fell onto the group. Spitting out the sand that landed in his mouth, he glares up as he gasped out. Taking handfuls of sand, he launches it at the god as he screams, “Let me die.”
“It is not, my job to wonder if you have right, to continue on. I am merely, a guide. The answer just comes. No one is to mess with life and death, and those who do, are punished. But if, it was meant to be, then it shall. You are not dying, today, Mr. Fernandez.”
“And do what?” Jellal paused, sounding utterly defeating. Slowly but surely, the memories were coming back to him. The slaves that had died in the efforts of the revolts. The murders of their masters. The imprisonment of his friends, the attempted murder of Scarlet. The manipulation of the Magic Council in an effort to destroy and rebuild the world, that fucking tower. His own sanity, crumbling and washing away to the influence. To his own desires, his own hate.
“They’re all dead. Some physically, some dead to me. Or I to them. There is nothing left except for me to go next. At least then, I would finally do some good to the world, and to myself.”
“It is not up to me on how you choose, to make use of this opportunity.”
“And yet you won’t let me just hand it off to the next person, someone who actually have done something worthy of it.” Jellal scoffed, “Yeah, fuck you.”
Ankseram let out a soft sound, “It is true, but perhaps, just this once, I can offer some…guidance. You do not know, what to do, correct? Then let others, decide for you.”
Ankseram paused before continuing.
“It has, been some time that someone has, resisted their calling for so long. You have, been staring into this space, for months Mr. Fernandez. ‘Making it easy’, you say. It took you this long to say something, despite your words. Perhaps, there are remnants of…desire.”
“Of course I do.” Jellal stated dully, “I’ve done so many things--”
“And you have more, to do, it seems.” Ankseram hummed, “But what, shall you do? My domain reaches, many aspects of this cycle of life and death, including dreams. Nightmares. Wishes, all to an, extent. It isn’t just about, you. And you are not, the only one with, these desires. These regrets.”
“How could someone--”
“I do not know, Mr. Fernandez, but what I do know is that if it is meant to be than it shall. Perhaps, if you wake up from this place, and decide that you want to die immediately, then you may do so. Perhaps, you’ll be granted, a third chance. Perhaps, you get what you’re seemingly, looking for. Or rather, you decide to walk forwards, or backwards. Maybe you do not move, for a long time. But deep down, the truth will come. It always does. And today, the truth is that, you are not meant, for death’s embrace.”
Jellal stared at Ankseram before quietly saying, “I think…I think you will see me again, then. Sometime soon.”
“If it is meant to be, then it shall be.”
Jellal just rolls his eyes in irritation as he took a seat back down, awaiting his morbid fate or whatever. He’s not sure how it’s going to go. Maybe if he’s lucky, he’ll wake up arrested in a pit within the Magic Council, already rotting away.
“You won’t remember this, conversation.” Ankseram warned softly, in a way that made Jellal almost want to look at the god once more. “Why are you warning me? I already told you that you’ll see me soon enough, won’t really matter if I remember anything or not.”
“And you wish for, death?”
“Yes,” Jellal answered immediately. “Peace.”
Ankseram hummed before softly whispering, “One does not have to die in order to achieve peace, Mr. Fernandez.”
“It’s the only kind of peace I deserve, Mr. God,” Jellal huffed out before gesturing around, “Get on with it, please. Bring me back to life or whatever.”
“Mr. Fernandez?”
“...Yes?”
“When we shall meet again, perhaps it will be with, a satisfying end.”
Jellal remained quiet before letting out a soft sound, “Well, like you keep saying, if it’s meant to be then it will. Doubt it though, but thanks, I suppose.”
It had been the nicest thing someone has said to him in a long time.
Notes:
Short chapter but sometimes you don't need a lot of words to get the message across, anyways.

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