Chapter 1: Stash the Sweet Talk
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Chapter 1: Stash the Sweet Talk
The wind carried a bite to it. As Jay zipped from one building to the next, she lamented not taking on an extra jacket over the harness. Whatever, she was about to make the last delivery, anyway. The gate of the Theerapanyakun estate came into view below her, and she detached from the line, letting herself fall. The ground rushed towards her, until she caught hold of a decorative edge, running along the outer wall of a nearby building. As her feet met brick, she set off, launching herself towards a row of trees along the street and used their branches to slow her down and get to ground.
The outside guards noted her landing with disinterest, bordering on boredom. However, the subtle tensing of their posture was enough warning against making an unwise move. Rather than reach behind, Jay slung her backpack around, to show as she fished out the final package.
“Delivery to a Mr. Kinn Anakinn Thee-ra-pan-yah-kun?” she asked, speaking the name slowly and with exaggerated pronunciation.
The guards exchanged glances.
“He's out.”
She looked as they said nothing further, her brows raising after a few seconds.
“Is someone gonna sign for this or not?”
Another shared look. After a few awkward seconds, one of them turned, pressing a finger to his ear. Eventually, he nodded and turned his attention back to Jay.
“Someone's gonna come, soon.”
She nodded, turning around to take a look at the area. Crescenda had never been a city for the poor, but this place took the freaking cake. Every house in this part of town was a mansion, grand and gated, and guards were the standard, rather than the exception. Looking up, there were significantly fewer sky-zips between the buildings here than anywhere else and none which led into the estates themselves. Considering the secrecy of their dealings, it made sense to limit sky traversal.
“Blood money,” she tried to remind herself, but the sight of expensive cars driving leisurely through the neighborhood did little to dampen her envy.
She had hoped never to set foot here, had even been rather explicit about this type of jobs. Guess someone didn't get the memo.
A throat clearing brought her attention back to the task. She turned around to find a middle-aged man, in a suit observe her impatiently. She smirked and walked over, taking in his appearance. He was in good shape, that much could be seen, through the buttoned up shirt; his stance commanded authority and respect. His hair and beard were neatly trimmed, his expression alert. There was little doubt he would kill her without blinking if she made a single wrong move. A perfect bodyguard, through and through.
“I have a package for-”
“Yes, I've heard. I'll sign for it.”
Despite the brusque delivery, his words were clear and deliberate. She tilted her head, not loving being interrupted but decided against mentioning, shrugging as she pulled out her work-pad. The man stamped his thumbprint on it and she handed over the delivery.
“Will that be all?” he asked.
She gave him the sweetest fake smile she could muster.
“Have a nice day.”
Without waiting for a reply, she turned on her heel and ran off, throwing her catch at the nearest tree. She caught the line and it retracted, pulling her weight into the air, until she was among the branches, shooting for the wall of a nearby public building and making her way to its walls, her hands and feet deftly finding spots to grab onto, climbing higher until she reached the top and could give herself over to the sky zips. Within moments, she was soaring through the air again, making her way back to the inner city.
The further one went towards the city center, the more chaotic the layout became; many of the buildings clustered together in the middle had expanded upward, to the point where sky-zips and sky walkways had become a necessity, instead of a mere convenience. Many of the streets below had become too narrow to allow a car to drive through, so many relied on scooters, bikes, hoverboards, etc, to navigate the city depths.
And in the heart of it all, stood the Center Tower, the communication and postal hub of the entire city. At the very top was the Rookery, the headquarters for most runners, however Jay was not headed there. Instead, she once again dropped from her line, making the descent to the street below via falls and grabs, an approach designed for speed rather than care. She landed with a thump, glancing towards the nearby street, one of the few large enough to accommodate cars.
The main entrance was prohibited for runners, it was meant for the clientele and their associates. The people making the deliveries were expected to use a back entrance, if they didn't directly zip into the Rookery. Jay made her way to the metal door, punching in her code and waiting for it to slide open to reveal three paths: a stair leading up, an elevator and a stair leading down, into the darkness.
She took the steps down to the depths, not bothered by the lack of light, considering her familiarity with the place by now. Someone was standing at the bottom of the stair, illuminated by a single light above a closed door. Jay flashed the tattoo on her wrist, not even slowing down, as he opened the door.
“Blue,” he greeted.
“Evening, Six,” she replied.
The basement of the Center Tower and the place from where top runners were dispatched. This was where the most exclusive clients sent their merch, the stuff they wanted no one to know about.
“Blue, my bestest and brightest!” Cash exclaimed, as he saw her enter.
“Shut up, Cash!”
“Ooh, someone's in a mood.”
She got close and immediately punched him in the face.
“What's my one rule?!”
He panted, though his expression lacked any hint of surprise.
“Blue, you don't understand!”
She punched again and he went down.
“What's my rule?”
“The family asked for the best runner, who was I supposed to send?”
“Literally anyone else! I don't do the Families!”
Her fist raised for another hit, when the man held up his hands in surrender.
“Wait, wait! Look, they paid cash and triple what I asked! I'll split it with you. A nice little bonus as way of apology. How about it?”
He pointed at his desk, where an envelope lay, its bills spilled onto the table. She glared down at him for a moment, before scoffing and backing down.
With a growl, she snatched the money and made her way back out.
“Say hi to your brothers for me!” Cash called after her, receiving a middle finger in return.
“Hey Porsche!” Yok called from the other end of the bar.
The young bartender sauntered over with a smirk, winking at her.
“And what does the sexiest lady in the joint wish from little ol' me?”
Yok grimaced.
“Stash the sweet talk, hon. Jay's on her way.”
Porsche's smile faltered and he groaned.
“Oh, come on! Can't you stall her or something?”
“Why should I?”
He gestured with his head in direction of a pretty woman, sitting at bar, eyeing him hungrily.
“I've been working her for the last hour. She just asked me to meet her out back,” he revealed in a low voice.
“So I should risk my life, just so you can get your dick wet?”
Yok put a hand on her hip, shaking her head.
“Come on, please? I swear, I'll make it up to you! I'll clean the bar spotless, this weekend.”
She hesitated, her expression conflicted as he appealed to her fondness of him, or rather, her fondness of free labor. It wasn't like she was opposed to Porsche hooking up, but whenever his sister got involved, things were...problematic.
“Well...” she started and Porsche suppressed the urge to smile, knowing he had won her over. “She only just wrote, so if you make it quick, I suppose you might have time to-”
“Thanks, Yok! I owe you one!”
He jumped over the bar and quickly grabbed the hand of the girl, dragging her towards the back.
“You better not leave me hanging!” his employer's voice shouted after him.
The woman giggled, as they reached the darkest part of the hallway behind the restrooms. Porsche wasted no time, locking his lips against hers. She made a small noise of delighted surprise, her reaction stoking his desire, and he took the sound as encouragement, running his hands over her luscious curves. She moaned at his touch and he swallowed the sound, taking the chance to deepen their kiss.
Her hands skillfully explored underneath his shirt, running her nails over his chest, causing him to shiver with anticipation. Luckily, the woman was not showing signs of taking it slow, as she quickly roamed further south, rubbing the palm of her hand against his hardened length. He broke the kiss and gasped, grinning down at her. She smirked back, her eyes alight with desire.
He lifted her dress, reveling in squeezing her soft ass, pulling her firmly against his body. She reacted as he had hoped, making short work of he fastening on his pants, to reveal his erection. She wrapped her hand around it, rubbing up and down until he thought he would go mad with need. He pulled out a condom, quickly tearing open the package and applying it, before returning to his lover. Without hesitation, he pulled her body up and she wrapped her legs around him, ravaging his mouth with hers as he slid into her, taking some pride in how wet she was, already.
Their pace sped up as she rode him, moaning against his neck, her soft lips still finding time to kiss their way up his jaw before pulling him in for another searing kiss. The heat was pooling in his lower abdomen as tendrils of delight emanated from where he was connected to her, adding more and more intensity to the sensation.
Before it could drown out his rationality, he sought out her sensitive zones, nibbling and teasing her nipples and earlobes, biting gently along the column of her throat. He re-positioned her, so he was rubbing against her most sensitive center, while slipping deeper into her.
Soon, her voice came out louder, as he attacked her erogenous zones with determination. She clung to him tighter and he drove into her, even harder, intent on letting her ride this wave of pleasure to its finish.
She cried out and her insides clenched around him as the orgasm ravaged her senses. He waited for the tremors to subside, kissing her gently with small, encouraging moans and she soon smiled against his lips, rocking her hips against him, in an invitation to continue.
He fucked her, allowing himself to focus on his own pleasure and she was more than willing to let him, biting his earlobes and laving them while her hands wrapped themselves into his hair grabbing hard, the slight pain mixing with his rising pleasure.
He sought her lips and kissed her as he toppled over the edge, thrusting into her with all the strength he could muster, emptying himself in her depths.
The fresh air heightened the taste of his cigarette, as Porsche waited in the alley for Jay, feeling sated and refreshed. It had been a good night for tips and with his sister's salary, they should be able to scrape enough together to cover rent and Chay's tuition fees. Not a bad night, at all.
The sound of trashcans being knocked over pulled his attention to further down the street, where a figure stumbled towards him.
“Hey, the bar's closed,” he told the person, while disposing of the cigarette butt. “Besides, you look like you've had enough.”
Yok hated already-drunks in her bar, and she would be pissed if someone came in in this state. The figure lifted their head and Porsche caught a glimpse of their face.
“Shit!” he exclaimed, stepping closer.
Cuts and bruises marked the man's features and there was a notable look of desperation in his eyes.
“Help me!” he barked, his tone suggesting it was not a plea but an order.
Porsche was taken aback by the rough demeanor and started shaking his head.
“Nah-uh.”
Four more men came into the alley, their gait slow and deliberate.
“Master Kinn, you're a rude one,” the biggest one drawled as they all advanced. “Just taking off in the middle of a negotiation.”
The first guy, Kinn, Porsche figured, clenched his jaw.
“Help me – I'll pay you,” he offered, glancing at Porsche.
“You! Don't stick your nose in this, if you wanna keep it!” one of the goons warned him, pointing a knife.
Porsche furrowed his brow and smirked as he looked back at Kinn, gauging his outfit. Experience had taught him what he could get away with asking from people based on how they dressed. The brand suit, expensive shoes, immaculate style, it all added up to the sound of money raining down.
“Ten thousand,” he said, unashamed.
“Done!”
He lifted his eyebrows, surprised there had been no protest. He turned his attention back to the goons.
“Counter offer?”
Kinn stared, his expression twisted in fury. The others exchanged glances, grinning.
“How about we don't slit your throat!”
Porsche scratched his neck, grimacing.
“Alright, guess I'm his guy, then,” he said, nodded towards Kinn, who smirked but something in the man's gaze suggested Porsche had not been forgiven for trying to sell him out.
“Shall we?” he asked, spreading his arms wide, inviting the men to attack first.
A split second later, he was deep in the throes of combat, kicking one of them, while grabbing hold of another who was trying to make a move towards the man he was protecting.
“Where do you think you're going?” he sneered, quickly redirecting the guy to run headfirst into a lamppost.
Someone tried to rush him from behind, so he ran and put a foot on the metal beam, launching himself into the air to punch the attacker to the ground before spinning around to deliver a round kick to the last opponent. He looked around at the fallen men, before turning towards their victim reaching out a hand as he walked over.
“Hey.”
The other grabbed his forearm, letting himself be pulled upright, but as he tried to let go, Porsche pulled him close.
“Don't forget to pay up!”
Kinn made a disgusted face as he tried to free himself. They were both pulled from their struggle when one of the attackers staggered to his feet, pulling a gun from his waistband.
“I'm gonna fucking kill you both!” he groaned, waving it at them.
“Uh-oh,” Porsche said, swallowing.
Something shot past him, latching on to the lamppost and he quickly grabbed the Kinn guy and pulled him out of the way as a body flew past them both, before connecting with the gunman at full speed. The figure wasted no time in disarming the man and knocking him out, but the others were starting to stand up again.
“Excellent timing as always!” Porsche called with a grin.
The woman turned her head, glancing at the suited man before glaring at him. She gestured to a side alley, behind them.
“Get the fuck outta here. I'll deal with this!”
Porsche did not need to be told twice and quickly pulled on the other, who only reluctantly came along. He grabbed his wrist and almost dragged him through the streets winding his way to the spot where his bike waited for him. He opened the seat, pulling out a spare helmet and shoving it at the man's chest, while he got his own on. If nothing else, it would help hide their faces. His companion seemed conflicted.
“Shouldn't we go back and help her?”
“Trust, me she's not the one needing help."
Porsche started his ride and the other quickly donned his helmet and jumped behind him, wrapping his arms around his waist. Porsche hit the accelerator and peeled out of the alley, intent on putting as much distance as possible between himself and the attackers, and more importantly, his furious savior.
The night air rushed in their faces and Porsche found himself finally settling down and enjoying the ride, when it became evident they were not being followed. The bike was his escape from everything; he leaned back, letting the hum of the machine take over his thoughts. It was only when the stranger's grip shifted that he remembered he wasn't alone and drove into the nearest parking lot.
Kinn got off the bike, trying to regain an air of composure.
“Thank you,” he said to Porsche with all the authority he could muster.
“Hey?”
Porsche tilted his head raising his eyebrows. It took a couple of seconds before the other reacted, his expression becoming awkward as he sighed.
“They took my wallet and phone, I got nothing on me. But if you give me your account information-”
“Yeah, that's not gonna happen.”
Kinn ran a hand through his hair, thinking.
“Then let's wait for my people, and I'll-”
“So you can ask them to beat me up, instead? That's a nope.”
“Then what do you wanna do, huh?”
Porsche pondered the predicament, looking the man up and down. His hand shot out, grabbing the other's wrist. Kinn immediately grabbed his arm.
“Hey, hey!” Porsche warned and the other backed down, clenching his jaw.
“Just take it,” he snapped.
Porsche did so, examining the watch with curiosity.
“Pleasure doing business with you...Mr. Kinn, was it?” he said with a grin.
“What's you name?”
“Why?”
The man rolled his eyes.
“I want to sent you a gift basket. Why do you think?”
Porsche narrowed his eyes, but the other's expression remained unreadable.
“I'm called Blue,” he told him with a smirk, before starting up his bike and leaving.
Kinn was left staring after the strange man, not turning when he heard the cars arrive behind him, their doors opening.
“Master Kinn, we're here to take you home.”
Ken's voice brimming with chagrin.
“Soon. First, we have to make a stop, somewhere."
The alley where the fight had taken place was a mess. The few goons who were still alive were in a possibly worse state than death. Kinn looked at the scene with intrigue.
“Gather the live ones and wrap them up,” he ordered.
“Wrap them up, how?” Ken asked.
Kinn looked at him.
“Like a present.”
He turned his gaze back at the alley and chuckled.
“Something nice for Mr. Don.”
Chapter 2: If She Openly Drooled
Notes:
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Chapter 2: If She Openly Drooled
Porsche arrived home and parked his bike, tired from the events of the day. He looked up at the second floor and cursed to himself. Jay's window was open, meaning she had come home before him; he had hoped for at least a few minutes to collect himself before facing her wrath.
As he entered, something about the air put him on edge. He glanced around and noticed several shelves had their contents in disarray.
“Jay? Chay?” he called, cautiously.
“In here, Porsche,” Jay answered, tiredly.
He followed her voice to the living room, his eyes widening at the scene. Jay was sitting on the couch table, while their uncle was on the couch with Chay tending to him with a first-aid kit.
“Uncle, what happened?” Porsche asked, trying to keep the panic from his voice.
“Grant's men came,” the uncle groaned. “They want this month's rent.”
Porsche stared at Jay, who was still focused on their uncle.
“I thought we'd paid, already?”
Jay sighed.
“I had to make some adjustments to the budget. I talked to Grant about it, but I guess he changed his mind.”
“Adjustments? What kind of adjustments?”
She shook her head.
“I'm not sure. I must have miscalculated or overlooked something. Anyways, I have the money to pay him, tonight, so this doesn't happen again.”
“It's all my fault,” Uncle Arthee blurted out. “If only I was a better caretaker, none of this would have happened.”
“No Uncle, we're grateful for all your help, right Jay?”
He looked at his sister, who said nothing, simply staring into the ground.
“Porsche's right,” Chay agreed with a soft smile. “Without you, we would have been completely abandoned.”
Porsche smiled at the youngest sibling before giving Jay a disapproving look, however the latter simply stood from her position.
“I'll go see Grant. Chay, don't stay up too late. Porsche, we'll talk, when I come back.”
Porsche followed her outside. When the front door closed, he confronted her.
“Why didn't you say anything in there? You know how hard he's trying!”
Jay still seemed off, as if her mind was working on something far away from her surroundings.
“Hey Porsche? Don't give uncle or Chay any money for the time being.”
Porsche stared.
“What's up with you? You don't really think they would...?”
She shook her head.
“No, it's probably my own mistake. But until I can figure it out, we should be careful.”
“You're being paranoid! Chay would starve himself to death if we told him to, and uncle...without him, Chay and I would have become street orphans.”
Jay looked at him, earnestly.
“I know. I don't like thinking like this. It's just a precaution, so keep it between us for now, alright?”
Porsche fidgeted, uneasily, but eventually nodded his agreement.
“I'll be back soon,” Jay promised, “and then we can discuss why you picked a fight with goons.”
He stiffened, looking away from her.
“I might be sleeping by then,” he told her, with a sheepish smile.
“I don't mind waking you.”
“What if I'm naked?”
“What of it?”
Porsche acted like he was covering himself from her gaze.
“Eww, you pervert!”
She rolled her eyes.
“It can't be any worse than the gazes you usually subject yourself to,” she bit back but without any real heat.
“I was just helping the guy out. I don't think that's such a bad thing, right?”
“And when the hell did you become so fucking altruistic?”
“Well, I learned by example, didn't I?”
He met her eyes, knowing she could say nothing against that. She sighed, her expression softening. With a smile, she placed a hand on his head. The warmth made him smile in return.
“Just be careful. I know I agreed to let you work at Yok's, but it doesn't mean I have to love it.”
He nodded, relieved in the change of topic. She grinned, punching him lightly in the shoulder.
“And stop getting mixed up with rich assholes. They're nothing but a headache.”
“Don't worry, I know. It's like the family motto, by now.”
She left and he looked down the street after her, before hurrying back inside. He found his uncle rummaging around in the kitchen.
“Are you hungry?” he asked, causing the older man to start.
“Oh, Porsche. Yeah, I guess I'm looking for a snack,” he chuckled, not meeting Porsche's gaze.
The latter shook his head with a smile.
“I'll make you something, so sit down, I have to talk to you, anyway.”
Arthee hesitated, then nodded and did as told. When Porsche presented the dish, the older man looked at it, without eating.
“What did you need to talk about?”
Porsche pulled the watch out from his back pocket and handed it over.
“How much do you think something like this is worth?”
His uncle took the watch, looking it over, his expression filled with doubt.
“I'm not really good with this stuff,” he admitted. “It's decent craftsmanship and looks expensive.”
He narrowed his eyes.
“You didn't steal this, did you?”
Porsche shook his head, vigorously.
“Of course not! Uhm, a customer gave it to me.”
It did not seem to convince the other, but he refrained from commenting on it.
“Have you told Jay about this?”
“No, I was hoping we could keep this between us. If it's worthless, I don't want to get her hopes up.”
It was a lousy excuse but Arthee just nodded; it was the reason Porsche often trusted the man over his siblings, much as he loved them. Arthee would often help him out, rather than tell him not to do something risky and he knew how to keep his mouth shut. Chay's conscience would never allow that and Jay would scold him for even thinking about it.
“I do know a guy. He might offer something like...I don't know, fifty K?”
Porsche smacked the table.
“Seriously? That's awesome!”
Uncle Arthee nodded, standing from his seat, his food still untouched.
“Look, I gotta go, but I'll let you know, okay? Take care of Chay.”
Porsche nodded eagerly, his mood improving drastically. Uncle Arthee soon made his goodbyes and left the house.
Jay was lost in her thoughts, staring down at the alley, which had been flowing with bodies only hours before.
Grant had seemed confused when she had barged into his office and demanded he stay away from her family. He had also been less than thrilled with the number she did on his guards, but his mood improved when she handed him the money. Had someone pretended to be from his people just to get the drop on Arthee?
She had come to the alley behind Yok's bar to check the people if one of them was someone problematic to be dealt with. Yet, there was nothing here. It was like a fucking cleaning crew had swept through the street, even the splatters were gone.
The cleanliness and silence were eerie. There was something she wasn't seeing and it nagged in the back of her mind, like a tick, sucking her thoughts in that direction, only.
The sound of expensive dress shoes on shoddy pavement pulled her attention and she looked down to see someone step into the light from the lamppost. Broad shoulders in a tailored suit, well-trimmed black beard and hair and the stance of someone who has been in combat and survived were all immediately apparent, even to eyes from above.
He seemed to be searching for something, sweeping his eyes over every nook and cranny of the area, while standing in one place. It was quite interesting to observe the tiny movements of the bodyguard. He was graceful and filled with purpose in everything he did, it was...quite envious from Jay's perspective, to be so certain of one self. He took a step and Jay leaned forward, wondering what he was there for.
His head jerked upward and a dark gaze met her with quiet intensity. She froze, looking back, struggling against the overflowing command of his presence.
“You're the runner from earlier,” the man noted, without surprise.
“Top runner, thank you very much,” she replied, smirking.
“Why are you here?”
She tilted her head to the side, wondering what kind of lie would make it past his hawk eyes, however, his expression made it clear he was expecting her to try something. Instead, she gestured to the alley.
“This place is too clean. It draws attention.”
The man did not reply, just observing her. His gaze made her antsy, but she kept herself under control, knowing anything she said when pressed would be free information.
“Were you here? When it happened?”
The questions were spoken slowly and she found herself staring at him as he spoke, liking the deep tenor of his voice. She pulled herself loose and shook her head, smiling.
“I don't spend much time on the ground.”
“Then why are you here, now?”
She grit her teeth.
“I told you: I saw something unusual and came to take a closer look. Maybe next time, tell your people not to leave a back alley spotless!”
He tilted his head.
“What makes you think they were my people?”
Shit.
“Why else would you be here?” she asked, warily.
He stayed silent again and she knew she had messed up. This was exactly why she refrained from interacting with people. Sooner or later she always said something to screw herself over.
“What's your name?”
She stood from her crouched position.
“Why?”
“I'd like to ask you some questions.”
She chuckled, slowly pulling out her catch, trying not to draw attention to it.
“Considering I know nothing, that just seems a waste of time for both of us.”
His eyes narrowed, but she remained undaunted, even as a small voice was telling her he was on to her and not in a good way. Although, that same voice simultaneously tried to convince her he wouldn't notice if she openly drooled over the triangle of skin, exposed by his shirt, so really, how reliable could it be?
“If you run, you'll only delay the inevitable. I never forget a face and I always find whom I'm looking for.”
It was neither a threat nor a brag. He was still standing there, making no move to advance on her. It left a slight trail of unease through her body how confident he was. She disliked how overpowering his air of authority was So instead, she grinned and shrugged.
“Well, far be it from me, not to put those skills to the test.”
And with a flick of her hand, she threw out her catch and winked at him, before retracting, propelling herself into the air, where she felt most at ease.
Korn Theerapanyakun had always enjoyed the spinning of a pottery wheel. When times were dark, the intricate work of shaping and perfecting clay had a calming effect and allowed him to organize his thoughts, especially when they were in an uproar.
“The only information to go on is the name 'Blue', sir,” Chan informed him, as the tablet played the security footage from the attack on the family leader's second son.
The young man who had defended him was skilled but that was far from Korn's main interest. Instead he stared at the face, feeling something painful and forbidden stir in his chest.
“How's Big?” he asked to distract himself from the unpleasantness.
Chan's expression darkened.
“His injury is worse than we initially suspected. He'll be on rest for several weeks, maybe months.”
Korn glanced at Kinn, who was keeping his head bowed.
“You're lucky to be standing here. I suppose I should be happy for that.”
He sighed.
“I didn't teach you to be so hot-headed. In my time, I had to bow and scrape for their attention. I brought them gifts and gave them favors, all so I could get a foot in the door.”
“You're right,” Kinn replied with remorse, though he could not hide the small smirk at the corner of his mouth. “I did send an apology gift, though.”
“You did?” his father asked, looking closely at his son's expression.
It only took seconds for him to read what the other was not saying.
“I see,” he chuckled, and rose. “You boys will be my undoing.”
He took one last glance at the footage and froze, as the other helper from that night appeared. With a trembling finger he pointed at the screen.
“Who's this?”
“We don't know, sir,” Chan answered.
“She took over the fight. We believe she's acquainted with the man who helped me,” Kinn explained.
“Zyano,” Korn whispered to himself, his expression contemplative.
“Papa?”
“When you find them, bring them both,” he said, still staring at the screen.
Kinn furrowed his brow.
“Why?”
Korn glanced at him, before looking back.
“Humor me.”
With that he left, patting Chan on the shoulder as the latter bowed his head in respect. Kinn was left, staring after his father with more questions than answers.
“Keep on the lookout for Blue,” he told the secretary, who nodded.
“Master Kinn, the woman in the footage looks similar to one of the runners who's delivered to our address before,” the older man revealed.
“Are you sure?”
He nodded.
“I saw her again, when going to retrieve the CCTV footage. She left without answering any questions but she was not entirely unapproachable.”
“Then we'll visit CT, tomorrow,” the young master declared, snatching the tablet from the table. “Make sure to bring enough incentive to convince Cash to talk.”
Chan nodded again, before taking his leave. Kinn looked at the footage, rewinding to compare one person's style to the other. There was something similar about their movements and the way the man had talked about the woman had suggested they were closer than mere acquaintances. Lovers, perhaps? But what kind of person would leave his lover in danger for a complete stranger?
There was no question about her skill, she had dispatched the goons with expert efficiency and there was something familiar about her demeanor, the way she wielded her authority over the young man.
But then, why was the first guy acting like a common street thug?
Kinn rewound to watch his helper's movements again. Were they part of one of the other families? Maybe a minor branch?
He watched the young man's fight with the attackers several more times, his mind abuzz through it all.
Chapter 3: Waterboard Me Awake
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Chapter 3: Waterboard Me Awake
The crowd was going wild. Porsche felt the adrenaline pump through his veins, heightened by the cacophony from atop the emptied pool. Music was blasting from a nearby sound system, yet it was nowhere near enough to drown out the roaring excitement of the audience.
Porsche licked his lip, almost tasting the testosterone in the air, as the fighters were getting ready. His sponsor squeezed his shoulders in a vague attempt to massage and encourage him.
“How're you feeling, Porsche? Are you ready?”
Porsche nodded, focusing on his breathing. This was what he needed, a chance to let off steam and make some money at the same time. The fight with the goons had been but a preamble, now was time for the main course, especially since Jay was out of the house.
“The vibe is off the fucking hook!” Jom exclaimed, unable to stay still.
Porsche grinned at his friend, knowing exactly how powerful the restless energy of this place was. Jom was waving a wad of money around, whistling and cheering as two dancers, who occupied a platform in the middle, started getting into it.
The MC stepped up on the platform and the crowd somehow managed to get even louder.
“Are you ready for some entertainment!” he roared in the mic and was rewarded with a chorus of enthusiastic agreement. “It's time for violence! For the smell of blood!”
The man wore an outdated plaid blazer and had the kind of face that only lights up at the sight of money, but he knew how to work a crowd, no doubt encouraged by the fistfuls of cash people were waving in the air.
“The first round is the free-for-all. Don't hold back! Are you ready?”
People eagerly agreed.
“Nah, that's some weak shit, y'all, some weak shit! I asked if you're ready?!”
The roar increased and, he turned towards the dancers.
“Go!”
The performers waved their flags and Porsche ran into the field, his blood pumping and his body aching for a physical release. The first attacker was agonizingly slow in his wind-up, and Porsche easily dodged before kicking him to the ground, moving to the next one he set his eyes on.
The pool was in chaos as fighters teamed up only to turn on each other from one second to the next and Porsche reveled in the atmosphere, basking in the glow of the neon lights, as he took down two opponents, slamming one into the other.
Someone managed to land a kick on his chest, but he came back, attacking their knee and punching them to the ground before jumping back into the fray. In the end, he was one of two who were still standing, when the MC called for a time-out.
His sponsor was once again squeezing his shoulders and checking him for injuries as the other fighters were instructed to leave before the final knockout.
“You can't just knock him out, Porsche, you need to stall,” the older man reminded him.
His agitated energy made him flutter around the fighter, dabbing off his sweat and patting his muscles.
“I'll let you know when the time's up. Then you go for the kill!”
“It's time to end this, with our final knockout!” the MC declared, once again hyping the crowd. “We're not here to sleep, we're here to fight!”
People were getting more and more agitated, now that it was the final two contestants. They were roaring with excitement as the MC nodded, smugly acknowledging their cheers.
“Then let's not waste anymore time. The fight between the Demon Lord and Phoenix will now begin!”
Porsche cracked his neck, fidgeting impatiently to be let loose on his enemy.
“Ready? Let's fight!”
He rushed into the yellow glow, his body itching with energy. He grinned as he came close to the other man, the so-called 'Demon Lord'. With his tongue in the corner of the mouth, he dodged the first hit from the larger man, taunting for more.
The opponent's face twisted in fury and he lunged for Porsche, who evaded with a lazy smirk. He tried to kick the giant but his foot was caught and the man wasted no time in raining punches down on Porsche.
Despite his best attempts to break free, Porsche's hits were deflected, before he was let loose as the man kicked him in the chest. He staggered backwards, trying to regain his composure, but the other was immediately lunging another attack on him, slamming his fist into Porsche's face.
As the Demon Lord turned around, posing for the crowd, Porsche rushed at him, but was met with a muscular arm to the face, flipping over on the ground. The rushing in his ears drowned out the crowd and he could taste blood. With effort, he pushed himself upright, glaring at his attacker, who shot back a crooked grin, before running at him.
The man set off the ground, ready to punch Porsche mid-air. Instead of dodging, Porsche grabbed the arm, deflecting the attack, and using the momentum from pushing away the fist to spin around, slamming his elbow into the man's face.
There was a moment of silence as the Demon Lord's head lolled and he fell back onto the dirty tile floor. When he made no move to get back up, the sound of the crowd returned, full force, and Porsche was left standing, staring down at his opponent. He barely registered as Jom jumped him, cheering like crazy.
The pair went looking for the sponsor who had hidden himself in the corner. He was counting the money but his expression was displeased. As Porsche sauntered over, he gave an awkward nod and handed him the wad of bills. Porsche counted with eager hands, then paused.
“Where's the rest?”
“I told you to stall!”
The sponsor's face was getting agitated.
“If you'd held out longer, I could have grabbed twice as many bets!”
“Why don't you fight, then?”
“And who's gonna fetch your money for you, huh?”
Porsche gritted his teeth, knowing there was no point in arguing.
“Look, maybe we'll have better luck next time.”
It was an empty wish. Porsche's win streak was making the bets against him scarce, but before he could point that out, the man had scurried off.
“Ah, to hell with him,” Jom noted, pulling some bills from his breast pocket.
He handed them to Porsche, who hesitated.
“Take it. I bet on you.”
Porsche took the money, feeling the warmth spread in his chest.
“Thanks Jom. Really.”
“Eh, it's fine, not like I have any big expenses coming up. And I don't have a psycho sister to deal with.”
Porsche chuckled.
“Yeah, who'd want that?”
They both spun to find Jay standing on the edge of the pool with her arms crossed. Whatever high Porsche had been riding from his victory, was very abruptly ended at the dark expression on his sister's face. Jom made a stuttering attempt at laughing the whole situation off.
“Jay-sis! What a surprise!”
He glanced at Porsche, still holding the money.
“About this, uh... Well this is... I mean, I was just-”
“Leaving.”
It took a few moments for Jom to understand, while Jay jumped into the pool, but then he quickly acquiesced.
“Leaving! Right, that's what I was doing, thank you for reminding-”
His words were cut off by the glare she shot him.
“Right, going now.”
He turned to Porsche, keeping his voice low.
“Call me if you live to see tomorrow.”
Porsche smirked at his friend as the latter left, glancing nervously at Jay who kept her gaze on her brother.
“I turn my back for a moment, and you're back here?” she said the second they were alone.
“I just needed to blow off some steam.”
“By putting yourself in danger?”
Porsche sighed.
“I wasn't in danger, I was fine!”
She gestured to his face.
“So, I assume that's really convincing make-up?”
He reached up, feeling something warm and wet on his cheek.
“It's just a scratch,” he defended, wiping the wound.
“This time.”
Her matter-of-fact tone was baiting Porsche's rising temper as he struggled to stay calm. No fight with his sister had ever been won by blowing up.
“You insisted I learn to fight. Did you really expect me never to use these skills?”
“I expect you to use them when it's necessary!”
“What if that's not enough for me?”
She paused, narrowing her eyes.
“You want to beat people up?”
He clicked his tongue.
“Of course not! I mean yeah, but... Don't you ever get that itch, that you wish you were in a situation where you could really use everything you've learned?”
“I'm kinda busy making sure my brothers don't get themselves killed,” she replied, coolly.
“Jay,” he pleaded.
She swallowed, taking a deep breath. Her forehead smoothed and her face relaxed.
“Alright, yes, I do. But I can't afford to give in to it,” she admitted, quietly.
Porsche looked at her in stunned silence.
“How could I ever face your parents in the afterlife, if something happened to you or Chay, because I got you into trouble?”
She let her arms drop and suddenly seemed younger and more vulnerable.
“I know you're a grown man, but I still remember wrestling with a scrawny ten-year-old to make him brush his teeth.”
“That was only once!”
She tilted her head, raising her eyebrows at him, with a crooked smile.
“A day,” he amended, grinning sheepishly.
They both chuckled and fell quiet, as they sat down on a low concrete pillar. Jay looked up at the night sky with an expression Porsche had often seen but never been able to decipher.
“Hey sis?” he said after a few minutes, nudging her shoulder.
“Hmm?”
“Wanna grab a drink? My treat, courtesy of beating the Demon Lord.”
He waved the wad of money and she laughed.
“You got lucky, kiddo. Don't get full of yourself, just because you manage not to get killed.”
Instead of laughing along, he met her eyes, earnestly.
“I swear, I'll be careful.”
“The word's not in your vocabulary, hon. But I appreciate your trying.”
The wine was rich with an intriguing scent of cedar wood. Kinn took his time enjoying it, as Cash got comfortable behind his massive mahogany desk.
“So, to what do I owe the honor of a visit from the Theerapanyakun clan?”
Kinn put the glass down, keeping his manner confident and aloof.
“You sent a runner to our estate for a delivery, yesterday. You claimed she was the best. Do you remember?”
The man's head bobbed in a nod.
“Of course! Was there a problem with the delivery?”
He tensed up.
“Did she attack someone? Was it someone important? I'll compensate any damages!”
Kinn smirked, his interest piqued.
“Why? Does she often attack your clients?” he asked, his voice bored.
“Well, any runner is expected to handle themselves in pinch, young master, and she's been known to take that responsibility very...seriously.”
Cash was wringing his hands, his eyes flickering.
“But rest assured that despite her...problematic tendencies, she more than makes up for them with her skills.”
“I believe you,” Kinn told the man and he heaved a sigh in relief. “Which is why I'm interested in knowing more about your employee.”
The sigh ended on a strangled note as Chash's face turned pale.
“Beg your pardon?”
“The runner you sent. I want you to tell me about her.”
“About Blue?”
“'Blue'?”
Kinn leaned forward as Cash shook his head.
“Not her real name, of course. Every runner has a code name. Unfortunately, that's all I can tell you. Information on our runners is strictly confidential; we can't compromise their safety if we expect them to keep working for us. Not even for the Families.”
“What if I wanted to hire her?”
Cash barked a laugh.
“I'd say you have your work cut out for you. Lass hates the Families.”
“I can be very persuasive.”
The older man's eyes narrowed and he grinned.
“It seems you're forgetting where you are, Master Kinn. Our runners work here for a reason.”
“What reason?”
Cash leaned back in his seat, his expression smug.
“Depends on the runner. In Blue's case, it's clear she doesn't want to be found.”
“By whom?”
He shrugged, not bothering to answer. Kinn and Chan exchanged a look but before he could counter the man's point, his phone started ringing. He excused himself and walked a few meters away before answering.
“Yes?”
“Master Kinn, I think I've found something,” Arm said on the other end.
“What've you got?”
“I checked the CCTV footage from previous nights, and the same young man comes out of the backdoor of the adjacent bar, 'Hum Bar'. He seems university aged, so I've sent some people to the local schools as well.”
“Alright, good job. I'll head out, now.”
He turned to Chan who seemed to pick up on it and glanced at him.
“I got another lead. You finish up here.”
“Yes, Master Kinn.”
When the door closed behind his master, Chan turned back to the handler, folding one fist into another as he rested his elbows on his knees.
“Mr. Cash, I'm not about to let this matter be. So, I'll be making an offer and you'd be wise to think carefully before you reject it.”
The other man swallowed visibly, his eyes flickering to the door and back, as if he suddenly wished Kinn hadn't left.
The sensation of wet and cold tore Porsche from his sleep in the early morning. He glared up at Jay, who was holding an empty glass over his head.
“What the fuck?”
“Time to get up. You need to give Chay a ride and you have classes today.”
“Why didn't you just call me?”
“I did,” she said with a shrug. “You didn't stir and I ran out of fucks to give. Now, hop hop! You're already late.”
He groaned.
“Seriously, my head is killing me!” he moaned at her as she made her way out of his room.
“Zero fucks, Porsche! Don't make me get the ice cubes.”
“I'm up! I'm up.”
He rolled out of bed, cursing his naivete for believing she wouldn't find a way to get back at him for going behind her back. He got dressed and went down, greeting Chay with a grunt as the younger brother said good morning.
“There's a meet and greet for prospective future students, next week. I'll see that I take off, that day,” Jay mumbled, looking over a piece of paper. “I can talk to them about anything that needs to be signed for the application.”
“If it's too busy at work, you don't have to-”
“Just let her, Chay,” Porsche urged. “Lord knows she needs something to devote her attention to, other than hounding me.”
“I know you're making a point, but you may want to defer it to a time when you don't have only twenty minutes to get your brother and yourself to class.”
Porsche pulled out his phone and checked.
“Shit! Time to go, Chay.”
“Coming,” he answered, swallowing the rest of his food, as they headed out the door.
“Have a nice day,” Jay called after them.
“You too!” Chay shouted back, grinning.
The ride to school was rushed, and Porsche gave up any hope of being on time to his own lecture. He rolled up to the university around the first break time.
Tem greeted him, while munching on a filled pancake; no longer able to ignore his growling stomach, Porsche snatched the pancake from his friend.
“Hey!”
“I didn't have time to eat this morning,” he explained, before biting off a huge chunk.
“What happened?”
“Jay decided to waterboard me awake.”
“Sounds kinky. Did she tie you up?”
He coughed glaring at his friend's shameless grin.
“Dude, I'm eating here.”
“Yeah, my food!”
Instead of arguing, Porsche stuffed the rest of the pancake in his mouth.
“So do you think Jay would tie me up, if I pissed her off enough?”
Porsche rolled his eyes, waiting until his mouth was empty before making a retort.
“Bro, this crush you have on my sister is just really creepy.”
“Stop stealing my food and I'll stop talking about it.”
“Where's Jom?”
Tem gave him a deadpan look.
“Smooth. He was called out by some upperclassmen.”
He nodded behind Porsche.
“Looks like he's back.”
They both looked at the man in question as he came closer, scratching the back of his head with a quizzical expression.
“ 'Morning,” he greeted Porsche.
“Something wrong?”
“They'd called out all of the class reps, asking for someone called 'Blue',” Jom explained. “Does that name mean anything to you guys?”
Porsche felt himself freeze up, struggling to say anything.
“Don't recall anyone going by that name,” Tem answered, openly.
“What about you, Porsche?”
He blinked a few times.
“Uh...no, I don't know anyone by that name.”
He felt the slow rise of panic in his chest and the thought of what Jay might do if she ever learned what he'd done was enough to send shivers through his body.
Chapter 4: Your World, Not Mine
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Chapter 4: Your World, Not Mine
Jay could not quite figure out her handler's motivations, as she looked up at the luxury hotel; an important client wanted a letter delivered by her, personally, but none of the usual suspects would have her come to such a high-profile destination. It was also her only request of the night, meaning someone had paid out the ass to make sure she would only come here.
Despite her apprehension, it was a job and if the client had a room here, of all places, there may be a bonus in it for her. The front desk kindly directed her to the 17th floor, and she made her way there, wondering whether the staff would be disinfecting the floor after having it suffer her dirty sneakers.
She hesitated for a few seconds before knocking on the door.
“Delivery!”
The handle turned and as the door was pulled open, Jay came face-to-face with the bodyguard. Her eyes widened and she swallowed nervously, trying to calculate her odds of escaping if she made a run for it, right then and there.
“I'd prefer not to tackle you,” he said, having seemingly read her intentions.
She made a grimace.
“Then what would you prefer?”
He stepped back, gesturing for her to enter. Jay stepped inside the room, trying to keep a cool facade, but every hair on her body stood up and she was frantically thinking of a lie to get herself out of the current situation. However, there was no saying how the man would react and what would even work on him. So, she scanned the room, instead, hoping for divine inspiration to hit her.
The room was an ocean of cream wallpaper and gold trim, richly furnished in similar colors, yet all in modernized style, including the open fireplace, cut into the support beam. The black suit and red pocket square of her host were foreign, stark and foreboding in this environment of bright decadence. He gestured for her to sit on a two-seat couch, part of a lounge set, while he took place opposite a low table.
“My name's Chan, I'm head bodyguard and secretary to the Theerapanyakun family.”
Jay nodded but said nothing.
“Your handler told me you go by the name 'Blue', is that what you would prefer to be called?”
“I would prefer not to be called at all, but for the purpose of this conversation, it'll do.”
“I ask because we've been looking for a young man who helped out the second son of the family. He claimed his name was also Blue.”
God-fucking-damnit, Porsche!
“It's not a unique name.”
“It's also not common. Our intel suggests you two are acquainted.”
Jay smirked.
“If you have intel, I wonder why you'd need to trick me into coming here?”
Chan sat up straighter, his gaze becoming curious as he observed her closer.
“How much do you know about the Theerapanyakuns?”
“As much as I wish to. I want nothing to do with the Families.”
“Bad history?”
She tilted her head without replying. He did not seem to mind.
“Have you read the letter you were to bring?”
“It's generally not encouraged to invade our clients' privacy.”
“What if I told you to open it, now?”
She pulled it out and placed it on the table.
“No, thank you.”
“It was meant for you, from the beginning.”
“And yet, I'm uninterested.”
If her reluctance frustrated him, he showed no signs of it, instead picking up the envelope and opening it with all the casual affectation of opening a bill, before turning the contents over for her to see.
“My master wants to hire you and your associate to work for the clan. You'll be well-compensated and he is willing to let you set your own terms, if you agree.”
“How old are you?”
“Pardon?”
“I ask, because it seems either your hearing or your memory is somehow faulty. Rather than ask if you have hearing issues, I figured it would be more rude to ask your age.”
He leaned back, putting a hand beneath his chin as his dark eyes met hers.
“You could earn a lot more than you do now.”
“I could also die a lot sooner.”
“I doubt that.”
“And why's that?”
It was only instinct which saved Jay from the incoming blow, making her twist her body, while she set off from the floor, flipping over the couch as Chan's fist slammed into the back pillow. There was no time to ask him what the hell he was doing, as he agilely jumped over the table and closed the distance between them, before she was forced to focus her attention on deflecting one punch after another, as he maneuvered her away from the door, cutting off her escape.
His broad form belied the speed with which he came at her and she was struggling to gain the upper hand. She punched at him but he deftly evaded before grabbing her wrist; she swung with her other hand but it was caught as well before he slammed her against the wall. His body was too close to kick away and the pressure he applied on her folded arms was making it harder to breathe.
She slouched for a second before tearing her arms up, pulling his hands with her. The opening allowed her to slam her head against his and he staggered back, releasing his hold on her. Before attacking, she quickly disposed of her jacket, freeing up her movements. She tossed the garment and returned to the fight, as Chan recovered from her attack.
They resumed their back and forth, trading blows and kicks to try and outdo one another, but Jay was becoming painfully aware of the gap in their abilities. Whatever else Jay might be, her opponent was a trained bodyguard with a good decade of experience over her and the fact he was still alive and kicking said more than a little of his abilities.
She tried to conserve her energy by focusing on deflecting rather than attacking, but her enemy was not having it, increasing his effort, forcing her to fight back, to keep him at bay.
When the smell of something burning reached her nose, she smirked, upping her game. He seemed to smell it too, and glanced around the room to see her jacket, halfway into the fireplace and fully engulfed in flames. She started pressing Chan, letting her speed and nimbleness make up for their difference in stature. While he tried to reach the flames, she thwarted his attempts, intent on keeping the fire going.
He finally broke free from her and went to the fireplace when the sprinklers came on, drenching the entire room in seconds. He looked back at her, panting heavily. Her own breathing was no less ragged as the water poured over them both.
For a long moment, they stared at each other, through the curtain of water droplets. Then, Jay's mouth quirked in a victorious smile, before she spun and threw herself out the nearest window. The glass shattered around her as her body moved through it, covering her head with her arms for a mere second before grabbing her hook and tossing it at the wall opposite the hotel building.
It caught and she was soon propped against the bricks, hanging by the line as she looked back at the broken window.
He was standing there, his arms folded over his chest. The wet clothes clung to his shape and for a moment, Jay forgot what had just transpired, as she took in the image of him, dark and formidable against all the white and gold.
Their gazes collided and something in her chest seemed to tense up and quiver when the corner of his mouth quirked upwards. He did not seem the least put out by the outcome. In fact, she would say he seemed pleased and that somehow made the tension inside her more pronounced.
The seconds ticked by as they stayed like that, neither looking away from the other.
Porsche pulled up to Yok's bar, a few minutes before his shift started. Several expensive cars were parked outside and their drivers were leaned against them, enjoying their cigarettes. Their demeanor was enough to put Porsche on edge, and he took out his phone to call Chay. The first attempt wasn't answered so he tried again.
“What?”
“What are you doing? Are you okay?”
There was a slight pause.
“Not really, no.”
Something clenched in Porsche's chest.
“What's wrong?”
“I don't think I can hold it much longer.”
“Hold what? Chay, what's going on?”
His thoughts were becoming frantic with concern.
“I'm taking a fucking dump!” Chay yelled. “And apparently, I can't get five minutes in peace!”
The sense of relief was quickly replaced with awkward embarrassment as Porsche groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“What's wrong with you two? First Jay calls and now you. Are you scared I'm gonna drown in the toilet bowl or something?”
“Sorry, I was just...I don't know, I guess I'm a bit jumpy. Hey, remember to lock up the house, okay?”
“Yeah, sure. Can I get back to my business now?”
“Sure thing.”
He hung up, wondering how he had somehow managed to go from the cool older/younger brother to a paranoid embarrassment. He decided to shake off his bad feelings and dismounted. The valet came out and stopped him before he could go inside.
“Hey, just so you know: Someone came to talk to Yok about being a partner, so it might be a slow night.”
And just like that, the bad feeling returned.
“Hey, can you take care of this?” he asked, handing over his helmet.
“Sure, just be careful. The guy looked important.”
Porsche entered the bar, feeling every eye suddenly on him and his movements. Midway down the counter sat a familiar figure, talking to Yok.
“You know, this place has its charm.”
“Of course, it takes after its owner! Though the real deal is still a league of her own.”
Yok's voice deepened into a sultry laugh. Porsche walked through the bar, his every hair on end, as he tried to stay calm.
“Oh, Porsche, come here!” Yok called, excited as she gestured to the suited man. “This is Mr. Kinn, our new business partner!”
Her face softened into a sly smile.
“Though, I'm tempted to make him another kind of partner, as well.”
Kinn chuckled.
“So, his name is Porsche, then?”
“Ooh, he's caught your eye, too? Porsche is our top bartender, everyone wants him. I should have snatched him up for myself, instead of putting him behind the bar.”
They both laughed, the air between them relaxed and friendly, yet Porsche could sense the tension directed at himself from Kinn's form.
“Well, perhaps you could spare your top guy for a little bit? As a personal favor.”
Kinn winked at Yok and she shot him a pleased grin.
“Of course. Porsche, take good care of Mr. Kinn,” she reminded her employee, before moving to another customer, at the far end of the counter.
When she turned away, Kinn took a sip of his drink before discretely gesturing for Porsche to come closer.
“What?” Porsche asked, as he leaned against the bar, keeping his back turned on the suited men eyeing him, as he was throwing nervous glances around the place.
“You act like you're scared I'm about to shoot up the place,” Kinn noted. “Seems you have a very low opinion of me and what I do,” he added when the bartender didn't deny.
Porsche took a moment to observe the Mafioso, noting his straightened posture, the immaculate cut of his tailored suit and confident gaze as he caught the other's intense observation. He lifted his eyebrows, expectantly, and Porsche pulled himself from his reverie.
“You're here for the watch, right?”
Kinn made an amused sound and casually shook his wrist, freeing the watch from his cuff and glancing at it with a smirk. Porsche stared, not sure he was seeing correctly.
“You may want to speak with your fence. This watch is worth at least 500,000.”
He had no clue how to respond. His uncle had given no indication he had already sold it, much less what he had gotten for it.
“So what do you want?” he finally managed to say.
“From the top bartender?”
Kinn tilted his head, his dark eyes observing Porsche closely.
“A drink would be a good start.”
He wanted to refuse but the atmosphere was heavy and there was a hidden threat behind that searing gaze, one he didn't intend to find out. He went behind the bar and pulled up a lowball glass, getting started. Despite being in his element, the situation felt oppressive. He was almost sorry to finish the drink and losing the excuse to distract himself.
Kinn tasted the mix, his eyes never leaving Porsche, who waited with bated breath for the verdict, and not solely because of the threatening aura of his customer.
“Bitter, chased by sweetness. In other words, the perfect old fashioned.”
The mafioso seemed pleased and a little impressed.
“So, what the hell do you want?” he asked, emboldened by his small success.
“You and I have some business to discuss. Somewhere more private.”
“I'm not going anywhere with you.”
“Are you sure? Talking about these sorts of things in public tends to be...messy.”
Once again, he felt cornered, unnerved by the predatory gaze of someone far above himself in the social strata. He made a gesture for the Mafioso to lead the way, and hoped he wasn't walking to his death.
They had barely entered the shadows when something black fell over his vision and he was grabbed from several directions. He didn't have the chance to cry out as a hand quickly clamped over his mouth, through the fabric covering his face.
He could not tell how much time passed or where he was brought, he just knew that he was taken somewhere else and tied to a chair. The ground seemed more unsteady, despite the sound of wooden floors beneath his restless feet.
“Hey assholes, is someone gonna take this thing off, soon? Hellooo!”
The bag was suddenly removed and he looked around trying to orientate himself. Large windows showed a black sky behind a dazzling city of lights, which reflected off a water surface, most likely the Crescent Moon River, which flowed through Crescenda from the West.
“Pachara Kittisawat, also known as 'Porsche', age: 27,” a dark voice read.
Porsche looked at Kinn, as the latter sauntered towards him with a tablet in his hand. His other hand was in his pocket while he slowly made his way behind Porsche.
“Former national champion in taekwando and judo. Parents are deceased, leaving behind one biological younger brother. Both sons were put under the guardianship of an older, adopted sister, sometime after the parents' death.”
The mocking edge in Kinn's voice grated on Porsche's nerves, though he focused his attention on working the ropes behind his back, whenever his captor wasn't looking.
“Main occupation is as a bartender in 'Hum Bar', and is known as a hard worker, well-liked by staff and customers alike. Secondary occupation as an underground fighter, known as 'Phoenix'.”
Porsche couldn't help but smirk as he looked at Kinn.
“I feel a whole new level of sympathy for you. That was so goddamn boring to listen to, I can't imagine what it must have been like to figure all that shit out and having to read it. Out loud.”
He chuckled.
“You mafia-types sure love your torture methods but kidnapping me, just to tell me things about myself that I already know? It might just be the most ingenious thing, yet.”
He looked around at the stone-faced men who were glancing between the two from safely behind Kinn's back.
“Are we done here? Can I go? Or do you want to tell me my blood type and measurements, as well?”
Kinn gave him a measured look.
“I want you to be my bodyguard.”
Porsche laughed.
“So you have gone insane. There's not way I'm putting my ass on the line to save your life. Let these sad ballsacks do it,” he replied, nodding at the other guards.
One of them charged at him, but he swiftly kicked the man away. When he came again, Porsche put up his leg to keep him at a distance.
“Uh-uh-uh. Don't go shooting the messenger.”
“I know you don't like the idea,” Kinn acknowledged. “But you'll be well compensated.”
He bent closer.
“It could be the break your family needs.”
Porsche spit at the man.
“You think I've stayed like this because I got no better offers? I won't sell my soul for a bit of luxury.”
He had managed to free his hands and was now eyeing the people around him.
“This is your world, not mine.”
With that, he stood and swung the chair around, slamming it into the nearest bodyguard, then kicking another away. Kinn did not seem surprised and calmly kicked him in the chest so he stumbled against one of the guards who immediately took a tight grip on him.
Kinn held up a hand and the men froze for a second, before the guard holding Porsche released him. The Mafioso stepped close, lifting his chin in a silent challenge.
“Seriously?” Porsche asked, wondering how fast he would get a bullet in the head for harming the precious master.
When the other made no attempt to retreat, Porsche sighed, then lashed out and was immediately deflected. It quickly became evident that Kinn's arrogance was far from mere bravado, as he skillfully countered every one of Porsche's attacks, while also getting his own hits in, all the while seeming to find the situation mildly amusing.
Every movement was precise and no muscle moved superfluously. Porsche struggled, his anger rising at the taunting smile on his opponent's face. He kept up the barrage of attacks and eventually managed to get Kinn in an arm lock as the pair wrestled to slam each other against the large wood-framed windows.
When Porsche finally managed to get the upper hand, Kinn kicked his leg out from under him, so he fell to his knees. Rather than leave his enemy standing over him, he lifted both their arms and slammed his head into the other's solar plexus, causing him to cry out in pain.
However, Kinn quickly released his hold on Porsche's arms and grabbed him by the throat. His expression was furious but Porsche grabbed him by the crotch, squeezing tightly as Kinn groaned in agony. The latter tore Porsche's hand away and pushed him back, slamming him into a nearby wooden beam. As Porsche tried to once again punch Kinn, the other grabbed his wrists, forcing them down. With no other recourse, Porsche used what he had left and bit into the side of Kinn's throat.
Kinn roared with fury as he tried to free himself from Porsche's teeth. The latter finally released him and scurried away, making his way out the nearest door. He reached the upper deck, looking for some way of escaping when a gun shot sounded behind him.
Spinning around, he saw Kinn, trembling with barely contained fury as he pointed the weapon at Porsche.
“I believe there's been a misunderstanding between us. When I said I wanted you to be my bodyguard, it may have sounded like I was giving you a choice in the matter. Allow me to correct that assumption.”
The other guards all had their guns trained on Porsche, whose nerves were still frayed from the fight.
“Your choice is as follows: You become my bodyguard, or you become food for the fish. I'll give you to the count of three.”
Porsche's heart was beating against his ribs with enough force to be borderline painful.
“One.”
A shot sounded as Kinn aimed slightly away from Porsche, who jumped, his body twisting as the rush of nerves and adrenaline made it impossible to keep still.
“Pardon me. My fingers slipped,” Kinn told him with a wicked smirk.
“You want me to be your bodyguard?” he yelled, desperately. “I'd prefer death!”
He ran to the nearest railing and tossed himself into the water.
Chapter 5: Checkmate
Notes:
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Hope you enjoy!
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Chapter 5: Checkmate
Kinn's expression was closed off and dark as he headed straight for the bourbon.
“You're back, empty-handed?” Korn asked, after placing his knight.
“I told you he wouldn't wanna work for us,” his son complained. “And I don't see why I should want him to. There are better options out there.”
“Undoubtedly. And they'd easily follow you, if you pay them enough. But someone who cannot be bribed into betraying his own morals...isn't he exactly the kind of person you should aim for?”
“Or he could be a complete idiot.”
Chan suppressed a chuckle as he made his move.
“A fool with integrity or a genius without. Who would you rather have working under you?”
Korn looked at Kinn, the question hanging between them.
“Did you have any luck?”
Chan glanced at the young master, who seemed intent on dragging the secretary into the discussion. With a slow breath he righted himself in his chair.
“I made the offer and she rejected it. But I did get to test her skills.”
“And?”
Both father and son looked at him, waiting for the verdict of their top bodyguard.
“She's quick and experienced...but reckless. Dangerously so.”
Korn chuckled as he returned his attention to the chessboard.
“Well, as long as we don't put her in a dangerous situation, recklessness is not necessarily a problem.”
“What exactly is your plan with her, Papa?”
Chan perked his ears as Korn moved again, finding himself curious about the answer, as well.
“Hmm, I wonder whether it wouldn't be better to wait with deciding that until she's here.”
“You mean if she agrees to come,” Kinn corrected.
“Do I? I should hope you won't let them slip through your fingers, that easily.”
He moved his queen, taking Chan's.
“Checkmate.”
“What the hell happened to you?” Jay asked as Porsche walked up the driveway, still dripping wet.
“I could ask you the same.”
She was drenched as well, and covered in scratches and a few bruises.
“I asked you first.”
He sighed.
“I jumped off a boat at gunpoint.”
“What? What happened? Are you okay?”
She stood and started fussing about him, but he quickly pushed her off.
“Uh-uh, your turn.”
She started shaking her head but he was not about to let the matter go. With an annoyed click of the tongue, she gave in.
“I...set a hotel room on fire, set off the sprinklers and...jumped out a window.”
He tilted his head giving her a loaded look.
“It's different. I didn't have a choice!”
He pointed to himself.
“Gunpoint,” he reminded her.
“Who held the gun?”
The dark undertone in her voice put him on edge and he narrowed his eyes as he took in her clenched jaw and the murderous look she shot their surroundings.
“I'll tell you, but you better not go psycho, okay?”
She nodded, stiffly. He didn't speak right away, trying to gauge her sincerity, but the wind was cold and a hot shower was all of which he could think.
“That guy we saved, Kinn? He kidnapped me to a boat and asked that I be his bodyguard.”
“He what?”
“It's fine, since I got away. But he knew exactly who I was.”
Jay tapped her temple, her expression going from fury to annoyance in an instant.
“Right, that reminds me.”
She smacked him over the back of his head and the pain was so unexpected, he couldn't help but yelp out.
“Ow, what the hell?”
“You mind telling me why the fuck the freaking mafia knows my code name?”
Intense guilt flooded him, as he rubbed the back of his head.
“That Kinn guy asked for a name, and I didn't want to give him mine,” he mumbled, wondering whether it would leave a bump.
“You were on your bike! You push the dude off and keep fucking driving! It's not rocket science.”
“That could have killed him! Besides, we were already parked.”
“Even easier to shove him off, then.”
Before he could argue, there was a crash from inside the house. They both rushed inside to find Chay standing among the shards of a broken plate, looking guilty. However, the state of the rest of the room was a far more immediate concern.
“What the hell happened here?”
“Did Kinn do this?” Porsche said, simultaneously with his sister's question.
“Who's Kinn?” Chay asked, his expression annoyed. “Grant's people were here. They said they want their money.”
“What money?” Jay asked.
Chay looked away, not answering. Porsche had a sinking feeling in his stomach and pulled on Jay's arm.
“Come on, we gotta go see Grant.”
Jay looked from Porsche to Chay, conflicted. In the end, Chay urged them to sort it out while he cleaned up. They took Porsche's bike to Grant's office, neither of them talking. Grant ran a small gambling hall in the inner parts of the city, the entrance tucked away in an alley. It was a well-known hole, despite its obscure location; if one was down on their luck and barred from any respectable establishment, Grant's would still open its doors.
When they parked, Porsche took a deep breath before dismounting. Jay remained quiet, her expression unreadable while they made their way inside. The people nodded at the pair, letting them straight through to Grant's office.
Porsche opened the door to find Arthee on the floor, being worked over by two goons, while the proprietor observed with a cold gaze.
“Uncle!”
He wanted to rush to him but Jay grabbed his shoulder, keeping him in place as she leveled her eyes at Grant.
“What's going on?”
“Just a little reminder about paying your debts.”
“What debts?”
“Your uncle came in the other day, flush with cash. Of course, that changed, real quick.”
Jay stared at Arthee, who had finally been given a break and was sitting against the wall, avoiding her gaze.
“Who in their right mind would give you mon-”
She stopped and turned towards Porsche.
“Why would you give him money?”
He wanted the earth to open and swallow him up but tried to keep his composure.
“Mr. Kinn gave me a watch for saving his life. I asked uncle to sell it for me.”
Jay's eyes were drilling into him and he could see her mind working fast to try and find a way to resolve the situation. It only magnified his guilt and he gave her an apologetic look.
“How much did he lose?”
She turned towards Grant again, who carried a crooked smile.
“200,000, at first.”
Jay groaned.
“After that, he put your rent contract up as collateral, in a desperate bid to win it all back.”
Porsche froze and Jay's face lost all color.
“If you don't pay what he owes, I'll have you all evicted, and I can finally charge what the place is actually worth.”
“You tricked me! I wouldn't have lost it all if you hadn't cheated,” Arthee protested but was promptly delivered a fist in the face.
“How much does he owe?” Porsche asked when it seemed Jay was too stunned to speak.
“Five-fifty.”
He gasped, staring at his uncle who was back to looking at the floor.
“Give us a week.”
He looked at Jay, shaking his head. There was no way they could come up with that kind of money in a week.
“Piss off! I've been waiting for this since I won the deed from him almost twenty years ago. If I hadn't been so sympathetic towards your brothers, I would never have let the lot of you stay and pay next to nothing in rent!”
Porsche felt like he had been punched in the gut. He swallowed with difficulty and tried to wrap his head around the last two decades of being deceived into thinking the house had been sold to pay for his and Chay's expenses.
“You can have a day. I suggest you use it to pack.”
The comment brought him back and he tried hard not to yell and scream about the unfairness of it all. Grant allowed them to take Arthee out of the office and the three went to the alley.
“Porsche, I'm so sorry!” the uncle said as soon as the door closed behind them. “I never meant to spend all the money, but Grant wouldn't stop pushing me to keep playing.”
Jay was staying silent and Porsche struggled to keep his temper under control.
“Just go,” he said, quietly.
“Please forgive me! I swear, I won't ever do something like this again, never!”
“Get out of here.”
“I've raised you and Chay since you were little kids. I'm the closest thing you have to family.”
Porsche slammed a fist into the nearest wall and Arthee flinched.
“The only reason I haven't finished what those guys started is because you've been like family to us,” he said through gritted teeth. “At least, I thought you were. But you never cared about anyone but yourself, did you?”
Arthee's expression became nervous as his gaze flickered between Porsche and his sister, who was surreptitiously looking away.
“That's not true. I cared about you both as if you were my own! But when she came, everything changed.”
He pointed a bony finger at Jay, who gave him an indifferent look, making no move to interfere.
“You stopped needing me, but did you ever think about all I sacrificed for you? I deserved to be compensated for my time!”
“Well, consider yourself compensated,” Porsche announced, not bothering to hide edge of disgust in his voice. “You're no longer family, in fact you have nothing to do with us, anymore.”
Fear flashed across the older man's features.
“Porsche, I'm sorry. I made a mistake and I was stupid. But you can't just cut me off like this.”
“Just...leave.”
Arthee scanned Porsche's face but eventually nodded and turned his back, limping his way out of the alley. Porsche felt tears pressing behind his eyes and fought to hold them back.
“You knew, didn't you?”
Jay sighed, not bothering to feign innocence.
“I knew he had a problem. I made him give it up, once, but when my accounts started showing discrepancies, I thought he might have fallen back in. Or maybe he just never stopped.”
“Why did you never tell me?”
“I had hoped he was done with it, for good. I didn't want to be the reason you lost someone else.”
His mind was swirling with counter-arguments and angry retorts but at that moment, he just could not process everything he had learned.
“Let's go back,” he said instead.
When they returned, he looked through the house, picking things up, here and there, while lamenting that it may be the last time he would be there. Chay came in, offering a plate with two slices of cold pizza.
“Fresh from the fridge,” he said with a grin.
Porsche chuckled, accepting the plate. They sat down on the couch, as he took a bite. Chay picked up a picture of the two of them, laying apart from its broken frame.
“You know, maybe it's time to give up on this place,” he noted, sadly.
Porsche looked around, feeling his heart clench at the idea.
“I love this place.”
“Who doesn't? But there are cheaper places out there. Without Grant and his thugs knocking on the door. Maybe outside Crescenda.”
A small tremble in his voice was all the indication of the boy's emotional turmoil. Porsche put an arm around his neck.
“And what about school? We finally saved up enough to apply for the music academy, here in the city, remember? No more local college classes.”
“What good is studying gonna do, when I could help you and Jay better by working?”
His brother's words pierced Porsche's heart, and he put his hands on either side of the young man's face.
“I promised mom and dad I'd look after you. What kind of brother and son would I be if I allowed you to give up on your dream, just so we could make more money, now?”
Tears started running down Chay's face and Porsche gently wiped them, smiling.
“Besides, Jay would kill me if I let that happen.”
They both laughed.
“I could talk to her about it.”
“Then she'd just kill you, instead. It doesn't really solve the issue.”
“But...you know how you've always wanted to open your own bar, maybe on a private beach somewhere?”
Porsche nodded.
“We could do that. You could mix drinks all day, I could play live music and entertain the guests.”
“Ohoh! Is that so?” Porsche laughed. “You know, between your amateur music and Jay's penchant for scaring the hell out of people, I won't have a customer left by the end of the week!”
“Hey! I'm gonna tell Jay you said that!”
“Oh shit, please don't!”
They got into some light play wrestling but as they settled down again, Chay became serious.
“Porsche, I want you both to remember I'm also here. It's okay to rely on me, sometimes. You're not fighting alone.”
The older brother wiped his eyes, trying to smile through the tears.
“I know. But you're the brains in this family. I'm the brawn, so leave the hard work to me.”
“Where does that leave Jay?”
“Jay's the crazy one, I can't believe I have to tell you that.”
“I heard that!”
The voice came from outside the veranda door and both brothers smiled at the indignant tone. Porsche pulled Chay in for a hug.
“I love you,” Chay said, his voice raw.
Porsche pulled away to kiss his forehead, before pulling him close again.
“I love you too.”
After making sure his younger brother was sleeping, he sought out Jay in the garden. She was on the swing chair, once again lost in the night sky.
“So, what do we do?” he asked as he sat across from her.
Her eyes slowly lowered until they landed on him and she smiled.
“You don't do anything. I have some contacts I can call on. With a little luck, I can scrape together enough to stall Grant for a bit.”
Porsche narrowed his eyes at her.
“What kind of contacts?”
“Does it matter?”
“It does to me.”
She didn't answer, leaning her head back to stare up at the sky again.
“Jay, please don't go to them.”
There was a whimper in his voice, despite his best efforts to hide it.
“Would you rather lose the house?”
He hesitated and immediately hated himself for it.
“What if there's another way?”
She looked at him and he cleared his throat.
“Kinn tried to recruit me as a bodyguard. He promised to pay well.”
“Porsche, don't get involved with the Families. It won't end well.”
“It's our best option. I'll make it a condition that they pay our debts and let us keep the house.”
“It's too dangerous!”
“I'm willing to accept the risks. If it means you won't have to do that again, I'll do anything. So, please don't stop me.”
Jay stood, walking a few meters away. Her hand kept running through her hair as she was lost in thought. Porsche observed her conflicted state, his heart knowing full well the roar of emotions she struggled with: fear, guilt and a desire to protect her family. He went to her, putting his arms around her body and leaning his head on her shoulder. She turned around and hugged him, fiercely. He held her, taking a relieved breath.
“I promise, I won't get hurt.”
“You better not,” she mumbled, before stepping back. “Well, if we're going to the Theerapanyakuns tomorrow, we better get some sleep.”
He nodded.
“Right... Wait, what do you mean 'we'?”
Chapter 6: Chaos Is the Enemy
Notes:
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Chapter 6: Chaos Is the Enemy
Porsche was trying hard to seem unimpressed with the splendor but his eyes seemed to grow bigger with every new piece of evidence of the wealth of the Theerapanyakun estate. Jay couldn't hide her smile whenever his eyes lingered on anything which seemed particularly expensive.
Two bodyguards, one in a track suit and one with his arm in a sling, led them through a wooden door into a short hallway with dark oak panels. It opened into a large lounge room with tall windows, all with modern décor and furnishings. Kinn was standing next to a marble-topped bar, drinking from a tumbler.
The sibling pair stopped a few meters away from the second master. Porsche spoke first.
“So, do we have a deal?”
“Your debts and brother's tuition fees in return for the two of you, working for the clan,” Kinn confirmed. “As long as you keep in mind, your lives are no longer your own.”
“Like hell they are!”
“Don't you dare speak to Master Kinn that way!” the man in the arm sling snapped.
“Why shouldn't he?”
Jay's tone was bored as she gave the man a languid stare.
“Last I checked, Mr. Kinn was a man, not a god.”
“Watch your damn mouth,” the other retorted.
“The things that pass for insults around here,” she noted coolly to Porsche who smirked in reply.
“You two have no idea-”
Kinn shot the injured man a look causing him to stop, mid-sentence, then looked them both up and down.
“They'll learn...in time.”
“Porsche, Jay.”
They both turned to find Chan standing there, in his immaculate suit.
“The boss wishes to see you both.”
They shared a glance before following him, though Jay made sure to stay behind her brother. The outside showcased more of the family's splendor as they traversed the numerous gardens, surrounding the main house. Chan led them to a secluded section, where a small spring was babbling quietly before a tall pagoda.
Master Korn, head of the family, stood on the veranda of the lowest level with a drink in his hand. Jay hesitated, avoiding his gaze as the group came nearer. He never turned to look at them as they all lined up behind him. Only Kinn dared to stand by his side.
“You two gave us quite the run-around,” he finally said, though there was no disapproval in his voice. “It was very clear you were none too keen on working for us.”
Neither of them answered. Porsche glanced at Jay who caught his gaze and shrugged, folding her arms across her chest.
“But I do hope you'll fall in well, here. And learn to be happy.”
“To hell with that shit,” Porsche muttered, rubbing the back of his head.
Korn turned around, looking at each of them.
"Don't worry about your brother. I'll make sure he's taken care of.”
Jay could feel his gaze as he said it and gave a curt nod. Porsche looked from one to the other and back again, his eyes narrowed.
“If you want me to work as a bodyguard,” he announced, breaking the tension, “I have to be in charge of those two.”
With a nod, he indicated the two who had originally shown them around. They both glared at him but he just winked at Jay who rolled her eyes at his antics. Kinn barked out an incredulous laugh, while Korn grinned.
“Well well, you certainly got the guts,” he noted. “Alright. Considering Big's current condition, we can arrange for that.”
“But sir-”
The injured guard was silenced by a sharp look. Those shrewd eyes turned on Jay, next.
“And you...Jay, was it? I'm sure you have some conditions as well?”
She took a deep breath.
“Just one. Make me a bodyguard as well.”
“You can't be serious,” the track suit scoffed.
“We've never had a female bodyguard among our personal details,” Kinn added.
“It's both of us or none.”
Porsche nodded his agreement as the others exchanged glances. Only Korn seemed unaffected, chuckling to himself.
“Alright. Consider it done.”
“Sir, you may want to reconsider,” Chan suggested, eyeing the pair warily.
“I'm feeling rather tired. You may leave, now.”
The head of security hesitated for a moment before nodding and gesturing for the rest to follow, until only Kinn was left, observing his father.
“Papa, are you sure about this?”
Korn said nothing, instead sipping his drink with a pensive expression.
Later, as he set up the board against Chan, he looked at the black queen in his hand, lost in thought. His secretary still carried a troubled expression.
“You know, fate always delivers all the actors to the stage,” he muttered before placing the piece. “It seems everything is finally set.”
He met Chan's gaze with a smirk.
“Let's begin.”
The two bodyguards showed Porsche and Jay around the facility, which included an Olympic sized pool, a shooting range and a gym.
“Every bodyguard must follow a strict training schedule,” Big explained. “To that end, the estate provides state-of-the-art training equipment and facilities.”
He gestured to the row of people practicing at the shooting range.
“The clan provides weapons and ammunition for both practice and missions, since shooting is an essential skill for everyone working in security.”
Both bodyguards looked the siblings up and down.
“Physical conditioning and strength are paramount for bodyguards,” the man in track explained. “Anyone who's out of shape will be booted. There's a standardized test every month. Fail it and you're out of here. Understood?”
“Sure.”
“Got it.”
The next stop was one of the upper floors where living quarters were located. The glass elevator carrying them up, afforded a view of the internal layout of the estate.
“The first rule: all bodyguards are stationed at the estate at all times, unless we're out on missions.”
“Wait, so I can't sneak out to eat, at night?” Porsche asked.
“Food? Really?”
Jay gave him an incredulous look.
“I would have asked about sex, instead.”
“Well, I get hungry after!”
“Buy a snickers.”
“Oh, come on!” the track suit exclaimed. “That's your business, do we really have to hear about it?”
“What do I do about school?” Porsche mumbled to his sister.
“I already arranged for your classes to be done, remotely, you just have to show up for exams.”
“You could have just pulled me out.”
She gave him a stern look.
“Not a chance.”
They reached the floor and as the door opened, they were met with the unfriendly stares of a score of suited men, casually strewn about a large, luxurious lounge area. They stepped off and a jingling suddenly broke the silence. Everyone looked at Porsche, who only then felt the vibration of his phone. He fished it out, groaning as Jom's name showed on his screen.
“What the hell are you calling for?” he asked, the second he answered. “I'm at work right now, you-”
Before he could finish, the phone was snatched from his hand and Big held it up with a stern glare.
“Second rule: No personal devices allowed, unless on a mission. If you have urgent calls to make, use the central phone.”
Big nodded to a counter with an old-fashioned rotary dial telephone.
“No more than ten minutes per call and everything is recorded,” the other chimed in.
“Is this a bodyguards' residence or a prison?” Porsche wondered aloud.
“Watch your mouth!”
“Prisons allow conjugal visits,” Jay mused.
“Would you stop that!”
For some reason the guy in track was getting agitated.
“Ken,” Big warned.
“Ah, a name at last,” Porsche smirked.
“Yeah, I see it.”
“See what?” Ken asked Jay.
“You have the hair and face sculpting of a Ken-doll, and you're probably just as smooth, below.”
“You bitch!”
Ken swung at her, but she evaded, while Porsche dove in, pulling the man's pants down.
“Wait, what's wrong with you!” Ken yelled.
“Oh, not so smooth, after all,” Jay noted with a tilted head as he hurriedly pulled his pants back up, his face crimson.
Big pulled out a gun, aiming at the pair who exchanged looks, barely able to contain their grins.
“We're no longer on the streets. Leave your filthy habits outside.”
Before Jay could retort, Porsche attacked, wrestling the gun away from Big, only to be kicked down as the guard pulled out another firearm. Every other guard was now on their feet, their guns all aimed at Porsche on the ground, but Jay quickly stepped in, standing above his body, staring the men down.
“Oi!” a deep voice boomed through the room.
Chan walked through the clusters of men, each of them standing down, averting their eyes when he looked in their direction. He came to a stop, next to Big, glaring at him.
“What's the third rule?”
Big hesitated but eventually succumbed to the heavy gaze of his superior.
“Bodyguards must get along with each other. No arguments, no fights. Chaos is the enemy.”
Chan stepped closer to him, straightening his tie, his eyes never losing their imposing authority. He bent his head slightly, to look straight at his employee's face.
“So you do know.”
“Shouldn't such an important rule be top of the list?” Jay whispered to her brother as she pulled him up.
He shrugged.
“This is not a playground!”
Chan turned towards at the rest, disapproval radiating from his posture.
“If you want to work here, you will live by the rules and know them by heart. Understood?”
He looked from one sibling to the other, neither of them answered.
“The rest of you, back to work,” he ordered. “You two, with me.”
He showed them past a row of smaller, office-like rooms, while pointing to each.
“Here we have the tailor for all your sartorial needs. We also provide a medical room, if you're lucky enough to survive getting shot.”
He stopped and turned to them.
“If you die, then that's unfortunate.”
“What, no morgue?”
He looked at Jay, the corner of his mouth quirking upward before turning back, gesturing down one of the halls.
“Porsche, your room is down this way, fifth door on the right. Your roommate should be home. Jay, you come with me.”
As her brother split up, she was suddenly very aware of her proximity to the man, she had been fighting with less than 24 hours earlier.
“I would prefer, if in the future, you and your brother refrain from provoking the other men. They're already on edge because of your recruitment.”
“I'm sure their bruised egos will survive.”
“We will need some time to make the proper adjustments for you. It's been a while since we last employed female bodyguards, so a female tailor and doctor will need to be found.”
“There's no need, I trust their professionalism.”
“Master Korn insists you be made to feel comfortable, during your stay.”
“I'm supposed to put myself in the line of fire for people I barely know,” she noted, calmly. “The current level of comfort is more than sufficient for that.”
“That's exactly the point.”
Chan stopped and spun on her.
“We're the first and last line of defense, the family knows that, they know what they're asking of us, every day. So, they're willing to make concessions, in order to mitigate that sacrifice.”
His expression never changed but Jay could sense the tension in the air as her eyes widened at the outburst. He cleared his throat and went back to guiding her down the hall.
“You'll be given a private room, opposite end from the men's quarters. I encourage you to keep your doors locked at night and avoid needlessly antagonizing your colleagues. While we don't accept discrimination or assault, we have hired the wrong people, before.”
“Got it,” she mumbled.
“If anyone gives you problems, seek me out. No exceptions.”
“What if I can handle it?”
“No exceptions,” he repeated and she nodded, belatedly realizing he wasn't looking at her.
“Understood.”
Porsche could not help but be impressed with the state of the rooms. Oak paneling and beige wallpaper encased a modern apartment with simple, yet elegant furniture. His attention was pulled from his exploration, by a door opening at the other end of the room. A man, about his own age, came out in nothing but an undershirt. A towel was draped over one shoulder and he was moving to an inaudible beat, humming to himself. Porsche stared in puzzled silence as the man started punching a sandbag and lifting weights.
After a few second, the guy finally turned around and immediately dropped everything at the sight of Porsche, pulling the towel to cover his crotch.
“Holy shit!”
He made an exasperated sound.
“Oh man, I totally forgot! You're the new guy, who's supposed to arrive today, right?”
Porsche gave an awkward nod, unsure what to make of his roommate.
“Hi, I'm Pete!” the other greeted, with a sheepish grin.
After getting dressed, Pete invited Porsche to eat the food, prepared at the large table. The latter agreed, impressed with the quality and flavor of the meal.
“Are we allowed to eat in the rooms? I saw a huge cafeteria on my way here.”
“Technically? No. But my grandma sends me this; it tastes way better and my boss looks the other way, so...”
“Who's your boss?”
“Master Tankhun, the oldest son. You're in charge of Master Kinn, right? Heard you made head bodyguard, already.”
“Yeah, though I didn't know he was the younger son. He always acts so smug and mature.”
“Well, there are three of them: Master Tankhun, Master Kinn and Master Kim,” Pete counted on his fingers. “Though Kim moved out ages ago. He only comes back sporadically.”
“The prodigal son, huh? And what about Master Tankhun? Is he a psycho like Kinn?”
“Nope.”
Before Porsche could tell him how lucky he was, Pete continued.
“Tankhun's even worse. Master Kinn is the most normal one of the family.”
“Normal, my ass! Ain't nothing normal about that guy.”
“Hey!”
They both looked to see Big standing behind the counter, holding up a suit.
“Get changed and go to the kitchen for your pick-up.”
Chapter 7: Fit to Be a Bodyguard
Notes:
Hey, my lovelies!
Back with another chapter. This time, the video is lower resolution and embedded from archive.org, instead of YouTube, so it might buffer a few times, but it should run relatively smoothly.
I may just put the video in every chapter, from now on.
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Sometimes, I answer comments late, that's not because I don't appreciate them, I'm just usually so overwhelmed that someone would take the time, I'm not sure what to say on the spot to properly convey how happy it makes me.
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Chapter Text
Chapter 7: Fit to Be a Bodyguard
Porsche hated ties. Though his experience with them was limited, he could already tell they would become the bane of his existence. He pulled at the restrictive garment, as he entered the cafeteria, looking around the space. A buffet-style setup lined the main counter and employees were walking to and from, gathering food, sitting down to eat or bringing back used utensils.
He caught the attention of one of the kitchen staff.
“I was supposed to pick something up for Master Kinn?”
She nodded before picking up a tray, loaded with drinks and fruit and placing it in front of him.
“There you go. Master Kinn will be at the shooting range.”
He stared at the platter and back at the woman.
“But...I'm a bodyguard?”
“Oh, you're new, right? Don't worry, this is normal. You'll get used to it,” she explained, with a polite but reserved smile, before walking away.
He sighed, wanting so badly to just leave everything and go back home. His eyes landed on a tube of wasabi paste and an idea struck, making him smirk.
He moved behind the three men, twitching every time one of them fired off a shot. The sound never failed to make him uneasy. Kinn and his friends took their ear-phones off, gauging their results.
“Nothing but bullseye,” the one on the left noted to the second son.
“You're such a showoff.”
The one on the right rolled his eyes, then caught sight of Porsche with his hands in his pockets, standing in the back.
“Who's the new guy? He's not your usual type, is he?”
“His name's Porsche. Papa brought him in.”
Kinn gestured in his general direction.
“Feel free to use him.”
Porsche rolled his eyes, trying to focus his attention on anything else but the group.
“Hey,” the left guy said, leaning towards Kinn. “Tell your papa, I want one, too. And make it a feisty one!”
“Oh, you want feisty, Time?” the right guy ask with a dangerous glint in his eyes.
Kinn chuckled at their banter before going to sit down. The other two followed.
“I'll ask Papa, if you'll tell your dad I want to expand my business in the upper Eastern part of Crescenda.”
“You'd be better off asking Tae's dad,” Time replied, with a wink to his partner. “It's his old domain. I crashed my car there, and he had it all cleaned up, not a peep made it to the media.”
Porsche was reminded of how his sister referred to the Families: a bunch of spoiled assholes, who's never been held accountable towards anyone in their lives.
“Spoiled assholes, indeed,” he muttered under his breath.
“What was that?” Kinn asked with a sharp gaze.
“I said, the weather's neat.”
The trio seemed unconvinced but returned their attention to the drinks. Porsche tensed up, momentarily, as Tae's hand moved towards the glasses, but he relaxed as the other picked one with a yellow straw. Kinn glanced at him, curiously, but Porsche merely smiled, trying to seem friendly. The mafioso narrowed his eyes and turned back, slowly reaching towards the glasses; as he picked the one with the green straw, the bodyguard tried to school his expression into a neutral mask.
Kinn swirled the contents for a moment, before handing it towards Porsche.
“You know what? You've been working hard, why don't you drink this?”
“What? No, I had some in the cafeteria, I don't have room for any more.”
“You had this particular drink in the cafeteria?”
Kinn's eyebrow raised, skeptically.
“Well, something like it.”
“This is a special recipe, I'm sure you've never tasted anything like it. Drink.”
Porsche frantically tried to think of another excuse.
“I wouldn't dare. It was made specially for you.”
“You made me a drink once. Consider it my way of repaying you.”
He was out of options. His eyes flickered between Kinn and the ominous green liquid before he finally picked it up. The taste was truly revolting; whatever the drink had tasted like before, it was completely ruined and the only thing Porsche could compare it to, was when Chay was making food for the first time, mixing all the worst kinds of ingredients together.
“Very refreshing,” he managed to say, after the sip.
“Good, then you should have the rest.”
Porsche cursed, internally. With a deep breath, he downed the rest of the drink, suddenly appreciating Jay's acting skills whenever she ate their burned attempts at cooking dinner. He made a silent promise to apologize to his sister, when he got the chance, as he finished the last of the disgusting fluid.
The trio went back to their target practice, as Porsche stuffed his ears, trying not to fidget with every bullet, shot. As the three congratulated each other again, Porsche sighed.
“Sure, celebrate hitting a barn with a rock.”
He thought he had been quiet enough but Kinn suddenly spoke up.
“Enough with the paper targets. Porsche, put an apple up there.”
Porsche hesitated for a beat, then went and got the apple, casually tossing it in the air as he made his way to the front of the target.
“Where do you want it?”
“On your head,” Kinn replied.
“Nice one,” Time said from his position behind Tae, wrapping his arms around the latter.
“I'm serious. Do it.”
Porsche stared, fighting the rising wave of panic threatening to swallow him.
“Or what? Are you scared?”
He was. But the idea of showing weakness in front of the haughty heir was somehow more terrifying. With stilted movements, he placed the apple on top of his head, putting both hands in his pockets, mostly to keep them still. His gaze locked with Kinn's as the latter lifted his weapon.
They both looked at one another, neither breaking eye contact, as Kinn squeezed the trigger.
Jay followed Chan outside, trying not to give in to the urge to bolt. The pagoda came into view again, as the secretary lead her up the steps to the veranda. Korn was waiting with a fully set-up chessboard. He gestured for Jay to sit and she did, just as another guard came running, whispering something to Chan. The man glanced at Jay before following the other guard, leaving her and Korn alone.
“Do you still play?” Korn asked.
“You know I hate this game.”
He smiled.
“Humor an old man.”
With sigh, Jay made her move before leaning back in her chair.
“I thought you would continue to pretend,” he noted, moving his piece.
“There's no point. It'd just be a waste of time.”
“Always so direct.”
“Finesse was never my strong suit.”
“Is that why you chose to become a bodyguard? You know I have safer positions available. I could even-”
She held up a hand, stopping him.
“I'm not going anywhere Porsche isn't.”
She took one of his pieces and he smiled, though his expression was melancholic.
“Do you still hate me?”
Her eyes never left the board.
“What an odd thing to ask. I never hated you.”
For once, Korn seemed surprised.
“That...hardly seems possible.”
Jay was fully concentrated on the game, not even looking in his direction.
“Why shouldn't it be? Do you really think I would trust you with them, otherwise?”
“Ever the pragmatic,” he said with a smile, this time genuine, before returning to a more serious expression. “When you saved Kinn, he had just been to a meeting with Mr. Don of the Savelli family. The others are moving against us behind the scenes.”
“So? You've known this would happen for years,” she answered, unaffected as she took another piece.
“Without the Cristatas, our position isn't as strong as it once was.”
“Maybe you should stop chasing ghosts and start relying on the living, instead.”
He chuckled, playing against her in silence for several minutes. When he finally put her into checkmate, she slumped in her seat.
“Do you know where you messed up?” Korn asked.
“I sat down.”
He laughed while she rubbed her face.
“You're still too impatient.”
“Yeah well, almost two decades of being paid to get the job done quickly hasn't exactly tempered that quality.”
“I always felt raising three boys taught me patience.”
“I'm sure it did.”
He seemed disappointed in her answer but quickly shook it off.
“I hope you'll indulge me in another game, from time to time.”
“We'll see what happens,” Jay said as she stood from her seat, leaving the pagoda behind.
Porsche was pretty sure he was dying. At least it felt like that.
“Two-hundred-and-ninety-nine,” he counted, pushing himself off the ground with a groan.
He probably shouldn't have smoked inside the coffee alcove. He definitely should have put his cigarette out before dumping it in the trash and he most certainly should have sniffed the bottle before tossing the contents onto the flames. Then again, he could at least partially blame the asshole who filled a clear bottle with freaking vodka instead of water.
Everything would have been fine, if only he had had the time to smother the fire, but the sprinklers came on, flooding the whole area and Kinn had been furious.
“Three-...hundred,” he wheezed, after another halfhearted attempt, before he collapsed on the ground.
“Who said you were done?” Chan asked, coldly. “Get up!”
“Why don't you do it, you damn bastard,” he grumbled, quietly to himself.
But he did get on his feet, standing up slowly.
“Continue your daily training.”
Chan stalked off, while Porsche tried to catch up to him.
“Wait, I need to know where the restrooms...”
But the older man had already entered the house and Porsche was left, squirming as he sighed in frustration.
“Would it be so fucking hard to just listen for a sec, you freaking saphead?”
He looked around, hoping to glean where the toilets could possibly be, when his gaze landed on the pond. The sound of the babbling fountain did nothing to ease the call of nature. With a smirk, he stepped up on the edge and relieved himself into the water, cursing the whole family in his mind as the pressure on his bladder lessened.
He only had a couple of minutes to rush to the next part of his training, where he was asked to memorize facts about the Theerapanyakun family. The video quickly put him to sleep and he was woken by Chan slamming his hand on the small desk.
Every subsequent training regiment was a similar failure. From the attempt to untie himself under water to shooting drills, he was dead last, to the enjoyment of the other bodyguards, snickering around him.
“I changed my mind. This place isn't like a prison, it's a goddamn battlefield!” he complained to Pete when it was finally time to eat. “Are we being outsourced to a war zone? This shit's exhausting!”
“Hang in there,” Pete comforted. “It'll all be worth it when you're on a mission.”
“And what's with the food? I'm a grown man but this is a kiddy-sized portion!”
“All the food is carefully calculated by the chef to provide a balanced and nutritious meal for the individual.”
“Maybe. Or maybe they're saving the good stuff for the fat cats running this place.”
“Would you stop your bellyaching and eat your damn food,” Pete snapped, then grinned, shaking his head. “You big baby.”
Porsche started chewing on a carrot stick when Pete's face paled.
“Master Tankhun,” he whispered, jumping to his feet.
Porsche looked behind to see a furious man, slightly older than himself, storming into the cafeteria. He was in a bright magenta robe and followed by two bodyguards. Porsche got on his feet, getting a bad feeling this was somehow related to him.
“Which one of you did it? Which one of you bastards killed Elizabeth and Sebastian?” the oldest son yelled.
“Who?” Porsche asked Pete.
“They're Tankhun's pet koi fish.”
Oh...fuck me...
“I've raised them since the were mere babies. Babies!”
No one spoke.
“So, who's going to confess?”
The silence persisted, Porsche resolutely keeping his mouth closed, though he could feel the man's intense stare.
“No one? Really? Alright, then! Arm!”
The bodyguard with glasses stepped forward, holding a tablet.
“Show him.”
In a split second, Porsche had the screen shoved in his face, clearly showing him standing at the pond, pissing into the water. Pete gave him a disgusted look, but Porsche could only stare at Tankhun, looking guilty.
“What's wrong with you? How could you do something so disgusting, you crude...beast!”
He turned to the other bodyguard.
“Pol, grab him, he needs to pay for this!”
Porsche didn't resist as the man pulled his arms behind his back, but before they could take him away, someone ran into the cafeteria.
“You guys, you're not gonna wanna miss this! The other bodyguards are teaming up against one of the newcomers!”
“What?”
Porsche felt his breath hitch. Surely they wouldn't be this stupid?
“It's completely insane, you have to come to the sparring hall, right now!”
Tankhun looked at the messenger and back to Porsche but it was clear he was more drawn to drama than punishment.
“Guess today's your lucky day, you get to- Hey!”
Porsche stormed out as soon as his arms were released, hurrying towards the training hall.
Kinn glanced at the report, not seeing anything that surprised him. A sense of boredom was slowly creeping in as he sipped his coffee.
“Both his physical tests and his weapons test were below standard,” Chan explained.
“Good at fighting doesn't mean he's fit to be a bodyguard. Once a thug, always a thug.”
“Boss says to give him more time, he's very new to all this.”
“Papa better hope he improves by the time Big is fully recovered. What about the other one?”
Chan didn't speak right away, earning himself a curious look from Kinn. Eventually, he seemed to make up his mind.
“Her results are within acceptable range. But she's...problematic.”
“How so?”
Chan hesitated again. When he opened his mouth to speak, they were interrupted by another guard, who quickly whispered something to the head of security. A flicker of irritations crossed his face and Kinn raised an eyebrow, intrigued by the change.
“Speak of the devil,” Chan muttered with a sigh, then gestured for Kinn to follow him. “It would probably be faster to show you.”
Kinn stood and trailed after him, wondering what could put the normally stoic man so on edge. It was abnormal enough that it might just be entertaining. As they made their way towards the sparring hall, they saw several employees milling in the same direction.
“What's going on?” Kinn asked, as he spotted even the older staff hurrying towards the commotion.
“I was initially worried about Jay's status as the only woman on the bodyguards' floor,” Chan revealed as they neared the doors.
The telltale sounds of an agitated crowd could be heard through them.
“Turns out that shouldn't have been my main concern.”
He opened the door and they both went in. At first, there was nothing to see, through the throng of people filling up the room. However, Chan quickly pushed his way through, making sure Kinn was right behind him. They reached a clearing around the blue mats and whatever Kinn had expected, he realized at that moment, would never do justice to the scene before him.
Jay was wearing a black training outfit, covering both arms and legs, but even so, it was clear her body was battered. Her face sported several smears of blood and a few scratches, but she was grinning maniacally in the face of her opponent.
Kinn looked at Ken, who seemed to not have a single injury on him.
“Was Ken always this good?”
“My guess is he's only just stepped up,” Chan replied, nodding towards the left side of the mats.
Kinn turned his head, his eyes widening in shock at the row of men sitting with various stages of obvious signs of battle. They all seemed sullen and defeated, glaring daggers at the woman still standing on the blue mats.
“What the hell is this?” Kinn breathed, not sure he was understanding the situation correctly.
Ken flew at Jay and she dodged him, making her own counter, but he was faster, catching her wrist and punching at her ribs. She grabbed his arm as his fist connected and slammed her forehead into his nose, making him stagger backwards.
A loud snort drew Kinn's attention to the left side, where Porsche was sitting against the wall in his track suit, grinning. Kinn walked over, followed by Chan.
“You don't seem particularly concerned about your sister,” he noted.
“You know, whenever she would kick my ass, I'd always catch Chay grinning like an idiot,” Porsche said without looking at them. “But now I get it! It's fucking funny to watch her rail on someone else.”
Kinn looked back at the fight, noting the absolutely euphoric look on Jay's face as she engaged up close with Ken, wrestling him. He glanced at Chan who observed the situation with gritted teeth.
“Are you saying she's been fighting all of them on her own?” he asked, turning his attention back to Porsche, who nodded.
There was a gasp from the onlookers and Kinn looked back to see Ken having pinned Jay to the floor, a strange grin on his face.
“What's that fool doing?” Chan growled.
Kinn could see Ken's mouth moving but they were too far away to hear what he said. However, it became evident what was going on, when his hand reached for the waist band on Jay's pants.
“What the fuck?”
Kinn started towards the pair when his wrist was grabbed. He looked back at Porsche, who was smirking, wickedly.
“Now now, don't wanna stop the show before its climax.”
He nodded towards the mats. Kinn looked to see Jay smile up at Ken. The man's eyes widened and he froze. When thinking back on the next few seconds, Kinn was unsure how to fully understand what had happened. One second, Jay was beneath Ken, the next, Ken was on his stomach, with Jay planted firmly on his back, holding both his arms in an iron grip.
She leaned down whispering something in his ear.
“Fuck off!” Ken screamed, struggling ferociously but to no avail.
She whispered again, this time grabbing his hair and pulling his head backwards. Before anyone could think to stop her, she buried her teeth in his neck.
Chapter 8: Unclench, Bitch-Boy
Notes:
Hello, Fellas and Fellinas (and those who're neither, in-between and/or both).
QUICK WARNING: This chapter contains some graphic violence (not a lot or super gory, but still).
As always, I appreciate each and every one of you who takes the time to read my chapters.
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Chapter 8: Unclench, Bitch-Boy
“Should we check if you're smooth like a barbie doll?” Ken mocked, as he had her pinned.
His hand started traveling down her body, pulling on her waist band. Jay relaxed her body and smiled.
“Go ahead, babe. I'm even smoother.”
He froze, staring at her, wide-eyed. In a split-second, she managed to lift her body, throwing him slightly, and roll out from under him, before full on tackling his body from behind, pinning him down, with his arms folded behind his back, utterly helpless in her grasp.
She bent down, putting her lips right next to his ear.
“Now, here's how it's gonna be: you playing tit for tat doesn't bother me. I get it, I saw your underwear and your pride got hurt. But the fact that you let your guard down the very instant I gave in? Pathetic.”
She hissed the last word, before chuckling darkly.
“So from now on, you're my bitch-boy. When I snap my fingers, you come running. Do you understand?”
“Fuck off!” he yelled, furiously struggling.
She grinned, grabbing him by the hair and pulling his head backwards until he cried out.
“Well, that's too bad, because now, I'm not gonna let you go until you say 'yes, mistress', like the good little bitch-boy I know you are.”
She wrenched his head to the side and sunk her teeth into the supple flesh where his neck met his shoulder, not bothering to hold back even as he screamed in agony. The taste of blood filled her mouth, yet she only bit harder, still keeping her iron grip on his limbs.
There was a feeling of hands, grabbing at her, but she refused to let go, everything in her brain focused on holding on to her prey.
“I give up! For fuck's sake, let go!”
She made a noise of refusal, not releasing her bite in the slightest. His helpless squirms only added to the thrill she felt at having this foolish man at her mercy.
“Argh! 'Yes mistress', is that what you want to hear? I fucking said it, now let me go!”
She squeezed tightly, to keep him still as she retracted her mouth carefully from the bite mark. She had barely let go, when she was pulled away from him by a pair of broad hands. Blood trickled from her teeth and lips, and she slowly licked it with a satisfied grin.
“There's a good boy.”
Ken scurried away from her, his eyes filled with tears and fear as he mustered a glare at her.
“You're some sort of psycho!” he spat.
“Oh, you better hope so. Being the bitch-boy of a psycho is bearable, it makes sense that it can happen. Being the bitch-boy of a sane person? Well, that's just sad.”
“That's enough.”
Chan stepped in front, blocking her view, his expression displeased. She only then noticed the hall had been cleared, and besides Ken, who was till nursing his wound and injured pride, she and Porsche were alone with Chan and Kinn.
“A word,” the secretary snapped.
It wasn't a request.
He looked back at Ken.
“Go to the medical office. I'll deal with you, later.”
The threat held within the words sent Ken scurrying. The second the door closed behind him, Jay sunk to the floor with a groan. Porsche handed her a water bottle and she promptly poured half its contents out over her face. The cool liquid felt good against her battered skin, even as it pulled at her wounds, stinging.
“If you were this spent, why did you keep going?”
Chan's tone demanded an answer.
“Because they kept coming.”
“That's not an acceptable reason to injure a dozen of our best bodyguards.”
Jay stared up at him.
“Alright.”
“And absolutely no biting, ever again.”
“Sure.”
Kinn glanced at Porsche.
“I see where you get that little trick from.”
Her brother furrowed his brow, then nodded at her.
“Show him.”
Jay pulled on the neck of her shit, to expose her shoulder and collarbone carrying clear double half-moon scars, though they were smaller than the mark she had left on Ken.
“When I was little, we would spar and she would always tell me not to hold back,” he explained. “One day, I took that a little further than she expected.”
“Did you win?”
Instead of answering, Porsche just grinned. Jay rolled her eyes as she put her clothes back in order, before draining the bottle of the rest of its contents. It had been a while since she went all out, but it was nice to work her body over like that, even if the trickle of blood from her busted eyebrow was starting to irritate her. She wiped it away, ignoring the smear it left on her face.
“Come on, Sis. We should get you cleaned up.”
Porsche reached out a hand and she grabbed his forearm, letting him pull her to her feet. He supported her as she limped out of the hall, leaving Kinn and the head bodyguard to stare after them.
“I see what you mean with 'problematic',” Kinn noted with a pensive look.
“Master Korn refuses to entertain the idea of sending her away. And as long as her brother's a bodyguard, she won't accept another position.”
“Does she follow orders?”
“So far.”
Kinn raised an eyebrow, compelling the guard to elaborate.
“She does as told, but it's clear her obedience is not out of respect for our authority.”
“I'm guessing as long as you don't order her to act against her brothers, it won't be an issue.”
“Perhaps,” Chan replied with a reserved nod, “but it still leaves her recklessness to be dealt with.”
Kinn put a hand to his chin in contemplation.
“Not dealt with, tempered.”
“What do you have in mind?” Chan asked the heir, not entirely sure he wanted to know.
“Put in an extra training session, every evening. Use it to modify this issue.”
“You want me to personally train her.”
“You saw what she did to the others. If anyone can counter that level of aggression, it's you.”
The unwavering trust in his abilities did nothing to ease Chan's discomfort with the arrangement. However, he could think of no particular argument against the plan, at least none that would be convincing. He did not fully understand the motivation behind his unease, other than the feeling of wanting to keep some distance between himself and the woman.
“I will have to clear it with the boss.”
“I'm sure father will have no objections.”
Kinn was most likely correct in that assessment, but Chan was still hoping for an excuse to decline.
“That woman is a psycho-bitch,” Ken cursed.
“Yes, you've mentioned,” the doctor said evenly, as he stitched the bite-wound.
“What were you thinking challenging her like that?” Big asked with a frown.
“It wasn't my idea, I just went along with it. Didn't exactly expect to have a chunk of my flesh bitten off!”
The pain in his shoulder was throbbing and every second was haunted by the feeling of being completely helpless, while that woman tore him to shreds.
“I told you to wait and see.”
“They asked if I was in, and I couldn't let the opportunity to teach her a lesson pass by. It was twelve against one, it should have been easy!”
But ever since the first bodyguard had stepped up and she had shown that insane grin, there had been nothing easy about it.
“She doesn't belong here!”
“Hey! Can someone give us a first-aid kit?” a voice called from outside the door.
The doctor put aside his tools and went out.
“Does it hurt?”
Ken glared at Big.
“Wanna try?”
Big shook his head with a smirk.
“Maybe next time, you'll learn to listen to me.”
“Don't hold your breath.”
“Quite the lady,” the doctor mused as he re-entered.
“What?”
“Jay was outside?” Big asked.
“So it would seem. If that's how she looks, after taking on all the people I had to put back together, I can only be glad she's on our side.”
“She has no business being here!” Ken reiterated, irritably.
“I would argue someone who can produce such results absolutely belongs here, wouldn't you?” the doctor pointed out, turning to the other guard.
Big looked at him in surprise, then glanced at Ken and back.
“Uh, I wouldn't exactly say no, but...”
The doctor sighed, putting the bandage on Ken's wound slightly harder than necessary.
“You can hate someone to your heart's content, but when it comes down to it, you're not working for yourselves, you're working for the family. And who would you rather have protecting the people you work for?”
“There's a difference between skill and blind ferocity,” Big pointed out. “No bodyguard would ever act like that.”
“Exactly! She doesn't know the importance of restraint!”
The doctor squeezed the bridge of his nose.
“I could argue that twelve against one isn't a situation which calls for restraint.”
“We took her on, one at a time,” Ken countered but his voice wasn't as resolute as earlier.
“Just count your lucky stars she didn't cause more harm than this,” the doctor said, touching the bandage. “From the looks of it, she was careful in extracting her teeth, so she didn't actually tear out any flesh.”
He soon dismissed the pair and Ken was left with a feeling of being brushed off. He stomped down to the cafeteria, eager to divert his attention from the dull ache in his neck and shoulder.
“Are you gonna give up?”
He glared at Big as he chomped down on the apple, part of him imagining it was the neck of a certain female bodyguard. Of course, if he ever had that chance, he would crush the bones and not let go until she died.
“I'm gonna get back at her.”
“How?”
“I don't know. I'm sure there's something I can use against her. Those two are too suspicious to be clean.”
Big nodded.
“Well, you could pretend to apologize to have an excuse to talk to her.”
“She's not gonna admit something like that!”
“Of course not, but she might give you somewhere to start. Or do you have any idea where to look, yourself?”
Ken opened his mouth but no words came out. After a few moments, he closed it again and rose from his seat.
“What now?”
“I'll go talk to her.”
“What? Now?”
“Then it's over with,” he pointed out, before making his way to the elevator.
Walking down the corridor felt like walking to his execution. Okay, maybe not the execution of his life, but definitely his pride. If Chan caught him heading towards her room, he would be doing punishment drills for the rest of the year, apology or not. Yet, that was somehow less of a deterrent than the idea of bowing down and losing face to that bitch.
He reached her door, almost unconsciously, and yet it seemed his whole body was protesting the mere act of knocking. He had to put in conscious effort to lift his fist and rap it against the wood. For a long time, nothing happened, and Ken entertained a small hope she wouldn't answer. Then the sound of a lock turning broke the stillness and the door swung open, revealing Jay in flannel pants and a t-shirt.
“Dude...” she groaned upon realizing who he was. “Can't we do this tomorrow? I need sleep too, you know.”
“I'm just here to talk,” he clarified.
“Oh... Fair warning, then: my trash talking won't be at its peak, I'm pretty beat.”
“Just talking...no trash.”
“Seems out of character, but alright.”
She walked back inside, leaving the door open. Ken took it as an invitation and followed, closing it behind him, before looking around the space. It was pretty much like all the other apartments, except there had yet to be any personal touches, so everything was still neatly arranged.
“How are you liking it here?” he asked, unsure how else to engage.
“Neighbors are a bunch of assholes but the facilities are top notch.”
She was leaning on the counter, watching as he glanced around the room, shifting his weight from one foot to the other.
“I want to apologize for taking part in the whole...group attack-thing.”
“It's okay, I had a blast.”
He looked at her in confusion.
“You enjoyed that?”
A slow smirk crept forth on her face and he caught a glimpse of her tongue running along the edge of her teeth. The gesture sent a shiver through his body.
“Didn't you?”
“Not particularly,” he said, grazing the bandage on his neck with his fingers.
“Oh, come on now. When you had the upper hand, are you telling me there wasn't any part of you that reveled in overpowering me?”
The question prodded at something within he was not fully ready to acknowledge, so he stayed quiet, instead. It didn't seem to bother her.
“I'd probably have enjoyed it less if I kept losing, but since I didn't...”
She shrugged, smiling in a way that wasn't condescending but not really kind, either. He wasn't quite sure what to make of her behavior but at the least, it wasn't threatening.
“I thought you'd be calling me Bitch-Boy, first chance you get.”
“Oh, I will. But this isn't really a good time for a tit-for-tat.”
He looked closer and she did seem sluggish. There was a butterfly bandage on her eyebrow and various bruises were slowly becoming more defined. It dawned on him that winning or not, fighting for so long against so many different opponents would exhaust even the most hardened of people. Perhaps it meant her guard was lowered? He decided to try his luck.
“Where did you learn to fight like that?”
“Here and there. Stay alive for three decades plus, you manage to pick some things up.”
She stood and leaned back against the wall.
“Your fighting style is just very...unorthodox,” Ken said.
She crossed her arms over her chest.
“'Unorthodox', huh? Sounds like a fancy way of saying that you think I cheated.”
He knew he should deny it, should try and get on her good side, but he couldn't pretend he found her methods reasonable or honorable.
“Unclench, Bitch-Boy, I'm not looking for your approval.”
He glared.
“I thought you said you wouldn't do that, tonight.”
“What is life without whimsy?” she replied with a shrug. “You've made your apology and I've accepted. Now, get out of here, I'm exhausted.”
“But...maybe I wanted to talk more?”
She covered a big yawn as she stretched.
“It'll have to be some other time. My bed's calling.”
Ken left, unsure if he had successfully masked his dislike. The only thing he could really claim to have learned, was that his little stunt had not hindered this woman, in fact it seemed to have had the opposite effect, and that thought terrified him.
Chapter 9: Knock-Off Disney Princess
Notes:
Hey Fellas and Fellinas (And those who're neither, in-between or both)!
Something, something [insert April Fools' prank here], something, something complete... But don't worry, the story's not nearly over yet!
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Chapter 9: Knock-Off Disney Princess
The laughter of the other bodyguards was bad but it wasn't the worst, neither was the pink mermaid tail with matching bra that he was forced to wear, while splashing in the pool. No, for Porsche, the worst part was knowing he had no one to blame for his current situation but himself. Well, part of him blamed Chan for not telling him where the goddamn toilets were, a few days ago.
He had woken up to find Khun at his door with a smug smile, as his bodyguards shoved the costume into his arms, ordering him to change, before dragging him to the small balcony pool. For the past two hours, he had been doing tricks and splashing to the enjoyment of the older son and his entourage, internally cursing at their smug faces.
Pete had tried to mollify his boss but after being threatened with joining 'the show', his mild protests had died down.
“Elizabeth The Second, eat your treats!” Khun jeered, as his people dangled bread above Porsche's head.
“What's going on?”
Everyone went quiet and looked at Kinn as he pushed his way to the edge of the pool. He tilted his head at Khun.
“What are you doing?”
His brother frowned, gesturing to Porsche, unhappily.
“Well, he killed Sebastian and Elizabeth!”
He stood, flailing a foot at the mermaid-clad bodyguard.
“He's lucky I didn't pee on him, too!”
Kinn sighed.
“Come on, knock it off already. I'll buy you new ones. You don't really think he's a worthy replacement, do you?”
Khun pulled the sunglasses down his nose to give Porsche a condescending glance.
“Hmm, I suppose. My Elizabeth was definitely cuter than this lout!”
He walked past Kinn.
“He's all yours, but don't forget your promise! Come along now!” he said, gesturing for his guards.
Porsche was caught between apprehension and relief. The laughter was gone but being saved by the smug and admittedly well-dressed second son while wearing the outfit of a knock-off Disney princess very much diminished his gratitude.
“Nice outfit, Porsche,” Big gibed, splashing him with his uninjured hand. “Give us a little twirl, why don't you?”
Porsche said nothing, enduring the taunts and splashes as best he could.
“You look good in a tail,” Kinn noted with a smirk.
Porsche glanced at him, still quiet. The other reached out a hand and a slight flicker of gratitude entered his chest as he grabbed it.
“Thanks.”
Kinn chuckled.
“Did you really think I was saving you? There's an event tonight, and you're coming with me,” he explained before wrenching his hand free. “I'm just making sure you don't die before then.”
And just like that, Porsche was plunged back into the reality that he was an unwanted element among the people of the estate.
“Let's go, Big,” Kinn instructed as he left.
“You win, your boss is absolutely more psychotic than mine,” Porsche admitted as Pete walked with him to pick up his gear.
“Hold on a sec,” his roommate called, gesturing for him to come closer. “Look, Tankhun was kidnapped as a kid. They didn't exactly treat him gently and he ended up deeply traumatized. That's why he's a bit...eccentric.”
“A bit?”
Porsche gave him an odd stare.
“It's not just Khun, the whole family has their oddities,” his friend explained, lowering his voice further.
Porsche looked around, before leaning in as well.
“Are you also gonna tell me the sky is blue?” he whispered.
Pete rolled his eyes.
“Listen, there are a lot of people in this house and word gets around. So, be careful.”
“This is your way of admitting you're a huge gossip, isn't it?”
Porsche was about to move on, but Pete pulled him back by the shoulder.
“This is why I told you Kinn is the most normal among them. Mr. Korn is more or less forced the let him inherit everything, unless he wants to doom the whole family. Any sign of weakness on our part and the other families will tear us to shreds.”
This time, there was nothing light about his tone, in fact, his expression was grim as he patted Porsche on the back. The latter hesitantly resumed walking, understanding a little more why Jay was so adamant about avoiding the Families.
They arrived at the weapons counter, where an older woman greeted them before instructing them to check out their weapon of choice on the screen in front of her. Porsche looked through the options, with a huge grin, feeling like he had entered his favorite shooting game. Pete eventually pulled him back to reality.
“Let's walk before we run. A glock should do fine for starters.”
“Would you like ammunition and a silencer with that?” the woman asked.
He glanced at Pete who just gestured for him to answer.
“Uh...yes, please.”
She pressed something on her console and a wall-segment opened up behind her. The room they entered was small, dark and packed with weapons, auxiliaries, gear and equipment. Porsche gaped, nudging Pete as he broke into a huge smile, feeling as if he had stepped into a childhood fantasy.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” he asked, staring at it all. “It's like James Bond's personal lair!”
He spun around, wanting desperately to touch everything.
“All that's missing is some nerd to hand out the guns.”
“I guess that would be me, then.”
They spun to see one of Khun's bodyguards, Arm, standing at the entrance. He pushed up his glasses and went to one of the cabinets along the wall. Porsche was awkwardly looking away, not sure how to react to the newcomer after his comment.
His attention was pulled back, as he was handed the gun and a small box.
“Your weapon and communication device.”
He held up the box.
“How do I use this?”
Arm paused.
“Didn't you listen during your training?”
Porsche exchanged a glance with Pete who was trying to suppress a smile. The other guy sighed before explaining.
“Earbuds are the standard means of communication for security, worldwide.”
“You mean, like in the movies?”
“Sort of.”
He held the device up for Porsche to see.
“One click for general communication. Double click to turn off hearing mode, in order to send an audio signal. Finally, press this button to send an emergency signal straight to the main terminal. Got that?”
Porsche nodded hesitantly.
“Ask if there's something you don't understand.”
“Arm is our technical expert,” Pete explained. “He's in charge of IT, weaponry and surveillance.”
“Then Jay would probably have more in common with him.”
“Both your info was surprisingly well protected,” Arm noted, his expression more animated than before. “I couldn't get my hands on any of it from the public records; I had to hack your school's servers just to get the basics.”
“Hmm,” Porsche pondered. “She did always say we could disappear if we ever needed to, and no one would find us. I just thought she meant no one would come looking.”
“Do you think I could pick her brain about how she did it?”
Arm was suddenly very close, his eyes wide and Porsche stepped back a bit, eyeing him warily.
“You'd have to ask her. She's usually tight-lipped about that sort of thing around me and Chay.”
“Oh.”
Arm's disappointment was palpable as he stepped back. He went and sank into his chair, only to shoot right up as Kinn entered the room.
“Aren't you done, yet?”
Porsche took a few seconds, looking around before nodding.
“I am. Let's go!”
He walked around Arm's desk muttering under his breath, “Ain't no rest for the wicked, I guess,” only for Kinn to grab his arm.
“Wait a second.”
The man looked him up and down. Initially confused, Porsche noticed Kinn was wearing a white suit jacket and white shirt with black pants and bow tie. He looked down his own attire, the track suit issued to all bodyguards and back up at Kinn, suddenly having a bad feeling he knew what was about to happen.
“We're launching a new product,” Kinn explained as the tailor made the final adjustments on Porsche's suit, in the sartorial office. “It's at a five star hotel, black tie only.”
“You do realize my current outfit is more expensive than all the clothes I've had in my life, combined?”
Kinn ignored the comment as he pulled out a tie matching the black vest Porsche was wearing. He held it against his collar for a second before spinning Porsche around to face the mirror. Stepping in close, he held one shoulder while using the other hand to place the tie up against Porsche's throat, carefully examining the reflected look.
The seconds ticked by and his gaze slowly turned from the reflection to look at Porsche's profile. Porsche followed the move in the mirror, turning his own head to meet Kinn's gaze, wondering what the other had an issue with, this time.
However, when their eyes met, the question died on his tongue. He could not decipher the emotion in those dark depths or the sudden tension in the body pressed up against his own. Before he could even register it, Kinn looked away, tapping the tie against his chest, resolutely.
“Just make him look presentable,” he ordered before handing Porsche the tie and leaving the room.
Porsche stood there, wondering what had just happened to chase the otherwise collected mafioso out of there.
“Jay! Come on, open up! I know you're in there!” Porsche yelled as he hammered on the door.
It swung open.
“Yes, I'm here! What the hell's wrong with you?”
“I have an emergency!” he told her as he pushed his way inside.
She looked to sky as if asking for strength before closing the door and chasing after him.
“What's wrong?”
He turned thrusting a tie at her.
“It was all finished and perfect, and then I wanted to drink something, but I didn't want to risk spilling on my clothes, so I took all the top layers off and when I went to put them on again, the tie was already unraveled and now I don't know how to tie it!”
Jay groaned.
“For fuck's sake, Porsche, that's your big emergency? You had me thinking your room had burned down or something!”
“Just help me...please!”
His panicked expression abated her anger and she took a deep breath, putting a hand over her eyes.
“Alright, calm down. I'll tie it, this time, and once you're back, I'll teach you to do it, yourself.”
She took the garment and hung it around his neck, flipping up the collar in the process.
“I believe most bodyguards wear the half-Windsor,” she mumbled as she started looping one end around the other. “And even if they don't, it's discrete enough to not warrant a second look.”
Porsche observed her concentrated expression for a few moments.
“When did you learn to tie a tie?”
“Someone taught me when I was little.”
“A family member?”
“Probably.”
“You never talk about it.”
She glanced at his face and smiled.
“Is it that time of year, again?”
“Come on, just something, anything really.”
“Well, the story is as it always was,” she started, earning herself a groan from Porsche, “that my mother carried me, gave birth to me and raised me. After she died, I found you guys and figured you seemed lonely, so I decided to raise you.”
She pulled the knot up.
“Of course, by the time I got to really know you, it was too late to back out.”
“So, who taught you about the tie?”
“Whomever it was is lost in the hazy memories of another life, Porsche.”
He rolled his eyes and she grinned, adjusting his collar.
“There. Perfect.”
“You know, you're gonna have to talk about it, some day.”
“Undoubtedly,” she agreed. “But luckily for me, today is not that day.”
“Smartass.”
“So, what's with the getup slash panic attack?”
“Kinn's going to this black tie event. Some sort of product launch. What about you?” he asked. “Got big plans for the night?”
“I have a session with Chan.”
“Really?”
She nodded.
“Extra training. Every night for the foreseeable future. They're trying to beat the psycho out of me.”
Porsche chuckled.
“Not sure if I should send him a gift basket or my condolences.”
“You want me to pull that tie off, again?”
He put both hands up to cover the precious knot.
“Have I mentioned what an awesome sister you are?”
“And don't you forget it!” she said, poking him in the chest. “Now, get out of here. I still have an hour before training and I wanna catch some Zs.”
She turned around, but he put a hand on her shoulder.
“Hey. I mean it. I know I'm being a brat, sometimes, but I really appreciate that you're here with me.”
She turned back, ruffling his hair with a grin.
“If you weren't being a brat, I'd start to really worry.”
“Hey! Now I have to re-style it!” he complained, quickly running to her bathroom for the mirror.
She looked after him, with a fond smile, which slowly faded into a contemplative frown.
Porsche felt confident as he stepped out into the foyer. Even Kinn seemed impressed as he caught sight of him moving towards the black car, parked in front of the house. That was, until he tripped and fell flat on the floor. Both Ken and Kinn looked momentarily stunned before trying to hide their smiles as Porsche jumped back up.
“Are you done?” Kinn asked, though the corners of his mouth quivered. “Get in the car.”
The event was every bit the high-end affair Kinn had hinted at with men in tuxedos and women in sequin dresses with feathers in their hair. Porsche hardly knew where to look to avoid being blinded the by glitz and glitter.
“You guys can leave, I'll call you if I need you,” Kinn said, after getting situated.
“Yes, sir. Come on, Porsche,” Ken affirmed.
It was clear the second Theerapanyakun son was the star of the evening. People were swarming the young man to get an opinion, an interview or just to comment on how handsome he was and how well he was doing. Porsche observed everyone fawning over his boss, thinking how nice it must be to be so admired, simply for being from one family rather than another.
The idea put Porsche on edge and he nudged Ken, who was glancing around the place with a relaxed demeanor.
“Hey, go watch the front door. I'll keep an eye on Kinn.”
“What? Why?”
“It doesn't make sense for both of us to stand in the same spot.”
“So, you go.”
Porsche raised his eyebrows.
“Which one of us is in charge, again?”
Ken shook his head, mumbling something under his breath as he stalked off. It was petty but it felt satisfying to put just one of those high-strung bastards in his place. If only he could do the same to Kinn, who was still smiling and chatting away, merrily.
One of the wait staff came to stand next to him. The subtle scent of liquor tickled his nose and he turned to see a tray of champagne flutes, mere centimeters from his position. It occurred to him how parched he was, right then, but it did not seem right to indulge.
However, as the minutes ticked by and Kinn seemed no closer to being done, Porsche started eyeing the drinks more frequently. Surely, he wasn't supposed to completely forego drink and food, while his employer partook, right?
Chapter 10: There, Just He Was
Notes:
Hey everyone!
Back with another chapter, and as always, I appreciate any feedback you feel like giving me (except for the 'AI-checker' bot, you go sit in the naughty corner!). This chapter is supposed to be a mix of funny and tender, and I really hope that came across to you readers.
I'm hoping to keep every character true to how they came across in the show, but if I start to veer off, too drastically, don't hesitate to let me know. I know it's subjective and maybe we'll disagree on what the character would do, but it is really important to me, so I will definitely look closer at how I handle it.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Chapter 10: There, Just He Was
Jay landed on her back, the wind wheezing out of her on impact.
“Get up.”
“Can I wait until my vertebrae heal back together?” she asked with a groan.
“Don't bother with the act.”
“Is that a no?”
“Up!”
She rolled over and got on her feet, panting.
“I'd like to remind you that I'm only gonna be effective at my job, if I can actually, you know, move.”
Chan was not impressed with her logic.
“You moved just fine when you sent several people to the doctor.”
“You're still mad about that? It's not like I caused any permanent injury.”
“I've had to switch people around, all week, to make up for the ones you've put out of commission.”
“They came and challenged me to a sparring match, what was I supposed to do?”
“What I told you to do, your first day here!”
His expression twisted and she held up her hands, palms outward.
“Alright, alright! No sparring against the menfolk.”
“Not unless it's done under my supervision,” Chan added. “Because of your little stunt, I'm not able to punish them for singling you out.”
Jay paused, looking at him. His face had softened but there was still tension.
“I didn't realize it mattered,” she said, quietly.
“I told you, we don't allow discrimination.”
“Everyone says that. Besides, if I run to you, they'll just find ways to be more covert,” she countered.
“I wouldn't let them.”
He met her gaze, earnestly, and the truth in there made her look away.
“Look, are we talking or are we training?”
He did not reply, right away, his eyes scrutinizing her, expectantly. She sighed.
“And next time, I'll come straight to you,” she acquiesced, before getting into fighting position.
He nodded before going into his own stance and once again they entered into a rhythm of attacking and countering. Chan was pressing her, constantly switching the tempo and style and she was struggling to keep up, only missing a fraction of his punches and kicks while landing few of her own.
None of her usual tricks worked, as Chan was either thick-skinned enough to ignore them or just outright foiled her attempts. It was a matter of minutes before she landed on the floor, again.
“Ow...”
“Get up.”
“I'm getting a sense of deja vu.”
“Are we talking or are we training?”
“Okay, now you're just messing with me,” she complained, rolling to her stomach.
Instead of getting up, she folded her arms and rested her head on them. Chan looked down his nose at her.
“I admit, I expected more from a runner.”
“Top runner.”
“Is there a difference?”
She looked at him, noticing the silent challenge in his demeanor, and shrugged.
“I suppose not, Mr. Assistant.”
The slight tensing in his posture was the only sign her jab had gotten to him but it was enough. She smirked up at him and he looked away, clenching his jaw. She got to her feet and readied herself again.
This time, she focused on learning his movements, keeping her attention on every little twist and turn of that muscular body as it came at her, again and again. It became easier to read some of his actions but she was still woefully inexperienced in comparison. However, time was on her side, so she kept her cool, allowing herself to enjoy the fight. There was no rush, she would be training like this for many nights to come.
Every time a particular move seemed to bring her down, she changed up her counter-method, hoping to stay standing a bit longer. When Chan finally called a halt, she was panting heavily, and drenched in sweat. He was winded but nowhere near as badly as her.
“Not bad,” he noted with an evaluating expression.
Something warm burst in her chest at the compliment (if you could even call it that) and she grinned.
“Can I assume that means there's hope for me?”
A small smile crossed his face, disappearing as quickly as it had appeared.
“You'll get there.”
He gestured to the doors.
“Go rest up, you still have training in the morning.”
Alright, so that last drink was probably a mistake. Well, maybe the last...three? The number was a bit iffy in his brain, but he felt good. So good, he wasn't even that bothered when he bumped the waiter and knocked over several glasses on the tray. Luckily, they were all empty. Someone must have been thirsty.
“Oh, so sorry about that,” he chuckled, trying to help, only to make it worse. “Sorry, soey, soy...”
Was that really how that word sounded? Probably. Words were weird like that.
“Porsche. Porsche! Where's Master Kinn?” Ken asked, looking concerned.
“He's over...”
Porsche looked at where Kinn had been, but the second son was conspicuously absent as he glanced around the room.
“Seriously, where is he?”
Ken looked from Porsche to the direction he was pointing, his brow furrowing more by the second.
“There, just he was...” Porsche tried to explain, feeling he had done a pretty good job of stringing the words together.
Ken shook his head, dragging him by the arm.
“Come on, we gotta find him.”
He was pulled into the nearest hallway, where Ken let go, moving further along.
“I'll look this way, you go down there,” the bodyguard said, as he pointed down the hall, while taking the stairs up.
Porsche nodded, steadying himself against the wall as he moved. Whoever installed these spinning hallways deserved to get fired. The sound of something breaking in the bathroom pulled his attention. He straightened up, hoping to seem semi-sober, as he went inside.
He saw Kinn with a beautifully dressed woman pressed against him, and immediately felt the blood rush to his face. As Kinn's gaze locked with his, he made some gesture of apology and approval.
“Nice one,” he mouthed, before turning around to head back out.
“She's fucking killing me, you dolt!”
The words dragged their way into his brain and for a second, he tried to figure out whether the appropriate response was to leave or stay, before their meaning finally registered. He shook his head to clear it as he aimed a kick at the woman, only for her to spin herself and Kinn around, so his foot impacted against his boss' back.
“Why're you kicking me?” Kinn yelled.
“Why're you getting in the way?” he asked back.
The woman took advantage of their distraction and managed to kick Porsche back against the stalls, before spinning Kinn around and kicking him into the opposite wall. She attacked Porsche with a baton, but he managed to dodge and grab her wrist when she came for him again. As she punched with the other hand, he grabbed that too and pulled her arms in opposing directions, effectively locking her in her own embrace.
He held her pressed against the sink station, when his stomach reacted to all the violent motion with a very quick and decisive evacuation of his stomach contents. He managed to hit the sink as it spurted out of him but it forced him to loosen his grip and with a quick twist of her body, the attacker was free and out. When he finally pulled himself back together, he tried heading towards the door.
“She's long gone!” Kinn yelled.
Once again, the words took a while to make sense, but when he got the message he stopped, uncertain about what to do or say.
“Is she with those guys who chased you behind Yok's bar?”
“Haven't you been paying attention? Everyone wants me dead... Including you, apparently!”
He had no comeback, and instead fidgeted before making his way to Kinn, extending a hand.
Kinn glanced at him, warily, before grabbing his forearm, pulling himself up. He was panting from the fight and his clothes were in disarray, but he still managed to look poised and collected. The idea that this wasn't the first attack on his life entered Porsche's mind and guilt started poking in the back of the bodyguard's mind.
The trip back to the estate was uncomfortably quiet and the second the trio entered Kinn's room, Big was waiting to lay into Porsche, no doubt apprised of the situation by Ken.
The bodyguard grabbed a hold of his collar.
“You don't work in a fucking bar, anymore. What the hell were you thinking?”
Porsche's balance was shaky and he nearly fell over from being pulled.
“Leave us,” Kinn ordered, calmly.
He waited until the door clicked shut, observing Porsche with an annoyed expression. Porsche wondered who had pissed the mafioso off this time.
“You do realize you made a fool out of me, tonight?”
It slowly dawned on Porsche he was the object of Kinn's anger and that thought, coupled with the fact that he only then noticed they were alone made him giddy, for some reason.
“Are you trying to get on my nerves?”
Porsche glanced at his feet, wondering what Kinn's nerves would be doing under them, then realized what the words meant and chuckled at his own blunder. The next thing he felt was something grabbing at his jacket and then everything seemed to just fade to nothing.
It was during the early morning hours when Kinn was called to the ground floor, where Chan pointed his attention to a spy camera in a vent.
“Would you have us remove it?” Chan asked, while making sure they were both outside its line of vision.
“Now, we know it's there, we might use it to our advantage. I'll ask Papa about it, later, see what we can come up with.”
Chan nodded.
“What do you plan to do about Porsche?”
Kinn hesitated, still remembering the weight of a warm body as it toppled on top of him. Porsche had been knocked out cold, but for some reason Kinn wasn't as furious as he should rightly be. The sleeping face so close to his own had left an impression, not altogether unpleasant, but extremely unsettling.
“I'll have to think of a fitting punishment,” he answered, trying to sound sufficiently irritated.
They turned to walk back to the elevator, but both stopped in their tracks as Porsche's body, slung casually over someone's shoulder, was seen being carried down the hallway.
They exchanged glances.
“Was that...?”
Chan nodded and the pair hurried to turn the corner to see the person still walking, oblivious to their stares.
“Master Kinn! Mr. Chan!”
They turned to find Pete rushing towards them in pants and a t-shirt. He stopped as he came close.
“Pete, what's going on?” Kinn asked.
“I don't know. Jay suddenly came into our room and picked up Porsche as if he weighed nothing. I hurried to get clothes on so I could follow.”
They all looked at Jay, who walked through the door marked for the pool. Kinn made a gesture for them all to be quiet as they hurriedly followed, carefully opening the door without making noise.
When they reached the opening to the actual pool, they took up positions on either side, sneaking to look inside.
Jay was standing in front of the water, holding on to Porsche, who now had both feet on the ground, but still did not seem really awake. She patted his cheeks.
“Porsche. Come on, wake up!”
She hit a bit harder and he finally seemed to come to, looking at her, through narrowed eyes.
“Hi,” she greeted him, smiling sweetly.
He grinned.
“Sis, hey,” he mumbled, slowly.
A split-second later, she had kicked Porsche into the pool. She watched, still smiling innocently, as the water churned where her brother had fallen in, not even moving a muscle as Porsche emerged from the depths.
“What the fuck, Jay?”
“Oh, good! You're up,” she said with a saccharine voice, which turned to steel as she continued: “Mats, fifteen minutes!”
She spun on her heel and stalked out of the room. Kinn, Chan and Pete quickly pulled back into the shadows, hoping to escape her notice. Whether she saw them or not, she said nothing, simply continuing out of the door.
“What did she mean by 'mats'?” Kinn wondered.
The other two were silent for a moment, before Pete lit up.
“The sparring hall!”
The trio took great pains to avoid Porsche's notice as they left the area, heading for the sparring hall. Kinn lead them to an overlook, from where they could see the whole hall without being spotted. Jay was already standing at the blue mats in her track suit, waiting patiently.
Porsche came trudging in wearing the same outfit, about ten minutes later, his hair still wet and a sullen look on his face.
“How many rounds?” Jay asked.
He took a deep breath before answering.
“Five.”
“What intensity?”
“Ten.”
She nodded.
“So you have some self-awareness, at least. That's a good start.”
What followed was quite possibly the most brutal rounds of sparring Kinn had ever seen. Jay held nothing back, jabbing, punching and kicking every opening as it appeared, while Porsche put up halfhearted defenses. There was no blood and very few visible marks but there was no doubt it was painful.
Every time Porsche fell to the floor, Jay would go to the end of the mat and wait for him to get back up, saying nothing the entire time. The absolute coldness with which she meted out her punishment was enough to make Kinn want to put a stop to it. Pete seemed about to call out, when Chan's hand landed on his shoulder. The older man shook his head at them both, and so they watched, quietly.
The fifth time Porsche fell seemed to be the last, and Jay dropped her battle stance, moving to a small bundle next to the mats. She picked up two water bottles and handed one to Porsche.
“Thanks,” he mumbled, before sitting up with a groan.
“You wanna tell me what the hell possessed you to do something so mind-numbingly moronic?” she asked, as she plopped down next to him.
“I...have no answer for that. It was stupid.”
“Incredibly stupid!”
“I guess I really let you down, huh?”
Kinn saw her hand move towards the side of Porsche's face.
“Ow!” he yelped.
“You really think that's what this is about?”
“What else would it be? I got drunk on the job and humiliated you by making an ass of myself.”
There was another cry of pain.
“Stop flicking my ear!”
“Porsche, when you were in middle school, I was working nights, remember that?”
He nodded.
“The other kids were teasing you, saying I was a whore. You got fed up, and during a school assembly, you stood up in front of the crowd and proclaimed that if I were a whore, I was the best goddamn whore in Crescenda, and if anyone wanted to buy a night with me, they would have to talk to you, first.”
Porsche started coughing at the same time, masking the sounds of Pete and Kinn, who sputtered from the overlook, ducking down, to hide themselves as they tried to get their laughter under control.
“It took three months of weekly talks with the principal and two favors from Center Tower to smooth the whole thing over, and I had to sign a document, stating I would never go near any of the other kids and would only stick to specially designated areas, whenever I was on school grounds.”
Her voice held no irritation or resentment, just a serene acceptance of the past she relayed.
“I don't care if you humiliate me. It's part and parcel of being brother and sister. But you could have gotten Kinn killed, last night. You could have gotten yourself killed.”
That simple truth seemed to hit him harder than any of the punches he'd taken during the sparring.
“You're not a meat shield, Porsche. Your job is not to absorb whatever damage should have gone to someone else. It's to be good enough to keep you both safe. And if I didn't think you could be, I would never have let you enter this place.”
Porsche looked down, wiping his eyes. Even from the overlook, Kinn could feel the tenderness between them, and something in his chest clenched. A quiet longing he never allowed himself to acknowledge was aching inside him. When Jay smiled at her brother, the warmth of such a simple gesture was enough to make Kinn look away. With a sigh, he gestured for the three of them to leave with Jay's last comment following him out the door.
“A dead bodyguard protects no one.”
Notes:
Just to make it clear: I don't condone throwing drunk people into deep bodies of water. Just make sure they're safe, you can yell at them when they've sobered up. The scene is purely for added effect in the chapter.
Chapter 11: I've Been Good...Ish
Notes:
Hello Fellas and Fellinas (and the rest of you)!
Here's chapter 11, for your enjoyment (I hope).
I hope you guys like the workskin. It's not perfect but I hope it's not completely ruining your experience either!
Chapter Text
Chapter 11: I've Been Good...Ish
“Chay!”
He spun to see his sister waving at him from among the crowd of students. The sight of her happy face drove home how lonely it had been without his siblings. Before he had realized it, he was rushing through the throngs of people towards her. She laughed as he barreled into her, returning his fervent embrace. Her warmth was so comforting and familiar that the urge to cry almost overwhelmed him. He took a deep breath, trying not to let her scent make him more emotional.
“You're too big for this, you almost ran me down!” she chuckled.
“Don't care,” he mumbled, squeezing tighter. “It's your fault for leaving for so long.”
“I'm sorry about that. Work has been...a lot.”
“What exactly are you doing?”
She didn't immediately answer and he pulled back to look at her.
“Neither of you told me what this new job was, you just said you couldn't contact me as often.”
A frown graced her face for a moment, before she picked up the corners of her mouth, putting her hands on his shoulders.
“I'm so sorry, Chay. It's really nothing dangerous. Mostly, we just stand around keeping an eye on things.”
He smiled, breathing out heavily, then furrowed his brow.
“How's Porsche doing?”
“Well...” she hedged, making him uneasy.
It took a second for her to catch the shift in mood. A warm hand settled on his head, ruffling his hair.
“He's the same old Porsche, getting himself into trouble. But he'll get there.”
She turned towards the large main building, gesturing to the banner above, saying: 'WELCOME, PROSPECTIVE FUTURE STUDENTS!'
“How's the open house, so far?”
“It's been great! They have professional recording equipment and classes focused specifically on starting a career in music! They also offer to sponsor a debut album for the top students, and-”
Chay stopped himself, realizing he was babbling, but his sister just smiled, putting and arm around his shoulders.
“Then you better work hard.”
“Are you gonna stick around? There's a concert with this guy, Wik, who's really popular on social media, and afterwards, the teachers will explain about the individual classes...”
Chay trailed off as her smile fell.
“You probably have work, right? Don't worry, I have some friends I can go with.”
He glanced around, trying to hide the stab of disappointment in his chest. Jay pulled him into another embrace, her smile lifting again.
“Not at all. I was just disappointed that I have to go to the office and sign some documents for your application, so I'll miss most of the concert. But I'll meet up with you after, and go listen to the teachers, okay?”
He stared at her.
“You promise that's all?”
She nodded.
“Head on inside. I'll see you later, okay?”
“Okay. Love you, sis!”
They hugged once more before she walked away. He met up with a mate of his and went inside where a staff member was busy welcoming the students to the open house and introducing the student who had become the poster child for the school.
“Please welcome, Wik!” the man yelled as Chay and his friend crept closer to the stage.
A handsome man, slightly older than Chay, swaggered onto the platform in a brown leather jacket. He gave the announcer a quick handshake and hug before picking up a guitar and sitting down.
“Who's that?” Chay's friend asked.
He stared, dumbfounded.
“Are you serious? That's Wik!”
“Who?”
“The guy who's been blowing up on the internet? He writes his own songs and records himself playing them?”
Wik started strumming his guitar and Chay looked at him.
“He's the reason I want to get in to this school.”
A smooth voice carried through the room and Chay was lost in the lyrics, his mind floating along the words as the melody wrapped around him.
When the song came to and end, there was a roar of applause before Wik spoke to the crowd about the school, his career and his motivations.
“The two questions I always ask myself are these: 'How badly do I want to make my dream happen?' and: 'If I lose something along the way, will it still be worth it?' When we love something with everything we have, everything we are, we need to be willing to make the sacrifices necessary.”
He looked across the crowd.
“I hope my story will be useful to some of you and good luck with getting where you want to be.”
The crowd applauded again and the announcer came back on stage.
“And wait, there's more! For all of you fans out there, it's time for a little, friendly competition!”
What followed next were several rounds of questions relating to Wik's career. Chay eagerly put his hand up at every turn, but was overlooked in favor of other attendees.
“Okay, time for the last question: In which of Wik's music videos does a cat feature?”
Chay's hand shot up, but once again, he failed to be asked.
“The Beached Whale,” said the girl who was picked.
“That's correct!” the announcer declared.
“Wait! That's not the whole answer!”
Chay could feel everyone's eyes on him, as he protested.
“In 'Lost Star', there's a cat tail, after the hook, 'Shape of You' has a paw seen, during the intro, and there's a cat doll in 'I Secretly Like You'.”
As people around him stared, he grinned, sheepishly.
“Do-does that count?”
The announcer looked at Wik, who seemed stunned; then he slowly began to clap, leading the crowd to join. Chay's friend cheered, grabbing him by the shoulders, but he was still looking at his idol whose eyes seemed to linger on him.
After the concert, the winners were given autographed t-shirts and taking pictures with Wik. Chay eagerly approached the group and the announcer's expression became awkward at the sight of him.
“Uh...we only had a limited amount of t-shirts available,” he explained and Chay felt a wave of disappointment run through him. “We hadn't really accounted for a super fan.”
“Oh...that-that's alright. It happens.”
He smiled politely at the announcer and musician as he turned away.
“You got three answers in one.”
Chay turned around.
“I'm sorry?”
Wik shot him a kind smile.
“It's not really fair that you gave a more complete answer and get nothing, so...is there something else you'd like?”
“Are you sure? For real?”
“What do you have in mind?”
Chay took a deep breath.
“I really want to get into this school. Is there any chance you could give me some guidance? Maybe meet up to help me?”
Wik's expression fell, something Chay was all too familiar with, having witnessed it on numerous occasions from Porsche and Jay, when their busy schedules collided with the events at school. He put his hands to his face.
“Oh my god, I-I'm so sorry. Of course you're busy, I can't believe I...again, I'm really sorry.”
He turned around, more dejected by his own audacity than Wik's rejection. A sigh could be heard behind him.
“What's your name?”
He turned back, struggling to hide an embarrassed smile.
“It's Porchay.”
Wik came close, writing his autograph on Chay's uniform shirt. Afterwards, he patted him on the shoulder.
“I really hope you get in.”
Chay was barely out of sight, before he started gushing with his friend about the event, struggling to believe it had really happened.
“You're late.”
Chan shot Jay a sharp look as she took up position, next to the other bodyguards.
“Yep.”
“What's your excuse?”
“Don't have one.”
“Then you can start with two hundred sit-ups. Porsche, you join her.”
Porsche, who had been smirking, gaped.
“What'd I do?”
“Get to it.”
“I'm the one who's suppose to get you in trouble,” he grumbled as they did the exercise opposite each other.
“Consider it payback.”
“How's Chay?”
“He's hanging in there. I'll talk to Korn about allowing us to call him more.”
Porsche made a sound of agreement.
“He kept talking about his idol signing his shirt at the academy,” she told. “Wouldn't even hug me afterwards, in case I smudged it.”
“You realize if he doesn't get in, he's gonna be mopey for the rest of his life, right?”
“Thanks, I needed the added pressure, on top of keeping myself, you and this damn family alive.”
“Happy to help!”
“Cut the chatter!” Chan chided.
They continued in silence, keeping up with the rest of training, after the punishment was done. At the end, they were all lined up again.
“Next week, the pre-meet with the minor family will take place. You're expected to conduct yourself in a manner worthy of the Theerapanyakun clan's top security. Any mistakes will be severely punished, keep that in mind. You're dismissed. Jay, you're with me.”
“Somebody's in trouble!” Porsche teased.
“If this is your doing again, don't count on sleeping tonight,” she warned, darkly.
“Hey, don't look at me! I've been good...ish.”
“Wouldn't that be something.”
She followed Chan through the estate, wondering what new hell awaited her. He stopped in front of a counter with a glass screen, reading 'Welcome'.
“Ms. Erika, I'd like you to open the storage and call Arm down to join us, please,” he told the woman behind the counter.
“Of course, Mr. Chan.”
He turned to Jay.
“Ms. Erika is in charge of access to the weapons storage, if you need to check out a firearm, she's the one to talk to.”
Jay glanced at the older woman.
“I love your eyebrows!”
Erika stared, confused.
“Th-thank you?”
“Did you just get those done?”
She glanced at Chan before nodding.
“I...yes, I did.”
“So pretty. You know-”
“Let's go,” Chan interrupted, pulling Jay inside the storage.
“What's your problem?” she asked when he finally let go. “It was just a compliment.”
“I don't need you to go around making the rest of the staff uncomfortable!”
“What makes you think she was uncomfortable? Maybe she was just surprised someone took their head out of their ass long enough to notice her.”
Chan pinched the bridge of his nose as he breathed deeply.
“We're getting off track. I brought you here because we've decided to place you as one of Tankhun's bodyguards, for the time being.”
“Alright.”
“I assume there'll be no issue with that?”
She furrowed her brow.
“Should there be?”
He seemed hesitant to answer, then shook his head.
“I heard you called for me?”
They turned to see another bodyguard enter.
“Arm, this is Jay, she'll be added to Khun's security detail. I'd like you to fill her in on the specifics.”
Jay took in the newcomer, her lips widening into a crooked smile.
“Are you telling me this adorable four-eyes is at my disposal?”
Arm coughed awkwardly while Chan grunted.
“What did we just talk about?”
“I have a weakness for glasses, what can I say?”
“Despite first impressions, Jay is skilled enough that keeping Khun from attending the pre-meet shouldn't be too difficult,” Chan explained to Arm, who nodded, while glancing at the smirking woman.
“Meeting the minor family is always a problem, with Khun,” he then elaborated towards Jay. “So, his bodyguards are tasked with keeping him contained, to ensure he doesn't attack his cousins.”
“Khun needs a few days to get used to a new person in his circle,” Arm added. “But once he trusts you, he's relatively easy to manage. We're gonna have to distract him, until the minor family leaves the premises, on the day of the meet.”
“Noted.”
Arm looked from Jay to Chan, the simple response seemingly putting him at a loss. Chan sighed, turning his attention to Jay with a stern expression.
“Since you're the newest bodyguard, you answer to the others. I expect you to follow their every command.”
She grinned at Arm.
“I get to be ordered around by you? Must be my lucky day.”
The young guard averted his eyes, a rosy tint darkening his cheeks. Chan groaned.
“Try not to take her teasing to heart, her level of discipline could use some work.”
“Yes, sir.”
Jay glared at him.
“I don't go around spoiling your hobbies.”
“Making people uncomfortable isn't a hobby, it's a disturbing compulsion.”
“Agree to disagree.”
Chan opened his mouth for a rebuttal but thought better of it and just shook his head, gesturing to Arm.
“I'll leave her with you. After you're done, you can both resume your usual schedule.”
He left after that, leaving Jay alone with the bespectacled bodyguard, who gestured to the only chair in the room.
“Please, have a seat.”
“Yes, sir!” she replied with a smirk.
“I must admit, I've been looking forward to meeting you.”
Her eyebrows rose.
“Really? Color me intrigued.”
“I was tasked with finding information on you, before we knew who you were. I must confess, trying to look up anything about you left me quite stumped.”
“Yeah, Center Tower has some ridiculous security measures for its runners,” she chuckled.
“I would be really interested in knowing what kind.”
Arm's eagerness was cute enough she was tempted to play along, but instead she tilted her head, tapping the table with a fingernail.
“I believe this meeting is about Tankhun, not my former employer, Mr. Arm.”
His face fell with such comical starkness, she laughed.
“Oh, cutie, no need to look so forlorn. We'll be working together for a while. Maybe you'll find a way to wear me down.”
She winked at him and he stiffened.
“Uhm... So, the important thing to know about Master Khun is this:” he quickly redirected. “As long as he's watching dramas and talking about them, he's in a good mood and rather easy to deal with.”
“Dramas, huh? A big step up from Candy Candy, I suppose,” she muttered under her breath.
“I beg your pardon?”
“Just thinking out loud.”
Chapter 12: Typical Cocky Little Shit
Notes:
Hey, Fellas and Fellinas (and the rest)!
Coming in with another chapter and some pics, including one glamour shot (you're welcome!)
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Chapter 12: Typical Cocky Little Shit
“Why would I need a female bodyguard? I'm a guy!”
“Master Khun, your father insists she learns how things work from observing us with you,” Pete argued, calmly.
Indignant eyes turned towards Jay, who had yet to speak.
“Papa says you're pretty good. He says you defeated ten of our best bodyguards. Is that true?”
“More or less.”
“What's that supposed to mean? Is it true or isn't it?”
“It was twelve, but yes, it's true.”
Khun scoffed, rolling his eyes away from her.
“Ten or twelve, what difference does it make? Are you trying to brag about it?”
“Wouldn't you?”she said with a grin.
Having the question turned back on himself seemed to take him by surprise, but he did ponder it for a moment.
“Alright. I suppose you can follow us around. Just make sure you follow orders! Discipline is very important to me.”
Arm and the third bodyguard exchanged glances, shifting subtly.
“These guys are Pete, Arm and Pol, they're my loyal bodyguards and best friends,” he introduced, gesturing to each of the men, who nodded at her. “So, you better not get any funny ideas about turning them against me!”
“Wouldn't dream of it.”
He looked at her, scrutinizing her face before he nodded.
“Good. You can sit over there.”
He pointed to the end of the couch, next to Pete, as he took the floor in front of it.
“Let's start the show.”
A drama began playing on the large flat screen and the guards sat behind, as Khun became absorbed by the show. Pete leaned in, when he was sure his boss was no longer paying attention to anything else.
“Did Arm warn you about Khun's habits?”
His voice was low enough to not disturb the sound and Jay nodded, thinking it better than risking being heard.
“It's really not that bad, but it can get really boring. Especially if dramas aren't your thing.”
She glanced around but while Arm was within hearing distance he made no sign of actually listening. With a crooked smile she leaned closer.
“One time, our brother got sick with the flu for a week, so I had to stay home with him, watching TV. To this day, I can't see a teletubby without getting a murderous urge to punch it,” she replied, earning a snort from Pete.
“So, who do you think this guy is?” Khun asked, after a few minutes. “Good or bad?”
“He's looking sketchy and he was clearly spying on the male lead, obviously he's a bad guy!” Pol eagerly said.
Pete nodded along.
“Yeah, and the news mentioned an escaped criminal, right? It has to be that guy.”
“It's a red herring.”
They all turned to stare at Jay.
“You mean, he's not the villain?” Khun wanted to know.
“You're meant to think he is, but the villain is most likely someone else.”
“Who?”
She thought it over for a moment.
“My money's on the new doctor at the hospital.”
“But he's so nice! He helped the female lead out of her panic attack,” Arm argued.
“Which would make the betrayal that much more devastating, wouldn't it?”
“But-”
“Alright, alright!” Khun interrupted Arm. “Let's see who's right!”
After the show ended, Khun laughed.
“Ha! I win! You were wrong, Arm.”
“But it was Jay's theory?” Pete argued.
“Yes, and since Jay's my employee, her theory is my theory! So I win.”
He turned to Jay with a big grin.
“What's my reward?”
By lunchtime, she joined Porsche in the cafeteria.
“How's working for Khun?”
“Well, you'll be happy to know that I can now flawlessly recite the intro lyrics to 'Heartbreak Hospital'.”
“The...soap opera?”
“It's a drama.”
Porsche furrowed his brow.
“What's the difference?”
“I don't know, but Khun was furious when I got it mixed up. I hope it's not the lack of an amnesiac story line, I'm still waiting with bated breath for it.”
“Sounds like my worst nightmare.”
“Mm-hmm.”
She seemed distracted as she ate, her hands making counting patterns, whenever she wasn't holding anything.
“What's wrong?”
“Hmm?”
He pointed at her fingers and she stretched them before clenching them into a fist.
“Nothing. How's it going with Kinn?”
“There's not much to say. He hasn't bothered with punishing me and I've kept a low profile, per your instructions.”
She nodded and focused on her food, not meeting his gaze. The avoidance was curious and it made him itch to figure out more.
“Did you just watch TV the whole time?”
“No, we also did some activities together and he asked me some questions, stuff like that.”
Getting something to drink suddenly seemed imperative to Jay, who stood and walked away, soon returning with a glass of water, which she promptly emptied. Porsche narrowed his eyes, waiting impatiently for her to be done.
“What kind of activities?”
“Look out below!”
The sound of something being shot and slamming into stone, breaking it, could be heard from the central atrium.
“Oh, this and that. Could you pass me the salt?” Jay answered, acting oblivious.
He rushed to the railing to see a line stretching from one of the top floors, several floors down, where a metal claw had penetrated into the stonework, securely attaching the rope.
“You gave him your grappling hook?” Porsche asked in disbelief.
“Actually, it's the line shot. The hook only attaches at one end and it can't grab onto stone.”
“WOO-HOO!”
Khun, in full harness, wearing what looked like a fur coat made from a whole leopard, came flying down the zip line, in a blur of yellow and black, only to slam flat into the stone wall.
“And the harness?”
Jay came to stand next to him, looking down at Khun, groaning in pain.
“Probably should have taught him how to brace when reaching the other end.”
“Master Khun! Are you okay?” Arm and Pol were both looking down from the floor he had jumped off, while Pete could be seen descending in the elevator, with a concerned frown.
“What on Earth is going on here?”
The siblings both turned their attention to Korn, down at the ground floor, looking up at the zip line in confusion. He caught sight of Jay and Porsche, the latter quickly ducking out of sight, while his sister saluted the head of the family with an awkward smile.
“Maybe I should have told him not to use it inside.”
“I better get back to work,” Porsche said, crawling away from his spot on all fours, until he was safely out of sight of the spectacle.
Porsche entered Kinn's room, placing the envelope he had received from Chan next to the laptop his boss was working on, before stepping back. Kinn picked up the envelope, then tossed it back with a disinterested look. He turned towards Porsche, his eyes darting towards the entry hall.
“Sounds like there's a lot going on out there.”
“I had nothing to do with it.”
It seemed wise to distance himself from the chaos, considering his recent screw-up. Besides, he was being honest...for once.
“This is all Jay's crazy idea.”
Rubbing his hands together, Kinn did not question his assertion, nor did he seem displeased. Rather, his expression was somber, almost a bit awkward.
“About Jay: I heard she gave you a hard time...about the incident at the hotel.”
“Is this the part where you admit to spying on us?”
Kinn stilled and his cheeks darkened. He looked away, clearing his throat. The whole image was so odd, Porsche had to suppress a chuckle.
“I was on the ground, a lot. I was bound to look up at some point. Also, Pete kinda blew your cover the second I got back to the room.”
There was another clumsy cough.
“I'm sorry. I shouldn't have-”
“It's fine.”
Kinn's head snapped up and he looked at Porsche, who scratched the back of his neck.
“I'm the one who fucked up. At least, now you know I didn't almost get you killed, only to act like nothing happened.”
Porsche put his hands in his pockets, regarding his employer with a pensive look.
“You probably have some questions. You might as well get them out of the way, now.”
“Five and ten. It seemed pretty self-explanatory but...”
“Oh that? When I was in high school, I was your typical cocky little shit who knew how to fight and therefore thought he was king of the world.”
Kinn looked at him with a knowing smile and he chuckled.
“Turns out I wasn't. It didn't stop me from acting like it, though. I got in trouble...a lot. It got to the point where services were called on us and Jay was facing angry letters from teachers and parents every week.
“One day, Jay took me outside and asked how hard she should go at me. I, being the aforementioned cocky little shit, told her to go full out. Then she asked how many rounds, and I, because I was not only cocky but also stupid, proudly answered 'ten'.”
He paused but Kinn said nothing, listening with rapt attention.
“She tore me to pieces. I have never been beaten so badly in a fight. All that overconfidence I had been shoving in people's faces? Shattered in seconds. She never taunted me or yelled at me, she didn't have to say a word. All she did was show me how far below her I truly was. How she had been going easy on me, all this time. And to make matters worse, at round five she stopped, because I could barely stand anymore.”
The memory was still surprisingly painful, despite the years having passed. He sighed, lamenting what came next.
“I was humiliated. I was so pissed, I didn't say a word to her for three whole days. But she just acted like usual, taking care of me and Chay and making sure everything carried on the same.”
All the tension he had carried out of spite for her still made his shoulders itch when he thought about it. Like a ghost, running a phantasmal nail down his spine.
“Eventually, I just...let it go. I never talked to her about it and she never pushed. But I stopped acting like an idiot. Even apologized to some of the guys I had been too rough on. Ever since, whenever I do something monumentally stupid, like getting drunk on a mission, Jay takes me aside, asks me to pick two numbers, and depending on how badly I think I screwed up, I decide the punishment.”
For a long moment, Kinn seemed to consider the story. He nodded, seeming to understand but there was still something about the way he fidgeted, some restless energy that hadn't quite abated.
“Then why did she toss you into the pool?”
Porsche grimaced, then laughed.
“To kill me, maybe? She was really pissed.”
“Still,” Kinn argued, “it must be nice to have someone care so much.”
Something in his voice made Porsche hesitate. He was looking away and his shoulders had slumped, ever so slightly. Porsche could hear as he exhaled slowly, through the nose. The imposing mafioso and heir to the Theerapanyakun clan suddenly seemed smaller, younger even.
Porsche made an awkward sound, trying to break the tension.
“Tell you what: I'll trade you. You let me play the role of a pampered mafia son, and you get to have a psycho sister kick your ass, on the regular.”
The chortle from Kinn as he straightened in his seat was enough to ease the atmosphere.
“Did I say it was nice? I meant for some people.”
“Oh, come on, please? I'll even pay you!”
“You're already indebted to me, and you almost got me killed. Do you really think you can offer anything that would tempt me?”
Porsche opened his mouth but after several seconds, closed it again, shaking his head.
“Okay, point.”
Kinn sighed.
“Just do your job...preferably without burning my house down.”
The barbs were there, but there was no heat behind them. Rather Porsche felt the air between them was relaxed and almost friendly.
“Sure thing, boss.”
He bent his head to hide the small smile playing on his lips.
“So, let me see if I got this straight,” Porsche asked Pete as they stood in a line outside the main entrance, “the minor family meets with the major family every month, but this time, it's different? Why?”
“This is the last meeting before the big gathering with all the Families. It's the last chance to make adjustments and make sure the clan presents a united front,” Pete explained.
“But the head of the minor family is Korn's younger brother, right? Why wouldn't they be united?”
With a quick glance around, Pete leaned in, lowering his voice.
“It's complicated, but the short version is they don't agree on who should lead the clan. However, if the other families learned about this division they would tear us apart.”
“So, how long do we have to wait here?”
He glanced over Porsche's shoulder and his eyes widened.
“Here they come, stand properly!”
Porsche immediately took up position as a couple of expensive cars drove by to stop in front of the double doors.
“It's depressing to think I could work the next 50 years, non-stop, and still not afford one of those,” Porsche mumbled to Pete, who nudged him to be quiet.
The people who stepped out first were the polar opposites of the neatly suited bodyguards in front of the building: wearing biker boots or sneakers and jeans or crumpled cargo pants with short-sleeved or sleeveless shirts. Some of them sported scarves or bandannas, and several were adorned with large, flashy jewelry.
The first car had its door opened to let out a tall man in a tan suit, sporting an orange scarf, loosely tied around his neck. His appearance was a stark contrast to the staff's unkempt looks, as he glanced over the line of guards with cool indifference.
“That's Master Kan, head of the minor family,” Pete explained, bowing slightly in deference.
Porsche followed suit before looking the other way to see a young man, about his own age, in black tee and a leather jacket walk by, smirking in their direction. He raised a questioning eyebrow at Pete who leaned in to clarify.
“That's Master Vegas, the oldest son. His position is on the same level as Master Kinn.”
Porsche looked after the young man, then grinned at his roommate.
“So, who was he smiling at?”
“How would I know?” Pete asked, furrowing his brow.
“Oh, come on,” Porsche chuckled. “You're clearly the handsome one, who else would he smile at?”
Pete laughed, making a show of sweeping back his hair.
“Well, of course, but even us lookers should be humble.”
“Are you guys done?” Arm asked, exasperated.
“Hey, if we're all supposed to be here, where's Jay?”
Porsche looked down the line, not spotting his sister anywhere.
“Someone has to stay with Master Khun, to keep him from causing trouble.”
Arm gestured to Pete.
“It used to be his job, but this time, Jay volunteered.”
“Wait, you can volunteer to not do this?”
“Trust me,” Pete cautioned, “it's not worth the hassle. Master Khun is a nightmare when it concerns the minor family.”
“How's she handling the job, otherwise?”
Arm and Pete exchanged glances.
“Well... Master Khun loves her. She can talk to him for hours about dramas and plot lines. When he gets in a mood, she can calm him down within minutes, and ever since she's lent him her gear, he's been getting outside, more,” Arm revealed, reluctantly.
“But...?”
“She's not really acting like an employee. She talks back, puts him in his place and sometimes just outright refuses his orders. It makes him take his anger out on the rest of us.”
It was the least surprising news he had heard. He rubbed his forehead with a sigh.
“Yeah, she does that. I'll try and talk to her.”
“Don't bother,” Pete protested. “It's not all good, but on the overall, Khun has calmed down, since she became his bodyguard.”
“If you gonna talk to her, see if you can get her to answer my questions, instead.”
Porsche looked at Arm in bewilderment.
“What?”
“No matter how I approach the subject, she refuses to tell me anything about how she kept your information hidden. I'm dying to know, but she just laughs it off. Every. Single. Time! I'm getting gray hairs from dealing with her.”
Porsche laughed at the poor man's despair.
The guards were soon given orders to disperse and Porsche headed for one of the gardens, eager to light up. The smoke filled his lungs as the nicotine entered his bloodstream calming his jittery nerves. He looked up at the sky as he exhaled, noting the many lines which had spawned around the estate's outside areas. It was no longer uncommon to wake up and see Khun or one of his guards fly by the window, whooping the whole way.
The sound of something plopping into water pulled his attention from the sky. He moved towards the noise, spotting a kid, probably in his mid-teens, trying to skip stones across the surface of the pond where Khun's new koi were swimming around.
The sight was not unusual, several staff members often let their kids roam the estates and most of the little tykes knew what areas to stay away from. This one clearly didn't get the memo.
“What'cha doing, kid?”
The boy ignored him, tossing another stone.
“Come on, why the hell are you doing this, huh?”
“None of your business,” the kid replied, not even looking in his direction.
With exasperation, Porsche tossed the cigarette at his feet, stomping it out.
“Are you seriously gonna pull this crap? Didn't your parents teach you manners?”
when he got no answer, he reached out to pat the brat on the shoulder, only for his hand to be slapped away as he received an arrogant glare.
“Why don't you just fuck off?”
Having had enough, Porsche grabbed him by the sleeve and started dragging.
“Don't be such a brat. Leave the poor fish alone or Khun will have another fit.”
“Don't fucking touch me, asshole!” the boy sneered, wrenching himself free before shoving Porsche.
“Are you serious, you little shitling?” Porsche laughed, dodging as the kid threw a fist at him, causing the teen to stumble into the pond's edge wall and fall against the stone pillar of the fountain.
“Shit!”
The kid turned around, holding his forehead.
“Serves you right,” Porsche chuckled. “Don't look at me like that, it's your own damn fault.”
The boy removed his hand, covered in blood which was spilling from an open wound on his forehead. He glowered at Porsche.
“What now? You want me to slap those rude eyes out of your head?”
“Master Macau, what happened?”
A man in jeans and an open Hawaiian shirt came rushing, stepping into the water to help the teenager, while Porsche stood, befuddled.
“'Master' Macau? That sounds...familiar.”
“What the hell happened?” the newcomer demanded to know, staring at Porsche.
“Uh-oh...”
Chapter 13: A Den of All the Worst Pests
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Chapter 13: A Den of All the Worst Pests
“So, you couldn't even keep him entertained for a day?” Chan asked, not masking his disappointment.
“Khun told me to spy on the meeting and report back to him.”
“And you agreed.”
“Of course not. But then he threatened to put on a Teletubby marathon and...well.”
Jay shrugged, none too bothered with her failure.
“You were supposed to keep him distracted.”
“Look, I waited until Pol came back, I made him promise to do exactly as told, or I'd never let him zipline again, and I made it a requirement that he had to ask all three of his other bodyguards before he left his room. He agreed to all of it.”
Chan seemed skeptical.
“And all you have to do is relay what happens at the meeting?”
Jay grimaced.
“I might also be wearing a recording device, which I may or may not have forgotten to turn on.”
This seemed to finally convince Chan who gave a small nod of acknowledgment.
“It'll do.”
“It's not my first time dealing with stubborn kids.”
He looked like he wanted to ask more but was prevented when the meeting began. Jay made sure to position herself behind Chan, but the odd look from the minor family still made its way in her direction.
“I didn't realize you had begun employing female bodyguards again,” Kan noted, during a break in the conversation, looking solely in Jay's direction as he spoke.
“We're dealing with some special circumstances,” Korn replied, affecting a calm demeanor. “She has proven herself an asset to the team.”
Chan's stance shifted ever so slightly, keeping Jay further out of sight. The head of the minor family exchanged glances with his son, before turning their attention back on the meeting.
“Papa!” a voice cried out as a teenage boy came into the room, holding his bleeding head.
He pointed behind himself, where two guards were dragging Porsche into the room, shoving him forward to stand in front of the table.
“He hit me! That shithead injured me, Papa!”
Jay gritted her teeth and her stomach dropped.
“Macau, what happened?” Kan asked.
“I was feeding the fish when he came out of nowhere and shoved me into the water!”
Porsche's jaw clenched and he squirmed while glaring at the boy.
“Then he told me he'd slap my eyes out of my head!”
“Wow, maybe you should try telling them the truth, instead?”
“Who gave you permission to speak?” Kan snapped.
“Easy, brother. Porsche is very new, here.”
Korn held out a hand, gesturing for Kan to calm down.
“Are you telling me the standards of the main family have fallen this low? You just drag women and thugs off the streets and into your ranks now?”
Jay tried to step forward but Chan quickly blocked her path, shaking his head almost imperceptibly. Kan turned towards Kinn.
“Is this how you plan to lead the clan?”
Kinn kept his composure as his uncle continued raging.
“Teaching them to play with guns isn't enough! You have to teach them how to behave properly as well.”
“That's my job, not his,” Korn argued. “These are my people, their mistakes are my mistakes.”
Jay locked eyes with Porsche, raising her eyebrows at him as her gaze darted towards Macau and back in a silent message. He sighed and gestured to the teenager.
“Okay, I'm sorry he got hurt, but I didn't actually push him.”
Everyone stared and the added attention made him nervous enough to blurt out: “I didn't know who he was, I thought he was a kid of one of the staff.”
“Well, that backfired,” Jay muttered, pinching the bridge of her nose.
“Did you hear him? He says I look like some poor kid!” Macau complained.
“It's not like that! Alright, I'll call the people here and you can see how I could mistake-”
Porsche got no further as several of the visiting bodyguards pulled out guns, pointing them straight at his head.
Jay tried to run to him but Chan quickly put and arm in front of her, his eyes carrying a stern warning. She shoved at it, but he caught her wrist and pushed her further behind himself.
She could see Kinn exchange glances with his father before speaking.
“It's my fault my people are out of control,” he declared, standing up.
He shot a quick glance at Chan who nodded and turned around, pulling Jay along, who was looking from Chan to Porsche, wondering what was going on.
She was almost out of the room when the sound of a slap could be heard. Heart in throat, she pushed Chan out of the way and ran to see Porsche pressed up against the wall with Kinn's hand on his throat. Her mind blanked. She opened her mouth to scream, but before she could utter a sound, a large hand clamped over her lips and she was grabbed and pulled out of the room, struggling the whole time.
When the door closed behind them, Chan let go and she spun, immediately trying to force her way past him.
“Jay, wait!”
“I'll kill you! I'll kill all of you! Porsche!”
She slammed her body against him, pulling and scratching everywhere her hands found purchase.
He shoved her away from the door, quickly dropping into a fighting stance, but the only thing present in Jay's mind was getting to her brother, before he died. Blind panic and rage drove her as she shot forward, dodging the first attempt at grabbing her, only to be pulled back, just as she touched the handle, and wrestled away again. She kicked, ripped and bit anything getting close to her, her sight focused solely on the brown slab of wood, blocking her path.
Chan was struggling to keep her at bay, her persistence and desperation wearing on him as he tried to get through to her without causing injury. Blood was running down his cheek from where she scratched him and his shirt was torn open at the chest. He had no room to catch his breath since she never stood still, her body constantly in motion, moving and twisting towards the door behind him, with no regard for anything else.
She came for him again, shifting direction at the last second, trying to dodge past him but he dove for her, managing to catch one of her wrists and spin her towards him before sweeping her legs and slamming her against the floor, placing himself on top in a way so she couldn't use her lower body and pinning her hands above her head.
She squirmed and wriggled, trying to toss him off, but he held steady. She was heedless of his weight on her as she screamed at the top of her lungs.
“He's gonna kill him! Porsche!”
He put a hand over her mouth, using it to force her face towards him.
“Porsche is gonna be fine.”
He kept his voice low and calm, taking deep breaths in the hope she would subconsciously mirror him.
“The minor family was about to kill him. Master Kinn had to intervene but he won't hurt your brother.”
While the glare she shot him was vicious, her body was slowly calming down. He waited a few seconds before removing his hand from her mouth. Her breathing was less frantic and she seemed to have regained some composure.
“Why should I believe you? You people don't care if we live or die. To you, we're expendable.”
“If that were true, we would have let them kill you both and started looking for your replacements in the morning.”
She said nothing, pressing her lips into a thin line. Her body had stilled but he knew better than to trust it, keeping his grip firm. Her frenzied gaze had lessened but there was still an unsettling shine in it.
“You said it yourself: dead bodyguards protect no one,” he added, his tone softening.
She scoffed, rolling her eyes.
“I should have known those words would come back to bite me.”
“You don't seem surprised I know.”
“A lot of eyes and ears means nothing is ever really secret.”
He smiled.
“At least, you've calmed down.”
“I'm still considering killing everyone and burning the estate to the ground.”
The smile faded in an instant.
“Do you really think I'd let that happen?”
“I imagine you'd kill me before I got the chance...or at least try to.”
Her voice was empty, almost hollow.
“If you're at all uncertain about Porsche's safety, you'd better kill me right this second, because if you don't and I find he's dead, I will become your worst nightmare, even if it ends me.”
“And what of your other brother?”
She made a move like she was shrugging.
“I trust Korn's word that he'll be looked after. It's the rest of you that's the problem.”
“And when you find out he's fine? Will you apologize and finally trust us?”
“I'll apologize on my knees if that's what you want, but 'not killing my brother' is a really low bar to set on trust.”
Chan hesitated for a moment, then loosened his grip, sitting back on his legs. She made no move to attack, simply bringing her hands to lay on her chest. She was still following his eyes with her own, as if guided by an invisible string, pulled taut between them.
“Then what would it take, to earn your trust?”
She blinked a few times but did not answer, right away. Her mouth made small movements as if she were searching for the words. When she seemed about to speak, another voice cried out.
“What are you doing to my bodyguard?”
Khun stalked up to them, slapping Chan on the shoulder with a frown.
“I was waiting for Jay to come back, and here you are, keeping her away, you absolute brute!”
Chan closed his eyes and stood up.
“Master Khun, there was an incident, and some special measures had to be taken.”
Jay got to her feet, nodding her agreement.
“Don't worry, I was just about to look for you.”
“Well, now I had to come looking for you, instead! And I had to ask Pol, Arm and Pete for permission before I went!”
Jay smiled, patting his shoulder.
“I'm proud of you for keeping your promise.”
Khun's eyes flickered and his expression softened.
“I'm a Theerapanyakun, ain't I? We don't promise what we can't keep.”
He linked his arm through hers.
“Now, let's get away from this unpleasant man, I want to talk about Paul's relationship in Heartbreak Hospital.”
She could sense Chan's eyes follow them and it sent a shiver through her but instead of leaving her cold, it set fire to the blood in her veins. The sensation was enough to make her gasp, though too softly for Khun to hear.
“So, did you record everything? Is it juicy?”
“I'm sorry Khun. I'm pretty sure my scuffle with Chan broke the recording device.”
“What? That unreasonable savage! You think he was on to us?”
Jay shook her head.
“With your expert acting? Not a chance.”
He preened under her praise and she smiled before turning serious again.
“Now, take me to see my brother.”
Porsche opened his eyes slowly, at first confused about where he was.
“Finally up, huh?” Pete said from nearby.
Kinn's face as he choked the life from Porsche flashed through his mind and he shot up from the couch.
“I'm gonna fucking kill him!”
Pete quickly grabbed him as he tried to storm out of the apartment.
“What are you doing? Let me go! That piece of shit's going down!”
“Would you calm the fuck down?”
Gone was all of Pete's usual cheer and he looked at Porsche with grim impatience. The difference was enough to startle Porsche out of his fury and make him pause.
“Master Kinn saved your life, out there.”
“Strangling me is saving my life?”
“You had several guns pointed at you. Guns, Porsche!”
Pete ran a hand through his hair.
“A second later, and you would have had your brains blown out by the minor family for hurting Macau. Think about it!”
He tapped Porsche's temple.
“If he really wanted you dead, he'd have shot you, right then and there! Yet, here you are.”
The rationale was too sensible to dismiss out of hand but Porsche was not entirely ready to admit defeat.
“What about Jay?” he asked, quietly.
“Chan kept her from interfering. She came to check on you with Khun earlier, but he dragged her off before you woke up.”
“She always said the Families' territory was a den of all the worst pests, just waiting to for a chance to destroy you,” he lamented, sitting back down. “I thought she was exaggerating, but now...”
Pete sighed, putting his hands in his pockets.
“It wasn't always like this, at least not in this family. Kinn used to be...actually, he was once really kind. Loved his people, got along with everyone, did his best to protect them.”
Porsche narrowed his eyes at his roommate, frowning.
“It's true! But something happened to make him colder. It wasn't entirely within his control and it wasn't really his fault, but it forced him to reevaluate his role in the family.”
“What happened?”
“It doesn't matter,” Pete replied, shaking his head. “Just know that today's incident could have gone much worse, and you should be damn grateful it didn't.”
It was one of the most preposterous ideas Porsche had heard in a while. Grateful to that arrogant, pompous ass? He'd rather get his dick trapped in a beehive.
However, the more he thought about it, the more Pete's version of events made sense. If Jay had had any doubts about their motivations, she would have destroyed everything within a two-mile radius by the time he woke up and then pulled him out of the crater to drag him back home.
Even without her reaction to go by, the logic his roommate presented was solid and given the events he remembered, more than slightly plausible.
Haunted by these thoughts, Porsche found himself in the coffee alcove, trying to make a proper americano. He brought the resulting beverage to his boss's room.
Kinn was reading through a report when he entered. He kept quiet while placing the cup carefully on the low table before depositing the tray on the other side. His employer remained silent throughout and made no move to speak, once he was done.
“I didn't burn down the house, this time,” Porsche said after a few seconds.
A small exhale through the nose was the only indication he had been heard. After another couple seconds, Porsche grew antsy.
“I'll even taste it, if that's what you're worried about.”
He picked up the cup but before he could lift it to his mouth, Kinn gestured for it and he handed it over, observing tensely as the mafioso shot him a meditative look.
“I'm not sure what to make of you,” Kinn admitted. “Which Porsche is the real one?”
“I could ask the same. Wouldn't the 'real' Kinn have let me get shot?”
Kinn wet his lips and smirked, his eyes darkening.
“I have my own issues with the minor family.”
Porsche looked away, fighting not to roll his eyes. Kinn brought the cup to his lips, his expression twisting into disgust when he tasted the contents.
“Stick to alcoholic drinks,” he warned, putting it back.
Porsche fidgeted, looking from Kinn to the coffee.
“Did I use the wrong recipe or something? I was pretty sure I got it right.”
“It's fine,” Kinn said, picking the report back up. “You'll get there, eventually.”
Before Porsche could reply, Khun entered with Pete and Jay in tow. He plopped down next to Kinn.
“What'cha reading?”
“It's the report the minor family handed us, earlier.”
“Oh, about that...”
Khun went into a big spiel about the visit, while Porsche looked at Jay. She gestured to her throat with questioning eyes.
He nodded, then noticed the bruises on her wrists. He pointed discretely.
She pulled her sleeve down, shaking her head.
Kinn had eventually tuned out his brother's chatter, glancing between the siblings as they continued their soundless conversation.
Jay tilted her head and raised her eyebrows as she took a deep breath through the nose.
Porsche rolled his eyes and shrugged, before gesturing to his wrists and pointing towards her.
She clenched her jaw, her eyes growing hard, before she made a crossing motion with her arms, pointed straight at him and then held up her index finger.
Porsche looked up at the ceiling, making Pete snort and Kinn pinch the bridge of his nose, fighting not to chuckle, while Jay was lightly hitting her forehead with a closed fist.
“And about you, Porsche,” Khun said, without missing a beat, drawing his attention away from his sister.
“I heard you cracked Macau's head open?”
He put his feet up on the table, leaning on one elbow. Porsche felt the embarrassment rise again, as he scratched the back of his neck.
“Well, I really didn't mean to...”
“Great job!”
He stared, trying to figure out if the older brother was being sarcastic, however Khun's gestures were filled with excitement. Kinn glanced at him with exasperated patience, solidifying the authenticity of his words.
“I completely approve, it was totally awesome!”
“You're a total badass!” he said, gesturing to the young bodyguard, before turning to Kinn, placing a pleading hand on the younger brother's shoulder.
“Let me have Porsche!”
He looked towards the pair following him.
“You can have Pete, instead.”
Pete bowed his head trying to look chagrined, while pursing his mouth to keep from smiling.
“Don't try and look guilty now, I told you to tie up Macau, it was your choice to disregard my direct order!”
He stood and dragged Pete towards Kinn.
“You go over there.”
Pete sat down, sharing a look with Jay who shrugged, chuckling at the absurdity.
“What do you say?” Khun wanted to know.
Kinn looked from his brother to Porsche.
“Even if he's troublesome, Papa hired him specifically to be my bodyguard. I don't want to go against his word.”
“C'mon!” the older Theerapanyakun whined. “What else do you want?”
Kinn sighed, glancing at everyone in the room in turn before nodding towards Jay.
“Alright, let's trade the brother for the sister, then.”
Khun hesitated, looking at her.
“But...Jay is mine. And she's so much fun!”
“Those are my terms,” Kinn insisted.
For a long moment, Khun seemed torn, then grunted, stomping his foot.
“Fine! You can have Pete and Jay if I get Porsche.”
The siblings traded looks, each rolling their eyes as the two brothers treated them like Pokémon cards. Kinn looked at Porsche.
“Then it's a deal, he's all yours.”
“Yay!” Khun exclaimed, running over to throw his arms around Porsche, who recoiled from the unexpected show of affection.
“We're gonna have so much fun! Way more than I had with Jay!”
He pulled Porsche along, giving a last look of disdain to Pete and one, slightly less rude, to Jay.
“You two better not embarrass me!”
He stalked out of the room, dragging Porsche the entire way. Jay closed her eyes, sighing heavily.
“He'll be fine,” Kinn said, with Pete nodding along.
“That's not it. I just realized Khun hasn't returned my gear, yet.”
Notes:
Alright, so the silent conversation between Jay and Porsche. Obviously, I can't be sure everyone understood it, maybe English isn't your first language, maybe it was a bit unclear, maybe I just suck at body language description. Either way, here's a rundown:
Jay gestures to her throat is where it starts:
Jay: (You okay?)
Porsche: (What about you? What happened?)
Jay: (I'd rather not talk about it.)
This is where Kinn notices the looks and gestures.
Jay: (What were you thinking, doing that?)
Porsche: (I didn't mean to, and you're one to talk!)
Jay: (That only happened because you got hurt first!)
This is when Porsche looks up at the ceiling
Porsche: (Up where?)
The whole bit was inspired by This clip from Scrubs
Chapter 14: Stop Talking!
Notes:
So, my ass is currently getting kicked by projects and a persistent cold, so I may return in the future to re-edit this chapter, but until then, I hope you can accept it in its current state.
Enjoy!
And as always: Your interactions make me so happy and you all rock for giving this work a gander!
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Chapter 14: Stop Talking!
The Crescendan night air was still warm, though the first hint of the coming winter could be felt in the breeze. Kan stared out at the city. While the families' estate territories were removed from the general hustle and bustle, most still retained a magnificent view, as the nightlife coated the city in colors and lights, the cacophony muted by distance.
There were few places better to ponder, and ponder was what Kan needed to do, after the events at the pre-meet. Even from an outsider's perspective, it was clear the new bodyguards were more than just inexperienced hires, at least from Korn's perspective. But something was nagging him beyond that. Both of them had something familiar about their looks but in a way that did not quite feel right, like a puzzle piece turned the wrong way.
“Papa,” Vegas called softly, as he joined his father on the balcony. “Is everything alright?”
Kan nodded, turning to him.
“I want you to keep and eye on those new bodyguards. Particularly the one who hurt Macau.”
There was a beat of silence as conflicting emotions played across Vegas' features.
“Why do you suddenly want-”
“Just do as I ask!”
Vegas' face fell and his thin lips settled into a resigned frown.
“Yes, Papa.”
Kan watched his son walk back in, before turning his attention back on the cityscape.
“Sometimes people need a second chance...maybe even a third one.”
“And do you apply those standards to everyone?”
Korn met his gaze but didn't answer, instead walking away.
His older brother had always been cryptic, only ever revealing what was absolutely necessary, and even then, in as limited capacity as he could reasonably – as well as unreasonably -- get away with. Kan rubbed the stubble around his mouth.
“I'll find out what you're hiding from me, Korn,” he muttered into the night.
Porsche was sure his IQ was dropping by the minute. Jay had come by, early in the morning, confiscating her gear, meaning Khun was returning to his second most favorite activity: watching dramas, though not without chastising Porsche for costing him his new 'toy'. And it wasn't even like Porsche had been all that reckless, he just didn't want to take the elevator down to the cafeteria.
He tried to nod off against the back of the couch, only for Khun to hit him until he woke up, asking random questions about the characters on the screen.
“What do you think, will he die by the end?”
“I-I don't know,” Porsche replied, yawning.
“Is he another red herring or is he the real bad guy?”
Porsche shrugged, not sure how to respond.
“Come on, Porsche! Pay attention.”
He tried his best to do as told and watched the entire show, though his thoughts often wandered. By the end, Khun was in tears, hugging a plushie.
“You guys said he wouldn't die! I wish Jay was here, she's much better at this than you three.”
Porsche sighed, fighting the urge to point out that he specifically said nothing about the character in question and instead gestured to the screen.
“He didn't die. The villain did.”
“Exactly, Master Tankhun,” Arm aided, patting Khun on the back.
“What, really?”
“You must have gotten them turned around at some point,” Pol suggested.
Khun stared at the screen for a second.
“Well, now I'm totally confused, we'll have to watch it again!”
All three bodyguards groaned, falling back onto the couch.
“Come on, aren't you getting bored of this?” Porsche asked.
“Hey, don't do that!” Pol whispered, pulling him back.
“Why not?”
“Why would I be bored? Let's begin.”
“Look, he's watching quietly and not throwing a fit, despite losing the zip-line. This is a good day for him, so count yourself lucky,” Arm warned.
“Aren't you bored out of your minds?”
“Of course! I've watched this series three times already,” he revealed.
“But what else are we gonna do?” Pol asked.
“Just trust me.”
Porsche winked at them and leaned closer to Khun.
“Master Khun, this sort of thing might be super exciting for Jay but I can show you something even better.”
“Better than Heartbreak Hospital?”
“More thrilling, more exciting and definitely more interesting!”
Minutes later, Porsche was buckling over in laughter as Khun stared at the screen, featuring a woman being fucked by three men. Pol seemed hypnotized while Arm pulled on Porsche, panicking.
“Why the hell are we watching porn?”
“Would you rather switch back to the soaps? Personally, I'd prefer porn.”
Pol pointed at the TV.
“I...I'll stick to this...”
Arm was struggling not to join Porsche's laughter, hiding his face behind a stuffed bear.
“Hey, Porsche,” Khun said, barely glancing in his direction. “Is this girl gonna die?”
“What the hell are you watching?”
Kinn entered the room, followed by Jay. Porsche and Arm both fled behind the couch, while Khun remained disinterested in anything not currently playing in 8K on his screen.
“It's porn. Like you couldn't figure that out?”
Kinn's eyes flickered to the screen and back as he tilted his head at Pol.
“And which genius decided to show this to him?”
The bodyguard looked around, belatedly noticing he had been abandoned by his colleagues. He pointed helplessly at the empty seats, looking like he wanted the ground to swallow him whole. Jay followed his gaze and went to the spot, standing on her knees on the cushions.
“What're you doing?” Kinn asked.
“Going fishing.”
She put both arms behind the couch and came up with Arm and Porsche, holding each of them by the ear.
“Ow, ow, ow,” Porsche whimpered, while Arm was stoically trying not to make any noise as he was pulled over the furniture.
“I believe we've found the culprits,” she announced, before letting them both go.
“And so what?” Khun asked, irritated. “Is there something wrong with watching porn?Just look at that, it's huge!”
Ignoring the fact that the large TV no doubt added to its size, Kinn turned his attention towards Porsche, who was still rubbing his ear.
“Is this really the best use of your time?”
“Better than the dramas.”
The sullen mumble made Kinn raise an eyebrow at him.
“So, you're into the big ones, huh?”
While Porsche made a sheepish smile, Jay stiffened, clearing her throat.
“While I'm sure this conversation is important, I would like to excuse myself before the discussion regarding my brother's preferences in porn go any further.”
She quickly exited, just as Khun began to imitate the woman's increasingly louder moans. Kinn made a disgusted expression, quickly following her example.
Jay was getting rid of her eating utensils when Big and Ken came up to her, the latter carrying a tray with a drink and some fruit prepared.
“Pony-Tail. Bitch-Boy.”
She greeted each of them with a nod, ignoring how they bristled at the nicknames.
“To what do I owe the...”
“Pleasure.” Big finished, when she paused.
“No...”
He clicked his tongue, gritting his teeth while pointing at the tray.
“You're supposed to bring this to Kinn.”
It was handed over with more force than necessary, making the service rattle.
“Alright.”
“Make sure to tell him the drink is specially made for him,” Ken added. “The head of the kitchen staff wanted to give him a nice surprise.”
“Aren't surprises generally frowned upon among the mafia? I'm pretty sure the movies show most of them to be unpleasant.”
“Just do it!”
Jay raised her eyebrows at Ken's outburst. Big shot him a warning glare before turning back to her.
“We've checked the contents. Trust me, no one had a chance to tamper with it.”
“Besides, you wanna get on Master Kinn's good side, right?”
“...Sure.”
They both smirked as she looked from one to the other.
“Can I go now, or...?”
They got out of her way and she left the cafeteria. It had been a while since she had had a peaceful night's sleep and she was combating a migraine while trying to forget the sounds Khun made, that morning. All she wanted was to curl up in a bed with the lights off, the curtains down and the gentle sound of rain playing from her phone.
Kinn was rubbing his temple, while staring at his laptop, when she entered, not bothering to acknowledge her arrival. She placed the tray next to the computer, before heading for the wall.
“I didn't ask for that,” he said.
“Special surprise from the kitchen.”
His face tensed, and he lifted the drink, eyeing it warily.
“A 'special' surprise?”
“Apparently? I can bring it back, if you don't want it.”
He swirled the straw around, lazily observing the tiny maelstrom.
“That won't be necessary. Instead, why don't you taste this.”
He reached the glass towards her but she held up a hand.
“No thanks.”
“Why not?”
“I don't want to.”
The foot of the glass clinked against the table veneer, while Kinn sighed, looking from it to Jay.
“What did you do to it?”
“Why would I do anything to a drink?”
“Then taste it.”
“Nope.”
The corner of Kinn's mouth quirked.
“Are you scared?”
“Yes, let's go with that.”
He closed his eyes, rubbing his forehead while exhailing through the nose.
“Are you gonna drink or am I gonna force it down your throat?”
It was her turn to leer at him.
“If you're worried about poison, loosen your purse strings and shell out the money for a taster, like the rest of the rich kids.”
“Drink it, Jay.”
“I'm not going to.”
“That's an order!”
She lifted her chin, looking down her nose at him.
“It's not happening, Kinn.”
They stared at each other, neither backing down as the seconds ticked by. Eventually, Kinn seemed to be fed up.
“Sit.”
He pointed to the chair at the other end of the table. She did as told and he walked around, picking up the glass and placing it in front of her.
“You'll stay there until you decide to remember who's your master. Nothing else to drink, no food and nothing to do.”
She shrugged, getting comfortable in her seat. Kinn went back to work, occasionally glancing at her. After a while, he saw her scribble on the table with her finger, occasionally sweeping her hand over the surface and then starting over.
Similarly, Jay would occasionally look at Kinn, often finding him running his hands through his hair or rubbing his temples, forehead or eyes. The hours slowly passed by with both of them nowhere nearer a resolution and neither taking the initiative to speak.
Jay would spend some intervals staring out at Crescenda, remembering the parts of the city she had grown most fond of and wondering what her fellow runners were up to. When she caught Kinn groaning quietly as he once again massaged his forehead, she sighed and rose from her seat.
“Where are you going?”
Instead of answering, she made her way behind the bar and picked up a water bottle from the mini-fridge, underneath.
“I told you: no drink until you empty the glass!”
“I know.”
She went to where he sat and placed the bottle next to his laptop, before fishing a tiny bag out of her breast pocket, putting it besides the bottle.
“Take those and drink something.”
She went back to her seat as he picked up the bag, looking at the pills inside.
“What is this?”
“A drug cocktail. It'll help.”
“Help what?”
She tapped her head. He scoffed, dropping the bag back onto the table.
“Why would I trust anything you give me? You already messed with my drink.”
“I didn't do anything to your drink!”
“Oh really? Then why do you refuse to taste it?”
She tilted her head to the side.
“Will that make you trust me? Fine.”
The green liquid almost splashed out from the force with which she picked it up. She took the straw between her teeth, quickly sucking in a mouthful before realizing what she was tasting. With a quick turn, she spat out the drink across the floor, trying her best to expel all of it from her mouth.
“See! You can't even drink it.”
“Those motherfuckers!” she growled, still spitting.
“What?”
“I'm gonna kill those assholes. They put ipecac in the drink.”
Kinn stared at the glass then back at her.
“Ipecac? Are you sure?”
“There's no way I'd ever forget that taste. So sweet, it's like your teeth are rotting out the second it touches your tongue.”
The look of surprise quickly turned into suspicion.
“Wait, that doesn't prove anything. You could still have put it in and now it backfired.”
“Why would I do that?”
“Because I hurt Porsche!”
The eruption was so sudden and fierce, Jay was lost for words. Kinn breathed deeply, calming himself down.
“I know you hate me for what I did.”
“Wait, hold up-”
“I hit him and choked him out, and you wanted to kill me. Kill all of us. That's what you told Chan, isn't it?”
“What? I didn't want to kill you, I-”
“Are you telling me you're fine with Porsche getting hurt?”
“Yes! I mean...no, of course not, but-”
“Don't waste my time with these petty games. Papa may have-”
“Stop talking!”
Whether it was the volume or just the fact that he had never been ordered around by a bodyguard before, Kinn fell quiet, though his eyes continued to blaze, secure in his assumption.
“I don't hate you, Kinn.”
She took a deep breath, trying to find a way to explain.
“What happened to Porsche sucks, okay? Yes, I hated it. Yes, I wanted nothing more than to tear through whomever stood in my way to save him.”
Her hands were up, palms splayed outward, in a bid to keep him from interrupting her.
“But I know why you did it. And I don't blame you.”
Kinn swallowed, his eyes flickering as an expression of uncertainty crossed his face.
“You don't?”
She shook her head.
“Chan explained the situation and I'm...grateful.”
The word sounded so odd on her tongue, considering the context, but she meant it.
“Grateful?”
The skeptic look was back and Jay took another breath, knowing she had to tread carefully.
“You've been navigating this world, your whole life. I know that the fact you're still alive is a victory on its own.”
Kinn shifted, his eyes glancing away from her, but she continued, keeping her voice steady.
“It can't have been easy. But you've learned the rules and you used them to keep Porsche, and probably myself, safe.”
She lowered her hands.
“You don't have to trust me about the pills, you don't even have to trust that I want what's best for you. But please trust that I don't hate you. I never did.”
He seemed on the verge of believing her, then he scoffed, his expression becoming closed off.
“Trust you? You're inside my room, you could attack me at any point. You don't even follow my orders. Why would I trust you?”
“Is that what this is about?”
The challenge exuded from him as he grit his teeth, refusing to say more. Jay rubbed her hands over her face several times, groaning. Then she picked up the glass, took out the straw and gulped down the contents. The revolting flavor barely touched her tongue but she still struggled not to gag.
When it was all gone, she wiped her mouth, placing the glass back on the table. Kinn stared, dumbfounded.
“There. It's done. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'd like to be in my own room when I start puking my guts out.”
She started walking towards the door, but paused next to him.
“Oh, and I won't be coming to work tomorrow.”
She gestured to the pills.
“If you take those, make sure to get some rest, they work better that way.”
The door closed behind her and Kinn was left alone, staring at an empty glass.
Chapter 15: Puked My Soul Out
Notes:
Hey guys!
Back with chapter 15. It may take a little bit before the next chapter, because I kinda caught up to myself 😅.
Anyways, hope you enjoy!
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Chapter 15: Puked My Soul Out
“How do you do this?” Porsche groaned, lolling his head about on the back of the couch. “Day in and day out, watching the same shows, over and over again.”
“Why do you think I told you Master Kinn is a better boss?” Pete replied, from beside him.
“Some of the shows are pretty good,” Pol admitted, while yawning.
Arm was busy cleaning his glasses, and wholly disengaged from the conversation.
“Yo, guys!”
As one, every guard in the room, stood from their seats as Khun sauntered over, sporting another fashion disaster of mismatched clothes, complete with a pair of cowboy boots, which weren't even the same color. He flitted his hands at them all.
“It's all good, sit, sit, sit!”
He went and plopped down between Porsche and Pete.
“Are you done slacking off? I found a new show, it looks really awesome.”
He thrust one booted foot at Arm, who struggled to untie the various knots.
“Another series? Aren't you getting bored?” Porsche asked.
“Nope.”
The answer was so instantaneous, he was slightly taken aback. He narrowed his eyes and smiled, slyly.
“But, you know...there are a lot of things to do, out in the cit-”
A raised hand cut him off, mid-sentence.
“Unless it's absolutely necessary, there's no way I'm setting foot outside these grounds.”
“But if you went with me, I could show you something amazing.”
“Not interested.”
“Come on,” Porsche nudged. “I can't imagine being locked up like this, my whole life!”
“Of course, you can't. You were never kidnapped.”
Khun looked down, his voice trembling as he continued.
“You never lost...”
A frustrated expression passed over his face as if he was unsure how to complete the sentence. Closing his eyes, he furrowed his brow as if trying to remember something important. Or perhaps he was trying to forget? Eventually, he gave up shaking his head.
“It doesn't matter, the point is: you don't know what it's like.”
Even without knowing the specifics, it was evident how painful the memory was to Khun. Porsche put a hand on his shoulder, still smiling.
“But you don't have to be afraid, Master Khun. You got me, Pete, Arm and Pol now, and we would die before we let anything happen to you, right guys?”
The others nodded at Porsche's prodding, assuring Khun they would protect him. They were all leaning forward, following the exchange with bated breaths.
“Besides, you're all grown up now, who would dare lay a finger on you? Trust me, it'll be fine.”
Khun snorted.
“Trust you? The man who got drunk during his first mission while Kinn got attacked? Are you serious?”
He hit Porsche over the back of the head, scoffing.
“Don't be ridiculous. If it hadn't been for you, I would still be zipping around, outside.”
“Look, I admit I acted poorly, but that's in the past,” Porsche argued, rubbing the spot he had been hit before gesturing to them both. “But don't you think we deserve a second chance to prove ourselves?”
Khun seemed to hesitate and he pushed on.
“Give me a chance to show you. I'll prove that I've learned from my mistakes and more importantly that you are much braver than you think.”
He glanced at the others, who quickly voiced their agreement.
“Master Khun, think about how cool you would seem to the other families!” Pete pointed out. “They'll think you've been tricking them, this whole time, they won't know what to make of it!”
Khun looked from Pete to Porsche.
“I already told you! Unless it's absolutely necessary, I'm not leaving the estate!”
“But it is necessary.”
Porsche grabbed his arm, trying to seem earnest.
“No it isn't!”
“Come on, we both know you want to! You're going.”
“I'm not!”
“Yes, you are.”
“No, I'm not!”
Khun pressed his forehead against Porsche's in an attempt at dominating him. Porsche pushed back.
“You're going.”
“No!”
“Yes.”
“I said I'm not freaking going!”
“Maybe Jay would let you borrow the harness if you proved you could navigate the city safely,” Arm suggested, quietly.
“Wait, what? You really think so?”
Khun's head snapped around so quickly, Porsche could not stop his momentum and ended up smashing his forehead into Khun's shoulder.
“Ow!”
“Ouch! What was that for, Porsche?”
“Me? You're the one who turned without warning!”
“That's no excuse to hurt me!”
As the pair continued arguing, Pete, Pol and Arm fell back into their seats, groaning.
Jay opened the door to find Chan outside; she stared at his face, trying to remember if he was supposed to be there.
“You're not Porsche,” she muttered, after several seconds.
“I'm glad to see your powers of observation are still sharp,” he noted dryly, studying her face. “You seem to have had a rough night.”
Jay just nodded, too exhausted to form an answer. The drink had been laced much more heavily than she initially thought. Her head was pounding and her stomach seemed to only have an appetite for devouring itself.
“Master Kinn told me what happened. You should have gone to the medical wing, we have counter agents for emetics.”
He held out a small pack and she took it and stared at the small letters, hoping they would divulge their secrets without any effort on her part. After a long silence, there was a sigh and a large hand took the medicine away. Her gaze followed, staring at his fingers as they quickly opened the box. He was really dexterous, she thought.
“Can I come in?”
She lifted her head to his face, taking a few moments to understand the question, then nodded and stepped back, letting him inside. He went straight to the counter, pulling a small bottle out of the box and placing it on the surface, then gestured to a nearby chair.
“Sit. You look like you're about to tilt over.”
Jay realized she had been leaning forward, still staring at his hands, almost to the point of losing her balance and did as asked. Chan uncapped the bottle and filled the lid before handing it to her. She took the little cup, trying to keep her hand steady. When the contents almost spilled, warm fingers wrapped around her hand, guiding it to her mouth.
She grimaced as she swallowed, sticking her tongue out.
“Why does it taste even worse?”
The corner of Chan's mouth quirked, but he said nothing, instead putting the lid back on the bottle before heading for the sink to fill a glass with water.
“It should work within a few minutes. Wait a little while, then drink something before going to sleep.”
Jay nodded, working her tongue around her mouth to scrape the taste away.
“They certainly didn't have this in my day.”
“What?”
She froze, her eyes darting around, trying not to meet Chan's searching gaze.
“Uh, just didn't know you could avoid the whole...vomiting-thing.”
The head bodyguard placed the glass on the counter, then crossed his arms, his scrutiny intensifying.
“It sounds like you've tried this before. Care to elaborate?”
The fog in Jay's head was too heavy, born from a lack of sleep and absence of sustenance in her body. She rubbed her face, trying to keep track of what she could and couldn't say.
“I've tried a lot of things in my life. I can't really remember all of them.”
The answer did not seem to satisfy Chan and she tried to think of something to add.
“Maybe as a kid? I might have eaten something and my mom gave me ipecac to make me throw it back up.”
“Is that the best you can come up with?”
She yawned.
“Ask me after my nap. I really need some rest.”
He made a low noise of contemplation as he handed her the water. She drank under his keen watch. After a several seconds, he seemed to let it go, relaxing his stance and Jay sighed, trying not to seem too relieved.
“Master Kinn wanted me to let you know he took the pills.”
She perked up.
“Really?”
“He had the doc check them but when he learned it was just caffeine and some NSAIDs, he took them. Said they helped.”
“That's good,” Jay said, nodding. “Good.”
There was another silence but it was pleasant, almost comfortable. Her eyes struggled to stay open and she had long since given up on keeping her head lifted enough to look at Chan, though his presence was still clear to her senses. Something tapped her shoulder and she managed to lift her lids to see Chan standing closer.
“Go to bed. I'll let Porsche know to bring by some food.”
“Right...yeah...thanks.”
The atmosphere was already filled with music and the smell of liquor and most guests had taken to the floor rather than their seats, as Porsche held the bead curtain open to allow Tankhun and his entourage to enter the bar. Khun looked around, scrunching up his nose.
“What is this place?”
With his bodyguards in casual clothes, Khun's outfit looked more quirky than outright eccentric and people barely glanced in their direction as they moved through the room.
“Come on, Master Khun, sit down!”
Porsche patted a seat by the bar, steadily guiding his boss towards it. Khun only reluctantly did as told.
“Why'd you bring me here?”
Porsche caught his gaze, gesturing between their eyes.
“Just trust me, okay?”
“Porsche! My baby!”
A soft arm wrapped around Porsche's neck as he was pulled into an embrace by the proprietor.
“Yok! It's great to see you!”
“Aw, you too, darling, though it's been too long, far too long.”
She turned towards Khun and his guards.
“And I see you come with guests! You're all welcome at Hum Bar!”
She spread her arms, gesturing to the entire place.
“Who is this?” Khun squawked. “Why is she all over you like some freak?”
Yok's face turned dark in an instant.
“A freak, am I? Look at you! Look at your outfit! This isn't the carnival.”
Porsche quickly stepped between them, holding Yok back as he whispered to her.
“Don't get offended, Yok. He's Master Kinn's older brother and he's a little off.”
“So what? I'll slap some sense into that brat!”
“No, don't! He says some crazy shit, but he's really rich.”
She paused, her lips pursing.
“Rich, you say?”
“If you keep him happy, he'll probably order drinks for the whole bar!”
Khun took off his sunglasses, looking at them both with an expectant gaze.
“I'm sure Porsche has already told you, but I am Tankhun Theerapanyakun, oldest son of the Theerapanyakun clan!”
“The...Theerapanyakun clan?”
Yok pulled Porsche around, leaning in.
“Are you serious? Bringing the mafia here? What the hell are you thinking?”
“Calm down, he's strictly here to enjoy himself. Nothing's gonna happen.”
“That's what you said when Jay was being chased by thugs! It took months to put the place back together!”
Her voice was getting increasingly louder and Porsche shushed her, glancing around.
“Look, he's not being chased, he's not even heir to the family. He's just some poor recluse who finally ventured outside his bedroom. I'm just showing him a good time, and then bringing him back home, okay?”
She eyed the trio of men, then looked back at Porsche.
“Alright, but he better be a big spender!”
“As long as you bring the honey, I'll keep the drinks flowing and the cash coming, what do you say?”
With effort, her expression softened into her trademark flirty smile, and she whirled around, putting her arms in the air.
“Oh my goodness! I just had to make sure it wasn't some joke, but Porsche assures me you're actually the Mr. Tankhun!”
Khun's smile fell.
“And why wouldn't I be? Do I look like some tawdry fake to you?”
“Oh no, Mr. Tankhun, not at all. But you know, people are always jealous of those in high places.”
Yok leaned in, lowering her voice as she made a show of looking around the place.
“And what kind of barkeep would I be, if I just believed any old fool who came in here?”
He pouted, but seemed to take her words to heart.
“I suppose it's a good thing, someone isn't ruining my reputation.”
“Exactly,” Yok agreed. “But when Porsche vouches for you, I have no choice but to believe it! Speaking of which: Porsche! Come take care of your friends! Only the best for this VIP.”
She winked at Khun before moving aside, letting Porsche behind the bar. Khun smiled, looking around with an expression of approval.
“You know, this place isn't so bad, after all.”
“I'm sorry.”
Kinn looked straight at Jay as he spoke.
“I'm not good at trusting people, but that doesn't give me to right to make my subordinates sick.”
“It's alright. I managed to stay alive...though, I'm pretty sure I puked my soul out at one point.”
She looked contemplative for a moment.
“Not that I ever used it much.”
It elicited a short laugh from Kinn and dissipated the tension between them. His face soon became solemn again.
“Do you still not want to tell me who did it?”
“I don't remember.”
“You know I don't believe that.”
She shrugged.
“Yeah, but it sounds better than 'it's more fun to punish them, myself'.”
Kinn pursed his lips, seeming to consider what do do with the information.
“I don't feel I have the right to get in your way, but I can't help you if Chan catches you dishing out your particular brand of 'justice' again.”
“Well, you'll be pleased to know I plan on leaving them fully functional...or some version thereof.”
Kinn seemed on the verge of protesting but thought better of it, and sighed.
“Alright. Then let me ask you something else.”
“Sure.”
“You said you 'never hated me'. But considering I chased you guys down and pretty much forced you to work for me...is that really the truth?”
The question was so unexpected, she stared for a moment, unsure what kind of answer he was looking for. He watched her intently, and there was a strange sense of expectation coming from him. Before she could think of what to say, their attention was drawn to the commotion of several people entering the area.
“Once the music shtarted, it was qui-*hic* quite fun!”
They both walked over to find Khun being carried by Pol, Arm and Porsche.
“I danced with eeeverybooooodyyyy.”
“You sure did buddy,” Porsche agreed.
“You know, Porschhhhh, you are m-m-more fun than Shay. Shay? Shay...is that her name? Shay, Shay, SHHHHHAAAAAYYYY. Oh, Shay!”
He waved at Jay with a grin, as Porsche quickly dropped his legs to stand straight with the other two bodyguards in deference to Kinn. Jay waved back, smiling softly at his drunken ramblings.
“Shay! Shay, Shay, Shay! We should go shipping!”
Everyone turned their heads toards him, puzzled.
“You know!” he gestured impatiently. “Shipping! Across the sky, like flying...weee!”
He stretched out his arms, making Arm and Pol stumble under the strain of keeping him upright.
“Are you drunk?” Kinn asked. “What the hell happened?”
Khun laughed.
“Porsche took me to see the world! And you know, Kinn? It's full of fffreaks! Freaks, everywhere! And it's so much fun, so much fun. I wanna go, every day.”
Kinn looked to Porsche.
“You were able to bring my brother out of the house?”
Porsche hesitated for a second, then smirked.
“Just think of it as one of my many skills.”
Something in Kinn's expression changed as he gave Porsche a long look.
“You, come with me. Jay, you can help with Khun.”
Kinn turned around and walked off, while Porsche was left to catch up to him.
Jay helped Arm and Pol with getting Khun into his room, then dismissed the other two. She took the time to take off most of his accessories and outer wear, before tugging him into bed, then sat down next to his head, watching his face as he breathed deeply in his sleep.
A careful hand reached out, gently stroking his hair.
“I'm so proud of you, Khun,” she told him, quietly. “I know you've been struggling since... And I'm so sorry. I never meant for you to be so scared of the world.”
A lump formed in her throat and she swallowed, trying to dissolve it but to no avail. Her fingers still combed through the reddish locks, careful not to disturb him.
“When you took Porsche, I was really hopeful. You chose the right person, you know. He's always been able to draw people in and he won't just leave you to yourself. He'll be there for you.”
Khun shifted in his sleep and her hand froze as he began mumbling incoherently to himself. For several minutes, she kept caressing his head, listening to the little sighs and noises with a smile on her face.
“Zyano...”
Jay blinked, once again going still, while she struggled to hold back the tears.
“I'm sorry I wasn't here, Khun. But I was so happy to see you have fun, today.”
Her voice cracked, and she decided it was time to stop. She leaned on the bed planting a soft kiss on Khun's head before leaving the room, taking great care to close the door without making a sound.
Chapter 16: Big Bad Baddie (Smut)
Notes:
CONTENT WARNING: Just to temper expectation, what I'm about to write does NOT relate to the main pairings, but this chapter has SEX in it. If that grosses you out, look for the second pic, that part is tame. Don't worry, the pairings in the tags are still the endgame, this is just a bit of hate-fucking.
In case you haven't noticed, I've uploaded a new video, so check it out! Also, since this chapter is purely original story line, you get a glamour shot of Kinn and Porsche (you're welcome!).
The response to the last chapter blew my fucking mind! You guys are awesome and you make writing an absolute joy for me! THANK YOU!!!
Now, smut is one of those things that can end up really bad when you don't get it right, so if any readers have feedback, I am completely open to it, I want the sexy scenes to be as much fun to read as the rest (if not more *wink* *wink* *nudge* *nudge* know what I mean?)
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Chapter 16: Big Bad Baddie
It took several days before Jay got her chance to strike back at Ken and Big, but she was patient and bid her time. When they finally both showed up to training, it was a quick and quiet matter of changing their water bottles, while they looked away.
She was back at Porsche's side by the time Chan called everyone to order.
“Today, we'll be focusing on tactical fitness, mainly movement. That means sprints, climbs and crawls, people!”
Jay had to cover her mouth to hide her grin. What a perfect day to carry it out and now, it was just a waiting game. Luckily, Chan did not go easy on the warm-up and Big was already drinking before the training really began. Ken emptied half his bottle after the first sprints.
“Why're you so focused on those douche canoes?”
She smirked at Porsche.
“I just have a feeling they'll be the most entertaining part of training.”
The minutes went by at a snail pace, but eventually, the effects showed themselves. Big was the first to clearly display his discomfort. The injury kept him on the bench, alone and in full view of everyone, a good chunk of the time.
“Someone's pitching a tent!” one of the other guards shouted when he stood up to rejoin the rest.
Big was quick to sit back down, surreptitiously crossing one leg over the other, but the view had been obvious and the other guards were fully enjoying his humiliation.
“You didn't!” Porsche snickered.
“How dare you? That would be so unethical! I sure hope the issue won't cause him too much distress.”
He glanced at her smirking face with one raised eyebrow.
“Still struggling with the innocent act, huh?”
“Yeah, I just can't keep a straight face when I try.”
They observed the others jeer and mock Big, who did his best to seem unaffected, though his shoulders were raised and his expression tense.
Half-way through crawling on their bellies, Ken's face suddenly looked abnormally strained and his movements slowed down, becoming stilted. Jay and Porsche shared a look, trying hard to hide their laughter as they continued forward, pretending to be oblivious. On the way back, Jay's eyes caught Ken's and she flashed a quick grin.
The absolute rage on his face made it even redder and he looked like he was about to explode, though to his credit, he managed to keep it together, while Chan was still observing everyone. He reached the end and quickly adjusted his pants to hide the erection when standing up. There were too many eyes on Big, so the two made do with sharing a knowing glance before both leered at Jay, who smiled sweetly at each of them.
While she saw nothing of the pair, during the rest of her daily work, she overheard the other bodyguards talking about the incident and several small groups were laughing quietly among each other.
It was only when she was alone in her room that Ken burst in, slamming the door shut behind him as he glared at her. She looked him up and down, a slow smirk growing on her face, as her gaze lingered at his bulging pants.
“Hello, Bitch-Boy.”
“You! You did this!”
She lifted her eyes and tapped an index finger on her lips.
“Did what?”
“You know what!”
“I don't see how anyone could know. You're really not explaining yourself very well.”
He sputtered, gesturing to his pants, but the words did not come out. She kept looking puzzled, making no attempt at easing his already heightened level of frustration.
“You put something in our water, I know it!”
“To what end?”
“To humiliate us! Because of you, everyone saw Big's... And mine hasn't... It's still...”
He kept gesturing, unwilling to speak the actual words.
“Everyone saw Big's what? Underwear? Mole? Left Earlobe?”
She put on a serious expression, leaning slightly forward.
“Did he get his belly button pierced?”
“You made our dicks hard in the middle of training!” he finally yelled, only to immediately blush, though he tried to keep his glare.
“Did I? I had no idea I had such an effect on my fellow colleagues.”
“That's not what I... Ugh, you're just...”
His fists were clenched tight, as he fidgeted, his eyes darting back and forth from hers.
“You put something in the water that gave us erections, didn't you?”
Though he was speaking through clenched teeth, his voice had calmed down, though his body continued to tremble, every muscle tensed.
“Hmm, that doesn't sound like me.”
“Cut the crap!”
“I'm serious. Why would I tamper with your drinks?”
“Because you're a psycho-freak!”
“While that has certainly been established, I don't particular have a fondness for randomly drugging people. And even if I did, why would I pick you and Big?”
“To get back at us for what we did to Kinn's drink!”
“Ah!”
Ken blanched as he realized what he had just blurted out but Jay's smile turned predatory.
“So, you admit to tampering with your boss' drink, trying to poison him?”
“N-no, we knew he'd make you drink it.”
“So, you poisoned me.”
He pressed his lips together, but his expression became uncertain. Jay took a step towards him.
“If you did that, I would have a good reason to get back at you, wouldn't I?”
“You could have done something else.”
She chuckled.
“You're right. For a while, I considered using laxatives, then sabotaging the card reader on your door and lock the doors to every public bathroom, leaving you scrambling for somewhere to shit out your bowels.”
“That's disgusting!”
“True. I also didn't want to do that to the cleaning staff.”
She took another step.
“But then there's Devil's Breath. Ever heard of it?”
Ken shook his head, swallowing visibly; he tried to stand his ground, but his body was slowly leaning away from her.
“Nasty little piece of work. You blow it in someone's face and they become completely compliant, like a puppet, for 24-hours. And afterwards, they remember nothing.”
Their eyes were locked and she moved forward again, until they were centimeters apart.
“I could have had you run around the estate, naked, asking anyone you came upon to fuck you.”
He started backing away but she followed, until he was pressed up against the door.
“I could have made you kneel in front of me, begging me to let you eat my pussy.”
She place an arm on either side, locking him in place, as she leaned in, keeping her lips and the tip of her nose millimeters from his skin, while she continued talking, her warm breath fanning across his cheek and jaw as she moved her mouth closer to his ear. His breath caught but he made no move to get away.
“So, the next time you decide to poison me for shits and giggles, either make sure you kill me or get ready for a world of misery.”
She pulled back, catching his dazed eyes.
“Now, run along Bitch-Boy, I don't have time to play with you tonight.”
Pushing off from the door, she made a small noise of amusement while turning away. Before she could take another step, an arm closed above her elbow and spun her around, then Ken crashed his mouth against hers.
The action left her stunned for a moment. When her brain kicked into gear, she returned the kiss, matching his fervor with her own while tearing at his clothes, eager for it all to be gone. The feeling of Ken's desperate lips against hers awoke a blazing torrent of heat inside her body.
His tongue graced her mouth and she yielded to it, letting him in, seeking it with her own. She tore open his shirt, heedless of the buttons scattering around them. After discarding his jacket and ruined shirt, his hands were in her hair. He broke away from the kiss pulling her head backwards, to run his lips over her jaw and down her neck, in small, firm movements.
His hot lips left trails of fire on her skin and she sighed clinging to his body and tilting her head to the side, giving him full access. He reached the hollow, where her neck and shoulder met, swirling his tongue over the spot before biting down on it. She hissed, tendrils of electricity running through her, sending delicious tingles out to the farthest parts of her body. His teeth scraped over her skin and she bit her lip, raking her nails over his shoulders. A shudder rumbled through him and his arms wound around her body, pulling her closer as he sought her lips again.
His heat and eagerness stoked her own desire, and she nibbled at his lower lip, pulling on it before attacking his mouth again. Every sound of pleasure he made turned her on and she held his head, letting her tongue explore his mouth.
He tugged on her her blouse, pulling it over her head and tossing it on the floor, before running his hand along the outside of her bra, the sensation of his fingers making her pant with anticipation, as she moved her hand down his pants. His erection had become obvious, straining against the black fabric. With a smirk, she let her fingertips run down the length, making his breath catch.
“How was it, walking around with this, all day?” she asked with a low chuckle.
He grit his teeth.
“I'll make you regret doing this to me.”
“I hope you don't plan a disappointing performance,” she noted, still teasing his dick.
“I have no reason to make it satisfying for you. This is all your fault to begin with.”
He grabbed her by the shoulders and pushed her back until she was pressed against the wall, his form looming over her.
“And if I ever get the chance, I'll make you pay for it with excruciating interest.”
The dark tone of voice did nothing to scare her, instead it sent a delightful shiver down her spine.
“I look forward to it, though I don't expect much. You seem a bit...inexperienced.”
His expression darkened and the grip on her shoulders tightened. She could feel him twitch where her hand was still pressed against him and it made her smile widen into a grin.
With vicious delight, she opened his pants, putting her hand down and he hissed through clenched teeth at her touch. In an instant he closed what small distance remained between them, and pressed his lips against hers in another heated kiss.
She started stroking up and down and he moaned against her mouth, his hands moving around her back and undoing her bra. She only stopped the movement to let it drop to the ground, then continued, and Ken sought out her nipples, his fingers circling and teasing the hardened tips. She gasped, letting go of the last of her restraint; with deft movements, Jay pushed off his pants and boxers, grabbing a firm hold of his cock.
While she stroked up and down, she grabbed the back of his head, bringing him in so she could run her tongue up his neck until she reached the earlobe, carefully pulling it between her teeth.
His groans began to grow louder and she bit down, causing him to cry out, though it tapered into a soft moan as a tremble ran through him. His fingers trailed along her waistband and she pulled back with a small laugh.
“Ready to see how smooth I am?”
He nodded, quickly dipping down to pull a condom out of his pants pocket, ripping it open with his teeth. Jay grabbed it from him, and took great enjoyment in pushing it down his shaft, watching as his expression twist with pleasure and frustration.
“Had no clue you were so responsible,” she teased, letting her nails caress over the rubber. “Or did you seek me out hoping to get your dick wet?”
“Shut up,” he growled, pushing her pants down.
“Make me.”
He lifted her up, and she wrapped her legs around him, guiding his length to her entrance. He kissed her, his mouth rough and ardently devouring hers, while he pressed her up against the wall, eager to dive into her, but she held him at bay, as her fingers wound their way into his hair. She teased his tip, letting him touch the inside of her before pulling away again. Eventually, he broke off the kiss, glaring at her.
“I hate you,” he sneered, wrapping his arms around to keep her in place.
With a violent thrust, he entered her and the chuckle his comment had elicited ended on a groan as she felt him fill her up. His dick rubbing against her in angry bursts was every bit the passion she needed and she matched his movements, grinding her hips against him as heat and electricity mixed and pooled inside her.
Ken's lips found her nipple, his tongue circling it, teasingly, before his mouth closed over it, his teeth latching on and pulling. The exquisite pain shot through her and she moaned, arching her back to press her breast harder against his mouth. His tongue took over, laving the puckered tip before he placed several small bites on the surrounding skin.
Jay was panting, her body aflame with desire and need. She grabbed him by the hair, pulling his head back before sinking her teeth into his shoulder, opposite the mark she had already given him, though this time, she did not break his skin and he was far less eager to be rid of her, instead pressing them both firmer against the wall, holding her tighter.
“Don't you dare leave a mark!” he warned, thrusting into her even harder.
She chuckled, letting go of his neck and running her fingers over the scar on the other side.
“I already did.”
“Fuck you!”
“You already are.”
He covered her mouth with his, no doubt in a bid to keep her quiet, and increased their speed. He hit a spot inside her which sent a jolt through her entire body and she clung to him as he aimed for the same place, both panting between kisses as the pressure built. Her body craved to be closer, to feel more of his heat and have him deeper inside of her, and so she pulled on him, using her legs and angling her body to let him penetrate further and she could hear the effect on his voice, coming in short, panting grunts, while she was pushed to the very edge before tipping over it.
Jay groaned as the orgasm washed over her, squeezing Ken between her thighs while she rode the wave of pleasure. He increased the rhythm, soon following her as he emptied himself inside her. Their moans mixed as the tremors of pleasure raced through their bodies.
In the aftermath, neither spoke, letting the silence settle between them, as they parted. While Jay felt mostly sated and relaxed, it was clear her guest had a much harder time; she found it almost amusing how fervently he avoided looking at her, while gathering his clothes, hurriedly dressing himself.
“This...never happened,” he said, while closing his jacket to hide the ruined shirt underneath.
“Provided you manage to keep yourself and your BFF in check, I can agree to that.”
“Are you blackmailing me?”
She tilted her head, looking him in the eye.
“Would you really like to argue semantics with me?”
Instead of replying, he pulled on the hem of his jacket, gave her a curt nod and rushed out of the room. Jay yawned, pulling out her body in a languid stretch, figuring she had time for a quick shower before training with Chan started.
The clump of food landed in the water, immediately breaking apart. Pale shapes, barely longer than a hand, came to the surface, gobbling up the feast.
Porsche threw another pinch at the pond, quietly watching the fish eat in the moonlit water. He was squatting on the low brick wall, holding the feeding box in one hand, watching the rings spread and intersect wherever a mouth kissed the surface.
“Khun doesn't usually allow anyone to feed his precious 'babies'.”
Deep and smooth, the voice fit the quiet night air, mixing with the breeze, caressing his skin. He stood, stepping down from the wall, as Kinn came to stand next to him.
“I feel responsible. It was my fault his old fish died.”
“And this isn't just an excuse to get out of watching TV with him?”
Porsche averted his eyes with a sheepish smile.
“Can't it be both?”
Kinn returned the smile.
“I won't rat you out. Unless you somehow manage to kill them again.”
“That's fair. So, why are you out here?”
He raised an eyebrow.
“Shouldn't I be? I do occasionally venture into my own garden, you know.”
“I just thought you'd be busy with mafia-stuff.”
Porsche explained, fishing out a cigarette.
“'Mafia-stuff'?”
He nodded while lighting up, speaking out the corner of his mouth.
“Yeah, you know, making secret deals, spying on the other families, whatever.”
“You have no clue what a mafia is and how it works, do you?”
Blowing out a cloud of smoke, Porsche shook his head.
“No, none.”
Kinn sighed, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Not every day is about scheming and threatening. The clan has legitimate businesses which need to be managed, investments to overlook and new projects to plan out. Most of my day-to-day work is done on the computer.”
“Well that's disappointing. Here I thought you were this big bad baddie, feared by the whole city! I mean, you even kicked my ass on that boat...and pulled a gun on me.”
Kinn rolled his eyes, scoffing.
“That's still part of it, it's just not everything. For fuck's sake, you were there when I was attacked at the product launch!”
“Oh...right.”
Porsche wasn't sure how he had managed to forget the biggest blunder of his career...so far, at least. The events were still vivid in his mind, yet it was hard to think of that one incident as a regular occurrence when most days were so peaceful.
“Ever since I was announced as the heir, people have wanted me dead. Before that, they were happy to think Khun would take over.”
“They want an erratic eccentric in charge?”
“He's unpredictable but poorly equipped to handle social interactions, especially with people on his on own level. Being so isolated, he never learned how to properly judge someone's motivations or predict the consequences of trusting them too much.”
Porsche felt his shoulders tense as Kinn looked right at him. After a few moments, the gaze became too heavy for him and he averted his eyes.
“I don't have any reason to betray Khun.”
“That means nothing. Someone could easily give you a reason.”
Porsche tilted his head, narrowing his eyes.
“Is that really how you see me?”
Kinn's demeanor remained unchanged as he calmly observed the tense stance.
“If someone threatened your family...”
Porsche clenched his fists, his entire body tensing up, knowing what came next.
“Are you telling me that wouldn't be a reason?”
For a long time, he didn't answer. It wasn't a scenario he had ever pondered but it might one day become a possibility. But what could he say?
“Even if they did, I wouldn't just sell him out. I'd come up with something.”
“'Something', huh?”
A grim smile spread on Kinn's face.
“You can't save everyone, Porsche. And refusing to choose means you won't save anyone.”
Chapter 17: I Don't Remember, But My Heart Does
Notes:
Alright Fellas and Fellinas (and the rest)!
I'm back with another chapter. This one took a while to write, and I'm still not sure I'm completely satisfied, so there may be some shadow editing, later on.
It does jump scenes a lot, and technically, I could just make it into several chapters, but I'd rather give you guys more to read 😉
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH for the AWESOME response to the last chapter, I was absolutely blown away and it makes writing so much more fun! Anyways, four parts means four pics, so obviously, I've been digging through google to bring you a nice glamour shot of the bodyguards, hope you enjoy!
Chapter Text
Chapter 17: I Don't Remember, But My Heart Does
“Okay, you're angry with me,” Jay groaned, rolling over on her side.
Chan, being his usual stoic self, was as stone faced as ever.
“What gives you that idea?”
“Call it a feeling...of being slammed onto the floor. Repeatedly.” She had lost count around the sixth time and was now just waiting for the lesson to be over.
“Do I have a reason to be angry?”
It felt like a trick question. She got on her feet before answering...just in case.
“None that I know.”
It was a lie, she knew full well why he was pissed, but there was no reason to make it easy for him. Well, maybe except for the building soreness in her body.
“Then I must not be angry.”
She narrowed her eyes at him but it had no effect. Entering battle stance with a great deal of hesitation, she gave him a slow nod and he came at her with all the ferocious will of a charging beast and she landed back on the ground within a minute.
“Oh, come on! You can't tell me...that wasn't personal!” she coughed, trying to regain her breath.
“You said it yourself: I have no reason to be upset.”
“Yet, clearly you are!” She flipped onto her stomach and slowly got back up, rolling her shoulders with a grimace. “I think you've rearranged my bones.”
“You're not that frail.”
With a grumble, she dropped back down to sit on the ground.
“We're not done.”
“I am. This shit hurts!”
He frowned, showing the first hint of actual emotion that evening.
“I have no need for weaklings among my people.”
“And I have no need to prove myself through senseless pain,” she countered. “Either admit you're angry or stop punishing me.”
She met his gaze, refusing to back down as the silence settled between them, loaded with unspoken words. Eventually, he was the one to look away.
“Get up.” His voice was softer but still commanding and she got on her feet despite having no particular desire to follow the order. When he dropped into a combat stance she rolled her eyes but followed suit.
The next round was a complete switch and she finally had room to breath, as she countered his attacks, using every chance to try and get one over on him. He left openings for her to exploit and they settled into a more familiar rhythm, one Jay had come to look forward to, over the weeks. Every attack, deflection, side-step and throw was carefully carried out and guided towards a better version, every attempt just a little better than before. Just sparring against Chan, she was constantly improving and getting a little closer to beating him...or at least landing on her ass less.
Right when she felt secure in their routine, he switched it up, taking her by surprise, and managed to pin her to the ground. She struggled, but knew it was pointless. Besides, it was far more comfortable than his previous victories, so she didn't mind handing him this one.
“Alright, I give.”
He said nothing, looming above her, quiet and large. There was so much power in his presence, that even though she didn't feel threatened it was still overwhelming.
“You're still angry,” she guessed with a sigh.
“And why would that be?”
For a moment, she considered keeping up the charade, but continuing with this kind of animosity would make her favorite part of the day a chore. And it only had a little to do with not liking the idea of having Chan be angry with her. A very little.
“This is about Big and Ken.”
“The two you've been at odds with since the beginning and who recently poisoned you? Yes.” The edge in his voice did not seem directed at her, neither did the anger in his eyes.
“You figured it out.”
“It wasn't hard to guess.”
She acceded his point, with a small nod.
“I didn't fight them, this time, and you weren't out any people, so it's not the same.”
“You still took an unnecessary risk. And once again, you didn't trust me to handle it.” His teeth were clenched and the grip on her wrists tightened.
“It's not about trust.”
“It is to me. You're one of my people, Jay.”
The words stirred something within and she squirmed, trying to dispel the heat building in her chest. He continued, not paying attention to her unease.
“If someone is harassing you, I want you to tell me...no matter who it is.”
There was a weight behind the pause, something more than just a promise to hold his own people accountable. She met his eyes, dark and filled with certainty. For a long moment, she struggled with what to say. His body against hers made it hard to think. Had he always been this warm?
“Is that... Do you tell all the bodyguards that?” She immediately wanted to retract the question. She wasn't even sure what kind of answer she wanted, let alone expected.
For a long moment, he observed her with a gauging expression.
“I usually don't have to. They consider this job an honor, so they're easy to keep in line.”
“You could just say I'm a chore to handle,” she grumbled.
“I thought I just did.” The raised eyebrow coupled with his dry tone was enough to break the tension between them and Jay ended up chuckling despite herself.
“I guess I could easy up on the revenge schemes.”
When he made no move to let up, she made a sound of resignation.
“And I'll try and...trust-” she began, choking slightly on the word, before swallowing and trying again: “trust you.”
“I hope you do,” he said, letting go of her wrists and getting up. “Because there's a meeting with the Heißler family tomorrow, and I've suggested to bring you along.”
She got up from the floor with a furrowed brow.
“Why?”
“Because you're one of our best. And because a few of the usual crew are still nursing the wounds you gave them.”
Jay shook her head.
“I didn't hurt anyone that badly.”
“I meant the wounds to their pride. They've made it quite clear they won't return to work as long as you're employed.”
She snorted.
“I hope you're not expecting me to feel guilty about that.”
“They made their choice, and I have no use for fools who think there's a limit to who can get the best of them.” He folded his arms over his chest, his demeanor as uncompromising as his words.
Jay took the time to think the offer over. Though she had no immediate reasons to reject it, that did not equate to making it a good idea. Her mind was fuzzy on the Heißler family, outside of knowing they were generally neutral when it came to conflict between the other families.
“What would I be doing, exactly?”
“You'd be stationed somewhere in the hotel, keeping an eye on any suspicious activity.”
It meant no direct interaction with the members of the family itself, and only limited time in their vicinity. She could see herself managing that much.
“Alright, I'll go.”
“This isn't an invitation, it's an order.”
“What luck I have no intention of disobeying, then,” she drawled.
Porsche hesitated on the doorstep to the balcony, taking in his boss's latest fashion statement. The word 'loud' came to mind as bright red and green clashed on a full-body monstrosity littered with roaring tigers and blazing suns. If someone were to shoot him dead for the outfit alone, Porsche would be hard-pressed to blame them.
“Master Tankhun,” Porsche said, hoping to pull his attention away from his reflection in a small round mirror in his hand.
When Khun made no move to look away from himself, Porsche glanced around, noting the odd quiet. It seemed the perfect excuse to leave and get himself a snack from the kitchen.
“Did Arm and Pol oversleep again? You know what, I'll just go get them.”
“No need,” Khun said as Porsche turned around. “Papa has an important meeting today, so he took all the best bodyguards with him.”
Porsche stiffened before turning back to Tankhun, who was still fully absorbed by his hair.
“Let's dye our hair, today!” Khun declared, pulling out a box of store bought coloring. “With this, yours will look just like mine.” He read the instruction in an excited chatter, not realizing his bodyguard wasn't listening.
Porsche could not believe they had left him behind to babysit a grown man, while the rest of them got to go on a mission. He had no doubt it was Kinn's doing, again. What the hell was that guy's problem?
So, he had bungled the first mission and made a mess with the minor family, but most people messed up when they first started a new job, so why was he being singled out?
“Hey!” Khun called, when he realized he was talking to himself. He observed Porsche agitated face and scoffed.
“Don't look like that. Kinn said someone with your test results would only get yourself killed, anyway. So, keeping you where it's safe makes more sense, right?”
There was no good counterargument. Porsche knew his lackadaisical attitude regarding the training schedule was all on him and a bodyguard who couldn't even keep up with the daily workout would just become a hindrance if things went sideways. It still stung and it was hard not to feel slighted, which was probably the desired effect.
“Trust me, staying safe is for the best,” Khun continued, seemingly annoyed with Porsche's low mood. “You can help me with my hair, too. I want it more reddish, like dark red. It's gonna be so fetch!”
Porsche rolled his eyes, his mind still on the fact that he wasn't considered good enough, despite being chased down and all but forced to work for the clan. He had considered himself skilled enough to compete with the best of them, but he was now painfully aware he wasn't worth considering for any important jobs.
“Would you snap out of it?”
He looked at Khun who was pouting while shooting him an irritated glare.
“Who cares about those guys? You and I can have our own fun without them! Wanna play a game? Watch a new show? I would even consider an action show, if you want.”
“What I want isn't inside the estate.”
Khun's face brightened.
“Oh, you wanna go to the bar? I'm game!”
“Hum Bar is closed this early in the day,” Porsche explained.
“Well, then I'm out of ideas!”
He observed Khun for a moment, wondering if the question on his mind would create more trouble than he needed, right then.
“Master Khun, don't you ever miss the outside world?”
Tankhun became very still, looking out at Crescenda, spread out towards the East.
“There's nothing out there I can't enjoy here.”
“But you didn't use to be cooped up here, did you?” Porsche came and sat next to him, though Khun backed away a little. “What happened when you were kidnapped?”
Khun's eyes wandered and he kept up a childish pout but eventually shrugged.
“I don't actually remember. They said the shock made me forget most of it. I was tied up, mostly, and then there was a big battle to rescue me and...someone died.”
“'Someone'?”
The same flicker of frustration as before crossed his face before he shook his head in annoyance.
“Yes, 'someone'. I was traumatized, I don't remember who they were.”
Porsche narrowed his eyes, causing Khun to slap him on the chest.
“Don't give me that look! You weren't there. Besides, it's not like I don't miss them.”
“How can you miss them when you don't even remember who they are?”
“I don't remember, but my heart does.” Khun pursed his lips, looking thoughtful. “It's quite poetic, really. You know, I sometimes dream about them? Of course, I don't remember the dream, either.”
“Then how do you know the dream was about them?”
He looked at Porsche like a patient adult might look at child who asked what love is.
“Because of the feeling, of course!”
He didn't elaborate further and Porsche wasn't sure he would get a more coherent answer from him. However, the conversation had clearly affected the otherwise rambunctious oldest son, who seemed lost in his own thoughts.
“Would you like to play a game?” Porsche asked, mostly concerned with getting his boss back to his usual mood.
“I'm not in the mood, anymore.”
Porsche kept trying to cheer him up but Khun was barely responding, his eyes distant. With a sigh, Porsche gave up, wondering why he could never keep his mouth shut. After a few minutes like that, he was struck by an idea.
“Hey, Khun! I got a spare key for Jay's room!”
Khun gave him a disturbed look.
“So?”
“So, guess where her zipline gear is?”
“The Heißler family is notoriously impartial in most matters concerning the Families,” Chan explained as they moved through the hotel. “Since Mr. Don is sending the Savellis against us, we need to find allies and they're our best bet.”
“When I asked if this counted as a business trip, I really just wanted to know whether raiding the mini-fridge would be considered a work expense, but...okay.”
The glance Jay received from him made her grin. Something about his calm exasperation always tempted her to get under his skin. It was probably best not to dig into the whys of it.
“One of the smaller conference rooms has been reserved for the meeting, and only two bodyguards on each side is allowed to join the talks. Master Kinn has chosen Pete and I will accompany Master Korn.”
Jay nodded, saying nothing against the arrangement, while Chan pointed out some unfamiliar men in suits.
“The bodyguards from Heißler are all in blue and while they're professional, they're not unfriendly, so there's no need to be antagonistic towards them.”
“Wouldn't dream of it.”
Chan stopped and turned towards her with a severe expression.
“This is important. I've overlooked a lot of your problematic behavior back at the estate, but you won't get away with pulling something like that, with these guys. Do you understand?”
“No ruffling their feathers,” she summarized, nodding.
He held her gaze for a moment longer, gauging her sincerity, then moved on.
“Even if the meeting doesn't pan out, it's imperative that we keep the relationship intact. The last thing we need is to hand an ally to our enemies.”
“Heißler would never work with Savelli.” The odd look from Chan, quickly made her amend her statement. “From what I hear.”
“Let's not find out.”
The tour ended at the elevator on the floor dedicated to the meeting, where Arm was already waiting along with two bodyguards in navy-blue suits.
“You and Arm, along with Caspar and Florian, here, will be in charge of keeping others away from the floor. Anyone coming up has to be cleared by either myself or Mr. Brahm.”
“Mr. Brahm's the Heißler family's chief of security,” Arm clarified, in a whisper, as Jay came near.
“Depending on how long the meeting lasts, you'll be rotated with Big and Pol, later,” Chan continued. “If we stay, overnight, there'll be enough downtime to rest and eat. In the meantime, look sharp!”
Jay unconsciously straightened her back, along with Arm, earning a nod of approval from the chief before he left.
“And I thought Brahm had a stick up his ass,” one of the blue-clad guards noted with a wary glance in Chan's direction.
“To be fair, I 've been causing him a fair amount of trouble already, so...” Jay revealed, leaning against the wall with a shrug.
“I'm surprised the Theerapanyakuns are willing to hire a female bodyguard,” his colleague noted, nodding towards her. “They've been known as the sausage party clan for a while, now.”
“You should mind your tone.” Arm's voice was low and dark.
Jay looked at him, raising her eyebrows at his obvious hostility.
“It's not like they're wrong. Though not so much a party as just kinda...dangling.”
The two bodyguards chuckled.
“With you around, I doubt there's much dangling of anything.” The first one smirked, sending an appreciative glance down her body.
She could sense Arm tense up and gave him a tiny nudge, before beaming a smile at the others.
“Appreciate the compliment, cutie, but I'm strictly here on business.”
He put a hand over his heart in an exaggerated manner.
“Ah, my wounded pride. Can I at least ask your name?”
“Only if I can have yours too.”
He grinned.
“That's fair. I'm Caspar.”
She nodded and turned her head to the other guy.
“So, can I assume you're Florian, then?”
The other guy nodded and winked at her, making her chuckle.
“Alright. I'm Jay. I only just started working for the family, which, as you've correctly observed, is a little lacking in female energy.”
“If they give you a hard time, Heißler has never had a problem with hiring women, as long as they're skilled,” Caspar said with a crooked smile.
“Don't go poaching our people,” Arm interjected.
“Then maybe you should treat them better,” Florian observed.
“And what makes you so sure I am skilled?” Jay deliberately ignored the outburst of the other two.
“The Theerapanyakuns aren't known for hiring amateurs.”
“Hmm, I'm not sure I agree.”
“Hey!” Arm stared at her and she burst out laughing at his offended expression.
“Relax! I'm kidding. Though your reaction is adorable.”
He proceeded to blush and she turned her attention back.
“Much as I appreciate the offer, I enjoy messing with these guys too much to give it up.”
“I can see why.”
“Do you see her?”
“I'm old, not blind,” Brahm grumbled, looking at the security screen. “Mind telling me why this is so important?”
Chan hesitated, running a hand through his hair a few times before answering.
“Does she look at all familiar to you?” The question came out rushed, causing Brahm to raise an eyebrow at him.
“Should she? This is still CCTV footage, not a close up photo, you know.”
“I know. I'll introduce you to her, later.”
Brahm's bemusement deepened.
“What exactly is it you want me to see?”
“I think she's been involved with the Families in the past. But it may have been before my time.”
Brahm looked back at the screen, this time taking in the small image with greater interest.
“If that's the case, I'm sure you'd be able to find some record of her. Why ask me?”
Chan exhaled through the nose, not looking at him.
“I've already searched my sources but I can't be sure of anything about her. There's no sign of her existence, prior to cropping up as a guardian to another employee, almost twenty years ago.”
Brahm absorbed the information, moving his head from side to side as he digested and sorted through it.
“Where was she working prior?”
“Center Tower.”
The was a humph from him, as his fingers tapped on the low desk.
“No wonder you had little luck. CT's all hidden files and isolated cells.”
Chan didn't need to voice his agreement, just like he didn't need to point out the sky was blue and water made you wet.
“You've worked for the Families longer than anyone else. Even if you don't recognize her, you may have some connections who would.”
Brahm turned fully towards him with a serious expression.
“And what exactly is it you're worried about? Do you think she's plotting against your employer?”
The warning note in his voice did not escape Chan's notice and he knew he had to word his thoughts carefully. If the Heißlers got wind of someone on the other side being suspicious, it could derail the talks before they even began, or it could make them err on the side of caution and just shoot Jay before she became a problem. Neither option was good but the latter was particularly distasteful to him. However, if he lied and were found out, it could start an internal conflict with the other family and possibly spell both their deaths.
“I don't. She was reluctant to work for us, though she seems to feel that way about the Families as a whole.”
Brahm nodded. There was nothing unusual about such apprehension within the general populace.
“However, she shows great concern for Master Khun and Master Kinn and outside of being inexperienced, I have found no alarming behavior.”
“Then to what end is this investigation?”
Chan exhaled, trying to find the best way to formulate his concerns without causing unnecessary misunderstanding.
“Whatever she's hiding, I believe it's tied to the internal history of the Theerapanyakun clan. I want to make sure I'm prepared, should that history contain some unwanted skeletons.”
Brahm seemed skeptical but said nothing for or against, so Chan continued.
“I need this to be done, discretely. If there's nothing of note, I want to be able to act like I know nothing.” At the curious glance from Brahm, he elaborated: “Master Korn is fond of her, and I would hate for this to trouble him, unduly.”
The old man considered everything he had heard. Chan waited patiently as he looked at the screen again, his fingers still tapping against the desk surface.
“By asking for my help, you understand I'll have to take action if I uncover something I deem a threat to our clan?”
Chan nodded.
“Provided you keep any information not in that category to yourself.”
“It seems we have reached an accord,” came the reply.
Chapter 18: Easier to Carry On
Notes:
Hear ye, hear ye! You're damn right I hear ya! And I shall answer!
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Chapter 18: Easier to Carry On
Kinn woke up to the sound of his outer door opening and he immediately reached for the gun in his nightstand, when the intruder rushed into his bedroom.
“Hide me!”
“Porsche?” He stared as his newest bodyguard frantically looked around the room. “What the fuck are you doing here?”
“Jay's after me, and she's pissed, I need to lay low for a while.”
Porsche caught sight of the long curtains in front of the glass door and quickly went behind them but it was quickly revealed that despite his slender build, the fabric still bulged revealingly. He looked around some more when his eyes landed on the bed. Kinn raised an eyebrow.
“Don't even think about it!”
A sound from the hallways sent Porsche scampering across Kinn to take up hiding under the duvet, the latter groaning as his feet failed to avoid the body already beneath.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Kinn hissed.
“It'll just be for a couple of minutes, promise!”
“Absolutely not! Get out!”
He pulled on the duvet but Porsche held a tight grip on it.
“Just tell her your friend from last night stayed over, she won't suspect a thing,” he urged, diving under the covers.
“This is my room, you have no business barging in here and jumping into my bed!”
Porsche peeked out with narrowed eyes.
“Why're you being so difficult? It's not a big deal.” Something seemed to occur to him as he said and he smiled, slyly. “Oh, are you naked under there?” he asked, lifting the duvet, only for Kinn to push it back down, glaring at him.
“How's that any of your business?”
“What? Are you shy? I can take my clothes off, if it makes you feel better.”
Porsche started rummaging around under the bedding and Kinn was quick to shove at him.
“Stop that!”
“Why? What's-”
The noise of Kinn's outer door opening again made them both freeze.
“Hide!” Porsche whispered and they dove under.
“Wait, why am I hiding? This is my room!” Kinn moved to get out, but Porsche quickly pulled him back, covering his mouth while holding a finger to his lips.
“Shh! It's too late, you're an accomplice, now!”
“Kinn? Are you in here?”
The hand on Kinn's mouth tightened and he glared at Porsche, who was occupied with listening to the approaching footsteps. Despite his irritation, he kept still, not entirely sure why he was being pulled along.
Being forced to breath through his nose, it was impossible not to pick up Porsche's scent. It was more...discrete than he had thought. There were slight hints of citrus, probably from a body wash. It suited him. It was nice.
Footsteps got closer and Kinn could feel his heartbeat speed up. For whatever reason, he did not want to be found, and so he kept still, as the sound drew nearer.
“Kinn? Porsche? Porsche, if you're hiding in here, I'm gonna nail your scrotum to the wall!”
Porsche's breath caught on a hiss and Kinn quickly covered his mouth, sharing a look with him. He could feel Porsche's lips twist into a grin and the sensation made him mirror the expression.
They stayed like that, centimeters apart in that small space, neither daring to move for fear of discovery.
It was complete nonsense, of course; if Jay were to enter the bedroom, they would be found in an instant, covered or not, but luckily, the noise stayed outside the bedroom door. Jay soon retreated and they both pulled the cover away, gasping. Porsche was laughing while Kinn tried to keep an ear out for further sounds.
“What the hell did you do?” he asked, when he was sure they were alone.
“Khun was moping and I wanted to cheer him up. So, I kinda sneaked into Jay's room and stole her gear.”
Kinn's displeasure must have been obvious because he quickly continued.
“It was only supposed to be for an hour or two, but Khun's refusing to give it back and Jay figured out I was behind it, so now she's on the war path.”
“You realize she'll find you sooner or later?”
Porsche rolled his eyes.
“Of course. I just need her to get out of berserker mode, first.”
Kinn sighed, getting out of bed to get dressed.
“If I'd known how much trouble a pair of siblings would be, I'd have thought twice about hiring you.”
“Oh, come on. You got two brothers, this place must have been a battleground, when you were kids.”
Kinn hesitated, holding a shirt in his hand.
“It wasn't really like that for us.”
Porsche seemed to pick up on the shift in mood, his expression becoming serious.
“Why not?”
“Ever since Khun's kidnapping, we all had a sort of...realization, I suppose. We weren't just kids, we were the future of one of the most powerful mafia families in the country.”
He pulled on the shirt, his expression back to being closed off.
“Each of us could die at any moment. It's easier to carry on when we keep our distance.”
Porsche's eyes seemed to bore into him but he avoided them, instead focusing on taking on his watch.
“You know, I used to be really envious of other kids at my school...and in my club, hell, even on the street.”
The bodyguard laid down on his back with his hands under his head, as he looked up at the ceiling, not really seeing it.
“Basically, anyone who had at least one living parent had something I would never get to have again.”
Kinn paused, listening to the words. He had not intended to share and certainly not to be sucked into someone else's past, but there was no helping it.
“I would feel like the poorest kid in the world, believing no one could ever understand how miserable I was. They were all so damn lucky, and here I was, struggling with missing my parents, every single day.”
There was a long silence, while Kinn waited for what came next. When no words were spoken, he looked towards Porsche who was observing him calmly.
“So, what changed?”
“Chay once said something which made me realize how spoiled I was acting. Our parents died before he could even remember what they looked like. To him, 'mom' and 'dad' are just people I'm telling him about. I have so much more than that. Yes, I lost them, but I also got to know them.”
“It's not always that simple,” Kinn argued, quietly.
“Probably not. But I have yet to meet anyone I'd rather not know, in case they die and it hurts. If it hurts that much, it must have been something really great, right?”
“...Right.” The admission surprised Kinn more than he expected and he cleared his throat, turning to look at Porsche, still laying on his bed. “Don't you think you've outworn your welcome?”
Porsche chuckled but got up, sauntering around the bed with his hands in his pockets. On his way to the door, he suddenly stopped, tapping his temple.
“That reminds me:” he said, turning towards Kinn and coming closer, “you know how you brought everyone along on yesterday's mission, except for me?”
“What about it?” Kinn asked, squaring his shoulders.
Porsche leaned in, close enough that Kinn could have counted his long eyelashes if he wanted to. Which he didn't! But he could.
“I'm gonna make you eat your heart out for that!” Porsche winked, turned around and walked away, leaving Kinn to figure out whether or not he wanted to acknowledge the tingling flame in his chest or not.
Porsche walked briskly down the hallway with Arm in tow.
“And you're sure this is gonna work?” Arm asked, trying to keep up.
“Trust me, when it comes to Jay, I've learned how to make her talk.”
Porsche turned his head to flash a reassuring grin, though it did not seem to appease his colleague.
“What if it doesn't work?”
He shrugged.
“Then we both die horribly and painfully.” The alarmed look on Arm's face made him burst out laughing. “Relax! How much of a villain do you think she is?”
“The way you describe it, we should be thankful to wake up, every morning.”
An awkward cough escaped Porsche's throat as he remembered saying those exact words in the past.
“Well, I may have exaggerated slightly. She can be a lot, but she won't kill us or anything.”
“Keep in mind, I'm not gonna help you improve if she freaks out on us.”
“I remember the deal,” Porsche scoffed. “Don't worry, I heard Kinn just gave her some major boondoggle, so she'll be plenty distracted.”
He reached her room and knocked on the door. Jay answered within a few seconds looking from Porsche to Arm with visible confusion.
“What brings you guys here?”
Porsche beamed a sweet smile at his sister.
“We heard you were drowning in paperwork, thought we'd offer our assistance.”
She narrowed her eyes at him.
“What are you up to?”
“Come on, Jay. We really just wanna help.” He kept an open expression but she seemed unconvinced and after a few moments, Porsche sighed in defeat. “Alright, so Khun has been begging to use the zipline again, and I was hoping by helping you, we could work out some sort of deal.”
“You mean after you stole it and I had to tear it from his weeping body?”
There was an awkward laugh from Porsche.
“At least, I'm coming straight to you, this time. I deserve credit for that, right?”
She contemplated his argument and though Arm did not find it convincing, it seemed the sister did possess a soft spot for her trouble making brother. She hesitated for another moment, before nodding and letting them both inside. The large table in her room was littered with packets of paper, all covered in text.
“Kinn tasked me with looking over the all the shares bought and sold within the last six months and mark out every time the buyer was a known associate of the other families.”
“That sounds like busywork. Did you piss him off or something?”
“It's actually an important task,” Arm argued. “Whoever does it gets directs insight into the financial details of the clan, so only the most trusted people get assigned to it.”
Porsche whistled.
“You're moving up in the world, huh?” he noted, impressed.
“Not by choice.”
He glanced over the many account statements.
“Did he at least give you a list of names to work from?”
She nodded, though did not seem pleased.
“It's not very comprehensive and there's a lot of missing information, so I've been going mainly from memory. Feel free to use it and handle those two stacks.” She gestured to a pair of piles, before sitting down to continue her work.
Porsche gestured for Arm to join him as they sat down at the opposite end of the table. After a couple of minutes of looking through and marking names, he nudged Arm and nodded towards Jay in a meaningful way. Arm quietly cleared his throat.
“Jay, about the security on your information as a runner?”
“What about it?” she muttered, still keeping her eyes on the paper in front of her.
“When I got the list, there was no one named 'Jay' or 'Blue' among the candidates.” He adjusted his glasses, nervously awaiting another dismissal from the hunched figure.
“You tried to hack the file?”
“I...did,” he admitted, tapping his foot against the leg of his chair.
“Every handler's list is equipped with a security protocol, which first takes the most identifying pieces of information and puts them through a hash,” she explained, still not looking at him. “The hashed info is randomized, de-hashed and then put through an approximator-AI, which spits out a plausible result and that result is printed onto the list.”
The influx of information was surprising enough that it took a moment for Arm to understand it all, while getting over the fact that he was currently conversing with someone who seemed barely aware of his presence.
“So I would never get the same list twice?”
“Due to the randomizer: no.” She flipped the page, still fully absorbed.
“And nothing on the list is true.”
“The biological sex and which area we're working in are accurate. The age is within a three year margin.”
Arm furrowed his brow.
“Why not scramble those as well?”
Jay shrugged, as her marker ran across the paper.
“Mostly for census purposes.”
He took a deep breath, hoping he could sneak the next question past her without raising alarm.
“How would I unravel the security protocol?”
“Impossible.”
The answer was immediate and for a second he stiffened. Porsche nudged him giving him a vague gesture of reassurance and after a moment, he did notice Jay had still not looked in their direction. The response seemed purely instinctual.
“Why is it impossible?”
“The randomized element was not built to be walked back, so unless you restructured the system from the ground up, there's no way to reverse it.”
“Meaning it can't be hacked?”
She shook her head.
“The handler's credentials is used along with a specific function which freezes the entire protocol in order to access the true list for a limited amount of time. If you were to hack it, you would go that route.”
Guilt started gnawing at Arm at the ease with which he could extract information from her.
“Couldn't you get in trouble for telling me?”
“Unlikely. None of the steps are unique to CT, the security lies in their combined usage. Nothing is patented or gives any advantage simply by being known.”
Arm looked to Porsche who seemed utterly disinterested in the conversation, his attention back on the lists.
“Then why didn't you want to talk about it, earlier?”
Jay froze and Arm could see Porsche's face go white next to him. She looked up at them and her eyes narrowed as they landed on her brother.
“You asshole! I told you to stop doing that!”
“Hey, easy now! We still wanna help.”
She sighed, tossing the marker on the table as she leaned back in her chair.
“Whatever, it's done now. What else do you want to know?” She looked at Arm who struggled with comprehending the quick changes in her mood.
“I'm sorry,” he mumbled, trying to shrink against his chair.
“It's fine. None of the information is confidential, I just don't like revealing much about myself, but with how persistent you were, it was only a matter of time before I'd have told you, myself.”
“Does that mean I'm safe?” Porsche asked, hopefully.
“Not a chance.”
“Isn't it a big risk from a bodyguard?” Arm asked, unable to contain his curiosity. “We're often handling sensitive information, and if distracting you means anyone can just ask...”
“I understand your concern but that's not quite how it works.” Jay sighed, fiddling with her ear stud. “Everyone has things they know not to say to anyone and then there's the stuff they're just guarded about revealing.”
“We've never been able to trick her into telling us what we'd be getting for our birthdays,” Porsche confirmed.
“Well, it was really illuminating to put it mildly,” Arm reflected. “I didn't realize Center Tower cared that much about their employees' safety.”
Jay shook her head.
“They don't. Though, it certainly helps them spin that narrative, it's used mostly to avoid poaching from other companies.”
“You have a surprisingly strong grasp on CT's security procedures.”
Jay seemed to mull something over before she answered.
“I should. I helped design them.”
Porsche's legs were pumping and he was pretty sure he had never moved so fast in his life. He jumped the last obstacle, rounded the volleyball net and stopped in front of Arm, who clicked the timer with his usual austere expression.
“.42 seconds below standard.”
“.42? Oh come on! That's nothing.”
Arm let his hand drop as he looked at Porsche over the rim of his glasses.
“Life and death is a game of time. After just one minute without oxygen, your brain cells begin to die.” He tapped Porsche's forehead. “At five minutes, you're on the verge of death.” He began circling Porsche as he continued speaking. “Put another way: a plane normally flies at a speed of 850 kilometers per hour, or 236 meters per second, well below the speed of sound at 343 meters per second.”
He came around Porsche's back, putting an arm to rest on his shoulder.
“An M16 bullet, on the other hand, travels at 840 meters per second. It will hit you before you even hear the shot.”
He went to stand in front of Porsche again, holding up the timer.
“All this to say that even a split second's delay, that 'nothing' as you call it, can be what gets you killed.”
Porsche felt the words settle like a chill in his bones, rapidly cooling the sweat on his skin.
“And that's why time is the most imperative resource to a bodyguard.” Arm tapped him on the chest. “You got a lot more to learn.” He moved to leave but Porsche held him back.
“Wait. Who's the best in each test?”
Arm looked around the gym.
“I'm first in the obstacle course and information-based tests. Pol can outrun anyone on a clear course. Pete dominates in lock picking and freeing himself, but underwater, Ken holds the record.” He counted off on his fingers as he spoke, his eyes looking up as he tried to remember ever discipline. “In hand-to-hand, Pete and Ken often switch between taking the first and second place and Big is particularly skilled at using a gun.”
“What about Chan?”
“He's Chief of Security, so his tests aren't counted among the rest of us. Suffice to say, he's earned his title.”
Porsche nodded, seeing the sense in that.
“And Jay?”
Arm seemed more pensive when her name came up, crossing his arms over his chest.
“She's tricky. Her initial results showed her as a Jack of all trades, master of none type. But seeing her in action, it becomes a little more difficult to say.”
It seemed there wasn't more to say on his sister, so Porsche tentatively turned his attention to the last person he wondered about.
“Where would Kinn rank?”
“Master Kinn excels in hand-to-hand and shooting, which is why Ken and Big are assigned to him, with Pete occasionally helping out.”
“Wouldn't it make more sense to balance him out?”
Arm chuckled.
“In a strictly statistical sense, yes. However, Kinn's style is focused more on his offensive capabilities. The people who help him need to be an aid in that, not a hindrance.”
Porsche thought it over, trying to figure out his own place in these rankings.
“So, if I wanted to go back to being Kinn's bodyguard... I would have to beat Ken, Big and Pete?”
Arm looked at him for a long moment.
“It's not just about results, Porsche.” The warning edge in his voice was enough to make Porsche pay extra attention. “The best results can't make up for a lack of reliability or loyalty. You have to be willing to risk your life to protect the family. Are you willing to do that? For Kinn?”
Notes:
About the hacking bit: I know a bit of programming so I can use some of the lingo, but obviously, that doesn't mean this story's assertion in regards to hacking are at all true to real life. Also, there are some small sci-fi elements in the story, mainly for plot purposes, so keep that in mind!
Chapter 19: A Very Scary Lady
Notes:
Hey hey!
Here's a new chapter with new goodie pics and hopefully some satisfying story developments!
As always, I appreciate each and everyone of you and you guys are awesome!
Now, for some juicy tidbit for all the Chan-Fans who read these notes: https://youtu.be/s4wWqdz01eM <-- this is an interview with Peter Knight (A.K.A. Chan) and guess what? He's even hotter! Because being ridiculously good-looking, stuffed into a suit and constantly looking classy as all fuck just wasn't enough, was it? Anyways, enjoy!
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Chapter 19: A Very Scary Lady
“I changed my mind!” Porsche groaned from the ground. “I'll go back to training with Jay, instead.”
“No backsies,” Jay chuckled from her seat next to the blue mats.
“Don't get distracted,” Chan admonished. “Your test is next week.”
He didn't need the reminder. Every day had been filled to the brim with training to prove himself and he had counted down the days with zeal. Keeping his goal in mind, he got back up and entered a combat stance, giving Chan a nod to begin.
The older man was on him in a split-second, and he only barely evaded the punch towards his midsection, quickly countering with a fist of his own, which was blocked. He noticed Chan's leg at the last moment, and put up his arm in defense, feeling the impact through his entire body. It caused him to stumble and he was put on the defensive for the duration of the round, which soon saw him landing on his back again.
He stayed down, taking the chance to catch his breath. Luckily, Chan did not seem too intent on getting him up, right away.
“I thought these sessions were meant for Jay,” a familiar voice mused.
Porsche turned his head to see Kinn standing at the entrance with his arms crossed. Compared to his own crumpled tracksuit and haggard state, the mafioso looked annoyingly clean and handsome in his black pants and crisp white shirt. Porsche turned his head back, willing the stark contrast away.
“Who am I to stand in the way of young talents, aiming to improve?” Jay countered, swaying from side to side in her seated position.
Kinn scoffed, drawing nearer to the mats.
“The 'talent' in question being this lout?”
“You mean the 'lout' who was the only one to convince Tankhun to leave the estate? Yes, that talent.”
Porsche stared at Jay whose face had stiffened, while her gaze was intently focused on Kinn as if daring him to argue. It seemed even Kinn had a line with her he couldn't just casually cross. To his credit, Kinn handled the retort well, showing no signs of being put in his place, though Porsche thought his posture seemed a little more rigid.
“And how is he doing?” Kinn asked Chan, who had stayed quiet during their exchange.
“He's quick to catch on and eager to learn. His results should improve significantly.”
Porsche rolled up to sit, furrowing his brow. He was improving? The pain in his backside suggested otherwise. But he had no reason to suspect Chan would lie, especially for his benefit.
Kinn nodded, his expression still as enigmatic as ever. Jay often claimed to be able to tell some of his thoughts, but Porsche sure as hell couldn't. When a dark gaze turned towards him, he unconsciously shifted, wondering if Kinn had heard his thoughts.
“Don't you feel Chan is a little above your league?”
Porsche shrugged to cover a sigh of relief, leaning back on his hands.
“Who else am I supposed to spar with? I've beaten the others, several times. Jay and I are too used to each other for me to improve much, so unless you're volunteering...?” He let the question trail off, figuring there was no way the Theerapanyakun heir was going to lower himself to training rookies.
“Alright,” Kinn agreed, to everyone's surprise. “I can spare a few minutes to kick your ass.”
Porsche grinned, feeling pumped as he jumped to his feet.
“If I remember correctly, I managed to throw a few surprises your way, last time.” His eyes veered towards Kinn's neck.
Kinn pursed his lips.
“You try any of those tricks again, I'll make you regret it.”
“Chill. I know better than to injure the guy I work for.”
“That is some god-awful trash talk. Just horrible,” Jay complained, looking from one to the other. “Where's the heat? The withering condemnation for each other's privates? Hell, I'd settle for a 'your mama' joke!”
Chan coughed into his hand, though it seemed a sly attempt at hiding a smile. Porsche mirrored Kinn's frown as they both looked at the other pair.
“It occurs to me this fight doesn't actually need an audience,” Kinn said in a flat voice.
“I was just thinking the same,” Porsche agreed.
Chan took the hint and gestured for Jay to leave with him. She stood with a scoff.
“Fine, but if I come back to see you give each other respectful feedback, there's gonna be hell to pay.”
They left and Porsche looked at Kinn, expectantly.
“Are you sure you're ready for this?”
His words made Kinn grin.
“I'm not scared of you.”
“We should fix that.” He attacked, aiming for Kinn's face. He was evaded as Kinn sidestepped and countered, only for Porsche to correct his course, grabbing Kinn's arm and pulling him close to give him a foot in the stomach.
Kinn staggered backwards and Porsche chased him, trying to hit him with a flying punch, but his target recovered faster than expected, shoving Porsche's arm out of the way and using Porsche's momentum to shove him forward, making him stumble to the ground. However, before he could be pinned, Porsche managed to hook a leg around Kinn's ankle and trip him up, quickly grappling him to the floor.
The fight was far more even this time around and Porsche could feel how much he had improved in a short time, as he matched Kinn's efforts. The sense of being toyed with was still there, but less pronounced. He often caught glimpses of Kinn's face and more than once, the mafioso seemed to be smiling. It was different from the usual smirk of arrogance, more...joyful?
As time went on, and they kept up their sparring, Porsche found that Kinn was not the only one smiling. Their styles seemed to complement each other, as they kept on testing and looking for weaknesses to exploit.
It was different from fighting the other bodyguards. While they tried to get the upper hand, this wasn't about proving who dominated. They were trying to figure each other out. Every movement revealed a tiny piece of the other person, letting them read each other more clearly, understand a little of what lay behind the concentrated faces.
During one clash, Porsche managed to get the upper hand and saw his chance to take Kinn out; slipping below the counter attack, he got up close and could see Kinn's eyes widen.
Time seemed to slow for a split-second, as their gazes collided; a look of confidence crossed Kinn's features and his body seemed about to wind up for some counter-measure but then...he hesitated. Porsche didn't know whether it was intentional or something distracted Kinn, but the next second, he had tackled the mafioso to the ground, quickly pinning him in place.
“Too slow! Now, say you give,” he demanded, grinning down at Kinn, who seemed more than a little perturbed.
“I give.” His voice was flat as he lay completely still.
“Yes!” Porsche threw his fists in the air, then dropped them, looking closer at Kinn. “Gotta admit, that was easier than I expected,” he noted. “You alright?”
Kinn pushed him off and got up, his expression distant. He looked down at his hand, then clenched it into a fist, nodding.
“I'm fine.” He looked at Porsche, his expression unreadable and his voice back to its usual cool detachment. “Guess you should do alright, next week.”
Porsche's puzzlement grew as he watched the other glance around, shifting his weight from one foot to the other for a moment, before leaving, not saying another word.
“What the fuck did you do to him?” Big yelled, barging into Jay's room with Ken in tow.
Ken had tried to dissuade his friend from taking action, but to no avail. Big was fed up with his altered behavior and intent on having it out with the person whom he had (correctly) guessed to be the reason.
“By 'him' I assume you mean the dejected Ken-doll standing next to you?”
Jay's gaze had not left the paper in front of her, even as she spoke, as if their clamoring entrance was nothing more than a minor nuisance, not worthy of her attention. It caused an itch inside Ken, making him want to tear those stupid documents to pieces, just to make a point to her about not ignoring him.
“You did something, didn't you? You threatened him or...something!”
She glanced at Big, the corner of her mouth quirking.
“Why don't you ask him?”
“He won't tell me.”
For the first time, she looked at Ken who was too embarrassed to meet her gaze, instead looking around the room as if visiting for the first time.
“Then why would I?”
His head snapped towards her but she had returned her attention to the stack of papers. Next to him, Big seemed about to explode.
“Fine, don't tell me, just stop whatever the hell you're doing!”
“She's not doing anything,” Ken tried telling him for what felt like the hundredth time. “This is all a misunderstanding.”
“A 'misunderstanding'? You can't even look at her, you avoid her like the plague and you refuse to tell me what happened!”
“And you want him back to trying to sabotage me at every turn?” Jay's voice held a slight note of amusement and Big sputtered.
“I just want him to stop being scared of you!”
“Well, I am a very scary lady.”
Ken gritted his teeth at the mockery, nudging Big.
“Seriously, stop this! I told you to drop it.”
“I'm not leaving without an explanation.”
“That's gonna make my bedtime routine a bit awkward.” Jay turned the page, and continued working.
“Either start talking, or I'm gonna piss all over your papers.”
“Big, that's enough!” Ken shouted, spinning his friend to face him. “She didn't do anything, I did!”
“What?”
He took a deep breath, readying himself to lose what little dignity he had left.
“I stepped over the line. That's why I'm avoiding her, because of my screw-up. I'm ashamed, you idiot!”
Big gaped, dumbfounded. He shook his head, pulling away.
“You can't be serious. You...with her?” He pointed towards Jay, who had finally stopped her task to observe them.
“Big...”
Despite Ken's plea, he backed further away, eventually turning on his heel and stalking out of the room.
“Now, that was just deliciously theatrical.”
He spun on Jay, the feelings of shame and frustration turning into rage, all aimed at her. She seemed to read his anger and smiled deviously. He slammed a hand on the table.
“You think this is some kind of sick joke?” He gestured to the door. “Do you even realize what I've lost?”
He glared but she seemed utterly unmoved by his fury, simply shrugging a shoulder, smile still in place.
Something snapped inside Ken, and in the days to come, he could not explain what came over him. He lunged at her, his mind filled with thoughts of doing damage and nothing else; she somehow managed to evade, despite sitting down, and grabbed his arms, using his momentum to flip him over the table, so he landed on his back on the floor, the wind wheezing out of him on impact.
She calmly stood while he scrambled to his feet, and with all the disdain of royalty, she raised her eyebrows in a silent challenge. The rational part of his brain was screaming to back down and not risk his career on this type of moronic power move, but his wounded pride had taken over and it demanded retribution.
He struck at her but she blocked, throwing a quick jab at his exposed ribs, making him step back, rubbing the spot. He tried again, but was thwarted once more. His humiliation grew with each failure to land a hit and eventually exploded into a blind rage, where he kept lashing out, punching and kicking at her, heedless of the strikes landing on his own body.
If he had managed to keep his cool, he might have remembered Jay was being trained by Chan and had already thoroughly beaten him once. However, his head held nothing but white-hot fury directed at the woman in front of him, whom he blamed for every single setback he had experienced since her arrival at the estate.
Every time he thought he almost had her, she managed to move or twist her body, so the hit caused minimal injury and Ken could feel his anger rising but his energy waning, leaving him defeated and tired.
Eventually, he charged at her with his whole body, the impact toppling them both to the floor where they proceeded to wrestle for control of the other. It didn't take long for Jay to wind up on top with Ken pinned helplessly beneath her, unable to summon the strength needed to throw her off.
“Now, you listen and you listen good, Bitch-Boy,” she said, her voice low yet cutting through the air between them like a razor. “I've put up with your nonsense, because as misguided as your anger is, it's at least amusing to me.”
He could see the anger in her eyes and his feeble struggles subsided under her iron grip.
“But you barge into my room and start a fight with me? You better believe I'm gonna lose patience with your antics.”
“Let me go.”
His voice was ragged and he felt the last of his rage drain away, leaving a hole filled with regret and embarrassment.
“No.”
Something dark was swirling within her eyes and it made him feel unsettled and intrigued at the same time. The mix only added to his shame. He hated her and he hated himself for being so weak against her.
She let a hand travel up his chest and a shiver ran through him. With slow, methodical movements, she started undoing the top button and his breath caught. The first touch of her fingertips against his skin set his blood aflame. She let her nails trail over his collarbone, her eyes languidly following the movement.
Ken leaned his head back, inviting her to caress further and she did, the slightly tickling sensation sending tiny tendrils of electricity through him. At the same time, he remained tense, wishing he hated what she did, that he had the will to ask her to stop.
He saw her face come closer and shut his eyes as the tip of her nose ran in soft trails over his cheek and jaw. He could smell her hair and it made him long for more. Why was he so pathetic? His closed eyes started to burn with unshed tears.
Suddenly, she retreated and the next thing he knew, his hands were free and the weight of her was gone, leaving him cold. He opened his eyes to see her standing above him, her expression tired.
“Get up, Ken.”
He hesitantly got on his feet, cautiously trying to gauge her expression. The small amount of relief he felt was mixed with disappointment and something else, he could not quite name and was not yet willing to examine.
“You should leave.”
The words left him stunned as he searched his mind for a possible reason. He should be happy, throwing some jaded barb at her before stomping out of the room.
“Why?” It was both the first and last thing he wanted her to answer.
“I'm no saint, but even I don't care for sex with a...shall we say 'less-than-enthusiastic' partner.”
“But I'm not-” He stopped himself, knowing he was about to lie. Why did he want her to think he wasn't unwilling?
Jay pinched the bridge of her nose.
“I hadn't expect this to be such a problem. Mostly, I figured you'd be back to your old tricks within a day or two.”
“What do you mean?”
She looked at him, her gaze open.
“I know you don't like me, but is sleeping with me really such a burden on your soul?”
The question left him fumbling for an answer as he opened his mouth; nothing came. There was no way to properly encapsulate what he felt, and faced with the query, he was not even sure he knew exactly what emotions were associated with the memory.
“I think a break from...whatever this is, will do us some good.”
He wanted to protest but no words would enter his mind. Instead, he just stood staring at her. She sighed.
“I need to use the bathroom. When I come out, I'd like you to be gone.”
She turned and left but he was still gazing after her for several seconds, before he managed to shake himself out of the stupor. With uncertain steps, he walked towards the door, when the sight of a familiar name on paper made him pause. He looked down at one of the documents Jay had been working on. A sense of panic entered his chest and he glanced between the paper and the bathroom door, before clenching his jaw, snatching the document and leaving with hurried steps.
Kinn was staring at the same spot on his screen for going on an hour. His mind was still swirling around the sparring match against Porsche, and he was no closer to resolving his thoughts on it.
The win had meant nothing to him, but he had never just handed it over to someone. But in that split-second, he had seen how proud Porsche was of getting past his defenses and he knew how much it would mean to the bodyguard to beat him.
He had expected to feel disgusted with himself for losing on purpose but when it hadn't happened, a deep unease had taken root, instead. He ought to have learned his lesson the first time around. It had to be a fluke; he could not afford any other possibility.
A hand slammed his laptop shut, before dumping a thick manila folder on it. He looked up to see Jay's grim expression staring back.
“How the hell did you let it get to this?”
He gave her a confused look as he picked up the folder. Looking over the contents his brow furrowed and he eventually closed it with a sigh.
“This doesn't tell me anything. Half the people you've marked have been cleared by our intelligence.”
“Then your intelligence is lacking.” Jay opened up the folder, pointing to a name on the first page. “Jamie Corterra is married to the cousin of the Don's favorite niece.”
Kinn nodded.
“Yes, but there's nothing to suggest he's close enough to the Savellis to work with them.”
Jay raised her eyebrows in disbelief.
“The Don is literally the only reason Corterra's business is still going.”
He looked at her, skeptically.
“What do you mean?”
“Corterra owns a small store in the shopping district. He asked for a loan from the bank but was declined. Word got back to the Don, who set up deals with several local contractors. Days later, they were all doing major renovations on Corterra's store, and his business has been booming since.”
He scoffed.
“How would you know all this?”
She rolled her eyes.
“Most of the paperwork, not to mention the bribes, were sent via runners. We're all over this city, so of course we pick things up.”
“But that's just one case.”
She flipped the page, pointing to another name.
“Edward Woodburn, a close cousin of Evelyn Brighton, James Brighton's aunt.”
“Yes, but he cut off contact from the Brightons, decades ago. He's a non-entity.”
Jay shook her head.
“It didn't stay like that. Woodburn and his wife fell on hard times and Evelyn Brighton helped them out. They're still not well-off, though.”
“So?”
“So why would two people in the financial middle buy stocks for the first time ever, and choose the exorbitantly priced shares in your main casino?”
Jay continued to point out people and their connection to the other families as Kinn's expression grew darker and darker. After several minutes, he stopped her, shutting the folder and rubbing his hands over his face.
“This is bad. If even half of those are true, we looking at losing majority.”
“It's more likely that I'm missing some,” she told him, her tone ruthless.
The weight of the words settled like an anvil on his shoulders.
“We're facing a hostile takeover, aren't we?” he asked, though he knew the answer.
“You're facing more than that. This is a conflict that's been coming for a while, now. The Families are moving against you.”
Chapter 20: Like Freaking Magic!
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Chapter 20: Like Freaking Magic!
“I was surprised to hear you requested this transfer,” the figure on the balcony noted, not turning around to look at Big, who stood with his head lowered. “I'd thought whomever wanted you would have to pry you from Kinn's side.”
“Things have changed at the main house. I'm sure I won't be missed,” Big explained, trying not to sound too surly.
“So, who's guarding my dear brother, now? Ken?”
He felt a stab at the name but ignored it.
“No, Master Korn has brought in someone from outside.”
“That's...unusual,” Master Kim noted, curiously.
“Yes, sir. We're also confused by the decision. Any new hire usually has to go through a vigorous background check but this time...we just don't know much about them.”
“Them?”
Big nodded, belatedly realizing Master Kim wasn't looking at him.
“Yes, a brother and sister. Both have taken up positions as bodyguards. Their skills are...middling. But Master Korn won't entertain thoughts of firing them.” Big could not quash the note of disappointment in his voice. He quickly continued. “The sister was originally assigned Master Tankhun, but they were recently switched, so now the brother's taking care of him and the she's working with Kinn.”
“How unfortunate,” the figure mused.
“Actually, I find this arrangement better. The less that guy is involved with Master Kinn, the better.”
“I meant unfortunate for you.” Master Kim turned, his movements languid and graceful. “It seems you're fighting a lot of people for even a scrap of Kinn's affection.” His voice infused no emotion into the statement, as he sat down, picking up a guitar.
“I could whip up a heartbreak song for you...” The suggestion fell between them like lead, as the youngest son strummed a few halfhearted chords.
Big didn't answer, knowing Master Kim's mercurial tendencies was part and parcel of working for him.
“If there's nothing more, I'll excuse myself,” he announced, bowing.
“What are their names?”
“Beg your pardon?”
Master Kim glanced up at him with raised eyebrows.
“I thought only your arm was injured. Did your ears get shot, too?”
Big exhaled slowly, trying to quell the itch of irritation.
“The sister is named Jay, the brother is Porsche.”
“Jay... Porsche... I see.” Master Kim turned his attention back to his instrument. “Leave.”
Big nodded and left, eager to escape the intense scrutiny of the youngest member of the Theerapanyakun clan.
Tankhun put his arms in the air before the clattering bricks had stopped falling.
“Yes, I win! Suck it.”
Porsche stared at the mess he had made, wondering what advantage being good at Jenga would grant him as a bodyguard. Khun took his time to gloat, making some awkward dance, while pointing mockingly at both Porsche and Pol
“I gotta take a leak,” he finally declared. “You two continue practicing until you can actually challenge me.” He left and Porsche slumped down on a nearby couch, groaning. Pol smiled as he began picking up the bricks.
“You're really bad at these games.”
“Because it's not worth my time to be good at them. None of this has anything to do with being a bodyguard.” Porsche knew he had done better on the test, considering all the stink eyes he had gotten from some of the other bodyguards, so why was he still stuck playing games with a recluse?
“It's not so bad,” Pol argued, putting down the platter holding the Jenga pieces. “At least we get to take it easy. Not like Pete, who's being worked to the bone. In fact, he and Jay have to go with Kinn to one of his work partners, today.”
Porsche furrowed his brow, surprised at the news.
“Why that?”
“There are rumors one of the casinos is experiencing massive insider trading. If they can't get anything out of the guy, it's gonna be a mess.” A nervous smile spread across Pol's face. “Not sure I want to be around when things go sideways.”
Porsche was about to make a sarcastic comment, then stopped, the wheels in his brain turning as he considered the information. Pol furrowed his brow, seemingly curious as to the intense expression on Porsche's face.
“Did they leave, yet?”
“Either that or they're about to, why?”
Porsche stood, heading for the door.
“I'm going,” he said over his shoulder, ignoring Pol's protests.
He rushed to the elevator, hoping he wasn't too late. The descent was maddeningly slow and he kept pushing the ground floor button, willing the contraption to get its fucking ass in gear.
When it finally hit the landing, he all but burst out of the doors, running to the lobby, where the group was getting ready to get in the car.
“Wait!”
They turned as one to see him approach with very mixed reactions. Ken's eyes seemed to have been in a 'pre-roll' state before he turned, Pete and Kinn seemed utterly confused and Jay looked apprehensive, as if trying to gauge whether he was about to cause trouble again.
“I...” Faced with Kinn's imposing aura, Porsche suddenly felt less secure, shifting his weight from one foot to the other. “That is...”
When the mafia heir raised a questioning eyebrow, he clenched a fist, shaking off his unease. “I want to join you.”
Ken's snort earned him a glare from both Porsche and Jay, while Pete looked to Kinn, trying to read his reaction.
“Generally, we don't allow more than three bodyguards on these types of missions,” Kinn said, hesitantly. “The point is to appear casually superior.”
Porsche wanted to snap something about shoving his casual superiority somewhere, but instead he held back. He needed Kinn to agree.
“Please. You know I've been doing better, I'd like you to give me a chance.”
Kinn's eyes suddenly wavered under the direct entreaty but he still did not seem about to give in.
“He can have my spot,” Jay declared, holding one hand up.
“You found the issue, to begin with,” Kinn argued.
“Yeah, but I'm no longer feeling it.”
Pete hid a smile behind his hand, while the other two seemed to struggle to put words on their discontent.
“That's not a valid reason to bail on your duties.” Kinn's voice held an undercurrent of barely restrained anger, not that it had much effect on Jay.
Porsche would have felt sorry for him, if not for the fact that his sister's annoying idiosyncrasy was working in his favor, for one.
“Then what is?”
“You'd have to be sick or something,” Ken scoffed.
“Okay, then that.”
Porsche couldn't control his grin. It was always way funnier to see other people deal with Jay than doing so, himself.
“Really?” Kinn drawled. “Do tell what makes you so sick, you can no longer perform your job.”
Jay locked eyes with him for a long moment, as if trying to test his resolve, then shrugged, putting on a sly smile.
“I just got my period.”
All three of the men around her groaned and made general expressions of disgust or regret, while Jay chuckled to herself.
“Every time. Every. Single. Time. It's like freaking magic.”
“Just...go,” Kinn sighed, holding a hand to his head.
“Yes, sir!”
She walked past Porsche, patting him on the shoulder and he shot her a grateful smile.
“Get in the car,” Kinn ordered, shooting one last displeased look at the woman walking away.
Jay whistled to herself as she walked back to the room, until she spotted Chan standing outside her door. She immediately became wary, ignoring the little thrill shivering down the middle of her chest as she noted the usual triangle of bare skin, exposed by black dress shirt. It did not affect her at all. And she was absolutely not imagining how warm his skin would feel against her fingertips. Definitely, most certainly not.
“Am I to assume you somehow managed to trick your way out of the mission?”
“I suddenly felt under the weather,” she replied with a grin.
“Hmm.”
His eyes pierced through her but she raised her chin, folding her arms over her chest as she waited for him to speak. Eventually, he seemingly decided to stop wasting time.
“Master Korn wants to see you.”
“Of course he does,” she sighed, gesturing for Chan to lead the way.
“He figured you'd let Porsche take your spot.”
“Of course he did.”
“So, I was sent to see you there.”
“Of course, you-”
Chan shot her a glare over his shoulder and she cut herself off, with a small smile as she averted her gaze. They continued in silence, when he spoke again.
“I heard you figured out the issue with our shareholders.”
“I also figured out who's been sneaking into the kitchen to steal snacks.”
“I already know it's Porsche,” Chan told her, unimpressed.
“Show-off,” she muttered under her breath.
“Do runners really know that much about what goes on within the Families?”
She observed his back, but there was no sign of what was going on in his mind. Not that people's backs were usually particularly revealing, but Chan's seemed especially closed off. With a small noise of disappointed contemplation, she proceeded to answer.
“We're forbidden from talking about anything, outside CT, but we're big gossips so the Rookery bar is filled with chatter about the current going ons. The general consensus is if you were to spend an hour there, every day, it would take about a month to know most of the big players' business.”
“I'm surprised they'd let anyone hire you, then. Seems like a security risk.”
“It only works because the Theerapanyakuns are so powerful. If I were ever fired, I'd either have to go back to CT or risk washing up on the shore, with my teeth and hands missing.”
He stopped, turning towards her with a quizzical gaze.
“Yet, you still accepted the job.”
“I did.”
“Why?”
She shrugged, walking past him.
“Obviously, because something was more important than my safety.” When she was a few steps ahead, she turned her head to look at him. “Though, I suppose it's also possible I've gone partially insane. Either way, here I am.”
For a moment he seemed to try and read beyond her words. She made no move to stop him, doubting he would see anything significant. He eventually, started walking again, not saying a word.
Korn was seated in front of a set up chess board, much like usual, his expression distant as they approached the pagoda. A familiar tension settled in Jay's chest; dealing with the head of the family was always a game of trying to glean information from one another and thus far, she had never once won against him.
Chan came to a stop and gestured for her to continue. She went and sat down, though Korn made no move to acknowledge her presence. After a while, she let out an audible sigh.
“While I appreciate your aesthetics as much as the next person, I doubt that was the point in asking to see me.”
“Perhaps the point was to teach you patience?” he suggested, glancing at her with a crooked smile.
“I thought that was Chan's job?”
He laughed, looking at his bodyguard, whose lips had pressed together.
“And how is that going?”
“As you can probably tell, my success has been...limited.”
Korn nodded, seeming to expect that answer. The were a few beats of silence while his smile slowly faded.
“Please, go see to the thing I asked you about.”
There was a tiny moment of hesitation before Chan nodded and left. Korn's attention was now fully focused on Jay.
“Can I persuade you to a game?”
She closed her eyes taking a deep breath, steadying her nerves.
“I suppose it's the fastest way to make you talk about what you called me here for,” she replied, moving a pawn forward.
“I heard you were the reason we learned about our shareholder problem.”
She countered his move, her attention slowly getting sucked into the game.
“I'm surprised you let it reach this point.”
“Our intelligence has been focused elsewhere,” Korn sighed. “It's been years since we had to worry about the other families.”
Even when conversing, Korn's moves were precise and Jay could already see she would struggle to keep up, never mind win against him.
“Didn't you learn your lesson when the Cristatas and Stovskys were wiped out?” She could sense Korn stiffen and glanced up at him, though he quickly recovered, shaking his head slowly.
“We've been fostering better relationships with the others. I had hoped it would be enough.”
“ 'Power in Crescenda is like air. You always need more',” Jay recited. This time, his reaction was notably stronger as his expression twisted in distaste.
“You're the last person I expected to quote Kiet's words so flippantly.”
The strained undertone in his voice made her pause.
“The point still stands. I hated him, but he was not unique in his views. The other families will not stop coming for you.”
They fell into silence as the game went on. While Korn was still beating her, it seemed she had discombobulated him enough to put him off his game and she managed to take a few key pieces he had not intended to lose.
“Will you be there? Will you protect them?”
Jay only barely registered the question as she scanned the board to decide her next move.
“You're asking the obvious. After seeing how Tankhun ended up, there's no way I'd leave them behind again.”
Korn's expression became regretful.
“He hasn't been the same since the funeral. When he wasn't howling at all hours, he would mindlessly destroy his surroundings,” he explained in a quiet voice. “It got to the point where the staff was terrified of going near him.”
Korn looked out at the garden, his eyes gazing into the past.
“He only calmed down after we removed every trace of Zyano from our lives; it finally allowed his mind to forget and find some kind of peace. Much as it broke my heart to do so.”
“I was wondering why all the old staff was gone, but I don't require an explanation,” Jay said, moving another piece. “I knew what leaving meant, especially the way I did it.” She leaned back in her seat, becoming more present. “Besides, Porsche seems to be able to pull Khun out of his shell.”
“So I hear. No doubt a result of your influence.”
Jay snorted.
“I refuse to take that blame.”
Korn chuckled and the atmosphere seemed a little lighter.
The man thudded onto the low couch table, blood from his wounded cheek smearing on the surface.
“I'm sorry, Master Kinn, I needed the money! My youngest is barely more than a toddler. I swear, I never meant for things to get out of hand.”
“You owe our family a massive debt and you've been embezzling from the casino,” Kinn said from his leisurely position. “None of it is egregious enough that I couldn't turn a blind eye to it. However,” he continued, sitting forward, leaning his elbows on the table. “You have also sold information about our businesses to other people and let unapproved buyers get their hands on our shares, putting them ahead of our trusted affiliates.”
Kinn tilted his head to the side as the man averted his eyes, his hands trembling slightly.
“I don't believe you wish our family harm, Mas, but that begs the question: who told you to do that?”
When Mas made no attempt to answer, Kinn looked to Ken.
“Make him talk.”
The man was pulled back onto the ground where Pete and Ken proceeded to beat him up. Porsche watched the scene, trying to hide the nervous frustration building through his body. Every grunt or cry of pain grated against his ears and made his muscles twitch, he clasped his hands behind him to keep himself in check.
Memories flashed through his mind: a knock on the door and rushed instructions to hide. Dark figures smiling cruelly at his parents. The sounds of their pain as they were beaten. The same figures looming above his young body. Jay disappearing through the door with them, coming back with a limp and bleeding from a busted lip. Arthee, with his face bruised and scared.
Every sound from Mas brought a new flash of images forth and a sickening feeling twisted in Porsche's gut as he tried to unfocus his eyes and ignore the noises. It took every ounce of his strength to stay still and do nothing and every second made him more and more wretched.
“Hey, Pete,” Kinn called.
Pete stopped and looked at Kinn. Porsche kept his eyes forward, only noticing Pete turning his head towards himself and gesturing for them to head outside.
“You're regretting coming here?” Pete asked, after they had both had the chance to pull a lungful of smoke.
“I'm wondering how desperate he has to be, to act this stupid,” Porsche mused, flicking the ashes off his cigarette. “Is he gonna be killed?”
“Not likely. Hopefully he'll sleep on it and start talking soon. He can't do that if he's dead. This is just teaching him a lesson.” Pete seemed calmly distant from what had just taken place and that irritated Porsche's nerves even more.
“'Teaching a lesson', huh?” he chuckled, grimly. “My parents went to a loan shark once, when I was little. When they didn't pay on time, the shark would bring his goons by and 'teach us a lesson'.” He looked down at the ground, his voice becoming low. “I spent more time 'learning' from them than from my actual teachers.” With a wry smile, he looked up at the sky. “And here I am, as one of those people.”
Pete stayed quiet, taking in his words. Porsche continued smoking, not looking at him.
“When I was a kid,” Pete finally said, “I loved watching superhero movies with my friends. We would argue over who got to be which hero. I even dreamed of becoming a hero, one day. Then I grew up. And I learned there's no such thing as heroes...or villains. There's just people.”
Porsche mulled over the idea. It did not make him feel better but it did put his feelings into perspective.
His attention was pulled to the front doors, where Kinn and Ken emerged, nothing about their appearance hinting at what had just taken place. It rattled Porsche to see people so nonchalant about leaving someone bent and broken on their own living room floor. But deep inside, he knew this was the world he now lived in and that unsettled him even more.
He turned around, struggling to school his expression before Kinn saw it, when a hoarse voice called out.
“Kinn!” Mas yelled, pointing a gun at the mafioso who had quickly taken up position behind Ken.
Pete and Porsche ran to them, the latter pulling out his gun, while holding up a hand as they got closer.
“Whoa-whoa-whoa!” he said, trying to look as nonthreatening as possible. Realizing the obstacle, his gun presented, to that end, he lowered it, stepping closer. “You don't wanna do this.”
Mas seemed to hesitate and Porsche pushed: “Just put the gun down.”
“I-I don't have a choice,” Mas whimpered, his arms shaking. “They made me do it!” He shook the gun at them and Porsche tensed, still trying to stay calm.
“Who made you do it?”
Mas seemed about to answer, then gritted his teeth.
“I can't tell you...I can't,” he sobbed. “I just want to be left in peace.”
“Put the gun down, for starters. We'll talk. If you tell us who's putting you up to this, we won't hurt you.”
Porsche's words seemed to leave him uncertain as he shifted, glancing at Kinn and back at Porsche.
“I promise we won't do anything to you,” Porsche reinforced, feeling he was on the verge of breaking through to the man.
Mas slowly lowered his gun, his stance defeated. Porsche lowered his hand, feeling he had somehow pulled Mas away from the edge, when he latter glanced at Kinn and a glimmer of fear and determination set in. He lifted his gun again, aiming it at Porsche, who suddenly felt something pull him to the side by his vest as he raised his own gun.
The sound of shots rang through the air.
Chapter 21: The Moment Before Lightning Strikes
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Chapter 21: The Moment Before Lightning Strikes
Kinn could not get Porsche's expression out of his mind. He had tried to pull him out of the bullet's path but had been a split-second too slow and it had nicked the bodyguard's upper arm. Porsche had been quick to return fire, even before Ken and Pete shot, and had done a decent job of hitting the target, even with one hand.
He had asked if Porsche was okay, after Mes had fallen to the ground but in hindsight, it was a foolish question. Being injured and forced to kill someone did not leave anyone okay, least of all Porsche.
“Rough day?” a light voice asked, as Pim's slender hands touched his shoulders starting a slow massage.
“To put it mildly,” Kinn responded, leaning his head back against the headrest.
“Then just relax, and let me take care of you.” With practiced ease, Pim let his hand slide down Kinn's chest, as he lowered his head, pressing supple lips against the skin where Kinn's jaw met his neck. It was one of his favorite moves, yet Kinn felt nothing but discomfort as he tried to distance himself from the eager mouth.
“Please stop,” he muttered.
Pim continued, his efforts even more pronounced than before. Kinn pressed his lips together, pushing a hand against the head of his guest to get it away from him.
“Just...get out.”
For a while, Pim seemed confused by his rejection but eventually left and Kinn could return to the tumultuous thought in his head. That was, until he went to his living room, after getting dressed, to find Pim sitting on his couch, looking comfortable.
“I thought I told you to leave?”
“I don't have a car here, per your orders.”
Kinn cursed inwardly; his guests were always driven home by a bodyguard, usually Porsche as of late. Of course, he wasn't cruel enough to ask an injured man to run his errands, but the inconvenience was irritating, nonetheless.
He was about to call for Ken, when he heard the door slam open. With a quiet prayer that is wasn't who he thought, he turned to find Jay storming in with Ken sharp on her heels. He chased the prayer with a small curse to the gods for ignoring him.
“Are you fucking serious?!”
Kinn glanced at Ken who made a regretful expression.
“Sorry, Master Kinn, she refused to listen to reason.”
“None of you amateurs are in any position to lecture me about reason!” She pointed to each of them, even including Pim, who seemed highly confused at being dragged into a fight of which he understood nothing.
“I take it you've been to see Porsche,” Kinn said, heading for the scotch, highly suspecting he would need the strength of a strong drink sooner rather than later.
“What were you thinking? Not only did you get Porsche shot, you actually thought beating someone half to death would get you anything worthwhile?”
Kinn hissed through his teeth, shooting Jay a warning glare before he turned to Pim.
“Go wait outside, I'll send you someone to drive you home, soon.”
Pim rose from his seat, gracefully making his way out the door. It had barely closed behind him, when Ken spoke up.
“Are you crazy? Don't just run your mouth without thinking who might hear!”
She gave him a condescending stare.
“You really think his little boy-toy hasn't worked out Kinn's part of the mafia, yet?”
“That doesn't exclude you from exercising common sense,” Kinn chided.
She slowly turned her head towards him, and he could almost sense the words before she spoke them.
“I would, but I'm too busy using it for when you guys leave yours behind.”
“And what would you have us do, instead? Sing to him?” Ken sputtered, his face growing red.
“I would have you use your fucking heads,” she snapped back. “Though evidently, that seems like a long shot.”
Kinn took a swig of the drink, before he shot her his most intimidating glare.
“I did what I had to! I can't afford to show any sign of weakness with the other families on the warpath.”
She was unfazed by his authoritative demeanor, blowing out a disrespectful snort at his words.
“Only an idiot thinks violence is the biggest sign of strength.”
“And only a fool thinks everything has a non-violent answer!” Ken countered.
Jay turned on him with a dark expression.
“This is not about the violence, you moron,” she growled through clenched teeth. “It's about the probability of success.” She turned back towards Kinn who tried to steel himself against whatever she might throw at him, next. “The science isn't lying about this.” She was speaking calmly, gesturing for emphasis. “There are better ways at getting the information you want and need.”
“Like what, talking?” Ken scoffed, shaking his head as he shared an incredulous glance with Kinn, who figured there was no way she was that naive.
“Yes.”
They both stared, open-mouthed, at her.
“You can't be serious,” Kinn said.
“You say the right words to the right person, and not only will they tell you what you want to know, they'll want to tell you.” Her confidence in the words made it seem almost plausible but Kinn shook off the effect, intent on remaining in the real world.
“Things are not that simple.”
“Compared to mindlessly beating people within an inch of their lives, there's nothing simple about what I'm suggesting,” Jay told him, folding her arms over her chest. “But when done right, it works and a lot better than what you're currently doing.”
“There's no way you can prove that.” Ken looked at her with a smug smile but she smirked back.
“Oh?” She turned her gaze on Kinn. “You're headed out to interrogate more people tomorrow, right?”
Kinn nodded, not sure he liked the look in her eyes.
“Take me with you. Give me an hour alone with the first person. If I can't get them to talk, you can go ahead and mangle the whole thing.”
“Why are you pushing this so hard?” he wanted to know.
“Because I know you're smarter than this, Kinn!”
He had slowly become accustomed to Jay saying things which left him stunned and scratching his head, but even so, these moments always sent a little shock through him. Jay continued when he made no answer.
“You're richer than 90% of Crescendam and let's not even compare it to the rest of the world. You have connections and power and can make things happen. If you applied even a tenth of that to these situations, not only would you get whatever you wanted almost every time, you'd also buy the loyalty of every person you dealt with.”
She gestured at the large windows, indicating the city as a whole.
“The other families rely on old, outdated techniques and their grip is slipping, why else would they even bother to upset the delicate balance of Crescenda's underground?”
Her words made sense, but that only increased his annoyance.
“You'll bring people to your side, and keep the ones working for you safe.”
Porsche's face flashed into his mind and something shifted inside him at the thought of letting him get hurt again. He met her gaze.
“I'm willing to try.”
“What?” Ken looked at Kinn with shock. “Master Kinn, are you sure that's wise?”
“If her method can help us avoid another situation like the one today, isn't it worth at least making the attempt?” Kinn argued.
Ken seemed to struggle with a response and ended up shooting a sullen glare at Jay, who smirked back, victoriously. Their silent battle was enough to leave Kinn fed up and wishing for nothing more than some peace and quiet.
“Jay, drive Pim home.”
“Sure thing,” she said, making sure to give Ken a shit-eating grin on her way out.
Kinn was unsure what exactly was going on between the two, but he had no intention of getting involved.
“Master Kinn,” Ken began when they heard the door close,” I don't think it's a good idea to give that woman too much leeway.”
“I know.” He sighed, rubbing his forehead. “But we also cannot keep sticking to the same strategy. There's too much at stake and too many enemies on the move.” He made a dismissive gesture towards the remaining bodyguard.
“You're excused for the night.”
Why was seeing your own shoulder such a massive pain? Porsche was twisting his neck this way and that to assess the injury but could only achieve a partial view of the wound. With cotton ball in hand, he tried his best to clean the edges, not even sure he was reaching them at all. When the over-saturated lump of cotton spilled its contents into his wound, he hissed, dropping the ball back into the tray as he stood, hoping to find a mirror.
Kinn walked up with his trademark smirk in place and Porsche's irritation turned to tense self-awareness.
“Hey,” he greeted, trying to sound suave but feeling more awkward than anything. “What brings you here?”
“Do I need a reason to go wherever I want in my own home?”
Porsche exhaled, not sure if he wanted to punch the guy or feel relieved because he was acting the same. Though, technically there was no reason he couldn't just punch him regardless. Well, except for the whole being his employee-bit.
“No offense meant, Master Kinn,” he replied with exaggerated deference. “I was just- you know, being polite.”
Kinn shifted looking at Porsche's arm.
“How's the wound?”
Porsche was about to suggest Kinn be the one to tell him, but changed his mind, trying his best to get a decent look, himself.
“It'll heal,” he finally answered, trying to infuse his voice with confidence. “It's just a scratch,” he added, when Kinn gave him a side-way glance.
Kinn did not seem convinced, looking at the injury again. He gestured to the tray of doused cotton balls.
“Hand me that.”
Porsche looked down, not sure what he meant, when a warm hand landed on his shoulder.
“Sit.”
He did without protest, too confused by the sudden turn of events. Kinn sat against the table, squeezing the excess disinfectant from a cotton ball, before moving it towards the wound.
“Careful!” Porsche flinched slightly as it touched his arm but Kinn just shot him a look, silently demanding his cooperation. He stilled, letting Kinn clean the blood away.
“I heard your test results have improved immensely.”
“Eating your heart out, yet?”
Kinn scoffed.
“What for? You want me to regret not using you more when you were being lazy?”
“Come on, just admit it,” Porsche pestered. “You're a little impressed I got that good, that fast.”
Kinn shook his head but Porsche could see a small smile playing on his lips.
“And give you a big head for finally doing what you're supposed to? Not a chance.”
“Fine, be that way,” Porsche complained, following the movement of Kinn's hand. He was surprisingly gentle and there was nothing to remark on the quality of his work. Porsche mused how that fact would probably have annoyed him any other day, but this evening, it wasn't so bad. It was kind of nice to be taken care of by his boss.
He looked up at Kinn, who was focused on the task. As if feeling the gaze, Kinn lifted his face and their eyes locked.
The moment before lightning strikes. That was the only thing Porsche could think of: when the air became charged and thick with an energy that wasn't visible, yet so undeniably present it took your breath away. Dark, dangerous and daring, the eyes piercing him seemed to draw him in and for a moment he felt the urge to lean forward.
Then Kinn averted his eyes, standing up.
“You'll be fine.” He ran one last look over the wound before turning to leave.
“Wait.”
As he turned back, Porsche hesitated, not sure what to say. He could not even bring himself to meet the curious gaze, considering the weird tension, only moments earlier. Instead, he fidgeted, looking around the room and down at his injury, trying to think of something to talk about.
“About today...” he finally said. “Mes said someone made him do it.” He finally looked at Kinn's face, gauging his expression. “Do you have any guess who it might be?”
It wasn't what he wanted to say but it was still important; the thought had been nagging at Porsche all day, and here he had a chance without anyone else around.
“I already told you,” Kinn replied with a mirthless smile. “Everyone wants me dead.”
The words hit differently the second time around. Suddenly, Porsche was very aware just how badly he messed up his first mission and the idea that he could have caused Kinn's death through sheer carelessness was harder to deal with.
“But...they knew where you'd be and when,” he continued, putting aside the flow of new and uncomfortable emotions for the time being. “Not everyone does.”
“If you're trying to say it must be an insider, you realize who the most obvious suspects would be, right?” Kinn said with a crooked grin, about to point at Porsche.
“I almost got myself killed, today! And yes, Jay is crazy, but if she's gonna off someone, you better believe she'll do it herself.”
Kinn chuckled, though he did not withdraw his assessment, yet he also didn't refute Porsche's claim.
“You really think we'd do that?”
Kinn's expression became somber and he sighed, as if struggling to make a child understand why the sun had to set.
“When you've been through what I have...you learn to suspect everyone. At least, if you want to stay alive.” He gave Porsche a grim look before leaving, the silence deafening in his absence.
“You're doing that wrong.”
Porsche looked up to find Pete observing his clumsy attempt at dressing his wound.
“Feel free to show me how it's done,” he challenged and Pete came around the table, taking the gauze out of his hands. In silence, he watched as Pete expertly wrapped his arm with nimble movements.
“You're pretty good at that,” he noted.
Pete glanced up, his expression serious.
“I've been working here long enough to pick it up.”
Hearing such a sobering thing from Pete of all people made Porsche uneasy.
“So this... It happens often?”
The touch on his arm became hesitant before resuming its task.
“From time to time. Keeping our skills sharp ensures we're less often the ones needing to be patched up.”
The image of Mes' body falling to the ground, all bloody, took over his mind, yet again, and something inside felt like it coiled and twisted whenever he thought of it.
“How do you stand it?” he finally asked, unable to hold back the emotions still circling in a malicious maelstrom deep within his soul. “We killed someone, today. I killed someone. A kid lost his father...because of us.”
Pete's hands fell and for several seconds, he said nothing. Porsche began wondering whether he would pretend not to hear.
“It's easy to say 'blame Mes' or 'blame the people blackmailing Mes', but that's only looking at half the picture.” He lifted his head and their eyes met. “None of it will change the fact that you pulled the trigger or how that felt for you. But I would rather sit here, patching you up, than see your body, all lifeless and full of holes.”
Porsche did not say anything to that and after a few minutes, Pete picked up the gauze again.
“Porsche...” His tone suggested he was about to give another lecture and Porsche braced himself. “As happy as I am that you're alive, it's not the boss's job to save his bodyguard.” The look Pete shot him was loaded and he nodded, not sure what to say against it.
Pete made one last adjustment, tugging on the cloth before he patted Porsche on the shoulder.
“There, all done.”
Porsche looked down at the dressed arm and back up at Pete.
“Thanks, man. And don't worry...I'll get better.”
Pete chuckled, his usual good humor back.
“Hey dude, I already saw your test scores. Ken's pretty pissed he lost to you.”
Porsche couldn't help the smile breaking forth on his face.
“Serves that bastard right.”
“Well, don't go counting your victories just yet. Kinn still hasn't settled on who's going with him to the Grand meet.”
“Grand meet?”
Pete frowned.
“No one filled you in on it? It's the big gathering of all the Families. It's where they bring their heirs and discuss the current rules as well as suggesting new partnerships. It's a whole weekend of alliances and intrigue.”
Porsche chuckled, incredulous at the description.
“Sounds like something straight out of a movie.”
His roommate nodded.
“The whole thing ends with a massive charity auction, to show off their wealth while pretending to care about the poor.”
Porsche recalled hearing about it but not the particulars.
“Wait, do the minor families come too?”
“Yeah, every branch is invited, though only the head families attend the main meeting,” Pete explained, eagerly. “There's a meeting specifically for the minor branches but their power is limited to whatever business is solely theirs and whatever leeway they've been granted by the head families.”
“The whole thing sounds huge,” Porsche mused, rubbing his chin.
“It's the biggest event of the year among the Families. Only the best bodyguards get to go.”
Porsche's eyebrows rose.
“So, with my new scores, I'll be sure to go, right?”
Pete paused, his expression suddenly apprehensive.
“Not exactly. The scores are important but experience and chemistry with your charge are critical.”
Porsche could feel his excitement drop like a dead bird from the sky.
“Kinn will be the one making the final choice?”
Pete nodded.
“Though Kinn won't overlook your efforts. And he's not petty enough to exclude you just because you guys had some beef in the past,” he quickly added when Porsche's expression darkened.
“He doesn't trust me,” Porsche grumbled, becoming even more pessimistic.
“He doesn't trust anyone. But he needs to bring someone. Might as well be you, right?”
“I don't know. I don't think he likes me very much.”
Chapter 22: Bring Your A-Game
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Chapter 22: Bring Your A-Game
“She's been in there a while,” Ken complained from the backseat.
He hated waiting around, doing nothing, especially when that bitch was the reason for it.
“I promised her an hour, so that's what she'll get,” Kinn responded, next to him, reading through some documents.
Pete said nothing from the driver's seat.
“We shouldn't even have said yes to this, it's a stupid idea.”
“'We' didn't say yes to anything, I did, and if it proves successful, it could make things easier moving forward, not to mention safer for my people.”
Kinn had not looked up from the papers he was reading while speaking, which added to Ken's feeling of disassociation from his surroundings. He began fidgeting, looking around for something to distract his mind, until he could no longer take it.
“That's it, I'm going in!”
He opened the door and jumped out, slamming it before he could hear Kinn's reply and be accused of ignoring his orders. He rushed up the driveway, just as the door opened and Jay emerged, ahead of the man they had come to interrogate.
“Is the Ken-Doll defying orders?”
He stopped in his tracks, quickly fixing his clothes and hair, while clearing his throat.
“Maybe Kinn sent me because you were taking too long?”
Jay tilted her head, checking her watch.
“My hour isn't up and Kinn isn't the type to go back on his word.”
“But I'm the type to disobey my boss?”
She shrugged.
“Your words, not mine.”
The man looked from one to the other as they spoke.
“Who is this? Where's Mr. Kinn? My deal is with him, not this guy.”
“Mr. Santana,” Kinn greeted, as he drew near with Pete trailing behind. “Am I to understand you're willing to negotiate with us?”
The man pointed at Kinn.
“With you and only you! Miss Jay assures me, you're willing to protect my parents. If that's true, I will do whatever you want.”
Kinn nodded.
“Then let's proceed, inside.” He glanced around at his people. “Pete, you're with me.”
“Wait, what?”
“Master Kinn...”
Both Jay and Ken stared as he walked inside with Pete and Mr. Santana.
“That little brat,” Jay grumbled, after the door closed.
“Guess you're not as highly valued as you thought,” Ken gloated, forgetting about his own snub.
“And yet, my method actually worked.” Jay turned to walk past him, tapping a fist against his shoulder. “So, that's one-nothing, me.”
“Bite me!” he snapped, turning around to face her back.
“Did you forget how you became my little Bitch-Boy?”
He could feel his face heating up and the embarrassment from that day was almost worse than losing to her now.
“Could you just go ahead and drop dead? I'd really like that.” The heat had gone out of his voice and turned to icy resentment; resentment of everything she was, every flaw of his own that she accentuated whenever she spoke.
“I will, eventually. Just not on your timetable. Or maybe...” She turned towards him and made a show of looking speculative. “I've already died. And you're just talking to a ghost.”
He rolled his eyes, shifting his weight as he searched his head for something else to throw at her.
“This was a fluke! The next one won't be that easy,” he tried arguing.
She raised her eyebrows.
“So? That doesn't mean you'll be successful.”
He wanted to shake her but a tiny voice in the back of his mind was agreeing with her words. He knew, through the haze of anger and shame, that beating people up had limited success, especially if the victim had something to protect.
“There won't always be a peaceful solution.” It was a vague and lame defense but he didn't want to give in. Not to her and not here.
She closed her eyes, exhaling slowly through the nose before answering.
“I don't care about peace, Ken.”
He raised an eyebrow, skeptically. The gravel crunched beneath her shoes as she walked closer, all mischief and mockery gone from her expression.
“I care about protecting my family. I'll do anything to keep them safe. Kill everyone and burn the city to the ground if I have to.”
She came to a stop, barely a step from him.
“This time, the solution was peaceful, but next time it might not be. I guess time will tell.”
“Is that supposed to scare me?”
She ignored the mocking tone as she leaned closer.
“Only if you consider harming my brothers.”
“Are you taking care of laundry, every day?”
“Yeah.”
“And doing your homework?”
“Yes.”
“Did you remember to check the mail?”
“Jay, would you stop? I'm doing all the stuff I usually do, I know how to be on my own!”
Jay sighed.
“Sorry. You're right, I know you're almost grown up.”
“Try completely grown up. I'm 21, not 16, you know?”
“Well, I'm not ready for it! Where's the little guy who used to sleep in my bed when he had a nightmare?”
She could hear Chay groan on the other end and the sound brought a smile to her face.
“Don't bring up shit like that! It was just one time.”
“It was more than once, Chay,” she corrected.
“I'm hanging up now!”
“Wait!” she laughed, able to imagine his frustrated expression as he considered whether or not to stay on the line.
“What?”
“I love you.”
“Love you too,” he mumbled before the call disconnected.
She was still grinning as she put the receiver down.
“Jay,” Chan called walking up to her. “We have a mission, I need you to approve the dress”
He handed her a tablet and she looked to see a long, dark blue, evening gown of chiffon, with lace sleeves and a thigh-high slit.
“Ooh, pretty. Is that for me?” she asked, caressing the picture.
“Who else could it possibly be for? Wait, don't answer that,” he said as she shot his body an evaluating look.
“What's the occasion?”
“One of the people on your list is in charge of a gala at the Crescenda Museum of Art. We're supposed to attend and get our hands on his computer. Arm will hack it remotely and download the information.”
Jay whistled, as a tremor of excitement was slowly building inside her.
“Something like that is gonna have a lot of A-listers, not to mention some attendees from the Families. Couldn't someone recognize you?”
“It's a masquerade party.”
Her eyebrows shot up.
“People still do those? Seems slightly contrived.”
Chan seemed not to mind her jabs, putting one hand in his pocket.
“I'll procure the masks and invitations and with your approval, I'll order the dress to fit your measurements.”
She nodded, handing the tablet back.
“Go ahead, you seem to have good taste...better than mine, anyway,” she told him.
“We will need to blend in. Do you think you can act like a rich heiress?”
She bristled at his skepticism.
“That shouldn't be too hard.”
Chan's scrutinizing gaze met hers.
“So, you're aware of the current social conventions and latest gossip among the rich?”
Her lips tightened into a thin line as she averted her eyes.
“I guess my etiquette could use some brushing up,” she admitted, reluctantly.
“We will suspend the night training to focus on that, then. We can always pick back up, after the mission.” He tapped on the screen as he spoke. Jay followed the movements of his fingers, once again surprised by their nimbleness.
“So, what's our story? Are we a newly arrived power-couple? Old money, sibling-combo coming out of hiding? Am I your secretary or you my bodyguard? What?”
“We'll be playing an engaged couple. I've already set up our background and sent you relevant information to memorize.”
Jay nodded.
“And when does this fancy event take place?”
“Tomorrow evening.”
Her eyes narrowed as she furrowed her brow.
“Kinda short notice, don't you think?”
“Do you have some pressing plans elsewhere?” Chan asked, still tapping on the tablet.
“Fair point. Guess I'm gonna be busy trying to act like a spoiled princess.”
“An heiress.”
“Yeah, like I said.”
Chan closed his eyes, exhaling slowly, before opening them again to look at the tablet.
“I'll also take care of getting a ring.”
“What ring?”
His hand stilled and he looked up to meet her confused stare.
“Your engagement ring,” he said, slowly.
“Oh, right...that...”
His hand, holding the screen, slowly fell to his side, as he cocked his head to the side.
“Should I be concerned about your apparent lack of awareness of this custom?” he asked with raised eyebrows.
“I know about it!” she replied a little too hastily, before adding: “I just never get a ring, myself.”
“Did someone propose to you?”
“Not...exactly.”
His eyes bored into her and she shook her head.
“No, no one ever did.”
“Then why would just get a ring?”
“Yeah,” she mumbled. “Why would I get one?”
Chan was quiet and the tense silence brought her back to the present. She shook off the haze of the past and shifted her attention back to him.
“We're not gonna dance, right?”
“I see no reason to go that far.”
She huffed a laugh in relief, though it came out a little forced. Chan's expression was not amused and he seemed to observe her behavior more closely.
“If you have any issues with this arrangement, I expect you to tell me, right away.”
“Why would I have an issue with it?”
“You seem uncomfortable,” he replied with a shrug, gathering his hands in front.
“I'm not. I'm curious.”
“About?”
She looked him up and down with a crooked smile.
“I wonder how you'll play the doting fiancé. I think it's something to look forward to.”
A noise came from Chan, sounding like a strange mix of exasperation and resignation. Her main motivation had been to change the subject but she could not suppress the small flash of satisfaction she felt, whenever she managed to push his buttons. She ought to be more cautious around the stoic head bodyguard but at the same time, she didn't want to be. And that both frightened and exhilarated her.
“Guess where we are! Come on, guess!” Khun pushed, holding his hand firmly across Porsche's eyes.
They were poking out from the sun roof of the car, while Arm parked.
“I'm gonna go with...” Hesitating dramatically, Porsche tilted his head from side to side, as if considering the question.
“Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock,” Khun counted.
“Hum Bar!”
With a disappointed groan, Khun let his hand fall.
“How'd you know?”
Porsche looked at him with a raised eyebrow. Pete, Arm and Pol had all gotten out, standing around the vehicle, trying not to laugh at their boss' theatrics.
“I brought you here, remember? And maybe I'm wrong, but do you actually know any of the other bars in the city?”
Khun clicked his tongue.
“Well, now the surprise is ruined. Let's just go home!”
“Hey, hey, hey!” Porsche stopped him from diving back into the car, pulling him up again. “We're here anyway, right? Might as well make the best of it.”
Khun pouted but gave Porsche a mollified look.
“I did promise to celebrate your test scores. And I do like this place.”
“Exactly,” Porsche encouraged. “And tonight, I'll show you an even better time!”
Khun was about to respond, when another car drove up next to them.
“Oh, Kinn! What brings you here?” Khun asked as the inhabitants exited the vehicle. “You're not dragging me home, right? I won't go!”
“Relax, I'm not here to drag anyone anywhere. You guys just keep jabbering on about this place, I figure I should give it a try,” Kinn explained, as Tae and Time came to stand behind him.
“Hey Khun, how come I wasn't invited to the celebration?” Tae asked with mock offense.
Time snorted.
“As if you'd ever drink at a place like this. Neither of us would be here, if Kinn hadn't invited us.”
Tae's expression twisted as he pinched his partner, who buckled over, moving away from the vengeful fingers.
“Hey! No fighting at my- I mean, Porsche's party! There's no guest list, everyone's welcome. Just remember this: when you party with Tankhun, I expect you to party through! Okay?” Khun lectured, snapping his fingers on the last part.
“I guess, since we have such fancy guests, tonight,” Porsche mused aloud with a smile. “I should give you a night, you won't ever forget!”
“Damn straight!” Khun agreed, high fiving Porsche.
As they entered the bar, it seemed Khun had enlisted Yok to help him set it up for the celebration. LED glow balls were placed everywhere, effusing their soft light into the room. Massive jars with liquid in various colors lined the bar counter, labeled with weird names: Ferrari, Red-Headed Slut, Stone Cold Stinger, Disco Ball and Chuck Norris.
Porsche grinned as he read them, immediately aware that the lot of them were in for a fun night.
“Porsche, darling!” Yok exclaimed as she spotted him from behind the bar. “You better bring your A-game, my boy, because tonight is gonna be wild!”
He laughed, slamming his hands on the wooden surface.
“Line up the shots, Yok! We're going all the way down the line!”
“Lining up the Ferraris, get ready for take off!” she shouted towards everyone, and the people with Porsche stood along the bar as the first jar was tapped to make a row of dark red shots.
“Tankhun! Start us off,” Porsche yelled at Khun, who took the glass without a second thought and emptied it.
As he slammed the glass back down, he shouted: “Bottoms up, everyone!” as he threw his hands in the air. Arm, Pol and Pete all drank in quick succession and Porsche continued the chain, while Kinn, Tae and Time followed, more hesitantly.
“Next up: let's cool it down with some Stone Cold Stingers!” Yok announced, as she and her bartenders lined up another row of shots.
Time was called on to start the chain and he emptied his glass, giving his head a quick shake afterwards. Tae had no trepidation about following and even Kinn seemed to grow bolder, making the drinking chain flow more smoothly.
“You guys better get used to this, because there will be no other drinks, tonight!” Porsche threatened, laughing.
“Ain't no way we're gonna empty all those jars.” Pol looked with concern at the massive containers.
“Then I better call for back-up!” he shouted and the beaded curtain was pulled apart to reveal Tem and Jom, who whooped as they hopped up on their stools.
“Let's do this!” Jom yelled, gesturing for Yok to catch them up with two shots each.
What followed was a blur of drinking and dancing, with no one caring how they looked or who they danced with. Nothing was off-limits and the lines between friends, employers and employees seemed to blur into nothingness.
Porsche eventually found himself face to face with Kinn, the rhythm controlling their movements as they got closer and closer. Just before their bodies touched, the song ended, but Porsche threw his arms around Kinn with a laugh, riding high on the adrenaline from their dance.
Notes:
Quick note: The shots mentioned in the chapter are different from those mentioned in the show, because I could not for the love of me actually find any reference to those names, so the ones I've used are all REAL shots made with herbal liqueurs (Jägermeister and Chartreuse are both herbal liqueurs), so you can always google the recipe. Just a little fun fact for my fellow drunks out there!
Chapter 23: Not a Prostate Exam!
Notes:
Hey, Fellas and Fellinas!
We're getting closer to the good stuff (YUM!), so today, I'll give you a little tease and a taste, and next time, you'll get more!
So let's finally turn the temperature up on this bitch!
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Chapter 23: Not a Prostate Exam!
“Should I be worried that you know my ring size so perfectly?” Jay asked as she observed the sparkling diamond on her finger.
“Our tailor has a good eye for measurements. As you've no doubt realized,” he replied, glancing at her dress.
Jay shifted under his gaze, smiling despite herself as she looked down the length of the blue fabric, hugging her body.
“I take it, you approve?” he asked, as he returned his eyes to the road.
“It's a pretty dress that fits me. So, yes.”
“You're easily contented.”
“I like pretty dresses,” she explained, her smile fading. “I just can't keep them.”
“Why not?”
She leaned back in her seat with a shrug.
“I always destroy them, somehow. Not on purpose, of course, but no matter how careful I try to be, whenever I wear a dress, I end up tearing it, getting it irreversibly dirty or...burning it to ashes.”
Chan turned his head, giving her a curious look.
“That one was just one time,” she said, when she noticed. “I kinda gave up on having nice dresses, it was just easier than constantly paying for a new one.”
“So, I should assume this one won't survive the evening?”
“Probably. I assume the integrity of our clothes won't take precedence over the success of the mission?”
He made a sideways nod in acknowledgment of her point and changed the subject.
“Do you remember the background I provided?”
“My name's Ella Hestasi, I'm recently engaged to you, Leon Leoshi Kukrit,” she began reciting. “My parents own a medium-sized shipping business along the Western Coast, while you're the CEO of a recently established hedge fund management company.”
He nodded along.
“And our relationship?”
“We met at a conference, two years ago. My parents approved, yours did not. You proposed a month ago.”
“Seems like you remember the key points,” Chan noted. “Just keep the specifics vague and leave yourself some way of backing out of any conversation.”
“If that means 'keep the talk to a minimum', then I'm your girl.”
“These events are mainly used to network and we're an unknown entity, so we won't be the center of attention, but we will need to establish a presence.”
He reached into the glove department in front of her and pulled out two masks. The car slowed to a halt outside the museum where valets were waiting to be handed the keys. After donning her mask, Jay went to open the door, when Chan stayed her arm.
“Wait for me to open it,” he muttered before exiting.
She waited as he came around, opened the door and offered his hand. With what she hoped appeared as superior confidence, she took the hand and stepped out, straightening to her full height by his side. A few curious eyes turned in their direction and Jay started fidgeting with her dress, wondering if she had already made some sort of blunder. Maybe she should have gotten out of the car in a different way?
“Take a deep breath.” A warm puff of air tickled her ear as a large hand came to rest around her waist. She did as instructed and slid an arm around him as she beamed her brightest smile at the onlookers.
“Better. Remember, the mission is our priority. Whether or not you do well as a socialite is immaterial.”
The words helped and she could feel her nerves settling...well, somewhat. At least, she managed to make it up the steps to the entrance without falling. Chan presented their invitation and Jay leaned her head against his shoulder, mainly to cover for her attempt at getting a small pebble out of one of her high-heeled, strappy sandals.
She only managed to move it to a less uncomfortable spot by the time the invitation was handed back and the attendant gestured for them to enter.
“Are you alright?” Chan asked as they walked inside.
“I wish murder on whomever decided to fill the courtyard with tiny sharp stones,” she grumbled.
Chan glanced around the room.
“Just find a secluded spot and sort it out. It's not like people will gossip because you want to keep your feet from bleeding.”
“Uh...yeah...I can do that.” Jay's grip on Chan's arm tightened as she looked around for signs to the restroom.
“I'll take you,” Chan sighed. “And I won't go far, until you're back.”
She only then realized her behavior and promptly let go of him, taking a step to the side.
“Don't be absurd. I just need to orientate myself.” She looked around again, more deliberately.
“Second hallway on your right and down at the end,” Chan supplied and she nodded, heading off.
Once she was safely locked in her own booth, she slumped down on the seat, removing her mask and hiding her face in her hands. They had barely arrived and she was already wishing to run away and hide. Or that Porsche were there. She took several deep breaths before seeing to her unwelcome accessory. After twisting and turning the sandal to no avail, she finally undid the straps and the pebble fell down, the second her foot lifted from the sole.
Staring at the small stone, she noticed a red spot on it and looked at the underside of her foot, where a small red dot was blossoming.
“At least it's not the dress,” she groaned quietly, before strapping the sandal back on.
She took her time to wash her hands, enjoying the feel of cold water against her skin. Going back out was about the last thing she wanted, but some things were more important than her momentary discomfort. She told herself this was not an actual social occasion, that she had a job to do, one that no one else in the room knew about, except for Chan.
With another deep breath, she finished up and headed out.
“Ella,” a familiar voice called as soon as she emerged from the hallway.
Chan was leaning against the wall, looking ridiculously handsome, even with a mask on. He gave her a pointed look.
“You seem to have forgotten something.”
She furrowed her brow, checking if her hair was out of order when it dawned on her.
“Oh, shit! My mask!”
With a flurry she turned around and headed back to the bathroom, hoping no one had noticed her reddening face.
“How can you be sure this won't wake him?” Kinn asked as he took careful aim.
He tossed and the peanut sailed through the air, landing just below Jom's open mouth on his chin. Their target made no move, continuing to sleep.
“Eventually,” he added.
“Trust me,” Porsche replied, picking up another peanut, “once he's in a drunk sleep, there are only two ways of waking him up: dropping him in the harbor or calling for another round.” He tossed but also missed, leaning back in his seat with a defeated sigh.
“So, in your spare time, you get your friends drunk enough to pass out and then you play target shooting with their sleeping bodies.” Kinn closed an eye before launching the nut, which unfortunately bounced off Jom's lip and to the floor.
“Oof, so close!” Porsche laughed. “And it's not all I do. I'm a bartender so I bartend,occasionally... At least I used to.”
“Do you miss it?” Kinn looked at Porsche who seemed to consider the question.
“Sometimes. I tried with Khun, but he woke up.” Porsche tossed and missed.
Kinn laughed, only to realize Porsche seemed completely serious about his answer. With narrowed eyes, he took a closer look at the young bodyguard, who had the appearance of being sober, but perhaps looks were deceiving.
“That's not what I meant,” he said, smirking.
“Then what? ...Ohhhhhh, you meant do I miss bartending? Hmm, sometimes? I guess?”
Despite his even response, guilt still twisted in Kinn's gut.
“I bet you never got shot tending bar.”
“Well...no. But I did get punched a few times.” Porsche pointed to the bowl. “Your turn.”
“Why?” Kinn asked as he picked out a projectile, getting ready to toss.
“Some of the women I hooked up with weren't as single as I thought.”
Kinn started at the confession, botching his shot, which flew way over Jom's head.
“Whoa, that one was really off,” Porsche noted, before fishing for another peanut, oblivious to Kinn's reaction.
“I guess...you've hooked up with a lot of women?”
Porsche shrugged as he found a nut.
“I guess so. You know how it is.”
“Do I?”
He nodded as he took aim. The shot hit Jom straight on the tip of the nose.
“Yeah, you're handsome. You must have had your share of girls throwing themselves at you, right?”
“You think I'm handsome?”
“Sure.”
He knew it was just chit-chat, but the words still send a flood of heat through Kinn. He bowed his head to hide a grin as he started rummaging through the bowl. A thought occurred to him as he watched the peanut fly and land on Jom's pants.
“Have you ever been with...someone like me?”
“What, like a mafia-type?”
“No, I mean...a man.”
“Nope.”
Porsche was focused on the game, not paying attention to how Kinn's expression fell a little.
“Would you?”
“Good question,” he answered, picking out his shot and turning towards his sleeping friend. “No man's shown an interest in me. So I can't really say how I'd react,” he added as he fired.
The peanut landed squarely in Jom's mouth and Porsche jumped to his feet with a celebratory shout, his arms shooting in the air. Kinn smiled up at him, his feelings thrown into turmoil at the open end to their conversation.
The song changed in the background, and suddenly Arm jumped up.
“Hey! That's my song!”
With zeal, he tore his hoodie off and started dancing suggestively. Porsche was immediately part of the fray around him and even Jom roused from his slumber, chewing, as if waking up with peanuts in your mouth was an everyday occurrence. Considering his friendship with Porsche, it might have been.
Kinn watched, unable to resist the contagious atmosphere and he soon joined in the crowd gathering around Arm, who was handed a beer, which he proceeded to pour down his body. The spectacle was ridiculous and yet there was something freeing about just letting it reach those absurd heights.
That was, until Arm tried to discard his pants and Porsche had to step in to keep them up, while Pol was laying on the ground being stepped on.
“I believe that's our guy,” Chan whispered as the host of the gala stepped forth to deliver his speech.
“Jack Hallows. Meaning we should get going.” Jay slapped him on the chest with a loud giggle. “Oh, Leon, you're so bad,” she whispered, loud enough for those around to hear.
There were a few curious glances in their direction, but when the man on the balcony began to speak, every eye turned towards him. The evening had mostly consisted of polite, superficial chit-chat, much like Chan had promised, and Jay had slowly gotten settled in her role.
Chan wrapped an arm around her again.
“Let's go.”
Jay followed him through a door, marked 'Personnel Only' and they found themselves in a long empty hallway and his arm fell away, leaving her lamenting its absense, but she pushed the thought aside as they walked on.
“Wait!” Chan halted them both. “Someone's coming.”
He pulled her down one of the side hallways and into a small, cramped room. Jay glanced around to see a large industrial copy and fax machine. Chan's head was pressed against the door, listening. He locked eyes with her as they both strained their ears for any sound on the other side.
After several seconds, he cursed quietly.
“They're coming this way.”
Jay looked at him, then at the machine.
“Come here.” She pulled him with her, behind the copier, guiding him to stand up against the wall. The machine hid everything below Chan's waist and was broad enough that she could partially hide herself, as well. She nodded and dropped to her knees.
“What are you doing?”
“Imitating a situation. Loosen your tie and open your shirt a bit.”
She could spy his displeased expression but before she could address it, there was a loud laugh outside the door.
“Put your hand on my head!” Jay whispered, urgently.
“What?”
“I'm pretending to give you a blowjob, not a prostate exam! You need to look like you're enjoying it. Just do it!”
His palm landed on her hair and she began moving her head back and forth, just as the door opened and voices abruptly stopped talking for a few seconds before there were snickers and words of encouragement loudly whispered. Then the door could be heard closing and Chan's hand disappeared from atop her head.
She jumped to her feet, examining the dress; there was some dirt but it did not seem hopelessly ruined.
“Was that really necessary?” Chan asked, clearly disgruntled behind his mask.
“It was a matter of probability.”
“Explain.”
“Well, people kissing don't really elicit any sort of sympathy and can easily be pulled out of places they're not supposed to be. But a guy getting blown will receive solidarity from his fellow men and is therefore more likely to be left in peace to 'finish' so to speak.”
“And what are you basing that on?”
She rolled her eyes.
“You really want to check my sources, right now? It worked, right? So, let's get this over with!” She opened the door, glancing around before giving the go ahead and they made their way down the hallway, back to the main. From there, it was a relatively straight path to the main office. Chan made quick work of the lock and they sneaked inside. The laptop was easy to find, laying on the desk for anyone to see.
“Open it up and put this in,” Chan instructed, handing her a flash drive. “Once you're in, the program will take care of the rest.” He went to stand by the door, listening for anyone coming as Jay opened up the PC and booted it.
She put the USB into the slot and the password was soon hacked. But that's where their luck ended. The homebrew on the flash drive began giving errors and Jay found herself trying to sort out the problem, rather than watching the files transfer.
“We got trouble,” she announced, as she worked through the usual solutions, with little success.
“How bad?”
“Bad. Arm expected the most common encryption protocols, but this isn't that.”
“Then the mission's a bust. We should get out of here.”
She mentally ran through her options and started clicking away on the keyboard.
“Give me a second,” she mumbled.
“A second to do what?”
“I think I can fix this, I just need a little time,” she explained, her eyes focused solely on the screen in front of her.
“What are you gonna do?”
“The encryption is less common but I know the system used, so I should be able to create a backdoor. However, I won't be able to use Arm's software to do the remote download, so I'll be putting it on the flash drive and sneak it out when we leave.”
“Hurry,” Chan urged. “There's more activity out there. I think the speech might be done.”
“Backdoor created, transferring files, now.”
The seconds ticked by as both their bodies tensed every moment the transfer was not done.
“It's done!” Jay announced as she ripped out the USB stick and closed down the laptop.
“Well, I have bad news. I can hear Hallows' voice headed this way.” Chan told her as she hid the flash drive. “I guess we're out of options.”
She turned around to see him stalking towards her. With rough and urgent movements, he picked her up, sitting her down on the desk, before his lips sought hers in a searing kiss.
Jay's head blanked. A part of her was aware this was a bluff, but instinct took over, and she pulled him closer, eager for more. He was so...warm. Even through the suit, she could feel the heat of his body and it fanned the embers insider her into a blazing inferno, eating away all reason.
She pulled at him, intending to lay down on the desk, when his arm wound around her waist, stopping her. With one swooping motion, he used his other hand to clear the surface, before laying her down, his mouth never leaving hers.
She pulled him with her, deepening the kiss and he allowed it. Emboldened by this, she began pulling at his shirt, eager to touch the skin beneath. His hand traveled up her bare leg, squeezing her thigh, sending floods of liquid heat through her.
The loud clearing of a throat, cut through her haze and she froze, pulling back slightly to turn her head and find the gala host and two members of security staring at them.
“Uh-oh,” she mumbled, only partially acting and only partially referring to their current situation.
Chapter 24: Ella-Fucking-Hestasi
Notes:
Fellas and Fellinas, I am back!
And per my promise, I bring you MORE of the good stuff!
So enjoy, and as always: thank you for reading!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Chapter 24: Ella-Fucking-Hestasi
“I'll see to it, you're both banned from all future events at the museum,” Jack Hallow said, seething in his chair.
Chan could see Jay out the corner of his eye, trying hard to look shamed and guilty. His own face was no doubt smeared with her lipstick and their clothes were in a crumpled disarray.
“We're terribly sorry, Mr. Hallows. It was a spur of the moment, it won't ever happen again,” he said, feigning a nervous deference towards the gala host.
Jay nodded along.
“That's not an excuse, Mr. Kukrit. I will not allow such...bestial behavior to taint what should be a beautiful occasion!” Hallows voice rose with every syllable until he was shouting.
“I will of course pay for any damages,” Chan offered, trying to seem eager to avoid expulsion.
“This isn't about money, it's about a lack of basic decorum at an important event! I can't even think of a number big enough to compensate for that! And I have no intention of letting you escape this travesty, unscathed.” He gestured to the two security guards. “We'll have you both searched to ensure you didn't steal anything valuable, and then you will leave the premises, forever.”
“Are you calling us thieves?” Jay asked, her expression incredulous.
“I'm not calling you anything you don't deserve.”
“Then I demand a female guard!”
Jack Hallows' eyes looked her up and down with clear distaste.
“Trust me, my dear, my men would not stoop that low.”
She sputtered.
“What?! Leon, did you hear that?!” She looked from Chan to Hallows, her face becoming redder. “The law demands that I be searched by a female guard!”
“The law also states not to break into people's offices for the sole purpose of fornicating! If you insist on involving law enforcement, I will make sure you suffer the full consequences, Ms. Hestasi!”
“You can't just-”
“Ella, enough!” Chan interrupted, giving her a displeased look.
“But, Leon,” she whined, reassuring Chan she was still only acting.
“We're in the wrong. Let's just accept Mr. Hallows' kindness and be done with it.”
“Kindness? Kindness! This is an outrage!”
Jack Hallows seemed about to reach the end of his patience as he slammed his hands on the table.
“Mr. Kukrit, do control your fiancée or I'll have her arrested!”
Chan quickly went to Jay.
“Stop this, Ella.” He leaned in close enough to whisper. “Will the search be a problem?” before saying more loudly: “or do you wish to ruin us further?”
She shook her head.
“No,” she added with a sullen voice, glaring at Hallows.
Chan nodded, turning towards the host, who seemed fed up with them both.
“Sir, we'll submit to the search, and then leave per your instructions.”
“As if you have a choice. Take them.”
They were split up and Chan was led to a separate room, where the guard proceeded to pat him down. It was fairly thorough and while the thought that Jay might have issues keeping the drive hidden did cross his mind, Chan had been wrong often enough to adopt a wait-and-see approach when it came to her.
When satisfied there were no hidden items on 'Leon', the guard led him back to the small office they had originally been taken to upon discovery. It was only a few minutes before Jay and her escort arrived as well, though she seemed significantly less unbothered than himself.
“Oh, Leon!” she sobbed, throwing herself against his chest. “It was horrible! I'm humiliated.”
“What did you do?” Chan asked the other guard, who was smirking with a disgusting look in his eyes.
“I didn't do anything the little lady didn't ask for.”
Chan's body tensed and he did not need to act out the murderous glare he shot the man as he wrapped his arms around Jay. A sharp sensation dug into him and he looked down to see her nails pressing against his dress shirt, though her face was still buried in his chest.
“Consider this a warning, Mr. Kukrit,” Jack Hallows drawled with a self-satisfied smirk, which soon turned into a frown as he sneered: “And don't let me catch you here, again!”
They were thrown out of the office, without their masks, and forced to make their way back to the main entrance with their faces exposed. People looked at them, curiously, as they walked by but none dared approach them. Jay continued to cling to Chan, sometimes sobbing loudly, drawing even more stares in their direction and Chan made a show of fidgeting under the increased attention, awkwardly patting his 'fiancée' on the back and making soothing noises.
The second the car had left the museum ground, Jay groaned, stretching in her seat.
“Holy fuck, that was a mess!”
“Did they find it?”
“Who do you think you're talking to?” she asked, her voice pitching, dramatically. “I am Ella-fucking-Hestasi!” She laughed, opening the window. “Hold in somewhere with a bathroom, please.”
The complete switch from her usual self to heartbroken socialite was an impressive feat, Chan had to admit to himself, not sure the other men working for him could have made such an absolute transformation.
He did as told and she came back into the car with a small plastic back. Taking his hand, she dumped the flash drive into his palm from the opened bag.
“Thank god, they didn't do a cavity search.”
Chan stared at the little device, his esteem for the woman rising.
“I didn't expect you to be so...dedicated,” he admitted while putting it away. “Speaking of the search...are you alright?”
“Yeah. I mean, I got out of there with the USB drive and no injuries, so...” She shrugged.
“No, I meant-”
“I know what you meant.” All mirth was gone from her tone and her expression darkened. “You don't have to worry. I'll wait until the right time before I take my revenge. It won't tie back to the family.”
Once again, he was reminded of the whole reason he had been paired with her in the first place. He breathed out slowly, as a small smile broke forth on his face.
“This is quite a change from when we first arrived.”
“I was nervous,” she defended. “I've never been good at all that...” She waved her hand in frustration. “...social stuff.”
“You don't seem to struggle at the estate.”
“Because there, I'm Porsche's sister. I know that role, I've been a sister as long as I can remember.”
“And what about being a bodyguard?”
“Same job, less duties,” came the dry answer.
Chan considered for a moment, then pursed his lips.
“And when we're training? Are you my sister, too?”
“Of course not! That part's...different.”
He raised an eyebrow, trying not to smile.
“Different? How so?”
“I know you're just messing with me,” she accused. “I don't know how it's different. It just is.”
There was a finality to the words and Chan decided not to push the subject, instead turning the conversation to something else.
“About what happened before we were caught: if I overstepped or made you feel forced-”
“Why would I feel forced?” she interrupted, looking genuinely confused. “We were supposed to be an engaged couple, it was the most obvious cover.” She turned to look out the window, her voice going lower. “Besides, I pretended to blow you, so a bit of kissing is hardly the end of the world.”
He heard her mumble something more but it was too muddled to make out. He glanced at her but she was resolutely staring out the window, almost to the point of ignoring his presence. After a few minutes, driving in silence, she looked down at her dress and sighed.
“Another one bites the dust.”
“How bad is it?”
She tilted her head, assessing the damage.
“The stains could probably be fixed but the tears...” She shook her head. “No way to make that look good.”
“When did it tear?” Chan asked, believing he had been careful during their pretend-tryst.
“That asshole guard did it. I'm gonna get him good for that one!”
Her expression had become taut as she stared at the tattered fabric.
“Jay,” Chan called, softly.
“Yeah?” She was still not looking at him.
“You did well.”
Her head turned and he could see the surprise on her face.
“Really?”
He nodded, keeping his eyes on the road.
“Where are we going?” Kinn asked as Porsche pulled him by the wrist.
“C'mon! It's great, you'll love it!” Porsche giggled.
There was no longer any doubt about his state of sobriety, the last shreds of which had probably been wiped out, when he went for two of every shot in succession. The rest of their group had been in various states of unconsciousness when Porsche had persuaded Kinn to follow him somewhere.
As they approached a floating dock, Kinn finally regained some sense of caution and stopped, while Porsche continued down the steps. The mafioso looked around, feeling exposed, standing on the pier, in the middle of the night, with a drunk as his only company. Said drunk let himself fall flat on his back with an audible sigh of relief.
“What's gotten into you?” Kinn asked as he descended onto the floating dock, looking down at Porsche, laying spread eagle on the metal surface.
Porsche just chuckled to himself. Kinn looked out at the dark water. The waves sparkled from the lights of the city, as it reflected itself in the Crescent Moon River. Ferries covered in neon light ropes glided lazily across the water, like lanterns, into the night.
Something tucked at Kinn's ankle and he looked down to see Porsche pulling at his pants.
“Hurry up and lie down!” Porsche whined. “It's lonely down here, all alone.”
“It's also dirty,” Kinn noted.
“Ah, pish-posh!” Porsche's arms started wiping across the surface in broad strokes. “There, now I cleaned it. Now, lay down!”
Kinn rolled his eyes but dropped down to sit, immediately feeling the tiny edges of sand digging into his hand. He lifted it, looking in displeasure at the dirty streaks on his skin. Porsche grabbed his wrist, making an exaggerated show out of blowing off the dirt, with no success.
“There, all better!” he laughed.
Kinn was about to retort, but thought better of it.
“Ah, whatever,” he mumbled, finally laying down next to Porsche, no longer caring about the dirt getting on his clothes.
Placing a hand under his head, he stared up at the night sky, breathing deeply. He closed his eyes and surrendered himself to the gentle sway of the platform, the soft caress of the night breeze and the warmth of Porsche's body next to his own.
For several minutes, the gentle splashing of the waves and Porsche's steady breathing was all that filled his mind. A blanket of calm and contentment wrapped itself around him and he could not recall having ever felt so at ease before. The thought brought him back to the present and he sat up. Porsche followed a few seconds later, looking at him, curiously.
“Cent for your thoughts?”
Kinn chuckled.
“Is that all my thoughts are worth?”
“It's all I have on me,” Porsche countered, rummaging through his jeans before holding up a tiny coin. “See?” He held it out but as Kinn reached for it, he pulled it back with a grin. “Uh-uh-uh! You have to tell me your thoughts first.”
Kinn smiled.
“Has anyone ever told you...?”
“Told me what?”
“That when you're drunk, you're just so...”
“So what? Tell me!” Porsche pestered, nudging his head against Kinn's shoulder.
“So asking for a beating,” Kinn finally said, shoving at him, playfully.
Porsche took up the challenge, pulling Kinn down with him and for a few moments they wrestled, before calmly separating and sitting back up. The silence settled between them and Kinn sighed; he was hyper aware of Porsche's presence and the heat it caused but also somehow at ease. The combination made it hard to keep the line between what he should and shouldn't say.
“When were you last this happy?” he finally asked.
Porsche grinned, his eyes half-closed.
“A few seconds ago.” He began laughing and Kinn soon joined in as he realized what Porsche was referring to.
“Alright, fair enough.”
They fell silent again and Porsche stared out across the water.
“Do I need to pay a cent to hear your thoughts, too?” Kinn asked after a few moments.
“I was just...thinking about my parents.”
“Your parents?”
“They passed when I was little. Sometime, before Jay came, I was struggling to keep us afloat.” Porsche's voice was distant, lost in a memory only he could see. “It wasn't like I could go to the bank and get a proper loan so I visited a loan shark, instead.”
Kinn felt his heart drop further with every word from Porsche.
“They came to collect, every freaking month, and the interests kept climbing. It got to the point that every knock on the door made me want to run and hide, terrified it would be them. They would beat me senseless, asking if I was hiding money from them.”
“I guess that explains why you thought you could negotiate with Mes,” Kinn noted, shaking his head, slowly.
“It's just...sad.”
Kinn looked at him as his head hung against his chest.
“What is?”
“In just one day, I became the very kind of person I've always hated.” With effort, he lifted his head, once again looking across the water. “I watched as someone was beaten to a bloody pulp, and then I killed him. And he was someone's father.” Porsche's voice ended on a strangled sound and he cleared his throat. “That kid...they'll just be another victim of the same vicious cycle.”
Kinn chuckled but the sound was dark and grim, falling from his lips like droplets of lead, into the waves below.
“You've been at this job for a few months. And you feel all these things, so strongly,” he said, his voice low but intense. “Now imagine: I've been a part of this world, my whole life. It's twisted into my very person.”
Porsche looked at him, his expression melancholic.
“How can you stand it?”
“What choice do I have? Khun can't handle this life and Kim...he wants a life outside this world.” Kinn looked down. “There's no one else who can do this.”
Porsche didn't say anything, and Kinn was happy to leave the topic behind.
“Thank you.”
Kinn looked up at him in surprise.
“I know you saved my life. When you didn't let the minor family kill me for banging that kid's head open.” He laughed at the memory. “And when you pulled me out of the way when Mes shot me.”
Kinn met his eyes, seeing nothing but open honesty in them.
“Thank you, Kinn,” Porsche repeated.
Kinn smiled, unable to stave off the wave of affection the words brought with them, into his heart. Then he realized Porsche was still looking at him, his eyes barely open. Something warm and tingling shot through Kinn's chest as they locked eyes and for that brief moment, on a floating slab of steel, he felt as if something was there, something important...and precious.
With slow, deliberate movements, he put a hand down against the metal surface and leaned in, the scent of citrus tickling his nose. Porsche remained still as he came ever closer, showing no sign of discomfort or uncertainty.
Kinn had told himself, he would only press his lips against Porsche's, that would be enough, he would be sated. But the moment their lips touched, a streaming torrent of heat burst forth from his chest. He pulled back, ever so slightly, huffing a slow breath as he rubbed his nose against Porsche's before seeking his mouth again.
Porsche's lips were soft and pliant against Kinn's, letting him set the pace; he could feel Porsche respond to his advances, his mouth pressing against Kinn's, setting the latter's heart ablaze.
When Porsche tilted his head to the side, allowing Kinn to deepen the kiss, Kinn had to brace himself as a wave of delighted dizziness set in, making his stomach drop and his heart beat faster.
He wanted to melt into the moment, wishing time would freeze and allow him to have this small piece of heaven all to himself.
Notes:
If you're looking for something else to read, and always wondered what might happen if Porsche was an artist, allow me to recommend Catalyst by Lovelyillusion!
Chapter 25: Half-Assed Assumptions
Notes:
Hey everyone!
Did you miss me? Well, I missed you, so I half-assed the final project, just so I could rush back and bring you another chapter (crossing my fingers I still pass, LOL)
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Chapter 25: Half-Assed Assumptions
“I'm gonna fucking kill him,” Jay said with a deadpan expression as she stared at the pile of people, passed out drunk on the floor.
“Jay!” Yok came storming from somewhere deeper inside. “Get out! You're banned, remember?”
“You called me here. You said I had to come get everyone, before you turned the hose on them.”
“How did you get banned from a bar?” Ken asked from behind her.
“I can venture a guess.” Chan's voice was dry, yet she could feel the disapproval radiating from him.
“Someone didn't get the memo on not shooting the messenger and I was being chased by thugs,” she explained, her attention focused back on the sleepers. “I thought I'd lost them, by the time I got here, but turned out they followed me and...well...”
“They – and you – tore the place apart!” Yok continued for her, her voice rising. “It took months to get everything back to the way it was!” She turned towards Chan and Ken with a milder look. “You brought two strong men, they can drag these lightweights out. You!” She pointed at Jay, then at the exit. “Wait outside!”
“Master Kinn and Porsche aren't in here,” Chan noted, glancing at the mess of entangled bodies. “You go find them, Ken and I will get these guys out and into the cars.”
Jay scoffed as she spun around.
“This is ridiculous!” she muttered under her breath as she went outside.
Glancing around there was no sign of her brother. She looked towards the harbor, hoping at least one of them had the good sense not to get them both drowned. Or maybe they should...it would make her life a whole lot easier and she could probably convince Chay of the benefits...somehow.
She started in that direction, hoping they would be close. The heels she wore were definitely not meant for walking, at least not far. As she rounded the corner, she spotted two figures coming towards her, though one of them seemed wobbly.
“Hey, Jay!” Porsche greeted with a goofy grin, then he stopped, his expression turning serious. “Hey...Jay, did you hear that? 'Hey Jay', it rhymes!” He started giggling, repeating the words over and over again.
“Hey Porsche,” Jay replied with a sigh, nodding a greeting at Kinn, who seemed decidedly more in control of himself.
“That didn't rhyme,” Porsche whined. “It's not as good.” He looked Jay up and down. “Why are you dressed?”
“Did you really just ask your sister why she's wearing clothes?”
“Not clothes, a dress! She's dressed and she's almost never dressed.” Porsche turned his head towards her. “Right, Sis? Aww, that doesn't rhyme either.”
“What's with that logic?”
“Don't argue with him,” Jay told Kinn. “His philosophical streak will end when the buzz wears off. And I'm wearing a dress,” she said, directing the latter part to her brother, “because I was on the way back from a mission when Yok called. Apparently, you filled her bar to the rafters with passed out drunks and bailed.”
“We didn't bail!” Porsche countered. “We were just at the pier.”
“Doing what?”
“Oh, that's the best part! We-”
Kinn's hand shot out to cover Porsche's mouth. Jay's eyebrows went up as she stared at Kinn.
“I'd prefer to keep that part private,” he explained, struggling to maintain an authoritative air.
“If it revolves around dropping Porsche into the harbor for pissing you off, then as long as you get him out before he drowns, I'll look the other way.”
“Hey!” Porsche protested as he shook Kinn's hand off. “How'd you feel if I conspired against you?”
“You did conspire against me...several times.”
“Well...then you know how much it sucks!” he argued, awkwardly. “And you shouldn't want to expose your beloved brother to that!”
“Don't worry,” Jay said with a saccharine smile. “I would never do that to Chay.”
“I meant me! You love me, too, I know you do!” Porsche staggered over to her and threw his arms around her, so she had to struggle to keep them both from toppling over.
“Porsche, would you stop that!”
“Say it! Say you love me!”
She tried to get free but his grip was surprisingly strong.
“Yes, I love you! Obviously,” she finally said.
Porsche lifted his head, shooting her a wicked grin.
“Do you love Kinn, too?”
She rolled her eyes.
“Yeah, I love Kinn, too. Would you get off me, already?”
Porsche stood up, turning to his companion with a triumphant grin. Kinn seemed at a loss how to react to the scene in front of him.
“See? I told you she wouldn't hate you!”
“Kinn already knows I don't hate him. I've told him before. Can we get our asses back to the cars now, please?”
Porsche looked at her with disapproval.
“You must have done it wrong.”
“Asses. Cars. Now.”
Porsche grumbled but got moving and Kinn trailed after, still looking uncertain.
Chan and Ken had managed to drag the other men out of the bar and get them into the three cars by the time the trio returned.
“We'll each drive one car and drop off people where they need to go,” Chan announced, as he closed the door to the car they had arrived in.
“I'm good to drive,” Kinn declared.
“Not a chance.”
“I'm afraid not, Master Kinn.”
“You should reconsider, Master Kinn.”
He stared as Jay, Chan and Ken all rebuffed him at the same time, seemingly surprised at their sudden solidarity. Jay turned to the two other bodyguards.
“I'll take Kinn and Porsche home.”
They nodded and Porsche livened up.
“Perfect! Then I can tell you all about how we-”
“No!” Kinn cut him off, looking distressed. “I want Ken to drive us!”
Chan stared for a moment, then hesitantly nodded.
“Alright, that's not a problem. I will handle Khun and his people. Jay, you can see to it that Porsche's friends and Tae and Time get home.”
“Sure,” Jay answered, observing Kinn in puzzled bewilderment.
The young master avoided her gaze as he took Porsche to his own car.
“Guess that's one point for me,” Ken snickered close to her ear.
She turned her head to stare at him, dumbfounded.
“That's not even the same-...ugh, you know what? Take the point. You obviously need it.”
His face twisted and he glanced at Chan, noting the head bodyguard was busy discussing something with Kinn.
“Guess you're feeling all confident, now you're buddy-buddy with the boss.”
“Buddy-buddy?”
He nodded at her dress.
“Must have been a fun mission.”
She laughed out loud, unable to contain her mirth at his half-assed assumptions.
“You know what's funny about your kind?” she asked.
“'My kind'?”
Jay nodded.
“You know, insecure little weasels with anger issues? Your mind always goes to the same place. You just can't perceive of anyone acting in a way you wouldn't.”
“You didn't answer the question,” Ken growled.
“It was a fun mission. Chan and I did get along. But he didn't rip my dress.” She gestured to the tears. “These are the work of an insecure little weasel, who thought he was being clever.”
Her gaze landed on him, heavily. He lifted his chin in defiance.
“Seems he outsmarted you.”
A dark chuckle rumbled from Jay.
“The game's far from over, honey.”
He opened his mouth for a rebuttal but was called by Chan. He glanced as the latter approached, before turning back towards Jay.
“Neither is ours. And this point is mine!”
“It's four-to-one, Ken-Doll, but do keep that optimism!”
“This is the information on Porsche and Jay, you asked for,” Big said as he handed the envelope to Kim.
Putting the guitar aside, Kim took it and pulled out the contents.
“There's been a string of strange events since they arrived and it seems there's a mole among the staff,” Big explained, as he glanced over the papers. “I assume your theory matches my own?”
Kim nodded.
“It's the obvious place to start.”
“Exactly!” Big agreed, his eagerness immediately grating against Kim's nerves. “And there's something weird going on between Ken and the sister.”
“Your jealousy-drama with your best friend is not my concern,” Kim reminded the bodyguard.
Big stiffened, his expression clouding over.
“I'm not jealous.”
“Your best friend and your crush have both been stolen by the same sibling pair, and you run crying to me. What else would you call that?” Kim asked, looking at him.
“I am not jealous!” he repeated, staring back, defiantly.
Kim blinked slowly, then languidly turned his attention back on the report, saying nothing for a while, as he read.
“What else have you found out?”
“Um...” Big stammered, not expecting the sudden question.
“'Um'?”
He cleared his throat.
“What I meant is: apparently, Porsche spontaneously came along for a visit to Mes.”
When Kim's head lifted and he looked at Big, the bodyguard seemed to feel encouraged.
“Not only did they not get any information, I was told Porsche ended up shooting Mes dead.”
“He killed Mes?”
Big nodded.
“The report says Mes fired first, but I'm not so sure.”
“Very convenient,” Kim muttered to himself.
“I know, right?”
The zeal was back in Big's voice and Kim grit his teeth.
“I'm sure I can find something, if I have enough time! And then we can confront Korn about these two and make him see reason.”
Kim's patience was running out. He looked at Big again, who seemed almost cheery at having an ally.
“Then why are you still here, breathing down my neck?”
Almost with a snap, Big straightened himself before making a stilted bow.
“I'll leave you to it...Master Kim.”
When the door closed behind Big, Kim finally took a closer look at the information. Something abut the setup did not sit right with him. The big sister seemed to have showed up out of nowhere to adopt the boys. Why?
He looked at her picture. The report would have mentioned if she were a distant relative. He put the photograph aside and looked at the older brother, instead: an underground fighter and former Taekwondo champion. That certainly translated to physical prowess but it wasn't enough to make him bodyguard material. From Big's description, this guy, Porsche, was hotheaded and impulsive.
What had Korn been thinking bringing these two into the Theerapanyakun family's ranks? His father was many things but reckless wasn't one of them.
He finally looked at the younger brother and his breath caught for a moment before he huffed a laugh.
Either fate was playing a cruel trick on these siblings or they had no sense of self-preservation, to come at the family from two angles.
Kim rose from his seat on the balcony and went inside the apartment. He approached the far wall, decorated with a large impressionist-styled close-up portrait of himself. He pulled the painting aside to reveal a bulletin board with pictures of the last six generations of Theerapanyakuns on one side, and several pictures and news clippings of high-profile crimes and missing people around Crescenda, on the other. Red threat connected the two sides in a convoluted pattern.
Looking at the pictures in his hand and back on the board, Kim placed the three siblings somewhere in the middle, until he could figure out their motives and loyalties.
Staring at the picture of Porchay, the younger brother, he had an idea where to start his investigation.
A warm presence was intertwined with his body. He loved the feeling, pulling them closer. When they let out a contented sigh, Porsche leaned in, intending to land a soft kiss on their lips. As his nose touched theirs, he was awoken by a loud cry before he was shoved away, falling to the floor with a thump.
“Damnit, Porsche!” Pete shouted from the opposite side of the bed. “What the hell are you doing?”
“Me?” Porsche yelled back. “You're the one that kicked me!”
“Of course I did! You were in my bed! And you were trying to kiss me!” The pitch of Pete's voice rose with every word.
Porsche glanced around to find out he was indeed clinging on to a bed not his own.
“Oh.” An awkward silence fell over them both, as they tried to remember how they ended up in this situation.
Porsche ran a hand through his hair. “What happened last night?” He narrowed his eyes, trying to peer through his foggy memories. “Did we go to the river at some point?”
“Don't ask me,” Pete said, waving a hand, dismissively. “Those herbal liqueurs really messed me up. All I know is I'm in the right bed and you're not.”
“Wait,” Porsche said, as a flash of something, a sensation, came to him. “I think...I think I was making out with someone.”
“Wasn't me. Though you tried your best, seconds ago.”
Porsche tilted his head, trying to cling onto the memory and failing.
“Maybe it was just a dream?”
Pete grinned.
“A dream, eh?” He rose a little, peering down Porsche's body. “Does that mean you're pitching a tent, over there?”
“Hey! Eyes up here,” Porsche told him, pointing to his face.
“Alright, alright. What do you remember? Maybe I can help you narrow down who it was.”
“I don't remember anything. I just know it felt...nice.”
“What felt nice?”
Both of them yelled and turned to see Jay standing in the door, holding a large milkshake in one hand.
“Where did you come from?” Pete asked, pressing a hand to his chest.
“Just for the fun of it, let's say the window.”
Porsche furrowed his brow.
“Did you knock?”
She pursed her lips, thinking for a moment.
“Let's say yes.”
“We have got to start locking the door,” Pete groaned, while Porsche rubbed his hands over his face.
“Wouldn't work, she knows how to hack the card readers.”
“Porsche, that's absurd. Ain't no way I'm gonna go around hacking the card readers,” she said, before sipping from her straw.
Pete shrugged at Porsche, who quickly held up a hand.
“Just...wait for it,” he cautioned.
“I made a master key-card, instead,” Jay added, after drinking.
“And, there it is.”
“Is that even allowed?” Pete asked, furrowing his brow.
“The rules don't explicitly forbid it,” she hedged with a shrug.
“Are we accessories if we don't report this?” He looked to Porsche.
“It's tempting.”
“I did bring a bribe,” Jay announced, holding up a shopping bag, looking like it was about to burst apart.
“What's in the bag?” they both asked.
“My hangover cure.”
Porsche broke into a relieved grin.
“Now, that's more like it!”
Pete continued to look skeptical.
“What's the cure?”
“Greasy food, enough drinks to drown a rhino and my number one migraine cocktail, guaranteed to either kill you or cure you...either way, the pain is gone.”
Pete stared at her for a moment, then gestured at the bag.
“Gimme.”
Kinn stared at the small coin next to his bathroom sink. Porsche had dropped it, probably when they wrestled, and when they decided to go back, Kinn had picked it up and pocketed it. He couldn't even explain why he wanted to keep it so badly.
Maybe he wanted something tangible to remind himself it wasn't a dream.
“I kissed Porsche,” he mumbled to himself.
Even saying it out loud did not make it seem real, but that coin, gleaming at him with a promise of yesterday, confirmed the words he spoke. When he looked at it, he remembered the scent of alcohol and citrus, the sound of waves, gently lapping against the dock, the soft feel of warm lips meeting his own.
He told himself it was a mistake, that he should have controlled himself better. But his heart leapt and danced, whenever the memory flashed before his eyes.
Had Porsche really kissed him back? Could that be true? He let a finger trace over his lips, as he mentally took stock of every second of the feeling, delighting in the tiny shivers of excitement running through him.
Kinn turned around, intent on pulling himself together. He would have to confront Porsche about what happened. Even if... No, he would deal with that possibility when it happened. Until then, this little moment in time, this bliss, it was his own to enjoy.
Chapter 26: Plot Points of Winnie the Pooh
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Chapter 26: Plot Points of Winnie the Pooh
Porsche glanced around the gardens, before pulling out a cigarette and placing it between his lips. While Jay's hangover cure was damn near miraculous, a smoke right after was still the absolute cherry on top. It least, it would have been if his lighter would cooperate. He shook it a few times and checked the inside canister before trying again.
A lighter was flipped open and lit in front of him and he glanced up to meet the dark gaze of Vegas. For a moment, he glanced between the lighter and the man, before accepting the help and lighting his cigarette.
“Master Vegas,” he greeted, making a small, awkward bow before looking around, not sure what the protocol was for receiving someone from the minor family, when alone.
“Relax,” Vegas said with an easy smile. “I'm just running some errands for Papa, so don't make a big deal out of it.”
“Oh,” Porsche replied, only further discomposed by the friendly demeanor. He shifted his stance, looking for something to say. “About last time...I'm sorry.”
Vegas scoffed, waving a hand, dismissively.
“Come on, I know my brother better than anyone. He really invites people to coldcock him, sometimes.”
“Yeah,” Porsche laughed, then realized who he was with and straightened up. “Sorry...again.”
“This is gonna be a long day if you're going to apologize every time you're being honest.”
Vegas' friendly grin and the teasing glint in is eyes put Porsche less on edge and his posture relaxed a bit. Vegas glanced around the grounds before speaking again.
“You're in charge of Kinn, right? Gotten used to it, yet?”
“Nope, not at all!” Porsche joked, earning a laugh from Vegas. “Honestly, I feel like I'm just pretending, and sooner or later, someone's gonna catch me and throw me out on my ass.”
“Kinn wouldn't keep you around if he didn't think you were doing a good job.”
“Well, that's just the thing,” Porsche said hesitantly, scratching the back of his head. “I'm not actually on Kinn's team, anymore. Now, I'm in charge of Master Tankhun.”
“Tankhun?” Vegas asked, his eyes going wide. “Oh boy, he's, ah...quite something.”
“That's putting it mildly.”
“Believe it or not, I'm impressed you're still here, then. Khun can be quite a handful.”
Porsche laughed.
“You're telling me. I have no idea how Jay did it.”
Vegas expression became curious.
“Jay? Is that your sister?”
Porsche nodded.
“She was assigned to Khun before me. His other bodyguards were all abuzz about how she could handle him. Like she was the Tankhun-whisperer or something.”
Vegas snorted, then lifted an eyebrow at Porsche.
“But you were the one to bring Khun out, weren't you? That's really impressive.”
“I guess,” Porsche said with a shrug. “He still drives me crazy, sometimes. Er-, I mean-” He tried to backpedal but Vegas just chuckled, putting a comforting hand on his shoulder.
“I've grown up with this family, Porsche, and even I want to smack them, sometimes.”
Porsche breathed out in relief, returning Vegas' smile with one of his own.
“Maybe you have to be crazy to do well in this place. Maybe that's why Jay's not struggling.”
“I'll remember that assessment.”
“Oh, shit,” Porsche mumbled, tossing his cigarette to the ground and stomping on it, much to Vegas' confusion, before he turned with a smile towards his sister who was walking closer.
“Jay! What brings you here?”
“Kinn wants to see you.”
The abrupt message sent him for a loop, after Vegas' easy banter.
“Huh. Alright, yeah, tell him I'll be right up.”
Jay shook her head.
“No can do. He wants to see you in private, now. So, I'm getting an early break.”
“Why?”
“He wants to discuss the particular plot points of Winnie the Pooh.”
Porsche exchanged a confused glance with Vegas and Jay rolled her eyes, sighing.
“I don't know why, I'm just here to fetch you. Now get your ass in gear.”
“Fine!” Porsche scoffed. “I'm going, I'm going.”
“And next time I catch you with a cigarette,” Jay called after his back, “I'm gonna make you eat it!”
Porsche flipped her off, over his shoulder, but didn't turn back around. When the door closed behind him, Jay turned her attention to the elder son of the minor family.
“Vegas,” she said with a cautious tone.
“Shouldn't that be 'Master Vegas', to you?”
“No.”
He chuckled.
“I see you don't pull any punches. I like that.”
Her eyebrows lifted and her expression seemed mildly amused by his statement.
“I sincerely doubt that.”
Vegas smile faded and he lifted his chin with a challenging look.
“Is this the part where you tell me to stay away from your brother?”
“To what end? It wouldn't stop you and it's not my business to decide whom Porsche pursues or is pursued by.”
“Just your business whether he smokes or not, I see.”
Jay shrugged, not the least bit put off by the accusation.
“Heartbreak won't kill him. Cigarettes might.”
“Such devotion from a sister. And from what I understand, you don't even share a drop of blood.” Vegas cocked his head to the side, his dark eyes boring into hers. “I wonder how those brothers inspired such affection from you.”
She smiled, though it didn't reach her eyes.
“I think we both know, that sharing blood is no guarantee for devotion or affection, wouldn't you say?”
Vegas froze, his eyes narrowing.
“Who are you?”
“Someone who seems to have hit a sore spot,” she replied, casually. “But I would hate to become someone who keeps you from your work.”
She walked away, fully aware that Vegas' eyes were following her and they were not looking at her kindly.
“You wanted to see me?” Porsche asked as he approached Kinn, who was leaning casually against the balcony pool.
“Did I interrupt your riveting conversation?”
Porsche's brow furrowed, as he tried to follow what Kinn was referring to.
“Do you mean with Master Vegas?” he eventually asked. “He just lent me his lighter.”
“Unless absolutely necessary, don't associate yourself with the minor family,” Kinn warned.
“Why?”
He seemed taken aback by the question and Porsche pressed on.
“Master Vegas was being kind to me, why shouldn't I be kind back?”
Kinn opened his mouth to respond but no words came so Porsche continued.
“You know, everyone keeps talking to me like I was raised in a barn, yet when I show the most basic of manners, you jump down my throat.”
“Well, who told you to be so friendly with them?” Kinn asked, seeming to scramble to get the conversation back under control.
“I'd like to remind you that the last time I stepped out of line with the minor family, I was almost killed, and you hit me and choked me out!”
“I did that to save your life!”
“Exactly!”
Kinn paused in surprise.
“Do you want a repeat of that? Do you want me to mess up and get in trouble so you have to save me again?” Porsche asked.
“I... No, of course not,” Kinn finally acquiesced.
“Good. Are we done here?”
Porsche turned to leave.
“Wait!”
He turned back to find Kinn's eyes flickering, not really meeting his gaze.
“About last night. Are you okay?”
Porsche laughed.
“Are you serious? I do this all the time, it's no big deal.”
“You do that all the time?” Kinn asked, skeptically.
“Yeah! I'm a bartender, it would be embarrassing if I didn't.”
He looked disappointed, somehow. Porsche smirked.
“Let me guess: it was your first time?”
Kinn's head snapped up and he stared at Porsche.
“What?”
“Don't 'what' me, I'm a professional, I can tell.”
Kinn seemed completely disbelieving.
“You're a professional?”
Porsche rolled his eyes.
“Yes, a professional. I mixed drinks for a living, you know. I can tell when someone's never done herbal liqueur shots before.”
Kinn's eyes widened.
“The shots. You're talking about the shots?”
“Obviously! What else would we be talking about?”
His eyes flickered again, piquing Porsche's curiosity.
“I was thinking something that took place...later in the evening,” Kinn slowly explained.
“Ah! Well, I kinda blacked out, so I don't really remember much,” Porsche explained, suddenly feeling very self-conscious about his bragging. “Did I do something to you? What was it?”
Kinn fidgeted, making Porsche nervous.
“Did I crash your car? Or throw you in the river? I swear, whatever it was-”
“I'm sorry, Master Kinn?”
They both turned their heads to find Pol looking distressed.
“Porsche, I need you to come quick. Something's wrong with Master Tankhun!”
Porsche quickly followed Pol to Khun's room, where Arm was busy looking around for the oldest son, who was seemingly nowhere to be found.
“Where the hell did he go?” Pol asked, panicked.
“Let's just look around,” Porsche said, trying to calm him down. “If we don't find him, we might can find a hint to where he went.”
Arm agreed and they started rummaging through the room, for any sign of their boss. It wasn't until Pol accidentally stepped on Khun that the latter popped up from beneath a pile of blanket on the floor, screaming in agony. The three bodyguards quickly went to him, pulling him up on the couch, while apologizing profusely and trying to calm him down.
“My head's in agony!” Khun whined, pressing his palms against his temples. “Who's squeezing it so abominably?” He paused, his eyes widening in horror. “Have I been possessed? Is there some demon ravaging my body?”
“Of course not, Master Khun, calm down,” Arm tried to soothe, but Khun only wailed even higher.
“Oh, I'm gonna die! Those wretched demons want my soul!”
As he continued to howl, Porsche eventually got fed up and clapped a hand over his mouth.
“Master Tankhun, you're having a hangover. There are no ghosts or demons and you'll be fine. Trust me.”
“No! Every time I trust you, I end up doomed!” With effort, Khun sat up, groaning. “Take me to the spa, I need to be pampered.”
“Pol, you get the car, Arm and I will take him down,” Porsche instructed as he tried to grab a hold of Khun.
“What are you talking about?” Khun snapped as he struggled free of Porsche's grasp. “The spa's right beneath the estate!”
Porsche stared.
“There's a spa? Inside the building?” he asked, dumbfounded.
“Yes!” they all replied as they got up.
Porsche had expected the so-called spa to consist of a Jacuzzi and a sauna, maybe a tanning bed or two. Instead, he was introduced to a complete facility with a massage parlor, hot springs, saunas and even a section for beauty treatments.
He stood next to Arm and Pol as they all observed Khun getting massaged into a deep slumber in next to no time.
“I seriously thought someone had been messing with the house plan when I saw 'spa' written on it,” Porsche admitted, still gobsmacked by the extravagance. “Is there anything these people won't burn money on?”
Arm chuckled.
“Trust me, you haven't seen it all.”
Khun snorted and mumbled something in his sleep.
“Thank god, he's finally peaceful,” Pol noted.
“Yeah, that's one man down,” Porsche agreed.
“What do you mean?” Arm looked on in confusion as Porsche walked casually over to the masseuse.
“Excuse me?”
“Yes?” she asked, looking at him.
“Before he came here, Master Tankhun insisted we should be taken care of, as well.”
“Wait!” Arm hissed, pulling at Porsche's shirt, but the latter ignored him.
“Excuse us a moment, miss,” Pol tried to deflect but the masseuse spoke to Porsche.
“If you want a massage, you'll have to wait until I'm done with Master Tankhun. You're free to use the rest of the spa, in the meantime.”
“What the hell was that?” Arm snapped when he returned. “We can't just leave Master Tankhun alone!”
Porsche glanced at their boss, who was still sleeping soundly.
“You hear him snoring, right? He ain't waking up any time soon. So let's enjoy this rare moment of freedom!”
“Can we really do that?” Pol asked, looking to Arm, who seemed hesitant.
“Come on, don't be such a goody-two-shoes, let's just live a little!” Porsche nudged.
“Well,” Arm finally gave in, “I've been wanting to try the hot springs for a while.”
“Oh yeah! Me too!” Pol nodded, eagerly.
Arm winked at Porsche.
“So? You in?”
Porsche was tempted, but at the last moment, he shook his head.
“I can't. I can't get my wound wet,” he sighed.
“What, that little scratch?” Arm asked poking at his arm, only for his hand to be slapped away.
“Don't touch that!” Porsche warned.
“Wait, so I don't get to see your balls?” Pol muttered, causing the other two to look at him, strangely.
“Why do you want to see Porsche's balls?”
“No reason,” Pol quickly answered, looking away.
Porsche was not convinced but shook it off, when Khun suddenly snored, loudly.
“Never mind. Where's the sauna?”
Pol pointed towards the door in the corner.
“Okay, so you go out...then left and then right...or was it right and then left?”
He looked to Arm, who just patted Porsche on the shoulder.
“Ask the staff, they'll tell you.”
Kinn should have been upset to see Porsche lounging about in the sauna, when he was supposed to watch over Khun, but as with everything else regarding the newest bodyguard, lately, he just found himself chuckling at the audacious behavior. He opened the door in time to hear Porsche sigh, contentedly.
“This is heaven.”
“So you decided to die, right after I saved your skin?” Kinn asked, suppressing a smile as Porsche jumped in place.
“Kinn! Oh, um... Khun-, that is, Master Tankhun asked me to check out the sauna. I guess he sent me to the wrong one.” He stood, bowing lightly. “I'll be off.”
“Wait.” Kinn said, enjoying his panic. He nodded to the spot Porsche had vacated. “Sit down.”
Porsche looked at the bench and back to Kinn.
“Are you sure?”
Kinn closed his eyes, taking in the heat.
“I don't mind the company.”
“You're being weird today,” Porsche noted, but Kinn could sense he sat back down.
The sauna fell quiet, as the heat did its job. Kinn could feel the sweat coalescing on his skin and he breathed deeply, taking the hot air into his lungs. Noticing Porsche's uncharacteristic silence, he cracked an eye open.
“If the heat's getting to you, go rest before you pass out.”
Porsche's head spun around, his expression indignant.
“Are you serious? You think a bit of hot air is enough to bring me down? Fuck off!”
“Right,” Kinn chuckled. “I forgot, I'm talking to 'the Phoenix', silly me!”
“It's not just a name, alright?” Porsche leaned forward, exposing the tattoo on his back of an elegant bird, seemingly dancing in the air, its long tail feathers folding upwards towards its body, like hungry flames.
“I suppose its fitting for your nickname.”
“The tattoo actually came first,” Porsche said as he sat back again. “The phoenix is an immortal bird, who burns to death, at the end of one lifespan, only to rise from the ashes anew.”
Kinn stared at the intricate lines for a moment.
“Why this tattoo?”
“My mom drew it. It was her favorite animal. She always told us stories about it.”
Porsche smiled to himself at the memory and Kinn felt a stab of envy as he observed the soft expression.
“Mom also said I had to make sure my brother finished his degree.” Porsche looked up at Kinn. As the latter rose from his seat, he furrowed his brow. “You leaving?”
“No,” was all Kinn replied as he went to the heater, scooping more water onto the stones.
“Wait, don't you think it's hot enough, in here?” Porsche protested, his body tensing up.
“Not even close,” Kinn laughed. “Unless you can't take the heat?” He sat down next to Porsche, whose expression became defiant.
“Of course I can,” he said, putting his elbows on the platform behind. “Never been better!”
His right elbow was pressed against Kinn's arm, outstretched behind him. Kinn's attention became entirely focused on that spot, marveling at how that tiny touch seemed to run hotter than anything else in the room.
“How is your brother?” he asked, finally tearing his eyes away from it.
“He's doing fine, from what I understand.” Porsche answered, taking his arms down. “Jay's checking up on him. I guess he spends most of his time playing video games without us to limit it.”
Kinn tried not to lament the loss of Porsche's touch, or think about how that spot now seemed significantly colder than the rest of his body.
“What about your younger brother?”
The question pulled him back and he looked at Porsche.
“I know you have one,” Porsche explained, misunderstanding his confusion.
Kinn looked ahead, not sure how to feel when talking about it.
“I might as well not have. I don't even remember the last time I saw him.” A sad smile crossed his face as he looked at Porsche again. “I told you before: we don't really have the luxury of getting close.”
Something like sympathy flickered across Porsche's face, putting Kinn on edge.
“Isn't your girlfriend angry at you being here?” he asked, to change the subject.
“What girlfriend? Going solo is ten times better than being tied down.”
Kinn smirked.
“You aren't just saying that because you don't want to introduce them to Jay, are you?”
Porsche cleared his throat, shifting uneasily.
“And what about you?” he asked, instead of answering. “When will you have a girlfriend?”
“Who says I don't?”
“The entire time I've been here, I haven't seen a single girl hanging around. Not counting the one who tried to kill you, obviously.” Porsche shook his head. “I don't get it, you're rich, well-mannered and decent-looking.”
Kinn smiled, trying not to let the compliments get to his head.
“You're just a bit old.”
The smile faded in an instant, but Porsche did not pay attention.
“But I'm sure you could afford botox for that!”
“You really don't know when to shut up, do you!” Kinn snapped.
Porsche seemed taken aback and fell silent. Kinn sighed.
“Putting my 'oldness' aside,” he said, hesitantly, “if you were a girl...” He met Porsche's gaze, his heartbeat speeding up. “Would you like a guy like me?”
The silence stretched between them, after his question. Kinn could see various feelings swirling through Porsche's gaze, though he spoke none of them aloud. Then, they were suddenly gone and his eyes became unfocused.
Kinn stared as Porsche started leaning towards him, wondering for a moment what he was going to do. Then Porsche slumped down as he fell over,his head landing squarely in Kinn's lap.
“Oh, for fuck's sake,” Kinn muttered, readjusting the head, so it was no longer burying into his crotch. “You really are a handful, Porsche.”
Despite his grumbling, a smile soon spread across his features as he looked down at the unconscious face. He allowed himself to stroke Porsche's wet hair for a moment, knowing it could probably never happen while Porsche was awake.
Chapter 27: Measure Your Tallywhackers
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Chapter 27: Measure Your Tallywhackers
“I'd like to ask why I'm the one doing this, instead of his literal family, sitting right there,” Pete asked, pointing to Jay, before returning to wave the smelling salts under Porsche's nose.
“And I'll tell you, Sweet Pete,” Jay said, looking over the many foods on the table instead of at him. “You're his roommate, while I'm just his legal guardian. My job ended, once he turned 18, knew how to wipe himself and understood the functions of a condom. Now, it's all on you, kid.”
Pete rolled his eyes, but continued to waft.
“I hope he comes to, soon,” Pol complained. “I'm starving and it all looks so good!”
“Whoa!” Porsche exclaimed, sitting up straight.
“Ah, look who's rejoined the living,” Arm said with a grin.
Pete tossed the salts and sat down.
“Yeah, our resident tough guy,” he grumbled.
“With the pale lips,” Arm added.
Porsche glanced at Jay, who shrugged, smiling along with the rest of them.
“Where am I?” he asked, confused.
“Disneyland, where else?” Pete announced with a grin.
“Bet you never thought it would look like this,” Arm teased.
“Are you guys done, yet?” Porsche asked, annoyed.
“Relax, we're in the restaurant inside the building,” Pete explained.
“They even dressed you, while you were zonked out.” Arm pointed towards his body and Porsche noticed he was wearing different clothes.
“But not before I got a pic of your drooling, on a sauna bench, and sent it to Chay.”
Porsche glared at Jay, who just smiled sweetly in return.
“Was that really necessary?”
“Next time, don't pass out in a sauna because you're too stubborn to get out,” she replied, turning her attention back to the food.
“That's not what happened!”
She shot him a look.
“Alright, so maybe I got a little competitive,” he admitted, averting his eyes.
“You should eat,” Pete said, interrupting the discussion.
“Uh, yeah,” Porsche agreed, still a little confused. “Where's Kh- er, Master Tankhun?”
Pete pointed to an area behind them.
“He and Master Kinn are in the VIP-section.” He turned back towards the food. “Good thing, too. I wouldn't be able to eat if they were here.”
“Why not?” Jay asked, hoisting some on her plate.
“It would be too awkward,” Arm explained. “These people are above us and pay our salaries.”
“Yup,” Pol added, lifting the lid off the pot in the middle. “Oh, looks like it's finally boiling.”
“Ooh, put these in,” Jay interjected, shoving a good half of her plate into the pot.
“Wait, you're taking up all the room!” Pete protested.
“Mmm, smells great.”
Everyone turned their heads to see Vegas in the doorway of their partition. As one, Pete, Arm and Pol stood, with Porsche hesitantly following suit. It was only after repeated prodding from Pete that Jay rose as well, grumbling the whole time.
Looking at them all in turn, with a smirk, Vegas nodded towards the table.
“Mind if I join you guys?”
The bodyguards exchanged glances.
“Er, Master Kinn is currently in the VIP-section, Master Vegas,” Pete explained.
Vegas glanced behind, then back at Pete.
“Maybe, but I'd rather eat out here.” He placed a hand on Pete's shoulder. “Do you mind?”
“Uh, no, of course not, sir,” the others quickly replied.
Vegas nudge Pete away from his chair before taking it for himself. Pete looked to Jay, who just waved him past to her other side, not giving up her spot.
“Here's a fresh plate,” Arm offered, switching it so Pete could have his food.
They had just begun managing the food again, when another voice sounded.
“I think I'll be joining you, too.”
Once again, everyone stood, with Pete all but dragging Jay to her feet.
“Fucking hell,” she mumbled, shooting a glare at Kinn who had focused his attention on Vegas.
This time, Pol was 'encouraged' to give up his spot, on the opposite side of Porsche, leaving the latter in a sandwich between the second son of the major family and the elder son of the minor family. As Kinn began to make food for himself, Porsche glanced around, uncertainly. Jay could sense her brother's discomfort and when he sent her a pleading stare, she glanced at the two men surrounding him and rolled her eyes.
Porsche scratched the back of his head before making a small gesture, pointing towards himself with a questioning look towards Jay.
Jay tapped her chopsticks into the food on her plate, then gestured to his plate.
He grimaced, poking at his food, then looked from Kinn to Vegas before leaning back in his chair, sighing.
Jay's expression softened and she shot him a comforting smile, before digging in to her own food.
“Are you ready for the big meet?” Vegas asked, and the siblings turned their attention back to the conversation around the table. “Have you readied enough funds for the auction?”
“The auction's just a formality,” Kinn said, nonchalantly. “Papa wants me to attend, but the real business will be at the Grand Circle.”
Vegas smirked.
“I wouldn't know about that. Seen as us lower families aren't allowed to attend.” He cocked his head to the side, observing Kinn closely. “I hear Uncle is going to bring you in, for the first time.”
“Word travels fast, it seems,” Kinn noted, continuing to act unbothered.
“I have time to pick up on things,” Vegas countered. “Seen as I have far less responsibilities, I have more time to pay close attention to what goes on around me.” As if to prove his point, he picked up a piece of meat from the pot. “This one's ready,” he declared before positing it on Porsche's plate.
Porsche tensed up, glancing at Vegas, then at Kinn.
“My bodyguards can feed themselves without assistance,” Kinn said, a slight note of warning in his voice.
“My apologies,” Vegas said, “I'm still not used to how differently you treat your employees.”
Porsche glanced to Jay, who caught the look and put down her chopsticks.
“What else do you do for your employees?”
“Excuse me?” Vegas asked, as he and Kinn turned towards her.
“Well, are your employees only incompetent at feeding themselves or do they lack in other areas as well? Perhaps in going to the bathroom?”
Vegas chuckled, though Jay did not miss the way his body tensed up, while sipping from her drink.
“I can assure you, our people are every bit capable of handling themselves.”
“So you hire competent people,” she said, putting her glass down, “but you treat them like children. Why?”
Porsche's eyes widened and he tried to pull her attention, but she only looked at Vegas.
“I had no idea taking care of my people could offend someone's sensibilities so,” Vegas purred, a polite smile in place. “For your information, I see my people as part of the family, and therefore worthy of the same treatment.”
Jay's eyes looked into the empty air, as she pretended to ponder his reply.
“Does treating your people like family equate to treating them well?”
Kinn cleared his throat, seemingly trying to hide a smile as Vegas grew instantly more tense while Porsche just looked lost and unsure of what to do.
“Believe me,” Vegas said, staring intently at Jay. “I have nothing but the highest respect for your brother and would never treat him poorly. Which reminds me:” He turned towards Porsche, summarily ignoring Jay from then on, “Kinn told me you still struggle with settling in.”
Porsche looked at him in confusion, having just stuffed something in his mouth.
“My personal bodyguard just quit his position,” Vegas continued. “What would you say, if I-”
“No,” Kinn cut him off.
Vegas gave him a questioning stare.
“He's in charge of Tankhun, and my brother is very possessive of his people.”
“Then you talk to him, for me,” Vegas challenged, his gaze locked with Kinn's. “I'm sure he would listen to you, over me.”
“I don't intend on getting involved in someone else's business,” Kinn replied, adding after drinking from his glass: “And I don't like people messing in my business.”
“Is this your way of protecting yourself?” Vegas asked, his smile taking on a menacing air. “Keeping people at arm's length, so you went get hurt again?”
“Are you guys done with your pissing contest, soon?”
They turned to stare at Jay again, who was observing them both with disapproval.
“If you guys wanna measure your tallywhackers against each other, please do it outside, so the rest of us can eat in peace.”
There was a stunned silence, only broken when a metal tray hit Vegas over the back of the head.
“What the hell are you doing here?” Tankhun asked, glaring at Vegas as he jumped to his feet. “Go home!”
For a second it looked like Vegas was going to stand his ground, but eventually, he shoved his way past Khun and out of the restaurant. Tankhun returned his attention to those still around the table.
“How could you let him sit at our table? And in my seat, at that!” He looked around but no one answered. “Oh, forget it! I'm not even hungry anymore.” He spun on his heel and stormed out.
“You guys should go after,” Kinn told the others, who quickly rushed to catch up with their boss, leaving him to stare at the last person, left. “Aren't you going with them?”
“The food is here,” Jay said, digging in again.
For a moment, Kinn said nothing.
“I know you only did it for Porsche but...you shouldn't get involved with this thing with Vegas. It's not your fight.”
“Isn't it?” she asked with raised eyebrows. “Anything that involves my brother is my fight.”
He smiled, something sad hiding behind his eyes.
“He's lucky to have someone who's always there for him.”
“Try telling him that,” she answered, looking at his now empty seat, before turning back to Kinn. “You would think your cousin would have grown out of that dickish phase, by now.”
“He wasn't always like this,” Kinn explained. “None of us were, really. When we were younger, he was a pain, but mostly, he was just desperate to belong.”
“So what happened?”
“His mom died. It was shortly after Khun was kidnapped and there was a whole mess during the rescue operation. We lost people, and Khun needed our full attention.”
Jay could hear the catch in his voice, and she put down her chopsticks, suddenly no longer hungry. Kinn continued.
“He would probably have gotten over his mother's death if there had been someone around to help him through, but everyone was thrown into disarray and he was left to deal with the loss and his baby brother, all on his own.”
“Your family is just a magnet for tragedy, huh?” Jay asked, trying to lighten the mood.
Kinn chuckled but it was still tinged with sadness.
“And yet, we're still here.”
Jay was slammed against the wall, her wrists held together in front of her chest, but she quickly took the opportunity to kick out Chan's leg, causing him to fall to his knee, though he still had a strong hold on her arms. She lifted them and aimed a knee at his face, but he quickly let go of her and dodged, hooking a foot behind her other leg and sending her tumbling with a quick pull. She took the chance to roll away before he could follow and pin her, and she managed to get on her feet and face him before he got too close.
“Much better,” Chan praised, as he looked over her form.
“Then why does it feel like you're kicking my ass more than usual?” she asked, rubbing at her shoulder.
“I have to push you harder, with the Grand Meet coming up,” Chan explained, moving towards the end of the training mats.
“I heard about that. Some big hullabaloo for all the Families, right?” Jay sat down.
Chan nodded as he grabbed two bottles of water, tossing one to her. She caught it and proceeded to drain half its contents in long, greedy gulps.
“That's more or less the gist of it. Only the best bodyguards are asked to come along.” He came to stand in front of her.
“Oh, okay,” Jay said, wiping her mouth. “I guess training is suspended until you come back?”
Chan crossed his arms.
“You're coming, too.”
“Didn't you say 'the best' bodyguards? Last I checked, my rankings are nowhere near the top.”
“You mean the results where you have painstakingly ensured you didn't score above mediocrity?”
“The gentlemanly thing to do would be to pretend you believed the ruse,” she noted with a grumble.
“I'm more concerned with why you insist on hiding your true skill?” Chan asked, his imposing figure looking down at her, sternly.
“Hey, don't knock mediocrity! No one expects great things from the middle of the pack and they won't be disappointed by the occasional slip-up.”
“So, in other words, you're just being lazy.”
She tapped her nose in agreement. Chan shrugged.
“Well, you're charade has failed, so you're going.”
“Do I have to?”
“Yes.”
Jay groaned, laying down on her back.
“Do I at least get downtime?”
“You'll be going as part of Korn's team. Since he's left most of his responsibilities to Kinn in the day-to-day work, odds are he'll spend a significant amount of time, resting in his room,” Chan explained, patiently, as he walked around to where her head was.
“What would happen if I broke my leg, before then?”
“The resort is wheelchair accessible.”
“What if I also broke an arm?”
Chan bent over her, his expression serious.
“Jay, if I have to, I'll tie you up and drag you there, myself.”
“Ooh, kinky!”
“We'll see,” he replied, straightening back up.
Jay hesitated, narrowing her eyes at Chan.
“You're not as easily exasperated by my taunts anymore. Am I losing my touch?”
“More like I've become accustomed to dealing with you.”
She cocked her head to the side.
“That somehow takes the magic out of it, quite frankly.”
“And how sad I am to see it go.”
She put a hand under her head.
“Guess I gotta find another way to get under your skin.”
“Why?”
“Good question.”
“Jay,” he pushed, walking back to where her legs were spread out.
She sighed.
“I don't want to be just another subordinate to you. I like how well we work together. I guess you could say I don't want to become boring?”
Chan heaved a groaning exhale, as he sat down in front of her. She sat up, while he placed his arms loosely on his knees.
“You're my subordinate, there's no way around that. But you're not like the other people under my command.”
“Well, duh! Not many of your people run around with my cup-size.” Jay poked at the side of one breast, to underline her point.
“Even putting aside the obvious,” he amended. “I'm not training any of the other bodyguards, privately, and the last time I went on a mission with anyone was well over a decade ago.”
“So, because I was foisted upon you, that makes me special?” Jay chuckled.
“Is that not enough?” Chan asked, raising his eyebrows. “Fact of the matter is, I have done nothing to change this arrangement and I chose to go on a mission with you.”
She considered his words, nodding to herself.
“Besides,” Chan added, “not getting under my skin is hardly a drawback from my standpoint.”
“So you don't mind if I continue pushing your buttons?” she teased.
“I won't go as far as forbidding it. But I'd prefer if you limit it when it comes to other people.”
“I guess I could make you my exclusive victim.”
He rolled his eyes as she laughed, but it seemed mostly good-natured.
“Speaking of other people,” he said after a moment. “What's the deal between you and Ken?”
“We hate each other,” she replied, bluntly.
“I gathered as much, but there seems to be more.”
She scratched her cheek, feeling the pressure from his scrutinizing gaze.
“We slept together, once. He didn't handle it all that well.”
Chan closed his eyes, sighing.
“That explains why he kept staring at you at the bar.”
“Is it against regulations or something?”
He scoffed.
“We require our employees to stay and live on the premises with hundreds of other people. It's just not realistic to forbid internal relationships. That doesn't always make it a good idea, though.”
“Well, he's being a pain in the ass, but other than that he's manageable.”
“Just be cautious. He's young and things like this can cause a big mess.”
“No more teasing the Ken-Doll. Got it.”
He smiled, shaking his head as he got on his feet, reaching a hand out to help her.
“That's a start, I guess.”
She grabbed his forearm and let him pull her up.
“Besides,” he added, in a low voice, “you can do better.”
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Chapter 28: Big's a Big, Fat Asshole
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Chapter 28: Big's a Big, Fat Asshole
The first pull was always the best, Porsche thought, as he let the smoke circulate for a while before exhaling. He had just picked up Kinn's friend, Pim, and finished parking the car.
“Hey!”
He turned his head, ready to drop the cigarette and stomp it out, in case Jay was standing behind him.
“Oh, it's just you,” he said with annoyance as Big drew closer, looking all kinds of bothered.
“Shouldn't you be watching dramas with Master Khun?”
“I was running an errand for Kinn,” Porsche explained.
“For Kinn?”
“Yeah, he asked me to pick someone up, earlier, when we were at the spa.”
Big's eyes narrowed.
“You two were at the spa? Together?”
Porsche could see his internal struggle to stay calm and smirked.
“Yup. Kinn even invited me to the sauna with him.”
Not a complete lie, not the whole truth: it was the sweetest of sweet spots when messing with people. When Big gritted his teeth, Porsche made a show of widening his eyes in mock surprise.
“Wait. Don't tell me you never got an invitation?”
Big's gaze was murderous as he observed Porsche's cocky grin but Porsche continued pushing.
“Don't take it to heart. Next time I'm invited, I'll bring you along.”
Something seem to snap inside Big, and the sound of his teeth grinding could be heard in the quiet night air.
“Well, I guess you're the favorite now.” He lifted a bag he was holding in his hand and shoved it into Porsche's chest.
“So why don't you be a good little pet and bring this to Master Kinn?”
Porsche instinctively grabbed the bag, dumbfounded. Big smirked.
“Don't worry, he's expecting it. If he doesn't answer, it's probably because he's in the shower, so just head in and put it in his room. You think you can handle that, newbie?”
Before Porsche could protest, Big turned on his heel and stormed off. Rolling his eyes, Porsche turned and headed into the estate. Even in the best circumstances, he was never sure what to expect when entering the private quarters of the second son.
Much to his delight, there was no answer when he knocked, and he opened the door to find the apartment empty. He went further in, reaching Kinn's bedroom, and could barely contain a surprised gasp as he saw the richly furnished surroundings.
“Talk about swanky living,” he mumbled, putting the bag on a small table before looking around.
Golden nick-knacks were on display and expensive smelling candles were lit, while the bed had ostentatious and inviting coverings.
“With this much swagger, how has he never pulled in some rich heiress?”
His ass had barely touched the bed, when he could hear the door open. Panicking at the thought of being caught admiring the room, he quickly glanced around for a place to hide, before placing himself behind the pulled double curtain, covering one of the doorways.
He looked through the gap to see Pim coming into the room, wearing a bathrobe. For a second, he wondered what the young man was doing there alone, when Kinn came into view. He was smiling softly, gently pulling Pim to stand in front of him as he sat down on the bed.
There was a weird pull in Porsche's chest as he got the sense this scene was not meant for public viewing.
“It's unlike you to suddenly call me out of the blue,” Pim purred, fiddling with the knot on his robe.
“I've had a lot on my mind, lately,” Kinn admitted, smiling up at him.
“I see. Then allow me to take your mind off it.” With a smooth movement, he let the robe fall away, revealing his petite body, wearing only black underwear. He leaned down over Kinn, only for Kinn to turn his face away at the last moment.
“Still won't let me kiss you?” Pim asked with a small chuckle.
When Kinn made no answer, he relented, and instead started to kiss down the chest, while opening Kinn's belt.
Porsche now knew he was definitely not supposed to see this scene and part of him wondered if his only recourse was to hide and wait for them to finish before sneaking out. At least that was his only recourse until Pim lifted his head.
“How about we enjoy the full view, tonight?” He leaned over and flipped a switch next to the bed and the curtains started pulling apart.
Porsche was trapped, standing fully in the open, trying to look politely disinterested, as if it were perfectly normal for a bodyguard to hide behind a curtain while his boss was getting it on.
Kinn glanced up and jumped as his gaze met Porsche's.
“What the fuck, Porsche?” he yelled, causing Pim to turn his head and look as well.
Being well and truly caught, Porsche could think of nothing better to do but smile awkwardly, as he turned around and tried to exit through the glass doors...which were locked. There was nothing for it. He would have to walk past them and take the long way out of there. Which was bad enough, but when he stepped forward, he bumped the table where the bag he had brought was standing, making it fall to the floor, spilling its contents: lubricant and a box of condoms.
If there were any merciful gods, that would have been the moment they would have struck Porsche dead. Unfortunately, whatever gods existed were the petty, misery-loving kind, and Porsche was forced to scramble to pick the contents up and put them bag inside the bag.
“S-sorry,” he stammered, placing the bag on the bedside table. “I-I just came to give you this- uh, that.” He made a small bow. “Carry on.”
He rushed out of the room, pretty sure his head was about to explode from embarrassment.
“What's wrong, Porsche? Why so shocked?” Big asked as he came outside the room.
He came to a stumbling halt observing the other bodyguard's smug smile.
“Of course I am!” he hissed. “If you knew he had a guest over, you should have said something! I made a fool of myself in there.” He rubbed his hands over his face. “God, I feel so stupid!”
Big stared.
“That's what you're shocked about? Did you even see who he was with?”
Porsche furrowed his brow.
“Yeah, that guy, Pim. Why? Is he someone special?”
“No...?” Big said, drawing the word out.
“Then wha-?” Porsche paused. “Are you serious?” He scoffed and rolled his eyes. “You want me to be surprised Kinn is gay.” He put his hands on his side, shaking his head. “Unbelievable. You know, it's bad enough you sent me in there to expose him, but now you want me to act out over something that's no big deal?”
He stomped past Big.
“You're such a jerk.”
“Hey there, little brother,” Jay greeted as she got off the elevator on Kinn's floor.
“Big's a big, fat asshole and I wanna punch his face in!”
She paused, scratching her head.
“You know, most people just answer with 'hi' or something like that, but...sure, I guess that's also a way to go. Far be it from me to stifle your creativity.”
“Whatever, I'm going to bed.”
He stormed by, going into the elevator.
“Okay, yeah, good talk!” she called after him as the doors closed.
She chuckled to herself as she made her way to Kinn's room, stopping when she stumbled upon Big.
“What are you doing here?” he asked with a sneer.
“Kinn wants me to take Pim home,” she explained. “But didn't he just get here?”
Big shrugged and she tilted her head to the side.
“By the way, how'd you piss Porsche off, this time?”
“Guess he was just put off by seeing Kinn's true nature,” he answered innocently.
Jay thought it over for a moment.
“What, does he have like a bunch of human organs in jars, just standing on display?”
“What? No!” Big snapped.
“Hmm... Oh, does he collect creepy dolls, whose eyes follow you as you move about the room?”
Big stared at her.
“What is wrong with you?”
“So none of that?”
“No!”
She made a sound of boredom.
“I'm losing interest in this subject.”
“He caught Kinn with Pim, okay?”
“Oh... Wait, that doesn't make sense,” she argued. “Why would he be pissed about that? With you?”
Big said nothing but she quickly put the pieces together.
“I see. You set him up to see them together. That's kind of a dick move, don't you think?”
“You're calling me a dick?” Big asked, incredulous. “You just talked about Kinn having human organs in jars!”
“Yeah, but in my mind, they were all volunteer donors.”
“Whatever,” he grumbled. “Shouldn't you go wreck life for someone else?”
“Aww, are you still pissed because I fucked Ken?”
“Shut up!”
“Just go talk to him, already. I know you miss each other,” she told him, exasperated with his childishness.
Big glanced at her, then looked away.
“I can't trust him. Who knows what he tells you after you're done defiling each other.”
“Okay, first of all, you only have a problem with our 'defilement' because you don't have someone to defile, yourself, currently, so just go fucking get some, already! And secondly, said defilement happened once and once only, and the conversation afterwards was certainly not centered on some other dude with jealousy issues.”
“I am not fucking jealous!” Big yelled.
Jay groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose.
“Yes! Of all that things I said, that was the point to take away. You, my good sir, are an idiot.”
“Why would I listen to anything you have to say?”
“Well, keep it up, Big. It's your work life that's becoming miserable, not mine. But these pranks of yours are just getting lame.”
Big scoffed and turned his head away. Jay considered leaving him like that, but thought better of it and took a deep breath.
“Ken and I hate each other. He's ashamed of having slept with me.”
Big looked at her, but said nothing, so she continued.
“He is so worried about how you see him, he hid it from you, his best friend. It's none of my business if you prefer to be angry and alone just because two consenting adults engaged in a bout of hate-sex, but just in case it hadn't occurred to you: you can be just as angry without being alone.”
She left without saying anything more, hoping she had not just signed up for another prank war with the detestable duo.
Chay heard the notification through the haze of sleep. With great difficulty, he freed himself from the covers...well, he managed to free one arm, but he didn't need more for the time being. He picked up the phone and stared at the screen, trying to make his brain tell him what it said. After several seconds, he blinked a few times and rubbed his eyes before looking again.
When his brain finally kicked into gear, he jumped to get up, struggling frantically to free himself from the dastardly comforter, which had decided to become his greatest antagonist, that very moment. After a couple of minutes of finally beating it into submission, he was able to sit at the edge of his bed, looking at the message.
He struggled to believe this was happening. Was Wik, the Wik, actually writing him on his phone? His personal phone??
His heart started beating faster as he stared at the screen, waiting for an answer. It ticked in, a few minutes later, much to his delight.
He bit his lip, looking at the boldfaced lie he had just sent. It did sound better than admitting he was skipping school to sleep in because he stayed up too late, playing video games.
Chay told himself not to feel disappointed, but it still made his heart sink a little. However, a big star like Wik checking in on him was still a big deal. The guy was probably super busy and yet he was writing Chay, of all people. He eventually decided to reply something simple, yet inviting.
He put the phone aside and hid his face into the pillow, yelling in frustration. Could he have come off any more desperate and pathetic? He had probably scared his idol off for good. What was wrong with him?
He had seen Porsche around women and his brother was always suave and had an easy time striking up a conversation. He knew how to come off cool. And Jay always managed to command respect, even from people who were not keen on her, so how could he be so hopeless?
He could not exactly ask them for help, his celebrity crush was still a secret. He even had a section of his rooms he forbade his siblings from entering, because it was filled with pictures of Wik. They knew he was a fan, but not how far it extended.
He stayed on his stomach with his head buried in the pillow, trying to remember what it was like to have dignity...or confidence... He'd even settle for delusion, at this point, if it would take away this horrifying feeling of wanting to crawl into a hole and hide from the world.
He was pulled out of his funk when the phone pinged with another message. Barely daring to hope, he sat up readying himself, before opening the message.
Chay stared at the photo he had sent. Why the hell had he sent that? What on Earth had possessed him to send a picture for no reason? Why didn't he just send a dick-pic while he was at it?
He took a deep breath, telling himself to calm down. It was not a big deal, people probably sent pictures of themselves to Wik, all the time. In fact, he probably had several chats filled with the faces of other people...body parts, too. Maybe...he'd even sent someone...
Chay shook his head, determined not to follow that train of thought. Not when the person he was thinking of was texting with him.
His phone dinged and he looked down.
Suddenly, Chay was thrilled at being home instead of at school. There was nothing stopping him from obsessing over this text conversation for the entire day.
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Chapter 29: Curb Your Enthusiasm
Notes:
You guys! You keep making me smile with all your attention, it's not good. I look like the Joker all day long.
And guess what? We're finally at the Grand Meet, where things are about to go down! Not yet, though. Have to tease you a little bit ;)
But don't worry, there will be content, not suitable for work or younger viewers, not too far in the future!
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Chapter Text
Chapter 29: Curb Your Enthusiasm
”Everyone knows about that. I thought you did, too,” Pete explained, as they sat on Porsche's bed.
The roommates had been unable to meet up for the past few days, due to their conflicting schedules, but Porsche had finally managed to catch some time with his friend and ask about the situation with Kinn.
”But I didn't! I don't know a damn thing about this place!” Porsche exclaimed, trying to fit this information into what he already knew about Kinn. “I guess that explains why he always had those guys visiting late at night.”
Pete nodded with an apologetic smile. Porsche considered how long he had been blind to the obvious. It was kind of embarrassing to think back on it. The signs were certainly there, he had just been too dense to fit them together.
So, Kinn was gay. And he had several lovers, but didn't kiss them.
Porsche froze.
Kiss.
Something floated at the edge of his thoughts, some memory about kissing. He tried to follow the thread but it slipped away again, so he turned his thoughts back on Kinn, only for the memory to come back in full force.
Kinn's face close to his, looking deep into his eyes. The sound of waves, gently lapping against the floating pier. The feel of something warm and soft against his lips. The urge to yield and let the kiss deepen.
”Holy shit!”
”What, what?” Pete asked, slightly panicked.
Porsche hedged, not sure how much to reveal. It felt too private.
”Do you think people who don't like each other would kiss?” he finally asked, settling on a safer topic.
Pete paused and glanced at him.
”Aww, Porsche,” he said, batting his eyelashes as he leaned in. “Are you saying you'd like to kiss me?”
”Are you saying you'd like me to kick your ass?”
Pete back off but tapped his temple.
”My point is: if you don't like someone, you're probably not going around smooching them.”
”Didn't you guys already do this?”
They both turned to find Jay standing in the doorway to their room...again.
”Did you knock?” Porsche asked, skeptically.
”Sure.”
”Today?” Pete added.
”...yeah.”
”When?” Porsche crossed his arms.
”Sometime before I came in.”
Pete and Porsche glanced at each other, then seemed to let it drop.
”Hey sis, can I ask you something?”
”What?”
”Have you ever kissed someone you didn't like?”
”Of course,” she replied, without a change in expression. “Don't tell me you liked every girl you hooked up with at the bar?”
”I liked...parts of them,” Porsche said, scratching the back of his head.
”I'm sure I can guess which parts,” Jay sighed. “Was that all?”
”Well, what about someone you disliked? Or really hated?”
”Yeah, done that, too.”
”Really?” Porsche stared, his brow furrowed. “Why?”
Jay groaned.
”How about I just skip to what you're really asking, so we can wrap this up: No, I've never kissed someone I wasn't attracted to. Yes, I can be attracted to someone without liking them. No, I'm not gonna tell you who.”
There was absolute silence as they both stared at her.
”Are we done?”
”Yeah,” Porsche said, hesitantly, exchanging a confused glance with Pete, who looked equally lost. “I guess we are.”
”Good, should we get going then?”
Porsche stood.
”Yup, let's.”
”Wait, where are you going? The grand meet starts today!” Pete protested.
”Yeah,” Porsche agreed. “We're taking the sky-zips there.”
Pete looked from brother to sister.
”You're letting him use your equipment?”
Jay grimaced before answering.
”Thanks to a certain someone, there's a good chance Tankhun would sneak in and steal it, if I left it here.” She glared at Porsche, who was not the slightest bit remorseful, considering it gave him a chance to use the gear himself.
”If you want, you can take me inst-” Pete started saying but was cut off by Porsche.
”Everything's already planned out. See ya later!” He turned around and dragged Jay out of the room. “Come on, time to go!”
”Are you okay?” Chan asked as they moved through the hotel.
”I took the sky-zips here. I'm really out of practice, it seems,” Jay explained, rubbing at her hip. “I gotta get back into it, when we come back.”
”As I was saying,” Chan said, returning to the main topic, “today, the main meet runs from twelve to three and again from four to seven. You're on the first shift with Jenkins, I'll take the second with Lee.”
”Twelve to three, got it.”
”Jenkins and Lee have volunteered to take the night shift, today, so we'll be on duty tomorrow night.”
”We have the evening off?” Jay asked to clarify.
”Precisely. There's a martial tournament, tonight. Any bodyguard is eligible to enter.”
”That seems more like Porsche's thing,” she noted.
”It'll be a good experience, regardless of whether you participate or not,” Chan said, looking over the schedule in his hand. ”Tomorrow's meet is split in three and there's a pre-auction afterwards, as well a gala event in the late evening,”
”Ooh, do I get to wear a fancy dress again?” Jay asked, hopeful.
”We're on duty during the event.”
”Aww,” she groaned. “Why did the others have to take that spot?”
”I believe they're interested in the pre-auction.”
”Why? Isn't that just for the rich folk?”
”That's the final auction. The pre-auction has lower priced items, and most of the staff can afford to bid on them.” Chan stopped in front of a long display case, tapping the schedule against the glass. “You can see the things to be auctioned, in here.”
Jay scanned the contents, her eyes immediately drawn to a blue cube in the corner, about 20 by 20 centimeters. Chan noticed her line of sight and glanced at the object.
”So, that thing's back up for grabs.”
”It's been auctioned off, before?”
Chan nodded.
”Numerous times. It used to be in the main auction, but no one's been able to open it, so it's just been decreasing in value as people have sold it off at a loss, every time.”
Jay's eyes never left the cube.
”Why were people so obsessed with it?”
”Because of the family it came from.”
She looked up at him and he gestured for her to follow. They moved further down the hall, until they came to a small alcove, where an ornate and beautiful urn stood in a display case, beneath a gold plaque, reading 'In loving memory of the Cristata Family'. Jay read the words out loud.
”They were wiped out almost twenty years ago,” Chan told her.
”Did you know them?”
He shook his head.
”It was before I was hired. But Master Korn's late wife came from that family: Ana Cristata.”
Jay stared at the urn, noticing the list of names, written in gold across its surface. 'Ana Cristata' was one of the first ones. Conflicting emotions fought for dominance at seeing the name: sorrow, anger, longing, relief. But prominent among them all was the guilt.
”I suppose it's nice they honor them like this.” Her voice was barely above a whisper, causing Chan to look closer at her. She made no acknowledgment of his gaze and he turned back to the urn, heaving a deep breath.
”Don't be fooled. This is just to keep up appearances. Everyone knows the other Families were happy to see them go. But when they were pressed on it, they found a convenient scapegoat, and made this pitiful tribute.”
”Who was the scapegoat?”
”The Stovskys. The seventh and final Family. Don't get it wrong, they were the main instigators of the massacre, but none of the other four came to their victims' aid. By the time the Theerapanyakun clan got word, it was too late.”
”They were all in on it?” Jay asked, her voice cracking.
”We don't know if they all knew it would happen. But once it did, they were in no hurry to stop it.” Chan's voice had gone soft and Jay could feel his eyes on her.
She shook off her reverie and looked back towards the other display case.
”And the cube?”
”The Theerapanyakuns closed off the Cristata main estate, but a few people managed to make off with some valuables before then. They've turned up at these auctions from time to time and are normally sold at exorbitant prices.”
”Except for that one.”
”Whatever secrets it holds, no one's been able to crack it. The Cristatas were known for valuing their security measures,” Chan explained with a shrug.
”Not that it helped them in the end,” Jay said with a sad smile.
”If there's one thing I've learned, it's this: if someone really wants you dead, they'll find a way to make it happen,” Chan told her, his expression earnest. “Even if you manage to stay completely safe, it's usually at the cost of everything that makes life worth living.”
Jay made no reply and after a moment, Chan cleared his throat.
”I should make you aware of the rooming situation.”
”Hmm?”
He moved down the hall and she followed, waiting patiently for him to talk as they got on the elevator and he pressed the 17th floor.
”The hotel is filled, so providing you with a private room isn't possible.”
She looked at him and he looked back, carefully gauging her reaction.
”Am I rooming with you, then?”
He nodded.
”You are. Though I didn't expect you to reach that conclusion on your own.”
”The only other obvious choice would be sticking me with Porsche,” she explained, “but since Kinn's sleeping on another floor, it wouldn't be practical.”
”There's something else to consider: Due to the late change in our reservation, we've only been given a double bed.”
Chan's expression revealed none of his thoughts, though Jay was wondering what was going through his mind. She wanted to know if he was bothered by that or not. After a moment, she gave up trying to glean his feelings.
”It doesn't bother me,” she told him, evenly.
”Are you sure?”
”Considering we usually spend every night fighting, sleeping next to each other isn't that outrageous.” She smiled up at him. “It'll be a nice change of pace.”
“I should have known they would room us together!” Big grumbled as he dropped his bag on one of the twin beds.
“So, you're still pissed at me.” Ken sighed, turning around to unpack his own bag.
“I'm not pissed, I'm...confused.”
“Yeah? Well, imagine how I feel.”
Big paused, then turned towards him.
“Why her?”
“Because I'm an idiot?” Ken suggested, chuckling. “I honestly couldn't tell you. I don't want to feel this way, I don't even want to think about her.”
“But it's over? This whole thing was just a one-time deal?”
Ken nodded.
“I believe it is.”
“You don't sound sure.”
“Because I'm not!” he snapped. “Big, I didn't even want this to happen in the first place, yet here I am, having all these messed up feelings about someone I hate. You think that's easy?”
Big held up his hands in surrender.
“You're right. Let's drop it.”
“Finally.” With a sigh Ken sat down across from him.
“It doesn't matter anyway. With any luck, those two will be kicked out, soon.”
Ken leaned forward, his interest piqued.
“Do you know something?”
“You know how there's been a bunch of weird things happening, since they arrived?” Big asked, continuing when Ken nodded: “We're not the only ones who've noticed. Someone else is picking up the trail and looking into it.”
”Who?”
“Come on, you know I can't tell you that. It's a secret investigation.”
”You don't seriously suspect me, do you?” Ken's expression looked hurt.
“You think I'd tell you this much, if I did? I just don't want people to say I ruined the investigation by blabbing,” Big explained.
“Fine, fine. Keep your secrets. Will you at least give me a hint when you get something on Jay and Porsche?”
“Count on it,” Big said, clapping his hand together with Ken's in a firm shake. “Let's forget about those assholes. We might as well enjoy ourselves while we're here, right?”
“Oh, does this mean you're finally gonna actually get out there?” Ken's raised his eyebrows, expectantly.
“What's that supposed to mean?”
“Mate, every time we're here, you just mope around because you want Kinn and can't have him. It's a fucking bummer.”
“I'm not that bad!”
Ken gave him a deadpan stare.
“Uh-huh. Look, if it's ever gonna happen, it's not gonna be because you kept yourself celibate, right?”
Big sighed. He was forced to admit to himself Ken had a point, but why was everyone suddenly poking their noses in his sex life? It wasn't like he cared about theirs. Well, not counting the one involving his best friend and one of the most annoying people to ever enter the estate. Which in turn, were the two people telling him to get laid. The realization made him groan.
“I really need a distraction,” he mumbled, more to himself than to Ken, who nodded with enthusiasm.
”The bodyguards' tournament's tonight, Pete and Arm are in charge of Kinn. Let's go kick some ass, drink some beer and get you out of your slump, what d'you say?”
”I guess it beats sitting around doing nothing.”
Ken frowned.
”Please, curb your enthusiasm. Don't want people thinking we're headed to a funeral or something fun like that.”
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Chapter 30: The Toasty Warmth of Eternal Damnation
Notes:
I'm back!
And I bring some world-info, so I hope you won't find this chapter too boring. There's gonna be some real insight into the Families and they will be playing a role, later in the story, so I'm doing my best to establish them a bit, already, hope you enjoy.And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter 30: The Toasty Warmth of Eternal Damnation
“I feel like I've seen some of these people before,” Porsche mumbled, glancing around at the gathered heads of Family.
“Of course you have,” Pete said. “The Families aren't isolated from the rest of Crescenda. Several of these people live their lives in the public eye.”
The first meet had reached its break, and the bodyguards were buzzing with hushed conversations, while the heads and heirs were eating a provided lunch.
”I'm not really strong on their names, who's the guy who's always talking?” Porsche asked.
”Falko Heißler. Their family prides itself on always remaining neutral. Since they're mainly responsible for weaponry and money laundering, the other Families kindly shut up about it.” Pete nodded to the woman standing next to the man they were discussing. “That's his daughter, Bianca. next in line to lead the family.”
”Wait, when I was studying up on the Theerapanyakuns, it mentioned weapons as part of their dealings?”
Pete shook his head.
”Minor shipments. Which would all be cut off if we ever dared mess with the Heißlers.”
”What about the two women, over there?” Porsche asked, nodding towards the pair in one corner.
”Zhan Ai, head of the Zhan clan and her daughter, Zhan Xia. They have an impressive spy network and deal mainly in politics. They also run Crescenda's pleasure district,” Pete told. “Master Kinn had to negotiate for months, to be allowed to open a casino close to one of their brothels.”
”What about the old dude who kept arguing with Korn and Kinn, earlier?”
”Mr. Dom, head of the Savellis. He trades mainly with drug sale and trafficking. He wants to enter the gambling scene, but the Theerapanyakuns are trying their best to block him.”
”Was that what it was about?”
”The Families usually stay out of each other's business, but a total shut down of negotiations can set a problematic precedence for all of them. Mr. Dom is trying to appeal to their fear of losing this alliance, as part of a chain reaction.”
”Then there's just that smirking cocky asshole left,” Porsche noted.
”James Brighton,” Jay answered, having been close enough to overhear. She glanced at the man in question, who was fully enjoying an argument between Mr. Dom and his bodyguard. “His family is pretty much involved whenever there's an opportunity to degrade the human spirit.”
”What do you mean?”
Pete cleared his throat.
”Officially, they hire out mercenaries and assassins. They also manage trade relations with other nations.” He lowered his voice leaning closer. “But everyone knows they deal in human trafficking and biological and chemical weapons.”
”They have a well-funded pharmacology department,” Jay added. “Which means they often test new drugs on poorer areas, after first running them on their own 'lab rats'.”
Porsche shuddered, hoping he would never need to interact with that particular Family.
”Whenever they create a new drug, they deal with Mr. Dom before anyone else,” Pete expanded. “So, the two Families are close. That's why his threats carry weight.”
Porsche groaned.
“What's with all this politicking? I thought mafia was all about avoiding that shit?”
“You guys should mind what you talk about,” Chan commented, coming closer. “I could read what you said from across the room.”
“You read lips?” Jay asked, casually leaning an arm on his shoulder.
“I can, yes.”
Porsche stared for a moment, before exchanging a confused glance with Pete who seemed equally surprised. Jay remained oblivious to their looks, rubbing her chin with the hand not currently slung casually onto the head of security.
“Hmm... Gotta think if I ever said anything I didn't want you to know, where you could see me.”
“I'd be surprised,” Chan noted, flatly. “You're not known for showing tact.”
“Hey!”
“He's right, you know,” Porsche pointed out.
“I know, but he didn't have to say it out loud.”
“Porsche, I'd like a moment of your time.”
“Uh yeah,” Porsche hedged, looking at Jay, wondering whether he was in trouble.
She shrugged, showing no sign of knowing either. Chan walked away and he was left to trail after. The head of security did not acknowledge him until they were outside the room. Then he pulled out a paper and pen.
“I hear you're interested in entering the tournament?”
“Oh,” Porsche replied, not having expected the topic to come up. “Yes! The one, tonight.”
Chan nodded, quickly writing something.
”Head of security has to sign off on first-timers, so consider this your official permission to fight, tonight.” He handed Porsche the paper, which turned out to be an eligibility form.
“Awesome! ... Is Jay fighting?”
Chan shook his head.
“Even if she were, I wouldn't stick her in the same group as you.”
Porsche heaved a sigh in relief.
“Thank you for this.” He pocketed the form.
Chan nodded and turned to re-enter the room.
“Wait!” Porsche said, making him pause. “I heard you recommended me for this trip?”
”I did.”
“Why?”
“Even though you're not in the top, you're progressing faster and in greater strides than any other bodyguard under my command.”
“So, uh...” Porsche deduced, “this didn't happen because Jay put in a good word for me or something like that? I did it on my own?”
Chan's expression remained impassive but his eyebrows rose a little.
“Do I seem the type to be swayed that easily?”
“Well...no,” Porsche admitted. “But you also don't seem the type to get along with my sister, so...” He held up his hands, palms upwards, suggesting a weighing scale.
Chan crossed his arms, giving Porsche a long look.
“You weren't keen on working for us but you're doing alright for yourself, kid. That's obvious, with or without your sister to vouch for you.”
Something warm tickled in Porsche's chest and a goofy grin spread across his face.
“Thank you...sir!”
“Blue!”
Jay turned her head to find a grinning brunette making her way towards her position at the front desk. The second the other woman came close, she swung her arms around Jay and squeezed.
“Good to see you, Celia,” Jay said, returning the embrace.
“I can't believe we're lucky enough to meet like this!” Celia pulled on her arm, leading to a small lounge set, where they both sat down. “I noticed that handsome guy you arrived with, on the roof. Who is he? Someone I should know?” She wiggled her eyebrows, suggestively.
“That would be my brother. And he's off-limits,” Jay told her, with a stern look.
Celia held up her hands in surrender.
“Alright, alright. I must say, I never took you for the possessive sister-type.”
“I'm not. I just don't want him to have any involvement with Center Tower. If you ever quit, have at it!”
”I'll keep that in mind,” Celia replied with a wink. Then she dug into her bag, pulling out a sealed envelope. “Natalie's missed you like crazy. She wanted me to give you this, you know how she hates computers. If I hadn't met you here, I would have popped by your house, later today.”
Jay accepted the letter, looking at it for a moment.
“That reminds me: I still owe you some money.” She reached into a pocket and pulled out a chip-card. “There should be enough left on this card.”
Celia giggled.
“Oh, you precious thing, you didn't have to worry about that!” She still snatched the card, her eyes glittering as she looked at it, before lifting her eyes to Jay, raising her eyebrows questioningly. Jay nodded and she received a curt nod in return. “Well, I should be on my way, I'm sure you have things to do, as well,” Celia announced standing with a smile. “See you around, darling!”
Jay waited until she was out of sight before leaving as well, making her way to another lounge area, more remote from the front desk. A fireplace was burning, crackling softly in the quiet room. There was no one else and Jay got comfortable in the corner, opening the letter.
On the surface, there was nothing important of note, merely a bunch of sentimental drivel, but Jay had already working out a simple system with Natalie to convey the true message, by taking the first word in the first sentence and the second in the second and so on, throughout the missive.
It's been months since you left. I've done my best not to dwell on your absence, since.
I do the work but my mind often wonders. I saw a kid picking flowers yesterday. Remember back when you and I did that? I gave some to my mother and she loved them. I am now aware that you have other responsibilities and probably always had those. I just hope that there are memories left of our time together. No matter what I do, where I go, Crescenda will always hold a special place in my heart.
Love, always
Natalie
Jay read the letter three times, double checking the message said what she thought, then heaved a sigh in relief. It was one thing less on her mind, two if Celia carried out her task, which she most likely would. She would have to find the right time to let Porsche know the kid would be fine. Natalie was not the kind to do anything by half, the bill for this little favor would be significant, probably including a hefty price tag for some new IDs.
She rose from her seat and tossed the letter into the fireplace, staring as the flames started licking against the white paper, finally grabbing a hold and turning the entire thing to ash.
A bleeding heart is always dying.
She touched her chest trying to remember who had told her those words; had it been her mother? It didn't matter.
Her phone beeped to signify the beginning of the tournament. She turned it off and looked at the fire, noting there was nothing left of the letter she had tossed in.
”He's doing well,” Kinn noted as Porsche defeated his fifth opponent. “Or are the new bodyguards just that bad?”
The question was directed at Arm, who shook his head.
“The data suggests the acceptance criteria are similar to previous years. Even more demanding among some of the Families.”
“Savelli and Brighton?” Kinn asked.
“Yes, sir.”
Porsche went to the benches to rest. The outside stadium was split into several sections, each designated to a specific tournament group; Kinn and his bodyguards were seated closest to and observing the first-timers' group.
The other three groups were numbered, with group 3 being the most advanced. Accidents from past grand meets had led to the forming of the fourth group, with specific rules to prevent newcomers from over- or underestimating themselves.
“If he continues like this, he might end up squaring off against Jay,” Pete said with a notably excited expression.
“That won't be happening,” Arm said, pushing his glasses up his nose. “Jay isn't in the tournament.”
Both Kinn and Pete looked at him in surprise.
”She isn't?” Pete asked, deflating.
Arm shook his head.
“I double-checked the lists, she's in none of the groups.”
”Aw, man,” Pete lamented.
They returned to watching Porsche. He had just started his sixth fight, when Kinn caught sight of Vegas sauntering in and finding a seat.
“The minor family has no bodyguards in this group,” Arm said, having followed Kinn's line of sight.
“He's probably here to watch Porsche,” Kinn mumbled, through clenched teeth. He could feel a familiar itch when his cousin grinned and waved, after catching Porsche's attention. Porsche smiled back, nodding in acknowledgment. Kinn was reluctant to start another tug-of-war, they never seemed to end in his favor, but seeing the obvious difference in how Porsche interacted with Vegas compared to himself was frustrating.
“Hmm,” Arm mused, pulling Kinn's attention. “It seems Brighton's 'Mad Dog' is also advancing.”
”Who?” Pete asked.
”Another newcomer. Though his reputation is already widespread.”
”What's the word?” Kinn wanted to know.
”He's efficient. But extremely ruthless. Even in this tournament, he's skirted the rules, several times.”
”I don't recall seeing someone like that,” Kinn noted, glancing around at the other combatants.
Arm pointed to the other fighting ring in their section.
”He's on the opposite end of the list. Porsche might face up against him in the final.”
The subject of their discussion won the fight and the crowd applauded.
”Next up is the semifinal,” Arm informed their group.
Kinn rose from his seat.
”We should wish him luck.”
“Sir?” Arm asked.
Kinn could feel both their gazes and he looked at them both in turn, raising an eyebrow.
“He represents the major family in the ring. The least we can do is show our support.”
The bodyguards exchanged glances but nodded and followed him down to the floor. Vegas was staring at them from his seat on the opposite side as they made their way to Porsche, who was once again resting. Kinn ignored his cousin and focused his attention solely on his newest bodyguard.
“You've been doing well,” he said, when he was within earshot, causing Porsche to look up. Their eyes only barely met, before the latter looked away, nodding.
“Thanks...Master Kinn.”
Kinn was surprised by the curt response. He looked closer, wondering if he had somehow made another blunder, without knowing. There was a dark flush to the young man's skin, but it was hard to tell whether it was from the physical exertion or something more...personal.
“Damn, dude, you're fucking slaughtering them!” Pete exclaimed, slapping Porsche on the back, before leaning close. “Do you think you can win this?” he asked, quietly.
Porsche's expression became more relaxed as he seemed to contemplate the question.
“I've heard some troubling things about the guy I'll go up against after this, so who knows? It's possible.”
”You have to give me something more concrete,” Pete insisted. “You see, I've become...invested in your victory.”
Porsche stared at him with a furrowed brow.
“How's that my problem? I told you not to!”
“You really should listen to him, Pete,” Jay noted as she came over, “He speaks from experience. Though, it was mainly my money he lost.”
“Thanks for the support, sis.”
”I can't believe you didn't enter,” Pete complained. “You beat several of our strongest people, this should be a cakewalk for you!”
Kinn looked at Pete with scrutiny.
”Did you by any chance bet on Porsche, hoping Jay would let him win in the final?”
Pete did not answer, but suddenly became very interested in looking anywhere else but at his boss.
“To answer your question: I don't do well with tournament fights. Too many rules,” Jay explained.
“You're still pissed you were disqualified from that tournament, seven years ago, aren't you?” Porsche asked.
“Not at all,” she replied, serenely. “On an unrelated note, I hope those judges all burn in hell, for all time.”
“It was an illegal takedown. Yes, it looked impressive, but you can't pull that shit, during a competition.” Porsche looked exasperated, as if this wasn't the first discussion on the subject.
”So, you also crave the toasty warmth of eternal damnation?”
He looked at her.
“I don't know. It kinda depends on whether you're going, too.”
Kinn snorted and the others were in various stages of covering their mirth behind their hands or through exaggerated coughing. Jay's expression remained unchanged for a moment as she stared at Porsche who stared back without remorse. Then she chuckled, shaking her head.
“Smartass. Fine, I guess you win this one.”
“Good. Now go away! You're distracting me.”
Jay rolled her eyes but retreated without protest. Arm and Pete wished him luck before moving back a bit leaving Kinn alone with him.
“How are you really holding up?” Kinn asked.
Once again, Porsche only momentarily looked up at him, before busying himself with the bandages on on his hands.
”I've had worse. This place is really decked out for the big leagues.” He glanced around. “Much better than fighting in an old, empty swimming pool.”
“Are you nervous?”
He shook his head.
“I'm not scared of losing, and with these rules, I'm not likely to get hurt, either.”
“Well, you better win. You're representing our clan.”
That finally pulled his attention towards Kinn, who crossed his arms over his chest and shot him a crooked smile.
”We need to show these people who we are. Not to mention,” he bent down until his lips were only centimeters from Porsche's ear, “Pete's not the only one who's betting on you.”
There was a slight hitch in Porsche's breathing and it was enough to speed up Kinn's heartbeat.
He pulled back, making sure to catch Porsche's gaze and hold it as he straightened up. It was difficult to decipher the feelings within those dark depths but Kinn knew he wanted to try.
Notes:
In case you missed the hidden message (or I messed something up), this was what it said: "It's done the kid and mother have left Crescenda"
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Chapter 31: It's The Tweedles
Notes:
Back with another one, hope you enjoy!
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Chapter Text
Chapter 31: It's The Tweedles
“How's he doing?” Chan asked as Jay returned to sit next to him.
“He's still mouthing off, so not too many hits on the head...yet.” She sat down with a sigh. “Though to be fair, I'm not particularly impressed with his opponents, so far.”
“This league isn't really for you,” Chan agreed. “I would have placed you in group 3.”
“Is that allowed?”
“If I say so.”
She made some contemplative sound, then leaned back in her seat, looking down at the arenas.
“How about a challenge?” Chan asked.
”What kind?”
He gestured around the stadium.
“Take a look around and tell me which people you think you couldn't beat in a fight.”
Jay pursed her lips and took a gander, her gaze stopping here and there to look closer. After a few moments, she pointed.
“Her.”
Chan followed the direction, his expression revealing none of his thoughts.
“Why?”
“She gives off the same vibe as you. I'm fairly sure she would hand my ass to me, then put yet another one of my moves on the ban-list.”
“You're up to ten, so far,” Chan noted, sternly.
”What? Last I counted it was nine!” she protested.
“I'm putting your nails on there. Lately, I've noticed your handiwork on a lot of the other bodyguards. I don't need them to be scarred for life, every time they have routine sparring against you.”
”You're declawing me?” she whined. “That's like taking the stinger off a scorpion! Or remove all a shark's teeth! Or take the venom out of the sna-” She paused, looking down at her hands for a moment. “Okay, maybe you have a point.”
Chan accepted her defeat without another word on the matter and nodded in direction of the woman Jay had originally pointed out.
“She is head of security for the Zhan clan, Levia.”
“You know her?”
“We were in the same squad before becoming bodyguards. She's earned that job and more. Definitely not an amateur. Who else?”
“Him.” Jay pointed again, barely looking in the direction of her finger.
“Reason?”
“You don't get to that age, in this business, unless you know what you're doing.”
“Astute. That's Herr Brahm, head of security for the Heißlers.”
Jay nodded, looking around again.
“What about the beefy guy, in the corner?”
Chan turned his head, spotting the man in question.
“He works for one of the branches off the Brighton family. He's skilled and there are rumors he'll be offered the position as vice-security chief, soon. You could take him on, but it wouldn't be an easy fight.”
“What are you guys doing?” Big asked, moving towards them with Ken following. They were both freshly showered and dressed in casual wear.
“Oh great, it's the Tweedles,” Jay grumbled when they were closer.
“The what?” Ken asked, confused.
“From 'Through the Looking Glass'? Tweedle-Dum and Tweedle-Dee?” she clarified. Seeing their blank expressions, she sighed. “Never mind.”
“How did you do?” Chan asked.
“I was out in the third round, Ken made it to round five.”
”Which level?”
”3, of course.”
Chan seemed to mull over their results and stood from his seat, turning towards the pair.
“And if I were to ask whether or not you've been focusing on your rehabilitation like I asked you to, what would the answer be?” he asked Big, who looked down without answering. He turned to Ken. “And last I spoke to you, you were solely focused on winning your underwater-release record back from Porsche. Did you make sure to correct for that, after our talk?”
“Uh-oh, you guys are in twouble!” Jay mocked, when Ken also averted his gaze.
They both shot her a glare and Chan turned to look at her over his shoulder.
“Don't tease those beneath you. It's not a good look.”
While his rebuke was directed at Jay, it was clear his comment made both Big and Ken even more embarrassed.
“So, did miss nickname already get kicked?” Ken looked between them both, clearly hoping the change in topic would take.
“I didn't enter,” she said, turning her attention back on the fights, while Chan sat back down.
“Let me guess, it's 'beneath' you?” Ken jeered.
She was about to retort when a deep voice called out.
”Blue?”
”Oh, balls,” she muttered, as she saw a familiar figure walk over.
”That is you, isn't it? What a small world.”
She looked up at the burly man who had called out to her, remembering him from her past, though her mind drew a blank on the name. He quickly seemed to pick up on her dilemma and laughed.
”Forgot your old colleague, already? It's Gino. We used to work together for the Flames.”
”Right, that was the name,” she said, nodding. “You became a bodyguard?”
He shrugged, folding his arms over his massive chest.
”With this body, it was the obvious choice, wasn't it? How about you? Never took you for the type to go legit.”
“I wouldn't say working for the mafia is 'legit,'” she argued, relaxing a bit.
Talking with Gino was a lot less awkward than she had feared. Then again, if memory served her right, the man had always been the sociable kind. Lucky bastard.
”But I heard you also took up work as a runner for CT?”
”Top runner,” she corrected, “and yes, I was with them until recently.”
”Wait, you said you were both with the Flames?” Big asked, looking from Gino to Jay and back. “You mean that gang in south Crescenda?”
Gino nodded and pulled up a sleeve, exposing a small flame with a spiral core, tattooed on his lower arm in faded red and orange.
“That doesn't look quite right,” Ken noted, skeptically.
“Even gang tattoos get updated every now and then, you know,” Jay countered with Gino's eager nodding to back her up.
”How about it Blue? Yours was a bit different.”
Jay looked at his expectant expression then shrugged and pulled down on her shirt, to reveal the tattoo on the back of her shoulder in blue.
Big and Ken both stared at the mark, while Chan glanced, before seemingly noticing something else. Feeling the burning gaze, Jay put her shirt back in place, realizing not every mark on her was innocuous.
”You always said blue burns hotter than red,” Gino chuckled. “But then, you left for the Black-Jacks, all of a sudden.”
”They paid better,” she explained, unapologetic.
He laughed.
”Ah, yes, you were all about the money, even as a kid. What were you when you joined up? 17?”
”Sixteen.”
”Well, it was nice to see a face from the past, so take care, alright?”
”You too, Gino.”
He patted her on the head in passing and she watched him walk away, feeling relief at the seamless ending, yet there was also a sense of wistfulness. Despite her reluctance to delve into the past, it was hard not to miss someone like Gino once he was gone..
”It looks like the final fight's about to start,” Chan mentioned. If he were curious about the recent exchange he did not show it, much to Jay's relief.
Porsche was holding up well against Brighton's Mad Dog, Chan noted to himself. If he kept it up, he was likely to take the title. Compared to his fight on the night he met Master Kinn, he was leaps and bound ahead of himself; his control had improved and he was much more focused.
It was hard not to compare the siblings, seen as Chan was personally in charge of training one and a general instructor to the other. He could see how they affected each other, how much Porsche had adapted from Jay, but it was obvious he was more confident in some of his moves than his sister. The exchange had not been one-sided.
Jay's eyes were glued to the arena, her body twitching, swaying as if she was trying to influence Porsche's movements. Ken and Big were talking among themselves, wholly uninterested in the results of the fight. Chan took the chance to place a hand on Jay's shoulder.
“He's doing well.”
She exhaled and he could feel her muscles relax. He squeezed, lightly, before moving his hand away, turning his attention back.
Porsche had landed several hits and his opponent was becoming frustrated and clumsy, lashing out with erratic movements, breaking his own flow. Porsche was constantly dancing around the guy, evading and jabbing in several fluid motions.
Mad Dog fell to one knee, panting heavily. Even from behind, Chan could sense the smirk on Porsche's face, as he loomed over his opponent. The crowd was all but sure of his victory, their roar growing throughout the section, however, Chan was less certain. The Brightons' head of security was standing behind Mad Dog, looking smug and the fighter himself carried a strange tension in his body, like an animal looking like it's cowering, when in reality, it's coiled to strike.
“No,” Jay breathed next to him. She was out of her seat and gone in a moment, just as Chan stood.
Time seemed to slow as Porsche aimed his final punch at the opponent's slumped head, just for the Mad Dog to lift his face and grab Porsche's arm, pulling him down as he rose, slamming his head into Porsche's jaw.
Porsche's head snapped backwards but rather than fall, he was pulled towards his opponent, again, to have a knee slammed into his face. This time he was allowed to stagger back, only for the opponent's foot to follow and kick him in the chin, sending him flying.
Even from a distance, blood could be seen splattering on the arena floor. Porsche landed, but did not move. Chan was rushing towards them, but he could see the other fighter wind up for something. His eyes widened as he realized the massive man was going to perform an elbow drop on Porsche's head!
Kinn's voice could be heard, mixing with Pete and Arm's. Chan was not sure whether he was yelling too. If that mad dog killed Porsche, he would personally put him down!
The man was now in the air, dropping towards the unconscious Porsche and everything seemed to freeze for a split second.
Then he was on the ground, in the opposite end from his target, struggling against something. In a matter of seconds, there was blood and cries of anguish.
Chan slowed his pace, as he got closer, knowing full well what the Mad Dog from Brighton was fighting and understood just how hard it was to get a grip on her, never mind defeat her, when she was in this state.
Kinn and Pete were already tending to Porsche, while Arm was on the phone, no doubt with the medical services.
“How's he doing?” Chan asked, as he reached the arena.
“He'll live. Just got knocked down,” Pete answered, checking his head. “There aren't any real injuries, though who knows what would have happened if Jay hadn't...” He glanced at Kinn, whose face was dark, his lips pressed into a thin line.
Kinn stood, turning towards Brighton's head of security with a murderous look, when Chan stepped close.
“Take Porsche to get medical attention, Master Kinn. I'll handle this.” His voice was low but urgent.
“I can't just let him get away with almost killing my bodyguard,” Kinn argued through clenched teeth.
“This isn't a request. Take care of Porsche, I'll see to the rest.”
Kinn hesitated but backed down, glancing towards Jay, still beating Porsche's opponent with almost feral brutality.
“Don't punish her, Chan... Not for this,” he said before helping Pete to take Porsche out of the stadium.
Chan turned back, seeing Brighton's head of security, Landon, walk towards the two people fighting with fury in his eyes. Chan stepped in before he could reach them, tapping Jay on the shoulder.
”Jay!” He made sure to raise his voice enough to break through her current rage.
She paused, looking at him with wild eyes.
“Stand down.”
It was a tense moment. Though there was anger in her gaze there was also fear and it ran deep; he kept their eyes locked, refusing to let her break away. She stood and stepped away from her opponent, before moving to stand next to Chan, much to his relief.
“What's the meaning of this, Chan?” Landon roared as he came into the arena. He glanced at his man on the floor, before glaring daggers at Jay. “That fucking bitch is a menace and needs to be kept on a leash!”
“The same could be said for your guy,” Chan countered, keeping his cool.
Landon ordered some of his men to take the fighter away before he looked Jay up and down.
“So, I assume this is that new pet of yours, everyone's been talking about. I'd have expected something more impressive, or at the very least, more alluring.”
If Jay felt anything about Landon's mockery, she hid it well. Chan sensed no change from her, noticed no tension or quiet glaring.
”We hire people based on more than looks,” Chan noted.
”Yet utterly lacking in self-control and discipline.”
“Considering your man almost killed one of my people, I'd be careful with slinging those accusations around.”
”Your man survived, didn't he?” Landon pointed out with a careless gesture. “None of his injuries were severe and no lethal moves were actually carried out. No rules have been broken.” He turned his gaze on Jay again. “That is, until this little cunt forgot her place.”
“Your man was clearly aiming to do considerable damage.”
Landon laughed.
“Oh, so the Theerapanyakuns have a mind-reader, now? There's no way of knowing whether or not that attack would have struck somewhere fatal and from that distance you couldn't have been sure what he intended.”
A staff member came into the arena, his expression annoyed.
“That's enough. This event is meant to be safe for first-timers, which is why we follow the spirit of the rules, rather than the letter. Brighton's Jaz has been disqualified for excessive brutality.”
Landon sputtered in protest, but the man turned to Chan and Jay.
”Similarly, help, even to avoid death, is not in the spirit of a fair victory. Porsche is also disqualified. The results of this match are hereby invalidated.”
“And what of her punishment?” Landon asked, jabbing a finger at Jay. “She injured one of our people, I demand some form of consequence.” His glacial eyes turned to Chan. “Or has she fucked her way out of accountability?”
Chan tried to keep his cool, but anger writhed inside him at the accusation. He could not give Landon the satisfaction of getting under his skin. Once again, he was surprised at Jay's composure. Her entire demeanor had been impassive, bordering on unresponsive, through the exchange.
“If you want to complain about another bodyguard's conduct during a match, you'll need to make it a separate matter,” the staff member explained. “Though keep in mind, our people have been watching every fight and other people may similarly lodge complaints against your participants.”
Landon did not seem the least bit deterred by the threat, instead glowering at Jay with an arrogant smirk.
“Scheme all you like. Turning tricks for the Theerapanyakuns won't save you, here.” With that, he left and Chan took the chance to get Jay out of there.
“You can go see to your brother. I have some things to take care of,” he told her, once they were outside the stadium.
“Is he okay?” The tremor in her voice was the first sign of emotion he had gotten from her, since she had stopped beating on Jaz.
“He got knocked out, but there were no serious injuries.” Chan saw her heave a sigh in relief.
He gave her directions to the medical room but before she could run off, he stopped her.
“Are you bothered by what Landon said of you?”
“I don't care,” she said, her attention focused away from Chan and the stadium, towards the main building. “I've had worse.” Her tone was flat, without inflection. As if she was running on autopilot.
Chan hated the idea that she was used to such disgusting accusations and people like Landon.
”Jay...”
”Can I go?” She finally looked at him, but her eyes were vacant.
”Yes,” Chan answered, not sure what else to say.
Notes:
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And as a reward for reading this far, I'll give you a little preview of the next chapter: There'll be some tender KinnPorsche moments, some intrigue with the Chan-man, and some shenanigans with the BigKen. The chapter after that will be steamy, so stay tuned!
Chapter 32: How I Die
Notes:
My creative juices have been running in overdrive, so I ended up taking a risk. We'll see how it pans out, I hope you enjoy!
ALSO: Happy Birthday to Lovelyillusion, yesterday!
And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter Text
Chapter 32: How I Die
Porsche opened his eyes, staring up at a white ceiling. He tried to remember where he was but his thoughts were hazy. A familiar face popped into view.
“Porsche? You awake?” Pete asked with noticeable concern.
Porsche blinked a few times, then nodded. His head immediately began pounding, making him wince, which in turned increased the painful throbbing further. He sat up, slowly, though it did not help matters.
”Ugh, what the fuck happened?”
”You were knocked out in the final,” someone else replied.
He turned his head to see Kinn, sitting by his bedside with an evaluating look on his face. ”How do you feel?” The question sounded uncharacteristically soft, coming from the prince of a mafia family.
”Like someone dropped a boulder on my head,” Porsche stated, touching his forehead, only to hiss in pain. Seemed he had a busted eyebrow.
”They almost did,” Pete quipped, his expression filled with relief.
”What?”
”The guy you were fighting, the one called Mad Dog?” Kinn explained, his arms resting on the bed, next to Porsche. “He knocked you out and was winding up for another attack. It could have killed you.”
”Nah,” Porsche chuckled. “Jay always said I was incredibly thick-skulled. If years of her knocking me about and nagging me didn't break through, that guy didn't stand a chance.”
”Speaking of Jay,” Pete interjected, “she's the reason you're not currently in a coma. Talk about ruthless.”
The sound of a door being forcefully opened echoed throughout the room, followed by quick footsteps.
“Porsche?”
”Speak of the devil,” Porsche muttered, before raising his voice. “Over here, sis!”
The curtains were almost ripped from the bars as she rushed to his bed.
“Oh, thank god, you're awake!” she breathed, ignoring everyone else to look closer at his face. “Are you okay? How's your head?” She kept fussing over him, until he slapped her hands away.
“Would you stop this? I'm fine, I just have a headache. I'll be back on my feet in no time.”
”Are you sure? I was so scared! I didn't know if I could reach you in time!” Her voice cracked and Porsche noticed her eyes glistening.
“Are you crying?”
All three of the men stared at her, but she scoffed.
“Of course I am!” she snapped. “I almost watched you die! Don't you ever do something like that to me, again!”
”I didn't exactly plan this,” Porsche argued, feeling slightly panicked when seeing the tears roll down Jay's cheeks. “I would have been more careful if I knew he was gonna pull a fast one on me.”
”You better be. You just about gave me a heart attack.”
Porsche rolled his eyes, grimacing as it set off another wave of pain in his brain, making him irritable.
“Enough with the smothering! I'm an adult, I can decide for myself how I die... Wait, that's not what I meant.”
He clenched his jaw, to brace for another lecture, only to flinch when pain shot through his entire skull. What the hell did that mountain of a man do to him?
“Jay, could you and Pete go get an ice pack and some pain relievers?” Kinn asked, his voice more pleading than usual. “I think the best for him, might be some peace and quiet.”
Jay stiffened, looking from Porsche to Kinn and back, before she sighed and nodded, gesturing for Pete to follow. When the door closed behind them, Porsche exhaled and slowly laid back down.
“Thank you. My head was about to explode.”
“At least she cares,” Kinn said, his voice still gentle. “I've never had someone tear an enemy of mine to pieces, like that. Though if she hadn't, I would have shot him dead, myself.”
The statement came so naturally, but Porsche could hear the steel edge behind the words. He looked at Kinn, who met his gaze without a shred of pretense or hesitation.
“I think...I get now, why people are so loyal towards you,” Porsche mumbled, breaking eye contact.
“Oh? Do tell.”
The smirk on Kinn's face was not as annoying as it used to be. Maybe brain damage made things less irritating? Or maybe it was his voice. Since waking up, Kinn had kept his tone and volume at a level where it did not set off the pain in Porsche's head. Instead, the sound wrapped itself around him in a gentle, soothing manner.
“You care about your people,” he explained. “So, they naturally come to care about you, as well.”
“Do you care? About me?”
Porsche took a moment to consider the question. He knew Kinn harbored some level of attraction for him, or he would not have kissed him. But did it go further than that? And what of himself? He finally met Kinn's expectant gaze.
“I don't want you to die. And I obviously care about impressing you.”
“I'll take it,” Kinn chuckled, then his expression became serious. “I'm attending the gala event, tomorrow evening.”
Porsche nodded. He remembered there was something like that going on.
“I'd like you to come with.”
“I think I'm already assigned to you, for that shift,” Porsche said, slightly confused.
“Not as a bodyguard, as my...companion.”
”Why?” Porsche asked, suddenly wary. He had accepted that there was more between them than a mere employer-employee relationship, but he was still unsure what it meant for himself.
Kinn suddenly seemed unsure of himself, not answering right away. Porsche felt a slight thrill of satisfaction of knowing he had put the mafia prince, of all people, on edge. And just by pushing back a bit.
“After you were caught spying on Pim and me-”
“I wasn't spying!” Porsche protested, then groaned as his own voice set off the pain again.
“Relax,” Kinn said, putting a calming hand on Porsche's arm, as he smiled. “I was just messing with you.”
Porsche glared at him but made no move to remove his hand. Kinn cleared his throat.
“I overheard your talk with Big. To be honest, it was nice to have someone not judge me, just because I didn't live up to their image of me.”
Porsche opened his mouth, then paused. He had no clue what life was like for an heir to a mafia family, but he could imagine it was a lot of pressure. He was about to nod but remembered what that currently resulted in.
“I'll go with you. Could be fun.”
Kinn smiled and something within Porsche loosened at the sight. Maybe, if nothing else, being Kinn's friend wouldn't be so bad. Actually, it might be kind of nice.
“Just don't get drunk off your ass again,” Kinn warned.
Porsche sputtered in protest, and immediately regretted it when his head began pounding furiously. Kinn's soft laughter flowed through the air and seemed to soothe the pain, making him relax a bit.
“Levia,” Chan greeted as he sat down next to her at the bar.
She smirked at him. The room for the after party was lively, but there was still relatively quiet where they sat.
“Saw your new protege in action. I can see why you like her.”
“She's not my protege,” Chan explained, waving the bartender down. “I was ordered to train her, that's all.”
“The two aren't mutually exclusive, you know,” Levia pointed out, sipping from her straw.
”Why did you call me here?”
She produced a large, brown envelope and handed it to him.
”Brahm wanted me to give you this.”
”Why didn't he give it to me, himself?”
”I'm guessing he wanted me to know the contents,” she answered with a shrug.
”Which you obviously read.”
”Obviously.”
Chan looked at the envelope in his hand, feeling it was too light to hold anything major about the woman under his supervision. His drink was placed in front of him and he took a swig, still hesitant to read the report.
“Levia, does that woman look familiar to you, at all?” he asked, not looking in her direction.
“Hmm,” she considered. “Well, not really, but the whole ordeal was a long time ago.”
Chan's head snapped to her.
”What ordeal?”
She looked back in surprise.
”What do you mean, 'what ordeal'? You were there.” As she saw Chan's blank expression she tilted her head to the side. “Wasn't that why you asked Brahm to look into her, in the first place?”
Chan shook his head slowly, and she sighed.
”Just read the report, already. Then you'll see.”
He opened and took out the papers, reading the sparse writing.
”By the way, Brahm was super pissed when he handed it to me. Apparently, the only way to get even this much was to hit the streets, himself, and ask around.”
Chan froze as he read a familiar name on the last page. He looked up at Levia who nodded.
“I see you get it, now. I was surprised, too.”
”It doesn't say what position she held,” he noted as he looked back at the report.
“Did you not just hear me explain to you, why that is? Besides, it's not like it's hard to figure out, you just have to take a look at her body.”
“We don't have that kind of relationship,” Chan said, shaking his head.
”Well, then tell her to strip. She seems to follow orders well enough.”
”Barely,” Chan grumbled. “Today was a rare exception. She usually cops an attitude.”
Levia barked out a laugh.
”Oh, I like her, she's perfect!”
”Perfect for what?”
She smiled at him, a teasing glint in her eyes.
“Come on, Chan. We both know you have a huge stick up your ass about rules. Having someone around who makes you want to take it out, even if it's to hit them over the head with it, is a good thing, believe it or not.”
”You're not making any sense,” Chan said, turning his attention to his drink.
“Is that so? Then you wouldn't mind if I try and poach her, would you?”
He shrugged.
”Go ahead. But she won't go, as long as her brother's with the Theerapanyakuns.”
”Then I'll just take him, too.”
”As if the Zhans would ever let you.”
She chuckled.
”I can be very persuasive. But I'll leave it be...for now. I'm excited to see what's gonna happen with her around.”
”You mean what's gonna happen to me or to you, if you ever get her?”
Levia shrugged, sipping her drink, instead of answering.
”Well, that was a huge waste of time,” Big sighed as he closed the room door, behind him.
”No luck?” Ken asked, rummaging through his bag.
”It wasn't that,” Big explained. “But every time I started talking to someone, it just didn't feel right. I didn't feel like I could...trust them. Not enough to make a move.”
He looked at Ken, noting his unchanged appearance.
”I take it things went no better for you?”
”I wasn't aiming for anything, anyway,” Ken answered with more heat than expected.
Big narrowed his eyes at him but Ken turned around, furiously looking through his things. He eventually pulled out a phone charger and plugged it in, connecting his phone, all with rough movements and silent anger. Big went to sit on his own bed, heaving a sigh.
”It seems it's a lost cause,” he muttered, trying to put the focus back on himself. “Some stranger just isn't gonna cut it.”
Ken's expression softened and he seemed to mull over Big's problem for a while.
“Then maybe you should find someone who's not a stranger?”
Big chuckled.
“Like who? The people I know here can be counted on two hands. Kinn's out, I won't even entertain the idea of Porsche and Pete and Arm aren't exactly my biggest fans. Chan's my direct boss, I'm not really comfortable crossing that line.”
“That still leave Jenkins and Lee.”
Big shook his head.
”I've spoken about twenty words to them, combined. There's just not enough of a relationship. You'd have a better chance than those two.”
”Okay. Then what about me?”
”What?” Big asked, not sure he understood correctly.
”You want someone you know, who you feel you can trust, right? Ain't I the perfect candidate, then?”
”You're not serious,” he protested. “You're my best friend! My only friend, actually.”
”Exactly,” Ken argued, nodding his head. “That's also why I know this doesn't mean anything! You get it out of your system and we go back to how things were.”
”We can't just go back to normal, it doesn't work like that!”
”Why not? That's what happened with me and Jay. We still hate each other's guts, despite sleeping together.”
”That's different!”
”Why?”
Big could not explain why, he just knew it wasn't the same. He stared at Ken, wondering how their conversation had reached this point. It was bad enough that his friend seemed to have no reservations about this. It was even worse that the idea did not sound completely outrageous to Big.
”I... I gotta get of here,” he finally said, almost fleeing out of the room.
He first went to the stadium, taking advantage of the empty showers, hoping to scold the conversation from his mind, before heading back to the party, intent on finding someone to hook up with. It didn't take long for him to strike up a conversation with a decent-looking bodyguard from a side-branch of the Heißler family. They went to a quiet corner, and Big quickly took the lead in kissing the man, only to find himself disappointed as the touch left him feeling emptier than before.
After another few minutes, he finally gave up, much to the annoyance of the other guy, who left in a huff. Big decided on downing another couple of drinks before he made his way back to the room, his mind still swirling around Ken's suggestion.
He had been losing his mind over being so in love with someone who would never love him back. Working in such close proximity to Kinn was maddening, yet the closest to happiness he would ever be. Would it really be so wrong to just satisfy himself, once?
When he entered their room, Ken seemed to wake up, sitting up in his bed.
”Big?” he asked, rubbing his eyes. “You okay?”
As his sleep-drunken gaze met Big's the latter made up his mind.
”Yeah, I am.”
He closed the distance between them and bent down, grabbing Ken's head and pressing their lips together in a desperate kiss.
Notes:
Once again, I'll be recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
A slight preview for next chapter: steamy content ahead! And some extra sexual tension, just because my mind won't get out of the gutter, right now, so I may as well run with it!
Chapter 33: Pampered, Precious Princess (Smut)
Notes:
I heard a little birdie say something about this chapter being steamy? Well, here you go (I know you've been waiting for it!)
And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter 33: Pampered, Precious Princess
Ken's lips were soft and yielding against Big's as the latter pressed, more fervently. The heat rushing through him was the exact opposite from the guy he had kissed before and it was all the encouragement he needed, to deepen the kiss.
His tongue graced Ken's lips, which willingly parted to let him explore further.
Part of him wondered whether Ken felt the same heat, but he pushed the question aside, losing himself in the sensation of the touch of his best friend's lips. Their tongues intertwined and he let out a soft sigh as rivulets of pleasure trickled through his body, making him eager for more.
When Ken let out a small moan, a rush of desire overtook Big and he shoved them both onto the bed, digging his hands into Ken's hair as he pulled him closer, eager to devour those pleasurable sounds.
Hands tugged at his jacket and he helped discard it, never breaking the kiss. The longer it went on, the more he wanted, an insatiable hunger having been lit within him.
He felt Ken pull up his t-shirt, and he broke away to take it off, quickly doing the same to Ken's. They scrambled onto the bed but Ken turned the situation, so he was seated on top of Big, looking down at his exposed upper body. Big looked back, appreciating the lean muscles of the heated body looming above him.
Ken's dark eyes were filled with lust making Big still his body, eager to experience what he would do next.
Ken ran his hands over Big's skin. The awareness of being touched so intimately by someone he knew drowned out ever other thought in Big's mind...it was like experiencing the impossible.
Calloused fingertips graced a nipple and Big's breath caught. It was such a small, yet noticeable sound and Ken smirked as he touched the place again, more firmly. Big felt it through his core, a slight tremor running through as Ken's fingers began pulling and teasing at the hardened tip.
Big fought to control his breathing, but then Ken pinched and he groaned, his body twitching and pain and pleasure mixed, heightening his senses. He wanted more, he needed more. He needed Ken.
Ken leaned down, planting kisses along Big's jawline. Then a warm and wet sensation ran along the column of his throat and he let out a surprised gasp, which turned into a moan, when teeth scraped over the skin, before sinking into the soft flesh. The feeling as Ken began sucking on his neck was enough to burn through Big's mind, erasing all other thoughts but one: More!
He wrapped his arms around the warm body, pressing it closer to his own, whimpering in pleasure as Ken bit harder, the pain turning into thrills, which ran through out his body, setting his senses on fire.
Ken began kissing down his collarbone and chest, until he reached the nipples, his tongue flicking one of them, while his fingers began pulling at the other.
Big's mind went into overdrive as the sensation overwhelmed his rationality, leaving nothing but pleasure. He grabbed onto the bed-sheet, moaning as Ken's teasing kept pulling his sanity apart.
That was when something graced him, lower than he expected. The light touch made him shudder and he clenched his teeth against this new wave of want. Something tugged at his belt and he was about to go mad from the slow progress, groaning through clenched teeth.
Ken chuckled as his moved downward, his voice low and wicked, sending a shiver up Big's spine, as he realized where Ken was going.
”What are you-?”
”Shut up. You already agreed to this, didn't you?”
Big nodded, though it didn't sound like Ken cared much. Big's pants were pulled off, as were his shorts, and he knew his erection was fully visibly, even in the dim light of their hotel room.
Wet, warm and utterly overpowering, Ken's mouth enveloped Big, sliding down his length in one long, almost languidly torturous movement.
”Oh fuck, Ken!” Big gasped, as his best friend's tongue played over his shaft, lazily swirling around the head before once again taking the whole thing in.
For several minutes, Ken continued playing with Big's cock, his pace starting out slow and deliberate, making every stroke and lick agonizingly drawn-out. Then he would switch the tempo, without warning, taking the whole dick into his mouth and sliding his head up and down, while his tongue continuously played and teased. The switches left Big panting and writhing.
”Please, Ken,” he begged, not even sure what he wanted him to do.
But it seemed Ken knew. As he was sucking, one hand sought out Big's balls and began massaging them. It was all Big could do not to lift his hips and shove himself deeper inside Ken's warm mouth.
Heat began to pool in the pit of Big's stomach, fanning flames of pleasure through him, with every stroke from Ken's mouth on his dick. The very fact that Ken was the one doing this to him, gorging himself on Big's hardened cock was enough to shove the latter ever closer to the edge.
Ken kept going, unashamedly licking and sucking, throwing Big's thoughts into complete disarray. His tongue was always there, caressing, his lips kissing and wrapping themselves around the length, his mouth so warm and eager.
His hands were continuously fondling and squeezing at his testicles, the combination making Big almost dizzy.
”Ken, you're gonna make me come,” he warned with a whimper.
Ken opened his eyes, his gaze meeting Big's, while still having Big's cock in his mouth. Without breaking eye contact, he continued moving his head up and down, his mouth seeming even hotter as he did so.
Big could not look away, his thoughts growing hazy as he stared at Ken, sucking and licking his dick, bringing him closer and closer to the precipice. Suddenly, the image of Ken's face covered in his cum came to mind and it became his undoing.
He grabbed onto Ken's head, shoving himself deeper inside his mouth in rapid thrusts, until the orgasm washed over him and he cried out in ecstasy. He could feel himself emptying into Ken's mouth and it made him tremble in a gentle aftershock.
”I-...I'm sorry,” he panted, when the ability to speak returned.
Ken rose, wiping his lower lip without a word. The sight was somehow highly erotic to Big, who shuddered as one last wave of pleasure rushed through him, leaving him truly spent.. Then Ken bent down, catching his lips in a soft kiss, perfectly sealing the act between them.
She was in the middle of the best part, when Chan returned to the room. Giving him a casual nod of recognition, she returned to the book, her eyes greedily eating every last word on the page as the scene became steamier.
”How's Porsche doing?”
”Good enough to chase me out of the room,” she grumbled. “Spoiled little bastard.”
”Jay, I need you to do something.”
She looked up, noting the somber expression on his face and put the book aside.
”What do you need?”
”Stand.”
She did so.
”Turn around and take off your shirt.”
She was slightly surprised but did as told, removing her t-shirt while her back was turned and tossing it on the chair, she had been sitting in. Since it was her night wear, she wasn't wearing a bra, but it didn't really matter much, she figured, since Chan always looked at her the same way, no matter what she wore. The seconds ticked by in silence, as she waited for him to do or say something to explain this situation. A warm, calloused fingertip touched her right shoulder.
”The Flames,” Chan said in a low voice, before moving his finger along her skin, stopping at another spot. “The Hawks.” He continued on to the next tattoos, one after one. “Black Jacks, Searers, Hell Seekers, 13s, and...” He turned her around with the barest touch, his fingers coming to a stop, hovering above her chest, where a red, capitalized 'C' was branded onto her skin, right below the suprasternal notch.
”Crimson.”
She swallowed, blinking slowly before forcing a smile.
”I'm impressed. Not many people still remember these guys,” she said, tapping her index finger against the mark.
”I was helping, when the Zhan clan decided to shut them down.”
”Ah,” Jay said, folding her arms over her chest. “That would make you familiar with this little...shall we say blemish?”
”Why were you working for them?”
She looked away, her lips twisting into a pensive pout.
”They paid the most for the least amount of work.” She loosened her arms and leaned back against the desk. “Raising two kids requires a steady income, and considering my qualifications, or rather lack thereof, the jobs I could take were limited. Both in scope and income-potential. Running with the gangs helped, but in the long run, it wasn't secure enough.”
”But why them?”
She stared ahead, her gaze growing distant as the memories began playing through her mind, along with the panic and apprehension she had felt back then.
”There was a rent-hike and I became desperate. And they knew exactly how and where to advertise.” She looked back at Chan, scratching at the brand, absentmindedly. “They weren't exactly up front about the initiation process or the extent they allowed their clients to take out their fantasies.”
”The scars on your back...” Chan guessed.
”Not all of them. Mostly, it was bruises and swellings, the rare burn, here and there.” She shrugged as if to shake off the past. “It wasn't all bad. They paid all the medical fees and the salary was well worth a little pain. I even managed to save up a bit, while working for them.”
Something seemed to hit her and she folded her arms again as she gave Chan a cross look.
”Actually, I have a bone to pick with you.”
His eyebrows shot up.
”Yeah, you guys came and shut the entire operation down, right?”
He nodded, not following the new direction of their conversation.
”Couldn't you have waited just one goddamn day? It was payday, I was going to pick up my money!”
”I didn't realize shutting down human traffickers was such an inconvenience to your life,” he noted.
She picked up her t-shirt and pulled it on.
”No one likes working an entire month and have nothing to show for it,” she countered, though she kept her tone light. “All my savings went to rent that night and it still wasn't enough.” She looked away, rubbing the back of her neck. “I guess certain skill sets never go out of style in a pinch, though.”
She could feel his gaze but in that moment, she wasn't strong enough to meet it. Instead, she chuckled to herself, trying to lighten the mood.
”Relax, I'm not really angry about it. You're right, those scumbags needed to be dealt with. And it all turned out fine, in the end.”
He did not reply and after a minute she finally dared look at him, but as usual, she could read very little in his expression. He seemed deep in thought when he finally spoke again.
”How old were you when you started taking care of them?”
”Around sixteen, I think? I might have been fifteen.”
His eyes snapped to hers and for a moment it felt like she was naked, his dark gaze looking through her.
”Jay, what are you atoning for? Why do you go so far?”
She froze, feeling the question like a heavy blow against her chest. Then she exhaled, the corners of her mouth quirking upwards, despite the cheerless mood.
”You're so annoyingly perceptive, sometimes.” She swallowed the lump in her throat and breathed deeply. “It's not something I can talk about. At least, not yet.”
Chan nodded, showing no sign of disappointment, much to her relief.
”Is that why Landon's words didn't bother you? You think you deserve it?”
She pursed her lips, her eyes looking around as if searching for the answer.
”Who knows? On one hand, what can words do to me that I haven't done to myself? On the other, I'm not really bothered by false accusations...or true ones for that matter.”
”Which accusations are true?”
”The whole pet thing, of course.”
He seemed about to make a dry comment but she held up a hand, stopping him.
”Whether or not you agree, fact is, I have a rich benefactor who provides a roof over my head, who sees that I get proper medical care, and carefully regulates my diet. I even have an obedience trainer to make sure I play nice with the others,” she pointed out, gesturing to Chan. “My life means nothing compared to my owners' and I'm expected to follow commands.” She grinned. “The only thing missing is more cuddles. You know, scratches behind the ear and belly-rubs. Though that might be an HR issue.”
”Do you agree, I should keep you on a leash as well?”
She looked at him and noticed something expectant in his gaze. It made her chuckle.
”You're doing that on purpose,” she said. “You don't need to cheer me up.”
”That's not an answer,” he pushed.
Jay rolled her eyes, still smiling, and decided to play along.
”It would need have a matching collar.”
”Stands to reason.”
She shifted closer to him.
”And the collar should be diamond-studded.”
He raised an eyebrow.
”Someone has expensive tastes.”
”Of course. I'm one pampered, precious princess, after all.” She turned towards him with a smirk. “And it should be soft. I don't want it leaving marks all around my neck.”
His eyes lowered to her throat, the tiny movement making her breath catch.
”And if I were to give you such a collar,” he said in a low voice, “would you wear it?”
There was something in that question. A dark edge that cut through her and made her tremble, though not in an unpleasant way.
”You shouldn't get my hopes up like that.”
His hand came up and she remained still, as his fingers began caressing the side of her throat. His touch was so warm and soft, she leaned her head to the side, closing her eyes.
”Is that a yes?” he asked, his voice rumbling, almost like a deep purr.
She nodded, sighing as his fingers trailed down to her shoulders and up again.
”I would.”
His fingers ran the length of her neck, gracing her jawline in long smooth strokes. It was hard to keep her wits about her under his touch. It was harder to want to.
”Why?” he asked, the low tenor of his voice pleasantly caressing her ears.
”Because it came from you.”
She could sense he came closer, the heat and scent of his body washing over her. It made her breath shudder but she kept her eyes closed, still lost to the soft touches of his hand on her throat.
”And the leash? You trust me enough to put that on you?”
The question whispered through her mind like a dark promise, setting her skin on fire and she had to struggle to form a response.
”You already did,” she mumbled, unsure if she was making any sense.
”What does that mean?”
When she didn't answer, the fingers stopped and she furrowed her brow in frustration.
”Jay,” he urged and she exhaled in a soft hum.
”If you hadn't told me to stop, I would have killed him,” she finally said, her voice barely above a whisper. “I wouldn't have stepped down for anyone else.” She opened her eyes and met his gaze. “I'm pretty sure that means I trust you.”
A soft smile spread across his face and for a moment, she was certain her heart was about to jump out of her chest.
”Does that mean I can finally keep you in check?” he asked, tugging a strand of hair behind her ear.
She laughed.
”Within reason, Chan. I'm not completely domesticated, just yet.”
She began to pull back but his hand snaked around her neck, keeping her in place. She looked at him curiously as he leaned in, his warm breath tickling her ear.
”You never will be.”
The words dripped onto her heart like warm honey, covering it in sweet, gentle heat.
”We both know, you're not precious, nor pampered, nor a princess. None of those words could ever do justice to the woman in front of me.”
”That's cheating,” she muttered under her breath.
The deep chuckle rumbling through him suddenly made her a lot more forgiving.
”I'm sure you'll find some way of getting back at me,”
Notes:
Preview: Afterglow and some shenanigans from your two favorite male leads, so stay tuned!
Chapter 34: Could You Please Come Out of the Closet?
Notes:
I'm back! Hope you guys could stand the heat (or my attempt at creating heat, at least).
Time to slow things down with a gala event. But not too much!And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter 34: Could You Please Come Out of the Closet?
”Wake up.”
Something shoved at him, but Big turned around, trying to ignore it.
”Dude! Come on, wake up already!”
He was shaken harder, until he opened one tired eye, looking up at Ken who was standing above him with a toothbrush in his mouth.
”Finally! Come on, our shift's about to start.”
Seeing him brought back memories of the night before and Big jerked up, suddenly feeling wide awake.
Ken, having achieved his goal, went back to the bathroom leaving Big to juggle the storm of emotions brought on by his remembrance.
Had he really kissed Ken? And Ken had... No, it was a dream. But then he recalled the feeling of Ken's tongue and hot mouth on his dick. The sensation of getting sucked off was too fresh in his memory, too real. Just remembering had a visible effect on him and he had to struggle to turn his mind elsewhere.
”You're still in bed?!” Ken stared as he emerged from the bathroom, closing the watch on his wrist. “We have like twenty minutes to get breakfast and go to Kinn's room, would you get the damn lead out?”
”Ken, about yesterday?”
”Yeah?”
”What we did...”
”What of it?”
Big sighed.
”Did that really happen?”
”What? Me blowing you? Yeah.”
Big stared, though Ken seemed completely unperturbed
”And you're okay with it?”
”Wouldn't have done it otherwise,” he muttered, checking his phone.
Big stood and rushed over, grabbing onto his shoulders.
”So we're doing this? We were being...intimate, and now we go back to normal?”
Ken wrenched free of his grip.
”Don't go getting all clingy,” he snapped, then ran a hand through his hair. ” And I don't know if I agree with 'we', you seem a little out of it.” He shot Big a sideways glance.
”I'm sorry,” Big hurriedly said. “I guess I'm just...I didn't expect this, is all.”
Ken's expression softened and he averted his eyes, while awkwardly patting Big on the shoulder.
”I didn't exactly plan for it, either. I'll tell Kinn you'll be there a little later, so take your time. Make sure you get something to eat,” he mumbled.
Something about his avoidance made Big eager to pursue the topic. As Ken pulled back his arm, Big grabbed onto it.
”Thank you,” he said, “for being cool with all this.”
Ken cleared his throat, his eyes still flickering to and from Big, but he didn't free himself, yet.
”Yeah well, just don't get used to it. I wouldn't really be back to normal if I was being cool all the time.” He gave a short, self-conscious laugh.
Scratching the back of his head, he looked incredibly vulnerable; enough that Big only had a split-second to think, before pulling him close and embracing him. Ken froze for a moment, then shoved him away.
”Stop being weird! I don't need your pity.” He spun around and stormed out of the room.
Big stared after him. He could not quite explain it, but something about Ken's reaction made him smile. The change from the night before left him curious and more than a little intrigued.
”I hate wearing these things,” Porsche grumbled.
”Yes, you've mentioned,” Kinn replied, adjusting Porsche's tie. “Several times.”
”I mean, come on, a bow tie? That's like the least sexy neck wear. I'd look better in a choker with a massive lock on it.”
”Your suggestion has been duly noted. Maybe I'll incorporate it in your dress code, in the future.” Kinn shot him a warning look to make it clear he was not entirely joking.
”Eh, maybe this thing isn't so bad,” Porsche quickly backpedaled.
”What a shame. There, now you at least look presentable.”
Porsche looked at his reflection in the full-length mirror. He did not feel presentable, he felt like a little boy in his first, over-sized suit. Not that there was a problem with the cut or sizing. In fact, it fit his measurements a little too perfectly, making him wonder if it was prepared for him ahead of time.
”So, what is this whole shindig about?” he asked to distract himself from his discomfort.
”It's a soft launch. Many of the secondary families use this opportunity to advertise products they're about to introduce to the general public. It's a good way to create trade agreements, both internally, but also among other families.”
”What, so we get to try a bunch of cool gadgets? You should have led with that!” Porsche said, suddenly feeling much better about the evening's prospects.
Kinn folded his arms over his chest.
”It's mostly food products and drinks. There is a section for electronic prototypes, but they're selective about who gets any hands on experience.” He lifted one shoulder in a small shrug. “I don't think you'll make the cut, unfortunately.”
It did put a damper on Porsche's mood, but he quickly shook it off.
”But I don't have to pay for the food, right?”
Kinn chuckled.
”Of course not.”
”And no dancing, right?”
At that, Kinn pursed his lips, not answering right away.
Porsche fidgeted.
”Please, tell me there's no dancing?”
”While I'm tempted to see how you' flail about, I think it's best if we refrain. There are enough eyes on the Theerapanyakuns as is.”
Porsche heaved a sigh in relief.
”Shall we?” Kinn asked, gesturing for the door.
Several people were filing through the hallways, heading in the same direction: the banquet hall. Entering there was like entering a movie set. Women in long elegant dresses and men in tuxedos littered the spacious floor, talking among themselves in small groups. Champagne was generously distributed and nearly everyone carried a flute as they chatted, laughed and toasted.
”Stay close,” Kinn warned, as Porsche looked around the room.
They had entered at the top of a double staircase; as they descended onto the central floor, Porsche spotted a long table, pressed up against the staircase wall, covered in exotic snacks and a tall drink canister on each side with dispensers at the bottom. People were going to and from the table, tasting the many bite-sized treats and sparkling drinks.
Kinn quickly filled two glasses from one of the canisters on the table and held one out to Porsche who gave him a skeptical look.
”Are you trying to keep me from drinking the champagne because of what happened last time?”
Kinn chuckled.
”It's not the only reason, though could you blame me if it were?”
Porsche made some grumbling response but accepted the drink. He sipped it and was surprised when a gentle burn followed the refreshing flavor.
”How do you like it?” Kinn asked with a grin.
”It's good,” Porsche admitted. “I thought you didn't want me to drink any alcohol?”
”I told you not to get drunk, I didn't say you couldn't drink at all.”
Porsche opened his mouth, then closed it when he realized Kinn was right.
”So what is this?” he asked instead.
”A new cider. The Pilzer family are putting it on the market in the new year. They're a branch off the Heißlers.” Kinn looked around, then gestured for Porsche to follow him to where a middle-aged woman was standing with a drink, observing her surroundings.
Porsche was immediately on edge. There was something about her stance that warned him against taking her lightly. Kinn seemed completely at ease, however.
”Porsche, this is Levia, head of security for the Zhan clan. Levia, this is one of our newest bodyguards, Porsche.”
Porsche relaxed a bit, wondering if fighting so many skilled people, the day before, had made him hyper aware of those who could pose a challenge. The woman, Levia, seemed politely interested in him upon introduction.
”Ah, it's you. I remember your performance, yesterday. It was quite impressive.” She smiled, the gesture softening her elegant features.
”Thank you,” Porsche said, awkwardly. He didn't understand the point of introducing the two of them, shooting a questioning look at Kinn. The latter seemed to pick up on his confusion.
”Levia used to work with Chan before he came to our family,” Kinn elaborated.
Suddenly, Porsche's interest was piqued.
”Really? What kind of work did you do?”
”We were in the same black ops squad. He was our commander, I was his second.”
”That sounds so cool!” Porsche gushed, having forgotten all his awkwardness. “Was he just as strict, back then?”
”Actually, I'd say he's become gentler, since,” she mused with a smirk. “Though, I don't recommend pointing that out to him.” She shot him a conspiratorial wink and he chuckled.
”If he kicks me out, can I come work for the Zhans?” he asked, mostly as a joke.
”I'm afraid you wouldn't really fit in with our staff.”
”I can adapt to any situation!” he protested.
”While I'm sure that's true, this isn't a situation requiring adaptation,” she maintained.
”The Zhans are a matriarchal clan,” Kinn explained. “And what's more, they don't allow men within the main family.”
Porsche looked to Kinn and back to Levia, who nodded with a sympathetic smile.
”Why not?” he asked.
”It has to do with our past,” she told him. “The Zhans used to have a male leader, Ai's husband and Xia's father, Zhan Wei. However, he refused to recognize Xia as his heir, despite being his only child.” Levia's expression became clouded as she continued. “He was going to marry her off to one of his nephews, and have him become the next leader. The nephew in question had a reputation for being cruel and abusive.”
”Couldn't he just have more children?” Porsche was not ignorant of the stigma surrounding female heirs, but marrying one's kid to their cousin still seemed like an odd choice.
”Zhan Ai couldn't get pregnant again and whenever Zhan Wei brought in another woman, she soon disappeared or wound up dead,” Kinn interjected.
”After his declaration to marry Xia off, the women of the clan mobilized under Ai,” Levia continued. “They drugged and slaughtered all the men in the main family and took over leadership.”
”That's...brutal,” Porsche noted.
”It was their best chance of forcing a change,” Levia explained with a shrug. “Since then, all men are moved to the minor clans and only women stay with the main family.”
The story left an impression on Porsche; he realized the Theerapanyakuns' relationships was relatively good, compared to others in the Families. They went on to chat about more mundane topics, before Levia excused herself. Kinn was called to another group to socialize, leaving Porsche to stand in a corner, people-watching.
”You seem to have been abandoned.”
Porsche turned towards the familiar voice, grinning as he saw Vegas approach.
”Are you here to keep me company?” he asked, feeling hopeful.
”That depends,” Vegas hedged, glancing around. “Is your sister gonna give me the death-glare if I do?”
”She's working, tonight. I'm here with Kinn,” Porsche told him.
”With Kinn?” Vegas said with surprise. “But you're not dressed in your uniform?” He looked Porsche up and down, his gaze holding more than simple puzzlement.
”I'm just escorting him, today.”
”What, as a date?”
”Hmm, I would say more as a friend.” Porsche sipped his drink. “Did you come with someone?”
Vegas shook his head, a sad smile gracing his pale lips.
”People don't really flock to associate with the children of a minor family. And we're known to be peculiar, even among other minor families.”
”How so?”
Vegas meet his eyes, his smile becoming warmer.
”We don't believe in separating ourselves from our staff, and most of the other families have very strict boundaries about that sort of...fraternization.”
”That's ridiculous,” Porsche said, feeling frustrated on behalf of Vegas.
”What's ridiculous?” Kinn asked, having come back without Porsche noticing.
”Hello Kinn,” Vegas greeted, his smile becoming strained and his eyes narrowing. “We were just discussing how different families treat their staff.”
Kinn's expression became tense and he seemed about to make a sarcastic comment, when Vegas spoke again.
”My father wants me to discuss business with the Savellis, so I better get started. I'll talk to you later, Porsche. Kinn.” He nodded to each of them before walking off.
”I wish you'd be more guarded around my uncle and his sons,” Kinn told Porsche, that irritating note of disapproval back in his voice.
”'His sons'? You mean your cousins, right? Is it a given that I have to hold the same prejudices as you?”
”I'm asking you to remember who you work for. Vegas doesn't pay you, we do.”
”We were just talking! Besides, you're the one who left me alone, after asking me to come as your companion. If I knew I was gonna just stand around gawking, I would have said no.”
Kinn seemed about to snap something back but then reined himself in, before sighing.
”Alright, you have a point. I still have something to discuss, but we can both leave, afterwards.”
”And what am I supposed to do, in the meantime?” Porsche asked, sullenly.
Kinn looked around, then grabbed a crystal bowl from a nearby table.
”Here, it's a new brand of candy. Eat up while you wait.”
Porsche glared at him, but took the bowl, popping one of the pieces in his mouth. They were minty, with a hard shell. He grumbled about not being a child as he walked to stand at the top of the stairs, still holding the bowl.
He observed how the hotel staff kept filling up the plates or pulled off the top of one of the canisters to fill in more cider. He placed his bowl on the balustrade, trying to guess how many minutes had already passed. The canister right below him was being filled for the second time. Either the drink was immensely popular or he had been waiting for a good while.
With a yawn, he began turning, only for his elbow to knock the bowl off the balustrade. Porsche moved quickly, managing to catch it before it fell into the cider. The waiter was bending over to pick up the lid, and didn't see as several pieces of the candy fell into the drink.
He pulled up the bowl, wondering how badly the taste would be altered, until he could the bubbles foaming to the surface. He gulped and looked around.
Luckily, Kinn was standing close to the stairs, with an older man, talking merrily. Porsche rushed over to him, smiling apologetically at the man while pulling his boss away.
”We have to leave. Now!” he urged, when they were outside of earshot.
”What? Why?”
”Just come!” he said, pulling Kinn with him as he left out a side door, leading them down an empty corridor.
”What the hell?!” a voice yelled from the banquet hall.
”What's going on?”
”Why is it doing that?”
The cries of the other guests made Kinn stop and wrench his arm free, before returning to the door. Porsche rushed after him, but could not stop him from opening it in time to see a frothing pillar of cider shooting upward from the refreshment table. As the drink began raining all over the banquet hall, Kinn closed the door and spun towards Porsche.
”What the fuck did you do?!” he hissed.
”Well, if you had just followed like I said, you wouldn't need to ask that question, now would you? Come on!” Porsche grabbed his wrist and pulled him along, trying to figure out what the quickest way back to their rooms would be.
Voices suddenly sounded from behind them, and before he could think it through, he opened the closest door and shoved them both inside, before closing it.
”Why are we hiding?” Kinn asked, angrily. “This is the surest way of looking guilty!”
”Uh...I guess I panicked,” Porsche answered, sheepishly.
Kinn groaned. Porsche could see him run his hands through his hair, despite the minuscule amount of light.
”How do you always manage to make a hash of things?”
”Hey, this was your fault!” he argued back. “I wanted to leave, long ago, but you just shoved candy at me and traipsed off!”
”Yes, clearly I'm to blame for believing you to be a capable adult, whom I could leave unsupervised for an hour or two.”
Porsche wanted to strangle him.
”Would you can the fucking god-complex for a moment? I made a mistake, okay? There, I said it. Happy?”
”I'd be happy if you could go on one mission and not create a huge mess.” Kinn's voice suddenly sounded frustrated and tired. “I keep taking a chance on you, and your behavior keeps making it clear I shouldn't.”
It hurt. Porsche was actually surprised at just how deep those words cut. Somehow, he felt like who he was as a person was being rejected.
”I guess it's a good thing Khun still wants me around, then,” he said, quietly.
”What?” Kinn's tone made it clear he wasn't asking because he didn't hear.
”You think I enjoy galas?” Porsche chuckled, but there was no mirth in his voice. “Get real, this sort of event is such a drag.”
”Then why did you agree to come?”
”Good question. I guess, since you asked me to, I figured you could be civilized towards me for an evening. I should have known that was expecting too much from you.”
He felt Kinn's hands grab onto his jacked and pulling him close.
”You better watch your mouth. There's only so much I'm willing to tolerate from a mere bodyguard.”
He could feel Kinn's breath against his lips and there was a glint from his eyes, shining in the dim light. The fact he could get under Kinn's skin like this filled Porsche with a sense of satisfaction. At least, he wasn't just being dragged along, this time.
”Are you really telling me to watch my mouth?” he growled, feeling fed up. Why did everything have to happen according to Kinn's will?
”What's that-”
The door opened, interrupting Kinn, and an older woman stared as she caught sight of the two of them. Kinn quickly let go and put some distance between them. The woman's expression changed to one of exasperation.
”Could you please come out of the closet? I need the wash cart.” She pointed between them, and only now did Porsche realize they had hidden themselves with the cleaning supplies.
They both awkwardly stepped out and the woman pulled out the wash cart before glancing at the two of them.
”If you guys see some coward, with extra minty breath, hiding somewhere, tell them to come clean up their own mess.” With that she shuffled off, towards the banquet hall.
As her back turned, Porsche breathed into his hand, trying to check his breath.
”Would you stop that?” Kinn snapped, nudging at him, before gesturing for them to leave. “What a fucking night.”
”Well,” Porsche said, putting his hands behind his head. “At least, I didn't get drunk.”
Notes:
Once again, I'll be recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 35: Saving Puppies and Kittens
Notes:
Hey hey!
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Chapter 35: Saving Puppies and Kittens
”You saw the urn?” Korn asked, moving his knight.
”I did.” Jay countered his move. “Ana didn't die in the massacre, though?”
”I felt she would have preferred to rest with her family.”
”She did love them dearly.”
She felt Korn's eyes on her.
”She cared about you as well.”
”I'm too old for fairy tales, Korn,” she argued, thinking about her next move. “Besides, it's not what you invited me for.”
”Then what did I invite you for?” He observed her closely. She made her move and he snatched her piece, making her run a hand through her hair in frustration.
”Definitely not for my chess skills. You're not the type to enjoy an easy win.”
”That's when you're distracted. When you're concentrated, it's something else, entirely,” Korn noted. “It does make me wonder.”
”I should have figured word would get back to you about my...peculiarity.” She made her next move, before leaning back with a sigh.
”You never showed such a tendency before,” Korn noted, his eyes focused on Jay, rather than the board.
”It won't affect my work,” she said, simply.
”I have no concerns about that.”
”It won't affect the clan, either.”
”I'm merely curious to what brought it about?” His eyes held hers until she yielded, her shoulders slumping.
”I don't know,” she admitted. “Near as I can tell, it's just a mental overflow.”
”Overflow?”
”It takes a lot of mental energy to constantly watch what you say and how. Sooner or later, something has to give. In my case, it means the things which aren't necessary to keep secret might slip out when I'm too distracted. Even if I don't want them to.”
Korn interlocked his fingers, placing his hands under his chin with a pensive expression.
”The mind is a fascinating tool. You never know what it might do when pushed to its limits.” His voice had a curious cunning note to it. Jay had never been a fan of it, but as long as he wasn't testing his fascination on those she cared about, she kept it to herself.
They continued to play in silence, until he brought up another topic.
”You and Chan are becoming close.”
”Tends to happen when you spend every day together,” she replied, evenly.
Korn moved and sat back, rubbing a finger over his chin.
”Neither of you need my permission to do what you want, so consider this my unofficial opinion.”
Jay nodded. Readying herself to be told to back off. Not that she was going to, but Korn didn't need to know that.
”Chan has always been single-minded in his dedication. If I ever lost him, I doubt I could find someone half as skilled with one tenth of his loyalty. That's why I believe you may be good for him.”
She had not expected that.
”How do you mean?”
”Chan would lay down his life for anyone in this family. That's to be expected of a bodyguard. But therein lies the problem; I would like him to have a stronger grasp on life.”
Jay looked at Korn. Whether it was as an asset or a person, it was clear Chan was important to the head of the family. It made sense to want him to fight to stay alive, rather than laying down his life, too easily.
”You think I could be a reason for Chan to be more cautious about his own safety.”
”I have no intention of interfering one way or the other,” Korn clarified. “I just want you to know that I'm not against the two of you forming a relationship.”
She was about to speak, when something caught the corner of her eye from the balcony. Before she could think it through, she had thrown herself at Korn, toppling them both over as the sounds of a gun shot and glass breaking filled the room.
Jay jumped to her feet, rushing for the balcony railing.
”Jenkins! Assassin!” she yelled over her shoulder, before pulling out her grappling hook and clicking it onto the railing as she threw herself over it.
The attacker was climbing to the ground with nimble and practiced movements. In order to keep up, Jay had to let herself drop, only using her hand on the line to slow her fall. She cursed herself for not wearing gloves as the friction burned her palm.
They landed at the same time and Jay quickly detached the cable before rushing for her opponent, who was running away from the building, towards a forested area. Jay could tell they would soon outrun her, and pulled out a small knife; before she lost too much ground, she stopped, took aim, and sent the blade flying. She was on the move again, before it had hit the mark, but hit it, it did.
The assassin tumbled to the ground as the knife struck them at the back of the knee. They pulled it out, but Jay was already on them, struggling to pin them down.
The knife glinted in the light from the hotel building, just in time for her to deflect it, though it was an awkward move, ending with the blade slicing across her palm. She flinched and hissed at the pain but managed to wrestle the weapon away from her enemy. With a flick of the wrist, she flipped the knife before pressing against the assailant's throat.
”Don't move.”
”Fuck you, you-” The voice from the person under her was decidedly masculine.
”Don't!”
But it was too late. The assassin had thrown his head back, looking like he were about to spit in her face; the movement forced his throat against the edge of the knife, which dug deep.
Jay looked as shock and terror filled his face and blood started pouring from the wound. She sighed and stood, as her opponent began gurgling and clawing at his throat.
”Well, that was fucking stupid,” she noted, looking down at the frightened human with disappointment. “It shouldn't take much longer, so take some comfort in that, at least.” She looked at the blood on her hands and tried her best to wipe it off, wincing as the fabric of her clothes rubbed against the cut on her palm and the burn on her other hand.
The loud breathing began to ebb and soon after, it was gone. Jay took her place against a tree, examining her injuries while she waited. Soon, Chan's voice carried through the night.
”Over here!” Jay called back.
He came running with Lee, only stopping when he spotted the dead assassin.
”What happened?”
”Idiot got his own throat slit.” She gave a quick rundown of the fight, while Chan began looking over the corpse.
”I had hoped to take him alive.” he noted.
”You and me both.”
He stood and came closer, his gaze quickly drawn to her hands, which were hanging by her side.
”You're bleeding.”
”Turns out I brought hands to a knife fight,” she chuckled. “Not as effective as I'd hoped.”
Chan called for Lee.
”Take Jay to the treatment room. I'll handle the body.”
”Yes, sir!”
Lee gestured for her to follow and she did without protest, eager to get herself treated and into bed.
”The cut's shallow enough, it won't need stitches,” Lee commented as he pressed the dressing pad onto Jay's palm.
She hissed through her teeth. Lee shot her an apologetic glance but kept the pressure as he wrapped a bandage around, securing it. The final result was thin enough that she still had basic use of her hand.
”Doesn't look too bad,” Porsche noted from his seat, next to her.
”That was the easy one. This one's a different story.” Lee took Jay's other hand, careful not to touch the angry, swollen and jagged line which cut across it. The simple act of cooling and cleaning it had been unpleasant enough, even to look at. “It will need to be treated and dressed every morning and evening.”
Porsche quickly noticed the problem with those instructions.
”She only have two hands, you know,” he mentioned.
Lee looked to her other hand and nodded his head, seeing the predicament.
”You're sharing a room with Chan, right? I'll tell him to keep it in mind and help you.”
”You're sharing a room with Chan?” Porsche asked, surprised that the news actually seemed shocking to him.
”Yes.”
”Separate beds?”
She looked at him, her brow furrowed.
”Why does that matter?”
”I just figured it was company policy or something?”
”Well, to answer: no, we only have one bed.”
”I thought they'd discourage that kind of...closeness.” Considering Kinn's recent behavior, he already had a kind of answer to that, he realized.
”Sweetie, we're all adults. I think it's safe to say that if we choose not to, we won't be having sex, just because we share a bed,” Jay argued. “And if we really want to, sleeping in separate beds won't stop us.”
Lee finished taking care of her hand and rose from his seat.
”I'll get you some NSAIDs, so you can sleep and hopefully they'll be enough to avoid an infection,” he announced, before leaving the room.
”Are you sure you're okay?” Porsche asked, when he was certain they were alone.
”Depends on your definition of it. My hands definitely aren't.”
”I'm serious.”
Jay smiled, the kind of smile she always wore when she was touched by something he or Chay did or said. Even to this day, he loved that smile. It made him feel warm inside.
”I'm fine, Porsche. I've had worse.”
”That...doesn't make me feel better.”
”How was the event?”
”Don't change the subject,” Porsche protested, suddenly looking away before she could catch the guilt in his eyes.
Jay leaned forward, looking at him, intently.
”Did you do something?”
He shook his head, still not meeting her gaze.
”Porsche-”
”I heard you killed the guy.”
He was scrambling, but any topic beat talking about how he'd caused a wet and sticky explosion at a super important business gala.
”More like he killed himself, through sheer stupidity.”
”But...doesn't it bother you? You took someone's life, and now they're just gone.”
Now, that they were talking about it, he could not help but remember when he killed Mas. He started wringing his hands, trying to push the image from his mind.
”It's not the first time,” she admitted.
”It's not?” Porsche asked, staring in disbelief.
”You must have known,” she pointed out. “I ran with gangs, we weren't saving puppies and kittens, you know.”
”I guess I just never thought that much about it.” He looked down at his hands. “Did it bother you then?”
”The first time I killed someone, I threw up and almost fainted.” She chuckled. “I had jelly legs the rest of the night. After that, it got easier; my thinking became that every person I kill can't kill me or those I care about.”
”I guess that's one way to look at it.”
”It was a necessity,” she sighed. “One I hoped neither of you would have to adopt.”
Lee came back, handing a bottle of pills to Jay, who glanced at the label.
”Ooh, you got me the good stuff!” she said with a grin.
”Considering what you managed to pull off, tonight, I think we can spare it in the budget.”
As the two of them continued talking, Porsche took his chance to leave, partially worried Jay would eventually ask about the gala again. He quietly closed the door behind him and heaved a deep breath, feeling relieved after seeing her okay.
”How's she doing?”
His head snapped up to find Kinn leaning against the opposite wall, with his arms folded across his chest. He was the picture of cool indifference, but even at a distance, Porsche could sense the nervous energy flowing out of him, like a black undercurrent.
”She's fine. Probably thrilled at having no work for the next couple of days,” Porsche explained.
”Sounds about right,” Kinn chuckled, his stance relaxing slightly.
”Are you here to check on her? You can head on in, if you want?” Porsche asked, pointing to the door behind him.
Kinn shook his head.
”I'm here for you. Follow me.”
Porsche did as told and Kinn led him to his own room. Once they were inside, Kinn turned towards him.
”Take your shirt off.”
Porsche stiffened.
”Um...no?”
Kinn stepped closer, his gaze intensifying. The dark emotions swirling within those depth put Porsche's nerves on edge.
”Either you take it off or I do.”
Porsche locked eyes with him, considering whether or not he was bluffing. The memory of Kinn's lips against his own made him wary. With a sigh, he began unbuttoning. When he was done removing the garment, leaving him in an undershirt and pants, Kinn reached out, grabbing his arm with surprising gentleness. The dark eyes of the mafia prince scrutinized the upper arm, where a pink scar glowed against Porsche's tan skin.
”It seems to be healing well.” Kinn dropped the arm and turned his sharp eyes on Porsche's face, next. “The bruising from the tournament is mostly faded, as well. That's good.”
He pulled back and Porsche waited to be dismissed. When Kinn said nothing, Porsche's eyes flickered towards the door and he began fidgeting.
”Was there something else?”
”I just got off the phone with Khun.”
”What does that crazy bastard want now?” Porsche groaned.
”He's giving you back to me.”
Porsche stared, unsure he had heard it right. Kinn seemed to be gauging his reaction.
”What? Why?”
”He wasn't exactly in a good mood after he caught you at the spa, with Vegas,” Kinn explained with a shrug, “and now he's ranting about you stealing some sort of toy of his. Any idea what that's about?”
Porsche began shaking his head, then it dawned on him.
”Oh, he must be talking about the zipline equipment. Since I came here with Jay, there's no extra gear for Khun to use.”
Kinn rolled his eyes with an exasperated expression.
”Figures. Not that it makes a difference, while we're here. I need you to come as my bodyguard at the auction, tomorrow.”
”I thought Big and Ken were assigned, tomorrow night?”
”Papa wants double detail at every event, because of the assassination attempt.”
Porsche scratched the back of his head, nodding.
”Alright, yeah, sure.”
Kinn nodded and began lifting a hand but Porsche spoke again before he could be dismissed.
”I wanna know something, though.” He crossed his arms over his chest, smirking as Kinn's hand froze, mid-air. “If Khun hadn't made the decision, would you have asked for me back?”
”Why do you ask?” Kinn wanted to know, a slight undertone of frustration in his voice.
”Hmm, call it professional curiosity,” he replied with a shrug.
For a moment, Kinn seemed to consider his answer. Then he leaned in, his expression stern.
”I don't know what you think your position is in this family, but in my eyes, my people are all the same.”
Porsche grit his teeth, tempted to ask if Kinn kissed all his people on the pier, but fought down the urge, instead giving his boss a curt nod. Kinn proceeded to dismiss him and he stormed out, almost slamming the door behind him. This back and forth and play on emotions was pissing him off.
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 36: Nakefy Me! (Smut)
Notes:
WARNING: The following chapter contains sexual content (which I know you've been wanting, you naughty people!), should such content not be in your taste (yeah, right!), please do not continue reading (though I know you will).
And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter Text
Chapter 36: Nakefy Me!
Why did the stupid Theerapanyakun clan insist on stupid button down shirts? Jay grumbled to herself as she tried to get the top button undone without aggravating her hand injuries, but every attempt left her hissing and winching in pain.
”Jay?”
She turned around to see Chan close the room door behind him. With a sigh, she gave up on her struggle.
”Did you figure anything out from the body?”
He shook his head, looking exhausted.
”The hotel security is helping but there's not much to go on.”
”I really wish he hadn't been such a moron,” Jay growled.
”He's not the only one who acted stupid tonight,” said Chan, his eyes darkening as they fell on her.
”What now?”
”You ran off, without thinking. What if there had been more people? What if someone was waiting for him on the ground? Or among the trees?”
”But there wasn't,” she argued, though not very convincingly. “And we needed to catch the guy, right?”
”Not at the cost of one of our own!” Chan snapped. “Have you already forgotten your own advice?”
”What advice?”
”You told Porsche to keep himself safe, yet here you are acting even more reckless.”
”I should have figured that one would come back to bite me,” she groaned.
”Jay, you could have gotten killed.” Chan's voice softened. “How would Porsche handle that? Or your youngest brother?”
”Jeez, laying the guilt on a little thick, don't you think?” she mumbled, but his words had struck deep. “I'm sorry. You're right, I should have thought it through. I'll be more careful, next time.”
Chan sighed.
”I hope you will.” He hesitated for a moment, then gestured to her hands. “How are your injuries?”
”Undressing myself is a bit of a pipe dream, right now,” she answered, holding up her bandaged appendages. “They're a pain in more ways than one.”
”Lee told me. You could have come to me.”
She grimaced.
”Running through the hotel, just to tell you to undress me, so I can run right back without clothes on... I don't know, that sort of thing is generally frowned upon.”
”Fair point,” he acknowledged with a small smile. “But I'm here now. You can just ask me for help.”
Jay grinned and stepped close to him.
”Alright then. Chan, please expose my naked body!”
”Jay,” he groaned.
”Okay, okay. Hmm... Nakefy me!”
Chan sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose.
”Oh, I know! Dispose of my clothing, so I may present my most glorious birthday suit to the world!”
He ran a hand over his face.
”I'm a patient man, but even I have my limits, you know.”
”If you didn't get all your anger out, earlier, I may as well rile you up, now,” she argued with a shrug. “Get it out of your system.”
He reached out and grabbed onto her shirt, tugging her closer.
”Did I say I was angry?” he asked her, his voice lowering. His eyes caught hers and she could sense the hunger in them. A warm hand cupped her cheek and she leaning into the touch.
”I could have lost you, today.” The words rumbled through the air between them. “It scared me. I've never been so happy to find one of my people alive.”
His hand slid beneath her chin, tilting her head upwards. She watched him intently, as he leaned towards her, her lids fluttering closed as his lips found hers.
Heat burst through her chest, spreading a pleasant tickle throughout her body. His lips burned hot against her own and she could feel herself melt against their touch.
His hand moved behind her head, the other arm snaking around her waist and he pulled her close, pressing her body against his own as their kiss grew firmer.
She moved to put her arms around his neck, when he grabbed her wrist, breaking off the kiss.
”Considering your injuries, you should keep from touching,” he whispered, his nose rubbing gently against hers.
”That's...a lot to ask,” she said, between short pants, her head swimming as she stared at his mouth.
He smirked, moving his head next to hers until his lips almost touched her ear.
”Either you behave, or I tie you up.”
She gasped and shuddered as a delicious shiver ran through her at his words.
”Threatening me with a good time? You don't actually expect me to obey when you do that, do you?” she countered, nearly breathless.
He said nothing, his smirk turning devious as he sought her mouth again. As his lips began to move against hers, she felt his fingers tug at her shirt, nimbly popping one button after another, down the length, while he fed her long drugging kisses, sending shivers all the way to her toes.
Every time his fingers graced her body, through the shirt, she felt a slight jolt through her chest. His tongue touched her lips and she parted them, without pause, eager for more of him.
When the shirt fell open, he gently slid it off her shoulders, while their kiss deepened, his tongue finding hers and caressing it, making her sigh in pleasure.
His warm hand slid around to her back, running up the length, leaving a trail of fire on her skin. His fingers reached the clasp on her bra, and in a heartbeat is had been undone. He pulled back from her and she whimpered in frustration, wanting him closer, but his fingers quickly distracted her, as they hooked the bra-strap and pulled it off her shoulder.
She let it slide down her arms and fall to the floor, leaving her upper body naked to his dark gaze. His eyes seemed to heat her body as the roamed over her curves with obvious desire.
”Put your wrists together,” he ordered, his voice barely audible, yet so clear to Jay's eager ears.
It didn't even occur to her to disobey. Her mind was so singularly focused on him, on his every movement, that the very idea of delaying seemed not only impossible but downright torturous.
He held up the shirt he had taken off her body and stepped close, using it to tie her hands. The end result was firm without being tight and no part of her skin was being pinched or scraped.
”Good girl.” The words shot through her, speeding up her heartbeat. He grabbed her chin and angled her head to once again catch her lips, nibbling at them, before diving in, plundering her mouth and stealing her breath away.
He maneuvered them both to the bed, before breaking the kiss and pushing her down. She let herself fall, putting her tied wrists above her head, to give him a full view of her.
He stayed standing, his form looming over her, dark and thrilling, while his eyes seemed to sear across her skin, making the heat rise inside her. Without saying anything, he began removing her pants and she let him, eager to bare herself to him. Within seconds she was completely naked, splayed out for his eyes to devour.
”Beautiful,” he praised, the word pushing straight to her core, fueling the fire his touch had kindled in her body.
She smiled up at him, wishing he would do more than look. As if reading her thoughts, he began removing his jacket; his every move was methodical and calm, making her itch for his touch as the seconds ticked by.
Eventually, the jacket was carefully draped over a chair and he lay down, next to her, propping his head up on one hand as the other began lazily caressing her stomach. Every trail of his fingertips sent tiny shivers across her skin and he seemed content to watch her reactions to his touch.
”I finally get to touch you like this. I've been waiting for it,” he admitted, his hands traveling up between her breasts, his touch still tender and light.
”Since when?” Jay asked, closing her eyes as she lost herself to the sensation.
”Since our kiss at the museum. Back then I wished we hadn't been interrupted.”
His fingertips began traversing one breast, their feathery touches circling the tumid nipple. She gasped, her mind falling to pieces too quickly to form a response, but as she opened her eyes to look at him, he didn't seem to expect one, his attention focused on teasing her straining teat.
Her breaths grew shallow as he continued avoiding the center where she most wanted him to touch, and she began to squirm.
”Lie still,” Chan commanded.
She stilled her body, letting out a frustrated sigh. He smirked, evidently reveling in her struggle. He leaned down, planting a kiss on her temple, before kissing his way down to her ear.
”That's my girl,” he said before grabbing her earlobe between his teeth, biting gently.
She moaned softly as his mouth tugged and laved the spot. Without warning, his fingers grabbed onto her nipple, squeezing, while he bit down hard on her earlobe, turning her moan into a strangled groan as pain and pleasure burst through her, mixing into a sweet symphony.
Her pussy was slick with arousal as he planted kisses along her jawline. His hand came up and turned her head so he could kiss her lips, drawing another dreamy sigh from her as he started tenderly, gradually increasing the intensity and depth of every kiss. His fingers trailed down the column of her neck, over her collarbones, this time seeking the other teat and once again teasing around it as he continued sipping at her lips and tongue.
Sweet, gentle heat gathered inside her as the kiss progressed, dripping through her, to her lower lips which became ever wetter with every caress from the man, next to her. When he finally touched her aching tip, the heat became a torrent of pleasure and she once again could not keep back her voice, letting out a loud groan which was quickly swallowed up by him, his fervor being stoked by every noise she made.
For several minutes, he continued to tease, caress and kiss her, the threads of pleasure winding through her twisting and knotting up, bringing her closer to the edge at an agonizingly slow build.
When his hands began drifting towards her lower body, she felt like she was going crazy and began squirming again.
”Are you impatient Jay?” he asked, his voice low. A small tremble ran through her. How could a voice be so pleasing to the ear? It was like a dark and wicked caress on her soul and made her breathing hitch.
”Answer me.”
”Yes,” she choked out.
There was no way for her to resist when everything he did felt so amazing, but she also couldn't imagine wanting to do so. He rewarded her honesty by touching her lower lips, slick with her juices.
”So wet,” he mumbled against her ear, rubbing his nose against her temple. “And all for me.”
”Just for you,” she confirmed, closing her eyes as he explored the folds of her sex.
It was a struggle to stay still as he once again avoided the part where she most desperately wanted his touch. She had been teased before, but never had anyone maneuvered her this expertly and it filled her with a yearning for more. She was trapped in his hold and loving every second of it. She craved his commands, his touch, his praise, his pleasure, all of it, for herself.
Then he touched the center of her pleasure and all thoughts faded into pure, blinding nothingness. She gasped aloud and his mouth came crashing against her own. She trembled at the overwhelming sensations pouring through her as she returned the kiss, hungrily devouring his mouth as he continued caressing her clit in long, soft strokes.
Her mind was becoming feral with need and she could think of nothing else but more. Her shudders became stronger as he continued kissing and stroking her, every move building higher and higher, until the orgasm washed over her and she cried out his name, letting the climax filled her and flow through her.
Before it had completely faded, she felt his fingers at her entrance, caressing the edges with firm, yet gentle touches. Her breathing became rapid again.
”Chan,” she panted, dizzy with pleasure and confusion.
”You didn't think I'd let you come, only once, did you?” he asked, his tone devious as one finger entered her making her moan.
He seemed to know exactly where to touch and a second finger soon entered as well, both rubbing at a spot which seemed to pull at threads throughout her body, sending her already heightened senses into overdrive. She slung her tied hands over his head, pulling him close as she hungrily took his mouth, biting at his lips and exploring with her tongue, eager to be ever closer to this amazing man, driving her to insanity.
”Ah! Fuck!” she cried out as his fingers twisted and prodded inside her.
Chan took the chance as she broke away to plant his lips on her neck, kissing and biting the skin before laving it with his tongue. Jay clung to him as every part of her body seemed to experience some sort of pleasure; the air on her swollen lips, the bed sheet against her skin, the heat of Chan's body against her arm, his lips on her neck, his arm along the length of her body, his fingers inside her, it was all building, ever higher.
”You gonna make me come, Chan,” she whimpered, before groaning and closing her eyes as his fingers moved faster. A hand pushed under her head, grabbing her hair.
”Look at me!”
Her eyes snapped open and she stared into his dark depths.
”I want to see your expression as you come apart in my hands. I want you to see only me.”
His face was flushed, his breathing shallow. She realized he was aroused, seeing the effect he had on her, on her body, and that thought shoved her forward, hurdling towards the edge. She was balancing on the precipice, staring at him with want and longing, knowing he was about to destroy the last of her mind.
”Jay,” he muttered, “come for me.”
It became her undoing and she cried out, loudly, as another orgasm tore through her, even stronger, her body feeling like it was about to melt as pleasure waves crashed into every single corner of her being.
Her body twitched and shuddered and she could feel herself pulse and squeeze around his fingers, still inside her. Her mind was in tatters and she was gasping for breath, unable to form coherent sentences, or words...or thoughts. Chan held her close his heat washing through her, chasing the pleasure and filling her with bliss.
In the days to come, Jay could not recall how she had pulled herself together to get cleaned up and ready for bed. All she knew was when she was laying next to Chan, he pulled her into his arms and kissed her tenderly before telling her: “Goodnight, Jay.”
”Goodnight, Chan,” she mumbled, feeling another soft kiss pressed against her forehead before she drifted off, into a deep sleep.
Kim looked at his phone screen, pleased that Chay was finally writing him, first.
Kim was skeptical. Was it really possible to be that clueless about your own brother and sister working for the mafia?
He stared at messages, at once pleased with his progress and apprehensive about how easy it seemed. Did this guy really not have any defenses towards strangers?
Based on what Kim knew from the report, it seemed the kid was being honest in his answers. However, answers over text never revealed as much as in person.
It was another discrepancy and Kim was becoming frustrated at the limitations of technology. He would have to dig deeper into this.
He chuckled at the little smiley face, before putting his phone away. For a while he just sat, thinking about the information he had gotten and how it fit into the bigger picture. No matter how he looked at it, his father's behavior towards the new bodyguards had been unusual and talking to Chay raised more questions than answers. There was a connection he could not quite make out and it was turning into an itch he desperately wanted to scratch.
An idea struck him, and he put a hand to his chin as he explored it further: what if Jay had been sent by Korn to Chay and his brother? If that were the case then why? What had been her purpose and why them?
The possibilities swirled through his mind for hours after that, but one thing was clear: he had to pursue this possibility.
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 37: Internal Bling
Notes:
Hey guys!
Been a while, huh? Well, big news: I'm going for a 5 month trip, starting in September, so everything in my life revolves around that, right now. This means that the next few chapters will probably consist of short segments and be more spaced out, until I've settled in, properly. Editing also won't be as thorough. But I haven't given up on the story.
And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter 37: Internal Bling
Warm fingers trailed up and down her arm and she lazily turned into the embrace, sighing with content. The hand moved to her cheek, gently putting a stray lock of hair behind her ear.
Jay opened her eyes to see the dark gaze of Chan looking back at her with tender affection. She smiled.
”Not the worst way of waking up in the morning,” she noted.
”Agreed.”
She yawned and cuddled closer, leaning her head against his chest as she snaked an arm around his body. His hand ran down the length of her back, until it reached a spot on her lower back to the left of her spine. He pulled up her t-shirt to touch the skin directly.
”This scar,” he said, his fingertip trailing the mark. “It's from a bullet.”
”It sure is.”
”But I saw no scaring in front.”
She knew what he was hinting at.
”That would be because it never left my body.”
Chan fell quiet but Jay made no move to pick up the thread. While she had made her peace with the internal bling, it was still associated with unpleasant memories.
”Was it gang-related?”
”Nah, I had it before then.”
His body tensed.
”You joined the gangs at 16, right?”
”Yup.”
His hand cupped her face and he made her meet his eyes. Something like concern and sadness swirled within them, causing a stab of guilt in her chest. She forced a smile.
”It doesn't bother me, Chan,” she told him, caressing his cheek. “I've been through some scrapes in my life, but I'm fine.”
”Will you ever tell me what happened?”
”It's the kind of secret which will come out, sooner or later,” she sighed. “Once it does, you won't have a choice but to know.”
He hesitated for a moment, then nodded before kissing her softly. She melted against his lips, pulling him closer. Their kiss deepened and she let out a small moan, her head spinning at having his heat wrapped around her body. She was out of breath when they finally parted. He smiled down at her and she grinned back up at him.
”So, what's the plan, from here?” she asked when her breathing had become steady. “Do we continue this or do we go back to normal?”
He lifted himself up on one elbow, leaning his head on his hand. His expression was serious but still filled with affection.
”You know my duty takes priority. I can't promise I'll be the kind of partner you want.”
”Considering I want you, that would be truly tragic,” she quipped and he chuckled, before leaning down and pressing his lips against her temple.
”If you can be satisfied with never getting all of me, I'll gladly give you whatever's left.” His lips tickled her ear.
She scoffed, though she was still grinning.
”You already know I have my own responsibilities. In fact, you've been in charge of one of said responsibilities for a while now, and you're still in my bed.”
”I think the responsibility in question would be quite surprised to find me here,” Chan noted.
”Don't care.” She squeezed against him, burrowing her face against his chest. ”I'm not about to let go of you.”
He grinned, combing his fingers through her hair.
”I guess that makes me a lucky man.” His grin turned into a crooked smirk. “But don't expect me to go easy on you, just because of this.”
Jay groaned, rolling her eyes.
”Really? I can't even fuck my way to a lighter training? What's the point of even having my honey pot, if it can't get me out of stuff?”
”I'll be happy to show you the point of it, if you need a demonstration,” he told her, the dark promise in his words sending a thrill through her.
”Threatening me with a good time, again? You really never learn, do you?”
He chuckled before catching her mouth in another searing kiss, scattering her thoughts, until they faded into white, hot pleasure. He pulled back, rubbing his nose against hers, his warm breath fanning across her lips and cheeks.
”You'll have to wait until later. For now, I have to get to work.”
”Fine, but could you at least help me with my hands, first?”
She held them up and he carefully took one into his own hand, and placed a feathery kiss against her palm.
”As if I would ever say no.”
”There's been no new intel on the assassin,” Chan reported. “But Master Korn maintains that you keep a double security detail, tonight. Furthermore...”
Kinn was only half listening, his mind still occupied with the evening before. He knew he had upset Porsche and that nagged at him more than he liked. Did Porsche expect him to play favorites? To tell him he was special? He had a duty to everyone who worked for him, not just the one guy who looked slightly good...even in a mermaid costume. He smiled at the memory.
”Master Kinn?”
He looked at Chan, quickly schooling his expression.
”I'm sorry, I missed the last part, could you say it again?”
”Arm has been instructed to look through the security tapes and we've received an offer from the Brightons to trace the attacker.” Chan repeated with a sigh. “Master Korn wants you to make the decision.”
Kinn's daydream came to a screeching halt at the mention of the Brightons. If they were offering to help, it was never a good sign.
”Accept the offer,” Kinn declared.
”Are you sure?”
”I want to see what kind of 'results' they come up with,” he explained.
Chan nodded.
”I'll pass on the message.”
The head of security turned to leave the room.
”Hey Chan?”
”Yes?”
”What do you think of Porsche?”
Chan turned back, his expression unreadable.
”Why do you ask?”
Kinn shrugged.
”I'm curious. He's been with us for a while. You recommended he come on this mission. I wanna know your thoughts.”
He didn't think Chan bought his reasoning. Hell, it was not a very convincing argument to himself. But the bodyguard seemed to give it some serious consideration, at least.
”He does better than I initially expected,” he eventually answered. “His background is different from the others, yet he's holding up well. The occasional mess he creates is something I believe will peter out on its own, as he becomes used to the work.”
”And as a person?” Kinn regretted it, the instant the words were out of his mouth. Chan's expression revealed nothing but there was something which tensed in his stance and Kinn struggled not to let on that he knew he had messed up.
”Would my opinion on his personality truly carry any weight with you?”
Kinn stiffened. While he valued Chan's input, it had never affected any decision regarding his personal life. After observing his conflicted expression for a while, Chan sighed.
”Allow me to make an observation, instead: Porsche has integrity, he wouldn't sell out someone he cares about. That doesn't mean he can't hurt them. But he wouldn't hurt them the same way as someone else might have done.”
Kinn absorbed the words, trying to fit them into his own considerations.
”Thank you, Chan,” he said, signaling the end of their conversation. Chan bowed and left the room.
Kinn leaned back in his chair, looking out the window as he tried to figure himself out. Well, not so much himself as a certain rookie bodyguard who had the nerve to bewilder him at every turn.
Every incident involving Porsche was stuck in his mind, like pictures, carefully hung on the wall. They were each memorable enough that he could not recall ever feeling that way with someone else. Did people often get into trouble the way Porsche did? Or was he a special case?
And why did Kinn never run out of chances to give him? That part disturbed him more than the rest. Originally, Porsche's lack of professionalism had been the bane of Kinn's existence, but he had kept him around, per his father's orders. But that wasn't the only reason...not anymore, at least.
He remembered when Porsche had sneaked into his bed to hide from Jay, and chuckled to himself, only to abruptly stop. The realization that hit him was enough to leave his mind blank for several seconds as the truth seemed to settle within his soul.
The reason he continued to give Porsche another chance was because he didn't mind when things got screwed up. Everything which had happened had been a pain, but looking back, it had also been fun.
He allowed Porsche to drag him along in his shenanigans because despite how much trouble they ended up facing, he had never once regretted it.
Kinn had come to terms with being attracted to Porsche, the man was sexy as all hell, but this was something else. He wasn't quite sure what but it didn't feel bad, no it was more familiar; like something he had forgotten existed.
”What are you doing here?” Big asked, shooting an annoyed look at Jay.
”Chan asked for a list of the pre-auction items and the bids,” she explained, looking over the wad of papers in her hand.
The bandages spoke to the chaos from the night before and she was trying to clench her hands as little as possible to hold the papers steady.
”Huh. Kinn wanted one, too,” Big mused, looking around for a staff member.
”I figured,” Jay nodded, “which is why I had two printed.” She handed a stack towards him.
He looked at it, skeptically.
”What are you up to?”
She rolled her eyes.
”I was gonna drop it off at his room, this saves us both time. Do you want it or not?”
Big took the list, with one last suspicious look at her.
”Thank you,” she said, turning towards the door. “Now, I can move on with my day. Tell your other half I said hi.”
”We're not a couple!” Big snapped, causing her to paused and stare at him.
”I meant because I think of you guys as the tweedle-twins,” she said, flatly. “But...duly noted, I guess.”
”Oh...”
Jay looked at his lost face for a moment, then sighed and left.
”Wait!” Big called out, following her out of the room, where she stopped, turning towards him. “Do you have a moment to talk?”
”Is there any chance you won't insult me?”
He hesitated before saying: “Let's see, shall we?”
Ignoring her rolling eyes, he spoke up.
”I want to know how you feel about Ken.”
”He's annoying.”
”I mean, how you really feel.”
”He's really annoying.”
Big tried to calm his mounting frustration. Why was this woman such a pain to deal with? He took a deep breath.
”I think I'm expressing myself badly,” he tried again. “What I meant is: there seems to be something between you two-”
”Yeah, hate.”
”-and I was wondering,” he continued through clenched teeth, ignoring her interjection, “if you've ever addressed it with each other?”
”There isn't anything to address,” Jay answered with a shrug.
”But...you slept together? Can you really just cut off that attraction?”
She fell quiet, seemingly considering for a moment.
”Yup, guess I can. Anything else?”
Big stared at her, unable to comprehend her callous attitude. He had seen his friend agonize over his encounter with this woman, yet here she stood, not the least bothered by the effect she had on him.
”What...what if Ken can't?” The question was hard to ask, mostly because he didn't want Ken to continue thinking about Jay.
”Then that would be his problem, wouldn't it?”
Big was stumped; he did not want to agree but disagreeing, might send the message that he wanted her to be more involved with Ken.
”What is this about?” she asked, her foot tapping impatiently.
Big struggled to find the words to explain without giving any more away than necessary. Ken would be pissed when he learned of this, but Big had to make an attempt, even if it was the last thing he wanted to do.
”Could you give him some closure?”
Her expression became irritated and as she opened her mouth to answer, he quickly cut in.
”Just talk to him. Please?”
Her hands twitched and something like reluctance and annoyance clashed on her face as her lips pressed together. Eventually she sighed.
”Fine. I'll clear the air, but that's it.”
Big heaved a sigh in relief.
”I'll set it up, so just make sure you're there, when I tell you.”
”Yeah, whatever. Just tell him not to be a dick about it.”
Pete was looking forward to the meet being over. There had been way too much drama for a couple of days at a resort. The fact that Porsche and Jay had been in the middle of it all had not helped matters. There were already rumors the pair were working against the Theerapanyakuns and this would not help. If things kept up, Pete would probably be dragged into the mess too, which was very much not the plan.
He was staring up at the ceiling in his room, glad he was alone for once, and able to ruminate over his own thoughts without Porsche there to ask what was wrong, every five minutes. Was this what growing up with a sister would turn someone into?
Something thumped loudly against the room door, before pounding on it, rapidly. Pete sat upright, staring at the entrance. He got to his feet and walked over, putting his ear close to the door, only for it to rattle, as another flurry of knocks hammered against it.
Taking a cautious step back and placing a hand on the gun in his holster, Pete slowly took hold of the handle and turned it, while opening up the door in one fluid motion.
Something large tumbled in past him, before turning around and slamming the door shut. Only then, did Pete realize Master Vegas had just rushed into his room. Vegas turned around, leaning his back against the door as he tried to regain his breath. His eyes met Pete's and he held a finger to his lips.
Pete was too stunned to react in the moment, but even when his thoughts kicked back into gear, he was left with precious few options, when not counting the obvious choice of removing his hand from his gun before he was seen as a threat. Vegas may not be his master but he was still part of the family, and during the Grand Meet, loyalty towards the Theerapanyakuns as a whole weighed above whatever misgivings he might have towards the cousin of his employers.
Eventually, he simply walked further into the room, hoping whatever Vegas had gotten himself into would be over soon.
”I guess you're Porsche's roommate,” Vegas noted, having followed him.
Pete decided to stand next to his bed, his hands folded in front of him.
”Yes.”
”Porsche isn't here?”
Pete shook his head, glancing about the room in search for a distraction for himself. He could practically feel Vegas' eyes stare a hole in him.
”Are you guys close?”
Pete shrugged.
”We get along.”
Vegas' eyes narrowed.
”So, where is he now?”
Pete was reluctant to give him any more information than strictly necessary. However, he had observed enough of the cunning Master to know he would keep needling until he got what he wanted.
”I believe he's with Jay, Master Vegas.”
A flash of irritation crossed Vegas' face and Pete suppressed a smile. He had not been blind to the animosity between the two, and it seemed to be a handy little tidbit to keep in mind.
”How long has he been gone?”
”About half an hour, give or take.”
He could see Vegas clench his teeth and took no small amount of satisfaction in frustrating him like this. However, Vegas soon stilled, leering at Pete.
”You wouldn't deliberately be vague with me, would you?” He advanced a step and Pete started before he could keep himself under control.
The predatory smirk on Vegas' face let him know he had been figured out, but he tried to keep his calm, as the other advanced.
”I wouldn't dare, Master Vegas,” he replied, struggling to keep his voice steady.
”Good.” Vegas nodded, as he kept coming closer. “Because if I were to find out one of the main family's dogs was working against me, I can't guarantee I'll keep my cool.”
Pete stood still, even as Vegas stood mere inches from him, his eyes digging into Pete's with savage scrutiny. Pete swallowed a lump in his throat, but refused to avert his gaze.
”I think he went down this way!” someone yelled, outside the door, pulling their attention away from one another.
The sound of several pairs of shoes thundering along the hallway rumbled through the room before fading into the distance. As the silence settled, Pete returned his attention to the more immediate threat in front of him. Vegas stayed quiet for a moment, then huffed out a chuckled, shooting him a crooked smile.
”I guess my pursuers are finally gone.” He patted Pete on the shoulder. “Don't look so shaken up, I was just messing with you.” He winked and went to the door, leaving without another word, while Pete tried to regain his composure.
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 38: So Many Rules to Fucking Smiling
Notes:
Hey guys!
Miss me? Or just the words I provide?
It's been a while and for good reason. I'm in fucking Tokyo, right now! It's a dream come true and you can't imagine how awesome it is for me to finally be here!But my mind has by no means been idle, while I've been physically busy. Fair warning, though, I have not edited this chapter that well, since I was just eager to get it done and get it out to you guys, my readers, so I hope you enjoy and I can't wait to come up with more!
And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter Text
Chapter 38: So Many Rules to Fucking Smiling
Descending the stairs into the auction hall was like stepping into a secret underground layer; wooden décor and colored light filled the space, adding a deep, mysterious richness to it.
Porsche looked around, trying to keep up the pretense of scouting the place, when in reality he was struggling to keep from gawking at the ostentatious luxury of it all. Curved, blue lounge sofas were placed with regular intervals on the floor, all pointed towards the currently empty stage.
It seemed every family unit was assigned their own seating area, several members of the main families as well as minor branches having already taken their seats. Porsche shot the other bodyguards a quick glance, hoping they hadn't caught on to his admiration, but they were all busy with the exact thing he was pretending to do.
Kinn was in front, wearing a red velvet jacket over a white shirt, complete with black bow tie, cumber band and slacks. Obviously, he was cutting a dashing figure and obviously that fact was grinding on Porsche's nerves more than just a little bit. It was bad enough he was still struggling with what their kiss meant and what he wanted it to mean, he didn't need the little voice in his head admiring the very person throwing his thoughts into disarray.
”Porsche!” Pete hissed in his ear.
He turned to see the others dispersing, while he was busy spacing out...which was all he was doing. He was definitely not staring a someone's well-dressed back and following how the light played over the soft fabric hugging a pair of broad-
”What are you doing?”
His thoughts cleared in an instant and he looked down to see Pete giving him an odd look, before gesturing towards the bar with his head.
”We need to run a sweep, can I trust you to take that area without getting drunk off your ass?”
”I'm never gonna live that one down,” Porsche grumbled, as he left, taking care to keep his wits about him.
Everywhere he turned, he saw some other proof of extravagance and wealth and it was enough to ignite a small flame of envy within him. He spied Kinn, out the corner of his eyes, sitting on the velvet blue cushions with all the pomp and presence of an emperor.
”Stage area is clear,” Ken's voice said into his ear piece. “Stairs, clear,” Big announced next. Pete soon chimed in: “Exits, clear.”
To avoid being left out, Porsche took another cursory glance around before pressing the transmission button.
”Bar, clear.”
”Everything looks good on the surveillance cameras,” Arm noted, not being physically present in the room.
Someone passed Porsche and he caught a whiff of some expensive scent, making him smirk as he pressed the button again.
”Fucking hell, Pete, you should have warned me about this show, I would have worn a better cologne.” Despite not hearing it, he could spy Pete's face chuckling. It emboldened him to continue. “This shit's straight out of a movie! I half expect the police to bust down the door, any minute, and cause a shoot-out!”
”Hey!” Big snapped. “No personal chatter. Keep the line clear for necessary information.”
Pete shot Porsche a knowing grin and the latter shrugged, with a sheepish expression, annoyed at being muzzled.
As if picking up on his curiosity, Arm began explaining into his ear piece.
”This auction and the connected charity event is one of the biggest in Crescenda. The money made tonight help fund a sizable chunk of the city's welfare programs. It's the reason the five Families have never been in open-out war with the police.”
Porsche couldn't help but see it as the Families bribing the city to be allowed to get away with crime. It didn't help that most of those welfare programs were probably designed to assist the victims of the Families. His admiration faltered and he finally shook off the charm of wealth, instead putting his attention towards doing his job.
Kinn could see the conflicting emotions run across Porsche's features and he wondered what had the other in such a state. His thoughts were interrupted as a white-clad figured sat down next to him, holding out a champagne flute.
He looked to see Vegas' smirking face and kept a smooth expression as he accepted the glass, though he did not drink from it. Vegas had already turned his attention towards Porsche and did not see Kinn put the flute on the table.
”I hear Porsche's back with you, again?” he asked, something cunning running underneath his voice.
”Not surprisingly,” Kinn replied, keeping his tone flat. He didn't know how Vegas had found out but he knew better than to let on that it surprised him. “After catching him sharing a meal with you, Khun was furious. He practically threw Porsche back at me.”
”Really?” Vegas said, lazily. “From what I hear, you were the one asking Khun to let him go.” Dark, predatory eyes turned to Kinn, something triumphant glistening within them.
Kinn raised an eyebrow, opening his mouth to retort, when the announcer declared it was time for the bidders to find their seats. Vegas huffed a quiet laugh and stood, turning towards Kinn as he buttoned his white jacket.
”Saved by the bell.” With those words, he left, shooting a condescending smirk at Tae as they passed each other.
The latter looked at Kinn as he and his partner sat down.
”You okay?”
Kinn nodded. There was no need to air his family issues with the pair, as they knew enough to glean the obvious.
”Your dads sent you here, again?” he asked instead.
”Biggest auction of the year, with all the Families present?” Time shrugged. “You know they want us to find the fattest, richest asses to schmooze, to see if they can't break into the ranks.”
”And what does that make me?” Kinn asked with a crooked grin.
”The only ass we'd ever consider gracing with our lips,” Tae replied, though his attention was focused on the stage as the lights dimmed, announcing the beginning of the event.
”The first item of the night is an Egyptian sculpture, by the famous sculptor, Thutmose, and made with Egyptian blue coloring. We'll start the bidding at five million.”
The Zhans were first to make a bid and from there the game was afoot among the Families to see who could walk away with the greatest haul of priceless artifacts. Kinn made the occasional bid to keep things interesting, but felt no real inclination towards any of the items on display.
”Porsche is looking particularly handsome, tonight.”
Kinn turned his head towards Tae, who was engrossed in the new bodyguard, still standing at the bar. As if feeling his gaze, his friend turned back towards him with a grin.
”With his hair swept back like that, he has a certain air of maturity to him.”
”Explains why this guy was so eager to get him back,” Time noted, raising his eyebrows at Kinn, who did his best to look offended.
”'Eager'? If anyone was eager it was Khun. He couldn't wait to get rid of him.”
”Give it up,” Tae scoffed. “It didn't work on Vegas, you really think it'll work on us?” He looked towards Porsche again. “Besides, it's not like we don't get it, he's looking quite tasty in his uniform.”
”Maybe to you,” Kinn grumbled. “To me, he's a tool, nothing more.”
Time leaned in, his expression knowing.
”Let's not forget, you were a tool to him, first. And he's getting back at you for that.” He eyed Tae, out the corner of his eye. “I have some experience with vengeful lovers.”
”And you're about to get a whole lot more!” Tae snapped.
Time chuckled and the trio fell into a comfortable silence for a while.
”You know he's trying to impress you,” Tae eventually said. “You should try being kinder to him.”
”Kinder?”
”Smile at him,” he explained. “If you wear a constant scowl, you can't be surprised he's not thrilled to show you respect.”
”I know I wouldn't,” Time added.
”You only show respect when someone's got their boot on your throat,” Tae argued.
Kinn looked over towards Porsche as the bartender placed a glass down, in front of him, exchanging a few words with the bodyguard. Porsche looked at the glass, then glanced towards Kinn, who frowned.
”What the fuck does he want now? Is he drinking again?” Kinn growled.
”And here we go again,” Time said as Tae looked over at the bar.
”Kinn, it's water, any idiot can see that,” Tae told him with exasperated patience, as he turned back. “C'mon, even you aren't that much of a tyrant, are you?”
Kinn sighed, trying to let go of his irritation. He hated having his own weakness pointed out like that, but his friends would not be fooled by silly excuses and it was tiring to pretend he didn't care.
”What should I do?”
”How about we start with turning that frown upside down?” Time suggested, while Tae mimed at lifting the corners of his mouth.
Kinn rolled his eyes but tried to force a smile as his eyes met Porsche's. Porsche seemed unnerved and looked from the glass and back to Kinn.
”Well...you got the right idea,” Tae said, hesitantly. “Let's try again, but this time, pretend you don't plan on standing over his bed in the middle of the night, holding a knife.”
Kinn glared at him but Time nodded his agreement.
”Try and relax your face a bit,” Time suggested. “Let the smile come naturally.”
Who knew there were so many rules to fucking smiling? Kinn did as told and Porsche seemed to receive the smile more positively. He looked at the glass and back at Kinn again, with a curious smirk, almost as if asking permission.
”What now?” Kinn asked his friends.
”How about you give him a salute?” Time suggested.
”What do you mean?”
He gestured to the champagne flute Vegas had brought.
”You both have a drink. Show some solidarity.”
Kinn lifted his glass and held it up towards Porsche, who shrugged and picked the water up from the bar before mirroring his gesture. The act was simple but a flood of warmth spread through Kinn as Porsche smiled back at him. To keep his joy from showing, Kinn quickly lowered the glass, downing the contents, before grimacing.
”What the hell is this?” he grumbled, only vaguely aware that Porsche was also finishing his glass.
His next drink would definitely be something smoother.
”The auction should bring in a lot, this year,” Chan noted as he looked over some papers.
”How can you tell from the results of the pre-auction?”
”Employees can't spend what employers don't have. Considering almost every item was sold above initial asking price, there must have been enough money in the room, either from an increase in staff or an increase in wages, quite possibly both.”
Jay made a pensive noise, once again impressed with Chan's talent for gleaning information from seemingly unrelated information. A nervous inner voice reminded her that his gleaning could spell trouble down the line but she quieted it, deciding to blow that bridge up, once she had crossed it.
She looked around the lounge, observing several people casually strewn about the area; the main auction was in full swing and most of the staff had free reign while their masters attended.
”I should have figured I'd find you here.”
Jay turned her head to see the daughter of the head of Heißler come towards them in a floor-length, red dress with a sequin pattern. Chan glanced at the newcomer, then back at his papers.
”Good evening, Miss Bianca.”
”I was hoping...I thought Master Korn would attend the auction?” She bent her head slightly, as if to catch Chan's gaze.
”He sent Kinn in his stead. I believe he'll make an appearance at the after party.”
”Oh. Will you be accompanying him?”
Jay had to struggle not to smirk. She had some admiration for the woman's boldness, though her target seemed utterly disinterested. Unfortunately, her acting like Jay did not exist was probably not working in her favor.
”Jenkins and Lee are assigned, tonight. I have some paperwork to do, among other things.”
Jay knew the 'other things' mainly related to her, and that thought gave her a fuzzy kind of happiness, inside.
”I see,” Bianca said, obviously disappointed. “Well, if you have time, tomorrow, I would love to take a tour of the gardens?”
”That won't be possible.” His every answer was curt and to the point. It seemed this was an old song and dance for him.
Jay was perfectly content to watch the scene play out, her heart almost stirring at how the poor woman was mercilessly shut down. However, when she noticed Jay's gaze, she quickly pulled out a crooked smile.
”As taciturn as always, I see. I'm glad some things never change, after all these years.”
”Ooh, this kitty has claws,” Jay blurted out, earning herself a glare from the heiress.
”And you are?”
”Jay is a recent addition to the bodyguard staff,” Chan explained before Jay could make a snarky response. “She and her brother were hired by Master Korn, personally.”
”I see. So she's just an employee. I've always admired how you cared about every person working under you.”
Chan looked up, for the first time, his dark eyes meeting her light blues, but his expression remained stony. He said nothing, despite the obvious anticipation on Bianca's face. After a few moments, her shoulders slumped and she averted her gaze. Chan turned his attention back to reading.
Whatever he communicated to her, it seemed she finally shifted her attention away from him...only to land it squarely on Jay.
”What made you decide to work for the Theerapanyakuns?”
”They wanted my brother and I told them it was both or neither.”
”So, you basically blackmailed them into accepting you?” Bianca's tone was a mix of disbelief and disgust.
”Yep,” Jay replied with a shrug.
”That family is known for having high standards. That can't be the whole story, can it?” Bianca turned towards Chan, with the question.
”It is,” was all he said.
”But...” She looked back to Jay who tried resting her head on her palm, only to immediately regret when her hand wound began to sting. “Isn't that just reprehensible? You should be hired for your skills, not your ability to manipulate people!”
”If it makes you feel better, I also beat up half the staff, on my first day,” Jay muttered, as she shook her hand, hoping to shake off the pain.
For a long moment, the heiress just stared at her, seemingly lost for words. Then she spun on her heel and stormed off. Jay wanted to laugh, but her recent stupid move was still smarting.
”So, how long has the young Heißler been into you?” she asked, mostly to distract herself from wanting to chew her bandages off.
”I haven't kept track.”
”I admire her persistence.”
Chan looked in the direction Bianca had stomped away, showing a slight frown.
”Her track record of handling rejection leaves a lot to be desired.”
Jay grinned.
”Well, now I almost wanna mess with her.”
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 39: Fallen Angel
Notes:
Hey guys!
Gosh, you really know how to make someone's heart soar! I was completely overwhelmed with all the comments wishing me well, so thank you so, SO much.Now, an apology: I didn't realize I had double-posted the latest chapter, that's my bad, and I'll keep an eye on that in the future. Hopefully, I didn't crush anyone's expectations too badly.
I'm so excited to release new chapters for you guys, so hopefully, the timeline will be a little shorter!
And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter Text
Chapter 39: Fallen Angel
Porsche stumbled through the restroom door, tearing his coat off before pulling frantically at the tie. He made it to the nearest sink, falling against the mirror, as he tried to shake off the waves of dizziness continuously flooding his mind. The cold glass felt nice for a fraction of a second before it lost its cool, and became unbearably lukewarm.
He managed to finally loosen the tie but it did little to dispel the haze enveloping his thoughts. He remembered...drinking water? Where was Kinn? Did he set him up?
Something slowly broke through the fog. Kinn had been smiling...at Porsche... It felt like his blood was on fire and he wanted desperately to cool down and be in full control of himself again.
With some difficulty, he managed to turn on the faucet, his mind swimming with relief as the cold water splashed over his hands. He scooped several handfuls, throwing them onto his face, hoping the cold would tear the thick veil away from his thoughts.
He knew something was wrong, but could not gather enough wherewithal to figure out how wrong or what he was supposed to be feeling or doing.
His legs were shaking and he was only barely staying somewhat upright. He kept telling himself to straighten up but his body seemed as cloudy as his mind. The only thing really reacting was his stomach and...not in a good way.
He splashed more water in his face, only easing off when the nausea began to subside. The droplets trickling over his skin tickled. Like wriggling worms on his face. A shiver ran through him and he quickly tried to shove away the thought, slapping himself to get out of this haze.
He needed to call for help, to let Kinn know he was feeling weird, wrong.
He had barely finished the thought, when something black dropped over his field of vision. For a split-second, he wondered whether he had closed his eyes without realizing, but then several pairs of hands grabbed him and pulled him backwards.
His mind told him to struggle, but his body would not listen and he was dragged off, only barely aware that this was dangerous and he was completely helpless.
The last proper thought he mustered was a quiet curse at the Theerapanyakun family, as he was convinced this was somehow tied to them. And if they were indeed responsible, he hoped Jay would destroy every last one of them as payback.
Kinn had been bored for a while. The auction was not exactly slow but none of the items up for bid held his interest, and for some reason he was feeling sluggish. The disgusting taste of the champagne kept coating his tongue, no matter what else he drank.
His attention roused when the sheet was pulled off a huge canvas to gasps and mutters among the audience.
”The last item on display, tonight, is none other than 'The Fallen Angel', painted in 1847 by famous painter, Alexandre Cabanel. We'll start the bidding at 15 million!”
Kinn was captivated by the dark beauty of the man in the painting, his intense glare undercut by a rolling tear, as he sat naked upon a rocky outcrop, half covering his face.
All Kinn could see was the defiant expression of Porsche looking back at him and it stirred a black, hot flame of possession and desire within him. The heat burst through him with surprising intensity.
”Even your Papa could have no complaints if you brought that piece home,” Tae noted, impressed.
”He doesn't strike me as the religious type,” Time mused.
”It's not about the depiction, it's about the status, the recognition such a piece inspires.” Tae leaned in, smirking conspiratorially. “The heir of the Theerapanyakun family, won the famed 'Fallen Angel' from other, more experienced leaders.”
Kinn didn't need to be talked into it. He wanted the painting and he was willing to fight for it. For a second, he thought about walking up on the stage and simply take it, but the notion quickly dissipated. People had begun bidding and the price was already up to 20 million. He lifted his paddle with all the nonchalance of an emperor.
”30 million.”
There was a slight pause among the voices before the auctioneer nodded, grinning from ear to ear.
”Master Kinn has bid 30 million, are there any higher bids?”
There was a moment of silence, then a familiar and grating voice cut through the air.
”35 million.”
”Master Vegas has bid 35 million. This piece is the night's last item, if there are no other bids, then this night ends with Master Vegas-”
”40 million,” Kinn interrupted, as much to get the auctioneer to stop talking about his cousin as to take the lead back.
His strong aversion to anyone suggesting the painting might go to his cousin, shocked him. Despite Vegas' tendency to bait him, Kinn had usually been able to ignore it. But this time, he was not backing down.
”50 million,” Vegas quickly countered and the auctioneer chuckled, while other people were shooting them looks.
”60 million,” Kinn bid, still trying to keep his cool, though he could tell his emotional control was slipping.
He caught sight of James Brighton out the corner of his eyes, sporting an unpleasant smile as he raised his own paddle.
”70 million.”
”This is getting out of hand,” Tae said, shooting a sneer at the head of Brighton. “You should retreat before you get pulled into their game.”
”100 million!” Kinn said, loudly.
”-Or ignore me completely, that works too.”
”He's just cutting off the competition before they think they stand a chance.” Time chuckled at his lover's cross expression.
Even without looking, Kinn could tell the other two were not about to challenge his bid. Vegas did not have the power, Brighton didn't have the means. The latter seemed to take the loss in stride but Vegas was another story. Kinn could feel his cousin's eyes burn into him, but he refused to acknowledge it, intent on keeping his composure.
Despite his regal demeanor, he was excessively pleased with winning the painting, wondering what Porsche would say about it. There was a faint thought in the back of his mind, that something was off, that he was acting uncharacteristic about a stupid picture, but another, entirely irrational part of his mind shut it down with one simple word: Mine. The notion was strengthened by the glimpse he caught of Vegas, storming out of the room.
There were calls for him to give a speech, which was not unusual, considering he had the biggest bid of the evening and had taken the last item. He rose from his seat, almost stumbling when a wave of dizziness overcame him. He shook it off, and chuckled, trying to play it off as momentary clumsiness.
In the silent hall, he spoke the usual platitudes about the responsibility of the Families to look after those who struggled in Crescenda and how he respected the staff and organizers for giving all of them this chance to offer their assistance.
He glanced towards Porsche's position, wanting him to see Kinn in all his pomp and circumstance and be impressed. However, there was no Porsche at the bar. Only then did he notice the frantic movements of his other bodyguards, as they rushed between each other's positions, speaking in hushed whispers. He kept talking, only vaguely aware of what he said as he looked at Big, catching his eye. With a subtle glance, he managed to convey the question about Porsche's whereabouts, only to be met with a head shake and confused shrug.
Kinn's mind began to race as he kept talking, barely conscious of what he was saying. He had not even finished speaking the final sentence, as he moved towards the other bodyguards.
His body felt uncomfortably hot. He tried to move but his hands were tied and the bag was still covering his head. Porsche tried to steady his breathing but the haziness had not faded.
Something pulled at the cloth and slowly removed the bag, but Porsche could not properly make out the features of the person leaning over him. He looked around, frantically, noticing he was placed on a bed, the implications pulling his heart into his throat. The figure shushed, gently.
”Don't become too agitated. The drugs will wear off in time, but it's still best not to risk an adverse reaction.”
Something warm touched his chest, slowly moving across it, almost as if admiring his body.
”I'm not here to hurt you. In fact, this doesn't have to be unpleasant at all, depending on how you handle it.”
The words sounded like an attempt at being soothing but something about the deep, velvet voice grated against his nerves and he tried even harder to recognize something, anything about the other. However, whenever something did stand out to him, it disappeared like water, slipping through his fingers, leaving only the same gray, heavy fog. The effort left him nauseated.
”I don't like to force myself on someone.” Warm fingers caressed his cheek. “As tempting as it might be.”
Porsche wrenched his head to the side, eager to get away from the touch.
”This really isn't personal, you know. It's all for Kinn. Luckily for you, it doesn't take much to drive a man like him mad with jealousy.” Fingertips danced lightly along his jawline. “Just a mark, a tiny souvenir to the high and mighty prince of the Therrapanyakuns.” The last part came out as a vicious sneer.
Porsche hated the words dripping from his captor's lips, their meaning sending a sick feeling through him. He was still not sure about his own feelings but he was not about to have this choice taken away from him, not like this!
The other presence came closer, hovering above him, unclear and menacing.
”I'll be gentle, so try not to struggle.”
The words all but sent him into a panic as the warm breath of someone else fanned across his cheek. When hot lips pressed against his neck, he tried to buck and shove the person off, but his body still refused to listen.
Teeth grazed his skin and a sick feeling burst through him. It was all wrong, so wrong. He wanted it to end, for someone to burst in and pull this person off him. The person pulled back a bit and he took his chance. Mustering all the strength and control he had, he jerked his head upward, relieved when it collided with something hard and a noise of pain erupted through the air. His triumph quickly faded as his head spun and a sharp pain began throbbing through him.
The figure retreated and something hot dripped onto Porsche's face as a metallic smell hit his nostrils.
”I tried to be kind,” the voice said, coldly. “But if this is how you truly want to play this, I'm happy to oblige.”
Before he could understand what was said, he was grabbed and roughly tossed on his side and something heavy laid on top of him.
”Remember: you asked for this, so don't blame it on me!” The words were spoken right into his ear.
As fingers began pulling on his clothes, he heard the sound of a door opening.
”Sir, Kinn has been alerted. He's on his way here.”
There was a beat of hesitation, before the weight lifted off him, giving him one last shove against the mattress before letting go. He held his breath, fearing the return of the assailant, but as the silence settled around him, the last of his strength gave out and he could do nothing else but finally let the haze envelop his mind completely, allowing him to drift off...
”Porsche!” Kinn called out as he burst through the door, frantically looking around.
”Arm says this is the room, for sure, sir,” Pete informed as he entered behind Kinn.
Kinn went further in, his heart racing as a myriad of possibilities ran through his mind. Was he about to find Porsche's body? Maybe his throat cut or strangled to death? Or maybe, Porsche had sneaked off with some random woman and he was about to discover them naked and...busy. In which case there would certainly be a body, maybe even two.
Kinn had been veering from one extreme to the other, since Porsche's jacket had been found in a men's room. It wasn't like Kinn to be so divided, he knew there was something wrong with him tonight. Perhaps he was stressed or overly tired. Considering the recent attempt on his father's life, he should only be concerned with Porsche's safety, yet he was being inundated by an unknown voice, telling him Porsche was fucking some random bitch in one of these rooms.
Arm had claimed Porsche was being dragged by two assailants, but he could just be covering for his friend, Kinn wouldn't put it past him, past any of them. Why was this fucking hotel so warm? Didn't they use the A/C?
He almost tore the door off its hinges when he found the bedroom, only to stop right inside, staring at the familiar body, tied up on the bed. It took a second for his mind to register that Porsche was fully clothed and seemingly unconscious.
Pete followed, and immediately went to untie Porsche's hands, while Kinn tried to make sense of the situation. For some reason, he wanted to hold on to his anger, despite seeing no reason to accuse either Porsche or his other men. His rationality was slower than usual to break through the veil of emotion but when it finally did, he turned towards Big and Ken as they entered.
”There's no sign of the kidnappers, Master Kinn,” Big reported.
”Check all the surveillance cameras. I want them found, tonight!” Kinn ordered. “Coordinate with Arm and anyone else you can find, do not let them slip through your fingers.”
The duo nodded and left the room and Kinn turned towards Pete, who was busy trying to rouse the unconscious bodyguard.
”He's alive, Master Kinn, but barely responsive.”
Kinn went on the bed, gently tapping Porsche's cheek.
”Porsche? Can you hear me?”
Porsche's head lolled from side to side and his eyes squeezed together for a moment but there was no answer.
”Can you sit up?”
When there was still no answer, Kinn took it upon himself to loosen Porsche's tie, undoing the top button, to make sure he could breathe properly, before pulling on his shoulders, until he sat upright.
Kinn placed him up against his own chest, keeping an arm around his shoulders as he once again clapped his hand against Porsche's cheek to rouse him.
”Porsche, are you alright? Are you hurt anywhere?”
Porsche's body convulsed and he suddenly buckled over, vomiting onto Kinn and the floor. When he had emptied his stomach, his body seemed to collapse and Kinn had to catch him before he fell to the floor, leaning his body back against Kinn's chest.
”Master Kinn,” Pete called, glancing at his soiled clothes.
”Leave it be, it's fine.”
Pete nodded, but spoke, nonetheless.
”We should tell Jay-”
”Absolutely not!”
Pete clammed up, staring at Kinn in surprise.
”We still need to catch the perpetrators,” Kinn explained, trying to remain calm. “If we alert Jay, she'll tear this place apart and potentially ruin the investigation. I'll let her know, later. For now, we need to focus on Porsche.”
”I can take him to the medical wing. We're rooming together, so-”
”And what are they gonna do?” Kinn snapped. “He just needs rest...and a shower.”
”I can take care of that,” Pete argued.
”I'll do it. This is my responsibility.” Kinn shot him a look, brooking no discussion and Pete finally took his leave, looking perturbed at Kinn's rash behavior.
Kinn ignored the guilt gnawing at him, and decided to focus his attention on Porsche.
”Don't worry, Porsche,” he muttered, as he removed his jacket. “I'm here, and I won't let anyone hurt you.”
Including yourself? a cruel voice asked but he ignored it and began unbuttoning Porsche's vest.
Notes:
The picture, 'The Fallen Angel' is a real painting that I find very beautiful and I included it as a little nod to Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, where Porsche loves painting. It's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 40: Wait, I'm naked? (Smut)
Notes:
Hey guys!
I was really hoping to have this out, earlier, but things have been crazy busy here. I could finally take a breather and put some words onto paper, so here it is!Oh, and as a little bonus sneak-peek: This is not the only hanky panky going on, but more on that, next chapter!
And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter Text
Chapter 40: Wait, I'm naked?
”Would you please stand on your own!” Kinn snapped as Porsche fell against his body for what felt like the hundredth time. At this point, it was hard not to think he was doing it on purpose.
Kinn had taken his shirt off, leaving his upper body naked, while Porsche was left with only briefs. Every time their skin touched, a jolt of electricity shot through Kinn, followed by intense heat rushing through his veins and the frequency was making him dizzy and irritable. He was fighting to do the right thing and, damn it all, if Porsche didn't seem adamant to make it as difficult as possible.
”It's not my fault! The floor won't stay still,” Porsche whined, almost stumbling, yet again. He looked down at his feet and gasped. “Wait, I'm naked? Why am I naked?”
”Because I took your clothes off,” Kinn explained, trying to keep his cool.
”Why did you take my clothes off?” Porsche asked with a goofy grin, almost as if he expected a dirty answer.
”So you could take a shower and go to sleep.”
”Is that the only reason?” Porsche narrowed his eyes at Kinn, who sighed in exasperation.
”Yes. You threw up all over yourself,” he explained, his patience straining. “Get washed up and into some fresh clothes...please.”
”I think you wanted to see me naked!” Porsche declared. “Just admit it.” He leaned over, putting a finger to his lips. “Don't worry, I won't tell anyone.”
”There's nothing to admit,” Kinn insisted. “Now, get in there.”
As he tried to help him up, Porsche shoved himself away heading towards the window as he chuckled. He stopped in front of the glass, staring out at the city, visible as a cluster of lights in the not-too-far distance.
”Wow! It's so pretty! Ooh, I think I know that place.”
Kinn was silently asking himself which gods he had somehow pissed off to this degree, as he tried his best to keep from admiring the way the muscles on Porsche's back moved under his skin.
Porsche's body began to slump and Kinn rushed over to catch him.
”Hey, hey! Careful!”
Porsche freed himself, batting lazily at Kinn's hands, the sleepy grin still in place.
”See! There you go again, all over me!” He managed to seat himself against the edge of the hot tub, his half-lidded eyes looking up at Kinn, full of conviction in his own assertion.
Kinn kept clenching and loosening his hands, unsettled by Porsche's demeanor towards him. He knew how to deal with Porsche being prickly and stubborn, he had no clue how to handle this version, who openly spoke about Kinn's attraction as if he knew it for a fact.
”You like me, don't you?” Porsche asked.
This was his chance. Kinn took a deep breath.
”I like nice people,” he said, keeping his voice steely. “You're not that nice.”
He hoped that would be enough. Drawing a clear line between them, keeping whatever was left of his tenuous control of himself. But then, why were his thoughts so adamant he was wrong? Something was wrong with him, but before he could think further, something grabbed at his crotch.
”That explains why this guy's still asleep!” Porsche blurted out, laughing at his own joke.
Kinn shoved his hand away, irritably.
”Are you mad?” Porsche asked, standing up. “I'll make it even. Here, touch mine!” He grabbed Kinn's hand and pushed it against his own dick.
Kinn clenched his jaw and resisted the urge to move his hand, instead keeping still and looking at Porsche with disapproval. When Porsche did not make any attempt at loosening his grip, Kinn finally wrenched his hand free, but the touch had sent his senses into overdrive and his breathing was becoming shorter as his thoughts began to blur together.
”Focus!” he snapped, as much at Porsche as at himself.
As if sensing how thin a thread Kinn's rationality hung by, Porsche chose that very moment to slump forward, his head landing against Kinn's chest. His warm breath fanned across Kinn's skin, sending tendrils of pure heat through the mafia prince.
Instead of shoving him off, Kinn let his hand travel up Porsche's back, settling gently at the base of his neck. Soft hair tickled his fingers and he longed to wrap his hand into those black locks, pulling Porsche's head back so he could kiss that powerful, yet graceful neck.
Porsche slowly pulled back, his eyes meeting Kinn's and before Kinn could think it through, he leaned in and pressed his lips against Porsche's. Rather than be surprised, Porsche seemed almost expectant, his mouth yielding and his lips parting, lightly.
The taste of vomit brought Kinn back to his senses and he pulled back, grimacing at the unpleasant flavor. He avoided Porsche's gaze, which seemed to observe his every move with calm clarity, despite his drugged up state.
Porsche's hand snaked around his neck and pulled at him but Kinn resisted, his gaze finally colliding with Porsche's.
”You punk,” Porsche drawled. “Let me show you how it's really done.”
He pulled more firmly, meeting Kinn's mouth with his, his tongue grazing against Kinn's upper lip. Once again, Kinn pulled back, quickly wiping off the kiss.
”Aw, what's wrong, Kinn? Can't handle a little kiss?”
Porsche glanced down, then his eyes widened and he laughed.
”Oh, look who woke up! And all it took was a kiss!”
Kinn was struggling to reclaim his control, trying to braid the thin threads in his mind together into something stronger. This wasn't real, Porsche was just reacting because Kinn had momentarily lost his grip on himself.
”Why can he be honest but you can't? Just admit you like me.” Porsche sat in the windowsill, leaning back against the glass.
Kinn had messed up. His body seemed to fight against him and his mind was tethering on the brink; he had to bring himself back under control and not let the drugged rambling of a bodyguard mess with his head. Porsche was blabbering; Kinn had undressed him and his influenced mind couldn't differentiate what the situation was. He had jumped to the first random conclusion his mind came up wi-
”Why else did you kiss me at the pier?”
Time seemed to freeze, as did Kinn's thoughts as he stared at Porsche, who was looking back with the same unnerving clarity as when he had kissed him.
The threads snapped and Kinn's control unraveled. He leaned in, his mouth seeking Porsche's, and this time he didn't pull away. Porsche's lips were warm against his own and yielded to him, so openly and completely, he felt himself go dizzy with the sensation.
He ran a hand up and into Porsche's hair, enjoying the feel of it against his fingers. He could no longer keep away, his hands wanting to feel every inch of Porsche's skin as he lost himself in his mouth. He ran his fingertips down Porsche's neck and over his shoulder.
Then something warm touched his back and his heart almost burst as he realized Porsche was touching him back. Clumsy fingers slowly caressed their way up as Porsche's tongue playfully teased and his teeth nibbled at Kinn's lips which were willingly parted to allow the kiss to deepen.
Kinn sighed as their tongues entwined and he ran his hands into Porsche's hair, wrapping it tightly around his fingers as he pulled him closer, wanting to penetrate deeper into his mouth. Porsche made an audible gasp as his hair was pulled but his kiss became more fervent. His fingertips dug into Kinn's back as they clung together, sipping from each other's mouths.
Kinn's hunger only grew with every kiss reciprocated by Porsche and he broke off and began trailing kisses down Porsche's jawline to his neck, where he stopped to greedily bite and lick, reveling in the small moans and sighs from Porsche, who had leaned back against the glass, closing his eyes. Kinn's heart seemed to skip and jump at every sound and it spurred him on. He bit a little harder, scraping his teeth over the sensitive skin, eliciting a satisfying shudder from Porsche in response.
It was intoxicating seeing the effect his actions had, feeling Porsche's body respond to him so strongly. He wanted more. He wanted it all. His lips resumed their journey, further down Porsche's body, alternating between kissing and biting, mixing up the rhythm, intensity and breaks, always delighting in every reaction.
Porsche's hands wound their way into Kinn's hair, mirroring Kinn's earlier move and it set the latter's heart aflame to be reciprocated to such an extent. His attention was hyper-focused on the beautiful man in front of him and he wanted to coax more pleasure out of this amazing person. His hand slyly moved up Porsche's thigh, as he kept his lips on his chest and abdomen, his thought revolving around what was hidden, yet clearly visible through the white briefs.
His fingers graced the fabric and a sharp inhale fell from Porsche's lips, his erection twitching at the near-touch. At was all so erotic and it was causing havoc inside Kinn's body. His lover's every tiny move was even more thrilling than his own. He wanted to make Porsche feel good, to erase every trace of whomever had kidnapped him and replace it with his own presence.
He pulled back, admiring Porsche's body as his hand once again touched the hardened dick, causing Porsche's muscles to tighten and twitch. With the other hand, Kinn caressed the marvel in front of him, drawing a groan from Porsche when he dug his fingernails in, raking them across the bronzed skin.
The sound was almost too much to bear and Kinn dove against his chest, his mouth seeking out a nipple and letting his tongue run a lazy circle around the hardened nub while his fingers ran up and down the shaft, taking great care to tease the very tip as Porsche's breathing grew heavy and filled with small noises of pleasure. He continued teasing the nipple, sucking and tugging at it with his teeth, the mix of Porsche's reaction and his own arousal making his head spin.
Porsche's hands were constantly running through his hair, down his neck and shoulders, the places of contact leaving heated trails on Kinn's skin. A low moan broke through his lips as he lost himself in the touch, wanting it to continue, to envelop him completely.
Porsche stood up, pulling Kinn with him. He was breathing heavily, a devious smile on his lips. Kinn wondered for a moment, then felt the tugging on his belt. He could scarcely believe it, leaning his head against Porsche's shoulder as the latter proceeded to loosen Kinn's pants and letting them drop to the floor, shortly followed by his boxers. It was all Kinn could do to keep from tearing Porsche's briefs to shreds in his eagerness to finally be close to his naked form.
Porsche wrapped his arms around Kinn as he stepped out of his underwear, and Kinn received him, his hands finding Porsche's ass and pulling him closer, thrilled with feeling Porsche's hardness against his own.
Their lips met again but this time it was different; there was a tension in the kiss, an anticipation of going further, exploring deeper. Kinn wanted to laden it with promises; how he was going to be gentle, how he would make Porsche feel good, how happy he was, how guilty he felt, he hoped to convey every word his mouth failed to say out loud. A part of him was aware he had already crossed a line and should cross no further but it could no longer break through the haze of emotion and lust currently having full control of him. Or perhaps he didn't want to break through to himself, to stop this amazing development in its tracks.
As Porsche's hand found his cock, Kinn's mind blanked and he lost himself in the rhythmic pumping of his dick as he devoured Porsche's mouth, his mind getting hazy with heat. An electric current seemed to jolt through him with every stroke making his insides burn and twist.
The only thought left was the desire to reciprocate. He grabbed on to Porsche and began mirroring his movements, his stomach fluttering as Porsche began to moan loudly against his mouth.
”Fuck!” Porsche pulled away from the kiss and placed his lips next to Kinn's ear. “Yes,” he hissed, the word descending into a deep growl from the back of his throat.
The sound reverberated through Kinn who felt himself hurdling towards the edge, spurred on by the simple verbal utterance. He stopped jerking Porsche off and gently turned him around. Porsche seemed perfectly open to the gesture, leaning against the glass as Kinn wet his fingers in his mouth, before nuzzling his nose against the crook of Porsche's neck as his hand slid between Porsche's ass cheeks, zeroing in on the point of entrance.
For several minutes he played around the area, massaging and lubricating it, readying it for his finger to eventually push into Porsche. As he did so, Porsche groaned out, his anus clenching around Kinn's finger for a moment before relaxing, allowing him to push slowly deeper. Though it was only a finger, Kinn was panting and sweating, his arousal growing with the mere knowledge of being inside the man he had so desperately longed for for months.
Porsche's groans grew softer and became whimpers as he writhed with Kinn's touch, his heavy breathing suggesting it was not discomfort making him whine but rather need.
Kinn was nearing the edge, and he was struggling to control himself, as he slowly inserted a second finger, unable to keep from smiling as Porsche groaned again, the sound petering off into a low moan. He twisted his fingers coaxing out a long gasp and squirm.
It was euphoric, watching the otherwise prickly bodyguard bend and twist to his desires so openly and wantonly. The phoenix-tattoo twisted and stretched in the light from the candles, their flames seemingly setting it ablaze. The sight was pure sin and Kinn had to take deep breaths to keep from losing himself. Before the last shred of his rationality left, he quickly bent down, keeping his fingers inside Porsche as he fished out a condom, using his teeth to rip open the package and managing to maneuver it onto his dick with one hand.
He placed his cock at Porsche's entrance, slowly removing his fingers while inserting the tip into Porsche's anus. Porsche cried out but made no move to disengage and Kinn kept kissing and caressing him, reaching around to touch and stroke his dick, while he pushed himself deeper, very slowly, pulling out a bit, every time, to make the process less painful.
He could feel Porsche tighten and clench around him, the sensation driving him half-mad as he tried to keep a reign on himself. Through his caresses and careful approach, Porsche relaxed, allowing him to pull out a little, before pushing deeper, again. Porsche's noises became a mix of hisses and moans and a sheet of sweat covered his skin, the sight turning Kinn on even more.
He slowly licked Porsche's neck, tasting his salty skin while pleasuring him with both hands as he ventured ever deeper into Porcher's depths, the feeling of being so surrounded making his mind muddled with pleasure and heat.
He fully inserted himself and Porsche ground his ass back against Kinn, showing he was just as aroused. With slow, torturous movements, Kinn began to move, carefully pulling in and out of Porsche's tight ass as he wrapped both hands tightly around Porsche's cock and began steadily stroking in the same rhythm.
The tandem movements seemed to overwhelm Porsche, who braced his hands against the window, gasping and groaning as Kinn increased the tempo. Kinn's voice soon joined and he was fucking Porsche's ass as hard as he could, while eagerly pleasuring him, willing him to come before he would allow himself to do so.
”Ah, fuck! Kinn!” Porsche cried out, grinding harder.
Kinn tightened his grip further and Porsche yelled out as he achieved orgasm. The warm cum from his cock ran down Kinn's hands, and without a beat of hesitation, he pulled back his hand and licked it off as Porsche shuddered against him, his insides pulsating. He began grinding again, and Kinn took it as a sign to continue, eagerly resuming, riding Porsche's residual tremors as he slammed himself against the tight ass. He eagerly fucked that delicious hole, throwing himself over the edge as the heat inside him exploded into an overpowering climax, stealing his breath away.
He emptied himself into the condom, collapsing against Porsche's broad back as he panted with the exertion.
Despite the post-orgasm haze, he kissed and nuzzled Porsche, reaching up to turn his head and catching lips in a soft kiss as the afterglow enveloped his mind and body in a soft warmth.
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 41: Even If Just For A Little While (Smut)
Notes:
I swear to Lucifer, guys, I really didn't intend to take this long, and I absolutely hate that my life got that busy. But I'm back, and hopefully will have a bit of breathing room from now on.
Anyways, I brought a juicy chapter, so I hope that makes up for it, somewhat.
And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter 41: Even If Just For A Little While
”This is bullshit, it's such bullshit!” Big growled as he paced back and forth.
”Yes, you've mentioned,” sighed Ken, “several times, now.”
”No, you don't get it. I've been by his side for years. I've been nothing but loyal, never gotten drunk or drugged up, and I can't even get the time of day, and this...bastard shows up out of nowhere, and he's doing everything wrong, yet he's somehow the favorite? It's not right!”
”Are you done, soon?” Ken's patience was running out as he observed Big making bigger and bigger tracks in the carpeted hallway. “You're not exactly treading new ground, here. Literally or otherwise.”
Big froze, his gaze snapping to Ken.
”What does that mean?”
Ken rubbed his forehead, an exasperated breath escaping his lips as he thought of a way to formulate his thoughts without Big blowing his top about it.
”Look, none of this is new stuff, right? Even before Porsche showed up, Kinn wasn't knocking down your door.”
”But he still acknowledged me! Now, I might as well be invisible. Like all those years meant nothing. I'm starting to wonder what the point even is, anymore?”
”Then maybe you need to work for someone else?” The words came out before he could stop them and he immediately regretted it, seeing Big's eyes narrow on him.
”What?” The word was barely above a whisper but it sliced through the air like a blade and Ken was scrambling to think of some way to salvage the situation.
”I mean...there are lots of employers out there...who'll treat you like you want. Right?”
”Are you telling me to abandon the Theerapanyakuns?” There was a dangerous undercurrent in Big's tone and Ken could feel the cracks in the ice he was on.
”Hey man, I was just getting fed up with your bitching, okay? 'If you hate it so much, then quit,' that sort of thing, you know?”
There was a tense moment as the silence settled between them. Ken could see the doubt and suspicion in Big's dark eyes but eventually it faded and Big's stance relaxed.
”What the fuck is wrong with me?” he mumbled, looking away, as he ran a hand through his hair. “This crush is killing me and now I'm taking it out on my best friend, of all people.” He squatted down, hiding his face in his hands and Ken released a breath, feeling the last of the danger pass.
”I know it sucks. But I'm still here for you.”
Big folded his arms on top of his knees, turning his head towards Ken. His eyes looked so tired.
”Can you make it go away?” he asked, a sad smile on his lips. “Even if just for a little while...”
Ken's mind snapped into action and he pulled Big to his feet, before dragging him down the hallway.
”We're supposed to keep watch-” Big protested.
”If anyone asks, we both had to take a piss. Considering the shit Porsche gets away with, they can shove it, if they start making a fuss.”
The place he had spotted earlier was only a little further down, and without saying more, he opened the slim door and quickly pushed Big inside, following him before closing the door and locking it behind them.
”What's going on with you?” Big protested, his head whipping from side to side in the dim light.
”Shut up.” Ken let the silence settle for a few seconds, until his eyes got used to the dark and he could make out Big's features. Then his hands shot out, grabbing Big's head and pulling him in, until their lips met.
Big resisted for a moment, then softened and began returning the kiss, his lips trembling ever so slightly. Ken kissed more firmly, willing the uncertainty to subside from his partner.
The small space quickly became heated as their kisses deepened and Ken took the chance to plunder Big's mouth with all the fervor of a starving beast.
A soft whimper escaped Big as Ken's teeth bit into his lower lips and the sound made him eager for more. He broke off and began planting kisses down Big's jawline, nibbling at his tender skin and laving it, while his hand wrapped itself into Big's hair, grabbing tightly.
Every shiver and sigh from Big made him harder than before and the heated air made him dizzy with want.
In an instant, he had forced Big to his knees.
”What are you doing?”
”Putting your mouth to better use,” Ken replied, mercilessly, as he used his other hand to undo his belt.
Big hesitated for a moment, his eyes growing wide. Then a wicked grin flashed across his face and he swatted Ken's hands away, before taking over the job. In a matter of seconds, he had opened the belt and undone the zipper and before Ken could think another thought, he felt the tender touch of a hot, moist tongue on the tip of his erection.
All thoughts turned to static as the sensation quickly ran down the length of his shaft, in a tantalizing thin line, setting all his nerves ablaze.
A warm hand grabbed his scrotum and began squeezing and massaging as tiny kisses were planted along his length, culminating in Big taking the tip into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it in long slow strokes. Ken's breath caught and he leaned his head back against the door, letting his eyelids fall shut and focusing all his attention on the mouth, pleasing him with expert movements.
Big continued licking and nibbling at the tender skin, his hand keeping time with his mouth, and his fingers occasionally stroking the area behind the balls, sending shivers throughout Ken, who gave out soft little moans, as the pressure and speed remained steady for several minutes.
Ken considered forcing Big to take him into his mouth, but as if reading his thoughts, Big clamped his lips around the shaft and slowly, almost languidly, slid his mouth down the cock, his tongue constantly moving against the hardness.
Ken placed one hand on Big's head, not exerting any pressure, but the simple act of being in contact with the face, currently sucking his dick so fantastically, was enough to amplify the pleasure currents running through him.
The sound of a zipper brought him from his reverie and he looked down to see Big's other hand moving into his own pants. The vision was so lewd, Ken could feel himself become even harder and a wicked grin spread across his face as he continued to watch as Big began running his hand up and down his own dick in time with his head, sucking rhythmically on Ken's.
Big seemed to sense his gaze and met it, pausing his movements. Very deliberately, he pulled back,enough to free Ken from his mouth, but not far enough for Ken's hand not to reach him. Keeping their eyes locked, Big stopped caressing himself and put his hand to his mouth, letting his tongue, dripping with saliva, run along his palm and up his fingers.
Ken panted, drinking in the scene with delight, letting the smoldering gaze of Big burn itself into his brain. The air in the cramped space was becoming almost unbearably hot and knowing what was yet to come, only heated it further. When Big's hand was dripping, he brought it back down, with Ken nodding eagerly as his eyes followed it, marveling at the cock, as Big began stroking it with his warm, wet hand.
He could feel Big's eyes on him, but he kept staring at his dick and hand, noticing the quiet moans his lover let out through clenched teeth and knowing it was because he was watching. Big's face was flushed and his eyes half-closed as he continued masturbating, under Ken's watchful gaze.
”Grip yourself harder,” Ken ordered quietly and a thrill rushed through him as he saw Big's hand clench and heard the strained groan.
He moved his hand and gently ran it through Big's hair. Big leaned into the touch. With slow, gentle firmness, Ken pulled his head forward, moaning deeply as he plunged his own cock into Big's hot, eager mouth.
Big's rhythm started slow, synchronizing his head with the movements of his hand, making sure to continuously rub his tongue against the member in his mouth. It was all colliding, building inside Ken as he stared down at the man who was currently pleasuring them both. The immaculate hair and crisp black suit seemed offensively clean, compared to what they were doing in the dark.
Gods, how he wanted to ruin it. Tear the suit to pieces, forcing Big to crawl out of here without a shred covering his body, his hair in disarray and covered in Ken's cum. The image coincided with the feel of Big's teeth nibbling at the tip of his cock and Ken's mind blanked as he cried out, his hand clenching in Big's hair. Big groaned, the sound caressing Ken's ear and sending shivers through him.
He began pushing and pulling Big's head, holding himself back from shoving his dick too far into the delectable hole he was fucking. He glimpsed Big's arm increasing its rhythm as well and grinned with delight.
He wanted to come with this man, see him undone with Ken's cock shoved as far into his mouth as possible. The very idea of his warm cum sliding down Big's throat was almost enough to send him over the edge, but he clenched his teeth, determined to reach the climax as close to Big as possible.
It felt like Big's mouth was becoming hotter. Ken could tell he was getting closer to unraveling as well. He stared down, intent on catching every moment of Big's climax.
The pressure was building inside and he was struggling to keep from hurling over the edge.
”Big,” he panted, in between groans and gasps, “You're about to make me come. So, come with me.”
Big tilted his head to meet Ken's gaze, his eyes filled to the brim with pleasure and want. He made the slightest of nods and the speed of his hand increased, while his mouth began to slow down, sucking and licking with long, hot strokes.
The moans became shorter and more frequent while Ken was using his every ounce of willpower to keep from bursting, the sounds from below doing less than nothing to keep him sane.
Big's groans were deepening and began vibrating against Ken's dick, stealing the last of his restraint.
”Ah! Fuck!” Ken cried out, grabbing Big's head with both hands and slamming himself further in, his mind falling to pieces as he fucked ever deeper, wanting to empty himself into Big, filling him with nothing but Ken. Big allowed it, his hand pumping furiously, as his voice grew frantic.
Ken shoved faster, all his attention focused on the fire blazing inside him, on the feel of warm lips and a hot tongue, on the image of Big and himself coming. The liquid heat spilled over and washed through him. He roared, pumping himself into Big's mouth, once, twice, three times and felt himself flow out, filling the mouth still firmly clasped around him. He stared down and saw Big's arm was tensed and still as well, his expression filled with ecstasy. His throat was bobbing as he swallowed all of Ken, while Ken caressed his hair, reveling in their shared after tremors.
He wanted to stay like this, forever. Eating and being eaten, drinking the essence of the man in front of him.
Big rose, immediately seeking Ken's mouth in a searing kiss, the remnants of Ken still coating his tongue. The intimacy of the moment was enough to make Ken dizzy, or perhaps it was the effects of the afterglow.
Big broke off the kiss and gazed into Ken's eyes, a seductive smirk on his lips. He calmly lifted his hand, soiled by himself, in between them. Ken looked at the hand, then at Big before a wicked smile spread across his lips and he grabbed the hand, bringing it to his lips. Keeping their eyes locked, he began licking the palm, tasting Big, once more.
His lover's seed seemed to burn a path down his throat as they remained like that, never breaking eye contact.
The note was short, bordering on terse.
Alright,
Here it is, just like you asked.
This clears the last of our debt, so stay sexy, bitch!
- C
Jay looked at the blue cube, placed neatly in the middle of the table. Celia had done her job, marvelously, and been discrete as well. She sat down in front of it, taking a moment to just stare at the object, her mind filled with images of the past.
It was almost miraculous how no one had decided to just blow the damn thing to kingdom come to crack its shell. Not that it would have mattered, the Cristatas had been nothing if not meticulously paranoid. Though self-destruction was hardly rare in this field; perhaps the other families had figured as much.
She looked to her bandaged hand for a moment, before taking out a small blade, strapped to her thigh. She tugged up the gauze and with a quick, decisive movement, slid the sharp end across a small section of the palm.
As a thin red line appeared, she placed her hand on the top of the cube, hoping the bandage wasn't obscuring too much. For several seconds, she stayed like that, waiting without moving even a millimeter.
Then she saw it: a thin, glowing line, horizontally running around the cube, but she remained still, until a soft 'pschh' sounded and a gust of air seemed to escape the cube.
Jay removed her hand, pulling the bandage back down to cover the cut. The cube seemed to split along the line, and the upper half slid up and then back, revealing a hollow compartment within. The edge of the top most object caught on the sliding top and was almost dragged with it, only to fall loose and glide down onto the table.
She picked it up, staring at the family smiling back at her. A happier time, drenched in syrupy nostalgia, emerged from the depths of her memories, but not without a bitter aftertaste. Still, she was not the right person to keep this, nor read the message scrawled on the back. She put it aside with a sigh and turned her attention to the rest of the contents.
Another picture was the first thing she saw. It had more people, different people, but still filled with familiarity and warmth...and melancholy. Now, this one, she had a right to keep. However, the true treasure was beneath it. She looked down at a pair of pill bottles, weighing down folded papers. She picked one up, praying that they were indeed what she was hoping for. The writing on the label was as crisp as is newly printed and the words held all the promise of her dearest wish.
It seemed she was now the one who was indebted to Celia for this little marvel.
She removed the rest of the papers, reading them carefully, as much for nostalgia as for the contents. Until she got to the last letter and was forced to pause. Yet another thing, never meant for her. She put it back, along with first picture and closed the box, pocketing the rest...except for the group photo.
For several minutes, she stared at it, taking in every last detail, occasionally running a finger over a specific face, here and there. Eventually, her reverie had to come to an end and she pulled out the lighter she had prepared and went to the bathroom sink.
There was a moment's hesitation, wishing in vain that someone would interrupt her, keep her from deleting this precious memory. And then she did what she was supposed to do, what she had been raised to do and above all, what she needed to do.
Even the most precious memories were no substitute for safety. But she had allowed herself to indulge, even if just for a little while.
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 42: He's 'Fine' (Smut)
Notes:
Well, so much for my breathing room. Things got crazy and I had to leave Japan very suddenly, throwing all my plans into disarray. Had to find a new place to live earlier than planned, get the kids into school and kindergarten AND write a bachelor project. But I've had some time to settle down and breathe, now. I wrote this one a few days ago, and I'm working on the next chapter, already.
Thank you all for your patience, I know it's been a long, LONG wait for this chapter, and I'll try my best to make the next one within a decent time frame.
And as always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter 42: He's 'Fine'
”No matter what happens, Jay cannot find out!” Kinn urged, his voice pitching slightly.
”I understand, Master Kinn.”
”Also, wait with telling father, at least until tomorrow.”
Chan hesitated, then sighed.
”Very well.”
They hung up and Chan pinched the bridge of his nose, quietly cursing to himself. He was assaulted by the image of Jay's furious expression back when she fought him to get to Porsche during the meeting of the Major and Minor family. A repeat of that scenario was the last thing any of them needed.
There was a beep and the door to the room opened. Jay came in, quietly closing it behind her. He watched her grimace as she let go of the handle and turned towards him.
”You overdid it again,” he noted.
She looked at her bandaged palms, then shrugged.
”I had some fine motor tasks to handle.”
He walked to her, grabbing a hand and examining the bandage. It was creased and the skin around it had pressure markings from the weave.
”No one will thank you for your suffering.” Chan pulled her to a pair of chairs and sat them both down.
”Shows what you know. I can think of a few people who'd be happy to see me in pain.”
”And when they're the ones taking care of your wounds, their opinions might mean something,” Chan grumbled as he began unwrapping. “Until then, consider this an order to take better care of your hands.”
”Yes, sir.”
The subdued response gave him pause and he looked at her face, eyebrows raised in a silent question.
”I can't get through to Porsche,” she admitted. “He's not picking up my calls, but the auctions over.”
Chan bend his head over his work again.
”I talked to Kinn. He's fine.”
”Then why isn't he answering?”
He took a moment to think through his answer, considering how much he could reasonably get past her without evoking suspicion. Which, when it came to Porsche, was pretty damn little.
”There was a situation, from what I understand.”
Her hands tensed and he could practically feel her body coil in preparation to move. He continued hurriedly.
”No one was hurt but Porsche's condition created problems.”
”His 'condition'? What happened? Did he get drunk again?” Jay moved to rise from her seat but Chan held onto her hands, forcing her back down.
”I'm not sure about the particulars but Kinn is handling it. Porsche is fine.”
”He's 'fine'? What happened to him?”
”Like I said-”
”No,” she interrupted, ripping her hands away, “I don't like this, I gotta talk to him.” She stood and walked towards the door.
”And say what? The last thing he needs is you barging in there and making things worse.”
”Worse than what?” she yelled, spinning to face him. “Something's wrong with him, and you're not telling me what it is!”
”Because the situation's under control,” Chan argued calmly, as he stood.
”Then it shouldn't be a problem to tell me what it's about!”
Chan held his hand out, moving slowly, as if not to scare her. Her gaze followed his every movement and her body remained tense.
”You know better than that. There's no one in the estate who doesn't know you'd do anything to protect Porsche. But we can't constantly cater to your status as his sister.”
He saw her jaw clench and noted the subtle change in her stance, as her eyes narrowed on him.
”He's your brother, but to me, he's an employee. A valued one, yes, but still, he's here to work. At some point, you have to leave handling him to someone else.”
Her hands clenched at her sides and conflicting emotions played over her face as her eyes darted between the door and Chan. He took a slow step forward, making sure it was visibly short and well outside of range of her.
”But if he gets hurt-”
”Then that's a risk that comes with the job. One you both knew of, well in advance.”
There was another change and Chan immediately tensed as he saw the switch on her face. Everything seemed to crystallize in his mind as he took stock of the situation. This was the time to step away, to put distance between them and order her to drop the matter. He knew she would obey, if reluctantly. He knew she would understand this was the end between them. It was the right thing to do as the head body guard of the family and as her superior.
His breath shuddered as their eyes met. She was at the precipice as well, he realized. If she left, it was the end. The distance between them was small, too small, but at the same time, they were standing on opposite sides of a canyon, waiting for the other to either take the leap or walk away.
His heart was pounding while the silence stretched between them; the tension was thick and loaded with what had not been said. Silent words hung between them, suspended in time.
He didn't know who moved first; the scene changed from one instant to the next, and he was on her, one hand on the back of her neck, the other wrapping around her body, his lips seeking hers as he threw them both against the door. She received him and parted her lips, letting him deepen the kiss immediately as her hands slid up to rest on either side of his head.
He explored her mouth, caressing her tongue with long, smooth strokes, drinking the sweet sighs he elicited. Her hands began moving towards his hair but he quickly stopped her, pulling away to gather her hands above her head in one firm grip, before returning to her salacious mouth, eager to plunder further.
Had kisses always been this delectable? He wanted to go deeper, to press her lips closer and posses them more fully. His free hand began working the buttons on her shirt, spurred on by the catch in her breath as he brushed her breast.
It took all his restraint not to rip her clothes off, but he wanted to go slow, build the temptation further. He could feel her wriggle against his hold and it filled him with a strong burst of desire and power. She was in his grip and he intended to keep her there.
His pants were becoming uncomfortably tight against his growing erection but the moment was too delicious not to enjoy.
He pulled away from her mouth and began planting kisses over her cheeks and jawline, occasionally nuzzling his nose against her soft skin. He finally undid the last button and graced her stomach with his fingertips. She gasped and he repeated the gesture before letting his hand run slowly up her torso.
Her breath quickened the further up he got, as he kissed and nipped at her throat, biting down hard where her neck and shoulder met. The loud moan she let out petered into a whimper as he began sucking on the skin.
His hand reach the edge of her bra and he began slowly running his fingers over the material, while still creeping upwards. She shivered under his touch and he made a noise of approval at her obvious reaction./p>
Instead of touching the hardened tips, he pulled his hand downwards again; she squirmed in protest, but he tightened his grip on her hands, pulling back to look at her. Frustration and exhilaration warred on her face as his fingers trailed a slow, lazy pattern across her skin.
She met his eyes and her fierceness shone through, pulling at him. He was struck by a raw power and at the same time, drunk on the feeling of having her in his grasp. Her eyes glazed over as he reached the edge of her pants, trailing alongside it, causing slight jolts of the muscles under her skin.
She let out a heavy breath and he carried on, mesmerized by the trembling of her lips, the deepening of her eyes as his fingers' slightest move caused tiny spasms of pleasure and anticipation.
His cock was hard, straining against the confines of his pants and he caught himself wondering how wet her pussy was. His fingers crept inside her pants, going lower as she began groaning and breathing faster. He felt the edge of her underwear and once again stuck along its edge, reveling in the heat he could feel from her and how powerless she was to him, in that moment.
”Chan...” she gasped. “Please.”
It nearly became his undoing. He was sorely tempted to take her in that moment and fuck her brains out, until she no longer had a voice with which to cry out his name. He leaned in, touching his lips to her ear.
”Please what, Jay?” He let his index finger slide over the underwear material, reaching where her lower lips would be and began gently stroking.
She moaned, leaning her head back against her arms.
”Please, fuck me.”
”I do love when you beg like this,” he rumbled, nuzzling his nose against the edge of her ear. “It makes you very...” he burrowed into her hair, breathing in her scent, “appetizing.” He punctuated his words by catching her earlobe with his teeth and pulling. Through it all, his hand touched and teased her sex, stroking over the fabric, which was quickly becoming soaked with her want.
He pulled his hand out, chuckling at her disapproving sound, then began unbuttoning her pants with deft movements. The pants slid down and her underwear soon followed, leaving her legs and pussy open to his searing gaze. Her shirt was open, exposing her bra and her hands were still held up by his hand. She looked at him, completely at his mercy.
Catching her eyes, he slowly began pulling out his belt strap. Her chest rose and fell fast as she gazed back, her eyes occasionally flickering to his other hand as it worked open his pants enough to pull out his aching member.
He stepped in close to her, his eyes never leaving hers. He finally released her hands and grabbed her by the hips before lifting her up against him. She immediately caught on, and her legs wrapped around his waist as her arms snaked around his neck. He quickly positioned himself before lowering her unto his cock, his mind almost blanking at the touch of her wet softness on him.
He slid inside her and she moaned, closing her eyes as he filled up her insides. Her heat made it hard to control himself, and he struggled to slow his pace as they began to move together.
Her desire had built up more than he had expected and she began to grind against him, fast and hard, making his thoughts scatter, as he was quickly forced to keep time with her, despite his initial plan on moving slowly. It didn't help that she felt so fucking amazing, wrapped around him, that all he could think about was wanting to penetrate her deeper and harder than she had ever been fucked before. He wanted to erase every other man who had ever entered her, leaving only his own mark inside her.
Her hands found their way under his shirt collar and her nails raked across his skin. The sensation was like rivers pouring molten lava inside his body and into his veins. He wanted her to dig deeper, not caring if she left scars, as long as they came from her.
Her mouth found his and he welcomed the kiss, letting it further stoke the fire burning inside. She was everything he could feel and think of, and all he wanted was to keep fucking her, until they both collapsed.
He shoved them both against the door, driving himself into her, as their tongues intertwined and danced with one another. He fucked her as hard as he could, wanting to go ever deeper and harder and she responded to his movements with equal vigor, grinding against his dick, every time he thrust; his blood sang with euphoria watching her total abandon as she fucked him just as fervently as he was fucking her.
She broke off the kiss when her moans became louder and he groaned along, as their crescendo built.
The pressure was increasing and he was struggling to maintain his control, as she fucked away the last of his rationality. They were primal, filled with nothing but an all-consuming need and every touch of her hands, her body, her divine skin and exquisite pussy demolished his barriers, leaving a glorious blazing wreckage of dizzying pleasure in its wake.
”Fuck, Chan! YES!”
Her cries plucked at him, stroke his innermost self. He clenched his teeth, increasing their speed and she seemed taken aback for a moment, before matching him.
He could tell she was nearing the edge and decided to hurl them both over it. He leaned in, biting down on her collarbone and she clung to him as his teeth wrenched a high-pitched scream from her, pain and pleasure mixed in unbearable ecstasy and her vagina tightened as he continued thrusting, making him quickly follow after with a deep, ferocious growl. The orgasm rocked through both their bodies and he clung to her, squeezing her tightly against his body even well after the last tremors subsided.
”What happened to me?”
It was the first and last question Porsche wanted to ask, but he could not postpone it forever. He had awoken in a room that was not his and Kinn had entered from the bathroom, wearing a bathrobe. Something had happened and it had been significant but he remembered nothing. He had tried to move and immediately felt a soreness from his ass that he could not begin to explain. He did not want to even try. Kinn, to his credit, had said nothing and just sat down at the end of the bed, leaving him to process the situation. The silence had stretched one for several minutes before he finally allowed himself to seek answers and ask the dreaded question. Even then, Kinn had hesitated in answering:
”You...were drugged.”
He had expected as much, but it still felt like a gut punch.
”They didn't do anything to you!” Kinn added in a hurry. “I got to you in time...” There was the sense he had more to say but stopped himself.
”Who did it? Who...” Porsche closed his eyes and took a deep breath before opening them again. “Who drugged me?”
”Arm and Pol are looking into them as we speak, “ Kinn said, trying to sound reassuring.
”But I don't have any enemies.”
There was a low, grim chuckle.
”You didn't before. Setting food on Theerapanyakun property is signing up for Theerapanyakun's enemies.”
Porsche wanted to argue but his mind was too foggy to come up with a coherent counter point.
”But why are they targeting me?” For a moment he thought Kinn would scoff and tell him he was not special. That the others had been targeted to the same extent. But the silent second after his question squashed his hopes.
”I wish I could tell you.”
It was all wrong, so wrong. He felt wrong, he felt wronged. It was not his fight, for fuck's sake! Why was he the one to wake up, not remembering anything? Why did he have to feel so...so dirty, on the inside? It was like his soul was...slimy.
He burrowed beneath the blanket, wanting to hide from the world, from Kinn, from himself. There was an ugliness inside him; something which wasn't there before and now it was and he just wanted it to go away.
”Are you okay?”
He almost wanted to burst out laughing. What the hell kind of a question was that? No, he was not fucking okay, he was hurting, but he only had a vague recollection as to why. He was too scared to remember what had happened to him, too scared to think about it, and this asshole was asking if he was okay?
”Porsch-”
”Leave me alone!” he snapped. Porsche could not handle this. Not with Kinn there, seeing him like that.
The stunned silence only lasted a few seconds.
”Take a day or two off,” Kinn finally muttered. “Go wash up, get some rest.” His voice was gaining confidence and fell into its usual authoritative tone. “I'll let Jay know you're driving with me. Your body is in no condition for the sky-zips.”
Porsche was too tired to argue and he knew Kinn was right, much as he hated it. He hated the idea of a car ride with Kinn, yet he was relieved not to talk to Jay, or to put on the harness. And somehow, that made it feel all the more shameful.
He felt Kinn rise from the bed and heard the footsteps retreat from the room. The click of the door felt like a sigh of relief into the room. In his solitude, he could better deal with his situation, at least the physical aspect. With difficulty, he sat up in the bed, every movement sending waves of pain through his lower body. He finally managed to position himself against the headboard.
Porsche missed his mom.
The thought was so sudden and intense, he let out a dry sob at the realization. He was a grown man, he hung out with mafia bosses and got shot at, yet in that moment, he would have traded anything for having his mother give him a hug and tell him it was all a bad dream, while she patted his head until he fell back asleep.
But he was alone in a strange room, with pain as a constant reminder of how real everything was. He stood from the bed and went to the bathroom. The shower's temperature setting was high-end and the near-scalding water soon poured over his body. But it didn't feel hot enough. It could not wash away the sick, black mold inside him.
Under the relentless beating of the droplets, one thought crystallized and shattered him at the same time: He would never feel clean, again.
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 43: Conversation, Contemplation...and Conspiracy
Notes:
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Chapter 43: Conversation, Contemplation...and Conspiracy
”Papa?” Kim called, glancing around.
The area seemed empty, but his father had a skill for sneaking up on people. He called out again, as he entered the lounge Korn usually occupied. The dark wooden panels lining the walls gave the room a private, secretive vibe. It was a room made for quiet conversation, contemplation...and conspiracy.
Upon ensuring the room was empty, he quickly set down the tray of snacks he had brought as an excuse and began checking every drawer in the room, finding them all locked tight, much to his frustration.
He glanced around, considering his next move; his father was cautious, but he was not the kind of person to carry around a pile of keys, nor would he have carelessly left them somewhere for someone else to find.
The cuckoo clock on the wall caught his gaze and he paused. The pendulum hung still beneath it; thinking back, he could not recall ever seeing it swing. The time was off, too. His father was meticulous to a fault, he would never leave a broken clock hanging, just for show.
Keeping an ear towards the open door, he approached the clock. He grabbed the metallic pendulum, pulling it to one side. A sliding sound alerted him to the drawer popping out behind him. He turned to see a well-organized assortment of boxes, document and a black, leather bound notebook. A cursory investigation showed nothing of note among the other items. He opened the book and it fell open to reveal another booklet, one with two red hand prints on the cardboard cover. They were small, clearly those of two children, one notably bigger than the other. He might have guessed Khun and Kinn, but the difference was too great.
”Master Kinn has turned off his phone. Pete reported he left after us, but I have not been able to contact him, myself.”
The voice of the head body guard alerted Kim and he quickly closed the book, put it back and closed the drawer, before picking up the tray he had brought.
”Tell him to meet me the second he comes back,” his father said, his steps entering the lounge.
”Yes sir.”
Korn appeared and saw Kim stand with the tray of fried dough and his face broke into a huge grin.
”Well, well. I guess I should be watching for rain, today.”
”I had some things to take care of, so I thought I would stop by,” Kim explained as he put the tray down again. “Decided to drop by your favorite place on the way.”
”What sort of things?” Korn asked as he sat down.
Kim followed his example, affecting a casual demeanor. Korn would not be fooled by outright lies, but one could bend the truth a bit and get away with it he had found as he got older.
”I was wondering why you assigned Big to me? He's always been fused to Kinn's side.”
”He was injured. I needed to give him something else to do while he heals.”
”So, who's watching Kinn?”
”I hired someone new,” Korn explained, smoothly.
”Ex-cop? Former military? Mercenary down on his luck?” Those were the usual hiring pools. Kim wanted to figure out whether Korn would be honest.
”A bartender, as a matter of fact,” his father chuckled. “But a skilled one, make no mistake.”
”That's weird,” Kim noted. “You're always super cautious about who you hire. Short of raising them yourself, you have a whole checklist of qualifications before you'll even consider them.”
Korn furrowed his brow, still smiling but a tension had crept in.
”It's not like you to be so interested in family dealings.”
Kim shrugged, feeling he was nearing the end of what he could reasonably poke at.
”I'm just curious about your thought-process behind the choice.” He stood from his seat. “Anyways, I gotta split.”
Genuine disappointment settled on his father's features.
”You're not gonna eat with me?”
Kim just waved and left the room. Talking to his father was about as useful as he had expected. The old man never revealed a single card, unless he was sure it would benefit himself.
He was halfway though the main house, when he noted a woman walking towards him. Her features seemed vaguely familiar, but he struggled to put a name to her. She saw him and froze, her eyes widening.
Kim glanced around, looking to see if anyone else might be the cause of her reaction but the two of them were alone in the hallway. He turned back and was shocked to find the woman's eyes welling up.
”Kimmie?” she breathed and he flinched.
”What did you call me?”
”I-” She seemed to shake out of whatever state she was lost in, blinking rapidly, as if trying to retract the tears threatening to spill down her cheeks, then cleared her throat. “I mean, you must be Master Kim. I am one of the new bodyguards, Jay.” She gestured to herself and he noted the bandages on her hand before she hid them and averted her eyes by making a small bow. “I apologize for that display.”
Kim wanted to press the issue, but at the same time, he could not get past the disturbed feeling this stranger was giving him. He was too unsettled to do anything but nod, before rushing past her.
No one had called him 'Kimmie', not ever. People had tried acting chummy with him before, but it was easy to ignore. For some reason, this was not like those times.
He had thought the new bodyguards were involved with his father in a way wholly separate from himself. Now, he was no longer so sure.
The drive back to the estate was unbearable. Kinn kept sneaking glances at Porsche, who stared resolutely out the window; Kinn had offered to drive and Porsche had not protested, but other than that, there had been no words exchanged between them.
What was there to say? Sorry I took advantage and-... Kinn could not even bring himself to finish the thought, how could he even begin to say the words? Would Porsche even want to hear them?
Turning into the driveway to the estate, he was praying that this was not the last time they would be together in the same space. And yet...his mouth would not open to say the words he should be saying, to beg Porsche's forgiveness.
He let the car come to a halt and got out, too uncomfortable to stay any longer. Porsche opened the door and stepped out, his back resolutely turned to Kinn, the entire time. He began walking away and Kinn felt a sense of dread set in.
”If you need it...take some more time off. Maybe the week?”
Porsche halted. It was lame, Kinn knew, just about the lamest thing he could have said, short of asking for another go. He felt his face darken in shame but Porsche never turned around.
”I'm not that weak,” he simply said and continued walking.
Kinn stared after him, his hands clenching and unclenching.
”Master Kinn,” Chan's voice said, causing him to turn around to see the head bodyguard in the entrance. “He wants to see you.”
There was no postponing it any longer. Kinn followed Chan up to the terrace, where his father was sitting, his chess board set up on the low patio table.
”Have a seat,” Korn said, his tone neutral, though Kinn was familiar enough to recognize the undercurrent of disapproval.
He glanced towards Chan, whose expression was as impassive as ever, then sat down.
”It has been a while since we did this,” his father noted, glancing over the pieces.
”Are Chan and Jay not enough anymore? You're already bored playing with them?”
”Playing is what kids do,” Korn warned, his tone darkening. “What adults do is war.” He met Kinn's gaze and held it, his expression austere.
Kinn broke eye contact, nodding his acquiescence. His father seemed to accept the response and began the game.
”I hear the auction went well.”
”Well enough.”
Korn breathed deeply.
”It's a relief to hear things are working out as they should. And that you're not letting yourself get distracted.”
”For the most part,” Kinn replied, vaguely.
”Is that so?”
And there it was. His father knew and lying would only delay the inevitable.
”Porsche was kidnapped and drugged. I dragged him into this, I owe him to at least try and protect him.”
”And you would have done the same, if it were Big?”
”I-” Kinn faltered.
Korn looked at him, his eyes knowing.
”You have many people working for you, not just Porsche.” he reminded Kinn. He nodded towards Chan who had approached behind them.
”Arm checked the footage. Porsche was drugged due to his own carelessness. He received a drink from the bartender,” the bodyguard reported.
Images flashed through Kinn's mind of Porsche looking at him, questioningly and back to a drink on the bar. The salute with the champagne flute in his hand. Only now, far too late, did it occur to him: Porsche hadn't ordered the drink, he thought it had come from Kinn. And Kinn...had he been...encouraging Porsche to drink the drugged water?
”No, father, you don't under-”
”If your people knew you abandoned work to sleep with the guy who was clumsy enough to get himself drugged, do you think they would continue following you without question?”
Kinn's thoughts were racing as he tried to come up with an explanation to satisfy his father but his mind was filled with guilt and regret. He knew he could not afford to have a favorite, nor to be vulnerable at such a crucial time.
”You think I should punish him.” It wasn't a question. But it also wasn't fair. “I pressured him to join our people, and now I'm punishing him for something that's my fault.”
Korn hesitated for a moment, then moved his queen, trapping Kinn's king on the board.
”Checkmate,” his father said, ominously. “When you're at war, you have to see the bigger picture, Kinn.” Another searing look passed between them. “You can't let one piece confuse you enough to cost you all the others.”
Kinn felt his chest seize and anticipated his father's next words.
”We both know how that plays out.”
”I am not the same person as back then!” he quickly declared. “I won't make the same mistake.”
Korn sighed, closing his eyes for a moment.
”This is not just about punishment, son. By playing favorites, you create a target for your people at which to direct their frustrations.”
The words had an impact and Kinn knew he had fucked up. Things were already tense among the bodyguards after Porsche and Jay joined. He had been blind not to take it seriously before.
”I'll do what needs to be done,” he told his father, confidently.
Whatever Korn sensed in his words seemed to be enough because he smiled and the atmosphere lightened noticeably.
”I know you will. Let's reset the board.”
”You're still alive?” Khun asked as Kim walked past him.
His older brother was tossing food into the koi pond, not even looking towards him. The cicadas were filling the night air and a warm breeze rustled through the trees in the garden.
”So it would seem,” Kim mused looking up at the sky. I had missed the night view from the estate. “I was in the neighborhood and thought I'd check on Papa.”
Khun turned his head, shooting a smug look at Kim.
”Who on Earth said I was talking to you? I'm talking to the fish! They've already been through one assassination, you know!”
Kim chuckled to himself, allowing himself a moment of brotherly affection.
”Who died?”
”Elizabeth and Sebastian. My two favorites!”
Kim nodded, trying to look appropriately sad about the deaths of two fish he had never seen, nor bothered to know about.
”My condolences. Well, I'm off.”
”Hey!” Khun protested. “You should ask who killed them, you know?”
Kim sighed.
”Alright, then. Who?”
”It was that new bodyguard, Porsche,” Khun complained. “He peed into the pond and murdered my babies!”
Kim suppressed the urge to laugh.
”Right, I heard about the newcomers. Guess you don't like them that much?”
”Eh, they're fine. Just a couple of weirdos, quite frankly.”
Tankhun's definition of weird was to be taken in a heap of context, so Kim could not really glean much from that.
”Sure.”
”And you?”
”What about me,” Kim asked.
”Are you here just for a social visit? Or are you,” he paused dramatically while giving and exaggerated look around them, then leaned in conspiratorially, “spying?”
Tankhun's dichotomy was always a source of confusion. While it was hard to get something sensible from him, there were moments, when he caught on far quicker than one would think possible.
”Does it matter?” Kim asked, trying to distract his brother.
”It does if you found something. I wanna know.”
Kim stayed quiet, observing Khun as he tried, in turn, to read his expression for an answer. Eventually, his older brother broke eye contact, returning his attention to the pond.
”Once a nosy person, always a nosy person. She always said you could get into anything, remember?”
”Who said that?” Kim asked, his brow furrowed.
”I don't remember,” Khun said, seeming slightly flustered by the realization. “But you are nosy, you know. Nosy, nosy, nosy!”
”Great, thanks,” Kim sighed and turned away again.
”Hey, wait!”
He could feel his patience wearing thin but stopped and turned back.
”Yes?”
”You're not even gonna spend the night with your family?”
”Do I ever?”
Khun opened his mouth, then paused and closed it again.
”Well...no.” He sighed in defeat. “Fine, be that way. I'm outta here.” He turned his attention to the pond, his voice turning high-pitched and melodious. “Goodnight, my little babies! Dada's turning in, so you have sweet dreams, okay?”
After tossing a last pinch of fish food in the water, he shot Kim a smirk and turned on his heal, leaving the garden.
Kim waited until Khun was gone, before releasing his breath. He loved his older brother, but the guy was often more erratic than three raccoons in a long coat. And as it turned out, he had learned nothing new.
He pulled out his phone and found Chay's number. There was a moment of hesitation before he hit the dial button.
It rang for a while, until a frantic voice answered.
”Hell- hi, hello?”
Kim smiled.
”Chay?”
”Yes, yeah, that's me!”
”Good to know,” he chuckled.
”Right, sorry, um... What's up?” Chay's voice had lowered as if he was trying to affect a cooler demeanor.
”I was just wondering...” Kim left the sentence hanging. He could hear Chay hold his breath and his smile widened. “Are you still looking for a guitar tutor?”
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 44: Cristata Blood on Cristata Hands
Notes:
As always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter Text
Chapter 44: Cristata Blood on Cristata Hands
”What if he doesn't show up?” Ken asked, though mostly as a way to break the silence. He genuinely could not care less about that piss-ant. He was just happy Porsche was finally facing consequences.
”Then we track him down and drag him here,” Big replied, a slight note of anticipation in his voice. “Though it seems like that won't be an issue.” He nodded towards the end of the gym where Porsche had just entered, striding towards them with purpose.
He came to a stop in front of them, and though his stance was relaxed, it was devoid of his usual haughtiness, Ken noticed.
”Why did you call me here?”
If Big noticed the different demeanor, he made no show of it, instead gesturing with his head towards the blue floor.
”It's punishment time. Shirt off and on the floor.”
”Why?”
Big's smirk turned sadistic and Ken could not keep from sporting his own sardonic grin.
”You're gonna crawl back and forth on your stomach. One-hundred times in each direction.”
Porsche sighed, shifting his weight to the other foot. Giving them both a look of exasperation. His disbelief was almost funny, Ken thought.
”Are you insane? Why would I do something that stupid?”
”Come on, you can't be this fucking dumb, bro,” Ken snapped. “You were drunk, while on duty. You could have caused a major incident with the other families and you ended up needing your boss to babysit you.” He tapped his head. “You remember your boss, Master Kinn, right? The guy, whose life you're supposed to protect? Yet, every time we look away, you get into some bullshit situation that he has to get you out of.” He shook his head, gesturing to the floor. ”Compared to that, do you really think this punishment is too harsh?”
For a second, it seemed like Porsche was about to give in, but then something flashed across his face and his resolve evidently hardened.
”I was drugged, not drunk! It's different.“
”Yeah, keep telling yourself that, asshole.”
Porsche's expression darkened.
”Since when do you have the right to give orders to me? Bitch-Boy?”
The last of Ken's patience vanished in an instant, and he grabbed Porsche by the vest, his jaw clenching.
”Enough!”
The sharp command made Ken snap out of it and he let go, stepping back from Porsche expecting that piss-ant to have a triumphant smile plastered on his stupid face.
However, if anything, Porsche looked even more uncomfortable at the sight of Kinn, who walked up to them with a severe expression and authoritative gait. The latter looked at Porsche, his face remaining stony.
”It was me who gave the order.”
Porsche's face fell but he did not seem surprised, just defeated. Regardless, misery was misery, so Ken was not complaining.
”When you're on duty,” Kinn said, his voice carrying in the mostly empty gym, “you must be aware of everything, all the time. Allowing yourself to be complacent can cost lives.” He looked at Porsche, holding his gaze. It seemed to rile the latter up.
”If it was my fault, I would gladly admit-”
”As well you should,” Kinn cut him off. “When you fail at your duty, you must face the consequences.” He glanced at Big and Ken. “No exceptions.” He turned and left the gym.
Ken was positively giddy with glee at Porsche's misfortune. It was hard to put into words how badly he had wished for the punk to finally face a bit of adversity, compared to the bullshit that pair had pulled, during their time here.
More than once, he imagined how it would be to see Jay go through the same treatment; she could stand to be taken down a peg or two, as well, though he could not imagine it would happen anytime soon. Unfortunately, she had an impeccable record while on duty. And she had Chan backing her up. Without his support, there was no chance of disciplining her, unless she got someone killed or worse.
He ground his teeth and joined Big in mocking Porsche's struggle.
”Come on, loser, are you tired already? I thought you were the chosen one!”
Porsche never spoke, simply pushing through his punishment, which just made it all the more frustrating. Ken was soon nudging with his feet, harder than he needed, eager to elicit a reaction from the man on the floor.
”You always have such a smart mouth, what happened to it?” Big asked, laughing. “Cat got your tongue? Or did you lose it up Kinn's asshole?”
It did not matter what topic they chose, Porsche carried on. It would have been admirable if it wasn't pissing them off so much.
”Kinn-” Jay started but Kinn quickly cut her off.
”Not today, Jay. I have enough on my plate.” He was avoiding dealing with her for as long as possible. If she knew her brother was currently being punished he would never hear the end of it.
”Your guest is here,” she told him.
”My what?”
She nodded towards the closed door to his quarters, though her eyes remained trained on him. He entered, leaving Jay outside as he wound his way into the room.
Pim was sitting on the sofa, wearing nothing but a bathrobe and a sultry smile.
”Did you miss me?”
Kinn looked at him, stumped. The usual surge of sexual appetite no longer coursed through him and he was instead left feeling numb at the sight of his long-time lover.
”Why are you here? I didn't call for you?”
”Since when does that matter?” Pim asked with one arched, perfectly groomed eyebrow.
Kinn opened his mouth, then paused. Pim had never needed an explicit invitation. In fact, Kinn had always appreciated the actor's spontaneity, after a long day. Of course, that was before he had tasted someone even more exquisite...and thoroughly ruined any and every chance with that person.
”Go home, Pim.” He could not focus on someone else today, especially not someone so utterly different from-
He bit the inside of his cheek to stop the thought in its tracks. There were enough issues to deal with without adding Porsche into the mix. Turning away from Pim, he noticed a familiar object on the large table.
”How did you get this?” he asked Pim, as he approached the blue cube. It had been notorious at the meets and now it was here, despite Kinn never bidding on it.
”That was here when I came;” Pim answered, his tone clipped. “I suggest you talk to your people about it.”
A small white envelope was propped up on top of the cube with the name 'Anakinn' written in plain, simple letters. Kinn began reaching for it, then hesitated before turning towards Pim.
”Go get dressed,” he told him, his voice not as harsh as before. “I'll have Jay drive you home.”
”Seriously, Kinn? You know, just because you're above me in the social hierarchy doesn't mean you can treat me like trash!”
”Then stop coming.”
Pim's eyes widened and for a long time he said nothing. Then he rose and left for the bathroom. Kinn called Jay in.
”Do you know how this got here?” he asked, pointing at the cube.
”I can ask Arm to check the security footage, but no, I didn't see anyone besides Pim enter your room,” she answered.
There was no change in her expression, her eyes never flickered, he noticed no fidgeting or unease and her response was clear and even as always. He nodded.
”Ask Big to take over, I want you to drive Pim home first, then talk to Arm,” he instructed.
Jay nodded her head and left the room and Kinn's attention went back to the cube. It was not like the thought of getting his hands on it had never occurred to him, it was a legacy from his mother's family, after all. But after the rumors of its invulnerability had spread, the thing had been deemed impenetrable, so it had seemed pointless, even as its desirability had plummeted.
Though he was itching to read the letter, he remained patient, only touching the envelope, once Pim had left his quarters and he was sure he was alone. He picked it up, noting nothing strange about the paper or the lettering. With trembling hands, he pulled out the paper inside and unfolded it, clueless as to what might be written inside. The writing on the note was the same as the front and the message was short:
Cristata Blood on Cristata Hands
He looked at the message and back on the cube, unsure what to make of it. It seemed ominous, more like a threat than anything. For several minutes, he was unsure what to do, whether to take the note at face value. He considered alerting someone, but at the same time, this was an unexpected opportunity and he could not imagine simply letting it slip by.
After what felt like an eternity, he finally took out a sharp letter opener, slicing it across his palm. The blood spread on his skin for a moment, before he placed it on the cube, wondering if he had just made a fool of himself.
The seconds ticked by and Kinn's inner embarrassment deepened, making him grateful for the solitude. Then he saw it: the blood, eking out the side of his hands seemed to be absorbed by the blue metal. He froze in place, unsure whether to keep his hand on or snatch it away.
Soft, golden light caught his eyes and he noticed the line running along the vertical surfaces. He pulled his hand away, taking out a handkerchief as he observed the cube. While pressing the cloth against the wound, he saw the cube open and the top compartment slide back, revealing its contents.
Smiling faces were peeking out and his breath caught. With trembling hands he pulled out the picture, feeling a lump form in the back of his throat. Khun was grinning, his smile missing a few teeth in front. He was every bit the picture of a rambunctious child, only reaching the chest of the adult woman behind him, holding a baby and smiling contently at the camera. And next to her, a man, very familiar to Kinn, seeming just as happy as his companion, placing a warm arm around her shoulders. Korn's other hand was placed on the shoulders of a boy, slightly younger than Khun, with both arms in the air, his face filled with joy.
When was the last time Kinn had seen his mother? The warm smile and loving embrace as she held the tiny Kim in her arms, it was all so very familiar and yet so very painful to his eyes. Tears were gathering and he sniffed once, to keep them at bay.
He turned the picture over to find a short message.
Crescenda Park, [Date], Korn, Ana, Tankhun, Anakinn, Kimhainn
My loves, my family, my life.
His resistance faded and the tears came, running down his cheeks silently, as he once again stared at the people. Eventually, he put it aside and looked back in the box to find another piece of paper, folded neatly to fit in the box. He pulled it out and unfolded it to find a letter written in neat, flowing script:
Dearest Khun, Kinn and Kim.
If you're reading this, then I am no longer there to tell you these words in person. I don't know what has happened, but know that no power on Earth could ever make me give you up, willingly. If I cannot watch you grow into the amazing people I know you will become, I must contend myself with leaving this behind in my place.
Khun, my happy and brave warrior. As the oldest, I know you will go far and you will be a most amazing heir to the family. I trust you will bring great change and never lose that courage which makes you such a bright point in a world, so often dark and scary. Never lose your smile, my love.
Kinn, my serious, thoughtful poet. There was a time I was worried you would never make friends, but over time, I came to discover the fierce loyalty, hidden beneath your quiet exterior. I can leave this world happy, knowing you will always protect your brothers and keep them on the right path. My dearest boy, never lose your sense of justice.
And to Kim, my darling little angel. I may never truly know who you will grow up to be, but you have all the potential in the world. And through it all, you have your family by your side. Never forget your roots and know that we're always here beside you, to encourage and protect you and your dreams. Whatever you wish to do and whomever you wish to be, you can achieve anything. Never forget your family and our love for you.
I love you all, more than words can express. Be there for each other and trust in one another. You are the best parts of myself and your father, never forget we love you!
Yours always, Mom
A strangled sob escaped Kinn as he read the letter, again and again, trying to commit his mother's message to memory. When had this been written? Her death had been sudden, so how had she known to write this? He thought it over and realized that life among the Families had never been peaceful, so maybe she had taken precautions due to the constant hostile nature of Crescenda's criminal underground.
For a long time, all he did was read the letter, pouring over every word and its potential meaning. Then, he finally put both picture and letter back. With the slightest push, the top compartment slid back in place and the opening disappeared with the same golden light as when opening. When it was nothing more than a cube again, Kinn picked it up and walked to the far wall, where he slid a painting aside, revealing a small safe. He stashed the box, suddenly feeling much less anger towards whomever had placed it in his room.
Porsche kept the lights off in their quarters. He entered the bathroom, trying his best not to move in ways which would aggravate the burns on his torso. He kept his gaze down, unwilling to face his own reflection, scared of what might be looking back at him.
Leaning heavily on the counter, he took several deep breaths, trying to dispel the frustrating itch inside. When it persisted he slammed his fist on the marble counter top, a part of him relishing feeling something other than the pain brought on by other people, by Kinn.
In the silence and the half-darkness, the pain of his 'punishment' became more pronounced. He lifted his head, wanting to examine the injuries on himself. The angry red marks covered his chest and stomach. Bruises and abrasions of the skin dotted his body, creating a macabre canvas.
Porsche leaned his head back, letting out a slight groan as the movement pulled at his tender skin. He quickly lowered it again, catching his eyes in the mirror. And suddenly, he had switched place with the person he saw and was instead looking into a luxurious bathroom, inhabited by two people, heavily involved with one another.
Even as he observed, he remembered the feel of Kinn's skin against his own, the way Kinn's hands had trailed blazing paths over his body. And yet, he was distinctly aware that the person looking like him, engaging Kinn in his every move, was not truly Porsche, but an impostor, one who acted without his wish. Sharing memories with this...fake... It was more than he could bear.
Smoke filled his lungs, soothing his nerves. He did not even recall lighting the cigarette. The lighter was still in his hand and his fingers kept idly lighting it, the bright flame drawing in his gaze, burning in the dim lighting, close to his face, yet the heat never reached him, the light did nothing to ward off the shadows encroaching on his mind.
He tried to focus all his attention on the flame, purging all other thoughts from his mind, yet he could not keep the images at bay. They haunted him, playing on repeat. He was stuck with the sick feeling and it was killing him inside. He cried out in despair, letting the tears roll down his face as he tried to tell himself it had not really been him. Someone else was the victim but not Porsche. He was suave, cocky and in control, not someone's bitch.
After a while, he found solace in staring down at the floor tiles, letting his eyes follow their patterns, only concentrating on the next edge or cross.
”Porsche?”
He imagined water running along the groves, building its own pattern in the floor. Droplets flowing every day for years, digging further and further down.
”Hey, Porsche?”
Would they eventually drip down to the floor below? Maybe bathrooms were arranged atop of one another? So the water would start all over again, digging into the groves.
”Porsche!”
He looked up to find Pete staring at him in concern.
”Are you okay?”
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 45: Mr. Potty-Mouth
Notes:
As always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter 45: Mr. Potty-Mouth
Porsche stared at Pete. Was his roommate blind? No, he was not fucking okay! He kept quiet, putting out the cigarette with more force than necessary against the marble counter top.
”Hey...” Pete coaxed gently. “I know it seems wrong. But Kinn can't just ignore how other people are talking about this. The rumors have been spreading for a while, you know.” He leaned back against the wall, folding his arms over his chest. “My first time was awful, too.”
Porsche stilled then looked at Pete.
”You? You mean...?”
Pete nodded gravely.
”Tankhun did it to me. I never expected that from him, but...” His voice trailed off and he averted his gaze.
Porsche was stunned, unsure what to make of this information.
”That's...fucked up,” he breathed, his insides shaking with indignation and disbelief. “That they would even think they could just...”
”I couldn't walk properly for a week,” Pete explained, giving a pained smile. “But it does get better. It gets easier.”
Porsche froze, staring at Pete. Was he serious?
”What gets easier?”
Pete cried out in shock as Jay appeared in the doorway, as if from nowhere.
”You definitely didn't knock, this time!” Porsche accused, focused on getting the attention off their conversation.
”Sure I did.”
”I'm pretty sure you didn't,” Pete countered, his gaze looking from her to Porsche and back again.
”Look, we can talk all day about whether or not I knocked before entering, just like we could discuss when Porsche gave a police officer your name, after getting pulled over, but surely that's not the main topic, right?”
Pete's brow furrowed.
”I guess no- Wait, what?” He stared at Porsche, who was suddenly very interested in the pattern (or lack thereof) on the walls. “You're the reason I got that stupid fine?”
”It wasn't on purpose!” Porsche protested, “I usually say my name is Big or Ken-doll,” he explained.
”Nice,” Jay noted with a smirk.
”But I had just written you a text, and your name just kinda...popped out.”
”Are you kidding me? I thought someone was pranking me, so I didn't pay! Now, I have to sort that bullshit out with the city!”
”I'll pay you back, I swear!” Porsche tried to amend.
”So, what were you guys talking about?” Jay asked again, and Porsche was suddenly very aware that he had been bamboozled, yet again.
”Punishments. Porsche just got his first one, and I was telling him about the time when Tankhun had me doing air squats for several days, nonstop.”
Porsche stared at Pete, never having heard him lie so convincingly. A glance at his expression told that he was being honest and Porsche felt his heart sink.
”My legs were so sore, they wouldn't work right for days.” Pete relayed with a goofy smile.
”What did you get punished for?” Jay asked, her eyes intently focused on Porsche, who avoided meeting them.
”It doesn't matter,” he replied, sullenly.
”Porshce-”
”Jay,” he cut her off, “this once...” He met her eyes, hoping she would just listen and not pry. “Please just leave it, this one time.”
No one said anything for several seconds. Pete's eyes kept flying from one to the other, while Jay and Porsche looked at each other, their silence filled with a quiet struggle. Eventually, Jay looked away, right before her phone went off. She picked it up and sighed.
”Looks like Pim's finally done getting dressed, I'll talk to you later, okay?” she said, directed at Porsche, who had stiffened.
”Pim was here?”
”Did he have a visit scheduled?” Pete wondered.
”How would I know? I'm just his chauffeur,” Jay grumbled before leaving.
Porsche felt immediate relief as she went, then guilt. Jay had never given him a reason to keep secrets, but he could not bring himself to tell her. And after knowing about the misunderstanding, he could no longer bring himself to tell Pete, either.
”Right, I came here because Tankhun wants you to come party at Yok's. He says no one parties like you, but truth be told, I think he's angling at getting his hands on the spare harness.” Pete nudged his leg with one foot. “So...what do you say?”
”You're the first woman I've ever seen working for the Theerapanyakuns as a bodyguard,” Pim noted, his attention mostly focused on staring out the window, with an obvious pout. “Who did you suck off to get that position?”
Jay rolled her eyes, trying to keep her mind on the road. Pim seemed to take issue with her indifference, and sat up straighter, in the backseat.
”You know they don't actually care about you? You're just bullet fodder.” He smirked. “At least, I don't have to put my life on the line to earn my pay.”
What was it with these people and throwing tantrums whenever sex was involved? Whether they got any or none, they seemed incapable of handling it without turning into over-sized toddlers.
”Are you really gonna keep ignoring me?” Pim asked with a scoff. “You know I'm gonna tell Kinn about this, don't you?”
”Go ahead.”
”Aren't you people, like, contractually obligated to do whatever the family wants? Including treating their guests properly?”
Jay sighed for what felt like the 100th time on the world's longest car ride, with a petulant celebrity.
”We're obligated to protect the family and follow direct orders, as long as they don't conflict with our contract. Everything else is up for our own interpretation,” she explained with strained patience. “As long as I don't cause you any harm, I won't get fired. Though I can offer to jangle some keys in front of you, if you're truly starved for entertainment.”
”Bitch,” he muttered, before turning towards the window again.
”Well, mr. Potty-Mouth, now you won't get to enjoy those keys until you apologize and mean it,” she replied, evenly.
He slammed his hands on the leather seats.
”That's it! Drop me off, here!” he snapped.
”Alright, but unlike your parents, I won't be waiting around to corner, to teach you a lesson.”
”Stop the fucking car!” He was glaring at her in the rear view mirror, and she calmly pulled up to the sidewalk.
”Have a nice day, sweetie!” she called after him as he exited, earning a loud slamming of the car door in return.
She would have found it amusing if she wasn't so annoyed. She leaned back in her seat, taking a moment to collect herself. She followed Pim's figure as he walked away, before entering a low building with large windows, the yellow light from inside spilling out onto the sidewalk. She glanced up to see 'Corterra's' scrawled across the awning and her mind stopped for a second as she tried to remember why the name seemed familiar.
After a couple of minutes, she gave up, instead turning her thoughts to the situation at the mansion. She was being stonewalled, that much was obvious, but she was unclear on the why of it all. It had to do with Porsche, but that part was not hard to guess, however, she struggled to get any answers from anyone. Kinn rebuffed every attempt at talking, Korn was constantly unavailable, Pete, Arm, Pol and Khun knew about as much as she did and Chan... Well, Chan was not making any secret out of keeping her in the dark, which was simultaneously refreshingly honest and horribly frustrating.
At this point, she either had to wait for Porsche to open up, which would be preferable, but something was nagging at her about this incident and she did not like being deliberately kept out of the loop. She might have to ask the tweedles, as distasteful as she found the notion.
She had the very distinct feeling that the people she had fought so hard for was heading towards a point of no return; the Families were not the kind of environment you escaped whenever you felt like it. Porsche could fool himself into believing that he was the only one being tainted by their crooked world, but this would reach Chay, eventually.
Jay had been struggling with the thought for days, already. Things were coming to a head and she needed a plan, something to stick to, when shit hit the fan.
The restaurant was seeing a lot of business, it seemed, with people trickling into the building in a steady stream. Curiosity got the better of Jay and she stepped out, wondering what kind of menu could attract so many people.
As she got close enough to peek through the large windows, she froze, her heart jumping as she stared at Pim and a familiar figure, seeming deep in a private discussion. Her mind raced, as the name Corterra finally clicked into place in her memories: Jamie Corterra, married to the cousin of Don Savelli's favorite niece, and one of the main buyers of the stocks from the Theerapanyakun's casinos.
And in the diner with ties to the Savelli's, Pim was having dinner with Landon, head of security for the Brighton family.
Entering Kinn's quarters felt like walking into the yawning maw of a monster, ready to swallow him. Porsche had run at least a hundred scenarios of his next time meeting his boss, but none of them came to mind at that moment. Would that he had simply gone and asked for forgiveness, instead of begging the person who hurt him to allow him to leave. But he was here for the foreseeable future; he had to find a way to manage this dynamic.
Kinn was sitting at his large wooden table with a tumbler and a bottle for company, the latter of which was already half-empty. Porsche took some small comfort in imagining it was he who had caused the mafioso to look so deep into his cups. At least pretending as much could make the next few minutes bearable.
He cleared his throat, but Kinn never even bothered glancing at him. It should not have come as a surprise, but it did irk him. Porsche was the wronged party, yet he was still treated like a nuisance, not worthy of being acknowledged. He took a deep breath to cool the rising anger inside.
”Khu- Master Khun has requested I accompany him to a party at Yok's.”
Kinn emptied his glass, before speaking, almost as if he had not heard.
”And?”
Porsche gritted his teeth, trying to keep his voice even.
”I thought I should run it by you,” he explained, his composure straining under Kinn's indifference. “If you tell me not to, I won't go.”
It was meant to be an opening. A way for Kinn to respond in a manner which showed he cared or at least understood the lengths Porsche was going to to move forward.
Kinn finally looked at him and Porsche almost wish he had not. The impenetrable, cold depths of his gaze held no warmth, not even a hint of affection or respect. Loneliness struck Porsche with all the force of a bullet, as he stood, locked into those dark eyes, which seemed just as satisfied to plunge him into the abyss as to leave him there on his own.
”Is that all?” The cold edge in the words slashed at him harder than if Kinn had simply slapped his face.
For a moment, Porsche stared, dumbfounded. Kinn turned his attention away again, his demeanor bored.
”In the future, don't bother me with such trifling matters. Just do whatever you want.” He did not bother to look at Porsche again.
Porsche felt his insides curl up and whither. As horrible as it would have been to have Kinn try and act kind, after what he did, this indifference was infinitely worse. As if Porsche did not matter at all, in any of this.
With a sigh, Porsche turned to leave, only to see a stranger enter the room. He was wearing black slacks and a white shirt, mostly unbuttoned, displaying the young man's chest and the silver cross hanging there. He was slim and delicate, his expression one of shy uncertainty as he passed Porsche, unsure where to look.
Porsche turned his head to see the young man approach Kinn and put his arms around him in a suggestive gesture. Despite closing his eyes against the scene, it was too late, and the image stood vivid in his mind as he left the room.
Kinn could not have been clearer if he had shouted the words at Porsche, himself. Of course, that was not his style, when actions could get the message across so much more efficiently. The fact that he had sent Pim home, only to immediately find someone else to take his spot? It just showcased how disposable everyone was to Kinn, the heir to the Theerapanyakun family. It was only Porsche who had held out some small hope that Kinn actually regretted what had happened. That Porsche was not the only one suffering and feeling like his soul was contaminated and rotting from the inside.
But that was not the case. Nor was it true that Porsche did not matter in any of this, no it was far worse: Porsche had not mattered at any point.
”How much longer are you gonna wait before we get to business?” Landon asked, impatiently.
His sentiment very much mirrored Jay's as she hung out in the vent, directly above them. How long had it been since she had last sneaked around the ventilation shafts, trying to pick up juicy tidbits of information? They seemed to have gotten narrower since then; or at least, that was the theory she chose to go with.
”The food here is excellent,” Pim commented as he took a sip of wine, closing his eyes as he savored the taste. “I like to pay my respects to the chef by savoring every bite, as one artist to another.”
The 'artist' had already savored a three-course meal and polished off a bottle of wine, all on his own, while Brighton's head of security had tried to steer their conversation to more important matters. Jay had discovered the joy of mindless mobile games, while waiting for things to get moving, thanking her lucky stars she had chosen the vents over spending two hours nibbling at the cheapest order on the menu.
However, it seemed like Pim was finally sated enough to discuss the topic of this secret meeting.
”So, how did your people manage to bungle up this one?” he asked, nonchalantly.
”It wasn't my people who screwed up! Another party was responsible for drugging Kinn's drink and they swore they put the bath salt mix into the champagne, but he barely drank any.”
Pim stilled, staring at Landon.
”You mixed it with champagne?”
”The people responsible insisted it would be the least suspicious.”
”You idiots!” Pim hissed. “Kinn is known to enjoy his scotch, the perfect drink to disguise the taste, and here you are, putting it into the one drink where he is bound to notice!”
Jay searched her memory. Bath salts were bad news in general; the drug increased paranoia and aggression and when mixed with alcohol, the effects became highly unpredictable. It was not the sort of thing you could slip into a drink with no one noticing, unless it was particularly strong already. She had tasted a sip laced with the stuff, it had a bitter, chemical aftertaste.
”You never specified what kind of alcohol was needed,” Landon pointed out, indignantly.
”I shouldn't have to! You people should know enough about the drugs you create to know that much!”
”Lower your voice,” Landon snapped, glancing around the restaurant. “The original product was far more discrete than normal bath salts, but also expensive. The Savellis are responsible for distributing the drugs, they must have cut it with the original stuff to increase profits.”
”Then you should have supplied your own,” Pim argued, frowning in disapproval.
”And risk having it tied back to the Brightons? We specifically chose this route because it's hard to trace.” Landon leaned back in his chair, folding his arms over his chest. “Of course, we also expected a so-called 'celebrity' to be able to get his hands on actual quality goods.”
”You have no idea how difficult it is to get anything done, in my position,” Pim growled. “I have a reputation to uphold and I also have to keep Kinn from suspecting anything. If you people can't do your job, it puts me at risk, as well!”
”Then you shouldn't have agreed to the deal.”
Pim breathed deeply and sat back in his chair, staring at Landon who stared back, neither giving ground on the issue. Eventually, Pim turned and flagged a waitress.
”You know, I think I would like another dessert.”
Jay did not need to hear more for the time being, and by all appearances, the discussion seemed to be over. She made her way out of her hiding spot and considered her options. It seemed Pim would take his time finishing his meal, no doubt trying to piss off Landon as much as possible in the process. She entered and started the car, as the rough sketches of a plan started drawing up in her mind.
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 46: LIE TO ME!
Notes:
As always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Chapter 46: LIE TO ME!
”You see her?” Yok asked.
Porsche's brow furrowed as he looked at her. Khun and his posse were already fully lost to the alcohol-fueled revelries, but Porsche had abstained, the idea of losing control again leaving him unsettled.
Yok nodded towards the end of the bar and Porsche looked over to find a blonde in a red dress, eyeing him suggestively. He felt his stomach drop, and part of him was considering leaving the bar, just to avoid the situation. Instead, he plastered on a fake smile as he approached her. She shifted on her stool and he knew exactly what to do, how to place his hands on the bar, the angle at which to meet her gaze, how to bend his head next to hers, which words to whisper in the smokey atmosphere of the club, when to casually touch her arm, making her wonder whether it was on purpose or by accident. It was a play he had starred in often and his lines were ready on the tip of his tongue as if nothing was more natural than to utter them.
As he pulled her into the darkness of the familiar hallway, shortly after, he sought her lips, waiting for that thrill to chase through him as he felt her mouth on his, yielding to his caress. But it never came. As she parted her lips and he felt her soft tongue in his mouth, he became distinctly aware that this was not it, something was wrong.
He pulled back, unable to shake the unsettling feeling. The woman looked up at him with confusion but her gaze evoked no feeling within him. Instead, images of Kinn flashed through his mind. He shook his head and kissed her again, intent on pushing through this moment. Sex had always been a kind of escape for him, a place where he could be selfish and not think about his family or their struggle to stay afloat. The world and its infinite issues could fade away as he sought release with someone unknown.
But instead of being allowed to surrender to the moment, to the passion, the idea of Kinn lingered and his thoughts turned to the guest he had seen enter Kinn's room. Were they together, that very moment? He could imagine Kinn dragging the man towards his bed as Kinn attacked him with his mouth, sucking on his lips, his jaw, his neck, before tossing him down onto the mattress and discarding that infuriating wine-colored robe.
Porsche imagined Kinn licking and kissing that man's chest, as he had done with Porsche, not that long ago. Would Kinn even remember that? Would it even make him pause if he did?
Porsche tried to renew his efforts, picking up the woman and pressing her against the wall as he began nibbling on her neck. He felt her hands in his hair, and it was wrong. The sensation made his skin crawl.
Was Kinn pulling the newbies hair? Maybe he would fuck the new guy by the windows, from where the lights of Crescenda could be seen. The scene of Porsche pushed against the glass played in Porsche's memory, the hazy feeling of a warm body pressed against his own following right behind; skin against skin, the scent of Kinn surrounding him.
Would Kinn push his new toy against the glass, as well? Fucking that man's ass as he had fucked Porsche? Could he really do that after all he had put Porsche through?
The woman stiffened in his embrace and pulled back from him, her expression filled with doubt and frustration. She said nothing but it was clear she could sense he was not there. Their eyes met but whatever he should have felt, it could not overcome the abyss filling up his mind.
As she shook her head and left, he fell back against the wall, feeling his world darkening around him. His mind was so consumed with Kinn and he hoped the bastard felt even a smidgen of what he did. That Kinn would catch a glimpse of his own reflection and be humiliated by what he saw. Porsche knew he could never let on how thoroughly Kinn had broken him that night, not even if the whole world depended on it.
The smoke filled his lungs but could not soothe the despair he felt, nor fill the chasm in his heart, instead, it merely obscured the darkness as he sank deeper into the endless loneliness.
Pim was accustomed to waking in the middle of the night; Kinn's schedule was erratic, so their trysts rarely took place at a convenient time of day. Still, he had never gone to bed alone, only to wake up to someone being in his room.
With some struggle, he cracked open his eyes to find a figure sitting on a chair at the end of his bed, calmly leafing through a magazine. He recognized the chair, he recognized the magazine, even knew what exact issue it was, but the figure took him some time to place in the foggy haze of his sleep-addled memory.
”Does this narcissist have any reading material not wholly centered on himself?” an irritated voice asked in the darkness.
”Jay?” he asked, even more confused than when he first woke.
The figure looked at him and he was sure it was that damn bodyguard. What the fuck was she doing at his bed? Why the fuck was she even in his apartment?
”So, you woke up. That's unfortunate.”
He wanted to sit up, but his body still seemed half asleep, not moving, despite his efforts.
”Why are you in here?” he asked, when he could not make his limbs obey.
”That's a fair question. Though if you were completely honest with yourself, you could probably think of at least one reason why I would come visit you.” She seemed perfectly at ease, despite her illegal presence in his home and his awareness of it.
”This place has video camer-”
”Yes, they were a small concern, but the cyber security of this place is absolutely useless.” It was like there was an undercurrent of hostility in her voice. Was she annoyed with him? What the fuck?
”Does Kinn know you're here?” he asked, trying to feel out what her purpose was.
”No.”
He was becoming frustrated but also unsettled by her insouciant behavior; despite her lack of aggression, he could not shake the feeling that he was in danger. His body was still unresponsive to his attempt at moving and he was beginning to suspect it was not from heavy sleep or even sleep paralysis.
”What do you want?”
”I want to get rid of anything endangering my family.” Looking down at the magazine she tapped the cover. “'Pim's Dream: From Rags to Riches and Beyond', an exclusive interview. A little cliché, don't you think?” she asked with an infuriatinly calm tone.
”I have no reason to go after your brother,” he protested, though his pulse was racing. Just how much did she know?
”You're not exactly harmless if you associate with that asshole, Landon, are you?”
He swallowed heavily. Suddenly, the situation seemed very tense and dire. He could not afford to say the wrong thing with her this close and his body like this.
”I guess you saw us,” he said quietly, hoping she was unaware of the extent of his involvement with the Brightons. “He approached me first. That dinner was just for me to hear out their offer, but when I learned they wanted my help to hurt Kinn I rejected them.” He could not bank on coming off completely innocent, so he hoped admitting some guilt would keep him alive. “I've been frustrated with Kinn lately, but I had already decided to come clean about the offer. I care about him, I never wanted to see him hurt.” The tears came to his eyes and spilled over. “Please, don't kill me over a stupid mistake. Don't I deserve a chance to make up for it, at least?”
”Your struggle to avoid consequences is admirable,” Jay noted, as if she was growing bored. “It's pointless, but admirable.”
”What are you gonna do to me?”
”That depends on what kind of information you can give me.”
Pim's mouth went dry. While he was no member of the mafia, the families were not exactly known for letting traitors go. His only hope was to stick to his original story.
”I-I can tell you what I was asked to do, and-”
”If you're talking about the bath salt, I wouldn't bother,” Jay interrupted, as if his answer was draining the last of her patience.
The words his him like a punch and he felt all the air wheeze out of his lungs as the grim reality set in.
”You already know?” Not only did she know he was lying, she also knew, at least partially, what he had done. He tried to swallow the lump forming in his throat. He tried to move one more time, struggled against the truth that was weighing him down, tried to convince himself this was nothing more than an empty threat. A warning to keep his nose clean.
Jay made no reply, simply observing him with all the interest of someone watching an ant struggle to swim. Her empty gaze was enough to fill him with a chill so deep, it seemed to freeze his heart.
”You're not going to let me go.”
”No.”
”Will-” He swallowed, forcing the question out. “Will it hurt?”
”Not unless you have some allergy I'm not aware of.”
This time, the tears came unbidden. He hated her but he did not want her to leave. He did not want to be alone.
”If I hadn't woken up...?”
”You'd have been none the wiser,” she answered with a shrug. ”As I said: it's unfortunate.”
”I wish you would have just shot me!” he blurted out, gasping as the tears flowed harder.
”Too much of a mess,” she explained. “This way leaves less evidence and cleanup.”
How could she be so callous? His breath fastened, as his mind tried to think of something, anything to save him from this moment. Wasn't there something he could use to bargain with? Something she wanted from him?
”You said my fate depended on what information I could give you,” he tried, desperately. “I'll tell you everything, every last word!”
Again, she did not reply, and he stared at her, pleading internally:
LIE TO ME! Tell me you can save me!
As the silence dragged on, he began sobbing, his past actions circling in his mind as he still searched for something to grab onto.
”I never wanted to get caught up with the Families,” he finally admitted, between sobs. “I knew they were bad news. But when I saw him, standing among his people like a King among peasants, I was lost.”
He expected her to laugh and ridicule him like she had done, earlier that very evening, but she stayed quiet, her attention focused on him as if nothing else existed. It encouraged him to continue.
”I knew I would never have his heart. And I was glad. I didn't need some scandal about falling in love with the prince of the Theerapanyakuns. His sleeping around actually worked to my advantage. I wanted his body, nothing more. Have you ever wondered what it's like for a mere mortal to touch divinity?” He did not expect her to answer, and she did not. “That's what it was like, sleeping with Kinn. But the family is failing. I didn't want to fall with them. The Brightons offered to take my career to new heights.”
He breathed deeply, feeling a deep weariness settling in his bones. How long had he chased those star dreams? Doing whatever it took to reach ever greater peaks.
”If I could do it all again, the only thing I would change would be to hide it better. I don't regret getting involved with Kinn, nor do I regret betraying him. If you were hoping to hear my remorse, you'll be disappointed.”
Silence.
Pim was glad. It allowed him to trick himself into believing he had hit the mark. He was beginning to feel tired. Maybe admitting the truth was wearing him out.
”The Brightons are working with someone on the inside,” he revealed, before yawning widely. “They won't let the Theerapanyakuns escape their schemes and Heißler won't do anything to stop them.” He paused, then looked straight at her. “But you already knew that, didn't you?”
”You are quite astute.”
”Who are you, really?” he asked, not sure why it mattered. Maybe he just wanted some measure of resolution before his life faded away.
”I'm just a sister protecting her brother.”
”That doesn't make sense. I never went after Porsche.”
She did not explain further and Pim's thoughts were slowing down as he became drowsy.
”Will you stay? Until I'm gone?”
”I always make sure it's finished,” she confirmed and he felt oddly comforted by that, despite the ridiculousness of it all.
His eyelids were becoming heavy and it took longer to open them, whenever they fell closed. He had never much considered what dying would feel like but if this was all there was to it, he was not so scared. It was sad, but part of him was yearning to let go and drift off.
”I guess this is the end,” he mumbled, more to himself than to Jay, as his last hold on consciousness faltered.
Jay watched as he fell asleep, observing his breathing closely, as it became more and more shallow. When his chest eventually stilled, she finally stood. It had been a stroke of luck that an old contact was nearby and still had the drugs, but it seemed she had gotten rusty on administering the correct dosage.
She double checked that his pulse had completely ceased, and upon confirming his death, she set about cleaning all traces of her presence in the apartment.
Porsche was finally feeling uplifted as the wind blew against his face, through the open visor. Vegas' arms were wrapped around him as they sped down the highway. The bike was a model he had been admiring for a while, and he finally got a chance to fully experience it. He had no clue why Vegas had showed up outside of Yok's but he was grateful for the distraction the oldest son of the minor family brought with him. When offered the chance to test Vegas' new ride, Porsche did not have to think twice about accepting.
The second he had put on the helmet, it felt as if he had shut out everything from the past few days: the night with Kinn, the interrogation from Jay, the punishment administered by Ken and Big, all of it. Out on the roads, he was just Porsche, riding a badass bike under the golden glow of the street lights.
He could feel as Vegas rose behind him, before his passenger let out a cry of joy and elation. Porsche laughed, feeling at ease for the first time in a long while.
Despite taking his time, the bike rolled up to the Theerapanyakun's underground garage and came to a stop, all too soon. Vegas got off, stumbling slightly as he did so, though he was laughing the entire time. Porsche followed suit, also struggling to keep his balance on the still ground. When they finally steadied, holding on to one another, Porsche breathed deeply, feeling lighter than before.
”That was awesome!” he blurted. “I heard people talk about this model, but it just doesn't match up to reality, not at all.”
Vegas smiled, his expression soft.
”Are you feeling better?”
”What do you mean?” Porsche asked.
”Look, you don't have to tell me anything, but it was obvious you weren't your usual self, back at Yok's.”
Porsche's smile faltered at the thought of having been too transparent.
”It feels much better to see you smile,” Vegas quickly added. “It's like you're your usual self again.”
Porsche felt the corners of his mouth pick up again, as appreciation filled his chest with warmth.
”Thank you. For the ride and for just...seeing me, I guess?”
Vegas nodded.
”Listen, if things here get too...you know. Just remember that I'm here, rooting for you.”
And there it was. The one thing Porsche had longed to hear, despite not even knowing it. Someone being in his corner, without pushing him for answers, without exerting control on him, or humiliating him.
He hugged Vegas letting some of his anxiety and doubt leave his body through the gesture which was warmly received by Vegas.
When they finally parted ways, Porsche was surprised to realize he was still grinning as Vegas drove away, into the night. He looked after the retreating bike when he spotted one of the usual cars returning. Porsche opened the lift, allowing it to drive straight in, before Jay stepped out.
”Where have you been?” Porsche asked, remembering her errand to drop off Pim, hours ago. Surely, she had not been out until now?
”I had some matters to attend to,” she said, something about her voice putting him on edge.
”What kind of matters?”
”The kind that won't be a problem from now on.”
He had heard that tone before, seen that cold expression, back when Jay had worked for the gangs.
”Is it Chay? Is he in trouble?”
She looked at him, furrowing her brow as she blinked slowly.
”Chay is fine, it had nothing to do with him.” Mentioning their younger brother seemed to snap her out of it and she turned her attention more fully to Porsche. “And you? What was your evening like?”
He blinked, wondering how she could switch from one person to another in an instant. When she raised her eyebrows after receiving no answer he finally remembered it was his turn to speak.
”Ah, Khun wanted to go to Yok's, so...”
”And why was Vegas driving you home?”
Porsche sighed, the last remnants of joy fading in the face of his sister's questioning.
”Jay, please...”
Her face hardened for a moment, then she pinched the bridge of her nose with her eyes closed, letting out a slow breath.
”Alright, never mind. I trust you to be careful. You coming inside?”
”Yeah,” Porsche breathed, feeling both surprised and unsettled by her acquiescence. “I'm coming.”
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Chapter 47: Stars & Us
Notes:
Hey guys, It's been a hot minute, hasn't it?
Let's just say this semester thoroughly kicked my ass. I'll spill the tea at the end, for now, I'll let you get to the good stuff!As always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter 47: Stars & Us
”Did this guy chip me or something?” Jay grumbled, staring at her phone as they headed further into the estate.
”Chan?”
”He apparently knows I'm back and wants to see me. I swear, people are trying really hard to keep me occupied.”
Porsche made no comment, having his own thoughts on why everyone was eager to leave Jay without any spare time. She stopped in her tracks and he paused, looking back at her.
”Can we talk tomorrow or something?” she asked, her gaze filled with cautious concern.
”I'm not sure. I'll see if I have time.” He knew he could not keep her at a distance for much longer, but for whatever reason, he did not want her to see through him.
She seemed disappointed but relented.
”Alright, I'll see you around, I guess.” She turned to leave.
”Actually...” Porsche called, cautiously.
”Yeah?”
”Can I ask you something?”
”Anything.”
Porsche shook his head.
”No, I need to know whether I can ask you and you won't ask anything back. You won't overreact or try and get more information from me, nothing like that.”
Jay paused, her expression becoming wary, but Porsche made no attempt at explaining. Eventually, she nodded, once.
”You know a lot about drugs, right?”
”What are my three rules?” came the immediate response.
Porsche rolled his eyes.
”No doing drugs, no selling drugs and if I get Chay involved, I'm dead. But it's nothing like that!”
”Swear it!”
”I swear, now will you just listen? And no more questions!”
She opened her mouth, but he quickly held up his finger and she hesitated, before closing it and gesturing for him to continue.
”Is there a drug which doesn't smell, has no taste, and makes you act...different?”
He could instantly see her tense up, her jaw clenching as she stared at him. While she said nothing, her body kept fidgeting, as she seemed to ponder the question. After several seconds she groaned.
”How was the drug ingested?”
”Um, water...I think.”
”How much water?”
”Just a glass.”
She sighed.
”Sounds like one of your classic date rape drugs. Probably rohypnol or GHB.”
Porsche felt an internal shudder at the answer.
”What do they do?”
”They're sedatives. The victim will usually become drowsy, maybe have a hard time moving the way they want. In some cases, they'll even pass out.”
Porsche tried to recall the way his body felt, during that night. He did not like how his symptoms matched Jay's answer.
”Can it alter how you act? Make you behave differently?”
”Well, yes, it's part of the appeal, at least for voluntary users: lowering inhibitions, being high, all that jazz.”
”But could it make you do something you never even thought of doing? Like, change your very nature?”
Jay hesitated, exhaling heavily, as she seemed to struggle with the thought.
”That's not really a question any one person can answer. You've seen it yourself: how people react differently to alcohol.” She shrugged. “Different drugs affect different people in various ways. Whomever it is will have to look inward for the answer.”
It was a frustratingly vague and useless answer. Porsche was no closer to a resolution and now, Jay would no doubt be suspicious about what he was hiding.
”Listen, Porche-”
”You should go,” he interrupted, unable to think of a better way to shut the topic down.
Rather than waiting for an answer, he stalked off, leaving her behind. He did not dare look back to see her expression, already thinking of acting like the conversation never happened, if she should bring it up again.
He reached the lounge area, only to pause when he saw Kinn sleeping, slumped in one of the accent chairs. For a moment, he considered moving on, pretending he had not seen him, but he could not bring his feet to move forward. Talking about that night had brought up raw feelings he was unsure of how to handle.
Breathing deeply, he turned and slowly made his way towards his sleeping employer, trying hard to figure out what he was even going to do. While slugging the guy might be tempting, it would hardly make anything easier. He noticed the tumbler of scotch on the low table in front of Kinn, identical to the one he had used in his room, when they had parted. A small part of Porsche wanted to believe it was the very same, but he shook it off, before looking around, hoping someone else could be called on to wake up the Mafia Prince.
When he had confirmed they were alone, he finally took the last step, placing a gentle hand on the shoulder of the sleeper.
”Kinn,” he called, softly.
In a split second, a gun was shoved in his face, and he quickly stepped back, his heart thundering in his ears as Kinn stared up, disoriented for a moment, before his gaze cleared and he recognized Porsche. Instead of relaxing, Kinn's expression darkened, though to Porsche's relief, he put the gun down on the table.
”What took you so long?” Kinn snapped, his tone making Porsche bristle.
”I already got your permission to go!” he bit back, though Kinn seemed further irritated by the answer.
”Yes, with Khun. What the fuck do you think you're doing, hanging around Vegas?”
Porsche scoffed.
”You told me not to bother you with 'trifling matters', remember? So, I didn't.”
Kinn rose from his seat, anger seething from him in waves.
”I've told you, time and time again: 'Don't get involved with the branch family.' You know they're not to be trusted!”
Porsche snorted, lifting his eyebrows in disbelief. He met Kinn's eyes, his vexation and anger and hurt flaring in his chest as he took a step closer, he mouth twisting into a sneer.
”'Not to be trusted?' By what metric? Last I checked, they, at least, never did anything to hurt me.”
”And I did?”
Was he serious? Porsche stared as Kinn looked back, expecting an answer.
”Are you really asking me that?” He wanted to scream, he wanted to grab Kinn by that stupid red robe and shake him until he admitted what he had done, until he showed some shred of remorse for what he had put Porsche through.
Instead, he was left, powerlessly looking on as Kinn's expression closed itself, and his lips pressed together to a thin line.
”Perhaps you've forgotten what I told you, your first day here,” Kinn said through clenched teeth. “Your life is no longer your own, it's mine. I can do whatever I want with it.”
Porsche burst out laughing, unable to hold back in the face of this ridiculous standstill. It was a cold, hoarse sound, but it released something inside him, which had been huddled up into a knot for days, now.
”Alright, then!” He exclaimed, his arms spread out as if to invite Kinn to come at him. “Do it!”
Kinn's eyes narrowed but Porsche did not care.
”What are you waiting for? I don't matter, right? So, do your worst, let's see if you can somehow make me feel even worse!”
Shadows filled Kinn's eyes and his face shuttered, as he lifted his chin in defiance. With slow, measured steps he approached Porsche, stopping mere inches from him, their faces close enough for their breaths to mingle.
Silence, tension and something unnamed filled the space between them as they glared at one another. Porsche's body felt restless in the quiet stand-off. He wanted to grab Kinn, but what followed after was not something he could easily define. Part of him wanted to hurt the arrogant mafia prince, beat him until he felt as small and miserable as Porsche had felt since that night. The other part... The touch of Kinn's skin was still fresh in his memory, the feel of Kinn's lips against his own, the heat building between them. And yet, it was all distorted, like a messed up dream.
Kinn leaned ever so slightly closer, almost as if the close the distance between them. His nose graced Porsche's as he spoke.
”Starting tomorrow, Ken will replace you as my head bodyguard.” The words were low and clear, intended to cause pain.
Without another word, Kinn walked out of the room and Porsche was alone, left to contemplate everything he thought he knew about himself, Kinn and life.
The tabloid hid the desk with a thud.
”What the fuck did you do?” Chan asked, his expression dark.
Jay glanced at the cover with the title: 'Actor Found Dead in His Bed' prominently displayed across it.
”'Stars & Us'? Really? I took you more for a 'Times' kind of guy,” she noted.
”Don't change the subject!” Chan snapped. “What were you thinking, killing him?”
”What makes you think I had anything to do with it?”
”Don't pull that crap! We both know I'm right. What I want to know is why?”
”He posed a danger.”
”From his bed?” Chan's brow furrowed skeptically.
”Actually, if we're being precise, he posed a danger from Kinn's bed, but in a general sense? He was working with the Brightons.”
”Jay,” Chan sighed, rubbing his hands over his face. “Did it ever occur to you that you're not the only one aware of that fact?”
She stared at Chan.
”You knew? Even about the bath salts?”
”The what?”
”The drugs they mixed in Kinn's champagne? At the auction?”
Chan seemed to still for a moment.
”There were drugs in the champagne?”
”In the flute, more likely,” Jay theorized. “Don't want all the people gorging on Dom Pérignon to start tweaking.” She observed Chan's troubled expression for a moment. “I take it you didn't know.”
”It doesn't matter,” Chan dismissed. “You still went rogue and endangered months of work.”
Jay hesitated, then shrugged.
”My bad.”
Chan glared.
”That's all you have to say?”
”Yes,” she replied, dispassionately as she met his eyes. “I saw a threat and I eliminated it.”
”You should have talked to me!”
”Why- Actually, scratch that. How? You've been evading my every question while having me do busywork, haven't you?” she argued, her hand clenching into a fist.
”You can't turn this into a personal matter,” Chan countered. “Our job is to protect the family. Sometimes that means keeping people in the dark...for everyone's sake.”
”So you say.” Jay's voice turned quiet. “But all it means is that you don't believe our goals to be the same.”
”Then tell me you'd be willing to let Porsche die for the sake of the Theerapanyakuns. Say it, and I'll apologize, I'll even kneel in front of you.” He watched her expectantly.
Jay felt the condescension from his gaze and it shook something loose inside her. She put a hand across her eyes and bowed her head. The seconds ticked by as her shoulders began to tremble; the first sounds of laughter escaped her as they bubbled up from a deep dark place inside her.
”If you knew the absolute insanity of what you just implied,” she chuckled, breaking into a loud cackle as she looked at him in defiance. “Tell me, why should I sacrifice either? When I can just die in their stead!”
Something dark passed over Chan's face and his expression became sterner.
”As if you'd get to decide that,” he growled.
”As if I'd allow them to make me choose at all.” She was not ignorant of his point, but she had long since decided not to rely on hypotheticals. “I'll simply kill them before they become a threat, or find a way for all three of us to get out alive.”
”The world doesn't work that way!” Chan roared.
”Then I'll make it!” Jay yelled back, standing from her seat.
Chan paused, dumbfounded.
”You can't be this delusional. Jay, yo-”
”If the rules don't allow, I'll bend them, if our enemies insist on making me sacrifice anyone under my care, I'll kill them all instead and if the world doesn't allow for me to keep them safe, I will reshape it, until it follows my will.” Every word was measured and deliberate as she spoke. “If you believe nothing else I say, believe this, Chan,” she put on hand on the desk between them, her eyes colliding with his in a fierce battle. “Of the two of us, I am not the one lacking conviction in my purpose.”
Starstruck, Kim thought to himself. There was no better word to describe the person sitting next to him. Porchay was looking around the rehearsal room, in between sneaking glances in Kim's direction, while sitting daintily as if afraid to touch anything.
”Uh, y-you know, we could have had our session at the faculty lounge, Wik,” he noted.
”It's Kim,” Kim chukled.
Chay's head tilted to the side in confusion.
”My name. It's Kim.” He pulled out a piece of paper and quickly wrote down his stage moniker: 'WIK', with an inverted 'K'. He showed it to Chay. “See? Wik.” He turned the paper around.
”Kim,” Chay replied, his eyes widening. “Oh, that's so cool!”
His enthusiasm was endearing and Kim laughed.
”Wik is... I guess you could say my alter ego.” He stared at the paper. “Though...it's hard to say which is my true self.”
”Uhm,” Chay muttered, “aren't they both, in a way? Whether I'm listening to Wik or Kim, I like both, so they can't be too different, right?”
Kim lifted a questioning eyebrow and Chay blushed, fidgeting in his chair.
”I mean, I like their music, your mus- your songs! I like your songs.”
Kim took pity and decided to change the subject.
”Why do you want to study music?”
Chay seemed taken aback by the question.
”Oh...I guess I always just felt drawn to it? I see musicians like you – and others! – and yo-they seem so...free. When they perform, I mean.”
Kim nodded along; it was a pretty standard answer.
”So, what are the requirements for the admission?”
”I have to play a song, chosen from a set list, and then I have to compose one, on the spot.”
Kim made a show of mulling it over.
”Let's try writing a song for today, then.” Chay nodded and Kim casually said: “Maybe about your family? Your brother and sister?”
Chay seemed puzzled by the suggestion.
”Really? Why?”
”It's easier when you write about someone you care about,” Kim argued, gently.
”That makes sense,” Chay agreed, readily. “But I'm not really sure where to start?”
Kim smiled, surprised at how well it was going. There was little to no guard or wariness about this guy.
”It's not too difficult. Just start by thinking about them. What are their names?”
”My brother's name is Porsche, my sister is Jay.”
”Porsche and Jay,” Kim repeated, pretending to commit the names to memory. “You already told me some stuff about your sister, what about Porsche?”
”He was my idol, growing up,” Chay admitted. “I've always thought he's the coolest guy, ever.” His eyes lit up as he continued speaking about all the ways he admired his brother.
Kim observed closely, listening for anything to suggest Chay was lying or holding something back. He found nothing but earnest devotion and care and nothing Chay revealed lay outside what he already knew.
”There's nothing he wouldn't do for me!” Chay finished, his eyes shining.
”Well done,” Kim praised, before quickly moving on. “And what about Jay? What was her background like?”
Chay's brow furrowed and he fell quiet for a moment, making Kim worry he had become suspicious.
”I don't actually know,” the young boy finally revealed. “Whenever we've asked, she's just sort of avoided the question. I think it hurts her to talk about it.”
It was a frustrating response but Kim could not let on how disappointed he was.
”You're off to a great start,” he said, instead. “Why don't you try and write some of this stuff down? I gotta go make a call.” He reached towards his pocket, then put on a mask of annoyance. “Right, my battery's dead. Can I borrow your phone?”
”Hm? Oh, yes, of course!” Chay stuttered, quickly fishing out his phone and unlocking it before handing it to Kim.
In the attached recording booth, he kept the phone against his ear while observing as Chay focused his attention on writing. Feeling confident the kid was fully engrossed in the task, Kim quickly navigated to the message app, finding 'Bro' as the first contact, 'Sis' as the second. His heartbeat sped up as he opened the first message thread, only to plummet as a string of messages appeared, all from Chay, all without reply.
The contents were exactly what one would expect from a kid missing their sibling. No strange wording, weird sentence structure or random references. The next thread was more of the same.
Kim glanced at Chay, keeping the phone to his ear again, but there was no danger. He tried to dig deeper, looking at other chat apps, deleted messages, download folder, etc. Outside of a chat group with all three, which had not been visited by either Porsche or Jay for months, there was nothing.
The only mildly strange thing was the photo roll. There were plenty of pictures of Chay and his brother, but very few of the sister, and none of all three of them, together. While Kim could hardly recollect the last time he was in a photo with Khun and Kinn, their situation was not remotely similar to three, seemingly devoted siblings, with regular backgrounds.
The kid was so squeaky clean as to leave Kim incredibly frustrated. He reentered the studio and handed Chay's phone back.
”Alright, let's pack it up for today,” he said, more curtly than he planned.
”Oh...right. But,” Chay seemed to hesitate for a moment, “I wrote something down. Could you listen to it?”
”I don't know, I got a lot to do today, still...” Kim started protesting.
”Come on, please? It's really short! And I don't have anyone else to play for.” Chay lowered his head, looking up at Kim in a move so calculated, yet obvious that Kim felt his resistance melt away.
”Alright, let's hear it, then,” he chuckled as he sat down at the piano in the center of the room.
Chay's face broke into a huge grin but as he started strumming the guitar, his expression turned serious as he focused on hitting the right notes. His voice soon accompanied the chords, uncertain but clear. The lyrics coupled with his vulnerable voice seemed to enhance the melody as he sang. Kim felt a familiar itch in his hands and before he knew it, he was playing along on the piano.
The song ended and Kim could feel Chay's gaze as the latter waited for his judgment.
”You're off to a good start,” Kim admitted, allowing himself to be honest about enjoying the song. “I think we should try it again.”
Notes:
Recommending Catalyst by Lovelyillusion, it's an awesome story, so give it a read!
Where was I? Oh, right, tea! So, I'm at uni and juggling kids and a husband at home, so life gets hectic. In the beginning of the year, I got the lovely notification that my identity had been stolen and used to make loans back in 2020, so that was a whole thing (it's handled, don't worry). I also had an exam rejected that I had to retake (passed and did well) and my husband was laid off, because someone at his workplace had his foot torn off and the authorities closed down the workplace because of safety issues (he has found work again).
This semester, my grandma took a turn for the worse and we knew she wouldn't be with us for long. She died during a week where I had to turn in 5 different reports. The week after, I had two oral exams. I'm not kidding when I say I bawled my eyes out in one of them, only managed to really talk about one topic and I really think teacher and censor gave me one better than a passing grade just because they felt sorry for me (Just to clarify, I didn't actually HAVE to take the exam right then, I could have asked for a re-exam, but I wanted to get it over with, because of everything going on, so that's on me and I'm really grateful they were so nice about it).
The week after, my schedule was exam on one day, funeral the next, exam the day after, so that was fun. I didn't have a complete breakdown, just some tears in the beginning and then I handled the rest pretty well.
In summation: Life has kicked my ass pretty thoroughly, but hopefully things are calming down now. Anyway, thx for reading!
Chapter 48: Black Sludge Coating His Soul
Notes:
You guys are just the sweetest, best readers a writer could ask for, your comments made me blush, but in the best way possible! Made my whole month and then some!
As always: Don't ever be afraid of giving me criticism, good or bad, I want this story to be the best it can be, not just for me but for you guys, too! I might not incorporate your criticism, because it doesn't fit with my vision, but I won't block or mute you for speaking your mind. Don't want me to answer? Slap that little !NC! on your comment, and I'll read but not respond.
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Chapter 48: Black Sludge Coating His Soul
”It took extensive efforts to chase down the footage, but we finally got a decent look at the perpetrator,” Savelli's head of security explained as he handed over a manila envelope.
James Brighton received it, a subtle strum of exhilaration reverberating through him as he pulled it open. Whether his suspicion was confirmed or not, there was something thrilling about this situation and the many questions which seemed to crop up, all surrounding the Theerapanyakun family.
The photo was far from optimal quality, but it had gotten a close-up of the last person to enter the building of that sex-pet, of whom Kinn had been so fond. Time could change a lot about a person, but those eyes were enough to solidify his every theory into hard fact in an instant. A crooked grin spread across his face as every mysterious event of the last several months crystallized in his mind.
”I take it this will suffice for our agreement?” Dom Savelli asked, impatiently.
”It will do,” he agreed, “for now. It doesn't completely make up for your blunder, but for the sake of our shared vision, I can be magnanimous.”
Dom's eyes twitched, much to James's amusement. He had been severely displeased with their handling of the Theerapanyakun heir, but confirming this piece of information was enough to put him in a good mood.
”Our people are on standby, keeping an eye on their movements,” James explained, as he put the photos in a desk drawer. “When we give the signal, I expect your people to move, immediately.”
”We will be ready,” Dom promised raising his hand to draw a cross over his heart. “And this time, there will be no mistakes!”
”As an added note, should their new female bodyguard show up, I expect you to apprehend her, alive.”
The Savelli head spread his arms in confusion.
”You cannot be serious? These bodyguards are already making the job more difficult and you want us to capture a specific one? Mr, Brighton, be reasonable!”
”Let me make myself clear, Savelli,” James countered, calmly. “If the woman in the photo is harmed by your men, expect to face the repercussions.”
”Alright, alright.” His associate quickly backed down. “Why this fuss for a mere bodyguard? You most have dozens of your own?”
”Why I want her is immaterial to you. If you want my help in ridding Crescenda of the Theerapanyakuns, you'll do as told and not make a mess of it, this time!”
The man backed down after that and their meeting ended, soon after.
James took out the photo again, staring at the woman in it.
”Master James, that's the woman who incapacitated Jaz at the tournament,” Landon informed him, from his place behind the Brighton head.
”How much does she know?”
”We're not sure. I can guarantee she was nowhere close, during our meeting. We checked the cameras, she never even entered the restaurant.”
”Do you also wait for a thief to ring the doorbell?” James asked, feeling increasingly fatigued with his staff's lack of imagination. “No matter.” He tossed the photo on his desk, before leaning back in his chair. “How are the preparations for the launch event, next month?”
”The planners have made minor adjustments to the budget but nothing outside the expected. Almost every invitation has received a positive response and we're currently negotiating with the venue on some of their security restrictions.”
James nodded, though he was only half listening.
”Have the planners add a major reveal, after the official launch schedule, make it separate from the product. If they ask for more money, give it.”
”May I ask what for, sir?”
”None of your concern, just see that it's done. And invite some higher ups from Central Tower, as well.”
”Yes sir.” Landon left the office immediately, leaving James to ponder the sudden strike of inspiration he had received.
Chan noted the unusually downtrodden demeanor of the estate's newest guard as he led him to where Korn was, submerged in the terrace pool. He silently gestured for Porsche to approach before stepping back, though still within earshot.
Korn glanced over his shoulder.
”A rare moment, when I get to check in with you.” He turned back to look out over Crescenda. “This place is big enough, two people could easily avoid meeting for days...should one of them wish to.”
Porsche's expression remained impassive and Korn seemed curious at his silence.
”How are things?” he asked, when the younger man made no attempt to reply.
”Could be better,” he replied, eyes flickering to the view instead of observing Korn. “...sir,” he belatedly added.
”I heard Kinn called Ken in to replace you.”
”I suppose my work was unsatisfactory.”
If Korn was surprised to hear Porsche make no excuses, he hid it well, Chan thought. He himself was impressed with the humble admission. Impressed and a bit on edge.
”I hardly think caring for Kinn is a straining task; he has a good head on his shoulder and he is competent.” Korn chuckled to himself. “Gets that from his mother's side.”
When there was no response, Korn turned somber.
”To err is human, Porsche. We won't kick someone out, if they're honest and willing to fix their mistakes.”
Porsche's posture noticeably stiffened.
”Could I please be moved back to Khun?” he asked, after a few moments.
Korn looked back at Porsche, finally seeming to zero in on his reserved behavior. A flicker of confusion passed over his face, quickly enough for most to question its presence, but Chan knew and shared his boss's puzzlement.
”Tell you what:” he finally said, turning back to the view, “take a week off. Go home and forget about work for a bit. Spend time with your family. I can have Jay joi-”
”No!” Porsche interrupted, his hands held out, despite Korn's back being turned. “I mean... I appreciate getting some time off, but...please keep Jay here.”
Korn fell silent for several seconds.
”Please?”
”Alright. This offer is mainly for your benefit, so we'll do as you wish.”
Chan thought he heard a hint of amusement in Korn's voice.
”When you come back, you can give me your answer about for whom you wish to work.”
After Porsche was dismissed, Korn was absorbed in thought for several minutes.
”So, there's a rift between them,” he finally declared.
”Porsche hasn't told her what happened and she hasn't pieced together the whole picture yet,” Chan relayed.
”It seems, neither have we.”
Chan had to agree. The person they had just witnessed was not someone who was infatuated with his boss after a one-night-stand.
”I will continue to keep her occupied,” he said, when he could think of nothing else to add.
”Hmm. And how long do you think that will work?”
”Hopefully until Porsche and Master Kinn work out their situation.”
Korn huffed a quiet laugh.
”I never took your for an optimist, Chan.”
Chan made no reply. While he had selfish motivations for keeping Jay from learning the truth, he also saw how avoidant Porsche was being. The kid did not need an overbearing sister hovering while he navigated whatever was plaguing his soul.
”How is it, being Kinn's top dog?” Big asked, trying to seem unaffected.
Ken's eyes snapped to his and narrowed.
”Please don't tell me you're jealous. And please don't tell me it's because of Kinn!”
When Big hesitated, he groaned.
”Dude, you do understand that I don't actually want to fuck Kinn, right?”
”I know!” Big quickly acknowledged. “It's just hard to let go of something you've felt for so long. You know what I mean?”
”No, I don't. This type of work doesn't really allow for permanence. In anything. Tomorrow, you and I could be on opposite sides, forced to shoot at each other.” His expression fell and Big noticed a moment of uncertainty before he caught himself and forced his face into a neutral mask. “He won't ever notice you. We both know it. Maybe re-think putting your whole life on hold waiting for him.”
”That's not what I was talking about,” Big protested, but Ken shrugged.
”Yeah, yeah. Wait, what the fuck is wrong with her?”
Big followed his line of sight and saw Jay enter the cafeteria, looking haggard and exhausted.
”I heard Chan's having her run the gauntlet. Rumor has it she messed something up during a special mission and fell out of favor,” Big explained. “She's being mercilessly tasked, these days.”
Ken chuckled.
”Servers her right. About time she was knocked down a peg.”
Big looked at him earnestly.
”Ken, don't...”
”Look what the cat threw up!” Ken jeered loud enough for everyone in the cafeteria to hear.
Jay turned and immediately zeroed in on the pair and Big saw his hopes for a peaceful afternoon disappear into nothingness. Rather than ignore them or flip them off, she stalked right up to their table.
”Oh great! The tweedles worked out how to use a map and find the closest food source.”
Big was immediately on edge. Something in her voice set alarm bells ringing. He noticed her whole body looked tense, coiled for a strike and was instantly aware she would not need much provocation.
”Ken, just drop it!” he pleaded.
”No, this bitch is ridiculous! At least, we weren't demoted and discarded like yesterday's trash. Unlike Porsche.”
”What?”
Her body went rigid at the mention of her brother.
”And people say you're no longer Chan's favorite, either!” Ken continued gleefully.
”Porsche was demoted?” Jay asked, as if Ken had never said the latter part. “When?”
”We got the order this morning,” Ken explained, smirking. “I even heard Porsche was sent home to 'reflect'.” He looked at Big for encouragement but the latter was shaking his head, praying Ken would pick up on the atmosphere. “Serves him right for getting drugged up, again!”
There was a clatter, a bang, and the table between them had vanished, Jay standing in its place, grabbing Ken by the front of his shirt and lifting him to his feet before slamming him against the nearest surface, her face pale and her eyes bulging as she stared at her prey.
”You're gonna tell me everything that happened, right now!” she growled.
”Or what?” Ken bit back, before spitting in her face.
Jay never flinched, instead placing her hand against Ken's throat lifting him from the ground. Ken began gasping for air, scratching at her arms, while Big tried to pry her away.
”That's enough!”
The deep voice reverberated through the room and Big froze and jumped back to stand at attention. However, for whatever reason, Ken was still struggling against the grip of his opponent.
”Jay!” Chan barked, an unfamiliar edge in his voice. “Let him go.”
Big looked from Chan back to Jay, his heart hammering as he saw her expression twist into a sneer. Then she stepped back and Ken fell to his feet, coughing furiously. She stayed in place, staring down at him with all the condescension of royalty, not even bothering to spare Chan a glance. He had to physically place himself between her and Ken, before she even acknowledged his presence and even then it was only with a glance.
”You're in violation of rule three. You'll report to the training hall at 7 A.M., is that clear?” Chan glared down at her, but she never spoke a word, instead turning on her heal and leaving the cafeteria. Once she was out of sight, Chan's attention turned to Ken, who had straightened and tried to look dignified despite having been strung up and flailing like a rag doll, only moments earlier.
”Stay off her radar for the time being. Don't invite further conflict.“ Chan's expression and voice brook no discussion. Not that it stopped Ken from trying.
”She's a fucking psycho! Why are you letting her get away with it?”
”Are you volunteering to join her punishment?”
Ken quickly backed down and Chan left them to lick their wounds.
”What the hell is up with them?” Ken wondered as they left the cafeteria.
”I don't know and I don't want to know. Let's just get you to the infirmary.”
”What for? I'm fine!”
”Even so, it can't hurt to have a paper trail of the times she's caused injury. Over time, it might be the strongest argument to get rid of her, which is what we want, right?”
Ken thought for a moment, then nodded.
”You're right, let's go.”
”So, you guys aren't allowed to have any overlap in your time off?” Chay asked as he watched Porsche fry mushrooms and chili on the stove.
”Afraid not,” Porsche said, ignoring the stab of guilt for lying. “Jay will come home some other time.” He smiled at Chay and nudged him playfully. “Not satisfied with some one-on-one time with your big bro?”
”No, I am!” Chay quickly reassured. “It's just been a long time, since I've seen...either of you. I miss you guys.”
Porsche paused, then turned down the heat and turned towards Chay. He rubbed his neck as he searched for the words.
”That last several days have been...hard,” he admitted. “Half the time, I wanted to run away. But more than anything, I just wanted to come home to you.”
Chay looked at him and he saw a bit of his own pain mirrored in his brother's face. Then Chay threw his arms around him, squeezing tightly.
”It's okay. You don't have to talk about it. I'm just happy to have you home.”
Porsche returned the hug, finally feeling like he was truly home. The simple gesture solidified his sense of belonging and he breathed deeply, feeling like something heavy had been lifted off him.
He finished making dinner, asking Chay about school and his friends, trying to keep as much of the conversation as possible off himself and the events of the last few months.
”So, is this Wik, who's helping you, the same one you've been obsessed with for the last couple of years?” he asked, after hearing about Chay's private lessons.
Instead of answering, Chay nodded, keeping his gaze meticulously focused on his meal.
”Is he a good guy?” Porsche observed his brother's hands as they gripped the bowl tighter.
”He's great!” Chay finally looked up. “He even listened to my song and gave me feedback.” His eyes were sparkling and the smile he sported made Porsche realize just how much he had missed it.
How much he had missed this.
”When am I gonna hear this masterpiece?”
A blush darkened Chay's cheeks.
”You don't wanna hear some amateur scribbles, do you?”
”No,” Porsche admitted. “But I want to hear your scribbles. No matter what they sound like.”
Chay became somber.
”I might have to perform it for my application, but I can't say when that will be...”
As his voice trailed off, Porsche's heart clenched as he realized what Chay was holding back. He grabbed his brother's shoulder, hoping to convey all the confidence and love he could into the touch.
”No matter what, if you're performing I will be there. Guaranteed!”
Chay smiled again but it did not quite reach his eyes.
”Yeah... Yes, I'm sure you will.”
They finished eating and did the dishes, before Porsche sent Chay to bed. When he had cleaned the kitchen he went outside and sat down on the garden swing, looking up at the night sky.
He could see why Jay liked it. For once, everything felt far away, as if he were floating among the stars, just one speck of dust in the entire universe. It was a freeing kind of loneliness and in that void, he fell apart.
The pain, the anger, the betrayal, the disgust, the gut wrenching sadness, he let them all overwhelm and tear through him, crying into the night as that dark memory that he had tried to keep locked away came back in full force, taking over his mind.
He had no sense of how long he spent on that swing, sobbing and suffering but by the time he went inside to take a shower, there was a raw, jagged feeling in his chest. Despite the pain, there was a sense of relief mixed in. As if he had finally managed to expel a tiny drop of the black sludge coating his soul.
Notes:
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Chapter 49: Naked Ass Peeking Out (Smut)
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Chapter 49: Naked Ass Peeking Out
”I wish I could just kill her!” Ken grumbled as they entered his room.
Big made a sound of agreement, glancing at the bruises around Ken's throat. The physician had been unable to do anything beyond prescribing rest, ice and pain relievers, but they still looked rather brutal.
”Where's your roommate?” Big asked, more to change the subject. He was getting sick and tired of hearing about those damn siblings.
”Out on a mission. He's due back in a couple of days.” Ken sat down on the couch and pulled off his tie before tossing it. “Just as well, I could use a couple of days alone.” His expression had grown dark and he stared into nothing, as he leaned his elbows on his knees.
As the silence stretched, Big could sense him slipping away into that part of him he always kept to himself. It was a side which was kept from Big, and it made him irrationally irritated when he noticed.
Big quietly locked the door and went to stand in front of him. As Ken looked up, Big put his hand on his cheek and bent down, pressing a soft kiss to his mouth. Big's lips lingered close and when Ken made no move to stop him, he kissed him again, more firmly.
Ken began tugging on his tie and he straddled him, their kiss never breaking. Big kept them chaste, nipping and sucking on Ken's lips as his other hand came up to cup his face. The little sighs and the way Ken's hands ran up Big's arms were every bit as sweet as the taste of his mouth. As Ken began pulling him closer, he grazed his tongue against Ken's lips, which parted, letting him in. He tentatively found Ken's tongue and began exploring it with his own, coaxing it into a slow, sensual dance, drawing soft moans from them both.
Ken's hand ran up to rest around the back of Big's neck, pulling him closer, while the other wrapped around his waist tightly. Feeling Ken's body pressed against his own stoked the heat in his lower abdomen and their kisses became more fervent, Big's grip on Ken's face becoming firmer as he began sucking on Ken's tongue, scraping his teeth against his lips.
He felt Ken tuck at his tie again, freeing it before tossing it aside.
Big unbuttoned Ken's shirt, his hands quickly gaining access to the chest, exploring the planes of his lover's body. As his fingertips graced a nipple, Ken gasped, breaking the kiss. He repeated the gesture observing Ken's reaction with lurid fascination, as his fingers lazily circled the turgid point. The flush settling over Ken's face, his shuddering breaths, his unwavering gaze locked onto Big's face, it was all a heady, erotic mixture, injecting liquid heat into Big's veins.
With slow, deliberate movements, he straightened and shrugged off his jacket, feeling Ken's eyes boring into him, following the movements of his hands as he began lazily unbuttoning his shirt. The rush of power and control made Big smirk and his hands slowed down to a torturous pace, a slight thrill coursing through him when Ken gulped, his eyes still locked on Big's hands. The bop of his Adam's apple drew Big's gaze to his throat, still carrying the hand print from Jay's assault.
As he finished the last button, rather than discard his shirt, he tenderly reached out, his fingers gently tracing the marks.
”Does it hurt?”
”Your touch? No.”
With the slightest pressure, Big tilted Ken's head to the side before bending close, his lips gracing the bruises as lightly as possible. He heard Ken's exhale, trembling as he pressed a feather soft kiss to his throat. He placed another and another, trailing a path up Ken's throat to where his jaw began, right beneath the ear.
His tongue darted out, flicking Ken's earlobe and Ken's breath hitched, turning into a hiss when Big caught the lobe in his teeth and tugged on it. Ken's hands came up and pulled Big's shirt off, tossing it to the floor, before wrapping his fingers into Big's hair and pulling his head away from his throat, only to claim his mouth in a searing kiss.
Big rocked himself against Ken's body, eliciting a soft moan; he noticed the growing hardness in Ken's pants and felt his own respond to the sensation.
He became increasingly irritated by the clothes still on their bodies and began tearing at Ken's shirt, eager to dispose of every shred of fabric between them. When Ken's chest was exposed, Big sat back, looking down at his lover's body, his gaze roving over every patch of skin with hunger and appreciation. He wet his lips, his thoughts turning to the kind of havoc his tongue could wreak on the man beneath him. As if reading his thoughts, Ken's gaze darkened as he remained completely still under Big's eyes, as if spellbound.
His stillness proved too great a temptation and Big soon reached down, letting his fingers trace Ken's erections through his pants, causing a gasp and shuddered breath to spill from the lips he had ravaged. With a smirk, he moved his hand, more firmly this time and a low moan was his reward.
Not one to be outdone for long, Ken's hands soon found their way to Big's belt, their eyes locked as he opened it and reached for the button on the slacks, next. Big's heart began to race as he mirrored Ken's move, his anticipation heating, fanning the flames of lust already blazing through him.
Big's dick was soon freed, but Ken made no move to touch it, instead observing as Big opened his pants and took out his own member. Then their gazes collided in a silent conversation. As Ken gave a short nod, Big moved his hips closer, until their shafts were touching, rubbing softly against each other. The friction created a tremor through Big as he positioned himself carefully, making sure their groins were as close as possible.
Ken's hand wrapped around both of them and Big's joined before they both began rubbing up and down together. The feeling of his most intimate body part being cushioned so was exquisite and Big bit his lip to suppress a moan, instead observing Ken's face reading his pleasure, his eyes trembling under the intensity of their combined touch.
Their eyes were still locked as their movements sped up ever so slightly, their hands and dicks soon coated in slick pre-cum. Big bent low and brushed his lips against Ken's, his hand never ceasing its movement or grip. Ken's other hand wrapped behind his neck and he was pulled into a deep kiss, their tongues exploring each other, hot breaths mingling among moans and pants.
The very idea of what they were doing was enough to make Big dizzy with need and he struggled to keep the pace, eager to prolong this pleasure as much as possible. The low moans from Ken, swallowed by Big's mouth, was almost enough to unravel him but he fought the release, intent on making Ken come first.
”Fuck! Big!” Ken groaned, as the speed increased again, their hands pumping with reckless abandon as they were both clinging to the edge.
Big kissed him again, winding the fingers on his free hand into Ken's hair and pulling back sharply, eliciting a loud yelp, petering into a heavy moan as Big's teeth began nibbling a path to his ear.
”I want you to come, Ken,” he whispered, his hot breath fanning across Ken's cheek and ear, before he caught Ken's earlobe between his teeth and bit down, making Ken whimper.
The tremors in Ken's body let Big know how close he was and Big was about to lose his mind when a wicked thought occurred to him. Without warning, his teeth found the spot where Ken's neck and shoulder met and he bit down, hard.
”Wha- Ah!” Ken exclaimed and his body went rigid.
Big felt his cum erupt between them, the knowledge snapping the last of his restraint and he tumbled over the edge as well, a deep growl rumbling out of his throat.
”Hng! Big!” Ken groaned, Big's teeth still firmly clamped onto him.
After the initial wave passed, Big let go, licking the spot as the after tremors shook them both, his breaths short and fast while Ken's were ragged.
”I didn't break the skin,” Big muttered, after a couple of minutes.
”I wouldn't care if you did,” Ken replied as pulled Big's head back, looking at him with a tender gaze.
Then he pulled him in for a soft kiss.
Whatever Kinn had expected to see when entering Porsche's room, it had not been Pete's naked ass peeking out from below an undershirt as his employee made muscle poses in front of a curtain-covered window.
The questions invading Kinn's mind ranged from wondering who Pete was posing for, considering there was no mirror to why he had chosen to cover his chest rather than his genitals. Then he pondered the likelihood of sneaking out of the room without being noticed, so he could retroactively knock before entering.
Pete finally noticed him and spun on the spot, pulling a towel to cover his manhood.
”Master Kinn! What brings you here...sir?”
”Where's Porsche?” Kinn asked, acting like he had seen nothing out of the ordinary.
”He left,” Pete explained, looking slightly confused. “He's been gone since yesterday.”
”On whose order?”
”Master Korn's, sir.”
His dad's name gave him pause and he sighed, thinking through the available alternatives. He needed to talk to Porsche and straighten out this weird... problem between them.
”He said he'd been given a week off,” Pete supplied, after a moment's silence.
The information only soured Kinn's mood.
”Has he been talking to you about anything lately?” Kinn asked, trying to seem less affected than he felt. “Was something bothering him or distracting him?”
Pete took a few seconds thinking.
”Nothing out of the ordinary, sir. Though his demeanor has been down, lately.” He shrugged. “I figured if it wasn't about work, he was probably heartbroken.”
The words sent a wave of guilt through Kinn and he suddenly felt more urgent about finding his missing bodyguard. As he headed for the door, Pete called out again.
”Look, I know my place and I'm not trying to tell you what to do, sir, but I think you need to know this: Porsche might seem hot-headed, but at the same time, everything affects him deeply.” He hedged for a moment, but Kinn made no move to stop him, so he continued. “If you want to get through to him, you need to be patient. And calm. Even when he gets riled up.”
Kinn exhaled, something constricting in his chest.
”I don't have the faintest idea where to start,” he admitted
Pete suddenly became animated, holding up his hands to stay Kinn, causing the towel to drop but he did not seem to care.
”Wait a moment, sir. I think I know how to help!”
He ran off and a couple of minutes later, he reappeared, fully dressed and gestured for Kinn to follow him out of the apartment.
”Where are we headed?” Kinn asked when they were both in the hallway.
”To the one person who can tell you how to talk with Porsche,” Pete revealed.
Kinn was immediately on edge.
”I'm not so sure that's a good idea.”
”It's about making peace with her brother. Why wouldn't she help?” Pete asked, oblivious to Kinn's conflicted expression. “Besides, she's with Chan, so she'll probably be on her best behavior.”
”They have training at this time?” Kinn asked, distinctly remembering their training being in the evening.
”Well...”
”What?”
Pete glanced around, then leaned in close.
”It seems Jay is being punished, sir,” he whispered. “She had a fight with some of the other bodyguards.”
Kinn stopped in his tracks.
”Jay? Jay is getting punished?”
”Yeah, shocked the rest of us too,” Pete admitted. “The other bodyguards stay out of her way, at the moment. The only one who goes near her is Chan and he is almost never lets her out of his sight.”
Kinn swallowed around a thick lump which had suddenly formed in his throat. He was very well aware of why Chan was paying close attention to her every move and he had a sneaking suspicion he was – at least partially – responsible for her current behavior.
”Apparently, they've been at it since this morning.”
”What?” Kinn checked his watch. “It's two in the afternoon!”
”Yep.”
Punishments were not common but they were a well-known phenomenon at the training compound and most employees would choose to be punished by one of the Theerapanyakuns rather than Chan; granted he was just as relentless regarding himself, which was one of the reasons he excelled at his job.
Even so, the sight that met them as they entered the training hall was nowhere close to what he might expect. Considering the obvious soft spot for Jay, no to mention her status as the only woman among the bodyguards, Kinn half expected his chief of staff to go easy on her. Instead, he saw two people who looked like they had been dragged to hell and back, covered in bruises, scratches and scrapes. Their clothes were crumpled and out of place, their hair slick with sweat and yet they were relentlessly fighting. Jay had clearly taken the brunt of the damage but Chan was far from unscathed.
Pete had stopped in his tracks right next to Kinn but noticed Arm sitting nearby and quickly made his way over.
”What is going on?” Pete asked, as soon as he got close.
Arm never took his eyes off the pair, munching on some type of snack as he spoke.
”I've never seen anyone go this long. She doesn't speak, just gets back up and starts again.”
”Have they been fighting, non-stop, since this morning?” Kinn wanted to know, having followed Pete.
”They took a break to eat lunch, but other than that? Non-stop.”
Kinn sighed.
”I guess it's not the best time to talk to her,” Pete noted, shooting Kinn an apologetic look.
”Talk? About what?” Arm asked, his attentions finally turning away from the fight.
”I just need to ask her some questions,” Kinn explained. “About Porsche.”
Arm's expression perked up and he put his snacks down before getting to his feet.
”Wait a moment, sir.”
He went up to Chan, just as he and Jay parted again, and quietly spoke. Unsure what else to do, Kinn followed after, looking towards Jay, who had her back turned. Even without seeing her expression, the fury was rolling off her in waves.
When he turned his attention back to Arm and Chan, he saw the latter run a hand over his face, shaking his head. Arm's expression was insistent as he argued his case and Kinn caught Chan shooting a look between himself and Jay before crossing his arms and pinching the bridge of his nose with a heavy sigh.
He nodded and Arm returned to Kinn with a smug grin.
”Now, we just need to wait a few minutes,” he promised, turning to look as Chan instructed Jay to carry out some form exercises.
She looked perplexed but did not protest before entering into the right stance, only for Chan to immediately correct every minor imperfection. Annoyance settled onto her features but she adjusted herself without a word.
After observing for a few minutes, Kinn felt Arm nudging him.
”J-Jay?” he asked, hesitantly.
”What?” Her tone was neutral and she never glanced in his direction.
”How do I apologize to Porsche?”
If Chan was curious about the question he was good at hiding it, his focus solely on Jay's stance and movements.
”If you apologize sincerely, Porsche is not the type to hold a grudge,” she responded, her voice flat and without inflection.
”What if he won't listen to me?”
”Then you're approaching him wrong.”
Kinn looked towards Arm who just gestured for him to continue, intensely engaged with the exchange.
”How do I approach him, then?”
”On equal footing. If you act like you're above him, he'll become defiant in return.”
”What if I defer to him, instead?”
”That won't work. He'll get flustered and the conversation won't move anywhere.”
”Is this for real?” Pete mumbled to Arm. “Can someone really be so distracted they just answer whatever?”
Out the corner of his eye, Kinn noticed Arm nodding.
”It's a symptom of cognitive overload. Some special agents have shown similar results after a long time handling confidential information,” he explained. “Basically, their mind is at capacity on specifically avoiding certain topics or keeping certain lies consistent. As a result, if you add to their 'active' mental load, less critical information can slip out.”
”I guess everyone has their secrets,” Pete mused.
”She won't be happy when she realizes,” Arm said, directed at Kinn. “So better make the most of this chance.”
Kinn glanced at Pete and Arm, then took a deep breath.
”What if what I've done is unforgivable?”
Jay's eyes blinked rapidly for a moment and Kinn held his breath, but before she could do anything else, Chan had given her five minute corrections and she settled back into practicing her form. Kinn was about ready to give up on the answer when she spoke again.
”Even if you hurt him, as long as you don't hurt someone he cares about, Porsche is the type who can let go of his hate. For better and worse.”
A sense of hope flooded his chest at the words and he could not keep a slow smile from spreading over his face. He quickly went to the two bodyguards, still muttering together.
”Pete. Arm. Thank you. Really!”
He headed for the doors, stopping right and front of them and turning back.
”And thank you, Jay!” he called before exiting.
Chapter 50: A Smiling Mask Can't Hide the Eyes
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Chapter 50: A Smiling Mask Can't Hide the Eyes
Chan rarely held feelings of animosity towards the heir of the family, but in that moment, he wanted to slap Kinn over the back of the head as he noticed Jay's eyes flicker and clear.
”Get out of here,” he growled towards Pete and Arm who needed no further instruction.
Emotions flitted across Jay's face as she caught up with what had happened. Her head snapped to the side, her eyes zeroing in on the retreating bodyguards.
”Motherfuckers!” she sneered and hurled herself towards them.
Chan managed to catch her, as she moved to pass him.
”No.”
”Let go!” she snapped, struggling to get out of his grip.
”You'll be spending the rest of the day chasing them, and you're already run down. Let it go.”
If he could keep her from turning frantic, he could keep her in check. As it were, he was not sure her current state could handle a full on brawl.
Instead, his restraint turned her anger against him and she began tearing and scratching at him. His current hold on her, kept him mostly safe, but he knew it was only temporary.
It was a short scuffle, partially because he had grown accustomed to her moves, partially because she was beyond exhausted and he knew. He, himself, was running on fumes.
”For fuck's sake, Jay, what is this about?” he snapped as he held her pinned against the mat, more so to keep her from hurting herself than for his own safety. “Why haven't you called out? You know I would have ended this!”
She said nothing but was thrashing violently in his grip. Chan's patience was hanging by a thread and she was doing her damnedest to snap it. He grabbed her by the jaw, forcing her to look at him.
”I don't care what's got you in a frenzy this time, but keep this up and you'll get yourself killed.”
”Fuck off, this is all your fault!” She renewed her struggles her eyes glaring wildly at him.
”This is about Porsche, isn't it? No one ordered him to keep anything from you!” he argued, unable to keep his composure as his efforts to keep her still mounted. “If he wanted you to know, he would have told you!”
”I know that! That's got nothing to do with it.”
”Then what?”
”You made me fail!” Her eyes were locked with his, filled to the brim with anger and hate but her body stilled.
It only took a split-second for Chan to realize at whom her hate was directed. He loosened his grip and stood, giving her space to get to her feet. She lifted her hands and shifted into battle stance, but her arms were trembling.
He stepped close and she swung but he caught her wrist, looking at her calmly.
”Let's stop here.”
”No!” She wrenched her arm free and shoved at him but he did not budge, even as she tried again and again. “Don't you dare do this to me! Fight me!Fight me!” Her voice broke and Chan's heart clenched.
Even as she came at him with all her strength, he could feel how weakened she was, her body giving way far too quickly.
As she shoved again, he grabbed her hands, holding them tenderly but firmly. She tried to pull away, but there was no real strength left.
”Jay,” he called, softly.
”Don't!” Her voice was trembling.
”It's enough now,” he coaxed. “You've done enough.”
He pulled her closer and she let him, not protesting as he wrapped his arms around her. Holding her close, he sensed as her legs gave out, and gently slid to the floor with her, keeping his embrace tight. For several minutes, he held her like that, only vaguely noticing his shoulder becoming damp, where her face was buried. He planted a gentle kiss against her hair.
”It's okay,” he soothed as her body began to tremble. “You've done well.”
A strangled sob escaped her and her hands grabbed into his jersey, crumbling it in her fists.
He continued to hold her tightly, as more sounds of anguish and despair wrenched out of her, trying to contain all her sorrow and exhaustion within his embrace.
As she clung to him, one thought crystallized in his mind: he wanted this part of her to be his alone. The possessiveness he felt over this particular moment was enough to leave him stunned.
He unconsciously tightened his arms and felt her cling harder to him in response, causing a burst of tenderness to course through him. At that moment, no one could have pried him away from her, for anything in the world.
”Pork, beer and friends,” Jom cheered, as the trio clinked their glasses together. “Who could ask for more?”
Porsche nodded his agreement, before drinking deeply. Jom observed him closely for a moment, while Tem focused on frying up his food.
”It's been a while,” he finally noted. “I was beginning to worry about you two.” He looked back at the house. “Speaking of, where's your brother?”
”There was a prep camp for potential new students,” Porsche explained, in-between bites of food. “I convinced him to go. He was not entirely happy with it. I think he's missed me too much.”
”'Missed you too much'? You asshole! Of course he missed you! Hell, I missed you!”
Porsche looked at him with furrowed brow, then shook his head.
”You should tell your face, some time.”
”What? I'm totally serious!”
”Mm, and the free alcohol has nothing to do with it?”
Jom pulled his glass closer to himself.
”Now, I never went that far.”
Porsche laughed.
”Uh-huh, and I'm the asshole?”
”I can be bribed to change my rating...with more beer.”
”Yeah, yeah, give me a minute.”
Porsche fell quiet, catching Tem's attention. After a moment, his friend nudged Jom, gesturing to Porsche's distant demeanor.
”Porsche?” Tem finally asked. “Are you okay?”
”Yeah, why?” Porsche replied, trying to look lively.
”I dunno, your face is all scrunched up, like you're in pain, or...”
”Holding in a shit,” Jom supplied, pointing his chopsticks straight a Porsche. “That's his 'I need to take a shit'-face, trust me!”
”Oh fuck off, Jom!” Tem snapped, only noticing as he brought the chopsticks to his mouth that Jom had snatched his piece of meat, sending him a death glare.
”Is it really that obvious?” Porsche asked them both.
”Well,” Tem began as he poked at another piece on the grill to check if it was done, “you sent Chay away, despite not having seen him in months, and there's no trace of Jay, either. It all screams wanting to be alone, yet you invited us here.”
”Because we're that special to him, Tem,” Jom tried to argue.
”I'd rather be special to Jay.”
Porsche fell back in his chair with a sigh.
”Dude, really? I didn't even steal your food, this time!”
”I know, but Jom doesn't have a sister.”
”Thank god! Just look at the misery one of those can cause,” Jom muttered as he poked at the meat. “Regardless, it's not like you have to tell us something's bothering you. We've known you long enough to just see it.”
He looked at Porsche and gave a crooked smile.
”A smiling mask can't hide the eyes.”
Before Porsche could reassure them, the doorbell sounded.
”Who the hell...?”
”Are you expecting a booty call?” Jom asked, a wicked gleam in his eyes.
”If you ordered strippers here again, I swear to all that it sacred-” Porsche threatened with a hiss.
Jom held up his hands.
”Whoa, whoa! I got nothing to do with this, I swear!”
Porsche sent him a last skeptical look before going to check.
Porsche would eventually be reminded of one of his trainers' words on the topic of faith.
”I don't know about gods or the like, what I do know with absolute certainty is that somewhere sits a demon on a throne of thorns, who is so butt hurt that he ensures whatever the worst thing that could happen may be, it will happen at the worst possible time.”
He had continued: “This demon doesn't get his jollies from pain or fear, but he revels when you find yourself in a situation where you wish the earth would open up and swallow you whole, so you wouldn't need to suffer another second of humiliation.”
It turned out to be a most apt description for what was to come.
Kinn was staring hard into the table, as he tried to compartmentalize the last couple of hours, which had been sheer agony.
For one thing, he did not care for Porsche's friends, that was for sure. And Porsche had made the meeting with them far more unbearable than necessary. So what if he had asked for a beer? Was this not a social occasion? And what was with Porsche's attitude? It was not like he had never asked him for stuff like this before.
The so-called 'friends' had begun talking about Porsche's work, believing Kinn to be some random colleague, and Kinn had been clenching his fists. Khun's style was mocked, and he felt a sudden surge of righteous anger. Who the hell gave them the right to make fun of someone who had been kidnapped and traumatized as a kid? Khun was eccentric, but he was by no means someone to be compared to these lowly people who got drunk and toiled around in the mud!
Then their mockery had changed to Kinn and the anger had quickly turned to confusion and hurt instead. A crappy boss who pulled a gun on him for nothing? Was that really all Porsche saw him as?
The night's humiliation had only gotten worse as Kinn was ordered around like a servant, getting the three of them more beer, more veggies (which he had to cut himself), more beer, more meat and finally, more beer. Apparently, regular people were borderline immune to alcohol poisoning, it seemed. Or the quality of the drinks was just that piss-poor, something he had definitely confirmed for himself.
As the bottles piled up, the men finally started winding down, one of them even nodding off for a while before the pair left, leaving himself and Porsche in silence as Kinn tried to find the words to start a conversation.
”Why are you here?” Porsche's voice was cold, borderline rude.
He stared, taken aback by the open hostility.
”You're not really asking that, are you?” He leaned in, the pressure from the last hour grating the remains of his patience into dust. “I'm here to take you home!”
”Fuck off!”
He was about to bite back when Pete's advice gave him pause. He took a deep breath and tried to find some semblance of understanding inside himself.
”I get that you've been given some time off. I just... I'd like to know when you'll be back?”
”That's none of your business!” Porsche snapped, and Kinn felt his own ire rise.
”Of course it's my business, I'm your fucking boss!” He immediately chastised himself for losing his cool, trying to calm down again.
Porsche drank from his glass, almost provocatively slowly before answering.
”Says who? Last I checked, I had been replaced.”
”As lead bodyguard, you're still on my team,” Kinn argued, unsure why he was losing the upper hand.
”I already talked to your dad about switching to Khun again.”
Kinn stiffened, his expression becoming rigid.
”Why would you do that?”
”Are you fucking kidding me?” Porsche yelled, his expression furious. “Do you have any idea how you've treated me?”
”What do you think I've spent the last week agonizing over?” Kinn asked back, his voice more desperate than demanding. “You think I like being this oppressive, sadistic asshole? Keeping my people at arms length, expecting them to die for me?”
When Porsche said nothing in return, he continued: “I care about you, about all my people.”
”No, you don't!” Porsche protested his voice cracking. “You don't care about me. Never about me!”
Kinn saw his eyes shining and felt his heart squeeze.
”Then why am I here?” he asked, quietly.
Porsche shook his head, but for once, he said nothing to refute.
”I'm sorry,” Kinn said after a few moments, earning a shocked look from Porsche. “I shouldn't have punished you,” he explained. “I know you only drank the water because you thought I had sent it.”
”You're sorry?” Porsche asked with scoff. “I'm supposed to believe a guy like you knows the meaning of that word?”
”Yes?” Kinn's eyes flickered as he searched for the right explanation, eventually gesturing to the empty bottles. “I'm doing all this because I want to show you that...I'm trying. I really am.”
He saw Porsche's resolve waver, his expression torn between hope and betrayal as he looked into Kinn's eyes.
”I'm sorry, Por-” Kinn began, hoping to provide the final push, when Porsche's finger came up.
”Shh.” Porsche's eyes darted around without his head turning, then landed on Kinn again. “Did you bring anyone?”
Kinn sighed deeply as he caught on.
”I came alone.”
”It seems we have company.”
He felt the nuzzle against the back of his head as he saw the men approach from the shadows to stand behind Porsche as well.
He did not even have the emotional bandwidth to be surprised and Porsche looked more exasperated than concerned as they both held their hands up in surrender.
”Master Korn,” Chan called out, his heart in his throat as he finished reading the message from Arm. “Kinn's GPS signal is moving rapidly towards the Crescendan border!”
Korn looked down at him from the gallery, his expression curious.
”Have you tried to contact him?”
”There's been no answer,” Chan replied, his expression grim.
”Mobilize our best and track them down!” Korn ordered without hesitation.
Chan nodded and turned on his heel, his hands already dialing Arm.
”Yes, sir?”
”Tell Big and Ken to get the bikes, have Jay bring her runner's gear, you and her are with me in the car,” he instructed, only barely waiting for Arm's reply before hanging up and rushing to the equipment room.
The other four were waiting in front of the estate when he was done. He eyed Jay, but her expression revealed nothing except furious determination. She had probably guessed Kinn and Porsche were taken together.
”Bikes will stay behind until I give the orders. If we get close enough, Jay will try and get on to the vehicle. Arm will keep an eye on the GPS signal. All clear?”
”Clear, sir!” they said in unison.
”Master Kinn's safety is our top priority, anything else is secondary.”
His eyes lingered on Jay again but she remained unreadable, meeting his gaze with calm. After a second or two, he nodded and gestured for them to move out.
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Chapter 51: Assholery Pretending to Be Decency
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Chapter 51: Assholery Pretending to Be Decency
”Are you sure he's in there?” Chan asked as they caught up to the truck.
”Positive,” Arm confirmed, then scratched his head. “Well, his phone is, at the very least.”
Chan pressed his earbud.
”Big, Ken, you're up. Get close and take out the drivers.”
On cue, two motorcycles drove up from behind the car, overtaking it in their pursuit of the truck.
The drivers in front were soon alerted and began shooting at the riders, hanging half-way out the windows. Both Ken and Big returned fire while trying to keep their balance on the bikes.
”Get as close as possible and keep steady,” Chan instructed the driver next to him, loosening the clip on his gun before he looked behind.
”We can't promise we'll line up perfectly, so you'll have to make up the difference.”
”Not a problem,” Jay declared, her eyes locked on the truck.
”Then get out there,” he ordered.
In a manner of seconds, Jay had hauled her body through the backseat window and positioned herself on top of the speeding car, one hand keeping her in place.
The car inched closer under cover of the shootout and Jay readied her catch, slinging it at the first opportunity she saw. Her aim was off and the claw clanked against the truck and fell. Jay quickly retracted it, before the car could run over it, and readied herself again.
She saw her moment and slung again, this time making it catch. Just as she smiled in triumph, a shot hit one of the bikes wrong and bike and rider skidded off the road.
The sight was enough to make the driver swerve and Jay almost lost her balance, retracting the cord, so she would not lose her chance.
”Big! Are you alright?” Chan's voice sounded over the comm channel while Jay landed against the back doors of the truck, scrabbling to get on top.
”I'll live,” Big reported. “God-fucking-dammit!” There was a noise as if he was kicking something metallic.
Jay had gotten atop the truck, but there was very little purchase to cling to, she was struggling to stay on if not for her catch keeping her attached. Meanwhile, a shooter from the truck struck the other bike and it veered off the road as well, albeit with far less loss of control.
Jay took the chance to jump down and try to pull the shooter out of the window. Her line kept her dangling next to the cabin as she wrestled with the shooter, trying to get his gun away. The driver was yelling towards his buddy, but did not dare try and shoot while they were so close together.
”Sorry, sir!” Ken said over the comm.
Jay had managed to keep the gun from pointing at her and pull the guy halfway out the cabin, when he was shot through the skull. She turned her head to see Chan pulling himself back inside the car.
”Get back up and see if you can open the doors!” his order sounded in her ear.
She pulled herself to the roof and crawled to the back where she slammed her hand against the doors, repeatedly. The reaction came within seconds and the doors were kicked open as the kidnappers opened fire on the the car behind, while Jay was almost thrown off the truck as it swerved sharply. Soon after, Jay could hear the sound of grunting and a struggle and while she was desperately crawling to reach the load space, a gunshot rang out and the truck lost all control.
She had no time to take stock of the situation before the truck turned so sharply, she was flung off, her line snapping, sending her hurdling through the night. She slammed into something and fell to the ground, seeing the red lights of the truck fade into the darkness along with her consciousness.
”Get me all the latest maps and terrain images for a ten-mile radius and make sure all the drones are deploying!” Chan ordered as he looked out into the forest.
Arm came up to him with a with a look of concern.
”The GPS-signal ends where the truck was, there's no further sign of either of them”
”Split the teams into three shifts,” Chan instructed. “We're carrying out ground-searches round the clock, spreading out from this point in an even pattern. Tell the men to keep contact at all times and report back to me if they see anything.”
”Yes, sir.”
Arm left, passing Big on his way to Chan, looking conflicted and rueful.
”Sir, I want to talk about what happened.”
Chan gave him a questioning look.
”During the chase. I was close to getting a shot at the driver but... I failed.” He kept his eyes on the ground, his posture tense. “If it hadn't been for my mistake, Kinn would... He wouldn't have...”
”There's no point in speculating 'what if',” Chan chided, his voice gentle. “In fact, it will only distract you from the task at hand.”
Big looked up at him, hesitantly.
”Besides,” Chan continued, “I've worked with you long enough to know you always give your all to this job. We will find them.” He said the last part, hoping to impart a sense of confidence he did not feel.
”You're right, sir. There's no way our Master Kinn would be taken out that easily,” Big confirmed with a swift nod.
There was a sudden crash and sounds of branches breaking not far from the search party encampment and Chan sighed as they both turned towards the sound.
”Is the medical team on their way?” he asked Big who quickly checked his phone.
”They should be here any minute,” Big reported and Chan nodded before moving towards the source of the noise.
He found her where he expected, swaying slightly on her feet as she looked up at the surroundings trees with a baleful glare, one hand clutching her side.
”I told you to rest,” Chan reminded her.
”I don't have time,” she grunted, awkwardly pulling out her catch.
”And I don't have time to keep you from killing yourself, while we search for Kinn and Porsche,” Chan countered, quickly snatching the tool from her, before scooping her up in his arms and heading back to the camp.
Jay struggled for a moment, but it quickly proved too painful and she stilled, though she was not done protesting.
”I can jump through the trees and cover more ground! You need me out there!”
”You're used to zipping between buildings, not trees. We both know you'll spend more time falling than flying.”
”I just need to get the hang of it,” she argued.
”While you're injured and can barely move?” He sat her down on a fallen log, but kept a hand on her shoulder to keep her form standing back up. “Jay, I get you're worried, but you're not thinking clearly.”
”It's not that bad.” Despite her words, she winced.
”You were slung into a three at high speed. I won't hear another word about helping until a doctor's looked you over and you've taken a proper rest!”
”But-”
”Enough,” he cut her off, firmly. “I'm already launching a search and rescue, I need to be out with the first teams and I can't do my job properly, if I also have to make sure you don't do anything stupid.”
Jay opened her mouth then closed it, a slight redness darkening her cheeks as she averted her gaze.
”For your brother's sake, get treatment and get better so you can join the effort without being a liability.” He spoke softly and squeezed her shoulder.
She closed her eyes, swallowed, then nodded and he heaved a sigh in relief before returning to organizing the others.
Throughout the day, he kept her within his periphery but the fight seemed to have gone out of her and she stayed in place until the medical team arrived and set up tents, guiding her inside one where she stayed for the rest of the day, much to Chan's relief.
”Soo,” Porsche drawled, the pain from the cuffs pulling on his wrist souring his mood, “I take it you have no clue where you're going?”
After the truck crashed, the pair had heard reinforcement calling out to the kidnappers and ran into the wilderness, not much caring which direction. When they felt safer they had slowed to a walk, with Kinn taking the lead, neither speaking to one another, until this moment.
Kinn stopped and looked around, then pointed in a different direction from the one they were headed.
”We need to go this way.”
Porsche glanced in the direction then looked back at Kinn with raised eyebrows.
”You know or you think?”
”It's what I've decided, so let's go,” Kinn snapped and began moving again but Porsche did not budge.
”Well, I've decided I want to go that way instead,” he said, gesturing in the opposite direction.
”Like hell you will! We're going this way, and that's final.” Kinn began pulling on the cuffs but Porsche dug in his heels, his jaw clenching.
”Too bad, I'm going the other way.”
Kinn spun and glared at him.
”I'm your boss, you listen to my orders!”
”Or what?” Porsche bit back, raising his head provocatively. “Gonna have your goons teach me a lesson?” He looked around with a sardonic grin and started yelling: “Yo, Big! Ken! Your boss needs you! Come out, come out, wherever you are!”
When nothing but silence responded to his taunts, he looked back at Kinn with a look of mock surprise.
”But where could they be?” His mouth fell open, as if he suddenly realized something. “Oh! That's right! They're not here.”
Kinn looked equal parts frustrated and furious and Porsche's expression fell into a mask of cold indifference.
”Stop posturing as if you got it all under control and face facts: In our current situation, you're no better than a pitiful peasant like me.”
”Fuck off!” Kinn barked. “You're so full of it, as if you haven't been feeling smug and superior since the moment we met!”
Porsche met Kinn's gaze calmly.
”So, what do we do?” he asked
Kinn thought for a few moments.
”Let's use the bodyguards' rule to decide, then.”
When Kinn won the round of Rock-Paper-Scissors, Porsche was in no way ready to admit defeat.
”Best out of thr- five!”
”What? Are you serious?”
”Why not? Don't think you can beat me?”
He was aware how childish he sounded, but at the moment, he could not abide making anything even slightly easier for Kinn. As it turned out, the result was the same, with a three-two score in Kinn's favor. Despite Porsche's protests, Kinn pushed forth and they walked on.
About an hour later, they were back in the same spot, and thus began an afternoon of each of them taking charge and leading the other in search of water or some semblance of civilization. All carried out to the tune of relentless bickering and insults towards one another. By the time they took a break, the sun was hanging low and they were both sweating and exhausted.
”We were kidnapped, shot at, and crashed into a tree at high speed, but in the end, we're gonna die from fucking dehydration,” Kinn mused in a grim voice, “and it's all courtesy of the man who's supposed to keep me from fucking dying.”
”If you don't like my services, feel free to leave already!” Porsche snapped.
Instead of answering, Kinn held up the cuffs binding them together, then pinched the bridge of his nose.
”If you think I'm staying close because I want to, you've become truly delusional. If not for you, I'm certain I would have found my way back, already.”
Porsche spread our his arms – or arm as was the case – in a challenging gesture.
”Well then, let's break the chain!”
Kinn stared for a moment, then his face darkened.
”Fine! Find a rock and have at it!”
”Fine, I will!”
”Do it, then!”
Porsche looked around, grabbing a nearby rock.
”Sit down, then!” he ordered and Kinn did so.
He smashed the rocks on the links between the cuffs.
”Again! Harder!” Kinn ordered.
”Shut up! I'm doing it!”
He struck again and again, and though the links got scratched, they did not bend.
”Dammit!”
”I told you so, you idiot!” Kinn growled. “These are steel handcuffs, smashing them with a rock, like some neanderthal, won't do squat!”
”I am so sick of your shit!” Porsche said, tossing the rock aside, before it could become his murder weapon. “If you're so smart, why didn't you prevent the fucking kidnapping in the first place?”
”Oh, so this is my fault?” Kinn asked, flabbergasted. “You're the one who ran home with your tail between your legs like a freaking coward!”
”And who told you to follow?” Porsche asked. “If you hadn't, they would have never come!”
”I- You-” Kinn sputtered. “You ungrateful asshole!” he finally settled on.
”Ungrateful?” Porsche asked, laughing incredulously. “What exactly should I be grateful for? My life's been one long miserable nightmare, since I met you!” He paused. “Oh wait! That's your life, right?” He poked Kinn's forehead, aggressively. 'Your life is mine'? Remember that?”
Kinn slapped his hand away but he spat back at him.
”Fuck you! You expect your people to lay down our lives for you, but you can't even figure out to survive on your own, can you? Jerk!”
”You're the jerk!” Kinn countered, shoving at Porsche.
”No, you are!” Porsche shoved him back.
”You wouldn't even recognize decency if it came up and slapped you in the face!” Kinn taunted, shoving even harder.
”At least I recognize assholery pretending to be decency!” Porsche was grabbing onto Kinn, shaking him.
”What's that supposed to mean?” Kinn asked, shaking him back.
”What do you think it me-” Porsche started, but was cut off as they both slid down the rock face they sitting on.
”Oh shit” Kinn managed to shout before the fell off the edge.
The fall was short and ended in a splash. Porsche's mind took a couple of seconds to work out where the sound had come from and why his shoulder was suddenly cold and wet.
”Water...” Kinn gasped next to him. “It's water! We found water!”
Porsche sat up, a wave of relief flooding him as he surveyed the stream they had landed in.
”I told you I could hear running water somewhere!” Porsche said, unable to hide a smug grin as he splashed some on Kinn, who seemed too happy to care about their previous rivalry.
”Come on, let's find a better spot,” Kinn said, pulling on Porsche's arm.
”Ey, ey, ey!” Porsche cried out. “At least hold my hand, instead.”
He grabbed Kinn's hand and started walking downstream.
”Let me lead. I found this, after all.”
”Sure, sure,” Kinn acquiesced.
They soon found a shallow pool and took the chance to drink deeply from the fresh water, while splashing it over their heated bodies. Porsche was sure he had never tasted anything sweeter in his life.
”We're going to live!” he exclaimed in between drinking from his hands and splashing both himself and Kinn, to make sure they would cool down.
Kinn smiled as their eyes met.
”We're not gonna die out here.”
Porsche shook his head.
”No. We're not.”
There was a moment of silence between them, then their arms wrapped around each other in a tight, one-armed, embrace, both in celebration and comfort. Porsche could feel the tension of the last eighteen hours lessen as he clung to Kinn, the feel of water gently flowing around them.
They eventually parted and leaned back against a sun-warmed rock, exhaustion, relief and elation washing over them. Porsche was only vaguely aware that their hands were still intertwined as they laughed together.
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Chapter 52: The Amazing Mr. Kinn's Blazing Skills
Notes:
Alright guys, I usually don't do this, but I decided to put in a picture of what I feel James Brighton looks like.
If you guys hate me, let me know, otherwise I'll keep him in my 'cast' (actor's name is Charles Joel Nordström Kinnaman, for those who wish to know).
Anyways, enjoy!
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Chapter 52: The Amazing Mr. Kinn's Blazing Skills
James Brighton was nursing an emerging headache as he observed the nervous head of security of the Savelli family.
“Am I understanding correctly, that you managed to get a hold of the Theerapanyakun heir and his new bodyguard, but you lost them before ever reaching the destination?”
“Their security caught up with us faster than anticipated, Mr. Brighton. Our men were shot and lost control of the truck.”
“They caught up with you? How?”
The man swallowed visibly, his eyes darting around as if looking for an escape.
“We believe they tracked the GPS signal on Kinn's phone.”
“His phone... I see.” James inclined his head towards Landon, who left his side and went towards the door.
“Th-the men were instructed to favor speed over caution, they must have thought...” The man's words trailed off as Landon locked the door to the office.
“It is regrettable that your Dom does not have the stones to come and deliver this news himself,” James told the man as he stood from his chair. “He was obviously aware I would be displeased with this development.”
As he made his way around the desk, the man began backing up, only to bump into Landon who had come to stand behind him. He looked frantically from Landon to James, sweat beginning to form on his forehead.
Heeding an invisible cue, Landon grabbed the man's arms behind his back as James came close. With firm but gentle movements, he tugged on the man's lapel, straightening the collar with a neutral expression. Then his fist flew, striking the man clear across the jaw, his body only held up by Landon's hold. The punch was quickly followed by one more, then another and another, knocking the man out.
James stopped and straightened out his suit, checking his cuffs and sleeves for blood, while Landon dropped the unconscious man to the floor.
“Take him downstairs and find out how many points of connection exist between us and the Savellis, then make sure to destroy anything tying us to this mess before the Theerapanyakuns start looking into this”
“And after?”
“Send him to the labs. They've been clamoring for new guinea pigs.”
“Yes, sir,” Landon replied as he opened the door looking for a staff member to take the body.
James went to sit down again, stretching his hands to relieve the soreness.
“Do we still have people at the Theerapanyakun compound?” he asked when Landon returned with extra people.
“We have a few among the staff, but none among the bodyguards.”
“Change their orders: I want to be informed of any and all movements of the two new bodyguards, especially the woman.”
“Right away, sir.”
James nodded, then had a sudden thought.
“Oh! And put together a file with evidence linking the Savellis to the kidnapping.”
“Why?” Landon asked, his expression puzzled.
“Do I need to explain myself to you?”
His head of security quickly shook his head.
“Of course not. Forgive me, sir.”
Landon turned and followed the other staff towards the door. James called out just as he was about to close it.
“And Landon?”
“Yes?”
He caught the man's gaze.
“It should go without saying, but make sure you leave no trace of our involvement, yes?”
There was a short beat of silence as Landon swallowed visibly.
“Of course, Mr. Brighton.”
“Come on!” Kinn grumbled as he kept banging two rocks together.
The pitiful pile of twigs and straw would not last long but it was a start. Or it would be, once he managed to actually create a spark. Porsche sat next to him and observed his efforts, quiet for once. It had been borderline impossible to make progress with Porsche complaining every time Kinn pulled a little on the cuffs or had to stop up and take stock of their surroundings.
His mood had improved when they had found the truck. Dilapidated as it was, there was no hope for it to be in working order, but it was some kind of shelter and a place to establish a base.
They had both celebrated by watching the setting sun from the roof. However, as the darkness crept in, it was accompanied by the fear of what might be lurking within, and so, they had hastily scraped together wood and dried grass.
Half an hour later, and Kinn was no closer to creating fire than when he started and the darkness had completely fallen around them.
“Do you actually know what you're doing?” Porsche asked.
“Just give it a minute,” Kinn replied, sounding more confident than he felt. “Fire is my forte.”
“Your 'forte'?”
“Haven't you heard? The blazing flame is hot and seductive, just like me,” he explained with a wink.
Porsche chuckled, the sound sending a pleasant trail of warmth through Kinn's chest.
“I suppose I shouldn't argue with the might of the 'blazing flame' of the five families.”
“Exactly! Any second now.” He renewed his efforts, ignoring the protests from his sore arms. “Watch your leg.”
“My leg?” Porsche asked, looking down in bewilderment.
“When this fire takes off, I don't want you getting hurt.” It was about as likely as him producing a spark at this point, but he was not about to admit defeat.
“I can't wait,” Porsche mumbled, moving himself slightly away from the pile of kindling. “Maybe I should give you a standing ovation...if you ever manage to actually light the damn thing.”
A couple of minutes later, Kinn threw the rocks aside.
“Oh, fuck it. I give up.”
Porsche looked at the stones and back it him, his eyebrows lifted.
“Why?”
“I'm not getting anywhere and what's the point? The darker it is, the easier it is to sleep, anyway.”
“Sure,” Porsche drawled, “and if any predators were to drop by, we won't know before they've already devoured us. Excellent plan.”
“What do you suggest, then?” Kinn snapped.
Porsche looked at him, sighed and then reached into his pocket with his free hand, before pulling out a Zippo and lighting it. Kinn stared, gobsmacked.
“Why the fuck didn't you tell me you had a lighter?”
“And miss the amazing Mr. Kinn's blazing skills?” Porsche laughed. “How could I ignore such an opportunity?”
“Ha ha, very funny,” Kinn grumbled.
“After all, you looked so...'hot and seductive',” Porsche continued. “I was simply in awe of you.”
“Fuck off already, and light the damn fire.” Kinn looked away, knowing he was turning red from embarrassment.
“Sure, sure,” Porsche said before holding the flame to the kindling.
The fire quickly took and caught on to the branches. Porsche closed the Zippo and turned to Kinn.
“Watch out!” he warned, nudging at Kinn's legs. “You better move back a bit.”
“What? Why?”
“I don't want you to get hurt.”
Kinn froze giving Porsche a glare as the latter dissolved into a fit of laughter.
They managed to stack up a decent campfire before too long and sat in the truck, watching the flames in silence. Porsche began nodding off and Kinn could feel himself slipping into sleep as well. When Porsche's body slumped against his leg, Kinn bolted upright, pulling his weapon, only to realize he was pointing his empty, clenched fist at Porsche who had one hand raised, staring back at him.
“Put the rock down,” Porsche said, slowly. “You don't want me to pull paper on you.”
It took a few seconds for Kinn's brain to catch up to the words. Then he scoffed, shoving at Porsche.
“Idiot. Since you're in such good spirits, you can take the first watch. I need some sleep.” He let his body fall back into the bed and made himself comfortable, a difficult task considering the circumstances.
“Pain in the ass,” Porsche mumbled.
“I heard that,” Kinn said, kicking at Porsche's leg, eliciting a grunt of pain.
“Hey, Kinn...” Porsche said, after a while. “They'll come for us...right?”
“They will. Chan would rather die than give up on anyone from our family,” Kinn reassured, then lifted his head looking towards Porsche.
Porsche was watching the fire with his back turned, his figure seeming small, lonely even.”
“Also, I don't think Jay would just sit still after hearing you were missing.”
“She wouldn't.” Porsche let out a short laugh. “I'm actually surprised the wilderness hasn't been burned to the ground yet.” He fell quiet again, almost as if his own words gave him pause. “Maybe it would be better if she never found us.”
“Why?”
“She'll demand answers. Once she's done crying and hugging me, I mean.”
“Why didn't you tell her?” Kinn asked, finally voicing the mystery he had been pondering for days.
“I don't know how to,” Porsche admitted, sounding like he wanted to say more, but instead he was silent.
Kinn almost thought the conversation would end there when he spoke again.
“She'll try and fix it. But this isn't something that can be 'fixed', at least not by someone else.”
Kinn felt the words like a punch and he could not bring himself to speak up right then, but Porsche continued.
“Most of all, I think I'm scared she'll...change.”
“Change?”
“Yeah. That she'll treat me differently, look at me like I'm...like I'm someone else, suddenly.”
“Would that be so bad?” Kinn asked, his voice barely above a whisper. “If she were nicer to you? Treated you with more care?”
“It's not what I need. Not from her, at least.” He fell silent and Kinn did not dare say anything in response.
Instead, he settled in, readying himself for sleep, but there was a slight nagging feeling in the back of his mind, as if saying nothing was leaving the conversation unfinished.
But what could he say? What words could possibly do justice to the vulnerability and pain Porsche was laying bare?
In the end, he mumbled the only thing he could think of, feeling utterly cowardly and lacking.
“You must be a masochist.”
The faint sound of Porsche's chuckling followed him into his sleep.
“Anything?” Chan asked the teams as they reconvened.
There were no positive responses.
“Alright, take a break before we head out again,” he instructed before dismissing the men.
His phone rang and he walked away a bit to answer.
“Any sign yet?” Korn's voice asked.
“Not yet, sir. But we have teams searching the whole area, and we're working in shifts, round the clock. We will find them.”
“Is there someone looking into Kan and his son?”
“I have assigned Pete and Pol to watch them. If they make a move, we'll know.”
“And the other families?”
Chan took a moment to organize the information he recalled.
“Our contacts have been told to be on high alert. None of the others have shown significant moves, but there has been regular contact between Savelli and Brighton over the last several months,” he quickly recounted.
“Hmm...Let me know the instant you find anything.”
“Yes, sir.”
Korn hung up and Chan took a look at the team, making sure no one was too badly off.
“Arm,” he called in a low voice.
The bodyguard stood from his seat and came over.
“Where is she?”
“It's hard to say,” Arm admitted, glancing towards the rest. “Her last signal showed her near a rocky outcrop, a couple of kilometers from here, but the connection is spotty at best. I believe she was heading to higher ground to scout for campfires.”
“Has she taken any breaks at all?”
Arm shook his head, his expression grim.
“Send me her last coordinates,” Chan told him before sending him back. Then he went and got some provisions together, before heading into night.
He set a brisk pace, following the heading Arm had given and managed to find the outcrop in question. It was not too tall, perhaps the height of three men, but the climb still looked perilous when looking from the ground.
He pulled out a torch and set about scanning the dirt, until he saw footprints. One set leading towards the rocks, one leading away. A glimmer on the vertical rock face caught his eye and he turned the flashlight to see something dark and wet, smeared on the surface. He swore and set off in direction of the footprints, hoping Jay had not gotten far.
He found her after about another hour, leaning against a tree, clutching her side.
“I believe the doctor warned you not to overdo it,” he said, as he squatted down next to her.
“And I won't,” she grunted, in-between pained pants, “just as soon as I find them.”
“And if you die, before then?” He pulled out a first aid kit and handed her some pills and a bottle of water, before lifting her shirt and examining the enormous bruise covering the right side of her torso.
“Ain't no way in hell, I'm dying until they're safe.”
“You will if you keep this up.”
He let go of her shirt and grabbed her hand examining the wound on there.
“Didn't take you long to tear this up again, huh?” he noted, grabbing the bottle from her and flushing the injury out before binding it with gauze.
“Only way to make the scar extra gnarly,” she joked, but Chan only grunted in response.
She watched him work in silence, until he finished bandaging the hand.
“I saw a fire glow,” she admitted, her voice sounding dazed. “I need to get there.”
“Where?”
“Beyond the next ridge.”
Chan looked in the direction she pointed, then back at her.
“It would take all night to reach the ridge. You're in no condition to go any further and there's no guarantee it's them. It could be the kidnappers.”
“Then I'll kill them.”
Drowsiness had begun to slur her words.
“You're not killing anyone in your current condition.”
“I need to find them, Chan,” she muttered. “I need to protect them.”
“And we will,” he reassured her, as he gently shifted her into his arms, careful not to put pressure on her bruise.
“No, you don't, understand...I have to keep them safe.”
“I know, Jay,” he soothed, as he turned back towards the camp.
“No! Turn around! We have to keep going!” she protested, but her voice was getting weaker.
“Tomorrow,” he promised. “If we go now, you will die and then you won't be able to keep anybody safe.”
“But,” she began, then yawned, her head falling against Chan's chest, “what if they get scared of the dark? I have to comfort them.”
Chan let out a soft chuckle.
“They're close to thirty, Jay. I think they'll be okay.”
“But they're so little. I always tug them in...” Her voice faded and her breathing became steady as her body relaxed into unconsciousness, her head lolling backwards.
That the pills had worked so fast was a testament to how hard she had pushed herself already. Relief at his plan working was tempered by concern that the same trick would not work twice. Chan was balancing his duty to save Master Kinn with his concern for the reckless woman in his arms and there was a very real risk that he would lose both if they failed this rescue.
His strong conviction in duty and the way he had lived his life had become a razor's edge of uncertainty and it had never been more narrow.
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Chapter 53: Starve In Silence, Please
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Chapter 53: Starve In Silence, Please
“And it's not like it's a big deal that he gave the officer my name,” Pete explained, “but he should at least have told me and paid the fine, don't you agree?”
He looked to Pol, who was fast asleep, and sighed, looking back towards the street.
“Just tell me I'm boring you,” he muttered, bitterly. “Where the fuck is he?”
He had spent half the day watching out for Vegas but the minor heir had been acting normal – almost suspiciously so if one asked Pete, which one rarely did. He was about to call for a relief team when he spotted Vegas and Macau walking towards the car they were in. In a panic, he looked around for a reason to hide his face, before grabbing Pol's head and mashing their lips together.
Two thoughts ran through Pete's head as he tried to make the one-sided make-out look reciprocal: the first was that Pol's lips were very chapped and the second was that he sincerely wished Pol had not eaten kapi while on stake-out.
“Mm...hmm...what?” Pol mumbled with a sleepy voice, when Pete pulled away and looked around to see the siblings were gone.
Pete shoved Pol's head away and wiped his lips, hoping Pol's bad breath had not infected his mouth.
“Hey! What happened?” Pol asked, confused.
“You fell asleep, that's what happened,” Pete snapped. “I might as well be doing this alone.”
“It's not my fault!” Pol whined. “I was up late, watching Heartbreak Hospital.”
“I thought Khun got bored of that?”
“Ahem, yeah...” Pol hedged, suddenly very interested in the view outside his window.
Pete would have followed up but he was busy looking around for any sign Vegas.
“I can't see them,” he complained.
“Well, we should go back, then. Right?”
“Just...wait here,” Pete told Pol before exiting the car.
He rushed down the street, looking for any sign of them. They could not have gotten that far, going straight, so he went down the nearest alley, his eyes and ears on high alert.
It was an open alley but long enough that at their original pace, they would undoubtedly have still been within sight. The alley was relatively clean with a single doorway and seeing no alternative, Pete went to it, sneaking a quick glance around before he stepped close, pressing his ear against the door. He closed his eyes, straining to hear anything from the other side.
“Excuse me?” a voice sounded behind him and he whipped around to meet the gaze of Vegas.
Vegas's hands were bracing against the wall on either side of the doorway, effectively trapping Pete whose panic levels spiked as he was caught in the dark eyes pinning him to the spot.
“Something interesting to hear, Mr. Eavesdropper?” the minor heir asked with a sardonic smirk.
“What? Oh!” Pete looked from the door to Vegas and back, his puzzlement and alarm mashing into a confusing mess of thoughts which somehow struggled to form into coherent sentences to make it out of his mouth. “I-uh-this-um...”
Vegas's smile widened and he stepped closer, until they were both filling the doorway, his eyes never leaving Pete's as he leaned his head against the door, next to him.
Pete's mind locked up and all he could do was stare back at Vegas, as they both had their heads pressed against the door, neither speaking or moving for what seemed forever.
“It seems no one's there,” Vegas finally noted, his eyebrows raised.
“I-uh... I guess not.”
A quiet laugh rumbled from Vegas when he stepped back, the sound making heat flood Pete's face as he followed. Vegas lifted one hand towards him, holding a small convenience store paper bag. Before he could stop himself, Pete had received it, looking questioningly at Vegas.
“You guys have been staking out for a while. I figured you could use some provisions.”
Pete grinned nervously, unsure what to say. Vegas seemed endlessly amused by his fluster and winked as he put his hands in his pockets.
“Enjoy your evening.”
He walked away and Pete heaved a sigh of relief before checking the contents of the bag. It was nothing fancy: a pack of bread some cheese and a small pack he could not quite recognize.
He pulled out the box and took a closer look, his brow furrowing.
“What the-”
“Ah!” He looked up to see Vegas standing right in front of him, looking at the box in his hands. “I came back because I realized I'd forgotten this,” Vegas explained, wrapping his hand around the condom box, touching Pete's fingers in the process.
Pete was too stunned to let go and Vegas noticed, tilting his head to the side.
“Unless...?”
“Unless?” Pete asked, not following his intention.
With a grin and a dark gleam in his eyes, Vegas stepped close, his head leaning in until his lips were next to Pete's ear.
“Unless you would like to use these with me?” he suggested, his voice a dark promise pulling at something foreboding and primal in Pete's body.
“I...”
Pete's thoughts were slow, muddled by the proximity of Vegas, his scent filling the air, his heat rolling against Pete's skin in waves. He could feel Vegas's breath against his ear and cheek, the sensation making him dizzy.
It took all his willpower to pull his mind out of its haze. He swallowed deeply and plastered on an awkward smile.
“No thank you, Master Vegas.” He bowed his head in deference. “Thank you for the consideration.”
Vegas stepped back, his eyes boring into Pete's for a moment, before he scoffed in...annoyance? Disappointment? Pete was not quite sure, he could only tell the heir was displeased in some fashion.
“Suit yourself,” he told Pete before snatching the pack and walking away into the darkness, once again.
Pete could not shake the feeling that he had just escaped the grasp of a bored predator and he took a quick glance around before scurrying back to the car, eager to put the whole meeting behind him, along with whatever feelings were swirling in the depths of his chest.
The dappled sunlight bounced off the water, dancing across the stream in time with the current.
Its mesmerizing saltations were interrupted by the point of a branch, piercing the water surface with a loud splash, followed by Kinn's curse when the fish, spectating the sunlight from below, swam away.
“Did you bring me here, just to splash water around?” Porsche asked, observing Kinn's skills, unimpressed.
“Shut up, I'm trying to catch a fish,” Kinn explained, his eyes trained on the water. He struck again but hit nothing.
“You're trying to catch a fish...with a stick?”
“What are you gonna say when I'm successful? Gonna beg for a bite?” Kinn asked through clenched teeth.
“How about I go looking for a dog with elephant tusks to be your pet? You know, while we're on the topic of things never happening.”
“Just starve in silence, please.”
Porsche shrugged and let Kinn do his things, while he fished a fruit out of his pants pocket and began eating it. He was halfway through it, when Kinn noticed.
“What are you eating?”
Porsche paused, regarding the half-eating fruit for a moment, his thoughts turning devious.
“I don't know,” he declared without concern. “Found these close to where we slept and I just figured 'why not?'”
“Because they could be poisonous! Do you have a death wish?”
“Not at a-” Porsche stopped abruptly, putting a hand to his throat. Only choking sounds escaped his mouth and he started doubling over.
“You idiot!” Kinn yelled, grabbing him by the shoulders. “Spit it out! Now!” He dug his fingers into Porsche's mouth, trying to get every piece of fruit out.
Porsche did as instructed, making sure to spray the mouthful all over Kinn, who jerked back in response as Porsche guffawed at his shocked expression.
“Dude, it's just guava, relax!” he said, in-between roaring laughs, while Kinn slowly wiped the mushed fruit from his face.
“Fuck you,” Kinn told him, his expression fuming. “I hope you fucking choke on it, you asshole.”
“Aww, come on,” Porsche coaxed, though he was still chortling. “Don't be like that, I knew there was no risk.”
“Can't believe I was actually worried about you,” Kinn grumbled, picking up his stick again. “Just go away.”
“Easier said than done,” Porsche reminded him, shaking their cuffed hands. “Besides, I bet you'd miss me.”
“Bite me!”
“Tell you what: how about I make it up to you?”
“How?” Kinn asked, sullenly.
“I'll teach you how to fish,” Porsche offered, gesturing to the water.
Kinn gave him a skeptical look but he rolled his eyes and gestured towards the stick.
“For starters, we need to sharpen that thing. All you're doing is poking the fish, which is not really what we're going for, is it?” He pulled out a small folding knife and pointed towards a nearby stone.
“Set the stick down, there.”
“You have a fucking knife?” Kinn exclaimed. “First the lighter and now this?”
“Dude, chill! It was in the truck we slept in, alright?”
Kinn did not seem satisfied with that answer but did as told and Porsche patiently guided him through the process of sharpening the stick to a point, observing the water and aiming their makeshift spear above the point they wanted to pierce.
It took a few tries, but Kinn eventually speared a fish, jumping in joy as he pulled it out of the water.
“I did it! I actually did it! Did you see that?” Kinn pestered Porsche who grinned in response, feeling a strange sense of pride in Kinn's accomplishment.
“Great job! You're actually pretty good at this.”
Kinn reached the dangling fish towards Porsche.
“Here, take it off, I wanna catch another one!”
Kinn managed to catch another two before the pair set up a fire and fried up their catch. As they shared the finished meal, Porsche kept looking at Kinn as he eagerly plucked at the white, tender meat, occasionally handing Porsche small portions to eat.
“Why are you looking at me?” Kinn asked, when he finally caught on.
“I just... I'm just wondering.”
“About what?”
“Your smile,” Porsche admitted.
Kinn's eyebrow shot up and Porsche chuckled.
“I've been around you so much back at the estate, and never seen you smile properly. It's always been sarcastic or mocking or devious. But out here, you're smiling so...authentically,” he explained. “Like you don't have to put on airs and keep command, I guess.”
“To be fair, I just recently found out I won't have to starve to death. At least fifty percent of this is pure relief,” Kinn argued, though his eyes were sparkling with humor.
“It's good to see you loosen up.”
“Yeah, well, I could say the opposite for you, you know,” Kinn countered. “I'm very aware you're being such a huge dick because there's no one around to enforce respect with you.”
“That's just my personality,” Porsche shot back.
“You mean it's your personality when Jay's not around to knock sense into you, right?”
“Jerk.”
“Dick.”
They both flipped each other off, then burst out laughing before continuing their meal.
“So, how did you learn to fish like that?” Kinn eventually asked.
“I was in a youth group that went on survival trips, when I was younger,” Porsche shared. “Even convinced Chay and Jay to go camping in the wilderness a couple of times.”
“You're all survivalists, then?”
“Nope. Chay put on a brave face, but I don't think he slept a wink those nights and Jay is a total city-girl. I loved it, though.”
“Why did you stop?”
“Rent went up and we could no longer afford for me to go there and do martial arts, so I had to choose.” Porsche shrugged. While it had sucked at the time, he had come to understand a lot more about their situation as he grew up.
“Considering your awards, it seems you chose right,” Kinn noted.
“Jay insisted it was the more useful hobby to stick with. Secretly, I think she just wanted to keep me from taking her camping again.”
“Guess we never know which parts of our life might come back around in a good way,” Kinn mused.
Chay was staring at the words on his screen, the very words he had been agonizing over for an hour, unsure whether to drag someone so high up into his problems. But this was his brother and Jay was not answering; he had no one else to turn to and Wik's connection might get him some answers or an inquiry if nothing else.
He was used to living in the house alone, but after coming back from camp it had been eerie, like there was something very wrong in the usual emptiness. Porsche should still have had a couple of days left before he was due back, but he was nowhere to be found.
Jom and Tem had tried to reassure him that his colleague had probably dragged him back early, but Chay had come back to find the garden table a complete mess. As much as Porsche was forced to go back, they would at least have allowed him to clean up the empty bottles...right?
Chay curled into a ball on his bed, staring into the air as his thoughts spiraled into increasingly darker scenarios about the fate of Porsche. He was filled regret for going away at camp, when he should have been here with Porsche, making sure he was safe.
A small voice in the back of his mind asked what he could have possibly done to save his brother but he shook it off. His siblings had always come to his rescue, it was only natural that he should return the favor, right? And he was not completely useless...
Before the dark cloud of self-doubt could completely obliterate his mind, his phone rang.
“Hi! Hello? Kim?” he answered, frantically.
“Yeah. How are you doing?”
Chay chuckled but it was a dark, depressed sound.
“I don't know how to answer that...”
He heard a sigh from Kim, then a moment of silence.
“I know you didn't ask me to, but...I asked around.”
“You did?” Chay asked, the hope seeping through his chest. “Did you find anything?”
“Chay...there was an accident. Your brother and someone form his work are currently missing.”
Chay felt a black void open up in his chest, swallowing everything inside him. He was too distracted to notice the tremble in Kim's voice when he spoke again.
“There's a search going on for them. It seems likely that they're both still alive and simply got lost,” Kim explained, his breathing shallow.
“Okay,” was all Chay could muster in reply.
“I'll call you as soon as I hear anything, okay?”
“Yeah.”
“Chay?”
“Yeah.”
“They will find them...”
“Okay.”
They hung up and Chay felt himself falling into an abyss of despair as all his worst nightmares seemed to come true.
Wretched sobs tore through his chest as he curled himself around his pillow, shaking as all his fear wrought havoc on his mind. The posters and promotional pictures of Wik which adorned his walls and had normally been a source of comfort, suddenly felt empty, staring at his grief with soulless eyes.
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