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I'm sorry, I apologize, god if you're reading this, fuck you.

Let me learn how to use this god damn sight, the original authors note is on Wattpad. Nothing special, I hope you all enjoy this! It was super fun to make, but I've just witnessed someone get their whole story deleted without warning on Wattpad, so now I'm scared. 

So heyyyy! 

Enjoy Time Back When

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 ~Vanoss POV~

Me and the crew hide behind crates, avoiding incoming bullets from the enemy, "SHIT VANOSS WE NEED TO GO" Moo yells from across the room "we don't have enough ammo for all these guys we need to go" Terroriser says. I look over the crates as I watch men flow out from everywhere guns blazing.
"Listen up everyone, we need to go we got what we came for let get the fuck out of here" I yell the crew runs towards the exit and fills into the van and drives off. "...,........" Delirious jokes, the group rumbles with laughter "And the way that guy fell and folded like a pancake? Best part of my whole day" Cartoonz laughs gasping for air. The group jokes around all the way back to the base
"We got the whatchamacallit thing, hey vanoss what did Brian need this for anyway" Lui asks. I put my hand on the boys head, I didn't know what exactly what he was working on but I couldn't tell that to him "Something big I'll let Brian tell you" I say, receiving a smile from Lui.

~Wildcat POV~

I run as fast as I dash to the exit to see the other members of the crew load into the van and drive off, "W-WAIT" I yelp out trying to catch up to the van tripping over a rock in the rough terrain. Uh oh... This isn't good.
I turn back to see the lost members chasing to me, I stumble up and start away I dip into an alley way hiding behind a dumpster. Footsteps sound closer as I hear voices say "He isn't here sir" one member says "get back to base I want to take a walk" I different man says with a soothing deep voice.
I take out my phone to see if I could call someone for a pickup to have my phone die. Seems like I'm walking back today, great. I begin walking, the sky starts turning night as clouds start to form in the sky and I start to feel raindrops on my cheeks. I look up as buckets pour down on me, I hang my head continuing to walk in the heavy rain.

- TIME SKIP-

I've been walking for what feels like hours I'm close to the base just 3 more blocks then I can take a warm shower. The rain calmed down since earlier I'm soaked, it's 1 in the morning and I haven't gotten home yet I hear footsteps. My heart stop I freeze in my steps under a streetlight, the rain above me stops I slowly turn around to see a man taller than me a dark figure in the shadow.
"W-w-who are y-you?" I ask nervously, no response the man gestures me to take his umbrella I look at him and the umbrella, I take it from him our hands brushing together for a moment. A smirk appears across the mans face "Shhh" the man says putting his fingers on my lips, caressing my cheek. The man turns around and begins to walk away.
I blush madly, I turn back my way taking a peek back to see the strange man had disappeared. I turn a corner to see the base I walk up to the door put in my code to open the garage, I close the umbrella and walk to the door leading inside the base. The door slams behind me causing me to jump, I hope no one heard that I tip toe to my room, I reach for my doorknob as a knife soars past my face and sticks into the metal rim of my door "Turn around now" I hear a voice say.

~VANOSS POV~

I cock my gun aiming it at the intruders head, "I really don't want to clean your blood off these walls" I threaten. The man turns around, only then do I see Wildcats face "Oh, where the fuck were you" I ask moving closer to him "y-you left me and I h-had to walk here" Wildcats mumbles as he starts shaking.
I look him up and down as he's soaked from the rain, but he has an umbrella where did he get that from better yet who? "Why didn't you call me or any of the other crew members?" I ask getting closer, Wildcat backs into his door I pin him. His head sinks he fidgets with his fingers "M-my phone...died" his voice now shaky.
I was furious, I punched the wall next to him causing him to flinch "How could you let something so stupid happen I told you to be prepared meaning even charge your phone, what were you doing yesterday?" I asked "I..I uhh-" wildcat muttered before being interrupted "HEY, shut the fuck up I'm trying to-" it was Cartoonz with delirious following behind "....!" Said Delirious running towards me and Wildcat pushing me away. "N-no I'm ok" wildcat whispers to him. Delirious opens wildcats door and leads him in closing the door behind him.
What is he doing going into his room alone with him "Cartoonz head to sleep we got a big day ahead of us" I say well most of us do...

{End chapter one, I hope I did good heh}

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~Vanoss POV~

The next morning I make my way to the lab where Terroriser and Mini are discussing the device we brought back to the base yesterday, "Mornin' what you guys working on now?" I questioned, looking at the table of prints and tools with the device dismantled. "Morning boss, surprised to see you up this early" Mini says typing something into the computer "I have a meeting with the BroFist clan later today so I'm preparing things for when they come" Terroriser and Mini both turn to look at me shocked.
The room is quite for a moment, "You mean the BroFist clan... Is coming to our base?" Terroriser say with shock on his face What's with them? It's not the first time they would be here "Yeah this afternoon, why?" I ask. The door opens, I turn my attention to the person walking in, It's Wildcat? What is he doing up this early? "H-hey Brian, Craig, I got your coffee you asked for we're running a bit low on m-milk so I'll-" Wildcat pauses mid sentence as we meet eyes.
"Hey there Wildcat" I say giving him a wink, Wildcat turns red He's so cute. "I-I uhh I didn't know you were a-awake I would have made you some" Wildcat mutters out, I walk over to him and put my forehead on his our noses touching. "You ok Kitty?" I whisper Wildcats face blushing harder, "Ok ok break it up" Mini says pushing us apart. "Thank you Wildcat for the coffee we're gonna need it today" Mini takes the cups off Wildcats hands and hands one to Terroriser "I'll make myself one later" I say walking towards the door I feel a hand hold onto mine I turn around to see Wildcat holding my hand following behind me.
I smile and lead him out I think I should test my new bedsheets.

{Wildcats POV is smut skip if disturbing}

~Wildcat POV~

I hold onto Vanoss hand tight as he led me to his room my face was burning hot from earlier, he closed his door and pushed me onto his wall and kissed me. "V-vanoss I-I" He put my hands above my head and pinned them against the wall with one hand, and lifted up my shirt with the other kissing me I could feel his tongue in my mouth.
He picked me up and threw me on his bed, he took off his shirt and layed on me kissing my neck. "V-van Mmmm" I couldn't make words out as Vanoss started rubbing his sweatpants on my crotch, I bit my lip gripping onto his strong tough macular arms. Vanoss pulls up my shirt licking my nipples, I grip his skin leaving marks He moves down my body kissing pulling down my pants showing my boner behind my boxers "V-vanoss we ah~ we need mmm" I try to make out words as Vanoss strokes my shaft.
Vanoss looks at me to my lewd face, causing him to smirk he licks my lips and kisses my ear, he jerks my shaft faster I grip his back tighter digging my nails into him drawing blood as I came. Vanoss sat up looking down at me, I lay there covered in my semen breathing heavy he licks some off my chest causing me to moan. "Yes kitty?" Vanoss says rubbing my thighs.
I sit up looking into his eyes, as he looks at my body seductively "L-lets go on a date today".

~Vanoss POV~

What? He wants to go ona date? Today of all days "No" I say sternly, Wildcat jumps forward "W-What why not?" Wildcat looks at me placing his hands on my leg "I have a meeting with the BroFist clan I'm kinda busy today" I say as I wipe myself off. He sits back crossing his arms "W-well that would be good to know b-beforehand" Wildcat mutters I snap my head up giving up a serious stare.
"What my work as the gang's leader concerns an errand boy, like you none" I say leaving a shocked impression on wildcats face. He raises his hand to slap me but I catch it, I push him back on the bed He gets up trying to push me I grab his hands and pin him back to my bed. "What are you even doing Wildcat?" I ask as wildcat "I-I have a right to k-know what my boyfriend is doing" Wildcat argues.
I grab Wildcats chin and bring it close to mine "Listen here, my position in this gang and what I have to do to keep it running concerns you not and if you try to hit me again I'll show you what real pain feels like". I watch as Wildcat forms tears in his eyes, I let go of his chin he looks at me with scared eyes he jumps off my bed and grabs his shirt fixing his clothes, he walked to the door but stopped he turned back and said "W-why can't you just be honest with me a-anymore?" He opens the door to see Moo walking past he grabs moo's arm and tells him something I can't hear. Wildcat turns his head to me and closes my door, What have I done...

{End chapter 2 enjoy}

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~Wildcats POV~

What's his problem, all I want to do is spend time with him and he pushes me away. I walk next to Moo, he leans against a wall checking his phone "You really wanna do that?" Moo asks looking at me "Y-yes I want to do something fun today" I say. Moo looks down at his phone and sighs "We have a meeting with the BroFist clan today but I guess Vanoss can handle it on his own so why not" Moo says walking away, a smile forms on my face I run up to Moo and hug him from behind "Get the fuck off me before I cut you" Moo threatens as he pulls out his blade.
I walk down the hall to my room, locking the door behind me, I guess I should take a shower first. I take off my shirt and look at the new stains that covers it, I throw it to the side and walk into the bathroom. I'll think about it later.

~Vanoss POV~

What am I suppose to do here? Put off the meeting, and go on the fucking date I can't cancel it again more or less. I get up and feel the pain in my back, from Wildcat I look in my mirror to see the marks and bits of dried blood. "Hey I got a call from Minx she said-" I turned around to see Mini standing at the door he was analyzing the situation.
He walked up to me and circled me like a shark "The fuck are you-" he touched my back feeling the scratch marks. "What animal attacked you to leave these, they're gonna be here in.. Oh my come on" Mini said grabbing my arm pulling me to his lab, I dropped my shirt when he pulled me out of my room to the lab. I look up to see Wildcat hugging Moo from behind, I felt jealousy I felt anger. I snapped my head back to Mini to whatever he was talking about, That's how he acts after I tell him off? I lean back on the table "Why aren't you ready the BroFist clan is coming later and your in sweats with your shirt off" Mini criticized I scoffed "Stay out of my business" I said he gives me a container and pushes me out "Go take a shower and put that on your back if you need help ask Wildcat or-" I closed the door to the lab, I didn't want to talk about Wildcat I wanted to talk about why he was hugging someone else.
I was furious

~MINX POV~

I text Miniladd letting him know we're on the way, in the limo I watch as Felix writes something down "What are you writing now?" I asked leaning in to see, he puts the book to his chest "Nothing just checking inventory" he said I raised an eyebrow "You would never, use a notebook to check inventory dumbass we have too much shit to use paper" I say leaning back crossing my leg.
Felix looks at me then back at the book, Its marzia again "Felix, well talk about this when we get home" I say looking to my phone. He gives me a faint smile and looks down, I rub his back "Don't worry Felix, she'll get better I promise" I tell him. "She's getting worse I just want the best for us...thanks"
Everything will work out...I hope.

~Wildcats POV~

I take the blanket and basket, and open my door and walk out to run into someone "Oof ahh s-sorry I wasn't..." I look up to see Evan I go quite, thinking the last time he saw me I had tears in my eyes. He looked me up and down to see the Items in my hands, "E-excuse me" I say he looks at me for a second "LUI COME HERE NOW" Evan yells I turn my head to him What is he doing?
Lui comes from around the corner he sees me and Evan standing together with Evan with his shirt off. He stands behind him glaring at me, "Yeah boss?" Lui asks "You're spending the day with Wildcat so-" me and Lui snapped our heads to him "W-wait I have plans and and and" I studder.
Lui looks as if he'd seen a ghost "WHAT? Why? Why me?" Lui questions looking to Evan. "Cause Wildcat likes company isn't that right?" He turns and looks at me. "Y-yeah I guess but-" Lui take the blanket and basket from my arms "Ok boss lets go Wildpussy" Lui walks off.
Evan walks into his room I see the marks on his back and turn around and catches up to Lui, I grab his shoulders and turn him into the kitchen "We have to do something before we go out" I say opening the fridge. "If you're coming I may have to say one more person is coming too" Lui places down the blanket and basket and turns to me "Another person? Who?" I take out the items from the fridge "Moo is".

~Done enjoy heh~

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~Vanoss POV~

I change to get ready for the meeting, I walk down the hallway, I hear laughs coming from the kitchen I take a peek to see Wildcat and Lui messing around with food. Wildcat giggles as he wipes something off Lui's face, I want to be there having fun with Wildcat. It's not a big deal just get done with the meeting and you'll have spare time to do something else.
"Ev- Vanoss they're almost here I see you're ready come on" Terroriser says typing something into his tablet "Get Mini and Moo we'll greet them at the door" I ask Terroriser looks up at me and breathes in "Moo can't make it he's doing something today" I looked at him What could he be doing bitch knew we were doing this today "Ok ok get Mini and meet me in the foyer" I say walking down the hallway. I see Moo dressed in shorts and a sleeveless shirt "Moo what the fuck, what are you doing going to a rave?" I says walking up to him "Next month on the 15th, I'm going out with Wildcat and apparently now Lui" he say.
I felt anger and jealousy boil inside me "I thought about turning him down, but you don't need me there I told Brian he can handle it" Moo said looking at his phone for a second. "Where?" I asked, he looked me in my eyes suspiciously "A park the one near motel 6, I can give Lui a 20 and tell him to go wild who knows what'll happen" Moo said with a smirk "Moo if you even-".
Wildcat walks in with a basket and Lui trailing behind holding a blanket, Wildcat laughs and he walks behind Moo and taps him on the back. "Moo can you hold this I need to get my phone" Wildcat asks handing over the basket "Yeah sure hurry up" Moo says Wildcat runs back to his room, My eyes haven't left Moo he looks at me.
He throws his head back "I'm not gonna do anything so don't worry" Moo says putting his hand on Lui's head "Be back before 7 no detours" I say "Gotcha" he walked off.

~PewDiePie POV~

I step out the car as I see 3 people walking towards us, "That's the leader in the middle Evan Fong aka Vanoss" Minx whispers in my ear "Felix hey nice to see you again" Vanoss says, "Hello nice to be back here again only difference is that it isn't 2 in the morning and I don't have a bullet in my arm" I joke.
I walk inside to see 5 other clan members, Vanoss leads through the base "We'll be going to the meeting room. It's just over-" Thump I feel a smaller man run into me He drops something, "S-sorry I wasn't watching where I was going and and" I didn't hear what he was talking about I was memorized by his face.

~Wildcat POV~

"I'll watch where-" I look at the man he's speechless, he picks up my phone from the floor and hands it to me "T-thank you" I say. He puts his hand on my head and whispered in my ear "Never lose that smile" he says, I'm pulled back by Moo "Sorry for the inconvenience sir we'll be going" Sir? Who was that?
I wave to the man he gives me a smile and I walk out the door with Moo and Lui. "What park are we going to?" Lui asks sitting down in the backseat of Moo's car "Oak Bridge, and Wildcat what did he say to you?" Moo asks, I look at him confused "Uh n-nothing important really but who was that man I ran into?" I ask "That was Felix Kjellberg, the leader of the brofist clan".
No no no no no I bumped into HIM?! I turn to look at Moo he's focused on the road, "W-WHAT?!" I yelled "fuck, can you be any louder" Lui says looking from the backseat "But I-I-I bumped him and and-" Moo puts his hand on my leg. I go quite, he stops at a light he looks in my eyes I look in his, he slaps my face "Shut the fuck up about it you can mention it to Vanoss when we get back" Moo says driving again.
Uh oh...

~VANOSS POV~

We sit at the meeting table, I explain plans and supplies for the upcoming job. I look to Felix as I watch him looking at something in his lap "Felix, you doing alright?" I ask. He quickly looks up and puts something away "Yeah yeah I'm fine listen I'm not here to talk about the Job I'm here to talk with you about my clan" Felix says Minx puts her hand on Felix's arm "No, we don't we shouldn't have to do this" Minx says.
"Whats this about" I ask sitting back down, Minx sigh's and stands up and walks over to me. She hands me a paper "I'm retiring, and I want an alliance until my clan withstand its own" Felix calmly says. I jump out of my chair Felix wants me to take over? I can hardly control Wildcat "WHAT why I'm not qualified for this and I already have-" I was interrupted by Minx.
"Bullshit, you run the second most dangerous clan and you're scared to help us out" Minx sits back down. "As you know my wife Marzia, she has stage 4 lung cancer she's not getting better so I'm leaving to spend the rest of her day by her side" Felix says looking back down. Minx holds his hand.
Fuck, I have the chance to lead the strongest gang in Los Santos for time being think of the members the money.... The power. I look to Terroriser "Schedule a meeting with the crew at 6 no 8" I ask "Got it" he types into his laptop, I forgot about Wildcat and his little outing with Moo and Lui. I stand up and walk over to Felix "We'll consider your offer I'll have to discuss it with the rest of the team, you'll have your answer by early tomorrow" Felix stands and shakes my hand "I await your reposes, if you could pardon us we have a tight schedule it was nice talking to you good day" with that Felix left.
I look at my phone, 1:37 "Hey Terroriser" yell behind me "Yeah boss?" I look at him and throw my phone aside "I'm going out, your incharge" I say I walk out the room.
I'll teach him a thing or about leaving with Moo.

{Done, this was a lot 1123 Words}

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~Wildcat POV~

I sit on the grass with Lui's head on my chest as I put flowers in his hair, I look to Moo as he's in a chair he brought "You sure you don't wanna sit on the blanket?" I ask. Moo turns his head to me and see's Lui memorized by the flowers in his hair, "I'm good" Moo says "I need to go to the bathroom where is it?". Moo stands up "I'll show you come on, do you need to go, we'll be right back don't go anywhere" Moo says.
They leave and I'm alone I should get lunch ready, I open the basket and get plates out "Hello there, room for one more on your picnic" I hear a man says. The voice is familiar I look up to see the man, from before "I-it's you I-I-" I studded "Yes it's me, I was walking by and saw you sitting here" he says kneeling next to me. I blush slightly "You by here by yourself or is there a Ms?" I look down. "Mr, but I'm here with my friends today so you better get going" I say.
The man tilts my head, up towards him out faces almost touching "The names Rook but people call me boss" he chuckles "R-Rook's a nice name" I say blushing harder. "Give me your phone I'll give you my number we can maybe talk again?" He insisted "Y-yeah yes sure h-here" I give him my phone he types in numbers and gives it back.
"Before I go, Maybe we could meet so I can get my umbrella back?" He asks Crap I forgot about that "Y-yeah I forgot I had it" I giggle. Rook puts his hand on my thigh "I've had a nice time talking to you and-" a hand sits on Rooks shoulder "You were just leaving" I look up and it's Moo staring down at Rook what do I do? "Sorry to intrude, I was just talking to Tyler here but I'll run off somewhere" he kisses my hand and stands up "Good day" he waves bye.
Moo and Lui watches him leave, "Pack up your shit we're leaving now" Moo says, I jump up in shock "W-what why?" He turns to me with a dead stare "Pack up your shit, and get in the car" Moo orders. I hang my head "Y-yes sir" I whisper, I pick up the basket and Lui grabs the blanket off the grass.  What did I do? All I did was talk to him for a bit maybe he saw him touch me... If he tells Vanoss, I'm screwed.

~A Lovely Time skip~

~Wildcats POV~

Driving home, we sit in silence Moo hasn't explained why we had to leave, and Lui looks out the window with flowers still in his hair. "M-Moo I-" I was interrupted "Do you even know how much trouble you could have got us in?" Moo sternly says, "N-no we were just talking I-I don't understand-" Moo pulls into the clans gates "No wonder you're so useless, you don't listen to a word Vanoss says" Moo says stepping out the car. What can I say? if I defend myself by saying something about the plan, I'll mess it up cause how I stutter and, if I stay silent he'll continue on about how I'm useless. I walk to the behind Moo with my head hung low.

~VANOSS POV~

I hear a car door close,  They must be back. I get up from my chair and walk to the foyer I see Moo walk in, "Hey did you guys have-" Moo pushes me back in my room and shuts the door. "What's up Moo don't touch-" Moo takes off his glasses and gives me a serious look "Vanoss we need to talk about Wildcat" Moo addresses.
We sit down I look at him curiously, "What about Wildcat?" I ask "He knows Kade" My eyes widen. This isn't the same Kade that we're trying to take down right? A lot of people name their kids Kade... Unless "Kade? The Tiger Kade?" I ask standing up, Moo looks at the ceiling "Yeah, he was talking to him at the park when I took Lui to the bathroom I would had ends it there but his dogs were around and I didn't want to put any bystanders in danger" Moo says cleaning off his glasses.
Wildcat knows Kade? What were they talking about why was he talking to Wildcat? I stand up and walk to the door holding the door knob "thank you for telling me, anything else that I should know?" I ask. Moo stands up "That's all" Moo says, I walk out the door with a rage in my mind someone talking to my Wildcat. I walk down the hall to Wildcats room, I open the door to see Lui sitting in front of Wildcat taking out the flowers out of his hair while humming a tune. I bust in their looks turn to me "Lui get out" I say grabbing his arm and pushing him out "Yes sir" Lui walks out.
"Um V-vanoss?" Wildcat said quietly, I grab his Jaw and bring it close to my face "Do you understand how much shit you could have gotten us into?" I say his eyes scared "W-what" I throw him to the ground "Do you understand how much I've risked to track him down? All to find out you know him?" I walk closer, he backs against the wall "D-don't hurt me please" he begs. I kick him in his side "SHUT UP" anger takes over me as I punch him in his face, he whimpers tears forming in his eyes. Jealousy, anger, stress I take it all out on Wildcat I keep hitting him till his bruises start to bleed.

~Wildcat POV~

He hits me my cries are faint in his ears "V-VANOSS STOP" I yell out, he ignores me and continues. He stops I fall onto the floor heavy breathing with my body in deep pain my face numb from the punches. He stands over me "I want you out, you're weak and pathetic and you mean nothing to me" he says I clench my fist and tears pour from my eyes.
Slience falls over the room, heavy breaths are the only thing heard he leaves the room the door slightly open. Why.. Why did he... Hurt me? I struggle to get up my arms shaky "argh" I wimper out, my door opens I slowly look up "..., .....!" Delirious says rushing over to me he puts my arm over his shoulder and puts me on my bed "D-del.." I whisper to him "....." He questions.
I look away If I tell him who did this to me who knows what he'll do "D-don't worry about me" I say my voice scratchy "I'm going to rest go on to sleep" I say putting my hand on his shoulder. I give him a weak smile, "..., ......" I shake my head "I will be don't worry. Delirious walks out my room with a worry, My body aches and bruises are starting to show.
Get out, don't wanna see me, I'm weak I don't know where I can go or what I can do, but... I can call him.

{Done enjoy :)}

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~Wildcat POV~

No I couldn't hardly know him, but where else is there for me to go? I give a heavy sigh and sit up with my body pains remind me that I'm helpless. I reach for my phone and see the contact named 'Rook' I call him and walk over to the bathroom my legs shaky, the phone answers "Hello~" Rook says "Ah R-Rook it's Wildcat" I stutter "Kitty! Hello there what are you doing up at this hour?" Rook asks.
I can't tell him Vanoss beat me, I don't want to seem weak like Vanoss does "I-I'm leaving my gang and I have nowhere to go a-and I wanted to know if I could stay with you" I said splashing water in my face. "Of course you can stay at my base with me" Rook says making noise that sound like paper in the background "I'll send someone to get you darling I'm a bit busy" he says with a cheery voice. I'm glad that he let me stay with him "T-thank you" I say "I'll send you a text when he gets there".
I look myself in the mirror to see bruises on my shoulders and face. What am I doing? Going to another right after this... I looked into my reflection to my green eyes "It's fine" I say, I get a bag and pack up clothes I could and stuff them in a bag I put different clothes on and spread ointment on some of my bruises.

~Vanoss POV~

I hit the punching bag releasing more anger from my fist, I see sand coming into the air. I lean my head against the bag looking at my feet, What is wrong with me fucking control your anger you dumbass. I hear a door close and a jingle of what I think are keys, I walk to the foyer to see Wildcat with a duffle bag around his shoulder and standing in front of the door.
I walk over to him looking down at him, he shakes nervously "What are you doing" I asked my voice low, no reply "I asked you a question" I say moving closer. He looks in a different direction, I hear a knock at the door Wildcat turns around and opens the door to see a man in a black suit my height looking at us "Mr. Wine?" The man asks "T-that's me I'm ready to go".
Wildcat pushes past me out the doorway, I grab his wrist he winces as I pull him back to me, I grab his chin as he flinches, he looks at me with scared eyes I tighten my grip on his arm. The man in the suit pushes me back and I let go of his arm and face, Wildcat falls back onto the mans chest. "Sir if you touch Mr. Wine again, I'm going to have to use force go on and continue the rest of night" the man in the suit says. I look at Wildcat as he looks away shaking from behind the man. The man escorts Wildcat to the car and opens the door for him, not looking back he gets in.
The man in the suit shoots me a dirty look as he enters the driver seat, I slam the door shut I stand there distraught, disgusted. I punch the metal door, the sound echoes down the hallway I feel pain travel in my bones of my arm, I walk over to the training room and hit the punching bag with all my might continually He left cause you pushed him away he didn't look back cause he doesn't love you anymore.
The punching bag breaks open and the pile of sand covers my feet, I look down at the sand and I feel arms wrap around my waist I flinch. "You won't push me away Van- Evan" Lui says, we stand there together for a minute He left me broken like the rest. I turn around and place my hand on Lui's head "Thanks, now go on to bed it's late" I say pushing him to the door.
I look at my hand to see my knuckles bloody and bruised.
Just like the rest...

~Wildcat POV~

I sit in the back seat looking down at my shoes, my leg bouncing and tears are forming in my eyes He did this to me He told me to leave He said I was useless I look at my pants, to see the tears falling onto them. "Mr. Wine are you doing alright?" The man in the suit asks I wipe off my face and look up with a faint smile, "Y-yeah just allergies" I say holding my leg down from bouncing.
The man scoffs he digs in the car and hands me some tissues "Here" the man offers, "T-thank you" I say. I wipe off my face and stare to the window "Mr. Wine" I panic and look at him, "Ah y-yes?" I say nervously "It'll be awhile before we arrive you should rest" he says keeping his eyes to the road. I give him a Nod and look back down.

~ Bippity boppity boop time skip for you~

We arrive at a gated base a huge building that sits a forest behind it "T-this is it?" I ask scanning the area, "Yes it is" the man answers. We pull into the gate and the man into the suit opens my door for me "T-thank you" I say he nods to me, I step out and the man takes my bag from me. I look up to the front door to see a man walking down the steps, it's Rook I start to blush he walks up to me and kisses my hand "Hello Ty".
My face is hot, "h-hi" I say nervously Rook chuckles and holds my hand and leads me inside his base. My eyes widen as I look around the base, it was much much bigger than the old gangs base "Whoa" I say in suprise "This is where we work further to the back is where the members stay, I'm guessing its bigger than the BB base by the way you look" Rook says. This is wayy bigger than my old gangs base We walk through the huge foyer as I watch people walk past looking at me and Rook, "It's early in the morning my darling, have you gone to sleep yet?" Rook questions walking inside an elevator, I follow behind "N-no I haven't actually I've had a lot on my mind lately" I say.
Rook looks at me worried, he grabs my chin and tilts it up I flinch as he pulls me closer I blush "What are these bruises on you kitty?" Rook asks looking around my body for more bruises. "I-I-I um" I stuttered as Rook's hand searched my arms and face "There are quite a few all over you" he says, Rook starts to lift up my shirt, I back against the elevator wall as he looks at my chest feeling up and down. "T-this really isn't- OW" I cry out.
Rook jolts up and looks at me "does this hurt when I touch them" he asks grabbing hold of my hand. His scent was strong as he moved closer my body felt weak around him, "It ah n-no it doesn't" I manage to say Rook moves closer our bodies touching he leans in his head next to mine and whispers in my ear. "Did he do this to you?"

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{Little disclaimer: I forgot to mention that in this story Vanoss is taller than wildcat :) heh okok bye}

~Vanoss POV~

I open my eyes, as pain shocks my head I sit up looking around I'm in my room Was that a dream? If so that's fucked I sit up and look at my hands to see bandages wrapped around them No no no no no. I look at my bed to see Lui laying down asleep next to me holding a corner of my shirt, I slowly get out of the bed and see a note on my side table labeled 'Morning'.
I take the note it reads 'Hey Vanoss, I saw what happen last night and just thought you needed a nap after that so see me when you wake up' signed Moo and Mini. I drop the note on the floor and clench my fist So he really did leave, I cover Lui with my blanket and leave him there and walk out my room.
I walk out my room to hear talking coming from the lab, I see Mini and Moo talking I see Moo wrap his arms around Mini waist pulling him closer to him and mini giggling. I close the door behind causing them to jump, Mini pushes Moo away throwing his hands in a stack of paper and Moo looks at me like he was bored. Did I miss something here?
I walk over to the lab table and lean against it, "Aside from what I just saw, what's with the note?" I ask, Moo and mini look at eachother then back at me "Wildcat isn't here he didn't wake me up asking for the garden key" Mini say "And there was no breakfast being made this morning" Moo ranted.
So he really is gone I roll my eyes "Mini don't you yell at him because he touches plants that you said were off limits? And Moo you are a full grown man make your own breakfast" I scold, Moo looks down "It's not the same, Wildcats food is the good cause he is happy when he cooks it changes the taste of everything he makes" Moo mutters. Mini scratches the back of his neck "Lui told me what he heard you said last night and so I just maybe have drugged you".
I stand up straight, "WHAT why the fuck would you-" Mini cut me off "Trust me it's for the better that I did, do you really want Lui to see you like that?" Mini said stepping closer to me. Lui seeing his idol weak depressed No "He refused to leave your side after last night so I put him on the couch in your room" Mini says, I couldn't be mad at him for not refusing this but drugging me was a bit far.
I walk out the room, I reach the door and turn my head slightly to see Mini mouthing words and pointing at Moo "I HATE YOU" Mini yells, expressions on Moo's face was shocked. Mini turned away from him typing something into the computer. I walk out into the hallway and look at Wildcats room his door slightly open with a small blood stain on the floor, Why couldn't you be honest with him?

~Wildcat POV~

I flutter my eyes open I see the ceiling of a room I don't recognize, I look around the room sitting up on the bed Where am I?. I stand up to notice my body is covered with bandages I sit up to see a room I don't recognize I look over to the table to see a nightstand I see a note on it that read "Had business to attend to make yourself at home" I walk over to the mirror and see a bandaid on my nose. I splash water on my face and pinch myself to make sure it's real. Trust me It is
I open the door to see the man in the suit from last night, he looks down to me "Morning sir" he says standing his position at the side of the door "H-hi what are you doing here?" I ask "I've been assigned as your personal bodyguard by Rook, I didn't want to intrude so I kept watch outside you and bosses room" he says.
I cover my face blushing, "It's not really m-my room more his than mine WAIT T-this is his room? Yeah it would seem like that but it's really not we um um" I stammered "do you know where he is by any chance?" . The guard points to a room "He's in there that's the meat room" he says "The meet room?" I question "No, meat like beef" he explains. I turn around and look at the room he pointed out, "I'm guessing I'm not allowed to go in?" I question he shakes his head no What is there to do this morning? By this time I usually make breakfast for the group, but they aren't my group anymore.
I turn around to the man in the suit "Is there a kitchen here that I could use?" I ask the man looks at me with a puzzled face "Yes there is Mr.Wine I could show you where if you like?" He answers "Oo yes please lead the way" I said joyfully, we walked through the base showing me what we walked past on the way to the kitchen. I look through a window to see a dimly lit room with what seem like short trees, "What is this room" I asked my guard he took a long look inside the room and walked on as if he didn't hear me, There's a story behind that room and I'm gonna find out what it is.
We walk into the kitchen, it has a Island table and huge pantries filled to the top with food and cooking supplies, I turn around to my guard "May I?" I ask gesturing to the pantry he nods. I explore the pantry getting ingredients I come out to the sight of a angry chef walking towards me, "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING IN MY PANTRY!!" yelled a old man with a what I think to be a Irish accent but stronger than Nogla's, I step back as my guard stepped between me and the man.
I was surprised why would he do that? "Move out the focking way this little rat is stealing all me food" the old man says pointing at me "Mr. Joan this is Tyler he is the bosses new friend" the guard says in a quiet voice thinking I cannot be able to hear them. The Chef now name is Mr. Joan looks at me behind my guard "Ah sorry Mr. Wine was it?" He says "Yeah" I answer walking over to the island and setting the items down "Nice to meet you I'm Mr. Joan I've been the chef longer than Ka- cough Rooks been leader" he smiles, I give him a nervous chuckle "Nice to meet you too" I say "Well I'll be on my way don't mess up the kitchen too bad" he says walking away "I won't!" I say waving goodbye.
I look up at my guard as he watches Mr. Joan leave, "um hey" I call his attention he looks over to me "Yes sir?" He answers "What is your name I can't call you 'my guard' forever" I say reaching up in the cabinet. I feel another body press against my back and their hand slides onto mine, I turn my head around to see who it is as they start grinding on me I feel my the bump in their pants growing. My legs turn weak they turn me around and lift me onto the counter, I look to who it is to see its Rook he kisses my neck and pulls me closer to him, "Morning kitty~" Rook says giving me a kiss on my neck.
"Hi Rook" I say looking for a way off the counter "I think the chef left a snack for me in here" Rook says kissing my hand I blush as I kiss Rook on the cheek, a smirk plants on his face "What you making sweetheart?" Rook asks allowing me to get down from the counter "You can just call me Wildcat Rook" I say Rook pulls me closer tilting my head up looking at him "You won't use that name here, members will either call you Mr. Wine or Tyler nothing different ok?" Rook says seriously.
I look at him with scared eyes, he lets out a long sigh "Tyler I'm sorry I didn't mean to-" I cut him off "No, don't apologize-" I say holding his hand. "But I-" "But nothing it's ok don't think too much of it" I say calming him down he smiled at me and hugged me, I froze There in his arms.
I never expected to be treated like this, like I actually mattered to someone what is this warm feeling inside me? The feeling that makes me feel not so alone anymore, He shows me he cares about me... He loves me. I hugged him back starting something beautiful.

{I refuse to have a mini×moo ship in my story I'll fix that enjoy the rest if it :))}

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~Vanoss POV~

The gangs sits in the meeting room, I feel uneasy the aura around the room seems heavy everyone seems to be off their guard, looking everywhere but at me. The meeting room door opens, I jolt up to see Marcel walk in with a file in his hand "Sorry that I'm late I couldn't find Wildcat so I thought he made it already I was apparently wrong", He sits down in his seat.
I sit up scooting closer to the table, "Good morning everyone, I called this meeting for the day before but there were some unexpected events that took place" I said everyone looked at me with questionable eyes. "As you've noticed Wildcat isn't here to my knowledge he has left the gang" I say calmly, a uproar of talking arose from the gang members "WHAT, why would he even think of leaving" Moo said "Maybe cause you're always such an jerk to him he maybe couldn't take it" Mini argued "Like you're any better you complain about your fucked up plants and that you have to heal him cause he always has cuts and bruises on him" Moo argues back standing up looking at mini. Cuts? I've never...
They continue arguing with another, I look over to see Lui staring at me his eyes shocked as if he was a statue, I've never seen him like this before I scan the room to see everyone either shocked or arguing. Delirious stands up everyone goes quite, delirious signs something and points at me "Delirious you aren't saying that.." Marcel says "......" Delirious said, starting to see his face paint drip off his chin. The room goes quite, Marcel stands up "since you can't understand what he said Delirious said that the other night he saw Vanoss lecturing wildcat and he was soaking wet from walking" Marcel said his voice breaking.
The looks turn to me, "No.. No no no" Lui says he stands up and storms out the room "Yes it's true and I had a good reason why but that's not the main focus of why I asked for this meeting to be arranged" I say opening a file. Moo walks out the room, the room is silent for a few seconds the door swings back open Moo walks in with Lui holding his wrist "Sit down brat" Moo says, Lui sits in the chair next to him looking down. "As we talked about in our last meeting taking down Kade before he spreads his empire to Los Santos his gang is stronger than anything we've ever faced before" I say showing them pictures of his face.
"Wait.. This is-" Lui was interrupted by Moo gripping onto his arm "This is what?" Moo said in a serious tone looking at Lui "This.. This isn't digital we would have a better look at him if were on a tablet" Lui says, Moo let go of his arm and leaned back in his chair. "As some of you know we had the leader of the brofist clan here with his adviser, he offered a temporary alliance between our groups I haven't said an answer I wanted to talk it over with you all before I make a final decision" I say scanning the faces of the members around the table.
They whisper to each other for a second, Terroriser stands up clearing his throat "Vanoss we want to know your reasoning asking" he says. Asking for their thoughts on a matter suspicious? "What do you mean by that" I question, Terroriser walks around the table slowly making his way over to me. "We all know what you want, power money and control you would never even considerer our opinion on this kind of matter" Terroriser stand next to me "Where are you getting at with this?" I asked. Terroriser slammed his hands on the table in front of me "We all know, you had Wildcats mouth on your dick" terroriser raised his voice other members shocked to see him stand up to me "We never had any relations we-" he interrupted me once more "Cut the bullshit you never cared about him you only wanted him for his body he had no skills he was weak and innocent and you brought him in so you could get an easy fuck" Terroriser lectured as he poked at my shoulder "You would get angry at the simplest thing he fucked up am I wrong?" Terroriser said moving closer to me "Breaking a plate, talking to people you didn't know being out late, you even got on his ass about how we left him at the chop shop" Terroriser said his tone getting angrier.
"You're possessive and didn't care for him then and you don't care for him now, he was just a pupper for your own personal use" Terroriser said taking a few steps away. I was speechless, the room was quite He doesn't know anything, it was out of love, he doesn't understand the bond we had I loved Tyler I didn't push him away I'm not the problem. Delirious stood up and left the room, cartoonz following him out giving me a side look, "You can't change what you did but the least you could do is change your attitude towards it" Terroriser said leaving the room.
It wasn't my fault that he left.. Right?

You get a time skip and YOU get a time skip

~Wildcat POV~

I walk around the base as my guard explains what everything is and what purpose it has, "If you look through this window you can see down to the garden area" my guard says pointing to the ground. I look out the window seeing the gardens filled with flowers and trees and with the spectrum of colors, then I see two people walking on a path Who's that I lean closer to the window to see it's Rook with a woman. I step back "Mr. Wine Should we continue the tour?" My guard asked I stay quite shocked he looks out the window and lets out a sigh.
"Nathan" my guard says, I turn and look at him "W-what?" I wondered he turned around and walked I followed "My name, it's Nathan" He says keeping his eyes focused ahead of him "Nathan.. Nathan that a cute name" I compliment. I see him jolt and turn away from me as if he was flustered "Thank you sir" he says opening a door for me, I walk inside to see a huge double locker with a pin on it "Nathans too long, how about I call you Nate instead it's short and sweet" I say giving him a small smile. He closes the door behind us the room is pitch black, "Um Nate it's pretty dark in here is there-" I was picked up off my feet and layed back on a wall and felt lips on my neck. "N-nate why are you-" I struggled to word, as he started to rub himself against me "N-no.. S-stop nate please" I begged with a scared voice.
He pauses, he listened to me? I hear footsteps from outside the door growing louder "N-Nate wh-" he kissed my mouth shutting me up, "Did you hear boss got himself a new toy" a man says "Another one? What's so special about this one that we need to know" ask the other "I hear that he actually likes this one, the others he just used for sex" the men laugh "As if he would change" as their laughs fade away turning back to silence. The room still dark and my feet still off the ground and Nate's lips still on mine, His lips leaves mine saliva the only thing connecting us he sets me back on the ground and pins me against the wall.
I didn't know what to do I couldn't see anything and my face was flustered, the silence was defining we stood there I could hear his heartbeat. "I'm sorry..Sir I just-" he goes quiet for a moment "I don't know what came over me" Nate says backing away from me, I look to the ground holding the back if my hand on my cheek. "Nate?" I ask he looks at me "Yes sir?" He responds "Please, don't ever do that again" I say my tone getting heavy I give him a side look. I lift my shirt up and wipe my mouth What will Rook think if he finds out about this those guys said he actually liked me for me if he finds out about this what will happen?
I rub my thighs, Nate walks over and hands me something "What is it?" I ask looking at it "A pocket knife sharp as can be and so you can protect yourself from people" he says. I take the knife from him and look at it I stuff it into my pocket, Nate opens the door I walk out first "Next time I'll use this so don't-" I stop talking, two people are in front of the door looking back at us just as shocked as me.
"Rook? What are you doing here?" I look over to see a old friend my eyes widen.
"Delirious?"

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~Wildcats POV~

"WILDCAT?!" Delirious yelled, he sped over to me "DELIRIOUS THAT'S YOU?!" I put my hands in the air and walked over to him. He picked me up spinning me around both of us so happy to see each other, When I left the bbs gang delirious was the only one I regretted leaving behind we were always the best of friends. "Delirious I missed you so much" I said joyfully he set me down on my feet, "WHAT I missed you when I heard you left I practically broke down" delirious laughed a bit.
We paused there for a second, I looked at him up and down he had on casual clothes, then I noticed something "AHH DEL NOO" I yelled out I threw my hands on his face covering his vision "What are you doing" Delirious asks grabbing my arms "I can see your.. Your face AND you're talking I thought-" I said,  Delirious pulled my hands down so I can only see his eyes, "Tyler I'm going to be honest, I was never a mute and I was never really apart of the BB gang I was only a spy for this empire" he said I was shocked. An Inside man? "Oh.." I said moving my hands to his shoulders "Enough about me what are you doing here?" Delirious asks.
A hand grabs my wrist and pulls me over, it's Rook he places my back against him "He is my boyfriend" Rook says placing his hands on my shoulders, "Boyfriend? Wildcat is that true?" Delirious asked with a questionable look "Tyler won't use that name Wildcat anymore you'll either call him Tyler or Mr. Wine" Rook says giving him a look of disappointment "Sorry sir, it won't happen again" Delirious says, I look over to Nate with his hands behind his back, he looks at me we meet eyes I get flustered and turn around to Rook "Hey Sweetheart, how about I spend some time Delirious?" I asked of him grabbing hold of his hand. He looks at Delirious then at Nate "Go on ahead be back by 5 Nate come with me I have something I wish to discuss" he says looking at Nate. "Thanks baby" I kiss him and walk away with Delirious, he puts his arm around my shoulders "You going to explain what's happening?" Delirious asked "Well, let me start from the beginning...".

~Flashback, 3rd POV~

Delirious sits in a corner of a padded room dimly lit, he has his elbows on his knees pulling his hair whispering words to himself. Blood dripping from his wrist onto the floor.

~Delirious Flashback POV~
(From the point he's in the clinic he is still a mute talking to Wildcat I've just translated it to words you're welcome)

"It hurts why did we do this" I say blood dripping from my wrists, Because you're alone no one cares about what you do anymore my thoughts tell me "SHUT UP that's not true mom she..she loves me" I said leaking into a whisper. Her? We killed that bitch long ago and you still talk about her like she's here, my thoughts tell me getting on my nerve, I look at my arms to see the cuts and blood smirked all over. "She is still here I didn't want to kill her she meant everything to me" She didn't mean shit to us she left our dad and abused us to let out her frustration. "No no no, she did it cause it was my fault I messed up and made them divorce".
Tell yourself that as long as you want but I want more, my eyes widen "More more what?" I asked, I heard a deep laugh I want more blood grab the blade and do it. I Reach to the blade and place it on my skin Do it slice your flesh open and watch the blood flow out, I press into my skin a glide the blade across my wrist what was that? Again but deeper. Tears start to roll off my cheeks as I press harder, you always were a baby when are you going to grow up I paused as I heard the metal door clicking, I looked up quickly and hid the blade in the padding.
The door opens to see the doctor, with a man behind him "This is him, we call him Delirious" I hide my arms behind my back. The man walks over to me and kneels down, "Show me your arms" he asks "He said I can't" I responded, "Who is he?" The man asks. I get angry "What do you care?" I say spitting on his jacket, he looks at it and stand up "Is this room you know?" He says with a gesture I don't understand "Both sir" the doctor says fidgeting with their glasses "Give us a minute alone" He asked the doctor nods and leaves closing the door behind him, he turns back to me giving me a smirk.
He reaches into his jacket, and my mind goes wild What does he think he's doing what is he grabbing a gun? A knife to kill us with do something knock him down and stomp on his skull till he's left bleeding. Froze there doing nothing WHAT ARE YOU DOING REACT. I sat there with a scared expression, the man pulled out a small rectangular paper handing it to me, it read 'Kade Redclaw' I looked back at him he knocked on the metal plate on the door twice and it opened "I'll take him".

That's where my story should had ended... But it progressed, he took me in and trained me to be an assassin to fight to kill to the point I craved blood. Kade knew I was too strong so he assigned me as a inside man in the BB gang to take down the gangs leader 'Evan Fong' I ended up becoming a trusted member they disrespect each other daily but they have good times.
One day I was back from a mission in the infirmary waiting on one of their member Mini ladd, he didn't come back for awhile, then I notice a man walk in the infirmary doors he's smaller I've never seen him before. He seemed startled "O-oh I'm sorry to intrude I didn't notice someone was in here" he says walking to a table "I just need some bandages and ointments then I'll be-" he notices me and the bruises on my arm. He walks over to me and starts addressing my wounds "What are you doing?" I asked "Helping, Mini is off somewhere and I don't want you to wait here forever" he says putting a smile on his face "Why?" I asked he stopped for a moment "Everyone needs help sometime in their life, and I enjoy helping people and that's something I hope to teach everyone one day" he says.
He finishes wrapping my arm and wipes my face off with a cloth, "There all better I would be delighted to be your friend if you would let me, I would be willing to patch you up anytime" he says confidentially. The door swings open to see Vanoss "We don't have time for detours dumbass get going" he gave me a look I won't forget, "I'm coming" he yelled out he grabbed the bandages and turned around, I grabbed his hand stopping him causing him to turn around "Yes?" He asked "Who..who are you I've never seen you here" I ask keeping hold of his hand "Tyler, but you can call me Wildcat" he says chuckling "I'm a.. Friend of Ev- Vanoss" he says.
We stand there looking at each other for a minute, he slides his hand from mine and walks out the door.

For the first time, the voice in my head was silent I didn't feel the need to kill anymore I didn't crave blood, and I didn't feel the need to witness someone's light fade out their eyes with their dying breath.

This was the first time I felt love in so long I didn't want to kill my family This is what I craved for so long..
I wanted to matter to somebody, and Tyler made me feel special like I was his.. His friend

When I heard that Wildcat left my heart sank, I felt abandoned by the only one I truly cared about just at that moment.. A old friend of mine spoke once more, You can't get rid of me Jonathan I ran out the room to Wildcats room cause thoughts of him made me happy I went in his room and closed the door behind me.
I sat in the corner of his room, Rocking back and forth "Delirious you doing alright?" Cartoonz asked on the other side of the door, I stay quite I know your intentions with him I punch the wall You want him all to yourself don't you? You couldn't bear to hear what Evan did to him so you left "Shut up" I whisper I bet the thought of wildcat makes you hard I stand up and walk to his desk "He's just a friend and that's the only thing I want us to be" I whisper a bit louder.
The way he'd sat on your lap when it was Christmas you could feel his balls on your dick. I grab my member feeling it grow "This isn't what I want" I whispered, The way his hips moved when he danced with you loved that didn't you? "He was drunk I would never" I said walking to the bathroom splashing water on my face. I want him, you want him to beg for you to stop, when he's finally yours and you mark him.
This isn't what I wanted...

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~Vanoss POV~

I sit in my room with my head hung low I can't get Wildcat out of my mind, I keep thinking of him how he smiled at me, how he talked, how he smelled like lavender, how he looked just so perfect. I hear a knock on the door, I look up to see Moo and cartoonz opening the door "We need to talk" he says. I keep my head low "Fuck off" I say with a sour tone, he scoffs and walks over to me "Get your ass up we're going for a ride" Cartoonz says pulling my arm and dragging me out the door "And maybe ice cream" Moo added in, "What are you doing" I asked following him out.
We go outside to see someone I didn't expect to see for a long time "Dawn? Why are-" I said she walked up to me and tries to kiss me, my eyes widen and pushed her back she looked at me with sad eyes "Aww puppy whats wrong" she said in a seductive voice Ignoring that Moo and Cartoonz were there "What are you doing here?" I asked getting nervous she giggled and pointed at Moo "He invited me to a lovely outing and said we were getting ice cream so I'm in" she smiled her aura shining bright.
I look over at Moo opening his car door for her "Get the fuck in the car" he muttered to me I climb inside and Dawn slides next to me and places her arm on my thigh "What are you doing" I whispered to her she looked at me pouting "What's that's supposed to mean" she whispered back I rolled my eyes at her "I know you're up to something Dawn" I said turning away she pulls my face to her and bites her lip "Mm say it louder papi" She whispered a bit louder "Hey hey hey I just cleaned my car don't you even think about it" Moo ranted. The car pulled into the Ice cream shop we got out walking in getting looks from every direction from people passing by we walk up to the counter and they begin to order.
I sit down at a table waiting for them to get done Moo sits in front of me with a ice cream cone in hand "Not going to get anything Vanoss?" He asked I look at him with disgust "Cut the bullshit why is she here" I say keeping my voice low watching them order, Moo grunts "Not sure wanna tell me how you know each other?" He said with a intimidating look on his face. I tense up oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck I lay back in the chair thinking of what to say next "They have so many flavors here it's really hard to pick only one" Dawn giggled.
She sits next to Moo and Cartoonz sits next to me, "Mmm yummy" Dawn says licking her ice cream cone, we sit in silence for a minute while dawn tries to play footsie with me. I kick her she moans a bit "Oo save that for the bedroom" Dawn says giving me seductive eyes "Hey stop it there's kids here" Moo says elbowing her, he turns his attention to me "As you might know Dawn my wife" Moo says.
Ohhh fuck oh fuck oh fuck, "Your.. Your wife?" I say turning my look to Dawn she gives me a smile and continues eating her ice cream, "We've been married for almost 4 years then I found out about what's been going on just recently" Moo says licking some of his ice cream.
Moo never talks about his personal life how the fuck was I supposed to know about.. Wait oh no "Well good for you why are we here" I ask looking at my phone, "Dawn you wanna tell me how you know Evan here" Moo says I jolt up "Sure honey, I met him about a year ago when we were taking a break it was in that one bar I don't remember which one I was really pissed off and he was all sad and cute like a little puppy, one thing led to another and we hooked up" Dawn explained wiping her hand off. I turn my attention to Moo who's no longer looking at me but at Dawn "What then?" Moo asked "We kept seeing each other after that I didn't really learn his name until the 13th outing" she giggled.
Moo looked pissed with a small smirk on his face "So what he said was true" Moo said under his breath Cartoonz looked at me "So wildcat was right, you did cheat on him" he said looking to the side. WILDCAT KNEW? That's why he never wanted to meet any of my old friends cause he thought I would leave him for her.. "I had a long day and he was being stubborn and I needed a relief AND I didn't realize she was your fucking wife" I yelled out "Why were you in a bar fucking people if you had a boyfriend" Moo said calmly as if this happens almost daily. I stroke my hand through my hair "I was stressed I needed a relief and Wildcat wasn't giving me much so I left" I said Dawn giggled a bit she looked at me "Ok enough playing around puppy" she said her voice getting serious.
Me Moo and Cartoonz turn our attention to Dawn, she wipes off her hands and gives me a look that I'll never forget "Tell them why you called me that night".

Wildcat POV

Me and Delirious sat on the garden bench my head in his lap as we talked for what seemed like hours, "And he never found out" I chuckled I looked up to see Delirious staring off I reach my hand up and put my hand on his cheek, his skin soft he looks down at me "Ah sorry go on" Delirious says giving a small smile I sit up and look him in his eyes, he stares at me confused "What's wrong" I ask he lets out a breath of air "Tyler, what are you doing here?" He asked I sit up straight and looked at him "W-what do you mean?" I asked a bit shocked.
He turned my direction "What are you doing here at this empire you left the bbs gang for all of this why?" Delirious asked I hung my head and grip my pants "And you're dating Kade the fucking leader you'll just end up getting hurt" He said "Del.. Why are you saying these things?" I say my voice low my hand shaking "Ty I'm-" I stand up and turn away from him "It's lovely isn't it.. Jon" I say I hear him adjust himself.
I turn around with a crazy look on my face "The freedom of never being hurt never being constantly harassed again" I say walking towards him, I grab the collar of his shirt "The feeling of happiness the feeling that you found someone who cares how you feel who loves your scars and beauty for all your worth" I say twirling in circles "My world has been filled with color my heart filled with love I'm not only mad I'm in love Jon" I say we stare at each other in silence for a moment.
He stands up and walks over to me, he looks down at me with a worried expression "Jon this is where I want to be and I'm happier than I've been in awhile" I say he puts his hands on my shoulders and gives me a smile "As long as you never lose that smile we'll be mad together" Delirious says. I smile back, feel a vibration coming from my pocket I reach back to see the face of someone I didn't want to see again "Vanoss is calling me.." I say Del looks at my phone with a picture of me and Evan at a park his smile shining bright and he's pointing up as I was holding a pink teddy bear he won me. I hand Delirious my phone "Ty what-" I interrupted. I look up at him "Destroy it for me will you" I ask he looks at me and forms a grin across his face the phone rings in his hand then it goes dark.
I turn away and begin walking to the door with my hand behind my back, I stop and turn my head slightly back "You should get going don't want anyone thinking you left too" I say my tone relaxed "Yeah right I should I enjoyed today can we do this again sometime?" he asks "I'll be here, ask for me whenever I'll be off" I walk away.
Well isn't today eventful, but back to work but first how do I put a stop to operation Twilight?

{Did you miss me :) Enjoy}

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~Kade POV~

I allow Nathan to go he walks out of my room, I turn my chair around looking out the window down to see people socializing and guards protecting the front gate. What happen to me? I use to be tough I would take any chance I would get to take someone down but I haven't lately I've been being nice, ever since I met him. Am I doing the right thing of course not I don't even know if he wants to be here, or is he just afraid that I'll hurt him like he did.
He didn't have a reason I never want to see that expression on his beautiful pure face, I should do something for him. I hear a knock on my door I turn around "Come in" I say my tone low, the door creaks open and I see Tyler's head pop in "Can I talk to you about something?" He says. Talk? Talk about what?, I lift my head up and motion him in he walks over to me and sit on my table in front of me. I grab his thighs and kiss them "What do you wish to talk about darling?" I say, he crosses his legs "I have a bit of information that you should know" Tyler says.
He sits on my lap facing me his legs on either sides of my hips, I grab hold of his ass a squeeze it a bit he bites his lip,  "Before I left bbs there was a meeting about a plan, operation Twilight" he says he moves his hips back and forth on my zipper. I kiss his neck "What is operation Twilight?" I ask feeling a bulge grow, "Operation Twilight is a plan to take down you and your Empire" Tyler said I pull my lips away from his neck, he wraps his arms around my neck and moves his hips a bit slower "You..you know now" I say leaning back in my chair. He sits up and pouts at me "I didn't want you to find out about this all" I say, focusing my vision down to Tyler's thighs.
"Oh puppy" He picks my head up and stares deeply into my eyes "I didn't want you to look at me different I wanted you to stay here with me" I say leaning in on him, Tyler chuckles a bit. He kisses me it feels warm full of love "I'll never leave unless you want me gone" he says his face serious. We look at eachother his eyes glisten in the sun his hand form a tight grip on my shoulders, I pull him in close he hesitates I give him a hug he slowly hugs me back wrapping his arms around my neck. "I love you" I say into his chest a second goes by, "I love you too baby" he says his voice sweet, quite, beautiful, innocent.
Then the door swings open, and I see Nathan I spin the chair around me and Tyler both look up he looks at us for a second and the position we're in. "Should I bring this back later Sir" Nathan says holding a small box, Tyler looks down at me with a face saying What-do-you-want-me-to-do?.
Let's open it now it's for Tyler anyway.

~Vanoss POV~

We head back in the base, after being railed with questions of how I met dawn and why would I do something like that. I rub my head as I see delirious walking through the foyer, "Delirious come here" I say getting his attention he looks over to me he slowly walks over to me his jacket ripped to shreds as there is a cut alongside his cheek dripping blood, "Jesus what happen to your ass?" I ask he stays quiet, "Ok then there has been a change of plans, operation Twilight is happening tomorrow get weapons and the other members ready we're going for a Hawk".
I walk in my room and change quickly before heading off I grab my phone and check any notifications it's a massage FROM WILDCAT!, Reading 'Vanoss I wasn't going to tell you but I'm helping the best I can I'll take down Kade from the inside meet me at his Empire at 8pm I'll be waiting love you the most- Tyler'. This can't possibly be real, how did he manage to get the trust of a worldwide superpower. He's amazing, I knew I didn't push him away I still love him and he still loves me.
I dash out of my room and into my car and off "This is it, after so long I can finally take him down, I have the best boyfriend ever".

~Delirious POV~

I watch him as his car drives off, I smirk and walk to the training area in the base. Congrats you did what you were told what now Jonathan? I pull out my phone and make a call I pull my gun out and look at it "Hello Del?" Tyler's voice says "He saw the text I sent from your phone" I say pulling out Tylers phone throwing it on the ground, "Great, everything is working out just fine" Tyler says. I shoot his phone it explodes and bits and pieces all over the ground "Kade got me something wonderful just now Del" Tyler says I put my gun away confused "That being?" I ask walking away from the training grounds "A lovely pink gun with my name carved in it" Tyler chuckles I give him a small laugh "I gotta go want me to make someone come with Evan?" I ask opening the door to see mini he waves at me "Bring Mini if you will thanks Del" Tyler says hanging up the phone.
As you wish.. Tyler.

{Done I'm really running low on time lmao I'll work on chapter 12 rn enjoy}

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~Vanoss POV~

This is it, this plan was much easier why didn't Wildcat tell me earlier? He also wanted mini to come, making him come to bypass doors and alarm systems, to think he was associated with the leader he would have some kind of key. It's close to 9:30, I stop at a light, I turn to mini as I see him nervously bouncing his leg, he's looking down at his phone as I see a picture of him and Moo. I let out a deep breath, "Don't stress about it you'll see eachother again" I say reassuring him he looks at me. "He said he would leave her, then we could be together" Mini says his voice breaking.
I feel my heart stop, "He said that when it's over that we would travel the world together and we would love eachother till time stopped, I just hope nothing happens" Mini says gripping onto his pants leg. I felt like shit I couldn't give him advice even if I wanted to, lets just hope Wildcat knows what he's doing.
We arrive at the base we park a bit far. On a road in the woods, me and Mini get out the car and look around, "Vanoss where do we go" Mini asks looking around. I look to the building to see a light flashing shine 3 times then twice.
"There, lets go stay low" I say crouching down, we run past the trees to see a figure of a man looking around, "Do we need to take them down?" Mini asks pulling his blade out. The man turns around, I stand tall and drop my gun next to Mini he jumps a bit then looks at me "What the hell" he whispers, I walk to the man he walks over to me, my eyes adjust and I see Wildcats face he looks at me with a small smile.
I caress his cheek, "Are we going to do this all night Vanoss?" Wildcat said.
I don't know what clicked inside of me when I heard my name in his mouth, I picked him up and spun him around I felt so happy the feeling that I haven't felt in a long time. "I've missed you so much baby" I whisper, I place him down and he look at me and gives a small chuckle and his nose wrinkles in the cutest way so he looks like a little piggy, I loved his laugh and I love him. "Oh Vanoss" Wildcat says he pauses for a moment I back away a bit "Yes Wi- Tyler?" I say a grin forming on my face.

~Wildcats POV~

I pull out my gun and point it in Vanoss' direction, the smile wipes off his face "Only if I missed you the same" I said, I face my gun to Mini and fire it off into his chest. I hear him scream as he falls to the ground, "Argh" Mini wines, I begin to laugh "Hahaha, aww does the nurse need a doctor" I joke. Vanoss dives down to mini I hear his words as his breath fades, "E-evan tell Brock I..I love him" Mini says he goes quite.
I face my gun at Vanoss, "Come on get up now" I say, he turns around to me his eyes widen "What.. What have you done" he says his voice low. I let out a strong whistle, 5 red dots appear on his chest. Vanoss looks at me, he walks up to me slowly "This was a plan to.. Kill me?" He says, I step back a bit "Who sent that text to me?" He says I hear his voice getting angrier, "Hold your fire" I say into my bluetooth. The red dots disappear from his chest, "You said you loved me, Mini didn't have to pay for me with his life" Vanoss says backing me against the wall he takes my gun and throws it aside.
"I love you I gave you the world the best I could and you did nothing but cause me pain I sacrifice my image, my family my respect" He says he grabs my neck and squeezes it I grab his arm and try to pull it off but he tightens his grip. I feel Vanoss arm pull away from my neck in a hurry, I fall to the ground I look up to see Delirious He kicks back my gun I pick it up. Vanoss looks up and he shocked "Delirious!! Don't stand there get him", he stays quite Vanoss grunts, "You never could hurt anyone, always straight to the head so you couldn't hear them scream in pain". He spits blood to the ground, Delirious walks over and helps me up.
He walks over to Vanoss and stares down at him, I watch as his hands ball into fist I walk over to Delirious and grab his arm. He looks at me with the look he had years ago the time he was first planted into the bbs, he had murder in his eyes. "Go inside I'll have Nate and a few others clean this up", he walks stares at Vanoss for a minute then turns around. He grabs my gun from my hand and shoots a shot in the dirt next to Vanoss' hand, "I never miss a shot don't make me come back out here but next time the bullet will be in your skull" he says he hands me back my gun and walks into the building.
I look back down at Vanoss, I squat down and look at his face dusted from the rocks. "Call in Nate take him home, and Northeastern of the gate there's a body... Burn it" I say. I stand and begin walking away, I hear rustling behind me "You.. Can't burn him" Vanoss says his voice almost weak I stop and turn back to him. I smirk in his direction, "Try to stop me, Nate come to the Northeastern gate and bring him home" I say looking down at Vanoss, "You're sick" he says his tone sounding unpleasant I give him a chuckle.
"Oh sweetheart, I'm not sick I'm twisted sick makes it sound like there's a cure" I say I walk back inside to see Delirious looking out the window at Vanoss I pat him on the back. He looks at me, "Why did we keep him alive?" Delirious asks I give him a smile "Cause Kade has a certain score to settle with him". I grab his arm and drag him to Kades office "Kade is out right now let's go have a chat".

{Done I told you I would fix that ship}

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~ Delirious POV~

We walk into Kades office Tyler closes the door, I lean back onto the wall "You should had let me kill him" I say watching him sit on kades desk crossing his legs. Tyler looks down at his phone typing something and giving it a small smile, I stare at him as he sits in silence my mind goes wild. Look at the way he's sitting he closed the door and locked you both inside, heh he doesn't want me that's a fact, Tyler changes his sitting position on the desk, he opens his legs and I see his inner thighs his skin beautiful as him. I feel my pants getting tighter, I hold my crotch making sure Tyler doesn't see me. There isn't any cameras in his office if you wanted you can take him for yourself, Is that what I really wanted? To get Vanoss out of the picture so I can have him? Why else would he sit like that when you two are alone?
I take a deep breath, I walk over to him and grabs his phone and sets it next to him, Tyler looks up at me "Del?" Tyler says confused, I grab his face and bring it close to mine. His eyes widened, I kiss him pulling his body closer to mine, I feel his hands on my chest I move my hands down his body grabbing his thighs, they're smooth and soft "Jon what are you-" Tyler goes quite as I move my hand up his shorts grabbing his ass squeezing it, earning a small moan from Tyler.
I release my lips from his, a string of saliva from our mouths, I see a lewd expression on Tyler's face.
Break him, I step back away from Tyler my back hitting the door, Tyler looks down touching his lips "Nononono" I say I grab my head my eyes widen shocked to what I'd just done. "J-Jon?" Tyler says I look up to see him blushing holding his crotch and bottom lip "I.. What.. Jon" I interrupt Tyler, "Shut up" I say quietly he stands on his feet walking to me slowly "Why would you..." I slide down to a squat on the floor "Sh-shut up" I say a bit louder, "I- I have a boyfriend, he- he's your boss we can't I can't"
I stand up and grab Tyler's hand, he looks up at me "Tyler I love you" I say we stand there quite "I don't want to listen to him, I don't want to be like this" I say. I drop to my knees holding Tyler's hands he stays quiet, "Tyler please, say something" I beg. A minute goes by in silence, I stand up and see Tyler's face in tears why is he doing that? Make him stop it isn't supposed to go like this I ignored to voice in my head, I let out a long sigh.
I grab Tyler's hand and leads him to the field.
This is it huh? It's been a nice run old friend

~Wildcat POV~

I keep my head down as he leads me outside, I feel my lips that remember the taste and feeling of Delirious' mouth on mine. We stop in just on the edge of the woods, Delirious faces me and gets down on his knees. I look at him "Tyler, ever since we first met Every thought I've had has been about you in some way or another".
What was he doing? "I love you Tyler, but I've been keeping something from you or should I say someone" Delirious says, I take a step back "Tyler I'm mentally unstable and I have problems that in some way you help me with and I thank you for that",  what is he saying? He pulled out a gun and pointed it to his head "JON WAIT" I pleaded, "Don't worry Tyler I knew this day would come but at least I could kiss you and hold you close for the last time" He sniffled and wiped his eye "Fuck I'm gonna miss you, but I don't deserve to be this happy" Delirious says.
I'm speechless he couldn't be doing what I think he is, "I wish it could be like this forever" he says his voice breaking I take a few steps closer. "And it can be please don't" I plead, He chuckles "Damn I love you Tyler but you have Kade and I can't keep leading myself on like this anymore" he says "Take care of Kade will ya? He seems rough but he's as soft as a puppy" he says cocking the gun.
"Jon wait.." He looks at me with tears in his eyes "Tell Kade I said he was the best mentor I could ask for, I love you Tyler bye kitty".
Bang
I stand there shocked, Delirious' body drops down as his gun falls next to him. I rush over to him and kneel rocking his body back and forth, "Nono Jon... Jonathan get up, please" I say holding his arm tightly not feeling his heartbeat. I rest my head on his chest no longer feeling the warmth in his chest and the rhythm of his breaths my tears soak his shirt.
I stood up looking down at his cold dead body, "Bbs destroyed him so I'll destroy bbs" I say I hit a button on my Bluetooth "Code Twilight change of plans, we attack at 0100 prepare troops we're gonna fucking kill some bitches"

I miss you Jonathan, and no one is going to stop me from getting my revenge sleep tight baby, this kitty is pulling out their claws.

{End, tbh I'm just trying to get this story done with school and everything so I'm gonna have to do some shit to this story lol}

[Hey there! Most recent author here, when I posted this I just came back from A 6 month break, and after saying I was just trying to end it, I proceeded to write 15+ chapters. Writing is funny]

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Vanoss POV

I slump against the front gates of the only place I knew home, looking around I notice something that I never saw before. It was a camera in a tree directed at me blinking red, I reach for my gun to notice I left it back at the place I fought my first love... Wildcat.
I walk into the base to see Moo pacing back and forth, when he hears the door shut he looks at me he smiles for only a moment. "W-Where's Craig?" He says walking towards me, I feel a lump in my throat "He was killed.. By Tyler" I say looking down. A moment of silence passes by, then at that moment I hear chuckles of laughter coming from ahead, I look up to see Moo laughing his ass off.
"THAT'S HILARIOUS, almost had me fooled for a second there anywho where's Craig?" Moo asks, I look at him as if I saw a ghost "Moo, he's dead he was murdered right next to me" I persist he chuckles some more. "Yeah right, you're telling me that your ex went psycho and killed my boyfriend? Stop playing where is he?". I look down at the ground, "Evan, where is he?" I shut my eyes tight, "No...no no no" Moo says as he walks out of the base.
I rub my forehead I hear screams and cries coming from the next room over, You have to do something your team has gone mental and one by one their leaving in fucked up ways time is growing close and I'm getting scared.

Wildcat POV

I sit in Kade's office I write on papers and type into my tablet, I hear the door jiggle I look up to see Kade walks in. "Aww look at my baby working hard at my desk" he walks over to me,  I ignore him. He stands next to me kissing my neck I continue writing he pulls the chair out from the desk I grab the tablet and type something in.
Kade sits in front of me kissing my thighs, "Did you miss me?" Kade asks squeezing my thighs, I don't respond.
I feel Kade lick my member through my shorts, I push him away with my leg he pulls me in kissing my leg unbuttoning my shorts. "I hate going on long trips being away from you for so long, I-" he kisses my member "Missed your taste" kade says kissing my chest undressing me slowly as his kisses follow up my body.
Kade grabs my neck and squeezes it pulling me forward, I grunt gripping his hand, he leans to my ear "You saw the owl didn't you, Tyler?" I hesitated, he pulled me up making me stand up in front of him. Kade squeezes my cheeks in his hand and holding a tight grip on my wrist with the other, "I can smell him on you" Kade says his voice turning dark.
I attempt to take a step back he lifts me on his desk, holding my neck tightly "You let him touch you didn't you" he said his glare burning my skin. His grip tightening on my neck, I grab his arm "Y-yes but it-", I feel a strong hand slap me across my face. I fall to the side but Kade picks me back up, "Where.." Kade says his eyes angry, I hold his hand to keep myself breathing "Wha-what do you mean?" My voice weak "WHERE DID HE TOUCH YOU" He yells.
Knock knock, Kade looks up at door "Mr. Wine I'm here to take you to the gardens" Nathan says. We make eye contact he lets go of my neck, he sits back in his chair and pats on his lap commanding me to sit on him. I hesitate, I slowly jump down from the desk and sit on his lap facing him, Kade wipes my tears and kisses me on the forehead. I give him a weak smile and a kiss back.
"Come in"

{I'm back bitches >:D}

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Vanoss POV

My head hurts, I can't think right now nor can I see. Where am I? Where is he? No, stop thinking about him he isn't what's important here. Why can't I stop thinking about him? I open my eyes to see Basically shining a bring light into my eyes. My body feels numb and almost nauseous, I squint my eyes "Marcel? What the hell are you-" I stop talking as I roll to the side and vomit over the flooring. I cough and wipe my mouth, I feel a hand pat me on the back. "I am definitely not cleaning that up" Marcel says, I look up to him holding out a wet towel.
I look over to see Moo sitting in a chair with Lui laying on him, whilst scratching his head. "What happened?" I ask attempting to sit myself up, the room stays quite. I look around the hall to see cartoons leaning against the wall looking down at me with Terroriser next to him sitting on the floor typing into a laptop. I put my hand on my forehead preventing a upcoming headache "What's going on? And why the fuck am I on the floor?" I ask again in a slightly louder tone, this shit is pissing me off, "I asked you guys a fucking question-" I was interrupted by Moo shushing me, continuing to reassure Lui.
I look up at him, I get to my feet and walk over to Moo stepping over the small puddle of vomit. I stand in front of Moo and stare down at him, "Stand up" I tell him, he looks into my eyes and looks me up and down. "No" Moo says keeping eye contact with me, I feel anger build up in me what the fuck is his problem "I gave you a order to get up, so shut the fuck and follow the order you've been given" I say sternly. "Why would I listen to you when your so called 'orders' have caused Wildcat to leave, Mini to be killed, and Delirious to be apparently a double agent for the enemy that Wildcat happens to be fucking" Moo says calmly, picking something off of Lui's sleeping body. 
I look at him shocked, how does he know about that. "What are you talking about?" I say trying to gouge some sort of understanding on how he would know. "Because Terrisor was sent something that when you clean yourself up we all can go and watch it" Moo says picking up Lui and throwing Lui over his shoulder. I watch him walk away, with cartoonz following behind him. I turn my attention to Terroriser that's still sitting on the floor "What is he talking about watch it?" I ask, Terroriser looks at me and closes his laptop "I'd feel better if we were to just watch the video that we received, me explaining what's in it won't help".
Terroriser walks away to the meeting room where what remains of the group waits for me, I turn around to see a door to a room with a plaque that reads 'Wildcat'. I run my finger feeling the engraved letters on the metal, I notice that the door is slightly opened I don't think that he would care too much if I used his bathroom. I open the door and see that it's dark but the light from the window is just enough for me to not trip and fall over whatever might be there. I hold onto the doorway examining the room, I look to the side to an empty wall. I think back to when it was him and me in here, me holding him up against the wall and him digging his nails into my back, Moaning my name, begging me to go harder. I grab my member "F-fuck" I say leaning onto the bed, What the fuck is wrong with me.
I slap myself, I grip his messy bed sheets feeling them intertwine between my fingers as another memory occurs. I lay down on his bed feeling myself, thinking of him laying back on his bed wrapping his legs around me gripping onto me more ways than one. I stroke my member through my pants smelling his sheets, feeling as if he was there with me. remembering a time where it was truly him and I.

DOODOODOODO {The sound of a flashback you know the  one }
Still Vanoss's POV

I'm not that much into going out but I guess if it means I get to eat junk instead of my diet I'll be happy to come with, we sit at a table outside the skies dark, the soft glow of string lights hover above, a smell of woodfire pizza fills the air. Me, Moo, Lui, Mini, Terroriser, basically, Delirious, Cartoonz, and Tyler. I lean back in my chair as Tyler sits next to me placing his hand on my leg, I look up to him as he jokes with the group. Ok Wildcat, I'll bite. I place my hand on his, he flinched moving his hand to his own lap looking away from me blushing slightly. I sit up sliding my hand onto his thigh causing him to jolt, he says nothing and continues to converse with the group You're a feisty one aren't you. I move my hand up and down his thigh, slowly exploring going deeper within. He looks at me his face flustered, "uhm V-vanoss I'm not too sure about t-this" Wildcat struggles to say.
I stand up and the table goes quite, everyone turns their attention to me "What is it boss?" Lui questions. I put my hands in my pockets "Wildcat... come with me" I say not making eye contact with him "Oooooooooooo" says the group along with light laughter.  Wildcat stands up nervously looking around to the faces of other people questioning if he should panic or not, I start walking I want him "WILDCAT, NOW" I yell he runs over to me and begins to follow me. We walk together in silence, I walk into an alleyway and he follows "So you want to be apart of bbs huh?" I ask, I grab Wildcats shoulder and put him against the wall looking down at him. He averts his looks down to his feet fidgeting with his hands, "U-uhm yeah I think that-" I cut him off by grabbing his chin making him look at me. He goes quiet "I-i-i-i- uh um" Wildcat struggles to say. "Get on your knees".
He gets flustered again "uh y-yes sir" he responds getting on his knees. I look down at him, he sits looking up at me, I hold his chin feeling his face "Uhm I'm d-don't really-" I interrupt "Show me your tongue" I say starting to undo my pants pulling out my member. He looks shocked for a moment examining the the situation, I begin to stroke myself slowly "Seems like we have a problem don't we" I say motioning him to open his mouth. He looks at me "V-vanoss I-uhm I d-don't really want to-" Wildcat studders, I grab his hair pulling his head back "OWA" Wildcat yells out. He throws his hands up holding onto my hand "I have a boner and apparently you have a problem taking orders" I say to him in a low tone.
I see his eyes start to water a bit, "You should shut the fuck up before the others notice, do you want them to see you like this?" I ask "N-n-no" he says in a low tone, I slap his cheek with my member. He opens his mouth and sticks out his tongue, "good boy" I say placing my member on his tongue. I slide it inside slowly fucking his mouth, it feels warm and moist "Suck on it" I say. He wraps his lips around it slowly beginning to suck on my member, I begin to move his head making him go deeper. Wildcat panics a bit taking my length but adjust quickly holy shit I didn't expect him to be this good at this. "Fuckkk~" I moan out, I hold onto the wall in front of me keeping a grip onto his hair. He pushes me back causing my member to slip out of his mouth, Wildcat gasps for air coughing, I stroke my member tapping it on his lip. "I would hate to teach you some manners" I say cumming on his pretty little face "Ohhh fuck" I look down at him to see him shaking and crying "P-please van... I-I-I-" Wildcat  stops talking as I help him up, I hold his chin up to my face.
I look him in his eyes, as he holds the arm I'm holding his chin with. I lick his face cleaning my stains off of him, he moans and tries to turn away I bring his face back kissing his nose "You're mine, understood?" I say to Wildcat. "Hey dipshits! Wherever the fuck you ran off to we're leaving, I'm not afraid to leave your asses" Called out Moo. I look down at the smaller man, Wildcat winces a bit  "I-I'm yours".

DOODOODOODO back to present time {The sound of a flashback you know the  one }
Vanoss's POV

I lay back on Wildcats bed thinking over the times we spent together, I  loved him right? I took him in and gave him a spot in our club and promised him that he didn't have to worry. So... Why do I feel like the bad guy? The door opens "Dude I refuse to think it takes this long to-" I see Cartoonz freeze in the doorway, he looks at me and assesses the situation. "That's fucking gross get the hell up" Cartoonz walks over to me and grabs my arm pulling my me up and out of the room, "I'll pretend I didn't see jerking off in your ex's bedsheets if you didn't see me with my tongue down Delirious' throat at thanksgiving, deal?" Cartoonz said. Thinking back, me being in my ex's room who didn't really turn out good would be a horrible look. "Deal" I say in agreeance.

{Done! I just installed Wattpad back on my phone and then I realized that I said that I would finish my story and then proceeded to leave for like three years that's funny to me. It is summer break and I'm totally gonna get progress done.}

[Hello! More recent Author here! Ya see, that was me casually lying again, that summer I wrote 2 words, not a single sentence was made.] 

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Vanoss POV

Basically helps me to the meeting room sitting me down in my chair, more or less dropping me in the chair. "Ow, asshole" I say, I look around the room to see the group sitting in their chairs whilst Terroriser types in his laptop connecting it to the big screen. The room is quiet, Moo sits in his chair leaning back with his arms crossed glaring at me. Next to him stands Lui that on the table has small flowers that he's placing on Moo's head and chest, not paying much attention to me at the current moment. Cartoonz scribbles in a notebook, he makes a strange face then quickly erases it, writing again. I don't like this.
Terroriser stand up straight and looks directly at me, he crosses his arms and lets out a soft sigh. "Van-...." I see him stop and reconsider his words. "Evan.. We understand that this whole Wildcat leaving situation is taking a very clear toll on you, but I think that you don't understand how it's affecting the rest of the team" he says calmly. I squint my eyes at him and look around at the members of the table, who at the time, aren't looking at me, besides Moo. I sit up looking at Terroriser, "Is this a fucking intervention?" I say looking around the table Everyone still not making eye contact with me besides Terroriser.
Terroriser puts his hand on his head rubbing it, I hit the table with my fist getting everyone's attention besides Moo who's still crossed arm with Lui next to him. The hit on the table, makes Lui flinch he ducks behind Moo's chair hiding from my field  of vision.

Moo POV

I turn my head to Lui who's now crouching next to me, he starts shaking holding onto the arm of the chair I'm sitting in. I reach out my arm that's tucked under my crossed arm towards him, I make a motion. He looks up at me, then down at my hand. He slowly grabs my hand and rest his head on my arm.
I return my head to Its original position, I see in my peripheral Vanoss staring at me. I don't look his direction because honestly, after what I've been through, he doesn't deserve my attention. He stands, I keep my head down and I feel Lui grip my hand tighter He's sacred. Vanoss faces me and Lui, "Lui come here" Vanoss says. I look over at Lui, his eyes are closed still holding my hand. I stay quite. Vanoss slams his hand on the table, continuing to looking in my direction, "I GAVE YOU AN ORDER, COME HERE NOW" Vanoss yells, Lui squeezes my hand.
If I was in this I would be scared  too, I mean a big scary man against a small boy. Just trying to make it past tomorrow, to be able to see..... I grip Lui's hand back, I can't be bothered to think of that right now. Vanoss begins walking in our direction, I turn my head to his direction. He stops, his fist clenches "Come here" Vanoss says to Lui. I let go his hand, I stand up pushing my chair back. I lift my head up and turn my body towards Vanoss, I take my sunglasses off and place them on the table. I look back up at Vanoss and cross my arms.

Vanoss POV

"How about you sit the fuck down" Moo orders, I hesitate. He's not my boss I'm his, he has no control over me or what I do. I stand up straight and look Moo up and down, "No" I say. I quickly regret my decision, he walks up to me and looks down in my eyes. Not to mention that he's taller than me, not by a lot but enough for him to be intimidating . He stands in front of me, I don't know really how to react knowing his past and what he's capable of. "What was that?" Moo says in a low tone, stone faced. I look down, my nails pierce my palm.
"Are we gonna do this all night, Vanoss?" I hear from behind me, I whip my head around to see a video playing on the big screen. No, the video is of me and Wildcat from an overhead point of view, the sound is clear as day. I walked over to the screen looking up at it, "I've missed you so much Wi- Tyler" the video exclaimed. His words strummed my ears softly, I love you his words quickly pierced my skin straight into my heart. In that moment he looked perfect, watch as I run up to him holding him tightly, his scent deeply embed in my nose, to think that he was there in my arms, I felt him, I love you his soft arms wrapped around me, his lips touching the skin on my neck I want you, "oh Evan" I need you "If only I felt the same". I don't know how to explain how I felt in that moment when he said those things to me. "Why would you kill him!"  The screen goes on repeating itself.

The screen shuts off, I need you I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn around to see Terrisor motioning towards my chair, I stagger to my chair and stumble to sit down. "This video was on a USB that was in your mouth when you were dropped off last night" Terrisor says, walking over to the light switch, and turns it on. He walks over to his chair and sits down. "Why.... would you show me that?" I asked looking down at my hands, my heart beating out of my chest  "Because you're being blinded by what you think is love Vanoss, but it's not love, it's obsession" basically says, attempting to reassure me.
"It's not an obsession.." I say quietly, I hear a scoff from the side of me. I turn my head slightly seeing Moo trying to contain his composure, "What?" I ask looking up. "What do you think an obsession is? Some kind grade school crush that once you realize that they pick their nose you don't like them anymore? No, this is a person that if you didn't notice, now has turned into some kind of part time super-villain that some how in the time that he's left to now has not only thrown off the groove of the club but manage to kill a member."  Moo states. He sit's back in his chair, I slowly see Lui pop his head from behind Moo, I focus my vision on him, he quickly dips his head back down. Moo snaps in my face and catches my attention, "No, this shit right here, you're not going to do this shit anymore" Moo says circling his finger towards me. 

"Do what?" I asked confused, Moo sits up and faces his chair towards me, "This 'I'm-angry-and-it's-now-your-fault-I'm-having-a-shit-day' bullshit, it's not a reason to fuck someone up especially no one here" Moo says angrily "We are your ally's, you treat us like were you're constantly at war while we're at a stand still. What gives you the right to treat us like shit when we're the only one's who have your back" Moo say's standing up. He looks down at me, "Treat me like a villain and I just might start acting like one, take your head out of your  ass and see that we aren't the problem in your life, you are" Moo states. 

He walks to the door way, stopping for a moment. "Maybe if we all leave you just might understand" Moo then walks out the door, shortly after Lui picks up the flowers that had fallen off of Moo and runs out behind him. I felt stagnant, "Evan... I know that this isn't what you want to hear from us but it's what you need to hear" Terrisor says, placing down the projector remote. He walks from his side of the table and taps Cartoonz both of them leaving me in the room by myself. Treat me as a villain and I might start acting like one.... Am I a villain? 

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Wildcat POV
{In Kades bathroom that connects to his bedroom}

I stand in the dark bathroom looking at the running water, watching the bath slowly fill. I turn off the water and sit down in front of the tub, leaning my head on the side, I stare into the liquid. The water stands still, peacefully waiting for a small vibration to disturb its equilibrium. I stand up getting into the bath, I sit down allowing the water to surround me. The water is warm, I place my hand on my face it doesn't hurt anymore but there is a small mark on my face that remind me of it. 

I bring my legs to my chest resting my chin on my knees, since I've been here I have not only witnessed one of my old teammates reveal that they were a double agent but then kill themselves, and not to mention the other person I deliberately murdered. Why am I doing the things I am, why do I feel the need to get revenge on people that don't even like the idea of me existing.  I wait in the still water patiently, the absence of light makes me feel as if I was being consumed by the darkness. 

I hear a soft knock at the door, I slowly raise my head up looking in the direction of the sound. I don't know who would knock on the door in that manner and not say anything but knowing what happen yesterday, it makes me nervous. I get out of the tub, the room is dimly lit by the light coming from the covered windows. I look around the bathroom searching for something to hide my naked body, I open a cabinet under the sink to see a basket that had clothing in it. I hear another knock at the door slightly louder, I manage to grab a plain thin white shirt that happens to be slightly too big on me, I put it on. I push my hair back due to it being in my eyes, and walk over the door and open it.

I creek the door open peeking through the crack, "Uhm I-I'm kind of using-" I stop as a hand grabs the door prying it open, they look down at me leaning in the doorway, the rooms being dark doesn't help me whilst trying to figure out their identity. They open the door further, stepping in, closing the door behind them. I take a few steps back into the dark bathroom, "I-I uhm" I was at a lost for words. I was stuck in the bathroom and just backed myself into a corner, the man walks closer to me slowly, quietly. I stand in between the countertop and the wall, they put one hand on the wall above me and one hand on the counter

He stands close to me, I start to feel my heart quickly beating. He looks down at me, I grab the bottom of my shirt rubbing the fabric between my hands attempting to calm myself. We stand there, he leans in closer to my face, grabbing my back pulling me closer to him. My face feels hot, I watch his eyes trace me up and down. I raise one of my hands and place it on their chest, keeping one hand holding my shirt down. He picks me up and puts me on the counter, he takes off his shirt revealing his chest to me.

I go down and undo his pants, pulling them down revealing his member to me. I grab onto it as he starts kissing my neck, I slowly begin moving my hand around the tip. He lifts my leg up placing it on his shoulder, his hand traces my body whilst the other one holds me up. His hand places on my neck, I flinch. I grab his wrist attempting to move his hand from my neck, he tightens his grip. I put my other hand on his wrist for support, he moves his other hand from behind my back grabbing his member.

I feel him rubbing his member rubbing against my hole, forcing a moan out of me. He slips his tip inside and quickly takes it back out, "AUUGGH" I yell out, I try to close my legs. The man slaps my face and kisses me on the mouth, "Mmm where are you running off, come back baby" He pulls me closer. He licks my ear, leaving his saliva on me. "I-I-I don't..." I struggle to say due to him pleasuring me and having a strong grip on my neck. He pulls my face closer, his mouth next to my ear. I hear his heavy breath, "F-fuck, you're so fucking cute" he says. His compliment made me feel good, I hear him laugh softly, "You still like being praised you little slut?" He says. 

I bite my bottom lip, "You want me to fuck you?" He continues to tease my hole. I stay quiet, as he tightens his grip on my neck, he slips his tip inside of me and I let out a loud moan, he silences my moan with a kiss to my mouth. "MmmMm fuck" He says in my ear, the vibrations of his voice giving me  butterflies. I relax my hands on his wrist, slowly embracing his length. He lets go of my neck and picks me up placing me against the wall, I wrap my arms around his neck. He slowly lowers me but he then stops, my body starts shaking, I wince trying to move myself. He lifts his head to my ear "Beg for it" he says, I stop "W-what?" I ask. 

He kisses my neck, "Beg for it kitty" the man says. I flinch, "E-E-Evan?" 

The day goes dark, the light faded fast from the bathroom. Quickly being sealed in complete darkness, I open my eyes, I jerk up. I'm in my bed, well I'm in Kade's bed, next to him, he's holding me at my waist sleeping peacefully. I stare at his sleeping body, his breaths steady as I watch him pull me closer to him using my thighs as a pillow. I lift my hand above his head, I consider if I should comfort him or I should just go on like things are going now. 

I clench my fist, I grab his arm moving it off from me. I roll over, escaping from his arms. I drop out of the bed and make my way for the door, I open the door to see Nate standing in his usual position. I step outside and quietly close the door behind me, I look over at Nate facing the door. "It's pretty late, what are ya uhh doing here?" I ask trying to distract him from the fact that he sees me leaving, he look's at me up and down "Says the person with one sock on, you forget I work here" Nate says returning his focus away from me smirking a bit. I look down, I do indeed have only one sock on. I take the sock on throwing it back into the room softly closing the door, I look at him angrily, he turns his head away from me laughing quietly. 

I look behind me and see another guard down the hall, they are also standing outside a door. I began walking over to them, "What are you doing?" Nate whisper yells but more talking normally than whispering. I turn around walking backwards "You suck at whispering" I whisper yell back. I walk up to the other guard, standing in front of them, they look down at me stoned faced. I grab their arm, they allow themself to be guided by me. 

I sit them next to Nate, they look at each other confused on what's happening. I look up at them "Stay here, ok?" I give him a small smile and walk away. Nate follows behind, I open the door that connects the commons to the main corridor. I walk through the halls, "Where are you going at this time of night?" Nate I asks me, "I just wanted to walk around really, I didn't expect you to be here but I guess we're just making the most of it".

We continuing walking and we end up standing to the door of the garden, I reach for the door handle but hesitate. Nate opens the door for me, I keep my head down and walk through the door. I look around, the garden is lit by the moonlight. I sit on a bench, the same bench where I sat with my friend Delirious. I look down at the grass, it tickles my feet. I look over to see Nate standing beside the bench looking forward, I tap the spot next to me motioning for him to sit down "No thank you" he says focusing his vision back.

I place my hands in my lap intertwining my fingers, there is a cool breeze that blows by. "I think about what I've become sometimes" I say, Nate looks over for a moment returning his vision, keeping quiet. "I wonder if this life is really for me at the same time I don't regret following this path because in the end it's really exposed me to great opportunities and great people... Great people" I say, the quiet lingers for a moment. "Not to bring up the past but..I had a dream about him today" I say. "A dream about who?" I whip my head around to see Kade standing in his pajama bottoms with no shirt. I quickly stand up facing him, "I..I-uhm" I stutter. Kade snaps his fingers and points to the ground in front of him, I tilt my head in confusion. I feel Nate grab my arm, he drags and places me in front of Kade. 

Nate then stands directly behind me, I feel his chest against my back. I look up at Kade, his expression is dead, he steps closer to me putting both his hands on my face. "U-uhm..h-hi?" I say nervously twiddling my fingers, he stays quiet looking down at me "I-it's pretty early" I say. The silence continues, I reach my arm up holding his right hand that he still has on my face, he starts caressing my cheek softly "Is everything alr-" I was interrupted by Kade "Don't make me ask again" he says his voice dark.

I shrink down, "Tell me, who was your dream about?" Kade asks, "It was about Evan, I mean... Vanoss" I say. He rolls his neck back, "What happened in the dream?" He says. I get nervous, behind me I feel Nate's heart beating calmly through his chest as if what Kade was doing was normal. "W-well.. I don't think that it's uh that important to mention" I say hesitatingly, Kade removes his hands from my face. He turns around and walks away from me, "Uhm.. I-is everything o-" Nate picks me up from behind and throws me over his shoulder and begins following Kade.

I try to balance myself on his shoulder, "Whaa..W-what's going on? Where are we going, put me down" I ask, Nate stays quiet continuing to follow Kade, we walk into the main building. I look around to see the commons area empty, the hall is dimly lit, Where is everyone?  I watch as I'm carried into me and Kade's bedroom, Nate slams me down on the bed, "AUGH, what the hell!" I yell out. I sit up and watch Kade walk over to the dresser in front of the bed and rest his hands down. "I try to keep my thoughts to myself most times, because I understand what you've gone through and it would be selfish of me to indulge in these these thoughts" Kade says.

He turns around leaning his back against the dresser, crossing his arms, he snaps his fingers and points to the floor next to him. Nate walks quietly and stands next to him facing me, "What did you dream about when you dream about the two of you?" Kade asks. I push my hair out of my face, "Uhm... Well it's mostly just how we used to be, when he wasn't..." I stop, I cross my legs and hang my head, I don't want to think of that anymore. "Nevermind..." I say in a whisper, Kade lets out a small sigh.

"You're dismissed" Kade says, I watch as Nate leaves the room in a hurry closing the door behind him. Kade gets under the covers and lays down on his back, I look over to him, "I don't really understand you Tyler, but I can't start to understand if you're not honest about what you want". He's trying, I watch his turn his body towards me, he grabs my lower half and scoots me closer to him laying his head on my thighs. His arms around my waist, he closes his eyes breathing peacefully, I feel his hand caressing my thigh. 

I place my hand on his head, softly scratching his head, "Do you... Want to go out on a date?" I ask, I immediately regret my words. My reputation with this question isn't the best, each time I ask it I'm always turned down, get into a fight and end up with bruises because they have better things to do besides be stuck somewhere with a Useless, stupid, hopeless, dull, dimwitted, little- 

"Yes, I would love to...". 

{Writing is fun when there isn't your phone going off every 2 seconds about TikTok NOW}

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Vanoss POV

Sitting in silence makes me nervous, I don't know why I'm being dragged along to some stupid fucking outing. The only times where I would go out to things like these were with.... I can't bother myself with thoughts of him, so far everything that I've done for lack of a better judgment Things don't end up well when I miss him. My door opens and I see Lui pop his head in, "Are you ready to go?" Lui asks, I stand up and stretch my back "I don't really have much of a choice now do I" I respond, I grab my jacket and walk out of my room. I watch as Lui grabs a weaved basket from the kitchen and makes his way to the garage door, I look around and I see Cartoonz and Basically also make their way in the same direction.

I see Moo leaning against the wall on his phone wearing his usual sleeveless shirt and blue jeans, he looks over at me, I watch as he lowers his glasses and looks me up and down. He begins walking my direction, "Holy fuck, ever since Wildcat left, you dress as if you're fed up with your middle school bullies" Moo says. I roll my head back, I regret making this guy second in command. "Fuck you" I reply, I hear my ringtone coming from my room, walk in to see the caller id reads 'Scam Likely'. I pick up my phone, to have Moo immediately take my phone out of my hand.

"Scam Likely? These fuckers are just relentless" Moo then declines the call, returning to my lock screen. A photo of Wildcat pops up, a picture of him sitting on a grassy patch wearing a flower crown he made with the biggest smile on his face. Moo stares at the picture, the screen turns off, he stands in silence. "I'll pretend I didn't see this, and you'll get your phone back when we get you a new lock screen, ok?" Moo says walking out I follow behind him "No I want my phone back" I say walking into the garage. Moo sits in the front seat while I sit in passenger, he clicks a button to open the garage door, "From what I saw you want a lot of things, so no, you're not getting your phone back" Moo says driving out of the base gates.

Wildcat POV

I look in my bathroom mirror, it's the afternoon and to be honest I've been nervous all morning. I look into my mirror, I have a light blue t-shirt with shorts that just go above my knees. I walk out of bathroom, on the bed Kade is sitting facing away from me on the phone, "If you fuck it up I'll cut a straight line down the middle of your spine and rip your body in half and leave your body for no one but the fish to find your decaying corpse in the bottom of the Atlantic, get it done right" Kade then hangs up the phone hanging his head.

The room is quiet for a moment, I watch him stand up and roll his neck, his back looks strong and muscular. He turns around and sees me, "Hey Tyler, are you ready to go?" Kade says walking over to me, he grabs his face with one hand caressing my cheek. There is a knock at the door, I walk over to the door and open it, it's Nate not in his usual outfit but more of a casual fit I guess to blend in. "Mr. Wine, Sir, the car is ready" Nate says, So formal, "Let's go".

We walk out of the room, I walk next to Kade followed behind Nate and two other guards I don't know. We walk out into the main courtyard where 3 black cars with tinted windows are waiting, I walk over to the car. A man, who I assume is our driver is waiting at the back passenger door, he opens the door for me, "Oh, thank you" I say and get in the car. I watch as Kade shoots the driver a look and gets in the car and sits next to me. Nate and the two other guards get into the car and we start on our way.

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Vanoss POV

We sit in the park parking lot, "Can we get the fuck out of the car?" I ask angrily, Moo grabs a book from under his seat and takes his sunglasses off his shirt and puts them on "For someone who didn't want to be here you sure are excited to get out of the car". I open the door and look around, the sun is out beaming down on the field, I look around and I see people walking around sitting on blankets enjoying the day.

Lui hops out the car, he runs to the truck and grabs a picnic basket, Cartoonz and Basically grab chairs and a bag full of what I assume to be necessary things like sunscreen, band-aids, and for some reason a clicker that I don't understand what it goes to. We start walking into the grassy area, I watch as everyone else sets up our spot, Moo immediately sits down and begins reading his book with a beer in the cup holder in his seat. I point at his can "Are you even allowed to drink that in a park?" I ask, Moo then looks in my direction and lowers his glasses "Listen, I can, and will, drink this beer in front of everyone here if they have a problem they can argue with me" Moo then moves his glasses back up and takes a loud sip of his beer and continues reading his book.

Lui, Basically, and Cartoonz sit on the picnic blanket getting comfortable. This whole fucking is so ass, why did I come to this, I start walking away from group "AH AH AH, fuck do you think you're going?" Moo asks, still looking down at this book, "To get some air" I respond sarcastically.

Wildcat POV

We arrive at the park Kade gets out of the car helping me out, it's lovely outside. Kade grabs my hand, the guards get out of the cars and gather in front of us. Kade starts talking to them pointing at directions and telling them where they should be, the guards break off going into different directions. Nate and one other guard stay with us, "You two are going to stay close but about 15-20 feet ahead or behind" Kade says, he looks over at me "What do you wanna do first Tyler?" he then gives me a sweet smile.

We start on a walk on a footpath holding hands, I look over at Kade to see him looking around, I laugh, he looks at me confused. "What are you laughing at?" he asks, "You don't casually get out much do you?" I ask, laughing a bit. He chuckles, "I don't think that me being a person of interest in 53 countries equates to me not going outside" he jokes. I look around to see a gazebo with picnic tables inside, I point over to the area "Wanna go sit down?" I ask.

He puts his hand on his back and starts walking with a limp, "We've only been walking for a few minutes, and you already think it's time for me to sit down!" He says grunting. I panic, I let go of his hand and begin waving frantically "NONONONO, I-I-I ment we could just relax for a moment or something! N-not calling you-" I stutter. Kade picks me up and throws me over his shoulder, "Babe, respectfully, shut the hell up" Kade says. He starts walking through the grass with carrying me, "If you drop me, I'm bringing you down with me" I joke patting his back, he laughs loudly. "So if I drop you we get to cuddle on the ground? Keep tempting me and I might have to take you up on that offer" Kade jokes.

He puts me down, I look at the patio to see that two guards are sitting at a table already, I've never had this much protection before. I sit down at the table, I look up at Kade and see him staring in the direction of the two guards, his expression is unsatisfied with whatever they're doing. I grab his hand, he looks down at me, "Hello, Earth to boyfriend is everything good?" I question, he rubs his throat "Yeah just kinda thirsty haha" He says in a joking manner. Kade then sits next to me, "Do you want me to get you something to drink?" I ask, putting my hand on his leg.

He puts his hand on my hand, caressing it, he moves my hand slowly massaging his upper thigh. I allow my hand to move along with his, I watch him as he scoots closer to me, his breathing is shaky. Kade stops moving, he breaks eye contact with me and looks down, "I'm sorry..." he says in a low tone. I giggle at him, I tilt his head up, "Baby, respectfully.." I give him a kiss on his lips "Shut up" I say jokingly with a smile. "I'll get us a drink and maybe later if you're up for it we can-" I was quickly interrupted "Yes." Kade responds.

I look behind Kade and see a woman in a yellow dress and a medium sized sunhat walking in our direction, she comes over and stands behind Kade. I look at him and back at the woman, Kade closes his eyes and lets out a heavy sigh, "If whatever you say to me right now is irrelevant to what's happening, I'm going to..." he stops and looks at me, he then turns to the woman and in a deep voice asks "What?". The woman leans down to his ear and begins talking, I watch them talk, their words escape me. Her voice is soft, polite, graceful, she presents herself with so much confidence. It makes me nervous the two of them being so close together, I stand up, they stop talking and look at me. "I-I'm going to go get us some drinks" I say I turn to walk away.

"Wait Tyler" Kade then picks up a pebble from the ground and chucks it at Nate that's sitting at the table, Nate makes his way over leaving the other guard at the table by himself. "Take this dipshit with you" Kade says, quickly after shooting Nate a stern look. I start walking, being followed by Nate, I turn back to see the woman sit next to Kade crossing her legs and continuing their conversation.

Vanoss POV

Holy fucking shit, wearing a black hoodie and jeans to a park is single-handily the worst idea I have ever had, and I thought that shoving that cucumber down his... Nevermind. I continue walking down a footpath, the park is filled with people along with children and their dumb fucking dogs, that happen to not be on a leash. People are stupid, I look in the distance and I see a concession stand with tables around it, We literally have food at our set up... Fuck it. I walk off the walkway and start crossing the grass towards the concession, I lean on the bar and look up at the menu Pizza, Nachos, Hot Dogs, Chips, Candy, Water, Soda, this whole fucking menu makes me feels like throwing up.

I raise my hand getting one of the workers' attention, they walk over and type something into the register "Good afternoon sir! How can I help you today?" the cheery worker says. Her voice makes me want to jab a knife in between her fucking eyes and- "Hello! Yeah I know what I want, can I get uhh" a voice says, I pause. I feel my heart beat, I feel a shiver down my spine and my body relaxes from its tense state it was at before.

I'm nervous, I slowly turn my head to see who was talking, "Two orangesicle ice-creams..er maybe just one and a uh water" it was him, standing right next to me. In that moment everything just went still, while I stare at him everything goes slow, his movements and his words are just as beautiful as I remember. His aura gives off a delightful light, his blue eyes reflect the sunlight and allow me to see his happy carefree face again. Oh god I love him.

"Here are your items sir, have a nice day!" Tylers server says, he turns around and starts to walk away "Uh sir?" I turn my head and was quickly focused on reality, I look at the worker who has their head tilted looking in my direction, "Oh uh sorry nevermind" I say and walk from the counter, I look around through the crowd searching for him. I walk through and a couple feet ahead I see him, I push people out of the way trying to reach him.

I make it out of the crowd, I see wildcat making his way towards an open area and I start walking over to him. I see him stop next to a pillar and start talking to it, I stop walking towards him, analyzing the situation. Tyler hands over the water bottle, an arm then appears and I see a man with dark red fitted pants with a white dress shirt, they start talking with each other, I see him laugh. It makes me angry, Who.. is that?

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Vanoss POV

Who is that? What is he doing here... with him? I turn around and quickly flip my hood on sitting at a table facing the direction he's in. I watch him, he stands there he's wearing a tight shirt and those shorts. The ways he talks, so gentle, the way he smiles, so joyful, the way he moves, asking... no, begging, Vanoss please come over here and rip my clothes off and fuck me. He wants me to confront him, and punish him like the dirty traitor he is, oh fuck. I slap my face softly to not bring attention to myself, my mind floods with memories of what type of situation Wildcat fell into after he left. 

I feel my phone goes off, I look at it to see a message from Cartoonz reading 'You should come back over here'. They are so fucking weird, first they drag me to this park and they probably knew that Wildcat was here to see if I have the resolve to resist jumping all over him. Nice try you fucker,  I stand up and start walking away. I know that in the past my behavior around Wildcat, wasn't great but this is just bait, I'm not that easy.

Wildcat POV 

"Thank you!" I say, I turn around and I look around, Nate has for some reason disappeared from behind me. I guess he's not much of a crowd person, I walk out of the crowd. I notice Nate standing behind a pillar on the phone, I jog, crossing the grass making my way to him. I peek my head behind the pillar, Nate looks down at me "Gotta go" He hangs up his phone and turns his attention to me.

"Who was that?" I ask, Nate looks at the items in my hands then back at me "Why, you jealous?" he jokes. I shake my head a bit, I look down at Nates hand and scrunch my nose at the smell of the cigarette, he tilts his head and looks down at his hand. He proceeds to smoke it once and throws it in the grass and steps on it, soon after blowing the smoke in the air waving it away. "Sorry" Nate says, "It's fine, being in... Y'know, I was constantly surrounded by it but I guess being around it for so long hasn't gotten me use to it haha". 

Nate stays quiet, every since the garden I guess things changed, it's strange to see him like this. I guess I haven't known him for too long, maybe I'm annoying him...  I start off walking being followed by Nate, I starts to open my cold snack I had gotten. He stuff the plastic in the pocket and begins licking at it looking at the ground, the ice cream is cold and is refreshing in the hot sun. 

I watch my feet going one after the other in front of me, attempting to distract myself from the thoughts that Nate could be avoiding me and that he didn't want to be here walking with me but more of he was told to and I was just another thing that he had to put up with. I sigh, the ice cream drips on my hand, I lick my hand then from the from the bottom up I lick then side getting all the melting run off, when getting to the top I move my tongue around the tip preventing any new drippage from getting onto my hand.

In the side of my view I notice Nate looking intensely at me, well... at my mouth. He then moves his sunglasses and rubs his eyes, "Nathan you bastard" I hear him whisper under his breath. I turn my head to him, our eyes meet and I quickly turn my vision back to the concert path. Nate pulls out his phone and looks at it, I guess even me looking at him makes him uncomfortable. I feel Nate's arm place over my shoulder, he then pulls me in a different direction. "Uh.. What was that?" I ask, he looks down at me then at the ice cream, he grabs me by my wrist then brings my ice cream to his mouth and takes a bite out of it.

"NATE, YOU ATE MOST OF IT YOU FATASS" I yell out, he begins to laugh. "I'll get you another one don't worry about it." He reassures. I look down at my hand to see the cream has spread slightly on my hand with the last bit of creamsicle on the stick, I eat the rest and start licking my hand. Nate looks at me in confusion, "You're too cool to lick your own hand?" I tease, I watch him as he furrows his brow. Nate grabs my wrist bringing my hand to his mouth slowly sucking on my thumb, he look to my eyes. I quickly blush, the inside of his mouth was warm and moist and I could feel him moving his tongue around my finger.

I feel my body getting hot,  I watch him diligently attempt to get the cream off of my hand. He watches me, I feel my heart beat faster, I drop the water bottle. He releases my finger, I grab onto his shirt pulling him closer to me. Nate looks down at me, licking his own saliva from the side of his mouth. He then grabs my chin bringing his face to my ear, "You want to go to the bathroom and... Wash up?" Nate says. His voice rings into my ears as if he was speaking into my soul making me feel weak only wanting more. 

My grip on his shirt becomes tighter, "Y-yes" I struggle to say, I move his hand the side of my face, I then lick his  thumb softly sucking on it. Nate keeps his gaze on me, he removes his hand from my mouth and picks up my water bottle, handing it to me. He then begins to guides me, I keep my eyes focused on him, I grip the water bottle slowly feeling it slip out of my hands. It's been so long since I've... I want it, no I need it.

Vanoss POV

I walk through the grass, It's hot as fuck and with all this walking I my nuts are chafing the jeans. I see the group standing with Lui sitting in front of Moo who looks unbothered reading his book, with his hand placed on Lui's head. Within the group it look that Cartoons and Basically are standing talking to 4 other people that I'm unaware of with one extra person sitting in one of our chairs. "This is starting to look more and more like a intervention, so in that case I'm leaving" I turn around and start walking, "I don't think that'd be a good idea Evan" a dark voice says. I quickly turn my head to see, sitting in the chair, Kade.

God fucking damnit-

{I tried to write a serious books but I think I just like shit posting a lot more, anyway, hope you enjoyed!}

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Vanoss POV

These stupid motherfuckers bringing me to this fuck ass park, I look at him as he sits in our chair looking down at his phone. I look over to Moo, he's still sitting in his chair with Lui's head laid on his leg scratching his head. Moo looks up at me, he then fold a corner of his page and sets his book in his lap. "You get lost or something?" Moo asks, "I wish I got lost before we came here" I reply receiving a small laugh from Kade. 

I turn my attention to him, I watch closely as he puts his phone away then looks up in my direction. He squints his eyes and looks me up and down, "Why the fuck are you dressed like that?" Kade asks. I receive looks from the men that stands behind him, I let out a heavy sigh, "What do you want?" I question. There's no point in small talk, straight to the point, Kade leans back in his chair leaning the side of his face on his hand.  "We can bring it up later that's fine, I'm here because of what you want Evan" Kade says, not breaking eye contact with me.

What does he even know? I cross my arms, "It's Vanoss, what do you think that we want?" I ask, I watch him scoff. Kade stands and places his hands in his front pockets and walks in front of me. "My head served to you on silver platter" He says smiling at me, I don't want your head I want- Kade then Leans to my ear. "But that's not what you want now is it?" He whispers. I let out a silent panic, "So I was right.. Tell me what you want Evan" Kade asks in a quiet voice.

He couldn't know... "Where is he?" I ask, Kade turns his head and looks at me, his expression turns dark. He turns around and hangs his head, "heh..haha holy shit you're still thinking about him?" He says. He turns around and gives me a small smirk, I furrow my brow, his smug look gives me an uneasy feeling. "Why are you here?" I ask, Kade sits back in the chair "Just enjoying the sunlight, wish I could say the same for you" he jokes.

I wipe off a bead of sweat from my forehead, Kade pulls out his phone and looks at it, "If you'd excuse me for a second" He says standing up walking away from the group. Well... Fuck me.

Moo POV 

Lui messes around in the grass, I watch him pick a flower and examine the pedals. I look up at Vanoss, his black hoodie blocking my view to his face, How the fuck is this guy a leader of a gang. I let out a heavy sigh, I turn my head to see one of Kade's men standing next to Lui, looking down at him, I look at Lui and notice that he's stacking blades of grass on the man's shoe. I consider telling Lui to knock it off because I don't think he notices that we, oh I don't know, Could be brutally murdered without hesitation.

I watch the man shake his foot, causing the stack of leaves to fall, Lui lets out a small grumble of frustration causing the man to let out a small laugh. I look back up at the man, and we meet eyes, he quickly turns his attention away and scoots his body away from us. I look down and Lui and watch him look up at the man and tilt his head, then he looks back at me. Lui looks down and starts stacking the blades of grass on his own shoe, he isn't enjoying it as much. I look up and notice the man looking back at Lui.

"Hey Ponyboy" I call over to the man, he turns his head and looks at me. I Reach over and grab his wrist pulling him next to me and Lui, I reach down and pick a blade of grass from Lui's hand and place it on it on his shoe. Lui quickly joins in, I look up to the man, our eyes meet again. He winks in my direction. I lay back in my chair fixing my glasses,  I've never had someone approach me before... Just take care of Lui and lead the group when Vanoss has his fits, nothing more. I look back over to the man, he's already looking in my direction, he walks closer to me and grabs my hand. 

"What the fuck are you doing?" I question, the man pulls out a marker and writes something on the back of my hand. He pulls my hand to his mouth and kisses it, I quickly pull my hand back. The writing on my hand is just a phone number with the note '-J'.  Aw shit.

Vanoss POV 

Kade hangs up his phone and walks back over to me, stands for a second looking in my direction, he sticks out his hand wanting me to shake it. "I'm glad that your biggest priority isn't going war with me, maybe you can focus on other things besides my boyfriend" Kade says with a smile on his face, I despise his words. The thought of Wildcat being together with him infuriates me. I look down at his hand then back at him, I let out a heavy scoff, "Who said it wasn't?" I ask, he puts down his hand and places them in his front pockets. 

Kade laughs out loud, "I guess it'd be weird to shake hands with the your old lovers partner,  haha" He then turns around and starts walking away. "Where are you going? We're not done here!" I yell out at him, he lifts his hand waving to me not turning around "I'm going home to fuck the absolute shit out of Tyler" Kade says. The anger boils inside of me, the thought of another man with Wildcat pisses me off.

I sprint over to Kade, This motherfucker put his hands on my Wildcat, Kade throwing himself all over what's mine, he can't have him because he's mine. I feel a body tackle me to the ground, I get my hands put behind my back and a hand grabs my head and pushes it into the dirt. "GET THE FUCK OFF ME, I'LL KILL YOU IF YOU TOUCH HIM, I'LL KILL ALL OF YOU" I scream out, I see red, the person on me grips my hair and pulls my head up from the dirt. I look up to see Kade looking down at me, "I will kill you, order him to get off me so I can rip your asshole from your mouth, now tell him-" I was interrupted by a hard smack to the back of my head.

"Shut the hell up" Moo says, he stands up from being on my back, he dust off his pants and walks towards Kade. He reaches out his hand to shake it, "I apologize for the outburst, we can meet another time in the absence of Vanoss so we can actually have a useful conversation" Moo states. I try to stand up to have a foot step on my back keeping me  down, Kade shakes his hand firmly, walks to me, and crouches down to me. "Probably invest in a stay at home gigolo, shouldn't be much of a difference telling by the way you treated Tyler. OH, another thing, threaten me again and I show up to your bedroom and put a bullet between your eyes, let's hope it doesn't get to that point" Kade then stands up and starts walking away being followed by his 4 men.

Cartoons and Basically start walking away from the group holding the blanket and picnic basket. I feel the foot release from my back, "You stress me out you know that?" Moo says, watching Kade leave. "What do you mean another meeting with Kade?" I ask standing to my feet, Moo looks at me, "I didn't know that you'd be willing to die by gang leader for someone you don't even like" Moo says, he hand Lui his book and starts walking towards the parking lot. "What do you mean another meeting, Moo" I ask again, he stops and lets out a large sigh, "Vanoss, remember a couple weeks ago when you had that meeting with PewDiePie and he basically gave you his clan?" Moo says, "Yeah I do" I respond, I squint in confusion. 

"Vanoss... If you were to take him up on his offer, we would be the strongest in Los Santos" Moo states, "What does that have to do with this?" I ask. Moo turns and looks at me, "That means we would be the strongest, that MEANS we don't have to go to war with Kade. These unnecessary steps you're taking to get closer to Wildcat is hurting the people around you, ending this childish feud you have with Kade is the best course of action and if you don't see that then respectively you need to step down".

I don't think that it's an obsession... But I also think that it's my fault that people are getting hurt, but didn't Wildcat leave me? Wait.. No, Moo said I made him leave because of my actions so if I don't want everyone else to leave I should probably do something about this, I guess obsession.

{What if I did post 3 chapters in a row? IT'S MY ACCOUNT AND I CAN DO WHAT I WANT}

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Wildcat POV

I'm currently stuck in a bathroom stall, Nate had taken me here to when we got the stall he said that I'd be out soon, it's been 7 minutes. I'm so fucking horny, I sit on the toilet waiting patiently for him to open the door, "Nathannnn" I say standing up leaning against the door  of the stall. I hear a long sigh, "Saying my actual name isn't changing anything, I'm not opening this door till you calm down" Nate states. I look at my phone, Kade responded to my text message 'Which bathroom are you in? Nevermind, omw' Delivered 6 minutes ago.

I hear the bathroom door open, and the feet of two men, I look through the crack of the stall, unable to see anything. I sit back down on the toilet, This is somehow the worst thing I've ever- "What do you think Vanoss is gonna do?" A voice says, "Something fucking stupid, I mean, it was pretty entertaining to see him eat shit when Moo took him down." The men laugh. "I guess Wildcat was more important to him that we thought" the first man says, "I mean to try to tackle Kade in front of 4 of his people, he's just asking him to kill us" The second man says. 

V-vanoss is here? I lift my legs so they'd be unable to see them, I feel my heart start racing and I begin breathing rapidly, "I'll kill you if you touch him ehhhh uhoooo, what a fucking psychopath" the first person says. "We should just kidnap Wildcat and just make him the gangs personal hole ahaha" the second man says. Soon after I hear footsteps and the door opening and closing, They're going to take me and make me do things for them.. They're going to use me.. They're going to force me to- "Mr. Wine!" Nate yells out at me through the stall door. 

I whip my head up, "Y-yeah?" I respond, my voice scared. "I kept calling you, you didn't answer, you alright in there?" Nate asks. I feel wetness on my face, I wipe it, Tears? Why am I crying? "I..I-I-I-I-" I stutter, I hear the bathroom door open and close, "Is he in there" I hear a voice ask. The stall door opens and I see Nate and Kade, I meet eyes with Kade his happy expression fades, "Why is he crying?" Kade asks not breaking eye contact with me, I look down due to my shaking, stroking my arm reassuring myself. "I did not realize that Mr. Wine was-" Nate was interrupted by Kade.

"Shhh" Kade walks over to me picking me up carrying me out of the bathroom, I bury my face into his chest. He's here, he's looking for me, I feel my body shaking from the fear of Vanoss hurting me, "H-he-he's-" I stutter "He's? Whose he baby?" Kade asks me. I look up at him, Tears begin falling out of my eyes rapidly, "H-he's here" I manage to say. I throw my head back down, letting out heavy breaths trying to hold back my cries, Kade walks faster cutting through the grass. He throws his head back "Bring the car closer" He says calmly, He kisses my forehead and holds me closer to his body.

His heartbeat is calm, I lay my ear to his chest listening to the steady thumps. "Shh it's ok it's ok we're almost to the car, just breath" Kade says. Vanoss wants to use me, he wants to keep me just to use me, One of the guards open the car door. Kade lays me down on the seat and sits next to me. I turn to him so my head is on his lap, my heavy breathing starting back up causing me to cough. Kade rubs my back soothing me "It's ok Tyler, we're going to go and I'll run you a bath after that we-" Kade was interrupted by the car door opening. 

Nate POV

I open the car door, I see Kade with Ty-... Mr.Wine's head on his lap, I look over at the open seat. "You have a problem following orders?" Kade asks, "No Sir, just hoping to get inside the car" I respond. Kade turns  to Wildcat moving him off of his leg kissing his forehead before getting out of the car, closing the door behind him. "Is there something I didn't-" I was stopped "I'm going to ask you something, and if I think you're lying at any time, I'll take one of your legs, understood?" Kade states. I feel a shiver move down my spine, ever since Wildcat came, being his personal guard I forgot that Kade is also a ruthless killer that doesn't give second chances when someone fucks him over. 

"Yes Sir" I respond, even if I was scared for my life, that doesn't give me the leeway to show it. Kade turns to face me, his expression is dark and cold, "What happened in that bathroom?" Kade asks. I am so fucked, weighing my options here I can't tell him that I made it seem like I wanted to fuck Wildcat in the bathroom then proceed to lock him in the bathroom stall. What would be a reasonable answer here?  "Two men came into the bathroom a few minutes earlier and mentions of Vanoss came up" I said. THAT WAS HORRIBLE, THERE IS NO WAY THAT HE WOULD BELIEVE THAT EVEN IF IT WAS A LIE.  I'm dead, he's going to take my fucking legs and mail them to my family. 

Kade stares at me, "Two men you said?" He asks "Yes Sir" I quickly respond. "What else happened?" Kade asks me, Fuck me, "There was also talk of the BBS kidnapping Mr. Wine and in their words 'Making him the gangs personal hole'" I respond. Kade walks closer to me squinting his eyes at me, "Who were those two?" Kade asks, "From what I saw sir it was the BBS members Cartoonz and Basicallyidowrk" . There is a quiet knock at the cars window from the inside.

Kade turns around and walks over to the car and opens the door, Wildcat looks up at Kade, he's violently shaking and tears are falling from his face like waterfalls. I watch him reach over and grab the fabric of Kade's pants, "*hic* P-p-please..*sniff* D-don't leave m-me..." Wildcat pleads. It's always strange seeing someone so vulnerable, I didn't know that a conversation could cause this much stress for someone. Watching it be Tyler this time makes it different, 

Kade gets into the car, clinging onto Wildcat, pulling him into his lap soothing him. "Shh it's ok Tyler, I'm not going anywhere" I watch as Kade closes the door. The three cars drive off from the parking lot, leaving me by myself. I was shocked, Kade had left me by myself with no ride back. If this had happened a month ago he would had one of our doctors switch my arm and leg, why is this different? Why is he different? Why does being around Tyler make him unable to do his job? 

What make  Tyler  so special?

{Heyyyy I'm done :] }

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Wildcat POV

I sit on the floor in Kade's bedroom with a towel over my head, I have my knees to my chest staring at the floor, waterfalls on my arm from my hair. Their words ring in my ears, over and over again. 'We should kidnap Wildcat'  Why would they want me back after everything? Well, I know why they want me back 'Make him the gangs personal hole'. I hate hearing their voices in my head, why do they have to talk so loud?

From the side of my eye I see Kade emerge from the bathroom, he's on his phone again, he's been on and off his phone since we've gotten back. "Are you sure you don't have anything about this?... So it hasn't been discussed until today?.... Ugh, keep looking into it." Kade hangs up the phone, he walks over and kneels down in front of me. "You know, having wet hair can get you a cold" Kade tells me, he reaches towards my head and I flinch from the thought of being touched.

He retracts his hand, I quickly look to the ground, I'm sorry. "Tyler, I know you're going through a lot right now but I don't want you to get sick because you don't want to dry your hair" Kade says, he reaches over to me again. I move my arms to cover my head and shut my eyes, my shaking becomes noticeable, "P.. Please.. V-vanoss, I'm sorry.." I quietly say, my words shakey.

He's going to beat me, I don't want that to happen, should I apologize again? Maybe he just didn't hear me and he's waiting for me to response... Oh I waited to long to respond to him and he's going to get mad at me and and and... 

I feel a body against me, I open my eyes, Kade is holding onto me. "I don't know what happened to you before I met you but all I can say is, I'm here now" Kade reassures me. I begin to cry quietly, the heat of his body is soothing to me, but not enough. "I-I'm sorry V-vanoss" I say, the grip  on my body loosens then tightens back, "Not Vanoss baby, Kade, your Kade, only yours" Kade responds quietly. 

Kade... Mine.. Mine only.. Not Vanoss.

~Time Skippppppppppp~

Vanoss POV

A month had gone by since the apparent meeting Moo had set up with Kade, I'm in the training room back at the BBS base. I punch a hanging sandbag, from the sidelines watching me sits Lui. He's mesmerized by me, I grab my towel and wipe the sweat off my forehead. The door opens and Moo stands in the doorway, ever since the whole incident we haven't talked a lot besides the occasional passerby and meeting.

This fucking guy keeps watching me, I walk over to Lui and Moo, Lui quickly stands up "Vanoss that was awesome! I mean with how hard you've been training we might have to get new equipment". I give Lui a smile, his warm words always help keep me distracted from my thoughts.

"Sound like I might have to go easy on em don't I? haha" I joke, I earn a low scoff from Moo. I look at him, he's still leaning in the doorway his eyes are stuck to his phone. Lui turns around and notices Moo behind him, he steps back from me and focus' his eyes on the floor. "Hey Moo" I say, attempting to be nice. Moo gets up from the door and turns to walk away, Lui turns his head to see Moo leaving, "Oh uh, well see you" Lui says. He leaves following behind Moo.

Short time skip

I sit in the medic office looking through a file, 'Tyler, J, Wine' . The door opens, "Aw shit, look Vanoss I know what I said about the herbs but you gotta-" Terroriser stops and looks to the file in my hand. He rushes over to me and takes the file out of my hands and looks it over, he shuts the file and places it back into the file drawer. 

"I can't take this anymore, we're going to call a meeting with Kade and get this whole Wildcat thing figured out" Terroriser says. I whip my head around to look in his direction,  "NO!.. Uh no" I yell out. This is a bit excessive, "MOO, GET IN HERE" Terroriser yells out, "Oh you're just being a dick about this now" I say. Moo walks into the room with Lui following behind, Moo pushes Lui's head out of the room and closes the door behind him.

Moo walks towards us on his phone, "I feel like no one has told you about how  much you yell, what's the point of you having my number if you don't-" Moo looks up and sees me standing next to Terroriser . Moo looks to me then to terroriser, he then turns around and begins walking away, "You're apparently busy, talk later" Moo says. 

"We need a meeting with Kade and Wildcat" Terroriser states bluntly, Moo stops walking. He turns around and walks up to him, Moo looks down at the smaller man "You what?" Moo asks, his voice dark. Moo backs him up to the table, "What would you want with him" Moo asks. I step in between the two men, "Moo listen it's not-" I was interrupted, "It's not what?" Moo questions as his fiery gaze turns to me.

His look sends a shiver down my spine, This shit is definitely not worth it, "Vanoss needs closure and I think a meeting with Kade and Wildcat might help" Terroriser says, trying to look around me to Moo. Why would he bring this up? "Closure? Vanoss... Needs closure?" Moo questions. He steps back from me and Terroriser, and crosses his arms and looks at me. "What about Tyler's closure?" Moo says. 

Wildcat's closure? "It might be best for the both of them if they just talk it out" Terroriser tries to explain. Moo looks to me then back to Terroriser, "You weren't worried about Tyler when he was here, so why do you care now?" Moo asks. "I just want to move on from that portion of my life, I want to run this gang right, and to do that I have to get rid of what's holding me back" I say. Moo grits his teeth, "Vanoss, you're telling me I've been running things for the last month and a half due to your 'Inability' to find closure from Tyler" Moo says.

Yes it's true, he has been working more ever since this happened, but I wouldn't say that it's been that much more work. "Moo can you do it or not?" Terroriser asks, Moo's phone starts ringing, he pulls out his phone and silences it and puts it back. "Wife?" I ask, Moo rolls his eyes, "Tell me, why I should?" Moo asks. I look over to Terroriser, because I surely don't have any reason to meet with them. 

"So you'll be able to do less, Vanoss will then resume his usual gang leader workload and you can dip back into being the strong shadow leader you are" Terroriser  tries to convince. Moo looks over to me with his brow furrowed, Why the fuck is he looking at me? I did not suggest this idea in the slightest, "I agree with him" I say.  Moo keeps his focus on me, his eye contact is burning a hole in my skull.

Why is he looking for more of a reason to do this? I pull out my phone and show him my lockscreen, from it being a picture of wildcat to the default wallpaper. Moo looks and my phone and back at me, he squints, "One meeting" Moo says, "Thank you! Look Vanoss now we-"Terroriser is interrupted by Moo grabbing onto his arm "Under my supervision, along with Lui" Moo says. The room goes quiet, "What? You don't trust me?", Moo and terroriser both turn their heads to stare at me. "I'm kidding! It was a joke, ok?" I attempt to relax the tense mood.  

Moo picks up his phone and calls someone, he turns and walks to the door "If you make me regret this in any way, I'll take you out back and make you- Oh hey Tyler" Moo walks out of the room. I don't understand how he's able to change his tone so quickly when he talks to...Tyler? Why has Moo been calling Wildcat Tyler so much? How does he have Wildcat's number? I guess I hadn't tried to call him after he left, I guess.

I walk out of the room into the hall, I take out my phone and dial, '248-434-5508 ' the phone rings and quickly picks up, "The number you have dialed is no longer in service, goodbye" the phone hangs up. He changed his number... So how does Moo have it?

Wildcat POV

In Kade's office, I sit in his lap facing him, I scratch his head, he has his arms wrapped around my waist as his head is slumped into my shoulder. He's in what it sounds like an important phone call, "Training has picked up as of late, with the schedule Tyler made the only results had shown positive" The person on the phone says. Kade moves his hand up my back, kissing my neck, almost as if he's saying 'Good boy'.

"I'm sure you'll get the chance to tell him in person" Kade says, "Thank you Sir, I'll be back soon with an updated report just in need of your signature" The person on the phone states, the phone then hangs up. "Going through these calls is my favorite part of the day" Kade says kissing up my neck to my ear. I giggle, "I think me being on you is your favorite part" I joke.

He stands up and lays me back on his desk putting my legs together moving them both on one of his shoulders. "How about I make you my favorite part?" Kade says, he kisses my legs and starts to unbutton his pants. My phone then started to ring, I hear Kade groan, I turn over and reach for my phone that happens to be on the other end of the table. 

Kade pulls on my waist bringing me back towards him, he rest his hands on my shoulders and grinds against me. I retract my hand, from the pleasure, "Ugh..K-Kade" I say weakly. Kade leans down on me and reaches over towards my phone, I grab his arm and intertwine my fingers with his. Kade leans down onto my back kissing the nape of my neck, his hips move slowly on me. 

"You want to answer your phone don't you?" Kade asks, my confusion is mixed with pleasure on my face. I grab my phone with my other hand, 'Milkman' Is the caller ID, Kade grabs my neck and pulls me back, "Pick it up" Kade says. He then pulls my shorts down pressing himself against me. "Ahh.. Kade I-I'm not.. MMmm" I struggle to let out, Kade kisses my neck, "Pick it up.. And let them know how much you like being pleasured by another man".

I answer it, "H-hello?" I say, Kade puts his member between my thighs grabbing hold of my member. "Oh hey Tyler, you got time to talk?" It was Moo. 

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Wildcat POV

"Oh hey Tyler, you got time to talk?" It was Moo. "Uhhh, h-hi I don't..Mmm" I struggle to think of a response, Kade starts to move slowly fucking my thighs. His hand wraps around my member, rubbing the tip, "I know that this isn't something that I would typically ask of you but I wanted to know" Moo says. I'm unable to focus on his words, Kade kisses the back of my neck, "You want me to put it in you?" Kade says softly into my ear.

"K-know?" I struggle to say, I feel Kade stop rubbing against me, "No?  You want me to stop baby?" Kade says his voice slightly louder. I sit up, Kade nuzzles his nose into the nook of my neck, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-" I cut him off "Shhh" I say quieting him. "Yeah I was wondering if I could meet with you and Kade" Moo says, Kade holds my waist while his other hands moves up my shirt. 

"I'm sorry..." Kade then kisses my ear, his breath heavy on my skin, causing me to silently moan. "Y-you want to meet... T-toda-UGAH" I couldn't hold back my moan as Kade bit into my shoulder and groped me. "What was that?" Moo asked, I whip my head back to Kade, he lifts his shoulders in a 'I'm-not-sure-why-you're-blaming-me' kind of way. 

I stand up to my full height and push Kade back onto his office chair, "Yeah I'm fine, Kade just walked in and you know how he is now" I say. I turn around and sit on the table looking down at him, I put my foot on his chest, stepping down on him. "Oh Kade's there? I've been trying to contact him for a minute, could you put him on?" Moo asks, I look down at him, Kade scoots up in the chair and starts to kiss my foot up my leg.

I take the phone off my ear and offer it to Kade, he takes the phone, "You're interrupting" Kade says. I lift my legs onto the table and spread my legs, Kade watches me, I pull my shorts all the way off showing him everything. Kade moves closer to me, "Stop babbling and get to the fucking point" Kade says to the phone, he sounds annoyed.

I push him back with my foot, I wave my finger at him "You're just going to watch right now" I say, Kade falls back into his chair. I feel up my body putting 2 fingers into my mouth, I move my tongue around them, not breaking eye contact with Kade. "Why should I let you meet with us?" Kade says, he moves his hand to his member moving his shaft up and down. I move my foot to his member, stepping down on it "Tyler can do whatever he pleases, isn't that right?" I say. 

I climb down off the table kneeling in-between his legs, I grab his member and lay my head on his thigh looking up at him. "Y-yeah, Tyler do you want MMm.. Do you want to have lunch with them today?" Kade asks, his tone shifts. I lick his member from the bottom to the top giving him a smile after, Kade lets out a small breath, with his free hand he caresses my cheek. "Gimmie.. Give me.. a time" Kade pleas.

I suck his me member quietly, trying to be mindful of the phone call, "Ugh.. Don't get cocky, I'll kill you and your, MMmm no I won't" Kade throws his head back from the pleasure. He then throws my phone on the desk, he grabs my hair pulling me off his member. Kade looks down at me, saliva dripping out of my mouth, "You think your so controlling?"Kade says. I nod, biting my bottom lip, I stand up and lean over the desk in front of him.

"You think just because you're cute you can control what I do?" Kade asks, in what I question if he's being sarcastic or not. He presses against me, he massages my shoulders pushing me down on the desk. He slaps my ass earning a small moan from me, "You like ordering me around huh?" Kade then starts to rub his member against my hole. He's such a tease, "You want me to fuck you?" Kade asks, "Y-yes" I say, Kade smacks my ass again. "Order me to do it" Kade says.

I hear Kade and his low grunting, "F-fuck me" I say, "Say it again" Kade says. "F-fuck Mmm Fuck me, fuck me now" I plea, Kade puts his member into me. "UHGhh fuckk" I say. Kade begins to fuck me, his hard movements numbs my mind, "You're so sexy, taking it like this Mmm yes, tell me what you want me to do" Kade grabs me by my neck pulling me up. My back on his chest, his member reaches deep inside of me. Kade kisses my ear, "Tell me... tell me what you want" Kade says, I hold his hand that's holding onto my neck.

"Uh uhh uhg, F-fuck me, fuck me harder" I plea, Kade smiles and kisses me sloppily on my mouth, "Yes sir" Kade responds. Kade slows down, fucking me harder, Kade grabs onto my member jerking it. The pleasure from both Kade hands and member overwhelm me, "I-I'm gonna... ugh I'm gonna cum" I struggle to say. "Me to baby, where do you want it?" Kade asks. "I-inside" I say, Kade kisses my mouth again.

Both of us finishing, Kade inside of me and me inside of his hand, I fall exhausted on the desk. Kade rubs my back, "Did I do good sir?" Kade asks, "Y-y-yes"  I weakly say, my legs feel weak, Kade pulls me off of the table and sits down with me on his lap. I wince a bit, "Does it hurt?" he asks with a worried look, I Bring his face closer to mine and start kissing his neck, "It hurts... hurts so good" I respond. 

Kade smiles as I kiss his neck more, He smells so good he's mine only mine, Kade starts to feel around my hole. His cum slowly leaking out of me, "You're gonna get me hard again if you keep at it" Kade says, kissing me back. "Is it always this easy to get you excited?" I ask, Kade lets out a laugh, "I'm always excited when I'm with you, I don't think I'd be able to go anywhere if I constantly had a boner" Kade jokes.

I laugh along with him, "Ok so what time did Moo say he wanted to meet?" I ask, "That is a very good question, I think 7?" Kade responds confused. "PM?" I say, "Tomorrow AM, but I feel like we're getting distracted" Kade says starting to kiss my neck again. I stand up and reach down for my shorts, my leg buckles and I fall to the floor, "God damnit" I say. Kade stands up and stands over me, "......... You wanna go again?" Kade asks, his member becoming hard again. I sit up and look at him then to his member, "Shower?" I question.

"I'll get it ready" Kade says happily, he takes off his suit jacket and throws it to me, and walks out of the office. I chuckle to myself, He's so cute, I try to stand but I stumble back onto the floor. Too rough I guess, next time I'll tell him, for now a meeting with Moo.

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Vanoss POV

I  stand looking at myself in the restaurant bathroom mirror, wearing a black fitted short sleeve shirt and jeans, Holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit. The bathroom door opens, "You planning on meeting him in the bathroom or something?" Moo asks, "No.. Wait no, yes" I say, Moo looks at me confused. "I'll stay in the bathroom and you tell him to come in here and then we'll talk, there's no way that Kade would let him talk to me after what I did" I say.

Moo rubs the bridge of his eyes and lets out a sigh, he walks over to me and looks me up and down, "Shut.. the fuck up.. And get out of the bathroom..Now" Moo says, he walks out.  I look at my reflection one more time, I splash water in my face and slap myself once. What am I even worrying about? This is the same guy who I took in, and basically taught him everything he knows now, why would I need to be afraid of someone who can't even defend themselves?

I laugh to myself a bit, Wildcat is nothing but a weak kitten who can't do anything without someone controlling his every move. I walk out of the bathroom to the table that everyone is sitting at, There are 5 seats at the table, Moo and Lui seated next to each other while the other 3 chairs, Lui is sat next to Moo with a chair between them and the other 2 chairs next to each other. Lui sits back in his chair holding a small box in his hands, Just a simple assumption of some weird thing he likes to fidget with. 

I try to sit in the chair next to Moo, he pulls the chair away, "Not your seat" Moo says . I look over to the seat next to Lui, "Do you really think I'd sit you right next to Wildcat?" Moo asks, "I was thinking it was a first come first serve kind of thing" I respond jokingly. "No, it's a Moo paid for the reservation so Moo gets to pick who the hell sits where, kind of thing" Moo says. He throws his head back motioning me to sit in between him and Lui, I roll my eyes and sit in my 'designated seat'. 

Wildcat POV 

I hold Kade's hand as he helps me out of the car, Kade wearing a white dress shirt with navy blue dress pants with his one of many expensive watches. I dust off my shirt, I'm wearing a grey crewneck t-shirt with a light brown jacket. Compared to him I look like a fucking nerd, I look in the tinted car window, JESUS CHRIST I LOOK LIKE A HIPPY, "What's wrong?" Kade asks. "What if we went home?" I suggested, Kade face palms "Tyler you wanted to go to this, and you sucked my-" I interrupt him "OKokok I know I said I wanted to go but I don't know now" I say. 

"I'll tell you what.. I'll go in first and if you want you can either leave or come in after me, ok?" Kade puts his hands in his pockets and starts to walk away, I catch up to him and take his hand out of his pocket and hold it. "Crazy enough, I don't trust you by yourself in the same room with my old crewmates" I say, Kade lets out a laugh "What? You think I'm going to infiltrate the staff and customers and make them suffer for everything they've done to you?" Kade says.

We walk in silence for a few seconds, Kade grabs my cheeks and starts to squish them to make it look like I'm talking "Noooo, my boyfriend would never do something like that, you're so sexy, please eat me, EAT MEEEE" Kade jokes trying to sound like me. "I DON'T EVEN SOUND LIKE THAT, what makes you think I would say something like that" I say, "You're right, I'm your husband and you wouldn't say eat me.. I'll devour you instead!" Kade jokes. 

He puts his arm around my shoulder pulling me closer to him and starts kissing my face, he bites my shoulder, I blush "You're gonna make us late again" I say pushing his face off of me. "Sorry sorry". Kade opens the door to the restaurant for me, I look around and see the restaurant busy, More people, less chance of something going wrong. "Hi, how can I help you two out?" the hostess asks, "We're here to join a party" Kade says. "Ah yes, please let me show you your table" The hostess begins to guide through the restaurant.

Vanoss POV

"I don't know how you're so broken up over this but not broken up enough to make next weeks schedule" Moo criticizes me while writing down something in a book. "You're acting like it's hard to do" I respond back looking at the time, "So you do it" Moo says closing his book and offering it to me. I stand up, "Y'know I have to go to the bathroom so brb". I walk away from the table, I start to feel my heartbeat in my chest. I walk into the bathroom and lean on the sink, there's no way I'm nervous about seeing Wildcat again am I?

What even is there to worry about? Aside from the fact that Kade told me that he'd kill Wildcat in front of me if I ever talk ill of him again{Misremembering what happened}. How could anyone be so blunt about hurting the one they love?... Oh right, me I guess, I splash water in my face. Get a hold of yourself Vanoss, that isn't how you are anymore, you are not a villain.

Wildcat POV

I keep hold of Kade's hand as we walk through the restaurant, I see a table with Lui and Moo at it, "Hey Moo" I greet. Moo looks up at me, he stands and walks over to me, "Thanks for coming Tyler" Moo says as he gives me small hug. "Kade" Moo says, Kade stays quiet staying behind me glaring at Moo. I squeeze his hand, "He says hi" I say smiling, I feel a smaller hand grab my hand, I look down and see it's Lui. "Hi Lui" I call out to him, he steps closer and hugs me, I feel him shaking against me, I rub his head and laugh softly "I've missed you too buddy" I say to him.

Moo sits down in his chair, "If you guys sit down, Lui, you can show him what you got him" Moo says. I look over to Lui, "Oh you got me something?" I ask, Lui lets go of me and guides me to a chair next to him. Kade pulls my chair out for me, I nod at him and sit down, Kade sits in the seat next to me. I look across from me, and empty chair sits between Lui and Moo, You'd think they'd pick a table with correct amount of seats.

Lui hands me a small box, I take it from him and open it, it's a keychain of a Book with a flower on it. "You got this for me? I love it, thank you" I say ruffling Lui's hair. "I don't really bring a keychain with me but I guess this is a good sign to start" I say. I lean over and show Kade the gift, he looks at it unfazed, he digs in his pocket and pulls out his keys and offers them to me, "You must trust me a lot to give me your keys" I say putting on the keychain. I look over to him, he's looking at me with a 'Really?' face, "Yeah I'll admit that was pretty stupid, but thank you" I say. 

"Where have you been Wildcat?" Lui says, both Moo and Kade quickly turns their gaze at him, Kade's eyes go dark, Lui is focused on me not paying attention to what's going on. "I've been everywhere and nowhere really haha" I laugh trying to lighten the mood. "That's so cool, ever since you left things haven't really been the same, but things are getting better!" Lui says, "I.. Left?" I question.

{ Another chapter bam bam pow kachow  *does the thing from the hit cars movie series* }

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Vanoss POV

I step out of the bathroom, I look around, I hate going in public, couldn't we just meet at our base? I start walking over to the table. I look around the restaurant, There are a lot of people here today. I see our table, I see Lui up and talking to someone next to him, it's him... Wildcat.  He's still as beautiful as I remember.. NO, I am not here because of that, well, maybe a little. 

I walk to the table and sit in my designated seat, The table goes quiet, "Looks like everyone's here can we stop fucking around and order?" I say looking around for a waiter.

Wildcat POV

I look at Vanoss, he's still got the same old tough guy demeanor when we're out in public, never changes. Kade leans down besides me and scoots my chair closer to him, I don't see how this could end up turning into something bad, but I've been wrong before. "I agree" Kade says, he snaps his fingers and from the back room I see a waiter emerge with a notepad in hand. "Hello, hope you guys are having a great day today, here are some menus and let's start off by getting some drink orders" The waiter says.

She hands out menus to everyone at the table, I lean over to Kade "Are you planning on drinking today?" I whisper to him, "I get drunk off you everytime I'm with you, but no, we have a meeting with the senate after this" Kade whispers back, he kisses my cheek. "I want a root beer" Lui says, "I'll take the mimosa" Moo says, "Mimosa? What kind of man orders a fruity drink?" Vanoss asks. "HEY, those fruity drinks fuck you up just as much as the others" Moo defends.

"Bourbon, chilled" Vanoss asks the waiter, Kade leans over to me "That masculinity is showing it's cracks right now" Kade jokes. I roll my eyes, "I'll take a sweet tea, and he'll take the arnold palmer" I request. The waiter writes down our order, "Ok thank you, I'll be back with your drinks and to take your food orders" The waiter leaves. "Well this is nice, so Lui, what was the whole thing about me leaving?" I ask.

Vanoss POV

I look over to Lui, What is he talking about?  "Yeah the day after, Vanoss announced that you had left" Lui says. Aw shit, Wildcat tilts his head in confusion, "That's not wha-" I interrupt him, "We're not here for that" I say. Lui turns to me and hangs his head, "Sorry" Lui says, "What do you mean we're not here for that? What are we here for then?" Wildcat asks. The waiter comes back, and gives Wildcat, Lui, and Moo their drinks, while another server gives me and Kade ours. 

"Ok what would you guys like to order today?" The waiter asks, "I want the strawberry french toast, with a lot of whipped cream" Kade orders handing back his menu, "I'll take the same with a normal amount of whipped cream" Wildcat says handing back his menu. They're gross, really don't have to do that here, "I want the crepes, and Lui will take the chocolate chip puncakes..Pancakes, I meant pancakes" Moo says, him and Lui handing back their menus. 

"Are you going to order something Vanoss?" Kade asks, he looks at me with a small smile, What a condescending asshole, how could Wildcat be with someone like this? I glare at him, "Not hungry" I respond. 

Wildcat POV

"You know what they say about men who drink whiskey in the morning" Kade says, "They kill people who talk shit" Vanoss says. I sigh and stir my drink, "Moo, why would you invite us here when he's here?" I ask, Vanoss turns his attention to Moo then back to me, "Moo didn't invite you here, I did" Vanoss says. I stare at him, Why would Vanoss invite us here? I surely have nothing to offer him, why would he call me here?

I lean back in my chair and grab hold on Kade's hand, holding it in my lap. This entire situation is concerning for me, "You.. invited us here?" I ask to Vanoss, he looks to Kade then back at me "No, I planned only talking to you but apparently some people don't trust me alone with you, so this was the only option I had" Vanoss says, motioning to the other people at the table. I look down at Kade's hand, I rub his palm trying to comfort myself.  He wanted to see me alone, by myself, just me and Vanoss, the last time it was just us he...

"Stop wasting our time and talk" Kade says, he squeezes my hand, "I'd like this conversation to stay between me and Wildcat" Vanoss says. "It's Tyler" Kade says, his voice is becoming dark.

Vanoss POV

I turn my attention to Kade, "I know his name, it's Wildcat" I say, Kade sits up in his chair. "I gave him his name and it's not Tyler anymore" I say standing my ground. "Vanoss..." Lui says, from the way he's talking he's trying to defuse the situation. "He doesn't go by that name anymore" Kade repeats, I look at Wildcat, his focus is is still down in his lap. Moo smacks the back of my head, I rub my head and turn my attention to him, "Stop fucking arguing over the table, and say what you wanted to say to Tyler" Moo says putting his planner down.

Waiters come out with trays of food, "Hello, sorry for the wait here's your food" The waiters place the food on the table. Kade sits back in his chair smiling to the servers, "Here you are sir" the waitress says to me, "Thank you!" Kade says. The way he keeps changing his tone is pissing me off, The food looks good but with the tense mood at the table everyone is too nervous to eat, well everyone but Lui.

Wildcat POV

I don't really understand why he would want to meet with me after the things he's said to me.. And did. What if he does those things to me again when we're alone?  "Stop fucking arguing over the table" Moo says, I become conscious of the conversation. Our food is placed in front of us, "Thank You!" Kade says. I watch Lui start eating his food, I guess I came here to eat and talk so why not just do just that? 

I let go of Kade's hand, The french toast doesn't look half bad, I start eating the food. "S-so Vanoss.. What did you want to talk about" I say nervously. Not now stuttering, "Could we go somewhere to talk privately?" Vanoss asks me. His eyes are focused on me as he takes a drink of his bourbon, his looks remind of the last time I saw him. "You can't talk while I'm here pretty bird?" Kade says eating his toast.

I watch Vanoss as he keeps his eyes on me, his staring makes me feel uneasy. 'Take him and make him the gangs personal hole', "Let's talk outside" Vanoss says not taking his eyes off me. I grip the end of my shirt, I look over to Kade to see how he's handling the information, "What? Leash too tight to leave even for a minute?" Vanoss says, his tone condescending. 

I... should do it, just to figure out what he wants then we can leave. "W-we can talk" I say nervously.

Vanoss POV

Wildcat stands up and walks away, Easier than I thought it'd be, I stand up and drink the rest of my bourbon slamming the glass on the table. I look at Kade, his glare is burning a hole in my head, There's the Tiger, now all I need to do is show Tyler. "Better luck next time" I say, I walk away from the table to the exit Wildcat left out of. 

I open the door to see Wildcat leaning against the wall fidgeting with his fingers, "How long till Kade comes out here and puts one in between my eyes" I joke. I look over to Wildcat, he's not looking at me still. I walk closer to him,and lean on the wall next to him looking down at him, "Are you going to look at me kitty?" I say.

Wildcat flinches at the sound of his nickname,"What's with the whole 'can't call you Wildcat' thing?" I ask, "I-I just thought that.." I interrupt him by grabbing  his face pulling it to look up at me, his eyes go wide and he starts to shake. His skin soft against my hands, Wildcat being so close makes me excited, "Y'know I've missed you kitty" I say. I start to caress his face, He's so fucking cute, I just wanna put him on his knees and..FOCUS! 

Wildcat POV

He's missed me? No, he's missed Wildcat, I'm not Wildcat anymore. "I-I'd like it I-if you'd call me Tyler" I say quietly, Vanoss moves his other hand behind my back, pulling me closer to him. "I'll call you whatever I want kitty, and if you have a problem with it you can show me how much of a problem you have with it" Vanoss says. He starts to kiss my neck, "V-vanoss I don't want to do this" I say, I give Vanoss a rough shove. 

"I-if you don't have anything to say, t-then I'll be going" I say, I turn away from him and start walking away. It's happening again, "Wildcat I'm sorry, that was wrong of me and I'm trying to be better" Vanoss says. I stop walking, He's just trying to butter me up so I can forgive him for all the bad things he's done, "Y-you feel something?" I say, I hear Vanoss walk up behind me. "I want to get over this portion of my life, but I can't do that if you don't forgive me" Vanoss pleas. "I-I can't help you" I say. I walk back into the restaurant.

Vanoss POV

Fuckmefuckmefuckme, why did I kiss him? God he is just so helpless, I want him but I can't have him, what's wrong with me? I rub my eyes, I walk back into the restaurant. I catch up to Wildcat, "Wildcat come on, why is it so hard to believe that I want to be better?" I say to him, I hear him scoff, "Tyler" Wildcat says. "How about we meet again, just the two of us" I suggest, he whips his head back and looks at me "A-after what you just pulled, you want me to meet you alone?" Wildcat says. Point taken.

Wildcat POV

I'm currently shaking on the inside right now, before I wouldn't even think to talk to him like this, I'm screwed. We walk back over to the table, "What do you mean I have buy another drink? What's the point of a mimosa if there's not more than one? Y'know what, just give me another one, I'll pay for it but I'm not happy about it" Moo says handing his glass over to the waitress.  Kade starts to laugh, "I told you I'd pay for everything haha" Kade says, "I invited you both here, I'll pay" Moo says. 

I sit back in my seat, "Hey baby" Kade says, he kisses my cheek. Vanoss sits across from me in his seat, "Tyler, Vanoss side with me here" Moo says. "I think that I don't give a fuck what you do, give me another shot" Vanoss says, he hands his glass to the waiter. I look back down at my plate, "What'd you two talk about?" Moo asks Vanoss, I feel myself tense up. He wouldn't tell everyone what he did, not with Kade at the table.

"Trivial shit, I mean he agreed to go out with me, and just me" Vanoss says with a smirk, I furrow my brow at him. That fucking liar, "Is that so?" Kade asks me, I turn my head to him, his eyes make me nervous. I look down to my lap, "N-no" I say my voice shaky, "Wildcat, you're so cute when you lie" Vanoss says. His words penetrate my mind, reminding me of everything that he's done to me.

"It's Tyler, watch your mouth" Kade says, he's glaring over at Vanoss, a waiter comes over and places Vanoss' drink down in front of him. "What do you think Wildcat? Should I call you by the name I gave you or should I call you by the name your parents gave you?" Vanoss asks me, he takes a swig of his drink. Kade slams the table with his fist, getting everyone attention, "Watch your mouth Vanoss" Kade says, Vanoss lets out a hearty laugh. 

I sink back into my chair, Please stop yelling... I don't like the yelling, please stop. "You should be telling that to Wildcat, when we were outside he tried to kiss me" Vanoss claims. Everyone but Kade looks at me. I look back down and fidget my fingers, "Tell him Wildcat, Tell him what you did" Vanoss asks me.

He knows that I didn't do that, I wouldn't do that.. Would I? NO, I wouldn't, and that's what I'm going to say. I, Wildcat, didn't try to kiss Vanoss.. Wildcat? no no no no no no no, Tyler. I'm not Wildcat anymore. "I-I-I-uhm, Ty..Wild.. I-" I stutter out, "Say it, say you want me to do it Wildcat" Vanoss says, his voice rings seductively in my ears. I don't want it, "I-I-I-" I stutter out, I get frustrated at my words.

Vanoss stands up and pulls his gun out and points it to me, "Tell him what you did Wildcat" Vanoss demands. I look up him with the barrel pointing directly at me, the world stops. I'm sitting here at the restaurant with my ex lover across the table from me, everything is somehow going by so fast yet so slow. How did I get here?

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Wildcat POV

How did I end up here? How did I end up in the same situation I was before? I know that I'm improving, but how do I keep falling back into this same ditch over and over again? I mean I know how things ended up here, it's just, I want to know how I keep giving myself up to people who'll hurt me. Am I the problem? No, I couldn't be the problem, I tried everything in my power so why can't I stand up for myself?

I focus back to reality, in front of me is the barrel of a gun being held by Vanoss, the gun looks heavy in his hands, almost as if he's still deciding if he wants to go through with his decision. Why do your eyes tell a different story? Things go back to normal, "VANOSS!" Moo yells out, "VANOSS WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" Yells Lui, standing up, looked to be in a panicked state. 

The people at the tables around us stand and draw weapons and point them at Vanoss' head, 4 with glocks, another 3 others with rifles, and 3 men with shotguns. Vanoss doesn't break eye contact with me, Kade starts to laugh, I look over to him, nervous. "Ok, I admit, I did infiltrate the staff and costumers BUT I wasn't planning on killing anyone" Kade says leaning back in his chair.

"Y...You what?" I ask quietly, Kade puts his hands up, "I WASN'T, it was mainly just a safety thing, but honestly I didn't expect him to do this" Kade says, trying to defend his actions. I look back over to Vanoss, his gun is still pointed at my head, his expression stagnant. "Vanoss, I know this won't end well, you know it won't end well, just put the gun down and you can go" Kade says. 

"Tell him Wildcat, tell Kade what you-" I cut off Vanoss, "Shut up and just put it down" I say quietly, Vanoss shows disgust in his face. "I don't think that you're in any sort of position to be making demands Wildcat, now shut your pretty little mouth and let your master do the talking".

Master? I stand up abruptly slamming my hands on the table, I look back to Vanoss whose repositioned his gun to aim it to my head, "If you're going to aim your gun at me, then kill me" I yell out. Faces around me stir with confusion, I'm tired of having people dismiss me, "Wildcat I'm not going to-" Vanoss tries to reason with me. "You're already willing to hold me at gunpoint so why are you backing out now? Do it Vanoss, pull the trigger, kill me" I insist. 

I'd be lying to say that I wasn't nervous that he'd do it, Vanoss stares at me in confusion, keeping quiet. "What? Can't do it?" I ask, "It's not that I can't, I don't want to do it" Vanoss tries to convince me. I stand up straight, and take Kade's gun from him, "Tyler what are you-" Kade eyes widen as I put the gun under my chin. "So should I do it for you?" I say.

Vanoss lowers his gun, his eyes panicked, "What? What are you doing?" Kade asks, he looks confused and slightly panicked. "Vanoss, do you not want me dead after all I've done? All the stress? All the mental anguish? For fucks sake I killed Mini in front of you" I say. The restaurant is silent, Vanoss looks at me, his face plastered with a shocked reaction. 

"Do you not want me dead, Vanoss?" I ask him, "Evan" Vanoss says, I lift my brow "What?" I question, "Call me Evan" Vanoss request, I furrow my brow. "Evan? You want me to call you by your name?" I ask still confused. Vanoss stays quiet, "No" I slam the gun on the table, "Changing your name doesn't automatically make you a better person, you can make people call you whatever you want but it won't change the fact that YOU are a shitty person, Vanoss is shit, Evan is shit, YOU are Evan, YOU are Vanoss, they are one, one isn't better than the other just because you act different when you go by it, I hope you know that both you and Vanoss are horrible people"

"Tyler... I'm sorry" Vanoss says in a low tone, "NO, you don't get to be sorry Vanoss, sorry doesn't pick you up when you're left behind, sorry doesn't fix a broken nose, sorry doesn't hit you when you talk to someone they don't know, if you don't hate me then what do you want me from me?" I ask. I feel like crying, Vanoss hangs his head, "I-I-I want.. I-" Vanoss studders. "I see, Kade get up we're leaving" I say, Kade looks at me shocked, "Lower your guns, we're leaving" I order to the people around us.

The gun men and women look at each other confused, "NOW" I scream out, they lower their weapons, I point to the exit. The guards follow one another out of the restaurant, I look down at Kade, his expression is still confused on what's going on, "You too" I say. Kade stands up, and looks over at Vanoss who's still hanging his head, he turns around and leaves the restaurant.

I look towards Moo, I reach out my hand and offer it to him, he's hesitant to shake it "Understandable I guess, well the food was good!" I turn to Lui and smile to him, his face is stuck with a shocked expression, "Well, until next time" I say. I turn around and start walking away, "Tyler..." Vanoss calls out to me, I stop, What could he want, I turn around facing the table. I look at Vanoss, his expression desperate, "Please... Don't leave me" Vanoss begs, I roll my eyes at him. 

"Evan you-" Vanoss grabs his shirt and balls it up in his hand, "I know... I know that I'm a bad person, I know that I'm selfish and abusive but Tyler please.. I need you in my life, I can't lose you again" Vanoss pleas. I stare at him, my expression shocked, He.. Needs me? Vanoss needs me.. For the first time he's needed me. "Y..You need me?" I ask, my eye's light up at the thought of me having a use to Vanoss. His posture straightens, he plasters a smile along his face " Yeah, I need you, I really need you" Vanoss says joyfully.

"I need you very much, but I can only do so much without you, so please come back to me Wildcat" Vanoss' words stab me like a knife, I feel stupid for letting his words seduce my ears. He hasn't changed, I sigh "And I need someone who isn't going to drag me underwater, Vanoss I love you, I do" I say as I start walking towards him. "You love me? I love you too!" Vanoss says smiling. "Evan, I drown when I'm with you, I need to be in a position, even if a little, for my head to be out of the water" I say. 

Vanoss softens his gaze at me "What are you saying?"

Vanoss POV

Please don't leave me, I need you, please stay Wildcat, I need you Tyler, please don't go, I don't want to be alone anymore. "I'm saying that I can't go back under Evan, let me go" Wildcat says, he turns around to leave. I can't.. I can't be alone anymore, I don't want to be alone anymore, I won't be alone. I furrow my brow watching him leave, "Vanoss let's just go" Lui says. I won't let him go, I pick up my gun "Vanoss what are you doing?" Moo asks standing up.

I lift my gun up and aim it at Wildcats direction, you are who I want, "VANOSS" Moo yells, I pull the trigger of my gun. 

Tyler POV

I fall to the ground, my ears to ring as my vision goes blurry, What happened? It hurts to move, Strange. I slowly turn my head, the movement gives me a headache, I look over to see a figure standing with a strange object in their hand, I can't make it out. Another figure is moving rapidly next to the first figure almost flailing their arms, They look funny, I start laughing quietly. The second figure stops moving, What a weird thing to see.

I cough, my side starts to hurt, Why can't I move? I watch as more figures appear in view, they also have funny shaped objects. I feel myself get slightly lifted up, someone has their arms on me, I turn my head to see another figure, I can't really make out their face. The ringing in my ears isn't stopping, How annoying, I feel a hand on my face, their thumb wipes my tears away, Tears? Am I crying?

I feel something wet drop on my face, Is this.. their tears? I'm pulled closer to the figure and they hold me close. They kiss my face, I'm starting to hear muffled words, I can't exactly make out what they're saying but the ringing is slowly going away. My side feels strangely wet, I don't really understand what's going on right now, I turn my head to the figures I saw before. They look to be on the ground wrestling with the other figures. 

"Tyler..." I hear a voice say, I turn my head to the figure that's holding me, my vision is still blurry so their identity is a mystery to me. I lift my hand up, I grunt softly from the pain of my side, I grab their face, "Y-your friends.. A-are funny" I weakly say letting out a smile. I hear a faint chuckle from the person, "S..... Awake... Tyler-" The persons voice fades in and out, "T-Tyler.. T-that's me heh heh y-you know.. Y-you know my n-name" I struggle to say.

I'm kind of tired right now, maybe if I went to sleep this strange pain in my side can go away, "S..sleep" I say. The person holds me tighter, the blur of what I think is their mouth starts rapidly moving, "NO....DON'T... TYLER" The person says. I open my eyes wider from the noise, I see their face clearer but not really well enough to tell who they are. "O-ok heh *cough* I-I won't.. G-go to sleep".

I don't remember much after that interaction, I mean I heard some words but they didn't make much sense, so they all just faded together. Why do things fade? I've never had the time to think of things like this, but with this dark silence I guess this is a better time than ever..... I hate this, but I guess after the stress' of breakfast, some time alone would do me good.

{Done!} 

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Vanoss Pov

"THE BULLET DIDN'T HIT HIM" I yell out, me and Moo had been tackled to the ground, they had rushed back in after hearing the 2 gunshots. Two men hold me down with my arms behind my back, I look over to Moo, he's not struggling. They have him on his back, but he's just laying there, I watch him as he looks over to me and rolls his eyes back. 

"NO PLEASE DON'T GO TYLER" Kade yells, I look up to the other side of the room to see Kade on his knees holding Wildcat in his arms. What happened? I didn't  shoot him I KNOW I didn't. The gun men aiming guns at us are silent, they stare us down, fire in their eyes burn hotter.  "The bullet didn't hit him, I never miss a shot and I didn't aim at him" I attempt to convince, one of the men grab my head and push it into the floor "UGH" I groan in pain.

I open my eyes from the pain to see Lui sitting in his chair with two men standing next to him with their hands behind them. Lui is looking past me and me, to what I assume looking at Wildcat, Why isn't he on the ground?  "I guess this should've been expected" Moo says, his voice calm, I try to look over but the man holding my head down has a strong grip. 

"What do you mean?" I ask, I struggle more trying to get off of the ground, "You've always been a hot head, I know how you get around Tyler" Moo says. What is he talking about?  "I guess in some way you could blame me for all of this, I did call him here" Moo says. I hear him sigh, "Sorry Vanoss" Moo says.

"Let them up" Kade orders, I feel the people holding me down stand back, I quickly get up only to be kicked back down to the ground. "FUCK, the hell was that for" I ask, "Tyler said to not kill you" Kade says, I slowly get up and kneel in front of him. I look up to Kade, He's holding Wildcat in his arms, "I've been watching you for some time now, I never knew what Tyler saw in you, Vanoss" Kade says. He looks at Tyler endearingly, kissing his nose, the smaller man whimpers in his arms, Kade then hands Tyler to another person and they quickly walk out of the restaurant. 

"What did you do to him?" I ask, Kade looks down at me, his expression angry, he reaches behind him and pulls out a gun from behind him. Wow, a gun, Wildcat just said to not kill me so even if he wanted to he would never-. Kade swings his gun hitting me across the face, "AWUGH, SHIT" I yell out, I feel my cheek it starts to sting. "YOU JUST SAID WILDCAT TOLD YOU-" I yell but was interrupted, "I know what Tyler said" Kade says hitting me again with his gun. 

I fall to the ground, I look to Lui who's sitting still in his chair not looking at me, I turn my head to look at Moo, he's still laying on his back looking to the roof. "Moo are you not going to help me?" I ask quietly, Moo turns his head to look at me "Remember what I told you Vanoss? Treat me like your villain and just might become one" Moo says, he turns his head back and sighs. "Means I have your back until you change it otherwise" Moo says. 

I slowly sit up, "Wrong again, Vanoss" Kade says, he wipes my blood of his gun with his sleeve. How am I wrong about something that just happened? I watch Kade as he smirks, "Tyler told me not to kill you, lucky for you I know something much worse" Kade then stomps on hand, I can hear the bones in my fingers crunch. "AWE FUCKK" I yell out in pain. 

"To be honest Vanoss, this entire dinner, I'm glad you're not a mind reader" Kade says, I hold onto my hand, it stinging from the pain. "If you could hear the way Tyler's voice plays on repeat in my head you'd think I'm crazy" Kade laughs. He squats down in front of me, he stares into my eyes. "You are fucking crazy" I say hissing at my broken hand, Kade grabs my face forcing me to look at him, he smiles softly, "I'm crazy? I'm just doing what you'd do to Tyler" Kade says. 

He stands looking down at me, he snaps his fingers and one of his people puts a cigarette and lighter in his hand, he lights it and puffs it, letting out a soft cloud of smoke. "I never smoke around Tyler, makes him remember things, bad things really, hell he doesn't even like the smell of smoke on my clothes" Kade tells me. He picks up a knocked over chair and sits on it, continuing to look down at me, "I didn't shoot him, I KNOW I didn't shoot him" I ask, not looking directly at Kade. 

I watch him flick his cigerett ashes onto the floor, "Vanoss when birds are born, they are cooped in their little nest up until their mother kicks them down forcing them to fly" Kade says. What is he talking about? I Look at him, his glare is burning at me causing me to advert my eyes, "You fell Vanoss, but you didn't fly, you fell hard and hit the cold and lifeless ground" Kade says. He leans forward, taking his cigarette out of his mouth dropping it on the ground. "You clung onto Tyler because you saw yourself in him didn't you? Weak and helpless, but he isn't that small weak bird you once knew is he?" Kade asks. 

He grabs my hair forcing me to look up at him, "You're still a helpless little bird who can't stop clinging onto his mother" Kade says, I hear Kade scoff. He throws my head down, Kade stands up, and walks away. I look over to Moo, still laying on his back, "Moo, I know I didn't shoot Wildcat, you saw me shoot once, why was there two shots?" I ask, Moo sits up and rubs the back of his neck "What's the point?" Moo says. He stands up and walks over to Lui, "What?" I question, "You've had your chance Vanoss, both times they've ended up bad, so what more could I do if you're just going to continue down the path you're going" Moo states.

"But Moo, I didn't shoot him, I just need another meeting with him and-" Moo snaps his head around to me, "NO, you don't get anymore chances Vanoss, I've helped thus far and for some reason you still don't get it" Moo marches up to me, "Tyler doesn't want you back, and if that wasn't clear enough then open your ears Vanoss!" Moo grabs me by the collar of my shirt pulling me closer to him "WILDCAT DOESN'T LOVE YOU....Tyler.. Tyler doesn't love you" Moo lets me down and rubs the bridge of his eyes. 

"Moo..."  I say quietly, "I..I have to go" Moo walks out of the restaurant, Lui watches him leave and looks back to me. He reaches into his pocket hands me a note, quickly after he follows behind Moo, I open it 'Dear Wildcat, it's been a while since we last saw each other how have you been?'. I close the note, This isn't my note to read... I jolt up, It's not my note to read! I run over to the hostess desk and grab a notepad and a pen, and start to scribble down my thoughts.

If I can't show him, then I'll make it where Kade shows Tyler himself.

TIME SKIP YIP YOP YEP SKRRT{I'm just saying random stuff at this point}

Tyler POV 

It's always weird seeing anything for the first time, waking up with bandages is nothing new to me, but each time feels new. I open my eyes, I'm laid back in a bed, I slowly sit up "AUGH" I yell out in pain. I lift up my shirt to see my side wrapped in bandages, I touch it, retracting my hand and hissing from the pain I feel. What happened to me? 

The door opens and a man walks in wearing a white button up with dress pants holding a tablet, he looks up at me then back down. "Glad to see your finally awake" The man says, he walks to the side of the bed pulling a rolling stool closer sitting on it. "Does it still hurt?" The man asks, I stay quiet, I'm not really sure what's happening. The man scoots closer to me taking off his glasses, he snaps his fingers in my face "Right here Mr.Wine" The man says.

I look over to him, he grabs my face and shines a light in my eyes, "You're dilating good" He clicks the light off and pulls my shirt up revealing my bandages. I push my shirt back down, pulling up the blanket holding it up with my arm, the man lets out a sigh. "Look, I don't care if you don't want me to touch you, but I have to change that bandage, unless you want an infection" The man says. 

I grip the blanket, the man takes off his glasses and places them on the side table, he reaches under the desk and pulls out bandages and gauze, along with some disinfectant. He stands up and starts to roll up his sleeves, I scoot back in the bed, "Come here" The man orders me. I stay quiet, He wouldn't, The man reaches over the bed grabbing me pushing me down into the bed. "Stay still" He says.

The man lifts up my shirt revealing my bandage, he reaches over to the table, I push his hand away from me and turn to crawl away, he pulls me back into his lap. "Stay still damnit" The man demands, he rips off the bandage revealing my wound, I hiss at the pain as he applies the disinfectant. "It wouldn't hurt as much if you would had stayed still" The man says. I grunt at the pain, intertwining the bedsheets in my fingers, pulling it trying to prevent myself from touching where it hurts. 

"All done, next time I'm going to strap you down so don't try it again" The man says, he gets off the bed throwing away the old bandages. I lift my shirt, He wrapped it perfectly, I look over to the man he's typing in his tablet. Should I thank him?  "Dr you think I could draw on his bandage if I use these washable markers?" Kade walks into the room. He turns his head and sees me sitting up. 

He pulls up a chair next to the doctor? He pats the side of the bed insinuating me to come closer, I hesitate, "W-wha...What happened?" I ask, "Breakfast" Kade responds. He pulls me closer to the edge of the bed, "How did... This happen at breakfast?" I ask motioning to my side, "You got shot" The doctor replies. Kade whips his head to looks at the doctor with an angry look, I raise my eyebrow, "Who shot me?" I ask. "Not important, now come here and let me draw a flower on you" Kade says opening a marker, I furrow my brow at his unresponsive answer.

"What happened to me?" I ask again getting slightly louder, I grab Kade's hand preventing him from touching me, "Like I said, it's not important" he responds keeping his eyes down. "Why can't you tell me? Kade why don't I remember anything?" I yell out at him, Kade stand up and grabs my wrist, "AND WHAT IF I DON'T WANT TO PUT YOU THROUGH THAT AGAIN?" Kade screams out. "Can't you just trust me when I say that this time it's better for you to not remember" Kade says, his voice calming down. 

"Kade..." I say quietly, I hear Kade let out a sigh, "Can we have the room?" Kade says, I assume he's talking to the doctor. I look over, he looks at Kade then at me, "Yeah, ask the doctor to leave their own office, don't fucking touch anything" The doctor says. He stands up and leaves, "Kade.. What happened?" I ask again, Kade pulls me in, hugging me. "Vanoss shot you" His words puts a strain in my heart, I hesitate to hug him back "W.. Why?" I asked. 

"When I asked him, he said that he couldn't live to see you with anyone else, so he shot you" Kade says, Vanoss shot me? Vanoss... "He.. He wouldn't shoot me" I say in response, I feel Kade tighten his grip around me. "You're willing to forget the times where he did almost kill you just because he used a gun this time?" Kade states, He has a point... I grab Kades shirt, "Vanoss shot me?" I ask again, "I didn't want you to remember something that could hurt you" Kade say stroking my head. "Ok.. Sorry" I say quietly. "No, I'm sorry Tyler" Kade says.

Kade lets go of me, "You've been sleep for a few days now, but rest is the best thing after being shot" Kade lays me down covering me back with the blanket. He kisses my cheek, then my neck, then my collar bone "Kade.." I say softly, I hear him laugh "Sorry, get better" Kade says. He leaves the room. Vanoss shot me.. Why is that such a hard thing to believe?

The door open again, the doctor walks into the room he walks up to me and fluffs the pillow behind my head. I raise my eyebrow in confusion, "What are you-" His hand covers my mouth, I widen my eyes, he puts a finger to his mouth telling me to stay quiet. The doctor removes his hand from my mouth and reaches into his back pocket, and pulls out three things: a note and two bullets. "Don't reveal what I've shown you today, both of our lives might be at stake" He whispers to me. 

"What is this?" I whisper back looking at the items, "One I took out of you and the other I recently took, I'm sure with the note you'll be able to figure the rest out" The doctor says. He look at his watch then back at me, he stuffs the two bullets in my pocket, "Go to the meat room, I'm sure you know where it is, and get out of here" The doctor rushes to say. "What's going on?" I ask, even more confused, "No time to explain, Meat room, get out" The doctor whispers to me. He leaves the room, I open the note, some words and phrases are bolded more than others. 

 'Dear Wildcat, it's been a while since we last saw each other how have you been?  I know that the chances of you replying to this letter are slim to none, but it's worth a try! I've heard things and I've seen things these past few months that I've never thought that I'd see in my entire life, but I guess things change. You for instance! Well I don't have much time to write, Moo is in constant meetings with someone I'm not really familiar with, and he insist on bringing me with him. Something about 'The future of the club' between you and me I didn't think that'd he even last as long as he has, but I trust him.'

Best wishes!

-Lui Caliber'

A while, chances slim to none, worth a try, things change, not much time, Moo, Trust him. 

Lui did not write this note.

{OOOOO AAAAAA OOOOO AAAAA, like a crowd when they see fire being used in a performance or when fireworks are in the sky}

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Vanoss POV

I sit in the front courtyard in a foldable chair, looking to the gate of my base. The clouds overhead are dark, overcast, along with smells of rain becoming more and more apparent as time passes. I reach down for my beer, ultimately knocking it over causing it to spill over into the gravel. I watch the glass as it sits on the gravel, not as much beer spilling out of it as I expected. 

I feel a vibration, I turn over my phone that's sat in my lap, messages reading; 'I managed to pass along the letter, my contact has relayed to me that Tyler has the letter' . I squeeze my phone, I look up to the sky, the clouds are circulating above me. I feel my phone vibrate, messages read; 'It was pretty easy considering the heightened security after that whole pancakes-with-a-side-of-9mm situation, you should just recruit me considering what I'm doing here'. I roll my eyes at the messages, outsourcing this kind of thing is stressful.

My phone vibrates again, messages reading; 'That was a joke, but we should hang out! It's been a while, I miss you Evan'. I throw my phone to the side, it kicks up some gravels as it sits face down, I let out an sigh. Dawn was a mistake, less of the her still being married to Moo thing and more her wanting to be more than just a hook-up. 

I look up to see Moo walking out of the doors, in hand he's holding a water bottle. He stands over me, I see the reflection of myself in his glasses, through his glasses I notice his gaze isn't on me. Moo points in the direction of my fallen glass, "Littering isn't going to make you feel better, nor is drinking" Moo tells me offering me the water bottle. I make a face of disgust, "Didn't you just throw down two Corona's?" I shoot back, he throws the bottle in my lap.

"It was one, and that was last night, you drunkard" Moo says, I roll my eyes, "Either way, nothing we can do but wait, she was able to give him the letter" I say leaning back into the chair. I look up to the sky, I feel a drop on my cheek, I wipe it away. "Can you at least do the waiting inside? I can assure you that you'd feel better if we all just watched a movie or some shit" Moo says rubbing the back of his neck.

Ever since then Lui hasn't spoken to me, I've tried to speak to him on multiple occasions, all of them ending up with him either saying he's busy or he makes up a lousy excuse on why we can't talk. I mean it hasn't been bad, but it makes things difficult. "Lui doesn't want to see me, I think the past fews days has made that evident" I say. Moo kicks the chair I'm sitting in over, I fall on the gravel, scratching my hand. "The hell was that for?" I ask, Moo picks up the chair and folds it in. 

"I want to hang out with you too dipshit, I'm going in and if you're not in there we're watching the godfather" Moo says, walking away from me. I let out a groan, "YOU CAN'T KEEP WATCHING THE GODFATHER, IT'S 50 YEARS OLD" I shout in his direction{51 from today}. Moo let's out a hearty laugh, "Come inside and we can maybe watch something else" Moo says. He enters the building closing the door behind him, I lay my head back onto the gravel looking back to the sky. 

The rain water starts to fall, being pelted with small raindrops is almost calming to me. The view is almost angelic, watching the raindrops slowly become bigger as they descend from the heavens. A waterfall drops into my eye, I jolt up wiping my face, What a strange thing to think. I get up from the ground picking up the glass and the water bottle, bringing them inside.

Tyler POV

I walk in the empty corridor, I'm focused on the note that I was given in that doctor's office. The note is different, usually with these types of situations I would run it by Kade but this... Is weird, 'worth a try, things change' It doesn't make sense. I hear footsteps from behind me, I whip my head around to see Nate following me, he has his hands behind his back. I raise my eyebrow "Why are you following me?" I ask, Nate keeps quiet, he focus' his sight on my abdomen. 

"What?" I ask feeling slightly annoyed with his staring, "Is your side ok?" Nate asks me, Straight forward with his questions. I put my hand on my injury, it stinging just from me touching it. "I'm fine, you don't need to follow me" I tell him. I turn back around and begin walking away, I bring up the note and start to read again. 'Trust him' Who am I trusting? I know that Lui didn't write this so who do-

I stop walking, I hear footprints behind me again, I turn around to see Nate still following behind me but a little further back than he was before. I fold the note closed and walk up to him, I stand in front of him, he looks down at me. I stare at him, he furrows his eyebrows with confusion "Yes?" Nate asks me. I tilt my head showing a confused expression, "I should be saying that to you, why are you still following me?" I ask.

"I was given a task to be your guard, I'm following orders Sir" Nate says, I grasp the note, putting it into my pocket. I take a step back, Nate watching me takes a step forward following me, "Well, you're dismissed, bye now" I tell him. I turn to walk away, "I don't take orders from you" Nate says, as he continues to walk up to me. He used to, he used to treat me as an equal to Kade but I guess something changed when I was shot. "Well, go get me a pen" I say.

Nate reaches in his pants pocket, pulling out a pen, handing it to me, should've known. I take the pen, "Great now go get me a snack" I order, Nate makes a face. "What do you want, Sir?" Nate asks me, "Something sweet" I respond. Nate scoffs, "I'm right here, you don't need anything else" Nate says, with a proud look on his face. I sigh at his cringe, I walk up to him "You want me.. to eat you?" I ask him. Please say no please say no, Nate smirks "I think I'd eat you before you could get close to me" Nate suggestively says. 

I grab his belt pulling him closer to me, caressing the leather, "How about we put that to the test?" I suggest. "I like that idea" Nate says, keeping his hands behind him, I move my hand up his chest. Nate grabs my hand preventing from me from moving beyond his stomach area. I look to his eyes, he's struggling, he points behind me. I turn around to see a camera, I turn back, Nate presses his finger to my lips, shushing me. 

I kiss his finger, "Go get me a snack, now" I order, "Yes Sir" Nate responds. He turns around and walks away, I need to get in contact with that doctor, I turn around and speed down the hall into me and Kades room. I shut the door behind me, I start to pace, What happened that would cause Vanoss to shoot me? I open the note and read it over. 

'Trust, Moo'  Did Moo write this?  "Make up your mind" Kade says, I turn around, Kade looks at me and point to his phone and walks into the other side of the room. "I don't even need to be there for you to be able to do it, you act like I'm the only one who can show you how to do things" Kade says. I pick up my phone and call Moo, ringing, ringing, ringing, "Tyler? You're alive, we've been worried-" I interrupt him. "Moo, I don't remember what happened apparently Vanoss shot me? Everything after that is a blur what's going on?" I ask quietly leaving the room. 

The call disconnects, I angrily  stuff my phone in my pocket, I look around and at the end of the hall, I see it. The meat room, I walk up to the door, it's reinforced with steel next to it a pin pad. No other room has a pin pad, I've never seen that before, I reach for the door knob only to have another hand pull mine back. I look up to see Nate, he holds up a small bag of M&M's, "Where do you think you're going?" Nate asks me.

The grip he has on my wrist tightens, "I-I just like to touch the doorknobs, not what it looks like" I say, attempting  to convince him otherwise. "What it looks like, is that you're trying to get into a room you're not allowed in" Nate says, I pull my hand from him. "I'm allowed to go anywhere I want, thanks for this" I say, Nate scoffs, softly chuckling.

He turns around and starts to walk away, "Suit yourself" Nate says, he waves me off. I turn my attention back to the door, I can do this, just open the door and get it over with. I take a deep breath and swing the door open, the room is dark, the door leads to a stairway that leads down. Oh fuck me, yeah Tyler, go down the creepy stairs while you try to figure out why you were shot. Sometimes my genius is too big for my own safety.

I power on my phone, using the limited light from the lock screen to show what's ahead of me. I start my way down the stairs. 

{I'm doing surprisingly well getting these chapters out}

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slay! {I put this here as a place holder and I'm not removing it}

Tyler POV

The stair way is cold, the atmosphere is different from the rest of the building, the air is damp. The concert stairs when stepped on causes an echo to bounce off the walls, soon silencing itself. I wish I brought some sort of light, it's dark as shit in here, I feel long the wall, the rough pattern of the cold stone imprints itself on my fingers. The path is somewhat winding to walk through. 

Click, roll, click, roll, click, the sound of what I assume a revolver echos as I move closer. I reach my arm out, a door, I feel around for a door knob grabbing hold of it. I slowly open the door, the room is dimly lit with one hanging yellow light. Under the light, sits a single chair on it a man with his head hung low. Next to the chair, sits a bench, on top sits tools, bloody tools. I make a fist with my hands, I'm nervous, I slowly walk closer.

I step down into a puddle, the sound of the liquid causes both me and the man to pause, Everytime I want to be quiet there's always something. I watch the man, he slowly lowers the gun from his head putting it on the ground "I-I-it's not loaded, I w-wouldn't..." The man slowly turns around to look at me. I don't recognize their face, I stand up straight, If I act important then they might not attack me. "You wouldn't what?" I ask confidently, the mans eyes widen.

The man quickly looks down, averting eye contact, I watch them as they slowly move down from the chair. They get onto the floor and start slowly crawling towards me, I look down at them as they lower their nose to the floor. "P-please don't kill me M-Mr. Wine" The man begs, Why would I kill him? "Why.. Would I kill you?" I ask him, the man makes a fist of his hand but quickly relaxes it. 

"T-to die by your hands w-would be an honor Sir, but i-if you insist then I will follow" The man says, I crouch down closer to the man, "Who are you? Why are you down here" I ask. The man reaches out and touches my shoe, "I-I'm a cook, I was told that you didn't like what I had prepared then.. Then he-" I  grab the mans face causing him to look at me, the side of his face was scared with gashes. His eye swollen, I watch as a tear forms and falls out of his eye. 

The man forces his head back down, "I dare not look at you again, for what happened last time... He..He-" The man struggles to say. What is he talking about? Who is he? Could it be.. "Who is he?" I ask. I feel a hand grab my shoulders pulling me to my feet, I look back to see Kade holding me to his chest "K-Kade?" I question. Kade has his focus on the man bowing in front of me, his eyes dark, "Who are you speaking of?" Kade asks. 

I watch as the man begins to tremble, "I-I-I-I didn't mean to look at Mr. Wine Sir..I'm sorry I-" Kade pulls me back behind him and walks closer to the man. "Who was the man that did this?" Kade asks again, the man starts to tremble. "I-it was me.. I did it to myself sir" The man says, he lowers his tone. I turn to Kade, he looks to me and give me a sweet smile, "Kade.. What is this?" I ask. "Just a room really" Kade tells me nonchalantly, I turn and point to the man "What is this? Why is he bloody, why are these tools bloody, and why is he apologizing for looking at me?" I question .

Kade looks down at him, "Hm.. Beats me" Kade says, he grabs my hand and pulls me towards the door. What is happening? I pull my hand from his grasp, Kade turns to look at me with a confused look, "Kade 'Beats me' isn't an answer to my question, what is this?" I ask again. Kade expression fades, "Tyler, I think we should leave and go back up, I got you something" Kade says. 

He steps closer to me and tries to grab my hand, I retract it back "Stop deflecting, either tell me or let him go" I say. My ultimatum makes Kade go quiet, he looks down, at me, then past me. "Let him go?" Kade says, his tone lowered, I walk back over to the man and stand in front of him and fan my arms out, blocking him from Kade. "For me, baby.. Please" I beg of him, Kade walks up to me. He cups my face, the warmth of his hands embed in my face, he pulls me closer kissing my forehead. 

His smell fills my senses, I hold his hands, leaning into it. "You're so pretty" Kade tell me, he kisses me again, I giggle at the touch of his lips. "Everytime I see you, it's like seeing you for the first time" Kade gushes, I blush at his words. "Oh come on" I say, Kade kisses me more, "Yes yes it's true! Tyler, you are my world, and I love you" Kade says, he leans his forehead on mine, rubbing our noses together.

Kade loves me, he said that he loves me, I love Kade, I love his eyes, I love his lips, I love his smell, I love kade. "I love you Tyler" Kade repeats to me, I go quiet, I look down from his mesmerizing gaze. "Tyler?" Kade questions, he tilts his head with a worried expression, keeping his focus on my eyes. I pull down Kade's hands from my face. I hold his hands, "If you love me, then let him go, please" I beg. Kade's expresion fades, he looks past me to the man, I turn to look at him. 

The man is looking up at the both of us, his face wet with tears. His face is still unknown to me, Kade walks past me and the man. He runs his hand across the table of medical instruments that are riddled with blood, I feel a tug on my pants leg, I look down. The man slides a small card to me, I squint down and look at it, 'Help... Me' I never thought that I'd be doing this" Kade says. I jolt up, I step onto the card hiding it with my foot. 

Kade turns around holding the revolver, he looks down at the man who is still looking up at me. Kade chuckles, "Still can't keep your eyes off what's not yours" Kade says, he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a single bullet. He tosses the gun and bullet in front of the man, Kade bends down and whispers in the mans ear and starts walking towards the door. "Kade?" I say, a bit worried. "We're going to go upstairs, if we come back down in 2 minutes and he's still here I'll let him go" Kade says.

I watch him unlock and open the door, he holds it open waiting for me, his phone rings. "One sec.. What the hell do you want now?" Kade says. I quickly turn and crouch, "Quickly what did he say to you?" I whisper to the man. The man trembles, he picks up the gun and starts to load it with the bullet, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I whisper yell. The man begins to silently cry as he places the barrel of the gun under his chin.

I take the gun from him, he looks at me with despair in his eyes, he grabs my hand positioning it to his forehead. "It would be an honor... To die by your hands, Mr. Wine" The man tells me. He.. wants me to kill him. "Tyler you coming?" Kade asks, I.. Don't want him to die, I quickly turn and aim the gun at Kade. His eyes widen, "Tyler what are you doing?" Kade asks, "SHUT UP.. S-shut up" I order him to do. I can't be here, I can't stay here any longer, I have to leave this place, I motion for Kade to move out of the way of the door.

Kade quickly moves over, whilst I aim the gun at him I walk over to the door. "Tyler.. Why?" Kade asks, I take a deep breath, "I.. I can't be here anymore" I say. I walk out the door and close it behind me, I begin quickly running up the stairs, I hear a faint boom sound and what sounds like a fallen body. I rush up the stairs, bursting through the door, I look around, the hall is empty.

I tuck the gun in my waistband and start running, Where could I even go? I stop and turn around and make my way to Kade's room. I see Nate standing guard at the door, I rush past him into the room and lock the door behind me, What do I need? Quickly what do I need? I rush across the room and grab my phone and stuff it into my pocket, next to it sits a vase of violets with a card sitting next to it. He always finds a way, I rush to the door leaving the note. I open the door rushing out, "Where are you going?" Nate asks.

I don't respond, I rush off, I walk to the doctors office and enter. I see the doctor sitting on his stoll, he lifts his head and looks at me, his face washes with confusion. "What are you doing here?" The doctor asks, I rush over to him and grab his arm pulling him up "We have to go" I say. I pull him out of the room speed walking down the hall. "You keep moving like this and your bandage-" I squeeze his hand. I'm fine.

*ATTENTION MEMBERS AND STAFF: THIS IS A LOCKDOWN SITUATION, LOCK ALL DOORS AND EXITS AND STAY PUT UNTIL THE THREAT IS ELIMINATED*

The warning repeats itself, the doctor looks at me "I'm not one to assume.. But uh.. What's going on here?" The doctor asks. "Being a doctor is literally assuming" I respond, we turn and enter a back room, the door leads to a another dimly lit hallway. "I assume with known facts, you're thinking of guessing, EITHER WAY what's going on? Why are we running?" The doctor asks. I can't be here, "I held up Kade for a random person and now he might want to kill me" I say.

"Oh yeah that sounds like a completely acceptable thing to do.... NOT! WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THAT???" The doctor yells. I groan, opening the back door that leads outside "HE WAS GOING TO KILL THAT MAN" I yell back, "HE KILLS PEOPLE EVERYDAY, HE LITTERALLY WIPES HIS ASS WITH CORPSES, NOW WE'RE RUNNING, ANOTHER THING! WHY AM I RUNNING?" The doctor asks. 

We run out into the woods that surround the base "Just shut up and follow me" 

Time Skip ipp and AWAYYYY

Me and the doctor sit in the dirt up against a tree, "And I know things now, many valuable things, that I hadn't known before, do not put your faith, in a cape and a hood, they will not protect you, the way that they should" The doctor says quietly.  I let out a loud sigh, "I regret taking you with me" I says, the doctor lets out a laugh. I stand up, stretching my arms in the air, "Well we better get started" I say.

The doctor stands, he wipes the dirt off his pants, "And where are we going?" The doctor asks. I look around, nothing but tree's for miles, "That is a very good question" I respond. I take out my phone, 'No Service' "I think we're just going to have to start walking" I say. I begin walking, I hear the doctor catch up to me, "Walking? Don't you think Kade and 300 of his goons are looking for his runaway boyfriend?" The doctor says. 

I roll my eyes and turn to him, "Of course they are, but there's nothing we can do, and I'm not going to just let them find me" I say. The doctor crosses his arms and gives me a stern look, I look him up and down. "Well if YOU don't want to be caught, take off the bright beacon of a doctors coat you have on" I say. I tug at the jacket, the doctor chuckles "If I take it off you won't be able to resist me" The doctor says.

He grabs my hand and places it on his chest, I scrunch my face and retract my hand "Get in line charming" I say. The doctor takes off his jacket, and throws it in the dirt and begins to follow me. Walking in the woods, everything seems so unfamiliar, now that I think to it.. I've never once was able to explore the surroundings. I've always been driven here... Where am I?  "Not to mention it, but do you know where we're going?" The doctor asks.

I scratch my head, "Uh.. Yeahh" I respond confused, I hear the doctor sigh. "Not very reassuring" The doctor says, I wave my hand in his direction, "Yeah yeah, look if we head this way we'll find... Vanoss?"

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Vanoss POV

"Vanoss?" Wildcat says, As perfect as ever, I smile and begin to speed over to him. Stepping over the fallen branches and bushes, I've missed you so much. I watch Wildcat as I move closer to him, a figure blocking my view, I look up to see a man standing in front of him. I stop in my tracks, I furrow my brows "That's close enough" The stranger says. I look him up and down, dressed in a tucked in white dress shirt with formal pants, Looks like we got a runaway groom here.

"Who are you?" I ask, a hand grabs my shoulder pulling me back, "Calm down Mr. Tyson, this is Dawn's contact" Moo says. He walks over to the contact and shakes his hand, I watch as Wildcat peeks his  head out to listen in to their conversation. Calm down Evan, Wildcat isn't yours, he does not belong to you. I walk over to group, the voices goes quiet, everyone looks at me as if they're waiting for me to do something.

I look down to Wildcat, "Telling from how you're here I assume you got the note?" I say, Wildcat looks to the ground. "Yeah he got it" The contact responds, I look over, they're facing my direction. What's this guys problem? "Glad, well the plan is to get out of state by tonight, so if we want to make it we should start moving" I say. I start walking, "Well I'm glad that you were able to get out, more speaking, how did you get out?" Moo asks Wildcat . 

"I.. C-can we rest for a bit longer?" Wildcat asks, I stop, I turn back to look at him. He stands close to the contact holding onto their sleeve, the contact places his hand around his waist, Wildcat flinching from the touch but quickly accepts it. "Does it still hurt?" The contact asks, Wildcat grips his sleeve nodding his head. "Can you walk?" The contact asks, Wildcat shakes his head, What's happening between those two? 

The contact picks up Wildcat in his arms, holding him close to his chest, "What the hell is this?" I ask. The contact is confused, "What is what?" The contact responds to me. I motion my hands to their direction, "This!" I say, the contact looks at Wildcat who is leaned into them, then back up at me. "You mean the man who you shot?" The contact asks, I roll my eyes back "Just to be clear I did NOT shoot him, either way, why are you carrying him?" I ask. I start to feel my blood boil, "So let me shoot you and we'll see how you feel in 3 days" The contact spews.

He shouldn't be touching him, he's mine, I shut my eyes and breath in and out, He's not mine. Moo stands in front of the both of us, putting out his arms. "THAT'S ENOUGH, Vanoss, this is our contact, not our enemy" Moo walks up to me and points a finger in my face, "Remember what I told you? Lock it in if you want us to get out of here". Moo turns back to the contact, Moo stops, I look over his shoulder. Wildcat has his eyes closed, his hand is holding onto the contacts shirt. 

He's so precious, he's perfect, he should be mine. I turn around and start walking in a different direction, "Where are you going?" Moo asks. "I'm not going to stand here and get caught because pretty boy wants to man handle Wildcat, let's start and we'll just find a halfway point" I say, behind me I hear footsteps following behind me. "Madison, but sure pretty boy".

Tyler POV

I open my eyes and I'm sat in the back of a car, in between the doctor and Moo, I'm leaning on the doctors shoulder. He's warm, I move my eyes down, I notice that the doctor and I have our fingers interlocked. I sit up and take my hand back from him, "Enjoy your nap princess?" I look up to Vanoss looking at me through the rearview mirror. His eyes constantly looking back to me then the road, I stay quiet, I watch Moo hit Vanoss' arm. 

I turn to Moo then back to Vanoss, "It's a bit crowded back here" I say, a woman turns to face me in the front passenger seat. "Sorry, I'd get in the back but puppy didn't want me getting squished" The woman says, she reaches over and pinches Vanoss' cheek. He brushes her off, staying quiet, I look back to the woman looking up and down. "Uhh hi? Do I know you?" I ask. 

Vanoss POV

This is a major misstep, The car goes silent, Dawn sits back in her seat, she looks over to me. Her eyes move from Wildcat to me saying 'Does he not know?' I shrug my shoulders. She rolls her eyes, "That's my wife, Dawn" Moo says, I look back at him in the rearview, Wildcat's face slowly shows a shocked expression, "You're... Dawn? Oh.." I get a tense feeling in my chest. "I've.. Heard a lot about you" Wildcat says. 

The car goes quiet again, "Well I've heard nothing about you!" Dawn says gleefully, I watch Wildcat as he lays back into the seat, "Oh.. Well I'm glad I got to meet you at least" Wildcat says, I watch him look down to his lap and start fidgeting with his fingers. I guess he did know about me and Dawn. I pull into a motel parking lot, "What are we doing here?" Wildcat asks, I step out the car. I watch Madison help Wildcat out of the car, he says somethings and presses Wildcat's forehead with his finger. Wildcat relaxes his body, holding onto Madison's sleeve.

We enter the motel, we walk up to the desk, no one is around. "So much for service" I say, Moo walks over and hits a bell with a smirk on his face "Dumbass". A worker comes out, "Welcome toooo...." The worker trails off looking between us. I look back at our group, a man in formal wear next to a smaller man which both of them covered in dirt, another with a mohawk and sleeveless shirt, and a woman is casual wear.

Just 3 men, a bottom, and 1 woman, yeah everything seems up to par. I look back to the worker and lean on the desk, "You wanna watch or something?" I ask, the worker blushes. Dawn pushes past me, "You sure know how to look at something that's not yours, 1 room 2 king sized beds" Dawn orders, pulling out her card. "2 beds for 5 people?" I question. "Oh, I'm not staying here" Dawn says, the worker hands back her card and a key.

She turns to me and use her fingers to walk up my chest, grabbing my chin, "If you want to spend some alone time with me... I can arrange something" Dawn smiles. I look over Wildcat, he has his head down, Madison has his arm around his waist whispering something to him. I look back at Dawn, she also has her focus on Wildcat, she let's go and sighs "If he's still stubborn, you know who you can call" Dawn says. She hands me the keys "Pay attention to your phone, I'll text you when I'm coming" Dawn says, she kisses me on the cheek and leaves. 

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Tyler POV

We walk into the room, 2 beds, 1 bath, and one chair sat in the corner of the room. Moo walks over to the bed and lays down, "I don't know why I'm even here" Moo says. Vanoss sits in the chair in the corner, crossing his arms "You could have gone with the others setting up the rondevu point, yet here you are, on that stiff ass bed" Vanoss counters.

I walk over to the second bed, I run my hand over the top layer feeling the blanket, the door opens. It's Dawn with a stuffed bag, "It's almost like I think of everything, huh, who knew!" She throws the bag on the bed. "I'd tell you to burn your current clothing but I guess when you get used to trash you stick with it, even if you have something better" Dawn says, she looks over to Vanoss' and blows him a kiss. 

She leave out of the room closing the door behind her, "She seems nice" The doctor says, I shrug, he picks up the bag and brings it into the bathroom. I look over to Vanoss, he's staring at me, I quickly look away "Uh.. W-what clothes did she give us?" I ask, I speed over to the bathroom. I stand next to the doctor watching him rifle through the bag, "Just casual wear, is this your size?" The doctor asks, showing me a pair of underwear. "How do you know it's mine?" I ask.

The doctor looks down at his body and back up at me, "I can't fit in these soft, I can assure you they aren't mine" The doctor says continuing to rifle through the bag. He walks from the counter and turns on the shower, "I was thinking that I could shower first, I don't know much about Vanoss and how clean he wants you, think of it as a safety precaution" The doctor says. I lean against the counter crossing my arms.

"You know a lot about me for a criminal's doctor" I say, the doctor turns to me and starts to unbutton his shirt. "I mean when you put 3 years into infiltrating a high profile organization, you tend to forget favors you owe" The doctor says, he takes off his shirt, I look over his body, He's so... I turn away and face the mirror, focusing to the sink. Infiltrating a organization... "Earlier I don't think you heard what Moo said" The doctor says, closing the door to the bathroom, the two of us alone.

"No?" I say confused, from the side of my eye in the mirror, I watch the doctor drop his shirt on the floor and walk over to me. "Just be glad I was already there" The doctor says, he walks up behind me, putting his hand on the counter beside me. "Madison" The doctor says, I turn head to him, He's so close, he lifts my chin"My name, you can stay in here while I shower or you can go, I won't force you to leave" The doctor says.

 He turns away from me and starts to unbuckle his pants, his back is strong, he turns to me, he smiles "There's always the option to join me" Madison jokes. I roll my eyes, "Maybe next time" I say grabbing the bag, I open the door to the bathroom, Vanoss jumps up from being next to the door. I stand in the doorway, I stare at him, What was he doing next to the door? "Uhm... W-what.. uhm" I studder out.

Madison walks up behind me, he looks at Vanoss raising an eyebrow, Vanoss looks back at him with a fiery look in his eyes. Madison still has no shirt and his bulge hanging over his zipper, he leans on the doorway "Go take your fucking shower" I say, I push him back into the bathroom. Madison let's out a laugh as I close the door, Stay calm, I turn around to Vanoss, he's sat back in his chair tracing my body with his eyes, Moo is no longer in the room.

I can see him breathing heavily, he leans back in his chair and and he rubs up and down his legs, No no no no no no. I sit down next to the bed, I hold the bag close to me, Please don't do this to me again Evan, please don't hurt me, I don't want to do it. I start quietly hyperventilating, I grip the fabric of the bag. "How was bowser's lair, princess?" Vanoss asks, I hear him get up from the chair, Don't listen to him Tyler, his empty praises mean nothing.

"I missed you Tyler, now that your back, maybe you can... Help me" Vanoss says, his voice getting closer. I turn around and face place my back against the wall, his figure in the dingy yellow light, he places his hands on the bed, the only thing separating us. A smile forms on his face, "Ever since you've left.. I've tried to get rid of it, but no one could get rid of this burning feeling in me" Vanoss says.

Empty words empty words empty words, "Let me fuck you Wildcat" Vanoss say, his voice ringing in my ears. His words don't define me, he wants a sex toy that'll obey his every word, I am not a toy for him to use at his disposal. I sink into myself, I reach behind me and knock on the wall, I hear the shower turn off, the bathroom door opens. Madison walks out drenched in water with only a towel around his waist, he looks around confused. 

I stand up and go in front of him, he looks down at me, I motion my eyes behind me to Vanoss who is staring him down. He moves to the side, allowing me to enter the bathroom. Madison closes the door, he walks over the mirror feeling his face "So.. You do want to shower together?" Madison asks. I sit on the closed toilet, "Funny" I say, I fidget my fingers. 

Madison turns to face me leaning on the sink, "Being that the only thing keeping me from blinding you is this towel, do you want to stay in here while I change?" Madison asks. I look over to him, he has his arms crossed and from the way he's standing, I can see his... I quickly stand up, Don't look don't look don't look, "I'm gonna shower" I say. I start taking off my shirt, "You want me to turn around or something?" Madison asks. I drop my shirt on the floor, "It'd be nice" I say, Madison turns around only to see a mirror that reflects the entire bathroom.

He looks around and faces a wall, trying to not look at me, I laugh to myself. I take off the rest of my clothes and get into the shower *Shower noises* I grab a towel putting it over my chest, tucking it in. I step out of the shower. Madison is looking into the mirror, he's using a razer to trim down his beard to a heavy stubble, he happens to still be in his towel. "Why do you still not have clothes on?" I ask, standing next to him. "I got distracted" Madison says.

I dig through the bag and pull out a pair of underwear, I go behind him blocking his view from the mirror, putting them on. I take off the towel, Madison looks over at my wound, he slaps the counter top and starts pulling out medical supplies. I sit on the counter top, Madison starts to address my wound, I grunt from the pain. Madison, applying alcohol and a new layer of bandages. 

I guess you can't fake being a doctor without being an actual doctor, Madison presses against the bandage, the pain causes me to jolt, grabbing onto his shoulder. Madison grabs my hip, I open my eyes to him looking at me intensely. "It... Hurts" I say, he stays quiet, his eyes slowly move down my body. His fingers dig deeper into my skin, causing me to moan quietly. "You're so soft" Madison whispers in my ear, he feels up my torso, feeling my chest. 

"I..." My mind goes blank, I watch him, his hands are rough but gentle, almost calming to the touch. Madison kisses my chest, his lips are warm, the kisses slowly move down my body. I moan quietly, covering my mouth, Madison kisses my bandage, I jolt. "I-it hurts" I whisper, Madison stops "Kisses help my wounds feel better, and from how you reacted I'll say it's the same for you" Madison says. 

He stands up straight and hands me one of his shirts, I jump off of the sink and put on the shirt, I turn around to Madison putting on a pair of sweat pants. Holy fucking shit.. I grab the bag and grab the doorknob, hesitating to open it. What are the chances that Vanoss is still there? I open the door.

Vanoss POV

I sit in the chair with my arms crossed, What's his relationship with Wildcat anyway? From what Dawn said they've haven't known each other long, I toss my head back, He had been there prior to Dawn, so they could have built a relationship during his time there. The bathroom door opens, Wildcat walks out with a bigger shirt on and Madison has only sweats. What is their relationship?

Wildcat looks at me but quickly looks away, I notice spot on his neck, Is that a.. He gets into the bed and under the covers, Madison stands over him with a confusing look on his face. I watch him as he pushes Wildcat over, Wildcat jolts up and looks at him "Hell was that for?" Wildcat asks Madison. He sits next to him leaning on the back board, "Scoot over then dumbass" Madison replies.

Wildcat moves over laying back down, He's facing me, he's so cute when he- Wildcat turns over facing Madison. I furrow my brow, Moo walks back into the room, he walks over to me "Move" Moo says. "Why?" I ask, "I refuse to sleep in a bed with you, you criminal" Moo says. I take off my shoes and get into the bed. I lay down facing Wildcat, He was always a heavy sleeper, Madison puts something down and looks down at Wildcat. 

He looks up to notice that I'm looking at them, he lays down next to Wildcat, throwing his arm over him. I watch Madison as he pulls Wildcat closer to him, I should be the one holding Wildcat. Madison moves Wildcat over him changing the direction they're facing, I watch Wildcats arm reach back and start hitting Madison. He laughs, going back to holding Wildcat, my only view is Madison's back. 

What does Wildcat mean to him?

{THIS CHAPTER IS 3 THOUSAND WORDS, NOT INCLUDING THESES ENDING WORDS! why do I do this to myself? I don't want to look this shit over, this chapter really takes place in 3 different places. I made notes on what I wanted this chapter to be about and I'm not even halfway done with it, the notes are literally 3 sentences, being a writer is funny}

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Vanoss POV

I open my eyes, rubbing my face, the bed has made me feel like as if I've slept on a plank. I sit up, I rub my forehead, I have a headache. I really need to start drinking again, if being sober and being drunk both end up with a headache in the morning there really isn't a difference. I look over to the second bed,  Madison is sat up reading a book, while Wildcat is laying down in between his legs sleep. I feel anger boil inside of me, Madison turns a page and notices me looking at the two of them, he lifts his finger and puts it to his lips, shushing me. 

Wildcat snuggles up to Madison, still in a deep sleep, he turns his head to me. Some of his hair in his face, his mouth lets out a soft snore. I smile, I look up to see Madison staring at me in a confused manner. He readjusts himself looking back at his book, "Seen that look before" Madison says quietly, trying not to wake Wildcat. 

I scoff at his words, I stand up, staggering before standing up straight. I put on my shoes and walk to the door, I stop, He's just rubbing it in, he knows what I want. I open the door and walk outside, next to the door is Moo sat on a bench, he's leaning back drinking a beer. Moo turns to me, he lets out a chuckle "Morning" Moo greets. "What time is it?" I ask, Moo looks at his watch, "Just past 4" Moo responds, I throw my head back letting out a heavy sigh. I walk over and sit next to Moo on the bench. 

I lay my head back, "They're close" I say, Moo turns to me "Who? Madison and Tyler?" Moo asks. "Yeah, they're in there clung onto each other like shit on the bottom of a shoe" I say, I lean down, rubbing between my eyes. Moo laughs, "Not much different than how you and Tyler used to be" Moo says, taking a drink from his beer. I groan, "I guess" I say, Is that really how people saw me and Wildcat? Hugged up on each other, not letting go, not caring who sees.

"Do you think they had a relationship when Wildcat was there?" I ask, turning my head to Moo. Moo turns to me, "Vanoss, my job right now isn't to make assumptions" Moo states. I sit up turning my body towards him, "Yeah, but the way they talk to each other, seems as if they've known each other before us coming into contact with Wildcat" I say, trying to piece my thoughts together. "Th-They're in there snug on each other as if Wildcat didn't just come from being with Kade this entire time" I say.

Moo puts his hand up, "Vanoss.. What is it that you want to tell me? Because you screaming your little constant updates on your Ex is causing attention to us" Moo says. What I want?  "What do you mean?" I ask. Moo lets out a heavy sigh, taking a swig of his beer, "You clearly aren't happy with the 'chemistry' between them, what do you want?" Moo asks. I look down, "I want someone who can be there for me" I say, "Why not just start going out with Dawn? You clearly don't care that we're married and you already fucked her" Moo says.

I raise my hands up defensively "OK, I told you when we got ice cream that I didn't know she was your wife, and I can't" I say, leaning back on the bench. "Why not?" Moo asks, "She's in the business" I say. A silence goes by, Moo slowly turns his head to me "What?" I ask, "I was thinking of your reaction if I hit you with my beer can" Moo says, he hit's the back of my head with his free hand. "Ow what the hell" I say, holding the back of my head.

Moo finishes his beer, "I'm not wasting a good beer on you, now Vanoss, you have literally cheated on Tyler with Dawn multiple times, for you to say that you can't get together because she's 'in the business' is bullshit because TYLER is in the same business" Moo says. He stands up stretching, "Vanoss do you know why people who cheat don't get into relationships with the person they cheated with?" Moo says. I look at him confused, Moo turns to me "Because they know they won't be able to have the same comfort they did with their original partner" Moo says.

"It's not like that it's just-" I'm cut off by Moo, "People who cheat Vanoss are greedy" Moo starts to walk closer to me. "They're greedy, they can never have 'just enough', they want to fill their own ego, knowing that they're able to get someone else. Vanoss, it's never just enough for people like that, hurting the person you love for a person that means less than nothing to you hurts, and it's a low blow to the person you're in a relationship with. Because now they're there, feeling as if they weren't enough for you, as if they did something wrong, as if they were the problem, as if they... Were the reason...".

Moo looks to the ground, he's shaken by his words, he closes his eyes and sighs, turning around and walking away from me. I'm shocked, I quickly stand. "W-where are you going?" I ask, "To make a phone call" Moo replies pulling out his phone. He disappears around a corner, I sit back down on the bench, resting my hands on my legs. I start to bounce my leg, I put my hands in my face.  Is that how Wildcat felt? Did I make it seem that it was his fault? I'm sorry... I'm so sorry Tyler.

Madison POV

I sit in the bed reading, When you have your medical degree paid for by high profile criminals, you never think that they'd actually recruit you into something. I look up from my book and around the room, Now I'm here in this dingy fucking hotel room, with boss's plaything in my lap. I lay my head back, annoyed with my predicament, Does this even count as the favor?

I furrow my brow, Dawn used her favor, to have me hand Tyler the letter, wait a second... Why the fuck am I here? At this point I'm just doing extra work, you're telling me I look like a traitor because Tyler dragged me out here? Boss is not going to believe me when I tell him this shit.

Tyler snuggles into me, his face in between my legs, I feel his cheek on my member. I jolt, I look down, Tyler has his eyes closed. He looks relaxed, It's good that he's sleeping, after all he's been through he needs it. I rub his head, Tyler turns his head to the other direction, his lips lightly brushing against my member, I grunt. Tyler moves his hands down from being wrapped around waist to my thighs, he feels around them, digging his hands into me. 

I watch him, "Sir?" I question, Tyler sits up on all fours, leaning his upper side down. I look at him confused, unsure if he was willingly doing this. He looks up at me, his seductive pose and hungry eyes teasing me. I look around the room, Moo left a while ago, and it hasn't been long since Vanoss left. Just me and Tyler, I look back down to him, he's wearing the shirt I gave him earlier, I watch him as his fingers pull at my pants string, untying them. 

I quickly grab Tyler's hand, stopping him, "What the hell are you doing?" I ask. Tyler's eyes are locked on mine, he crawls on me and starts to kiss my neck, rubbing my member through my pants. Coming closer to my ear, "It's been so long..." Tyler says then kisses my ear, I flinch. "What are you talking about?" I ask, Tyler moves his hands to my waist, pulling down my sweatpants a bit, revealing my underwear. 

He looks down, I'm getting hard, I see him smile "It looks like your friend wants to come out to play" Tyler whispers in my ear. He traces his finger down my chest, pulling at my underwear. He looks up at me, his eyes patient, waiting for me to say something. "What do you mean 'It's been so long'?" I ask, "Me and Kade... We talked about it, but the farthest we'd get is kissing" His eyes look me up and down. "And kissing can be quiet... intimate to some, so I'll spare you of that.. But this.." Tyler pulls open my Pants, revealing my member. 

They've never had sex? From Kade's history, that's a first. He starts to stroke me, his soft hands moving up and down along my shaft, I stay quiet. Tyler starts to lick my neck, his tongue is warm and wet, trailing up my neck to the top of my ear. His touch sends a shiver down my spine, I look over to him, he's staring at me intently. "Wa..augh.. Waiting for.. something?" I struggle to say. 

I watch Tyler form a smile, he crawls in front of me, scooting closer and closer our chest almost touching. "I want to feel good too" Tyler says, his face is flushed red, he leans back and lifts his legs. He pulls his shirt up, showing me his underwear, I reach my hand out grabbing his thigh, I squeeze on it. It's so soft, Tyler pushes me back with his foot, he smacks his tongue and waves his finger at me. 

I watch him as he takes off his underwear, lifting his legs up showing me this member and.. And his hole. He sits up, putting his member against mine, using both his hands to jerk us both at the same time. I jolt forward from the pleasure, I grab Tylers thigh again, I pull him into my lap, our chest rubbing against each other. I lay my head into his shoulder, Tyler lets out soft moans, trying to stay quiet. 

I pull Tyler closer to me, I feel my tip rub against his belly button, "Uagh.. F-fuck" I moan out. His smell fills my senses, I grab his hands with my free hand, and start to guide his stokes. Moving slower, I look at Tyler's neck, I open my mouth tempted to bite it. My breath heavy on his soft skin, "Ah.. Ahh.. F-faster.. Faster" Tyler asks, I move closer to his neck. 

He said that he wouldn't kiss, would it be ok if I kissed him first? Earlier he tongue fucked my ear, but that doesn't really count as a kiss... Does it? I mean kissing is a whole different motion, maybe he meant no kissing on the mouth, so maybe neck kisses are fine? "P-Please... ah.. F-faster please" Tyler begs, I dig my fingers in his thigh, biting into shoulder.

"AUWGGgg" Tyler screams out in pleasure, I moan along with him, sending the vibrations of my voice into his soft skin. We both cum, I rest my body on Tylers, both of us heavily breathing, Tyler lets out soft moans into my ear. I release the grip I have on his thigh, and move my hand up to his waist, I pull Tyler off of me. He falls back onto the bed, his breathing rapid, his chest covered in our ejaculate.

I lean down and lick his chest, going over his nipple, causing him to jolt. He covers my mouth and pushes me back, covering his face in embarrassment. "I..I'm.." I interrupt him, "I'm sorry" I say, he peeks through his fingers to look at me. "W-what?" He asks, "You said no kisses, and I left this" I run my finger over my bite mark "Ahhmm" Tyler moans out. He's sensitive, "B-but you didn't-" I lift Tyler's leg, kissing it, I look down at him "I'm so.. so very sorry" I say continuing to kiss his leg. 

Vanoss POV

I sit on the bench, After that speech I wonder what Moo is doing, I've only seen him like that when he defended Lui that one time. I let out a sigh, Lui.. Hope you're safe up there, I know last time I tried to talk to you, I wasn't at my best. I rub the back of my neck, "But I'm trying bud" I say. 

I stand up and walk up to the door, I stand there, I wonder how other people saw me and Tyler. I chuckle under my breath, I wish I could show you how I saw you, that way you'd know.. That I think you're beautiful and.. "It's not your fault" I say quietly. I grab the door handle, "AUWGGgg" I pause, Tyler? I lean my ear to the door, listening intently, Madison is probably just watching some weird shit on the T.V, how dare he watch porn while Wildcat lays on him. 

 "Ahhmm" I hear Wildcat scream out again, I stand up, I'm shocked. "They do have a history" I say quietly, I shake my head, grabbing it, "It's fine, this is fine Vanoss, Wildcat isn't yours, he's his own person and if he.. Wants someone else.. That's fine" I say slightly louder. I shake off my nervousness, I cough clearing my throat, and try to turn the doorknob, Locked. I knock on he door "I'd like to get back into the room my shits in, if one of you could unlock the door, you'd be doing both of us a favor" 

{Whoops, sorry about that missed week lol}

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Tyler POV

I watch Madison kiss my leg, he kisses it softly, I continue to cover my face. "I'm sorry" Madison says, he then kisses my leg, "I'm so very sorry Tyler" Madison looks at me intently. I sit up, sitting on his lap wrapping my arms around him, he grabs my thighs. Him looking up at me and me looking down at him, both of us breathless. I put our noses together, I begin moving up and down slowly, rubbing my member on his again. 

"M-more.. I want more" I whisper to him, I see Madison smile, he moves me up and rubs his tip against my hole."You want me to put it in?" Madison whispers to me, "Y..Y-yes.. Y-yes" I beg, Madison kisses the bite mark he gave me. I moan, excited.

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*

Madison stops, quickly whipping his attention to the side. I stare at him desperately, feel his tip on my hole. I want more, give me more, Madison throws me back on the bed. I watch him as he tries to get off of the bed, I grab his arm pulling him back on the bed. I get on top of him and I start grinding our members together, I lean down and start kissing on his neck. "COMING, ONE MINUTE" Madison yells out, he rolls us off the bed onto the floor.

I fall on my back, and wrap my arms around him pulling him down, I start kissing his face. "I want you to give it to me, give it all to me" I say, madison unwraps my hands off of himself, and pins my wrist to the floor. "Tyler, snap out of it" Madison whisper yells, I bite my lip, "I want it inside me, put it in" I say. 

Madison slaps my face, my eyes widen, I grab my cheek, It stings. I look up at him, "You... Slapped me" I say, "Vanoss is at the door, and you pulled me on the ground screaming at me with fuck me eyes" Madison says. I sit up, staying quiet, he touches my face, I flinch, "I'm sorry, really" Madison says. He picks me up carrying me in the bathroom, placing me in the tub, "I really am, but I need you to clean yourself, cause you're looking like a cinnamon roll with all the glazing going on" Madison says.

I smile lightly at his corny joke, Madison grabs a wet towel, wiping off his chest. He leaves the bathroom, closing the door, I look down to my body, my chest covered. I turn on the shower, the warm water feels heavenly on my body. I rub my chest going over my nipple, I jolt up moaning, still sensitive after all this time. I sigh, turning off the shower

I step out, drying off, putting on pants and a shirt, I walk out the bathroom with my hair soaked. Both Vanoss and Madison are on the floor, Vanoss face down with his hand behind my back, Madison on top holding him down, he turns to look at me. Vanoss has an angry look on his face, which quickly fades once he sees me. I raise my eyebrow, "Oooook" I say. I reach over to my phone and grab it, looking at my notifications.

Each one stacked on one another; 'Tyler? Where are you?' 'I promise I'm not mad Tyler, I just want a chance to talk this over' 'I didn't know that this would be such a big deal, I'm sorry Tyler' 'Tyler please come back' 'I miss you please Tyler'. *27 missed calls*

I don't know what to do, "Are you going to try to punch me again?" Madison says, "Depends on if you put a shirt on" Vanoss says. Madison let's Vanoss go, he stands up adjusting his shirt, he looks over to me. "Is that your phone" Vanoss asks me, "Yeah it is" I reply. He rushes over to me and takes my phone from me, looking at the screen, a picture of me sitting in Kade's lap pops up on it. I quickly take it back, turning away from him, "The same phone you took with you when you left?" Vanoss asks. 

I turn back with a confused look on my face, "Left? What are you talking about?" I ask, Vanoss lets out a nervous laugh, putting his hands on his hips. "Did you forget that you left BBS for your 'super villain' boyfriend?" Vanoss asks, I look at him shocked, "If you count the fact that you beat me, and WHILE I was bleeding on the ground you told me to leave, then yeah, I guess you could say that I 'left' " I say.

I turn away from him, What a bastard, Vanoss grabs my wrist, pulling me to face him "What is wrong with you? When we we're together you didn't act like this" Vanoss says. I furrow my brow, "When we we're together you used to hit me" I combat, Vanoss rolls his eyes, his grip on my wrist tightens. "If you stopped being a spoiled brat then I wouldn't have to" Vanoss says, I ball my fist. "HOW CAN YOU ABUSE ME AND TELL ME THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ME AND KADE WASN'T RIGHT?" I yell. 

I pull my arm away, "Because bastards like you don't deserve anything you have" Vanoss says. I take a step back from him, I fan out my arms, "WHAT DO I HAVE? TELL ME VANOSS, CAUSE LAST TIME I CHECKED I'M HERE IN THE SAME CHEAP HOTEL ROOM AS YOU" I yell at him. "Had, you had everything" Vanoss says, I put my arms down, "So you're mad over what I had? What about Dawn?" I ask. I see Vanoss Freeze, his state turns tense, "We.. I.. That was once" Vanoss says. "Not once... I know it wasn't once, you don't have to tell me details, just tell me how long" I say.

Vanoss balls his fist, grinding his teeth, "8 months" Vanoss confesses. I stare at him, Eight.. I only knew for 3, I look down at the ground. "Ok" I say, "Is that it? Ok? Aren't you angry?" Vanoss asks. I feel tears form on my face, "If I was.. Would you hit me like you used to?" I ask. Vanoss' phone goes off, he picks it up, "Hey Dawn... When?.. We'll get ready" Vanoss hangs up the phone. The room is quiet, Vanoss sighs, "Dawn is outside, get what you need and lets go" Vanoss says. He walks to the door, shooting Madison a dirty look as he leaves the room. 

"GRRAGH! HE ALWAYS DOES THIS" I turn and start to stuff the clothes in the duffle bag, Madison walks over to me, "Should I ask?" He questions. I put the strap over my shoulder, "No" I say sternly, Madison puts on clothes. We open the door, Moo is leaning on a black SUV, on his phone. I walk over to it and Moo opens the door, I climb in, Vanoss sits front passenger, Moo hops in next to me and rolls down the window. I look to him confused, "Isn't Madison coming?" I ask, Dawn lets out a hearty laugh.

"Yeah, letting Kade's doctor come with us, I think you forget that you're the reason we're here, not MaDiSoN" Dawn says. I look out the window, Madison smiles at me waving goodbye, I wave back, Moo rolls up the window and Dawn speeds off. I lean back in my seat, I am the reason they're here, my phone notification goes off. From Kade; 'Can we talk?' 'Just us' 'I just want to see your face' 'Please?' 

I let out a sigh, I text back 'Just us?' I look out the window, things blur as they move past. My phone vibrates in my hand, 'Just us, I promise'.

Time SKIP TUR-IP IP IP TURRRR - IP IP

I stand outside of the car while Vanoss fills it, Dawn and Moo are inside the store, look to be arguing. I look out in the wasteland, nothing but dust for miles, Where are they even taking me? Why am I going along with this all?  "Moo please, just listen, are we even taking this marriage seriously? At least think this through" Dawn begs Moo, I turn to look at them. "I've though about it, and I don't understand why you're so against it" Moo says, he opens the car and reaches inside. 

Dawn looks panicked, "Heh, Moo, baby, sweetheart" Dawn says, Moo rolls his eyes. "What if they get me? You know they can't make married couples testify against each other, so it's best if we just stay together!" Dawn says. Her cheery tone hurts my ears, I look back out, If I left right now would they know?  I start to slowly walk away, "I know I cheated on you and I'm sorry but please Moo don't leave me!".

Their voices fade as I walk further and further away, So loud, I keep walking till the gas station is no longer in site. The sun is going down, walking by myself, I look down to my feet, they hurt. I look in the distance, There he is. I walk towards him, the closer I get the more I can see. Kade's face is riddled in sadness, I stand in front of him. I ball my fist, letting them go, "Hey" I say. "Tyler I-" I hold my hand up stopping him, "I'm sorry" I apologize. 

What's the point of running? "No, it was wrong of me to do what I did, I'm sorry" Kade says, hanging his head. I walk over to him, his look is full of sadness and regret, I pull his face down and put my forehead on his, I close my eyes. "I'm sorry Kade, I'm really sorry for leaving you" I say, Kade grabs my hands that holds his face. "I love you" Kade tells me, I open my eyes, he's looking at me intently.

Kade loves me, Kade tells me he loves me, Kade shows that he loves me, Kade proved that he loves me. "I love you more" I say, Kade forms a soft smile, laughing, I watch as  tears fall out of his eyes. I laugh back, kissing his tears, "I don't think you could" Kade jokes. 

"You love him?" I pause, feeling a shiver down my spine, Kade still looking into my eyes, as if he hasn't heard the voice. My thoughts are getting out of hand, I'm not crazy. "You said.. You loved him" That isn't in my head, I turn around. There stood, next to the SUV, Vanoss?

{Another chapter done, y'know I got a new space man phone case and I'm very happy about it}

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Vanoss POV

"You just told him that you loved him" I say, shocked. Wildcat is just stood there, back in Kade's arms after everything we went through to get him out. I watch them, a look of fear washes over Wildcat's face, "Vanoss... What are you-" I slowly walk closer. Wildcat let's go of Kade and runs up to me, "You told that.. That monster that you loved him" I say, surprised by what I'm seeing. Kade laughs, I stop walking, Wildcat turns to him. 

"Monster? Heh, I'm the monster.." Kade says, his laugh getting slightly louder and more crazy. "Kade?" Wildcat asks, "What makes you any different?" Kade asks. I scoff, How could I be a monster? I'm the pure definition of good. "What do you mean? I'm good, you're bad, that's how we're different" I say proudly. Kade stands up straight, his eyes burning in mine, "Then explain what you did to Tyler" Kade combats.

I look down to Wildcat, he has his head down, fidgeting with his fingers. "Don't think that he'd forget what you did to him" Kade says, Wildcat starts to slowly back away from me. No, "Wildcat? What are you doing?" I ask, "I..I-I'm not Wildcat" he says quietly. He backs into Kade, No no no no, he's mine, only mine. I pull out my gun and point it towards him "Come back to me, now" I demand.

Tyler POV

My eyes widen, I quickly fan my arms out, shielding Kade, "DON'T" I yell out. I look at Vanoss, "Say it" Vanoss orders, "W-what?" I ask, "Say that you love me". I stare at him in shock, "Vanoss.. I don't.. love you" I say quietly, Vanoss looks to be agitated. "I didn't bring you into this for you to not listen to my orders, say it" Vanoss says. 

I pause, I lower my hands, standing up straight, "You.. You did bring me into this.. You also did a lot of other things that I didn't want" I say, I start to walk closer to him. "You brought me into this.. And and you get mad at me when I don't know what I'm doing" I say. "Wildcat stop playing and get in the-" I interrupt him, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING VANOSS, you brought me into the gang because you were scared that in the time I wasn't with you, that I'd find someone else. Vanoss I'm scared, before you I didn't know anything about this, before you I wasn't even aware that this much crime happened in Los Santos."

I grab my head, It was a lie, it was all lies, I'm so stupid. "I'll say it then, I LOVE YOU, IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR? I-LOVE-YOU, it's clear that you love me so what's the point in anything, right? We love each other, so you'll listen to me right? You'll put the gun down because I love you and you love me right?" I ask. My motions frantic, Vanoss is shocked that I'm yelling at him. He tightens the grip he has on the pistol. No, you only want me to put the gun down  because you still love him". 

Vanoss aims the gun to Kade, my eyes widen, "No no no, I don't love him, I love you, but that doesn't mean that he should die" I say. 

Vanoss POV

What do I do? When Wildcat left, I didn't expect him to meet up with him...

What does one do in this situation?

  Should I shoot him? Why am I here? No, why is Wildcat here? I went through so many things but here he is leaving me again, what do I do? I should shoot him, that way Wildcat will have no other choice but to come back to me. 

God I love him, he's so beautiful, I want him.  Don't shoot him, but the last time he was shot, he's here and alive. I don't want to shoot him, 

Please don't make me do this... 

"Wildcat... Kade shot you, yet you're here in his arms" I say, trying to salvage what I can of our relationship. He places his hands on his head, "N-no, he wouldn't do that to me, Kade wouldn't hurt me" He says. Kade stands silently behind him, not intervening in our argument, "Y-you shot me, you did, n-not him" Wildcat convinces himself.  It's clear Wildcat sees me as an enemy, there's no point in trying to tell him something that he just won't believe. What do I do?

I grip the gun tighter, Kade's stares at Wildcat with a deadpan face, waiting for something to happen. "Is that what he told you?" I ask, Wildcat looks up, his face looks a bit annoyed with my question. "It's what I believe, and I have to say I trust him more than you" Wildcat argues, I clench my free hand. "I'm trying to get you out-" Wildcat rolls his head back, "Out of what Evan? Out of a relationship that I'm clearly happier in? Why did I even go this far with you.." Wildcat says.

You came with me because there's a chance.. A chance for us, "Wildcat we-" My words trigger an angry grunt for him. "I'M NOT WILDCAT, OK? Wildcat is a stupid fucking pet name that reminds me of how sad and useless I used to be. Get it through your mind, there is no 'we' Evan, only me, anything else is no longer your concern." Wildcat stops and looks down, I get a bit nervous, "Throughout our time apart, I couldn't stop thinking of you" Wildcat says.

My heart skips a beat, my eyes relax, My love.. He.. I shut my eyes, twitching my head to the side trying to subdue the smile forming on my face. Calm down, I look back up, holding the gun steady. "The day I left was the day that everything became clear, why you said the things you said, why you did the things you did" Wildcat grabs his shirt, rubbing the fabric between his fingers.

His breaths heavy on his chest, "It... It was like opening my eyes for the first time" Wildcat walks closer to me, his eyes trained on the ground. "The first time I could actually see my worth, that I was seen more than my owners plaything, that I had a purpose". He looks up at me, his face soft with tears "I loved that feeling, becoming so addicted to the simple euphoria it gave me... That I became more vulnerable than I used to be.. Evan I don't know what I'm doing.. To be completely honest I've never known, but knowing you, I could be drugged and thrown in the dirt and you'd still call me useless" Wildcat says quietly.

I watch him as he wipes a tear from his face, I'm sorry, "This is hard to admit, but to be completely honest Evan, I'm lost" Wildcat stands in front of me. He looks to my gun, pressing his forehead to the end of the gun. I watch tears fall from his face, "I-I'm sorry.. I tried, I really did, but I can't do this anymore, I can't pretend I'm something I'm not" Wildcat says. 

I stare at him lovingly, I'm lost without you too, "I..I-" He stutters. "I miss you" We both say. Wildcat's eyes widen, he hangs his head. He misses me, he thinks about me, I miss you so much, I've regretted everything ever since. "I love you" I blurt out, Wildcat stays quiet, I feel slightly embarrassed from my desperate sounding words. Does he love me too? He said he did but... 

I grip the trigger, Just listen to what he says, He steps back from me. "Wh.. What are you doing?" I ask.

Tyler POV

"I don't know if I'm capable" I say, My side feels weird, "I know that I can show love, but I don't know if I'm capable of being loved" I say. I look back to Kade, he's looking to the ground, tears falling from his eyes. I walk back towards Kade standing in front of him, I cup his face, "Sometimes I wish... I could somehow.. Just somehow, live in between" I whisper to him. "Is.. Is this it?" Kade asks, I chuckle softly, kissing his tears, "No" I say.

Kade grabs my face, his teary eyes look into mine, I never want to see you cry. I pull Kade in, kissing him passionately, the connection feels strong between us. Us... Between us, Kade wraps his arms around me, pulling us together. The warmth of his body comforts me, Only us... Our lips disconnect, putting our heads together. I watch Kade smile, "I love you Tyler" Kade says. I giggle in his arms, "I lo-".

A bullet flies past my head, What just happened?  

{Yeahhhhhh, didn't think that I'd upload didn't you, THINK AGAIN, I actually finished this on saturday so BITE ME}

{More recent author here! Congratulations! This chapter completes the move to this site, No this isn't the end of the story, there is more to be done. I (Try to) upload every Saturday, and if anyone tells you otherwise, they're a liar}

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Tyler POV

A bullet flies past my head, What just happened? I look behind me, Vanoss is standing with smoke coming from his gun, I feel around. He didn't shoot me, I feel Kades arms release from around me. I turn to see Kade fall to the ground, my heart drops. I drop to the ground, I pick up Kade in my arms, "KADE!" I yell out.  I feel the rush of tears from my eyes, I pull him closer to me, blood seeping through his shirt.

"Kade baby.. Look at me.. Look at me please" I say, Kade looks over, the look of pain in his eyes. "That's it, you're good" I say, Kade reaches over and pushes my hair behind my ear, softly caressing my face. His silence scares me, "P-please say something" I beg, Kade smiles at me, "K-Kade?" I say. 

"I (cough) I never really thought that I'd see the moment... That someone would be there for me when I fall (Coughs, worse than the last one)" Kade says weakly, I let out a soft laugh, which stays hidden behind my cries. Kade wipes my tears, I move my hand over the bullet wound in his chest, applying pressure onto it. He jolts up, lying back into my arms, his breathing heavy, "I-I can't lose you.." I say softly.

"Some.. days.. I wish that I could just.. Sit with you like this" Kade says, "Just us... Together in a field" Kade says, letting out a soft cough. "Like now?" I ask quietly, Kade looks around and back at me "Preferably.. With grass" Kade says. He lets out a laugh, coughing right after. 

I bring Kade closer to me, "I.. Love you Kade" I say, a dark shadow cast over us. Kade's eyes go dark, he lifts his arm and brings my face closer to his, kissing me deeply. I get pulled back by a hand, I drop Kade, watching him fall to the ground. I feel a rush of sadness wash over me, "NOO" I yell out, I reach for him, being pulled back from my arm. I look behind me, Vanoss pulls me towards the SUV, "NO PLEASE LET ME HOLD HIM, PLEASE DON'T DO THIS" I cry out.

I look back over to Kade, he's laid in the dirt, with his hand reaching towards me. I start to fight Vanoss, pulling away from him, "PLEASE LET ME GO TO HIM, HE NEEDS ME" I yell out. "No" Vanoss says, his voice darker than I remember, too distracted by my fear of loss as I continue to try break out of his grip. I have to get to him, I can't lose him, I yank my arms from Vanoss' grip, I begin to crawl towards Kade. 

I feel a kick in my back, causing me to fall, Vanoss presses down on me with his foot. I reach out my hand towards Kade, "K-Kade..." I say weakly, breathing hard with Vanoss applying pressure on my back.

Vanoss POV

I pull out my cigarettes from my pocket and light one, puffing it, looking down at Wildcat. I feel him trying to pull himself from under his foot, I blow out the smoke, putting my weight down on his back. "ARguh" Wildcat says in pain, His voice is so beautiful, I take another puff of my cigarette, I crouch down, blowing the smoke on the back of his neck. Wildcat flinches, letting out a quiet cough, How dramatic.

I look up to Kade, the blood flowing quickly from his shoulder, staining his pretty white shirt. He weakly reaches out to Wildcat, I scoff, "How pathetic" I say. I grab Wildcat, turning him over, He starts to struggle. I hold the cigarette in my mouth, grabbing hold of his arms, pining both of them with one of my hands. He stops struggling, tightly holding his eyes shut, "No point in trying to escape, kitty" I say sweetly. 

I take out my cig with my free hand, putting it out in the dirt, I look back to him. I blow smoke in his face, he turns his head to avoid the smoke. I look at his helpless body under me, his chest moving rapidly from his breaths, I touch his face. Soft, Wildcat quickly opens his eyes, the blue in his eyes melt my heart. 

Tears start to flow out of his eyes, he looks up at me scared, he begins to shake. "P-p-please...I-I want-" I cut him off, "I want you" I say. I look back up at Kade, he's slowly making his way over to us, holding where I shot him, dragging his body across the dry terrain. "A persistant mother fucker isn't he?" I say, I start to caress Wildcats hand with my thumb. "E-evan..." Wildcat quietly says.

Flashback timeeeeeeeee, but a more recent one 

Moo POV

"Eight fucking dollars for a 24 pack of gum is a crime itself" I say, paying for the gum, walking out of the store. I look to the gas pumps and notice the car gone, I survey the area. "What.. The.. Absolute... Fuck" I say out loud, I take out my phone and call Evan. Ringgg.. Ringgg.. ringg- click, "Hello?" Evan answers. "I don't know how you forget the only other person you brought with you" I say in a annoyed tone, "Wildcat is gone and the only reason he would leave is because of him" Vanoss says. 

I roll my eyes back into my head, thinking of our conversation we had last night at the motel, "So the possibility of him being in the bathroom is just out of the question?" I ask. A silence goes by for a moment, "Did you actually not check-" I was cut off, "NAH NAH NAH NAH I SEE HIM RIGHT NOW, and he's... he's...". 

"What?" I ask, "He's beautiful" Evan says, I hear the sound of the car door open and close. "Hello? Evan? What's happening?" I ask, the call disconnects, I look around, running over to a car sat a pump. I lean into the drivers side window, "Hey could I borrow your ride?" I ask. 

Flashback OVER!

I stop the car next to the SUV, nearby I see Evan on the ground with Kade  few feet from him, looks to be crawling towards him. I step out of the car, putting on my sunglasses, I start to walk over to Evan. What even happened that caused all of this?  Evan brought Tyler into the crew, things were fine from what I saw, I mean there were arguments here and there but Evan could never hold a grudge towards Tyler.

The closer I am to Evan, it becomes more clear to me what Evan is doing, I squint my eyes looking closer. I stand over them, "I-I-I don't want..." Tyler please, his face riddled with tears. He looks up and notices me, his eyes dilate, As if they were the reason... I grab Evan by his shirt collar and pull him back off of Tyler. Evan falls on his back, he angrily looks up, his expression quickly changes when he recognizes me.

"What do you think you're doing?" I ask Evan, placing my hands inside of my pockets. I watch him stumble to get up, "M-Moo I.. Well Wildcat-" I cup him off, "Tyler" I reply. Evan lets out a nervous laugh, "R-right Tyler, well he ran off and you know how we came all this way just to take him away from this" Evan tries to reason. I turn to look at Tyler, he's choking on his tears, past him Kade is slowly getting closer. 

Vanoss POV

"When will it be enough for you?" Moo asks me, I look over to Tyler, he flips himself over crawling to Kade's side. What a fucking bitch, I start to walk over to him only to have Moo grab my hand, I look back at him. "What will it take?" Moo asks, I snatch my wrist back, "What are you even talking about?" I reply. "What will it take for you to get the fact that maybe, just maybe that Tyler has moved on?" Moo suggests.

I look back over to Tyler, he's holding Kade in his arms, his cries are soft as he holds him close. Moo pushes my arm getting my attention, "Look at me Evan, not Tyler, not Kade, me" Moo says. He walks closer to me, "What is it? Money? I have money Evan, you can have it all, power? I recuse myself as shadow leader of the BBS, now you can be the only person who makes decisions for the crew, you want a lover? Have Dawn..." Moo says sporadically.

Moo looks down, "Moo, you're.." I stop myself. What could I possibly say to excuse this behavior? 

Tyler POV

I crawl back to Kade, I hold him in my arms, "K-kade.. I'm here now, please look at me" I plea. Kade weakly opens his eyes, I let out a sigh of relief, "Thank god, I'm sorry that this happened =, I'm sorry that I got mad, I'm sorry I left, We can go back now and I can be a good boy and love you and give you kisses like I used to and and and.." My rambling gets cut off. Kade reaches up and grabs my face, I hold his hand, kissing his palm. 

I feel tears start to flow down my face, "I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry" My apology buried into his hand. Kade brushes my tear, I open look down at him, "No.. I'm.. Sorry I drove you away" Kade says. He starts to cough, I hold him closer, "You didn't drive me away" I say, feeling a bit regretful. 

Please don't do this, stay here, with me, I don't know what I'd do without you. Kade wipes my eyes once more, "T.. Tyler ever since you came into my life... Things have just been so much easier to deal with.. Knowing I'm able to see you after everyday" Kade says weakly. I laugh softly, "And you're going to see me more, j-just get up and we can go home" I said desperately. He shakes his head, "I... Can't.." Kade says. 

"W-what do you mean you can't? You just have to get up, please get up, please" I beg. Kade coughs, his hand lets go of my face, dropping to the ground, my eyes go wide. "K-kade?" I say softly, his body goes limp. I shake him, "K-kade?" I say slightly louder, I lift his head, making it face me. "Kade stop messing around" I slap his face, he doesn't react.

Kade... Was dead.

{WHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I am officially a high school grad, Also sorry for the break, things we're very hectic. I did not look over this, it's probably really shit.}

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Vanoss POV

Shit...

Me and Moo watch Wildcat from a distance, he lets Kade fall from his arms, no reaction, just... Nothing. "What.. Did you do?" Moo asks, Wildcat stands, looking down at Kade. I've been here before, I know all too well what he's going to do. I stretch my neck, "I mean, wasn't taking down Kade the plan from the start?" I ask Moo. I turn back to him, he still shows a shocked expression, "As far as I know, this is just a successful mission". 

 I start to walk over to my gun and walk over to Wildcat, "Uhm... Evan? I don't think this is a good idea" Moo says, he watches me. I flip him off, I walk over to Wildcat, standing next to him. I look down at Kade, his body just lying there. How sad and pathetic, I look at Wildcat, his face is a mess. His tears dropping off his chin, not sure that he knows I'm this close to him yet.

"I never thought that it'd be this easy" I reach out for Wildcat's hand, as soon as I touch it, he jerk his hand away and looks at me. He sees me and grabs his chest, I furrow my brow, I take a breath and calm down. "Well since the whole reason we were going across the border is well.... Dead, we can go home now" I say. I form a smile on my face, I offer my hand to Wildcat "Shall we?" I ask happily.

Tyler POV

I look down to his hand, rough, corse, and offering itself to me on a platter. Kade is dead, his hands, the same hands that held the gun that shot Kade. Your Kade, His fingers, the same fingers that balled together when things went wrong, and hit you. My Kade, His arm, the same arm he used to hold me back, to keep me from leaving. My Kade, his face, his lovestruck eyes that looked at me, no swooned me into submission. His mouth, that spewed lies that fell from his lips when he said that he... Loved me.

It feels dirty, thinking these kind of thoughts, of what I thought I saw. He's always been like this, he hasn't changed. No matter how I want to see him, he'll always be the same. I stare at his hand, hesitant, I realize that I've been crying when a tear falls on my hand.

I look up at him, his look is worried but I know his intentions. "W.. What more do you want?" I ask quietly, he raises his eyebrow, "What?" Vanoss asks. I get an uneasy feeling in my stomach, I stand straight, "I left my family to be with you, so I can't run back, I was abused, so I left, I found someone who truly loved me and... You took that from me" I say, I look down. 

"So.. What do you want from me?" I ask again, looking back up to him, Vanoss lowers his hand to his side. "I've told you what I want, I want-" I interrupt him, "Me?" I say. I reach over and grab his hands, intertwining his fingers with mine, "Could I.. tell you what I want?" I ask.

Vanoss POV

My heart feels like it's beating out of my chest when Wildcat holds my hands, I look up from our hands to his face. I step closer, He's so beautiful, my gaze softens as I stare deep into his eyes. I miss when he would look up at me like this, his face is so soft, I miss those times. I smile down at him, "Vanoss? Vanoss!" Wildcat yells, I shake my head. "Y-yeah?" I ask, "Can I tell you what.. I want?" He asks. I smile down at him, "What does my Wildcat want?" I ask.

Tyler POV

Stay calm, don't panic, I move closer to Vanoss, moving my hands up his body holding onto his face. Not front, I pull in his face, making our noses touch. You can do this, keep your cool Tyler, "I-I-I want... Kisses" I say. Vanoss smiles down at me, he grabs my chin "Anything for my Wildcat" Vanoss says. He moves in with his lips, I jolt my head back.

"NO!.. I-I mean.. n-no, neck kisses, you know I love those" I say, Damnit Tyler, keep your cool. Vanoss looks a bit weirded out by my sudden outburst, but he smiles, leaning into my neck. Thinking further into this, telling Vanoss to kiss my neck wasn't the best idea... As soon as Vanoss' lips touch my neck, I feel my body melt.

The warmth of his lips, kissing my neck, softly licking it. "F-fuck" I say quietly. Tyler this is not keeping it cool, don't let him break you,  "Still your soft spot huh? You still like this being touched?" Vanoss asks. He slides his hand down my back on my ass, pressing his ring and middle finger on my hole. "argh ahh ah" I moan out, Please stay focused.

Vanoss POV

I love you, I love your touch, I love your smell, I love skin, I love this, I love you. I kiss his neck softly, slowly getting rougher, I feel Wildcat's hands around me. His hands dig under my shirt, his hands cold on my skin, but I don't mind... God, I never realized how cold his hands were, I guess when they're in mine they heat up quick. I smile into his neck, going back to kissing it.

Tyler moves his hands down, feeling around the waist of my pants, digging his fingers into them. He must be desperate, him and Kade must not have done it, makes sense, the way I sunk my teeth into him. He better not have forgotten, I look at his neck, hickeys slowly forming.

I want him to remember this, I open my mouth, my breath heavy on his neck, I want this moment to be engraved in his memory, the day that I won... I'm pushed back and I fall to the ground. "ARGH, what the fuc-" I look up, Wildcat is looking down at me holding, "My.. Gun?".

Tyler POV

Don't panic don't panic don't panic, this is good, you somehow got the upper hand on your ex-boyfriend slash stalker? Is he a stalker? I mean from the things he said today it  does kind of seem like that doesn- I shake my head. I aim the gun at Vanoss' head, Focus, "What are you doing Wil-" I jolt the gun forward. "TYLER.. For the last time, it's Tyler" I say.

His gaze turns dark, he sit's up, "D-don't move" I say, the gun shaky in my hands. I watch him scoff, he stands up, dusting himself off. I keep the gun trained to his head, "STOP MOVING" I yell out, Calm down Tyler, stay cool. Vanoss looks at me, standing 10 feet away from me, "Why should I? You're not going to shoot me".

I grip the gun in my hands, I take a breath, "I-I will, if I have to" I say. I hear Vanoss scoff turning his head away, "Well what are you going to do then? You have the gun, a refreshing perspective to see say the least" Vanoss says. He looks back to me, his demeter seems relaxed.

"What reason do you even have to shoot me? Because I hit you? Because when we were together you used to do the stupidest things that I'd have to hit you for?" Vanoss says. A worried feeling washes over me, "S-shut up" I say quietly. "Why? Because I would deny all of your childish little dates that you wanted to go on? I'm almost sorry to say, but we aren't 14 Wildcat, your bullshit little outings did nothing for me".

With each word Vanoss stepped closer, I step back, I don't want to shoot you Evan. "S-shut up" I say slightly louder, Vanoss seems to just get angrier. "WHY? Because I cheated on you? I mean Dawn was a cheap fuck, but you basically pushed me into her arms" Vanoss says. I feel a tear fall from my eye, I quickly wipe it and re-aim the gun towards Vanoss.

"Shut up" I say, Vanoss stops walking, he leans forward putting his hands on his knees. He shows me a pouty face, "Or is it because of Kade?" He says mockingly, I tense up, gripping the gun. Vanoss drops his head, "Heh.. he.. ha.. hahaha" He stand up straight putting his hand on his forehead. "So that is what this is all about?"

"How dumb can you be?" He says, I raise my eyebrow, "What are you talking about, dumb? W-what was dumb?" I ask. His smile quickly fades, "It's dumb to think how anyone could love someone so fucking worthless" He says. What is he talking about? "But you-" He interrupts me, "But what? But I said that I loved you? Makes sense, you are desperate enough to believe the bullshit I said to get into your pants".

I stay quiet, "Shocked that this is what it's about, I mean, you did kill a few of your own friends" Vanoss says. I look down, That's not your fault, "That... Was the right thing to do-" I say nervously. Vanoss snaps his fingers and points at me, "EXACTLY!" He smiles as he says this. "The right thing to do, like when Icarus reached for the sun knowing what hubris said, but he reached and reached and eventually his wings melted.. And he fell, hard".

Vanoss lets out another laugh, "But you're not wax are you? You're a small man that clings to anyone that says those pretty little words" Vanoss says. His words condescending, He slowly steps closer to me, "I love you Wildcat... No, I love you Tyler" Vanoss words pierce my heart. "Is that your weak spot? Your name?" He asks, I stay quiet.

You can't let his empty words get to you, it's too late to listen, he's already said that he doesn't love you. "No you don't" I say, Vanoss still walking closer to me, "I love you Tyler, and I want you, no, I need you Tyler" Vanoss says. Don't listen to him, this doesn't mean anything, "Come back to me, cause you know that no one will ever love you, how I love you".

Vanoss smiles fades, he looks me up and down, I get nervous "I love...". Not finishing what he has to say Vanoss lunges at me, my eyes go wide and I pull the trigger.

A single shot lets off...

1 bullet...

1...

{Hello! Don't mind me, just trying to get back into the swing of things, I'm also planning like 3 fanfics that I thought of when I woke up in a cold sweat the other day. Hope you enjoyed!!}

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Evan POV

What is going on? I lift my head, I see wildcat, sitting on the ground holding the gun at me. I feel anger boil inside of me, I grit my teeth. "Y-you stupid.. Bitch" I angrily say, I try to get up, falling back down on my stomach. I feel a sharp pain in my abdomen, I hold my stomach, a wet feeling covers my hand. "What is.." I look at my hand, Blood, I look up at Wildcat. The gun in his hand is smoking, and his face is riddled with tears, "You.. shot me" I say shocked.

Wildcat stays quiet, keeping the gun aimed at me, "How.. Fucking dare you" I say to him. I grab the dirt, pulling myself towards him, each movement I feel the blood spilling onto the sand and rocks. I try to ignore the pain, Wildcat betrayed you, he's trying to take you down, he is your enemy.

I grab his foot, he lifts the gun in the air, I pull him under me, I reach for the gun. "Give me the gun NOW!" I yell out to him, he struggles, pulling the gun from me and throwing it to the side. I grab his neck, with both of my hands, I sit up over him, pressing down. Wildcat struggles under me, he grasp my hand, trying to free his airway.

I hate to do this, but it's the only way you listen, I grit my teeth as my veins pop out of my arms. Wildcat starts to hit my arms, as if he's tapping out. "Oh no, not this time"

Tyler POV

Vanoss holds a fist up in the air, holding my neck, I grip his wrist trying to pull it off. "You never listen no matter how hard I hit you" Vanoss says, his eyes dark, his tone scary. "So I'm going to beat you until you learn" Vanoss states, my eyes widen. This isn't the worst you've been through, I feel tears form in my eyes as I look up at him. 

Vanoss has a history of this, I guess I should have expected this of him. Vanoss' fist comes down. It's fine, this is fine, he's not hitting you because he hates you, Vanoss' swings his fist, hitting me across my face. For a moment, the pressure on my neck lets up allowing me to breath for a second. 

The pressure lays back on my neck, the pain on my face becomes noticeable. I feel my face scrunch up as I scream in pain, You'd think that after the years I put up with this, it wouldn't hurt as bad. Vanoss raises his arm back up. I cower under him, I shut my eyes tightly, This isn't your fault Tyler, he's hitting you because you just don't  understand what he wants to tell you. 

I grip Vanoss' hand, his grip on my neck lets up, I let out a shaky breath. Immediately I feel weight fall onto me, I open my eyes, Vanoss is laid on top of me. His breaths are shallow, memories flow through me, the times where we would be together in bed, doing nothing but talking for hours. He used to lay on me like this, kissing into my chest, telling me that he loves...

That all was a lie, I slowly run my hand up Vanoss' arm, I listen to his breaths. They're short, quiet, pained  whimpers. This is new, Vanoss gets pulled off of me, I sit up. Vanoss is on his back, he starts to cough up blood, his body covered, Moo is standing over him. He looks over to me, I feel worried, There's no way that Moo would hurt me, I mean he wouldn't kill me over his friend... Would he?   

Moo walks up to me, I keep my head down, avoiding eye contact. His hand reaches down towards me, I hesitantly reach up and grab it. Moo pulls me into his arms, hugging me, I eyes goes wide. He holds me tight, "I.. I'm so sorry Tyler" Moo says. "Why are you sorry?" I ask, I slowly wrap my arms around Moo, hugging him back. 

I hear a soft sadness in his voice, "I didn't see what was happening right in front of me, and it went on for so long and I'm sorry" He says. He didn't know... I grip the fabric on his shirt, "Moo..." I softly say. He lets go of me, I look up at him, his eyes scan my face. I touch my cheek, looking down, the pain from the hits still sting. 

Moo grabs my face with both of his hands, making me look up at him, his thumb brushes my hair out of my face. "You aren't alone" Moo says, I remove his hands from my face, I hold them tightly in mine. "No one is alone..." I say, I let go of his hands, turning towards where Kade is. 

Seeing his body stagnant hurts my heart, I clench my fist, taking a breath. You did it, In the distance blacked out SUVs are quickly driving over to us. They stop just before Kade's body, men step out, holding rifles. "Kade's men?" Moo asks, "Wouldn't be wrong to assume if they were" I say. A man steps out, walking over to Kade's body, he crouches down.

"D-DON'T TOUCH HIM!" I yell out to the man, they look up and start walking over to us. I tense up, "This isn't the best time to say, but I might have been being hunted by Kade's men for something I did" I say nervously. Moo looks at me "YOU WHAT?!" Moo says, he looks back up to the man, "I know, horrible timing, but at least you'll know why you died" I say, shrugging my shoulders. 

Moo rolls his eyes, "Yeah, thanks for the closure". I nod, the man walks up to me, he looks to Moo, he nods to him then looks back to me. "Mr. Wine, as you know, Kade is no longer.. Able to lead our organization, we offer you to be the next to step up" The man states. My eyes Widen, "You want me to.. Lead?" I ask, the man nods, "Yes sir" he replies.

A chance to be leader of a power entity? To finish what Kade started? To be able to change? I look down to my feet, Change? I look back up to him, "I... Don't want that.." I say. The man shows a confused look, I would too if some guy just rejected the offer of a lifetime. "Understood sir, well just so you know.." The man pulls out a card from his pocket, handing it to me.

"You will always have a place there, Mr. Wine, if you need anything, and I mean.. Anything, call" The man turns and walks back over to Kade. I watch as Kade is loaded up into one of the SUVs, I turn back to Moo. He's shocked, "You have to be a different kind of crazy to turn down that offer" Moo says. 

"Oh sorry should I have accepted? Let me call and-" Moo quickly looks over to me, "Well hold on now" Moo says. I scoff, It's over, "Hey Tyler?" Moo asks, I turn to him. "Yeah?" I respond, he rubs his neck nervously. "I was thinking about this whole.. Gang thing, and I don't think that it's a good route to be in, so if you want, we could... Just live? The whole family thing hasn't worked out for both of us, so we could just be friends" Moo rambles.

I look down, I guess I don't have a great history with family huh? I look back up at him, "I'd like that" I agree. A smile forms on my face, Moo covers my eyes with his hand, "What are you doing?" I ask. Moo starts to guide me, "I there's a difference between seeing yourself bloody and bruised and seeing someone else in the same condition" He says. 

Is he talking about... I feel my stomach turn, Stop thinking about it, calm down. Moo leads me into the car, I sit down, "Where are we going?" I ask, I remove my hands. Moo starts driving, "I honestly have no idea, I was thinking we could just buy a house in the suburbs cause city life is draining me" Moo says. 

I smile at the open road, "You wanna sit on the porch like old people do?" I say. Moo lets out a hearty laugh, "Bold of you to assume that we'd have a porch" Moo jokes. "We can create a makeshift one" I say, Moo side eye's me, "We're gonna live in a house, not a dark alleyway where the door is a ripped sheet" Moo says, I let out a laugh.

We hit a bump, "OW" a voice yells out, we both go quiet, "Hm... Tyler if you could uh.." Moo says. I clear my throat, "Y-yeah.." I turn to the backseat to see Lui on the floor, he's holding his head. "LUI!?" I yell out, Lui sits in the seat, buckling up, "What are you doing back there? On the floor no less" I ask. "I was in the gas station, I saw Vanoss speed off with the car, and I just hoped in with Moo, I would have gotten out, but Moo told me to stay in the car" Lui explains.

He looks around, "Speaking of.. Where's Vanoss?" Lui asks, I pause. "He's... Gone" I say, I look down, "I mean, he did always talk about how he didn't want to do this forever, I guess this is a greater time than ever" Lui says leaning back, his demeanor sad. I smile, "How do you feel about living with me and Moo?" I ask, Lui looks between us. His eyes widen, "R-really?" He asks, "Yeah, I mean it won't be as good as life with the gang with the gun fights~, stealth missions~".

Moo chimes in, "Losing 3 kilos of meth in the Alamo sea~" Moo says. "Yeah losing 3 kilos in the- WHAT?" I yell out shocked. "This isn't about me Tyler" Moo says, I roll my eyes. I look at Lui in the rear view mirror, "Either way, it's good to be.. Normal" I say.

Lui's eye light up, "Like... A family?" Lui asks excited, me and Moo exchanges looks, A family... Moo rolls his eyes, he nods his head towards me, in a go-ahead manner. Villains can be good, Friends can be bad... I can decide what's good... This moment, looking at the open road, with my friends, this weight lifted off my chest, This is good, this is right. 

I look to the setting sun, I never want this feeling to end, "Yeah Lui... Like a family" I say happily.

{And that's a wrap! A story that I started in 2019, four years guys. The journey of writing this has been extremely chaotic, not to mention I didn't post a single chapter in the year 2021. I'm honestly shocked how positive the response was to this story, so thank you for that! Thank you Readers and commentators, for the constant support on this story! I hope you guys will follow me to the next overly honry gay love story that I make, Thank you for reading Time Back When!}