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“Forgive me for my presumptuous empathizing!”
That’s what rang inside her head as she saw the man sitting alone in the park with her being picked up by his loving family.
Gotoh Hitori is about to enter her first year of highschool. Typically, a normal girl her age will be spending after school time with friends, going to trendy shops and cafes, or maybe even sing karaoke.
But Hitori wasn’t a typical girl. She was a recluse, a future hikikikomori. Throughout her life, she had never made a single friend. Her existence is barely acknowledged by her peers only during role calls or when they need her to get out of the way.
“Ah, I broke 30.000 subscribers.” Hitori said as she looked at her phone.
That’s right. The online place is where she belongs. “It sort of makes me not wanna go to schoo-”
“AH! GUITAR!”
Hitori’s self monologue was interrupted by a shrill voice coming from the park’s entrance. She looked up to find a girl running and stumbling towards her.
“Guitar! That’s a guitar!” the girl pointed out rather obviously. “Do you play?” The girl immediately started bombarding her with questions.
“Urk-!”
“Hey, you alright?”
I haven’t talked with anyone in so long, my voice-! Hitori internally monologued.
“Hehe, sorry for ambushing you like this. The name’s Ritsu, Tainaka Ritsu, Second year at Sakuragouka High!” She introduced herself. The girl, who now Hitori can finally get a good glimpse at (she was avoiding eye contact at all cost) has short sandy brown hair and amber colored eyes. Her glistening forehead, in turn, was exposed by the yellow headband she was wearing.
“A-ah. Hitori Gotoh.” Hitori responded as shortly as possible.
“Cool. So tell me, Hitori-chan, (“Already on first name basis???”) How good are you with that guitar?”
“Pretty decent, I guess..”
“Perfect! You see, I'm kinda in a pickle here. Actually, not just a tiny pickle, its a cucumber-sized problem! Maybe even watermelon sized!”
There’s nothing okay with her! Hitori thought to herself.
“Alright, I’ll stop beating around the bush. Please, can you play lead guitar for my band?”
Band?
“We got a concert coming up, and our lead guitarist decided that this was the perfect time to catch a cold! That idiot! Right before a big concert too! Although I guess maybe I’m somewhat to blame too cause I might have given her that cold..” Ritsu’s passionate plea slowly winds down into a quiet mumble.
Band? Concert? Hitori’s eyes begin to swirl.
“Our songs are not that hard! You see, our guitarist is kind of a beginner, so we have to write our songs around that fact, you’ll pick it up easily!” Ritsu continued her plea, hand clasped with her head bowed.
“Umm - err-”
“You’ll do it? Great! Just so happens we have a rehearsal right now! Come on, there’s no time to waste!” Ritsu immediately grabs hold of Hitori’s arm before she could even respond.
I haven’t even said anything yet!
-
So just like that, Hitori finds herself being dragged along by a girl she just met less than 10 minutes ago. They are now walking towards her high school, Sakuragouka High.
“So you come to that park often, Hitori?”
Now she’s even dropping the honorifics? Is this normal for people you just met?
“Oh, well…”
“All by yourself, too? Gee, what’s wrong with you Hitori? It’s almost like you have no friends or something!” Ritsu said cheerily.
“Urk-!” This girl had no filter, apparently. She didn’t even seem to register the effect her words just had on Hitori.
“Welp, we’re almost there, just one more turn and we’ll be in my school!” Hitori didn’t respond, and this seems to annoy Ritsu.
“Hey Hitori, what’s the deal? You know a conversation can’t happen with just one person talking without the other answering, you know!”
“A-ah, sorry, I just have nothing interesting to s-say…” Hitori manages to stutter out.
“Really? cause i can pick up a dozen interesting things on your person to talk about right now! Like, you really like the color pink, don’t you? You’re practically pink all over from head to waist! What’s the deal with the hair? Did you dye it yourself? Why do you smell like mold?” Ritsu began to rapidly ask questions after questions in succession.
“A-ah, my hair’s all natural actually, I got it from my parents..”
“Pfft, what? You’re such a kidder, Hitori! You tellin’ me that pink hair runs in your family’s genetics or somethin’? Get outta here! That sort of thing doesn’t happen in real life!”
Hitori was confused by this. Her entire family on her mother’s side has pink hair. Her mother, her little sister, even her grandma. What is Ritsu saying? That’s like saying you’ve never seen someone with natural blue hair, or you’ve never seen someone with a geometrically shaped ahoge. Those things are pretty common, Hitori would think.
“In any case, you gotta tell me what kind of hair dye you're using. I’m currently thinking of a potential hair dye prank on someone, I can just imagine the look on her face when I manage to pull it off!” Ritsu said cheekily, turning back to face the road ahead.
This girl must be a handful, Hitori thought to herself. An extrovert, already her least favorite type of person. How could someone be this talkative and cheery? It’s such a mystery to someone like Hitori. Where did all that energy come from? Maybe she can use this opportunity to learn on how to become one!! Hitori begun to sniff Ritsu. I can start by finding out what extroverts smell like!
“Huh? Hitori, are you sniffing my hair?”
“N-no..”
Oh god, she’s gonna think I'm weird now, won’t she? Please don’t think it was a mistake to invite me! Hitori thought.
I might’ve made a mistake in inviting her. Ritsu thought.
-
“We’re here!” Ritsu exclaimed, as they reached the top of the stairs. In front of them was a door that Hitori would presume leads to her clubroom.
She was not enjoying the walk through a crowded school corridor to get here. Everyone kept staring at her like she was some kind of water flea, not helped by how Ritsu kept attempting to talk to her throughout all of it with that loud voice of hers, which draws even more attention from passersby.
“Honey, I’m home!” Ritsu said as she opened the door to the clubroom.
“Ritsu, there you are!” a feminine voice answered. “So how did it go? Is Yui feeling better? Can she play with us?”
“Oh, I’ll do you something better! I got us a substitute!”
“WHAT?”
Ritsu moved out of the way to reveal Hitori, who was now in the process of breaking down, being unveiled as some kind of item.
“Ritsu, you were supposed to check up on Yui, not recruit some random person to replace her!” The other girl beckoned. Now that Ritsu’s not obscuring her view, Hitori got a clear view of the other girl. She had long black hair and a beautiful face, along with steel gray eyes.
“Oh, Mio. I got us the next best thing! Yui kinda sucked anyway, It’s always a gamble with her to see if she still even remembers how to play guitar right before a concert. This one right here, surely she’d be better at guitar than Yui.”
That was certainly a tall order, Hitori doesn’t know if she can live up to whoever this “Yui” person is. Her eyes began to swirl.
“And how would you know? Have you even heard her play?”
Ritsu opened her mouth, before abruptly closing it again. She turned towards Hitori sheepishly.
“I-uhh, crap. I might’ve forgotten to do that before bringing her here.”
“You WHAT? Ritsu, don’t tell me you just picked up some random girl off the street to be our guitarist?”
Ritsu does her best Hitori impression by going to extreme lengths to avoid eye contact.
Mio walked up to Ritsu, and proceeded to karate chop the crap out of her head, Hitori was taken aback by this sudden display of violence.
“OW! Mio-chan is so mean..” Ritsu said, nursing a cartoonishly huge head bump on her head. Wait, where did that come from?
“If you don’t want me to beat the crap out of you, you probably should stop doing stupid things, you baka!” Mio said in retaliation.
“Maa, Mio chan. I think it’s best for us to calm down and collect ourselves first. We’re probably scaring the poor girl.”
A third voice came from another girl that Hitori somehow failed to notice was also in the room with them. She had long, wavy blonde hair. Her face looks foreign, and she has two big blue eyes along with bushy eyebrows to compliment them. She noticed Hitori glancing at her and smiled warmly. Hitori immediately looked away, flustered after being caught staring.
“I think we got off on a rough start, so let’s start over shall we? Let me introduce myself, My name is Kotobuki Tsumugi, but you can just call me Mugi. I’m the keyboardist for Ho-Kago Tea Time. I assume you already know Ritsu, she’s the drummer and our club president. And this is Akiyama Mio, she’s the bassist for our band.”
Hitori just give a simple nod without making eye contact with Mugi, just to show that she’s listening. “Gotoh H-Hitori.” she responded shortly.
“We also have two guitarists in our band, one is Hirasawa Yui-chan, but she’s not feeling well at the moment, so she’s not here. The other one is, where’s- Ah, Azusa-chan, please come forward, don’t be shy.”
From the back of the room another girl that Hitori also failed to notice, (although this one might be more justifiable given her small stature.) walked up to her. She had long black hair similar to Mio, but hers was tied into two long pigtails on each side of her head. She was staring at Hitori with her huge garnet eyes.
“Oi, Nakano. It’s rude to stare, you know?” Ritsu piped up.
This seems to have brought her back. She quickly muttered an apology. “Sorry, it was just, your tracksuit, and that pink hair. It seems… familiar somehow.”
Hitori internally panicked. Oh no, what is she reminded of? An old friend? An ex? Does that mean I don't get to play in the band?
But before she can panic even more, Mugi decided to step in and asks, “Eh, does that mean you’ve met her before, Azusa-chan?”
“What? Oh - oh no, it was just, her attire kind of reminded me of something. It’s probably just a coincidence though.” Azusa said. Hitori wiped her forehead when no one was looking.
“About that pink hair though, she said that she got it from her parents! Ha, how crazy is that? A family filled with pink haired people!” Ritsu chimed in.
“Ritsu-senpai, that’s not nice.” Ah, so this Azusa-chan is younger?
“We’re getting sidetracked! Hitori-chan, was it?” Mio turned towards her.
"A-ah, yes!" Hitori said, jumping up at the mention of her name. Mio looked taken aback by this reaction for a moment, before mentally shrugging it off.
"Can you show us how you play?"
"A-ah!" Hitori felt everyone's eyes drawn to her. What do I do? I've never played for an audience of four, Scratch that! I've never played for an audience in general!
Hitori fidgets in place and mumbles incoherently. Before she can formulate a response however, Azusa interjects.
"Wait, Mio-senpai, are you serious? This is our culture festival! Are you really considering replacing Yui-senpai? You can't! It has to be her! What's the point otherwise?" Azusa said, rather passionately.
C-culture festival? Hitori had never even played for her own school festivals, and now she's expected to play for another school she stepped foot on less than five minutes ago? This revelation proved to be quite taxing for Hitori, and she began to melt under the pressure.
"It's just a precaution, Azusa. Since that baka had brought her here we might as wel- What the- WHAT'S HAPPENING TO HER?"
Everyone immediately looked at Hitori, who was literally melting under the pressure, as in, her body was liquifying.
"Wh-What the- How is she doing that?" Ritsu, who was closest to Hitori, immediately took a step back.
"Eww! I think I got some of her on my shoes!"
As the light music club watched in abject horror, Hitori began to mentally say her farewells.
So this is how it ends, I will soon be lost to the janitor's mop and bucket, and after that, Japan's sewage system. This is it, goodbye, cruel world.
As she was beginning to see the light, Hitori feel a strong scent pulling her back to earth.
Hitori opened her eyes, to find Mugi crouching next to her, carrying what seems to be a steaming teacup.
"Drink up, Hitori-chan. It's my own blend. It helps calm your nerves."
Hitori did as she was told. She drank the tea and felt her body relaxes (and more importantly, rematerialize).
"Wow, Mugi, how do you know that would work?" Hitori could faintly make out Ritsu's voice.
Mugi smiled. "I've had a lot of encounters with many different people thanks to my father's business ventures, Ricchan. This isn't the first time I've seen something like this happen."
"That sounds vaguely ominous." Azusa mumbled. Mugi just smiled mysteriously.
"A-ah, sorry, I'm up, I'm up now!" Everyone looked towards Hitori, who was now attempting to sit up.
"Well, good. So, Mio, what were you saying?"
Ritsu turned around to face Mio, only to find the spot she was standing on just moments ago empty. "What? Where's Mio?" Ritsu asked the room.
Azusa pointed towards the corner of the room, where Mio was currently crouching with her eyes closed, her hands covering her ears.
"Didn't see anything, didn't hear anything, didn't smell anything moldy." She muttered.
Ritsu sighed. "You know, under normal circumstances I would love to tease her even more, but I was honestly freaked out by that whole thing myself. Hitori, whatever that was, please never do it again. Or we'll sell you to some underground lab so they can study you! Actually, money seems to be running low currently." Ritsu began to actually consider that thought.
"Ah, yes. Sorry. Definitely won't happen again!" Hitori piped up, before Ritsu can properly reach a conclusion to that thought.
It took them a full ten minutes to calm Mio down. After she recollected herself, she turned towards Hitori.
"Hitori-chan, lets just forget any of that ever happened. Please." She added that last line weakly. Hitori nodded. She doesn't feel like there would be any reason to ever bring that up again.
"Well, can you show us how you play Hitori-chan? You can read sheet music, yes? We'll give you the sheet for the guitar parts for Fuwa-Fuwa time and you can learn it before playing it with us."
With that, Mugi handed her the sheet music for Fuwa-Fuwa time. She read the first line of the lyrics and immediately resisted the urge to barf.
Just as she feared. This band played seiyuun songs about falling in love and being young and being young and falling in love! All the topics Hitori was deathly allergic to.
Beyond that, she can't help but cringe at how overly cutesy and fluffy the choice of words being used were. "When i see you my heart goes doki-doki?" Hitori began to scratch her body as she felt her entire body itch (an action that was mirrored by Ritsu, as she also reevaluated her own sheet music for Fuwa-Fuwa time). But it's not like she had any room to criticize the choice this band made to sing seiyuun songs. Not many people would like to hear songs about how sad, lonely, and friendless you are. It's an acquired taste, Hitori muses to herself.
After a while, Hitori heard the club president beckon her.
"Hitori-chan! Ready for your debut?"
"A-ah, well, I-i.."
What do I do? I can't play in front of a crowd of four people! That's four people too many out of my comfort zone!
"I-i, well, can you all leave first so I can play?" Hitori asked lamely.
"Eh? But how are we gonna judge you if we leave?" Azusa asked.
"Uu… don't like.. being judged… other people's perception.. scary…" Hitori meekly said.
No one said anything in response to that. Oh no, did I manage to mess it up? Oh no, oh no, oh no. Well at least they barely know each other, so Hitori can just leave right now and pretend this never happened! But wait, they know her name! Well, it's decided, then. Tonight she is going to ask her parents to move their family to a different city, no, different country, with new aliases so she can start a new life free from-
"Hitori-chan. Could it be possible you're experiencing stage fright right now?"
Eh? That question came from Mugi. From what she's seen so far, Mugi can be highly perceptive about things. She really needs to be careful around her in case they ever come across each other again in the future.
"Ah, m-maybe." Hitori answered, to which Mugi gave an understanding nod.
"Stage fright? She's just like you, Mio!" Ritsu suddenly said.
"We are nothing alike!" Mio retorted, flustered. "A-ah! I didn't mean it as an insult!" Mio quickly added.
"It's okay, i wouldn't want to be compared to a water flea like myself either, haha."
"Hitori-chan, what are you talking about?"
"Well, this is a problem, how are you going to perform if you don't want to be watched?" Ritsu interjected.
"Didn't something similar to this happen last year? How did you manage to overcome your stage fright, Mio-senpai?" Azusa asked.
"Don't you remember the video from yesterday, Nakano? She did it by showing the entire school her pa-"
SMACK!
Hitori wasn't quite sure what had happened, but the next thing she knew, Ritsu was laying dead on the floor, now with two cartoonish bumps on her head. Is she really the only one finding this weird?
"Now no one will marry me…" Mio muttered.
"There, there Mio-senpai, don't mind her, you know how insufferable she can be."
"Oi, I'm dead, not deaf!"
Amidst all this chaos, Mugi walked towards Hitori, carrying something in her arms she retrieved from the closet.
"If you feel uncomfortable being watched, Hitori-chan, maybe this will help." Mugi said, handing the thing she was carrying to her.
"How is that gonna help?" Mio began to ask, but before she knew it, Hitori had already put on the full body horse costume.
"It's damp, stuffy, and smells like some old grandma. But most importantly, it hides my face. It feels just like home!" Hitori exclaimed. She began giggling uncontrollably.
"How are we feeling, Sakuragouka? Who's ready to party?" Hitori said, MC-ing to an invisible audience.
"I suppose that works." Mio said.
Azusa observed Hitori. From the two guitarists she has met so far, she's seeing two possible branching futures, and she liked neither of those outcomes.
"Well then, can you play us something Hitori-chan?" Mugi asked.
"Certainly!" She said, taking out her guitar. Out of the corner of her unblinking horse eyes, she could've sworn Azusa was giving her a scrutinizing look as she does.
Hitori took a deep breath, and then she played. With all her previous nervousness hidden behind her horsey disguise, she managed to play to the maximum of her ability. At least, that's what she liked to think.
Finally, the song came to an end, and as the last notes slowly came to a close, Hitori paused to take a breath.
The club was silent. They all seem to be judging her. She can feel some of her anxiety crawling back.
"Not bad." Mio finally commented. You still make a few mistakes here and there, but it's nothing a little practice can't fix."
Ritsu beams. "See, I told you, this was totally worth the time I saved walking to Yui's house!"
"Oh, that's not over yet. Don't think you're getting off that easy." Mio said curtly.
Ritsu gulped. "Aha, such a kidder, Mio is, ne, Mugi-chan?"
"I'm afraid you're on your own for this one, Ricchan." Mugi said, giving her that trademark closed-eyes Mugi smile.
"Oh boy, Nakano, help me out here, will you?"
Ritsu looked over towards Azusa, only to find her staring blankly at Hitori.
"Kid, you alright? I told you it's rude to stare. Or is it about the costume? Cause I don't think its normal for a girl to like horses that much, Naka-"
"You're guitarhero aren't you?" Azusa finally spoke.
"Eh, me? I don-"
"Not you, senpai! Hitori-chan!"
All eyes are now drawn towards the guitarist. Hitori, who was previously giggling to herself as she took in everyone's praises, immediately went through a complete flip of emotions upon hearing the accusation.
"Ah, I don't know what youre talking about.. ?" Hitori weakly rebutted Azusa's claim.
"You are her! The pink hair, the tracksuit, you even have the same guitar they use in all their videos! Oh my god, I can't believe I'm actually meeting you!" Azusa said with stars in her eyes.
"Ahk-" Hitori was blinded by the aura Azusa was emanating, Her Azu-aura, you could say.
"I watched all your videos! I can't believe this, can you sign my Mustang?" She said as she walked over towards her with her guitar in tow.
"I- w-well…"
"Alright kid, I don't know whats going on, but you're obviously making her uncomfortable."
"Ritsu senpai, you don't understand, it's-"
Before she could finish that sentence, the door to the club opened to reveal…
"Ya-ho!"
"Yui!" Everybody said in unison. They all moved towards the newcomer, leaving Hitori alone at the back of the room.
“Have you gotten better already?” Mio asked.
“Oh, my cold?” The newcomer (who apparently is named Yui, the girl everyone has been talking about.) said, before pulling off the worst attempt at a fake cough.
“Sounds so fake..” Azusa said dryly.
“I guess you’re fine. Huh?” Mio said.
“Mou, come to school in the morning if you’re fine. We were all worried about you!” Said Ritsu. Mugi nodded.
“I-Uhh, I suddenly feel better at the end of the day!” She attempts to defend herself.
“Nah, you just wanted to skip classes.” Ritsu retorted.
Hitori suddenly felt out of place here, as if she’s intruding on a scene she’s not supposed to be in. Feeling lost at what to do, she tries to unplug her guitar from the amp quietly, only to trip over the cables and fall to the floor.
“Oh, who is that?” Yui asked.
“Ah!” Ritsu threw a glance at the horse currently tangled up in wires on the floor. “You see Yui, we didn’t think you were going to come today, so uhh- She’s not a replacement for you! If that’s what you’re thinking, haha! We would never replace our precious guitarist!”
“Real smooth.” Mio mumbled.
“Eh…? But I’m here now, so I’m going to play, right? What’ll happen to them?”
“Oh yeah, umm.. Hey, Hitori, since Yui’s here, I guess you’re…”
“Going to play with Yui-senpai and see who’s the better guitarist!”
“EH?” Everyone said, as they turned towards Azusa.
“We can’t just send her home after everything we put her through, senpai. We should at least have her jam with all of us to make all the troubles worth.” Azusa quickly replied, blushing at the amount of attention directed towards her.
“Weren’t you the one going off about how we can’t just replace Yui just now?” Ritsu raised an eyebrow.
“Mou. Well, that’s still true.” Azusa said, blushing even deeper. “But she IS the legendary guitarhero. We can’t just send her home after what she just showed us can’t we?”
“Ah- I’m not-” Hitori attempted to speak from the pile of cables.
“What the hell is guitarhero, anyway? You never told us anything about that, Nakano.” Ritsu said over Hitori’s weak rebuttals.
Azusa looked at Ritsu like she just asked her what rice is. “Guitarhero? Only one of the most popular guitar cover channel on Ohtube? You don’t know guitarhero?”
“Well in case you haven’t noticed, kid. I'm a drummer.”
“Ah, I recall getting some of her videos on my recommended feed sometimes.” Mio added.
“She has 30.000 subscribers! How could you be in a band and not know her?”
“Alright, alright, I get it. This girl’s a big deal.” Ritsu said, throwing another glance at Hitori, who was still attempting to untangle herself.
“Are you really sure that’s her?” Ritsu said, seemingly still unconvinced.
“I am sure. Everything matches. The hair, the tracksuit, the guitar, the way she plays. She is 100% guitarhero.”
“F-fine. I am guitarhero! Can someone please help me out here?” Hitori finally buckled.
“Oh, sorry, Hitori-chan. Here, let me help you.” Mugi began to move towards Hitori, and in one move, managed to untangle Hitori and help her stand up.
She took off Hitori’s horse head, giving her the opportunity to finally get a good look at the newcomer. She has dark brown hair, with two yellow hair clip as accessories. She smiled politely as their eyes met.
“Hello, my name is Hirasawa Yui! Pleasure to meet you.” Yui said, reaching out her hand.
“Ah, Guitarhitori- I-i mean gotohhero, I-i mean, Gotoh Hitori! Pleasure to meet you t-too!” Hitori manages to finally stutter out a somewhat coherent introduction.
At this, Yui giggled. “Pleasure’s all mine, Hitori-chan! I’m sure we’re gonna be good friends!” Yui shook Hitori’s hand (Please don’t comment on how clammy it is!).
“Well then, I guess you want to see both of them play together, Azusa-chan?” Mio asked her kouhai.
“W-well… I guess, if it’s not too much trouble.” Azusa meekly said, obviously still starstruck over being in the same room as guitarhero.
“I wouldn’t mind! It sounds like fun! Doesn’t it sound like fun, Hitori-Chan?” Yui asked, facing her. Blasting her with her extrovert aura, The Yui-aura. No, that doesn’t sound quite right.
“Um, I-”
Truth to be told, she wanted nothing more but to leave this room right now. But with everyone looking at her expectantly, she buckled to peer pressure. Damn it, she wouldn’t be an introvert if she knew how to say no, would she?
“Y-yeah, that sounds like fun.” Hitori weakly said.
“Yay!” Yui cheered, taking out her guitar from its bag. It’s a Cherry sunburst traditional Les paul Gibson, which Hitori mentally noted, is quite an expensive model. Yui seems to catch on to what Hitori's gaze. “Do you like him? His name is Giita.”
“G-giita..” Hitori echoed.
“Don’t mind that, Yui can be quite odd at times. Last week she tried to name all the chairs in the club.” Ritsu said to Hitori.
“Well then, Yui-chan, you can probably play the lead guitar part for Fuwa-Fuwa time, while Hitori can play the rhythm guitar.” Is that okay with you two?”
Both of them nodded. After tuning their respective guitars, they began to play. Hitori once again puts all her effort into her playing. She liked to think she went “ham” on it (an expression she learned from one of the comments of her Ohtube videos). Next to her, Yui was playing the lead guitar part, and she seemed…. competent. Her playing sounds a bit clean and professional for her liking. Heh, they said she’s a beginner? Well, she still have so much to learn..
As the song ended, she looked towards her audience. Unlike previously, they all wore a mixed expression. Mio and Ritsu shared a glance with each other, before nodding.
“Hitori, you-” Mio began.
“You suck.” Ritsu finished.
“EHHH?” That was it, they weren’t lying when they said that hubris will be your own downfall. She fell to her knees after hearing Ritsu’s comment.
Mio glared at Ritsu. She was halfway through the motion of strangling the drummer before she noticed Hitori, who was slowly evaporating.
“W-what’s going on?” Yui asked.
“Oh, not again! Hitori, cut that out!”
Hitori immediately rematerialized. “Ah, right. Sorry.”
Yui just stared. “Is-is that- would anyone elaborate on what just happened?”
“Later.” Ritsu hastily responded. She’s not sure she even had the mental capacity to explain what just transpired.
“Senpai, you need to go easy on her! Obviously playing on your own and playing together in a band would be different. You already saw how she managed to pull off that solo before!” Azusa came to Hitori’s defense.
“Yes, I concur. Hitori-chan is a great solo player. Though when it came to playing in a band, she might still have a long way to go.” Mugi added. “Ah, there’s this helpful triangle chart about it, maybe I can draw it up on the chalkboard."
“I’m nothing more than a water-flea. A plankton Gotoh.” Hitori began to talk to herself as she crawled into a fetal position.
And so, Hitori crumbled into dust, never picking up the guitar again.
THE END.
Notes:
“W-wait. Wait! The story’s not over yet!” Mio said.
“Huh? Mio-senpai, what are you talking about?”
“I- I dont know. For a second there I felt like my life just flashed before my eyes, like all of us was about to meet our end or something.”
Ritsu glanced at Hitori and then Mio, before scooting away from both of them. (“Damn. maybe being crazy IS contagious after all.”)
“Regardless! Hitori-chan, don’t despair! It’s totally normal! Everyone would suck the first time they play in a band! Me and Ritsu was really bad the first time we played together too!”
“But you said we were pretty good..” Ritsu said. Mio glared at her. “Obviously I said that at the time to spare your feelings. We couldn’t even keep time when we played!”
While Ritsu sulked, Hitori slowly came back to life. “A-ahh, this is normal?”
“Of course! So don’t beat yourself up over it, Hitori-chan! There will be plenty more opportunities for you to improve!”
This seems to placate Hitori. She nodded, getting back to her feet.
“But that’s not something that I’m most concerned about currently.”
Eh? Was Mio just propping her up to punch her back down again?
“Yui!” Mio turned towards Yui.
“Hai!” Yui jumped at this sudden switch of focus.
Mio moved towards her, grabbing her shoulders.
“It’s way too perfect, you’re keeping tempo way too accurately! What happened?”
“N-nothing!”
“The moon is red…” Mugi chimed in, as she looked outside the window.
“What’s wrong with that? If it’s perfect, let it be. I really liked it!” Azusa perks up.
“Ah, yes. Azusa-chan is right.” Yui finally said.
“Eh?”
“That’s true.” Mugi said.
“I guess i was just confused.” Ritsu said, finally back from her sulking.
“Ritsu-san, Tsumugi-san, you’re both too worried! Isn't that right, Hitori-chan?
Silence. Somehow Hitori felt like Yui just said something incredibly wrong.
“Um-” Hitori started.
“Ritsu-san?” Ritsu asked.
“Tsumugi-san?” Mugi whispered.
“Haven’t you gone far enough, Ui-chan?” another voice piped up from the back.
“Eh? You were here?” Ritsu turned around towards the source of the voice, a woman with long brown hair and spectacles, who had somehow avoided detection from everyone in the club this entire time, quietly sipping her tea.
“W-wait!” Ritsu seemed to finally understand something.
“UI-CHAN?” Everyone, sans Hitori and the mystery woman, said in unison.
The woman slowly rises from her seat to face the others.“You can deceive everyone else, but not me, because…You have bigger boobs than Yui-chan!” The woman pointed accusingly at “Yui.”
“I-i don't know what you’re talking about!” Yui attempted to defend herself.
“Then what’s my nickname?” Azusa interrogated.
“A-azusa ni-go!”
“She’s a fake!”
Hitori was beginning to lose the thread. What is going on?? Who’s Ui-chan? Does Yui even exist?
Right as this bombshell of truth fell on the club and Hitori, the club room door opened to reveal…
“Ya-ho!” Another Yui stood at the entrance of the club.
This proves too much for poor Hitori to handle. Without warning, she popped.
Literally.
“AAAAAAHHHH!” Mio screamed.
“HITORI-CHAN?” Ui said in shock.
“Whoa… that balloon was pretty life-like…” Yui said.
-
“I’m sorry everyone. When I saw onee-chan lying sick in bed, I just couldn’t take it!”
They now were all seated at the table at the back of the clubroom. Mugi had served all of them tea, and they are currently talking about UI’s motivation in impersonating her sister.
“So you can play the guitar too, Ui-chan?” Mio asked the little sister, who is now currently nursing a slurring Yui.
“No, I just asked onee-chan to let me play a few times.”
So typical. Everyone at the table thought.
“Yeah, Ui-chan is really good, I dare say, even better than me!” Yui slurred.
“You have no idea.” Ritsu said.
“Anyway, I feel better now! So I came here so I can practice and- a-a ACHOO!” Yui sneezed right onto Ritsu’s face.
“Stop lying.” Ritsu deadpans. “Give me that.” She gestured towards the tissue box Ui was holding.
“Yui, you clearly haven’t recovered at all. Rest up until the day of the concert. We’ll all perform the concert together. Until then, don’t give up! Let’s all do our best.”
“Mio-chan…”
“Senpai…”
“Sensei, are you sure that piece of her goes there?”
“It’s an educated guess. Give me the tape.”
Mugi and Sawako meanwhile, are currently attempting to reassemble Hitori back together, which has proven to be quite a task, since the girl popped into at least 20 pieces.
“How’s it going over there?” Ritsu asked.
“We’re getting there.” Sawako answered without looking up from her handiwork. “Tape.”
“Oh yeah, Ricchan, you never told me who that girl was, and how she ended up here. Ui said she also played the guitar? I would love to hear her play.” Said Yui.
“She was pretty good on her own. Though she does have her eccentricities.” Ritsu said.
“Eccentricities is underselling it.” Azusa added. “I can’t believe I get to meet guitarhero, and she turned out to be just a normal girl! Well, "normal". In a way, it’s kind of inspiring, anyone can be a good and successful guitar player if they just try hard enough.” Azusa concluded.
“I guess that’s one way to look at it.” Ritsu said. “What do you think about all this, Mio?”
Mio just stared blankly.
“Mio?”
“I think you shouldn’t just pick random girls off the street to be our guitarist.”
“Alright then. Noted for next time.”
“And I really should beat the crap out of you later. Azusa, set a reminder for me.”
“You got it, Mio-senpai.”
-
After successfully being reassembled, (Sawako and Ritsu had argued about where the final two pieces should go.) Hitori reawakened, back to her (mostly) normal self.
“Ah, Hitori-chan. You’re awake. Please, have another cup." Mugi handed her another warm cup of tea.
“T-thank you.”
Sipping her tea, she begun taking in her surroundings. She was laid down on the couch of the clubroom, and everyone in the club were all crowded around her, including Yui, Ui, and the woman whose name she hazily caught in her limbo to be "Sawa-chan."
“Mou, Hitori, I told you not to do that! You had no idea how freaked out Mio was. She thought you died! I’ve never seen her that pale since she flas-”
"Hitori might have not died, but do you want to, Ritsu?" Mio said threateningly.
"Ah! Kidding, kidding." Ritsu hastily said.
"I'm sorry for lying to you, Hitori-chan. Let's start over, shall we? My name is Hirasawa Ui. I'm onee-chan's little sister." Ui said, properly reintroducing herself.
"That's me!" The girl next to her said. She looked nearly identical to her little sister, except now Ui was wearing her hair up in a ponytail. "Hirasawa Yui. I like tea and cakes!" Yui added, as if it's the most important thing someone ought to know about her.
"Indeed you do, onee-chan! Ui said, patting her bigger sister's head. Hitori's not sure she's quite getting the dynamic here. What she knows for sure is that Futari would never do something like that with her.
"A-ah, n-nice to meet you both, i guess?" Hitori said, still a bit lost.
"Sorry if this situation got a bit confusing, Hitori. These two are crazy, you see. Completely mental. This is just what people like them would do."
"That's not nice, Ricchan. You've probably done a lot weirder things than that." Mugi said to Ritsu.
"In any case, sorry for all the trouble we put you through, Hitori-chan." Mio said before Ritsu could rebutt Mugi. "Is there anything we can do to compensate you for all the things you went through for us?" Mio asked.
"W-well…" Hitori glanced at everyone, who was all looking down at her with a smile on their face. Oh sure, she would love to get something for everything that had happened to her this afternoon. But then again, even if they're a bit weird, (scratch that, they're REALLY weird.) they've also been very nice to her the entire time they've known each other. Hitori let out a shaky smile. "It's okay. I-i think your hospitality more than makes up for it." Hitori paused. "But even if it's a bit selfish, I- can we at least be friends? That would be my only request."
At that, everybody in the room fell silent. Hitori thought she might have messed things up again, but that was before she looked up to see all of them exchange glances and smiling even wider than before.
"That's not selfish at all! Of course we're friends, Hitori! After all that, how could we not be?" Ritsu said, to which Mio nodded.
"You don't need to worry about that, Hitori-chan. You'll always be welcome in the light music club." Mugi said.
"It would be an absolute honor to be friends with guitarhero." Azusa said, with a small blush forming on her cheeks.
"Ehhh.. Azu-nyan, I thought I was your guitar hero?" Yui said, before collapsing onto Azusa.
"What, where did you get that from? Also get off me, senpai! I don't want to catch your cold!" Azusa said, attempting to free herself from the sudden hug.
"But yeah, Hitori-cwaan. We might havent talk much, but I'd love to be your friend!" Yui said as she wrestles with Azusa to keep her in the hug.
"When the time comes, let's play again, ne, Hitori-chan?" Ui said to her.
Hitori smiled. She really didn't expect for them to accept her so willingly. She felt teary eyed at the thought of finally making friends for the first time.
"Oh, and c-can I keep the horse costume?" Hitori asked.
"Eh?" Everyone said in response.
"Oh, did you like my costume that much, Hitori-chan?" Sawa-chan, who's up till now had only been quietly observing this interaction, finally spoke. Her eyes glinted. "I think I could hook you up with something better. I have some spare maid costumes you could try-"
"WOW, WOULD YOU LOOK AT THE TIME, I REALLY NEED TO GO!" Hitori said as she gets up from the couch and moved towards the exit with unimaginable speed.
"Wait, Hitori-chan!" She looked back to find Mugi, handing her a box of cake and some tea packets.
"For all your troubles. And something to remember us by." Mugi smiled.
"T-thank you, Tsumugi-san."
"Please, i already told you, just call me Mugi. It's what my friends call me."
She accepted the present and walked out of the clubroom, looking back one last time at all the new friends she's made.
"G-goodbye everyone, I-i'll see you all tomorrow!" (Nice one, I always wanted to say that once I made a friend!) With that, she finally stepped out into the halls, leaving the club.
"Eh, what is she talking about? Does that mean she's gonna come back tomorrow?" Mio asked.
"Is she gone? Uuu… finally, I liked her, but I really needed to lie down on that couch.." Yui said, as she collapsed onto the couch, face red as a tomato.
"ONEE-CHAN?"
"SENPAI?"
"Oh geez, here we go." Ritsu, once again, had made the mistake of thinking that for once, everything was back to normal again.
Notes:
I obviously needed to change and adjust a lot of things to make this premise work, like the time period the respective series are supposed to be happening. Although both anime generally exist in a floating timeline, it can be quite easy to discern that the events of K-on is supposed to happen in early 2010s, with the absence of smartphones and things like social media and the internet, which is very much more prevalent in Bocchi the rock, which took place in the modern day present. Another thing i had to change was the location, i don't think they ever stated outright where the location of the town where K-on took place in Japan, but i would assume it's nowhere around the Shimo-Kitazawa area, so i generally avoided naming or describing the locations (outside the name of the schools).
Chapter 2: What is wrong with saying lazy?
Summary:
Ho-Kago Tea Time decides to play in a live house, which reunites them with Hitori, and introduces them to her brand new cast of colorful friends. Hilarity ensues.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“At a live house?”
It was afternoon, and Ho-kago Tea time, true to their name, is currently having tea after school in their clubroom. In the midst of their activity, Ritsu brought up the idea of playing a concert at a live house.
“Yup! I heard about it from one of my friends from Junior high.” Ritsu said.
This was big news for the club. Up until now, the biggest concert they’ve played has been on their cultural performance and start of term festivals. Playing at a live house would be the next step for them finally becoming real musicians.
“It says that it's only ten days away.” Mio said, doubt ingrained in her voice.
“We have nothing prepared.” Azusa added.
“But it sounds fun! I want to play there!” Yui piped up.
“You too, huh?” Ritsu asked enthusiastically.
“Yeah!”
“But playing in front of a huge crowd again?” Mio still seems unconvinced.
“Mio, you’ll never grow if you keep saying that.” Ritsu says, in a rare moment of wisdom.
“You look really cool when you’re playing your bass, Mio-chan!" Yui added.
“Then let’s have a vote on this..” Mio suggested. She shyly put her hands up, “Who wants to pass on it?” She asked the clubroom.
Azusa raised her hand. “Ritsu-senpai, Yui-senpai. I’m sorry.” She said apologetically.
“You’re so impudent, Azusa!” Ritsu exclaimed. “Then who votes to go?” She asked the others, raising her hand as she did so.
“Me, me, me!” Yui said, not even hesitating.
“Me!” Mugi, who up until now has been silent on the matter, also exclaimed.
“Mugi-senpai?”
“I thought you had plans with your family.” Mio said.
“Yes, but this is a rare and wonderful opportunity.” Mugi said. “Besides, I think performing together in a livehouse would be such a joyful experience.” Mugi added.
“Mugi…” Both Mio and Azusa contemplated her words.
She’s right. Mio thought.
I can’t make Mugi-senpai unhappy. Azusa thought.
Both of them slowly raise their hands. ”We’d like to perform too.”
At this, the other three brightened up. “Alright! Then we’re set on playing!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“Ya-ho!” Yui cheered.
“And we’ll be the champion!”
And that’s how the light music club decided on their first performance in a livehouse.
“By the way, Ritsu. What's the name of the live house we’ll be playing at?” Mio asked.
“It’s…” Ritsu said, before stopping herself. “Ah, I forgot what it’s called, but I do remember where it is! I’ll show you all the place tomorrow!”
-
The next day, the girls all walked through the bustling streets of an urban shopping district. Yui was in awe, gawking at all the displays they put up in the stores.
“Oi, Yui come along now!” Ritsu called after her.
“Ah, coming!”
They walked a couple more miles before Ritsu stopped in front of one of the buildings.
“We’re here!” She said, gesturing towards a descending staircase, which leads to a huge metal door.
“So this is the live house!” Yui exclaimed.
“I'm a little nervous,” said Mugi.
“Y-yeah.” Mio said.
“We’ll be fine.” Ritsu comforted. She opened the door to the live house and peeked her head in. “Excuse us!” she exclaimed into the building.
“Coming!” a soft spoken voice replied. Shortly after, a young woman with long black hair, all clad in black attire with piercings on her face, came forward to greet the band.
“Oh, hello there.” The woman spoke.
“Uh, hi! We came to sign up for this concert. We are Ho-kago Tea Time!” Ritsu said, handing the woman the flier advertising the concert that she brought with her.
“Hm, ah, yes. I know putting up those posters will help us advertise the concert to a wider audience. Tenchou’s gonna be happy about this.”
“H-hai!” Ritsu nervously said.
The dark haired woman quietly giggles to herself. “Ho-kago Tea time, eh? That’s a cute name.” She said softly, looking at the band.
At this, Yui whispered to Ritsu. “Ricchan, do you think our band name might be too fluffy?”
“The way we decide on what band will perform in this live house is that they first have to audition, and then we’ll judge their performance to see whether they’ll be a good fit for the live house or not.” The woman explained.
“E-eh? Wouldn’t a demo tape of our music suffice?” Ritsu asked.
The woman smiled. "No, I’m afraid not. If it were up to me, maybe. But this is how the manager had always run the livehouse.”
“Well then, I demand to see the manager!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“Alright. What’s this all about, then?” said a voice behind the girls.
All of them instinctively jumped, turning at the voice. It was a woman with long, blonde hair and a funny looking cowlick on top of her hair. She was looking at the girls with a stern expression in her red eyes (Wait, red?). Not expecting she would actually be facing the manager this soon, (or at all) Ritsu stumbled for words.
“I-ah, um..”
“If you got somethin' to say, kid, Spit it out. I’m a very busy woman and I don’t have all day.”
“W-we were just going to ask if we c-could schedule the audition at a later date!”
“Eh?” Everyone turned to their buchou at this complete change in demeanor.
“If that’s all, you coulda just talked to my employee about it.” She said wearily, before looking over at the dark haired woman. The woman in question gives a nervous smile.
“Ah, tenchou. You need not be so stern. You’re scaring them.”
The blonde looked away, pouting. That’s kind of a cute reaction, Yui mused. It reminds her a bit of Azusa.
“Ritsu.” Mio whispered. “We need to discuss this first, all of us. We need to know when the ideal time for an audition would be. Let’s face it, we’ve been slacking off ever since the festival. We could use some practice if we’re really serious about this.”
Ritsu opened her mouth to respond, but before she could do so, the door to the club opened as two girls their age entered.
“Onee-chan, we’re back!” one of them said. She had the same eyes and hair color as the manager, even the same funny looking cowlick (Must’ve run in the family. Huh.) But unlike the manager, who has her long hair down, Her little sister had her hair tied into a side ponytail.
“I told you not to call me that during work, Nijika.”
“Eh, but I haven’t clocked in yet!” Nijika said cheekily.
“What’s with the peanut gallery?” the other girl piped up, glancing at Ho-Kago Tea Time, who had just been standing around awkwardly. The girl had short blue hair and yellow eyes. She was looking at the group with a blank stare.
“They’re here to apply for the concert.” the dark haired woman said.
“Oh, really? Well good luck with that! My sister might look intimidating, but really she’s just a tsun, tsun, tsun, tsun, tsun, tsun..dere!”
“Excessive tsuns.” Said the blue haired girl.
“Oi! Get out of here! I’m working right now. Go bother someone else.” The manager said. Nijika stuck her tongue out and walked up with her friend to one of the tables.
“Azu-nyan, I think you should try out one of Sawa-chan’s blonde wigs the next time she dresses us up.” Yui whispered. Azusa gave her a confused look in return.
“A-ah, so, we might need to discuss when we can audition first, is that fine with you?” Ritsu said to the manager.
“Just talk with PA-san when you decide.” The manager said absentmindedly.
“Tenchou. I have a name, you know.” PA-san said.
“Well okay, cool. Gang, let’s huddle up!” Ritsu exclaimed.
The band walked up to one of the tables in the live house. Ritsu can see the manager’s sister and the other girl sitting a couple tables away from them, enraptured in their own idle chatter.
“I thought you said we could just do it with a demo tape!” Mio whispered harshly to Ritsu.
“Ah, I just thought… well, nevermind that now! We need to set the date for the audition! When do you think is the right time, girls?” Ritsu asked the band.
“We definitely need to practice, we’re in no shape to audition right now! I knew this was a bad idea.” Mio said defeatedly.
“Maa, Mio-chan, don't despair so quickly. We’ll practice as much as we need for this audition.” Mugi said in an attempt to calm her down.
Azusa nodded. “Yes! Practice! We should’ve been doing this more often in general, but this time it’s especially important!”
“Does that mean no cakes and tea tomorrow?” Yui asked innocently. Azusa glared at her.
“Well, alright. The concert is in 10 days. Perhaps we can-”
“Ah, Kita-chan, Bocchi-chan! You’re here.”
The girls turned towards the voice to see Nijika beckoning two newcomers in the club. One had bright red hair tied into a short side ponytail with emerald eyes, smiling brightly as if radiating some sort of light. While the other one is..
“Eh, Hitori-chan?” Ritsu exclaimed.
Silence. For a fleeting moment, Hitori and Ritsu’s eyes met.
"A." Hitori sputtered, freezing solid in place.
“GOTOH-SAN!?” The redhead exclaimed. "What the- someone please help me thaw her out!” She said, turning towards her other friends.
“I’ll go get my hair dryer.” Nijika said, while her blue friend walked up to the girl and stuck her tongue on the hitoricicle.
“Ryo-senpai, that’s not helping!”
“It looks like Hitori-chan hasn’t changed much since the last time we saw her, huh?” Azusa said, as a bead of sweat formed on her temple.
-
After being thawed out, Hitori had to readjust and confirm that she is, in fact, not dreaming or hallucinating this encounter.
“Hitori, there you are!" Ritsu said to her.
“R-r-ritsu-san. It’s n-nice to meet you again.” Hitori stammered.
“Likewise! How have you been? We never heard from you again after that last meeting we had! Come to think of it, we didn’t even exchange contact info last time.”
“Bocchi-chan, you know these people? Nijika asked her.
“A-ah, yes..”
“They call her “Bocchi-chan?” That seems kinda cruel doesn’t it?” Mio whispered to Mugi.
“Ah, but you can’t deny it’s a very amusing pun.” Mugi answered.
“Wait, so they were real?” Nijika asked, before looking back towards the group. “Ahahaha, pardon me for assuming that, but Bocchi-chan had mentioned you guys before, although given her personality and us never seeing any of you in person, we thought she just made you all up to pretend that she had friends that weren’t us.”
The group collectively looked exasperated. Not even her friends believed she had friends!
“Does that mean Lieutenant Guitarface and Sergeant Drummerhead were real too?” The blue haired girl piped up.
“Well. Friends of Bocchi-chan are friends of ours, so I think an introduction is in order! I’m Ijichi Nijika. It’s very nice to meet all of you. And this one right here, her name is Yamada Ryo.” Nijika said, putting her hand on the blue girl's shoulder.
Ryo gave a small nod. “Nice to meet you.” She shortly said. “And this one right here is Iku-
“KITA-KITA!” the redhead said loudly over Ryo’s introduction of her. “My name is Kita-Kita.” She said as she gave a nervous smile to the group.
“You have a funny name, Kita-chan!” Yui said. Azusa steps on her foot in response.
“Yeah, haha! Nothing weird about my name, haha, nothing at all!” said someone with something definitely weird about her name. "Right, and what about you guys?” Kita said, hastily changing the topic.
Ritsu huffed her chest. “Tainaka Ritsu, drummer and leader of Ho-Kago Tea time. Also child prodigy, genius multimillionaire, and nobel prize award win-”
“Ritsu, stop lying.” Mio deadpans. “Ignore her, she’s an idiot. Akiyama Mio. Second year, pleasure to meet you as well.” Mio, in contrast to Ritsu, gave a more formal introduction.
Kita stared at her blankly.
“Err, Kita-chan..?” Mio asked.
“Uh, oh, what? Ah, Sorry. I blanked out for a second there.” Kita said, averting her eyes, a small blush forming on her cheeks.
“Right. Mugi, why don’t you introduce yourself?" Mio said, turning to the blonde.
“Ah, Kotoboki Tsumugi, but please just call me Mugi. Pleasure to meet your acquaintance.” Mugi said formally, bowing as she does.
“And this is Azu-nyan!” Yui said with her hands on Azusa’s shoulders.
“MOU! Yui-senpai! Let me introduce myself properly!” Azusa blushed. “N-nakano Azusa. Pleasure to meet you all.” She said shyly.
“Azu-nyan is so cute when she’s flustered.” Yui said, to which Azusa gave her a killing glare. “My name is Hirasawa Yui, I love tea and cakes!” She said, extending out her hands for Nijika to shake.
“Nice to meet you all too!” Nijika said. “You all seem to be a lively bunch! Tell me, how did you meet our Bocchi-chan?”
Hitori glanced at Nijika, fear in her eyes.
“Oh, well it all started a long time ago, you see, we were scouting for young tale-”
“Ritsu found her on the street and just brought her to our clubroom.” Mio spoke over her, disrupting a clearly made-up on the spot story.
“Ah, Mio! You ruined a completely good story! I was gonna tell them how we had to rescue Hitori for a gang of thugs and- ITAI!” Mio smacked Ritsu right on top of her head, where a cartoonish bump now forms.
“Stop lying in front of new acquaintances, you baka!” MIo shouts at her.
“Gotoh-san, does this happen often?” Kita whispered to Hitori.
“So you said you were going to apply for the upcoming concert? What’s your band called?” Nijika asked the group.
“Ho-Kago Tea Time.”
“Oh, that’s a cute name!” Nijika said. Ritsu grimaced.
“Ah, Hitori-chan, do you still play guitar?” Mio asked, eyeing Hitori’s guitar case behind her back.
“Of course! I hardly think you can be a guitarist for a band if you don’t play guitar!” Nijika said, giving a peace sign while putting her arm around Hitori’s shoulders.
“Eh, Hitori-chan? You’re in a band?”
“W-well, um, yeah. After I met you guys, I met Nijika-san. It was kind of like deja-vu… It’s exactly like how i was approached by Ritsu-san. It felt like rehashing a story or something.. T-they asked me to fill in for them because their current guitarist ran out on them, ah..” Hitori trailed off, glancing at Kita for some reason.
Kita averted her eyes, she took another glance at Mio before looking away again, blushing deeper.
“What’s your band name?” This time it was Ritsu’s turn to ask.
“Kessoku band.” Ryo answered. Nijika in turn, grimaced.
“Eh? Kessoku band? Like zip ties?” Yui asked.
“We could probably still change it.” Nijika muttered.
“Nope. People already know us by that name. Besides, it’s a clever pun.” Ryo smiled. Mugi nodded.
“Aaaaahh, whatever. Anyway, It looks like we’re gonna be playing together at the concert!” Nijika said to Ritsu.
“Oh, have you talked with your sister about that, senpai?”
“Nope! But I’m sure she’ll put us on again like next time-”
“Eh? I’m not putting you in.” The manager suddenly butted in.
….
“What?” Nijika asked blankly, turning to her sister. “B-but we just finished our original song.”
“Why should i care about that?” The manager bit back.
“W-we can pay our quotas if we can’t bring in customers!” Nijika added, sounding desperate.
“It’s not about the money, It’s about your skill.”
“But you let us play last time.”
“I made an exception so you can make some memories. Normally I have you play first to apply. You know that, right? I can’t have a repeat of that awful performance.”
The members of kessoku band heads shuffled uncomfortably. Ritsu averted her eyes, feeling like she’s intruding on a conversation she’s not supposed to be a part of.
“Can’t have a repeat… You mean..”
“Just stick with it as a hobby or something.” the manager finished, returning her attention back to her laptop.
Nijika clenches onto the hem of her skirt. Her sister sparing her a brief glance.
“You got more to say?”
Nijika ran towards the exit. “You can’t even go to sleep without stuffed animals to cuddle!” She shouted as she left the club.
“Ijichi-senpai?!”
“That was a weird parting shot.” the manager murmured.
“Would the stuffed animals in question be this beat up panda and rabbit?” Ryo approached the manager, showing her an image on her phone.
“That’s cute.” PA-san said as she peeked behind Ryo to see the picture.
“Delete that immediately!” The manager threatened. Azusa had to restrain Yui from also trying to take a peek at the picture.
The rest of kessoku band were panicking over their senpai running out. Hitori in particular, got progressively doodlier.
“What are we all doing? We have to go after her!” Kita said.
“Eh…?” Ryo said unenthusiastically.
“Don’t act like it’s too much trouble! You too, Gotoh-san!” Kita said, as she pushed the unwilling Ryo up the stairs.
“A-ah, yes!” Hitori stammered, tailing behind Kita and Ryo.
“Sorry everyone, it really was nice meeting all of you, but we have to go after Ijichi-senpai. Hope all goes well with the audition!” Kita said hastily, as the three of them left the club, leaving the manager, PA-san and Ho-kago Tea Time all on their own. An awkward silence briefly enveloped the livehouse.
“Ugh. She’s a handful, that sister of mine.” the manager turned towards the remaining band. “You decided on the time for the audition yet?”
“Ah, let us discuss it again for a bit.” Ritsu nervously said, before turning back towards the band. “You saw that, right? She didn’t even let her sister play at the concert!”
“Her standard must be pretty high.” Mugi nodded.
“What do we do? Should we just cancel?” Mio asked, the whole ordeal seemingly heavily affecting her. The girl was pretty much quaking in her boots.
“We’ve come this far. It’s too late to back out now.” Ritsu said. “And besides, we’re not amateurs like what that kessoku band sounded like.” She added. “I’m sure we’ll be fine.”
“But that still means we need a lot of practice!” Azusa remarked. “I think about a week of preparation would do.”
“Alright, so next saturday, does that sound good?” Ritsu asked the others.
Everybody nodded. Mio still looked unconvinced, but she eventually nodded as well.
“Alright then, I’ll go tell that grumpy manager.”
Ritsu walked up to the counter where PA-san and the manager were sitting.
“We decided to audition in 7 days!” Ritsu said, attempting to sound confident under the manager’s scrutinizing gaze. “I-is that fine?” She weakly stammered, immediately ruining the effect.
“Next Saturday? Sure. Come here at 4 PM sharp.” the manager said, typing in Ho-Kago Tea Time in her sheet of "potential band lineup".
“Noted. Well then, if that’s all- we’ll take our leave. We’ll be back here next Saturday at 4 PM!” Ritsu said, turning around to return to her band.
“Wait, kid. Can you do me a favor?” Seika said, as she typed another band to her list.
-
“It’s so obvious when you’re sulking.” Ryo said, as they found Nijika sitting on top of some construction pipes, sipping the drink she bought from a nearby stall.
“Shut up.”
“Senpai, are you alright?” Kita asked the drummer.
“Sorry to rush out like that.” Nijika said. “She doesn’t have to be that much of a jerk about it, you know?”
“Nijika-chan!”
The band collectively turned towards the voice, finding a brunette running up to them. Before Nijika could process this, she finds herself being tackled into a bear hug by Yui.
“There you are! We looked everywhere for you! Are you alright, Nijika-chan?” Yui asked, concern in her voice.
“Ah, I’m fine. Yui-chan, was it? I just needed to cool down.” Nijika said, somewhat taken aback about how touchy this girl she just met was.
“Yui- there you are! Don’t just run off on your own like that!” Mio scolded, catching up to Yui with the rest of the band.
Hitori saw from the corner of her eyes the way Kita suddenly stiffened as Mio came into the picture.
“Mou, senpai, you can’t just go around hugging people like that!” Azusa scolded Yui.
“Ah, is Azu-nyan jealous?” Yui said teasingly.
“Anyway, Nijika-chan.” Mio said, turning to Nijika. “Your sister has a message for you.”
Nijika raised an eyebrow. “Really, what is it?
“Tell Nijika that if she wants to perform she'll have to audition. I’ll watch her performance alongside yours next Saturday and decide.” Ritsu said, repeating what the manager had told her verbatim.
“An audition?!” Nijika repeated.
“And if we pass, she’d let us play?” Kita asked.
“Well, why couldn’t she just say so from the beginning?” Nijika exclaimed. “Ugh, she’s so mean, that sister of mine.” She added.
“It just means all of us would have to practice hard.” Mugi said to the others. Ryo nodded at that.
Nijika turned towards her other two band members with a worried expression. ”Ah, yeah, that’s right.” She said.
“You have that ”those two are the biggest problem” look on your face.” Ryo suddenly appeared right next to her.
“Erk!”
“We’ll record your parts in advance, so just practice miming along.” Ryo said to her kouhais.
“Hai!” the two chorused.
“We can do that!?” Yui asked Mio.
“We’re not doing that.” Mio said, not even entertaining the thought.
“W-what, ah yeah! Akiyama-san is right, we shouldn't do that, Ryo-senpai!" Kita suddenly said.
“Whose band are you on Ik-”
“KITA!”
“No air guitars!” Nijika exclaimed.
“We’ve only got a week. Don’t push them too hard.” Ryo said.
“Even if they suck, the passion will come through if they try!” Said Nijika.
“I mean, she’s right, Just look at Yui.“ Ritsu added.
“Yeah! Wait, what?”
“We suck?!” said the two kessoku band guitarists.
“Ah, sorry! You two are better than when you started, right, Ryo?”
“Hmmm.” Ryo contemplated, putting her hand under her chin.
“C’mon, back me up here, B-bocchi-chan?! Please don’t turn into a pipe shut-in!” Nijika said as she watched Hitori crawling into one of the construction pipes.
Eh? They thought Gotoh-san was bad? Kita thought. Bu-
“Eh? you think Hitori is bad?” Ritsu voiced Kita’s thoughts out loud. Kita jumped up in surprise.
Nijika and Ryo turned to her. “W-well,..” Nijika started, looking guilty.
“That can’t be true, we’ve heard her play before, and she's really good! Isn’t that right, guys?”
Everyone in Ho-kago Tea Time nodded. “Yeah, how could you say with a straight face that Hitori-chan is bad? She's gui-”
Suddenly the air felt tense, and Azusa felt the hair on the back of her neck stand up. A hand crept up on her shoulder and a voice whispered in her ear,
“Don’t tell them about guitarhero.”
Azusa yelped, nodding frantically. In an instant, the atmosphere returned back to normal. Azusa turned around only to find a wobbly Hitori next to her, taking in all their praises. What just happened?
“Ah, I'm good..? I’m not that good, you guys. Hehehe…. Oh stop it, you.”
“Still such a sweetheart when it comes to being complimented, aren’t you, Hitori-chan?” Mugi said, smiling at her.
“Hehehehehe….”
“It’s true! I’ve been practicing guitar with Gotoh-san this whole time, and not only is she a skilled player, she is also a wonderful teacher!” Kita said, with a determined look on her face.
“Hehehehehehe….” Hitori continued giggling creepily to herself.
“Ah, Bocchi chan, looks like we underestimated you, huh?” Nijika said to Hitori. “If you have this many people vouching for you, I guess I’m inclined to believe them huh?” Nijika smiled at her.
Hitori began melting from the praise.
“Oh boy, it’s happening again.” Ryo said.
“Why are all her friends so unfazed with her doing that?!” Mio whispered to Mugi.
“But that doesn’t mean you get to skip practice, Bocchi-chan!” Nijika said.
“Ah- of course!”
“Ricchan, I never heard Hitori-chan play last time, it’s not fair! I want to play with her too.”
“Your fault for catching a cold.”
“Eh? But I got it from you.” Yui pouts. “Ne, Hitori-chan, you teach Kita-chan how to play guitar, right?” Yui asked her fellow guitarist.
“H-Hai!”
“Can you teach me how to play guitar too?”
“Eh?”
“That’s a great idea, Hirasawa-san! Gotoh-san is a great teacher! She practically told me everything I needed to know about guitar!”
“E-eh? Me, a great teacher? Oh stop it, hehehehehe….” Hitori, once again started wobbling from the praise.
“I agree, perhaps Yui-senpai can learn from gui- Hitori-chan. She’s really good, you might pick up a thing or two from her, senpai.” Azusa added.
“But won’t Hitori be busy with her own band?” Mio asked.
“I’m sure we’ll be able to make it work!” Kita peppily said.
“Ehehehehe…yeah, I can teach like nobody’s business! I’m a pro after all, hehehehe…” Hitori said, still getting high off the praise.
“Ah, perhaps we can all practice together? Wouldn’t that be fun?” Mugi suggested.
“Well….” Mio said, glancing at Nijika, who still looked unsure herself.
Nijika began to open her mouth, but before she could give her thoughts-
“Yeah, sure.” Ryo said.
“Huh?”
“As long as we split the studio bill. Don’t worry, just give the money to me and I’ll pay upfront with the manager.”
“Ryo, you know damn well onee-chan let us use the studio for free! Don’t even try licking them!” Nijika said, as she began to strangle Ryo.
Azusa observed the interaction before glancing at Mio and Ritsu. Are all drummers and bassists this violent with each other? Mugi meanwhile, seems to be enjoying it, looking at the two bickering girls with a dreamy, faraway look on her face.
“So does that mean we can practice together?” Yui said, interrupting the ongoing one sided wrestling match between Nijika and Ryo.
“Ah, well..” Nijika said, looking at the hopeful look on Yui and Kita’s face, before sighing.
“It’s fine, I suppose. The studio might be a bit cramped though, but we can make it work.” Nijika said, resigning to her fate.
“Woo-hoo! We all get to play together” Yui exclaimed, embracing Hitori and Kita in a big hug.
This much skinship was too much for poor Hitori, who evaporated on contact.
“I hope i won’t regret this…” Nijika mumbled quietly to herself.
-
Mio walked to STARRY alone after a long train trip. Yesterday, the group had decided to all gather at STARRY the next day for their joint practice session. She would’ve traveled here with Ritsu, but she was apparently already at STARRY to prepare the studio for use. Mio found this a bit puzzling for someone like Ritsu to willingly do, but she decided to not look up the gift in the horse's mouth and asked no further questions about it.
She was really excited after talking with Ryo yesterday, though, Mio thought. Hopefully she’s not planning anything stupid.
The others should already be on their way to the livehouse, so that leaves Mio on her own. She was not used to the atmosphere of a busy district, but found the walk to be relaxing nonetheless. I should really get out here more often, she thought to herself. She continued her stroll, before she saw a familiar blonde hair walking amongst the crowd. She immediately recognized who it was and approached her.
“Nijika-chan!” Mio called out. The blonde turned around and gave her a warm smile in response.
“Ah, Mio-chan! On your way to STARRY?” Mio nodded. “Then let’s walk together.”
“What are you doing out here, Nijika-chan? I thought you said you lived above the livehouse?”
“Oh, I was just out getting some groceries for me and onee-chan tonight.” Nijika said, lifting up the grocery bags she was carrying that Mio just now noticed. “I personally cook for the both of us since onee-chan’s cooking is horrible, ahahaha! Though, don’t tell her I said that.” She said, smiling to herself.
Ah, another little sister getting stuck taking care of their layabout big sister. The deja-vu is strong with this girl. Mio thought.
“Sorry again for roping you into all this, Nijika-chan. I hope we’re not troubling you with this idea of a joint rehearsal.” Mio said to Nijika
“Eh, what? It’s fine, no need to apologize.” Nijika said. “Honestly, at first it’s a bit worrying, but now I’m kind of excited for it. I’m really curious about how your band plays, Mio-chan.”
“W-well…” Mio looks to the side. “I’m confident that we’re good, it’s just… we’ve been slacking off too much recently, and it’s very hard to get the others to practice and maintain our skill… especially with Ritsu’s antics.”
“Ahahaha, Ritsu sounds like a lot of trouble, huh?”
“Oh, don’t get me started.” Mio said, rolling her eyes. “She’s the biggest slacker out of all of us, besides Yui- and she’s supposed to be our leader! Last week I had to beat some sense into her for trying to change our club into the After school-Tea time club.”
Nijika chuckled. “Honestly, I can relate to that, Mio-chan. I’m usually the one who ends up taking care of all my bandmates too. And it’s really not easy with Ryo being, well…. Ryo. She always comes up with the most blatant and obvious lie to try and skip practice. “My dog died. My grandma died. My dog’s grandma died." She’s slacking on coming up with a lie to cover up her slacking. If it wasn’t so infuriating, I would’ve been impressed.” Nijika huffed, before continuing,
“But despite all that, I can’t deny how much she means to me and the band. I started the band with her, and she continued to support me through it, even though with her skill level she could’ve just joined other more promising bands. But she chose to stay and start one with me instead. I’ll forever be grateful for that.” Nijika smiled.
Mio glances at the smiling girl, before a smile of her own formed on her face. “Yeah, that’s how i feel about Ritsu too. We also started the band together, and we’ve been through thick and thin together to become the band we are today. Sure she can be quite an idiot sometimes, but she still wants the best for the band. Hell, going to play at the livehouse was her idea in the first place.”
“You’re blushing, Mio-chan.” Nijika teased. “Does Ritsu mean that much to you?”
“I’m not blushing!” Mio said with pink all over her face. “You should listen to how you talk about Ryo just now before criticizing me!” Mio retorted.
They continued to walk to STARRY, bonding over the fact how much of a pain their respective drummer and bassist are. Before they realized it, they already reached the livehouse. As they entered and descended the stairs however, they saw something that made Nijika drop her grocery bags on the floor. Mio looks at her in confusion before settling on a look of exasperation when she realizes what Nijika was gawking at.
“What are you doing?” Nijika deadpans.
In front of them, Ryo, Hitori, Kita, Ritsu and Yui were all posing as if they’re on some kind of magazine cover. They were all sporting the same mop top wig and black suit.
“V-visually showing our growth as a band, apparently.” Hitori chimed in.
“Ritsu, did you put them up to this?” Mio said wearily.
“Hey, you can’t let me take all the credit, This was me and Ryo’s idea!” She said, not picking up the exasperation in Mio’s tone, or just purposefully ignoring it.
“Drinking, smoking, and dalliances with women, they all screams “band.””
“You’re laying it a little thick don't you think?” Nijika retorted. “And no smoking or drinking til you’re twenty!”
“Everyone say mop top!” Kita said, as she took a picture with the group.
“Ne, Mio-chan, we have an opening for an uneven bang that covers one eye with a constantly annoyed expression. You want in? Azu-nyan didn’t want it when I offered it to her.”
“I’ll pass.” Mio said.
“I-i can’t have dalliances with women.” Hitori quietly said, slowly raising a trembling hand. “I’m not sure any women would dally with me.”
“Not to worry. Just stand around the streets with a guitar case on your back. That definitely would make women want to dally with you.”
“Stop misinforming her with your subjective experiences!” Nijika said. “Drop the wig and let’s actually demonstrate our growth to onee-chan!”
“But growth isn’t always visible. We’re not even sure what your sister’s criteria is.”
“It’s very clear! We just need to convince her to take us on! The only way to do that is through practice.”
“Yes, practice, Ritsu. Which is what I thought we were going to do today. If you want to play dress-up, you could’ve just stayed back at the club with Sawa-chan!” Mio said. “Where’s Mugi and Azusa?”
“They’re preparing the studio with that PA-woman.” Yui answered.
“Weren’t you the one who’s supposed to be doing that?” Mio fumed at Ritsu.
“Ah, Mio, who am I to reject Mugi’s gracious offer to help? Besides, I can’t miss the photo opp. I paid good money for this suit and tie.”
“You’re unbelievable.” Mio said before turning towards Nijika. “Where’s the studio, Nijika-chan?”
“Ah. it’s in the back. You can’t miss it.”
Mio walked up to the studio, hearing muffled sounds of conversations coming from behind the door. She gently opened it.
Right as it opened, a familiar scent wafts through the air. She looked inside to find Mugi, practically set up with her tea set and pastries that she brought, all of them placed neatly on top of one of the studio’s small tables. Next to her was Azusa and PA-san, both seemingly lost in a trance after a sip of Mugi’s trademark blend.
“Ah, Mio-chan. You’ve arrived. Come, join us.” Mugi invited. “PA-san was just telling me about one of her latest “streaming” endeavors. I didn’t even know computers could do that!”
“Mugi, what is all this? Ritsu said you were preparing the studio!”
“Hm? yes. I was preparing the studio for tea time!” Mugi replied cheerily.
“Ahhh… honey sweet tea time… “ Azusa said dreamily, apparently still lost in a trance.
“Ah, Mio-chan, was it? Come, take a seat. Your friend here has quite the talent for brews. I’m tempted to have tenchou add tea to the menu after just one sip.” PA-san said, finally acknowledging Mio’s presence in the room. Mugi smiled warmly in turn.
“Is all of this really fine?” Mio began to ask, but PA-san waved all her concerns away.
“It’s fine, as long as tenchou doesn't find out. And ! have no intention of telling her. Just make sure you clean up later.” PA-san said.
“Will do! Right, Azusa-chan?”
“Wha-huh? Yeah, sure!” Azusa said, snapping out of her trance.
Mio sighed. Of course this was gonna happen. The band didn’t get their name for nothing.
“Eh? Mugi-chan, you’re having tea without us?” Mio turned, finding Yui and the others by the door.
“AH! I see how it is, Nakano! You rejected dressing up so you can hog all Mugi’s sweets instead! Ritsu said, popping up behind Yui.
“I did not! I was really going to help her set up the equipment, but then she brought out her kettle, and oh, how could you resist that?” Azusa said dramatically, pointing at the various sweets and teacups on the table like they were the forbidden fruit.
“Don’t worry Yui-chan, Ricchan. I saved some for you. Come, join us.”
“Oh. What a delicious smell.” an emotionless voice said from the door.
Kessoku band arrived in the studio, looking dazedly at the scene before them. Without hesitation, Ryo took a seat and grabbed one of the pastries off the plates.
“What? Who said you get to eat some, Yamada? Leave some for me!” Ritsu said, immediately moving towards the table.
“Ah, Ricchan, don’t hog all the food, that’s my job!” Yui followed.
“Kyaaaa! This food is so cute! Can i take a pic for my ISSOSTA?” Kita said, squealing at the sight of sweets.
“What’s an ISSOSTA?” Yui said with her mouth full, halfway through devouring a pastry.
“Ohh, this is heaven…” Ryo muttered as Mugi poured her a cup. “I’ve been eating grass for so long I forgot how actual food tastes like.”
“Ahahaha. Mio-chan, I can kinda see what you meant about your band earlier.” Nijika said quietly to Mio.
“It’s a normal occurrence at this point. I just didn’t think they would actually set up tea time here, of all places.” Said Mio, as she walked towards the table along Nijika.
Hitori attempts to take in the scene before her A congregation of ten people all packed in a tiny space, an introvert’s worst nightmare. She had to fight the urge to run as far as possible, but before she could entertain the idea, the aroma of sweet tea stopped her on her tracks.
“Bocchi-chan! Come here!” Nijika said, patting one of the stools next to her. “Hurry, or else Ryo will eat all the pastries!"
Hitori took one look at the various food laid out on the table. She can feel her mouth water as she slowly walked towards it. Well.... surely a little social interaction won't kill her, right?
-
“And that’s exactly why I need a small loan of a million dollars.”
Ryo was talking to Mugi as the latter pours her a fresh cup of tea. Amidst all the chatter, Ryo somehow learned about Mugi’s family background and managed to corner her in an attempt to bum off her.
Mugi smiled. “Ryo-chan, I’m sure your pitch for a self playing bass is a wonderful one, but I shouldn’t be the person you talk about for financial loans. That would be my father.”
“Ah, but you are his daughter. So couldn’t you at least get a good word in for me? I can even shove some of my weeds your way, if you catch my drift.”
“Oh…” Mugi said, contemplating her next words. “Aren’t those illegal, Ryo-chan? Besides, I don’t think I can survive in that kind of business, I don’t have what they call, “streets cred” for it.”
“Nonsense. I’ve been having nothing but weeds for like, an entire week now. I’m as fit as a fiddle.” Ryo said, flexing her nonexistent muscles at Mugi, before wincing and limping immediately.
“You’ve been consuming that substance for a week straight?” Mugi looked at the entirety of Ryo. “Well, that would explain some of your…eccentricities.” she concluded.
“You have to help me out here, Mugi. I have several debt payments due this month. I really need this money, else they’ll come after me and my kidneys. I know i could probably live with just one of them, but I really like having both, so I would rather that not happen.” Ryo begged.
“If you’re short on money, why not try and ask your parents for some, Ryo-chan? I would assume you live quite a prosperous life, a Yamada and all.”
“Well- I-huh? I don’t remember telling you anything about my family.” Ryo said, genuinely showing emotion for the first time that day. “How did you know?”
Mugi just smiled. “Our families are actually long-time business acquaintances, Ryo-chan. Father has brought me to countless trips to the Yamada household for that reason, although we have never formally met, due to you never being home during my visits. But I have heard many tales of you from your parents. And they must really love you with the way they talk about you, so I find it difficult to believe they would just let their daughter be pursued for her kidneys.” Mugi concluded.
Ryo was silent for a brief moment. “I guess there was a point in joining those long boring meetings, huh.” Ryo quietly muttered.
“You’d be surprised, Ryo-chan! I’ve learned so much from many of Father’s business trips.”
“I don’t really like asking for money from my parents.” Ryo whined.
“So you choose to ask for money from mine instead?”
“Yes.”
“Hahaha, Ryo-chan, you’re quite a character, aren’t you?” Mugi said, not bothered at all by Ryo’s incessant pestering.
-
“That’s great, Akiyama-san! I can’t believe you got the idea from a stapler!”
“Hahahaha, yeah…”
Mio was seated next to Kita during their spontaneous tea-time, or more specifically, Kita scrambled for the seat next to Mio, accidentally shoving the unsuspecting Nijika to the floor in her haste. Mio had experiences with overly cheery extroverts before (she did have to put up with Yui practically everyday for the past 2 years.) But Kita was a whole nother level for the poor girl to handle. She is overly talkative, more so than Yui, and won’t stop pestering her with questions about her. She gets wanting to know each other more, but this is way too much. Mio haven’t even managed to get in a word to ask Kita anything about herself.
She’s just been talking about me the entire time! Mio thought. This is reminding her too much of her own fanclub at school, and she doesn’t like that one bit.
“So you play bass, Akiyama-san?”
“Wh- oh yeah, I do.” Mio replied.
“Just like Ryo-senpai! Gosh, I don’t know what it is about bassists, but they’re just so cool!” Kita squealed.
Mio glanced desperately at anyone in the room that could get her out of this conversation.
“You wanna hear a secret, Akiyama-san?” Kita whispered, while getting uncomfortably closer to Mio.
Mio wasn’t even sure they were at the point of friendship where they can even exchange phone numbers, let alone be entrusted with each other’s secrets. But for politeness’ sake, she nodded.
“I actually joined the band to get closer to Ryo-senpai.” Kita whispered quietly, sneaking a glance at Ryo across the table, who was fully enraptured in her sales pitch to Mugi.
“Ah, is that so?” Mio replied, also glancing at Ryo.
“Yep. I saw her out on the streets playing bass by herself and her performance was just… entrancing. Her yellow eyes, short blue hair, her unisex look, it just makes me squee! I thought to myself at that moment, Yes! I’m gonna join her band and become her girl!”
Mio got the feeling Kita might find more than Ryo’s performance to be entrancing. The way she’s been explaining her to Mio, you would think she’s some goddess, a bassist extraordinaire. But another glimpse across the table shows the aforementioned girl pathetically shoving weeds onto Mugi’s hands.
“Yeah, anyways, that's my secret. And recently, I find myself in the same predicament again.”
“What do you mean?”
“W-well…” Kita said, suddenly flustered. “There’s this other bassist, you know. She’s really cool, like Ryo-senpai. But you know, probably less air-headed. And I just don’t know what to do about it. I still like Ryo-senpai, but now this other bassist walked into my life and I just….. ” Kita let that last sentence linger on, glancing hopefully at Mio.
Mio looked back at Kita. “Why are you telling me this?”
Kita seems to be at a loss for words for a moment, blushing deeply before opening her mouth to speak. “You see, Akiyama-san, the reason I’m telling you this is because..”
“Hey Mio, you're gonna finish that? Yui devoured my entire plate when I wasn’t looking.”
Mio looked turned to Ritsu, her hand halfway to the plate of pastries laid in front of Mio.
“What? Oh yeah, sure. Take it.” Mio hastily said. “Kita-chan, what were you saying?”
Kita sputtered, her face progressively reddening as she eyed Mio up and down. “I-i’m sorry, I need to use the bathroom!” Kita exclaimed, jumping out of her seat before running towards the door.
"What was that all about?" Mio pondered.
If she needed to use the bathroom, couldn’t she just do that without telling her about her crush on Ryo? What’s that got to do with anything? Mio looked down at the table to find it empty. That’s right. She gave her sweets to Ritsu. Oh well.
After Kita ran out however, she couldn’t shake the feeling of being watched. She looked up to find Mugi giving her one of those looks again.
-
Nijika watched as Kita ran out of the room, face as red as her hair.
She'd be lying if she said that she didn't notice the signs. Kita has never been good at hiding her emotions, like her not so subtle crush on Ryo. Seems like she got a type. Bassists, huh? Nijika makes a mental note to teach Kita about the three Bs later.
"Amhyway mmmhjika as I was swaying." Nijika turned towards Ritsu, currently stuffing her face full of pastry she gotten from Mio.
"Don't talk while you eat, Ritsu-chan." Nijika chided.
Ritsu swallowed. “Right. Anyway, as I was saying, we really have it tough huh, Nijika? Drummer and buchou of our own bands. Really, only great people are destined to shoulder such responsibilities.” Ritsu said melodramatically.
"Right." Nijika said. From what Mio had told her earlier, Ritsu is definitely lacking on that responsibility front, but she wont just say that to her face.
“Are you not going to eat, Nijika? No need to be shy! Just act like it’s your own place.” Ritsu said, smiling while pointing to the mostly untouched sweets in front of Nijika.
“This IS my place. And I’m trying to lessen my sugar consumption, y’know. I’m maintaining a diet, so I can’t just go ham on snacks like some.” Nijika replied.
“Hey! What are you implying? Besides, I don’t think you’re telling the truth.”
“Hm? What do you mean?”
“You seem tense, Nijika. It’s something i picked up from being friends with Mio for so long. Both of you have these tells. Avoiding eye contact, staring blankly, spacing out. I reckon there’s something on your mind. Am I right?”
Nijika did not peg Ritsu to be the perceptive type. She thought of rebutting, but something tells her that Ritsu won’t be willing to just drop this topic once it’s brought up, so she resigned herself to her fate.
“You’re right, Ritsu-chan. I do have something on my mind, And it’s been eating me this entire time. I just can’t calm myself because of it.” Nijika confessed.
“You mind sharing?”
“W-well. It’s about my band. You’ve seen what happened yesterday. I’m just not sure if we really got what it takes. Hearing my own sister tell me that we sucked, I mean- I know we suck, but gosh, couldn’t she at least give us some leeway? We’re all beginners here, other than Ryo- so of course we’d suck!” Nijika paused to take a breath.
“But still, she’s right. We’re nowhere near good enough to be performing on that stage. I have full confidence in us, don’t get me wrong- but I’ve just been dreading that audition. What if we don't pass? Then what? I’m the leader of the band, so I have to be the one that stays composed throughout all of this. I need to be the pillar for my bandmates to lean on. But it’s proving to be too much to handle, I don’t know what to do. I really don’t want this band to fail, and I don’t want to fail my bandmates.” Nijika said.
Ritsu didn't immediately answer. For a second Nijika thought she might not be listening, but she eventually spoke,
“Just like I said, Nijika. We have it tough, don’t we?” She simply said.
“What?”
“Look Nijika. I might not look like it, but I am a leader. Mio might say that it's just through technicality, but in the end I am a leader nonetheless. If anyone in this room knows how it feels to bear the most responsibility for our bands, it’s you and me. I get the notion of being a strong and dependable leader, but you’re still human. You can’t shoulder all those responsibilities yourself. I used to always blame myself for everything bad that happened to my band. Like when we couldn’t find a new member for the club after the freshman concert. I thought I've failed my club and my friends would all hate me for it.”
Ritsu continued, “In hindsight, it all seems a little silly. We got Azusa in the end, and I know for a fact my friends would never think that way about me. They must’ve all had the same concerns about the whole situation, but they would never just single me out and blame me like that. I’m just too deep in a cascade of self loathing to realize that. I’m sure that all your bandmates would understand if you talk to them about your concerns, Nijika. They would definitely empathize. You don’t have to ponder over it yourself.”
Nijika looked away. “I know you’re right, Ritsu-chan, I know I should give my friends more credit than that, they’d definitely understand. Still-”
“Well then, tell them ! That’s what friends are for! Don’t let this eat you up inside. I might not know yet what your band sounds like, but I’m sure you guys are great!” Ritsu said, putting her hand on Nijika’s shoulder. “You’ll do fine on that audition, I bet!” She gave her a handsome smile.
Nijika gazed at Ritsu's beaming face. For all of her apparently many (too long to list, according to Mio.) faults, she really knows how to lift someone’s spirits up. Nijika returned that smile with her own.
“Thanks for that, Ritsu-chan. You’re really sweet.”
“No worries, Nijika. And hey, if you ever need a fellow leader to talk to, I'm always here.” Ritsu winked at her.
“Of course. Thank you, Ritsu-chan.”
“But now, I have something to ask you.” Ritsu said, and Nijika felt the mood suddenly shifting. She puts her hand on top of Nijika’s and closes in on her. Nijika, not expecting Ritsu to suddenly lean in so close, blushed furiously.
“Nijika-” Ritsu whispered. Nijika gulped. She can feel her heart beating so fast. What’s going on with her?
“Y-yes?” Nijika shakily said.
“Nijika, are you-”
Nijika waited.
“Are you going to finish that?” Ritsu pointed at Nijika’s sweets with her other hand.
“I- wh-????”
“I’ll take that as a no, then!” Ritsu said, taking one of the pastries off the plate without waiting for further response.
“I- i, i need to use the bathroom!” Nijika said, jumping from her seat and bolting out of the room.
“Huh, what was that? She must’ve really needed to go.” Ritsu said. She looked across the table to find Mugi frowning and looking disapprovingly at her.
-
“So you’ve been playing for how long, Hitori-chan?” Yui asked the pink blob sitting next to her.
“Ah, about three years maybe. It took me the entirety of middle school to really get accustomed to the guitar.” Hitori replied.
“Whoaa…. That’s so long!” Yui said, awed at this revelation.
“Really, i think that’s normal, senpai. It also took me around that long to master the guitar.
“Eh.... then you two must’ve been playing for so long!” Yui said to both Hitori and Azusa.
“How long have you been playing, Yui-san?”
“Eh? Me? Hmmmm….” Yui put her index finger on her chin. “..... a year?”
“So you’re a beginner?” Hitori asked.
“Eh, i guess?”
“I see. Same with Kita-san then, she also just started playing the guitar.”
“Guitar is so much fun! I learned a lot from Azunyan!”
Eh? Shouldn’t it be the other way around? Hitori glanced at Azusa, who had a resigned look on her face.
“I know what you’re thinking. But she’s right. I’ve been teaching her how to play guitar ever since I joined the club this year.”
“So you have been in the light music club for a year before Azusa-chan joined, and that whole time you didn’t know how to play guitar?”
“Oh, no! I already knew how to play even before Azu-nyan joined! But she still teaches me a lot of things, like reading sheet music, and tuning your guitar properly!”
Hitori was left even more confused than if Yui haven't even explained anything to her.
“You know those little knob thingy on the guitar, Hitori-chan? I usually just twist them a bit and play! But when Azu-nyan joined, she showed me this thing, what was it called, Azu-nyan?”
“A tuner.”
“Yeah, a tuna! Apparently you’re supposed to tune your guitar before playing it. This whole time I thought it was just for decorations, and people would just twist it before playing for good luck!”
This was a level of non comprehension only Kita when she was starting could've rivaled. “But aren’t those the basics? How could you have been playing for a year without knowing how to tune your guitar?!” Hitori asked shrilly.
“Now you know how I feel, Hitori-chan.” Azusa said defeatedly.
“It’s because me and Giita have a special connection.”
“No, it’s because you have perfect pitch without realizing it.”
“She has perfect pitch?!”
“I do?”
“Of course you do! Nobody else would tune a guitar like that and still manage to sound good!”
This girl doesn’t even know how to tune a guitar, yet she is somehow able to play good? It took Hitori years to master the guitar, yet this girl managed to get by in under a year without putting the same amount of effort (or any effort, if what she’s hearing about her is true) she did. This revelation was too much for Hitori, immediately falling to her knees. It’s over.
“What are you doing, Hitori-chan?” Yui asked, oblivious to her inner turmoil.
“Hitori-chan, please don’t despair! Also get up from the floor, people are going to stare!”
Truthfully, the rest of her band were already used to her antics, and everyone else from HTT is preoccupied in conversations amongst themselves. So in reality, no one really took notice of this little episode Hitori is having. Nevertheless, she got back up to her seat next to Azusa and Yui.
“Anyway Hitori-chan, Hitori-chan! What do you call your guitar? What’s her name?”
“E-eh..? It doesn’t have one.”
“What?” Yui said, genuinely bewildered. “How could you have been playing with it this whole time and not even have a name for her? That’s cruel, Hitori-chan. Even Azu-nyan has a name for her guitar. How do you think your guitar feels about her owner not caring enough to name her?” “You choose a really peculiar thing to be upset about, senpai. And I didn’t name my guitar. You did!”
“Eh? But you like the name i gave him. You still call him Muttan to this day.”
“Yui -senpai, not in front of gui-HItori-chan!” Azusa hastily said, watching Hitori’s look of panic briefly emerged as she almost once again let it slip.
“You should apologize to your guitar, Hitori-chan. She must feel betrayed. I’m really disappointed in you.”
Hitori felt like she was being lectured about why it’s okay to eat crayons from a 4 year old.
“Uh, yeah I suppose, I should consider giving it a name…” Hitori glanced at her guitar case in the corner of the room. Inside it was the hand-me down guitar she got from her father. She supposed it's unavoidable, but she did grow attached to the thing. Maybe Yui was right, she must have felt so betrayed.
“I-im sorry, Gibson-sama.” Hitori said, bowing to the inanimate guitar.
“That’s more like it, Hitori-chan! And Gibson is such a cute name!” Yui said.
Azusa sighed. Why does both of her guitar idols have to be this crazy?
-
Kita was looking at her own reflection on the restroom mirror. “God. I’m a mess. What am I doing? It’s obvious that it’s never gonna happen, anyway.” She said to herself. “Get a grip, girl. Compose yourself.” She said, taking deep breaths and letting it out. She heard Nijika telling Gotoh-san to do this after one of her episodes. She said it helps calm you down, and it always helps her whenever she-
At that exact moment, The restroom door slammed open, and in came Nijika, face flushed red and panting like she just ran through a whole 50 lap marathon. She gripped the sink next to Kita’s and began to wash her face, before looking up at her reflection on the mirror.
“God. I’m a mess. What am I doing? It’s obvious that it’s never gonna happen, anyway.” Nijika said to herself. “Get a grip, girl. Compose yourself.”
“W-what? Ijichi-senpai, are you okay?”
Nijika looked over towards Kita, both of their face still red from embarrassment.
“I should be the one asking that. Why did you just run off like that after talking with Mio?”
“W-well, I-i- d-don’t change the subject! Why did you just barge in here like you just ran laps around a basketball field? Look at yourself!”
“I’m good, thanks.” Nijika said, turning away. “And it’s fine Kita-chan. Just need to calm myself, is all.”
“W-well, it’s fine senpai, you asked earlier, but I came here to do that too.”
Nijika nodded. Both of them were silent for a moment.
“Drummers.”/”Bassists.” They both said in unison. They shared a glance.
“You too, senpai?”
“Yep. More of a spur of a moment thing, I guess. I’ll get over it in a moment.”
“Gosh, I wish I could do that. This is gonna take a whole week to get over.”
They both fell silent again, until Nijika decided to break it.
“Hey, Kita.”
“Yes, senpai?”
“When dating, remember to avoid the three Bs and D.”
“What is that Ijichi-senpai?”
“Bassists, bassists, bassists. And drummers.”
-
“What is going on in there?” Seika said, as she watched her sister running into the restroom. First Kita, and now her sister. What exactly are they doing in that studio?
She listened as water started running in the restroom. “What are those kids up to now?”
“Hello, tenchou.” PA-san greeted her, as she sat down next to her.
“Finally, you’re back. What took you so long?” Seika said, looking at her employee.
“Oh, just had a talk with the Ho-Kago Tea Time girls. They’re really sweet. You really should interact with them more.”
“Pass. I don’t need them to get buddy-buddy with me to try and gain an advantage in the audition.”
“My, tenchou~ A tsundere through and through aren’t you?”
“One more word about that and you’re fired.”
“Mou, they’re really good for a highschool band, tenchou. Did you listen to the demo tape they gave yesterday?”
“Nope. Besides, if they can’t recreate whatever it is in that tape live, I still don’t think they’re good enough for STARRY.”
“Such a stickler for the rules, you are, tenchou.”
“Some of us have to have standards to keep this place running.”
"What about Nijika?"
"What about her?"
"Her band. Do you really think they're not good enough for your standard?"
"Objectively speaking, judging from their last show, no."
"But you want to let her perform, don't you, tenchou? You saw yourself how hard they've been practicing after that last live. They won't be the same amateurs they were in that live."
"I know they won't be. Which is why iIm pushing them to audition. I need to assess their growth myself."
PA-san could only chuckle at Seika’s insistence, even when it’s clear as day how she’s been rooting for Nijika’s band since the beginning.
“Of course, tenchou.”
-
“That was fun, wasn’t it?” Ritsu said to the others. They were preparing to leave STARRY after their spontaneous and extensive tea-time session.
“Hai! We should really do this more often!” Yui piped up
“I would not be opposed. Mugi, you have my number. You can contact me whenever your father approves of my sales pitch.” Ryo said, in that same monotonous voice.
“Ahahaha. I’ll be sure to contact you Ryo-chan, no worries about that.”
“You’d talk with your father about it won’t you?” Ryo asked, to which Mugi only smiled.
“Thank you again for your hospitality, Nijika-chan. Sorry if we were bad guests.” Mio said, on behalf of her group.
“I’d appreciate the sentiment, Mio-chan, but don’t worry, I had fun with you all. You weren’t bad guests at all!” Nijika said, smiling at her. Mio noticed her smile wavering for a second as her eyes moved towards the rest of the group, but when she blinked, Nijika was still smilinng warmly. Maybe she’s just imagining things.
Kita stepped forward. She extended her hand towards Mio. Confused, Mio took it for Kita shook it.
“It was lovely to have you with us today, Akiyama–san. I would’ve loved to get to know you better… but it seems like the time has come for us to part ways. I just want to say, I will never forget you, Akiyama-san. And when the time comes for us to meet again, i promise, i promise on my ISSOSTA account with 15k followers, that I will be a better, stronger woman. I’ll make you proud, Akiyama-san!” Kita ended her speech with a bow.
“O-okay..?” Mio said, looking back at her clubmates to discern what just happened. Ritsu was sporting a grin on her face, while Mugi was silently shedding tears from the corner of her eye.
“Kita, you know we’d see each other again next week, right?” Nijika said exasperatedly.
Kita retreated back to her friends, leaving the still confused Mio piecing together what just happened. Ritsu whistled and elbowed Nijika's shoulder. “Sheesh, get your clubmates under control, girl.” Ritsu said.
Nijika moved away without even looking at Ritsu. Now it was Ritsu’s turn to be confused.
Hitori, not picking up the ongoing tension, said innocently, “It was nice to meet all of you again, truly. H-hopefully both our bands would pass the audition, and we’d get to be in that same stage, performing together.”
“We’ll do our best, Hitori-chan.” Mugi said.
“Yep! You’d better believe we’ll be on that stage!” Azusa said.
“Well then, we gotta go. See you next time, everyone.” Mio said, leaving the STARRY’s regulars with her friends in tow.
“See you next week!” Yui waved.
Kessoku band waved back, and shortly, Ho-Kago Tea Time blended in with the rest of the afternoon crowd. They stood in silence for a moment, before Ryo spoke.
“Your friends were just as weird as you are, Bocchi.”
“Ryo-senpai!” Kita exclaimed.
“A-ah, y-yeah, hmm.. But I’m also pretty weird, so it’s balanced out, I think…” A-ah, K-kita-chan, you’re okay, right? You seemed really sad when you said goodbye to Mio-chan earlier.”
“Oh?” Kita looked over towards Hitori. “I’m fine, Gotoh-san. I think i got it out of my system!” Kita said, smiling and returning to her usual peppy self. “Thanks for the concern, though.”
“You were acting really strange, Ikuyo. Especially around Mio. What happened back then? Usually you only act that strange way around me now that I think about it.....”
“Don’t think too much about it, senpai!” Kita nervously said. “Overall, I think today was fun. We get to meet new friends, and eat lots of tasty treats!” Kita exclaimed, in an obvious attempt of diversion.
“Y-yeah, I wish we can hang around with them more often.” Hitori replied.
“Agreed. I really need Mugi to update me on whether or not her father is willing to give me that loan of a million dollars.”
“That’s so much, senpai! What are you gonna do with that much money?”
“Well, I'm going to-”
“I KNEW IT!” Nijika, who has been silent for the entire conversation, suddenly exclaimed. I know we forgot to do something today! And I just remember what it is!”
“Eh, what is it, senpai?”
“We forgot to practice!”
Everyone processed this revelation in stunned silence.
“EH?!”
Notes:
Keen eyed readers might notice that i based this chapter around two episodes from the two shows, The live house episode of K-on!, and episode 5 of Bocchi-the Rock. Just from that, you might notice a glaring issue with this premise. Mainly, the fact that it takes place during completely different times of the year.
The live house episode took place at new years while the Bocchi episode took place somewhere at the beginning of the year. So i removed any mention of time on when these events are supposed to be happening (for the sake of convenience, let's just say in this AU Kessoku band formed themselves at the end of the year)
Anyway, i wasn't expecting for this chapter to be as long as it is, but i just had way too much fun writing the interactions between these characters. I don't know if there will be more continuation of this, but i guess i'll update once i get more ideas. Again, thank you for taking the time to read this chapter!
Chapter 3: If I could be a stapler
Summary:
Hitori got help from two irresponsible adults to try and fill her ticket quota. Kita comes to terms with her unresolved feelings. Nijika and Ryo goes to WcDonalds.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Let’s recap the story so far! Hitori Gotoh is a slightly shy, socially anxious, and isolated guitar enthusiast!
“This guitar is my only friend, but some day, I’d like to join a band!”
And as she thought of that,
“Hey, come substitute for our lead guitarist!”
Well, it didn’t go as smoothly as she would’ve hoped, as before she got to join a band, she got caught in some shenanigans involving one peculiar light music club! And ever since that day, her life has been one event after another!
“You’re guitarhero, aren’t you?”
“Do you like him? His name is Giita.”
“Of course we’re friends, Hitori, after all that, how could we not be?”
“Just call me Mugi. It’s what my friends call me.”
Eventually, she met another colorful cast of characters, and from that humble beginning, she formed a rock band with them!
“Hey! Come join our band!”
And just now, the club manager said, “I can’t put you in that stage unless you pass the audition,” which inspired a huge panic!
And after hours of practice and…. tea time?
“Ahhh… honey sweet tea time..”
They managed to pass the audition! Happiness blooms!
Or so they thought, as Hitori still has a towering wall before them, it was….the five ticket quota! What was a girl with no contacts outside of her family and band were to do? What will you do? What will you do Hito-
Hitori sighed, pushing out the narration happening in her head to the lake she's sitting by. Just yesterday, her band managed to pass the audition at STARRY, making them eligible to perform for the concert.
Ho-Kago Tea Time also passed, although not without hiccups. On their first attempt, Yui got distracted by the lights on the stage that she forgets to start singing, before hitting her nose on the mic in front of her. This led to a chain of events beginning with MIo stumbling over a bunch of tangled up cords on the stage, which was followed by Azusa launching herself in front of Mio in a seeming attempt to cover up something from the audience. Mugi, seeing everything unraveled, attempted to help the others before also stumbling and falling on stage.
Luckily, the manager was kind enough to give them another shot at performance (egged on by PA-san, who loudly proclaimed how the manager herself has actually been anticipating listening to both Ho-Kago Tea Time and her sister’s band all week). Needless to say, both of them passed, and they will be performing at STARRY in 2 days.
That’s right. 2 days til the concert, Hitori thought to herself. She looked down at the five intact tickets in her possession.
She was initially under the impression that she got 4 out of 5 of those tickets taken care of, but after both her parents informed her that neither Futari nor her dog will be able to come to the live house to watch her, she went through another bouts of hysterics before proclaiming to her family that she will just get her “many friends at school” to come and watch her show.
"I shouldn’t have bragged like that!" Hitori exclaimed to herself. What do I do? If I can’t find three more buyers for the tickets….
Hitori looked down at the poorly made flyers in her hands. She made some promotional flyers to hand out in her neighborhood, but HOW IS SOMEONE WITH SOCIAL ANXIETY SUPPOSED TO HAND OUT FLYERS?
In her panic, Hitori slipped, falling on her back with flyers flying all over the place, one landing on top of her face.
She feels so powerless, too scared to move.
Her spiraling bouts of despair were interrupted by her phone buzzing, a notification from the band’s LOINE group chat.
“It looks like a lot of my friends are coming, thank goodness!”
“I got mine sold.”
“How are you doing Bocchi-chan? Got your quotas taken care of?.”
She puts her phone away. They’re all taking care of it! What do I do? Lie and tell them I got it covered? Or do I admit that I can’t handle the quota? But if I do that…
“You can’t be in the band if you can’t handle the quota.”
“Bye-bye, Bocchi.”
“Senpai! Through my extensive connections, I have found us an amazing and totally extroverted guitarist!”
A caricature of a guitarist with pink hair and star sunglasses appeared in Hitori’s mind.
“Yeah! Rock you!”
“Rock you!”
“Why can’t I just accept mom’s help!?” Bocchi said, putting an end to her ridiculous imagination, grasping her head with both of her hands.
“Where the hell is she?” A stern voice suddenly said from around the corner.
Bocchi jumped back to her senses. Oh no! What was that? The voice sounded angry, is she about to be caught in between an extremely violent gang war? She should’ve just stayed in bed today! But wait, that voice seems oddly familiar somehow..
A woman rounded the corner, long brown hair and bespectacled. She looked around the place with an annoyed look on her face. Wait, isn’t that..
“S-sa-sawa-san?”
“Eh?” The woman turned towards Hitori. “Oh, Hitori-chan. Long time no see. This is quite unexpected.” Sawako said.
Hitori simply nodded. She wasn’t the best at socializing, you see, and had no idea what she should say after that. Thankfully, Sawako seems to be completely immersed in whatever she’s doing to notice.
“I know i shouldn’t have agreed to this.” She sighed.
Curious, Hitori decided to bite the bullet. “Uhh… S-sawa-san, who are you looking for?”
“Hm? Oh, right. I’m looking for a rat. A big, deadbeat, constant pain in the ass, purple rat.” Sawako replied.
Purple rats? Is this supposed to be like, a riddle? A song..?
“You wouldn’t happen to see one passing by, would you, Hitori-chan?”
Hitori shook her head, still finding it hard to believe that such things exist.
“Dammit. Shima told me she was supposed to be around here somewhere. I swear, if i didn’t owe her one, I would have never agreed to this.”
Sawako seems to be thinking to herself, taking a moment before realizing that Hitori was still there with her.
“Ah, Hitori-chan, I got so caught up in trying to find this scoundrel that I forgot all about you. How have you been?”
“F-fine..” Hitori doesn’t really know how to feel about Sawako. The last time they met, they only interacted once, and that was when Sawako tried to get her to wear her maid costume. Though she doesn’t have any negative feelings towards her, she’d be pressed to say she had any positive feelings about her either.
“The girls said something about meeting you again last week, something about playing in a live house together? My, all of you are truly taking the next step to becoming real musicians, huh? As the advisor for the light music club, I’m proud.” Sawako said.
“Ah.. I suppose..” Hitori simply said.
“Hmmm… I brought up how the girls could spice up their performance with some of my tailor made costumes, but they vehemently rejected my gracious offer! Can you believe that?”
“Uhh…” Hitori wasn’t sure what to say.
“But perhaps, you’d be interested in my help, Hitori-chan? Don’t worry, I won’t charge you anything, I just need your measurements ....” Sawako said sinisterly, wiggling her fingers.
“A-ahh! T-that won't be necessary! W-we…”
At that moment, Hitori was saved by a woman collapsing onto the ground right in front of them.
Wait! A woman just dropped on the ground in front of them! What should I do?
“H-help…. Please… I need water…” The woman weakly said.
“R-right!" Hitori stammered. "I’ll buy you some water!”
“And hangover medicine…”
“Yes!”
“And miso soup with clams, with rice porridge… and a comfortable bed to lie on, and oh…”
“Don’t you think you’re wringing out a bit much from her already, Kikuri?” Sawako interrupted.
“Eh?”
“Wh- Sawako-senpai, is that you?”
“Yes. It’s me, Kikuri. Get up.” Sawako sighed.
“Ehhh…? I don’t want to… the ground is just so… well, it’s not exactly comfortable, but it beats standing up.”
“Well at least sit down properly, you half-wit.” Sawako said sternly, she began to move towards Kikuri to help her into a sitting position. “Hitori, if you may, please buy that water. We need to sober this idiot up.”
“Y-yes, ma’am!”
-
Kita lay on her futon silently. It was Sunday, and she didn't really have anything planned out, other than band practice to prepare for their upcoming concert later today. So currently she is just laying on her bed, staring off into the ceiling. During this, her mind wandered to a scene that had happened last week.
“I’ll make you proud, Akiyama-senpai!”
“Aghhh! Why did I say that!??" Kita exclaimed, grasping her head with both of her hands. “That was sooo embarrassing! What was I thinking?” She said to the empty room.
She and Mio haven't interacted further after that. Technically, they did meet again a couple of times when both their bands had one of their joint training sessions, and yesterday during the audition. But they didn’t say anything to each other during that time frame, other than simple greetings and farewells, as well as congratulating each other for passing the audition.
“God, I still can’t get her out of my mind.”
Unlike what she had said to Nijika in the restroom last week, it did not take Kita at least a week to get over this infatuation. When she closes her eyes, all she can imagine is just Mio’s beautiful steel gray eyes, her long silky smooth hair… the way it smells too, ehehehehehe… Ulp!
Why is she giggling creepily to herself about her supposed crush on Mio like this? Who was she? Hitori? Okay, that was kinda mean, but that’s definitely something she would do, Kita thought to herself.
On top of all this, she still has conflicting feelings about Ryo, does she still like her? Or did she even like her in the first place? Was it just some girl crush that she was bound to get over? Wait, would that be the same thing she’s feeling towards Mio right now?
....Nah. Ryo was definitely a crush of the week, but Mio, Kita can feel it. This must be it, this must be what true love is! Kita swooned at the idea of her and Mio being a couple, Mio smiling at her, holding her hands, letting her play with her silky smooth hair…. ehehehehehe… GAH!
There she goes again. Kita sighed. She really needs something to get my mind off Mio before practice today, scrolling through her ISOSSTA to distract herself. While scrolling, she found a post promoting a festival somewhere near the pier tonight.
That looks like fun. Maybe I could get the band to go there after practice, Kita thought to herself, before suddenly, her mind wandered off to Mio again. Agh, i still can’t get her out of my mind! Kita stared at the post in frustration.
Suddenly, a lightbulb switched on in Kita’s head. Or… she could use this as a date opportunity with Akiyama-san! Ohohoho, she likes that even better! Kita began squealing and kicking her feet in the air at the vision of her and Mio, alone together at a festival.
But that would mean potentially skipping practice… Kita’s more rational side came out to burst her bubble. We can’t just abandon our friends to go on a date with Akiyama-san!
But this is a once in a lifetime opportunity! (it really isn’t) Her more selfish side assured. We can just miss one day of practice, we practiced practically everyday this past week anyway, it’ll be fine, Nijika and the others will understand!
Oh, what do I do? Kita internally pondered. This question was eating her up inside.
In the end, her more selfish side won. "I’m sorry, Ijichi-senpai! I promise it would just be this one time!" She said as she begam typing up an excuse for her to try and get out of practice today.
-
“Straight to the liver, you’re a lifesaver! Ah, i didn’t think you’d buy me the miso soup too!” Kikuri said, as she demolished the soup Hitori had bought her.
“You shouldn’t have, Hitori-chan, really. But don’t worry, I’ll get her to pay you back.” Sawako said, glaring at Kikuri.
Hitori just stayed silent throughout all of this. Apparently, Sawako was here because she was looking for Kikuri, the “rat” she mentioned earlier. Kikuri had drunk herself to the point of blacking out last night (which according to Sawako, was a normal occurrence). She eventually stumbled her way here, where Sawako was tasked to go look for her by their common friend, Shima, which Sawako apparently owed.
“I wanna take my head off and power wash it…” Kikuri mumbles to herself, still under the effects of a hangover. “I wanna take my guts out and wring all the alcohol out of it!”
“I-i think I should be going…” Hitori starts to stand up.
“Say.. What’s your name? Kikuri asked.
“Gotoh H-hitori.” Hitori said as she slowly sat back down.
“You would’ve known that if you’ve been paying attention, Kikuri. I have called her by her name multiple times already." Sawako chided.
“Ahahaha, Gomen, gomen. That's a cute name.”
“T-thank you.”
“The name’s Hiroi Kikuri, alcohol expert!~ Hic-!” Hiroi attempted to introduce herself to Hitori, to the exasperation of Sawako.
“Drinking should be done in moderation, y’know, hahaha!” Kikuri said, as she slowly took out another carton box of alcohol from her blazer.
“Are you seriously drinking again? It’s 1 PM, Kikuri.” Sawako said.
“Hair of the dog that bit ya, hic- senpai, and all that!”
Sawako buried her face in her hands. In the amount of time it took to do that, Kikuri managed to down 6 carton boxes of sake, and is now gulping a bottle of liquor. Hitori wonders how her liver hadn’t exploded yet.
“Ya want some, Hitori-chan? Sorry it’s the cheap stuff.”
“I- WHAT!? ARE YOU SERIOUSLY OFFERING ALCOHOL TO A MINOR?!”
“Ehh…. hic- I swear she said she was 18…”
“SHE NEVER EVEN MENTIONED HER AGE, YOU BLABBERING DRUNK!”
Sawako began to put Kikuri in a chokehold. Hitori took this as an opportunity to finally flee. Unluckily for her, she stumbled on her own feet.
Oh no. She was about to hit the ground! She braces for impact, but the pain never came. She opened her eyes to find…
“Ah! A guitar, do ya play?” Kikuri was holding the guitar bag she was carrying, unknowingly saving Hitori from the fall. “I’m in a band too! Indie, of course.”
Oh no! I’ve never met an adult rocker before! Scenes started playing in Hitori’s head of what will happen if she told Hiroi that she plays.
“Sheesh, kids today… don’t know what rock is!” Kikuri said, slamming Hitori’s guitar onto the ground.
I have to get out of here before I say something stupid!
“Get your slimy hands off her you-”
“A-actuallyiboughtitandjustgaveupafteroneday,imactuallygoingtoapawnshoptosellit!”
“Eh?” Both Sawako and Kikuri said in response.
“Iwashopingforafarmoreworthypersontousethisguitarsotheycanfindtheirwingsandsoarwithit,butidontplayatall!Geeiwonderhowmuchillgetforit,itsallyoucaneatyakinikuformetoday!!!” Hitori sputtered out as she began to flee.
“Wait!” Kikuri grabbed ahold of her hands. Hitori turned to face her.
Kikuri lifts up her head, giving her a look of concern. “Giving up after one day is a waste. You can sell it anytime you want, but if you stick with it, you might become someone worthy of that guitar someday.” she said genuinely.
Hitori and Sawako was taken aback by such words coming out of the woman whose speech so far has been half drunk dribbles about alcohol.
“Ah look at me, tryna act wise all a sudden!” Kikuri said, taking another sip out of her carton box.
“That was very unexpected of you, Kikuri.” Sawako said, bemused.
“W-well you know what they say s-senpai, broken dog walks twice a day! Hic!”
“Right.” Sawako said, returning to her previous state of exasperation.
“Oh, how about I give you lessons?” Kikuri said to Hitori.
“That won’t be necessary.” Sawako replied.
“Eh, why? Are you teaching her?”
“No. It won’t be necessary cause she’s lying to you. She’s actually quite good at playing that guitar.”
“Huh? That’s one smooth lie you just told, then! You had me convinced!”
Being able to convince a drunk woman of her lie did not give Hitori any sort of feeling of accomplishment whatsoever.
“Ah, you definitely took good care of your guitar.” Kikuri said while playing it, after Hitori took it out of the bag.
“Sawako-senpai, wanna give it a try?” Kikuri said, handing the guitar to Sawako.
“Eh? Sawa-san, you play too?” Hitori asked the woman.
“K-Kikuri, shut up! I’ve already left that part of my life behind!” Sawako said, flustered.
“Eh… why, senpai? You were really good. Especially when you’re still with Death devils-”
Sawako clasped her hands onto Kikuri’s mouth. Hitori just looked puzzled at this reaction.
“D-death devils?”
Sawako sighed. “Death devils. My old highschool and college band.”
“You don’t know about Death devils, Hitori-chan? Ha! You should've seen senpai back during our college years, She was quite popular. Man, she was a maniac back then!”
“Yes, thank you for telling her that, Hiroi.” Sawako said through gritted teeth.
“S-so you two went to college together?” Hitori asked the pair.
“Yup! Mou, I used to always go to her concerts back then, it was the highlight of my college years.”
“It’s the only thing you did in your college years. You dropped out after two years.” Sawako said.
“Ahahaha, no regrets! I have SICK HACK now, and it’s way better than staying in school to get some crummy diploma.” Kikuri said.
“What a wonderful message to send to the kid, Hiroi.”
“SICK HACK?” Hitori asked.
“My band. But like I said, we’re mostly popular in the indie scene, so it’s understandable if you haven’t heard of us.” Kikuri explained. “Ah, man. I really wish we started it way sooner, if we did, we could’ve jammed with your band, senpai. Oh, and maybe with Ijichi-senpai’s band too.”
“Hmph. That girl is still kickin’ around?” Sawako asked Hiroi.
“Ahh, i don’t think she still plays, she disbanded her band around the time Death devils did, don’t you remember, senpai?”
“Hardly. I couldn’t stand that woman.”
“I-ijichi? Y-you mean Ijichi Seika?” Hitori inquired.
At this, both Hiroi and Sawako turned towards Hitori. Now it’s their turn to be puzzled. Hitori shrank under the gaze of the two adult women staring her down.
“You know Seika?” Sawako asked sharply.
“A-ah, forgive me! I just work at her livehouse and am a part of her sister’s band! T-that’s all! I don’t really know her that well!”
“Oh right, senpai now runs a live house. What was it called? Rry… Blurry?” Kikuri asked no one in particular.
“STARRY.” Hitori helpfully added.
“Ah, yes, STARRY!”
“So Seika runs a livehouse now.. Wait, don’t tell me the livehouse you and the girls will be performing in, is it STARRY?” Sawako asked.
Hitori nodded. Sawako groaned.
“I already bought a ticket to see the girls' show. I really hope I don’t run into her.”
“Hey, that’s great! At least she’s still kicking around in the music scene. You should too, senpai, it’d be better than being a driving instructor.”
“I’m a teacher.”
“Isn’t a driving instructor some kind of teacher? Anyway, I’m proud to say that I never left the music scene! Bassist through and through. Booze and bass are worth more than my life. That’s why I always keep 'em close by.” Hiroi proudly claims.
“So uh.. Where’s your bass?” Hitori asked.
….
“Ah, I left it at the pub.”
-
Nijika was walking with Ryo through the hustle and bustles of a busy shopping district. Unexpectedly, Ryo had invited her over for lunch today due to Nijika canceling band practice.
Nijika was surprised when Kita had suddenly said that she needed to go visit her grandmother today, and therefore can’t show up to practice. On top of that, Hitori has not responded to any of her messages. Seeing as it was pointless to practice with only two people (Nijika was almost sure Ryo would’ve come up with some half baked excuse to get out of practice anyway), Nijika decided to have today as a break day for the band. They’ve been practicing for a week straight anyway.
Having Ryo treating her to lunch instead of mooching off her and Seika was a pleasant change of pace, but she can’t help but be suspicious of her partner’s motives.
“I couldn’t believe it when you said you’re treating me to lunch today, Ryo. Are you feeling well?”
Ryo simply nodded. “Healthier than ever.”
“Huh, what’s the catch?”
Ryo looked back at Nijika, staring blankly. “Nijika, is it really that hard to believe that I just wanted to treat my dear friend to lunch?”
“Yes.”
“Well, it’s just been a while since we hung out together, just the two of us, y’know?”
“Ryo, we meet everyday. We’re in the same class in the same school.”
Ryo decided that the conversation should end there and then. She simply stopped responding to Nijika.
Nijika sighed. “Where are we going anyway?
“WcDonalds.”
“WcDonalds? You brought me all the way out here just for WcDonalds?”
Ryo nodded.
“Ryo, you know there’s a WcDonalds just 2 blocks away from STARRY, right? Why did we even need to take a 2 hour train trip here?”
“This WcDonalds is different. Trust me Nijika, you won’t regret it.”
Nijika sighed. Ryo won’t tell her, but she’s definitely planning something by taking her to this specific WcDonalds over every other WcDonalds back home. Knowing Ryo, she would bet that the reasoning would be something very, very stupid.
After a short walk, they arrived at the WcDonalds. Ryo looked at her phone to check something before entering the establishment, Nijika tailing behind.
“Welcome to WcDonalds, may I take your order?” The waitress asked peppily at both of them.
“Hello, Mugi.” Ryo said blankly.
Eh? Nijika wasn’t paying attention before, but true enough, Mugi was standing behind the counter, dressed in a WcDonalds uniform, with sparkles in her eyes.
“Ah, Ryo-chan, you made it! And I see you brought Nijika-chan along with you as well.”
“Mugi-chan, what an unexpected surprise! You work here?”
“Ahahaha, I'm still a trainee, Nijika-chan. But yes, I do work here for the time being.”
“That’s great, good for you!” Nijika smiled, to which Mugi smiled back. “I assume this is why you wanted to visit this WcDonalds over the others, Ryo?”
“Mm-hmm. Mugi chan.” Ryo said, turning to Mugi.
“Yes, Ryo-chan? Have you decided on your order?”
“No. Have you talked with your father about my pitch yet?”
Nijika stared blankly. Oh. So this is why she wanted to go to this specific WcDonalds over the others.
“Ahahaha, Ryo-chan. You’re very persistent about this, aren’t you?”
“Ryo, really? Just when i thought you actually just wanted to do something nice for me for once, you turn around and do this?” Nijika spat.
“It’s very important, Nijika. My pitch is on the verge of breaking barriers and boundaries in music. It will revolutionize the way we play instruments with it’s conception.”
“You just want to make a quick buck!”
“That too.”
“Sigh, I could watch you two bicker all day. It’s wonderful to see two girls being affectionate with each other, you know?~” Mugi interjected.
“!!? Mugi-chan wha-”
“But you’re holding up the line. Please make your order and wait for it to be prepared, thank you.” Mugi said, returning to a professional tone.
“Uhhmm.. Well, i guess we’ll have two WcWhoppers and colas.”
“Two WcWhoppers and colas. That’ll be 1200 Yen.”
Ryo looked at Nijika expectantly.
“You’re supposed to be the one treating me!” Nijika exclaimed.
“Can we at least split the bill?”
“Urgh!” Looks like nothing changed at all.
-
“Ta-dah! It’s my own bass! Super Ultra Shuton Doki EX! Cool, huh?” Kikuri said, her beloved bass in hand.
This is all too incomprehensible, Hitori thought.
She, Hiroi, and Sawako are now all sitting somewhere near a pier. It was afternoon, and the streets were crowded with people passing by to what seems to be a nearby festival that is currently ongoing.
“We rocked the club last night, but I drank too much at the afterparty, and the next thing I know, the sun was up, and I had no idea where I was!”
“How many hours did you spend drinking, Hiroi?” Sawako inquired exasperatedly.
“Lessee, it started at 10:30 but it was all a blur after that… Figure I’ll just stay up til tonight at this point.” Kikuri said, downing another carton of cheap sake.
“Y-you really like d-drinking that much?” Hitori asked, humoring Hiroi.
“Sure do! Drinking lets me forget everything, so..”
“Everything?”
“You know, like pension problems, rural depopulation, poverty gaps. Just down a bottle, and all that goes away! I call it the happiness spiral! Hic- ahh, a visual would be good right about now…”
“Your brain has never had any of those thoughts enter it. You’re just a deadbeat alcoholic, Hiroi.” Sawako said curtly.
“It’s the way I cope, senpai, you don’t get it, hic- it’s so hard to be someone like me in our current society.” Hiroi said, feigning tears. “They don’t want women to be independent music icons. T-they want us to just be stay at home wives! What men would want to be with someone like me? Not like you would get it, senpai. I doubt you ever had to worry about IMPRESSING A MAN or anything like that…”
“Hiroi, I swear to god if we don’t have a kid with us, I would be beating the shit out of you right about now.”
“E-eh? Impressing a man?”
“Ahahaha, Hitori-chan, get this, the entire reason senpai even started playing music was to impress some guy in her senior year of highkh-!”
Sawako spares no word, but moves towards Kikuri and puts her in a chokehold.
“i-is that true?” Hitori inquired further, ignoring the extreme display of violence before her. There seems to be so much more to Sawako than she previously thought.
“Ahk- it’s true, Hitori-chan! I told you how she used to play in a band before!” Hiroi said in the middle of being choked to death. “Senpai, please, I’m seeing a bright light..”
Sawako lets go of Kikuri, her gaze falling onto the ground.
“S-sawa-san..”
“Eight long years ago.” Sawako began to monologue. “I fell in love.”
-
“I love you.” Sawako said. It was a gray, dull afternoon. She and the boy of her affections were standing under the cherry blossoms as Sawako confessed her love to him. Silence fell between both of them. A silence that to Sawako, felt like it stretches on for an eternity. The boy finally opened his mouth to respond, and Sawako waited in anticipation.
“I’m sorry.” He said. “I prefer wilder girls.”
The wind blows, playing with Sawako’s hair as he watches the boy walk away. It was there and then she decided. She would be the type of girl he likes.
The wailing of a guitar. A serenade of a broken heart. Sawako was standing on the stage, front and center, as she took it the roar of applause from the crowd beneath her. But her eyes were fixed on one person only. The boy stood in the middle of the crowd, motionless.
I’ll be wilder. Sawako thought to herself. Much wilder. Much, much wilder. Yet, throughout her transformation, the boy remained unmoved, still as a statue made out of stone.
“I’ll let you date me.” It was the same gray and dull afternoon as it was years ago. They were standing under the same cherry blossoms. She has changed herself to be the type of girl he likes. A much, much wilder girl than who she was back when she first asked him out. This time, she thought confidently, there will be no way he’ll refuse.
But to Sawako’s surprise, he instead puts his hands on her shoulders.
“Sawako.”
Sawako waited in anticipation.
“You’ve gone too far.”
She can feel the wind blowing once again.
--
“AHAHAHAHA! That’s pretty messed up isn’t it, AHK-”
Sawako puts Hiroi in another chokehold. “At least I didn’t end up a washed up, drunk, broke bassist!”
“Ahk- I’m not broke! Ginjiro just bill me after every performance since I always break the equipment after drunk playingkhkh-!”
As she watched the two grown women bicker like misbehaving children, Hitori’s mind began to wander. So is this really what her future will be? Would following the path to becoming a musician lead to these two outcomes of either broken dreams and heartbreak, or rampant alcoholism?
Scenes begin to play inside her head of her as an unemployed, unmarried 25 year old woman, slowly withering away inside her closet downing another can of beer to wallow in her sorrows.
“EYAAAAAAHHHHHH!” This totally fictional scenario proved too much for Hitori. Her scream caught the attention of the two adult women.
“Ha, kid, you’re pretty messed up too, huh?” Kikuri said, chuckling at her absurdity.
“I-i’m sorry, I lost my head.”
“It’s fine, I kinda like it. What were ya doin back there anyway?”
“A-ah, well actually..”
Hitori delivered a passionate, heartfelt story about her current predicament.
“I see.” Kikuri said, choking down a sob. "It was very hard for me to sell tickets when I just started too.”
“You haven’t filled your quota yet?” Sawako asked Hitori.
Hitori shook her head.
Sawako frowned. “I see, that is unfortunate. I’d help you out, but I already bought a ticket from Ritsu. So I can't.”
“It’s fine senpai! I’m putting my skin in the game.” Kikuri said, slowly taking off her blazer.
“Now prepare yourself. Hiroi breathed out. “You and I are going to…”
Hitori glanced panickedly at Sawako, who was staring at Kikuri, guard up.
“...play a street concert, here and now!” Kikuri said, holding her bass.
“Eh?”
“S-street concert?”
“Yeah, you got those flyers already. The best way to pick up an audience is to play a street concert. Seems like there’s a festival here today, so there’s a lot of people out, perfect for a street performance!!”
“B-but-”
“Ah but we don’t have amps and stuff..” Hiroi quietly muttered. And Hitori felt a gush of relief.
“T-too bad, I guess we’ll have to try another tim-”
“Hello? Yeah, it’s me." Hiroi said on the phone. "Yeah, I’m not dead! I’m going to have a street performance, so could you bring in the stuff? Nah, the equipment’s enough.”
Hitori panickedly turned towards Sawako, desperate for a lifeline, but Sawako was staring off towards the distance with a mischievous glint in her eyes.
“A street performance, eh?” She glanced at Hitori, that glint in her eyes still present. Hitori shivered.
“I think I've got just the thing. Tell Hiroi to wait for me to return before starting.” Sawako said, before running off at speed comparable to a professional athlete.
Hitori stared blankly at the sky. Why is it so hard to have a proper responsible adult figure in her life?
-
“I can’t believe you, Ryo.” Nijika said. She, Ryo, and Mugi were now walking away from the station after a two hour train trip. “Dragging me off to a WcDonalds just for you to try bumming off of Mugi.”
Ryo said nothing. She didn’t wanna test her luck, especially after being punched in the stomach by Nijika immediately after leaving the WcDonalds with Mugi at the end of her shift.
“Sorry for dragging you into this Mugi-chan. You must be tired after a full day’s work.” Nijika said to Mugi, who up til now has been quietly observing the interactions between the two Kesokku band members fondly.
“Ah, I really don’t mind, Nijika-chan. I would never refuse the opportunity to spend time with friends. And this festival seems like it’d be a lot of fun too.”
“Mm-hmm!” Nijika nodded. “It’s gonna be fun Mugi-chan, just you wait! Just treat this as my apology for allowing Ryo to bother you during work.”
Since they were all already out anyway, Nijika decided to just take Mugi to a festival that is happening near the pier to not let this day go to waste.
“Mugi didn’t even mind-” Ryo immediately shuts up after receiving Nijika’s death glare. Mugi smiled.
“Ahh, what a wonderful relationship you two have~” Mugi said, with a faint blush on her cheeks.
“Uhh, yeah…” Nijika said. Maybe Mugi-chan’s not as pure and innocent as i initially thought, Nijika thought to herself.
“Ah, by the way, what about Hitori and Kita-chan, Nijika-chan? Do they not want to join us?” Mugi asked.
“Kita had other plans apparently, and Hitori hadn’t been active on LOINE at all today, so I assume she’s probably busy.” Nijika answered.
“I wonder what those two are up to on their own, oh my~”
Yup. definitely not the pure innocent girl i thought of.
-
“Azu-nyan, i’m gonna get us some roasted corn!”
“Wait, Yui-senpai!”
Azusa watched as Yui ran off on her own to one of the food stalls. She sighed. Kita, out of the blue, had invited her and Yui to meet up in this festival, though she doesn’t really know why. But not wanting to seem unapproachable or unfriendly, she accepted the invitation. Yui, of course, accepted the invitation without hesitation, always the first to jump at the opportunity to hang out with friends.
“Azusa-san! There you are.”
Azusa turned around to find Kita, already dressed up in a kimono for the occasion. She looked really pretty, Azusa thought to herself.
“Ah, Kita-san. Pleasure to meet you.”
“Where's Yui-chan?”
“Getting roasted corn. Anyway, why did you invite both of us here today, Kita-san?”
“Oh.” Kita was caught a bit off guard by the question, as if this was something unusual to ask. It took her a bit to finally respond.
“You see, Azusa-chan, I-i just needed some advice.”
“From me and Yui-senpai?”
“Yeah. But since she’s not here right now, I assume just you will suffice.” Kita said.
Azusa tried to find any link between her and Yui to find what commonality they both share to qualify giving Kita advice on something, before deciding that it’s definitely something guitar related.
“Of course, Kita-san, always happy to help a fellow guitarist with their problems!”
“Eh, why is that relevant?”
“What do you mean? You said you needed advice from both me and Yui senpai, and the only thing the both of us have in common with you is that we play guitar. So, I thought you’re trying to ask us for guitar advice?”
It took a bit for Kita to process this chain of logic. Finally, she shook her head.
“No, it has.. It has nothing to do with guitars. It’s actually something else.”
“Oh.” Azusa said. If it’s not guitar advice, what could it possibly be? “What is it, Kita-san?”
“This is embarrassing…” Kita said shyly. “But I need your advice on how to ask Akiyama-san out!”
….
“Eh?”
“I need your help Azusa-san! You’re in the same band as her, so you must know her well, right? Tell me, how can I win Akiyama-san’s heart?”
“K-kita-chan, I-”
“Oh but she’s such an untouchable goddess, her beauty is miles above some norman like me to be able to comprehend, am I even worthy enough for her, Azusa-san?
“B-but I-”
“I actually invited her here tonight, Azusa-san, and I’m planning on telling her how I feel at this festival!” Kita said determinedly.
“Wait, wait, Kita-san, slow down!”
Kita paused. Azusa massaged her temple.
“So, you invited me here to ask me for advice on how to confess to Mio-senpai, who you also invited here. Tonight.”
Kita nodded.
“Why? Why did you decide to do everything on the same night, Kita-san?”
“Eh, wouldn’t getting it done as quickly as possible be better? I thought maybe after giving me advice, you and Yui-chan can be my wingwoman on my date with Akiyama-san!”
“Okay, that’s the second thing. Why me?”
“Eh, what do you mean?”
“Why me? I’m sorry Kita-san, but I’ve never been in a relationship before, and neither has Yui-senpai, to my knowledge. And on top of that, I’m straight. So I wouldn’t know how it would be to confess to a girl anyway.”
“What? But aren’t you and Yui-chan together?” Kita asked innocuously.
There was a pause.
“WHAT!? WHAT EVEN GIVES YOU THAT IDEA?!” Azusa said, face red as Kita’s hair.
“I-i thought it was obvious..? You both hug all the time, and you seem to enjoy it, Yui-chan even has a pet name for you, what was it, Azu-chan?”
“Azu-nyan!” Azusa, realizing she unintentionally validated Kita’s point, blushed even deeper.
“Yeah. But you’re telling me you’re straight? Are you sure?”
“I-wh-”
“I’m back! Hey, Kita-chan!” Yui said, with two roasted corn in her hands.
“Yui-senp- Yui senpai!”
“Mou, Azu-nyan, what’s wrong? Your face is red. Do you have a cold?”
“I-i.. I need to use the restroom!”
With that, Azusa quickly fled the scene.
“Mou, she must’ve really had to go. Ne, Kita-chan, did you just got here?”
Kita, deciding to not bring up anything that just happened for Azusa’s sake, nodded. “Mm-hmm! I just got here and had a bit of a talk with Azusa-san, that’s all.”
“Oh. What did you two talk about?”
Before she could respond, she could feel her phone buzzing. She took it out of her pocket to find it was a message from Mio, telling her she arrived. “Oh, Akiyama-san’s here!”
“Eh, you invited Mio-chan too? This’ll be fun!” Yui said.
“There she is! Akiyama-san, over here!” Kita waved to try and get Mio’s attention.
Mio noticed her and waved back. She approached Kita and Yui with a smile on her face. Ah, there she is… Kita’s imagination began to run wildly. Her eyes, it’s so bright… it puts all the stars in the sky to shame. Her hair, flowing perfectly in the wind. She’s so beautiful… I just can’t take it! By the end of the night I’m gonna make myself yours, Akiyama-san!
Kita was so transfixed on Mio that she didn’t notice that someone was tailing behind Mio, until Yui calls out,
“Ricchan! Mio-chan! You came!”
Kita can feel her imagination shatter into a million tiny pieces at the sight of Ritsu’s impish smile.
“Hey, you know I wouldn’t miss hanging out with you guys for the world!” Ritsu said, giving a peace sign and smiling broadly, to the clear annoyance of Mio.
“Sorry about this, Kita-chan, But when the baka found out I was going to this festival, she insisted on tagging along.”
“Oh don’t be such a killjoy, Mio-cwaaaan.” Ritsu said, leaning her head on Mio’s shoulder “I’m sure Kita wouldn’t mind, right?”
Kita however, wasn't listening to Ritsu. She was focused on her hand, which was intertwined with Mio’s. On top of that, Ritsu’s general touchiness when it comes to Mio, the affectionate nickname she just called her, Kita began to piece everything in her mind.
“Mou, if only Mugi-chan is here, then we’ll have the full club.” Yui said.
“What about Azusa? Is she here?” Mio asked.
“Yea, she had to use the restroom though, so- Kita chan- what are you doing?”
Kita fell to the ground on all fours, emanating an aura of despair around her.
“It’s Ikuyover…” she muttered.
“What? Kita-chan, what’s wrong?” Mio asked.
“Could this day get any worse?” Kita said to the ground.
“Eh, Kita-chan? Is that you?” A familiar voice interjected from the crowd.
Kita looked up to find Nijika and the others looking confusedly at her.
“Weren’t you supposed to be at your grandma’s?
Kita dropped dead on the ground, her soul slowly leaving her body.
“Nijika! Ryo! Mugi!” Ritsu called over to the newcomers.
“Ah, hello Ricchan. What a pleasant surprise to run into all of you here.”
“Sup.” Ryo greeted simply.
Nijika, upon noticing Ritsu was also there, immediately became stone-faced.
“Ritsu.” she simply acknowledged.
There was an awkward silence. Nobody was sure what to say after that.
“Mou… when will Azu-nyan come back..? Her corn is gonna get cold.” Yui said.
-
“I-i’m not wearing that!” Hitori said, attempting to maneuver out of Sawako’s reach.
“Ahahaha, but it will be fun, Hitori-chan!” Kikuri said, already wearing the costume Sawako had brought them.
“You could’ve probably changed in a more secluded spot instead of doing it out in the open Kikuri, but I appreciate that you like my costumes.” Sawako said. “Now hold still, Hitori-chan!”
“NO! You can’t make me! I’d rather die than wear something like that! Especially in public!”
Sawako paused in her attempt to get Hitori into her outfit to take a breather.
“Hitori-chan, I’m doing this for you, you know. This outfit would be so eye-catching that people can’t help but stop and watch your performance!” She wheezes out.
“B-but it’s so embarrassing!”
“Hitori-chan, you’ll never grow if you can’t conquer your embarrassment! How do you expect to get up on stage and play in front of other people for your concert if you keep holding on to that mindset?”
Hitori knows Sawako was right, but she couldn’t help to think that there should be a more tactful way to get the point across.
“Then you leave me no choice, Hitori-chan. Hiroi.”
Hiroi, who has been absentmindedly sipping on another sake carton, looked over towards Sawako. “Yes, senpai?”
“Restrain this girl!” Sawako pointed towards Hitori.
“On it!” She enthusiastically responded, hugging Hitori from the back.
Hitori was too slow to react, and she tumbled forward when Hiroi pushed her weight onto her. She smells of sweat and cheap booze.
“Don’t worry Hitori-chan, this will be quick and painless. For me, that is.” Sawako said with a sinister smile on her face.
Hitori let out a scream so high that only dogs were able to hear it. Sawako’s glass cracked. Hiroi’s carton box, despite not being made out of glass, exploded.
After a back and forth struggle, Sawako managed to fit the costume onto an unwilling Hitori.
“There you go! Chin up, Hitori-chan!"
“Wooow… you look so cute, Hitori-chan!” Hiroi said.
Hitori just wants to die at this point. She’s standing in public, wearing a matching frilly maid dress with a drunk woman probably twice her age. This is definitely the lowest point of her life.
“I always have a good eye for stuff like this, I know it’ll fit you well, Hitori chan! With this, you’ll catch crowds from the entirety of Japan, don’t even worry about that quota anymore!”
Hitori heavily doubts that. She looked over towards Hiroi, who is now scribbling up some advertisements for their spontaneous street concert. Hiroi for once seemed attentive, and looked at Hitori after noticing her staring.
“What’s wrong, girl? Still nervous?”
Hitori didn’t answer, she just looked down at the ground.
“If you’re that scared, you could shut your eyes.. I guess you’re really scared of strangers, eh? I feel you.”
That might just work, Hitori thought to herself. She’s been playing in the dark in her closet where she can’t see her fingers the whole time anyway. Yeah, maybe she can do it.
“But just so you know.” Hiroi said, earning the attention of Hitori, “You’re not in combat with the people in front of you.”
Hiroi opened her eyes for the first time that entire day. Hitori could see those deep magenta colored eyes boring through her soul. “Don’t get it twisted who your enemies are.”
Enemies? What did she mean by that? Hitori pondered.
They did a couple sound checks to make sure their equipment and instruments are functioning properly. Satisfied, Hiroi hollered, “Hey, everyone! We’re about to play an original song by her band, kessoku band! Please come and watch! Give her a round of applause!”
Hiroi started clapping. From the audience, Hitori could see Sawako clapping politely along. Behind her, groups of onlookers and passersby stood still, curious to what is currently taking place. It seems that Sawako was right, the maid outfit definitely drew some eyes to the performance.
“Go on, play.” Hiroi said, breaking Hitori from her stupor
“R-right.” Hitori began to play the opening riff.
From the audience, Sawako watches as Hitori opens the song, with Hiroi ad-libbing along on bass.
When I first met her, She doesn’t even have the courage to play in front of the light music club, and now she’s about to play in front of a crowd of people. And tomorrow, she’s going to play in an actual livehouse, Sawako thought to herself. Sawako might have not been as close to Hitori as the girls, but she can’t help the feeling of pride swelling inside her as she watched this girl grow alongside the children she tutored. She smiled as she tapped her foot to the rhythm of the music. Go, Hitori-chan. I’ll be there to support you along the way!
She’s ad-libbing! Hitori thought to herself as she listened to Hiroi’s playing. The way she plays is so confident, giving her such a firm foundation to play. You can tell she’s having fun. And there’s me, by comparison.. I-i’m too scared to look up!
“You’re doing great!” a voice from the audience broke Hitori out of her spiraling thoughts.
“Eh what are you doing?” Another voice piped up from the crowd.
“Well, the guitar girl looked nervous, so it just came out.”
Hitori looked up and opened her eye.
I see. I never had any enemies here. Hitori finally understood what Hiroi meant earlier. It was all just my imagination. She began to play her guitar more confidently.
Hiroi, noticing the drastic improvement in performance, looked up from her position towards Hitori. Whoa, She thought. She’s opening her eyes. Her performance is way more stable. So this is how Hitori-chan plays, interesting. That’s right, Hitori chan. You have no enemies here. The only people who stopped by are the people who want to watch your performance.
And with that, the song concluded. Hitori paused as the audience clapped in awe at the performance they just witnessed. Hiroi looked up towards her proudly.
Realizing and conquering her flaws in such a short amount of time… Amazing! She’ll get better, my instinct never lies! Hiroi thought as she looked at Hitori, bowing down to the audience in lieu of the applause she had gotten from them.
They’re all smiling. If I do more concerts, will i see more faces like this? Hitori thought as she watched the smiling faces in the audience. I think I’d like that.
“Hitori-chan, great work!” Hiroi said, giving her a thumbs up.
“T-thank you!” What a relief.. Hitori thought. She didn’t realize... I only have one eye open during that!
“Hitori-chan!” She suddenly hears Sawako beckoning after her.
“Eh?”
“These two girls, they want to buy a ticket to your concert!”
“E-eh, is that true?” Hitori asked, turning towards the two girls next to Sawako, which she recognized as the girl who shouted their support for her during her performance.
“Yep! We’ll take two, please!” one of the girls said.
“Oh and I love your outfit! You look cute as a maid! Does your band always dress up like that for performances?” The other girl asked.
“Isn’t that great, Hitori-chan? Huh, did you freeze up from the joy?” Hiroi said as she observed Hitori’s unresponsive state.
Hitori collapsed to the ground, her face rapidly swapping between all emotions at once.
“Ah that’ll be 1500 yen a piece, 3000 total!” Sawako said on behalf of Hitori, who is still malfunctioning on the ground.
“Is that right, Hitori-chan?” Hiroi asked.
“A-ah, yes! Are you sure you want to buy these t-tickets?” Hitori said as she got up from the ground.
“Hey, give it up, Hitori-chan.” Hiroi said teasingly.
“B-but-” Hitori attempts to object, not picking up the teasing tone.
“This was my first time seeing a street performance, but you were so good! Keep up the good work on your next concert, yeah?” The girl from the audience said to her.
“A-ah, right. I’ll do my best!” She said, as she handed them two tickets to her concert.
“Will you be playing that song again at your next concert?” The girl asked.
“Y-yes, we will!”
Hiroi and Sawako watched the scene fondly.
“To think we once had a shining period like that in our life, senpai…” Hiroi said, as she sipped on another carton of sake.
“I know, Hiroi, and look at us now. All old and washed up compared to these youngins.” Sawako replied.
With that, both grown women hugged and cried loudly on each other’s shoulders, making themselves a public nuisance. Hitori turned towards them panickedly.
“W-why are you two crying?”
“It’s fine, Hitori chan, I’ll be back in my happiness spiral soon!” Hiroi said, as she sipped on her carton sake again.
“Hiroi, give me some of those while you’re at it.”
“Eh, but I thought you wanted to set a good example, senpai?”
“Ah, to hell with it! This is too much even for me!”
“T-that can’t possibly be good for you two..”
“OI, you can’t play here!” a new voice said from where the audience stood just moments ago. It was a man in a police uniform.
“Oh no! It’s the fuzz! Are they going to take me away?” Hitori said, her face falling onto the ground (literally, as all her facial features detached itself from her face and fell to the ground.)
“Nah, of course not, but they are pretty mad, so let’s pack up.” Hiroi said, as she began packing up their equipment.
-
"Tonight was fun, wasn't it?" Mugi said to her friends as they left the festival together.
Yui nodded. "It was, Mugi-chan! The fireworks were amazing! We should go out together more often! Don't you agree, Azu-nyan?”
"Huh, what was that, senpai?" Azusa asked. She seems unusually reserved, and is keeping a distance from Yui. Mugi wondered if anything happened between the two of them when she wasn't present.
"I said that we should go out together more often! You know, going out? We should go out, Azu-nyan!"
"!!!" Azusa flushed a deep red and walked hurriedly past Mugi and Yui.
"Eh, Azu-nyan? What's wrong? Does she not wanna go out with me?"
Mugi meanwhile, just smiled dazedly at the other two's conversation. "Ah, today was a good day…." she mumbled absentmindedly, to the further confusion of Yui.
-
"You should've just been straight with me from the beginning, Kita-chan. Instead you got caught up in your own lie.” Nijika said to her red haired companion.
“If I said I was going on a date with Akiyama-san today, would you cancel practice?”
“Well, no.”
“Exactly.”
Nijika sighed. “My point is, don’t just impulsively jump into doing something without so much of a second thought! If you come to me and the others first, we could probably help you out and come up with a plan first.”
“Maybe…”
“Well anyway, since you’re pretty much out of it tonight, I assume it didn’t end well?”
“I didn’t even get a chance to start.” Kita said. “I realized someone already beat me to the finish line before I even knew there was a competition.”
“Ah. So how do you feel about it, Kita-chan?”
“Honestly? Kinda relieved.”
“Eh?”
“I spent the past week just thinking about her, about what it would’ve been if we got together, if we ever become an item. Now that I know that it would’ve never even happened in the first place, I feel kinda free? Like a huge burden had just been lifted.”
“I see. So I guess you just needed some sort of closure, huh?”
“Yep. Besides, that was totally just some crush of the week, I know that now. I’m over it!”
“Huh, you’re really quick to move on, Kita-chan, does this happen often?”
“Eh, not really? This is like the first time something like this ever happened to me.”
“Still, I guess that’s not a bad mindset to have, being able to recover quickly after something not going the way you wanted. You’re pretty unique in that regard, aren’t you Kita-chan?”
“If you say so, Nijika, senpai!” Kita giggled. “Besides, i know now, my true love isn’t Akiyama-san, it was always Ryo-senpai! From this point on, I promise to be loyal to her and her only!” She huffed.
At this, Nijika chopped Kita’s head playfully. “Looks like you learnt absolutely nothing, Kita-chan. Oh well, at least you're back to the cheery Kita-chan that I knew.” Nijika smiled.
-
“Nijika-chan and Kita-chan’s been acting strange lately, haven't they?” Ritsu said to Ryo.
“I haven’t noticed anything different.” Ryo said in that disinterested voice of hers.
“That’s cause you’ve got the awareness of a cardboard box, Yamada! How could you not notice something’s up with your own friends? Mio, back me up here!”
“Eh? Don’t just drag me into one of your arguments! But you’re right, they have been acting a bit odd this past week.”
“Right? I’m not the only one who notices it! You’re just weird, Yamada.”
Ryo just shrugged, apparently not that invested in the conversation.
“What do you think is up with them, Mio? I notice that whenever she’s around me, Nijika-chan just becomes so cold. I don’t even know! Did I do something wrong?”
“Knowing you, you probably offended her at some point and are too dense to notice you did anything wrong.” Mio said bluntly.
“Eh? No way! I’ve been nothing but kind to her!”
“Kita-chan’s been acting weird around me too.” Mio said. “It’s like, I’ve seen her talking normally with Yui and the others, but when it comes to me, she stutters and stumbles through her words, and sometimes she just stares blankly at me! What’s that all about?” Mio shook her head.
“Maybe she has a crush on you or something.” Ritsu snarked.
“Huh? Ritsu, take this seriously! There’s no way that’d be the case. We don’t even know if she swings that way.” Mio said, rejecting the notion on the spot.
“Well then, I don’t know.” Ritsu said. “These girls are a mystery.”
They continue to watch Nijika and Kita interacting with each other.
Hm, they seem to really enjoy each other’s company. Mio thought, as she watched Kita laugh at something that Nijika had said to her.
They’re really touchy with each other, aren’t they? Ritsu thought, as she watched NIjika chopped Kita’s head playfully in response to something the redhead had said to the blonde.
“Hey, Mio.”
“Hm?”
“You know, I think Nijika might have a thing for Kita.”
“I know I said that we didn’t know if she’s like that, but Kita’s been really close with Nijika, so I was thinking Kita might like her.”
Ryo looked at Mio and Ritsu, listening to the conclusion that came to them from watching her two bandmate’s interaction. She started piecing together the puzzle in her mind.
Eh. She shrugged. She doesn’t really care.
-
Hitori, Hiroi, and Sawako finally finished packing up their equipment (and in Hitori and Hiroi’s case, outfits as well.), and are now walking to the station. During that walk, Hitori kept smiling to herself.
Ah, I sold out! I still have one more ticket to sell, but still, I sold two! That’s something, right? She thought to herself.
“Ah, by the way, kid. I’ll buy that last one.”
“Eh?”
“The ticket. That’ll fill your quota, right?”
“A-are you sure?”
“Of course, I operate close by. Plus it's a chance to reunite with senpai, just like the old days. Sawako-senpai, you’re coming right?”
“Damn straight. Already got my ticket. And after the performance, how could I not?” Sawako said, winking at Hitori. “Even if it means running to that old nuisance again.” She added.
“T-thank you so much!”
“A concert costing more than five onikoros… This’d better be worth it!”
“H-hai!”
Hitori handed Hiroi the ticket, which she gladly accepted. She began to walk inside the station, waving to both Hitori and Sawako as she did.
“Let’s play together again sometime! Maybe you can join along too, senpai. You still keep your Gibson, right?”
“I don’t know, I think I’ve stored in the clubroom somewhere, I'll go and find it when I have the time.”
“Bye-bye, you two!” Hiroi began walking towards the platform entrance.
“Hitori-chan, you need a lift? I can drive you home if you wan-
“Wait, senpai!”
Hitori turned around, finding Hiroi running back towards them.
“I spent the last of my money on that ticket, can I borrow some for the ride back home? I’ll pay you back at the concert! I swear!” Hiroi said desperately.
“Why was I expecting anything else…” Sawako said as she took out her wallet. “You still owe me for that bottle of sochu from the last time we went drinking.”
“Ahahaha, gomen, gomen, I’ll pay you that at the concert too!”
“Why does this sound oddly familiar…” Hitori thought to herself.
After Sawako lended Hiroi her money, She entered the platform for real, leaving Hitori and Sawako on their own.
“So Hitori-chan, about that lift..”
“A-ah, yes! I’d be grateful if you would drive me home.”
On the way to the car, Hitori typed up a message to all her friends to inform them of her success today.
-
“Achoo!”
“Whoa, Ryo-senpai! Do you have a cold?”
“No, I think someone- nevermind.”
“Today was fun, wasn’t it? It’s such a shame Gotoh-san missed out on all of it… I feel kinda bad for leaving her out.”
“You were planning on ditching all of us today either way, Kita-chan.”
“Look, I’m sorry about that! But it didn’t turn out that way anyway, right? We ended up hanging out with Akiyama-san and the others, but we didn’t invite Gotoh-san! I feel bad about that!”
“Well, she hasn’t been responding to any of our messages today, including ones where I invited her- Oh, look at this, a new message from Bocchi-chan, finally!”
“Ah, what does it say, Nijika-senpai?”
“I’m sorry I haven’t been responding to your messages. Also…. i sold all my tickets! May our concert be a success!” Nijika read aloud.
“Bocchi chan…”
“She’s totally lying, isn’t she?”
“Totally.”
“Our LOINE messages must’ve put pressure on her.”
“Let’s be nice to her at practice tomorrow.”
Everyone nodded at that.
Notes:
I hope there isn't too much going on in this chapter, i had fun writing it. Who knew Sawako and Hiroi would be such a fun pair to write about?
also i probably got all the prices wrong lol, i just googled prices of mcdonalds in japan so apologies for that
Chapter 4: Karakara Days
Summary:
The two bands finally perform at STARRY.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Ohh… I really wish I brought an umbrella today.”
A harsh storm has graced itself on the prefecture. Water dropping down like bullets from the dreary sky. The streets were devoid of the usual lively crowds and traffic, except for one young woman, walking hurriedly alone through the storm, desperate to reach her destination quickly to not spare another moment out in the rain.
“Phew, I made it.” PA -san said, as she reached the front steps of STARRY.
She descended the stairs and entered the venue, relieved to be finally out of the storm and within the warm confines of the livehouse. She dried herself off before looking around. The livehouse is the same as ever, except for little dolls being hung on top of the bar counter, where the manager is currently slumped on.
“Nijika and her friends made them.” Seika said, without looking up.
“Ah. Rain charms?” PA - san inquired. “But in the end the typhoon came through anyway.”
Seika said nothing. She just kept slumping on the counter.
“At this point the people who bought the tickets might not even show up. I hope the girls aren’t too heartbroken about the lack of turnout.” PA-san said.
“Real bands get screwed over by life all the time.” Seika finally said. “They need to learn to adapt to any situation.”
There was a pause as PA-san observed the manager's sulking figure.
“Ah, I have a handkerchief here somewhere, manager.”
“Oh, beat it.”
-
“Looks like my friends can’t come either.” Kita said, as she checked her phone.
“Neither will my parents… My grandma was supposed to look after Futari, but now she can’t come, so…” Hitori added.
“I don’t think any of my friends can come too.” said Mio.
“Our audience will be less than half of what we expected.” Kita said.
“Well, it is what it is! Let’s take it in stride!” Nijika tries to lighten the mood.
“Hai, don’t worry Hitori-chan, Kita-chan, Ui and Nodoka-chan told me they’re still coming!”
“The world could literally be ending outside and Ui would still find her way to watch your performance, Yui.” Ritsu grinned.
“We need not despair. Nijika-chan is right. I’m sure our performance would be stellar regardless, even with less eyes on us.” Mugi added.
“Less people watching doesn’t mean we should strive for less, though!.” Azusa said passionately. “We can’t just let a simple rain get to us!”.
“Yes, exactly!” Nijika peppily said.
Ryo, who has been quiet through the entire conversation, lets her head fall onto Nijika’s shoulders.
“Come on, look alive here.” Nijika deadpans.
“It's the weather, it’s making me sleepy…” Ryo sleepily mumbled.
Nijika-chan… she’s been working so hard to make this band a success… Hitori thought, as she watched her friends. She even cheered me up for our first concert when I was so scared. O-okay! For today’s concert, I will bring the hype! As she thought of that, she whipped out her trusty party outfit.
“Bocchi chan, this is a serious concert. Take those off.” Nijika deadpanned.
“Woah, you look like a real party chick, Hitori-chan!” Yui said.
“E-eh, really?”
“Oi, don’t encourage her now.”
At that moment, the door to the venue opened, and in came two young girls and what seemed to be a walking hairball, soaking wet from the rain.
“Onee-chan! We made it!” One of the newcomers said, as she put away her umbrella and raincoat.
“Ui!” Yui greeted the newcomer. They both embraced each other, before Yui acknowledged the other girl who came in alongside her little sister.
“Nodoka-chan, you made it too!”
“Ah, of course, Yui. I wouldn’t miss out on one of your performances.” The girl called Nodoka said.
“Thank you for taking out the time to come and see our performance, Nodoka-chan!” Mio bowed.
“Ah, it’s nothing, Mio, really.” Nodoka said, waving her hand at Mio’s comment. “Like I said, I wouldn’t miss out on my friend’s performance, even if the weather decided to be uncooperative.”
Nodoka looked at the rest of the ensemble. She greeted the rest of the Ho-Kago Tea Time members, before addressing the kessoku band members at the back.
“Ah, and you must be kessoku band. Yui has told me so much about you. Manabe Nodoka. I’m looking forward to seeing your performance as well.” Nodoka said politely.
“Thank you, Manabe-san! We’ll make sure to rock your socks off with our performance!” Nijika replied.
“BRRRR!!!!!” The thing everyone has mistaken for a fuzzy hairball shivered, akin to a cat shaking off water after being forced to take a bath. A girl revealed herself from underneath that bushy mane of hair.
“Finally, I thought I was gonna die of hypothermia out there!” The girl exclaimed loudly.
“Ah, Jun! You made it too.” Azusa said to the girl.
“You bet I did! We had to walk through a freakin’ hurricane to get here, Azusa! So this concert better be worth it!” Jun said playfully.
“It will be! At least, I hope it will..”
“Look at her hair, it’s so spiky.” Ryo muttered to Kita.
“Ryo-senpai, that’s not nice!” Kita said. “But yeah, her hair looks a bit odd and out of place, I have to admit.”
Mio turned towards the red and blue headed girls, bemused.
“Well, things are starting to look up, we at least have you three to come and watch our performances!” Nijika said to the trio.
Hitori smiled. Maybe this wouldn’t be so bad after all.
Right as she thought that, the door opened again, and in came two other figures. This time, it was two people Hitori recognized.
“Bocchi-chan, I made it!” One of the newcomers said, She was dripping wet from top to bottom, and was barely standing straight.
“Onee-san!”
“Some rain outside, huh? I didn’t bring an umbrella, that’s why I’m wet. Isn’t that right, senpai?” Hiroi said to the person next to her.
“Sawa-chan!” Yui excitedly exclaimed.
“Hello, girls.” Sawako said. “I see that we’re early to the party. I was afraid we were gonna be late because I had to escort this drunk to the livehouse.”
“Eh? So mean, senpai. I can walk here by myself!”
“You almost slipped twice on the steps outside.”
“Ugh. Why does it have to be you two?” Seika said from her seat at the bar.
“Seika.” Sawako said, finally acknowledging the presence of the blonde manager.
“Eh, Sawako-sensei, you know the manager?” Azusa asked her teacher.
“We went to college together.” Sawako replied simply.
“Ahahaha! Betcher havin’ an afterparty tonight, huh?” Hiroi said, as she drunkenly stumbled towards Seika, putting an arm around her shoulder. “Picked an izakaya yet? I know a good one!”
“Ugh, get offa me, you reek of booze!” Seika said, trying to get Hiroi off of her.
“She has that “I just discovered drinking parties” energy college freshmen usually have.” PA-san said from her corner.
“She never grew out of that phase, more like.” Sawako suggested.
“How come you became even more of a pain in the ass?” Seika said, struggling to throw Hiroi off of her.
Hitori watched the scene in front of her plays out, as she does, the door opened again, and this time, came two more figures.
“I’m so wet!”
“Hitori-chan, there you are!”
The girls from the street concert? “Y-you really came?” Hitori asked the pair.
“Of course we did! We’re your fans!” One of the girls said.
“We’re expecting a performance powerful enough it’ll blow this typhoon away!” The other girl said.
F-fans? Hitori began giggling to herself. As she did, a beam of light started forming around her, everyone in the venue watching in astonishment.
“Fans… hehehehehehe…”
“Y-you are Hitori chan, right?” One of her self-proclaimed fans asked.
“I think the rain probably knocked me out and I’m having a fever dream right now. Are we all seeing this?” Jun piped up.
“My fans!” Hitori is currently in cloud nine right now, flying high above the clouds with her various imaginary instrument friends.
“It is the wrong person!”
-
“We’re about to start, but there’s not many people out there.”
The two bands are now backstage. The concert was about to start and Ho-Kago Tea Time will go up first, prompting them to do some last minute checks to make sure all their instruments are in proper working condition.
Hitori peeked at the crowd, spotting Ui-chan and her friends standing in the audience with expectant looks on their faces. She can also spot her two fans in the front row as well, chatting excitedly with each other. The rest seems to be a jumbled assortment of people that was mostly here for the other bands that will be performing tonight, though there weren’t many of them due to the ongoing storm.
“More will definitely show up as we start.” Ryo said, as if she read Hitori’s mind.
“Have you heard of this first band? Ho-Kago Tea-Time?” As if on cue, one of the attendees asked her friend about the band.
“Don’t know. Don’t care.” her friend responded, not even looking up from her phone.
“You're right. Seems like a waste of time. Don’t know anything about this second band too, kessoku band. Does that ring a bell?”
“Nope. Couldn’t care less.”
Ryo slowly closed the backstage door. Nijika trying to lighten the mood in lieu of what they just heard.
“Hahaha, we’re new, so of course they’re not gonna know who we are! Don’t let it get you down.” Nijika nervously said.
“E-exactly!” Kita said.
“Don’t sweat it. Don’t sweat it.” Ryo repeated, as if she’s trying to convince herself.
“R-right..” Hitori said weakly.
“But they also dismissed Ho-Kago Tea Time… i wish that doesn’t get to them.” Kita said, stealing a glance towards the other band.
“Yeah, hopefully they’re faring well. They’re almost up.” Nijika said, following Kita’s gaze.
Hitori stayed quiet. She glanced at Ho-Kago Tea Time, who seemed to be caught up in their own discussion. She can feel the terse atmosphere in the air. She wonders how they’re handling the situation.
-
“Oh, we are so not ready for this. This is a terrible idea,” Mio said, breathing heavily as their performance drew closer.
“Mio, calm down.” Ritsu attempted to comfort her. “We practiced our butts off for this, nothing should go wrong.”
“I can kinda get where Mio-senpai’s coming from. This is an entirely different ballpark from playing at school festivals. It’s a totally different audience out there. They might not like us.”
“That is true. But risks come with every new experience. No need to stress ourselves over it. If we keep thinking and worrying it over, we’ll just be stuck here and never actually progress.”
Mio and Azusa still looked unconvinced. At this, Yui frowned. Why are her friends so restless?
“Ne, Azu-nyan. Do you not want to do this?” Yui asked her kouhai.
“Eh? Of course i want to do this, Yui-senpai.”
“Then why are you so worried? We’re here to have fun, right?”
“I guess, but that’s not all of what we’re here for, senpai.”
“But it is a part of it, right?”
“Yeah, i guess?” Azusa said, not really understanding where this conversation is going.
“Well, how can you have fun if you're just gonna worry over everything?” Yui asked her.
Azusa seems to be caught off guard by this chain of reasoning. Mugi chuckled.
“You’re right, Yui-chan. Our prime objective here is to enjoy ourselves to the fullest first and foremost. This performance might seem daunting, but let’s not lose sight of that.” Mugi suggested.
“B-but, we should also concern ourselves with things other than simply having fun! Don’t you all realize the implication of this? We’re playing at an actual livehouse!” Azusa passionately defended.
“We are playing in a real livehouse. Don’t you think that in itself is already quite an achievement?” Ritsu replied. “I think we’ve done enough to be able take it easy. Yui and Mugi’s right. Just treat this like another school festival, and let loose.”
Azusa fell silent, but it’s clear she’s still not wholly convinced. She turned towards Mio for support.
Mio, realizing Azusa was waiting to hear her thoughts on the matter, let out a sigh.
“I suppose for once the baka is right. I can’t really help it, but I will try my best to quell my worries for now. Stressing over the performance will only lead to worse playing anyway.” Mio finally said.
At that, Azusa conceded. “Alright, I guess you all have a point.”
Yui smiled. “That’s more like it.”
“Ho-Kago Tea Time.” One of STARRY’s staff called out from the stage. “You’re up.”
“Good luck, you guys!” Nijika beckoned them as they began to step towards the stage.
“We’ll be here, rooting from the sidelines!” Kita cheered.
“Break a leg.” Ryo said, giving a thumbs up.
“I-i hope everything goes smoothly.” Hitori muttered.
Yui waved at them. “We’ll give you guys the best performance ever!”
With that, Ho-Kago Tea Time ascended to the stage.
-
“Good evening, everyone! We’re Ho-Kago Tea Time! It’s a pleasure to be performing for you here tonight!” Yui said to the audience.
Ui watched as her sister introduced her band on stage, enthusiastically clapping along with Jun and Nodoka. The two Hitori fans on the front row also politely clapped for them.
She’s not seeing much enthusiasm from the general audience though.
“Ne, it’s our first time performing at a live house, and we’re all very excited! Isn’t that right guys?”
The others all gave silent nods and murmurs of confirmation.
“Haha, Yui, let’s just skip the talking and get to the song for now, shall we?” Ritsu said from her spot at the back.
“Just get to the songs already.” Ui can hear one of the girls from the audience pipes up. Ui sent a glare towards her direction- that went unnoticed.
“Eh? Oh, right! Everyone, please enjoy our first song, Fuwa-fuwa time!”
With introductions done, Yui played the opening riff to the song while the other band members clapped along. After about five seconds in, the rest of the instruments joined in, starting the song.
“Whenever I look at you, my heart goes doki-doki.”
Ui watched the performance with awe in her eyes. Next to her, Jun was bobbing her head to the music, while Nodoka watched the show intently. The adults at the back watches silently, emotion unreadable, with the exception of Kikuri, who has a content smile plastered on her face.
Still, there doesn’t seem to be any strong reaction from the audience. Ui frowns. What is it with this crowd? Can’t they see the performance currently happening in front of them? Well, Ui might be a tad bit biased, but this is in no way how you’re supposed to react.
The lack of a response seems to be getting to the band as well. She can see Mio’s terse movement, causing her to make some easily avoidable mistakes in the process. Azusa looks overwhelmed and misses some notes she would normally play without issue.
“Ah, Kami-san, please, give me some dream time with just the two of us!”
Ui winced. She can hear her sister's voice crack a bit at that verse. Next to her, Jun, who was normally aloof, has even taken notice of the slightly off performance from the band.
“Fuwa-fuwa time!”
As Yui and Mio sang the end of chorus back and forth, Ui glanced around at the crowd to garner their reaction to the performance. Much to her dismay, they remained unmoved, some were even going back to scrolling through their phones. Eventually, the song came to an end, and as the last note of the song faded out, Yui once again spoke to the crowd.
“That was our first song, Fuwa-fuwa time!”
Next to her, she could hear Nodoka and Jun clapping. It was brief however, and the atmosphere returned to a tense one.
Outside those initial reactions, no one in the audience seemed affected by the performance. She can see Mugi’s eyebrows furrow. Mio had her head down while Azusa looked uncomfortable by the lack of reaction. Ritsu seemed lost at what to do, but what pushes Ui over the edge was seeing the smile on her sister’s face slowly drops.
“Sheesh, is this a graveyard? Where's all the excitement?” Jun muttered, rather annoyed at the turn of events.
“Ui, are you okay?” Nodoka said, putting her hand on Ui’s shoulder, but before Nodoka could say more, Ui had acted.
“Ho-Kago Tea Time!” She exclaimed at the band.
This puts everyone's eyes towards her, including the adults at the back. She could hear Hiroi mutter something, but Ui couldn’t care less. What matters to her right now is her sister.
“You guys are doing great! I want to hear the next song!” Ui cheered and clapped. Next to her, Jun simply looked bemused, while Nodoka had a small smile on her face.
Under normal circumstances, Ui probably would’ve been embarrassed to make herself the center of attention. She’s the type that prefers to stay in the background rather than being in the spotlight. She can even feel her cheeks burning up as consequences for her action already.
Nobody reacted at first, but slowly but surely, she could see light returning to Yui’s eyes as she smiled at her. Yui turned around to face the rest of her band with a huge smile on her face.
“Well, Ricchan? You heard her! Let’s move on to the next song!”
-
Yui watched the crowd as she sang the last few verse of Fuwa - fuwa time. She can see Ui, Nodoka, Jun, Hitori’s fans at the front row, along with Sawa-chan, manager, and the other woman at the back. They were all watching the performance intently.
Yui can’t say the same for the rest of the audience though. She can see some of them either staring blankly at the stage, yawning, and some not even watching and scrolling through their phone. Yui wasn’t sure what to make of this. This was the first time the band has been met with indifference from the audience.
“That was our first song, Fuwa-fuwa time!” Yui concluded over the crowd.
She saw a couple of people, mainly Ui and her friends, politely clapping, while the rest of the audience remained unmoved.
At this, Yui can feel a frown starting to form on her face.
Next to her, she caught a glimpse of Mio looking down, while Azusa looked restless on her other side. She can imagine things not looking so great for either Ritsu and Mugi at the back too. Yui can feel gears turning in her head.
Were we not good? I guess we did make a few mistakes during the song, but I didn’t think we were terrible. But apparently the audience disagreed, and it seems to be getting to everyone, what should I do?
Yui was feeling lost at what to do, until she heard a voice from the audience.
“Ho-Kago Tea Time! You guys are doing great! I want to hear the next song!”
It was Ui, and she was exclaiming her support for her.
Yui was silent for a moment, before everything finally fell into place. She slowly smiled.
“Well, Ricchan? You heard her! Let’s move on to the next song!”
Who cares if the audience hates them? Yui thought. We’re here to have fun! And if they’re just being a bunch of stuck ups who can’t enjoy a good performance, then that’s on them! One person seems to like what they’re doing. And that one person is the most important person to Yui. As long as she’s there to watch, Yui will see this performance to the end.
Ritsu was taken aback for a bit, before she smiled back and nodded. She appears to have reached a similar conclusion to Yui. Yui can see it in her smile, she can almost imagine Ritsu’s voice in her head saying, “Well, we’ve come this far so might as well,” as she began counting down the next song with clicks from her drumsticks.
Ritsu began the song with a couple of hits on her drums, before Yui joined in with her guitar, playing the opening riff of the song.
The rest of the band took a bit to adjust and realize that they’re about to play their next song, but once they realized what was going on, they all wore the same determined expression on their faces.
We might as well see it through, Azusa thought as she prepared to play her part of the song
Mugi soon joined in with her keyboard to support the melody Yui and Ritsu had created, accepting their invitation to play the song. Azusa quickly followed, filling the role that was demanded of her.
All the instruments worked and blended together in a mixture of sound, opening their way for Mio to enter with her vocals. Taking a deep breath, she began to sang,
“I wonder why it is~”
“In this worryful night~”
“I began to write on a paper~”
“These feelings for you~”
It happened unconsciously, but Mio began to smile as she sang the lyrics she had written herself, losing herself to the song as she plucked away on her bass, maintaining the foundation of the song throughout.
“Could it just be that~”
“I’m being whimsical?~”
“But the sheets will only keep on increasing~”
Yui took Mio’s place on the vocals as the song builds up to a climax on the chorus. She sang in an airy whimsical tone, contrasting Mio’s more passionate and soulful delivery, adding another side to the story being sung.
The second verse kicked in, and Yui let Mio take over the vocals again, retreating back to support her with her guitar. In the background, Ritsu kept the tempo steady with her drums, as Azusa swayed her body to the rhythm of her playing, while Mugi and her keyboard supported the melody in the background.
In came the bridge, and Yui once again took over the song, this time with her guitar as she played the main riff of the song, building up to another verse.
“My sparkling, shining wishes~”
“Have slopped in with all my worries~”
“That’s right, lets just staple them together!~”
“But somehow these stapler no longer go through~”
“I’ll see you tomorrow~”
With that, the song came to a close, as Mugis’ gentle plinking on the keyboard slowly faded away.
-
“At least the audience seems to be responding well this time.” Nijika commented.
The leader of kessoku band was watching the performance from the side of the stage. Ho-Kago Tea Time just finished their second song, and Hitori can hear a much more enthusiastic clapping coming from the audience compared to their first song.
Needless to say, there was tension in the air. Hitori saw how Yui’s expression fell and how Azusa looked unsure of herself after the lackluster reaction from the audience. She is willing to admit that that first song wasn’t exactly the band at its peak (Hitori would know, as she had seen the band perform well during their audition.), but it was nowhere near as bad as how her first STARRY concert was.
Hitori eyed her bandmates to see how they are coping with the pressure. Nijika was still watching Ho-Kago Tea Time intently, eyes fixed to their performance as if her life depended on it. Ryo was sitting on one of the couches in the room, catching up on some last night’s sleep she claimed to have missed.
Kita meanwhile, had her attention solely on her phone, scrolling through her ISSOSTA. Hitori has to wonder how she managed to keep her cool at times like this. Hitori was so nervous she could practically feel her heart trying to jump out of her body.
Kita finally took notice that Hitori was looking at her, and she looked back and smiled in response.
“Are you nervous? Gotoh-san, you’re staring at me really hard.”
“!!” Hitori immediately diverted her stare, flustered. She’s gonna think I’m weird now, nice going, Hitori!
“I thought you performed with Nijika and Ryo-senpai before, so I expected you to have been more experienced in this, haha. But it’s okay to be nervous, Gotoh-san.”
Hitori turned back towards Kita, to find her warmly smiling at her. There's no hint of mockery in her voice. Kita seems to sincerely be trying to be understanding towards her.
“R-right. Sorry.” Hitori said. “W-what about you, Kita-san?”
“Hm?”
“W-well, Are you not nervous?” Hitori asked.
Kita seemed surprised by this, before she chuckled quietly.
“Oh no, Gotoh-san, I’m actually very nervous right now. Can you not tell?” Kita answered.
Hitori really couldn’t. How could you be nervous but not show it on the outside?
“I think all of us are nervous right now, even Ryo-senpai. If you noticed, she seems to be stirring in her sleep.”
Hitori looked over to the couch where Ryo was dozing off in a sitting position, and Kita was right, Ryo seems to be restless in her sleep, sleepily muttering something about grass and loans.
“It’s perfectly fine to feel nervous, Gotoh-san. It is our big debut after all.” Kita regarded her.
“I-i suppose.” Hitori responded. “I really wish you guys didn’t throw my mango box away though.”
“Gotoh-san, you can’t seriously consider performing inside a cardboard box? You’d look ridiculous!” Kita asked exasperatedly.
“I-it helps my nerves!”
Kita just shook her head at that.
“It’ll do you no good to keep hiding yourself from the world like that, Gotoh-san. You need to stand proud and show them what you’re capable of! You have the talent, so why not show it off?”
“E-eh..? You think I have the talent…? Eheheheeh…. I’m talented…”
Apparently all it took is one word of praise to clear out all Hitori’s worries. Kita sighed and smiled fondly at her guitar partner.
Suddenly, applause and cheers were heard from the main venue. Ho-Kago Tea Time had finished their last song and is wrapping up their performance. This woke Ryo up with a start, as Nijika steps away from the door connecting the stage from the prep room to make way for Ho-kago tea time to walk in.
“Nijika-chan!” Yui said, as the band walked in to the room. Yui made a beeline straight to Nijika to hug her, which caught the poor drummer off guard. “Did you see us out there, Nijika-chan?”
“Ahahaha - yes, I did, Yui-chan.” Nijika wiggled her way out of the hug as she addressed the band. “You guys did great out there. How are you feeling?”
“Well, coulda been worse.” Ritsu said simply.
“The first song really didn’t go over too well.” Mio said. “But the rest of the performance went better, I think. At least the audience seems to be listening.”
“Bah, who cares, Mio? It’s their own damn fault if they can’t recognize the talent in front of them, I think we served out there!” Ritsu said proudly.
“I agree with Ricchan. I see tonight as an absolute success for us. All the friends and fans we have in the audience seemed to enjoy it, and that is what I think matters most. Whether the rest of the audience enjoyed it is merely a secondary concern.” Mugi added.
“Yeah!” Yui nodded. “Tonight was fun.”
Mio just gave a bittersweet smile. “We can’t change what has already happened, so I guess there's no point being such a downer about it.”
Azusa still looked troubled, but before she could speak her mind, a voice piped up from the prep room door.
“Kessoku band? You’re up.” The STARRY staff said, as she peeked into the prep room.
“Ah, we’ll be there! C'mon guys, that’s our cue!” Nijika called over her bandmates.
“We’re ready, Ijichi-senpai!”
“H-hai…”
“Ugh… five more minutes…?”
“Oi, enough of that, let’s go and play this concert!” Nijika said, pumping her fist in the air.
“Hai!” Kita and Ryo followed.
“Hai…” Hitori imitated weekly.
“Good luck out there. Give them your all.” Mugi said to them as they exited the room towards the stage.
Hitori gave one last glance at the room before entering the stage. Members of Ho-Kago Tea Time were all smiling back at her, reminding her of the scene that happened in what feels like so long ago in their clubroom, right after Hitori was about to part ways after asking them to be her friends.
She worked up a nervous smile.
“Y-yeah, we w-will..”
-
After finishing their sound checks, the stage lights up to reveal Kessoku band to the audience. Hitori gulped as she took in the scene before them.
“A pleasure to meet you all!” Kita greeted. “We’re Kessoku band, we appreciate your attendance despite this awful weather!”
“Kita-chan, that’s way too polite for a rock band!” Nijika said from the back.
Hitori’s two fans politely laughed at this banter while others in the audience remained silent. Hitori wants to disappear altogether.
“Well, then let’s just get into our first song, please lend your ear for our original, Guitar, loneliness, and the blue planet!”
Nijika began the song with a couple hits from her cymbals, before the rest of the instruments joined in along with Kita and her vocals.
“A sudden evening shower falls, and yeah it figures, I don’t have an umbrella-”
Everything is going well so far, or so she thought.
Nothing is going well at all!
None of them are in sync. The drums are too slow, while the two guitarists aren't able to harmonize their instruments together. The bassist is totally divorced from the band, off in her own world without any regard to her fellow bandmates. On top of that, Kita’s vocals are off-key, causing the entire song to be a jumbled mess of sound.
Hitori scrambled to sync up her playing with the others, but it looks like Kita has chosen this moment of all time to finally break and show off her nervousness for the entire world to see. She was making mistakes she wasn’t making at practice and her voice cracks at the notes she’s singing.
Throughout all of it, Hitori can see the smile wearing off from her two fans at the front, while Ui and Ho-Kago Tea Time’s entourage just watch in silent confusion. The adults were too far from the stage for Hitori to see, but she can see Hiroi bobbing her head to the music. That’s… good..?
And the audience in general, they weren’t even watching! At the start Hitori could see some mild anticipation and curiosity (courtesy of Ho-Kago Tea Time) for the second high school rock band to appear on the same night in this concert. But any sort of excitement that was present from Ho-Kago Tea Time’s initial recovery of their performance was now long gone. People are back to watching their phones instead of the stage.
“Who am I supposed to show “just who I am” to?”
“So I’ll keep singing like the fool I am, and lay it out to the stars!”
The band finishes off with a big instrumental breakdown, or what is supposed to be one. With how they’re playing just now Hitori would much rather compare it to someone randomly banging and strumming on instruments they have no idea how to play.
“That was our first song, Guitar, loneliness, and the blue planet!” Kita said, while recovering her breath.
“I can’t believe this one is even worse than the last.” someone from the audience said.
“The last one managed to pick it back up though, but yeah, no saving that one.”
“Umm..” Kita was not prepared to handle that reaction.
“Kita-chan, let’s move on to the next song!” NIjika said from the back, apparently desperate to just get it over with.
“A-ah, right this next one is another one of our original-”
Everything began to blur for Hitori. Her grip on her guitar tightens.
She looked over towards the audience to see her two fans staring at the stage, disappointment etched across their features. She cast a glance towards the side of the stage where the preparation room was, where Ho-Kago Tea Time was watching their performance. She locked eyes with Azusa, who seems to be the most invested in her performance.
Azusa only stared back at her, her big garnet eyes boring curiously into hers.
What are you gonna do now, guitarhero? Hitori can feel those eyes speaking to her.
Hitori pondered. Our songs, our performances, they’re still not good enough. What am I to do?
She glanced at Ho-Kago Tea Time again.
Ho-Kago Tea Time has made its mark on the live house. Whether it was a good or bad one, that was up to the audience’s interpretation. That's right. The audience interpretation. It all comes down to that, doesn’t it? Ho-Kago Tea Time has proclaimed that they don’t care about what the audience thinks, and they’ll keep on doing their own thing regardless of it.
So the question now is, would the same be true for Hitori, and by extension, her band?
What does she want out of this performance? Nijika has asked her a similar question right before the audition, about what dreams Hitori was pursuing with this band. At the time Hitori only thought of superficial motivations for joining a band, like fame and money.
That might’ve been her motivation when she started playing, but now…
She turned her attention back to the crowd, to her two fans. The frown they wore on their faces. Hitori remembered how just yesterday those two were smiling after her street performance.
She’s been looked over her entire life, and the only thing she ever wanted was for people to look at her. She wants to be appreciated. Just like how Kita-chan looked up to her as a teacher. How Nijika thanked her for being in her band. How Ryo compliments her song writing.
She wants to be admired. She wants everyone to go crazy for her. Only now, it’s not just her.
She wants the four of them to be shining brightly, at the top of Budokan, just like Nijika dreamed.
So that’s why…
She stepped suddenly on her effects pedal, to the surprise of everyone.
I refuse to let it stay this way!
She began playing an impromptu guitar solo. Her bandmates looked towards her, awestruck.
This stunt was successful in grabbing the audience’s attention. Many faces set their eyes towards the stage. Hiroi, in particular, opened her closed eyes as she witnessed the performance.
As she began nearing the end of her solo, Nijika and Ryo traded glances, nodding as they came to a mutual understanding.
With that, they started their second song.
“That band’s song sounds to me-”
“Like shrill laughter all around.”
As Kita sang the lyrics, Hitori supported her with her guitar. This time, their playing is in sync. The band was trying their best to not repeat what had happened in the previous song.
Nijika was now keeping a steady tempo throughout the song. Ryo worked on maintaining the bassline. Hitori, meanwhile, delivered a powerful performance on the guitar as Kita sang her heart out to the audience.
“I close my eyes-”
“There’s a halo in the darkness, i cover my ears.”
“There’s a steady beat pulsing deep in my chest.”
They’ve managed to capture the audience now. Everybody has their eyes set on the stage. Her two fans are bobbing their heads along with the music along with Hiroi at the back, While Ui, Nodoka and Jun was watching the scene in awe.
They finished off the song in a big way, all instruments blending in together in harmony before climaxing and stopping completely, leaving the audience with nothing but the massive impact of what they’ve just witnessed.
This time, the audience clapped enthusiastically at their performance.
“Hey, that wasn't bad.”
“Yeah.”
“That was so cool!”
“Way the go, Hitori-chan!” She could hear Yui exclaiming from the prep room.
“Yui-senpai, not so loud! Save it for after the performance!” Hitori could hear Azusa's small voice chiding her senior. She was, however, also sporting a smile as she looked at the band. She briefly caught Hitori’s eyes, and in that moment, Hitori can see awe written all over in that swirling pool of garnet.
Hitori looked back towards her bandmates. All of her was smiling fondly at her. Nijika in particular, beamed widely as she gave her a thumbs up.
That was our second song, “That Band!” Kita said to the audience.
“Now, for our last and final song-”
-
“Well done, all!”
“Cheers!”
The two bands were now sitting in a restaurant, courtesy of the manager, along with some of their acquaintances of UI, Jun, Nodoka, Sawako, PA-san, and Hiroi. All of them deciding to have an afterparty to celebrate the success of both of their concerts.
“This is all on my tab, so drink up.”
“Manager, are you seriously treating the twelve of us tonight?” PA-san inquired her employer.
“Why not? Tonight has been a success, I don’t see why we shouldn’t celebrate.”
“Mou, I suppose I get the sentiment.” PA-san said wearily. “But don’t come wallowing to me when it comes time for the monthly financial report for the livehouse." PA-san added in a low voice.
“Love ya, senpai!” Hiroi said, as she moved to hug Seika.
“You two pay on your own.” Seika said curtly at both Hiroi and Sawako.
“I haven’t even said anything.” Sawako bitterly mumbled.
“Ah, manager, who exactly are these two women?” Kita asked.
“Genius bassist and unparalleled bass lover, Kikuri Hiroi!” Hiroi introduced herself, swinging around her mug filled with alcohol as she did. “I left my bass at an afterparty yesterday, but I forgot which one, hehe…”
“Instant contradiction…” Kita muttered.
“And Sawa-chan is Sawa-chan! She is our teacher from school!” Yui piped up, attempting to introduce Sawako to members of kessoku band.
“Thank you Yui.” Sawako said, with a laughter that doesn’t seem to quite reach her eyes. Yui seems to have caught on, as she immediately shut herself up. “Yamanako Sawaka, I’m the teacher and advisor of these girls’ light music club. It is a pleasure to meet you all.”
Seika snorted from across the table. Sawako turned her head towards her so quickly Kita could hear a crack. “Is something the matter?”
“That tone does not suit you, Sawako, Who are you trying to fool?”
“Yea, senpai, you don’t talk like that during your Death devils days, what gives?” Hiroi added.
“Ah, keeping up appearances, perhaps?” PA-san suggested.
“You three…” Sawako said exasperatedly.
“I’ve heard of your music before!” A voice suddenly said from across the table. It was Ryo, and she had sparkles in her eyes as she continued talking. “The Death devils is a deep cut in the underground indie scene, so I’m proud to say that I’m a fan! I recognize your voice, you’re the main vocalist, aren’t you?” Ryo said in one breath.
“Ahahaha! You got taste, hon! Not many know about the Death devils, especially someone as young as you!” Hiroi said.
“Oh, and I’ve been to a lot of your concert, Hiroi nee-san. You stepped on my face and sprayed me with booze once. I would go again. Blind drunk concerts are the best.”
Kita shivered at the story being told by Ryo. “There’s so many things about rock and roll I’ve yet to learn.”
“Perhaps it’d be fine to not learn that side of it.” NIjika said in response.
“Mio-chan, what does “motherfather” means?” Yui asked after hearing a word mentioned by Hiroi when talking about her concert with Ryo.
“Yui-chan, no need to concern yourself over that for now. You’ll understand what it means when you’re older.” Mugi said gently.
“Ehh….”
“Glad all your concerts ended well, though!” Hiroi addressed the two bands.
“For an audience of ten, sure.” Nijika replied.
“Hey, every single one of 'em left satisfied. So I’ll say it’s worth it.” Hiroi said.
“Exactly, don’t sell yourself short.” Sawako said.
“Haha, i suppose you’re right.”
Seika took a long look at her little sister before speaking up,
“Well, keep it up, and soon you’ll pick up fans. Work hard for your next concerts. And make sure you pay your quota fees.”
“That would’ve been more inspiring without that last part.” Nijika said.
“But you guys were really good! For real!” Jun said over the table, catching the attention of everyone. “That performance of yours was awesome! Kessoku band, was it? You’ve earned yourself a fan!” She said, grinning. “I think i even like you guys more than Ho-kago tea time now!”
“J-jun!” Azusa said, shocked at her friend’s unexpected betrayal.
“Oi, what happened to school solidarity?” Ritsu said, moving next to her.
“Can’t help that they were better, senp- AAGH! I kid, I kid, let go of me!” Jun wallowed as Ritsu began nudging her head at that comment. “Azusa, help!” Jun said to Azusa, who’s silently scooting away from the commotion.
“Ahahaha. Jun, was it? So you’re a fan of us now?” Nijika asked.
“I am, Nijika-chan!” Jun said from Ritsu’s hold. “I’ll attend all your concerts from now on!”
“In that case, buy your ticket from me, kid. A guaranteed quota will ease my troubles slightly.” Ryo said.
“And what about you, Manabe-san? Did we win you over as well?” Nijika teased.
“Ah. please. Just Nodoka will suffice. Both of your performances were great. I enjoy both equally.”
“Is that true, Nodoka-chan?” Yui asked, her face pouting. “You're not gonna betray us like Jun-chan, are you?”
“I won’t, Yui. You all did great.” Nodoka said as she patted Yui on the head.
“No need to ask Ui, we all know which performance she preferred.” Ritsu smirked.
“Oh, who is it Ui, is it us?” Yui asked obliviously. Ritsu wondered how Yui can be so obtuse sometimes.
“O-onee chan…”
“Ui, what’s wrong?”
Ui pointed to the figure limping next to her at the edge of the table.
“Eh? Bocchi-chan? She turned into a husk?!”
“Bocchi-chan, don’t ash!”
I’ve grown so tired… Bocchi thought as she laid there, her two imaginary instrumental friends descending down as they prepared to take her to the next life.
“Omedetou! Omedetou!”
“Wrong show! Here, order as much food as you want!” Seika said, in an attempt to bring her back to life.
“Ah, r-right!”
“What are you getting, Hitori-chan?” Ui said to Hitori as she handed her the menu. “I’m thinking of getting the karaage..”
“You should order some rice, Ui! Rice is a side dish that goes with anything!” Yui said to her sister from across the table.
“Kita, what are you doing?” Seika asked Kita, who was taking a picture of her drinks with her phone.
“ISSOSTAgramming! I’m the minister after all!”
“Minister? Why do you like doing that anyway?” Seika asked.
“Huh? Well, isn’t it more fun to share everything with your friends?” Kita said, as she began emanating her trademark Kit-aura.
“Ack!” Mio, who was sitting next to Kita, had to shield herself from the assaulting Kit-aura blast.
“Nice going, Kita-chan! Use that aura of yours to purge my sister’s twisted spirits!”
“Twisted? But manager-san is so nice!” Kita said, shining even brighter.
“Stop… You’re killing me.. “ Seika said, as she slowly withers away.
“Here’s the menu, I’ve made up my mind.” Hitori said, handing Kita the menu.
“Thanks!” Kita said, as she received the menu. “I think I’ll have the avocado and cream cheese pinchos, and the spanish omelet with the hollandish sauce!”
“Hollanda-what?”
Kita-san’s so fluent in trendy gibberish! Hitori thought. I bet she can just casually walk into a starpucks and order something like a puri-puri pepero papipupepo peroppe pacina shortcake!
“Hitori-chan, what is it that you want to order?” Hitori can hear Ui’s voice beckoning her.
Ah, this is my chance! I’ll order something trendy too!
She confidently smirked. “I’ll have the Macchu picchu ruins, Mississippi river, Grand Canyon San Diego hash!”
“Eh, what was that? Matsu pitsu?” Azusa asked.
“No, she said Macchu pichu.” Nodoka said.
“My pikachu?”
“There’s no Macchu picchu anything in here…” Seika said, as she and the other adults look through the menu.
“A-ah, sorry… i read it wrong. I meant to get the fries…” Hitori said, deciding to concede before being caught in her lie.
“How’d you even manage to get it that wrong?” Seika asked.
“Picked fish offals for me.” Ryo said as she ate one of the fish sticks they prepared on the table.
“How old’re you again?” Hiroi asked the girl sitting across from her.
-
“Ah, izayakas are fun! Don’t you agree, Hitori-chan?” Yui said to her.
“A-ah, yes… they really are..” Hitori said, as she looked at the table. Everyone was enraptured in their own conversations, enjoying the moment as they dine the night away. “I wonder if they’ll become even more fun as I grow older and be able to drink..”
“My wife's taste in clothing changed. And she began locking her smartphone.” Hitori overheard a conversation happening between two other patrons on the bar counter.
“What? You checked your wife’s smartphone?”
“No, I just happened to notice.”
“Sounds like cheating to me.”
“Yeah, that’s what I thought. But perhaps I deserved it. I’m so busy with work everyday, and when I get an early break, what do I do? I go out drinking with you.”
“You don’t deserve it, man.”
“Sometimes I look at the station platform and find myself about to throw myself onto the track.”
“C'mon, have some more to drink.”
Hitori was shaken. Is life really just gonna be an unrelenting hell? Her imagination began to run wildly, involving her failing an office job as she was shunned by her boss, her becoming an alcoholic shut in as her mom begs her to come eat dinner, and for some reason, an elaborate clay figure of herself being played on top of a giant board game.
“AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!” She screamed. Averting everyone's eyes to her before collapsing.
“Eh? Another Bocchi-chan episode?” Seika asked from her spot at the table.
“This happens often?” Jun asked.
“If i can’t make money with my guitar, I’ll end up a neet…” Hitori began mumbling incoherently in her half conscious state.
“She’s making a silly face! Ui, look!” Yui said.
“Onee-chan! Ui lightly slapped her on the wrist. “It’s rude to point. Anyway, let me handle this, Kita-san.”
“Eh, are you sure you can fix up her face, Ui-chan?” Kita said, stopping in her motion to get closer to Hitori. "Gotoh-san is very delicate.” Kita said.
“Why are you guys talking as if she’s a porcelain vase or something?!” Mio asked. She never understood how people just accept Hitori’s reality bending powers to be the norm.
“It’s fine, onee-chan gets into all sorts of antics, so I’m used to taking care of bizarre injuries.”
“Uuu… Ui… they don’t need to know that…”
“You’ll need this.” Kita said, handing Ui a sheet of sandpaper.
“What are they even gonna do with that…” Sawako muttered.
“Just watch as an expert does her magic.” Ryo said.
“Ah, Ui-chan, I don't think she’s supposed to look like that.” Kita interjected Ui as she began working on Hitori’s face with the sandpaper.
“What do you mean, Kita-chan, doesn’t she look better this way?” Ui said, before presenting the newly shaped Hitori faces to everyone.
“What do you think?” Ui said, smiling as she presented her work.
There was a pregnant silence over the table as everyone took in Ui’s display.
“Umm.. Ui…” Mio began.
“Why does she look exactly like you and Yui?” Ritsu finished.
“Eh?” Ui said, looking back at Hitori’s face. “Oh, I suppose I was thinking of making her look like a cute girl, and I just happen to have onee-chan on my mind for something like that!”
“Ah, Ui! I think you’re cute too!” Yui said as she hugged her little sister. “It’s like I’m looking at a mirror!” Yui said, looking back at Hitori, who was wearing a look so despondent that you will never see it on either Ui or Yui’s face in a million years.
Seika and Nijika traded glances with each other after this display, and they both silently nodded. A silent agreement was reached,
We are definitely never going to be that crazy!
“Actually, let me fix it up a bit, Ui-chan, haha..”
-
After Nijika managed to return Hitori’s face back to normal, they continued to dine.
“Oh by the way, Ikuyo.” Ryo suddenly said.
“Ack!”
“You played well today, despite only having been playing for three months. Good work.” Ryo said simply.
“Eh, Ikuyo? Who’s that?” Hiroi asked.
Suddenly, Kita was trembling uncontrollably as her body (including her clothes) turned paper white,
“A-ahahaha…. dunno… who’d have a crummy old name like that…?” Kita stammered.
“Isn’t that YOUR name?” Seika said.
“Ah, so it’s Kita-chan’s name…” Hiroi said.
“That face surely is contagious, huh?” PA-san said as she observed Kita’s “bocchi” face.
“WAAAAHHH!! I hid it for so long! I hate my name so much!” Kita whined.
“Why, Kita-chan? it’s a beautiful name.” Mugi said.
“You wouldn’t understand, Tsumugi-san, you’d have such a beautiful name, But mine sounds like a stupid pun, KIta! Ikuyo! AHAHAHAHAHA!” Kita began laughing like a maniac.
“Whoa, look at her freak out.” Hiroi said. Sawako bonked her on the head.
“I think we broke her.” Seika said.
“I don’t think your name sounds stupid, Kita.” Mio suddenly said.
“AHAHAHAHAHA, MY NAME IS KITA-KITA, I-wait, what was that, senpai?”
“I don’t think your name is stupid. I think it fits you pretty well.” Mio said, as she gave her a warm smile.
Kita felt time froze as she locked eyes with Mio. Ah there it is again, that familiar feeling bubbling in her chest.
“Ah, Akiyama-san… You musn’t.” Kita said, with one hand on her heart. “I’ve been trying to forget. Please, don’t make this more difficult for me than it already is.”
“I-uh, what…?” was Mio’s only response to that.
“Sigh… Oh, Mio.. if you only knew…” Mugi sighed as she shed a stray tear from her face.
“What, Mugi, Kita, what? Ritsu, what was all that about?” Ritsu only shrugged.
“Hey, you.” Kita could hear someone whispering to her. She turned to the voice to find Jun next to her, one hand covering the side of her face to hide what she’s saying from the table.
“I saw the way you look at Mio-senpai just now.”
“!!” Oh no, does that mean Jun has caught on? And they’ve only known each other for a day, does that mean she’s been too obvious? Does that mean Mio knows about her crush on her?
“I know what you are.” Jun said, looking straight into Kita’s eyes.
“J-jun- chan, this is not what it looks like, I-”
“You must be another one of Mio-senpai’s fans aren’t you?”
“Huh?”
“Don’t tell anyone, but I’m actually a part of the Mio fan-club back at school. Jun said, handing Kita a card with Mio’s face plastered on it. On top of it, Jun’s name was written, along with the number 00010.
“That’s right, I was one of its founding members!” Jun said proudly, so I was just going to tell you that I understand the sort of admiration you possess for Mio senpai and- Kita chan??”
Before she knew it, Kita was already grabbing hold of her shoulders as she locked eyes with her.
“Jun-chan. Please tell me more about this Mio fan-club.”
-
Hitori watched as Kita underwent a mental breakdown over the revelation of her full name, before she felt light tapping on her shoulder.
“Ah, Mana- Nodoka-san.” Hitori jumped.
“Hello, Hitori-chan. You mind if I sit next to you?”
It’s not like there’s any reason for Hitori to reject, so she scooted over to give Nodoka space.
“Thank you.” Nodoka said as she sat down.
“So, Hitori-chan, I overheard what you were saying just now, about supporting yourself with your guitar and becoming a NEET.”
“A-ah, I’m sorry for losing my head! Please just forget about it!”
“There’s nothing to be ashamed for, Hitori-chan. Everyone has these kinds of worries. In fact, let me share something in regards to that. I’m not sure you know, but I’m actually Yui’s childhood friend.”
Hitori cast an unbelieving look at Nodoka and then Yui, before returning her gaze back to Nodoka.
“Yeah, I guess it’s a bit hard to believe, huh? Given how different we are and how long we’ve actually been friends. With that in mind, you could say I know Yui the most out of everyone here. Well, minus her sister, of course. And I’ve had the same concerns you did when we started high school, Hitori-chan. Yui never took her education seriously, and I remembered badgering her about it as we entered high school, as I don’t want her to be a NEET after she graduates. Well, that pushed her into joining the light music club. At first, I was skeptical, I thought her finding a hobby was good and all, but I didn’t really know how this would affect her outlook of school in general.”
“But then, I saw her began to change, She began to show up to school on time, she began paying attention to her studies and actually passed her exams, all for the sake of the light music club. She was having fun in that club, so much so that it became her purpose to actually take her studies seriously.”
Nodoka paused as she smiled and reminisced the events of the past.
“I guess its just my own long winded way of telling you that even if you have a bigger goal in mind, that you should not forget the present, okay? Yui and the light music club had told me that much, at least. That you can still have fun while you chase your dreams.” Nodoka finishes with a smile.
There it was again. A call to just stay put and enjoy what she has at the moment. But would such a mindset be compatible with her aspirations?
“Ahahaha! Preach, Glasses-san! All of what you just said was right!”
“Her name is Nodoka, Hiroi, Get a grip on yourself.” Sawako sternly said. “But that’s right Hitori-chan. If you don’t stop to have fun and maybe enjoy some delicious tea and cakes every once in a while, you’ll be missing out on a lot of things that chasing your dreams has opened up for you..”
“Getting soft, aren’t you Sawako?”
“Oh, piss off, Seika. You know what I’m trying to get at here.”
“Yeah, yeah. Bocchi-chan, just remember to enjoy the process of making your dream come true. Otherwise you’ll end up a salarywoman with below average wage.”
“What’re you getting at? I’ll have you know, a teacher’s salary is just about enough to-”
“What both of them are trying to say is that if you put the weight of success on your shoulders all the time, you’ll just end up miserable.” PA-san said, over the two bickering adults.
Hitori nodded. She suppose it makes sense. She shouldn’t have to be so narrow minded in achieving her goals to just shut in anything else that might’ve potentially come her way. Which ironically, is what she’s the best at doing.
“Ricchan, have you seen Azu-nyan?” Hitori could hear her fellow guitarist asked.
“I don’t know, I think she’s in the bathroom.” Ritsu replied.
Hitori looked over to where Azusa was sitting and true enough, she wasn’t there. But Hitori also noticed someone else missing from the table.
Where’s Nijika?
-
After putting on her shoes, Azusa opened the izakaya’s door and stepped outside into the cold night. The streets were deserted, except for one person.
“Ah, Nijika-san.” She greeted.
Nijika turned towards her. “Oh, Azusa-chan!”
“Is something the matter?” Azusa asked the drummer.
“Oh, no, Nothing of the sorts. I was just looking for some fresh air. What about you?”
“Well. I suppose you could say the same. It was getting a bit too cramped in there.”
“Can’t be helped, i guess.” Nijika smiled sympathetically.
The conversation stopped there. There was a comfortable silence as both parties just decided to take in the night scenery in silence.
“Say, Nijika-san.”
“Hm?”
“Why do you play?”
“Pardon?” Nijika turned towards Azusa, who was looking down at the ground.
“I was asking you the reason why you play in a band.” Azusa repeated her question.
“What has gotten you curious? Is this somehow related to the events of today?” Nijika asked back.
Azusa was silent for a while, until she utters a quiet, “Maybe.”
“Your band did well back there, Azusa-chan, no need to worry about that. I watched your performance myself from backstage.”
“Was it really?”
Nijika finally focuses her gaze solely towards the younger girl. Azusa continued, “The rest of the band seems satisfied with our performance, same with all of you. But I just can’t agree!”
“And why is that?”
“I get the feeling that we’re not as good as we’re supposed to be, and I don’t know why everyone’s just fine with that! They keep telling me that I should just relax and have fun, but how can I have fun when I realize that we’re just wasting our potential?”
“Azusa-chan..”
“Even the audience thinks so. I just knew it. From their initial reaction, I know they were disappointed. Yui and Ritsu-senpai kept insisting that we picked it back up on our second and last song, but if we were good, we wouldn’t have butchered that first song to begin with. It’s the first time we ever performed outside of our school, and we finally got to see what people unfamiliar with us would think of our band.”
Azusa paused. Nijika observed her friend’s face to find tears beginning to form in her eyes.
“And now we know what they think. They think we su-”
“That’s enough, Azusa-chan.”
Nijika had to step her foot down. She can’t bear to keep listening to her friends berating herself like that.
“You’re setting an impossible standard for anyone to clear. It’s only your first performance outside your school, no need to be so harsh on yourself.”
“But-”
“And did you hear yourself talking just now? Downplaying your band like that, what would your friends think of you talking like that about them? Worse of all, what would they think about you talking that way about yourself?”
“I’m sorry, it’s just-” Azusa sniffled, she began wiping her face with her sleeves. Nijika began to blame herself. Shit, that might’ve been too much.
“Look, Azusa, I’m sorry, that was-”
“No, don’t apologize, you're right. I don’t know why I'm being so unnecessarily harsh on myself and the others.” Azusa said in between sobs.
“It’s just… sometimes it feels like I’m the only one taking this band seriously.”
Nijika watched as Azusa began crying her heart out. As she does, Nijika moves to hug her.
“It’s okay, Azusa-chan, Just let it all out.” Nijika cooed as Azusa continued sobbing onto her shirt.
Once Azusa calmed down, Nijika began to speak.
“You asked me the reason why I play in a band, Azusa-chan?”
Azusa quietly nodded.
“My mom died when I was little, and my dad was never home, so onee-chan's the only family to me. But since I hated being alone, my sister used to take me to clubs all the time whenever she has a gig. It all seemed so shining to me, I never been happier then I was when I’m in that atmosphere.”
“That was her inspiration for quitting her band and starting up her own club. STARRY was made because of me. Although she would never admit that if you ask her. That’s why my dream, the reason I play in a band, is to make one popular enough for me and my sister to make STARRY even more famous!” Nijika said.
Azusa looked up to face Nijika, the moon behind her makes it seem as if she was glowing, akin of an angel. Compared to Nijika’s heartfelt dreams, all her ambitions seems trivial in comparison.
“Forgive me for whining about such trivial matters to you when you yourself have been through so much, Nijika-san.”
“Hey, none of that now! Just cause I’ve been through a lot does not make your feelings any less valid.” Nijika chided. “So, now that I told you my reason, shouldn’t it be fair for you to tell me yours?” Nijika said to Azusa.
“Oh. Well I suppose that would be fair. It seems so stupid now though, after you told me about yours.”
“Stop talking lowly of yourself, Azusa-chan. It doesn’t suit you.” Nijka reminded.
Azusa nodded. “Well. My dream was always to be able to turn this hobby into a career, just like my parents managed to do. But after joining the band, iI want to do it with them, the band. I want the five of us to keep playing and making music forever. It’s why i always push them to practice, because whenever it is the time for us to shine, whether it’s in Budokan like Ritsu-senpai imagined, or anywhere else, It would be with everyone, not just me. That’s my reason for playing in this band.”
Azusa sniffled. “Which is why it hurts and confuses me most when they don’t seem to take the band as seriously as i am. If we don’t strive to be the best, then how are we supposed to succeed? They seem content in simply toiling and playing about, but we’re never gonna improve if we just keep doing that!” Azusa said wearily. “It took us this far, but till when would simply being passable be enough?”
Azusa paused at that. Her face was red from being flustered as she confessed the troubles she had in her mind. Nijika picked her next words carefully.
“I get your frustration, Azusa-chan, but they probably didn’t intentionally mean to be dismissive and alienate you. But yeah, maybe in their haste, they forget to consider your feelings on the situation. But you’re right and I agree with you. Simply just being “acceptable” won’t be enough sometimes.”
“Thank you, Nijika-san! Finally, this is the first time today I finally get to say it out loud.”
“Do you feel better about it?”
“A little.”
“Well, you can talk about it with them later, okay, Azusa-chan? They must hate seeing you troubled by yourself like this..”
“Thanks, Nijika-san, i will.”
“Still, taking things seriously doesn’t mean you aren’t able to enjoy yourself every once in a while, you hear? I think your senpais just want you to keep having fun with them at the end of the day.”
“Sigh. Even you, Nijika-san? Well, i guess you’re right. Perhaps the answer lies in finding the perfect balance between having fun and working towards our goal.”
“Ahahaha, is such a thing even possible?’
“Probably not. But I’ll do my best to find that balance, and I’ll be sure to not forget to enjoy myself while I’m at it.” Azusa said, smiling at her senior.
As if on cue, the door of the izayaka opened again to reveal Hitori, who didn't look quite surprised to find both Nijika and Azusa standing outside.
“Ah, guitarhero-san, please join us!”
It took a second for Azusa to process the word that just came out of her mouth, when it finally hit her, it was too late. Hitori was as pale as a piece of paper.
“Ah-Ni-nijika-san! It’s not like you think!” Azusa scrambled to cover her blunder.
“Oh, it’s fine, Azusa-chan. The truth is, I’ve known for quite a while now.”
“I-uh-what..?” Both Hitori and Azusa were caught off guard by that.
“Yeah, it’s embarrassing to admit, but it took me a while to notice the way you two play is exactly the same. Also you have the same guitar.” Nijika said simply.
“Y-you’re not mad that I’ve kept it a secret from you..?”
“Why would i be mad? If anything, it makes me happier to have you in my band,” Nijika replied.
“I didn’t hide it on purpose. It’s just, I don’t feel justified in calling myself a hero at this point in time. I am anything but. Especially towards you, Nijika-san.”
“I assume you didn’t just got here, Bocchi-chan. How much did you hear?” Nijika asked, straight to the point.
“Um…” Hitori was flustered by the fact that Nijika caught on to the fact that she’s been eavesdropping. “I-i’ve pretty much heard the entire thing…”
“Even the part where I-” Azusa began to speak before Hitori interjected.
“A-ah! I promise I won’t tell anyone about that! I’m sorry Azusa-chan!”
Azusa wanted to disappear right there and then. “If I could turn into ash like you, Hitori-chan, I would be doing that just about now.”
“I-if, it means anything to you Azusa-chan.. I don’t think your dream was silly. M-my dreams and reasoning to play in this band are pretty similar to yours, actually.” Hitori said earnestly.
“Oh is that so, Bocchi-chan?” At this, Nijika’s interest was peaked.
“Y-yeah. As a guitarist, I’d like to make Kessoku band the best band it can be! And i want to shine bright, with all of you with me on that stage!”
Nijika felt herself moved by Hitori’s dedication.
“Ah.. I also want to have this band become so popular that we’d all be able to make money and not have to finish school and ah…”
“Geez, you would’ve sounded so cool without that last part, you know that right, Hitori-chan?” Azusa interjected.
Nijika chuckled at Azusa and Hitori's interaction.
“Well then, I suppose that means you’ve also heard about my dreams, haven't you, Bocchi-chan?”
“Y-yes..”
“Sometimes, when I’m working towards that dream, I've hit a wall. And I began to think it was out of my reach, like today. Everyone was so disheartened.” Nijika paused before continuing, “But everytime things are looking bad, you come in and break us through!”
Hitori looked toward Nijika, who looked back at her.
“Bocchi-chan, you’ve been one heck of a hero for me today!” Nijika said with the most sincere smile on her face. “Now I know for sure, having you with us will help us make our dreams possible! So please keep showing us Bocchi-chan’s rock!”
Hitori locked eyes with Nijika, and at that moment, it felt like a thousand words are being spoken between them.
“Bocchi the rock!”
It was at that moment, realization struck Hitori.
“H-hai!”
Both Hitori and Nijika re-entered the izayaka, leaving Azusa alone to piece together what just happened.
"Bocchi the rock...? What did she mean by that?!"
Notes:
i hope its not too cringey to read the song lyrics in english lmao
part of why this chapter took so long is because the performance took quite a while to be finalized, i dont want one band to be too prevalent and took the spotlight from the other, so i hope i manage to hit somewhat of a balance here between showcasing the two bands
Chapter 5: I can't sing a LOVE song
Summary:
Hiroi's constant worries over Sawako led Seika to finally step in.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It was a picture perfect afternoon. The streets are filled with people strolling, from salarymen going home from their jobs, to children playing after the school day is over. One might find the busy atmosphere to be scenic and serene in it’s own ways.
“I’m tellin ya, senpai, she’s been acting so weird recently!”
“And why am I supposed to care?”
Which is why Seika finds herself currently sitting on a dimly lit bar counter inside her livehouse, hunched over her laptop while being pestered by her junior from college about their old acquaintance.
“Eh…? You don’t..? But you and Sawako-senpai used to hang out with each other all the time, I thought you liked one another!” Hiroi said, either not picking up Seika’s increasingly aggravated tone, or just intentionally ignoring it.
“I thought you were still sober back then, Hiroi. Because only drunk people or idiots would describe what was going on back then as us “liking each other.” Seika responded curtly. “We only hang around each other cause our bandmates at the time are friends with each other. That’s all.”
“Mou… I just needed someone to talk to about this. She’s just been oddly distant lately, y’know? Ignoring all my messages inviting her out for a drink and everything.”
“I think that’s the normal response people would have to your text in general, Hiroi.”
“What? So mean, senpai. PA-san liked talkin’ to me through texts! Don’t you, PA-san?”
PA-san, who’d been sitting in the corner scrolling through her phone this whole time, looked up and smiled.
“I do enjoy our conversations, Hiroi. But I’d appreciate it more if it didn’t always happen during 2 in the morning.”
“Those are always the hardest times…” Hiroi said to no one in particular.
“Couldnt’ you go bother somebody else? We’re about to open up here.” Seika said.
“Geez, alright! It was getting crummy in here anyway! I’m gonna go buy more booze and go play panchiko somewhere.” Hiroi said, getting up from her seat, to Seika’s relief.
“Don’t hit yourself on the way out.” Seika said without even sparing her a glance.
“OW!” Hiroi found the door faceplanting straight to her face as Nijika opened the door from the other side, right at the moment she was about to exit the venue.
“Ah, Onee-san, I’m so sorry, are you okay?” Nijika immediately approached Hiroi, who had her hand on her face as she reeled in from the impact of the door.
“Ah, it’s fine, it’s fine- I was about to leave anyway, so don't worry too much about me, see you later, Nijika-chan!”
“Ah, well if you say so-” Nijika didn’t have time to finish her sentence, as Hiroi already hurriedly left the live house.
“Couldn’t even make a quiet exit..” Seika said with a blank expression, although there’s a tinge of concern in her voice.
“Why was she here?” Ryo, who just appeared behind Nijika, asked.
“Nothing that should be a problem for us.” Seika simply responds. “At least for now.” she added. Trouble seems to always find it’s way back to Hiroi. But hopefully, she doesn’t have to deal with any of it this time.
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“I have homeroom in the morning, then back to back class from 1st to 3rd period. At lunch, I take the anemic girl home, then in 5th period I check around campus to see if anyone’s cutting, and after school I instruct the wind ensemble club, who have a concert coming soon.”
Sawako wailed as she recalled her busy schedule. She was sitting in the light music club room, feet inside a bucket of warm water that Mugi had graciously prepared for her as soon as she mentioned the ache in her heels.
“That’s why you ended up like this!” Yui responds.
“Pretty much.” Sawako replied wearily.
“You really are on your feet all day.” Mio commented.
“Why don’t you just wear massaging sandals?” Yui asked.
“I can’t! I’m trying to appear elegant for the freshmen.”
“Maybe we should tell them about your days in the light music club.” Ritsu sneered. “In reality, you used to look like THIS!”
Ritsu pulled up a photo of Sawako in her Death devils attire, hair fashioned with pink streaks and face heavily tainted with eyeliner and makeup.
“AAAAAHHH! DON’T!” Sawako exclaimed, snatching the picture out of Ritsu’s hand. “You don’t understand, do you? Any carelessness at school would only lead to disaster, if this past of mine was to be discovered…”
Images of barren school hallways began forming in Sawako’s mind, profanities spray-painted all over the walls and students dressed in torn apart uniforms with rambunctious hairdos toppling over tables and bookshelves.
“G-girls, please listen to…”
“Shut the fuck up! Why should we listen to you? You used to be just like this in high school too weren’t you, Sawa-chan?” the imaginary delinquents snapped back at her. She can hear their sounds of unruly laughter echoing in her head.
“…that’s what’s going to happen!!” Sawako said overdramatically.
“You’re taking it too far.” Azusa deadpanned.
Right at that moment, Sawako felt her phone buzzing in her pocket.
“E-excuse me.” Sawako said, as she answered the phone. “Hello? E-eh? Why are you calling me now?” Sawako said hastily.
Realizing she was not currently by herself, Sawako gave one small glance at the girls before excusing herself out of the room.
“Very suspicious.” said Azusa,
“W-why are you calling me now?” Ritsu said, pulling off an impression of their flustered teacher. That earned a couple of giggles from the other girls at the table.
Suddenly, Mugi perks up as if she remembered something.
“Ah, by the way this morning…”
-
“S-senpai!”
Seika could hear the voice of her junior barging in into her livehouse. Hiroi looked like a mess, hair messier than usual and her clothes all strewn about. She looked like she just ran through an entire continent.
“W-what the? What happened to you?” Seika asked the still recovering Hiroi.
“Hiroi, Are you alright?” PA-san asked, concerned over her friend’s state.
“I, t-this is an emergency!” Hiroi said, ignoring her surroundings completely as she kept on rambling.
“Hiroi, calm down! You’re out of breath! Take a seat first.” PA-san advised, as Hiroi looks like she’s seconds from collapsing.
“No time for that!” Hiroi said, waving away PA-san’s concern. “I- huff.. Okay maybe there is time for that.” She immediately conceded, taking a seat at the table along with PA-san and the manager.
“So what is it that got you all uppity like this?” Seika asked. Hiroi’s usual demeanor was airy and relaxed, so it's quite a rare sight to see her like this, even when she’s blackout drunk.
“It’s senpai! I think she’s in danger!” Hiroi said.
“Senpai? You meant manager? But she’s fine.” PA-san said in response, gesturing at the manager next to them, who is still watching with a bemused expression.
“No, not- not her. It’s Sawako-senpai! I think she’s hanging around shady and dangerous people!”
Silence followed this declaration. It was eventually broken by a question from Seika.
“What makes you say that, Hiroi?” She asked, in a much gentler tone than the one she usually uses on Kikuri.
Hiroi began recollecting the events of this morning “W-well, earlier today I woke up in the back alley of some store, ah, I can’t remember what it was… maybe a convenience store… or maybe it wasn’t a store, was it an izayaka?
“Hiroi, focus.”
“R-right! Point is… when I walked out to find out where I was, I saw Sawako-senpai across the street! I was about to go up and greet her when suddenly a mysterious car pulled up in f-front of her, and she boarded it… But she looked really nervous when doing so!” Hiroi added desperately in the end.
Seika, who so far has been listening intently, immediately switches back to her usual demeanor after hearing Kikuri’s explanation. She leaned back on her seat before resuming her work.
“Sounds to me like she just got a lift from her friend to school or something.” Seika said dismissively.
“Senpai, aren’t you concerned?” Hiroi said, she was almost pleading. “She could be hurt!”
“Hiroi, no offense, but you were probably drunk when you saw her, so I don’t know how true your claims would be in this case. Your state of mind could have exaggerated the details.”
“But it could also be her being ushered into a car.” PA-san supplied. Hiroi immediately nodded.
“Why are you egging her on? Anyway, I still don’t think she’s in trouble. And trust me, if she was being kidnapped, the kidnapper would be in bigger trouble than she is.”
“Come on senpai, it’s time to let bygones be bygones and come and help a friend in need! She might need our help!”
“So why didn’t you just bring this up to the authorities?” Seika finally asked the drunkard.
“Uhhh, well, umm-”
Seika knows that hesitation anywhere. Hiroi was hiding something.
“So?”
“Well, ahahaha, senpai, i might’ve been carrying some, you could say… less than legal things on me at the time, and I really don’t wanna risk it, y’know..?”
“You’ve been drinking some off-brand bootleg stuff again haven’t you?”
Hiroi only averted her eyes, unwilling to answer.
Seika sighed. “So you had illegal booze with you and you can’t go into the police station, so instead of that, you traveled all the way here, which according to your story probably took a couple hours given where Sawako’s school is, to tell us about it? Hiroi, if something were to happen to her it probably already happened at this point!” Seika said exasperatedly.
“I was stressed out, okay! And maybe a bit tipsy…”
“Couldn’t you just call her to make sure she’s okay?”
“I think she blocked me… I can’t message or call her!”
“Well, i don't have her number. I doubt you have it?” Seika asked, looking over at PA-san, who only shook her head.
“Right.” Seika sighed. She should’ve known better than to expect Hiroi to not drag her into her mess.
“Ah, why don’t we ask the girls? They must have contact with their friends at the school Sawako teaches at.” PA-san suggested.
“Well, you know they’re at school right now, right? No phones during class. We’d probably have to wait for them to come during their afternoon shift.”
“But that’ll take too long!” Hiroi said desperately. “Senpai, we need to help her, now! We need to get to her school, ASAP!” Hiroi said as she got up from her seat, holding onto Seika’s hands in an attempt to pull her along with her.
“W-what? Let go of me! I can’t just leave STARRY!” Seika said.
“Senpai! Which is more important? STARRY being opened maybe 2 hours later than usual, or our friend’s well-being and safety?” HIroi asked her, as if she was giving Seika an ultimatum.
“Gkh-! Hiroi, we don’t even know if she’s actually in danger or not!” Seika attempts to reason with her junior.
“That’s why we need to go check on her ourselves to find out!” Hiroi stubbornly rebutted.
“But it’s going to take us two hours to get there at the very least! Won’t it be too late!?”
“Better late then never, senpai! Please just help me out here! If not for Sawako-senpai, then for me!” Hiroi was practically pleading at this point.
Seika watches as her junior pathetically clings on to her sleeve. As she does, she felt a tug on her other sleeve to find herself face to face with PA-san.
“She’s clearly still under the influence, manager.” PA-san whispered to Seika. “I’ll say we just do what she wants for now, and step in when she takes it too far.”
Seika frowns. She really doesn't wanna get involved in another one of Hiroi’s antics, but she also doesn’t want her to get into trouble, cause usually she would somehow be the one having to get her out of said troubles anyway. Hiroi’s bandmates have long given up on trying to correct her behavior and only steps in to do damage control after Hiroi inevitably screws something up.
And wouldn't doing what she's telling her to do just be enabling her? Seika hates this type of behavior from Hiroi, and part of her really just wants to say no and let Hiroi run off on her own.
But Hiroi would most likely run into more trouble without supervision, which would mean a bigger headache later on. She really has to take care of this head on isn't she? What got Hiroi so concerned anyway? Oh right. Sawako.
She's not too sure what to think of Sawako. Their old band "rivalry" ended ages ago, so to speak. But the animosity between the two is still there. Why is it still there? She asks herself. Why are both of them still holding onto a bygone era's grudge? She shook her head. She can ponder all of that later. Right now she has an alcoholic nuisance to worry about.
Is Sawako really in that much trouble to warrant this much concern? She's a capable girl, Seika doubts Sawako would ever be in immediate danger. Then again..
She turned back to Hiroi, still clutching onto her sleeves. If this worried her so much.. she sighed.
“Fine. But you’re coming with me. I really don’t want to handle this drunk idiot on my own.” Seika said to PA-san.
“Huh? Does that mean we’re closing STARRY today?” PA-san asked.
“We’ll just be gone for like 2 hours at most. There’s no bands lined up today so it’ll probably be a lazy night anyway. The girls could probably handle it on their own, and if they can’t, I’ll just tell Nijika to close up shop.” Seika explained.
“But… do we even know where her school is..?”
“I know where it is!” Hiroi immediately pipes up.
The other two adults look at her with doubts on their faces.
“What’s with the look? I do know where she works!”
“Really, where is it?”
“Ah-umm… Sarugoka high school?”
“Do you mean “Sakuragaoka?” That’s the name that pops up when i typed “sarugoka".” PA-san said as she looked at her phone.
Seika looked over at the phone to find images of the school, along with some images of the students that seems to be a part of the marketing advertisements for said school. Most of them were wearing the same school uniform Seika remembered Ho-Kago Tea Time was wearing during their concert.
“Alright Hiroi, close enough. Let’s get to the station. You tell us which train to take and where we should go to get to her school.” Seika said, desperate to get this over with.
“Alright! Behind me, girls! I’ll lead the way!” Hiroi said as she stumbled forward.
This definitely isn’t gonna end well.
-
“So you really saw something like that? She got a lift to school but they fought before the car left..” Ritsu pondered over Mugi’s recollection of events.
The girls were walking home from school together, and Mugi just finished retelling them what she had seen this morning before school.
“And the sudden shift at school… the prime suspect of this crime would be Sawa-chan’s…”
“Eh?” Mugi said in disbelief.
“No way!” Azusa exclaimed.
“Her mother?” Yui piped up, immediately killing the suspense.
“Yui-senpai, please stop talking.” Azusa deadpanned.
“Eh… why?” Yui whined in response.
“She’s not a child.”
“S-speaking of her..” Mio suddenly said, diverting everyone's eyes towards her. All of them immediately turned towards the direction she was facing.
Right across the street, Sawako was standing cautiously. Looking around with her posture guarded as if she was expecting someone jumping her.
“Look at how suspicious she’s acting!” Ritsu said as they moved to hide behind a tree..
“This isn’t her normal route home..” Mio pondered.
“Oh.. you sound like a detective, Mio-chan!” Yui said in response.
“Let's follow her!” Ritsu said, as she began moving away from the tree.
“H-hey, wait! Ritsu-senpai, should we really be doing this?”
“She went left! We need to hurry!” Mugi said, interrupting Azusa’s question.
“Even Mugi-senpai’s on it too?”
“Wait a minute! Ricchan, who is that?” Yui suddenly piped up.
“Wait, isn’t that-”
-
As she expected, the train ride from STARRY to the district where Sawako’s school was took about 2 hours. Seika immediately stretched her body and let out a sigh of relief as she stepped out of the train that was filled to the brim with people leaving their offices to go home for the day.
“Well, the map said we should be here.” PA-san said to the other two.
“Then we need to hurry! Come on, she needs our help!” Hiroi said as she ran past a couple of people on the platform, shoving and ushering them off her path.
“We don’t even know that for sure..” Seika said, as she watched Hiroi trip on one of the passerby’s luggage.
“Pardon us, haha. Our friend had a bit too much to drink. She’s not in the right state of mind at the moment.” PA-san explained apologetically to the spectating crowd members.
“At 5 PM?”
“Yes, at 5 PM. Come on, hurry before we lose that idiot.” Seika said as she grabbed ahold of one of PA-san’s long sleeves. Kikuri already began moving away from their line of sight.
“Ah, here we are!” Hiroi said as the three of them stepped out of the train station. “Here we are in- in uhh… where are we?”
“Really?” Seika said, unamused.
“We’re still quite a bit from her school.” PA-san said, wholly focused on her phone. “Perhaps we should call over a cab? It’s quite a trip by foot.”
“No need.” Hiroi suddenly said,
“Well have fun walking that distance then, me and PA-san is gonna grab a ca-”
“No, I mean there’s no need to go to her school, look!” Hiroi said, pointing across the street.
Right across the street was Sawako. She looked fine as always, which meant this whole trip was a waste of time. From the beginning she really doubted Hiroi’s concern was legitimate, But she wasn’t expecting to be proven right the moment she steps out of the train station.
“Well, that’s that. She’s fine. Let’s head back, or at least find somewhere to eat. That train trip left me a bit peckish.” Seika said as she turned around.
“You’re not even going to at least go up and greet her?” PA-san frowned.
“Ugh. Do we have to?”
“No wait, senpai! Look at her! Don’t you think she looks a bit… nervous?” Hiroi said.
Seika looked across the street again. Sawako does seem to be somewhat on high alert, occasionally glancing left and right and eyeing nearby passersby as if she was expecting someone.
“She's probably just going to meet up with a friend or something, you’re overthinking it.”
“I don’t know, manager. Her expressions told me she might not have been here willingly.” PA-san steps in.
Hiroi gasped. “Do you think someone’s threatening her and this is the spot where they’re going to confront her?”
“Possibly. We can’t know for sure.” PA-san replied.
Seika turned towards her employee and idiot junior respectively. “Seriously, why are you dragging this on? Do you really believe in her or something?”
“Well, we can’t rule out the possibility yet, manager. Besides, I feel like you’ve been too dismissive of Hiroi’s concerns here. I personally found it to be founded. Even if the severity might not be as overblown as she makes it out to be.” PA-san retorts.
“Well then what do you suggest?”
“We should just walk up to her and ask her what’s up.”
“NO!” Hiroi suddenly exclaimed, which made PA-san, who was closest to her jump up in surprise, while Seika slightly flinched at the raise of volume.
“Think about it. If we approach her right now, if she was being threatened, she might not talk. But if we wait until the moment of confrontation, we’ll get an insight on who they are and what they want! We can also put a stop physically there and then.” Hiroi attempted to explain.
Seika and PA-san swap glances. PA-san is giving her a look. Seika sighs.
“Alright. Whatever. Let’s just get this over with.”
“Oh, she’s moving away!” PA-san said, pointing at the now retreating Sawako.
“Then we need to hurry! We can’t lose her!” Hiroi said as she stumbled forward.
After a couple of turns, Sawako stops again at another intersection. This time, the trio was hot on her heels.
“Target in sight! PA-san, keep watch on the right! Senpai, you keep watch on the left without being seen.”
“Hai!" PA-san said, inadvertently becoming invested in Hiroi’s little spy games.
“Oh my god. Are you two 12? What are we even doing.” Seika asked exasperatedly.
“Mou, look at her. She’s watching her surroundings.” Hiroi said, ignoring Seika’s comment.
“My, I wonder what’s going on in her head.” PA-san replied.
“I wonder who’s she’s expecting… OH! Wait, maybe…”
“Hiroi, what is it?”
“Maybe we’re thinking about this all wrong, PA-san!”
Seika huffs. It took these morons this long to figure that out. Hopefully now that they’re done she can get back to her flat and just collapse on her couch.
“I wonder… she said she’s been feeling a bit lonely..”
“GASP! You don't think..?” PA-san put her hands on her mouth.
“Oh… i’m definitely thinking!”
“It’s a guy!” Both of them said at the same time, squealing in delight.
Nevermind. Seika facepalmed.
“How did you two move from her being potentially threatened to being on a date!?” Seika harshly whispered.
Both women turned towards Seika.
“My, isn’t someone grouchy?” PA-san said with one hand over her mouth.
“Haha, senpai, are you jealous of Sawako-senpai…?" Hiroi said in an insufferable teasing tone.
At this, Seika could feel her face heating up. “WHAT? AS IF! WHY WOULD I CARE IF SHE GOT A BOYFRIEND?” She immediately turned away.
“Not like I have time for any of that. Actually, STARRY is like my boyfriend right now.”
…..
Hiroi and PA-san both clapped.
“WHY ARE YOU CLAPPING?!” Seika said as she landed a hit on Hiroi’s head.
“OW! Why only me…" Hiroi lamented as she faceplants onto the concrete below.
“But that would explain why she’s been acting weird! And this morning might’ve been their first date, where he drives her to work, which explains why she's nervous!” PA-san said with stars in her eyes.
“Yeah exactly!” Hiroi said with her voice muffled, her face still flat on the ground.
“How many hoops did you jump to get to that conclusion? Oh and she already left, by the way.”
“WHAT!?”
There was a noise akin to a plunger as Hiroi retracted her face from the ground. “Senpai, where did she go?”
“She left with someone, didn’t get a look at them, but I think they went into that restaurant.”
“Well then, come on, I wanna see the lucky guy!” PA-san said, with obvious glee in her voice. She began moving towards the restaurant.
“W-wait up!” Hiroi said, as she got back on her feet before following PA-san on her mad dash towards the restaurant.
“Hold it, you two.” Seika said, grabbing the collar of both her cohorts.
“Ahk! Senpai, what was that for?”
“I think we’re not the only ones doing the sleuthing here.” Seika said. Still grabbing tightly to both of them.
“What do you mean?”
“Hey isn’t that-”
-
“Aren’t those the adults from STARRY? What are they doing here?” Mio said as she spotted three figures slowly tailing behind Sawako.
“I don’t know, but do you think they might be involved in this whole Sawa-chan thing?”
“Maybe… it’s possible.” Mugi silently mulled.
“Oh I get it now! Wait…” Yui suddenly gasped. “Does that mean Sawa-chan is three timing?”
“Oh my.” Mugi blushed.
“Why does your brain only connect at the most inopportune times, Yui-senpai...” Azusa mumbled.
“Ah! We’re losing them, c'mon!” Ritsu said, beckoning the others to follow.
“Wh- is this a good idea?” Mio asked. No one paid her any mind as all of them began to follow Ritsu.
“Wait- don’t leave me here!” Mio said, running to catch up with her friends.
The five of them ended up trailing three people that were trailing Sawako.
“They’re watching over her…. What’s going on…” Mio muttered.
“Maybe they’re win-manning.” Ritsu commented. Mugi vigorously nodded.
“Or maybe they're the one threatening Sawako-sensei!” Azusa said.
“Eh?” Everyone turned towards her in shock.
“It’s possible.” Mugi suddenly said. “Didn’t the manager have bad blood with Sawa-chan?”
“Eh… did they?”
“I recall them being a bit tense when they’re around each other..” Mio said.
“But what do they want from Sawa-chan?” Yui asked.
“Maybe Sawa-chan’s band one-upped the manager back in college, and now she’s back for revenge!” Ritsu suggested.
“Ritsu-senpai, come on. No one can be that petty.”
“You were the one who brought up the possibility! Besides, you don’t know that. Mio is still not over some things I did to her in 5th grade.”
“If you’re referring to the time you slipped a fake spider inside my lunchbox-”
“Look, look!” Yui suddenly said.
They saw one of them standing over the other, who was laying flat on the ground with bumps on her head.
“Whoa… she looks like Ricchan..” Yui said absentmindedly.
“What’s that supposed to mean!?”
“Ricchan, not so loud! They might hear us!” Mugi said, hushing her.
“Huh, look! Sawako sensei is going to the restaurant with another woman!” Azusa said, pointing at the scene.
“A woman, huh…” Mugi pondered.
“Don’t overthink it.”
“Looks like those three haven’t noticed yet.” Mio muttered. She was right. The three seem to still be bickering with each other.
“Let’s follow after Sawa-chan!” Yui suddenly said.
“W- But what about those three?” Mio asked.
“They’ll be here a while. They actually do kinda remind me of us. And if I’m right on that, that means that argument won’t be ending anytime soon.” Ritsu said.
“I don’t know.. What do you think Mugi-senp- Mugi-senpai?”
Unbeknownst to them, Mugi had already followed Sawako into the restaurant.
“Mugi-chan’s really eager!”
“Mugi, hey- wait!” Ritsu said, rushing over to her.
“Ya-ho!”
“Senpai, where are you going?”
“Oh boy..”
The five of them followed their teacher into the restaurant. Sawako and her companion sat down on one of the tables as the girls peeked from behind one of the potted plants.
“We ended up following them here..” Mio said, exasperated.
“Just like a TV show!” Yui said.
“Pardon me?” a voice piped up from behind them. “Five of you?”
“A-ah, HAI!” all of them said in unison, before moving to a table with a clear sightline to Sawako’s table. Fortunately, she’s sitting in the opposite direction, and has witnessed none of the commotion.
Unfortunately however, the table was not built for 5 people.
“Eh, Azu-nyan, scoot over!”
“Stay on your side!” Azusa said as Yui forced her way on to the seat next to her and Ritsu.
“Aw, come on!”
Meanwhile, the three adults entered the restaurant at that exact moment.
“Ah, I see her!” Hiroi said, pointing at Sawako’s table.
“Pipe down, you idiot.” Seika said, clamping her hands on Hiroi’s mouth, which she immediately regrets due to it being somehow wet.
“Where are the girls?” PA-san asked, searching the venue for them, before her eyes landed on the current struggle between three of them fighting over a seat.
“Erm, excuse me, table for three?” A waitress politely asked them, making the three of them leap in surprise.
“Y-yes! Pardon our manners.” Seika said, carrying Hiroi to one of the nearby tables.
Now they were seated a couple tables away from Ho-Kago Tea Time’s table. Thankfully, the way the venue was set up, a potted plant obscures their table from view.
Meanwhile, a waitress walked up to Ho-Kago Tea Time’s table.
“Can I get you anything?” She asked the group.
The five of them just looked back in confusion. It did not occur to them that entering a restaurant would mean ordering food.
“Uhh… five hot tea, please.” Ritsu said.
“The drink bar is over there.” The waitress gestured towards the dispensers at the other side of the restaurant, which would need them to pass through Sawako’s table to access.
They look back at each other. That was clearly a no-go.
“Then I’ll have this chocolate cake.” Ritsu decided.
“Eh….?” Yui whimpered.
“What are they ordering….” Hiroi said from behind the plant, spying on the HTT girls.
“How is that important?” Seika asks.
“Uhh, who are we supposed to be spying on?” PA-san said quietly.
“You guys spy on Sawako-senpai. I’ll figure out what these kids are up to.”
Seika looked completely uninterested in joining, so PA-san decides to monitor Sawako on her own. She looked over towards Sawako’s table. Sawako was facing away from them, which is good. The person she’s talking to, a woman about her age, however, was facing towards their direction. Thankfully, she has her full attention on Sawako. But she is constantly glancing to her left too. Why is that? Has she also noticed the HTT girls? What would that mean for them? She kept her eyes trained on this woman, trying her best to catch any bits of conversation from afar. The woman suddenly turned towards her, and PA-san quickly retreated behind her menu.
“What’s wrong? What are you looking at?” Sawako asked, noticing her friend’s behavior.
“Nothing, I just thought someone was watching us. I guess it was just a feeling.”
The five girls, hearing this, immediately ducked under their seats. Their waitress simply looked on in confusion.
“Okay…?” Sawako said, a bit puzzled, but she doesn’t press further than that.
“Is she on to us??” Mio asked panickedly.
“No, I think she felt someone else was looking at her.” Mugi peeked over the table to check whether the coast was clear.
“Who else is spying on people in this restaurant other than us? This isn’t something that commonly happens!” Azusa spat.
“Hggghh… I can’t pick up anything that they’re saying..” Hiroi said, with her ears out in the direction of HTT’s table. All i can feel is my ears getting itchy!”
“That’s cause you have it against a potted plant, genius.” Seika retorted.
“Pumpkin pudding a la mode? Is that code for something…?” Hiroi mumbled to herself.
“I think she’s ordering something to eat, and you’re just crazy. Face it. This could just be a coincidence.”
“There’s no such thing!” Hiroi stubbornly retorted.
“It’s not a guy, Hiroi. She’s here with a woman.” PA-san said from behind her menu.
“Hey, who knows, maybe she has that preference as well. I wouldn't know. She never talks about her love life with me.”
“Wise choice from her.” Seika said over the two.
“What? That’s uncalled for!”
“Keep your voice down! This is a public space!” Seika lightly hits her.
“Did you guys hear that?” Mio asked in hushed whispers.
“Yes, that’s that drunk woman’s voice isn’t it? Ah i can see some purple peeking out of that bush there.” Ritsu said.
“Oh gosh, they’re here too? What do we do? We’re surrounded from every corner.” Azusa said, beginning to panic.
“Here are your orders, miss.” The waitress finally returned to their table with their food.
Sparkles were forming in Yui’s eyes. “It’s so big!” Yui said, admiring the tower of ice cream parfait in front of her. I feel like it’s my birthday!”
Ritsu’s face suddenly lights up, as if she just struck gold. Mio recognized the look.
“Oh, no. What are you thinking?”
“Hehehe! Just finish your meal first, girls! I got an idea to get us outta here! Oh, miss waitress!”
“Are you getting anything, PA-san?”
“No, I can’t read lips! I wish I didn’t drop out of highschool!”
“They teach you how to read lips in highschool?” Seika asked in a bored voice.
“I wouldn’t know, I dropped out!”
Glancing at Sawako’s table, Seika finally got a good look of her friend, and Seika recognized who it was. She could easily put a stop to all of this right now if she wants, glancing at her two companies, she mulled this over. A thin smile formed on her face.
Let’s just enjoy this for a bit longer, she thought.
A waitress finally approached their table. Oh, good. Looks like their food’s here.
But that waitress was followed by another one, and then another one. Soon enough, there were a dozen waitresses surrounding their table.
“Who’s the birthday girl?” One of the waitresses asked the table.
“What? Erm…” Seika was caught off-guard by this, lost on what to say. “I think there's some kind of misunderst-”
“Oh, don’t be shy! There’s no shame in celebrating your birthdays! Even if you’re pushing 40!” The waitress replied.
Seika felt a vein throbbing on her head hearing that comment. She turned towards both her companions with a murderous look in her eyes. They, in turn, just looked back in utter bewilderment. Either they’re innocent, or are really good at putting a front.
“Okay, everyone, just like usual, One, two-”
“Wait, what are you-”
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU-”
Seika’s face turned bright red as the entire staff began singing the happy birthday song to her. Every other patrons was looking at their table, except for Sawako’s. Both her and her companion too invested in their current conversation. Next to her, both PA-san and Hiroi were holding back their laughter.
Seika bents one of the forks on the table by gripping it really tightly. That successfully shut them both up. In the midst of all this chaos, she could’ve sworn she saw little feet scurrying around to leave the restaurant.
-
“So think about it some more, okay?”
“Enough of that.”
The girls watch from behind one of the cars at the parking lot as Sawako departs the scene, while her friend told her to rethink whatever offer she had given her.
“Oh.. 1480 yen and tax… that’s my entire allowance…” Yui whined.
“Your fault for getting carried away.” Azusa replied.
“I wanted to get the best treat in the group!”
“So we never found out who it was she was talking with.” Mio said.
“We didn’t.”
“I know who she was.” Yui suddenly piped up.
“Eh, you do?”
“Yeah. She was in the old photo with Sawa-chan.”
“Old…Oh!”
“The one with the black hair, wasn’t it?” Mio said, reminded of the old photo they used to blackmail Sawako.
“Yes, t’was I, Kristina!” a voice suddenly said from behind the girls.
“A-” Mio immediately jumped and froze in place.
“Sorry, was that too much?” Kristina said as she observed the Mio statue.
“Nah, this is normal.” Ritsu said in response.
“Mio must've learnt a trick or two from Hitori-chan!” Yui said, observing the still stone-solid Mio.
“Oh. You’re the light music club of Sakura high school right?”
“Whoa! We have another detective!” Yui said.
“We’re wearing our uniforms and carrying our instruments. It’s not that hard of a guess.” Azusa replied.
“Haha, good one, kiddo. Though I’ll have to say, we’re not the only detectives currently sneaking around this restaurant.”
“Oh?”
“Come on guys, come out. You can’t seriously be still playing these games when you’re pushing 40 aren’t you?” Kristina said to no one in particular.
“OH, SHUT UP!”
From behind another car, came out Seika, fuming at the seams, with PA-san and Hiroi following behind.
“I am nowhere near 40, GOD DAMN IT! Were you behind that whole thing back there?”
“Hey I didn’t even know you were gonna show up, but you’re right. That sounds like something I’d do, doesn't it? It’s not me this time, though.”
Kristina glanced at HTT, and Seika followed her gaze, a newfound rage was visibly boiling in her.
“H-ha-ha, manager, woooow…. what a coincidence that we ended up meeting each other here… Isn’t that crazy?” Ritsu awkwardly said.
“Oh, that’s it! You kids are BANNED from STARRY!”
“WHAT?” All five of them said in unison. Mio immediately broke out of her stone shell. Azusa pictured a butterfly emerging from a cocoon as she did so.
“Manager, it was all that baka’s idea!” Mio immediately singled Ritsu out.
“Yeah, Ritsu-senpai is to blame!”
“Last time we were at STARRY, she drank your apple juice when you weren’t looking!” Yui added.
“WHAT? What does that have to do with anything, Yui? Where is your solidarity here? Come on, people! This is a problem we should face as a band! Moreso, as friends!”
“I’m sorry, who are you?” Mio immediately said.
“This was your idea, senpai!”
“I’ve never seen this person in my entire life, manager! Please don’t ban us from STARRY!”
“Oi!”
“She didn't mean it, girls.” PA-san said, saddened at their pathetic in-fighting.
“What if I do?” Seika reiterated.
“Manager, if I may speak. I can arrange some financial compensation for how we have mistreated you today. I know mere money would not return your lost honor after the humiliation, but please, at least consider our pleas.” Mugi said with teary eyes.
Looking at Mugi’s genuinely hurt expression, Seika immediately faltered. “I-i didn’t actually mean it, d-damn it! Just stop looking at me like that! I’m not banning you kids from STARRY, it’s just bluff.”
“Ha, great work with the act, Mugi!” Ritsu whispered, though still audible to Seika.
“Act? That was not an act, Ricchan.” Mugi said, confused. “But since manager has graciously let us stay in STARRY, I’ll tell father to hold onto the 1 million yen check for now.”
“W-wait, 1 mil-”
“GA-HA-HA-HA! Oh, you all are a riot!” Kristina hollered at the scene. “Ah, this really takes me back. Me and my bandmates used to act just like you girls!”
She wiped a tear from her eye. “I wanna talk to you as an alumni of the light music club. Who’s the buchou?”
Ritsu was paralyzed, as vision of this woman standing over her in her Death devils get-up materialized in front of her.
“M-mio is…” Ritsu said, pointing at her.
“W-what? Baka! Don’t run away!”
“Since you’re here Seika, you might as well come. We haven’t had time to catch up yet, have we?”
“Haah, might as well.” She said distractedly, clearly still thinking about that now-gone 1 million yen check. "What says you guys?”
PA-san just smiled and nodded. Hiroi, meanwhile, was uncharacteristically quiet.
“Hiroi, what’s up with you, airhead?”
“S-senpai, that’s Norimi-senpai isn’t it?” Hiroi quietly said, hiding behind Seika’s body.
“Norimi-senpai?” Yui said curiously.
“Oh hey, I remember you! You’re that quiet junior who used to hang out with us backstage!”
“GAAAHHH! DON’T REMIND ME, PLEASE!” Hiroi said, covering her ears.
“Hiroi nee-san? Quiet?” Mio fails to visualize this concept.
“Haven’t changed much, have you?” Norimi beams at Hiroi. The latter just scowls.
Seika was at loss for words. She had almost never seen Hiroi like this, even while drunk. It kind of reminded her of the Hiroi she used to know, back before she got into drinking. Clearly, something is up with these two, but Seika couldn’t for the life of her remember anything particular between the two of them from their days back in college. She just have to shelf this thought for now.
“Alright then. What’re we waiting for? Let’s have another round, my treat!”
-
The group find themselves in one of the street food stalls that Norimi frequents. The vendor even already knew her by name.
“Give’ em another round, why don't you?” Norimi said to the vendor.
“Ok, Nori-chan.” the vendor simply replied.
“Nori-chan?”
“Mm-hmm. That’s my real name, Kristinna is just a stage name.”
“You’re not foreign?!” Yui asked.
“Clearly not.” Ritsu said.
“Come on, if you have anything you like, just order it.”
“Then I’ll have the ganmodooki!” Mugi said enthusiastically.
“Gandomo, comin’ up!”
“Eh, do you like it?” Azusa asked the heiress
“Ah, I’ve never actually seen one. But it sounds cool doesn’t it?”
“You think so?”
“That goes for you too, Seika! And you guys too, of course.” Norimi gestured to the adults sitting at the other end of the table.
“Ha! Do they have some sake here?” Hiroi immediately said.
“Oh no you don’t, I’m not carrying you all the way home if you drink.” Seika reprimanded her.
PA-san just smiled wearily at the interaction.
“So, you said you want to talk with us?” Mio said to Norimi.
Norimi paused while drinking from her glass. “Ah, well..” She put her glass down. “It’s not a big deal, really… but… Sawako is getting married soon.”
….
“EEH???”
All five girls was shocked, but none of their surprises matches the one of Seika’s, who spits out her drink onto Hiroi’s face after she heard Norimi.
“WHAT? SHE’S GETTING MARRIED?” Seika said.
“Oh my, she’s moving fast, huh. We only thought she was just dating this afternoon, but now, marriage?” PA-san mulled silently.
“Eh…? Senpai’s getting married…?” Hiroi was slowly comprehending what she just heard. ”I-i can’t believe this…
She started sniffling.
“Hiroi, why are you…” PA-san said, concerned.
“UWAAAA!! I CAN’T BELIEVE SAWAKO-SENPAI’S GETTING HITCHED! I’M LIKE, SO HAPPY FOR HER! BUT WHY DIDN’T SHE EVER TALK ABOUT IT WITH ME? AREN’T WE SUPPOSED TO BE FRIENDS?” Hiroi began to whine.
Here we go. Seika half-hoped they actually serve sake here so that she can drink to forget all of what she’s about to endure.
“Hiroi, calm down, maybe it just slipped her mind…” PA-san tried to assure.
“And to think, she was so young… does that mean she’ll stop hanging out with us? She got a husband to take care of now after all… She’s gonna have someone to come home to while the three of us are still alone and getting older….”
“Oi, what do you mean by that?” Both Seika and PA-san said in unison.
From the other side of the table, They could hear the sound of a miffed laughter.
“Huh? What’s your deal?” Seika asked, looking over towards Norimi, who was trying her best to contain her laughter.
“HAHAHAHA!” The dam finally bursts, “Of course i was joking! Do you really think i was serious? Sawako’s not getting married, not with that attitude of hers! HAHAHAHA!”
“That’s a bit harsh, but fair.” Mio mumbled.
“Eh, so she’s not getting married? Senpai, why’d you lie to us?”
“Well, I just wanted to mess with the kids, but you were the one who gave the most entertaining reaction. Still easy to tease, aren’t you Hiroi-chan?”
“I- y-you jerk!” Hiroi said, flustered, pouting while throwing her face away.
“Yeah, screw you, you jerk.” Seika added. “Thank god. To think she would’ve beaten me to it…”
“My, so you ARE jealous, manager-san.." PA-san said.
“Oh, shut up. At least i don’t have fictitious relationships with my potted plants.”
“Hey!”
Norimi was still chuckling to herself. “She isn’t, but another person from our old club is getting married. And she’s asking us to play for her in the second reception. But so far, Sawako’s the only one who refused to do so.”
“That’s cause she wants to distance herself from her Death devils’ persona, isn’t it?” Ritsu guessed.
Norimi just smiled cryptically.
“Here’s your gandomo!”
“Hai!”
Mugi looked at her plate to find her order before her, and Its…
“It’s way more normal than i expected.”
“What were you expecting?” Azusa said.
“Oh by the way, thanks for lending me this.” Norimi said, handing Giita back to Yui. “You’re rockin the high quality stuff.” She said.
“Hehe, thanks!” Yui said, taking her guitar back.
Yui plucked a couple of strings on her guitar and smiled.
“Oh, sorry, did I mess something up?” Norimi asked.
“No, everything’s fine!” Yui replied, as she continued playing her Giita.
At this, Norimi smiled. She doesn’t know why, but she’s growing quite fond of the light music club after seeing their antics this afternoon. Sawako, you really picked the best children to continue our legacy, huh? She thought, as she observed Yui’s playing.
-
“We’ll have a study hall instead of english today. Please study quietly.” Sawako announced to the class, before sitting down behind the teacher’s desk.
“Akiyama-san.” Mio turned around, a girl next to her is passing off a piece of paper.
“From Kotobuki-san.” Mio turned to Mugi, who was waving at her. She received the note and opened it
“Have you come up with an idea yet?” The note said.
Mio wrote her reply and pass it off to Mugi. “I thought of different ideas, but if her old band couldn't convince her, What could we do?”
Mugi read her reply before writing another note, passing it back to her.
“Do you think we can conceal her with makeup? But we still have to consider the possibility of her being recognized.”
“True. What do you think, Yui?” Mio wrote another note, and passed it off to Yui.
Yui read her note and wrote her reply immediately, passing it back to her.
“You have pretty handwriting, Mio-chan!” Mio read the scribbles on the piece of paper. Mio sighed.
“What do you think, buchou?” Mio wrote another note and passed it off to Ritsu.
Ritsu read the note and passed another one back to her.
Mio had to stifle a laugh. Instead of a reply, Ritsu had drawn a crude figure of a googly eyed granny.
“Take this seriously!” Mio wrote another reply, which she passed back to Ritsu.
In response, Ritsu pass back another crudely drawn doodle to her. Mio was struggling to contain her laughter.
“Akiyama-san.”
Mio looked up, and to her horror, Sawako was standing over her.
“Did you draw this?” Sawako said, holding the note in front of her.
“Um, I-” Mio looked at Ritsu, who was pretending to read her assignment.
Traitor! She thought.
“It was me!” Mugi suddenly interjected, raising her hand.
“Eh? Kotobuki-san?” Sawako said, turning towards her.
“I-it’s me. I started passing off the notes. So… don’t punish Mio for it. Instead.. Can i stand in the hallway?” Mugi asked, sparkles in her eyes as she did.
“Eh, but..”
“I want to!” Mugi said with the same conviction.
And that’s how the four members of the light music club found themselves standing just outside the classroom, in the hallway.
Mugi smiled. “So this is how it feels to stand in the hallway. Twelve years after starting school, my dreams finally came true. I’ve seen everything.”
Ritsu, who has been told to stand in the hallway at least twice a week, just looked at her in disbelief. “What kind of dream is that?”
“Oh, I got it! Ricchan, I touched it” Yui said, after finally managing to touch the class sign on her tiptoes.
“At least you all are having fun.”
“So anyway, what’re we gonna do?” Mio suddenly asked.
The other three simply stared at her. “You know, the favor Norimi-san asked of us?"
The four of them collectively reminisce back to the events of last night.
“So try convincing Sawako for us.” Norimi said to the group.
“But she’s really stubborn!” Ritsu said in response.
“Don’t give up before you even try.” Norimi said. “If you can’t convince her…”
“I’ll put you in special training!”
“Eh?”
“Piling off your work to the children, huh? Disgraceful.” Seika said, looking away.
“Don’t you do the same thing in your livehouse, senpai?”
“That’s paid work!”
“We made a deal like that?” Yui said, returning back to the present.
“Did you seriously forget already?” Ritsu said.
“What’s this “special training” anyway?” Mugi asked.
“Well, usually special training by an alumni is a really intense practice session for us.”
“We’re not a sports club though…”
“Well, maybe in our case it would be like… making us play air guitars!” Ritsu said, as she began explaining a hypothetical scenario.
“Come on now, start playing until i can hear the music!” Norimi demanded.
“But we don’t have our instruments…”
“As long as you play with your heart, I should be able to hear it even without instruments. Get started!”
“H-hai!”
The girls began playing with imaginary instruments. To no one’s surprise, no sound was made.
“I’m not hearing anything!” Norimi exclaimed.
“Forgive us!”
“Like that!” Ritsu said, finishing her hypothetical scenario.
“Really?” Mugi and Yui said in unison.
“Quit joking.”
“Oh.”
“It’s a joke?”
“Let’s just talk to her after school.”
As she said that, the classroom door opens, and Sawako poked her face out.
“Are you gonna stand there all day? We’re gonna continue study hall, so please come back in." She said to the girls.
“Hai!”
After classes were over for the day, the girls head up to the faculty office to find Sawako and attempt to talk her into accepting Norimi’s proposition.
“Maybe we could try and blackmail her again.” Ritsu suggested.
“To do the thing that’s IN the blackmail? Ritsu-senpai, you can’t be serious.”
“It was just a suggestion!” Ritsu defended. “If you’re so smart, why don’t we hear your plans, then?”
“Well, I uhm-"
“Just as i thought. So shut your yap if you got nothin’ to say for your own.”
“Be quiet, would you?” Mio said to the two. “We’re here.”
“Pardon the intrusion.” Mugi said, as she opened the door to the office.
“We’re looking for Sawa-chan!” Yui said.
“Sawa-chan?” One of the teachers said, confused.
Ritsu bonked Yui on the head. "She meant Sawako-sensei. We have some matters to discuss with her.”
“Oh, Sawako. Sorry girls. She left just now.”
“Eh? To do what?”
“That, I don’t know. But she said she was meeting up with a friend.”
“Could she be meeting up with Norimi-san to accept the proposition already?” Mio asked the group.
“Eh, but we haven’t even done anything! I haven’t even sung my convincing song!” Yui said, pulling out Giita from her bag.
“So that’s why you were carrying your bag.” Azusa said
“Well thank you for your help, sensei. We’ll take our leave now.”
“So now what?” Yui asked Ritsu, who seemed just as confused.
“I don’t know? Maybe we should just meet up with Norimi-san?”
“Yeah, sure. She asked for a report today anyway, let’s just come and find her.” Mio said.
-
“Oh, of course you’re also invited, Seika, Hiroi-chan. You can even bring your employee there as a plus one if you really want.” Norimi said to the three adults after they watched the girls went home for the night.
“Oh, I've never attended a wedding before! Manager, can we please come?” PA-san said, begging her as if she’s a little kid at a candy store.
“Sheesh, are you the one getting married or something? Why are you inviting us instead of the bride?”
Norimi just smiled. “Hey, it’s been ages since we all last saw each other. I’m sure she’ll be happy to see you there.”
“I’ll see if I have an opening.”
“Splendid! And what about you, Hiroi-chan?” Norimi said, looking down at her kouhai.
“Ehh… I don’t know how to act at a wedding…” She said. “Am I not allowed to drink there?”
“Well, maybe at the afterparty.”
“Then I’ll come! Death devil’s afterparties were the jam back then!” Hiroi said, immediately flipping on her stance.
“Oh, you’re hopeless.” Seika said.
“Haha. well most of us have mellowed out. So we won’t be as rowdy as we used to be.”
“Aw…”
“But Seika, I really want to talk with you about something.” Norimi suddenly shifting towards Seika, the mood shifting with her.
“What’s with the sudden switch up? Is it serious?” Seika asked her.
“Well, you could say that. It’s just, I also want you to try and convince Sawako to play at the wedding.”
Seika was confounded. “Didn't you just ask the girls to do that for you? They’re her students, what would I be able to do to convince her that they or you as her close friends can’t?”
“Seika, come on. You’re also her friend, weren’t you? I’m sure she’d listen to you.” Norimi responded. “Besides, weren’t you two really close back then?”
“We were not! Why do people keep saying that?
“See, I told you, senpai, all of us saw you as really close back then!”
“What!? PA-san, back me up here!”
“What? What do you expect me to say?”
“Neither of us liked each other, in fact we couldn’t stand the sight of each other. Like, come on, how is that being close?” Seika attempts to defend herself.
“I don’t recall that being the case. If anything you both seem a bit.. uhm…” Norimi seems to be thinking about whether to say her next sentence.
“You both were so flirty!” Hiroi finished for her.
At this, Seika could feel her face heating up.
“WHAT?!”
Norimi and Hiroi swapped glances with each other, seemingly holding a silent conversation. Norimi seems to be sending warning looks to Hiroi that the drunk somehow didn’t catch or purposefully ignored.
“We thought that both of your constant arguing, throwing insults, and constant one-upping is uhh- your own way of flirting?” Hiroi said, treading on dangerous territory.
“Wh- y- this is just some drunk rambling isn’t it? Hiroi, just shut up please!” Seika said, flustered.
“What? No it’s not! I’m not drunk!” Hiroi said, to the bemused look of the rest of the group. “Uhm, well maybe just a bit tipsy, but all I said was exactly what I thought about your relationship back then!”
“Norimi, you put her up to this didn't you?”
Norimi just stared back at her, sighing. “Nope. we all genuinely thought you two had something going on. Like, I'd love to tease the kouhai, but she’s just saying what all of us think.”
“How could yo- wait, “All of us”?”
Norimi and Hiroi exchanged another glance. “Look Seika, the way you two acted just got us curious, that’s all. Both our bands were just trying to figure out why you two act the way you do around each other and we might’ve, uh…. come up with some theories… to explain it.”
“Oh god, and both of our bands and this drunk know about your bullshit made up theories?”
“Uhm, well…”
“Well?” Seika don’t think her face could feel even hotter than this.
“Uhh… both of your bands were popular, senpai. Needless to say, we weren’t the only ones wondering about it on campus.”
“Are you KIDDING ME? You guys are lying to me, aren’t you? How come this is the first I’ve heard of it?”
“Well the rumor only started to spiral once you started coming to school less due to your livehouse, and you’ve cut contacts with us and your own band.. so..”
“Me and her? Like that? Preposterous. Insane.” Seika muttered. Something finally clicked for her at that moment.
“She… she doesn’t know about any of this, does she?” Seika nervously asked.
“As far as I know, no. You know how boy-crazy Sawako is. She was too focused on her classes and crush of the week to care about gossip.”
“Thank god. If she were to hear of it-”
“Why do you care, manager? Do you really care about what she thinks of the rumors that both you and her are together?” PA-san finally spoke up. Seika almost forgot she was here for a moment.
“I- what- OF COURSE I DON’T, YOU IDIOT!” Seika immediately rejected the notion.
She’s such a tsundere… The three of them thought.
“Uhm, well, sorry for bringing it up, then.” Norimi said, genuinely looking remorseful. “If you don’t want to convince her on our behalf then that’s fine. No need to trouble yourself, Seika.”
“No.”
“Eh?”
“I’ll talk with her. I have some records that need to be straightened.”
-
“Eh, why can’t we use the studio today?”
“I’m gonna be having a meeting here today, and I need the place to myself.” Seika responded curtly to her sister.
“We’ll stay in the studio, promise! Right, guys? We won’t come out til you say so!” Nijika said, looking back at her band.
Kita nodded. Hitori, trying to find the most socially acceptable way of responding, just copied what Kita did. Ryo meanwhile, just blankly stared at Nijika.
“...Huh? What were you saying?”
"Ignore that last one." Nijika glared at Ryo. "Sis, please. We need to practice!"
“Sorry, Niji. Maybe next time.”
“Is it a business meeting or something? Regarding STARRY?”
Seika averted her eyes. “Well. Sure. Let’s go with that.”
“If that’s the case, then why is she here?” Nijika pointed at Hiroi, who was seated at one of the tables at the corner with PA-san.
“Ehehehe, I’m here for emotional support!” Hiroi said.
“E-emotional support…?” Hitori mumbled.
“Ignore her. I’ll kick her out later.”
“Onee-chan! What is actually going on?”
“It’s grown up stuff, Niji. You won’t understand.”
“I’m not a kid!”
Seika was growing exasperated by this never ending conversation. “Look, I promise I’ll make it up to you later. For now, please just leave the venue. I really need to have this meeting on my own.
Nijika still looked unconvinced. However, seeing her sister resolve, she conceded. “Fine. But you owe us big time!”
“Yeah, i expect a raise for this.” Ryo said.
“Keep up with that attitude and I’ll cut your pay instead.” Seika deadpanned. Ryo eeps.
“I kid! A-anyway, you heard the manager, Nijika. Let’s leave!”
“Hmph. Bootlicker. But fine. Come on you two.” Nijika said to Hitori and Kita.
“Yes!”
“A-ah, hai..”
With that, the four of them left the venue. Bocchi glanced briefly at her, before immediately retreating once Seika noticed her gaze.
“Geez, it hasn’t even started and I’m already exhausted.” Seika said.
“What a lively bunch.” PA-san said fondly.
“Senpai! When will Sawako-senpai be here?” Hiroi whined, her chin over the table top . She was already on her 4th bottle after only 10 minutes of waiting.
“She’ll be here shortly.” Seika replied simply.
What is she even doing? She invited Sawako over to STARRY after the conversation last night, contacting her with the number Norimi had given her. Initially, she thought Sawako would just ignore her message, but to her surprise, Sawako actually responded and accepted the invitation.
Something just doesn’t feel right.
Why is she doing this? Perhaps for some peace of mind? She herself doesn’t know. That conversation last night just left her with so many unanswered questions. And why did Sawako just easily accept her invitation without any trouble?
Seika didn’t have much time to ponder the answer, as at that moment, the door to the venue opened, and Sawako entered. She was wearing her usual teacher’s uniform, and a blank look on her face.
“Alright. I’m here. What do you want to talk about?”
“A simple greeting would be nice.” Seika immediately responded. Sawako just gave her a bored look in response.
“Ekhm!” From the corner, PA-san obnoxiously cleared her throat. Seika turned around to find the woman glaring at her. Seika rolled her eyes. Alright, fine.
“Good afternoon, Sawako. Please, have a seat.” Seika said, with a smile that doesn’t reach her eyes.
Sawako just stares at her, confused. “Are you feeling well?”
“GAH! Just take a damn seat, would you!” Seika said. She can feel PA-san shaking her head in disapproval in the corner.
“Now that’s the Seika I knew. Alright.” Sawako took a seat by the counter.
Seika took a deep breath. She looked Sawako straight in the eyes.
“Uh.. well. Norimi contacted me last night.” She began.
Sawako raised an eyebrow. “I think I know where this is going.”
“Right. Well, she invited me to one of your bandmate’s wedding. She invited Hiroi and PA-san too.”
“Yep, she did!” Hiroi added in an unneeded confirmation. Sawako briefly glanced at her and PA-san before returning her gaze at Seika.
“And she asked me to ask you about-”
“No.”
“I’m not even finished.”
“I know what you’re going to say, and the answer is still no.”
Seika looked over at PA-san and Hiroi, confused as to what to do. Both of them didn’t help matters much, looking as lost as she was.
“Are we done? I need to go home. I still have work tomorrow.”
“Well I- Ah, dammit all! Why did she even ask me to ask you?! I knew you weren’t going to budge!” Seika said, immediately giving up.
“I’m surprised you even entertained her if you already know I’m not going to budge.” Sawako replied.
Seika doesn’t have any answers to that. She doesn't even know why she’s doing this.
“Well at least tell us why you won’t do it? It’s your friend’s big day, and you won’t even do her a favor?”
Sawako sighed. “It’s just. I don’t want anything to do with that part of my life anymore.”
“Eh… but why, senpai? You were so cool back then!” Hiroi interrupted. Sawako glares at her.
“I have a respectable job now as a teacher. If my past were to resurface, I would lose the respect of my students. I can't risk that.”
“Cut the shit out, Sawako. That’s not the reason.” Seika butted in.
“Excuse me?”
“You know what I’m talking about. None of your students are even invited to that wedding are they? Why would you even be concerned by that?” Seika said.
“I- they don’t have to be present to know! T-there’s such things as recordings! And the internet!” Sawako sputtered.
Seika just deadpans at her, unconvinced. Sawako looks genuinely annoyed now.
“Alright! I’m just ashamed of the person I used to be, okay? That part of my life is just genuinely embarrassing!”
“But why?” Seika was confused by this. As much as it kills her to admit it, Sawako was a decent player, good, even. She could easily captivate the audience with her performance. So Seika really couldn’t fathom this line of reasoning.
“It’s just the sort of immaturity and resentment I carried on in my performances back then, okay? I genuinely hate how I used to be, and it’s very much reflected in the music I play! I just… cringe when I look back at myself during that period of my life. I just know that i needed to grow up. I can’t just keep being that same resentful angry woman I used to be. So I left that part of me behind, to start a new life as a respectable figure, a teacher.”
“So you’re just okay with killing that part of you?” Seika asked bluntly.
“I- yeah. No.. I don't know, okay?”
“Sounds to me like you’re just running away and not being true to yourself by leaving your band and your music behind. Do you even enjoy being this type of “respectable” figure?”
“Why are we even talking about this? You also left your band, earlier than I did, even! Why do you think you can lecture me about this?”
“Just like you, I know that I can’t keep being the same immature idiot I was back then. I have a responsibility to take care of. Me leaving the band was not me running away from my past to embrace the responsibility of adulthood, in fact, I embraced that part of my life, and build this place to support me and my sister’s livelihood.”
Sawako was just staring at her in a mix of frustration and confusion. Seika continued.
“I didn’t abandon my identity just because I decided it was time to grow up. I think that’s silly. And i think you feel the same way, Sawako.”
“I can’t, I just cant. I don’t want to go back to the person I used to be.” Sawako just keeps repeating like a broken record.
“Not even for one afternoon?” Sawako didn’t respond to that, keeping her head down.
“Alright, then i guess that’s a bust. I’ll just have to inform Norimi you're too much of a pussy to do it.”
“God, I hate you.” Sawako said, almost automatically.
Normally such a low brow insult from Sawako would not get to her, at all. But she doesn’t know why this time, that jab stings.
“Why?”
“Huh?”
“Why do you hate me?”
“Are you serious right now?”
“I actually am. Like, tell me. Why do we even hate each other that much? What is even the reason? Cause I can’t even remember how our mutual dislike towards each other even started.”
“Are you seriously asking me that? I can’t believe this! It’s because- I-it’s because..”
Sawako fell silent. “I don't know..” She eventually said.
More silence filled the venue, none of them knew what to say .
“Maybe it’s just, this feeling I have..” Sawako eventually spoke up.
Seika doesn’t know why, but she feels her heart skips a beat at that, is she finally going to know what Sawako actually thinks about her?”
“The moment I first saw you, you were talking with one of your bandmates, and I just thought to myself…”
This is it. PA-san and Hiroi were clasping each other’s hand behind the two guitarists, silently anticipating Sawako’s answer.
“...Wow. What an absolute bitch.”
The atmosphere completely shifted. PA-san and Hiroi had to do a double take.
“I mean, like, you were literally bullying them to buy you a cigarette, Like, what the hell was that? How can you be fucking broke and still be that prideful? I just know from that, I’m going to absolutely despise this woman.”
There was a pregnant silence in the room. PA-san and Hiroi looked over towards Seika, who had her head down. She began trembling, and both of them were ready to get up to comfort her, but to everyone’s surprise, she started laughing.
“HAHAHAHA! Are you seriously telling me that I’m a bitch? YOU? Saying that to me?”
“Err…” Her two envoys look at her, confused.
“Oh then let me tell you, you’re not any better, you prick. Do you even see yourself when you’re on stage? Fuckin’ show-off, parading yourself with that mediocre run of the mill guitar playing. When I first watched one of your concerts, I thought to myself, who did this bitch think she is? Having all that confidence and no talent to back it up is an amazing feat.”
At this, Sawako grinned, which left the two other women even more confused. What is even happening right now?
“Well, fuck you, asshole. At least my bandmates actually like to be around me.” Sawako replied.
“Oh, I won’t be sure about that. Whenever you’re not around, they are always talking about how annoying you are, talking non-stop about a guy you have no chance of being with, and throwing temper tantrums whenever said guys deservedly left you for a hotter chick.”
Both women smiled at each other. “So I was right then, the moment I first laid my eyes on you. I just know that it was-”
“Yes, it really was-”
“Dislike at first sight!” Both of them said in unison, before devolving into uncontrollable laughter.
PA-san and Hiroi looked at the two raving maniacs in front of them. Hiroi turned to PA-san.
“I think i might’ve drunk too much, PA-san. Are you really seeing what I’m seeing?”
“Apparently it’s not the liquor, Hiroi. I have no idea what’s going on either.”
“So that’s why we hate each other. We do it..”
“...We do it just because.” Sawako finished.
Both of them smiled at each other. Unknowingly, the burden they’ve carried for many years now has just been lifted.
“... I assume this still doesn’t change your decision on playing for the wedding?”
“Pfft. Why would it? Me finding out why I hate you doesn’t have anything to do with that.”
Seika sighed. “Welp. Better to tell Norimi now then, that you’re still too much of a pussy to play for your friend.”
“Oh, fuck off.”
As they continued their banter, PA-san looked at Hiroi, who is already chugging down her 5th bottle now.
“I think i at least know now why’d you all think they're dating now.”
-
Today was the day of the wedding reception. Sawako had decided to keep it lowkey today, favoring a simple dark blue dress with a light blue short jacket on top of it. She also kept her hair in a nice tidy bun. The self acclaimed fashionista inside of her were screaming to herself about how they’re supposed to go all-out and flaunt their superior taste in clothing, but the more rational side of her realize that she need to keep it modest to not attract any attention, which she needs to do now.
As she entered the venue, she found it already packed to the brim with people, some she barely recognized from her college days, while some were completely alien. She walked up to the center of the venue where the groom and bride were sitting, conversing with their acquaintances, which just happens to be…
“Well, look who decided to show up. Tardy as usual.” A familiarly irritating voice greeted her. “Sawako?” The bride and a former member of the light music club, Mihoko, gawked at her.
“Congratulations on the wedding. And i see our mutual acquaintance managed to show up before i did. Congratulations to her for that as well.” Sawako remarked.
Sawako noticed the way Seika’s lips curved slightly upwards at her remark. Well that confirms that talk a couple days ago wasn’t some fever dream Sawako had due to overworking, as much as she kept trying to insist that that was the case.
“I was just catching up with Seika here. An owner of a livehouse now! And you never even told us about it?” Mihoko said, feigning anger at Seika.
“Sorry. Must’ve slipped my mind.” Seika nonchalantly replied.
“Still the same distant and apathetic Seika, huh?” Mihoko said, letting out a small chuckle. ”You gotta work on that.”
“It’s on my to-do list. Besides, you probably haven’t seen Sawako in a while either, have you?”
“Ah, yes Gomen, Mihoko-san. Sorry for not keeping in touch more.”
“It’s okay, Sawako. I heard from Norimi that you’ve become busier due to your job now. A teacher, huh? And in our old highschool?”
“Mm-hmm, Which is the reason I can’t play today. I’m sorry about that. I need to behave.”
Mihoko just smiled. “Don’t worry, even if you’re not performing, I’m still looking forward to it.”
“Eh?”
While the two were conversing, Seika felt a tug on her left arm. Looking at the culprit, she found herself face to face with PA-san.
“Manager, have you seen Hiroi? I seem to have lost her.”
“No. And why are you so concerned anyway? She’s a grown woman. She can take care of herself without you hovering over her.”
“Maybe, but that’s not why i'm looking for her. I caught her trying to spike the punch bowl a couple minutes ago, and I’m afraid she’s gonna attempt to do it again.”
“Ah, Goddammit, Hiroi! Where- Look! Isn’t that her?” Seika pointed at the other side of the room, where a flash of purple could be seen for a second.
“Hiroi, hiroi! Come here you little troublemaker!” PA-san called over to her while sprinting to the spot Seika pointed at, in the same way a mother would do to a misbehaving child. Seika simply shook her head.
-
“GIITA!”
“Yui-chan, don’t cry! It needs to look scarier!”
“Mugi-senpai, you’re getting too into this.”
“Hey, buchou, can you blow a fire using this?”
“I-i cant!”
“Alright, girls! Everyone! come here for a second.” A commanding tone successfully put an end to the commotion happening in the dressing room. The girls all fell to a single row formation in front of Norimi.
“Is everybody ready?” Norimi asked the group.
“We just need to put some finishing touches on the guitar, Norimi-san! And then-”
“NO, you can’t! Giita doesn’t want you to do that to him!” Yui said, while hugging her guitar protectively.
“Yui- chan…”
“Norimi.”
Norimi turned to her bandmates, both who were wearing skeptical looks on their faces.
“You sure this gonna work out?" Della asked. “I’m not exactly opposed, seeing it's not a serious performance. But still.”
“I’m sure. And even if it's not, at least we’ll be having fun, right? I’m sure Mihoko won’t mind.”
“They are really cute.” Jane absentmindedly commented. “It’s nice to see Sawako managed to keep the club going with such enthusiastic members.”
“Guys, you’re on in 5.” One of the reception staff informed them.
“Alright. We’re just wrapping up.” Norimi said to him. The staff nodded.
“But first, we gotta take care of these girls.” Norimi said, as she observed Yui on top of one of the boxes, holding her guitar in the air to stop her bandmates from decorating it to match Death devil’s look.
-
The lights in the venue have all been dimmed, the performance of Death devils is about to start. Seika stood behind Mihoko, waiting in anticipation for the band to appear.
Sawako suddenly appeared on her right, carrying a glass of punch.
“Eugh. This thing tastes funny. What the hell kind of drink do they serve here?” Sawako whispered, to which Seika just stared blankly in response.
“Have you seen Hiroi and PA-san?” She asked Sawako.
“We’re here, manager!”
PA-san was carrying Hiroi by the collar, like how one would do to a cat.
“Can you put me down now? I won’t run off again, promise!”
“I’m holding you to that.” PA-san let go of her grip on Kikuri’s collar.
“Let’s continue with a performance from Death devils, the bride’s former band.” The MC said from the stage, putting an end to hushed conversations among the audience. They all politely clapped in response.
“They have a special formation today!”
Sawako hiccuped. She tries to make out the figures moving on the stage, and when she does, Her face pales. On the stage were her students and former band, all dressed up in their old Death devils outfit. They even made new ones for her students.
“Err, did you know about this?” Seika said next to her.
“No-hic. This is the f-first I’ve seen of it.” Sawako slurred.
“Uhh, are you okay? You’re slurring a little.”
“I’m fine. W-why wouldn’t I be? Hic- J-just what is she up to…” Sawako said, looking at Norimi in particular, who just winked at her from the stage.
Seika seems skeptical at this, eyeing Sawako’s drink, before finally making the connection with what happened earlier with Hiroi and PA-san.
Oh no.
“We’re gonna blow the house away!” Norimi said to the enthusiastic cheer of the audience.
The band began playing. Yui was shredding on her guitar, until..
“Oops!” She missed a note. Sawako died inside as the entire performance came to a halt.
“What are you doing?” She can hear Azusa’s voice reprimanding her senpai.
“S-sorry! Let’s start again from the top!” Yui said.
“I was wondering what Death devils were like, and they turned out to be really cute.” One of the audience members said.
C-cute? Sawako was caught off guard by the comment. Seika eyed her warily.
“Go, Death devils! You have our support!” Another audience member said.
The crowd began cheering for Death devils.
NO! This is not what death devils are! Death devil’s style is where our souls collide with each other. Sawako was internally fighting herself. No, don't! I’ve left that part of me in the past! I can’t step in now, when the girls are trying their bes-
“Oops! I goofed up again!” Yui said once again from the stage, greeted by laughter from the audience.
No.. My ultimate death devil is… Sawako clutched her hand tightly. Seika looked at her in concern.
“Hey, Sawako, don’t do anything stu-”
Suddenly, the lights turned off completely.
“What? What happened?” Yui said from the stage.
“It’ll come back in a minute.” The groom said to her bride.
“Yeah.”
Seika couldn’t see anything, but she felt Sawako leaving her side and moving towards the stage. Ominous footsteps filled the venue, catching the attention of the audience.
Before they knew it, the lights came back on, and Sawako jumped onto the stage.
“Sawa-chan!”
“Isn’t that Sawako senpai?” Hiroi piped up.
“Here we go.” Seika facepalmed.
Sawako took Yui’s guitar from her and began playing an intense riff, silencing the venue with it’s sound. Norimi smiled as she saw her plan falling into place. The audience gawked.
“You fucking MORONS! Death devils isn’t some child’s play! I’ll show you the real deal!” Sawako shouted, as she took off her glasses, her tied up bun undoing itself to let her hair flow behind her.
“OK!” Norimi bellowed.
“One, two!”
Death devils began playing for real now.
“Be careful of his sweet talk, I’m not used to those words.”
Sawako began singing. The audience was stunned at her transformation. Seika watched as the Sawako of the day's past reemerged on the stage in front of her.
“So I’m staying cautious, But he seems to be honest.”
As the hard metal music began filling the audience, Hiroi shouts at the top of her lungs, “There she is! That’s Catheryne!”
“CATHERYNE!” Mihoko stood up from her seat and began rocking out to the music. Her groom next to her was momentarily shocked, before joining her bride in cheering for the band.
“CATHERYNE! CATHERYNE!” The audience cheered.
Seika smiled. It kills her inside to say it. But Sawako really was an amazing performer. Maybe, just maybe, even better than her.
-
“I’m done for.”
The next day, Sawako was sulking with her face on the table in the light music club.
“I’ve tried so hard to appear graceful.”
“We’re truly sorry.” The five girls said in tandem.
“It’s okay, after all you were only..”
“Yeah, it was your fault that you snappe-”
“I said. It’s okay.” Sawako reiterated with a look that can kill, pointed at Ritsu.
“I-im sorry…” The buchou immediately squeaked.
There was a knock on the door.
“Come in.”
At the door were a couple of first years, standing nervously.
“Is Sawako-sensei here?”
“Eh?”
“The concert yesterday was so cool!” The first years said to Sawako, who was still trying to process what just happened.
“We’re looking forward to the next one! Can we have a picture with you?”
“W-why?”
“Mou, so Sawa-chan is popular either way.” Yui said, as they observed Sawako being mobbed by a gang of adoring first years. "You'd think one day w'll be like that?"
“We can’t leave an impression like that unless we really make it big.”
“Then let’s do it! Put some makeup on Mio!”
“Never in a million years!”
“Maa, I’d love that!”
“You’d only get carried away, Mugi-senpai!”
“You think so?”
-
“I think I’m blocked by her for real now…” Hiroi whined.
It was a picture perfect afternoon. And Seika, once again, was spending it in her dimly lit venue surrounded by a drunk and her eccentric employee.
“She’ll forget about it in a couple of weeks if you’re lucky, Hiroi. Does it still hurt?”
“My head! She doesn’t have to hit it that hard! What did I even do?”
“You spiked the punch she was drinking causing her to reveal her Death devil’s persona to the public, You deserved every beating you got.” Seika said without looking up from her work.
“But the concert was a success and everyone loved it! Shouldn’t she be thanking me instead?” Hiroi whined further.
“Oi, you really are hopeless.” Seika responded.
“Things got really intense in the end though. Didn’t you have to carry her to a quieter place once she collapsed from exhaustion, manager?” PA-san inquired.
“Hm? Oh, yeah, I did that.”
“I see.” PA-san said, giving her a look.
“I know that look. What are you thinking about?”
“Nothing. It’s just, we didn’t see you again for a while after that. I’m just wondering if something happened between you two during that time.”
“Whaaa- Senpai! Why didn’t you tell us? What happened between you two?”
“Nothing happened. We just talked and then she fell asleep. I just stayed to make sure she’s safe.” Seika dismissed.
“Eh, you’re no fun, senpai!”
“Mm-hmm, are you sure nothing else happened after that?”
“Nope. Why don’t you start prepping the equipment? We have a packed schedule tonight.”
“Whatever you say, manager. Come on, Hiroi, instead of sulking, why don’t you help me out with some of the work?”
“Am i getting paid for it?”
“Ahahaha, we'll talk with manager about that later.”
With that, the both of them left Seika by herself. Making sure the coast was clear, Seika closed her laptop and sighed.
She began reminiscing about the events of that night. She closed her eyes. Her lips curled to form a semblance of a smile. What happened between the two of them that night while Sawako was inebriated, is something that she alone has to take to the grave.
Notes:
honestly wasnt planning for sawako's and seika's relationship to be that intricate, it just kinda happened as im writing it lol
the title this time is a mix of Kessoku band's and death devil's song, even though kessoku band didnt appear that much here, we unfortunately dont have any songs to pull from from seika's former band so we make do what we got.
Chapter 6: Rice is the secret base's side dish
Summary:
In need of a temporary place to bunk, HTT goes clubroom hunting, and makes some new friends along the way.
Chapter Text
Recently, a new star has risen in the indie metal scene. A bunch of young, upstart girls have made a name for themselves by topping the most recent monthly metal charts in Japan.
No one knew who they were and where they came from, but one day, they suddenly appeared and took the nation by storm. Their single, "Carnivorous" has been an instant hit with long time metalheads, and in this article, we will be discussing everything we know about this mysterious band, who has decided to call themselves “SIDEROS.”
SIDEROS is quite an enigma from an outsider’s perspective. This name went from being completely unremarkable to anyone into a sudden sensational hit in a little under 2 years. Not much is known about how such a band came to be, and what more baffling is the working in and outs of SIDEROS itself. The band has only been active for almost 3 years now, but rumor has it that no less than 5 people have entered and left the band in a span of less than 6 months.
These so-called oddities could be chalked up to the self proclaimed leader of SIDEROS, vocalist and lead guitarist Ohtsuki Yoyoko. Spunky, mean, and overly self confident, Yoyoko is rumored to still be in highschool. She arrived in the scene with no former history or remarkable connections, but managed to make quite a name for herself in under a year to the point of being able to hold a live solo performance on her own.
Other than Yoyoko, the band also consists of Akubi Hasegawa, the mysterious, mask-wearing drummer of SIDEROS, rhythm guitarist Fuko Honjo, and the eccentric bassist Yuyu Uchida. Much like Yoyoko, all of them are rumored to only still be in highschool. This lineup has persisted for almost a year now and seemed unlikely to change. But given the band’s messy history regarding its members, one can never be certain.
To read more article about SIDEROS, refer to more article suggested below:
By Poison Yami, Published ▇▇▇▇
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“Yui, let’s go practice!”
“Oh, wait up!”
Hirasawa Yui and her friends were a part of the school’s light music club, and right now, her friends are beckoning her to pack up her stuff so they can finally go to their clubroom to start their club activities.
“You looked pumped, Yui.” her childhood friend and student council president, Manabe Nodoka, commented after seeing Yui enthusiastically answered her friend Ritsu’s call.
“That’s because the school festival is near! We need to practice, Nodoka-chan!”
“I see. Well don’t get too excited and catch a cold like last year.” Nodoka gently reminded.
“I’ve been eating oranges everyday to make sure that doesn’t happen!” Yui replied. “It turned my hands yellow!”
While she doesn’t see the correlation, Nodoka appreciated the thought regardless. The way Yui’s mind works has always been so intriguing.
“See you, Nodoka-chan!” Yui said, as she left the classroom.
“Good luck.” Nodoka waved.
“I’m ready!” Yui said, stepping out of the classroom to meet up with her friends.
“Finally! Now, let’s go to the clubroom!” Ritsu said.
“Oh, about that.” A voice suddenly said from behind them.
All four girls turned back to find Sawako, looking back at them with a somber look on her face.
“You can’t use it for a while.”
“Use what?” Ritsu asked.
“The clubroom.”
It took a moment for the group to collectively process this, but eventually, it clicked.
“What?”
-
“So do you really only ever goof off in there, Azusa-chan?”
“We do not!”
Azusa was currently having a conversation with her two other classmates, Suzuki Jun and Hirasawa Ui, sister of her fellow guitarist in the light music club. Said club was being the current topic of discussion.
“Oh, ho? Then write down everything that your club does everyday!” Jun said smugly, opening a pen’s cap and handing the pen to Azusa.
“Sure.” Azusa said, with a determined look on her face.
As Azusa began writing down their schedule, Jun and Ui watched. Seeing the contents, Jun can’t help but comment,
“That’s a lot of meetings.”
Azusa looked up from her writing.
“So what do you talk about in these meetings?”
“Uhh! Umm…” Crap, i can’t tell her!
“You talk about music, don’t you?” Ui added helpfully.
“Y-yes!” Azusa was grateful for Ui throwing her a lifeline. “We talk about the name of the next concert, the setlist, topics for em-ceeing, all that stuff.”
Jun looks unconvinced. “You really have changed, Azusa.” Azusa flinched.
Jun turned away from Azusa. “The jazz club have started practicing for the school festival already.” She added absentmindedly.
Crap! I’ve gotten accustomed to my senpai's pace already! Azusa thought to herself.
“But that’s to be expected, I guess. The seniors probably just wanted to show off. It’s their last concert, after all.”
Azusa was brought back from her internal panicking by this. “Huh?”
“Oh right, they’re graduating soon, aren’t they?” Ui said.
“Mmm-hmm. They usually leave the club right after the culture festival too. Which would mean I will be the one bossing those juniors around from now on!” Jun said with a big grin on her face.
“Jun-chan…” Ui smiled exasperatedly.
“Last concert…” Azusa mumbled.
Azusa ended up spacing out on her way to the light music club. It didn’t occur to her until Jun had said it, but this is their last year of highschool. After the festival, they would leave the club, and in turn, Azusa would be all alone.
Well, there would at least be Ton.
“Ah, Azusa!” Ritsu said, as the kouhai ascended the steps to the clubroom.
“What’s going on?” The junior asked, seeing all her senpais and club knick-knacks by the door.
“Ton-chan!” Azusa exclaimed, as she spotted the club's pet turtle in a bucket also by the club's various instruments, making a quick beeline towards it.
“We can’t use the light music club since they’re redoing the plumbing.” Mugi informed her.
“We can’t have our tea-time!” Yui added.
“That’s not what you should be worried about!” Mio chided.
“According to the school schedule, you won’t be able to use the clubroom for ten days.” Sawako explained.
“We can’t use the clubroom for ten days?”
“Well, let’s find somewhere else to practice then!” Yui said.
“Do you want me to ask for permission to use the other music room that’s being used by the wind ensemble club? Maybe you’ve forgotten, but I am also an advisor for that club.” Sawako suggested.
“Thank you!” Ritsu said.
“In that case, I’ll go ask them right now.” Sawako said, leaving the scene.
“There’s nothing we can do but wait.” Ritsu said, sitting down the stairs. The rest followed suit.
“I wonder what it looks like inside while it’s off limits.” Yui pondered.
“Do you want to take a peek?” Mugi asked.
The two of them moved towards the door, Yui reaching for the doorknob.
“Oi, don’t do it!” Mio reprimanded.
Azusa took one glance at her senpai’s antics and just sighed. Ritsu seems to notice her junior’s somber mood, deciding to ask what’s up.
“Everything alright, kid?”
“Hmm, what?” Azusa said, only half listening.
“Well usually you’d be the first to reprimand Yui when she’s about to do something stupid. What’s wrong? You left poor Mio to do it in your place instead.” Ritsu tries to joke.
“Oh. I’m fine, senpai.” Azusa simply replied.
Ritsu knew that that was a bold faced lie. But before she can continue to interrogate her junior, Sawako has returned, out of breath, to the first landing of the third floor staircase.
“Sensei, you’re back.” Azusa greeted.
“How did it go, Sawa-chan?” Yui asked.
“Haa, sorry girls. I couldn’t get you the room.”
“Aw.”
“So much for your confidence.” Ritsu muttered.
“Gomen, gomen.”
“Then where should we practice?”
“Let’s see…” Sawako began to think. “What about your classroom?”
-
“Beer?”
The young girl looked up at her senior and mentor figure with an exasperated look. “Onee-san, you know I can’t legally drink that.”
“Ahahaha! Gomen, gomen! Was just testing your resolve, is all.” Hiroi Kikuri said to her apprentice, Ohtsuki Yoyoko.
The two were sitting by their own in an empty FOLT. The manager is still setting up the place to open for business. It just so happened that Yoyoko and Hiroi managed to arrive at the place at the same time, right before opening time.
“Why are you here so early, Ohtsuki-chan?” Hiroi asked the kouhai to get rid of the dead air around them.
“Eh? W-well, we have practice today, so…”
“When is it? Why aren't your band members here yet?”
“Well, there’s still three hours left until practice time, technically… so they might still be on their way…?” Yoyoko lamely answered.
Hiroi just stared blankly at her junior. “Eh? Then why did you come so early? Shouldn’t you meet up with your friends first and, I don't know, hang out?”
Yoyoko flushed at that. “W-well! I fail to see how that would be productive! Merely hanging out serves no purpose in the betterment of the band, unlike practice!”
“Right, but if you didn’t want to do that you could at least show up a bit later, you know?”
“Showing up early is essential! The lead vocalist for the esteemed SIDEROS can not be caught being tardy, after all! I simply do this to maintain the image of SIDEROS as a serious, no nonsense band!” Yoyoko proudly declared.
“Really? So no other plans with your friends?”
“N–no! They were all…. busy! Yeah!”
Hiroi gave her a scrutinizing look. Yoyoko threw her face away.
“Anyway! I don’t see what’s so weird about showing up three hours early for practice! Aren’t you here for the same reason?” Yoyoko obviously tried to change the topic.
“Me? Oh, haha! Nope. It’s just me here today. No SICK HACK rehearsal or anything.”
“Eh, then why are you here?”
“Ginjiro wanted to talk about some money I owed him. Y’know, property damages and all that.”
“Oh,” Yoyoko looked down. SICK HACK was notorious for their blind drunk concerts, in which Hiroi is known to break stage property in her drunken stupor.
“Just a tip for ya kid, don’t try to hit the audience member with the mic stand! Haha! Oh, the pending lawsuits…” Hiroi took another gulp out her bottle.
“Right.” Yoyoko simply nods, as she sees no situation in which that advice would ever be useful to her. “Is it wise to drink this early, onee-san?” Yoyoko asked.
“Eh? Oh. Of course! Don’t worry about me, kid. My liver's made out of steel! It can handle alcohol anywhere, anytime.” She said with misplaced confidence.
“I really doubt that. But I'll believe whatever you say, Onee-san! You're my mentor, after all!”
“Bahh, but enough about boring old me! What about you, kid? Any interesting developments lately? Any new friends? Or maybe… new more than friends? A boy maybe? Or girl, I don’t judge.”
“W-what? No! Nothing of the sorts happened.” Yoyoko said, blushing furiously, "It’s just been the same old same old.”
“Ah, I see.” Hiroi said.
An awkward silence followed, Yoyoko was not sure how to continue the conversation, and Hiroi just silently kept chugging her bottle of alcohol.
“Hiroi. Come.” The FOLT’s manager peeked out from behind his office’s door. "We have some unfinished business to settle.”
“Arrright, I’m comin, I'm comin!” Hiroi lazily said, throwing her bottle in the trash.
“Talk to you later, Ohtsuki-chan.” Hiroi said as she walked into Ginjiro’s office.
“Yeah. See you, onee-san.”
With that, Yoyoko was now alone in the venue.
She checked her band group chat to find it the same way she left it previously, an announcement from her that there will be a practice session today. 3 read notifications are shown on the message, but no replies.
She looked up from her phone. There’s still 2 hours and 50 minutes left to go.
-
“The drama club is using the auditorium and the literature club is using the rooftop.” Ritsu informed Sawako.
After an entire afternoon of hauling their instruments all around school, the band returned to their own classroom, meeting with their advisor to talk about their unsuccessful attempts in finding a place to settle.
They first tried this classroom, but the noise was too bothersome to neighboring classes, so they moved to the gymnasium, where the noise was too bothersome for them. In addition, the gymnasium provides too many distractions to make the girls able to play properly.
Mio shivers. “I don’t like those literature club girls. Those four give me the creeps.” Mio said.
“Good thing I bailed you out of that there heap, then, huh?” Ritsu said.
“Azu-nyan.” Yui said to her junior.
“Eh? What is it, senpai?”
Azusa was once again, spacing out. She’s been out of it this entire day, barely reacting to any of the antics her seniors got into.
“I was gonna tell you to sit on Nodoka-chan’s seat, but you seem to have something else on your mind.” Yui said, showing a rare, perceptive side of hers.
“I’m fine, senpai.”
Yui tilted her head, Azusa simply looked away.
“It can’t be helped. I’ll help you in finding another place where you can practice. Anyway, it’s getting late. We’ll talk about it more tomorrow.” Sawako dismissed the group.
“I hope we’ll find a place where we can settle tomorrow.” Mugi said, as all of them put on their outdoor shoes before leaving the school.
“We couldn’t even eat sweets today!” Yui said, while looking at her kouhai next to her. Azusa didn’t even react to reprimand her for that. Yui frowned.
“Oh by the way, Mio. Have you finished the lyrics yet?” Ritsu said as they began leaving the school grounds.
“Oh, do we have a new song?” Azusa piped up, excited by something for the first time today.
“No. We have Mugi’s song.” Ritsu said, referring to the song Mugi had composed for the band earlier this year. “But…”
“I’ve written lyrics for it. But Ritsu rejected all of them.” Mio said with a disappointed tone.
“It’s because.” She sighed. “Just look at this.” Ritsu gave a piece of paper to Azusa.
“In a sweet smelling forest…” Azusa began to read aloud. “I chat with the little birds..”
“I like it! Sounds delicious!” Yui said.
“I have more of them, do you wanna hear it?” Mio said.
“Oh, do you?” Ritsu said unenthusiastically.
“I have "Color my love black and white, like a panda bear." Or… "dance dance like little penguins"!”
“What’s with the animal theme?”
“Mio is like this when she hits a wall. They all sucked when she started putting animals in the lyrics.” Ritsu said.
“I want to be tricked by a raccoon dog… Abduct me mandrill…”
“Then should we all write some lyrics?” Mugi suggested.
“That’s a great idea, Mugi-chan!”
“W-wait. Mine are rejected?”
“We’ll keep 'em as backup. It’s settled then. Everyone write some lyrics and bring them tomorrow!” Ritsu announced.
“Roger that!” Yui answered enthusiastically.
“I have to write lyrics too?” Azusa asked.
“I’m looking forward to yours!” Mugi said to Azusa.
“I’m so excited! What should I name it?” Yui said.
“You’re starting with the title?” Azusa deadpanned. Yui smiled, seeing her kouhai beginning to be reactive again.
“How about… “attractive protractor"?” Yui said, holding out a protractor.
“Or maybe… Bags go Bang"!” Ritsu suggested, holding out her school bag.
“They’re all about school supplies… Come on, take this seriously!” Azusa chided.
-
“Yuyu! I need to talk to you about these lyrics you’ve written!”
“Sure. What about it?”
“I don’t get what any of these lyrics mean. It’s almost nonsensical. What is it about?”
“The spirits helped me write that one. The meaning of the song is not one to be easily discerned by normal people~” Yuyu said, with her eyes closed as if she was meditating.
Yoyoko just gave her a blank look. “This simply won’t do! I need a rewrite of these lyrics!”
“What?! But if we do not sing the song with the provided lyrics, we will anger the spirits beyond!” Yuyu said, flabbergasted, as if Yoyoko just asked her to parade around school in her underwear.
“I need to be able to understand the lyrics written to be able to sing it properly! I, the great vocalist of SIDEROS, cannot be caught on stage unaware as a headless chicken, singing lyrics she doesn’t understand the meaning of! When I offered you to write lyrics for our next song I expect you to understand that much! If you’re not willing to tell me what it means, then rewrite it! You got that?”
Yuyu just looked at her briefly before turning away. “Of course, Just as you say, senpai.”
“Well as for you, Akubi. Stop rushing! We all couldn’t keep up with you during practice earlier! Take this seriously!”
Akubi just rolled her eyes. “Whatever you say, senpai.”
“Fuko! Your playing still needs some work. You think we can meet up to rehearse that part of the chorus sometime later this week?”
“Oh, sure. If you say so, Ohtsuki-senpai.”
“Well then, i think we’re done here. You are all dismissed!” Yoyoko clapped.
Murmurs began forming among the three bandmates as they packed up their stuff and moved towards the exit.
“Umm..”
The three of them stopped their idle chatter to turn towards Yoyoko, who seemed to be struggling to say something.
“If you guys aren’t busy… maybe we could stop by somewhere and, uhm… hang out today?” She asked cautiously.
Her three members swapped glances with each other.
“Uhm.. senpai we’d love to, but..”
“I got a meeting with a friend after this.” Akubi said.
“I also need to be back home to help my mother prepare dinner.” Fuko said.
“Tonight is a full moon! I must prepare for the ritual! So i must decline your offer~” Yuyu said ominously.
“Oh you guys have other plans you know, y- that’s cool. Well, don’t mind me. I have plans too actually, yeah, it’s just, you guys go on ahead. I need to prepare for my plans!” Yoyoko sputters.
The three swap glances with each other again. Akubi just shrugged, while Fuko smiled at her.
“We just didn’t expect you’ll be asking us to hang out, senpai. Next time, we’ll make sure we’re able to make it.”
“As long as it does not coincide with a full moon! Or a leap year day!” Yuyu said.
“Well, see you at our next practice session, senpai.“ Fuko said, as the three of them left the studio.
“Heh, yeah. At the next practice session.” Yoyoko said to the empty room. "Cause that’s the only reason we ever meet up with each other anyway."
Obviously, Yoyoko lied about having plans. Now with nothing to do, she left the studio to go home. on her way out, she found Hiroi fast asleep on one of the couches in the bar area.
She sighed. She veered towards the couch and gently shook her mentor on her exposed shoulder.
“Come on, Onee-san. You’re gonna get kicked out by Gin-chan again if you sleep here.”
“Wh- I swear I’ll pay you next month! Oh, it’s you Ohtsuki-chan.” Hiroi said, yawning. “What time is it? Are you done with practice?”
“Mm-hmm. Everyone has gone home for the day.”
“Oh, you didn’t ask them to go hang out like you said earlier?”
“Hmph. They have other plans.” Yoyoko said, huffing. “It’s fine. Like I said, it’s an unproductive activity to partake in, anyway!”
“Perhaps. But you gotta live out a little you know? You can’t spend everyday just practicin’.” Hiroi said.
“Well, as long as I’m striving for my goals, then I’m living life to the fullest, as far as I’m concerned!” Yoyoko said, moving away from Hiroi. “Anyway, see you later, onee-san. I have to go home. Got some unfinished homework to take care of.” Yoyoko said as she hurriedly walked towards the exit.
“Be careful!” Hiroi calls after her. Yoyoko just kept walking til she was out of sight.
“Oh, Yoyoko.” Hiroi said sadly. “What am i gonna do with you?”
-
“I considered all the different options, but I still can’t find anywhere for you guys to practice.” Sawako said, reading from a piece of paper.
“Easy for you to say..”
“Hey, I did my part too!” Sawako defended. “I asked for you to use the jazz club’s room, the science lab, home ec room, conference room, even the principal’s office! My heels were out so much in one day!”
“You did so much for us…”
“Thank you for all your hard work.” Mio said to Sawako.
“Should we just hold off practicing til we can use the clubroom?” Ritsu pondered.
“We can’t, the festival is getting closer.”
“Then why don’t you try a rental studio?” Sawako said.
“Rental studio?”
“Y’know, like in STARRY. Actually, you guys could probably just practice at STARRY now that I think about it.” Sawako suggested.
“It’s quite a trip though.” Azusa said.
“Well we’ll get to meet Hitori-chan and the others again, wouldn’t that be fun?” Yui said.
“W-well, i guess…”
“Then it’s settled! We’re going to STARRY! Pack up, girls!”
“Oh by the way, if you're going to STARRY, say hi to the manager for me.” Sawako said.
“O..kay…? Wait, did we miss something here?” Ritsu said. Mugi's eyebrows furrow, her radar picking something up.
“You better get moving if you don’t wanna be there too late.” Sawako said, dismissing the question.
“Hey! Uuu.. we’re not done here!” Ritsu said, as she and the others walked out the room.
The whole train ride to STARRY, Mugi was smiling from ear to ear. Nobody knew why and no one wanted to be the person to have to ask her. So they all just let her be for now. Technically, there’s nothing wrong with her good mood, anyway.
The same can’t be said for Azusa, however.
She has returned to the same melancholic state she was in yesterday. This of course, did not go unnoticed. Mio decided she should be the one to step in this time.
“Everything okay, Azusa?”
“Oh, Mio-senpai. I’m sorry, have you been talking this entire time? I was spacing out.”
“Don’t worry, Azusa. I was just wondering if you have anything you’d like to talk about?” Mio warmly smiled at her. Out of all her senpais, Mio always seems to be the most dependable, when she is not cowering in fear, that is. However, something in her (pride? Denial, maybe?) Forced her to stay silent about her internal conflict.
“It’s nothing, Mio-senpai. I’ll get over it in a bit.” Azusa lied.
Mio didn’t seem convinced by that. “We’re all worried about you, y’know? Yui and Ritsu have talked to me about you seemingly out of it. And I’m sure Mugi would also have the same concern if she ever noticed how you were the past few days. If you really have something to say, we’re always here, okay?”
But that’s the thing. You won’t be. Azusa had to fight the urge to retort that lie Mio just said to her. However, in the interest of keeping the conversation short, she merely smiled and nodded.
“Of course, Mio-senpai.”
“Oh boy, I can’t wait to practice with Hitori-chan and the others again!” Yui said, as they boarded off the train.
“Mm-hmm. I wonder if there has been any new developments between the four of them as well.” Mugi said.
“Huh?”
“Ritsu, have you messaged Nijika to tell her we’re coming?” Mio asked the buchou.
“Nah. Do we really need to? I’m sure when we get there, they’ll just welcome us and say..”
“You can’t use the studio.”
“What? Nijika, come on!” Ritsu was practically begging her fellow drummer.
Nijika crossed her arms. “Look, if you tell me ahead of time, we could have probably reserved the studio for you guys, but the fact of the matter is, the studio is already booked for the next week or so.”
“Nice going, genius.” Mio said, pinching Ritsu’s arm. Ritsu wailed in pain.
“A week? But we can’t wait that long, Nijika-chan!.” Yui said to Nijika.
“I’m sorry Yui-chan. I don’t like this either, just so you know. This meant my band’s practice time was cut tremendously. But does my money grubbing sister care? No!” She said, throwing her arms in the air.
“Please just stop talking about it…” Ryo said weakly from one of the tables. She’s been going on and on about her sister the past few hours. It's driving the rest of us nuts.”
“A-ah, maybe we can practice in my house? I don’t have a drum kit t-though…” Bocchi said.
“The gesture is appreciated, Bocchi-chan, but no. We don’t want to disturb your family. Why do you guys need to use the studio anyway?” Nijika turned to the group.
“We need to practice for the upcoming school festival.” Azusa said determinedly. “Our clubroom back at school is under repairs.”
“Another festival? O-oh boy,… who kept making these…” Hitori mumbled.
“I see.. “
“What do we do now, Ricchan?” Yui asked the buchou.
“Fret not! Let’s just look for other rental studios! Just so happens I actually still have some budget surplus for our club!” Ritsu said.
“Ah, Ricchan! I’m so glad you’re greedy!” Yui said, hugging her.
“Oi now…”
“Hmph. See, Ryo? Maintaining a budget is not a stupid idea.” Nijika said to her layabout bassist.
“Yet you refused to let me handle the band’s.”
“It becomes a stupid idea if you’re the one managing it.”
“Well, good luck, guys… Ahahahaha… I sure am glad I never have to deal with school festivals… heh.” Hitori said. “Uhh… why does saying it out loud make me feel like something terrible is going to happen…”
Right as Hitori finished that sentence, the door to the venue opened, and a girl steps in. “Oh my gosh, all of you are here! Why didn’t you tell me you guys were coming?” Kita said, descending the steps.
“Greetings, Kita-chan. Unfortunately, we were just about to leave.” Mugi said to her.
“Aw… come on… right as i arrived? You weren’t trying to avoid me were you?” Kita chuckled. “Speaking of avoiding, I think I saw Hiroi-nee-san outside on my way here.”
“Onee-san?”
“What was she up to?” Nijika asked wearily.
“Oh, I don’t know, she was just prancing around drunk as usual.” Kita shrugged.
“Well, she’s most likely coming here.” Nijika sighed. “I’d advise you guys to leave now if you don’t want to chance an encounter with her.”
“I like her. I think she’s funny.” Yui said.
“Noted. Let’s leave, guys.” Mio, on the contrary, would not chance an encounter with the unpredictable drunk.
“Oh, and by the way, tell the manager that Sawa-chan said hi.” Mugi said dreamily.
“We’ll see you later, everyone!” Yui waved to kessoku band as they left the venue.
“So what were you talking about before I got here?” Kita asked as HTT finally left the premises.
“Oh they were talking about their school f-”
“FOOTBALL MATCHES! T-they volunteered to be the water girls!” Bocchi suddenly said.
“H-huh?”
I can’t let Kita-chan know about them performing for the school festival! She’d definitely get ideas! Bocchi thought to herself.
“Well, anyone know any other rental studios around here?” Ritsu asked the group once they’re back out on the streets.
“I thought you suggested the idea because you know where to go.” Mio said.
“I’m merely taking suggestions! Anyone?”
“I know a place!”
“Alright, who said that? “ Ritsu turned around, frowning when she found out who had said that.
Hiroi was there, a big smile on her face, raising her hand. Like Kita had said, she is certainly drunk currently.
“You all tried STARRY yet?”
“We were just there. The studio is not available for a week.” Ritsu replied.
“Really? Drats.” Hiroi said, scratching her head. Suddenly, her face lights up. “Oooh, I know where you could go!”
-
“Welcome, welcome! This is my base of operation! FOLT!”
Hiroi led the girls into another livehouse, FOLT, claiming that they also have a studio like STARRY that the group can use to practice.
“This place is kind of scary… It’s not like STARRY at all!” Mio said from behind Ritsu.
“Calm down, Mio! It’s the same type of place!” Ritsu remarked.
“Gin-chan! Oi, oi!” Hiroi greeted a man sitting by one of the tables in the venue.
“Huh?” He turned towards the group, a piercing gaze on his face.
All the previous air of confidence left Ritsu immediately at the sight of his unfriendly face.
“So much for all that talk.” Azusa mumbled.
“This is Gin-chan! The manager for this place!” Hiroi introduced the man to the girls.
“Ah, Hiroi! You didn’t tell me you’re bringing such cute little friends here!” Ginjiro said, immediately switching into a friendly demeanor once he got a good look at the group. “My name is Ginjiro Yoshida, 37 years old, punk rock is my favorite type of music!”
“The contrast between how he looks and how he talks must’ve taken you all by surprise huh? I won’t blame ya!” Hiroi said, as the girl watched in astonishment. “Gin chan’s an old man with a heart of a pure maiden!”
“O-oh, ah.. We’re here to rent the studio.” Ritsu stammered.
“Oh, you can come and use our studio anytime, darling! Since you’re all still in highschool, i won’t charge much for it! It’s always nice to see such young unadulterated talents taking interest in music!” Ginjiro said.
“Ah, thank you so much, Ginjiro-sama. It is a pleasure for you to be so accommodating for us.” Mugi said to Ginjiro, bowing as she does.
“No need to be so formal, dear. You can just call me Gin-chan.”
Mugi giggles. “Then thank you so much for the support, Gin-chan!”
“Ah, but I’m afraid you've come at a bad time. The studio is currently under use.”
“Eh?”
“Ah, but they’re probably willing to share, they’re nice girls. Hiroi, why don’t you take them to the studio?” Ginjiro said to Hiroi.
“On it!” Hiroi said, giving a salute. “Right this way, girls.”
Hiroi led them even deeper to the venue. This livehouse was way bigger than STARRY.
“Everyone here is so nice!” Yui said.
“They are! I’m so happy about that.” Mugi replied.
“Everyone here is friendly! They might look intimidating, but they're really just a bunch of big softies!” Hiroi said to the girls. “Shima and Gin-chan can be kind of scary if you get drunk or break studio equipment though… so make sure not to do that!”
That advice was so oddly specific that everyone was sure it only ever applies to Hiroi.
“Anyway, we’re here.” Hiroi said, stopping at the door. Azusa could hear a bunch of muffled dialogues and muted guitar playing from the other side. What will they find inside? Hiroi rapped her knuckles on the door.
-
“No, no! That’s not how you play it!”
“Ohtsuki-senpai, we’ve been at this for hours now. Can I atleast take a break?” Fuko pleaded.
“But everything has to be perfect! We need to be number one!”
“Just let her rest, would ya? She looks like her arms are gonna fall off.” Akubi said from her drumkit.
“Then she’ll be an armless spirit! Ooh, that’s interesting! Are you guys getting this?” Yuyu said to nobody.
“Err, who are you talkin’ to?”
“My spirit friends, of course!” Yuyu said, as if Akubi just asked a silly question.
“Right. They’re not behind me, are they?”
There was a knock on the door. Everyone stopped what they were doing and turned towards it.
"That better not be one of them ghosts." Akubi muttered. Her concerns were unfounded, however- as seconds later, Hiroi barged into the studio.
“Onee-san!” The four girls exclaimed.
“Are you guys still practicing? Can I borrow the studio?”
“Why? I thought SICK HACK doesn't have rehearsals today?” Akubi asked.
“It’s not for me! It’s for my friends! Girls, come on in, don’t be shy!”
Five girls stepped into the room. The smallest one immediately gasped as she spotted them.
“Uhh, Nakano, what’s with you?” The frontmost one, a short girl with sandy brown hair, said.
“S-senpai! Don’t you know who these girls are?! They’re SIDEROS!”
“Si-what now?”
“SIDEROS! Only the recently most popular teen indie metal band in Japan?!”
“Never heard of em.” The brown haired girl said. She immediately realized the implications of her words as she turned to the band. “Uhh, no offense.”
“Oh boy.” Fuko said.
“You’ve done did it now, newbie.” Akubi said, smiling behind her mask.
“I’ll prepare your casket and make sure your transition to the afterlife goes smoothly.” said Yuyu.
“Huh? What did I do?” She turned towards Yoyoko, whose face was red and looked ready to explode.
“WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU’VE NEVER HEARD OF US, SIDEROS?” Yoyoko shouted. “OUR SONGS HAS BEEN NUMBER 1 ON THE RECENT JAPAN’S MONTHLY INDIE CHARTS! OUR OHTUBE AND TWITTA FOLLOWING AMOUNTS TO A MILLION FOLLOWERS!”
“She’s inflating the numbers, right?” Akubi whispered to Fuko.
“IT WOULD MAKE MORE SENSE FOR US TO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT YOU INSTEAD, WHICH IN FACT, WE DON’T! WHAT INSIGNIFICANT WORM DARES TO DISTURB THE GREAT SIDEROS’ PRACTICE SESSION?”
“D–dude, calm down! You're scaring Mio!” The girl Yoyoko was shouting at gestured towards her other friend, who was crouching with her hands covering her ears.
“Take me back home! I’ll take my chances with Sawa-chan! Just please take me home!”
“Mio chan…”
“Ohtsuki-chan.” Hiroi said, for once dropping her airy manner of speaking.
“A-ah, Onee-san…” Yoyoko, finally realizing what she just did, cowered under the scrutinizing look of her mentor.
“Let’s talk for a bit shall we?” She nodded off towards the exit. You girls get to know each other. And someone get this girl a cup of water or something.” Hiroi said, gesturing at the still cowering Mio.
Yoyoko walked outside the studio, not sparing a glance at the group of newcomers eyeing her with a mix of interest and concern. Hiroi closed the door on her way out.
“Onee-san-”
“Ohtsuki-chan, what was that?”
Yoyoko flinched. Hiroi didn’t sound mad at all. It sounds more like she’s disappointed, but why?
“I-i simply have to defend my honor! I am the great vocalist of SIDEROS! How could someone just say they don’t know who we are so nonchalantly? They should be trembling under the shadow of an uprising star.”
“Oh, Yoyoko, you need to humble yourself if you ever actually want to be respected in the industry.”
“B-but-”
“I simply wanted to bring these girls here to give em’ a chance and do em’ a favor. Surely you remembered them? Haven’t I talked about them before?”
Yoyoko's eyes lit up. “So is this that “kessoku band” you’ve been talking about?”
“Huh? Oh, no. That’s… a different band.”
“How many highschool bands do you even know, Onee-san..”
“Point is, I see much potential in them, just like SIDEROS. And I personally think they’d be good for you too.”
“!! W-what does that mean?!”
“Well, you could do with some friends…” Hiroi bluntly said.
“I have friends!” Yoyoko defended.
“Outside the band?”
“Y-yeah..!? All the people that have come to watch us perform, and my many followers on TWITTA!”
“Those don’t count.”
“.... What about the staff I talked to at the music store?”
“Come on, Yoyoko, at least give them a chance?”
“They’re not worthy to be in my presence, I don’t even know what their band is called!”
Hiroi put a hand to her forehead. Normally, her brain doesn’t see much usage, but it’s clear she has to think of a different approach to convince Yoyoko to let her share the studio with Ho-Kago Tea Time.
“Won't having some newbies that you’re able to boss around and gloat to sound enticing?” Hiroi said.
“Huh?”
“Think about it. Your bandmates already know how great you are. And these girls don't even know who you are! So isn’t this an opportunity for you to show them who SIDEROS truly are and how great you are?”
“Well, I'm- and SIDEROS, by extension, IS great.” Hiroi could see gears moving in Yoyoko’s head as she thought. “Fine! Someone needs to educate these girls anyway! If they don’t even know SIDEROS, what kind of music do they even listen to? Urgh, I bet they only listen to those dumb garbage they play on the radio!”
“Well, go on and ask them, then.”
“I will!” Yoyoko said as she walked back to the studio.
-
“Sorry about senpai.” Fuko said to the newcomers.
“It’s fine. Mio-chan just gets scared easily.” Mugi said, waving her hands.
“Mommy…I’m scared.”
Ritsu sighed. “Whats your senpai’s deal anyways? We just got here and she immediately screamed at us?”
“That’s just how she is.” Akubi lazily said from her drumkit. “Ever prideful, oh Yoyoko-senpai. You not knowing who we are probably offended her greatly, since she thinks we’re the hot stuff.”
“Are you the hot stuff?” Yui innocently asked.
Akubi chuckled at that. “You guys really don’t know who we are, huh?”
“Forgive my senpais for their insolence, Hasegawa-san! They don’t mean what they said about your band!” Azusa bowed and apologized in one breath.
“Calm down, girl. I didn’t say it was a bad thing. Honestly, Yoyoko-senpai’s probably the only person who cares that much about popularity and numbers in our band.” Fuko and Yuyu nodded at that. “Finally meeting someone who doesn't just see us as the “popular SIDEROS” and treat us like actual people is nice, y’know?”
“O-oh… then forgive my insolence instead!” Azusa bowed again. Akubi chuckled.
“You sure love apologizing, huh? How about instead of that, you tell me your names?”
“O-oh, my name is Nakano Azusa! I-i’m such a fan of your music! And here are my senpais, Hirasawa Yui, Kotobuki Tsumugi, Tainaka Ritsu, and the one currently cowering, Akiyama Mio.” Azusa gave a quick introduction of the band,
“Yo, sup.” Ritsu nods.
“Pleasure to meet your acquaintances.” Mugi said cordially.
“Nice to meet you, Mask-chan!” Yui greeted.
“Mask-chan?” Akubi giggled at that. “I like your style, girl. The name’s Akubi Hasegawa, this here is Fuko Honjo, and that there is Yuyu Uchida.” Fuko smiled at them while Yuyu gave a little wave. “The one that just shouted at you back there was our senpai, Ohtsuki Yoyoko. And together, we’re SIDEROS!”
“What a lineup.” Ritsu said, eyeing all of them.
“What’s your band called?” Yuyu asked them.
“Oh, it’s Ho-Kago Tea Time!” Yui chirped.
“That’s a cute name!”
“We didn't pick it.” Ritsu sighed.
Fuko moved towards Mio and kneeled next to her. She handed the cowering girl a glass of water.
“Drink up, Akiyama-san. It’ll help your nerves.”
“T-thank you.. “ Mio said, picking up the glass.
“So what brings you here?” Akubi asked.
“Our clubroom at school is being renovated! We need a place to practice in the meantime!” Yui said.
“I see. For how long?”
“A week, mostly!”
“Hm. Well it shouldn’t be a problem really. If Gin-chan have no objections then I think it should be fine.” Fuko said.
“Well that is if senpai’s willing to cooperate.” Akubi wearily said. "But chances of that are-"
“Great news everyone, I am willing to cooperate!” Yoyoko said, as she barged into the room.
“That was easier than expected.”
“You!” Yoyoko pointed at the person closest to her, which just happened to be Azusa, who squealed in surprise at the gesture. “What’s your and your band name again?”
“N-nakano Azusa from Ho-Kago Tea Time, ma’am!”
“It’s settled! From now on, I will also be your mentor and senpai to help you navigate the world of bands! Ho ho ho!” Yoyoko lets out a (what she hope is) regal laughter.
Her three members just trade glances. Ritsu looked utterly confused, while Mugi smiled weakly.
“Being mentored by Ohtsuki Yoyoko from SIDEROS herself? Someone pinch me! I must be dreaming-” Ack! Yui-senpai, not literally! It’s a figure of speech!”
“Ho-ho-ho! you better believe it, girl! And first of al-”
“Ohtsuki-san, aren’t you forgetting something?”
“Huh? What is it, onee-san?” Yoyoko turned towards Hiroi.
“You know, maybe you should… apologize to them first?”
Yoyoko looked utterly perplexed at this. “A-apologize for what..?”
Hiroi sighed. “Just tell them you’re sorry. I can’t believe you’re making me the responsible one here.”
“S-so… sauwrree…?” Yoyoko said, struggling to even pronounce the word, as if it was foreign to her.
“Close enough.” Ritsu said. “Mio, do you forgive her?”
Mio, who was still sitting on the ground, just eyed Yoyoko warily, and gave a silent nod.
“Excellent! Then I’ll leave you guys to it! And remember, Ohtsuki-chan, don’t raise your voice at your friends.”
With that, Hiroi left the girls on their own in the studio. All the other girls turned towards Yoyoko with expectant gazes.
“Alright! Then let’s start with your guitarists! Which one of you is the guitar?”
“Ooh, me! Me!” Yui said, enthusiastically raising her hand to the air.
“Yui-senpai, behave!” Azusa chided. “Me, as well, umm.. Ohtsuki-senpai!”
“Ha ha, yes! Refer to me as Ohtsuki-senpai!” Yoyoko was thoroughly enjoying this. Akubi rolled her eyes. “You, play me a F chord!” Yoyoko said, pointing at Yui.
“Yes, ma-am-senpai!” Yui said, taking out Giita out of her bag and putting the strap around her.
“Well?”
“Uhh… which one is F-chord again, Azu-nyan?”
Azusa could almost feel herself die a little inside once Yui said that. “Senpai! We went over this multiple times! Hold your fingers like this!” Azusa instructed, putting her own fingers on her muttan to demonstrate it.
Yui followed Azusa’s example and played the F-chord. “I did it! Thanks Azu-nyan!”
“Uhmm senpai…”
“No, no NO! I’m the senpai here, wh-WHAT just happened? Why are you tutoring your senpai on how to play the guitar?”
Azusa flushed. “It’s a really long story, senpai…”
“Azu-nyan’s a great teacher!” Yui said, causing the kouhai flush even deeper.
"WHAT? But I’m supposed to be the great teacher! This simply won’t do! Play a C chord next!”
“Right! Umm, Azu-nyan?”
“Like this, senpai.”
“W-what? NO! Stop teaching her!”
“Eh? Why?”
“I’m supposed to be the teacher, I- GAHHH!!!”
“You guys have quite the dynamic.” Akubi said.
“Tell me about it.” Ritsu replied. “Uhh, so is it true? You guys are supposed to be popular?”
Akubi chuckled. “In the indie scene, sure. So I won’t be surprised if you haven’t heard of us, even if we’re "technically" popular.”
“Mio, what does indie mean?” Ritsu whispered.
“It means self-published music, you baka! Are you a real musician?”
“Alright geez, calm down.” She glanced at Akubi again. “So you’re the drummer, then?”
“Uh-huh. Been drumming since elementary.”
“Oh, really?”
“Yup. Bought my first drum kit myself from the money I’ve saved up after years of doing side gigs. First it was just small acts, you know, maybe filling in for the drummer at a local comedy club, before I moved on to actual musical acts, like filling in for some of my acquaintances at a local community college or FOLT. Sometimes I also fill in for Shima-senpai too if SICK HACK needs to rehearse and she’s not available. I also tutor some of my friends’ little siblings at school. They surprisingly pay really well. Anyway, that’s how I got this baby.” Akubi said, crashing one of the cymbals on her drums. “So what about you? You’re the drummer in your band?”
Ritsu blinked comically at this exposition, suddenly feeling inadequate. “Umm.. yes. I-i play drums. It goes clang, clang.”
Mio meanwhile, was sitting with Yuyu in the corner, trading stories about how their respective band leaders rejected their lyrics.
“I worked really hard on them, you know! But the baka rejected all of them! Does she even appreciate all the work I’ve done for the band?”
“That’s a shame, Akiyama-san. I’m sure your lyrics are great!” Yuyu said sympathetically.
“Yeah.. do you… do you maybe want to read some of them?” Mio said, shyly.
“I’d love to~”
Mio’s eyes lit up at that. She took out a neatly folded piece of paper out of her bag. “Here, please judge it yourself!”
Yuyu unfolds the piece of paper and began reading it. She starts to chuckle lightly as she did.
“W-what’s wrong?”
“Nothing, Akiyama-san. You write really cute lyrics~” Yuyu said.
“I, ah, umm… I suppose you could say that.”
“I love this line about penguins.”
“Right? I think this might be my magnum opus!” Mio said rather passionately.
“I would agree.” Yuyu said, handing back the piece of paper. “Do you wanna read the lyrics I proposed to Ohtsuki-senpai?”
“O-of course!”
Yuyu handed her a piece of paper in turn and handed it to Mio. As she began reading, Mio could feel her soul starting to leave her body. These lyrics! W-what are they describing? It’s so… graphic! Mio had to stifle the urge to shriek.
“T-they’re-your lyrics, they’re really, umm.. d-descriptive.” Mio stuttered.
“Thank you, Akiyama-san! My friends would love to hear that!”
“Oh, did Akubi-san and Fuko-san helped you write the lyrics?”
“Hm? Oh, no. My other friends helped with it.” Yuyu giggled.
“Other friends?”
“Yep, my ghost friends.” Yuyu leaned closer to Mio.
Mio immediately paled after hearing that. “G-ghost???”
“Mm-hmm. They’re really helpful in finding inspirations. They really seem to like you too, Akiyama-san.”
“Y-you mean, T-they’re HERE?”
“Yes! One of them is sitting next to you! She really likes you! Akiyama-san, what’s wrong?”
Mio had fainted in a sitting position, becoming unresponsive to her surroundings.
“Oh no, silly ghosts. I think you might’ve broken her!” Yuyu said, to no one in particular.
Fuko, witnessing this, stepped in to revive Mio, before she caught a whiff of a homey scent in the air.
“What the.. This smells like..”
“Tea?”
Fuko turned around to find Mugi, holding out a cup of tea.
“Ah, Kotobuki-san, you made tea?” She said, as she retrieved the cup of tea from the heiress.
Mugi nodded. “Just “Mugi” will suffice, Fuko-chan. I always prepare tea and cakes for my band before we practice.”
“Whoa, really? Wait, and cakes? You brought cakes?” Fuko asked.
“Mm-hmm. It’s in my bag. Do you want some?”
“Oh, no, thank you. They’re for your band, aren’t they?”
“Nonsense. I always prepare extra, because Yui-chan always asks for more when we eat. You can have some if you want, Fuko-chan.”
“Oh, well. If you insist.”
Mugi opened her bag to take out a large box. From it, she took a slice of a strawberry cake and handed it to Fuko on a plastic plate.
“This tastes superb, Mugi-chan!” Fuko said, after taking one bite.
“Ahahaha. Thank you.”
“Did you make this yourself?”
“Oh, no. It’s a gift from one of my father’s business associates. Since my father is not personally a fan of sweets, I usually take them to school to feed my bandmates.”
“Is that so, Mugi-chan? What does your father do?”
“He’s the head of our family business, Kotobuki enterprises.”
Fuko sprayed some of the tea she was drinking. “Your father runs THE Kotobuki enterprises? One of the biggest companies in Japan?”
“I thought my name would’ve been a giveaway.” Mugi just smiled politely at that.
“U-uh, in that case, I apologize for any of my previous rudeness, Miss Kotobuki.” Fuko bowed.
“What? I told you to just refer to me as simply "Mugi", Fuko-chan.” Mugi frowned.
“But-”
“Just like how you don’t like it when people don’t treat you as individuals because you are a part of SIDEROS, I also don’t like it when people treat me differently because of my father’s job. So please, Fuko-chan. You don’t need to act any differently around me.”
“W-well if you say so, Mugi-chan. It’s just- I’m a bit shocked, y’know? That was quite a bombshell you just dropped on me.”
“Is that so?” Mugi giggled. “In that case, just forget about all of that, Fuko-chan. Just think of me as Mugi, a friend in your music endeavors.”
“Aye, aye, Mugi!” Fuko gave a mock salute. Mugi chuckled.
“Hirasawa Yui!” Yoyoko barked.
“Yes, Yoyo-chan?”
“Y-Yoyo-chan? Nevermind that for now! How are you this bad? We practiced this just 3 minutes ago! How could you have already forgotten how to play it?” Yoyoko exasperatedly asked.
“Ehehehe…. I tend to forget how to do things after I learned something new..” Yui said sheepishly. Azusa covered her face in embarrassment.
“What?!” Is this girl really that airheaded to have literally forgotten something they just learned minutes ago?! How is she able to play so well when she’s this dense? Yoyoko couldn’t comprehend any of this at all.
“Okay, then play me this bridge!”
Yui played the bridge effortlessly on her guitar.
“Now this ending part!”
Flawless playing.
“Now the beginning!”
Yui paused. “Ehh…”
“GAHHH!! It’s like this!” Yoyoko puts her hand on top of Yui’s and begins guiding her fingers through the motion.
“Waaah… Yoyo-chan…”
“What?”
“You have really nice hands.. They’re small and soft..”
Yoyoko immediately retracted her hand as if she just got electrocuted. She suddenly noticed how close Yui and her were, and scooted herself away from her.
“Eh, Yoyo-chan, what’s wrong?”
“H-hirasawa Yui! Stop saying stupid things!”
“Eh? But it’s like, my thing!”
Yoyoko hears a snort from behind her, turning around to find Akubi, who had been watching the interaction with a smirk on her face (at least, that's what she assumed was happening behind that mask ).
“Yes, Akubi? What’s so funny?”
“Oh, nothing, senpai. You’re enjoying this, huh?”
“What?? NO! She’s a really polarizing student!”
“Woah, thanks, Yoyo-chan!”
“That wasn’t a compliment!”
“Huh? So then what does “polarizing” mean?”
Akubi snorted again.
“Ohtsuki senpai… I’m so sorry about Yui-senpai.”
“Nnnggnhhh!! How is this possible? How come you, the younger one, have a better grasp in playing than your supposed senpai?”
“Well, I’ve been playing longer than her, technically. Since middle school. She just started in high school.”
“That’s true!” Yui confirmed.
“Well that explains some of it. But how come you still lack basic knowledge like how to properly tune your guitar?!”
“I just tune by ear!”
“Y-you- what?”
“Here!” Yui re-tuned her guitar and played a chord seamlessly.
“I-wh- You have perfect pitch!”
“She does.” Azusa sighed.
“How????”
“I don’t know.” Yui simply answered.
“It’s best to not think about it, Ohtsuki-senpai.”
Yoyoko fell onto her stool. Lady luck really does only smile on those who do not deserve it.
“Hirasawa Yui! How long have your band’s been going?”
“Oh- uhm… 2 years?” Yui said.
“Nearly 3.” Azusa corrected.
“Then tell me, what does your band do with all their time for you to still lack basic musical knowledge?”
“We eat lots of cakes- and drink lots of tea that Mugi-chan brought to the club! They’re so tasty! You should try some, Yoyo-chan!”
“You just eat sweets? You don’t even practice?!”
“We do practice. Sometimes.” Azusa’s defense began crumbling as she said it.
“Yeah, sometimes we play songs, too! Mio-chan writes them!” Like this one! Yui immediately started an impromptu solo of one of her band’s songs. Yoyoko’s jaw dropped at the amount of expertise the airhead showcased in her playing.
Yui eventually finished the performance, and everyone in the studio clapped.
“That was Curry with rice!”
“Senpai-”
“What is it, Azu-nyan?”
“That was Fuwa-fuwa time…”
“Oh, oops! I meant to play the other one!”
“But you did play it well.”
Yoyoko could hear Akubi snorting from behind her again.
-
“These girls just doesn’t make sense!” Yoyoko said as she paced around FOLT’s backstage room.
“Uh-huh. They don't?” Hiroi whispered to the rest of SIDEROS next to her.
“Nah.”
“They’re fine, very adorable, even~”
“They were very pleasant.”
“No they weren’t! The skills they’ve displayed simply just don't match the amount of knowledge they seem to possess!” Yoyoko objects. “Like that Hirasawa Yui! I refuse to believe she is that skillful when she lack the simplest of knowledge! How does she play so well?! And how come the youngest of them all, that Nakano Azusa, seems to be the guitar mentor and the mature one? This makes no sense!”
“I think you might be overthinking this, Ohtsuki-chan.”
“No I’m not! From what I’ve gathered from the incessant blabbering of that Hirasawa Yui, the only thing the band does during their meeting time is drink tea and eat cakes! (Fuko burped at that, letting out a very embarrassed “excuse me!”) They never practice! So how come she’s able to play so well!!??”
“I think senpai might just be jealous of how skillful Yui is without trying as hard as her.”
“Huh? I-I AM NOT JEALOUS! CEASE THESE STUPID BABBLING AT ONCE, AKUBI!”
“Alright, alright geez. Just stop yelling.”
Hiroi sighed. “Every band has their own dynamic and their own way of playing. Who knows? Maybe lazing around and putting in the bare minimum is their style.” Hiroi said.
“Yeah if SICK HACK can remain popular with Hiroi nee-san being the way she is, why are you even surprised a band like Ho-Kago Tea Time exists?”
Hiroi nodded. “Yeah, exactly! Wait...”
“I’m gonna get to the bottom of this!” Yoyoko said determinedly. “I need to figure out what secret makes them be able to play well despite all their slacking!”
“Aw, you missed them already~”
“What? NO!” Yoyoko vehemently denied.
Still, a part of her can’t deny that she awaits her next encounter with the band. Merely due to her fascination with their practicing habit, that’s all!
-
The next day arrived, and Yoyoko decided to show up early again to FOLT. This time, it was so she can be the first one there to interrogate Ho-Kago Tea Time and uncover the truth! Those “tea times” they speak of must be some sort of secret training regimen! Yes, that's it! Well too bad for them, Yoyoko was here to expose them for the frauds they are, yes!
She was about to open the door to the studio when she noticed sounds coming from behind the doors. What? They’re already here? She could’ve sworn she could’ve heard Akubi’s voice in there as well. What should she do? Damn those bandmates of hers! They're never this early normally! Should she just enter and join them? No, she got an even better idea!
Yoyoko backtracked through FOLT and made her way to the security room. That's it, she could just listen in on their conversation from one of the security cameras. She’s such a genius! She spotted them on one of the screens, and was proven right. There seated Ho-Kago Tea Time, together with her bandmates. Traitors! Yoyoko needs to make sure to punish them accordingly after this. She turned up the audio from the security footage.
“Your tea is simply superb, Mugi-chan.”
Mugi smiled. “Thank you, Akubi-chan.”
“Ah, I can finally relax..” Yui said.
“Oi now, we didn’t come here just to relax.” Mio chided.
“I’ll practice after this cup of tea!”
“I’ll drink to that! Cheers, Yui-chan!” Yuyu said, raising her cup.
Yoyoko clenched her fist. Damn! Don’t get close to the enemy, you fools!
“Why don’t we use this opportunity to review lyrics?”
“Oh you guys are writing a song?”
Yoyoko perks up at that. Wait. This could be huge. She gets to see the inner workflow of HTT. Has her bandmate been subtly helping her? Maybe she’s been too harsh on them.
“Who wants to go first?” Ritsu asked the table.
“Me! Me!”
“Yui senpai? You actually brought lyrics?”
Yui took out a piece of paper out of her bag and cleared her throat.
“Rice is amazing, it goes with anything! Ramen, udon, okonomiyaki, it’s a dream collaboration-”
“Stop. we heard enough.” Ritsu said, putting an end to Yui’s nonsensical lyrics.
“Eh, but the bridge is the best part! Ichi, ni, san, shi, go-han!”
The table remained in deadpan silence. “The title is “Gohan wa Okazu!”
“Let’s see yours, Mugi.”
“Eh…?”
So far, this has been going as well as Yoyoko has expected. Hirasawa Yui has, of course, shown nonsensical lyrics about rice, which Yoyoko has no doubt she herself had written given the stupidity of the topic. She was surprised that Tainaka Ritsu even let her go first if she had expected her to fail, though admittedly- Yoyoko find the bridge a bit amusing. Drats! Why is she siding with Hirasawa Yui? It was just good word play, okay?
“Watch this, Yui-chan!” Mugi said, standing up. “The piercing cold wind is blowing. Yoshie cornered the criminal into a cliff. Kenichi san, you are, you are, YOU ARE the culprit!”
“Denied. We're writing a song, not a crime novel.”
“Eh?”
What was that? Were those even lyrics? Yoyoko was getting even more confused by the minute. How is this band even functional?
“Azusa, you’re next.”
Azusa stood up, took one glance at the paper before hiding her face behind it. “Umm- do I have to read this out? I’m not very confident in them.” She said shyly.
“Let us hear it!” Yui said.
“Come on Azusa!” Fuko cheered.
“Embarrassing myself in front of SIDEROS… I’m so done.."
Azusa began reciting her lyrics, “I know you always look at me as you sway, Look at me, No, don’t look!”
“Yes, that’s it!” Ritsu said enthusiastically. Akubi whistled from beneath her mask.
“I know it won’t be long now, so please wait for me…Ton-chan.”
All of HTT collectively felt their faces drop at that, while SIDEROS just looked on in confusion. Fuko starts awkwardly clapping before stopping when no one joins in.
“It’s a song about Ton-chan?”
“Who’s Ton-chan?” Akubi asked.
“It’s our club’s pet turtle.”
“Ritsu-senpai!”
“What? You’re the one who wrote a song about feeding a turtle!”
“That’s it, I'm never writing lyrics again.” Azusa hid beneath her paper, embarrassed to have been rejected in front of her idols.
Now this is just confusing Yoyoko even more. That song was about… feeding a turtle? But it started out so good! Is this band just filled with idiot savants?!
“And what did you write, Ritsu?”
“Here!” Ritsu said, pulling out her piece of paper proudly.
“How much is the salmon roe… Not picking up the phone.. Cats are sick…?” Mio read aloud.
“Hahaha! None of those are lyrics, they just sound funny!”
“Write lyrics!” Mio exclaimed
“What about you, Mio-chan.?” Yuyu asked the fellow bassist.
Mio’s face immediately lights up at the request. “What about Raccoon’s newly washed love, or Giraffe rin-rin+?”
“Ehhh….” Akubi trailed off. Fuko simply smiled politely.
“Mm-hmm! Maybe my spirit friends have some thoughts on these… You mind handing them over to me for us to review?~”
“M-my lyrics, b-being reviewed by ghosts…?”
Yoyoko couldn’t stand more of this idiocy. How could Hiroi-nee san have seen potential in this band? All they do is eat food and write lyrics about eating food! She’s willing to bet that “kessoku band” is probably just gonna be the same as this. But this does not alleviate her suspicions at all. How come a band as lackluster as this be so good in performing? This requires more intimate observation, she thought, leaving the security room.
“By the way, where’s Ohtsuki-senpai?” Azusa asked.
“Yeah, where’s Yoyo-chan? I want to share all these tea and cakes with her!” Yui said, holding out a plate of cake.
“Huh. She’s not here yet. Now that you mention it, we’re the one who ended up here earlier than usual.” Fuko said.
“She’s so excited to meet you again, yesterday too~” Yuyu said.
“Really? From the sound of it, she seemed fed up with us.” Ritsu mumbled.
“That’s just how senpai shows her appreciation. Trust us. We would know.” Akubi said, crossing her arms.
“Yeah, she goes hard on you, but really, it’s because she cares.” Yuyu added.
“It’s just a shame that because of that, none of us ever managed to get close to her.” Fuko said sadly.
“Eh, but isn’t Yoyo-chan’s your buchou? Like Ricchan!” Yui asked.
The three girls looked at each other.
“Well she just insist on keeping her distance. It’s hard to reach out to her.” Akubi began.
“And trust us, we tried.” Fuko added.
“The one time she actually reached out to us, we weren’t able to go with her, which was unfortunate. We really have to make it up to her somehow.” Yuyu concluded, and the other two nodded.
“B-but, forgive me if this might be a bit too personal.” Azusa said. “Isn’t SIDEROS notorious for it’s constantly changing lineup? Rumor has it that, Ohtsuki senpai is the cause of that.”
Akubi paused for a moment before answering. “Well, I won’t deny or confirm that, since it’s work related. But, it is true that Ohtsuki-senpai has really high standards. She takes her goal of making SIDEROS be number 1 very seriously. And that means everyone in the band needs to be someone she thinks is capable of bringing her closer towards that goal. The fact that we make it this long seems to indicate that she’s confident in us.” Akubi said.
“Yeah. We know that most of the time, she merely see our relationship as a professional one, but all of us see her as a friend.”
“A very stubborn and controlling friend.” Akubi said, which earned her an elbow from Fuko.
“But a friend nonetheless! I do hope she learns to mellow down a bit and see us the same way, given she stuck with us this long~” Yuyu added.
“Well, that was a bit more personal than what I thought this lyrics sharing session would entail.” Akubi joked, which made Azusa blush.
“Sorry.”
“Don’t be. It’s fine, really. So, what are you gonna do now with the lyrics?”
Ritsu sighs. “If push come to shove, we’ll just use Mio’s-”
Ritsu was interrupted by the door being slammed open. “Everyone, I’m here!”
“Always one for a dramatic entrance.” Akubi remarked. Next to her, Mio was clutching her heart, reeling in from the shock.
“Yoyo–chan!" Before Yoyoko managed another word in, Yui had tackled her into a hug. Yoyoko blushed furiously at the contact. When was the last time she's been hugged by someone that’s not her parents? She momentarily lost herself to the embrace, before realizing people were watching.
“H-hirasawa Yui! What was that? You can’t just hug people out of the blue like that!” Yoyoko said, shoving the brunette away.
“Huh, does Yoyo-chan not like hugs?”
“I-” It would be a lie to tell her that she didn’t like the hug, but she can’t just say that with all her bandmates watching! Damn this girl and her quirks! Somehow, she can feel Azusa giving her an understanding look.
“N-nevermind that! Hirasawa Yui! Why are you just sitting around and drinking tea? Don’t you all need to practice?” Yoyoko said, pointing at her.
Azusa jerkily stood up. “You're right, Ohtsuki-senpai! Come on you guys, let’s practice!”
Yui and Ritsu groaned, but eventually got up and walked towards their instruments along with the others. Yoyoko in turn, approached her band members. “So! Getting chummy with the enemy, huh?”
“Ohtsuki-senpai, they’re not an enemy.” Fuko said.
“I don’t wanna hear it! Why are you all sitting around drinking tea instead of practicing?”
“You haven’t had a taste of this tea, have you? Trust me, when you do, the thought of practice won’t even cross your mind!” Akubi said, as she held out a cup for Yoyoko.
“Stop being hyperbolic!”
“It’s true~ This tea seems to hold some special quality to it… a powerful aura…” Yuyu said, staring deeply into her cup of tea. “That, or it’s just a good blend.”
“Oh yeah, Yoyo-chan! I saved some cake for you! Want a a bite?” Yui said, holding out a piece of cake on a fork in front of Yoyoko’s mouth.
“Hirasawa Yui, wha-hmph!” Yoyoko’s words were interrupted as Yui shoved the piece of cake into her mouth. As her tongue came into the soft, spongey texture of the cake, she immediately entered a state of bliss she has never experienced before.
“Here, have some tea while you’re at it.” Akubi handed her a cup of tea.
Yoyoko was in heaven right now. Is this it? Has she finally figured out the reason why HTT slacks so much? This tea is just so-so good! No, wait! She can’t fall for this trap! She immediately broke out of her trance.
“Nice try! I know what you were trying to do, Hirasawa Yui! It might work on my susceptible bandmates, but not me! I won’t fall for your ruse!”
“Susceptible bandmates?” Akubi said, raising an eyebrow.
“Eh, so Yoyo-chan doesn't like cake? Oh i guess I’ll finish this on my own then.” Yui said sadly.
Yoyoko sputtered as Yui brought the cake away. “What- I-i mean is- I’m fine with them every once in a while..”
“So you like it?” Yui said, extending her arms to offer Yoyoko the plate of cake.
“Yes…” Yoyoko's face lit up. “I-i mean, no! Not at this very moment…”
“Oh, okay then…” Yui retracted her arms.
“B-but if you’re having trouble finishing it… it’ll be fine to-”
“Geez, senpai. Is it that hard to admit you want the cake?” Akubi interrupted.
“What? No, i don’t! I was just-was just-”
This is fun, Yui thought to herself. Azusa, who's been silently observing, felt a rush of nostalgia induced embarrassment. She just have to pray for Ohtsuki-senpai's able to bear with Yui’s senpai’s antics for the next couple of days.
-
“Uuuu… still needs to think about those lyrics…”
Yui was now back in the comfort of her own home, papers scattered in front of her as she scribbled out dozens of proposals for lyrics that never came to be.
“Onee-chan! I peeled some pears.” Ui said, carrying a plate to serve to her sister. “What are you doing?”
“We're all supposed to contribute lyrics for a new song…” Yui said as she kept scribbling.
“You wrote lyrics? Can I see?” Ui moved towards one of the papers strewn about.
“Sure.”
“This is great, onee-chan!” Ui said, in a genuinely appraising tone.
“I think so too, but no one seems to be interested.”
“I think it’s creative.”
“No matter! I’ll stay up all night to finish these lyrics and present them to Ricchan!”
“Are you sure you want to push yourself that hard, onee-chan?”
“I’ll be fine, Ui. Umm, these pears are so good!” Yui said, as she began stuffing her face with the sliced pears Ui brought.
Ui studied the lyrics for a moment. “Do you want my help, onee-chan?”
“Eh, really? You’d do that for me? Thank you, Ui!” Yui cheered, causing Ui to smile in response.
“So are you having fun at that new livehouse you’re practicing in temporarily?” Ui asked as she began jotting down some of her revisions to Yui’s lyrics.
“Mm-hmm! Everyone’s so nice! There’s friendly people too, like Akubi-chan, Fuko,-chan, and Yuyu-chan!”
“They all sound lovely.”
“They are! Akubi-chan is strong and gentle, Fuko-chan is nice like Mugi-chan, and Yuyu-chan is funny! She tells ghost stories that scare Mio-chan’s socks off!”
“Oh, poor Mio-san.”
“And there’s Yoyo-chan! She’s the leader of their band, SIDEROS. She looks mean and unfriendly, but she's secretly a softie! Just like Azu-nyan!”
Ui giggled at that. That does sound remarkably like her friend.
“Mou, Ui. Have you noticed Azu-nyan acting weird lately?” Yui asked her sister.
“Hm? Not that I’m aware of, onee-chan.”
“She’s just been distant lately… I’m worried about her.”
Not many are aware of how perceptive Yui can be, especially when it comes to her friends. So Ui is more than inclined to believe her sister's concerns.
“I’m sure she’s fine, onee-chan. If she needed your help, she would’ve told you, no?” Ui tried to assure her sister.
“I guess…” Yui said, taking another one of the pear slices from the plate. “Mmm, Ui, these are so good! You’re the best!”
Ui smiled at the comment. “Thank you, onee-chan! You’re the best, too!”
-
“Writing lyrics is hard…”
HTT are currently gathered at FOLT again, still trying to brainstorm new ideas for lyrics.
“Is this really your songwriting process?” Yoyoko said, observing all HTT members, who were currently spacing out and laying their head on the table as they think.
“Well, what’s your process, Ohtsuki-senpai?” Azusa asked curiously. “Can you tell us how you write lyrics for the band?”
“Ehh…” Yoyoko stammered, attempting to visualize her creative process. Memories of her just goofing around and watching mentos cola videos played in her head.
“W-well! It takes a lot of reading and cross-referencing existing songs to-”
“Don’t listen to her. Her process is pretty much the same as you guys.” Akubi cuts in Yoyoko’s spontaneous lie.
“Perhaps you could use some extra helping hands? Some of them are just spirits of severed hands, however…” Yuyu said ominously.
“NO, thank you!” Mio immediately said, not entertaining the thought. “Hey, wait a minute..”
“At least you look confident, Yui-chan.” Fuko said.
“Hm! I already wrote three songs!”
“Sure you did.” Ritsu said, her head still laid on the table.
“No, really! Here!” Yui shoved a pile of papers onto Ritsu’s face.
“Huh, what? You actually did?”
The rest of the group approached Ritsu to read the lyrics Yui had brought.
“It’s really cute.” Fuko said.
“Y-you're even using rhymes?” Mio asked.
“Eh, isn’t this just the rice song from yesterday?” Yoyoko accidentally slipped out.
“Huh? What do you mean, senpai? You weren’t there when we were sharing lyrics.” Akubi said.
“U-uh, actually, Hirasawa Yui herself showed me the lyrics after practice!” Yoyoko sputtered.
“Eh, I did?”
“Yes, you did!”
“Oh, I guess I did.” Sometimes Yoyoko have to thank the gods above for Yui’s blatant stupidity.
“You write this all by yourself, Yui?” Mio asked her.
“Ehehehe… Ui might’ve been helping me a tiny bit.”
All her band members stared at her for a moment, all thinking the same thing. Ui definitely wrote this entire thing.
“Who’s Ui?” Akubi asked.
“She’s my little sister! She’s the best! She takes care of me, cooks me meals everyday, and she helps me with my homework!”
“Sounds more like you’re the little sister.”
“Right?” Ritsu said.
“Oh, I really want you guys to meet her! She’d love you guys!”
“I guess we’re using Yui’s lyrics then?” Mugi asked the buchou.
“Well, none of us came up with anything else, this is as good as it gets.” Ritsu said.
“Eh? You really just gonna decide on lyrics just like that? No market test or gauging audience’s reactions or anything?” Yoyoko asked, baffled.
“Huh? What do you mean?” HTT all looked at her in confusion.
“Nevermind.” Yoyoko forgot who she was talking to.
-
“Bye, guys!” Yui said to SIDEROS as they parted ways after leaving FOLT.
Well, most of them, anyway. Turns out, Yoyoko commutes in the same direction as HTT. Which made the situation a bit awkward for the vocalist.
"Stuck with the enemy... drat! Should've just waited them out like yesterday.." Yoyoko muttered.
“Ohtsuki-chan, you live further from FOLT?”
Yoyoko jerked up. “Y-yes. I commute between here and my house.” Now not within the confines of the livehouse, Yoyoko feels herself mellowing down. Sometimes she wonder if the environment of FOLT is one of the reasons for her intense go-getter attitude.
“Whoa, kind of like Hitori-chan!” Yui said.
“Hi-hitori-chan?”
Yui nodded. “She’s our other guitarist friend! You really should meet her Yoyo-chan! I think you guys are gonna hit it off well!”
Yoyoko somehow doubts that, given how eccentric Yui is, she would just assume any friend of hers would be far from “normal”. Though, painful as it is to admit it, Yui had manage to grow on her quite a bit, just barely.
“Geez, just imagine Yoyoko and Hitori together, that’d be a disaster.” Ritsu whispered to Mio.
Right at that moment, Yui can feel her phone buzzing in her pocket.
“Oh, It’s Ui! Perfect, I get to introduce you, Yoyo-chan!”
“No, you don’t have to-”
“Hey, Ui! Why’d you call? Do you need me to buy something for dinner?” Yui said as she picked up the phone. “We’re just finished with practice, I’m heading home right now! Yeah! Uh, Ui.. what’s wrong?”
Yoyoko observed Yui, whose face grew increasingly worrier as the call continues.
“Ui, are you okay? Please hang in there, I-i’m on my way!”
“Hirasawa Yui, what’s wrong?” Yoyoko asked.
“I-it’s Ui! She’s sick!” Yui cried.
The whole train ride, Yui was restless. Her bandmates kept trying to comfort her, to no avail. Finally, once they reached their stop, Yui sprung to the exit, bringing Yoyoko with her.
“W-wait! This isn’t my stop!”
“Yoyo-chan! I’m gonna need your help!” Yui said panickedly. “The more hands I have to help Ui, the better!” Yui babbled almost incoherently, tears all over her face.
“Yui, Yoyoko probably needs to get back home… It’s late.” Mio said, attempting to comfort her guitarist.
Yoyoko took another glance at Yui’s pathetic display. Looking at her now just feels her with a great sense of pity. Yui's sobbing features reminds her of a sad little puppy, and just like a sad little puppy, only a heartless monster would turn away from the sight and not help it.
“I’ll come with you guys.”
“Eh, senpai, but what about-”
“I’m not gonna turn away a friend in need.” Yoyoko determinedly said. She herself was surprised at the words that slipped out of her mouth. Friends? Weren’t she just clamoring about how Yui is her enemy just now?
“Ah, Yoyo-chan! Thank you so much!” Yui said, jumping up to tackle her into a hug.
“Ah, Yui! Your sister, remember?”
“Oh, you’re right Yoyo-chan! Come on everyone, Ui needs us!”
Yui ran the entire trip back to her house, Yoyoko in tow. The other band members followed behind, trying to keep up with Yui’s surprisingly agile movement. When it came to her sister, Yui became a different person entirely.
“We’re here, Okaeri!” Yui said hurriedly as she takes off her shoes. Yoyoko and the other pants behind her.
“O-onee-chan, you’re home… I prepared some tea..” Ui weakly said as they all steps into the house, weakly carrying a tray of tea.
“UI!!” Yui exclaimed.
“What? Ui, get some rest!” The others chided.
After taking the tray off her hands, the band- plus Yoyoko, escorted Ui to her room and put her to bed.
“Well, if that’s all, we best be off now, Ui can't properly rest with all of us hovering over her." Mio said.
“But what am I supposed to do with Ui?” Yui said desperately at her friends.
“D-dont worry… I’ll help you, onee-chan.” Ui said, getting up from her bed.
“You’re the one who’s supposed to be helped!” Azusa chided, pushing Ui back to her bed.
“I’ll help you.”
Six pair of eyes turned towards Yoyoko. She blushed.
“But Ohtsuki-chan, aren’t you supposed to be home? It’s getting late.” Mugi said.
“It’s fine. I have the day off tomorrow from school. I can stay here for the night and help you take care of your sister, Yui-chan.”
“Yoyo-chan…” Yui said with glossy eyes.
“Well, in that case, we’ll be off.” Ritsu said, getting up. Everyone else followed suit. “Get well soon, Ui.”
Ui just nods silently. Yui and Yoyoko see the others out the door.
“Are you really fine with this, Ohtsuki-chan?” Mugi asked again.
“Yeah, I’ll just call up my parents and tell them what’s up. I think they won’t mind.” Yoyoko answered.
“Is that so… well in that case, have fun on your sleepover!” Mugi beamed.
“Goodnight, guys.” Mio said, as she and the others left the Hirasawa residence.
Now it’s only the two of them in the house, plus Ui. Yoyoko suddenly realized what she just agreed to.
Oh god.. A SLEEPOVER? I’ve never had one of those! Yoyoko internally panicked.
“Don’t worry, Ui. I’ll make sure to take care of you just like you’ve taken care of me in the past.”
Yoyoko turned, in all her time knowing Yui, she'd never seen Yui this determined before, certainly not with practice.
“Ah, how about we cook her a meal?” Yoyoko suggested.
Yui turned towards her. “That’s a wonderful idea, Yoyo-chan!” Yui beams at her. “Oh, but usually Ui cooks for me, so I don’t know what to make.”
“Well, you don’t need to worry, cause I, the great Ohstuki Yoyoko, is here to help!” Yoyoko said, returning to her prideful self.
“Waaaah, thank you so much, Yoyo-chan!” Yui hugged her for what feels like the thousandth time today.
“Y-yeah, but please let me call my parents first.”
Yoyoko’s parents were surprisingly chill with Yoyoko spending the night at a friend’s house. In fact, they seemed ecstatic that Yoyoko finally found herself some friends she could spend time with, instead of hanging out with that “drunk from the livehouse.”
“Well, they said they’re fine with it.” Yoyoko said as she hung up.
“Okay! Then let’s get cooking for Ui-chan!”
“Hmm… what should we make…”
Upstairs, Ui couldn’t rest peacefully as she heard all the loud clangs and commotion coming from the kitchen.
"I can’t sleep when i’m worried about you, onee-chan!" She mutters to herself.
After an hour of preparation, Yoyoko and Yui finally finished the dish they’ve cooked up for Ui.
“This looks so good, Yoyo-chan!”
“You know it, it’s because I made it!”
“Yeah, it’s because we made it!” Yui reiterated.
“Yeah, we made it..” Yoyoko said to herself. She never cooked a meal with someone other than her mother before. This feels… nice. You know, if you removed it from the context of the meal being for her friend's bedridden little sister.
“Let’s deliver it to Ui!” Yui said, picking up the plate and running up the stairs.
“Yui, wait, slow down!” Yoyoko said,
“Ui! We made you dinner, oh-”
“Shhh!” Yoyoko shushed. Ui was peacefully sleeping in her bed. “Let’s just put it here for now.” Yoyoko said, placing the plate on Ui’s desk.
“Oh, Ui. I’m so sorry. You must’ve caught this cold because you were staying up all night to help me finish those lyrics.” Yui said to the sleeping figure of her sister.
Yoyoko observed as Yui watched over her little sister. She seems deep in thought, a rare sight for the usually airheaded girl.
“Ne, Yoyoko-chan. I’ve been thinking.” Yet another sentence Yoyoko never thought she would hear from Yui.
“What is it, Yui?”
“I just tend to take what I have for granted. Like the clubroom. Now that it's being renovated, we have to look all over the place just to find somewhere to practice. Of course, I'm grateful that it led me to you, Yoyo-chan! But still… you never truly know what you got til it’s gone.”
That was much more profound than what Yoyoko would ever expect from someone like Yui. “Y-yeah, I suppose so.”
“Same with Ui… I’ve always taken her for granted. She did so much for me. And it pains me to see her like this.” Yui said somberly.
Yoyoko watched Yui for a moment, before deciding to speak up.
“Yui, I recalled Azusa asking me about my songwriting process earlier today.” Yoyoko said.
“Oh, and what about it, Yoyo-chan?”
“Well, Akubi said that my process is not unsimilar to yours, which is, just not true at all, by the way! Well maybe sometimes, but the point is! When I’m writing a song, I'll jumble up all the problems I'm facing, all the conflicted feelings I have in my heart, and I pour those into my lyrics. You could say it’s my way of venting. What I’m trying to say here is that you obviously have very strong feelings about your sister. Plus your recent realization of how you take the things you have for granted… why don’t you just write those into a song?”
“Eh? You think so, Yoyo-chan?”
“Yeah, lyrics that embody the author's feelings and passion is one that audiences resonates with most, given my experience in writing and listening to music.”
“You’re right, Yoyo-chan!” Yui said, suddenly inspired. “Do you want to help me write it?”
“M-me? Help you write it?”
“Yeah, you’re smart, Yoyo-chan! I’m sure you’d be able to help me, right?”
Yoyoko felt her face getting warmer. “O=of course I’m smart! What are you saying? Fine, then! I’ll help you write your song!”
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Ui awoke the next morning to find her cold gone. She rose up from her bed, to find her sister and another girl dozing peacefully on her desk, with a now already cold dish, a joint effort from both girls to cook up a sick meal for her.
“Sunny side up on porridge?” Ui just chuckled at the sight, though she appreciates the gesture from her sister and Ohtsuki-san nonetheless. She noticed a piece of paper next to the two sleeping figures. Picking it up, she began scanning the page. It was lyrics for another song. Yui and Ohtsuki-san must’ve written it last night before falling asleep. The song was called..
“U&I?”
“Yup! I realized the value of something only when I have lost it! That’s the feeling I wanted to convey in this one!” Yui said to her bandmates.
“Did Ui help you with this one too?”
“No, she was sick! Actually, Yoyo-chan helped me with the lyrics for this one!”
Everyone turned towards Yoyoko, who was hiding her face behind the cup of tea she was drinking from.
“Is that so, senpai?” Akubi interrogated.
“Getting chummy with the enemy, huh?” Fuko added.
“So you wrote this last night in your house when taking care of Ui?” Ritsu asked.
“You were in Yui-chan’s house, senpai?” Yuyu asked.
“So what if I was! I just want to help a friend in need!” Yoyoko spat.
“Friends, huh? Well I’m glad you’re at least not avoiding the thought anymore.” Akubi finally said.
“Whatever. And of course it turned out good. I’m the one who helped write it!” Yoyoko stated.
“Yeah, Both of us wrote it!” Yui said.
“Well then, should we use Yui’s lyrics?" Ritsu raised the paper high up in the air. There were an unanimous support among all the band members. Yoyoko unknowingly also nodded, but quickly caught herself. No one noticed, but she could’ve sworn Akubi was smirking behind that damn mask of hers.
“It’s settled then, we’ll use your lyrics, Yui!”
“Yay!”
“But what about my lyrics..” Mio said with glossy eyes, hiding her face beneath her lyrics notebook.
“W-we’ll write two more songs, m-maybe three, heck, why not four!” Ritsu said, flailing her arms in an attempt to reassure the bassist.
As Ritsu scrambled to comfort Mio, Yoyoko cleared her throat. Fuko, noticing this, merely sighed. “I’ll prepare our instruments, Ohtsuki senpai.” she instinctively said.
“N-no, it’s not that. I have something to say to all of you.”
All eyes turned towards her. Yoyoko bit her lip, averting her eyes as she parse through her words.
“In the process of writing that song, it just got me thinking, you know, about taking things for granted… so I just, I just want you to know that I appreciate all of you- your hard work and contributions to the band! Yeah. It’s because of all of you that SIDEROS managed to make it this far.”
Her bandmates just stared blankly at her for a second. Yoyoko thought she might’ve said something weird, before they all smiled at her.
“Damn, that sleepover really changed you, huh? What did you two do alone in her house yesterday?” Akubi said, wiggling her eyebrows.
“What?! No, it didn’t! I’m just t-trying to show my appreciation here! GAH! And we didn’t do anything! Get your mind out of the gutter!”
Her bandmates chuckled.
“Of course, senpai.”
“I’m glad to hear that.”
“My spirit friends thank you too, but they still don’t like how you rejected their lyrics yesterday.”
“Right.” Yoyoko tried to ignore the implication of what Yuyu’s spirit friends might do to her. “I’m glad that you guys are a part of SIDEROS.” Yoyoko said.
“We’re glad to be a part of your band too, senpai!”
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Unbeknownst to SIDEROS, one member of HTT had been intently watching interactions.
“Azusa-chan? Everything alright?”
It felt like someone asking her that question has been a recurring thing recently. Azusa looked up to find Mugi, looking over at her with worry on her face. “Nah, I was just, thinking.” She glanced at the senior.
“Hm. Is it about the song Yui wrote?”
Is it? Well maybe partly. The song and what Ohtsuki-senpai had just done made her think about her situation more clearly. She loves her senpais greatly, even if their practicing habits leave something to be desired. They’re her most trusted friends and confidants. In some ways, Azusa has also noticed how much she had fallen in line with her senpai’s behaviors. She initially thought it was a bad thing, but now, she’s not so sure.
Graduation is edging closer. And that means Azusa would finally have to bid farewell to her senpais. She doesn’t know if she’s ready for that goodbye. Maybe she’s exaggerating a little, but just the thought of one day finally walking up into the clubroom to find it empty just saddens her greatly. Yet time catches up to all of them eventually. Her current problem is not one with a solution. So for now, Azusa has to just brace herself to accept it when the time comes.
“Yep. I’m fine, Mugi-senpai. That song just got me thinking, is all.”
“Hm, about what? Do you share the same sentiment with Yui about the clubroom and Ui-chan?”
“Ah, uhm- you know.. I was just thinking about Ton-chan, and how one day I'll have to leave him behind when I leave the club.” Azusa blatantly lied.
Mugi however, seems to catch on to what Azusa was really thinking, as she smiled sadly. “Well, just so you know, Azusa-chan. When that day comes, you and Ton would still carry on all the memories you shared together. So even if you physically left, those moments are never truly gone.”
Azusa just nodded stiffly. She tries her best not to show any sort of emotion that might reveal her state of mind.
“The funniest thing just passed in my mind.” Mugi absentmindedly said. Azusa looked over towards her, silently asking her her thoughts. “Well, i just think that somehow, you and Yoyoko-chan are really similar.”
“Eh, how come?”
“That’s what makes it funny. I don’t really know. Maybe both of you just share some characteristic or personality trait that I subconsciously link with each other.” Mugi elaborated. “Or maybe it’s just the twintails, you know, one of the two.” Mugi rubbed the top of her kouhai’s head before leaving to refill the kettle.
She’s gonna miss those headpats too.
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“Thank you for all your previous hospitality.” Mugi said, bowing to the FOLT ensemble. A week has passed, and their clubroom would be back in business tomorrow, so today will be the last day they’re practicing at FOLT.
“It’s nothing at all, dear. Please, come back anytime you’d like, you are always welcome!”
“Please, have some of these as a token of our appreciation.” Mugi handed Ginjiro a box of cake with some tea packets alongside it.
“Ah, strawberry! My favorite! Don’t you know the best way to get to a man’s heart is through his stomach? Are you trying to capture my heart, Tsumugi-san?”
Mugi just giggled. “Well i’m glad you liked it, tenchou.”
“It’s sad to see you guys go…” Yuyu said sadly. Couldn’t you stick around longer?”
“Yuyu, come on now. They still have a festival to prepare for, don’t they? It’s best if they could do so in a more stable and distraction free environment.” Fuko said.
“Yea, sure. Not that it matters.” Azusa mumbled.
“You all are invited to come, if you want!” Yui beamed. We’ll be happy if you guys can make it!”
“Well, then we won’t miss it! You better rock our socks off, ya hear?” Akubi said.
“We will!” Yui said confidently.
“Hm, senpai, you’ve been awfully quiet.” Akubi said, as she noticed her usually loud vocalist humbled.
“What? No. i was just thinking.”
“Sad to see your friends go?” Akubi sneered.
“As if! I'm just glad to have the studio to ourselves again!” Yoyoko said, turning away and striking a classic tsundere pose with her arms crossed.
“Aw, we’ll miss you too, Yoyo-chan!” Yui said, tackling her into a hug. It’s weird how familiar this feels to Yoyoko now.
“You better come to our concert, or else… I’ll be mad at you!” Yui pouted.
Yoyoko felt a smile making its way to her face. She slowly returned the hug. “Of course, Yui. I’ll be there.” She said softly.
“Do actually come by if you have the time.” Yuyu said. The rest of the band are more forward with their sadness. “Me and my spirit friends will sorely miss you all.”
“Hear that, Mio? Ya better not keep those spirits waitin’! Else they come for you, wailing, “Why did you leave me… MIo-cwaaan…” Ritsu teased.
Mio paled and stepped on Ritsu’s foot in response.
Yui finally lets Yoyoko out of her embrace. She gave the fellow guitarist another smile before stepping away with her other bandmates. “Bye everyone! See you at the concert!” Yui waved.
SIDEROS waved at them until they were out of sight, Yoyoko smiling contently as she watched them go. She suddenly realized that everyone was looking at her.
“W-what?!”
“So, Ohtsuki-chan.” Hiroi finally said. She has been uncharacteristically quiet during the whole farewell. But now she was grinning at her protege. “I see you actually made some friends.”
“We’re just mere acquaintances!” Yoyoko denies.
“So what was that thing about helping a friend in need?” Akubi teased.
“Shut up!” Yoyoko said, covering her face in embarrassment.
“Well, I’m glad you managed to make some new friends, Ohtsuki-chan.”
“Don’t forget about your old ones though!” Akubi said.
“Yeah, don’t be sad that they left, senpai!” Fuko added.
“We’re always here for you! In my spirit’s friends case, they even watch you sleep~”
Yoyoko, for once, doesn’t reject the idea outright. She looked up at her friends and smiled.
“Thanks, guys. I’m glad you’re all a part of my SIDEROS, but moreso, I’m glad that you’re my friends.”
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“Ah, clubroom-san! How i miss you!” Yui said, as she stepped into the now no longer off-limits clubroom. She began smooching the floor.
“You’ll get sick if you keep doing that, Yui.” Ritsu said wearily.
“I miss this place too. FOLT was nice, but this clubroom just holds a special place in my heart.” Mugi said.
“It’s where we made all our memories.” Mio said. The other nods.
“I think this calls for a celebration! Let’s play a song!” Ritsu announced.
“Hai!”
“Azu-nyan, come on! Time to practice!”
Azusa never thought she would hear Yui say that to her. She glanced at the other seniors, who were already standing by their instruments.
“Well? Let’s play while we still can!” Yui held out her arm for Azusa to take.
Azusa knew Yui meant that in the context of finally getting the clubroom back, but the other implied meaning was not lost on her.
“Sure, senpai. Let’s play til we blow the roof off this room.” Azusa said, taking Yui’s hand.
“Well maybe not to that extent. We don’t want this room getting renovated again!”
Chapter 7: That honey sweet band time
Summary:
Hitori thinks that she had wasted her entire summer, and the band made sure to prove otherwise. Mugi and Ritsu bond over violence.
Notes:
before you read, just know that this chapter chronologically takes place before the events of the previous chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“What lovely weather!”
Mom opened up the curtains in my room to let some light in. Another day of summer break, Dad is lounging around in the living room watching soccer matches while Futari and Jimihen ran all over the house chasing each other, mom going around the house cleaning up after them.
What about me, you ask? Heh. It’s my first summer after joining a band. Our first concert was a success! And in celebration, this summer, I’m gonna live it up to the fullest.
NOT!
It’s summer break, and I’m not doing anything differently! Day in and out, all I’ve been doing is sitting in the comfort of my room playing this guitar. Well, playing guitar is fun and all, but I would’ve thought kessoku band would hang out together during the break. Bandmates hang out with each other, don’t they? I even cleared my schedule from anything aside from work! Of course it's usually clear regardless, but.. but keeping it clear has a totally different feel to it!
Still, even at work nobody suggested the thought of hanging out. It's always, “See you next time at work, Bocchi-chan!” O-of course if we all gathered, the time would probably be better off to use for practicing, but still.. Just this once… I’d like too.. Hm! That’s right! I can’t stay passive forever!
Hitori opened up the band’s group chat. No one has sent any messages since Nijika asked for someone to cover for her shift tomorrow. Her finger hovered over the keypad, but she stops.
I-if I’m the one to bring it up, I’ll have to be the one to pick the time and place, a-and I can’t think of a plan that’ll satisfy everyone! Hitori panicked internally. No! I just have to work up the courage! Hitori looked down at her phone again, this time already displaying Nijika’s LOINE profile. I’ll start with Nijika-chan!
Hitori stared intensely at her phone. If one were to look at her right now, they would think she’s trying to focus on reading something important on her phone, but a closer guess would be a girl trying to telepathically call her friend with her mind.
She didn’t end up calling Nijika.
It’s too late to call now. Hitori thought to herself, fully aware of how she intentionally did nothing for the last 3 hours. She can hear her mother calling her for dinner downstairs. T-there’s still more summer break left, no need to rush or anything, ha ha! Hitori thought, as she laid down on her futon. She’ll do it tomorrow for sure!
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The general theory of relativity states that the passing of time greatly slows in the presence of a powerful gravitational force. The black hole, theorized to exist through space, is believed to be the end state of a massive star’s life cycles. Their extreme density and gravitational pull means that not only matter, but even light, becomes forever trapped in their pull. The gravitational field causes time to slow so much that it nearly stops.
“Hitori-chan, I’m coming in!” Her mother said from outside her room.
It’s been a week. Hitori still pondered over whether to call Nijika or not, and to this day she still hasn’t done it. Instead, she's been binge watching space documentaries. It started as a way for her to procrastinate on inviting the band to hang out, but now she had fallen deep into the rabbit hole. She laid for days in her room just staring at her phone for hours straight on top of her futon.
Well, she did that for the last couple of days, right now she was just laying down on the bare floor.
“I’ll air out the futon for now. The air is nice, why don’t you spend some time outside?” Her mother said to her, as she carried her futon outside.
“Ehh….”
Futari, who was also in the room with her, observed her sister's inactivity and returned to writing her summer report. “Sis is doing nothing again, real funny.”
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Today is a beautiful summer day, and one girl decides to take the opportunity and spend it the best way she can.
Tainaka Ritsu hopped off her train and walks aimlessly along the street, just enjoying the weather. The sun was out at its highest point now that it’s noon, but a rare pleasant summer breeze made the atmosphere quite nice for one to spend outside. Yes, it truly was the right call to go out today.
Which is why she doesn’t understand her friend’s refusal of her invitation to go out today. Today was such a pleasant day, and she decided to hole up in her room instead, doing what? Studying? Ritsu shivered at the thought. She took out her phone from her pocket, and decided to call her childhood friend.
“Moshi-moshi?” Mio said from the other end of the line.
“Ha, you answered! Mio, where are you right now?”
Ritsu could hear Mio’s frustrated sigh from the other end. “I told you, I’m at home, you baka.”
“Why? It’s such a nice day out, let’s go out and play!”
“The summer study session starts tomorrow! I need to study!”
“Can’t you do it tonight?”
“Going out makes me tired and sleepy. I’ll pass.”
“What? What’s more important here? Me or studying?”
“Don’t be ridiculous. See ya.” Mio hung up the call.
“What a bummer that girl is.” Ritsu pouts, before dialing her number again.
“Moshi-moshi?”
“Little missy… what color is your panties?”
“WHAT THE- STOP CALLING ME YOU WEIRDO!” Mio shouts, immediately ending the call.
Ritsu chuckled. Now that she had her fun with Mio, she should really find things to do. She intentionally took the train here because she thought of visiting some friends to see if they wanted to hang out. She looked around again to configure her surroundings, before spotting a familiar blonde hair amongst the crowd.
Mugi? What’s she doing here? Ritsu thought, as she hid behind one of the buildings along the street. Mugi doesn’t seem to notice her presence, simply continuing her walk.
Where is she going? A thought began brewing in Ritsu’s mind. Hehe. I’ll surprise her!
Mugi took a turn, and Ritsu followed. Ironically, to her surprise, Mugi was nowhere to be seen.
Huh? Where’d she go?
“Waah!”
“EYAAAHHH!!” Ritsu jumped, turning around to find Mugi behind her. “Mugi, you scared me!”
“I noticed you were following me, so I decided to surprise you!” Mugi said, smiling innocently.
“Yeah you got me, alright. Serves me right.” Ritsu mumbled, still recovering from the shock.
“It’s rare for us to run into each other out of school like this, Ricchan.”
“Yeah. Where’re you goin’?”
“The summer study session starts tomorrow. I wanted to finish my shopping today.”
“Oh. Well, do you have some time to go out and play today? Mio flaked out on me, so…”
Mugi didn’t immediately respond, staring blankly at her before a wide smile make its way to her face.
“...is that a yes?”
“Just a moment, please!”
“Huh? What’s with the englis- wait-”
Mugi had already scurried over to the side to make a phone call. “Hello, this is Tsumugi. Can we reschedule the shopping trip today to a later date? Yes! Thank you!”
“I’m free! I’m very free!” Mugi said, moving way too close for comfort towards Ritsu.
“I-i see…”
“Well, where are we going, Ricchan?” Mugi said enthusiastically.
“Hmm well, since we’re already around the area… why don’t we stop by at STARRY?”
“That sounds wonderful! We’ll get to meet Hitori-chan and the others, let’s go Ricchan!” Mugi said, taking Ritsu’s hand and pulling her along.
“W-wait, Mugi! Slow down!”
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“Something the matter, Kita-chan?” Nijika asked her bandmate, as she cautiously approached her. Kita had a worried look on her face, and looked like she was lost at what to do.
“Yes! It’s Gotoh-san!” Kita said, voicing her concern. “Don’t you think she’s been acting weird lately?”
The four of them were currently working their day shift at STARRY. Since it’s summer, the livehouse starts operation earlier than usual to take advantage of people being on vacation at this time of the month, though it still means lazy days like this one sometimes, because most bands still book night and afternoon time slots for performances. Nijika was standing behind the bar counter with Ryo lazily leaning in front of the counter next to her, Kita standing on the other end, pouring out all her worries for her fellow guitarist.
“Bocchi-chan, acting strange?”
“Yeah, she’s been staring off into space, and she barely talked in days.”
“Sounds like typical Bocchi to me.” Ryo said blankly.
“Yeah Kita-chan, maybe you're just a bit-” Nijika paused at that thought, recalling back to how Hitori was yesterday, sputtering out things like “astaxanthin” and “canthaxanthin”.
“...over exaggerating.” Nijika finished, though not as certain as she was when she began that sentence.
“I’m not! She could be on the verge of tears in one minute, and spontaneously dancing the samba the next!”
“That doesn’t sound good.” Nijika conceded.
“Typical Bocchi.” Ryo said, unmoved.
“It is not!”
“Oi, you three! Can you tell Bocchi-chan to quit it?” Seika interrupted. She was carrying a plastic bag, evidently just finished running some errands before returning to STARRY. “She’s been making cicada graves in front of the club all day.”
“That’s too out there! What got her like this?”
“Maybe because it's almost the end of the summer?” Kita suggested.
“I don’t wanna go to school either.” Ryo said.
“Say, guys. Did any of you invite Bocchi-chan out this summer?”
“Huh?”
“One time when you all were working, I asked her how she was spending her time off. And she said..”
“..Uuumm, my little sister asked me to teach her guitar so I did.” Bocchi said to Seika.
“Really? That’s great.”
“B-but.. “
“W-what she wrote down was- "I asked onee-chan to teach me how to play guitar today! I thought it was awesome how she stayed inside all day, always practicing her guitar! I have too many things to do and too many friends to play with this summer, which is why i can’t stay inside and practice guitar like her all day! That’s why i think it’s awesome"!”
Her summer report sent me into a spiral that caused me to not get out of my bed for 3 days.”
“I-i see…”
“B-but I cleared my schedule!”
“What?”
“Not because I have nothing to do! I promise that!”
“Anyway. That’s what she told me.” Seika said, finishing off her recollection
“Why didn’t you tell us earlier?” Nijika said to her sister.
“I wanted to invite her.. But my schedule’s packed everyday I’m not here, and I thought she wouldn’t be comfortable hanging around people she doesn’t know.. So I didn’t invite her.” Kita said. “What about you, Ijichi-senpai?”
“Well, when we’re not practicing, I’m at home taking care of the house and working here, so..”
“R-ryo-senpai?”
“I thought you two had invited her out already.” She said simply.
“Y-you mean…”
“No one invited Bocchi-chan out the entire summer?” They all said in tandem.
“You guys really should reconsider your band name.” Seika said.
Nijika and the others ran out of the venue to confront Hitori. “Bocchi cha-”
“Maa, Hitori-chan, is something the matter?”
“Docosahexaenoic acid… Eicosapentaenoic acid…”
“Uhh.. should we get someone?”
At that moment, Nijika’s eyes met with one of the two figure standing over Bocchi, which just happened to be-
“Nijika! There you are!” Ritsu greeted, waving at her.
“Nijika-chan, do you have any idea what’s happening with Hitori-chan? She’s been muttering the names of prescription medications this entire time.” Mugi said.
“Ahahaha, sorry about that! Gotoh-san, please come back to us!” Kita desperately said, as Hitori continued burying more cicadas.
“Why are you guys here?” Ryo asked the pair.
“Oh, right. We were just in the area and we thought maybe you guys wanted to hang out? Summer’s almost over after all, so let's make the most of it!” Ritsu replied.
“Almost over…”
“Gotoh-san!!”
Nijika glanced at Ritsu, and then back at the current state of her guitarists. “Bocchi-chan? Hear that, Ritsu-chan is inviting us out! What do you say?”
“Hmh..?” Hitori momentarily returns to a conscious state.
“Yeah, Gotoh-san. It’ll be fun, don’t you say?” Kita added.
“F-fun.. Yes, fun…”
“It’s settled then! Hahaha!!” Kita immediately took hold of Hitori’s hand and helped her stand up.“Where are we going?”
“Well you guys are more familiar with the area. I thought of taking Mugi to an arcade. You guys know if there’s any around?” Ritsu asked.
“There’s an arcade just around the corner! Come on, I’ll bring you guys there! Kita-chan, you carry Bocchi-chan!” Nijika said.
“Huh?”
“Onwards, then! Lead the way, Nijika!”
“Gotoh-san, I promise that we’ll make those summer memories for you!” Kita said determinedly at the still somewhat unconscious Hitori.
“What’s up with Hitori, anyway?” Ritsu grabbed on to the easiest topic to start a conversation.
“Oh, she just realized she wasted her summer vacation.” Ryo said bluntly.
“What? You guys don’t hang out at all during summer vacation?”
“Of course we do. We hang out at work and during practice.”
“You guys still practice during summer break?” Ritsu seems taken aback by this.
“The grind never stops.” Ryo said. Ritsu had no idea what that meant.
“Well, anyway, what have you been doing this summer, Ritsu-san?” Nijika asked.
“Well, we went to Natsu Rock festiva-”
“You went to Natsu Rock?!” Nijika stopped at her tracks, turning around to face Ritsu.
“Err… yeah. Sawa-chan had some spare tickets cause all her friends flaked out on her.”
“Lucky.” Nijika pouts, continuing her trek. “Those tickets cost a fortune. I wanted to go too!”
“There’s always next year, Nijika. And the bands performing this year are all overrated anyway.” Ryo chimes in.
Nijika rolled her eyes. “Yeah sure, Ryo. After all, you have the better music taste when you follow Saudi Arabia's EDM charts or whatever.”
“Exactly.”
“Oh, shut up.”
Ryo just shrugged. “It’s a shame, but music festivals aren’t exactly rare to come by. There’s already another upcoming one. MIka-mikakunin, something, I forgot. We can even be the one performing there for that one.”
Nijika sighed. “I admire your optimism, at least.”
“How far are we to the arcade?” Ritsu asked, already tuning out of the conversation the moment Nijika brought up Turkish radio charts or whatever.
“We’re almost there.”
“Hey, Mugi, isn’t this exciting? You’ve only been to the arcade once before right? Ritsu turned to Mugi, but Mugi was wholly focused on something else. Her gaze was fixed on Kita, who was supporting Hitori with her shoulder as they walked together behind them.
“Mugi?”
Mugi immediately turned around, blushing furiously as she did. “Ah, sorry Ricchan. I- i was lost in my own head, Were you saying something?”
“Well, Nijika was just saying we’re almost there, so I was just-”
“We’re here!”
Sure enough, they’ve arrived in front of the arcade. Ritsu glanced at Mugi, who was now staring in awe at the building like she was a kid on christmas morning.
“Gotoh-san, wake up! We’re here.”
“Methamphetamine…”
“Waaaah! Ricchan, what is this sparkly-chandelier looking thing?” Mugi said, enthusiastically pointing to one of the machines in the arcade, jumping up and down like a kid in a candy store.
“You’re still impressed every time, huh?” Ritsu asked fondly. “That’s a coin game.”
“What about that one with the steering wheels?”
“That’s a racing game.”
“There’s a fishing pole there!”
“Yeah.. that’s a fishing game.”
“There’s so much! What do we do?”
“Hmm, well for starters…”
“Oh, what about that one?” Mugi pointed to an arm wrestling game.
“Wait- Mugi!” Ritsu finds herself once again being pulled away by Mugi, with a surprisingly strong grip for someone who looks so gentle.
“Well, guess they’re out.” Nijika said, watching Ritsu attempting to beat (and failing) the arm wrestling game. “So, what do we want to do, gang?”
“Oh, is there a karaoke booth? I’d love to sing with you guys!”
Kita immediately felt Bocchi jitter violently in response to that.
“Well, maybe not. Any other ideas- Ryo, where are you going?”
Ryo didn’t respond and just kept on walking. Nijika snorted. “Seriously! What is up with her!” She and the others follow behind.
Ryo eventually stopped in front of one of the arcade games. The band looked up to find-
“Guitar hero?” Kita said, reading the title printed on the machine.
“Wh- that’s not me! I swear!” Hitori immediately woke up. “W-wait, where am i?”
“Gotoh-san! You’re awake!”
“Bocchi. Care to join?” Ryo said, picking up one of the guitars from the machine.
“A-ah, i don’t know…”
“Gotoh-san! Try it! I bet you’ll do great!”
“A-ah, you think so..?”
“Yeah, Bocchi-chan! Go for it!”
“Ehehehe… alright..” Bocchi said. Praise is her one true weakness, she’ll go along with anything if she ended up praised for it. She picked up the other guitar hooked to the machine.
“Urgh, they don’t have any of the good stuff.” Ryo mumbled to herself as she scrolled through the song selection.
Bocchi stares at the screen in horror as she is greeted with seiyuun songs as far as the eyes can see. Before she could faint again, she noticed a song that she recognized and told Ryo to pick that one.
“This one? Huh, i didn’t think you’re the sort of person to like this type of song, Bocchi.”
“I-i don’t… but it’s better than most of the songs in there…” Bocchi said, conveniently leaving out the fact that it’s a pop song that she recently covered on guitarhero’s channel, which meant she still memorized most of the chords needed to play it.
“Well, get ready, Bocchi.” Ryo said before turning to the screen. Hitori followed.
“Woah, Gotoh-san! You’re really good at this!” Kita said, as she watched Bocchi’s performance.
“Really..? Ehehehe…”
“Eyes on the screen, Bocchi.”
“H-hai..!”
As she expected, the song was easy enough as she still memorized most of it, and she went through the entire thing seamlessly with very little effort.
“A 100? That’s amazing!”
“You even beat Ryo!” Nijika said.
Hitori looked over at Ryo’s 98. She just shrugged.
“I missed a couple of notes.”
“Can you play this one next, Gotoh-san!?” Kita said, scrolling through the song list.
“Ack!” As expected from the resident extrovert, she picked the most blatant and shameless seiyuun song out there. It’s so bad that even Ryo had to turn away in disgust.
“Yeah, I’m not playing that.” Ryo said, taking off the guitar and placing it back onto the machine.
“Eh? Then I’ll play with you, Gotoh-san!” Kita said, immediately picking up the guitar that Ryo put down. “What do you say?”
“A-alright..”
Dammit! If only she can say no..
“Yay!”
The song started, and the two guitarists immediately got into it. It took a bit for Hitori to get familiar with the song, but once she did, she played it seamlessly just like before. The song is somewhat repetitive (Hitori internally bemoan the current state of the popular music) which made it easier to memorize and get to know the patterns.
“How could you play it with no trouble at all?” Kita said in disbelief, struggling to keep up with Hitori’s pace.
The song ended, and Hitori looked up to find another 100 greeting her on the screen. “Aw, man! I only got 86! You’re so good at this, Gotoh-san!”
“Ehehehe…” Hitori scratched the back of her head.
Ryo silently observed Hitori, a mischievious glint flashing in her eyes. She scrolled through the song selection before settling on one.
“Bocchi. Play this one.”
“Ryo. You can’t be serious.” Nijika deadpanned.
Hitori looked at the screen. It’s an English song, and the title is also in English, so she can’t really decipher it.
“Well, get ready, Bocchi.” Before she could object (not like she can, but having the option would be nice) Ryo had already started the song. Hitori returned her gaze to the screen. Nijika just sighed.
It started off simple enough, just a standard country rock song. Bocchi could hear the English lyrics being sung by the singer, though she understands none of it. Was she missing something? The song was quite slow, and she couldn’t understand Nijika’s reluctance in her playing it.
It wouldn’t occur to Bocchi there’s anything wrong until she reached the middle of the song, where the song immediately picked up in speed.
“What the-”
“Good luck, Bocchi.”
“Ryo, I can’t believe you.”
“H-how long is this solo?” Bocchi began to freak out, albeit still maintaining a stellar performance.
Kita just stared in awe. Bocchi began sweating profusely. Damn! This song just won’t end! What the hell? Unbeknownst to her, a small crowd had started to gather around her, all transfixed on her performance.
“Dude! This chick is playing Free Bird!”
The crowd began cheering and whooping, which didn’t help Hitori’s focus much. She decided to just tune it all out, focusing solely on the screen that is tracking her progress and performance. The singer isn’t even singing anymore, this song just devolves into a pure guitar solo.
After what seems like an eternity, the song eventually ends. Bocchi pants, struggling to breathe properly as she stares back at the 100 displayed brightly on the screen.
Cheers erupted in the crowd. People were clapping and hooting, and Bocchi was immediately made aware of how she just became the center of attention of everyone in the arcade.
“You’re fucking crazy, girl!”
“Go get em’ pinky!”
“Play Disappearance of Hatsune Miku next!”
The crowd were all cheering and chanting different things at her, all at once. Her pupil began shrinking in fear as he took in all the attention directed to her by the masses. It’s too much! I can’t handle it! I- I MIGHT JUST-
POP!
“Huh, what was that?” Ritsu looked up from the pictures she and Mugi just took out of the photo booth.
“Ritsu-san! Quick! We need to get out of here!” Kita ran up to her.
“Eh, Kita-chan, what’s wrong?” Mugi asked.
“No time! Let’s go!” Kita took a hold of both of the older girl’s hands and ran.
“Man, am I just gonna be dragged around all day today?” Ritsu lamented.
“This is the last time I’m letting you go to the arcade with Bocchi-chan, Ryo!” Nijika said, as she ran with a deflated Hitori over her shoulders. Looks like another miraculous “Bocchi time” just took place, Mugi thought to herself.
“Wait, no! Where are you going? Play one more song!” The crowd pleaded behind them.
After making sure they were a good distance away, recuperating, and Nijika berating and physically reprimanding her bassist, the girls tries to find their next destination.
“Where to next?” Nijika asked the group.
“Well, what about a cheap sweets shop? We already spent a lot back there. It’s best to go thrifty. What do you say, Mugi?”
Mugi didn’t respond, still focusing on Ryo, who’s nursing a cartoonishly huge bump on her head, a result of Nijikas “reprimanding.”
“Moogs?”
Mugi blinked and turned towards Ritsu. “A-ah yes, I’d love to go to a sweets store!”
“There’s a sweets shop somewhere near here, though I wouldn’t exactly call it cheap.” Nijika said.
“Don’t worry about the prices. I can cover for all six of us.” Mugi smiled gently.
“Then what do you say if we visit a music store next, Mugi? There’s some effect pedals I've been eye-”
Nijika whacked Ryo on her still recovering bump. Ryo cried in pain, and to Ritsu's confusion, Mugi seems to be looking at her with some sort of... envy?
“Hopefully the sweets can help rejuvenate Gotoh-san..” Kita said, glancing at her shoulder where the deflated Hitori is now resting.
-
“That was so much fun!”
The girls were now sitting down at a WcDonalds, deciding to end the day with a nice meal. Mugi’s treat, of course. (Nijika had to personally supervise Ryo’s order to make sure she’s not taking advantage of Mugi’s generosity).
"I learned so much about the art of saving up a lot of money when buying candy. And won this guy for 500 yen!” Mugi said, showing the group the bear plushie Ritsu had gotten her from the crane game at the arcade.
“Don’t mention it.” Ritsu said, sipping on her drink.
“Feeling better, Gotoh-san?” Kita asked the still recovering Hitori.
“A bit…” Hitori said, picking at her fries instead of eating it. Looks like the arcade is a place they need to blacklist from another group outing, at least that specific one. Nijika had mentioned that local myths and legends tend to form about good players there, and Hitori’s performance today would likely not be forgotten about for months, which would cause trouble if the pinkette were to return there and be swarmed by overzealous fans. The plan to create summer memories for Hitori hadn't been a successful one. Kita frowned at the thought.
"Well, since we still have some free time tomorrow, why don't we spend it together again?”
“Huh?”
“We have to give Gotoh-san a summer that she’ll never forget, you guys! After all, it’s her first summer out with friends!”
“Kita chan…” Nijika exhaled at Kita’s indirect insult.
“A-ah, it’s fine… she’s right… it’s my first summer where I have friends… technically today is already a step up from my past summers…”
Everyone at the table just shuffled awkwardly.
“Well, then here’s to many more summers with friends, Hitori-chan!” Mugi said, giving a toast.
“Y-yeah! And also, I don’t mind hanging out again tomorrow! Might get Mio and the others to tag along too, the more the merrier, right?” Ritsu hastily added.
“We have summer study sessions tomorrow, Ricchan.”
“Crap. I forgot! The day after tomorrow then!”
Hitori could only smile at her friend’s efforts to cheer her up. “Thanks, guys…”
“No problem, Hitori! Ah, but the expenses today are already a pain for us common folk.” Ritsu said.
“Really?” Mugi asked.
“Yeah. Just like last month, me and Mio went to the music store, but when I was about to pay, I realized I was broke! So i asked Mio to spot me.”
“Did she?”
“Mio was mean that day. She smacked me right on the noggin!” Ritsu proudly beamed.
“Why would you be proud of that? You and Ryo really are of the same breed.” Nijika commented dryly.
“Heh, I can appreciate a fellow struggler as well. We need to make the most of the small amount of money we have, y’know?” Ryo stated.
“Ryo, your parents are bajillionares.”
“Smacked you on the noggin…” Mugi seems to ponder that. Ritsu was left to figure out why this throwaway comment would cause Mugi to react that way.
“Ricchan, i have a favor for you.”
“I don’t have any money.” Ritsu immediately replied.
“I know.” Mugi instinctively said. “ That’s not what i meant! It’s not that- It’s.. this is something I’ve desired for a while now..”
At this, the attention of everyone at the table was diverted towards Mugi. Ritsu waited in anticipation.
“Desired?”
“Yes… Ricchan, please smack me!”
…..
“What?”
-
“Enoshima?”
“Yeah, Nijika invited us to come along too tomorrow.”
It’s the day summer classes started. Ritsu is currently telling the others about Nijika’s plan to invite them to go to Enoshima the next day to make summer memories for Hitori. Apparently, they had spent the previous day hanging out to try and do that, but a series of unfortunate events prevented such from happening. When they came up with the idea to visit Enoshima, it was already late, and Nijika decided to shelve the idea for another day. However, she still promised Hitori that they would get her those summer memories.
“Poor Hitori-chan! We should’ve invited her to go with us to Natsu Rock!”
“She would’ve had to buy her own ticket. Sawa-chan only had enough for us, remember?” Mio said to Yui, as she entered the elevator to the library with the others.
Frankly, Mio wasn’t expecting both Yui and Ritsu to show up to these sessions. They’ve been vocal about having absolutely no plans on what they wanted to do after graduating. So it’s a pleasant surprise to see them study for entrance exams. While she wanted to say that was the weirdest thing to happen today for her, It’s not.
Surprisingly, that goes to Mugi.
She had showed up to summer class in a beach dress for some inexplicable reason. Mio just chalked this up to one of her friend’s eccentricities and let it be, although she made sure to take off the tag Mugi still had on the dress.
“And then she took my strawberry! Isn’t that weird, Mio-chan?”
Yui was in the middle of re-telling her own study session with Nodoka, (where they somehow ended up eating cake instead of studying, Mio supposed this is just what happens when you hang around Yui) Mio had only been half listening, but she decides to respond out of courtesy.
“She probably did it lightheartedly. But I get what you mean, Ritsu ate the strawberry on my cake before too, and I was so mad that I smacked her for that.” Somehow, Mio could feel Mugi listening intently to her conversation with Yui.
As they exited the elevator, Ritsu held Mugi behind. “Oi, Mugi. Come here for a sec.”
“Yes, Ricchan, what is it?” Mugi stares innocently at her buchou.
Ritsu sighed, her mind wandered off to what happened at the restaurant yesterday.
“Would you smack me?”
Mugi had reiterated her request, thinking she hadn't been clear enough the first time. Everyone just stared confusedly at her.
“It just hurts, there’s nothing special.” Ritsu said.
“I still want it!”
Ritsu looked at the others at the table, but all she’s seeing is just her confused expression being met with other ones across the table. “Fine, since you asked for it. Just a light tap, okay?”
“Hai!” Mugi bowed, presenting her head to Ritsu.
“There’s no SP around right?”
“Nope!”
Ritsu hesitates. “M-maybe I’ll try an open hand chop instead.”
“Do what you must!”
She looked again at Mugi, still expecting that smack, but Ritsu couldn’t muster it in her to do so. She ended up just lightly tapping her friend’s head with her own hand.
“I cant! Dang it!” Ritsu fell back on her seat. “It’s not just something you can ask of someone. It’s all about the flow.”
“The flow?”
“Yeah, you know, like how Mio would smack me when I do something stupid. If you act like a fool, maybe I would feel more justified in smacking you.” Ritsu explained.
“What are you even teaching your friend..” Nijika said wearily.
“But it’s true isn’t it? Just look at yourself and Ryo, you beat the crap out of her all the time.”
Nijika and Ryo trade glances.
“Okay, fair.”
“Is that so…” Mugi said, deep in thought after Ritsu’s explanation.
“Tsumugi-san, why do you want to be smacked?” Kita asked the heiress.
“Well, it’s something I wanted after I watched all of you interact with each other. Mio-chan would smack Ricchan all the time, just like Nijika-chan and Ryo-chan, while Yui-chan would hug Azusa-chan all the time just like you and Hitori-chan. I feel like I'm being left out of all the intimate physical contact!” Mugi said passionately.
“I-intimate p-physical contact?” Hitori and Kita blushed furiously and took one glance at the other, before immediately scooting away from each other.
“I don't really think you were being left out..” Ritsu said, half glancing at the amusing reaction from both Hitori and Kita. “But alright, if this is something you so badly want, I’ll help you with it!”
“You would? Thank you so much, Ricchan!”
“This is gonna devolve into some harebrained scheme isn’t it?” Nijika deadpans.
“Mugi, I can smack you if you pay me.” Ryo said.
“Oh, shut up you.” Nijika instead smacked Ryo on the head.
Ritsu returned to the present, where Mugi was spinning around, showing her summer dress to her.
“Is this not foolish enough? I would have thought this would be a most improper outfit for a summer study session.”
“It's just not that apparent. You need to make it more obvious, like wearing a catsuit in a hundred degree weather.”
“Right. Of course!” Mugi said, jotting down what Ritsu said on a small notebook.
“Why are you taking notes? Just don’t be ashamed in your fooling around! Go big and push your limits!”
“Hai!”
“Just watch an expert at work.” Ritsu said, winking at her friend as they approached Mio and Yui, who were currently talking next to some bookshelves.
“Mio.”
“Hm? What the-”
Ritsu stood over her with goofy glasses, holding up some dictionary. “I’ll make sure I pass those entrance exams next year!” She said in a goofy voice.
“Stop that!”
“Me too, Mio-chan!”
“Oh?” Mio turned towards Mugi, the girl wearing formal spectacles.
“Those look good on you, Mugi.”
“Don’t wear regular glasses!” Ritsu said, pushing Mugi off to the side.
“Eh… It’s too bright for me to read..!” Yui said, squinting at the book she’s reading.
“Yui!” Ritsu sees this as another opportunity to rile Mio up. “Pay attention! When you have your eyes half closed, you can make out hidden letters in the paragraph!”
“Oh, I see it! I see the letter A!”
“No you didn’t!” Mio cried.
Mugi, taking the hint, immediately got to work.
“I see it too. Guessing by the flow of the story, the answer would be A.”
“Oh? Good work, Mugi!”
Ritsu softly elbowed her. “Don’t actually solve it!”
After some reading, the group handed their photos to the administrative staff to process their IDs.
“I shouldve picked a better picture…” Mio mulled as she looked at the photo printed on her ID.
“Mine’s pretty good!” Ritsu said, showing Mio the picture on her ID. She was facing the other direction. “You know how shy I am.”
“Don’t fool around here!” Mio said, chopping her on the head. Ritsu winced. Your turn! Ritsu said wordlessly to Mugi. The latter nods.
“Ah, look at mine, Mio-chan!”
Mugi showed the picture on her ID, which was of her with a pig snout.
This’ll surely work! Both Ritsu and Mugi thought.
“Hm? Oh you put a sticker over yours?” Mio said, peeling it off, uncovering the actual photo beneath it. “You have your eyes half open.”
“Don’t put a weirder picture below it!” Ritsu chided.
“Look at mine!” Yui said, not wanting to be left out, showing Mio the photo on her ID.
“Isn’t this your sister?!” Mio asked in befuddlement.
“Ehehehe… I submitted the wrong picture.”
“A natural idiot pulls it off so easily…” Ritsu lamented.
-
“I really tried my hardest!” Mugi said. They were now outside the building, waiting for Yui and Mio to finish up.
“It’s just so hard to hit you. I guess even Mio hesitates.” Ritsu said.
“So I can never get smacked…” Mugi said, defeated.
“Ah, there you two are!”
“Thanks for waiting!” Yui said.
“So are we still going to Enoshima with Hitori-chan tomorrow?”
“Let’s do it! Let’s invite Azu-nyan as well! She’d love to reunite with them again!”
Ritsu can feel a lightswitch being flicked on in her head. “Mugi, this is it! Going to Enoshima might open up more weird things we can do to get Mio so riled up she’ll hit you.” Ritsu whispered.
Mugi looked at Ritsu for a brief moment, before nodding. “You’re right, Ricchan. We must take the advantage given to us!”
“I say we should go! More bonding time between bands would be good isn’t it?” Ritsu said to the group.
“Hai! I agree with Ricchan!”
“Mou, well I guess there’s no class tomorrow anyway. Where would we meet up?”
Hook, line, and sinker! Ritsu smiled at Mugi, who returned the gesture.
-
“Is she getting better?”
“No…”
Kessoku band was watching over the big mess of pink puddle that used to be their lead guitarist.
“She really needs to reform soon. Else manager might accidentally mopped her when cleaning the floor.”
“Don’t worry, Kita-chan. My sister would probably die before she cleaned up after her own messes.” Nijika confidently answered.
“When are those five gonna get here?”
“Patience, Ryo. It’s quite a commute from where they live.” Nijika chided.
Right as she said that, the door to the venue opened, and a familiar brunette peeked inside. The rest of HTT were all walking behind her as she descended the stairs.
“Ya-ho!” Yui said, immediately slipping on the floor as soon as she descended to the floor, landing on her butt. “Owie!”
“Yeah, watch your step. You might slip on Bocchi-chan.”
Mio immediately paled at the sight. She walked back outside.
“I=i’ll wait outside! Just come and get me when H-hi-She’s back!”
“How has she not gotten used to this by now.” Ritsu said to her retreating figure.
“I think it's’ good that she hasn’t been desensitized to Hitori-made horrors beyond comprehension.” Azusa said.
“You watched her turn into a stone statue too back with Norimi-san, didn’t you?”
With the arrival of HTT, the pink puddle slowly reformed into the anxiety ridden pink haired girl.
“A-ah, everyone! You made it!”
“We’re here, Hitori-chan.” Mugi smiled gently. “Have you been doing well?”
“M-maybe… I told my parents that I’m forever banned from entering arcades. Dr. Ijichi’s orders.”
Azusa merely stared in confusion. “What?”
“Well, are you guys ready? Best to not keep Mio waiting.” Ritsu said.
There were murmurs and nods among the group, as they all moved to leave the venue.
“Oi! Where’re you going? Who’s gonna run the club?” Seika said, emerging from the break room.
“Uhh, you obviously? You have PA-san too, don’t you? We’re just taking our union mandated day-offs! See ya onee-chan!”
“What? STARRY isn’t even unionized! Get back here!”
Nijika and the rest of kessoku band had already hurriedly left the venue before Seika could even finish her threats. HTT just followed suit, but Mugi had spared the manager a apologetic smile as she left.
“She’s gonna be so mad when we’re back.” Ryo said.
“Bocchi-chan’s more important!”
Kita nods. “Yeah, I agree! Right, Gotoh-san?”
Hitori, however, didn't respond. The dark look had already returned to her face.
“I am so getting fired… it’s gonna look bad on my resume… there'll be a gap… I’ll never have another job again…”
“We lost her. Kita-chan, you’re on Bocchi carrying duty again today!”
“What? Aw.”
“To the station!”
-
“So what should we do now, Ricchan?”
“We’ll wait and see, Mugi. It’s best to take a good look at the environment before planning out our next move.”
Azusa, sitting next to Mugi and Ritsu on their commute, tried to tune out whatever idiotic thing her senpais was plotting.
Not my problem, not my problem. She chants over and over again in her head.
“m’ in a black hole reaching deep into the galaxy… Too far for the summer sun to reach…”
“What got Hitori-chan talking funny?” Yui asked, poking the unconsciously mumbling guitarist on her cheek.
Nijika sighed. “Could be plenty of reasons. But most likely just her reluctance to go back to school.”
“Is your school really that bad?” Mio asked Kita.
“No, I’d say its pretty liberal… The culture festivals are a lot of fun, too!”
Ah, the culture festival, Mio would have to think about that again as school starts again in fall. She dreads getting her clubmates to actually practice for once.
“Lucky.” Nijika offhandedly commented. Our school’s festival is just boring presentations and science fair stuff. It’s super uptight.” Ryo nodded in agreement.
“That’s right, you two went to prep school, don’t you? I bet you both are really smart!” Kita said to the two seniors.
“I say I’m about average.” Nijika waved off the praise. Ryo, on the other hand..”
“I bombed my last round of tests.”
“Huh?”
“She picked the school for the same reason as me, it’s close to home. She crammed in the night before the entrance exam and forgot all of it the next day.” Nijika explained.
“I forgot how to play bass when I study too hard.” Ryo said.
Kita's eye widened. “Which means Ryo wasn’t mysterious and thoughtful at all, and more like…”
Kita’s eyes drifted towards Yui, who is currently in a failing battle against her own shoelaces. “I keep forgetting how to tie it!”
Nijika began shaking Ryo’s head, which made a small rattling sound.
“AHH!! STOP IT!! HER BRAIN IS SO SMALL YOU CAN HEAR IT RATTLING AROUND IN HER SKULL!” Kita exclaimed.
“Maybe we can use this sound in a song… “ Nijika mulled.
“Stop it! Stop destroying my fantasies! I’m deleting this conversation off my memories!”
“Done!” Yui got up from tying up her shoelaces, and with the speed she got up, Mio could’ve sworn she heard the same rattling sound coming from her cranium.
“The curvature of spacetime…” Bocchi mumbles. This succesfully caught the other's attention.
“What do you think she's seeing right now?” Nijika asked the others.
“Mou, Hitori-chan is funny! I bet she has a lot of friends at school!” Yui said.
Nijika and Mio turned to Kita for confirmation. Kita just smiled wearily.
“Ahahaha, she’s a bit.. isolated.. But she’s not being bullied or anything!” Kita hastily added.
“She’s so fun to be around though.” Ryo said.
“I wish everyone at school could see how cool she is!” Nijika stated.
“I’ll make sure I talk to her more when school starts again!” Kita said.
“Mou.. maybe she just needs a light music club in her school.. It worked for me!” Yui said. Mio sighed.
“Don’t you know that her dream right now is to quit school?” Nijika said to Kita.
“Can you even call that a dream?” Kita asked in shock.
The conversation continued til they boarded off the train. “That’s why, let’s use today to make some memories for Bocchi-chan!”
“It didn’t work last time.”
“Hush, Ryo. We just needed a change of scenery. That’s it!”
“Mouuu, I’m hungry! Let’s get something to eat!” Yui immediately said as she stepped out into the sun.
“Senpai… is it only ever food with you?” Azusa chided.
“I agree, let’s get something to eat.” Ryo said. Azusa glared at her.
"Why don’t we get some Takosen?” Kita said, pointing at a nearby stall.
“Haaa! What is that, Kita-chan?” Mugi enthusiastically asked.
“It’s a takoyaki that’s been pressed with a ton of force! Come, let’s buy some, Tsumugi-san!”
Kita and Mugi scurried towards the stall with Bocchi still on her shoulder. Mio sighed.
“Oi, those two.” She said exasperatedly. Ritsu took note of this reaction from Mio. Perhaps letting Mugi mingle with kessoku band is the thing that will finally rile her up enough to hit her? The band bought their takosen, thoroughly savoring it.
“Itadakimasu!” Kita said, before eating ither Takosen. Mugi followed.
“Haaa… this is amazing, Kita-chan!” Mugi said. Yui nodded.
"H-huh, how did I get here?"
“Go on, help yourself, Gotoh-san.” Kita said, handing a piece to the recently recovered Hitori.
Hitori received the takosen took a small bite. “It’s good…”
“Let’s take a picture!” Kita took out a selfie stick from her bag and placed her phone on it.
“Everyone move into frame! Yui-chan, look at the camera, Ritsu-san, move a bit to the right, alright! Cheese!”
“Lemme see!”
“It turned out great! Though Azusa’s a bit cropped at the edge here.. Should we retake the photo?”
“Oh no, it’s fine.”
Hitori looked down at the Takosen in her hands, and then up at the sky. I ate tako-senbei with them… and took a photo.. summer memories…
“T-thank you…” Hitori said, tearing up.
“Huh?”
“Thank you for today…”
And so, my summer came to an end.
Fin.
“Hey!! We’re just getting started!” Kita exclaimed.
“Mou… did anybody just see those big letters in the sky..?”
“You mean you saw the clouds spell out letters, Yui-senpai?”
“Maybe.. I couldn’t make it out though, it’s in cursive! I think it said fin!”
“Well if we’re just getting started, where should we go next?” Mio asked the group.
“What about the beach?” Kita suggested.
“Ehh… it’s full… And i don’t think any of us brought our swimsuits?” Ryo said, as she took one glance at the packed beach.
“I don’t even have one…” Bocchi mumbled.
“That dress you wore yesterday would be perfect if we did went to the beach, Mugi.” Mio offhandedly commented. Ritsu winced.
“Yeah and the beach in your private villa was way better, Mugi-chan!” Yui said.
“Huh? Private villa?” Nijika looked quizzically at Yui.
Yui just nods. “Mugi-chan owns a villa where we hold our training camps every year! Playing on the private beach was fun too!”
“You get a private beach for yourselves? What?!” Nijika said, jealousy oozing from her words.
Mugi just waved her hands exasperatedly. “Ahahaha… it’s really nothing.. I’ll take you guys there if we plan another training camp, I promise.”
“Maybe we should have our own training camp… Ryo, doesn’t your family own a summerside resort?”
“Maybe. One night would cost you though.”
“You have the heart to bill your own friends?!”
“I know! Let’s just visit the Enoshima shrine! We can’t travel all the way here without visiting its most noteworthy landmark!” Kita interjected.
“That is true. The site is quite a sight to behold. I’ll say it's worth visiting on our journey.” Mugi said.
“Oh, hm. Well, Bocchi-chan, what do you say?” Nijika looked at Bocchi, who was caught by surprise at having the decision put on her shoulder.
“A-ah, well I don’t have any objections…”
Little does she know, Bocchi will soon regret those words as they actually arrived at the site.
“Stairs?” Ryo said, looking at the enormous amount of steps before them.
“I’m not climbing up all that.” Ritsu immediately said at the mere sight.
“Come on, you guys, what’s more beautiful than a scenery you have to work hard to see?”
“Screw that.” Ryo said immediately.
“Let’s do it!” Kita stubbornly said.
“Ah, I agree with you, Kita-chan. Let’s do it!” Mugi said to Kita.
“No!” Ryo vehemently rejected.
“Gotoh-san?” Hitori just shrunk at the question. “Ijichi-senpai?”
“I’m not super into it either- Ack!” Nijika never got to finish her sentence, as at that moment, she was blinded by a bright light.
“Kita-chan! She's glowing more than ever!”
“H-how?!” Ryo said in disbelief.
“Perhaps her usual extrovert aura is being amplified by the sun! It’s too bright!” Hitori sputtered.
“Mio, help me cover my eyes!” Ritsu said, desperately fending off the light.
“I’m busy trying to not have my own burn, thank you very much!”
“Eh, what are you guys doing?”
“Everyone else turned towards Yui, completely unaffected by the Kit-aura.
“Yui-senpai! She’s immune to Kit-aura!” Azusa pointed at her senior.
“Everyone, behind her!” Ritsu instructed as the others retreated behind Yui, using her as a reflector of Kita’s fully blasted Kit-aura.
“Come on, Yui-chan! Let’s do it!”
“Will there be food up the stairs, Kita–chan?”
“You bet!”
“Waaah! Then let’s go!” Yui said, running towards the stairs.
“Yui, no, wait!”
“So what do you say, guys?” Kita turned back towards the others, now with their last line of defense gone, was left exposed to the full assault of the Kit-aura.
“F-fine!”
“Come on, everyone!” Kita said, running up the stairs with Yui in tow.
Yui and Kita walked up the stairs with such ease, while the rest of the group lags behind.
“Pant.. I.. Pant.. I’m done… no more climbing!” Ryo said, struggling to breathe.
“They’re getting .. pant… further and further ahead.. pant…” Nijika said.
Mugi, who is surprisingly the most athletic out of the group beside Kita, was looking over at the other girls with concern.
“I give up…” Ritsu said, as she fell to her knees on the steps.
“Why… pant… did that Yui agreed to this… pant… I’m gonna kill her…”
Mugi perks up. Mio had said that. Mio was gonna kill Yui? Wait, that means she’s gonna hit her, right? A lightbulb been switched on in her head.
“Mio-chan, come on! Let’s get moving! We need to climb to the top as fast as we can! We can’t let Yui-chan and Kita-chan beat us!”
“Pant… Mugi… what-” Before Mio could finish formulating the sentence, Mugi had already taken her by the hand and ran up the flight of stairs.
“Mugi, AHHH, STOP! STOP!”
Mio was screaming, which stopped Mugi on her tracks. She stops at the first landing, where Mio immediately collapses onto the ground.
“Never do that again, Mugi, please…”
“I-i’m sorry Mio-chan..”
“M-mugi, what was .. that?!” Nijika said, as she also reached the first landing.
Ritsu looked at Mugi and seemed to understand what she was trying to accomplish. She whispered encouragingly.
“Well… pant.. I would definitely get beaten to a pulp by her if I attempt that, but keep in mind Mio has to stay alive if you want her to hit you, Mugi.” Ritsu cast her gaze at Mio, who was laying flat on the ground, limbs sprawled open.
“Ah, right. That was my mistake. I’ll make it up to her.”
“I’m out! I’m done!” Nijika said, leaning onto an arch on the landing.
“Who cares about the view? Not me.” Ryo said, absolutely drained from the climbing, collapsing next to Nijika.
Behind all of them, tiny hands were grabbing onto the stone steps as its owner slowly climbed over each one.
“Hitori- chan… let GO..!”
Azusa heaved her way up the steps, which was made harder due to a pink guitarist clinging on to the her, freeloading her climbing attempt.
“Nooooo…” Hitori wailed, as Azusa broke free of her clutches.
“Only Yui-senpai get to.. hug..” Azusa mumbled, completely out of her mind from exhaustion.
“Hang in there, you all! We’re just getting started!” Kita said, standing over all of them.
“Lemme take a break first…” Nijika said desperately.
“What am I gonna do with you all?” Kita shook her head.
“Kita-chan, where's all the food?” Yui said, surveying the area. Amazingly, the girl who ate the most dessert out of them didn’t break a sweat, and is actually looking for more dessert to fill up that black hole she calls a stomach.
Hitori collapsed on to the ground as she reached the landing. She looked to her right, to find an amazing sight.
“Escar…”
Everyone looked over towards Hitori.
“Escalator! We can ride an escalator to the top!” Hitori said, pointing at the entrance to the escalator access to the right.
Newfound vigor was injected onto everyone as they took in the sight.
“No! We’re supposed to climb the stairs!” Kita said, but nobody listened, already scrambling towards the escalator.
Ryo was the first to reach the escalator's entrance, but stopped as she saw the sign in front of it. “Y-you have to pay to use the escalator?”
“You have to buy a ticket to use the escalator! That’s why we should just climb the stairs!” Kita smiled.
Ryo didn’t seem to budge. She walked to the ticket booth with fire in her eyes.
“Welcome!” The staff greeted.
“I don’t have money, but… Do you take bass as payment?” Ryo said, magically taking out a bass to show the employee.
“Um I don-”
“I’ll give you two!” Ryo said, picking up another bass. “Or three, maybe?”
“Where is she getting all those bass?!”
“Knock it off, you.” Nijika said, chopping her bassist’s head.
Mugi perked up at the display. That’s right! Just act stupid!
“So, 9 tickets, I take? Which payment method will you use?”
“Um, cash will do. You guys brought money, right?” Nijika asked the group.
“One ticket for a full trip costs about 360 yen…”
“All I have is this!” Mugi said, taking out a bunch of tea packets from her pocket.
“Eh?” Nijika blinked.
Ritsu, noticing what Mugi was doing, gave her a thumbs up. Mugi cast a hopeful glance at Mio.
“Mugi, do you need me to cover for you? I have enough money for two people.” Mio said worriedly.
“What?”
“What-hey, no! Mio, buy me a ticket too, then! Please!” Ritsu begged.
“Buy your own ticket, baka!” Mio chopped Ritsu on the head. Mugi cried inside.
In the end, everyone bought their own tickets, with the exception of Ryo.
“Thanks for spotting me, Bocchi.”
“You’ll pay me back next month, right?”
“I have never broken a promise in my entire life.”
“Y-you didn’t pay me back last time...”
Ryo averted her gaze. “Don’t worry, Bocchi chan! I’ll cut it out of her paycheck.” Nijika said.
“How could you!”
As they reached the end of the escar, Kita excitedly exclaimed, “Now that we’re here, let’s hit the observation deck!”
“Even with the escar, that trip was exhausting!” Nijika commented.
“That took way too long.. but the view from this height really does feel liberating.” Ryo said, as she got a good view of the beach below.
“Yeah… I can feel positivity welling up within me." Hitori commented.
“That’s the fresh air and exercise talking!”
“Should we take a photo?”
“Those two sure changed their tune quickly.” Azusa said.
“Cheese!” Nijika, Ryo, and Hitori closed in to each other to take a group photo.
“Well at least they’re finally getting it..” Kita said.
“Look, isn’t it pretty? Hey, are you even listening?” a voice piped up from behind the three. A couple was conversing right next to the group.
“A-ah, sorry!” the man said to the girl chiding him. “Your beauty just made me forget everything else!”
“Oh, you’re so silly..” The girl said, nuzzling onto him.
“Yuck. PDA, people! Get a room!” Ritsu said, not even trying to keep her voice down. Mio moved to whack her for the comment, before halting midway when Mugi threw herself between her hand and Ritsu’s skull.
“Mugi! Be careful! I almost hit you there!” Mio said.
At this, Mugi just blinked comically. To Mio’s confusion, the heiress frowned at her warning.
“Ahh… that didn't work. We’ll try something else, Mugi.” Ritsu whispered.
“Well, anyway, are you guys done taking that photo, eh.. guys?”
The three girls had wordlessly moved as far away as possible from the lovey-dovey couple behind them.
“The observation deck! Let’s go to the observation deck!” Kita scrambled to say.
“Mou, Azunyan, when do we get to eat?” Yui asked her kouhai. In response, Azusa just pinched her by the ear, dragging her to follow behind Kita.
“Stop thinking with your stomach for once.”
“Waaaah! Azunyan! That hurts!”
Mugi scowled even harder. Ritsu just hopes they manage to get Mugi hit before she reaches a breaking point.
The group made their way to the observation deck, where Kita immediately moved towards the giant window overseeing the scenery with glee.
“Look at that! The view from the observation deck is even more fabulous!” Kita said, as she was greeted by the view of the entire Enoshima island.
“Ahh… I love air conditioning!”
“It’s heaven.”
“Truly.”
“Err… guys.. The view…” Kita tried to direct her bandmates to the scenery.
“You know, long, long ago, humans tried to build a tower to the heavens, to prove themselves equal to God.” Ryo said, as she walked forward to observe the view.
“Ah, are you talking about the tale of the Tower of Babel, Ryo-san?” Azusa asked the bassist.
Ryo nods. “God, furious, scrambled the language of humans, and casted the land into chaos.”
“Yet humans failed to learn and build another tower like this..!” Hitori said in horror.
“Guys.. the scenery..”
“Oh no! Is that gonna happen to us, Ricchan?”
“Don’t be silly.” Ritsu flicked Yui’s forehead, before immediately realizing what she did. As Yui reeled from the pain, Ritsu glanced at Mugi, who was looking away, frown etched on her face.
“Well, that’s that. Kita got her view. Let’s blow this joint.” Nijika said.
“Good idea.”
“My favorite part was the air conditioning.”
“You filthy indoor-types!” Kita exclaimed to her retreating bandmates.
-
“Ryo, didn't you just have sea salt soft serve earlier after eating those takosen?”
“I always have room for ice cream.”
“Please pay me back for the ice cream too.” Hitori said weakly.
“What should we do next?” Kita asked.
“Eh, don’t you think we had plenty of fun already?”
“We need one more memorable event to cap today off!”
While kessoku band were discussing ways to end off the day, Ritsu and Mugi were recuperating their plans.
“What are you thinking, Mugi?”
“I don’t know, Ricchan! Everything I do doesn’t seem to work!”
“We’ll figure something out, it’s-” Ritsu paused, as a squawk was heard from the sky.
“Ricchan, what are those?” Mugi asked, pointing up.
“Oh, those are kite birds. They like to steal human food, so..”
“That’s it!” Mugi said, standing up.
“Mugi, what are you-”
“Come here, my feathered avian friends! I have some snacks for you!”
“Mugi! This might be too stupid, even for-”
Before she could finish her sentence however, a bird had swooped down to scoop up Mugi’s ice cream.
“KYAA!”
“What was that?” Nijika asked, caught surprised by Mugi’s squeal.
“Mugi, why did you do that?” Mio said, her tone a mix of irritation and worry.
Oh, this is it! She’s getting riled up! Hit me, Mio-chan!
“Mugi-”
“AH!”
Another bird had swooped down and stole Hitori’s ice cream.
“Gotoh-san, are you okay? Do you want my ice cream instead?” Kita said, to the mortified Hitori.
Mugi looked up to the sky. The kites were circling above them, blocking the sun. The next moment, they swooped down again, all fixed towards Hitori.
“AGGGHHH!” What happened next became a spectacle, as Hitori finds herself being beaten down by a flock of kites.
“They’re attacking Bocchi-chan!” Nijika said as she attempted to fend off the birds. “Scram, you feathered beasts!” Nijika said, as the bird flew away from a beaten down Hitori.
“Gotoh-san, are you okay?” Kita asked the lump of pink laying defeatedly on the ground.
“It’s Gotohver…” Hitori said weakly from the middle of a giant crater the birds left in their wake.
“Hitori-chan, I’m so sorry…” Mugi said, tearfully, genuinely remorseful for the pain she indirectly bestowed on Hitori. “That was stupid of me.. I just wanted to see how they reacted.”
“Seriously, Mugi? Don’t do that again!” Mio reprimanded harshly.
“Mio-chan…” Mugi glanced towards her, still with that same tearful look on her face.
Mio's face softened at Mugi's tearful display. “Err… just don’t do it again, okay?” She said, before turning away.
Mugi couldn’t believe it. “That’s it?!”
If the situation was any different, Ritsu would’ve laughed at these series of unfortunate events, but she just resorted to patting Mugi on the back.
“Really, now I feel like Mio has been way too violent with me. How come you got away from that head chop-free?”
“You tell me.” Mugi said in an uncharacteristically bitter manner.
“Well, memorable moment achieved.” Ryo said.
“This is not what I meant!” Kita cried.
“We should really head back. It’’s getting late. Bocchi-chan is in bad shape too.” Nijika said to Kita.
“Then how about one last visit to the shrine before we head home?”
“Well… sure. It’d be a shame to not visit the shrine when we’re already here anyway.”
“Azu-nyan! The birds took my ice cream too! Can i have yours?”
“Yui-senpai, I watched you swallow your entire cone in one second. Don’t try and trick me into giving you my ice cream.”
“Aw.”
-
“This shrine is dedicated to a goddess called Myo-on Benzaiten. She is the goddess of music and performance arts. I always thought of visiting this place with you guys If we ever went to Enoshima together.” Kita explained to the group, as they reached their final destination for the day.
“Then let’s wish for the success of our bands!” Nijika said.
“Great idea, Nijika-chan!” Yui responded.
All of them threw a coin each and made a wish. Nijika glanced at Hitori to find her really focused on her prayer.
“Ah, I’m beat! Still a little hungry, though..” Yui said, as all of them head back from the shrine.
“Senpai, you can’t be serious.”
“You looked like you wished really hard back there, Bocchi-chan. What did you wish for? I was praying really hard too! Thanking her for our success so far and wishing for that fortune to keep coming!” Nijika beams.
“I see..”
In that case, she can’t tell her that she wished for the goddess to turn back time to the first day of summer and make her famous with a lot of money! That’s such a vapid wish! Bocchi cried internally.
“Well, Mugi. I guess that was that. I’m sorry we couldn’t get Mio to smack you.” Ritsu said to Mugi.
Mugi smiled sadly. “Well, it’s fine, Ricchan. Maybe it’s just not meant to be.”
“Congratulations, dear! You’ve won!”
“Huh?”
The girls stopped on their tracks. A man has approached Mio, carrying a slice of cake on a plastic plate.
“That’s right dear! You have been chosen to test a sample of our new strawberry cake!” the man said to Mio, handing her said slice of strawberry cake. Apparently Mio just got picked randomly to be a tester for one of the nearby food stalls.
“Please tell us what you think and post your testimony on your social media! Don’t forget to tag us!” The man said.
“Whaaat? Mio-chan is so lucky! I want a strawberry cake too! I should've wished for that at the shrine!” Yui whined. "Was that your wish, Mio-chan? To eat cakes?"
“I-i don’t know what to say…Thank you, sir!” The man bowed before returning to his stall.
“Don’t forget your testimony, dear.” He called after her.
“I don’t have a social media though..” Mio mumbled.
“I’ll post it on mine, Akiyama-san! I have 15k followers on ISSOSTA! It’ll be good engagement for the food stall. After all, a pretty girl eating a delicious cake would surely drive up numbers!”
“H-huh? Oh, well.. Thanks.” Mio blushed. Nijika just shook her head. It seems Kita still has a bit of Mio fever, despite claiming to have been over her this whole time.
Mugi watched all the commotion passively, before a memory of yesterday’s event replayed in her head.
“But I get what you mean, Ritsu ate the strawberry on my cake before too, and I was so mad that I smacked her for that.”
This is it. Her last resort. If this doesn’t work, then nothing will. The opportunity has literally presented itself on a silver platter. Well, plastic, if you want to get technical.
“Well, itadakima-”
Before Mio could touch the cake with the plastic fork she was given, Mugi had taken the strawberry on her cake and ate it in one fell swoop.
Silence followed. Kita, who was filming the occasion, just stared blankly at her screen, mouth agape. Mugi kept chewing while glancing at Mio, trying to gauge her reaction. Mio was immobilized, her entire body frozen in shock.
Slowly however, her eyes started to tear up.
Oh no.
-
Nodoka was finishing up her final bouts of summer work. She jotted down the last few words on her english essay before putting down the pen and stretching. Another productive day, she thinks to herself.
She turned on her phone to see if she had missed anything during her studies. Unsurprisingly, there were several unread notifications from Yui. What is it with the friend of hers this time, she wonders?
She opened the chatroom to find a picture of Mio, standing still with a frozen expression, crying over a slice of plain old cake? Confused, she read the message Yui typed below for context.
“See, Nodoka-chan? Strawberries really are the heart of the cake! Mugi ate Mio chan’s and she was so distraught over it. Now you see, Nodoka chan? It is that important!”
Nodoka blinked. So she was still on about that. Sighing, Nodoka typed up a response.
“Is that so? Then I apologize for taking your strawberry, Yui.”
-
“So you just wanted to get smacked? Mugi, you should’ve just said so from the beginning.” Mio said, after she had calmed down.
“Yes, apologies Mio-chan. I was being selfish.”
“It’s partly Mio’s fault for not picking up after so many goofs!” Ritsu chirped.
“The baka must’ve put you up to this, huh?” Mio said, staring daggers at Ritsu.
“H-hey, I just wanted to help out a friend, that’s all!”
“I told you this won’t end well.” Nijika said. “Ryo?”
“Fine. You won the bet. Just take it out of my paycheck.” Ryo said defeatedly.
“You were betting over us?!”
“Well, Mugi, all you want is a light tap, right?” Mio asked.
“You’ll do it?”
“It’s no big deal.”
“T-then, do it now, please!” Mugi said, presenting her head to Mio.
“Eh? Well, alright..”
Mio lifted up her hand in preparation to hit Mugi. She watched as Mugi waited in anticipation for the smack.
“Are you nervous, Mio-senpai?”
“Hngggh..” Mio relented, smacking Ritsu on the head instead.
“ACK! Why me?!”
-
Mugi and Ritsu walked alone along the streets. The sun had set, and they had already parted ways with kessoku band earlier that afternoon.
“In the end it still didn’t work out. Sorry, Mugi.”
“It’s fine, Ricchan. You tried your best. It was my fault for making such a strange request in the first place.”
“But there must be a way if you really wanted to get smacked. Maybe..”
“Thanks, but it’s fine, Ricchan. Does your forehead still hurt? I have some band-aids here.”
Mugi plastered a band aid on the spot Ritsu was smacked by Mio earlier that day. “There we go.”
“You know, Ricchan. You’re really good at escorting girls. You’re kind, and you go the extra mile to help people. If you were a guy, I bet you'd be popular with girls.” Mugi said.
???!!!
“How am I supposed to react to that?!”
“Ouch!”
Ritsu smacked Mugi square on her forehead.
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Hitori and Kita parted ways with Ryo and Nijika at the station. As she and Kita sat on the mostly empty compartment of the train, Hitori thought about what had happened today.
My first long train trip in a while.. She thought to herself. I almost wished we could’ve stayed longer..
“Alright! Let’s spend winter break together as kessoku band, along with HTT as well!” Kita suddenly said.
“Eh?”
“Where do you want to go, Hitori-chan? Let’s spend every day together!”
I don’t want to spend everyday outside! Hitori panicked.
“I-i’ll think about it…”
“Sure! You can rest up now, Gotoh-san. I’ll wake you up when we arrive at our stop.”
“A-actually, I spent most of the trip unconscious, so I’m pretty alert now..”
“I guess the fun continues then!” Kita beamed.
“H-hey, Kita-san..”
“Hm?”
“I enjoy hanging out with everyone today.. Now I’m sure i can face school tomorrow!”
“Really? I’m glad to hear it! Let’s enjoy the new term together!”
The memories of today will surely help get through to winter break. Hitori thought, happy to have finally spent her first summer together with friends.
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Had fun today at Enoshima with the girls! Tsumugi-san took the strawberry from Akiyama-san’s cake because she wanted to be smacked by her and i was like, OMG? DRAMA!! We made so many memories today and I’m so happy!! Here’s to a bright future for all of our bands! May fortune continue coming our way! And thank you for the free sample @enoshimasweets! Everyone, go check them out!
Notes:
sorry for the confusing timeline of events, but i decided with how very K-on focused the last two chapters are, some balance is needed with this one.
there's some references to other bocchi fanfics on this one :
the premise of bocchi going to an arcade to play guitar hero and being overwhelmed by the crowd was inspired by the fic "play with me" by StarlitVow (bocchi playing free bird wasn't really a reference to any fic, but we all probably seen the meme by now lol)
bocchi's throwaway comment about "Dr. Ijichi" was a reference to the fic "I Really Want to Harmonize With You" by ZachsongZ.
Check all these fics out, theyre great.
Chapter 8: Seisyun vibration-complex
Summary:
Both bands began preparing for their respective school festivals.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Emergency! Emergency!”
A young girl ran to the backstage area, shouting panickedly as she did.
“The band we scheduled cannot perform!”
The two staffers in the room gawked in surprise.
“Then how are we supposed to replace them?” One of them said.
Footsteps echo in the dim halls as a figure slowly approaches them.
“Perhaps I could be of assistance?”
The staffers all turned to the approaching figure.
“You’re that girl from that-..”
“The name’s Gotoh.” The figure stepped out of the shadow, taking off her shades to reveal her bright blue eyes, wearing a look of determination as she walked towards the stage.
The crowd cheers.
“Gotoh-sama!”
“Hold me!”
“You’re a national treasure!”
Gotoh-sama stood on the stage as she took in the atmosphere, a full stadium all chanting her name.
“Gotoh! Gotoh! Gotoh!”
Fireworks burst behind her as the crowd erupted to even more cheers.
“Buh-!”
“And that’s one more vote for maid cafe.” a voice said from the front of the classroom.
Ah, it was a dream… How long has I been out? Hitori thought to herself as she began regaining her consciousness after abruptly waking up.
I think I’m in homeroom? And they were throwing out ideas for the school festival… It’s no use! Everything just comes up blank!
“Well, that’s six votes for the first option! So that’s what our class will be doing for the school festival!”
Eh?
“We’ll have to get a lot of costumes!” One of her classmates said.
C-costumes..?
“Yep! I can’t wait to see how it turns out!”
D-do I have to dress up too? Wait, what was the result again? She squinted at the chalkboard, but its too far to make out what it says! Dammit! I should’ve gotten prescription glasses like mom said! Hitori's face darkened. She fought the urge to vomit. No way! This is too out of my league! Maybe if it was a haunted house… Hitori began picturing herself dressed up as a ghost, greeting customers into the venue.
G-gah! I almost blanked out again!
“Oh, and if anyone wants to perform on the second day of the festival, just put in your forms in the box in front of the student council room!” The girl speaking in front of the classroom said, holding up a registration form to show to the class.
“Hai.” The class said in uniform.
Performing at the festival… I never got to do that in middle school… But I did daydream about it a bunch.. That counts right? Hitori shook her head. Who cares! I have a band now, and they play in real venues! It’s not just fun and games! Hitori closed her eyes.
“If someone from our class played they’d be the coolest person ever!”
…
Hitori opened her eyes to be greeted by a white wall.
It took a moment for her to recollect herself and figure out where she was. She looked down at her outstretched arm, halfway in the motion of putting in a paper inside a box in front of the student council room.
“AAAAAAGHHH!”
Hitori fell backwards, throwing the form away. How did I get here? W-what’s this piece of paper? She said, scrambling to pick it up from the floor.
An application for band registration for the school festival.. Kessoku band?!!! Who wrote this?! Her eyes traveled to the bottom of the paper, where the name “Hitori Gotoh” greeted her.
HITORI GOTOH WROTE THIS?!!! Hitori began smacking her head repeatedly on the floor.
I’m a professional guitarist now! Begone, lust for school festivals! Focus on your band career! She chanted in her head as she repeatedly banged her head on the floor.
Good… I can feel the lust fading away… She thought as she collapsed on her back.
“What’s all that noise?” The door to the student council room opened, and a girl shrieked.
“SENSEI! SOMEONE DIED OUT THERE!”
-
“Akiyama san.”
Another number added to the chalkboard.
“Tachibana san.”
Another scratch as the number was written on the board.
“Akiyama san.”
The class president turned her back towards the chalkboard, addressing the class.
“Well, with that, the leading role for our class’ school festival goes to Akiyama Mio-san.” Nodoka concluded.
Polite claps were heard around the classroom.
“Whoa! Mio-chan is the star!” Yui said from her seat at the back.
“That’s amazing, Mio-chan!” Mugi said.
“Hey, hear that, Mio? Congratulations!” Ritsu said from the front, looking back at the middle row where her friend sat.
“Huh, Mio?”
The girl has so far not responded to the announcement. Ritsu got up and approached her childhood friend, waving her hand in front of her unmoving face.
“Ah, she fainted.” Ritsu said.
“I-i object!” Mio immediately awakened from her stupor.
The class was instantly filled with buzz and murmurs among students, Mio cautiously glanced at her surroundings. “I-i don’t think a vote is the best way to decide these kinds of things…” Mio sputtered out.
“But no one volunteered. We have no nominations.” Nodoka said simply.
“Then I nominate Ritsu! She’s brave, charismatic, and likes to practice pro-wrestling moves!”
“What does any of that have to do with what we’re doing?!” Ritsu said.
Ritsu puts both her hands on Mio’s shoulders. “Don’t compare me to the great Mio-chan, who’s popular enough to have her own fanclub! I’ll even do your own makeup for the festival, Mio!”
“I-im not a doll!” Mio protested.
Ritsu chuckled. “Don’t worry Mio-chan. I’ll be in the front row, recording every last moment!” She said gleefully.
“You got it easy..”
“Tainaka-san, congratulations on being her co-lead.” Nodoka said from the front.
“Objection!” Ritsu immediately raised her hand.
“You’re quick to act when you’re implicated.” Mio side-eyed her friend.
“I can’t help it. That’s what the vote says.” Nodoka replied.
“Why me? There’s other more fitting candidates, like Ichigo!” Ritsu said, turning to the brunette with curly twintails sitting in front of the classroom.
“Hell no.” She said simply.
“Wh- then how about Mika? She’s cute!”
Mika blushed. “W-well Mio-chan’s already the center of attention.”
“If Mio’s the lead then it has to be Ritsu!”
“Yeah, you can’t be the straight man without the fool!”
“What are we, a comedy act?”
“If there’s no other objections, we’ll start delegating other roles.” Nodoka stated.
She ignored us… Both Ritsu and Mio thought.
“For outfits-”
“I volunteer!” Sawako immediately raised her hand.
“Eh? But we can’t possibly trouble you-”
“Don’t worry. “ She puts a hand on Nodoka’s shoulder. “I won’t disappoint you.”
She smiled brightly and turned towards Mio and Ritsu, both clutching each other’s hands and staring in fear.
“Why are you two so afraid?” Nodoka sighed.
-
“An unfamiliar ceiling…” Hitori mumbled as she awoke, only to be greeted by a white ceiling above her.
“Ah, you’re awake!” A voice said from next to her.
Kita took off her earphones as she watched Hitori gather in her surroundings. Oh, I’m in the infirmary. I must've passed out at some point.
“When I heard you collapsed, I was so worried and rushed here! I’m glad you’re okay!” Kita smiled.
Hitori glanced at the table next to her, where that piece of paper sat, crumpled.
Oh, god, what do i do? If I tell Kita about that, her eyes will sparkle and she’ll go, “Yes sure! We should definitely do that, Gotoh-san!” I can’t let that happen!
“What’s the matter, Gotoh-san?”
“I-it’s nothing! I’ll get back to work once I recover, t-thank you for the concern!” Hitori said.
“Oh, are you sure? Won’t you be lonely?”
“I-it’s fine! You have plans with your other friends, right?”
“Sure, but I can cancel them.”
“N-no, please don’t worry about me!” Hitori said as she hid herself under the covers.
“Well if you insist..” Kita said, getting up from her seat. “Oh by the way, Gotoh-san! I look forward to our class’ collaboration for the school festival! It’s going to be so fun!”
Eh? Their classes are collaborating? What are they even doing? Drats, she should’ve paid attention!
“I’ll see you at work, Gotoh-san!”
As the sound of footsteps slowly died out, Hitori took off her sheets and exhaled. She grabbed the paper, straightening it as she re-reads its contents.
“I'd like to perform… but I’ve so far only done one real concert, and it’s still scary… Although, don't people who perform at school festivals usually amateurs? Hitori took out her phone to confirm.
“WHAT’S UP EVERYONE? ARE YOU FEELING THE HYPE?” The extrovert aura began emanating out of her phone, demolishing Hitori’s fragile soul. “WE’RE GONNA MAKE A HELL OF MEMORIES TODAY! JOIN ME ON THIS JOURNEY!”
Hitori collapsed onto the bed. I’m so worn out, no way I could do that. Realization suddenly struck. But the loner type shining at the school festival is a classic trope! She began imagining the scene.
“And up here we have the drummer and bassists from Shimo-Kita high, Ijichi Nijika and Yamada Ryo!”
Applauds greeted the two as Nijika waved and Ryo bowed.
“And then on the guitar, it’s uhh- the girl from class- uhh… Gotoh-san.. yeah , that’s her name.”
…
“And lastly we have the vocalist, our school darling, Kita Ikuyo!” Everyone loudly cheered and clapped, as Kita took in the adoring reaction from the audience.
The scene in her head concludes, and Hitori finds herself laying flat on the floor. Nope. Yeah, that’s not happening. She said, as she threw the paper into a nearby trash bin. I need to know my place.
On her way to STARRY, her mind was blank. Her body moved purely on autopilot. As she entered the venue, she went inside the nearest trash bin and resided there.
“Good afternoon, manager.” She greeted the manager, who stared confusedly at her from her seat at the bar.
“Uhh… what’s happening? Also, get out of the trash bin, it’s unsanitary.”
Hitori stepped out and took a seat next to the manager. Curiously, mostly to herself, she managed to speak out her problems to the older woman, as she and PA-san listened intently to her vent.
“If you’re that on the fence about it I’ll say you should just go for it.” Seika said simply. “These high school days would be gone before you know it.”
“Ah, m-maybe..”
“Not that I’d know. I barely cared much about high school.” She added,
“I dropped out!” PA-san chirped.
I asked the wrong people… Hitori thought.
“Eh Bocchi-chan talkin’ to sis? That’s new.” A voice said from the entrance. Nijika and Ryo had just arrived at STARRY for their shift.
“She’s waffling about her school festival.” PA-san said.
“She’s pondering about kessoku band performing there.” Seika added.
Hitori was not expecting Seika to just lay it out that bluntly, but Nijika seems to react positively to the idea. “Performing at a school festival? Let’s do it!”
“Um- but…”
“It’ll be different from performing in a club!”
“You’ve done it before, Nijika-chan?”
“Yep. In middle school!”
“Same here.” Ryo piped up. “Played all obscure songs and bombed the whole thing.” Ryo said, confidently giving a thumbs up.
“Why are you proud of that? I never played with Ryo at a festival though.” Nijika said as she took a seat with Ryo in front of PA-san. “So i’d love to play this one!”
“Really?”
“We just recently formed kessoku band, after all, and it would be great to advertise ourselves!”
“B-but won’t you get expelled for playing something that’s not seishun rock at school festivals?”
“Course’ not, where do you even get that from?”
“I get why Bocchi’s scared though.” Ryo suddenly said. “There’s a high chance you’d be playing in front of a large audience, and that can get scary. So you don’t need to rush this decision, Bocchi.”
“Ryo-san…”
“To be honest, I still have nightmares about that concert I bombed…”
“So that was a front just now?” Seika deadpans.
“Oi. Well anyway. Just make sure you don’t have any regrets. Bocchi-chan.” Nijika ultimately said.
“I’ll think it over..”
“Everyone!” A peppy voice called from the entrance. “Look who I ran into on the way here!” Kita said, as she entered the venue with a familiar figure.
“Ah, Mio-san?” Nijika said, recognizing the black haired girl cowering behind Kita, with both her hands on Kita’s shoulders.
“I found her just standing outside so I brought her in!” Kita said.
“What brings you here, Mio?” Ryo asked the fellow bassist.
“I’m moving away to Irskutsk for papa’s new job. I’ve come to say goodbye.”
“Irskutsk?”
“Papa?”
“My father!! A-anyway. Can I please hide in your livehouse?”
“What?”
The conversation was interrupted by loud music blaring out of Nijika’s pockets. Bocchi glanced to see her picking up her phone.
“Oops, that’s for me. Eh? It’s from Azusa-chan.”
Mio paled at that comment. Bocchi had to wonder what was exactly going on with the bassist.
“Moshi-moshi?”
“Nijika-san! Very sorry to disturb you like this, but is Mio-senpai currently with you?” Azusa’s voice was heard from the other end.
Nijika glanced at the now trembling bassist, who was frantically shaking her head. Nijika tried to look at the others for affirmation on what she should do, but everyone else seems to also be in the dark.
“Ritsu-senp- what-”
“Nijika! Are you hiding Mio?!”
“What?! Ritsu, what are you talking about!”
“She must be with you, STARRY is the only place she’s ever been to around here!”
“Uhh..”
“We’re going there right now! Whatever you do, keep her there!” Ritsu said, hanging up the call.
Silence filled the venue, before it was broken by a scream coming from Mio.
“They found me! I gotta leave!” She said panickedly, already moving to run out of the livehouse.
“Oh no, you don't!” Seika moved quickly to restrain the runaway bassist. “What’s going on here?”
“They’re trying to execute me! You have to help me! Hide me somewhere safe!” Mio cried.
Bocchi just stared. Somehow she doubts that was the case, and the sentiment seems to be shared by Seika, as she scowled even harder.
“What? Just be honest kid, why exactly are you running away?”
“It’s-”
Before Mio could answer, the door opened to let in the remaining four girls of Ho-Kago Tea time.
“Ya-ho, Hitori-chan, Kita-chan!” Yui greets.
“Mio, chan! There she is, Ricchan!” Mugi said, pointing at Mio, who was still attempting to wrestle out of Seika’s hold on her arm.
“Mio, come here, you lunatic!” Ritsu calls out as she moves towards Mio.
Mio just shrieked in response, kicking her feet. “Stay away from me!”
“Mio-senpai, please just calm down.”
After about half an hour trying to pacify the bassist-and many whacks to Ritsu’s head, Bocchi and the others at STARRY finally managed to get an explanation for what had happened.
“She tried to run away after being appointed as the lead for our class’ school festival event.” Ritsu said. “She hopped onto the first train that came her way. Luckily, another train to this destination was only like, ten minutes apart.”
“If I didn’t get lost first I would’ve gotten away…” Mio mumbled.
“Ugh, you kids..” Seika said from her seat at the bar. PA-san chuckled.
“What is your class going to do for your school festival anyway?” Kita asked the group.
“We’re doing a maid and butler cafe.” Mugi answered. “Mio was appointed to be head butler, and Ritsu as head maid.”
Nijika tried to imagine Ritsu in a frilly maid outfit. She waited and waited for the image to be less funny. It didn’t. She snorted.
“Go on then, laugh! See if I care!” Ritsu cried.
“BWAHAHAHAHAHA!” Nijika howled with laughter.
“Why, you Ijichi!” Ritsu cried as she put Nijika in a chokehold.
“M-mio-chan, as a butler..?” Hitori said.
“GYAAA! PLEASE DON’T REMIND ME!” Mio began wailing, putting her hands up to cover both her ears.
“And what about the rest of you?” Kita asked.
“Well, I’ll be in the kitchen to prepare the food with others, and as for Yui…”
“I’ll be holding the sign outside the cafe!” She said proudly.
“So is that why you’ve been standing still and rigid like that this whole time?” Seika asked, as she observed the girl standing behind the group, miming to hold an invisible sign.
“Nodoka-chan said i must not move! Mou.. this is hard!”
“I don’t think she ever said that…” Azusa deadpans.
“Oh wow, that sounds exciting! Gotoh-san’s class actually considered doing that for our school festival, but they ended up doing something else with my class instead!” Kita chimed in.
H-huh? Hitori glanced at Kita. She thought they were doing the maid cafe? M-maybe that’s a good sign, she doesn’t have to dress up in a maid outfit! Doing it once with Sawako and Hiroi already broke her down mentally. She’ll never recover from that.
“Oh, what are your classes doing, Kita-chan?” Mugi asked.
“We’re doing our own production of Romeo and Juliet, as a school play!”
Nevermind. This is infinitely worse. Hitori began falling apart, limb by limb.
“Damn. She turned into legos again. Anyone still kept the instruction around?” Ryo said as she observed Bocchi disassembling herself.
“G-gotoh-san!? What’s wrong? I thought you knew this already!” Kita panickedly said, scrambling to piece Hitori back together.
“First the band’s performance at the school festival and now this? She must be overwhelmed.” Nijika said in concern.
“Huh? Oh, that’s right! Gotoh-san, I did it for you!” Kita said, as she put the final Bocchi piece in place.
“W-wh…”
“I submitted the registration form to the student council! It must’ve fallen into the trash can by mistake!”
Hitori’s face slowly morphs into a Picasso-esque painting.
“Never knew Bocchi was so artsy deep down.” Ryo commented.
“Let’s put on the best festival performance ever!” Kita beamed.
“H-haha, I guess the decision has already been made for you, Bocchi-chan- B-bocchi chan?”
Bocchi is dead.
A big coffin seems to have materialized from thin air, placed in the middle of STARRY, where members of Ho-Kago Tea-Time were all standing around it, weeping.
“Oh, Hitori-chan! To think, she was so young, Ricchan! So young!” Yui cried onto Ritsu’s blazer. The drummer just stood silently as she watched the funeral procession.
“We’ve gathered here today, to celebrate the life of Hitori Gotoh. A kindred soul that was taken away from us too soon. She loved her friends dearly. And all her friends loved her. Before she passed, her dream was to be famous, wealthy, and drop out of school. A noble dream for a noble girl. I wish that wherever she is now, she’s looking down at us from a better place. Thank you for your time.” Mugi gave a passionate eulogy, causing Yui to sob even harder. Azusa sighed at her senpai’s antics.
“They’re gonna have to label me a murderer for this…” Kita said, with a sign on her neck with the words “I’m a criminal” written on it.
“What are you guys doing!?” Nijika said, moving towards the coffin. “Bocchi-chan, get up!”
“Just bury me six feet under… I’m better off dead than acting on stage or performing at a festival..”
“Bocchi-chan, you might not even have to act! You know you could probably just be appointed as set or prop designers, right?” Nijika tried to push some rational thought into her friend’s head.
Bocchi slowly rises from the coffin. “I-i guess… but the second day… kessoku band performing…”
“Couldn’t you just retract the application?” Ryo asked Kita.
“They said once you submit it you can’t take it back. But I’ll try to talk with them tomorrow.” Kita said, full of remorse.
“There will be so many people there that I don’t know… I’m too scared to perform..”
“Daijoubu, Hitori-chan!”
Hitori glanced up to find Yui looking back, smiling at her.
“Culture festivals are a lot of fun! I bet the people in your school are going to love you!”
Hitori couldn’t help but let out a shaky smile at how naive Yui is sometimes, but blind optimism is something she really envies her for having.
“Yeah, speaking from experience, Hitori, but most people at culture festivals won’t really care if you’re good or not.” Ritsu said. “It’s just an event to have fun. Hell, we’ve put the bare minimum most of the time and we still manage to impress Azusa enough to rope her into the band!”
“I should’ve set my standards higher.” Azusa muttered quietly.
“Don’t poison her with your subjective opinions!” Mio chided. “Hitori-chan, it’s okay to feel nervous about this. I feel the same way you do during our first culture festival. B-but I manage to pull through, and I have faith that you’d be able to do the same!” Mio tries her best to encourage the downtrodden guitarist.
“Ah, Mio-chan. Glad you’ve returned to your normal self.” Mugi said. Mio blushed.
“Well you also did something else during that concert, Mio. Don’t you remember-”
“Step aside Hitori-chan. I’ll throw this bastard into that casket myself.”
“I’M JOKING!”
That final interaction between the two managed to crack a smile from Hitori. “T-thanks, guys…”
“Let’s just handle things one step at a time, Bocchi-chan. Focus on the most imminent first. Kita chan, they haven’t decided on the roles for the play yet, right?”
“Oh, not really. I heard some people really wanted me to play the lead role, but nothing is set in stone yet.” Kita replied.
“See, Bocchi chan? You don’t even have to participate! Just calm down for now, alright?” Nijika said, in an almost motherly tone.
“O-okay.”
“And honestly Ritsu, I appreciate you comforting Bocchi chan, but you probably should be more concerned about being head maid cause, pfft-”
“Shut up!” Ritsu retorted. Behind her, Azusa silently chuckled.
At that, Mio paled again. “Hitori, is there still space in that coffin?”
“Mio-chan, no! We can’t lose you too!” Mugi cries.
“Gotoh-san!” Kita suddenly approached Hitori, who had just been passively observing the commotion. “They’re going to hold a vote tomorrow to decide who gets to play the roles!” Kita said, showing her a text message from one of her many friends at school.
“A-ah… right” Hitori exhaled in relief. There’s no way people would vote for her! Half of them probably don't even know her name. She’s safe! The culture festival suddenly became less grim. Her assortments of imaginary instrument friends began circling around her and dancing happily.
The perks of being an introvert loner! It’s actually good for something! Hitori cries with joy.
“What’s up with her?” Nijika said to Kita, at the sight of Hitori dancing in circles alone while crying.
“I.. i don’t even know..” Kita said.
-
“And the role of Romeo goes to Kita-chan!”
The whole class applauded and cheered. Kita stood up and bowed.
A day has passed since that meeting Hitori had with the HTT girls at STARRY. like Kita had corroborated yesterday, her and Kita’s class are tallying up votes for the roles in their school play. Hitori, of course, casted her vote for Kita, because she knows that an extrovert like her would probably crush it on stage. But more so because Kita was the only person she recognized in the sea of other options.
“Congratulations, Kita-chan, You’d kill it as Romeo.” The girl who was counting the votes said.
“Aw, shush, Sattsu!” Kita replied. There were a few chuckles here and there.
“Alright, and now for the role of Juliet.” Sasaki said, looking at the results paper. “Oh, my. This one’s quite divisive.” Sasaki sneered. “We have 8 votes for Ogawa-san, 14 votes for Tanimura-san, and 17 votes for Kita-san!”
“Eh?” Murmurs began forming in the classroom.
Ah… Hitori thought. Perhaps I shouldn't have voted for Kita-chan twice.
“But Kita-chan can’t play both Romeo and Juliet!” One of the students said.
“Well, obviously.” Sasaki rolled her eyes. “So, congratulations, Tanimura-san!” Sasaki said, looking at a girl with golden locks sitting in the front row.
“A-ah, I’m honored, really, but actually… I won’t be around for the culture festival.”
“What?” the crowd said in shock.
“Y-yeah, i can help you with the preparations.. But unfortunately, I won’t be present for the festival. My parents decided to take me for a business trip to Australia.” Tanimura-san said.
“Waaah, that’s a shame, Tanimura-san!”
“Well, in that case, Ogawa-san?”
Sasaki looked at a girl with indigo locks sitting in the middle row. She lets out a strained smile.
“I’d love to, Sasaki-san. Unfortunately, a generous scholarship offer was given to me recently, and the entrance exam is on the day of the performance. So while I’m willing to, I can’t let go of this opportunity.”
“It’s okay, Ogawa-san!” The class comforted her.
“Well, shit.” Sasaki said. “That’s all the votes. But, there is one vote left here.” Sasaki said, looking down at the paper.
There was an air of anticipation amongst the students, everyone trying to figure out who the last vote was.
“Gotoh-san? From class 2.”
The classroom was dead silent as everyone tried to figure out who that is, until an explosion was heard from the backmost row, where a pink haired girl laid face first on the table, smoke emanating from her head.
“Oh, no, Gotoh-san! The result must’ve short circuited her and fried her brain! I’m so sorry!” Kita said, moving towards the unconscious Hitori.
“Gotoh-san… who is that?”
“It’s the girl that sits in the back of class, right?”
“I think i remember her coming to school with tacky accessories a couple of times.”
Kita propped Hitori up, and Hitori jolted awake.
“K-kita-san… I have the most horrible nightmare. I was casted as Juliet for the s-school play! That was horrible! Good thing it was just a dream, right, hahahaha…”
“Gotoh-san…”
“That’s no dream, Gotoh-san! Congrats on being Juliet!” Sasaki exclaimed.
“HUH?”
“Gotoh-san, I’m so sorry! I shouldn’t have put in your name!” Kita said.
“Kita-san..voted for me?” Hitori repeated to try and make sense of it.
“I just thought, y-you were just so cool at our performance back at STARRY… I thought seeing you shine in a school play would’ve been just as awesome..”
Hitori was not sure how to respond to this, but she managed to process that it was a praise somewhat. She began wobbling uncontrollably.
“Eh? Me… ? Cool…? Hehehehe… Kita-san… you shouldn’t have… hehehe…”
“Wait, this was the guitarist girl you kept talking about, Kita-chan?” One of Kita’s friends piped up.
“Yeah, she is!” Kita cheerily replied.
“The one you perform with at that club?”
“Now that you said it, I recognized her! She’s on some of your ISSOSTA’s post right? You went with her to Enoshima!”
Urk! I’m in Kita-san’s ISSOSTA?
“She’s kinda cute now that I see her clearly.” Someone whispered.
“If Kita-chan voted for her, then i’m down!”
“Yeah, they seem very close too, their dynamic would surely translate well to the play!”
Eh? What? They’re praising me, but.. does this mean…?
“Then, it’s settled. Congrats on being Juliet, Gotoh-san,” Sasaki grinned.
Everyone in the room clapped enthusiastically, congratulating her, but to Hitori, they were all clapping as they sent a dead girl walking to her execution.
-
“Nope, nope! Start over!” Mugi said, whacking Ritsu’s hand with a rolled up newspaper.
“Ouch, Mugi! Was that really necessary?”
“Payback for our summer retreat, Ricchan!” Mugi winked.
“But you wanted that smack…” Ritsu sighed. “Alright then, so which one is this?”
“That’s the salad knife, Ricchan! Don’t confuse it with a butter knife again!” Mugi said.
As preparation for the festival. Ritsu and Mio are being trained in proper table manners and etiquette after school. And who better to teach her than Mugi, who was born and raised with this stuff directly injected into her brain by her high class family the moment she stepped out of the womb?
“Ugh…”
“Ah- Mio-chan, posture! Don’t slouch! A butler must keep perfect form at all times!” Mugi instructed Mio, who was walking towards her.
“M-mugi… my outfit’s too tight..” Mio said, carrying her butler uniform in her hands, neatly folded.
“Eh..? Is it? But Sawa-chan tailored it! And she has your exact measurements!”
Mio grimaced. She really does not like to be reminded that their homeroom teacher has their exact measurements. And if she still feels like the outfit’s too tight despite the fact, She could bet that Sawako did this intentionally.
“M-maybe I’m just not cut out for this, Mugi…”
“Eh…? But Mio-chan…”
Mugi was looking at her with such clear disappointment etched across her face that Mio had to look away. Next to her, Ritsu was looking at her with a contemplative look.
“Well,” Ritsu started, “If you really don’t want to do this, I guess we can talk to Nodoka about it.”
“Talk to me about what?” The class president said as she approached the three.
“Mio’s having second thoughts about being head butler.”
“Eh? Is that so, Mio-chan?” Nodoka said, turning to Mio.
“I can’t play the lead role…” Mio whimpered.
“It’s regrettable, but we do have a concert to prepare for as well.” Mugi said defeatedly.
“Well, if you insist, then I’ll reconsider.” Nodoka said to Mio.
“You will?”
“But the whole class has given you this chance, wouldn’t you like to at least honor the request? I’m sure everyone is thrilled to see you play the part.”
Mio glanced at her classmates, all working diligently to prepare the props for the upcoming maid and butler cafe.
Mio contemplated. Everyone has trusted her into this role. Eventually, she relented.
“Alright. I’ll give it a chance.”
“Great!” Mugi said, smile returning to her face.
“Good work, Nodoka.” Ritsu whispered. “Though I can’t help but feel like some people are not genuine in their reasoning.” Ritsu mumbled.
“Akiyama-san looks so hot dressed in a butler suit!” A girl whispered to her friend. They both giggled.
After a few more back and forth between Mugi, Ritsu, and Mio that included several more paper roll whacks from Mugi, the girls decided to call it for the day. The light music club picked up Azusa who was practicing alone in the clubroom, and walked home together.
“Ughhh….”
“No more…”
“So I think everyone’s a little concerned…” Mugi said over her two sulking friends.
“I do think being a maid doesn’t quite match Ritsu-senpai..” Azusa commented.
“No need to be so blunt….”
“That reply had no energy to it!”
“Guys! Kita-chan just texted me!” Yui suddenly said.
“Hm? What did she say, Yui-senpai?”
“She asked if we wanted to hang out. She said she’s trying to distract Hitori-chan from trying to commit seppuku on herself.”
“Huh?!!”
“She shared her location!” Yui showed them her phone.
“I don’t have any plans tonight, I’d love to hang out!” Mugi exclaimed.
“Yeah, Kita just texted me too.” Ritsu said. “We better get there quickly. The situation seems dire. Apparently Hitori has started dancing the samba.”
“Oh, dear.”
The girls all went to the location Kita had shared, the same restaurant Mugi was working part time over the summer. They went inside to find Kita consoling a completely out of it Hitori, face laid on the table.
“It’s Gotover…”
“Everyone! Welcome! Have a seat!” Kita hastily said as she caught sight of them. “I already told Ijichi-senpai that me and Gotoh-san will be off work today!”
“What happened with Hitori-chan?” Yui asked.
“Uhm.. well.” Kita said, glancing at Hitori’s unmoving body. “Well, remember about the play my class was conducting for the festival I told you all about yesterday?” Kita begins.
“Oh, right! You were doing Romeo and Juliet! Ah such a powerful, moving story. I would’ve loved to be the playwright for such a production. Maybe in another life.” Mugi said.
“Uh, yeah how did that go, Kita-chan?” Azusa asked, ignoring Mugi’s theatrics.
Kita lets out an uneasy smile. “Well, as expected, i got the lead role. Romeo, to be more precise.”
“Woah, congrats!”
“Yeah. The problem is, well… Gotoh-san also got the lead role..”
“Eh?”
“She was casted as Juliet.”
Silence blanketed the table. Nobody knew how to respond to that.
“So you two will act as lovers on stage?” Yui bluntly asked.
“Wh-?!!!" Kita flushed a deep red at that. Hitori shattered into million pieces.
Mio let out a stifled scream as the Hitori shards fell towards her shoes, making her lift her feet onto her seat.
Azusa chopped Yui’s head. “That’s not the takeaway, stupid senpai!” Azusa looked down at the shattered pieces of Hitori on the floor. “I guess this is why she’s acting like this?”
Kita was still recovering from Yui’s blatant comment, but nodded regardless. “I tried to get Sattsu-chan to roll back the decision, but she said no one else wanted the role.”
“And they just decided to give her the role? Have they seen her?” Ritsu asked. “No offense.” Ritsu remarked at the pink pile of dust on the floor.
“N-none taken.” Multiple shrill tiny voices replied.
“Well that’s the point, Ritsu-san. They haven’t. She’s not exactly well known in school..” Kita began shuffling uncomfortably on her seat. “I- might’ve talked a big game about her to my friends, and that might’ve skewed people’s perceptions a bit… They think she’s this really cool mysterious rocker girl..”
“Well, she is, technically, in a way,” said Ritsu. She immediately shuddered as that comment caused the pieces to start giggling, like thousands of disembodied voices of children all laughing at her.
“D-don’t get me wrong! I-i think so as well..” Kita said, blush returning to her cheeks. “But it did create a huge expectation from others to be thrusted on to her. I’m so sorry, Gotoh-san!”
“Ghgh!” Hitori grunted, as she began reforming. “I-i-it’s okay, Kita-san…”
“But, wouldn't this burden you? With the concert happening as well..”
Hitori paled at that, reminded at the prospect of two mentally taxing performances back to back. She lifted out a fork from the table and pointed it at her stomach, ready to commit seppuku.
“Gotoh-san, NO!”
“Hitori-chan!” Mio suddenly said to the pink haired girl.
Everyone turned towards the bassist. The black haired girl took Hitori’s hand in hers and puts away her fork. She stood up, pulling Hitori with her. Everyone looks on in confusion.
“RUN!” Mio dragged Hitori and fled the table.
“Wh- A-akiyama-san-?!”
“Hey, Mio! Where are you going!?” Ritsu got up and began chasing after the two.
“Let’s run away together, Hitori-chan! You and I, we don’t need to perform on either school festivals, let’s just live as free kindred spirits forever! HAHAHA!” Mio said, completely losing it.
Hitori had entertained this sort of thought plenty of times before, but to think Mio was the one to finally act on that intrusive thought, the usually cool and collected Mio, shocked her quite a bit. She could do nothing as the bassist dragged her away from the restaurant.
“Where’d you think you’re going!?” Ritsu said, as she took hold of Hitori’s other arm. The escape plan suddenly turned into a game of tug of war using Hitori as the rope.
“You’re not leaving me here with all the responsibility!” Ritsu said, struggling as she pulled Hitori towards her. “If anyone’s gonna bail, it’s me!”
“Not if we do it first!” Mio said, completely deranged.
The two opposing forces were successful in tearing Hitori in half, like a piece of paper. Both girls fell on their rear with their respective parts of Hitori.
“AAAAAHHHH!!!!’ Mio screeched at the half-Hitori in her grasp.
“This is all your fault!” Ritsu said. “I don’t have tape on me, how are we supposed to piece her back together?”
“Mio-chan, Ricchan!” Both of them looked up at the voice. Yui was running after them with Kita, Mugi, and Azusa in tow.
“Please don’t fight!” Yui said, squeezing Mio, Ritsu, and Hitori’s remains into a big group hug.
“Urgh..”
“Can’f, breatfe..”
“Akiyama-san, don’t take Gotoh-san away like that! You’re scaring me!” Kita exclaimed. “A-and, if you’re taking away Gotoh-san, take me with you too!” She added, blush flaring up in her cheeks.
Azusa just stares in disbelief. What is even happening.
“I think all of us could use a little calming down.” Mugi said over the chaos. “Let’s head back to the restaurant and order something. A nice meal might help us calm down and rationalize the situation.”
After being able to mobilize the chaotic group back to the restaurant, they placed their order to a very confused worker, and before long, food was already set up on the table as they began conversing over what had happened to HTT that day.
“Well, basically Mio’s just been at this non-stop the whole day, trying to run away from being head butler for the cafe.” Ritsu explained.
“I can’t, I just can’t!”
“I see…” Kita said wearily while stitching Hitori back together.
“Your problem is really just the lack of confidence, Mio-chan. You’ve shown yourself to be quite capable of showing proper table manners and etiquette from our earlier training.” Mugi said.
Ritsu rolled her eyes at this indirect jab.
“I do have to say however, neither of your mannerisms seem to quite fit the roles you were assigned.” Mugi added.
“I have an idea!” Yui piped up.
“What is it..” Ritsu has the feeling Yui was about to suggest something very stupid.
“Ricchan needs to act more ladylike, and Mio-chan needs to act more boyish!”
“I like that idea.” Azusa said.
“Here, Ricchan, hold this!” Yui said, handing her her drink. “Stuck your pinky out!”
“W-why?”
“And tuck your shirt in!”
“Seriously?” Ritsu begrudgingly obliged, buttoning her blazer and tucking her shirt in.
“This feels weird.” She muttered.
“It does feel weird.” Azusa agreed.
“Mio chan’s ready too!”
Yui presented Mio, blazer unbuttoned and shirt untucked. He hair was tied into a high ponytail.
“It’s so embarrassing…”
“Whoa..”
“What happened to my Akiyama-san…” Kita quietly muttered.
“Whatever.” Ritsu sat down grumpily, picking up her drink.
“Stuck your pinky out!” Both Yui and Mugi exclaimed.
“GAH!”
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“M-my, d-d-do you happen to be Sir R-romeo f-from from.. M-montague..”
“Cut!”
Sasaki massaged her temple. Another school day has passed, and it’s time for preparations for the school play. Sasaki was appointed as director, and she decided to have intensive rehearsal sessions for actors every day after school. However, this script reading is turning out to be such a disaster. While she could admit that from looks alone, Hitori could be on par with Kita as her co-lead playing Juliet, her acting leaves many, many, many things to be desired.
“Kita, why don’t we hear from you now?” She said, diverting her attention to the redhead.
“Sure, Sattsu!” Kita cleared her throat. “No, if you dislike that, then you may-”
“Cut! Kita-chan, you’re still acting too upbeat for Romeo! Remember, your character is supposed to be stoic and gentle, not cheery and peppy!”
“Ah, sorry, Sattsu!”
While Kita doesn’t have problems reciting her lines properly without stuttering, she still isn’t acting according to her role. The class all began trading worried looks. Is this play already doomed before it even started?
“But Sattsu, I have a problem with this script! If they’re so in love with each other, why don’t they just run away? Clearly they hate their families so much, so why stick around? These characters just don’t make sense!”
Sasaki facepalmed. “If you have problems with the script, take it up with Shakespeare. We’re just following what he had written down.”
“Maybe we should consider modernizing this script for our 21st century audience!” Kita chirped.
“What? No!”
“R-romeo from Montague… Ah, i did it, I managed to not stutter through the sentence.”
Sasaki could only stare blankly at the pink haired introvert. She exhaled. “Why don’t we call it for today? I’d like both of you to keep practicing your lines before our next reading tomorrow.”
“A-ah, hai…”
”Hai!”
Everyone began getting up, and idle chatter began forming amongst the group. Hitori just stood still as she reread her script over and over again. It’s no use! She thought to herself. I can’t do this! Why did this even come to be? Curse you Kita-san for thinking that I’m cool! Why would she even think that? I’m the lamest person I know. Which is not saying much since I barely know anyone, but still.
In the midst of all these internal ponderings, the girl Hitori repeatedly cursed in her head began to approach her.
“Gotoh-san!”
Hitori looked up from her script to find Kita worriedly looking at her.
“Are you okay? You don’t have to do this if you want to.” She frowns.
Kita chan is so considerate… But then again if she really was that considerate, she wouldn’t have nominated me in the first place, she bitterly thought. Ah damn it! Why am i thinking like this? I don’t know…. but it doesn’t make any of this less scary.
“It’s f-fine, Kita san.” It’s really not. “I just need to get this line right, haha…” The way Kita looks at her makes her think that there is more than that that she needs to get right, But Kita abstained from commenting. Instead, she put on a warm encouraging smile.
“I’m here if you ever need help, okay? Let’s give it our best!”
“Hai…”
“Oh, Kita-chan, by the way-” One of her friends got up and started talking with her.
Hitori looked around the classroom. Everyone is currently preparing the props for the upcoming stage play. Some other actors are doing their own script reading. Hitori examined them closely.
They’re all so good… she thought. Why couldn’t they play the leading role instead of me? She looked on as Sasaki-san gave more critique for the actor’s performance.
“Less stiff! Your character is supposed to be uptight and unreasonable, but not to that extent! Loosen it up a little.”
“Mou, Sasaki-san. You’re really strict all of a sudden.. What gives?” The actor said to the olive haired girl.
She could see Sasaki’s jerked uncomfortably at the question. “To make up for the others who can’t do it as well.. I need everyone else who can to pick up the slack!” She said vaguely.
Hitori cried inside. They’re talking about me and Kita-san!
“Gotoh-san! What do you say if we practice more at STARRY today? I bet Ijichi-senpai and Ryo-senpai would be able to help!” Kita suddenly said, done from her previous conversation with her friend.
Hitori can feel more eyes looking at both of them. She doesn’t dare to look around to confirm whether or not it’s just part of her paranoid mind, but Kita seems to be unaffected, which made Hitori believe that she was imagining it. However, she felt it’d be good to get away from this place as soon as possible, away from the judging and prying eyes of her classmates.
“Y-yes, let’s go, Kita-chan!”
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“What, Bocchi-chan as Juliet?”
“Pfft-”
“Ryo-senpai!”
Bocchi could hear the commotion from inside of STARRY’s trash bin as Kita scolds her senpai, while Nijika disciplined her bassist violently.
“Uncle, uncle! Please! I didn’t mean to laugh!” Ryo desperately said.
“It’s okay, Nijika-san… please don’t kill Ryo-san over it-”
Hitori puts her head out of the trash can, expecting to see Nijika beating Ryo up, but to her surprise, she finds Kita violently putting the bassist in a chokehold.
“Ah, sorry then, Gotoh-san!” Kita said, letting go of the bassist.
“Shouldn’t it be me you’re apologizing to-nevermind.” Ryo immediately cowered under Kita’s stern gaze.
Nijika, who seemed as bewildered as Hitori at the turn of events, quickly recovered. “S-so, have you had any rehearsals yet?”
“We had an early script reading.” Kita answered. “Sattsu was really strict! She told us to practice more before our next reading.”
“I see..”
“Which is why I thought that maybe we could practice here? I think it’d be good for Gotoh-san to be practicing in a quiet, isolated place first!”
“Huh? Well, I mean it’s fine. I think. It’s fine, right, sis?”
“What do you mean STARRY is a quiet isolated place? We have customers!” Seika retorted.
“Ah! That’s not what I meant, manager!”
“She’s joking, girls.” PA-san said as Seika huffs. “You should know by now that our manager is a huge tsun-”
“Do you want to be unemployed?”
“Well then, do you wanna do it on the stage? There’s no live scheduled for today, I think.” Nijika said. Seika quietly cried in the background.
“Let’s do it!” Kita peppily said. Come on, Gotoh-san!”
“Hai…”
Both of them got up on stage, script ready in hand.
“Well then, today I am director Ijichi! Lucky for you girls, I’ve actually performed in a middle school play before!”
“Really?”
“She was on stage for a total of 1 minute and 34 seconds.” Ryo said.
“Shush! Who’s counting? Only weirdos like you!” Nijika clears her throat. “Needless to say, that means I know the jist of school plays, so I’ll help correct anything that I find odd about your performances.”
“Thank you, Nijika-san…” Hitori bowed.
“Ah that’s not..” Nijika waved her hands hastily. “Anyway! Why don’t we start with you, Kita-chan?”
“Okay!” She clears her throat. “I fear too early for my mind misgives, some consequences, yet hanging in the stars, is about to begin!” Kita said, with a dramatic swaying of one of her arms.
“Ah.. Kita-chan, I think you don't need to do all that stuff with your arm…” Nijika said.
“Oh, really? But doesn’t it add dramatic flair?”
“Ahahaha… Bocchi-chan? What about you?”
“A-ah! Umm…Okay, uhh.. P-part-parting.. Parting is- is such sweet s-sorrow.. I’ll see.. you on the m-morrow?”
Nijika and Ryo trade glances. They see the problem now. This is definitely gonna take a while to correct.
.
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.
.
,
“I’m so tired!” Kita said, after rehearsing the same scene five times in a row.
“Well, you are getting better, Kita-chan.” Nijika suggested. Next to her, Ryo shook her head. Nijika elbowed the bassist. At least she stopped doing that swaying thing with her arm.
On the other hand…
“Bocchi-chan…”
“I’m sorry for being so useless!” Hitori bowed repeatedly, I swear I’ll get it eventually!” She pathetically pleaded. “The end of the night is n-near. Like a shackle around a prisoner’s leg-”
“You’re stuttering less and less, Bocchi-chan. That’s great.” Nijika smiled.
“Your acting is still very wooden though.” Ryo said blankly.
“Couldn’t you word it out more tactfully?!” Kita retorts in annoyance.
The usually stoic and emotionless Ryo winced in fear and muttered an apology. Kita’s sudden change of attitude towards Ryo is something that should be investigated, Nijika thought.
“Y-yeah, Bocchi-chan. While I wouldn’t word it as crass as that, Ryo does have a point.”
Bocchi fell to her knees. “Uuuu… I’m never gonna get this right.”
“Hmm.” Nijika puts her hand under her chin. “Well, you have no problem memorizing the lines, clearly. And I’m sure we’ll be able to work on your confidence. You manage to perform a live in front of an audience already, after all!”
Bocchi internally disagreed with that assessment, but Nijika wasn’t psychic and was not made aware of her internal predicament.
“So right now, what we have to tackle is your acting. You have to try and get into the character of Juliet.” Nijika said, pointing at Bocchi.
“Eh? H-how do I do that?”
“Well first, we have to think of what kind of character Juliet is. She is a daughter of a noble family. So she has to act elegant and feminine, as expected of women of such a background.”
“I can’t do that! I’m a NEET!”
“Don’t say that about yourself, Gotoh-san! You’re genuinely amazing!”
“Huh?”
“Think about it, Juliet might seem soft-spoken, shy, and quiet at the surface, but she harbors great intelligence and bravery, being able to stand up against her family to get what she wants! I actually find her very similar to you, in a way. You seem shy on the outside, but you harbor great passion for the things you do, and I find that admirable!” Kita said, without breaking eye contact from Bocchi.
Bocchi blushed. “Kita-san.. really think that way about me?”
Kita nodded.
Both girls looked at each other for a moment.
“So uhh…”
Bocchi snapped out of it, flushing an even deeper red. She turned towards Nijika. “Y-yes, Nijika-san?”
“Right.” Nijika decided to just shelf that interaction in the back of her mind for now. “As I was saying, you need to figure out what kind of character Juliet is, and try to act accordingly. So, as a simple exercise, think of someone with those characteristics, and just try to act like them!”
Bocchi tried hard to think of the most elegant and feminine person she knew. The list wasn’t extensive. Maybe Kita-san? Ah, she’s too upbeat.. Same with Nijika-san. Ryo and the manager were too apathetic, and Hiroi nee-san is uhh…
In the end, She finally found someone that somewhat fit those characteristics. She nodded. “I think i got it, Nijika-san.”
“Alright then, try and act like that, Bocchi-chan.”
She closed her eyes.
“Hitori-chan, dinner is ready!”
“Wh-”
“Uhh, Bocchi, who did you have in mind?” Ryo asked in confusion.
“Eh? W-well when I try to think of someone who’s feminine and elegant, the only image that comes up is my mom.. A-ah, was I wrong?”
The three of them gaped.
“Okay, well, let’s try a different approach.” Nijika said. “Can you imagine your mother as Juliet, Bocchi-chan?”
“Eh?” Bocchi tries to conjure up the image in her mind. Her mother, dressed in medieval era attire, being swooned on a balcony by her father. Does that make Kita my dad?
“Uhhh…”
“This might be too weird, even for her.” Ryo said.
“You don’t need to think of it so literally! Just imagine your mother acting and saying these lines, you can do that, right Bocchi-chan?”
Bocchi tried again. This time she tried to imagine her mother saying her lines.
“What storms is this that blows so contrary? Is Romeo slaughter’d, and is Tybalt dead?” The imaginary mom said in her head. Surprisingly, it fits.
“Y-yeah, i can picture it…” Bocchi eventually said.
“Okay! Well, you have those as a point of reference for your acting. Let's try this again. Kita-chan?”
“Oh, right! Lady, by yonder blessed moon I swear. That tips with silver all these fruit tree tops-”
Kita stops, it was now Hitori’s turn. She took a deep breath.
“O, s-swear not by the moon, the inconstant moon, That monthly changes in h-her circled orb, Lest that thy love prove likewise variable.”
Everyone went silent. Oh no… i messed up again, didn’t I?
“Gotoh-san, that was incredible!” Kita said, leaping towards her, tackling her into a hug.
“A-ah!”
“Well done, Bocchi.” Ryo clapped.
“Yeah, good work. We just need to work on your stutter, but that was smooth!”
“Ah… really…? Ehehehehe…”
“Yeah, keep it up, and you’ll ace our play, no sweat!” Kita said.
“Well maybe not that easy…” Nijika said, but Kita paid her no mind, too busy showering Hitori in compliments. Bah. Who cares, no point in bursting their bubble now, Nijika thinks.
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“This isn’t what I ordered!”
“Are you sure m-ma’am?”
“Do you think I’m stupid? I would know what I ordered, and this is not it! Such terrible service!”
“Terrible service, huh? Well let’s see how you do it instead, you ungrateful piece of-”
“Whoa, Mugi-chan!”
“No, Bad Ricchan!” Mugi said, whacking the maid on the head with a roll of paper.
“Ouch, that hurts, Mugi!”
“Now we have to start all over. Don’t lose your temper, Ricchan. A maid needs to be able to maintain their composure at all times.”
“Ggh! Even when the customer is being unreasonable?”
“Especially if the customer is being unreasonable.”
“Well that’s a lot of horsesh-”
“Ah, ah! A maid does not use such foul language, Ricchan!”
A knock was heard at the door, and the class president entered.
“How’s the ‘maid training’ going?”
“It’s going well, Nodoka-chan!” Yui replied.
“For you, maybe. You’re enjoying being an annoying customer way too much, Yui.” Ritsu exhaled.
“I’m just following what Mugi-chan told me to do!” Yui pouts.
“Where’s Mio?” Nodoka asked.
“Sawa-chan is refitting her outfit. They should be back by now.”
“Everyone!” Sawako barged into the room. “Have at you, my magnum opus!” She said, as she pulled an unwilling Mio into view. The girl was clad in a black suit and pants, with a black bow tie and white gloves to boot. The club took in the display with awe.
“Waaah! Mio-chan, you’re so cute!” Yui said.
“You look dashing in that suit, Mio.” Nodoka commented.
“This is so embarrassing!” Mio said.
Mugi frowned. “You need to be more confident, Mio-chan. You have a pretty face and a gentle disposition, perfectly befitting for a butler. This role should fit you well.”
“I-i don’t feel that’s the case!” Mio rebutted.
“Well, suck it up. We got to deal with this now.” Ritsu said, shoving a tray onto Mio’s hand.
“Remember your training, Mio-chan. Why don’t you serve us some tea? I already prepared the kettle.” Mugi said, pointing at the electric kettle being plugged in the corner of the room.
Mio sighed defeatedly. “Alright…”
Mio moved to prepare the tea. Mugi smiled, before looking at Ritsu.
“Well, Ricchan? Aren’t you gonna give her a hand?”
“With what? She got everything taken care of.”
“Ritsu.” Nodoka gave her a pointed look.
“Alright, alright! Geez.”
“You can help her with the sweets, Ricchan. Then you can help her serve the food and tea to us.”
Ritsu grumbled, but eventually moved towards the corner where Mio is currently brewing the tea. She took out the pastries Mugi had prepared for their training and placed them onto the tray.
“This is so stupid.” She commented.
Mio hums in agreement.
“Why did we even agree to this?”
“I wanted out, but you stopped me everytime!” Mio hissed.
“That’s cause you kept leaving me behind! If you want to bail, at least bring me with you!”
“So you agree? Should we just make a run for it?” Mio said.
Ritsu sighed. “It’s kind of too late for that now. We’re in too deep. Everyone’s counting on us.”
“I suppose it would be unfair to everyone. It doesn’t make this prospect less nerve wracking, however.” Mio conceded.
Ritsu watched as her friend shakily poured hot water into the respective teacups. Pity started building up in her at the sight, as she realized how she and Mio had been thrusted into this situation neither of them are happy with. She sighed.
“Well, let’s just bear with it for now.” She said defeatedly. Mio didn’t respond.
“Alright, come on now.” Ritsu said. “The tea’s getting cold.”
Mio and Ritsu moved back to the table, tray in hand. Yui and Azusa are having an animated conversation about the importance of standing still to hold a sign, while Nodoka watches. Sawako was busy reading her magazine. Mugi, however was watching them intently, scrutinizing their every movement.
“Here’s your food!’ Ritsu said, plastering a fake smile on her face as she served the sweets to everyone.
“Food!” Yui exclaimed.
“And perhaps, some tea to compliment it?” Mio said, putting down all the steaming teacup on the table.
“Oh, this is the stuff. You guys should really consider dropping the band and just opening a cafe or something.” Sawako said, as she took a sip from her warm cup of tea.
“No, never!” Azusa immediately rejected the notion.
“Anything else we’d be able to help with?” Ritsu asked politely.
“Can I have some tissues?” Azusa said.
“Eh, did you spill your tea, Azu-nyan?”
“No, it’s to wipe your face, Yui-senpai! Eat properly!”
“Here, ma’am.” Mio handed Azusa a box of tissue with a smile on her face.
“R-right.” she glanced briefly at Mio’s smiling figure and took the tissue box. “Thanks, Mio-senpai.”
“Right now, I’m not your senpai. M-merely a humble servant to help you in your needs.” Mio said.
Mugi clapped. “Well done, Mio-chan!”
Mio exhaled. “That was hard…”
“My face hurts from smiling so much.” Ritsu complained.
“You two have really improved.” Nodoka said. “Commendable effort from you both.”
“Thanks, Nodoka-chan.”
“Well done, Mio-chan, Ricchan.” Mugi said, clapping. “I’m proud of you both.”
“Can we lose the get-up now?” Ritsu said. “This thing is stuffy and hot as hell.”
Mugi exhaled at the profanity, but nodded regardless. Ritsu let out a sigh of relief.
“Finally!” Ritsu said, as she puts on her school uniform.
“This look suits you better.” Mio stated.
“Hey! I could pull off a girl-ish look if I want too, okay?” Behind her, she could hear Azusa chuckling. “I heard that, Nakano!”
“So, what do you think, Mugi-chan?” Nodoka asked the heiress.
“Well, I'll say they’re improving, but it’s hard to tell without testing in a real live environment.” Mugi suggested.
Upon realizing the conversation was about her and Mio, Ritsu perked up.
“Oi, what’s this supposed to mean? Is this not enough for you lot?” Ritsu spat.
“Ricchan, please. I only want the best for both of you! Say, are you both free tomorrow after school?” Mugi asks.
Mio and Ritsu trade glances. That doesn’t sound good at all.
“Y’know what, Mio? Let’s do what you suggested earlier.”
-
“Cut! Cut!”
Another day of mundane classes passed. A slog to get through for most students, since most of them only care about the preparations for the festival that are getting ever closer. Which is why, class 1 and 2 are training even more diligently for their play the moment the school bell rang.
Sasaki put her hand to her forehead. “Gotoh-san. Please look up when saying your lines.”
“I-i’m sorry…”
Sasaki watches the pink girl sulks in front of her. She sighed. “Well, overall your performance has improved drastically. You barely stutter and your acting is better than yesterday.” Sasaki said.
Hitori just stood silently.
“But still, you have to actually look at your co-performers, Gotoh-san!” Sasaki cried. Next to her, her other classmates watch the scene with exasperated smiles. It was kinda bizarre seeing Hitori manage to act decently, but always with her head down, or turned away from her fellow actors.
“She’s trying her best, Sattsu.” Kita said.
Sasaki sighed again. “I know, and I appreciate the effort. But she can’t act on stage like that, still.”
“We’ll work on it, Sattsu, I promise!” Kita said determinedly.
Sasaki looked back at the fire in Kita’s eyes. “Alright then.” She nods. “Well, i think that should do it for today. Don’t forget to keep practicing during your spare time, everyone.”
“Hai.”
Everyone gathered up their things and began to leave the classroom. Kita approached Hitori, who was still reading her script intently.
“Gotoh-san?”
“A-ah, yes, Kita-chan?”
“We should probably get going. We have practice at STARRY today, remember?”
“A-ah, right…”
On top of play rehearsals, Kita and Hitori were also practicing for their upcoming band performance on the second day of the festival. Needless to say, it was quite taxing, but Kita tried her best to manage all the work. While notably more stressful, she was still able to handle the pressure.
She wasn’t sure how Hitori was handling it, however.
Of course on the surface, Kita knows that Hitori is very much overwhelmed. It’s not exactly hard to figure out, considering Hitori’s state of mind and current mood usually dictates the shape and form she takes. But still, Kita doesn’t really know how she’s really feeling internally. Does she resent her for basically signing her up for this play and concert? Why is she so inconsiderate? She should’ve known this was too much for a girl like Hitori.
This is all her fault.
“Kita-san?” Hitori’s voice broke her out of her stupor.
“Yes?”
Hitori looked a bit puzzled at the reaction, but decided to not push it. “Shall we go?”
“Ah, yes, let’s!”
The trip was uneventful. Kita noticed that Hitori was still reading the script and mouthing her lines as they commuted on the train to STARRY. While she admires her dedication, her heart couldn’t help but ache at the thought that she caused Hitori to be pressured like this.
What is wrong with me? Isn’t this what I wanted for her?
“Kita-chan-”
I’m so selfish, I never asked her if this is what she wanted-
“Kita-chan.”
What a terrible friend I am. So inconsiderate-
“KITA-CHAN!”
“Huh, what?”
“You alright?” Kita was met with Nijika looking back at her with a worried expression.
“I’m fine, Ijichi-senpai!” Kita replied cheerily. Where is she? Ah right. STARRY. They were just done rehearsing. Hitori and Ryo must’ve already left to tend to their shift, leaving Nijika and Kita alone in the studio.
Nijika paused to examine Kita’s features. Her eyebrows furrow in worry.
“Something on your mind?”
“Hm? Oh. Just thinking about the festival and all. Me and Gotoh-san technically have two performances back to back.”
“Ah. Right. Of course.” Nijika contemplated. “So, are you worried about that?”
“Not really. I’m able to handle it just fine. I’m more worried about Gotoh-san.”
“I see..”
Silence fell between both of them. Kita looked down at the floor, suddenly finding her shoes to be a very interesting thing to look at.
“Well. I suppose it’s natural to worry over Bocchi-chan.. but you can’t underestimate her, Kita-chan! That girl has a strong resolve, she’s very passionate. You said it yourself, Kita-chan.”
“I suppose you’re right.”
“Not to say you’re worrying over nothing, though. But if Bocchi really was pressured, she would’ve come to us already. And if that happens, we’ll just have to make sure we’re there for her.”
“Yeah. I understand.”
“Well, if that’s all, let’s get up, Kita-chan! Onee-chan’s gonna riot if she finds both of us slacking off instead of working.”
At this, Kita giggled. “Alright, Ijichi-senpai.”
Both of them walk out of the studio, where they soon find Seika watching over Ryo and Bocchi setting up tables.
“What’s going on, sis?”
“Oh, Niji. There you are. I need you to set up the tables.”
“Why are we laying them out like this?”
“This place is gonna be a cafe for today.”
“Eh?” Nijika looked at her sister like she’s clinically insane.
“The manager has gotten a generous offer from an ‘anonymous’ sponsor to make this happen.” PA-san calmly explained.
Nijika squinted her eyes. Seika averted hers.
“Anyway, get to work. Else I’m docking your pay.”
“Onee-chan, you’re a sellout! How much is it, anyway?” Nijika whispered to PA-san.
PA-san whispered into Nijika’s ear and the drummer immediately paled.
“Ijichi-san?”
“Come on, Kita-chan! Those tables aren’t gonna set themselves!” Nijika said, doing a complete 180.
Kita probably should know better than question her boss, especially when said boss is glaring at her. She moved to help the others setting up the table.
“That’s all of em!” Nijika said, as she set the last seat on the table. “Now tell me onee-chan, who gave us all this money?”
Seika opened her mouth to speak, but before she could formulate a sentence, several figures entered the venue.
“Maa, this is wonderful. Thank you so much for the cooperation, tenchou-san.” Mugi bowed at Seika.
“Don’t mention it.” Seika said, averting her eyes.
“I guess that answers my question, then.” Nijika side-eyed her sister.
Mugi smiled. “I hope you don’t mind, Nijika-chan. We’ll be using the venue today to train for the upcoming festival.”
“W-well, it’s just for one day, so..”
“Splendid. Everyone, we will be working here today!” Mugi addressed the rest of her band.
“W-why?” Mio shakily said.
“It’d be good to see how well you fare in real world situations, Mio-chan.”
“Also it helps build up your confidence, and helps you overcome your stage fright.” Ritsu said. At this, Kita perks up. Gears started spinning in her head.
“Weren’t you complaining about this yesterday, too? How much did she pay you to say that?” Mio blankly asked.
“I-it’s for the best, Mio!” Ritsu hastily stated, hand reflexively moving towards her bag’s pocket where she kept her wallet.
“Manager, I assume you’ve prepared the outfits?”
“Yep. Don’t worry about that. Do you want to try them on now?”
“That would be lovely.” Mugi said, as she and the others followed Seika into the backstage area.
“I guess you can do anything if you have a lot of cash in your pockets.” Ryo commented.
“Ryo, stop pretending you’re poor. You know you could also do this if you wanted to.”
“Gotoh-san!” Kita suddenly said.
“W-wh-Yes, Kita-san?”
“Let’s join them!”
“HUH?!” The three girls all gawked at her.
“Ritsu-san was right! It’ll help you overcome your stage fright!” Kita said, looking at Hitori.
“I-i-i…”
“You’ll be playing the role of a maid, as practice for playing Juliet, and since it’s within the familiar routine of serving customers, this shouldn’t be too hard, right?”
“There’s some merit to it..” Nijika said, mulling it over.
“Do you want to join them too?” Ryo said.
“Eh? Well….sure, what the hell. We’re still gonna have to work our shift anyway. This’ll make it more fun, dont’cha think?” Nijika ultimately concluded.
“Huh? Nijika-san?!”
“Come on Bocchi-chan, we’ll all be with you, so don’t worry!”
Under the expectant looks of everyone- Hitori can’t help but sigh.
“O-okay…”
“Yay!”
Kita suddenly stopped herself. She’s doing it again. Forcing Hitori into uncomfortable situations. She was about to tell Hitori that she doesn’t have to do it if she doesn’t want to, but the pink haired girl had already walked away with Nijika and Ryo.
She really needs to stop being such a terrible friend.
-
“You look cute in that, Azusa-chan!”
“Y-you think so? I think you look cute, too, Mugi-senpai!”
“You too, Ritsu senp- PFFT.”
“Spit it out if you got sumn’ to say!”
“HAHAHA!” The laugh didn’t come from Azusa, rather, Nijika was laughing hysterically at her fellow drummer.
“Ggh…” Ritsu pouts.
“How do I look?” Ryo said, showing off the butler suit to Kita.
“You look dashing as always, Ryo-senpai!” Kita smiled.
“Hm.”
“What’s wrong, Ryo-senpai?”
“I was expecting you to- nevermind.” Ryo said.
“Eh, what do you mean, Ryo-senpai?”
“What’s taking Hitori-chan and Mio-chan so long?” Yui said, putting her ears up to the dressing room.
“They’re just getting ready, Yui-senpai. Stop creeping around and just fix your suit!” Azusa said, as she buttoned Yui’s suit properly.
“Ehehehe… thanks, Azu-nyan..”
The dressing room’s door eventually opened to reveal both Mio and Hitori in a butler and maid outfit respectively.
“KYAAA! Gotoh-san! You look so cute! Can you let me take a picture, please?” Kita squealed, taking in Hitori’s appearance.
“Huh. There it is.” Ryo said.
“P-please.. no pictures..”
“You look great, Mio-chan.” Nijika said.
“Thanks… let’s just get this over with..” Mio said defeatedly.
Mugi nods. “Well, it’s simple really. Just remember your training, Mio-chan, Ricchan. It might take a bit to get accustomed to the environment, but just remember to smile and be welcoming towards the customer.”
“Smile…”
“Let’s try it, Azu-nyan!”
“Welcome!” Yui said, smiling sweetly.
“Please come again.” Azusa replied.
“Hai, hai, aren’t you two cute.” Ritsu said blankly.
“You try it, Ricchan!”
Ritsu glanced to her side. Mugi nodded encouragingly. She forces out a smile, “Thank you for your patience.”
Yui and Azusa clapped. “You’re so cute, Ricchan.”
“PFFT-”
“Piss off, Nakano!”
“Oi, you done in there? We’re about to open.”
“We’re ready, sis!” Nijika chirped.
“Hm.” Seika eyed her little sister in her maid outfit. “Come along now.”
“Where’s Akiyama-san?” Kita asked.
“She’s hiding over there!” Yui said, pointing at the closet.
“!!”
“Oi, come now, Mio.” Ritsu said, moving towards her friend.
“I’ll pass, we have enough hands on deck to serve.”
“This is training for us. Why would you let the others do everything?”
“Sigh. Alright.”
They exited the dressing room to find everyone else already serving customers.
“Thank you for your patience!”
“Let me take your order.”
“How can they do it so well..?” Mio said, observing the others.
Ritsu meanwhile, eyed the corner where Kita is currently consoling a shaken up Hitori. Mio followed her gaze.
“Ah well, the rest of us might’ve built up an immunity thanks to a certain someone.” Ritsu said, and Mio immediately thought of their advisor’s unfortunate habits.
“Excuse us?” a pair of customers sounded.
“Ah, they need you out there.”
“Eh, why me?”
“I’ll take the next customer. You go.”
“B-but!”
“Oiiii- senpai! A bottle of sochu please!” A sudden interruption in the form of a drunk, magenta haired woman entered the cafe.
“I changed my mind, Mio you can-”
Mio immediately scurried towards the two customers calling after her, which left Ritsu to be the one handling the drunk.
“Serves me right.” Ritsu muttered defeatedly.
“Eeh? What’s goin on’ round here?” Hiroi said, confusedly looking around the place.
Prepare yourself Ritsu. Just smile and be welcoming. Remember your training!
“Welcome! Table for one?”
“Eh? Oh, hii Ri-chaaan! Why’re you dressed like that?”
Ritsu had to hold her breath as the smell of alcohol began invading her nostrils. Just bear with it, Ritsu! “A-ah, just for today, STARRY will be a temporary cafe. Would you like me to take you to your seat?
“Ahhh….” Hiroi said, finally understanding the situation. “Suree.. take me to my seat!” Hiroi giggled.
Ritsu walked Hiroi to an empty table. Hiroi made a scene for herself by falling backwards while trying to take a seat. Ritsu prayed to every god that is up there to give her strength to deal with this woman today.
“Are you ready to make your order?”
“R-right! Umm… wait, what should I order…?”
Ritsu forces out a smile. “You can read the menu laid out in front of you and decide, onee-san.”
Hiroi looked down at the table, where the menu was placed. “Oh, ahahaha! When did this get here?” Hiroi said, picking up the menu.
“It’s been there the entire time.” Ritsu replied patiently.
Hiroi began reading the menu, but was momentarily distracted by a passing Azusa. “Oh, oh Azusa-chan!” She said, waving her hand obnoxiously.
“Oh, nee-san. I didn’t expect to see you here.” Azusa said warily.
“Are you guys all dressing up? My, that’s cute! Hic- ah.. If only I was still young and it was still acceptable for me to walk around in cute maid outfits..” Hiroi began to ramble.
“R-right. Well, I have to go, nee-san.”
“Have fun out there, haha!” Hiroi said, waving her hand again.
Azusa spares a sympathetic glance at Ritsu’s pleading look, before leaving to tend to another customer. Ritsu sighed.
“Have you decided on your order?” Ritsu pushes.
“Huh, what? Oh, right!” Hiroi said, looking back at her menu.”Almost forgot.”
It was quiet for an uncomfortable amount of time.
“Onee-san? Something the matter?”
“I- i might’ve forgotten my wallet, hehe..”
Ritsu had to suppress the urge to scream. Remember your training, Ritsu! Refrain from killing this woman!
-
“Are you ready, Gotoh-san?”
Hitori shook her head vehemently. Kita was having second thoughts at the current sight of Hitori. She was a mess.
“Gotoh-san, I’m so sorry. Let’s just go back to the dressing room if you don’t wanna do this.”
To Kita’s surprise, however, Hitori shook her head again.
“I-i need to do this!” She said, determinedly.
“Gotoh-san… It’s fine, you don’t have to push it…”
“N-no… I’m tired of being a coward… everyone in our class is counting on m-me. I-i-i want to improve, Kita-san, to be worthy of the same stage as y-you, and the rest of the band!”
Kita was taken aback. Gotoh-san, she- she’s so cool! Kita can feel her heart beating even faster. Why is it doing that?
“Kita-chan, Hitori-chan!”
Kita looked at Yui, who suddenly appeared in front of both of them. Or maybe she’s been there the entire time, and Kita just didn’t notice.
“Can you guys cover for me? I need to use the restroom!”
“I-”
“Thanks, Hitori-chan!”
“W-wait!”
Kita returned her gaze at Hitori. “This is your moment, Gotoh-san!”
Hitori deflated in response.
“Gotoh-san! I thought you said you wanted to do this?”
“I’m still scared…” the deflated girl said from the floor.
“I don’t understand.. You were okay performing a live previously… and yesterday you performed your lines perfectly fine with us..”
“A-ah, I just get nervous in front of strangers! In all those situations I had y-you guys..”
“Well, then how about this? Just imagine that the customers you’re serving are Ryo-senpai and Ijichi-senpai!”
“Eh?”
“You’ll be less nervous serving a familiar face, right?”
“I-i guess..”
“Excuse me?”
“Oh, there’s customers. Gotoh-san, this is your chance!”
“A-ah, yes…”
“Go get them, Gotoh-san! I believe in you!” Kita cheered.
Hitori took a deep breath, bracing herself. “Alright.”
As Hitori approached the customer. Kita had to fight back her tears. "My Gotoh-san is growing up! I’m so proud!"
“W-welcome, a-ah, have a nice day!” Hitori said, bowing.
The customers just stared in confusion. “Uhh… can we make our order?”
“A-ah, yes!” Hitori said, taking out her notebook.
Focus, Hitori! Remember what Kita-san said, just imagine them as Nijika and Ryo-san!
Her vision of the two customers in front of her turned into that of Nijika and Ryo.
“I'll have this cappuccino, please!” Nijika cheerily said.
“Orange juice for me.” Ryo said.
“Right, cappuccino for Nijika-san and orange juice for Ryo-san..” Hitori said, jotting the order down.
“Huh, who’s Nijika?” Nijika said.
The illusion immediately shattered, as Nijika’s face slowly returned back into the customer’s.
“A-ah, s-sorry about that! I-i’ll get your order right away!” Hitori bowed, before immediately scurrying away.
“Is she a highschooler?”
“She’s pretty cute.”
Hitori recollected herself at the counter, where Seika was manning the bar.
“Hmm, Bocchi-chan, what’s up with you?” Seika asked as she noticed Bocchi breathing frantically at the counter.
“I-it’s fine manager..” She panted. “One o-orange juice and cappuccino, p-please…”
“Sheesh, you look like you just ran a marathon or something. Alright, I’ll go get it.”
“Oh, hey, Bocchi-chan! How is it so far?” Hitori turned to find Nijika smiling at her.
“I-i’m about to serve the cappuccino that Nijika-san ordered..”
“What?”
“Uhh…!” Crap! She did it again!
“Bocchi-chan, here’s the cappuccino and orange juice-”
Bocchi immediately snatched the tray out of Seika’s hands. Seika wasn’t expecting Bocchi to move that fast, and furtively stepped back in shock.
“T-thanks, manager! I-i’ll have to serve t-this, t-talk to you later, Nijika-san!”
“Wait, Bocchi-chan!” Nijika called, but Bocchi was already scampering away. “Sis, what was that about?”
Seika just shrugged. “Beats me.”
“H-here’s your order!” Bocchi said, handing the customers their order.
“Oh, thanks.”
Phew! She did it! Wait, think! Wasn’t there supposed to be another thing she has to do? That’s right, smile!
“A-ah..”
The two customers looked up to meet her eyes. Bocchi gulped.
She forces out the least creepy smile she could muster. “E-enjoy your drinks…”
Hitori left the table and the two customers, who were shuddering.
"That smile... was that a threat..?" One of them whispered.
“Gotoh-san!” Kita greeted her. “How did it go?”
“I-i don’t think picturing people as Nijika-san will help, K-kita-san..”
“Eh?”
-
Mio forced herself through the motions of serving customers. The whole process were quite taxing- so taxing that she didn't even realize that she was the only one left serving customers.
“W-where is everyone?” Mio looked around to find none of her band members in sight, only the girls from kessoku band, serving the other customers.
“Goddammit. Ritsu must’ve been behind this! I know I should have never trusted her.” Mio said, leaning against the wall.
At that moment, Hitori passed by.
“A-ah, Akiyama-san…”
“Oh, hey, Hitori.”
“W-we need you out there, the others seem to have taken a b-break.. And Nijika is busy supervising Hiroi nee-san washing the dishes..”
Dammit, if someone needs a break, it’s me! I’m gonna kill that baka.
“Right. Just give me a second." Mio said.
“A-are you okay, Akiyama-san?”
“No.” She replied curtly.
“O-oh… okay…”
Hitori shuffled awkwardly at her response. Mio sighed. No, this isn’t right. She shouldn’t be mad at Hitori, she didn’t even do anything.
“No, sorry.. I shouldn’t have snapped at you, you didn’t do anything.”
“A-ah, right..”
There was an awkward pause after that. It occurred to Mio that despite their bands frequently meeting up, She and Hitori in particular barely talked with each other. Maybe due to the fact that both girls are somewhat shy, and neither want to initiate the conversation.
“D-do you maybe wanna talk about it?”
Mio looked up in surprise at that. Hitori, initiating the conversation? She could only afford to be shocked briefly, however, as she still needs to answer her question.
“W-well.. It’s nothing, really. It’s just… I feel kinda pressured into this role.”
“A-ah, I get the feeling…”
“Right? Ugh. I don’t have anything against Mugi, but she’s very pushy about this. And that baka, sometimes I swear she’s just going along with it to bully me! I know she doesn’t want to be put in this role either, so why go out of her way to make it harder for me?”
“U-um..”
Mio looked at Hitori. Ah, that might’ve been too overwhelming for the poor girl.
“Sorry, that might’ve been too much.”
“N-no, it’s fine. Like I said, I get the feeling…”
Hitori played with the hem of her skirts. Mio waited for the girl to elaborate.
Hitori exhaled. “Y-you know, it’s very similar to Kita’s attitude with me… Sometimes she just feels too overbearing and p-pushy.. B-but it’s not necessarily bad! I-i think..”
Mio raised an eyebrow. “How so?”
“W-well, you know what kind of girl I am, I-i couldn’t talk or interact with strangers for the life of m-me.. And to have Kita-san suddenly pushing this role onto m-me.. Where I have to act in front of a bunch of s-strangers.. It’s overwhelming, I-i guess..”
Hitori paused to take a breath. This might be the most Mio ever saw her talk. “B-but I recognize that it’s necessary in some form.. I can’t keep b-being that introverted shy loner forever.. Even though it’s easier for me to do so.. S-so.. while it’s a bit annoying, I guess I’m sort of glad Kita-san is there to give me the push, y-you know?”
Mio took a moment to take in everything Hitori said. She can’t help but recognize the similarity of their situation. But is the situation she has with Kita comparable to what’s going on with her? Mio stopped to think.
She sighed. Well, she supposed that Hitori had a point. Mugi, and even to an extent, Ritsu, must’ve had a reason to do what they did. Even if it comes off as very pushy sometimes. She suddenly recalled the memory of Ritsu trying to help her with reciting her writing to the entire class back in 4th grade.
In hindsight, the advice Ritsu gave her back then hasn't been too helpful (which she concedes, is understandable given that she and Ritsu were literally what, 10?), but she remembered how hard Ritsu tried to cheer her up and help her build up the courage to recite her writing. Mio can’t help but smile at the memory.
I guess this is just her way of helping, huh? Years passed, and she’s still a kid. Mio sighed.
“You’re right, Hitori.” I guess they’re just trying to help me overcome my stage fright. “Thanks for talking with me.” Mio smiled.
“Ah? Well, ehehehe… it’s no biggie, really…” Hitori began wobbling at the comment.
“Still, I can’t help but still be nervous..”
“Ah, have you tried picturing the customers as your friends? K-kita-san advised that for me but it didn’t quite work out.. Maybe it would with you, though, I don’t know…”
Well, she did serve her friends yesterday to train, perhaps this would be more familiar? Mio tried to picture serving Yui and Ritsu in place of the customers.
“I’ll have a parfait, a cake, vanilla ice cream and uhh- give me a minute..” Yui said.
“Certainly.”
“Give me a huge serving of milkshake, in a bucket!”
“W-we can’t take such orders..”
“What? Sure you can! Just put the shake on a bucket! What do you mean you can’t?”
Mio felt one of her eye twitch. “All this does is just piss me off..”
“A-ah.. w-well I guess that means it doesn’t work on anyone, haha… Maybe we really should stop giving out this advice to others…” Hitori said.
-
“Thank you again for your cooperation today, Manager-san.”
“Don’t mention it, and if you ever have some other crazy plans you wanna enact at STARRY, just give me a call. As long as you have money to afford it, of course.”
“How shameless can you be, onee-chan..” Nijika shook her head.
“Well, how was it, Mio-senpai? Did the training work?”
“It must’ve! Look, she has a perfect smile on her face!” Yui pointed at Mio’s smiling figure.
“A-ah, actually s-she’s been smiling like that for a very long t-time now… I think her face is stuck like that.” Hitori said.
“Eh, is that right, Mio?” Ritsu asked. Mio nods.
“It hurts.”
“W-well then, let me help with that.” Ritsu said, as she pinched Mio’s face, causing her face to contort in pain.
“It’s back…” Mio said, nursing her cheeks.
“Mio-chan’s Mio chan again!” Yui said.
“Sorry about that, Mio.” Ritsu said, smiling awkwardly.
Mio immediately glares at her. “Sorry won’t cover it! How could you just leave me alone back there?”
“H-hey, you weren’t alone! You had Hitori, Ryo and Kita, right?”
“That’s not what i meant! You left me! We were supposed to be in this together!”
“I just thought you would have performed better if you’re in a pinch, you know, like in our concerts?” Ritsu tried to reason.
In response, Mio just chopped the drummer on the head. Ritsu wallowed in pain as a cartoonishly huge bump formed on her head.
“Woah. Drama.”
“Ryo, shut up.”
“Ricchan, Mio-chan.” Mugi suddenly said.
The two girls being beckoned turn towards her. Mugi was wearing a melancholic look.
“I’m sorry if I pushed you both too hard.. I realize that my actions could have been read as too controlling and overbearing the last few days, but I only did what I thought was best for you both! I realize that is no excuse, so I will take full responsibility for it. If you want to hit me or berate me too Mio-chan, you can. Please just don’t single out and blame Ricchan for this.” Mugi bowed.
“Eh, Mugi, that’s not-” Mio waved her hand frantically. “I’m not mad at you, or anything! S-sure it might’ve come off as a bit pushy at times, but I realize that it was necessary. I want our cafe to succeed as well.” At this, Mio eyed Hitori, who offered a shaky smile in return.
“Is that so? I’m glad. Thank you for being understanding, Mio-chan.”
“Shouldn’t I get a moment of understanding too?” Ritsu winced.
“Don’t push it.” Mio said, although her lips curled into the smallest of smiles.
“And to answer your question, I guess it worked, Azusa-chan. At least, I hope so.”
“So my methods worked after all!”
“I said don’t push it.”
-
After a while, HTT bid farewell to kessoku band, who stayed back to clean up STARRY.
“Are we getting paid double for this?” Nijika asked her sister.
“Hm. I’ll think about it.” Seika responded.
“I know how much Mugi-chan paid you, sis! You better share all that money with us!”
“I really could use the greens for more greens.” Ryo looked around the room. “By that I meant grass.”
“C-couldn’t you buy actual food with the money?” Bocchi asked.
“Oh, right.”
“Well, I think we’re pretty much all done here! You guys can go home for now.”
“A-ah, okay.. Thanks for today, Nijika-san..”
“Nijika, can I bunk with you tonight?”
“Oi, you. Just check if you still have spare clothes in my room.”
“Will do.”
“Well, see you two Monday!” Nijika said, as she saw Hitori and Kita out the door. “Good luck with the play! I hope today helps you build up courage to overcome your stage fright, Bocchi-chan. It might also help with our concerts too, haha.”
“A-ah, yes… it might’ve helped a bit..”
“Well, see ya!” Nijika waved, as Kita and Hitori waved back, climbing up the stairs out of STARRY.
Hitori and Kita walked silently under the night sky, which was odd for Hitori. Usually, the redhead would be running her mouth right now, talking with Hitori over everything that had happened today. While sometimes she wished Kita would tone down the talking, this silence is just eerily uncomfortable.
“Gotoh-san!” Kita suddenly said, breaking the previous silence.
Hitori looked back at Kita, and was taken aback. She was close to crying.
“I’m sorry! The truth is.. I know you threw away that application form! But I turned it in anyway! I’m so, so sorry for that, and for forcing you into the school play! I realized that now, from what Akiyama-san said earlier, how uncomfortable it probably made you feel.” Kita bowed.
Kita waited for the moment where Bocchi would chastise her, where she would be angry and call off their friendship because she messed up so, so bad.
“Thank you.”
“Huh?”
“T-thank you for doing it. I was f-freaked out at first, but now I’m looking forward to it. Both the concert and the play.”
Kita looked on in disbelief.
“T-that wouldn’t happen if you didn’t turn in the application, o-or voted for me So, thank you, Kita san. For having faith in me..”
“G-gotoh-san..”
In the heat of the moment, Kita ran up to Hitori, and took both of her hands in hers.
“Gotoh-san! I’ll promise I’ll practice as hard as I can for both the festival and the play! Let’s make our culture festival the best it can be!”
“O-okay..”
They continued walking under the night sky. This time however, the previous tension has been lifted.
The truth is, I wanted to perform with Gotoh-san at the culture festival.
Because Gotoh san. Gotoh-san is-
Notes:
Not much to say here, but i had to cut out a part in the middle to make the story flow better. Originally ritsu and mio had a talk where ritsu expressed how she finally understood why mio doesnt like being put under the spotlight, and how theyre in this together and all that junk. I figured while this would be a sweet moment between mio and ritsu, having bocchi sympathize with mio due to their similar situation would be better for the premise of the overall fic. I feel like even though these two are probably the most similar, they dont have enough interactions yet and i wanted to fix that here
Also yeah i just swapped the two cultural festivals cause i thought itd be funny and hey its an au anyway so might as well go nuts
Dont ask why everyone just went along with starry being turned into a maid cafe, money talks, thats the answer
Chapter 9: Girls in Distortion!!
Summary:
Kessoku band goes to Sakuragouka's culture festival. They've met new faces along the way.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“....and we’re all invited!”
Kita finished reading the message Yui had just sent her regarding their upcoming school festival, to visit their maid cafe. Kessoku band had just finished their shift at STARRY for the night, and were now gathered on one of the livehouse's tables, having small talks when the notification came through Kita’s phone.
“Huh, well. That’s nice.” Ryo said.
“Well we already knew about their maid cafe, didn’t think they’d invite us though!” Nijika said, looking over the text message Kita was reading off her phone.
“We should definitely go! You guys don’t have anything going on that weekend, right?” Kita asked her two seniors.
“Nah.”
“Nope.”
“Me neither! This is perfect! Oh, I forgot, what about you, Gotoh-san?"
Kita turned around to look for her pink bandmate, but she was nowhere to be seen.
“Uh, where’s Gotoh-san?”
“Uhhh…Kita-chan, she’s there.” Nijika said, pointing at a nearby trash can.
“What? Gotoh-san, come out!” Kita said, lifting the girl out of the trash can.
Nijika and Ryo swapped worried looks.
“What is it this time?” Nijika sighed, expecting another round of "Bocchi time".
“I-i can’t go to a culture festival! I-it’s too crowded.. So many people, I-i’ll die!”
“What? Haven’t you gone through culture festivals during elementary and middle school?”
“T-that’s the thing! They’re a bane for introverts everywhere! I-if you refuse to participate or chant in s-solidarity, you’ll be burned at the s-stake!” Hitori said as she visualized a very graphic re-enactment of a person being burned at the stake by a crowd of angry extroverts.
“That’s not true! No one is going to be burned at the stake in modern day, Gotoh-san!”
“Geez, and to think you would’ve gotten over this by now, Bocchi-chan. You’ve played in a live already, y’know?” Nijika shook her head. “Oh yeah, how’s your rehearsal going, Kita-chan?” Nijika asked.
“Oh, it’s been great!” Kita chirped. “Gotoh-san has made so much progress! She doesn’t look like she’s about to barf when reading her lines anymore! I’m so proud!”
“Sounds like a major improvement.” Ryo said, nodding.
“Ahahaha..” Nijika laughed awkwardly. “So everything’s set for your performance, then?”
“Mmm-hmm! Sattsu said, “Well this is the best we can get.” And everyone pretty much agreed!” Bocchi nodded.
“Sounds like she is just accepting her impending failure more than anything.” Nijika exasperatedly said.
“Oh, Sattsu is just like that, she loves to joke! I’m sure she’s fine!” Kita obliviously said, as Hitori visibly deflated.
“Well, you’re her friend. So i guess I’ll just trust you on that. When’s the play, anyway?”
“It’s on the first day of the festival next week!”
“So right after the play, it’s immediately the concert for you and Bocchi-chan, huh?”
Bocchi jerked violently at that.
“Gotoh-san, are you okay?”
“J-just thinking of what would happen next week, I-i feel like I’m gonna explode!”
“Please don’t explode, Bocchi-chan! We just cleaned the countertops! Onee-chan’s gonna be so mad if you bocchi’d all over the place again!”
“W-what if we bombed the performances, Kita-chan? I-i might forget my lines during the play, o-or something inexplicable might happen during our concert, l-like the equipment might be faulty, o-or someone got too rowdy and starts making a ruckus in the a-audience..”
“It’s fine, Bocchi. There’s four of us. We’ll share the shame 4 ways.”
“UE-”
“Ryo-senpai, that’s not helping! None of that is going to happen, Gotoh-san!” Kita said, holding both of Bocchi’s hands.
Bocchi looked down. “I’ve seen this happen so many times! E-everything’s going well for you, and then, BOOM! Everything goes to ruin because of one m-mishap!”
“Where have you seen something like that happen?” Kita asked, brows furrowing.
“M-manga…”
“Gotoh-san…” Kita sighed exasperatedly, albeit not in an annoyed way. She squeezed both of Hitori’s hand, rubbing her thumb in a soothing motion on the back of her hand.
“That’s not gonna happen. Real life isn’t a manga.” Kita said, in a tone a mother would use to tell their children that santa isn’t real. “Just calm down, okay? You always create these wild scenarios in your head, but you know the probability of them happening is low, right? Calm down, I’m here.” Kita gently said.
Hitori slowly looked back up. Kita smiled and pats her head, eliciting a small giggle out of the pink guitarist.
“Err…”
“Oh, Ijichi-senpai! Were you saying something?”
Nijika was looking at them with a pink flush on her cheeks. Ryo for the most part looked the same as always, though Kita could feel her something behind that unreadable stare. Both swapped another round of glance.
“N-nevermind, we’ll unpack all of that later! You guys have been working hard, huh?” Nijika hastily said.
“Y-yeah…” Hitori said weakly.
“Well then how about I treat you after all of this is over? To reward you guys for all the hard work you’ve done!”
“You’d do that, senpai?”
“Mm-hmm! Gotta make sure to treat my band members right!” Nijika smiled.
“You’re the best, senpai!” Kita smiled back at her, deploying her Kit-aura to the fullest extent.
“T-thanks, Nijika-san…”
“Looks like you’re getting dethroned, Ryo-senpai.” Nijika said teasingly.
“Whatever.”
“Eh, what are you guys talking about?” Kita asked.
“Nothing, Kita-chan! So anyway! We all agree we’re going to Yui-chan’s school festival?”
“I’m down!”
“Yeah, sure.”
Everyone turned towards Hitori.
“Gotoh-san?” Kita tilts her head, pulling the saddest pleading puppy look she could’ve mustered.
Hitori cast one glance at Kita’s expression and relented. “A-alright…”
“Yay!”
Nijika swaps glances with Ryo again.
“I want the sun to explode.” Ryo said.
-
Meanwhile, at another livehouse, another band has just finished their performance.
“That’s all from us tonight, thank you, FOLT!”
“Ohtsuki-chan!”
“Marry me, Hasegawa-san!”
“I love you, Honjo-san!”
“I think I saw something pearly white next to Uchida-san. Guys, should we do something?”
The audience kept on cheering as the members of SIDEROS began leaving the stage.
“Another packed venue tonight, ain’t that something.” Akubi said, collapsing on a couch.
“I think one of the audience members staring intensely at you, we should really hunt him down later.” Yuyu giggled.
“I’m not interested.” Akubi said in a bored voice.
“I wasn’t talking to you, Akubi~”
“Then who-”
“Why do you even have to ask at this point, Akubi? She’s talking to one of her ‘friends'.” Fuko answered.
Akubi immediately got up from the couch and took a seat on one of the other chairs in the room instead.
“Can you tell your friends to not sit next to me?” Akubi shivered.
“Oh, that’s just rude, Akubi. You’re breaking their little hearts.” Yuyu pouted.
“Oh, there's more than one. Got it.” Akubi said, dragging her chair further from the couch.
Over all this commotion, Fuko noticed that one person had been eerily quiet. She turned around to find her band senpai, Yoyoko, locked onto her phone.
“Ohtsuki-senpai, everything okay?” Fuko asked.
“Huh, what?” Yoyoko looked up from her phone. “Uh.. yeah, I’m fine.”
“I noticed you’re not doing your usual post concerts analysis, what’s up?” Fuko egged on.
“Isn’t it obvious? She’s waiting for a message from her ‘new’ friend.” Akubi said from her seat.
Yoyoko flushed a deep red at the remark. “Oh, shut up!” She pouts, turning her face away.
“Hai, you’re so cute when you’re sulking, senpai.” Akubi sneered.
“Ah, Yui-chan hasn’t messaged you yet?” Fuko asked.
“No, and it’s not like I care! Maybe she’s just busy, it happened before! She’ll definitely send something tomorrow!” Yoyoko said.
“You’ve been saying that for the past week. You know you could just send a message to her first, right?” Akubi stated matter of factly.
“Maybe she just doesn’t want to look desperate~” Yuyu suggested.
“S-shut up, seriously! I’m not desperate! Geez, when did you guys become so nosey!” Yoyoko scowls, putting her phone on the table with such force.
Her friends just giggled at her flustered reactions.
“Honestly, we’re glad you found another friend, but your insistence on downplaying it is just kinda adorable, senpai.” Akubi said.
“I-i’m not downplaying anything!” Yoyoko sputtered. “Well, anyway, I don’t care if she doesn’t text me. A-and I’m not texting her first because she should’ve been the one seeking me! I’m the great Ohtsuki Yoyoko, and to be my friend is a privilege! At least I still got you guys here- to l-listen to my post concert analysis, of course!”
Fuko smiled. “Of course, senpai.”
“First of all, I-”
At that exact moment, Yoyoko’s phone buzzed, and she immediately scrambled to get it from the table.
“Not desperate, huh?”
“Finally! I knew she wouldn’t have forgotten about me! We’re still friends after all!” Yoyoko said, as she unlocked her phone.
“Does she really get so few notifications she immediately thought it was Yui-chan?” Fuko said to Yuyu.
“Maybe we should text her more often.” Yuyu whispered.
Yoyoko reads the text message, her ecstatic expression soon turning into a bemused one.
“What’s wrong, senpai?”
“Oh, Hirasawa Yui was just inviting me to her school festival tomorrow.”
“That’s great! We should all go!” Fuko said enthusiastically.
“Sure! My friends has expressed missing Akiyama-san~”
“I pray for that poor girl.” Akubi said. “Anyway, they’re still on for that concert at their school festival?”
Yoyoko looked at her phone, eyebrows furrowing. “Yeah, it’s on the second day of the festival. For the first day, they’re inviting us to their….”
“... Maid cafe?”
“Huh?”
“That’s what their class is going to be doing apparently.” Yoyoko said.
“Interesting. So each class is doing their own thing for the festival, right?” Fuko said.
“You think there’s gonna be a haunted house at that festival?” Yuyu asked.
“Every culture festival I’ve been to always has a haunted house.” Akubi responded.
“Sweet! Then I don’t mind going!”
“Yeah, me too!” Fuko exclaimed. “..not for the haunted house, though.” She quickly added.
“Well, maybe they have a gaming club or something there that’ll host an event. I mean, it beats doing nothing on the weekend. I’m in.” Akubi said.
Yoyoko however, was still silent.
“Senpai? What’s wrong? Are you thinking of not coming?’
“H–huh, no! Of course not! I-i’ll come! I already promised Hirasawa Yui i’d come.”
“Then why are you looking at your phone that intensely?”
“She’s probably just savoring every inch of that message. The first message I’ve gotten from Hirasawa Yui after weeks, Kyaaa~” Akubi does a crude impression of their leader.
“S-shut up! That’s not it!” Yoyoko said, flustered.
“I assume this means we’re all going, then? Great~ I don’t want to go there on my own, My spirit friends hate spending time out in the sun.”
While Yuyu rambled on about her ghoulish companions to a reluctant Akubi, Yoyoko cast her gaze on her phone again.
First message I got from Hirasawa Yui in a week…. she squealed internally. I must cherish this.
-
“..is that all?” The cashier said to the two girls standing opposite to him.
“Can we get a receipt?” Azusa said.
“And address it Sakourugoka High, Class 2-1.” Jun added.
“Of course.” The cashier happily provided.
After sorting through all their groceries, Azusa and Jun walked out of the convenience store, hands full of supplies for the teahouse their class is doing for the school festival.
The day every student in Sakuragaoka has been waiting for has finally come. The school ground was filled with booths set up by the students and crowds of people all walking around to see all the festival has to offer. Of those many people, Jun and Azusa were one of them, navigating through the masses to get to their own established venue in their classroom.
“Maybe we should’ve gotten some milk too?” Azusa said.
“We could probably wait until we need more.” Jun replied.
“Haaah, why is it so chaotic?” Azusa whined.
“Well that’s to be expected on the first day. Frankly, I'm disappointed that we decided on a teahouse of all things.” Jun sulked.
Azusa stared blankly at her friend. “Don’t tell me you’re still hung up on the fact we didn't go with your idea?”
“Look, all I’m saying is that a wrestling match would draw in more eyes! Have you seen some of the girls in our class? Satou-chan is practically built for it.” Jun passionately defended.
“Mou, Jun. You just want to see those girls fight for your own entertainment. Satou-chan would never hurt as much as a fly.”
“Whatever.”
In their trek to go back to their classroom, the two girls passed by the auditorium. Azusa stopped to look at the board placed in front of it, which has activities scheduled written down on it.
We’ll have our concert here tomorrow. Will we be okay? We’ve barely practiced due to their maid cafe… Azusa thought to herself.
“Hm. Azusa, what’s wrong?”
Azusa was brought back from her thoughts. “Nothing. Let’s head back to the classroom.”
This time however, Jun was the one who stopped in her tracks. Azusa tried to figure out what's wrong, and she noticed Jun staring at the commotion happening on a nearby stall. Lots of people were gathered around one booth specifically.
“What’s going on over there?” Jun muttered.
“I don’t know..”
“Wanna take a closer look?”
“But what about these?” Azusa said, lifting up one of the plastic bags she’s holding.
“It’ll be quick. I just wanna see what’s going on over there.” Jun said, already walking to the booth.
“Ah, Jun, wait up!”
As they both approached the stall, Azusa could finally see that the booth was some sort of shooting game, and familiar figures were standing around the booth, with one of them holding the prop gun, acing the game.
The girl pulled the trigger, and with perfect accuracy, shot down all the boxes propped up as targets on the other end. The crowd around her cheered.
“Great shot, Ryo!”
“Ah, Ryo-san, Nijika san.” Azusa greeted.
Nijika turned towards Azusa, smiling when she recognized who called after them.
“Azusa-chan! Jun-chan! Fancy meeting you here!” Nijika said.
“Sup.” Ryo said simply.
“What are you two doing here?” Azusa asked.
“Winning.” Ryo said, aiming her gun before successfully shooting down another target.
“Yui-chan invited us to come to your school festival. They really want us to see their maid cafe, haha!” Nijika explained.
“Ah, right. Of course they wanted you to see the fruits of their labor.”
“Are you not also in their maid cafe, Azusa-chan?”
“I’m still in second grade, Nijika-san. Me and Jun’s class is doing a teahouse, actually.”
“Ah, right. I forgot you’re actually a year younger than them sometimes, Azusa-chan. I guess it’s because you’re so mature compared to your bandmates.”
Azusa blushed. “W-well, thanks, Nijika-san.”
“Haha. So easily flustered are you, Azusa-chan? You remind me of Bocchi-chan.”
“Speaking of, where is she?” Jun interjected. “Did you not come with her and Kita-chan?”
“Oh, we did, but uhh-”
“Everyone!”
“Speak of the devil.” Nijika said, turning around.
“Azusa-chan, Jun-chan!” Kita greeted the two, while dragging one of the huge trash bin scattered around the school grounds.
“Kita-chan, so glad to see you again! Where’ve you been? I haven’t seen you in the last couple Mio fan club meetings!” Jun said.
“Huh?” Nijika looked confusedly at Kita.
“Nevermind that, Ijichi-senpai, hahahaha!” Kita nervously laughed. “Not so loud, Jun.” She whispered harshly.
“Whoops. My bad.”
“Hey, Kita-chan. You’re on your own? Where’s Hitori-chan? Also why are you carrying that trash bin?” Azusa asked.
“That’s cause Gotoh-san is inside! Come on out, Gotoh-san! It’s Jun and Azusa-chan!” Kita said, as she opened the lid to the trash bin, revealing a disheveled, wild looking Hitori inside.
The first thing Hitori did after being exposed to the outside was hiss at the incoming sunlight falling directly on top of her face. She reached for the lid and slammed the bin shut.
“U-uhh, is this really necessary?” Jun asked.
“It shouldn’t be. But she jumped straight into one of these trash bins when she got a good look of how many people there are here.” Nijika sighed.
“Gotoh-san! Come on out! I can’t keep dragging this thing everywhere! Someone will bound to tell us off eventually! Also it’s really heavy!” Kita said to the trash bin.
“B-but I feel safe here!” The trash bin replies.
“Don’t be ridiculous Gotoh-san! Come out!” Kita said, opening the lid again and pulling an unwilling Hitori out of the trash bin.
“G-gah! Please don’t burn me at the stake!” Hitori said, as soon as she got on her feet.
“What?”
“Don’t mind that, Azusa-chan. You know how Bocchi-chan is, haha. Overactive imagination!” Nijika said.
“Gotoh-san, come on! What do we say when we want to greet our friends?” Kita chided like an apprehending mother.
Hitori, finally realizing the presence of Jun and Azusa, bowed as she greeted them.
“A-azusa-chan! J-jun-chan! It’s an honor to meet you two again.”
“H-hitori-chan.. It’s fine, we saw each other last week, remember?” Azusa said. It amazes her how even after countless meetings, Hitori was still unable to greet people she knew normally.
“So that’s what they call dumpster diving…” Jun muttered.
“K-kita-san, can I come back in now?”
“No! No more trash bin, Gotoh-san!”
“No, Kita-san please! I need this! Or else the extroverts are gonna get me!”
“You mean, like me?”
“Ah, no Kita-san, y-youre, um.. one of the good ones..”
Jun watched the commotion silently, until a lightbulb lit up in her head. “You know what’ll help you calm down, Hitori chan? A nice, warm cup of herbal tea.”
“Jun?” Azusa casts a questioning look at her friend.
“Hey, we can’t pass up on potential customers. What do you say?” Jun said, turning back at Hitori and the others.
“Why not? Nothing like supporting our friends! And we’ll get tea too, it’s a win-win!” Nijika said.
“Will it be quieter with less people than out here..?” Hitori said, throwing wary looks around.
“Well, we try to maintain a calm and peaceful atmosphere, but we don’t know how many people there’ll be when we get back there.” Azusa replied.
“I-i’ll take it! Anything to get out of the crowds!’ Hitori said, desperately clinging onto any lifeline at this point. Kita smiled brightly at that.
“Well, can you show us the way there, Azusa-chan?” Nijika said.
“Of course, Nijika-san.”
“We could take a couple of detours on our way there! It’s your first time visiting Sakuragouka, isn’t it? Let’s give you guys the full experience!”
Azusa rolled her eyes. She began to understand the reason Jun offered them to visit the teahouse.
“Jun, don’t tell me you only offered to show them around to avoid working at the teahouse.” Azusa sternly said.
“What? Noooo… I would never!” Jun said, in the most incriminating way possible. “But we should at least give 'em a tour around the school, don’t ya think?”
“I can’t believe you.” Azusa said defeatedly. Jun just gave her a toothy grin.
“Come on, Ryo, we’re leaving.” Nijika said.
“Hold on, Nijika. I’m about to win this whole thing.”
“You’re paying for yourself for the next round.”
“Let’s go.” Ryo said, immediately putting her gun down.
“Come on, Gotoh-san! That cup of tea’s waiting for us!” Kita smiled encouragingly at Hitori.
“Alright.. If it’s anything like Mugi-san’s.. It’s probably worth it..”
“Then it’s settled, then! Come on, Azusa-chan, Jun-chan!”
-
“Is everything ready over here?”
“In a bit, we’re just setting up the tables.”
“Few minutes before opening time. Are you nervous, Yui chan?” Mugi said, as she tightened Yui’s apron, completing her maid outfit.
“Not at all, Mugi-chan! I practiced a lot for this moment! Here, look at this!”
Yui proceeded to stand perfectly still without blinking for several seconds.
“That’s 10 seconds! I’m as still as a statue!”
“That’s great, Yui-chan.” Mugi clapped.
“Yui, all you need to do is just hold a sign outside the cafe, no need to go that far.” Nodoka said. “Are all of our maids and butlers accounted for?”
“We’re all here and accounted for, prez!” One of the students replied. All around the classroom, students were preparing for opening time, fixing up their bow ties and aprons, setting utensils up on tables, and readying up the kitchen for use.
“Very well, how about our leading women?”
“Sawa-chan is doing some last minute touches on their outfit. She’s very persistent on making this as perfect as possible.”
“Hmmm. I didn’t know sensei was so committed. That’s commendable.”
“Haha! You have no idea, Nodoka-chan!” Yui said.
“Gasp!”
“Oh my god!”
“Akiyama-san, you look so good!”
The three turned towards the commotion to find a gaggle of students gathered around the back of the classroom. Their classmates were currently taking in both Mio’s and Ritsu’s appearance in their respective outfits.
“D-don’t stare too much…” Mio said, shyly hiding her face by pulling up the collar of her suit. As head butler, she was wearing a black coat with long coattails, and a gray vest with white collared shirt, complete with a black tie. As opposed to the more simple white shirt and gray vest combo the normal butlers wear.
“Pardon Moi!” Ritsu said, walking into the scene, clad in her head maid outfit. It’s a long skirt, much more traditional maid outfit compared to the ones the normal maids use, albeit with way more frills.
“Ahh, you look cute too, Tainaka-san!”
Amidst all the commotion amongst the students, Sawako walks by unnoticed, before taking a seat in the corner next to where Nodoka, Yui and Mugi were standing. As soon as she reached her seat, she immediately collapsed onto the windowsill in front of her.
“Sensei, are you okay?” Nodoka asked.
“Ah, I’m fine!” Sawako yawned. There were clear black lines underneath her eyes. “I’ve just spread myself a bit too thin this year, but I'll be fine! I gave it my all to make all these costumes!” She said, stretching her arm out to gesture at the entire classroom filled with students dressed up as maids and butlers. “Don’t you like them?”
“Commendable effort, sensei. We appreciate all your hard work.” Nodoka bowed.
“You look like a panda bear, Sawa-chan!” Sawako only gave a half hearted glare at Yui, clearly too exhausted to be properly mad at that comment about her appearance.
“It’s still so weird looking at you in a maid dress, Ricchan!” Yui commented as Ritsu and Mio walked over towards them.
“I don’t wanna hear that from you.” Ritsu retorts. “What kind of maid has unkempt hair like that?”
“What! But I just brushed it this morning!” Yui said, scrambling to straighten her hair.
“You can use my comb, Yui chan.” Mugi said, comb at the ready in one of her hands.
“I can’t believe I agreed to this….” Mio muttered, still eyeing her outfit warily.
“Mou, do you think Hitori-chan and the others are going to actually show up?” Yui said, as she combed her hair.
“Well, didn’t you get a text back from them already?” Ritsu said.
“Yeah, but we don’t know if they can actually make it or not! Maybe they have emergency band practice or something!”
“I doubt it, Yui-chan.” Mugi gently said. “It’s the weekend. They must’ve set some spare time aside to come visit us.”
“Mou, I’m so excited for them to see what we’ve got in store!” Yui exclaimed.
Mugi nods in excitement.
“I still wished Azu-nyan was able to join us…”
“She has her own class to worry about.” Ritsu said.
“I know, but still!” Yui pouts. “Do you think she’ll come visit us too today?”
“Well, guess we’ll see.”
“And tomorrow we'll still have a concert to play!” Yui exclaimed.
“That’s right, the concert…” Mio suddenly said.
“Mio-chan? Is something the matter?” Mugi asked.
“Hm? Oh, no. It’s- I just realized that tomorrow might as well be our last concert in high school.”
“Oh, You’re right!” Ritsu exclaimed. “Man. Time sure flies huh? Felt like only yesterday I dragged you into the music room.”
“Unwillingly on my part, if I might add.”
“Hey! You didn’t end up regretting it didn’t you? All’s well that ends well!”
“Ah, that was also the day I met you two!” Mugi chimed in.
“That’s right, Mugi! And you didn’t regret joining us instead of the choir club, did you?” Ritsu asked. Mio rolled her eyes.
“Never. Joining this club was the best decision I’ve ever made, Ricchan!”
“I still remember the snacks you guys gave me when we first met…” Yui said, daydreaming about snacks of days long gone.
“Oi, you’re reminiscing about the wrong things here.”
“And after that we played our first concert! That was so fun!”
“Yeah, especially since Mio- Okay, okay! Geez! I didn’t even finish the sentence yet.” Ritsu said, wincing as Mio winds up for a slap.
“And after that we played another concert, and that’s when Azu-nyan joined us!”
“That’s right, Azusa....” Mio muttered.
“What about her?” Ritsu queried.
“You baka. You do realize this could be her last concert with us too?”
“Oh.”
Of course, all senior members of the light music club were aware of the day where this would happen. It just always seemed so far away.
“What’ll happen to Azu-nyan when we’re gone?”
There was silence between the four as they finally addressed the elephant in the room.
“Well, she'll be the next buchou, that’s for sure.” Ritsu said.
“Probably the vocalist too.” Mio added.
“But, she’ll be all alone, won't she?”
“No, of course not! There’s still Sawa-chan.” Ritsu said, glancing at the unconscious teacher slumped next to them. “. …and Ton.”
At that, Yui frowned. “Poor Azu-nyan! Can’t she graduate with us so we don’t have to leave her behind?”
“Don’t be silly, She’s still in second grade.”
“Then I’ll stay behind to keep her company!”
“What? You can’t do that! What’s the point of you attending those summer classes, then?”
Mugi smiled sympathetically. “Don’t be sad, Yui-chan. We knew this would happen eventually. It’s nobody’s fault, really.”
“Then..”
All three looked at Yui, anticipating what she had to say.
“If Azu-nyan visits us today, we’ll have to give her the VIP treatment!”
There was a moment of silence as the others processed Yui’s words.
“Maybe we should.” Mio suddenly piped up.
“Huh?” Everyone turned towards her.
“I-it’s just- I feel we’ve kind of been neglecting her lately, with all this cafe preparation. We’ve barely practiced for the concert!” Mio exclaimed.
“I guess there’s some truth to that.” Mugi agreed.
“I can’t believe that we’re so focused on this cafe that we forgot about this being potentially our last moments with Azu-nyan!” Yui said sadly. “From now on we have to make every moment we spend with her count!”
“Well, then! If she does show, we’ll make sure to treat her like a king! How’s that sound?” Ritsu asked her other three friends.
“Yeah! For Azu-nyan!”
“For Azusa!”
“We’re about to open up now!” One of the students said, breaking the discussion happening between the four.
“What? Oh, crap. We’ve been talking for that long?” Ritsu glanced at the clock hanging above the chalkboard. “Ready, Mio?” Ritsu turned to the girl next to her.
Mio gulped. “W-well, it’s now or never.”
“Hirasawa-san, come here, you’ll be holding the sign outside the cafe!” One of the maids said, holding out the sign Yui was going to be holding.
“On it!” Yui said, moving to retrieve it.
Mugi walked to the front of class and addressed everyone.
“Everyone! We all worked hard to prepare for today, so let’s give it our best and have no regrets!” Mugi said to the classroom. “Is everyone ready?”
“Hai!”
Ritsu elbowed Mio, eliciting a sigh from the latter. “..hai…”
“Then starting now, I-uhh, can someone move sensei out of the dining area? Be gentle now, I think she’s asleep. Alright, thanks. Then starting now, our cafe will be open for business! Yui-chan!”
“Yes, Mugi-chan?” Yui, who was standing next to the door, responded.
“Open the doors! Let the customers in!”
Yui opened the door, revealing a small crowd already gathered around the cafe.
“Hello, everyone! Please file into a single line!” Yui said to the crowd. Our capacity is limited to 15 people, so please wait patiently for your turn!”
“Delivered exactly as written.” Ritsu muttered. She casts a final glance at Mio, smiling encouragingly.
“It’s showtime.”
As the first group of patrons filed in, Mio worked hard to demonstrate her practiced perfect smile.
“Welcome, ladies and gentleman.” She addressed the crowd. “Please have a seat, and let us be of service.”
-
“Here we go!”
“Nice, senpai! You won the jackpot!”
“Yay!”
“A chocolate banana crepe?”
“How would that taste like? Should i just buy the tart flavored one?”
“Why don’t you buy both and give whichever is tastier to me?”
“On it!”
“No casual extortion!”
“What do you think this painting is about?”
“Could be anything!”
They ended up taking no less than ten detours on their way to the teahouse. Hitori expects the festival would be over before they even get to their supposed first destination.
“K-kita-san, are we there yet?”
“Hm? No, Gotoh-san. I promise we’ll get to the teahouse after this, okay?”
“Y-you said that after all of our previous detours so far!” Hitori said.
“I promise this is our last detour! Jun-chan really wants to get her palm read in this booth!”
Hitori starts sulking like a child. Kita sighed and put her hand on her hips.
“Really, Gotoh-san. You should try and enjoy this festival more! Yui-chan and the others would’ve wanted you to enjoy this festival in its entirety too! Not just their cafe and concert!”
“F-fine…”
With that, Hitori retreated back to where Azusa was standing, watching exasperatedly as Jun ran off cheerily to the palm reader booth.
“Oh, Hitori-chan. You’re not getting your palm read?” Azusa asked when she noticed Hitori standing next to her.
“N-no… I don’t want some stranger touching my hand and rubbing lines on my palm. It’s practically sensory overload f-for me..”
Azusa blinked confusedly. “O-okay…” She turned her gaze back at Jun and the others.
“I can’t believe Jun’s dragging her feet this long. They’re gonna come looking for us eventually!” Azusa tapped her feet impatiently. Arms crossed with one hand still holding the plastic bag full of supplies for their teahouse.
“R-right! We should really go to the teahouse after this! N-no more detours!” Hitori was glad to find someone like minded in this case.
“You get me, Hitori-chan.” Azusa sighed.
“I-is that why you aren’t participating in their extroverted activities, Azusa-chan?” Hitori asked.
“Extroverted what-? I just don’t believe in that kind of stuff.” Azusa replied.
“Oh.”
“And besides, I don’t really wanna think about the future right now.” Azusa muttered, suddenly harboring a somber look on her face. Hitori could see Azusa staring off at Jun and the others, but her vision wasn’t focused. Something was on her mind.
“W-why?”
“N-nothing! Just- I-it’s nothing…”
“Oh, sorry…”
Great! You made things awkward, Hitori! Now what should we do? Azusa-chan looked so sad.. But she won’t tell me what it is that makes her sad. What would a normal human being do in this situation? Find a distraction!
Hitori looked around the place to find any sort of activities they could do while waiting for the others that could serve as a distraction for Azusa. They were currently in a hallway, which displayed all sorts of magical and supernatural stuff (which made Hitori quite concerned that a highschool apparently had enough interest for dark supernatural stuff to warrant an entire corner for itself). Eventually, Hitori’s eyes land on one of the attractions.
“A-azusa-chan, what if we do something while we wait on the others?”
“Hm, what did you have in mind, Hitori-chan?”
Hitori pointed to a classroom with a small line forming in front of it. Azusa pales.
“You want to go t-there? A haunted house?!”
“A-ah, I figured it’d be quieter there, you know.. Compared to out here… It gives you more peace of mind to t-think..”
“What part of a haunted house would give you peace of mind?!” Azusa said.
“A-ah.. I always enjoyed dark and gloomy spaces… It’s peaceful in it’s own right..”
Azusa just looked at Hitori in disbelief. Was that weird? Gloomy dark places are where she finds the most peace, after all. Azusa glanced back at the palm reading booth, where Jun is currently fighting the palm reader over her divination on the subject of love prospects.
“You know what? I need the distraction, Let’s go, Hitori-chan.”
“Oh, you do? W-well… yay…” Hitori said, relieved Azusa gave her suggestion the time of the day.
The line had already started dissipating when they got to the entrance. There were only three other people in front of them. The attendee lets them in as three other guests run out of the haunted house screaming.
“Hold it.” The attendee said to the two girls. “You can only enter in a group of three. You have to wait for another person.”
“Oh.”
“M-maybe we can get Ryo-san to join?”
“There’s another girl behind you on her own. Maybe she wants to join your group?”
“Why, I would love to~”
“AHH!” Azusa jumped, the girl had appeared out of nowhere, suddenly standing behind Azusa and Hitori.
“O-oh.. M-hmm..” Hitori wasn’t sure about the prospects of entering with a stranger in tow.
The girl was covered heavily under layers of thick clothing. Scarf, coat, and a beanie to boot. Well, it has gone a bit cold this time of year, but isn’t this a bit overkill? The girl almost looked like they’re trying to actively cover up their appearance with how many things they’re wearing. Hitori thought.
“It’s either that or you’ll have to look for another person.” The attendee said. “Sorry, it’s just the policy.”
“Well, we might as well, Hitori-chan.” Azusa said.
“Ah, I promise I wouldn’t overstep any boundaries~ I’m just here to admire the handiwork of this here haunted house.” The girl said.
Admiring a haunted house? Hitori couldn’t really get behind that sort of thinking. Azusa, however, seems fixated on this stranger, as if she somehow recognized her.
“The way you talk is somehow familiar. Have we met?” Azusa said.
“What ever do you mean?” The girl giggled. “This is the first time we’ve ever met, I assure you~”
Hitori could sense that Azusa wasn’t just going to drop the topic, but before she was able to dig deeper, the three guests that entered before them had run out of the attraction, screaming their souls out.
“Oh my, that seems promising~” The strange girl said.
“You three can come in now.” The attendee said.
With that, Hitori, Azusa, and the strange girl entered the haunted house.
“Well, you’re right about it being quiet here, Hitori-chan.” Azusa said, as they walked deeper in the attraction.
“I-it does remind me of my closet..” Hitori muttered.
Behind them, Hitori could hear their plus one muttering to herself, sometimes whistling and giggling. She could even make out the sound of a camera flash, even though there was a big sign outside prohibiting usage of such devices inside the attraction. Seems like she was serious about coming in to appreciate the handiwork. Hitori didn’t think she'd ever meet someone weirder than herself.
At the first corner, The girls were stopped by a creaking sound. The noise caused Azusa to clutch onto Hitori’s arm.
“W-wha-who’s there?” Azusa said.
From the darkness, A pale figure of a woman steps out, it’s white clothes covered in blood, stitch marks covering her pale face with a syringe stuck on top of her head. The figure jumped and growled at the girls.
“AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!” Azusa shrieked and closed her eyes at the sight, clinging even harder to Hitori.
Seconds passed, and Azusa opened her eyes. Next to her, Hitori was standing, motionless. Apparently not at all bothered by the figure looming in front of her, just staring back at it with a thousand yard stare.
“Impressive!” Their odd companion piped up. “Such attention to detail on the outfit. I love it! And what’s the blood made out of?” She reached out to touch the fabric of the figure’s clothes. “Hmm… red dye.. from the texture, I think I can recognize the brand. Given the dim lighting of this specific venue, I suppose this choice of dye works fine enough, but if you were to explore various other lighting options, I could probably refer you to better synthetic blood options!”
Hitori observed all fear leaving Azusa’s body as it was replaced by mere confusion. She was not alone in this, as the ghost visibly looked dumbstruck at this reaction. If Hitori’s lack of one was already puzzling for her, Azusa doesn’t look like she can fathom what kind of response the ghost is supposed to have for this reaction.
“Umm, we’ll be going now.. I guess.. Wh-where should we go?” Hitori said.
The ghost awkwardly shuffled. Unsure what to do, they merely pointed to the left, and Azusa uttered a quiet thank you before dragging Hitori onto the next point.
“So far so good. For a highschool production, this is not half bad.” There were sounds of scratching on a piece of paper. The girl was taking down notes.
“A-alright. Pause. Who are you, exactly?” Azusa said, turning at their companion.
“Hmm? Oh, I thought you’d figure it out by now, Azusa-chan~”
The girl pulled down her scarf, and Azusa immediately recognized her.
“Uchida-san?!”
“Just Yuyu is fine, Azusa-chan.”
“Y-yuyu-san, I- i didn’t expect to see you here.”
Yuyu giggled. “Did you really expect me to miss out on a haunted house attraction? I simply couldn’t resist. It’s an art form, you know.”
“Does that mean the others are here too?”
“Yup, I split off from the group earlier cause I was just deathly curious about this attraction.”
“Um..”
Azusa turned towards Hitori, finally realizing that this revelation meant nothing to her.
“Ah, Hitori-chan, this is Uchida Yuyu. She’s a- uhh…” Azusa looked at Yuyu briefly. “She’s an acquaintance.” Azusa finished.
Yuyu doesn’t seem at all bothered by how Azusa tries to cover up her affiliation. She merely giggled.
“I wouldn’t personally care if Hitori-chan here knows who I am, Azusa-chan. But I appreciate the thought. Senpai would probably prefer for us to keep our anonymity. She was the one who insisted on the disguise, after all.” Yuyu winked.
“N-nice to meet you?” Hitori shakily said.
An introduction in the middle of a haunted house is really weird, even for Hitori’s standard.
“Likewise, Hitori-chan~ Perhaps further introductions could wait until we are out of here. If my predictions are correct, the next scare would just be around the next corner. I have much more to observe and question out of this attraction!” Yuyu said with delight, as if she was writing a field report.
“A-alright..”
They continued further into the attraction. Needless to say, none of the supposed scare had any lasting impact with Yuyu’s immediate commentary after the thought. Finally, they reached the exit, to Hitori’s relief.
“Azusa!”
“Gotoh-san! There you are!” Kita stalked off towards Hitori.
“Did Azusa ask you to go to the haunted house with her?” Kita asked.
“No, Hitori-chan was the one who asked me to go to the haunted house.” Azusa answered.
“Did she?” Kita said in disbelief. She turned towards Hitori with a wide smile. “Gotoh-san, you did that? I’m so proud of you!” Kita said, pulling her into a hug.
“I don’t think you need to smother her anytime she does anything, Kita-chan.” Jun commented.
“Hush, Jun! This is a big moment for her! She’s actually partaking in the festivities instead of going off to hide somewhere.” Kita said.
“Ahahaha, yeah…” Hitori glanced at Azusa, who averted her eyes. They’re not gonna mention that the reason they entered the haunted house in the first place was basically because of that.
Next to her, Yuyu nudged Azusa on the shoulder, she had already put her disguise back on. “Well, Azusa-chan. It’s been fun. But I think I’m gonna reunite with senpai and the others now. They’re probably looking for me at this very moment.” Yuyu said.
“So you came here without telling them, Yuyu-san?” Azusa stares disapprovingly.
“You remind me of senpai sometimes, Azusa chan.” Yuyu giggled. “I did tell Fuko. Senpai was so dead set on going to Yui-chan’s maid cafe that she refused to do anything else. Looking for me might cause them to explore the area more, and in turn expose senpai to more stuff to do.” Yuyu said.
“That’s quite.. elaborate. Did you really think of all that yourself, Yuyu-san?”
“Me? No. Honestly, it’s just an excuse for me to visit the haunted house~”
Yuyu began walking off. “Welp, might see you in the cafe later! See you, Azusa-chan~”
“Azusa-chan, who was that?” Nijika asked as Yuyu disappeared between the crowd.
“Oh, it’s an… acquaintance.”
Hitori has finally broken free of Kita’s hug, retreating behind Azusa as Kita began talking with Ryo.
“Oh by the way, Hitori-chan.”
“W-what is it, Azusa-san?”
“Thanks, back then. You must’ve noticed i was distressed and offered to go to the haunted house as a reprieve, right? I appreciate it. Even if it didn’t pan out exactly as planned.” Azusa said.
“O-oh, I- ye-yeah. You're welcome.” Hitori stuttered out. “D-do you maybe wanna talk about why you were so distressed in the first place?”
Azusa seemed to ponder that question, but eventually shook her head.
“No, I don’t want to burden you with my problems, Hitori-chan. You’ve done enough in trying to cheer me up.”
“O-oh, alright…” I guess if she doesn’t want to talk about it, she can’t force her, right?
It took Hitori a bit to realize Jun had also walked next to them, frown etched on her face.
“Well? What did she say?” Azusa asked.
“She said that my love prospect was bleak.”
-
After pulling Jun away from yet another detour, they finally arrived at the teahouse. Just as Azusa expected, they’ve gotten an earful from Ui about how everyone was looking for them and was waiting for the supply. Jun immediately got sent to the kitchen to be supervised by the other girls to make sure she doesn’t make another attempt at an escape, while Azusa showed kessoku band their table and served them tea.
“Thanks for the tea, Azusa-chan!” Nijika said.
“Hmm. It doesn’t beat Mugi’s. But it’s good.” Ryo commented.
“No need for that comparison, Ryo.” Nijika chided.
“Ahahaha, any tea would lose if you compare it to Mugi-san’s.” Ui said, as she appeared next to Azusa. “Are you going to my sister’s cafe after this?” Ui asked the group.
“Yeah! I can’t wait to see Akiyama-san in a butler outfit again! Kyaaa!” Kita squealed.
“U-uh, um… I really just wanna get this day over with… so yeah..” Hitori in turn said.
“I see. Why don’t you join them, Azusa-chan? You deserve a break.”
“Huh, really?”
“Hey! Why does she get a break?” Jun said from the kitchen.
“Watching over you is work, Jun!” Ui reprimanded.
“That is true.” Azusa agreed.
“Say hi to my sister for me when you do get there, okay? I think I’ll visit the cafe later if I have time.” Ui said.
“Will do, Ui-chan!”
They quickly finished their tea, now with Azusa in tow, they left the teahouse and walked towards the maid care.
“This cafe better be worth it with how much is being hyped up.” Ryo said absentmindedly.
“Of course it’s gonna be worth it, Ryo! And even if it, um- didn’t, we’re still gonna have to support our friends!” Nijika said.
“It better be worth it given how much practice they sacrificed for this.” Azusa mumbled.
Hitori meanwhile, couldn’t care less whether it was worth it or not. Visiting this cafe will be the bookend for today, and she doesn’t want anything more than just collapse on her futon right about now.
“Well, the cafe should be in their classroom, which should be around her-”
“Ha! You’d better believe I showed up, Hirasawa Yui! It’s an honor to be visited by the likes of me, after all!”
“I thought we’re supposed to be incognito right now. Why are you loudly proclaiming your importance for everyone to hear?”
“T-they don’t need to know why I’m important! I could just be an influencer with a great ISSOSTA following or something!”
“What’s all the commotion? Is this the place? That’s Yui-chan, right?” Kita said, looking at the maid currently holding up a sign in front of the cafe. Yui was currently immersed in a conversation with a group of girls wearing suspicious clothing.
Yui turned towards Hitori and the others, before her eyes landed on Azusa. At this, she smiled brightly and waved them over.
“Azu-nyan! And others! You did show up after all!”
“You were expecting me?” Azusa asked. “A-ah. Ohtsuki senpai.” Azusa added in a whisper, greeting the heavily disguised girl in front of her.
“Nakano Azusa. We meet again.” Yoyoko responded.
“You know these people, Azusa-chan?” Nijika asked.
“Y-yeah, they’re… acquaintances.”
“Do we have to make a reservation to get in?” Ryo said, absolutely uninterested in the group of odd looking girls in front of her.
“Huh? Oh, no! It’s just, the cafe is full at the moment.” Yui smiled. “So both of your groups have to wait here for now. Don’t worry, they’re almost finished.”
“Why couldn’t you make an exception for me? I am the great Oht-uhh, O-” Yoyoko caught herself and sputters, desperately looking at her bandmates to try and come up with an incognito name on the spot.
“Ogawa. Just go with Ogawa.” Akubi harshly whispered.
“Ogawa Yo- Yoko, Ogawa Yoko! Yeah. I have 250k followers on ISSOSTA!” Yoyoko tries to land that absolute failure of a recovery. Akubi facepalmed.
“A-ah, is that Yuyu-san a-at the back? H-hey, Y-yuyu san..” Hitori suddenly said.
At this, Yoyoko snapped her neck to look at Yuyu, who was sweating bullets. It might be either because Yoyoko was glaring at her, or the heavy clothing.
“Y-yeah, Hey, Hitori-chan. It’s me Uchida Yuyu, hahaha. It’s a very common name, no need to google it.”
“Are you sure these people aren’t here to bother you, Yui-chan?” Kita said, stance alert.
“Not at all, Kita chan!” Yui cheerily said, not picking up the building tension.
“We don’t mean any harm! Yui and Azusa-chan here are uhm, acquaintances.” Fuko, who had been silent for most of the interaction, spoke.
“Yeah!” Yui helpfully supplied.
“I see.”
“Mou, I’m so glad that all of my friends showed up to our maid cafe, and at the same time, too! Even Azu-nyan!” Yui said obliviously.
“So you guys are Yui and Azusa’s friends?” Nijika asked skeptically. “How did you guys meet?”
“Oh, umm-” Yoyoko falters, struggling to make up an origin story on the spot.
“We shouldn't have bothered with these disguises in the first place, senpai! Look how much trouble it became!” Akubi whispered harshly.
“Shut up! It’s necessary!”
Seeing this astronomical failure of a performance at display, Azusa decided to step in.
“We met them during Natsu Rock!”
“I-huh-?” Yoyoko sputtered, glancing at Azusa who was winking desperately to try and send a signal. “O-oh yes, that’s right! That’s where we met!”
“Hm? Azu-nyan what are yo-”
“YUI-SENPAI!” Azusa grabbed onto Yui’s sleeves and began to whisper something.
“Oh, okay!” Yui nodded. “Anything for you, Azu-nyan!” Yui chirped. “Yeah, we met at Natsu Rock in the mountains.”
“I see, um- that’s great.” Nijika said. She still seems unconvinced, but neither party seems to want to discuss it, so she dropped the topic.
There was an awkward silence as everyone just stood there, unsure what to do while waiting in queue.
Hitori observed the group of girls standing before her. They looked so awkward with their odd looking outfits and nervousness when speaking. Hitori immediately felt some sort of comradery with them over the fact. She glanced silently at Kita, who was still eyeing the group suspiciously, even after Yui and Azusa backed them up. She knew that Kita was just worried about her friends, but she can’t help but feel unease at the indirect hostility. It’s not their fault they’re awkward. If Kita was able to see past Hitori’s awkwardness, then she should be able to warm up to them too!
“A-ah, so you met at N-natsu fes?” Hitori said, trying to bring down the tension.
Kita looked in amazement, perplexed at how Hitori is making small talk.
The girl wearing a mask behind the short commanding one responded. “Yeah, it was fun. It’s a long story though. So maybe we’ll tell you some other time.” Her tone wasn’t hostile, but the vibe of her dialogue gives Hitori the sense that she was trying to avoid talking about it.
“A-ah, okay.”
Welp. You tried, Hitori.
Did Hitori-chan just attempt to make small talk with strangers? Kyaa! I’m so proud of her! Kita screams internally in joy.
Is this girl trying to break the ice and be accommodating? That’s cute. How thoughtful. Akubi thought.
Why is she speaking to me like we know each other? Who is she and what is she up to? I’ve to keep my guard up with her around… Yoyoko thought.
“Oh, I think they’re done!” Yui finally said, looking at the group of people walking out of the back classroom door. “You may come in. Please, enjoy your stay!” Yui said welcoming Yoyoko and the others in,
“Mio-chan! Our VIP is here!” Yui called after the head butler.
Yoyoko perks up. VIP? Does that refer to her? She began huffing her chest proudly. She sees a girl approaching them in a butler suit, a perfect smile etched on her face. It took Yoyoko a bit to realize that the girl was Mio, because she was acting completely differently from the time Yoyoko and her band met her just last month.
“Is that really her?” Akubi whispered. “She’s so… confident.”
“Something’s not right.” Fuko muttered.
“She must be possessed! Let me get my detector out!”
“Ah. Azusa-chan. And Hitori chan and the others too. Welcome.” Mio smiles handsomely. “We’ve been expecting you. Our butlers and maids would come to your service momentarily.” Mio gestured to one of the butlers standing by to take them to an empty table.
Yoyoko watched indignantly as Azusa and her entourage were being escorted to their table.
“Ah. And welcome to you all too! My name is Akiyama Mio, your head butler. We hope you enjoy your time at our cafe. Please, Ichigo-san. Will you do the honors and show them to their seats?” Mio said to one of the maids.
“Whate- I mean- Of course. Right this way, dear customers.” Unlike Mio, the maid doesn’t seem that interested in putting up a proper act. She showed them to their table, and excused herself to attend to other customers.
“What is the meaning of this?!” Yoyoko whispered angrily as she sat. “How come we’re not VIPs?”
Her bandmates just stare back in bemusement.
“We’re undercover right now, senpai. This was your idea, remember? They probably didn’t recognize us. Yui-chan didn’t earlier, until you practically spelled it out for her.” Akubi said.
Yoyoko only sulked at that answer.
“Do you want to maybe tell them who we are, senpai? I think they’d be delighted to have us here as ourselves, like how Yui was.” Fuko asked.
“If it means losing these stuffy outfits, I’m fine with it.” Akubi said.
“What? No! Disguises are important! Haven’t I ever told you about the time I went to the grocery store to get mentos and got jumped?”
Akubi rolled her eyes. “You’ve told us that story a million times, senpai. You were in the grocery store next to FOLT. Right after a concert. Of course you’re gonna be jumped by fans. We’re miles beyond FOLT right now. No one would know who we are.”
“SIDEROS is known way beyond Shinjuku!” Yoyoko defended. “We’re a national sensation!”
“Where’d you get that from, a Poison Yami article?” Akubi raised an eyebrow.
“You need to stop reading those so much, senpai. They're sensationalist garbage.” Fuko said. “We’re not that big. She’s clearly exaggerating it.”
“She’s the worst. How come Gin-chan hasn’t banned her from FOLT yet?” Akubi asked.
“He has. But she kept finding ways to slither in.” Fuko answered.`
“I kept telling Gin-chan it’s the air vents, but he wouldn’t listen!” Yuyu butts in.
On the other table, Ritsu was attending to their VIP guest.
“Welcome, esteemed guests! My name is Ritsu, head maid of this fine establishment. How may I be of service?” Ritsu said, bowing down as she spoke those words.
“Pffft-!”
Nijika and Azusa couldn’t contain their laughter. Ritsu, for the most part, kept a calm controlled smile on her face, though her twitching eyebrows betrayed this collected display.
I’m beginning to have second thoughts about treating this twerp like a king, Ritsu thought to herself.
“Well? Are you prepared to make your order? The menu has already been laid down in front of you.” Ritsu said, fighting against gritting her teeth.
“Yeah, we’d like the order, please!” Kita laughed awkwardly, trying to hastily divert Ritsu’s attention from the two girls currently laughing at her. She picked up the menu laid down in front of her. “What would you like, Gotoh-san?”
“A-ah, do they have karaage…?”
Ritsu could feel someone staring down at her. Looking to the side, she finds Ryo eyeing her up and down from behind her menu.
“Is there anything I can help with?”
“You know, Nijika might beg to differ, but you actually look good in that maid outfit, Ritsu-chan.” Ryo said matter of factly.
Ritsu wasn’t expecting this compliment out of Ryo of all people, But she still felt some sort of validation at the comment. She briefly glanced at Nijika and Azusa, looking smugly at them. Suck it, ya brats!
“Thank you, Ryo-san.” Ritsu said, putting out a practiced smile. Although there was some genuineness behind it in this case.
“We can market this look.” Ryo continued, proceeding to turn to Hitori.
Hitori, noticing this shift of attention towards her, immediately hid behind her menu.
“Before you say anything, Bocchi. Think of the vision. You with a maid outfit on a music video. I guarantee at least a million views. 2 millions if we were being more risque.”
“A.”
“Or we’ll cover you in black tape. Maybe have you wear a swimsuit. I know it. You’re such an uncut gem.” Ryo said, yen sign in her eyes.
“C-can we just make the order?!”
“Yeah, stop making a cash cow out of Bocchi-chan!” Nijika chided. She turned towards Ritsu.
“Sorry for laughing before, Ritsu-chan.” Nijika smirked. “But you actually do look good in that frilly dress. It’s just the way you act, it’s really, pff- it’s really not you. Sorry, sorry! I’ll stop.”
Ritsu has to gather everything in her to stop herself from exploding, opting to keep smiling through all the embarrassment she has to endure.
“Senpai.” Azusa beckoned at Ritsu, mostly recovered from her giggling fit at Ritsu’s expense. “Can I have the “Melt-in-your mouth magic omurice"?” Azusa said, pointing at the menu.
“One Melt-in your mouth magic omurice!” Ritsu jotted down the order. “What kind of drink do you want, Azusa? It’s on the house.”
“Eh, senpai, really? I don’t-”
“You’re our VIP for today! And that also goes for your guest! You can pick a free drink of your liking!”
“Why am I your VI-”
“Oh then I’ll have the milkshake, the chocolate smoothie, the-”
“One free drink. Yamada-san. Don’t push it. Our policy doesn’t exclude removing undesirable patrons from the premises.”
“Um. Okay. Just a glass of water please.”
Across the cafe, a heavily disguised girl was glaring down Azusa's table. “Look at them! Immediate service! We’ve taken a seat just mere moments from each other yet the service takes significantly longer for us! Unbelievable!" Yoyoko said, envy in her eyes. “And free drinks too?”
“You’re making this a bigger deal than it needs to be, senpai.” Akubi said without looking up from her menu. “We can literally just call over a waiter to take our order anytime.”
“Yeah, but they have dedicated one, It’s unfair! What do they have that we don’t?”
Who are these people that they’ve gotten special privilege over other patrons? What makes them remarkable?
“And a strawberry parfait.” Ritsu said, as she wrote down Kita’s order. “That leaves you Hitori-chan. What would you like?”
“Eeeh…? Ummm….”
“It’s okay, take your time.” Ritsu said.
“Yeah, Gotoh-san! Take your time!” Kita said kindly.
“Did you like the tea from before, Hitori-chan?” Azusa asked. “We could order some tea for you, if you want. Ritsu-senpai, do we have any tea?”
“Of course! Anything for our VIP. We have various selections of tea, please have a look.” Ritsu said.
Yoyoko’s eyes widened. So is this Gotoh Hitori the reason they’re getting special treatment? She’s the VIP?! Her suspicion about that girl was right, She’s clearly bad news! Yoyoko fumed.
“Who is this Gotoh Hitori person? Akubi! Google her!”
“I’m not doing that.” Akubi said, miffed.
“Senpai, remember our lessons on basic social interactions. What do we say when we want to ask someone for help?” Fuko said.
“Gah! Of all times why does it have to be now you guys decide to be difficult?! Our honor and dignity is at stake!”
“I could say the same to you.” Akubi said. “Waiter! We want to make our order.”
Mio walked over to their table. “Yes? What would you like, dear guests?” Mio said, taking out a notebook.
“Uhh… Akiyama-san.. It’s us.” Fuko said, taking off the glasses she was wearing as part of her disguise.
The others also began slightly taking off their disguise to reveal their identity.
“Oh. I-it’s you guys..” Mio said, the smile on her face faltered, her charade broken for a brief moment.
“Everything fine, Akiyama-san?” Fuko asked worriedly.
Mio blushed. “N-no! No, it’s fine! I’m just- god, I can’t believe you guys got to see me like this, it’s embarrassing!”
“Why, Akiyama-san? You’re very elegant~” Yuyu said, putting her disguise back on.
Mio blushed even deeper at that. Akubi chuckled.
“Ekhm!”
Everyone turned at the one girl that didn’t take off any of her disguises, sitting with her arms crossed, still glaring at the table across from them.
“You’re the head butler, yeah?” Yoyoko said, looking at Mio.
Mio gulped, and returned back to her head butler persona. “Y-yes. Is there anything I can do for you?”
Yoyoko smirked. Her bandmates swap worried looks.
“Tell me who this Gotoh Hitori is, now! I demand it!” Yoyoko said, pointing at the other table.
“Hitori-chan? Uhm, well she’s an acquaintance.” Mio answered simply. “Yui-chan invited her and her friends to come to our maid cafe yesterday.”
“Hirasawa Yui invited her personally?!” Yoyoko exclaimed.
“Senpai! Quiet down, we’re in public!” Akubi said.
Fuko restrained Yoyoko from being a public nuisance while they all finished their orders to a very shaken Mio. She eventually bowed and retreated to the kitchen area, passing their order to the chefs.
“So that’s how it is!” Yoyoko broke free of Fuko’s hold once Mio had left their table. “Hirasawa Yui has personally invited her and made her the VIP!” Yoyoko deduced.
“Senpai, whatever you’re thinking about, please stop it.”
“I now know why Yui-chan hasn’t been contacting me this past week! Gotoh Hitori… she.. she has taken my spot as Hirasawa Yui’s best friend!”
Question mark hangs above all of Yoyoko’s bandmate’s head at the statement.
“What..?”
“I see it now! I must’ve- Hirasawa Yui must’ve thought that I failed as a friend because I didn’t text her first! So she replaced me with this Gotoh Hitori!”
“Yui’s your best friend? I thought we’re your-”
“So she invited us here, both of us. To see who was the better friend, to finally decide who is worthy of becoming her best friend! Well! I won’t lose to you that easily, Gotoh Hitori! Mark my words!” Yoyoko said with fire in her eyes.
“You think it’s too late to stop whatever she’s plotting right now?” Fuko asked.
“Yup.” Yuyu said.
“Senpai, I swear..” Akubi massaged her temple.
Back at the other table, Hitori felt her whole body itch.
“I-i think someone’s watching me..” Hitori said.
“Nonsense, Gotoh-san! How many times do I have to tell you? No one’s out to get you!”
Hitori looked around to try and find if someone was looking at her. At the table across of hers, she noticed the previous group of girls was seated, and Yoko-san was glaring at her intensely. Eyebrows furrowed and lip pressed into a thin line. If looks can kill, Hitori would be six foot under by now.
“T-thanks for the meal… I need to go now…”
“What? Gotoh-san, the meal hasn’t even arrived yet!”
“Head maid Ricchan!” Yui approached Ritsu, who was handling the food Mugi prepared. The brunette gave a salute. “Can I deliver Azu-nyan’s table’s order? I’d like to serve our VIP guests personally!”
“Huh, Yui? If you’re here, who's holding the sign outside?”
“Ichigo-san agreed to swap with me! She said she’s practically made for standing still and staring at people!” Yui chirped.
“She also still needs to greet the patrons coming in, not just stand still and stare…” Ritsu said wearily.
“May I, please, madam Ricchan, ma-am?” Yui said, hopping on her feet.
“Behave yourself, do not act in a way unbecoming of a maid!” Ritsu chided. “But okay, here.” Ritsu passed the tray with drinks Azusa’s table ordered.
“Waaah! Isn’t this-”
“Aah, sorry, Ricchan, Yui–chan! We ran out of clean dishes back here. I have to make due with some of our china from the clubroom. I hope you guys don’t mind.” Mugi said from the kitchen.
“Is this Azu-nyan’s drink?”
“No. Hers is the chocolate shake. That’s Hitori’s order. Don’t get it mixed up.” Ritsu said.
“Aye, yes sir, head maid!” Yui said, taking the order to Hitori’s table.
“Ladies!” Yui said, diverting everyone’s (and another brunette girl at a nearby table) attentions towards her.
“Here’s your drinks! Strawberry parfait?”
“That’s mine!” Kita raised her hand, accepting the glass of parfait from Yui’s extended hand.
“Look at them…” Yoyoko narrowed her eyes from behind her menu. “Enjoying faster service and free beverages…”
“Senpai, you’re gonna burn a hole through that menu if you keep that up.” Fuko said.
“And this glass of water is for Ryo-chan! Which leaves..”
“Here you go! A cup of tea for Hitori-chan!” Yui said, as she held out the cup of tea.
“Ehh? What’s that cup? It looks so cute!” Kita exclaimed.
“Whoa. Bocchi gets her own cup?”
“Isn’t that..” Azusa muttered.
Hitori took the pink cat shaped cup from Yui’s hand. Yoyoko glares at the exchange.
“Enjoy your tea, Hitori-chan!” Yui smiled.
“U-um… yes.. thanks..”
WHAT?! The VIP gets a special cup of their own?!! Yoyoko fumed even harder.
Hitori gulped. Somehow the feeling of being watched returned. If I turn around right now, I bet I’ll find Yoko-san glaring at me again! W-what did I do to make her so m-mad?!!
“Ladies, here are your drinks.” Yoyoko's attention was diverted by Mio, who had arrived at their table with their drinks.
“Ah, thank you, Akiyama-san.” Fuko said, taking her drink from Mio’s hand.
“Head butler! Tell me what’s the meaning of that teacup!” Yoyoko pointed at Hitori, holding the pink cat-shaped teacup.
Mio looked at the direction Yoyoko was pointing at. A sweat drop formed on her temple. Damn it, Mugi! Why do you have to use that cup out of every other one?
“It’s um- a special cup.” Mio said, trying to cover up the fact that they’re reusing china.
Yoyoko’s eyes widened. So it is true! They give out special cups to VIPs!
“I want my drinks to be served in one of those cups as well!” Yoyoko demanded.
“H-huh? But-”
“Akiyama-san, just do what she said.” Akubi said, clutching her temple. “Trust me, the last thing you want is for her to throw a tantrum here over teacups."
“A-ah very well, I’ll forward your request to our chefs, my lady.”
With that, Mio retreated to the kitchen. Akubi stares disapprovingly at Yoyoko.
“What?”
“Can you not make trouble when we’re out and about?”
“I am simply defending my honor as Hirasawa Yui’s best friend!”
“More like former best friend, by the looks of it.” Yuyu commented. Fuko elbowed her.
“It will not come to that! I will prove that I am still her best friend!”
“By being an absolute nuisance in her cafe?”
“By showing her that I am better! This must be a test! She’s trying to see if I would fight for my position as her best friend against this Gotoh Hitori! That must be her reasoning!”
“Senpai, that’s not how friendship works…why couldn’t you put all this energy into being normal…” Akubi said, putting her face in her hands.
“Mugi-chan! Why did you use that cup?!” Mio immediately fussed when she arrived at the kitchen.
“Ah, apologies, Mio-chan. I know it had the potential to lessen our image, but we were working with what we got! I thought Hitori-chan wouldn’t mind our tardiness, so that’s why I used the cup.” Mugi explained her reasoning.
“Right. But now other customers are demanding a personalized teacup too!”
“Really?”
“Well, just one person, actually. It’s Ohtsuki-san.”
“Yoyoko-chan is here?”
“She and the rest of SIDEROS. They’re undercover, which is why I didn’t recognize them at first. Anyway, she wants her drink served in a teacup like Hitori’s. Do we have any more cups like that?”
“Ahh… no…”
Mio grimaced. “What do we do now? She was very persistent about this.”
“Mio-chan, what’s wrong?”
Mio turned towards the voice to find Yui, tilting her head in confusion.
“A customer is demanding to get a “special teacup” after she saw you served Hitori tea with Azusa’s cup.”
“Ehh…? But there’s only one teacup for one Azu-nyan!” Yui replied.
“I know! Now I don’t know what to do.”
“Here. Tachibana-san just finished washing this cup.” Mugi said, handing a cup of tea with an intricate pattern on it’s surface that they use in the club. “This cup is imported from Germany. That should be special enough, right?”
“Whoa, I don’t know we’ve been drinking from such expensive tea sets!” Yui said.
“Well, most of the china we used in the clubrooms and in the cafe are technically imported or family heirlooms of mine, but Yoyoko-chan doesn’t need to know that.”
“Woah, you’re so sneaky, Mugi-chan!”
“Akiyama-san!” One of the maids ran up to Mio. “We have trouble up front, it seems that Ichigo-san’s blank stares have been scaring the customers off.”
Mio sighed. “Can you deliver this to Ohtsuki-san’s table, Yui? I have to deal with this situation at the door.” Mio said.
“I’m on it, Mio-chan!”
“Oh, and deliver this to Azusa-chan’s table as well. Their orders are up!” Mugi said, handing a tray of their order.
“I got it!”
Yui put Yoyoko’s drink on the tray and walked off to her table first.
“Yoyo-chan!”
Yoyoko jumped at that, turning away from glaring at another table. Yui wondered what that was about. “Hirasawa Yui! Don’t call me that! I’m undercover, remember?”
“Oh, right. Sorry Yo- Yoko-chan.” Yui said.
Y-yoko-chan? Is this a new nickname for me? Yoyoko beamed. Take that Hitori Gotoh! I have two nicknames now! Who’s the best friend? Yoyoko thought to herself. Next to her, Akubi shook her head, as if she could read Yoyoko’s internal monologue.
At the other table, Hitori felt a shiver down her spine.
“Gotoh-san, what’s wrong?”
“I felt the cold of a thousand winters…. A powerful aura of wrath is being deployed onto me…”
“What?” Nijika quizzically said.
“Here’s your drink!” Yui said, handing Yoyoko the special teacup. ”It’s a special teacup Mugi-chan got from Germany!”
Yoyoko retrieved the cup, looking like she was about to cry from sheer joy. Her hand trembled. Such an important cup…? Reserved for me…? This totally beat that dinky cat tea-cup! She smirked.
“Thank you, Hirasawa Yui. I’ll cherish this forever.”
“Oh, you don’t need to do that! Just drink it!”
“Why is she handing her a cup of tea? Wasn’t senpai’s order the milkshake?” Fuko whispered.
“The special cup totally made her forget her own order.” Akubi responded.
“Ah, is that our order, Yui-chan?~”
“Oh? No, this is for our VIP guests! Thanks for reminding me! I almost forgot to deliver it to them!”
Yoyoko’s face immediately dropped after hearing that.
“Well, enjoy your drinks, everyone!” Yui said, moving towards the other table.
“Grrr…. Looks like I haven’t won yet… Hitori Gotoh… you’re a formidable foe…” Yoyoko grumbled.
“Here’s your order, everyone! Who’s karaage is this?” Yui said, as she arrived at the “VIP” table.
“A-ah, m-mine…”
“Here you go, Hitori-chan!”
Yui proceeded to serve everyone their food, while Yoyoko watched intently from the other table. She handed out everyone’s food until Azusa’s was the only one left on the tray.
“And here’s your omurice, Azu-nyan!”
“Thanks, senpai.”
“Oh, and one more thing! Free hugs for the VIP!”
Yui moved in to hug Azusa. Fortunately for the kouhai, years of being tackled into a hug by the brunette has trained her reflexes for avoiding her surprise hugs. Azusa ducked out of the way, causing Yui to hug the girl sitting next to her instead.
“Ah-Azu-nyan! I don’t remember you smelling this moldy!”
“Uhm- Yui-chan..” Nijika begins to say.
“Huh?” Yui tried to get a good look at the person in her embrace. Since when did Azu-nyan have her hair dyed pink?
“Gotoh-san! Are you alright?!”
“Eh? Hitori-chan!” Yui exclaimed as she finally realized that she actually had Hitori in her embrace the whole time. Hitori’s pupil shrank. She can feel that aura of powerful annoyance returned. Oh no, I don’t know what I did, but Yoko-chan is definitely gonna kill me for this! Hitori deflated.
“Gotoh-san!”
WHAT?! THE VIPS GET HUGS TOO?! Yoyoko’s pupils shattered into a million pieces at the sight.
“B-but, those hugs she’s given me… did that mean nothing at all?!” Yoyoko said with tears in her eyes.
“Senpai…” Fuko looked on in pity.
“No! I haven’t lost just yet! Ohtsuki Yoyoko is not one to just simply surrender! I am not losing!” Yoyoko stubbornly said, as she’s losing the one-sided competition she made up for herself.
As Kita tries to resurrect Hitori from the surprise hug attack, Yui confronts Azusa.
“Mou, Azu-nyan! Why did you dodge? That hug was on the house!”
“I’ll pass, senpai. Please just tell me why all of you have been acting like this today?”
Yui began blinking her eyes innocently. “Eh, what do you mean?”
“Making me a VIP out of nowhere? Giving free drinks? Hugging me in public? What’s the meaning of this? Is it a prank?”
“Oooh. The girls are fighting.”
“Shut up, Ryo. Just eat your salad and be quiet.” Nijika reprimanded.
“Azu-nyan, it’s not that! It’s-”
“WAITER! WE’D LIKE TO ORDER!” Someone from another table shouted, destroying the atmosphere the emotional confrontation have set up.
“Oops. Be right back, Azu-nyan, I need to take this.” Yui said, glad to find an excuse to dodge Azusa’s question.
“Senpai, seriously.. What is up with you all?!” Azusa said exasperatedly.
“Yes, Yoko-chan?” Yui said, immediately attending to Yoyoko.
But Yoyoko wasn't looking at her, shooting Akubi an annoyed look. “That hurts. You are so not off the hook! I’ll make you go through hell during our next practice sessions!” Yoyoko said, massaging her arm where Akubi pinched her.
“I already told you to stop being a nuisance! It’s a good thing we’re wearing disguises! You know how much trouble the suits are gonna give us if they saw you fooling around like that in public? SIDEROS’ image is gonna go down the gutter!” She whispered.
“So now you admit the disguise is important!”
“It’s only important because you’re making a fool of yourself!”
“Guys, please. Let’s not fight. Yui-chan is here.” Fuko said, moving the band’s attention to the maid, dutifully waiting for them to make an order.
“Ah, yes! Hirasawa Yui!” Yoyoko addressed the maid.
“Yoko-chan, Akubi-chan, did you guys fight? What’s the matter?” Yui asked in concern.
“It’s nothing! It’s-”
“Senpai, you might as well come clean now.” Fuko advised. “We don’t want for this to escalate further.”
“What’s wrong Yoko-chan?”
“It’s NOTHING, Hirasawa Yui, I-”
“Senpai think you’ve replaced her with Gotoh Hitori.”
“YUYU!”
Yui looked on in confusion, gears were spinning in her head as she processed this information.
“Yoyo-chan thought I replaced her with Hitori-chan? Why…?”
Yoyoko stopped trying to strangle Yuyu from her seat and slumped.
“Y-you stopped texting me for a while, Yui. I thought you’ve forgotten about me. When i saw you treating that Gotoh Hitori so well, I thought you must’ve replaced me with her.” Yoyoko said.
“Yoyo-chan…” Yui said, moving to hug Yoyoko. “I would never replace my friends! Both you and Hitori chan are my friends… I would never pick one over the other.” Yui said.
“But then, why did you make her a VIP and not us?”
“Eh? Hitori-chan’s not a VIP, Yoyo-chan! It’s Azu-nyan who’s the VIP!”
Yoyoko and the rest of SIDEROS blinked stupidly at that. “Eh?”
“Well, we’re trying to make up for casting her aside this week because of our cafe preparations, so we made her a VIP guest. Ah, that’s why I haven’t been texting you too, Yoyo-chan! I’ve been busy! Sorry about that!” Yui said quickly.
“S-so, you don’t like Gotoh Hitori better than me…?”
“I love all my friends, Yoyo-chan! I'm sorry if I made you think otherwise!”
At that, Yoyoko smiled brightly, before attempting to cover it up immediately. She coughed.
“R-right, of course! This was just a misunderstanding due to miscommunication! Which happens all the t-time between friends! ..I think, right?” Yoyoko looked at her bandmates for confirmation.
Fuko and Yuyu nodded. Akubi just looked away.
Yui smiled. “Thanks for understanding Yoyo-chan. Are you still planning to make that order?”
“A-ah, yes, can I have the…omurice, please?”
“Noted! Anyone else want to order anything?” Yui asked the table. The other politely shook their head.
“Okay, then! I’ll tell Mugi-chan to prepare your order, Yoyo-chan!” Yui said to them, before walking away from their table.
“Do you feel better now, senpai?” Fuko asked.
Yoyoko nodded silently.
“Haaa, that’s good to hear. You and Yui are so cute together. I would hate if you two were to fight.” Yuyu commented.
Yoyoko looked up to see Yuyu and Fuko smiling at her. She smiled back at the two. She turned towards Akubi, who was sitting next to her, but Akubi was avoiding meeting her eyes.
“A-akubi, what’s wrong?” Yoyoko began to ask.
“Here’s your order, Ohtsuki-san.” said a voice, who turned out to be Mio, back to deliver her omurice.
“Whoa, that was fast!” Fuko said.
“Yui told us everything. Sorry for the misunderstanding, take this fast service as an apology on our behalf, We're really just trying to make it up to Azusa for unintentionally alienating her this entire week.”
“You guys really care about her, huh?” Akubi asked.
“Well, she’s our kouhai. It’s our duty as her senpais to care for her.”
Akubi mutters something unintelligible in response, which causes Yoyoko to turn to her in worry. Mio, realizing she probably said too much, clears her throat awkwardly.
“Well, anyway. Enjoy your meal! You can call on our maid and butlers if you have any further requests.” Mio said, returning to her head butler persona, before walking off.
“Welp. Bon appetit.” Yuyu said. Fuko nodded, and started digging in to her own food.
Yoyoko spares a brief glance at Akubi, who was silently eating her food as well. She looked at the freshly prepared plate of omurice in front of her.
Her troubles with Yui were settled, yet she still felt unease as she picked up her spoon to eat her omurice.
-
“Feeling better, Gotoh-san?” Kita said, as she spoonfed Hitori her meal.
“Ummm… a bit..” Hitori said through a mouthful of karaage.
Ryo observed the two and turned towards Nijika.
“I’m not doing that with you.” Nijika said, returning to eating her plate of pasta.
“Aw.”
Ryo looked to the other side of the table, where Azusa was silently playing with her food.
“Azusa, are you not gonna eat your omurice? I’ll finish it for you.” Ryo said.
“Wha- oh, no. I’m getting to it. Sorry. I was spacing out.”
“Hm. Something on your mind?”
Azusa sighed. “You’re coming to our concert tomorrow too, right, Ryo-san?”
“Of course. I’ll always support upcoming indie acts. Also it’s free.”
“Well, what if we suck?”
“Pardon?”
“Well, what if we blows? We barely practiced cause all of my senpais were too busy with this damn cafe! And now they’re being weird towards me to top it all off!” Azusa said.
Ryo didn’t respond, which caused further unease on Azusa’s side.
“Sorry. Shouldn’t have said that. I’ll just go back to eating my omurice, forgive me for my insolence, Ryo-san.”
“Maybe they just want to make it up to you.”
“Huh?”
“Well, you said they’re been missing practices for the cafe, right? Maybe now they’re trying to treat you well as a way of asking for forgiveness, maybe even some sort of approval.”
“Huh, but-”
“I’m not them, so I wouldn’t know.” Ryo shrugged. “But I don’t think your band is gonna suck, Azusa.”
“How can you be so sure?”
“Well, first of all, I’ve already seen you guys perform before. You guys are decent. Maybe even slightly better than average for a highschool band. Missing a couple practice sessions wouldn’t really hamper any of that, especially since I know you guys even went over to FOLT to practice when your clubroom was out of service earlier last month. I’d say that skill and talent wise, you guys are definitely not lacking.” She said, as she continued eating her salad.
“O-oh, thanks, Ryo-san.” Azusa was caught off guard by the sudden praise from Ryo of all people.
“And really, for a band like yours, cohesion and unity is very important.” Ryo said with a mouthful of lettuce. “And if your senpais are willing to go out of their way to treat you the best they can like they do today, I can say that they definitely care about you. And that means the dynamic in your band would prosper.”
“Well, they have a very roundabout way to show they care, then… I would’ve preferred it more if they showed it through practice instead of this…”
Ryo shrugged again. “Again, that’s just their way of showing it, but I wouldn’t take it for granted regardless. I was in a band before kessoku band, and all the members were very individualistic, myself included. Needless to say, it didn’t work out in the end. So cherish this bond you have with your band. As long as you care about each other, none of your performances would suck.” Ryo said, looking Azusa straight in her eyes. “Cause you guys care too much about one another to ever let each other down.”
“Nijika-san said something similar to me after our live at STARRY…”
“That’s how you know she’s right. Cause her advice is the same as mine.”
“Mou. She was way more reassuring. Especially because she’s not stuffing her face with omurice when she’s giving me advice.”
“Mmhh, mell mobody’s merfect.” Ryo said through a mouth full of omurice.
“Hey wait a second, your order was the salad!” Azusa looked down at the table to find her plate of omurice missing. “That’s mine, Ryo-san!”
-
“Finally! It’s over!” Mio said.
“You said it. Gah, that get up is stuffy as hell! I’m sweating up a storm!” Ritsu said, fanning herself with the cuff of her shirt.
“Congratulations for today, everyone.” Nodoka addressed the classroom. “I say we knocked it out of the park. Thanks to everyone for their participation, and special thanks to our head maid and butler, Tainaka and Akiyama-san.”
There were claps and cheers all over the classroom, everyone celebrating their successful maid cafe.
“Yeah, haha! Clap more! I need the validation after humiliating myself the entire day!” Ritsu whined.
“T-that could’ve been worse…” Mio muttered.
“Let’s do this again sometime!” Yui said.
“When, Yui-chan? We’ll be graduating this year!”
“Oh, right.”
There were giggles all around the classroom, as Yui rubbed her head.
“Anyway, let’s all clean up the classroom now. Once again, good work everyone!”
“I need a nap.” Ritsu complained.
“You’ll get one soon enough, buchou.” Mugi said.
“Hirasawa-san! Someone’s here to see you!”
“Ah, hai!”
Yui walked towards the exit to find Hitori and the rest of kessoku band.
“Congratulations on the succesful opening day, Yui-chan!” Kita said to the brunette.
“It’s the only day. We’re not doing this again tomorrow.” said Ritsu, who followed Yui to the door with Mio and Mugi in tow.
“You guys did great.” Nijika said. “You were so confident, Mio-chan! That must’ve been hard for you, huh?”
“You have no idea.” Mio sighed. “I’m just glad this is over.”
“Y-yeah, congratulations Mio-chan, Y-you did it. I couldn’t ever imagine myself doing what you did today.” Hitori said.
“You already did it, Gotoh-san! We had that mini training cafe at STARRY, remember?”
“Oh, right. I-i guess i did do that.”
“Hm. Well. Looking forward to your concert tomorrow.” Ryo simply said.
“Oh, right! There’s still the concert tomorrow!” Yui said.
“How could you forget?” Ritsu sighed.
“Oh, by the way, where’s Azu-nyan? Wasn’t she with you guys?”
“She excused herself earlier after we left the cafe. We just said goodbye to her at her teahouse. She said she’ll be waiting for you guys in the clubroom.” Nijika said.
“Oh, alright!”
“You guys will probably have a lot to talk about with her.” Ryo said.
Mio winced. “Right, that we do.”
“Well, come on everyone, let’s go to the clubroom so we can meet Azu-nyan!”
“Hirasawa Yui!”
Yui turned around, finding a girl with glasses and heavy clothing walking up to her along with two other girls.
“Thank you for your service today! I appreciate it.” Yoyoko said, bowing.
“Ah, it’s nothing Yo- Yoko-san.” Yui caught herself. “Anything for my friends!” She smiled. Yoyoko smiled back.
“Huh, is um, “Mask-chan” not with you?” Mugi said, carefully trying to avoid mentioning Akubi’s name in front of kessoku band, who just looked on in confusion.
“No, she’s waiting at the entrance. She extends her thanks to you guys as well.” Fuko said.
“That being said.” Yoyoko steps forward, until she is face to face with Hitori.
“Umm…”
“Gotoh Hitori. I acknowledged that I might’ve acted stupidly earlier, but I realized that we can both be Hirasawa Yui’s friend. So I apologize for thinking that she had replaced me with you as her friend, and resenting you for it.” Yoyoko extended one of her arms.
“H-huh..?” So she was mad at me? But.. w-what? She accepted the hand nonetheless. Yui beamed brightly as they shook hands.
“Besides, if Hirasawa Yui was willing to be your friend, then I think you must be a nice person. I trust my friend’s judgment in one’s character.” Yoyoko said firmly.
“She is! Hitori-chan is such a nice person.” Yui said happily.
“Well, we’ll be taking our leave now, everyone.” Fuko said, nodding to HTT and kessoku band. “Give our regards to Azusa-chan as well.”
“Give ours to err…”Mask-chan as well!” Ritsu replied.
“My friends said hi, Akiyama-san~” Yuyu chirped. Mio immediately looked away.
“We look forward to the concert tomorrow! Goodbye everyone!” Fuko bid farewell to the others.
With that, the three girls walked away. Yui waved after them til they were out of sight.
“What was that all about?” Nijika asked, turning towards Hitori, who still had her hand outstretched.
“I-i have no idea....” Hitori said.
“Did you know who those three were, Bocchi?” Ryo asked.
“N-no… why was she apologizing to me again…?”
“Long story.” Ritsu simply said, clearly not interested in telling them the story.
“Well would you look at that, Gotoh-san! You made a new friend! Today’s a big day for you, huh?” Kita said, patting her head.
“Ehehehe…”
“Ohh… so a development did happen..” Mugi whispered.
“Huh?” Mio turned towards Mugi, who had stars in her eyes as she watched Kita and Hitori interact.
“Anyway, shouldn’t you be meeting Azusa-chan in the clubroom?”
“Ah, you’re right, Nijika-chan! Come on, everyone! Let’s not keep Azu-nyan waiting any longer!”
“Goodbye, everyone! We’ll see you at the concert tomorrow!” Nijika waved.
Kita smiled and turned to look at Hitori.
“Well, Gotoh-san! Did you have fun today?”
Hitori tried to memorize everything that happened today in quick succession. Trash bin, haunted house, teahouse, and cafe. Her expressions unconsciously reflected how she felt at each passing memories.
“M-mm, w-well, it wasn’t the worst thing ever…”
“See? That’s why you should be more open to more experiences! You must've made many unforgettable memories today!” Kita said.
“Not all good ones, judging by her expressions.” Ryo said, Nijika quietly nodded.
“T-that was enough youthful experience for me to survive for my entire youth…” Hitori said, as she began winding down. “Now we just have to watch the concert tomorrow and be done with this.”
“G-gotoh-san, you can’t sleep here, Gotoh-san, wake up!”
“Well, and then we’ll have our own concert next week, and your pla-” Nijika puts a hand over Ryo’s mouth to stop her from talking.
“Just let her have peace of mind for now.” Nijika said. Ryo obliged, and both of them watched as Kita desperately tried to keep Hitori up.
-
Akubi waited for the rest of he band at the school entrance. Today has been a long day, she wished for nothing but to just fall asleep on her futon back home.
“Akubi!”
Akubi looked over to find Yuyu running up to her.
“Yuyu. Where are the others?” Akubi said, looking for Fuko and Yoyoko.
“They’ll be here shortly.” Yuyu pants.
Shortly after, Fuko and Yoyoko arrived, the latter looking down while holding something in her hands.
“Finally, what took you so long?”
“Akubi, Senpai has something to say to you.” Fuko said.
Akubi raises one of her eyebrows and casts her gaze towards Yoyoko.
“A-akubi. I realized that I’ve been acting like an idiot today, all because I was too hyper focused on trying to maintain my friendship with Yui. I've forgotten that I already have friends who will do anything for me, even tolerate my stupidity. P-please accept this as a form of an apology.” Yoyoko said, handing the object she was holding for Akubi to take.
Akubi retrieved the object, which turned out to be a card with a big “SORRY” and frowny face sealed on the cover.
“Senpai… what is this?” Akubi said, opening the card.
“It’s a sorry card. I-it’s like thank you cards, but for when you want to say sorry instead.” Yoyoko looked up. “T-they were selling it for 200 yen each in one of the booths we passed.
Akubi chuckled. “Damn. 200 yen for this? They ripped you off, senpai.”
“D-does this mean you’ll forgive me?”
“Come on, do you really think I can stay mad at you? You’re my friend.”
At this, Yoyoko and Akubi traded smiles. Yuyu and Fuko watched with relief as their two friends reconciled.
“I did tell you that even if you got new friends, you shouldn’t abandon your old ones, remember?”
“Sorry.”
“Sheesh. You really have changed. Usually the senpai I knew would’ve just denied it instead of apologizing.” Akubi chuckled again.
“Mou! Is it that unbelievable for me to change with time?”
“Of course not, senpai. I’m just pulling your leg. Now, come on. Let’s get out of here. I’m tired. Today was exhausting. We still have that concert to look forward to tomorrow.”
“I did get to visit that haunted house, so I say today has been very productive!” said Yuyu.
“Senpai even made a new friend today.” Fuko jokes.
“What? Who?”
“Well, judging by the patterns, I wouldn’t be surprised you ended up friends with Gotoh Hitori as well~” Yuyu smirked.
“As if! I only recognize her as Hirasawa Yui’s friend, not mine! You might as well say I’m gonna be friends with the “Bocchi-chan” that’s been hogging Hiroi nee-san all for herself recently!”
“Well, never say never, right?” Akubi said.
-
Azusa sensed the door being opened and looked up from her guitar.
“Ah, finally back in the clubroom!” Yui said, stretching her arms. Azu-nyan!”
Yui immediately ran up to the kouhai seated on the couch, kneeling in front of her.
“Azu-nyan! What do you think about the cafe?”
“Well…”
“Were you getting lonely that we weren’t here to practice with you the past week?” Ritsu teased, as she and the others entered the classroom behind Yui.
“Ritsu.” Mio warned.
“I-it’s nothing like that! It’s just, you guys haven’t been here a lot recently, and I was worried you weren’t taking the concert seriously… I-i understand that you wanted your cafe to be good, so all the preparations were necessary! B-but still..”
The seniors paused for a moment to take in Azusa’s words. A fond smile began to form in each of their faces.
“Silly Azusa.” Ritsu said.
“We do take this club very seriously.” Mugi smiled.
“Sorry to make you worry like this, Azusa-chan.” Mio added.
“You guys..”
“That’s right, Azu-nyan! I’ve been thinking about you all daaay!” Yui said, moving close towards her face while puckering her lips.
Azusa blushed, reaching out with her hand to keep Yui from kissing her. “You don’t need to go that far!”
“Alright! Then let’s stay overnight in the club so we can practice for tomorrow!”
“Are we even allowed to stay in school after hours?” Mio asked.
“It’s all good!”
“Eh? Can we do that? I haven’t prepared anything!” Mugi said.
“No problem!”
“Can we have bottomless bowl of rice, too?”
“Oh, by the way..”
The seniors all turned towards Azusa. “What was the deal with all that VIP thing?”
All of them shuffled awkwardly.
“Uhm, well… you know, we just wanted you to have the best experience.. to make up for all the practice we lost.” Mugi said.
Azusa sighed. “So Ryo-san was right. You know, if you guys just wanted to show to me that you care, you could do it by practicing seriously instead, right?” She chided.
“Ehehehehe…” Yui rubbed the back of head sheepishly. “We also just want you to enjoy the cafe regardless, Azu-nyan. We put a lot of effort into it, we want to make sure our kouhai is getting the most out of it.”
“Well, I can’t say watching Ritsu-senpai as a maid hasn’t been entertaining.” Azusa smirked.
“Oi, kid. Now I’m off the clock. I could beat you up with no repercussions!”
“Enough with that. Come on, let’s practice. The concert is tomorrow after all.” Mio said.
“Hai.” Everyone said in unison.
And with that, the light music club began their practice session, their sound echoing in the hallways outside for passing students to hear. Tomorrow is gonna be another big day for them.
Notes:
the plan was for me to get this chapter done and released for Yui's birthday, cause the release of last chapter unintentionally coincides with Azusa's birthday. but it ended up needing a lot more rewrites until i was completely satisfied with it. so consider it a late birthday gift.
i know SIDEROS technically shouldnt have entered kessoku's radar up to this point in the story, so i tried to make it that they did meet but they "didnt" at the same time, i think this makes their eventual actual meeting funnier down the line
Chapter 10: Never forget, Thank You!
Summary:
Ho-kago Tea Time performs on their final culture festival.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
A lone girl walked through the now deserted school corridors. Various booths and stalls were pushed to the side as the first day of the festival came to an end. The girl basked in the afternoon sunlight making its way through the window, as she journeyed through the halls while listening to the echoes of a faraway singing coming from the school’s highest level.
“Ah. They’re working hard.” Hirasawa Ui said.
She climbed up the steps to the light music club, bento prepared on her hand to supply her dear big sister through the night that she’s going to spend in the light music club.
The song soon came to an end right as Ui reached the doorstep. Muffled sounds of conversations heard from behind the closed doors. Ui giggled, imagining the kind of antics her sister is currently partaking inside the room. Gently, she knocked on the door, announcing her arrival.
“Onee-chan! I brought you your meal for the night!”
“Ui!”
Yui enthusiastically greeted her little sister as she entered the room, throwing herself onto her sister in an embrace.
“Thank you so much! What is it?”
“Sushi rolls. It’s so you are energized throughout your overnight practice session.” Ui said, as Yui took a peek inside the bento box her little sister had brought to the clubroom. “I made plenty, so be sure to share them with your other club members, okay?”
“You’re very considerate, Ui-chan.” Mugi said from her keyboard.
Ui smiled politely as a response. She took a glance at the corner of the room, where five sleeping bags had been laid out.
“Sawa-chan brought it earlier!” Yui helpfully pointed out after following Ui’s gaze.
“Is she staying with you guys tonight?” Ui asked.
“Nope.” said the club president. “Apparently she’s going to pull an all-nighter finishing all our outfits tomorrow.”
“She said not to take a peek!”
“I shudder to think what that vile woman would make us wear…” Mio shivered.
“It can’t be that bad, Mio-senpai. Last year’s outfit was fine.”
“You weren’t here the year before that, Azusa-chan. Some of her suggestions were…” Mio wobbled at the thought, apparently too painful to reminisce.
“Well! Since Ui-chan has come and brought us dinner, let’s take a short break!” Ritsu announced.
“I’ve also brought some snacks on my own. I’ll bring them out now so we can eat it after.” Mugi added.
“Hai, hai! Pull out the carpet! Let’s eat on the floor!” Yui said.
With that, the band and Ui laid out all food that they brought and merrily went through it all
“Mmmfh. So good.” Ritsu said through a mouthful of rice.
“Don’t talk with your mouth full, you baka.”
“What are you, head butler of the night? Calm down, Mio! We don’t have to care about any of that “proper table etiquette" anymore! We’re not even on a table!” Ritsu said, continuing to devour her sushi rolls. Mio just sighed at that.
“This is delicious, Ui!”
“Thanks, onee-chan!”
“Ah, we also have desserts. So be sure to stay for that.” Mugi said.
“Really? Thank you, Tsumugi-san!”
Mio was hesitant. “But sweets at night will…”
“No worries!” Ritsu said, putting her hand on Mio’s shoulder. “We’ll burn all those calories because we’ll be practicing all night!” Ritsu exclaimed, winking at Mio.
“We are?” Azusa said in surprise.
“Of course! Everyone stays up all night before a school festival!” Ritsu said confidently.
Azusa felt a hand on her shoulder. She turned around, finding Yui winking back at her.
“I won’t let you sleep tonight, koneko-chan.”
“W-why did you say it like that, don’t involve me in this..” Azusa said, looking away with a blush on her cheeks.
“Eh, that’s mean, Azu-nyan..!”
While the others laughed at the guitarists’ hijinks, a knock was heard on the door. It opened to reveal the student council president looking down at them.
“You can stay overnight, but did you file the required paperwork?” Nodoka asked.
“I-i forgot!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“Figured as much.” Nodoka sighed. “Here.” She handed the buchou a permission form to use a clubroom overnight.
“You’re a lifesaver, Nodoka-chan!” Ritsu cries.
“Would you like some, Nodoka-chan?” Ui said, offering the president some of her sushi rolls.
“Ah, thank you.”
“So are there many people staying overnight?” Azusa asked the president.
“There’s quite a few.” Nodoka said in between eating her rolls. “A lot of people just like to wait til the last second to prepare.”
“That doesn’t sound like you at all!” Ritsu said. “Did Ryo possess you?”
Nodoka just chuckled quietly at that. “I’ve done my work days in advance. It’s just the view many share that I’m currently expressing.” Nodoka said.
“Speaking of,” Nodoka continued, adjusting her glasses. “I heard there was quite a commotion happening during our maid cafe earlier today.”
Mio choked on her sushi rolls. Mugi graciously patted her on the back.
“Oh yeah, that.” Azusa said.
“What happened exactly? I was away overseeing the other activities around school with the student council, so I didn’t witness anything that had happened.”
“Do you remember the Yoyo-chan I told you about, Nodoka-chan? She came to our cafe today! And she got jealous of Hitori-chan!”
“Oh, and why is that?”
“She thought I replaced her as a friend with Hitori-chan! Oh, Hitori-chan came to the cafe with the others too!”
“Ah, what a shame that I’ve missed them.” Nodoka said. “It’s been a while.”
“Don’t worry, they're coming for the concert too. You can save your greetings for them for tomorrow.” Ritsu said plainly.
“Well, back to Yoyo-san. Why did she think you replaced her with Hitori-chan?”
“Apparently it’s because I hadn’t texted her in a week!” Yui suddenly gasped. “Oh no, Nodoka-chan! You’re not thinking I’ve replaced you too, right? I was just busy with the club this year, I’m sorry we haven’t been texting!” Yui cried.
“Oh, ahaha. Thank you for being considerate, Yui, but I don’t think that. I’m just glad you managed to make more friends.”
“You’d think Ohtsuki-san would be of the same mind..” Mio muttered.
“I would’ve thought she would’ve been more cordial about these sorts of things. Isn’t she a world famous celebrity?” Nodoka asked.
“Where’d you get that? Yui is just exaggerating. They’re a popular indie band, but nowhere near that glam. But still, you would think she’d have a bit more self restraint than that.” Ritsu said.
“Yoyo-chan is just a sweetheart! Even if she’s popular, she’s just a teenage girl like us!” Yui said.
“Yeah, but I really wasn’t expecting that musicians would all be this odd.” Mio commented.
“Ha, yeah! So far we’ve met a drunk, tsundere, and a moocher all in one year! Why are they all so weird? Aren’t there any normal girls that do music?” Ritsu asked heartily.
“Hark who’s talking.” Azusa muttered.
“Azusa…. Come on.. Let’s bail.” a drowsy voice said from the clubroom entrance.
Everyone diverted their attention to the door, where Jun was walking sleepily with her eyes closed. She opened her eyes lazily and took in the sight of the feast happening in the light music club.
“Eh? You guys are staying overnight?!”
“The jazz club isn’t?” Azusa returned her question.
“No we aren’t! Ah, so jealous! It’s not fair!”
-
“So, did you get home safely, Bocchi-chan?” Nijika asked over the phone.
“A-ah, yes, Kita-chan accompanied me t-til her last stop… she was very hesitant to part, even. S-she suggested that since we were going to the festival together tomorrow that maybe she c-could even… stay over at my place.” Hitori shuddered.
“Oh really? Dang, she’s right! We should’ve just stayed over at STARRY and gone to the concert together tomorrow! Much less of a hassle.”
“P-please no! I’m not sure I’m prepared for s-sleepovers!”
“Ah, sorry Bocchi-chan, maybe sleepovers aren't really your style, then.”
“Y-yeah, I haven’t prepared the disco ball y-yet…”
“That’s not what I meant!” Nijika sighed.
“O-oh… right…”
“Anyway. Are you excited for tomorrow, Bocchi-chan?”
“Ohh, umm, yeah. I-it’s been a while since I’ve listened to them play, I-i wonder how much they’ve improved s-since we last did..”
“Oh, I guess you’re right, the last couple meetings we had with them doesn’t involve any music, haha.”
“Y-yeah, I-i do wish we played together more, N-not to say I don't enjoy the time we’ve spent together! But I wanted to be able to play with them as a band. Their sound isn’t really something that I prefer, it’s a bit too light and fluffy- you could call it, but their techniques are undeniably very polished, especially given their, umm… practicing habits. Even though Yui-chan is a beginner, you can hardly tell from the way she played. Haaah, some people are just born with talent, it’s so unfair.”
Nijika was stunned with how coherent Bocchi became the second she began talking about music. Bocchi apparently took in this silence as a sign she had said something wrong.
“A-ah, forgive me! I must’ve rambled too much, haven’t I? I-i’m sorry for my transgressions!”
“H-huh? What, No, it's fine, Bocchi-chan! There’s nothing wrong with being passionate about something!”
“R-really?”
“Yeah, I was just caught off guard by how confident you became just now. I think you should talk like that more often.”
“U-um, I don’t think I can, that just happened out of the blue.. I don’t know what came over me..”
“Bocchi-chan, it wasn’t a bad thing, you know? Well, nevermind. I guess it’s safe to say you’re excited for tomorrow?”
Bocchi could be heard mumbling indecisively from the other line. “I suppose.., A-although…”
“Hm? What is it, Bocchi-chan?”
“A-ah, no. Back at their cafe… I could’ve sworn I-i heard Azusa-chan muttering something about “last concert..” and “f-final performance…”
“Oh? Well, I suppose it is true that the seniors of HTT will be graduating this year. Does that mean they’re going to disband?” Nijika gasped.
“Y-yeah, well… now that I think about it, it makes sense, doesn’t it? Why she looked so anxious earlier today… she must’ve been thinking about it the entire time..”
“Ah, yes. I did notice her spacing out a couple of times during our outing. So that’s why. Geez, poor Azusa.”
“Mmm… I wonder if that will factor into their concert t-tomorrow. H-hopefully it’s nothing bad.”
“Yeah, hopefully. Are you worried about Azusa, Bocchi-chan?”
“A little.. I can understand where she’s coming f-from.. Her dream was to sell out budokan with her senpais, don’t you remember, Nijika-san? Back then, she told us after our second live at STARRY…”
“Ah, yes. I remember what she talked about with me that night too. She really cares about her band.”
“Y-yeah, I w-wish she doesn’t take it bad if t-they were to disband..”
“Yeah…”
“I-i apologize! I just ruined the mood of our phone call again! Ah, I’m such a useless, no good conversationalist!” Bocchi said suddenly.
“Whoa, whoa! Bocchi-chan, don’t say that. It’s okay to worry about your friends, y’know?”
Nijika could hear Bocchi mumbling something unintelligible from the other line.
“Anyway, I think you should go to sleep, Bocchi-chan. You must’ve been tired from the trip back home, right? Rest up, we still have another day of festival tomorrow.”
“O-oh, right. Y-yay…? Um, well I’m really not sure how I should feel about another day at a crowded festival…”
“Feel excited! It’s possibly our friends’ last performance tomorrow! We gotta be there and support them to the best of our abilities!” Nijika said, pumping her fist in the air.
“Y-yeah… i should be excited about this… woo-hoo…” Bocchi said, letting out the most unexcited whooping Nijika has ever heard.
“That’s the spirit! Well, good night, Bocchi-chan! See you at STARRY tomorrow?”
“A-ah, yes! S-same time as today?”
“Yep.”
“A-alright then, G-good night Nijika-san. A-actually..”
“Hmm? What was that, Bocchi-chan?”
“A-ah nevermind! Maybe you’ll see for yourself tomorrow, hehe..”
“Oh? Are you preparing a surprise, Bocchi-chan?”
“N-not exactly. A-ah, I can hear my mom telling me to go to s-sleep! Oh, no! W-well, Good night, Nijika-san!”
"Good night.” Nijika said, giggling at Bocchi’s obvious lie. She heard a click at the other end of the line, a sign that Bocchi had ended the call.
Now all alone in the comfort of her room, Nijika falls back on her bed and stares at the ceiling.
“Huh..so, tomorrow. It could very well be their last concert.” Nijika reiterated what Bocchi had said to her over the phone.
She never stopped to ponder that fact. Of course the seniors in the band would graduate soon, how could she forget that? With them graduating, that would mean the end of HTT as they know it now, wouldn’t it? She supposed it’s somewhat bizarre how in the span of a year, the conception of her own band and the eventual end of another would coincide in this manner.
Obviously, Nijika had seen bands come and go before, nothing lasts forever. Ryo is a living example of that, and HTT disbanding isn’t something that’s unique in the grand scheme of things. Yet this would be the first time she witnessed a band she’s personally close with disband. Nijika shook her head.
It made her reflect on her own band. She and Ryo would eventually be graduating as well, and what would that mean for kessoku band? Nijika knew that she would like to continue her education to university, but does that mean leaving Bocchi, Kita, and potentially Ryo behind? Is kessoku band about to end before they can even start?
She sighed. Nighttime really is the time for deep thoughts to enter and swivel in one’s head. Unfortunately, it also makes Nijika way too dizzy to be able to rest properly. She turned off the lights and forcefully closed her eyes, trying to tune out all thoughts from her mind.
Just go to sleep. Tomorrow’s a big day. You’ll have plenty of time to think about your own band later. Tomorrow should be all about your friends, and she’ll be there to support them all the way.
-
“Guys! I finished your costume!” Sawako said, barging in to the clubroom, excited to share her overnight handiwork to the girls, only to find them all still sleeping soundly as she entered the room.
“H-hey! Come on, wake up! I spent all night on this! Ritsu, wake up! It hurts to be ignored like this, you know?” Sawako said, shaking Ritsu’s sleeping bag in an attempt to wake the buchou up.
“Gomen, Sawa-chan. We’re too tired to respond…” Ritsu said drowsily.
“Eh… But I made this for you..” Sawako said, revealing a custom made white tee with a star print and the letters “HTT” embedded on top of it.
“Woah!” This was successful in waking up the girls (minus Mio).
“That’s so good!” Mugi said.
“It’s cute..” Azusa added.
“Nice work, Sawa-chan!” Yui chirped.
“Good job, Sawa-chan!”
“I know you guys would’ve said that, but this time this is nothing egregious! I simply made an, uhh- what was that?”
“We love it!” Ritsu said, getting out of her sleeping bag and snatching up one of the shirts in Sawako’s hand to inspect it for herself.
“You guys don’t hate it?”
“This is wonderful, Sawa-chan. I say all your hard work has paid off.” Mugi said, slowly unzipping her sleeping bag.
“What, I mean- of course I know you guys would’ve loved it, hahaha! Yes, praise me more!” Sawako laughed maniacally, the lack of sleep finally getting in to her.
“I think we might’ve set a terrible precedent.” Ritsu said, having second thoughts about praising the teacher’s handiwork.
“This is so cool! I’ll change into it right away!” Yui said, slowly taking off the school tracksuit she was wearing as pajamas.
“W-what! Yui-senpai, at least go to a bathroom or something! Don’t just change here in front of others!!”
“Huh? But Sawa-chan and the others don’t mind! This is normal, Azu-nyan!” Yui said with her voice muffled up by the shirt she was pushing down on to her body.
Azusa looks away flustered. Something is deeply wrong with this club!
“Ah! There we go!” Yui said, finally managing to put the shirt on. “Eh? Where’s the logo?”
“Yui-chan… you put it on backwards.”
“Oh, you’re right! Yui said, looking behind her. “Azu-nyan, can you tell me how it looks from the back?”
“Pervert! I’m not looking!” Azusa said, burying her face deeper in her sleeping bag.
“Ah! This is great, Sawa-chan!” Ritsu said after putting the shirt on herself.
“I told you so. Sometimes simplicity is all that it takes.” Sawako said, admiring her own work.
A glint appeared in Sawako’s glasses as she took out her phone. “Surely you guys don’t mind if i took a couple pictures-”
“Ooookay there it is. Off you go, Sawa-chan.” Ritsu said, pushing the teacher out of the clubroom.
“Eh? Come on, just one picture! Nothing weird!”
“Maaa… this is truly magnificent..” Mugi said, admiring the shirt as she put it on.
“Come on, Azu-nyan! Try it on too!” Yui said, shoving a shirt onto Azusa’s hands.
“Mou! I’ll change in a bathroom, far away from here!” Azusa said, as she got up and left the room with the shirt in her arms.
“Ehh.. what’s her deal..?”
“Don’t know, I’ve seen Mio change in front of me all the time.”
“Speaking of..” Mugi said, directing everyone’s attention towards Mio, who somehow managed to sleep soundly through all the commotion.
“Mio-chan must’ve been really tired from yesterday’s practice. She didn’t even wake up from all the noise Sawa-chan was making!” Mugi commented as she observed her friend’s sleeping figure.
“Ya. She’s a really heavy sleeper. Once she slept for half a day after an intense study session!” Ritsu added. “Almost missed the test she was studying for, too.”
“Let’s wake her up and have her put this shirt on!” Yui said.
“Wait, Yui! You’re forgetting the number one slumber party rule.” Ritsu said, halting Yui from waking the black haired girl up.
“What is it, Ricchan?”
Ritsu smirked sinisterly. “The first one to fall asleep shall be subjected to the other’s whims!” Ritsu said with an evil glee.
Mugi’s eyes lit up. “Waaah, tell us more about it, Ricchan!”
“A demonstration is in order! Now! Anyone got a marker?”
They all gathered around the sleeping Mio, Ritsu with a newly retrieved marker in her hands.
“There, perfect!” Ritsu said.
“Heehee, she’s sleeping so soundly.” Yui commented.
“She must’ve been tired from playing head butler yesterday.” Mugi added.
Ritsu zipped Mio’s sleeping bag back up. A lot of sudden movements around her causes Mio to open her eyes. She slowly got up.
“Morning, everyone.” She yawned.
“Well it’s like 11 now, but morning, Mio!”
“Morning, Mio-chan!”
Mio slowly zipped down her sleeping bag, before noticing something scribbled on her right arm.
A lot of things, actually.
“AAAAAAAAAH!!!!!”
“BWA-HA-HA!”
“RITSU!” Mio marched towards Ritsu, and with her scribbled hands, whacked her violently on her head.
“ITAI!” A cartoonish bump began forming on top of her head.
“WHY DID YOU DO THIS?” Mio said.
“For good luck! So you won’t be nervous!” Ritsu immediately answered.
“Yeah, Mio-chan. If you’re nervous, you write down the kanji for “people” on your hand and swallow it!” Yui said.
“You wrote too much!” Mio exclaimed.
“It’s to increase the effectiveness.” Ritsu defended herself.
“I thought it was because we wanted to pull a slumber party prank on her, Ricchan?” Mugi asked.
“We even thickened your life line!” Yui chirped, and to Mio’s horror, she found a way thicker marker line on palm of her hand.
“Oi, you two..” Ritsu hastily tried to shush her,
“Why, you..”
Right before Mio could further beat Ritsu up, the door to the clubroom opened, revealing Azusa, carrying her jumpsuit and donning a white t-shirt Mio had never seen before.
“Oh, Mio-senpai. You’re awake. I thought I heard you from downstairs.”
“Azusa-chan, what are you wearing?”
“Oh, this? Sensei dropped by earlier and gave us this. I was just taking a shower and changing into it.”
“What? Why did no one wake me up and tell me?”
“Sawa-chan did. Very violently, in fact.” Ritsu added.
Mio turned around to face the three other girls, finally noticing that they were also wearing the shirt.
“Did she make any for me?”
“I don’t know Mio… did she?”
“Ritsu!”
“Y-yeah, alright, she did! It’s on the couch.”
Mio stood up and picked up her shirt. “Whoa…”
“What’s wrong with your arm, senpai?” Azusa asked.
“Why don’t you ask these three runts?” Mio said bitterly. Mugi and Yui just laughed guiltily and rubbed the back of their heads. Ritsu, meanwhile, is still nursing the bump on her head.
“I left you guys on your own for like, 10 minutes…” Azusa sighed.
After Mio managed to clean up all the marker scribbles and took a shower of her own, she changed into the t-shirt Sawako made for her.
“Ah, this is really good… Sawa-chan finally made something that’s comfortable to wear..” She commented.
“Alright, girls!” Ritsu said, addressing the others. “Everybody ready?”
“E-eh, um-” Mio sputtered.
“Don’t worry, Mio-chan!” Yui chirped.
“We just had an intense training session last night.” Mugi added.
“You’re right.” Mio concedes.
“Let’s just play like we always do!” Azusa said.
“Alright, then. LET’S ROCK!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“HAI!” The girls pumped their fist in the air.
“Our concert!”
“HAI!”
“Our best one!”
“HAI!”
“Let’s eat lots of cake when we’re done!”
“HA- whu-huh..?”
“There you guys are.:" Said a new voice coming from the entrance, who happens to be Nodoka, diligently holding her clipboard. “You guys are on in about an hour. I presume you wanna do some sound checks first before the concert?”
“Hai, of course! Thanks, Nodoka-chan.”
“Don’t be tardy now.” Nodoka said, as she left the room.
Ritsu turned around to face band members and smiled confidently. “Alright then, let’s get going!”
-
Four girls stepped onto sakuragouka’s school grounds. All of them took in the sight of an even more crowded festival than the one they had experienced yesterday.
“Gee, it’s even more crowded than yesterday! I thought that the second day would be less packed!” Nijika said, as they watched the crowd of people before them.
“Hm. One would think.” Ryo added.
“This only means that more people will turn up to watch HTT's performance! Good for them!” Kita said.
Bocchi, meanwhile, could feel herself starting to feel dizzy. Her eyes spiraled as she took in the sea of people before her.
“Alright, everyone! Looks like we arrived here earlier than expected, and we have... at least an hour before the concert.” Nijika addressed the band.
Eh?
“Oh, if that’s so, I’d like to go shopping around the place! I didn’t get to explore much yesterday!” Kita immediately said.
“I hope no one’s beaten my record at that shooting game yet. I need to maintain my high score.” Ryo stated.
“I’m gonna buy something for onee-chan to make her see what she missed out on! “Too grown for festivals”.. as if!” Nijika said.
“Uhm..”
“Oh, there’s one of the booth I was eyeing yesterday! Look, they’re selling cute little nail polishes!” Kita pointed to one of the nearby stalls they passed.
“You want to go there, Kita-chan?” Nijika asked. Kita nodded in response.
“Go then. We’ll rendezvous before the concert starts!”
“Alright! Thanks, Ijichi-senpai!” Kita beamed. She turned towards Hitori.
“Gotoh-san, wanna come?” She asked excitedly.
“H-huh, no, thanks.. I have that-that thing I want to visit! You just go and buy your nail polish, Kita-chan..”
“Oh? Do you have something planned for today? What is it?”
“Ah, uhm, it’s something alright, you.. you just go, Kita-san… those nail polish aren’t gonna buy themselves..”
Kita beamed. “Alright then! I’ll buy some for you too, Gotoh-san!”
“A-ah, that won’t be necessary!”
“Nonsense. I want to buy it for you! Hm, let’s see.. I think I know what I’m gonna get! Just wait, Gotoh-san, it’ll be a surprise!” Kita said, waving, before walking off to the booth.
“What, she’s not buying polish for the rest of us?” Ryo asked dryly.
“Hush, Ryo. Don’t you have a shooting game you need to play or something?” Nijika said.
Ryo perks up. “You’re right. Well. It’s time for the queen to reclaim her throne. I’ll see you two at the concert.” Ryo said, walking off from the group.
Now it was just Nijika and Bocchi. Nijika turned to the pinkette.
“Well, Bocchi, do you want to tag along with me?” Nijika asked again.
“A-ah, no, it’s fine, Nijika-san.” Bocchi said, averting her eyes. She said that, but inside her head, she was pleading for Nijika to not leave her on her own.
Nijika stood and observed Bocchi for a brief moment. “Well, if that’s what you want, then alright!” Nijika eventually said. “Just remember, if you get lost, You have your phone! Just call me or the others okay?”
“A-alright..”
“And if someone you don’t know asks you to follow them, don’t. Don’t take anything a stranger offers you either, you got that, Bocchi-chan?”
“Y-yeah..?” Bocchi said, a bit dumbfounded at how she was being addressed like she was three.
“Good! Then I’ll see you in an hour, Bocchi-chan!” Nijika said, waving to her as she walked off, before disappearing into the crowd.
And now, Hitori was truly on her own.. Oh! What will happen to her? Will she get kidnapped? Will she drown in the sea of people and never reemerge? O, the tragedy! What will our poor Bocchi-chan do?
Unhelpful narration! Bocchi thought, shooing away the talking guitar she just conjured up in her mind.
Now what was she to do in this festival? She looked around, unable to see anything that caught her interest. Instead, it only reinforces the imposing feeling she felt in standing in such a crowded place all by herself. She began to panic. Oh no! What if I was right? Will these extroverts be able to detect an introvert among them? What will they do when they get her? Burn her at the stake? Not even a minute in and Bocchi was already regretting this decision.
“Ah, dammit! Where are they!”
Bocchi looked up as she heard the voice. It was oddly familiar. She turned around to find the girl from the maid cafe yesterday, all on her own. She was overdressed in the same attire she wore yesterday, long overcoat with a square patterned scarf and rectangular spectacles. She was looking around with an annoyed look on her face. Her gaze eventually falls onto Bocchi, and she fixes her with a glare that could kill.
“T-thank you for the concert…” Bocchi said, lifting up both her hands in defeat.
“Huh? What are you talking about?” The girl curtly responded.
“N-nothing! I’ll be on my way now, this was fun, haha!” Bocchi said as she began to flee.
“W-wait! You!” The girl caught Bocchi’s hand. Bocchi could feel herself almost exploding into tiny million pieces at this unexpected physical contact. It took everything out of her for that not to happen literally.
“You’re Gotoh Hitori, aren’t you, from the maid cafe yesterday? Answer me!”
“A-ah, h-hai! That is me! I was at the maid cafe yesterday. I-i apologize!” Bocchi added, hastily bowing to the girl.
“H-huh? Apologize? For what?”
“I-i don’t know! But I must’ve done something wrong for you to be this mad at me!”
“M-mad? I’m not mad!”
“But your face..”
“Huh? What’s wrong with my face?!”
“N-nothing! I apologize for that too!”
“Well. You did draw an ire out of me yesterday for taking up Hirasawa Yui’s attention, but that’s not relevant anymore!” Yoyoko hastily added. “I’m the one who should apologize for that, and I did, B-but whatever! Point is, I’m not mad at you.”
“O-oh, okay. S-sorry.”
“Why do you keep apologizing?”
“S-sorry, I-i mean-”
“Look, whatever. I just want to ask you if you have seen my bandm- m-my friends around! Y-know, y-you remember them don’t you? From yesterday?”
“O-oh.” Bocchi tried hard to remember the funnily dressed people from yesterday. “Y-yuyu-san and, umm… Mask-chan? I-i can’t say i have. ”
“Damn it.”
“D-did you get separated?”
“No! I’m just looking for them cause we agreed to meet up here! But none of them are responding to my texts!”
“A-ah, I see…”
“Hirasawa Yui’s concert is about to start, and they’re nowhere to be seen! So undisciplined. I gotta whip them back into proper discipline after this is over.” She muttered to herself.
Bocchi was unsure on what sort of relationship this girl has with her friends that would make her be able to do such a thing, but she was too afraid to ask the girl threatening to whip her friends, so she kept her quiet.
The other girl eventually turned back towards Hitori. “I assume you’re here to watch Hirasawa Yui as well?” She asked.
“H-hai! T-they’ve invited us to, and it would be rude to decline.”
“I see. Then both of us are here for the same purpose.”
“Y-yeah..”
“So…”
….
“You’re here on your own?”
“N-no… my friends only just ditched me..”
“What? Why?”
“A-ah! I’ve worded it wrong! They’re just off to do their own things before the concert!” Bocchi frantically waved her hands.
“I see..”
“Yeah.”
….
“So,” The girl cleared her throat. “Since both of us have been dit- I-i mean since both of us are on our own, and we’re going to Hirasawa Yui’s concert later, why don’t we, um… spend some time together?”
“I-uh…” Bocchi wasn’t expecting this invitation out of the blue. She pondered it for a moment.
She had nothing planned for today, and maybe spending it with someone would be better than hiding in a trash bin for an hour? Hard to say. But this girl… she’s so… scary! Her gaze is sharp and she never smiles! She’s really pretty though. And, um- what was she thinking about again?
“You’re not answering. Is this what people would call a rejection?”
“A-ah, no! I was just- Y-yes!”
“You’re rejecting me?!”
“N-no! I-i mean yes to your invitation! I’M NOT REJECTING YOU! I’D LOVE TO SPEND THE DAY TOGETHER WITH YOU!”
She said that last part out loud, way too loud. People around them were looking at them funny, some even whistled and laughed.
“Y-you! W-what- Let’s move somewhere quieter first!” The girl responded, blushing, which did not help lessen any of the whistle and laughter coming from the crowd.
“Alright! So!” The girl said, finally able to recompose herself after moving to a spot with less foot traffic. “You wanna “hang out” with me? I think that’s what it called.”
“Y-yes! Let’s hang out, I-um-”
“?”
“W-what’s your name again?” Bocchi asked.
The girl blushed furiously. “H-how could you forget! My name is-”
She paused, Bocchi could hear the gears spinning in her head. She has no idea why a simple question about your name would warrant this type of reaction.
“What was my name yesterday..” The girl whispered. “Ah- Oh-Osaka- Yuu…ko? Osaka Yuuko.”
That sounds more like a question than an answer, and Bocchi could’ve sworn that was not her name yesterday. But she really doesn’t want to probe her further.
“T-then, let’s spend the day together, Osaka-san.”
“Y-yeah, lets!”
….
….
“S-so.. what should we do?”
She invited me to hang but she didn’t even have anything in mind?!
“W-why don’t we go s-sightseeing, m-maybe… see if anything will catch our interest..”
“Ah, right! A marvelous idea! Let’s do that!”
Both of them began walking around the festival together. No words were spoken between them not due to mutual comfort or understanding, but pure, unadulterated awkwardness .
I-i feel like I’m gonna d-die! Why isn’t she saying anything?! Am i too boring? Kita-san or Nijika-san would’ve said at least 10 words by now!
Hmmm… does this Gotoh Hitori really don’t want to talk? Is it up to me to open up a conversation? But I don’t know how! I should’ve paid attention when Fuko tried to teach me about making small talks!
“So/ Do you-”
Both of them stared at each other.
“Well, you fi-/Um, were you-”
“Yuuko” furrows her eyebrows, Hitori shrank.
“S-sorry… I’ll close my big mouth! Forgive my arrogance!
“That’s not-” Yuuko sighed. “Whatever! A-anyway, um-”
….
“N-nice weather, we’re having…?”
“Oh. Um. Yeah. Right.”
“Yeah.”
….
“G-great. Good talk.”
Yuuko looks like she was ready to bury herself in the ground after that exchange. Bocchi was glad the feeling’s mutual.
She was spared the need to find other topics of discussion when they both passed the school auditorium. A chalkboard stood by the side of the entrance, listing off the schedules of today’s performance.
“Ah! So this is where HTT will be performing.” Yuuko said, reading HTT’s name in the listed timeslot on the board.
“Oh, r-right.” Bocchi said, glancing at the auditorium. She could hear muffled dialogue and laughter coming from behind the closed doors. Some sort of performance was currently happening, evidently.
“Not quite in the same caliber as FOLT, but not a bad site to hold a performance either way.” Yuuko muttered.
“A c-culture festival, huh… How could they do it? I always wondered what it would’ve been l-like..” Bocchi said to herself.
Yuuko stared at the chalkboard for another moment. “I-i guess this could serve as a bridge to another topic of discussion.”
“Huh?”
“W-well, we’re both here because of Hirasawa Yui, obviously. Right? So h-how and when, did you exactly meet each other and become friends?”
“Oh, um-” Bocchi tried to recall the event of her first ever meeting with HTT.
“It was exactly a year ago, i-i think. K-kind of funny actually, I met HTT because R-ritsu-san was looking for a temporary guitarist to replace Yui-chan, who was sick at the time, for the culture festival, j-just like this one.”
“You’ve known them for a year?” Yuuko’s eyes widened.
“Uhm, yeah..?”
Yuuko turned around and quickly whispered to herself.
“That means she had become HIrasawa Yui’s best friend even before I ever entered the picture! How is this Gotoh Hitori always one step ahead?!”
“O-one step ahead of what?”
“Wait, you said you’re a guitarist?”
“Y-yeah… um, I play in a band.”
“Oh, really?” Yuuko said, now eyeing her up and down. “You don’t really look like one…:"
Urk! What’s that supposed to mean?
“Then again, I suppose Hirasawa Yui doesn’t look like one either…” Yuuko sighed. Honestly, how does she do it?”
“I-i sort of get that, she’s really good, isn’t she?”
“Yeah, but you would never be able to tell just from how she conducts herself.”
“R-right.”
….
“Lucky.” Both of them said at the same time. They looked at each other.
Yuuko laughed, and Bocchi followed suit.
“So, I guess the feeling’s mutual, eh?”
“Yeah, I studied to play guitar for a really long time, so seeing her just able to effortlessly pull it off like it’s nothing.. A-ah! I’m not saying that I hate her for it or anything! It’s just-”
“No, i get you, really. I feel the same way, and not just towards Hirasawa Yui. The entire band is like her! They barely practice, yet they still somehow manage to sound good! How do they do it?”
“Y-yeah! It baffles me too!”
“Honestly, sometimes it’s infuriating how they could achieve what my band is-” Yuuko quickly put her hands on her mouth. Bocchi tilted her head in confusion.
“You’re in a band, Osaka-san?”
“N-no! I-i mean-” Yuuko sighed. “Y-yes. I’m in a band.”
“Y-you don’t look like you’re in a band..”
“Hey! What’s that supposed to mean?”
Both of them laughed again.
“T-they actually do practice a lot, though. When it counts.” Hitori said after both of their laughter recedes.
“Oh, I know. I’m witness to it. But still! It’s not enough practice that would make any of their performances make sense!”
“I-i guess…”
“I swear, some people are just born with the talents. It’s not fair.”
“R-right?”
“But it’s whatever! I am clearly still better than them, hard skill isn’t something beginner’s luck can beat! S-still, hopefully they’d still be able to get through today with just that just fine.” Yuuko said, glancing at the closed auditorium doors.
“W-what about you, Osaka-san?”
“Huh?”
“Well, h-how did you meet Yui-chan and the others? W-wasn’t it at Natsu rock?”
“O-oh, yeah! Haha, it’s pretty long though, so I might tell you some other time! L-look, something that should be able to distract you from this conversation! Let’s go over there!” Yuuko smoothly dodges the question.
“R-right.” Seems the nature of this girl’s exact connection with Yui and HTT will remain a mystery for now.
The rest of the hour went by fast for the two girls. Unknowingly, both had clicked with each other. The previous air of awkwardness, while still there, is much more subdued as Yuuko and Bocchi began talking about their shared common interest in music. Yuuko was surprisingly knowledgeable about the indie music scene in Japan, especially regarding metal and it’s subgenres, and peculiarly also psychedelic rock. She gets very talkative whenever she really gets into a certain topic, either rambling non-stop for a few minutes about how hard it is too get your start in the indie scene in Japan (Which Bocchi could relate too somewhat), or the intricate delicacies of a strawberry cake (this one, solidifies her as Yui’s friend in Bocchis’ mind).
Bocchi for the most part just listens to the girl ramble, occasionally responding with a nod or a short reply. While Kita and Nijika-san would also try to engage in a conversation with her, she could hardly ever keep up with how much of a different plane of reality they exist in. Yuuko on the other hand, is weirdly relatable to Bocchi with her hyperfixations on music and her general awkward demeanor (though she’d probably snap at her for even suggesting this), that it oddly helps the conversations between both flow naturally. Bocchi was hesitating to even think about it, but she feels that she might actually be enjoying herself…?
“...and that’s why I think grunge, as a genre, should be revived and made more mainstream.”
“Y-yes, I completely agree!”
“Of course you do! Cause, I, Oht-...saka Yuuko, have the best opinion about everything!” Yuuko said proudly. Hitori chuckled. It’s really nice to see Yuuko enjoying herself, Bocchi was almost sure she knew only to frown and scowl from the couple encounters she had with her before.
She huffed and looked straight at Bocchi. “I like you, Gotoh Hitori! You are very attentive, and not in the fake way like how my friends would pretend to listen to me when I talk! You actually do listen, and you seem to enjoy hearing my thoughts!”
“O-of course! I love hearing you talk, Osaka-san. D-does your friend really do that?”
“R-really? H-huh. No one ever said that to me before. I’m afraid my friends will just think I’m nerdy if I talk about my interests with them. They might even laugh at me.” Yuuko muttered.
“T-they wouldn’t! S-surely not… I mean, my friends are pretty understanding, an-and I hope yours is too, cause talking about all of your interests like that must’ve made you happy, right?”
“A bit.”
“W-well, hopefully your friends are of the same mind, I d-dont think your friends would be against seeing you happy.” Bocchi said.
W-wait, is this what Nijika-san meant yesterday when she said she liked hearing when Bocchi would passionately talk about something?
Yuuko smiled tenderly at Bocchi. “Y-you’re too kind, Gotoh Hitori. Ah, to think I used to hate you and fantasize about getting rid of you to have Hirasawa Yui all to myself..”
“W-wait, what-”
“Senpai, there you are!”
Bocchi and Yuuko turned around to see three girls walking up to them. Bocchi recognized them as the three friends Yuuko was also with yesterday.
“Where’ve you been? You didn’t answer any of our texts and calls.” The one at the front, a girl with a gentle, motherly gaze, said worriedly.
“Sorry, Fuu-...ka, Fuuka-chan. I was just busy talking with someone here, so I didn’t notice your calls.”
“Talking with someone other than us? You know you don’t have to lie to impress us, senpai.” The tallest of the bunch, a girl donning a mask that Bocchi had remembered Mugi to refer as “Mask-chan” said from behind Fuuka.
“H-huh? I’m not lying! I’ve been talking to Gotoh Hitori!” Yuuko said, pointing at Boochi, who up to this point, was trying hard to appear not to appear.
“Oh, Gotoh-san~” The girl at the back, who Bocchi remembered to be Yuyu-san, spoke up as they finally noticed Bocchi standing apart from Yuuko. “It seems fate has reunited us again…”
“H-haha, yeah..”
“Mask-chan” squinted her eyes at both girls. “So, you were actually hanging out with someone other than us?”
“Why do you sound so skeptical! I have a life outside of you!”
“You’re not part of some “friend rental service,” are you, Gotoh-san?" Fuuka asked.
“N-no! I was just hanging out with Osaka-san because I wanted to!” Having this question being directed at her instead of the friends she brought home was a new experience for Bocchi. W-wait, could this be considered character progression?
“Osaka-san? Who-”
“Ekhm!” Yuuko cleared her throat loudly. Mask-chan glared at her.
“Senpai. Your name is Ogawa Yoko, remember?” She whispers through gritted teeth.
“H-huh? I could’ve sworn-”
“Gotoh-san!”
Bocchi turned around to find her three friends approaching her. Kita was at the forefront, and she immediately clung onto Bocchi the moment she came close.
“There you are! We looked everywhere for you! You’re not picking up your phone!” Kita said, pouting at her,
“S-sorry, Kita-san. I-i was j-just hanging out with Yuuko-san,.. So i might’ve not noticed you guys calling…” Bocchi said, gesturing at the four girls next to them, all heavily invested in their own conversations about names.
“Ah, those girls again.” Kita said as she glanced at them.
“So she actually had something planned for today and wasn’t just lying.” Ryo said to Nijika.
“Okay, fine. I’ll give you the money when we get back.” Nijika replied.
“Excuse me. Gotoh-san.” Fuuka approached Bocchi.
“Thanks for accompanying our senpai for the past hour.” Fuuka said, shaking her hand.
“I’m sure she was a handful.” Mask-chan added.
“Hey!”
“I-it’s no problem, Yuuko-Yoko..? -san was fun to be with.. I don’t really mind..”
Fuuka's eyes widened at that, as if Bocchi just offered to swallow her foot whole. The prospect of someone spending time with her senpai willingly seemed alien to her. But nevertheless, she smiled at the pinkette.
“You’re here to watch HTT, right?”
“Err, yeah..”
“Splendid. Then why don’t we watch them together?”
“Uhh, umm…” Bocchi looked back at her bandmates.
Nijika doesn't seem to mind as she nods encouragingly, while Kita just looks at the group of girls before them with a puzzled expression.
“I-i guess we don’t mind..”
“Well then we better get goin, the concert’s about to start and if we don’t hurry, all the good seats will be taken.” Mask-chan said.
Yoko-san perked up at that sentence. “Right! We need to secure the front row seats! Come on, Yuyu!” She said as she dragged Yuyu to the direction of the auditorium.
“W-wait, senpai, whoa!”
“Welp, guess we’ll see you there.” Mask-chan said, as she followed after her senpai. Fuuka followed not soon after, smiling and waving at them.
“What a weird bunch.” Ryo said, munching on a blade of grass.
“So, what did we miss, Bocchi-chan?” Nijika asked the guitarist.
“Huh, oh, nothing. Me and Yoko-Yuuko? Just talked about stuff for an hour.” Bocchi answered simply.
“Eh? I thought you don’t like prolonged conversations!” Kita said.
“Eh, well… I guess I don’t.. but with Yuuko-san, it’s different…”
“Different how?” Kita pouts.
“Err… I don’t know..”
“I could’ve sworn her name was Yoko yesterday…” Ryo muttered.
“Well, we can talk about your new friend later, Bocchi-chan. Come on. They were right, we need to hurry before the all good seats are taken.” Nijika said, ushering her friends towards the auditorium.
Kessoku band entered the auditorium to find the lights have already been put out. Bocchi can’t really get a good look at the crowd (which was probably for the best). The only light sources in the room are the spotlights right above the stage.
Around them, Bocchi could hear people moving and rustling around, accompanied by quiet murmurs and incoherent buzzes of passing conversations.
“Here, pass this around.” Bocchi heard someone say, it was a familiar voice, but before she could turn around-
“Sawako-san.” Ryo greeted.
“Huh? Oh, it's you four! I was wondering if you guys would show up.” Sawako said to kessoku band.
“What are you doing, Sawako-san?” Nijika asked, looking at the weird lump Sawako was carrying.
“Oh, right. This is for you four. Feel free to wear it.” Sawako said, handing them each the thing she was carrying.
“Huh, is this a shirt?”
“Oh this is so cute!” Kita said, after she managed to make out what she was holding. “It’s the band’s initials!”
“Hey, it’s just like our band merch!” Nijika chirped.
“Oh yeah…” Bocchi took a good look at the shirt in her hand, a plain white tee with a star and the band's initials printed on it. “D-did you make this, Sawako-san..?”
“Ah, I know you have an eye for good fashion, Hitori-chan! Indeed, I did make these.”
“Gotoh-san? Good fashion?” Kita mumbled.
“A-and you’re handing these out to the audience?” Bocchi said, looking around, finally noticing that the crowd were all wearing them.
“Yeah. I thought I’d do something nice for the girls and surprise them with this.” Sawako said. “It is their last concert, after all.” Sawako said, gazing longingly at the stage.
“R-right.”
“Well. What are you waiting for? Put it on! And you better hurry, they’re about to get on stage!” Sawako said, before leaving to hand out shirts to other remaining audience members.
“Aw. and here I wish I could’ve shown off my custom shirt…” Bocchi suddenly said.
“Huh, what custom shirt?” Kita asked.
“Bocchi perked up at the question. “Hehe… Kita-san, feast your eyes on this..” Bocchi said, as she slowly zipped off her tracksuit.
“W-wait Bocchi-chan, what are you-” Kita covered her blushing face with her hands.
“Ta-da!” Hitori opened her tracksuit, revealing a gaudy black tee with chains and zippers all over it, including a bunch of english words scribbled on top of it.”
“Oh, wasn’t that the shirt you proposed as our merch…? Nijika asked hollowly.
“Y-yeah, isn’t it great?”
“So this is what you were preparing yesterday during our phone call..”
“Pfft. That's very rock of you, Bocchi-chan.” Ryo said. “Mind if I take a picture?”
“Ryo-senpai, don’t you dare!” Kita said. “W-well, it’s very… expressive of you, Hitori-chan, but too bad we have to wear this HTT shirt instead, you know, to show our support for Yui-chan and the others, they’d be really upset if we don’t.”
“I-i know. I was really looking forward to show it off. But oh, well. Things never go my way.” Bocchi said defeatedly.
“Ahahaha, tough luck, Bocchi-chan, Maybe next time!” Nijika laughed. Next to her, Kita wiped her brow in relief.
“Bocchi, is that your friend at the front?” Ryo said, pointing at the direction of the stage.
“Gotoh Hitorii!!! Over here!” Yuuko exclaimed from the front row. Bocchi could barely make out that she was already wearing the HTT shirt Sawako was handing out.
“Senpai, shh!” Next to her, Fuuka was trying to calm her over enthused friend down.
“Ahahaha, we better get up there before she goes and do something extreme.” Nijika said.
Kita huffed. “Where did this sudden comradery come from?” She pouts.
-
Azusa watched as the performers before them stepped down from the stage.
“Good job.” Ritsu said to them as they passed by.
“Ho-Kago Tea-Time. You’re up.” Nodoka said to the band.
“Alright! Thanks, Nodoka-chan.” Ritsu turned around to face her band members. Azusa could see the passion burning in her eyes as she did. “You guys ready?”
“Hai.” Her senpai all nodded.
“H-hai.” Azusa said.
“Alright then, let’s go.”
Azusa watches as some girls from the student council help Ritsu get her drum set on stage. In the meantime, the rest of the band were doing sound checks to make sure all their musical and stage equipments were working properly. Azusa could hear the excited murmurs of the audience from behind the closed curtains.
“Okay, we’re all set!” Ritsu said, as she finally assembled her drum set on stage.
“Ricchan, you know, this is our third school festival concert!” Yui said.
“It is.” Ritsu said as she reminisced. “Remember when you were all so nervous to get up on stage for the first time two years ago?”
“T-two years ago…” Mio shuddered.
“H-hey, don’t think about that!” Ritsu hastily said, knowing exactly of the incident Mio was thinking of. “What about our second culture festival concert, eh?”
“The one where I got sick and forgot Giita at home.” Yui said melancholically. “Sorry about the trouble I caused back then.”
“Ah- ah, it’s no big deal!” Ritsu said, her attempt at redirecting the conversation failing.
“Y-you did your best, Yui-chan!” Mugi added.
“It was also the concert where you tried to get Hitori-chan to perform with us to replace Yui-senpai.” Azusa spoke up.
At this, Ritsu turned towards Azusa. “Ah, that’s right! I can’t believe I forgot about that!” Ritsu said, rubbing the back of her head. “No hard feelings, right, Yui?”
“Sawa-chan ended up replacing me for the first song anyway, so I guess it doesn’t really matter?” Yui said quizzically.
“Looking back, it probably wouldn’t have worked anyway. Hitori-chan was such a mess back then.” Mio said.
“Yeah! Imagine getting her to perform up on stage in that state back then! I’ll take my chances with the sick guitarist instead!” Ritsu chuckled.
“Ah but she has gotten better, that live at STARRY she did with her band and us was great.” Mugi added.
The others nodded and hummed in agreement.
“We worked hard for this concert..” Azusa muttered, stealing her seniors’ attention again.
“Yeah, we did.” Ritsu said.
“We even went to FOLT to practice for this festival. I still can’t believe that happened.”
“And we met Yoyo-chan and the others there! It was so fun!” Yui exclaimed.
“Hitori and Ohtsuki-chan are surely in the crowd now, right?” Mio asked the others.
“Yeah along with their respective bands. They did say they’ll be watching us today.”
“Then. Let’s give them our best!” Azusa said, pumping her fist in the air.
“Right on!” Ritsu said, as she also pumped her fist in the air.
Mio and Mugi followed suit, leaving only Yui. Azusa looked her straight in the eyes. The senior smiled.
“Let’s give them our best, Azu-nyan!” Yui said, pumping her fist in the air as well.
“And now, the highlight of our culture festival, a performance from our keionbu, Ho-Kago Tea Time!” They could hear Nodoka’s introduction from behind the curtains.
“Sheesh, she really set the bar high for us, huh?”
“Then let’s deliver!” Azusa said passionately.
“Hai!”
“And not just to Hitori-chan and the others, but all of our audience! Let’s show them what we’re made of!”
“Hai!”
The curtain slowly lifted up, and Azusa and the others could finally get a good look at the audience they were facing. What they weren’t expecting was what they were wearing.
“What’s going on?” Yui gawked.
“They’re all wearing the same shirt as us!” Azusa exclaimed.
“Yui-chan! Over here!” Some of the audience members called, and Azusa could see SIDEROS, also clad in a white HTT shirt, waving enthusiastically at the stage. She spotted Yoyoko, not waving along with the others, but sending a nervous smile at the general direction of the stage anyway. Next to her, kessoku band was also clapping and waving at them, with Kita taking many pictures on her phone, and Hitori struggling to put on the white t-shirt over her tracksuit. Also not too far from them was Ui and Jun, watching in awe at their friends on stage.
“Guys, give them a big round of applause!” Nodoka said, as she stepped onto the stage in front of the band.
There were loud claps and whooping from the audience, loudest and most enthusiastic coming from where Yoyoko and the others were standing.
“Nodoka-chan, what are you doing?” Mio asked.
“Just hyping up the audience, as they say. “ Nodoka said as she turned to face the band. “As the president of Mio Fanclub, i have to at least show some enthusiasm for Mio’s last concert, right?”
“But still!” Yui ran up to her, followed by Azusa.
“What about the shirt that they’re all wearing?” Azusa asked.
“Calm down. Yamanaka-sensei made them. We handed them out before the concert.” Nodoka said, as she turned towards the side of the stage, where Sawako was standing, wearing her own HTT shirt.
“Thank you so much, Sawa-chan!” Yui said tearfully. Azusa nodded next to her.
Cheers erupted from the audience. Chants of “Thank you Sensei!” Followed Yui’s proclamation.
“A-ah, yes this is it! Praise me!” Sawako said.
Yui turned back to face the audience. “E-everyone. We’re Ho-Kago Tea-Time.” She sobbed.
“Come on, Yui-chan!” Azusa could hear Nijika encouraging words from beneath the stage.
“Y-you can do it, Hirasawa Yui!” Yoyoko piped up.
“We’re on the receiving end of everyone’s kindness today.. Thank you so much!” Yui said, tearing up.
Unbeknownst to her, Azusa also felt a stray tear leaking out of her eyes. She carefully shed it away, and was grateful that everyone’s attention was on Yui- that no one noticed that brief moment of vulnerability.
“Yuck, that’s gross Yui!” The audience laughed as Yui cleaned up her snot with the back of her hand.
“We haven’t even started and you’re already crying..” Ritsu said wearily from the back, eliciting some laughter from the crowd.
“Anyway!” Yui said, as she regained her composure. “Here’s our first song, Gohan Wa Okazu!”
“What the heck?” The audience laughed at the absurdity of the song’s name.
“Check it out!” Yui turned towards her band. “Ready?”
Azusa nodded, so did the others.
Ritsu began clinking her drumsticks together. “One, two, three, four!”
The song opens with a blaring keyboard intro from Mugi, as everyone else stepped aside to provide backing for the main opening melody of the song. Yui begins to sing.
“Rice is amazing, it goes with anything- hoka, hoka!”
“Ramen, udon, or okonomiyaki- kore, kore!”
“Between carbs and carbs, it’s a collaboration!”
“Atsu, atsu, hoka, hoka!”
“Rice is amazing, we’re in trouble if we don’t have any! Rice is better as a side dish!”
“If you're from Kansai, it’s all about okonomiyaki and rice! But I’m not from Kansai!”
“What did ya say?” The rest of the band collectively shot back at Yui.
The audience laughed at the back and forth Yui was having with her band in the song. Azusa can’t help but smile at this reaction.
At this point, they entered the chorus, and Mugi re-enters the song with her keyboard, repeating the same melody from the intro. Yui began to sing the chorus.
“Ichi, ni, san, shi, Go-han!”
Mugi replied to Yui’s singing by repeating the melody on her keyboard louder.
“Ichi, ni, san, shi, Go-han!”
The song continued on for a bit after that. Yui pointed the mic at the audience during some part of the chorus to get them to sing along. Eventually Yui closes up the song with her Giita.
The auditorium bursts into cheer and applause. Azusa took in the sight of the cheering audience, her friends all chanting her and her bandmate’s names, and overall just the sheer joy emanating from every person in the room. Azusa feels like everyone in the room is emanating some sort of Kit-aura, but for once, it doesn’t feel so bad. She enjoyed reveling in the adoration of the crowd like this.
“That was Gohan-Wa Okazu!” Yui said over the audience. And now, let me introduce you all to our band members!”
-
Bocchi watches as the audience clapped and cheered for Ho-Kago Tea Time all around them. She could see Kita whooping enthusiastically next to her while taking pictures on her phone, Nijika was laughing over the commotion, and Yoyoko was trying very hard to not seem too impressed by the performance, which her bandmates were not buying for a second.
“That was cool.” Ryo calmly said. Unlike the others, she doesn’t seem to have been swept up in the atmosphere around the auditorium.
“D-did you not like it, Ryo-san?”
“Hm? What makes you say that?”
“Well, you just doesn’t seem as overly enthusiastic as the others, I guess.”
“Hm. No, I liked it. I don’t think I really like their musical style, but I can appreciate a good performance nonetheless. That, was a good performance.”
“B-but, shouldn’t you be jumping up and down and clapping if y-you think it was good?” Hitori said as she looked around at the people doing exactly that, including their friends.
“Eh. I don’t want to waste my energy.” Ryo said simply. “What about you, Bocchi? What do you think of that performance just now? You weren’t “jumping up and down” either. So did you not like it?”
“Eh? Um-” Bocchi glanced at the stage, where Yui is now currently probing Mio to act like a butler for the audience. She tries to bring herself back into the performance just now.
How Mugi’s keyboard was leading and dominating certain parts of the song, how the rest of the band’s sound blended perfectly into a cacophony of sound, all supporting each other throughout the song.. And most of all, Yui’s delivery, her charismatic way of delivering the admittedly goofy lyrics, added with backing vocals from the rest of the band as if they were going back and forth as they played the song.
It was odd… but she can’t deny… it was so much fun.
She looked around at her friends and other audience members who were now laughing at Yui and Ritsu’s antics on the stage. Everyone here.. they’re having fun.. aren’t they? Is this what performing at a culture festival is like?
Bocchi returned her gaze at the stage, where Azusa was reprimanding Yui and telling her to get back to starting the second song.
M-maybe, culture festivals.. Maybe performing at one wouldn’t be that bad..?
“So you don’t like it?” Ryo eventually asked after the prolonged silence from Bocchi.
“A-ah, no! That’s not what i mean!” Bocchi hastily said, frantically waving her hands. “T-they’re good. They’re really good, actually. I wish we could have an opportunity to do something like this, just like them.” Bocchi said, as her gaze fell back towards the stage.
“A-ah, what's the second song?” Yui asked.
“I told you to write it down, Yui!” Ritsu responded.
“I did! It was in the paper that I left in my blazer… Ricchan, I lost it!”
The audience laughed. Well, maybe they could tone down on the on stage improv if it ever came down to their turn on the stage, Bocchi thought.
-
…Fuwa-fuwa time!”
The band closes their second song, Fuwa-fuwa time, to a similar enthusiastic reception from the audience.
The SIDEROS girls were amongst the loudest people that cheered HTT on. Yoyoko was trying her best to keep calm, and only politely clapped after every performance so far, but it's obvious to her friends that she was enjoying this immensely.
“Come on, senpai, you can just show that you’re excited, you know? No one’s gonna judge.” Akubi said
“What?!” Yoyoko shouts over the sound of cheer and whoops erupting from around them.
“I’ve seen you more excited at a cola mentos video. What’s the matter?” Akubi reiterated.
“Huh?!”
“I said, what’s the matter?” Akubi said, over all other noises around them.
“Oh. Nothing! I just, I think it’s probably best if I don’t seem overly excited anyway!”
“Why’s that?!”
“Well, it’s a bit umm…”
“What?”
“It’s cringe! Okay? I can’t be caught geeking out over things like these! Wouldn’t you just think I’m just weird and nerdy?”
“What? Why?”
“Huh?”
“You see me geeking out over games i play all the time! Or Yuyu geeking out over ghosts! And Fuuko- well, she’s the most normal out of all of us really. Do you think we’re weird and nerdy for that?”
“Well, honestly, kind of, yeah.” Yoyoko said in response. “But I suppose it’s part of what makes you guys, you guys.” She concludes.
“There, you get it!” Akubi shouts again. The voices around them were not dying down in the slightest. “It’s just a part of us, our quirks. Most of us are weird as hell, so no one’s gonna judge if you seem way too invested in your friend’s band, for example.”
“I guess.. But didn’t you make fun of my friendship with Hirasawa Yui previously?!”
“Well, I just like to tease ya! That’s what friends do, isn’t it?”
“Oh, right. Of course.”
Yoyoko returned her gaze to the stage.
“Thank you for listening to us so far!” Yui said. The audience cheered again.
“YEAH!!!”
“WOOO!!!”
Yoyoko looked all around her, people all excitedly shouting and cheering for the band performing before them. She’s been the recipient of such reactions in the past of course, but this is one of the few times she’s been on the other side of the exchange.
“Go on, Hirasawa Yui! You guys rock!” Yoyoko shouted at the top of her lungs.
“A-ah? Oh! Thanks Yoyo-chan! Everyone! Make some noise for my friend, Yoyo-chan!” Yui said unexpectedly.
The crowd began cheering for Yoyoko, causing her to hide behind her scarf, unprepared for Yui to be diverting the audience’s attention towards her.
“That’s the spirit, senpai!” Akubi laughed.
“Eh, Yoyo-chan? Seriously, what is her name supposed to be?” KIta confusedly asked.
“Kita-chan!” Yui suddenly said from the stage. “Thank you for coming too! Thank you Ryo-chan, Nijika-chan, Hitori-chan! Let’s play together again some day!”
“Oh, geez. Why did she have to push everyone’s attention towards me…” Bocchi said, sinking herself deeper inside her tracksuit. Next to her, Kita laughed.
“Ahahaha, thank you, Yui-chan.” Nijika said, waving at the stage. Ryo smiled thinly.
“Onee-chan!”
“Ah, Ui, too! Everyone! My little sister, Ui! She’s the best!” Yui said from the stage.
“Ah, Jun! She noticed me!” Ui said, shaking Jun, who was standing next to her.
“Of course she did. You’re her sister.” Jun deadpans.
“You too, Jun! Thank you for all the support!”
“This’ll bridge nicely to our next song, actually.” Mio said. “Yui, do you remember what our next song is?”
“Uhh, does it have something to do with Ui, Mio-chan? What is it? Did you write a song about my sister? Or maybe Jun?”
“Mou! No, you baka! This is the song YOU wrote about your sister, remember?” Azusa interrupted.
“Huh, oh yeah! Sorry, Azu-nyan!” Yui rubbed the back of her head.
“This next song, it’s called U&I! And I’d like to thank Yoyo-chan, she was the one who gave me the idea and helped me write this song! Everyone! Give it up for Yoyo-chan!”
Yoyoko hides herself again as the audience’s attention is once again, shifted towards her.
“Yamanaka-sensei, thank you for the shirt! Nodoka-chan, thank you for everyday! Thank you Giita! Thank you Ton-chan! Thank you clubroom-sama!” Yui began tearfully thanking everyone.
“After all, after school tea-time would always be… After school!”
The crowd goes silent at that. No one understood what Yui meant, but Ui and Yoyoko could still be heard clapping anyway.
“This will be our last song for today!” Yui said. Some people from the crowd starts voicing their disappointment. ”I hope all of you enjoy it! Here’s U&!!” Yui said.
Ritsu began banging on her drums to start the song, and Azusa followed with her Muttan to play the opening riff to the song. Yui, Mio and Mugi all joined in. The five of them played their parts of the intro, synchronizing with each other before Yui jumped into the first verse of the song,
“I can’t do anything without U,”
“I want to eat Ur cooking!”
“Whenever U come back, I’ll hug U with my best smile!”
Yoyoko smiled as Yui began singing the song both of them crafted on that autumn night over at Yui’s house. Part of her couldn't believe it’s been that long. A couple feet away from her, Ui was standing next to Jun, eyes locked at the stage, clapping and bobbing along with the music.
“U’ve always given me courage being next to me..”
“U’ve always given me courage being next to me..”
“I want to be with U forever! I want to tell U these feelings of mine-”
“Come rain and shine, U were always by my side.”
“When I close my eyes-”
“I can see your shining smile..”
“Arigatou~”
-
“It was a smashing success, wasn't it?”
The keionbu has returned to their clubroom. Right after the concert, they were immediately bombarded with compliments and words of praise from everyone from kessoku band to SIDEROS, to all of their classmates.
“You guys were so cool up there!” Azusa could faintly recall what Kita-chan had said to her right after they got off stage.
“Y-yeah.. Y-you guys really inspired me.. That was one hell of a performance..” Hitori said. Having her guitar idol say that about her and her band, unknowingly made Azusa felt a little queasy inside.
“You guys really have grown from your live at STARRY, huh? I’m so proud of all of you. Let's just hope our own performance next week could match up to that!” Nijika said enthusiastically. Azusa smiled at the recollection.
“I told you it would’ve been fine, Azusa. See? Your band kills it. I’m always right.” Azusa sighed as she recalled Ryo’s smug statement.
SIDEROS also had their fair share of praises for HTT, but none compared to Yoyoko’s.
“Your guitar playing might still need some adjustment, Hirasawa Yui, sometimes I can tell when you would screw up and how Azusa have to cover for you, and as for-”
“So you don’t like it, Yoyo-chan?”
“I DO! I LOVE IT, DON’T LISTEN TO WHAT I JUST SAID I LOVE THIS PERFORMANCE SO MUCH!”
The rest of SIDEROS laughed at the exchange as Yui threw herself onto an embrace with Yoyoko. Azusa chuckled as she was reminded of the memory, but she could also feel another feeling panging inside her at the sight of the two hugging.
Azusa shook her head and returned herself back to the present, after all of that, all the band wanted was just some peace and quiet, so they all returned back to the clubroom, where they all sat, basking underneath the afternoon glow making its way through the clubroom windows. All of them sat silently as they processed what just transpired today.
“I can’t even remember if I played my part properly or not.” Mugi piped up,
“The T-shirt thing blew me away before we even started.” Ritsu stated.
“S-same.” Azusa eventually said. “I still can’t tell if it was real or not.”
There was a small pause before Yui spoke up. “But it was so much fun!”
“And it was the best concert we ever had!” Mio added.
“We were so tight back there.” Ritsu said.
“We so were!”
“I bet Giita was ecstatic over it.”
“He was!” Yui said, holding out her guitar proudly. “And so was Elizabeth, wasn’t she?”
“Elizabeth!” Mio said, hugging her bass.
“A-and my Muttan too!” Azusa said, holding out her mustang.
“Your guitar name is Muttan?” Ritsu sneered.
“I-it’s a mustang, so..”
Mugi chuckled.
“Ne, ne! What do you guys wanna do next?”
“I wanna eat a slice of cake.” Azusa suggested.
“Ah, just so happen we have a surplus of our budget.”
“We don’t have to use it! I still have my own supply!” Mugi said,
“Then, let’s do that! While we eat, let’s decide on what to do next!”
“Ah, a christmas party next would be nice..” Mio muttered.
“Then it’s new years after that!” Mugi said.
“Let’s go to a shrine!” Azusa suggested.
“After that, it’s the freshman concert again..”
“And after that we’ll have another summer training camp, and another overnighter at school, and, after that..”
“Heh, there’s nothing else after this, Yui. This is our last culture festival.” Ritsu said, tearing up.
Ah, so this is it. Azusa thought. They’ve finally said it out loud. This was the beginning of the end for their band. Azusa has been dreading when this talk would happen. But strangely, now faced with it outright, She can’t help but smile over it. The band has overcome a great obstacle today, and has achieved their best performance as of it’s conception. Azusa couldn’t be anything less than happy, even if it was enveloped in such bittersweet feelings.
“We’ll be better at the next culture festival!” Azusa turned towards Yui, who had also begun to tear up as she said that.
“Hey, you plannin’ on staying another year or something? You can’t do that, Yui! This is it, the end..” Ritsu laughed sadly.
“Is it? W-well, that’s too bad!” Yui said. Azusa watched as her senpais began breaking down one by one, with Mio already sobbing onto her knees.
“I don’t want that!” Mugi suddenly shouts. “I don’t want this to end!”
“M-mugi-senpai, there’s no need to be selfish..” Azusa said sadly. “And Yui senpai, stop crying like a baby.”
“I’m just sweating!” Yui said, as her nose let out a huge snot. “Through my eyes and nose!”
“Mio.. come on you big wuss..” Ritsu elbowed Mio, who was still crying onto her knees.
“Baka.. you’re crying too..” Mio said as she looked up.
“I’m just sweating too!” Ritsu hastily said. Both of them laughed.
“Here, Mugi-senpai.” Azusa said calmly, taking out a handkerchief from her skirt pocket.
“Azusa-chan, how could you be so strong, I-, t-thank you, Azusa-chan.” Mugi thanked her as Azusa began wiping the tears off Mugi’s face.
“S-say, we were great weren’t we?” Mio suddenly asked.
“We were! We were so great!” Mugi exclaimed.
“I’m- I’m happy to be able to play with all of you." Azusa said, that bittersweet feeling in her stomach getting even stronger.
“Y-you guys..!” Yui said, holding out her arm. “C'mere!”
Mugi and Ritsu immediately accepted the invitation towards her embrace. Mio followed suit.
“S-stop it, Yui! Wipe your nose!”
“Mugi-chaan!”
Azusa watched her senpais cried onto each other’s embrace. She eventually caved in, joining them in their big group hug.
“I’m, really, really glad I got to play with you.” Azusa whispered into her senpai’s embrace, in between their sobs and sniffles. Another stray tear made it’s way out of her eyes, but this time, Azusa let it run through her cheeks and fell onto her skirt.
-
“Should we just go?” Nijika asked her other bandmates
“Eh, but I already bought this for them! When else are we gonna give it?”
“I don’t know, STARRY is going to have a christmas party in December, maybe then? We can invite them.”
“That’s too long, Ijichi-senpai!”
“Huh, what’s going on here?”
Nodoka was puzzled at the sight of kessoku band all haggling in front of the light music club room, whispering among themselves as Kita held out a package. Behind Nodoka, Sawako was also looking in an equal manner of confusion.
“Ah, you got the band something to congratulate them?” Nodoka asked.
“Y-yeah. Just an assortment of nail polishes I got earlier today.” Kita responded.
“Then why aren’t you giving it to them?” said Sawako.
“Uhh, well…”
“See for yourself.” Ryo said, opening the door gently to let Nodoka take a peek.
“Oh…” Nodoka was greeted with the sight of all the HTT members, all huddled up and fast asleep under the window. The soft afternoon sunlight falling gently onto their sleeping faces.
“Such content smiles.” Sawako commented.
“Y-yeah.." Bocchi said, as she observed the room. It’s been more than a year since she was in this room for the first time, which was also the day of her fateful meeting with the members of Ho-Kago Tea Time.
“Reminiscing about old times, Hitori-chan?” Sawako teased.
“M-maybe..”
“Maybe I’ll just put it here..” Kita said, gently placing the box on Yui’s lap. Hitori noticed that Azusa was holding Yui’s hand in her sleep.
Nijika stared blankly at the sleeping figures of HTT. Bocchi could feel a hundred thoughts passing by the minute inside Nijika's head from how she currently looks.
“E-everything alright, Nijika-san?”
“Oh, oh yeah, I’m fine. Bocchi-chan.” She sighed. “They’ve must’ve been tired, huh?” Nijika said, still gazing at the sleeping HTT.
“Y-yeah.. What’s on your mind, Nijika-san?”
Nijika looked at Bocchi. “Quite perceptive today, aren’t you, Bocchi-chan?”
“I-no…, i-it’s just clearly written on your f-face..”
“O, oh- really?” Nijika said, touching her face. “Then I guess I should learn to hide my thoughts better then, ahaha!” Nijika said awkwardly.
“What’s wrong, Ijichi-senpai?” Kita was now asking too.
“Now you too, Kita-chan? Well. If you guys really wanna know..” Nijika paused for a bit, before speaking up again,
“Just thinking about the end.. I-i know it might’ve been too early for me to do that. Our band is still pretty early in it’s infancy. B-but I can’t help but think about it anyway, since most of the problems that would cause HTT to disband are very similar to us.”
“O-oh, are you still thinking about our phone call, yesterday, Nijika-san?” Bocchi asked.
“Y-yeah. Me and Ryo would graduate before you two. Does that mean I have to leave you guys behind too?” Nijika looked down.
“Nijika-san…”
“Sorry, I really don’t wanna be a downer, ahahaha.” Nijika glanced at the still sleeping HTT. "But soon, I’ll graduate. And after that, it’s university. Would I still even have time for the band?”
“I don’t think you should worry too much about that.”
“Huh?” Nijika turned around, the voice came from Sawako, who was looking at her inquisitively.
“You’re Seika’s sister, aren’t you? You know her band is still pretty active in college, right? So was mine. As long as you have the determination and willingness, your band’s gonna be fine.”
“I suppose, but just seeing these guys today…” Nijika looked back at HTT again.
“They’re just a bunch of melodramatic band kids.” Sawako said dismissively. “I doubt this’ll be the end for them either, regardless of what they might think about at the moment.”
“She’s right, Ijichi-senpai! I think part of their grief was just how they’ll be separated by graduation! They’ve been pretty much together for 2 years, same school and all. The 4 of us don't even go to the same school, and our band meetings aren’t dictated by that!” Kita said.
Another true statement. Nijika began looking up.
“Don’t worry, Nijika. I’m not going to college. No need to worry about me not having spare time for the band.” Ryo said.
“That’s not the point!” Nijika spats.
“I’m just trying to lighten up the mood.” Ryo deadpanned.
“You still have a long road ahead of you, Ijichi-san.” Nodoka said. “And so does Yui and the others. Graduation isn’t the end, cause you guys will be friends forever.”
Nijika chuckled. “You know, Nodoka-chan, modified a bit, what you just said may make really good song lyrics.”
“Really? Hm. Then i suppose I’ll tell Yui about it. It looks like she could use it for a song for a certain kouhai.” Nodoka said, directing her gaze to Yui and Azusa’s intertwined hands.
“N-nijika-san!”
Nijika turned towards Bocchi, who was looking at her determinedly.
“Everyone else w-was right! No need to worry about the end, b-because we are still far from it! Kessoku band is just getting started.”
Hitori took a step forward.
“B-both our bands are gonna achieve so many things, I just know it… f-for now, let’s work towards our b-best, starting with next week’s culture festival!”
“Bocchi-chan…” Nijika said, clutching her heart.
“Y-yeah, I’ll be honest, Nijika-san… up til seeing what HTT has accomplished today, i still have small doubts about playing at the festival.. But now, after everything I’ve seen… I thought, m-maybe performing at the festival wouldn’t be bad. I-i’d like for our band to achieve something similar like that too.”
“You’re right, Bocchi-chan. I’d like for us to be received as well as they were too.”
Bocchi nods. “A-and even when the time c-comes for us to part ways… which won’t be for a while! Cause our band will go on and live as long as we do!-” Bocchi rambled, causing Nijika to chuckle. “W-we’ll do it with a smile, c-cause at that point, we’d be fulfilled and h-happy. W-what did they say..? Ummm.. I-it’s not about the destination, but the journey.”
Nijika smiled brightly. “This is why you should speak your mind more often, Bocchi-chan.” She said through a sniffle. “You’d make a really good motivational speaker.”
“Eh, really? B-but-”
“Gotoh-san!” Kita immediately clung onto her, rendering Bocchi unable to finish that sentence. “I agree! This is only the beginning for us, let’s keep making songs together for 5, no, 10, no a 100 more years!” Kita said excitedly.
Nijika felt a hand on her shoulder. “Got it all out your system?” Ryo asked.
“Y-yeah.”
“We’ll always be here for you Nijika. All the way through.” Ryo states matter of factly.
“I know.”
-
Separated from them right beside the entrance was Sawako and Nodoka, watching over the commotion with content smiles on their faces.
“Heh, do they really have to make this all about them in the end?” Sawako poked fun at the girls.
“Haha, don’t be like that, Yamanaka-sensei. Let them have their moment too.”
“It reminds me of my own last culture festival back in the day..” Sawako reminisced fondly. Nodoka hums.
“And here I thought I could come in here and be praised more for that whole shirt idea!” Sawako suddenly pouts. “But everyone’s too focused on themselves when they should be focusing on me!”
Nodoka laughed. “Why are you being such a child, sensei?”
Notes:
merry christmas! (it probably wont be christmas anymore when i posted this, but its the thought that counts) and there we have it, HTT's final concert. next up, kessoku band's concert and hitori and kita's play
Chapter 11: Into the Pure-Pure Light
Summary:
Kita wants to know what it feels like to fall in love. Hitori just wants to get it over with.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Footsteps echo along the halls of Sakuragouka high, as a small girl with a guitar strapped onto her back ran along the corridors. Her hair, tied into long twintails on each side of her head flying behind her as she sprinted towards her destination with only one thought in mind.
Seniors retire after the school festival.
Previous conversation with her two friends, Jun and Ui, replayed in Azusa’s mind as she marched on the path to the light music club.
“The field track looks so empty now.” Ui commented, as the three of them watched out the window of their classroom.
“Only natural isn’t it? The sports club seniors must’ve left the club already. I know my senpais at the jazz club have.” Jun replied.
Azusa quickened her pace, she was already climbing up the stairs to the music room. Would they have also been gone? She grabbed the doorknob and opened the door hastily, catching her breath as she observed the room before her.
“Why are you so out of breath?”
Mio had asked that question. Azusa had walked into the same old scene of her senpais and Sawako goofing off in the clubroom, eating cakes and drinking tea. Doing anything besides practicing.
“You okay, kid?” The buchou, Tainaka Ritsu asked the small guitarist.
“Why are you still here?” Azusa retorted.
“You rushed in here for Mugi’s sweets, didn’t you?” Yui teased as she attempted to spoon feed Azusa some cake. “Say ah.”
“I’m not you, Yui-senpai.” Azusa said, looking away.
“Nah. You rushed here cause you thought we retired and wouldn’t show up here anymore didn’t you?” Ritsu said nonchalantly.
She’s sharp about these things! Azusa thought. Before she knew it, Her drummer and guitarist senpais had moved towards her to glomp her.
“She doesn’t want us leaving her..”
“Kawaii, Kawaii!”
“GAAAH!!” Azusa broke free out of her two senpai’s hold, causing both of them to retreat and hold each other instead.
“She’s violent!”
“Scary, scary!”
“Stop acting like that! Besides, you haven’t answered my question!”
“Because it’s calming here.”
“And it’s air conditioned.”
“And sweets are served!” Their teacher and advisor, Sawako, said from the back.
“Even sensei is here too.” Azusa muttered.
“Ignore all of them, Azusa. We thought we’ll use this room to study for the upcoming college entrance exams.” Mio gave an actual coherent answer.
“You don’t mind, right, Azusa-chan?” Mugi asked.
“Not at all, Mugi-senpai.” Azusa said as she sat on her usual seat at the table. “I like having people around.”
“Aren’t you glad you’re not, ah- Hitori-bocchi, Azusa?” Ritsu sneered. Yui chuckled at the pun.
“Ahahaha! It sounds like she’s talking about Hitori-chan! But she isn’t!” Yui said.
“Yes, i think we all got that, Yui-senpai.”
“Oh, speaking of. You guys got Hitori-chan’s and the others present yesterday, right?” Sawako asked the girls.
“The nail polish? Yeah, though I don’t really use those kinds of cosmetics. It was a nice gesture, though.” Ritsu said.
“We should thank them and SIDEROS for all the support they’ve given us.” Mugi said. Next to her, Sawako cleared her throat obnoxiously. “Ah, to you too, of course, Sawa-chan. You have helped our club a lot as our advisor.”
“Ahahaha, yes! Praise me more!”
“Don’t do that.” Ritsu deadpans.
“Well, we can return the favor by coming to their culture festival.” Mio said.
“They have invited us.” Azusa replied.
“Mou, when is that again?” Yui asked.
“This weekend, apparently.” Ritsu answered. “Both their play and concert.”
“Ah, right. They were doing a play. Romeo and Juliet.”
The table fell silent for a short moment.
“I can’t picture Hitori acting on stage at all.” Ritsu eventually broke the silence.
“It sounds like a recipe for disaster...” Mio muttered.
“Ah, it makes me think of what it would have been like if we were the one doing the play.” Mugi pondered. “I can imagine Mio-chan as Romeo and Ricchan as Juliet.”
“Eh? Shouldn’t it be the other way around?” Azusa said quizzically.
“Yes, but picture this, Azusa-chan. Ricchan in a gown.” Mugi said, completely unironically.
Azusa snorted, which prompted Ritsu to send a glare her way.
“That would never have happened!” Mio blushed, apparently also picturing herself and Ritsu in the role of Romeo and Juliet. “As if the cafe weren’t torturous enough!”
“It sounded like fun. I wonder what I would’ve been, maybe a tree-” Yui said, thinking of the intricacy of playing a tree.
“So Hitori chan would be playing Juliet and Kita-chan would be playing Romeo, right?”
“I’d like to see how that’ll pan out.” Ritsu snarked.
“Who knows? But I won’t discount her just like that, Ricchan. Hitori-chan, and her band to an extent, has this- hmm, how should I phrase it? tendency to be very determined in overcoming hurdles, even when all odds are stacked against them. it’s quite admirable, really.” Mugi said.
“Yeah, true! That sounds like Hitori-chan, alright!” Yui smiled.
“I know, still. It sounds really out there, y’know? But I guess you’re right.” Ritsu conceded.
“They must be practicing hard right now. I wonder how it’s coming along?” Mio asked.
“Everything’s gonna be all well and dandy, I just know it!” Mugi chimed.
Sawako, who has been passively observing the banter up to this point, decides to interrogate two seniors in particular.
“While I’m here, Yui-chan, Ricchan.” She addressed the two. “You two haven't submitted your career plans yet.”
“A-ah, do we have to?”
“We already said we want to try applying for college!”
“What college? What major?”
The two were caught off abruptly by the common sense question.
“Oh, and additionally, Mio-chan. Have you thought about that college recommendation from the school?”
Mio nods. “Yeah.”
“Well, just remember to turn in the papers so it can be processed.”
“You’re going to that university, Mio-senpai?”
“I’m thinking about it.”
“Welp. That’s enough teacher-ing for me today. I’ll see you girls tomorrow.” Sawako said as she got up and left the room.
Yui took out a magazine from her bag. “Now that we’ve decided on our career plans-”
“No you haven’t.”
“Let’s talk about yearbook photos! I’m thinking about how to wear my hair for the photo!”
Azusa felt a strange knot in her stomach as her seniors began talking about college plans and yearbook photos, but she decided to keep it to herself. She silently ponders.
Well, looks like they’re not quitting just yet. But it seems like I'm just enjoying borrowed time.
Still, I won’t be alone just yet.
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“Everything is absolutely not well and dandy! How will our Hitori conquer this obstacle? Find out more in this-”
“Gotoh-san!”
“Huh-?”
“Geez, there you are! Were you narrating over your life in your head again?”
“N-no!” Hitori said, trying to dissolve the image of a talking guitar, sitting comfortably while reading off a book to an invisible audience beside a fireplace inside her head.
“Kita-chan. Gotoh-san. You ready back there?”
“We’ll be there in a minute, Sattsu!” Kita replied, giving her friend a thumbs up. “Anyway, I do hope you weren’t just spacing out there, Gotoh-san. You’ve memorized your lines this time, right?” Kita asked.
“O-oh, mm-hmm, yeah…”
Kita pouts. “Gotoh-san, we have less than a week to prepare for the play, you know! We don’t have any time left to spare!”
“A-ah, sorry, K-kita-san, I have memorized the lines… don’t worry about it…”
Kita kept her gaze on Bocchi for a moment longer before eventually forming a smile. ”That’s good to hear, Gotoh-san. Sorry if I seemed pushy, but I really want you to do your best for this play. Surely you’ll understand, right?”
“O-of course, Kita-san…”
“Then, come on! Sattsu and the others are waiting!” Kita said, as she guided Bocchi towards where Sattsu and the others were sitting, waiting on their two leads.
“Alright, you two. Let’s start where we left off yesterday with the balcony scene. Kita-chan, you may start.” Sasaki said, as Hitori and Kita stood in place.
“Hai!”
As Kita began reciting her lines at Hitori, the girl tried her best to maintain her composure. A herculean task- when she was being watched by the entirety of no less than 6 people. Hitori tried not to think of how she has to do this in front of an auditorium full of people by the end of the week. The familiar feeling of fear and anxiety fills her up again. As Kita began wrapping up her dialogue, Hitori gulped. She braces herself for her upcoming speaking part, trying to remember the advice Nijika had given her during their mock rehearsals at STARRY so long ago.
“Just imagine your mother saying these lines, Bocchi-chan! You can do that, can’t you?”
In hindsight, the advice would’ve sounded completely nonsensical to anyone other than Bocchi, but it had proved somewhat useful for her. She took a deep breath. Kita had finished speaking her lines, and now it was time for her part.
“O Romeo, Romeo! W-wherefore art thou Romeo? Deny thy father and refuse thy name; Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love, And I'll no longer be a Capulet.”
Despite all odds, Hitori had managed to finish her line with only stuttering once. Well, that could've gone worse, she thought. She could see Kita giving her a small smile before proceeding with her own lines.
“Cut! Alright, okay. That was good. Still! Some notes. Kita-chan, some of your delivery was still a bit flat. Try to get more in the character of Romeo. As for you, Gotoh-san.” Sasaki paused.
Hitori gulped again, preparing for another scathing review from their director over her performance.
“Whilst it’s good that you can actually look up at your partner while saying your lines now, you still have to work on your confidence and the way you deliver your words. You tend to speed through your lines, just relax and let it flow naturally. Overall, I just want for you to be able to maintain consistency of your performance. You tend to flip-flop between being decent to, umm… somewhat less than acceptable.”
“A-ah, hai, apologies, Sasa-san. I’ll work hard to fix myself!”
Kita frowned, though she made no comment on the exchange.
“Alright then, onto the next scene!”
Sasaki made them rehash a couple more scenes, before deciding to call it off for the day. Despite her previous remark, her overall impression on the two had improved somewhat, and she doesn’t look as full of despair as she once was whenever it was time for their rehearsals.
“How are you feeling, Gotoh-san?” Kita said, as they pack up their stuff in preparation to leave for STARRY.
“I- i’m fine, Kita-san.”
“And about the play? How are you feeling?”
“A-ah.. um.. I think I’ll manage.” Hitori lied, knowing well Kita would only be more worried and pushy if she answered truthfully.
“That’s great to hear, Gotoh-san! Don’t take anything Sattsu said to heart, okay? You know she just wants the best for you. I’ll practice just as hard as you so we both can shine on that stage together, okay?”
“H-hai…” Hitori smiled weakly, which prompted Kita to smile as well. She always loved seeing Hitori smile, she really wants to see it more often.
“Ah.. and there’s still our concert after that… I gotta say, play rehearsals, then band practice right after that… this week’s really not treating us well, huh?” Kita lightheartedly asked.
“A-are you saying you’re tired of it, Kita-san?”
“Huh? What? Oh no, I’m fine! More than fine, Gotoh-san! Hahaha! I’m really excited at the prospect of both our play and concert actually! Whenever I feel tired, I’ll just remind myself of how awesome we’re both gonna look on that stage in not less than a week, and I’ll get my spirit back up!”
“A-ah, is that so…? You make it sound so easy, Kita-san..” Hitori said, fully lost on how Kita could find any of these looming threats exciting. Kita just smiled at that, oblivious to Hitori’s actual state of mind.
They left school and commuted to STARRY together. Whilst it's nothing out of the ordinary for Hitori to not be talking much during these commutes, it struck her as odd at how quiet Kita was, only exchanging a few words with Hitori along the trip. From the brief glances Hitori snuck at her friend, Kita seemed to be deep in thought over something. It’s not until they boarded off the train and are walking to STARRY did Kita finally speak again. She stopped in her tracks, causing Hitori to pause her trek as well.
“Gotoh-san. You remember what Sattsu said earlier, right?”
“H-huh? Was it the consistency part, or the thing about me needing to s-stop mispronouncing Caputlet..?”
“It’s Capulet, Gotoh-san. And no, not that.” Kita shook her head.
Hitori tilted her head, curious to what Kita meant by the question.
“It’s about how she told me to get more into the character of Romeo. I've been trying my best to think of a way to do just that.”
“Oh. Um. Maybe you wanna do that role swap thing Akiyama-san and Ritsu-san were doing for their cafe? Y’know, how Ritsu-san had to act girly and talk like a proper girl and-”
“No, not that aspect, Gotoh-san. I’ve been thinking. Their most pointed character traits are the fact that Romeo and Juliet are star crossed lovers, right?”
“O-oh. Y-yeah, I suppose you can say that.”
“So I was thinking of how I could try and emulate that. If I understand the feeling, maybe it’ll help me get in character more.”
“Uhh-maybe.” Hitori said. She wasn’t really thinking of going to such drastic measures, but she supposed there wasn’t any harm in letting Kita indulge on her own. Because Hitori could NOT be asked to do any sort of romance stuff like that, Nuh uh. That is number one on her DO NOT INTERACT OR ENGAGE introvert list of seishun activities. She could probably only start thinking about love when she was already in her 40s, waaaay further in the future.
They continued their walk and eventually reached STARRY, where they were greeted by the regular crowd, manager and PA-san at the counter and table respectively, as well as Nijika and Ryo, the latter already tuning in her bass to prepare for their upcoming practice session.
“I got it!” Kita suddenly said.
“Huh? What’d you get, Kita-chan?” Nijika perked up, confused.
Kita turned towards the band leader, a look of determination etched across her features. “Ijichi-senpai! I want to write a song for the band!”
“Uhh, what spurred this on? Not that I’m complaining, Kita-chan, but it’s just a bit sudden.”
“After remembering HTT’s songs and performance yesterday, it made me realize that the answer to my question was obvious. I feel inspired to write a song to help me solve an issue I’m having!” Kita said, whilst smiling at Hitori.
“You were inspired by their song? You’re not talking about the one about rice, are you?”
“No, no! Their other one, what’s it called, Fuwa-Fuwa Time! I want to write a love song!”
Silence followed that declaration, broken only when Nijika decided to smartly respond to it with a “What?”
“I want to be able to feel in love!” Kita continued with a straight face. “I need to be able to get into the character of Romeo more for the class play, and I figured writing a love song would be able to do just that for me.”
“Oh.” Nijika simply said, her face turning a bit red at the answer.
“K-kita-san?” Hitori said in shock.
“Don’t worry, Gotoh-san! I know lyrics are usually your duties, but this time I wanna be able to write my own lyrics for a song! Can you trust me with that?”
“Um..”
“I’m just doing this for the betterment of the play! I really want us to succeed! And when we do, the entire school will be able to see how cool you are, Gotoh-san! Isn’t that what you always wanted? I want you to finally be seen by everyone, and I want to be by your side when it happens as well.”
“A-ah, alright..” Hitori relented and flustered at the heartfelt declaration. Kita’s smile grew wider.
“W-well, um, I’m fine with it, Kita-san, but-” Hitori glanced frantically to the side. Kita followed her gaze and caught a glimpse of Ryo, who looked like she just swallowed a plateful of rotten meat.
“Ugh.. you want to write a love song?” Ryo said sickly.
“Ryo, be nice.” Nijika reprimanded.
“Yes, Ryo-senpai. I want to write a love song.” Kita said, not backing down.
Ryo glanced at Nijika, who just glared back at her. She sighed. “Well, I have a couple of arrangements ready with no lyrics written for it yet. I suppose I could send some of them to you and you can figure out the lyrics for them. I should be fine as long as I’m not the one writing or singing it.”
“Ah, thank you so much, Ryo-senpai! I promise to not disappoint you!” Kita said, bowing.
“Don’t mention it.” Ryo dismissed. “Really, don’t. Just thinking I’m assisting in the creation of a love song is already-”
“Ryo.” Nijika shot her a look. “A love song, huh? That might be a bit of a departure from most of our current songs. Most of it broaches topics that are more depressing, like loneliness and rejection.” Nijika quickly turned towards Hitori and hastily added, “A-ah, not that there’s anything wrong with that! Your lyrics are very- full of personality, Bocchi-chan!” Ryo nods.
“In any case, I believe this is the answer! I just need to get into the headspace of someone who’s madly in love, then I’ll be able to understand and relate to Romeo.”
“W-well, not too much, hopefully, w-we don’t want you kicking the bucket, K-kita-san.” Hitori said.
“Alright, enough of that! Now that we’re all here, let’s get ready for practice! Your play isn’t the only thing happening in less than a week, you know! Let’s not let HTT beat us on this!” Nijika said, addressing her bandmates.
“Hai!”
-
“There! Great work, today everyone! We’re definitely set for the festival now!” Nijika said, after another successful band practice.
“Hm. That was a bit too sloppy for me. Needs more confidence.” Ryo said, self criticizing her performance. She looked down and readjusted herself before playing an improv piece on her bass.
“You call that sloppy? You’re unbelievable, Ryo-senpai.” Kita commented.
“I know, tell me more about it.” Ryo halfheartedly said as she continued her improvised playing.
Bocchi quietly observed the aftermath of their band practice. It seems that Ryo’s complaints were invisible to anyone but the bassist, so Hitori has to agree with Nijika's assessment here. This band has definitely come a long way after their second live at STARRY. It might still be too soon to say that, but Kita wasn’t the only one inspired by HTT’s performance yesterday. It has caused Bocchi’s own confidence and hope in her band to grow. How does that make sense? Did seeing her friend’s band be admired and adored just that impactful for her? HTT always had their own way to just make everything around them seem so lighthearted and fun, something that Bocchi really envied for herself.
So that’s what playing at a culture festival is like? It seems so silly that she was ever anxious and afraid in the first place. I’m not afraid, Bocchi proclaimed internally. I can jus-
“Oh, by the way,” Nijika suddenly asked, “How is your and Bocchi-chan’s play coming along, Kita-chan?”
All the previous air of confidence within Bocchi about the culture festival left her in an instant at the mention of the play. She visibly deflated as a result.
Whilst she was now more than confident about her band performing at the festival, the play is an entirely different beast for Bocchi. Being confident in one does not automatically make her outlook on the other more positive, quite the opposite really. Bringing up the play instantly destroyed any semblance of assurance she had in the upcoming culture festival.
“Oh, w-well. It’s mostly been fine, Ijichi-senpai, haha!” Kita said, waving her hands. “We just have to polish up our performances now, Sattsu just has some minor notes about our acting.” The “minor” doing very heavy lifting on Bocchi’s behalf.
“Ah, I see. That’s why you wanted to write a love song!” Kita nods. “It’s certainly a creative way of approaching your issue!” Nijika commented positively. Kita beamed, unleashing a powerful Kit-aura within a 5 feet radius. Ryo groaned.
“Well, I’ve been thinking of how I could contribute more to the band too! And the opportunity came up, so..” Kita said.
“I see, I see.” Nijika nods in understanding.
“But, um..” Kita was suddenly more apprehensive, looking down shyly.
“What is it, Kita-chan?”
“I was wondering if I finish the song before the end of the week, if we could debut it at the concert?”
“Eh? Kita-chan, that’s too little time to be practicing a new song!” Nijika said in surprise.
“I know, I know! B-but I just thought, you know, it’d be cool..” Kita said, looking away. Nijika just sighed.
“I’m not gonna make any promises, Kita-chan. I-”
“I’m fine with it.” Ryo interjects. “We’re pretty much ready for the concert at this point. Might as well add an extra challenge.” Ryo added.
“Kita still needs time to write it, you know! The amount of practice we’d be able to do will depend on how fast she finished it!” Nijika fussed.
“Just give me two, no, three days!”
“Then that’ll only leave us with Thursday and Friday! Are you sure?” Nijika asked again.
Kita nodded determinedly, while Ryo shrugged apathetically. Bocchi, meanwhile, seems to be off in her own world, muttering nonsense about public hangings and execution as punishment for being a bad member of a medieval theater troupe.
“If I remember correctly, Mugi told me about how they’ve only finished lyrics for their songs days before their first ever culture festival, and it went fine for them. And we’re miles better than them, so..” Ryo said confidently.
“It’s different! You do realize that HTT seems to- I don’t know how to phrase it, live in a different plane of reality than us? Everything that would seem hard to us just looks so easy to them for some reason!” Nijika said.
“What are you saying, Ijichi-senpai?”
“Nevermind, I’m just overthinking it.” Nijika shook her head. “If you can really deliver in two days, we can include your song in our performance, Kita-chan.”
“Yay!”
“Well actually, we might as well decide our setlist now. Why don’t we get dinner while we’re at it?”
“Band outings? Count me in!”
“You’ll pay for me, right?” Ryo asked Nijika.
“Bocchi-chan, cmon! We’re leaving!” Nijika promptly ignored the bassist.
“Huh- wh- o-okay!”
The band moved the conversation to a small modest diner a couple blocks away from STARRY. The girls ordered their food, and Nijika was happily feasting on her ramen as she listed down songs for their performance for the festival.
“So like I was saying,” Nijika said in between eating her ramen, “Kita-chan said each band gets about 15 minutes, which means we could fit in 3 songs at the very least, and-”
“Um- Ijichi-senpai,” Kita interrupted.
Nijika stopped talking as a loud growl emanated from Ryo. The bassist was looking down, with no food laid out before her.
“C-can I give some of my food to her-”
“No.” Nijika said, “Let this be a lesson for her for bumming off Bocchi-chan for so long.” Nijika curtly said.
“B-but-”
“Ikuyo..” Ryo said, deploying the most pathetic looking hurt puppy eyes against the redhead.
“Urgh-” Kita said, struggling against handing her entire plate to the pleading bassist.
“Kita-chan! What did I tell you about the 3 B’s? If you’re looking for a boyfriend, avoid bassists, bassists, and bassists!” Nijika said, listing off each bassist with her fingers to help punctuate the point.
“Wasn’t there a D there last time?” Kita asked.
“Huh? Oh, yeah.” Nijika flushed, caught off guard by Kita’s statement. “I-it’s fine. I got over it.”
At this, Ryo broke off her hurt puppy act and looked questioningly at Nijika. “Is there something you’re not telling me here?”
“Nothing! Here! Just take this and leave me alone!” Nijika said, pushing a plate with a single fry on it towards Ryo.
Ryo took the single fry off the plate and observed it like it was a piece of art. “I’ll forever be grateful for this, Nijika. I love you.”
This comment was the one that finally broke Nijika. Collapsing onto the table face first, she pushed the entire plate of fries towards Ryo instead. “Just take all of it.” She said defeatedly.
Kita wasn’t sure what to make of this, but shuffled it in the back of her mind anyway, it seems important somehow.
“I already have a setlist in mind.” Ryo suddenly said, after finishing the plate of fries in a matter of seconds. “Been thinking it over ever since the festival was first brought up.”
“Oh, really?” Nijika said, lifting her face off the table.
“If Ikuyo manages to finish her song by Thursday, we can slot that one in instead of one of these here instead.” Ryo said, as she wrote down the setlist on a piece of paper.
“It’s all originals! Isn’t that a bit aggressive?” Kita asked.
“So what? Let’s get all aggressive!” Nijika replied.
“It's your and Bocchi’s first ever cultural festival performance. So we should go all out for it. “Besides, there’s four of us, so we’ll split the shame four ways if we bomb.” Ryo said.
“Oi, you tryna’ push your trauma onto us or somethin’?” Nijika deadpans.
Speaking of her and Bocchi, Kita glanced at the guitarist next to her, who has kept quiet throughout the whole conversation. She probably should’ve expected this, due to the fact that Hitori was off in her own head again, muttering something about assassinating Shakespeare before he manages to write Romeo and Juliet.
“You know that would probably just mean we’ll use his other works instead, Gotoh-san. Would you still act like this if we were reciting Hamlet?”
“Didn’t he write that after Romeo and Juliet?” Nijika muttered.
Hitori shuddered. “A-acting in front of a large audience… I-i never did this before! What’ll happen when I ruin the play, or- or forget my lines? Will everyone excommunicate me from the class? Will I get expelled? Burned at the stake? Forced to commit seppuku? O-or even worse, what if I tripped on stage, revealing my underwear for the entire school to see?!!”
“None of that is gonna happen!” Kita said. “And that last one is way too specific! What are you even thinking to imagine such a scenario?”
“I don’t know…” Hitori looked down.
Nijika scratches her cheek. “I think you’re overthinking this, Bocchi-chan, you don’t need to stress this out too much y’know? I’m sure most people aren’t expecting some avant-garde level of acting in a school play anyway.”
Ryo nods. “You should’ve actually seen Nijika in our middle school play. She was-”
“Okay, that’s enough! Point is, don’t worry about it too much, Bocchi-chan! The more you overthink it, the more scared you’ll be!” Nijika advised. “And we need you to be in top shape for this play, since you’ll be performing in front of the same crowd for our cultural festival too, so think of it as a prelude, or a warmup!”
Hitori nods under the intense pressure from her peers. “A-alright, I guess… I’ll try to not overthink it too much-” Hitori muttered, and the conversation continued past that.
The only problem is, I have no idea how in the hell I’m gonna do that! Hitori thought desperately to herself.
-
“Cut, cut!” Sasaki said, rubbing her temples. The other girls behind her all swap worried glances as they sensed Sasaki slowly losing her cool over Hitori’s performance.
It’s Tuesday, 4 more days until their performance. Actors should have mastered their roles by this point, and use the remaining time to merely perfect any remaining mistake in their act. But the same can’t be said for Hitori. Whilst some people find newfound confidence as they near the big event, Hitori finds herself experiencing the opposite, by completely losing her confidence as the day of the play closes in on her. This undoubtedly put a noticeable dent in her performance, something that not so subtly aggravated Sasaki, as much as she tries to not let it show (she wasn’t trying very hard).
“Gotoh-san, what happened? You were reciting all these lines just fine yesterday! What gives?” Sasaki pressed the introvert.
“Uhh, um- I-i just got n-nervous… Sasa-san… I-i’ll get it the next time! Promise!” Hitori sputtered.
“And why does Kita have to get sick now of all times… with only 4 days left..” Sasaki massaged her temple.
“Maybe Gotoh-san is just not used to me playing Romeo instead of Kita-chan? Ahahaha, it’s fine, Gotoh-san. No need to be nervous around me, y’know?” The temp standing in for Kita said to Hitori. She couldn’t for the life of her remember her name, which made her feel all the more bad.
Hitori just shuffled awkwardly. She did tell the crew and Sasaki that Kita was sick and couldn’t attend rehearsals today, but it was nothing more than a white lie. She recalled what had happened at lunch today.
“Gotoh-san. I feel like I might need some time for myself to finish these lyrics.”
“E-eh? So what are you saying, Kita-san..?”
“I might need to skip out on rehearsal today.”
“B-but!” Millions of thoughts and pleas ran through her head at the prospect of going into rehearsal without Kita. “Shouldn’t you practice harder now that the day of the play is inching closer?” Hitori tried to reason in a desperate attempt to keep Kita around.
“I know, I know! But I feel like until I can finally get in character for Romeo, no amount of practice is gonna help! I need to understand this character, that’s why I’m gonna finish this song before I continue with the rehearsal.”
“Kita-san…”
“So please, Gotoh-san! If Sattsu and the others ask where I went during rehearsals today, just tell them that I was sick and went home early, okay?”
“B-but..”
“I’m sorry, Gotoh-san. But I need to get this right! I promise I’ll be back as soon as I finish these lyrics.”
And that’s how Hitori ended up in this situation, all alone with no Kita beside her as comfort. ‘If only I can stand up for myself, maybe I wouldn’t be alone right now!’ she thought. She glanced around the room, everyone else were preparing props for the play, measuring actors for costumes, et cetera. Everyone looked like they were having fun and enjoying themselves, which just isolated Hitori even more. An introvert in the sea of extroverts. She began melting as she thought about all of this.
“AAAH! WHAT IS HAPPENING?” Hitori could hear the temp screaming at the sight of her melting into a puddle.
Sasaki turned away from her conversation in response. “Kita said this could’ve happened.”
“You were expecting this?!”
“It’s a worst case scenario type of deal. Gotoh-san, please get it together!” Sasaki sternly said, breaking Hitori out of her literal meltdown.
“H-hai, Sasa-san!” Hitori said, quickly reforming herself as she took in Sasaki’s tone.
“Let’s rehash that scene again. Temp, you’re up.”
The temp still looked disturbed by what just happened, but she began reading out Kita’s line nonetheless. Hitori braces herself.
I hope that song will actually help your acting, Kita-san. Cause I've gone through such extreme lengths to make sure you get it done! Hitori thought exasperatedly.
-
Kita meanwhile, was strolling around the usual path she took to school, walking underneath the canopy of trees lined up in a row beside the stone path with her eyes closed, she silently mulled over something, scribbling away at an open notebook in her hands.
“AGH! I STILL CAN’T DO IT! Even after immersing myself in this romantic scenery, I still can’t do it!” Kita said, clutching her head with both of her hands.
Kita had considered asking her friends that she knows has been in relationships before what it felt like, but wouldn’t it just be a weird question to ask? Moreover, Kita was afraid that they’ll somehow get the wrong idea and think that Kita was asking them because she has a crush on someone, and the conversation will get nowhere fast. That’s why she decided to immerse herself in an atmosphere she views as romantic to actually get somewhere in her thinking. She read up on every romance manga she has in her room, binged rom-com animes and movies all night last night, and now, she picked the most romantic spot one could think of after consuming so much romance media in the span of 12 hours. Kita could’ve mistaken the scene to be something stolen straight out of those manga and animes, or a cheesy dating visual novel her friends really love to play for some reason. Soft glow of the afternoon sunlight, cherry blossoms falling from trees and a gentle autumn breeze. Yet even with the setting, Kita still couldn't get herself in a romantic mood. It’s because she just doesn’t currently have anyone she’s interested romantically in at the moment! Right?
She stopped, actually mulling it over. Wait a minute, haven’t I fallen in love before? Her mind immediately went to Ryo, and how Kita used to scramble head over heels just to get any crumbs of attention from the senior.
Used to?
Kita blinked. Used to… does that mean I don't feel that way about her anymore? Kita decided to conduct a small experiment, closing her eyes and thinking up a bunch of scenarios of her and Ryo together. (nothing naughty, mind you!) She opened her eyes. She felt nothing.
“Huh. So I guess I got over her?... When?” Kita asked. It occurred to her that if she was still somehow in love with Ryo, she would’ve had no problems in writing a love song, would she? But wait, maybe she could still draw from the experience? Oh, this is it! She began to remember how she used to think of Ryo and wrote it down in her notebook.
She took a seat in one of the benches scattered around the path. She starts to write down everything she liked about Ryo. That’s easy isn't it? ‘I love her androgynous look, her unisex charm! Her sense of fashion-’
Kita nods. Yes, this is all good. She could make some lyrics out of this. I also love the way she, um-
Kita blanked. “I guess, the way she borrows money from me?” It’s not like she minded at the time, but looking back, is that all she has ever done with the senior, outside of band activities? She couldn’t think of anything else to write down in her notebook.
“Huh.” She put down her notebook. “I-i guess I just didn’t really know her that well..?” She read what she has written down so far, amounting to less than fifteen words. “I can’t work with this!”
Kita ripped the page out of her notebook, tossing the paper carelessly before feeling bad and throwing it in a recycling bin nearby.
“Great! Now what do I do?” Kita sat silently for a moment, before another idea struck her. Ryo wasn’t the only person she’d fallen for was she? There was also-
A blush started forming as the image of a raven haired bassist entered her mind. Kita jumped out of the bench. This is it! That’s the answer all along! Akiyama-san! She began writing down the start of a sentence in her notes. ‘I love her long silky hair, her beautiful eyes, her (Kita gulped and glanced warily around the place as she wrote this down) well endowed figure, her friendly and shy demeanor, her gentle way of speaking, her passionate disposition when it comes to music.’ Kita just finds so much to write about Mio in comparison to Ryo.
Yet she was reminded again by how close Mio was already with another girl. Kita frowned. Mio never really said it directly, nor did Ritsu. So perhaps their very close relationship could’ve just been a result of being friends for so long? After all, she knew Nijika and Ryo acted similarly to them and they weren’t involved romantically with each other. Right?
Kita looked down at the notes in her hands again. She’s written quite a bit, but she wasn’t quite satisfied just yet.
“Hmm.. there might be something here..” Kita thought. “Perhaps, maybe… I can spend some time with her alone and write down the experience for the song?” Kita blushed. “Maybe I could even end up with something more than a song..” She muttered.
She quickly shook her head. Well, it won’t hurt to spend time with a friend regardless, right? She never did end up having that pier date with Mio ages ago, with how she immediately gave up after seeing Ritsu so touchy with Mio. Maybe she had given up too early.
Kita nodded resolutely. “Alright then, I’ll invite her to go out after school tomorrow! For the play, a-and for love!”
With determination in her heart, she typed a quick message for the raven haired bassist.
-
“You look awful, Bocchi.”
“Shut it, Yamada.” Nijika snapped.
Hitori collapsed onto the floor of the studio. She was pretty much a corpse with the way she walked lifelessly to STARRY today, hair hanging in front of her face, looking like life had been sucked out of her body.
“I guess rehearsals didn’t go well today?” Nijika risked the question.
“No.” was the muffled response she got. Because of her less than stellar performance, Sasaki had gone the extra mile to straighten Bocchi out, which needless to say, took everything out of the guitarist. “Kita-san had to skip because she was finishing up the lyrics for her love song. A-ah, that means she won’t be here today!”
“I know, she texted me earlier.” Nijika said, holding up her phone. “Well, it doesn’t really matter cause I think we’re pretty much ready for the weekend anyway, so let’s just take a break for today.”
“E-eh? No practice? But I already came all the way here..” Bocchi said.
“Well, you didn’t come here for nothing, Bocchi-chan. I think Ryo said she had something to share with us today.” Nijika replied.
Ryo nods. “Yes. Last night me and Ikuyo went over the arrangement for her love song.” Ryo said, practically spitting the word “love” out. She took her phone out of her pocket and played an audio file.
The three sat quietly as they all listened to Ryo’s arrangement. After the song concluded, Ryo looked up expectantly for their thoughts.
“Well, I like it. It definitely sounded different than any of our previous songs. But I think that’s a good thing.” Nijika commented.
“A-ah, yeah. It’s pretty light compared to our other songs musically, I g-guess to match the feeling of being in l-love? N-not that I would know, haha..” Bocchi added.
“Really, it was just the one that Ikuyo liked the most. And I happen to quite like the bass line on this one, so I thought, eh, why not?” Ryo shrugged. “I thought if you guys were cool with this, we could probably go over it today with just instruments and no vocals. Well, no rhythm guitar part either, obviously.” Ryo suggested.
Hitori, not wanting to waste the trip to the studio, simply nods in agreement. “Y-yeah, I’ve got no problems with that.”
“Same here!” Nijika chimed in.
The band did a test run of the song. It was still a little rough around the edges, both the song and performance, but that was a given with the state of the song and their band currently. Hitori closed the song with her guitar, and all of them collectively caught their breath.
“Alright. That wasn’t bad for a first run, what do you all think?” Nijika asked the other two.
“Can’t decide til we get Kita on the vocals and backing guitar.” Ryo states matter of factly. “But yes, it wasn’t bad.”
“I-uhm, i thought it was good.” Hitori wasn’t sure what to say.
“Do you know Kita-chan’s progress on the lyrics, Bocchi-chan?” Nijika said, tapping the back of her shoulders with her drumsticks.
“A-ah, no… at lunch she just said she wanted to look for more inspiration so she told me she’s going to… walk somewhere more romantic to… set the mood..?”
Nijika and Ryo swap glances.
“Now why would she do all that.” Said Ryo.
“Huh?”
“You know what they say, Ryo. Love makes you do stupid things. Even when the answer is right in front of her, she still can’t see it.” Nijika smirked.
“N-nijika-san, what are you talking about…?” Hitori said, genuinely thinking that she must’ve missed something important.
“Oh, it’s nothing, Bocchi-chan. All of this is just kind of funny, that’s all.” Nijika said vaguely.
“Funny how..?”
“It’s kind of funny how oblivious Ikuyo can be.”
“Hey, that’s rich comin’ from you! You know she was also crushing on you big time before this, right?”
“She was? Oh. Well good thing she moved on, then.” Ryo simply shrugged it off. “Don’t want her heart broken by me. I’m such a ladykiller after all.”
Nijika snorted. “Yeah, sure.”
Somehow, Bocchi felt like she wasn’t privy to something well-known about Kita. She can only watch in confusion as her senior laughed at whatever it was that was so weird about Kita’s behavior that was just not apparent to her.
-
“I-i cut too much didn’t i..?” Yui said, as realization struck.
“N-no, not at all, Yui-chan! I-it looks good on you!” Mugi hastily said.
“Mm-hmm! Super cute!” Ritsu nods.
“You look younger!” Azusa chimed.
“You mean i look childish…?”
“Y-you didn’t cut off too much, Yui!” Mio tries to assure her.
Despite constant admonishment from the others, Yui had insisted on cutting off her bangs herself. “It’s for the yearbook!” she said, continuing her pursuit for the perfect yearbook picture from yesterday’s talk. Unfortunately for Yui, a very unfortunate sneeze caused her to cut off more of her hair than she intended, and everyone was trying to play it down to placate the guitarist.
“You’re not just saying that, are you..? This is for the yearbook, it stays with me for the rest of my life.”
“H-here! Hide your cut with this!” Ritsu said, taking off her headband.
“Ah! Spare me from showing my forehead, please!”
“Ggghk!”
“If you simply brush it, you won’t be able to tell, Yui-chan.” Mugi suggested.
“Really?”
“Yeah, let me help you with that, Yui-chan.”
Mio nervously watched as Mugi brushed Yui’s bangs to hide the accidental cut the girl made. Unconsciously, she kept half glancing at her phone to check the time.
“Are you waiting for a text, Mio-senpai?” Mio can hear Azusa asking her.
“H-huh, oh no. I was just checking the time, Azusa .” Mio answered.
“There!” Mugi said, holding up a mirror for Yui to see her handiwork.
“What do you guys think?” Yui asked the others.
“It looks good on you!” Ritsu was quick to compliment.
“Yeah, you look cute, Yui-chan.” Mio said.
“Hai!” Azusa chirped.
“Really? Ehehehe…” Yui laughed sheepishly. Seemingly, it didn’t take much to convince her.
“Well, let’s have tea now.” Ritsu said, in an attempt to distract Yui.
“Ah, actually, I might need to skip that for today.”
“Eh?” Everyone turned towards Mio in disbelief.
“Why? Sawa-chan askin’ you to go to the faculty again?” Ritsu asked.
“Mou, so are you really gonna accept the school’s college recommendation, senpai?”
“No, it’s not about that.” Mio scratched her cheek. “Kita-chan just invited me out to hang today,”
“Eh? You wanna hang with Kita-chan?” Yui said.
“Let me tag along!” Ritsu cheerily said.
“No, you baka! She specifically asked for me to come on my own.” Mio vehemently rejected.
“Huh, why?”
“I don’t know! But that’s what she wanted.” Mio shrugged.
“She wouldn’t mind if we tag along!” Ritsu said stubbornly.
“You don’t know that! This happened before, Kita-chan invited me out to a festival and then you just decided to tag along on your own! I can tell she was uncomfortable during that whole festival.”
Azusa was suddenly reminded about that festival. She blushed as she remembered the reason Kita actually invited Mio back then. Wait, does that mean Kita’s gonna make her move a second time?
“Well, I’ll see you guys tomorrow. And Ritsu. Don’t follow me. I mean it.” Mio gazed sharply at her childhood friend, causing said friend to pout.
“Oh my, what will happen between the both of them, I have to wonder…” Mugi said, gazing dreamily at the doors Mio just walked out of.
“NAKANO!”
“H-huh? What?” Azusa jumped up in shock, as everyone immediately turned towards her.
“You know something, don’t you? You’ve been fidgeting the whole time!” Ritsu pointed a finger accusingly.
“H-huh? I-i don’t know what you’re talking about!” Azusa said as she did her best Hitori impression.
“Spit it out, kid! What business does Kita have with Mio that would cause her to meet up with Kita by herself! I smell something fishy going on!”
“Oh, Ricchan, you don't think-”
“Eeeh, Mugi-chan? What’s going on?” Yui said, not catching up to the conversation just yet.
“Well, kid?” Ritsu said, waiting for Azusa’s response.
“I don’t know anything!” Azusa stubbornly refused the question. “And even if I do, that’s a matter between Mio-senpai and Kita-chan.”
“Oh yeah? We’ll see about that!” Ritsu said, walking towards Azusa. The kouhai took a step back as Ritsu approached her menacingly.
“What are you doing? Ah, HAHAHAHAHAHA! Senpai, stop!”
“Meet my friend, Sergeant Tickles!” Ritsu said as she tickled Azusa’s waist in an attempt to get her to talk. “Spit it out if you want Sergeant Tickles to stop!”
“O-okay, HAHAHAHA, fine! Stop tickling me!”
Ritsu retracted her hands and watched as Azusa caught her breath.
“I wasn’t lying when I told you I don’t know anything- B-but!” Azusa immediately said as she sees Ritsu moving towards her again. “I do know the reason Kita-chan invited her last time, t-to that festival.”
“What is it?” Ritsu asked. Behind her, both Mugi and Yui were also listening to their conversation with mild interest.
“She wanted to confess to Mio-senpai.”
“Ah!~” Ritsu could sense Mugi collapsing from sheer euphoria.
“Mugi-chan! Oh no! Are you dead?” Yui said.
“So Kita’s got the hots for Mio? I thought she liked Nijika-chan?”
“What makes you think that?” Azusa said, brows furrowing.
“Just saw they were very touchy feely with each other after that festival. Wait, how do you know this, kid?” Ritsu asked again.
“I-” Azusa fell silent. Oh no, could I really tell her the reason?
“Sergeant Tickles, I’m reporting a traitorous cat. Shall I deploy our tickle bomb?”
“NO! I’ll WHISPER IT TO YOU! J-just, don’t laugh!”
Azusa moved and whispered to Ritsu’s ear. Ritsu’s eyes began to widen as she took in what Azusa was telling her.
“WHAAAAAT?”
“Senpai!” Azusa said, glancing worriedly at Yui, who was poking an unconscious mumbling Mugi on her cheek.
“I didn’t know you and Yui were-”
“SHUT UP!” Azusa said, clamping her mouth with both her hands.
“Eh, what was that? Someone called?”
“Nothing! It’s nothing!”
“Okay fine, i won’t ask about that.” Ritsu said after Azusa let go of her mouth. “But wait, does this mean Kita wanted to confess to Mio again?” Ritsu said, as realization began to sink in.
“I don’t know. It could just be a private meeting.” Azusa said, hoping Ritsu would just drop it.
“That’s it! I’m coming with her.”
“What- Ritsu senpai! She told you not to!”
“Azusa, i know Mio. And I know that she's fragile and self conscious. If the outcome of that confession is bad, I know for a fact she would only blame herself. I can’t let that happen.” Ritsu said darkly.
Azusa gulped, not expecting this sudden tone shift.
“I’ll come, Ricchan!” Mugi said, already recovered from her daydreaming. Yui nods behind her.
“I’ll come too, Ricchan! Ah, but maybe I need to find something to cover myself with first. Yui said, suddenly conscious about her bangs again.
“Ggh. You three…” Azusa mumbled. “Fine! I’ll come too! Someone has to keep you all out of trouble.”
-
“O, happy dagger! This is my sheath. There rust… and let me… die…”
Hitori dropped to the ground right next to the temp. The audience was silent.
After a brief moment, they started applauding, one of them shedding a tear from the corner of her eyes,
“G-gotoh-san that was.. Good! Way too good!” Sasaki commented in disbelief.
“Thank you Sasa-san.” Hitori said, getting up.
“The only question is. Why did you manage to sell this scene so well… yet bomb every other scene in our rehearsal today?” Sasaki said, in a mixture of confusion and annoyance.
“I just relate to this character very much in this specific moment.” Hitori simply answered.
“This specific moment? The moment she killed herself?”
“Yeah.”
There was an awkward silence after that declaration. Someone coughed in the background.
“G-gotoh-san, a-are you going through something? We can maybe talk about it, if you’d like.” one of her classmates said.
Hitori, suddenly realizing the implications of her answer, Just shook her head frantically.
“A-ah, that’s not what i meant! I’m not- I’m not suicidal. I just, this is just how I am. This is just a glimpse of my dark reality, a full stare into my twisted perceptions would simply make most go insane, haha.”
If Hitori thought this was going to clear up the situation, she was sorely mistaken. Silence blanketed the student body again.
“Dude, she’s so seriously messed up, like a dark evil version of the hamburger helper mascot.” Someone whispered among the audience.
“Right. I guess we don’t really need to worry about that specific scene moving forward. I do recommend a therapist or something though, Gotoh-san.” Sasaki said.
“E-eh, why?”
“Nevermind. We still need to improve your acting for the rest of the play!” Sasaki reaffirmed, which caused Hitori to shrink under her scrutinizing gaze. Noticing this, Sasaki decides to relax her posture and soften her gaze.
“You can just be honest with me, Gotoh-san. What sort of difficulties do you have in playing this role? Are you just not comfortable acting without Kita around?” Sasaki gently asked.
It was the second day of rehearsal without Kita. She, like yesterday, had asked for Hitori to tell Sasaki and the others that she felt sick again and will be skipping rehearsals today as well so she can finally finish the lyrics for her song, but would definitely come back tomorrow for sure. This has led to Hitori having to practice with a temp in Kita’s place for two days in a row. While this was inconvenient, she doesn’t think it's the full situation.
“N-no, I don’t think so..” Hitori said, glancing at the temp, who smiled nervously at her.
“Then what’s the problem? I’m sorry if I seem impatient, Gotoh-san, but you were doing pretty good up until yesterday, and that coincides with Kita being absent. Like, are you worried about her?”
“N-no! It’s not- it’s nothing to do with Kita-san. Or maybe that’s just a small part of it, I think.”
“Then what is it?”
“Um..” Hitori pondered if she should answer this truthfully, but one glance at Sasaki gave her the confidence to do so. The girl didn't seem upset, just genuinely curious about what could be the reason for Hitori’s current dilemma.
“I-i guess it’s just- the closer we get to the day of the play, the more nervous I get! T-this is the first time I’m doing something like t-this, and I just get nervous every time I tried to imagine myself on the stage in front of people.. What if I mess up? What if they think I can’t act..? Uuu… the thought alone kept me up at night…” Hitori covered her face in embarrassment.
Now she’s done it. Why did she say all that? Well done, genius, all you’ve said to them basically boils down to you just being selfish. She’s practically dragging down her and Kita’s class because she’s such a pathetic person. Sasaki will boot her out of the play now for sure.
Sasaki sighed. “Is that really all, Gotoh-san?”
“....”
“It’s fine to feel that way, you know. I myself also felt nervous over the upcoming play from time to time.” Sasaki admitted.
“H-huh, Sasa-san was also nervous? B-but you look so cool and confident all the time.” Hitori sputtered, covering her own mouth when she realized what she just said.
Sasaki chuckled at that. “Guess I’m just that good at hiding it, huh?”
“You’re not alone, Gotoh-san!” Hitori looked back to find the temp stating that passionately. “I also feel scared about the play, even if I would just play a background character.”
“Yeah, I feel nervous about it too.” Another girl who played the Friar spoke.
“Same here.”
“Me too.”
Hitori watched as everyone else in the class began telling her how they feel nervous about the upcoming play, just like her.
“See, Gotoh-san? It’s normal to feel scared. You’re not alone on that.” Sasaki said.
“I-i’m not…?”
“No you are not.”
All this time, she thought she was alone in her fears about the play, but now she sees that everyone is also scared and nervous? How does that work? Hitori looked down.
“So does this mean you’re gonna finally get your act together? No pressure, but we’re really pressed for time here. So, yes, pressure. But just a bit.” Sasaki pushed.
Hitori looks up with a shaky smile. “Y-yeah. I’ll give it my best.”
“Awesome! That’s the spirit, Gotoh-san. Everyone! Into position!”
As the actors began moving back to their position, Hitori finally felt less lonelier than she has been the past few days.
-
Kita looked around the place. Looks like she got here before Mio after all. Well that’s to be expected, really. It’s quite a trip from her school to here. Yesterday, they corresponded and eventually arranged a hangout in this shopping district. It’s an old reliable hanging spot that Kita frequents with her friends on weekends. She knew this place by heart by this point, and possesses an encyclopedic knowledge about the various cafes and hotspot zones around the area, which would most likely help her hangout with Mio.
KIta blushed. She was still not sure what she wanted to get out of this hangout with Mio. Does she only want to do so out of the desire to finish her song? Or perhaps, something more? Despite claiming that she was over her ages ago, she can’t deny how the bassist sometimes still pops up in her mind every now and then, even if the feelings weren’t as strong as they used to be, it was still there, right? Will Kita finally do something about those feelings? Mou. Who knew love would’ve been this complicated.
“Kita-san!”
Kita pushes all her thoughts aside at the familiar voice. She looked up and smiled as she saw the figure of a dark haired girl approaching her, waving. She returned the gesture enthusiastically.
“Akiyama-san! So glad you can make it.”
“Yes. Sorry that I was late, Kita-san. Had a little trouble at the club.”
“Really? What was it?”
“How about we talk about it while we walk?” Mio suggested. Kita nodded, and they walked through the crowds of shoppers and passersby as they traversed deeper into the shopping district.
“Eh, did Yui-chan really do that?” Kita asked in disbelief, as Mio began recounting what had happened.
“Yeah.” Mio sighed. “We all told her she should’ve gone to a hair salon instead, but she wouldn’t listen.”
Kita laughed. “I kinda feel bad for her.”
“It’s fine. We managed to cheer her back up. I just hope the other club members are doing their best to distract her now.” Mio said hopefully.
Kita hums. So far this has gone smoothly. Mio was being very kind and open to her, and Kita in turn felt much more at ease than she used to around the bassist.
“Here it is, Akiyama-san!” They stopped in front of one of the cafes Kita frequents.
“Ah, it’s such a cute spot. You have a knack for picking out hangout spots, don’t you Kita-chan?”
“Um, Yeah, haha.” Kita blushed. “Should we come in?”
“After you.” Mio said. Kita blushed deeper at Mio’s unintentional chivalry.
They were greeted by a waiter as they stepped in, who escorted them to an empty table. The waiter handed them the menu, or rather, he handed Mio the menu. He simply asked Kita if she wanted to order her usual, to which Kita promptly nodded. Instead, Kita went to explain every item listed in the menu to Mio, recommending her various items based on her previous visits to the cafe.
“I recommend the hot cocoa, Akiyama-san. It’s really good.” Kita said, ending up promoting the products in the cafe more than the actual waiter, who just stood beside her and Mio’s table in fond exasperation.
“Oh, in that case, I’ll have one of those as well, please.” Mio said to the waiter. He nods and jots it down.
“Please wait for your order to be ready, Kita-chan.”
“No need to rush yourself, Akemi-san!” Kita smiled.
“I guess you come here often?” Mio decided to ask.
“Hm? Oh yeah! My friends and I go here every other weekend! We practically already know the names of all the employees here.”
“Hahaha, really?” Mio laughed. Kita smiled. She's glad with how easily conversations flow between them now. Perhaps it’s due to knowing each other for a while now, but she’s glad that she at least doesn’t get stuck stuttering or getting flustered to the point of being unable to carry a conversation with Mio like she used to. “So, how’s preparation for your school play coming along, Kita-chan?” Mio asked.
“Oh? Well, um-”
That’s actually the reason why we’re even having this hangout in the first place. Kita thought.
Seeing Kita hesitating to answer made Mio assume the worst, and she gently smiled. “Nothing bad has happened, i hope?”
“Huh? What, Oh, no! Of course not, Akiyama-san! Actually. there’s something I want to talk to you about.”
Mio kept that gentle smile on her face. “Is that the reason you invited me out here today?”
Kita gulped. “You can say that. I-”
“Your order, Kita-chan. And your order too, miss.” The waiter interrupted, as he brought in their order.
“A-ah, thank you Akemi-san.”
“Arigatou.” Mio took her order off the waiter’s hand. “What were you saying, Kita-chan?”
“Ah, perhaps it’s best if we fill our stomach first, haha!” Kita suggested. She needs time to mentally brace herself, though for what exactly? She’s not so sure.
“This is really good, Kita-chan.” Mio said through a mouthful of cake. “Ah, pardon my manners.”
“Ahahaha, it’s fine, Akiyama-san.” Kita answered. She was still unsure on how to approach this matter. ‘Hey, I need to finish this song, and to do that, i need us to hook up!’ What is she even thinking?
Her thoughts must’ve shown in her expression, cause Mio looked up from her food and worriedly gazed at her.
“Is everything alright, Kita-chan?”
“Akiyama-san.”
“Yes?”
Might as well get it over with.
“Have you- have you ever fallen in love before?”
In response to the question, Mio’s eyes widened, and a red blush started forming on her face. Her fork dropped with a loud clatter on the table.
“Um, Kita-chan, what brought this on?” Mio asked, unsure how to respond.
“Ah, sorry if that was too personal! You don’t have to answer it!” Kita bowed.
“W-what made you ask?” Mio reiterated.
“I-it’s just- i-”
Mio was not looking at her, gazing straight at the surface of the table. Her food left untouched, her fork laid motionlessly on the table. Kita took a deep breath.
“I’m just.. seeking advice.”
“A-advice?”
“Yes. I’m- I’m actually writing a love song right now!” It wasn’t a lie technically, but not the whole truth.
“Huh?”
“Y-yeah. That’s the reason I asked. I just wanted to ask you about that, since… from what I remembered, you’re the one who's written love songs for your band, right?”
“O-oh. That’s why you asked. Y-yeah, I’m the one who wrote songs like those for the band. Yui’s songs are usually about food.”
“I see. That’s why I was wondering if you’ve ever fallen in love before, ahaha! Since, you know, you have to be drawing inspiration from somewhere, right?”
“Um, right.” Mio said, still looking somewhat uncomfortable.
Now Kita began to feel guilty. “S-sorry for asking that out of the blue, Akiyama-san. I understand that it might be somewhat personal. So-”
“No, it’s fine. Sorry for overreacting, Kita-chan. I guess, it’s just a bit hard for me to answer that question.”
“Oh, why is that?”
“Because if I do, I have to accept that i have fallen in love.”
“E-eh?”
“I tried so hard to reject the notion, but I guess it’s really obvious to anyone paying attention. Gah, it’s so embarrassing!” Mio flushed even deeper.
“So, all those lyrics you’ve written..”
“It’s how I’ve been dealing with my feelings. I thought, if I can’t say it to them, then I’ll pour it into a song instead, see if it will ever manage to get through.”
Kita sat still. Mio was still not looking at her, but this has put the girl under an entirely different light to her. She opens her mouth to ask another question.
“How does it feel?”
“How does it feel..?”
“To fall in love.”
Mio finally found the courage to look Kita in the eyes. She took a deep breath, as she unsealed her lips to answer the girl’s question.
“I-it’s complicated. Sometimes, it makes you feel like you’re the happiest girl in the world, but other times, it hurts. It hurts like a thousand knives stabbing you in the chest. It’s a powerful feeling, love is. It makes you feel like you’re able to do anything in one moment, to being helpless and devoid of hope in the next.”
Kita took in every word that Mio was speaking to her. The sincerity of said words makes Kita able to picture what is being said to her so vividly. Mio continues.
“It’s the feeling of wanting to always be there for the one you love, to always be the reason they smile and laugh. To be there for them in every hurdle life throws at you. It’s the desire to always be by their side no matter what.”
“Ah, I-i see.”
“What about you, Kita-chan?”
“H-huh?”
“Have you ever fallen in love before?”
“I, um-”
“You told me you wanted to write a love song. But why do you want to write such a song in the first place?”
“It’s because- because..”
It’s because of the play, is it not? It’s because she wanted to contribute something more to the band. That’s why she wanted to write a love song. Yet, as the answer was dancing at the tip of her tongue, she wasn’t able to actually say it out loud, like something was preventing to do so.
Because that’s not really the reason, is it?
Sure, she wanted to know what it feels like for Romeo to feel in love. She wanted to help Nijika and the others by writing a song for the band.
But she also wants something else, just for herself, out of writing this love song. And maybe, subconsciously, Kita knew she was only using the play and the band as an excuse.
Maybe it’s to finally come to terms with her feelings for the bassist sitting before her? Is that it?
Yet that answer still refused to come out of her lips. No, that’s not the answer either, is it?
What she has for Mio, is it really love? She was quick to cast aside her old infatuation with Ryo, concluding that it was nothing more than a mere superficial attraction on her part, and that it was unlikely it will ever amount to anything more than that.
But in the end, what Mio just described, was that how she felt about Mio? They weren’t even that close to begin with, were they? And the bassist just feels so far away, even if it seemed otherwise. Even as they sat across from each other, with so much pleasantries thrown in between, it still felt like a huge wall was separating them.
Has she really just been forcing her fleeting feelings on Mio as a justification for her song?
Or perhaps, those feelings have always been genuine, but just misplaced? If that’s the case, then who-
“Kita-chan? Kita-chan, are you there?”
“H-huh? What?”
“Oh, sorry. You were spacing out just now. Are you okay?” Mio asked, genuine worry in her expression. Kita felt even more guilty at making the bassist worry like this.
“I’m fine, Akiyama-san. I guess that question really was a heavy one, haha! It made me think about a lot of things.”
“Oh, really? Like what?”
“Like how, how I- i think I like you, Akiyama-san.”
“H-huh?” Mio’s face turned as red as the strawberry on the cake she was eating.
“Or actually, how I used to like you.” Kita glanced at Mio, who was still staring at her in disbelief. “It all seems a bit silly now, but I used to have this huge crush on you. Remember that festival I invited you back then? I was actually planning on confessing to you that night. I even got Azusa-chan involved and everything.” Kita chuckled.
“But I backed off in the end. Cause I thought you already had someone else. I never knew if that was the case or not, but now I’m sure. Even if I was wrong back there, there’s still no denying that now, you already have someone in your heart, don’t you, Akiyama-san?” Kita said.
“Kita-chan, i-”
“So that’s why I’m confessing to you now, I guess I’m doing it more as a closure than anything. Huh. And to think this all started just cause I wanted to write a song to help me understand how it feels to fall in love, and help my acting as Romeo in the class play.”
“E-eh? So that’s the actual reason you’re doing all this?” Mio said in shock.
“I guess it’s one of the reasons? I do want to write that song still, and I wasn’t lying about my feelings either. But, I don’t know, honestly. Haha.” Kita rubbed the back of her head.
“Kita-chan, you’re really-” Mio paused, before a thin smile began to form on her face. “You're really something else, huh?”
“I guess you can say that.” Kita said, somehow already returning to her usual cheery extrovert self.
Mio laughed at the absurdity of what just happened. The energy was infectious, because soon Kita had joined in on the laughter as well.
“So, you pour your feelings into your lyrics, hoping that it will somehow manage to get through? Does that mean-”
“A-ah!”
“Is it someone I know? Also in your band, maybe?” Kita teased.
“How do y- I mean, no! Why would I-”
“Ahahaha! I’m just messing with you, Akiyama-san! You’re really cute when you’re flustered.”
“MOU!” Mio said, turning her face away. “You’re exactly like that baka! I expected a lot more from you, Kita-chan!”
Kita laughs again. Mio can’t help but smile.
“I’m sorry, Kita-chan. This might not be the outcome you wanted, b-but i just can’t return your feelings.”
“It’s fine, Akiyama-san. I already told you, I’m doing this now more as closure than anything. I fully expect you to not return my feelings. Maybe I already knew from the start.”
“Is that fine with you?”
“Yeah, I’m fine with simply being friends with you, Mio-chan.” Kita smiled.
Mio smiled back. “It’s nice to have you as a friend too, Kita-chan.”
Several tables from them, four girls were seated on one table, one of them very eager to eavesdrop on the other table’s conversation.
“Can’t make heads or tails on what the hell they're talking about. Song, Romeo, Festival?” Ritsu said quizzically.
“Senpai, you’re attracting unwanted attention.” Azusa reprimanded.
Unlike Ritsu, Mugi was blessed with better hearing ability. The heiress blushed as she listened to every word spoken between the two girls at the other table.
“This must be a dream… or is it my birthday..?” She muttered.
Yui meanwhile, wasn’t paying attention to any of what was happening around her, continuing to observe her reflection on her spoon.
“The cut’s not too noticeable, right, Azu-nyan?”
-
Kita and Mio eventually part ways after a short trip around the shopping district. Mio had bought her a hair clip as a token of newfound friendship, though a small part of Kita thinks it’s some sort of an apology for how things turned out between them. Despite everything, Kita felt fine. A little bittersweet perhaps, but fine nonetheless.
She was now walking alone under the moonlit sky, boarding off her train and on her way to her apartment. Halfway through the trip, she looked up. Tonight’s sky was clear of clouds, which gave Kita a good view of the stars painting the dark blue of the horizon. It’s beautiful, Kita thought.
For some reason, the sight of the starry night sky reminded Kita of Hitori. She remembered how she had to attend rehearsals on her own for the past 2 days. Feeling guilt starts crawling on the back of her neck, She dialed up her friend’s contact and called her. Surprisingly, it didn’t take a while for her call to be picked up.
“Moshi-moshi, Gotoh-san?”
“A-ah, Kita-san. It is you. I thought you might’ve accidentally, um… what’s it called? “Butt-dialed” me.”
Kita chuckled. “No, Gotoh-san. I fully intend on calling you.” Kita reassured.
“Oh.” There was a small pause. “What caused you to call so late, Kita-chan?”
“I just wanted to apologize. The past 2 days I’ve left you on your own, even though it was me who signed you up for the play. I’m very sorry about that. I promise I’ll return for real tomorrow!”
“O-oh, it’s fine, Kita-san.”
“But weren’t you lonely?”
To Kita’s surprise, Hitori let out a small laugh at that. “I was. A-at the beginning. I’m just gonna be honest, Kita-san. When you left, I was scared. I didn’t know anyone in my or your class, and I didn’t have anyone to talk to about how nervous I was about the upcoming play..”
“Gotoh-san..”
“B-but then everyone told me that they were also scared and nervous. And Sasa-san told me i-it was normal and I’m not alone in feeling that way, a-and.. It made me feel better.”
“Sattsu said that?”
“Y-yeah!”
“That’s great! I’m glad you were able to make friends with her, Gotoh-san!”
“A-ah, maybe not quite f-friends… but we’re at least not strangers anymore..”
“Still, I’m sorry Gotoh-san! I should’ve been by your side! If I knew you were feeling like that-”
“I-i just didn’t want to worry you Kita-chan. T-that’s why I didn’t tell you. I-it’s my own fault, really. I’m already used to being alone, anyway.”
“You don’t have to hide these things from me, Gotoh-san!” Kita assured her. “And please don’t just say stuff like that! You don’t deserve to be alone! No one does.”
“It’s really fine, Kita-san. I-i really am already used to being alone, haha. So, it doesn’t really matter much, m-maybe you can’t relate cause you’ve never felt alone before, with how much you're loved by everyone.. G-geez, what am I even saying? Just forget I said any of that, Kita-san.”
“Gotoh-san..”
Me? Loved by everyone? Kita scoffed at the idea. Again with love. It’s all just so complicated.
“Say, Gotoh-san. Have you ever fallen in love before?”
“H-huh?”
“Ah, sorry. That came out of nowhere. My mistake, haha!”
“Um..”
“Forget it, Gotoh-san. I was just wondering, but it’s fine if you don’t want to answer that. It’s a loaded question.”
“W-well, I can’t say I have. B-but I would imagine that it feels nice.”
Kita raises an eyebrow. She wasn’t expecting Hitori to actually give an answer.
“But if doesn’t work out, maybe it’d be sad too? Gaah! I don’t know! Sorry, Kita-san.”
Kita chuckled. Somehow, she can picture how Hitori looked as she struggled to answer the question. She can be so unintentionally adorable sometimes. “It’s fine, Gotoh-san. That’s actually similar to what Mio-chan told me earlier today when I asked her that question.”
“E-eh? You hung out with Akiyama-san today?”
“Yeah, we had a talk.” Kita answered simply.
“A-about love..?”
“I guess you could put it that way, haha. I wanted to know how she writes songs that discuss love.”
“A-and what did she say?”
Kita pondered for a moment before answering the question. “She told me that it’s her own way of expressing herself. She pours out her feelings into lyrics, in hope that it could finally get through.”
“I-i see..”
“It seems like she wrote it with someone in mind, though. So that’s not gonna work with me, ahaha! I just don’t think I have anyone I’m interested in at the moment.”
“W-what about Ryo-san?”
Kita blushed. “H-huh? Gotoh-san, how did you know about that?”
“Um, ah, am I not supposed to know that..? Sorry, Kita-san, I- you were just, not exactly subtle about it.”
Hearing that from Hitori just made it worse somehow. “Aggh! That’s so embarrassing!”
“J-just forget I said anything then!” Hitori hastily said.
Kita snorted. “Well i guess it’s out in the open now. But after that talk with Mio-chan, I realized that what I had for her wasn’t exactly love.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah, haha. I just really liked her because at the time to me, she’s just- really pretty. I mean, I still think she is. But as time passed, I realized that that was the only thing that attracted me to her. It was just way too superficial to be love, y’know?”
“I-i guess.”
“Yeah. Mio-chan told me that to love is to always want to see someone smile, to always want to be there for them, and to always want to be by their side, y’know, just like how I feel about-”
Kita’s train of thought seems to have stopped before she could finish that sentence. The prolonged silence caused Hitori to check whether their call had been disconnected.
“H-hello? Kita-san? Are you still there?”
Kita returned back to earth. “A-ah. Sorry Gotoh-san, I just. I think I just realized something.”
“W-what is it, Kita-san?”
Kita didn’t immediately answer the question, opting to look back up at the sky again.
“The stars in the sky sure are beautiful tonight, don’t you think?” She smiled.
“E-eh? Well, I suppose. I'm inside my closet right now, so I couldn’t check.”
“I think I finally get it now. Thank you, Gotoh-san! Now I can finally finish the lyrics to my song!”
“Y-you’re welcome? I-i’m not sure what I did, but, a-alright?”
“Just, thank you for being yourself, Gotoh-san! I finally get it now. I’ll see you tomorrow at school, okay? Goodnight!”
“A-alright. G-goodnight, Kita-san.”
Kita turned off her phone, ending the call. She chuckled. Guess the answer’s been staring at her this whole time, huh?
-
“I’m back! How did I look? It’s fine, right? Yui asked, after getting her picture taken for the yearbook.
“You’re fine, Yui. Stop worrying.” Ritsu said exasperatedly.
“Ricchan, are you sure? Maybe I-”
“Ah. Akiyama-san. Please come to the faculty office.” Sawako said, interrupting the ongoing banter between the four keionbu girls.
“A-ah, hai.”
“Huh? Wait, Mio, did you forget to turn in your college application?”
“No.”
“It’s because of that meeting with Kita yesterday isn’t it? Gosh, Mio!”
“Oi, enough of that. I’ll see you in a bit.” Mio said, leaving for the faculty office.
“Something’s off.. Mio would never forget about something as important as this.” Ritsu said.
“What are you suggesting, Ricchan?” Mugi asked.
“Let’s follow her to find out!”
The three of them followed Mio to the faculty office, eavesdropping on Sawako and Mio’s conversation.
“Ehh? She didn’t take the college offer?”
“Shhh! But, yeah.”
They heard Mio approach the door, signaling the conversation was over. The girls all scrambled to back away from the door.
“Mou. I knew you guys would be here when I come out.”
“Ehehehe, you caught us, Mio-chan.” Yui said sheepishly.
“Did you turn it down, then?”
“Yes.”
“Mou. What a waste.”
Ritsu observed her childhood friend’s conflicted expression. Mio looked down. “W-well… I want to study with my friends. And maybe, if possible.. I want to study in the same college as my friends.” She said, looking up and facing her friends in front of her.
Her friends weren't sure how to respond to the statement. Ritsu was the first to speak.
“But Yui’s right! It is a waste. Why didn’t you just take it? You could’ve made new friends in college!”
Mio looked away. “You’re more than a friend to me, Ritsu. I- i mean! All of you guys are! M-more than friends, to me..” Mio caught herself. “I-i just think that wherever i study it would be fine. As long as it’s with you guys.” Mio concluded.
A slow smile started forming in each of her friend’s faces. “Geez, Mio. such sentimental baka.” Ritsu said.
Mio flushed. “Mou. it’s never worth it being genuine with you.” Mio pouts.
“Because you’re always such a dork about it!” Ritsu grinned.
“Oh, shut up.” Mio retorts, though Ritsu could see her fighting back a smile of her own.
“But I’m glad you decided to go to college with me, Mio. After all, we’ve been together so long, I wouldn’t know what I’d do without you..”
A hint of pink starts forming on Mio’s cheeks. “Ritsu..”
“I mean, whose work am I gonna copy if you’re not around?”
“MOU!”
Yui and Mugi smiled at the exchange.
“Well, Yui-chan, I guess you know how that confession with Kita-chan ended up yesterday.”
“Eh? Kita-chan was confessing yesterday? To whom?”
Mugi sighed fondly. “Just forget I said anything then.” Mugi said airily.
-
“Everyone!” Kita greeted cheerily as she entered STARRY with Hitori in tow.
“Hey, Kita-chan. You seem to be in a good mood, did something happen?” Nijika asked, seeing how bright Kita was smiling. Ryo had to take out protective sunglasses she kept around for emergency Kit-aura exposure.
“Our rehearsal went so well today! Sattsu said that I really captured the essence of Romeo’s character! Same with Gotoh-san and Juliet.” Kita explained.
“A-ah really, I think it’s just the death scene that they really liked from my performance. B-but Kita-san did very well at rehearsal today.” Bocchi interjected.
“Congratulations then, you two!”
“Oh, also I finished the lyrics already!”
“Oh. You actually finished it in three days?” Nijika queried. Kita nods. “Do you want to see it, Ijichi-senpai?”
“Sure! You’re reading this too, Ryo! Don’t think you can sneak off just like that!”
“A-ah, I’d like to read it too…” Bocchi said offhandedly.
Kita handed them her notebook, which Nijika, Ryo, and Hitori began to read. After a short while, they finished reading Kita’s lyrics.
“Kita-chan, this is-”
“Ah, it’s bad, isn’t it, Ijichi-san? Ahahaha, my mistake! I shouldn’t have rushed it in 3 da-”
“This is so good!”
“Eh?”
“I agree.” Ryo nods. “Captures the sense of desperation and longing one would have if they were in love, as much as it kills me to say that.”
“T-thank you, senpais! I’m so glad that you like it!”
Nijika’s expressions suddenly shift into one of a sly cat. “The emotions portrayed in these lyrics seems very personal, Kita-chan. Was there someone in mind when you wrote this?”
Kita blushed. “I- uhm..”
“Woooah! This is amazing, Kita-chan!” Hitori said.
“Eh, Bocchi-chan, you just finished reading it?”
“I-i went back and re-read it a couple of times. I-i love your use of imagery, Kita-san… it’s very vivid… And I’ve always loved space and s-stars and stuff like that.. So I might be biased, b-but I love how you decide to write the song with stars as the overall theme.”
Kita blushed heavily at this comment. “T-thanks, Gotoh-san! It’s especially great to hear such positive remarks from you!”
“E-eh, why?”
“A-ah, just cause you’re our usual lyricist, n-nothing more than that! Hahahahaha!”
Nijika and Ryo observed the banter between the two guitarists quietly.
“Took her long enough.” Nijika commented.
“This is too sickeningly sweet.” Ryo said, mock vomiting.
“Must you ruin everything by being so crass?” Nijika sighed. “Anyway. Kita-chan! What should we call this song?”
“E-eh?” Kita was momentarily taken out of her talk with Hitori. “Oh, i was thinking of maybe- it’s a song about stars, right? So..”
“How does “If I could be a constellation” sounds?”
Notes:
first chapter of 2024 whew
i originally wanted to write a short transitional chapter before the play but then bam. 13k words. HTT wasnt even supposed to be in this chapter. oh well, it happens. next time would definitely be the play, i promise.
and though i did say i didnt really want to focus too much on romance on this fic, i feel like this is just the natural next step for kita's development, so i decided to just go all in for this chapter.
well thats all for now. see you all in the next chapter, whenever that is.
Chapter 12: Hello Little Sea
Summary:
The day of the play has finally arrived.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Waaaah! Senpaaaai! Booze refill, please!”
Hiroi drunkenly stepped into STARRY after waking up in another random alleyway, a result of another full night of drinking. Normally, the first thing Kikuri would do the moment she got up was down a bottle of her morning liquor. Unfortunately, she finds none with her, which led her to the nearest place she knew she could pilfer for alcohol.
Luck doesn’t seem to be on Hiroi’s side however, as the place was empty and devoid of a certain mean blonde senior of hers who usually man the place. In her place instead, was her peculiarly dressed venue’s audio engineer, fondly nicknamed “PA-san.”
“Ah, I’m afraid the manager is currently taking care of some business upstairs, Hiroi. Why don’t you have a seat first?” PA-san invited.
“Oh, actually, this is even better. PA-san, can you hand me a bottle while senpai’s not here? Pleaseee? We can share it!” Hiroi pleaded. PA-san, in turn, just chuckled.
“Come on, Hiroi. You should know by now that our little act of theft would not remain unnoticed.”
“Mou, I know that! But she won’t suspect you, PA-san! She’ll never notice that one bottle is gone, right?”
“She probably would after one of the girls does their routine inventory checks.”
“Aw, c’mon! I’m sure you-”
At that moment, a door at the back of the venue opened to reveal a disgruntled looking woman, currently immersed in a conversation over the phone.
“...geez, alright. I get it. Is that really all you want to tell me? Uh huh. Okay. Well, I can’t wait to see it on stage then, talk to you later, Sawako.” She hung up the call.
“Well, I’m heading out now, so make sure you- oh.” Seika stopped her sentence when she caught sight of Kikuri.
“What are you doing here?”
“Ummm… definitely not planning to steal your booze! Haha!”
Seika turned her gaze towards PA-san, who just sweat dropped at that.
“She’s drunk.” PA-san simply said.
“m’not drunk, I’m just tipsy. Which is why I need boooze! I’m too sober right now!”
“You call this sober?” Seika deadpans.
“Well I’m already starting to think about the depopulation rate in Japan again, so I say yes.”
Seika sighed. “Get out of here you moocher.” She said, though she made no attempt to get rid of Kikuri herself. “Anyway. Look after the place while I'm gone, would you?” Seika said to PA-san, who only smiled.
“Right. Of course, tenchou.”
“Eeeeeh, where you goin?” Hiroi piped up.
“I’m going after Nijika.”
“And where’s that?”
Seika huffed. “If you really must know, she’s in Bocchi-chan’s school, attending her culture festival.”
The gears in Hiroi’s almost empty head turned. “W-wait, didn’t they say something about a festival- oh, that’s right! They were performing a concert right? Ah! Was that today? I totally forgot! I already promised Bocchi-chan last time we met that I’ll come!” Hiroi sputtered.
“No, calm down for a minute will ya? That’s tomorrow.” Seika said.
“Oh, really? Phew. But if that’s the case, why is Nijika there? And why were you going after her?”
“Bocchi and Kita-chan’s performing a play for their classes today.”
“Play? What play?”
“Romeo and Juliet.”
“Oh, okay. But why would you care about somethin’ like that? I’d understand coming for the concert, but a play?”
At this, PA-san quietly chuckled. The two other women in the room turned towards her, brow raised.
“Kikuri-san. Surely you know by now about manager’s weakness towards cute things?”
Seika flushed a deep pink at this comment, cursing and muttering under her breath about finding a new audio engineer. It took a second for the sentence to reach Hiroi, but she eventually let out a hearty laugh.
“You’re gonna come cause you wanna see Bocchi-chan actin’ all cute on stage? Aw, senpai-”
“Shut up!” Seika said, but the two other women were still laughing at her. “Whatever! I’m leaving!”
“Ah, wait, senpai! I wanna come too!”
“You? Are you even allowed near schools?”
“Mou! What kind of woman do you think I am? I wouldn’t do anything like that!” Hiroi sniffed. “I want to see Bocchi-chan’s play too!”
“You’re just gonna be a nuisance. I can’t trust you to behave in a public place. Last time I took you to a public event you spiked a punch bowl at my friend’s wedding.”
“I won’t do anything stupid! Pleeeease, just take me with you! Bocchi-chan technically invited me to her festival too, y’know? Why wouldn’t I support my apprentice at one of the most important moments in her life?”
“You’re not just planning to go just because you wanna laugh at Bocchi-chan’s acting, right Hiroi?” PA-san asked.
“Whaaaat? Pffft. Of course not. So senpai, will you take me? Please please!” Hiroi begged her senior like a kid begging their mother for candy.
Seika took a good look at Hiroi in her unwashed blazer and messy hair. She reeks of booze and looks like she hasn't showered in days.
“Ugh, you’re not going anywhere like that. Here.” Seika handed her her apartment keys. “Take a goddamn shower first.”
“Ahahaha, you’re the best, senpai!” Hiroi said, as she stumbled onto the stairs to Seika’s apartment.
PA-san and Seika watch and listen as Hiroi drunkenly climbs the steps. “You’re very kind, tenchou. Taking Hiroi out to see Bocchi-chan’s play.”
“I’m just doing it so she won’t cause a mess here, cause I know you won’t do anything to stop her.” Seika sends a half hearted glare at PA-san, who just lifted her hands in mock defeat.
“You got me, tenchou.” She smiled.
-
Two girls stood in the middle of a busy platform. Today was the day of the Shuka High Culture festival. Nijika and Ryo were personally invited by Kita to watch her and Hitori’s play, and they were currently waiting for their other friends to arrive at the station, also invited by Kita to see the play. It’s only fair, as HTT had also invited them over for their maid cafe the previous week in their own culture festival. Nijika hums pleasantly while Ryo plays with her phone, right as a train arrived. From it came out a brunette charging towards the both of them, excitement painted across her face at the sight of her two friends waiting for her by the platform.
“Nijika-chan! Ryo-chan!”
Yui ran up towards her two friends immediately after boarding off her train.
“Yui-chan. You made it!” Nijika greeted, grabbing both Yui’s hands with matching enthusiasm.
“Ah, it’s always such a joy to meet with you two.” Mugi said airily.
“Likewise, Mugi.” Nijika smiled.
“Yo, Nijka, Ryo!” Ritsu chimed.
“Nijika-san. Ryo-san.” Azusa bowed politely.
“Nijika-chan. Ryo-chan.” Mio greeted the two. “Sorry to keep you waiting. You haven’t waited for long, i hope?”
“Not at all, Mio-chan! Me and Ryo just arrived at this station ourselves.” Nijika replied. Ryo nods.
“Aaaah, I’m so excited!” Mugi piped.
“Should we go now?” Ryo asked.
“Hai! Let’s goo!” Ritsu said.
The group exitted the station and walked together towards today’s destination, Shuka High.
“So why were you so excited, Mugi-chan? Do you just miss Bocchi and Kita-chan that much?” Nijika smirked.
“Oh? Hmm, Well that is one of the many reasons, but I’ve always loved theatrical performances! Father used to take me and mother to see the shows being held by the local theater troupe! Oh, they were just lovely, those fellows were. I was able to partake in the viewing of many splendid shows during the span of my childhood!”
“What is she, from the 1600s Britain?” Ritsu muttered. Mio shoved her head violently in response.
“You guys really like doing that, huh?” Nijika watched as Ritsu laughed off the pain from Mio’s attack.
“It’s just how Mio shows her love for me, isn’t that right, Mio-cwaaaan?” Ritsu said, puckering her lips and closing in on Mio’s face.
“BAKA! Get away from me!” Mio holds out her hand to keep Ritsu away from her face.
“Ah, but a theatrical play is no match for the real deal, of course. To see a relationship blossom fully with your very own eyes, isn’t it wonderful?” Mugi sighed as she watched Mio and Ritsu bicker.
“Mou, Azu-nyan, what is Mugi-chan talking about?”
“You've probably seen your fair share of plays too, right Ryo?” Ritsu asked after she was done messing with Mio.
“Nah. Was never that into it.” Ryo simply said.
“Eh? I thought all rich people love doing stuff like that.”
“Her parents are the ones that’s rich, Ritsu-chan. Ryo is several thousand yen in debt, last time I checked.”
“Hundred thousand now, actually.” Ryo corrected. Nijika sighed.
“Is that true?” Mio genuinely asked.
“Well, why do you think I work at STARRY? I don’t exactly stick around for the love of working. A girl gotta pay her debts.”
“Well you better start loving it, Yamada, cause you’ll be stuck with me for a long time! Those debts are only getting paid in 20, maybe 30 years at the rate you’re going through.”
“Stuck with you for 20 years, huh? We might as well get married at that point.” Ryo snarked.
“You wish!” Nijika rebutted.
Azusa observed how flustered Mio seemed at how brazenly Ryo had mentioned marrying Nijika. Part of her was dying for a follow up on what had happened between her and Kita after the outing.
“Why don’t you just ask for money from your parents, Ryo-chan?” Yui asked.
“I’m not gonna make my problems theirs, Yui-chan. I’m gonna get myself out of this hole on my own.”
“Waaaah! That’s admirable, Ryo-chan!” Yui said in awe.
“It’s admirable only if you forget that all those debts came from her own reckless spending, Yui-chan. Don’t fall for her words.” Nijika said.
“You have to try so hard to make me sound less cool.”
“I’d think the contrary.”
“How far are we to the school?” Mio said after they had walked for some time.
“Shouldn’t be too far now, according to the map Kita just sent me.” Nijika replied, looking at her phone.
“You can send maps through phones? What kind of phone do you have, Nijika-chan?” Mio asked in earnest.
“Eh, what do you mean, Mio-chan? Isn’t sending maps through smartphones practically commonplace nowadays?” Nijika said, showing her phone.
“Smart…phones..?”
“Yeah. Mio! Smartphones! Like mine!” Ritsu showed off her own smartphone.
“Wh-what? Since when did you have that?”
“What do you mean? I always had this.” Ritsu said.
“But-”
“Ah, we’re here!” Yui interrupted.
Shuka High was fully decked out for their cultural festival, crowds of people gathered around the school and students in various outfits promoting their stalls and events. Some people were also handing out free food samples and fliers.
“This is so cool! We’re so lucky to be able to go to two culture festivals back to back, eh, Azu-nyan?” Yui said, jumping up and down at the sight of a bustling event.
“Senpai, calm down.” Azusa said, grounding her airheaded senior to avoid unnecessary attention.
“Ahhh… I wonder if they have any yakisoba stalls around..” Mugi said, scouting the area.
“Where’s Bocchi and Kita at?” Ryo asked Nijika.
“Well, the play would be in the auditorium.” Nijika glanced at a nearby building beside the main school building. “But they’re probably still preparing for the event in their classroom.”
“And where is that?”
“Second floor, I think? Yeah, should be somewhere there.”
The group all moved through the crowds of people and made their way to the second floor, looking for any signs of their pink and red haired friends. In the midst of their search, Nijika noticed a group of girls gathered in front of one of the classrooms. They seemed to be in a deep discussion, whispering amongst themselves. One of them, a girl with short olive green hair, sports a grave look on her face as she listens to the discussion.
“What should we do? We’re starting in less than an hour.”
“Should we send someone to look for her?”
“Oh, Gotoh-san. Why now, of all times?” The green haired girl spoke.
“Eh?” Nijika perked up at the mention of Bocchi’s name.
“Huh? What is it, Nijika-san?” Azusa asked the drummer.
“I thought I heard-”
“Has Gotoh-san not returned yet?” A new voice asked from within the classroom, the person it belonged to stepped out of the room seconds later. She was clad in a blue corset with white stripes, white pants, and black boots to boot. Her red hair flowing behind her as she emerged out of the classroom.
“No, she hasn’t, Kita-chan.” One of the girls responded.
“Hey, isn’t that Kita-chan? Oi! Kita-chan!” Ritsu waved and beckoned the redhead.
Kita perked up at the call of her name, catching sight of the group. “Ah, everyone.”
“Woah, Kita-chan, what's with the outfit? You look just like a prince from a fairy tale!” Yui said.
“It’s probably because she’s playing a prince from a fairy tale, Yui-chan.” Mugi explained patiently.
“Actually Kita-chan, your outfit..” Mio said, observing her outfit. “..why does it look so familiar..”
“Kita-chan, what’s wrong? We heard you were talking about Hitori-chan just now. Is something the matter?” Nijika asked earnestly.
“Um, well. This is a bit concerning, but Gotoh-san has apparently gone missing!” Kita said.
“Eeeh?”
“She put on her costume for the play and just ran out! She said she was going to the bathroom, but it’s been a while now and she hasn't returned.” One of the girls informed.
“And with less than an hour till the play. Oh, why, Gotoh-san.” The green haired girl sighed exasperatedly.
“Don’t worry, Sattsu! I’ll go look for her!” Kita said determinedly.
“Eh, Kita-san, but what about the costume? Does it fit?” One of the girls beckoned.
“It does! Fits perfectly!”
“We’ll help!” Nijika piped.
“Eeeeeh….?” Ryo whines.
“No whining, you! Come on everyone!” Nijika addressed the others in the group.
“But this place is huge! And there’s so many people. How are we supposed to find her?” Azusa asked.
“She was wearing her Juliet costume! She’d be very easy to spot.” One of Kita’s classmates said.
“Right. In that case, let’s split up to cover more ground!” Ritsu said, before pointing at Yui.
“Private!” Ritsu called.
“Yes, captain!” Yui said, saluting.
“You should search the first floor! Ask the other recruits to accompany you, private!”
“Hai, hai, captain!”
“Yui-chan, take me with you, I’ll gladly serve with you!” Mugi said, eager to participate in Yui’s and Ritsu’s little charade.
“Hai, Mugi chan!” Yui turned towards the next person closest to her and Mugi. “What about you, Ryo-chan? Will you join us in our search party for Hitori-chan?”
“Eeeeh…?”
“Senpai, don’t act like it’s too much of a burden!” Kita scolded the senior. “I’ll search this floor with Azusa-chan!” Kita said, grabbing hold of Azusa’s arm.
“Eh?”
“In that case, I’ll accompany you as well, cadet Kita!” Ritsu said.
“I guess that leaves us, huh, Mio-chan?” Nijika turned towards the bassist next to her.
“Haha, yeah, I suppose.”
“Both of you search the school grounds!” Ritsu instructed.
“Huh? Do you realize how big of an area that is?!” Mio asked.
“Alright then, let’s split up, team!” Ritsu said, ignoring Mio and immediately darting off towards the other direction.
“Ah, senpai, wait!” Azusa chased after her.
“Let’s go, cadet Mugi!” Yui said to Mugi, who giggled at the given title.
“Hai!”
“Come on, Mio-chan. The sooner we find Bocchi-chan, the better.” Nijika said to her unlikely partner in crime.
“That baka..”
The others began leaving to start looking for Hitori. Kita was about to follow suit before she heard Sasaki’s voice.
“Are those your senpais from work, Kita-chan?” Sasaki asked.
“Huh? Oh, Ijichi-senpai and Ryo-senpai are. The rest are just my friends from another band.” Kita answered.
“Oh, so they’re the slacker band you kept talking about, huh?”
“Kita-san!” Azusa called.
“Ah, I’ll be right there, Azusa-san! Sorry, Sattsu, I gotta go for now! I promise I’ll bring Gotoh-san back.”
“Please do. And hurry. We only have about an hour till the play starts.”
-
“Chiii…….. Mugi-chan, where do you think Hitori-chan is?” Yui said, scouting around the area.
“She could be anywhere, Yui-chan. Mugi said, watching the corridors with her hands forming mock binoculars. “Have you found anything, Ryo-chan?”
“Hm? Oh, no, I haven’t.” Ryo said, not looking up from her phone.
“Mou, Mugi-chan! What if Hitori-chan was kidnapped?”
“Kidnapped?” Mugi asked in shock.
“It’s possible.” Ryo pipes up, not really paying attention.
“Who do you think would kidnap Hitori-chan, Yui-chan?”
Yui puts a hand under her chin. “Ne, Ryo-chan. Who do you think would kidnap Hitori-chan?” Yui instead asked the blunette.
Ryo knew she shouldn’t really take anything Yui said seriously, but she entertained the thought regardless. She pondered the question.
“Who knows… maybe she has enemies in this school that doesn’t want her to perform at the play.”
“Eh? Really?” Yui said. Mugi clasps her mouth with her hands.
“Yes. You see how Bocchi-chan plays during our practice and concerts, right? She must be really popular in school, with all that guitar playing, she could make any guy swoon! But along with fans, you would definitely also attract haters and detractors.” Ryo said dramatically.
“Oh no!”
“Eh, really? I thought Kita-san told us Hitori-chan’s a recluse at school.” Mugi said.
“Or maybe, she was kidnapped by a secret admirer!” Ryo suggested. “A cute, shy, and quiet girl like Bocchi would’ve drawn the attention of someone, right? So they stalked her from the shadows, and the moment she walked into the bathroom by herself-”
“Oh no! Mugi-chan, this is bad! We can’t let anything bad happen to Hitori-chan!” Yui said, grabbing both of Mugi’s hands.
“We won’t, Yui-chan! We’ll find Hitori-chan and teach those kidnappers a lesson!” Mugi said determinedly.
Wow. These two are actually taking me seriously. Ryo smirked as she observed the two.
“We should check every girl’s bathroom on the first floor! That’s where they said she was last spotted. And if she’s in none of them, we’ll move on to search the second floor with Ricchan and the others!” Mugi suggested.
Ryo’s smirk immediately turned into a frown. She was not looking forward to spending the next 30 minutes of her life looking in the women's bathroom for Bocchi. She can also feel her stomach starting to growl. She needs to find a way to turn this to her favor.
“What about we search around the vending machine area instead? I think I spotted one when we entered this place.” Ryo suggested.
“Why?” The two girls turned their attention to Ryo.
“Maybe she got hungry on the way. Running takes up a lot of energy, y’know.”
“You’re right, Ryo-chan! I get hungry all the time when I have to run to school!” Yui responds.
“Then we’ll look there first! If she’s not there, we’ll search the bathrooms!” Mugi said. Please be there, Bocchi. Ryo was begging internally.
The three made their way to the vending machine. Ryo didn’t quite remember where it was, so they spent some time getting lost in the crowds of festival goers first.
“I think it’s after this turn-”
“Ohohoho! Let me see what these bad boys have in store!” Ryo suddenly hears a familiar voice.
“Isn’t that the manager and Kikuri-san?” Yui piped.
“Eh, no onikoros?” Hiroi looked disappointedly at the vending machine before her.
“Why would you think they’d sell onikoros in a school?” Seika responds in annoyance.
“Ya-ho! Manager, Kikuri-san!” Yui said, marching onto the two older women.
“Wait, Yui-”
“Eeeh? Ah! Yui-chaaan! Ahahaha! What’re you doin’ here?” Hiroi greeted the younger musician.
“We came to see Hitori-chan and Kita-chan perform!” Yui smiled.
“We? Oh.” Kikuri finally noticed the two other girls trailing behind Yui. Mugi waved politely while Ryo followed behind, emotionless.
“Then you’re here for the same reason as us.” Hiroi said. “Ahahaha! Oh, sorry for not comin’ to your concert last week, by the way! I got a show of my own at FOLT!”
“It’s fine, Kikuri-san! Yoyo-chan and the others still came!”
“Ahahaha, I know, I know. Ohtsuki-chan won’t stop talking about your concert after the festival, it’s driving the rest of her band nuts.” Kikuri said affectionately.
Whilst Yui and Hiroi caught up, the manager turned to the other two girls.
“Did the three of you get separated from your group? Where’s Nijika and the others?” the manager asked.
“Oh, no! We’re actually splitting up to look for Hitori-chan!” Mugi said.
“Looking for Bocchi-chan?” Seika’ brows furrowed.
“Yeah, she went missing! Just an hour before the show too!” Yui piped.
“Whaaat? That doesn’t sound good!” Hiroi said rather obviously.
“We’re looking for her on this floor, while the others looked elsewhere.” Mugi explained. “Ryo-chan mentioned she might’ve gotten hungry running away from her kidnapper.”
“KIDNAPPER?” Seika bellowed, attracting the attention of nearby passersby. Ryo flinched.
“A-ah! We don’t know for sure, but Ryo-chan suggested the possibility.” Mugi waved her hands.
“We need to bring the kidnappers to justice!” Yui said.
Seika sent a death glare towards Ryo, which caused the girl to shrink further. “You kids almost gave me a heart attack.” Seika said, clutching her heart.
“Eh? That doesn’t sound good!” Yui said rather obviously.
“Well if she’s missing, we might as well help look for her.” Seika said, turning on her heel.
“Eeeeeh…..?”
“Don’t act like it’s too much trouble. I thought you wanted to come see your “apprentice?”
Hiroi flushed. “Well, yeah.. but this place is huge! Where do we even look?”
“We have the others looking elsewhere, Kikuri-san.” Mugi reminded. “We just have to cover a small portion of the school. They said Hitori-chan was last spotted running to a bathroom.”
“Then why weren’t you looking for her there?”
“Ryo-chan mentioned she might’ve gotten hungry from all the running!” Yui said.
Seika sent another glare at Ryo, who began profusely sweating. “You just wanted to go to the vending machine, weren’t you? Seika asked, directly to the point.
“N-nah…”
“I can’t believe you.” Seika sighed exasperatedly. “Come on, let’s search the bathrooms.”
“Wait!”
“What is it now?”
“I haven’t gotten anything from the vending machine.” Hiroi said.
“Me too.” Ryo added.
Seika snorts. “Make it quick, then!” She said impatiently.
“Okay.” Hiroi said, turning to face the vending machine with Ryo. Both of them stared at the machine for a couple seconds.
“Well?”
“I-i don’t got money on me. Ryo-chan.. can you spot me?”
“I’m flat broke too, onee-san.” Ryo said flatly.
“You two are unbelievable.” Seika facepalmed.
“Mugi-chan, is the manager mad?” Yui whispered.
“She’s probably just concerned about Hitori-chan’s wellbeing, Yui-chan.” Mugi whispered back, as they watched Seika reluctantly hand money to the two broke bassists, fuming to herself inside her head.
Damn you, Bocchi-chan! You don’t get to run away before I get to see you doing cute things on stage!
-
“She’s not here.” Azusa said, as they observed the small space under the stairs that Kita and Hitori practiced in.
“Don’t tell me we’re gonna have to search every bathroom in this school.” Ritsu said with her back leaned against the wall.
“No. She won’t be there.” Kita said confidently.
“How can you be so sure?” Ritsu asked.
“You won't find Gotoh-san in such a constantly inhabited location!”
“Aha, then where should we look, Professor Kita? Please, teach us!”
“Then allow me to elucidate!” Kita said, conjuring a fake mustache and a scholar hat out of thin air.
“W-what?” Azusa gawked, looking down and realizing she and Ritsu are somehow already wearing an expeditioner outfit.
“It must be an uninhabited place where no humans would ever step in! It must be damp and depressing! We must search the kinds of ecosystems where one would find slugs! She might be found under a rock, even!” Kita explained.
“Effortlessly brutal.” Ritsu said, her attire returning back to normal.
“What just happened?” Azusa said, rubbing her outfit.
“With that in mind, let’s look for her in-”
“Actually. Before that, Kita.” Ritsu suddenly interrupted.
“H-huh, what is it, Ritsu-san?”
“I wanted to talk to you about something without the others listening in, which is the main reason why I split us all into groups.”
“Eh, then what about me?” Azusa asked the senior.
“You’re fine, Nakano. You probably know what I’m about to ask.” Ritsu responded.
“What are y- oh.” Azusa said, realizing what’s about to happen.
“Eh, what is it, Ritsu-san?”
“What did you do with Mio a couple days ago?”
“E-eh?” Kita’s face turned as red as her hair, so much so Azusa could mistake her as being on fire.
Kita sputtered incoherently, while Ritsu just looked at her with increasing annoyance.
“W-we were just talking about, something that I needed her help with.” Kita said, averting her eyes.
“Something so important that you requested for her to come alone?” Ritsu probed further.
“Y-yeah, what’s so weird about that?” Kita asked defensively. “I only wanted to ask Mio-chan about it, so I don’t see why I need to invite anyone else-”
“Mio-chan?”
Kita’s eyes widened as Ritsu parroted her own words back at her. Azusa couldn’t understand what was going on until Ritsu spoke up again.
“Since when were you on a first name basis with her? Something must’ve happened!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“Ritsu senpai, maybe you shouldn’t..” Azusa began to say, phased by how insistent her senpai was.
“Is it so weird to be on a first name basis with a friend? I call you and Azusa-san by your first name as well.” Kita pouts.
“But you always called Mio by her last name, so why the sudden change now, Kita-san?”
“Senpai..”
“I just want to know the truth. Mio wouldn’t tell me what happened, But I can tell something has happened! Cause she’s been acting weird!”
“She seems pretty normal to me.” Azusa said.
“She’s weird when it’s just the two of us! O-okay maybe, it’s not apparent to anyone else, but I can tell, okay! It’s just what happens when you’ve been friends with someone for so long, you just pay attention to them and start noticing something’s off.” Ritsu rebutted stubbornly.
“I think you’re just looking too much into it, senpai.” Azusa glanced at Kita, who, whilst still looking flustered, was also eyeing Ritsu with mild interest, as if she was gauging her reaction. Azusa had no idea what that’s all about.
“Ritsu-san, calm down, there’s no need to-”
“Did you confess to her?”
The world seemed to freeze after Ritsu had said that. The atmosphere flipped on its head completely, as conversations faraway was drowned out by the deafening the silence enveloping the small space under the stairs.
“I-i-”
“Just tell me, Kita.” Ritsu said, her eyes now devoid of emotion.
Azusa's eyes moved between the two girls, Kita, with her face still painted red, and Ritsu, who was staring at her with a deadpan expression. Kita gulped, turning to face Ritsu.
“Yes.”
Azusa’s eyes widened. So she did ask Mio-senpai out? But then-
“And then-” Ritsu continued, voice completely hollow, “What did she say?”
Kita averted her eyes from Ritsu’s. Emotion returned to Ritsu’s face as visible frustration made its way to her visage.
“And then what happened, Kita-san? Tell me!”
“She rejected me!”
“Huh?” Both Azusa and Ritsu said at the same time.
“She did, okay! Was that what you wanted to hear?” Kita said, eyeing Ritsu warily.
Azusa was the first to recover after Kita’s answer. “S-sorry to hear that, Kita-san-”
“It’s fine, Azusa-san. My meeting with her was more than about that, anyway.” Kita said.
“Huh, what do you mean?”
Kita took a deep breath. “F-fine. I guess I’ll tell you guys what it’s actually about, just to clear up any further misunderstandings.”
Kita began explaining the reason she had initially asked Mio to hang, the aftermath of her confession, and what she ultimately got out of it. Azusa observed how colors started returning to Ritsu’s face the further Kita explained her actions.
“You changed your mind halfway through a confession?” Azusa asked.
“I don’t think it’s exactly like that, but I guess.”
“So you asked her out cause you wanted to ask her for advice on how to write a love song?” Ritsu tried to reiterate what Kita had told her.
“Yes.”
“... and you also realized you were still holding on to some of your old feelings for her.”
“Right.”
“So you invited her out, with the intention of asking her for advice on a love song, as well as potentially asking her out, to have more romantic experience to draw from for your song.”
“Look, I also realized how stupid it sounds when you lay it out like that, but i-it’s what happened!” Kita said defensively.
Ritsu looked down, her body trembling. Azusa and Kita shared worried glances at each other at this unexpected behavior.
“Senpai, what are you-”
“AHAHAHAHA! Kita-chan! That’s such a roundabout way to go about it!” Ritsu bellowed, howling with laughter.
“W-what?! What’s wrong with wanting to explore the feelings I want to write about?!”
“I agree with your sentiment, Kita-san, but still, you chose an extremely bold way of pursuing that creative expression.” Azusa blushed.
“Wha- I didn't ask for your opinions on my methods!” Kita said defensively. “You guys are so mean!”
Ritsu swiped a tear from the corner of her eye. “And here I thought-”
Ritsu paused before she finished that sentence. She clears her throat.
“Well, anyway. Sorry about that, Kita. I just had to make sure you, um- nevermind! Let’s go find Hitori now, shall we? You say she likes damp places, Kita?” Ritsu said, as she hurriedly walked away from the space under the stairs.
“What was that about?” Azusa said as she watched Ritsu walking away from the two of them.
“Well, I have a couple of guesses.” Kita said, recovering from the confrontation and subsequent ridicule. “Seems like no matter how you slice it, my initial suspicions were correct.” She said with a knowing tone.
Azusa understood none of that, but figured the wellbeing of her friend is much more important.
“Are you really okay though, Kita-san? Being forced to relive a rejection must’ve been-”
“Oh, I’m fine, Azusa-san!” Kita turned to her, beaming brightly, blasting Azusa with full Kit-aura.
“Augh. Well, that smile wouldn’t lie.” Azusa said, shielding her eyes. Kita giggled.
“Yeah. Mio-chan said she already had someone else.”
“Oh, really? I didn’t know Mio-senpai had a boyfriend.. A-ah! Are we even allowed to talk about this?” Azusa caught herself.
“Hm? Oh. No, she doesn’t have a boyfriend or anything like that.. but she already had her eyes on someone else." Kita said, glancing at the spot Ritsu was standing just a couple moments ago.
“A-ah, sorry about that, Kita-san.”
“It’s fine, Azusa-san! Besides-”
Kita turned towards Azusa again.
“I realized that I’ve also had my eyes on someone else too this entire time. It just took me a while to realize that.” Kita said, smiling.
“Azusa, Kita! Come on! Weren’t we supposed to be under a time limit?” Azusa could hear her senpai calling after them both.
“Coming, Ritsu-san! Ne, come on, Azusa-san.” Kita said, walking out of the space under the stairs.
“O-okay?” Geez, what is it with everyone today? She’s never gonna understand all this romance stuff.
-
Nijika and Mio stood and observed the massive area around the school grounds, packed to the brim with festival goers and students alike.
“Are you kidding me? How are we supposed to find her in the midst of all this?” Nijika said in frustration. “When I get my hands on that drummer….”
“Don’t worry, Nijika. After we find Hitori, I’ll personally make sure to whack some sense into that empty forehead of hers.” Mio replied.
“Thank you, Mio-chan. I’m glad I could count on you.”
While the two of them were able to bond over their fantasies of beating up Ritsu, this has gotten them nowhere in their search for their missing friend.
“I feel like we’ve passed through this area already, haven’t we?” Nijika asked, as they made their round around an area of the school ground.
“I think so. That’s the takoyaki stall from before.”
“We’re just going in circles. This is hopeless!” Nijika whined.
“We’re just not looking in the right places.” Mio said.
“Then what do you suggest? She could be hiding anywhere around here!”
“Well, actually, I think I might know where she would’ve gone.”
“Oh?”
“First. We need to be able to think like Hitori.”
“Think like Bocchi-chan?” Nijika tilted her head.
“Yes. Put yourself in her shoes and look at the world as if you’re seeing it through your eyes. Imagine yourself as a scared, lonely little girl in a world that’s out to get you.”
“M-mio-chan, that's a bit…”
“It’s necessary!” Mio insisted. “I’ve experienced this sort of thing first hand, being dressed up in outfits against my will!”
“H-huh?”
“I remember this one time where Sawa-chan brought a bunch of costumes to the club and forced us to wear it.” Mio shivered. “That was a dark day.”
“Right.”
“A-anyway! I did what any reasonable person would do after being asked to put on an inappropriate outfit in a school setting.”
“Report it to the principal?”
“What? No! I ran away.”
Nijika sweat dropped. Of course that’s what Mio would’ve done.
“I ran away and hid in the darkest, dingiest, most uninhabited place I could find in the entire school. Needless to say, I managed to avoid Sawa-chan’s rampage that day. The rest of the girls however, were not so fortunate.” Mio looked down, remembering her fallen comrades. “The pictures…”
“Right. I don’t know if I should be concerned or not, Mio-chan. But I think I get what you’re trying to say! We need to look in places where no one would ever go to to find Bocchi-chan, is that it?”
“Yes! At least, that’s what I would have done if I were her. And Yui did say that we’re really similar.”
“Nah, you’re not quite at the level of Bocchi-chan, Mio-chan. But I can see why people would think that way. In that case, where do you think we should look?”
“Let’s just move out of the crowds for now.”
“I can get behind that. Let’s get outta here.”
Nijika and Mio moved to a more secluded space, away from the crowds. Eventually, they walked towards the back of the school, Nijika could now barely hear the distant chatter and goings on of the festival in the background.
“This place is so damp. And, ugh. What’s that smell?” Nijika pinched her nose.
“Yesterday’s lunch, most likely.” Mio said, glancing at a nearby open trash bin. “But this is it! Hitori should be around here! It’s damp, depressing, and totally unfit for a human!”
“It almost feels like we’re not even looking for a person at this point.” Nijika said wearily.
“Shhh!” Mio hushed, ducking behind one of the trash bins.
“What is it?” Nijika whispered.
Mio nodded towards the general direction beyond the trash bin. Nijika took a peek and caught the sight of a lump of orange fabric right beside an exit door. The lump moved, revealing a long pink streak that Nijika recognized to be Hitori’s hair. The girl laid sideways on the ground, scrolling through her phone.
“Is that Bocchi-chan?” Nijika asked.
“W-well, that’s a Juliet outfit if I’ve ever seen one. Why does it look so familiar…” Mio commented.
The sight of a girl clad in a beautiful dress lying hopelessly surrounded by garbage would probably be considered some sort of poetic imagery or a strong artistic expression, but to Mio this all just looked pathetic and sad.
“Well, shouldn’t we go up and get her?”
“Maybe we should give her a bit more time to herself? She doesn’t look so good.. I kinda get how she feels, to be honest.”
Nijika looked at her phone to check the time. “We don’t really have much time, Mio-chan. The play’s starting in about half an hour.”
Mio sighed. “Well then. Let’s-”
“Ah! There she is!” Nijika heard a muffled noise coming from Bocchi’s direction.
The three girls looked towards the voice, and found Ritsu and the others looking down at Hitori from the glass pane on a door. Hitori jumped straight up at the sight of her friends.
“Hitori-chan! The whole class is looking for you!” Ritsu said as she slid the door open.
“In a place where you’ll find slugs… you nailed it, Kita-chan.” Azusa muttered.
“See, I told you looking through all those trash cans would be worth it!” Kita piped. “Anyway, let’s go back, Gotoh-san!”
“Ah, um, well-”
“We've practiced lots up to this point! You wouldn’t want all our hard work gone to waste would you, Gotoh-san?” Kita pleaded.
“N-no, but-”
“Then what’s the fuss? Let’s get you back to your class!” Ritsu said.
“A–ah.. h-hai.”
Bocchi slowly stood up. Kita beamed as her friend picked herself back up. Hitori took a deep breath, and looked straight at her friends.
Then in an instant, she turned on her heel and ran, right towards where Nijika and Mio were.
“Wait, Gotoh-san!”
Hitori zoomed quickly past both Nijika and Mio, to the point where she might not even have noticed that they were there.
Nijika stood up. “Ah, drats! She got away!”
“What the heck, you two were here the entire time?!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“We got here just before you. We were about to go up to her, but you guys beat us to the chase.” Mio explained.
“We have to catch her! There’s no time left! The play is in half an hour!” Kita exclaimed, as she ran after Hitori.
“Kita-chan, wait!” Nijika said as she trailed behind her.
“Shouldn’t we go after them too?” Azusa asked her two seniors.
“Haaah. How did we manage to end up in a wild goose chase.” Ritsu whined.
Mio looked at her two friends. “Actually, you two. I think I noticed something odd.”
The other two turned towards her. “What is it, Mio-senpai?”
“Have you two.. ever seen those clothes Kita and Bocchi was wearing before?”
“Eh? Of course! Aren’t those the outfits Sawa-chan tried to get you to wear?” Ritsu said bluntly.
“E-eh?!”
“Oh. No wonder they’re so familiar. You’re right, Ritsu senpai.” Azusa said.
“So Sawa-chan provided the costumes for this performance? How?” Mio asked.
“I think it’s her side gig. Do you think she’d be able to buy all those outfits with a teacher’s pay? She probably made those herself. It’s why I didn’t even consider teacher on my career form.”
“S-sawa-chan has a boutique, why did no one tell me this?”
“Probably not a boutique, I think it’s just a rental she ran from her flat or something.”
“You probably didn’t remember the costumes cause you fled after sensei entered the clubroom with all those clothes that day, Mio-senpai.” Azusa chimed in.
“Geez, you missed out on a lot of cool outfits, Mio-cwaaaan.” Ritsu teased.
“Oh, shut up! I’m not like you and would just willingly degrade myself by wearing whatever that woman tells me to!” Mio rebutted.
“Can we do this later, senpais? We got a Hitori to catch. Azusa said, trying to put a stop to whatever was about to happen between the two.
“A-ah you’re right, Azusa. Come on. Oh, but before that-”
Mio turned and faced Ritsu, before the latter could ask what Mio was doing, Mio has already smacked her forehead.
“ITAI! What was that for?”
“That was from Nijika.”
-
Hitori ran. She ran like her life depended on it.
Well, to most people, it might not seem like this was a big deal. But to Hitori, it was a matter of life and death. This was a bad idea, totally bad idea! Why did she ever agree to this? And to think she actually thought it might not be that bad..
One glance at a mirror told her all that she needed to know. It’s so embarrassing! This kind of dress doesn’t fit her at all! She can’t be seen like this! She ran away the first time to try and avoid having her friends see her like this, but unfortunately, they managed to find her anyway. So that is why she’s running again, right through a crowd of people, who were all gawking at her less than ordinary appearance.
Crap. She really didn’t think this through. She’s only garnering more attention towards herself.
“Gotoh-san!”
Kita was still hot on her tracks. Why couldn’t she just give up on her? She really needs to find a way to get her off her tail. If she take a right turn here- then maybe-
“Oof!”
“Hey, watch where you goin, kid!” Whilst she was busy trying to outrun Kita, Hitori forgot the most important thing about running, looking forward to know where the hell you’re going.
“S-sorry, I-i-”
“Bocchi-chan? Is that you?”
Hitori’s eyes widened. That voice! Oh no, it can’t be!”
“Gahaha! It is her! Senpai, look! Who knew that we would just bump into her like that? Literally!" Hiroi proclaimed loudly.
“Bocchi-chan..?” Seika questioned, as she gawked at Bocchi’s outfit.
“A-ah, I-i don’t know this “Bocchi-chan” you speak of.” Bocchi attempted to lie, which was bought by no one.
“Oh hey, Bocchi. There you are.” Another voice greeted. Bocchi turned towards the voice and found Ryo with her usual deadpan demeanor, eyeing her with mild interest. “Nice dress.”
“Uu..”
“Hitori-chan, there you are!” Hitori’s vision was suddenly filled with the face of a blond girl with bushy eyebrows, her blue eyes gazing at her with genuine concern. “We’ve been looking all over for you!”
“Did you escape from your kidnapper, Hitori-chan?” Another voice came into the conversation, which she recognized instantly to be the voice of Yui. Great, is literally everyone here or what?
“Is that why you were running? You must’ve been running away from them, ne, Hitori-chan? Don’t worry, now that we’re here, we'll teach those Hitorinappers a lesson!” Yui said determinedly. Mugi nods.
“Yes Yui-chan! I’ll get father involved if I have to! We’ll make sure those kidnappers would think twice about pulling something like this ever again.” Mugi said to Hitori.
“K-kidnappers? What are you-”
“Gotoh-san!” Unfortunately for Hitori, this encounter with the group was long enough for Kita to catch up with her. She could feel Kita’s arms circling around her waist tightly.
“Please don’t run away again. Kita pleaded.
Click!
“W-what was that!?”
The manager cleared her throat, before not so subtly putting her phone away. Hitori wants to die. Now this embarrassing moment is gonna be captured forever by that picture.
However, that picture should be the least of her worries. All around her, people were beginning to whisper aloud as they watched the display of two girls in eye-catching outfits, running in the midst of a busy crowd with one hugging the other begging her not to run anymore. It’s over.
“Hitori-chan! There you are!” More voices started coming in.
“Thank god you’re okay. Honestly I’m more surprised at how well you’re able to run in that dress.”
“S-sis? What are you doing here?”
“J-just want to support Bocchi-chan in her endeavors, that’s all.”
“She totally just want to see Bocchi-chan actin’ all cute on stage.” Hiroi said.
Needless to say, all this back and forth banter is only attracting more attention towards Hitori. She shrank under the gaze of the onlookers.
“K-kita-san, can we just get out of here?”
“Eh, you’re saying you want to go back, Gotoh-san?”
“P-please, take me anywhere but here!” Bocchi begged.
Kita beamed brightly, causing a small flashbang around the place.
“Then let’s go back, Gotoh-san! Everyone, thank you so much for your help in looking for her! Now both of us can return to prepare for our play!”
“It’s no problem, Ikuyo, but financial compensation woul-”
“Ryo, you didn’t even do anything!”
With that, Kita dragged Hitori back to their classroom, with curious glances still thrown at them here and there.
“Wait, Hitori-chan! You haven’t told us who kidnapped you yet!” Yui shouts.
“What?” Azusa looked over at her senpai.
“Ignore her, Azusa. She’s crazy.” Ryo whispered. Seika kept with the family tradition and bonked her on the head.
“So you got the picture, senpai? Lemme see, lemme see!” Hiroi said reaching out for Seika’s phone.
“Get offa me, you boozer. I’m keepin’ this to myself.”
“Aw.”
“Should we go to the auditorium now?” Nijika asked the group.
“I think it’s best if we do it sooner than later, Nijika-chan. I have an inkling that the place will be packed the longer we stand idly here.”
“Why’s that?”
“Well, let’s just say that chase just now attracted a lot of attention. Running around in their stage outfit, with Kita loudly exclaiming about their play in the end there. Intentional or not, Kita and Hitori-chan have created an indirect advertisement for their play with the stunt they just pulled.” Mugi elaborated.
Nijika looked around, and sure enough everyone was whispering amongst themselves, still throwing glances at where Bocchi and Kita used to stand. Some have even started walking in the general direction of the auditorium.
“Oh, no they don’t! I'm getting front row seats!” Seika said, as she began moving towards the auditorium.
“E-eh, senpai? Wait for me!” Hiroi said, trailing after her.
Nijika sighed. “I seriously never seen onee-chan that pumped up for anything before.” She turned towards the others. “”Well, let’s get going, shall we? We wouldn’t want to be stuck with the cheap seats.”
-
“There you are!”
“Ah, Kita-chan, you brought Gotoh-san back!”
“So glad that you guys are all good!”
Everyone greeted them as they walked inside the auditorium's backstage. Hitori and Kita were running around long enough for the crew to have started moving from their class to the stage. Kita was walking in front of Hitori while holding her arm, guiding her towards their destination.
“Gotoh-san.”
Hitori yelped at the voice. She turned to find her green olive haired director, staring tersely at her.
“S-sasa-san.. I can explain-”
Sasaki lifted her hand into the air. “Save it. Do you know how worried I was, Gotoh-san? The play’s about to start and both of my leads just ran out on me.”
“T-that’s- I was going to come back e-eventually.. I swear-”
“Sattsu.” Hitori could feel a hand on her shoulder. She looked up at Kita, who returned Sasaki’s stare with her own. “Is this really the time to be fighting? She came back in the end, didn’t she? Let’s at least put the arguing until after we’re done with our play.”
Sasaki stares at Kita for a brief moment before relenting. She sighed.
“Fine. But no one’s leaving this place until the play’s over. Someone lock the backstage door, just in case.”
Kita smiled and turned towards Hitori.
“Well, Gotoh-san, are you ready?”
“Y-yeah, t-totally… I’m all s-set!” Hitori stuttered out.
“You’re shaking from head to toe, Gotoh–san.”
“N-nonsense!” Hitori said, while shaking from head to toe.
“Gotoh-san.” Kita said, grabbing both Hitori’s hands in hers. Hitori looked up to find Kita’s emerald green eyes boring deep into hers. “After all of this, it will all be over, alright? We’ll celebrate with all our friends, and after that we’ll play our concert tomorrow. Everything will be fine. So please, just calm down, okay?” She said softly.
“Ueueueue-”
“Deep breaths, Gotoh-san, like this.” Kita began guiding Hitori through the motion. Hitori obliged, taking an exaggerated deep breath before letting it go. They repeated this for a couple of times.
“Feeling better?” Kita prodded.
Hitori nods silently. “Y-yeah, I guess..”
Kita softly pats Hitori’s head which causes the latter to giggle in reflex. She yelped and quickly clasped both her hands on her mouth. Kita snorted.
“I guess now i know why YuI-chan loves doing that to Azusa-chan so much. Both your reactions are just adorable!”
Hitori doesn’t know what to say in response to that, so she settled on incoherent gibberish. Kita just sighed fondly.
“Alright, everyone!” Sasaki said, clapping her hands to get everyone’s attention. “We’re up in 5, so let’s just do a last minute check, Is Gotoh-san still here?”
“She's here, Sattsu!” Kita said, lifting Hitori’s hand. Hitori blushes at the amount of attention directed towards her.
“Alright, if she’s here then everyone else must also be here. Are all the props ready and accounted for?”
“They are!” One of the students gave a thumbs up.
“Alright. Now, everyone. We all worked very hard for this play, there is no denying that. Weeks of preparation and rehearsals has all led up to this. Now, we’re only a step away from the finish line. Let’s give it all we got, and make this play an unforgettable memory for both of our classes.”
“Hai!”
“Alright, that’s all I want to say for the time being, everyone, to your position!”
The crew all scattered to get into position for the play. Hitori noticed that through Sasaki’s entire spiel, Kita’s hand never left hers. Kita turned at her and smiled, lifting both their hands and giving it a gentle squeeze. "Let’s show Ijichi-senpai and the others all that we got out there, Gotoh-san!”
Hitori stares breathlessly at Kita, before realizing she was supposed to respond.
“A-ah, hai… L-let’s do our best.”
-
“It’s full already…”
“Can we even find a seat…?”
“Take a look around, Ryo! This is gonna be the crowd we’re gonna have to please tomorrow too, y’know!”
“No need to. Any crowd will love me.”
“Then why do you keep whining about that middle school gig you bombed?”
The group was greeted with a fully packed auditorium when they came in. Whether it was through that last minute chase between Kita and Bocchi, or just genuine interest, the turnout was impressive. Azusa looked around the place.
“Ne, Azu-nyan, can you find where Manager and Kikuri-san is?”
“Azusa!”
“Over here!”
Azusa caught sight of two people waving their hands from one of the front row seats. “Come on! We saved you all a spot!”
“What the..” Azusa muttered.
“Isn’t that Ui-chan and Jun-chan?” Mugi asked, squinting to get a better look.
“Ui!” Yui said as they reached the front rows, “Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?”
“Hehehe, sorry, onee-chan.. Jun invited me out last minute.”
“I’m sorry! Kita invited me yesterday but I thought you were coming with your sister, so I didn’t think to invite you til the last minute!” Jun said, clasping both her hands in an apologetic gesture.
“So you saved us all a spot, kid?” Ritsu said, sitting down on an empty chair. “That’s thoughtful of ya.”
“Oh, no! Kita-chan actually reserved this spot for all of us! VIP seats!”
“Eeeeh?” Nijika asked. “Then why didn’t she tell us?”
“All that running around probably made it slip her mind.” Mio suggested.
“Running around…?” Ui mumbled.
“Long story.” Azusa muttered.
“Well, she told me!” Jun said, really proud at being the only one Kita informed about this. “Members of Mio senpai’s fanclub have a bond stronger than family, y’know!”
“W-what?!” Mio gasped.
“Oh, by the way, we still haven’t found Kikuri-san and the manager. Where are they?” Mugi interrupted.
“They’re here?” Ui asked.
“Boooochi-chaaan! Where’re you, girl? Come out!”
“Shut up! You’re gonna get us kicked out!”
Somehow, through all the murmurs of the surrounding audience, They could still make out those familiar voices. It came from the frontmost row, where one woman is currently slurring drunkenly while the other is putting her in a headlock to attempt to get her to shut up. The people surrounding them look on in worry and fear, some pinching their nose to stop the invasive stench of booze reeking out of Kikuri.
“Well that answers our question.” Ryo said simply.
"Onee-chan…” Nijika said, facepalming to hide her embarrassment from her sister’s antics. “You’re pushing 30..”
“How did they get a seat there? Did Kita-chan give them a VVIP seat?” Yui asked mindlessly.
Before anyone could respond further, the lights all around the auditorium dimmed. Everyone began shushing each other in response and diverted their eyes onto the stage.
“Oh, It’s starting!” Mugi said excitedly.
From the stage, a narrator’s voice began reading the opening lines of the play.
“Two households, both alike in dignity,
In fair Verona, where we lay our scene,
From ancient grudge break to new mutiny,
Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
From forth the fatal loins of these two foes
A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life;
Whose misadventured piteous overthrows
Do with their death bury their parents' strife.”
“Why are they talking funny?” Yui asked.
“Yui-senpai, sshh!”
From backstage, Kita and the others watch the actors on stage as the crew work on preparing the sets in the background.
“Ah, there they are, Gotoh-san!” Kita whispered. Pointing at the group of girls in the front row.
Hitori followed Kita’s gaze and found her friends, all focused on the performance on stage. She gulped.
“And hey, is that the manager and Kikuri nee-san?”
HItori perked up and began searching for the women mentioned. She eventually found them at the right frontmost row, Hiroi dozing off on Seika’s shoulder. The manager looks ready to throw her to the floor, but seems to be refraining from doing so out of respect for the show.
“Kita-chan! Your scene is coming up! We need to readjust your makeup!”
“Coming!” Kita said. She turned towards Hitori and smiled sweetly.
“Wish me luck, Gotoh-san.”
“B-break a l-leg! N-n-not literally!”
Hitori watches as Kita sits down and other girls starts doing her makeup. She threw another worried glance at the stage.
“Nervous, Gotoh-san?”
Hitori turned towards the voice, finding Sasaki before her.
“A-ah.. w-well..”
“It’s fine, I already told you it’s normal to be nervous about these sorts of things. Doesn’t mean you should just bail on us though.”
“I-y-yeah… Sorry about that.” There was a pause, as Hitori was unsure what to said to the green haired girl after that.
“Look.” Sasaki suddenly said. Hitori turned towards her. “I guess I’m not supposed to be saying any of this, but you really look like you need to hear it.” She paused and turned to look Hitori in the eyes.
“Truth is, I don’t really care how the play goes.”
“H-huh?”
“Yeah. I just took the role of director on a whim. Just felt like doing it, i guess.”
Hitori fails to see how hearing your director doesn’t care about how a production she’s directing should be in any way comforting for her. But Sasaki continues.
“Now, i know what you’re thinking. Really? Then why did we even trust her to direct this play? She doesn’t even care about it!”
“Um..”
Sasaki smirked. “That doesn’t mean I take this any less seriously than all of you, even if I just took the role out of boredom. Hell, you can probably attest to that yourself, Gotoh. I didn’t go easy on you did I?”
“W-well…”
“See?” Sasaki chuckled. “But anyway, what I’m getting at is that we already put in all my efforts into this thing. So whatever happens after this, I don’t care. These people, they can either love it or hate it, who cares? I know we already did our best. Those rehearsals, sure they might’ve been exhausting, but it was fun wasn’t it? I guess when they said that it’s about the journey and not the destination, they really meant it.”
“W-why are you telling me this..?”
“Well, just sounds like you need to hear it. I already mastered it, but it seems you’ve yet to learn the art of not giving a fuck.”
“W-what-?”
“Maybe you’re nervous because you fear the judgment of other people, maybe you’re nervous because you think you can do better. Well, there’s hardly anything you can do about any of those at this point. So just don’t give a fuck. Do your best to your ability, finish what you started, and get the fuck outta there. It’s that simple.”
“I-it can’t be that easy.”
“You’d be surprised.” Sasaki said, that smirk still plastered on her face. “That’s just how I do things, and it turns out decently enough for me. So give it a shot, will ya? Even if you did bad out there, everyone here knows how hard you’ve tried and how far you’ve come, so if it’ll help you feel less nervous, at least you’d know none of us would think any differently of you if that were to happen.”
Sasaki puts her hand on her shoulders. “Now go out there and break a leg, Gotoh. I gotta do some prop checks for the next scene.”
“A-ah, hai..” Hitori watched as the olive haired girl retreated.
Well that was certainly something. Hitori wasn’t sure what she should take away from that, but she did learn more about Sasaki and how her mind works. Saying to just not care about what other people think to an introvert? She might as well ask a fish to fly.
Even if she somewhat disagrees with the sentiment, that talk did alleviate some of her nervousness somehow. She took a deep breath.
“Kita-chan, you’re up!”
Kita hurriedly walked towards the stage, smiling at Hitori as she did. Hitori returned the smile with a shaky one of her own. Intently, she watched as Kita began reciting her lines on the stage.
“Alas, that love, whose view is muffled still, should, without eyes, see pathways to his will! Where shall we dine? O me! What fray was here? Yet tell me not, for I have heard it all.”
Back in the audience, Nijika whispered to Ryo as they assessed her performance.
“What do you think? Did the song help?”
“Maybe, I don’t know.” Ryo said, staring blankly at the stage.
“Aaaah, Kita-chan is really good!” Mugi said hushedly.
“Yeah, she’s pretty good..” Mio said absentmindedly, watching Kita’s performance intently. Next to her, Ritsu peered at her for a brief moment.
“This is pretty intense.” Jun said.
“O-onee-chan! Hold it in! You’re gonna disturb the performance.” Ui said panickedly.
“I’-im trying, Ui- haaa-”
“Achoo!”
Everyone around them turned towards them in annoyance at Yui’s sneeze.
“Gomen, gomen!” Ui said to the surrounding audience as she wiped Yui’s nose.
“Well, it feels intense for the completely wrong reasons..” Azusa muttered, as she hid her face from the onlookers.
“Oh, it’s this scene! Juliet’s about to show up!” Mugi suddenly said.
“Juliet..?” Nijika asked. “That means..”
“Hey, there’s Bocchi.”
At the frontmost row, Hiroi jolts awake as a sudden movement disturbed her slumber.
“Senpai, wha-”
“Get off me! I need to record this.” Seika said, taking out a camcorder.
“M-madam. I am here. What is your will?” Bocchi recites her line.
The cast watched her from backstage with bated breath.
“That’s not bad..” One of them said.
“Yeah, she only stammered once, she’s doing pretty well here.”
Kita meanwhile, watched Bocchi perform on stage with stars in her eyes.
“She’s so cool! See, Sattsu? I told you she can do it!”
“Chill, girl. She spoke less than 10 lines at this point.” Sasaki replied.
“Yes, but she’s doing it confidently! Compared to how she was when we started..” Kita sighed fondly.
Sasaki raised an eyebrow. “You think that highly of Gotoh, huh? I might even say that you fancy her a bit.” She teased the shorter girl.
To Sasaki’s surprise, Kita blushed unexpectedly at the comment. “W-well, of course I fancy her… she’s a dear friend of mine, after all. I fancy her just like how I fancy you, Sattsu!”
Sasaki grinned. “Maybe not quite the same way.” She hummed.
The play went on, with Bocchi and Kita appearing frequently throughout. To Sasaki’s moderate surprise, the crowd seemed to have taken a liking to Hitori’s portrayal of Juliet. She could hear some of the audience members whispering about how cute Juliet’s acting was. Well, guess things worked out in the end, huh?
The play continued, eventually leading to the balcony scene.
“Ah! Here it comes!” Mugi gleefully said, geeking out over a more than a 100 years old story.
“O, Romeo! W-wherefore art thou Romeo?” Bocchi exclaimed loudly from the fake balcony.
“She said it!” Mugi giggled loudly. Next to her, Nijika sweatdropped.
“Deny thy father and refuse thy name! O-or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love, and I’ll no longer be a Capulet.”
“Shall I speak more, or shall I speak at this?” Kita said from the other side of the stage.
“The orchard walls are h-hard and high to climb, and this place is death, if my kinsmen would to find thee here.”
“With love's light wings did I o'er-perch these walls. For stony limits cannot hold love out!” Kita said, climbing up the prop wall to step onto the perch where Bocchi stood. Kita attempts to balance herself on the perch before glancing up to meet Hitori’s gaze.
Basking under the stage lights, Kita was objected to the sight of Hitori’s face. Framed perfectly by the lighting at such a close distance, it left her breathless. Kita was content to just stand there and admire how the lights fall perfectly on top of Hitori’s face, creating an ethereal sight, as if she was emanating a glow of her own.
Hitori, oblivious to all this, starts sputtering at how Kita stopped responding as she got up to the balcony. She began mouthing Kita’s name to get her to snap out of whatever trance she was in. “K-kita-san! Kita-san! D-did you forget your lines?”
Kita jolted up at that, blushing as she realized that she was staring at Hitori right in the middle of a performance. She took a deep breath to try and quell her embarrassment, hoping that Hitori didn’t catch on to what just happened.
“O Juliet!”
“O Romeo!”
The two stepped forward and hugged each other. Down in the audience, people were swooning over the performance.
“Did you see how Romeo paused and just stared at Juliet longingly there? The actor really put in the extra effort at portraying him!”
“That’s Kita-chan for you!”
Behind them, Mio managed to catch every word spoken by the two audience members. She returned her gaze towards the stage again.
Oh, Kita-chan. So it’s like that." She smiled knowingly.
“Oh, i love this story so much.” Mugi said adoringly. “Truly, a love story for the ages!”
“Didn’t both of them die at the end?” Ryo asked.
“Dude! Spoilers!” Jun said.
“Be plain, my good son, and homely in thy’s drift! Riddling confession but find riddling shift!”
“Then plainly know my heart's dear love is set, on the fair daughter of rich Capulet! I pray, that thou consent to marry us today.” Kita said confidently.
“Kita-chan’s saying that like she really meant it, I didn’t know she was that good at acting.” Ui said.
“Right, acting.” Azusa responded absentmindedly, reminded of what Kita had confessed to her earlier that day. How much of this is really acting?
-
“Unhappy fortune! by my brotherhood! The letter was not nice but full of charge of dear importance, and the neglecting of it may do much danger!”
“Oh no, Romeo didn't get the letter? But now he won’t know of the plans!” Yui said, getting wholly invested in the play.
“Shhh! Yui-senpai!” Azusa said, equally invested in the play. “You’re drowning out the dialogue from the stage!”
The play had turned into an intense battle scene between Kita and another actor, portraying the fight of Romeo and Juliet’s fiance.
“O, I’m slain! If thou be so merciful, open the tomb, and lay me with Juliet.” Kita’s partner on stage fell to her knees, before laying down on the stage floor.
Kita stepped away from her, walking towards another figure laid at the center of the stage, right in front of a large tombstone.
“Ah, dear Juliet, Why art thou yet so fair?” Kita said, kneeling down next to the laying figure of Hitori. She paused, talking out a prop bottle from her pocket. “From this world-wearied flesh, eyes, look your last! Arms, take your last embrace! Lips, seal with a righteous kiss! A dateless bargain to engrossing death! Come, bitter conduct, come, unsavory guide. Here’s to our love!”
Kita began fake gulping from the prop bottle, before dropping it and laying down next to Hitori.
The scene transitions to the next, where Hitori knelt down next to Kita, lamenting the turn of events that has transpired.
“What's here? a cup, closed in my true love's hand? P-poison, I see, hath been his timeless end. O churl! drunk all, and left no friendly drop to help me after?”
At the edge of the stage, other actors began moving toward where Hitori and Kita were.
“Lead, boy! Which way?” One of them said.
“Noise?” Hitori said, glancing at the others at the other end of the stage. “Then I'll be brief.”
Hitori picked up the prop dragger from Kita’s pocket.
“O, happy dagger!” Hitori proclaimed. “This is thy sheath!”
She pretends to stab herself with the dagger.
“There rust…” Hitori said, slowly limping towards the floor. “And let… me…”
She laid next to Kita. “...die..”
The curtain falls, ending the play. The audience applauded.
“That death scene was so extra. I didn’t know Bocchi could act like that.” Ryo muttered, as she clapped with the others.
“That moment was so jarring compared to the rest of her performance. Should we be worried that the only scene she flawlessly enacted was the scene where she killed herself?” Nijika whispered back.
Next to them, Mugi sniffed loudly, tears falling down her cheeks.
“Ah, what a happy ending!”
“Happy? Mugi, they both died.” Ritsu said.
“Yes! And now they get to be together forever, in heaven! Free from the prying and judging eyes of their family!” Mugi cried.
“Should we be worried about that too?” Ritsu whispered to Mio.
-
Backstage, everyone clapped as Kita and Hitori descended off stage.
“You two killed it out there!”
“Ha! No pun intended!”
“You finished off so strong, Gotoh-san! You were incredible up there.”
“The way you acted out Romeo was so great, Kita-chan! You’re a natural!”
“Ahahaha, it’s really nothing you guys..” Kita said, rubbing the back of her head. The genuine bliss from praise for her was short lived however, as the applause suddenly turned into terrified shrieks. Kita turned around and found the source of commotion, a newly formed pink puddle on the floor that no doubt used to be her partner on the stage.
“Gotoh-san! It’s rude to melt in another's presence, y’know!” Kita said, scolding the puddle.
“M-my bad, Kita-san, I just really need to let it all out in the moment.” The puddle spoke back.
“If it weren’t the women of the hour!” Sasaki said to the two. “Excellent job, you two! I suppose you took my advice to heart, Gotoh-san?” Sasaki addressed the puddle.
“U-um!”
“Ahaha, well, I don’t really care if you did. Just be glad that it’s done! All of us can relax now!”
Sasaki turned around to address the rest of the crew and actors. “Everyone! Thank you for all your hard work today! Thanks to our combined efforts, we managed to make today’s play the best it could’ve been!”
“We couldn’t have done it without you Sasaki-san!”
“Pssh. C’mon, I didn’t do that much in the end.”
“Don’t sell yourself short, Sattsu! You were the best diretor we could’ve asked for.”
“I-i agree…" the puddle said as it slowly began reforming into the shape of Bocchi. “W-we owe much of our success due to your efforts , Sasa-san!”
“Cheers for Sasaki-san! Hip-hip hooray!”
“Ah, shucks. You guys.” Sasaki said, wiping a tear from the corner of her eyes. “You guys rock.”
“I never saw you cry before, Sattsu.” Kita commented, smiling at her best friend.
“Yeah? Well I guess there’s a first for everything.”
-
“... and when Hitori-chan and Kita-chan killed themself, I was so sad! It reminded me of all the good times we had playing guitar and eating sweets together!”
“They didn’t actually die, Yui. They’re sitting right in front of you.” Ritsu said.
“I know! But at the moment it felt so real!”
“That only meant that you two were really good at acting out your roles on stage. I couldn’t think of higher praise than that.” Mugi smiled serenely at both Hitori and Kita.
“Ehehehehe…” Hitori giggled.
“Don’t overdo it on the praise, Mugi-chan, she might melt again.” Nijika teased.
“I dozed off in the middle but from what I’ve seen, you guys were good.” Ryo gave a thumbs up.
“Thanks, Ryo-senpai!” That’s high praise coming from you!”
The group gathered at a nearby izakaya right after the performance to celebrate the success of Kita’s and Hitori’s play. Mugi was ecstatic over the play and decided to treat everyone for a big celebratory lunch, even with Nijika’s hesitance (opposite of Ryo’s insistence) over the free meal.
“Kita-chan.” Mio suddenly said to the younger guitarist. Kita tuned to meet Mio’s gaze. The girl was smiling at her, in a way that would’ve sent butterflies in her stomach just a couple months ago. For now though, she happily smiled back. “I guess the song really did work wonders, huh?”
“You could say that, ahahaha! Honestly, I can’t wait to debut it tomorrow! You guys will love it.”
“I’ll look forward to it.” Mio said.
“Urgh, just hearing about it makes me all itchy.” Ritsu said, scratching her back.
“Tell me about it.” Ryo said in response.
“You two have no sense of romance.” Nijika curtly said.
“You guys were really good though! Azusa even cried at the end!” Jun said.
“Did not!”
“Come now, Azusa-chan. I’m sure both Hitori-chan and Kita-chan would take it as high praise that their performance was able to move someone in tears.” Ui said, stifling a chuckle at her friend’s tsundere behaviour.
“W-well, maybe I cried just a bit at the end.” Azusa shyly said.
“Azu-nyan is so cute when she’s flustered.” Yui said, fighting the urge to glomp her kouhai.
“Don’t even think about it, Yui-senpai! We’re in public!”
“You don’t need to be shy, Azusa-chan!” I also cried at the end there!” Mugi proudly proclaimed.
“Now it’s only the concert left tomorrow, and we all can finally relax!” Nijika exclaimed.
“Yes. I can’t wait to finally show Shuka High what a real performance that’ll move someone to tears is actually like.” Ryo said confidently.
“Normally your absurd amount of confidence is annoying, but I’ll allow it this time.”
“We’ll rock their socks off!” Kita cheerily said. “Don’t you agree, Gotoh-san?”
“Huh? Oh, um-”
Hitori met Kita’s gaze. She was looking at her with such a sincere look on her face, a look so sincerely bright, full of excitement and hope. Hitori would be heartless to refute that. After what she just went through today, She felt uncharacteristically confident of what awaits.
“Y-yeah. Y-yeah we will.”
-
Back in STARRY, Seika sat alone on the counter, with her camcorder in front of her, replaying the play that she recorded. A smile stayed on her face throughout as she relived the events of today.
“Ah, tenchou. You’re back. I didn’t hear you come in.” PA-san said, emerging from the breakroom.
The manager cleared her throat and immediately puts on her serious face, not wanting to be caught red-handed in what she was doing.
“You weren’t just slacking off when I was gone, weren’t you?”
“You caught me. Business was slow today, so I thought I could get away with a short nap break, hehe.” Seika sighed in response.
“What were you watching? You seem to be very thoroughly enjoying it.”
“It’s nothing.” Seika immediately said.
A loud belch interrupted her rejection.” She’s been replaying Bocchi-chan’s performance over and over again after we got back from Bocchi-chan’s school.” Hiroi said from one of the tables. Seika almost forgot that Hiroi was still here.
PA-san chuckled. “I assume you got what you came for then, tenchou?”
“I don’t recall your job description was to be nosey about what I do with my leisure time.” Seika dismissively said in her classic tsundere fashion, which only made PA-san giggle in response.
“There’s still tomorrow, tenchou. With that and today’s play, I guess you won’t be short on Bocchi-chan content for a while, huh?”
Seika only grunts in response.
Notes:
happy birthday bocchi. probably. its still her birthday, right?
part of why this took so long is mostly just cause i have to crosscheck between the script of romeo and juliet and the K-on episode back to back while writing
Chapter 13: Can't stop my Flashbacker
Summary:
Kessoku band performs their first ever cultural festival performance.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“So who is it really, Kita-chan?”
“Eh?”
“You know, who are you making this song for?”
“I’m making it for the band. I already told Ijichi sen-”
“No, Kita-chan. That’s not what I meant.”
Kita and Mio were sitting on one of the scattered benches around a bustling shopping district, enjoying the afternoon as they watched other shoppers come and go around the busy district. After Kita’s impromptu confession, she and Mio had taken the time to stroll around the place and spent the rest of their time together. If one wasn’t initially privy to Mio’s answer to Kita’s confession, they would’ve thought that the girl had accepted the confession with how the two were so close with each other.
“Given how genuine you seem about writing this song, I find it hard to believe that you’re just writing it for either your band or play. There must be someone behind it, right?”
“Uhm, well- I mean-”
“So there is someone?”
“N-no! It’s not like you think! J-just, before you, i may have also written the song about Ryo-senpai.”
“Right, of course.” Mio had decided it would be way more polite to not tell Kita how incredibly obvious it was already. “Wait, used to?”
“Yeah.”
That, Mio didn’t expect. “So it wasn’t for Ryo either, then.” Kita shook her head.
“No. That’s the reason I came to you in the first place. I tried writing a song for Ryo-senpai, but it just won’t come out, so I tried it with you. I thought I was going somewhere with that, but in the end I still got nothing.”
“I see.” Mio sighed. “S-sorry, Kita-chan. I’m really just trying to make sense of this. For me, composing lyrics is an extremely personal endeavor. Everything that I write about is something I pulled from my personal experiences. When it comes to love songs, I always write them with someone in mind. Writing a love song just for the sake of writing it… I don’t really understand it.”
Kita chuckled humorlessly. “Yeah. You tell me. Honestly, it confuses me too. Why am I even making this song at this point? Initially it was for the play, then it was for the band, then it was for Ryo-senpai, then it was for you. But now, who am I writing this for?”
Kita continued, “I guess I should just give up, shouldn’t I? I’m sure Ijichi-senpai wouldn’t mind. We don’t really need a new song anyway. But something in me still feels like I need to write this song, and I don’t know why.”
Mio didn’t respond to that, but Kita didn’t expect her to. They continue to sit in silence for a while, before Kita absentmindedly asks,
“Mio-chan, say. Have you ever tried writing a love song without anyone in mind?”
“H-huh? O-oh, um-” Mio avoided Kita’s gaze. “M-maybe…”
“You have?” Kita said, perking up. She wasn’t expecting this answer at all.
Mio turned away. “Yeah. It- it doesn’t sound good, though. L-like i said, I usually only write love songs with someone in mind, so this particular example, its-”
“Can you show me? Please, please, please!”
Mio flushed a bright pink. “I don’t know…”
“Mio-chan.. Please…" Kita pleaded, giving her the puppy eyes. Mio sighed.
“A-alright, fine. I-it should still be on my phone here somewhere.” Mio starts rummaging through her phone. "I'll send it to you real quick."
“You sure you don’t want to send it through LOINE instead, Mio-chan? That way I can add you as a friend! Maybe we can all make a LOINE group to talk with each other easier!”
Mio looked at Kita like she was a victorian child being taught about the intricacies of an airplane. “What’s a L-LOINE?”
“You know what, nevermind.”
“A-alright, here it is. J-just a fair warning. I-it’s bad.” Mio stammered. Kita glimpsed at her briefly, and her mind immediately jumped to Hitori. That’s cute. Kita thought to herself.
Wait, what was that? Why would Mio acting like Hitori be cute? Kita shook her head, focusing instead on the file Mio had sent her.
“Ggh, just tell me when you’re done listening!” Mio said, closing her eyes shut and covering her ears.
Kita began listening to the recording Mio sent. It was a bare acoustic song, with Mio on the vocals. She’ singing about-
“Granulated sugar…. Brown sugar…Caramel sauce..”
“KYAA! STOP! You don’t have to parrot the words back!”
“Gomen, gomen!” Kita said, continuing to listen to the song.
Mio eventually opened her eyes and uncovered her ears. “Are you done?”
Kita looked at MIo. “Yeah.”
“It was bad, wasn’t it? I know I shouldn’t have-”
“I think it was sweet.”
“Huh?”
“Literally. It’s a song about sweets, right? But the sentiments were sweet too!”
“Y-you’re just saying that…” Mio said, though Kita could see her posture relaxing. “I wrote that song in-”
Mio suddenly took a deep breath before continuing “.. I wrote it in a weird period of my life.”
“What do you mean?”
“W-well. I- I used to have a crush on this guy back in middle school. So most of the early HTT songs I wrote were about him, or have lyrics that alluded to him. He was like a muse, in a sense.”
“You don’t like him anymore?”
“No.. mostly because after going to high school, I never saw him again, and the feelings just weren't there anymore. Plus, Ritsu never seems to like the guy. So even if I did pursue him, I would've probably alienated Ritsu, and I didn’t really want to do that.”
Kita noticed how Mio turned a light shade of pink whilst talking about Ritsu. She’s so obvious, Kita thought.
“So I was stuck in a rut for some time. Not much inspiration for love songs when your love life was non-existent. But then the Mio fan club-” Mio shivered as she said the name, ”-had this whole event, and I thought, maybe i could write something for them, and also dip my toe back into writing lyrics about love. S-so i wrote that. It was trying too hard to be sweet. I guess I figured out why it didn’t really click with anyone when I presented it.”
“I think it’s wonderful, really! If you could get your band to record this as a proper song, I think many would love it!” Kita said genuinely.
“Y-you really mean that?”
“Yeah!”
“Oh, um, well, maybe. I didn't immediately give up on it initially. You heard me just now trying to turn those lyrics into a song. Played the guitar myself and everything. I-i actually never shared this with anyone before, so.”
“You should, Mio-chan! This is great!”
“Well, if you say so. M-maybe I could talk to Ritsu about it.”
“So what’s your process for writing this song?” Kita asked.
“Oh. Well. I’m not sure. I think I just listed off a bunch of sweets and linked it to love somehow. L-like i said, it’s dumb.”
“I don’t think so! So you used sweets as metaphors for love?”
“I guess..”
“Maybe I can do that too… but what should I write about that I can connect with these feelings..?” Kita began to ponder.
Mio watched Kita mulled the thought over. She smiled and put her hand on the shorter girl's shoulder. “You’ll figure something out, Kita-chan.” Mio looked towards the distance. “Maybe you could find inspirations in other songs from other artists and use it as reference as well?”
“But wouldn’t that make my song less authentic?”
“Hahaha, it’s normal to look at other works of art as a reference, you know. If all you want is to understand the feeling of being in love, other people’s recounting and experience could probably suffice. As long as you put your own touch or spin onto your song, it’ll still be authentically you.”
“Writing about love from other people’s experiences? That just sounds sad..”
Mio shrugged. “I don’t really think so. And besides, that could be another angle to take, you know. Love has many sides to it. Maybe you can write about the sadness that comes with love, or lack thereof.”
“A song about not having love..? Huh, you may be onto something, Mio-chan.” Kita began to ponder the suggestion.
Mio smiled as she watched her friend furrowed her brows in concentration. “I’m glad that I at least was able to get the creative juices flowing, Kita-chan.”
Kita turned to look at Mio, smiling back.
“Thanks for listening to me, Mio-chan. I’ll write that song for sure. I’m gonna prove to you and Ijichi-senpai that I can do it!”
-
Kita woke up from her slumber this morning to find her phone’s notifications being bombarded by various messages from her friends.
There were notifications from her friends group chat, telling her how excited they are about Kita’s concert and how they’re finally able to see her perform on stage. There were also notifications from the band’s group chat, talking about the upcoming concert. Nijika, the good band leader that she is, tries to build up spirit and encourage everyone before their performance today. Kita replied to her message with a sticker of a cat pumping up her fist.
Aside from those, Kita had gotten a few messages from her other friends too. The first one was from Ryo.
ikuyo. good luck on singing ur song in front of millions today. i hope you do my composition justice. in case you didnt tho, remember that we can split the shame 4 ways.
Kita chuckled as she read the message. Ryo was clearly exaggerating the crowd numbers, but Kita was glad that she was able to show her that she cares, even if it was conveyed through a layer of jokes.
The next message was from Mio. Unlike all the others, Mio has messaged Kita through her phone’s default messaging app. Kita wasn’t really sure what’s up with that, but she always gets the funny feeling that her friends from HTT were lagging a decade behind for some reason.
Good morning, Kita-chan. I hope this message reaches you well. I pray your performance today will run smoothly. Me and the others can’t wait to finally hear you perform the song you’ve written.
Sincerely, Akiyama Mio.
The whiplash between the two message’s tone caused a smirk to appear on Kita’s face. The formal way in which Mio attempts to conduct herself (usually ruined by the antics of either Yui or Ritsu), had always been charming to Kita. Even though her crush on Mio was spontaneous and short lived, she had always found this specific trait of Mio very endearing.
The last message was from Hitori. She has written her a couple messages, the notification number displayed next to her chatroom display the highest number compared to the others, with the preview text of the most recent message being a bunch of crying laughing emojis. Kita giggled. Hitori seems to still haven’t gotten the hang of chatting just yet.
Good morning Kita-san.
Hope our concret today will go well, especially with your new song
concrte*
conecrt*
concerte*
without the e*
the e in the end i mean*
😂😂😂😂
Kita couldn’t contain the laughter coming out of her. If she still felt sleepy when reading the other messages, she’s definitely awake now. A smile graced her lips as she wrote a reply to Hitori’s message.
good morning, gotoh-san!!!! ^_^
i hope the concert today will go smoothly too!! I can wait to sing my song in front of everyone!
and we’ll finally be able to show everyone in our school how cool you actually are!! can’t wait!!✨✨
With that, Kita put her phone away and began preparing for the day. Like all the messages have spelled out, today was the day she would be performing with her band in her school for the first time. On top of that, Kita would also be debuting kessoku band’s newest song for the whole world to hear. The song she wrote.
The song she wrote about Hitori.
Kita could sense her face suddenly feeling hotter. There’s no use in hiding it at this point, right? She’s in love with Hitori Gotoh.
Is she really though? She already went through this motion twice by this point, and after every single one, she finds that it’s nothing but mere puppy love. What would make this one different?
Kita shook her head. Her mind has been flipflopping over this revelation for the past few days after finishing that song. Did she really like Hitori in that way? Is she just forcing her feelings onto her because she is curious about the feeling and experience, but has no interest in Hitori as her own person? Is she in love with Hitori, or is she in love with the act, the feeling of being in love?
Is pondering over any of these even normal for someone in love?
The mangas she read never discussed any of this. When you fall in love, that’s that. You ask them out, you date, you-(Kita holds off on thinking about this part, refusing to think of her friend in that sort of light) and then you’ll live happily ever after.
Kita sighed as she inspected her reflection on the mirror. She puffed up her cheeks and lightly hit both of them. “You’re thinking nonsense, girl! These things can wait. Yeah.” She looks down.
“I got a concert to perform. That’s what I should be focusing on.”
As Kita said that, a notification popped up on her phone. Picking it up, she found another message from Hitori.
you’re just saying that, kita-san. i dont think im particularly cool or anything.
ill be happy with the concert simply going smoothly. I dont really want too much eyes on me.
kita-san, ryo-san and nijika-san can handle the being cool part, ill just be in the back supporting you guys with my guitar.
This girl… Kita thought as she read the message. Is she really that humble to not want to flaunt her ability, or does she believe in herself so little to say something like this? Kita shook her head. Either way, she’s not gonna let anyone talk bad about her friends, that includes themselves. She quickly typed up a response.
nonsense, gotoh-san! youre one of the coolest people i know!
if you dont believe me for now thats fine.
i guess its my job to try and make you realize how cool you actually are!
-
“You guys were so cool up there!”
Kita had said that. HTT just finished their last culture festival, and everyone was congratulating them over the successful performance.
“Y-yeah, you guys really inspired me. That was on hell of a performance.” Hitori muttered.
Yui rubbed the back of her head in response to all the praise. “Ehehe..”
“Your guitar playing might still need some adjustments, Hirasawa Yui! Sometimes I can tell when you would screw up and how Azusa have to cover for you, and as for-”
“So you don’t like it, Yoyo-chan?”
“I DO! I LOVE IT!”
While the rest of the girls laughed at Yui and Yoyo-chan’s (?) antics, Hitori felt a hand suddenly resting on her shoulder.
“So! What did you think of our show just now, Hitori?” Ritsu asked with a big grin on her face.
“O-oh, R-ritsu-san. I-um, I mean what I said. It was inspiring… “
“Ahahaha! We’re great aren’t we?” Ritsu said, glancing at the stage. “It’s really funny, you know. Exactly last year, I brought you here as a replacement for Yui for the culture festival. And here we are now, you’re watching our culture festival performance and about to have one of your own! Time flies doesn’t it?”
“Yeah…”
This unenthused reaction did not go unnoticed to the drummer. “Hey, Hitori. Everything alright?”
“Hmm.. I don’t know.”
“Sounds like you got a lotta things on your mind, huh? What is it? You mind tellin’ me?”
“H-how do you do it, Ritsu-san?”
“Huh?”
“H-how do you just get up there, in front of people who know you and just…play? Isn’t it scary? What if you messed up on stage? A-at least with the crowds at STARRY- T-they- they don’t know you. You don’t have to see them the next day in class if you bomb your performance!”
“Ah.” Ritsu finally realized what this is about. “ Anxious about your own cultural festival, Hitori-chan?”
“Y-yeah. I just- It’s so scary.”
Ritsu sighed. “You really do remind me of Mio sometimes, Hitori-chan. I remember her saying this exact thing to me before our first cultural festival too.” Ritsu glanced briefly at Mio as she said it.
“Really?”
“Yeah. Honestly, if your hair was black and you wore our school uniform you might even be able to fool people into thinking that you were her. Not me, of course. I know Mio better than anyone in the world.” Ritsu proclaimed proudly.
Hitori gave her a look, not sure where this is going. Ritsu eventually realized that she went off to talk about Mio instead of whatever it is she was going to initially. The drummer cleared her throat.
“Anyway. Yeah. Mio used to say stuff like that before our first festival.”
“H-how did she get over it?”
“Well, it’s not like she had a choice.” Ritsu shrugged nonchalantly. “Yui’s voice was out, so it was either her singing or us not performing. Luckily she pulled through.”
“That’s not very helpful…”
“Look, what works for Mio probably won’t work on you, Hitori-chan. Everyone’s different. Mio works best under pressure. I’m not sure the same would apply to you.”
“Absolutely not!” Hitori started frantically shaking her head.
“Figured as much.” Ritsu chuckled. “But listen, here’s all I’m gonna say to you regarding all this.”
Ritsu’s tone has shifted, so Hitori decides to properly hear what she has to say.
“You’ll never forget your first culture festival performance. I know I'll never forget mine! It was the first ever serious performance we did as a band. Sure, I guess technically you already had yours back at STARRY, but this one’s gonna be different. You know these people. Well, ideally you would.” Ritsu briefly glanced at Hitori, who was shaking her head at the notion of her knowing the people she goes to school with everyday, before continuing. “So it’s really your chance to prove yourself in front of the people who know you, to show em’ what you’re made of!”
“Is that so..”
“Yeah.” Ritsu said, turning to gaze at her other bandmates, still busy with their own conversations about the concert. “Cherish these moments, Hitori, while you and your band still have a lot of time together under your belt.” Ritsu said, suddenly melancholic.
Hitori followed Ritsu’s gaze, watching their friends smiling and laughing together in the aftermath of HTT’s last concert. “R-right. I’ll try to do that.”
“And don’t forget to make an impression!” Ritsu said, returning to her usual cheery tone, as she began walking away to join the rest of her band. ”First cultural festival is the time for school bands to make an impression! Make sure you do something cool to get everyone to remember you!”
“I-i will!”
“Just don’t do what Mio did, and you’ll be good.” Ritsu added cryptically.
“H-huh? What did she do?” Hitori asked, but Ritsu had already left to talk to Mio.
She’s probably exaggerating. Mio probably didn’t do anything bad. And if she did, there’s no way that’ll happen to her in her own culture festival.
Probably.
-
Hitori awoke from her sleep with a start. She just had a horrible nightmare of being tickled to death by the crowd in her culture festival performance. Of course, after she was awake, she immediately noticed the presence of her little sister, crouching at the edge of her futon with a feather in her palm in the exact spot where Hitori’s foot was seconds ago.
“Onee-chan! Wake up!”
“Morning, Futari.” Hitori grumbled. She felt a sudden wetness on the side of her face, realizing that Futari wasn’t the only one who came to wake her up this morning.
“A-ah, morning, Jimihen…” The dog barked in response.
“Hitori-chan! There you are!” Hitori can see her mother peeking into her room. “Come on, get up and get ready! Don’t you have a concert today at your school?”
Hitori immediately sat up straight at the mention of the concert. T-that’s right! She had a performance at school today. As Futari and Jimihen scurried outside of her room, Hitori frantically turned on her phone to find messages from the band’s group chat.
Morning, everyone! Rise and shine!
Let’s have a good one today and bring our best for the performance!
O-oh, i didn’t oversleep or anything. Hitori sighed in relief as she read Nijika’s message. Other than that, there weren’t any other unread messages, which is not uncommon. She just had to check to make sure, considering she now technically has friends that theoretically would message her from time to time.
Whilst doing so, Hitori finds herself inside Kita-chan’s chat room for unknown reasons. The girl hasn’t sent her any new messages, nor had she responded to Nijika’s message in the band chat. So she assumed that Kita was probably still asleep.
She doesn’t know what came over her, but Hitori ends up finding herself typing a good morning message to Kita. Perhaps it was the spontaneity of her decision or the fact that she has never written a message of this caliber in her entire life, but she managed to mistype “concert” no less than three times. To compensate, she sent a bunch of crying laughing emojis. Normies love using emojis right? That’s probably an appropriate usage.
She eventually got up and moved to the bathroom, where she washed her face and did her morning routine. When she returned to her room, her phone had already lit up with new messages from Kita. She read it with a look of disbelief on her face.
“Me? Cool?” she muttered. She almost chuckled. Even she knows she only looks cool in her own twisted fantasies. She typed out another response. In no time her phone buzzed again, but Hitori didn’t look at whatever Kita had messaged her.
Alright, Hitori. Today’s the day. The day you’ll be performing in front of the whole school. Yup. No big deal. It’s not like she’s been fantasizing about this since middle school or anything. She’s going to go up to that stage and oh god she’s gonna ruin everything isn’t she? Oh god, oh god.
Hitori starts hyperventilating. "N-no!” She said, shaking. “I can’t do this! I’ll die!”
“Mom! Onee-chan is saying that she’s gonna die again!”
“Hitori-chan, stop saying morbid things in front of your sister!” came the distant voice of her mother.
“Futari! Get out of here! It’s rude to interrupt a girl in the middle of her panic attack!” Hitori said. In response, Futari just laughed and ran away with Jimihen.
“W-well, i already performed at school in front of people y-yesterday. I could definitely do it again. What’s the worst that can happen?”
Hitori turned and walked towards her guitar in the corner, picking it up and inspecting it. This guitar has been the witness to all her highs and lows (mostly lows) throughout her teenage years. A black finish Gibson Les Paul inherited from her father. She gently strummed her guitar, the instrument producing a quiet twang in response.
“Come to think of it… when was the last time I took this thing for maintenance..”
“Hitori-chan! Come down! Breakfast is ready!”
“A-ah, coming!” Bocchi gently placed her guitar back on its stand and hurriedly walked downstairs. No time to be tardy, she’s got a concert to perform today!
-
“So.”
“So?”
“Well, um-” Azusa glanced around the abandoned corridor, making sure no one would eavesdrop on their conversation. The only other person there outside of her and Kita was Ritsu, who was busy yelling inside of trash cans in search of the missing Hitori.
“-do you wanna tell me who it is that, um, that you had your eyes on?”
“Oh.” Kita was caught off guard by the question, unsure on how to respond.
“I-y-you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to, of course! I just-” Azusa stammered, glancing briefly at Kita. “.. you just intrigue me, that’s all, Kita-san.” she finished off.
Kita’s eyes widen as she feels a blush start forming on her cheeks. “A-azusa-chan, I-i’m sorry if it felt like I was leading you on, but you’re not-”
Azusa's eyes also widened at Kita’s response “No, no! You misunderstood!” Azusa immediately interjects. “T-that’s not what i mean! I wasn’t expecting you to have your eyes on m- no, that’s not what it is.” she flusters.
“Oh, s-sorry.”
“W-what I meant was that- your situation intrigued me, that’s all.”
“Why’s that?”
Azusa glanced at Ritsu’s direction, making sure the other girl was thoroughly occupied with her dumpster diving to not be paying attention to the conversation. “Well, it’s just, your recent pursuit of love, it’s- it’s really fascinating to me.”
Kita tilted her head. “How so?”
“Well. You know, recently, i-i’ve just been thinking about it, too. Love, romance, all that sort of stuff.”
“Oh. So you like someone, Azusa-san?”
Azusa averted her eyes as a blush started coloring her cheeks. “W-well, i wouldn’t say that. J-just, I’ve been thinking, the opposite might be more accurate.”
“You’re starting to hate someone?” Kita furrowed her eyebrows, not understanding.
“Mou! No! I meant that I think someone might like me.”
“Oh? Who?”
“You remember that festival you invited me to ages ago, right Kita-san?”
Kita would be lying if she said no. That experience is pretty much a core memory for her at this point. “Yeah.”
“Well, you remember how you asked me if me and Yui senpai was- was like that?”
Kita stared in shock. “Wait, so I was right? You two were-”
“NO! I- well, I don’t know! Which is why I wanted to ask you for an outsider’s opinion! As someone who’s experiencing the feeling and is outside of my usual circle of friends, do you think that, with how Yui-senpai is whenever we're together- does that mean that she feels like that towards me?”
“Um-”
Kita really just wants to say “Yes.” She initially suspected that the two were dating due to their intimacy and Yui’s affectionate ways of addressing Azusa. Throughout the many more encounters Kita had with the two, these suspicions only ever grow stronger. Yui seems to have grown even more fond of Azusa over the course of their time together that Kita has witnessed, and it looks like Azusa has finally caught up to the fact.
However, Kita couldn’t simply tell Azusa what she thought. The expression Azusa was wearing, it's a look of pleading. It almost seems like she doesn’t want Kita to tell her that Yui might feel that way about her. But why?
“Well, what do you think of Yui-chan, Azusa-san?” Kita decides to redirect the conversation.
“Eh? Why are you asking me this suddenly?”
“Just curious, that’s all. Do you ever think of her in that way, maybe?” Kita prodded.
Azusa turned as red as Kita’s hair. She crossed her arms and looked down at the floor.
“N-no. I can’t say I have.” she finally said.
“But you do like her, don’t you? Just in general, I mean.”
Azusa seems to ponder the question for a moment. ”Yui-senpai is very kind to me. All my senpais are. But it always seems like her kindness towards me is different. Like, she only acts that way when it’s me, and I don’t really know what to feel about that.”
Azusa paused for a brief moment. “So I guess, I don’t necessarily have a problem with her. Even if I wish she would tone down with all the hugs, and the nicknames..”
“You don’t like those?”
“I..! I do.. I just, wish that she wouldn’t do it in front of other people, maybe when it’s just the two of us-”
“You want her to hug you and call you pet names when it’s just the two of you?”
Azusa, realizing the implication of what she just said, blushed furiously and stares at Kita like a deer in headlights.
“I-”
“I think I found her! Oh, no, wait, false alarm.” Ritsu said, emerging from the trash bin she’s been searching through, taking out a pink piece of fabric with a yellow and blue clipping on it. “But you could see how I could've made the mistake! This looks just like her!”
She threw the thing back in the trash bin and dusted off her hands. “Well, she’s not here, let's look for her in other trash cans.” Ritsu said, walking past Kita and Azusa.
Once Ritsu had been out of earshot, Azusa harshly whispered to Kita, “I-I don’t see how that’s relevant here! I just- I can’t have her liking me in that way!”
“Is it because you don’t lean that way?” Kita asked back, remembering what Azusa said to her last time.
“A-again! That’s not relevant! It’s better if she doesn’t have any of those feelings for me regardless. She can’t like me! Not because it’s wrong, but because she has much more important things to focus on! Soon she’ll go to college, she won’t have time for romance with such a big thing looming over her! A-and I-I-”
Azusa began to break down, choking back tears.
“I’m scared, Kita-san. How am I supposed to react to this? I don’t even understand my feelings for my senpais in general, let alone Yui-senpai.” Azusa threw a quick glance at the corner of the corridor where Ritsu had disappeared to. “And by the time I do, it’s probably too late. They’d move on and graduate, and they’ll leave me here alone. I’m scared of love. I-I don't want our inevitable separation to be much more painful than it needs to be.” Azusa finishes off.
“Azusa-san..” To be honest, Kita here is out of her element. She was never good with love talks when her friends came to her about their relationships, but she knew she couldn’t just leave Azusa here, crying on her own. So Kita did the only thing that came up to her at that moment, and pulled Azusa into an embrace.
“This is so stupid..” Azusa mumbled. She was taken aback by the gesture, not rejecting it outright, but not reciprocating it either.
“I’m sorry, Azusa, I really don’t know what to say for these sorts of things, but I just can’t leave you crying like that. So..”
“N-no.. It’s stupid because,” Azusa suddenly chuckled in the middle of a sniffle. “-it’s the sort of thing she would do too.”
“Yui-chan?” Azusa nodded.
“Y-yeah, sometimes whenever I get upset, or when I feel down, she’ll just come up to me and hug me. And all my worries just seem to evaporate. I just don’t get it. There’s never anything smart or insightful she would say, she’ll just come up to me and hug me to try and get me to feel better.”
“Well.. is it working?” Azusa shook her head.
“I don’t know, your hug just doesn’t feel the same as hers… but i appreciate the gesture either way.” Azusa assured, as she pulled herself out of the embrace.
“There you two are! I was halfway through the other side of the school when I realized you two weren’t following me- whoa.. You okay there, kid?” Ritsu suddenly reappeared, walking hurriedly towards her kouhai after noticing the apparent distress on her face.
Azusa waves her hand frantically. “I-I’m fine, Ritsu-senpai!”
Ritsu spares a glance at Kita, who just nods her head.
“Azusa here just got something in her eye after looking in one of the trash cans herself, that's why her eyes are all puffy and red like that.” Kita lied.
“Is that right?”
“Y-yeah. I'm fine, Ritsu-senpai.”
Ritsu doesn’t look thoroughly convinced, so Kita had to step in again.
“Ritsu-san, we really need to find Gotoh–san! We don’t have much time left!”
This successfully distracted the drummer. “Well, you’re the one who wasn't following me!” Ritsu cast another look at Azusa. “Come on, kid. Let’s move.” she said.
“Yes, senpai.” Azusa stifled.
Kita ended up following behind the two bandmates. Ritsu had in mind to still question Azusa about what happened, but Azusa was very tight lipped about it. Eventually the drummer dropped the topic, only after making sure that the kouhai was indeed fine like she claimed.
Kita watched the interaction with interest. Ritsu seems to genuinely care about Azusa, even when the drummer wasn’t usually one to let her feelings shown out in the open. She can imagine this was true for the rest of Azusa’s senpais, especially Yui.
In a way, Kita can understand where Azusa was coming from. The fear of being separated from someone you care about, it’s a very real feeling. Does that mean it’s right for Azusa to just reject the reality of the matter with Yui outright, just to spare a potential heartbreak down the line?
Kita just doesn't know anymore.
-
“This place is huge.”
Nijika looked over the Shuka High auditorium. All clad in her kessoku band shirt, she watched as people were going around the huge space, preparing the auditorium for use today.
“It’s a bigger stage than STARRY, that’s for sure.” Ryo said, suddenly materializing right next to the drummer.
“Jeez, when did you return?” Nijika said, eyeing the bassist, who remained poker faced. “You were quick to change to your band shirt.”
“I just put it on the shirt I'm already wearing. I like the double sleeved look.”
Nijika turned her gaze back towards the stage. Ryo followed the drummer’s gaze.
“Nervous?”
“Maybe a bit. This’ll be the first time we perform in a school since middle school, right?”
“Yeah. My old band never even made it to the culture festival in high school.”
Nijika hummed. “So it’ll be a first for all of us, then!”
“I guess if you wanna narrow it down to “performances in a school during my high school years” then yeah, it’a first for me.”
Nijika laughed. “Well it’ll at least be the first school performance for kessoku band!”
“That much is true.”
“Makes you reflect on everything that had happened up until this point, huh?” Nijika said, eyes still fixed at the stage.
Ryo hums. “What’s on your mind?”
Nijika didn’t immediately respond, still gazing at the stage in silence. They stayed like that for a while before she eventually spoke,
“I’m just grateful for everything that has happened to help me get this far with this band! You, Bocchi-chan, and Kita-chan. I owe it all to you!” Nijika said with a wide smile.
Ryo could feel her lips slightly curling upward at Nijika’s unexpectedly heartfelt statement. “You probably should save this speech for after the performance.”
“Yeah, I probably should. They’re sure taking their sweet time getting here. It’s their school and we’re the one who arrived first!”
“They’re probably busy making out somewhere so that’s why they’re late.”
“Oi, come on now. There’s no way they’d be moving that fast. Kita just realized her feelings like, a couple days ago, judging by her song.”
“Speaking of that.” Ryo interrupted. “You’re cool with us adding Bocchi’s solo to Ikuyo’s song?”
“Solo?”
“You know, that improv she did at our last practice session. Me and her talked about it, and she agreed that it’d be cool to put it in our performance.”
“Huh? Oh, right. I remember now. I mean, I don’t have a problem with it. What about Kita-chan, though? It’s her song, after all. Have you talked to her about it?”
“I’m sure Ikuyo wouldn’t mind. It’s a song for Bocchi, isn’t it? If anything she’d be ecstatic at her putting in her own touch on her love song for, urgh-” Ryo stopped, putting a hand to her mouth. “I can’t. That was too much for me. I might barf.”
Nijika sighed. “Honestly I think at this point you’re the one we should worry about. I don’t want you vomiting in the middle of Kita’s song.”
“If I pretend that it’s just a song about someone who’s too into stars I’ll manage.” Ryo gave a thumbs up. Nijika rolled her eyes.
“Ijichi-senpai! Ryo-senpai!”
Nijika and Ryo turned towards the voice, finding a redhead marching towards them.
“Ah, Kita-chan! There you are!” Nijika smiled.
“Yeah. Sorry I’m late!” Kita stopped before them.
Ryo hums. “Bocchi’s not with you?”
“Eh?” Kita perks up. “No. I thought she was with you guys.”
“Oh, geez, she’s not running away again is she?”
Kita for some reason, took offense to the idea. “Mou. Have some more faith in her, Ijichi-senpai!” She pouts. “She’s probably just running a bit late! She lives a bit far away after all!”
“You’re right, you’re right.”
Ryo glanced back at the stage. “Let’s hope that’s the case then.”
-
Nope. She can’t do this. Random bouts of anxiety attack, go!
What is wrong with her? She managed to perform for the school play just fine. Surely it’d be a piece of cake to just get up on that stage again and perform one more time? Nope. new performance just means newfound anxiety for the pinkette. She isolated herself in a bathroom the second she stepped into school, attempting to recollect herself. This is not going well. How can she be able to face the others like this?
The sound of flushing immediately put a stop to her thoughts, as a girl emerged from one of the stalls. Luckily (or unluckily, depending on how you look at it), it was someone that she knew.
“Hitori-chan!”
The girl addressed turned around at the call of her name. Her pupils shrank at the call, but returned to its usual size as she began to recognize the familiar face.
“A-ah, Yui-chan.”
Yui began to step forward in a motion to hug her fellow guitarist, but Hitori took a step back in turn. Yui seemed to have noticed, and laughed off sheepishly.
“Ahahaha! My bad! Shouldn’t try to hug people without washing my hands after going to the bathroom! Old habits die hard!” Yui said, moving to the sink.
Hitori doesn’t even wanna know how Yui managed to do that so often for it to become a habit.
“Me and the others just got here, but the others went ahead to the auditorium cause I need to pee. You’re here to do that too, right, Hitori-chan? I’m already done, you can use the stall now!”
“H-huh? No, that’s not why I'm here. I came here cause.. I just need to calm myself before the show.”
“Is that so? Are you nervous, Hitori-chan?”
“Y-yeah, I can’t help it..”
“No need to be shy about it, Hitori-chan! Sometimes I get nervous before a big show too!”
“Ah.. really..?” Yui nods.
“Then how do you get over it, Y-Yui-chan?”
Yui puts a finger onto her chin in contemplation. “Eeeh… usually when I get nervous, I think of all the tea and cakes I get to eat after the show, and then I won’t be nervous anymore!”
Hitori stares at Yui for a brief moment before eventually speaking. “I-i-see. If only I could get over my stage fright that easily too.”
“Why not?”
Hitori looks down. “U-um. I just, I just can’t, I guess. There’s just too many things on my mind for me to just completely forget at the thoughts of tea and cakes.”
“You don’t like tea and cakes?” Yui asked in shock.
“N-no! It’s not that! I'm just not- The mere thoughts of tea and cakes just won’t do it for me.”
“It doesn’t have to be tea and cakes, Hitori-chan!”
“H-huh?”
“The tea and cakes are just what you want to do after you’re done with what you’re doing! It doesn’t need to be a literal tea and cake!” Yui said like it’s the most obvious thing. “You just have to find your own tea and cakes that you’re looking forward to after you’re done with what you need to do!”
“Oh. Wait you mean- I just need to think of things that I can do after I’m done with the show?”
“Yeah! And not just what you want to do either! It’s also the things you’ll be getting after you’re done with your show too! Sometimes after the show, Azu-nyan will tell me how happy she was to be able to perform with us, and her smile and happiness is very much worth the performance we have to endure!”
“I-i see..”
“What are you looking forward to after your performance, Hitori-chan?”
Hitori pondered the question. What is she looking forward to after this performance? If anything, she looks forward to the relief that will follow after weeks of taxing preparations for both this concert and her play. But that can’t be all there is to it right? Her phone buzzed in the middle of these thoughts, and she checked it to find new messages from Kita.
gotoh-san! Where are you?
are you feeling alright? We’re all waiting for you in the auditorium!
dont be scared, were all here for you if you need us!
Hitori unconsciously smiled as she read Kita’s messages. She scrolled up to find some messages that she seemed to skim over previously.
i guess its my job to try and make you realize how cool you actually are!
That message made her think. Kita had always said that every time they’re up to perform. At STARRY, at the play, even now. Why does she have so much faith in her? Not even she has that much faith in herself. She thought back to how Kita was always there for her every step of the way, during their band practice, during their play rehearsals, Kita was always there to support her.
Why her friends were willing to put up with her antics is a mystery that still haunts her to this day, and this goes doubly for Kita. She has a reputation to uphold, yet she was willing to spend so much time and effort on Hitori, a worthless nobody. Well, wouldn't it mean that if she doesn’t deliver, then all of Kita’s hard work and efforts were wasted on her? Hitori shivers. Oh no! Would that make Kita hate her? And then she’ll never wants to see Hitori again, and then she’ll get kicked out of the band and-
“Hitori-chan!”
“Uh-huh?”
“You were spacing out really hard! I even had time to clean my nails while you were out!” Yui said, showing Hitori her nails.
“O-oh, sorry-”
“Were you thinking about your tea and cakes in all that time?”
“Y-yeah..”
“So what’s your tea and cakes, Hitori-chan?”
“I don’t know.. You said that your tea and cakes were, well.. tea and cakes. But you also like it when Azusa-chan is happy after your concerts right?” Yui nods.
“S-so maybe my tea and cakes could be the satisfaction of my band..? They will definitely be ecstatic if this performance were to turn successful.. Kita-san will especially be happy. She worked so hard on me for this culture festival. She’d definitely want to see the fruits of her hard work..”
“Mou. I think Kita-chan isn’t just helping you so your band will succeed at the festival, Hitori-chan.”
“She doesn’t want the band to succeed?”
“Eeeh… that’s not what I meant! I just think that Kita-chan is helping you because you know.. she wants to. She really likes you, you know!”
“S-she l-likes me?!!”
“Of course she does.” Yui said, as if it was a no-brainer. “You have to like someone if you’re friends with them, right?”
“O-oh. Right, of course.”
What was she thinking when Yui said that exactly?
“I like Azu-nyan too! That’s why I love it when she’s happy after we’re done with our concerts!” Yui exclaimed.
Well, Hitori would want her friends to be happy too. She would want Nijika and Ryo to be happy. And she would especially want Kita to be happy. She still remembered how happy Kita was when they passed that audition back at STARRY. The way she immediately embraced her after manager gave them her approval. She remembers vividly the smell of Kita’s perfume, and how warm the embrace was, and-
Wait. What was she thinking about again?
A sudden ringing sound interrupted Hitori’s train of thought.
“Moshi-moshi? Oh, Azu-nyan!” Yui’s face lit up as she realized who was calling her. “Eh? Yeah, I’m still here in the bathroom! You won’t believe who I met in here, Azu-nyan! It’s Hitori-chan! Hitori-chan, ne, say hello to Azu-nyan!” Yui said, bringing her phone up to Hitori’s face.
“U-um, hi, Azusa-chan..”
“See, It’s Hitori-chan! Huh? Oh, of course! We’ll be there, Azu-nyan!”
Yui hung up on the call and turned towards Hitori. “That was Azu-nyan.”
Hitori just nods perplexedly, as if that wasn’t clear already.
“She said that your band was looking for you, Hitori-chan! The stage manager wants you guys to do sound checks before the performance!”
Hitori jerks up, suddenly realizing how long she had spent in this bathroom. “A-ah! R-right! L-let’s go, Yui-chan! I assume you’re also going to the auditorium?”
“Yeah!” Yui nods happily. “I came here to watch your band, Hitori-chan!”
“T-then let’s go.”
As both of them hurriedly left the bathroom, Yui had in mind to ask Hitori again.
“So, you figured out what your tea and cakes are, Hitori-chan?”
Hitori’s mind strayed off to an image of Kita, delightfully smiling as they finished their performance in front of the whole school.
“Y-yeah, I think I figured it out.”
-
“I told you it’s worth it to show up early! Front row seats!”
“That you’re right, buchou.” Mugi smiled.
“Guys!”
“Yui-senpai! There you are! What took you so long?”Azusa chided, as Yui approached her bandmates.
“Ehehehe, sorry, Azu-nyan. Hitori-chan had a lot to talk about in that bathroom.”
“That’s a peculiar spot to have a discussion.” Mio muttered.
“Hey, sometimes the greatest ideas only come to you after you’re done with your business in the toilet!” Ritsu piped.
“Yeah you would say that.” Mio side-eyed her friend.
“Also, she wasn’t the only one that I met on the way here!”
“Who else did you meet Yui-chan?” Mugi asked.
“Onee-chan!”
“Ah, Ui! There you are!” Yui turned around to find her little sister catching up to her.
“You didn’t need to run all the way here, you know!” Ui chided, panting out of breath, but smiling nonetheless.
“Sorry, Ui! I’m just so excited to watch Hitori-chan perform!”
Azusa took note of her friend’s appearance. “Oh, Ui. You made it. Are you here by yourself? Where’s-”
“Ui, pant.. Wait up…”
Jun fell straight onto the scene, face first onto the hardwood floor.
“Hey, Jun.” Mio greeted.
“Hi, senpai.” Jun’s muffled voice replied.
“We’re not late, are we?” Ui asked as she glanced at the people performing on stage.
“Nope. They haven’t gotten up on stage. This is another band entirely.”
“Who are they, Ricchan?” Yui asked.
“Didn’t catch the name. Onna Gumi- somethin. Kessoku band is up next.”
“We arrived just in the nick of time then!” Ui said.
“You guys smell something funny?” Jun suddenly said as she got up.
Azusa glanced at Yui.
“Mou, Azu-nyan! I already washed my hands!” Yui said, showing off her hands to the kouhai.
“No, that’s not it. It smells like… booze?”
“Aaaah! Make way! Important people comin’ through!”
The group collectively turned their head towards the familiar voice. Sure enough, a magenta haired woman is stumbling her way to the front of the audience. Onikoro bottles in hand, she’s followed behind by an extremely irritated blonde haired woman, hiding her face as her companion makes a scene in the middle of an ongoing performance.
“Anything for a front row spot.” Seika muttered.
“Well, I guess that answered your question, Mugi. They did show up.” Mio said to the keyboardist smiling serenely next to her.
“Ah, excuse me!” Ui heard a gentle voice accompanying the light shove from her right, as two young women stepped towards the front of the stage next to them.
“Is Hitori-chan up yet?” one of them whispered.
“Don’t think so. It says that kessoku band should be up after this.”
“Ui..”
“What is it, onee-chan?” Ui could feel her sister suddenly tugging on her sleeve from her left.
“I think someone’s watching us.” Yui whispered.
Ui furrowed her brows and looked further towards her left.
“I don’t see anything, onee-chan.”
“Whoa! You two look exactly alike!”
Ui looked down to find a short pink haired girl, staring up at both her and her sister with her mouth agape. She couldn't have been more than five.
“Futari-chan, it’s rude to stare!” The girl’s mother chided the young girl, before smiling apologetically at the Hirasawa siblings. “Forgive my daughter. She’s just excited to finally watch her sister perform on stage.” The woman said.
“Sister?” Ui muttered.
“Ui, they both have pink hair, just like Hitori-chan!” Yui supplied. Ui finally connected the two pieces together.
“O-oh! Are you Hitori-chan’s family?”
“Oh, You know my daughter?”
“Of course! We’re really good friends! We just had a five minute conversation in the bathroom!” Yui proudly proclaimed.
“Hahahaha! Onee-chan does love talking to herself in the bathroom!” Futari piped.
“Futari, come on, now. You don’t need to expose your sister like that.” The mother chided again.
“Greetings, Ms. Gotoh. I’m Hirasawa Ui, and this is Hirasawa Yui, my onee-chan.” Ui politely introduced herself and her sister.
“Michiyo Gotoh. The woman held out a hand for Ui to shake. “I’m Hitori and Futari’s mother, and this is my husband and Hitori’s father, Naoki.” Michiyo gestured towards a middle aged man that Ui just noticed had been standing right next to them throughout their conversation, struggling with a camcorder in his hand, not paying any attention to his wife or the band playing on stage.
“I just bought this thing! Come on!” He said frustratedly.
“Ahahaha. Pardon him. He’s just very enthusiastic over the fact that Hitori has taken an interest in guitar, just like him back in the day.”
“Yui, who’s that?” Yui felt Ritsu nudging her shoulders.
“It’s Hitori-chan’s mom!” Yui excitedly supplied.
Ritsu stares in disbelief. “So she wasn’t lying about her entire family having pink hair?”
“I’m very excited to finally meet you in person, Ui-chan.” Michiyo said. “Hitori has recently made herself lots of friends. Me and her father are very proud of her. Aren’t we, honey?”
“Huh? Yes, of course, honey.” Naoki said, not looking up from his camcorder.
“Onee-chan told very strange stories about you!” Futari said, pointing at Ui. "She said you dressed up as your sister and tricked her whole band into believing you were her!”
“Ahahaha! My daughters do have a very overactive imagination.” Michiyo said lovingly.
“Hahaha. Right, of course. She only imagined that.” Ui awkwardly said.
“Hitori-chan’s family is very much unlike her, huh?” Jun whispered, witnessing Hitori’s mother and sister's very laid back and approachable demeanor.
“Guess in this case the apple fell very far from the tree.” Mio muttered. Azusa nods.
“That’s all from us, Shuka High! Thanks for bein’ a totally awesome audience!” The vocalist on stage shouted to the crowd, who cheered in response. “We’re graduating soon, so this’ll be our last performance in high school! Thank you for being with Onna Gumi on one of our momentous occasions!
The band walked off the stage to the cheers and applause from the audience.
“Ooh! Kessoku band is up next! Here it comes!” Mugi said excitedly.
-
“They’re loving this band, huh?” Nijika asked, as kessoku band watched the current performance from backstage.
“They’re playing a big hit from this year.” Kita supplied.
“Who waves glow sticks at a rock concert?” Ryo added.
“Gaaah! I’m so nervous!” Kita suddenly said.
“Haah, what are you talking about, Kita-chan? You went up on this same stage yesterday!” Nijika said.
“It’s totally different!”
“Bocchi-chan’s not even nervous! Look at her!”
Kita turned to look at Bocchi, who wore a determined look on her face as she stared at the stage. She was taken aback. Has Gotoh-san finally come over her stage fright? She suddenly felt a surge of pride filling up in her as-
“BA-DUMP.”
“Huh?”
“BA-DUMP. BA-DUMP.” Hitori’s heart was comically beating out of her chest.
“Why’s this band’s drummer so loud?” Ryo asked.
“Deep breaths, Gotoh-san!” Kita said, hurriedly approaching Hitori.
“Haaah, T-thanks, Kita-san.”
Nijika sighed. “Still. To think not too long ago that you couldn’t even perform without your mango box. To have come this far, you’re amazing, Bocchi-chan.” Nijika said.
“That’s right, Gotoh-san! No need to be nervous, the people are going to love you out there!”
“W-why are you so sure?”
“Because I do know that for a fact! Didn’t you hear them praising your performance yesterday?”
“I-i didn’t..”
“They really liked your portrayal of Juliet! Sattsu told me. They told me that you bring out a side of Juliet that not many people highlight! Her cuteness!”
“M-me, c-cute?”
“Was Juliet even known for that?” Nijika whispered to Ryo. The latter shrugs.
“I-uhh, well..”
“Kessoku band. You’re up next.” The stage manager said, surprising the four girls.
“Oh, oh you’re right. The other band is done.” Nijika said, looking at the stage, where the vocalist is addressing the audience one final time.
“Okay! Wanna do a huddle? Or let’s do that thing where we all have our hands in the middle and go ‘yeah!’” Nijika addressed her band.
“Hai! Let’s do it!” Kita cheerily said.
“So stuffy.” Ryo muttered.
“Oi, come on, you.” Nijika said, grabbing Ryo’s hand and putting it on top of hers and Kita’s.
“You too, Gotoh-san! Kita said, smiling at Hitori.
“H-hai..” Hitori said as she put her hand on top of the others.
“Now! Let’s go out there, play hard, and have fun!”
“Yeah!” Everyone said, throwing their hands in the air.
The previous band all walked down the stage right after they were done, laughing and huddling together at the successful performance.
“It’s our turn! Come on!”
“Way ahead of you.” Ryo said, stepping onto the stage.
“A-ah, hai…” Hitori followed suit.
Kita was about to follow after the two, but stopped as Nijika called after her.
“Kita-chan.”
Kita turned around to face Nijika, one foot already ascending the steps. “What is it, Ijichi-senpai?”
Nijika smiled before eventually speaking. “‘They all think you’re cute?’ Gotta say, that was bold. Even for you.”
Kita blushed. “E-eh..? Y-you-”
“Good luck with your song!” Nijika said as she walked past Kita onto the stage. “You wrote it for her, didn’t you? Sing your heart out, Kita-chan! Maybe she’ll take the hint!” Nijika winks.
Kita stood in silence for a moment. Nijika, she-
“Aaah!” Kita squealed.
“Ikuyo, what’s wrong?” Ryo asked, looking up from doing sound checks on her bass.
“Nothing, Ryo-senpai.” Kita said, still flustered. Nijika chuckled from her drumset, which didn’t help Kita’s mood at all. Hitori, like usual, looks completely lost on what was happening.
As soon as Kita had done her sound checks and a couple vocal warmups, the curtains ascended, revealing kessoku band to an auditorium full of people. Kita immediately returned to her usual stage persona, blasting a ten thousand watt Kit-aura smile. She can see Ryo wincing from the sudden bright light in the corner of her vision.
As soon as the curtains were up, the girls in the front row of the audience began chanting Kita’s name.
“Kita-chan!”
“Aaah, Kita-chan!”
“Marry me, Kita-chan!”
Kita smiled politely and waved, greeting all her friends with a simple cheery ”Hi!”
From the corner of her eye, she could see Hitori passively looking at the audience with a neutral expression on her face. It took everything out of Kita to not visibly frown at the sight. This isn’t right. Where’s all the love for her? She’d much rather these people be chanting Hitori’s name than her own.
“Hitori-chan!”
Kita and Hitori perked up. From the right corner of the auditorium, someone was chanting Hitori’s name. Kita could see all of HTT, Jun, Ui, and Hitori’s family along with Hitori’s two fans clapping and cheering as they finally caught sight of the pink haired guitarist.
“Show 'em what we drummers got to offer, Nijika!” Kita could hear Ritsu’s booming voice from the audience.
“Give us a good show, Ryo-san!” Mugi waved and raised her hands up in the air for the band on stage to see.
Nijika smiled and waved politely at the modest appreciation shown towards her, while Ryo bowed politely.
“Lookin good, Gotoh!” Kita looked towards the middle row, where Sasaki and some of her friends from class had also started cheering for Hitori. “I didn’t know Romeo and Juliet could play guitars!”
Kita cast a quick glance at Hitori, who was shyly smiling at the people cheering for her. Kita smiled even wider. Now that’s more like it. More people need to know how cool her band, how cool Hitori is. Not just her.
“Oiii! Bocchi-chan!”
From the left side of the auditorium, Hiroi was leaning by the stage, waving her hands to get Hitori’s attention. The manager eyed Hiroi’s cautiously from the side.
“Kick some ass for me up there, girl! Here, look, I'm drinking the one from the glass bottles for the occasion!” Hiroi said, waving an empty sake bottle up in the air.
Kita could feel Hitori trying her best to ignore the bassist’s antics from where she was standing.
“Eeeh, Bocchi-chan! Come on! Don’t ignore me hereeee! I- ack!”
“Stop embarrassing her, you dolt.” The manager had put Hiroi in a choke hold.
“Ackh, senpai, uncle, uncle!”
“Ahahaha.” Kita laughs awkwardly, turning her attention back towards the rest of the crowd.
“Hello everyone! We’re kessoku band, and we usually play outside this school. We hope we’ll be able to make today’s performance a memorable one for you all! Anyway! Without further ado, here's our first song!”
The crowd cheers in response. Nijika began clicking her drumsticks to start the song, and Hitori opened the song by playing the opening riff. Kita clapped along to the beat before she and Ryo started playing their part as well. Kita began to sing.
“We can blame it all on the weather,
All this awkwardness and exhaustion.
The sun hides away, pretending not to see.”
The audience began waving their glow sticks as the song played out. Hitori’s family was watching the performance intently, swaying left and right to the beat of the music. Hitori’s dad was recording the performance with tears in his eyes.
“A packed train clatters around the track,
It brushes past a local express.
I’m gonna search for feelings in a shapeless cloud.”
Hitori’s two fans were bopping to the music, and HTT was all watching the performance with big smiles on their faces.
“The test asks, what could the author possibly feel? What could be the right answer?
Breaking through the script of a pre-established harmony.”
Kita began to sing the refrain,
“Everyone talks about the springtime of life,
And I'm just not cut out for that.
Yet I know at this moment that’ll never come again, it's rich with evanescence.
I will never forget, never. So many times before I die someday!
I’ll laugh thinking about what it was like!”
Hitori began to play the instrumental bridge. Her playing was practiced, way more controlled than it was at their first performance at STARRY. Kita smiled. Nijika and Ryo were also playing at their peak , Ryo already losing herself to the moment again with her playing, while Nijika kept a steady pace for the song with her drums.
“I feel like the wind’s leaving me behind,
So I’ll desperately cling on.
That familiar sound of the bell, that dust piled up the window sill,
Even the smell of the classroom, I'll never forget it, never!
So many times before I die someday! I’ll laugh thinking about what it was like!”
Kita ended the refrain with a wink, and Hitori played the closing riff to the song, putting an end to their first song.
The crowd cheered and whooped. In the audience, people were waving their glow sticks around and chanting Kita’s name. Yui was jumping up and down as Azusa clapped politely next to her. Hitori’s dad was breaking down in tears while he recorded the performance, and Hiroi drank an entire bottle clean in celebration.
This was going as well as they hoped. Kita smiled, looking back at her band, who all smiled back at her, clearly satisfied with their performance. They were united in their playing, weeks of practice paying off as they played without a hitch. Kita turned her attention back towards the audience.
“That was our first song, Never forget!”
-
Hitori watches as the audience cheers for their band after they've finished their first song. Everyone seems to have loved it.
I can’t believe how enthusiastic they are. Hitori thought, looking at the crowd. She could see her family in the crowd watching proudly. All was well. Except..
“Now, before we continue to the next song, let’s have some words from the leader of kessoku band, our drummer and my senpai, Ijichi Nijika!”
“Thank you, everyone!” Nijika addressed the crowd. “Are you all having a good time?” She shouts.
The audience cheered in response. Hitori could see the manager watching intently from the front row.
Hitori let the MC-ing Nijika was doing blur to the background as she inspected her guitar. Everything’s going well, but something feels wrong. She brought her guitar closer.
Something’s wrong with my guitar!
“Everyone, please lend your ear for this!” Kita has taken the stage back from Nijika. “Our second song is a song I wrote myself, for a special someone!”
This successfully brought Hitori back to the present. Eh? Kita-san wrote this song with someone in mind. It should’ve probably been obvious, but she never thought about it that way. Who could it be for?
“It’s called, If i could be a constellation!”
Hitori looked on in curiosity, as Kita turned around to Nijika to signal her to start the song. She began clicking her drumsticks, and Kita turned to face the audience once again.
For a split second, Kita and Hitori’s eyes met, and in that split second, Hitori could somehow feel like there was something behind that look Kita was giving her. So many things hiding beneath the surface of the cheery extrovert that Hitori wasn’t privy to. She eventually put the thought back on the back of her mind, playing the opening riff of the song.
“The hour is almost at six.The evening star is already out there.
Walking home, stepping in shadows.
I’m hoping to blend into the night.
Lucky you, lucky you. Must be nice to be loved by everyone.
No, I've always been alone.
If i could become a constellation with you,
On a night of falling stars, I’ll make that moment’s wish.”
Hitori listened to the refrain Kita was singing. She doesn’t know why, but after Kita’s passionate declaration, she began to try and discern what she meant in these lyrics she wrote. Lost in her thoughts momentarily, she suddenly felt something off with her guitar again.
The E string, I can’t get it in tune! It was fine during the previous song, but-
Hitori could feel her heart drop.
The string snapped.
The crowd was beginning to pick up something wrong with her performance. Hitori panicked, still attempting to play the song with a missing string, but she won’t be able to keep this up forever. If she could at least get the B string in tune.. she thought as she knelt. Oh, oh no.
The peg was broken.
Her solo was coming up! How was she supposed to play her solo like this?
Lots of thoughts began swirling in her head as the moment drew nearer. Now even her band was starting to pick up something’s off. Nijika and Ryo were eyeing her in concern, and Kita, Oh god, Kita. Hitori was about to ruin her song, the song she wrote so passionately for someone special. Her worst fears have come to bite her in the end. All of the band and Kita’s effort was about to be wasted just because she can’t even play her part right. Kita was almost done with her refrain. Their first ever cultural festival performance, all ruined because of her, how could she-
Kita’s sudden playing caught Hitori off guard. She turned to face the redhead. Kita-san, she’s- she’s completely ad-libbing on the spot!
As Kita and the others kept playing to attempt to buy her more time, Hitori and Kita’s eyes met again. This time, she can almost hear what was being said beneath those emerald green pearls.
“I’ll make sure to make everyone see just how amazingly cool you are, Gotoh-san!”
With the extended time offered to her, Hitori began looking for some magical way to resolve her enigma. And luck seems to have it, one of Hiroi’s empty bottles was laying innocuously right in front of her.
She’s seen it performed on videos before, but she never really attempted it herself before. But with no other option left on the table, she decided to take the gamble. She picked up the empty bottle and put it against her guitar, playing an improvised on the spot bottleneck solo.
The audience gawked, not expecting nor understanding what the guitarist was doing on stage, but eating it up regardless.
In no time at all, Hitori’s solo came to an end, and Kita began singing the second verse. Hitori put down the bottle and began taking a deep breath in relief.
I did it. I don’t know how I managed it, but I did it.
“I won’t let these lines that linked us come undone.
No matter how brightly you shine!”
The band began closing up the song, and Hitori tried her best to play the closing riff to its completion with her broken guitar.
There was a moment of silence the second they wrapped up their second song, followed immediately by an eruption of cheers and applause from the audience.
Hitori lets the audience’s reaction blurs into the back of her mind, and for a moment, the only thing she could hear was her own labored breathing.
The sound of the auditorium eventually returned to her, as Kita began MC-ing to the audience again, improvising to comment on the situation.
“Who thought of pulling up a bottleneck solo at a time like this?” Hitori overhears the manager say.
“You did great out there, whatever-san!” Hitori could hear one audience member say.
“YOU WERE AMAZING, GUI-HITORI-CHAN!” Hitori looked down at the audience. Azusa shouted at the top of her lungs, flushed all over It seems like Hitori’s performance just now moved her so greatly.
“Do you have a couple words to say to the audience, Hitori-chan?” Kita’s voice pulled her back towards the stage.
Hitori gazed long and hard at the other guitarist across from her. Her face was flushed all red due to the excitement and adrenaline, and her entire face was covered in sweat from the performance. Hitori turned her attention at the mic stand Kita was holding.
A couple of words? Hitori was terrible with words. What was she supposed to say?!
But that’s when an idea, a really bad one, popped in the back of her mind. She had seen other people do it at concerts before, and even Hiroi-nee-san must’ve done it once or twice before. Ritsu’s words echoed in her mind as she pondered the thought over. Make an impression.
The more rational side of her was screaming at her, telling her not to do it. But she just took a gamble with that solo, and it worked out in the end, didn’t it? Maybe this’ll be received well too. Putting her guitar aside and walking towards the edge, Hitori took a deep breath.
She took a leap of faith.
-
“She’ll be fine, right?”
“She should be. The nurse said that there was nothing to worry about.”
All of Hitori’s friend has gathered around the school infirmary’s bed, where the pink girl was laid, forehead completely covered in bandages.
“I don’t know why she did it, but I’m almost sure that you’re somehow behind this, Ritsu!” Mio suddenly accused.
“WHAT?! What did I even do?!” Ritsu said defensively.
“You were laughing the hardest when she fell!”
“No I wasn't! Hiroi-nee-san and Ryo were laughing pretty hard too!” Ritsu attempts to shift the blame.
“No, I didn’t. It was only a chuckle, at most.” Ryo attempts to deflect.
“Yes you did, you scumbag bassist.” Nijika pinched the blunette hard on her arm, causing the latter to wince in pain.
“O-okay, I did, I did! But I didn’t tell her to do that! In fact, I seemed to recall Ritsu talking about “making an impression” after their last concert.”
“W-what?! You heard that?!”
“So It WAS you!” Mio said, motioning to strangle the drummer. Mugi and Azusa had to restrain the bassist from beating their drummer into a pulp.
“You told her to jump off the stage, Ricchan?” Yui cluelessly asked.
“No! All I told her was to make an impression, and she did! Unintentionally. I did tell her to not do anything she’ll regret later. Y’know, like Mio’s little stunt in our own culture festival.”
Ritsu had to thank Mugi’s very strong grip that day from saving her life. Mio looked ready to kill as Ritsu was done saying that.
“It’s a shame you guys didn’t end up singing your third song.” Ui said.
“Such a shame! Hitori-chan was doing so well too! That bottleneck solo she did was amazing!” Jun piped.
“I know, right? I’ve never seen it improvised on the spot like that before! She really is a great guitarist!” Azusa geeked out.
“Ahahaha, well. We’re glad that you guys enjoyed the show regardless.” Nijika said.
Ryo hums. “At least Ikuyo got to sing her song before Bocchi did her thing. How’re you feeling, Ikuyo?”
The girl addressed had been uncharacteristically quiet. She was seated by the bed, watching the other guitarist peacefully sleep.
“Kita-chan?”
“O-oh, were you saying something, senpai?”
Nijika sighed. “Well, nevermind.”
“I think it’ll do us good to disperse for now. Let Hitori-chan rest.” Azusa said.
Murmurs of agreements were heard among the present members. They all began to move towards the exit, chatting about the aftermath of kessoku band’s first cultural festival performance.
All but one.
“Kita-chan, you’re not coming?”
“You guys go on ahead. I think I’m gonna stay here and accompany her til she wakes up.”
Nijika took a good long look at Kita. The guitarist was visibly exhausted, yet most of that exhaustion seems to stem from the anxiety of whether their friend will recover rather than the strenuous performance they just put on.
Nijika eventually sighed. “Well, It’d be best for her to wake up with someone by her side. You’re right, Kita-chan. We’ll be off now!” Nijika waved.
Ryo followed suit with Ui and Jun trailing behind. The members of HTT lingered behind for a brief moment.
“Geez, I’ll be fine, you guys. No need to look like that.”
“Kita–chan.”
“Yes, Mio-chan?”
Mio smiled. “That was a really good song. You really poured out your heart into it, huh?”
Kita blushed. “Y-yeah, haha…”
“What’re you talking about?” Ritsu squints her eyes. What song? Oh! You mean that so-”
“Never you mind.” Mio said, pulling Ritsu by the ear and dragging her out of the infirmary. “I guess now we know who you were writing it for, huh, Kita-chan?”
With that, Mio and Ritsu left the infirmary. Yui and Azusa followed, but not before giving parting words of their own.
“Tell Hitori-chan that she was awesome today. She-” Azusa hesitated, but decided to continue,
“She fucking killed it.”
Yui gasped in shock. “Azu-nyan! You’re a foul mouthed kitty!”
“You can learn a thing or two from Hitori-chan, senpai. That’s what happens when you practice seriously.”
“Ehh? So mean, Azu-nyan!”
Before completely leaving the room, Yui turned around and faced Kita.
“By the way, Kita-chan! Tell Hitori-chan to eat her tea and cakes now that she’s done with her concert!”
Kita wasn’t sure what she meant by that, but she nodded. “I’ll make sure to tell her that.”
Yui smiled and turned to catch up with Azusa.
Kita turned back to face Hitori, gazing longingly at the latter's face.
“Oh, Gotoh-san..” She quietly muttered.
After a brief moment of silence, Kita began to notice that someone else was still in the room with her.
“Mugi-san. You don’t have to stay if you don’t want to.”
“Ah, very sorry if I’m imposing, Kita-san. I’ll leave if my presence bothers you.”
Kita shook her head. “Not at all, just take a seat. You must be tired standing all day. Especially after you carried Gotoh-san all the way here.”
“It was nothing!” Mugi said, as she pulled up a chair from a nearby bed. “I’m the one who carries our band equipment to the auditorium for concerts most of the time. I may not look like it, but I’m really strong, Kita-san.” Mugi said, as she took a seat right next to Kita.
“I don’t doubt that, Mugi-san. Especially after I’ve seen you in action myself.”
The girls quietly chuckled, before settling themselves into a comfortable silence. Both of them watched over the sleeping figure of their common friend.
“She’s really amazing, isn’t she?” Mugi began to say.
Kita sighed. “Oh, where do I even begin? She’s the most amazing person I know.”
Mugi smiled. “You’re very fond of Hitori-chan, aren’t you, Kita-san?”
“H-huh? W-well, of course! She’s my friend after all.”
Mugi hums. “Yes. I’m not denying that. But your affection seems to transcend the boundaries of a mere friendship.”
Kita blushed. “Y-you’re looking too deep into it, Mugi-san.”
“Am I? I think there are moments where I’m looking too much into things when it comes to stuff like this, but I don’t think that’s the case this time.” Mugi stated matter of factly.
Kita didn’t respond for a while, eventually sighing. “It’s that obvious, huh?”
“Well, especially after singing your heart out like that, you have to be really dense not to realize.”
“You know, Mugi san. Up until that performance, I was still questioning whether I really liked her that way or not. I mean, I fell out of love so often before, I was thinking that this time wouldn’t be any different.”
“Do you still think that?”
“No.” was Kita’s immediate response. “When she went ahead and improvised that solo on the spot, I knew that what I felt was genuine. She’s such an amazing person, to be able to overcome any obstacle the way she does.”
Mugi smiled brightly at that. Kita winced at how bright it was.
“G-geez, Mugi-san. Calm down a bit. Now I know how the others feel when they keep telling me to tone down the Kit-aura.” Kita jest.
Mugi giggled. “Sorry, Kita-chan. I just, hearing you talk so affectionately of Hitori-chan brings me so much joy. With how unpredictable and chaotic everything has currently been in the world, it makes me even the more happier to witness new love blossoming around me everyday.”
“Love, huh?” Kita mutters. “Yeah, you’re right. That’s what I felt for her for a while.” Kita muttered to the sleeping figure of her best friend. “Talking to everyone these past few days has given me many new perspectives about love, Mugi-san.”
“Really now?” Kita nods.
“It’s sad, confusing, and frustrating all at the same time. So many conflicting emotions describing a singular idea. It’s a paradox."
“But if you were to ask me how I feel about it right now?” Kita lets her gaze linger on Hitori’s sleeping face once more.
“Right now, I feel nothing but happiness.”
-
“Ugh…”
Hitori slowly opened her eyes to find a familiarly unfamiliar white ceiling.
“Ah, Gotoh-san! Thank goodness you’re conscious! How do you feel?”
“A-alright.” Hitori said, adjusting her eyes to the light. “Um..”
“What is it, Gotoh-san?”
“I’m really sorry I ruined everything, Kita-san.. After all you did for me..”
“Don’t apologize, Gotoh-san! I think people liked what you did anyway.”
“H-huh? Really? B-but your song…! I ruined it! You performed that for someone special and now it’s all ruined because of what I did.”
At this, Kita looked stunned for a brief moment, before snorting, trying to hold back laughter.
“K-kita-san, what’s wrong..?”
“O-oh, nothing, Gotoh-san. Just remembered something that Mugi-san told me just now.”
“E-eh? Mugi-san was here?”
“Yeah. You just missed her. She left to help the others clean up. They told her she didn’t have to, but she insisted so I can stay here and watch over you.”
“A-ah, I have to thank her for that later..”
“And about the song, don’t worry about it, Gotoh-san. I already sung it to its completion before that happened.”
“What’ll happen to the person you’re singing it to, though? Now they’re gonna be stuck thinking about a loser girl failing a stage dive everytime they hear that song.”
Kita was suppressing another burst of laughter, but collected herself to eventually confront Hitori’s statement.
“She’ll get over it, Gotoh-san. She always does. That’s what I love so much about her.”
“R-really? Wow.. she sounds like a really cool person…”
“She really is.”
“H-hai.. Ah, also..” Hitori started getting up. “You’ve improved your guitar playing so much, Kita-san.”
Kita was taken aback by the compliment, smiling as the praise began to sink in. “Only at rhythm, though.” she said.
“Still..” Hitori said, massaging her temple.
“I still can’t play in a way that draws people in..” Kita continued. “But so far, I was able to do the bare minimum for you guys.”
Kita looked at Hitori resolutely, the way she did after their impromptu maid training at STARRY.
“I’m gonna keep practicing, so please keep teaching me, Gotoh-sa-”
Kita pauses, correcting herself,
“Please keep teaching me, Hitori-chan!”
“A-ah, h-hai!”
“Well then, I’ll be off. I’ll tell the others that you’re awake, and if you’re feeling well, we’re gonna throw an afterparty.” Kita said as she got up from her seat.
“Is that so..”
“Yep.” Kita said, smiling sweetly. “Oh, Hitori-chan, I just remembered.”
Hitori looked on curiously.
“Yui-chan said that she wanted me to remind you to have your tea and cakes. What did she mean by that?”
It took a bit for her to process the question, but she eventually came to ask her fellow guitarist,
“K-kita-san. That performance just now, were you happy with it?”
“E-eh? Of course! It’s our first performance at our school, Hitori-chan! I’ll cherish the memory forever!”
Hitori smiled. “I-i see. In that case, I already have my tea and cakes. Thank you, Kita-san.”
Kita was confused for a moment, but eventually shook it off with a smile. “You and Yui-chan are really odd sometimes. Is this like some kind of code? But I’m glad that I get to give you your “tea and cakes,” Hitori-chan.” Kita smiled. Hitori smiled back. Ah, if only she could freeze a moment in time, she’ll-
“Oh, by the way, Hitori-chan, here’s your guitar. It looks pretty busted. But surely you’ll be able to get it fixed right?”
“Urk!”
Notes:
well we pretty much covered everything in the anime up to this pint (up til the last concert anyway) but this story is not quite done just yet. from here on out, well be entering manga territory, so if youre an anime only, spoilers ahead. then again the inclusion of SIDEROS is technically already a spoiler, so this warning came a little late all things considered.
Chapter 14: Over the starlight and western sky
Summary:
Azusa needs to prepare herself for when her senior graduates, made no easier when a sneaky journalist comes her way.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The month of November. Not exactly the time of year that would particularly excite many. It’s a transitional month for people to take down their halloween decorations so they can put on christmas decorations in a month’s time.
Needless to say, the news cycle has been slow.
Sato Aiko sat silently in front of her laptop screen, a blank document opened and untouched in front of her, as she pondered the banality of her recent works and career as a freelance writer for a music news site. Actually coming up with things to write about was always the hardest part of the process. When she was still a starry eyed young woman, a fresh fish out of water in the scene, there were still so many things for her to explore. So many topics she wanted to discuss with the wide world, so many bits she'd found interesting that she could write home about.
But now she’s practically seen them all.
At the end of the day, what she’s doing is still business. Scrounging for topics she could write about to fill in her quota for every month, it’s no surprise that it didn’t take her long to be burned out of the entire process. New bands come and go every now and then in the scene, some more promising than others. As she ventured further on this journey however, even all these upcoming acts started to blend in and blur with each other. Nothing excites her anymore.
She wants to write something that she is passionate about! Not the drag filler story her publishers want her to write every month. Sometimes she’s lucky enough to get some story she actually wants to write through those vultures, but they don’t generate as many clicks as she would hope. This wasn't really a hard blow of confidence for Aiko, but it definitely hits her where it matters the most, her pockets.
So any sort of articles like that are rare to come by for her nowadays. She just has to slog on through writing a bunch of stories she could give less of a hoot about, just to meet some arbitrary deadline and quotas set to her by her publishers. It all had become a dull, monotonous routine, much to her dismay.
“I don’t know what to write about! I wish I could find an actual band that resonates with me! One that goes thwaang! Thumm! Bam!” She exclaims, sighing as she returns her gaze back to her laptop screen. The blank document file silently taunting her for her inability and lack of will to write anything.
“All I do nowadays is write trash for the site. Everyone else just hates on new bands to sound contrarian.”
She supposed she could just take the easy route as some of her colleagues have done, but she started this whole writing gig to try and give exposure to good bands. What is the point of her being a writer if she’s just following what everyone else is doing?
She paused all her musings as a notification showed up on her phone. She perked up, knowing exactly what notification that would be. A brand new upload from the Oh!Tube channel she’s been following, guitarhero. The account has recently hit another surge of new subscribers after various uploads of new gears she has recently purchased. Aiko had personally found this behavior to be rather odd given guitarhero’s previously established persona. Is she some sort of collector now? I thought she was busy dating her school’s soccer team captain to be doing stuff like that? She shook her head. Maybe this was just a new interest she picked up on. guitarhero seems to be living a very fulfilling life, maybe she’s picking up new hobbies as a way to spice things up!
She always found her videos to be really charming. guitarhero was undoubtedly skilled on the guitar, and always managed to put her own flair to the covers she does on her videos, even with the trashy pop songs they kept playing on the radio. For that reason Aiko had remained a loyal subscriber to the channel, and was one of the first to follow her on twixer when it first appeared that she had created an account to post about all the new gear she had gotten.
She always wanted to dedicate an article to guitarhero, maybe even secure an interview with the girl behind the guitar herself. But despite the long intricate stories of her very fun and lively high school life (that she has stopped doing as of recently for some odd reason), guitarhero was very hard to reach or contact. Thus, these little snippets of her life she shared through her videos descriptions were the only thing one could base an article on, and personally for Aiko, she still finds it to be lacking. If she ever wants to do an article on her favorite Oh!Tuber, she’s gonna do it right.
So writing an article about her seems to be out of the question for now. Aiko finished watching the new guitarhero upload, a medley of recent popular songs she’s doing in celebration for her new subscribers. She smirked. At least guitarhero knows how to play to the algorithm, bait these normies in with their trashy pop songs and convert them to hard rock fans once you manage to get them to stick around for your actual content.
She looked back at her laptop screen. In the back of her mind, she did already laid out two topics that she could potentially write an article out of for this month’s fill.
One is about the rumors of sightings of members of SIDEROS in some local all girl highschool. This was huge news to most of their fans, given the band is very hush-hush when it comes to their public presence and appearances, which may or may not be attributed to their eccentric band leader, Ohtsuki Yoyoko. Seeing them randomly appear in some high school no one’s ever heard about has become a point of interest for some, believing that it to be a possibility that they’ve finally managed to track down the school SIDEROS members went to. Aiko has written about SIDEROS before, because it’d be kind of hard to not at write about them at least once due to their massive success on the scene that seemed to happen overnight. Some could even call them a household name in said scene at this point, similar to bands like SICK HACK. The problem was really just the kind of research she has to conduct for the story, but it’s not like the other idea she has was better at that front.
The other potential story is about a viral footage of a schoolgirl’s failed attempt at a stage dive at some recent cultural festival performance. Normally she wouldn’t really find something like this to be worth her time, but desperate times call for desperate measures. There’s no harm in researching this topic for a potential article anyway. For the time being, she’ll keep it as backup if the SIDEROS school rumor story didn’t end up working out.
So she settled. This was what she was going to write about. And to her mild excitement, her Poison Yami persona would finally find some use for this specific investigation.
-
“She totally just wants to replace her photo on the yearbook, right?” Mio said.
Mio watched as Yui excitedly hopped around with the yearbook sample Nodoka had given to her to deliver to Sawako for review, a half thought up harebrained scheme clearly on her mind. Ritsu was chiding the over enthused guitarist, not helped by Mugi’s equal amount of weird enthusiasm at the prospect of seeing Sawako’s apartment.
“Well, I would be hard pressed to find any other reason she would be this excited over handing a sample of the yearbook to Sawako-sensei.” Nodoka said in fond exasperation.
“Will you come with us, Azu-nyan?” Yui asked their kouhai.
“Of course not, Senpai! I still have afternoon classes after this!” Azusa said indignantly.
“Aw…” Yui said, her head drooping. “In that case, farewell hug!” Yui jumped up and pulled Azusa into a surprise embrace.
“Yui-senpai! Come on, in front of everyone?!” Azusa said, flustered, though Mio noticed how she never made any attempt to release herself from the hug.
“I’m gonna need all my Azu-nyan recharge if you’re not coming with us, Azu-yan. And this goes both ways! I'm channeling all my energy to support you through those boring afternoon classes!” Yui exclaimed.
“Alright Yui, that’s enough. You’re gonna squeeze all the oxygen out of her at that rate.” Mio said, finally stepping in to intervene.
Yui eventually lets go of Azusa. The younger girl barely reacts to this action, timidly muttering something unintelligible.
“Yui! Mio! Come on!” Ritsu beckoned
“Hai! I’ll see you later, Nodoka-chan, Azu-nyan!” Yui said, waving to her friends.
“I’ll be right there.” Mio responded in turn, turning back towards Nodoka and Azusa. “I’ll see you two later, then. Good luck on your afternoon classes, Azusa.” she said with a smile.
“Um, senpai-”
Mio turned towards the kouhai. “What is it, Azusa?”
“I-Um- will you be coming back later today?”
“Uhm-” Mio was unsure, given the fickle nature of her friends. “Probably not, though I don’t really know, why do you ask?”
“I-”
Before Azusa could answer, the bell rang, signaling the end of lunch period. She quickly readjusted herself. “N-nevermind, senpai. Say hi to Sawako-sensei for me!” Azusa hurriedly left, blending in with the crowds of other hurried students, walking back to their respective classrooms.
Nodoka and Mio stared curiously at the retreating kouhai for a brief moment. “What was that about?” Mio asked aloud.
Nodoka shook her head, uncertain of what to comment. “Well. I have other matters to attend to at the student council. Thank you again for delivering the sample to Sawako-sensei, but I’m afraid I must be going.”
Mio puts questions regarding her kouhai’s behavior aside for a moment. “It’s nothing. Anything to alleviate some burden from you, Nodoka.”
“Mio!!!”
“Alright, alright!” Mio huffed, and Nodoka giggled as the bassist annoyedly stomped towards the rest of her band, the four finally leaving the school grounds together.
“What do you think Sawa-chan’s place looks like?” Yui asked absentmindedly, as they turned a left.
“Maaa… to be able to examine the private life of our sensei… it’s so intimate..” Mugi said dreamily.
“Her flat is probably full of skimpy outfits. Maybe we can put some on Mio when we get there?” Ritsu teased.
“What? Baka!”
Mio’s spontaneous outburst at Ritsu caused her to accidentally bump into a passerby.
“A-ah, my apologies!”
The passerby, a shorter pigtailed girl seemingly younger than them, just laughed the accident off with a wave of her oversized sleeves. “It’s nothing, onee-chan~”
“If you’ll excuse me, then-” Mio was ready to rejoin the rest of her band, who had all stopped to wait for her as they observed the commotion.
“Ah! Before you go, onee-chan! Your uniform, you’re from Sakuragouka all girls high school, right? Can you tell me where it is?”
“Oh. Well, it’s not far from here.” Mio pointed to the way she came from. “Just turn left and follow the road from there, then you’ll arrive.”
“I see! Thank you, onee-chan!” The girl said gleefully. “And also-”
The girl eyed the bass on her back, before staring somewhere above Mio’s shoulder. Mio could sense subtle fear in the girl’s eyes for a split second, and had to wonder what would warrant that type of reaction.
Said girl eventually shook her head. “Nevermind, onee-chan! Thank you for the directions!” she said, skipping off towards the direction Mio had provided.
“Who was that, Mio?" Ritsu asked as the bassist rejoined the group.
“I think it’s just a kid asking for directions to our school.” Mio said simply.
“Hmm.”
Mio turned to face Mugi, and began to understand what had scared the little girl off earlier. She herself had never seen the kind of cold look Mugi was wearing right now, lips pressed to a thin line with her thick brows furrowed, staring at the distant figure of the little girl.
“What’s wrong, Mugi-chan?” Yui asked.
“It’s probably nothing.” Mugi eventually said. “But my father had trained me to be able to read people from a young age, to gauge whether or not they had any ill intentions. It’s part of a skillset a good businessman should always have, as he would put it.”
“What are you trying to say?” Ritsu asked, losing the thread.
“I’m saying that whoever that was, she might not have the purest of intentions. And her outward appearance might or might not be a deception.”
“Eh? Is that bad? Should we tell someone?” Mio said, suddenly much more worried at what she assumed was an inconsequential action.
Mugi shook her head. “It was just an intuition. I wouldn’t act so impulsively based on a gut feeling. Hopefully the matter will resolve itself.” She finished off before continuing her trek.
The other three shared a glance at each other. Ritsu shrugged, and Yui just looked lost at what to say. Mio sighed.
>Well, let’s just hope nothing bad happens, then. She thought.
-
She did it! She made it to the local highschool where SIDEROS was rumored to have been sighted, Sakuragouka High.
It didn’t take her long to find information on the school from a quick search on the internet. A quaint, somewhat prestigious all girls high school in the midst of a peaceful, well off middle class community. Aiko finds the surrounding atmosphere to be tranquil, and a nostalgic feeling unexpectedly surged within her as if stepping onto a previous decade of her life, free of responsibility and burden.
Obviously however, that was not the case. She was here to work. It was time for her to do some investigative digging on the denizens of this school. She was close to interrogating the previous group of girls she met earlier, especially since they were carrying instruments on their back. Aiko would expect them of all people to at least be in the know of the rumors of famous musicians being spotted at their school. But the look that blond one was giving her.. She wasn’t going to stick around to find out what that meant. The girl had some sort of aura to her that tells Aiko that whoever she is, she’s not to be reckoned with.
Well, it might seem unfortunate, but that shouldn’t be the end of it! There are many other students in this school, some of them are bound to know about the rumors too wouldn’t they? Hell, some might even know them personally. One of them has to be somewhat connected to SIDEROS for the rumors to be true, right? Aiko had combed through the list of current students of Sakuragouka High that was available online, even going as far to inspect the alumni list, but she finds no mentions of any of SIDEROS band members. Perhaps they’d been here to see a friend or distant family? Or maybe the name they were known for was actually stage names? It’s not uncommon for popular bands to do that.
For the specific circumstance of this investigation, Aiko had come prepared. Donning her online persona of Poison Yami, she had changed her appearance to that of a girl in her early teens with her oversized tee and backpack, along with styling her black hair in two short pigtails to further sell the youthful look. She’s still unsure of her supposed age though. 15? No, she could probably push it further down, 14? Yeah, she’ll go with 14. People seem to be buying the look either way, given her short interaction with that girl before. Though the thought of that blond girl with her icy stare re entered her mind. Yeah, that one definitely sees right through her. But she’s probably an exception, she should probably be fine here.
Any illed-implications a grown woman pretending to be younger than she is to enter a school is thoroughly and expertly hand waved away. A journalist should be willing to cross as many gray lines as possible for a scoop! Only snooty posh establishment writers would proclaim haughtily about the concept of “ethical journalism”. She doesn’t have time for that!
The young woman looked around the place. The school’s courtyard was packed to the brim with students partaking in various activities. Some were running laps around the school track, whilst others were carrying around huge sketchbooks and canvases to paint the scenery. This school seems to live up to its reputation of prestige, Aiko thought. She could totally imagine the members of SIDEROS going to school here.
So where should she start? Report of the sightings came around the time of this school’s yearly cultural festival, so SIDEROS most likely had participated in that to a certain extent. As performers? No. If they performed here it would’ve been much bigger news. But if SIDEROS were here, it must be for something music-related. So that’s where she should start.
Time to pay a visit to this school’s keionbu.
-
“Are you sure you want to do this, Azusa?” Ui asked her friend.
“100%. I think it’s time for me to act regarding this matter. In a couple month’s time, I wouldn’t be able to rely on my senpais anymore. Heck, if they followed standard procedure, I would be the only remaining member of the light music club at this moment.”
“I don’t see why you need to be so secretive about it though.” Jun said, putting both her arms behind her head.
“I just don’t want to trouble them with this. The future of the light music club now rests on me. They should focus on much more important matters, like their entrance exams. It’s partly my fault for being too complacent anyway. I should’ve pushed them more to recruit new members to keep the club going next year.”
Ui frowned at her friend’s declaration. She always disliked how Azusa was quick to blame herself for any shortcomings regarding the light music club. “I think you’re being too hard on yourself, Azusa-chan. Onee-chan would definitely never blame you for any of this.” Ui speak with certainty.
Azusa shook her head. “I have to hold myself up to higher standards now that they’ll soon be gone. It's been a long time coming for me to break out of the pace they’ve set for the club. Like I said, I’ve grown too comfortable, too docile.”
“Well I can definitely attest to that, you’ve definitely been defanged after joining them, Azusa.” Jun teased. Ui side eyed her fuzzy haired friend, unsure if that was the thing Azusa wants or needs to hear right now.
“I don’t think it’s a bad thing, personally. Onee-chan seems much happier after you joined the club, Azusa-chan. I think it wouldn't be right to assume the same to not be the case on your end? Especially with how much you talk about each other.”
Ui observed as Azusa unexpectedly blushed at that comment she made about how happy she had made her sister felt. Azusa cleared her throat. “Well, regardless. I want to do this. I don’t want the light music club to end with me. I need to do something.”
Ui and Jun trade glances, relaxing their expressions to a reassuring smile. “If you’re dead set on it, then it won’t be right for us to stand in your way. We’ll help you!” Jun said.
Ui watched as Azusa’s eyes widened. “Even you, Jun? But you have the jazz club-”
“The jazz club would be fine without me.” Jun waved away Azusa’s concern. “I’ve taught all my kouhais all that they need to know to expect newcomers next term, if there’s any. And we were never under the threat of disbanding with our member count anyway.”
“You’re saying that you’re willing to join the light music club?”
Jun pouts, looking away from her friend. “Well, I’m not gonna lie, I’ve kinda regretted never joining you guys earlier on. I was too put off by your senpai’s weirdness.” At this Ui giggled, knowing well what Jun was talking about. “But you managed to look past their quirks to see how much of a fun group of people they were. I wouldn’t say I regret joining the jazz club, but I definitely missed out a lot by not being in the light music club.”
“But they’d be graduating soon anyway, all that fun stuff we do was because of Mugi-senpai’s connections. If you join now, you wouldn’t be getting any of that.”
“Mou, did I say that’s the thing I regretted about not joining your club?”
“You did say that a couple of times though, Jun.” Ui teased.
“Hmph! Well maybe that’s some of it!” Jun blushed, causing Ui to giggle again. Even Azusa’s lips curved slightly to form a smirk at Jun’s obvious attempts of denial. “But the thing I regret most about it was the fact that we didn't get to spend much time together as a result.”
“Really?”
Ui nods, deciding to finally re enter the conversation. “I’ve also regretted not being able to spend much time with you two and onee-chan more. Now that onee-chan’s graduating, I want to be able to spend more of my time with you two.” Ui said, with a subtle tinge of sadness in her voice.
Ui and Jun watched as light slowly returned to Azusa’s face, her lips curving upwards fully as she beamed at her two friends. “Is that so? Well then, I suppose that I’ll be able to welcome you guys to the club in the near future?”
Ui and Jun nodded, and Azusa beamed even brighter. “Thank you, you guys.” She muttered.
“Don’t mention it.” Jun winked. “Besides, if I’m thinking of quitting the jazz club, now that the Mio-senpai fan club is on the verge of disbandment, I’m gonna need something else to fill my time with.”
“Ah, I should’ve known..” Azusa deadpans in mock disappointment, whilst Ui smiles at the exchange.
“So, Azusa. About your plan.” Ui said, redirecting the conversation back to where it was.
“R-right. if Jun’s joining us on bass, we can practice properly for the freshman’s concert after school.”
-
Turns out, it was way too early for students to disperse just yet.
How was she supposed to know that? Back when she was in school, the school days were usually over by noon. Perhaps that was the product of her going to schools on the lower end of the financial caste. This results in her getting weird looks from students passing by, wondering what a little girl was doing on her own in the middle of a school day. Some even went up to her to ask if she was lost or a child of one of the faculty members, but her little girl act managed to fend them off for the most part. What concerns her the most is the teacher’s reaction if she were to be caught by them, which is why she’s currently hiding in the schools’ cafeteria, munching on a leftover loaf of bread the lunch ladies have set aside for the day.
She glanced up on the clock hanging high above the cafeteria walls. 2.40 PM. Well, there’s at least about less than half an hour before the final bell where all students will be dismissed for the day. Left with not much to do, she opened her phone and decided to watch old guitarhero uploads.
Her playing had never failed to impress her. And it’s surprising for someone to be that skilled at the guitar at such a young age too. It makes her wonder how guitarhero managed to balance not only to practice her skill but also have a healthy social life and relationships on the side as well. Back when she was at school anyway, she was always lacking in time to do anything outside her studies.
She sighed. “If only more girls were like guitarhero and SIDEROS.. I probably wouldn’t be here right now.”
A guitarhero or a Ohtsuki Yoyoko is rare to come by, and she supposed that was to be expected. It still didn’t make her any more happy about it, however. Call her old fashioned or whatever, but they simply just don’t make musicians the way they used to! More girls need to pick up the guitar and start their own bands, make actually good music, so she would have more things to write about!
The decline of quality in recent bands is made even more apparent as she scrolled down the recommended videos on the side bar. Posers and normies trying to enter the culture by going to concerts that were also headlined by normies that don’t get the culture. She turned up her nose at this recording of a performance from.. 2 weeks ago. Seriously? A song about rice? The faces of the performers were too hard to make out due to the lighting and the person filming being in the back row, but it looks like it was performed at some school, based on the young voice of the girl who was recording. None of the audience member seems to be wearing uniforms from what she could make out of the dim lighting in the recording. All she could glimpse was that they're all wearing some kind of white shirt? Is that supposed to be merch? Great, so they're already selling out before they're even relevant? Cringe. Hopefully it’s just some high school band phase that these normies grow out of eventually, and the ecosystem of the music scene will heal itself in time.
More clips of this band’s performance were shuffled into her queue list by the algorithm, and she was just mindlessly droning throughout it all before she heard the school bell rang, signaling the end of last period and school day. She put down her phone and stretched. Alright, time for her to get back to work.
Navigating through the sea of students flooding the hallways became much easier now that her presence was barely noticed by the passersby. All of them good naturedly assumed that she was just some younger family member coming to pick their sibling or parents from school, although she still got the occasional glance or two.
She steadied herself. Now. where would this school keionbu be located? She looked around the place, expecting to see a huge neon sign directly pointing to the direction she’s supposed to go. When said expectation is reasonably not met, she huffed. She sees a couple posters advertising the track club and gardening club plastered around the walls, clubs that she would basically be able to locate without the aid of advertisement posters anyway. She rolled her eyes. Whoever was the president of this school’s keionbu, they clearly didn’t think advertising their club was much of a priority. She decides to just walk up to a student and ask them where it is, and luck would have it, a lone girl passes right by her as the thought comes into her head.
“Excuse me, onee-chan~” Aiko said in her best little girl voice.
The girl turned around at the call, adjusting her red spectacles as she inspected the figure of the little girl approaching her, before smiling politely. “Can I help you?”
“Yes! I was looking for the school’s keionbu! Would you be able to tell me where it is?”
The girl reaffirmed herself before answering. “Ah, are you looking for the members of the light music club? If so, I’m afraid they’re not present at school at the moment.”
Great. So she waited through the entire half of a school day for nothing. She was fighting back the urge to curse up a storm before the girl spoke again.
“Although, I think one of their members stayed behind when the rest left earlier today. I don’t know if she’s still planning to go to the club under the circumstances, but I suppose I can just take you to her if you want me to?”
Perfect. Aiko’s eyes glint with satisfaction. “Okay! Lead me to her, onee-chan~”
“Very well. Follow me.” The girl said, before resuming forward.
The two girls walk side by side, Aiko following after the other girl’s steps.
“You’ve come at a rather unfortunate time, I’m afraid.” the girl said with slight mirth in her voice. “I was the one who has personally requested for them to leave earlier today to deliver something to our sick teacher for approval.” she finished off with a slightly apologetic tone.
Huh. Well Aiko supposed things ended up working out anyway in the end, so-
“It’s fine, onee-chan~ at least I can still talk with the remaining member while they’re gone! Luckily you didn’t also send her away!” Aiko added at the end jokingly. The girl smiled in response.
“The name’s Nodoka, Manabe Nodoka.” The girl introduced herself.
“I’m Poison Yami! Freelance music journalist!” Aiko supplied cheerfully, upping the little girl bit just a slight.
“Ah, playing reporter, I suppose?” Nodoka humored. She’s not taking her seriously! A part of Aiko grew annoyed at the realization, but this was just a result of her being too good at acting the part. Clearly, she was suffering from success. “I guess that’s why you wanted to seek a conversation with the members of the light music club? Are you related to any of them, by chance?”
Aiko shook her head. “Nope! I wanted to talk about them cause I’ve heard rumors of a famous musician going to this school!”
“Famous? Hmm. I didn’t know Yui and the others are that well-known.” Nodoka mutters.
Yui? Could that be Ohtsuki Yoyoko’s actual name? Maybe not. But she decides to dig a little deeper out of Nodoka.
“What’s Yui-senpai like?” Aiko prodded. “Can you maybe give a physical description, age, and potential double life as a famous musician?”
Nodoka blinked comically at the rather sudden barrage of questions, but decided to comply in answering. “Well, let's see. She’s a third year student with brown hair. She’s really good at playing guitar, even when she just started playing when we entered highschool. I don’t know if she has a secret double life or anything like that, and I’ve known her since kindergarten.”
Brown hair, guitar prodigy with a secret life that not even a childhood friend would know of? It matches Yoyoko perfectly. Well, maybe not the last part. That was a new revelation for sure, but Aiko could already feel the article writing itself on the back of her mind.
“Really? Can you tell me more?”
Nodoka opened her mouth to answer, but stopped as another student approached her from one of the classrooms.
“Manabe-senpai! Will there be a meeting today?”
“Ah, Sakura-san. Yes, I will be in the student council room momentarily. Please inform the others too.”
“Right! Of course, Manabe-senpai!” the student glanced at Aiko, then back at Nodoka. “Are you taking your sister to look around the school, Manabe-senpai?”
Aiko huffed, and Nodoka chuckled. “No. This little girl here is a “music journalist”, and has come here to interview the members of light music club.”
“Really? That’s adorable!” the student said. Aiko was beginning to think her disguise was working a bit too well. Now she had to work through all this constant patronization.
“Ah, which reminds me, Is Azusa-san still in your class? The rest of the band is out today, so she’s the only one Poison Yami could talk to.”
“Poison Yami, huh? Did you come up with that all by yourself?” The other girl gushed, and Aiko just had to smile through all the disrespect unintentionally lobbed at her. The girl turned around to yell inside the classroom she came out of.
“Guys! Is Azusa still here?”
“No! She already went to the club with Jun and Ui-chan!” a voice yelled back from inside of the classroom.
“The club, huh? I guess she still decided to go after all.” Nodoka mused. “Very well. Thank you, Sakura-san. I will be taking Poison-chan to the club, and head to the council right after.”
“No problem, Manabe-senpai! Good luck on the interview, Poison-chan!”
The girl left, leaving Nodoka and Aiko on their own.
“Come, Poison-chan.” Nodoka said, turning around to where they had come from.
So that was a waste of time. Aiko had to resist the urge to sigh. But she did obtain more information out of the ordeal. Azusa, Ui, and Jun. Could that be the real names of the other SIDEROS members as well?
The trip to the light music club didn’t take as long as she had anticipated, so that was a relief. After climbing through two flights of stairs, they reached the school’s music room. Aiko could hear quiet mutterings coming from the inside, accompanied by gentle plinking of piano keys, and hard shredding of a guitar. Nodoka knocked on the door.
Shortly after, the door opened, revealing a girl with a hairdo that Aiko could only describe as one reminding her of a fuzzy toothbrush. This girl is definitely not a member of SIDEROS. Aiko could feel her spirits dampened a bit at that, but she might still know something that could be of use.
“Nodoka-senpai! What brings you here?” The girl spoke.
“Jun-chan.” Nodoka smiled. “I believe you have a visitor.”
Jun looked puzzledly at her senior, before looking down to find Aiko standing next to said senior. “Ah, who is this, Nodoka-senpai?”
“This is Poison Yami, she’s-”
“Poison Yami, 13 years old! I’m an independent music journalist! I’ve come to ask the keionbu a couple of questions, if you don’t mind!” Aiko chirped, slipping herself back to the little girl persona.
Jun stared perplexedly at the little girl in front of her, a bit taken aback by the act. Shit. She might’ve overdid it a little.
“Is she your sister..?”
Nodoka moved to whisper in Jun’s ear, but Aiko’s time as an investigative journalist had trained her ears to still be able to pick up their conversation. “No, but just humor her for a bit, would you? I’ll talk with a teacher to try and find her parents.”
Aiko perked up at that. She was about to voice her protests, but Nodoka had already left her side, stepping down the flight of stairs. “Good luck on your interview, Poison-chan!”
Aiko and Jun were left standing awkwardly as Nodoka retreated from the scene, at a loss at what to do with each other.
“Um-”
“Jun! Who is it?”
“Uhh, it’s-”
Aiko bursts into the room, deciding to finally take an initiative.
“I’m Poison Yami, 12 years old! I’m here to interview you guys!” She said, as she struck a cutesy pose.
-
Azusa stared blankly at the newcomer, unsure how to respond to this sudden character introduction. Her hands froze in the middle of a strumming motion over her guitar, the room filled with uncomfortable silence at the absence of instrumental sounds. Her two other friends were also seemingly adjusting themself to the sudden appearance of this “Poison Yami.”
Jun was first to recover. “Weren’t you 13 just now?”
“Good afternoon, um- Poison-chan.” Ui greeted. “Are you looking for someone?”
Poison Yami however, was not looking at Ui. She was staring awestrucked, straight at Azusa.
“Err-” Azusa piped up.
“Ohtsuki-san! Is that you?”
What?
Poison Yami moved quickly towards Azusa, who took a step back in response, before being halted by the light music club’s bench.
“Your hair! It’s black!”
“Err, yeah-” Azusa said, unsure on how to react.
“So the brown hair was dyed? Is this your natural hair color?” Poison Yami moved to touch Azusa’s twintails.
“W-what, I don’t-” Azusa said, moving her hand to try and swat Poison Yami’s away, but Jun was much quicker to respond.
“Oi. I don’t know who your parents are, but surely they taught you on how to properly talk to your seniors?” Jun said, grabbing Poison Yami by the collar.
“L-let go of me, toothbrush-hair! I’m much older than- I-i mean-”
“What did you just call me?”
“Guys!” Ui exclaimed, turning everyone’s attention towards her. “I think we got off on the wrong foot here. Jun, please put Poison-chan down!”
“Ui, didn’t you hear what this little brat called me? She-”
“Jun.”
“Fine.” Jun begrudgingly put the shorter girl down. Poison Yami quickly turned to face her, sticking her tongue out.
“You-”
“Everyone, calm down!” Ui exclaimed once more. Despite her usually approachable and kind demeanor, Azusa can’t deny the imposing aura Ui possesses whenever it comes to handling these types of situations. “Let’s step back and talk in a civil manner.” Ui reasoned.
Both Poison Yami and Jun muttered a begrudging agreement, more akin to a grunt than a proper acceptance of the terms.
“Shake on it.”
The two girls looked at Ui as if she just forced them to forcefully swallow their own dirty socks. But Ui’s previous imposing aura left very little room to argue. The two halfheartedly shook hands, whilst throwing the dirtiest looks each could muster. Ui beamed brightly.
“Now. Let’s start over. You’ve introduced yourself, Poison-chan, so let us return the gesture in good manner. Hirasawa Ui, very nice to meet you.”
Poison Yami cleared her throat, relaxing her expression to a more neutral state. “Likewise.”
Ui turned towards Azusa, and Azusa realized she was yet to introduce herself. “Nakano Azusa.”
Poison Yami’s expression shifted into one of curious interest. Azusa can’t help but wonder about what’s going on behind that look.
“Nakano Azusa, I see. Is that the name you prefer to be referred to, Ohtsuki-san?”
“O-oht-suki.. I’m sorry, I don't follow-”
“So the rumors are true then! SIDEROS does go to this school!”
Azusa’s eyes widened at that. Wait, this girl thinks she’s Ohtsuki-san? How? Why?
“Who’s Ohtsuki-san?” Jun said.
“So you don’t even know about your friend’s double life as the vocalist of SIDEROS? You’re even more irrelevant than I thought!” Poison Yami piped up.
“What?!” Jun said, too confused to even be insulted at the comment.
“I thought that Yui was the name that you go by, but I see that the Nodoka girl must’ve tried to throw me off my track. You’re actually this “Nakano Azusa!”.
“I think there’s some sort of misunderstanding here..” Ui attempts to mediate.
“You think I’m Ohtsuki Yoyoko of SIDEROS?”
“Of course, your lack of brown hair won’t fool me, Ohtsuki-san!” Poison Yami proclaimed proudly. “Your twin tails and garnet eyes, your playing just now, and the absolute confidence with that guitar!” Azusa immediately looked down at the guitar dangling uselessly on her body.
“There’s definitely a misunderstanding here..” Azusa said.
“Nonsense! You don’t need to hide your identity from me, Ohtsuki-san. This is why I came here in the first place, to investigate the rumor of the sightings of SIDEROS members at this very school!” Poison Yami stepped back, gesturing to the room by opening her arms wide.
Rumor of sightings… Azusa felt a bead of sweat forming on her temple. Despite the band’s efforts, their disguise at the cultural festival seems to have not worked as well as they hoped. The feeling of pity formed within Azusa at the memory of the band sweating profusely under their comically overdressed get-up, only to still be recognized by stray fans. That feeling of pity however, was quickly subsided by the shock of being mistaken for Yoyoko. Azusa has heard Mugi make a throwaway comment about the superficial similarities between the two, especially the twintails, but she never expected for that to be taken as extreme as this.
“Okay, let’s back up a bit-” Azusa glanced at Ui, the only other person in the room who would understand the gravity of this error. Poison Yami still looked expectantly at Azusa, while Jun was left trying to figure out what was happening on her own.
Yoyoko definitely wouldn’t want Azusa to just spill the beans about her identity to a stranger, but she needs to correct this misunderstanding in some form, so what should she do? She casts a glance at Ui again, only to be met with a similarly unsure expression from the brunette.
“I am not Ohtsuki Yoyoko of SIDEROS. I know who she is, but you definitely got the wrong person here.” Azusa said.
“But you look just like her! Am I supposed to think that all those rumors were baseless? Some of them came from reliable whistleblowers!” Poison Yami stubbornly opposed.
“Well, you must for example, realize that our voices are different, right?”
Poison Yami gaped at the unexpected blow of logic. “I- well, you could just be alternating between voices! Lots of vocalists do that, yeah!”
Azusa winced. What else can she say to prove to this girl that she’s not Yoyoko?
“Well, we can provide evidence that she is not her.” Ui suggested.
“Like what? She could just lie if I ask her to answer questions only Ohtsuki Yoyoko would know the answer to!”
Azusa tried to think of any way to convince this girl that she was not her temporary mentor and unexpected friend. How was she- Azusa suddenly felt the cold base of her guitar pressing onto her body. That’s right. Her guitar.
“I can play something for you on my guitar. I might be able to lie to you with my words, but the way a musician plays is something much harder to fake. What do you say?”
Poison Yami seems to ponder this for a moment. “I suppose you’re right. Very well, then.”
Azusa steadied herself. The rest of the room stared at her expectantly.
“Well?” Poison Yami quirked an eyebrow.
“Um, guys- can you back up for me?” Azusa muttered quietly to the other two.
“E-eh? Well, I guess..” Jun said. “Why though?”
“I’m just not used to performing for an audience… on my own..” the confession unintentionally reminds her of a pink haired girl who used to stand on this exact same spot, proclaiming the same sentiment to her and her band.
“Ah.” Ui said in understanding, immediately moving to position behind Mugi’s keyboard.
“Ready when you are, Azusa-chan.” Ui said, tilting her head.
Jun shrugged, before picking up her own bass and moving next to Azusa and UI. Poison Yami seated herself on the bench opposite to them, waiting for the performance.
“Right. Let’s play the song we were practicing just now.”
“Fuwa-fuwa time?” Azusa nods. She began counting down in her head, the way Ritsu would usually do with her drumsticks, before playing the opening riff of the song.
Ui and Jun joined in, and the three began playing an improvised three man instrumental of Fuwa-Fuwa time. Without vocals, Ui’s keyboard had to step in as a replacement for the main melody of the song, whilst Azusa played the position of lead guitar, filling in for Yui’s usual spot.
The performance came with many imperfections resulted by this relegation of duties. Whilst Ui was a natural prodigy and in general a quick learner, it would be crass to suggest that her playing was in any way on par with Mugi’s. Jun was doing mostly fine, but Azusa could notice tiny blemishes and differences that Mio would never make in her playing that suggests that Jun was still unfamiliar with the song. Azusa could tell Jun was ad-libbing to make up for the part she’s having trouble with.
Azusa herself however, had run through the lead guitar part of Fuwa-Fuwa time quite often, given she had to re-teach Yui the song every couple of months due to her tendency of quickly forgetting things after learning something new. Whilst she particularly didn’t have any problems in playing the part properly, she had also added a bit of her own touch to the part that makes it distinct from Yui’s.
Azusa stopped the song right before the bridge to the final chorus. She steadied her breathing, looking up at Poison Yami, who’s been watching the performance intently. Her eyes were glowing with subdued excitement. Said girl looked down, seemingly in thought.
“That song just now… Fuwa-Fuwa time, was it?” Poison Yami eventually said.
“Err.. yeah.” Azusa answered.
Poison Yami took out her phone and quickly swiped and scrolled through it before showing it to Azusa, a clip of what seems to be a recording of HTT’s cultural festival performance playing on the screen. “Is this your band, then?”
“Yeah..” Azusa said, squinting her eyes to get a better look. She could barely make out her figure on the stage through the compressed footage of the recording. “I didn’t know someone uploaded a recording of our concert to the internet..”
“I see.” Poison Yami nodded sagely, putting her phone away. “Your playing, it’s definitely different from Ohtsuki-san. I suppose I have to accept that fact. You are clearly not her. Not even close. But you look so much alike, though…”
Azusa didn’t know if she should feel insulted or relieved at the comment. Poison Yami seems to have realized this from her expression, as she quickly stepped in to explain herself.
“I’m not necessarily trying to put you down! It’s a matter of objective fact. The way you and Ohtsuki-san play is different. It’s saying nothing of the quality of the performance itself. That being said, however-”
Azusa unknowingly waited for Poison Yami’s thoughts on her performance with bated breath. The purpose of the performance was only to verify her identity, but now she was curious about what Poison Yami had to say about it.
“Have you considered taking on music professionally, Nakano Azusa?”
“H-huh?” Out of everything she expected Poison Yami to say, that one she did not see coming. The comment flattered her though, and she could feel her face subtly getting warmer in response. “Well, um- I don’t know if I’m that good, personally-”
“I've been writing about new bands upcoming acts for a better part of 2 years now, and I’ve seen all types of people that try to be the next big thing. So hear me when I tell you that I can tell a potential talent when I see them, Azusa-san! The way you play… it struck all the right chords for me!” Poison Yami exclaimed.
“You were able to tell from one performance?” Jun said skeptically, which was promptly ignored by the shorter girl.
“I have some contacts in the industry, you know.” Poison Yami said, handing Azusa a business card. “If you’re interested in actually pursuing this seriously, I can make it happen.”
“This only says “I’m Poison Yami, 17 years old”. Wait, I thought you were 11?” Ui asked.
“No, flip the card!” Poison Yami quickly said. Azusa did as told, and was greeted with a list of various associates and affiliates.
“Oh, wow I-” Azusa sputtered, unable to process this offer. Jun looked over at the card herself, looking up the various associates jotted down on the card.
“Wow, they’re all like, legit.” Jun said, looking up from her phone to face her friends. “She’s actually -” Jun made a face before continuing the thought, “...a ”professional” writer.”
Jun showed her phone to her two friends so they were able to verify this revelation themself, Ui’s mouth forming an O as she read the screen.
“Azusa-chan, that’s amazing! You have a chance to be someone big here!” Ui said excitedly.
“R-right, yeah.” Azusa said, glancing at Poison Yami, who was observing her passionately. She looked down on the card in her hold again. “I-i have to wait on my senpais to tell them about this news though..”
“Ah, right!” Ui perks up. “Onee-chan would be so excited by this news! Your band is gonna go places, Azusa-chan!”
“Eh? Band? Who said anything about bands?”
Three pairs of heads turned quickly towards Poison Yami. Azusa’s brows furrowed.
“I’m offering this to Nakano Azusa. And only Nakano Azusa.” Poison Yami reiterates.
Silence followed that declaration. Azusa caught a small glimpse of Ui, her shoulder visibly slumping down at the statement. Jun was casting a scrutinizing glare towards the reporter.
“But Azusa is part of Ho-kago Tea Time.” Jun was again the first to recover. “Offering this to her and not her band is just.. It’s just wrong.”
Poison Yami sighed. “I’ve seen clips of your band performing at your cultural festival, Nakano-san. From what I can tell, they’re very run of the mill for highschool bands. I was unable to see how good you are on a personal level from those clips alone, but now that I’ve heard you on your own, It’s clear that you were a diamond in the rough!”
“D-diamond in the rough?”
“Yes! Oh my god!” Poison Yami stood up, pacing in circles in front of the girls. “Have you heard all these newcomers trying to make it in the scene? A fan of SIDEROS would definitely be keeping track, of course. So you must also hear it! They’re just not it! There’s not been any other SIDEROS or Kemonoria in so long now. They’re either all chasing a fad, don’t have a lasting presence, or just straight up bad.”
“H-hold it! How come this sort of leniency was only given to Azusa? For all you know, the rest of the band could also be really good on their own! You’ve only heard snippets from an amateur recording, after all!” Ui attempts to reason. Azusa wondered if half of it was said in defense of her sister.
Poison Yami casts an annoyed look at Ui. “There were obvious glaring flaws in their performance that I can spot from those clips alone. The lead vocalist’s voice was grating, and she was making very sloppy and easily avoidable mistakes with her playing. That might be tolerable in a highschool setting, but not anywhere else. The drummer was rushing, and let’s be honest, who would notice if the keyboard was missing from the lineup? She was no standout, contributing very little to these songs outside of the one about rice.” Poison Yami shook her head, “All of these factors contribute to the lack of unity in the band, bringing down everyone within it. Ha, to think I only came here to write some tabloid gossip about SIDEROS sightings, and struck gold instead! Maybe that Stray Beat would offer me a cushy job if I were to bring back a fresh new talent for them!”
Azusa could only stare dumbfounded. The immediate one two of praise for her playing followed immediately by harsh takedown of her band was such a gut punch it left her stunned, unable to react properly due to the many conflicting feelings brewing up within her.
“I’m telling you now, Nakano-san. Your band is only holding you back.”
“Holding me back..?” The comment felt like a straight jab onto Azusa’s heart. Why? Wasn’t she the one who’s been telling off her senpais to stop slacking around to take the band seriously? Poison Yami is bringing up and validating every concern Azusa ever had about the band. She should be happy that someone is finally of the same mind, right?
“That Nodoka girl also mentioned that the Yui girl was in her third year..” Poison Yami’s musing brought Azusa back to earth. “Are you all graduating soon? This’ll be a perfect time to disband, then. Do you know how hard it is to keep in contact with all these guys when they’re all out in college? It’s miserable. Scheduling becomes a nightmare especially if you’re in different majors, or worse, universities. They’ll all soon forget about this band when they graduate, trust me. Better to cut your losses now, Nakano-san.”
That’s right. Soon they’d all leave her. Soon, she’ll be on her own. So what’s wrong with taking the offer? She’s the one who wanted to finally be more independent now that her senpais are graduating. Why not just, separate from them entirely? Soon they’ll all forget about her anyway, right? Mio, Ritsu, Mugi, all of them would soon forget about her. Yui too, she-
No. Azusa shook her head. Never in a million years would Azusa be able to imagine Yui forgetting about her or tossing her aside, just the mere thought somehow feels genuinely infuriating to her for some reason. Her senpais has shown time and time again how much they care for her, yet her fears keep making her think otherwise.
Azusa glanced briefly at her two friends, eyeing her with worry clearly expressed on their faces. Poison Yami meanwhile, was still waiting expectantly for an answer.
Azusa sighed. “I’m afraid I’m gonna have to refuse, Poison-chan. I’ve pondered the matter myself a tremendous amount of time, and I’ve always come to the same conclusion at the end. I am a part of Ho-kago Tea Time and the keionbu, and I always will be. If I’m gonna make music, then it’s gonna be with them.”
Poison Yami looked at Azusa like she just refused a one million yen check. Maybe in some sense, she was. But Azusa was set on her decision.
“Are you sure? Think about this more! This is a huge opportunity! I understand that you might have some emotional attachment to your band, but it’s totally normal for bands to change lineups in the industry, it even happened to SIDEROS. You gotta think long term here, Nakano-san.”
Azusa remains ambivalent to the plea, shaking her head. “Sorry.”
Poison Yami looked flustered now. “Really! This is such a short sighted way of looking at the opportunity, Nakano-san! You, you-”
Poison Yami quickly swallowed back her retort, hastily stepping back. Azusa turned to find Ui stepping forward, her previous imposing aura returning. Despite this deadly aura coming off of her, Ui sports a sweet smile on her face, masking the suffocating feeling she’s trying to levy upon the journalist.
“I believe Azusa-chan has made herself very clear, Poison-chan. Please try and respect her decision.” Ui said, a perfect smile still formed on her face. “And this is not wholly related, but I really do not appreciate it when someone slanders my sister and friends in front of my face. Please kindly refrain from doing such in the future.”
“S-sister?” Poison Yami stammered out.
As Ui continued her best effort to try and stifle Poison Yami with her mind, the door to the club room opened, revealing Nodoka, accompanied by the school’s security guard.
“Poison-chan. Have you finished your interview yet?” The student council president asked kindly, wholly unaware of the ongoing tension in the room.
“I-”
“I’m afraid you’re gonna have to wrap it up for today, Poison-chan. Your parents must be worried sick about you. This kind man will help you find your parents or guardian.” Nodoka said, gesturing to the security guard, standing behind her like a trained retainer dog, looking down at the girl impassively.
“R-right-” The presence of the security guard seems to have thrown off Poison Yami, despite the lack of threat imposed in Nodoka’s tone. “I-i’ll be with you in a moment, Nodoka-nee-san.”
Nodoka smiled, closing the door to wait by the exit.
“Well, I see that you are really set on not accepting my offer, Nakano-san." Poison Yami addressed Azusa. "I have to say that I’m disappointed at the lack of foresight and your refusal to look at the bigger picture here.”
“My reasoning doesn’t have to make sense to you. I don’t need to justify my feelings about my band to anyone.” Azusa flatly replied.
Azusa observed as Poison Yami looked at her as if she just slapped her on the face. “Maybe I was too quick to favor you. Truth to be told, my judgment of you was made solely because your playing was reminiscent of someone much more skilled than you are. I suppose it was dumb to project her onto you, when the both of you couldn’t be any more different.”
“You’re still on about that? I told you I’m not Ohtsuki Yoyoko.”
“I’m not talking about Ohtsuki-san. I already told you your playing is different to hers. But your playing does remind me a lot of guitarhero. Ring a bell?” Poison Yami said in a mocking tone.
Azusa felt infuriated at this tone, immediately jumping to retort back.
“Of course I know who Hitori-chan is! I watched her videos all the time! And yeah, I’ve integrated some of the way she plays to my own playing, because she’s an inspiration to me!” Azusa snapped.
Poison Yami’s eyes widened. It took Azusa a couple of seconds to realize what she had just done.
“Hitori-chan?”
“A-ah, you didn’t-”
“Poison-chan! Are you still not done?” Nodoka called from the outside.
Poison Yami turned at the door, before glancing back at Azusa. “Hitori-chan, huh? Interesting. Perhaps this day wasn’t for nothing after all.”
Poison Yami looked like she wanted to uncover more about this slip up, but Ui’s death glare at her prevents her from doing so. She walked past the three girls to the exit, opening the door to be join Nodoka and the security guard. The three girls listened as three pairs of footsteps climbed down the stairs, growing more and more distant until it was inaudible.
“Are you okay, Azusa-chan?” Ui was the first to speak, putting a reassuring hand on Azusa’s shoulder.
“Y-yeah, I’m fine.”
“Are you thinking about what she said to you about the band?”
Azusa didn’t respond, but the silence was taken as confirmation by Ui. The two fell into awkward silence.
“Well personally, I think that was a lot of bull.” Jun said. Azusa and Ui turned towards her. “I don’t think HTT is bad at all! Sure, there's something you guys could improve on, but the five of you are a team! I could never in my head imagine any of you leaving the other behind.”
“Yeah, don’t think too much of what she said, Azusa-chan. You obviously knew it’s not true, right?” Ui supplied.
“She’s not entirely wrong. Once they graduate, it’s probably gonna be hard for us to keep in touch for a while, at least until we also graduate.” Azusa said.
Azusa could see Ui and Jun trading worried glances, so she continued before causing them more unnecessary worries.
“I know what she said about them forgetting me was not true, though. You’re right Jun, I can’t imagine them leaving me and tossing me aside as well. The only reason they’re doing it is- well, they can’t exactly just wait around a year til I can go to college with them, can they?”
“Yeah! And you know what? I think she’s not even that trustworthy either! She could’ve just faked all those affiliates she had on that dinky card! Who would be able to have so many connections like that at 10 years old?” Jun added.
Azusa couldn’t help but muster out a smile. “Thanks guys, I won’t let it get to me, I promise.”
“What about that bit about Ohtsuki Yoyoko and guitarhero though? You two obviously knew about it right? I feel like I’m so out of the loop here!” Jun pouts.
Ui giggled. “It’s a long story Jun-chan. We’ll tell you about it later.”
“Alright.. For now, let’s just forget any of that ever happens! In fact, let’s just resume our practice from earlier as if it never happened!” Jun suggested.
“Alright then.” Azusa said, realizing that they were all still standing in place with their instruments. “You two ready?”
The two nods. Azusa began counting down internally, and the band began replaying the three man instrumental of Fuwa-Fuwa time. Azusa noted the mistakes and imperfections as they played, but it doesn’t bother her as much anymore, knowing they’ll have plenty of time to correct that before the freshman concert.
“How was that?” Jun said, as they wrapped up the song.
“I still think we can play it better.” Azusa comments.
Ui glanced out the windows at the afternoon sky painted orange. “It’s getting pretty late, though. I might need to wrap it up soon so I can prepare dinner for onee-chan.”
“Isn’t she still at Sawako-sensei’s place?” Jun asked.
“Well, it is getting pretty late..” Azusa said, looking out the window herself.
“We can keep going! We’ve just practiced one song, We’ve got another one to play at the freshman’s concert right?” Jun said.
Azusa turned towards Ui, who just smiled placatingly. “It’s fun helping out, so I really don’t mind, Azusa-chan. I’ll tell onee-chan to just reheat yesterday’s leftovers if I don’t make it home in time.”
“Really?” Azusa asked again to reaffirm, before she heard some noises coming from the outside. Her two other friend’s noticed this reaction, and were looking at her questioningly.
“Is that her coming back?” Azusa muttered, moving towards the door and opening it, only to be greeted by the shocked expression of her airheaded senior.
“Yui-senpai?”
“A-ah!” Yui sputtered.
“Azusa-chan! Are you alright?” Azusa looked over to the flight of stairs, where the rest of her senpais stood.
“We saw someone being carried off from the club by Nodoka and a security guard! Did something happen?” Ritsu exclaimed.
“I should’ve acted upon that gut feeling..” Mugi muttered.
“O-oh, we’re fine, senpai. We’ve taken care of her.”
“Did that girl give you any trouble? Mugi-chan told us that she might be evil!” Yui chirped, looking at Azusa in what she could only discern as her senpai’s attempt at a serious look. Azusa can’t help but feel her lips slightly curving up at the adorable sight.
Adorable? That’s a weird adjective to use to describe what she felt.
“She didn’t say evil, Yui. She said ill-intentioned.” Mio corrected.
“Eh, what’s the difference?” Yui said, gaping cluelessly.
Azusa shook her head. “Nothing bad happened, senpai.”
“Oh, I see.” Yui said. “In that case-”
“R-run!”
“What?!”
Azusa watched as Yui hurriedly skipped down the flight of stairs to where the rest of her senpais were, also moving quickly to flee the scene.
“S-senpai, wait!”
“Good luck with the freshman concert, Nakano!” Ritsu bellowed.
The seniors left one by one, running down the stairs. Yui was the last to leave, and for a brief moment, both their eyes met. The older girl regarded her warmly, giving her a toothy smile and a peace sign before she disappeared with the rest of the band.
Azusa stood silently, staring at where her senpai stood just mere moments ago, their excited expression still etched on her mind, Ritsu’s wish of luck echoing along the recollection. Her thoughts soon turned to Yui’s smile, and the genuine affection she felt at the display. That single smile, somehow it felt much more meaningful than it really should be. Warm like a comforting blanket, trying to reassure her that everything was gonna be fine.
Smiling to herself, she began playing the opening riff to Fuwa-Fuwa time as she imagined where her senpais were probably now, running across the school hallways. Leaving behind happiness and joy in their trail like they always do, just like how they have always made her feel.
-
Aiko sat down behind her table, once again being faced by that damned laptop, silently mocking her for all the time she had wasted during that entire day.
All that effort and for what? She was quickly escorted out of the school once her identity was exposed, (the confession was forcibly interrogated out of her by the scary security guard) meaning that she basically obtained zero new information on those rumored SIDEROS sightings. She sighed hopelessly, realizing that she had come full circle, back to where she had started.
She didn’t exactly return empty handed mind you, as she had gotten some information regarding the band Ho-Kago Tea Time. This information was no use to her however, as the band seemingly only ever had one performance outside of their school at some livehouse in Shimo-Kitazawa, totally irrelevant in the grand scheme of things. She did obtain new insight on why new promising talents were few and far between however. It’s because they’re been gaslighted into staying in their shitty bands where their talents rot away in obscurity! Despite everything that had unraveled, Aiko still felt that it was a huge shame for Nakano Azusa to turn down her offer.
Aiko sighed. This can’t happen again. Next promising talent she scouts out, she’ll write an article on them, and she’ll bring them to a label immediately to finally secure another job better than this freelancing gig, as their agent. And she already has her sights on her next target. It might not seem like much, but it’s a good start as any. She’ll finally have that interview, and after that, she’ll turn that girl into a massive star, it’ll boost up her writing for sure. Aiko stares resolutely at her laptop, as she begins typing away.
“Hitori-chan, guitarhero. I’ve got my sights set on you.”
Notes:
this chapter transformed a lot during its conception. there were two other drafts of chapter 14 with totally different plots then the one you've just read, the first focusing on the aftermath of the concert where Hitori had to go to Mugi's music store to get a replacement guitar, and the second draft being another SIDEROS focused chapter (this draft might not exactly be scrapped, but moved further down the line, we'll see) while i did really like both of these, there were just tiny inconsistencies regarding the timeline of events that would mess the story up, and in general i felt like there needed to be a break with slower chapter where not much is happening after 4 chapters back to back following 9 different girls doing their own thing all at once, so i settled with this third and final draft. on top of that, this chapter serves as a way of integrating poison yami both to the story and the universe. needless to say however, that poison yami part at the beginning about coming up with topic to write about being the hardest part didnt exactly came outta nowhere.
on the topic of timelines and inconsistencies however, i must admit that this fic was originally intended as a oneshot, so i didn't exactly futureproof it for potential stories down the line. id rather it didnt really come to this, but i had to retroactively edit some past chapters just slightly to fit with the story that will be told moving forward. none of the changes are major, most of it only boiling down to changes of mention about character's ages to be a bit more vague. the changes were:
making nijika, ryo, and yoyoko be the same age as Azusa, therefore making them younger than most of the HTT girls. (in a way i think this fits, since HTT are technically seniors to the BtR cast by more or less a decade)
making hitori and kita be a year younger than Azusa (the only major implication is that kessoku band is formed earlier than it did in the anime, when hitori and kita is still in middle school, due to the events of chapter 2 happening in december)
(EDIT: another major oversight on my part is how kita would return to the band if this was the case, so for the sake of this premise just imagine that in this specific au, both her hitori also go to the same middle school and joined kessoku band at the tail end of it. im iffy on it too, but i much prefer that then making any more changes atp)
hopefully this should be the one and only retcon i have to do, and hopefully it doesnt ruin anyone's reading experience.
last thing- totally not related to the fic, but the first sentence of this fic is the title of (imo) one of the best k-on fanfictions of all time. check it out if you have the time.
Chapter 15: Come with me, hitoribocchi!!
Summary:
Kita's streak of suspicious behaviors leads Nijika and Ryo to step in to investigate.
Chapter Text
Nijika was greeted to her shift at STARRY with the sight of her bassist poking a stick at her semi conscious guitarist, who was muttering to herself inside a trash can.
“Oh you’re here.” Seika said, looking up briefly from watching the scene to acknowledge her presence.
“What is it this time?” Nijika asked, not even phased at this point.
“She’s muttering something about losing 200.000 yen. I don’t know what that’s all about. I don’t think that amount adds up to what I've been paying you guys.” She said, before returning her attention to her work.
“Eh?!”
“Nijika, I wanted the new gear… so I spent it all…” Hitori said miserably from the trash can.
“You idiot!” Nijika said, clutching her head.
Right after Hitori had broken her father’s guitar at their festival performance, she had gone to buy a replacement in Mugi’s music store, the heiress pulling some strings to give her a “friend’s discount”. Hitori soon posted about the purchase on a twixer account Nijika had created for her, and the rush of dopamine she received over the engagement on her post seemingly pushed her towards many more impulsive purchases to post on her twixer over the span of the next few days, much to Nijika’s dismay.
“Hey, don’t know what this is all about, but splurging all our money on new gear is awesome. I do it all the time.” Ryo interjected.
“Yeah, and that’s the reason why you’ve resorted to a strict weed-diet.” Nijika deadpans.
“I could spare the optional nutrition for new gear any day of the week.” Ryo said, before coughing out grass.
Nijika pulled up her phone to look at her twixer. “Well, at least you have 1000 followers on your guitarhero twixer now.” Nijika said to Hitori quietly as Ryo stood up to grab a glass of water.
“Those are just the people from my Oh!tube that found my twixer.” Hitori said defeatedly.
“Ah, well.. at least you’re getting a lot of likes and comments?” Nijika said, looking over the many comments on her screen, most of them just befuddlement from Hitori’s audience over why someone needs so much effect pedals.
“Oh, by the way. I saw something peculiar on my twixer this morning.” Ryo said as she sipped on her glass of water.
“What did you see?”
“Here.” Ryo said, showing her phone to Nijika and Hitori. A video of their cultural festival played, specifically the moment of the failed stage dive.
“They posted it on twixer?!” Hitori asked in horror.
“At least they censored your face…” Nijika muttered.
“We’re famous now.” Ryo smirked.
Nijika worriedly glanced at Hitori, a dark look hung over her face as she hugged her knees. She quickly comforted her friend. “It’s alright, Bocchi–chan! They’ll forget about it in a few days, haha! Don’t let it get to you!”
Hitori looked up in response, a look of utter defeat displayed on her face. Quietly, she muttered to Nijika,
“The stage dive got more likes than me…”
“That’s what you’re worried about? You know that was also you, right?”
“And now I’ve wasted my entire life savings for an hour of fleeting pleasure.. Now I still have to go to work.” Hitori laid flatly on her back.
“Were you thinking of quitting?” Seika raised an eyebrow.
“Let’s talk about something else!” Nijika tried shifting the topic. “Onee-chan, I assume it’s pretty much confirmed that we’ll get that spot for a performance next week?”
“Well, sure. I got a couple of slots empty anyway. November’s not exactly a particularly exciting month, not many people perform here this time of year.”
PA-san, who had been sitting quietly next to the manager the whole time, chuckled. “She actually reserved a spot for you guys, "just in case," she said.” She whispered aloud for Seika to still hear.
“Aww, onee-chan!”
Seika threw a dirty look at her particularly troublesome employee. “Doesn’t mean I’m giving you more leeway than that. You still need to bring in your quota.”
“Hai..” Nijika said flatly, getting tired of her sister’s unwillingness to be more open about her actual feelings.
“Everyone!” a voice appeared from the entrance of the livehouse. A girl descended quickly down the steps, breathing frantically as she held out her phone. “This is bad, someone-”
“-uploaded the stage dive online and it went viral.” Ryo finished for Kita, the blunette watching as the redhead measured her breathing. “Yeah. We’ve seen.”
Nijika facepalmed. Just as she was trying to move the conversation away. From the corner of her eyes, she can see Hitori slightly jitter.
“Oh.” Kita huffed. “Are you, alright, Hitori-chan?” Kita asked, turning her attention to the guitarist on the ground.
“She’s… still processing the news.” Nijika spoke for her friend, the latter seemingly retreating into a catatonic state.
“I think we should be the one asking you instead, Ikuyo.” Ryo butted in.
“Eh?”
“Did you run to get here? You’re all out of breath.”
“Oh.” Kita straightened her posture. “I’m fine, senpai. I had a- run in with some friends on the way here, and that's when I saw the video.”
“Is that so?” Ryo raised an eyebrow.
Kita nodded hastily. “Yeah. Can I get a glass of water? I really need it.” Kita said, as she moved to counter for some refreshments. Ryo pursed her lips as she watched Kita walking by the counter, searching through the shelves for an empty cup.
“What’s on your mind, Ryo?” Nijika asked, noticing her friend’s unease.
“Do you think Ikuyo’s hiding something?”
“Eh? What makes you say that?”
“She’s just been acting a bit off since the festival.”
“You sure it’s not about..” Nijika let her words hang, glancing at Bocchi to fill in the gaps in her sentence. Ryo followed her gaze and shook her head.
“Nah. Don’t think it has anything to do with that. Well, maybe not. I don’t know. But something’s definitely goin’ on.”
“Should we be worried about this?”
Ryo shrugged. “I don’t know.”
Nijika furrowed her brows. “Then why bring it up?”
“Just wanted you to know I can be observant too.” Ryo smirked.
Nijika rolled her eyes. Now that this has been brought up to her attention, it looks like she’s gonna have her hands full watching over two guitarists instead of one.
After the girls were done preparing the venue, Seika opened the place for business. Customers flooded in and the girls busied themselves with tending to them, along with bands that were performing that night. Near the end of the shift, Seika walked out of her office to the bar, which was currently manned by Nijika and Kita.
“You guys can wrap up for the night. That’s the last band for today.” Seika addressed her part timers as the band on stage closed up their performance.
“Hai!” Nijika nods.
“Haaah. I’m so exhausted…” Kita muttered.
“Really?” Nijika looked over at the small crowd by the stage. “Tonight’s been kind of a slow night.”
“Yeah, well. It’s just the other things I've been doing today.” Kita yawned. “Going to work right after that really drained me.”
“What were you doing? Extracurricular stuff at school?” Nijika tilted her head.
“Mmmm. You could say that.” Kita vaguely answered. Nijika narrowed her eyes.
“A-ah, Nijika-san- can I have the key to the storage r-room?” Nijika turned to find Hitori meekly approaching her.
“Oh, right!” Nijika perked up, reaching into her pockets and handing her the key. “Here you go, Bocchi-chan.”
As Hitori retrieved the key and retreated back to the storage room, Nijika notes that Kita’s eyes were lingering on their common friend.
“It’s rude to stare, you know.” Nijika teased, and she was glad that this had the intended effect on Kita, the girl sputtering like a wet fish pulled out of water. Nijika chuckled.
“S-senpai!” Kita said, red all over.
“I can’t resist, Kita-chan. Your reactions are priceless.”
“Mou, you did this at the festival too.” Kita pouts. “And also right in front of her.”
“Hey, come on. I meant nothing by it. You know that, right?” Nijika said, still in teasing mode, but making sure the sincerity was still conveyed through her tone.
“Yeah, well- It’s good that she’s dense at least. I can’t believe i’m saying that but, yeah-”
“Oh, pot. You need to stop calling the kettle black.” Nijika smirked. “You know it also took you way too long to realize your feelings, right? Everyone else caught up to it before you two.”
“E-everyone?” Kita stammered.
“By that I mean me and Ryo.” Nijika quickly reaffirmed. This however, didn’t seem to calm Kita. The girl quickly puts her face in her hands.
“Even Ryo-senpai. It must’ve been so obvious, right?”
“Well, she wants people to know that she “can be observant too”. But I don’t think it’s anything to write home about in this specific case. You’re right. It is that obvious.”
Kita pouted, muttering Nijika and Ryo’s names along with half of the HTT members. Seems like the drummer and bassist wasn’t the only one to have figured it out. She sighed.
“Well. I’m just gonna take it slow now.” Kita said, looking distantly at the band on stage as they thanked their fans for coming. “Acting impulsively didn’t work with Mio-chan, you know that firsthand senpai.”
“Yeah, yeah I do.” Nijika nods.
“I think taking my time with Hitori-chan would be better.” Kita paused as she mused over her words. “She’s been working so hard for the festival. And I’m so proud of her for it, breaking out of her shell and trying out new things. She’s making huge steps for the better, wouldn’t you agree, senpai?” Kita turned towards Nijika, a fond smile on her face.
“Yeah. Of course.” Nijika answered instantly.
“Regardless of what kind it is, she deserves all the love for being such an awesome person.”
“Yeah. Yeah, you’re right.” Nijika could feel a smile of her own forming on her face.
“Which is why it made all the more sense, yes.”
“Huh? What was that last part?”
“What?”
“What made sense?”
“Did I say that? I don’t think I did.” Kita quickly stammered, turning her eyes away from Nijika. “A-ahaha, look at us talking the night away. We should be cleaning up like the manager said. Excuse me, senpai.”
Nijika was too slow to react, and Kita managed to flee their little interaction. She looked down on the counter.
Nijika hates to say it, but Ryo might have a point.
-
“More tea, Mugi-chan!”
“But of course. Please wait a moment, Yui-chan.” Mugi smiled, standing up to refill her kettle. “And what about you, Ricchan? More tea to help you in your studies?”
Ritsu opened her mouth to answer, but Mio beat her to it.
“Ritsu won’t be having any treats before she finishes these mock exams, but thank you for the offer, Mugi.”
“Hey!” Ritsu exclaimed indignantly. “Since when did you speak for me? I’m not your property!”
Mio cleared her throat, and Ritsu could’ve sworn she spotted a tinge of pink on her cheeks as she looked back down at the opened books on the table. “Phrasing, Ritsu.” Mio quietly muttered.
“What?”
“You’re really drilling all these questions onto her, huh, Mio-senpai?” Azusa said, looking over all the opened textbooks on the table.
Mio looked up and smiled at her kouhai. “Merely wants the best for her.”
“It’s not fair.” Ritsu pouts. “Yui gets to goof off. Why am I stuck with doing all these mock exams?”
“Mind you, Yui did exceptionally better than you on the last mock exam.” Mio patiently said. “I’m just trying to help you, Ritsu.”
“Can we at least take a break?” Ritsu pleaded. “Five minutes, that’s all I’m asking!”
Mio took one glance at the drummer’s puppy eyes and relented. “Okay. Five minutes. After that, it’s back to studying.”
“Yaay! I love you, Mio.” Ritsu exclaimed, reaching for one of the pastries on the table, wholly unaware of the bassist’s flustered reaction at her words.
“You spoil her too much, Mio-san.” A new voice said.
“AAAAH!” Ritsu shrieked. “When did you get in here?”
Despite having Sawako as their advisor for 3 years now, Ritsu still hasn't gotten used to their teacher’s peculiar ability to suddenly appear in their clubroom unnoticed.
“Why, I’ve been here the whole time. You just had your nose buried in that book so you didn’t notice.” Sawako said, gently sipping on her own cup of tea.
“No you weren’t! No she wasn’t, right, Yui?”
“Huh? Oh, hi Sawa-chan. When did you get in here? What were you saying, Ricchan?”
“See?”
“I’m gonna miss this tea when you graduate, Mugi.” Sawako said as she blissfully took another sip of her tea, to which Mugi beamed brightly.
“That's the only thing you’ll remember us for?” Ritsu deadpans.
“Of course not. For one, Azusa would still be here! That’ll serve as a good reminder.” Azusa hummed in response. “I hope you’ll be able to continue this club in their absence, Azusa. I’d really hate for this club to be disbanded again, as a light music club alumni myself.” Sawako said.
“You don’t need to worry about that, Sawa-chan! I have full confidence in Azusa as the next buchou! She’ll find some members to keep the club going!” Ritsu proudly exclaimed, patting a blushing Azusa on her shoulder.
“She’ll be a better buchou than you, definitely.” Sawako said absentmindedly. Ritsu pouts. “I really don’t want to write down the light music club under the list of benched clubs next year. That spot should solely be reserved for Mio’s little fanclub.”
Mio shuddered at the mention of her fanclub. “I guess there’s also the concerts. Despite your lyrics, I do think you guys are a great band, and you always manage to make your performance memorable, in one way or another.” Sawako said, taking another sip. Mio doubly shuddered.
“I concur. Our concerts have always been a blast!” Mugi said.
“Hai, hai! It’s so good that even Hitori asked me for some pointers for her own first cultural festival concert!” Ritsu bragged.
“We saw how that turned out.” Mio muttered.
“Oh? How did it turn out?”
“Eh? You didn’t know, Sawa-chan?” Yui said, looking up from demolishing her fifth serving of cake.
“No, I had other matters to attend to on the day of the festival, sadly. And Seika and Hiroi were very tight lipped about what happened. I wonder why.”
The five members of the light music club share glances, unsure on the least humiliating way to inform Sawako on what had happened at that festival.
“Actually…” everyone turned towards Azusa, “I think this video sums it up well..” Azusa shyly said as she pulled out her phone.
Sawako watched with the other girls the video of Hitori’s spectacular bottleneck solo, followed immediately by-
“Ouch.” Sawako winced. “That doesn’t look pretty.”
“Yeah.” Ritsu tried hard to hold back her laughter, helped by Mio whacking her on her head to shut her up.
“You recorded the performance, Azusa-chan?” Mugi asked the junior.
“No. Someone else recorded it and uploaded the footage to social media. It’s- actually trending right now.”
“Oh, geez.”
“Poor Hitori-chan!” Yui piped.
“Well, at least they censored her face.” Ritsu said, still reeling from Mio’s assault on her.
“But yeah. People are quick to record stuff on their phone and upload it to the internet nowadays. Found out the hard way a couple days ago.” Azusa muttered darkly.
“Who knows, maybe this’ll be good for their band.” Sawako shrugged, “I know some of my crazy stunts with Death devils resulted in a bunch of articles written about us in some low brow magazines back in the day.” Ritsu noticed Azusa stiffened a bit at that, but no one else seems to notice. “But that explains why Seika didn’t want to talk about it.”
“Okay, that’s five minutes, Ritsu.” Mio suddenly said, breaking the drummer out of her stupor.
“What? I didn’t even get to finish my tea yet!” Ritsu protested.
“That was our deal, come on. I really don’t want you failing this exam, Ritsu. I really don’t want to go to college without you.”
“Oh. O-okay.” Ritsu said in an uncharacteristic shyness. Everytime Mio mentioned the prospect of going to college without her, it always made her feel some type of way she wasn’t sure how to describe.
“You kids these days have it too easy.” Sawako grumbled as she watched the little back and forth between the two.
“Eh? What was that, Sawa-chan?”
“Azusa!” A shout accompanied with the sound of the door to the light music club slamming open caught everyone’s attention. Yui accidentally splattered her face with the cake she was eating.
“Jun! What was that? You’re giving me a heart attack!” Azusa said, clutching her chest as she watched her fuzzy haired friend approaching her, Ui trailing not far behind, a weary smile on her face.
“Jun has something to tell you, Azusa-chan.” Ui said calmly. Jun nods enthusiastically.
“You’re gonna love it!!” Jun said, grabbing hold of Azusa’s shoulders.
“Oh, but I’m in the middle of-” Azusa said, glancing at her seniors and Sawako, who paused their studying and eating to watch the commotion. “-I guess we weren't really doing anything.”
“As expected of the light music club!” Jun grinned. Azusa frowned, seemingly taking it more as an insult than whatever it was Jun intended with that comment.
“Yeah, you better get used to this kind of life, cause this what’ll await you when you join next year, kid!” Ritsu chimed in, which caused Azusa’s frown to deepen.
“Noted, senpai!” Jun saluted.
“Ah, Jun. Do you mind taking this outside? We are actually in the middle of studying for our entrance exams.” Mio politely interjected. Jun gasped, shuffling guiltily despite Mio’s lack of bite in her confrontation.
“Sorry, Mio-senpai! In that case, do you mind if I borrow Azusa for a bit?”
“Sure, just remember to give her lots of headpats.” Yui chimed in, face still covered with cream.
“Since when did you speak for me? I’m not your property! W-wait-” Sawako grumbled something about “kids having it too easy” again from across the table.
“Will remember!” Jun grinned, before pulling Azusa towards the door. “Come now, Azusa!”
Ui bowed politely, attempting to apologize for her friend’s lack of etiquette. “Onee-chan, you have something on your face.” Ui said, as she turned to follow Jun and Azusa outside.
“Eh, where?” Yui said, grabbing onto every inch of her face before realizing that all of it was covered with cream.
“Let me help you, Yui-chan.” Mugi said airily, holding up a napkin to clean up Yui’s mess.
“That’s not something we should worry about, right?” Mio said, watching the door that her kouhais just walked out of mere seconds ago. Ritsu paused to think as she followed Mio’s gaze. Jun's eccentricity, Azusa’s tendencies to easily be pulled into doing something stupid (that she knows from experience), and UI’s placating aloofness…
“..Nah. She’ll be fine.” Ritsu said, shrugging it off.
-
“I’ve been listening to the Saudi EDM charts again, Nijika. I think I found a new muse. Expect a new composition by Monday.”
Nijika rolled her eyes. “Sure, Ryo. I’d prefer you just cut the made up stories and just tell me when you wanna write a song.” Nijika said as both of them continue their trek towards STARRY.
“Made-up? No, Nijika. You just don’t have it in your heart to believe.” Ryo said matter of factly.
“You’re as bad as Bocchi sometimes.” Nijika said absentmindedly.
“Hm? Does Bocchi also have a track record of lying and making up stories?”
Ryo notes how Nijika immediately looked alert, coughing and clearing her throat as she desperately tried to steer away from the topic. “W-well she sometimes comes up with really silly excuses about skipping work and- Hey! Did you just admit you’re lying just now?”
“Nope.” Ryo simply said. Nijika frowned. Teasing her friend was always really fun. Nijika spares her no more words after that, but Ryo did mentally note that Nijika seems to know something about Bocchi that she doesn’t. Put a pin to dig further into that later.
Interpersonal band drama? Her bread and butter. She knew it was the right call to start finally paying more attention to her surroundings. Imagine all the juicy gossip she would’ve missed out on otherwise. See? She can be observant too.
Once the two reached STARRY (“First one to arrive, like most days!”) They stored their belongings in the break room and returned to the main venue. Nijika clucked her tongue as she noticed some garbage cans scattered and toppled over.
“A stray cat might have wandered in.” She muttered to herself. “Onee-chan probably didn’t notice when she opened up the place.”
“Or maybe a really big rat.” Ryo suggested. Nijika shivered.
“Let’s hope it’s the former. I know that we cleaned this place up properly last night, and that includes putting these back in their proper place. There’s no way these trash cans toppled themselves over on their own.”
“Maybe there was a break in.”
“There are no break-ins, Ryo. Otherwise onee-chan would’ve alerted me about it.”
“Sure. A stray cat then. Less cool, but it works.” Ryo conceded. Nijika cast a look at her.
“Why do you sound almost disappointed it wasn’t a burglary?” Nijika shook her head.
Right at that moment, one of the trash cans shook. The two fell silent.
“Is that it?” Ryo whispered.
Nijika nods, beginning to take light steps towards the shaking trash can. Ryo followed closely behind, making sure to grab a broom as they approached. Both of them took a peek inside the trash can with bated breath and anticipation, before feeling the tension leaving their body completely as they saw what’s actually inside.
“Oh. Well we should’ve expected that. It’s a more likely scenario than the cat and rat after all.” Ryo said.
“Bocchi-chan, come on out! You had us worried a thief broke into this place!” Nijika called.
“A-ah, apologies.” Bocchi said, emerging from her trash can with her tangled up hair hanging in front of her face, giving her the appearance of a bubblegum flavored Sadako.
“Are you still hung up about yesterday?” Nijika asked, seemingly recalling Bocchi’s dumpster diving after finding out that the footage of her stage dive went viral a couple days ago.
“Mmm…no…” She whispered.
“Speak up, Bocchi.” Ryo said, closing the distance between the two of them. Bocchi sank back into the depths of the trash can in response.
“Mind the gap.” Nijika said, pushing Ryo’s face away from Bocchi’s. “What is it, Bocchi-chan?”
“Well.. um.. I-i- don’t know whether this is true or not… but I- I feel like I’m being watched.”
Ryo and Nijika tried to process the statement. “Watched?”
“Y-yeah..”
“As in, someone is following you?” Nijika asked.
“I-i think…”
Ryo trades glances with Nijika. “Where did you feel like you were being watched, Bocchi-chan?”
“A-almost everywhere! I-it’s weird! S-school, on the way to STARRY, on my way home..That’s why I immediately boarded the train here after s-school. It’s the only place I feel safe at this point…”
“When did you start noticing this?”
“Um.. a couple days ago..”
“I might have an idea on what’s going on.” Ryo suddenly said.
Nijika and Bocchi turned towards her. “You do?”
“Think of it. The timeline lines up. Your footage went viral a couple days ago. And you started feeling like you’re being watched right after that.”
Nijika gasped. “You’re saying she’s being recognized?”
“What? No. I’m saying that I think a journalist is stalking her.”
Silence followed that statement.
“What.” Nijika said flatly.
“I follow many music blogs and news sites. Trust me, they are insane when it comes to this stuff. They’ll do anything for a scoop or to dig up dirt on a musician. The viral footage must’ve been a catalyst for all this attention directed at Bocchi.” Ryo passionately delivered.
Bocchi sank back inside the trash can, while Nijika pondered Ryo’s explanation. “Your reasoning seemed sound, but I don’t think we can narrow it down to a journalist. It seems kind of reaching. I do agree that that footage must have something to do with this, It would make much sense.”
“Uuuu…”
“Have you talked about this with anyone else? A teacher or parent, maybe?” Nijika continued.
Hitori shook her head. “I-i’m not close with any of the teachers at my school, and I really don’t want to trouble my parents with this.. I tried talking to Kita-san, but she seems really preoccupied as of late.”
“Well, we can ask her later before practice. Maybe she’ll know something!” Nijika said.
“I still think it’s a journalist.” Ryo stubbornly said.
“Why do you want it to be a journalist so bad?” Nijika retorts.
“Come on, doesn’t it just sound more exciting? It could also potentially be big for kessoku band, having an article written about our guitarist.”
“N-no, thank you!” Hitori said, retreating back inside the trash can
“Look what you did to her.” Nijika sighed. “It’s not a journalist Bocchi-chan, please come out! We need to prepare the place for business.”
After more prodding, Nijika managed to drag Hitori out of the trashcan, and noticing the warning looks thrown at her, Ryo understood fully to not bring up the topic again for the sake of Hitori’s mental state. As they prepped their inventory, Nijika shifted the conversation towards their next upcoming live at STARRY, her new favorite tactic to distract Hitori.
“Isn’t it exciting? Another one right off the bat! I think we have more experience this time around as well, so we don’t have to worry about bombing like last time.”
“Mmm… yeah..” Hitori still seemed a bit out of it, but she was at least engaging in the conversation.
Ryo can’t help but take the opportunity to mess with her friend. “Just so you know, Bocchi. All the good times are over now.”
“E-eh?” Hitori quickly turned towards her. So did Nijika, with an unimpressed look on her face.
“We had our fun in your school’s culture festival. But it’s back to real man’s world now. If we blew this second live, we’ll be eaten alive by those fans you’ve gathered from your last show.” Ryo said.
“Be quiet for once in your life.” Nijika said, moving to whack Ryo on her head. “You don’t need to worry, Bocchi-chan. We’re nowhere near big enough to have to worry about stuff like that.”
“I-i do have those two fans…”
“They’ll still support you I’m sure, they seemed like really sweet people! They even went to our cultural festival, right?”
“Y-yeah..”
“See? Nothing to worry about! Just pray all our fans will be like that moving forth.”
“What if they aren’t tho- WAAAA-”
“Shut up if you know what’s good for you, you nuisance.” Nijika said, pinching and stretching Ryo’s cheek to shut her up.
“Pfft.” Ryo and Nijika turned towards Hitori, who was holding back laughter watching their antics. Both of them smiled. At least that finally got her mind off overthinking.
“Everyone!” The group's attention shifted to the newcomer. Kita descended the steps lightly, stopping right in front of the bar. “Sorry that I’m late!”
“It’s fine, Ikuyo. All of us just got here as well.” Ryo said.
“U-um, Kita-san… where have you been? You weren’t in your class when I went to look for you earlier…” Bocchi piped up.
“H-huh? Oh, sorry, Hitori-chan! I had something to take care of, so I immediately left after the bell. I should’ve told you beforehand.”
“You’ve been busy lately, huh?” Ryo questioned the redhead.
“Haha, yeah… what can I say? I got a lot of friends that needed my attention." Kita trailed off.
“No need to rub it in.” Hitori muttered quietly.
“Still busy with that extracurricular activity?” Nijika asked.
“H-huh? Oh, yeah. You can say that!” Kita answered instantly, though Ryo could tell that something was off in her tone. Nijika seems to have taken note of it as well, though she made no further comment on it.
“Well anyway, we actually wanted to ask you about something, Kita-chan.” Nijika prodded.
“Hm? What is it, Ijichi-senpai?”
“Well. Bocchi-chan here said that she felt like she's being watched lately.”
“E-eh?”
“Nijika thought you might know something about it.” Ryo supplied.
“You’re being stalked, Hitori-chan?” Kita gasped.
“I-i don’t know for sure!” Hitori jumped to answer. “I-it’s just a feeling.”
“Have you noticed anything odd lately perhaps, Kita-chan? You two go to the same school, after all. Maybe you’ve noticed something’s off when you’re with her there?"
For some reason, Kita seemed nervous at the question, avoiding eye contact as a small bead of sweat formed on her temple. “C-can’t say that I have, haha… We haven’t been spending much time together lately either way, so..”
“Y-yeah, I guess that’s true.” Hitori said, a small hint of sadness in her voice.
“A-anyway! I need to adjust my makeup. Getting here in such a rush must’ve messed up my foundation!” Kita said, quickly moving to the restrooms. The band watched as their lead vocalist disappeared behind the restroom’s doors.
“Sus.” Ryo muttered.
“Yeah, alright. That was weird. You might be right, maybe she's up to something.” Nijika nods.
“H-huh?” Hitori looked towards her two friends, confused.
“What is she hiding..?” Ryo contemplated, looking over towards Bocchi.
“I-it’s probably not even related!” Bocchi jumped to defend her friend at the implication Ryo was throwing. “M-maybe she actually just has some other stuff she’s handling without our knowledge!”
“Like what?”
Hitori paused. Ryo watched as she racked her brain for a suitable answer.
“M-maybe she got a girlfriend? She did write that song at the festival for someone..”
Ryo trades glances with Nijika for a long three seconds, before both of them shake their heads in sync. Ryo almost laughed while doing so.
“Nah.”
“Yeah, no.”
“H-huh? How can you be so sure?”
“Sweet summer child. There will come a time when you will become privy to our knowledge.” Ryo said to a confounded Bocchi.
“????”
“How did she say that- Like, she just said a bunch of question marks-”
“What if- Ikuyo is hiding that journalist!”
“Oh my god, you’re still on about that?”
“You’ll never know, right?” Ryo smiled smugly, which was only met with frustrated exhaustion and confusion from both Nijika and Hitori respectively.
-
With a loud clang of her cymbals, Nijika finishes their set for the day. Catching her breath, Hitori watches around the room to gauge everyone’s reaction.
“Well, how was that?” Nijika asked the room.
It took a bit for her friends to respond as they were catching their breath, but Ryo was the first to voice her thoughts like always.
“Could be worse.”
Nijika sighed. “Alright, what about you two?”
“I think that went pretty well!” Kita chirped.
“Y-yeah, what they said..” Bocchi finally said, just following what everyone else was saying.
“Alright. The live is in 2 days, I am confident we’ll be able to polish our performance with that amount of time!” Nijika tried to lift up the mood.
Ryo nods. “You two have really improved.” she said, addressing the two guitarists. “Your playing has been much more in sync as of late. I think the chemistry you two have built up carried over to your playing.”
“E-eh, really?” Kita blushed.
“T-that’s good, I suppose..”
“Mm-hmm! You two make the perfect pair!” Nijika said. Hitori sensed that she was saying that to Kita specifically. The latter only blushed in response, muttering something under her breath.
“Well, we got that aspect of the performance. Now onto other matters, quotas! I assume no one’s having any troubles?” Nijika was eyeing Hitori in particular.
“E-eh… N-no.. I actually got HTT to buy their tickets from me..”
“That’s so nice of them!” Kita said.
“Well, y-yeah. So I got that taken care of at least.”
“You two didn’t have any problems, I take?”
Ryo and Kita shook their heads. “Actually, I even got some extra people coming in as well!” Kita added.
“Oh, is that so? That’s great! Hopefully there won’t be any storms like last time, so we’ll be able to perform for a full house this time!”
Hitori hummed in agreement. She knew that Kita had many friends that quotas would never be a problem for her, but to think she’s bringing more people than required is something to be grateful for. Maybe if HTT weren't able to stick their necks out for future performances, Hitori could ask Kita for help with quotas.
“And quotas are taken care of!” Nijika said, crossing off an invisible checklist. “That should be all for today, then! Why don’t we all get something to eat? I think onee-chan said that she’ll be closing early tonight-”
“Actually, I might have to take a rain check on that, senpai. I have an appointment with one of my friends.” Kita interjects.
Nijika tilted her head, observing Kita for a short second. “That’s a shame. But I’m not gonna keep you.”
Kita beamed. Thank you, Ijichi-senpai!” she moved to pack up her stuff before walking to the door. She locked eyes with Hitori for a brief second, smiling as their eyes met.
“Well, I’ll see you guys tomorrow!”
Kita closed the door after her, and the room was blanketed in silence for a lingering moment, before Ryo spoke.
“Uh-huh. She’s definitely up to something.”
“I’m getting more suspicious by the minute. She was talking vaguely about something ”making sense” a couple days ago too.” Nijika replied.
“Hmm. Wonder what that's all about.”
“Uhh, guys..” Hitori decided to speak up. “Aren’t you looking a bit too into this?”
“Bocchi-chan, aren’t you curious? Kita-chan might have something to do with this!”
“Y-you mean that she’s stalking me? W-why would she do that? We already see each other everyday..”
Nijika did not have a proper response in mind for that “Well- I- Uhm-”
“Only one way to find out for sure.” Ryo butts in.
“Huh? What do you mean?”
“We tail her.”
“T-tailing Kita-san? Y-you want us to figure out who’s stalking me… b-by stalking Kita-san?”
Ryo did not have a proper response in mind for that. “Well- I- Uhm-”
“M-maybe there’s a third party involved?”
“Maybe.”
Whilst the two continue to ruminate, Hitori notices muffled buzzing inside her pockets. Taking her phone out, she looked at her screen and read the caller ID.
“I-it’s Mio-san.” Hitori stammered. Nijika and Ryo paused their argument in response.
“Oh? Why is she calling?”
The first thought that popped into Hitori’s mind was Mio canceling her purchase of their concert’s tickets. Hitori shuddered at the thought. Ryo, through some sixth sense she exclusively has to anything pertaining to money, seems to have read Bocchi’s mind and suggested her next course of action.
“No refunds, Bocchi. Just tell her that.”
Hitori gulped, picking up the call.
“M-moshi-moshi, Mio-san?”
There was no response on the other end. Rather, Hitori was simply greeted with white noise and a distant buzz of a conversation.
“What is it, Bocchi-chan?” Nijika said after a beat.
“I- there’s no one on the other end-”
Nijika only looked back with a puzzled expression on her face.
“Maybe it’s one of those- w-what are they called? Butt dials?”
Right as Hitori said that however, she could start picking up a conversation from the other line.
“...not right, she has to know.” Hitori could faintly hear Mio’s voice through her phone speakers.
“Come on, Mio. Don’t ruin it for….. The kid’s been working hard on it.” someone replied. Hitori couldn’t really make out whose voice it was, but judging by the way they addressed Mio, it was most likely Ritsu.
“How do you even know this is what she wants?”
Hitori felt like she was intruding on a conversation she wasn’t supposed to be a part of. She tried clearing her throat to announce her presence, but whatever was happening on the other line seemed to be much more pressing for Mio. That or she wasn’t clearing her throat loud enough.
“....it a chance. Let’s just see where this goes….” Hitori could still hear bits and pieces of the conversation continuing, the phone picking up certain words or sentences for Hitori to digest.
“Fine.”
“...you called her?”
“No, I- oh, oh no!”
Hitori could hear Mio’s voice growing louder, indicating that she had moved closer to her phone.
“I-i didn’t think i pressed it yet! H-hitori, are you there?”
Hitori paused for a good couple seconds before answering. “H-hi, Mio-san.”
Silence was the response Hitori got from the other line. She could barely hear faint sounds of conversation after a short pause, Mio and Ritsu seemingly continuing their bickering over whispers.
“-why does it need to be a secret?” A third, much lighter voice piped up, which Hitori instantly attributed to Yui.
“Ssssh! Yui, be quiet!”
“-Ah..”
“H-hello, hello? Hitori, are you still there?”
“Uhm.. yeah.” Hitori said awkwardly. She was glancing at both Nijika and Ryo, dead silent as they watched Hitori taking the phone call.
“Um, how much did you hear?”
“What! Don’t say that! Now it’s obvious we’re hiding something!”
“You talk to her then!” Mio said frustratedly, and Hitori could hear shuffling sounds. From the sound of it, Mio was handing the phone over to Ritsu.
“A-ah! Hitori! Hello! Just forget this call ever happened! Okay?” Ritsu’s voice greeted her after a couple of seconds.
“W-what-”
“Also you didn’t hear anything, you got that? Nothing!”
“Oh, sure, that’s totally better.” Hitori could make out Mio’s voice in the back, followed by Ritsu groaning.
“It’s your fault to begin with! Anyway, bye!”
Hitori froze, still with her phone up to her ear, not even realizing that Ritsu had hung up on her from the suddenness of it. She slowly put the phone back in her pockets.
“Well?” Hitori jumped, forgetting that her friends were still in the room with her.
“T-that- was weird.”
“She didn’t ask for a refund?”
“I-i’m not sure I was supposed to even hear any of that.” Hitori said, before explaining what she had heard in that phone call. Nijika and Ryo were listening intently as she went over everything that Mio and Ritsu had unwittingly revealed.
“This can’t be a coincidence, right?” Ryo said after Hitori finished her recap.
“C-coincidence?”
“You know, with Ikuyo? This seems to suspiciously line up, I think all of them are in on something. And looks like whatever it is, it’s got something to do with you.” Ryo finished, locking eyes with Bocchi.
“I-i-”
Nijika, for her part, seems to be mulling everything over. Slowly looking up at Hitori, she exhaled.
“Well. I won’t say that this isn’t at the very least fishy, and I really don’t like the tone Mio had that I caught from your explanation.”
Hitori was starting to feel dread from all these reactions. “T-then what do we do?”
Nijika traded glances with Ryo for a split second before answering.
“Well, it’s Kita-chan and HTT we’re talking about here. I don’t think they’d have any bad intentions, Hitori-chan.”
“O-oh…”
“But what about-”
Nijika stepped on Ryo’s foot, before throwing a forced smile at Hitori. “It’s nothing to worry about, Bocchi-chan, if it’s anything serious, we’ll just talk to Kita-chan about it. No way she wouldn’t listen to us, right?”
“I-i guess.”
“Anyway! It’s late! I think you should go home, Bocchi-chan! Get some rest before the live.”
“W-we’re not gonna grab something to eat together?”
“U-uh, on second thoughts, maybe it’s a bit too early for that- what I’m sayin’ is we should probably save it for after the performance itself!”
“O-okay.” Bocchi said, moving to pack up her stuff. “Ryo-san, are you coming?”
“I-”
“She’s staying with me tonight, Bocchi-chan! No need to wait for her!”
“What? But-”
Nijika squashed Ryo’s protest with another stomp on her foot. Hitori eyed the two for a split second before mentally shrugging it off. She was getting exhausted, anyway. A good night’s rest might be what the doctor recommends.
“I-in that case, I’ll see you all tomorrow then.”
“See ya, Bocchi-chan!”
After bidding farewell to her two bandmates and her manager and PA-san on the way out, Hitori walked out alone to the streets of Shimo-Kitazawa. Whilst going through the hustle and bustle of the busy district, she lets herself drown in her thoughts. Kita-san is acting weird, so is Nijika and Ryo-san. And worst of all, it seems like all of it was somehow directly tied to her. Despite Nijika’s reassurances, Hitori can’t help but still feel a bit iffy about the ongoing circumstances.
Whilst pondering over all of these thoughts, Hitori could feel it again. Somewhere amongst the crowd, it felt like someone was watching her.
That can’t be, right? It’s just leftover paranoia from thinking about everything that just happened. Hitori tried to look around, but other than the usual passersby, nothing was out of the ordinary, everyone was walking by and paying her no mind, as usual.
Hitori turned and quickened her pace. Whether she was imagining it or not, she wasn’t gonna take any chances at this point.
-
“What was that for?” Ryo said, massaging her foot as they listened to Bocchi’s footsteps away from the studio.
“Is she gone yet?” Nijika said, putting her ear to the studio’s door.
“Sounds like it.”
“Okay. Sorry about that Ryo, but I feel like whatever is going on here, it’s best for us to handle it on our own, without Bocchi-chan.”
“Why?”
“I kinda feel like it might be something that she won’t take too well, judging from what she heard Mio-chan said.”
“Hmm. So you think Ikuyo does have something to do with this stalking thing, then?”
“I won’t cross it out yet, but let’s not jump to any conclusions.” Nijika said. “Let’s talk to her first. I’ll call her.”
“Wait, don’t! Ryo said, stopping Nijika in the middle of taking out her phone.
“What? Why?”
“If we call her, she might deflect. You've seen how she’s been acting. We need to approach this another way.”
“What would you suggest, then?”
“I already said what my idea was.”
“Stalking her?”
“Tailing her.” Ryo corrected. “That way, we’ll be able to catch her right in the act! Only problem is, we don’t really know where she went, and asking her where she is would be the same as just straight up calling her.”
At this however, Nijika smirked. “Are you kidding, Ryo? Knowing Kita-chan’s location is the easiest thing in the world.”
“How?”
“Because to her, breathing is secondary to taking pictures and posting them to social media every five seconds. We can just see from her ISSOSTA where she currently is.”
“Wouldn’t she be off the grid if she’s so secretive about what she’s doing?”
“Doubt it. This is not a slight to her, but she doesn’t tend to be that forward thinking.” Nijika said, resuming taking her phone out, scrolling through her ISSOSTA to get to Kita’s page.
“There, see!” Nijika said, showing Ryo’s Kita’s latest post, a picture of some trendy cafe somewhere in Shimo-Kitazawa.
“That is easier than expected.” Ryo said dully. “So, you’re in on tailing her?”
Nijika sighed. “I prefer anything else to be frank, but you're right. This is the only option we currently have to find out what she’s up to.”
Ryo smiled smugly like she just won at life. “Told ya. I’m always right.”
Nijika just rolled her eyes in response. “Well then, let’s go.”
After a short trek around Shimo-Kitazawa, Nijika and Ryo found themselves standing before the establishment posted on Kita’s ISSOSTA.
“This the place?” Ryo turned towards Nijika.
“Looks like it.” Nijika said, double checking by looking down at her phone. “Yep.”
“It doesn’t look cheap. Ikuyo got some cash flow.”
“Come on, let's go in.”
Nijika and Ryo tried to enter the cafe in the most discreet way possible, as to not potentially alert Kita of their presence. Once they came in however, they noticed the place was packed, so such precautions were probably not necessary. In fact, hunching over and ducking behind walls earned both of them weird looks from the staff, causing Nijika to blush and straighten her posture immediately.
“T-table for two, please.”
“Right this way.”
As they were escorted to their table by the waiter, Ryo looked around to scout any sign of the redhead nearby.
“There, six o’ clock. Kita is sitting with like, three other people.”
Nijika immediately turned and scanned the area Ryo pointed at, quickly spotting the redhead, talking animatedly in one of the tables with her entourage.
“That’s- Who was it- Jun-chan, right? One of Azusa’s friends?” Nijika whispered.
“Ah, yeah. I remember her.”
The waiter directed Nijika and Ryo to a table a good distance away from Kita’s, with a somewhat open view between the two tables. Nijika and Ryo immediately hid behind their menus, but thankfully the party seems to be completely enraptured in their conversations to notice their presence.
“Who is she with?” Nijika said, squinting her eyes to make out the other people Kita was talking to.
“Well, there's Jun. and those two are-”
“Wait, they’re Bocchi’s fans, right?”
“Oh.” Ryo leaned forward to get a better look. “Right, yeah. Now I remember.”
“What a peculiar lineup.” Nijika said, slight confusion in her voice. “I didn’t even know Kita was keeping contact with them.”
“It’s totally normal for rockers to rendezvous with their fans, y’know? Maybe Ikuyo’s just getting a head start on living that life.” Ryo commented.
“She is not doing that, Ryo, be serious.” Nijika rolled her eyes. “What are they doing then?”
The sound of their waiter clearing their throat brought Nijika and Ryo out of their sleuthing. Flustered, Nijika shyly puts down her order whilst simultaneously making sure Ryo doesn’t blow all her allowance over this meal.
“Can you pick up what they’re saying?” Nijika asked Ryo as their waiter left their table.
“Don’t know. But let me read their lips.” Ryo said. “Hitori-chan- noticing- spatula. Wait, no, that’s not right.”
Nijika sighed, opting to pay attention to their body language over relying on Ryo’s questionable lip reading. Kita seems to be drilling something at Jun. The latter passively receiving it while looking a bit- apologetic? Hitori’s fans were sitting by their side, silently listening to Kita with weary expressions on their faces.
“I don’t think I'm reading this right. Sorry, Nijika. But I’m confident Kita is at the very least not talking about a spatula wielding frog.”
“Thank you for that, I guess.” Nijika sighed, not taking her eyes off the other table. Jun was now talking back to Kita, Hitori’s fans chipping in every once in a while. Nijika wished she had super hearing right now, so she’d be able to pick up what these four were talking about. Kita seemed defeated as Jun was talking to her, looking almost like Jun was convincing her of something.
“Nijika.”
“What?!” Nijika snapped.
Ryo silently pointed at their food on the table, their waiter standing silently next to them.
“O-oh, thank you very much.” Nijika shyly said to the waiter.
“So.” Ryo said, as she began digging into her meal. “Did you pick up anything?”
“No.” Nijika pouts. “It’s too noisy around here. I can’t pick up a single thing. Kita seems to be talking to Jun about something, And Jun was trying to-”
“Eh? Ryo-chan? Nijika-chan?”
Nijika choked on her food, quickly turning towards the girl who was standing right by their table. Nijika and Ryo were too preoccupied with their food and conversation that they didn’t notice Jun walking to their table.
“H-hey, Jun-chan.” Nijika stuttered.
“What are you two doing here? Ah, what a coincidence! Why don’t you join us at our table?”
“Err…” Nijika said, glancing at Jun’s table. Kita seems to still be talking to Hitori’s two fans, not yet aware of their presence.
“Come on, no need to be shy!” Jun overenthusiastically said. “I’ve been asking Kita-chan to bring you two to talk about this too, but she seems really avoidant about it for some reason. Now that you’re here, it seems like the best time to do so!”
This was successful in gaining Nijika’s attention. Jun was literally ready to just spill the beans on what Kita was up to.
“What are you talking about with Kita-chan, Jun-chan?” Nijika said, trying hard to mask her excitement.
“Well-” Jun abruptly paused, clutching her stomach. “Pause on that for now, Nijika-chan. I was on my way to the bathroom. Just come and join us at our table and Kita-chan and the other two can fill you in!”
“Wait, Jun-chan!” Nijika called, but Jun already ran past their table. She turned towards Ryo. “Now what?”
Ryo played with her food whilst she mull over her answer. “Let’s just do what she said. We’re not gonna be able to piece anything about this situation otherwise.”
Nijika grimaced, unwilling to admit that it really was the rational option. She sighed. “Alright then, let’s move our food.”
Nijika and Ryo picked up their trays and walked to Kita’s table. Kita remained aloof to their presence, still fully locked on her conversation with Hitori’s fans. One of them noticed Nijika and Ryo however, and waved cheerily at them.
“Nijika-san! Ryo-san!” the fan greeted, Nijika noticing how Kita immediately froze at the mention of their names. She slowly turned around, the look on her face reminding Nijika too much of the time Hitori accidentally dragged the runaway guitarist back to STARRY’s doorstep.
“I-ijichi senpai, and Ryo-senpai too? What a coincidence!” Kita said with a shaky laugh.
“Mind if we join?” Nijika said, trying to not show how awkward she felt about the circumstances, both parties being caught red handed in the middle of the crime. The two fans remained blissfully oblivious however, and scooted over to make room for the two newcomers.
“Pardon the intrusion.” Ryo muttered, quickly sitting down next to one of the fans, leaving the only empty spot besides Jun's, the one directly next to Kita.
Nijika cursed under her breath. Ryo definitely did this on purpose. She knows that Ryo was mentally sweating at being accidentally busted by Jun, and was trying to keep her distance from Kita. Nijika exhaled and reluctantly sat down next to Kita.
“So, Kita-chan! About what you said-” one of the fans spoke up after Nijika and Ryo took their seats.
“A-ah! You know, why don’t we focus on the food first?” Kita immediately said. “We neglected it too long, y’know? Haha, it’s getting cold!”
“Eh, we can just talk while we eat, no?” The fan confusedly said.
“Y-you know, it’s not really good manners to do so..” Kita muttered.
“But we’ve been doing it this entire time?”
Kita was clearly running out of excuses at this point. Sputtering like a kid caught with their hands on the cookie jar, her eyes darted all over the place to find an escape from this conversation, both in a figurative and literal sense.
“J-jun!” Kita exclaimed as the aforementioned girl returned to their table, accidentally elbowing one of Hitori’s fans' drink on her face.
“A-ah, sorry about that!” Kita said, as the fan blinked comically in response to her face being covered red by cranberry.
“Geez, Kita-san, we know you’re excited to see Nijika-and Ryo-san, but tone down the excitement a bit!” The other fan chuckled, as she reached across the table to wipe her friend’s face with a napkin.
“Yeah, Kita-chan! Jun said as she plopped down next to Ryo. “Anyway, about the fan club-”
“Jun!” Kita exclaimed.
“What?!” Jun jumped in her seat as Kita’s head came banging down on their table.
“Kita-chan..?”
“Fan club…?” Nijika parroted.
Kita slowly got back up. “Fine. All cards on the table. That's also why you two are here, right? You’re trying to find out what I was up to?”
“Says who? I happen to like the food they serve here.” Ryo attempts to deflect, which was only met with uncharacteristic deadpan from Kita. Everyone at the table knew very well that the bassist was too broke to ever eat here previously.
“Fine, you got us there.” Nijika conceded. “But can you really blame us? You were acting real suspicious the past few days.”
“You were bound to find out when we revealed it at the concert.” Kita muttered.
“Okay, can we back up for a bit? What’s this about a fan club?” Nijika said, dying to finally receive an explanation.
“I thought you two already knew?” Jun said, glancing between Nijika and Kita. “Hitori-chan was the only one who wasn’t supposed to be in the know, right?”
“We’re forming a Hitori-chan fan club.” one of Bocchi’s fans chipped in whilst the other nodded.
“As you may or may not know, I was a part of the Mio fan club at my school.” Jun proudly exclaimed. “And so was Kita-chan! She was like an honorary member, but everyone at the club treats her like she’s one of the family! Since Mio-senpai will be graduating next year, we’re on the verge of disbandment. But that’s when all four of us watched Hitori-chan’s performance at the culture festival! She was so cool, wasn’t she?”
The two fans nodded. “Yeah! And that’s when the idea came up. Jun thought that she could turn the Mio fan club in her school into a Hitori fan club, and not make it bound to her school.”
“We’re practically Hitori-chan’s first fans, so it’s only fitting that we’ll be a founding member of her fan club! The four of us got in touch after that cultural festival, and we’ve been discussing it ever since.”
Nijika recalled Mio mentioning something about a fanclub of hers in passing before, though it was never through a positive lens. Seeing these four however, makes it hard to believe that they would be doing anything bad with a fan club. It was probably just Mio’s dislike of attention that caused the negative reaction.
“Wait, hold up. That’s what Mio-chan had meant, then.” Nijika said, turning to Ryo.
“Pardon?”
“You know, that bit where she was worried about something, and Ritsu said that it won’t be the same? They were talking about this fan club!” Nijika started piecing everything together.
“Oh, right.”
“W-wait, Mio-chan told you?” Kita asked in shock.
“W-well, accidentally. She accidentally called Hitori and made vague remarks about- something. We didn’t know it was this.” Nijika explained.
“So Hitori-chan doesn't know, then?”
“Nah.” Ryo answered for Nijika. Kita breathed a sigh of relief.
“Why did you keep it a secret from us though, Kita-chan?” Nijika asked, still puzzled over this one tidbit of the explanation.
Kita sighed. “I just wanted it to be a surprise for Hitori-chan, that is all. I didn’t tell you guys cause I was worried that you’ll tease me endlessly about it.” Kita pouted, a slight accusation in her tone.
“Well, she’s not wrong about that.” Ryo said, with the energy of someone fully confessing to their crimes without a fight.
“That’s why I planned to hide my involvement with the fan club. Didn’t pan out well, obviously.”
“So how did HTT find out about it?”
“They were amongst the first people I asked to be in the fan club after Mio-senpai fan club. They’re all agreed to join, by the way! Well, Mio-senpai seems to still be somewhat reluctant from what you’ve said, but Azusa was really into it!” Jun said.
“The plan was to surprise Hitori with it at our concert,” Kita finally elaborated on that point. “I just thought it’d be nice to show her how many people adored her, y’know?”
“-which is why it made sense to form this club, to show no matter what type it is, so many people loved her.” Nijika said.
“Y-yes.” Kita blushed.
“That’s- really sweet of you, Kita-chan.”
“Yeah, see, Kita-chan? That’s what I’m saying! You can’t back out on this now!” Jun said, and Nijika finally understood what Jun was trying to convince her of earlier.
“If I was Bocchi-chan, I knew my heart would’ve melted at the gesture.” Nijika said, unwilling to waste another opportunity to tease her friend.
“Oh my god.” Kita covered her face with her hands. “This is why I didn’t want to tell you, senpai!”
Nijika chuckled, while Hitori’s two fans stared in disbelief, their mouths hanging open. “Wait, you and Hitori are-”
“NO!” Kita immediately rejected, clasping her hands on her mouth when she realized they were still in public. “No.” She reiterated in a whisper.
“Eh, did I miss something?” Jun looked around the table.
“Okay, so everything makes sense now. You were acting weird because of this.” Nijika said, finally piecing everything together.
“Wait.” Ryo interjected. “There’s still something else that wasn’t addressed. What about the stalking thing? You had quite a strong reaction when we mentioned it earlier today, Ikuyo. Did you have something to do with that?”
At this, everyone at the table shuffled awkwardly, avoiding Ryo and Nijika’s gaze. Kita was the first to respond.
“That’s why we gathered here today, actually.” Kita glanced at Jun. “Jun? Care to explain?”
“Look, I’m sorry!” Jun said, clasping her hands together to gesture apologetically. “It’s my kouhais from the Mio-senpai’s fan club! They’ve always had a problem with boundaries! They’ve been following Hitori-chan around on her way to STARRY ever since I showed them recordings of your culture festival! I already told them off so this won’t happen ever again.”
“They even managed to memorize her route? Jun, how much did you exactly tell them about Bocchi-chan?” Nijika asked.
“They looked up where STARRY was on their own, I swear I didn’t tell them anything about that! They can be kind of intense sometimes, but I know they’re well meaning. I just need to set up a couple ground rules like Nodoka-senpai did with the Mio-senpai fan club and they'll behave!”
“Seems like it should’ve been common sense.” Nijika mutters.
“But what about at your and Bocchi’s school?” Ryo asked, turning to Kita.
“Ah, well that’s probably just because more people are now noticing her presence, senpai. You can’t exactly play a lead role in a play and y’know- did what she did at the festival without drawing some eyes to you.” Kita answered.
“So this was just some misunderstanding then!” Hitori’s fan concluded.
“Yeah, so can we chill out a bit now?” The other fan supplied.
Nijika can feel her shoulders relaxed, and notice a similar reaction coming from Kita. Looks like it wasn’t as bad as she had thought. “I’m sorry for acting really suspiciously the past few days, senpais.” Kita said earnestly.
“Nah, It’s fine. I think I sort of get it.” Nijika responded. “I wasn’t joking back there, by the way. I genuinely think Bocchi-chan would love what you have planned.”
“You think so? You don’t think it’s too much?”
“Hmmm. I’m not sure, but I don’t think she’ll react negatively, Kita-chan. Whether she shows it or not, I know she secretly yearns for attention and praise.”
“And she deserves all that and more!” Kita said passionately.
“Agreed!” Jun grinned, while Hitori’s two fans nodded.
“Well, since it’s pretty much official now, you guys got room for two more Bocchi fans?” Nijika asked the group.
“Of course!” one of the fans excitedly replied. “Oh, and make sure you follow our ISSOSTA too!”
“You guys have an ISSOSTA?” Nijika said, looking at the phone the fan was holding out, showing a newly made ISSOSTA account “Gotoh Hitori bubble” “You guys are fast.”
“Can you guys call it the Ryo fan club instead?” Ryo said as she looked at the phone along with Nijika.
“Oh, you. Stop talking.” Nijika rolled her eyes, as she tapped the follow button on her ISSOSTA.
-
Four girls waited in anticipation for their upcoming live performance.
“You guys ready?” Nijika asked her band as they counted down the second towards their performance.
“Y-yeah.” Bocchi-chan shakily said, as she propped up her guitar. “This’ll be my first performance with this g-guitar.”
“Time to make some new memories then.” Ryo said.
“How’re you feeling, Hitori-chan?” Kita walked up to the guitarist, the latter looking up to meet Kita’s eyes.
“I-i can’t wait to get out there.” Hitori said, there was a hint of nervousness in her voice, but Kita could hear another thing more prominent there this time. Determination.
“I’m proud of you to be able to face this performance head on, Hitori-chan!” Kita smiled warmly, putting both her hands on Hitori’s shoulder. The latter blushed.
“A-ah, well. I’ I just got better at hiding my nervousness I-i guess, y’know, like how you were at our first live here. B-but I won’t just let a small voice in my head scare me from performing this time!”
Kita doesn’t even remember that interaction she had with Hitori in this very room, and did not much expect Hitori would remember that. She smiled nonetheless, happy that her Hitori had made so much progress.
“There’s still something eating me in the b-back of my mind though..”
“Hm, what is it, Hitori-chan?”
“I- i still feel like I’m being watched. Two days ago, when you excused yourself early, I was walking home on my own, and it felt like someone was f-following me, but it was probably nothing, right? Haha… just some early stage fright materializing as paranoia.. I got over it quickly, but it still pops up in the back of my head sometimes.”
“Oh?” Kita’s expression shifted into one of confusion.
“Bocchi.” Ryo’s voice interrupted her and Kita’s conversation. “Can you help me look for my pick? I think I dropped it here somewhere.”
“A-ah, okay.”
As Bocchi moved to help Ryo find her pick, Kita remained still as a statue, A sense of dread creeping up on her.
“Kita-chan? Is everything alright?” Nijika’s voice brought Kita back out of her stupor.
“Ijichi senpai. Something’s not right.”
“Hm?”
“Hitori-chan said she still felt like she was being watched.”
“Jun-chan still hasn't got her kouhais under control yet?”
“N-no, she has. She said she felt like she was being watched when we had that talk two days ago. Jun already told off her kouhais by that point.”
Nijika stood in silence, not yet grasping what Kita’s getting at, so she continued.
“If the fan club members weren’t the one who did it-”
A look of dread slowly entered Nijika’s face as realization struck. “Wait, then who-”
“Kessoku band, you’re up!”
Kita and Nijika looked over towards the stage manager. Nijika cleared her throat. “Okay, we’ll be there shortly.”
The employee nodded and left. Nijika turned back to face Kita.
“Look, we’ll handle this after the concert, okay? We’ll talk about it with Jun. Maybe some of her kouhai just- disobeyed her or something.”
“Right.”
“Don’t let this affect your playing too much, Kita-chan.” It was easier said than done. The thought was still on Kita’s mind as the band stepped on the stage. The lights turned on and it revealed the audience before them. Hitori’s little squeal of surprise brought Kita back down to earth.
“Hitori-chaan!!”
The front row was packed fully by their friends, colleagues, and Hitori’s fans all sporting kessoku band shirts and wearing pink zip tie bracelets.
Kita was momentarily distracted from her thoughts as she observed Hitori’s reaction to the fan-club’s appearance. She was gaping wordlessly, glancing at Kita as if she couldn’t believe her own eyes.
“H-how many people did you bring in, Kita-san?”
“You better bring your A-game, Hitori-chan! Your whole fan club came to watch you.” Kita said.
“F-fan club!?”
HTT, along with Ui and Jun, stood right in the middle of the front row. Nodoka was also there. Kita remembered Jun mentioning that she was currently the president of the Mio fan club, so she seemed to be dragged here more by association than anything, but she still looks like she’s enjoying herself.
“You go, Hitori-chan!” Azusa hollered along with the rest of the HTT group.
“Looking slick up there, Juliet.” Kita watched as Hitori cast her gaze at Sasaki, staring at her like she couldn't believe she was there, along with some of their Romeo and Juliet theater troupe members.
“Ganbatte, Hitori-chan!” Her two fans exclaimed. Hitori was still staring wordlessly at the crowd.
“Is that her? She looked as cool as the recordings!” Jun’s kouhais from the fan club also piped up.
Kita smiled. As much as she would’ve loved watching Hitori’s reaction all day, she needs to get this performance moving. “Alright, everyone! Thank you all for coming tonight!”
Kita’s opening line was greeted by an enthusiastic cheer from the audience.
“Let’s not stretch this more than we need to!” Kita said, glancing at Hitori, who was trying hard to steady herself. Smiling again, she nodded to Nijika at the back who nodded back.
“Here’s our first song, Guitar, Loneliness, and the Blue Planet!”
-
“You’re so cool up there, Hitori-senpai!”
“Can you sign my shirt?”
Hitori was swarmed by her fans the moment she stepped off the stage. Currently, she was flanked from both sides by two overzealous members of her fan club, which Jun brought to watch her performance along with her.
“Am I really? Ehehehehe.” Hitori said, rubbing the back of her head. Despite doing this for a while now, she was still not used to the idea of her having fans.
“Alright, you two.” Jun said, grabbing both of them by their collar, their innocent eyes staring back at their senior. “Now, what did we say about boundaries?”
“Right.”
“Sorry, Jun-senpai.”
“Apologize to Hitori-chan too.”
“Sorry, Hitori-senpai!” Both of them said in sync.
“You’ll get used to it, Hitori-chan” Hitori turned to her left, finding Mio already standing next to her. “It comes with the territory.”
“Eeeeek! Now Mio-senpai is talking to her! My two idols are standing next to each other!”
Mio winced. “You get what I mean?”
“I-i could probably get used to this..” Hitori said, still smiling blissfully, high off praise.
Mio chuckled. “I had second thoughts about this fan club due to my own experiences if I’m being honest with you, Hitori-chan. But if you think you can handle it, then I won’t stop you.” Mio said before rejoining her HTT friends.
Hitori nods, appreciating the concern. It wasn’t exactly unfounded with how fragile she was usually. But she felt unusually confident tonight. She watched as all her “fans” talked with each other. Jun was disciplining her kouhai with Ui, while Azusa was talking excitedly with Ryo and her two fans. The rest of HTT and Nodoka were conversing excitedly with Sasaki and the other friends from her class. Tonight felt especially lively at STARRY. And judging from the manager’s expression while she’s talking with Nijika and PA-san, the ticket revenue wasn’t half bad either.
“Hitori-chan!” Hitori turned and was immediately ambushed by an embrace from Kita. “You were so cool tonight!”
“T-thanks, Kita-san.” Hitori said, flustered. “You were good too.”
“You’re the one that has an entire fan club coming to watch you!” Kita teased, and Hitori blushed even deeper.
“R-right. D-did you set this up, Kita-san?” Kita nods.
“Yup! I already told you, I’m gonna make sure everyone sees how cool you are.”
“That’s-thank you- Thank you so much, Kita-san!” Hitori pulled Kita into another embrace, which the latter gladly accepted.
The moment was cut short however, at the sound of someone clearing her throat. Hitori looked up to see Nijika standing right beside them with a knowing smile on her face. Upon noticing that she was there, Kita pulled out of Hitori’s embrace and steadied herself.
“Right. What is it, senpai?”
“I hate to break the sweet little moment, but Kita-chan, we should probably talk to Jun about -” Nijika cleared her throat again.
“A-ah, right. Well, I’ll see you later, Hitori-chan.” Kita waved as she and Nijika left to go find Jun. Hitori watched as their backs disappeared amongst the crowd.
“Some crowd, huh?” Hitori turned to find another person had approached her again. This time, it was Azusa. “You were so cool up there, Hitori-chan.”
“T-thanks, Azusa-san. D-did Kita get you all to buy the merch? That’s some dedication-”
“Ah, yeah. Actually, she worked together with Sawako-sensei to be able to supply the demand. I assume she’s gonna have to talk to Nijika-san about the split, but you’ll probably still get a decent amount of profit out of it.”
The amount of money she was making from band merch is honestly the least of her worries right about now. She was just appalled at how many people that had come to see her here, all thanks to Kita and-
“Ah! If it isn’t the woman of the hour, Gotoh Hitori!” Another voice appeared on her radius, but this one was different. This was a voice that she has never heard. Turning around for the fourth time, she found an unfamiliar figure approaching her with glee written in their face.
“A-ah, are you here with the fan club?” Hitori regarded the person standing before her, a short statured, pigtailed black haired girl with an oversized garb and backpack. She was notably not wearing band merch like the other fan club members. Azusa froze as she took in the woman’s presence. Her white face paled, as if she’d seen a ghost. This went unnoticed by said woman however, still wholly fixated on Hitori.
“Not necessarily. But I do have to thank the- Gotoh Hitori bubble, was it? For making my search for you easier, Hitori-chan.” the woman seems to have put an extra emphasis on her name. “Even though that account gave it away, I still had to tail you for a couple days just to make sure. But after watching you tonight? The way you made your guitar sing that vibratos? Now I’m certain!”
“W-wait, you’re the one who’s been watching me..?”
“H-hitori-chan, you need to get out of here.” Azusa said, clutching Hitori’s arm tightly to the point of making her wince. The woman finally took note of Azusa’s presence, smiling as their eyes met.
“Ah, Nakano Azusa, thank you for your help in finding her also!” she said in the most childish voice Hitori thought she ever heard. Even Futari doesn’t sound that shrill. “Where are my manners? Poison Yami, independent music journalist!” she said as she held out her hand.
“G-gotoh Hitori.” Hitori said, hesitantly shaking the offered hand, unsure on why she was reintroducing herself to a person who clearly already knew her name. The tense atmosphere between Azusa and Poison Yami is also an additional puzzlement for her. What’s going on?
“Azusa, I-” Hitori turned to find Jun, along with the rest of her band and Ui behind her. Jun and Ui in particular were wearing the same shocked expression as Azusa.
“You again! It’s the 9 year old journalist!” Jun exclaimed, pointing at Poison Yami.
“Did you say journalist?” Ryo perked up. Nijika looked as if someone just dropped acid on her face.
“9 years old?” Kita was looking at Poison Yami, puzzled.
“I’m not 9! Jeez! I’m 15!” Poison Yami huffed, before returning her attention towards Hitori.
“You asked if I was with the fanclub? I won’t say I am, but I’ve actually been a fan of yours way longer than any of these people are.”
“W-what? What do you mean?” Next to her, Azusa looked like she was ready to say something, but Poison Yami beat her to it.
“I’ve known you from your other works first though, but I’m proud to say that i’ve been a fan of yours since day one- guitarhero-san.”
Hitori froze. No.. how?
“Hitori-chan- I’m sorry, I accidentally let it slip that you’re guitarhero.” Azusa quietly muttered.
Hitori could feel herself getting dizzy. No way, this can’t be happening.
“You clearly got the wrong person-” Nijika began, but Poison Yami immediately puts up a finger to shut her up.
“You can’t do that angle with me. I’ve researched this guitarhero stuff ever since little miss sunshine over here,” Poison Yami nods towards Azusa’ direction, “-let it slip that she idolized Hitori-chan, her guitar hero. I’ve searched the web for any traces of a “Hitori-chan”, until I found your little fanclub page, noticed who was following it, and it led me to miss redhead’s account.” Poison Yami casted a look towards Kita.
“Thank god for normies, am I right?” Poison Yami laughed. “Can’t help but post about their life every five seconds. And she wasn’t shy about namedropping either. Hitori-chan, Ryo-senpai, Akiyama-san.”
“She doesn’t even act the same way as guitarhero described herself in her videos!” Nijika said, in another futile attempt to refute the accusation.
Poison Yami waved away Nijika’s rebuttal with her oversized sleeves. “She still has that different type of charisma than normies. She probably likes lemons, paprikas, and has a pet flamingo too.”
“Is she talking about some Yonezu Kenshi?”
“Y-you definitely got the wrong person.” Hitori attempts to lie unconvincingly.
“What’s this guitarhero stuff?” Kita asked.
Poison Yami looked at Kita appallingly. “Here, see for yourself.” Poison Yami said, pulling up a guitarhero video on her phone for the group to watch. Hitori could only look on in horror as her secret was being exposed right in front of her eyes.
“W-well, that’s her, alright.”
“Bocchi.”
“Hey! What’s with the weak reaction? Come on, it’s cringe if I’m the only one excited over this! The only cringey thing here is supposed to be my appearance!” Poison Yami exclaimed.
“Wow, you’re so self aware.” Jun deadpans.
“I mean, I knew she was good, but she never talked about it, so-” Ryo shrugged. “That does explain the 200.000 yen stuff though.”
“I always felt like there was something more to her, so it’s not really a surprise.. I didn’t think you could be even more amazing than you already are though, Hitori-chan.”
“A-ah..”
“Be more surprised! Gah! Whatever!” Poison Yami turned to face Hitori again. “Why were you playing so bad back there, guitarhero-san?”
B-bad? But everyone was telling her she did good.. “I-i’m not used to playing in a band with how shy I am.. In my videos I always play alone..”
“I see.” Poison Yami nodded sagely. “Another talented young artist being held back by their shitty bands.” she said, glancing at Azusa.
“Oh, that does it, are you trying to break Hitori-chan away from her band just like you tried doing with Azusa?” Jun said angrily.
“I’m just stating the facts. It’s unfortunate that Nakano Azusa refused my offer, but I stand by what I said that she’d be better leaving her band. On that note though-” Poison Yami paused as she glanced between Azusa and Hitori. “Why don’t you two form a duo?”
“H-huh?” Both Azusa and Hitori said at the same time.
“It fits doesn’t it? You’re the lead guitarist, and Nakano Azusa’s the rhythm guitarist. You’d make a great duo playing together!”
“No way..” Jun grunts, whilst Ui had to restrain her from jumping at the journalist.
“W-we’re holding Hitori-chan back?” Kita muttered.
“Take a look around you! All these people- they came here for you, Gotoh Hitori! They're the Hitori fan club, not the kessoku band fan club. You could be more than what you are currently, you’ll never get anywhere with this mediocre highschool band. Come on, guitarhero-san, I’m offering you a once in a lifetime opportunity. What is it that you want? Fame? Money? I got the connections to make it happen! And you too, Nakano Azusa, I don’t usually give out second chances, but consider yourself lucky.”
“My answer has not changed!” Azusa whispered harshly, stealing glances at the rest of HTT, who was beginning to notice the commotion brewing.
Poison Yami exhaled. “Absolutely narrow minded. And what of you, Gotoh Hitori?”
Hitori’s eyes darted between everyone. Poison Yami, Azusa, Kita, Nijika. All of them looked at her expectantly. She noticed the members of HTT approaching them, muttering something, but she couldn't hear any of it. She was buried too deeply inside her own thoughts.
“I-i-”
“I think you should leave.” A cool voice cuts the tense atmosphere. Hitori breaks out of her stupor to find Seika, standing between the girls, staring down coldly at Poison Yami.
“What? And who are you supposed to be?”
“I’m the manager of this establishment. And I don’t take kindly to people coming in here to start trouble. If you refuse to comply, I’ll be forced to use force.”
“Are you threatening me with violence? I’m a journalist! I have diplomatic immunity!”
“I’m sure a journalist like you must have some skeletons in their closet.” Seika said matter of factly.
“That she does, tenchou.” Mugi unexpectedly jumped in. “Sato Aiko, real age 24 years old, freelance independent writer, lives in-”
“Whoa, whoa! Are you doxxing me?”
“She’ll be able to do worse to you, you know. Are you sure you’re willing to mess with a Kotobuki?” Ui, who has been silent the entire time, stepped forward as well.
Poison Yami gulped. “Kotobuki? Of Kotobuki enterprises?”
“That’s right.”
Poison Yami was cornered in a 3v1 against two girls and an adult woman that looked ready to murder her. Raising her hand in the air, she conceded. “Alright, fine. I’m leaving. I knew that blonde one was trouble, damn!” She added that last part quietly. As she stepped away from the group, she threw one last glance at Hitori.
“Hopefully this won’t be the last we see each other, guitarhero-san~. Just keep it in the back of your mind, however-” Poison Yami looked her directly in the eyes.
“Your talent will rot in a place like this. Heed my advice, and get out while you still can. Hopefully you’d be more open to my suggestion than that one.” Poison Yami once again gestured towards Azusa.
“Mugi.”
“Past job includes part time at the-”
“Okay, okay! I’m leaving!” Poison Yami said, scurrying out the scene, bumping into several fan club members on her way out.
“What was that about?” Hitori could make out Sasaki’s frustrated voice from being bumped.
“Yeah, scram out of here, you little runt!” Jun jeered.
“Don’t take what she said seriously.” Seika immediately said as she returned back to her workspace.
The member of HTT slowly starts approaching Azusa. Yui was the first to speak.
“Azu-nyan, was that-”
“Is that what that woman said to you when she came by before, Nakano?” Ritsu asked.
Azusa remained silent, shaking her head.
“It doesn’t matter, senpais. I already rejected her offer the first time. It’s really her you should be worried about.” Azusa eventually said, eyeing Hitori.
All eyes immediately turned towards Hitori. The girl shrank under all of their gazes.
“Hitori-chan, you- you don’t think we’re holding you back, right?” Kita asked.
“N-no, of course not!” Hitori vehemently rejected the notion.
“She called us mediocre..” Nijika muttered.
“Don’t listen to her. Take your sister’s advice.” For the first time in her life, Ryo looked dead serious.
The previously celebratory vibe of the gathering immediately died down after that encounter. HTT and the rest of the fan club unceremoniously departed once they noticed the shifting mood. Whilst most of the fan club wasted no time in escaping the sour atmosphere, some of them lingered for a couple words before they departed.
“That was a good show, you guys.” Ui smiled politely, and Nodoka nodded in agreement.
“I enjoyed myself. I’m not sure what happened at the end there, but don’t let it get to you guys.” The president concluded.
“Yeah, what four eyes said.” Sasaki piped up. “Keep your chin up, Gotoh.”
“She tried pulling that too with Azusa back then, you’ll make the right choice if you choose your band over her false promises!” Jun said with a fiery disposition.
“Well, we’ll be anticipating your next performance, Hitori-chan!” Hitori’s fan said as they began to leave the venue.
“Stray strong, kessoku band.”The other smiled.
HTT was the last of the bunch to leave. Azusa stayed quiet until she was right by the door along with the rest of her band. “Hey Hitori-chan. For all it’s worth. I really am sorry for exposing you to her. Now everyone knows that you’re guitarhero and it was all because of me.”
Hitori just shook her head. “I-it was a mistake, I-i probably would’ve spilled the secret myself at some point.” Hitori highly doubts it given how she seldom talks to people about it, but she just needed Azusa to know that she doesn’t blame her at all for what just unraveled.
Azusa smiled sadly. “You’re too forgiving, Hitori-chan. And the others are right, please don’t let what that woman said get to you. Trust me, I know the feeling.”
Hitori simply nodded in response, and Azusa walked out the door. The other members of HTT could only offer passing smiles and small words of encouragement as they followed their youngest member out the door.
“Hitori-chan..” Kita starts.
Nijika cleared her throat. “Alright, guys. That was still a successful live, all things considered. Let’s just focus on that, okay? We did good.”
Ryo nodded. “Yeah. And journalists are scum of the earth anyway. Never trust anything those people have to say.”
“Okay, Ryo. Please don’t take it too far.”
After a short discussion of plans for the short future, the band went their separate way home.
Once everyone had left, Hitori felt empty. The night started out really good, finding out that there were people that were willing to listen to her play her guitar on stage was validating. Sure, her channel provided the same type of validation, but having it happen in real life was much more impactful. But it all came crashing down with the appearance of that woman.
She never would’ve called herself better than anyone in her band. Whether this was due to her lack of self esteem or if it was the reality of the situation doesn’t matter much, because she’d never in a million years make that claim. So just to hear it being blatantly told to her like that- is she supposed to feel happy or satisfied that someone’s praising her skill? Or should she feel bad that they talked down her band in order to do so?
She just doesn’t know anymore. She just hopes that this doesn't get to her band too much. She doesn’t wanna be the reason for the band to break apart. They’ll find a way to get over this slump.
They have to.
Chapter 16: I'm the only Genius...!?
Summary:
A seasoned, a newly formed, and a soon to be dissolved band walked into a livehouse...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Seriously, senpai. Just do it.”
The members of SIDEROS were currently situated in FOLT’s breakroom. Yuyu was playing with a brand new crystal ball she bought online, while Akubi decided to kill time on her portable console. Both of them look up from their momentary distractions every few seconds to gauge Fuko’s progress on prodding their band leader and senpai, Ohtsuki Yoyoko, in her attempt to do the most monumental task someone could give out to a teenage girl of Yoyoko’s caliber.
Sending a text message.
“You’ve been sending her messages pretty much all the time, senpai. This shouldn’t be so bad.” Fuko said patiently.
Yoyoko’s hand shook. She’s been staring blankly at Yui’s contacts on her phone for two straight minutes now, unable to get any letter in. Whatever she tried to do, she was unable to move her fingers to start typing on the keyboard.
“My god! You send us text messages all the time!” Akubi piped up. Unlike the much more understanding Fuko, Akubi has much less patience reserved for the antics of their band leader. “Just send one to her! It’s not that big a deal. Just say you want to go out on a date or something.”
Yoyoko jolted up at the comment, glaring at Akubi with her cheeks tinted red. Fuko was reminded of the boiled lobster she and her mother had for dinner last night.
“You-! I-i’m not asking her t-to go out on a date! It’s totally different!”
“Don’t mind her, senpai.” Fuko said, trying to pacify the agitated guitarist.
Yuyu tilted her head, turning her attention away from the crystal ball to watch Yoyoko’s sisyphean effort to send a text message. “I do share Akubi’s sentiment, though. It’s nothing out of the ordinary to ask your friends out for lunch, you know?”
“Y-you’re making it sound even more like a date!” Yoyoko sputtered.
“Senpai-” Fuko said as a bead of sweat formed on her forehead, “That’s literally just what we’re asking her to do. We just want to invite HTT to lunch together, where you can ask them about, you know-”
“This is taking too long!” Akubi said, fuming after losing the game she was playing. “I’ll just text Ritsu myself.”
“NO!” Yoyoko said, jerking forward towards Akubi. “I want to be the one to inform them as the leader of the band!”
Akubi rolled her eyes, holding her phone out of Yoyoko’s frantic reach. “Then send them the invite, senpai. We don’t exactly have all the time in the world here. Kikuri nee-san is waiting for an answer.”
“I know that!” Yoyoko insisted.
“Or do you want Kikuri nee-san to bring in that “Bocchi-chan” to fill in with us?” Akubi said, intentionally pushing Yoyoko’s buttons. This seems to have the intended effect, as Yoyoko’s nose began flaring and her expression turned into one of frustration.
“Oh, fuck no! Bocchi-chan this, Bocchi-chan that! I’ve had enough of onee-san bringing her up every chance she gets! What’s so special about Bocchi-chan anyway? I’m- we are clearly better than that “kessoku band”!” Yoyoko said, turning even redder from anger.
“Well then get to it.” Akubi said simply. “Else Kikuri nee-san will be forced to-”
“Alright, fine! I’ll do it!”
Yoyoko tapped on Yui’s contact, opening their chatroom. Fuko managed to peek a glance at their messages. Most of them were Yui's, involving a lot of GIFS, emojis, and funny pictures that Yoyoko always shortly responds to with a “k” or “lol”.
“We really should work on your texting sometimes..” Fuko muttered.
“W-what should I say to her?” Yoyoko stammered.
“Just tell her that we have something that we want to discuss with them over lunch.” Yuyu supplied.
Yoyoko taps frantically at her keyboard, before handing the phone to Fuko. “How does this sound?”
FOLT. SUNDAY. 12 PM. BE THERE.
“Senpai, you can’t just say the location and time without any other information.” Fuko said wearily, as she read over Yoyoko’s message.
“But that’s how I always texted you guys!”
“Maybe it’s time you realize there’s something wrong with that.” Akubi deadpans.
“Here. Let us demonstrate how you would invite a friend to a social gathering.” Fuko said, clearing her throat. “My beloved Yuyu?”
“Yes, my dear Fuko?~”
“Shall I inquire whether or not you will be preoccupied on Sunday, at the eve of noon?”
“Nay, my Fuko. For what purpose have you inquired about this matter?”
“I would like to extend an invitation towards you, my sweet Yuyu, to join me in a feast. Where I have another matter for us to discuss more thoroughly, face to face. Does that sound sufficient for you?”
“Yes, very much so, my darling! I shall be there by the first train that arrives!~”
“Very well, ma cherie. I shall be expecting you at this destination at the specified time.”
Fuko and Yuyu bowed, and Akubi clapped at their impromptu performance. Yoyoko however, furrowed her brows at the display.
“Is that really how people ask each other out to hang?”
“Yes, of course, senpai! Are you doubting our expertise regarding the matter?” Yuyu asked.
“You guys aren’t just lying to me here, right?”
“Nope. That’s how I talk to my friends over text. Like, all the time.” Akubi supplied.
Yoyoko looked back down at her phone. “I thought my message was fine. Clear and concise. But very well, I shall correct it in accordance with your example.”
Yuyu can’t help but giggle, and Fuko had to elbow her softly before Yoyoko got suspicious.
“There. How does this one bode?”
The rest of the band moved next to Fuko to collectively read the message Yoyoko had written, Yuyu once again looking like she was about burst. Akubi had to step on her foot to get her to stop.
“This’ll do, senpai!”
“And, sent! Ha! No “Bocchi-chan” needed! We’ll show onee-san that SIDEROS and HTT are all the proteges she needed!” Yoyoko said smugly. Her bandmates meanwhile, were just glad that their senpai managed to send an invitation to begin with.
-
“Mou…. this is impossible!”
“Don’t give up, private! Let me look at the problem!”
Yui handed her textbook to Ritsu, who quickly and diligently read said problem through. She looked up from the book, taking a deep breath.
“It is time to abandon ship, private. There is no way for us to win this battle.”
“I’ll go wherever you tell me to, captain!”
“Stop that, you two! Take this seriously!” Mio chided her friends, on the verge of giving up on their studies for the university entrance exams. “You wouldn’t be able to go to college with me and Mugi if you don’t take your studies seriously!”
“But this is too hard…” Yui whined.
“I think it’s time for us to turn back to a time-tested method, private.” Ritsu said to her partner in crime.
“Of course, captain! Our secret weapon!” Yui responded.
Ritsu pulled up a pencil from her pencil case, raising it up to the air for all the world to see. “The lucky pencil!”
“Hai, hai!”
Ritsu dropped the pencil, watching with Yui as it rolls on the table, stopping on the side that Ritsu has haphazardly labeled with the letter D.
“You’ve seen it for yourself, private! The answer is D!” Ritsu hollered.
“Thank ye, lucky pencil!” Yui said, crossing the option on the question.
“Enough of that!” Mio interjects impatiently. “You need to be able to solve the question on your own!”
She took the book out of Yui’s grasp and examined the question for her own. “If X is 21 and Y is 6, that means the answer is 15, the answer is- the answer is D.” Mio trailed off.
“See? This thing never fails!” Ritsu said, proudly holding up the pencil. “25% success rate!”
“I-it was just luck!” Mio attempts to brush it off.
“Only luck would be able to save us at this point.” Ritsu despaired. Yui nods.
Mio sighed. “Come on.. Have more faith in yourself. I know you guys can do this.” The two don't seem wholly convinced.
“Here you go, Yui-chan, Ricchan.” A lifeline for the two girls came in the form of Mugi, serving them their usual clubroom treats.
“Hooray, Mugi-chan!”
“You know us so well, Mugi.” Ritsu said, hugging the keyboardist. Yui noticed how Mio stiffened at the display of intimacy, exhaling frustratedly while casting an annoyed look at Ritsu.
“You spoiled them too much, Mugi.” The bassist said flatly.
“Maa.. Mio-chan. They deserve a break every now and then.” Mugi said airily. “Azusa-chan, tea is ready. Would you care to join us?”
Azusa, who had been practicing by the bench on her own the whole time, looked up at the call of her name.
“Thank you, Mugi-senpai. But I’m afraid I have to pass on that. As a matter of fact-”
Azusa got up and started packing her guitar.
“E-eh? Azu-nyan? Where are you going?”
“I have other matters to attend to today, senpai. And I hate to be disrupting your study sessions.” Azusa said as she zipped up her bag.
“You really haven’t, Azusa.” Mio said, turning her attention away from Ritsu.
Azusa smiled silently in response, moving towards the exit. “Be that as it may, I still had matters to take care of. Good luck on your studying, senpais.”
All her seniors watched as Azusa closed the door after her, disappearing from their sight.
“Azu-nyan…”
The mood suddenly shifted with the departure of their kouhai. Yui looked down on her neglected textbook, mulling over Azusa’s behavior.
“Ricchan.”
“What is it, private?”
“Have we failed?”
“We haven’t even taken the test yet.” Ritsu said automatically.
“I’m not talking about the exams, Ricchan.” Yui said, straightening her posture. Ritsu examined her closely, caught off guard by the somber tone her usually cheery friend employed.
“What is this about, Yui-chan?” Mugi said concernedly.
“It’s Azu-nyan! You all must’ve noticed how- distant she recently became, right?”
Mio frowned, glancing up at the ceiling, seemingly recalling something. “I suppose… she’s been like this ever since that kessoku band concert last month.”
“Ah, right. That whole Poison Yami thing, right?” Ritsu said.
The group collectively recalled the events of that live in the last week of November. An eccentric journalist had flanked Hitori right after the concert, clamoring how she's better off as a solo act instead of in her band. Somehow Azusa also got roped into it, the journalist offhandedly mentioning a previous conversation where she suggested the same to Azusa.
Whilst Azusa seemingly rejected the offer, her senior still pressed her further about the details of their exact conversation, which the kouhai sparsely discussed. Thinking that the problem was thoroughly taken care of for the time being, Yui didn’t think much of it initially. But she and the rest could no longer ignore how some awkward tensions had built up after that encounter.
“It’s fine-” Ritsu said dismissively. “Nakano said she wouldn’t leave the band, right?”
“We're the one that's going to leave her, Ricchan.” Yui stated matter of factly.
“It’s not like we can’t! We have to graduate!” Ritsu said defensively.
“I get what Yui-chan’s saying, buchou.” Mugi said. “We’ve known that this is coming for a long time now, but after our last culture festival, we hardly ever talked about what’ll happen with the club after we graduate.”
Silence overtook the room, Ritsu not having any comeback to dismiss that.
“Instead of that, we just returned to business as usual, as if our separation wasn’t imminent.” Mio added.
“Does that mean that we failed?” Yui reiterated, stealing everyone’s attention once more. “We had two years, and we still failed to be good senpais and bandmates to her to the point where leaving the band was suggested to her in the first place!”
No one rebutted the claim, more shocked that Yui was able to scramble up something that profound.
“Right? If we were a better bandmate and senpai, that Poison woman wouldn’t make her think that this band was holding her back! We- we should’ve been more attentive, and, and-”
“That’s enough, Yui-chan.” Mugi interjects. “Please do not beat yourself over what that woman said. The fact that Azusa denied the offer must’ve meant that she has confidence in us.”
“Is that really the case?” Yui asked hopelessly.
“I’m sure.” Mugi said, though a crack in her tone suggests otherwise.
“Well, not much we can do about it now.” Mio said defeatedly. “We just have to make sure her remaining time with us is worthwhile.”
Another bout of silence followed the declaration, as each member of the club mulled over their own thoughts. Breaking this deafening silence was a quiet ding coming from Yui's pocket.
“What was that?”
“Oh, that’s me.” Yui said, picking up her phone. “It’s Yoyo-chan.” Yui said, after reading the notification.
“Ah, Ohtsuki-san?” Mugi said, colors returning to her face at the mention of Yoyoko. “It's been a while hasn’t it?”
“Yeah, it’s been a minute.” Ritsu replied. “What did she say, Yui?”
“Uhm…” Yui said, narrowing her eyes at the text on her screen. “Guys, can you tell me what this means?”
All three other members of the band moved to get a better look at the text,
My dearest Hirasawa Yui,
How hast thou been? Many moons have passed since our last encounter, yet your serenade has entranced my mind wholly throughout. I have a favor to ask of thee, wilt thou be preoccupied on the noon of the seventh of the week? I would like to extend an invitation to thou, nay, your whole entourage, to a lunch together with me and my colleagues. We have some things we’d like to discuss over such a feast. Please write back when you see fit, thy will be anticipating thine’s reply.
Sincerely and with love,
Your dearest friend, Ohtsuki Yoyoko.
The band swap glances with each other, trying to decipher what they just read.
“Why is she talking like she’s in that play Hitori and Kita-chan did?” Yui queried.
“Is she asking you out on a date? Ritsu asked, Mugi’s eyes lighting up in excitement at the suggestion.
“She invited all of us, though.” Mio said.
“Maybe she invited us to watch.”
“I’m in!” Mugi said, raising up her hand.
“Calm down, Mugi.” Mio sighed. “It says here that her band will also be there too. I assume that’s what she meant by “colleagues”.”
“Gotta be something band related then. She’s inviting us for lunch to talk about something.”
“Oh, okay.” Yui nods. “So… what should I say?”
“Well…” Ritsu glanced at Mio, the latter deep in thought.
“I don’t know, if it’s band related, will we have time for it? We have entrance exams to study for..”
“We can make time.” Mugi reassured. “Either way, we do not know for sure. There is no harm in humoring the invitation for now.”
“Alright then, tell her we’ll come, Yui!” Ritsu gave a thumbs up.
“Okay!” Yui looked down on her phone and re-read the message. “Umm- should i reply like this too?”
-
“I-i’ll see you all soon, guys.”
“Take care, Bocchi-chan.”
“See you soon Bocchi.”
“…”
As Hitori left the premises, the remaining bandmates shared glances with each other, determined to finally address the elephant in the room.
“Well-” Nijika began.
“Right.” Ryo nods.
“...”
“She’s still not over it, huh?”
It really was no mystery what has been hampering Hitori’s mood throughout the recent weeks. Nijika and Ryo turned their attention to Kita, who sadly shook her head. “She hasn’t been as talkative as of late. Which y'know, she wasn’t to begin with, but it’s getting to the point where it’s concerning, even for her.”
“But it’s been weeks.” Ryo said.
“I sort of understand where she’s coming from. I myself haven’t been completely over it either.” Nijika added.
“I’m so sorry… this is all my fault..” Kita said, looking down.
“Kita-chan-” Nijika inhaled. “We’ve been over this, it’s not your fault.”
“If it weren’t for me, that journalist wouldn’t have so much ammo to use against us!”
“Honestly, that says more about her than it does about you, Ikuyo,”
“That’s right.” Nijika nods in a rare gesture of agreeing with Ryo. “ Don’t beat yourself over it, Kita-chan.”
“Hmm. We still need to find some way to get her out of that slump though. Even if it wasn’t affecting her playing, it’s not a good state of mind to be in regardless. Like I said, it’s been weeks.” said Ryo.
“But what should we do, then?”
“Maybe another summer retreat?” Nijika suggested.
“It’s winter though. I’m not crazy about going to the beach in this weather.” Kita said.
“I’m not climbing up those stairs again.” Ryo shuddered.
“Well, we have to figure something out!” Kita said. “I hate seeing Hitori-chan like this!”
Nijika sighed. “I feel you, Kita-chan. But it’s not like the perfect distraction would just walk through the door and present itself to us.”
“Helllooooo STARRY!” The perfect distraction bustled through the door, before tripping down the stairs and knocking down the curtains set along the walls. Hiroi fell ungracefully onto the floor.
Ryo glanced at Nijika. “You were saying?”
Seika’s office door bursts open as she takes in the scene. Spotting the magenta haired bassist with her face planted firmly on the ground, she huffed impatiently.
“Nope. Not today. Get out.”
Hiroi pulled her face off the ground, a stain in the shape of her face left on its surface. “I haven’t even said anything-”
“It’s always trouble with you.” Seika said, prodding the woman with her broom like she’s trying to sweep away a particularly troublesome dust bunny.
“I’m not here for you anyway!” Hiroi burped out, taking out a small carton of sake before downing it. “Where’s my beloved protege Bocchi-chaan?”
“You just missed her, nee-san.” Ryo said.
“What? Aww.”
“What were you going to do with her anyway?” Nijika crossed her arms.
“I wanted to offer kessoku band a gig at FOLT.” Hiroi sniffed, before taking another sip out of her sake. “Though, since she’s not here-”
“Umm, nee-san-”
Hiroi blankly stared at the three girls for a moment, before jumping up in realization.
“W-wait! You three are here!”
“Yeah we are, nee-san.” Ryo said flatly.
“You- you guys know Bocchi-chan, right? Can you pass the message for me?”
“Onee-san.” Nijika inhaled. “We are all part of kessoku band. If you want to talk about band matters, you can talk with any of us.”
Hiroi continued staring blankly in response, as if stunned by Nijika’s words. Kita could swear she could hear gears spinning inside the woman’s head before she exclaimed in realization.
“Right! You guys are in kessoku band too, hahaha! I almost forgot.”
“What gig are you talking about, nee-san?”
“Well since christmas is tomorrow-”
“Nee-san, it’s a week away.”
“Eh, really? Isn't it already the 27th?”
“No, it’s- whatever. So what you’re saying is that you want us to play a christmas live?” Nijika asked the raving drunk. Hiroi nodded.
“Yup! SICK HACK is playing, but our opening ensembles all canceled out except for SIDEROS. So I was wondering if y’all wanted to fill the spot?’
“Huh. SIDEROS, as in the SIDEROS?” Ryo asked.
“Who?” Kita questioned.
“I’ve heard of them. They’re a big deal supposedly, aren’t they?” Nijika said.
“They’ve been making quite an impact on the scene as of late.” Ryo explained shortly.
“Are you trying to steal my roster?” Seika glared at the drunk.
“Whaaaat? No! As a matter of fact. I’m really desperate here! No one else would play during christmas, something about spending time with families, whatever that means.”
Kita watched as Nijika retreated into her thoughts, sharing a couple glances with Ryo.
“I say we do it.” Ryo shrugged.
“But we still have the christmas and onee-chan’s birthday party here afterwards.” Nijika said, glancing at Seika, still preoccupied in trying to get Hiroi off the floor.
“If you want my thoughts on it, I don’t really care if you guys perform at FOLT this one time. Just remember that this place is still your roots.” Seika said.
“Wait, performing at another venue?” Kita perked up.
“You’re not nervous about it, are you?” Nijika said, eyeing Kita.
“No, I'm just worried-”
“Bocchi will be fine, Ikuyo.” Ryo cuts in, reading her thoughts.
“And really, maybe performing at a livehouse other than STARRY is the perfect way for us to get ourselves out there. It’ll also provide ample distraction to get Bocchi-chan’s mind off what that woman said.” Nijika added that last part bitterly.
Seika collapsed by the bar, quickly consoled by PA-san. “PA-san, what have I done? Are they gonna forget STARRY now?” she muttered.
“Oi.. onee-chan, you were the one who pushed us to do it..” Nijika deadpanned.
“So you’ll do it?” Hiroi exclaimed.
“Yeah.”
“Wa-hoo!” Hiroi said, shooting up in celebration, before stumbling and falling back on her rear due to standing up too fast.
“If you puke on my floor I’ll kill you.” Seika said as she watched Hiroi turn purple.
“This means we’ll also be meeting SIDEROS.” Ryo said.
“My, my. We’re going places, huh? How’s that for a mediocre highschool band..”
A new experience like this would’ve felt scary for Kita previously, but the fear was subsided by the burning desire to prove herself. She always talked about how she wants everyone to be able to appreciate Hitori on stage.
Well now it’s time to prove that she and the others are worthy to stand beside her.
"Let's do it."
-
“A christmas live, huh?”
“Yes.” Yoyoko nods. “Onee-san has told me that all the other acts backed out. We’re looking for others that’ll be able to fill in the slot.”
The two bands sat across from each other. SIDEROS on one side clad in their usual disguise, extending the invitation to a christmas live at FOLT. HTT sat on the other, dressed modestly in contrast, mulling over the offer.
“Again, do we have time?” Mio muttered to Ritsu next to her.
“A live, huh..” Ritsu slurped on her drink.
“Do you really think we’re good enough for that, Yoyo-chan?”
Yoyoko turned sharply at Yui, expression befuddled at the fellow guitarist's doubtful look.
“Of course! You’ve proven yourself to be quite capable performers!” Yoyoko said proudly, before hastily adding, “-well, not to the level of SIDEROS, obviously. But everyone starts somewhere!”
“I see.” Yui said quietly, which made Yoyoko even more confused. The girl clearly did not anticipate how hesitant the band would be at her offer.
“You guys don’t want to do it?” Fuko asked gently, noticing the lack of excitement.
“Well..” Mio said, avoiding the guitarist’s eyes. “I can’t speak for everyone, but I have some reservations, especially given the nearing entrance exams..”
There were small murmurs among the members of HTT after that statement.
“I see.” Akubi nods, while Yoyoko looks awestruck. The drummer softly elbowed her gawking senpai, who recomposed herself immediately.
Yoyoko cleared her throat. “Are you all in agreement about that?” she asked, not quick enough to hide her crestfallen tone.
Again, there was not much of a response from HTT besides murmurs and whispers of hesitancy. Yoyoko’s shoulder slumped.
“Personally, I’d love to do it.”
Everyone at the table turned towards Azusa. The small guitarist continued,
“However, I can see where my senpais are coming from, they all have their own matters to take care of. While I would love nothing more to perform on the same stage as SIDEROS, if my senpais don’t want to, I’ll-”
“We’ll do it!”
Azusa blinked as if she was caught in headlights. She turned to face Yui, who was excitedly raising her hand in the air.
“If Azu-nyan wants to do it, I’ll do it!”
The other members of HTT gawked at Yui’s spontaneous decision momentarily, before seemingly getting the memo. One by one, they all raised their hands as well.
“You know what, we got some time, riiiight?” Ritsu drawled.
“I suppose. We’ll be able to make time for both exams and the concert. We’ll manage.” Mio affirmed.
Mugi nods. “It’ll be bad manners to turn you guys down after you’ve generously treated us for lunch, after all.”
“Really?” Yoyoko exclaimed, failing to mask her excitement.
“S-senpais? It’s fine if you guys don’t want to, I already sai-”
“But we want to, Azu-nyan!” Yui cuts in, closing the distance between their faces to show her drive. The smaller girl blushed at the (lack of) distance.
“Yeah, kid. An opportunity like this doesn’t come everyday, y’know?”
“A-alright-”
Yoyoko eeped excitedly, while the rest of SIDEROS tried to calm their leader down.
“See, I told you they’ll do it! Who wouldn’t want to share a stage with the great, Ohtsuki Yoyoko?” she boasted loudly.
“Yeah, yeah, you’re right, senpai. Please keep your voice down.” Akubi hushed the overenthused vocalist, while the other two looked warily around the place, making sure their cover wasn’t blown.
The guitarist eventually came to her senses, clearing her throat in an attempt to reclaim some dignity. “Congratulations, Ho-kago Tea Time. You will now be sharing the same stage as the SIDEROS and SICK HACK! Not many are as fortunate.” she repeated.
“I can imagine..” Azusa muttered, staring up at the ceiling. “Sharing a stage with SIDEROS… wow.”
Whilst Yoyoko excitedly talked about the prospect of the live with Azusa, the remaining seniors huddled together to form their own discussion.
“What did we just agree to?” Mio said, seemingly just realizing what she had done.
“I was just going with the flow!” Ritsu hastily whispered.
“I personally do not mind, but if there’s still some reluctance on you guy’s part-” Mugi trailed off.
“We’re going to do it.”
Three pairs of eyes turned towards Yui, the brunette wearing an uncharacteristically determined expression on her face.
“Mio-chan. You said that we need to make Azu-nyan’s remaining time with us worthwhile, right?”
“Um, yeah, but-”
“So we need to do this! We can’t let down Azu-nyan again!”
"Yui-chan-” Mugi whispered.
Ritsu sighed. “We really haven’t been able to provide the best for her, have me? With our failures to recruit more members and all. She even had to ask Ui and Jun herself.”
“Ricchan!” Mugi gasped. “Don’t say that-”
“We’ll use this concert to prove to Azu-nyan that we care about her and the band!” Yui proclaimed.
Ritsu nods. “I can get behind that. What about you, Mio?”
Mio sighed. “R-right yeah, this might be our last opportunity to build her confidence towards us.”
The three turned to look at Mugi, the last person yet to provide her thoughts. The heiress exhaled.
“I really don’t like how all of you are ready to blame yourselves over that encounter, but I have no qualms with the prospect of the live itself, so-”
“Senpais, what are you all whispering about?”
The four seniors jumped up at Azusa’s voice, quickly turning to face their junior and SIDEROS, who were watching curiously across the table.
“It’s nothing, Azu-nyan! Just talking about some preparations we seniors have to make if we want to go through with the live!” Yui said with a forced smile.
Azusa seemed to have been able to read that the gesture was not genuine, judging by the frown she was sporting on her face. Yoyoko however, was none the wiser, still beaming brightly at HTT’s decision.
“If all of this is settled, then we shall meet tomorrow for our first rehearsal! Afternoon after school at FOLT. Be there or be square!”
As the discussion of the live came to pass, SIDEROS and HTT continued the conversation, dissolving slowly into a much relaxed banter. Azusa however, still felt troubled by her senpais’ behavior. She eyed Yui in particular, the aforementioned completely enthralled in a conversation with Yuyu.
Something is wrong.
-
“And here’s my home base, FOLT!” Hiroi said, drunkenly stumbling into the venue.
Unknowingly roped into some agreement that she was not a part of, Bocchi was dragged to meet Hiroi at her home base in Shinjuku by her band, in preparation for their christmas live in the foreign venue. Whilst a bit taken aback at first, her band managed to talk her into it. And so Hitori finds herself following after the drunk bassist, the latter greeting and leading them into the livehouse.
Kessoku band took in the sight as they entered. Bocchi has never been in any other music venue outside of STARRY, and whilst she has grown accustomed and much prefers STARRY, she can’t deny how spacious and grand FOLT is in comparison.
“This place feels different than STARRY..!” Kita said, echoing Hitori’s internal assessment.
“Don’t worry, it’s pretty much the same place!” Nijika responded.
“Ahahaha! Truth to be told, I planned on taking you all to FOLT for one of my lives earlier on, but it coincided with HTT’s cultural festival, hic-! Ah well, at least you guys finally got to see the place, right?”
“We should’ve gone to the SICK HACK live instead.” Ryo quickly said.
“What? Senpai, we can’t just flake out on our friends!” Kita retorted.
“Ignore her, Kita-chan, I- oof- B-bocchi-chan?”
Bocchi had clung tightly to Nijika like a koala. “S-someone looked at me sc-cary. Let’s go back..”
“Bocchi-chan- come on now- It’s not that bad.” Nijika said wearily.
“And here’s the manager, Gin-chan! Hey, Gin-chan!” Hiroi waved over a disgruntled looking middle aged man sitting by himself at one of the tables. The man glanced sharply towards the girl’s direction, his expression anything but welcoming.
Hitori watched as Nijika’s face immediately dropped.
“I miss my onee-chan-”
“Aaah! Hiroi, you didn’t tell me you’re bringing in youngins!” Ginjiro gushed in a complete contrast to his appearance. “They’re adorable! Where did you find them? My name’s Gin-chan, 37 years old!”
“E-eh? That turned around quickly..” Kita muttered.
“This is kessoku band, Gin-chan! Seika’s little sister’s band! Hiroi pointed to Nijika in particular. “They’ll be the replacement acts for the christmas live.” Hiroi said.
“Ah, I see- what a funny coincidence, Yoyoko just came by with her band earlier, bringing in their own replacement for the live.”
“E-eh? They didn’t have to do that!”
“Didn't you tell her to?”
Hiroi gaped stupidly. “I did?” she scratched her head.
“Um, onee-san- is everything fine?” Nijika asked.
“Everything should be fine!” Hiroi said, frantically waving her hands, before glancing at Ginjiro. “Right?”
Ginjiro smiled sweetly at them, though Hitori could notice him suppressing some frustration at Hiroi. “We’ll be fine, girls. There’s enough room for all of you on the live.”
“See? Everything worked out!” Hiroi said, wiping off a stray sweatdrop.
Ginjiro sighed. “Well, you should probably meet with Ohtsuki-chan regardless, she was looking for you earlier to tell you about the replacement that they’ve brought in.”
“A-ah, where is she-”
“Onee-san!”
Everyone turned towards the newcomer, a young girl about their age with brown hair tied in twintails, which reminded Hitori much of Azusa. A look of confusion lit up in her eyes as her gaze fell on Hitori’s band.
“ I was about to talk to you about- is that Gotoh Hitori…?” The girl trailed off.
“Ah, Ohtsuki-chan! So you two have already met?” Hiroi said enthusiastically.
Hitori had to double take, re-examining the girl before her. How did this girl that she’s never seen before knew her name? She glanced at her bandmates, who looked as equally confused as her.
“You never told us you knew the vocalist of SIDEROS.” Ryo calmly said, eyeing Hitori.
“E-eh, that’s her?” Nijika spluttered.
“I-i’m sorry- but I don’t think we’ve met?” Hitori tries to interject politely, which was only met with confusion from the other girl.
“Huh? What do you mean we’ve never met? We- w-wait-” Ohtsuki-chan stammered, seemingly realizing something, “R-right, we- we’ve never met before!” The girl added quickly.
“Huh? Then how did you know Bocchi-chan’s full name?” Hiroi asked.
Hitori watched as the girl’s eyes widened after hearing that. “B-bocchi-chan?”
“Yeah, that’s Bocchi.” Ryo repeated rather unnecessarily.
“B-bocchi, as in- Bocchi-chan, from the kessoku band you’ve been talking about all the time?” Ohtsuki-chan gawked at Hiroi.
“Yup! Here they are, in the flesh! I’ve been meaning to try and introduce your bands to each other, and I’m finally able to do just that!”
“Bocchi-chan is Gotoh Hitori?” Ohtsuki-chan still looked flabbergasted at the revelation, collapsing onto a nearby seat. “I need a minute.”
“U-um- You haven’t explained how you knew my name..” Hitori muttered.
Next to her, she can sense Kita’s posture stiffening, mumbling something that Hitori could barely make out,
“Another stalker..?”
“I- well-”
“Yoyo-chaan! Akubi-chan asked me to- oh, Hi guys!”
Hitori wasn’t sure how many surprises she could take in one day. Fortunately for her, she wasn’t alone in her confusion.
“Y-yui-chan?” Kita exclaimed, as the airheaded brunette stepped into frame.
“What are you guys doing here? Yoyo-chan, did you invite them to the christmas live too?” Yui asked Yoyoko, who only stared blankly at her in response.
“I- give me a minute.”
“Aah, so Ohtsuki-chan invited your band for the live, Yui-chan.” Hiroi said. “That makes sense.”
“Yui-chan, you know the members of SIDEROS?” Nijika asked the brunette, the latter turning to face Nijika.
“Of course! Me and everyone in the band are good friends with Yoyo chan’s band!”
“Yoyo-chan? W-wait-” Hitori said, suddenly reminded of something. She turned to look at Yoyoko, still seated and looking warily at the girls in front of her, as if scared that they were going to jump up and eat her.
“Y-your garnet eyes- y-you’re Osaka-san, aren’t you?”
Yoyoko stiffened.
“Eh? What did you just call Yoyoko?” Hiroi asked.
“W-we’ve met before. Now I remember. Those times however, she was under a different name… and look.”
“Eh? Oh, right! You must’ve met at the HTT’s festival! Ah, now that makes sense!”
“So that was her?” Hitori could hear Kita whisper.
“No! This can’t be! The Gotoh Hitori that I trusted and shared my interest in grunge music was my rival all along?!” Yoyoko stood up suddenly, startling everyone around her.
“R-rival?”
“I need to tell everyone!” Yoyoko said, before storming off the scene.
“Did you guys have a fight with Yoyo-chan?” Yui said quizzically, looking back to where Yoyoko had disappeared off to.
“This is arguably the first time we’ve met.” Ryo deadpanned. “But she already considered us rivals. Interesting. If even SIDEROS feels threatened by us, then we’re doing something right.”
Hitori felt Nijika perking up next to her. “Really? Ha! Then this discredits that Poison Yami woman even more! Even SIDEROS recognized our talent!”
“My thoughts exactly.”
“How did they know about us though?” Kita asked, leering at Hiroi.
“Ahahaha… I did talk about you guys with her sometimes.” Hiroi said, rubbing the back of her head.
“You talked about them a lot, actually.” Ginjiro commented. “Especially about “Bocchi-chan”.”
“M-me?”
“Looking back at it again, yeah. Most of her shock seemed to have been from finding out that you’re Bocchi, Bocchi.”
“Woah! So Yoyo-chan sees you as her rival? Cool!” Yui piped.
On the contrary, Hitori felt that it was anything but cool. She never even expected to meet “Osaka-san” again, so to not only reunite, find out her identity as the vocalist of a rising indie band, and come upon the revelation that she sees her as a competitor-
It was foolish for her to think that this would’ve just been an easy live with no convoluted plot going on.
“Anyway! Yoyo-chan was supposed to bring us drinks from the bar, but since she went back… Gin-chan! Can we have some moffster? Akubi-chan said she wants the yellow one!”
“Ah, of course, Yui-chan! Just give me a second.”
“You guys want some too?”
“I-i’m good.” Hitori muttered.
After Ginjiro handed Yui her drinks, she led Hitori and the band to FOLT’s breakroom, where Yui had told that the rest of her band and SIDEROS were currently in.
“Azu-nyan’s gonna be so excited to see you guys again!” Yui said excitedly.
“It has been a while, hasn’t it?” Kita said. Yui beamed.
“Oh, and don’t worry about Yoyo-chan, Hitori-chan! She might seem scary, but she’s a sweetheart!”
“Um-”
“Anyway, can one of you open the door? My hands are full-”
“Ah, here, Yui-chan.” Nijika said, opening the door on her behalf. Harsh whispers immediately greets them the moment the door is opened, Yoyoko was intensely conversing with her bandmates in the corner.
“-why does it matter, exactly?”
“It is somewhat surprising.”
“Be more surprised! This is-”
“Ya-ho!” Yui cheerfully stepped in, and the hushed discussions ceased as Yoyoko and her band turned around to witness kessoku band enter.
“Yui-chan, and-”
“Gotoh san~” Yuyu’s airy voice greeted her. “Seems like fate smiled upon us, to make us keep meeting like this.”
“Woah! So she wasn’t lying!”
Hitori looked to her left, where Ritsu was looking at them with mild shock on her face. Behind her was the rest of HTT, sitting just out of sight.
“Maa, Hitori-chan, Kita-chan. Nijika-chan and Ryo-chan too. It is indeed a pleasant surprise to see you here.” Mugi said in a similar dreamy voice to Yuyu.
“Most curious..” Mio muttered.
“You guys were also invited to play at the live?” Azusa asked the opposing band.
“Y-yeah, Hiroi nee-san extended the invitation..” Hitori mumbled.
“I see.”
“EKHM!”
Everyone turned towards the sound of Yoyoko clearing her throat. She has her eyes closed and mild frustration written on her face, along with hands on her hips. “I think it would be proper procedure for you, the guest, to introduce yourself when entering someone else’s turf?” She said stand-offishly.
“Huh? I thought you already knew who we were?” Kita said. Yoyoko blushed.
“Ignore senpai.” One of the girls from Yoyoko’s band stood up. “So you’re the kessoku band that Hiroi nee-san’s been talking about. The name’s Akubi.” the mask wearing girl said, walking up and extending her hand to Nijika.
Hitori saw Nijika uncharacteristically flushed before accepting the hand. “Ijichi Nijika, drummer of kessoku band!”
“Drummer, eh? Looks like me and Ritsu won’t be the only ones this time around.”
“Which one’s the bassist? If Bocchi and Nijika already meet their rivals, I, Ryo Yamada, want to meet mine too.” Ryo said, looking past Akubi.
“I- c-can we stop talking about the rivals s-stuff-” Hitori sputtered, Her eyes spiraling.
“That’ll be me~” Yuyu said from the back. Unlike the others that Hitori only knew from fake names, Yuyu had shared her real names with Hitori beforehand. “Uchida Yuyu, bassist of SIDEROS~”
“I see. Then we shall fight to see which one of us is the best bassist in this room.” Ryo nods. Yuyu giggled in response. Hitori could hear Mio whisper something about “not wanting to be any part of that.” from her corner of the room.
“Which just leaves me.” the final girl stood up, introducing herself. “Fuko Honjo. Rhythm guitarist for SIDEROS. I assume you’re my counterpart at kessoku band?” Fuko smiled gently at Kita.
“Right!” Kita nods. “Kita-Kita. That's my name. Totally.”
“Pleasure to meet you, Kita-chan.”
“Enough! Cease these pleasantries at once!” Yoyoko said. “You’re not supposed to get chummy with the enemy!” Yoyoko finished with a glare in Hitori's direction, which did not help ease her mind one bit.
“Right. Remember the last time you said something like that, senpai?”
“Akubi-chan! Here’s your drink!” Yui said, handing Akubi her can of moffster drink.
“Thank you, my collaborator and friend, Hirasawa Yui.” Akubi emphasized the last part, which flustered Yoyoko further.
“Oh, shut up! This time is different!” She pointed directly at Hitori. “You, Gotoh Hitori! I might have thought you as tolerable back then, but the revelation of you being “Bocchi-chan” has thrown all of that out of the window! From this point forth, we’re back to being rivals! Only this time, we’re not fighting over Hirasawa Yui, but Hiroi nee-san!”
“They were fighting over Yui..?”
“W-w-w-hat..?”
“Hiroi nee-san speaks highly of your “kessoku band”, but I highly doubt you are everything that she hyped you up to be. You are certainly not better than us, SIDEROS!”
“Is that a challenge?” Nijika said. Bocchi wasn’t expecting Nijika of all people to be as easily riled up.
“N-nijika-san!”
“You need to prove yourself that you are worthy of sharing the stage with the likes of SIDEROS, HTT, and SICK HACK!”
“Ohtsuki Yoyoko of SIDEROS and guitarhero duking it out?” Azusa whispered somewhere on Hitori’s left. “I must be dreaming.”
“Oh It’s on, then.” Ryo said shortly.
“R-ryo-san?” Hitori feverishly turned to her blunette senpai.
“She’s questioning our ability just like that journalist, Bocchi. Surely you’re not gonna take that lying down?”
Bocchi was beginning to freak out, turning to her last hope, she mutters,
“K-kita-san-”
“Kessoku band is not some fad! We’ll show you that we’re just as serious about this as all of you!”
“B-buh-”
Kita turned determinedly at Hitori. “Well, Hitori-chan, what do you say?” Everyone in turn, turned their eyes towards the introvert.
“Y-you wanna know what I think? W-well-”
Hitori’s response was to explode into a million pieces of confetti. As pieces of her slowly filled the entire room, one of them managed to make its way on top of Yoyoko’s nose.
“What just happened?” The girl said.
-
“Ohtsuki-senpai, come on now. Do we really have to do this?”
“It’s necessary!” Yoyoko said, sitting down with her arm crossed as she observed kessoku band prepare their impromptu performance. “I can’t just let some random band get up on stage next to SIDEROS!”
Akubi rolled her eyes. “I get if this was a genuine assessment of quality, but you’re clearly going in this with a slanted POV.”
“I’m not! Ohtsuki Yoyoko, if nothing, is objective!”
“Let it be, Akubi. I wanna see how this band perform too~” Yuyu interjected.
“You too, Yuyu?”
“Well, after everything that Hiroi nee-san said about them, you can’t help but be curious.” Fuko added.
Akubi sighed. “Whatever.”
“Are you guys settling in just fine?”
Hitori looked up from her guitar to find Mio standing by. “Y-yeah, just trying to- calm myself before performing..”
Hitori stared past Mio towards SIDEROS, who was thoroughly invested in another argument with their hot-headed leader.
“Thinking about Yoyoko?” Mio seems to have noticed Hitori’s gaze.
“A-ah, um-”
Mio sighed. “Don’t worry, Hitori. This is just how she reacts to newcomers in general. Believe me, she didn’t take to us well either the first time we met.”
“H-how did you manage to warm yourself to her, then?” Hitori, if anything, just wants to bury the hatchet with the opposing band to be able to run through this live smoothly.
“It took Ui being sick and- a whole lot of things happening, really. I'm- not really sure if that could be replicated.”
“Oh.” Hitori's shoulder slumped.
“Relax, Hitori-chan!” Azusa said, suddenly appearing on her right. “You’ll just have to play like you always have. That’d be enough to wow Ohtsuki-senpai!”
Weirdly enough, this time her nervousness wasn't sprouted from a lack of confidence, but rather her bandmates’ behavior. The way they were very confrontational after being challenged early on, it just threw her off. She would’ve expected Nijika to try and resolve the conflict more diplomatically at first, at the very least.
“To think two people that inspired me to would get up on stage with me, oh this is very exciting!” Azusa gleefully said.
As Azusa said that, Hitori could feel someone’s stare on her. Turning around, she sees Yui staring at her with confusion and something mildly resembling… frustration? A look that really doesn’t suit her. Hitori could never imagine Yui holding animosity for anyone ever.
What is up with everyone today? Why are they all acting- off?
“Well, break a leg, Hitori-chan.” Azusa said.
Mio watched as Azusa walked away from them to talk with Yoyoko. Her gaze lingering for a while on the kouhai.
”I’m sort of glad you came. I fear that our band might not be up to the task of performing well around this time. So at least you’ll be able to cover for us if we underperform. Worst case scenario, obviously.” Mio hastily added.
“E-eh, why’s that?”
Mio grimaced, glancing around the room towards her bandmates. Hitori noticed that her eyes lingered on Yui the longest. “We were pretty much roped into it. It was a spontaneous decision. Personally, I don’t think we’d be able to perform well with entrance exams on our minds.”
“Then why’d you do it?”
“Just call it a senpai’s duty. Azusa wanted this, so-”
“Surely she didn’t force you to do it?” Hitori asked, finding it hard to believe that’d be the case.
“No, of course not.” Mio said briskly. “We just wanted to do something nice for her, y’know- before we eventually split.”
“Ah, right.” Some time has passed since the last cultural festival that Hitori forgot that was supposed to be HTT’s last concert. For them to go out of their way for another performance for Azusa’s sake-
“Are you all done yet? Just saying, it would take SIDEROS much less to do basic instrument checks!”
Mio blushed, muttering a quick apology to Hitori as she rejoined her bandmates.
“Calm down, geez-” Kita offhandedly remarked at the jab. Hitori never heard Kita employ such a frustrated tone of voice before.
“I’m ready.” Ryo said, looking up from her bass.
“Same here!” Nijika perked up from behind the studio’s drumkit. “What song should we play?”
Kita mulled over the options. Bocchi was fine with any, as long as it was short.
“Something that’s able to knock these guys off their socks. What are some of our heavier songs?”
“We only have like, 5 songs.”
“How’s “That band”?”
“Y-yeah, sure- let’s just go with that.”
“Finally, took em’ long enough.” Yoyoko muttered as she watched the band move into position.
“You’re gonna love this, Ohtsuki-senpai! Just watch!” Azusa said, her eyes glimmering.
Yoyoko briefly glanced at the shorter guitarist. She had already known Azusa to be a competent player, so to hear her sing this band praise should be a good sign, right? She pursed her lips. If this “Bocchi-chan” really is a threat to her, she’ll have to carefully consider her next step.
“One, two!”
As the band began their performance of their original piece, Yoyoko paid close attention to their playing, scrutinizing every detail of their performance. Her eyes fell on Hitori specifically, trying to gauge whether or not Hiroi were genuine in her praise over the girl’s playing.
Kita sang the closing verse to the song, and their performance came to a stop. The people in the studio clapped as kessoku band took a bow. Yoyoko bit her lip. As much as she really wanted to tear the band down, she couldn’t deny that that was a solid performance.
“That was-” Yoyoko began.
“That was amazing!” Fuko interjected.
“Seems like Hiroi nee-san really does have an eye for talent~” Yuyu added.
“Among her many other flaws, at least she got that.” Akubi sighed, though also clapping with the others.
“What?! Alright, pause all this!” Yoyoko blustered, turning to face her band. “Really? You’re willing to give that a pass?”
“Senpai, don’t start-” Fuko said briskly.
“Your performance was acceptable at the very best, but nothing exemplary! There is no benefit to having them as guest performers along with us and HTT!” Yoyoko exclaimed.
“That’s not up to you to decide. senpai, we’re pretty much equals here, all of us are merely the opening act for SICK HACK. It’s their concert, so it’ll be up to Kikuri nee-san, Shima-san or Eliza-san to decide what bands they want to perform with them.”
“Well this was clearly a mistake then! We have to talk to onee-san to rectify-”
“Ahahaha! Bravo! That was a solid performance!”
Everyone jumped as Hiroi suddenly appeared in their midst. Ritsu in particular was clutching her heart tightly.
“Do all adults just make a habit of appearing suddenly?!” She flustered.
“O-onee-san, there you are! We really need to talk abou-”
“Whats’a matter, Ohtsuki-chan?” Hiroi said airily, looking around the place, before spotting HTT. “Ah, there you all are! Yoyoko brought you all here?”
The band stiffly nodded in unison, much more wary of the upcoming storm in the form of Yoyoko than Hiroi was, that or the bassist was intentionally ignoring it.
“Onee-san, focus! This band-”
“Can we speak?”
Yoyoko turned towards the voice. Kita was staring resolutely at her.
“N-now I don’t know whether you guys are supposed to be a big deal or not, but I definitely think that doesn’t give you the pass to be this rude!” She snapped.
“Whoa, Ikuyo-” The rest of her band was looking awestruck at Kita. They’ve never seen the redhead do as much as raise her voice in that manner before.
“W-what- we ARE a big deal! You’re talking to THE vocalist of SIDEROS, know your place! I- I have 10k followers on ISSOSTA!” Yoyoko added, as if that holds any weight.
“Well, I have 15k!” Kita shot back.
“A-ah, bands are supposed to compete in skill!” Yoyoko hastily said.
“Senpai, you’re the one who brought it up.”
“So you’re saying we’re not skillful enough for you, is that it?”
“K-kita-chan!’
Yoyoko bit her lip. “W-well, well maybe I am!”
Silence followed the outburst, nobody was expecting Yoyoko to go there. It was broken by a loud belch.
“What‘re you guys talking about again?” Hiroi said, clearly not paying attention.
“They’re talking about kessoku band performing with us, Kikuri-san.” Mio said.
“Oh, what’s with them? You still don’t approve of them or something?” Hiroi said, turning to Yoyoko.
“Are you really sure this band is worthy to perform with us? This must’ve been a mistake, right? Or- or-”
“Or what?” Hiroi cuts in, silencing Yoyoko. She was talking with her eyes open, which she rarely does. “Do you think I'm blind?’
“That’s not what I-!”
“Ohtsuki-chan, please calm down.” Yoyoko could hear a soothing voice next to her. Mugi had walked up to her to try and mediate.
“I- I’m- “ Yoyoko looked around the room, where everyone was staring at her.
“I’m gonna take a walk!” Yoyoko said suddenly, before storming off.
“Oh, dear-” Mugi said, watching Yoyoko slamming the door behind her.
“Sorry.” Hiroi burped. “I couldn’t pass up teasing Ohtsuki-chan when she tries to be serious. She’s so cute.”
“Honestly, Kikuri-san-” Mio exhaled.
Nobody knew what to say or do, creating an awkward silence that blanketed the whole room.
“I’m going out too.”
“K-kita-san?”
“I’m sorry about all that, everyone.” Kita said. “I need to clear my mind.”
With that, Kita also left the room.
“One of us is gonna have to go after her, right?” Akubi said in the wake of their senpai leaving.
“Rock paper scissors?” Yuyu said.
“Kita-san-” Hitori said, placing her guitar down.
“Bocchi-chan, where’re you going?”
“I need to go after her. C-clearly, she has a lot on her mind.” Hitori said resolutely, before turning to face her remaining bandmates.
“You guys are acting off too. I-i need to go after K-kita-san, b-but I-”
“Bocchi?”
“I really don’t want there to be any secrets between us, y-you guys should tell me if you got something that needs to be talked about.”
Nijika looked mildly affronted by the statement. “We could say the same to you! You’ve been acting off since that- that-”
“That last live at STARRY.” Ryo completed her thoughts.
Bocchi winced, not wanting to be reminded of that right now.
“A-ah, we can talk about that later… Right now, Kita-chan- yeah.”
With that, Hitori hurriedly left the room, leaving the other two behind.
“Well, this turned out to be quite a spectacle, didn’t it?” Ritsu said, as she watched Hitori walk past her.
“Honestly, we probably should’ve expected that.” Mio muttered.
“This isn’t right!” Azusa said. “They're both great bands, why couldn’t Ohtsuki-senpai put past her pride and look at that?”
“You think highly of them, don’t you, Azu-nyan?”
Azusa turned at this unexpected question. “Of course, senpai. How could you not?”
Yui nods. “I see.”
The brunette began moving towards the exit too.
“Yui, where are you going?” Mio asked.
“I need to talk to Hitori-chan.”
“Right now?” Ritsu asked perplexedly. “She’ll be preoccupied with Kita, no?”
At this, Yui smiled. “I can help with that too. There’s so much misunderstanding going around. I know Yoyo-chan isn’t a bad person. Maybe I can help convince Kita-chan of that.”
“Yui-senpai, you’re so..”
Azusa never managed to finish what she’s about to say, as Yui had left the room, following Hitori and Kita.
“There, paper! You go after her, Fuko!” Akubi said triumphantly. Fuko sighed.
-
“Ah, there you are, Kita-san.”
Kita looked up from her phone to find Hitori staring back at her. She cleared her throat as she put her device away.
“H-hitori-chan. What are you doing out here?”
“I-i should be the one asking you that.”
“I already told you that I was just going out to clear my mind.”
“W-well, I just thought you might need company.”
Kita hummed, not responding further. Hitori took this as an invitation for her to stay, sitting down next to her on the crosswalk in front of FOLT. Silence continued for a brief moment before Kita spoke.
“About what happened back there, Hitori-chan. Sorry you had to see that.”
“I- w-well, it’s understandable. I just didn’t think you’d be the confrontational one in the band. That seems more like a Ryo-san thing.” Hitori muttered.
“Yeah.” she chuckled. “Bit off-character comin’ from me, wouldn’t you say?”
Hitori tilted her head. “Kita-san, what is it about, really? I do notice that not just you, b-but the whole band seems to be rather off.”
Kita eyed her counterpart curiously. “How so?”
“Um, well, the atmosphere just felt less laxed than usual, I suppose. You guys seem to be really tense. T-though for what reason-”
Kita paused for a short while. “Well, I can’t speak for the others, but I just- feel a bit lackluster recently, Hitori-chan.”
“L-lackluster?”
“Yeah. You know, after that journalist visit-”
Hitori winced. She should’ve known this would’ve gone there.
“Yeah.” Kita wasn’t looking at her, and continued, “All those things she said, about how we’re just holding you back-”
Hitori shook her head feverishly. “That’s n-not true!”
“But if you really think about it-”
“Hitori-chan, Kita-chan!”
The two guitarists looked up from their conversation, as a third guitarist joined in on their little rendezvous.
“A-ah, am I disrupting something?” Yui said.
Kita chuckled. “No you didn’t, Yui-chan. Nothing important, anyway.”
“It is important!” Hitori said, raising her voice. This successfully roused Yui's and Kita’s attention.
“Is it about Yoyo-chan?” Yui guessed.
“No, it’s about that Poison Yami girl. Though I suppose it’s pretty much the same in the end. Both of them think we’re not good enough.”
“What? Don’t say that, Kita-chan!” Yui piped up. “You guys aren’t bad, and Yoyo-chan didn’t really mean what she said.”
Kita huffed disbelievingly.
“It’s true.” Yui said, sitting down next to the two guitarists. “She’s a little rough around the edges, but she’s very sweet on the inside. Like a granola bar!”
Hitori had to suppress a smile. It’s very Yui to use sweets as a comparison to something. It reminded her of the tea and cakes talk they had not too long ago.
“Then why does she seem so eager to tear us down?”
“That’s just how she is.” Yui shrugged. “The first time we met her, she was also like this with us. Put off by our nature, fussing about how we don’t practice enough- she’s a lot like Azu-nyan when we first met her too.” Hitori glanced at Yui, the latter looking up at the sky as she reminisced. “She just needs time to warm up to you.”
Hitori nods in agreement. “Y-yeah.. Though it seemed like it, this wasn’t my first encounter with Ohtsuki-san. Surely you remember when we met her at Yui-chan’s culture festival..?”
Kita pursed her lips. “Barely.”
“S-she was very harsh at the start, but slowly as you get to know her, you’ll realize that s-she’s just putting up a front.. I can tell w-when she was trying to tear us down back there.. Her heart wasn't really in it-”
“Really?”
“Y-yeah. And y’know, they’re supposedly a big deal and all. If we managed to impress her and her band, t-that surely means something, right?” Hitori reiterated Nijika’s earlier sentiment.
“You’re not holding anyone back, Kita-chan.” Yui reassured. It seems like she caught bits of what Hitori and Kita were talking about previously. “If you wanna see someone who holds someone back, you can look at me instead.”
Kita and Hitori quickly turned at this statement. “Where is this coming from, Yui-chan?”
“In envy you both. She really looked up to you, you know? Azu-nyan.” Yui added, when Hitori and Kita just looked puzzled. “Part of me wonders if we really had been such failures for her to look up more to you and Yoyo-chan. I mean, I’m supposed to be her senpai, and it took me all this time to realize that I haven't been a good one.”
“And who told you all of this?” Kita asked.
“Eh? Isn’t that practically what that Poison Yami said?”
It all finally clicked for Hitori at that moment, the look Yui was giving her earlier. She was envious of how Azusa looked up to her. But why would she be? From her perspective, Yui and the others have done nothing that would make Azusa think they’re bad senpais.
“Y-yui-chan. You just made a compelling case about how that wasn’t the case with our b-band. How could you not see that the same applies to you too? You’re not holding Azusa-san back.” Hitori said.
“Eh? But with your band, it’s obvious that wasn’t the case. We failed Azu-nyan so many times- Poison Yami might be right.”
Unexpectedly, Kita began to laugh. Hitori and Yui turned to face the girl, who recomposed herself quickly.
“I’m sorry Yui-chan. But that just seems a bit silly.”
“What do you mean?”
Kita shook her head. “If only you ever heard of how Azusa-chan talks about you guys. I can’t believe for a second that she doesn’t appreciate you guys. You especially, Yui-chan.” Kita added the last part quietly.
“You guys are the one she talks about constantly.” Yui frowned.
“Maybe she thought it should just go without saying that she appreciates you guys.” Hitori suggested.
Yui shook her head. “We still could’ve done more for her instead of slacking around.”
“Y-yui-chan. I heard from Mio-san about how- how you guys sacrificed your studying time to do this concert for her. Y-you all care very much and are willing to do so much for her. H-how is that not doing enough?”
“We’re just making up for lost time.” Yui said defeatedly. Hitori and Kita trade glances. To see the usually cheery girl talk in such a depressing manner is jarring as equally as it was frustrating. Surely just observing this behavior would prove how contradictory her statements were, right? Yet the brunette remained oblivious to it.
“Well, Yui-chan. You wanted to show how much you appreciate Azusa-san, right?” Kita breaks the silence.
“More than anything.” Yui said, without hesitation. “It’s just hard to do, with so little time we have left.”
“How about you write her a song?”
Hitori and Yui turned towards Kita. “A song?” Yui echoed.
“Yeah. You know, I had some problems too recently regarding something that I felt was too complicated to explain in words.”
“A-ah, it’s that song you wrote for your crush isn’t it Kita-san?” Hitori muttered.
“Y-yes, that undisclosed crush.” Kita flustered. “We’re all musicians here, Yui-chan. So using the medium to convey something that can’t be put into words- isn’t that what being a musician’s all about?”
Yui paused as she considered the thought. “A song for Azu-nyan?”
“Yeah, and Azusa would greatly appreciate it too, I just know it.. I’d consider it a great honor for someone to write a song about me.. Not that it’d ever happen, haha.”
Hitori could hear Kita mumble something under her breath.
“We welcomed Azu-nyan into the club with a song, and we’ll hand it to her with another.” Yui said, nodding determinedly. “Yes, we’ll write a song for Azu-nyan!”
Hitori and Kita smiled as they watched their friend slowly come back to life.
“Thank you so much you guys! I owe you two my life! In fact, I’d do you something better!” Yui said, standing up from the crosswalk.
“I’ll help Yoyo-chan make up with you!”
“E-eh?” Hitori heard Kita stammer. “That won’t be necessary, Yui-chan-”
“Nonsense! You two are my friends, and it’s saddening to see you two don’t get along.”
“Um-”
“C-come on Kita-san. It’ll help make things less awkward.. I wouldn’t want to perform with unrest still brewing in the background-” Hitori persuaded.
“F-fine. For the live’s sake, I’ll try to mend the broken bridge, but only if she acknowledges her faults.”
“She will, Kita-chan!” Yui said, pulling the redhead up. “Once you get to know her, I know you all are just going to love her. You two are pretty similar already!”
Kita looked mildly insulted, but Yui took no notice.
"Both of you gave me the same advice- write a song to sort your feelings for the people you love. You guys really live up to your title as musicians." Yui beamed.
-
“Senpai.”
“She’s mad at me, isn’t she?”
Fuko already knew who she was referring to.
“You know how onee-san is, senpai. She’ll forget all this after a bottle or two.”
Yoyoko didn’t respond, still facing away from her rhythm guitarist. “And what about those girls?”
“Kessoku band?”
Yoyoko nodded stiffly.
“I don’t really know. When I left, they were talking with onee-san.”
Yoyoko’s shoulders sagged. “Fuko, what’s wrong with me..?”
“Senpai, what is this all about exactly?”
“I don’t- I guess I just feel threatened-”
“Threatened how?”
Yoyoko finally turned to face her, the girl close to tears. “I’m afraid of losing!”
“Losing? Senpai, this isn’t a competition-”
“Oh but it is- it’s a competition for onee-san’s affections, for people’s adoration of me. You’ve seen how easily swayed everyone was by that band. What does that make me? I strive to be number one, I was raised to win. Yet ironically, this attitude didn’t win me lots of friends, I’m sure you’ve seen.”
“Senpai-”
“It’s hard for me to form relations. And the ones I’ve made, I clung to it tightly. I just can’t handle being second to “Bocchi-chan” to onee-san. I don’t want to lose. I don’t want to lose onee-san to someone else. I thought there’d be enough room for both SIDEROS and HTT in onee-san’s radar, but a third band? How long till she forgets me completely?”
Fuko shook her head. “Let’s sit down, senpai.”
Yoyoko obliged, and the two sat in the gated area right behind the livehouse. Fuko took a deep breath, trying to find the best way to approach this matter. Before she was able however, the backdoor opened.
“A-ah, there you guys are.”
“Azusa-chan.” Fuko smiled. What brings you here?”
“Hiroi nee-san sent me here. Unfortunately she has to leave herself, but she wants to make sure Ohtsuki-senpai’s fine.”
“See, senpai? Onee-san still cares about you.” Fuko said reassuringly.
“At least for now.” Yoyoko said in despair. “When kessoku band fully win her affections, she’ll leave us behind.”
“Senpai.” Fuko said, massaging her temples. “This really isn’t a good way to look at relationships like these. It’s not something that needs to be won.”
Yoyoko did not respond. The conversation was going nowhere.
“Senpai, is everything all right?” Azusa prodded. Yoyoko ignored her. Fuko and Azusa briefly trade glances.
“Senpai, I know how you feel.”
At this, Yoyoko perked up slightly. Fuko eyed Azusa with interest.
“How- how could you possibly-”
“I might have overheard some of the things you’ve said earlier.” Azusa flustered, casting her gaze away as a tinge of pink began tinting her cheeks. “I know how it feels to be raised to, borrowing your phrase, ‘win.’”
This successfully gained Yoyoko’s full attention. Fuko watched as she turned fully to face the smaller guitarist.
“My parents have high expectations of me. Especially when I expressed interest towards music. As musicians themselves, they have really high standards.” Azusa elaborated. Yoyoko held her breath, as if her life was dependent on hearing this story.
“Though they’ve mellowed over the years, their upbringing of me already made its impact by the time I set foot in highschool. I was determined and set on my goals of being a talented musician. You can imagine my disappointment when I’ve actually met the members of the light music club in my school.”
Fuko felt the momentary urge to laugh, though she managed to hold it. Azusa continued.
“Lots of people have drawn similarities between us.” Azusa said, frowning slightly as if recalling a particularly painful memory, “Some with less than noble intent- But nevertheless, I see where they’re coming from. Not just superficially, it’s- when you first met us, you reminded me of myself as well. I didn’t take kindly to Yui-senpai and the others at first. Like you, I was put off by their zaniness.”
“Of course, after I learned to open up and accepted them, I realized they weren’t so bad. I daresay- they’re one of the best things to happen to me. I will never regret my decision to join the light music club.” Azusa said, her eyes glimmering.
“What are you trying to tell me here?” Yoyoko muttered.
“I think it’s quite clear what she’s trying to say, senpai.” Fuko finally spoke up. “You need to open up more to let new opportunities come to you, isn’t that right, Azusa?”
Azusa nodded. “Yes, if I remained ambivalent towards my senpais, I might not even be standing here, in the presence of SIDEROS. Opening up to them and letting them in my life, it has led to many experiences, both good and bad. And I know you are fully capable of doing such, Ohtsuki-senpai. After all, you’ve let me and my senpais into your life, have you not?”
“But onee-san-”
“Onee-san would want nothing more than for you to make more friends, senpai. I assume that is part of why she kept bringing in highschool bands here and introducing them to us.” Fuko interjected. “She’s not trying to replace you. She merely wants you to grow and be happier.”
In reality, Fuko doubts Hiroi could ever be this deliberate, and everything that has happened seems more like happy coincidences than thought thoroughly. Nevertheless, she knew that Hiroi cared deeply about Yoyoko.
Yoyoko seemed to be deeply considering all of this as she muttered to herself. She eventually looked up to face the two rhythm guitarists.
“What am I supposed to do now? I doubt those girls would want anything to do with me after- after that.”
“Well, a sorry would do wonders.” Fuko pressed, exasperated of having to drill this into her senpai every other week.
“Yui-senpai and Hitori-chan had gone to console Kita-chan. We’ll sort these out, Ohtsuki-senpai.” Azusa comforted.
Yoyoko inhaled. “Alright, alright, then. T-thank you, you two.”
“Don’t mention it, Ohtsuki-senpai.”
“Yeah, it hurts to see the two bands I held in high regard having a row with each other.” Azusa added.
“Right. So an apology should come next, then. Well.” Yoyoko gulps, as if the prospect of apologizing was something herculean for her. “I’ll brace myself for that.”
Fuko smiled as she and Azusa escorted Yoyoko back inside. Following behind their senpai, Fuko shared a couple words of gratitude towards Azusa.
“It’s nothing. Yui-senpai is working to mend the fallout on the other side, so I thought I’d do my part here.”
“I see. I’m ever grateful that we’ve met you guys, Azusa. Seems like your band has grown to be such a positive influence for senpai. And we in SIDEROS couldn’t help but be more happy for her.”
“No, I don’t think I did much.” Azusa muttered shyly. “The thanks should go to my senpais, Yui-senpai in particular. She’s the one who’s been most involved with Ohtsuki-senpai. She- she’s amazing, to be able to stick with someone as fierce as us both.”
“Ahaha, I suppose she is.”
-
“What a disaster.” Akubi said bluntly.
“I was foretold that this would happen..” Yuyu said, grasping to a pearly crystal ball.
“Then why didn’t you say anything?”
“Well, It’s one of the cheaper ones, the predictions have only a 25% success rate.” Yuyu said playfully,
“Like the lucky pencil!” Ritsu piped up. Mio sighed.
“What do we do now?” Ryo said, turning to Nijika for guidance.
“I don’t know.” Nijika sighed. “I guess we’ll wait for Bocchi and Kita-chan to come back. And then- we’ll probably leave.”
“You’re leaving?” Mugi exclaimed. “But what about the live?”
Nijika winced, never expecting the fellow blonde to raise her voice like that. Seems like everyone’s acting a bit off today. “I know well to know when people feel that we’re unwelcomed-”
“But you’re not unwelcome!” Mugi interrupted.
“Mugi.” Ryo softly said. “It’s fine. It might suck for us to be unable to share the stage with SICK HACK, but another opportunity will come up again surely.”
“What about SIDEROS?” Akubi asked.
“I always thought you guys were a bit overrated.” Ryo shrugged. Akubi only chuckled in response, seemingly not taking offense to it.
“Don’t let senpai hear you say that.”
“We won’t. We’ll be leaving shortly anyway, right?” Ryo turned to Nijika.
“I don’t see any outcome that’ll let us stay here. Ohtsuki-chan seems very determined in not letting us perform.”
“It’s quite a shame, really.” Yuyu said with an earnestly upset tone. “I thought your performance was excellent~”
“You know she doesn’t have the final say either way, right?” Akubi said. “The decision still fell onto SICK HACK.”
Nijika shrugged defeatedly. “I see little point in fighting for the spot, performing with someone who actively resents you, I doubt any of that will go well.”
“We were just trying to find an apt distraction for Bocchi with this live either way. That was our intent from the start. We’ll find some other methods to take her mind off things.” Ryo said.
“Well, hopefully onee-chan’s birthday party should be distracting enough.”
“Distracting Hitori?” Mio asked. “Is something the matter?”
Ryo casts a look towards her fellow bassist. “I’m sure you’re well aware of our encounter with that journalist last month.”
“Ah, right.” Mio said, looking like she wished she hadn’t asked.
“Hm, journalist? What’s this about a journalist?” Akubi interjected.
“She calls herself Poison Yami-'' Nijika began, but she was immediately interrupted by groans coming from the two SIDEROS members.
“You guys know who she is?” Nijika asked.
“Do we?” Yuyu said, abandoning her airy manner of speaking. “She hasn’t stopped bothering us for an “exclusive interview” since she first stepped foot in FOLT.”
“She initially got here to interview SICK HACK, but it didn’t pan out well. Seems like she was looking for an angle that the band did not appreciate. Ginjiro had banned her from this place soon after, but she sometimes still managed to sneak her way in and corner one of us to get an interview.” Akubi explained.
“Lovely person she sounds like.” Ritsu remarked.
“You don’t know half of it.” Akubi shuddered. “So what I’m getting at here is that that woman probably said something that threw your Bocchi in a slump? Wouldn’t be the first time that happened.”
“It wouldn’t be.” Mugi cuts in. “Because she got to Azusa before poor Hitori-chan. Said that she would’ve been better off without her band as a solo act.”
“That’s what she told Bocchi-chan too.” Nijika supplied.
Akubi snorted. “Well, that does sound like her. I’ve heard Ohtsuki senpai said she had made similar remarks towards her.”
“Suggesting that she leave SIDEROS?” Mio gasped.
Akubi nods. “And senpai’s pretty impressionable. Mind you, this was fresh as we joined the band after senpai kicked the previous lineups out, and she was probably starting to reconsider if the whole band gig was really worth it. Onee-san managed to talk her out of it though.”
“That woman has a serious bad streak.” Yuyu adds. “Not that she’s close to the worst amongst the profession, but still.”
“She got that going for her at least.” Ryo said.
“Though when she said that to Ohtsuki-senpai. I knew damn well that she wasn’t the only one affected.” Akubi said.
“What?”
“Well, I knew I felt a bit indignant when someone suggested to my senpai that she’s better off without me. I would like to imagine that you guys felt similarly?”
At this, the members of HTT and kessoku band shuffled awkwardly as Akubi hit the nail on the spot. Mugi however, remained straight faced and spoke clearly,
“I’ve maintained the position that that woman is speaking brazenly over a matter she knows very little about. I’ve kept telling my friends-” Mugi said, casting a glance towards Mio and Ritsu, “-that Azusa would never have thought lowly of us or grown unappreciative over our efforts for her.”
“Mugi-” Ritsu starts to speak, but she is subsided by Akubi.
“And that’s the right attitude to have, Mugi-san. Let me tell you, once SIDEROS had made it big, that Poison Yami flipped completely on her stance, claiming that she always knew that we had it in us and things like that.”
“She tends to make quick judgments based on very little.” Yuyu adds, “Best to not really take anything she says too seriously.”
“I assume you’re feeling similarly as well, blondie?” Akubi turned her attention to Nijika.
“Ah, well-” Nijika flustered at the sudden attention.
“Yeah.” Ryo said on her behalf.
“Then that applies to your band too. Don’t let all these naysayers tell you you can’t do it. Only you know your capabilities to be able to make that judgment yourself.”
Mugi nodded. “I could not put it more succinctly myself, Akubi-san. That woman knew very little of our bands, yet she was ready to make such sweeping generalizations of us?”
“Alright, Mugi. Point taken.” Ritsu said.
“Yeah, you guys are right.” Nijika said, lifting up slightly. “What does she knows anyway? Mediocre highschool band? She’s the only person that has ever remarked as such! You guys don’t think we’re just that, do you?” Nijika asked the room in a burst of confidence.
Everyone shook their heads.
“If only Ikuyo and Bocchi were here, they need to hear that.” Ryo hummed.
“Everyone.”
The door opened as three guitarists stepped in.
“I’d like to apologize for my previous outburst. That was very childish of me.” Kita said as she took everyone’s attention.
“No apologies necessary!” Yuyu said happily, waving the apology away.
“Senpai started it. She should be the one apologizing.” Akubi said.
“You okay, Kita-chan?” Nijika asked her guitarist.
“I’m fine, senpai. Hitori-chan and Yui-chan talked to me about it.”
“Where’s Yoyo-chan?” Yui said, surveying the room. “She has some apologizing to do!”
Yui said that with her hands on her hips, presumably in an attempt to look assertive, though all it did was serve as a weird Ui impression, Hitori thought.
“K-kita-san has agreed to try and put water under the b-bridge.. for the sake of the live..” said Hitori.
“It’s just up to senpai then. Fuko hasn’t returned with her however-”
“I’m here.”
Fuko had reentered the room with Azusa and Yoyoko in tow, the latter looking down guiltily.
“Talk about the devil.”
“Well, Ohtsuki senpai?” Azusa said, looking at the other twintailed girl.
Yoyoko looked up and cleared her throat. She took one furtive glance at kessoku band before pulling her gaze away.
“R-right. I have something to say to you all.” She took a deep breath. “Firstly, I want to apologize to kessoku band, for my rude comments previously. I- i shouldn’t have said any of that.”
Fuko nodded encouragingly. Yoyoko continued. “I’d like to apologize to you guys as well,” this time she directed her apology towards her own band. “To make you have to put up with me.”
Akubi raised an eyebrow, though Yuyu was smiling placatingly.
“And lastly, just a general apology to HTT, that was just not something pleasant to witness, I’d imagine.”
“Don’t worry Yoyo-chan! We expect nothing less from you!” Yui perked up.
Azusa felt like silencing the senior, though Yoyoko seemed to not be at all perturbed by the comment, if anything she seems more placated.
“I suppose I owe an apology to onee-san as well, but since she’s not here-” Yoyoko exhaled. "I just want to say that I respect her decision, a-and, well- I won’t interfere with you guys performing at the live anymore, s-so-”
“That’s good to hear, senpai.” Akubi nods. “Still, it’s up to you guys whether to accept that apology or not.” Akubi turned towards kessoku band.
Nijika and Ryo traded brief glances before nodding wordlessly. Kita however, took longer to respond. Hitori silently prayed that Kita would just accept the apology and move on.
“What you said back then- well, they were less than flattering-”
“I’m aware.”
Kita peeked briefly at Yui and Hitori. “But for the sake of the live, I’ll accept your apology. Just please, consider others feelings before you talk next time.”
“Right, of course.” Yoyoko said robotically. Yui beamed, pulling both girls in her arms.
“See? That wasn't so hard was it? Now you guys can be friends!”
“Well, it’s a start at least.” Mio muttered.
“D-does that mean we’re no longer rivals then?” Hitori asked hopefully.
“Oh, we very much still are, Gotoh Hitori.”
“B-but-”
Yoyoko moved out of Yui’s hold as she straightened her beret. “Make no mistake. We might no longer be fighting over Hirasawa Yui or onee-san, but in the world of bands and music, we are still rivals, nothing there has changed.”
Hitori sputtered, at loss with the proclamation, but she stopped once she saw Yoyoko’s mouth twitch.
“That’s just how she is, Hitori-chan!” Yui said, clinging to Yoyoko. “You can take the girl off the cakes but you can't take the cakes off the girl!”
“O-okay that one that doesn’t make sense using food..”
“It’s fine, actually!” Nijika said unexpectedly. “I take this as an invitation for us to kick your butt?”
“You’re welcome to try.” this time, Yoyoko was actually smirking.
“Oh, we’ll wipe that smirk off your face!” Kita said, getting in on the fun. “Right, Ryo-senpai?” The bassist nods.
“We’ll show you that kessoku band can get far without being overrated.”
“OVERRATED? Oh, that does it!”
“Supposed in the end you can’t really quell her competitiveness, huh?” Akubi remarked as she and the others watched Yoyoko argue with kessoku band.
“It’s not bad necessarily.” Fuko said. “Look, she managed to turn it into a sort of friendly rivalry.”
“That’s another prediction that the crystal ball got right~” Yuyu beamed. “I will have to leave a stellar review on the site where I bought it.”
“We’ll show you, consider yourself lucky to be treated to a private showing of SIDEROS’ talent!” Yoyoko turned on her heel, though there was no real hostility in her voice now. “Akubi, Yuyu, Fuko! Get in position!”
“Hai, senpai.” the three chanted.
-
Azusa watched SIDEROS performance with a broad smile on her face. She's seen some online and snippets during their training months ago, but a performance of them is never dull.
“Enjoying the show?”
Azusa looked up to find Kita standing next to her.
“Of course. I assume you are too?”
Kita took a moment before responding. “Well, they’re professionals. I can see that now.” She sighed. “Perhaps there’s some truth to what she said earlier.”
“What? Come on, Kita-chan! You don’t need to undersell yourself. I've seen kessoku band perform many times now. Your performances have always been unforgettable.”
Kita showed Azusa a subdued smile, less flashy than her usual ones laced with Kit-aura. “Thank you, Azusa-san. I appreciate that.”
The two continued to watch the performance in comfortable silence, Yoyoko, apparently wasting no time to show off, starts another song in rapid succession, her band adjusting quickly to the switchups.
“I still can’t believe this is real.” Azusa said under her breath.
“You’re still shell shocked by this?”
“But of course! You’ve no idea how long I’ve admired SIDEROS, and I’ve been following guitarhero ever since middle school- to see them both here, side by side!”
Azusa paused to catch her breath.
“And the fact that I’m here. The fact that I’m in the same room as my inspirations, the fact that I’m going to perform with them with my own band. We’ve really come so far to be able to perform with the greats. I'm really proud of us.” Azusa said with a broad smile on her face.
The feeling was infectious, as Kita can’t help but feel a smile forming on her face also.
“I really don’t know why Yui-chan was ever worried.”
“Huh? Yui-senpai? What is she worried about?”
“Nothing. Clearly she’s worrying over nothing.” Kita said vaguely.
“Speaking of-” Azusa began looking around. “Where’re my senpais? They’re missing the performance!”
Azusa eventually spotted them in the corner of the room, huddled up in a discussion of their own, not even paying attention to the band performing.
“What’s so important to ignore a SIDEROS’ performance?” Azusa asked appallingly.
Kita was smiling whilst giving her funny looks. “Go to them, I have an inkling of what it's about.”
With a curious peer at her fellow rhythm guitarist, Azusa obliged and walked to where her seniors were. Their whispers becoming more audible with each step she took.
“....it’ll make for a nice gift, that’s for sure.”
“What gift?” Azusa asked, causing her senpais to jump.
“Azusa-chan!” Mugi hastily said. “How long have you been there?”
Azusa stared incredulously at her senpais. “What are you doing?”
“Nothing!” Mio said unconvincingly. Azusa was not amused.
“Azu-nyan! Why aren’t you watching the performance?” Yui asked.
“I could ask the same to you.”
“But wasn’t this what you wanted? To watch your idols duking out?”
“Well, yes. But you guys are here also, aren’t you?” Azusa said, grabbing hold of Yui’s hand.
“Eh?”
“Come on. I want to watch the people that inspire me then with the people that inspire me now.” She said that with such ease.
“The people that inspire-?” Yui trailed off, as Azusa dragged her along to where kessoku band was, watching SIDEROS’ performance intently.
“See?” Mugi said triumphantly towards Mio and Ritsu.
“The kid actually looked up to us?” Ritsu said in disbelief.
“That- honestly, that’s very touching.” Mio choked out.
The three bandmates watched as their youngest started hopping up excitedly to the beat of the performance, hand still intertwined with Yui’s.
“We definitely have to come through with that song now.” Ritsu said determinedly.
“She’s a precious girl.” Mugi said fondly.
“Yeah. Yeah, we’ve met a wonderful angel.” Mio muttered.
-
“So, what did you guys think of SIDEROS?” Nijika addressed her bandmates, all sitting in a neat row, boarding the train back home.
“Every band has it quirks.” Ryo said simply.
“Very much what I was thinking, yes.” Nijika said, aware of what Ryo was insinuating. “From the snippet I’ve read, I’ve always gotten the impression that Ohtsuki Yoyoko of SIDEROS was a bit of an oddball.” Nijika hummed thoughtfully. “I suppose we’ve now seen the extent of it for ourselves.”
“I think she could do with a less inflated head.” Kita said. Hitori eyed her curiously. Something has happened that cause the redhead to feel more jaded. Still, she was smiling as she spoke, so Hitori assumed that it’s nothing to worry about.
“I always known she wasn’t really as confident as she talk herself out to be.” Hitori said quietly. “I- i guess I’m just glad no bridges were burned today.”
“I guess that really should be our takeaway here, huh?” Nijika chuckled. Ryo, however was smirking at her friend.
“I daresay you took away something else from that little meeting, blondie.”
Nijika turned bright pink at those words. “First Ritsu, then Akubi? I think I narrowed down your type. Drummers, huh?”
Nijika looked horrified, glaring at the bassist wide eyed. “H-how did you even know about Ritsu? That was ages ago-”
“Loose lips.” Ryo said, not so discreetly peering at Kita. Nijika followed her gaze angrily, clearly ready to reprimand the guitarist. But Kita wasn’t looking at Nijika nor Ryo. She was wholly focused on Hitori.
“Hitori-chan, how are you feeling?”
“E-eh?” Hitori looked over at Kita, who was staring deeply onto her eyes.
“F-fine, I suppose-”
“Are you excited for the christmas live?”
“E-eh, well- I guess-”
“That’s a relief. See? All it takes is just a little retreat outside of STARRY, and you’ll get back to the swings of things.” said Ryo, who’s trying her hardest to ignore the sulking Nijika next to her.
“W-what is this about?”
“Come on, Bocchi. You’ve been moody all throughout your shift and rehearsals. It’s obvious you still have that journalist on your mind.”
“O-oh.”
“When Hiroi nee-san came and offered the gig, we wanted to do it cause we thought it’ll help you get your mind off of it.”
“A-ah, I see.” Hitori said, looking down. “Forgive me for worrying you guys.”
“It’s fine, Bocchi-chan.” Nijika recovered momentarily to comfort Bocchi. “It’s our job to worry over you as your friends. But you don’t need to worry over what that journalist might or might not have said! Akubi-san told us-”
“I-it wasn’t the journalist.” Hitori interrupted Nijika.
“H-huh?”
“Well. it might’ve started from that, but I got over it a while ago.”
The three bandmates looked at each other. Nijika finally spoke,
“Then why have you been looking downcast recently, if it wasn’t the journalist?”
Hitori took a deep breath. “W-well, you see. Shortly after that encounter on the last live, I’ve encountered something else- something that I’ve been mulling over for the better part of a month now.
The rest of the band shared another round of curious glances at each other. “What is it, Bocchi-chan?”
“S-she said that we’re just some mediocre high school band! I desperately want to prove her wrong, so I’ve looked, and I found-” Hitori opened her guitar bag, and from it took out a scrolled up poster. She handed the scroll to Kita, who was sitting the closest.
The redhead unrolled the scroll whilst both Nijika and Ryo watched over her.
“Mikakunin riot?”
“Y-yeah, it’s an all out music festival and competition for young bands and m-musicians-”
This is what you’ve been mulling over?” Ryo asked.
“Y-yeah-”
“You want us to enter this contest?”
“W-well, I just thought-”
“Then why don’t you just say so? I’m in!”
“H-huh?”
“Yeah, me too.” Ryo nods quickly after Nijika.
“Me three.” Kita said.
“O-oh-” Bocchi sputtered, taken aback by how easily her band accepted this. “W-well, that’s great- I really should’ve just talked to you guys from the beginning, h-huh?”
“But why were you mulling over this for so long, Bocchi-chan?”
“It’s not because- you believed that woman when she said we’re not good enough, right?” Kita asked darkly.
“N-no, It’s not because I think you guys aren’t good enough- or holding me back, I-it’s nothing at all to do with you! I-i already made that clear, K-kita-san.”
“Then why?”
“I’m just, not confident in my own ability. I’ve no doubt you guys would do just fine. B-but m-me? I don’t know-”
And it hit Kita like a truck right there and then. She and Hitori have been worrying over the same thing for half a month.
“How can you so confidently said that we’re not holding you back and then thinking you’re holding us back?”
“W-well, how can you?”
Kita didn’t have any response to that. Nijika chuckled.
“Well, I suppose we’ve all been stupid this whole half a month, have we? You said it earlier, Bocchi-chan. No more secrets between us. If one of us got a problem, you can say it to avoiid these misunderstandings in the future. Still, I'm glad you're fine, Bocchi-chan.”
“Agreed.” Kita nodded.
“I got a problem.” Ryo quickly said. “I think you still owe me money, Nijika.”
“Since when have I borrowed money from you?” Nijika said indignantly.
“It was bet money. We were betting on whether Bocchi was lying when she had something to do when we left her alone at HTT’s festival.”
“E-eh?”
“I’ve already paid you! And incidentally, I also have a problem!” Nijika turned towards Kita. “Why did you tell this scumbag about Ritsu?”
“Senpai, you can hardly be mad at that when you’ve been teasing me non-stop about- about-” Kita peered shyly at Hitori, flustered. Bocchi doesn’t know what that’s about.
As the conversation devolved into nonsense, Hitori casted a look outside the window towards the afternoon sky. Mikakunin riot, they’re gonna enter an actual competition. Their band is going be stepping into the real world. They’ll also taking little steps amongst themselves, to be more open to each other about their problems-
“How do you even remember my middle school crushes?!”
She grimaced. Maybe they could do with a few things kept to themselves.
Notes:
and here we have SIDEROS finally meeting kessoku band.
obviously, yoyoko never had any mixup between a "Bocchi-chan and a "Hitori-chan" in the manga, and the band already applied for mikakunin riot by the time they've met, but ive decided to take some liberties here.
also azusa refers to yoyoko as senpai because of her being a "senior" in music, not necessarily because she's older
Chapter 17: Our magic shine like usual
Summary:
The girls enjoy christmas together.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Are you done?”
“Not quite, tenchou. Just putting up some finishing touches.”
In the spirit of the season and with the christmas party scheduled for tonight, PA-san has taken the initiative to give STARRY a bit of a festive makeover. Christmas wraiths and socks hung all over the walls, fake snow being dumped over some corners of the venue. A modestly sized plastic christmas tree was stood up next to the bar while PA-san herself was humming a christmas tune under her breath as she hung up mistletoes, excitedly donning a santa hat that Seika had vehemently rejected when offered.
“Honestly-” Seika sighed. “Did Nijika put you up to this?”
“Well not directly, no. But her energy was so infectious, I couldn’t help but participate in the holiday cheer!”
“Bah, humbug. I could tolerate a christmas party, but to also throw such a big party for my birthday? I don’t get why she still bothers, honestly. I’m not turning five.” Seika said dismissively.
“I think it’s sweet. It just shows how much she loves you doesn't it?”
“Still. I just think it’s a bit unnecessary.” Seika said flatly.
“There’s no shame in getting older, tenchou.”
“That’s not the problem! Whatever-”
”You ought to show a little more appreciation for your little sister.” said a new voice coming down the entrance.
“What’re you doing?”
Sawako pretended to look hurt at the comment. “Your little sister invited me. Am I supposed to turn down the invitation to my dear old friend’s birthday, after her sweet little sister had gone out of her way to invite me?”
PA-san chuckled. Seika could feel her face getting warmer. “I’m gonna have to talk with her about vetting out undesirables. Anyway, you’re a bit too early, aren’t you? Party’s not to start til a couple hours from now.”
“Just thought I’d drop by early. I’ve been looking forward to this.”
“You have?” PA-san asked.
“Course. Food, warm place and company of loving family on christmas eve? I’m sold.” Sawako gleamed.
Seika looked flustered for a moment, especially at the last part, before sending a retort of her own. “All things that you clearly lack, of course.”
Sawako furrowed her brows. It almost looked like an argument was about to erupt, before both of them began laughing at each other. This was a relationship that PA-san doubts she’d ever be able to understand. The two seem to take immense pleasure in insulting and bickering with each other.
“Whatever you say, Seika.” The aforementioned noticed a lumpy package that Sawako was holding.
“Your present.” Sawako said, noticing Seika’s gaze. “You’re gonna have to wait, I’m afraid, wouldn’t want to ruin the surprise!”
“It better not be like the garbage you’ve given me during our secret santas at college.” Seika said indignantly.
“No promises.” Sawako said playfully, winking. “Who else is coming, anyway?”
“We’re expecting the girls.” PA-san answered. “Once they get back from their live at FOLT, we’ll get this party started.”
“Oh, right. My girls are there too.” Sawako said. “They did mention something about a christmas live they’re gonna play with kessoku band. Though I was too preoccupied with the pumpkin pie Mugi-chan brought that day to remember anything about it.”
“What kind of advisor are you?” Seika said.
“And what about the drunk?” Sawako asked.
“Who knows?” Seika shrugged. “I’d assume she’d probably spend her christmas drinking with her bandmates. I already have to deal with you, anyway. Nijika better know not to invite another headache.”
“Maybe the girls will bring SICK HACK with them.” PA-san suggested.
“Hopefully not. She’d make a mess around here, I just know it.” Seika said quickly.
“I wouldn’t mind if Shima came along. She still owes me for tracking down that deadbeat all those months ago.” Sawako said.
PA-san watched Sawako and Seika bond over their common loathing of their drunk junior, the latter’s mood improving slightly with the appearance of her old college rival turned friend(?). Both were laughing at some joke Sawako told at Hiroi’s expense. PA-san’s mind strayed off to the magenta haired woman.
“Wonder what she’s up to now?” PA-san quietly muttered. “She’d love to see this.”
-
“Amazing work out there, girls! Ahahaha!”
Hiroi had gathered everyone in the small breakroom of FOLT, all of them recuperating after the christmas live they just performed.
“Really, to think all my little kouhais would go this far! Oh-” Hiroi began choking back a sob.
“Oh, no! Nee-san! You don’t need to cry!” Yui spoke up at the sight.
Hitori, like always, seems to have jumped into the worst conclusions. Muttering incoherent apologies, she bowed deeply to Hiroi. “F-forgive us! I-i know we must’ve messed up a lot up there and- and-”
“It’s not that, girls it’s just-” Hiroi sniffed, pointing down at her feet, which was violently being stepped on by SICK HACK’s drummer.
“Hiroi.” the drummer hissed dangerously. “You did it again. You almost cost us our live with that drunk stunt you’ve pulled!”
All these criticisms seem lost on Hiroi, still crying over her left foot. SICK HACK’s guitarist, a blonde, foreign looking girl, stepped up to intervene.
“Shima, go light on her. You know she only drinks to calm her nerves..”
“Eliza, even for her, that was excessive!” Shima retorts.
“Still, maybe don’t go and punish her while the kids are watching.” Eliza lowered her voice.
“Please, my foot-”
Shima releases Hiroi’s foot from her own, the latter immediately lying down pathetically on the floor while clutching it.
“I swear, one of these days, I’m going to-”
“Anyway, wasn’t that fun?” Mugi interjected, trying to move everyone’s attention away from the violent display that was about to happen.
“Hardly! I counted like, one, two… seven. Seven mistakes we made during our performance tonight! We can’t-”
Akubi cleared her throat, which promptly sobered Yoyoko up. “A-ah, yeah, I suppose it was fun.”
“You did great out there, Yoyo-chan!” Yui said, moving to pull Yoyoko into a tight embrace.
“W-why, but of course! You’re talking to THE Ohtsuki Yoyoko after all!” Yoyoko said, sounding extremely pleased with herself.
“Don’t enjoy that too much, senpai.” Akubi smirked. Yoyoko seemed to realize everyone was watching them and hastily removed herself from the hug. Out of the corner of her eyes, she could see that redhead Kita smirking at the display. Great, now not only does she have to endure teasing from her bandmates, but also from Gotoh Hitori’s band as well.
“Yeah, that live was fun and all, but we really need to get going.” Nijika said, looking down at her phone. “We still have the christmas feast and onee-chan’s birthday party tonight.”
Ryo’s eyes lit up in excitement. “Hmmm. Free food.”
“You guys are invited to come along, of course. Treat it like an afterparty!” Nijika said to the other bands in a whisper.
“Why are you whispering, Nijika?” Ritsu queried. “I would’ve thought-”
“I’m inviting you guys. Not this lot.” Nijika casted a glance at Hiroi, still lying on the floor with Shima berating over her.
“Ah, right.” Ritsu nodded in understanding,
“An afterparty? Sounds fun!” Fuko immediately said.
“Perhaps a change of environment will expose me to many more new ghoulish friends. One in the spirit of the season, perhaps?” Yuyu said thoughtfully.
Mio moved a good distance away from Yuyu in response.
“We’re invited?” Azusa asked.
“Of course, Azusa-chan!” Kita peppily said. “Me and Ijichi-senpai will be hosting!”
“In that case, I have some things I need to talk about with my senpais before we go.”
Ritsu cast a curious look at Azusa. She wasn't the only one, all other members of HTT seem to have mirrored this action.
“That’s fine!” Nijika replied. "And what about you guys?” She turned her attention towards SIDEROS.
“Sure. Why not?” Akubi said.
“Fine by me!” Fuko added.
“My spirit friends are very eager to!” Yuyu supplied.
The three of them turned towards Yoyoko, the only one who hadn't given her answer.
“Uh, well-”
“Come on, Yoyo-chan! It’ll be fun!” Yui said cheerfully. Yoyoko took one glance at Yui’s smile before relenting.
“F-fine. I’ll go.”
“Splendid! Then we’ll meet you guys there!” Nijika said, turning to HTT.
“You guys comin?” Ryo said to SIDEROS.
“Yeah, just give us a second.”
After packing up their stuff and bidding a hasty farewell to HTT, both kessoku band and SIDEROS made their way past the still whimpering Hiroi to the exit. The sound of the door closing seems to have brought SICK HACK out of their bickering.
“Eh, you girls are already leaving?” Eliza looked up from Hiroi’s limp body on the floor.
“Yeah, nee-san. Azusa just has some things to take care of first, apparently.” Ritsu said.
“Ah, right.” Eliza said, quickly nodding. “Shima, I need to leave as well. That doujinshi I told you about-”
“Deadline’s coming close?” Shima said sympathetically, ignoring Hiroi on the floor.
“Yeah. You know how it goes. You sure you don’t want to help with-?”
“I can’t.” Shima said shortly. “Not tonight, at least. I really need some peace and quiet after that live.” She bitterly mumbled.
“That’s understandable. In that case, I shall be off.” Eliza said, quickly departing, but not before giving HTT a couple of parting words.
“You guys were amazing back there, by the way. Please tell that to the other band too! kessoku band, was it?” Eliza spoke.
“Y-yes.” Azusa shyly replied.
“Yes, yes. Pass my thanks to them as well. Oh, and you and I simply must talk more often, Mugi-chan! Even for someone hailing from England, my knowledge of tea brewing doesn’t even come close to yours.”
“You flatter me, Eliza-san.” Mugi said humbly. “But I agree. I shall keep a close eye on my schedule to look for another opportunity for us to converse again.”
Eliza nodded excitedly. “Well then. Shima, Hiroi, girls. I’m going.”
With that, Eliza also left the room. There was an awkward silence for a brief period as Shima and the girls stood amongst each other wordlessly, before the latter deciding that she shall be off as well.
“Good work back there.” She commented shortly. “See ya.”
“Bye, onee-san.”
Now it was just HTT and Hiroi, who was snoring softly on the floor out cold, presumably from the alcohol.
“What do you want to talk about, Azusa?” Mio broke the silence.
“Were you not satisfied with our performance?” Mugi suggested.
“We did try our best, It was just Yui that kept messing up-” Ritsu weakly defended.
“E-eh? Buchou! You goofed up too!” Yui said.
“N-no, it’s not about the live. I think we did fine.” Azusa said simply. “It’s about- the gift.”
There was great change in the older girls’ behavior at the innocuous comment. Ritsu immediately threw her gaze around the room, as if she was asked to memorize its contents. Mio had turned a light shade of purple, while Mugi’s eyebrows were twitching frantically. Yui was the first to speak,
“G-gift? What gift, Azu-nyan?” she stammered.
“W-we weren’t planning any gifts!” Ritsu said hastily.
“Mou. That’s exactly the problem, isn’t it?” Azusa raised an eyebrow.
“A-azusa- you’ve known..?” Mio gasped.
“Known? Known that you senpais haven't prepared a gift? Well, I was kinda expecting that to be honest. That’s why I gathered you guys here. I haven’t prepared one myself.”
Confusion struck the four girls opposite Azusa.
“You haven’t prepared a gift-?” Mugi said.
“Well, no. I mean, I didn’t think Nijika-san would’ve invited us, so I haven’t bought a gift yet.”
“Azu-nyan, what are you talking about?”
Azusa’s only response was to reflect Yui’s confused expression with her own. “I’m talking about the gift. I already told you that, didn’t I? The gift for manager-san.”
The four seniors blinked stupidly at this statement, causing Azusa to feel even more confused.
“O-of course!” Yui stuttered. “For tenchou! Ahahaha!”
“Y-yeah, you got us there, kid! Totally slipped our minds!” Ritsu added.
Azusa looked at her senpais suspiciously. “What kind of gift did you guys think I was talking about?”
“T-t-tenchou’s! We just- our minds are a bit scrambled after that live!” Mio said briskly.
“Very hard rhythm section, you see-” Mugi said.
“On our songs tonight? I would’ve thought you guys would be able to play Fuwa-fuwa time and stapler with no trouble at this point. I mean- we play it all the time, don’t we?”
“Y-yeah we do. A-anyway kid, you’re right. We need to go and buy a gift for the manager!”
“Yes, yes, of course. We could even buy one at that gift shop we pass on the way here.” Mugi said quickly.
Azusa still looked suspiciously at her senpais behavior, before deciding to just drop it.
“Well, I was thinking of maybe getting her a-”
But Azusa’s suggestion mostly fell on deaf ears. Her senpais were collectively breathing a sigh of relief at the fact that she has in fact, not actually discovered their secret parting gift for her.
-
“It’s been a minute since I’ve been here last.”
The group stepped out of the station and into the district, ever more crowded than it usually is during christmas eve.
“Really? You’ve been in Shimo-Kitazawa, Akubi?” Fuko asked.
“Yeah, couple weekends out with friends, you know-”
“Ah, same!” Kita piped up excitedly. “We went to the karaoke place a couple blocks from here-”
“Really? Must make a note of that next time I come around.”
As Kita and Akubi shared their experiences and traded various tourism and hangout hotspots, Hitori turned up her nose at the perverted displays of extrovertism. Fighting back the urge to vomit, she peered a glance at Yoyoko, walking next to her sulkily, wearing an expression that would fit a funeral.
“Bearing your heart out to strangers- oh, have some humility, Akubi.” she muttered under her scarf.
“I’d hardly call us strangers at this point, senpai.” Fuko said, striding on Yoyoko’s other side. “We’ve been rehearsing with them for a week and just got off a live with them, did we not?”
“Well, that is true..” Yoyoko winced, as if admitting reality was somehow painful for her.
“Then stop sulking.” Fuko said tersely, though her eyes were gazing gently at her senpai. “We’ve talked about this. Has what Azusa-chan said really not gotten in to you yet?”
Yoyoko muttered something indistinct. Fuko sighed, throwing an apologetic look at Hitori.
“Sorry about her, Hitori-chan.”
“I-it’s nothing-” Hitori said, a bit flustered suddenly being addressed directly.
Fuko walked past them to catch up with Yuyu and Ryo. Hitori caught Yoyoko sticking her tongue out at Fuko’s back as she did. Noticing Hitori’s gaze, Yoyoko turned sharply at Hitori, who rigidly snapped her gaze back forward.
“You’re gonna give me some lecturing about how I should open up more to people too, Gotoh Hitori?”
“N-no, nothing of the sorts!” Hitori stammered.
“Is that so?” Yoyoko squinted her eyes. Hitori nodded feverishly. Yoyoko kept her gaze at Hitori for a bit longer before (to Hitori’s relief) dropping it with a sigh.
“A-apologies. There is some truth to what she said, And I see it. I really do. But you can’t exactly expect me to just change my attitude overnight, right?”
“H-hardly so.”
“Are you making fun of me?” snapped Yoyoko.
“N-no, i g-genuinely mean it!” Hitori stuttered. Yoyoko was still eyeing her suspiciously. Against all better judgment, Hitori continued.
“I-i’m not good with people either- Y-you know, I’m not sure if you’ve noticed, but I’m not exactly a very outgoing person.” Hitori gave a shaky laugh at this attempt at a joke. Yoyoko didn’t seem to have even broken a smile. Cringing internally, Hitori went on.
“S-so I get being frustrated when p-people just force you to b-be better, in a manner of speaking. E-easier said than done, isn’t it? Y-you can’t just undo sixteen years of programming just because you’ve realized t-that you might’ve been in the wrong-”
“Yes! Exactly!” Yoyoko exclaimed, causing Hitori to retreat into her scarf. Noticing her startled expression, Yoyoko followed suit in retreating to her own scarf, muttering a very quiet “-sorry, carry on.”
“Y-yeah, well- as I was saying, i-it's not as easy as how people make it out to be. A-and I know it always feel disingenuous and cliched when people tell you that they know how you f-feel- So I’m not gonna s-say that, b-but I-i don’t think you’re wrong in being uncomfortable when demanded to just change h-how you act overnight.” Hitori said, recalling how her mother used to tell her to go out to talk with people and make friends.
“Yeah, that’s right!” Yoyoko said quietly. “Akubi and Fuko always went around to tell me and stop being mean and all that sort of stuff, but like- this is how I’ve been acting all my life, I just don’t really know how else I should act-” she trailed off, looking somber.
“W-well, you are making small s-steps. At least you’re not screaming at me l-like back then.” Hitori said in an attempt to comfort Yoyoko, which seems to have failed spectacularly. Yoyoko only looked flushed at Hitori’s words, making her look oddly adorable, like a small child being told off by their parents.
“R-right, apologies again for that. Despite me bemoaning my band’s unrealistic demands- that is still not something I’m proud of- I shouldn’t have snapped at your band.”
“W-well yeah, um- apology accepted, I guess?” Hitori said awkwardly.
“You and Hirasawa Yui, how do people manage to find it in them to be so forgiving?” Yoyoko muttered.
“W-well, you know- I’ve seen what you’re actually l-like, when we had that talk at Yui-chan’s festival. I know you didn’t really mean most of what you said to our band.” Yoyoko looked like she wanted to object, but seemed to realize better as she held her tongue.
“B-besides, that hardly m-matters now. Let’s just forget about it.. we managed to get to the point where we know each other and are having a civil discussion anyway.. m-mostly.”
Yoyoko only nodded stiffly, muttered a quiet agreement and fell silent. Hitori casts a furtive glance at the other girl, who seems to be in deep thought.
“Gotoh Hitori.”
Yoyoko had stopped in her tracks, and Hitori had to turn around to face her. The rest of their bands had already walked past them round a corner, vanishing from view.
“T-thank you. I- i guess you’re just the first person who actually get the sort of bind I’m in-”
“Oh, um- really?”
“Yes.” Yoyoko reaffirmed. “You’re right. Let’s just forget about all that’s in the past, and turn a new leaf. With that I think we should reintroduce ourselves. Properly. No disguises or lies, not as Osaka-san or Bocchi-chan, but as ourselves.”
“O-oh.”
Yoyoko extended a hand towards her, which Hitori took.
“Ohtsuki Yoyoko. Lead vocalist of SIDEROS.” she said, as she shook Hitori’s hand.
“G-gotoh Hitori.” Hitori flustered.
“It is very nice to meet you, Gotoh Hitori.” Yoyoko lets out a smile that threw off Hitori a bit. The girl had seldom smiled the past week they’ve been rehearsing.
Yoyoko eventually lets go of Hitori’s hand, the smile still plastered on her face.
“So… are we like- friends now? Is that how this works?”
“I-i guess…? I’m no expert..”
“But you’re fine with the notion?”
“W-well, I’m not opposed to it-”
“AHA! Take that Fuko!” Yoyoko hooted suddenly, causing Hitori to jump. “See? I could make friends on my own, thank you very much! I don’t need bossing around or supervision! I rule!”
Hitori stared down the girl disbelievingly, shocked at how the latter was treating making friends as some sort of challenge that she only does to prove her other friend wrong. She began contemplating whether or not anything Yoyoko had said to her earlier was genuine to begin with, but all doubt was immediately erased as she witnessed the girl before her starts winding down and smiling placidly.
Right, she’s new to this “making friends” thing. She probably shouldn’t be too hard on her. Hitori was hardly anything but a novice at that front too.
“When Hirasawa Yui returns, we simply must talk to her! I get to show off that I have acquired one more friend without help from anyone!”
Somehow, the sight of someone being this abysmal at making friends made Hitori feel a bit better about herself.
“Y-yeah, sure. Yui-chan will be most pleased.”
“Senpai! What are you doing back there? Come on! We thought you got lost!” The two girls turned to the voice beckoning them, Fuko had peeked around the corner the rest of their bands had disappeared off of.
“I won’t be lost, Fuko! I’ve got my friend, Gotoh Hitori here, to show me directions!”
As Fuko looked on puzzledly at the two, Hitori shielded herself from view of passersby who had turned to look at the ongoing commotion, thinking of maybe cutting off the friendship here and now if it was going to be this embarrassing throughout.
-
“Ah, so this is STARRY. Such a humble establishment.” Yuyu said, taking a good look around the place.
“Yep! Welcome to our home base, you guys!” Kita said cheerily, presenting the livehouse to SIDEROS.
“You guys have certainly gone all out.” Fuko said as she took in the decorations.
“Thank you very much.” PA-san said.
“Ah! A most peculiar attire!” Yuyu said, marching up to PA-san. “Are you a fellow researcher of the supernatural?”
“M-me? Uhm, well- not really-”
“Is that so? Because you are currently being surrounded by a gaggle of ghosts.”
PA-san paled, frantically looking over her shoulder.
“Just ignore her, nee-san.” Akubi said apologetically. “She’s a bit-” Akubi made a certain gesture, twirling her finger around her ear.
“What is your name?” Yuyu demanded, ignoring Akubi.
“Me? My name is-”
“Not you, nee-san. I’m talking to the ghost right next to you- you’re saying that you’re a spirit of christmas- christmas past?”
“Odd girl.” Sawako commented from the bar. “Friend of yours?” she asked Ryo, who was standing the closest.
“Nah. No idea who they are. But they insisted on tagging along.” she blatantly lied.
“They’re from SIDEROS, Sawa-chan!” Kita said. Sawako huffed, clearly disapproving of the nickname that had stuck with her.
“Suppose you know who SIDEROS are, Sawa-chan?” Seika said mockingly, clearly enjoying Sawako’s annoyed expression.
“Hardly. I don’t follow a lot of bands these days.” Sawako said, grumpily downing her drink.
“They’re really popular in the underground metal scene. Notorious for many reasons, one being their youth.” Ryo explained smoothly.
“I thought you said you didn’t know them?” Sawako asked.
“I lied.” Ryo simply said.
Sawako raised an eyebrow, attempting to understand the creature standing before her, before realizing it’s not worth the trouble. She turned her attention to the rest of kessoku band.
“Anyway! Been a minute since we last talked, hasn’t it?”
“It certainly has, Sawako-san.” Nijika smiled politely.
“Thank you for those shirt orders, by the way! The bank really helps, of course..” Sawako said, gazing dreamily at the ceiling. “-that’ll get me through the winter, a teacher’s pay is nothing to gloat about.. anyway! I hope that fanclub of yours is going strong? My shirt must’ve helped, of course.”
As Sawako took another sip from her glass, kessoku band shared furtive glances with one another. No one had told Sawako about Poison Yami yet. Seika seems to notice, as she hastily changes the topic.
“I didn’t think you’d be inviting all these folks over.” She said quickly. “I’ve gotten the impression that this will be a quiet, peaceful night.” she added in a whisper.
“Well, it’d be rude not to invite them, after they’ve graciously invited us to their christmas event.” Nijika answered. “And the more the merrier, right? You should be glad so many people came to celebrate your birthday, onee-chan!”
“It’s not that big a deal.” Seika said dismissively.
“Mou, onee-chan. That’s not the attitude to have! Let’s just be happy for today. Alright?”
“You’re asking much with that, kid.” Sawako said, taking the opportunity to get back at Seika. Seika, unintentionally proving her point, frowned.
“I hope this doesn’t mean you’re inviting Hiroi as well.” Seika said warily.
“Well- you see, manager! We want things to run smoothly, so we decided to not invite her!” Kita said.
“Thank you!” Sawako said as she put her glass down.
“And they won’t cause a ruckus! They’d know how to behave themselves, well, most of them-”
KIta glanced warily at the figure of Yoyoko, deep in conversation with Yuyu.
“S-she won’t cause a scene.” Kita turned to find who had said that, and was shocked to see Hitori be the one speaking. Her shock doesn’t stop there however, for Hitori had somehow transformed herself instantly into “party mode.” That is, she put together a clumsy outfit that she had worn to greet Nijika and Kita the one time they visited her house, with a party hat, star shaped sunglasses, a fake mustache, and sash that reads “Finland Tourism Ambassador.”
“Bocchi, what are you wearing?”
“O-oh, I thought It’d be a much more appropriate outfit for the occasion, hehe.” Bocchi said, proudly presenting her outfit, wholly unaware that the whole room was trying hard not to laugh at her appearance.
“Nice. You’re the spirit of the party now, Bocchi.” Ryo said, giving her a thumbs up.
“Did someone say spirit?” Yuyu piped up.
“T-thanks, Ryo-san. I call it my party suit- but since it’s manager’s birthday right now, I supposed this is a “birthday suit.” I’m in my birthday suit right now!”
Nijika punched Ryo’s shoulder to get her to stop laughing. Thankfully, Bocchi was none the wiser.
“Ah, Hitori-chan, if you wanted an outfit made, you should’ve just told me.” Sawako said, her eyes glinting mischievously. Next to her, Seika had not so discreetly taken a picture of Bocchi.
“A-ah, I think I’m good-” Hitori said, reminded of the last time Sawako had attempted to “help” her with one of her outfits.
“What were you saying, Hitori-chan?” Kita asked.
“O-oh, right. W-we’ve talked, a-and- she seems nice. She’s not gonna ruin our party to bolster herself up o-or anything like that.” Hitori glanced at Yoyoko, who was now sitting alone on a table, pretending to look at her phone.
Kita looked as if Hitori had begged her to match her outfit. Only due to the sound of Nijika’s quiet chuckle that she awoke, recomposing herself.
“W-well, if you say so, Hitori-chan.”
“S-she really is a nice girl, I’ve found that we share a lot in c-common. S-she’s far from the worst company to have during christmas time.”
Nijika’s giggling grew louder as Kita’s expression turned from confusion into a frown.
“Jealousy is not a good look on you, Kita-chan.” she whispered in her ear.
“M-me?! J-jea-” Kita stopped herself, glancing warily at Hitori. The latter tilted her head, looking at Nijika and Kita with an innocent look of confusion.
“S-something wrong, N-nijika-san?”
“Nah, nothing, Bocchi-chan. Just glad that you’ve managed to make a new friend.” She said, throwing her arm around a sullen looking Kita. “Perhaps we should follow your example. Ohtsuki-san’s a pretty interesting girl, if she managed to pull you in, maybe she’s actually a fine person to befriend!”
“Oh, right. Where are my girls?” Sawako interjected, not paying attention to any of the banter. “Did you guys not invite them?”
“We did!” Kita spoke a bit too quickly. “They haven’t shown because they said that they’ve got some unfinished business to attend to.”
“Unfinished business?”
“Oh, they’re probably just trying to decide what gift to bring you, sis!” Nijika said innocently.
Both Ryo and Hitori seem to have stiffened as Nijika had said that.
“Well, that’s thoughtful of them.” Seika said dismissively.
“Anyway, I think it’s about time we started this party up!” Nijika said. “Kita-chan! Ready?”
Kita seems to have regathered herself, nodding determinedly.
“Let’s do this!”
“That’s the spirit, Kita-chan! Now, let the christmas andonee-chan’sbirthdayparty-” Nijika said in one breath, “-begin!”
“Oh boy-” Seika said, shielding herself from view.
-
“You sure this is fine, Mugi-senpai?”
“Of course! All adults have one, Azusa-chan! My father never leaves home without it!” Mugi said confidently.
Azusa trade glances with her other bandmates, as Mugi hummed cheerily whilst carrying the package containing their collective gift. Hard pressed for time, which was not helped by Mio and Ritsu long winded argument over what best to hand the manager for her birthday (Ritsu had insisted that Seika would thoroughly enjoyed a good jack in the box prank), Mugi had stepped in to pick a gift on their behalf, claiming that it was the perfect one.
“Whatever! If the gift sucks we can just blame Mugi!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“Ritsu!” Mio chided.
“Ah, I’m sure she would love it, Ricchan, there should be no worries about that.” Mugi said airily.
Azusa highly doubted it, but judging they were already running late for the party anyway, she sees little point in arguing over it.
“Mou, I thought buying her all those outfits would’ve been better.” Yui piped up.
“Senpai, we’re buying a gift for the manager, not for you.” Azusa sternly said. Yui looked away in response, pouting. “Still…”
Azusa rolled her eyes.
“We’d still be able to make it in good time.” Mio said briskly, noticing Azusa’s unease.
“Yeah, we’re almost there.” Ritsu added, as STARRY began to come into view.
“I just hope they haven’t gone through all the food yet- ah!”
Azusa and the others turned around to find Yui on the ground, whimpering. She slowly looked up to face them, a big red blotch on her forehead.
“I tripped..”
“Clearly.” Ritsu said, fighting the urge to laugh.
Azusa casts a dirty look at the senior, before crouching down to help Yui up.
“There, there. Come on, Yui-senpai. Up you go-” She said as she lifted Yui’s weight onto her much smaller body.
“Azu-nyan… you must be an angel in disguise-” Yui said breathily. The tone of voice flustered Azusa so much that she nearly dropped Yui onto the ground again.
“A-ah, Y-yui-senpai, sorry!”
“Uuu- I’m gonna throw up-”
“Sorry, sorry!” Azusa said, as she stood Yui up properly. The taller girl chuckled, which confused the shorter girl.
“Eh, Yui-senpai, did that fall mess with your head? Er- more than usual?”
“No, nothing of the sorts, Azu-nyan.” Yui said, sniffling. “It’s just not everyday that you’re the one hugging me, hehe-”
Azusa realized that she’s been holding Yui in a way that could be misinterpreted as a hug, and jumped up to disentangle herself as though she'd been burned. With how hot her face was getting, it might as well have been true.
“I-i wasn’t hugging you!” Azusa sputtered. “A-and for the record, there’s nothing angelic about helping someone that stumbled, any decent person would do that!” Azusa said, staring daggers at her other senpais, Mio and Ritsu looking away whistling (an attempt of one, in Ritsu’s case), but Mugi shamelessly stared at the display with a huge smile on her face.
“I was only kidding, Azu-nyan-” Yui said teasingly, but Azusa had already looked away, refusing to meet the brunette’s eyes.
“Whatever! Let’s just go-”
“You.”
Azusa froze. A rough, raspy voice had sounded behind her. Her senpais in front of her look past Azusa wide eyed, fear showing in their dilated pupils.
She turned around with huge effort. A ruffled, menacing looking figure was standing right behind her, staring down at her with its puffy, bloodshot eyes.
“Good thing she tripped, made me able to catch up with you girls.” The figure said hoarsely, making its way towards Azusa.
Azusa quivered as she watched the figure silently approach, their hand raised in an attempt to grab her. Azusa was paralyzed in fear, unable to move. She closed her eyes.
“Lay your filthy hands off Azu-nyan!”
Azusa opened her eyes to see Yui, displaying a sense of courage she never witnessed previously, throwing herself onto the mysterious figure. The latter was ill-prepared for the ambush, and both of them stumbled onto the sidewalk.
“Yui!” Ritsu shouted, jumping in to help her friend.
All around them, passersby had stopped to watch the commotion brewing. Some of them were shouting and pointing, whilst others had taken out their phones to record the scuffle.
“Geroff me!”
“What were you going to do to Azu-nyan?!”
“Hold them still Yui, I’ll keelhaul em!”
“R-ritsu, stop it!” Azusa could hear Mio’s panicked shriek, but something else had brushed past her at the exact moment. Mugi had thrown herself in the midst of the brawl, pulling her friends off the figure.
“That’s enough, you two.”
“Mugi, what are you doing? They’re-” Ritsu started.
“Owww- what’d you do that for-”
“H-huh?” Azusa had recognized that sound of whining, having heard it just this afternoon when Shima was berating Hiroi at FOLT.
“O-onee-san?!” Azusa exclaimed.
“I just wanted to greet you girls-” Hiroi said from the ground. Now that she’s gotten a better look, she noticed that it really was the drunk bassist, her hair ruffled and eyes puffed up, whimpering in pain from Yui and Ritsu’s assault.
Mugi quickly let go of Yui and Ritsu and turned her attention to the crowd. Azusa gulped. If her encounter with Poison Yami had told her anything, is that it was easy for these sorts of things to go viral now that everyone has a phone with them at all times.
Mugi apparently was of the same mind. “If any of this footage starts circulating, you will be sued to oblivion by Kotobuki enterprises.” She addressed the crowd icily.
The crowd, taking note of Mugi’s bushy eyebrows, immediately dispersed as soon as she proclaimed the threat, recognizing correctly that a pending lawsuit from one of the biggest conglomerate families in Japan was not worth some twixer likes.
“Onee-san, are you alright?”
“Better now that you guys aren’t ganging up on me.” Hiroi said, as she struggled to get up. “What was that for? First you all left me on the floor, and now this? Why’s everyone so eager in beating me senseless today?”
“Well why didn’t you just call us over instead of creeping the hell out of us?!” Ritsu demanded.
“I tried, but you guys were too preoccupied to notice- and as you can hear-” Hiroi said raspily. “My voice had gone out.”
Yui suddenly looked flustered. “S-sorry about that, nee-san.” She said shyly.
“It’s fine-” Hiroi winced. “I get it, I guess. You were just trying to protect your kouhai.”
Azusa flushed an even deeper red than Yui.
“Senpai probably would’ve done the same for me. At least I hope so-” She added unsurely.
“W-why are you here, Hiroi nee-san?” Azusa spoke.
“Gin-chan told me something about a party at STARRY!” Hiroi said, returning to her cheerful manner of speech. Evidently, what little space in Hiroi’s head was too cramped to hold a long term grudge. “I boarded the train straight here, and that’s when I saw you guys.”
The other members of the band (except for Mio, who was frozen in place, her entire body paper white) shared a somber look. None had the heart to tell Hiroi that she was intentionally abandoned, especially after what just happened.
“So what’re waiting for, let’s come in!” She said, trotting happily towards the livehouse.
“We’re not gonna tell her Nijika specifically didn’t want her there?” Ritsu muttered under her breath.
“Right after beating her up?” Azusa said feverishly. “Let’s just leave her be, senpai.”
Ritsu sighed. “All right. Oi, Mio, snap out of it! We’re going!”
As Ritsu and Mugi busied themselves with rejuvenating Mio, Azusa turned to face Yui.
“That was very stupid of you. What if it was an actual bad guy? You could’ve gotten hurt, you-”
Yui rubbed the back of her head sheepishly. “Sorry, Azu-nyan, I was just-”
But Yui was stopped mid sentence as Azusa had thrown herself onto her in an embrace, an intentional one this time.
“Thank you. But don’t ever do that again, you hear me?” Azusa said.
“O-oh, okay-” Yui said dazedly.
Azusa lets go of her senpai and grasps her hand, smiling weakly. “Come on, let’s get inside before anything else happens.”
“O-okay.” Yui said, looking down at their intertwined hands as she and Azusa followed behind Mugi and Ritsu, carrying a still rigid Mio like a really bizarre statue.
-
“Waaaah! There you all are! I was by myself on the floor when I woke up!”
“Tch, she found us.”
Hiroi had stumbled onto the livehouse to the delight of no one, other than maybe Yoyoko, with HTT bringing up the rear.
“Hey everyone! Sorry that we’re late!” Ritsu said, as she placed Mio down next to the christmas tree.
“It’s fine! We were just starting! Um- What happened to Mio-chan?” Kita asked, observing the rock solid Mio.
“Oh, right. She’ll go back to normal when you do this-” Ritsu said, beginning to tickle Mio’s armpits.
“Pff- AHAHAHAA-no- Ritsu-stop!”
“Welcome back, Akiyama-san~” Yuyu greeted.
“Hello, girls.” Sawako said from her spot at the bar. “Glad that you’ve finally decided to join us.”
“Sawa-chan! You’re here?” Mugi asked gleefully.
“Of course! Wouldn’t want to miss my friend’s birthday party!” Sawako said. Next to her, Seika grumbled onto a mug of hot cocoa.
“Didn’t you guys hate each other?” Ritsu asked.
“Haven’t got a clue what you’re talking about.” Sawako said airily.
“She had too much to drink. Honestly, the party’s barely started and you’re already blabbering.” Seika said.
“E-eh, drink? Can I have some?” Hiroi piped up.
Sawako’s previous cheery demeanor immediately turns icy cold, as she casts a piercing look at her junior, silencing her immediately. Ritsu knew that stare well, Sawako having used her Death devils persona to silence her many times before.
“You won’t touch a drop tonight if you know what’s good for you. I still haven’t forgotten the wedding, Hiroi.”
“N-no, of course not, ma’am!” Hiroi stiffed, giving a clumsy salute.
“Is there still food?” Yui said as shrugged off her coat.
“Food? Oh- we’d want to do a couple of things before bringing out the food, Yui-chan. So why don’t you take a seat first?”
“I hope they have delicious tea and cakes!” Yui said, as she steered off to one of the tables, exclaiming excitedly once she spotted Yoyoko.
“Yoyo-chan!” She said, storming off towards the girl’s direction, with Azusa chiding behind her.
“Yui-senpai! You’ll trip again!”
But Yui was too busy glomping Yoyoko to hear her. Bocchi and Ryo, who was sitting together with Yoyoko, watched on in astonishment. Nijika watched as Azusa’s frown seemed to deepen when Yui began rubbing her face against Yoyoko’s, the same kind of frown Kita had when Hitori started talking about Yoyoko earlier.
How do you do it, Ohtsuki-san? Nijika thought exasperatedly.
“Nijika-chan.” Mugi said, bringing her out of her thoughts. The heiress was smiling warmly at her. “Here’s our gift for the manager. Where shall we put it?”
“Oh! You can keep it by your person until it’s time to unwrap presents! Which reminds me, Happy birthday, onee-chan!” Nijika said excitedly, and a polite applause sounded from everyone in the room. Seika tried hard to not look too embarrassed at the attention she was getting.
Kita began opening a small card, reading it aloud. “Ijichi Seika, this year is the year you turn-”
“Okay, Kita-chan. You can stop there.” Seika said, preferring not to be reminded of how old she was getting.
“And now, we’ll sing you the Happy birthday song! Come on, everyone!”
Nijika got everyone up to sing happy birthday, but realized quickly that HTT, unlike everyone else, wasn’t joining in.
“What's wrong, you guys?” Nijika asked as they finished the song.
“Ahahaha, nothing’s wrong. Nijika-san.” Mugi said.
“Why weren’t you singing, then?”
“W-well, the last time the manager heard the happy birthday song around us- well, I wouldn’t say it was a pleasant memory- so we’re not gonna risk it.” Mio explained.
“Huh?” Nijika looked over towards her sister and sure enough, she was sitting down grumpily next to PA-san and Hiroi, who seemed to be overcomed with giggles while a very confused Sawako looked around at her fellow adults.
“Did I miss something-”
Sawako was interrupted by a very violent thwacking, after which Hiroi and PA-san laid coldly on the floor with huge bumps on their head.
“So immature, this whole celebration is-” Seika said sulkily.
“Why do I keep getting beat up today…” Hiroi moaned.
“Okay…” Nijika drawled, deciding understanding whatever was going on here was not worth the hassle. “Then, Let’s bring out the food, you all can help yourselves-”
“Woooo!” Yui whooped really loudly, clapping.
“Ahahaha! The moment you’ve been waiting for, Yui-chan? Very well then, I won’t keep you waiting longer. Kita-chan, can you help me take them out?”
-
“Really, she seems very pleased to see you, Akiyama-san. Said you reminded him of a friend from his past-”
Mio was severely regretting this seating arrangement. Ritsu had asked her to take a seat next to her that she failed to notice that Yuyu was sitting in front of her, and she felt it was too rude to suddenly move now, so she just have to bear with it.
“I-i’ll take a rain check on t-that, Yuyu-san.” she stuttered out a rejection for Yuyu to introduce her to a “spirit friend” she apparently had made in the last thirty minutes.
“Ah, what shame! I suppose we can just talk to your other friends instead, is that them?” Yuyu said, talking to the air.
Mio heaved a heavy sigh of relief as Yuyu turned her attention off her, she sent an annoyed look towards Ritsu, who was doing her best to keep a straight face.
“Mio-chan, can you pass the fries?” Mio could hear a voice beckoning her, and found Akubi gesturing towards the tray of fries in front of her.
“Help yourself, Akubi-san.” Mio said, pushing the fries towards Akubi.
“Sorry about her, by the way.” Akubi said, gesturing towards Yuyu. “She gets very excitable that she kinda doesn’t realize when she makes people uncomfortable.”
“O-oh, it’s fine.” Mio said, wholly unprepared for a sudden apology.
“Suppose you could say that about all of us though,-” Akubi sighed. Throwing a look at Yoyoko at the table across the room. “Well, maybe not Fuko. But me personally, if you’ve got me talkin’ about some Swash bros, you’re not shutting me up til an hour, at least.”
“Swash bros? Oh, I love that game!” Ritsu butted in. “I love playing the little guys with parkas that wallop you with a mallet!”
“Sticking to the classics, eh? Me personally, I main the Clocker.”
“The Clocker? Which one is that?”
“The one from Persons 5.” Akubi said, looking at Ritsu weirdly. “You don’t know the clocker? He was one of the most anticipated characters.”
“There’s a fifth persons game? I thought they just released the fourth one.” Ritsu said.
“Course there is.” Akubi said. Mio saw her narrowing her eyes at Ritsu, as if gauging whether the girl was making fun of her. “It was just released on the twich, too.”
“Twitch? Like twitching your eyes?”
There was no mistaking it now, Akubi was looking at Ritsu like she just sprouted an extra head. “You- don’t know about the twich..? Where do you even play Swash bros, then?”
“On my Wee!”
“Wee?! You still got a Wee?!” Akubi asked, appalled. Mio wasn’t sure what’s so weird about it, it seems like only yesterday that Ritsu had dragged her to her house to play Swash bros on her Wee that she just bought.
“Duh! I mean where else am I gonna play Crawl?”
“C-crawl?!” Akubi looked even more petrified. “You’re talking about Swash bros crawl?”
“Yeah, are you playing a different version? I don’t remember any clocker on Swash frilly either though. Mio, do you remember anyone called the clocker in frilly?”
“I couldn’t even remember most of the fakemon names, Ritsu.” Mio pursed her lips.
“Oh, right, Fakemon! What do you think of em, Akubi? I think they just released a new one, what was it, white and black-?”
“W-white and black? Crawl? Wee?!” Akubi repeated, looking at both Mio and Ritsu like they were insane. “Guys, it’s not 2010 anymore-”
“Huh, what are you talking about, Akubi?” Mio asked.
“Perhaps she had too much to eat.” Ritsu suggested.
“I’ve barely touched my fries!” Akubi said, gesturing to the mostly still intact tray of fries. “No, it’s just you guys- you know none of those games are recent, right..?”
“Course they are, Akubi. What’re you talking about?”
“Are you alright, Akubi?” Mio asked, genuinely worried.
“I- maybe I’m the insane one..” Akubi muttered under her breath.
“Is she really alright?” Mio whispered to Ritsu.
“Are you guys gonna finish that?” Yuyu suddenly said, pointing towards the tray of fries.
Ritsu looked down at the tray of fries, Akubi, then back to Yuyu.
“Maybe it’s best if we lay off the fries.” Ritsu said, shoving the tray away.
“What are you doing, Akubi? Are you possessed by an evil demon?” Yuyu said, noticing her friend’s behavior.
“Yuyu!” Akubi said, almost frantically, “You know Swash bros, right? You’ve seen me play it-”
“Swash? Oh, right! I love playing Swash 32 on my Blipendo32!”
Mio jumped as Akubi’s head collided with their table. “Not you too! You guys really need to be brought into the modern era.“ Akubi resolutely said, picking her head up from the table. “Next time we meet, I’m bringing my twich. Then we can play some proper Swash!”
“I doubt you’d be able to beat me, Akubi.” Ritsu said, leaning back. “I’ve managed to beat Mio everytime we played.”
“That’s cause you’ve kept stunlocking me with your guys.” Mio frowned. “That’s cheating, why do your little guys even have that move?”
“Don’t be a sore loser, Mio!”
“Cheap tricks like that won’t work on a competitive player like me- besides, they removed that move in the latest Swash.”
“Sounds lame!”
“Don’t be a sore loser, Ritsu.” Akubi parroted, smirking.
“You can play Swash competitively?” Mio asked.
“Course! It’s kinda like band regionals, but for games instead. There’s a thriving competitive scene for Swash, dating back to-”
“Oh now you’ve done it, Akiyama-san~” Yuyu said, leaning forward in a whisper. “This is what she warned you of in the beginning.”
“-and about three hours.” Mio’s little talk with Yuyu was apparently enough for Akubi to speed through the entirety of Swash bro’s competitive scene history. “They’re holding another international championship this year, oh… how I wish I could come!”
“International championship?”
“Yeah, they’re holding it in London this year. Even outside of the tournament, I’ve always wanted to visit London. It’s the birthplace of many legends, Beatles, Pink Floyd, Queen, Ledd Zeppelin, The Who- list goes on! It’d make an interesting trip for musicians like us, eh?”
“London, huh..”
“Oh, I love The Who! Keith Moon is probably the greatest drummer to ever live!” Ritsu said.
“Yeah.. of course you would idolize a man whose legacy is blowing up toilets-” Mio said.
“Mou… I already told you I don’t idolize that part of him!”
“Going to London to visit Abbey Road while playing some Swash on the side, doesn’t that just sound the best?” Akubi said.
“Yeah.” Mio said dreamily. “London sounds nice.”
-
“Here, nee-san. Have a calm brew of sobering tea. You too, Sawa-chan.”
“Oh, thank you so much, Mugi-chan-!”
“But I’m not drunk…”
“Of course you’re not nee-san. But this’ll make you feel better.”
“Is that so? Well, I do feel a lot of pain right now in my- everything.” Hiroi said.
“See? More of a reason for you to drink up.” Mugi said, handing her a cup.
“Wow. I might need you around more, kid. I’ve never seen anyone able to tame those two.” Seika said, watching two of her rowdier friends pacified, just like that.
“Nijika confided that you wished for this to be an- ah, quiet night. I only do my part to ensure as such.” Mugi said calmly.
“Well, damn. Thanks, kid.”
“It’s no problem, Tenchou. It is your party, after all.”
“Are you up for adoption, by any chance? I wouldn’t mind a little sister like you.”
Mugi stared at the manager, wide eyed. “Oh, million apologies, tenchou. But that’s not gonna be possible, not that I’m unsatisfied with my current familial circumstances, but even If I was- the Kotobuki estate could not possibly give away their only successor. Much apologies, if that’s actually what you wanted for your birthday-”
“Kid, hey, hey-” Seika said hastily, as Mugi was beginning to hyperventilate. “I was just kidding, you know, just makin a joke-”
“Oh. I see. A joke.” Mugi nodded slowly. “Yes, of course.”
“You wanna be careful with her, Seika.” Sawako smirked, as she got up, carrying her piping cup of tea. “She takes things too literally sometimes.”
“I see that.” Seika frowned at the retreating figure of her friend.
“Ah, then that was a very convincing joke you just played on me, tenchou! For a second there I was imagining you adopting me as Nijika’s and your sister.”
“You actually put thought into it?” Seika said quizzically.
“Ahahaha, well-” Mugi blushed. “I tend to have an overactive imagination. My friends have also supported the claim.”
“You imagine yourself as other people’s little sister?” Seika meant that to be another joke, but Mugi seems to have flustered even more at the throwaway question.
“Well, I can’t say that I haven’t.” She shyly admitted. “My friends have been almost like a family to me, so to imagine us as an actual one doesn’t seem too hard.”
Seika, usually weary and pessimistic about life in general, feels herself slowly wither away at this genuine display of innocence before her, a pure embodiment of youthful whimsy. She suddenly felt like she was celebrating her three hundredth birthday.
“Yes. And we even seem somewhat alike, you and me, tenchou. And Nijika-san too, of course, with our blonde hair and all.”
“Yeah, I suppose.”
“There’s nothing more precious than family, wouldn’t you say, tenchou? I feel flattered that you’d consider me as one, even as a joke.”
“No, I reckon not.”
Mugi continued, “I know that if my sister had ever done something like this for me,” She gestured towards the venue. “I’d proclaim proudly to the entire world that she’s one of the best things to happen in my life. Not that she isn’t already, of course.”
The comment is innocent on its own, but Seika couldn't help but feel flustered. She couldn’t decide whether that was because of Mugi's open honesty, or something else. She quickly decides to switch the topic. “You have a sister? I thought you said you’re the only heir to the Kotobuki fortune?”
“Ah, speaking strictly by literal definitions, no, I do not have a sister.” Mugi replied. “But we’ve been so close ever since our childhood that it would be a disservice to call her anything but.” Mugi smiled. “Her name is Sumire, she’s the daughter of one of my father’s butlers.”
“I see.”
“If the opportunity ever arises, I would love nothing but to introduce her to the rest of my family here.” Mugi said, the smile never leaving her serene face.
“I see.” Seika cleared her throat, saying the first thing that comes to mind, “You’re a good kid, Mugi.”
“Ah, thank you very much, tenchou.”
Seika hesitates, “If you ever need anything, just tell me.”
“I’ll keep that in mind, tenchou. As a matter of fact-”
Seika looked at Mugi inquisitively. The blonde seems to be mulling over something. Eventually, she spoke.
“Would you be opposed to lending this livehouse to Ho-kago Tea Time some time in the future? Just for a couple hours, I daresay.”
Seika thought the proposition over. “Well, I have to see whether or not the schedule will allow it, it really depends on the day- when exactly do you need it?”
“Oh, not for a couple of months, if I have to guess. No exact date to be certain for now, but it would be nice to know whether it’d be available or not.” Mugi said solemnly.
“I see, and what are you planning to do? Thinking of turning the place into a cafe again?”
“Ah, no. Nothing of the sorts. We’ll be using the livehouse more conventionally this time around. We just need the place to settle a family issue.”
Seika began picturing Mr. and Mrs. Kotobuki walking unceremoniously into her dinky little livehouse.
“Settling a family dispute.. here?”
“Oh, not a dispute, Just- a temporary farewell for a little sister we’ve come to know the past two years.”
Mugi seems to be looking somewhere past Seika as she said that.
“I see, then in that case, I’d be more than willing to help. From one older sister to another.”
Mugi beamed brightly in response. “Thank you very much, tenchou.”
-
“This is really good! Hitori-chan, Yoyo-chan- why don’t you try some?”
“We’ve been eating it for like five minutes now- you kept telling us that..” Hitori stammered.
“Oh, did I? Well, It’s true!” Yui said, offering the tray of fries towards Ryo. “Ryo-chan, want some?”
“Alright.” Ryo said, grabbing one, still not looking up from her phone.
“What about you, Azu-nyan?”
“I’m good senpai, you can have it.”
If it weren’t for Hirasawa Yui plopping herself in the middle, this table would’ve been a graveyard. Yoyoko thought.
Yamada Ryo had not looked up from her phone ever since they started putting down the fries, while Nakano Azusa seemed completely placid in sitting down timidly next to Yui. What disappoints her the most however, was Hitori Gotoh’s lack of action.
Didn’t she say she was willing to be friends? Then, shouldn’t she at least make an effort to make… small talks? Or do anything else? Wait, what was it that Fuko had taught her during one of those blasted “common sense and etiquette” lessons she’s been giving her? Right, a friendship goes both ways. Both parties need to make an effort to make it work- Yoyoko glanced at the other table, where Akubi seems to be passionately discussing some game with Mio and Ritsu.
That’s it, I play games too! Yoyoko thought, ruffling through her purse, taking out the new twich that she bought not too long ago. Yoyoko scanned the table. Does she dare do it?
Yoyoko slowly took out the twich, clearing her throat. “Wow, look! How’d this twich get here?”
Hitori looked up from her fries and eyed it curiously. It worked! “Since none of us are doing anything, any of you want to play-”
“I’m good.” Ryo said, without sparing a glance.
Instant rejection! Yoyoko felt herself deflate in real time. Hitori seemed to take note of this as she hurriedly comforted her.
“A-ah, Ryo-san just likes being alone, Don’t worry about her-”
“I-i see.” Yoyoko said, putting her twich back down.
“How’s my favorite girls doing?” sounded a sweet voice. Yoyoko looked up to find a bespectacled, brown haired woman hovering over their table, her pretty brown eyes fixated on Yui and Azusa.
“Sawa-chan, have a seat! Have some fries!” Yui said, offering the woman a tray.
“Why, certainly, Yui-chan.” Sawako said approvingly, plopping herself between Yui and Hitori. Yoyoko watched the newcomer with interest. This was her first time in STARRY, but judging by how no one seemed disturbed by her presence, Yoyoko would assume that she was a regular. Sawako glanced towards Yoyoko, their eyes meeting.
“Ah, and who is this, Yui-chan?” she asked.
“That’s Yoyo-chan, Sawa-chan!” Yui said with a mouthful of fries.
“Her name is Ohtsuki Yoyoko.” Azusa corrected.
“Ah, so she’s the Yoyo-chan you’ve been talking about. I see.”
Hirasawa Yui’s been talking about me? Yoyoko looked up.
“I’m Yamanaka Sawako, Yui and Azusa’s club advisor. Nice to meet you, Ohtsuki-san.”
“Same here.” Yoyoko replied quickly, filling her obligation in these “social interactions.”
Sawako did not take her eyes off Yoyoko however, continuously scrutinizing her with a curious look. Yoyoko glanced around at the table to find out whether this was normal or not, but Ryo was still busy with her phone, Yui too preoccupied with her fries, and Hitori looked too shy to speak up.
Thankfully, Azusa was willing to come to her rescue.
“Something the matter, sensei?”
Sawako turned her attention to Azusa, ignoring her question completely, giving her the same scrutinizing gaze she had given Yoyoko.
“You two look so alike.” Sawako finally said.
Yoyoko blinked stupidly. Out of everything that she expected Sawako to say, that was certainly not one of them. She turned towards Azusa, who looked barely disconcerted. Evidently, like she had expressed last time, this wasn’t the first time she’s heard the comparison.
“Yes. Many people have pointed it out. Are you getting somewhere with this, or are you just going to continue staring at us like a creep?”
“Well, since you two look so much alike, I assume Ohtsuki-san here would also look good in this!” Sawako said, whipping up something out of her coat.
“What is that?!” Yoyoko said, staring at the object.
“Cat ears, of course.” Sawako said.
Azusa sighed. “You’re drunk, sensei. Have you not been drinking Mugi-senpai’s sobering tea?”
“Pfft- even while i’m feeling tipsy like this, I know my judgment would still be sharp. You’d look cute in these, Ohtsuki-san!”
“M-me- In that? I-i-”
“You should wear it, Yoyo-chan! It’ll look good on you- I might have to call you Yoyo-nyan after this!” Yui said, finally returning her attention to the table.
“I-i-” Yoyoko gulped. She was getting a strong suspicion that Ryo was recording all of this. Before she could formulate an answer, Azusa had snapped the cat ears straight out Sawako’s grasp, firmly pocketing it.
“Mou, you’re making us look bad, sensei. Now she’s gonna think we’re up to some weird stuff in the light music club.” Azusa said.
“Eeeeeh?” Sawako whined, totally unbefitting of Yoyoko’s first impression of her.
“Honestly-” Azusa huffed. “And what’s with you giving that stupid nickname to her too?” Azusa turned to Yui.
“A-ah sorry, Azu-nyan. You should’ve told me if you want to stay my only neko girl!”
Yui moved for a hug, which was swiftly dodged by Azusa. Yoyoko only has half a mind to understand what is going on right now.
“Whatever.” Sawako pouted, recomposing herself. “Anyway, how did your live at Hiroi’s place went?”
“Oh, just peachy, of course. The audience was so excited that they formed a mosh pit, and once we were done, they gave us a ten minute standing ovation.” Azusa smoothly replied.
“I-i don’t think that happened-” Hitori said, speaking up for the first time.
“Of course it didn’t, Hitori-chan.” Azusa said. “I was being sarcastic.”
“O-oh.” Yoyoko was kind of glad that Hitori had voiced the question, because she also didn’t pick up on Azusa’s tone.
“It can’t be that bad..” Sawako said.
“I-it was mostly just awkward..” Hitori said, stealing everyone’s attention. “No one r-really clapped- or knows what to do r-really…”
“Yeah.” Azusa nodded.
“I still think it was fun.” Yui said, but the majority doesn’t seem to agree. This didn’t sit right with Yoyoko, who impulsively stood up.
“W-well I think it’s understandable.” she said, not really knowing why or where she’s going with this. “The quality of your performance had nothing to do with the audience’s energy.”
Everyone seemed too surprised to take in Yoyoko’s statement initially, gawking at the twintailed girl. Eventually however, Sawako nodded.
“Right. You guys are playing in a new environment. Obviously both you and the audience need to get the feel of each other first.”
“Yeah, there are many factors that affect the atmosphere of a live- you guys might not have noticed because you were nervous, but I did notice a couple of stragglers in the back who seemed to be enjoying your performance-” Yoyoko trailed off.
“Is that so?” Yui said hopefully.
“Hm. Well, not a lot to do about it now. Let’s just use it as a learning experience. We did get to perform to a new type of crowd, I daresay that’ll be important for us going forth.” Ryo said, finally entering the conversation. “Especially with what you got planned for us, Bocchi.”
“O-oh, yeah-”
Yoyoko perked up at the comment. What’s this?
“Oooh! What are you planning, Hitori-chan?” Yui asked curiously.
“W-well, we were thinking of entering Mikakunin riot…”
“Mikakunin riot? What’s that?”
“It’s a music festival and competition for young upcoming bands and artists. Kind of like a glorified school band regionals.” Azusa explained. “So you guys are planning on entering Mikakunin riot?”
“T-that’s the plan..”
Mikakunin riot.. Yoyoko thought. That’s the first she's heard of this. So kessoku band is planning on entering?
“What motivates you to enter?” Sawako asked, bringing Yoyoko back from her reverie.
“W-well, a journalist came to the livehouse last month-” Hitori starts.
“Really rude.” Ryo added. “Telling us that we’re just some mediocre highschool band.”
Yoyoko felt a knot in her stomach. “This journalist- does her name happen to be-”
“Poison Yami.” Yui said unexpectedly.
Yoyoko turned towards Yui, her expression was wholly neutral, but Yoyoko could feel something going on behind those chocolate brown orbs.
“Yeah.” Yoyoko and Yui stared at each other for a brief moment.
“Ah, if I had a yen for everytime someone told me I sucked when I was still with the Death devils, I wouldn’t have to continue this teaching gig.” Sawako suddenly said. “Harsh criticism and jabs are just par for the course in this industry, girls, par for the course. Better to grow some thick skin now that you’ve only started. That’s the kind of thing I wish I knew when I was starting.”
“I-i suppose-” Hitori said quietly.
“Well, I wish you luck on those endeavors, Hitori-chan, Ryo-chan.” Sawako said, getting up from the table. “I wonder if Mugi-chan still have some of her tea-”
Once she had properfly left the table, what remained was deathly quiet.
“So I see that you’ve encountered that woman as well!” Yoyoko said, breaking the silence.
“W-who, Poison Yami?” Hitori asked.
“Who else? I assume she also attempted to break apart your band with empty promises? Well, fret not- I’ve experienced something similar in the past when I encounter her as well, and-”
“Hiroi nee-san talked you out of it right?” Ryo interrupted.
“I vehemently reject- wait how’d you know that?”
“Akubi already told us all about it.” Ryo said.
Damn you Akubi! I was about to make a rousing speech that helped motivate everyone and won them over! Foiled again!
“S-so, you’re gonna enter this Mikakunin riot to prove her wrong?” Yoyoko attempts to recover.
“Y-yeah..”
“I see, that is very admirable, striving to improve yourselves.”
“E-eh?”
“I expect you to make it really far, kessoku band. After all, you’ve proven yourself to be worthy of sharing a stage with SIDEROS. I daresay that won’t be the last time you impress me.”
“You really m-mean that, Ohtsuki-san?” Hitori asked.
“Yes, of course I do, Gotoh Hitori.”
“I-i see, thank you, Ohtsuki-san.” Hitori smiled meekly.
“D-don’t mention it.”
Aha! Successfully given a speech that helped lift my friend’s spirit up despite the odds! I’m on a roll!
“Uwaaa! You’re so cool, Yoyo-chan!” Yui said, suddenly glomping onto Yoyoko.
“Merely giving a friend a booster-” Yoyoko flusteredly said.
Yui squealed excitedly as Yoyoko said the word “friends”, tightening her hug. “Now my friends are also friends with each other, oh, isn’t that just wonderful?”
Azusa and Ryo, left out of the ongoing love fest, looked at each other.
“So, does she actually put cat ears on all of you during practice?” Ryo asked.
-
“Now, it’s time to hand manager her presents!” Nijika addressed the room. “Everyone got their presents ready?”
Kita and Mugi excitedly nodded, Yuyu looked ecstatic.
“My new friend would immensely enjoy this, he called himself the ghost of christmas present!”
“I’m not sure if that’s the kind of present he meant..” Fuko muttered.
“You guys shouldn’t have-” Seika said, flustered with all the fuss her sister was making.
“First up, Kita-chan! What did you get for onee-chan?”
Kita stepped forward, presenting her gift. “Ah, a set of cosmetics!” Nijika announced as Seika unwrapped the gift.
“I got you a herballium bottle and flower lip balm! I think that’d look good on you, tenchou-san. Well, they work wonders in highlighting me in my ISSOSTA photos~”
“I see, thank you.” Seika said, inspecting the lip balm.
“Ryo, your turn!”
Ryo stiffened, clearing her throat. “Well, what you need to understand manager, is that what matters about a present is not necessarily its price, but the feelings that come into it.” she said smoothly.
“Shouldn’t I be the one saying that?” Seika raised an eyebrow.
“That you’re right manager! My present is actually, ah- outside. Let me go get it!” Ryo hurriedly left the premises.
“She didn’t get me anything, did she?” Seika said.
Nijika let out an exasperated laugh. “Well, who wants to go next?”
“Oooh, me, me!” Mugi said, excitedly raising her hand. Behind her, her bandmates exchanged worried glances.
“Let’s see what you’ve got for onee–chan!” Nijika said as Mugi skipped forward.
“This is a gift from all of us Ho-kago Tea Time, tenchou. It’s no adoption papers, but hopefully you’ll enjoy it all the same.”
“Adoption papers?” Nijika said quizzically.
“Oh, girls. You shouldn’t have.” Seika said, unwrapping her gift. “Err- what is this?”
The rest of HTT began looking anywhere but the manager, but Mugi kept her eyes trained at the woman, beaming brightly.
“It’s a tax diary, tenchou. My father said that every adult has one! He personally never left home without it!”
“I see.” Seika seems to contemplate the gift, before eyeing the satisfied look on Mugi’s face. “Well, it’s the feelings that matter, right?” she smiled gently.
“Ah, it was my idea to gift you that, actually-” Ritsu began to say, swiftly interrupted by Mio stomping on her foot violently.
“Well, who’s next? Nee-san?”
Hiroi crossed her arms confidently. “I’ve gotten you some cash and meat.”
“Cash and meat? Did you steal it from somewhere, nee-san?” Yoyoko skeptically asked.
“Mou, that’s messed up that you would think that, Ohtsuki-chan.” Hiroi said, pulling out a dirty piece of paper from her blazer.
“Cash and meat, in the form of shopping rewards!” Hiroi said, shoving a half filled coupon card to the manager’s open hand. “I’ve already got ten stickers, you just need ten more to turn in for the reward.”
“Well, I suppose it’s the thought that counts-” Seika reluctantly said.
“Wait, I think it might be expired-”
Seika responds by ripping the coupon in half.
“Me next!” Sawako stepped forward, handing Seika the lumpy package she was carrying previously. “Open it!”
“This better not be an- AHH! DAMMIT!”
“AHAHAHAHA!” Sawako laughed hysterically, as Seika reeled in from the shock of her gift. “Classic jack in the box prank! Never gets old, doesn’t it?”
“Just like college-” Seika bitterly mumbled, though a smile seemed to threaten its way onto her face.
“I told you she would’ve liked one!” Ritsu whispered. Mio stomped harshly on her other foot.
“Ryo has been out for a while now, where’s she gone?” Nijika said.
“What’s all that noise?” Yoyoko asked.
Nijika and Yoyoko’s questions were immediately answered as Ryo returned, shivering while carrying a huge ugly snowman in her arms.
“Wait, don’t bring that thing in!” Seika said exasperatedly as Ryo placed the snowman right in front of her.
“This snowman, Pierre-kun, snuck onto santa’s sleigh from Finland just to see you, manager.”
“Don’t give it a cute backstory! You’re just making it harder for me to get rid of it!”
“Well, last but certainly not least, Bocchi-chan!” Nijika said ceremoniously.
But Bocchi was unresponsive to the call, lost in her own thoughts.
I totally forgot to bring manager anything.. My only option is to just be honest and tell her-
“Believe it or not, Bocchi-chan had been preparing this for two months!” Nijika exclaimed.
“Wow! Is it something tailor made?” Kita asked admiringly.
“Maybe she bought it with all her guitarhero money..” Ryo suggested.
Oh my god, they’re making it worse! They’re setting the manager up for disappointment!
Now really panicking, Hitori desperately searched her pockets as if expecting the perfect birthday gift to materialize there. Unfortunately, the only thing she was carrying with her was an almost empty bottle of eyedrop.
Then I've got no choice! Hitori whipped out her guitar.
“My present to you… is a song!”
“Eh?” All members of kessoku band shared a look.
Ryo held back a chuckle. “It’s the #1 present that broke musicians give to their partners when they got no money.” She whispered dismissively to Mugi.
“Well, I think a song is a perfectly fine gift to give someone.” Mugi said tartly to Ryo, the latter taken aback, not expecting such open hostility from the usually calm heiress.
The manager seemed to not mind, as she was facing Bocchi expectantly, waiting for her song. Unfortunately for her and fortunately for Bocchi, her guitar had chosen that moment to snap its strings.
“A-ah- no song, then.”
-
Really wish I’d gotten to hear it.. Seika thought as she escorted all the guests out of STARRY.
“Bye everyone!” Nijika said, waving off their guests.
“Thank you for your hospitality, Nijika-san.” Mio bowed.
“Do I have to be the one to drop this drunk off?” Sawako said disgruntledly, lifting up a knocked out Hiroi on her other side.
“Are you really gonna make the birthday girl do menial tasks on her special day?” Seika teased.
“Fuck you. Both you and Shima owe me big time.”
“Sawa-chan, what does “fuck” mean?”
“Don’t listen to the irresponsible adults, Yui-senpai. That’s a bad word.”
“Kessoku band!” Yoyoko called, approaching the four. “I’ve just now decided! We will also be entering Mikakunin riot!”
“Y-you are?!” Hitori sputtered.
“Yes. Nothing like a friendly rivalry to give you a little push, right?” Yoyoko said, smirking at Hitori. “So I’d expect you all to put up a good fight! It’d be lame if you didn’t get past the application stage, so I’ve gone to the trouble of listing down all the flaws in your playing that you could improve on!”
Yoyoko handed Nijika a long list. “Give it a read!”
“What are you, our manager?” Nijika asked exasperatedly, but Hitori managed to muster out a weak smile.
“T-thank you, Ohtsuki-san. W-we’ll try our best..”
Despite the dark of the night, Nijika could make out a tinge of pink on Yoyoko’s cheek, and not one you get from the cold.
“Y-you better!” Yoyoko stammered, walking back to her band. “Oh, by the way, can we enter Mikakunin riot?” she said in a low voice.
“We never heard about this.” Akubi said disgruntledly.
“Talk these things over with us first!” Fuko chided.
“Ah, my new friend have whispered this possible future onto me a couple minutes ago.. but still, senpai-”
“So she hasn’t actually asked her band..” Kita muttered.
After a cheery farewell, the crowd eventually dispersed, leaving two sisters standing by their livehouse.
“I wonder what caused Ohtsuki-san to enter, all of a sudden?’
“It’s probably you girls, like she just said.” Seika said, turning around to re-enter the livehouse.
“Ah, wait, onee-chan! Just realized, I haven’t given you my gift yet.”
Seika turned around to find Nijika presenting her with a couple of wrapped presents. “I’ve got you a massage machine! And also some pain relief patches, eye masks, and bath salts. It’s time for you to start looking after your health!”
She used to give me plushies… Seika cried internally.
“Thanks.” She took the presents off Nijika’s hands.
“That’s all I can give you for now. But one day, I’ll be able to give you a super amazing present!”
“Oh, what is it?”
“Secret!” Nijika beamed. “Just keep supporting us!”
Under the soft light of the darkened streets, Seika could feel Nijika’s smile reflected on her own face. Rather unconsciously, she puts down her hand to pat Nijika’s head, something that she hasn’t done in years.
“I don’t really get it, but I’ll look forward to it.”
There’s nothing more precious than family, wouldn’t you say?
“Thanks for doing all this for me, Niji.”
“Don’t mention it, onee-chan! It’s the least I can do after all you’ve done for me!”
Notes:
merry christmas!!!!!!!! im kinda glad they released new songs with the movie, cause i ran out of song names to fuse last chapter. thatll save me for at least one more chapter.
Chapter 18: Gloomy!? Sorry!!
Summary:
Both bands dive into video-making endeavors.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Nijika stared expectantly at PA-san, watching her work over her shoulder, glancing at her phone every few seconds to check the time that passed.
“How close are you, PA-san?” Nijika asked the older woman.
“Almost done, Nijika–chan.” PA-san patiently replied.
“You’re not gonna make her work faster by hovering over her.” Nijika could hear her sister say. She pouts in response.
“Your onee-chan’s right, you know.” PA-san chuckled. “Won’t the others be coming today? You should be expecting them right now, shouldn’t you?”
“Mou, that’s why I want this to be done quickly! I want to show it to them as soon as they step into STARRY.”
PA-san smiled. “Of course, Nijika-chan. I’m about to upload it. This shouldn’t take long.”
“Nijika. Your friend is here.” Seika’s voice beckoned.
“Coming, onee-chan!” Nijika stepped out onto the main venue of STARRY, where she found Ryo sitting innocuously at one of the tables.
“There you are, Nijika. So mean of you to leave me by myself at school.” Ryo pretended to wipe a tear off her eyes.
“I told you I wanted to go back to STARRY as soon as possible. It’s not my fault you decided to take your sweet time with the counselor again.”
“It’s cause they love me.” Ryo said proudly. Nijika rolled her eyes.
“They love you because you have a below fifty percent attendance record.” Nijika deadpans. “Honestly, how your parents let you get away with it..” Nijika sighed.
“It’s cause they love me.” Ryo said proudly, Nijika rolled her eyes.
“Senpai!”
Nijika turned to the new voice, watching Kita and Hitori descend the stairs. “We came as soon as we could!”
“Ah, girls! Glad you can make it here in time.” Nijika said. “You’re a bit early in fact-”
“I-it’s ok, Nijika-san. I get it! You need to do it, so I understand!”
Nijika looked at Hitori perplexedly. “What do you mean, Bocchi-chan?”
“Y-you don’t have to beat around the bush, Nijika-san. I-i’ll understand. I promise.”
Nijika looked over at Kita for help, but the redhead just gave her a weary smile.
“Hitori-chan is somehow convinced you’re going to kick her out of the band… again.” Kita said exasperatedly.
“W-why else would she demand our presence as s-soon as possible? She must want t-the whole band present to b-break the news..”
Nijika sighed. Despite being in the band for a long time now, Bocchi still somehow thinks that they will replace her one day. Nijika doesn’t know whether to find this funny or sad at this point.
“That’s not the case, Bocchi-chan. The reason I asked you all to come earlier than usual is-”
“Nijika-chan!” She heard PA-san called. “I have it ready.”
Nijika immediately turned a 180 as PA-san finally handed the thing she’s been expecting all afternoon.
“Finally!” Nijika beamed, as she received the cassette.
“What’s that? Kita asked.
Nijika turned to face her bandmates again, displaying the cassette proudly. “This, ladies, is our demo tape!”
Kita gasped. “It's done?”
“Yep! This is the reason why I wanted you guys here early today! This means that we only need to submit this, and we’ll fulfill the first requirement for Mikakunin riot!”
“S-so I’m not getting the boot..?”
“You were never getting one to begin with, Bocchi-chan.”
“O-oh. I-i live another day..”
“I want to thank you for working very hard on the lyrics to the last song too, Bocchi-chan! Gloomy Goodbye, wasn’t it?”
“A-ah yeah..”
“Gotta say, the lyrics seem to be something different this time, Bocchi. It’s the usual depressing stuff, but the chorus was a little more positive.”
“Omedetou, Hitori-chan! The song was so refreshing compared to our other catalog! I know how hard writing lyrics can be, so I knew you must’ve poured a lot onto it!” Kita proclaimed.
“E-ehehehe…. I did work hard on it…”
“Why’s Bocchi the only one getting praised? I did the arrangement.” Ryo mumbled.
“Anyway. That’s the first requirement done! Which means we’re free to do the second requirement before the voting period, which is…”
Nijika let the sentence hang, expecting one of her bandmates to finish it for her. To her dismay, they only stare back blankly at her.
“Come on, you guys. Did all of you seriously not read the flier?”
“I might’ve read it once.. you know, during that train ride.” Ryo said.
“I-i already forgotten with all the excitement of actually registering..” Bocchi weakly admitted.
“There was a second requirement?” Kita asked, befuddled.
Nijika sighed, before recovering her smile. “It’s fine! That’s why you have your buchou to pick up the slack!” Nijika said wearily.
“So noble..” Ryo said, shedding fake tears from her eyes.
Kita smiles apologetically. “Sorry, senpai! If that’s the case, then-”
-
“-what’re we gonna do today, buchou?”
Ritsu turned to face her brunette friend, beaming brightly. Classes were dismissed for the day, and they were just preparing to go to the club.
Ritsu smirked, frankly, it’s surprising that Yui hasn't expected her answer by now.
“Why, slack around and drink tea, of course!” She enthusiastically replied. “I assume you brought treats for us today, Mugi?”
“Of course, Ricchan. I’ve brought some mont blanc today!”
“Agenda set!”
“Baka!” Mio exclaimed. “What about the entrance exams?”
“Huh?” Ritsu turned to her friend. “Oh, right, that. Eeeeh… we studied enough for it, don’t you think?”
Mio opened her mouth to retort, but a gentle hand on her shoulder interrupted her.
“Come now, Mio-chan. There’s no harm in taking a break just for today.” Mugi said calmly.
“See? Mugi gets it!” Ritsu said.
“You could use the break too, Mio-chan.” Mugi patted her on the back. “You seem really exhausted this past week.”
Mio sighed. “Fine. You know what? I’ll take you up on that break offer. But just for today.”
“Good job, Mugi! You successfully converted the dangerous queen back to being a slacker!” Ritsu butts in.
“Who’re you calling dangerous?” Mio snapped back, causing Ritsu to hide behind an equally shaken Yui.
Mugi smiled as she watched her band bickers. “Come now, Azusa-chan must already be waiting for us in the club.”
“That’s right! Poor Azu-nyan!” Yui perked up, beginning to walk towards the exit.
“Oi, Yui- wait up!”
“Tainaka-san.”
Ritsu paused, turning to find the student council president addressing her.
“What is it, Nodoka?”
“I saw that you didn’t come to the weekly club president meeting again this week.” Nodoka said.
Mio’s eyes twitched as she heard that, throwing Ritsu a killing glare. Ritsu gulps.
“A-ah, wow, I didn’t realize it was happening this week, haha-”
“It happens every week. That’s why they’re called weekly meetings.”
“Ah, that makes sense!” Ritsu said nervously.
Nodoka sighed. “Please come to next week’s meeting, Tainaka-san. We really need every buchou present- especially considering your club’s “special” circumstances.”
Nodoka turned and left Ritsu without another word.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Ritsu bewilderedly asked.
“It’s obviously because you haven’t transferred the presidency to our kouhais yet!” Mio hissed. “Seniors are supposed to leave the club after the festival, remember?”
“O-oh, right. W-wait, but Azusa’s the only kouhai-”
“Yes. She'll automatically be president when we leave.”
“But you can’t have a club with less than four people, right?” Yui asked.
“I think that’s what Nodoka-chan meant with “special” circumstances. She’s probably giving us some leniency up to this point, since the club will dissolve if we leave.” Mugi explained.
“She’s way too forgiving, Nodoka..” Mio muttered.
“Wait, But Ui and Jun told Azusa that they’ll join! Doesn’t that mean something?” Ritsu said.
“They’ll still be a member short.” Mugi said. “We practically need to stay to keep the club going.”
Ritsu fell silent as the realization sunk in. She could feel her clubmates throwing expectant glances at her.
“Ricchan! You’re our buchou! What are we going to do now? We can’t let Azu-nyan be kicked out of the club!” Yui said seriously.
Ritsu took one look at Yui’s grave expression, and scratched her cheek. “R-right. I’m your buchou, therefore- I’ll think of some way to fix this!”
Yui beamed. “That’s our Ricchan!”
Ritsu attempted to bounce back. “That’s right! I’ll handle this! Nodoka’s just being too much of a worrywart!” Ritsu said heartily.
“She’s got a point, you baka!” Mio said heatedly. “Honestly- is there even anything that can be done?”
Mugi smiled sadly. “Not much, unless we're able to conjure up a new member for Azusa-chan. I don’t think there’s technically any rule that bans seniors from participating in a club after the festival. It’s just unprecedented, that’s all. I guess that’s why Nodoka-chan felt the need to talk about it.”
Mio huffed. “Honestly, you should’ve been the buchou, Mugi.”
“What? No way! I joined first! First come, first serve!” Ritsu protested. Mio gave Ritsu a fleeting glance.
“Then you should act more like it.” she simply said, walking ahead of them out the classroom.
“What was that about?” Ritsu scratched her head. “She would just usually hit me or something-”
Ritsu glanced at her friends behind her, both looking as lost as she was. Ritsu shrugged it off. Perhaps Mio was just cranky that they haven’t had their afternoon tea yet.
The three of them followed the bassist out the classroom. They met no Mio on the way, which meant that she was probably already in the clubroom with Azusa.
“Nakano, we’re here-!” Ritsu said as she opened the clubroom’s door.
“Azu-nyan’s not here.” Yui said, peering into the room.
The only person in the room was Mio, who was standing still right by the table. Ritsu raised an eyebrow. She was about to call up her childhood friend when the latter gasped.
“No, no! This can’t be-” Mio said in panic.
“Mio..?”
“The cookie tin!” Mio exclaimed, and Ritsu finally got a good look at what Mio was panicking over. On the table where they usually eat their treats, an empty cookie tin stood innocently in the middle.
Ritsu didn’t know Mio was a particular fan of this brand of cookies to have such a strong reaction to it. She glanced at the brunette beside her.
“-I didn’t eat any!” Yui said automatically.
“It’s not that- there was supposed to be..”
“Is something the matter?”
Everyone turned at the voice, finding their kouhai standing by the opened door. Ritsu took note that she was holding… something.
“Azusa!” Mio piped, her eyes traveling quickly from her face to the CD in her grasp. “That’s-!”
“Oh, this?” Azusa said, following Mio’s eyes. “I found it on the back of the top shelf in the storage while I was cleaning… what is this?”
Mio gaped, before hopelessly letting her face fall flat onto the table.
“I sealed it away..”
The others, noticing this reaction from Mio, took a better look at what Azusa was holding.
“Wait..” Ritsu said.
“Is that-” Mugi muttered.
“It’s the legendary recruitment video that we made before Azu-nyan joined!” Yui exclaimed.
“So…did you watch it, Azusa?” Mio weakly asked.
“Yes. This was supposed to be a recruitment video?” Azusa said, glancing at the CD in her hand.
“It was supposed to be sealed away!” Mio moaned, throwing her face in her hands.
“Mio-chan.. are you okay?” Mugi asked.
“That brings back memories..” Ritsu said as she peered at Mio.
“Yup! It’s a story of sweat, blood, and tears!” Yui nodded.
“What’s with the nurse outfit, though?” Azusa asked as she walked up to the table and took her usual seat beside Mio. Mio, meanwhile, limped even harder against the table.
“It was Sawa-chan’s idea!” Yui said, following Azusa to the table.
“All of it was her idea, actually. She suggested we make a recruitment video in the first place.” Ritsu added.
“Mou- it was probably just an excuse to dress Mio-senpai up.”
“You know what, kid? In hindsight- it totally was. That’s why Mio locked it inside a cookie tin before it was ever shown to the public.”
Azusa glanced at Mio, who was stuffing her face with cookies that Mugi just brought to the table.
“Well, what if we remake the video?” Mugi suggested. “This time- we make it something that people can actually watch!”
Ritsu paused.
“Mugi, you’re a genius! Yeah, let’s make a new one!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“Genius…?”
“Yeah! You see, If we remake the recruitment video, we can start distributing it to get more members!” Ritsu said.
“What spurred this on?” Azusa asked skeptically. “I really thought you were done with recruitment.”
“It just so happens that we were talking about trying to preserve this club for next year! Thank god you’ve brought that thing out, Nakano- saves me all the trouble of coming up with another solution!” Ritsu laughed.
“Is that so..” the kouhai muttered.
“No problem!” called a new voice.
Sawako was standing by the entrance, holding a camcorder.
“Leave everything to me!”
Ritsu narrowed her eyes. “Since when were you standing there-”
Sawako moved quickly towards their table, handing Mugi the camcorder and approaching Azusa.
“Accessory!” Sawako said, plopping cat ears onto Azusa’s head. “Ready!”
“Posing!” Sawako said, folding Azusa’s knuckles. “Ready!”
“Camcorder!” Sawako said, looking at Mugi.
“Ready!”
“Say your line!” Sawako directed at Azusa. The latter, taken aback by the sudden spotlight, did the first thing that came to mind.
“P-please join the light music club-nyan!” Azusa said, instinctively posing like a cat.
Ritsu stared blankly at the display. She can feel Mio emanating a same aura of deadpan across the table.
“W-what are you making me do?!” Azusa flustered at her sensei.
“Hey- I didn’t tell you to do that, that’s all you.” Sawako said.
“Yeah, no.” Ritsu shook her head, deciding to interject before Azusa could retort.
She stood up and cleared her throat. “I think it’s time for a-”
-
“-band meeting!” Nijika announced.
“A-about what?” asked Bocchi.
“About the second requirement! We’re gonna make a music video!”
“We’re gonna be making an MV? That’s so exciting!” Kita exclaimed.
“Yes, so right now- we need to figure out how we’re going about that.”
PA-san cleared her throat. “Speaking of videos, tenchou actually recorded your last live.”
Seika choked on her cigarette. “Hey! Shut it-!”
“Eh, onee-chan, did you really? Why?” Nijika perked up.
“M-maybe it’s because she’s proud of you, N-nijika-san.” Bocchi suggested.
“Yeah, no.” Nijika said, not even entertaining the suggestion.
“W-well, you know- the lighting on the stage, the light displays- it’s really beautiful-”
Kita winced. “That’s so cringy..”
“She's hiding something.” Ryo said.
“PA-san!” Nijika exclaimed.
“What the?!” Seika said as PA-san restrained her with her arms.
“Ryo, snatch her laptop!”
Ryo snatched the laptop and ran for the exit.
“Kita-chan, snatch that bassist before she gets away with the expensive laptop!”
Kita managed to catch Ryo before she was able to step out, placing the laptop on the table.
“So where are you keeping the recordings, onee-chan?” Nijika said, clicking through mountains of folders. “Ah, I think this is it-”
“Eh? But this is-”
Nijika raised an eyebrow as they watched the footage, turning to face her sister after they finished.
“You girls are focusing on the wrong things-” Seika immediately defended. “I recorded your performances because- because, look! It really was the lights-”
“Why is it all just Hitori-chan?” Kita asked.
“I-i just wanted to keep an eye on her!” Seika bursted out. Bocchi paled.
“It’s not all Bocchi.” Ryo said. “Look, there’s Azusa there too.”
“But now the recording’s all just Azusa-chan!” Nijika exclaimed.
“The manager just has a soft spot for cute things, girls.” PA-san giggled.
“I-it’s not anything weird, okay?” Seika weakly defended.
Nijika looked at her sister disapprovingly. “Sawako-san has been a bad influence on you, onee-chan. If next you’re dressing us up in outrageous outfits, I’m quitting STARRY forever.”
“I wouldn’t mind seeing Hitori-chan in cute outfits..” Kita quietly muttered. Nijika tried her best to pretend she didn’t hear her.
“So we’re gonna upload this?” Ryo asked.
“We need to pick recordings that actually show someone other than Bocchi-chan.” Nijika said wearily, skipping through videos. “This one’s not so bad..” Nijika said, pulling up one of the recordings. “Yeah, we can probably upload this one. Let’s edit it first.”
“You’re so reliable, senpai!” Kita said.
Nijika opened a video editing software, and her three friends all gathered around her to watch her work.
“The song starts with a bass. Put me in first.”
“Okay.”
“Ah-my face is there… can you remove it from view?”
“Sure.”
“That looks good, but I usually touch up my face with filters, it’s a bit embarrassing to show my real face- can you edit that too?”
“I- what?”
“C-can you make it so my face never shows up?”
“How?! The footage is mostly you, Bocchi-chan!”
“Ah! That’s not my good side, senpai- just cut to Ryo-senpai at this part!”
“Huh? Why? You can barely see me from that angle- just pan to Bocchi.”
“Please don’t!”
Nijika slammed her head on the table. “ARGH! SHUT UP! Comment again and you can do this yourself!”
“G-gomen!”
After a (mostly) silent round of editing, Nijika finished editing the video, and uploaded it to their recently made Oh!Tube channel.
“There! Done!” She said proudly at her handiwork.
“Watch, let’s watch it!” Kita piped.
Nijika clicked on the video, playing it for the trio to watch.
And watch it they did. There was a solid ten seconds before anyone spoke.
“Maybe it’s because we’ve watched other bands play,” Kita said, “but we sounded a bit-”
“..mediocre.” Ryo finished.
The four stared silently at their video.
Nijika watched the mood in the livehouse flipped completely, as her band watched recordings of their performances with a look of disappointment in their faces.“W-well, this was a couple months ago. We’ve definitely improved since then!” she said hastily.
Her bandmates didn’t seem convinced, Hitori and Kita staring at the laptop darkly.
“If that’s the case, then why isn’t this video getting any views?” Ryo said, glancing at the viewcount.
Nijika, for the first time in her life, felt grateful for one of Ryo’s dumb comments. “Ryo, we just uploaded it.” she said, hoping Ryo’s stupidity would help distract her band from the gloomy atmosphere.
“Bocchi, make sure to keep replaying this video when you have free time. With enough views we might get ad revenue from it.” Ryo said.
“Maybe we can use the twixer account to promote the video.” Nijika said, trying to find other means to distract her friends. “What do you say, Minister of social media?” Nijika asked Kita.
Kita sputtered. “O-oh, yeah, sure.”
Nijika logged into their twixer account, briefly staring at it.
“S-senpai, something’s wrong?”
“Kita-chan, they’re only talking about you.” Nijika said flatly as she viewed their page. “Most of them seem to think we’re a beauty account.”
“P-posts with my selfies do better than others- so I just ended up doing that..” Kita said guiltily.
Nijika sighed. “Yeah, I don’t think this is gonna work.”
Bocchi jolted up. “T-then what do we do? A-are we already out even before the voting period?”
“We can’t just give up!” Kita exclaimed.
“Girls, calm down!” Nijika said reassuringly. “No one’s getting booted, and we’re not simply giving up!’
“Then what should we do?” Ryo asked.
“Well-” Nijika said, thinking quickly. “I assume most of you don’t think that this video is good enough for Mikakunin riot?”
The three shook their heads in sync.
“Then we need to start over.” Nijika said. “We can just leave that video on our Oh!tube channel, but we need another music video to actually submit. So now I suppose we should go back to the drawing board and conceptualize what kind of MV we want for this.”
Nijika stared at her band expectantly. The three of them immediately bursted out their respective suggestions.
“Let’s make something artsy.”
“Let’s make it some sort of love story!”
“L-let’s just dress ourselves in costumes so we don’t have to show our faces.”
Bocchi, Ryo, and Kita all turned towards one another.
“This band needs to be able to express its personality in a deep, meaningful way.” Ryo said pretentiously.
“What’s the use if we people don’t understand it? A love story is simple and engaging!” Kita retorts.
“I just don’t want to show my face..” Hitori muttered.
“Okay, stop it! Stop it!” Nijika exclaimed the band began bickering over their options. Nijika exhaled as her bandmates stopped their arguing.
“Let’s do this again. Everyone’s gonna have their turns to explain, got it?”
The three nodded in sync.
“Okay. So-”
-
“-anyone got any ideas?” Ritsu asked the group.
Sawako immediately raised her hand. Ritsu glanced around the room, trying to find any other options, before eventually relenting.
“Yes?”
“We’ll make it like a Hollywood trailer! Imagine it like a blockbuster- Coming soon to Japan this spring, it’ll send shockwaves from here to America…. they’re back, Ho-kago Tea Time!”
Sawako paused for applause, and received virtually none.
"We won’t be sending shockwaves with that.” Ritsu denied.
“And what’s with the “coming soon to Japan?” We started in Japan.” Azusa added.
Sawako stood up suddenly. “Fine! You guys want something that’ll send a shockwave? I’ll show you! I’ll make an outfit that no one’s ever seen before!”
“W-wait!” Mio yelled after the teacher, but the latter already bolted out the exit.
“Anyone got any saner ideas?” Ritsu asked, as if there hadn't been any interruptions.
“If there’s none, Mio-chan will be stuck wearing an outfit that'll send shockwaves from here to America.” Mugi said.
“I’m not doing that!”
“Well then, we better come up with something quick.” Ritsu said, before an idea entered her head. “Or not- maybe seeing Mio in a revealing outfit would be enough to entice potential recruits..”
“BAKA!” Mio said, moving to grab Ritsu, who was only saved through Azusa’s effort to keep Mio seated. The president chuckled at her friend’s flustered reactions. It never gets old.
Mio huffed, recomposing herself. “How about we make a documentary a la I am a cat?” she suggested. “We can shoot it from the perspective of Ton-chan!”
“That sounds sophisticated!” Mugi said.
“Would Ton-chan talk like a grandpa, or a misbehaving boy?” Yui asked thoughtfully.
“Isn’t Ton-chan a girl?” asked Azusa.
Yui turned immediately at Azusa, awestruck. “Wait, really?”
“Then she’ll sound something like this-” Ritsu piped up, clearing her throat.
“Hi, I’m Ton-chan!” Ritsu said in a high pitched voice. “I’m a pig nosed turtleee!!”
Yui giggled in response. “Ricchan, you sound just like Kita-chan!”
“Should that mean we need to get Kita involved with our recruitment video?” Ritsu said enthusiastically.
“Yeah, let’s do it!” Yui nods.
But Azusa shook her head. “No, senpai. She’s definitely busy with her own band. Especially with preparations for Mikakunin riot. And besides, a documentary angle would make it kinda hard to make it about the light music club, wouldn’t it?”
“Boo.” Ritsu pouts.
“What if we dress up in our animal costumes and film a comedy skit?” Yui suggested. “Like dropping a bucket on someone!”
“Why are we suddenly making a comedy skit?!” Azusa protested.
“Our potential members are fifteen, Yui. Not five.” Ritsu said. “How about this- we’ll show people the benefits of joining the club. It’ll help them get into their dream college, win the lottery, and improve their skin!”
Yui reflexively rubbed her face in response. Azusa scoffed.
“Are you trying to make a shady infomercial?”
“It’s fine! We’ll just heighten the pitch of our voice and censor our faces in editing. No one will know it’s us!”
“That’s not the problem!” Azusa chided. “And you’re making it sound even shadier!”
Mugi’s eyes lit up. “Then how about this, a murder thriller TV drama. The keionbu is investigating a case! And the perpetrator-”
“We can’t have the culprit standing overlooking the sea over a cliff.” Ritsu immediately replied.
“I see.” Mugi nodded. “In that case, we make it simpler! The keionbu is investigating a murder, and they found Azusa-chan dead in the music room, with a note written in her blood next to her spelling “join the music club.”” Mugi finishes off ominously.
“Wouldn’t that just turn people off our club? They’ll think we killed Azusa.”
“Why am I the corpse?”
“No, instead- let’s just make a cursed video!” Ritsu interjects. “If you’re watching this and don’t join the light music club… you will be-”
“No way! That sounds more like something the occult club would do! And why do all your suggestions come off as manipulative?!” Azusa deflected.
Ritsu leaned back on her seat, looking irritably at Azusa. “Well then, what do you suggest, kid?”
“Eh?”
“Yeah, cause so far you’ve only been saying “no” to all our ideas. And mine in particular- were really good ones.”
Mio rolled her eyes. “I thought you were the one who’s supposed to find the solution here, buchou.”
“I’m trying to! But Nakano doesn’t like any of what we’re putting out!” Ritsu said offhandedly. Mio only looked back at her with a deep frown on her face.
“Alright.”
“Eh?” Ritsu turned to Azusa, who was staring ahead, looking determined.
“I’ll think of something. I’ll come back with a script!”
Mio scoffed. Ritsu cast a brief glance at her before returning her gaze to her kouhai.
“Well I mean, knock yourself out, kid. Less work for me, then.” Ritsu said. She meant to deliver it in a nonchalant way, but couldn’t help the small tinge of guilt surfacing in her stomach.
Whatever. She’s the one who asked for the extra work! Why am I worrying so much?
“Azu-nyan’s so cool!”
“Commendable effort, Azusa-chan.” Mugi politely clapped. “What do you have in mind?”
Azusa paused for a moment to ponder Mugi’s question.
“Hm, well-”
-
“-I have no idea.”
“Nijika-san-”
“I mean, I just didn’t think it’d be this difficult. I heavily underestimate-”
“Nijika-san!”
Nijika looked up. Ui was smiling wearily over a tray of freshly delivered food.
“Our order is here.”
Nijika blushed. She was too preoccupied in her own world that she didn’t notice Ui beckoning her for the past minute.
“T-thank you.” Nijika said, picking up her drink.
Ui smiled in response. Nijika met the former just now for their previously agreed “Hitori fan club” meeting, being the first two to show up. Whilst Nijika busied herself with her drink to drive away her embarrassment, Ui pressed on.
“So, Nijika-san. What were you saying about a music video?”
Nijika sighed. “No one could agree on what direction they wanted the MV to be. Everyone wants different things.” Nijika said,
Ui frowned. “Is that so?”
“Yeah. This Mikakunin riot here could very well be our big break. I really don’t want us tripping over- not even the finish line, the starting line. I need this video to be able to show everyone how great we are.”
The memory of her band's disappointed looks watching their performance replayed in her head. She can’t have them looking like that with their submission. If they’re not proud of themselves, who will be?
“This thing needs to be perfect.” Nijika said, more to herself than the girl sitting opposite of her.
“I see..”
Nijika sighed. “But that’s just one of the issues.” she lowered her voice and leaned forward so Ui would still be able to hear her. “Our budget is also very scarce. I don’t know if we’d be able to afford anything too fancy.”
“If that’s the case.. Then why don’t you try recording and editing it yourself?” Ui suggested.
“I’ve thought of that, but none of us know the first thing about MV making. And if we can’t afford anything fancy- how are we supposed to stand out? It’s such a dilemma.” Nijika said defeatedly.
“I see.. Well, I really wish I could help you with it, Nijika-san.”
Nijika shook her head. “It’s fine, Ui-chan. I appreciate the concern. Just you being here to listen to my woes is already wonderful, since I can’t let the band see me like this. Indecision from me wouldn’t exactly inspire confidence, you know?”
Ui frowned at that. “I don’t think that’s exactly how you’re supposed to be looking at this situation, Nijika-san.”
Before Nijika could muster out a response, someone had loudly called her talking partner.
“Ui!”
Nijika quickly turned around, finding a familiar girl approaching their table.
“Jun-chan!” Ui greeted.
“Have the others come?” Jun said, smiling at her friend. She casts her gaze towards the table, jumping once she spotted Nijika.. “Eh, Nijika-chan?”
“Hello, Jun-chan.” Nijika smiled.
“Nope. Just us currently.” Ui answered Jun’s question, nodding towards Nijika.
“Is that so?” Jun said, turning back to Nijika with vague interest. “I thought Kita-chan would’ve come instead of you, Nijika-chan! Not that you’re not welcome, of course! You’re also a part of the fanclub, after all.”
“Something came up for her and she asked me to come on her behalf.” Nijika said. “I wasn’t doing anything anyway, so might as well.”
“Well, welcome aboard, Nijika-chan!” Jun grinned.
“What do we even do in these club meetings anyway?” Nijika asked.
Ui smiled. “We don’t really have any fixed agenda, Nijika-chan. We usually just hang around and talk about kessoku band.”
“What were you two talking about just now?” Jun interjected. “Seems like you two were really deep into it!”
Ui briefly glanced at Nijika. “No, it’s fine, Ui-chan. I was just talking about our MV for Mikakunin riot.”
Jun gasped. “Oh my god! You guys are making an MV? This is big news! We need to announce it to everyone in the fanclub!” Jun said, quickly taking out her phone.
“Wait, Jun- hold on. We don’t actually have the MV yet.”
“Oh. Wait, then what were you talking about, then?”
“Nijika-san was just airing her frustrations about planning the MV. Mostly with the fact that no one can agree on how it should be done, and their lack of experience in making one.” Ui explained.
“Oh, okay.” Jun nods quickly. “So, having problems with making a music video, eh?” Jun said, putting her hands under her chin and inspecting Nijika closely.
“Yeah.”
“Then you’re in luck, my friend!” Jun said, putting a hand on Nijika’s shoulder. “I just happen to know the experts in this field!”
“Are you talking about yourself?” Nijika asked skeptically.
“No, but why did you sound so doubtful just now?” Jun pouts. “They’re our other founding members!”
“Hitori-chan’s fans?”
“Exactly! Didn’t you know they major in film?”
“I didn’t- actually… their schools just never come up when we talk, it’s mostly just..”
“..about your band. Understandable, of course. What else would you expect from girls that happily label themselves as Fan #1 and Fan #2? Actually, what’s their actual name again?” Jun trailed off.
“So they’ll be able to help me?” Nijika wasn’t expecting Kita’s sudden request for her to come to this meeting in her place to be able to help solve her conundrum.
“I’m sure they’ll be happy to involve themselves with kessoku band! They’re your fans, after all. Isn’t that every fan’s dream?”
“I guess I can talk to them, wait- they’re coming too, right?”
“That’s why you’re in luck! They’re gonna walk in any second now.." Jun said, gesturing towards the restaurant’s door. A couple of seconds passed by, notably, with no one walking in.
“Err-”
“Wait, no, any second..”
After a more uncomfortable amount of seconds, the door did open, and in came three girls. All deep in their own conversation, they barely pay any mind to the attendee greeting them.
“Guys! Over here!” Jun waved her hand obnoxiously.
Azusa noticed Jun’s incessant waving, and motioned her companions towards the table.
“Everyone. Nice to see you all.” Fan #1 greeted. “Eh, Nijika-san?”
“Hello.” Nijika said rather stiffly. Is everyone just gonna act surprised to see her?
”I wasn’t expecting you here, but it’s a welcome surprise!” The fan smiled, taking a seat next to Ui.
“Kita’s not coming, though.” Jun said.
“That’s a shame.”
Azusa and Fan #2 followed suit and took their seats. Fan #2 gave an equally cheery greeting to everyone, while Azusa only nodded briefly at everyone before turning back to the two fans. “Anyway, about the video-”
The mention of the word video immediately sparks Nijika’s attention. “Video?”
Azusa glanced at Nijika. “We’re talking about a recruitment video my club is supposed to be making.” Azusa explained. “ I met these two on the way here, and they told me that they’re happy to help. We were just discussing how we’ll do it.”
“Yeah!” Fan #2 said cheerily. “We actually major in film!”
“Yeah, so I’ve heard.” Nijika said.
“Ah, I think I’ve heard onee-chan mention a video..” Ui said.
“Eeeeh? But we were just about to ask you two for help!” Jun said.
“Jun.” Nijika whispered. “It’s fine, you don’t need-”
“Hmm? Help with what?” Fan #1 asked.
Might as well tell them, Nijika thought. “It’s about a video too. Kessoku band’s debut MV.”
“Eh? Kessoku band is making an MV? This is huge news!” Fan #1 turned to her fellow fan, “Tell everyone in the fanclub!”
“Wait, no! We don’t actually have the video yet..”
Nijika briefly explained her current predicament.
“Ah, I see.” Fan #1 nodded. “So you need a video for Mikakunin riot.”
“Basically, Jun suggested that I should ask you guys for help, But I don’t know if you want-”
“Of course we want to help! We’re kessoku band’s biggest fans!” Fan #1 exclaimed.
“Yeah! And did you know we actually major in film?” Fan #2 supplied.
“I know- you already told me.”
“Wait!” Nijika watched Azusa stand up. “What about me? You guys already promised you’ll help me with my video!”
“Oh. That’s right.” Fan #1 said.
“We did promise you, Azusa-chan.” Fan #2 said.
“But a potential work with kessoku band-”
“We can’t break a promise either! I like Ho-kago Tea time just as much as kessoku band.”
The two fans continued discussing the matter over whispers, and Nijika looked at Azusa guiltily. She wasn’t expecting just asking for help to be this troublesome. Azusa looked back at her with her huge garnet eyes, which didn’t help quell Nijika’s guilt. Whether Azusa was doing it intentionally or not, deploying the sad kitten look definitely doesn’t make Nijika feel any better.
Nijika eventually relented. “Look, Azusa-san- It’s fine. You asked them first, you should-”
“I know!” Jun suddenly piped up.
Everyone immediately turned to the girl, who cleared her throat importantly. “There’s two of you, so why don’t you guys split the work? One can help Azusa and the other can help Nijika!”
“Jun. That’s actually not your usual bad idea.” Azusa said.
“I know, tell me about it! I’m full of them.”
“Bad ideas?” asked Ui.
“I suppose that is possible.” Fan #1 said.
“But we never worked separately before. It was always a team effort.” Fan #2 rebutted.
The two returned to hushed discussions. Nijika began thinking quickly, glancing around the table, before an idea struck.
“Jun, Ui!” Nijika said, causing the two girls to jump. “There’s two of you.”
Jun and Ui exchanged looks, as if trying to confirm that there were indeed two of them.
“Why don’t you help them help us? That way both of them would still have two people to work with!”
“You mean.. as assistants?” Ui asked. Nijika nods.
“That could work.” Fan #1 said.
“Yeah. Now we just need to decide who’s helping who.” Fan #2 said, glancing between Nijika and Azusa. “You’re younger than me, so you should help the younger girl, Azusa-chan!”
“Eh? What kind of deciding method is that?” Fan #1 protested.
“Is that a problem? Do you not want to work with my band?” Azusa asked.
Fan #1 turned to face Azusa, blasted directly by Azusa’s sad kitten eyes. Nijika was suddenly reminded of Kita and her extrovert aura.
“I-i can’t say no to that..” Fan #1 conceded.
“So who do you want to help, Ui?” Jun turned to ask her friend.
Ui looked down shyly. “I’d like to help out onee-chan’s band.. I mean.. just imagining leaving her to her own devices..”
Jun looked at her friend wearily. “Ui.. you practically do that everyday..”
“So that means you’re coming with me, Jun-chan!” Fan #2 said.
“Hai! I can’t wait!” Jun turned to Nijika, beaming brightly.
“Is this really fine, though? I can’t really provide good pay..” Nijika said timidly.
“It’s fine, Nijika-chan! If kessoku band blows up, we’ll be getting paid in exposure!” the fan reassured.
“Isn’t that bad?”
“Normally, yes. But if you win in the Mikakunin riot, that’ll be a good thing for us too, and we have full confidence that you’ll win!”
“Ahaha, I don’t know about that- but thank you.”
“I can’t provide good pay either, but I’m sure Ritsu-senpai has some leftover funds that we can pay you with, I’m sorry!” Azusa suddenly said.
“It’s fine, Azusa-chan.” Fan #2 said, waving her hand. “Just think of it as a favor from a friend.”
Nijika feels relief washing over her, before it was subsided by a new concern.
Now not only her band was relying on the success of this video, but also the people helping her. She shook her head determinedly. No matter, that just means she needs to work twice as hard!
“Now!” Fan #1 said, addressing the table. “Before we can work on your videos, we need to answer this simple question-”
-
“-what’s your band, or in this case club, really about?”
Yui immediately raised her hand. “It’s about sweet tea and cakes!”
“Yui senpai..”
“No, that’s good! Anyone else?” Fan #1 said, returning the question to the others.
“It’s about the bond we’ve all made.” Mugi said earnestly.
“It’s about the skills we’ve cultivated.” Mio answered.
Everyone turned expectantly at Ritsu.
“It’s about the- well..”
“Come on, buchou!” Yui said. “You got this!”
“Buchou, huh?” Fan #1 said. “Well then, from your perspective as the leader, what do you think your band is really about?”
Ritsu instinctively scratches her cheek. “Err.. well.. everyone had pretty much said all there is to it..”
“Really? Nothing?” Mio huffed.
Before Ritsu could respond, Fan #1 had already spoken again.
“It’s fine. I think I got the gist! I’ve talked about this with Azusa-chan before, and it sounds like all of you have different ideas of what this band is all about.”
“Is that bad?” Ritsu asked.
The fan smiled. “No, not at all! It’s wonderful, in fact- It gives us more material to work with!”
“You lost me.” Ritsu blankly said.
“It means that your club is all that, and more! We’re making this video to promote your club. Therefore, it’s necessary to properly introduce yourself honestly to potential recruits.”
“And how do we do that?” Mio asked.
“Well, Azusa-chan?” The fan said, glancing at the smaller girl. Azusa cleared her throat, and handed her notebook for everyone to read. Ritsu leaned forward to get a good look.
“So you structured the video around interviews.” Mugi said as she finished reading the notes.
“Yes. I want to put in footage of interviews from everyone at school about our club, and then connect them with footage of our performances and our day to day activities.” Azusa said in one breath.
“That’s amazing, Azu-nyan!” Yui cheered.
Azusa smiled. “Thank you, senpai.”
“Day to day activities, huh? If that’s the case- then we need to capture the most important aspect of our club-”
“I agree, Ritsu-senpai, that’s why I wanted to ask about the festival recording-”
“Huh? What’re you talking about, Nakano? That’s not it!”
Azusa opened her mouth, before closing it again. “Then what do you mean?”
“It’s our tea-time, of course! What our band’s named after!” Ritsu grinned.
Azusa only looked back wearily at Ritsu, the latter laughing at her kouhai’s expense. Yui meanwhile, squealed in excitement at the prospect of treats.
“You’re right, Ricchan! That is pretty important.”
“Well then-” Ritsu said, turning to Mugi. “What’s for today, Mugi? Let’s-”
“NO!”
Ritsu turned abruptly at the sound, finding Mio glaring at her. The bassist was breathing heavily. “Is slacking off the only thing in your mind? Azusa already had to bring in someone to help us with the video, and still you’re not taking this seriously! You’re supposed to be the buchou, Ritsu!”
“W-wha-”
“Mio-chan, please calm down.” Mugi said, hurriedly comforting the bassist.
“N-no! I mean- I’m sorry- that was..”
“Have some tea, Mio-chan.”
“I-okay.”
The atmosphere immediately turned tense. No one dared to speak as the heiress continuously comforted the bassist. Ritsu could feel everyone’s eyes on her, their questioning looks only served to strengthen her confusion.
“Look, Mio- I’m sorry. I’m just kidding!” Ritsu eventually said.
Mio briefly glanced at her, her expression unreadable.
The sound of Fan #1 clearing her throat released Ritsu’s gaze off Mio. “For the record, I think what Ritsu-chan suggested falls under your “day to day activities,” if what she said was true. So there’s no harm in filming that.”
Mio looked at the woman like she was an unknown species. “But-”
“You need to be honest to the potential recruits, Mio-chan, remember? We don’t want a doctored image of what the light music club is. Rather, a genuine one!”
“O-oh.. yeah.” Mio flustered.
“We can shoot those scenes later, though. Right now, let’s focus on the other aspect of the video first.”
“Right.” Azusa nodded quickly. “ As I was saying, we need the footage of our festival performance. Where can we get that?”
“Well, the student council kept archives of school festivals. But Nodoka-chan hasn’t given us the footage for this year yet.” Yui said.
“I can go get them.” Mugi suggested.
Ritsu, wanting to temporarily avoid a pissed off Mio, immediately jumped up at Mugi’s suggestion. “I’ll come with you, Mugi! Let’s ask Nodoka together!”
“Alright. Let’s go then, buchou.”
“Don’t take too long, you two!” Fan #1 called as Mugi and Ritsu stepped out of the clubroom.
Once they were well within good distance of the clubroom, Ritsu immediately turned to Mugi.
“Mugi, what was that about?”
“Um, well-” Mugi said, looking anywhere but at Ritsu. “I assume Mio-chan is just a bit on edge today.”
“But she’s been on edge all the time these past few days! Honestly, what did I even do?”
“Maybe she’s…” Mugi blushed furiously, her voice winding down to a whisper. “...maybe it’s that time of the month for her?”
“Huh?”
“I- ah, f-forget it! It was just an assumption!”
“Can’t be. I have her dates memorized.” Ritsu said immediately.
“You… memorized her cycle?” Mugi said, suddenly looking inquisitive.
“Yeah, I mean- I’ve known her for forever. Isn’t it normal? I need to know the dates when it’s most lethal for me to piss her off, after all.”
Mugi just looked at Ritsu in a way that suddenly made her feel uncomfortable. “Forget it. Let’s just get this stinkin’ footage.”
Mugi and Ritsu had a brief exchange with Nodoka, in which the latter reminded Ritsu again about the club president meeting later that week. Ritsu had to fight the urge to roll her eyes as she received the recording from the president.
“For the record, Ricchan, please don’t take what Mio-chan has been saying too deeply. It’s just- I think she’s worried about you.” Mugi said as they walked back to the clubroom.
“Worried about me? Why?”
Mugi looked like she was about to say something, but quickly stopped herself. “It’s not my place to speak.” Mugi said hastily. “You just have to ask Mio-chan about it yourself, Ricchan.”
And with that, Mugi sped past Ritsu, leaving her behind in the empty corridor.
“Man. What the hell was that?”
Ritsu walked the rest of the trip back on her own, starting to feel frustrated with Mio about what happened. Honestly- what was that about? Why was she the only one singled out? Yui also immediately went with the suggestion, so why wasn't she getting told off?
Right when she was about to walk up the flight of stairs to the music room, a high pitched shrieking immediately filled her ears.
Mio.
Ritsu ran up the stairs, skipping past steps in her haste. What happened? Why was Mio screaming? Why-
“Oh.”
Ritsu was greeted with the sight of Sawako right in front of the clubroom’s door, her head stuffed into a very revealing black lace dress.
“Let me guess, you made that outfit to send shockwaves to America?” Ritsu asked dryly.
“No one in this club appreciates my hard work.” Sawako muffled through the fabric. “Who was the girl in there, though? She was cute. Maybe I can get her to wear this instead of Mio-chan.”
“She’s a guest, and you're just gonna piss Mio off if you attempt anything like that.”
“She doesn’t need anymore pissing off from what I’ve seen.” Sawako said, taking the dress off her head. “Already blowing off the top when I walked in there.”
“Yeah.” Ritsu said defeatedly.
“I hate to be dealing with her like that.” Sawako said, walking past Ritsu down the stairs. “Well, good luck with that, buchou.”
Ritsu grumbled. “Yeah, good luck, me.”
She opened the door and found the expected sight of Mio fuming, while the other club members attempted to placate her.
“Ah. Ritsu-chan!” Fan #1 greeted when she noticed Ritsu coming in. “Did you get the footage?”
“Yeah.” Ritsu said, relieved for a momentary excuse to not talk to a frustrated Mio, handing her the CD.
-
“Gloomy goodbye.” Fan #2 said, inspecting the CD Nijika just handed her. “It’s your newest song isn’t it? So this will be the song we’re using for the MV?”
“Yeah. Pretty much.” Nijika nodded.
“So these are the experts you called in to help?” Ryo turned to Nijika.
“We actually majored in film, Ryo-san!” Fan #2 replied cheerily.
“I wonder how many times I’m gonna hear that.” Nijika sighed.
“That’s reassuring to hear.” Kita said.
“I-i didn't know J-jun-san majored in film.. I thought y-you were still in high school…” Hitori meekly said.
Everyone turned to Jun, who looked momentarily surprised at Hitori’s words. “Ahahaha! I’m just here to help! Since she’s used to working in pairs.” Jun said, gesturing to Fan #2.
“Why isn’t your friend here, then?” Ryo asked.
“Ah, she’s busy helping Ho-kago Tea time right about now. Both Nijika-san and Azusa-san asked us for help at the same time!”
“They’re making a video too?” Kita mused.
“Yeah. Luckily, they agreed to split up and help each of us separately, but trust me that we’re still in good hands! The work you showed me was some professional quality stuff.”
“Ah, you’re too kind, Nijika-chan.”
“Yeah! I’ve seen some of your work on ISSOSTA, It’s really good!” Kita piped up.
“When did everyone get closer to my fans then I am…?” Hitori muttered.
“Anyway! I borrowed the camera the livehouse usually uses!” Nijika said, taking it out. “It’s a high quality one, too!”
“Woah!” Jun said, taking the camera from Nijika. “Do we get to use this?”
“Just don’t break it.” Seika said, eyeing Jun skeptically. “Or steal it.” she said, turning sharply to Ryo.
Fan #2 nodded. “Now, first things first. What kind of music video do you want? Anything in mind?”
Nijika inhaled. Oh boy, here we go.
“We should make-”
“-a love story through the-”
“-horse costume.”
Fan #2 blinked perplexedly. “Pardon?”
Nijika sighed. “This was what I was talking about.. we couldn’t really agree on anything.”
“Wait, but hear me out!” Kita exclaimed. “It starts out with a highschool couple in a fight, right? Then they watch a band perform together and make up! After that, we’ll close the song off with a kiss, while kessoku band congratulates them!”
Kita turned to everyone expectantly.
“That’s- ehgh- a really- bleeurghh- good idea-”
“Thanks, Hitori-cha- Are you coughing up blood?!!”
“A-ah, it’s my seishun complex. It flares up on the worst times… no correlation with your idea, o-of course..”
“Is seishun complex a real thing?” Jun whispered to Nijika.
“Bocchi clearly doesn’t like the idea.” Ryo said. “Her body is literally rejecting it.”
Fan #2 just stares confusedly at the group, turning to Nijika.
“We really still need to seriously think about the concept..” Nijika said, responding to the fan’s pleading look.
“I already told you my idea!” Kita said.
“I don’t think we can do your idea, Kita-chan.” Jun interrupted. “Hitori-chan looks like she’s going to die.”
“I told you all that we should just do something artsy. It needs to be a powerful statement.”
“What kind of artsy?” Nijika interrogated.
“W-well… there needs to be dancing- and crying.. also running.” For all her talk about making a statement, Ryo clearly had no idea what that actually meant.
“You’re just listing off random things you see on other MVs!”
“Wait, dancing? Like K-pop?” Kita said, while perfectly doing an impressive bit of choreography.
“Whoa, Kita-chan- How’re you doing that? That’s super smooth!” Jun said.
“That’s a bit too complex.. “ Nijika turned to Bocchi. “Do you know any moves, Bocchi-chan?”
“A-ah, w-well..” Bocchi hesitated, before moving rigidly left and right.
“I think she’s trying to do a folk dance..” Jun said.
“A-any other ideas, maybe?” Fan #2 asked.
“Hmm… you have a dog, right, Bocchi?” Ryo suddenly said,
“A-ah, hai..”
“Let’s use it on the thumbnail. Nothing goes viral easier than an animal. Come to think of it, we should just post a video of your dog instead of an MV. That’ll get way more traction.”
“Don’t you have any pride?” Nijika said wearily. “Bocchi chan, don’t listen to her.”
“Ac-actually… if we add a kid in there too… we’ll get even more views..” Bocchi said. Nijika knew she was thinking of pairing Jimihen with Futari.
“Yes. And we’ll make your dog play guitar.”
“I-i don’t think Jimihen can play guitar..”
“Then we’ll teach him. He needs to live up to his name.”
“Oh, can we film the video at the beach? In Enoshima, where we went last summer!” Kita added.
Fan #2 stared wearily at Nijika’s bandmates, overwhelmed. She kept glancing at Jun and Nijika for help.
“I know!” Jun suddenly said.
“What is it, Jun-chan?” Nijika said quickly. Finally, someone came to their help-
“Title the video something like “SPENDING 1.000.000 YEN ON AN INSTRUMENT?! GIVEAWAY!” Those videos always blow up!”
Nijika and Fan #2 trade exasperated glances.
“I’m sorry.” Nijika half whispered.
“Ahahaha, it’s fine, Nijika-chan. At least they’re enthusiastic… I kinda wish she’s here though.. She’s a lot more authoritative than I am.”
If she couldn’t rein the band in, then it’s up to the buchou to step in. She braces herself.
“Okay, everyone, I think we should-”
“I-i usually put in a lot of tags..”
“Guys..?”
“Yeah, just put all of them there, Bocchi.”
“Guys.”
“But they don’t even have anything to do with the video!”
Guys-”
“It’s for the algorithm! Trust the system, Kita-chan-”
“GUYS!”
Everyone fell silent and immediately turned to Nijika. “Can I speak?”
“What’s up, Nijika?” Ryo asked.
“We still haven’t decided what the MV’s gonna be like-”
“Eh? Haven’t we decided that it’s gonna be us dancing at the beach in Enoshima?”
“With dogs and children.”
“A-and animal costumes too.”
“This is for a serious competition, guys! We can’t just go in with a- a lack of direction!”
The band swapped glances with each other.
“You’re right, senpai. Let’s think this through.” Kita said.
“Maybe, something more stripped back? A video of us simply performing, perhaps?” Ryo suggested.
Fan #2, just glad that the band was finally getting somewhere, nodded quickly.
“Yes, yes. We can do that-”
“No.”
Everyone turned to Nijika. Ryo raised her eyebrow. “Then what are we supposed to do?”
Nijika bit her lip. “We can’t just do something simple.” Nijika begins pacing around the room. “Right, fan-san?”
“Huh? Oh, well-”
“I mean, this is a big step for the band! We need to show up with something huge! Something impressive!”
“Nijika-chan..”
“I’ll think it all over! We can incorporate all your ideas! Show choreography, engaging storyline, hell, we can even throw in the dog! I’ll think of a way to combine these into something that’ll be able to showcase what our band is really about!”
“I-in that case, we’ll help-”
“No! I mean- no, Bocchi-chan. It’s fine. This is my responsibility as the buchou. On top of that, this video also needs to be good so Fan #2 would be able to get actual good exposure from it.”
Fan #2 waved her hand. “You don't need to think about that! I'm just happy to help-”
“There’s no way we can just take what you’re doing for us for granted! I have to work hard to make this the best video it can be, for everyone’s sake!”
This can’t go on. Nijika thought. We’re too disorganized. There’s no way we’re winning Mikakunin riot like this. I’ll have to put an end to all this uncertainty.
Fan #2 looked over the rest of the band, who all looked equally lost.
The fan cleared her throat. “Well. I suppose it’s fine if you want to ponder over it some more, Nijika-chan. But in the interest of keeping things moving, why don’t we go outside and shoot some coverage shots?”
“Huh? Oh, sure. We can do that while I mull everything over.” Nijika said, as she continuously scribbled on her notes.
“Right- Jun-chan. Do you mind getting the camera?”
“On it!”
“Then, let’s step outside everyone! It’s time-”
-
“-to shoot our first scene!”
Azusa peered down her notebook as Ui and Fan #1 prepared the recording equipment.
“Where’d you get all this equipment, Azusa-chan?”
“We borrowed it from the amateur film club, Mugi-san!” Ui replied.
“Ah, it’s always nice to see young people taking interest in filmmaking!” Fan #1 proclaimed.
“For our first day to day scene, we’ll start by feeding Ton-chan.” Azusa said.
Ritsu glanced at the fish tank behind them, housing their honorary member and club pet. “We’re doing that first?”
“It shows how much Azu-nyan cares about him~” Yui said fondly.
“Mou, is it wrong? She’s part of our club too!” Azusa flustered.
Ritsu glanced to her right, where Mio was staring vacantly at the tank.
“Right, let’s do this.”
The club began recording their day to day activities, ranging from feeding Ton-chan, drinking tea, studying for their entrance exams, drinking tea again-
It finally dawned on Ritsu that they really don’t practice that much.
It never particularly bothered her before. She always viewed the club divided into two factions, one who’s more serious about the band, and one that simply plays for fun. Ritsu has always found herself and Yui, maybe even Mugi, leaning towards the latter, with Azusa and Mio on the opposite camp. Up till now, she always thought that they’ve maintained a good work-play balance within the club.
But maybe they’ve played slightly more often than Ritsu thought.
Is that why Azusa always berated them? In hindsight, Ritsu supposed it was justified. Unexpectedly, that guilt started reemerging again inside her.
Ritsu shook her head. What is she even thinking? Whatever.
“Yui-senpai! Eat your mochi properly!” the sound of Azusa’s scolding Yui brought Ritsu out of her musings. Yui had butchered the simple take of them eating mochi for the fifth time in a row.
“Are you doing this intentionally so you can eat more mochi, Yui-chan?” Fan #1 asked.
“I would never!” Yui said, through a mouthful of mochi.
“Onee-chan, don’t talk when you eat!”
Yui suspiciously acted properly once they’re down to their last plate of mochi, and Fan #1 concluded the shooting for all the activities scenes, announcing a small break.
“This is good.” she said, inspecting the footage. “We can work with these.”
“Then that means we’re halfway done!” Ui said.
“We still need the interview footage. I was thinking of going around the school after we’re done with all our scenes and start questioning people.” Azusa said.
“Are there any scenes left to film?” Ritsu inquired.
“Just one more.” Azusa replied. “I want us to record a small scene welcoming the new members, with our instruments.”
“Sure. We can do that quickly.” Ritsu said. “You wanna do it now?”
“Actually, Ritsu-chan. Hold that thought. I was thinking that we can record the footage outside.” Fan #1 said.
“Outside?” Ritsu said skeptically, glancing out the window.
“Yes. The afternoon sky would serve as a good backdrop.” Fan #1 said, following Ritsu’s gaze outside the window, framing the sky with her fingers.
Ritsu glanced at her drum set at the other end of the room. Admittedly, she wasn’t too crazy about having to carry the thing back and forth.
Mugi seems to have read Ritsu’s expression, as she quickly suggested a solution. “We can film it on the rooftop! it’ll save us the trip if we were to do it by the school’s entrance.”
“Great idea, Mugi-chan!” their director praised. “We’ll get a better view of the sky too if we film it on the rooftop.”
“If that’s the case, You guys can move the instruments out while I go around and interview people for the video.” Azusa added.
“Oooh! Can I come with?” Yui said, bobbing up and down.
“I don’t see why not.” Azusa said, glancing at Yui. “Just don’t do anything stupid, okay?”
“Mou, that’d be hard! But I’ll do it, just for you, Azu-nyan!”
“Oh, and since we’re going to prepare for the final scene- Ui-chan, have you prepared the thing?” Fan #1 turned to her assistant.
“Oh. Right! I think my friend at the art club is still doing it.” Ui said.
“Well, can you take me there? I’d like to see progress on that myself if possible.”
Ui nodded. “Of course.”
“What’s this?” Ritsu asked, looking from Ui to the fan.
“You’ll see in a moment. Come on Ui-chan, lead the way.”
With that, both Fan #1 and Ui left the clubroom, followed shortly by Azusa, with Yui obediently tailing her.
“Well, Mio-chan, Ricchan.” Mugi smiled gently. “Shall we start moving our instruments?”
“Yeah. Let’s do that.” Ritsu answered.
The three proceeded to move their instruments up to the rooftop. The guitars and bass were the easy ones. Ritsu’s drum kit took a bit more time to carry up, and she took extra care to make sure her precious baby was handled properly.
“There you go.” Ritsu said, observing her assembled drum kit.
“Ah, the only thing left is my keyboard.” Mugi said. “I can handle that myself! You two can just rest here.” She said quickly, when Mio started to move back to the door.
Ritsu watched Mugi disappear behind the doors. Suddenly realizing that she was alone on the rooftop with Mio, she glanced warily at the bassist, trying to gauge her current mood.
But it seems the extra precaution was unnecessary. Mio simply stood where Mugi had stopped her, staring at the sky with an air of melancholy in her expression. If Ritsu was unaware of the truth, she would’ve believed Mugi’s explanation of the weird mood swings Mio seems to be experiencing.
Ritsu was never comfortable with prolonged silence, and she decides to risk the potential beating in place of this air of awkwardness between them. She cleared her throat, which brought Mio back to earth.
“Mio, are you good?”
It took several seconds for Mio to respond, merely blinking at Ritsu as if trying to ascertain that she was really there. Once she’s gotten hold of herself, she stiffly nodded and looked back up at the sky.
“Mio-” The silence was really getting into Ritsu now. “Is everything alright?”
“Huh- What? Oh. No- everything’s fine.”
“Mio, come on.” Ritsu pursed her lips. “This really isn’t like you.”
To Ritsu’s mild confusion, the bassist began to blush. “What do you know about it, baka Ritsu?”
Ritsu sighed. “I think I’ve known you for a while to know something’s up. You’ve been very short tempered the past few days, and just now, you blew up on me! But now suddenly you’ve gotten all quiet? What is it, really, Mio?”
Mio didn’t answer immediately, opting to move her gaze to the floor.
“It’s been three years.”
“Eh?”
“Three years since we entered high school. I don’t know how time moves so fast.”
Ritsu felt her shoulder slackened. “So is that it? You were just sad that we’re gonna graduate soon?”
Mio looked up to properly face Ritsu this time, and the previous frustrated expression that Ritsu has unfortunately come to be familiar with returned to her face. “No. That's not it. I’m not sad about leaving this place behind. I’m just thinking about what lies ahead for us after we leave this place.”
“I really don’t get what’s so confusing. We’re going to go to college together, aren’t we?”
For some reason, Ritsu’s response only seems to harden Mio’s expression.
“That’s exactly the problem, you baka!”
“Wha- I don’t get-”
“It’s your attitude!”
“M-my attitude?”
Mio turned her gaze away, and the simple motion caused her hair to flow graciously behind her, blown by the soft afternoon breeze. Ritsu would’ve appreciated the picturesque quality of the scene if she weren’t absolutely lost right now.
“You’re not thinking about it seriously enough. You seem to always make everything easier than it actually is. It’s not.”
Ritsu was still unable to comprehend what Mio was talking about. “I don’t- I’m just trying to be optimistic-”
“There’s a difference.” Mio interrupted. “I don’t feel like it’s being optimistic, rather- you’d just rather not think about certain things that might seem difficult for you.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?!”
Mio inhaled. “Have you ever considered what'll happen if you don’t pass the entrance exams? I’m worried about you, Ritsu! They’re nearing, and yet you’re still slacking off! Just like how you’ve been treating your presidential duty! It’s because you don’t want to think about anything that might be uncomfortable that you don’t do anything! Back there, you can’t even answer what this band meant to you- Is this band also just your escape from responsibilities, Ritsu?”
Ritsu stepped back. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
The two friends stared back at each other from opposite sides of the rooftop. They’re only standing a few feet apart, but to Ritsu, it felt like a huge chasm was separating the two of them.
“Soon we’ll be stepping onto the real world. You can’t keep going like this, Ritsu. I was so glad to see you finally be the buchou when you told us that we’re gonna be making this video, for Azusa. I thought that must be a sign that you’re ready to grow up and actually handle your responsibilities. But throughout it, you’re still just goofing off. I just-”
Mio stopped herself, turning her back against Ritsu. “Forget I said anything.”
Gazing at Mio’s back, Ritsu was left even more lost than she was if Mio had stayed silent. “I- what’s wrong about not overthinking things?!”
But Mio stubbornly remained silent. Ritsu was furious now. “Fine! Be that way! I don’t care! I don’t need someone who thinks she’s better than me to worry over me, anyway!”
Ritsu turned her own back against Mio, cursing at the floor.
So that’s how it was. Mio was just being condescending. She thinks she’s better than her, Ritsu fumed at the thought.
Yet that feeling of guilt began rearing its ugly face again. Seeing Mio talk to her like that-
Her mind was swirling with so many thoughts and emotions, that she never realized that Mugi never returned to the rooftop with her instrument.
-
“You sure it’s fine for us to leave our instruments here?” Ryo asked.
“Don’t worry, Ryo-chan! I'm keeping an eye on it!” Jun said.
Ryo didn’t seem wholly comforted, but she pressed on. “So, what are we supposed to film here, if it’s not playing our instruments?”
“I want to get some shots of you guys just doing normal things at the park!” Fan #2 said as she and Jun set up the tripod. “Please don’t be wary of the camera. Just act like how you guys would if it wasn’t here.”
“Oh, okay!” Kita said, closing her eyes. “Gee, whiskers, you guys! No need to be so nervous!” Kita cheerily said, throwing a wink at the camera.
“That’s exactly what we don’t want, Kita-chan.” Fan #2 exasperatedly said.
“I think I have a toothache.” Jun said dryly.
“Hitori-chan, you don’t need to act so nervous.” Fan #2 said, as she finally panned the camera towards the pinkette.
“Nervous? I-i’m not nervous. T-this is just how I normally act, haha..” Hitori said, playing with gravel on the path.
“Maybe we should be a little wary of the camera after all.” Ryo said.
“I never look good in photos anyway..” Hitori said.
“It’s because you’re always looking down and slouching, Hitori-chan! Raise your head a bit and stand with proper posture!” Kita said, pulling Hitori up.
“L-like this?” Hitori said, lifting her chin up and looking Kita squarely in her eyes, which had turned into little hearts.
“Yes! Exactly like that!” Kita was so red that she was blowing steam out her nose and ears. “You’re so pretty, Hitori-chan! Don’t you guys think she could make it as an idol?”
Jun looked over towards Hitori, who didn’t even manage to hold her chin up for more than ten seconds, already looking down and slouching again.
“Well, we’ll work with what we have, I suppose.” Fan #2 said. “Hm? Where's Nijika-chan?”
The band looked around, finally realizing that Nijika wasn’t with them.
“She’s over there.” Jun said, pointing to a distant tree, where Nijika was sitting under.
“Oh, dear- Is she still mulling over the MV?” Fan#2 asked in concern.
The band exchanged worried glances.
“I’ll go talk to her.” Ryo finally said, walking to confront their isolated leader. Nijika’s constant mumbling could be heard the closer Ryo got to the tree.
“No, that’s not-”
“Nijika.”
“Huh, what? Oh, Ryo- It’s just you.”
“Yeah. It’s just me. We’re going to start recording.”
“Go on without me.”
“The director wants everyone present.”
“Ryo, I can’t. I’m busy.” Nijika said, not looking up from her notebook.
For a brief moment, Nijika almost felt that Ryo was going to say something, but the only response that came out of her mouth was, “Suit yourself.”
Nijika listened to her retreating footsteps before resuming her brainstorming. Nothing seems to land that would be unique enough while being relatively low effort. What should she do..
Sounds of laughter coming from her friends only further stress Nijika out. They’re having fun now, but what’s gonna happen if they fail to impress with this MV? She needs to keep looking- she has to work and preserve this band.
“Senpai?”
Nijika looked up from her notes. She’d lost track of the time she spent under this tree, but the clear exhaustion shown on Kita’s face as well as the sweat dripping down her face told her that some time had clearly passed.
“Are you not done?”
“No.” Nijika said, returning to her notes.
Kita didn’t have any further response to that, and after a couple of seconds, Nijika could hear her retreating steps.
It’s fine. It’s just a bunch of coverage shots. What she’s doing is detrimental to how they’re going to move forward beyond this. Sounds of scribbling and tearing on paper became commonplace to Nijika’s ears as she kept crossing out ideas and ripping apart pages from her notebook.
“N-nijika-san.”
Nijika reluctantly took her gaze off her notebook and looked up to meet Bocchi’s eyes.
“Yes, Bocchi-chan?” Nijika said through a forced smile.
“U-um.. the director said that she wants to shoot a couple of scenes with you in them..”
“Tell her I’ll be there shortly, Bocchi-chan. I’m almost done.”
That was a lie of course, Nijika was no closer to figuring out what she wants this MV to be than she was an hour ago, But she just really needs Bocchi to clear off for now, she really needs to think.
“O-okay.”
After Bocchi, no one else came to check up on her, which was all good with the drummer. It seems like they’ve finally got the message and decided to leave her alone. The sky was getting progressively darker as the sun prepared itself to set over the horizon.
“Ahh- I can finally rest my arms!”
Nijika looked up from the notebook for the fourth time, to find Jun stretching next to her.
“Jun? Shouldn’t you be helping with the shoot?” Nijika briefly paused her frantic idea searching to meet the brunette’s eyes. “Or are you here to drag me too?”
“Nope! We’re taking a break! The others are off to buy a drink.”
“Oh.”
So they were done with all the shoots. Nijika was so preoccupied that she didn’t notice that so much time had passed.
“Oh, man. I couldn’t do this with the others around.” Jun said. She was facing away from Nijika, but the girl recognized her movements, taking out a small box from her front pocket and putting something inside her mouth. She watched her sister do it all the time.
“Jun you can’t do that here, You can’t smo-”
“Hm?” Jun turned to face her, with a pocky stuck out her lips. “What was that, Nijika-chan?”
“Oh. Nevermind, I thought-”
“Want one?” Jun said, offering Nijika the box of pocky.
“I’ll- pass..”
Jun shrugs. Putting the pocky back in her pocket. “I didn’t want the others mooching these off me.” Jun said, as she nibbled on her pocky stick, leaning against the tree Nijika was sitting under.
Nijika didn’t respond, turning her attention back to her notebook.
“You’re still brainstorming?” Jun asked.
“Yes.” Nijika replied shortly.
Jun picked up one of her discarded ideas and uncrumpled it. “Performing under neon lights..”
“A-ah, forget that! It’s too cliche.” Nijika said dismissively.
“Geez, Nijika-chan.” Jun remarked upon the pile of crumpled paper around them. “How many ideas did you write?”
“Plenty, and none of them good enough!” Nijika suddenly exclaimed, before dropping her face onto her open notebook.
“Nijika-chan?”
“I can’t do it.”
Nijika slowly lifted her head up. “It’s a dead end, Jun-chan. I can’t think of anything for the MV.”
“I think you’re maybe overthinking this a bit, Nijika-chan.”
“I just want to find a way we’ll be able to impress the judges and voters! Kessoku band isn’t just some fad, we’re not- some mediocre highschool band.. I’ll prove that even if it kills me!”
“Surely you’re exaggerating..” Jun said, straightening her posture.
“I can’t fail them, Jun-chan. I’m their buchou. They all look up to me. So this needs to be perfect.” Nijika said in an empty voice.
Jun abstained from speaking for a moment, finishing her pocky. Once she was done, she crouched down to get on Nijika’s level.
“Sometimes you remind me of Azusa, Nijika-chan.”
Nijika was not expecting Jun to say this of all things, simply meeting her eyes in a perplexed manner, but Jun continued.
“She’s also a real maniac when it comes to her band. And I don’t mean that in a negative way, mostly.” Jun added when Nijika looked mildly offended, “Rather the opposite, I think that shows her dedication and commitment. And it’s one of the unintentionally sweet sides of her.”
Jun continued, “But there are times when she would go overboard. Worrying over her band to the point of spacing out and not eating. It's not good. Me and Ui often had to talk some sense into her whenever she acted like that. What’s funny to me, is that she actually once told me that someone else had chastised her for this bad tendency of hers.”
“Ui-chan?” Nijika guessed.
“No. Funnily enough, You’re the one who chastised her for that.”
“Me?!”
Jun nods. “I don’t know when it happened, but you told her something about “not taking everything too seriously to the point where your senpais would worry about you” or something like that.”
Nijika tried racking her brains to figure out when she would’ve had that kind of conversation with Azusa.
“It was after their first concert at STARRY..”
“So It did happen!” Jun said.
“Yeah.. I remember. She was frustrated because she feels she’s the only one taking the band seriously.”
Nijika glanced around at the crumpled papers around her.
“Huh. That's ironic, isn’t it?” Jun said with slight mirth to her voice.
Nijika looked down at her notebook. She had scolded Azusa that day for the exact thing she’s doing right now. Putting too much pressure on herself on behalf of her band.
“You friends are worried about you, Nijika-chan.” Jun said.
“But the MV-”
“It’s gonna be fine, Nijika-chan. Do you think your band wants to win Mikakunin riot that badly to the point of seeing you like this?”
That was also what she had told Azusa that day. Having her own sentiment thrown at her was quite a blow for Nijika.
“Wait-” she sputtered. “What do you mean like this? How do I look?”
“No offense, but you look like a mess.” Jun commented.
Nijika began frantically combing her hair with her fingers. Jun laughed. “Yeah, why don’t you tidy yourself a bit, and then we can go and reunite with the others? The coverage shots are still missing you, after all.”
Nijika eventually followed Jun back to where her friends had gathered. All of them noticed her approach, pausing their conversations as she arrived.
“Senpai!” Kita waved. “There you are!”
“You finally found the perfect MV idea?” Ryo asked, slurping her drink.
Nijika suddenly felt that it was too hard to maintain eye contact with her bandmates. “No.. I’m sorry, you guys. I just can’t think of anything. I’m sorry for wasting everyone’s time.”
No one responded, and Nijika’s gotten the impression that they were all silently judging her.
“Nijika.”
Nijika looked up slowly, only to find Ryo’s outstretched hand offering her a boba tea.
“Your drink.” Ryo said, since Nijika was just looking at it appallingly.
“You need a reward after working so hard, senpai.” Kita smiled gently.
Nijika looked appalled. “But I didn’t even come up with anything in the end-”
Ryo shook her head. “Honestly, we weren’t expecting you to.”
“Senpai!” Kita chided. “We’re just glad that you finally took a break, senpai. Seeing you all stressed out like that was heartbreaking, you know?”
“N-nijika-san!”
Nijika turned to Hitori, who was looking at her with such genuine concern in her eyes.
“I-i understand the p-pressures of the creative process- so I made you this!”
She presented Nijika with what looks like a pile of dirt with a single leaf on top.
“Uhh- thanks, Bocchi-chan- what is this?”
“It’s a mud pie.” Hitori answered. “F-futari sometimes makes it for me whenever she sees me s-sulking while writing lyrics..”
She doesn’t know why, but Hitori’s pathetic pile of dirt managed to muster out a smile from her.
“A-and don’t worry about the music video! W-we talked it over with the director, s-she said we don’t have to do anything fancy..”
“But it's for Mikakunin riot! How can we stand out if we don’t go all out?”
Nijika turned to Fan #2, who smiled warmly as their eyes met. “There’s a certain charm to simplicity, Nijika-san. It’s more genuine, more honest. I think kessoku band is captivating enough without a fancy video.”
Nijika felt something cold against the palm of her hand, and realized that Ryo had shoved the boba tea onto her opened hand. “That’s why you need to drink up. We’re still missing scenes from our buchou in these coverage shots, after all.”
“You guys- you’re right. I’m so sorry, everyone. I’m too focused on trying to prove how great we are, that I never stop to appreciate how great we are.”
The rest of the band all smiled back at her. “We should be the one apologizing, senpai. You shouldn’t have to suffer just for our sake. We’re a band, aren’t we? We should all be in this together.”
“Yes.” Ryo affirmed. “If you want so badly to be the good band leader, then you need to give us the opportunity to be good bandmates too.”
“I-if one of us has a p-problem, we should talk it out to avoid m-misunderstandings..”
Having her sentence thrown back at her twice in one day finally got to Nijika.
“Yeah, you guys are right, I’ve been stupid. This won’t happen again.”
Whilst the band reconciled, Jun approached the director. “Beauty in simplicity? How’d you come up with that one?”
“Well, it’s true. But honestly I just said it to finally get production moving.” the fan shyly admitted.
“Oh.”
“Don’t tell Nijika-chan that, though. I’m glad that she’s at least not pushing herself too hard anymore.” Fan #2 said. “Come Jun, before our next shot-”
-
“-let’s review all this footage.”
“Huh? Who are you again?” Fan #1 said, glancing up at the woman looming over her.
“I’m their faculty advisor!” Sawako sweetly replied. “So I don’t think you’ll mind if I review this footage alongside you?”
Fan #1 glanced to her right, where most of the band were all gesturing for her to reject the offer. “I suppose I'd allow you to make minor suggestions, but I’d like to retain creative control over the final product.”
Sawako pouts. “I see how it is. Well, it’s better than nothing. Shall we get started?”
“R-right now? Oh, well, I suppose we can-”
“Great! Then we’ll see you later, girls! Don’t forget to return the equipment to the amateur film club.” she said, leaving with the reluctant fan in her shoulder embrace.
As the adults finally left the premises, Ui began rolling up the light music club banner she had commissioned from the art club.
“Ah, where do we wanna put this, onee-chan?”
“You can put it in the storage, Ui-chan. Thank you for your initiative on the banner too. That was a nice touch.” Mugi said.
“It’s nothing, just something that Azusa and I discussed.”
“Still, I wasn’t expecting you to actually go out and do it.” Azusa said.
“If anything, we should be thanking the art club. As a matter of fact, I think I’ll be doing that after I store this.” Ui said, as she carried the banner inside. “Onee-chan, don’t stay out too late, okay?”
“I won’t, Ui!”
Now the band was left on their own on the rooftop.
“We’re done here, right? I’m going home.”
Everyone turned to their buchou as she stomped quickly towards the door.
“You don’t want to walk home together?” Azusa queried.
“No.” Ritsu shortly said. Before the girl could reach the door however, Mugi had blocked her path with her body.
“What do you want, Mugi?”
“I don’t see why you're in such a hurry to leave, Ricchan. Why don’t we stay up here and enjoy the evening atmosphere for a bit?”
“Can’t. I’ve got an entrance exam to study for.” Ritsu said with not so subtle frustration in her voice.
“My, I didn’t know you were so concerned about the exams, Ricchan.” Mugi said, stepping to fully block the door as Ritsu attempted to walk around her.
“Yeah, that’s not like you at all, Ricchan!” Yui piped up.
“I don’t get you guys. Isn’t that a good thing?” Azusa said.
“It would be a good thing if it was born out of genuine interest in improving one’s self. Not when it’s born out of resentment.” Mugi said.
Ritsu looked momentarily shocked, but quickly recomposed herself.
“How much did you hear?” Ritsu asked bluntly.
“All of it.” Mugi said, dropping all pretense.
“Well then, if you’ve heard all of it, you’d know that I was just gonna study to finally ease Mio’s worries. Isn’t that right, Mio-cwaaan?” Ritsu teased, but everyone could hear the absence of any sort of affection Ritsu usually carried out in it.
Mio frowned, but did not reply.
“Now step aside, Mugi.”
“No! I’m sorry, Ricchan, Mio-chan, but I’ve had enough of this!” Mugi shouted.
This was successful in taking everyone’s attention. Mugi’s thick brows were furrowed, her blue eyes spilling out pearly tears. “I just can’t stand seeing you two hurting like this!”
“M-mugi, It’s really not that big a deal. It’s just-”
“You’re still trying to run away?”
Ritsu turned around, finding Mio standing right behind her, with a perplexed Yui and Azusa in her wake.
“I’m not running away from anything! You want me to study, don’t you? Take things seriously, all that garbage. I’m literally doing what you want me to!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“I want you to do that out of your own volition, Ritsu!” Mio said in a high voice.
“Gah! First that, now this- What do you want, Mio? Why are you so worried about me, anyway?!”
“Because I don’t want to lose you, you idiot!”
Mio quickly covering her mouth with her hands told Ritsu all that she needed to know. That was not what she intended to say.
“What-?”
Mio hesitated, throwing her gaze frantically around the rooftop in search of an exit not currently blocked by Mugi.
“Mio-chan.” Mugi prodded, and Ritsu could see that Mio knew it was futile to fight back.
“Ritsu.” she began, “We’ve been together forever and, and I- I’m a hypocrite. The truth is, it’s me who’s scared! I’m the one who doesn’t want to move forward!”
If Mio thought this would help Ritsu understand anything, she was dead wrong. Ritsu continued to stare at her childhood friend like she had never seen her before.
“I don’t want to leave you behind, t-that’s why I dropped that scholarship offer. I just want you to grow up, Ritsu, so we can move forward together. All of us. That’s why I’ve been so harsh with you.”
Mio seemed to have overexerted herself, and looked like she was about to explode into a million pieces. Fortunately for everyone involved, Mio was not as capable as Hitori in bending laws of nature just yet.
“Mio-”
“I know I’m just being stupid!” Mio said, refusing to meet Ritsu’s eyes. “But I can’t help but worry! I don’t know what I’d do without you, Ritsu. I’m fine being an arrogant snob to you, if it means you’ll finally grow up.”
That familiar feeling of guilt reappeared again. Ritsu finally looked at her friend properly, feeling nothing but hatred for herself at the sight of Mio’s crestfallen face.
“No, look- I’m sorry for saying that. I- I don’t want to lose you either, Mio.”
Mio stifled, looking anywhere but at Ritsu.
Ritsu glanced around her captive audience. That feeling of guilt only got stronger as she watched the confused and torn expressions in their eyes.
“Everyone- I’m sorry if I was a less than stellar buchou. I realize that I haven't been a proper leader to you all. Mio’s right. All I’ve been doing is just running away. Any of you could make a better buchou than I. Especially with how smart Mugi and Mio and how passionate Azusa and Yui are. I’m sorry for wasting everyone’s time.”
“Don’t say that! You were the best buchou we could ever ask for, Ricchan!” Mugi suddenly exclaimed.
Ritsu stared unbelievingly at Mugi.
“Yeah, Ricchan!” Yui added. “You let me stay in the club even though I can’t even play guitar!”
“Um, Ritsu-senpai. I know I’ve berated you a lot.” Azusa began. “And well, you kind of deserve it- most of the time.”
Due to the somber atmosphere, Ritsu had to hold her momentary urge to roll her eyes. Azusa might’ve been aware, as she quickly continued. “But you’re not a bad buchou overall- you pull your weight when it actually counts. You’ve looked for livehouses where we can play, studios that we could rent, and both of those ended up with us networking with many talented people.” Azusa looked up to meet Ritsu’s eyes. “So! Even if you slack around a lot- I can’t imagine this club without you as the leader!”
Ritsu suddenly felt something wet grace her eyes.
“Ricchan, are you crying?”
“No- Don’t look! I’m just.. sweating through my eyes. Only club presidents can experience this.” Ritsu turned her gaze to Mio, whose eyes she noted were watery as well.
“Mio- you were right. I’ve been slacking too much and putting off thinking about certain things, because it’s just- I don’t know. I guess I was scared.” She turned to face Mio.
“But I promise I won’t run away anymore. We’ll be facing so much hardship soon, so can I count on you to be by my side when the time comes?”
Mio hiccuped, looking up at Ritsu properly.
“Of course. That’s all that I’ve wanted. To grow up together with you.” Mio whispered.
Ritsu took hold of Mio’s hand, ignoring the small squealing sound she would bet came from Mugi. “Then let’s do it.”
Mio nods. “I’m sorry for saying all that stuff about you Ritsu. I know it’s not true. You weren’t a bad leader, but I just- I wasn’t thinking straight! The thought that we might be separated-”
“Well then, let’s hope that doesn’t come to pass.” Ritsu interrupted. “If you really want my stupid self to stick around with you in college, then I hope you can bear my stupidity for just a bit longer. We still need me to pass those exams.”
“Mou..” Mio stifled. “I’ve been dealing with your stupidity for more than ten years at this point. I think I can handle it.”
Ritsu laughed at the comment. It feels so good to be laughing again, even Mio managed a small smile.
A loud cry coming from the door brought Ritsu and Mio out of their reverie, Mugi loudly sobbing at the sight of them making up.
“You guys! That wasn’t so hard, was it?” Mugi said, pulling them into a bone crushing embrace.
“M-mugi- can’f- breathe-”
Yui turned hopefully to Azusa as they watched the display.
“No, senpai.”
Ritsu collects her breath as Mugi lets go of her. “R-right. Now, I want to be a better buchou to you guys, and I mean that! So, first order of business! We’ll go up to Fan #1 and make sure Sawa-chan doesn’t add anything weird to our video!”
“Hai!” the club chorused.
-
“See, Hitori-chan? They didn’t add anything weird to the video.” Kita said.
“A-ah, just had to make sure…”
“So? Do you like it, Nijika-chan?” Fan #2 said proudly.
“Yes, you did great! This is some high quality stuff.” Nijika said, watching the finished video on her sister’s laptop. A couple days passed after the shooting. Fan #2 had finished all the editing, so she and Jun paid a quick visit to the livehouse to deliver the finished product.
“I helped out too!” Jun grinned. “I learned a lot about video editing!”
“She insisted on helping. So I just had her make me drinks and watch over me work. Gotta say, it's a nice change of pace to work with someone else for a change.”
“Sounds like you two had a lot of fun.”
“We did!” Jun proclaimed.
“The video ended up being pretty simple, though.” Fan #2 said, almost apologetically.
Nijika shook her head. “It’s like you said, right? There’s beauty in the simplicity of it, and you're right. This approach is way more honest. Some people might even find it more relatable. Who knows? Maybe this’ll make them root for an underdog.”
“Let’s hope so!”
“This looks like a real MV!” Kita proclaimed.
“That’s cause it is a real MV, Kita-chan.” Nijika said proudly. “Oh, and by the way- I don’t see Bocchi-chan on any of the non-performance segments.” Nijika offhandedly commented.
“Ah, actually-”
“She said that Hitori-chan doesn’t look good in any of them, so we cut all her solo scenes out!” Jun said bluntly.
“Jun!”
Hitori, rather than feeling hurt by this comment, just smiled dazedly.
“Ehehehe… at least I don’t get to show my face too much..”
“Huh. Looks like Bocchi got what she wished for in the end.” Ryo muttered.
Nijika observed as her bandmates watched their finished MV with satisfied looks on their faces.
“So is the video to your liking, Nijika-chan?” Jun asked.
She smiled in response. “Yeah. It’s good enough.”
-
“I’d know you say that!” Sawako proclaimed. “I’ve worked hard editing it, you know!”
Ritsu folded her arms, eyeing Fan #1 next to her.
“She did.” the fan answered. “We split the work half-half-half.”
“There’s three halves there. Who did the third.. wait-”
“So, did you like the video?” Ui asked.
“Ui?! You edited the video too?” Yui asked, appalled.
“How could you not know that, senpai? You live together.” Azusa said blankly.
“Ui’s a quick learner.” Fan #1 said proudly. “I daresay her editing work is close to mine, it’s kind of scary.”
“You don’t know half of it.” Ritsu said, as she watched Yui gushed over her little sister.
“Maa.. this video turned out great.” Mugi said, as she watched it on Sawako’s laptop.
“Everyone kept saying that they’ve never heard us practice, though..” Mio sighed as they went through the interview section.
Ritsu scratched the back of her head. “Sorry about that.”
Mio turned to meet her eyes, before throwing her a fond smile. “Well, whatever. The video does show that they at least have a lot of positives to say about us.”
Ritsu beamed. She supposed it’s just like she said. This is good enough.
“Wait, there’s still more.” Azusa said, leaning closer to the laptop.
“P-please join the light music club-nyan!”
Yui’s face lit up instantly, in contrast to Azusa's increasingly flustered one. “W-why did you put that in?!!”
“That was my part!” Sawako declared. “I thought it’d be great to slip in something to introduce the future buchou to the new blood, ehe!” Sawako said, striking a pose.
Her hard work rewarded her with dismissal from the clubroom by the flustered kouhai.
“We’re sealing away this version!” Azusa said, putting the CD inside the cookie tin like Mio had done previously.
“Haah.. she’s gonna sulk about that for the rest of the week.” Ritsu said. She turned to her voluntary editors instead. “Thank you guys for helping! We couldn't have done it without you.”
“It’s no biggie, Ritsu-chan.” Fan #1 said airily.
“We don’t have much to offer in return, so how about we treat you for tea and sweets?” Ritsu offered.
Yui’s eyes lit up for a second time. “Food!!!”
“Y’know I’m offering it to our guest, right?” Ritsu said, although she was smiling.
“I brought extra today just for the occasion!” Mugi announced. “So everyone- just take your seat while I prepare the tea.”
“There’s not enough seats.” Mio commented.
“You can share a seat with me, Ui!” Yui said, beckoning her little sister.
“And you can have mine, fan-san.” Ritsu said, getting up from her chair.
“Huh? Then where are you gonna sit, Ritsu?” Mio said, looking inquiringly at her childhood friend.
“Just save the leftovers for me! I wouldn’t be able to join you guys today.”
Mio tried cleaning her ear in case she had misheard. The others also found it hard to believe that Ritsu had said that.
“Today’s the day for the weekly president meeting. I promised Nodoka I’ll come.”
“Eeeeh? Ricchan, that’s not like you at all!” Yui said.
“Mou. What’s that supposed to mean?.” Ritsu pouts. “Enough of that- I’m late. This is probably gonna be really boring, so I expect you guys to still be here when I’m done. Let’s walk home together, Mio!”
“A-ah, yes. Let’s.” Mio stuttered.
Right after Ritsu left the room, Azusa immediately commented, “It’s such a whiplash to see Ritsu-senpai act responsibly.”
Mio looked down at the plate of banana custard Mugi had served her. She can’t help but smile.
“Yeah. It’s pretty weird, isn’t it?”
Notes:
some shuffling up of events were done to make this chapter work. originally in the show, HTT made their video right after Yui's whole yearbook fiasco, which is several chapters ago at this point, but much more egregious changes have been done in this work anyway. Still i figured i point it out here. That episode was also originally about Azusa, but its been a while since we had Ritsu in the spotlight, so I figured this'll be better. I wanted to show how the two leaders see their duty and interact with their band, as well as expand on Ritsu and Mio's relationship.
Chapter 19: Chronostasis sugar
Summary:
Three sides to an eventful valentine's day.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The passing of the first month of the year meant many things to many different people.
To some, this month might provide them with a certain melancholic feeling. The atmosphere set by the crystal white landscapes, along with the cold weather, would surely make one think deeply about certain things going on in their life.
Which is why for Nakano Azusa, the month of February would mean a lot of contemplation.
“I didn’t know you liked making sweets, Jun.”
Jun looked up from the cookbook she was reading in between class, her eyes meeting Azusa’s in a confused expression.
“Are you serious?”
Jun’s question was only met with a blank look from Azusa. Jun sighed.
“Valentine’s day’s coming up.”
A look of understanding finally passed through Azusa’s expression. “Oh, right. You’re planning on giving chocolates?”
“For my senpais at the jazz club. I gave them some last year too, but this year I’m thinking of making it myself.”
“Ah, I see.” Azusa nods.
“What about you?” Jun returned the question to the girl sitting opposite of her, who looked slightly taken aback by it.
“Are you not gonna give chocolates to your senpais?” Jun reemphasized. Azusa looked up at the ceiling contemplatively in response.
“I thought about giving them some last year, but-”
The memory of Mugi bringing cookies from the actual Belgian royal court to the club replayed in her mind. Jun pouts as Azusa recalls the event to her.
“I’m so jealous..” Jun sulled. “What about you, Ui?”
Jun turned her attention to the third girl sitting between her and Azusa, who had only been observing their interaction passively.
“I don’t plan on making that much, probably just enough for both me and onee-chan, and the granny who lives next door.”
“I see.”
As Ui offered to bring Jun and Azusa chocolates too, Azusa let her mind wander. Come to think of it, she never ended up giving her senpais the chocolate she prepared last year, due to Mugi’s expensive royal cookies blowing her dinky store bought chocolate completely out of the water. Maybe this year she should…
“Azusa-chan, something’s wrong?”
Ui’s voice managed to break Azusa out of her trance.
“Ah- what? I-i wasn’t thinking about valentine’s-!” Azusa immediately sputtered.
“No one’s saying you were.” Jun said, as she smirked impishly. “Who were you thinking of giving it to, Azusa? Someone special on your mind, hmm?”
Azusa blushed up a storm, diverting her eyes away from the teasing brunette. “No! I was thinking of just giving it to my senpais! I didn’t end up giving them mine last year.”
“Ahh… so that’s how it is~”
Azusa braved herself to return her gaze at Jun, who was observing her with her interlocked hands under her chin.
“It’s the truth!”
“So who is it? Is it Mio-senpai?”
“W-what?! No!”
“Or maybe it’s Mugi-senpai.” Jun said, pondering the thought. “You know, she’s pretty, smart- and loaded too. Ah, who wouldn’t want to court her?”
Azusa kept her mouth shut as Jun lost herself in her own imagination. She glanced pleadingly at Ui, but the brunette was just smiling placidly, like always.
“Or is it Ritsu-senpai? Bit of a wild card- but maybe you like the rambunctious types.”
“Jun, stop.”
“Not her either? Well then, I’m out of guesses.” Jun said, raising her hands in mock surrender.
“You didn’t even go through all of them.” Azusa muttered.
“Well, I mean- who else is there? There’s no way it’ll be Yui-senpai, is it? You never seem particularly fond of her.”
For some reason, Azusa’ brain lagged when Jun mentioned that airheaded senpai of hers. After a couple of seconds of delayed reaction, she shook her head feverishly.
“Of course not! Me and her? Preposterous, there’s no way I’d like someone like her. Absolutely inane. Why would you even suggest- Hah, No-there’s no way-”
Realizing that she was rambling, Azusa cleared her throat. Her two friends briefly swapped looks before shrugging it off.
“Right,” said Jun. “So who’s the chocolate for, then?”
“I told you that it’s just gonna be for all of them, like a general- senpai-kouhai chocolate. There’s nothing weird about that. Isn’t that what you’re doing?”
“Eh? Who said that I’m not actually giving it to a senpai I have a crush on?” Jun rebutted.
Ui gasped. “Wait, you are?”
“Nope. But there’s no way of knowing that without any evidence, right?” Jun grinned.
Azusa exhaled. “Sure, Jun.”
The conversation moved past the valentine chocolates, but even when Jun was talking animatedly with both Ui and Azusa about this anime she was watching, Azusa was only half listening, her mind still stuck on that previous conversation. Me and her, like that?
Preposterous, just preposterous.
-
The arrival of February means that they’re entering the middle of winter, when days would go cloudy and snow falls from the sky. It’s the time to stay indoors, huddle up with your loved ones next to a heater with a mug of hot cocoa in your grasp.
And to Ikuyo Kita, this month would mean a decision needs to be made.
“Yo, Kita.”
Kita took her gaze away from the window, looking up at her friend.
“Fancy grabbing a drink from the vending machine? I’m thirsty.” Sasaki said.
“Right now?” Kita asked skeptically. “Isn’t class about to start?”
“Mr. Fujimoto isn’t coming in today. He slipped on ice this morning. Serves him right.”
Kita looked at her friend disapprovingly. “Sattsu!”
“Aw, come on, Kita- just yesterday you were cursing him and his algebra homework. Come on, this weather got me craving some cranberry.”
“How are the two even related?”
“Don’t sweat the small stuff.” Sasaki said, pulling her out of her chair. “Come on.”
Kita reluctantly followed her friend out the hallway, ducking under classroom windows before eventually reaching the vending machine. Sasaki happily veered towards it.
“Anything you want?” The olive haired girl leaned back.
“No. Just grab your cranberry juice and let’s run back to class before we’re caught.”
“Sheesh, why so hurried?” Sasaki said, cracking open her can. “Think fast.”
Kita turned quickly, and with unexpected reflex caught the thing Sasaki had thrown at her.
“Chocolate bar?” Kita eyed the item curiously.
“Think of it as an early valentine from one of your admirers.” Sasaki winked. Kita scoffed, unwrapping the chocolate.
“While we’re on that- you got any plans this year?”
Kita nibbled on her chocolate bar, processing the question. “Plans? What plans?”
Sasaki rolled her eyes. “Come on, babe. You can’t be this slow. For valentine's, of course!”
“I don’t have any.”
“Oh really? You think I haven’t noticed you sneaking off to spend lunch break with just Gotoh for months?’
Kita immediately turned bright red. “T-that’s nothing! You know for a fact we’re just practicing guitar.”
“Right. All by yourself, under the stairs where nobody would ever come to look for you two. Am I supposed to believe there’s nothing else going on there?”
“There really isn’t.” Kita said flatly.
“Oh, so you’ve just been skipping lunch with me for no reason, then? Don’t you know how it made me feel, Kita-chan? You’re breaking a maiden’s heart here.”
Kita huffed. “Are you just trying to tell me that you’re getting lonely, Sattsu?”
“Maybe I am. We’ve been together since middle school, y’know. Seeing you start to grow apart from me in real time is really saddening.”
Despite the teasing tone Sasaki employed, Kita had known the girl for far too long to know when she’s actually telling the truth. Kita sighed. “Sorry Sattsu, I never meant to neglect you. Why don’t we hang out over the weekend to make up for lost time?”
Sasaki smirked in response. “That’s more like it. Your treat?”
“Sure.”
“Now we’re talking.” Sasaki clapped her on the shoulder. “But back to Gotoh real quick-”
“Oh, come on. There’s nothing there!”
“Nothing? Then why were you so invested in her performance in the play?”
“You’re partially to blame there.” Kita said briskly. “I just don’t want you chastising her too much, you know how she is.”
“Perhaps so. But I don’t think I ever told you to make a fanclub for her- did I misremember?”
Kita suddenly found her shoes to be an interesting sight to latch on to. “I just want to do something nice for her.”
“You seem to want to do something nice for her quite often.” Sasaki quickly said. She hit the mark, because Kita’s face turned even redder.
“Ah, has someone finally been able to steal Ikuyo’s heart? After so many tried and failed- someone finally managed it.”
“Oh, shut up.”
“Maybe this year you won’t just be receiving chocolates. Wouldn’t it be fun to be the one handing them for once?”
Kita didn’t answer, which only riled Sasaki up even further. “What’s this? Are you actually giving it some thought? So you like Gotoh, is that it?”
“Mou! If I said yes, what would you say..?”
“Well, I- huh?”
“I do like her. I like Hitori-chan.”
Sasaki immediately fell silent, not expecting this reaction. She was only looking to tease Kita.
“Ah, well..” Sasaki started off awkwardly. “Nothing wrong with that, of course.”
Kita stared at her expectantly, but didn’t say anything further. Sasaki cursed herself. How the hell did she accidentally trapped herself in this conversation?
“Err.. y’know I won't judge you for that Kita.” Sasaki hastily mutters. “I mean- I always kind of suspected that you weren't straight the way you talk about your “Ryo-senpai”, but-”
“Pfft.”
“What? Are you laughing?”
Kita, unable to contain herself any longer, bursts into a fit of giggles. “Gotchu, Sattsu.”
“W-what? That was a prank?! You don’t actually like her?”
Kita wiped a tear from her eye. “Oh, no. I do like her. But Sattsu, seeing you try and comfort me like that- You’re so awkward! It’s kind of cute in a way..”
“Mou! You jerk! I was trying to be supportive.”
“I know you’d be supportive.” Kita said, recomposing herself. “I wasn’t really worried about that, but might as well have my fun, ne?”
“That was so mean, I think I’m homophobic now.”
“Oh, come on.” Kita rolled her eyes. “You’re one to talk! You’ve teased me to oblivion just now!”
“Fine, let’s call it even, then.”
“Deal.” Kita said, bumping her first with Sasaki.
“So- are you planning on making a move on her?” Sasaki said once the tension had cooled down.
Kita’s shoulder slackened, the previous high she got off teasing her friend quickly evaporating. “I don’t know…”
“Well, now would be a perfect time to.”
“It’s just- she’s so delicate. She never even had friends until recently, what’s gonna happen when I suddenly tell her that I’d like us to be more than that?”
Sasaki leaned back on the vending machine, facing the melancholic girl before her. “You don’t have to move that fast.”
“What? Wouldn’t confessing mean that we- you know- will be going out?”
“It could mean that. But you don’t have to do it immediately. To me, confessing is just that- telling her how you feel. Where you two take it after that solely depends on the aftermath. You can immediately enter a relationship, or y’know- you both can mull it over again for some time. What’s important is that you tell her how you feel.”
“But what if me telling her ruins everything? What if she doesn’t react well?”
Sasaki shrugged. “That’s a valid concern to have. But unfortunately, you won’t really know til you do tell her. And regardless, would you rather just keep everything bottled up like this?”
Kita mulled her answer for a brief moment, before shaking her head. Sasaki sighed.
“I wasn’t expecting this talk to end up like this. But just know that you always have me to talk about this, okay? I’ll help you.”
“I think- I think I want to tell her how I feel.”
Sasaki studied her friend’s expression, before nodding resolutely.
“Well, if that’s the case- then I think I know just the way to do it-”
Sasaki stared at the chocolate on Kita’s hold. The redhead followed her gaze before looking up at the olive haired girl.
“Chocolates?”
“Chocolates. Let’s make some for your beloved Gotoh, Kita-chan.”
-
The month of February means different things to many different people. To some, it could mean they’re entering the midway point before the end of winter. Perhaps it was a sign for many to prepare for spring, and the sunny skies and warmer weather that it’ll bring.
For the seniors of the light music club however, It means something more stressful.
“Ritsu, are you listening? This is going to definitely be in the entrance exams-”
“What? Mio, I’m tryna focus here!”
“What- Oh come on! Again?”
“Don’t yell just yet, Mio-chan!” Yui piped up. “It’s no longer the same, for Ricchan had modified the lucky pencil!”
“Now it has 8 options!” Ritsu said, proudly showcasing the writing utensil to a very bemused Mio. Ritsu let the pencil roll down on the table, and she and Yui waited with anticipation.
“It says C, captain!”
“Mugi!”
Mugi looked down on her textbook, before beaming brightly. “Correct!”
“The lucky pencil never fails!” Ritsu exclaimed.
Mio rolled her eyes. “The entrance exams multiple choice questions will have 9 options.”
“We’re doomed!” Yui exclaimed.
“Enough of that. I thought you were going to start taking this seriously, buchou?” Mio said coldly.
“You can’t even joke around in this club no more.” Ritsu sulked. Mio huffed, though Mugi could see that she was struggling to fight off a smile.
Growing up a sheltered life, Mugi had always harbored great curiosity for a “normal” life, a life that she as a privileged heiress was never privy to. This was the reason why she immediately joined the light music club, the antics of both Mio and Ritsu had intrigued her so- that she decided to stick around to see more of what she had perceived to be a normal teenage life.
And whilst she stayed, she observed. With Yui and Azusa joining their ranks, Mugi quickly became aware of something- something that she had always suspected about girls her age. Mugi became fascinated with this phenomenon, Yes, Mugi was now wholly aware of it, a taboo, a forbidden knowledge that can only be pried from the tomes of old. The fact that girls…
…can love other girls.
Love was always such a precious thing for Mugi. Her parents had doted on her ever since her childhood, and Mugi in return loved them with all her heart. So to learn that different types of love exist, Mugi was over the moon. Seeing her friends progressively getting closer to each other has always been exhilarating, and at the same time, eye-opening. Mugi didn’t fail to notice the meaningful glances, slip ups, and implied messages that her friends had exchanged. Mugi knows that maybe her friends weren’t exactly the most subtle, what with Yui’s very blatant affectionate gestures and Ritsu’s odd obsession in getting physically punished, but she prides herself for being able to pick all that up regardless- considering none of her friends who are actively doing it to each other seemed to.
But what absolutely pushed Mugi over the edge was someone outside the band entirely.
Mugi had always suspected something was going on between Hitori and Kita, and she felt so validated when her suspicions were proven when Kita herself told her that she was in love with Hitori. And from there, she had learned another thing about love.
Love can make you do anything.
Just like how Mio could perform flawlessly under pressure, Mugi watched as Kita managed to successfully enact a play, write, practice, and perform a song of hers- all back to back, all because of the love she had for Hitori.
Needless to say, Mugi was entranced by it. If love could do something like that for Kita, what else can it do? Can love take care of the unresolved tension in the air? Their separation with Azusa is imminent, and while their plan for a song would make a neat parting gift, would love be able to provide her with something more? Would love keep her friends perpetually happy, will love prevent the arguments that always come during trying times?
Mugi was reminded again at the scene of Ritsu and Mio screaming at one another at the rooftop. She remembered her heart breaking at the display. No. Never again.
So, this month of February, Mugi had decided, would be a start of something special.
“Azu-nyan! Can you help me with this?”
“Mou, senpai.” Azusa said from the couch, where she has been practicing the guitar on her own. “That’s third year material. I wouldn’t be able to help you even if I wanted to.”
“Eeeh? But I was always able to count on you before, Azu-nyan.” Yui pouts.
Mugi smiled. See? It’s not like she’s working with nothing here, not with how Azusa instinctively blushed at the unintentionally genuine comment. The kouhai abashedly muttered an “I’ll try” before moving closer to the senpai and reading through the material.
“Ritsu- you’ve actually done a good job..”
Mugi turned to find Mio checking through Ritsu’s answers, clearly surprised by how well the drummer performed.
“Always with a tone of surprise.” Ritsu said, before getting up from the table. “I think I deserve a little reward after doing so well, don’t I?”
“E-eh?” Mio stuttered, as the drummer walked up to her seat. “Ritsu- what-”
“Mio.” Ritsu said, grabbing hold of the bassist’ hands. The bassist was wholly mesmerized by this gesture.
Mio gulped, keeping her eyes on Ritsu’s. “Y-yes?”
“Jam with me!” Ritsu grinned, pulling Mio out her seat.
“What?”
“Come on! It’s been so long since we played together cause of these stupid exams.” Ritsu said. “One session, then it’s back to the studies, what do you say?”
Mio mulled over the offer. Mugi watched as she gave a fleeting glance to her instrument parked to the side of the room. She knew Mio was itching to play her Eliza-bass again.
“F-fine.”
“Wait! I wanna jam too!” Yui exclaimed, standing up abruptly and startling her kouhai.
“Senpai! We just started!”
“Azu-nyan, come on! Let’s jam! You’ve been playing on your own this whole time right? Doesn’t it get lonely without me?”
“Wha- senpai, what are you saying-”
“Come on, Azu-nyan!” Yui said, getting up from the table before making a beeline for Giita. Azusa sat motionless, looking like she’s still catching up to what just happened. She blinked rather comically, adjusting to the sight of her senpais already starting an impromptu jamming session, before turning around to meet Mugi’s eyes, who smiled warmly at her.
“You don’t have to play if you don’t want to, Azusa-chan. You can sit here and help me set the table for our tea time.” Mugi said encouragingly.
“A-ah, well- yeah, sure.”
Azusa got up, still looking flustered by Yui’s back to back attack. Mugi suppresses the urge to giggle. If anything, she’s doing a good deed by finally giving the push to get these ships sailing, right?
“Are we having cookies today, Mugi-senpai?” Azusa said, eyeing the cookie tin in Mugi’s hands.
“That’s right, Azusa-chan. Very sorry that I couldn’t provide more than this.” Something suddenly struck Mugi right there and then. “Valentine’s coming close… but I don’t think I could provide anything fancy this year.”
Mugi watched, satisfied, as she successfully planted the seed in Azusa’s head. The gears in the kouhai’s head were spinning, before she nodded offhandedly. “You should just worry about your exams, Mugi-senpai. No need to worry about something like that.”
“You do have a point, Azusa-chan. Still, such shame.” Mugi walked off to the sink, hiding her satisfied smirk.
Yes! She did it! Now she just has to find some way to suggest the idea to either Mio or Ritsu, and then the club will be flooded with love right on valentine's day! Everyone will be happy, and in turn- she’ll be happy too.
-
Kita walked to STARRY that day with a lot on her mind.
“Kita-chan, hello, hello..?”
Kita jolted up, realizing that Nijika was right in front of her. “Hai, senpai!”
“What’s wrong, are you sick?” The blonde inspected closely.
“I’m fine, senpai. Just a lot on my mind.” Kita said dismissively.
Nijika didn’t look convinced, turning to Hitori.
“A-ah, sh-she’s been like that the whole time we walked here.. I asked her what’s wrong, but she said that I shouldn’t worry about it..”
Kita let out a nervous laugh. Hitori, bless her heart- wouldn’t realize that walking together with her was what made Kita so nervous in the first place.
“Hmm.. if that’s the case, I’m fine with you skipping work for today, Kita-chan. I’m sure onee-chan won’t mind.”
“Eh? I can’t do that! I have to do my due diligence!”
If Nijika sends her home, that means spending less time with Hitori. And regardless of her current complicated feelings over the girl, she doesn’t want that.
“Well.. you should at least lie down in the break room for a bit.”
Thinking that she’d better comply than worry her friends further, Kita reluctantly walked to the break room, her mind still stuck on Hitori and the conversation she had with Sasaki earlier that day. She closed the door and sat on the couch.
“Deep in thought, are we?”
Kita jumped out of her seat, just realizing that Ryo was sitting next to her.
“R-ryo-senpai, I didn’t see you- what are you doing here?”
“Hiding from Nijika. Not feeling like working today.”
“Hiding? You’re just sitting here. Senpai would immediately see you if she walked in.”
“Well, you didn’t. I’m just banking on Nijika being as inattentive.”
Kita sighed, deciding to just drop it there to spare the headache.
“What’s in that pretty little head of yours, Ikuyo?”
Kita turned to Ryo. She still looked up to her senpai, even after her crush on her had faded away. Still, she wasn’t sure if Ryo is to be trusted with these types of talks.
“It’s about Bocchi, isn’t it?”
Kita choked on her own spit. “H-how did you know?”
“I didn’t. It’s a wild guess. I was gonna guess Nijika next. But seems like I’ve already hit the mark.”
“Fine. Yeah, it’s about her.”
“Have you finally come to terms with your feelings, Ikuyo?” Ryo said teasingly.
Kita exhaled frustratedly. The fact that even Ryo knows about her crush is a point of ire for her. How is she this perceptive when she’s so oblivious about Kita’s feelings for her previously? As if she read her mind, Ryo continued-
“And just so y’know- no hard feelings. I knew you had picked Bocchi over me, so..”
“Wait, you knew about that?" Kita faced the bassist. “How come you didn’t say anything?”
“Nijika told me, but by that point you were already crushing hard on Bocchi. So why bother addressing it?” Ryo shrugged. “And even if you didn’t- I don’t enjoy having to turn someone down, whatever your impression of me is.”
Kita took a brief moment to process these revelations, before shrugging it off defeatedly. “Well, that’s that, I guess.”
“No hard feelings, Ikuyo.” Ryo said, waving her hand. “So, about Bocchi-”
Kita considered the option of telling Ryo, reminded of the advice Sasaki gave her earlier. At least, even if the senpai didn’t provide any useful insight, she would have a place to vent.
“Valentine’s coming up.” Kita said, straight to the point. “I’m thinking of telling her how I feel.”
“And you’re scared that this will change everything, and ruin the band.”
“Yeah, I- ruin the band?!”
Kita stared in shock at the bassist, who stared back at her in her deadpan fashion.
“Do you know what’s the most common cause of band breakups, Ikuyo?”
Kita briefly stared at Ryo, mulling over the answer. “Well, weren’t you in another band before this? You broke up because- difference in visions.. right?”
“Well yeah, that’s one of the causes. But most bands broke up over sillier, more trivial matters, Ikuyo. Petty reasons. Constant tardiness, loss of motivation. But most trivial and petty would be to break up over relationship problems. Just ask The Beatles.”
“Beetles?”
Ryo raised an eyebrow. “You really should broaden your music listening. But that’s besides the point. Yes, especially if it’s bandmates that started dating each other and it doesn’t work out- what do you think’s gonna happen?”
Kita gulped. She didn’t even consider this when talking to Sasaki.
“Are you trying to tell me to not pursue Hitori-chan for the band’s sake?”
“You didn’t hear me say that.”
“Then- what are you trying to tell me here?”
“Nothing.” Ryo shrugged. “I’m simply adding an extra consideration for you.”
Whilst the concern was valid, Kita doesn’t necessarily appreciate the extra baggage dropped on her so carelessly. Ryo seems to have sensed this.
“If it’s anything- my MO is to always follow your heart, and to be true to yourself. That’s what caused me to leave my band in the first place.” Ryo said, getting up from the couch. “So you won’t catch me telling you to do the opposite just for this band. Principles come first.”
Kita stopped to consider what Ryo was saying. Is this just a roundabout way of giving her blessings?
“So if you do end up asking her out, make sure to treasure her, Ikuyo. Not because of the band- but because you really love her, with all your heart.”
And with that, Ryo walked up to the door. “On second thought, I’d rather not risk Nijika’s wrath. You have fun on your own, Ikuyo.”
The bassist closed the door after her, leaving Kita alone with her thoughts.
If Nijika thought sending her here would calm her down, then she was sorely mistaken.
-
“You’re gonna make chocolates yourself, Azusa?”
“Yeah, it sounds like Mugi-senpai wouldn’t be bringing anything to the club this year. And I was thinking I probably should bring them some at least once.” Azusa said, flipping through the cookbook she borrowed from Jun.
Jun hums in agreement, whilst Ui smiles supportively.
“I’m jealous of your homemade chocolate, Azusa-chan. I bet it’s gonna be delicious.” Ui said.
“In that case, Ui, I’ll make you some.”
“Yay! I’ll make you some too, Azusa-chan!”
“Maaaa… Azusa-chaan.. I’m jealous of your chocolates..” Jun drawled.
Azusa rolled her eyes. “I’ll make some for you too, Jun.”
“Score!”
“Yeah, I’ll give you guys chocolates. So in return-”
Azusa looked down, causing her bangs to obscure her eyes. Ui and Jun shared a look. “Azusa-chan?”
“You can’t tell anyone that I’m making this!” Azusa bursts out, standing up and closing her face onto Ui’s. The brunette had to lean back to prevent their nose from touching. “Especially not Yui-senpai!”
“A-ah, I won’t!” Ui sputtered.
“Same with you, Jun!” Azusa turned to her frizzy haired friend.
Jun smiled wearily. “I won’t. And I don’t need to either way..” she said, glancing to the side.
“What do you mea-” Azusa followed her gaze, only to realize that her outburst had been a sudden spectacle for the entire classroom. Everyone laughed, cheering Azusa’s effort to make chocolates for her senpais.
“C-crap-”
“Just let it go, Azusa.” Jun sighed. “There’s no way you’re gonna rehash that speech to everyone in class, right?”
Azusa sat back down, pouting. “Me and my big mouth..”
Jun observed her sulking friend briefly before she prods, “Why’d you say “especially Yui-senpai” just now?”
“Eh..?” Azusa lagged, before once again looking flustered. “W-well, obviously because she’s Ui’s sister! I don’t want Ui to accidentally blab to Yui-senpai!”
“I won’t, Azusa-chan.” Ui repeated patiently.
“Mou.. is it really just that? Or perhaps… we finally found out who it is you’re giving these chocolates to!”
Azusa was so mortified by this proclamation that she was stunned still for a couple of seconds, her mouth forming an enraged O as she glared appallingly at Jun.
“Y-yui-senpai?! As if! There’s just no way I would, no- It’s- not, no- no!”
Jun raised an eyebrow. “Well, it was just a suggestion- I don’t know why you’d react that way.. Unless- wait. No!” Jun suddenly exclaimed.
“What’s going on?” Ui was a couple steps behind in the conversation, but Azusa realized where Jun was going with this, and glared daggers at her to prevent her from even uttering what Azusa thinks she’s going to.
“You can’t actually be thinking of giving it to Yui-senpai in that way, can’t you? So I was right last time!” Jun said the thing Azusa dreaded she would anyway, causing Azusa to drop flat faced onto the table, startling Ui.
“Azusa-chan and onee-chan…?”
Azusa immediately jumped up, waving her hands frantically in front of Ui. “D-don’t listen to Jun! It’s all bullhockey! Are you really gonna trust someone with that hairdo?!”
“What’s wrong with my hair!?”
“I don’t know! That’s the only questionable thing about you I can think of when I’m panicking, okay!?”
“Azusa-chan.”
The flat tone of voice startled the bickering out of both Jun and Azusa. Ui was never one to talk like that often, and both girls know once she does, it’s never anything good.
“Ui-chan..”
“Is this true?”
The question was delivered neutrally, devoid of any emotion- but to Azusa, Ui might as well be pointing a gun directly at her head.
“N-n..”
The rebuttal was right on the tip of her tongue, but the look Ui was giving her told Azusa that even if she told the most convincing lie, Ui would still be able to see through it somehow. This is one quality of Ui’s that made Azusa wish she was never on opposing sides with the brunette. When it concerned her sister, Ui turned into an entirely different person altogether.
“I- It’s complicated..” Azusa said in a low voice.
“Then elaborate.” Ui said, like a parent reprimanding their misbehaving child. Azusa feels herself shrinking in the presence of such an imposing force, so she decides to just be straight with Ui.
“I- Look, Ui. You know how Yui-senpai is with me. Constantly hugging me and calling me nicknames.. She even tried kissing me on multiple occasions-” Azusa braved a glance at the imouto, who was still staring at her impassively. Jun might as well be a slab of stone with how deathly silent she was right now. Azusa continued, “T-the only people who do things like that are people who date. A-and it’s confusing, I- i don’t know what she meant by it.. I don’t even know if she’s even aware of these implications she’s sending- am I overthinking it? I don’t know, but all these thinking made me think about what it would actually be like if we-”
Azusa stopped her sentence right there and then, too embarrassed to even continue the thought in her own head, opting to instead hide her face behind her opened hands. A long, arduous silence followed- and Azusa had to peek between her fingers to gauge Ui’s reaction to her spontaneous confession.
“So, let’s just boil it down to this.” Ui finally said. “Do you like my onee-chan, Azusa-chan?”
Ui was practically whispering that question, but she might as well have shouted at the top of her lungs with the heavy baggage that question came with.
“W-well, I-”
“Ui.” Jun finally interjected. “We really shouldn’t put her on the spot like this.”
Ui turned to Jun, as if just realizing she was also at the table. “Jun-chan, if it concerns my sister-”
“I get it. But it’s a deeply personal matter. From what she had told you, she might not even understand her own feelings yet. I don’t think you could just ask her that point blank. These things, they’re very delicate.”
Ui looked at Jun contemplatively, mulling over her words. Azusa didn’t know where Jun got this sudden wisdom when she usually only provides perky one-liners, but she’s not gonna complain if it’s going to save her hide.
Ui sighed. “You’re right, Jun-chan. I’m sorry, Azusa-chan. I got a bit carried away there.”
The fear in Azusa was quickly subsided by relief. “I-it’s okay.”
“You’ll have to forgive me- since it’s onee-chan, I just felt like I needed to say something.” Ui said shyly.
“W-well, it’s understandable.” Azusa doesn’t know what it’s like to have a sister, but she’s probably gonna react like that too. Probably.
“Mou.. I didn’t enjoy that one bit!” Ui suddenly bursts out, gesturing apologetically at Azusa. “I’m sorry, Azusa-chan! I just thought that since you’re going to court my sister, I had to give you the talk!”
Tint of reds returned to Azusa’s cheeks. “T-the talk?”
“You know- what the dad usually says to the new boyfriend her daughter brings home.. I don’t think I’m good at it, and I really didn’t enjoy having to be mean to my friend especially!”
So many things were swirling in Azusa’s head from Ui’s declaration. If she was more Bocchi-like, her head would’ve exploded into confetti right about now.
“W-wait- courting y-your sister!!!???” Azusa exclaimed.
“Well, it sounds like that’s what you were doing.” Ui said innocently.
A snort from Jun broke both girls from their stupor. Azusa glared at her indignantly.
“Ui unintentionally gave you her blessings, Azusa-chan.” Jun said simply, causing Azusa to begin steaming like Mugi’s kettle.
“I-i-i-i-”
“I think we broke her, Ui.” Jun said, as Azusa sounded off like a broken record.
“Azusa-chan- I’m sorry! I don’t really have any problem if you were to… you know! I’ll even help you with the chocolates!” Ui said.
This seems to have sobered Azusa. “H-help me..?”
“Yes. I know onee-chan’s preferences. That’ll surely help you, right?”
“T-this chocolate’s not just for her! I-i’m giving it to all my senpais!”
“Are you still denying it at this point, Azusa?” Jun teased.
“Jun, I don’t wanna hear you talk! “Don’t put her on the spot-” this all started because of you!”
“Look, I’m sorry! I’ll help you with the chocolates too. We'll make all our chocolates together this weekend. How's that sound?’”
“I- oh, y-yeah, i guess..”
“Seems like we need to give her some time to think about it, Jun-chan.” Ui said, as Azusa winded down.
“Yeah, seems so.”
-
The week passed by like a cold, winter breeze, and before they knew it- it was already the weekend. And the weekend meant one thing for the seniors of the light music club.
“Brr!” Ritsu shivered. “It’s too cold out here! Whose idea was it to have the entrance exams this early in the morning!?”
“We’re just unlucky.” Mio said, checking through her bag. “It just happened to snow today.”
Mugi watched her two friends interact with a warm smile on her face. Some might mistake Mugi as constantly having her head up in the clouds- but unlike with Yui (in which case, that sentiment would be way more accurate), Mugi always pays close attention to her surroundings. She had noticed in the past few months a slight change of behavior in Mio whenever it comes to Ritsu. Sometimes she caught the bassist frowning whenever Ritsu got too hammy with Yui, or whenever Ritsu got too clingy with her after pouring her a cup of tea.
It has gotten Mugi thinking. She wanted her friends to finally be together, and what better time than valentine's for it to be realized? She already planted the seed in Azusa’s head- so she should be safe on that front. So now all she needs to do is to somehow get Mio and Ritsu together before the fourteenth. And she knows exactly how she should go about it.
“Ah, there’s my ID.” Mio said, after a thorough search of her bag.
“I got mine right here.” Mugi said, showing them hers.
“And mine is-” Ritsu paused, patting her pockets, before turning around abruptly. “My ID! Where is it.. I put it here yesterday!” She said, as she searched her bag in panic.
Mio paled. “Ritsu! Don’t tell me you lost it! If it were to fall on the way here it would’ve been buried in snow by now!”
“I know, I know! You’re not helping, Mio!” Ritsu said, panicking.
“Ah, Ricchan. Is this it?” Mugi said as she crouched down and grabbed a discarded ID off the floor.
Ritsu turned immediately, her eyes widening as a gush of relief washed over her face. “Yes! That’s it!”
After consulting the tomes of old (yuri manga that Sumire bought her), Mugi had picked up a certain trick that she’ll be using in order to get Mio and Ritsu together. In hindsight, it was so simple. She didn’t even know why she didn’t think of it herself! Sumire even laughed when she brought the prospect up (Mugi pushed aside the thought that Sumire might be laughing at her for suggesting it instead).
She’d simply make Mio-chan jealous of her!
They do this thing all the time in mangas, making your partner jealous by intentionally cozying up to another girl, pressuring them to finally profess their love! Mugi can definitely use that here. It might feel a bit cruel at the beginning, but it’ll surely be worth it when Mio and Ritsu finally realize their feelings for each other. She’ll make sure to apologize to Mio after her plan succeeds, with lots of strawberry cake and chamomile tea.
“Thank you, Mugi!” Ritsu grinned heartily. “You’re a lifesaver!”
“Ah, don’t mention it, Ricchan.”
“Mou, you’re just troubling her, Ritsu.” Mio fussed, but Mugi turned to her with a smile.
“It’s no big deal, Mio-chan.” Mugi said.
“Yeah, It’s no big deal! But, umm.. Mugi, you can let go of my hand now.”
Mugi only smiled, not letting go of their hands even after handing Ritsu the ID.
“Ah, pardon me, Ricchan. My hands feel a bit cold at the moment.” Mugi said. “You don’t mind, do you? I just feel so warm when I’m with you, Ricchan.”
Ritsu looked momentarily confused, before shrugging it off with a smile. “You’re cold, Mugi? Then let your buchou warm you up!”
Mugi giggled, stealing glances at Mio, who was watching the scene with the same caliber of confusion as Ritsu previously. Mugi held her breath. Is it working?
“The mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell-”
The random mutterings immediately stole everyone’s attention. Yui had walked up to the platform, clutching her head, as if trying to keep it from flying away.
“Yui! Good morning!” Ritsu said, waving at the brunette, taking her hands away from Mugi’s. Mugi frowned, though she quickly recomposed herself.
“Don’t talk to me! You’ll push all the vocabulary outta my head!” Yui stumbled. “A-ah! Something fell out!” Yui said, crouching down and frantically picking up the spilled knowledge only visible to her.
“Sheesh, and you told me I was cramming last minute.” Ritsu whispered to Mio.
Mio disguised a snort of amusement as a very violent sneeze. Crap! They’re back together again! Mugi needs to step her game up. But before anyone managed to do anything else- the train had arrived.
“There’s our train.” Mio said. “Come on, everybody!”
A sudden idea struck Mugi, she quickly grabbed hold of Ritsu’s hand and pulled her into the opened train compartment.
“Whoa, Mugi!”
“Come on, Ricchan! Let’s sit together!”
Mugi dragged Ritsu into the train, leaving Yui and Mio behind them.
“Did something happen with Mugi and Ricchan?” Yui asked innocently.
Mio didn’t reply, simply standing wordlessly, watching the couple from the distance and humming contemplatively.
-
“Sattsu, I have to ask again, why do we have to go all the way out here? Y’know there’s a supermarket that’s not like- two hours away, right?”
“Because, Kita, these coupons expire in three days! We might as well use it for your valentine's day shopping!”
Kita rolled her eyes. “Where do you even get these coupons, anyway?”
“It’s a new hobby I picked up after you abandoned me.”
“What, collecting coupons?”
“No, of course not. I got them during our culture festival. Some purple haired woman was laughing and throwing coupons at Gotoh after her botched stage dive, remember that? Most of them are expired, and some were labeled “for senpai’s birthday”, but I picked up the ones that were still usable. I didn’t realize that it was only usable at this particular store.”
“That sounds oddly specific.”
Sasaki shrugged. “I’m not gonna argue against a 75% off discount. Now, what’re you thinking of making for your beloved, Kita?”
“Oh, hmm-”
“You still haven’t decided?” Sasaki said, putting her hands on her hips. “We’ve talked about this already, no?”
“I just can’t decide!” Kita said desperately. “I don’t even think Hitori-chan likes chocolate- I only ever see her eat karaage! Honestly, her diet is pretty concerning.” Kita said, eyeing the shelf stacked with ingredients in front of her.
“Well, why don’t we try making her a…”
“...chocolate cake.”
“Chocolate cake?” Kita repeated offhandedly, still inspecting the shelf.
“Well, sure. It wasn’t my suggestion, though.”
Kita turned, remembering she only had Sasaki with her. Why did that suggestion sound like it came from someone familiar…
“The recipe looked pretty difficult though.”
Kita furrowed her brows. The voice came from the next row, and it was eerily familiar. She peeked a glance over the shelf, and found two girls deep in conversation.
“Oh, hey. Aren’t those your friends?” Sasaki asked,
“What’s Azusa and Jun doing here?” Kita whispered.
Sasaki shrugged. “I don’t know, shopping? You don’t wanna say hi?”
“And have them ask me what I’m doing here, leading to them finding out about my crush on Hitori-chan? Half of Azusa’s band probably knows at this point. I don’t think I want more of them to know.”
“Eh, you like Hitori-chan, Kita-chan?”
Kita squealed, her heart leaping out of her chest as she turned to face the new voice. Ui stood there, looking at her innocently with her chocolate orbs.
“Ui..! You scared me!”
Before Ui could respond, Kita heard sounds of footsteps approaching her location.
“Kita-chan! What’re you doing here?” Jun’s perky voice immediately entered her radar. Kita turned around defeatedly.
“Hey, Jun. Azusa.”
“Oh, hello, Kita-chan.” Azusa looked just about as confused as Kita was weary. “Doing some shopping?”
“Yes.” Kita said shortly.
Azusa eyed her briefly, before turning her attention to Sasaki. “Ah, I believe you’re Kita’s friend that she brought to Hitori-chan’s fan club?”
Sasaki smirked. “Well, this “Kita’s friend” has a name too, you know.” Azusa flushed in response, muttering a quiet apology.
“Just messin’ with ya. The name’s Tsuguko Sasaki. Nice to meet you all.”
Jun, Ui and Azusa chorused a greeting to Sasaki before introducing themselves in turn. After the formalities were done with, Jun turned back to Kita.
“You haven’t told us what you’re doing here, Kita-chan!”
“Well, what else? We’re shopping, of course! For valentine’s.”
Kita roughly elbowed Sasaki on her stomach, causing the latter to wince in pain.
“Really? Then we’re here for the same reason! Azusa-”
Jun was interrupted by Azusa’s elbow on her stomach.
Ui laughed nervously. “Well then, it sounds like all of us are here to shop for valentine’s.”
Kita sent a dirty look at Sasaki. “Yeah. It seems so.”
“We’re planning on making our chocolates together at Ui’s!” Jun piped up. “Say, why don’t you come with us, Kita-chan?”
“E-eh? I wouldn’t wanna be a bother.”
“Nonsense! You wouldn’t be!” Jun immediately rebutted. “Right, Ui?”
Ui glanced at the redhead, who still looked mildly uncomfortable. “Well, you wouldn’t be a bother, no. But-”
“Then we’ll go!” Sasaki replied.
“Sattsu?”
“Look at the weather outside Kita. It’s storming soon. We might as well seek temporary refuge.”
Kita glimpsed the dark sky outside, eventually conceding the matter. “Fine. We’ll stay if it’s not a bother.”
Jun and Sasaki cheered, while Kita resigned to her fate. Ui and Azusa exchanged glances.
After checking out their groceries, the group made the trip back to Ui’s house- which turned out to only be a short walk away. They made it in the nick of time too, as thunder began growling in the distance by the time they stepped on the Hirasawa's front steps.
“Tadaima.” Ui greeted as she entered the house ahead of the others, handing them indoor slippers and immediately turning to prep the kitchen.
“Damn, that girl works fast.” Sasaki commented. “We should give her a hand.”
“Hai!” Jun said, immediately getting up.
“I’ll stay here and sort out the ingredients.” Azusa said.
“I’ll help you, Azusa-chan.” Kita said, putting down one of their grocery bags.
Kita and Azusa began unpacking their groceries as the others prepped the kitchen. Lost in the mundanity of separating their ingredients, Kita searched for a topic of conversation to break the ice.
“Who’re you making this chocolate for, Azusa?” Kita had a good guess of who it was, but for the sake of a conversation, she thought she’d ask.
Azusa gaped, not expecting the question. “Well, um-”
Kita winced. This was a bad idea. “Ah, gomen. I won’t pry.”
“No- if anything. You’re the one person I’m probably comfortable talking about it with.” Azusa said, inspecting the granulated sugar in her hold with keen interest. “Do you remember our little talk before your play?”
“When we were looking for Hitori-chan in the dumpster?”
“Yeah, that’s it. W-well. I had a lot of time to think about… everything that had happened in that time.”
“I see.” Kita thinks she knows where this is going.
“I still don’t know how she feels. How I feel. It’s still… confusing.” Azusa finally put down the granulated sugar and took out the brown sugar from the bag (How many types of sugar did she buy?). “And I’m scared that by doing this, I’m going to hold them back, hold the band back.”
Kita suddenly felt so exposed. Azusa had verbatim thrown back her concerns about confessing back at her.
“I don’t know why I even bother. They’ll have to move on and grow up eventually.” Azusa smiled sadly. “And Yui-senpai.. maybe if I realized it sooner- I would’ve found the answer. Maybe I could’ve done something different. It hardly matters at this point, right? The only thing I could do is to send them off with a smile. These chocolates, I guess, are my closure.”
Silence enveloped the room. Kita parses through her next sentence carefully.
“It’s difficult, Azusa-chan. there’s not really any clean ending where everything’s just fine. Things will bound to get messy at first. But I think that- that shouldn’t be a reason for you not to find that answer. Perhaps your attempt won’t do anything, or maybe it’ll change everything forever.." Kita recalled back the talks she had these past few days, with Sasaki, with Ryo, "But I think....it’s better than constantly wallowing in despair, forever regretting the what-ifs, missing the shots you never take. You decide how your course in life ends, Azusa-chan. It’s only over when you stop trying.”
“How do you know that, Kita-san?” Azusa asked skeptically.
“I don’t.” She simply replied. “That’s just what I want to believe. I’m also still looking for that answer, Azusa-chan.”
Azusa eyed the bottle of maple syrup Kita was holding. An unspoken passage was exchanged, as Kita averted her eyes, preparing herself to answer.
“This chocolate is for the person I’ve been in love with ever since that talk we had before my play, Azusa-chan. The person I’ve looked up to and written songs for, even if she never realized it. The person who believed in me, and taught me everything I know about the guitar.”
“Just like you, I’m planning on finding that answer this valentine’s.”
Declaring it brings a sort of finality to the decision. By saying it out loud, Kita knows that she can’t turn back.
Azusa stared briefly at her opposite, before nodding. “Then let us both find it, Kita-chan. And let us share what we’ve gathered after it.”
“Yeah.” Kita whispered.
“That’s cute. You two done sorting things out?”
Both Kita and Azusa jumped, unaware that Sasaki had been listening in.
“I-i think we’ve sorted things out, yes.”
“I’m glad to hear that, Kita-chan.” Sasaki said, smiling gently at her. “And you too, Azusa-chan, was it? Sounds like you two are in a similar rut.”
“Yeah.” Azusa said, glancing at Kita. “Funny how that works.”
“How wonderful. However, I was referring to the ingredients when I asked you if you’re done sorting things out.”
Both Kita and Azusa looked down at the floor, where stacks of various groceries still littered the place, unsorted.
“Oh, right. We forgot.” Azusa said flusteredly.
Azusa and Kita made quick and hasty organizational work of the goods before bringing them to the kitchen.
“Measure it exactly.” Kita entered the kitchen to find Ui carefully instructing everyone on their chocolate making process. “Jun-chan, has the chocolate melted yet?”
“Hoo, boy. Who knows making a chocolate cake would be this demanding?” Sasaki said as she mixed the dough under Ui’s supervision.
“Jun-chan, don’t eat it!” Ui chided as the other brunette began licking off some of the chocolates off her fingers.
“It’s just a bit! I’m just trying to gauge the taste. I think this should be good enough?”
“No..” Azusa said, inspecting the chocolate. “We need..”
“Ya-ho.”
Azusa jolted up. That voice was the last she had expected or wanted to hear at this exact moment. Slowly turning her head around, she realized her worst fear had been realized.
“Y-yui-senpai!” Azusa stuttered out. Crap! Is she busted already? What should she do?
“Onee-chan.” Ui, in contrast, greeted her sister calmly. “You’re home early.”
“We only have two subjects today!” Yui happily chirped back. “Whoa, everyone’s here…Azu-nyan, even Kita-chan is here!”
“Hey, Yui-chan.” Kita greeted politely.
“And there’s also this- green haired girl I’ve never seen before! What’s your name, mysterious person?”
Sasaki grinned. “You guessed right. That’s my name.”
“Mystery-chan?”
“Yeah.”
“Cool!” Yui perked up. Azusa watched as Kita looked ready to reprimand her sleazy friend, only stopping when Yui turned back to face her and immediately popping a question.
“What’re you making, Kita-chan?” Yui said, walking up to Kita and eyeing the bowl in her hands. Azusa thinks quickly, stepping in between the two to prevent Yui from getting a closer look.
“How’d the exam go, Yui-senpai?”
The question seems to have temporarily stalled Yui. The girl blinked stupidly for a couple of seconds before crossing her arms and closing her eyes, contemplating her answer.
“I don’t know.” she eventually said.
“Figures.” Azusa sighed.
“Anyway! What’re you making?” It seems when it comes to food, one can do very little to distract Yui. Azusa was racking her brains for another suitable lie before Ui outrightly said it.
“We’re making chocolate cakes, onee-chan.”
“Really? Can I have some after you’re done?”
“Of course, onee-chan. Now why don’t you go upstairs and change so you’ll be ready when I call you down for lunch?”
“Hai, Ui!” Yui saluted, before sprinting off like a little kid out the kitchen.
“Why’d you tell her?” Azusa demanded, but Ui only smiled placatingly.
“I make her sweets all the time. She won’t actually suspect it’s for valentine's.” Ui said happily.
“You make her sweets all the time? Ui, you mind being my little sister instead?” Sasaki piped up. Ui only responds with her trademark smile.
“Oh, Ui-chan. It looks like we don’t have powdered sugar.” Kita said.
Ui frowned. “We need those for the decorations.”
“What do we do then?” Azusa asked.
“I can go back to the store...”
“Wait, Ui- you can’t go out in this weather.” Kita said, eyeing the dark sky outside the kitchen’s window. “Let me go in your place.”
“Me too.” Azusa said immediately.
“Eh, you two are going out?” Jun asked. “Then I’ll…”
Thunder struck right at that moment, interrupting Jun mid sentence.
“.. stay here and keep an eye on the stuff.”
“Yeah, someone’s gotta make sure that neither Jun or Yui eats all the chocolate when Ui’s not looking. I’ll stay back too.” Sasaki suggested, to an irritated “Hey!” from Jun.
“Be careful, you two.” Ui said as she saw them off by the door. “Don’t spend too long out there, get back as soon as you can.”
“Will do, Ui.”
“Better do what she said.” Kita said, looking up at the constantly darkening sky. “Grab that sugar and go.”
“Yeah, oh, wait-”
Kita looked down, turning to Azusa, who was looking somewhere to their right. Kita quickly noticed what had stolen Azusa’s attention. Obscured by the Hirasawa household next door was a small shrine.
“You want to stop and make a prayer?” Kita asked. Azusa contemplated for a bit, before nodding. Both girls walked up to the shrine and threw two 10 yen coins at it, before ringing the bell.
“What’ll you pray for?” Kita asked the smaller girl.
“Guidance. I pray that what I’m doing is the right thing.” Azusa said. “And I pray for the happiness of me and my senpais, whether that be in the now or the future. I pray that they’ll graduate together and make it to their school of choice.”
Azusa puts her two hands together in a prayer, closing her eyes. She stayed like that for a short while, before looking back up at Kita.
“What about you, Kita-chan?”
“Oh, um- well. I’ll also pray for guidance, so I’ll be able to find my answer, find my happiness. And I pray that my band will always be a part of that happiness.”
Kita prayed like Azusa did before her.
“Hopefully Kami-sama hears our prayers.” Azusa said, looking up at the shrine.
“Yeah. I pray that he does.”
-
“Lock the door when you leave, Satoshi! I’m heading out!”
Ritsu closed the door and turned around, readying herself for her morning routine of walking up to Mio’s house and screaming until the bassist came out to silence her personally- before walking to school together. Yep, just the usual routine.
A luxurious limo parked right outside her front yard however, had other things to say to that.
“What the..” Ritsu muttered, looking around the neighborhood. Did her neighbor buy a limousine last night and decide to park it in front of her house? What a braggart!! She thought about touching it, before the window of the passenger seat came down and revealed a familiar, bushy eyebrowed face.
“Ricchan!” Mugi greeted, stepping out of the car and embracing the drummer.
“M-mugi! This is unexpected.” Ritsu said, stepping back a couple steps as Mugi pushed her entire weight onto her. “I thought you’d usually travel by train..?”
“I thought I’d try something different today, Ricchan. Would you mind walking to school together?”
“Uhh… sure. But why don’t you just take the limo?” Ritsu asked.
“I wanted to walk with you today, Ricchan. I just took the limo so I can arrive directly on your doorstep!” Mugi said sweetly, before dismissing her chauffeur. The man nodded and quickly drove away. Ritsu turned her attention back to Mugi, who was smiling expectantly at her. Figuring that this was just another one of Mugi’s odd fascination with the mundane, Ritsu decided to humor her.
“Sure, I guess. We just need to pick Mio up first. I usually walk to school with her.”
“Yes, Mio-chan must be present!” Mugi nods. “So she can watch.” the blond added in a whisper.
“What was that last part?”
“Nothing, Ricchan! Now let us make haste!” Mugi said, grabbing Ritsu by the hand.
“Whoa, Mugi!”
“Ah, apologies, buchou. My hands are just cold again.” Mugi said. Ritsu finally realized that despite the cold weather, Mugi’s hands were glove free.
“Where are your gloves, Mugi? Geez, you’re gonna catch a cold!” Ritsu said briskly. “Fine, I’ll warm you up- just put the other hand in your pockets.”
Mugi beamed brightly as Ritsu accepted her gesture. “Thank you, buchou!”
“Yeah, don’t mention it.” Ritsu trailed off, walking up to the direction of Mio’s house, Mugi in tow.
“Ritsu, there you are.” Looks like today she didn’t have to scream to get Mio ready. What other surprises are waiting for her? It took a couple of seconds for Mio to realize that Mugi was also present, blinking repeatedly as she noticed.
“Mugi… This is unexpected!” Mio said, echoing Ritsu’s previous sentiment. “What brings you here?”
“Oh, I just feel like walking with you two this morning.” Mugi said. Ritsu suddenly got a weird feeling that Mugi is trying to show off their intertwined hands for whatever reason, making it unmissable. The bassist gave it a passing glance before returning her gaze to the blonde.
“I see.” Mio nodded, pursing her lips. Ritsu got an even weirder feeling that Mugi seems to be pleased by this for some reason.
“Then let’s get going, shall we?” Mugi said.
The three began their walk to school. Usually, Ritsu and Mio would use this time to talk about the things they did over the weekend. Maybe Mio wants to talk about the left-handed models she found in a catalog, or Ritsu would tell Mio about Satoshi’s baseball game. Since they spent their entire weekend together during entrance exams however, the two didn’t really have a lot of interesting things to share that both of them didn’t already know.
Other than that however, something else had made it difficult for Ritsu to even engage in a conversation with Mio.
“So what do you think, Ricchan?”
“Err..” Ritsu eyed Mugi up and down, trying to find what Mugi had meant by her “altered appearance.” The blonde looked the same as ever- but she insisted that she went out of her way to try something new today.
“I’m lost. What do you think, Mio?”
Mio was about to open her mouth to answer when Mugi interjected. “Mou, Ricchan. No cheating! I want you to guess! I did all this for you, you know!” the blonde pouts.
“For me..?” Ritsu asked, sending pleading glances at Mio. The bassist only shrugged in response, her face uncannily neutral. Ritsu knew that that kind of look usually means Mio has something on her mind. Gonna have to ask her about it once they’re alone again. For now however, Ritsu decides to just throw out the first guess on her mind.
“New haircut?”
To Ritsu’s surprise, Mugi’s face lit up. “That’s right, Ricchan! I cut my hair!”
“You did?!” Ritsu asked, befuddled. “It looks the same..”
“It’s a whole four inches shorter! Do you like it?”
“Ah, well.. it suits you.” Ritsu said absentmindedly.
“Really? Oh, you’re too kind, Ricchan!” Mugi said, cozying up to Ritsu even more. Ritsu could feel Mugi’s body pressed onto her, and despite its warmth- shivered. Ritsu could say that was from the sudden physical contact, but the bigger culprit would probably be the piercing stare she felt on her back. If looks could kill, Ritsu would probably be a goner with how intensely she felt Mio’s glare at her.
“Ya-ho!”
Ritsu jumped, recognizing the voice instantly. “Yui!”
“Hey, Ricchan.” The brunette said, walking up to them. “Is it your birthday?”
“My birthday..? Where’d you get that from?”
“Well, I would only hug someone that tightly if it’s their birthday.” Yui said, nodding at Mugi, who’s been clinging to Ritsu’s arm with her unattended own.
“Mugi’s just.. cold.” Ritsu said awkwardly, wishing Mugi chose any other day to be so weirdly touchy. “And you’re one to talk, you hug Azusa like this everyday, don’t you?”
Yui shrugged. “Azu-nyan’s special. I only give special hugs to special people.” She said, like it's the most obvious explanation in the world. During all this, Ritsu felt sudden movements from Mio, but when she turned over to look, the bassist wasn't even looking at her.
They continued walking up the school, Mugi occasionally making small talks with Ritsu, to which the drummer only responded halfheartedly. Yui being off in her own world didn’t phase her, but Mio being awfully quiet was new. Once they reached the school grounds however, something came up to finally get a reaction out of the bassist.
“Akiyama-senpai!” a junior had walked up to Mio, bowing down and presenting her a wrapped gift. “It’s for you! I hope you enjoy it.”
“H-hai. Thank you.” Mio said, flustering the kouhai.
It finally occurred to Ritsu what day today was. She looked around the place and sure enough- some kouhais were giving their senpais chocolates.
“Oh, it’s valentine’s day!” Mugi said, awfully loudly.
“Yeah, almost forgot.” Ritsu said. “Means we get extra sweets in the clubroom, eh? Since it’s the home of the famous girl who tripped on the culture festival.”
Mio huffed impatiently. Ritsu was glad- that at least, still got a reaction out of Mio.
“You think you’re gonna get some today too, Ricchan?” Mugi suddenly asked.
“Me? Nah. Mio always gets them. No one would give chocolates to the drummer.”
Ritsu got that peculiar feeling that Mio was looking at her again- but before she could confirm, Mugi had already spoken up.
“You don’t know that, Ricchan. Maybe you’ve got some admirers.”
Yui laughed instantaneously. Everyone turned towards her in bewilderment. The brunette wipes a tear from her eye.
“Good joke, Mugi-chan!”
“Oi! What do you mean by that?” Ritsu said, releasing her hands from Mugi’s to put Yui in a chokehold. “You got somethin’ to say?”
“Ah, captain, I yield!”
“I don’t wanna hear that from you!” Ritsu said, finally letting go of Yui. “Have you ever gotten any chocolates on valentine’s day?”
“I get chocolates every year! From Ui!” Yui pouts.
“That doesn’t count.” Ritsu sighed.
“And last year too, from Mugi-chan! The Norwegian royal cookies.”
“It was Belgian, Yui-chan.” Mugi patiently corrected. “I have to disappoint you, however. I don’t have anything prepared this year.”
This seems to be the most impactful words that have been spoken to the brunette this morning, given her reaction.
“Nooo!”
Mugi giggled. “Rest easy, Yui-chan. Something tells me you’ll still get your chocolates today.”
“At least there’s still that chocolate cake Ui and Kita-chan made for me.”
“Kita-chan?” Ritsu raised an eyebrow.
“Yeah! Kita-chan went over this weekend to make a chocolate cake! Azu-nyan and Jun came too. There was also Kita’s friend- Mystery-chan.”
“Mystery-chan?” Ritsu raised her remaining eyebrow.
Mugi however, seems to focus on another part of the declaration. “Ah, Azusa-chan made a chocolate cake for valentine’s?”
“She didn’t say what it was for. Hey, if it was for valentine’s, who do you think Azu-nyan’s giving it to?”
Ritsu watched in wonder as Mugi seemed to smile knowingly. Trying to understand the enigma that is Mugi’s mind would prove quite a task. Mugi busied herself with Yui after that, which greatly relieved Ritsu, who got to enjoy the use of both her hands again.
“Ritsu.”
Spoke too soon, Ritsu thought. She turned around to find Mio clutching her hand.
“What is it, Mio?”
Ritsu studied the look on her best friend’s face. Her steel gray eyes were boring into hers, as thin clouds of dew emanate from her slightly parted lips. Her face was pink all over, which Ritsu attributed to the cold. She knew she herself is probably blushing really hard right now. Due to the weather, of course!
“We need to talk.” Mio said softly.
“Right now?” Ritsu said, glancing longingly at the warm school interior.
“While Mugi’s not here.” Mio said, and Ritsu noted the urgency in her tone. The drummer casts another glimpse at Mugi and Yui, who was already a good distance away.
“Alright, what’s so important?” Ritsu relented.
“It’s valentine’s day, Ritsu, and I think, I think that-”
-
“Are you just gonna carry that thing with you all day long?”
Azusa frowned, looking down at the wrapped package in her hands. It’s lunchtime, and she still hasn't given her chocolates to her seniors yet.
“She can give it after school.” Ui supplied.
“Why didn’t you give it to them this morning?” Jun asked.
Memories of this morning’s events replayed in her head. She was considering giving the chocolates right then, but another second year girl had beat her to it- handing her chocolates bashfully to Mio.
“You saw what happened. Someone beat me to it.”
“Just cause one girl gave her a chocolate doesn’t mean no one else can.” Jun said, stifling her laughter. “Besides, I thought you wanted to give the chocolate to Yui-senpai.”
Azusa exhaled. “How many times do I have to tell you, Jun? I’m giving this to everyone, not just Yui-senpai!”
“Well… you did make an extra big portion for her..” Jun drawled.
“Be confident, Azusa-chan.” Ui smiled encouragingly. “I’m sure they’ll enjoy it.”
“Mou… maybe I'll hand my chocolates now..” Jun said absentmindedly.
Azusa looked up. “I thought you already gave your chocolates this morning? To the senpais at the jazz club?”
“Well yeah, but I didn’t just make chocolates for them. I made some for Mio-senpai, too!”
“Mio-senpai?”
“I admire her as a bassist!”
Azusa mulled over it briefly. It made sense, considering Jun was a member of the Mio fan club.
“You think we should go to their class right now?” Ui asked.
“Yeah, let’s do it! Beats just standing around here waiting for lunch to end.”
“Wait, but-”
“Come on, Azusa- better to get it off sooner than later, isn’t it?”
Azusa still looked wholly unconvinced, and Ui had to step in to qualm what seems to be her biggest concern.
“You can give onee-chan her own chocolates later, Azusa-chan. Whenever you’re ready.”
“Ideally today, though.” Jun said, before Ui softly elbowed her.
“Fine.”
The three kouhais traversed up a floor, where the third year classes were located. Jun excitedly skips forward, with a nervous Azusa and a placating Ui bringing up the rear.
“Keionbu?” A third year girl at the door said to the three. “They’re not here.”
“N-not here?” Azusa sputtered.
“Mio-chan and the others are at the faculty office!” another girl piped up from inside of the classroom.
“Faculty office? Did they get in trouble.. again?” Jun mumbled.
Ui suddenly paled. “O-onee-chan’s in trouble?” But Azusa shook her head.
“I think I know what this is about. Come on.”
The three resumed their walk, this time- to the faculty office. When they reach the door, Azusa starts picking up familiar voices from within.
“Yui and Ricchan have been accepted to their third choice. Mio and Mugi-chan have been accepted to their second.” Sawako said.
“Hai!” The girls chorused back at their teacher.
“You only do well when you need to.”
“Thanks, Sawa-chan!” Yui said.
“Yui, that wasn’t a compliment.” Ritsu sighed.
“All that’s left- is your first choice. JWU, was it? The place where you tested together.”
“Hai!”
“When’s the announcement?”
“Day after tomorrow.” Mio replied.
“Right. Hopefully you’ll all be accepted. You’ve all worked hard up to this point, so now you all can just relax til it’s time for graduation.”
Azusa made an involuntary movement at that last sentence, something that didn’t go unnoticed by her two friends.
“Azusa-chan?”
“N-nothing!”
“Is that Azusa-chan?”
Azusa yelped. Her seniors were all looking back at her, attracted to the sound of their conversation.
“Ya-ho, Azu-nyan!” Yui said, walking up to the kouhais by the door. Do you need something?”
The others followed behind Yui. Mio and Ritsu looked at her with slight confusion in their expressions, but Mugi took one glance at the package in her hands and instantly brightened.
“You made something for Yui-chan, Azusa-chan?” Mugi asked immediately.
Azusa’s face immediately turned a deep shade of pink. Wait! How did Mugi know immediately?
“For me?” Yui said in surprise. “Azu-nyan made me chocolates?”
“I- n-no..”
“You didn’t?” Yui said, and for a brief moment of insanity, Azusa could swear she heard subtle disappointment in her voice.
“T-that’s not what I meant-” Azusa said before sputtering something unintelligible.
“What was that, Azusa?” asked Mio.
Azusa only replied in more indistinct gibberish. The seniors exchanged worried glances. What’s supposed to be a short exchange turned into a disastrous standstill as Azusa broke down last second.
“H-here! Mio-senpai! I made this for you!” Jun said suddenly, trying to salvage the situation.
“Oh, thanks, Jun.”
“And some for the others too.” Jun said hastily, handing each senior their own chocolates.
“Mine’s smaller.” Ritsu commented immediately.
“Baka, be grateful.” Mio whispered harshly.
“But it’s cuter. Thanks Jun!” Yui said, excitedly inspecting her gift.
“Yeah, thanks, kid.”
“The gesture is appreciated, Jun-chan.” her tone was polite, but Azusa could swear there was a tinge of impatience in Mugi's tone. “Now, Azusa-chan, your chocolates-”
“I-i’m..!”
Mugi stared back at her in a mix of encouragement and.. forceful insistence? She must be imagining it, she’s not thinking right! Mio and Ritsu only looked on in confusion, while Yui stared at kouhai with an expression of worry.
“Azu-nyan… are you sick?”
It was then decided. Azusa bolted out of the scene.
“I’m going to the bathroom!”
“Azusa!”
“Azusa-chan, wait!”
Azusa ran as fast as she could, away from her friends.
I’m sorry Kita-chan. Looks like I’ll have to break our promise.
Her two friends ran after her, leaving the seniors in confusion.
“Oh… what’s this? Trouble at love island?” A teasing voice crept up behind them, and the girls collectively jumped, Sawako looking on delightedly at their stupefied faces.
“Love island?”
“I get what’s happening.. She must be in love with all of you!”
“What!?”
-
“Not yet? Kita, school’s already over. Everyone had given their chocolates at this point. You can’t keep holding on to yours.”
“I know, Sattsu!” Kita replied heatedly. “I’m just.. gathering my courage!”
Half of Sasaki empathized with Kita, while the other half felt subtle frustration. “You act too much like a highschool girl in love.”
“I am that!”
“It’s an expression. Either way, time’s running out, Kita. Not saying that it’s less meaningful any other time- but confessing on valentine’s would feel more momentous, wouldn’t it? Plus you don’t have to work as hard to try and memorize the anniversary date.”
“Maybe I need a change in atmosphere.” Kita reasoned. “This school is hardly a romantic scene.”
Sasaki was about to object, before she realized they were standing right next to a quarantined, mold-infested classroom. “Fair. But a lot of people made it work, you know?”
“You said that I need to make it more momentous! I don’t want to confess next to molds! Even if that sounds like what Hitori-chan likes, for some reason…”
“I didn’t say you need to make it momentous- I just said that it would feel momentous to confess today. Anyway, what do you have in mind, then?”
Kita racked her brain. “Maybe… I’ll confess to her at STARRY.”
“At your part time job?”
“Mou. It’s more than that! We made a lot of memories there, you know! It’s a special place for all of us! It’s where she reunited me with Ryo and Ijichi-senpai.. The place where we had our first live performance. It’s a place very close to my heart.”
Sasaki inspected the gradual transition in Kita’s eyes as she spoke of STARRY. Her gaze grew softer and gentler as she reminisced. She sighed. “Then I wish you good luck with that. Unfortunately, I won’t be there to support you.”
“It’s okay, Sattsu. Hopefully my senpais will be able to support me instead.”
“Then go out there and make me proud, girl. Hopefully one of us will make it out of valentine’s this year with a partner.” Sasaki said, shedding a fake tear.
“I- w-well-”
“Kidding. Whatever the outcome is, just know that I’m free right after. Let’s go karaoke-ing to celebrate- or mourn. It depends.”
“R-right, thanks..?”
After more words of encouragement from the olive haired girl, Kita went to visit Hitori in her class for their usual trip together to STARRY. When she got there, however- she found that the pinkette was long gone.
“She’s gone?” Kita asked one of Hitori’s classmates.
“Yeah. Well, I couldn’t really blame her. Gotoh-san looked unwell today. Her face kept turning green as if she’s on the verge of throwing up all day.”
Kita laughed nervously. She herself had witnessed how strickened Hitori looked today at lunch, where she kept muttering something about “being prime minister to finally erase valentine's and christmas off the calendar.” But that’s exactly why she needs to do this! Hitori needs to be able to enjoy valentine’s just like everybody else, because she deserves to be loved!
So Kita traveled to STARRY herself, assuming Hitori probably bolted straight for it the moment the bell rang. As she walked down the path to the livehouse however, each step felt progressively heavier. Kita began second guessing her decisions, questioning her convictions.
Then she reminded herself of her promise with Azusa. Azusa must be bravely fighting her own doubts at this moment, and Kita finally determined herself to do the same. No more turning back, she thought, as she stood right in front of the livehouse’ steps.
Collecting her breath and bracing herself for the big moment, Kita slowly opened the door, dreading what she’ll find inside.
Nothing, apparently. Except for-
“Kita-chan!” Nijika said, turning to face her. “You finally made it.”
“Good afternoon, senpai.” Kita greeted. “I-is.. is Hitori-chan here?”
“Oh, she came in just before you.”
“Is that so? Then.. where is she..?” Kita said, looking around the livehouse.
“Ahaha.. You see, Kita-chan, she’s uhh- entertaining our guests today.”
Kita tilted her head. “Guests?”
Before Nijika was able to reply, Kita could hear distant conversations coming closer. Her ears perked up, and she reflexively felt irritation creeping up as she finally recognized the voice.
“... and that’s what I think should be improved about your training regimen. Are you listening, Gotoh Hitori?”
“H-hai..!”
No.. not her. Why today of all days? Kita bit her lip as that dreaded figure finally came into view, with Hitori in tow.
“You’re done with the tour, Ohtsuki-chan?” asked Nijika.
The girl stared back haughtily at the drummer. “Yes. Gotoh Hitori has thoroughly shown me your studio. Less spacious than FOLT’s, but functionally speaking- serves its use well enough.”
“There wasn't really much to show…” Hitori supplied shyly, before finally noticing Kita. “O-oh, hi- Kita-chan. S-sorry about bolting out without t-telling you, I was getting s-sick by such p-perversions of “normie behavior” today..”
“Ha! I can relate!” Yoyoko piped up.
“Ha.. yes.. Wonderful.” Kita said, gritting her teeth.
“Hey, Ikuyo. There you are.” Kita turned to Ryo, who she didn’t even notice was behind Hitori and Yoyoko the whole time. Standing next to her was SIDEROS enigmatic bassist, Uchida Yuyu.
“Ijichi Nijika! May I have a word with you?” Yoyoko suddenly exclaimed.
“Ah- of course, Ohtsuki-san.”
As Nijika and Yoyoko talked, Kita stomped towards Ryo, who was quietly talking with Yuyu.
“Senpai!” Kita said, tugging onto Ryo’s sleeves. “Why is she here?”
“Something about Mikakunin riot. I don’t know, wasn’t paying attention.”
“Ah! Kita-san! Fate has it that we’ve crossed paths once again.” greeted a dreamlike voice. Yuyu was observing her, shuffling a deck of cards absentmindedly. “Pray tell, would you care to hear what the cards have in store for your future?”
“I’ll- take a rain check on that. She came here for something in regards to Mikakunin riot?”
“Why, yes.” Yuyu answered. “Senpai insisted on making this trip, today on the fourteenth of February, the death of St. Valentines. Some say his spirit still roam to this day-”
Something in Yuyu’s tone causes Kita’s stomach to twist uncomfortably. “And why’s that? Shouldn’t we be competing?”
“Evening the playing field. Senpai is under the impression that your band is in need of a little.. push. She has come today to bear some advice.”
“And Yuyu tagged along cause she’s been enraptured with STARRY’s atmosphere.” Ryo explained.
“Yes. This livehouse is hiding some dark secrets.” Yuyu lowered her voice conspirationaly. “Have you ever suspected that your audio engineer might be a vampire?”
Whilst on any other day Kita could entertain the idea of PA-san being a vampire, today, she has to fight the urge to roll her eyes at the suggestion.
“Ryo-senpai!” Kita whispered. “Remember that thing we talked about a couple days ago? I’m planning on doing that today.”
Ryo looked confused for a moment, before a look of understanding entered her face. “Right. Your mind is set on that?”
“Yes. So can you help me take care of these disturbances?” Kita pressed.
“Hm.. well. We’ll see what we can do.”
-
Valentine was an absolute mixed bag for Mugi.
The day started off decently well, with Mugi enacting her plan to get Ritsu and Mio together without a hitch. She has definitely noticed the many glances Mio had thrown her today. Mugi was never a prideful person to ever wish to be looked on in envy- but for this specific case, she really wished those glances Mio had given her was of envy.
But on the other end, there’s a significant obstacle to overcome on Yui and Azusa’s side. While Mugi was excited to learn that Azusa had made her own chocolate and was about to hand it to Yui, she can’t help but be slightly disappointed to see her buckle at the last second. When Azusa fled earlier, she really wanted to run after her- but she figured that it might look a bit too suspicious. Regardless, she can’t be so hands on on two sides at once. With a heavy heart, she decided that as long as her friends got together, it didn't really matter when it happened. Maybe once she’s successful with Mio and Ritsu, it can be seen as a driving force for Azusa.
She thought that she had done excellent work on Mio and Ritsu. The two arrived later than the others this morning, right when Sawako was about to take attendance. And Mugi can’t help but let her imaginations run wild at the implications. Has Mio confessed already? If she has, that’d be good news! Although Mugi was slightly disappointed that she wasn’t able to witness it.
She was still questioning the validity of this theory however, since Mio and Ritsu hadn't shown any significant change in behavior around each other. Shouldn’t Mio act more possessive of Ritsu if that were the case? But Mugi was facing no difficulty being so touchy with Ritsu even after their morning encounter. She needs to investigate this matter further.
Fortunately for Mugi, everything seems to have auspiciously fallen into place to let her confirm this. She and Yui have cleaning duty today, which would leave both Mio and Ritsu on their own in the clubroom, barring Azusa. Mugi just has to pray that the kouhai doesn’t arrive at the club too early so Mio and Ritsu can have time to be alone, where then Mugi can eavesdrop on whatever it is they’re discussing.
She smiled satisfiedly as she wiped her desk with a piece of cloth, something that confused Yui greatly.
“You looked really happy today, Mugi-chan!”
“Oh, nothing, Yui-chan. Simply have a good feeling about this afternoon.”
“Eeeeh, really? What is it?’
“You’ll know it when you see it.” Mugi winked, which caused the brunette to pout.
“I hope it means Azu-nyan will go back to normal.” Yui said offhandedly. “Ne, Mugi-chan. You feel it too, right? Azu-nyan’s been acting weird today.”
Mugi’s eyes lit up. That’s another plus for this current arrangement. It means she gets a one on one time with Yui, where she can persuasively push the brunette towards their twintailed kouhai.
“Really?” Mugi said, feigning ignorance. “How so?”
“I don’t know. She’s acting funny, like at lunch. She was about to give us chocolates, right? But then she ran. I don’t understand that.”
“Maybe she’s just embarrassed, Yui-chan.”
“Why? She eats sweets with us all the time!” Yui protested.
Mugi sighed. She suspected that Yui might not really understand her feelings for the kouhai due to her nature, so she tries to simplify it to make it more palatable.
“You remembered what date it is right, Yui-chan?”
“The fourteenth.” Yui immediately said. “Valentine’s?”
“Yes. And do you know what valentine's is about?”
Yui’s face immediately lit up. “It’s about eating chocolates!”
“Close enough. It’s about love, Yui-chan.”
“Oh. That’ll explain all the hearts at the candy store.” Yui said. “But what does it have to do with Azu-nyan?”
“Well, on valentine’s, it’s tradition to hand chocolates to the person you love.”
“Uh-huh.” Yui said, seemingly following so far.
“And Azusa was about to hand you chocolates today.” Mugi said, hoping that her guess this time was correct. It has to be based on all her observations. That chocolate was for Yui.
“Okay.” Yui said simply. No more words were exchanged, for the keyboardist thought that that explanation would suffice, while the guitarist was expecting more.
“I still don’t get it, what does this have to do with her weird behavior?”
Mugi sighed, “It means Azusa-chan was declaring her love-”
“But I know that.”
Mugi was not expecting this response, staring wide eyed at the brunette opposite of her, who looked back at her with her brows furrowed.
“You… knew..? That Azusa loved..”
“Of course I know that Azu-nyan loves me! I love her too! All of us love Azu-nyan, right? I mean, we’re planning to write a song for her and everything.”
Mugi tried to wrap her head around this response. “Well yes, Yui-chan- but there’s different types of love. You know, there’s love that a senpai would have for her kouhai, then there’s love that- your mother and father has, for example.”
“What’s the difference?”
“Well, a father and mother's love is called romantic love. Not every parent is like that, but ideally it should be like that. This kind of love is the one you have for someone, where you.. do things like, hug.. or kiss..”
“Like me and Azu-nyan!”
Mugi can feel her face warming a bit. Yui’s unintentional bluntness born of ignorance is a powerful weapon. “Yes, Yui-chan.”
“Wait, does that mean me and Azu-nyan love each other romantically?”
Yet again, Yui brazenly speaks of something that Mugi felt should have more gravity to it. “W-well, only you can know how you feel, Yui-chan.”
“Mou.. this is hard..” Yui said, and in a rare instance, she looked deep in thought. “So you think Azu-nyan felt like that about me?”
Mugi really just wanted to exclaim “Yes!” But she knew that she should at least be a little subtle, even when confronting Yui.
“Well, we don’t know, Yui-chan. But her behavior does put that into question, right?”
“I guess… If only I could ask Azu-nyan to explain it to me..” Yui whined.
Mugi shook her head fondly. “Perhaps you can, and she might provide a more insightful answer. That’s why we need to finish up here and get to the club.”
“Okay!”
Hopefully Azusa would gather the courage she needed to confess by that time.
After they wrapped up with the days cleaning, Yui and Mugi began packing their stuff to go to the club, before-
“Kotobuki-senpai!”
Mugi stopped in her tracks. A kouhai she had never seen before had extended her chocolates.
“I m-made this for you! I-i’ve always admired you.. and.. I hope you enjoy!”
Mugi was so banked on hitching her friends together that she didn’t even consider that she would get a valentine herself.
“Arigatou. What’s your name?”
“Satou Tamako.” the first year replied shyly.
“Well, I appreciate the chocolates, Satou-san.” Mugi smiled politely, further flustering her. She bowed, before scurrying back to her friends.
“Wow, Mugi-chan. You got chocolates!” Yui said.
“Yeah. That was unexpected, but welcome.” Mugi smiled.
“Can we share it when we get back to the club?”
“Of course, Yui-chan.”
When they got up to the music room, Mugi could hear hushed conversations happening inside. This was it! She crouched by the door, her ear glued to the plank of wood. Yui looked at her weirdly, but Mugi pushed an index finger up her lips.
“..you have to address it.”
“But I-”
“This is a matter of love, Ritsu! Putting it off forever would just hurt you!”
Mugi felt a sudden burst of euphoria. It’s happening!
“Achoo!”
The sense of elation bursted immediately as Mugi turned wide eyed to Yui, who was struggling to wipe her nose with her scarf.
“The cold weather’s getting me sneezy.”
Before Mugi could even think of reprimanding her, the door had already opened, and Mugi fell face-first to the floor. Looking up, she was greeted with a pair of indoor shoes. Ritsu was standing over her.
“Mugi!”
“A-ah, I’m sorry Ricchan, I-”
“You were listening?”
“I didn’t hear anything! I-i’m sorry!”
Ritsu looked at her with an incredibly awkward expression, picking up the box of chocolates that Mugi had dropped during her fall. Ritsu took her eyes off the box, looking back at Mio seated at the table. “Right. Since you’re here- We might as well take care of this.”
“Tea time!” Yui excitedly stepped forward, but Ritsu blocked her path, her expression grave.
“No tea-time today, Yui. I… have some business to attend to. In fact- I’d rather you wait outside..”
“What? Tea time is canceled? Nooo!!!” Yui wailed.
Mugi kept her expression wholly neutral. She loved Yui, but she wouldn’t want her ruining this tender moment either. So she kept her lips sealed.
“Come in, Mugi.”
Mugi turned confusedly at Ritsu. “You want me present as well?”
Ritsu looked back at her funnily. “Of course. This is between the two of us.”
“T-the two of us..?”
And to Mugi’s further confusion, Mio got up from her seat and walked past her, smiling encouragingly.
Ritsu closed the door, separating both of them from Mio and Yui.
“Now Mugi, we can finally talk.” Ritsu said.
-
Kita sprayed some water onto her face. She took a deep breath, eyeing the neatly wrapped package she placed on the sink next to her.
Ryo hadn’t been able to do anything to take care of Yoyoko. Nijika, assuming that Ryo was up to her usual mischief- told her off for trying to disrupt an important “bands meeting.” Not wanting to be skinned alive by the drummer, Ryo conceded the matter, and so did Kita.
“Of all days… why today-” Kita said to her own reflection.
“The Empress- a young woman, clouded by her ignorance, meddling in affairs not of her own- The Judgement- the thing that awaits her for her crimes. The Tower- a catastrophe to come, a pandora box waiting to burst-”
Kita jumped, staring at the corner of the mirror, finally spotting Yuyu leaning against the wall whilst shuffling her tarot cards.
“This is not a happy reading.” Yuyu concluded.
“U-uchida-san- how long have you been there?’
“I’ve been here ever since you walked in, Kita-san! You seem to be preoccupied with something- so I felt it’d be rude to interrupt. I need a quiet space to do my readings.” Yuyu added, as if that was the thing that needed explaining.
“O-oh, right- you didn’t hear anything, did you?”
“No, no. I was preoccupied myself. Speaking of! Are you ready to have your fortune read, Kita-san?”
Yuyu displayed her cards for Kita to see. Kita knew that if any misfortune would ever befall her, it would definitely start by having her fortune read in the toilet.
“The environment bears no effect on the result!” Yuyu said, reading her mind. “Draw a card, Kita-san, and let’s see what fate awaits~”
In the interest of getting out, and just general politeness, Kita reluctantly drew one of the cards.
“Ah, The Star. Hope and bright prospects, but at the same time, Loss- and abandonment.”
“Right.” Kita said, handing the card back to Yuyu. “Uchida-san- not that you’re not welcomed here, but when’re you and Ohtsuki-san leaving? I actually had some private matters to settle with the band today that I prefer to settle, umm- privately.”
“Worry not, Kita-san! Once senpai’s done with her business for the day, we will be on our merry way!”
“How many things do you even need to discuss about Mikakunin riot…” Kita bitterly mumbled.
“Mikakunin riot? Oh, Kita-san. That was a lie.”
Kita furrowed her brows. “Lie?"
“You know how senpai operates- it’s hard for her to just be honest. Sometimes she says something and does the complete opposite~ In this case, talks of Mikakunin riot was merely a guise for her real reason to come here.”
That previous knot in her stomach returned. “And what is that?”
“Senpai has been very grateful for Gotoh Hitori’s companionship during our previous trials. In the spirit of the occasion- The day of love, she has come to profess her feelings of gratitude to her!”
Kita stared wide eyed at Yuyu. No, that can’t be!
“Ah, but of course, you didn’t hear that from me, haha~ Seriously though, don’t tell her I said that, she’d lose- Kita-san- Kita-san?”
Kita bursted out of the rest room, startling Nijika, who happened to be passing by.
“Senpai! Where’s Hitori-chan?”
“Bocchi-chan? She’s outside, I think. Ohtsuki-san wanted to talk with her about some- Kita-chan- Kita- where’re you going?”
Kita ran for the exit, flying past a very confused Ryo, slamming the livehouse door open.
“..please. Have this, Gotoh Hitori.”
“Ohtsuki-san….”
“Take it, please.”
Kita watched in abject horror from beneath the steps. She can see two silhouettes up there, one of them extending something towards the other.
“Okay.”
Suddenly, everything became a blur. Kita fell back against the wall. Of all the worrying she had done prior to this moment, one thing never came up.
She never thought someone would beat her to a confession.
-
Mugi sat opposite of Ritsu, who was looking anywhere but at her. The atmosphere felt so thick that Mugi could probably cut through it with a knife.
“Ricchan..”
“Mugi.”
The two looked at each other. Mugi cleared her throat, inclining Ritsu to talk first.
“Right, Mugi. We’ve known each other for a while now, have we?”
“Yes.”
“Which is why- I guess I understand if you were to start thinking that way about our relationship, Mugi.”
Mugi felt something turn in her stomach. “Wait, Ricchan-”
“And all I wanted to say is that- can you give me a little more time to think all this over? It’s not that I'm not open to the idea, Mugi. I like you. You’re a nice girl, you're pretty, you’re smart, but I just don’t feel that way about you. Maybe that’ll change with time.. So all I’m asking you for is-”
“Ricchan, Stop!”
Mugi stared at Ritsu, horror struck. Ritsu looked back at her gently.
“I’m not rejecting you, Mugi, I’m just-”
“No! This is all wrong! I don’t like you! N-not- I mean, I don’t like you in that way!”
Ritsu looked flabbergasted. “W-wait, Mugi- what are you saying?”
“What gave you that impression, Ricchan?”
For a moment, a look of frustration flashed in Ritsu’s eyes, before she elaborated.
“The fact that these past few days, you’ve been cozying up to me? Flirting, touching, or the fact that you once told me point blank that “if I was a guy, I’d be popular with the girls?””
Mugi began realizing how her actions could’ve been so disastrously misinterpreted.
“Mio noticed the way you’ve been acting, so she told me about it this morning. She told me to-”
“I- i didn't mean any of that, Ricchan!”
“What do you mean you didn’t mean any of it?” Ritsu said, starting to look annoyed.
“I-i was trying to get Mio-chan jealous!”
Ritsu gaped. Whatever it was that Ritsu thought Mugi was gonna say, it definitely wasn't that. “And why on earth- would you do that?!”
“B-because I want you two to get together!”
“W-what?!” Ritsu exclaimed, her face flaring red. Whether from anger or embarrassment, Mugi couldn’t tell.
“I’ve seen how you two look and talk at each other, I thought it was kind of obvious… you two were pining for each other, right?’
“P-pining, what the HELL are you talking about?!”
“It’s just an observation, so i thought it would be best to-”
“You thought “it’d be best?” And what makes you think that? All I’m hearing right now is that you’ve been playing with my feelings like a fiddle, Mugi!”
“You misunderstood! I just want you and Mio-chan to be happy-”
“No, Mugi. YOU misunderstood. What makes you think that Mio even likes me like that? Argh!”
Mugi could suddenly feel her eyes dampen. She had never, in all her time knowing Ritsu, seen the drummer like this. All her meticulous planning, the scenarios she imagined in her head, she didn’t imagine any of them ending up like this. Mio and Ricchan were supposed to confess their mutual love. So why is it that this is happening? Why-
“What is wrong with you?! What makes you think that any of this is okay?! Is this just another one of your weird fascinations? Is love some kind of game to you, are we just dolls that you use to play it?!”
“No, no!” Mugi said, full on sobbing. “I would never see you in that manner, Ricchan! All of you are my friends, and I just don’t want to see you fight with Mio-chan again, like what happened on the roof! That’s why I’ve been trying to get you two, as well as Yui-chan and Azusa-chan-”
“You’re manipulating Yui and Azusa too?”
“M-manipulating? I’m not-”
“I’ve heard enough.”
“Wait, Ricchan, I- P-please listen!”
But Ritsu wasn’t listening. She already got up and picked up her bag, storming out of the clubroom, startling an eavesdropping Mio and Yui.
“You heard all that, right?” Ritsu said to the two.
“Ritsu, I-”
Ritsu gave one last contemptuous look at Mugi. “And to think that Mio convinced me to give you a chance."
"Tell the kid that club is canceled!” Ritsu said, turning away from Mugi.
“F-for how long?” Yui braved to ask.
Ritsu didn’t reply, already storming down the stairs. Mio gave a pained glance at Mugi, before running after Ritsu, desperately calling her name-
-which left only Mugi and Yui alone in the clubroom. Yui stood frozen in shock, still processing everything. Mugi however, had had enough time to do so, and she began sobbing uncontrollably.
The month of February has gotten a new meaning for the light music club.
Notes:
this sucks
this was the longest chapter yet, and its only half the story. consider it a part 1, a prelude to a happy resolution (maybe)
Chapter 20: Early underground 20 rain
Summary:
Everyone got together to confront their issues.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“So, senpai- you got it done?”
“As a matter of fact- I did! And you said I couldn’t do it, Akubi! HA!”
“I don’t think I said that.”
“And what did she say in return?”
“I believe it was the word you’ve been teaching me to say more to people! What was it- “thank you-?” Was that it, Yuyu?”
“Yes it was, senpai. She highly appreciates the chocolate.”
“So what’s next, senpai?”
“I still have tons of chocolates I want to hand out. Giving one to Gotoh Hitori took way too long, and now it’s way too late to be handing the rest!”
“So you’re gonna do it tomorrow?”
“Yeah. I need to. It’ll expire in a week.”
“Hopefully Yui-chan enjoys chocolates then. Oh, who am I kidding? She’d love it.”
-
They didn’t end up having a club meeting yesterday.
Something had happened- something big. Something that was apparently- club ending.
At least that’s what Azusa gathered from what’s explained to her by a very distraught looking Mio. The bassist looked like she was on the verge of breaking down as she told Azusa that the club will be canceled for the foreseeable future.
Needless to say, not a very ideal scene for a heartfelt confession.
“Why’re you still carrying that thing?”
Azusa looked up from her musings, facing a confused looking Jun.
“I thought of giving it to them… today.”
“The moment’s kind of passed. Probably won’t have the same kind of “oomph.” You get what I’m sayin’?”
Azusa shrugged, looking back at her chocolates.
“Hey, come on- what’s on your mind, Azusa?”
“It’s my club, Jun! You’ve heard what Mio-senpai said yesterday!”
“I thought this is pretty normal for your club. Don’t you guys fight every other Tuesday?”
“Yeah, but it’s usually just over dumb things. Like teaspoons- or strawberries. Mio-senpai looked like she was about to cry yesterday. Whatever happened, it must’ve been serious.”
“Did she not tell you what it was about?”
Azusa shook her head. “What she told us after school yesterday was all that she told me. I tried texting everyone about it- but no one responded, not even Yui-senpai.”
That last part bothered Azusa the most. Yui was never one to ignore her before. Usually it’s the other way around.
“Maybe Ui knows something!”
Azusa sighed. “Well- she’s not here.”
“Spoke too soon.”
Azusa looked up, finding Jun waving to UI, who had just arrived to class. The girl didn’t wave back, nor was she smiling. She veered quickly towards Azusa’s table, putting down both of her hands on the table, staring down on Azusa with a grim look on her face.
“We need to talk.” Ui said flatly.
“O-okay..?” Azusa leaned back.
“Do you know what happened yesterday with the light music club?”
Azusa felt her head beginning to spin.
“We were just about to ask you that!” Jun interjected, which brought Azusa back.
“Y-yeah. Trust me, Ui- I’m in the dark as much as you.”
Hearing this, Ui collapsed onto the table. Azusa was immediately reminded of a couple days ago, when Ui had tried to intimidate her and buckled just as quickly.
“I’m sorry, Azusa-chan. It’s just- onee-chan’s been acting weird. I’m worried for her!”
“Acting weird?” Jun perked up. “How?”
Azusa tilted her head. Perhaps Yui’s behavior would give her a clue as to what’s really going on.
“She only ate one chocolate pudding for breakfast this morning! Usually she has at least three servings!”
Azusa slumped back down, while Jun scratched her head. “Is that not normal?”
Ui shook her head. “Onee-chan only ever loses her appetite when she’s troubled. But she won’t tell me what’s troubling her!”
Azusa stood up, startling her two friends. “Then it’s up to us to get to the bottom of this. I don’t want my senpais to fight. Especially before I could even-”
Azusa lets her sentence hang, looking down somberly at her chocolates.
“Then let’s do it.” Jun said.
“We’ll help you Azusa-chan! I don't want either you or onee-chan to sulk like this.”
Azusa smiled at her two companions. “Thanks guys.”
-
A lone girl traversed through the bustles of Shuka high. The morning right before homeroom was always one of the most hectic points of the day.
Makes it real hard to track someone. Especially when that someone doesn't want to be found.
After inspecting many dark corners and abandoned corridors, the girl finally found the person she was looking for.
“Come on, Kita- This really isn’t like you.”
Kita didn’t respond, stubbornly facing away from Sasaki.
“It’s over for me..”
“I’m guessing it didn’t end well yesterday?” Sasaki guessed. Kita had sparsely discussed the topic when prodded over text, only responding with moody songs and frowning emojis.
“I was so stupid… why did I even think it’s going to work out-”
“Did she say no?”
Kita shook her head. “No- I didn’t even get to ask.. Someone else had confessed to her before me.”
“Someone confessed to Gotoh? Damn. I didn't think she had it in her.”
Kita fell onto the floor, hugging her knees. “I couldn’t even face her after I saw it. I just.. ran out.”
Sasaki winced. “That bad, huh?”
“I even contemplated skipping today..”
“What, come on- are you really gonna let some high school crush come between you and your education? Only an idiot would do that. Relationships come and go, Kita. There’ll be more fish in the pond.”
“..shouldn’t it be sea?”
“Baby fishes live in the pond. That’s us. The ocean is for the grown up fishes. Trust me- they do way wilder stuff than hold hands when dating.”
Kita couldn’t help but smile at Sasaki's effort to cheer her up. “T-thanks, Sattsu.”
“Anytime, girl. Remember that offer yesterday? You, me. Karaoke. Let’s just sing the pain away!”
“Maybe-”
“You wanna do it.. Come on…..”
“Alright, alright, fine…”
“Yes! I’ll show you this new artist I just got into. Amazing discography. I think he’s being canceled on twixer right now.”
“Isn’t that bad?”
Sasaki beamed. “That’s how you know it’s good! The more controversial the artist, the better!”
-
“Ritsu Tainaka?”
Mio looked up as Sawako called upon her best friend’s name. As expected, no one replied to the call.
“Ritsu Tainaka isn't here?” Sawako repeated, pursing her lips. Her gaze moved towards the table right in front of her, devoid of any Ritsu. “Class president- have you heard from her?”
Nodoka shook her head. “No, sensei.”
“I’ll mark her as absent then.” Sawako said, crossing off the attendance list. “Kotobuki Tsumugi?”
When no one answered the call, it finally dawned on Mio that Ritsu wasn’t the only person missing. Mugi was also- peculiarly- absent. Not that she’d noticed sooner. She’s been trying to avoid looking at Mugi’s seat for the entire morning. Must’ve been the reason she missed the fact that she wasn’t even there.
“No? Tsumugi?” Sawako began scanning the whole room, her tone much more concerned than when she realized Ritsu was absent. “Prez?”
“Haven’t heard from her either, sensei.”
“That’s concerning..” Sawako voiced out loud, crossing her attendance list.
While Sawako was busy taking attendance, it gave Mio a lot of time to think and reflect on yesterday’s events.
Yesterday was- she doesn’t really know what it was. She noticed how Mugi had begun cozying up to Ritsu, holding her hand, hugging her, calling her weird nicknames like “honey,” “two spoonfuls of sugar,” and “imported welsh tea leaves” so Mio thought it could only mean one thing. Mugi must’ve taken a romantic interest in Ritsu.
A part of her ached when she came to the realization, but she brushed it off. She told Ritsu of her suspicions, and told her to confront Mugi about it- so they can both finally stop dancing around the bush.
But turns out- Mugi was actually faking having a crush on Ritsu- all to get her jealous? Mio blushed. So Mugi noticed the little glances she snuck at the drummer in classes or in the clubroom. She could’ve sworn she was being discreet about it. But the craziest part was the fact that Mugi revealed that Ritsu might like her too?
Mio remembered the sense of elation she felt while eavesdropping yesterday. Ritsu liked her- it almost felt like a dream.
But then it all comes crashing down. Mio frowned. She looked under her table, where a neatly wrapped package was stored.
She had planned on handing these chocolates to Ritsu yesterday. But given everything that had happened… Mio grimaced. She just couldn’t understand why Mugi had done all that. And now it feels like Ritsu and Mugi would never talk to each other again. Her feelings of excitement quickly subsided with confusion, before fear, then sadness. Mio was no stranger to mood swings- but even this was too much. She doesn’t really know how she should feel with how fast things are moving. Does Ritsu actually like her? Should she be mad about Mugi?
Mio let her face drop onto the table. Some of her desk neighbors looked on in concern, but Mio pointedly ignored them.
“Yui Hirasawa?”
No one answered.
“Really! Almost an entire club skipping class-”
“Oh, what? I’m here Sawa-chan!”
Mio turned around, finding Yui hopping up and down with her arm outstretched in the air.
“Sorry! I was spacing out, ehe.”
Sawako sighed, while the entire class laughed at Yui’s usual antics. Mio however, frowned. It’s very much unlike Yui to already be spacing out this early in the morning. Usually it took her at least until the third period before she got bored. This could only mean one thing.
She must’ve been thinking of yesterday’s events too.
And why wouldn’t she? The whole thing was perplexing. Even Yui- someone who usually just goes with the flow, would question it. She observed the brunette, who already returned into a melancholic state, staring out the window. Some might call Yui simple-minded, but Mio always felt that to be discrediting. Her friend is gentle and sensitive- and whatever happened yesterday must’ve bothered her greatly. Mio must at the very least offer words of comfort.
It’s the least she can do.
-
If anything, there should be only feelings of gratitude when you arrive on February 15th.
That means that war is over. The worst has come to pass. The day of love, where normies smother their sickening, youthful desires were done and dealt with. People usually celebrate valentine’s day on the 14th, but Hitori always threw a celebration on the 15th instead, celebrating the end of such a dreadful holiday.
But this would be the first 15th of February with no fanfare.
She was still wrapping her head around what had happened yesterday. For the first time in her life- someone had given her a valentine! Ohtsuki Yoyoko.. Hitori never would’ve thought. She had spent so many years hiding inside trash cans during valentine’s, that she never pondered what’ll happen if she actually participated in the festivities herself.
But before she could even wrap her head around that, something else had happened. Kita had run out of the livehouse abruptly. Hitori remembered feeling confused. She could even swear she saw the redhead crying. What happened?
She remembered wanting to chase after her and console her- but not knowing where Kita actually lived had been the biggest roadblock. On top of that, Hitori didn’t fail to notice Nijika and Ryo’s shares of worried glances when Kita fled. Do they know something that she doesn’t? Is it related to what had upset Kita-chan? Why are they keeping it from her?
Hitori was so lost in her own thoughts that she didn’t realize the bell ringing. The sounds of her classmates tidying up themselves brought her out of her stupor, as she looked down on her half-finished notes. She’s definitely going to fail algebra again.
Taking out her bento box, Hitori had instinctively walked to her usual lunch spot with Kita under the stairs, before remembering Kita’s weird behavior yesterday. WIll Kita even be there today? Did she even come in today? Hitori hadn’t even seen her at all today, which was weird- as crowded as the corridors were in the mornings, Kita was always very easy to spot- given that she’s always the center of attention.
Hitori’s reverie was broken when the next door classroom’s door opened. From it came out Kita and Sasaki, evidently engrossed in their own conversation. Kita seems to be laughing at some joke Sasaki told. Mustering up the courage, Hitori walked up to the pair.
“H-hey guys-”
The two immediately turned around, their laughter and smiles died as their eyes met Hitori’s. Hitori suddenly felt like she was 2 feet tall.
“H-hey, Hitori-chan.” Kita shyly replied. Shy? Wait, what?
“K-kita-san.. Hey. I haven’t seen you at all today.”
“Oh, wow… really..? That’s odd…”
“Yeah..” Hitori gulped. She doesn’t remember the last time she felt awkward talking to Kita. What’s happening?
“Ki-kita-san… are you okay..? Yesterday y-you just kind of ran out on u-us.. Did something happen?”
“Oh, that- well-”
“Oh, finally noticed, huh?”
Hitori jumped, not expecting Sasaki to barge into the conversation.
“I, um-”
“Yeah, Kita actually had something to attend to yesterday!” Sasaki said tartly.
“Sattsu!” Kita chided, softly elbowing her friend. “It’s fine, Hitori-chan. Don’t mind her.”
“R-right..” Hitori said, warily eyeing the taller girl. “S-so.. Kita-chan, wanna have l-lunch together..?”
“Actually, Kita’s eating lunch with me today.” Sasaki, once again butted in. She put an arm around Kita’s shoulder, almost like she was wrapping a protective wing over the redhead.
“Yeah, sorry Hitori-chan.. Maybe next time?”
Hitori felt crestfallen, before clearing her throat. “R-right.. Yeah..”
“Come on, Kita. Let’s get some cranberry juice.” Sasaki said, pulling her away from Hitori.
Hitori watched as Kita and Sasaki walked away from her. She looked sadly at their backs, before returning her gaze back to her bento. It’s been so long since she last ate lunch without Kita. In the midst of her sulking, something suddenly struck her thoughts.
Kita left in a hurry yesterday- during valentine’s day.. And now she’s being very touchy with Sasaki.
“Oh.”
Hitori doesn’t know why, but now February 15th felt even less momentous than it already was.
-
“So what’s the plan?”
“We’ll just corner one of them. They might be able to ignore me over text, but they won’t be able to ignore me face to face.”
“Really?”
“Well, I won’t allow them to.”
Azusa puffed up her chest. She, Ui and Jun were standing right in front of the door to her senpai’s classroom.
“Here goes.” Azusa said, her hand hovering over the handle. Before she could open the door however, it opened itself from the other end.
“Oh, Azusa-chan.” Nodoka said.
“N-nodoka-senpai!” Azusa bowed instinctively. "We’re looking for the keionbu!”
“Keionbu? I’m sorry to disappoint, Azusa-chan- but half of them didn’t even come in today.”
“What-?”
“Yeah… I know people think Ritsu could pass as a delinquent, but she never had an unannounced leave before. Neither has Mugi. That one’s more perplexing, she had perfect attendance before this.”
“What about Mio and Yui-senpai then?”
“Ah- well they left to go talk somewhere. I don’t know where, though.”
“I see, thank you, Nodoka-senpai.” Azusa bowed. Nodoka waved, before walking past the trio.
“Where do you think they are?” Jun immediately asked.
“Cafeteria?” Ui suggested.
“The clubroom. That’s the place both of them would go to to talk alone.” Azusa said conclusively.
“Alright. Let’s go there, then.”
The three marched up to the clubroom, and sure enough, they could already hear sounds of conversations from within as they arrived.
“Are those them?” Jun asked, approaching the door.
“I recognized onee-chan’s breathing.”
Azusa raised an eyebrow.“Breathing..? Not her- speaking?”
“What're they saying, Ui?”
“Something along the lines of-”
“What’re you kids doing here?”
The three girls jumped, Sawako had suddenly appeared behind them.
“S-sawako-sensei! You scared us.”
“It’s my thing.” Sawako said, oddly flattered. “Enough about that. Is Mio inside?”
Azusa furrowed her brows. “M-mio-senpai..? Probably. But-”
“Okay.”
Without another word, Sawako came barging into the clubroom, followed by an all too familiar surprised shriek.
“Sawa-chan! What the-”
“No time to be surprised. Just got a call from Seika.”
Azusa could faintly see her senpai’s confused expression. “O-okay.. What does that have to do with...?”
“It’s about Mugi. Apparently she boarded the train to STARRY instead of school this morning. Seika called me to come pick her up.”
“Mugi-chan’s at STARRY? Why?” Yui asked, to which Sawako shrugged.
“Beats me. But it probably had something to do with why both her and Ritsu skipped today.”
Azusa saw Mio and Yui exchange glances. The two being on the same wavelength for once momentarily took her by surprise.
“I know something must’ve happened to you kids yesterday. Azusa came in with chocolates and suddenly you guys are all acting weird..? Don’t tell me you guys ARE actually in love with each other?”
At this, all present members of the keionbu flushed pink. Sawako either took no notice, or intentionally ignored it, opting to grab Mio out of her seat.
“I need one of you to come with me to pick her up. Better if she has an actual peer to talk her out of whatever stupid thing she got herself into. Don’t worry, I’ll clear it up with your sixth period teacher.”
“W-why me?”
“No offense to Yui, but Mio- you’re the more reliable one.”
“None taken! Please save Mugi-chan, Mio-chan!”
Mio huffed. “We’re not done with this Yui, we-”
Mio paused abruptly as she came face to face with Azusa. “A-azusa! You’re here!”
Hearing this, Yui immediately paled.
“Y-yeah..”
“For how long..?”
“The entire time Sawako-sensei was talking..?”
“Oh. Right. We really need to install anti eavesdropping technology on these doors.”
“To be fair, the door was wide open the whole time after sensei barged in.” Azusa admitted. Mio sighed.
“Come on, Mio-chan. No time to lose!” Sawako said, dragging Mio down the stairs.
“If this turns out to be a ruse and she’s gonna use me as a dress up doll, please tell my story!”
Jun waved the two off. “We will, Mio-senpai!”
The three turned to look inside the open clubroom. Yui was sitting alone by the table, her fingers clutching hard on the wooden board. Azusa noticed how high-strung she looked.
“Yui-senpai, are you okay?”
“Azu-ny- Azu-Azusa-chan! W-what brings you h-here?”
Azusa blinked repeatedly.
“Azusa-chan..?”
“Of course! That’s your name, isn’t it?” Yui laughed awkwardly.
Azusa’s gaze fell on Ui, making sure she was actually there and wasn’t impersonating her sister again.
“Are you eating your lunch with Mio-senpai, onee-chan?”
“L-lunch..?” Yui said, before looking down at her obviously unopened bento box on the table. “R-right, of course- I was eating that.”
“Senpai, what were you talking about with Mio-senpai just now?” Azusa asked, straight to the point.
“H-huh? We didn’t talk about anything! I wasn’t even talking to her! I was talking to uhh…” Yui frantically looked around the room, before spotting the fish tank. “..Ton-chan! I was talking to Ton!”
“Yui-senpai, come on. It’s obvious all of you are hiding something. I just wanna know what happened yesterday. Ritsu-senpai stormed off the clubroom from what I’ve heard? Mugi-senpai is somehow at STARRY instead of school. And you and Mio-senpai are acting weird.”
“Azusa-chan, such a-such an overactive imagination! You know that’s what I love about y-” Yui suddenly turned beet red, closing her mouth abruptly and puffing up her cheeks. Azusa got the impression of a very bloated, angry pufferfish.
“That’s what I LIKE- about you. Yeah, that’s the word. N-no other feelings are being felt!”
Azusa desperately tried to make sense of what was said. She probably shouldn’t bother, since most of it just sounded like gibberish.
“Yui-senpai, I-”
Right at that moment however, the bell rang.
“Would you look at that!” Yui said, hopping out of her seat too enthusiastically. “W-we can’t talk right now, Azusa-chan! I’ll be late for algebra!”
“Onee-chan, you have English after this.”
“R-right, thanks, Ui!” Yui said, moving past them with surprising agility for someone on a diet of 90% sugar.
“Yui-senpai, wait!”
“Man, she must really like English.” Jun said, as they watched Yui flee the scene.
Azusa pursed her lips. Trying to make sense of Yui is like breaking an uncrackable cipher. One sentence stuck with her however- for some, unexplainable reason. No other feelings are being felt, huh?
For the same stupid, unexplainable reason- part of Azusa ached as she heard that.
-
The sound of a can being kicked around the sidewalk earned some annoyed, scrutinizing looks from pedestrians around, but Ritsu couldn’t care less. She already got enough on her mind anyway.
Stupid Mugi. Stupid Valentine’s day.
“AAGGH!” Ritsu clutched her head, stomping furiously at the ground. “This sucks!”
Ritsu couldn’t bear to face her friends after yesterday. Especially not Mio. Mio- what would she even think of the whole ordeal? Ritsu blushed, this is so embarrassing! This is definitely not how she thought or would want things to pass. She’s definitely gonna get an earful once her parents realize she’s not at school today. But again, Ritsu couldn’t care less about that. A boring reprimanding can just be tuned out- unlike all these complicated feelings she has right now.
“I really wish I could just rip my heart out and stop feeling all this stupid stuff.” Ritsu mumbled.
“Ahahaha… from my experience, you kinda need that to live!”
A strong smell of alcohol suddenly invaded Ritsu’s nostrils. She jumped and turned, praying that it’s anyone other than who she thought it was.
“.. not like kidneys, though! You’ll live with just one! Handy to know, kid. You might need the extra cash down the line.” Hiroi said, gulping down an entire bottle as she spoke.
Ritsu sighed. “Hiroi nee-san.. What’re you doing here?”
“What am I doing here? HA!” Hiroi laughed, before looking around the place. “What am.. I doing here? I think I passed out on an alleyway somewhere last night and just woke up here.”
“R-right.” Ritsu glanced to the side, trying to find any means to escape this conversation.
“What’re you doing here, though? Shouldn’t you be in school?” Hiroi flipped the question back to Ritsu.
“School schmool. I’ve got better places to be.” Ritsu said, turning away.
“Something wrong? Trouble at home, kid?”
“No.. trouble at school, actually.”
“Ooh…. Bad grades? You don’t need to worry about that. I was never a particularly good student back in school either. Look at me now!”
Ritsu failed to see how that comment would in any way be comforting. “No, it’s not. You wouldn’t understand.”
“Oh yeah? Try me.” Hiroi said, sitting down the sidewalk, patting the empty spot next to her. Ritsu contemplated. Should she really do this? Then again, she got nowhere else to be right now. Sighing, she accepted Hiroi’s offer, plopping down on the sidewalk next to her.
“Nee-san, have you ever liked someone before?”
“Oh, is that all? Ahahaha- you kids. Love problems, huh? Ah, to be young again….”
“If only it was that simple. I think I could’ve handled it if it was just a “does she like me?” No. Imagine if it was that, and then your other friend thought you and the other friend you liked already liked each other, then forcefully tried to get you and her together, unintentionally revealing your crush to your crush.”
“This sounds oddly convoluted..”
“Because it is!” Ritsu exclaimed exasperatedly. “Why did you do this, Mugi…”
“Oooh.. so Mugi-chan- that’s the blond one, right?” Ritsu nods. “...Mugi-chan tried to play matchmaker, and you’re having none of that.”
“She’s treating it like a game! And me and Mio are just her- her- plaything!”
“Oh, so it’s Mio-chan, then.”
Ritsu clasped her hands onto her mouth. Hiroi, seeing this, laughed.
“Don’t worry kid. Who’d you think I blab this to anyway? My friends are all 6 years older than you. We got better things to talk about than highschool drama. Like taxes.. and the depopulation rate..”
Hiroi paused. “I’m getting old… I need a drink.”
Before Ritsu could even muster a response, Hiroi already downed another bottle of liquor.
“Much better..” Hiroi said dopily. Ritsu huffed.
“I wish I could just drink and forget my troubles like you, Hiroi nee-san.”
Hiroi turned to face the younger girl. “Oh, really? Do you know why I drink?”
“I think Hitori mentioned a spiral at some point..”
“I drink to get away from the real world!” Hiroi exclaimed, straddling Ritsu. “It’s what I already told you, kid. I drink to forget about all the problems I can’t stop thinking about! Depopulation rate in Japan! Housing crisis, global warming! Bills… concert quotas.. the fucking landlord!”
Hiroi burped. “Sorry. I’m not supposed to swear in front of you kids, right?”
“Onee-san, I’m eighteen, not eight.”
“Really? It’s hard to tell sometimes. Where was I..? Oh right- you see where I’m going with this, kid?”
“No, I really don’t.”
“Drinking is for all those problems you can’t solve. Intangible problems. Like the polar caps melting. But you- your problems, they’re solvable, right? You don’t need to drink alcohol for that.”
“Easy for you to say! You’re not the one experiencing this!”
“Exactly. If say- Yui was having this problem, what would you think about it? Wouldn’t you feel frustrated that she doesn’t just talk it out? Just some relationship problems. Not like you’d die over it, right?”
“That’s…! Insensitive..”
“Oh, yeah, sure. That’s why you don’t talk about it in front of her face.”
“You’re doing it to me right now, though!”
“Because you were contemplating drinking over something so trivial. I had to sober you up. You get what I did there? Sober-”
“I get it!” Ritsu waved her hand frustratedly. “But how would you know it’s easily solvable? Tons of people get into fights because of relationships! Sometimes for life! They never talked to each other again!”
“Well… do you want to end up like that?”
“I..!”
Ritsu fell silent. Hiroi seems to be enjoying this.
“Are you that mad at Mugi-chan to not talk to her forever? I assume that’s why you’re not at school today, right? You don’t want to see her?”
“No…! I just don’t want to see Mio yet.. I’m not ready for her to know..! It's all Mugi’s fault!”
Hiroi sighed. “Look, I get it. Mugi-chan puts you on the spot. No one would like that. But the deed is done. Now your options are to face the music, or keep running away.”
This seemed to have triggered something in Ritsu.
“Running away… so I’m still doing it..”
In one of those rare instances, Hiroi opened her eyes to observe Ritsu. The drummer shuffled awkwardly, avoiding that mesmerizing pool of purple.
“So, what’ll it be kid?”
-
“Still not budging?”
“Just drop it, Sawa-chan.”
Sawako peeked a glance at the student sitting next to her. “Look, I usually let you girls sort out your problems yourself. And it’s a good thing I do. You guys get into trouble every other Tuesday.” Sawako paused, drumming her fingers on the steering wheel. “But when it comes to the point where two top students are skipping school and blanking out in classes- I have to step in as your homeroom teacher and advisor. My credibility is on the line.”
“I was blanking out..?”
“I received reports from your teachers. Now, please. What exactly happened between your club?”
“How’re you so sure it’s the club? Maybe Mugi’s just having a rebellious phase. Teenagers do that.”
Sawako rolls her eyes. “Mio, teenagers begin their rebelling streak the moment they grow acne. We know for a fact Mugi is spotless in both her record and face. She’ll be the last of any of you girls to rebel.”
“Well, I don’t know then.”
Sawako sighed. “I’m genuinely trying to help here, you know? I may act unprofessional at times, but I’m still your teacher. It’s my job to take care of you.”
Mio slumped. “It’s just- it’s too embarrassing!”
“Is this the Mio kind of embarrassing, or the normal kind?”
“Mio- norma- What do you mean?”
“Come on, kid. It doesn’t exactly take much to fluster you. But judging by the behavior of your other bandmates. I would assume this was embarrassing for all parties involved.”
“Y-you don’t know that.” Mio bluffed unconvincingly.
“Let me see, this all started with Azusa acting weird yesterday.. Don’t tell me you guys are all actually in love with each other?”
“A-as if! That’s outrageous!”
“I feel like I’m getting warmer, though- judging from the hue of your face.” Sawako said, glimpsing at the mirror to see Mio’s flustered face.
“All right, fine! Mugi accidentally exposed Ritsu’s crush on me because she was being stupid! Happ- AAAAAHH!”
Sawako suddenly stepped on the brakes, causing Mio to scream.
“Sorry, didn’t see that car there. So what was that- I was right? You guys were in love with each other?”
“No, we aren’t!” Mio fussed. “It’s just me and Ritsu!”
“Just you and her? So you actually liked her back.”
“Yeah, I- wait- no! What did you just make me say!?”
Sawako laughed heartily, hitting her steering wheel, unintentionally honking cars in front of them.
“Why are you laughing? Not like you’d know anything about romance!” Mio harked.
Sawako turned to Mio with a piercing look that immediately made her regret what she said.
“I-i’m just saying, you don’t have the smoothest track record.. All those stories about you chasing boys..” Mio trailed off.
Sawako grumbled, turning her attention back to the road. “Darn kids.. Having it too easy these days.. So that’s what got you all in a slump?”
Mio sighed. “I don't know.. I guess we’re all just still processing this..”
Sawako gave a fleeting look of sympathy at her student. “Yeah, well- don’t take too long processing it. I get how complicated relationship drama can get. I was young too once, and as you mentioned- I don’t have the smoothest record.” Sawako cleared her throat. “But there are more important things to be focusing on currently. As your teacher, I have to remind you of your entrance exam results. It’s tomorrow, right?”
“Yeah.”
“That result determines your future. If you all passed those exams, you’re all going to be attending the same college. So better iron it out now, and focus on the bigger picture. Or else it’ll be an awkward college orientation. Trust me, you don’t want that. College’s a whole different beast than high school.”
Mio gave a quiet huff of acknowledgement, but stopped responding altogether. Sawako shrugged, stepping on the gas as soon as the light turned green. “I really don't know what you see in that Ritsu.”
Mio exhaled. “Me neither.”
-
Seika had gone through many things in her life. Having experienced a childhood like hers, She had to grow up fast. Her mother passed away when Nijika was still young, and her father, due to his work- had to leave over prolonged amounts of time, often ranging to months where he won’t be able to see his own children. It keeps money on the table, sure- but the absence of both her parents meant that Seika has to single handedly raise Nijika on her own. And by Kami-sama, Seika never wished to go back to the days where Nijika was still a very high maintenance child.
Which is why, when she found Mugi on her doorstep this morning, she was stumped. The girl was an emotional wreck, apparently boarding a train to Shimo-Kitazawa instead of her school this morning in her distress. It took Seika half an hour to just get her inside the building, and another half an hour to console her.
Right now, she had given the kid some lemon juice and told her to sit by the counter. Mugi insisted that she didn't want any of her friends and family to know her current circumstance, and she made Seika promise that she wouldn’t tell anyone. So Seika phoned her teacher instead. She’s not breaking any of her promises here. It’s a teacher, not friend or family.
Seika sighed, stepping out of the breakroom into the main venue, finding Mugi still sitting melancholically, staring blankly at the wall. She cleared her throat, causing Mugi to finally notice her presence.
“Tenchou-san. Finally done with your phone call to Sawa-chan?”
Seika’s eyes widened. “How did you-”
Mugi smiled sadly. “Just an intuition. My father taught me that a businessman’s wit is his greatest weapon.”
“Right, you’re a smart girl. So I assumed you already know that I can’t just let you stay here without any explanations.”
“I know.” Mugi nodded. “I just felt like I’m in need of a reprieve- at least for today.”
Seika sighed. “Look kid, you’ve been goin on and on about some “major mistake” since you’ve been here. Can I at least know what that’s about?”
Mugi merely stared at the tenchou, as if considering her options.
“I have.. betrayed my friends.”
“Your friends..? We’re not talking about Nijika here, aren’t we?”
“No, no!” Mugi said, waving her hands. “Rest assured, your sister has not been harmed in any way by my folly. The same cannot be said however, for my band.”
“Band issues, huh?” Seika felt the flame in her extinguishing.
“Yes. My purpose in journeying here is to seek your advice.”
“M-me? Why me?”
“Well- you are simply the only person left I could confide myself in. This is a matter that I do not wish to trouble my parents with. I could hardly ask for words of encouragement from the friends I have hurt, and my Sumire- no. She cannot see me in this state.”
“But there’s still Nijika- maybe Kita.. Why me specifically?”
“Oh no, I wasn’t seeking it from you specifically at first. I just thought of seeking advice from anyone I met at STARRY. Just so happens, you’re the only one here.”
Seika sighed. “Just my luck, huh?”
“You told me once before that I could come to you if I ever need anything, tenchou-san.”
Seika looked back at Mugi, who was staring back at her pleadingly. She turned away. Looking at Mugi reminded her too much of a younger Nijika with her blonde hair untied, begging her for a braid.
“Alright. Lay it on me, kid.” Seika relented, taking a seat next to Mugi by the counter. “What kind of band issues are you having? Writer’s block? Low funds? Though judging your background, that doesn’t seem likely.”
Mugi shook her head. “No. I fear that I might’ve jeopardized a potential romance to blossom between my friends.”
Seika immediately felt her shoulder slumping. Taking care of kids, and talking about your feelings- her two deadliest kryptonites. “Uh-huh.”
“I suppose I was being too pushy- but I did all of it for their own good! They’ve been all over each other for months now- yet they’re still unable to see it. You get what I’m saying, right, tenchou?”
“Uhh… no. Slow down, kid. You’re going a mile a minute there.”
Mugi eventually retold Seika yesterday’s event in detail. Too much detail, if she was being honest. She might’ve spoken more than 15.000 words at this point.
“Alright. Alright, kid. That was a lot.”
“I’m sorry, tenchou. I just wanted to make everything clear.”
“Right. So, you tried getting your friends together, because you thought that’s what’s best for them, right?”
“Well, yeah! Wasn’t that obvious? Ritsu’s words hurt me so, but I still have her best interest in mind!”
Seika pinched the bridge of her nose. “Mugi, you mean well-”
“I know-” Mugi was about to ramble further before Seika put up her hand. “Let me finish, Mugi. Relationships like these aren't something that you can force.”
“I’m not forcing them! They already liked each other-”
“You’re meddling in their business regardless. Their feelings for each other are for them to sort out on their own.”
“B-but-”
“I’m not saying that’s the case all the time. Some people might appreciate you giving them a push, but in Ritsu’s case, she clearly didn’t. You need to learn to be more considerate to others’ wishes. Also just in general- those types of talks are embarrassing, I get how Ritsu might feel uncomfortable about that.”
Mugi frowned, looking at her lap in shame. “I just thought- I saw what love did for Kita-san… I thought that if there were more love to go around, it’ll help save our band.”
Seika observed the smaller blonde. Her current demeanor made her feel like she was talking to a younger version of herself. She too once- had troubles understanding what love means. Memories of her mother, as well as a young Nijika crying- briefly flashed in her head.
“You’re still young, Mugi. There’s still so many things you don’t understand. Love doesn’t always mean sunshine and rainbows, y’know?”
Mugi looked up to face Seika, her big blue eyes widening. “But I love my friends and family- and I always feel so happy when I’m with them.”
“I’m happy that’s the case. You went on this quest to get your friends together, because you’re worried that your friends will split apart after you all graduate. You thought that if they all took that next step, the bond you all have will strengthen, because their love would triumph all, and then you guys will always be together forever.”
“Yes!”
“So now imagine what’ll happen if they were taken away from you.”
“I’ll be.. sad?”
“And why is that?”
“Because they’re not with me- which is what I’m trying to prevent-”
“You’ll be sad because you love them, Mugi. You see what I'm getting at here? Love doesn’t change your circumstances, your circumstances change how you experience love! If Yui and Azusa- like you wanted to, got together, what do you think is going to happen? So much strain will be put in that relationship- distance, time- they might not even be happy with so much under their belt. Same with Mio and Ritsu. In this case, love can probably make them suffer instead.”
“But- Kita-san told me that it might be confusing and sad at times, but love’s supposed to make you happy-”
“Look, I’m not sure what Kita has told you- and I don’t really wanna know either.” Seika said, when Mugi showed signs of interrupting. “Frankly, I think I know too much about all of your love lives at this point. But her experience is not a universal one, Mugi. That's what I’m trying to tell you. You can’t force your idealized form of love on someone- because all of them experience it differently.”
Mugi still looked like she was to object, before shaking her head and looking down at her lap once more. “I- I understand, manager. I suppose in the end it doesn’t matter what love is or what it means- the crux of the matter is still the fact that I had betrayed my friend’s trust.” Mugi’s eyes began to water. “I-i’m a terrible person.”
Seika grimaced. She always hated when Nijika came to her crying- because she never knew how to properly comfort her. So, drawing from inexperience- she settled with awkwardly patting Mugi on her back.
“There, there, Mugi. You’re not a terrible person- you’re a well meaning kid- with misguided ideals.”
“I suppose there’s not really any distinction. My friends still got hurt either way..”
“Well, it’s time to clear the air up, then.”
Mugi jumped, turning abruptly to find Mio and Sawako standing by the entrance.
“Finally. What took you so long?” Seika grumpily asked.
“Traffic. Also things get real emotional in the car. Had to calm the girl down before she broke the windshield.”
“That did not happen!” Mio protested.
“Sawa-chan, I thought you’d come. I wasn’t expecting-” Mugi’s gaze fell on Mio, who avoided it.
“Well, I think it’s time for you guys to set the record straight. Do you really want to still be fighting when your exam results are being announced? I’ll take your silence as a no.”
Seika got up from her seat, dragging Sawako to her office.”We’ll let you guys use the room. If anything emotional happens, you’re paying for the property damages. And Mugi-”
The heiress looked up to face her. Seika gulped.
“Good luck.” She whispered, so only the blonde could hear. “Apologize to your friends, and be done with this. You guys are still kids. You’re gonna make mistakes, and you’ll get over it.”
“Thank you, tenchou-san.” Mugi smiled sadly.
With that, Seika and Sawako entered the former’s office, leaving Mio and Mugi by themselves. For a couple of seconds, the two simply stared at each other awkwardly.
“So..”
-
“She’s not here.”
“What? But she’s not in the classroom either!”
Azusa, Ui and Jun entered the empty clubroom. Just like her two friends had voiced- Yui was not inside. She doesn’t know what she was expecting either way. Ritsu did say that all club meetings are canceled.
“Let me call her.” Ui said, dialing her phone.
A sudden noise blared inside the clubroom. The trio turned towards the table, where Yui’s phone sat unattended.
“The call’s coming from inside the club!” Jun exclaimed.
“Yui-senpai… she forgot her phone again.” Azusa walked up to the table and picked up her phone. Ui stopped the call, causing the screen to switch back to the last thing opened, which was a message. Azusa took one glimpse at the sender.
“Yoyo-chan… Ohtsuki-senpai..?”
“What is it, Azusa-chan?”
Azusa began reading the message out loud. “Yui, I’m outside. By this old man statue. Come quick.”
“Ohtsuki-chan’s here?” Ui piped up.
Jun looked from Ui to Azusa with a confused expression. “Ohtsuki..who-”
But before she could finish the question, Azusa already stormed out of the clubroom.
“Hey!”
“Azusa-chan!”
Azusa ran outside to the statue of founder-san, ignoring the reprimandings from passersby as she sprinted past them. She doesn’t know why- for some reason, the message had filled her with a sense of dread. She stopped to gather her breath at the corner before the statue.
“Yoyo-chan! I came as soon as I heard!”
“Hirasawa Yui… you came..”
“Of course I did, Yoyo-chan! What’re you doing here? Are you transferring schools?”
“No, you dummy. I was- I was just thinking of stopping by..”
Azusa held her breath. Why did Yoyoko sound so flustered?
“Hirasawa Yui… we’ve known each other for a while now, haven’t we?”
“Yeah!”
“And well, I know I’m a day late- but I just wanted to give this to you..”
Both Yui and Azusa gasped at the same time as Yoyoko presented her gift.
“Chocolates.. For me? Yoyo-chan-”
Azusa felt her heart breaking into a million tiny pieces. No- this can’t be.
Yoyoko looked away, pulling up the scarf she wears as part of her disguise to cover up her blushing face. “W-well- Akubi told me that valentine’s was supposed to be the day where you celebrate love… and I thought that I’ll give a chocolate to my first ever friend outside the band- to tell her that I appreciate her, and that I’ve always- Nakano Azusa- what are you doing over there?”
Azusa jumped. She was spacing out- not realizing she wasn’t hiding herself properly. Yui turned to face her, and Azusa’s confusion was mirrored on the brunette’s face.
“Azusa-chan! There you are.” Ui said as she turned the corner.
“Azu-ny- Azusa-chan! Ui! Jun-chan!”
Jun wheezed, inspecting the scene before her. Yoyoko and Yui were frozen in the gesture of handing and receiving chocolates, while Azusa was clearly posing as an eavesdropper.
“Are we interrupting something?”
Yoyoko cleared her throat. “Not at all. I was just done handing Hirasawa Yui her friendship chocolates.”
“F-friendship chocolates?” Azusa parroted.
“Akubi said that valentine’s is the time to show your appreciation towards the people you care about! So I got everyone chocolates! Here’s one for you too, Nakano Azusa.”
Yoyoko handed her a small box of wrapped chocolates.
“I would’ve brought extra if I knew you’d also be here, Hirasawa Ui. And you- frizzy haired…stranger.”
“Call me Jun!”
“Wait, so these… are just friendship chocolates.” Azusa repeated.
“Well, yeah. What else would it be?”
“W-well, people also tend to give chocolates to their lovers on valentine’s too.”
Yoyoko only stared blankly in response, before her face slowly reddened. “WHAT? Akubi didn’t mention that! Owh. That girl! She’s pranking me, I just know it!”
“But giving out chocolates to friends is normal too, Ohtsuki-san!” Ui hastily said.
“Really? Then, crisis averted. Hirasawa Yui, these are simply friendship chocolates. I am not interested in you romantically. Same with you, Nakano Azusa.”
“Thanks, Yoyo-chan!”
“Thanks..?”
“I’m glad we got that out of the way. Imagine the kind of misunderstanding it would’ve caused otherwise, ha! Speaking of! I also brought some for the others at HTT! Where are they, Hirasawa Yui? I was under the impression you’d come in a group!”
At this, everyone shuffled awkwardly- until Azusa spoke up.
“I’d actually like to know as well, Ohtsuki-senpai.”
“Onee-chan. I think it’s time for you to say what’s on your mind.”
Everyone turned to Yui, who began sweating profusely. “Azusa-chan, no- you’re better off not knowing!”
“Why are you calling me that?!”
“W-what? Azusa? But it’s your name-”
“Yeah, and you never called me that before. Why start now?”
Azusa stepped forward, causing the taller brunette to step backwards in response.
“I thought you didn’t like the nickname.”
“I never told you to stop calling me that, didn’t I?” Azusa doesn’t know what’s gotten into her- why is she being this forward? Is she just fed up with how Yui had been avoiding her today?
“I don’t like you using my real name, it makes us feel so… unfamiliar.”
This seems to have been the breaking point for Yui, as she immediately fled the scene.
“Yui-senpai, wait!”
Jun, Ui and Yoyoko watched as the small rhythm guitarist chased after her lead guitarist.
“Should we follow them?”
“Nah.” Jun said. “I think we should sit this one out, Ui. Azusa needs to find the answer herself.”
“What is even going on!?” Yoyoko exclaimed.
-
“Ready for an afternoon of fun, Kita?”
“Yeah, I’m ready!”
“I’ve prepared a playlist! We can-”
“K-kita-san..”
Kita and Sasaki turned to find Hitori, awkward as ever- clutching onto her guitar bag.
“Sh-should we walk together to STARRY..?”
Kita and Sasaki exchange brief glances. “Hitori-chan..”
“Sorry, Gotoh. But we have plans today.” Sasaki interrupted, throwing her arm around Kita’s shoulder.
Hitori eyed the physical contact, frowning. “A-ah.. is that so..”
“Y-yeah.. Don’t worry, Hitori-chan. I already told Ijichi-senpai in advance.”
“Yep. No issues with you, right? Don’t you have your own dates to go on- OOF.”
“Sattsu!”
“Kidding, kidding- ow, my liver. Anyway, see you around, Gotoh.”
Sasaki dragged Kita away from Hitori, who was still looking at them melancholically as they retreated.
“Sattsu, what was that for?” Kita said, as they were finally out of earshot.
“Look, Kita- take it from me. What you need right now is some space. Gotoh’s already taken. Do you really want to pine for someone else’s girl?”
“No.. but you don’t have to be so rude to her! She’s still my friend!” Kita chided, and Sasaki’s expression softened.
“Okay. Sorry- I guess at times I can be a bit too- overprotective.”
“Exactly! You’re not my dad.” Kita rolled her eyes.
“I wouldn’t want such a high maintenance daughter anyway.” Sasaki shot back.
“Hey!” Kita snapped back. The two stared at each other before laughing.
“But seriously- you’re going to have to apologize to Hitori-chan. I don’t want my best friends fighting over something like this.”
Sasaki shrugged. “Yeah, sure. But let's not talk about her now. We’re here to have FUN! Remember?”
“Yeah. Yeah we are.”
“Heartbreak will be our national anthem tonight, Kita! To karaoke!”
Sasaki kept Kita entertained throughout their journey to the karaoke bar, but even when surrounded by cheer and laughter, Kita can’t help but let her mind wander to Hitori. The crestfallen look on her face just now- She has to wonder what could have been if it was her, instead of that two timing Yoyo-
“Room for three people this time, boss!”
Kita’s eyes shot open. Why does she keep appearing everytime she thinks about her!? She quickly hid herself from view, dragging a confused Sasaki with her.
“Ah, Ohtsuki-chan- You finally convinced your friends to go to karaoke with you?”
“No, I actually just grabbed these two people and convinced them to come with me! We are in need of an uhh- what was it? Oh yeah- apt distraction!”
“Isn’t that Ui and Jun?” Sasaki pointed at Yoyoko’s entourage. Sure enough, Jun and Ui were standing behind Yoyoko. Ui in particular seems to be very desaturated, relying on Jun for support.
“Yeah.. but what are they doing with Ohtsuki-san..”
“Wanna come say hi?”
Kita’s mind was in complete turmoil. Whilst Ui and Jun wouldn’t necessarily be bad company, there’s no way in hell she would want to talk with Yoyoko after what she did. Wait, why isn’t she with Hitori right now? Come to think of it, Hitori didn’t even-
“Ikuyo Kita! What are you doing behind that potted plant?”
Kita jumped, forgetting to conceal herself properly.
“Hey, Kita-chan! Wanna go karaoke-ing with us?” Jun exclaimed.
“I- I-”
“Sure!” Sasaki had already answered for her. Kita was about to protest before Jun excitedly whooped.
“Hear that, Ui? Kita and Sasaki are here!” Jun prodded the grayed out brunette.
“Oh… yay..”
Yoyoko turned back to the patron. “Make that five people!”
Kita turned her attention to Ui’s concerning state. “Err.. Ui.. feeling good?”
“Kita-san.. Onee-chan is in danger!”
“Y-yui-chan..? She’s in danger?”
“Ui’s just exaggerating. She’s being confronted by Azusa at this moment.” Jun said.
“She needs me, Jun! What if she makes the wrong choice? Or say the wrong things? Or-”
Kita finally noticed the absence of the usual twintailed girl accompanying Ui and Jun. She began chuckling humorlessly. At least one of them was able to keep their end of the promise.
“It’s up to them now, Ui. You can’t meddle with love!” Jun said.
“So what was that apt distraction about?” Sasaki asked.
“For Hirasawa Ui here.” Yoyoko said, finally done with her transaction. “We need to keep her from running in and barging in on the intimate moment. And I suggested karaoke! This’ll be the first time I go to karaoke with other people!”
“You go to karaoke on your own..?” Sasaki muttered.
“I-it’s totally normal! People go on lone karaoke sessions! They do that!”
Kita suddenly felt resentment brewing up inside her. So she went and asked Hitori-chan out, and now won’t even bother to take her out to karaoke? She was about to let Yoyoko hear a piece of her mind, before Ui suddenly spazzed.
“Juuun! Onee-chan is in trouble!”
“How would you even know that? We’re miles away from school!”
“I can feel it!”
“Oh, I’ve read about this. Twins have those weird ESP things.” Sasaki suggested.
Yoyoko glanced around the venue. “Better get her inside before she does anything crazy. Come on. We’re on room 4.”
Jun and Yoyoko dragged Ui onto the room, with Sasaki trailing behind.
“S-sattsu, wait!”
“Hmm, what is it, Kita?”
“There's something I haven’t told you about-”
“What is it?”
Kita was about to elaborate, before she remembered how Sasaki had been treating Hitori the whole day. Kita disliked Yoyoko for what she did- but she really didn’t want Sasaki to go in on Yoyoko in public, in front of their friends.
“Uhh.. Kita? Are you there..?”
Kita sputtered, “I, uhh- well-”
“Ikuyo Kita! Mysterious olive haired girl! Come in! I need to close the door before Hirasawa Ui escapes!”
“Whatever you wanna talk about, let’s just do it inside. It’d be rude to decline the invitation after she paid for us.”
“No I haven’t! We’re splitting the bills 5 ways!”
Put under peer pressure, Kita relented- which is how she found herself in a karaoke booth with a mismatched group of friends and foe.
“I’m about to put you guys on some mind blowing stuff.” Sasaki said as she shuffled through the song list. “You guys ever heard of Kendrick?”
“I’ve never listened to these “hip-hops” music.” Jun said, shuffling through Sasaki’s prepared playlist. “I think I heard some from this artist, though! Drack.. ke.”
Sasaki dropped her mic, staring blankly at Jun. “Jun, I need to put you up on some actual good stuff, this will be educational!”
While Sasaki indoctrinates Jun, Kita uses Ui as a barrier to distance herself from Yoyoko. She busied herself with her phone, scrolling through her ISSOSTA without actually looking at any of the posts.
“Ikuyo Kita.”
That accursed voice again. Couldn’t she take a hint?
“What do you want?” Kita snapped. There was no verbal response, but Kita felt something being pushed onto her. Taking her eyes off her phone, she finds Yoyoko handing her a small wrapped package.
“W-what is this?” Kita said, placing her phone down and taking the package.
“I just remembered that I’ve never handed you your friendship chocolates!”
“F-friendship chocolates..?”
“Yeah. I gave it to everyone in kessoku band yesterday, but you stormed out before I managed to hand one to you.” Yoyoko said.
“W-wait… so you came yesterday to hand these to us..?” Yoyoko nodded.
“I just wanted to show my appreciation to my f-friends..” Yoyoko said, practically spitting the word out. “And you know, as an apology- since I didn’t treat you guys the best when we first met.”
“So these are chocolates you hand out to your friends.”
“Yes.”
“Friend chocolates.”
“Yes. Why do people act like this is such a hard concept to grasp?”
“Platonic chocolates.”
“I don't know what that word means.”
“Then I’m not too late!” Kita exclaimed, causing Yoyoko and everyone else in the room to jump.
“Ikuyo Kita, what-”
But before Yoyoko could finish her sentence, Kita kissed her on both sides of her cheek. Yoyoko’s face immediately turned as red as a boiled lobster.
“I love you, Ohtsuki-chan! In a non romantic- totally platonic- friendly way! Thank you, thank you, thank you! I’m not too late! Hitori-chan- oh god, Hitori-chan..”
Kita jumped out of the couch, sprinting towards the door.
Sasaki sputtered. “Kita, what-”
“This was all just a misunderstanding, Sattsu!” Kita said, opening the door. “I’ve still got a chance! Thank you for the chocolates, Ohtsuki-chan!”
With that, Kita stormed out of the room.
Sasaki blinked stupidly, turning back to the rest of the group.
“Looks like we were restraining the wrong girl.”
Ui poked Yoyoko on her cheek. “Ohtsuki-san, are you okay?”
Yoyoko didn’t respond immediately, staring blankly ahead with a thousand yard stare.
“I think something in me has been awakened.” the girl eventually muttered.
-
“Yui-senpai!” Azusa called after the senior, who was weaving quickly between the students congregating in the corridor.
Azusa trailed after the brunette, moving between students cursing the brown blur bumping them to the floor and teachers reprimanding the runner in the halls. She stopped by the staircase, picking up footsteps on the flight of stairs above. She’s going to the music room!
Azusa quickly climbed the stairs two steps at once. This is good, she’s going to corner herself.
But Yui wasn’t in the music room- it only took Azusa a couple seconds to realize where the brunette was, as the door to the roof was wide open.
“Yui-senpai- you’re being ridiculous-” Azusa said, running out of breath, stepping onto the roof.
Yui stood there, frantically looking around the empty space in search of a way out. She turned around to find Azusa blocking the entrance and only exit out of the roof.
“Azusa-!”
“Senpai.”
There was an awkward silence for a couple seconds before Yui cleared her throat. “Did you do something with your hair..?”
Azusa rolled her eyes, closing the door behind her. “You’re not gonna talk your way out of this one, Yui-senpai. That’s never your strong suit.”
“O-oh yeah? Well- you’re a- a dumb- butt!”
Azusa raised an eyebrow. “Really?”
“I- i think you’re stupid, Azusa-chan! You’re like the stupidest girl I’ve known! …Is this working..?”
“Senpai, what are you trying to achieve here?”
Yui sighed, collapsing on the floor. “I wanted you to hate me.”
Yui does a lot of outlandish things that Azusa could never comprehend. But this? This might take the cake. “W-why?”
Yui turned to face her kouhai- and for the first time in forever, the look she gave Azusa reminded her that Yui was actually her senior. “Sit down, Azusa-chan. I guess there’s no way to get out of this. We need to talk about what happened yesterday.”
Azusa obliged, sitting down next to Yui.
“Mugi-chan has apparently been faking a crush on Ricchan to try and get Mio-chan and Ricchan together.”
“W-what? Why would she do that!?”
Yui turned to Azusa, looking at her oddly. “To get Ricchan and Mio-chan together. I just told you that, Azusa-chan.”
“Yeah but that’s- there’s a ton more ways to go about it!”
Yui shrugged. “It’s Mugi-chan, Azusa-chan.”
Azusa was about to argue, before she let it go. For once in her life- Yui was right. Mugi was just being weird. Which to say- she was being herself.
“Ricchan didn’t appreciate that. So she canceled the club forever. I think she’s not talking with Mugi-chan anymore. And she didn’t want to talk with Mio-chan either. You already knew she skipped school today, right, Azusa-chan?”
“Yeah.. sensei mentioned that.”
“Whilst they were arguing yesterday- I’ve heard our names being thrown around too.. Ricchan said that Mugi-chan was manipulating us.”
Now that she mentioned it, Azusa recalled how Mugi explicitly told her she’s not bringing anything for valentine’s, or how insistent she was being when she saw Azusa bringing her chocolates. Maybe she was persistent, but manipulative? That seems a bit overkill.
Then again, what she did to Ritsu and Mio were way worse than what she did to her.
“But what does that have to do with you avoiding me? I don’t get it.”
Yui gulped, avoiding Azusa’s eyes. “It got me thinking- Mugi-chan also talked about all these romance stuff yesterday, with me. I just- I don’t know what to think anymore! Was she lying to me too then?”
Azusa gulped. Talking about romance stuff? “W-what did you two talk about..?”
“Love… and all different types of it.. she told me that there are certain things only people in love do..”
Azusa could feel her tiny heart beating a mile a minute. “L-like..?”
“Like hugging.. Or kissing.. You know.. Things that-”
“-things that we do.”
Azusa and Yui turned to face each other, their faces progressively getting redder with each second.
“Y-yui-senpai..” Azusa closed the distance between them, but Yui responded by scooting away.
“No, Azusa. We can’t-”
Azusa felt her heart shattering. “Why..?”
“I don’t.. Nothing good will come out of it, Azusa-chan! Look at Mio-chan and Ricchan! The band’s going to be disbanded at this point. I don’t want to mess things further-”
“So you’re going to what? Avoid me? Ditch me?”
“I thought that- I should probably just stop whatever it is we got- before we end up like Mio-chan and Ricchan. I don’t want that to happen to us, Azusa-chan.”
“You avoiding me is hurting me, senpai!”
“I know! I know.. I just.. I’m scared, Azusa-chan. Even if yesterday didn’t happen, we’ll be separated soon anyway. Mio-chan said as much earlier. I just thought that- if we ended things here.. It would hurt less in the long run.”
Azusa felt herself being thrown back into that empty, deserted corridor of Shuka high, confessing how scared she was to Kita. How scared she was of facing her feelings- how scared she was of the future. What Yui said just now, it felt like staring at a reflection of herself.
Azusa was broken out of her stupor by quiet sounds of sobs. She looked up to find Yui faced away from her, hugging her knees. The sight broke her. She opened her blazer, taking out the wrapped package she'd been holding with her the whole day, The extra portion she made especially for Yui. She tapped Yui’s back gently with it.
Yui looked up and eyed the package with her watery eyes, before meeting Azusa’s.
“Azusa-chan.. What is this..?”
“Yui-senpai, what’s valentine’s all about?”
“L-love..?”
“T-then this chocolate is that, from me to you.”
“Wait.. that means-”
Azusa blushed. “Y-yeah, it-”
Azusa never managed to finish that sentence, because Yui immediately glommed onto her, and for the first time in forever- Azusa didn’t reject the gesture. Yui’s warmth on her body served as a shield to block Azusa from the cold winter air of February.
“I- i love you too, Azu-nyan!” Yui said, as pearly tears trailed down her face to her lap, a disgusting trail of snot running down her nose. “I lied just now- you’re not the stupidest girl I know- you- you’re the smartest girl I know! Except for Ui- and Mio-chan- and, and..”
“I know, senpai.” Azusa said, torn between crying herself and laughing at Yui’s ridiculous appearance. “You weren’t really convincing.”
“I-is this convincing then? Azu-nyan- I love you! I love you so much- and I don’t want to ever leave you, or not call you by your nickname ever again! It hurts me to do that for an entire day..”
“I believe you, senpai.” Azusa shakily said, unable to contain her own tears. She wrapped Yui in another hug, one that the brunette returned gladly. After what seems like forever, the two released themselves, Yui still overcome with tears, hiccuping.
“Wipe your nose, senpai.” Azusa said, handing her handkerchief that Yui blew on.
“B-but Azu-nyan- if we go out- then, wouldn’t it make graduation more painful, and- and-”
Yui paused her rambling as Azusa gently placed her hand on top of hers. Suddenly, seeing her old fears thrown back at her like this seemed so silly. “That doesn’t matter right now, senpai. Even when we’re not dating, you’d still hug me- and try to kiss me. That won’t change, will it?”
Yui shook her head.
“Then why put a label on it?”
“I don’t understand, Azu-nyan.”
Azusa sighed. “Me neither, senpai. I didn’t even know I was into girls until just recently. This is going to take a lot of time to adjust to. And like you just mentioned, graduation. That’s not something that either of us will be able to change, no matter how much we love each other. I’m not sure if I’m ready for the next step with something so big looming over us.”
“Then we should just not go out?”
“No. But not going out doesn’t mean we have to stop loving each other, right?”
Azusa lifted Yui’s hand, and placed a kiss on top of it. “I want all my senpais to graduate- and always be happy with each other. I want you all to make up and go to that college you guys tested for. And I want you to wait for me there, Yui-senpai. Maybe then, when we reunite, I’ll finally be ready. How’s that sound?”
Yui sat contemplatively as she considered Azusa’s ultimatum. The brunette resolutely nodded.
“If that’s what my Azu-nyan wants, then I’ll do it! I’ll make up with the others.. and we’ll wait for you on the other side, Azu-nyan!”
Azusa nodded, smiling blissfully as the older girl helped her to her feet. She doesn’t know what got over her when she started catching feelings for Yui, but she won’t ever say she regre-
“In fact, let’s start right now!”
“H-huh, what?”
“Let’s get everyone to make up, Azu-nyan! Mio and Mugi-chan are at STARRY right now! If we hurry- we can still catch up with them, and then we look for Ricchan!”
“Yui-senpai, I’m not sure there’s enough time-”
Yui pulled Azusa closer to her, the tip of their noses touching. Azusa blushed.
“I’ll always make time for you, Azu-nyan.”
Yui pulled back, dragging Azusa with her inside. “Come now, Azu-nyan! Our friends await!”
Azusa sighed. That’s really not what she meant, but for once, she doesn’t particularly mind having Yui lead.
-
“Why did you do it, Mugi?”
Neither Mugi or Mio was looking at one another.
“I just- in my inexperience and ignorance- thought that I was doing the right thing by pushing you guys to take that next step.”
Mio sighed. “There’s so many things wrong with that, Mugi.”
“I know.. Tenchou-san had already drilled into me.” Mugi said.
Mio observed the girl before her, looking down in shame, not even able to look her in the eyes. Even if Mio wanted to- she wouldn’t have the heart to rip into her.
“So you knew about my feelings for Ritsu..”
“Yes.”
“How?”
Mugi finally looked up to face Mio, her expression confused. “Mio-chan.. Forgive me for being blunt- but you weren’t exactly subtle..”
“What-!?”
“I-i’m sorry! I suppose I can read too into things often, and this just happened to be the one time I was right.”
Mio huffed. Why does everyone seem to get mileage out of teasing her crush today?
“I just wanna know why you’d want to go about it in such a roundabout way..”
At this, Mugi blushed. “I- well, I just found the idea of setting up your two friends to be romantic in its own way..”
Mio blanked. Mugi looked at the unresponsive girl warily.
“M-mio-chan?”
“Did you get this idea from a manga, Mugi?”
“M-manga? But I- What makes you so sure-”
Mio only returned the weak rebuttal with a deadpan expression.
“Yes..”
Mio facepalmed. “Mugi- you need to stop taking life lessons from mangas.”
“But they can be so relatable! I read one about a beautiful girl that has social anxiety and talks only in notebooks! It reminds me so much of Hitori-chan-”
“That’s not my point, Mugi.”
“I know.” Mugi sighed. “For what it’s worth- I truly am sorry, Mio-chan. I realize now that I’ve much to learn, and that I need to be more considerate of others' feelings.”
Mio exhaled. “Honestly.. I can’t stay mad at you, Mugi. You were just being you.”
“B-but Ricchan was furious!”
Mio held on to what she was actually thinking. Ritsu just doesn’t have the attention span for holding a long term grudge. It might be a bit rocky at first, but things would probably turn out fine. Ritsu might’ve already changed her mind by this point. But Mugi needed to learn this lesson, so she kept her lips sealed.
“Well, that’s her. Just be sure to apologize to her when we do meet her, okay?”
“I will. Be not worried about that. I owe Azusa and Yui-chan an apology as well.”
“Yeah, them too.” Mio said, reminded of Yui's odd behavior today.
“I still don’t understand something, Mio-chan.”
“Hm, what is it?”
“Why is that- after all the advances I made at Ricchan- that you just handed her to me. You admitted that you liked her, right?”
Mio paled. She should’ve known Mugi would’ve brought this up. The heiress only stared back at her innocently, unaware of the inner turmoil she had caused Mio.
Mio sighed. Mugi had been genuine with her, it’s better to return the favor. “I just.. I just thought that It would’ve been fine, If it was you, Mugi.”
“H-huh?”
Mio sighed. “I’ve chastised Ritsu for running away from her problems. Which for the record- she’s currently doing.” Mio huffed. “B-but I wouldn’t be honest with myself if I thought I was any better. The truth is that- I’m also guilty of what she’s doing.”
“You’re running away?”
“I-i’m hiding from my problems. Which is- same difference really. I’m a coward, Mugi. I know what I want, but I’m too scared to get it. I’m too scared to try and pursue anything with Ritsu- and when I see the first sign of competition, I retreat. Why would Ritsu like someone like me, anyway? Compared to you, Mugi- I’m nothing. You’re kind, passionate- and you’re rich to boot.”
“Money shouldn’t be a factor-”
“Oh, it is for Ritsu, believe me.” Mio rolled her eyes. “B-but yeah. I thought she would’ve been better off with you, so I told her about my suspicions.”
“That’s not true, though!” Mugi exclaimed. “I'm not any better than you, Mio-chan! You’re equally as kind and passionate, and I’ll say that you’re even more beautiful than I am! I’ll try and pursue you if I knew it wasn’t a futile endeavor!”
“I- erm, thanks, Mugi.”
“So why wouldn’t you fight for her, Mio-chan? You’d know how happy she would’ve made you!”
Mio sighed. ”If she can be happier with another girl, then I won’t interfere with that.”
“But wouldn't that make you unhappy?”
Mio shrugged. “If you loved someone so much- you’d sacrifice your happiness for theirs. Loving someone means being able to let them go.”
Mugi seemed stunned by the proclamation. “Mio-chan, that’s-”
“That’s bullhockey, that’s what!”
Both Mio and Mugi jumped. Ritsu was standing by the entrance, propping up a knocked out Hiroi.
“R-ritsu!? What the hell- why- HOW are you here?”
“I need to drop her off somewhere, and I don’t know where she lives, so.” Ritsu said, shrugging off Hiroi, dropping her to the floor.
“You boarded a train here? Why didn’t you just call an adult..?”
“Don’t change the subject! What kind of crap did I just hear you spewing?”
“I- don’t make me repeat it!”
“Well then- let me tell you something, missy! Ritsu here- she- AGGGH! I’m the one not worthy of you, okay!”
“What..?”
“You’re the smartest girl in school, you’re top of everything! You’re a primadonna! Kami-sama, You even have your own fan club!”
“How is that last one relevant?!”
“Point is- think about it! Why would someone like that- want something to do with someone like me? Dinky, slightly above average student, and subpar club president! You’re the one above my league, Mio.”
Mio fell silent as she processed what Ritsu put out.
“When you put it like that..”
“What the..!? That’s not how it’s supposed to go!”
“Oh, really? Then how is it supposed to go?”
“You’d go, “that’s not true, Ritsu! You’re perfect the way you are!” and then I’ll go “See how stupid it sounds when I’m the one saying it about myself?” then we, then-”
Mio raised an eyebrow as Ritsu trailed off.
“You see how stupid it sounds when you say it out loud?”
“Yeah, I see it.” Ritsu reluctantly admitted.
Mio walked up to Ritsu, whacking her in the head.
“ITAI! What was that for?”
“What were you thinking, you idiot?! Skipping school over something like this? What are we, twelve?”
“That whole thing was embarrassing! You’d tell me if you’d go to school after you pour your heart out to a girl who pretended to like you! You’d probably hide in your room for a month!”
“Ritsu.. This is the least ideal time for us to be splitting up like this! Our future plans for college, our plans for Azusa.. are you seriously going to leave that all behind over petty relationship problems? This is the most critical time for us to have our buchou! I- i-”
Mio began to sob, separating herself from Ritsu.
“I-i’m sorry- You’re right in feeling wronged, I just- I guess everything just dawned on me at this exact moment.”
Ritsu began to shuffle awkwardly, torn between trying to comfort Mio and staying out of whacking distance. Taking advantage of the confusion, Mugi approached her buchou.
“Ricchan..”
Ritsu stiffened. “Mugi.”
“Ricchan, first of all, I’m sorry, for everything.”
Ritsu was still turned away from Mugi, but she can see her shoulder slackening. “I was inconsiderate. You claim that I was merely using you as playthings, and I suppose in some weird way, that was that. I tried to live through you guys, to compensate for a normalcy that I was never provided due to my upbringing. I thought I'd know better than you- that I forgot that you’re your own people with your own thoughts and feelings. Only someone so privileged would be able to make the mistake.”
Mugi began to feel tears threatening to burst, but she kept herself steady. She doesn’t want Ritsu to pity her.
“Whaaat.. Where am I..?” a sudden voice sounded from the ground. Hiroi had woken up, and took one quick glimpse around the place.
“Ahahaha, it’s you three… wait- why are you guys crying..?”
“Onee-san..” Ritsu muttered.
“Oh, Ricchan.. You didn’t- did you make these two cry?”
Mugi quickly turned away, she didn’t intend to show weakness!
“For shame, Ricchan, for shame..zzzzzz..”
And just like that, Hiroi was out like a light. Ritsu exhaled.
“Mugi, please look at me.”
Mugi hiccuped, turning to face Ritsu.
“What you did was wrong, Mugi. And you’ve hurt me.”
“I know.”
“You’re playing with things that’s supposed to be off limits. That’s not okay.”
Mugi nodded.
“But really.. I just don’t want to stay mad at you.”
The heiress looked up. Ritsu was looking at her with a complicated expression. “Don’t get me wrong, I’m still mad at you- and it’ll probably stay that way, for a while.”
“I understand.” Mugi said, looking back down.
“But you were just trying to do what you think was best for me. And even if we disagree on that- I couldn’t hate someone who cares so much about me. You and Mio, you guys would probably be better off without me, but you stuck around anyway, no matter how annoying I was. So why would I cut you out the only time you start being annoying?”
Mugi finally looked back up, Ritsu was smiling.
“We’re gonna be more annoying to each other as the years pass, Mugi.”
“Years..? You’ll all stay with me.. But then, you forgive me?”
“Yeah, sure.”
“Oh, Ricchan, thank you, thank you! You had very much the right to reject me, but here you are- forgiving me. You truly are big hearted, Ricchan.” Mugi said, bowing down on the floor in front of her.
“I’d still settle for emotional compensation, though. How about one of your family yachts..?”
“Baka!” Mio had recovered, whacking Ritsu on her head again. “You know she’d actually do it.”
“Worth a shot.” Ritsu grinned. “I’ll settle with you just stopping your groveling, Mugi.”
“H-hai..”
“Mio, about yesterday..” Ritsu began. But Mio shook her head.
“We’ll have plenty of time for that, Ritsu. We still have years together to look forward to, don’t we?”
Ritsu blushed. “Yeah, yeah we do.”
“I don’t think I need a girlfriend right now.” Mio said.
Ritsu’s shoulder shagged. “Oh. I see- yeah, you’re just too good for me, Mi-”
Ritsu stopped mid-sentence as Mio swooped down and pecked her on the cheek.
“What I need right now, is a buchou. Now- are you up to the task to lead us til graduation, Ritsu?”
Ritsu began sputtering like a broken record. Mugi squealed, tumbling backwards.
“Y-yeah, yeah I am!”
“Then let’s promise not to break the band apart. At least until we gave Azusa a proper farewell.”
“The song!” Mugi gasped, getting to her feet.
“That’s right- you weren’t expecting Yui to be able to write it on her own, are you?” Mio asked.
“Right. Of course not! Everyone! I hereby pronounce- the light music club is back in operation!”
Mugi applauded, beaming brightly.
“Alright, let’s go tell Sawa-chan that we resolved everything.”
“She’ll be delighted. I must thank tenchou-san as well.” Mugi giggled.
Ritsu watched Mio and Mugi walk to Seika’s office before something suddenly struck her.
“Wait, Mio- does this mean we’re dating now, or-”
-
“Think we should come in?”
“I’m not dealing with that. Bands need to sort out their own complicated interpersonal dramas.” Ryo said, stepping back from the door.
“Yeah..” Nijika sighed, closing the door, muffling the sound of arguments. “Speaking of that-”
“No. Ikuyo has not responded to any of my texts.”
“Seriously- what’s up with her? She just told me that she’s skipping her shift today- but she didn’t answer any of my questions! Did something happen? She- Oh, Bocchi-chan!”
Hitori walked down the steps, her head hung low.
“What’s up Bocchi?”
“Nothing is up, Ryo-san.”
“Bocchi-chan! Did you see Kita at school today? Did you ask her about yesterday?”
“I- i think I know what it is now..”
Ryo and Nijika leaned forward. “What is it?”
Hitori inhaled, “Kita-san’s got a girlfriend!”
It took a collective ten seconds for both Ryo and Nijika to process the answer. Another five was used to formulate an appropriate response,
“Huh?”
“I-i’ve seen it m-myself. I-it’s Sasa-san, y’know- the girl that directed my p-play..”
Ryo and Nijika exchanged befuddled glances.
“T-they’re out on a karaoke date as w-we speak..”
“Karaoke date?”
“I-it sounded really serious.. Sasa-san said something about p-pimping a butterfly! I don’t know what that means.. But it’s probably something naughty..”
“You’re right, Bocchi. It is pretty naughty.” Ryo nodded. Nijika sends an annoyed glance at her, pulling her to the side. “Pardon us for a moment, Bocchi-chan.”
“What?” Ryo whispered.
“Come on. Something’s obviously wrong here. Why would Kita-chan have a girlfriend that is NOT Bocchi-chan? After all the work she’s done?”
“You can’t choose your soulmate, Nijika, It’s fated on the chains of fates.”
“Ryo, there’s no such thing. Either Bocchi is misinterpreting the situation, or Kita did- causing her to flock to another girl.”
“If it’s the latter then damn. That girl operates quick.”
“I’m beginning to think that it may be both. This could explain why Kita actually ran out yesterday. Think, Ryo- was there any significant event yesterday that could’ve been disastrously misinterpreted?”
Ryo racked her brains, replaying yesterday’s memories.
“Well, there was the fact that Ikuyo was about to confess yesterday..”
“What!? Why are you just now telling me this?”
“Slipped my mind.” Ryo shrugged. Nijika facepalmed.
“Okay, so Kita-chan was going to confess.. But something happened that caused her to not do that, and ran out instead. But what could it- Ohtsuki-san!”
“Oh, right. Ikuyo asked me to try and get rid of her so she can confess to Bocchi peacefully.”
“That’s what you were doing? Wait, no- I remember Kita bursting out of the restroom to ask where Ohtsuki-san was- she must’ve spotted her handing Bocchi-chan a friendship chocolate.”
“-and she mistook it as a confession.” Ryo finished.
Ryo and Nijika stared at each other.
“This is a doozy.” Nijika said.
“But you can’t deny that it’s pretty funny.” Ryo said.
“It’s no laughing matter, Ryo! Kita-chan must be heartbroken- and it clearly affected Bocchi-chan too!”
Ryo and Nijika glanced back, where Hitori was in the process of evaporating.
“You think Bocchi likes Ikuyo too?”
“I don’t know- it might just be her seishun complex thing.”
“How do we resolve this? Should we call Ikuyo?”
But before Nijika could muster out a response, another figure appeared on top of the stairs. Kita looked down on the three of them, disheveled and out of breath, while Ryo and Nijika stared back at her. Hitori doesn’t seem to have noticed Kita’s presence yet- preoccupied in turning into odorless gas.
“Hitori- Hitori-chan!” Kita gasped out.
Hitori resolidified, jumping up at the mention of her name.
“K-kita-san! What are you d-doing here? Shouldn’t you be on a date with Sasa-san?”
“D-date- what?” Kita said, turning to Nijika and Ryo for context.
“I am just as confused as you are, Ikuyo.”
“B-but- the karaoke date-”
“That wasn’t a date! You misunderstood, you- pfft- AHAHAHAHA!”
Hitori turned to Nijika and Ryo, who were equally bewildered.
“I-i’m sorry, it’s just- so many misunderstandings happening recently, huh?”
“Umm…”
“Hitori-chan.” Kita said, descending the steps to where the pinkette stood.
“Y-yes?”
“I’ve got something for you.” Kita said, rummaging through her purse, before taking out a small package, handing it to Hitori.
“Is this..”
“I’m a day late- but I hope you’d like it the same either way, Hitori-chan.”
“I- t-thank you, Kita-san.”
“There’s something else I need to tell you, Hitori-chan- It’s-”
Kita mentally braced herself. Hitori waited in bated breath, while Nijika and Ryo stood to the side, watching expectantly. No more delays or misunderstandings. She’ll say it in the most clear and concise way possible.
“Hitori-chan, wou-”
“Kita!”
The mood completely shattered as Sasaki came into view, with a ragtag group of girls trailing behind her.
“W-what the- you guys followed me here?”
“Of course we did! You ran out like a maniac!” Yoyoko exclaimed.
“You couldn’t pick a worst time to show up.” Kita gnashed her teeth.
“K-kita-san, what were you trying to say..?”
Kita turned her attention back to Hitori. Everyone here (barred Yoyoko) already knows about her crush anyways. Might as well.
“Hitori-chan, would you like to-”
The door to STARRY bursts open, and out comes Ritsu, Mugi, Mio, and Sawako.
“Aren’t you guys glad it’s over?”
“Yeah.”
“Well, we do get into trouble every other Tues-”
Ritsu froze, inspecting the crowd before her.
“Are we interrupting something?”
“Err…” Nijika said, glancing between Kita and Ritsu.
“Is that Ui and Jun?”
“Hey, senpais!”
“Jun, what are you doing here?”
“Better yet- what are YOU doing here?” Yoyoko exclaimed. I came all the way to your school to find you! Why are you here?”
“Oh, Ohtsuki-chan- you’re here too!”
Kita’s eye twitched. “Hitori-chan, would you-”
“Who brought this thing in here?” Seika suddenly emerged from the livehouse, carrying Hiroi by her collar.
“Ah, tenchou.. I met her on the way! I don’t know where else to drop her off..”
“Well I don’t want her here! Sawako- drive her home!”
“I already have to drive these kids back!” Sawako protested.
“AAAAGHH!”
“K-kita-san! Hu-whu-huhh…?”
Kita climbed up the stairs, dragging Hitori along with her, shoving past the crowd.
“Kita-chan!” Ui beckoned. “Where are you going!?”
“What’s got into her?” Sasaki harked. “Kita, that’s someone else’s girl!”
Mugi was looking in starstrucked awe. “Maybe we should go and see-”
Ritsu’s blank gaze stopped her from completing that sentence. “R-right, sorry. No more meddling with other’s love lives.”
“Psssh. Just messin’ with ya, Mugi! There’s no harm if it’s not me specifically! Let’s follow them creepily!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“NO!”
Ritsu yelped, turning around to find her fellow drummer staring at her angrily.
“Everyone stay where you are!” Nijika exclaimed. “You, especially!” The blonde pointed at Yoyoko, who jumped.
“What did I do!?”
“Let those two sort things out. Ikuyo’s been through enough.”
Seika rolled her eyes. “Oi, you kids. I think I’ve known too much about your love lives than I ever need to at this point.”
-
“K-kita-san- where are you taking me?”
Kita finally stopped after a minute of walking. Truthfully, she didn’t have any destination in mind, just looking to get as far as possible from everyone. They were standing in the small park Nijika ran off to before their STARRY’s audition.
“Hitori-chan. Finally, we can be alone. I’m really sorry- I never imagined the scenario to unwrap like this.. “
“L-like what?”
“Well, for one- I imagine there’ll be less people.” Kita muttered. “And we’ll be in STARRY.”
“I-i still don’t understand, K-kita-san.. What are you trying to do?”
Kita exhaled, suddenly feeling it to be hard to stare Hitori directly in her eyes. “I just- I gave you that chocolate cause I think you’re pretty cool, Hitori-chan.”
“M-me..? C-cool?”
“The coolest. You’re a great guitarist, a great teacher- and most of all, you’re a great person, Hitori-chan. You’ve had a huge impact on me. Before I met you, I didn’t even know what I wanted to do with my life. I joined this band on a whim, and I left just as quickly. But you brought me back, and you showed me how fun playing music can be! I’m forever grateful for that.”
“Aw, gee- well- ahahaha, I- Ahk!”
Hitori choked on her spit as Kita suddenly held onto her hands. “K-kita-san- I-it’s really no big deal, h-honestly, I’m still just some loser who lucked out to have friends like you guys..”
“How could you say that? I’ve seen you overcome so many hardships, Hitori-chan. Performing our first live at STARRY, performing that play at our culture festival, performing that solo! All through your own resolve! How could you say that you’re not amazing with everything that you’ve done?”
“I-i have you guys helping me in all of those.. Y-you three were the highlight of our first live. A-and I had you h-helping me with the play.. A-and not to mention how you w-wrote that song for our culture festival, K-kita-san! I j-just ended up ruining it with my dive.”
Kita shook her head. “I still got to sing it to the girl I love.”
Hitori looked down. “Y-yeah… I b-bet S-sasa-san loved the son-”
“I wrote that song for you, Hitori-chan.”
It took a couple of seconds for the words to register- before Hitori’s eye bursts open. “H-huh?”
“I wrote that song for you.” Kita repeated.
“Y-you wrote that song for me..? B-but that song was about.. love and junk.”
Despite her self insistence on this being a serious, genuine and heartfelt moment, Kita can’t help but chuckle at Hitori’s reaction.
“Yeah.”
“W-wait-” Hitori paused, her expression making it look like she was solving difficult math problems in her head. “Y-you wrote a s-song, a-about l-love.. and longing- and you meant it for m-me?”
Kita nods.
“N-not Sasa-san..?”
“No. Not Sattsu.”
Hitori blinked stupidly back at her. “S-so…. wh-what does that mean?”
Kita exhaled. Was she being obtuse on purpose? But she really couldn’t be mad at Hitori.
“Do you really want me to spell it out for you?” Kita said, pulling Hitori closer. “I- I like you, Hitori-chan. I like like you.”
Kita paused, looking down at the ground. Hitori looked on in confusion.
“AAGH! That’s underselling it! I love you, Hitori-chan! I-i’m in love with you-!”
“I- K-kita san, I- I-”
Hitori merely looked back at her in shock, and Kita couldn't help but feel something tugging her heart. She’s not responding. She-
Kita chuckled hollowly. “O-of course, I’ll accept any response you’ll give me, Hitori-chan. I don’t need you to reciprocate my feelings.” It hurts to lie, but Sasaki prepared her for this outcome, and it’s still better than never shooting your shot. Just like what she told Azusa. “I just wanted to finally get it off my chest.”
Kita took her gaze off Hitori, hiding her face from the pinkette, releasing her hands. Don’t cry- you can’t show weakness. You know it’ll only make her feel guilty. After what seems like forever, Hitori spoke,
“K-kita-san.., I’m- I’m straight.”
Kita could feel her heart drop. Of every outcome that she thought of- she never even considered this. How can she be so stupid? Only a small percentage of people in the world is gay, and she would've been lucky if Hitori was. Even if she was gay- that wouldn’t necessarily mean she’d like her! How could’ve she been so stupid, how, how-
“A-at least.. I thought so.”
Kita turned back to Hitori. Wait, what?
“I-i guess, the idea of romance just seemed so far-fetched to someone like me..that I never really put thought into my preferences.. So I just thought I was straight. B-but seeing you today, and y-yesterday- a-and these last few months really- it made me feel… it made me feel!”
“W-what are you saying, Hitori-chan?”
“I don’t u-understand myself j-just yet, K-kita-chan. E-everytime I tried to imagine myself in a relationship with someone- I always imagined myself with a guy- b-but, but- thinking about it now- I wouldn’t mind it, if it was you instead, K-kita-chan.”
Kita couldn’t believe what she was hearing- she felt like exploding into a million pieces. “Y-you mean that Hitori-chan?”
Hitori nods shyly.
“T-then-” Kita sputtered, having trouble measuring her breathing. “W-will you go out with me?”
To this however, Hitori seemed uncomfortable. She averted her face from Kita’s, looking at a pile of construction pipe by the corner.
“I-i see. You still have doubts.”
Hitori nods shyly.
Kita couldn’t lie and say that she wasn’t disappointed, at least to a certain degree. Hitori doesn’t want to go out with her…
..yet.
“Then would you at the very least allow me to stay by your side until you decide?”
To this, Hitori stared back at Kita briefly, before a small smile appeared on her face.
“Y-yeah, I’d like that. I don’t want t-this to change anything between us, K-kita-san. I-i could probably live without a relationship- b-but I never want to not be friends with you. I-i’m sorry that I’m not strong like you to just say y-yes.”
Kita shook her head. “There’s nothing to apologize for, Hitori-chan. As long as we can still be by each other’s side, then I’m happy.”
“K-kita–san..”
Kita retook hold of Hitori’s hand.
“Oh-!”
Kita perked up, turning to the construction pipes by the corner.
“You guys can come out now.” She said exasperatedly.
“Sorry, Kita-chan!” Yui said, emerging from inside one of the pipes. A tired looking Azusa followed, stepping out from behind the pipes.
“Oh- I actually wasn’t expecting you guys.” Kita said.
“We were passing by! And then we spotted you guys here!” Yui said.
“I told her you guys probably didn’t want to be bothered.” She sighed. “But she didn’t listen.”
“I’m sorry, Azu-nyan.” Yui said, rubbing the back of her head. “We came here to save our band, Kita–chan! Mio-chan, Mugi-chan and Ricchan are fighting! You must help us!” Yui exclaimed.
“Really? They looked friendly with each other back at STARRY.”
“Eh? They were?” Yui blinked stupidly, before turning to Azusa with a huge dopey smile on her face.
“We did it! We did it, Azu-nyan, with the power of our love!” Yui said, throwing herself into an embrace with the smaller girl.
“Yui-senpai…” Azusa gave a half hearted attempt of shaking off her senior, before resigning to her fate.
“Uhk-!” The sudden noise caused everyone to turn to Hitori. “S-so we had an audience the entire time..?”
“Oh no, Hitori-chan-”
Kita wasn’t quick enough, and Hitori instantly melted into a puddle.
Yui shrieked. “Noo, Hitori-chan! Don’t die!” Yui said, scrambling to the puddle and scooping the liquid Hitori with her cupped hands. “That moment with Kita-chan was heartfelt! You can’t leave her a widow!”
Kita blushed. “W-widow?”
Azusa laughed. “I guess you found your answer, Kita-chan.”
“No- I don’t think I’ve found it just yet, Azusa-chan. But I’m making good progress. Now both of us will be looking for that answer, together.”
“I see.”
“How about you?” Kita said, eyeing the tuft of brown hair on Azusa’s scarf. The shorter girl noticed it and quickly brushed it off.
“Same here.”
-
“So..?”
“We passed! Even Yui!” Ritsu excitedly announced.
Yui rubbed the back of her head as everyone cheered her on.
“I always knew you had it in you, senpais.” Azusa clapped, throwing a gentle smile at Yui in particular. The senior blushed, looking away.
“A toast, then- to us!” Mugi said, pushing her teacup to the middle of the table.
“To us!” Everyone followed suit, clinking their china.
“It feels like yesterday we were on the brink of disbanding-” Yui said tearfully.
“That WAS yesterday, Yui.” Mio replied.
Mugi shuffled in her seat. “Million apologies, for that- I can’t express how regretful-”
“Atatatata! What did we say? Forget about it!” Ritsu said, pushing an index finger towards Mugi’s lips. Mugi nods silently.
“Ekhm.”
Everyone turned to their youngest member, who had stood up from her seat. “S-senpais. I have something I want to give you.”
Azusa took out the same package she’s been carrying with her for two days.
“Whoa kid, what is this?” Ritsu awed.
“It’s a chocolate cake.” Yui said.
Azusa opened the package and served each her senpai a slice.
“It’s delicious! Just like the one from yesterday!” Yui said.
“Yesterday? You already gave one to Yui?”
“Yeah! That one’s specially made for me! Azu-nyan gave it to me beca-mmmph.”
“Don’t talk while you eat, senpai.” Azusa said, shoving another slice up Yui’s mouth. Ritsu laughed.
“What, kid? Embarrassed about your valentine date?”
“H-how did you-”
“Come on, it was soooo obvious. Even Kita figured it out before you, remember? You told me all about that festival at the pier.”
“As if you’re one to talk!” Azusa retorted. “You and Mio-senpai are just as blatant!”
“W-we are not!” Mio rebutted.
“Senpai. Both of you are feeding each other right now.”
The two seniors paused. “Could mean anything.” Ritsu said.
To everyone’s expectation- Mugi squealed in joy, before clearing her throat. “I’m sorry- It's just. I’m really happy for you guys, you know?”
“Azu-nyan! I just remember! Give me your hand!” Yui suddenly said.
“Okay.” Azusa obliged, and Yui placed a small piece of candy on her palm.
“For white day!” Yui beamed.
“Cheap. It doesn’t count unless you give it on white day, dummy.” Ritsu snarked.
“It doesn’t!?”
“Should we leave a portion of cake for Sawa-chan?” Mugi asked.
“Yeah, we should. Hey, Mio- what are you looking at?”
“It’s snowing.”
Azusa turned around to the window behind her. “It is. Everything’s white out there.”
“Let me see!” Ritsu said, getting up from her seat. Mugi and Mio followed, gathering by the window behind Azusa.
“Don’t leave me behind!” Yui whined. “I can't see anything from here!”
“Hey, don’t push your way in-!”
Yui reemerged below Azusa, right in front of the window.
“Mou, Yui-senpai. Such a kid.”
“It’s so pretty..” said Mugi.
“It snows a lot this year.” Mio said.
“Watch out!” Azusa said, yelling at a pedestrian outside.
“Ahahaha! She slipped! ITAI!”
“Baka! Don’t laugh at her!”
The group paused, before bursting into a fit of giggles.
“It’s been cold these past few February days.”
All the seniors turned their attention to their kouhai. “I like spending time like this with everyone.. Ton, too." Azusa said, eyeing the tank next to her. "When we do, I no longer feel cold.”
Azusa felt something bumping her midriff. Yui had leaned herself onto her, looking up and beaming.
“We’re warm when we’re together, Azu-nyan.”
“H-hai.”
“Yeah, we are!” Ritsu said, hugging the smaller girl. Mio and Mugi followed suit, creating one big group hug.
“Oh, so everything’s back to normal?” said a new voice.
The group collectively turned, finding their advisor by the door.
“Sawa-chan! Come join us! We left you some cake!”
-
For once, it was a quiet day inside FOLT’s studio.
“Ah- what wouldn’t you give for a day like these, girls? I feel at peace.” Akubi said.
“Senpai hasn’t been around much has she?” Fuko giggled.
“Bad news for my readings though.” Yuyu said, “Her negative aura attracts useful spirits!”
“She’s gonna run out of chocolates to hand out at some point. She’ll be back any time now.”
The door burst open, and in came Yoyoko.
“Speak of the devil.”
“How’d it go, senpai?” Fuko asked. “Did they like the chocolates?”
Yoyoko didn’t respond, merely shrugging off her coat and sitting down on the couch with a blank expression.
“Uhh, senpai- you okay?”
“I’m never doing this valentine’s thing again!” Yoyoko exclaimed. “Those girls are nuts!”
“Can’t be that bad.”
Yoyoko just shook her head. “They owe me a lot of white days.”
Notes:
i hope the conclusion of these romance arc is satisfactory. i didnt really like how dragged out it was getting, so i wanted to end it here so we can move to the next arc, which would probably be the final one. were nearing the end of this thing.
bet you werent expecting kendrick and drake here- i know i wasnt
Chapter 21: UNITE!!MIRACLE
Summary:
Both bands confront the reality of their situations, meeting old and new foes as they do.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The rest of February would soon fly by like the upcoming spring breeze. Now with the girls finally confronting each other over their feelings, there was nothing else to be done other than spend the rest of their time together, in the dying days of winte-
“MIKAKUNIN RIOT!”
“We get it, Nijika. You don’t need to scream it every thirty seconds.” Ryo said, as she and the others traversed through the bustle of Shimo-Kitazawa.
“I deem it to be necessary! Especially with how malleable we’ve been to… distractions.”
Nijika eyed her two guitarists, both averting their eyes and blushing pink.
“I trust that you two got it out of your system?”
The pair of guitarists glanced at each other shyly, Kita giving a very small nod on behalf of Hitori, who managed an equally small, flustered smile.
“Yes, senpai. We decided to just- keep everything like it’s always been for now… we’ll do it at our own pace.” Kita said, her hands shyly making their way to Hitori’s.
“Is that so? Well, then I’m very happy to hear that, Kita-chan.” Nijika smiled earnestly at the pair. She was glad to see that Hitori was at least willing to give Kita a chance- and Nijika, as their senpai first and foremost, only hoped for the best for them.
“Phew. I was ready to pack up my bags and everything.” Ryo butted in. “But seems like this band is strong enough to survive relationship drama. In conclusion- that’s the reason why we’re better than The Beatles.”
Nijika rolled her eyes. “Anyway- now that we got that whole thing off our hands- we need to get back on track. We already mailed our demo to be considered by the judges last month, so now we only need to wait. Announcements should be coming in this week- Halt. This is the place.”
“Lotsa foot traffic.” Ryo said as she looked around. Yeah, this is perfect.”
“I’ll ready up the amp!” Kita said.
“I-i’m not sure I’ll ever g-get used to these..” Hitori said, warily eyeing the passersby like they’re going to jump up and eat her at any moment.
“Come on, Bocchi-chan. We’ve been doing street performances for what- a month now? Surely you’re used to it by now.” Nijika said as she prepped her portable drum set.
“She is making small steps!” Kita chirped in.
“Yeah- at least she’s not hiding in your drum case anymore.” Ryo said as she plugged in her bass.
“Hitori-chan is trying her best, senpai!” Kita said, taking offense on Hitori’s behalf. Hitori, in turn, just looks away shyly.
“I don’t mind, really. Look, I’ve gotten these muscles from dragging her all over the place!” Nijika said, flexing her newly toned biceps.
“That looks so unreal.” Kita gawked.
“It’ll make me stand out more! I’m really plain to begin with, and in performances you always cover me up, Kita-chan.”
“And you’re gonna solve that by growing muscles? That seems a bit excessive, you have plenty other unique traits!”
“Like?”
“You- um, you’re good at drawing..?”
“Right.” Nijika sighed. “Anyway- let’s get this thing started, shall we?”
The band began their street performance, and Nijika managed to glimpse some familiar faces in the audience. Bocchi’s fans, as usual, showed up and were watching by the front row. Hiroi stumbled onto the crowd, collapsing in the middle of the sidewalk and was promptly ignored by everyone, and PA-san, who was on her way to STARRY, threw in a couple coins into Ryo’s opened bass case (Nijika had to practically glared her down to keep her rooted on her spot instead of pocketing them).
Yep, all familiar faces.
“Well. That went well.” Nijika said as they finished off.
“Familiar crowds, though. Beginning to think that our band doesn’t have as big of a widespread reach.” Ryo said offhandedly.
Nijika paused. Ryo was right. They’ve been playing on different corners of Shimo-Kitazawa, but other than that one time at FOLT- they haven’t really branched out much, have they? If everyone that came to their performances were familiar faces- bar some random passersby, how would they be able to win Mikakunin riot?
“Ahh, my throat’s killing me!” Kita exclaimed. “Let’s grab a drink!”
“R-right- you could even order t-those treats with really long names f-for me, K-kita-san.”
“You mean the puri-puri pepero papipupepo perrope pacina-shortcake?”
Hitori blinked stupidly. “Yes.”
“Alright, I’m all done here.” Ryo said as she closed her bass case.
As they got up and left, Nijika was so lost in her own thoughts at what Ryo said earlier, that she failed to notice another certain familiar face that’s been watching their performance from a distance.
-
“There’s just no progress at all, huh…” Ritsu mulled. Even after an entire day of brainstorming in between classes, they’re still at a standstill.
“I’m sorry, Ricchan! I really did try and come up with a concept, at least!”
“Really? Can we hear them, Yui-chan?” asked Mugi.
“It’s not finished! But the chorus will definitely go like “Azu-nyan-nyan-nyan, Azu-nyan-nyan-nyan”.”
Ritsu exhaled. “I feel like that’s just gonna be annoying.”
“Well, I’m out of ideas, then!” Yui threw her hands in the air.
Ritsu leaned back. “And here I thought you would have more insight on your girlfriend.”
“Azu-nyan and I are not girlfriends! Yet..! I think…? Mou, it’s a bit confusing.” Yui trailed off.
“It’s alright, Yui-chan. Whatever it is you two decide your relationship will be, we’ll support you.” Mugi said.
“Mugi-chan.. You’re the greatest friend I could ever have!” Yui said, throwing herself onto Mugi’s embrace, which the latter accepted gratefully.
“What? What about me?”
“Don’t worry Ricchan, you can be the fourth best friend.”
“W-what the-? I’m not even third?!”
“You have Mio-chan to yourself to make up for it.”
“You’re right! Mio, can you give me another ki-”
The only response from the bassist was a thwack on Ritsu’s head.
“This is turning out to be an abusive relationship.”
“Be quiet, you baka! Do you want us to get caught!?”
“Oh, right!” Yui perked up, pushing an index finger to her lips. “We need to be stealthy!”
Ritsu puts both her hands behind her head. “Well- I suggested another place to hold this discussion to help with that.. but none of you would agree-”
“We are not having this discussion in the toilet.” Mio said stiffly.
“Azusa would come looking for us in our classroom, and she could walk in here at any moment.” Ritsu retorted. “Statistically speaking, we are much safer in the bathroom.”
“Statistically speaking, you’re an idiot.” Mio hotly replied.
“Maa… and here I thought that you two going out would throw off your dynamic.. I’m very glad that wasn’t the case.” Mugi said dreamily, barely paying any attention to the contents of the discourse.
“Of course Mio-chan and Ricchan would stay fighting, Mugi-chan! They wouldn't be them if they didn't!” Yui said matter of factly.
“Oi, when did this become about us?” Ritsu harked.
“Y-yeah!” Mio said, blushing pink. “We’re talking about Azusa here!”
“You’re talking about me?”
Mio shrieked, and everyone on the table jumped up in response. In the midst of their argument- none of them noticed Azusa entering the clubroom.
“A-azu-nyan!” Yui gawked. “H-hi.”
“Hi, senpai.” Azusa said, flushing just slightly as her eyes met Yui’s. “Were you senpais talking about me?”
“W-we weren’t!” Yui hastily replied. “When Mio-chan said Azusa she meant-”
“She meant Azusa, as in- the city in California.” Mugi smoothly replied, to which everyone looked on curiously.
“They named a city after Azu-nyan? I didn’t know you were popular in California, Azu-nyan!” Yui said distractedly.
“M-mou. Yui-senpai. It’s just a coincidence. But why were you talking about that?”
It seems like Mugi’s quick lie was snowballing into an even bigger one. The seniors all collectively swap glances, silently mulling over how they’re gonna get out of this one.
“We were thinking of where we’re going to go on our graduation trip.” Mugi sends out another lie.
The rest of the seniors blinked stupidly, but Azusa seems to have bought it.
“Ah, yes, of course. I didn’t know you senpais were considering going on one of those.” Azusa said as she put down her stuff and made a beeline to Ton-chan’s tank.
“We… were?” Yui glanced around perplexedly.
“We are!” Ritsu insisted, winking frantically at her to send a signal.
“When did this become a discussion about graduation trips?” Mio harshly whispered as Azusa turned around to feed their turtle.
“Just go with the flow.” Ritsu gritted through her teeth.
“Aaah… gomen.” Mugi mumbled, though she didn’t seem too apologetic.
“I told you we shoulda just done it in the toilet, Mio!”
“We are not doing anything like that in the toilet, Ritsu!”
A loud clatter disrupted their whispered arguments, Azusa had dropped Ton-chan’s food on the ground.
“S-sorry, senpai. I didn’t know you guys w-were already in that stage of the relationship where you’d do… that. N-not that I’m judging of course! But you probably shouldn’t do anything risque in school.”
Mio immediately went deathly pale, a semblance of her soul flying out of her body.
“W-we’re not doing anything like that!” Ritsu flustered. “Get your mind out the gutter, kid! We-”
But Ritsu was interrupted as Mio sent her face flying onto the surface of the table with one swift whack. “Look what you made her think we’re doing, you moron!”
Mugi watched on happily with widespread blush on her cheeks, while Yui, as usual- looked lost.
“What are they talking about, Mugi-chan?”
“You’ll understand when you’re older, Yui-chan.”
“Gomen, gomen!” Azusa said, bowing profusely to try and stop Mio from beating Ritsu further. “I-i won’t pry! Where are you senpais going for your trip, then?” the kouhai said, in an attempt to detract from the humiliating topic.
“S-STARRY!” Yui said the first thing that came to mind.
Everyone paused, looking at Yui curiously.
“STARRY.. You’re taking your graduation trip to STARRY?” Azusa asked.
“W-we.. wanted to ask Nijika-chan and her band for her opinion on a good place for our destination!” Yui said, struggling to justify the spontaneous suggestion. Azusa raised an eyebrow.
“The Yamadas are very well traveled, Azusa-chan.” Mugi said, coming to Yui’s rescue. “I’m sure Ryo-chan would be able to weigh in on the topic, in an unbiased manner. Unlike someone like myself.”
“Couldn’t you just have this discussion over text?”
“T-talking face to face is way more intimate, y’know?” Mugi sputtered.
“I see.. And when do you plan on going there?”
Everyone turned to Ritsu expectantly.
“Rrrrright…. now?”
“We’re really doing this?” Mio whispered.
“What else do you want me to do? All of you put me in a corner here!” Ritsu whispered back.
“Well, I guess there won’t be practice this afternoon.” Azusa sighed as she placed down Ton’s food. “I’ll pack my bags.”
-
“You know you’re not gonna will a response into existence just by glaring at your phone.”
Nijika sighed, ceasing her one way staring contest with her screen. “I could’ve sworn they’re announcing the results this week. What if we didn’t make it?”
“It’s only Friday.” Ryo hummed. “There’s like, two days left of the week last I checked.”
“Fine.” Nijika said, reluctantly pocketing her phone back. “Hey, Ryo.”
“Hmm?”
“You think we’re gonna make it?”
Ryo turned to Nijika as she said that, the drummer looking at her with an almost pleading expression.
“I have confidence in us.” Ryo said, giving the most professional answer she could muster.
“Hmm.” Nijika hummed, moving her gaze back to the road. Ryo wondered whether her response was adequate enough. Before she could come up with anything more to say, however- Nijika had noticed something.
“Ryo, is that- Yui-chan?”
Ryo stares at where Nijika was pointing, where a group of girls were having an impromptu snowball fight on the sidewalk.
“Well, only they would have a snowball fight out in the dark like this.”
“Let’s greet them.” Nijika dragged Ryo and made a beeline towards HTT.
“Take that, you traitorous private! How dare you side with your girlfriend over your beloved captain! You swore your allegiance to me!”
“I’m sorry, captain! But I can never go against my Azu-nyan! Never! And it's not girlfriends, it's soon-to-be-girlfriend!”
Azusa, the subject of the two brunette’s discourse, hid her face in shame as people passing by gawked at their public stunt. “Please don’t call me that..”
“It’s “bros before hoes,” Yui! And for us girls it’s chicks before- before… Mio, help me out here.”
“Leave me out of this.” Mio was hiding in a similar fashion to Azusa, both equally embarrassed at their partner’s antics.
“Betrayed by my own girlfriend! How many more stabs can I take toda- ITAI!”
“S-stop saying that- and stop goofing around! Can’t we just have this discussion when we meet Nijika and the others? That’s why we even got here!”
“Aha! Ricchan is distracted! Surprise snowball attack!” Yui said suddenly, throwing a snowball right at Ritsu and Mio. Mio yelped, ducking under the ball, which instead hit Ryo squarely on the face.
“Ow.”
“Ryo-chan!? Omigosh, I’m so sorry!”
“Hey, you guys.” Nijika said as she brushed the pile of snow off Ryo’s face. “You were lookin’ for us?”
“Yes we were, Nijika-chan. Off on a shopping trip?” Mugi asked, eyeing the bags Nijika and Ryo were carrying.
“Oh, I just bought some snacks to eat after our rehearsal. Ryo here tagged along with me.”
“I wasn’t expecting to walk through a battlefield on our way back.”
“Very sorry about that, you two.” Mio hastily said, releasing Ritsu from her grasp. “Yes, we were looking for you.”
“What’s up?”
“Let’s just talk about it when we get back to STARRY.” Mio said briskly. Ryo noticed that the other bassist was eyeing her kouhai as she said this, said kouhai busy lecturing her airheaded senpai.
“Works for me.” Nijika shrugs. “It’s getting cold out here anyway.”
The girls walked back to STARRY, Nijika and Ryo listening to Yui’s mindless drivel along the way. Ryo clucked her tongue. Suppose all that drama a couple days ago between them was settled? What was that all about, anyway?
“Senpai, you’re back-” Kita gasped as she watched HTT walk in along Ryo and Nijika.
“Mugi-chan!” Kita squealed.
“Kita-chan!”
“Why’s Mugi the only one getting such a warm welcome?” Ritsu whispered to Ryo.
“You guys didn’t tell me you were coming!”
“Well, this trip was a little… spontaneous, to tell you the truth.” Mugi said in a low voice.
“Huh? What do you mean?”
“Before we talk about anything, Kita. Hey, kid, don’t you want to catch up with Hitori or somethin’?”
Azusa perked up, glancing at Hitori, two flustered expressions meeting each other. “I suppose- but why-”
“Then go talk with her over there.” Ritsu said, ushering her kouhai towards Hitori. “Go on, now- weren’t she your “guitarhero” or something?”
“Mou, senpai! What’s with you? Whatever! Come, Hitori-chan, I do want to talk with you about your latest uploads..”
“E-erm… sure?” Hitori said, looking at Ritsu with a confused expression before obliging.
“Okay, what’s going on?” Ryo said, crossing her arms.
Yui puts up her index finger to her lips. “We need to be stealthy, Ryo-chan.”
Mio puts a hand to her forehead, sighing. “Sorry about this- we got caught up in a lie.”
“A lie..?”
“We were going to write up a song for Azu-nyan, as a farewell gift! Like you told me to, Kita-chan!” Yui said.
“Oh! I remember that!”
“Yes, we were trying to keep it a secret, and we lied by telling her we were trying to plan a graduation trip when she barged in on our top secret discussions!” Ritsu added.
“I still don’t see what this has to do with us.” Ryo said.
“Yui here said that we were going to go to STARRY to ask your opinions about the destination.”
”Couldn’t you just do this over text?”
“Whatever!” Mio fussed. “We just need to meet so the lie looks genuine.”
“Wait- but I don’t actually mind if we plan an actual trip.” Mugi said.
“Huh- what? Will there even be time?” Mio asked.
“The other clubs seem to go during the week before graduation.”
“Don’t you want to go, Mio-chan?” Mugi asked the bassist.
“Mou… of course I do, but- where would we even go..?”
“Dubai!” Ritsu immediately said, raising her hand.
“So they ended up going for real, then?” Ryo whispered to Nijika.
“I am so confused.” Nijika replied.
“I thought you wanted to go to Hawaii?” Mio raised an eyebrow.
“Dubai!”
“I want to go to Europe!” Yui exclaimed.
“Onsen! I want to play table tennis.” Mugi suggested.
Kita’s eyes lit up. “That sounds fun! Can we come?”
Nijika lets out a cough that sounds oddly like “Mikakunin riot.”
“You guys all want different things..” Ryo said, before turning to her fellow bassist. “What about you, Mio?”
Mio looked contemplative as she considered the question. “Well, I remember Akubi-san talking to me about wanting to go to London.. it’s rich with history of music, and hometown of many great musicians.”
“Hmmm…” HTT collectively pondered their options.
“Where’d you think we should go, Ryo-chan?” Yui asked suddenly.
“Me..? I’m not even going with you guys. Why would what I say matter?”
“Mugi-chan said you’re very well traveled!” Yui said, to which Mugi nodded.
“Well- I am a world renowned traveler.” Ryo nods sagely. Nijika, on the other hand, shook her head.
“So where do you think we should go?”
“The Czech Republic.”
HTT all exchanged glances, while Nijika facepalmed.
“Any particular reason for that?” Ritsu asked.
“It’s the home and origins of Polka music.”
“What’s that?”
“Only the greatest music ever invented by man. You can call it rock and roll before rock and roll.”
“Really?” Yui’s eyes lit up.
“Of course not!” Nijika retorts. “The two genres are nothing alike!”
“Maybe you can go to America!” Kita suggested. “I have some online friends from the states!”
“Which state?” Yui dopily asked.
“America’s not bad either. It is the home of the greatest Polka musician to live today, and my personal hero- Weird Al Yankovic.”
“I don’t think this is helping us decide.” Ritsu said, turning to Mio.
“We should just write down all the destinations we have in mind! We should write-”
Mio trailed off, causing everyone to look at her in concern.
“Mio-chan..?”
“We should write.. WE SHOULD WRITE!”
“Err.. yeah. I suppose we can-”
“No! We should be writing the song right now! What are we doing?”
There was a pregnant pause as the rest of HTT stared stupidly.
“You’re right, Mio-chan! I can’t believe I forgot! I’m a terrible senpai and soon-to-be-girlfriend to Azu-nyan!” Yui wailed.
“Soon-to-be-girlfriend?” Nijika muttered.
“I think we might’ve missed a pivotal development.” Ryo muttered back.
“R-right! Let’s just put our graduation trip aside for a moment..” Mugi said as she looked worriedly at Yui.
“I did send you some lyrics!” Mio said briskly. “Ritsu- you’ve checked your emails, right?”
“I did, I did! We already talked about this earlier!”
“Wait a minute.. emails! I need to check my email too!” Nijika jolted up.
“Is the announcement for Mikakunin riot finally here, Ijichi-senpai?”
“You’ve checked your email just now, Nijika. I told you, you need to be patient-”
“I got an email!”
Ryo paused, staring at Nijika disbelievingly.
“Oh, is it from your Mikakunin rabble thing?” Ritsu asked curiously.
“No! It’s..” Nijika said, glaring at her phone screen. “Oh my god!” It’s an invitation to perform!”
“Invitation to..perform..?”
“Here, look!”
Nijika handed the phone to Ryo, who began reading the invitation.
“So it’s a live opportunity?” Mugi asked.
“This is perfect! They must've heard us from all the street performances we’ve been doing!”
“Oh wow! This is a really big moment isn’t it?” Kita piped up. “This is so exciting!”
“W-what’s going on?”
Kita turned to Hitori, who just returned, grabbing her by the shoulders. “We got an invitation to perform, Hitori-chan!”
“R-really?”
“Oh, wow.” Azusa’s eyes lit up. “From who?”
“From! Err… who is it?” Kita said, turning to Nijika.
Ritsu, who was holding up the phone, read the name of the livehouse.
“Never heard of it.” Ryo said.
“This is the perfect opportunity to get our names out there, so more people would know about us when the voting starts!”
“We haven’t made it pass the judges yet, though.” Ryo commented. “Isn’t this a bit premature?”
“There’s no harm in broadening our horizons regardless. We can’t play in STARRY forever.”
“It says here that they loved our “hard rock” music. We don’t play hard rock. Are you sure this is legit?” Ryo asked.
“I’m sure that’s just a typo!” Nijika dismissed with a wave of her hand. “People have their own various interpretations of genres!”
Kita seems to be taking the news very well, jumping up and down and screeching excitedly. “I’ll put out an announcement!”
“P-performing at another livehouse? I-’m shriveling up..-”
“Hitori-chan’s shrinking!” Yui said.
“When people book bands, they usually tend to look for ones with similar energy. There’s a chance we’ll gather new fans there, and maybe make new connections!”
“Hear that, Hitori-chan? We’re gonna have more fans! Isn’t that exciting?” Kita said, attacking Hitori with her thousand giga-watt smile.
“A-ah, n-no, I m-mean, y-yes!”
“Perhaps I should get my hair done, hmm~! Or we can arrive by limo! Mugi-chan! You have some spare ones lying around, right?”
“Well, I suppose I could ask father to lend you one..”
“No objections from anyone? Then I’ll tell them yes!” Nijika exclaimed, typing up her response.
“Hmm..”
“What? Ryo, you got an objection?”
“It’s just- This seems really fishy.”
“Oh, come off it! This is a really huge opportunity for us, y’know? Look how happy Bocchi and Kita-chan are at this news!”
Ryo turned to her two kouhais, Kita desperately trying to return Hitori to normal size. She still felt skeptical, but Nijika doesn’t seem like she’s willing to back down on the matter.
She relented. “Alright. Let’s do this show.”
-
“Onee-chan!”
Seika looked up from her phone as her little sister approached her.
“What?”
Nijika was beaming radiantly at her. Seika raised an eyebrow. While the difference between their demeanor could be described as night and day, Nijika was practically glowing right now. Seika wondered if Kita had been teaching her sister the forbidden technique of extrovert aura.
“I’ve got some big news to tell you!”
“What is it?”
“Kessoku band is invited to perform at another livehouse!” Nijika said, proudly displaying an email receipt on her phone.
“I see, nice going.” Seika said simply, reading the excerpt. “Do people nowadays really consider bands like yours “hard rock”?”
“Mou, that’s just a typo, probably.”
Seika re-read the email, unease slowly creeping up in her stomach.
“Nijika.”
“Yes?”
“Have you considered… not doing this?”
“Huh?” Nijika tilted her head.
“I mean.. you have STARRY- you can just keep performing at my livehouse, can’t you?”
“Mou… onee-chan, what are you saying? This is a big opportunity for us!”
Seika averted her eyes, struggling to articulate her thoughts. “You should just keep playing in Shimo-Kita. I don’t think you’re gonna get a bigger audience performing outside.”
“What’s with the iffy attitude? I thought you’d be happy for me!”
Seika finally returned her gaze to Nijika's. “I- am. I just think-”
“Well, kessoku band is my own thing! It doesn’t matter if you don’t believe in me!”
“Look, this just seems really shady, okay? Someone reaching out to some obscure band out of nowhere like this! You sure that it’s not a scam?”
“Obscure nobodies? Is that how you see us?”
Seika bit her tongue. Shit, that one just slipped out. “Nijika, I didn't mean-”
“Why are you always so mean? You’re never supportive! I hate you, onee-chan, you-you idiot! You eggplant! You’re- you’re old!”
Okay, that was a low blow. “Being old isn’t an insult! Older women are in demand nowadays! Apologize to every middle-aged woman in this country right now!”
But Nijika already ran off to her room, slamming the door behind her. Seika sighed.
“Kids.” She huffed, returning her gaze to her phone.
“Livehouse in Ikebukuro.. Never heard of this place. What kind of place even is it?” Seika searched up the livehouse’s name, reading the first result that came up.
“Ugh, it’s that girl’s blog. Whatever, she’s the only one who seems to discuss this damn place.”
Seika began to read.
-
“We’ll call it.. Can’t stop my strawberry parfait!”
“Nope. Denied.”
Yui pouts. “But both Azu-nyan and strawberry parfait are equally sweet! It’s the perfect idea!”
“Is the highest compliment you can think of for people is comparing them to ice cream?” Ritsu asked wearily.
“Yes!” Yui said, as if Ritsu just said something blasphemous.
“What do you two have?” Ritsu said, turning away from the sulking brunette.
“I already sent you my lyrics!” Mio said hotly.
“Do you have any ideas that don't include panda bears, giraffes, or any other animals of any kind?”
Mio opened her mouth, before promptly closing it.
“What about you, Mugi?”
“Ah, none so far. Sorry, Ricchan. I’m not much of a writer.”
“It’s fine, Moogs. We’re running out of time, though. We're graduating next month.. and we still have nothing to give the kid.”
“Give who what?”
Ritsu jumped, turning to find Azusa standing behind her.
“Kid- you gotta stop appearing out of nowhere like that! What’s Sawa-chan been teaching ya?”
“I’ve been calling and waving at you all the whole time. You guys were just too engrossed in your discussion.”
“Azu-nyan!” Yui exclaimed, immediately throwing herself onto the kouhai. The sight of Azusa willingly accepting Yui’s affectionate gesture is something the rest of the band still have hard time adjusting to.
“Anyway, what were you talking about?” Azusa said, releasing herself off Yui.
“We- ermm..”
“We’re still trying to decide on where to go for our graduation trip!” Mugi piped up.
“Yyyeah. That. Sure.” Ritsu said.
“You senpais still haven't decided?”
“N-nope! Ahahaha, silly us! Can’t even decide on a destination!” Yui said.
“This thing turns out to be quite a crutch.” Mio whispered to Mugi.
“Anyway, have you all been waiting long?”
“Oh, not at all! We only arrived ten minutes ago. The train won’t be here for another five.”
“I see. Well, even if you senpais don’t know your graduation trip destination yet, we still need to know today’s. What livehouse are they performing in again?”
After their brief reunion yesterday, HTT had agreed to come to kessoku band’s performance later today, feeling it to be rude to at least not support them after intruding on them at the moment.
Ritsu repeated the name of the livehouse that they read off Nijika’s phone yesterday.
“I’ve never heard of this place before.” Azusa said.
“Me neither.”
“Well, actually- I’ve tried looking up this livehouse online yesterday.” Mio said.
“Oh, have you?” Ritsu turned.
“Yes. Although keep in mind that the source I’ve gotten information from is… questionable. But it’s the only one talking about it.”
“If it’s on the internet, it’s gotta be true!” Yui said. “I’ve read that off lacebook once.”
Mio frowned. “Well, the source I’ve gotten this information from is called ”Band Lab", under the section, "Poison Yami’s music corner”.”
The band collectively gasped.
“Poison Yami? But she’s that.. evil woman that bullied Azu-nyan and Hitori-chan!”
“Well. Evil might be a bit strong of a word. But yeah, I was hesitant on believing everything that was written there at face value- given her track record.”
Ritsu crossed her arms. “What did she say?”
“It’s one of the lower end livehouses- she doesn’t have much positives to say about the place. Historically, the place books relatively unknown and obscure acts, random ones at that. It’s basically a place for desperate and washed out musicians.”
Everyone fell silent as they heard Mio’s explanations. Mugi was the first to speak.
“Does Nijika-chan know about this?”
Mio pursed her lips. “Well….. I don’t think- no.”
“Should we tell her?”
“She already said yes!” Ritsu said. “We’re going to the livehouse right now! Kinda too late for that.”
Mio’s shoulder slumped.
“I-i’m not blaming you for that, Mio! You wouldn’t have known!” Ritsu said, hastily trying to comfort her partner. “Besides, it’s coming from Poison Yami of all people. It could very much be exaggerated.”
“Let’s just support them to our best ability.” Mugi said,
“Nijika-chan looked so happy about it yesterday, though. I hope this doesn’t dampen her spirits too much.” Azusa frowned.
“Don’t be sad, Azu-nyan! Do you need a hug?”
“Not now, Yui-senpai..”
“Come on, don’t be shy! We’re soon-to-be-girlfriends, after all!”
“S-stop calling us that! We can’t keep doing this in pub- oof!”
In her haste to avoid Yui’s insistent hugs, Azusa had accidentally bumped a passerby.
“Gomen! I-”
“It’s fine. I was-”
Azusa froze as she took in the appearance of the person she bumped. A girl about her height, with similarly long black hair, and two tufts of pigtails on each side of her head.
“Nakano Azusa?”
“P-poison Ya-”
“You!” Yui suddenly said, jumping in front of Azusa, separating the two girls from each other. “What are you doing here!?”
-
“We’re here, girls!”
Kessoku band stood in front of the designated livehouse, gawking at the signage.
“I’ve seen better.” Ryo said, observing a rat scurrying over the sidewalk.
“Aw, come on, Ryo. Just be grateful our talents are being recognized!”
“Are most livehouses this… grimey..?” Kita said, eyeing the building skeptically.
“Ahh.. P-personally, I don’t mind.. I-it’s moldy and disgusting.. Just like my closet.”
“Thank you, Bocchi-chan!” Nijika turned, smiling brightly at them. “Let’s do our best today! For Mikakunin riot!”
“Senpai seems very excited today.” Kita observed. “Did something happen?”
Ryo pursed her lips. If she knew Nijika- and she does, something definitely happened. Nijika is generally cheerful and easily excitable, but even for her this seems excessive, to the point it feels fake.
“Well come on in, girls- let’s show the world who kessoku band is!” Nijika said, opening the door for the rest of her bands.
“What a lady!” Kita said as she stepped in, tailed by Hitori. Ryo stayed back, prompting Nijika to eye her curiously.
“What’s wrong, Ryo? Got something stuck on your shoes?”
“Nijika. Did something happen?”
Nijika’s smile faltered at that. “Aha.. what do you mean..?”
“Well, I- uhm.. Nevermind.”
Both girls stared at each other for a brief moment, before Nijika let out a nervous laugh. “Geez, what’s with you Ryo? Come on!”
Ryo and Nijika stepped inside the livehouse, which was already packed with people. Both of them caught up to Kita and Hitori, who were looking around in confusion.
“T-there’s so many scary people around here..”
“I’ll protect you, Hitori-chan! Don’t worry!”
“Who do we talk to around here to confirm our presence?” Ryo said, looking around.
Nijika walked up to the person closest to her, who was fixated solely on her phone.
“Good day, ma’am! We’re kessoku band!”
The woman looked up from her phone, looking at Nijika like she had never seen something like her before. After a couple of seconds, she cleared her throat, and spoke in a dry, sleazy voice.
“Ah, yes. Rubber band, was it?”
“Kessoku band, actually.”
Ryo frowned. This doesn’t seem to be a good start.
“Of course, of course. I’m Yanagi, the booking manager. Thank you for accepting the invite. Rehearsals are at the back. Get ready for that.” she said dismissively.
“Err..”
“That’s a bit dismissive, no?” Kita said. Hitori meanwhile, breathed a sigh of relief.
“What are you relieved about, Hitori-chan?”
“They didn’t even remember our band name.” Ryo said.
“W-well. Our band name is a bit- hard to memorize..” Nijika defended weakly. “Anyway, let’s prepare! I wonder what other acts are also going to perform.” Nijika said, as she walked to the backrooms.
The rest of the bands shared a glance. Ryo shrugs, before following behind the drummer.
“W-who’re we going to f-find on the other side of this door..?” Hitori said, eyeing the backroom’s door warily.
“Hey.. no need to be nervous! We played a lot of gigs before this already, right?” Nijika laughed, though Ryo could see that she wasn’t entirely confident about their circumstances either.
Nijika opened the door, causing everyone inside to turn and look at them.
Ryo had to do a double take. “Oh. It’s one of those livehouses..”
-
“Stay close to me, Azu-nyan.” Yui said, ushering Azusa towards her.
“Y-yui-senpai-” Azusa wheezed out as Yui forcefully pulled her closer. “This seems rather unnecessary.”
“That woman is bad news!” Yui said, with subdued animosity that was rare for the normally airheaded brunette. “I won’t let her hurt you!”
“Yui-senpai-” Azusa sighed. “Why do you have to be so sweet and frustrating at the same time..?”
“Please. You’re acting like I’m going to punch her or something.”
Poison Yami stood a close distance from them, staring back at Yui indignantly. The train they boarded were less packed than expected- giving them more leeway in communicating.
“You did before!”
“I most certainly did not!”
“You did! With mean words!”
Poison Yami huffed. “I only told her my opinion. You need to learn to be able to take criticism if you ever intend on making it in the industry.”
“Enough of that! What are you doing here?” Ritsu harked.
“What? I can’t even take public transport? You don’t own this train!”
Mugi looked like she was about to say something- possibly to say that her father somehow also owned this train, before Poison Yami interrupted her. “You don’t scare me, heiress of Kotobuki enterprise! I’ve done nothing wrong!”
Mugi closed her mouth, before promptly reopening it. “I’m sure that’s not what Ricchan means. What are you actually up to?”
“I told you, I’m just boarding a train! Is that illegal now?”
Mugi frowned, and Poison Yami huffed smugly.
“Y-you’re not following us, are you?” Mio said shakily.
Poison Yami raised an eyebrow.. “And why would I do that? You guys are in no way of importance. The only talented member of your band had made it clear that she did not wish to heed my advice.”
“But you’re always up to something!” Yui pointed out.
“Kid. With all due respect- We’ve met once. How would you even know anything about me?”
“Akubi-chan told us as much!” Yui said. This seems to have riled Poison Yami’s interest.
“Akubi-chan..? As in SIDEROS Hasegawa Akubi? You are on first name basis with the drummer of SIDEROS?”
“Not only with her! Fuko-chan, Yuyu-chan, and Yoyo- AHK!”
“Yui senpai.” Azusa said, as she let go of her pinch on Yui’s arm. “Stop talking.”
Poison Yami looked taken aback for a moment. “I gotta say, for a bunch of nobodies, you five seems to be curiously well-connected.”
“So you’re really not up to anything?”
“No. For your information, I’m merely on a work trip.”
“Oh, a work trip, huh? What’s the job? Trying to break up other bands?” Ritsu accused.
“Again. You’ve met me once. That’s not all I do.”
“But you didn’t deny it!”
“Urgh. Whatever.”
Yui leaned down on Azusa to whisper. “Looks like she’s not here to ruin Hitori-chan’s performance after all- YEOWCH!”
“Shut up!”
“Oh, what’s that? Gotoh Hitori’s band is going to perform today? That’s such a huge coincidence! I didn’t know about that- no, not at all!”
“Wait a minute.” Azusa eyed the woman skeptically. “What’s really going on he-”
But before she could start her interrogation, the train stopped, letting in a barrage of people to board the train, separating her from Poison Yami.
“Oh, she’s definitely up to something.”
Mio sighed as she was shoved aside by the newly boarding passengers. “How did we even end up here..? You guys should’ve just taken my panda bear idea.”
-
“Hello, everyone!” A girl greeted them as they stepped in. “My name’s Michael, and we’re-” she gestured to her two bandmates, all of them clad in white with fake wings and halos as part of their get up, “-Angel’s cuticles! We look forward to working with you!”
Kita reflexively inspected her nails in response.
A group of tall middle aged men stepped up next, and Hitori shrank under their gaze. All of them were sporting clown makeup, their outfit littered with chains and spikes that reminded Ryo of the outfit Hitori once came up with.
“We’re Carnivals of the Undead!” One of them boomed, causing Hitori to shrink in fear. “We play death metal!”
“Cool.” Ryo muttered. “Who’s that guy, though?”
Ryo pointed at the lone man free of clown makeup and chains, wearing a business suit and carrying around an acoustic guitar. He looked weak and frail, like one gentle gust of wind would send him crumbling.
“That. Is our vocalist.”
“After reaching mandatory retirement age.. I’d figure I give this “singing and guitar playing” a shot..”
“He’s just having a mid-life crisis.” one of the Carnivals of the Undead whispered to Kita.
“S-senpai, did we enter the wrong livehouse..?”
“No, Kita-chan.” Nijika gulps. “This is it.”
“Is it supposed to be a costume party?”
“I gotta say though.. I don’t think I quite grasp the concept here…” Nijika admitted.
“Aaaah.. It’s only been half a year for me doing this gig… but I received a very flattering email inviting me to play in this here joint!” The old man said to Hitori, who matched his dead eyed stare and frail demeanor. The man showed her his phone.
Nijika got close to read the excerpt. “I can feel the musicianship in your hard rock music.. This-”
“That’s the exact same wording as the email forwarded to us.” Ryo finished for Nijika.
“I bought this new guitar to start a new life! My wife left me and my house burned down three times.. I’ll be the opening act for today! Please lend your ear to this, Bells of melancholy.”
The old man began strumming his guitar, and Nijika looked on in pity.
“Maybe they call it hard rock cause life is hard..”
“We’re Angel’s cuticles, we want to rid the world of damaged hair!” the girls who previously greeted them spoke.
“You go, Raphael-chan!!” the other performers cheered her on.
“All black-haired women are sluts!"
“Ahh.. right. There sure are lots of.. interesting genres being showcased today.” Nijika said.
“W-what about those girls standing in the dark over t-there..?”
Hitori pointed towards a trio of girls, standing a good distance from the rest of the performers.
“Um, hello! We’re kessoku band!” Kita said, greeting the three, who all turned to face them.
The girl standing closest to them scoffed. She had short dark hair, and was dressed entirely in black and white. “Kessoku band? That’s a stupid name.”
Kita blinked stupidly, turning to her bandmates for support.
“Akira! What’s wrong with you? That’s no way to treat new friends!” One of the girls standing along her chided. She had short blond hair, and was shortest among the trio. She gave a warm smile to kessoku band. “Sorry about my friend here, she’s a bit ..”
Akira huffed, averting her eyes.
“Anyway. My name’s Yoshida Ayame! I play drums for our band, Onna Gumi! That’s Wada Akira, and this is Hayashi Sachi, our bassist!”
The last girl, who so far had seldom spoken a word, gave a small fleeting smile before averting her eyes. She was tallest among the three, with long brown hair.
“Let’s be friends!” Ayame said happily.
“F-friends- w-whoa.. T-these people are m-moving too-fast, Kita-chan!” Hitori shakily whispered. Ayame, observing this behavior, laughed.
“A shy girl, huh? Looks like you got some competition, Sachi!”
Sachi continued averting her eyes, hiding her face behind her curtains of long brown hair.
“What genre do you play?” Nijika asked.
Ayame opened her mouth to answer, but Akira had spoken up before her.
“Save it. We’re not here to make friends.” Ryo saw Nijika’s smile falter, and immediately felt a strong dislike for this Akira character. Ayame furrowed her brows, but before she could speak, Akira had once again interrupted her.
“Come on, let’s begin our rehearsal.” Akira nods at her two bandmates, before walking away from the scene. Sachi quietly followed, while Ayame muttered apologies for her friend’s behavior.
“Onna Gumi, huh? Never even heard of em. At least Ohtsuki Yoyoko had the decency to be popular before talking down on people.” Ryo said tartly.
Kita mumbled something indistinct, rubbing Hitori’s back soothingly.
“Well, don’t mind them. Let’s just- Nijika, where’re you going?”
“I need to look for that booking manager. I need to know what she’s thinking of when she invites us here.” Nijika said, as she stepped out of the backroom. “There’s gotta be a reason..”
“Senpai..”
Ryo frowned. This was exactly why she was skeptical of this invitation to begin with.
-
“Okay. Something’s clearly wrong.”
“And what makes you say that?”
“I don’t know- the fact that she’s still following us!?”
Poison Yami paused, stopping a good distance from HTT.
“I knew it! She was trying to follow us! Azu-nyan, get behind me!”
Poison Yami rolled her eyes. “Ugh, you girls. Fine. I’m here to watch kessoku band perform.”
“Aha! You’re trying to break up their band again!” Ritsu said, pointing at the journalist.
“Look, I don’t know where this reputation of me being a bandwrecker comes from. All I’ve said was that Gotoh Hitori’s talent was better placed elsewhere.” Poison Yami said, eyeing Azusa as she does.
“And do you still believe that?” Azusa stared back.
Poison Yami didn’t immediately respond, opting to observe Azusa instead.
“Do you hate me, Nakano Azusa?”
“Huh?” Azusa stammered. “Where’d that come from?”
Poison Yami shrugs. “It really wasn’t personal, you know. I’m merely just telling it like it is. As a journalist, I have to be absolutely impartial. Surely you yourself felt the gap in skill in your performances?”
“W-well-” Azusa stammered, and she hates seeing a smile slowly rising up in her opponent’s face.
“That doesn’t matter!”
Azusa turned, finding Yui staring determinedly at Poison Yami. “Azu-nyan is part of our band! Without each other, our music wouldn’t sound the same!”
“Yui-senpai..”
Poison Yami sighed. “You kids.. You know that you can’t just achieve success through the mere power of friendship, right? Every band preaches this sort of unity crap in the beginning, but once you actually dive your toe into the industry, you realize that simple “good vibes” doesn’t put money on the table.”
“There are more important things in the world than making money.” Yui said, and Azusa was surprised to see how resolute her senpai looked as she said that.
Poison Yami shook her head. “Spoken like someone yet to grow up. You might be happy now, but that’s temporary. You’ll realize soon enough that your band will only stagnate with that mindset- and then no one will listen to you.”
“G-guys, can we like- not fight out here..?” Mio muttered, and that seemed to bring everyone back to their senses.
“Yeah. Finally something I can agree on.” Poison Yami said, walking past the band. “I need to get going if I don’t want to miss the show.”
“Twerp.” Ritsu said as Poison Yami finally moved out of earshot.
“She’s older than you, you know.” Mio chastised.
“Doesn’t stop her from being a twerp.” Ritsu said stubbornly.
“She’s not necessarily wrong, senpai.”
Everyone turned towards Azusa.
“Azu-nyan..?”
Azusa shook her head. “It’s fine, Yui-senpai. Come on, let’s keep going. I think we’re almost there.”
Azusa followed behind Poison Yami, while the rest of her senpais exchanged glances behind her.
“Damn it. Why does she always have to show up and ruin everything?” Ritsu muttered.
“Have faith, Ricchan. Azusa has said that she believes in us.”
“Still… you can’t help but be demotivated after hearing all that.” Mio said.
Yui frowned. Did she say the wrong thing? Mugi, displaying once again her knack of clairvoyant-like perception, spoke up.
“You didn’t say anything wrong, Yui-chan.”
“Anyway, we have more pressing matters to worry about than a journalist’s opinion. For example, the song?” Mio pushed.
“I haven’t forgotten!” Yui said defensively. “It’s just nothing’s currently coming to mind right now!”
“Well then, what better place to find inspiration than in this live! So many artists from different genres to take inspiration from- surely one would do it!” Mugi suggested.
Mio sighed. “Let’s hope so.”
“Way to put a positive spin on this, Mugi. You’re one of a kind.” said Ritsu.
The four girls finally caught up to Azusa, who was unexpectedly talking to another familiar face.
“Tenchou-san!” Mugi gasped.
“Oh, there they are, Azusa.” Seika looked up, inspecting the four girls approaching her.
“Hi, tenchou.” Ritsu greeted. ”Are you here to watch kessoku band too?”
“Yeah. Suppose it’s the same with you girls?”
The girls nodded.
Seika frowned. “I see. Of course Nijika would’ve invited you girls.”
“You don’t look happy about it, tenchou-san.” Yui chirped.
“Well, it’s just-”
“You already knew what kind of livehouse they’ll be performing in, don’t you?” Mugi asked, straight to the point.
Seika turned to Mugi, squinting her eyes. “..yes.”
Ritsu patted the woman on her back. “There, there, manager-san. You just didn’t want to crush her spirits.”
“Says who? She will get her spirits crushed either way. I don’t care. It’s an essential life lesson for her.”
Mio furrowed her brows. “You can’t seriously think that.”
“That’s just how life is. She’ll get hurt no matter what. Better to get burnt now when she’s still young and it hurts less, ow.” Seika said, straightening her back.
The manager trudged forward, causing Ritsu to huff. “A lot of joy in the air today, huh.”
Yui frowned. Why’s all the adults trying so hard to put them down today?
-
“Ryo-senpai, you haven’t found Ijichi-senpai yet?”
Ryo shook her head. She’s searched the livehouse three times at this point, but Nijika was nowhere in sight.
“The first band is almost up..” Kita said, eyeing the stage warily.
“M-maybe we should change your approach..”
“What do you mean, Bocchi?”
“W-well, she said she was looking for the booking manager.. Perhaps you could find Nijika if you look for her instead?”
Ryo doubts this, since the booking manager was nowhere to be seen either. Looking for her would be equally difficult.
“Hey guys!”
The previous girls that talked to them earlier approached them.
“Hey, guys! Ayame, was it?” Kita greeted.
“Yeah! Sorry about earlier.”
“It’s no worries! Right, guys?”
Hitori shook her head, but Ryo only stared blankly.
“A-ah.. they’re not much of a talker..” Kita muttered.
“Same with Sachi here.” Ayame said, trying to pull her into the conversation, to no avail. The girl looked like she could go an entire month without talking.
“Do you need anything?” Ryo cuts in.
“Yes. Have you guys seen Akira around?”
“The judgemental one with the butch cut?”
“Ryo-senpai!”
“Ahaha! Very straightforward huh, Ryo-chan? I like that. That’s so Akira.”
Ryo can’t help but feel insulted at the comparison.
“Akira said she was going to the bathroom, but she hasn’t returned yet. Our band’s gonna come up soon.”
“Oh… that’s concerning.”
Ryo huffed, wholly uninterested in Ayame’s plight. “I’m going out to look for Nijika again, Ikuyo.”
“S-senpai, don't call me that in front of new acquaintances.” Kita said through gritted teeth.
“Wanna come with, Bocchi?”
“U-um.. I think I’ll stay here and keep an eye on the s-stage.”
“Ah, I get it. Want to spend more time with your girlfriend, don’t you?”
Both Kita and Hitori turned bright red. Ryo smirked, it’ll be months before teasing these two gets old.
“Ryo-senpai! You-”
“Catch you later, Ikuyo.” Ryo said, fleeing the scene, leaving a sulking Kita in her wake.
“Oh, Ryo-chan! Keep an eye out for Akira too, would you?”
Ryo didn’t respond, already turning and leaving the stage area. Traversing empty abandoned corridors, Ryo spotted the drummer by herself in the distance.
“Niji-”
But Nijika had already disappeared around the corner.
“Where is she going..?” Ryo walked up to the corner, before she spotted the exit door opened, slightly ajar.
“Going outside?” she muttered.
Before she could follow behind her, Akira appeared around another corner, exiting the door as well. Ryo’s stomach turned. Those two being alone, especially given Nijika’s weird mood, and Akira’s… unlikeability, doesn’t sit well with her. Ryo sneaks up to the door, peeking through the gap between the doorframe.
“Oh, it’s you.” Akira said as she spotted Nijika. “What’re you doing here?”
Nijika turned, and Ryo’s stomach churned further. To most people, Nijika just looked slightly taken aback, throwing a quick smile as she recognized Akira. But that won’t fool her. Nijika was slipping on a mask.
“Akira-san, was it? I just needed some fresh air.”
“Is that so?” Akira said, taking out a pack of cigarettes and lighter. She subsequently lit it, before offering the open box to Nijika.
Nijika instinctively blocked her nose, putting up her free hand to reject the cigarette.
“Ah, not a smoker?”
“N-no. My sister smokes, but I’d rather not do it myself.”
Ryo rolled her eyes. How could she even mistake a bright, peppy girl like Nijika to be a burnt out smoker like her?
“I’ll keep my distance then.” Akira said, taking a pull off her cigarette.
Silence fell between the two, and Ryo considered just barging in to pull Nijika back in, before Akira spoke.
“So, what’s on your mind?”
“Huh?”
Akira took another huff of her cigarette. “You’re in the smoking area, blondie. And you just told me you’re not a smoker. Why’d you go here- all alone, instead of being inside with your band?”
Nijika shuffles awkwardly. Akira blew a cloud of smoke in the opposite direction.
“Just.. thinking.”
“You found out what this place is finally, huh? Just random hodgepodges of acts that damn booking manager fishes out of her recommended tabs on Oh!tube.”
Both Ryo and Nijika perk up. She knew?
“You knew..?”
“Well, duh. No one else would book my band unless they’re desperate. We’re just highschool students. Nowhere near professionals.”
That comment about being just ”highschool students” seems to have shaken Nijika, who looked like Akira just slapped her. “T-then, why’d you even accept the gig?”
“It’s better than nothing. When you’re starting up, you can’t be too picky about the gig you’re offered.”
“I-i suppose.”
“Are you disappointed?”
Ryo could see Nijika jolting up uncomfortably. Another bout of silence washed over the two, as Nijika looked contemplative while Akira coughed.
“Just in myself, really.” Nijika eventually said. “I really thought- when we got that invite, that we were finally being recognized. I didn’t even listen to my sister or my friend’s hesitations.”
Ryo bit her lip. So that’s what happened.
“Yes. You were blinded by excitement that you failed to listen to reason.” Akira said. “Pity.”
“Gahh! What am I doing? I’m supposed to be a good, responsible leader! I can’t even get us more fans than we already have. What rights do I have to call myself a leader?”
Akira doesn’t respond, opting to take another huff of her cigarette.
“Instead, I jumped into this without doing any research, disappointing everyone in my band. I’m a failure.”
“That’s enough.”
Nijika perked up. Ryo opened the door wide, finally confronting the blonde.
“Ryo! You- you heard-”
Ryo tapped Nijika’s head lightly. Nijika looked on in confusion.
“What-?”
“I’m beating some sense into you. Y’know- what you usually do to me when I say something ridiculous.”
“But-”
“What? You feel responsible because this isn’t the live you thought it’ll be?”
“Y-yeah..?”
“That won’t be enough to discourage us. All we gotta do is to put out a performance that’ll help turn these audiences into fans.”
Nijika mustered out a weak smile. “Ryo, you-”
“Yuck.”
Ryo and Nijika turned to face Akira, who spat her cigarette to the ground.
“That all it takes for you to turn? Man, your types are easy to please.”
“My types? What are you talking about?”
“The “oh- we can do this because we’re together!” types. Some pep talk’s not gonna change your situation.”
“What’s your deal?” Ryo stepped up.
“I’m just tired of girls who only play around and don’t take music seriously. All you do is make noise and drag us all down. Some of us here actually care about making it, yet girls like you are creating stigmas against us- that girls only get by because we’re cute girls doing cute things, like playing the guitar.”
“And you know this, how?” Ryo rebutted. “You never even watched us play before!”
“Oh, I can just tell. Pink and red back there? They’re just the cute normie girls you’re bringing in to please the audience, right? Red probably couldn’t even tell the difference between a guitar and a six stringed bass. Pink looked like she’ll faint the moment she steps on stage.”
That declaration settles it. Ryo really doesn’t like this Akira character. “You-”
“That’s enough, Akira.”
Ryo blinked, turning as Nijika stepped in front of her. “You can criticize me and my band all you want- but I draw the line at insulting my friends. For your information, “Red” learned and mastered the guitar in less than six months, and managed to successfully write and perform a song from zero in three days! While pink- where do I even start? She’s the best damn guitarist I’ve ever met, and the bravest and most determined girl I know. She’s my hero.”
Akira stepped back furtively, Nijika responding by stepping forth.
“So don’t I ever catch you badmouthing my friends again, you hear me?”
Ryo gaped. She had never seen her to be confrontational towards anyone but her sister. The image of kind and gentle Nijika was slowly replaced by this fiery and determined one right in front of her.
And she kinda liked that.
“And if you have any doubts about our band, you’re free to come and watch us. We’re gonna knock your socks off, just like we did Ohtsuki Yoyoko’s.”
Akira sputtered. “Ohtsuki Yoyoko..? Of SIDEROS? You’d expect me to believe-”
“Akira! There you are!”
Nijika and Ryo turned. Ayame and Saichi were standing by the door, panting for breath.
“We’re almost up! What are you doing back here?”
Akira winced, eyeing Ryo and Nijika. “I was just..”
But Ayame wasn’t listening, looking at the discarded cigarette on the ground. “You’re smoking again? I told you to stop that!”
Ayame walked up behind Akira, kicking her on the back.
“AGH!”
Ryo whistled.
“Sorry you had to see that. She only smokes cause she thinks it looks cool.”
“Don’t- tell them that.” Akira panted.
“Sachi, carry her.”
The tall girl scurried forth, lifting Akira by her armpits.
“Anyway, we’ll be going now! Hope you’ll watch us, kessoku band.”
With that, Ayame left the premises, followed by an Akira-lifting Sachi.
“That was something.”
“I know, right? Even Mio and Ritsu aren't that violent.”
“No, I meant you, Nijika! I’ve never seen you talk like that to anyone before!”
“O-oh. Well!” Nijika blushed, trying to justify herself. “I can’t just take all that lying down can’t I?”
“No, and you absolutely didn’t. But I thought we agreed on no more secrets between us. Why didn’t you just tell us how you feel?”
“I was going to-! I didn’t expect that encounter!”
Ryo shook her head. “You’re awesome, Nijika. Don’t let any butch cut smoker weirdo ever tell you otherwise.”
Nijika snorted. “Well, when you put it like that..”
“You need to stop pushing impossible measures on yourself. It’s fine if we make a flop every now and then, we’ll still win Mikakunin riot for sure. And we’ll kill this live.”
Nijika sniffed. “Thanks, Ryo.”
“Besides, winning Mikakunin riot isn’t the true measure of success. We all know that the true measure of success for every musician is having your song parodied by the esteemed Weird Al Yankovic.”
“Alright, you’re talking nonsense again. That means you’re back to normal.” Nijika said, whacking Ryo’s head lightly. The blunette smiled.
“So are you.”
-
“Are we late? Have they started?” Yui chirped.
“Not yet. They should be up after this.” Seika said, eyeing the band on stage.
“What band is this?” Ritsu said, squinting her eyes to get a good look.
“The agenda lists them as “Angel’s cuticles-” Mugi said.
A muffled buzz came out of Seika’s pants. Taking out her phone, she looked up the caller ID.
“I’ve gotta take this. You girls watch without me.”
Seika began talking over the phone, moving out of the crowd. The girls turned their attention to the stage.
“Is this band singing about.. shampoo?” Mugi asked.
Mio huffed. “That’s dumb. Who would write a song about household appliances?”
Azusa eyed the bassist disbelievingly.
“Ricchan.” Yui whispered, “Look.”
Poison Yami was standing not far from them, watching the performance with a scrutinizing look.
“She’s not gonna try breaking up this act apart, trust me.” Ritsu said. “They’re an idol group. She’s got another thing comin’ if these girls’ agency gets wind of it.”
“I can hear you, you know.” Poison Yami said irritably. “We’re only standing a few feet apart.”
“Oh, really? That was totally unintentional.” Ritsu said loudly.
The journalist groaned. “What should I do to finally get rid of you kids?”
“I’m back. They’re not up yet, are they?” Seika said, before her eyes fell on Poison Yami. “Oh, it’s the age-faking, cute-acting- fairy tale writer.”
“GAH! Why do I keep getting verbally abused today? I should’ve never stepped foot on your damned livehouse!”
Seika stepped forward, putting the journalist in an unexpected headlock. “What’re you doing here?”
“Akh! I’m just doing my job! I watch all sorts of lives on my spare time.”
“Tenchou-san. You might want to cease the roughhousing. You don’t wanna be escorted out before Nijika-chan’s performance.” Mugi advised.
Seika released the writer, the latter gasping for air. “It’s thanks to this dolt that my sister began worrying about her band.”
“Again- I don’t know how many times I have to repeat this today, but I’m just voicing my opinion. Are everyone that I gave suggestions to going to show up and torment me today? Is SIDEROS somehow going to show up to chastise me too?”
“Wait a minute.. I just realized something.” Mio piped up. “You said that you knew kessoku band’s performing today. How? I thought you were banned from STARRY!”
“She is.” Seika said.
“What are we? Cavemen? I learned it from their ISSOSTA! They posted that they were going to perform here!”
“I thought you weren’t a fan of kessoku band.” Yui said.
Poison Yami blushed. “I-i wasn’t! I followed the account to keep tabs on Gotoh Hitori! She doesn’t have any social media presence outside of that, since she ceased speaking about her personal life on her Oh!tube.”
“Shh!” Everyone turned to Azusa, who was pointing at the stage.
“Thank you for that performance, Angel’s cuticles. Next up, kessoku band!”
“It’s them!” Mugi exclaimed. The crowd began to murmur as kessoku band took the stage.
“Is this band playing rock?” one audience member said.
“Why’s all the genres different so far?” Another one spoke.
Poison Yami sighed. “This livehouse, man..”
“Thank you for coming today!” Nijika said from the stage. “Let me introduce our band members! I’m Ijichi Nijika! On bass, Yamada Ryo!”
Ryo stepped forth, playing an impromptu solo.
“G-go, Ryo!” Mio exclaimed, raising her voice in a nature rarely done by the bassist.
“Maa…. Mio-chan always gets excited whenever the bassist gets a spotlight.” Mugi said demurely.
“I-i don’t need any on me though.” She muttered.
“On lead guitar, Gotoh Hitori!”
Hitori began playing an impressive riff that stunned the audience.
“That guitarist’s going crazy!” an audience member said.
“It got a metalhead like me enthralled! Who is she?”
“Bocchi-chan! Face the audience when you introduce yourself!” Nijika exclaimed.
“O-oh, right.” Hitori spun and bowed apologetically. Some of the audience laughed.
“I thought rock bands were scary!” An audience member wearing an Angel cuticle’s bandana said. “Maybe I'll stay around and watch.”
“They received well, at least.” Azusa muttered, eyeing the audience member who spoke.
“And here’s our vocalist, Kita-chan!”
“That’s me! Good afternoon! This is a bit unorthodox for us, but it must be fate! Who’s ready to rock?”
There were a couple people responding to the question.
“I couldn’t hear you! I said- who’s ready to rock?”
There was a much louder response the second time.
“Hm. They learned their way around a lukewarm audience.” Poison Yami observed.
“Without further ado, let’s start this performance! Our first song is called Never forget!”
The band began their performance, and all around them, the audience began bobbing their heads to the music.
“guitarhero…”
Azusa and Poison Yami turned towards each other after saying it at the same time.
“Well. Even if you don’t like the band, you can’t deny this is an amazing performance from Hitori-chan, right?”
“Not really. She’s just playing at her regular level. This is still not on par with the quality of guitarhero in her prime.”
“I don’t understand.” Yui suddenly said, startling both Azusa and Poison Yami. “How is this not amazing? Everyone here loves them! They’re doing so well up there!”
“They are.”
Azusa’s eyes widened. “Come again?”
“I said they’re doing well.”
“That’s new.” said Azusa.
Poison Yami shook her head. “I came by their street performances a couple of times. They’ve improved much since that first live of theirs I caught in STARRY. Still, this is way too slow of a pace. Guitarhero could achieve so much more much faster on her own. They’re holding her back.”
Azusa felt her shoulder slackening. So in the end, Poison Yami still won’t change her mind.
“Kessoku band is not holding Hitori-chan back. Hitori-chan is pushing kessoku band forward.”
Azusa and Poison Yami turned, expecting anyone but Yui to have said that.
“You won’t understand it if you only see the band as work. If you don’t care about anyone in the band, you’ll just leave when the other members don’t meet your expectations, right? But if you do care, you’ll keep pushing each other to improve. Because you want to be great together.”
Yui smiled, before she stared at Azusa directly. “I know that firsthand.”
A small smile managed to make its way up Azusa’s face. “Y-yui-senpai…”
Poison Yami stares back at Yui contemplatively. “I really don’t find any of this realistic.”
“These crazy kids won’t understand sensibilities.” Seika interrupted. “They’re gonna keep doing their own thing, no matter what we old timer says.”
Poison Yami raised an eyebrow. “You can’t seriously think that-”
Seika just nods towards the stage, where Nijika and the others are taking a bow as the audience applauds their first song.
“I told her to not perform here, yet she did anyway. Sure, it was stupid and possibly shortsighted- but she managed to make it work.”
Poison Yami followed Seika’s gaze, her expression complicated.
“They’re still young. It’s the perfect time to keep constantly failing and getting back up- when it’ll hurt less.”
Poison Yami still looked like she had a hard time processing this. “Well, I-”
A loud snore interrupted her response. The four girls turned to a nearby seat, where someone was unapologetically dozing off.
“How could you even sleep with all this racket?” Azusa said, as Poison Yami and Seika brushed past her.
“WOW, WHAT A GREAT PERFORMANCE!” Seika said, shouting in her right ear.
“THEY’RE PLAYING SERIOUSLY!” Poison Yami shouted in her other.
The woman yelped, jumping awake.
“It’s gonna be one hell of an experience.. So OPEN YOUR EYES AND WATCH!” The two women shout in tandem.
“W-what the- what’s going on-?”
“Music is going on! Honestly, it’s because of behavior like this that your livehouse reputation is in the trash!” Poison Yami spat. “You book people randomly because you put filling up the schedules over the bands!”
“A-ah, sorry.” The booking manager slurred, not fully awake.
“You know, you’re not completely unlikeable.” Seika said to Poison Yami.
“I’m always serious when it comes to bands!” Poison Yami said indignantly.
“W-wait, Poison Yami is.. good?” Yui said, watching the dialogue in confusion.
“She’s not good or evil, senpai.” Azusa rolled her eyes. “Real life’s hardly ever that simple. Even if she’s highly unpleasant-”
“Hey!”
“-there’s still some truth to what she’s saying. Whether you agree or disagree.”
Yui scratched her head. “Is that so? Hehe.. sorry Azu-nyan. I’m not very smart. I only understand things that are being told to me directly.”
“I’ve noticed.” The delivery was blunt, though Azusa was smiling. “And you made yourself very direct just now. You want to constantly improve yourself because of me?”
“But of course!” Yui immediately said. “We all do, Azu-nyan! We practice a lot, because we want to be a good senpai to you!”
“Haven’t seemed to be working-” Poison Yami said offhandedly, before Seika whacked her on her head.
“Well, I suppose you’re- you aren’t very good at that.” Azusa chuckled. “But you’re good enough.”
The kouhai threw herself into her senpai’s embrace.
“Azu-nyan- I thought you don’t like affectionate gestures in public..”
“Well, I could indulge every now and then.. You’re my soon-to-be-girlfriend, after all.”
Yui immediately brightened up at that, lifting Azusa off her feet and spinning her around. “You heard that, tenchou-san? She called me her “soon-to-be-girlfriend”!”
“What?” Poison Yami said.
“Just go with it. Let these crazy kids be crazy.” Seika said, recording the scene.
The rest of HTT meanwhile, watched in a mixture of confusion and relief.
“Alright, glad you got that all sorted out.” Ritsu grumbled. “Now would you please stop talking over the show!?”
-
“That was a great performance! I think I’ll come watch you again, along with Angel’s cuticles!”
“Thank you so much!” Nijika said to the new fan, handing him the signed copy of Kessoku band’s CD.
“Wow, that was great.” The booking manager said sheepishly. “That’s the first time I’ve heard you play, but it was good.”
Ryo stared blankly. “First..?”
“You really did just book people randomly.” Nijika muttered bitterly.
“Especially the guitarist. You were really funny up there, swaying left and right.” Yanagi said, to a stricken Hitori.
“B-but I was playing s-seriously!”
“Bocchi-chan, next time you’re on stage don’t move an inch.” Nijika said. “Just another rumor to clear up…”
Kita pats Hitori on the back gently.
“Hey guys!”
Ayame, Akira, and Sachi walked up to their booth, Ayame beaming brightly. “That performance was great! We watched from backstage!”
“Thank you, Ayame-san.” Nijika smiled.
“I also think Akira has something to say to you.”
Akira groaned. “Do I have to?”
“Akira.”
“Fine. I’m sorry, okay? I see now that you guys don’t just play around with your band. Your performance up there says everything.”
“Thanks, Akira-chan. We hope you all continue to support us, up to the very top of Mikakunin riot!”
Akira perked up at this. “No can do, blondie. Cause we’ll be taking that top spot for ourselves.”
“You’re entering Mikakunin riot too? Oh that’s exciting!” Ayame piped up. “That means we’ll see each other again, real soon! We just got our email and everything!”
Ryo huffed. Guess this won’t be the end of these guys.
“We’ll see you on that big stage then, kessoku band. That is, if you make it past voting.” Akira said, before turning on her heel and leaving.
“Ahahaha, sorry about that. Really.” Ayame said. “Akira just takes the band very seriously.”
“Don’t you?” Kita asked.
“Not really.” Ayame smiled. “Neither does Sachi. But we love seeing Akira’s passion, so that’s why we stuck around.”
“I’ve a hard time imagining how someone like you could make friends with someone like that.” Ryo said bluntly.
“She wasn’t always like that.” Ayame laughed off Ryo's blunt comment. “Believe it or not- she used to be quite reserved… and we only started this band to have fun.”
Nijika raised her eyebrows. This seems to go against everything Akira had told her about herself. “What changed..?”
“Oh, well.” Ayame said, eyeing Sachi, who averted her eyes. “That wasn’t the only reason we started, truthfully. She started the band to impress a senior she had a crush on.”
Ryo holds back an amused chuckle. “And it didn’t work out?”
“Akira overheard him saying that we only got by because of our looks, not talents. And from that point forth, she cut her hair, and changed the direction of our band.”
Ryo snorted, her eyes meeting Nijika’s. Hitori meanwhile, shivered- causing Kita to look in concern.
“Are you cold, Hitori-chan?”
“N-nothing… this origin’s just a bit too.. familiar. I just hope Akira-san doesn’t grow up to be a teacher with weird fascinations of cosplays..”
Ayame looked on in confusion, before brushing the comment off. “Anyway. I do hope we get more opportunities to collaborate in the future! Catch you on the flipside!” Ayame said, as she and Sachi left the booth. Nijika waved them off, smiling.
“Wait.” Kita piped up. “Did those guys say they already got their email?”
Nijika’s eyes burst open.
“MY PHONE! WHERE’S MY PHONE!?”
“Hey guys!”
Kita squeed. “Mugi-chan!”
“Kita-chan!”
“Again. Why’s Mugi the only one getting this treatment?”
“So you did come.” Ryo said, as HTT stepped up to their booth.
“We wouldn’t miss it for the world!” Yui chirped.
“You missed half of it when you were arguing with the manager and that Poison Ya-”
Seika appeared suddenly, slapping her hands onto Ritsu’s mouth.
“Manager, what the-”
Seika leaned down, whispering. “They don't need to know she was here.”
“We met a couple funny girls just now! One of them had short black hair and muttered something about “beating kessoku band!”” Yui chirped.
“Hope that won’t be an issue.” Mio said warily.
Nijika frantically took out her phone. “Here it is, here-”
Everyone looked on in anticipation.
“Well?”
“We- we passed!”
“W-we did?” Hitori sputtered, before Kita crashed onto her.
“We did it, Hitori-chan! We made it!”
“I can’t believe this..” Nijika said, getting teary eyed. Ryo pats her on her shoulder, brandishing a smile of her own.
“See? I had full confidence in us.” Ryo said as Nijika blew her nose.
“Congratulations, you all.” Mio said. “You all worked hard for this. What’s next?”
“Next is the voting period.” Nijika half sobbed.
“I’ll definitely vote for you guys!” Azusa piped up. “I’ll be supporting guitarhero and kessoku band through and through!”
Seika stepped forth, kneeling in front of Nijika. “Hey kid. Congratulations. You made it.”
“Onee- chan..” Nijika said, clutching onto her sister’s shirt. “I-i should’ve listened to you last night. I’m sorry for calling you old.”
The other girls snorted. Seika felt her eye twitch. “It’s fine. I wasn’t even mad at you. You got sulky on your own.”
“Still..”
“I should’ve told you earlier what kind of place this is. Sorry for that. And I’m sorry about saying that thing about your band last night too. I’m glad everything still went smoothly.”
“Yeah..”
Seika averted her eyes, clearing her throat awkwardly. “Nijika.”
Nijika looked up, facing her sister.
“I got a call from an old college friend, Kawakami. She ran a livehouse of her own.”
“Your college friend? Do you think Sawa-chan knows her too?” Yui turned to her friends.
“She’s a light music alumni along with Sawako from your school. But that’s beside the topic.” Seika said, turning back to Nijika. ”She asked me to recommend her a band for a Japanese pop culture exhibition gig she was offered.”
“Where is it?”
Seika smiled one of her rare smiles as she looked down on her sister gently. “London.”
“London?!”
“Yes, London. She already got another band signed up, Love crysis, or something-”
“Love crysis? Mio, that’s Maki’s band!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“F-from middle school?”
“Yeah! Maki’s going to London!?”
“Apparently.” Seika said.
“W-wait, y-you’re saying-”
“I recommended your band.” Seika said.
Kita gasped. “We’re going to London!?”
“Only if you accept, of course. I can’t exactly force you..”
“I accept, I accept!” Kita said, running up to the manager. “ Think of all the social media posts I could make! You guys want to go to London too, right?” Kita said, turning to her band.
“U-um, well…”
“Sure, why not.”
Kita turned to Nijika last, who looked like she was still processing the news.
“London..? But I thought you said we’re not gonna get more eyes on us performing outside of Shimo-Kita.”
Seika shrugged. “You proved me wrong with this performance. I’m sure you’ll find more ways to prove me wrong.”
“But what about the funds..?”
Seika pats Nijika on her head. “We’ll manage. It’s about time for me to be supportive, right? Just like you wanted. You might even get yourself some international fans.”
New tears began forming in Nijika’s eyes, as she clung even tighter to her sister. “O-onee-chan, you're the best-est big sister I could ever ask for!”
“O-of course.” Seika said. Overwhelmed at Nijika’s reaction, she eyed the other girls pleadingly.
“Look at you, tenchou.” Ryo smirked. “Getting all sentimental..”
“Oh, shut up. And I’m only paying for Nijika’s trip. You guys are on your own.”
“Won’t be a problem for me.” Ryo shrugged.
“Won’t be for me, either! I think?” Kita said.
“A-ah, well.. I suppose I could talk to m-my parents..” Hitori trailed off.
“Aww man! You guys going to London? I wanted to go too! First Maki, and now-”
“W-wait, Ritsu, we can!” Mio exclaimed.
“We can..?”
“We can! I wanted to go to London for the graduation trip anyway, and if we go- we can go along with kessoku band!” Mio said excitedly.
“A trip with all of my best friends.. Someone pinch me!” Mugi said.
“But I wanted to go to Europe!”
“Yui-senpai. London is in Europe.”
“Eh? How far is it from “europe” Europe?”
Azusa sighed. “I feel bad for that college that admitted you.”
“I guess it’s settled then! The keionbu is going to London!” Ritsu proclaimed.
“Yeah!”
“Will we still have tea?”
“Of course, Yui-chan. It’s the country of black tea.” Mugi said.
“Then it’s the perfect place for us! Azu-nyan, we should drink a lot of tea when we get there.”
“We already drink too much- wait, we?”
“You’re not coming?” Mugi asked.
“Well, it’s your graduation trip, after all!” Azusa mumbled. ”And I still have school...”
“Oh, don’t worry about that. The exhibition is happening around mid-March. You kids should have post-exams break by that point, right?” Seika asked.
“See, it all works out!” Ritsu grinned.
“Come on, Azu-nyan! Our band’s not gonna be the same without you!”
Crushed under everyone’s expectant gaze, Azusa relented.
“I’ll talk about it with my folks..”
“Whoo!”
“Oh, this is so exciting! Let’s plan every little detail of our trip!” Kita said energetically. “We definitely have to visit the London eye…”
“And Big ben!”
“..and Abbey road..”
“And the Palace of- wait!”
Mio paused, and the rest of HTT seniors turned to her.
“What is it, Mio-chan?”
“We keep getting distracted!” She harshly whispered. ”We still haven't figured out the song..!”
“Oh, Mio. Lighten up, will ya? We had a long day. I’m sure an Idea or two will come up tomorrow.”
“Yes. This live in general has been very inspirational.” Mugi nodded. “That song about shampoo and conditioner was very eye-opening.”
“Really?” Mio asked skeptically.
“It truly was. That last song by the idol group, what were they called? The angels? It was very touching.”
“Wait, Mugi-chan! What did you just say?” Yui perked up.
“The last song by the angels was very touching?”
The gears in her head began turning as Yui’s gaze fell on Azusa. Azusa…
She has truly been an angel to her for sure. Yui loves her so, and she's everyone’s hope for the keionbu’s future. A touching song… for an angel..
“I got it!” Yui exclaimed.
“What is it?”
“We’ll call the song… NO, Thank you!”
The other girls swapped deadpan glances.
“Denied.”
-
Aiko, once again, finds herself sitting in front of her laptop.
“They managed to pass the first stage..”
She exhaled, closing kessoku band’s ISSOSTA page, before eyeing the unfinished script on her laptop screen.
None of this makes any sense. To persist in mediocrity yet still overcome challenges? That doesn’t happen in real life unless you were an industry plant. And she would know if kessoku band was an industry plant. She did background checks on all the members, twice!
Nothing came up, even with their bassist that seemed to have come from money, nothing shows that she was buying her way in. So what’s their secret?
“Kessoku band is not holding Hitori-chan back. Hitori-chan is pushing kessoku band forward.”
What a bunch of nonsense. It’s a dog eat dog world out there, and if you’re not talented enough to make it- you’re not going to. She knew as much from perusing various lives- only the best can make it.
Gotoh Hitori was only wasting her time with that band. Same with Nakano Azusa. Caring too much about sentimentality when they could hit it big on their own. That live was proof! The band.. They sounded..
..decent.
They’re not on the levels of SIDEROS yet. Oh, heavens, no. Not even on the levels of a bad guitarhero upload. But they weren’t bad, either. They were just decent. Together, they’re nothing extraordinary, same as any run of the mill highschool band performing on a culture festival, same as a Ho-kago Tea Time. Girls who only play for fun, who never make it in the scene.
Girls who only play for fun.
They seemed like they were having a lot of fun back there. For a while now, going to liveshows had turned so dull. Merely a routine, an obligation. But watching kessoku band perform just now, some of the sparks that she used to feel when her younger self went into some seedy livehouses during her college years… they..
Is this what has been missing from recent bands?
Aiko shook her head. “Bah! Touchy-feely hogwash!”
She returned her attention to her laptop screen, frowning. She closed her current document, discarding it before typing up a new script.
Kessoku band: A rising star in the making?
Notes:
have you guys seen that video of BTR's seiyuus singing kirara anime songs? One of them was Kita singing Cagayake! GIRLS, (K-on's first OP) and i just thought it was neat.
Onna Gumi is a band that appears in the K-ON! College volumes, and i thought it'd be fun to throw them in here as a foil to kessoku band for this chapter, the way HTT also has SIDEROS to tangle with. I don't see much fic with them in it due to just- general unpopularity of K-ON! College, but Akira has appeared in some, due to her being closest to Yui (i believe she is her roomate). She basically replaces Azusa's role in the college chapters, as the subject of Yui's affection and the busy nag that disciplines Yui. (Fun fact: this isn't their first appearance in this fic either, they were mentioned briefly in chapter 13, i believe.)
like always, some shuffling of events were done here, since kessoku band already entered the next term when this livehouse fiasco ensued in the manga, so i just want to note that here
Chapter 22: Aim for Happy Bundling dreams 100%
Summary:
The girls prepare for their trip, and unexpected family encouters.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“So it’s decided! Our destinations will be the Big ben, The Palace of Buckingham, Abbey road, London’s eye-”
“We can’t fit all that in the schedule.” Ritsu said, to a disgruntled looking Mio.
“But this might be our only trip to London! We have to take in all the local sights!” She insisted.
“I’m sure more opportunities will crop up in the future, Mio-chan.” Mugi comforted.
“Yui-senpai- what are you doing?” Azusa asked, as she observed a peculiar sight- Yui, with her whole attention focused on a book.
“Looking up all the British food!” Yui said, holding up the book, showing Azusa the cover; “A tourist’s guide to British delicacies.”
“Of course.” Azusa sighed fondly. “I probably should’ve expected that.”
“Wow! They really like their beans in England!” Yui said, as she continued to immerse herself in the pages.
“I do have some concerns to bring up, though-” Azusa said, stealing her senior’s attention (bar Yui, who was giggling loudly at the entry “Spotted dick”).
“What is it, kid? Not thinkin’ of backing out now, are you?”
“No, not that. It’s the language barrier. Is your English well-polished enough to afford the trip?”
“Balderdash! We don’t need no English where we’re going!” Ritsu said proudly.
“That’s right, Ricchan! Japanese blood courses through our veins!” Yui said without looking up from her book.
“You.. literally do need it. We’re going to England, Ritsu-senpai.”
“I’ll be able to step in and do the translations if necessary, Azusa-chan.” Mugi suggested.
Mio sighed. “At least learn a bit to be able to get through customs.”
“Why? You’d be there to help me out, won’t you, Mio-cwaaaan?”
Mio rolled her eyes. “Don’t cry if we get separated then.”
“I’ll still have Mugi! And if she's also out- Kita will be there!”
“If she’s not busy with her own band, that is.” Mio huffed.
“Where is that girl anyway? And her band, too! They were supposed to be here half an hour ago! Meeting up to plan the trip was her idea!” Ritsu said, looking around the travel agency.
“Maybe they got held up or something-”
“Look! They have something called “Afternoon tea!” That’s our name!” Yui said, excitedly pointing at the book.
“Keep your voice down, Yui-senpai!” Azusa hushed.
“OOOOOOHHH!”
“I said keep it down!”
“I didn’t say anything, Azu-nyan.”
“Whose wailing was that, then?” Mio said, standing up to look beyond the bookshelves.
“Oh, calamity! This is a disaster!”
“Kita-chan, please calm down. Or else they’re gonna kick us out.”
Four figures appear from behind the shelves. Nijika and Hitori were propping up a very disheveled looking Kita, while Ryo tailed behind them, deadpan as usual.
“Why can’t we ever just have a normal gathering?” Mio said.
“Hey guys, sorry that we’re late.” Nijika said apologetically. “You see now why that is.”
“Um, Nijika-chan, is Kita-chan alright?” Mugi said, eyeing the redhead in concern.
“Yeah, usually it’s Hitori’s business to be… melting down in public.” Ritsu commented.
“Oh? W-well, ehehehehehe….”
“Why do you feel complimented by that?”
“Sorry, you guys. But she’s been like this since we met up.”
“All the way through the trip. It was a noisy journey.” Ryo said.
“Ohh… I’m really sorry, guys.” Kita said as Hitori and Nijika plopped her onto an empty seat. “I really thought when I called this meeting to plan out our trip, that everything would’ve been settled- and it’ll be smooth sailing..”
“What is she talking about?” Azusa turned to Nijika, who merely shrugged.
“She insists she must gather everyone to break the news.”
“Because it’s calamitous! Disastrous, even!” Kita exclaimed.
“Oh, come off it.” Ritsu said. “It can’t be that ba-”
“Oh, but it can be, Ritsu-chan! It’s my parents. They won’t allow me to come on our trip!”
The whole table went silent as they processed Kita’s news.
“WHAT?!”
“B-but we need all the personnel for that culture performance! If you can’t come- who’ll be the vocalist?” Nijika said, shaking Kita roughly at the revelation.
“I-i-i-i k-k-k-know, s-s-s-senpai.”
“Why won’t they allow you to go, Kita-chan? Does it concern funding? If so, I’ll be happy to provide-”
“No, Mugi-chan! We can’t take advantage of your kindness like that!” Nijika immediately answered.
“Actually-”
“Ryo, shut up!”
“Y-you can’t c-come, K-kita-chan? B-but without you- who will t-translate what those englishmen are saying t-to us? I’ve barely scraped by w-with using g-google-t-translate to read c-comments on my uploads..”
“Yeah, what she said!” Ritsu said, eyeing Mio, who simply rolled her eyes.
“It’s not because of funds, guys.” Kita said hopelessly. “It’s messier than that.. I’m afraid my parents never approved of me joining kessoku band.”
“But that’s absurd!” Azusa immediately spurted out. “Haven’t they seen your live shows? You guys are great!”
Kita shook her head. “No, Azusa-chan. We… never really talked about my band much. My parents want me to become a civil servant like they are. They only want me to study and get good grades so I can go to a good college, and so on. They probably just think I’m wasting my time here.”
“Oh boy.” Mio wiped the sweat off her brow.
“I don’t know what I should do, I just thought one of you might’ve had a similar problem in the past and could give me advice?” Kita asked hopefully.
The others exchanged awkward glances.
“W-well, I’d help, K-kita-chan… but my p-parents never really h-had a problem with me being in a b-band.. They were ecstatic about it, even.” Hitori rambled.
“Well.. this whole idea came from my sister- so yeah, I don’t really have a similar experience.” Nijika said, almost guiltily.
“My parents just go with anything I want to do.” Ryo shrugged.
“W-what about you guys?” Kita turned to HTT, her last hope.
“My parents are just happy I managed to get into highschool!” Yui chirped.
“So it’s hopeless..” Kita said, planting her face firmly onto the table.
“I can help you, Kita-chan.”
Kita picked her face back up, turning to Mugi. “Really, Mugi-chan?”
“Yes. My parents initially wanted me to join the choir club. They weren’t too happy when I came to them to say I joined the light music club instead, but I managed to hold a civil discussion with them, where everyone finally came to terms with the decision. I can help persuade your parents about your current circumstances.”
Mugi was speaking in such a professional tone that Hitori half imagined her talk with her parents must’ve been arranged like a business meeting. She truly was raised by a businessman.
“Oh, you want to see my folks? Uhm.. well.”
“Is there going to be a problem?”
“Well, it’s just- they’re a bit stubborn. My mother especially. I don’t really know if you could talk her into this.”
“You won’t know until you try.” Mugi said determinedly.
“In that case, you can arrange a talk with Mugi-chan and your mother, Kita-chan!” Nijika said. “She’ll help convince your mother that this band isn’t just a waste of time!”
“Is that fine with you, Mugi-chan?” Kita asks the heiress, and Mugi responds with a resolute nod.
“Wait, Kita-chan!” Mio interrupted. “Take Ritsu with you too!”
“Huh? Me? Why?”
“If Kita’s mother is going to need convincing, then you’re perfect for that.”
Ritsu smirked. “Well, I do have a certain charm that’s irresistible to women.”
“O-oh, stop flattering yourself. Though you’re not wrong.” Mio reluctantly said. “You do have a unique quality that’ll help with negotiating, otherwise my mother would probably never let me hang around with a delinquent like you.”
“You’re sending me mixed messages here, babe.”
“I’m saying that you’re a sleazy operator, Ritsu.” Mio said bluntly. “You managed to blackmail Sawa-chan into being our advisor, so I believe you can butter up Kita’s mother to convince her too.”
“Ouch.”
“Well, I guess. I’ll text her to say that I’m bringing friends over.” Kita said.
“Splendid! She’ll turn around, Kita-chan! Don’t lose hope! You can’t lose hope! You get that? The band needs you to not. Lose. HOPE!” Nijika said, returning to shaking Kita.
“Looks like it’s not really Ikuyo who needs to be optimistic.” Ryo commented as she watched Kita being violently shaken.
“While we’re on that topic, however-” Nijika turned to the rest. “None of you have any problems with your folks about this trip, right?”
“No. My parents were fine with it.” Azusa answered. “What about you, senpais?”
The seniors of HTT merely blinked stupidly, before taking out their phones in sync.
“Hey, mom? I gotta tell you something-”
“L-london! Ritsu would be there too!”
“..oh mom, please, I beg you! Just this once!”
Azusa sighed. “None of you even asked permission yet?”
“A-actually, N-nijika-san.. I do have a problem.” Hitori tugged on Nijika’s sleeves.
“What is it, Bocchi-chan?”
“I-i don’t have a passport.. My parents brought it up when I talked about the trip with them.”
“Well, that’s convenient! I need to get one too- and Ryo probably needs to have hers renewed.” Ryo nods.
“We can help with that. And in turn take care of our remaining concern.” Azusa said.
Mio nodded. “Yes, we need to start shopping for supplies for the trip.”
“Oh, and perhaps we can go through that book that Ui gave me about fighting people again.”
“It’s a book about self defense, Yui-senpai.” Azusa corrected.
“It’s settled then. Tomorrow, Ritsu and Mugi will go over to Kita’s to help her convince her folks, and the rest of us help Hitori and the others get their passports before buying stuff for the trip!” Mio said.
“Why do you guys get to do the fun part?” Ritsu whined.
“If you consider waiting in line to be fun, then sure. Wait- Kita-chan, you don’t need to get a passport either, do you?” Mio asked.
“Me? Oh, no. I already have one for when my parents took me to a work trip in Korea.” Kita said.
“Ooooh, Korea? I always wanted to go there!” Mio said.
“You must’ve had a lot of fun!” Mugi smiled.
Kita gave a hollow smile. “It was really boring, actually. They brought me to all their meetings as an “educational trip”, and we didn’t even visit any tourist spots.”
“Seems like we’re in for an exciting night, Mugi.” Ritsu whispered sarcastically. “Her mom probably collects dime novels from the 1890s from the sound of it.” Mugi giggled.
“Oh, she replied already.” Kita said, reading off her phone. “Good. It’s about time I’ve had a talk with these “friends” of yours.”
Ritsu and Mugi rescinded their laughter.
“That sounds vaguely threatening.” Ryo said.
“Hey, Mio, can we swap-”
“Too late. Good luck with that, Ritsu.”
“Aw, nuts.”
-
The next day, Ritsu and Mugi arrived at a station neither had ever stepped foot on before.
“Maaa… so this is where Kita-chan lives.” Mugi said, looking around the platform.
“Never actually stopped here. Usually we’re just passin’ through.”
“Guys! There you are!”
Mugi and Ritsu turned, finding a redhead rapidly approaching their location.
“There you are, Kita-chan. Been waiting long?”
“Not really. I just arrived here myself to pick you guys up. I wasn’t really looking forward to this.”
“Don’t be such a debbie downer, Kita! At least wait til we get to your front porch.”
“Your parents are already aware of our visit, I assume? I brought them some fresh tea packets and a cake from one of my father’s owned bakeries.” Mugi said, extending a package.
“Yeah, as bribes if things go south.” Ritsu added.
“It’s simply good manners to bring something when you’re a guest at their home, Ricchan.” Mugi smiled.
“I agree with Ritsu-chan. It might help butter her up a bit." Kita said defeatedly. “Come on, I’ll take you there.”
“So what’s your folks really like, Kita?” Ritsu asked. “You seem to paint them as boring and strict, but surely there’s more to it than that?”
Kita laughed as they continued their stroll. “I’m afraid what you see is what you get with my parents, Ritsu-chan. Boring and strict is all they are. Mostly just my mother, though. Dad usually just goes along with anything she says.”
“Sorry, I just can’t imagine that, when their daughter is probably the exact opposite.”
“Maa.. you simply haven’t gone around much, Ricchan. I’ve met the Yamadas a couple of times- and believe me when I say that they’re nothing like their daughter.”
“Oh, yeah. With how they are, you’d think their daughter was Yui-chan!” Kita joked.
“I mean, might as well be true, since we’ve never seen Yui’s parents anyway. If I didn’t know Ui was her little sister, I’d be convinced she’s Yui’s mother.”
“I have to warn you again though- my mother could be a little… intense. Even if you think you can change her mind, it won’t be easy.”
“You just leave that to us, Kita-chan.” Mugi smiled.
“Yeah. believe me, if I can handle Mio’s parents- I can handle pretty much anyone. Mio didn’t grow up to be such a stick in the mud on her own, y’know?” Ritsu chuckled.
“Well, if you say so. This is my place.”
Mugi and Ritsu looked up at the large apartment building in front of them.
“Maa… this is it.” Mugi said with a sparkling glint in her eyes.
They rode up the elevator up to Kita’s floor, exiting it and stopping at her apartment door.
“Well, here goes nothing.” Kita said, knocking on her door.
“Relaax, Kita-chan. How bad can she really b-”
Ritsu yelped as a broomstick was suddenly stuffed up her nose.
“So you’ve finally come, Gotoh. What are your intentions with my daughter?”
“Yeah, what do you want with our Ikuyo?”
“And speak up while you’re at it! My hearing isn't as good as it used to be.”
“Auntie? Granny? Great-great granny? What are you doing here?” Kita said, gawking at their welcoming party.
The woman currently brandishing the broom at Ritsu looked between her and Mugi, confusion evident in her eyes.
“Wait, two people- and they’re both girls? Which one’s Gotoh?”
“N-none of them! Mom, what’s all this?”
“Eeeh? So it’s not a scoundrel boy?” Kita’s auntie asked.
“Bah! Kuruyo’s just misreading the signs as usual!” Kita's great-great granny spoke, walking past the girls and out the door. “I’m goin’ home!”
Kita’s extended family tree left the apartment, much to her mother’s dismay. “N-no, wait!”
“D-dice do meet dou, ma’am. Dou must be Kida’s mom.” Ritsu said. “dould dou det this dwoom of my dose?”
The woman lowered the broom, and Ritsu sneezed.
“Mom, what are you up to?” Kita deadpans.
“I thought you were bringing that Gotoh here.”
“No! This is my friend Tainaka Ritsu- the one you just threaten with a broom, and that’s Kotobuki Tsumugi.”
At this, Kuruyo’s eyes widened. “Kotobuki Tsumugi- the daughter of the CEO of Kotobuki enterprises?”
“The very same.” Mugi bowed politely. “But please, just call me Mugi. I find such titles to be too embellishing. I’m a mere schoolgirl at the moment, after all. I brought you some refreshments and treats.”
Kuruyo eyed the package briefly, before hastily throwing a smile. “A-ah, then I’m very sorry for the unpleasant welcome. Please, please, come in.” Kuruyo said.
“Is that a bear trap?” Ritsu asked.
“Ah, don’t mind that! We’re just redecorating!” Kuruyo said, dismantling the booby trapped corridor.
“Well, I guess now I understand what you mean by strict, Kita-chan. But this seems very eventful so far.” Ritsu said.
“That’s only the beginning of it, Ritsu-chan.” Kita's shoulders slumped. “The boring part will be arguing with her in circles.”
-
“Hey, guys!” Nijika greeted.
Nijika and Ryo trudged happily towards HTT, already expecting them by the municipal office.
“Great! Everyone’s here! Now we can finally go inside.” Mio said, shivering.
“Not quite, Mio-senpai. We’re missing one person.”
“Yeah! Where’s Hitori-chan?” Yui asked, observing Ryo and Nijika as if expecting Hitori to pop out from their purse.
“Huh. I don’t know. I kinda expected her to already be here.” Nijika said quizzically.
“Yeah. It’s much closer to her place than STARRY.”
“Well, we should just wait inside then! W-where it’s warmer..”
“It’s either too hot or too cold when we go out to do this.” Azusa mumbled.
“Oh, nevermind, guys! I think I saw her!”
Yui pointed out in the distance, where a pink dot was making its way to them.
“Hitori-chan! Over here!” Yui waved incessantly.
“Mou, she’s too far away, Yui-senpai. She’s not gonna hear you.”
“H-hey guys!”
Mio yelped, jumping up into Yui’s arms. “W-who said that!? W-was that a g-g-ghost?”
“In broad daylight?” Nijika mumbled.
“The cold must be getting to her. We really need to step inside.” Ryo said.
“I-i’m over here!”
Everyone looked around quizzically, before Ryo made the wise decision to look down.
“Oh, there’s Bocchi. She’s just incredibly small.”
“What the-!? Bocchi-chan, stop goofing around! Turn back to normal size!”
“S-sorry..” Hitori said, miraculously returning to her original size. “I-i was just r-really nervous.. A-and I kept feeling like I was two feet tall..”
“Seems like metaphors become literal when it comes to Hitori-chan.” Azusa mulled.
“A-anyway!” Mio said, getting off Yui. “We can step inside for real now. You guys got everything, right?”
“Yep! I’ve got everything right here.” Nijika patted her purse.
“S-same with m-me… T-took m-my own picture l-last night. I-it took a-about 3 hours and 5 m-minutes…”
“Gee, you don’t need to doll up for a passport photo, Hitori chan! You’re already cute!” Yui said. Next to her, Azusa frowned.
“I-i wasn’t d-dolling u-up.. The 3 hours was to psych m-myself up to take the p-photo… the 5 minutes w-was t-taking it.”
“And I have all the documents in here.” Ryo looked through her purse. “Well..”
Nijika narrowed her eyes. “What was that “well..”?”
“I seem to have taken the wrong luggage this morning.” Ryo said, showcasing the contents of her purse.
“What the? It’s all weeds!” Nijika exclaimed.
“EEP!” Mio shrieked. “Y-you’ve done it now! W-why’d you bring weed to a government building!? H-hide that before they throw us in the slammer!”
“Relax, Mio-senpai. It’s weeds, as in garden weeds.” Azusa said, inspecting the purse.
“Oh.. phew. That’s normal.” Yui said.
“Wait- no it isn’t! Why’d you stuff a purse full of weeds!?” Mio exclaimed.
“It’s my stock through the winter.” Ryo said, pulling her purse back as if someone was going to snatch her precious resources. “You never heard of ants and the grasshopper?”
Nijika bonked the bassist’s head inside her collar. “Stop eating weeds, you dolt! If you actually use your allowance responsibly, you might afford an actual meal for once!”
“W-well n-now what do we do?” Hitori stammered. “S-should we w-wait while R-ryo-san returns and pick up h-her papers?”
“We just got here! I’m not going back!” Nijika cried.
“I’m equally in the dark here.” Ryo said through the pits of her inner clothing. “Can we just doctor the documents on the spot?”
“That might actually get us thrown in the hoosegow. Just call your parents and have them deliver it here!” Nijika said.
Ryo’s head immediately popped out of her collar like a whack-a-mole. “My parents? But I don’t wanna…”
“Well, it’s either you calling them or going back alone, cause I’m not walking back!”
“Fine.” Ryo said, taking out her phone. “I’ll call them.”
“N-not t-to be too p-pushy. B-but I hope they make it here q-q-quick.. I’m freezing out h-here.” Hitori said.
“Hey, she’s actually freezing!” Yui pointed at Hitori, who had begun turning ice solid. “Azu-nyan, let’s lick this Hitori-cicle! Ah! Thon’t to that! thy thongue thuck!”
Azusa sighed. “Mio-senpai, have you ever wondered what it’s like to be part of and friends with a normal band?”
“Always, Azusa. Always..”
-
“So.. just to be clear here.. Neither of you is Gotoh-san?”
Mugi smiled wearily, while Ritsu turned to Kita in confusion. Kita meanwhile, just looked exasperated. “No, mom. Why’d you want to see her so badly, anyway?”
Her mother huffed. “I just thought that it’s time to finally have a talk with the man who led my daughter astray with all this band nonsense. Wait, did you say “her”?”
“Yes, her! Gotoh-san is a girl!”
Kuruyo looked taken aback for a moment, before her expression re-hardened. “Well, doesn’t matter! Guy, girl, this Gotoh-san sounds like a troublemaking punk!”
Ritsu and Mugi exchanged glances. “Hitori-chan? Punk?”
“What!? Hitori-chan is a saint! Where’d you get this all from?”
“From that friend of yours, Tsuguko-san!”
Kita’s face immediately dropped. Giving her mother Sasaki’s number as an emergency contact turned out to be such a huge mistake.
“And just from all the tales you brought home about this scum. Your grades lowered because you’ve been tutoring her! And you have to constantly ask for advances in your allowance because they kept freeloading money from you under the guise of this “concert quotas”. And don’t go calling her a saint either! I’ve seen how you get moody when she ignores you, or how excited you are when you express that she was going to teach you “step by step”. She’s leading you on in a toxic, purely physical relationship!”
Kita merely gawked as her mother regaled and misinterpreted everything she had ever told her about Hitori and kessoku band.
“Ma’am, if I may speak-” Mugi finally decides to intervene. “I believe you’ve got the situation all wrong. I can help explain it all to you.”
Kuruyo studied Mugi’s face briefly, before she narrowed her eyes. “Oh, I get what this is now. These are the girls from your delinquent band, aren’t they?”
“Delinquent!? Why’s everyone keep saying that?” Ritsu exclaimed.
“I did tell you to put your hair down for this encounter, Ricchan.” Mugi whispered, eyeing Ritsu’s glistening forehead.
“Oh, how horrid. I suppose I couldn’t blame you fully now, Ikuyo, with how they even manage to rope in the heiress of Kotobuki enterprises!”
“Mom, if you just let us explain-”
“And now you came in here, asking me to fund a trip to “London”? That’s not happening! I don’t even think this is a band! This is some pyramid scheme by the Yakuza to funnel people’s money, isn’t it? Save yourself, Ikuyo, and you too- heiress of Kotobuki, you're being scammed!”
Ritsu, singled out by this plea, looked extremely affronted as if Kuruyo was telling them she’s the one mooching the money. “It’s not a sham! We’re not even in the same band, lady!”
“What- so there’s two schemes running at once-?”
“There’s no scheme! Kita’s band is called kessoku band, and we’re her friends from a contributor band, Ho-kago tea time!”
Kuruyo seems to be processing this. “Wait, Ikuyo- you did talk about another band you encountered ages ago, didn’t you?”
Kita exhaled, the conversation seems to finally be heading somewhere more.. sane. “Yes, mom! These are them!”
Kuruyo eyed Mugi and Ritsu. “I see. I apologize, I misunderstood what you said.”
“Well, apology accepted, lady-”
“You’re not her freeloading band! You’re the group of no-good glutton-slackers that’s influencing my daughter in an equally bad manner! Seriously, this industry is full of bad role models!”
“Glutton-slackers?” Mugi parroted the sentence perplexedly.
“Kita, what exactly have you been telling your mother about us?” Ritsu narrowed her eyes. Kita laughed nervously.
“A-ah, you heard what she said about Hitori-chan just now, right? Total nonsense! I would never badmouth you guys in any way!” Ritsu could faintly make out a halo appearing on top of Kita’s head as she unconvincingly said that.
“We can still salvage this, Ricchan. It might just take a bit longer than expected.” Mugi confided.
“This is absolutely unsalvageable!” Kuruyo exclaimed. “Ikuyo, you need to quit this silly band, now!”
“WHAT!?”
Ritsu turned to Mugi. “You were saying?”
“Oh, well. T-this really is just a teeny misunderstanding, well, okay maybe not teeny.” Mugi said, as Ritsu kept her deadpan stare.
“A catastrophic one would be more fitting.”
Mugi exhaled. “Ma’am, if you would please calm down, and put the bear trap away from my friend’s face- perhaps we can get down to the root of this problem? Is it really only about Gotoh Hitori? Because I can say with full conviction that Hitori-chan is not this image of a scumbag girlfriend that you have seemingly conjured up in your head. She’s a very nice girl.. albeit a bit- socially inept. I would guess that most of Kita’s downtrodden mood is just her attempting to navigate being Hitori-chan’s friend. I myself have had that problem in the past. Rest assured however, Hitori-chan is no delinquent.”
“Yeah, Hitori-chan’s not like that! She’s kind, passionate, determined, sweet, and just so-so handsome, and- and-”
Kita trailed off, noticing everyone was looking at her funny.
“Sorry. Carry on-”
“See, this is what I’m talking about! Ikuyo’s just too…” The woman looked at her daughter with a scrutinizing look, before continuing. “...impressionable.”
Ritsu looked away. That is one way to avoid calling your daughter stupid.
“People can easily take advantage of that, like how this Gotoh Hitori seemingly has, asking her to pay for lunch and so and so.”
Mugi and Ritsu glanced at Kita, who had begun sweating profusely.
“Small mistake on that conclusion, Kita-san..” Mugi interjected. “ Kita-chan’s not being squeezed out of her money by Hitori-chan.”
“Yeah, Hitori-chan would never do that!”
“Yeah, It’s the bassist, Yamada Ryo, who’s been doing that!” Ritsu added.
Kita facepalmed, and Mugi gave Ritsu a look. “What? It’s the truth.”
“So someone in the band IS squeezing money out of you!” Kuruyo jumped at the opening.
“She is not! Sure, Ryo-senpai might borrow money from me every now and then, but she always pays me back! S-sometimes..”
But Kuruyo shook her head. “This band business is not benefiting you in any way, Kita. I can’t let you continue this.”
“B-but!”
Before anyone could speak further however, an interruption came in the form of someone entering the kitchen.
“Kuruyo- Oh, we have visitors.” The man said, as he took in the sight.
“Hi, dad.”
“Oh, Ikuyo. You’re home.”
“What is it? I’m in the middle of disciplining our daughter!”
“Great-great granny Kita is having trouble with directions. She needs someone to take her to the train station.”
“Oh, for the love of- I keep telling her that she can just open the maps app on her phone!” Kuruyo said, getting up from the table.
“I’m going out, but this talk is not over, young lady!” Kuruyo said, as she put on her traveling cloak before exiting the house.
“Be safe out there.” Kita’s father said to the door being slammed shut.
“That went well.” Ritsu said.
…..
“So.. you’re Ikuyo’s friends?”
-
“What do you think Ryo-chan's parents are like, Azu-nyan?”
Azusa turned to Yui, taking her eyes off Ryo and Nijika, who was still waiting for Ryo’s parents by the sidewalk.
“Well, Mugi-senpai mentioned that they’re some kind of big-shot entrepreneurs.. Maybe they’re similar to Mugi-senpai’s parents?”
“But I don’t know what Mugi-chan’s parents are like, either!”
“Do you know, Mio-senpai?”
Mio shook her head. “Mugi doesn’t really like to talk about her family.” Noticing Azusa’s concerned look, Mio waved her hands. “N-nothing bad, of course! She just doesn’t like to boast about her wealth, and conversations about her family are kind of inseparable with that, so..”
“Maybe that’s why Ryo-chan doesn’t talk about her family too!” Yui said.
“Well, if what Mugi-senpai said about her parents are true, I don’t get why she’s broke all the time, to the point of eating weeds.. Is she really rich?”
“A-ah.. I’ve met them before..”
Yui and Azusa turned to Hitori. “Really?”
“Y-yeah.. When we went to her mansion not too long ago.”
“What’re they like?”
“Uhmm.. well.” Hitori said, glancing at Yui. “They were… nice.”
“That’s it?” Yui said, not even hiding her disappointment.
“Well that’s a bit anticlimactic.” Azusa said.
Mio sighed, shaking her head. “Guess life isn’t always exciting. Who knows, maybe her parents are just common, decent- normal folks.”
“Hmm. w-well, I wouldn’t call t-them “n-normal”, a-ah, I didn’t mean that as an insult!”
“What else would calling someone not normal be?” Mio mumbled.
Mio never got the exact answer to that question however, as at that exact moment- a siren started blaring, growing ever louder.
“What’s that?” Yui looked up.
“I-it’s the fuzz! Ryo might’ve had actual weed in there! T-they’ve come to arrest us! Every woman for herself!”
“Calm down, Mio-senpai.” Azusa sighed. Despite her desire for normalcy, Mio is a far cry from it when she’s panicked. “It doesn’t sound like a police siren.”
“T-then- is it the f-fire fighters? Oh no, w-we need to get out of here!”
“N-no..” Everyone turned towards Hitori. “I-it’s an ambulance.”
“A-ambulance? So someone DIED!? Oooh, boy..”
And just like that, Mio was out like a light.
“Well, that’s quite a leap of logic.” Azusa said, observing Mio’s unconscious body.
“I-is she okay?” Hitori asked.
“Don’t worry, Hitori-chan! Mio-chan faints all the time! This is normal.” Yui said airily.
“Well that’s the one normal thing we agree on.” Azusa sighed. “But why would an ambulance be here?”
“Ryo darling! We’re here!”
Everyone turned towards the sidewalk where Nijika and Ryo were standing, now with a parked ambulance in front of them. Two adults boarded off the ride, immediately glomming onto Ryo.
“Mom… not in front of my friends..”
“Aw, shucks, Ryo! You’re never too old for hugs, as I always say!” Ryo’s mother said as she continued to smother her. “Besides, it's just Nijika here! How’re you doing, sweetums?”
“I'm fine like always, Mrs.Yamada! But it’s not just me and Ryo today.”
“Oh, you have others with you?” Mrs. Yamada said, as she eyed the small group approaching her.
“Well, I’ll be! Our little bumpkin went out and made herself some new friends!” A man, which the group presumed to be Mr. Yamada, spoke.
“Oh, why aren’t you the apples in my eyes! What’s your name, children?” Mrs. Yamada said, letting go of Ryo, dropping her to the ground.
“So this is Ryo-chan’s parents?” Azusa whispered to Hitori. Hitori nods.
“Y-yes. T-they own a hospital.”
“Greetings, Ryo-chan’s mom and dad! I’m Hirasawa Yui! And this here is my friend, Akiyama Mio!” Yui said, showing them the unconscious Mio she was shouldering.
“Oh my lucky stars! One of them’s plain dead, Kyoichi!”
“Say it ain’t so, Kyoka, dear! Is that why you call us here, Ryo? To cart off your deceased friend?”
“Good thing we used one of the hospital’s ambulances for this! Carry her in, girls!”
“M-mio-senpai’s just fainted!” Azusa hastily said. “Pleasure to meet you both. I’m Nakano Azusa.”
“Aren’t you the sweetest little thing, you!” Kyoka said, crouching to pinch Azusa’s cheek.
“Hey, back off, lady! That Azu-nyan’s taken!” Yui said, unintentionally dropping Mio on the ground.
“And there’s your other friend too, Hitori-chan, was it?”
“A-ah, y-yes..”
“Mom! Just give me my documents, please..” Ryo said, covering her face. In all the times Azusa ever knew Ryo- this was the first she’s ever seen her truly flustered.
“Why, of course sweetie! Your dad has it!” Kyoka said, pointing at Ryo’s father.
“We rushed here when you called, bumpkin. Even turned on the siren to get them cars to steer off the path!”
“Is that legal?” Azusa asked, appalled.
“Honey, anything’s legal as long as the cops ain’t-a-watchin’!” The two adults laughed.
“Okay.. I kinda get what you meant earlier, Hitori-chan.” Azusa whispered.
“Gimme that.” Ryo said, snatching the papers off her father’s hand.
“Now what you be needin’ that documents for, bumpkin?”
“In front of the municipal office too! Are you trying to renew your passport, Ryo, dear?”
“I told you this last night over caviar. I’m going to London with my band.”
“Oh, that’s right! I thought you were just talkin’ about one of your imaginary adventures again!”
“Such a sweet little child.”
Ryo groaned, while Nijika smirked nastily. This was one of the times she’s able to get one over Ryo.
“Whuh-uh, what’s goin’ on?”
“Mio-senpai, you’re awake!”
“I think I must’ve hit my head really hard.. Why’s there two more Ryos?”
Ryo’s father laughed. “Well, I’ll be! In that case, we’ll help you get that new passport, Ryo, dear!”
“Our girl’s goin’ to London!”
“Really, you don’t need to..”
“Come on, sweetie! Let’s get you a passport! They might even let us skip the line! We’re important people y’know!” Kyoichi said, dragging his daughter inside with her mother trailing behind them.
“So that was Ryo-chan’s parents?” Yui asked.
“Lively bunch, aren’t they?” Nijika said, still smirking.
“They’re nothing alike.” Azusa commented.
“No, they really aren't. Ryo's too good to follow after her parents. Her words, not mine.” Nijika smiled smugly, looking like she’s enjoying the current situation a bit too much. “Come now, If they let Ryo skip the line, we can just tail behind her.” Nijika said, moving to the municipal office.
Mio huffed. “Why couldn’t her parents just be the normal, boring, pencil pusher types? Bet Ritsu’s having an easier time than this.”
-
“So you see, dad. It’s really not some ploy by the Yakuza! We really are going to London.”
“Yes, of course, I understand.” Kita’s dad, Minoru Kita, nodded.
“So you’d let Kita go, mister?” Ritsu said, bobbing up and down her seat.
“Ah, well. You see girls- that still depends on her mother.”
“What? But you’re the patriarch of this here family! Stand your ground, man!”
“Ricchan, please sit down.”
“Your mother is just concerned about you, Ikuyo.”
“Concerned about what? I don’t see anything that she should be concerned about!” Kita stubbornly said.
“Well, your grades, namely.”
Kita winced. “S-so? Grades don’t matter when you’re in a band!”
“Well, yes. But are you really sure that’s what you want to do for your future, Ikuyo?”
“I- uhm, well-”
Minoru sighed. “And that’s why your mother and I are worried about you.”
“That’s right.”
Everyone at the table yelped, but Minoru screamed the loudest at the sight of his wife.
“Honey! Y-you’re back!”
“Yes. And now that I’m here, we can continue our conversation where we left it.” Kuruyo said, sitting down next to her husband.
“What do we do, Mugi? Their concern is reasonable. We can’t just ask them to cross their fingers and hope for the best, right?” Ritsu whispered.
“We’ll think of something, Ricchan.”
“I’m sorry, Ikuyo. But I don’t want any more involvement between you and these bands.” Kuruyo said with an air of finality to her words.
“But dear-” Minoru immediately swallowed his words back from the piercing gaze his wife threw at him.
“But mom-”
“They’ve been nothing but a bad influence. Your grades are dropping, and you’re taking more make-up exams recently. This band business is filled with uncertainty, Ikuyo. To me, it just looks like it's leading you in a negative direction.”
“But what about Kita’s dream of playing with her band? Does that mean nothing to you?” Ritsu interjects.
“She should be content with the act of dreaming itself.” Kuruyo smoothly replied, almost like she was expecting the question. “The world is full of sick and twisted people, one who would be happy to simply use and discard you. That’s where chasing dreams gets you!”
Everyone went silent at the statement. Minoru placed a hand on his wife’s shoulder to comfort her.
“M-mom..?”
“A-anyway! Just trust your mother on this! You’re already living proof, with that Yamada Ryo extorting you out of your pocket money. There’ll be more people out there like her, Ikuyo. And much nastier than her, I’ll bet.”
“W-we can’t really fight her on that. Damn it, Ryo!”
“Kita-san, if I may- Every investment always has its risk, wouldn’t you agree? Same with this band. The prospect might seem daunting, but the risk is well worth the reward. A good businessman shouldn’t be afraid to take a gamble every now and then.” Mugi interjected.
Kuruyo shook her head. “This is akin to putting all your eggs in an extremely fragile basket. If it was anyone but my daughter, I’d agree- but I simply cannot let my Ikuyo walk such a dangerous unstable path.”
“But Kita wants to do this!” Ritsu said. “Haven’t you realized what your daughter’s been up to, she’s out there- making music with her band, and people love them! Sure, the chances of success are slim- but like Mugi said, no investment is without risk. Kessoku band is gonna go places, and one of those first places will be London. I don’t think you realize how big of an opportunity that is. Not even my band had gotten that offer, and we’ve been around longer than them!”
“We don’t even know if that offer was legitimate to begin with.”
“It came from a trusted source! It’s my own employer, mom! The one who’s also been hosting most of our performances. On top of that, her sister is the leader of my band. Why would she jeopardize her own sister?”
“It’s still too risky!”
Mugi mulled over the sentiment. “Well, if you still feel it’s risky, then perhaps we can show you kessoku band at work to help dissuade your concerns? You can’t simply make a judgment without considering the entirety of the problem, after all.”
“She’s got a point, dear.” Minoru said.
“But how’re we gonna do that?” Kita asked.
“Simple. I think Azusa-chan yesterday had the right idea. Ricchan, here’s what you need to do-”
-
“There we go, honey! The papers are all processed!”
“I know mom, please- just stop- orbiting over me!”
“Her parents really treat Ryo-chan like a princess!” Yui said, watching the commotion caused by the Yamadas.
“Hmm. I could watch this all day long.” Nijika said as Ryo stomped grouchily towards them.
“We done here, right? The sooner we get out of here, the sooner we’ll rid of this lot.” Ryo said, blatantly gesturing at her parents.
“Not, quite, Ryo. Hitori still hasn't turned in her documentation.” Mio said. “Won’t take long, unless something unexpected happens-”
“W-WHAT DO YOU MEAN D-DENIED!?”
“Oh, why do I even bother..” Mio sighed.
Hitori returned to them, trembling from head to foot.
“What’s the issue, Hitori-chan?” Azusa queried.
“T-they said they couldn’t a-accept my p-photo..”
“Why? What’s the problem?” Azusa said, taking the picture off Hitori. “Oh.”
The photo was of Hitori in her full party mode get-up, mustache and party hat included.
“Why’d you think this would even pass? You can’t even see your face here!”
“I-i was too s-shy to t-take a picture of my face…”
“Oh, my stars! You look riveting in this picture!” Kyoichi said.
“A true party person!” Kyoka added.
“Don’t encourage her.” Nijika mumbled.
“A-at least you guys get it.” Hitori said sadly.
“Well, but rules are rules, young lady! We need to take a new picture! Kyoichi, phone one of the staff at the hospital and tell em’ to bring on over a camera!”
“Mom, please don’t actually do that-”
“There’s a photo booth right outside,” said Yui.
“What luck! Yes, we shall use that!” Kyoka piped up.
The group all walked up to the photo booth. While Hitori psychs herself up for another photo, Azusa pulled Mio by her sleeves.
“Mio-senpai, We need to distract Yui-senpai.”
“What do you mean?”
“Mou, senpai. Don’t you remember what happened when you had to retake your passport photo? We were stuck for half an hour cause Ritsu-senpai and Yui-senpai won’t stop goofing up your picture.”
“You’re right. Honestly, this whole day does seem a bit deja vu-ish.”
“Yes, even down to the details of Ryo-san forgetting her papers like Ritsu-senpai.”
“But how’re we supposed to distract her? I don’t have any snacks on me.” Mio said, double checking her purse.
“I’ll handle it. Yui-senpai! Look, Aki Toyosaki!”
“Where? I want her autograph!”
While Azusa distracts Yui, the rest try to prep Hitori up for her photo in hope it won’t take another 3 hours.
“Now remember, young lady! Chin up!”
“Yes- good posture is essential for a good passport photo!”
“Yamada-san, I think you might be overthinking this a bit.” Nijika said wearily.
“Now go into that booth and take the best picture the municipal ever seen!”
“A-alright..” Hitori said, entering the booth.
“Oh, Kyoichi, dear- the young lady dropped her wallet.”
“Oh, let me return it!” Kyoichi said, picking up the wallet and entering the booth. “S’cuse me young lass, you dropped your wallet-”
“EEEEEEK!”
A snap was heard, and Nijika retrieved the picture being regurgitated out.
“Yeah, somehow I don’t think this is going to cut it.” Nijika said, looking at the picture of Hitori screaming as Kyoichi intruded on her.
“Why, this ain’t it. I made sure to stay out the dang frame!” Kyoichi said as he reviewed the picture.
“Just take another picture, dear.”
“And make sure you get 'em right this time!”
“A-alright.” Hitori said, re-entering the booth.
“Keep your eyes open too, sweetie! Made that mistake when I took a picture for my number card!”
“Yes, dear- you took that dang picture with your eyes half open.”
“I look silly on it, don’t I? And I had to show that dang photo everywhere whenever someone asks for identification for ten whole years! I was a laughingstock!”
“W-WHAT?”
Another snap was heard, and Nijika took the pictures.
“Well, this isn’t right… Where’s Bocchi-chan? This is just an empty background!”
“This dang picture machine’s busted! There’re liquid pink sippin’ out of it!”
Nijika turned. “Liquid pink..? No, that’s Bocchi-chan!”
Mio shrieked as the Hitori puddle touched the tip of her shoes.
“Bocchi-chan, what’s the deal? You can’t be liquidated on your passport photo! They haven't allowed strange liquids on airplanes since 2001!”
“I-if I m-mess up t-this photo- I’m stuck with it f-for 10 years!?”
“5, dear. You’re not old enough for the 10 year passport.”
“If it’s not Yui, it’s something else.. Nijika, they kept putting pressure on Hitori. We’ll be here til sundown at this rate.” Mio whispered.
“We can’t have that. The office’s closed at 5. But what’re we supposed to do? We can’t just tell them to skip it.”
“Ugh, mom, dad! Can you just skip it!?”
Everyone turned to Ryo. The normally deadpan blunette fuming, staring angrily at her parents.
“Why, bumpkin- what’s all the hubbub?”
“This is exactly why I don’t like having you guys around! All you do is embarrass me!”
“Embarass you, why- we’d never-!”
“Well, you just did! You done turn my friend into pink goo!”
“I’m fine, Ryo-san- I’d appreciate it if one of you had a ladle though- S-scoop me up before I flow into the sewers..”
“Why, Ryo honey- we’re only trying to help-”
“I don’t need help! I’m almost an adult, dad! I can take care of myself.”
Ryo turned against her parents, who exchanged looks behind her.
“W-well, I suppose you’re right, bumpkin.”
“We’ll just be on our merry way.”
With that, Ryo’s parents left the girls, Ryo sparing no glance as they walked back to their ambulance.
“Now that wasn’t very nice, Ryo. They’re your parents! And they were only trying to help!” Nijika chided.
“Do you want to be stuck here till sundown? I thought we still need to do all that shopping anyway!” Ryo said, glancing at Mio.
“W-well, yeah- that’s true.”
“Come on, scoop Bocchi up and let’s finally take that photo.” Ryo said, stepping towards her liquid friend.
Nijika shook her head, but followed after Ryo nevertheless.
“I don’t get it. Azu-nyan. Where did Toyosaki-san go?”
“She must’ve had other business to do, Yui-senpai. We’ll come across her some other time.”
“Yeah, you’re right, Azu-nyan! Maybe we’ll meet Yoshino Aoyama next!”
“Hey, Mio-senpai. Finished taking that picture yet?”
“N-not quite. We had a bit of a “Bocchi” issue.” Mio said, pointing to the puddle on the ground.
“I see.” Azusa sighed.
“And Ryo fought with her parents.”
“What? Why’s that!?” Yui exclaimed.
“Well, they just won’t stop hovering over her, so it’s understandable. Still- they are her parents. It’s a bit muddled.”
“They were so nice, though…”
Azusa sighed even deeper. “I wasn't expecting our side to deal with the complicated parental drama.”
-
“As you can see, that’s how these concert quotas work. The livehouse enacted it to make sure the band manages to break even with the stage they had been provided.”
“That sounds like a money pit.”
“For the first couple shows, I agree. But as I voiced earlier, no investment is without its risks. To put it in businessman’s terms, it’s to weed out the bad investments. The good bands would be able to profit from both ticket sales and merchandising as time passes and they build an audience.”
“And what if this “kessoku band” is a bad investment?”
“I assure you it’s not, ma’am.”
“I see no evidence to the contrary yet!”
“Ah, Ricchan is still making some phone calls-”
“Ikuyo, come get your little delinquent friend! I think we’ve waited long enough.”
“Y-yes, mom.” Kita said, getting out of her seat. But before she managed to leave the kitchen, Ritsu had already returned, laptop in hand.
“Hey, that’s my laptop!” Minoru said.
“Hope you don’t mind, mister!”
“So what were all those phone calls for?” Kuruyo demanded.
“To ask for the recording of kessoku band’s performances. I’ve phoned Seika-san, Hitori’s fans, Gin-chan- even that sketchy dope who ran that rundown livehouse you guys performed in last week! I’ve asked em’ all to mail the recordings through email!” Ritsu said, turning on the laptop.
“You really did all that, Ritsu-chan?”
“Of course! Anything to get this London trip goin’! Oh, and assure your mom too. Here, let’s start with this one.” Ritsu said, playing one of the files.
“You call this a turnout? There’s ten people in the crowd!” Kuruyo said as the footage played.
“This was their first performance, ma’am. It’s only natural.” Mugi assured.
“I’ll say- but is this pink haired girl that important to take over all the footage?” Minoru said.
“What the-” Ritsu turned to the laptop to see the recording had been zoomed in to only show Hitori.
“This must be tenchou-san’s recordings.. but you see, mom! That’s Hitori-chan! She’s no punk!”
“Well, a cute girl’s not gonna win me over on your band’s prospects, young lady!”
“Play another video, Ricchan.” Mugi said hastily.
“Right. Try this one for size.”
“Ah, look! It’s my culture festival! You guys couldn’t come, but now you get to see it!” Kita said excitedly.
Kuruyo and Minoru close in on the laptop.
“Is that really our Ikuyo?” Minoru said, watching the video, now playing Kita’s solo.
“I can’t believe it.” Kuruyo said, as the video panned to Hitori’s bottleneck solo.
“And look there, ma’am- the crowds loving it! Hear all that whooping?” Ritsu said.
“W-wait, Ricchan, this is the culture festival performance-”
“Yeah Mugi, what about it?”
“The festival ends with-”
“Look out!”
Ritsu winced as the realization came crashing down, the way Hitori did on the video.
“Was she alright..?” Minoru asked.
“Oh, Hitori-chan..” Kita said, putting her face in her hands.
“And now the crowd’s laughing at them.” Kuruyo deadpans.
“Damn it, Hiroi nee-san!” Ritsu said, closing the video. “W-watch this one!”
The video switched to their christmas performance at FOLT.
“Hmm. Lukewarm reception at best.” Kuruyo said, watching the crowd passively observe the performance.
“Is this all you have?” Kita said, shaking Ritsu.
“T-t-there’s o-o-one m-m-m-more v-v-v-v-video.”
“Save it. We’ve seen enough.” Kuruyo said. “This band can’t even get people excited over christmas. While I do recognize your talents for singing and playing guitar, Ikuyo- I think that time is better spent elsewhere.”
“Mom, why won’t you just give me a chance?” Kita exclaimed. “Why are you so against the idea of this band, anyway!?”
“I already told you why! And don’t use that tone on me, young lady!”
“But I-”
“Ikuyo, listen to your mother.”
“Dad! Not you too-”
“You are to quit this band and work on getting your grades back up!” Kuruyo said matter of factly. “As for the two of you, I’m sorry- but you are not to associate with my daughter anymore. You got that?”
“M-ma’am, If you would please-”
“Oh, like hell, lady! You can’t just shut down Kita’s dream like that because you got your own dreams crushed!”
At this, everyone turned wide eyed at Ritsu. Minoru looked positively shaken, frantically eyeing the girl and his wife back and forth to the point his pupils were all but a blur.
“R-ritsu-chan.. I think that’s eno-”
“How could you even say such a thing?” Kuruyo flustered.
“That whole spiel about chasing dreams leading nowhere. That’s gotta come from somewhere, right? It’s fine if you believe that, but you can’t force your daughter to also believe in it! She’s making headway on her dream, and you better believe it, lady!”
“This is all just wishful talk! I’ve already made my judgments from your videos! This band’s going nowhere!”
“You’ve yet to see their latest performance!” Ritsu said, turning to Mugi. “Mugi, play the last clip!”
Mugi hesitated, but did as she was told.
“Good afternoon! This is a bit unorthodox for us, but it must be fate! Who’s ready to rock?”
“Hmph. Probably just gonna be another middling performance.”
But change began happening in Kuruyo’s visage as the video played further. Crowds were cheering, and Kita’s energy was unmatched, almost infectious, that you can feel it from beyond the screen.
“They’re loving it..” Minoru muttered.
“What you’ve seen is the culmination of all their hard work.” Ritsu said. “The progress that they’ve made- from barely being able to fill in their quotas, navigating their audience, and eventually- to this. Can you see your daughter in that recording there? She’s having fun with her band, and spreading their fun to the people.”
This was probably the most composed Kita had ever seen Ritsu, which was saying a lot. She braved a glance to her mother, whose eyes were glued to the screen.
“You can’t simply judge the quality and prospects of a band from one performance, Kita-san. One performance is a part of a long tumultuous journey, and one that- I believe your daughter and her band is prepared to take, if you allow her to.” Mugi said.
Her two parents shared a glance, before turning to their daughter.
“Ikuyo. I’m gonna ask you again. Are you sure this is what you want to do with your future?” Minoru asked.
“I-i-” Kita turned to her two friends, who smiled encouragingly. “I am. I’ve made my decision, dad. Kessoku band is going to be my future. Maybe it’ll lead to a dead end, but I won’t know if I don’t try. It’s not just this London trip, we’ve actually in the progress of entering a region wide competition, and we just passed the first stage. I have confidence that we’ll push through the second stage, and be on that big stage in the near future”
Minoru nods, turning to his wife.
Kuruyo cleared her throat. “I see that you’ve clearly put some thoughts into this whole ordeal.”
“Yes, I have.”
Kuruyo paused, observing her daughter like she was finally seeing her clearly for the first time.
“I see. I’m sorry, Ikuyo. It’s not that I wanted to go between you and your dream. It’s just that- I too once tried pursuing my dream.. to become a novelist.”
Kita’s eyes widened. “You did?”
“Told ya.” Ritsu whispered.
“Yes. I applied to every rookie writing contest back in my college years. I worked hard to try and pursue that dream, until one day someone came up to me and told me they’re interested in publishing my work. I was overjoyed to hear it- but in the end, it was nothing but a scam. The only thing my dream led to was a broken heart and debt to my family.”
“Mom.. I’m sorry- I never knew..”
“I just- didn’t want your dream to be ruined like mine. You see, Ikuyo- not even hard work can guarantee a dream.”
Ritsu and Mugi’s shoulders slumped. So in the end, she still wasn’t convinced?
“But I see now that you had something that I didn't back then.”
“W-what is it?”
“Good friends.” Kuruyo smiled, eyeing Ritsu and Mugi. “You all are chasing this dream together, aren’t you? If your friends are willing to come here and debate me to fight for that dream alongside you.. then I suppose that’s all I could ask for. They’ll help keep you from being taken advantage of like me.”
“Mom..”
“So I won’t complain about your future anymore.” Kuruyo sniffed. “Your loudmouthed abrasive delinquent friend was right. Just because my dream was ruined, doesn’t mean I get to ruin yours.”
“Oh, mom. T-thank you so much!” Kita said, jumping up to embrace her mother across the table. “Does this mean-”
“Yes, you can come to London with them.”
Kita hugged her mother even tighter, and the latter responded by returning the embrace.
“Abrasive loudmouth? Phooey.” Ritsu said, though she was smiling. “That’ll explain the overactive imagination. That gal tried to become a novelist!”
“Maa… at least everything went well, Ricchan.”
“Oh, and by the way, Tainaka-san- there’s something i need to say-” Kuruyo said as she let go of Kita.
“What is it?”
Kuruyo banged on the table, startling Ritsu.
“How dare you speak to me like that? Didn’t your parents teach you how to talk to your elders?”
“O-of course, m-ma’am! I was just-”
While Kuruyo scolds Ritsu, Kita leaned back on her seat, breathing a sigh of relief.
“Thank you for this, Mugi-chan.”
“Oh, you don’t need to mention it, Kita-chan. Ricchan does most of the talking in the end. I think I finally understood why Mio-chan insisted on her coming here with me today.”
“Why’s that?”
“I think she knew that I would be too courteous to fight back against your mother, and she knew that you wouldn’t want to. Ricchan wouldn’t be held back by any of those factors.”
“So you’re saying-”
“Well, I suppose what Mio-chan would say is that Ricchan simply lacks the common sense to back down.”
Kita chuckled. “Well, I guess she’s right on that.”
“Well, Kuruyo dear, if we’re sending our daughter to London, we need to talk about budget-”
Mugi stood up. “If it’s a matter of funding, then I’ll be happy to provide-”
“No, no!” Kuruyo hastily said. “We can’t take advantage of your kindness like that, Kotobuki-san. We’re able to afford it, we just need to adjust our spending.”
“Oh, that’s a relief to hear.” Mugi smiled, turning to Kita. “Your parents sure are responsible, Kita-chan.”
Kuruyo gripped her husband. “Minoru dear, we absolutely cannot take a loan from that girl! If we do- we’ll definitely be indebted to the Kotobuki enterprises for the rest of our life!”
-
“Finally we’re done with this passport.” Azusa exhaled as they stepped out of the office.
“That line was too long..” Yui whined.
“You know your parents would have helped us skip the lines again, Ryo.” Nijika huffed.
“Oh, now you want a shortcut. Weren’t you the one who kept telling me there’s no shortcut to success?”
“This is obviously different.”
“Guys, please. Don’t fight.” Mio said, as she looked down on her watch. “If we hurry, we can still do that shopping trip today.”
“Mio-senpai, I just checked- the last train back home for us leaves at 8.”
“There’s still plenty time. It’s still 4:50.” Ryo answered.
“Not when you account for the time it takes us to the store. The nearest one is at least a half an hour drive.” Azusa said. “Not to mention waiting for the bus and the shopping itself.”
“The shopping would at most take 30 minutes.” Ryo said. “With the back and forth trip it would take us at least one and a half hours. Plenty of time.”
“Yes, ideally. But that’s still not counting traffic.” Azusa said, before a loud honking noise interrupted her.
“What the-? Where’d all these cars come from?” Mio sputtered.
“They must’ve heard Aki Toyosaki was comin’ to town!” Yui exclaimed.
“W-wait, really? I-i want her autograph!” Hitori said.
“No, this is normal traffic for the weekends.” Azusa shrugged.
Nijika sighed. “You know, a ride on an ambulance would probably help us pass through the traffic. And they could probably drive us back home too.”
“So now you want us breaking the law?” Ryo huffed.
“Oh, since when have you been a stickler for the law? I caught you pilfering grape soda from the supply closet last shift.”
While Nijika and Ryo bicker, Mio collapses to a nearby bench.
“Mio-senpai, are you okay? We can just do the shopping some other time.”
“No, it’s not that. This is just too much.” Mio said, gesturing to Nijika and Ryo. “How could you even bicker like that without getting tired?”
Azusa furrowed her brows. The only reason Mio wasn’t also joining in the ruckus was because a certain drummer wasn’t tagging along with them.
“Ryo-chan, couldn’t you just ask your parents to give us a lift?” Yui asked.
“They’re probably already halfway home by this point.”
“Yeah, cause you shoo’ed them away.” Nijika grumbled.
“Oh, save it. I know you just like them around cause you like seeing me shoved around.”
“That’s only half of the reason! Sure, they’re a bit overbearing, but that’s just a way of showing their love, Ryo! Some of us aren’t as fortunate to still have their parents around, you know?”
Nijika turned away. Ryo gave her back a glance before exhaling. “It’s too late anyway. They’re already gone.”
“I-it’s not too late, R-ryo-san.”
Ryo looked up to face Bocchi. “Look, Bocchi- you’re trying to be nice-.”
“T-that’s not what I meant. I-it’s not too late, cause they haven’t left yet. L-look.”
Bocchi pointed to the ambulance, still parked on the side of the road.
“How did we miss that?”
“We’re saved!” Mio got up from the bench. “We can just ask them for a lift!”
“Come on, Yamada. You know what to do.”
Ryo groaned. “Do we need to? The bus probably wouldn’t be so bad.”
“Ryo-san, please..?” Azusa begged.
“Fine.”
The girl walked up to the ambulance, the two grown Yamadas seated on the front seat.
“Oh, but she’s right, Kyoichi- she’s a big girl now, she don’t need us no more-!”
“I know dear, but we’ll get through this. Our girl’s growin’ up! And we just have to…. respect her boundaries.”
“Horrors!”
Nijika and Mio exchanged glances while Ryo facepalmed.
“Mom, dad.”
Ryo’s parents jumped. “Bumpkin! W-what’re you doing here?”
“Finished taking that photo, dear?”
“Yes. We need a lift to do our shopping for the trip.”
The two adults only stared blankly back. Ryo sighed.
“Mom, dad- I need your help.”
This had an immediate effect on the Yamadas, as their expression brightened.
“You hear that, Kyoichi? She still needs us!”
“Yes, Kyoka dear!”
“Don’t make a big deal out of this..”
“Well of course you can get a lift, sweetie! You and your friends just hop on back!”
“Right.” Ryo turned to her friends. “You heard em’. Hop on back.”
“Oh, wow. I haven’t had a ride in an ambulance ever since Nodoka-chan called one to drive me to the hospital for eating expired muffins!” Yui said, as they boarded the ride.
“You gals settled back there?”
“Yes, Yamada-san.”
“Step on the gas, Kyoichi! Our daughter needs to do her shoppin’!”
“A-ah, w-we’re not r-really in a h-hurry now that y-you-”
But Bocchi never finished her sentence, tumbling backwards as the ambulance sped through the traffic.
“Hitori-chan, speak to me.” Azusa said, helping her up.
“O-oh, I’m s-seeing stars..”
“Who? Aki Hamazi?” Yui looked around.
“See? I told you this siren’ll come in handy!” Kyoichi said from the driver seat. In front of them, cars began making way for the ambulance.
“We’ll get to that store soon enough, dears!” Kyoka said.
“If we don't die on the way there.” Ryo muttered as the ambulance swerved dangerously.
“If we die… at least we’ll already be in an ambulance…” Mio said.
After about fifteen minutes of dangerous driving, the girl shakenly boarded off the ride, Mio kissing the sidewalk the moment she dismounted.
“I-i’m alive! K-kami-sama heard my prayers!”
“She knows we still have a return trip, right?” Nijika whispered to Azusa.
“We made it in half the time!” Kyoichi said.
“Thank you, Yamada-san.”
“Don’t mention it, dears! Anything for our little angel!”
“Right. We got a headstart, but we still need to chase that train!” Mio said.
“But couldn’t Yamada-san just drive us ba-”
“No time to dawdle, Azu-nyan! Quick! Grab the cheapest shortcake mix off the shelves!” Yui said, dragging Azusa into the store.
“I-i t-though this was the t-travel equipment store.” Hitori muttered.
“Ryo, what’s the matter, bumpkin? Don’t you need to do some shoppin’?”
Nijika turned, finding Ryo face to face with her parents by the ambulance.
“Well, I just wanna say.. Sorry for yelling at you earlier, and thank you, for the ride, I mean.”
Her parents blinked, before a smile graced their lips.
“Why, of course, sweetie! We’re sorry too.”
“You’re right. You’re all grown now. You don’t need us to hover over you so much.”
“You didn’t need to hover over me at all to begin with.” Ryo muttered, though she was smiling. “But yeah.”
“Do you need any money for the gear, sweetie?”
At the mention of cash, Ryo immediately straightened. “Yes, 2 million ye-”
“Just about enough to buy supplies for a week will suffice, Yamada-san.” Nijika intervened, before Ryo put her entire family in debt.
“There you go, spend responsibly, dears!” Kyoichi said, placing a wad of bills on Ryo’s palm. The blunette frowned.
“Oh, I’ll make sure she does, miss.” Nijika smiled, pushing Ryo to the store.
“Now you’ve done it, Nijika. You’ve just cost me payday.”
“Oh, save it.”
Ryo grumbled, causing Nijika to sigh.
“See, that wasn’t so hard, was it? Why’d you even hate them so much?”
“Hate them? I would never hate them. But just imagine tenchou hovering over you all the time, that wouldn’t be as jolly, now would it?”
“Ha! You can’t make that comparison, Ryo! Onee-chan would rather eat off the floor than talk about her feelings.”
“She did at that last live we did.”
“W-well, that’s different. Anyway! This shopping trip’s stalled long enough. Come on, let’s pick up our stuff before Yui-chan realizes this isn’t a bakery.”
-
Ritsu walked down the path back home from the station alone, drawing a breath of relief at what she managed to do just hours ago. Sure, she got some scolding and lectures about “proper etiquette” for about an hour from a lady she just met- but she did it! They’re all going to London! Thinking about it again brought a grin to Ritsu’s face.
The thought was immediately dissuaded however, as Ritsu began hearing a siren growing ever louder from the distance. An ambulance? Did someone die? Before she knew it, the ambulance had already stopped right in front of her. Its back door opening to reveal-
“You can just drop me here, Yamada-san! This is my street!”
Ritsu raised an eyebrow. “Mio?”
“Oh, Ritsu- you’re here.”
“Ryo? Why’re you two in an ambulance?”
“Long story.” Mio said, as she boarded off the ride. “But the gist of it is that Ryo’s parents are giving us a lift. We already dropped Hitori-chan and the others off, so it’s just me and Ryo left.”
“You sure you don’t want us to just drop you by your house, dear?” A man said from the driver seat.
“It’s fine, Yamada-san. I’ll just walk the rest of the trip with Ritsu here.” Mio said, as Ryo handed her her haul from their shopping trip.
“Oh, friend of yours?” A woman, similar in appearance to Ryo, only with long hair, said as she popped her head out the passenger seat. Mio nods.
“Well then, we’ll see you later, Akiyama-chan! Good luck on your London trip!”
“Be a dear and say hi to the queen for us!”
“Dad. The queen’s passed.”
“Passed, eh? Well, say hi for us when you pass by her!”
And with that, Ryo closed the ambulance’s door before it drove away.
“So that’s her parents?”
“Yeah. Odd bunch. You won’t believe the amount of trouble we went through for the passport with them around.”
“No kidding. Now I finally see where Ryo gets her crazy from.”
“So. I assume your trip to Kita’s went well?” Mio asked as she and Ritsu continued their trek.
“Got my text, didn’t you? We convinced her folks. Easy peasy.”
“Thank god. At least your day went normally enough. ”
“Well, I wouldn’t say that. If you call Ryo’s folks “odd,” You’re in for a ride when you meet Kita’s.”
“Honestly, I doubt that. Ryo’s parents give Yui a run for her money. But that’s all done now, so whatever.”
“Makes you glad our parents are sane though, eh?”
Mio shook her head. “Anyway, here’s your stuff. Azusa’s holding onto Mugi’s. She’ll probably give it to her at school.”
“Sweet! You got the binoculars I told you to get, right?”
“I don’t know why you’d need that, but yeah. It’s all in the bag.”
“Alright!” Ritsu said, inspecting the bag. “Uhh… Mio..?’
“What is it?”
Ritsu pulled a handful of weeds from the bag. “I don’t remember asking you to buy me a bag of weeds.”
“What the- damn it, Ryo! Just a normal day for once! Am I asking too much!?”
Notes:
obviously, kita's parents appear at a much later point in the manga, but considering you can't just decide to go to London on a whim (unless you're the k-on girls, for some reason), kita would have to ask permission from her parents- who would still be very much against her being in a band at this point. so the trip would definitely cause kita and her parents conversations to happen earlier.
ryo's parents addition in the chapter actually only happened as im writing it. It wouldnt be fair if only one side gets all the parental drama, right? and they actually add in a nice contrast with the other side, parents who are too skeptical to be supportive against parents who's too supportive.
Chapter 23: Number One Star
Summary:
The girls travel to London, with mental baggage along their physical ones.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“So we’re all set for next week?”
Azusa addressed her senpais- who, like always, were leisuring around the clubroom, drinking tea (and in Sawako’s case, pretending to work on her laptop).
“Hai!” they all chorused back.
“We’ve set the schedule..” Azusa said, checking her notes. We’ve already bought our supplies..”
“And we’ve bought our tickets! We’re set to go first thing Monday morning!” Ritsu exclaimed. Yui, who was leaning against her, cheered.
“Right. Huh, I guess that's everything.” Azusa concluded, pocketing her notes, before looking up at her senpais.
“Something the matter, Azusa?” Mio queried, as Azusa was just standing there, silently observing them.
“Are you guys up to something?” Azusa asked point blank.
“Up to something? What do you mean, Azusa-chan?” Mugi tilted her head innocently.
“You got a certain air around you..” Azusa muttered, narrowing her eyes. “I don’t know what it is..”
“Mou, cut your senpais some slack, will ya kid? We just wanted to take a nice relaxing vacation. No antics.” Ritsu remarked.
“Somehow hearing you say it doesn’t comfort me in the slightest.” Azusa deadpanned.
“I’ll ignore the slight. Why don’t you take the day off, Nakano?”
“Day off?”
“Yeah.” Mio nods. “You must be tired after all your exams, right?”
“O-oh.” Azusa sputtered. “I’m fine, really. I think I did pretty well.”
The girls turned towards Sawako, who looked up from her laptop briefly in response.
“Don’t look at me. I don’t even teach second-years this year.”
“Well, regardless. You deserve a break after all your hard work this week.” Mugi said, packaging a slice of cake inside a box and handing it to Azusa.
“Rest well, Azusa. You need all your energy for Monday.” Mio smiled.
“I suppose you’re right. Thanks, senpais.”
Azusa began packing up her stuff, moving towards the door.
“What about you senpais? Not going home?”
“We got some business to take care of. University talks and boring stuff like that. You mosey on ahead.” Ritsu said.
Azusa narrowed her eyes, but didn’t comment further. She eventually released her gaze off Ritsu, moving it towards the brunette currently leaning on the buchou on the floor.
“Yui-senpai.. you’re awfully quiet today.”
“Hmm..? Oh, I’ve just been thinking, Azu-nyan !.....About all the London delicacies I’m gonna eat on our trip.”
Azusa shook her head fondly. “Of course. Well, I’ll see you Monday, then, senpais.”
“See you, Azu-nyan!”
Azusa gave one last smile before closing the door behind her. The club waited for a bit to make sure she was really gone, before all of them exchanged serious glances.
“Well? Any progress?” Ritsu said, standing up and plopping down on her seat.
“I’m pretty much done with the composition.” Mio replied. “Just need some polish, and we’re done.”
“Can we hear it, Mio-chan?” Mugi asked.
Mio turned to Sawako, who sighed as she felt the bassist’s gaze on her. She slid her laptop across the table towards Mio.
“Make it quick. I still have some work to do.”
“No you don’t. You were browsing readit.” Ritsu said.
Mio plugged her flashdisk on Sawako’s laptop, playing her composition for the band to hear. They let the song play to completion in silence, before Mio looked up expectantly.
“Well?”
“I like it!” Mugi immediately answered. “It doesn’t sound too sad or too happy, it’s just-”
“Bittersweet. Yeah, this encapsulates the tone really well.” Ritsu finished.
“Yeah.”
“Thanks, I doubted myself a lot while working on it, but I’m glad you all liked it.” Mio shyly stammered.
“Aw, babe. You know I’d love anything that you make, right?” Ritsu gushed, which was only met with an indignant huff.
“Then why’d you reject my penguin song idea?”
“Anyway!” Ritsu said hastily. “Now we only need to finish the lyrics for this thing! Any progress on that?”
To this however, nobody responded. An awkward silence blanketed the clubroom, prompting the buchou to sigh.
“Still nothing?”
Mugi shook her head guiltily. “I’m embarrassed to admit it, but I’m genuinely lost on this one.”
“I’ve spent my whole time on that composition that I haven’t had time to think about lyrics.” Mio hummed.
“You’re telling me you haven’t written the lyrics for it yet? This close to graduation?” Sawako finally spoke.
“Give us a break. A lotta things happened, okay?” Ritsu said defensively.
“Do you have any lyrics in mind, sensei?” Mugi asked.
“Me? Well, Hate to tell you girls, but most of my lyrics would probably not be appropriate for your demographic.”
“Yeah, no-” Mio said. “This is a song from us to Azusa. We need to be the ones writing it.”
“Mou! I just can’t do it!” Someone suddenly exclaimed.
Everyone turned towards Yui, who had so far been silent for the entire discussion. “I just can’t write anything for Azu-nyan!”
Ritsu sighed. “You’re the closest to her, even if we don't account for your whole.. situationship thing- do you really have nothing?”
“I already wrote something! But you rejected it, buchou!”
“Look, I just think a song about girls having antennas that can detect strawberry parfait is a bit misplaced, even if you insist on some subtext I’m not picking up!”
“Azu-nyan is the parfait!”
“Yes, what’s not to get?” Ritsu exhaled. “Regardless, you heard the composition just now, didn’t you? I doubt your lyrics will match the sound.”
“Mou.” Yui pouts, before getting up. “I won’t give up! I’ll just brainstorm another idea! I’ll make this a perfect song for Azu-nyan!”
“Maaa.. Yui-chan, that is most admirable.” Mugi said appraisingly.
“Of course! I’ll do anything for my Azu-nyan!”
The door suddenly opened following this declaration, causing everyone in the room to exclaim in surprise, startling the returning kouhai by the door.
“W-what’s going on?”
“Azu-nyan! Why’re you back?”
“I just realized I left my guitar.” Azusa pointed to the wall where her guitar was propped up. Everyone was so transfixed on their discussion that they didn’t even notice Azusa had left her Muttan.
“O-oh..”
Azusa knelt and picked up her guitar, before getting up and glancing back at her senpais.
“Something the matter? Why are you all looking at me like that?”
The seniors averted their eyes, just realizing that they were staring. This did little to dissuade Azusa’s suspicion.
“Not up to anything, huh?”
Yui averted her eyes. “Don’t know what you’re talking about, Azu-nyan.”
Azusa frowned.
-
“And that’s what happened, really. I feel like she’s keeping a secret from me. Do you know anything about it?”
Azusa turned to the brunette next to her, who had been listening intently, but Ui merely exhaled.
“I don’t think onee-chan can keep a secret, Azusa-chan.” Ui said, a bit too honestly.
“I guess..”
“Maybe it’s just their usual antics, Azusa-chan.” Azusa glanced at one of Hitori’s fans sitting opposite to her.
These days, the weekends meant one thing for Azusa- more Hitori fan club meetings. Although at this point, Azusa could describe it more as an excuse for a small group of friends to gather. Since they sparsely talk about Hitori nowadays, the subject of their discussions just became anything that they wanted to share that week. Given that her senpai’s behavior yesterday had been stuck in her mind, Azusa had decided to share her qualms to an audience of the usual fanclub’s attendants- Hitori’s two fans, Ui, Jun, and Kita.
“I doubt it. They usually let me in on all their shenanigans, even when I explicitly told them not to.” Azusa corroborated.
“Shouldn’t you feel glad that they’re not disturbing you with their eccentricities for once?” Jun said.
The irony of this being said by Jun of all people wasn’t lost on Azusa.
“Honestly, it’s fine if they want to keep something to themselves. It’s just- Yui-senpai specifically. You think that now we’re-” Azusa cleared her throat before continuing, “-sort of dating- that she wouldn’t keep secrets from me.”
“Perhaps you should set down rules now that you’re dating.” Fan #1 Suggested, while Fan #2 nodded.
“Well, we’re not.. dating-dating, I- it’s complicated.”
At this, Kita chuckled. “Ah, the “what are we” phase of a relationship…huh? I feel that.”
Azusa looked up to meet the redhead’s eyes. “Right, Kita-chan- how has it been with Hitori-chan?”
Kita smiled, a content look plastered on her face. “Still no answer. I wasn’t expecting one for a while, anyway. I’m just happy that things can still be how it always has been, and I’m prepared to wait for as long as I need to, if it’s for Hitori-chan.” Kita answered determinedly.
“I admire your resolve, Kita-chan. You’re a trooper.” Jun said, holding back tears.
“I’m sure it’s gonna be fine, Azusa-chan, Kita-chan. Don’t overthink it.” Ui said comfortingly.
Azusa smiled. Not long after her confession to Hitori, Kita had confided with the fanclub (probably one of the few times they discussed Hitori recently). At first, Azusa dreaded their reaction, but to her pleasant surprise, everyone had been supportive. This inspired Azusa to also tell them about her confession to Yui as well. The similarity of their situation sometimes comes up as an inside joke for the fanclub, but Azusa was just glad that she now had a safe space to freely talk about this beyond her immediate friends at school.
“Yeah, just enjoy your trip!” Jun perked up. “Who else can say that their first date would be a honeymoon in London?”
Azusa choked on her drink, prompting Ui to pat her on the back. “H-honeymoon? Jun, what are you talking about!?”
Jun only grinned back impishly. “Oh, come on- new couples, going abroad… what else would you call it?”
“Oh my..” Kita muttered quietly. “Never thought of it like that..”
“I-it’s a graduation slash concert trip! There’ll be other people there!” Azusa shot back.
“I wouldn’t call a 9 women trip a honeymoon, really. Seems a bit crowded.” One of the fans interjected.
“Thank you!” Azusa coughed.
“Do they even have a hotel room big enough for 9 people?” The other fan asked.
“They’ll probably book several rooms and split into groups, y’know? Like our trip to Kyoto!”
“Ah, right- haha! I remember now! We shared a room!”
“Aw. You guys have been friends for a while now, haven’t you?” Kita said.
“Pretty much glued to the hips!”
“That explains why you two are always together. Well- minus that time we worked on those videos for HTT and kessoku band. But other than that, you’re both inseparable.” Jun piped up.
“Ha, if you think we’re inseparable, wait til you heard about our other friends that had to share a room on that trip!”
“Yeah, much more glued to the hips than we are! On so many levels, actually.”
“Ugh. Don’t remind me. They were making so much noise in that bedroom. What else can you expect from a new couple-”
The fan sputtered, glancing at the younger girls across her.
“R-right. You girls don’t need to know about that tidbit.” The fan nervously said, while her friend rolled her eyes.
Kita blushed up a storm at the unexpected exchange. Jun, in contrast, leaned closer. “No- do tell us more!”
Azusa was about to scold Jun before she felt Ui’s grip on her shoulder suddenly tenses up. She winced, turning to the brunette, who was staring blankly ahead.
“Err.. Ui..?”
A couple seconds passed before Ui cleared her throat. “Azusa-chan. You’ll be going on this trip with my sister, yes?” Ui said, turning almost mechanically towards Azusa.
“Y-yes-? What kind of question-”
“Then may I have your word that you will remain behaved for the duration of this trip?” Ui said sweetly.
“What do you-” Azusa’s mind finally caught up to her- that slip up one of the fans just uttered about their friend’s deed at night, that honeymoon comment from Jun, the trip-
“W-W-W-W-W-W-WHAT!?”
“Wow, I counted 7 W’s there.” Jun said.
Azusa glanced frantically around for support, but to her dismay- the others seemed to want to (understandably) stray out of Ui’s wrath. Kita especially seems to be off on her own world- her face entirely flushed red, a faraway look on her face.
“W-what makes you think- I-i wouldn’t- N-no- o-of course not! I would n-never- The thought wasn’t even-”
“Azusa-chan.” Ui simply smiled. “Can I have your word?”
Azusa gulped. Ui was smiling, but it felt like she was trying to explode Azusa with her mind.
“N-no, o-of course not- what kind of girl do you think I am?” Azusa said, looking affronted after the embarrassment fully subsided.
“Then let’s shake on it.” Ui extended her hand, which Azusa accepted, though she wished she hadn’t, it felt like Ui was trying to break each of her fingers.
“Right.” Fan #1 awkwardly said, trying to divert the topic. “Where’re you planning to go, Azusa-chan?”
Azusa immediately grasped onto this lifeline. “Just the obvious spots y’know, Abbey Road, London’s eye-”
The discussion about tourist spots brought Kita back out of her flustered stupor. “Oooh, don’t forget Buckingham Palace!”
As Azusa and Kita began listing down their planned destinations- she still couldn’t get what was said out of her head. We’re not even dating- like, officially! Something like that really shouldn’t be on the table, right? But it’s not like being in a relationship is a prerequisite for… that.
Is this somehow connected to Yui and the others’ supposed secret-?
Azusa shook her head. She’s being silly. Chances are, Yui wouldn’t even know about the “no pants dance”. She’s worrying over nothing.
“This did get me thinking, though. I guess we might not be like- dating yet, but spending some one on one time with our partners during this trip sounded wholly romantic, doesn’t it?” Kita suddenly gushed to Azusa.
“Oh.. well, I suppose.” Azusa replied reluctantly.
“That’s settled! I need to make many memories with Hitori-chan during this trip!”
Frankly, with how Ui was glaring at her, Azusa herself is fine with constantly having a third wheel during their trip just to avoid anything remotely scandalous happening.
-
She has her passport, she packed all her clothes- what else-
“Hitori-chan.. Please come downstairs.”
Hitori broke out of her musings at her mother’s call. She quickly got up, stumbling over her open suitcase, before making her way downstairs. Her mother was consoling a tantrum-throwing Futari, while her father stumbled as Jimihen ran past his feet across the living room.
In other words, a typical Sunday night.
“Hitori-chan dear, there you are!” Her mother spoke over Futari’s cries.
“No fair! I wanna come too!”
“Futari-chan- if you be a good girl and go to sleep early, mom will cook your favorite for breakfast tomorrow!”
“Why does onee-chan get to go? I want to go to London with Kita nee-chan and Nijika nee-chan too!”
“Mom, why’d you call?” Hitori said, desperate to leave the scene as quickly as possible.
“It’s your dad, honey. He has something to give you.” Her mother said, still trying to pacify Futari.
Hitori turned to her dad, who was laying flat on his face while Jimihen licked his fingers.
“Dad..?”
“Hitori! Sweetie! Come here!” Her dad got up and beckoned her, prompting Hitori to sit across from him. He took a wad of bills out of his pocket.
“Your pocket money for the trip!” He said. “It’s not much- so spend responsibly, you got that?”
“Thanks dad.” Hitori said, still as amazed as when she first found out how profitable her channel actually was.
“Oh, my little girl’s going to London- the birthplace of Queen! If you met Sir. Brian May on your trip, can you tell him I’m a huge fan?”
“I’ll keep that in mind.” Hitori said.
Her dad cleared his throat. “Now, Hitori- this will be your first trip abroad, so I want you to listen to what I have to say.”
Hitori looked up, staring at the bangs that covered her father’s face.
“Remember to always walk in groups, don’t talk to anyone that looks suspicious. Use your phone if you’re separated from your friends. All of you’ve gotten a travel SIM card, have you?”
Hitori nods, remembering their shopping trip last week.
“And remember to always be polite and respectful. You’re in someone else’s country- therefore it’s your responsibility to keep a good impression of foreigners to the locals.”
Hitori gulped, she didn’t realize that such a huge responsibility would be given to her just for taking a holiday trip. She refixed her gaze at her father’s face, who smiled.
“But most importantly, have fun on your trip, dear. Good luck with that concert.” Her father said, patting her on her head.
“Hai, dad.”
“Don’t stay up too late, Hitori-chan. You have an early flight tomorrow.” Her mother advised. “Have you finished packing?”
“I was just about to..” Hitori said, getting up. “Thank you, mom, dad.”
Her parents smiled back, while Jimihen got up to lick her face. Hitori chuckled.
“No fair!” Futari cried again. “I wanna come too!”
“Futari-chan, I promise I’ll bring you back a lot of goodies.. So be a good girl, okay?”
“You’ll do that, onee-chan?” Futari said, pausing her tantrum. “I want the tastiest food they have in London! Pinky promise that you’ll bring me it!”
Futari leapt off her mother, extending her pinky towards Hitori threateningly. Hitori crouched down, intertwining her own pinky.
“Pinky promise.”
Their mother clapped. “Good girl, Futari! Now please.. come to bed?”
“Okay!” Futari said, completely pacified, strutting happily back to her mother.
Hitori threw one last smile at her family before returning to her bedroom. She sat down, zipping up her suitcase before staring at it. It dawned on her at that moment- she’s departing tomorrow.
She beamed, looking around the room. To think that she used to lock herself in this room for hours, playing her guitar- all to compensate for her lonely life. Now all of that hermit behavior had paid off! She has a band, and that band's going to London.
She truly had come so far.
The best of all was- she didn’t even have any creeping anxieties about this upcoming trip! This is pretty much the opposite of how it used to be- she used to overthink what she should do for a simple trip to the grocery store. Now, however- she’s going across the globe without so much of a worry! Only a happy heart, and a happy mind! Absolutely nothing will come up suddenly and cause an overthinking bout to-
A loud blaring from her phone interrupted her ongoing internal monologue. She flinched, looking at the caller ID before picking up the call.
“Hitori-chan!” Hitori was immediately blasted with Kit-aura as she picked up the call.
“Kita-san. Good evening.”
“Good evening to you too! Omigosh, I'm so excited about tomorrow, aren’t you?”
“Y-yeah-”
“Imagine, we get to spend so much time together! In London!” Hitori moved her ear slightly away from the phone as Kita was overcomed with a bout of really noisy giggles. “I just can’t wait to take a stroll around London with you, Hitori-chan!”
“W-with me?”
“And the others too, of course! But mostly with you.. The idea just sounds really…”
Kita trailed off into quiet whispers, giving Hitori’s ears a bit of a reprieve.
“Well anyway, just calling to ask whether you’re ready for tomorrow or not! Have you packed, Hitori-chan?”
“I-i have..”
“Great! We’ll see each other at the station tomorrow, okay? Gosh, I can’t wait! I’ll see you soon, Hitori-chan~”
And with that, the call ended. Hitori inhaled, staring blankly as she lowered her phone.
All her life, she had avoided anything even mildly resembling romance, which left her ill-prepared for when Kita had spontaneously confessed to her. In hindsight, it probably wasn’t that spontaneous, with how overt Kita was prior. She settled on asking Kita to let her mull it over for a bit, since all of this had been new for her at the moment. Kita agreed, asking that she’d only want to stay by her side while she decides.
But it’s been almost a month since. Hitori can’t keep her waiting forever! It would be cruel to Kita. Hitori noticed how much the girl- despite insisting that she doesn’t want to- has changed. She’s a lot more hesitant around her, almost as if she didn't want to overextend any boundaries. Hitori would almost find it cute how considerate she was being if she wasn’t too busy feeling guilty over having placed her in such a complicated predicament.
Just now, in that phone call, Hitori could feel it- Kita was dying to say so much more, relenting only for Hitori’s sake. Why can’t she just grow a pair and accept Kita already?
She began banging her head repeatedly to the floor. Waaa! Why is she so pathetic?
Should she give Kita her answer on this trip? Oh wait, no.. she wouldn’t be ready by that time-
Hitori felt a sudden presence on her right shoulder, “It’s been a month.” a guitar with wings and halo spoke to her.
But-
“No!” another guitar, this time with devil horns, popped up on her other shoulder. “It’s Kita’s fault for throwing this at us so suddenly! The least she can do is wait!”
“How much longer are you gonna leave her hanging?”
“For as long as it is convenient to stall!”
Hitori groaned, shoving the two guitars off her shoulders before rolling around her bedroom in despair. What to do, what to do!?
A sudden ping from her phone brought her out of her sulking. She yelped, before scurrying over to her phone. It was a message from Kita.
oh, by the way, hitori-chan~ make sure to get a lot of rest tonight! don’t stay up too late, okay? <3
Ik you tend to overthink when it comes night, but none of that tonight, okay! just get some rest! everything will turn out fine!
Hitori let her face fall flat to the ground.
How the hell am I supposed to not overthink and sleep peacefully now that you’re in my head!??
-
“It’s alright, Mugi. I didn’t bring my instrument either.”
“But you brought your drumsticks, Ricchan!” Mugi pouts.
Ritsu sighed, turning to her girlfriend. Mio only averted her eyes, suddenly finding the closing train doors to be an interesting sight.
“Don’t look at me. I’m just bringing my bass in case we meet someone popular.”
“So they can sign it?” Ritsu raised a teasing eyebrow.
“That's why you brought your drumstick, isn’t it?”
“You know me so well, Mio-cwaaaan!” Ritsu said, nuzzling onto Mio. The bassist huffed impatiently.
“Hmph. Well at least I get to enjoy your interactions as compensation.” Mugi said, crossing her arms and plopping down to a seat as the train began moving.
“You didn’t forget anything, did you, Yui-senpai?” Azusa asked, as she herself sat down next to Mugi.
“I- wait.. I forgot my passport!”
The kouhai eyed Yui briefly, before averting her eyes. “Then I guess we’re going to London without you, senpai.”
“Ehh… Azu-nyan- when did you become so heartless?”
Azusa sighed. “You’re wearing your passport on your neck, senpai.”
“Oh.” Yui said, inspecting the document hanging off her neck. “I thought it was some kind of lucky charm.”
“Hmph. This is almost worth leaving my keyboard behind.” Mugi sulled, watching the pair.
“Ricchan!”
Ritsu turned to the brunette sitting next to her. “Sup?”
“Just wanna talk to you about that manga I borrowed from you, Ricchan!”
Ritsu furrowed her brows. “You didn’t-”
But her sentence was halted as Yui put up an index finger to her lips. The brunette turned, eyeing her kouhai. Azusa was conversing with Mugi, thoroughly distracted.
“Captain.” Yui quickly turned to face Ritsu. “I’m working on a brand new draft for the song!”
Ritsu clucked her tongue. So that’s what this was about. “Right. How far along are you?”
Yui made sure Azusa was still distracted before continuing. “Just small ideas for now.”
Ritsu pursed her lips. “Then report back when you’ve made more significant progress, private!”
“Aye, aye captain!” Yui saluted.
“Yui-senpai, what are you doing?”
Yui jolted up, turning quickly towards Azusa. “N-nothing Azu-nyan! Say, why don’t we talk about that manga I borrowed from you?’
“Manga? You didn’t borrow any manga from me.”
“She really needed to get a better lie.” Ritsu winced.
“Yui’s still writing the lyrics?” Mio asked.
“Looks like it. What’s your expectation for this draft?”
Mio wore a look that tells Ritsu exactly how she felt.
“Yeah, I wouldn't hold my breath either, but we should just let her cook up something for now.”
Mio hums in agreement, before moving her gaze out the window. They sat in comfortable silence for a while, before the intercom announced that they were approaching another station.
“Oh, this should be Hitori’s station.”
Not too long after that, the train stopped as they entered the new station. Due to the early hour of the morning, very few people boarded the train- letting the girls immediately spot their friend coming in.
“Hitori-chan, over here!” Yui beckoned, waving her hands incessantly.
The group watched as Hitori slowly walked up to them, dragging her luggage with her. “Ohayou gozaimasu.”
“Ohayou.” HTT chorused back.
“Ready for London, Hitori-chan?” Ritsu grinned.
Hitori fixed her posture, clearing her throat. “T-this will be a significant change for our relationship- I mean band! R-right. We need to b-be able to take this next step.. the band, that is. Y-yes. N-no more stalling. Give her your answer- I mean! Give her your all! N-no.. give our audience our all!”
Hitori winced, while HTT only stared blankly at that frankenstein of a sentence.
“Errr… you feelin’ well, Hitori?” Ritsu braved to ask.
“N-never better!” Hitori sputtered out, her whole body trembling.
“Perhaps you’re anxious over being far from home for once? That is fine. This is a first for most of us.” Mio said.
Mugi waved her hands. “Ah, don’t overthink it, Hitori-chan! As long as you’re together with your loved ones, everywhere would feel like home.” the heiress spoke.
“L-loved ones.. Yes, I- i love- I mean.. Thank you, Mugi-chan.” Hitori gave Mugi a weak smile, before plopping down next to Mio.
“You are fine, right? Hitori-chan?” Mio whispered.
“I, well..”
“What’s bothering you?” Ritsu piped up.
“Stage fever, maybe?” Mio suggested.
“You still have those? Hitori, you know you’ve been on plenty of stages at this point, right?” Ritsu chimed in.
“This could be different. She’s performing to a foreign audience. It’s totally normal to feel anxious about that.”
Hitori shook her head, mustering a weak smile. “Thanks, you guys.. But it’s not about performances this time..”
“What is it about, then?”
Hitori averted her eyes, looking down at the floor.. “I-it’s embarrassing..”
Mio placed a comforting hand on top Hitori’s own. “It’s alright, Hitori I won’t judge.”
“Neither would I! You can talk to us about anything, Hitori!” Ritsu said, hugging Mio’s side to the point their cheeks were touching. Hitori stared at them briefly.
“Y-you two are awfully touchy today..”
“Hmm? Well, we’ve always been, haven’t we, Mio-cwaan?”
“Yes, but I don’t think she meant our violent manzai routine.” Mio said, shrugging Ritsu off her. “I guess we never really announced it or anything..”
Mio intertwined her hands with Ritsu’s before smiling shyly.
Hitori’s eyes widened. “Y–you two… are together..?”
“Yup!” Ritsu grinned even wider.
“O-oh, c-congratulations.” Hitori stammered, observing them with an air of curiosity.
“Something the matter, Hitori?”
“I, well- you two- you’re dating.”
Mio and Ritsu traded glances. “Yes. we just told you that.”
“I, no- I just- I’m in a bit of a pickle currently, actually, not just a pickle-sized problem, maybe a cucumber, m-maybe even a watermelon-sized!”
“Hey.. wasn’t that my line..?” Ritsu muttered.
“Since y-you two are dating and all, I thought that m-maybe I could ask you for help on a- r-related problem…”
“Oh? What is it, Hitori?”
Mio and Ritsu leaned closer, but before Hitori could speak further- the train stopped again. They’ve entered another station.
Mio looked up. “That felt unreasonably quick.”
“Kita-chan!”
“Yui-chan! Ohayou!”
The group watched as Kita boarded the train and made her way towards them, the redhead immediately exchanging hugs with Yui. Kita pulled out of the hug, beaming towards the rest of the group.
“Hey, guys!”
“You sure look excited, Kita-chan.” Mugi happily supplied.
“But of course! What’s not to be excited about?” Kita beamed radiantly, causing most of the others to flinch from Kit-aura exposure.
Hitori tried to blink all the flashing colors away, readjusting her eyes- before being immediately greeted with Kita’s face as she reopened it.
“EEEEP!”
“Hitori-chan, ohayou! Did you sleep well yesterday?”
Hitori bit her lip, trying to prevent herself from telling her that she almost stayed up all night yesterday- all because of her.
“Y-yup.” Hitori squeaked. “Like a baby.”
Kita’s smile widened. “Glad to hear it, Hitori-chan! Let’s have lots of fun on this trip!”
Hitori nodded stiffly, and exhaled a sigh of relief as Kita plopped down next to Mugi, both of them immediately conversing animatedly.
“You were saying, Hitori?” Ritsu asked, as if there hadn’t been any interruptions.
Hitori sank further onto her seat. “W-well, t-that’s my p-problem. I barely slept last night cause I was thinking about…” Hitori’s eyes traveled to the redhead at the other end of the seat.
Mio followed her gaze, before a look of understanding passed on her face. “Ah, I see. So she finally confessed to you. About time.”
Hitori blinked stupidly. She supposed Mio was there when Kita dragged her away from STARRY, so it’s natural she would have some sort of idea of what happened. But it’s a bit off-putting to see her so confident with her answer. Had she figured it out even earlier?
“S-she did c-confess her feelings to me..” Hitori said slowly, “B-but I’ve never given my answer..”
“Huh, but why?” Ritsu demanded.
“I- I needed time to think about it..”
Mio nods understandingly. “I get it, Hitori. You don’t need to rush yourself. Take all the time you need.”
“T-that’s what I’ve kept telling myself.. But it’s been a month-”
“A month?” Ritsu exclaimed. Mio glared and whacked her on the noggin.
“Be quiet!” Mio hissed.
“A month, though! How long are you gonna keep her waiting?”
“I- I don’t know.. That’s- that’s why I wanted to ask you guys. W-what should I do here..?”
Ritsu and Mio exchanged another glance.
“Hitori, how exactly do you feel about.. Kita?” Mio said, eyeing Kita out of her peripherals.
“I- w-well, I-”
“..You’re right, Mugi-chan! Hitori-chan!”
Hitori choked, her body jerking upwards. Kita leaned forth to get a glimpse of the pinkette.
“We should take a lot of pictures, Hitori-chan! For my… I mean- the kessoku band socials! This’ll be really good for the algorithm!”
Hitori coughed. “Y-you think so?”
“I know so! Oooh, Mugi-chan- I should make you an ISSOSTA account, then we can follow each other!” Kita exclaimed, continuing her conversation with the heiress.
“Perhaps we should wait til we’re at a more secluded spot to discuss this.” Ritsu muttered, as Mio pats Hitori on her slouched back.
-
“This place is so big!”
The girls gawked in awe as they stepped onto the airport.
“Tch, this is nothing. Wait til you’ve seen the airports in Switzerland.” Ryo said, as they walked across the atrium.
“Whoa, you’ve been to Switzerland, Ryo-chan?” Mugi asked.
“No.”
“Ignore her, Mugi-chan.” Nijika heaved as she pulled her luggage. “Let’s get to our terminal.”
“Ah, Kita-chan, how about we start documenting our trip?” Mugi turned to the redhead.
“You know what? That’s a good idea, Mugi-chan.” Nijika replied.
“Hai! Everyone! Gather round, let’s take a picture!” Kita said, ushering over the others.
“Alright, Ryo-senpai, stand over there! Wait, we’re missing some people. Where’s-”
Kita looked around, finding the remaining girls that hadn't closed in- Mio, Ritsu, Yui, and Hitori were standing separately from the others, apparently engrossed in their own discussions, oblivious to their surroundings.
“Yui-senpai!” Azusa beckoned the brunette, to no avail. The small girl frowned. “They’re doing it again! Huddling amongst themselves!” she fumed.
“You just stand there for the picture, Azusa-chan. I’ll go get them.” Kita comforted, before making her way to the others.
As Kita walked up to the quartet, she saw Yui whispering to Ritsu, her posture slouched, trying to conceal something from view. Mio was beside Ritsu, eyeing the object in Yui’s hold that was obstructed from sight. Hitori was the odd one out, standing slightly apart from the three of them as if she wasn’t supposed to be there.
“Well, I suppose it's nice.” Kita could hear Ritsu speak. “But can we discuss this later, Yui? Me and Mio are trying to talk to Hitori.”
“When else are we gonna talk about this?” Yui pouts.
“Guys, we’re about to take a picture-” Kita interjected. No one had noticed her approach, causing everyone to exclaim in surprise. Mio, who was closest to Kita, yelped and leapt three feet in the air.
Yui sputtered, stumbling forward before hastily putting away what she was holding inside her coat. “K-kita-chan! I thought it was-”
“Yui-senpai! What are you doing!?” Azusa exclaimed from a distance.
Yui did a double take at her kouhai’s voice. “A-ah, we’re doing a picture, Kita-chan? Gomen, let’s do it!” Yui stammered, before scurrying towards the others. As she watched Yui retreat, she began thinking that there was perhaps merit to Azusa’s suspicions.
“Hitori–chan-”
“O-of course, K-kita-san! S-sorry for holding you up!” Hitori said as she hurriedly brushed past Kita, in a similar fashion to Yui.
“Is she alright?” Kita turned to Mio and Ritsu at the perplexing reaction.
The two exchanged brief glances. “Don’t worry about it, Kita-chan. She just wanted to ask us for advice for your performance.” Mio replied smoothly.
“Kita-chan! Come on! Are we taking this picture?” Yui’s voice brought Kita back out of her stupor.
“Ah, coming! Come on, you two!”
Shelving her concerns for now, Kita simply proceeded with taking the picture (insisting on multiple shots with multiple poses). After that, the girls traveled up to the checkpoint where they checked in their extra luggage.
“You got everything sorted, senpai?” Azusa interrogated after Yui handed off her suitcase.
“Mm-hmm!” Yui nods excitedly.
“Right.” Azusa nodded back, her thoughts flying back to what just happened earlier. “Say, Yui-senpai. What were you-”
“I’m sorry. But the flight today is fully booked. Can you also check those as well?” The airport staff suddenly interjected, causing Yui and Azusa to turn towards her and follow her gaze.
Yui whimpered as she finally realized what she was demanded. “You want me to separate from Giita?”
At the very same time, someone else loudly exclaimed her protest. “You want me to let you handle my *very expensive* bass? Nuh. Nuh-uh. Save it, lady.” Ryo said, covering her bass case protectively.
“Ryo, just do it!” Nijika cried.
“I don’t know if they can be trusted with my bass, Nijika. I’ve seen those videos of porters just throwing luggage carelessly to a cargo plane. Nuh-uh.”
Nijika pinched her nose. “Of all times to be difficult… You’ve been on airplanes plenty of times! You should’ve expected this!”
“Azu-nyan… what do I do?” Yui turned to her kouhai, who only stared blankly back.
“Just check in your guitar, senpai.” Azusa said as she checked in her own, signing the papers.
“B-but..”
“Ladies.. I urge you to keep it moving.” the airport staff said wearily. “There’s a line behind you.”
Yui turned from the woman back to Azusa. “Mou, fine.” She hugged her guitar bag, planting a small kiss on top of it.
“We’ll meet again in London, Giita.” Yui whispered. Azusa frowned.
“Ryo, look. Yui and the others are already checking in their instruments.” Nijika said, as Ryo still clung onto her bass.
“If they’re checking in theirs, that means more room for me and my bass on that plane.”
“Damn it, Ryo. You’re holding up the line!”
“Nothing will separate me from my bass.” Ryo said stubbornly, hugging her bass tighter. “I would never ditch it for any-”
“Hey, is that an unattended bill on the floor?” Ritsu suddenly said.
Ryo moved and abandoned her bass so fast that gravity didn’t even manage to occur to it yet. Scurrying madly, she hastily picked up the discarded money.
“This’ll help pay off my debt- wait a minute-” Ryo squinted her eyes. “This is a dollar bill.”
“A dollar?” Azusa queried.
“Britain doesn’t even use dollars! This is worthless both here and where we’re going.” Ryo exclaimed.
“Ah, that’s mine, Ryo-chan.” Mugi suddenly said, taking the dollar off her hands. “My mistake, It must’ve fallen off while I processed my luggage. I always keep multiple currencies in my wallet in case Father ever takes me on some spontaneous over the sea business trips.”
“There’s rich, and there’s Kotobuki-rich.” Ritsu muttered.
“I see.” Ryo mumbled. “Well, where was I? You’ll never take my bass from me, not for any- wait, where’s my bass?”
“I already checked it in.” Nijika said.
“W-what!?” Ryo stammered, frantically looking around before spotting two porters wrapping her instrument with bubble wraps.
“Nooo!” Ryo wailed, as Nijika and Mugi held her back.
“Not even on the plane yet and already making a scene.” Mio muttered, averting her face from onlookers.
“Come on, Ryo- let’s go.” Nijika said, dragging away the defeated bassist. With Ryo’s matter handled, the girls went past the checkpoint and advanced towards the terminal. The brief walk gave Azusa another opening to interrogate Yui, which she took immediately.
“Yui-senpai, I was going to ask-”
“Whoa!”
Azusa paused as Yui halted her tracks, gawking at the floor in front of her.
“The floor is walking!” she remarked, pointing at an autowalk.
“F-floors that walk for you.. This must be how extroverted celebrities live everyday..” Hitori muttered.
“You mean “moving”.” Ritsu corrected.
“It’s just an autowalk.” Nijika said exasperatedly. “Stop gawking at it and step on it.”
Yui stepped onto the walkway, giddily exclaiming as it began moving. “Azu-nyan, look! I’m moving!”
All thoughts of interrogation left Azusa’s head as she watched Yui’s fascination with the autowalk. “Don’t be a kid, Yui-senpai.”
“Whaaat? I can’t hear you, Azu-nyan! You’re too far, I’m moving away! Wait, no this is too far! Azu-nyan, help!”
Azusa sighed, stepping onto the autowalk to catch up to Yui. Maybe she should wait until Yui is not constantly distracted to question her.
“This’ll make another good picture!” Kita exclaimed, before turning to Hitori. “Stand over there, Hitori-chan- let’s capture this moment forever on my phone!”
“A-ah, wait!”
“Now just stand still, Hitori-chan. I’m gonna take a- Hitori-chan- don’t move!”
“I-i’m not! The floor is!”
“I wouldn’t mind having one of these at school!” Yui exclaimed.
“Aha! I can see your legs, Yui!” Ritsu yelled, pointing at the transparent glass wall as she followed Yui outside the autowalk.
“Stop goofing around, you all!” Mio reprimanded.
Despite Mio’s plea, the girls continued goofing around on the autowalk (mostly Yui and Ritsu) chasing after Mugi while playing reporter, and moonwalking on the walkway. Kita wasn’t helping matters much, happily taking pictures of all their antics, indirectly encouraging them.
Mio frowned. “Kita-chan-”
“Look!” Yui suddenly exclaimed.
The rest turned to where she pointed to a massive view of the landing pad, where several planes were parked.
“Sugoi..”
Mio instantly rummaged around her bag, before taking out her camera and snapping several pictures “Ritsu, look! That one’s moving!”
Nijika exhaled. “Mio-chan. You’re just the same as them..”
-
“Here’s our seats.” Ritsu said, as they reached the last three rows at the back of the plane.
“Three seats on each row. That means we’ll divide into a group of three.” Mio stated.
“Let’s sit back here, Azu-nyan!” Yui immediately said, pulling the kouhai to the backmost row.
“Hai. Can you help me with my luggage, senpai?” Azusa said, tiptoeing in an attempt to reach the compartment above her.
“I’ll help, Azusa-chan!” Kita said, happily taking off the luggage and storing it above with ease.
“Psst, Hitori.”
The pinkette turned, finding Ritsu and Mio beckoning her.
“Let’s sit together. Y’know, continue our talk from earlier.”
Hitori bit her lip, nervously glancing back at Kita, who was still talking with Azusa.
“A-alright.” Hitori eventually relented, moving towards Mio and Ritsu’s seats.
“Hitori-chan! Wanna sit together?” Kita suddenly exclaimed.
Hitori shot up, halting her movements as she rigidly turned to an expectant Kita. “W-well, actually..’
“Say, Hitori- weren’t you gonna sit with us?” Ritsu remarked loudly. Hitori flinched, eyeing Kita guiltily.
“Oh? Well, that’s fine. In that case, I’ll sit with Yui and Azusa-chan back here! You guys don’t mind, right?”
“Not at all, Kita-chan!” Yui beamed.
“Guess that means you’re sitting with us, Mugi-chan.” Nijika said.
Mugi nods. “Ah.. I’m so excited to go abroad with you all.”
“I’m taking the window seat.” Ryo said, brushing past both Nijika and Mugi.
Hitori drew a sigh of relief as everyone agreed to the sitting arrangement. She plopped herself down to the window seat, right next to Mio.
“So, Hitori-” Mio cleared her throat. “Continuing from earlier..how do you exactly feel about Kita?”
Hitori knew this question was coming, but it still took her aback nonetheless. “I, well, um- she’s nice.”
“What Mio meant was-” Ritsu interjected impatiently, “Do you like her back or not, Hitori?”
Hitori flinched from Ritsu’s blunt disposition. “I, uhm.. I- I do..”
“Hmm. So the reason that you haven’t replied yet is not because you don’t like her back.”
“N-no, not at all! I- I really do like Kita-san. I’m j-just.. This is really scary, y-you know.. I’ve never thought I would ever find myself in this quandary.. I have no idea how this will end up, or i-if it’s even going to w-work out.. I never expected this..”
At this, Mio nodded understandingly. “I understand that, Hitori.”
“Y-you do?”
“It’s really nothing out of the ordinary. A lot of people have these kinds of thoughts before entering a relationship. I know I myself do.” Mio added quietly.
“Thankfully, it all worked out for us!” Ritsu grinned.
“Yes, but not without hiccups.” Mio rolled her eyes. “Our band almost disbanded, if you forgot.”
Hitori paled, her whole body matching the white interior of the plane. “D-disbanding? O-over y-your relationship-”
Seeing this reaction, Mio hastily comforted the trembling girl. “That won’t happen to you, Hitori! I assure you. Our case was a bit.. extreme, to say the least.”
“As long as there’s no third parties trying to pull some mind games, you’re probably fine. Wait, Mio- we’re not doing that, are we?”
“No, of course not. What Mugi did was foolish. Whatever Hitori does, she needs to do it of her own volition. Our role here is to simply support her.”
Hitori began to feel like she’s learning a bit too much about HTT internal dramas than necessary. “I-i appreciate the h-help, guys.” she said, clearing her throat.
“Ah, what’re friends for?” Ritsu waved her hand. “You don’t need to be scared, Hitori. Kita’s the one who asked you out, so she’d be-”
“Hitori-chan! Wanna take a picture on the plane?”
Ritsu yelped, never managing to finish her sentence. Hitori looked up at Kita, who had come to peek behind their seats. The redhead had a look of confusion on her face as she watched the three gawked back at her.
“Am I interrupting something..?”
“I-uh…” Hitori said, desperately glancing at both Mio and Ritsu.
“It’s nothing, Kita. Just talking about your upcoming performance.” Mio said brazenly.
“Still? What’re you so worried about, Hitori-chan?” Kita tilted her head.
“Erm, well-”
“We got this, Kita! Don’t you worry!” Ritsu said, not-so-subtly ushering her away. “Just teach Yui English or something.”
Kita didn’t look convinced, but eventually conceded the matter, smiling back at Hitori. “Alright, then. I won’t pry.” she said, plopping back down to her seat.
The trio waited for a short moment, before they heard sounds of conversations between Kita and Yui. They exhaled in tandem.
“That was way too close.” Ritsu muttered.
Hitori collapsed on her seat, colors returning to her face. “T-this can’t c-continue. I- i have to t-tell her. B-but-!”
Mio and Ritsu exchanged glances. “Hitori, look. You don’t need to force yourself, you know.. I’m sure Kita will understand.” Mio said.
“Buuut.. She has been waiting a while..” Ritsu drawled.
“Ritsu, you’re not helping.”
“N-no, Mio-san.. Ritsu-san is right. I need to- i need to stop being such a coward. I need to give her my answer, y-yes.”
Hitori sat upright, puffing her chest up. A determined look entered her face, as she furrowed her brows and stared ahead.
Mio raised her eyebrows. “Well, if you decide that that’s-”
The display lasted three whole seconds before crumbling apart. “I-i can’t do it! I-i’d die!” Hitori said, deflating onto her seat. Eyeing the flattened Hitori, Ritsu turned back to face her girlfriend.
“I guess this is just gonna be a thing for the whole trip.”
-
Yui stirred awake, opening her eyes just slightly. All the lights on the plane were out, and next to her, both Azusa and Kita are fast asleep. They’ve been flying for a while now, she wondered how far they’ve gone. Opening the blinds of her window, she was met with the soft orange glow of a coming dawn, high above the clouds. She had never seen quite a sight before.
“Azu-nyan, look!” Yui’s first instinct was to show Azusa the scenery, but the kouhai was still fast asleep. The soft orange light framing her serene, sleeping face.
“Azu-nyan..”
Yui moved up her hand to fix Azusa’s sleeping mask, before quietly mulling to herself. She took out a notebook out of her bag, opening her tray table and placing the notebook on top of it.
“Right, lyrics for Azu-nyan..” Yui mumbled, before she began scribbling. Scrambling her brain, she jotted down thoughts that passed through her head. World-wide, rock, strong finisher..? She glanced back at the sleeping kouhai, her usually stern face now looked so peaceful and unbothered. Yui smiled. Azusa meant a lot for her- doubly so after recent events. And she wants this song to show her that. Glancing back down at her notebook, she closed her eyes, furrowing her brows in concentration.
Need to brainstorm more lyrics for Azu-nyan…
Suddenly, Yui sensed movements somewhere next to her. Bracing for the worst, she quickly collapsed on top of the tray table, concealing her notebook.
“Oh, Yui-chan- ohayou.” Kita sleepily said, glancing at the orange sky outside. “It’s already morning again..”
“O-oh, it’s just you, Kita-chan.” Yui said in relief. Kita observed the brunette’s awkward position, tilting her head.
“Are you trying to sleep on the tray table?”
“No!” Yui said, quickly getting up. “I was just…writing lyrics for Azu-nyan. I thought she woke up, so..”
“Lyrics for Azusa…? Wait- now I get it.” Kita said, as she blinked her drowsiness away. “That’s what you’ve been hiding from her!”
“Yeah, I can’t let her know- wait, how do you know we’ve been hiding this from her, Kita-chan?”
Kita fixed her gaze at the brunette, before glancing at the sleeping girl between them. “Azusa-chan shared her suspicions.”
Yui glanced at her kouhai. “Mou, Azu-nyan’s too smart.. I can’t have her find out about her surprise….”
“Don’t worry, Yui-chan! This’ll just be our little secret. I won’t tell Azusa-chan.”
Yui smiled. “Arigatou, Kita-chan.”
“Incidentally, how much have you written down, Yui-chan? Want some help?”
At this, Yui lit up. “You’d help, Kita-chan?”
“Of course! I’ve written a love song for Hitori-chan once, technically.” Kita blushed. “Let me have a look!”
Yui extended the notebook. Kita gripped to the other end, and they ended up sharing it right in front of Azusa’ sleeping figure.
“Worldwide- rock..”
“Huh..?”
Both Kita and Yui jolted up in silent surprise as Azusa stirred awake. The sudden start caused them to drop the notebook on Azusa’s lap.
“Hmmh.. Yui-senpai, is something wrong?” Azusa sleepily muttered.
Yui snapped back towards her seat, sweating profusely. “I-it’s nothing, Azu-nyan! Why don’t you go back to sleep?”
Azusa blinked, before noticing something on her lap. “Hmm, what is this-”
Kita moved so fast to grab the notebook that Azusa didn’t even have time to register a surprised reaction.
“Kita-chan, whuh?”
“Nothing, Azusa-chan, haha! It’s just my notebook, must’ve fallen from my bag.”
“Right onto my lap…?”
“Strange things happen on airplanes, y’know..?”
Azusa merely stared at Kita briefly, before shrugging and re-closing her eyes. A couple of seconds passed before they could hear her snoring softly. Kita and Yui exhaled in relief.
“That’s a close one-”
“Ssshh!” Yui pushed an index finger to her lips. “Let’s continue the discussions over whispers, Kita-chan, so we won’t wake Azu-nyan.”
Kita nods silently. “You mind if I write down some of my own ideas, Yui-chan?” she whispered.
“Hai!”
Kita began writing down in the notebook, prompting Yui to lean over her seat to get a good look.
“Yui-chan- what are you doing?”
“I wanna see what you’re writing, Kita-chan!”
“Y-yes, but you can’t just lean over Azusa-chan like that, you’ll wake her up!”
As if on cue, Azusa stirred awake once more, to be immediately greeted by Yui’s body blocking her vision.
“Mou, why’s it so dark..? Is it night already..?”
Yui immediately pulled back to her seat, startling Azusa awake. “Okay, senpai, really. What are you up to?”
“Nothing, Azu-nyan. Don’t know what you’re talking about. You’re probably just dreaming about this. You’re still asleep!”
“Uh-huh.” Azusa slowly turned to Kita, prompting the redhead to quickly hide the notebook behind her back. “Kita-chan, what’s Yui-senpai’s up to?”
“We were just talking, Azusa-chan.” Kita chuckled, pushing her back harder to her seat to obscure the notebook from view.
“Yeah, about the manga I borrowed from her!” Yui nervously supplied.
Azusa leaned back to her seat, closing her eyes again. “How many people did you borrow mangas from..” she muttered frustratedly, before falling back asleep.
“Perhaps we should wait til she’s not literally between us to plan this out, Yui-chan.” Kita whispered.
-
“Giita!” Yui exclaimed as she was reunited with her instrument. Everyone watched the scene with an exasperated fondness, except for Azusa, who had a bitter frown on her face.
“My bass is back too, oh- I’ll never let anything separate us again my sweet, *expensive* Fender.” Ryo gushed as she clung to it. “Not even that wretched evil drummer-”
“I’m right next to you, you know.” Nijika spat.
“Don’t forget your other luggage, Yui-chan.” Mugi reminded, pushing Yui’s suitcase towards her.
“Everyone done? Let’s go!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“N-not yet.. M-mio-san’s still waiting for her luggage.” Hitori meekly said, pointing to the bassist- standing alone by the conveyor belt.
“It’s not here..” Mio squeaked.
“Is it lost?” piped Yui.
“Ooh, Akiyama-san, what are you going to do? All your panties are in there!” Ritsu teased.
“Oh, shut up! I’m freaking out here! I-”
“Is that it?” Ryo said, pointing at a pile of suitcases that had been placed aside. Mio quickly turned.
“It is! Oooh! I thought I’ve lost you!” Mio said, scurrying and hugging the suitcase tightly like it was her long lost twin.
“She’s hugging that suitcase tighter than she ever hugged me.” Ritsu mumbled.
“Now you know how I feel.” Azusa chirped.
They eventually stepped out of the airport, immediately greeted by the cold London breeze. As expected, the first thing Kita did as she stepped out was to take a bunch of selfies.
“Picture by London taxi!” She said excitedly as she snapped a picture.
“There’re taxis back home!” Nijika said exasperatedly. “Someone’s gotta rein her in. Mio-chan-”
“Look Mio-chan!” Yui exclaimed. “London taxi!”
Mio moved to snap a picture of the vehicle next to Kita. Nijika shook her head. “You really are just like them, Mio-chan.”
“H-how’re we gonna get t-to the hotel..?” Hitori asked.
“I don’t know, the taxis Mio and Kita are photographing?” Ritsu suggested.
“Hello. Where do you want to go?” a taxi driver, a white haired old man, greeted the girls as they made their way up to the line of taxis by the sidewalk.
“O-oh, Kita-chan, they’re speaking English.” Hitori whispered.
“Of course they are, Hitori-chan. We’re in England.” Kita exhaled.
“What’re they saying, Ikuyo?” Ryo asked.
“Couldn’t you speak English? You’ve listened to Paul Mccartney’s songs.” Nijika interjected.
“The only thing you take away from songs are vibes, Nijika.” Ryo said sagely.
“He’s asking us where we want to go.” Mugi explained kindly.
“Ibis court Hotel!” Azusa supplied.
The man hummed. “Ah, the Ibis. Which one?”
“He’s…. asking us where it is.” Mugi said.
“Where else? London, of course!” Ritsu exclaimed.
“London city?”
“Yeah, that one!” Ritsu grinned.
“Very well then.” The man said, opening the door.
“Oh, wait, we won’t all fit in there.” Mio said.
“We’ll just take this other taxi! Kita-chan, you can speak English, right? Come on!” Nijika beckoned her band to another taxi.
“We’ll see you guys at the hotel!” Kita waved at HTT.
They all boarded their respective vehicles, Kita instructing the driver to follow after the taxi in front of them.
“W-we’re actually in L-london. I j-just can’t believe it..” Hitori muttered as she took in the sight.
“You better get used to it, Hitori-chan! We’ll be here for the next four days!”
“Well, three, since the return trip is a day long.” Ryo corrected.
“Still though. I really owe onee-chan big time for this gig.” Nijika said, smiling satisfiedly as she too, observed the roads they were traversing. The thought of our band making it this far has been cathartic.”
Ryo nods. “Agreed.”
“Oh- before I forget, I actually got in touch with the other band performing at this gig!”
Ryo hums. “What were they called, Love Crysis?”
“Yeah. I told them that we already arrived in London, and they told me that they’d love to meet up before the performance.” Nijika turned to face the rest of her bandmates. “What time would be suitable for you guys?”
“We’re meeting up with them? Ooh, that’s exciting!” Kita gushed.
“A-ah, any time’s good with me, r-really.” Hitori muttered.
“Hmm, then how about we meet them after we checked into the hotel? I don’t think we have anything planned for today anyway, right?” Ryo suggested.
“Sounds good to me. I’ll tell them that.”
“Also, Hitori-chan, you’ve been talking a lot with Mio and Ritsu-chan. It’s about this fair, right?” Kita spurts out.
Hitori turned quickly, blinking at Kita. “W-what- oh, that. Y-yeah. Definitely.”
“What was it about? If you’re nervous about it- you can just tell us about it you know? We won’t judge! We did agree with no more secrets between us.” Everyone can’t help but pick up the slight accusation in Kita’s tone as she said that.
“You’re nervous, Bocchi-chan? About what?” Nijika asked, turning her attention to her guitarists.
“Mmm- I got it h-handled, I t-think. I-it's not that big a deal, I-i was just asking M-mio-san how s-she handles stage fright.”
“You can talk to us about these things, Hitori-chan!” Kita urged, placing hand on Hitori’s palm. The pinkette eyed it, before throwing a nervous smile at Kita.
“A-arigatou, Kita-san- but I’m fine, really.” Hitori said, removing her hand from Kita’s, before averting her eyes. “D-don’t worry about me.”
Nijika and Ryo eyed Kita questioningly, but Kita herself had no answer to this rejection. She pursed her lips, before recovering by clearing her throat.
“Hai, well. If you say so, Hitori-chan. I trust you.”
“Trouble in paradise?” Ryo muttered quietly.
“Not now, Ryo.” Nijika whispered back.
-
“I’m not used to sitting backwards..” Yui groaned, as she sat herself down in the hotel’s lobby, recovering from her car sickness.
“British people have weird cars! Why were the door handles on the other side anyway?” Ritsu remarked.
“At least it’s not an American car. They drive on the other side.” Nijika commented.
“That’s weird!”
“What should we have for dinner?” Mio asked, as she opened her travel guidebook.
“Dinner?” Yui’s sickness immediately vanished at the mention of food. “How about-”
“Oh no!”
Everyone turned, befuddled at what would cause Mugi to exclaim like that. She, along with Nijika and Azusa were standing petrified by the receptionist.
“What’s the matter?” Ritsu asked.
“They said we don't have a reservation here!” Azusa exclaimed.
“What? But we already booked three rooms!” Mio said.
“D-does that mean we have nowhere to stay?” Hitori said, her figure progressively turning doodlier. “I-i don’t want to sleep on the streets..!”
“Calm down, Hitori-chan.” Kita comforted. “There must be a misunderstanding here.”
“May I see that?” The receptionist said, gesturing at the receipt in Azusa’s hold.
“Hai.” Azusa said, handing her the paper. The receptionist read through it briefly, before handing it back. “I see the problem. You reserved Ibis Earl’s court. This is Ibis London City.”
“Earl’s court?” Mugi parroted.
“Yes. We have many locations throughout London.”
“Mugi-senpai, what did she say?”
Mugi furrowed her brows and puffed her cheeks. “T-too fast..”
“Did anyone else get any of that?” Ritsu asked.
“I think it’s something along the lines of us being at the wrong location.. and our reservation being in Ibis Earl’s court instead..?” Kita voiced.
“Is that so?” Nijika questioned.
“Well, that was a waste of a taxi's fare.” Ryo said dryly.
“Alright, thank you!” Azusa said, turning to the receptionist.
“No problem. Have a nice day.”
The girls stepped out of the hotel, Azusa unfolding a map of London City. “Where are we?”
“Well, we’re here..” Mugi pointed. “But where’s the Earl’s Court-”
“I found it!” Kita said, garnering everyone’s attention as she showed them the exact location of Earl’s Court on her phone.
“What the? How could you do that on your phone?” Mio sputtered.
“Looking up maps? I just use google.”
“Phones can do that!?”
“Mio, we’ve been over this.” Ritsu smirked. “They’re called smartphones. Even I had it the entire-”
“Oh, don’t start! You did not have a ”smartphone” when we entered highschool!”
“How’re we gonna get there?” Nijika asked, ignoring Mio and Ritsu’s argument.
“Can we take the bus?” Yui proposed, watching a double decker bus pass by.
Kita inspected the route map beside them. “No direct line to it.”
“We can take the underground, perhaps?” Mugi suggested.
Kita looked back down at her phone. “If we take the underground, we can arrive directly to it.”
“It’s settled then, we’re taking the subway.” Nijika said.
“I can’t believe they also have trains in London! How advanced!” Yui piped up.
Azusa sighed. ”Of course they have tra- ouch!”
Yui did a double take, turning to her kouhai. “Azu-nyan, what’s wrong?”
“It’s my shoes… I’m wearing new ones. I guess they’re not a good fit.” Azusa winced.
“Do you have blisters?” Yui asked in concern, “Have they been hurting this whole time?”
“No, not really. It just started.”
“Then let’s buy you a new pair, Azu-nyan!”
“Huh? W-we can’t do that! You must all be tired, and we have a lot of luggage..”
“If Azusa’s going shopping, then let’s go here.” Ryo said, holding out her phone. “They sell a lot of rocker outfits here.”
Mio fawned at Ryo’s phone. “Fascinating how you guys can just magically pull up locations on your phone..”
“Does that sound good, Azusa-chan?” Mugi turned to her kouhai.
With everyone’s attention towards her, Azusa suddenly understood why Hitori felt so nervous all the time. “Well, if you guys don’t mind..”
With that, the group ended up taking a detour to a local marketplace. As they arrived, Ryo insisted on looking for a “culturally accurate 1970s British punk-rock leather jacket”, splitting off from the group.
“I wonder if they do sell it..” Mio muttered as she glanced around.
“She wastes no time being such a nerd.” Nijika commented dryly.
“What shoes are you looking to buy, Azusa-chan?” Kita excitedly peppered the twintailed girl with questions. “This one looks cute, don’t you think? It’d definitely fit you! It’s so ISSOTA-able too!”
“Ah, I feel like that might be a bit too flashy..” Azusa said while glancing at Hitori, who had a retched look on her face, as if Kita’s suggestions of footwear was personally offensive to her.
“Azu-nyan!” Yui called. “Why don’t you try this one for size?” Yui said, extending her a pair of white sneakers.
“Those? They’re a bit plain, no?” Kita spoke.
“Ah, but I heard that they’re super comfortable. You’d love it, Azu-nyan.”
Azusa took the shoes from Yui, before putting it on and walking in it. Surprisingly, it was comfortable.
“Ah, I think I’ll take this one.”
Yui lit up. “Ah, I know you’d like it, Azu-nyan!”
Kita pouts. “Mou, this would’ve genuinely looked good on you, Azusa-chan.” She said, lifting a (somehow) flashier pair of shoes. “But alright.”
“I just need to pay for this now.” Azusa said, rummaging through her bag to grab her wallet.
“Oh, you don’t need to, Azu-nyan! I already paid for it!” Yui spoke.
“You paid for it? But there was no guarantee that I’d want it!” said Azusa.
“Oh.” Yui blinked dopily. “I guess I forgot because I was so excited to buy you a gift, Azu-nyan.”
It was Azusa’s turn to blink dopily. She looked down at the pair of sneakers on her feet. She guess Yui’s right. This would make it the first gift Yui had ever bought for her. Somehow, the thought made the temperature feel slightly warmer for Azusa.
“You already bought your shoes, kid?” Ritsu queried, glancing down at her feet. “Nice jays.”
“They look good on you, Azusa-chan.” Mugi nodded in agreement.
“Hey, look!”
Yui was pointing at a small sign advertising a sushi restaurant nearby. “They have sushi in London?”
“Mou.. conveyor belt sushis..” Mugi inspected. “Does that mean they go around? That sounds delightful!”
“Conveyor belts again..” Mio paled.
“Y-you’ve never been to one, Mugi-chan?” Hitori asked.
“Then what do you say we have sushi for dinner?” Ritsu suggested.
“But we’re in London. Why would we have sushi instead of… what’s a London delicacy?” Kita turned to her friends.
“Oh, I know this one- I’ve read about it yesterday- Beans on toast!” Yui exclaimed. Next to her, Azusa gagged.
“That’s exactly the point. Since we’re from Japan, we have to see if London’s sushi is as good as Japan’s!” Ritsu said excitedly.
“When you put it like that..”
“What do you think, Nijika?” Ritsu turned to her fellow drummer- who’s been thoroughly occupied with her phone.
“Huh? Oh, sure. Guys, I just heard back from Love Crysis. They said that they’re actually in the area now. What would you say if we met with them now?”
“Now? I wouldn’t mind!” Kita replied.
“Ah, w-well- I’m not as hungry just yet..” Hitori muttered.
Yui’s stomach growled, which served as her response. “Me personally, I could go for something to eat.”
Ritsu smirked. “Aw, damn. You guys are meeting with Maki? I wanted to meet her too! Haven’t seen her in a while. But my stomach is begging for food.”
“Well then how about we split for now? We’ll go meet up with them and then invite them to dinner at the sushi place.”
“Sounds good.”
“Well, we should get going now, then.” Nijika said, pocketing her phone. Come on girls, let’s look for Ryo and hope she hasn't blown all her money yet.”
-
“Where are they, Nijika?” Ryo asked, tapping her foot impatiently. “If I’d known we’d be walking around the entire city of London, I’d go with HTT to the sushi place.”
“Oh, stop exaggerating. They should be here in a moment.” Nijika replied tartly.
The four of them were standing by a crosswalk, waiting for Love Crysis to arrive. Hitori subconsciously clenched and unclenched her fists as she awaits.
“Hitori-chan, are you okay?”
Hitori turned to Kita, stammering. “H-huh, why are you asking, Kita-chan..?”
“You’re unclenching your fists. You only do that when you’re nervous.”
“A-ah.” Hitori didn’t even know Kita knew this habit of hers. Was she that easy to read, or was Kita always this attentive?
“I-it’s no big deal, Kita-chan-”
“Hitori-chan, if you’re really that nervous about the fair..”
“N-no!” Hitori fervently shook her head. “It’s not that, Kita-chan, r-really!”
“Then why do you look so on edge? I know you’re usually nervous in general, but this amount seems a bit much..”
Hitori gulped. Why does Kita have to pick today of all days to be perceptive? She really doesn’t like lying to Kita, but she can’t exactly tell her SHE’s the reason Hitori’s this nervous, right?
“Are you nervous about meeting Love Crysis, Bocchi?” Ryo suggested.
Hitori immediately grabbed onto this lifeline. “H-hai! That’s it. Sorry guys, meeting new people has just always been nerve-wracking for me…”
Kita pursed her lips. “I’m sure they’re nice people, Hitori-chan. What kind of band is Love Crysis, senpai?” Kita turned to Nijika.
“Hmm.. well, onee-chan did give me some archival footage of their performance. From what I’ve seen- their genre is hard rock.”
“Hard rock? Now you got me interested.” Ryo said.
“H-hard rock?” Hitori stammered, her head began spinning. She really wasn’t that nervous about meeting them initially, but if they’re playing hard rock- they must be hardcore girls right? Oh, no! Will they make fun of her lyrics about being a miserable loser?
“Hitori-chan.”
The voice brought Hitori back from her internal panickings. Kita was staring back gently, wearing a comforting smile. “Don’t worry, if they have some choice words about our band, we’re not just going to stand around and take it.”
“Yeah, Bocchi. You should’ve seen how Nijika talked back to that Akira. Absolutely relentless.” Ryo said.
“Don’t talk about that, Ryo.” Nijika muttered, before throwing a hasty smile. “Don’t worry, Bocchi-chan! I’ve been talking with their leader, and the impression I’ve gotten from them is that they’re quite relaxed. It’s not going to be another Ohtsuki-san or Akira-san situation, hopefully.”
“O-okay.. Fingers crossed..”
“Everyone!”
Everyone turned at the call. Three girls were walking up to them, all clad in orange pullovers and carrying instruments on their back. The frontmost girl, with grayish black hair, overalls and red sunglasses extended a hand towards Nijika.
“Ijichi Nijika, was it? Greetings, I’m Maki, drummer and leader of Love Crysis. Pleasure to finally meet you in the flesh.”
“Pleasure’s all the same, Maki-chan! This is my band, kessoku band! Hitori-chan is our guitarist, Kita is the vocalist and rhythm, Ryo is the bass, and I play drums also!” Nijika said, giving a brief rundown of everyone, pointing to each of the members respectively.
“Ah, pleasure to meet you all.” Maki nodded. “This is Aya and Shiho, they play bass and guitar respectively.”
Aya, a girl with short brown hair, waved at them while Shiho, a tall girl with a white bandanna and long olive green hair, nodded.
“I’ve anticipated this meeting, kessoku band.” Shiho said.
“You have? Why?” Ryo asked.
“Cause I’ve been following your band closely.” Shiho said, pulling up her phone. “ We’re huge fans of yours. Your band’s journey has been very intriguing, and I’m rooting for you all to win Mikakunin riot.”
“Oh, you’ve voted for us?” Nijika giddily asked. Shiho nodded.
“So did I.” Maki nods. “We’ve watched your MV submission. Your drumming is very impressive, Nijika-chan.”
“O-oh, really?” Nijika flustered. “Thank you..”
“The guitarist was really good too! Hitori-chan… that’s you, right?” Aya turned to Hitori, beaming.
Hitori started. “M-me..?”
“Yeah, it’s her. Hitori-chan IS impressive, isn’t she?” Kita beamed.
“The way you pull off that solo, gosh- I really hope there's some space between our performances so we can go and watch you guys play.”
Wait, they really are nice! And oddly relatable? Hitori couldn’t be more grateful. Moreover..
“I'm being praised… ehehehehehe…”
Love Crysis watched Hitori’s creepy giggling with amusement. “Is that normal?”
“You’ll get used to it.” Ryo brushed off. “I’m curious about your band, though. Do you have any recordings of your performances? Nijika did mention watching some.”
“Oh, you can watch all of it on our website.”
“You guys have a s-site? That’s so professional!” Hitori cried, the image of relatability vanishing as soon as it appeared.
“It’s nothing, really. Any serious band should have a site, right?” Maki said dismissively.
“R-right… of course.” Nijika leaned towards Kita, whispering hastily. “Minister of social media, make a note to build our own website.”
“But if you wish to watch us play, then you needn’t worry, Ryo-chan. We actually have an upcoming gig around here, so how about you all come with us and watch?”
“A gig? Right here in London?” Nijika said in disbelief.
“Ahahaha, Kawakami-san has a lot of connections.” Aya said. “She’s the livehouse manager we operate from.”
“Onee-chan really needs to step her game up..”
“Where’s the gig, anyway?” Ryo queried.
“It’s in this sushi place- we can have dinner there too if you want.” Shiho suggested.
“Sushi place..? Wait, that’s the place HTT went off to earlier!” Kita piped.
At this, Maki’s eyes lit up in interest. “HTT, as in- Ho-kago Tea Time? You guys came here with Ritsu-chan and her band? Oh my, I didn’t know you knew them, and that they were also in London. Is Mio with her? This is an unexpected reunion. She hasn't been much trouble, has she?” Maki asked playfully.
“Eeeh..” Ryo drawled.
“Totally get that.” Maki chuckled. “The amount of antics she gets herself into. Frankly I’m surprised you’d just let her wander off in London with her band. You sure that’s fine?”
“Ritsu-chan’s not a kid. She’ll be fine on her own for a while, won’t she?” Nijika said, though she didn’t seem too sure herself.
“Why don’t we test that theory then, Nijika-chan? Let’s go to the sushi bar and see what our friend is up to.” Maki laughed, as she walked along Nijika.
“See, Hitori-chan? They’re nice people.” Kita remarked, smiling sweetly at her.
Hitori observed that smile briefly, before averting her eyes. “Y-yeah. R-real nice.”
-
“How did we end up like this?” Mio cried.
“Blame Yui! She got us into this!” Ritsu shot back.
“Y-you’re the one who’s supposed to tell him off, buchou!” Yui retorted.
“And I did!”
“Ritsu, you told the manager, “I am buchou,” and, “I love sushi,” in that order. Even a Japanese speaker wouldn’t understand what you were talking about.”
Miraculously, HTT somehow find themselves on stage once again. A comical mishap ensuing that led the manager of the sushi bar to think they had come to perform at the livehouse.
“You set the record straight, then!” Ritsu hotly said to Mio, causing the bassist to turn even paler.
“I- i don’t wanna.. Englishmen.. scary.”
Azusa sighed. “Mugi-senpai, you’re the only one with fluent conversational English. Can you help us set the record straight?”
Mugi, who had been absentmindedly observing the stage turned to Azusa, before nodding resolutely. “Will do, Azusa-chan! I will correct this error!’
Mugi scurried off the stage, speaking to the manager. The man nodded, walking off to the back. Mugi returned with a smile on her face.
“Have you done it, Mugi?” Ritsu asked.
“Hai! He’ll remedy this in just a moment.”
Shortly after, the manager reappeared with some men, carrying a keyboard up to the stage.
“Mugi, what the hell did you tell them?”
“Eh-? To correct this error, of course. There was no keyboard! I couldn’t play.”
Ritsu exhaled. “Well, we might as well do this, then.”
“Otherwise, they might not let us have sushi!” Mugi added.
“Are we seriously just doing this for sushi?” Azusa asked in disbelief.
“We should just get this over with, Ricchan. The manager is staring at us.. menacingly.”
The band turned to the sight of the manager, face obscured in darkness, observing the band by the sushi bar.
“Alright.” Ritsu resigned. “Pick a song, Yui. What should we play?”
“M-me?” Yui sputtered, as she began eyeing the place. “I-uhh..”
The brunette frantically scans the sushi place, her gaze falling onto the audience. She looked around until she spotted something that stole her attention. An Indian man was looking at the stage expectantly, waving at her.
“How about “Curry with rice”?” Yui said.
“We’re in a sushi bar!”
“But it’s still related to food..”
“I guess..” Ritsu conceded.
“Plus, that man looks really friendly. We should play something for him!”
Azusa turned towards who Yui was gesturing at. “You saw an Indian man and immediately thought of curry?”
“Alright then, we’ll play that.” Mio said hastily. “Tune your instruments!”
“There’s no time! Senpai, I’ll just match yours.” Azusa said.
After a hasty sound check, Yui turned to face the crowd, before nodding towards Ritsu, signaling her to start the song.
“One, two, three, four!”
The band began playing their instruments, starting the song. After a short instrumental, each of them deadpans. Yui was playing her guitar, but she wasn’t singing.
“Oh!” Yui said, turning down to face the audience, momentarily distracted by the venue’s lights. “We’re Ho-kago Tea time!” She sputters before jumping onto the lyrics.
“My heart is racing, it might be love..”
The band was so preoccupied with the performance that they didn’t notice the newcomers entering the store.
“Well, this is the place.” Maki said, gesturing to the venue. “It just opened, so Kawakami-san asked us to perform here on opening day.”
“W-where’s Yui-chan and t-the others? Are they not here yet?” Hitori stammered.
“They should be.” Nijika hummed. “We’ve been gone quite a while. I find it hard to believe Yui-chan would procrastinate on dinner.”
“Isn’t that them?” Ryo said, pointing at the stage.
“What the-” Shiho muttered.
“I thought you guys were the ones who’s supposed to perform.” Kita said.
Maki watched in astonishment briefly, before snorting. “Oh, how did they even get into this one? Turns out you really can’t leave her unattended for more than ten minutes, Nijika-chan.”
“W-well, color me wrong..” Nijika said, eyeing the stage.
“Mou, Ritsu-chan’s band is really good.. Have they been rehearsing?” Aya commented.
“I doubt it. Most likely they were just spontaneously asked to perform in some comical misunderstanding.” Ryo suggested.
“That makes it more impressive!” Aya said, appalled.
“-Oh, no-no-no-no-no-no-no-no, Loads of curry, piles of rice!”
Yui closed off the song, prompting an applause from the audience.
“Come on. Let’s give them our congratulations.” Maki said, ushering the others on. They made their way up to HTT, surrounded by the bar employees who were all talking in very fast English. They couldn’t understand most of it, but most of it sounded positive.
“Thank you, thank you.” Yui said hazily, overwhelmed by praises she barely understood.
“That was amazing!” the manager cried. His face fully visible now, eyes twinkling with adoration. “We love you, Love Crysis!”
Ritsu started. “.. Did he just call us Love Crysis?”
“Congratulations, Ritsu-chan! I didn’t know you’re the drummer for Love Crysis now!” Maki exclaimed.
“A-ah. Hard times you know- even a drummer needs to work two jobs..!” Ritsu absentmindedly responded. “Mio, I can’t believe how much English I actually have in me.”
Mio perked up. “That wasn’t English, it’s Japanese. W-wait, It’s Maki-chan!”
Ritsu did a double take, finally spotting Maki and kessoku band. “Maki!”
The two drummers ran up to each other, exchanging embraces. “Long time no see! You too, Mio-chan.”
“Maki-chan, that manager just called us Love Crysis..” Mio hummed, glancing at said manager, who was still smothering Yui and Azusa with praise. “..that’s your band is it?”
“Mm-hmm. Looks like there’s been a misunderstanding here, huh?”
“They must’ve thought we were Love Crysis and asked us to perform because of that.” Mugi concluded.
“Quite the detective work, Mugi.” Ryo commented.
“I knew that conveyor belt was trouble..” Mio mumbled.
“We’ll clear up the misunderstanding. Why don’t you find a seat and watch us while you dine?”
Maki and her band proceeded to talk with the manager, while Azusa and Yui returned to the group.
“I think that went well.” Yui said. “Hopefully. I only caught the word “wonderful”, “band”, and “sushi” there.”
“Did you at least get a meal out of it?” Ryo questioned.
“We didn’t even get to eat..” Azusa said in realization.
“And here I thought we were the ones performing on this trip!” Nijika smirked.
“Yeah, got us..” Ritsu said, collapsing onto an empty table, as she gazed exhaustedly at Maki. “I hope Maki can talk him into giving us free sushi for that performance, at least..”
After a brief discussion- Maki managed to resolve the misunderstanding. The manager came up to them and hastily apologized to a very bemused HTT.
“We are terribly sorry for the misunderstanding.”
Ritsu smiled nervously, eyeing Mugi and Kita.
“He’s apologizing, Ricchan.”
“N-no problem!” Ritsu said, waving her hands frantically.
“Anything you order will be on the house as compensation!”
“Yes, yes- ahahaha.. Mugi?”
“He said he’s giving us free food as compensation.”
At this, Ritsu’s eyes lit up. “You’re a good man! Very good man!”
The manager bowed, his expression relaxing. “Though, I must say. I really did not regret having you play. That was an excellent performance. Jolly good!”
Ritsu beamed. “No need to translate that one! Even I got it!” Mio rolled her eyes.
“Sheesh, Ritsu-chan. It hasn’t even been a full day in London and it’s already an eventful trip for your band, huh?” Kita spurted.
Azusa exhaled. “Let’s just move on…”
“Yeah, let’s focus on the important part! Free food!” Yui exclaimed.
True to his words, the manager provided the band free food to their liking, with kessoku band tagging as their plus ones. Yui was ecstatic, gobbling up her servings before the waiter even managed to finish serving the table.
“Yui-senpai, have some manners.”
“Oh, look. Love Crysis’ taking the stage.” Ryo pointed.
“Good evening, everyone.” Maki said, addressing the audience in perfect English. “There seems to be a misunderstanding earlier, but it’s all in good fun. We’re Love Crysis, and we’re here today to perform for you!”
“See, Ritsu? That’s why you need to learn proper English.” Mio chided.
“Oh, shut up.”
-
After their dinner, the girls parted ways with Love Crysis, finally checking in to the correct hotel.
“Finally.” Mio said, leaning on the wall as they arrived in front of their hotel rooms. “I’m so tired..”
“Right. So- three rooms. Two rooms have two king-sizes. One has two single beds. Me, Mio and Mugi would probably take the king sizes.”
“I think our own band can share the other.” Nijika said. “What do you say?”
A sudden hissing came from Hitori’s end, causing everyone to turn perplexedly. It took another couple seconds before Hitori exploded.
“What is it this time?” Ritsu said, wiping the bits of Hitori off her face.
“Hitori-chan, are you… embarrassed about sharing a bed..?” Kita asked.
A reply came in a haunting disembodied face, causing Mio to tremble. “A-ah… y-yeah..”
“So you’ll be in the room with single beds, then?” Yui asked.
Pink splotches quickly reformed, brimming with nervousness. “B-but that means being i-in a room with only one other person.. It sounded too…”
“..Intimate?” Mugi suggested.
“Y-yea-hmm.”
“Why didn’t we discuss this when we booked the rooms?” Mio whispered.
“Hmm, well- there’s nine of us. Technically, two rooms can host four people, while Hitori-chan has her own room.” Mugi mulled.
“Why does Bocchi get a whole room of her own?” Ryo protested.
“A-ah, I don’t want that, either.” Hitori said. “I- i’m sorry, I- i guess I’ll take the two double k-king sizes after all..”
“So you’re rooming with us, Hitori-chan!” Kita beamed.
Hitori eyed Kita briefly, before glancing at Mio and Ritsu. “A-actually- can I room w-with you guys?”
This was unexpected for everyone involved, Mio and Ritsu especially.
“Are you sure, Hitori-chan?” Mio asked.
Hitori nods wordlessly, looking down at her shoes. Mio and Ritsu exchanged glances, before looking at Kita, the redhead wearing a slightly crestfallen look on her face.
“Well, as long as Hitori-chan’s comfortable.” Kita muttered quietly.
“S-sorry Kita-chan..” Hitori said, without looking at the other girl.
“No. It’s fine, Hitori-chan.” Kita smiled, though the expression didn’t seem to reach her eyes.
“I guess that means the three of us will be sharing the other two king sizes.” Nijika said.
“Okay.” Ryo nods. “Can I get a bed for myself then?”
“That’ll just leave us, Azu-nyan!”
Azusa started. She was so stunned by what just happened that she didn’t realize the implications this was going to have on her. Sharing a room with Yui? She was about to express her thoughts, before Ritsu threw her a card key.
“That’s your keys. Make sure Yui doesn't lose it.” Ritsu said as she, Mio, Mugi and Hitori entered their rooms.
“W-wait!”
But she was too late. All the other girls have already headed to their room.
“Azu-nyan?”
Azusa sputtered, turning to her senpai, who was looking at her questioningly.
This shouldn’t be that big a deal! But Hitori’s stunt just now somehow made Azusa really nervous about this arrangement. Alone in a room with Yui.. Recollections began replaying in her head.
“What else can you expect from a new couple left on their own?”
“Oh, come on- new couples, going abroad, what else would you call it?”
Damn it, Jun!
“Azu-nyan, are we going in or not?”
Azusa jumped, turning to the door. “H-hai. Sorry about that senpai.”
-
“Alright, Hitori. What was that about?”
“I-i’m sorry! I just- the thought of sharing a bed with K-kita-san..” Hitori sputtered into a puddle.
Mugi eyed the three questioningly. She opens her mouth to speak, but Ritsu puts up her hand to stop her.
“Look, I get it, okay. It’s embarrassing and whatnot. But how do you think this is making Kita feel?”
“Ritsu, go easy on her.” Mio reprimanded.
Ritsu exhaled. “Look, this is just going to cause more misunderstanding down the line. You need to talk to her.”
“I know that I'm making Kita-san feel terrible! I-i feel terrible too! But I just- I can’t-! Not yet..” Hitori said, curling onto a fetal position.
Ritsu falls onto her bed, sighing. “Then how about this? Let’s practice your confession.”
Both Hitori and Mugi jumped up at this suggestion.
“Confession? You’re going to confess to Kita-chan?” Mugi said as her eyes lit up with joy.
“Mugi.” Mio chided, causing Mugi to flinch.
“R-right, of course. I’ve learned my lesson.”
“Are you sure about this, Ritsu?” Mio turned to her girlfriend. “We wouldn’t want to overstep.”
“We have to at this point. Else this thing spirals outta control!” Ritsu retorts.
Mio resigned. “You got a point.”
Ritsu took off her headband, before tying up her hair into a short side ponytail. “Pretend I’m Kita, Hitori.”
“Eeh..?”
“Just do it, and tell me how you really feel about me.” Ritsu continued.
Hitori gulped as she sat up straight. “Kita-san, I- I l-li-”
“Yes, you like me, don’t you? Oh, I knew it, Hitori-chan! Kiss me!”
“W-wha-” Hitori leaned back as Ritsu puckered her lips at her. Fortunately for Hitori, Mio steps in to intervene, with a very violent chop to the head.
“WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING?” Mio bellowed.
“I’m getting into character!” Ritsu said, nursing her head.
“You’re a moron! Take this seriously!”
“Hitori-chan.” Mugi quietly addressed her as Mio and Ritsu began arguing. “Is the reason you’ve been nervous this entire day due to this thought of confessing to Kita-chan?”
Hitori gulped. She suddenly remembered her first ever encounter with Mugi, where she pinned her as the terrifyingly perceptive type. She quietly nodded.
“I just wished I was strong like K-kita-san. She didn’t have any t-trouble confessing to me. I-in the end, I’m just an unworthy plankton. I-i don’t even know what she sees in me..”
Mugi pursed her lips. “Hitori-chan, do you know how long Kita-chan has liked you?”
Hitori blinked, not expecting this question. “S-she told me she wrote one of our songs b-based on her feelings for me, so..”
Mugi nods. “That’s right. And she wrote that song for you before your festival, which would be- November? And from your recently shifting behavior, I’d assume she confessed to you just recently, didn’t she?”
Hitori flinched, beginning to feel uncomfortable with how much Mugi seemed to know.
“Even someone like Kita-chan takes her own time to gather up the courage to confess to you. You’re not weak, Hitori-chan. Perhaps either Mio or Ricchan had told you that, but I just wanna remind you. What you’re experiencing isn’t weakness. It’s very human, really.”
Hitori stared at Mugi, who smiled gently back at her. She never thought of it like that. Kita-san.. She took her time as well, didn’t she?
“I-i suppose- you’re right, M-mugi-san. B-but then, what should I do..?”
Mugi hummed, watching Mio and Ritsu bicker. “Ah, I’m afraid I can’t really help you with that, Hitori-chan. I’ve seen firsthand what would happen if I involve myself in other people’s affairs. Mio-chan is right in her sentiment. I wouldn't want to overstep.”
Hitori looked down, relaxing her breathing. Mugi didn’t really tell her anything new, but somehow, her assurances really comforted her.
“A-alright. T-thanks for the talk, Mugi-san.”
“Anytime, Hitori-chan. Why don’t you join me in watching this endearing spectacle to take your mind off things?”
Hitori turned, finding Mio and Ritsu’s argument had turned physical.
“O-oh..”
-
Kita laid down alone on top of her king sized bed, wallowing in the vast space that she was sharing with no one- staring blankly at the ceiling above her.
“You wanna take a shower, Kita-chan? Ryo’s almost done.”
“Hmm..? Oh, yeah… sure..”
Nijika sighed as she watched her despondent vocalist. “Kita-chan, what’s exactly happening between you and Bocchi-chan?”
Kita slowly got up from her bed. “I don’t know… she’s been avoiding me the entire day, and I’m- just looking for what I might've done wrong.. What I might’ve misspoken..”
Kita hollered, causing Nijika to jump. “What was that!?”
“I’m just- frustrated! This must be my fault, isn’t it? I must’ve made her uncomfortable somehow! I must’ve been coming off too strong! Senpai, did you notice anything that I’ve done that might’ve made her uncomfortable?” Kita desperately turned to the blonde.
“I gotta be honest… I barely paid any attention to you both during this trip.. That might’ve not been ideal for a leader to say, but..”
Kita groaned, collapsing back onto the bed. “If only she would just tell me what’s bothering her.. If she would just knock on our door and tell me, I’ll welcome her and apologize in a heartbeat.”
A knock was heard on the door, causing Kita to shoot up, trading looks with Nijika.
“Don’t get your hopes up, Kita-chan.”
“Too late!” Kita said, running up to the door, opening it. “Hitori-cha-”
“Ya-ho, Kita-chan.” Yui smiled.
“O-oh, Yui-chan, sorry. What brings you here?”
“Azu-nyan’s taking a shower, Kita-chan!” Yui informed as she steps into the room. “We need to use this time to brainstorm the song!”
“Song? What song?” Nijika queried.
“Right, the song. Sorry, Yui-chan, can this wait til tomorrow? My head’s not in the right space tonight.”
“What’s wrong, Kita-chan?” Yui tilted her head. “Was the sushi from earlier bad?”
“No, it’s just- Hitori-chan. She’s been acting off. I think it’s because of me.”
“Mou.. because she wanted to room with Ricchan instead of you?” Yui innocently asked.
“Yes.” Kita said, collapsing back onto the bed. “I can’t really think straight because of that, so-”
“Maybe she’s just embarrassed.”
“Embarrassed because of what?” Kita asked, her patience growing thin.
“Embarrassed because she doesn’t know how to act around you, Kita-chan.”
Kita tilts her head slightly, facing Yui with disbelief. “What makes you think that?”
“Ah…! Well, I’m just guessing.. Your situation kind of reminds me of mine and Azu-nyan’s, Kita-chan.”
Even Yui was able to make that connection eventually. “I guess.. But Azusa-chan’s not avoiding you because she doesn’t know how to act around you.”
“No, Azu-nyan wouldn’t do that. I did that.”
“Come again?”
Yui flustered, looking anywhere but at Kita. “M-mou.. When I realized what my feelings for her were.. I avoided her too, Kita-chan. I tried pushing her away, cause I didn’t think it would ever work out. I was scared.”
“Y-you’re saying Hitori-chan is feeling like that too..? But-” Kita looked down. “-she told me she just needed time.. did she change her mind?”
“You shouldn’t jump to hasty conclusions like that, Kita-chan.” Nijika spoke up.
“Well, what else could it mean?”
“Maybe.. Maybe it’s because this is the first time she finally decided to seriously think about her feelings for you.” Yui supplied. Kita turned back to face her, the brunette still looking down at the floor. Kita began mulling over her words. It’s not everyday that Kita finds Yui of all people to be reasonable.
“Perhaps you should just give her time and space to think about the whole ordeal, Kita-chan.” Nijika reassured.
“B-but-”
“Kita-chan, if you really do love her, you’ll trust her to come to her own conclusions, won’t you?” Nijika asked.
“You did tell her you’ll accept any answer she gave you, Kita-chan.” Yui added.
Kita turned to the brunette. “How did you- oh, wait. That’s right. You were there.”
“Ehehehehe…. Gomen, Kita-chan.”
Kita huffed. “Well, whatever.” She eyed the notebook in Yui's hands. “Do you still need help with that, Yui-chan?”
“Huh? Oh, this. It’s fine if you don’t wanna help out with it tonight, Kita-chan.”
“No, I insist. If i’m gonna give her space.. I need something to take my mind off her. Have you made any progress since last time?”
“No.. I’ve been stumped!”
“What’s this about a song?” Nijika asked.
“It’s a song I’m writing for Azu-nyan! As a parting gift for her when we graduate.”
“Aw.. that’s sweet.”
“Mio-chan’s already done the composition. But we still don’t have the lyrics..” Yui said, collapsing uninvited onto Nijika’s bed.
“Do you find the topic hard to write about, Yui-chan?”
Yui stared blankly at the ceiling, visibly giving the question a thought. “I guess… cause graduating means leaving Azu-nyan behind.. I just wish we can stay like this forever, y’know?” Yui said, as a bittersweet expression enraptured her face. There was a short pause before Yui continued. “I guess the reason I find it so hard to write is the same as Hitori-chan, Kita-chan.”
“Meaning?”
“It’s the first time I need to think about what Azu-nyan really means to me too.” Yui said wistfully. “Time really is cruel, isn’t it? When I’m most happy, when I’ve finally met a wonderful angel- I know it’ll take her away from me.”
Hearing this from Yui gave Kita a bit of an existential crisis, but she responded quickly. “Well, I sure hope that’s not the end for you two. I know you can make it work, Yui-chan.”
“Yeah. I’ve heard Nodoka-chan say something along the lines of "Graduation won’t be the end, cause you’ll still be friends forever-” so long ago. I still think that sentiment holds true.” Nijika supplied.
“Nodoka-chan is so wise..”
“Why don’t you put that as a lyric in the song, Yui-chan?”
Yui looked up. “Graduation won’t be the end..?”
“Yeah. I told Nodoka-chan that she created such a profound statement for lyrics back then too.”
“Ah, you’re right! I need to write this down! Thanks, Nodoka-chan!” Yui said, as she began scribbling around her notes.
Kita smiled as Yui began writing. “I think you’re really profound too, Yui-chan. You just don’t realize it.”
“Eh..? I don’t think I am, Kita-chan. I’m just following what life throws at me. I just lucked out to be here.”
Kita shook her head, That passage ringing too uncomfortably similar to what Hitori had once told her. “No, I think the opposite. Why don’t you run that “I’ve met a wonderful angel” line by me again?”
“Oh, why-”
“Nijika.” A voice called from the bathroom. “Can I borrow your towel? I think I forgot mine.”
“What the-?! Damn it, Ryo! You’re ruining the moment!”
-
Azusa exitted the shower to find her room empty, eyeing her senpai’s bed as she sat quietly on her own. She stayed like that for a while, staring around the room before her gaze fell on top of the shoes Yui had bought for her earlier that day. Slowly, she picked it up and began inspecting it like she’s never seen it before.
The door creaked open, causing Azusa to yelp, dropping her shoes. Yui starts in surprise.
“Where’ve you been?”
“Oh, I’ve just been in Kita-chan’s room, Azu-nyan. We’ve talked for a bit.” Yui said dismissively.
Azusa quietly nods, glancing back at the shoes she just dropped, but not before she catches Yui inserting something into her bag out of her peripherals.
“Senpai.”
“Yes, Azu-nyan?”
“You’re really not up to anything, are you?”
To this, Azusa could hear her muttering something quietly. She exhaled, turning around to face Yui proper. “Senpai-”
“Mou, Azu-nyan, what would you do if I told you I was?”
Azusa simply stared at her senpai, who returned it impassively.
“Is this an admission?”
“Maybe. I just wanna know what you’d think.”
“I- what kind of- you guys are usually up to something stupid, so I much prefer if you stop whatever it is you’re plotting, especially when we’re so far from home and there’s so much that can go wrong!”
“I see.” Yui nods, sitting on her bed. “Alright then, I’ll stop.”
Azusa raised an eyebrow. “Really? Just like that?”
“Mou, what do you want, Azu-nyan? You told me to stop, so I did.”
“I just, usually you’re never this… obedient..?”
“I just don’t want to upset you, Azu-nyan. Let’s just enjoy our trip, ne?”
Azusa merely stared blankly in response. “I don’t think I’ll ever understand you, Yui-senpai.”
Yui only smiled back. “Maybe not yet, but I hope we still have plenty of time left to understand each other.”
Azusa stared appallingly back. “What’s with you, senpai? You’re weirding me out.. more than usual.”
“Huh? Why?”
Azusa stared back down at her shoes. “I don’t know.. You’re just so.. understanding today...”
“But why is that bad?”
“Nevermind!” Azusa turned, laying down on her bed. “I’m just overthinking it. I need to sleep.”
“Well, if you say so. Should I turn down the lights?”
Azusa didn’t respond, which Yui took as a go ahead. Shrugging, she dimmed the lights to their room.
“Goodnight, Azu-nyan.”
Azusa laid there, staring into the darkness. Yui-senpai’s being really weird.. I can’t put my head around it! Whatever! I just need to sleep this off!
There’s still four more days awaiting her here in London.
Notes:
sorry this took so long, turns out translating the movie into this format wasn't easy, especially now that ive gone four more girls running around.
unfortunately i had to commit an unforgivable sin (cutting out the Azu-cat/Azukatte jokes) it literally just dont work in english, and im not gonna try either, the english dub of the movie pretty much gave up on it.
Chapter 24: milky candy
Summary:
The girls visit all that London has to offer.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Azusa sat alone by her desk, gazing out the classroom window as she basked in the warm morning sunlight. Listening to the flutter of wings and light tweeting of the birds by the windowsill, she let her head collapse sideways onto her table- absentmindedly humming one of HTT’s songs under her breath to the tune of the chirping birds outside.
Spacing out, she let her gaze fall on the school courtyard, to the bust statue of the school’s founder. Azusa couldn’t actually remember who the man’s name was- and has simply resorted to fondly nicknaming him “Founder-san.” Gazing into his lifeless, stoney eyes- Azusa’s mind was inexplicably thrown back to her London’s trip last week- towards Yui’s unexplainable behaviour.
The brunette was hiding something from her, despite everyone’s insistence that she either didn't have enough intelligence or long–term focus to do so. Even now, a week after the trip, Azusa still had no idea what it was that Yui hid from her. It’s frustrating. Azusa had been so honest to her, baring her heart out on the rooftop on that cold winter afternoon. So why is Yui still keeping something away from her? Does she not trust her? Had that genuine heart to heart meant nothing for Yui?
“Founder-san..” Azusa uttered quietly as she stared into those chiseled, stoney face. “What do I do here..? Yui-senpai’s being stupid..”
As expected, the statue remained still, unmoved by Azusa’s quandary. Frankly, she would’ve been more distraught by a talking statue than her current predicament. Turning her head away from said statue, Azusa came to face the classroom.
“I need someone who can actually listen to my problems.. Where’s Ui and Jun..?” Her two friends were nowhere to be seen when she walked up to school this morning.
Come to think of it- no one was anywhere to be seen when she walked up to school this morning. Lifting her head up from her table, she began looking around the empty classroom, devoid of any of its usual denizens.
“Where is everyone..?” Azusa asked quietly, only just now realizing how eerily quiet the school was. Is she the only one here? That can’t be right.
Slowly, Azusa got up from her seat to walk outside her classroom, searching the corridors for any possible lingering students or hell, even a teacher, but no one came up. Azusa started, beginning to feel dread slowly creeping up her neck. Where is everyone? Is she really alone?
Unbeknownst to her, she suddenly came face to face with a strangely familiar door. Readjusting her eyes- she realized that she had somehow walked up to the light music club. When did she even get up here?
Her hand hovered above the doorknob for a moment, before turning it and peeking inside. Maybe someone’s here?
Azusa entered the clubroom, equally quiet as the rest of the school. Even Ton was absent from his tank, which stood innocuously on the table without its single inhabitant. As Azusa pondered how Ton would even be able to leave his tank, she heard sounds of the door creaking open behind her. Hastily turning, she finds a fellow red-ribboned second year walking into the clubroom with a dopey smile on her face.
Wait, no- that’s no second year-! It’s-!
“Azu-nyan!”
Yui ran up to her and gave one of her trademark hugs, but Azusa was still too petrified to properly react, merely sputtering and starting slightly as both of their bodies came into contact with one another.
“Y-yui-senpai..?”
“Azu-nyan! I have good news for you!”
Azusa sputtered as she leaned away from the embrace. “Y-you do..?”
“I’m staying back a year!”
Words failed Azusa at this revelation. She merely stared back in disbelief.
“I- pardon..?”
“We’re in the same grade now!” Yui exclaimed, pulling Azusa back into a hug.
“N-no, wait!”
“Let’s take care of each other, Azu-nyan!” Yui said, as she began playing Azusa a snippet of what sounds like Fuwa-Fuwa Time on her Giita.
“B-but…” Azusa said, eyeing the giant aquarium behind Yui, housing an enormous pig-nosed turtle inside it. Azusa looked back down the table, at her untouched plate of vanilla cake. “..what should I call you now?”
“Just call me Yui!” Yui piped back, feeding herself a piece of cake.
“Yui?” Azusa said from across the courtyard.
“Hai.” Yui nods, looking down at her from the top of the staircase.
“Yu..i?” Azusa stuttered, fixing the nekomimi propped on her head.
“Louder!” Yui shouted from the stage.
“Stop that, Yui!” Azusa exclaimed as Yui once again glommed onto her, in one of Sawako’s costumes.
“Yeah, exactly like that!”
“It just doesn’t feel right!” Azusa cried, as she ran to catch up to Yui.
“Get used to it Azu-nyan!” Yui said, as she opened the clubroom’s door. “I’m not in the grade above you anymore…”
With that, Yui exitted the clubroom, leaving Azusa by herself. The girl panted, processing what just happened.
“What was that..?”
“Oi, quiet down would you, Nakano?”
Azusa yelped, turning to find the previously empty table fully attended, a broad range of colors sitting on every seat.
“You gonna sit down or what? We’re going to have our club meeting here!” Hitori exclaimed at her, causing another yelp out of the twintailed girl.
“It’s always her, Azusa, Azusa, Azusa. Admit it, Hitori! You love her more than you love me, don’t you?” Nijika shrieked, causing Azusa to turn to her, bewildered.
“Oh, don’t start with me, Nijika.” Hitori snapped.
“Oh, you two~ you’re scaring the poor girl!” Ryo said in a sickeningly sweet voice, as she poured herself a cup of tea. “Tea, Azusa-chan?”
Hitori and Nijika were practically screaming at each other at this point, prompting Azusa to cover her ear. “C-can’t you tell them to stop?”
Ryo laughed. “You mustn't, Azusa-chan! Let them bicker~ it’s the healthiest way to settle their differences! Kiss and make up, as they say.”
Azusa began crying, covering her ears. “Please, just make it stop!”
“Azusa.” A quiet whisper sounded right next to her ears.
Azusa jumped, the sounds of arguments surrounding her suddenly disappearing, replaced by an eerie quiet. “W-what-?”
Kita was standing right next to her, wearing one of Sawako’s animal costumes. She leaned closer towards her, adding something else in a whisper.
“Welcome to senior year, Azu-nyan.”
Azusa’s eyes burst open as she shot up into a sitting position. She sputtered and coughed as she relaxed her breathing, adjusting her vision to gather where she was.
It took her a couple seconds to realize that she was still in her hotel room in London, still in her second year of highschool- and crucially, was nowhere near any horse costume-wearing Kita. She let out a relieved exhale. It was just a dream. A really weird dream, she wasn’t sure what any of that meant. Turning to the bed next to her, she tried to see if her night terror had disturbed the senpai she was rooming with- and to her pleasant surprise, Yui was still fast asleep, unbothered by all the noise. Guess Azusa should feel relieved at that as well. That’ll save her a lot of explaining.
Yet just when she was about to turn back to sleep, Azusa managed to spot an oddity. Yui’s bed lights were on- and she had fallen asleep in a peculiar position, lying on her face with both her arms outstretched above her head. Azusa moved her gaze up, where she found an opened notebook propped up by the headboard between Yui’s hand, with a discarded pen right next to it. It looks like Yui had fallen asleep while she was writing something- whatever it was- on this notebook.
She got up from her bed to turn off the bed lights, when her gaze fell on the notebook. On it, Yui had dedicated an entire page to a huge doodle of a heart, and in the middle of that heart, a name was written.
Her name.
Azusa sputtered, refixing her gaze. Surely that was just her imagination, right? Yet her sleep deprived mind was playing no tricks on her, the words “Azu-nyan = Love” written boldly in the middle of that heart.
“What the- Yui-senpai.. That’s so creepy!” Azusa eeped out, before jumping back to bed and covering herself tightly in her blanket.
Maybe she’s still dreaming? Yes.. that must be it, she shut her eyes tightly- hoping for nothing but the lull of sleep to pull her mind back to rest.
-
“Whoa, Azusa. You look awful,” was Ryo’s greeting to the twintailed girl as she seated herself on the table.
“Ohayou to you too.” Azusa sleepily muttered.
“Didn’t sleep well, Azusa-chan?” Nijika said, raising an eyebrow as Azusa began spreading jam on her empty plate.
“You can say that.” Azusa muttered, pouring coffee on her toast. “Something kept me up all night.”
“Let me guess.” Ryo said, pushing a finger under her chin. “Is it Yui?”
“Yeah.”
Nijika choked on her omelet, coughing violently at the exchange. “W-what!?”
Azusa looked up from her breakfast, eyeing the drummer questioningly. “What’s wrong, Nijika-san?”
“Yui-chan kept you up all night?”
It took a couple seconds for Azusa’s brain to process this, before she yelped, spilling more coffee on her toast. “I- i didn’t mean it like that!”
“Oh, Azusa. I didn’t take you to be that kind of gal. Treating this just like a honeymoon, huh?” Ryo spoke.
“S-shut up! I misspoke!” Azusa sputtered, turning as red as the strawberry jam on her plate.
“Ya-ho.”
The subject of their conversation walked up to the table, plopping herself to a seat next to Azusa, who noticeably, began scooting away from her. “What are you guys talking about?”
Both Azusa and Nijika gave Ryo a look, prompting the bassist to seal her lips. “Just band stuff.”
“Awesome.” Yui said. “Where’re the others, Nijika-chan?”
“Kita’s doing her “morning routine”.” Ryo said dismissively. “She said she can’t let anyone see her without her ten layers of makeup.”
“We haven’t heard from Ritsu-chan’s room. Guess they’re just heavy sleepers?” Nijika said.
“I knew from experience that Mio-senpai is.” Azusa stated.
“Well, regardless- they better get their collective posteriors here quick! We need to go out early if we want to spend the most out of today!” Nijika peppily said.
“What’s on the agenda?”
“I’m thinking we can explore the city for a bit this morning, then visit the National British Museum! I’ve heard they’ve got relics from all different cultures from all over the world in there!”
“All taken through colonialism.” Ryo interjected.
Nijika rolled her eyes. “And where were you going with that? Are you boycotting the British Museum for its role in glorifying colonialism? Is that what you’re trying to say?”
“No. I just don’t wanna waste our trip in some crummy museum.” Ryo immediately said.
“A museum sounds like a school field trip. The boring ones.” Yui voiced.
“See? Thanks, Yui.” Ryo piped.
“I think we should go to the museum. It sounds interesting.” Azusa sounded.
Nijika turns to Ryo, smirking. “See? Thanks, Azusa!”
Ryo crossed her arms. “The vote is split. We must consult the council on what they think of your proposed destination, Nijika.”
Nijika sighed. “Fine. We can’t just decide on their behalf anyway. We need to get everyone on this.”
“Ohayou, everyone.” as if on cue, a dreamlike voice greeted them. Everyone turned as Mugi and everyone else from her room walked up to the table.
“Ohayou, Nijika-san.” Mio said, uncharacteristically bold and stiff, firmly placing herself on the seat between Nijika and Azusa.
“Oh, ohayou, Mio-chan.” Nijika sputtered, staring at the bassist quizzically. Both Azusa and Ryo turned towards the others for an explanation, but Mugi only smiled wearily- while Hitori, like usual, avoided eye contact.
But most peculiar was Ritsu, who simply shrugged the questioning looks away, parking herself notably, a couple seats away from Mio right next to Yui.
“Captain! What’s wrong?” Yui perked up, glancing between Mio and Ritsu.
“I think she’s still mad at me.” Ritsu said in a low voice.
“Huh? Why is Mio-chan mad?”
Ritsu averted her gaze towards Hitori, who in turn averted her gaze somewhere else. “Well, it’s not important. She’ll get over it soon, and if she doesn’t- I’ll make sure to make it up to her later.”
Perhaps it was due to Ritsu whispering, but her tone of voice made that come off a certain way to Azusa. Feeling blood rushing up to her cheeks, Azusa furiously shook her head. It’s because of that tactless comment from Ryo that her mind’s in the gutter! Damn it!
“Anyway!” Nijika spoke, “We were deciding on our destination for today!”
This seemingly distracted everyone from their thoughts. “Oh, what do you have in mind?” Mio piped up.
“Azusa and I wanted to go to the British National Museum. Ryo and Yui… don't.”
“It sounds boring!” Yui exclaimed.
“I have to agree!” Ritsu immediately supported.
“I think that sounds perfectly fine.” Mio spoke.
“A-actually, I think the museum could be fine-!” Ritsu sputtered.
“Eeeh..? Captain, you double-crossed me!”
“Sorry private, all’s fair in love and war.” Ritsu added in a whisper. Mio evidently still picked it up regardless, as she rolled her eyes in response.
“You chose Mio-chan over me!” Yui accused.
“Duh.”
“Guys! Can we stay on track here?” Nijika urged, massaging her temple. “Mugi, are you for the British National Museum?”
Mugi started at this sudden shift of attention. “Oh, hmm- I must say.. the prospect of a museum visit does sound intriguing-”
“How? It’s literally a glorified history lesson. It’s unofficial nap time at school.” Ryo bemoaned.
“Ah, you need to open up your eyes to the subject, Ryo-san. Very interesting at certain points.” Mugi supplied.
“So Mugi voted yes for the Museum!” Nijika chirped. “What about you, Bocchi-chan?”
Hitori, who had been silently observing the banter, shuddered. “M-me-? Y-you can’t possibly entrust me with such a huge responsibility in deciding our d-destination..”
“It’s just a yes or no question, Bocchi-chan. Do you want to go to the museum or not?”
“I- oh, uhmm..”
Hitori casted a glance between the two factions. Mio and Azusa were gazing at her expectantly, while Yui and Ryo broke out the puppy eyes. Burdened by these unimaginable expectations, Hitori melted into a puddle of goo.
“Well, that’s to be expected.” Nijika said dryly. “What was the tally?”
“Yui and Ryo are against the museum. The rest of us are for it.” Mio spoke.
“W-wait!” Ritsu sputtered.
Mio turned sharply towards her. “Yes? Something you’d like to add, Ritsu?”
Ritsu stammered, her exposed forehead glistening by the sweat drops forming on her temple. Everyone at the table seemed to understand what was going on behind that forehead, a battle between Ritsu’s strongest inner desires- to make peace with Mio, or avoid a boring museum trip.
“Nghh… Hitori, how do you do the puddle thing?” Ritsu whispered to the pink spill on the floor.
“Well, I suppose that’s it then.” Azusa spoke conclusively. “We’re off to the muse-”
“Halt!” Yui interjected, leaning forward while raising her hand. “We still need one more vote!”
“That’s right, Yui.” Ryo nodded along. “We still need Ikuyo’s thoughts on this.”
Nijika sighed. “Even if she sides with you guys, that's three against five. You still lose.”
“I believe in Ikuyo. She’ll be able to turn the tide.” Ryo said confidently.
“You believe in me? What are you guys talking about?”
Everyone at the table turned at the final arrival. Kita walked up to their table, but stopped halfway through as she felt something squirming under her shoe.
“I, wha- oh. Ohayou, Hitori-chan.”
The pile of goo yelped in pain, before reforming back to the pinkette.
“K-kita-san! Ohayou.”
“Gosh, what are you doing lying on the floor like that? Come on-” Kita extended her hand for Hitori to take.
Hitori paused, simply eyeing the hand without taking it. Kita sighed in response, as if she was expecting this reaction. She pulled her hand back, but the motion was halted as Hitori finally grabbed hold of her hand.
“A-arigatou, Kita-san.” Hitori said.
Kita looked taken back for a second, but brushed it off with a smile. “Don’t mention it.” she said, pulling Hitori up.
“Ikuyo. We need your help. Save us from a bore of a trip today.”
“What?”
“They’re trying to make us go to a museum, Kita-chan! Yuck!” Yui exclaimed.
“Yeah, Kita- you’re our last hope!” Ritsu added.
“I thought you were on our side, Ricchan?” Mugi asked.
“I- yeah, of course-” Ritsu stammered as she caught Mio frowning at her.
Kita turned to Nijika, still lost at these sporadic explanations. Exhaling, Nijika spoke, “We’re deciding on where to go today. Most of us want to go to the museum, but some- don't. We’re currently voting on it.”
“Right,” Kita said as she quickly took everything in. “I assume the museum vote is winning?”
“Five to two.” Azusa supplied.
“That’s seven. Who else hasn't- oh.”
“I can’t! It’s too much pressure…” Hitori squirmed.
“Wouldn’t my vote be pointless here?” Kita asked.
“Vote anyway, Kita-chan! Make yourself heard!” Yui exclaimed.
“It’s for the movement. Vote no!” Ryo piped up.
“Or, she can validate our victory even more,” said Mio.
“Hmm… well, I mean, honestly- I don’t feel too strongly either way..” Kita muttered.
“Then vote no!” Ryo insisted.
“This literally does not matter.” Nijika deadpans.
“Hmm… well..”
“Kita-chan, a trip to the museum might open up a lot of photo opportunities and also- potential educational vlogs.” Mugi said slyly. Kita perked up at this, her eyes lighting up in intrigue.
“You had me at photo op!”
“You can do that anywhere.” Ryo rebutted.
“Like where? You’re not even offering any alternatives, you just don’t want to go to the museum!” Azusa pressed.
“Well, that settles it. To the museum we go!” Nijika smirked satisfiedly as Yui, Ryo and Ritsu hung their heads low.
“Oh, come off it.” Mio snipped. “It’s not that bad.”
“Okay, now that that’s settled-”
“Wait!”
Nijika felt her eye flinch, turning frustratedly towards Ryo. “What is it now, Ryo?”
“You know what, fine. I’ll be fine with the museum, but only if we make a stop at Abbey Road first.”
“Oh yeah, Abbey Road! We need to go there!” Azusa chirped.
Mugi took out the map. “We should be able to go there on the way to the museum.” she suggested.
“Alright, we already planned on visiting it at some point either way, so I’m fine with that. Everyone else is fine with that?” Nijika scanned the table for dissenting voices. Thankfully, there were none.
“Okay, motion settled. Finally.” she exhaled.
-
The girls wrapped up their breakfast before immediately hitting the streets of London. Finally out and about, Nijika smiled as she took in the atmosphere of morning in the city. The people walking around them were way taller than she was accustomed to, and she had to remind herself to not stop and gawk every time really tall Englishmen walked past them. And the people weren’t the only point of intrigue. Up until yesterday, she had only ever seen the architecture of this city through photos and movies, so seeing it for real with her own eyes was an entirely new experience.
Mio had insisted for them to travel by foot for a bit so they could explore more before heading to the museum. Nijika got the sneaking suspicion that she suggested this simply to be able to take more pictures with her camera- and lo and behold, said bassist was busying herself with just that, way more taken in by the sights than Nijika was. Her energy was only matched by Kita, who was taking pictures as frequently as she was taking steps on the sidewalk. Nijika chuckled. To see one of their more reserved members be on the same wavelength with their most extroverted was kind of bizarre, even if this was somewhat expected.
Though speaking of reserved members-
Nijika turned to look for Hitori, who was quietly walking a couple feet away from Kita- creating a bit of an awkward gap between the two. Neither seemed to pay this any mind however, as Kita was too busy taking pictures and Hitori was preoccupied with fidgeting warily at every pedestrian she passed by. However, Nijika can’t help but be reminded of last night’s occurrence. Will both Hitori and Kita be fine? She would really hate for there to be some awkward tensions spurting up between her friends on this trip.
Especially with their performance closing in.
Amidst these thoughts, Nijika didn’t even realize a newcomer flanking her right.
“Azusa-chan?”
Azusa glanced at Nijika briefly, before moving her gaze back ahead. “Nijika-san, how about we talk about that manga I borrowed from you?”
Nijika furrowed her brows, her confusion amplified as she noticed Azusa’s rigid and tense posture. “I didn't borrow-”
“Just pretend that we’re talking.” Azusa said through her teeth.
“H-huh? What-”
“Okay, that should be good. She’s no longer looking at me.”
Azusa was staring somewhere behind her. Nijika followed her gaze, finding Yui conversing with Mio and Kita.
“What was that?”
“I think I’d just rather walk with you right now, Nijika-san.”
Nijika raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean “rather walk with me”?”
“If I don’t walk with anyone, Yui-senpai will come up to me.”
This did little in elaborating anything. “Why would that be bad?”
Azusa lowered her head. “I don’t know… Yui-senpai’s being really weird! She's planning something about m- I'm just not really comfortable being with her right now!”
Nijika felt momentarily confused, before it finally clicked. With all the sneaking around Yui had been doing, no wonder it had made Azusa so alert. Is this also the reason why Azusa looked so drowsy at breakfast? Was she thinking about what Yui was up to all night?
“Ah, I don’t think it’s anything to be worried about, Azusa-chan.”
For some reason, Azusa only looked even more frustrated at this passage. “Oh, cause it’s Yui-senpai, right? She’s not smart or focused enough. Well, I think you guys are giving her too little credit! She’s much smarter than she looks and could definitely pull off something!” she spat.
Nijika jumped back at this unexpected outburst. “Azusa- are you trying to accuse her or compliment her?”
“I- gah! I don’t even know at this point!”
Nijika, of course- knew what this was all about, but kept her mouth sealed. She didn't want to ruin Yui’s surprise for her kouhai- but Azusa’s distress was apparent. Nijika needs to do something to quell it.
“I don’t think you should think ill of your senpai like that, Azusa-chan. Maybe it’s just another one of their silly antics. Who knows?”
Azusa didn’t respond, but Nijika could’ve sworn she heard her mutter something along the lines of “That’s what Jun said too.” Deciding it’d be better to just switch the topic to get Azusa’s mind off this, Nijika cleared her throat.
“I’m really curious as to why Ryo is so insistent in going to Abbey Road.”
Azusa turned to face Nijika with a curious look, and Nijika smirked internally. Riling up Azusa’s inner musician seems to have worked. “Well, it’s a landmark to one of the most popular musical acts of all time.”
“You’re familiar with The Beatles, Azusa-chan? I’ve never heard much from them sadly, other than snippets of Paul McCartney and John Lennon’s songs Ryo plays on loop. I’m really curious about what kind of drummer they have.”
“My parents have a couple Beatles vinyls.” Azusa said. “I’ve listened to some of their songs growing up, and it would be a lie to tell you that they weren’t an inspiration to my playing, however subtle. George Harrison was an amazing guitarist.”
“Was he?”
“Yeah. Although about the drummer- I don’t hear many people talking about Ringo much. I mean, I don’t think it’s due to lack of skill or anything- he wouldn’t be in The Beatles if that were the case, would he?”
“Yeah, exactly! Just add that to another streak of us drummers being overlooked.” Nijika added, a bit more bitter than intended. As Azusa began talking about some of her favorite Beatles records, Nijika breathed a sigh of relief. Her distraction had worked, for now.
-
After about half an hour of exploring the city, Ryo, already exhausted and worn down from all the walking, began whining about how tired her leg was getting, prompting the others to collectively agree to a small break at a nearby park.
“This is why you should exercise more.” Nijika chided.
“I’m fine where I am, thanks.”
“Yeah, what she said.” Ritsu added, plopping down to the bench next to Ryo.
While the three exchange back and forth, the other girls occupy themselves with exploring the park. Kita didn’t really mind this short reprieve, using the downtime to take more pictures of the scenery.
“Oh, Kita-chan- I think you’d like this.”
Kita turned, just realizing that Mio was right by her. The bassist beckoned her to take a look at her camera roll. “I accidentally caught this while snapping pictures of the passing buses.” Mio explained, “I just thought you looked nice in this picture.”
Kita beamed. “Whoa! This is good, Mio-chan! You have a talent for photography!”
“Oh, really? Thank you.” Mio stammered.
“Yeah, really! You should post those on your ISSOSTA!”
“I don’t know what that is…”
“Oh, y’know what, nevermind! Just send me the pictures later so I can post it on mine! I’ll credit you, of course!”
“I don’t really get what that means, but alright.”
“Y’know- I think i should have at least twenty pictures of everyone each to memorize this trip!” Kita said.
“Ahaha.. You sure about that, Kita-chan?”
“I already began counting! I have twelve of Yui-chan, seven of Mugi-chan, and between three to five for everyone else!”
Mio blinks repeatedly. “Oh, I thought you were joking.”
Kita responded with an almost regal laughter. “Mio-chan- I don’t play when it comes to ISSOSTA-ble photos.”
“Right.”
“Oh, I actually only have two of Hitori-chan.” Kita realized as she scrolled through her phone gallery. “And one of them's a group picture,” she hummed.
“Ah! Birds!”
Both Mio and Kita turned at the exclamation. Yui and Mugi were watching an old lady feeding pigeons with a loaf of bread by one of the park benches, with childlike glee in their eyes. The old lady smiled as she spotted Yui and Mugi, extending her loaf of bread towards them. “Do you girls want to feed them too?”
Yui instinctively turned towards Mugi, who quickly translated what the old lady was saying.
“Yes!” Yui nods excitedly, taking the bread from the old lady. She began tossing small pieces into the ground, and giggled happily as the birds scrambled towards her.
“Oooh, that’s a nice one! Kita perked up, snapping a picture of both Yui and Mugi feeding the pigeons. “Mio-chan, hows’ this?”
“That’s pretty good.”
“Let’s get a picture of all the others feeding the animals too!” Kita said, turning to look for her friends, before immediately spotting Azusa and Hitori passing nearby. Perfect, she doesn’t have many pictures of these two yet. “Guys!” she beckoned.
Both Hitori and Azusa veered towards her. “What’s up, Kita-chan?”
“Do you want to feed the pigeons? I’ll take a picture of it!”
For some reason, Azusa took one glance at Yui and retreated. “Y’know what- I think I need to look for Nijika-san because- uhh.. yeah.”
“What was that about?” Mio muttered.
“What about you, Hitori-chan?” Kita turned to Hitori.
Hitori took one glance at the pigeons, before Kita saw fear enter those eyes. “B-birds- O-oh- I- i don’t think I should be near any b-birds, Kita-san.”
Kita tilted her head in confusion, before remembering their trip to Enoshima, where Hitori was attacked by a flock of kite birds. “Pigeons are different, Hitori-chan!” Kita reassured, but the pinkette still didn’t look convinced.
“Aw, man! We’re all out!” Yui cried, as the pigeons began flying away.
The old lady, despite not understanding what Yui was saying, seemed to get the gist. She rummaged through her pockets, taking out a pack of nuts.
“Do you want to feed the squirrels too?”
Yui turned back to Mugi, who did another quick translation.
“Yes!” Yui nodded again, taking the pack of nuts from the lady.
“Squirrels should be fine, right, Hitori-chan?” Kita questioned.
“Oh, w-well, I suppose..”
“Hey, guys! Hitori-chan wants to feed the squirrels too!”
Yui and Mugi handed them a handful of nuts, and all of them began spreading them around for all the squirrels to eat.
“They’re really cute.” Mio said, as she watched one of them eat some of the nuts she scattered.
“Yeah.” Kita said, as she began photographing the squirrels gathered in front of her. “What do you think, Hitori-chan?”
Kita turned to Hitori- expecting the girl to be surrounded by her own gaggle of critters. But Hitori merely stood awkwardly still, nuts laid out in front of her, squirrel-less.
“I-i guess animals just don’t like me..” Hitori muttered.
“Oh, maybe they just didn’t see your nuts, Hitori-chan.” Kita tried to comfort her. “They’re all gathered by Mio-chan and the others. How about we look for another herd that’s not fed yet?”
“O-oh, sure.”
Both of them walked up to another tree nearby, where Kita could spot some squirrels hanging out on top of the branches.
“H-here guys.” Hitori stammered, laying out her nuts on the ground. Kita watched the girl awkwardly wait by the tree before she suddenly stilled, something striking her at that exact moment.
I was supposed to give Hitori-chan some space. And now I’m practically forcing her to be alone with me. What am I doing? Kita’s mind began swirling into turmoil.
Then again, Hitori didn’t reject any of her advances like yesterday. Is this fine? Is Hitori-chan fine with this?
No, obviously she’s not fine! She probably hasn't realized Kita singling out the two of them like this yet, bless her heart. What’s wrong with you, Kita? But- she didn’t reject my gesture at breakfast this morning either.. Oh, Hitori-chan- why do you have to be this complicated?
“O-oh, hello little guy.”
Hitori’s soft voice brought Kita back down to earth. The girl was crouching down on the ground, hunched over. Some squirrels must’ve approached her when Kita was lost in her own thoughts. Shelving all her complicated feelings aside, the redhead took out her phone, ready to capture this moment.
“Hitori-chan, did you make yourself a friend?” Kita asked as she zoomed her lens at Hitori’s back.
“I sure did, Kita-san.” Hitori turned around fully. She had her hands in front of her chest, propping up a little sq-
Kita shrieked. Instead of a squirrel- Hitori was holding an unusually enormous, brown street rat.
“This park has hamsters, Kita–san!”
“RATS!” Kita bellowed, as many more giant rats came out of nearby trash can to surround Hitori. She froze at this horrifying sight, in contrast to Hitori, who couldn’t be more delighted.
“Ah, don’t worry guys- there’s plenty of nuts for everyone!”
“Hitori-chan, what are you DOING!?”
“Oh, don’t go over it as quickly! But I think Kita-san still has some nuts on her if you’re still hungry.”
Some sort of miraculous connection must've formed between Hitori and the rats, as their little rat ears perked up at this, all of them collectively turning to face Kita.
“AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!”
Mio jolted up as this sudden shriek rang throughout the park. “What was that!?”
As her answer, Kita brushed past her with surprising speed, bellowing all the way, “RAAAAAATSSS!!”
“Rats? What does that mean?”
“I think she meant that, Mio-chan!” Yui said, turning Mio’s head forcefully towards Hitori, who was approaching them with her gathered herd of giant rats.
“Hey guys, meet my new friends!”
“AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!”
-
“G-guys, it’s fine. I don’t have the hamsters with me anymore..”
“For the last time, they were rats! RATS!” Mio said shrilly.
Hitori nervously eyed Ritsu, before whispering, “I think she’s mad at me..”
Ritsu sighed. “Welcome to the club.”
“Calm down, Mio-chan. Bocchi-chan shouldn’t have any of those rats with her anymore.” Nijika attempted to mediate.
“I’m keeping my distance just in case.” Mio muttered.
“Are you guys done?” Ryo said. “We’re almost there.”
“Now that we’re actually close to Abbey Road, suddenly you’re the most energetic out of all of us.” Ritsu mumbled.
“Well for one, I actually wanted to go here. Here we are.”
Everyone collectively stopped on their tracks as they came across the fabled crossing.
“It looks just like on the album.” Azusa muttered.
“Someone wrote all over these walls!” Yui exclaimed, as she pointed at the walls on their side of the street. “What does it say, Mugi-chan?”
“It’s mostly just people’s names and signatures, Yui-chan.”
“What about that?” Yui pointed to the big printed letters on another part of the wall.
“It says “give peace a chance”.”
“Sure, I can do that!”
“Not much happening around here.” Kita commented as she looked around to find nothing but common pedestrians.
“Well, this is still a regular crossroad at the end of the day.” Nijika explained. “But its history does make it a tourist spot by technicality.”
“I still don’t get the significance of this place. It’s just a crosswalk.” Kita said.
Ryo turned to her, staring at Kita like she had grown an extra head. “It’s Abbey Road, The Beatles named a record after it. Of course it’ll be significant.”
“There you go again, talking about The Beatles, but I don’t really get it, why is a crossroad they walked on such a big deal- “
“The Beatles were legends. They’re the most successful musical group of all time.” Ryo interrupted.
“But why? They just sound like music that old people listen to.”
Ryo could feel her nostrils flare up. She always knew that Kita was probably the least musically knowledgeable of kessoku band, but this amount of ignorance was just too painful to stomach.
“Ikuyo, just know that you saying this is the equivalent of saying you don’t know or get what is so great about rice.”
“But rice is amazing, it goes with anything!” Yui piped up.
“Exactly.”
“Eh, frankly- I think there are better English rock bands out there.” Ritsu said, crossing her arms.
At this, Ryo turned sharply towards Ritsu. “Oh yeah, like who?”
“Exactly! The Who! Keith Moon is the greatest drummer of all time!”
“Who? Who’s The Who?” Yui spoke up.
“The Who!” It was Ritsu’s turn to look incredibly offended. “What do you mean you don’t know who The Who is? You do Pete Townshend’s windmill strum during our concerts all the time!”
“Eh? I thought I invented that!”
“You’re kidding, right?” Ritsu deadpanned.
Ryo scoffed. “You’re comparing a tricycle to an airplane. The Who was a great rock band, but they were nowhere near The Beatles’ influence. The Beatles changed the music landscape forever.”
“The Who still influenced a hell of great bands and rock music in general!” Ritsu rebutted. “Even The Beatles said they were fans of them. Plus– no one could beat their live performances. I still watch some of it from time to time on my CD back home.”
Ryo shook her head. “That’s the only thing they excel at, causing a ruckus. Townshend and Moon were known for their antics, destroying instruments on stage.”
“Like Hiroi nee-san?” asked Kita.
“Who cares about their antics?” Ritsu exclaimed. “We’re talking about the music! Keith Moon’s drumming is probably one of the most innovative, experimental playing out there! He pretty much carried The Who on his back!”
“Yeah, and if we’re talking strictly music- The Beatles still got them beat. It’s not even a question.” Ryo stubbornly refuted. “Moon was one person. The Beatles had John Lennon, Paul McCartney, and George Harisson.”
“Leaving out the drummer, as usual.” Ritsu muttered.
“Kami-sama, almost their entire discography was timeless. Let It Be, Hey Jude, Strawberry Fields Forever-”
Ritsu huffed. “The Who also had classics! My Generation! Baba O’ Riley! Won’t Get Fooled again!”
“All good songs, but nowhere near the prominence of The Beatles’. Just ask Yui, do you know any of the songs Ritsu listed off?” Ryo interrogated the brunette.
“Nope.” Yui immediately shook her head.
“See?” Ryo said, taking in Yui’s no as a victory.
“What? No fair! The only song Yui listened to other than ours is the school anthem!”
“Doesn’t matter. The Beatles discography is even more widespread than The Who’s, even normies would know them. That’s my point.”
“Bah! Two can play that game! Kita, do you know any Beatles song other than the one Ryo listed off?” Ritsu turned to the redhead.
Kita pondered the question. “Well, I did recall listening to their song….. “Queen Bohemian Rhapsody”. Does that count?”
Both Ritsu and Ryo gaped. “That’s not even a Beatles song! That’s Queen!”
“Queen isn’t part of the song name?” Kita exclaimed.
“Mou, I don’t know who The Beatles are either.” Yui spoke up.
Ryo turned to Yui, looking at her like she had expressed the desire to shave off her eyebrows. “I- How is it even possible for you two to not know The Beatles?”
“They’re this metal band from the 1980s, Yui-chan.” Kita said.
Ryo sputtered. “No, they weren’t. They’re a rock band from the 60s!”
“Is there a difference between rock and metal?” Kita tilted her head.
“Rock is the type of music we play, Kita-chan! Metal is the type of music Yoyo-chan plays!” Yui helpfully supplied. “That’s what Azu-nyan told me when I asked her that!”
Kita paused as she considered the comparison. “So there’s more screaming with metal?”
As the two continued their inane exchanges, Ryo and Ritsu exchanged glances. “You know what, I guess we could set our differences aside here. At least we can differentiate between rock and metal right?”
“I mean metal is a derivation of rock. It’s understandable to not really know how to differentiate them initially. But to this extent-?” Ryo said, a wretched look on her face.
“I always wondered how these two even get this far while knowing this little about music.” Ritsu mumbled.
“Guess that means they’re the John Lennons of our bands. The idiot savants.”
“You mean our Keith Moons?”
“Don’t start- also that doesn’t even make sense! At least both them and Lennon were guitarists.”
-
“Alright, enough! We left Abbey Road ten minutes ago, and both of you are still arguing about The Beatles!” Mio groaned as soon as they boarded off the subway.
Ritsu and Ryo paused their argument, turning to Mio. “But Mio-” Ritsu moaned,
“Don’t but Mio me, Ritsu! I seriously can’t with you!” Mio huffed, stomping off.
Everyone turned towards Ritsu, who merely exhaled in response. “I know, I know- I’ll handle it.”
“What exactly is even going on between you two, senpai?”
“Look, I’ll handle it, kid. It’s not a big deal, don’t worry about it.” Ritsu brushed Azusa off as she followed Mio out of the station. This did little in comforting the twintailed girl.
“Don’t worry, Azu-nyan. Mio-chan and Ricchan will make up eventually! They’ve been through worse.” Yui stepped in to reassure, but Azusa didn’t show any signs that she heard Yui other than a brief involuntary movement, continuing her pace as if the brunette was nothing but the passing wind.
Nijika and Ryo exchanged glances, prompting the latter to shrug. “I just thought the arguments were in good fun.”
Mugi, watching all this unfold, laughed wearily.
How long can she endure watching her friends practically dancing around their problems like this? She already knew about Mio and Ritsu- But what is happening with Yui and Azusa? Seeing all her friends-turned-couple fighting like this sends her girl love-riddled mind into a frenzy, but she was powerless to do anything, as she kept reminding herself. Mugi cried internally.
“M-mugi-san…”
Mugi turned at the call, finding Hitori meekly facing her. “Yes, Hitori-chan?”
“T-this was all my fault, wasn’t it?” Hitori stuttered.
Mugi scoffed, immediately dismissing the notion. “Your fault? Don’t be silly, Hitori-chan.”
“B-but all of this happened b-because Mio and R-ritsu-san were trying to h-help me.. If only I wasn’t such a burden-”
“You’re not a burden for receiving help.” Mugi responded immediately.
“B-but-”
“Hitori-chan, Mugi-chan! Come on!” The two turned to face Kita, who had remained by the exit stairs, expecting them both. The others have seemingly left the subway, leaving them the last ones.
Mugi smiled apologetically. “Sorry for holding you up, Kita-chan. Let’s go.”
Kita eyed the two of them briefly, her eyes lingering just a bit longer on Hitori, throwing a hasty smile. “Alright, then. Come on.”
Right, and here’s the awkwardness that spurted up first. Kita and Hitori. At first Mugi found the idea of two girls who realized their feelings towards each other struggling to navigate it oddly adorable, but it loses its novelty when each couple are doing it at the exact same time.
Mugi bit her lip. She can’t stand it! She needs to intervene!
No she can’t! Didn’t she learn anything from last time? Bad Mugi!
But she can’t just let these awkward resentments fester like this! They were so happy-
Dang it, Mugi! You’re doing it again! Thinking you know better, your friends can take care of themselves!
“But what if they can’t?!” she cried.
“C-can’t what!?” Hitori sputtered.
Mugi blinked, realizing that she and Hitori had, once again, been isolated from the group. A couple seconds passed before Mugi realized they were already inside the museum.
“My bad, Hitori-chan. I spaced out for a bit.” For the entirety of the walk from the station to here, it seems like. “Where are the others?”
“T-they’re off looking for a “Rosetta Stone..” I don’t know what that is.”
“That sounds intriguing.” Mugi said absentmindedly, eyeing the objects around her in an attempt to get her mind off things. Her eyes were eventually attracted to a marble statue of a woman, clad in a middle century gown. “Marble statue of the Hon Mrs. Anne Seymour Damer..”
“O-oh, she’s here on this brochure..” Hitori said, taking out the brochure she picked up on her way to the museum. Mugi leaned closer to read the excerpt, translating it as she read for Hitori’s convenience.
“Gossip of Anne Dammer’s queer sexuality and how it ruined her reputation and winds up in scandal: ”Social media” ruined lives in the eighteenth century, just like it does today. Anne’s status as a sculptor meant that she was part of celebrity culture, and was exposed to gossip- Oh, that sounds dreadful.” Mugi surmised.
She noticed that Hitori had suddenly stilled, prompting her to glance at the pinkette, who had considerably paled.
“S-she got in so much trouble j-just for liking girls?”
At this, Mugi winced. “Well it was a different time, Hitori-chan. Queer relationships are much more tolerated these days.”
“I-i never thought about it that way- g-gay marriage isn’t even legal i-in Japan is it? O-oh god, what am I getting K-kita-san involved in!?”
Mugi felt conflicting emotions at this outburst- on one hand, Hitori immediately jumping to marriage as she thought of Kita sent Mugi’s aforementioned girl love-riddled mind on an extended vacation. On the other, she just realized what this revelation would cause in an over-paranoid mind like Hitori’s.
“You don’t have to worry about it, Hitori-chan, I and all the others will support you no matter-”
But Hitori wasn’t listening, apparently clinging on to every sentence on the excerpt. “ K-kita-san is a celebrity on social m-media! What would happen to h-her if her followers found out she liked g-girls!?”
“Hitori-chan, you’re overthinking this. Also, Kita-san never kept her sexuality a secret anyway, even from her social media follow-”
“They were right! Girls can’t love girls! Girls can't love girls! Girls can’t love-”
Mugi was left watching wordlessly as the pinkette scurried off deeper into the museum, crying out over and over.
“Mugi-senpai? I thought I heard Hitori-chan back here.”
Mugi turned, finding her twintailed kouhai staring at her questioningly. “Ah, Azusa-chan. She was just here, yes. But she left to go- do some thinking.”
Azusa raised an eyebrow, but did not comment further. “Alright, then.”
“I thought you and the others were off to see the Rosetta Stone?”
For some reason, Azusa looked incredibly awkward at this question, avoiding Mugi’s eyes. “We were, but since she was there too- I-i mean! I just heard Hitori-chan and thought that she was in trouble, so I came to have a look.”
She’s definitely trying to avoid Yui, Mugi thought. She tilted her head, which seemed to fluster Azusa even more.
“Nevermind that! L-let’s just look at all these artifacts!” Azusa sputtered, stepping quickly towards one of the exhibits. “L-look, it’s a stone sculpture- thing!”
Mugi followed behind Azusa, inspecting the sculpture the kouhai had hastily pointed at. “I wonder what this is supposed to be.” she hummed.
“There’s a description here, but it’s in English.” Azusa said, taking out another brochure. Mugi, once again- leaned in to get a better read, translating the description as she read it.
“Ain Sakhri Lovers, from the cave of Ain Sakhri- approximated to be from 9000 BC, it is the first known sculpture to depict two people in an interco-”
“W-What!?”
Mugi leaned back as Azusa seemed to have jolted up at this passage.
“Azusa-chan..?”
“Azu-nyan! There you are!”
Both Mugi and Azusa turned at the familiarly peppy voice. Mugi noted how Azusa turned even redder as Yui stepped in.
“Whoa, what are you guys looking at?” Yui said, fawning at the sculpture.
“It’s called Ain Shakri Lovers, Yui-chan.” Mugi quickly explained, “It depicts-”
“YOU KNOW WHAT! I THINK I’M GONNA LOOK FOR HITORI-CHAN NOW!” Azusa said loudly. “S-SEE YOU, SENPAIS!”
And with that, Azusa ran off- notably in the opposite direction of where Hitori went off to.
“What’s going on with Azu-nyan?”
“It’s not my place to step in. It’s not my place to step in-” Mugi chanted over and over, to Yui’s further confusion.
-
“Ah, my followers loved that educational vlog! That’s the most viewers I’ve ever had for an ISSOSTA live!” Kita happily exclaimed. “So many comments too!”
“So much for educational. Half the comments were just trying to convince her to stop looking for the Mona Lisa.” Nijika muttered to Ritsu.
“Isn’t that in the Louvre?” Ritsu asked.
“Well, don’t tell her that.”
“I’m tired.” Ryo, with no promise of Abbey Road or arguments with Ritsu to distract herself with, had returned to complaining. “We already went to Abbey Road and the museum, let’s just go back to the hotel.”
“But the day is still young!” Kita piped up.
“Well, what time is it? What else is even left to visit?” Ryo said.
“We talked about this in the taxi.” Nijika sighed. “Look up, you idiot. That’ll answer both of your questions.”
Ryo did as was told, immediately greeted by the Big Ben.
“Does 3 PM count as young?” Yui perked up.
Ryo shrugged. “Well, now we’ve seen it. Let’s go back.”
“Really? You don’t even wanna visit that?” Ritsu said, pointing to something behind Ryo, prompting the blunette to turn. Right across the river was the London Eye.
“How do I keep missing these massive landmarks?” Ryo scratched her head.
“Maybe if you actually pay attention to your surroundings-”
“H-how’re we gonna get there, though?” Hitori asked.
“We can take the ferry across the Thames River.” Azusa said, reading her travel guidebook.
“Oh, thank goodness! I thought we would’ve had to go through the bridge. That would’ve been bad.” Ritsu said.
Mugi tilted her head. “Why would that be bad, Ricchan?”
“Because, Mugi- London Bridge is falling down, falling down-”
Mugi paused for a brief second. “Ricchan, this is the Westminster Bridge.”
“What? So not all bridges in London are called the London Bridge!?”
Ritsu paused as she heard a snort. Turning around, she found Mio hastily turning away from her. Was she stifling her laughter? Is that a good sign?
Unfortunately, Mio still avoided her during the entire ferry ride, sending Ritsu back to square one. She really doesn’t understand what she did. Last night was just another one of their “violent manzai routines” wasn’t it? Why is Mio making such a big deal out of it?
Ritsu only returned from her thoughts after they boarded off the ferry, right at Yui’s excited exclamation,
“It’s huge!”
Ritsu looked up at the enormous ferris wheel before them. Kita fawned over it, and as expected, immediately snapped a picture.
“So that’s the London Eye!” she exclaimed, “Anyone know why it’s called that?”
“Since you’d be able to see so much of London from up there, like through a giant eye.” Nijika explained.
“Heh, that makes sense. Before I saw it I thought it was because it’s gonna look like an eye.” Ritsu commented.
“So high up… and it’s spinning...” Ritsu could hear Mio speak, as the bassist's own eyes seemed to also be spinning.
“Let’s ride it! Ne, Mugi-chan, Mio-chan!” Yui said, turning to her friends.
“At least this time you don’t need to climb up stairs just to look at some view.” Ryo muttered.
“You guys go on ahead!” Mio piped up. “I’ll stay back and look over our stuff!”
Azusa tilted her head. “We can’t just leave you here.”
“No! I insist, ahahaha! Go ahead and have fun, guys!”
Mio moved to flee, but Ritsu prevented her escape- grabbing hold of her collar.
“Ritsu, let go-”
“Come on. We’re riding that thing.” Ritsu said, as she dragged Mio towards the line in front of the ferris wheel.
“Nooo! I don’t wanna!” Mio wailed.
“It’s gonna be fine. Trust me, you’ll thank me once we get up in that thing.” Ritsu sighed.
And of course, Ritsu was right.
“S-sugoi! You can see all of London from here!” Mio exclaimed as she stared at the sight out of the London Eye. “Azusa, look- there's Big Ben!”
“I see it, senpai.” Azusa exhaled.
“See? I knew you’d like it. Where’s my thanks?” Ritsu said, smiling satisfiedly at Mio‘s back.
Mio subdued her excitement at Ritsu’s words, shifting her expression into a neutral one. “Yeah, sure. Thanks, Ritsu.”
Ritsu sighed. “Mio, are you still mad at me?”
Mio didn’t respond, stubbornly looking out the window instead of Ritsu. Ritsu sidestepped the bassist, emerging in front of her to confront her directly. “Look, I’m sorry, okay! I don’t know how many times I have to say it, but I- Mio?”
Mio blinked, finally returning Ritsu’s gaze. “W-what was that? I was spacing out.”
“While I was talking to you?”
“Because you’re talking to me.”
Ritsu furrowed her brows. “What does that even-”
“I’ve just been thinking about us, Ritsu.” Mio interjected.
Ritsu felt her heart sink, that definitely isn’t something she wanted to hear.
“A-about us?”
Mio exhaled, staring directly at her eyes. “Ritsu, are you just playing around with me?”
“I- what? Of course not-”
“I’ve just never gotten the impression that you were really serious about us.” Mio said in a small voice.
“H-how?”
“You were always kind of jokey and juvenile, and well- as much as I hate to admit it- it had grown on me a lot. But that makes it hard for me to gauge whether or not you really like me or you’re just entertaining me.”
Ritsu sputtered. “Mio, w-what? Where is this coming from? O-of course I like you! I’m not playing around-”
Mio averted her eyes. “Then how was it so easy for you to just try and kiss Hitori like that?”
Ritsu started. “It wasn't a big deal- That wasn’t going to be a real kiss anyway-”
“It is to me! It’s so easy for you to joke about kissing Hitori, yet you never even tried to do it with me after we began dating, even as a joke-” Mio said very quietly, almost whisper-like.
Ritsu’s eyes widened. Did Mio just- “Are you asking me to kiss you?” Ritsu asked, in an equally hushed tone.
Mio turned as red as Kita’s hair. “N-no! But it would’ve proven that you’re serious about us, and-”
Mio’s rambling was interrupted as Ritsu swooped up and pecked her on her cheek.
“Geez, if you just wanted that, you should’ve just asked me, you dummy.”
“R-ritsu, PDA!” Mio sputtered out, turning even redder.
“Oh, come on- like you didn’t also kiss me in front of Mugi-” Ritsu smirked briefly, before her smile died out. “I’m really sorry, Mio. I won’t try to kiss other girls from now on. You’re the only girl I’d kiss.”
“You baka! That is not remotely the point-”
“I know, so let me just tell you now that I’m totally serious about us. Mio, I love you.”
Mio stilled. “I- you used the L word.”
“The L word.” Ritsu parroted, stifling a chuckle. “Yeah. that’ll show how serious I am, won’t it?”
“I- you-” Mio sputtered, before turning around and covering her progressively reddening face. “You big baka, moron, stupid-”
As Mio began listing every synonym of “stupid”, Ritsu chuckled. “I didn't peg you as the clingy type, Mio-cwaaan~”
The bassist eventually recovered, turning her body to face her Ritsu, albeit her eyes were still averted at her shoes. “Idiot.. At least you did all this while everyone else is looking the other way.” Mio said, shyly glancing at the other side of the ferris wheel’s cabin, where everyone else was situated.
“I know. Convenient, huh?” Ritsu said, as she pushed herself closer towards her girlfriend. “Mio-”
A sudden noise interrupted Ritsu, causing both her and Mio to turn abruptly. Azusa was still standing beside them, completely forgotten by the two. Her eyes were opened wide, her cheeks the same color of crimson as her scarf.
“Kid, don’t tell me you’ve been there this whole-”
Azusa didn’t let Ritsu finish, scurrying off towards the other end of the cabin.
“W-wait! Azusa-!” Mio stammered, she was about to chase after the kouhai, but Ritsu, once again grabbed hold of her collar.
“She’s not gonna say anything. Come on, let’s just enjoy this view, ne?”
“But what if she-”
“So what? Everyone knows we're dating. Are you saying that you’re ashamed of us? Are you the one not serious about me, Mio-cwaaan?”
“I- You little-”
To Ritsu’s exhilaration, Mio hit her- and she can still feel every ounce of love she put into the blow.
-
“Mou, we’ve been walking all day! I’m hungry!” Yui whined as all of them walked the darkened London streets.
Nijika chuckled. “Don’t worry, Yui-chan. There’ll be plenty of food at our next stop.”
“Better be.” Ryo butted in. “I’m gonna die if I go longer without supplements.”
“Griping,” Nijika sighed, “Always griping.”
“What’s the next stop, senpai?” asked Kita.
“Well feast your eyes, girls- we’re at the Borough Market!” Nijika said, gesturing to the marketplace before them.
“Whoa!”
“They sell only the best of the best foods in this place, cooked with high quality ingredients!”
“You had me at food!” Yui said, as she began drooling.
The girls began travelling the marketplace, parting the sea of shoppers and traversing through multiple stalls, all selling various food products.
“Ah! Cheese!” Yui said, pointing at one particular stall that sold round Italian cheese.
“I don’t think we can carry that to the hotel room, Yui-chan.” Nijika said. “The smell might be too much.”
“Oh. Well, I don’t think we can just eat cheese for dinner anyway.” Yui mused. “What do you want for dinner, Nijika-chan?”
“Well, I’m fine with any-”
“Ah! Cupcakes!” Yui exclaimed, scrambling off towards another stall. Nijika shook her head.
“What a carefree spirit.” she muttered. She tried looking at food that might interest her nearby, occasionally glancing over to where Yui was, just to make sure she didn’t get lost. While she was inspecting some watermelons at a fruit stall, she felt someone suddenly bumping into her.
“Wha- oh. It’s you, Azusa-chan.”
“Hey, Nijika-san.” Azusa said quickly, also eyeing the watermelon, though Nijika immediately noticed her stare was unfocused.
“You wanna buy this melon, Azusa-chan?”
“Oh no, I don’t really feel peckish at the moment.” Azusa quickly said, now diverting her gaze to the other fruits at the stall.
Nijika decides to just push the point. “Okay, what’s up?”
Azusa winced. “I just don’t want to be near Mio and Ritsu-senpai right now.”
Nijika perked up at this. Did Azusa somehow caught them planning the song with Yui and misinterpreted that too? “Any particular reason as to why?”
“I… just don’t want to get in the way between them.”
Well, this was new. Could it not be related at all?
“Nijika-chan! I bought some cupcakes! Oh, Azu-nyan!”
Azusa jerked up as she saw Yui approach. “Y-yui-senpai-!”
“I bought a cupcake for you too, Azu-nyan! I was about to look for you to give it!” Yui beamed, as she extended a cupcake towards her kouhai.
Azusa however, refused to meet the brunette’s eyes. “It’s okay, senpai. I’m not really hungry.”
“Eeh? But you love cupcakes!”
“N-no, I- look, senpai, I think I just saw some beef cutlet over there- I need to check it out-!”
“I love beef! Let’s buy it together!”
“N-no, my mistake, i-it’s actually beans!”
“Oh, I don’t like those.” Yui said.
“E-exactly- nasty, disgusting beans. You wouldn’t wanna see them, senpai!” Azusa said as she retreated to the crowds. “S-see you later!”
“I suppose I’ll save this in case she changes her mind later.” Yui said, stuffing the cupcake in her handbag. “Here’s yours, Nijika-chan!”
“Arigatou, Yui-chan.” Nijika said, receiving the pastry.
“Azu-nyan was avoiding me, wasn’t she?”
Nijika jolted up, eyeing the brunette perplexedly. Perhaps she had given Yui too little credit- she didn’t think Yui would’ve picked that up, nor would she be this blunt.
“I think she suspects you somewhat. She came to me this morning telling me that she thought you were acting weird, and was planning something..”
Yui gasped. “Did you tell her what we were doing?”
“No, of course not.” Nijika immediately dismissed. “But like it or not, she had definitely noticed. I think you should straighten this out before it turns into an even bigger misunderstanding, Yui-chan.”
Yui visibly gave Nijika’s sentiment a thought. “I don’t know how I can straighten it out without telling her outright, Nijika-chan. Mou, I tried telling her last night that I’ll stop “plotting” just to calm her down, but looks like that didn’t work.”
Nijika hummed, so Yui already knew of Azusa’s suspicion towards her. “Well, it is tricky. But I feel like you need to settle it sooner or later, Yui-chan. I feel like this can escalate to something real quick.”
Yui opened her mouth to respond, but her stomach beat her to it, growling loudly. “Thinking so much makes me hungry..” she whined.
Nijika sighed. “Well, I guess you can’t think on an empty stomach.”
-
Hitori stood quietly, finding a weird sense of tranquilness in the bustling atmosphere of the Borough Market. As she watched her friends walk across the marketplace, she began reflecting on everything that had happened throughout today.
She had calmed down from her panic episode in the museum, courtesy of Mugi- who reassured her that, while same-sex marriage was not yet legalized by law in Japan, public outlook and reception had been way more accepting than in the days of Anne Seymour Damer. Mugi also reminded Hitori that everyone here accepts her and Kita for who they were, and that’s all that matters. She also suggested that she could pull some strings to fly both Hitori and Kita out of Japan if they ever consider getting married, which Hitori thought was a bit overkill. Nevertheless- she thanked the heiress either way.
Still, the issue prevailed. Hitori had yet come to a resolution regarding her feelings for Kita. Throughout the day- she could sense the trepidation within the redhead, all the fleeting, longing gazes, all the sentences unspoken-
Hitori shook her head. Purple proses of her thoughts aside, still leaving Kita in the dark made her uneasy, especially with how uncomfortable Hitori must've made her yesterday. Deciding to room with her other friends on a whim to avoid Kita especially was not a proud moment for her- and Ritsu and Mio had agreed with the sentiment.
Perhaps, she couldn’t give Kita an answer today, or tomorrow- but at the very least, she needs to swallow up her fear and amend this tension that had separated them. Hitori wanted Kita to remain familiar, to not have to walk around eggshells around her. Yes, Hitori needs to do this.
She could probably start with apologizing to Kita about the hamsters. She still doesn’t get why she and the others were so scared of the harmless little gerbils, but she figured it'd be a good conversation starter at the very least. Making her way past the many shoppers, she tried finding the redhead in the sea of people.
“K-kita-san!” Hitori cried as she spotted the redhead near a fish stall. The redhead turned, smiling as her eyes found Hitori.
“Hitori-chan, hi.”
“Hi.”
“Something the matter, Hitori-chan?”
“I just wanted to apologize, um… for earlier. I didn’t know you were scared of hamsters, Kita-san..”
Kita exhaled. “They were rats, Hitori-chan. But nevermind that, you don’t need to apologize. I probably overreacted a tiny bit too back there.”
“Well.. I also wanted to apologize for something else.”
Kita tilted her head, watching Hitori expectantly. Hitori braces herself. “I-i’m sorry for being so w-weirdly distant lately, Kita-san. I-”
“I understand, Hitori-chan.” Kita interrupted. “I don’t blame you-”
“T-then you should!”
Kita leaned back, not expecting the outburst. Hitori felt her cheeks warming up. This is usually the part where she starts sputtering and apologizing, but she trudges through. She came this far.
“I-i don’t w-want you to be the one d-doing everything in this-” Hitori stammered, forcing herself to not die of embarrassment at her next word, “-relationship. T-that wouldn’t be fair to you! Y-you can blame me all you want, b-blame me for taking too long, f-for being a coward. A relationship is supposed to be a t-two way street, right? D-don’t shoulder everything yourself.”
Kita took a moment to process this. Suddenly, the girl started trembling, causing Hitori to perk up in worry.
“Kita-san-?”
Kita began chuckling, causing Hitori to feel even more confused.
“I don’t blame you for anything, Hitori-chan. I know full well what I’m in for when I confessed to you.” she said warmly.
“B-but-”
“Though thank you for your apologizing nonetheless, that shows me that you care about this- our relationship. I have to admit, I was worried about your behavior yesterday. I thought you avoided me because you changed your mind. But Yui and Ijichi-senpai insist that I should just trust and give you the space to come to your decision. Whatever your answer is, I'll accept it.”
There it was again- Kita was expecting, demanding, an answer. An answer Hitori isn't yet able to provide.
“I-i don’t think I can give you an answer y-yet, K-kita-san. I-i’m sorry-”
Kita shook her head. “That’s fine. Like I said, I’m fine with waiting, I’m fine with whatever your answer is. Just please, don’t suddenly avoid me without explanation, Hitori-chan. You told me that whatever your answer is, I could still stay by your side, right?”
“R-right. Sorry for b-breaking that promise. I-i still have the same sentiment as I did on t-that day, K-kita-san, I don’t want anything t-to change between us.”
“In hindsight, I don't think I can promise that anymore, Hitori-chan. Change is bound to happen. But If I could make a promise, I’ll promise that whatever that change is, it won’t be a bad one.” Kita said.
“K-kita-san..” Hitori smiled.
The two simply stood in silence for a bit, enjoying each other’s presence and gazing at each other’s eyes, before Hitori felt too embarrassed and broke eye contact, eliciting a small giggle from Kita.
“O-oh, and K-kita-san- c-can I room with you t-tonight?”
Kita started at this, before recomposing herself. “Of course.”
“Y-yeah.. If I ever wanted to build my courage to accept you, I should start with being able to be near you, right?”
Kita beamed. “Honestly, I don’t get how you think you’re not courageous, Hitori-chan. Doing what you just did takes courage, you know?”
Hitori laughed uncomfortably. “I suppose..”
Kita doesn’t know it, but Hitori’s actions just now weren’t exactly driven out of courage. Rather, it was driven by desperation.
What does she mean by that? Well-
“This cupcake is really sweet. Arigatou, Yui.” Mio spoke.
“Yeah, absolutely sweet. It reminds me of you, Mio.” Ritsu smirked, rubbing her shoulders with Mio.
“Mou, baka.” Mio said with a flustered smile.
Hitori felt her eyes fidgeting as she tried to block out the interaction from her mind. There’s no way in hell Hitori could endure that lovey-dovey ordeal this entire night! She’s no Mugi, watching a couple acting so affectionate is a one way ticket to get her seishun complex to KILL her. She practically had no choice but to beg Kita to let her room with her tonight!
-
“Okay, we’re back at the hotel now. Stop complaining already!” Nijika cried. “And get off me!”
Ryo responds by clinging onto Nijika’s shoulder. “Mmmh.. but walking is so exhausting, and your shoulder is warm.”
Nijika rolled her eyes. “Kita–chan, you’re the one holding the key, right?”
Kita nods, handing Nijika the key. “Oh, by the way, senpai, Hitori-chan wants to room with us tonight!”
“Oh, really?” Nijika turned in surprise to her other guitarist, smiling at their reconciliation. “Well, it’s good to have you back, Bocchi-chan.”
“Does this mean I won't have a bed to myself anymore?” asked Ryo.
“Who do you wanna sleep with, Hitori-chan? Wait- let me rephrase that-”
“I-i’m fine with anything, I’ll sleep on the floor if I have to.”
“Don’t be silly, Bocchi-chan.”
“Wait, Hitori-chan, you’re not rooming with us tonight?” asked Mugi.
“Um.. no, Mugi-san. Honestly- I don’t think I can handle it if Mio and Ritsu-chan stayed like that the entire night.” Hitori whispered.
A couple feet away, Ritsu and Mio, as expected, were bickering. This time however, with a weirdly flirtatious vibe. Hitori fidgeted at the sight, but Mugi remained stoic still.
“I see nothing wrong with this, Hitori-chan. Isn’t this an improvement?”
“I-i guess, I can tell t-they’re just bickering f-for the sake of it now..”
“Huh? Oh yeah, that too.” Mugi said absentmindedly, smiling dopily as Mio whacked Ritsu on the head. Hitori averted her eyes. Perhaps no one in that room is truly in their right mind, she really doesn’t regret her decision to move.
“W-wait, Hitori-chan! Y-you’re moving rooms!?” Azusa asked.
“Y-yes?”
“Can I room with you guys too?” Azusa pleaded.
“Oh, well- there’s already four people in our room.” Nijika said, doing a quick headcount.
“B-but-!”
“Nijika, come on, let’s get in- I want to collapse on the bed.”
“Alright, geez, get off me so I can open the door!” Nijika said, shrugging Ryo off her shoulders. “Gomen, Azusa-chan.”
“Nijika-san..” Azusa said, pleading with her with her huge garnet, catlike eyes.
“Azusa-chan..” Nijika exhaled as she opened the door. “You’re just overthinking things. Yui-chan’s not planning anything.”
“Goodnight, Azusa-chan.” Kita waved as she and the other kessoku band members walked into their room.
“Goodnight, guys!” Yui replied, causing Azusa to turn. They were the only two people left in the halls. Evidently Mugi and the others also already entered their room.
Azusa began to do some quick thinking. Is the potential embarrassment of rooming with Mio and Ritsu worse than whatever it is Yui is planning to do to her?
“There we go, I always get it wrong!” Yui said as she managed to successfully scan the card key. “Come in, Azu-nyan.”
“You know what, senpai? I think I’ll sleep in Mugi-senpai’s room tonight-” Azusa said, as she hastily made a beeline towards the room next door.
“Eh? But this is your room, Azusa-chan.” Yui said, putting a hand on her shoulder. The kouhai gasped, Yui’s hand on her shoulder somehow overloading her senses. Why is she feeling like this?
“O-okay.” Azusa reluctantly turned and entered their room. She took a couple shaky steps with heavy breaths, a little girl walking into a wolf’s den. She flinched as she heard the door behind her click. There’s literally no turning back now.
“Finally- I've been waiting for this for the entire day.” Azusa could hear Yui speak in a low voice.
“W-what-?”
Azusa turned just in time to see Yui lunging towards her, arms outstretched and her lips puckered. Her pupils dilated.
No, stop-!
Instinctively, Azusa tried to replicate what she could remember from Ui’s self-defense book- she turned her body sideways, hunching, before elbowing Yui in the stomach as Yui jumped towards her. Yui staggered in response, limping and dropping down to the floor, clutching her stomach.
Azusa panted. Yui- what just happened? So she was right! Yui WAS planning something! Nijika didn’t believe her, but there’s the proof! She was waiting til Azusa was worn down and they were alone to make her move.
“What.. did you do that for…” Yui groaned.
“I’m sorry, Yui-senpai A-are you okay?”
“Azu-nyan.. Why..”
“I’m- I’m not ready for that kind of intimacy with you, s-senpai!” Azusa blurted out. “We haven't even had our first kiss, y-you’re moving too fast!”
“What are you talking about..? I was just trying to hug Giita-” Yui sobbed out, extending her arms to where her guitar was propped up in the room.
Azusa sputtered, a million thoughts swirling inside her head. W-wait, so Yui wasn’t trying to do anything to her? So Azusa must’ve misread the signs- or..
No. Azusa’s face began to feel hotter as the realization came crashing down, just like Yui. There were never even any signs. Azusa had simply been worrying over a problem that wasn’t there.
“I-I’M SORRY! I- I MISUNDERSTOOD!” Azusa cried out, jumping to her bed and hid within its blankets. She stayed like that for a few moments, the only sound she could hear being the disembodied groans from Yui, and her own racing heart.
“I- well, i’m glad Ui’s self defense book came in handy, at least.” Yui heaved out. Azusa could sense movements around the room, Yui limping slowly towards her bed.
“Are you going to sleep already, Azu-nyan?” Yui said, and Azusa felt a gentle hand on her back. “Let me sing you a lullaby..”
Yui began humming an unfamiliar tune as she rocked Azusa’s back back and forth.
“I-i’m sorry, senpai. I thought you were- I don’t know. I was being too paranoid.” Azusa paused as she took in a deep breath. “O-of course you wouldn’t know anything about that- i-i don’t know why I was even worried about it…”
Azusa stilled, waiting for response, any response from Yui- perhaps a follow-up question, about what she meant by more intimacy, or maybe just asking for more clarity to her behaviour this entire day. However, none of that ever came. Azusa braved a glance outside of her covers to find the brunette fast asleep, apparently knocked out by her own lullaby.
“Yui-senpai…” Azusa mumbled, as she observed Yui’s sleeping figure, quiet enough to not wake Yui up. She got up and adjusted Yui’s position on the bed, tucking her in.
“Mou, I suppose we’ll swap beds for tonight.” Azusa muttered. Yui had her mouth agape, drool starting to form at the corner of it. The sight elicits a smirk out of Azusa. “Why did I even fall for you..”
The smile didn’t remain long on her lips, however- as she reflected on her behavior today. Avoiding and ignoring Yui, giving her the cold shoulder-
“I’m so sorry, senpai.. I suppose I haven’t been a good soon-to-be girlfriend to you, huh?” she gulped, now that Yui is asleep, she somehow finds all the courage to speak her mind. “I guess in reality, I was still scared- scared of us being more intimate with each other, knowing you’ll soon leave me either way.”
Yui, of course- remained unperturbed to Azusa’s confession, merely snoring softly in response.
“Maybe- there’s really nothing wrong with starting to indulge in some form of intimacy.. P-probably not to a certain extent, but still.” Azusa muttered out, as she recollected how easy it was for Ritsu to just swoop in and kiss Mio in public. She still can’t believe Ritsu did that.
“I-it’s not like you’d leave me forever, right?” Azusa said, leaning closer to the brunette. “W-we might as well start somewhere..” she whispered.
Azusa lowered herself gently, planting a kiss on Yui’s forehead. The brunette closed her mouth, her lips forming a comfortable smile in her sleep. Azusa got up and moved towards her bed, casting one last glance at Yui.
“Goodnight, senpai.” Azusa muttered, tucking herself in.
Notes:
half of this chapter is just talking about the beatles
maybe its because i havent been reading much, but i dont feel like most fics utilize how big of a music nerd ryo is- i can see her being a big beatles fan, even if the anime mostly just talks about japanese music and bands, understandably so. pitting her against ritsu was really fun, especially since ritsu was established to be really big into the who and keith moon in the anime (even if ritsu is just objectively wrong here)
that museum scene with hitori is a reference to the "girls cant love girls" scene from madoka magica, which expectedly had turned into a meme with how absurd it was. (fun fact: both azusa and mugi shares their english VA with madoka and hitomi respectively, and both mugi and azusa were present in that scene on this fic, i just find it funny how it managed to line up like that)
Chapter 25: Singing the three primary colors
Summary:
The two bands sing to the people of London.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“Ahahahaha! Ritsu, stop!” Mio said, as she fought an overly clingy Ritsu off of her.
“I can’t help it when you’re this squishy, Mio-cwaaan~”
“Seriously, STOP IT!” Mio flustered, pushing Ritsu’s enormous forehead off of her midriff. “Baka! There’s other people in here!”
“You guys can keep doing it, we don’t mind.” Mugi said dazedly, transfixed at the two’s interaction.
“Mou, you’re enjoying this too much, Mugi-chan.” Yui said.
“Get- OFF! Or I'll hit you!”
“I’d like-”
“If you say “I’d like it” I’m gonna throw you out the window!” Mio barked, which Ritsu only replied with a teasing smile, sticking her tongue out.
“Mou.. first you want me to be affectionate, now you don’t? Girls are a mystery. Right, Mugi-chan?” Ritsu said, rolling around the bed.
“You said it, Ricchan!”
“I’m so done with you all!” Mio huffed, turning away from the two. “Yui. What did you want to talk about?”
Yui casts her huge brown eyes at the bassist, staring back absentmindedly while chewing on a piece of candy. “Hmm..? Oh, right.”
The brunette took out her lyrics notebook, spreading it open on the bed. “I’ve made progress on the lyrics!”
Her three bandmates leaned forward to peek a glance.
“All on your own?” Ritsu asked skeptically.
“Kita-chan, Nijika-chan and Ryo-chan helped out a bit!” Yui beamed.
“Maa.. that’s awfully nice of them.” Mugi said as she read the excerpt. “It reads really nice as well!”
“Yeah, this looks usable!” Ritsu said, getting up to read the book properly. “What do you think, Mio?”
Everyone turned towards the bassist, only to find a small frown on her face.
“Mio-chan doesn’t like it?” Yui asked.
“I- well, that’s not it-”
“What is it? Talk your mind off, babe.”
Mio sent a glare her girlfriend’s way before exhaling. “I just- this was supposed to be our gift for Azusa. I think we should be the ones writing it, y’know?”
“Mou! I tried to talk to you all about it, but all of you dismissed me!” Yui pouts. “I wanna get this song done, so when Kita-chan offered me help, I took it.”
Mio bit her lip. “I know, I’m sorry, Yui. It’s our fault. We’ve just been constantly distracted this whole trip- we shouldn’t have alienated you.”
“If it’s any consolation, Mio-chan. This doesn’t have to be the final product.” Mugi stepped in. “We can use this as a base to work off of, adding in our own thoughts and feelings for Azusa to make the song more authentic and personal.”
“Yeah, well, that makes sense.” Mio said. “But does this mean we have to give them writer’s credit for the song?”
“That’d only be a problem if we ever decide to publish it.” Mugi answered.
“More accurately, it’d be a problem if they decided to sue!” Ritsu added.
“So are we using this draft?” Yui tilted her head expectantly.
“Yeah, okay- sure.” Mio conceded.
Yui excitedly whoop. “I did it! I did it, Mugi-chan!”
Mugi smiled kindly in response. “Yes, you did, Yui-chan.”
“But you know- we were able to meet a wonderful angel.. Graduation isn’t the end, because we will be friends even after..” Mio sang out.
“Whoa! That sounds awesome, Mio-chan!” Yui fawned.
Mio flustered. “Ah, was just trying to imagine how it’ll work with my composition.”
"Ah, if you don't mind, Mio-chan- perhaps I could touch up your composition just slightly. You did mention it still needed some polish, right?" Mugi offered.
"Oh? Well you're welcome too, Mugi." Mio said, surprised by the offer, but pleased nonetheless.
“Are we sure you even did anything here? These aren’t all just Kita and Nijika, right? I don’t think I’ve ever heard you use half of these words.” Ritsu suddenly said.
“Mou, bucchou. I came up with the angel idea! They just helped me write it out better.”
“I kid, I kid!” Ritsu smirked. “You did well, private.”
“Thank you, captain!”
“We can definitely add more to this.” Mio thoughtfully hums as she fully enters writing mode. “Scribbles on the white board.. matching keychains..”
“Hey, don’t turn the song too cutesy now!” Ritsu joked.
“The thing that still bothered me though… I don’t know, the song doesn’t feel grand enough!” Yui said.
“Grand?” Mugi tilted her head.
“Yeah, grand! You know, like ending with a ka-boosh! And a fwoom!”
“Are you saying it lacks a powerful climax?” Ritsu curled an eyebrow.
“Yeah, buchou!” Yui exclaimed. “We came all the way to London, so we should include something from this trip in the song! London Eye! Big Ben!”
“You’re just naming landmarks.” Ritsu shook her head, chuckling, “That won’t fit the song.”
“Eeeh..? Then what do we do?”
“We’ll think of something, Yui.” Mio reassured her. “In the meantime, you already got us a solid base here.”
“I’ll be sure to keep thinking of our powerful climax! Oh wait- oh, no-!” Yui piped up, causing the other three to turn towards her.
“What’s up, Yui-chan?” Mugi asked.
“I forgot my keys!”
“You can just take that.” Mio said, pointing to the door connecting their room to Yui’s.
“Ah, that’s right!” Yui said, hopping off the bed and onto the door.
“Yui, you're strewing candy all over the place!” Ritsu chided.
“It’s okay, you can have it!” Yui smiled dopily. “Goodnight, everyone!” Yui said as she entered her room.
“What a carefree spirit.” Mio muttered.
Suddenly, a knock was heard on the main door.
“What the- who’s visiting in the middle of the night?” Ritsu jumped out of the bed, tiptoeing to peer through the peephole.
“Oh no! It’s Azusa!”
-
“Anyway, what do you all think?” Kita asked the room.
Her three other band members looked down at the notebook presented to them.
“A very thoughtful suggestion, Kita-chan..” said Nijika, “Did you do this on your own?”
“I got the idea when I helped write Yui-chan’s song! She helped me translate a couple lines as well!” Kita chirped.
“Well, that would explain the broken English in some of these. Even I could tell.” Ryo muttered, as she re-read the rough translation of “If I could be a constellation” Kita had shown them.
“Not like you’d be able to do a better job, Ryo.” Nijika muttered back.
“I- K-kita-san.. Y-you’re really gonna sing our songs.. In English..?” Hitori stammered.
“Why not? It’s an excellent opportunity for us to broaden our reach to an international audience!” Kita exclaimed, opening her arms wide.
Ryo shook her head. “I don’t know about that.”
“Eeeeeh…? Senpai, why not?”
“I just never really liked translating songs from their native tongue. I think 90% of the time, the original author's intent is lost through the translations.” Ryo spoke matter of factly.
“But I’m the author! And I made sure none of the intent was lost!” Kita passionately spoke.
“A-ah, sorry K-kita-san.. Personally, I’m with Ryo-san on this one..” Hitori mumbled.
This uncharacteristic display of Hitori speaking her mind took the rest of her bandmates by surprise, prompting the three of them to stare at the guitarist in a mix of awe and confusion. Hitori, noticing this, retreated into the collar of her nightwear.
“S-sorry.. B-but I feel particularly strong a-about a song’s a-authenticity.. E-especially this one.. T-there’s just some turns of phrases and wordplay that w-wont be able to be translated to English.” Hitori took a deep breath, “S-suisei mitai nagagreru.. Hitorigoto.”
Hitori blushed fervidly as the sentence left her lips. “Y-you see, n-now that we k-know what the song is about… we could appreciate that p-play on words even more.. T-the pun would just be lost if we translate the song into English.. A-and that’d be bad, I- i think.”
Hitori glanced around her audience, all still staring in astonishment. The girl was about to devolve into bouts of continuous apologies for the crime of expressing her opinion, before she felt a heavy force pressed onto her, the sweet scent of strawberry invading her senses as Kita pulled her into a hug.
“Hitori-chan… you’re just….. Too cute!” Kita exclaimed.
“So you just don’t want people to miss that the song was Ikuyo’s confession to you, Bocchi. Got it.”
“A-ah, t-that’s not what I mean! I mean… i-it’s part of it, b-but..!” Hitori stammered as Kita rubs their heads together.
Nijika exhaled. “I still couldn’t believe it took you so long to pick up the song’s meaning, Bocchi-chan.”
“W-well.. I-i’m not always the brightest..” Hitori mumbled.
“You figured it out eventually, Hitori-chan! Give yourself some credit!” Kita said, squeezing Hitori even tighter.
“You might want to go easy on her, Kita-chan- she might melt onto the sheet. I’m not paying for extra linens.” Nijika suggested, before noticing that Ryo was giving her a look. “What? I meant like- literally melting into pink goo! Get your mind out of the gutter, Ryo!”
“I didn’t even say anything.” Ryo leaned into her plausible deniability.
Nijika opened her mouth to retort, before suddenly, the phone beside their beds rang. “What- who’s calling in this late?”
“Probably just the front desk?” Ryo suggested.
Nijika moved to pick up the phone. “Moshi-moshi?”
A crackling noise was heard from the other end, and Nijika straightened her posture. “H-hello?” she repeated.
More white noise, before a really distorted voice came through the receiver. “..lo! Who’s speaking?”
Nijika furrowed her brows. This person was the one’s calling them! “I should be the one asking you that! Who is this?” Nijika retorts.
There was a pause as more crackling filled the dead air in their conversation. “Ah, that voice! Sorry then, wrong number!”
And with that, the call ended. Nijika leaned back from the phone, her confusion doubling.
“Who was that, senpai?” Kita asked.
“Wrong number, apparently?”
“Huh. How odd.” Ryo commented.
“A-anonymous callers..? Oh no! Are we about t-to die..!?”
“Bocchi-chan-” Nijika snorted, putting the phone down. “-how did you even manage to jump into that conclusion?”
“T-they c-could be trying to t-threaten us through p-phone calls! O-or calling in a b-bomb threat!” Hitori hysterically exclaimed. “That happens all the time in London, right?”
“Bocchi-chan, calm down. It’s probably just a prank call. Nothing’s gonna-”
A rapping was heard on the door, interrupting Nijika. Hitori shrieked.
“T-they’ve come for us!” Hitori said, clinging tightly onto the nearest object, which just happens to be Kita. “E-everyone, t-take cover!”
“Oh…. I could get used to taking cover-” Kita said dazedly.
Nijika got up from her bed, walking up to the door and tiptoeing to peek out the peephole. “Is it room service? It’s midnight! They’re not supposed to- wait, Yui?”
“Yui?” Ryo echoed confusedly as Nijika opened the door to let the brunette in.
“Guys! It’s an emergency!” Yui said as she stepped into the room, breathing heavily.
“Calm down, Yui-chan!” Kita exclaimed. “What’s going on?”
“Azu-nyan, Kita-chan! She’s missing!”
“Wait, what?”
“You sure she’s not in Ritsu’s room?” Nijika asked.
“No! I was just there- and then I returned to my room, and Azu-nyan wasn’t there.”
“Maybe she’s there right now?” Ryo suggested. Yui seemingly took a couple seconds to process this, before digesting the suggestion. “O-oh, right! Thanks, Ryo-chan!” Yui said, as she scrambled towards the door connecting their rooms.
“What was that about..” Nijika muttered, before another knock was heard on the main door, causing her to jump.
“Who- Huh?”
Nijika opened the door to let in a panic-stricken Azusa.
“Nijika-chan! It’s an emergency! Yui-senpai’s missing!” the small girl cried as she stepped into the room.
“She was just here, Azusa-chan.” Kita said, pointing to the connector door.
“Eh?”
“Bocchi-chan, call Yui-chan up here!” Nijika instructed, startling the observing pinkette out of her stupor.
“A-ah! Hai!” Hitori releases herself from Kita, to the latter’s visible disappointment. Right as Hitori left their room however, another knock was heard on the main door, causing Nijika to jolt up again.
“Oh, nevermind, Bocchi-chan- this is probably her-”
“She already left, senpai-” Kita said, her eyes trailing to the slightly ajar connector door.
Nijika peeked out of the peephole. “Wait, what the-”
Ritsu stepped into the room, exclaiming as she spotted Azusa. “There you are! Come here kid, you got your girlfriend all worried!” Ritsu said, pulling Azusa out of the room.
“Wait, senpai-”
Right as Ritsu dragged Azusa out of the room, Hitori returned through the connector door with Yui in tow. “S-see, there’s Azusa-chan, Yui-chan- um..”
“Oh no! She really is missing!” Yui cried as she took in the Azusa-less room.
“What the hell!” Ritsu’s voice can be heard two rooms over. “Where’s Yui?”
“Hitori-chan brought her to her room just now, Ricchan.”
Sound of hurried footsteps was heard before two girls emerged by the connector door. Ritsu panted as she dragged the stricken Azusa into the room, her eyes moving frantically until she spotted Yui.
“Ricchan!” Yui said, clamoring up to the fellow brunette. This is bad, Ricchan! Azu-nyan really is missing!” Yui cried out, turning to face Azusa, placing both her hands on her shoulders. “Azu-nyan! You’re missing! What should I do?”
Azusa sputtered, blinking stupidly as she and Yui stared at each other. A couple of seconds passed in silence as Yui seemed to digest the situation, and everyone else digested the stupidity unfolding.
“W-wait, you’re her, Azu-nyan!” Yui eventually pieced it together. “Gosh- you had me so worried!”
The brunette began glomping onto her kouhai, who still seemed too dumbfounded to properly react.
“Ritsu! Is Yui in Nijika’s room?” Mio’s voice can be heard from a distance.
“She’s here, Mio!” Ritsu hollered back.
“Oi, you all- It’s the middle of the night, you know-” Nijika exhaled, facepalming.
They could hear Mio trying to formulate a retort- before her response was abruptly halted by her terrified shriek.
“Mio!” Ritsu said, running back to her room. “What is it?”
“It’s just a phone call, Ricchan. Mio-chan was caught off guard.” they could hear Mugi answer, and sure enough- the ringing phone was audible after Mio’s screams had died out.
“That phone call again! Someone called us too just now!” Nijika exclaimed. “Who is it, Ritsu-chan?”
Silence fell as Ritsu picked up the call. “Hello? Oh, oh yes-!" Suddenly, she gasped, “A murder!?”
This was immediately followed by another shriek from Mio.
“Ahahaha, kidding! They hung up!”
Even though their visions were obscured by the walls separating their rooms, the ensuing noise could only be interpreted as Mio beating the crap out of Ritsu.
“Who do you think it was?” Ryo turned to Nijika.
“Well, if it’s important, I’m sure they’ll call again.”
-
“Ah, Nijika-chan, there you are!”
Nijika waved back towards Maki and the rest of Love Crysis as she arrived at the venue for the Japanese Culture Pop Exhibition, right by yesterday’s attraction- London Eye.
“Hey guys! We’re not late, are we?”
Maki shook her head. “No, maybe fashionably late. But rehearsals haven't started just yet.” Maki paused, observing Nijika keenly. “Are you here on your own, Nijika-chan?”
“What? Of course not! My band-” Nijika turned around to find none of her bandmates behind her. “What the hey? They were just behind me!”
“Maybe you left them at the hotel?” Shiho suggested, suppressing a smile.
“Of course not! I was just done chiding Ryo a minute ago.”
“Look! There they are!” Aya pointed, prompting everyone to turn. Kita and Ryo were walking hurriedly towards them, both dragging a large trash bin with them.
“Hey guys!” Kita greeted enthusiastically, while Ryo gave an acknowledging nod.
“Hey, Kita-chan, Ryo-chan.” Maki greeted, her eyes immediately falling onto the garbage bin. “Will that be part of your performance somehow?” she pointed at the object.
“Huh? Oh, of course not!” said Kita, “It’s contents will be though!”
Love Crysis all exchanged glances with each other.
“Is it like a metaphor..?” Aya tilted her head. “I don’t think your band quality warrants such comparisons..”
“Bocchi just does this sometimes.” Ryo said, knocking the trash bin over, releasing a pink creature into the world.
“Hitori-chan?” Shiho muttered.
“A-are we out of the crowds yet..?” Hitori muttered as she braved a glance, her eyes comforting in familiarity as she spotted Love Crysis. “A-ah, h-hi guys..”
Nijika exhaled. “Get up, Bocchi-chan.”
Hitori did as instructed, immediately straightening into an upright position. “H-hai!”
The opposing band merely watched in astonishment, before all three of them let out snorts of laughter.
“And here I thought Ritsu and her band were crazy. Your band might give hers a run for her money, Nijika-chan!” Maki quipped.
“Ahahaha..” Nijika laughed awkwardly.
“Totally didn’t get this vibe from your MV.” Shiho commented.
“We had a really good direction for it.” Ryo responded absentmindedly.
“We’re not usually like this!” Nijika struggled to defend herself, “I-it’s just-”
“There’s nothing to be ashamed of, Nijika-chan! Every band has its quirks!” Maki comforted, punching her lightly on her shoulder. “Surely you’ve heard of The Who and Keith Moon’s legendary antics?”
“More than ever necessary, believe us.” Ryo answered.
“Some people might find your quirks charming, even relatable.” Shiho added.
“R-really..? There are more people in the w-world that dive in the dumpster at the slightest inconvenience..?”
“Well, if you put it as oddly specific as that… I meant more in the way that they might find your woes relatable in some capacity.” Shiho said.
“Some might even find it attractive!” Aya suggested.
Kita and Hitori swap glances, blushing madly.
“Hmm… Nijika, perhaps we could market this.” Ryo said, putting a hand under her chin.
“What? The dumpster diving? No way!”
“It could be our thing. Maybe not a trash can- the mango box could work.” As Ryo suggested this, Hitori’s face lit up with hope- only for it to be crushed immediately as Nijika sternly shook her head.
“Nope! Rejected.”
Maki laughed. “You guys surely know how to have fun, huh?”
“Well, I wouldn’t call this fun, exactly..” Nijika sighed, as they watched Kita’s attempt to stop Hitori from crawling back into the trash bin.
“Just own your weirdness, Nijika-chan,” Shiho encouraged her. “Ryo-chan was right, you could even build an identity from it, like Black Frill! Oh have you guys met, by the way? Black Frill and us are regulars at Kawakami-san’s livehouse, which is why she sent both of our bands together to this event!”
Shiho gestured towards two identical girls who Nijika just realized had been observing them the entire time. They were dressed entirely in a monochromatic frilly outfit- which immediately reminded Nijika of Yuyu from SIDEROS. The two gave brief, silent, acknowledging nods at Nijika, who replied with a small wave.
“Black Frill..” Ryo uttered. “That’s a new one. What genre do you play?”
“Synthpop.” one of the girls spoke.
“Synthpop with a lolita aesthetic? Bold.” Ryo praised, and the two girls gave another small nod.
“So yeah, they’ll be playing with us here tomorrow.” Shiho said.
“Right, remind me again when we’ll be up?” Ryo turned to Nijika.
“4 PM. And our flight’s at 6.”
“So we’ll just check out before that and immediately travel to the airport once we’re done here?”
“That’s the plan.”
“Oh, you’re returning immediately after the show?” Maki asked.
“Yeah.. onee-chan’s gonna lose it if we miss more shifts than necessary.” Nijika laughed.
“Bummer. I was hoping we could jam for a bit after we’re done, with HTT as well. Say.. where are they anyway?” Maki said, glancing behind Nijika, as if hoping HTT will emerge from a trash bin like Hitori did.
“They’re out on their own for today. Don’t worry, I’m sure they learned their lesson. They definitely won’t enter any more sushi bars.” Nijika quipped.
“We can only hope, right?” Maki smirked. “Come on, let us show you where you’ll be performing.”
Nijika glanced towards the stage, which was still being prepared. “We’re not performing here?”
“Nah, there’s an indoor venue. That’s where we’ll be performing. Come on.”
Love Crysis and Black Frill pressed forward, beckoning Nijika and her band.
“Bocchi-chan, come on. We’re moving.” Nijika turned to her still struggling guitarists.
“A-ah, o-okay..” Hitori said, peeking out of the trash bin.
“Come on, Hitori-chan, let’s go!” Kita said, helping Hitori to her feet.
“A-ah, thanks, K-kita-san.” Hitori stammered. Looking forward, she could see Nijika and Ryo in front of them, following after the other bands to the indoor venue. She was about to follow suit with Kita when something in her peripherals caught her attention.
Kita, noticing that Hitori’s steps had halted, turned quizzically at the pinkette. “Hitori-chan..?”
“I- I thought I saw..” Hitori began scanning the crowd with her gaze, before shaking her head. “Nevermind.. m-must’ve been my imagination.”
-
“Now this is London!” Ritsu said, gawking at an assortment of English flag decal picks on display.
“Mou… maybe Papa would like this as a souvenir? He does play guitar occasionally.” Mio hummed.
As Mio and Ritsu perused through the pick catalogue, Mugi and Azusa went on to the guitar aisle, observing the instruments on display.
“There’s so many…” Mugi said dreamily. “More than in my father’s music shops.. Such distinguished shapes as well..!”
“Hai.” Azusa nodded. “Look, Mugi-senpai!”
Mugi looked up to where Azusa had pointed. On the upper rows of the display, a familiar looking guitar hung above them.
“It’s Giita!” Mugi happily exclaimed.
“Yui-senpai would love that. Where is she? Yui-senpai?”
Azusa turned to look for the brunette, spotting her standing by her own with her back facing them. She doesn’t even seem to be paying any attention to the various instruments surrounding them.
“Yui-senpai!”
Yui still did not respond, Walking off out of view, muttering something to herself.
“Yui-senp-”
Mugi placed a hand on Azusa’s shoulder. “Let her be, Azusa-chan.”
“Mou.. what’s with her?” Azusa protested, though she turned back to face the display. “She’s been acting weird this whole trip.”
Mugi responded with a warm laugh. “Weirder than usual, you mean? You seem pretty weird as well yesterday, Azusa-chan.”
At this, Azusa reddened. “A-ah, well- fair point.”
The kouhai became extremely reserved after that, prompting Mugi to pat her head affectionately. “Don’t mind her, Azusa-chan. Yui-chan is just thinking.”
“Thinking?” Azusa looked up quizzically. “About what?”
“Who can say? Even after spending 3 years with her, I could never claim to understand that mind of hers.”
Azusa didn’t seem to have any response to this. Mugi thought that was to be the end of their little talk, but the kouhai continued.
“Mugi-senpai.. just tell me. You guys ARE up to something, aren’t you?”
At this, Mugi slightly tensed up, though she quickly covered her blemish. “Hmm.. what makes you think that?”
“It’s exceedingly obvious. Even if I was wrong on what I initially thought Yui-senpai was plotting yesterday..” Azusa muttered, her cheeks slightly flushing pink- “-it still doesn’t change that I know you all are plotting something.”
Mugi didn’t manage to muster a response quickly enough, and the kouhai took her silence as confirmation. “So you ARE plotting something!”
Mugi hushed her junior, reminding her that they were still in public. “We’re not up to anything, Azusa-chan.”
“Then what about the secret meetings you guys have been having without me?”
“Secret meetings?” Mugi feigned confusion.
“You know- when I enter the clubroom sometimes, you senpais will immediately cease talking- avoid eye contact, what are you guys up to?” Azusa demanded, her tone becoming more insistent.
“Ah, Azusa-chan. I’m afraid the reality might be more mundane than you anticipated.” Mugi said quickly, trying to come up with a lie on the spot. Azusa was a sharp, clever girl. She should’ve expected that they wouldn’t be able to hide this from her forever.
“Oh, yeah?”
“It’s complicated, Azusa-chan.”
“Complicated? Just now you said it was mundane.” Azusa stubbornly insisted.
“It’s.. really personal for Yui-chan.” Mugi said. This wasn’t a lie- the matter of this song is very personal to all of them, especially Yui. “Yui-chan just finds the topic a bit embarrassing to discuss openly in front of you.”
“Why?”
Mugi bit her lip. It was never her intent to lie, but she needs to combine some half truths here, else Azusa will catch on to their plan. “Yui-chan is just expressing how nervous she is about university. You know how she never really knew what she wanted to be after school.”
“I won’t judge her for that-” Azusa said, but Mugi held up a hand to interrupt her.
“That’s just how she feels, Azusa-chan. I don’t claim it to be right. Judging from your expression, now I can confidently say that’s not the case.”
“So Yui-senpai was just conscious about her future..?” Azusa mumbled, glancing at the spot Yui disappeared off to.
‘Sorry Yui,’ Mugi bemoaned internally. ‘I never intend to downplay you, I swear!’ “Isn’t that the case with all of us?”
“I-i guess.. Is this because she’s still trying to be a good senpai for me..?” Azusa muttered, seemingly retreating into her thoughts.
Well, that seemed to stop the barrage of questions, but Mugi was feeling a bit anxious that the lie might be working a bit too well. “Azusa-chan, you don’t need to worry so much- this is exactly why she didn’t want you to know..”
“God, I’ve just been terrible for her all throughout this trip for no reason then..” Azusa muttered. Mugi noticed that she was looking down at her new shoes. “I need to…..”
What Azusa needed to do, Mugi never found out- because the kouhai’s voice trailed away along with her pacing, stepping absentmindedly deeper into the music store. Mugi briefly looked at her in worry. Maybe she went too far?
Azusa’s internal ponderings seem to continue well after their trip to the music store. She didn’t even interact with Yui, who was also off in her own world, Mugi presumes she's still thinking about that “powerful climax” she brought up yesterday. Even when they’re running after Mio- sprinting madly at the sight of a tall man in a zombie costume, the two were still out of it.
Eventually however, Mio lost her steam- and the group collectively stopped at a bench to recuperate.
“That guy was nine feet tall!” Mio cried hysterically.
“We’ve escaped his clutches, Mio- that’s what matters!” Ritsu was torn between laughing and reassuring her girlfriend.
“Yeah, Mio-chan.” Mugi affirmed, “We-”
A sudden blaring noise interrupted Mugi. Everyone collectively turned to Ritsu- from which the noise had emerged from.
“Who’s calling..? Wait, tenchou-san?”
“Tenchou?” The group chorused.
“Moshi-moshi?” Ritsu picked up the call.
“Hey, kid. How’re you?” Seika’s voice was audible from the receiver.
“We’re good, tenchou-san.”
“Say.. I got a favor to ask ya. I just heard from Kawakami that one of the performers for that Japanese Pop Exhibition backed out. So there’s an empty slot still needed to be filled.”
“Wait, are you telling us..?”
“You’re already there.. And you have a band, so.. you mind filling in?”
“What did she say, Ricchan?” Yui perked up.
“Errr..”
“Look, I’ll just email you the details, and then you can contact me back when you decide. Do hurry though- it’s tomorrow, after all.”
“Ah, hai!”
“How’s Nijika, by the way? She’s doing fine, right?”
“Hai, she’s fine.”
“Good to hear- what is it..? Oh, my audio engineer and this blabbering drunk wanted to say hi to you.”
“Ah, hi- PA-san, Hiroi nee-san..”
“Hiroi nee-san is there?” Yui exclaimed.
“Well, I’ll be waiting for your answer, kid. Preferably by tonight. See ya.”
“See you, tenchou-san.” Ritsu ended the call.
“So that was tenchou-san, senpai?” Azusa piped up.
“Yeah.”
“What did she want?” Mio queried.
“Uhh.. well, she kinda offered a slot for us to perform at that event Nijika and Maki are playing…?”
“No way!” Azusa gasped.
“Another spontaneous gig..” Mio trembled.
Ritsu eyed her partner in concern, before eyeing the rest of them. “Yeah, that’s a thought. Should we just refuse?”
“I want to perform!” Yui unexpectedly exclaimed, “This seems like a stroke of luck, it’d be a waste not to take it! It won’t be like the sushi bar!”
“That’s not really what should be concerned about..” Ritsu said wearily.
“I want to do it too, buchou!” Mugi piped up, raising her hand.
“Ah.. is that so..?” Ritsu said, gazing at Mio- who still looked unsure.
“Let’s do it.”
Everyone turned towards the voice. Azusa had also raised her own hand, her expression resolute. Mugi watched this reaction from the kouhai with interest. “Yui-senpai’s right. We mustn’t squander such an opportunity!”
“Wow, jumping in blind like this..? That’s not like you, kid.” Ritsu commented.
Mugi noted how Azusa’s eyes briefly trailed to Yui, before she continued, “Well…we gotta make the most of this trip, right?”
Ritsu exhaled. “Mio?”
Mio stammered as everyone’s eyes fixated on her. At times like this, Mugi can’t help but feel for everyone who ever compared her to Hitori.
“I want to do it… but should we hurry to the venue then? We need to rehearse!” Mio exclaimed.
Mugi looked down on her phone. “It’s already 3 PM. Nijika-chan said that their rehearsals would be over by 4. On top of that, we don’t have our instruments with us, so we need to run back to the hotel to get it first.”
“There won’t be enough time.” Azusa concluded.
“But that’d mean we’ll just be jumping in without any prep!”
“Mou, we did well enough at the sushi bar, didn’t we?” Yui said. “Let’s do this, Mio-chan! I’m already thinking of something that’ll help our performance!”
At this, Mugi and the others turned to the brunette.
“And what would that be..?”
“I don’t have it with me- but I’ll show you when we get back to the hotel!” Yui beamed, throwing a peace sign.
Mugi watched as Ritsu and Mio traded doubtful looks. Mugi herself didn’t really feel too assured.
But to everyone’s surprise, Azusa seems to have found Yui’s suggestion agreeable.
“Alright, senpai. I’ll look forward to seeing what you have in mind.”
Mugi could see Ritsu and Mio trade further confused looks, but her attention was solely fixated on her kouhai, who looked wearily flustered as Yui thanked her incessantly with an affectionate embrace.
“Arigatou, Azu-nyan! You’ll see, it's gonna work!”
Ah, so it’s like that, Azusa-chan.
-
“Excellent work, kessoku band.” the event manager said as they wrapped up their rehearsal. “Now I see why you were recommended to us. Now if you would please exit the stage so we can start the next band’s rehearsal-”
Kita beamed at the compliment, turning around to find her smile reflected on their band leader and drummer, who were giving her a thumbs up.
“Bravo, you guys. You really didn’t disappoint.” Maki said as they stepped off the stage. “Let’s get something to eat to end off the day, the others are already waiting outside.”
“Are you paying?” Ryo perked up in interest.
“We’ll be there, Maki-chan!” Nijika waved the fellow drummer off, before turning to face her band. “So how’s that for a rehearsal?”
“We’ll be blowing this joint tomorrow.” Ryo said confidently.
“That’s what I’d like to hear!” Nijika grinned. “Kita-chan, your performance was stellar! Keep that energy up tomorrow!”
“Ah, arigatou, senpai! You got it!” Kita cheerily replied. “But I couldn’t do it with such incredible backing from you all, especially you, Hitori-chan! Hitori-chan-?”
Hitori sputtered, seemingly just realizing there were other people in the room with her. “A-ah yes, sorry.. Where were we?”
“Rehearsals are done, Hitori-chan.” Kita said worriedly. “We’re already off the stage.”
Hitori blinked, looking around to confirm the statement.“R-right… I didn’t notice-”
“Huh. Bocchi must be really good if she managed to sound like that while on autopilot. Nijika, we need to step our game up.” Ryo commented.
“What’s wrong, Hitori-chan? Tell me. Please.” Kita demanded anxiously.
“A-ah, well- it’s just… I got this funny feeling that we’re being watched..” Hitori said, lowering her voice conspiratorially.
“Well, Maki-chan and the others were watching us-” Nijika began, but Hitori shook her head.
“I–it’s not them… someone else….”
The other three swap glances worriedly. Kita moved to comfort her fellow guitarist.
“Last time Bocchi felt like this was during that whole fanclub debacle.” Ryo said.
“But we’re in London! The only fanclub members here are us and HTT!” Nijika exclaimed.
“Well, we wouldn’t be stalking Hitori-chan when we’re right next to her at all times.” Kita spoke, “and HTT's not here.”
“Unless..” Ryo straightened up, “Did that journalist follow us all the way to London?”
At the mention of the journalist, Hitori shivered, although her redheaded counterpart shook her head. “Poison Yami? How could that be? I don’t think a tabloid writer like her makes enough to afford this type of trip.”
“That last part seems a bit unnecessary-” Nijika muttered, “But then- who would it be?”
“Are there actually a lot of creeps in London?” Kita muttered.
“Who knows.. Perhaps there are..”
“Ryo-senpai, quit doing that voice! It’s not funny!”
“I didn’t say anything.”
Before Kita could muster out a response, she felt a hand snaking up her shoulder. “Kita-chaan~”
Kita moved quickly in reflex, disengaging herself and landing a heavy blow on her assailant's stomach. The figure heaved, staggering backwards.
“Let go of me, you creepy-weirdo stranger! Hitori-chan, stay close to me!” Kita said, as she pulled Hitori closer to her.
“K-k-kita-san, t-that’s no stranger.. I-it’s..”
“Y-you’re stronger than you look, Kita-chan..” The figure, which Kita now recognized as a strangely familiar woman with long brown hair, wheezed out. She eventually looked up to face the group, her bespectacled face contorted in pain.
“W-wait- Sawa-chan? How did you just appear out of thin air!?”
Sawako straightened herself up, though her arms remained clutching her abdomen. “T-that’s kind of my thing….”
“Wait, that was you who I spotted earlier..!” Hitori piped up. “H-have you been watching us the entire time?”
“I was going to say hi- but you guys were in the middle of rehearsal when I found you.” Sawako said. “So I had to wait for your performance. Nice work on lead, by the way.”
“T-thanks..?”
“Well, that teaches you not to pull that kind of stunt on us.” Nijika commented. “But it still doesn’t explain how you’re suddenly in London.”
“Got here just this morning. Had to add up my teaching and rental business pay to afford the trip. Probably will only eat cold ramen for the next month or so.”
“Why, though?” Ryo asked.
“I was initially here to see my girls. Where are they, by the way? Why aren’t they with you?” Sawako said, looking around the place.
“Well, since they wouldn’t have any business here- they said they wanted to spend the day exploring the city instead.”
Sawako turned quizzically at Nijika. “No business..? Ah, Seika hasn't told you yet, then.”
“Told us what?”
“That HTT will also be performing here!” Sawako announced, to the silent disbelief of everybody. “She said she was going to call them today to ask them.”
“W-wait, what?”
“Yeah, apparently one of the acts backed out, so this gig’s one short.” Sawako quickly explained.
“Wait, so it was onee-chan who called us last night!” Nijika exclaimed.
“Oh no. That was me- I was trying to tell the girls I’m coming here. Phoned your room by mistake, but it didn’t really matter in the end. My call with them cuts.” Sawako revealed. “After Seika told me, I went all the way here to support them!”
“That can’t be all there is to it.” Ryo said, eyeing the huge suitcase that seemingly materialized next to Sawako.
“Ah, sharp eye, Ryo-chan.” Sawako said, following her gaze- crouching and tapping the case. “This here… shall be their ticket to greatness!”
Sawako opened the suitcase, and Kita could've sworn some sort of shining light was emanating through it as she revealed its contents-
“Eh? Is that a ninja outfit..?” Kita sounded.
“Damn right, it is!” Sawako said, taking the garment out. “Made from the smoothest silk, for extreme comfort!”
“You want them to wear a ninja costume at a Japan Pop Culture Exhibition? This seems ridiculously stereotypical.” Nijika commented dryly.
“Hey, hey! I’m just giving these brits what they wanna see! You think they know anything about Japan other than anime? They probably can’t even find it on a map!”
“You’re confusing them with Americans, Sawa-chan.” Nijika sighed.
“A-also isn’t the p-point of this event t-to deepen their understanding of J-japanese culture..?” Hitori mumbled.
“I take it you guys aren’t interested then?” Sawako asked, “Shame, cause I actually tailored some for you.”
Kita furrowed her brows. “How..? You would need our measuremen-”
“What’s taking you guys so long?” came Maki’s voice as she peeked through the venue’s door. Spotting Sawako, she gave Nijika a questioning look.
“Maki-chan, this is Sawako-san. She’s HTT’s school club advisor.” Nijika gave a hasty introduction.
“Ah, you’re one of the girls from Kawakami’s livehouse, aren’t you? She told me about you. Love Crysis, was it?” Sawako said.
Maki briefly observed Sawako before her face lit up. “Kawakami-san told me about you too! You’re her boy-crazy roommate from college that crashed and burned to be a teacher!”
Sawako blinked stupidly, while kessoku band behind her tried to contain their laughter. “Goddammit, Kawakami! When I get you…”
“Well, a friend of Kawakami-san and kessoku band is a friend of ours!” Maki said, extending a hand for Sawako to shake. “Up for a meal, Sawako-san?”
Sawako pouts, though she seemingly considers the proposition. “You know a good place? I am lacking in local knowledge of good bars.”
“Oh, I know a good sushi bar..”
As Sawako followed Maki out the door, kessoku band exchanged glances with one another.
“W-we probably should warn Ritsu-chan and the others..” Hitori muttered.
“Probably. Grub first, though.” Ryo replied.
-
Night fell outside the window as HTT gathered in their room, four girls seated on top of one king sized bed as the fifth walked into the room, skipping happily with something in her hands.
“So what’s this idea you got?” Ritsu pressed.
“It came when I was talking to Kita-chan two days ago.” Yui happily said, spreading out a notebook on top of the bedsheets. This prompted every other senior in the band to gasp warily. Yui, noticing this reaction, tilted her head. “What?”
“Yui- Azusa- song!” Mio said through her teeth.
Thankfully, Yui was quick to comprehend. “It’s a different notebook, Mio-chan.”
The other three seniors exhaled in relief, to Azusa's perplexion. “What’s wrong with you guys?” the kouhai said.
“Don’t mind that, kid. You were saying, Yui?”
“Because we’re in London, I think we should deliver one of our songs in English!” Yui beamed, flipping through the contents of her notebook.
“Wait, what?”
“I’ve translated parts of Gohan Wa Okazu with some help from Kita-chan! We did it because she was translating one of kessoku band’s songs, and I thought it’d be neat to have one of ours translated too!” Yui said proudly, showcasing her handiwork.
“We’ll be singing in English?” Mugi asked.
“For an international audience!” Yui insisted.
Mio glanced at the others. “Are we sure about this?”
Azusa took one glance at her senpai’s doubtful looks, then to Yui and her lyrics notebook. She took a deep breath. “I think it’s a wonderful idea, Yui-senpai.”
This caused all of her seniors, including Yui, to turn to her in disbelief. The latter began cleaning her ear, fully expecting that she had misheard the junior.
“I- did you really mean that, Azu-nyan?”
“Hai.” Azusa smiled. “I think it’s something fun that we could do.”
“Azusa, you okay?” Ritsu leaned forward, disbelief still etched on her face.
“Perhaps the London air had given her a cold.” Mio suggested, placing a hand on Azusa’s forehead.
“I’m fine, senpai! Mou!” Azusa said, pushing Mio’s hand off her. “Is it that weird for me to agree with Yui-senpai for once?”
“Yes.” Mio and Ritsu chorused in tandem.
“Mou!” Azusa huffed, turning her face away. “Let me see that, senpai- perhaps I can correct some grammatical errors.”
“You can do that, Azu-nyan?”
“Well, my English isn't terrible.” Azusa smiled thinly. “Just have much more trouble speaking than writing it.”
“Azu-nyan! You’re so smart! Is there anything you can’t do?” Yui gushed, causing Azusa to flush.
“Here, mushiro can be translated to…” Azusa trailed off, pointing at an excerpt on the notebook. Yui nodded along, crossing out and remedying the translation.
“Is this really happening?” Ritsu muttered to Mio.
“I don’t know, I find it hard to believe too.” The bassist whispered back.
“I think we should just let them be, Mio-chan, Ricchan.” Mugi spoke up.
Ritsu and Mio casted their disbelieving looks towards Mugi. Mio, however, eventually relented.
“Y’know what, fine. It’s just one song anyway, right?” Mio spoke.
Ritsu was still seemingly forming her own thoughts, interrupted abruptly with a knock on the door.
“Oh, that must be Nijika and the others!” Ritsu hopped off the bed, opening the door to let the band in.
“Hey, guys. How’s rehearsal?” Mio asked, as kessoku band entered the room.
“It was great.” Nijika smiled satisfiedly, her bandmates tailing behind. “What have you guys been up to today?”
“We’re translating one of our songs to sing at the Pop culture festival!” Yui exclaimed.
At this, Kita perked up. “See, Ritsu-chan lets her band do it!” she said towards Nijika, who exhaled in response.
“You guys don’t seem too surprised by this.” Azusa said, noting kessoku band’s lack of a reaction.
“W-well, we already were i-informed..” Hitori mumbled.
“By the event organizers? Tenchou-san must be very punctual.” Mugi commented.
“No, actually, we heard it from-”
“Kita-chan! Can you help us here? Azu-nyan said she wanted to change up some of the translations for Gohan Wa Okazu!”
“Oooh! Let me see!” Kita said, scampering towards the couple.
“We’re just having trouble with the chorus.” Azusa said. “Yui-senpai wanted to translate this song, but the chorus practically relied on this pun.”
“The “Ichi-ni-san-shi-go-han” part, right?” Kita said, taking a glimpse at the notebook. “I love that pun.”
“Told you man- Some things are just not able to be properly translated.” Ryo stepped forth with her arms crossed, emerging behind Kita to peek at the book over her shoulders. “You can’t do a rice pun with “one-two-three-four-five.”
“One, two, three four five, rice- one, two, three, four, five, rice..” Yui chorused over and over.
“Maybe we can come up with an English pun?” Azusa said, hopefully glancing at Kita.
“Doubt you can do it without heavy rewrites. And then there’s the melody that can’t be changed.” Ryo shook her head.
“Yeah, and I'm afraid my English isn’t that advanced yet, Azusa-chan.” Kita said regretfully.
“Aw.. so we can’t do it?” Yui said, with audible disappointment.
“We can just keep the chorus in Japanese.” Azusa suggested.
“Wouldn’t that be awkward?” Ritsu raised an eyebrow.
“I know a song that does that! It doesn’t sound awkward at all!” Kita exclaimed, hopping on her feet. “They mixed Korean with English flawlessly!”
“Korean and English..?” Ryo muttered, before she let out an exhausted groan. “Please don’t tell me you’re talking about that song.”
“I’m talking about that song about Cupid!” Kita exclaimed.
“That’s what I was afraid of.” Ryo said defeatedly.
“Cupid song..?” Mio muttered.
“You’ve never heard of it, Mio-chan? You should! It’s really pretty!” Kita gushed to the bassist. The latter glanced at Ryo and Hitori, who were both wearing a wretched look on their faces, seemingly offended by the mere suggestion.
“Maybe I’ll take a rain check on that, Kita.”
“Then we can keep the chorus in English.” Azusa said, keeping that block of lyrics intact. “There’s a bit of regional jokes in here, would translating it even make sense?”
“It’s just a futile endeavor.” Ryo said simply.
Yui pouts. “Mou, Ryo-chan-”
“Perhaps it is, but there’s nothing wrong with indulging in some mindless fun given the occasion.” Azusa spoke over Yui, surprising both the brunette and blunette. “A lot of bands improv on stage, deviating from studio recordings just for the fun of it. I don’t see why it’d be wrong for us to do as such.”
“I suppose.. You’re right.” Ryo conceded the matter, taken aback by Azusa’s insistence.
“Azu-nyan.. You really want me to sing in English that badly?” Yui said, also caught off guard on how dead-set her kouhai was by her idea.
“Not necessarily, though the thought of you singing in English is pretty amusing.” Azusa smirked, “But I already told you that I'm merely looking forward to what you have in store. You’re not gonna back out on me now, right, senpai?”
At this, Yui beamed. “Mou, of course not! Let’s do this, Azu-nyan!”
“You’re getting sort of a vibe from these two, Nijika?” Ryo whispered to Nijika.
“Honestly, I don’t even know at this point. All these couples are acting crazy this whole trip.” Nijika whispered back.
“Speaking of crazy couples..” Ryo muttered, prompting Nijika to look up at her remaining bandmates.
“See, Hitori-chan? We’ll be fine, we can just keep certain parts in Japanese if we feel like it won’t work in English!” Kita pestered her pink counterpart,
“Ah, well- um..”
“You still don’t want to translate “If i could be a constellation”?”
“I still have mixed feelings…”
“I suggested that because it was a song that I wrote.. I don’t know if you guys would want your songs to be translated..”
“W-well, personally, I’d rather you just translate one of mine rather than yours if you really want to, K-kita-san.”
Kita’s eyes lit up. “Really, Hitori-chan?”
“Ah… well, sure.”
“Ijichi-senpai! You heard that? Please, please, please! Can we do it?” Kita paced in front of the drummer, clasping both her hands above her head. Nijika crossed her arms, glancing at Ryo.
“Why do you want this so badly anyway?” Ryo asked.
“Eh? I already told you, senpai! It’s for an international audience!”
Nijika raised an eyebrow. “Not because you want some viral likes on Tiktik?”
“I- what..!? No, of course not-! Pfft, as- as if! Of course, if it DOES get that many likes on Tiktik, I wouldn’t complain- but y’know… the main motive is still to garner an international audience!” Kita sputtered.
Nijika and Ryo traded deadpan looks, both of them mulling the proposition.
“We can market this as a stunt.” Ryo started.
“Really, Ryo? What happened to being so against it just now?” Nijika responded flatly.
Ryo ignored the latter half of the question. “Didn’t you hear what Shiho said, Nijika? Own your weirdness!” Ryo said, tapping Nijika’s chest repeatedly with her index finger.
“Yeah, just play into the gimmick that we’re just cute girls doing cute things, like fumbling a song in English, is that what you’re suggesting?” Nijika said.
“Well, I mean if you put every suggestion like that, it'll sound bad.”
“Nah! That’s exactly what Akira-san criticized about our band! If we want to do a stunt like this, we'll have to do it properly.” Nijika said, turning sharply at Kita. “With that said, are you still willing to do it, Kita-chan?”
Kita nodded vigorously. “Yes. My English isn’t that bad, Ijichi-senpai! Sometimes I sing English songs during karaoke. I’ll manage!”
Kita met her drummer’s gaze with a resolute look, causing the latter to resign. “Alright then. I banked on you being able to deliver a song in a short amount of time before, Kita-chan. So I hope you don’t fail me this time too.”
“I won’t, senpai!” Kita said, giving a mock salute. “Hitori-chan! Which song do you think we should translate?”
“Uhm.. well, there’s Guitar, Loneliness and the Blue Planet....maybe Karakara?”
“Can’t believe you’d just let your underlings walk all over you like that, Nijika.” Ritsu teased, rolling over on the bed to where Nijika and Ryo stood.
“Oh, spare me, “buchou”. Having your rice song translated probably wasn’t your idea either, was it?” Nijika snarked.
Ritsu winced. “Well, as a leader you have to let your people have their way sometimes..”
“Pathetic.” both Nijika and Mio said in tandem.
-
“Didn’t sleep well again last night, Azusa?”
The younger girl sleepily turned towards Nijika, yawning as she did. “No… having weird dreams again.”
“Really? What’s it about, Azu-nyan?” Yui perked up in interest.
“You.” Azusa answered simply, without looking at Yui.
“Eeeh..? Azu-nyan’s dreaming about me? What is it about?”
Azusa finally glanced at her senpai, briefly, before averting her gaze away. “I’m not telling.”
“Oh, my…. Azusa, you naughty girl.” Ryo snickered, causing the smaller girl to roll her eyes.
“It’s nothing like that.”
Azusa was spared the potential embarrassment of continuing the conversation as the elevator door opened. She walked out along with the others, leaving a still confused Yui behind.
“Why would dreaming about me make you naughty?” Yui cluelessly asked a weary looking Nijika.
“Oh! Wait!” Mugi suddenly broke off from the group, running towards the lobby on their way for breakfast.
“What is it, Mugi-chan?” Kita asked as the group veered off their path to follow after Mugi.
“It just arrived!” Mugi said, and everyone can now see that she was holding a very large packet in her hands.
“Is that your keyboard..?” Hitori asked.
“It is, Hitori-chan! I had it delivered to me last night, considering we will be performing today.” Mugi answered happily.
Ritsu shook her head. “Once again, there’s rich, then there’s Kotobuki-rich.”
The group eventually finished their breakfast before returning to their room, packing out all their stuff and checking out of the hotel.
“You guys are wearing your uniform for the performance?” Kita asked as HTT emerged from their respective rooms.
“It’s our iconic look.” Ritsu said proudly.
“We would’ve worn the HTT shirt Sawa-chan made for us if we had brought it.” Mio explained.
At the mention of Sawako, kessoku band exchanged glances. They totally forgot to tell HTT about their teacher, currently roaming around in London.
“About Sawako-san, Mio-cha- wait! You didn’t bring the HTT shirt but you brought your school uniforms!?”
“It’s for pictures! Like I said, it’s an iconic look!” Ritsu defended.
“You guys have really odd priorities.” Ryo shook her head.
“Mou, I kinda do wish we did bring our band t-shirts though.” Azusa commented as she glanced at kessoku band’s outfit for concerts- their usual, black t-shirt with kessoku band’s logo on it, an image of a zip tie. “That way we could’ve matched.”
“Maybe at our next concert. Hopefully in America- opening for massive rockstars like Pearl Jam, or 100 gecs.” Ryo said.
“Ooh.. Sattsu said to not listen to the second one..”
“We can only hope, right?” Nijika chuckled. “Come on. We need to check out soon.”
“Sayonara, hotel-san!” Yui said, waving at the hotel building as they stepped out, “We made so many memories with you on this trip, we’ll never forget you!”
“Senpai- stop dallying. Come on.” Azusa chided, beckoning her to enter the cab.
A short taxi drive later, the girls arrived at the venue, Yui fawning as she came to face the London Eye once again.
“It’s still so big!” Yui said as she looked up at the ferris wheel.
“Here we are, whoa-!”
Nijika paused as she looked on in awe. The venue, which was still empty and being prepared yesterday, was now filled to the brim with people, every booth displaying an assortment of Japanese cuisines, popular media, and outfits.
“Is that a moving Godzilla statue?” Ritsu pointed at an animatronic Godzilla, who was swarmed by the gale of delightfully terrified little children.
“Oh, look! There’s cosplayers too! I think they’re dressing up as that elf mage from that- that anime!” Kita pointed at a group of nearby cosplayers.
“W-which one..?” Hitori asked.
“Oh, you know, the one that… that opening intro has a lot of likes on Oh!tube..” Kita muttered shyly.
Ryo huffed. “That anime is so last season.”
“Look at Miss “high taste” over here.” Nijika snarked, beaming brightly as she took in the crowds. “My, my! What an audience, huh?”
“You said it, Nijika.” Mio said, emerging at the drummer’s side. The bassist gulped as she began taking in the atmosphere. “I hope these people are as nice as the people back home.”
“We’ll be fine, Mio-chan.” Mugi encouraged her. “Shall we meet with Maki–chan and the other performers backstage?”
“Oh, right! Follow us!” Nijika beckoned her fellow band, “We know the way!”
A short walk past the crowd, (in which Kita needs to guide Hitori carefully to prevent her from combusting from exposure to people) they’ve managed to make their way backstage, where Maki and her band was waiting for them.
“Took you guys long enough.” Maki said, looking up from a magazine she was reading. “Ah, and Ritsu, you’re here too! I heard from kessoku band yesterday that you’ll be performing here today.”
“Kawakami-san also phoned in last night to tell us you’re filling in for the 4 PM slot.” Aya added.
“Wait, 4? Kita perked up.”But we’re up at 4!”
“We’re performing at the indoor venue, Kita-chan! Remember?” Nijika reminded her.
“So that means we’ll be performing there?” Azusa asked, pointing at the empty stage.
Maki nods, “You guessed right. We’re at the indoor venue at 3, and Black Frill will be outdoor at 3.”
“Aw, does that mean we don’t get to see you play?” Azusa asked in disappointment, turning to kessoku band.
“Why the face, Azusa-chan? You’ve watched us play all the time before this.” Nijika spoke.
“I always try to see if I can make it! A guitarhero performance is always gonna be worth it!” Azusa said with a glimmer in her eyes, prompting Hitori to momentarily sober up from her stage fright, wobbling and muttering incoherently.
“Nice shirt, by the way. Is that your band’s logo?” Maki commented.
“Kessoku band… such a clever pun!” Aya added.
“Told you that name was fire, Nijika.” Ryo softly elbowed the aforementioned.
“And are those your actual school uniforms?” Shiho turned her attention towards HTT.
“Well, we are After school tea time, after all! School is literally part of the name!” Yui chirped.
“Ah, I see. Very clever.” Maki nodded.
“I honestly thought you guys would be showing up in the Ninja costume from yesterday, though.” Aya muttered.
“Ninja costume?” Ritsu piped up.
“From yesterday?” Mugi tilted her head.
“You know, the one that your teacher-advisor made for you!”
“You mean Sawa-chan? How did you know about her?” Mio asked.
At this, Maki turned towards kessoku band. “You didn’t tell them?”
Nijika facepalmed. “Right- oh, we kept forgetting.”
Azusa furrowed her eyebrows. “What are you guys talking abo-” her sentence was halted as she felt a sudden hand snake up her shoulder.
“Azusa-chaaan~”
This immediately triggered Azusa’s fight or flight reaction, she crouched down and elbowed the person who crept behind her on their midriff, the way she did to Yui two days ago.
“Yui-senpa- Yui-senpai! Call security! There’s a creep on the loose!”
“Mou, Azu-nyan. That’s no creep. It’s-”
“Wait, Sawako-sensei!?”
Sawako groaned, clutching her stomach as she staggered in place. “Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice…”
Kita crossed her arms. “Why did you think you could get away with that the second time?”
“Wait! What-!? S-sawa-chan!?” Mio exclaimed, finally registering their teacher’s presence.
“Surprise..!” Sawako said, still wincing in pain.
“Okay, how is this one even possible?” Ritsu pinched her nose. “I swear, if you say that it’s “your thing” to suddenly appear-”
“You guys didn’t tell them I was here-?” Sawako wheezed at kessoku band.
“Slipped our minds.” Ryo shrugged.
“Long story short, I got here yesterday after Seika told me you’ll be performing at this venue too.” Sawako said as she straightened herself up.
“When will you be leaving?” Mio asked.
“I just got here.”
“That’s not what she meant, sensei. When will you be returning to Japan?” Azusa reiterated.
“Tomorrow evening. I didn’t come just to watch you perform y’know. Gotta get the most out of this trip! I can at least cross off London Eye and Big Ben for today!”
“I envy adults..” Mio muttered.
“Ah, Sawa-chan. How delightful for you to grace us with your presence!” Mugi said.
“I wouldn’t want to miss a big moment for my girls, you know? I’m your advisor, after all.”
“That big case you’re carrying around seems to paint an alternative motive, though.” Ritsu smartly said.
“Ah, well- feast your eyes, girls- I’ve tailored this-”
“It’s the ninja costumes. We know. They just told us.” Ritsu interjected, nodding at Love Crysis.
Sawako paused, “Well, if you already know about it, then-”
“We’ll pass on this, Sawa-chan.” Mio said.
“Are you sure? I mean, look at this! I even asked your friends back home to try it out for you!” Sawako said, taking out her phone and showing it to the girls. They all leaned forward, looking at pictures of various people they recognized in Sawako’s ninja outfits.
“Is that Nodoka-chan?” Yui piped. “Ui and Jun too!”
“..and Sattsu? How did that even happen? I didn’t know you two knew each other!” Kita spoke up.
“Wait a second!” Ritsu exclaimed, looking between Maki and her picture on Sawako’s phone. “That’s you with the ninja suit!!” she said, pointing an accusing finger.
“Sawako-san just asked us to try it on yesterday when we hung out.” Maki said, raising both her hands.
“Well then you guys can wear it!” Mio insisted. “You seem to really like the outfits judging by the photos.”
“We do.” Shiho nodded. “But this orange pullover is our band’s look. We can’t abandon it.” she said, tugging at her clothes.
“Well this uniform is also our looks! I don’t want to wear some ninja suit over it!” Mio cried.
Aya whispered to Hitori, “Mou, Mio-chan really hates ninjas, huh?”
“Aw, come on, girls! I’ve worked real hard on these outfits, y’know? I did all of this for you!”
“Aw, Sawa-chan….” Mugi said.
“Couldn’t you feel my love and appreciation woven into these suits? Feel it, Yui-chan!” Sawako said, shoving one of the ninja suits to Yui’s open arms.
“It is soft…” the brunette muttered.
A single pearly tear trailed across Sawako’s face. “And I’ve come all this way.. All because I wanted the best for you.” Sawako said, as she fell to her knees.
“Oh, sensei..” Azusa exhaled.
“So please girls,” Sawako sobbed out. “Help this still young woman out- my only fault is that I care about you too much.”
Mio turned to Ritsu with a conflicted gaze, which the buchou reflected. Looking at Sawako’s display with a pitying look, Ritsu sighed.
“Sawa-chan, please don’t tug on our heartstrings like this…. I suppose, taking everything you’ve said into consideration- there’s only one thing I can do…” Ritsu said heavily.
“You’ll wear it?” Sawako gasped, turning to the drummer, fluttering her long eyelashes.
Ritsu took a deep breath. She can’t believe she’s doing this, but she has no choice. Sawako had brought out the puppy eyes. Slowly opening her mouth- she began to utter her response-
“...no.”
-
“That was a bit harsh, don’t you think? Sawa-chan looked really upset.” Kita relayed to Ritsu.
“She'll get over it.” Ritsu dismissed. “Oh, would you look at that, it’s 5 minutes before 4. Better get back to my band.”
“Good luck on your performance, R-ritsu-san..” Hitori muttered. Ritsu smiled back at kessoku band.
“Good luck to you all too! Just wanna drop by and watch Maki’s band perform for a bit. Tell them they rocked up there!” Ritsu said, as she retreated towards the exit. "See ya!"
Nijika turned back to the stage. For a moment, the four bandmates simply enjoyed Love Crysis’s performance in silence, before Nijika spoke,
“Love Crysis’s almost done…. They’re a real band.”
Ryo turned to her with a confused look. “What’re you saying? Of course they’re a real band.”
Nijika however, shook her head. “I mean like, real- real. They’re making good music, y’know, and they go out and do concerts and all that-”
“We literally do that too.” Ryo said simply.
“Yeah… but I don’t know- they just give the vibe of a real- actualized band. They’re the same age as HTT, yet they seem so.. professional. Something that.. Something that I don’t think we are just yet.” Nijika said in a small voice.
Ryo crossed her arms. “You say this, but right now- we are about to go up the same stage as them, in London, of all places. How is that not us being a real, actualized, band?”
Nijika chuckled. “Yeah, yeah.. You’re right. Sorry- sometimes, I just feel like I don’t deserve it when so many good things happen to me.. It’s dumb.” Nijika exhaled. “I even ponder that maybe, after all the good things go by, something bad will unexpectedly happen. Maybe we mess up on stage, or maybe the crowd hates us. I don’t know. Everything going this smoothly somehow just feels wrong. It really does sound dumb, doesn’t it?”
“I-i don’t think it’s dumb, N-nijika-san.” Hitori suddenly said, causing eyes to turn to her. Yet for once, she doesn’t let it scare her. “I-i feel like that a lot too… it’s unhealthy.. A-and it just leads to a spiral of negativi- negativity. Let’s just focus on the now, go with the flow, and worry a-about what’ll happen next l-later..”
“Wow, Hitori-chan. Where’d you get that from?” Kita exclaimed.
“S-sasa-san told me something s-similar before our play. At the time, it sounded a b-bit silly… wrong, even. But hearing w-what Nijika-san said just now… I-i don’t know.. The sentiment just resonates somehow..”
“She’s right, Nijika.” Ryo immediately turns to Nijika. “Don’t know how much I need to hammer this into you, but you deserve this, okay? WE deserve this.”
Nijika mustered out a small smile as Kita stepped forward as well.
“I've had so much fun these past year with you all- and I couldn’t be more grateful that you’ve given me an opportunity- no, two opportunities to be a part of it, senpai!” Kita sounded.”We’ve put in all the work, and everyone in this band is a witness and testament to all the progress we’ve made. Ryo-senpai is right, we deserve this!”
“We’re awesome- and no mean older sister, no scheming journalist, no rivals in over their heads, nor no judgemental smoker weirdo should tell you otherwise.” Ryo said.
Nijika choked as she took in everyone’s reassurances “Thank you, everyone”, she whispered.
“Thank you, London!” Maki cried from the stage, to the applause of the crowd.
“Ah, that’s our cue. Come on, girls.” Nijika said, beckoning her bandmates to the stage.
The band travelled backstage, where Love Crysis were recuperating after their performance.
“Excellent performance up there, you three.” Nijika smiled.
“Arigatou, Nijika-chan!” Aya piped up. “That’s high praise coming from you!”
“Eh, really?”
“Of course. You’re already competing in Mikakunin riot, you’re leagues above us.” Shiho said.
“That’s not-”
“Oh, stop being so humble!” Maki said, interrupting Nijika. “We’ll be in the audience watching your performance, so don’t go weak on us now! Though judging from your rehearsal yesterday, I’d say you got this one in the bag.”
“A-ah, thanks…?” Nijika flustered.
“Kessoku band? You can start preparing your instruments now.” A man appeared by the stage, beckoning them.
“That’s your cue.” Maki said, ushering Nijika and the others forward.
“Break a leg, kessoku band!” Aya said.
“See, Nijika? I told you there’s nothing to worry about. Even the “real, actualized” band acknowledged us as an equal.” Ryo said as they stepped onto the stage.
“I suppose.” Nijika said, timidly walking towards the provided drum set with a barely concealed dopey smirk. “I just feel a bit silly now.”
“Should’ve saved the sentimental talk for after the live. You’re always bad at that.”
“Mou! Enough of that! Let’s just do our sound checks.”
The band collectively began tuning and checking their instruments. Kita finished prepping up her gibson, looking up to face the already forming crowd before them. Glancing around the stage to check on her bandmates’ progress, she finds Nijika and Ryo seemed to have everything under control- though that does leave one member having the most trouble, as usual.
“Something the matter, Hitori-chan?” Kita sounded, causing Hitori to jump. The aforementioned was seemingly spacing out, gazing frightfully at the audience.
“N-nothing, just..” Hitori glanced towards the crowd, hesitant to speak.
“Ahahaha, Hitori-chan.” Kita chuckled, moving in front of Hitori.
“K-kita-san, wh-what are you doing?”
“Blocking the audience’s view.” Kita whispered. “They won’t understand what we’re saying, but they might be able to pick it up from your expression. And I think you’d rather not be watched while talking about this anyway, right?” Kita spoke quickly.
“A-ah, that’s very considerate, K-kita-san.” Hitori muttered, “I didn’t think of that..”
“Are you having stage frights, Hitori-chan?”
Hitori blinked, before nodding shyly. “I’m so useless.. I-i really thought I was over being n-nervous before performances. B-but these foreign f-faces.. I- i-”
Hitori paused as she felt Kita’s hand slowly intertwining with hers. “There’s no shame in feeling nervous, Hitori-chan. I’m nervous too.””
“Ah, but this is like the hundredth time now.. D-doesn’t me being like this gets exhausting for you?”
“How can I ever be tired of you, Hitori-chan?” Kita said, squeezing her hand reassuringly, which seemingly did the task- Hitori looked somewhat pacified by the gesture. “Why don’t you take your advice to Ijichi-senpai just now?”
At this, Hitori’s shook. “A-ah, how hypocritical.. right? I t-told Nijika-san to stop worrying, yet here I am, worrying.”
“Mou, I think you’d actually be weird to not worry in this situation, Hitori-chan. Even just slightly.” Kita said, lifting Hitori by the chin. “Chin up, okay? I’ll try covering for you and get everyone to look at me instead, if you’re still nervous.”
Hitori flustered at the contact. “A-ah, you don’t need to do that, K-kita-san.. Everyone’s eyes will already be on you anyway.. Cause you’re.. You’re so..”
Kita waited for Hitori to finish her sentence, but the pinkette merely opened her mouth wordlessly and sputtered like a fish, before shaking her head fervently. “I-i’m rambling.. Nevermind that. J-just, don’t try to c-compensate for me, Kita-san, I-i can handle myself.”
“But I want to help you. It’s no trouble at all.” Kita said immediately, but Hitori shook her head still.
“J-just focus on your own performance, K-kita-san. Especially for the last song.. Y-you’ll be singing in English and all… You’re ready for that, right?”
“I am.” Kita said confidently.
“W-well, if that’s the case, the best thing you can do t-to help is to deliver that song. Can you do that for me?”
Despite everything, Kita smiled as she watched something vague, almost resembling a smirk, in Hitori’s face at this request.
“Of course.”
And I’ll do you even better than that, Hitori-chan.
“You two done smoochin’? We got a gig to play.” Ryo’s voice cut their talk short, both girls jumping in surprise and turning to the blunette.
“Thank god you’re talking in Japanese.” Kita muttered as she glanced at the audience, who thankfully didn’t show any sign that they had understood any of the exchange. “Alright.”
Kita steadied herself, glancing around at her bandmates. Nijika gave her a thumbs up, which Kita took as her signal to start the performance.
“Ready, Hitori-chan?” she whispered.
“Hai.”
“Good afternoon, everyone!” Kita said in English, “We’re kessoku band!”
-
As the last note of Fuwa-Fuwa time echoed throughout the venue, Yui took a step back, gathering her breath as she revelled in the applause from the audience before her.
“Thank you!” Yui bellowed in English, “We Ho-kago Tea-Time had a blast here in London, very interesting! That's the phrase, right, Azu-nyan?”
“Yes, senpai.” Azusa replied patiently, as the audience laughed.
“Yui, let’s keep it moving. Our flight’s at 6.” Ritsu reminded her.
Yui turned back to the audience, looking up at the orange tinted sky, then at Big Ben, which showed the current time- 4:30.
“That song was called “That Band!” Kita exclaimed to the audience, who all nodded and applauded politely. She could see Love Crysis at the back cheering them on, the display bringing a small smile out of her.
“For this next song, this’ll be a.. special song.” Kita announced, and she could see some of the audience’s interest piqued at this. “We’ve translated some parts of it to English, for an international audience!”
“Right! This song is- is-” Yui sputtered, turning to Azusa for help.
“Last song.” Azusa adds.
“This song is last song!” Yui declared. What was the song? Yui racked her brains for a bit-
Right. Gohan Wa Okazu, the song they transcribed to english last night. Yui steadied herself, licking her lips in a display of nervousness. She rehearsed this once with Azusa last night, will that be enough?
“Alright, so-” Kita trailed off, glancing to her right, where Hitori stood.
Hitori met her gaze, and though Kita could feel the anxiety emanating from her, she nevertheless gave the redhead a resolute nod.
Kita smiled, turning back to the audience. Here goes nothing. “Alright for our last song, it’s written to you by my good friend and our lead guitarist, Hitori-chan!”
Hitori sputtered, not expecting the sudden spotlight, but Kita continued.
“Hitori-chan… she always puts her heart into the lyrics she wrote, so when we translated this song yesterday, I hoped in the back of my mind- that it would be able to reach you, the same way it did me.”
Kita turned to Hitori with a warm smile. Under the venue’s dim lighting, Kita could barely make out the latter’s visage- but she hoped she’s not too taken aback by this declaration. She just wanted everyone, no matter where they go, to see how special Hitori is.
This was her idea, yet now- faced before an expecting audience, Yui somehow grew cold feet. For all her time playing to a crowd, this was the first time she ever felt this nervous. Was this how Hitori had always felt?
Azusa seemed to sense Yui’s trepidation, inching slightly closer. “Yui-senpai..?”
Yui turned to Azusa, her eyes reflecting the inner turmoil she’s experiencing. She could sense the others' worried glances on her, but she had her eyes for her kouhai only, as if seeking an answer in those pools of garnet. Azusa, in response, smiled encouragingly, echoing her words from yesterday-
“You’re not gonna back out on me now, right, senpai?”
Yui’s eyes widened.
“Show me what Yui Hirasawa can do to this audience.” Azusa whispered.
Yui blinked, before turning back to face Ritsu, nodding determinedly.
“Ricchan..”
“Ijichi-senpai..”
“Let’s do it!”
Ritsu clicked her drumsticks together. “One, two, three, four!”
Mugi jumped in, opening the song with her blaring keyboard solo. Yui waited for her to finish, preparing to sing the lyrics she and Azusa had prepared last night.
“Grains of white rice, it’s amazing, it goes with anything, hoka! Hoka!”
“Rame-un, udo-un, okonomiyaki, kore-kore!”
“Between carbs and between carbs, you could almost say it’s like a, collaboration!”
“Atsu, atsu, hoka-hoka!”
Hitori shredded on her guitar, paving the way for Kita to jump into the main chorus,
“Distortion, it’s motion, can you find the reason why my music won’t stop?”
“Limits and experiences, settling for nothing less that I forgot-”
“Distortion, it’s motion, can you find the reason when my heart explodes towards where you are?”
Yui waited for Mugi to finish the instrumental bridge, before progressing with the chorus.
“Ichi-ni-san go-han!”
Mugi rehearsed the melody, Yui and the others reprising the chorus in response,
“Ichi-ni-san-go-han!”
Kita gathered her breath, witnessing as if in slow motion, how the audience moved to the beat of the music.
“Distortion, it’s motion-”
“Can you find the reason I’m addicted?”
“Roaring sounds and noises,”
“Shouting to a crowd of patient listeners-”
Up till now, it felt like they had only been humming along, applauding for politeness’ sake. Now Kita feels like her words are finally reaching them- that Hitori’s words are finally reaching them.
The song slowed down into a short instrumental intermission, Both Azusa and Yui accompanying one another, the sound of their guitars beckoning each other as Ritsu piped up from the back,
“Rice isn’t a side dish, you know!” Ritsu said in English.
“Ah, I forgot!” Yui exclaimed.
Yui felt some sort of fulfilment as she witnessed the audience chuckling at the exchange.
As Hitori devolved into her guitar solo, Kita watched in awe. Her playing, even after all this time, never failed to impress her. The audience was clearly of the same mind, as Kita could hear them cheering and whooping as Hitori continued her solo. Kita returned to singing, her smile audible in the way she sings.
“Playing the guitar makes me invincible-”
“Harnessing my powers to become unshakeable.”
“Callused fingers are proof that I’ll never quit-”
“Even if I paused, music flowed in my heart!”
Kita pauses to gather her breath, singing the chorus for one last time,
“Distortion, it’s motion-”
“It will never ends since I’m in love with it-”
“Compassion, acceptance, Everytime I play I know that it’s a gift.”
“Ichi-ni-san go-han!” The band chorused one last time. Yui can feel her bandmates slowly winding down as the song inches to its end, but she can't stop just yet! All this rush of adrenaline-
“One more!” Yui exclaimed as she turned to Ritsu.
The drummer sputtered, but left with no time to question this as Yui continued her playing, everyone else rushing to catch up with the over enthused guitarist.
Wait, but the lyrics are already finished! What should she sing about? In a span of mere seconds, Yui captured her surroundings, singing the first thing that comes to mind,
“London bridge, Thames River, London Tower, London Eye, London, London, London, and rice-”
Azusa shook her head, per Yui’s fashion- she ended the song with complete gibberish.
That’s her Yui.
Eventually, Yui felt all the adrenaline leaving her body, culminating in a powerful exclamation at the end of the song,
“Sky high!”
The guitars wind down to a halt as the song ends, Nijika giving her cymbals one last clang as their performance closes.
The response was immediate, their audience cheering and clapping as Kita bowed. The redhead turned to Hitori, the pinkette had remained still, looking at her in some display of awe, her breath hitched. Kita beamed, turning to the audience once more.
“Thank you, everyone! That was our last song! Please give a hand to our drummer, Nijika Ijichi!”
“Eh? Oh, hi..” Nijika waved timidly as the crowd began clapping for her.
“And on bass, Yamada Ryo!”
Ryo tossed her hair aside, eliciting some shrieks from the teen girls in the audience.
“Then there’s me, of course! Kita Ikuyo, on rhythm and vocals! Last but not least, Hitori Gotoh! Our wonderful lyricist and lead guitarist. Everyone, give her all your love!” Kita gestured to Hitori, who looked stunned as the crowd began clapping and cheering her name.
“K-kita-san..” Hitori muttered, tears threatening to burst out of her crystal blue eyes.
-
“What was that sky high bit for?” Ritsu demanded as the two bands scurried off the festival grounds.
“I-i just want to end on a powerful climax!” Yui replied.
Nijika panted, half chuckling. “Haah, now I kinda wished I was there to watch you guys perform.. That sounded nuts..”
“Oh, don’t worry.” Sawako said, “I’ve got it all on tape!”
“Well, nevermind that now! We need to catch our flight!” Mio exclaimed. “Ooh… will there still be time..?”
“Calm down, Mio-chan. Look, there’s one- two! Hey, taxi!” Sawako hailed two cabs over.
The two bands began hurriedly shoving their luggage onto the trunk, kessoku band giving a hasty farewell to Sawako.
“Farewell, Sawa-chan!” Kita said,
“We’ll see you guys at the airport.” Nijika hastily added to HTT, before her band boarded off their cab.
“Well, Sawa-chan. This was a surprise.” Ritsu said as they began boarding their own cab. “I don’t know what exactly makes you follow us all the way here, but hopefully, it was worth it.”
“Probably not, she didn’t get to get us to wear her outfits.” Mio muttered.
“Hey, it’s more than just that, you know!” Sawako pouts. “I really just wanted to spend more time with you girls. Since, well-”
Sawako shook her head. “Nevermind. I’ll see you at your graduation, girls.”
At this, the girls paused. All this time, they’ve been so caught up in their farewells to Azusa, that they never stopped to consider she wasn't the only one they’ll be parting ways with.
“Sawa-chan….” Mugi started,
“Come on, you guys need to hurry, else that plane leaves without you!” Sawako insisted, ushering her into the cab.
“Give Love Crysis and Black Frill our regards, Sawa-chan!” Mio exclaimed.
Sawako nods, waving off the girls as their cab brings them to the airport. Mio rolled up the windows, closing themselves off from the outside world along all its bustling noises of traffic.
“I’ll say that was a decent performance altogether.” Ritsu eventually said, breaking the silence.
“Yeah, agreed. The English parts turned out surprisingly well.” Mio said.
“Well received as well-” Mugi added.
“Mou, and you guys didn’t believe in me!” Yui pouts.
Ritsu snickered. “Right, sorry, Yui. Guess we should’ve had more confidence in you. Your idea isn’t always terrible.”
“Mou, buchou-” Yui continued to pout, though everyone could see that she’s taking none of it to heart. “Only Azu-nyan believed in me initially! Thanks, Azu-nyan!”
Yui chirped peppily, but there was no response from her kouhai. Turning to her left, she realized the kouhai was fast asleep on Mugi’s shoulder, clearly exhausted from the day’s events.
“Ah, she looks so peaceful..” Mugi said affectionately.
Yui smiled at the serene look on her kouhai’s voice. “Yeah..”
Yui moved to swipe away some of the hair covering Azusa’s sleeping face. “Thank you for believing in me, Azu-nyan.”
Silence enveloped the car once again, as the girls lulled into a comfortable quiet. The muffled sounds of traffic and Azusa’s soft snores serve as the only ambient in their ride to the airport.
“Mou, I’ve been thinking-” Yui said as they neared their destination. “Maybe we don’t need a powerful climax. You’re right, Ricchan. We can’t just forcefully insert something from this trip to our song. Let’s just write one of our usual ones for Azu-nyan!”
The other three girls turned towards her, smiling wearily.
“You're just realizing this now?” Ritsu asked.
“That’s what I already thought from the get go.” Mio commented.
“Perhaps, we can still give this song a powerful climax, Yui-chan.” Mugi suggested.
“Eh? How, Mugi-chan?”
“Maybe not in the song itself- rather, in the way we present it to Azusa-chan.” Mugi said, eyeing the still slumbering kouhai on her shoulder.
“How’d we do that?” Ritsu sounded.
“Ah, let me just make a quick phone call first.” Mugi said, taking out her phone and dialing one of her contacts. The phone rang a couple times before someone finally picked it up.
“Moshi-moshi, Is that you, Mugi?”
“Tenchou-san? Yes, It’s me.” Mugi said. The other three girls exchanged glances, wondering why Mugi was contacting Seika out of the blue.
“What do you need, kid?”
“Remember that favor I asked of you, tenchou-san? Back during christmas?”
“To let you use the livehouse..? Yeah, I remember.”
Mugi smiled, turning to her other friends, who were slowly piecing everything together.
“Well, tenchou-san. I think now I have the date for you. It’s finally time.”
-
“Well, that was London.” Ryo said, watching the buildings they’re shooting past out of the cab’s window.
Nijika stretched. “Haa, I’m beat! Technically it’s just the same gig that we’ve always played- but that one just felt more draining for some reason.”
“Probably just all the adrenaline rush leaving your body.” Ryo shrugged.
“Yeah, you’re right. How are you two holding up?” Nijika turned to her guitarists.
“Ah, it’s doing numbers on Tiktik! See?” Kita said, shoving her phone up Nijika’s face.
“This is… our performance just now. Who’s recording this?” Nijika asked.
“Maki-chan did!!” Kita beamed. “I asked her to record our performance with my phone! See, senpai? Now we have an even stronger social media presence!”
Nijika pushed the phone away, exhaling. “So your ulterior motive was to get some Tiktik likes.”
“Normies…” Ryo shook her head.
“I mean, hey- at least this helps with exposure. Would be handy now that we’re off to the voting period of Mikakunin riot.” Nijika suggested.
“Well, that’s all a part of it-” Kita pocketed her phone. “But still, I meant every word I said on that stage.”
At this, Kita turned to Hitori- prompting the other two to follow her gaze. Hitori, in response, retreated into her scarf.
“A-ah, I- so that really happened? It wasn’t just a dream..?” she meekly asked.
“Of course it happened, Hitori-chan!” Kita insisted.
“So that’s why you wanted to translate our song to English…? So everyone will be able to resonate with my lyrics..?”
Kita scratched her cheek. “A-ah, yes.. Hearing you reiterate it kind of makes it sound a bit corny though..” Kita chuckled, eyeing her seniors.
“Yup. That was so corny.” Ryo added.
“Kita-chan, you big cornball.” Nijika smirked.
“W-wait…!” Hitori suddenly exclaimed. “Y-you wanted everyone to understand and resonate with our lyrics.. S-so you translated them to English....”
“Yeah..”
“B-but your first suggestion was to translate your s-song.. A-about m-me… so wouldn’t that mean…?”
Nijika gasped, whilst Ryo whistled.
“Ikuyo, you sly dog.”
“You were trying to announce your love for Bocchi-chan to the entire world?”
“A-ah! N-no-! Y-you guys are just reading into this too much!” Kita sputtered, as next to her, Hitori covered her face with both her hands, her entire body, down to her clothes reddening. They could even see steam beginning to emanate from the introverted girl.
“Hitori-chan! Come back to me! D-don’t evaporate! Ijichi-senpai, roll up all the windows so we don’t lose her to the London air!” Kita exclaimed.
“Would you two lovebirds knock it off when the four of us are together, at least?” Ryo said bluntly, prompting Nijika to elbow her. “Agh! No need to be so rough with that! I’m not Sawako!”
“It’s okay..” Hitori said, as she began to lose steam (both metaphorically and literally) “I-i’m fine..”
“Hitori-chan..”
“T-thank you, K-kita-san.. F-for everything. O-one day, I’d be able to repay you for all the good you’ve done to me…”
“Oh, Hitori-chan, what are you saying? I would never demand anything from you. I’m only doing this out of… out of lo- well, you already know.” Kita flustered.
“S-still, I would like to be able to do something f-for you in turn..”
“Perhaps you could accept her confes- Ah, ah ah!” Ryo’s sentence was halted as Nijika pinched her.
“Just keep being yourself.” Kita smiled, ignoring the scuffle between her two seniors. “That’s all the repayment I ever want from you. Keep being yourself, and keep making music with me, with us. Can you do that for me?” Kita echoed Hitori’s own words from earlier that day.
Hitori briefly met Kita’s eyes, before she gave a shaky, yet resolute nod. “Right. Of course.” she whispered. “Mikakunin riot.”
“Eh?”
“Mikakunin riot.” Hitori reiterated. “That’s how I’ll repay you- we’ll soar through that competition together, K-kita-san! And when w-we win that, and- and become the greatest youth band in Japan, maybe that’s when I’ll- when I’ll…”
Kita chuckled. This girl, she’s really serious about repaying her, is she?
“Very well then, Hitori-chan. Let’s win Mikakunin riot. Together.”
Notes:
hope the constant back and forth at their performance doesnt flow too weirdly. if this was an anime, i'd imagine we'll be cutting back and forth between the two performances. unfortunately, this is a written medium. i have to work with what i got.
all the english lyrics for the two songs should be sing-able. For Gohan Wa Okazu, i tried adjusting the lyrics myself so it could still work, but for Distortion!!, i used this lovely cover as a point of reference. Do check it out if you have the time:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qr6NqyFiTpE
that being said, do not try to play this two songs back to back. in a way you should probably be glad that the jumping between these two songs are constricted to written excerpts. they do not mash at all.
but anyway, thats all for the movie. all thats left for HTT to do, is to say farewell to their beloved kouhai.
Chapter 26: Rock and roll, Touched by an Angel's light
Summary:
Ho-kago Tea Time bids farewell to their beloved kouhai.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
A quiet, still morning graced itself upon the prefecture, a peaceful March day emerging on the horizon.
Azusa took in her rhythmic steps upon the ground, a quiet, one two-one-two against the paved sidewalk. With each step, she began to grow more contemplative, as the expectations of what awaits her as she reaches those school grounds slowly dawns.
She exhaled, pausing to take in the scenery amidst the falling cherry blossoms. The discarded petals on the ground only strengthens the image of what’s coming, Azusa could even hear the distant sounds of celebrations somewhere in the back of her mind.
Today was graduation day.
It was a long time coming, yet no matter how many times she braced herself for it, it never got any easier to stomach. Before she knew it, the day had arrived to her with the grace of an oncoming truck.
So with a heavy heart and a conflicted mind, Azusa got out of her bed today and readied herself for school. It was a dreadful slog most of the way, Azusa finding herself particularly malleable to small distractions given her melancholic mood. Like right now, as she shuffled her feet to swipe the sakura petals on the ground. She was stalling the inevitable.
She eventually picked her gaze up from the ground, continuing her walk to school. She managed a couple blocks of walking without distractions before she finally reached an intersection just before her school, something within her sightlines causing her heart to halt, and for her feet to glue itself to the ground.
It was Mugi, standing on her own as she expectantly watched the other side of the street, faced away from Azusa. Was she waiting for someone?
Azusa contemplated going over to greet her, but was torn over actually doing it, for a myriad of reasons. But as she glanced down to check the time on her phone- the decision was made for her immediately. All that pauses she took on her trek to school had left her only a couple minutes left before she would be considered late.
On graduation day, no less.
And so, without saying a word to her senior, Azusa picked up her pace and ran as fast as her short legs could carry her.
She just hopes that whatever Mugi was doing, it won't keep her to the point of being late for her own graduation.
-
An air of jubilation permeated the air that night, as two bands sat in one big table at a local izakaya, celebrating their first proper live performances.
“I propose a toast!” Kita raised her glass, “To a successful live!”
“Hear, hic- hear!” Hiroi hiccuped, prompting the other adults at the table to trade looks.
“I am not walking her home.” Sawako said, answering Seika’s unspoken request.
“I’ll drink to that, Kita-chan.” Mugi smiled, extremely pleased with the night. She clinked her glass against the redhead’s. “Let this be one of the first of Ho-kago Tea Time and kessoku band’s many successes.”
The two took small sips from their respective cups, Kita devolving immediately into details of the performance as Mugi continued gulping down her beverage.
“I do have to say, I was really nervous up there- Like, it was my first time on stage y’know! I really thought we were about to flop, and then Gotoh-san just came in and swooped in with her guitar! She’s so cool!”
“Hai.” Mugi nods, prompting Kita to continue rambling.
“Ricchan,” Mugi picked up the voice of her airheaded friend, seated a couple seats away from her. “-have you seen Azu-nyan?”
“I don’t know. I think she’s in the bathroom.” Ritsu replied off-handedly.
Upon hearing that, Mugi began scanning the table- sure enough, Azusa wasn’t there.
“Oh dear.”
“What was that, Mugi-san?” Kita perks up, pausing her regaling of the night’s events.
“Azusa-chan seems to be missing.” Mugi said, finally taking in her absence.
“Oh. You’re right.” Kita said, following her gaze around the table. “Now that you mentioned it, Ijichi-senpai’s not here either. I wonder where they could be.”
Mugi frowned, which didn't go unnoticed by Kita. The redhead leaned closer, a look of concern etched across her features. “Something the matter, Mugi-san?”
Mugi threw a hasty smile. “Ah, it’s nothing- It’s just… I now recall Azusa-chan seemed a bit- conflicted earlier. This, paired with her sudden disappearance…”
“Conflicted? How so?”
Mugi racked her brains, replaying their conversation before they got up the stage.
“I think it might have something to do with what happened before we got on stage. We had a bit of a disagreement, I guess you can call it.”
“Are you guys fighting?” Kita gasped.
“Gosh, I sure hope not.” Mugi said uncomfortably. “I think Azusa-chan just wasn’t entirely happy with our performance just now.”
“What? But you did great up there! I loved your song about the scissors-”
“Stapler.” Mugi corrected. “But yeah- I suppose, it was just a difference in vision.. Us seniors just see this as an event to cut loose and have fun, but Azusa-chan, she clearly had a more serious and objective goal in mind.” Mugi’s frown deepened.
“But why wouldn’t Azusa-chan want to have fun?” Kita tilted her head.
Mugi flinched. “It’s not that she doesn’t want to have fun, perse- it’s just… perhaps merely having fun is not her primary or only goal. I get her. Objectively speaking, our first song didn’t go over too well.”
“Neither did ours.” Kita quickly said. “But your second and third were stellar! I saw it from backstage, and Azusa-chan seemed to be enjoying herself throughout it!” Kita reassured her.
“I do hope so…” Mugi mulled melancholically.
“Azusa-chan really means a lot to you, huh, Mugi-san?”
Mugi turned to Kita, her thick eyebrows raised, “But of course! We’re very grateful for her. You see Kita-chan, she was the only underclassman to join our club this year.”
“Whoa, I didn’t know that!”
“Yeah… so thinking back, perhaps we were too quick to set her concerns aside. It’s not like we didn’t want this performance to be good…”
Mugi was broken out of her sulking as she felt a hand grasping firmly on her shoulders. Looking up, she was met with Kita's comforting smile.
“I don’t really get all this band stuff just yet, Mugi-chan. But I’m sure that having fun and being good doesn’t necessarily have to be separate, you know? Perhaps you and Azusa-chan will meet that middle point somewhere in the future.”
“I just hope she’s not being too harsh on herself after that live. I want to, at the very least, be able to return the same spark and joy she had given us by joining our band through her time with us, instead of being the cause of her despair.” Mugi sighed.
“ That's not true, Mugi-chan! Both of you want your band to succeed, as long as everyone has that understanding, I know everything will be fine!” Kita cheered. Mugi can’t help herself to smile in tandem, Kita’s energy, while perhaps naive, was just too infectious.
“Hai.. arigatou, Kita-chan.”
“But for now, I’m sure today will be a memory that you will be able to cherish and look back fondly in the future, Mugi-san!” Kita raised her glass, “Another toast?”
Mugi smiled, raising her own glass. “Yes. Let’s drink to that, Kita-chan. To more memories.”
-
“Once you’ve finished your corsage for the graduates, please move to the plaza.”
Azusa stirred awake from her musings, finally taking her eyes off the sakura petals falling outside the window to the ones in her palm, attached neatly to a red ribbon.
“Azusa, come on.” the twin-tailed girl’s ears perked up as Jun beckoned her, turning to find both her friends awaiting her by her side.
“Ah, right.” Azusa said, standing up from her table, and along with her classmates, exitted the classroom for the ceremony.
“It’s finally graduation.” Ui said as she and Jun walked down the corridor together, traversing between the crowd of second years chattering excitedly.
“My senpai’s about to graduate..” Jun pouts, caressing her corsage before rubbing it on her cheek.
Azusa smirked slightly at Jun’s overblown moping, “Hai..”
“We’re gonna be late, we’re gonna be late!”
The three’s attention drifted to the other end of the corridor, where four familiar seniors scrambled their way towards the staircase hurriedly. Ritsu was heading the charge as always, the other three trailing just behind her. Azusa felt her stomach churn at the sight, but fortunately, her seniors were too preoccupied to notice their surroundings.
Guess they did end up being late after all.
“Your senpais always love to live on the edge, huh?” Jun commented dryly.
“Onee-chan…” Ui smiled exasperatedly.
The three continued their way across the hallways, retracing the trail the keionbu scampered on moments ago. Azusa found her eyes trailing up said steps, the voice of her seniors still echoing somewhere in the distance on the upper floor-
“Ouch!”
In her dazed state- Azusa failed to notice the wall directly in front of her.
“What was that?” Both Jun and Ui said in tandem, turning to find Azusa clutching her forehead.
“I hit my head…”
“Azusa-chan…” Ui cooed, her finger hovering slightly over the bruise, “You’re almost as bad as onee-chan sometimes..”
For some reason, Ui’s words felt like it tore a new wound, a new sense of pain emerging in her chest in a perfect storm to complement her aching forehead.
“Well, I suppose, she did rub on me a little bit.”
“My, that’s not comforting to hear from my future buchou.” Jun teased. “What if your senior’s slacking demeanor rubs off on you too? How will you lead the keionbu next term then, Azusa?”
At this, Azusa threw her a glare. “Jun, you’re the biggest slacker out of the three of us. You might even rival Yui and Ritsu-senpai.”
“But I won’t be buchou.” Jun smirked. “Maybe you’ll be just as bad as Ritsu-senpai, constantly missing buchou weekly meetings. The jazz club’s buchou talks about it all the time.”
“She’s gotten better lately.” Azusa finds herself defending her senpai instinctively. “There’s a responsible side to her too.”
Jun’s grin never left her face, “Maybe that crash did something to your head after all..”
“That’s enough, Jun-chan.” Ui chided. “Let’s go to the nurse, Azusa-chan. We’ll get something for your head.”
“Yeah, okay.”
Jun and Ui led the way back, and Azusa tried hard not to let her gaze linger on those steps again.
-
“-so cool!” Azusa exclaimed for what felt like the tenth time, “The way she just pulled off that bottleneck solo! Oh my god, Hitori-chan is just so… talented!”
“Kita-chan’s playing was impressive too, especially now that we know that it was improvised.” Jun replied with the same enthusiasm, discussing kessoku band’s cultural festival performance that they’ve just witnessed.
As the two juniors chattered excitedly amongst themselves, Ritsu, walking behind them, felt a slight pout gracing her cheeks. “Geez, we get it already. Honestly, with how she talks about Hitori, you’d think she was in kessoku band instead..”
Ritsu casted a sideways glance, expecting Mio by her side. What she got instead was a sudden sneer, a catlike glance, as Nijika leaned smugly closer towards her.
“What’s this? Has Ritsu-chan grown jealous of our band? Or perhaps-” Nijika drew a mock gasp, “-she’s scared that we might be stealing her kouhai from her?”
“Where’s Mio- since when were you there?” Ritsu retorts. “And what’s this about jealousy? I’m not jealous!”
“That sounds like what a jealous person would say.” Nijika smugly replied. Ritsu turned away to pout even harder, prompting the fellow drummer to laugh.
“Don’t worry, Ritsu-chan. I don’t think kessoku band will need three guitarists.”
“You’re not gonna get her anyway! As band leader, I’ll just make the paperworks for the transfer to your band hell!”
“You could instead try to lead your band properly,” Nijika smirked, “Maybe then your bandmates wouldn’t desert you.”
“Oh, sure. Just knock a girl down when she’s in the dumps. Real classy, Nijika.” Ritsu said, kicking a stray pebble on her path.
Nijika felt her smile slightly hampered. “Come on, Ritsu-chan. You know I don’t actually mean it, right?”
But Ritsu kept her gaze away, making Nijika feel even more guilty.
“Ritsu-chan-” Nijika said, placing her palm on her shoulder, which began to tremble. Nijika’s eyes widened. Is she crying-?
“BWA-HA-HA!” Ritsu finally lets out, turning to face an appalled Nijika. “You actually bought it! Oh, I know the “pretending to cry” bit works on Mio, but I didn’t think it’ll work on you too!” Ritsu bellowed, wiping a tear from her face.
“What-? You jerk! I was really worried!” Nijika cried out, fuming now.
“Hey, you started it. Now we’re even.” Ritsu sniffled, before tapping Nijika lightly on her nose. Nijika spurred at the contact, flushing slightly and averting her eyes.
“It is nice to see the kid this animated about that performance, though.” Ritsu eventually said, as Nijika grumbled anew. “Good job, Nijika. Your band was great up there, even if your performance was cut short. Haven’t seen her light up this much since the day she joined our band.”
Nijika raised an eyebrow, threading cautiously, “Is this a setup for another prank?”
Ritsu turned to her, failing to hide her amused smirk. “No, really! Like, just imagine this exact Azusa-” Ritsu gestured vaguely at the distant kouhai, “-but she’s talking about Yui instead.”
Ritsu could see that this was somewhat of an impossible thought to Nijika, laughing at her perplexed reaction. “Yeah, crazy to think about, doesn’t it? But it’s true. There was so much admiration in her eyes as she walked up to us that day. I already told you this before, Nijika- but our club has had a problem attracting new members initially.”
“Uh, huh. Yeah..” Nijika said, her mind recalling the talk she had one-on one with Ritsu at their first ever joint training session.
“So when she joined, she had given us so much hope. She made me think, "hey- maybe this band is actually going somewhere”.” Ritsu said, and Nijika never thought she had ever heard the drummer speak so tenderly. The thought brings a smile to Nijika’s face.
“That sounds nice.”
“Yep. Too bad she left us immediately after. Guess we just didn’t meet her expectations after all.”
Nijika’s smile immediately cracked. “Wha-huh? But she’s right here-! Oh, you’re pulling another mickey on me, are you?” Nijika furiously asked, in disbelief that Ritsu managed to pull a fast one on her again. The fellow drummer however, merely stared back in perplexity.
“No, it’s true. She left after joining us for a couple days, and then she returned after a week. Bawling her eyes out, admitting that she didn’t know what she even sees in us to make her join us in the first place.”
Nijika raised an eyebrow. Ritsu didn’t seem like she was lying. “Really? And then what happened?”
“I decided that we should play a song for her, and then Mio and her had a bit of a talk. After that, she joined the band for real.”
Nijika furrowed her brows. “That’s it? What did Mio-chan say to her?”
“Dunno.” Ritsu shrugged, “I never asked. Maybe Mio just told her that’s just how we are in the club, so she needs to suck it up. Maybe Azusa just doesn’t wanna bother with a resignation letter.”
“So to this day, you don’t even know the reason she stayed with your band?”
Ritsu shook her head. “I don’t think it’s that important. If she wants to stay, she stays. If she doesn't, she doesn’t. It’s that simple.”
“It can’t be that simple. What about all that talk about how she had given you so much hope just a second ago?” Nijika refuted.
“Eh..? Did I say that?” Ritsu looked genuinely caught off-guard, causing Nijika to think that the drummer didn’t even realize that she had let her inner sentiments slip out earlier. “Ah, forget that. It sounded corny anyway.”
“I don’t think so. Azusa-chan must really mean a lot to you, I don’t think you should be ashamed to admit that, Ritsu-chan. My bandmates are important to me as well. They… they give me hope too.”
At this, both drummers paused, their two amber eyes meeting in an exchange of glances. Ritsu was the one to break contact, muttering something unintelligible.
“Pardon?”
“I said you can’t afford to be sentimental like that as a leader, Nijika. Showing weakness will only get you taken advantage of.”
“That’s not what you said to me.” At this, Ritsu turned with an imploring gaze. “Don’t you remember? During our first ever joint practice- “don’t shoulder all those responsibilities yourself, your bandmates would definitely empathize, you’re still human at the end of the day”.”
“Ah, I- I don’t remember saying all that…” Ritsu's voice trailed into quiet mutters.
“Well, you should- cause that was genuine sound advice, especially from you.” Nijika said, unable to hold off the light jab at the end.
“Even so…” Ritsu eventually relented, “There’s limits to what one should share. I don’t know if I’m comfortable with telling the kid how much she means to us, to me. It probably would just make things too awkward.”
Nijika sighed. “I think being honest with your emotions would always be a good thing, Ritsu-chan- but I suppose this could stay between us for now. Leader to leader confidentiality.”
Ritsu nods, picking her smile back up. “Yeah. Us leaders need to stick together, don’t we?”
Ritsu extended her hand. Nijika eyed it briefly, before accepting it.
“You know, I might never know why the kid decided to stick around,” Ritsu began, “-but I appreciate her for doing it this long. Maybe that shows her faith in us, or like I said, maybe she never bothered to try and leave cause it’s a hassle. But regardless, when the time comes, maybe I'll take your advice, Nijika- tell her how much of a hope she's been for us older kids.”
“When will you know when it’d be the right time?” Nijika asked.
“Well-” Ritsu returned her gaze to her starry-eyed kouhai, “-I’ll work hard to lead my band to another successful performance, and when she turned to look at us with that same hopeful look on her face that she has today, and the day she first met us.. I think that’s gonna be the right moment.”
And despite all of Ritsu’s talk against sentimentality just now, Nijika can’t help but smile at how much of a softie she was deep down.
“Yeah, hopefully that day will come soon.”
-
“Mou… now I’m gonna have to look like this during the ceremony-” Azusa sulked, her fingers tracing lightly over the rectangular bandage applied on her forehead.
“It’s fine, Azusa-chan.” Ui smiled sympathetically, swiping Azusa’s bangs. “Your bangs will cover it.”
“Just hope no more surprises spurs up, and we’ll be golden.” Jun remarked.
At this, Azusa could almost feel like Ui was sending a glare to Jun, but when she looked up to confirm, her two friends were still smiling idly.
“Come, we can’t keep everyone waiting.” Azusa said.
The three hurriedly walked to the plaza, which was already filled to the brim with second and third years. Teachers stood in front of the sea of students, directing them into position.
“We made it just in time.” Azusa gasped out, as they stood by the rest of their classmates.
“Or more specifically, there’s other people who are tardier than us..” Jun said.
Azusa turned to follow her gaze. Yui had just arrived, panting and heaving for air with Nodoka beside her, smiling wearily. Azusa could make out the figure of her light music club advisor and Yui’s homeroom teacher, Sawako, stepping forth to expect the two. They were too far away for conversations to be audible, but from what Azusa could muster from their expressions, everyone seemed relieved.
What did you get yourself into this time, Yui-senpai?
“All second years, please pin your corsages into your assigned third years.”
Azusa stirred at the PA announcement, glancing around as her fellow classmates began moving to find their assigned third year, corsage ready in hand. Azusa rummaged in her pockets, taking out her own flower arrangement. She looked up, glancing around to find the third year she had been assigned.
After a minute of searching, she finally found her- a taller girl with short, dark brown hair, standing expectantly as she observed her friends around her having their corsages pinned.
“Senpai!” Azusa chimed, garnering the attention of the older girl. She gave Azusa a gentle smile as she approached. ”Sorry for my tardiness.”
“It’s fine.” The girl said kindly, “It’s quite a crowd, I wouldn’t blame anyone for getting lost in here.”
Azusa moved closer. “May I-?”
“Be my guest.”
Azusa pinned the corsage onto the older girl’s blazer, before stepping back and regarding her handiwork with a smile. “Omedetou gozaimasu.”
“Hai.” the girl smiled back, eyeing the corsage pinned neatly onto her blazer.
Azusa bowed as she sets herself to leave, before the senior beckoned her-
“Ah, aren’t you Nakano Azusa from the keionbu?”
Azusa straightened up at the mention of her club, turning her head slowly. “H-hai.”
The girl placed a palm on the side of her cheek. “I’ve always admired your performances. Send your senpais my regards, will you?”
At this- the previous pain in her chest returned, but she nodded quickly to mask her discomfort. “Hai, of course.”
“I hope you guys can continue making music together in the future.” The girl said, before turning to join her other friends.
Azusa stood wordlessly in her wake, the proclamation momentarily stunning her. She relishes herself in the gentle, calming breeze sweeping through the morning air, as she takes in all the buzzing chatter from the wall of people surrounding her.
Azusa’s head reeled, almost instinctively, as she picked up familiar voices amongst the cacophony, somewhere in the distance.
Her gaze parted through the ocean of people before it met the image of her four seniors, talking animatedly amongst themselves, their corsages brandished proudly on their uniforms.
Azusa felt her breath hitch, her chin raised ever so slightly as she digested the sight. That previous churning feeling in her stomach returned, and Azusa wasn't sure what to make of it. Before she could even make out a proper reaction, the previously gentle breeze started to pick up, playing with the hem of her skirts. She pressed down on it with both of her palms, but the action had in turn left her hair unguarded. Suddenly, her bandaged forehead was already exposed to the elements.
“Azusa-chan!”
Azusa, once again- turned at the beckon, her two friends marching up to her. She quickly combed her hair back to cover her forehead. Clearing her throat, she feigned her composure, “Already done the thing..?”
“Yeah!” Jun said, throwing a peace sign. “Maaa… I was hoping I could pin mine on Mio-senpai, but tough luck.”
“Well.. maybe next time.” Azusa said absentmindedly.
“Next time? What are you talking about, Azusa?” Jun remarked, a slight mirth in her voice.
“A-ah, nevermind. My head was somewhere else..”
“Let's return to class, you two.” said Ui, “I already hear Ms. Yamanaka calling over the third years to move to the auditorium.”
“Hai.” Jun and Azusa said as one, following the brunette and their other classmates back inside the school building.
As she trailed slightly behind everyone else, Azusa cast one last glance at the plaza, where her senpais stood moments ago.
They’re gone.
-
The wailing of an electric guitar blares through the venue as Yoyoko devolved into a third encore of “Carnivorous”, SIDEROS’ newest single. The overenthused guitarist was still brimming with energy, even after the third rotation, although the same couldn’t be said about her bandmates, who seemed to have mentally tapped out somewhere in the middle of their second reprise.
And while as a musician, Mio had nothing but good things to say about SIDEROS and their music, you kinda get tired of a song after it was sung to you four times in a row with no breaks.
The one highlight of this arrangement was that Azusa seemed to be enjoying herself, still standing right in front of the band with the same star-struck expression she had a quarter of an hour ago. Mio thought that that’s at least a consolation. They came here to do something nice for her, after all.
“Oh, they’re still going.”
As that deadpan voice entered her ears, Mio turned to find her kessoku band counterpart staring blankly at the performance, half eaten chocolate bar in hand.
“Where have you been? Have you not been watching?” Mio asked as Ryo took another bite.
“Nah. I tapped out after the first round to get something from the vending machine. Just got back.”
“Even though you were the one who set this off in the first place by calling her band overrated.” Mio sighed, collapsing onto the floor. To her bemusement, Ryo followed suit.
“Say, Mio- got a question for you.” Ryo voiced over Yoyoko’s powerful chorus. They might be on their fourth encore now.
Mio raised her eyebrows. “What is it?”
Ryo took her sweet time swallowing her chocolate, before turning to face Mio properly. “It’s about that Poison Yami girl.. Woman..? we talked about earlier. How old is she, anyway?”
“I don’t know. I’d rather not think more about her tonight, really.” Mio said, hoping Ryo would take the hint.
“Alright, well. I just wanna ask, why not you?”
“Pardon me?”
“Why didn’t she scout you out instead? I mean, not to badmouth Azusa or anything. She’s a good player. But just between you and me, bassist to bassist- I always got the impression that on a technical skill level, you’re the best amongst your bandmates.”
“Oh.” Mio was unsure what to do with the unexpected compliment. “Thank you..? But I’m not sure what you’re getting at.”
Ryo was now turning her whole body to face Mio. “I mean, come on. She said that Azusa was the star player, but to me, you always had more potential.”
Mio casted a grim look at Ryo, and this time she seems to take the hint.
“I’m not trying to wedge a gap between you or Azusa- or hell, even your band. I’m just saying, you do have the talent to back yourself up. Have you never considered playing in a more serious band? Just merely as a hypothetical.”
Mio’s frown stayed on her face briefly, before it shifted into a more neutral expression. “Believe it or not, that’s not the first time someone has asked me that question.”
“Did Poison Yami get to you too? After she decided Azusa was a lost cause?”
“No. It wasn’t her. The person who asked me that was Azusa herself.”
“Oh?” Ryo leaned forward in interest. Mio scooted a couple inches away in response.
“She asked me that because she was perplexed by our practicing habits when she first joined.” Mio said humorlessly, although Ryo seemed to think the opposite, judging from the grin she’s now sporting. “I guess she was expecting some grand reason, but really- it wasn't that deep. I don’t think my answer has changed at all, even to this day.” Mio slowly smiled.
“I only play with this band, because with them, I have the most fun.”
Mio turned to face Ryo. The bassist was expecting for Ryo to find this answer unagreeable, judging from her initial tone, but she was pleasantly surprised to see Ryo smiling back at her.
“You stayed with this band because they’re who you find fun. I like that answer.”
Mio was so taken aback that she failed to constrain her chuckle. “Wha- is this supposed to be a quiz?”
“Nah. It’s what I actually think. Some people just do anything to make it, even if it means selling out. I’m glad you’re not one of those people, Mio.”
“Thanks, I guess..?”
“No, really. It takes guts to know what you want and stick to it. I think that’s pretty rock.”
“You’re making it sound cooler than it is.” Mio shook her head. “Maybe it’s not even that… maybe I’m just scared of branching out, maybe I just want to be comfortable.”
“Hmm. Perhaps.” Ryo nodded sagely. “I get the urge to constantly improve and challenge yourself, believe me. And while it’s totally possible to do that on your own- it’s not really a requirement.”
As she spoke, Mio could see Ryo’s deadpan expression mellow softly under the fluorescent lights of the studio. “At first I was just humoring Nijika to be in this band, but I don’t know what it is, but playing with her just feels right. And when Bocchi and Ikuyo came later down the line, that's what completed the picture.”
Mio always finds Ryo to be a bit of an oddball, so she was a bit surprised to find herself relating to her spoken sentiment. “I get that, Ryo. Back then, it was only the four of us too. It was fun for a while, sure- but when Azusa joined us… it also made it feel complete.”
“Why is that, I wonder?” Ryo asked thoughtfully.
Mio hummed contemplatively, “..maybe just the joy of being able to progress together? Having a witness to your development is… well, it’s more fulfilling that if you were to do it on your own, I imagine. And them being kouhais too… maybe there’s a certain pride in watching them grow with us.”
“Hmm, don’t really know about that last one.”
“O-oh, really? Well, that’s just how I personally feel about Azusa then…. Seeing her progress with us almost feels like an embodiment of all the skills we’ve cultivated as a band.” Mio said, her eyes falling again onto Azusa, who was still cheering Yoyoko on for another reprise, to the delight of Yoyoko and absolutely no one else.
Ryo simply hummed in response, and Mio felt like that’s the perfect place to end their conversation. The two lulled into a comfortable silence, well, as comfortable as you can be while watching a teenage girl screaming her soul out with the backing of metal instrumentation, anyway.
“Why’d you ask all that just now, Ryo?” Mio finally asked.
Ryo merely shrugged. “I guess I just feel like it.”
-
“Goodbye, senpai!”
“Omedetou gozaimasu.”
“I’m gonna miss you..”
Azusa let all the surrounding chatter or juniors congratulating their seniors, seniors bidding tearful farewells to their juniors, as well as other assorted graduation sentiments melt to the back of her head as she gazed distantly at the chalkboard, her eyes empty and unfocused.
“Azusa.”
Azusa felt someone’s voice echoing somewhere in the distance, but she never took her gaze away from the chalkboard.
“Oi, Azusaaa…”
Blurry silhouettes began forming in her vision, but Azusa was too spaced out to properly identify it. She doesn’t really care either way. Her mind is too preoccupied to think about anything right about now, her brain booking a resort up cloud nine.
“Japanese doll.”
For some reason, that was what stirred her awake. She adjusted her eyes, finally recognizing the blurry silhouettes to be Jun, who was right up her face. Leaning back slightly and flushing red, Azusa cleared her throat.
“Jun. I was… spacing out.”
“I can tell.” Jun grinned, though her smirk falters slightly as she eyed Azusa in concern. “Everything’s alright back here?’
“Hai.” Azusa replied shortly.
Jun exchanged glances with Ui, who Azusa just now realized was also standing in front of her. “Well, I’m going to the jazz club to see my senpais off!”
“Oh, okay.”
Jun closed down on Azusa’s face once more, her two arms placed atop Azusa’s desk to support her as she pushed her body forward. “Get a hold of yourself now.”
“I-i will…?”
Jun seemed satisfied with that, as she soon picked herself up before exchanging goodbyes with Ui. Azusa blinked stupidly for a moment, looking down at her table in another daze.
“Azusa-chan.”
Azusa panned her gaze to the other end of her table, where Ui had rested her chin against. “Are you going to your clubroom?”
“Hmm..?” it took Azusa a bit to process the question, Will her senpais even be there..? Azusa decides this question is simply too much for her right now, so she settles on a default answer. “Yeah.. I suppose.. What about you?”
“My family’s gonna have a celebratory dinner to commemorate onee-chan’s graduation.” Ui said simply. “I’m gonna go home and prepare for that.”
“Celebrations…” Azusa echoed.
“Yeah. I’m happy for her.” Ui smiled, though Azusa could tell there was more to it than what the surface would show, “...even if, from now on, I won’t be wearing the same uniform as her anymore.”
Azusa finally focused her whole attention on the brunette knelt in front of her, the latter averting her eyes as she spoke her next sentence,
“She’s always slightly ahead of me.. I mean, she is my onee-chan. But things are about to be lonelier now that she’s leaving home.”
Ui wore a melancholic smile on her face, twiddling her thumbs absentmindedly. Azusa doesn't know what compelled her to place both her hands on top of Ui’s- but she felt confidence within the words she spoke next-
“You won’t be alone, Ui. I’ll still be here. And Jun too. Even if Yui-senpai’s leaving soon, we’re not going anywhere.”
Ui seemed somewhat perplexed at first, but she relaxed her expression into a content smile.
“Ah, arigatou, Azusa-chan.”
-
Hitori glared down at the piece of paper in her hands, her blue pupils shrinking down half its size as it moved frantically down along the lines jotted down the paper.
“So, Hitori-chan. Anything we can improve on?”
Hitori looked up from the piece of paper to meet Yui’s expectant, chocolate brown gaze. The girl beamed brightly as she waited for Hitori to review the lyrics she presented.
“What do you think?”
“W-what I think…?”
Hitori bit her lip. She can’t actually tell her what she thinks, right? No- this song is just- Hitori shuts her eyes tight, not even reading the lyrical contents on the paper, yet still having the imagery conjured up by said lyrics blasted directly into her mind. She suddenly felt her entire body itching.
“I- i think this is great-!” Hitori lied through her teeth, giving Yui what she hoped was a natural, toothy smile. Though judging by the expression Yui bore, it came out more as a menacing, evil grin.
“You don’t like it?”
“D-don’t misjudge my r-reactions, Yui-san!” Hitori slammed the piece of paper down the table with one hand, while frantically waving the other in front of the brunette’s face. “If I’m reacting this way- it’s exactly because you achieved the goal that you were intending!”
“Achieved the intended goal..?” Yui echoed perplexedly.
“Y-yes, Yui-san! You see… I-i am very ill… I was born with a rare condition that made me allergic to all sorts of youthful, sappy stuff! I just start itching and shivering whenever I come into contact with anything that relates to it!”
“Oh! I’m sorry, Hitori-chan! Is there any medicine for that?”
Truthfully, Hitori doesn’t actually know if they ever invented a medicine that would cure you of being a loser, but she probably never researched it thoroughly enough. “Not that I know of…”
Yui retrieved the piece of paper, re-reading its content. “So what you’re saying is that this song sounds youthful and sappy?”
“A-ah.. well-” Hitori stammered, thinking of another way she could word her opinions out so that Yui wouldn't take it too harshly. But it seems that her worries were misplaced, as the brunette beamed even brighter than before.
“Wow, thanks, Hitori-chan! I don’t know what being sappy means! But it must be high praise, especially if it comes from you!” Yui said blissfully.
“A-ah..” Hitori doesn’t feel like she should correct the mistake, so she kept her tongue tied. She did however, still had some questions regarding their present situation.
“N-not that I’m complaining, Yui-san… But why exactly did you show me your song for Azusa-san? And why must we do it… here? In the middle of the night..?”
Hitori eyed her surroundings, only half the lights were still on in the hotel’s lounge, the two girls the only guests still out this late.
Yui straightened her posture, looking Hitori squarely in her eyes. “Well, Kita-chan had been helping me out with the lyrics, but she always spoke highly of your songwriting, Hitori-chan! Even when she was helping me with this, she would murmur “what would Hitori-chan do here?”.”
“Oh.” Hitori could feel her cheeks warming up, though she wasn’t sure what to make of this information.
“So I just thought that I should directly get your opinion on these lyrics before we start rehearsing it!” Yui folded back the piece of paper before stuffing it back to the pocket of her nightwear. She seemed to have second thoughts however, because she took out and unfolded the paper mere seconds later. “Are you sure there’s nothing for us to improve on, Hitori-chan?”
“I- well, I don’t think I should have such influence over such a personal song, Yui-san…”
“Why not?”
“Well, it just wouldn’t be authentic with too much external tampering…”
Yui seems to be mulling over these words, her eyebrows knitting in concentration. “I hear Mio-chan throwing around that word so much about this song… I still don’t know what it means!”
“Ah, well, authentic just means, like, real..”
“Real? But how can the lyrics not be real? I just showed it to you!”
“N-not in such a literal sense…” Hitori mutters, her fingers fidgeting in wild gestures as if it could compensate for a failed verbal elaboration. “M-more like, not genuine.”
“Not genuine? Hmm… I guess that makes sense.” Yui eventually nodded, scanning the lyrics once again.
Hitori watched the brunette re-read her own lyrics for a moment, before she decided to ask again,
“B-but that’s why- I’m perplexed on why you decided to come seek me regarding this song, Yui-san.. L-like wouldn’t my input as an outsider be moot? I-i’m not the intended audience..”
“Well, I just thought that this song needed to be perfect! Even now, I still don’t feel like it is… Hitori-chan! I came to you because you’re smart about song stuff, is there really nothing I could do to make this song even more perfect?”
Hitori licked her lips nervously, trying to dissect everything Yui had said.
“There’s no such thing as a perfect song, Yui-san..” Hitori can see that this was quite a blow for Yui, so she hastily continued, “There’s really nothing objective about a song quality either… w-well, as hard as that is to admit. Especially with the case of a song like yours which is highly personal…”
“So there’s no way to give Azu-nyan a perfect song?” Yui asked, looking crestfallen.
“Perhaps… not through any objective metric. Azusa-san could probably still find the song perfect.. in a subjective manner that is personal to her.”
“I don’t get it…” Yui said, pulling the lyrics closer to her, covering her mouth from view with the piece of paper.
“I-i’m not Azusa-san, Yui-san. S-so if you ask me whether this song is perfect- I-i would say no, because I don’t really like these types of songs. But Azusa-san would have different tastes then mine- on top of that, she would be able to resonate with the lyrics more, given it’s your shared experiences..”
Yui gave Hitori one of her rare looks of concentration, clutching tightly onto her paper. “So the only way to find out if the song’s perfect for Azu-nyan.. is to show it to Azu-nyan?”
“H-hai.”
“But then, what if it isn’t? What if Azu-nyan hates it?”
“I seriously doubt that..” Hitori said, although that doesn't seem to placate the brunette. Hitori decided to try out a different approach,
“What exactly are you trying to convey through this song, Yui-san? It still wouldn’t be objective evaluation.. But if I’m able to pick it up, then I wouldn’t doubt Azusa would be able to as well. And my metric of a good song is one that is able to tell its audience its intentions.”
Just by reading the lyrics, Hitori had already known what this song is trying to convey- but since Yui looked like she would only be comforted by a verbal approval, she decided to fish out the answer straight from the brunette herself.
“What the song conveys? Well, ever since she joined us, I’ve just been…”
Yui seemed to struggle on finishing that sentence, as she began shaking her head before starting over.
“It’s about how much we love Azu-nyan, of course! How much… I love Azu-nyan.”
And as she feels her scalp growing itchy again, Hitori knows.
“Then you’ll have nothing to worry about, Yui-san.”
-
The afternoon sun reflected itself against the school windows, casting its shadows on top of the linoleum flooring.
Azusa basked in the falling lights, gazing far out to the school plaza, where more students were out celebrating and bidding farewells to each other. The air felt joyous, melancholic, and lukewarm- all at the same time.
All the cheers and laughter, all the teardrops and promises. It almost seemed too much for one single afternoon.
Tracing the path she had familiarized herself with for the last two years, Azusa suddenly felt her body stills as she approached the staircase that led her to the music prep room.
Call it delusion, insanity even. But Azusa’s current state of mind managed to somehow make her believe that perhaps, if she never stepped foot inside the clubroom today- that this never had to stop. That everything will continue on like it always has. She’ll simply go home, wake up, go back to school, finish all her classes, and then, just like days before, walk into that clubroom to the expected sight of her senpais with their instrument laid aside, lazing about with treats instead of practicing.
It took her everything to not give in to this delusion, but Azusa had always prided herself as a woman of reason. She knew that regardless of her willingness to face it, the outcome was set, and so is the fate that awaits her atop these steps.
So she mustered up all her courage, and she took the first step on that flight of stairs.
She’s gonna be making her senpais tea for today. One last gesture of goodwill, for all the times she had rejected them out of their undeserved breaks- this is the one time she will entertain such requests.
The walk upstairs felt odd to Azusa, almost dream-like. Before she even realized it- she was already by the door to the music club.
She remembered the time when these doors used to look so tall and intimidating. She never would’ve expected what she would find on the other side of these doors that day she walked up these same steps, club application form in her hopeful grasp.
Her small hands trembled over the handle, Azusa gulps, shoving her anxiety down her throat and into her stomach, where that constant churning feeling regarded it. Shutting her eyes tight, she pushed open the door-
“Ah, Azusa-chan, we’ve been expecting you!”
Azusa opened her eyes- that’s not the voice of her senpais. Looking forward to the table that her seniors had made their nest, Azusa did find four other people occupying the usual seats, albeit not the ones she expected.
“Took you long enough, Azusa-” Jun grinned.
“Jun? Weren’t you supposed to be in the jazz club?”
“Azusa-chan. I made you some tea.” Ui said, pointing at the still steaming kettle. Azusa notes how it’s different from the one Mugi usually uses. “Why don’t you have a seat?”
“Ui? I thought you were going home to celebrate Yui-senpai’s graduation.”
“Ah, right! We heard about that!” Fan #1 said from her seat, as Fan #2 deployed a gentle smile towards her. “We need to set our congratulations to them in order once we’re done here.”
“You guys too… what’s going on?” Azusa said as she slowly approached the table. “Where’re my senpais?”
At this, everyone at the table exchanged glances, before turning to Azusa with a smile.
“They’re still preparing, Azusa-chan.” Fan #2 replied.
“Preparing…?”
“Yeah, and it’ll probably take a minute- so why don’t you sit down for a bit? The fans brought over some cookies.” Jun said, lifting a tray filled with various assortments.
Azusa, still lost at the turn of events- simply obeyed the request. In addition with everything she got going on today, she simply doesn’t have any available mindspace to properly counteract this.
Ui got up from her seat and began pouring everyone a cup of tea. Small murmurs of gratitude were heard around the table, as guests collectively sipped their tea in tandem. Azusa, meanwhile, merely observed her cup, staring at her reflection mirrored on the surface of her tea.
“I- why are you guys here?” Azusa turned to her two fellow fanclub members after some time had passed.
“We were invited, of course.” one of them spoke.
“By Ui and Jun here.” the other one supplied.
This prompted Azusa to turn the other direction, to Ui and Jun.
“Your senpais request us to keep you company as they set things up.” Ui explained.
“Call it an emergency fanclub meeting. A club for a club. Shouldn’t we help each other out in times of need?” Jun asked.
Azusa opened her mouth to respond, but was interrupted as the door burst open at that exact moment, two figures walking into the room.
“Haaaappy birthday!” Hiroi called out, before Sawako pulled her by the collar, preventing her from taking another step inside.
“Apologies for this.” Sawako smiled apologetically at Azusa's puzzled expression, “Seika did tell me she was gonna send me a signal when they’re ready, but I didn’t know it was gonna come in the form of… this.”
“Oh, yeah, Azusa-chan!” Hiroi perks up, turning to face Jun. “Your senpais waiting for you at STARRY! Hic-!”
“S-STARRY?”
Fan #1 stood up at Hiroi’s announcement, addressing the whole table. “That’s our cue, girls. Let’s go!”
“H-huh?”
“Come on, Azusa!” Jun and Ui pulled her up on each side. “Let’s not keep them waiting!”
-
“What’re you doing, Azusa-chan?”
Azusa looked up from her task at hand, Kita’s inquiring look meeting her own.
“Just writing some letters while we wait for our plane.” Azusa explained. Despite Mio’s previous panic- they actually arrived by the airport with some good time to spare.
“To your parents?” Nijika asked, as she sat down on the empty seat next to hers.
“Eh? Who still writes letters? Can’t you just text people?” Kita tilts her head.
“I don’t think she has four parents.” Ryo supplied, eyeing the three other pieces of paper Azusa had laid out on the lounge table.
“M-maybe we shouldn’t disrupt her…” Hitori stammered slightly, but Azusa shook her head.
“It’s fine, Hitori-chan. I’m writing these letters for my senpais. Figured this was a good time as any-”
Azusa and the others turned their gazes behind, where the rest of HTT was fast asleep. The performance and hurried trip to the airport must’ve taken a lot out of them. Azusa however, already had her recharge at the cab, and felt slightly rejuvenated in contrast.
“So it’s a surprise?” Nijika leaned closer to read one of the papers.
“You can say that…” Azusa said, not so subtly blocking Nijika’s view of her letters.
“Dear Mio-senpai..” Ryo began reading out the contents of one of the letters aloud, much to Azusa’s chagrin.
“Don’t read that! It’s personal!” Azusa slapped a hand on top of the letters, obscuring it from view.
“W-what are these letters for, Azusa-chan?” Hitori implored.
“They’re… farewell letters. I thought of giving these to them the day they graduate.” Azusa answered.
“Oh, how sweet!” Kita gushed. “Do you need any help writing them, Azusa-chan?”
“Thanks, but no thanks, Kita-san. I think I should be writing these myself, you know- that way it’ll be more authentic to me.”
For some reason, Hitori chuckled at this. Everyone turned to her in puzzlement, causing the pinkette to fidget warily. “G-gomen… I was just… reminded of something.”
“I guess that does make sense!” Kita nods as she turns back to Azusa.
“Yeah…” Azusa said, looking down at the letter she was currently writing, clutching it tightly.
“Sorry for bothering you, Azusa-chan.” Nijika said, getting up from her seat, but Azusa merely shook her head.
“Oh, it’s fine, Nijika-san. I was thinking of stopping for today, anyway. I got enough of a good start on most of them.”
“Most of them?” Ryo raised an eyebrow.
“Ah, I’m just having a difficult time opening this one for Yui-senpai." Azusa said, glancing down at the letter she’s currently holding. Suddenly, a tinge of pink appeared on her cheeks. “I- just- well. There’s just a slight difference in her letter that I want to get right.”
At this, Nijika’s sly, catlike expression returned. “Oh, it’s that type of letter, huh..?”
“Mou! It’s nothing like that!” Azusa flustered. “It’s just- I just wanna reflect on different experiences with each one of them, just so I’m not just writing the same letter four times. Yui-senpai’s… are just more extensive to comb through than the others.”
Ryo whistles, which didn’t really help the temperature of Azusa’s cheeks to come down.
“The gist of it is still the same though, I just wanna thank them for putting up with me all this time. I know I’ve been a handful at times.”
“Huh? I thought it was the opposite! You seemed the dependable one.” Kita said, and Azusa could even hear the tinge of humor in her voice.
Azusa shook her head. “Nah, if anything- I’m the strict, boring one. I constantly get on their ears about practicing, putting an end to their excessive slacking. Heh, a part of me even wonders if they even feel relieved at the thought of being rid of such a busybody.”
She didn’t realize what she was saying until it was too late. Clasping her mouth with her hands, she turns warily towards her senpais, slight relief washing over her as she witnesses that they were still fast asleep. She can’t believe she just said that about them. That was awful.
She was thoroughly expecting some type of reprimanding from the four girls she’s seated with however, and was surprised when she received none. Glancing around, she was left even more puzzled as they all sport the same amused smile on their faces.
“Do I have something on my face?”
Hitori shook her head. “N-no, it was just- you said something real funny just now, Azusa-san.”
“Did I? What was it?” Azusa wasn’t aware anything she said could be taken as a joke.
“Nothing.” Ryo simply said with a mysterious smile.
None of the four kessoku band girls were psychic, but if they were- they’d probably get a kick after finding out they’re all thinking the same thing,
If only you know how much you actually meant to them.
-
When Azusa got out of bed today, she would’ve never guessed any actions she took would put her in a train compartment surrounded by random assortments of friends and acquaintances she’s met the past year.
But apparently, life had other plans for her.
From what she can gather from the jumbled explanations of Jun, Ui, Hitori’s fans, Sawako and (most unwisely) Hiroi- her senpais had planned out a big graduation party at STARRY, courtesy of Mugi. Azusa imagines she must’ve forked over some big bucks to get tenchou willing to rent out the place privately again.
Azusa hates to admit it- but some small, irrational part of her brain was still conflicted over her eventual encounter with her seniors. So if anything, this sudden turn of events was only perpetuating the constant dread she harbored, the sense of powerlessness over such significant change that’s about to unravel.
Very little of these happenings are within her control.. the only thing she gets to choose is the way she conducts herself as she sends her seniors off. Her initial plan to brew them tea was immediately foiled, given the change of plans- but there was still one other thing she’s able to do to assert control over such a seemingly powerless situation. In the bottom reaches of her schoolbag, four letters still sat neatly, just waiting to be handed.
Yet doubt gnawed on her. Did she overthink this? Is handing a token of appreciation like this cringey to do?
“What’s up, Azusa? I thought you’d be all smiles.”
Azusa looked up, Sawako was seated right next to her, a knocked out Hiroi slumped on her shoulder.
“Ah, Just- shuffling through a lot of things on my mind currently, sensei.”
“Hmm… parsing through the words of farewells you’d like to say, maybe?”
Normally, per the tsundere rulebook- Azusa would at least attempt a half-hearted denial, but this afternoon she finds herself barely energized to go through the whole routine. “I’ve got those taken care of, actually. It’s just… I ponder if I should even deliver it.”
At this, Sawako smiled sympathetically, almost like how a teacher would when her pupil came to her about their problems. Azusa supposed it does make sense, but after being subjected to Sawako’s “real” side, sometimes the fact that she was her teacher eluded Azusa.
“I get it, kid. I had to go through the whole thing once too, after all.”
“How did you manage it?”
“I just do. Friends come and go, Azusa. It’s just part of life.”
This is nothing that she doesn't already know, and Azusa couldn’t lie to say that she wasn’t just slightly disappointed. Perhaps some leftover way of thinking from her childhood remained, one that led her to believe that adults have the key to solve any problems. But if anything, her time with Sawako should probably solidify the fact that not only that wasn’t the case, but adults were also just as immature and irresponsible as the kids they look after.
Azusa turned to Sawako to give her response, before noticing that the teacher had been carrying something with her the entire time, observing it with such fond expression- a large board of some sorts, with a dozen assortments of what looks like signatures scribbled on it.
“What’s that, sensei?”
At this, Sawako started, letting Hiroi fall straight into her lap. As the teacher fussed and scrambles to get Hiroi back straight, Azusa managed to get a better look at it, finding her senpai's signatures jotted down.
“It’s just- a parting gift from my homeroom.” Sawako averted her eyes and pulled the board closer, denying Azusa another look.
It just occurred to Azusa that maybe someone else was still playing the tsundere this afternoon.
“I guess you already said your own goodbyes, sensei?”
Sawako turned to gaze down on Azusa- the afternoon light from the window momentarily reflecting in her glasses, obscuring her eyes from view. But after a beat, another rattling of the train, the glint left her spectacles- exposing all the emotions whirling behind it.
“Yes.” she sighed. “Saying goodbye never gets any easier, even after you grow up, Azusa. Heh, I guess I’m just too attached to you damn kids.”
“I’ll still be here, Sawako-sensei.” Azusa assured her, just like how she comforted Ui earlier. She doesn't really know why- it just feels right.
Sawako however, gave her a melancholic smile.
“Perhaps, for another while. You'll follow after them in a year’s time, Azusa.”
“H-hai..”
“That’s another thing to know about goodbyes, Azusa. It happens again and again… you need to learn to get used to it.”
-
The atmosphere in STARRY for the afternoon is one of tension. A mix of excitement and anticipation filled the damp air of the underground venue, as its staff prepared for the night’s big event.
“Does this go here, Mugi-chan?” Seika asked, as she and PA-san hauled a tray of confectionery up one of the tables.
“Hai! That’s perfect!” Mugi beamed.
“Mugi-san..! I’m finished with the balloons!” Hitori said, and true enough, the venue was already filled with balloons, which was impressive in of itself, since Mugi only instructed Hitori to do this about a minute ago.
“Ahahaha… I got a lot of experience while planning my room for house visits and sleepovers…” Hitori explained, rubbing the back of her head.
Mugi smiled. “Arigatou, Hitori-chan. You’ve done wonderful.”
Hitori, as usual- melted into the floor from praise. This prompted Ryo, who was just done mopping the floor, to let out a resigned exhale.
“Everything should be set, Mugi-chan!” Nijika marched up to her, beaming brightly. “Now I suppose, we should just wait for the guest of honor to show up!”
“Azusa-chan…” Mugi said dazedly, before taking another glance around the room. “I hope she likes what we have planned for her.”
Nijika smiled gently. “She will, Mugi-chan.”
“Mugi-chan! Your band needs you on stage!” Kita suddenly exclaimed, walking up to her. “We have a crisis!”
“Crisis?” Mugi parroted, glancing up at the stage. Sure enough, her bandmates seemed to have gathered around the center, huddling and whispering.
“Oh, dear.” Mugi hastily made her way towards the stage.
Ryo, finally successful in scraping Bocchi off the floor, straightened up and began whiffing the air. “There's a certain scent in the air.”
“Scent? What scent, Ryo-senpai?” Kita tilts her head.
“Scent of tension.” Ryo said. Nijika rolled her eyes.
“What’s going on?” Mugi scrambled out from the feet of the stage, prompting her bandmates to turn to her.
“Ah..” Ritsu trailed off, averting her eyes. “...one of us might’ve gotten the old… stage fever bug.”
Mugi preemptively turned to Mio, but the bassist was surprisingly composed. Mio shook her head, reading Mugi’s mind, before nodding towards the last member of their band on stage.
Yui looked unusually high-strung, her hair all strewn about while she clutched a piece of paper Mugi knew to be her sheet music for their farewell song. Her eyes darted up and down the paper with a somewhat crazed glint. Despite being the bandmate who looked the least put together on any given day, this was a new level of its own entirely.
“Can you calm her down, Mugi? We tried everything..” Ritsu whispered.
Mugi nods, getting up onto the stage to approach Yui. “Yui-chan..”
Yui turned frantically, her dilated pupils returning to its usual size as it recognized Mugi. “Oh, it’s just you, Mugi-chan.”
“Yeah. It’s just me.” Mugi said softly. “Everything alright, Yui-chan?”
“I’m just-”
“Nervous?”
Yui pouts, averting her eyes slightly. “Maybe…”
“It’s okay to be nervous, Yui-chan. We’re all nervous, aren’t we?”
Mio and Ritsu quickly nodded, but Yui didn’t seem moved.
“Our time with Azu-nyan will soon end…” Yui said in a low voice, “...and we’re gonna be closing it off with this song! How- how am I supposed to perform it under that much pressure?”
“You don’t need to put all that pressure on yourself, Yui-chan!” Mugi quickly said.
“We’re gonna be shouldering that burden together, private.” said Ritsu.
“Yes… so please, come back to us, Yui. We need you to pull this performance.” Mio said cautiously.
Mugi began patting Yui in the back to comfort her, and the caressing motion seems to have done the trick, as Yui’s breathing began to steady.
“We’re all going to be doing our best for Azusa-chan tonight, Yui-chan.”
“Yeah, I know you guys couldn’t count on me most of the time, but trust your buchou this time! Tonight, we’ll rock this venue, for an audience of one!” Ritsu grinned.
“Our most important audience.” Mio smiled.
“You guys…” Yui muttered out, glancing around her bandmates for a moment, before shaking her head rigorously. “No, no- I can’t…”
Mugi exchanged grim glaces with the other two.
“What do we do..?” Mio sounded desperate now.
“Maybe we should just leave her to her own for now, Mio-chan…” Mugi suggested, but Ritsu shook her head.
“We don’t have much time… we need to-”
“The guests are coming in!” Kita suddenly exclaimed.
This was the last thing anyone wanted to hear. The three bandmates winced, as their fourth member jolted up in panic, looking as if she’s just been electrocuted.
“A-azu-nyan’s here!? We’re not ready! Get the time machine!” Yui exclaimed shrilly.
“Calm down, Yui-chan. Sawa-chan is gonna give us a signal if that were the case, remember?” Mugi reassured her.
Fortunately for the band, the newcomers were in fact, not Azusa.
“Hirasawa Yui! What is the meaning of this?”
Unfortunately however, it was a fuming Yoyoko, and she made her displeasure known.
“Yoyo-chan…”
Yoyoko beelined straight to the stage, her bandmates exchanging her neglected pleasantries with kessoku band behind her.
“Hirasawa Yui! I just received your invitation to this… graduation celebration! What does this mean?!” Yoyoko reiterated.
Mugi traded anxious looks with Mio and Ritsu, and the three of them seem to share the same thought.
“Yoyoko-chan.. Now’s not the right time-”
Yui, however, responded anyway, “I’m going off to college, Yoyo-chan, with Mugi-chan and Ricchan and Mio-chan.”
Yoyoko looked as if Yui just told her Christmas was canceled. “So… you’re leaving music in pursuit of your education?”
“We’ll just be moving further up the prefectures, Yoyoko-chan. We’ve no intention of quitting music.” Mugi quickly stepped in.
“But would that mean you’ll never come to FOLT again?” Yoyoko croaked.
“I- well-” Yui paused, the question had apparently evaded her mind up till this point. “Would it mean that, Mugi-chan?”
Mugi winced, “Well, I wouldn’t say it’s completely off the books forever, but visiting would be kind of difficult with our schedules…”
Neither Yui nor Yoyoko seemed to be listening, however, as they immediately threw themselves into each other’s embraces.
“Yoyo-chan!”
“Yui!”
As the two bawled their eyes out over each other’s shoulders, Mugi could make out Ritsu whispering to Mio in the back, “Don’t tell her that we probably won’t be visiting STARRY in a while too.”
Mugi flinched. This was exactly what she was trying to prevent.
“Hey, guys.” Akubi, along with the rest of SIDEROS, walked up to the stage. “Sorry about this, I get the impression that we’re probably not even the one you’re gonna be bidding goodbye to, but Ohtsuki-senpai just had to make it about herself.”
She gestured vaguely to Yoyoko and Yui.
“We’re gonna use this concert to say goodbye in general, really.” Mio admitted. “We invited you guys here cause we wanted to say goodbye to you too.”
“That’s really sweet, Mio-chan.” Fuko smiled.
“Yeah… but we’re still planning on performing tonight- we can’t exactly prepare when our guitarist is… like that.” Ritsu nodded at the two grieving guitarists.
“Senpai, come on now. You know disrupting a band during their sound check is bad manners.” Akubi sighed, attempting to pull Yoyoko away.
Unfortunately, the guitarists have an iron grip around each other.
“Promise me you’d still text!” Yoyoko cried out.
“I will, Yoyo-chan!” Yui croaked.
“And we can video-call!” Yoyoko sniffled.
“I don’t know what that means, but okay!” Yui stuttered out.
After more tearful farewells and barely understood promises, SIDEROS managed to pry their leader off of Yui, who was left trembling slightly in Yoyoko’s wake, wiping her nose with her sleeve.
“Yui-chan… are you alright?” Mugi whispered, placing a comforting hand on her shoulder.
“Yeah… I think I’m fine now..” and true to her words, the brunette did look rejuvenated. Perhaps what she needed was to simply exhausts her overwhelmed emotions.
Mugi supposed they have Yoyoko to thank for that.
“Glad to have you back, Yui.” Ritsu said in relief. “Now we’re finally set for our performance.”
“Eh, but we still haven’t decided one thing!” Yui suddenly sounded.
“What is it?” Mugi raised an eyebrow.
“Who’ll be singing?”
Mugi could see Ritsu blinking stupidly in response, “Mio, of course.”
“Eeeeh… but I wanted to sing!” Yui exclaimed.
“But Mio has the nicest voice-” Ritsu rebutted, prompting Mio to flush.
“I wouldn’t mind if Yui-chan sings.” Mugi said, “This song clearly means a lot to her.”
“Well, I too care about the song. Should that even be a metric?” Ritsu said.
“Are you saying you want to sing the song too, Ricchan?” Yui pipes up.
“What!? No!”
“I wouldn’t mind hearing you sing…” Mio said, playing with locks of her hair absentmindedly.
“M-mio..?’
Before long, the band had devolved into an argument on who gets to sing their song to Azusa, only broken up by a sudden, commanding voice.
“Ho-kago Tea Time! Why are you enraptured within conflict moments before a performance?” The band collectively turned to find the imploring gaze of one Ohtsuki Yoyoko.
“We’re trying to decide who gets to sing our farewell song to Azu-yan, Yoyo-chan!” Yui expressed.
“Farewell song? Is that another purpose to this event? To bid farewell to Nakano Azusa?”
“Took her long enough~” Yuyu. whispered to Fuko and Akubi.
“Yeah. We wrote this song as a parting gift for her.” Yui elaborated further. Yoyoko crossed her arms, scrutinizing the band with her trademark glare.
“So now you are fighting over who gets to serenade your kouhai with your heartfelt goodbyes.”
“That’s certainly one way to put it, but yeah.” Ritsu said.
Yoyoko nods, before placing both hands on her hips. “Well, then why don’t you all sing it?”
“Huh?” The band said in unison.
“What’s the matter? It is your song for her, right? Shouldn’t everyone be singing it to express how everyone feel?” Yoyoko pressed.
The four girls turned towards each other, processing the suggestion.
“I mean… we do know all the words.” Mio muttered.
“Are we really doing this?” Ritsu said in a low voice.
“I don’t think it’ll hurt. We just need to divvy who sings what.” Mugi added.
Ritsu turned to Yui last, the brunette giving her a resolute nod. “Let’s do it, buchou. At the chorus, we can all join in and sing together.”
Ritsu pondered it for a moment, eventually relenting. “Oh, alright then. It does sound sensible. For Azusa.”
“For Azusa.”
“For Azu-nyan.”
-
The walk to STARRY had somehow managed to send Azusa back where she had started today, counting each step as she was made hyper-aware of what awaits her when she arrives. It’s funny to think that despite almost a day's worth of time having passed- Azusa had barely managed to move at all.
All around her, her entourages bursted into idle chatter, discussions that would probably piqued her interest any other day, yet Azusa can’t help but feel all but numb to it, the one person not immersing themselves in the celebratory air, a piece of a puzzle that didn’t quite belong.
She barely paid attention to how long they’ve walked nor the turns they’ve been taking- her body merely trodding mechanically along the others, stopping only as Sawako announced that they'd arrived at their destination. Before her, Azusa could now clearly see the descending steps into the livehouse.
This was it.
Sawako led the way, opening the door to let everyone else in. Azusa waited by the side as her escorts stepped (in Hiroi’s case, stumbled) in. Only moving herself when Sawako finally met her gaze.
“Well, Azusa?” Sawako inclined her head, nodding towards the open entrance.
Azusa gulped, putting one foot in front of the other. Here goes.
Right as she entered the livehouse, a magnanimous cheer erupted, Azusa having to cover her own ears at the exclamations of her name.
“Azusa-chan!” Kita immediately flanked her, bringing her into the depths of the celebrations. “Welcome, Azusa-chan!”
“Finally, you made it.” Ryo gave her one of her rare, un-sneer-like smiles.
“We’ve been expecting you, Azusa-chan!” Nijika clapped.
Hitori shoots out a party popper, raining Azusa with confetti. Azusa notes that she was once again wearing her “party suit”. "N-now the band's all here..!"
“G-guys.. You’re here.” Azusa said as she regarded kessoku band before her.
“Of course! This is kind of our home base.” Nijika laughed. “Your senpais were the one who came up to onee-chan and borrowed it.”
“We’ve worked all afternoon to get this place set up.” Ryo said.
Azusa turned to look around the venue- other than kessoku band and her initial entourage, almost everyone she’d known from the past year was there. Nodoka and Sasaki were conversing on some corner, while Yuyu had somehow gotten Jun into a tarot card reading, Sawako meanwhile, was being inquired about her board by Seika and PA-san. All of them enraptured in the celebratory vibe.
Somehow, this only made Azusa feel more out of place.
“Congrats on graduating, kid.” Hiroi suddenly leaned close, reeled back by another familiar face.
“Onee-san.. She’s not the one graduating.” Yoyoko chided.
“Ohtsuki-senpai.. You’re here too.” Azusa said as she eyed the SIDEROS frontman.
“Of course, I am! This is the send-off party of my dear acquaintance’s band! I simply need to be present to give them my well-wishes! And I think I did it very gracefully.” she boasted.
Somehow, from the expressions of kessoku band that Azusa managed to catch from her peripherals, she wouldn’t be surprised if that wasn’t the case.
“Where are my senpais, anyway?”
Azusa didn’t have to wait long before an answer was provided.
“Azusa!” Ritsu exclaimed, pouncing on her out of nowhere, eliciting a shriek from the kouhai. The buchou stopped just short of colliding with her, however- grinning widely.
“Heh. Remember when I did that to you the first time you joined the club, Azusa?”
“Vividly.” Azusa muttered. Ritsu lets out a bark-like laugh, before a swift chop to her head puts a stop to it.
Mio rolled her eyes, lifting her hands away from the bump now forming on Ritsu’s head. “Welcome, Azusa. Sorry that we haven’t been able to see you at all today.”
“Oh.. that’s fine, senpai.. It’s your graduation day… You must’ve had your hands full.”
“It’s not really the graduation itself that has kept us occupied, Azusa-chan.” came a new voice. Mugi was smiling at her, her usual gentle disposition at full display.
“Right. Obviously you were also planning this party as well…” Azusa glanced around the place.
“Well, tenchou-san and kessoku band handled most of that for us, actually.” Mugi said.
Azusa felt her brows knit in confusion. “Then what-”
“Azu-nyan.”
As soon as that voice greeted her, everything else seemed to stop.
Perhaps it was the reason why Azusa dreaded this encounter so much- she’ll never know. There Yui stood, a couple feet ahead of her, expecting her with a solemn smile.
“Hi, senpai.”
“Hi.”
For a moment- all the surrounding noise seems to have grown quiet and muffled, as the two guitarists stood there, beholding each other with their gazes. What Azusa would’ve given to maintain that illusion, where this moment would simply stall here for an eternity- her and Yui together, with no passage of time that threatens to pull them apart.
Of course, that could never be the case, slowly- that small bubble encapsulating the two of them fizzled out, Yui reflexively rubbing the back of her head sheepishly.
“Sorry for making you walk all the way here, Azu-nyan. We just wanted to throw a celebration that fits the occasion. Mugi-chan said that STARRY is the best place to be for it.”
“I understand.” Azusa said, as words finally returned to her.
Yui paused for a beat, regarding Azusa with a complicated expression. Perhaps the brunette sensed the trepidation within her, as she soon gestured towards a nearby table of confectionery, an attempt to console Azusa in the way she was most familiar with.
“Have you tried the tea, Azu-nyan? Mugi-chan brewed it herself, as usual!”
To Azusa's surprise- most of their usual china were already set up, her special, pink kitty cup sitting neatly atop a nearby table, awaiting her.
“It would be sacrilege for us Ho-Kago Tea Time to not have tea, ne?” Mugi said, re-entering the conversation.
“You said it, Mugi! How about it, kid? Up for a cup?” Ritsu offered.
“Ah, hai..”
The five girls walked up to the table, where Mugi poured each of them their portion of tea from her usual kettle.
“Arigatou, Mugi.”
They raised their cups in sync, and for a brief moment- it was almost like they were in the clubroom again, slacking around and having afternoon tea, per their namesake.
Of course, that wasn’t the case, as Ritsu immediately pointed out seconds after sipping her tea. “Man, feels weird not having tea in the club for once, huh?”
“Oh, I don’t know.” Mugi chipped in. “We've done it a couple of times. In this very STARRY too, even.”
“Oh, right! When did we do it here last? During those joint training sessions?”
“No, I think it was during our maid cafe!” Yui suggested.
“Right, the one where you all threw me out to the dogs.” Mio quietly muttered into her cup.
“Ehehe… no hard feelings, right?” Ritsu chuckled uncomfortably.
Azusa took in the surrounding conversations, humming absentmindedly as she sipped her tea. Her seniors seemed to have gathered her melancholic mood, as Ritsu turned to clear her throat after a pause.
“Right, Azusa-” the mention of her name prompted a glance from her china. “-about the future of the club-”
“A-ah, it’s fine, Ritsu-senpai!”
“But we didn’t find any new members..” Yui muttered.
“I already got Ui and Jun!” Azusa said, as she glanced over to where her two friends stood, occupied in a conversation with Hitori’s two fans. “-even then.. I’ll still work hard to find a fourth member, and maybe a fifth, I’ll definitely won’t let this club end with me!” Azusa declared passionately.
“Azusa-chan…” Mugi whispered out.
Azusa perked up, finally reminded of the gesture she had planned. “I actually have something to give you!”
Placing her cup on the table, she began rummaging through her school bag, pulling out four neat, white envelopes.
“For us?” Mio inquired as Azusa handed her an envelope.
“My formal thanks to you all.” Azusa bowed as she handed each senior their respective envelopes. “I wrote these letters sometime after our London trip, I want you all to have it.”
“Ah, can we read it now?” Yui asked, observing the letter in her grasp.
“Oh? Well, sure.”
The seniors opened their envelopes and began reading their letters, Azusa picking up the occasional chuckle or two. As she did, an odd sense of relief washed over her entire body. She finally gave them their letters, a gesture of goodwill to send them off with a smile.
Her hands played with the strap of both her schoolbag and guitar case, waiting wordlessly as her senior went through her thank you letters.
“Thank you for this, Azusa-chan.” Mio smiled, folding her letter back into her envelope.
“Ah, no! I should be the one thanking you, senpais. I-”
As she looked up to eye her seniors once again, she finally noticed the corsages still brandished on their uniforms.
Her breath hitched, as her movement halted at the sight.
Seeing Azusa abruptly freeze clearly filled her seniors' minds with worry, as they turned to their kouhai in concern.
“Azu-nyan..?”
Azusa felt her lips part just slightly, the intrusive thought she dammed tirelessly the entire day finally bursting out in a quiet whisper,
“Please don’t graduate.”
“Azusa?”
“You don’t have to clean the clubroom…” Azusa sputtered, “I won’t even get mad at you for drinking tea and not practicing… just- please… don’t graduate.”
And right at the heel of congratulating herself on being able to conduct herself before a wistful parting, pearly tears finally trailed down her cheeks, dampening her features as all the emotion she held back was laid bare- Azusa soon finding herself kneeling before her seniors- her legs finally giving way due to her grief.
“Azu-nyan!”
Azusa looked up slowly, finding concerned, dark brown orbs boring deeply into her own garnet irises. Yui lowered herself before her, her hand hovering just slightly over her forehead.
“Your forehead..”
With all her erratic movements, her bangs must’ve exposed her bandage at some point, Azusa finally feeling the sensation of it slowly peeling itself off.
“Did you hurt it?” Mugi voiced in concern.
“Did you bump into something?” Mio sounded.
“I- I’m sorry… I’m ruining your graduation… I should’ve been sending you off with a smile.”
Yui quickly rummaged through her pockets, taking out a pack of brightly coloured bandages, littered with cutesy animal motifs. She gently discarded the used bandage, before replacing it with her own.
Azusa was suddenly made aware of the presence of a crowd surrounding her, hesitant whispers and hasty murmurs stopping just short of her ears.
“Azu-nyan..”
Azusa’s gaze was slowly filled with those of Yui’s. Perhaps, it was present circumstances that tainted her momentary perception, but she didn’t think she had ever seen Yui as calm and composed before.
“Because you’ve given us your letters, you can have this as well.”
Yui placed a polaroid photo into Azusa’s palm- a self-taken picture of the band’s founding members, with her own photo haphazardly taped onto the upper corner.
“We took that photo when we first formed the band, even younger than you are right now.” Yui smiled.
Azusa gazed upon the photo with a forlorn expression. “Senpai…”
“Ah, Yui- don’t do all the cool gestures! Leave some for us too!” Ritsu suddenly exclaimed.
This prompted both guitarists to look up at their drummer, who was already kneeling beside them with an annoyed expression.
“That’s right, Yui-chan! You’re hogging all the cool moments!” Mugi exclaimed, crouching down Yui’s other side.
“Azusa, we have a song we want to play you.” Mio announced firmly. This was successful in garnering everyone’s attention- most prominently, Ritsu’s.
“Wait, Mio- now YOU’RE hogging the cool moments!” Ritsu got up, shaking Mio roughly, which the latter only responded with a mere aversion of her eyes. “Now I’m actually glad we divided the song! No one will be hogging it!”
“We wrote it for you, Azu-nyan.” Yui said.
“Eh..? Yui-chan T-that’s my line!” Mugi said, grasping onto the brunette’s shoulder.
Taking in the absurdity of her seniors, Azusa can’t help but chuckle. As a smile finally re-entered her face, her seniors couldn't help but mirror the expression.
Soon enough, Yui helped Azusa back on her own feet, spending a moment to adjust her footing.
“Wait here, Azu–nyan.” Yui cooed softly. Azusa merely nods, Yui and the others leaving her to get up on stage.
“Azusa-chan.”
Azusa glanced around in response, finding another four girls had filled the spots her senpais left behind.
“You alright, Azusa-chan?” Kita asked, her tone laced in concern.
“I’m fine now, Kita-san.” Azusa shyly said, finally aware of the gravity of her actions and the audience she had the entire time. “I’m sorry- I was just.. carried away by the moment. That was stupid.”
“No it wasn't.” Nijika spoke firmly. “None of us would judge you, Azusa-chan. We understand how important they are to you.”
Azusa couldn’t find it in her to respond verbally, so she settled for a nod.
“Hey, Azusa.” Ryo’s raspy, whisper-like voice sounded, “Look at the stage.”
Azusa did as she was told, finding her senpais had already settled atop of it, tuning their instruments.
“They really wrote a song… for me..?” Azusa sniffled.
“Yeah, honestly, I can’t believe you’ve never noticed them writing it.” Ryo said.
“Huh?”
“They spent half of that London trip writing lyrics.” Nijika elaborated.
“We even chipped in a little.” Kita added.
“Oh… so they were planning something after all..” Azusa muttered.
Nijika hummed apologetically, “Gomen, Azusa-chan. They wanted to keep it a surprise. So we had to play along.”
“Our intent wasn’t to lie to you! We hope you understand..” Kita said.
“I do.” Azusa lets out a quiet chuckle. “I suppose I didn't make it easy.”
“To be fair, they were acting really suspicious.” Ryo supplied.
“A-ah… I think they’re ready…” Hitori eventually muttered.
Yui was waving towards their direction, signaling them to come closer.
“Let's get into position, Azusa-chan.” Nijika said, ushering the small girl in front of the stage.
“What is this song gonna be…?” Azusa can’t help the genuine curiosity in her voice as she stepped forth along the others.
Hitori hummed. “W-well, they called it… “Touched by an Angel”..”
Everyone closed in by the stage, Azusa can feel many more people approaching besides her, all their eyes set on the stage.
“I don’t know what to expect…” Azusa whispered.
Hitori smiled, looking down gently at Azusa. “R-regardless, I hope they manage to convey their feelings for you through this song, Azusa-san… that would be a mark of a perfect song, wouldn’t you agree?”
-
“Hello everyone!” Yui addressed the venue. “Can you all hear me?”
The audience nodded and murmured a confirmation in tandem.
“Alright! As you all know, we’ve all gathered here to say goodbye to all of you!”
The crowd once again, chorused a resounding “We’ll miss you!” and, “Please don’t go!” together.
Yui chuckled. “Mugi-chan said that there might be some time in the future where we’ll be able to visit, so we won’t be gone forever!”
“I’m holding you onto that promise!” Yoyoko said from the audience, causing all eyes on the room to turn to her.
“Thanks, Yoyo-chan! Still, there’s one person here that we felt like we needed to say goodbye to the most.” Yui paused, gathering her breath. “Azu-nyan.”
Just like it did for Yoyoko previously, now all eyes on the venue was averted towards Azusa, who shrunk just slightly in response.
“Azu-nyan, we dedicate this song to you- so please, open your heart, and listen!”
Azusa stilled- her teary eyes threatening to burst again. Yui, perhaps sensing this, quickly turned around fully to face Ritsu, giving her a small nod.
The drummer began clicking her drumsticks, sending a reverberating shockwave that seemed to silence the venue, the whole livehouse falling quiet in anticipation of their performance.
Yui turned back to face the audience as the song starts, all their instruments coming together in one big cacophony of sound. Azusa, standing right by the front row, stared in awe.
They're shining so brightly, Azusa thought. This feeling... she hadn't felt like this for a while now.
After a short intro, Yui began to sing,
“Hey, if I were to name- “
“-this box of memories-”
“-”treasure” would just be perfect.”
As Yui’s voice graced her ears, Azusa felt her heart slowly flooded with whimsy- Yui’s singing had been a point of ire to some, but to Azusa- it was always an acquired taste. Her voice was saccharine, almost childlike- enveloping Azusa in a sense of unfettered youth and wonder, an invitation to simply stop and relax.
“That’s right, in all the time we spent together-”
“-my heart has filled to its capacity-”
“To those, wonderful, wonderful days.”
Mio’s voice- Azusa thought, had always sounded firm and mature, a sharp contrast to Yui’s more relaxed, childlike disposition. If Yui’s voice was an invitation to play, Mio’s confident delivery was an assurance for Azusa to rely against a strong, stable foundation.
“Those uniforms and slippers I’ve grown used to-”
“-and those doodles on the whiteboard…”
Azusa had sparsely heard Ritsu sing, and she supposed it shows in her deliveries- a little wild and unruly, just like the drummer herself. Yet, beyond the rough exterior, Azusa knows that Ritsu had always tried her best, the effort she puts out to ensure her club member’s happiness was always the quality Azusa respected Ritsu for- the leader had always had her own unorthodox way of inspiring confidence to her subjects.
“Do I have to leave them all..?”
“-right at the entrance tomorrow?”
Mugi’s voice always had a honeyed quality to it, like the tea and confectioneries she always provided the club. Her tone was pleasant and warm, welcoming Azusa back home after a long journey. Azusa understood why the blonde had initially wanted to join the choir club.
As the chorus settled in, the four girls began to sing as one, their feelings muddling into one big bundle of emotions, laid bare for Azusa and the rest of the audience to witness.
“But I was able, to meet a wonderful angel-”
“Graduation isn’t the end-”
“Cause we’ll be friends, forever after!”
“All those photos of us together…”
“Our matching keychains.. They’ll shine brightly forever.”
“For that everlasting smile, arigatou.”
The band’s voice rose in tandem as they reached the bridge, the harmony of their unified singing painting in Azusa’s mind a bittersweet, melancholic emotion.
“At the station platform, or the riverbank-”
“Even when we’re apart, we still see the same sky-”
“And we’ll sing in unison!”
Yui serenaded the venue with her guitar, segwaying the song back to its chorus. The rest of the band assured her the spotlight, letting Yui run through the final lengths of the song on her own- her soft crooning speaking directly to Azusa’s heart, a final, private showing only meant for the two of them.
“But I was able to meet, a wonderful angel-”
“Graduation isn’t the end-”
“Cause we’ll be friends, forever after!”
“If you say to me, I love you-”
“I’ll reply with an, “I love you more”!”
“We’ll always be together forever.”
Yui closes off the song with her guitar, before it eventually winds down to a quiet, soft ending.
The silence was deafening, as if the entire venue was collectively holding their breath. All eyes were now redirected at Azusa once more- everyone in the venue, be it the performers and audience, all shared the same, one question.
Azusa was still for a moment, looking down at her feet as her body trembled slightly. Her seniors at the stage fidgeted uncomfortably on their spots- unsure what to make of the prolonged silence. Yui was clearly the most impacted. Has her worst fear come to a realization? Did Azusa hate that song so much she can’t even look up to face them?
The wait felt like an eternity for the keionbu, and the moment Azusa finally looked up to face them felt like a sweet release, her pearly, garnet eyes gazing deeply into their soul. Slowly, she raised both her hands, and she began to clap.
The rest of the audience took in the gesture and erupted in cheers, following in Azusa's gesture. Yui could almost feel her knees give way at the relief, turning back to face her bandmates with a tearful smile. The rest, much to her expectations- mirrored her gratitude on their visages.
As the cheers slowly winds down to leave another quiet, air of anticipation amongst the crowd, Azusa finally opened her mouth, her lips quivering just slightly -
“In the end, you’re not very good.”
“Huh?”
The band collectively looked down on their kouhai with genuine, bemused expressions, only amplified by the crowd as Azusa began laughing louder to herself.
“But that song was still perfect. I love it so much! I want to hear more!”
Azusa got up on stage, taking her spot next to Yui.
“Azu-nyan..?”
“Can I interest you guys in an encore?”
The seniors exchanged brief glances, their initial bewildered expression settling onto a resolute, firm smile.
“Hell, yeah! Let’s do it!” Ritsu said, raising her hand.
Azusa gave her seniors a smile, facing Yui once more. “Let’s have one last performance together, senpai. For goodbye's sake.”
“Azu-nyan…” Yui can feel her voice shaking once more, the stoic composure she had unusually demonstrated tonight finally breaking down. “So this is goodbye…”
“For now, Yui-senpai.” Azusa corrected, Pearly tears were trailing down Yui's cheek, prompting Azusa to gently place a hand on her senior's face, caressing it slowly with her thumb and wiping away the tears, all the while she felt her own tears dropping quietly to the ground. “We’ll meet again one day.”
Azusa sealed off the promise with a chaste kiss on the tip of Yui’s nose. The audience collectively gasped in awe at the gesture, Yui herself glowing red at Azusa’s sudden forwardness.
“A-azu-nyan…”
“So until then, please wait for me, senpai-”
“Azu-nyan!” Yui finally gave in, eclipsing Azusa in a gesture most familiar to them both, a warm, enveloping embrace. “I will, Azu-nyan! You changed all our lives for the better-!” Yui manages out in between her sobs.
Azusa chuckled as her happy tears fell onto Yui’s shoulder, slowly returning the brunette’s embrace. “Come on, Yui-senpai… that can’t be true.”
“But it is, Azusa.” Ritsu smiled, approaching the two guitarists with the rest of the band. “We have so much to thank you for.”
“W-what for..?”
“For all the memories we’ve made together.” Mugi said.
“For all the hope you’ve provided us.” Ritsu spoke.
“For all the growth we’ve experienced together,” said Mio.
“...and for all the love you’ve given us.” Yui finished off with a smile, pulling away from the kouhai finally.
“Senpais…” Azusa really doesn’t know how much more this could happen tonight- but once again, her waterworks bursts anew at the sentiment.
“...thank you too, for having me. For letting me join the best band in the world. Thank you for that chance.”
What followed was an extension of the embrace, as Mio, Mugi, and Ritsu began lumping themselves on top of Yui and Azusa.
“We’ll miss you, kid.”
“Please don’t ever forget us, Azusa.”
“I promise to still send you sweets through the mail!”
Azusa laughed as her heart swells with joy- feeling like she was the luckiest girl in the world. To be loved like this…
At long last, the band finally pulled away from each other, recomposing themselves and wiping away leftover tears. Azusa finally turned back to face the audience- her content smiles reflected back on every faces.
“So, how’s about that encore?” She addressed the crowd. “What song should we play?”
At this, the crowd jumped back to life, excited murmurs washing over the congregation.
“Sing your song, Mio-chan!” Kita exclaimed, “Tokimeki Sugar!”
“What about that song Yui and Ohtsuki-senpai wrote together?” Akubi exclaimed, narrowly avoiding Yoyoko’s elbow on her stomach.
“Yeah, sing U&I! Ui always loved that one!” Jun hollered.
“Jun!” Ui flushed, prompting Hitori’s two fans to laugh.
Ryo shook her head pretentiously. “Ho-kago Tea Time connoisseurs would want them to sing their deep cuts- like “Hello Little Girl”.”
Nijika rolled her eyes. “What about the song you sang on your first liveshow here, guys? “My love is a stapler”.”
“Ah, I admit I have a particular spot for “Pure-Pure Heart”, you sang that one for the Mio fan club, after all.” Nodoka said, prompting Jun and Kita to nod supportively.
“Sing “Guitar, Loneliness, and the Blues”..” Hiroi slurred.
“That’s not even their song, you idiot.” Sawako and Seika barked in tandem.
“I- i think you guys should do F-fuwa-Fuwa Time… despite its radioactive seishun energy… it’s your showstopper..” Hitori muttered.
Azusa began laughing nervously at the downpour of suggestions. “We got a lot of requests, huh?”
Before anyone else could speak further, Yoyoko parted through all the white noise with a powerful, commanding voice trained to sing SIDEROS metal songs, sounding her own request,
“Nakano Azusa! Why don’t you just play all of them?”
“Eh? Can we even do that..?”
“Well you did book this place for the whole night.” Seika shrugged. “Do what you want with all that time.”
Azusa turns to her senpais, asking for confirmation.
“You know what? Let’s do it. Let’s blow this joint. Tonight, STARRY will be our Budokan, and our setlist will be all our discography!” Ritsu grinned proudly.
“W-what? Will we even have the endurance?!” Mio asked appallingly.
“Only one way to find out!” Ritsu winked. “What should we start with?”
“Fuwa-Fuwa Time!” Yui raised her hand and hopped up and down.
“Do you like the song that much, Yui-chan?” Mugi smiled.
“No, that song is the only one I remember the lyrics for right now- rehearsing Azu-nyan’s song pushed everything else out of my head!”
Everyone laughed at Yui’s admission, prompting Yui to laugh along sheepishly.
“Let’s do it then. Fuwa-Fuwa time.” Azusa said. Yui nods, kicking the song into gear with the opening riff of her guitar.
Azusa smiled, as she followed along on her own guitar mere seconds later, this performance finally putting an end to one long, eventful graduation day.
Notes:
slightly unrelated, but season 2 announcement! the excitement's over it was the push i needed to finally finish this chapter.
hope the english lyrics at the end didnt ruin it too much. maybe you can just read it while listening to the actual song, perhaps that'll remedy it.
sorry if this chapter is a bit too... sappy. but i just cant help it. the senior's farewell at the end of K-ON had always been so emotional to me.
its weird, since i initially planned for this chapter to be the final one- conceptualizing a lot of it already as im writing the story in its entirety. but i cant really end it here anymore, given we still have mikakunin riot to wrap up. I definitely hope i can wrap everything up in at least 2 more chapters.
oh and lastly, a happy birthday to our own bocchi-chan!
Chapter 27: Carnivorous MANIAC
Summary:
Kessoku band picks up the pace as Mikakunin riot nears, reuniting with new and old rival and foes.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The month of March had come to a close. April had come and replaced it, with its pleasant weather and calming breeze blowing the flourishing dandelion seeds across the blue sky, it’s a passing of the season signifying a new beginning. With the dust settled, there was an air of anticipation as one looked forward to the bright, relaxing future ahead-
“MIKAKUNIN RIOT!”
“We get it, Ohtsuki-senpai. You don’t need to scream it every thirty seconds.” Akubi said, stuffing her ears after Yoyoko’s fifth “reminder”.
“I deem it to be necessary! Especially with how malleable we’ve been to… distractions.”
Akubi rolled her eyes. “Senpai, you’re the one who’s been constantly distracted this past month.”
Yoyoko tensed defensively in response. “I am not! I’ve been at the top of my game!”
This proclamation only produced a disbelieving look from Akubi, and a sudden pat on Yoyoko’s shoulder. The brunette turned quickly to find her fellow guitarist smiling sympathetically.
“We get it, senpai. We miss them too, you know?” Fuko smiled.
“Whu- huh? What are you talking about, Fuko!?” Yoyoko said, her face reddening with every syllable.
“Come on, senpai~” Yuyu’s airy voice permeated like a chilling wind, making Yoyoko shudder. “It’s obvious that you’ve been sulking.”
“Sulking- I do NOT sulk! What is the meaning-!?”
“Come on.” Akubi cuts in through the flurry of excuses, “You’re obviously still reeling from HTT graduating.”
Akubi’s blunt remark left Yoyoko so exposed, the girl somehow turning even redder.
“That’s not-! It’s totally normal… we’re friends, after all! It’s normal to think about friends that have parted, l-longingly, right?” Yoyoko crumbled, her previous denials quickly forgotten. Fuko and Yuyu both shed a fake tear, sniffling dramatically to draw out Yoyoko’s ire.
“How far have you come to finally admit that, senpai~”
“You’re so cute!”
“Gaah! Stop being so dramatic!”
“Hark who’s talking.” Akubi snarked.
Yoyoko pouted, turning her crimson face away from her audience with her arms crossed, which only granted her more of Fuko’s exclamation of cuteness. “Whatever! If anything, this should be why we need to pull out all the stops for Mikakunin riot! Play our best and win this tournament, show HTT how far we’ve come!”
Yoyoko gazed forlornly up the ceiling, ushering another exhale from Akubi. “Why are you talking about them like they died? You know they’re just off in college, right?”
“Yeah, senpai~ if they died, I would totally be able to feel their energy surrounding us..” Yuyu spoke, Fuko took a couple steps away in response.
Yoyoko shook her head furiously, her twin tails flying behind her. “It all comes down to the same thing! We still need to practice, practice, PRACTICE! That way, SIDEROS will make it onto that big stage in the summer, and Ho-Kago Tea-Time will be watching us from the front row, proudly!”
Yoyoko’s three bandmates exchanged glances. With Akubi still stuck in internal disagreement over Yoyoko’s suggestion of college being synonymous with dying, it left Fuko to be the one to step up as the voice of reason. “Why are you so hellbent on “impressing” them all of a sudden, senpai?”
“It’s what Hirasawa Yui would’ve wanted!” Yoyoko instantaneously replied.
“Now I know you’re just projecting. No way in hell Yui would’ve said that.” Akubi rejected. “Her band’s notorious for slacking.”
“Maybe Yui-chan did die in college-” Yuyu whispered, “You usually only project like this to a dead person.”
“Anyway, enough lollygagging! Fuko! Have you checked on the polls recently?”
Fuko straightened herself, pulling out her phone hastily. “I actually haven’t today.”
“Well? How far along are we?” Yoyoko demanded, as Fuko scrolled through her phone.
“We currently placed third.” Fuko informed the band, “Just below Kemonoria.”
At this, Akubi and Yuyu hummed in satisfaction, but Yoyoko kept her stern expression. “And what about our rival?”
“Rival?”
“Kessoku band! Don’t tell me you all forgot that we’re also in this to take them down!”
“Umm…” Fuko began scrolling through the list to find kessoku band, everyone picking up the way Yoyoko's stern frown shifted into a smug smirk at how long it took. “They’re nowhere in the top 30…”
“Oh, dear. Didn’t they say only the top 30 will make it to live judging?” Yuyu spoke up.
“Yeah, if the placements don’t change soon, they won’t make it.” Fuko answered.
At this, Yoyoko’s satisfied smirk flipped into a stupefied gape. “W-WHAT!? They won’t make it-?”
Akubi raised an imploring eyebrow, “What’s with the reaction? I would’ve thought you’d be glad that they’re out of the way. We’re rivals, aren't we?”
Yoyoko, finally catching up to her astronomical freudian slip, cleared her throat loudly. “O-of course! I- i was just expecting them to put up more of a fight, that’s all-!”
“Oh, senpai~are you worried for them?”
Yoyoko scowled, “I am not worried about them! I-in fact, I find our current placement more concerning! How could I worry over someone else’s band when we’re placed that low!?”
“We’re in the top 3-”
“Barely in the top 3!” Yoyoko corrected. “There's 2 more bands we need to topple to get to that number one spot! Which means we need to practice more rigorously! I actually already prepared a brand new itinerary for us! For the next two months, we will be doing nothing but practice, eat, and sleep!”
Fuko let out a terrified little squeal at the prospect, while Akubi groaned exasperatedly. Yuyu tried creating some half baked excuse about her anemia, but Yoyoko was having none of it.
“I already made a whole timetable!” the brunette exclaimed, patting her coat. “Which is- dammit, I must’ve left it outside! Don’t try to run away!” Yoyoko pointed poignantly at her bandmates as she hastily left the studio.
Akubi turned to the remaining two SIDEROS members, “Have you ever wondered what it’d feel like being a part of a more laid-back band?”
“Like HTT?” Yuyu supplied.
“All the time, Akubi-chan.” Fuko sighed. “Senpai’s pretty cute when she’s all worked up like this, though. That's consolation, at least.”
“Shame about kessoku band, though~” Yuyu muttered mirthlessly.
“Yeah, I was kind looking forward to duking it out with them.” Akubi hummed. “How come they didn’t get enough votes? Their MVs raked up a whole lot of views from the last I’ve seen.”
“I saw from Kita-san’s ISSOSTA that they even had a live in London~ I thought for sure that would’ve been a massive boost as well, judging from their ISSOSTA following’s reactions.” Yuyu suggested.
“Oh yeah, they went to London..” Akubi said, a tinge of envy in her tone. “Man, I can’t believe they went there with HTT, and we got stuck here practicing for 2 weeks straight with Yoyoko-senpai.” Akubi's frown was apparent even with her mask on, “I think all of those sessions would be bearable if we were in London.”
“You’re acting as if we’re going to see anything other than the interior of a studio even if we did go, Akubi~” Yuyu smirked.
Fuko shrugged. “I guess even any boost from that wasn’t enough for kessoku band to compete with all the powerhouse acts. Though, the average votecount seems really marginal in differences in the 31-50 spot.”
“Oh, really? Well, that’s good, it means they just need a small boost to get up to the top 30!” Yuyu suggested.
“I wouldn’t be so sure. The band at the 30th spot has a sizable gap in votes from number 31. Kessoku band’s gonna have to get through their iron grip to break into the top 30.”
“And what’s the band called?” Akubi inquired.
Fuko took another glance at her phone, reading aloud the name,
“...Onna Gumi.”
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“Isn’t this exciting!?"
“Calm down, Jun. We’re in public.”
“Oh come on, Azusa! Lighten up, will ya? Kessoku band’s about to make it to the big leagues!” Jun cheered, her enthusiasm unfettered. “Imagine all the bragging rights we'll have when we tell people that we’ve been their fans since day 1!”
Azusa merely replied with an eyeroll, grasping tighter to the grabhandle as the train let out another rattle.
“Hai, hai, Azusa-chan. Jun-chan’s right. Today is a time for celebrations!” Ui finally entered the conversation, deploying one of her usual smiles.
“I mean, that’s literally why tenchou-san called us to STARRY, right? To celebrate kessoku band passing to Mikakunin’s riot live judging!” Jun grinned.
Azusa shook her head. “I didn’t say we shouldn’t celebrate. I’m just telling you to at least reserve some of that excitement for when we actually get there.” she said flatly.
Jun simply appraised her friend for a moment, before turning to face Ui. “I see we’re stuck with sulky Azusa today, Ui.”
“Sulky- what the hell are you talking about?” Azusa blurted out, glaring down her frizzy-haired friend.
“Jun-chan…” Ui said wearily.
Jun merely stuck her tongue out, “Come on- you’ve been in an on and off mood ever since graduation, Azusa. It’s been a month, hasn’t it? You still haven’t gotten over it?”
At this, Azusa averted her eyes, her cheeks puffing in a small pout, “I don’t- I don’t sulk! I have no idea what you’re talking about!”
“Oh, come on. I thought you’d be more self aware than that. One day you’d be so enthusiastic performing for Sumire and Okuda- the next day you’ll return to moody Azusa again. Like at first I thought you were just on your period or something.”
Azusa glowed red at this proclamation, pinching Jun tightly on her arm, eliciting a pained yelp out of the teasing bassist. “Can’t you keep your voice down!? And why does it matter if I sometimes think about my senpais? I’m just- it’s totally normal! I’m just wondering how they managed to run the club back then- something I have to consider now that I’m buchou.”
Jun rubbed her sore arm. “Well, don’t get too into “wonderings”, we actually need our buchou on earth to actually be leading us.”
“That’s enough, Jun-chan.” Ui decides to finally intervene. Both her friends know that whenever Ui speaks in that tone, it essentially means an end to the conversation, so they quickly seal their lips.
“Well, whatever! Today’s finally a day where you don’t need to think about the club, or what your senpais would think about the club. At all! We’re here to simply support kessoku band! So cease any other unpleasant thoughts as we cheer them on to the next step in their journey!” Jun declared passionately, which Azusa replied to with a reluctant nod.
“Yeah, of course. I’m also happy for them, for the record. It’s just-”
“It’s just that you’re in sulky mode right now, that’s why you’re constantly frowning!” Jun grinned impishly, unable to hold back a tease even after Ui’s mediation. Azusa, unintentionally validating Jun’s point, frowned even deeper.
Before another full blown back and forth could transpire, the three girls could feel the train slowing down in its tracks, before stopping completely. The PA-system announced that they have arrived at a new station.
“Oh, hey. We’re almost there.” Jun remarked.
A quiet hiss sounded from the automatic doors, slowly opening to let in a flood of new passengers. With it being the weekend, more people were out and about, causing the compartment to become more packed than ever. The three girls huddled closer together as more and more people barged inside.
“Does it ever end?” Jun muttered disgruntledly as she was sandwiched between Ui and Azusa.
“We just need to bear for a few more minutes Jun-chan-” Ui assured her, "then we can, ah-”
Someone shoved onto Ui, causing the chain effect of her squishing her two friends further.
“S-sorry!” the perpetrator sounded meekly, “I just- there’s very little room here-”
“D-don’t worry about it.” Ui muttered sympathetically. “It’s totally understandab-”
Ui halted her sentence as she came face to face with the person- a short, black haired, twin-tailed girl in an oversized tee and backpack. The aforementioned seemed to have mirrored this reaction as she gaped stupidly at Ui, eyeing her up and down in disbelief. Before either could voice their surprise however, Jun had beaten both of them.
“It’s you! The 8 year old journalist!”
In response, Poison Yami merely huffed (though this might not have been from Jun, as she had been shoved carelessly further by their fellow passengers). “Why does my age keep getting lower each time we meet?” She grunted.
“Poison Yami.” Azusa, unlike Ui- was quicker to overcome the surprise. “It’s been a while.”
“Hey, what’s with that weak reaction? Didn’t this woman try to break apart your band?” Jun heaved out as she was crushed by the surrounding crowd.
“Do yourself a favor- build a bridge and get over it.” Poison Yami scoffed. “Nakano Azusa did, evidently. What happened to your usual entourage? Don’t you usually have your four seniors hovering around you?” Poison Yami inquired as her gaze wandered onto Azusa, the latter fidgeting uncomfortably at the question.
“Why are you here?” Ui said, cutting through the “pleasantries”.
Poison Yami turned her attention to Ui, wincing slightly, “Work. What’s with the look? I’m a music journalist. I told you it’s my job to go around and write about music related happenings all over Tokyo.”
“Uh, huh. And you just happen to board a train to STARRY- what are you up to?!” Jun demanded.
Poison Yami rolled her eyes. “STARRY’s not the only place in Shimo-Kita, you silly girl. A lot of musicians go around performing in the streets of Shimo-Kita, especially on weekends. I’m here because one band I’ve been keeping a tab on said they were going to perform there today.”
“A likely story. Is this band called kessoku band, perchance?” Jun spat, not buying a single word.
“What? Do you think my only pastime is watching your friend’s band? I haven’t even been keeping up with them since their live at Ikebukuro.”
“Good! Keep it that way! They’re so close to winning Mikakunin riot, and they don’t need any disturbances from you to complicate matters!”
At this, Poison Yami merely gave Jun an amused, almost humorous look. Ui had to wonder what that meant.
Jun seemed to still have more choice words to say, but a pointed look from both Ui and Azusa caused her to zip it. The rest of the ride was neither comfortable nor pleasant, and the four girls could only exhale in relief as the PA announced that they had arrived at their destination. They wasted no time in getting out of the packed train, catching their breaths and stretching their arms freely.
“Finally, we’re out of there.” Azusa groaned.
“Well, as promised- I’ll get out of your hair now.” Poison Yami said, regarding the group with a distant expression. “Send that kessoku band my regards.”
“We won’t.” Jun replied.
A ghost of a smirk graced the journalist’s visage, but she merely shrugged as she left the three girls to go on her merry way.
“Geez- of all the people we could’ve bumped into on the subway.” Jun muttered.
“Let’s just forget about her.” Ui wisely suggested. “Come on, kessoku band must be waiting for us!”
The three made their way out of the station, discussing what kind of party the manager had prepared to celebrate the occasion.
Jun’s face immediately lit up. “Hope they got cake! Sushi and pizza too.”
“The way you talk about this makes it almost sound like tenchou’s throwing the party for you.” Azusa commented off-handedly.
Jun stuck her tongue out, devolving into a back and forth with her twin-tailed girl. Ui giggled fondly, letting the playful banter play out as they near the steps of STARRY.
“Alright, I prepared this right after I got that call from tenchou-san.” Jun said, taking out a party popper out of her purse as they hovered before the door to STARRY. “You two ready?”
Ui and Azusa nodded, prompting a grin from Jun. The bassist slammed the door open, jumping into the venue with a whole morning’s worth of excitement, her cheers erupting along the confetti being shot out of her popper.
“SURPRISE! CONGRATULATIONS, YOU GUYS!” Jun cheered, “You all made it! You-”
“Jun!” Seika hissed in surprise. Ui had to double take as she took in the manager’s appearance, her entire face covered in cream. It reminded her of how messy Yui would get as she finished off dessert. “Read the room-!”
“Huh, tenchou, what’s wrong?” Jun inquired, also noticing the confectionary littering the manager’s face, making her sweeter than usual. “Did you get to the cake before we got here..?”
“Did something happen?” Ui stepped in cautiously behind Jun, much quicker to appraise the despondent aura contrary to the promised party. “Is the party cancelled?”
“About that..” PA-san, holding out a huge empty plate, began muttering as she peeked a glimpse at one of the tables littered across STARRY. There, kessoku band was seated, their gaze collectively held down as a looming aura of death encircled over their heads.
This was one lousy celebration. The three pondered in sync.
“Azusa-chan..” Nijika straightened herself, finally taking in the arrival of her three friends. “Ui and Jun-chan too… what are you guys doing here…?”
Ui let out a strained smile, “Well, we initially came here to celebrate your band making it into the live judging of Mikakunin riot… the manager invited us as representatives of the “Hitori-chan’s fanclub”.
Ui’s elaboration seemed to only have spread more distress amongst the band.
“Is that… is that not the case?” Ui murmured.
“Ui.” Ryo spoke quietly, “Have you actually checked the polls?”
“Oh, well-”
“Ah.” A look of understanding graced Azusa’s face as she took out her phone and opened the frontpage for Mikakunin riot, where the placements of the bands were displayed. Down at the 48th spot, kessoku band's name was listed.
“You guys made it to the top 50! Good job!” Jun beamed.
“You need to be in the top 30 to make it to live judging, Jun-chan.” Kita said, her usually bright and peppy voice replaced with a despondent whisper.
“O-oh…” The three girls exchanged glances, unsure on what to make of the situation.
Suddenly, a knock was heard on the door, startling Seika, who turned with a panicked expression.
“Shit. That must be the delivery guy- you! take care of that!”
PA-san sputtered, “You ordered even more food? What am I supposed to do with it-? I can’t keep stuffing it to your face like this cake-!”
“Swallow it whole!”
“Sorry to make you guys come all the way..” Nijika muttered quietly. “Only for us to not even make it….”
“W-why did we even think we could do it…” For the first time since they entered, Hitori had spoken. Out of the four girls, she seemed to have taken this the hardest, perpetually stuck in a half melted state. “Maybe that P-poison Yami was right..” Hitori muttered.
At the mention of Poison Yami- the air somehow grew even more tense, the rest of Hitori’s bandmates looking flabbergasted.
“Hitori-chan!” Jun said, her stupefied expression matching those of Hitori’s bandmates. You shouldn’t say that! You-”
“Mou, what’s with you guys!?”
Everyone turned to the smallest amongst them. Azusa was glaring kessoku band down with an unexpectedly fiery look, stepping forth confrontationally. “You guys still have a week left, right?”
The members of kessoku band exchanged furtive glances. “Well, yes- but-”
“Then there’s still time for you to show the audience what kessoku band is capable of! Lift your chin up! You still got this!”
Perhaps it was the suddenness of Azusa’s passionate speech, but this seemed to have pushed the leader of kessoku band to stand up from the table, straddling her bandmates.
“You know what? You’re right, Azusa-chan! A lot can happen in a week’s time!” Nijika chirped in with newfound vigor. “This just means we need to use this remaining time to the damndest!”
“That’s more like it.” Azusa said.
“You know what, you’re right, senpai, Azusa-chan!” Kita jumped up, following in Nijika’s steps, her Kit-aura slowly returning. “We’re being too pessimistic!”
“Instead of just dawdling around at STARRY, let’s do something productive!” Nijika exclaimed.
“Like what…?” Ryo raised an eyebrow.
“Let’s have another street live! Spread the word and tell people to vote for us! We need that now, more than ever!”
Ryo visibly mulled over the preposition, before shrugging it off. “Might as well.” she said, finally getting up.
The band turned to their remaining bandmate still seated and half melted.
“Bocchi-chan?”
“A-ah, u-um…” Hitori casts her gaze around, before jumping up erratically to match her bandmates. “Y-yes! D-do it! Let’s-!”
“For Mikakunin riot!” Nijika bolstered, riling up her bandmates.
With a new spring in their step, kessoku band began devolving into planning the potential locations to have their street live.
“Well, that did the trick.” Jun muttered. “Way the go, Azusa.”
“Yeah, great work, Azusa-chan.” Ui muttered.
The two turned to Azusa, but said girl didn't even seem to register that they were talking to her, her gaze still locked onto kessoku band, a faraway look in her eyes. The two shared a glance.
“Hey, thanks for that kid. You’ve done me a great favor.”
Azusa started slightly, finally stirring awake as Seika approached her. “Ah, it’s nothing, tenchou- it just rubbed me the wrong way to see my friends so despondent.”
Seika nods. “Gotta say, I’ve never seen you that fired up before.”
Azusa sputtered, apparently just now realizing the gravitas of what she did. “W-well, I don’t know.. Something just came over me, I suppose.” she muttered slightly.
“Hm?”
“Well… I just thought… that’s what she would’ve done..”
At this, Seika raised a confused eyebrow, but Jun and Ui seemed to have gotten the implication, both of them sharing the same, somber frown.
Not even Jun found teasing “sulky” Azusa appropriate at that.
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“Mikakunin riot… That’s how I’ll repay you- we’ll soar through that competition together, K-kita-san! And when we w-win that, and become the greatest youth band in Japan, maybe that’s when I’ll- when I’ll…”
She was so stupid.
To even entertain the thought that she would be good enough to butt head amongst the best in her niche. She should have never acted so impulsively upon finding that flier.
Is she being too dramatic? Probably, but she’d always been this way for as long as she remembered, having nervous breakdowns over the simplest setbacks, like getting her order wrong at a fast food joint. To devolve into an inconsolable mess over any failures, no matter how insignificant, that’s Gotoh Hitori.
But this time, she went too far, she had extended that irrational despair over to her band, a band that had been nothing but a godsend to her. The uncharacteristic droopiness from the usually exuberant Nijika, or the distant apathy of the usually whimsically aloof Ryo was bad enough. But to Hitori, one sight stuck out the most.
A sad and gloomy Kita was a display unbecoming, as unnatural and equally impossible as the sun being out during nighttime. But somehow, Hitori’s screwup had managed to produce that result.
The promise she made to Kita, to win Mikakunin riot, to finally repay her for everything she had done for her now only rings hollow as empty platitudes. She was too conceited in sharing her unattainable fantasy that she hadn’t managed to spare Kita and the rest of her band the heartbreak.
“Hitori-chan? Are you alright?”
Hitori stirred awake, brought back by the beckon. Right, she was on their way for another street live when she inadvertently lost herself in that spiral. For a second, she was afraid that it had been Kita- who would show her knack of being oddly perceptive at the most inopportune times, but instead, she only found big, doll-like brown eyes gazing back at her as she turned.
“Yui-sa-” Hitori caught herself, “I-i mean, Ui-san. Sorry, both your eyes... I-i confused you two for a moment.”
Ui merely chuckled. “Ah, that sort of takes me back… remember how we first met, Hitori-chan?”
How could she? Even after everything, Hitori would still place her first ever encounter with HTT amongst the oddest encounters in her musical career.
“Y-you were pretending to be Yui-chan. Y-yes, I remember that.”
“That felt like forever ago..” Ui mused, staring distantly ahead. “I can’t believe Ritsu-senpai was considering replacing onee-chan with you, and then with me.”
“Ah… Ritsu-san was probably just joking..” Hitori stammered. “A-although, maybe not- you w-were pretty good with that guitar back then, Ui-san.”
“Why, thanks, Hitori-chan! Coming from someone as skilled as you, that is high praise.”
“Ah… w-well, I’m not that good…” Hitori cleared her throat awkwardly, trying to shift the topic, “C-come to think of it… we never made good on that promise we had on that day, huh, Ui-san?”
“Oh?” Ui raised an eyebrow, “I’m surprised you still remember that, Hitori-chan. Yeah… we promised we’d play together again someday, right?”
“H-hai… but you said you only picked up the guitar because Yui-san lent you hers… Have you… ever tried playing again..? Ah, I mean..with your already established skill, it would be a waste not to… I mean, forgive me for prying!”
“It’s fine, Hitori-chan.” Ui merely waved away the unnecessary apology. “Funny for you to bring that up. I’ve actually been picking up the guitar again!”
“O-oh… really?” Hitori muttered in interest.
“Yeah. Now with the seniors graduated, Azusa is the sole member of the light music club. Me and Jun-chan agreed to join the club to fill in the vacancy.”
Despite already being aware of this, it’s still weird to think how Yui and the others are now gone. “S-so are you three forming your own band, then?”
“Band..? Hmm.. we actually never talked about that.” Ui mulled, “Most of our efforts had solely been on trying to keep the club afloat. You see, Hitori-chan. A club can only be recognized as official if it has at least four members. So we’ve just been recruiting. Thankfully, two kouhais joined us this past month.”
“Oh, that’s good to hear.” Hitori said, prompting a smile from Ui.
“Yeah, Saitou Sumire and Okuda Nao are the names. We’re still trying to find an instrument that’ll fit them. Jun-chan had expressed that we’re in need of a drummer, so we’re kinda hoping one of the two would be able to fill in the role. Perhaps after that, we can think of forming a proper band.”
“I see…”
“Yeah, though between you and me, Hitori-chan, I-”
For a second, Ui seemed hesitant to continue, subtly peeking a glance at their surroundings. “I don’t think Azusa is in any hurry to form a new band.” she said in a whisper. “The topic in general just seems a bit… sensitive for the moment.” Ui said.
Hitori paused as she considered this revelation, she supposed it does make sense for Azusa to still be stuck on her now former band. She herself doesn’t know how she’ll react if she’s ever separated from kessoku band. “A-are you fine with that..?”
“More than fine!” Ui said immediately. “Me and Jun-chan’s goal in joining the club is to keep her company in the absence of her senpais, that's all. The time we’ll spend with each other would be enough for me, even if it doesn’t result in a band.”
“Oh… hmm..”
“I really am fine with it, Hitori-chan. You don’t need to worry about me.” Ui kept her placid smile. “I’m more worried about you, you seem to be spacing out earlier.. something the matter?”
“Ah, no… just, the usual stage fright, you know how that goes, haha-” Hitori averted her eyes, wishing Ui would just drop the topic. If not Kita, someone else would notice her melancholy. She really doesn’t deserve such considerate friends.
As her mind wandered back to Kita, so did her gaze, finding the redhead immersed in a conversation with Jun and Azusa, something about that fanclub they created for her. She grimaced, the fanclub only reminding her of how she still failed to deliver for people like Jun and Azusa, who have expressed their admiration for her.
It had been about a month since she saw both of them and Ui last, Hitori recalling HTT’s farewell concert at STARRY to be their final real contact. Suddenly, a feeling of guilt arose within her as she considered Ui’s expository dialogue earlier. Azusa had been nothing but supportive of her, no matter with guitarhero or kessoku band. But how did Hitori repay her?
Instead of supporting her through trying times like what a proper friend would, Hitori had essentially ghosted Azusa right after she lost four of her closest friends. What excuses did she even have? Mikakunin riot? All the effort she had put evidently didn’t bear fruit, wouldn’t it’ve been better to just use all that wasted time on Azusa instead?
Her gaze flitted back to Kita, who was clearly unburdened by that fact. The redhead had obviously kept contact with Azusa throughout- even when she and Hitori shared all the same woes. Kita was anything but her. She was a good friend.
So not only had she failed her bandmates, she had also failed her other friends. She really isn’t good at anything other than bringing despair to those around her, huh?
She might’ve been mulling over all of that for hours- she wouldn’t know, but when she returned, Ui was still fixating on her in concern, clearly not buying Hitori’s previous lie. She could sense the brunette prepping another interrogation, but Hitori was inadvertently rescued by Nijika, who had exclaimed in exasperation somewhere ahead of them.
“It’s too packed here!” the drummer pouted, annoyed at the wasted time pursuing a suitable performance spot. “Let’s just go to the usual spot!” the drummer conceded.
“Told you we shoulda just went there from the start.” Ryo sneered.
Nijika rolled her eyes. “You only want to go there because it’s close to the convenience store. Anyway, let’s-”
Nijika stumbled forward, nearly falling on her face as her portable drum case halted in its tracks.
“Ijichi-senpai! What’s wrong?”
“Damn it. One of the wheels came off again.” Nijika grumbled, inspecting the case. “I’ll stay here and fix this, it shouldn't take too long.” Nijika said, turning to the rest of her band. “You guys can go on ahead, I'll catch up.”
“I’ll stay with Nijika. For moral support.” Ryo gave a thumbs up, eliciting another eye roll from Nijika.
“Do you need any help with that, Nijika-san?” Ui inquired, stepping forth and finally leaving Hitori’s side.
“Oh, no need, Ui-chan! I’m used to this- it comes off every so often. Serves me right for buying a secondhand case.”
“I’d like to lend a hand nonetheless, that’ll speed up the process, right?” Ui said, crouching down to get on Nijika’s level.
“Oh, well if you insist. The rest of you- go on ahead! Best not dawdle here, we’re in the middle of the street.” Nijika advised.
True enough, Hitori was made immediately aware of the curious glances passersby were throwing them.
“Alright then, we’ll tag the spot, senpai! Come on, Hitori-chan!” Kita smiled, beckoning Hitori along.
Hitori, realizing that she was somehow going to be shrouded by the two people she’s been greatly worrying just mere moments ago, shrank just slightly. Her mind raced in an attempt to come up with an excuse to stay behind with Nijika- before an unexpected savior extended her a lifeline.
“Hitori-chan, come on!” Jun said, waving at her perpetually blank stare.
“A-ah! Y-yeah, l-let’s go, Jun-chan!”
Hitori stuck close to the thankfully oblivious Jun, the four finally making their way back through the crowds.
“Fan #1 and Fan #2 said they couldn’t make it, since they’re catching up on their assignments. But they sent their best regards.” Azusa said, reading her phone.
“Oh, that's thoughtful of them! University sounds really tight, huh?” Kita chirped.
“Yeah…” Azusa said forlornly, which Hitori hadn’t missed.
After a short walk, the four finally arrived, Kita placing down the amp she’d been carrying.
“Should we get a headstart on setting up before Ijichi-senpai gets here?” Kita turned to Hitori, who nervously returned her gaze.
“A-ah.. hmm..”
“Oh, is it starting?”
Hitori straddled, turning to find unfamiliar faces. Ill-equipped to handle extra social interactions, she merely quivered as two girls marched up in interest.
“Oh, hello!” Kita waved at them, always ready to unwittingly save Hitori in these scenarios. “You guys here to watch kessoku band?”
“Ah, another addition to the fanclub!” Jun merrily said.
“Kessoku band?”
The two merely traded confused glances, extending said confusion to Hitori and the others.
“You’re not Onna Gumi?”
“Onna Gumi…? No, they’re kessoku band!” Jun repeated obtusely.
“Oh, I see..” One of them spoke, pursing their lips. “We got the wrong band, apologies. Sorry to bother you!”
As the two girls retreated, Hitori caught a glimpse of Kita’s puzzled expression.
“That was odd… they were expecting another band?”
“Onna Gumi? Why does the name sound familiar…” Azusa muttered.
To Hitori’s surprise, she too had found it familiar. She usually has a perfect memory of the various musical acts she chanced upon so to have this band elude her in specific- “O-onna Gumi… does that name ring a bell to you, K-kita-san…?”
“It… kinda does..? Let me think.”
“Hey, it’s you guys! I can’t believe it!”
Another new arrival- a voice that’s so familiar, yet foreign at the same time. A short, blond haired girl met her gaze as Hitori turned. Just like her voice, she appeared familiar, yet Hitori just couldn’t place her.
“Yaaaay… ! It’s… you…?” Hitori shakenly raised both her fists, trying to feign excitement at meeting this absolute stranger. She glanced frantically at her companions, which seemed a fruitless endeavour. Neither Jun nor Azusa seemed like any help with their simultaneous confusions.
“Oh, wait! Ayame-san! It’s you!”
Hitori’s head jerked back. Kita fawned over the stranger, amplifying her Kit-aura as she scrambled towards the girl. “Ayame-san! Oh, how long has it been?”
“Too long, certainly!” Ayame and Kita held each other’s hands as they stood face to face, in that saccharine way extroverts do. “I knew we’d soon cross paths again! But I didn’t expect that to be today!”
“Hitori-chan!” Kita lets go of her gaze on the shorter blonde, turning to her with a gigawatt smile, “Remember Ayame-san?”
“A-ayame…” Hitori merely parroted back.
“You know… Yoshida Ayame from, from-”
“Onna Gumi.” Ayame helpfully supplied.
It all dawned on her there and then. That’s right, Yoshida Ayame was the drummer for Onna Gumi, the band she had met during their spontaneous liveshow at Ikebukuro.
“Oh, Ayame-san. It’s-”
Hitori paused, It's… “nice?” From what Hitori could remember- her previous interactions with Onna Gumi were awkward at best, though Hitori would die before she voiced any of that out loud, at least she knows that much, so she settled for a neutral reaction.
“...yeah. We meet again, Ayame-san.”
Ayame flitted her gaze away from Kita and Hitori, finally finding their two companions of the day, hovering awkwardly next to them.
“Ah, nice to meet you two too! Has your band had a change of lineup since the last time we've met, Kita-chan?” Ayame inquired.
“Oh!” Kita perked up, “No- no! This is Azusa and Jun-chan, Ayame-san! They’re-”
“We’re members of the Hitori fanclub!” Jun grinned, extending a friendly hand to Ayame, “I’m Jun by the way, the short one is Azusa.”
At this, Azusa merely spared a glare, before composing her expression back to a polite smile. “Greetings, Ayame-san. My name is Nakano Azusa.” She bowed politely.
“Yoshida Ayame!” Ayame quickly introduced herself. “Fan club? My, my! You guys have been busy since we last met, huh? You managed to build yourself a fanclub!” Ayame playfully smirked at Hitori.
“We had it since before that live, technically!” Kita supplied.
As the two spoke, Hitori noticed that Ayame was carrying a case not unlike Nijika’s, a question formulating in her head.
“W-what brings you to Shimo-Kita, Ayame-san?”
“Well, this is our first week off university, so Akira decided that we should finally get back to preparing for Mikakunin riot! We wanted to hold a street live, and Akira said that Shimo-Kita is the place to be to attract all sorts of crowds!”
At this, Hitori didn’t fail to notice Kita’s smile hampering slightly, the two guitarists came into a slow realization.
“Gosh, where’s Akira and Sachi? They said they weren’t gonna take long!”
“Wait- so you’re Onna Gumi, and you’re going to be performing here..?” Jun finally voiced what Hitori and Kita had been thinking.
“That’s right! We already posted on our social media that we’ll be performing here today! Hopefully some of our fans will show up.”
“But this is kessoku band’s spot!” Jun exclaimed.
Ayame turned perplexed at Jun, before glancing back at Kita and Hitori, “Wait- you’re gonna have a street live too-?” Ayame said, finally noticing their scattered equipment.
Before either girl could respond, A firm hand suddenly found its way onto Ayame’s shoulder, causing the short girl to yelp.
“Ayame, there you are.” came a sleazy voice.
“Ah, Akira! Don’t do that! You startled me!”
Akira, a taller girl with short black hair, stood beside Ayame, reeling her head. “Sorry.” she said absentmindedly, her gaze lingering to kessoku band and its entourage.
“Well, if it ain't Pink and Red.” Akira remarked lazily. “We meet again. Wada Akira, in case you forgot.”
“Akira-san. The names’s Kita and Gotoh Hitori.” Kita smiled politely. Hitori only managed a small nod. Akira paused, eyeing them before glancing briefly at Azusa and Jun, though she made no comment on the latter two.
Akira turned around, nodding wordlessly to another girl that Hitori had failed to notice till now, the tallest among the trio, with long locks of brown hair and matching brown eyes. She regarded her surroundings silently as she stepped forth with an amp in hand.
“Alright, you two. This spot seems good as any-” Akira started, as she shrugged off her instrument case. “Let’s-”
“Wait! You can’t do that!” Jun interrupted. “Kessoku band was going to hold their performance here first!”
Akira narrowed her eyes, glaring in ire at Jun. “Who are you again? And I don’t think it matters. Half of their band’s not even here. We might as well start now if you guys bother to clear out.” Akira said bluntly.
“Akira-” Ayame began to chide her guitarist.
“K-kita-san… what do we do..?” Hitori murmured. Kita was seemingly just as lost, glancing nervously at Onna Gumi, who- despite looking like they were about to devolve into an argument, was just as ready to take this spot and perform.
“Let’s just talk it out first, Hitori-chan. Let’s settle this peacefully..”
“Kita-chan! Bocchi-chan! Great, you're already here!” Nijika’s voice entered the scene, prompting the two to turn. The drummer’s cheerful voice halted however, as she spotted the obvious disturbance.
“Oh, is that-”
“Ah, Nijika-san, was it? Remember us? Onna Gumi, from the livehouse!” Ayame, who had also noticed Nijika and Ryo approaching, waved.
Hitori could tell by her eyes that Nijika felt conflicted about this reunion. Despite that, she masked her surprise well, quickly slipping on one of her usual smiles. “Ayame-san, right? My, this is unexpected.”
Whilst Nijika was quick to exchange pleasantries, the bassist next to her didn't seem to bother, groaning audibly as her eyes found Akira.
“Ugh, you again.”
“The feeling’s mutual.” Akira simply said, assessing the bassist.
“You guys.. What brings you..” Nijika began to ask, her eyes scanning the opposite band, quickly spotting their established setup, “Wait, don’t tell me..”
“We’re going to perform here.” Akira said.
“Ah..” Nijika said, turning to the rest of her band. “Well, this is awkward, we-”
“This is our spot.” Ryo crassly said, “Couldn’t you guys find somewhere else to have your performance?”
Akira huffed. “Why should we be the one to move? We got here first.”
“Actually, Akira, Kita and Hitori-chan arrived here first…” Ayame suggested, earning a glare from the band leader.
“What’s the matter? Is something wrong?”
Ui stepped into frame, observing the current conflict in befuddlement. With everything ongoing, Hitori had almost forgotten she was staying back with Nijika. “Ah, U-ui-san.. We were just-”
“YOU-!”
Hitori jumped at the sudden exclamation, turning quickly to find Akira staring wide-eyed at the newly arrived brunette. “W-what are you doing here-!?”
Kessoku band collectively turned to Ui, expecting an explanation to this peculiar reaction, but the brunette only pointed confusedly at herself, “Me..?”
“Yui-chan, I- how did you get here?” Ayame spoke up, looking equally surprised as Akira. This only amplified the collective confusion.
“Did you follow us here?” Akira demanded.
“You know my onee-chan?”
At this, Sachi seemed to realize something, bowing down quickly to whisper into Ayame’s ear. The confusion on the shorter girl’s face was quickly rescinded as she slowly regarded Ui with amusement.
“Oh, I see! You’re right, Sachi!” Ayame piped up. “Akira, this must be Yui-chan’s imotou, Ui-chan!”
Akira, who was still staring slightly agape at Ui, quickly recomposed herself. “I- right. I think I remembered her talking about a little sister. But why would her sister be here…?”
Ui had seemingly pieced the puzzle together as her confusion slowly mellowed out, making Hitori feel stupid in contrast. Did she miss something obvious?
“Oh, you must be her new friends from university!” Ui bowed, “Thank you for taking care of my sister! She told me all about you.”
“Friends!? We’re not friends!” Akira stubbornly refuted.
“You’re not..? But she seemed most fond of you in our exchanges.” Ui innocently tilted her head.
“Ignore her, Ui-chan. She just had a bit of trouble acknowledging things for what it is.” Ayame whispered apologetically, as Akira placed a hand on her hips and turned away in a manner so familiar to Hitori.
“She and her band had been nothing but pain in the asses. Why would we consider her friends?”
“Me and Ritsu-chan are friends. So are Sachi and Mio-chan. Right Sachi?” Ayame turned to Sachi, who nodded meekly.
“Well good for you, but my feelings for that idiot guitarist are not reciprocal.” Akira huffed, the constant refusal somehow only strengthening Hitori’s impression of familiarity.
“Well ain’t that just peachy.” Ryo suddenly scoffed, “We all know each other. Now can’t you guys clear off?”
At this, Akira stirred away from her temporary fluster, turning to Ryo in annoyance. “You don’t own this street.”
“I don’t see your name on it either.”
Neither Ryo nor Akira seems willing to budge, and Hitori could sense tension growing. Nijika looked nervous, glancing at onlookers, while Ayame and Sachi seemed to be holding a silent conversation.
“Guys… please, can we not fight…?” Hitori felt sudden movements next to her, Kita cautiously pleading.
“We’ll settle all of this peacefully if you guys would just back off.” Akira said, without so much as a glance at Kita.
“But they need this! Kessoku band needs more votes to make it to the top 30 of Mikakunin riot!” Jun spilled.
This seemed to get a reaction out of Akira, smirking callously, “Well, even more reason for you to not get this spot, then. We’re trying to maintain our 30th ranking, there’s no way in hell we gave up either of those.”
“B-but-”
“Look, you guys had your fun, haven’t you?” Akira looked down condescendingly. “Blondie- it’s quite an achievement to get this far, ain’t that enough? Let actual serious bands take over from here on out.”
“Akira! That’s out of line!” Ayame gasped.
“Oh, come on. That show at Ikebukuro- the more I thought about it, all the other shitty bands there made you guys look good in comparison.”
Kita looked absolutely shaken at these words, her cheery disposition momentarily regained from Azusa’s speech quickly crumbling. Ryo, in a rare display of emotion, looked absolutely furious- Nijika looked like she wanted to get a word in, but was too busy restraining Ryo from punching the other guitarist.
“Really, there’s no difference between bands like yours and other mediocre wannabe bands.. Like those Ho-kago Tea Time.”
“How dare you say that!”
Akira sneered, turning expectedly to Ryo- feeling slightly confused to find the blunette wasn’t even looking at her, preoccupied with Nijika tying both her hands. “Who said-”
Azusa stepped forth, that previous fiery look returning to her eyes. Azusa was much shorter than Akira, even slightly below Ayame- but the anger evident in her voice made it feels like she was towering ten feet above the sneering guitarist.
“You don’t know what you’re talking about! About neither kessoku band, or Ho-Kago Tea-Time! Wannabe bands? As if your own wannabe, brooding, dark, aesthetic aren’t dime-a-dozen in this scene. You’re trying too hard, you know that? You look PATHETIC!”
Hitori stepped back, taken aback at the display of vitriol she had never seen Azusa exhibits before. Behind her, Ui and Jun had a similar reaction, gawking at Azusa like she was someone completely alien. All around them, onlookers were whispering restlessly- their little argument hadn’t gone unnoticed.
“What are you talking about?” Akira furiously retorted.
“Well, if you’re so sure of your band’s quality over kessoku band’s, then I propose a duel!” Azusa exclaimed.
“A d-duel?” Hitori stammered.
“Yes, Hitori-chan. A battle of the bands.” Azusa turned resolutely to her fellow guitarist, "We let the audience here decide which of you is the better band, let real results do the talking.” Azusa gestured towards the onlookers. “Winner gets to perform in this square.”
“A-azusa-chan…”
“A battle of the bands..?” Nijika muttered, her eyes nervously flitting around.
“I don’t know if that’s wise…” Ayame whispered quietly, seemingly also not finding the idea too favorable.
Kita turned to Azusa, looking absolutely flabbergasted. “Azusa-chan, what- why did you-?”
Azusa’s gaze, which was previously ablaze, softened at the hesitation. “K-kita-chan? I-i’m sorry, I couldn’t just- let her say all that about kessoku band and HTT! You guys don’t deserve that.”
Hitori choked. Azusa, even now she’s still trying to support her.
“I get that, Azusa-chan. But we can’t-”
“L-let’s do it.”
No one had expected Hitori, who until now had only been passively observing, to agree to something as bold.
“A-azusa-san’s right. If we want to make it through Mikakunin riot- then we need to b-be able to take t-this- a-arrogant band- head on!” Hitori exclaimed.
“Hitori-chan, what’s gotten into you?” Kita whispered, giving Hitori the same look Ui and Jun did Azusa earlier.
“We can’t let them talk all that… s-shit! About our band!” Hitori cried, causing her bandmates to gasp at the profanity.
“Bocchi-chan, I-”
“I’m with you Bocchi.” Ryo voices her support, receiving a bemused glare from Nijika in turn. “Show these newcomers that we rule Shimo-Kita. You didn’t let such shit fly before either, remember?”
Ryo directed that last bit to Nijika, who merely averted her gaze, settling on the discontent expressions of her bandmates.
“Alright. Battle of the bands. Let’s do it.”
Kita gasped. “S-senpai?!”
“Want to back up all that talk, Akira? Or are you just gonna stand there like an idiot?” Ryo jabbed.
“Fine! Ayame, Sachi! Prep the equipment! Looks like we have some girls too in over their heads to humble.”
“That’s our line.” Nijika said, her irritation seemingly finally reached climax, “You heard 'em', girls. Set our equipment. We have turf to protect.”
“Senpai, I don’t know-”
“K-kita-san. W-we need to do this. You w-wanted kessoku band to rise, right?” Hitori butted in.
Kita turned to her counterpart, surprise still apparent in her expression. “Hitori-chan…. of course! B-but what’s gotten into you, Hitori-chan? This isn’t like you.”
“I-i’m- I’m making amends.” Hitori turned her head down, gazing at both Azusa and Kita. “I-i’ll show them.. Kessoku band can do this..”
Azusa nodded determinedly. Kita, however, seemed to still have reservations, though ultimately didn't say anything, recognizing she was outnumbered. The two bands separately made their own preparations as more and more passersby stopped to watch the commotion.
“More people are showing up!” Jun remarked.
“We should be all set.” Nijika said, clashing her cymbals lightly one last time for good measure.
“Nijika-chan.” Nijika looked up, followed by the rest of her band. Ayame cautiously approached them with a reprehensive smile.
“Akira said that you guys can go first. I’m sorry this reunion is not under better circumstances.” Ayame paused briefly, exhaling in resignation. “I was actually looking forward to seeing you all again! Whatever the result of this duel is, I just hope it won’t put further strains on our relations.”
“You worry too much, Ayame-san! Of course it won’t.” Kita laughed nervously, hoping the rest of the band backed up her sentiment.
“If you really want to maintain a cordial relationship, couldn’t you just let us have this spot? You’re already ensured for live judging.” Ryo said immediately, causing Ayame to wince uncomfortably.
“We… still needed this. Our band is clinging by a hair to that ranking. Just because we’re safe now doesn’t mean someone couldn’t swoop in and take that from us.”
“I’m taking it that you guys won’t let us have it easy, then?” Nijika attempted to joke, clearing off the tension.
A ghost of a smile appeared on Ayame’s face. “I’m afraid not, Nijika-chan. Expect us to give you everything we got. It’s only fair if you do the same, right?”
“D-don’t worry about that.” Hitori spoke, garnering both drummer’s attention. “We’ll show Akira-s-san that we really mean business with kessoku band.”
“I see. Admirable answer, Hitori-san.”
Befuddlement washed over the group, even Ayame looked awed as she realized who had said that.
“Sachi..!?”
Sachi turned to face Hitori, matching her determined gaze with her own, Hitori suddenly felt nervousness easing in, she didn’t even think she’d heard Sachi speak a single word before this. “Girls like us, we let our instruments do the talking.”
Rare exchange between two of their most reserved seemed successful in stunning everyone silent, the quiet persisting until Akira loudly cleared her throat, beckoning Ayame and Sachi back. “Break a leg, kessoku band.”
“Alright.” Nijika sighed tensely, “It seems we’re in for a rough one. What song should we play?”
“Something that’d be able to rile up and move crowds.” Ryo replied. “How about “That band”?”
“I agree, let’s go with that.”
“You guys are all set?” Jun grinned, “If so, I’ll rally the audience!”
“Go ahead, Jun-chan.” Nijika nodded.
“Everyone! May I have your attention?” Jun exclaimed, causing heads to turn. “Today… two bands are going to fight off and see which of them is worthy to perform on this spot! Kessoku band, vs Onna Gumi! After these two are done performing, cheer the loudest for the band you thought won that duel! Can you all help me with that?”
The nearby crowd murmured in interest, some nodding their heads.
“Without further ado, give a warm welcome to our first band, kessoku band!”
Some audiences evidently recognized them, politely clapping as Jun gave them the floor.
“Good luck, Hitori-chan.” Azusa whispered, “I know you can do it.”
Well, that settles it. She must win this duel. Letting everyone down again is not an option.
After a few measured breaths, Hitori stomped down on the pavement, immediately devolving into a powerful intro, taking even her band by surprise. They were quick on the uptake however, readying themselves into position. Hitori can feel each individual stare at her, but this was no time for her usual crashout.
With such a boisterous start, Hitori attempted her damndest to maintain that energy, backed by Nijika, who amplified her rambunctious playing with a vigorous one of her own. Ryo tethered this chaotic energy with her firm bassline, all the while Kita strummed away and serenaded the crowd, her rigorous vocal training providing her singing with a burst of newfound confidence.
Hitori can feel how coordinated they’ve become in this performance. She felt their sheer, unanimous will to prove themselves. Kessoku band was hungry. Hitori especially, was playing to her maximum capacity. Cheers and whooping were audible from the crowd, some of their regulars already voicing their support.
As the song ended in a controlled cacophony- the audience applauded, enthusiastically cheering their names.
She did it. They did it. Hitori steadied her breath, turning to the rest of her band with a shaky smile. Her friend in return, mirrored her relief.
“And that’s kessoku band! Now, onto the next act- a newcomer to Shimo-Kita, total unknowns-”
“Could you at least try to hide the bias?” Akira spat.
“Hey, isn’t that Onna Gumi?”
At this, the crowd began whispering with newfound excitement.
“Oh, I heard they were performing here today!”
“Oh my god, it really is them?”
“Haven’t you heard? they’re entering Mikakunin riot!”
“Just like kessoku band!”
Hitori felt her smile falter momentarily. She nervously casted her gaze to the other band, but they didn’t seem bothered with this reaction, Busying themselves as they prepared their song.
“One, two- THREE-”
“Right off the bat, Akira drew eyes with her theatrical show of strumming a power chord, opening with an explosion. This was nothing like Hitori had remembered their performance was at Ikebukuro. Evidently, in the span of their two meetings, Onna Gumi had gone through massive progress to be able to perform like today.
Their song was fast-paced and frantic, yet still refined and controlled. Ayame’s hands seem to move in a blur, a feat that causes Nijika’s jaw to fall to the ground. Sachi, meanwhile, stood to the side, graciously moving her body, flipping her long locks of brown hair that further drew in the audience’s attention. When Akira began to sing, her voice was loud and boisterous, further supplementing the song’s provocative and rebellious lyrics.
The audience was in utter frenzy, cheering for the band in a way Hitori had never seen for a street performance. It was made clear there and then, how Onna Gumi managed to secure the 30th ranking. Their skill speaks for themselves.
But if a band like this is only 30th, what would that mean for kessoku band?
Akira finishes off the song as strong as it started, and the cheers only get louder. To Hitori, however, it was all mere static, white noise. The sounds of cheering finally confirmed what she had realized from the start.
Her best wasn’t good enough.
“Ah, well- I suppose we… have a winner.” Jun said in befuddlement.
Akira grinned victoriously, returning the audience’s revel with a reverberating strum from her guitar, “Thank you, Shimo-Kita! We’ll be here all day! Now, if certain people would just get out of the way, we could continue our performance-”
The indirect jab would likely ensure an escalation, judging by Ryo’s aggravated reaction- Fortunately, or rather, unfortunately, all the commotion they’ve been making with their spontaneous performances had attracted the attention of unwanted guests.
“You girls got a permit? You know you can’t hold a public performance without one.”
At this, Akira winced. The policeman only stared impassively, taking her silence as an answer.
“If you don’t- then you best be clearing out. Don’t disturb the peace.”
“But we’re-”
“Save it, Akira. Besides, everyone’s leaving.” Ayame harshly whispered with a rough elbow, gesturing at the quickly dispersing crowd. The appearance of the police had practically killed all hype both bands brought just seconds ago. Accepting her fate, Akira merely nodded as she and the others packed their equipment.
“That goes for you girls too.” The officer turned to kessoku band, Kita eliciting a small squeal at his stern gaze.
“We’re on it, officer!” Nijika smiled tersely, making a show of packing up her drum to get the cop to leave.
“You should’ve let me at her, Nijika.” Ryo muttered.
“There were policemen, Ryo! Are you asking for a night down in the hoosegow? Besides, your diet consists of lawn clippings. You’ll only hurt yourself if you do get in a fight.”
Nijika and Ryo began arguing, prompting Hitori to turn to the rest of her entourage- Jun was helping out in packing their equipment with Ui, while Azusa seemed to be comforting a stricken-looking Kita. The redhead was as pale as a ghost, Hitori would guess that that was her first ever encounter with the police. Gulping slightly, she finally noticed Hitori staring at her. Before she could inquire this however, an interruption arrived in the form of a profusely bowing Ayame.
“Everyone! I’m very sorry for the trouble!”
Kita sputtered, caught off-guard by the sudden apology. “It's fine.. Ayame-san. We were probably careless too, the police just came out of nowhere!”
“The added noise of your combined playing must’ve alerted them here.” Ui suggested.
“That wouldn’t have happened if only one band was playing, just saying.” Ryo butted in. “We’ve performed here plenty of times. We know the cops would turn a blind eye if you just kept your noise level down.”
“Ryo.” Nijika grimaced. “Don’t start again.”
Akira frowned, seemingly preparing a retort, but another violent elbow from Ayame successfully silenced her. “Don’t you think you’ve caused enough with that unfiltered mouth of yours?” Ayame said viciously, her gaze softening as she returned to kessoku band. “We really are sorry! All we wanted out of that duel was a friendly competition! We hope you guys didn't take any of it to heart.”
“Again, you worry too much, Ayame-san!” Kita said hastily. It was obvious that the redhead was attempting peace between the two bands, but tension couldn’t have been higher. Nijika only mustered out a hesitant, weak smile while Ryo kept her somber frown.
“Let’s just split.” Akira eventually said, rubbing the back of her neck. “The crowd’s gone anyway. We’ll try our luck elsewhere.”
“O-oh, alright!” Ayame said, “Well, I suppose this is goodbye… again.. See you, kessoku band!”
Ayame smiled tensely as she followed after Akira. Sachi gave kessoku band one last glance, a wordless nod, before dispersing as well.
“I shouldn’t have suggested that duel.” Azusa immediately said as Onna Gumi was out of sight.
Nijika quickly shook her head, “You couldn’t have possibly known it would’ve ended like that. Ultimately, we decided to do that on our own.”
“But still..”
“That only speaks to your faith in us, Azusa-chan! If anything I’ll say we should feel honored.” Kita jumped in.
“Yeah, we couldn’t have made it this far without support from fans like you guys.” Nijika regarded her with a warm smile. “Isn’t that right, Bocchi-chan?”
“I’m sorry.”
“You hear that, Azusa-chan? We- wait, what-?”
Nijika turned quickly at Hitori, who could only keep her head low.
“I-i’m sorry- in the end, I was r-right. I c-can’t ever repay you through this band, Kita-san, a-and I’m not worthy of all your p-praises, Azusa-san..”
Kita and Azusa shared a brief, befuddled glance. “Hitori-chan, what are you-?”
“It’s my fault! I suggested we enter this competition.. B-but I can’t even pull through with it- I-i-i-”
Hitori’s breath grew erratic, and before anyone could react to the sudden outburst, she turned on her heel, scurrying in tears.
“Hitori-chan!? Wait!”
But Hitori paid the beckon no heed. She doesn’t deserve comfort for what she’s done. Her escapade led her to the gate of the subway station, the flustered guitarist having to process just how far she had run to even get here.
“Hitori-chan!”
Hitori jolted back up, entering the station in panic as her friends came after her. In her desperation to flee, she ran all the way onto a busy platform housing a newly arrived train, passengers boarding in and out of its compartments. Hitori paused briefly to ascertain her next escape route, before another call of her name managed to break all her focus. Distressed and out of mind, Hitori made an irrational decision.
“Hitori-chan, where are you going!?” Kita desperately called as the pinkette squeezed herself inside the packed train, swallowed by the crowd.
“Kita-chan, where’s Bocchi-chan?” Nijika wheezed out as she and the others finally caught up.
“She went in!”
“To the train!?” Ryo perplexedly asked.
“What is she doing? That’s not even her route!” Nijika said.
“We need to go after her!” Jun exclaimed, looking in worry.
“The train’s fully packed. We can’t get in.” Ui shook her head.
Kita looked her most distressed as her eyes frantically moved around the compartments in search of a gap. “Oh, god, Hitori-chan. What should I do..?”
It all happened so fast, her friends were all exchanging looks of panic. So, in a split second decision, Azusa bit the bullet.
“Pardon me!”
The group collectively turned in bewilderment as Azusa jumped inside the train, squeezing her small body between the packed passengers.
“Azusa!? How-!?” Jun cried as she watched her friend disappear into the crowd.
“I guess she’s the only one small enough to still enter.” Ryo muttered.
“The train will now be leaving. Please step back from the automatic doors.”
With a mechanical hiss, the compartment doors closed as the train slowly moved down its tracks.
“Hitori-chan, what are you thinking?” Kita rambled over and over, taking out her phone and dialing Hitori’s number.
“I don’t know if she’ll answer, Kita-chan.” Nijika tried to say, but Kita wasn’t listening, pacing back and forth with her ear glued to the phone.
“Maybe we should call Azusa, Ui-” Jun suggested, turning to her friend. “Ui-?”
But Ui was nowhere amongst the panicking kessoku band. It took quite an effort before Jun finally located the brunette at the back of the platform, facing away from all of them at a random pillar.
Jun glanced briefly at kessoku band before pursuing her friend, “Ui! What are you-?”
“Goddammit, now toothbrush hair noticed I’m here too.”
Jun halted, finally realizing that Ui wasn’t just facing some random pillar, rather- a shorter girl whose figure was formerly obscured from Jun’s vision, her black twintails drooping slightly as irritation graced her childish vizard.
“You again! What’re you doing here?” Jun exclaimed at Poison Yami.
“Just what I was about to ask, Jun-chan.” Ui nods. “I had a creeping sensation that someone were following us to the station..”
“Damn clairvoyants…” Poison Yami muttered.
“Well?”
“That was quite a commotion back there. You can’t expect me to not go in for a hot scoop! I’m a journalist! If that whole showdown wasn’t enticing enough, now I have this whole chase as a cherry on top!”
“We won’t let you try and turn this into some tabloid gossip!” Jun said hotly, “Leave kessoku band alone!”
The journalist sneered. “And how’re you gonna stop me?”
“Let’s not forget that kessoku band is a peer of Kotobuki Tsumugi. I guarantee you that she will not stand idly if potential slander of her friends were to be published.”
Poison Yami started slightly. “Only if she’s aware.”
“We’ll make sure she’s aware.” Ui resolutely said, impervious to Poison Yami’s continuous excuses.
“Alright, geez! I wasn’t going to write anything about them even, as a matter of fact! They just suddenly showed up when I was staking out Onna Gumi.”
A look of understanding passed Jun’s face, “So that’s who you came to watch-”
“Yeah, I wasn't lying then, nor was I lying now.” Poison Yami raised both her hands. “But I gotta say, kessoku band’s unexpected appearance did give me a lot to work with. Might even be a push for me to continue an article I’ve been procrastinating on.”
“Is that so?” Jun raised an eyebrow.
“Yeah. You’ll soon see. Don’t worry, it wouldn’t be anything bad, per your… threats.” Poison Yami stepped aside, moving away from the two.
“How can we trust you?”
“You have my word as a journalist. I have an obligation to report on nothing but the truth.” Poison Yami raised one hand as her other hovered above her chest. “I only write about bands I care about, and the only reason I’m so harsh on guitarhero-san and kessoku band is because I want to see them be better.”
Ui and Jun still looked unconvinced, trading looks. Poison Yami shook her head.
“It’s fine if you two don’t believe me. I suppose my article will speak for itself when it comes out.” Poison Yami stepped away from the two and mingled her way back to the crowd, “I hope you'll manage to take care of guitarhero and Azusa-san’s unexpected departure, before it becomes even bigger news.”
-
“Dammit.”
Azusa heaved as she struggled through the herd of passengers, her eyes scanning for any pink haired guitarists. So far, no luck. She doesn’t even know how Hitori managed to weave her way between this crowd.
Azusa’s plight continued for some time, lengthy enough to reach another station. The door opened once again, and to Azusa’s relief, a lot of passengers boarded out, providing a small reprieve.
“I’m so done! How could there be a scheduling conflict?”
Azusa furrowed her brows. New passengers had started coming in, and her ears had somehow picked up a familiar voice in an endless sea of chatters. Sure enough, she immediately found a familiar beret peeking through the crowd’s head.
“I- Ohtsuki-senpai-?”
Yoyoko straddled, looking around the compartment before her eyes finally found Azusa. “Nakano Azusa!”
“Azusa-san? Didn’t expect that..” Akubi spoke up.
“Are you heading to Shibuya as well, Azusa-san?” Fuko smiled.
“W-well, no… not initially-”
“What do you mean not initially?”
“I actually only got on this train cause I was-”
“Yuyu, are you currently rubbing your hair against my knee!?” Yoyoko unexpectedly butted in, distracting Azusa. Yuyu, the accused, merely turned to face Yoyoko in confusion.
“Senpai, why on earth would I do that?”
The answer prompted Yoyoko to look down, only to find a bundle of pink restlessly ushering itself onto her legs. Stifling a shriek, Yoyoko quickly stepped back.
“What is that beast!?”
“There you are, Hitori-chan!”
Hitori was crouched down on the floor, seeming unaware of her surroundings before Azusa called her name, her eyes lighting up in recognition.
“A-azusa-san… how did you-”
“Gotoh Hitori!? What are you doing down there? Get up!” Yoyoko barked.
Hitori jerked upwards, finally recognizing her audience, “I-i’m sorry!”
“So you two are here together?” Akubi regarded the duo. “If you have some spare time, do you mind joining us? We’re on our way to rehearsal.”
“Oooh, that sounds fun!” Fuko chirped in.
“Hey, what’s the big idea?” Yoyoko blustered, “Why are you just deciding on a whim like that!? I’m not on board with this!”
“Why so tense, senpai? They’re our close friends.” Yuyu supplied.
“Well-!” Yoyoko briefly glimpsed at the pair. “F-friends or not… our preparation work for Mikakunin riot needs to remain confidential!”
Mentioning Mikakunin riot seemed to have reignited Hitori’s anxiety, much to Azusa’s chagrin.
“I asked them because we can rent a room at a bargain if we come in a party of 5 or more in this studio. That’ll make up for that scheduling conflict at FOLT's studio earlier, right?”
“Oh, if that's the case, then fine.” Yoyoko immediately flipped her stance, the prospect of a bigger room too enticing to reject. Akubi rolled her eyes at how easy her senior was sometimes.
“Well, I didn't plan on this..” Azusa began, wrapping her head at the unimaginable pace her situation was heading at.
“You got other plans?”
Azusa glimpsed at Hitori, who caught her stare and shook her head subtly. Guess she doesn't want more people knowing about her breakdown. Hitori still seemed uncomfortable, but she looked like she’d prefer this than explaining her current conundrum to SIDEROS.
And Azusa would be lying if she said she wasn’t intrigued in getting to watch SIDEROS’ inner-workings again.
“Nevermind. We both can join you guys.”
“Wicked.” Akubi smirked.
Probably should still text the others to make sure we’re safe, though, Azusa thought.
The girls eventually reached the studio. Just like Akubi said, they managed to rent a bigger room due to the bigger party.
“I always want to use this amp.” Yoyoko murmured as they entered, immediately veering towards the equipment. “FOLT never had anything this fancy.”
Akubi shook her head. “Guitar freak.”
While SIDEROS prepped their training session, Azusa pulled Hitori aside, finally confronting her, “We need to talk.”
“A-azusa-san… I’m just-”
“Why did you just ran off like that-”
“I already told you.” Hitori harshly whispered, making sure SIDEROS is not privy to any of this, “I-i’m not good enough… I-I should quit the band before anything worse happens…..”
“Hitori-chan, how can you say that? You’re guitarhero! You’re-”
“I’m no hero.” Hitori shook her head. “Y-you’re better off putting your hope on s-someone else, A-azusa-san. I’m s-sure it’d be less work, at least.. I d-doubt anyone else would have to c-chase down their idol to p-prevent them from doing anything stupid..” Hitori gave a mirthless chuckle.
“Hitori-chan, snap out of it! What would your bandmates think of this!?”
“M-my bandmates would be better off without me… N-nijika and R-ryo-san could search for a more competent guitarist… Kita-san-” Hitori paused, shutting her eyes tight as the image of Kita’s somber expression throughout the day re-entered her mind, “K-kita-san would be happier without worrying over s-someone so troublesome..”
Azusa narrowed her eyes, “Hitori-chan, Kita-chan has been-”
“Hey, you two. Something the matter?”
Both girls jumped up in surprise, finally noticing that SIDEROS had been quietly observing them.
“I was just talking to Hitori-chan.. about her band. We kinda- went on this trip spontaneously without them.” Azusa quickly baked up a half-lie.
“Ah, so you two were with kessoku band before this!” Fuko chirped, “Were you doing your own prep for Mikakunin riot?”
“S-something like that…” Hitori muttered.
Yoyoko immediately pointed at the pair, “So I was right! You two are trying to sleuth out our training regimen!”
Akubi rolled her eyes. “I doubt they’d want to employ any of your dictatorial tactics on their own rehearsals, senpai.”
“How’s your band been doing, Gotoh-san~?” Yuyu said in her singsang voice.
“A-ah-! Um…” Hitori nervously glanced at Azusa, requesting to be saved.
“We already know, of course. We just want to hear it from your own mouth!” Yoyoko bolstered.
Akubi facepalmed. “You have the subtlety of a rock, senpai.”
“H-huh? How.. do you know?”
“The Mikakunin riot site~” Yuyu supplied, “They had the rankings on their frontpage.”
“Rank 48, huh? Well, I can’t say I’m surprised,” Yoyoko began, oblivious to her bandmates’ pointed glare. “I keep telling you over and over that if you don’t take your band seriously, you won’t get anywhere!”
“You’re right, Ohtsuki-san.” Hitori looked down, “I’m a failure…”
“Of course I’m right! I- wh- what did you say..?”
“Y-you’re right-” Hitori’s voice trembled as she choked down a sob. “I-i’m not good enough, I-i-”
Yoyoko sputtered, now finally aware of the pointed glares directed at her. “Way the go, senpai.”
“I- I don’t- w-where I was getting at with that is that-! While you’re probably not good enough right now, that’s nothing-”
But Yoyoko’s bumbling assurance was interrupted by a loud, resonating clap. Everyone’s eyes opened wide as Hitori reeled in shock, her hand nursing her reddening cheek.
“I-i had enough of this crap.” Azusa said, her own voice trembling, her hand frozen at the end of a slapping motion. “Do you even hear yourself? How will your band be better off without you? Hitori-chan, you're so skilled with the guitar, but god- sometimes you’re just, so.. dense!”
“A-azusa-san…?”
“You are a part of an amazing band… and you have the opportunity to skyrocket into new fame if you manage this. Some of us would like- would KILL- to still have an opportunity, to still have a band like...”
Azusa stopped herself, her voice growing raspy. Shaking her head and coughing, it seemingly finally reached her what she’d just done. She looked down in terror at the hand that had slapped her own friend.
“I- I… What did- I-?”
Azusa collapsed onto a nearby seat, avoiding everyone’s gaze. Fuko quickly approached the smaller girl, comforting her.
“We have a lot to unpack here.” Akubi exhaled, rubbing the back of her neck.
“I-i’m s-sorry…” was the only thing Hitori could muster.
“Did you get in a fight with your band?”
“N-no.. I was-” Hitori exhaled, it seems there were no other ways to get around actually explaining her current plight.
“Battle of the bands? Onna Gumi?” Akubi echoed after Hitori’s elaboration.
“Hold on, I think I remember them.” Yuyu held up her hand, “Fuu-chan said that they’re the band currently holding onto the 30th rank.”
Akubi hummed, “I see, no wonder they’re so aggressive. They’re desperately clinging onto their position.”
“From what Gotoh-san had told us, it sounded more like their leader is the one who was instigating.” Yuyu supplied.
“Sound familiar?”
Both Akubi and Yuyu turned to their own leader, who had seldom spoken since Azusa's outburst.
“W-what-?”
It finally occurred to Hitori why she found Akira’s mannerisms so weirdly familiar now, as she watched Yoyoko cross her arms defensively.
“Bocchi-san, you don’t need to take any of this to heart. You know- sometimes you’ll just go through slumps- it’s nothing unordinary..” Akubi began, but Hitori kept her head down. The masked girl turned to Yuyu, shaking her head. This was gonna be tricky.
“I don’t think platitudes are what she wants to hear right now.”
Akubi, Yuyu, even Hitori- turned to Yoyoko, who had an unreadable expression on her visage.
“What are you talking about, senp-”
“If words aren’t getting through, then we have to try another approach. Gotoh Hitori, pick up your guitar.”
“H-huh..?”
“You heard me. You feel a lack of confidence in your playing to the point you consider quitting, so it's time to remind you why you play. Girls like us… we let our instruments do the talking.”
Hitori’s eyes opened wide.
Akubi furrowed her brows, “Senpai, this is a bit-”
“O-okay..”
Hitori surprised even herself with her answer, but she got up and unpacked her guitar.
“Gotoh-san, is this fine? You don’t have to-” Yuyu started, but Hitori shook her head.
“I-if nothing else- this would serve as a d-distraction. I used to play guitar whenever I feel s-sad too..”
“Alright, you three. Prep your instruments.”
“Huh-!?” her bandmates echoed. Hitori herself was taken aback, she’s gonna be playing with SIDEROS?
“Yes. We’re gonna help Gotoh Hitori find her groove back. Is there a problem with that?”
“Uhmm.. I suppose not-” Fuko muttered.
“Then isn’t it about time for the usual? Chop-chop.”
Yoyoko had already returned to practice mode, and her band knows that arguing against her at this point is moot. Fuko gave Azusa’s shoulder a reassuring squeeze and a sympathetic smile, before leaving her side. As she stepped away, Hitori glanced awkwardly at Azusa, who was avoiding her gaze like the plague.
“Um, Azusa-san..”
“I’m sorry, Hitori-chan. That was uncouth of me.. I- I don’t know what got over me today, I’ve just been so.. susceptible to outbursts..”
Azusa looked down on her feet, still avoiding Hitori’s gaze. Hitori wanted to relay some words of comfort, but found herself severely lacking.
“Gotoh Hitori, come! We’re about to start!”
Giving Azusa one last glance, Hitori approached SIDEROS, who was already prepped at the other end of the room. Hitori took her time prepping her own instrument as well, not at all unaware of the stares she was getting as she did.
“I-i’m all set..” Hitori eventually said.
Akubi nods, turning to her band. “Time signature’s 6/8. On the count of 6!”
If Onna Gumi’s playing was controlled chaos, then SIDEROS was on a whole other level.
Hitori was already aware of how they played, given she already performed alongside them once- but actually playing with them was a different story. Akubi’s powerful drumming, Yuyu’s immersive and Fuko’s energetic playing already made it hard to keep up, but Yoyoko’s grandiose, larger than life playing and powerful vocals was the dealbreaker. SIDEROS is in a league of their own. She can’t keep up with this.
Hitori was out of breath when they finished their song, as if she had just finished running a marathon. She looked up meekly from her guitar, finding the SIDEROS members hardly breaking a sweat, Yoyoko smoothly gulping down a bottle of water to rejuvenate herself.
“Well, I think that’s good for now. Let’s take five.”
Yoyoko’s bandmate nodded, wiping sweat off their brow and massaging their body.
“Well Gotoh Hitori, how do you feel?”
Hitori didn’t have enough energy to respond, prompting Yoyoko to throw her a bottle of water in response. “Drink up. You look exhausted.”
Hitori did as prompted, gulping down the refreshment desperately, paying for it by choking and coughing out the water she downed so carelessly.
“Perhaps that was too much, senpai.” Fuko suggested. “She clearly wasn’t used to this pace.”
“Of course she’s not.” Yoyoko said firmly.
“Then why did you make her do it?”
“To show her that she can. Look at me, Gotoh Hitori. You said that after having your rear handed to you by that “Onna Gumi”- you felt discouraged, like you weren’t strong enough.”
“I-i’m not-”
“Onna Gumi is number 30. SIDEROS is number 3- soon to be number 1.” Yoyoko said haughtily. “Now, if you think you’re not good enough for 30th, then how did you just endure and match the performance of the band 27 ranks above them?”
Hitori kept coughing, still processing everything. “M-match-?”
“You kept up pretty well, considering that was basically improv for you. Of course, it’s not without blemish-” Yoyoko seemed unable to hold off some light criticism, “But it’s apparent to me that your problem is not a lack of skill. Your playing speaks for itself.”
“Umm.. Ohtsuki-san, what’re you..”
“Gaaah! Don’t you get it? I’m trying to cheer you up! I’m telling you that you’re talented!” Yoyoko exclaimed.
Akubi shook her head, “Subtlety of a rock.”
“You’ve seen yourself the gap in your current performance with Onna Gumi’s. Yet you also possess the skill to play along us, the greatest of the greats! It’s not that you’re not good enough, you simply lack fighting spirit- you’re yet to understand what it means to compete! SIDEROS is gunning to be number 1 because we know what awaits us when we succeed, we’re fully aware of what we’re in for.”
Hitori merely gawked at Yoyoko’s passionate, fiery speech. “I-i-”
“Now my question for you, Gotoh Hitori- is kessoku band up to the challenge? Are you serious about your band?”
There it is again, “Are you serious about your band?”, “Let actual serious bands take it from here.” Yoyoko and Akira’s sentiment echoed repeatedly in her head.
Kessoku band was nowhere near Onna Gumis’ level, much less SIDEROS.
Yet.
“I am.”
“Then lift your chin up, cause your journey is just beginning.”
Hitori was serious about her band, she’s serious about proving herself, she’s serious about repaying back everyone for all their support.
But-
“Ohtsuki-san… you said that y-you knew what you’re in for if you win.. B-but what if…. y-you don’t?”
“Not even a possibility.” Yoyoko immediately refuted.
“W-well, suppose it was a… hypothetical.”
Yoyoko exhaled, “Well, in a one in a million chance where we don’t win- I suppose that I’ll be so frustrated that I’d die. But I wouldn’t just swing between happiness and sadness with one setback. Our current state is naught but one measly step in our journey to become a successful band. No matter what happens, we’ll never yield! We are the greatest!”
Yoyoko’s eyes was brimming with fiery determination, the same kind of glint Hitori noticed on Azusa back in STARRY-
Azusa..
The other twin-tailed girl was still seated distantly away, observing them keenly.
“You say all of this, but we know you cry off-stage when people clap louder for other bands in our battle of the bands, senpai.” Akubi interrupted.
“I do not-!”
With Yoyoko now in verbal combat with her own bandmates, Hitori rejoined Azusa at the back of the studio, approaching her cautiously.
“Azusa-”
“Hitori-”
The two blinked stupidly.
“I’m sorr-”
“I apologi-”
Two times in a row proved too much for Azusa, prompting an unexpected laughter, Hitori finding herself laughing along.
“I’m sorry for slapping you, Hitori-chan-” Azusa began after the laughter receded, but Hitori shook her head.
“I-I needed to hear it, Azusa-san. I was being stupid.”
“I could’ve handled it with more tact.”
“R-regardless.. You’re right. O-ohtsuki-san is right. I won’t get anywhere just moping about. I-i’ll put my all into doing whatever I can do right n-now-!”
Azusa smiled meekly. “That’s the spirit, Hitori-chan.”
“I- I just felt so pressured, I’m so used to playing alone that I- I didn’t really want to disappoint anyone.” Hitori confessed.
“Hitori-chan.. You really don’t realize how lucky you are. Here, take a look.”
Azusa showed Hitori her phone, displaying an influx of messages and missed calls.
“All from your bandmates. Some from Ui and Jun-chan too, of course- but mostly your band, especially Kita-chan, all asking me about you. I’d reckon if you check your own phone, you’ll find the same influx of questions as well. Please don’t talk down your worth to them, Hitori-chan, you still have such caring and loving bandmates. Never take them for granted.”
“I-i won’t. I-i need to apologize to them as well.”
“Have you two made up?”
Fuko piped up, as SIDEROS approached them. Hitori gave Azusa a nervous glance, the latter smiling reassuringly. “We have.”
“I wasn’t expecting you to be so violent, Azusa-chan~!” Yuyu remarked, “I almost thought you were possessed!”
“Of course not-” Azusa murmured, blushing furiously, reminded of her brash action.
“Honestly, if there’s anything I find more surprising, it’s senpai.”
“Me again!? What did I even do?” Yoyoko said defensively.
“You're the one most proclaimed about us being “rivals”. It’s surprising to see you go out of your way to cheer Bocchi-san up.”
“So now that’s a bad thing?”
“She didn’t say that, senpai. It’s surprising, that’s all.” Fuko supplied, “Is there a reason for this sudden change?”
At this, Yoyoko looked extremely awkward, rubbing the back of her neck sheepishly, “I don’t know… I guess seeing us all gathered like this again, just kind of reminded me of when HTT was still around.” Yoyoko muttered quietly.
“Ah.” Azusa started slightly.
“It doesn’t really make sense- but seeing you so despondent.. she wouldn’t have any of that. Her friends meant so much to her.”
Akubi shook her head, though her smile was apparent from how her eyes twitched, “Projecting again, senpai? Just tell them you wanted to cheer them up.”
“I am NOT!” Yoyoko tersely refuted, “And even if you think I was before, I am definitely not now! You guys needed motivation-” Yoyoko turned to face Azusa fully,
“I know that’s what Hirasawa Yui would’ve done.”
-
“Kita-chan, perhaps you should sit down.”
“Yeah, you’ve been pacing around the past hour- aren’t you tired?”
Kita paid her friends no mind, continuing her restless pacing. Said friends exchanged worried glances.
“Jun-chan, when did you say Bocchi-chan will be here?” Nijika queried.
“Should be here shortly.” Jun said, re-reading the message Azusa sent her, “They did say they were close-”
Right that second, the door to STARRY opened, causing Kita to halt. “Hitori-chan!”
The redhead quickly made her way to the two girls climbing down the steps, immediately latching onto the pink haired. “Where have you been? I was so worried-!”
“K-kita-san..”
“There you are, Bocchi-chan. You gave us quite the fright, y’know?” Nijika said exhaustedly.
“I-i’m sorry…” Hitori winced, patting Kita on her back. “I really am.. I wasn’t in my right mind.”
“You’re here now, that’s what matters.” Kita said.
“Why did you run off, Bocchi?” Ryo inquired.
Hitori flinched again, turning to Azusa. The latter gave an encouraging nod. “ I ran because I couldn’t handle the thought of us f-failing.. I mean… I banked on us winning Mikakunin riot… so I can prove to you all that I-i’m not just taking space in this band..”
“Oh, Hitori-chan. You’re just, you’re really dense sometimes..” Kita said, finally pulling back from her hug to face her with an attempted serious expression- though it only amounted to an adorable pout.
“Azusa-san told me as much..” Hitori averted her eyes, feeling her cheek sting again, just slightly.
“How many times do we have to drill this to you, Hitori-chan? You’ve done plenty for us already!”
“I-i have..?”
“Duh.” Ryo said, like it was a no-brainer, “You write most of our lyrics, Bocchi.”
“You’re our wonderful guitarist. You’re my hero, remember?” Nijika smiled.
“And you brought me back to this band, you showed me how fun playing the guitar is!” Kita beamed.
“B-but, even then… You guys have done so much more for me.. Y-you guys let me stay with you.. befriended me out of pity.. I have to repay all that kindness.”
Nijika shook her head. “Bocchi-chan, we already told you. We didn’t do those things because we wanted to be repaid. We did it because you’re our friend.”
Hitori gulped, her senses picking up something soft gracing her cheeks. Kita was cupping her face with both her hands, her gaze boring deeply into hers, “B-but I also promised to win Mikakunin r-riot for you, K-kita-san. S-someone like you deserves someone cool.. the winner of Mikakunin riot, maybe- a realized version of guitarhero, or- or-”
At this Kita merely giggled, “I didn’t fall for a Mikakunin riot winner or a guitarhero. I fell for you, Gotoh Hitori. I don’t care if we never win any competition. That won’t ever stop us from being your friends, and that won’t ever stop me from loving you.”
Kita finished off her heartfelt speech with a kiss on Hitori’s forehead. The pinkette’s turned even pinker in response, on the edge of another “Bocchi time”.
K-ki-kita-san..!?"
“Please don’t feel pressured by my confession, Hitori-chan. I don’t need you to be anyone other than yourself.” Kita said, returning to hug the pink girl.
“Y-you deserve the world for putting up w-with me, K-kita-san..”
“I’m already holding the world in my grasp.”
“Alright. Let’s back up a bit.” Ryo interrupted, “You realize there’s other people here, right?”
This managed to sober the two lovestricken girls, as they quietly separated themselves, pink and red all over.
“I think I made up my mind too. Jun, Ui- what do you think of forming a band?”
At this, both Ui and Jun turned to Azusa in surprise. “Band..?”
“Yes, band. Watching everyone today made me realize how I missed being a part of one. Ohtsuki-senpai and Hitori-chan was right. I won’t get anywhere just sulking around. Let’s start a band, the three of us, with Sumire-chan and Okuda-san too.”
“So, is this the end of “sulky” Azusa?” Jun grinned.
“Let’s hope so.” Azusa smiled weakly.
“But what about HTT?” Ui asked cautiously. Azusa shook her head.
“What we had will always be special, but that shouldn’t bar me from trying out new things.” Azusa said solemnly. “I’m sure they’ll understand. What do you say?”
“Hell yeah, I’m in!” Jun exclaimed.
“If you’re dead set on this, then I would love to, Azusa-chan!” Ui smiled widely. Hitori can’t help but smile as well, their energy was just infectious. "I guess this means we can finally make good on our promise, Hitori-chan."
"Hai... I look forward to playing with your new band, Ui-san, Jun-san, A-azusa-san."
Azusa beamed, “If you make it- no- WHEN you make it into the live judging, all of us will be there to watch you. I’ll introduce you to my kouhais as well. They need to watch one of your performances to understand what a great band’s like. So don’t let us down, okay?”
“We won’t, Azusa-chan!” Kita piped up.
“L-let’s practice immediately!” Hitori exclaimed.
“Eh.. right now? it’s already late, isn’t it?” Ryo protested.
“Ah, who cares? The night’s still young! Let's go!“ Nijika beamed. “We’ve a lot of work to do to finally secure our spot for live judging.”
“You think we’ll actually manage? Jumping from 48 to 30 in a week is a big ask.”
“W-we’re gonna do it. We have to. T-this is what it means to compete.” Hitori, despite her stammerings, was resolute in her conviction.
“Alright then.” Ryo nods, “Let’s pray for some divine intervention, an external support to help us realize it.”
“You’re so unserious.” Nijika rolled her eyes, tugging onto Ryo’s sleeve. “Come on.”
The girls moved down to STARRY’s studio with newfound resolve in their hearts.
Tonight, their new journey begins.
-
“And published! 10 Young Upcoming Bands.. I gotta say, I outdone myself this time.”
Poison Yami leaned back, regarding her recently finished handiwork. That whole incident with kessoku band and Onna Gumi was just the thing to get the juice flowing. She procrastinated on this article too long, back from when it was solely about Kessoku band being “a rising star in the making”.
Okay, maybe she had lied to that Jun kid, but she really did kind of lose interest in writing specifically for kessoku band till today, when she can finally sense their drive to compete in Mikakunin riot. Already picking a fight with another band gunning for live judging? Now that’s a scoop.
Of course, Onna Gumi was nothing to scoff at either, so both these bands earned the spotlight in her new article, along the likes of SIDEROS and Kemonoria.
“Things are about to get serious.” Poison Yami smirked, “Kessoku band… Onna Gumi… SIDEROS.. Which one of you will make it, I wonder? How exciting…!”
Notes:
sorry that this chapter took VERY long. i severely underestimated the amount of things needed to be done in this one chapter.
Plunging kessoku band back into the midst of their mikakunin riot arc, reintroducing Poison Yami and Onna Gumi, as well as showing the aftermath of the seniors graduating for Azusa. I really hope i managed to balance all that well enough here. This chapter ended up being very dense, and I'm not sure if this'll suffice as a penultimate chapter, but I'll see if I can still wrap up everything with one last chapter. At the very worst, I might add an extra chapter- but I hope it doesnt get too that point. I want this story at least finished by this year.
On top of having to do all that, life had just gotten busier for me, leaving very little time to write. Also also, I just gotten Persona 5 for a pretty hefty discount (which i guess thats the main culprit more than anything, all my free time had been spent there, lol)
With this chapter published, this makes Azusa the only character to have appeared in every chapter. She really is the main character, huh?
Chapter 28: SUPERSTAR☆☆☆ Planet
Summary:
With the Mikakunin riot voting results revealed, kessoku band ponder their collective futures.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Before Hitori could even process it, half of April had gone by, as if swept away by the spring breeze. But arriving at the midpoint meant more than a simple passage of time this month. No- today marks a significant event, something with the potential to completely change Hitori’s world forever.
Today is the day they’re announcing the results for the Mikakunin riot voting.
A day that’s been long anticipated by kessoku band ever since they entered the competition in January. Hitori recalled the day Nijika received their email of acceptance, how the drummer burst into tears of joy as she took everything in. This, coupled with basking in the aftermath of a successful live, Hitori felt a sense of pride swelling within her. She felt unstoppable, their goal was finally within reach.
But unfortunately, Hitori soon came to realize that that was merely the first step in their journey.
“Nijika, you’re not gonna make the announcement come sooner by doing that.” Ryo said dryly as she watched Nijika restlessly pacing around the livehouse, her eyes glued to her phone as she repeatedly refreshed the frontpage of Mikakunin riot’s site.
“I know-!” Nijika moaned, yet she kept at it. “Oh but it can’t be long now, right? We’ve waited all morning. Oh, what could this mean..”
“Senpai tends to get like this whenever she’s waiting, huh?” Kita nervously laughed.
Ryo nods, “She was exactly like this while waiting for that email too.”
“Well, can you blame me? This is nerve wracking!” Nijika said, turning to Bocchi, “Bocchi-chan, you’re feeling me here, right? Aren’t you nervous!?”
Hitori, not expecting to be addressed suddenly, merely sputtered, “O-of course! We’ve worked so hard this past week and, um-”
Before she could devolve into one of her usual rambles, she suddenly felt something warm atop her palm. Looking up, she was met with a beaming Kita.
“It’s alright, Hitori-chan, Ijichi-senpai.” Kita said, addressing the two panicking girls, her calming tone, combined with the way her smooth hand softly caressed Hitori’s- soothed her troubled mind with ease. Hitori gulps, while this wasn’t exactly a new development- recent events had made her hyper aware of how Kita had this effect on her. “I have full confidence in us!”
Hitori attempted to reply, but Nijika beat her to it, exhaling as she plopped down to a seat next to Ryo. “I’m glad that’s the case, Kita-chan. Still-”
“She’s right, Nijika. Whatever happens, happens.” Ryo shrugged.
“Mou, senpai. I know you care more about that than you let on. It’s fine to confide your actual feelings with us, you know?” Kita pouts.
Ryo only pursed her lips in response.
“AAAHHH! IT FINALLY REFRESHED!” Nijika suddenly exclaimed, clutching to her phone for dear life.
Time seemed to have frozen. Everyone sat rigidly still as tension started filling the venue like toxic gas, suffocating the band. All of them had their eyes locked onto Nijika as the drummer scrolled through her phone, searching for their name. After a couple seconds- Hitori was ready to throw in the towel. If they’re band is that low to warrant an extensive amount of scrolling time, then there was no way-
“W-we- we placed 28th on the final results!”
Hitori watched in real time as the tense, suffocating atmosphere vanished immediately. Kita was staring with her mouth hanging open. Ryo, dumbfounded, gazed at an equally dumbstruck Nijika, who was staring at her phone in a mix of relief and disbelief.
“S-senpai!” Kita jumped back to life, “W-we did it!”
“We did, Kita-chan!” Nijika exclaimed, happy tears spilling out of her eyes. “We’re going to live judging!”
Kita and Nijika interlinked their hands and started hopping up and down, a display that mustered a weak smile out of Hitori.
They did it…
“Hitori-chan!” Hitori was broken out of her musings as Kita crouched down next to her. “We did it, Hitori-chan! I told you we could do it!”
The smile Kita had on her face felt like it could brighten up the darkest of nights, yet for once- Hitori doesn’t particularly mind it, even attempting to match it as she sounded meekly in response, “W-we did, K-kita-san..”
Kita proceeded to glom onto Hitori, squeezing her in an affectionate embrace. Hitori giggled feverishly, happily indulging in the gesture.
“What a relief…” Nijika exhaled, winding down. “But why did our ranks go up all of a sudden? The view count on our MV shot up outta nowhere the other day too.”
Come to think of it, Hitori did notice that too when she checked on the MV out of curiosity after a recent guitarhero upload.
“It’s because everyone held on until the end!” Kita simply said, the surrounding livehouse turned even brighter from the ensuing Kit-aura.
“Yeah… we had everyone voting for us… Hiroi nee-san, Maki-san and Love Crysis…”
“And everyone at the fanclub! Jun told me that everyone in the Hitori-chan fan club voted for us everyday!” Kita supplied.
At that exact moment, Hitori felt her phone buzz. Not wanting to dampen the celebratory mood, she had half a mind to step aside as she took the call, before she read the caller ID.
“M-moshi- moshi, Azusa-san?”
Hearing this, both Nijika and Kita turned to face her.
“Hitori-chan!” Azusa’s voice rang excitedly over the receiver, “Congratulations, Hitori-chan! Oh my god- you did it! I was waiting for the announcement live with my band- I can’t believe…”
Azusa sounded so genuinely happy for them that it drew another smile out of Hitori. “Arigatou, Azusa-san..”
“Me and everyone else voted for you everyday! Yui-senpai told me they had been supporting you everyday too, spreading word about kessoku band on their college campus.”
“A-ah… they didn’t have to…” Hitori beamed. Her friends had gone out the extra length to do that..?
Nijika, who had been eavesdropping on the conversation, shook her head fondly. “Oh, Ritsu-chan..”
“They wanted to do it, Hitori-chan! So don’t overthink it.” Azusa chuckled, “..although, apparently it did get them into trouble with their dormmates, who were also entering Mikakunin riot.”
“T-that must’ve been awkward.” Hitori said.
“Well, you can say that again. Akira-san seemed really upset that her neighbors are openly promoting their competitors.”
At the mention of that name, Hitori felt her stomach drop. The rest of her bandmates also fell silent, all the previous celebratory air instantly evaporating. Azusa, oblivious to all of this, continued,
“Yeah… Yui-senpai said that Mugi-senpai told them to change their approach to be “sneakier” so Akira-san doesn't find out, but I say let them see it! I know kessoku band beat those Onna Gumi by a mile. If only my senpais knew what Akira-san said about Ho-kago Tea Time…”
Hitori could picture Azusa shaking her head on the other end. “.. well, nevermind that. Congrats, Hitori-chan! I’ll definitely be there to watch your live judging! I’ll introduce you to my Wakaba Girls!”
“A-ah, yes..” Hitori sputtered. “Thank you again, Azusa-san.”
An awkward silence blanketed the room as Hitori pocketed her phone, everyone processing that call.
“Right, I forgot for a second that Onna Gumi was HTT’s dormmates.” Nijika cleared her throat, attempting to laugh it off. “What was that about Wakaba Girls, though?”
At this, Kita piped up, “Oh, it’s Azusa-chan’s new band she created with Jun, Ui and their new kouhais! They seemed to genuinely be having fun with it.”
“Ah, that’s nice to hear.” Nijika smiled.
Hitori fidgeted, “A-about Onna Gumi though, what happened to them? Did they also-”
“They made it as well.” Ryo, who so far had been silent- spoke. The bassist held out her phone, scrolling slightly up to show Onna Gumi’s final placement, comfortably sitting at 20.
“Ah… guess we’ll be seeing more of them in the future.” Nijika trailed off.
“As well as SIDEROS.” Ryo said, scrolling to the very top of the list, where SIDEROS had marked their territory, proudly sitting at number 1.
Ohtsuki-san really meant what she said…
“Ah, we’ve got quite the competition ahead of us, huh…” Nijika said, the smile on her face trembling slightly.
“D-d-don’t fret, Nijika-san! We’ll be sure to show them at live j-judging, all of the growth we have experienced as a band!” Hitori refuses to let any band put further strains on hers, exclaiming determinedly.
“Bocchi-chan…”
“We sure will, Hitori-chan!” Hitori felt a sudden pressure on her right side, Kita had interlinked her arms with Hitori, prompting a small blush from the latter. “The result speaks for itself- we shot 20 numbers up, while they only managed 10!”
Hitori knew there was more nuance that would’ve caused Onna Gumi’s rise to not be as drastic, like how the top 20 is probably more competitive in votecount, but decided to humor Kita to not ruin the mood. “Y-yeah, that’s right.”
“I am curious though.” Ryo sounded again, swiping through her phone, “Kessoku band, Onna Gumi, and to an extent, SIDEROS- seemingly had a massive influx of votes over the past week. It almost seemed a bit… artificial.”
“What do you mean, Ryo?” Nijika’s tone turned grave.
“I suspect that an external force is at play.” Ryo straightened her posture, holding out her phone towards her bandmates. “And I was right. Look at this, an article about us was posted at some site called Band Lab.”
“10 Young Upcoming Bands, A Summary. Who wrote this?” Nijika asked as she read the article aloud.
“Scroll up, it says whose subsection of the site this belongs to.”
“Poison Yami music corner…..”
Hitori doesn’t know how many times this tense feeling of surprise can emerge in a day, but she could definitely feel Kita stiffening right beside her.
“P-poison Yami..?” the redhead chirped, “But I thought.. She didn’t like us?”
Ryo shrugged. “Maybe she had a change of heart. I’ve read the comments on that article saying that they voted for us because of the article.”
“The members carry with them a youthful vigor. Their music too, has a certain depth that doesn’t quite match their age.” Kita began reading, “But their band name isn’t ideal, and their lead guitarist can be scarily erratic sometimes.”
At this, everyone turned their eyes to Hitori.
“I-i’m sorry..! I– i shouldn’t-”
But her trademark spiraling ramble, once again, was halted as Kita clung tighter to her arm, caressing her back gently. “Hitori-chan. Don’t take it to heart. You already know this journalist’s character-”
“Kita-san…”
“Let’s just focus on the positive, okay?” Kita tilted her head slightly, employing a much more demure, gentle smile than her usual blinding ones. “If what Ryo-senpai said is to be believed, she did indirectly help us.”
“O-okay…” There it was again, Kita’s assurance just calms her with such ease….
Nijika sighed, finally finished reading the article. “Well, this half an hour has been a massive rollercoaster of emotion, hasn’t it?” she laughed sheepishly.
“It just means that we’re finally making it to the big leagues.” Ryo said, pocketing her phone, turning to address the entirety of the band. While she kept her deadpan expression, Hitori can feel the fiery determination behind her eyes as she spoke her next sentence,
“So don’t drop your guard now. From this point forth, we will be fighting tooth and nail.”
-
“Hitori-chan?”
Hitori stirred awake, finding Kita right by her side. The two were walking home together after Nijika dismissed them early. “Take the time to rest and celebrate!” the drummer had said, and it was a suggestion Hitori had no second thoughts in entertaining.
“You’re spacing out. Are you thinking about what Ryo-senpai said earlier?” Kita cuts straight to the point, a slight pout gracing her cheeks.
“Huh-? Oh..”
Looks like her expression had given her away. Hitori averted her eyes- the truth is, it wasn’t just Ryo’s sentiments that had been echoing in her head throughout the walk, her mind had been a swirling cacophony, ranging from Poison Yami’s unexplainable flip, Yoyoko’s message, alongside Akira’s taunting remarks to her from last week.
A tumultuous time awaited them, and Hitori can’t help but feel herself slightly losing her mind.
“You’re not still pressuring yourself, right?” Kita said, pulling Hitori back from another spiral, “I told you, Hitori-chan- I don’t need you to prove anything to me to impress me.”
Kita’s green eyes bored deeply into hers, laden with concern. It’s one thing to lose yourself in self-deprecating thoughts, but Hitori wishes not to spread her anxiety onto others. She supposed for once, she needed to be the one putting Kita’s mind at ease. She hates seeing that beautiful face frown.
“I’m not, Kita-san…” Hitori muttered, and to accentuate her point, she shyly slipped her hands onto Kita’s. The redhead seems surprised by the unexpected boldness, but reciprocates the gesture wholeheartedly. “B-but still, what Ryo-san said… ”
“That from now on we will constantly be fighting tooth and nail?”
“Hmm...”
Kita looked contemplative for a moment, before she turned to face Hitori fully. “Can I be honest with you, Hitori-chan?”
“H-honest..? Of course… We agreed to not keep secrets from each other..”
“Ijichi-senpai has been so restless lately, Ryo-senpai too, even if she doesn’t show it. I admit, even I sometimes feel dread walking into the studio..”
Hitori can’t help but gasp, “A-are you saying this band stresses you out, K-kita-san?”
“S-somewhat..” Kita said quietly, as if admitting some cardinal sin.
To Hitori, who’d spent three years of her life as a hermit inside her closet, it’s admittedly very easy to fall into their new routine of non-stop practices, but she never considered how straining it must’ve been to everyone else, especially Kita.
“S-sorry..”
“What are you apologizing for, Hitori-chan? It’s not your fault.”
“I should’ve noticed sooner-” Hitori tried to say, but Kita shook her head.
“No, Hitori-chan. I’m not blaming you- or anyone really. My point is, I think this looming competition has pushed us a bit too near the edge, and maybe- we need to step back a bit.”
“S-step back? What do you mean..?”
“Well, just remind ourselves that winning isn’t everything-. While I do feel some stress, I hate it more seeing you guys experience it. We shouldn’t push ourselves too hard, is what I’m saying.”
Hitori was smart enough to recognize that some of this was an indirect allusion to her last week’s crashout. She almost apologized again, only to remember Kita’s previous dismissal, so she settled for a nod.
“Still though- I want us to win…”
“And so do I! But Hitori-chan, your wellbeing is far more important to me. So please promise me, never put strenuous expectations on yourself, okay? I should be saying this to everyone, really- but since you’re the only one here right now…”
Hitori shakily nods, “A-alright, K-kita-san.”
“You promise?” Kita said, her thumb rubbing over Hitori’s hand soothingly, prompting the pinkette to blush. She truly was lucky to have such a caring angel overlooking her.
“I-i promise… and you too, K-kita-san. C-can you promise me the same?”
“Hai, I promise!” Kita beamed radiantly, collapsing her head onto Hitori’s shoulder. “Haaa- it makes me so happy to hear you care so much for me, Hitori-chan.”
“I-i should be the one saying that, Kita-san.”
Kita giggled, snuggling her head deeper onto her shoulder, the old inhibitions Hitori would’ve had for such overwhelmingly touchy gestures nowhere to be found. She felt so comfortable, so fortunate, to have Kita here with her. If only they could stay like this forever…
They could. All she needed to do was accept Kita’s confession. By all accounts, securing this was easy. Still- A girl like Kita deserves the world. And though she made her promise- part of her that she relinquished from speaking out loud to the redhead still sets an expectation for her to win this competition.
Not as a means to repay someone, but rather, a gift.
Just imagining reciprocating Kita’s confession above that big stage in Mikakunin riot’s finale…
The two walked side by side wordlessly, indulging in comfortable silence. It is not before they were merely a block away from the station that they heard the beckon of familiar voices.
“Hitori-chan! Kita-chan!”
The two girls turned, finding Hitori’s two fans running up to them with gleeful expressions. Kita squealed as she recognized the two. “You guys!”
“We saw the announcement! Congratulations!” Fan #1 exclaimed. “We knew you would make it!”
“A-ah.. thank you.” Hitori bowed, “F-for having faith in us.”
“Hey, we’re your first ever fans, of course we have faith in you!”
“That’s right, Hitori-chan. We’re your first ever fans… n-never forget us!” Fan #2 sobbed.
At this, Hitori turned to her in concern. “F-fan-san- are you okay?”
The fan continued sobbing quietly, which earned an eyeroll from her fellow fan.
“Is she alright…?” Hitori asked.
“She’s somehow gotten it into her head that now you’re famous, you’re gonna leave us behind.” Fan #1 said exasperatedly.
“Eh? We will never do that!” Kita quickly said.
“You were our underground indie band!” Fan #2 suddenly cried, “But now you guys are gonna get acknowledged more, and then you’ll have people who only listen to one popular song of yours and deemed themselves fans! Then the tickets will be harder to come by- and the distance between us will grow exponentially and, and-”
“Oi, stop that.” Fan #1 deadpanned. “You act like we’re not already part of a fanclub for Hitori-chan. She already has a substantial following and we’re still fine, aren’t we?”
Hitori could only watch in astonishment. Is this how she sounds whenever she panics over made-up scenarios inside her head?
“Calm down, Fan-san. Of course we won’t abandon you. Right, Hitori-chan?” Kita said.
“N-never..”
At this, the fan exhaled in relief, “You guys are angels…!”
Kita merely chuckled at her antics, “Are you guys here today to meet us? How lucky that we bumped into each other, we were just about to head home for the day.”
At this, Fan #1 perks up, “Ah, actually, we’re here to see another band.”
Hitori’s stomach churned. Her fans are leaving her!? She quickly knelt down in response, bowing in front of the two. “P-please don’t abandon me! I’m sorry for being arrogant!”
Fan #1 sighed. “Like idol, like fans, huh? At least fame didn’t change you, Hitori-chan.”
“That’s not our intent!” Fan #2 quickly supplied. “This band has been quite the talk, we just wanted to see what all the fuss is about.”
“Yeah, they said on their socials they’re gonna perform in Shimo-Kita, so we came to see them. Do you want to go see them with us?”
Now they want her to watch them cheat on kessoku band? Hitori sank further to the pavement.
“I deserve this..” Hitori said against the sidewalk.
“Hitori-chan, get up! That’s unsanitary!” Kita said, moving to pick the grieving guitarist up. “Why, we’d love to spend time with our fans! Don’t we, Hitori-chan? I admit you've got me curious about this band too!” Kita quickly said, attempting to recover some dignity for both of them.
“Oh, that's wonderful! Let’s go then!”
The two fans led them to where this supposed band was performing, all the while Kita chatted excitedly. Hitori meanwhile, used all this walking time to recuperate, retreating to her own world.
“Oh, I think we’re here.” Fan #1 finally said, as they noticed the small crowd ahead of them.
“My, I guess it is true, look at this crowd.” Fan #2 added.
Hitori refocused her attention back to her immediate surroundings, her ears finally picking up a loud, blaring guitar solo. So expertful, so confident, so… familiar.
Ah.
“This song…” Next to her, Kita seems to have also picked up who this band was.
The solo ended with a bang, followed by an explosion of cheer and applause. From beyond the crowd, A loud, boisterous voice proclaimed proudly, “Thank you, Shimo-Kita! We’re Onna Gumi- and that’s our second song!”
Of course it’s them. It seems like Akira and her band hadn’t given up on performing in Shimo-Kita, returning after just a week to another enthusiastic crowd.
“Looks like we’re here just in time.” the fans said, focusing on Onna Gumi and oblivious to Kita and Hitori’s plight. “They’re gonna start their final song.”
Sure enough, after a short exchange- another song quickly followed, much livelier than their previous one, and much more well received, judging by the audience’s reaction.
“What do you think?” Fan #1 whispered to the other.
“It’s fine, I suppose.. Too much noise.. Not really my thing.”
Hitori felt some weird type of relief at the exchange. At least her fans aren’t abandoning her!
“Thank you again, Shimo-Kita!” Akira exclaimed after wrapping up her final song to another applause. “One last thing before we go, I just wanted to announce that Onna Gumi had officially passed to Mikakunin riot’s live judging! So we’d like to thank everyone who has voted for us, and we’ll ask you to keep supporting us as we enter deeper into the competition!”
At this, the crowd murmured quietly as they dispersed. Meanwhile, Hitori’s two fans snapped their heads towards her.
“Wait, are these guys competing in Mikakunin riot too? Wouldn’t that mean they’re your competitors?”
“Are guys aware of this?”
“We’ve met before.” Kita said with a tense smile.
“Oh. This is kind of awkward.”
Kita shook her head, “Don’t worry- it’s fine, there’s no ill-will between us.”
Hitori furrowed her brows, though she understood why Kita chose to not share kessoku band’s internal conflict with their fans. The fans evidently picked up something awry from Hitori’s mesmerized reaction regardless, though both of them seemingly avoid trying to press further for politeness’ sake.
“Well, just know that we’ll still support the kessoku band no matter what!” Fan #1 said, while Fan #2 vigorously nodded.
Kita smiled, “Thanks, you two-”
“Oh, is that who I think it is? Kita-chan!”
The four girls turned to the new voice. The crowd was gone, allowing them a clear line of vision to Onna Gumi, previously obscured by the audience. Two of their three members were wrapping up their equipment, but their drummer, Ayame Yoshida, was waving excitedly at them.
Hitori fidgeted, wary of another encounter with the band after their last one- but Kita approached the drummer with little hesitation.
“Ayame-san. Hi.” Kita politely greeted.
“This must be fate for us to keep meeting like this.” Ayame laughed. “What brings you here this time?”
“Oh, I’ve met a couple friends who wanted to come and watch your performance.” Kita gestured back to Hitori and her fans.
“Ah, Hitori-chan!” Ayame’s eyes lit up as she recognized the guitarist. “It’s nice to see you again!”
Part of Hitori was a bit perplexed at how Kita and Ayame were acting like nothing happened. Perhaps it’s just an extrovert thing?
“And these two must be-”
“Ayame, come on. We need to pack up if we wanna make it before curfew-”
Akira paused, finally taking note of Kita and Hitori's presence- squinting her eyes as her expression turned indiscernible. Unlike Ayame, she’s definitely acknowledging what happened last week.
“Akira-san.” Kita bowed, “We meet again.”
Akira cleared her throat, averting her eyes. “Yeah, I should’ve expected to run into you two once I decided to perform here again.”
Hitori doesn’t really know what she was supposed to take away from that, but Akira doesn’t seem to be as outwardly hostile as last time. She glanced around, seemingly searching for something.
“Are your drummer and annoying bassist not with you..?”
“Akira…” Ayame muttered dangerously.
“I’m just asking-”
“No, we just happened to come here by happenstance, cause our friends wanted to watch you perform.” Kita quickly explained. Akira’s eyes traveled back to Hitori’s two fans, lighting up just slightly.
“Ah, is that true? So you two came to watch us?” Ayame regarded them warmly.
“Oh, yeah- some girls were talking about you guys in our university! We were curious, so we came to watch you perform here today!” Fan #1 said.
“Well, what did you think of our performance?” Akira asked.
At this, Fan #1 nervously casted a glance towards her fellow fan. Ayame, picking up the tension, laughed assuringly,
“Don’t worry- just be honest. We won’t hold it against you.”
“Maybe a bit.” Akira muttered quietly, that Hitori wasn’t sure anyone but her had picked it up.
“You guys were good, but personally, it’s just not for us.” Fan #2 cautiously said.
“Ah, that’s fine, that’s fine! We all have our preferences!” Ayame waved her hand airily, contrasted by Akira, who checked out of the conversation entirely. “Guess you guys aren’t really into Punk Rock?
“Can’t say we are…” Fan #1 laughed awkwardly.
“What type of music do you guys like, then?” Ayame prodded.
“Maybe just general J-rock, Pop.. ?” Fan #1 said.
“Pssh.. normies.” Akira scoffed. This time, Hitori was sure that at least Ayame also picked it up, since she immediately stomped violently on Akira’s foot.
“I like Alt-rock.” Fan #2 added.
“No way, me too!” Kita excitedly piped up, “Hitori-chan has shown me a lot of Alt-rock songs recently, and they’re all really good! Right, Hitori-chan?”
“H-hai…”
“Oh, I love Alt-rock too! What’s your favorite band?” Ayame perked up.
“Hmm, I’ve only listened to individual songs that are scattered between various bands, but the one that stuck most to me was that song from that band- what was it, Hitori-chan? Asian Kung-Fu Fighters?”
“A-asian Kung-Fu Generation…”
“Oh, those guys! Did you know they made that opening for that one anime too?”
“Eh, really, which one?”
Soon enough, conversation flowed naturally between the four extroverts, as if they’ve always known each other, leaving the two not so adept guitarists to fend for their own. Hitori’s eyes flitted towards Akira, their gaze meeting briefly before Hitori quickly threw it away.
Sometimes she envies how easy extroverts make it seem.
“What are you guys doing after this?” Ayame asked.
“Well, we were thinking of grabbing a bite.” Fan #1 said.
“Oooh! I know a good cafe around here! You guys wanna go there right now?” Kita exclaimed.
“Sure! I’d love to!”
“Oh, but Hitori-chan- is this fine? I’m sorry- I can walk you to the station first if you don’t feel like hanging out with us.”
Hitori appreciated that Kita was considerate enough to ask her, but the way she looked up to her with her puppy eyes pretty much made it impossible for Hitori to refuse.
“I-i don’t mind, K-kita-san.”
Kita beamed brightly. Hitori was weak to that attack.
“What about you, Akira? Wanna come with us?” Ayame asked the guitarist.
“Seriously? What about curfew?”
“We can still make it, come on.”
“I’ll pass. Me and Sachi can just go back to the dorm while you cozy up with your new normie frie-”
“Actually, I think I’ll take you up on that offer, Ayame. I’m feeling a bit peckish.”
Akira turned towards her bassist, bewildered. Hitori considered that half of her surprise was possibly the fact that Sachi was talking, even after going through this whole encounter without saying a single word or interacting with anyone.
“Sachi, even you-? Then who’ll accompany me back to the dorm? I can’t carry all this equipment myself!”
“We can carry some of them with us, you don’t have to haul everything.” Ayame said.
“But, still-! If you two are out, then that means the dorm will only be me and….”
“I don’t see what the big deal is. Just lock your door if you don’t want to talk with her that much.” Ayame rolled her eyes. “Now, Kita-chan.. Can you show us the place?”
“It’s right over the corner, actually! Let me show you-”
The clique of extroverts proceeded forward, leaving behind a mismatched band of introverts. This was bad for plenty of reasons, Akira was still silently sulking, while Sachi seemingly already hit her quota of spoken words for the day, meaning it’s up to Hitori to initiate conversations.
A herculean effort for her, needless to say. Akira was frowning so hard that her mouth threatened to droop off her face, which Hitori, even with all her lack of social awareness, knew meant she’s probably not in a chatty mood. Great, what should she do to calm her down?
Akira jolted straight as she felt a gentle tap on her arm, Hitori patting her awkwardly with a wobbly smile.
“D-don’t worry, Akira-san… extroverts, am I right-? Haha.. they can be a bit much…”
That was the only thing Hitori could think of. Why does she have to be so lame? Hitori half expected for Akira to swat her hands away, but she merely shrugged as she lifted up her amp and instrument, trailing behind the others.
“Whatever.” Hitori could hear her mutters. She supposed it was a success?
“Don’t worry, Hitori-san.” A gentle voice sounded, Hitori turning to find Sachi smiling warmly at her. “Akira just takes time to warm up to new acquaintances.”
“Ah, is that so..”
Sachi hums, lifting up her own equipment. “Come on, Hitori-san.”
-
“See? These foods are so ISSOSTA-ble too!” Kita squealed as their food was served.
“They do look fancy…” Hitori muttered, poking her dish.
“Itadakimasu!” Ayame exclaimed, before ravenously downing her food.
“So, you guys are also participating in Mikakunin riot?” Fan #1 asked Onna Gumi, who collectively looked up from their food.
Ayame swallowed her meal, quickly nodding. “Hai! Will you guys be voting for us?”
Akira sighed. “Voting’s already done, Ayame.”
“Right! Gomen, force of habit!”
“Not like they would.” Akira muttered. “You’re fans of kessoku band, aren’t you? Obviously you’ll be voting for them.”
“Ehehehe.. You got us. No hard feelings, really. We’ve been Hitori-chan’s fans since we came across her performing with some drunk during a festival!” Fan #2 said.
Hitori felt forcefully thrown back to that festival at the pier. That felt like forever ago…
“Oh, really? Is that how you were acquainted?” Ayame perked up in interest.
The fans nodded in tandem. “Hai! Ever since then, we’ve never missed a kessoku band performance!” Fan #2 puffed up her chest proudly. “Though personally, I was disappointed when I found out they don’t do all their shows in cosplay.”
“T-that was just a one time thing!” Hitori cried, reminded of the maid outfit forced onto her by Sawako.
“They were like a hidden gem, our own private band….”
Fan #1 shook her head, sipping her drink. “Gatekeeping kessoku band would be more toxic than whatever potential new fans you’re so worried about, you know.”
“Gatekeeping? I am not-!”
As the two fans bicker, Ayame turns towards Kita and Hitori, smirking. “You’re lucky to have such dedicated fans, Hitori-chan, Kita-chan.”
“I suppose.. when you think about it, we are pretty lucky, huh, Hitori-chan?” Kita smiled.
“Y-yeah… we are.”
“Not just them, but those three cute girls from last week too! You even mentioned something about a fanclub? Mou, I’m actually kinda jealous..” Ayame said, closing her eyes and pouting, as she propped up her head on the table.
“Oh, don’t sell yourself short, Ayame-san! We’ve seen the crowd just now- not to mention, you even ranked higher than us in the final polls! You must have a lot of dedicated fans yourself to pull such feats!” Kita remarked.
Hitori- well versed in awkward, uncomfortable gestures with her years of experience, noted how Akira seemed to have tensed slightly in her seat. No one else seems to have picked up on this however, as Ayame laughed away Kita’s response.
“True, true. I’m glad to see that you managed to make it to live judging too, by the way. Now both our bands will be able to perform together again!”
“Oh, right! I forgot I was about to ask-” The fans halted their bickering as they turned to Ayame. “What compelled you to enter Mikakunin riot?”
“Is there any other reason?” Akira finally re-enters the conversation, “Because we wanted to prove to everyone that we’ve got what it takes to make it.”
“Yeah, what she said.” Ayame supplied.
“We wanted to show that we’re really serious about our craft, unlike some bands.”
At this, both Hitori Kita grew tense, while Ayame exhaled exasperatedly, holding back on physical reprimanding due to them being in a public establishment. Perhaps that was the reason Akira was so brazen, she was actively trying to take advantage of their circumstances.
“Oh, so you’re just like kessoku band, then!”
At this, Hitori turned sharply to her fans, who were still wearing that same innocent look of excitement- oblivious to the tension. “To be honest, I’ve never seen them this serious before, sometimes it feels like watching a completely different band!”
“I know right?” the other fan supplied, "You can clearly tell how much they’ve grown since that first ever live we caught at STARRY.”
“That so?” Ayame said, turning to the pair of guitarists with newfound interest, “I gotta say, ever since that live at Ikebukuro, I’ve been curious about your band. Even more now that I’ve heard HTT talk about you-”
Fan #1 perked up, “Eh, you know Ho-Kago Tea-Time?”
“Of course! We’re their dormmates in college.” Ayame grinned.
“Wow, small world.”
“But yeah, I was also shocked when it turned out HTT knew you guys, haha! They talk about you all the time, especially Yui-chan! It drives Akira nuts.”
Akira grumbled in response.
“S-sorry..” Hitori muttered quietly, but Ayame merely brushed it off.
“Oh we don’t mind-” She began, earning a snort from Akira, which prompted Ayame to clear her throat loudly. “We don’t mind. Really. We’ve got to hear so many fascinating things about you. Yui-chan makes it sound like you’re some guitar genius, Hitori-chan!”
Hitori coughed, the compliment catching her off-guard.
“Ah, I can vouch for that! She practically me teached me the guitar from zero! She’s amazing!” Kita beamed, patting Hitori on the back.
“Mio-chan also complimented your songwriting, Kita-chan.” Sachi suddenly said, “She said the song you wrote for kessoku band was her favorite.”
“E-eh..?” It was Kita’s turn to be flustered, “Did Mio-chan really say that?”
“They have nothing but good things to say about you guys.” Ayame nods, “Honestly- if we weren’t competing in Mikakunin riot ourselves, I'd vote for you all. They made a great pitch.”
Akira clucked her tongue, before abruptly standing up from the table. “Can you move, Ayame? I need to use the bathroom.”
Ayame got up from the table, sidestepping to let Akira pass. The taller girl proceeded to stomp towards the back of the cafe.
“I-is she alright?” Hitori asked.
“Don’t mind her.” Ayame dismissed. “How did you and HTT even meet?”
“E-eh..?” Hitori sputtered, somewhat confused as Ayame glanced over what just happened. “Well.. I-i met Ritsu-san at some park, and she invited me to substitute for Y-yui-san because she was sick…” Hitori purposely left out the entire switcheroo that happened with Ui and Yui for her own sake, “-it didn’t end up happening- but yeah.. that’s how we met.”
“And a month later, they came to STARRY to audition for a live!” Kita added. “It was a good time all around.”
“It really was.” Fan #1 nodded.
“Huh, so you guys have known each other for a while!” Ayame tilts her head.
“You can say that!”
As Kita and Ayame continued conversing, Hitori retreated back to her meal, quietly finishing it off. At least, that’s what she planned- before she caught Sachi trying to make eye contact with her.
“Hitori-san-” the taller girl whispered, leaning forth, closing in on Hitori across the table.
“W-what’s the matter, Sachi-san..?”
“Sorry to trouble you like this, but can you check on Akira?”
“H-huh? She’s just going to the bathroom. She’ll be back in a bit, r-right..?”
Sachi however, simply pursed her lips. “No, I don’t think she’s actually going to the bathroom. If you paid attention, she actually walked to the patio outside.”
“O-oh…”
“I’d go after her myself.. But-” Sachi’s eyes flitted to the gang of extroverts, “It would probably draw Ayame’s attention if I also excused myself from the table.. Something tells me Akira wanted some alone time. Still, I worry for her-”
So she wasn’t the only one who noticed how Akira felt slightly uncomfortable the whole time. Chalk that up to something only introverts can do, they spend so much time worrying over everything that they’ve become adept at reading other people’s discomfort. Somehow, she felt a sudden bond develop between her and Sachi at this shared plight.
“A-alright.” Hitori whispered back, to which Sachi smiled.
“A-arigatou, Hitori-san. I owe you one.”
Hitori nods, gently tapping Kita next to her. “A-ah, Kita-san… I need to use the bathroom too..”
“Huh? Oh, sorry Hitori-chan! Guys, scoot on over and let her pass!”
Kita and the two fans made way for Hitori, who quickly got up from the table to follow after Akira. Sure enough, the door Akira walked down didn’t lead to the bathrooms, but an outdoor section of the cafe. The patio was currently empty except for one person, leaning against the railing overlooking a small garden.
“Oh, it’s you.” Akira said. The taller guitarist followed Hitori’s gaze to the unlit cigarette pressed between her lips, “I've come out here to smoke. Don’t tell Ayame.”
Frankly, Hitori doesn’t know how Akira plans to hide that from Ayame. Her time at STARRY and around the manager had taught her that the smell latches onto you for a while.
Akira lit her cigarette, before exhaling a cloud of smoke out her lips. “So just give it to me straight. Sachi put you up to this, didn’t she?”
“H-huh-? Well,...”
Akira sneered, “Or are you telling me you’re also here for a smoke? Cause if so-” Akira extended the opened box of cigarettes to Hitori, who instinctively took a step back.
“Y-yes! Sachi-san put me up to this!” Hitori cried.
Akira sneered, pocketing her cigarettes back. “I don’t know what she told you- but I’m fine, Pink. Just mosey back to the table and tell her that.”
“I-i don’t think that’s true!”
Akira raised an eyebrow at this rebuttal. “Oh, really?”
“Y-yes. You were clearly bothered the entire time. Dragged here against your will, and the only thing we've been talking about is kessoku band’s success… a-ah! I didn’t mean to sound arrogant, but-”
Akira didn’t immediately respond, staring blankly at Hitori with an unattended cigarette between her fingers. She took a huff before finally responding.
“Didn’t peg you to be the nosey type, Pink.”
“W-well… I’ve been in similar situations before… getting dragged somewhere against my wishes-”
“Why?”
“H-huh? Why..?”
“Why is it that you're successful, then? That’s what bothered me.”
Hitori furrowed her brows as Akira turned back to face her, expression unreadable. “I mean, really. I’ve seen you guys play, hell, I sat through your MV that Hirasawa made me watch- but I just don’t see it. How did you guys make it this far? Heh, don’t tell me. Is it just because you guys look cute? Is that how you got by? Selling your looks?”
Hitori doesn’t really have a proper response to this, was this meant to be a compliment or insult? But Akira doesn’t seem like she was expecting one, pausing and taking another long pull of her cigarette.
“Um… Akira-san.. feel any better?”
“Huh? What’re you getting at?”
Hitori flinched, “W-well- you must’ve bottled all of that up at the table… did you at least get everything off your chest?”
Akira merely stared back in confusion, shaking her head. “What’s with you, Pink?”
“W-what do you mean..?”
“I’m not exactly being nice to you here, you know. So why are you trying to act nice? Do you want something from me?”
“W-well…” Hitori averted her eyes, fixing her gaze on some cracks on the floorboards. “U-um.. let’s just say, this wasn’t the first time someone called my band mediocre… or that we’ll amount to nothing, s-so it doesn’t really phase me anymore…”
At this, Akira’s gaze softened, but she eventually shook her head.
“I just don’t get it. What makes you so special to warrant everything you’ve got- all those loyal fans, continuous support- why would they stick with you? It’s not like you guys are the only band with this exact sound- even just in Mikakunin riot.”
“You must have your own fans… you couldn’t have made it to the top 20 without a single one…”
“Not ones as dedicated as yours. Sure, we got some regulars, but the way you talk with your fans- it doesn’t even feel like they're there just because they like your music, but- because they just like you. Same with that damn Hirasawa.” Akira sneered. “Hitori-chan, this- Nijika-chan that. God. She never stops talking about your band. She even compared us, saying that we’re so much alike.” Akira’s face retched, the suggestion evidently offensive to her.
“W-well… it’s just because we're good friends, I suppose… L-like, if HTT entered Mikakunin riot instead of us- we’d probably be doing the same thing for them.”
“Even though they sound awful?”
Hitori frowned. “W-well, I- don’t think they're awful… Friends just support each other, y-you know- cause that’s what friends do, right..?” Hitori reiterated. “D-don’t you have people like that, Akira-san?”
Akira clucked her tongue. “I don’t do this shit to make friends.”
Hitori frowned. “What about your bandmates?”
For the first time in their conversation, Akira seemed genuinely torn, “We’re already friends before the band. They just tolerate me. I don’t even know why they stick around, probably only cause they’re stuck with me. Like I said, I’m only in this band shit to prove that I can do it.”
“B-but who are you proving yourself to? Who are you playing for…?”
Akira seemingly took a couple seconds to process this, “Aren’t you nosey. I play for myself.”
“Is it for your senior?”
At this, Akira turned her head so quickly that Hitori could’ve sworn she heard something crack.
“How do you know about him?”
Hitori cowered underneath the murderous gaze, regretting her choice of words, “A-a-ayame san told us! She said y-you started this band to impress a senior you had a crush o-on..!”
Akira smirked mirthlessly, her eyes flying back to the door. “When I get you Yoshida..”
“P-please don’t do anything r-rash!” Hitori cried. “S-she only told us because she said that's how your band initially started, before you changed the direction after you heard him talk about your band.”
Akira flitted her gaze back at the sputtering pink blob, scoffing, “Yeah, that’s right. I’m done trying to please worthless men. What good is trying to put all that effort, if it’s just gonna be spat back? That’s why I decided to play for myself, and myself only.”
“So the reason y-you keep playing is… spite?”
Akira aligned her head, “Yeah, I suppose. Is that a problem for you?”
“It just sounds a bit… s-sad..”
“Tch.. What would you know about sad? Aren’t you always sunshines and rainbows? Everything goes smoothly for you just because you guys look cute or whatever. Just like Hirasawa and her band, banking on looks and that insufferable ditzy act-”
“N-none of that is true!” Hitori interjected, raising her voice for the first time. This seemed to genuinely take Akira by surprise, as she looked stunned, staring at the pinkette.
“I-i know exactly how it feels to be motivated by spite! M-my entire middle school life was spent holing up in my closet, playing my guitar- because I resented the world beyond it!” Hitori paused, recollecting her breath. “T-that’s why I know…. that’s no way to live. Success born out of loathing, w-with no one to share it.. It’s hollow..”
“What would you know about it?” Akira stubbornly repeated, though avoiding Hitori’s gaze.
“W-well, if what I said wasn’t true- then why are you s-sulking? Why are you complaining that your band has no dedicated fans like ours?”
This seemed to have hit the mark, as Akira merely stood there wordlessly.
“I don’t think Onna Gumi is incapable of having f–fans like kessoku band, i-it’s just.. perhaps the issue wasn’t them. You’re scared of letting yourself be vulnerable, to put much effort on others, because you’re scared y-you’ll get burned again. So you’ve kept everyone at an arm’s length, e-even your own bandmates and potential fans.”
Akira grumbled something about being nosey again, flicking her finished cigarette to an ashtray, which Hitori took as a pass to continue,
“W-when R-ritsu-san found me at that park and brought me to her band, she showed me how fun playing with others could be.. And when I joined kessoku band, that confirmed it. I used to only play for m-myself.. But after meeting them, I-i have someone to play with, someone to play for.”
As Hitori said that, recollection of her friends' smiles as they celebrated today flashed through her mind, Nijika jumping up and down with glee, Ryo’s attempt to play off her excitement, Kita’s radiant smile…
“You don’t have to close yourself off, Akira-san… I-i know Ayame and Sachi-san care a lot about you… Ayame-san even said it herself. The reason they stayed in the band is because they love seeing your passion.”
“They said that…?” Akira still wasn’t looking at Hitori, but her voice was trembling slightly.
“Y-yeah. I bet Yui-san cares about you too, judging from how I’ve heard Ayame-san talked about her and you..”
“W-why is this suddenly about Hirasawa!?”
“W-well, I know Yui-s-san, and t-this a wild theory, but perhaps the reason she kept talking about us to you is because… she wanted us to be friends..?”
“What would even give you that idea?”
“W-well.. This wasn't her first time… trying to get another band she was friends with to befriend us… i-it’s kind of her thing. She probably thinks it’s wonderful if her friends are also friends with each other, or something.”
To her surprise, Akira seems to genuinely consider this. “Well, she did start mentioning you guys a lot more after I mentioned Onna Gumi’s entering Mikakunin riot… but why does that matter? She’s not my friend, she’s a nuisance!”
Despite her biting remarks, Akira mentioned Yui multiple times unprompted, and seemingly gets annoyed whenever Yui compares Onna Gumi to kessoku band. If Akira truly didn’t care about the air-headed girl, Hitori doubts she would be this bothered about Yui. She can’t help but chuckle, “...Akira-san, the last girl who felt this irritated at her ended up falling for her instead..”
This seemed to have confounded Akira, “That ditz has a girlfriend..?”
“W-well, I think…? I-i don’t know, it’s complicated…”
“W-wait! What are you insinuating here!?” Akira suddenly cried, her face turning red from a mix of fury and embarrassment- Hitori, realizing her folly, matched her crimson visage.
“E-eeh..!? W-wait, no! That’s not what I meant! What I was getting at was that you need to open up to people, because they can provide you companionship and support! In no way was I insinuating that any romantic feelings might be involved-” Hitori said in one breath, flustering madly.
Akira puts her face in her hands, leaning against the railing for support. “God, you’re too much, Pink. Like, I thought you were supposed to be the quiet one.”
“I just.. Y-you looked like you’re in need of cheering up.”
Akira finally lifted her gaze back to Hitori, assessing the fellow guitarist. “You’re an odd girl, Pink.”
“I-i get that a lot.”
“Yeah, I bet.” Akira sighed. “All this just because I just thought it’s perplexing that you have such dedicated fans?”
“I-i don’t think that was ever the actual issue, Akira-san… and I think you know that too.”
Akira blanked, before grumbling a concession. “I guess. You’re way more thorough than I initially thought, Pink. I…. “
Akira paused, carefully parsing her next sentence.
“You’ve given me a lot to think about. About why I’m doing all this, my bandmates.. I don’t know why you did this, with what I’ve said about you-”
“I-I guess I just wanted to help a fellow introvert out…” Hitori chuckled, before trailing off quietly, “But part of it was also that the seishun radiation from four extroverts at once was a bit too m-much. I needed a reprieve.”
At this, Akira unexpectedly laughed, a genuine, hearty laugh, unlike her previous sneers.
“You are, genuinely, an incomprehensibly weird girl, Pink.”
She supposed this was a compliment? Akira’s not speaking vitriolically, at least.
“I suppose I’ll give everything you’ve said just now a thought.” Akira hummed. “This doesn’t mean I’m going easy on you on live judging, though. So, sorry if that was your real intent on cozying up to me.”
“T-that’s not it! I-”
But Hitori halted her stammering as she finally glimpsed Akira’s expression- an amused smirk.
“R-right, of course not.” Hitori detracted, “Kessoku band w-won’t go easy on you either!” Hitori said determinedly.
Akira’s smirk grew wider as she extended her hand to Hitori, “Then I’ll look forward to seeing these so-called talents Hirasawa kept pestering me about, Gotoh Hitori. You up to the challenge?”
Hitori stared at the offered hand, before resolutely grasping it, even mustering a small smile of her own.
“I accept! We’ll show you how great kessoku band is!”
-
Many days have passed since the announcement- making way for the date most anticipated, the live judging. Nijika swept away a stray sweatdrop as she made her way to the venue, on foot, by herself.
“You’re late.”
Her eyes found her bassist, frustratingly already here, leaning lazily against a pillar.
“Of course you made it here first, tch! Bummed off a ride from your parents after oversleeping, didn’t you?” Nijika moved quickly towards the blunette, smacking her on her empty cranium.
“What was that for?” Ryo said, reeling in from the assault.
“For making me walk here by myself! You can’t even bother to wake up on time for today? I ended up going alone from Shimo-Kita.”
“I don’t think that’s entirely my fault.” Ryo said, rubbing the bump forming on her head, “Where’s Bocchi and Ikuyo?”
“Bocchi-chan had another one of her episodes- so I sent Kita-chan to pick her up while I travel here to take care of the administrative stuff.”
“Should’ve expected that.” Ryo said, “You think they’ll make it here on time?”
“Bocchi’s parents will probably give them a lift. They WERE planning on watching her today. Haah, classic Bocchi-chan, right? I’d find this charming if it weren’t happening today..”
“Nijika?”
“Hm?” Nijika tilted her head.
Ryo observed her briefly, seemingly mulling her next sentence. “Well….”
Nijika waited for a moment, but Ryo merely opened and closed her mouth repeatedly, as if struggling to speak. The blonde pouts, “Geez, what’s with you? We don’t have time for your antics today!”
Not wasting any time, Nijika ushered Ryo into the venue.
“Can’t you believe they decided to hold the live judging here in FOLT?” Nijika chuckled as they stepped inside the venue, “Onee-chan’s down in the dumps cause of it. She tried to propose STARRY, but it was too small.”
“Well, Nijika-”
“Now, where do we register- Oh, hey! Gin-chan!”
Ginjiro, the manager of FOLT, was zooming past them, stopping at Nijika’s beckon. “Kessoku band! Long time no see!” he said hastily. Nijika noted that he was inexplicably carrying a comical amount of water bottles.
“I see this is already shaping up to be a busy day!” Nijika said.
“Ah, yes! Sorry- We can sit down and talk later, kessoku band! There’s an ongoing crisis currently!” Ginjiro said, crouching down.
“Eh, Gin-chan..? What-”
“Uuuurkh…..”
Nijika jumped. Ryo glanced downwards, finding a previously unseen purple lump laying flat on the floor. Ginjiro desperately poured water onto it.
“Hiroi! I brought water! Please wake up!” Gin cried.
“She’s hungover.” Ryo said simply.
“Hungover on the day she’s opening for the event!” Gin exclaimed. “Why’d you drink so much before the big day? Hiroi, you dope!”
Hiroi wheezed, slowly returning to life, “I just wanted to, okay….? I was nervous.. and seeing all this youth with futures, who can just try again if they fail… I want a second chance too! Waaaaa!”
“Maybe she wasn’t the right person for the job, Gin-chan.” Nijika exhaled, watching as Hiroi spits out the water once recognizing it wasn’t liquor. “She’s having a mid-life crisis in her 20s…”
After Ginjiro salvaged the crisis, he registered kessoku band for the event, before showing them backstage, where all the upcoming acts gathered. As they walked, Nijika caught glimpses of the present audience.
“It looks like you got a lot of people that don’t usually go to liveshows coming, huh?” Nijika muttered.
“Oh, yes.” Gin nods absentmindedly, “Big shots from sponsors, people from labels.. It does make the event feel a bit more formal.”
The man paused, before eventually adding, “Don’t worry too much about it. Just do your best.”
“Huh?” Nijika perked up, “Well, okay.”
“Oh, and by the way- I’m also one of the judges. Of course, that doesn’t mean I’d be playing favorites.” Gin added, as Ryo developed a mischievous glint in her eyes.
“Darn,” the blunette whispered.
“Were you seriously thinking of cheating?” Nijika deadpans.
Ginjiro laughed, waving his hand airily, “Lighten up- little Seika. She’s not the first to try and pull that today. Even Yoyoko-chan attempted it.”
“She already has massive backing and still tried to use underhanded tactics? Shameful.” Ryo shook her head.
“You were literally trying that a second ago!” Nijika exclaimed.
Gin laughed again, ushering the two towards the backstage door. “Anyway, here we are! I gotta get back to taking care of registration stuff. I’m expecting the best from you, kessoku band!”
“Thanks, Gin-chan.” Nijika said, waving back at his retreating figure. “Ooh, Ryo who do you think-”
“Nijika. Can we talk?”
Nijika sputters as Ryo bluntly cuts in. “What’s this about, Ryo? Cause if you’re still thinking about cheating…”
“No. This is about-”
“Can’t we do this inside? Come on, we’re blocking the path.” Nijika cuts her off.
Ryo paused for a moment, eventually relenting and opening the door.
They were immediately greeted by a cacophony of bands, both in appearance and sound, emphasizing the variety in today’s lineup that Nijika can’t help but gawk at. Rambunctious punk girls with their dyed shaved hairs, eyeliners and piercings, contrasted heavily by the dainty, overly sparkly glitter-filled group of idol girls next to them.
“Oh, it’s you two.” A masked figure greeted, a familiar face amongst a sea of strangers.
“Hasegawa-san! Good morning!” Nijika immediately beamed. “Excited for today?”
Akubi shrugged. “Eh. Honestly, I could do without all this baggage.”
Nijika perks up, reminded of something, “Ah, Hasegawa-san! Apologies for last time, I didn’t mean to have Bocchi-chan interrupt your session! If there’s anything we can do to compensate-”
But Akubi merely waved the concern away, “We don’t mind. Really. Friends are supposed to help each other, right?”
“Ah, still… well, thank you.”
“Where is she, by the way? Kita-san too-”
“Oh, they-”
Their conversation was interrupted by furious cries somewhere ahead. Nijika caught a glimpse of two girls in the middle of a heated argument, shouting and shoving each other, to the surprising nonchalance of everyone around.
“Oh, those girls are Kemonoria. Sometimes they play at FOLT with us.” Akubi said, answering Nijika’s unspoken question. “Don’t mind them, they fight like that before every show. This is like their fifth argument this past hour. Everyone else had gotten used to it.”
“Is that healthy?” Nijika asked.
“Well, their music doesn’t take a dent from it. Anyway, it’s good that you’re finally here, blondie. Someone ought to be relieved to see an acquaintance.”
“Someone?” Ryo tilted her head.
“Senpai!” Akubi turned, beckoning past the crowds, “Your friends are here!”
At this, Nijika finally noticed the rest of SIDEROS seated at the couch in the corner of the room. Yoyoko looked up from her phone at Akubi’s call- her expression reflecting a type of excitement that could even rival Kit-aura-... which lasted a couple of seconds.
“Oh. It’s you two.” she said flatly.
“Who were you expecting?” Ryo asked as they approached.
“No one! Ohtsuki Yoyoko is expecting no one!” Yoyoko huffed, looking back at her phone.
“No one… other than her esteemed invitee, of course.” Fuko teased.
Yoyoko kept her gaze trained at her screen, though her face reddened considerably.
“Oh, I wonder if Hirasawa Yui and her band could make it to live judging~?” Yuyu gave a scarily accurate impression of Yoyoko, “What do you guys think? She’ll definitely come to see us, right?”
“Oh, shut up!” Yoyoko cried, causing Yuyu and Fuko to retreat in a fit of giggles.
“She’s probably busy, senpai. University and all that stuff.” Akubi exhaled.
“Whatever! It’s not like I care!” Yoyoko unconvincingly refuted, turning back to half of kessoku band. “Why are there only two of you? Where are Gotoh Hitori and Ikuyo Kita?”
“They’re running late.” Ryo said simply, before Nijika could answer.
“Being tardy on such a big day! You guys still think you can afford being this disorganized?” Yoyoko immediately criticized.
“Can’t be helped, that’s just how she is.” Nijika laughed exasperatedly.
“Is she nervous about the upcoming show?” Yoyoko pursed her lips.
“Well, aren’t you? This is a big competition, it’s a first for kessoku band…” Nijika muttered. “Well, saying it out loud, you’re probably not that nervous, right? You guys must’ve been through tons of events like these.”
“Oh, we are, Ijichi-san.” Fuko piped up. “You just get better at hiding it the more you do these.”
“Yeah, some of us just channel it elsewhere. Like senpai- she’s channeling all her pre-live anxieties to whether or not Yui-san will appear or not.” Akubi supplied.
“Hey! How did this come back to me!?”
“You’re just an easy target.” Akubi said bluntly.
“I told you already! I don’t care!” Yoyoko harrumphed, crossing her arms and pouting. “I don’t just sit around and wonder if Hirasawa Yui’s going to-!”
Yoyoko gasped, her eyes frozen somewhere past the crowd. Everyone followed her gaze and immediately understood the reaction.
An unexpected guest stepped up to the group, beaming exuberantly. “Everyone!”
“Azusa-chan!” Nijika exclaimed in surprise.
“Azusa-san.” Fuko greeted, “Long time no see.”
“Nakano Azusa!” Yoyoko shot up from her seat, marching up to the girl. “You came! Where’s your-” Yoyoko glanced around, her eyes lighting up as she spotted someone behind Azusa. “Hirasawa Yu- ah, Hirasawa Ui.”
Ui smiled, almost apologetically, as Yoyoko poorly hid her disappointment. “Apologies if you were expecting my sister, Ohtsuki-san.”
“I wasn’t!” Yoyoko flustered, the unconvincing display earning her various deadpan reactions. “A-anyway! You- Suzuki Jun! You’re here too!” Yoyoko shifted the topic to save face, pointing at the other newly arrived girl.
“Hai!” Jun grinned, “So is this your band, Yoyoko-chan? You guys really like black, huh?”
“Wait, how did you guys get in here?” Nijika inquired. “Not that I’m not glad to see you, but isn’t this area for performers only?”
Azusa chuckled, “Well, Gin-chan gave us temporary backstage passes. He recognized me, and guessed correctly that I’m here to see you all. He said it’s a favor for old time’s sake.”
“Oh, so he’ll play favorites for you but not for us.” Ryo muttered.
“Still, this is a nice surprise~” Yuyu said, “You five all came to support us!”
“Five? There’s only three of them.” Fuko said, doing a quick headcount.
“Oh, but I feel an additional presence in the air~” Yuyu hummed, “Yes, two young girls- who’ve come here to seek enlightenment..”
“You’re talking about your freaky ghost friends again?” Akubi prodded.
“No, Akubi-senpai.” Azusa interjected, “I came here with my kouhais!” the small girl turned expectantly behind her, “Wait, where are they?”
“We did enter with them, right?” Ui asked in concern, “Jun-chan, did you leave them behind?”
“What!? No! They were right behind me!”
“We’re breaking up for the day? That’s fine!” a furious cry once again sounded over the surrounding chatter. Nijika turned to find one of the Kemonoria girls splitting from her partner. “I’ll find someone to replace you! You, kid! You play keyboard?”
She confronted a shorter girl, oddly familiar to Nijika with her long blonde hair. “E-eh..? Well my ojousama played keyboard…”
“Great, you’re hired!”
“Two can play that game!” Her partner sounded, turning to the girl next to the blonde. “You, can you do vocals?”
Said girl was standing next to the blonde, bespectacled with short black hair. “N-no…?” she sputtered in response.
“I’ll train you. Get ready kid, I’m cramming 3 years of vocal lessons in 30 minutes.”
“Azusa-chan!” Ui cried, “Okuda-san and Sumire-chan are being recruited by weird girls!”
“Hey, they can’t do that! They have a contract with Wakaba Girls!” Jun said, stomping towards them.
“Wakaba Girls?” Ryo turned to Azusa questioningly.
“Ah, it’s my new band, Ryo-san. Remember how I told you I was going to introduce you to them over the phone?”
“There!” Jun said, as she ushered and positioned her kouhais to face SIDEROS and kessoku band, “Everyone! These are our juniors, Okuda Nao, the one with glasses, and Saitou Sumire, the blonde one!”
The two younger girls stiffened, rigidly bowing in front of the two bands.
“E-everyone, it’s a pleasure to meet you.” Sumire muttered out, Nao nodding along.
“Hello, Sumire-chan. Nao-chan.” Fuko smiled warmly at the two.
“Yeah, good to see you.” Yoyoko said dismissively, looking past the two, “Ah, Nakano Azusa- you brought your kouhais, but what about… y’know, your senpais..? Did they..”
Azusa perked up. “Gomen. Yui-senpai told me that unfortunately, she couldn’t come today.”
Yoyoko didn’t even try to hide her disappointment this time, “S-she’s not coming..?”
“Unfortunately not.” Ui replied, “She’s very disheartened by this too, Ohtsuki-san. She told us she wanted to support all her friends, but she and Ritsu-san are currently under threat of repeating a class, and Mio-san insisted on tutoring them over the weekend to ensure they pass.”
“University sounds miserable.” Ryo said. “Good thing I’m not going.”
“Maybe it IS synonymous with death.” Akubi said under her breath.
“Ah, I see.” Yoyoko eventually said, slumping back lifelessly to the couch. “Yeah, education is obviously important. That’s understandable.”
“Is it the right time to sulk, senpai?” Akubi asked, prompting a measly grumble from her vocalist.
“A-anyway..” Azusa cleared her throat, turning to her two kouhais, “These are the bands I’ve kept telling you two about. Kessoku band and SIDEROS! That’s Ijichi Nijika, the drummer for kessoku band- Sumire-chan, you might learn something from her if you paid attention to her performance today.”
“Eh..? Azusa-chan, what are you saying?” Nijika flustered.
“Oh, right. Sumire-chan here is a novice drummer. I wanted her to watch a real drummer at work!”
“You’re going to teach your kouhais off my playing..? That’s-” Nijika blushed.
“Why not? You’re one of the best drummers I know!”
Akubi obnoxiously cleared her throat, “Ah, I see how it is, Azusa-san. I guess I’m just not worth referencing then?”
“Mou, you too, Akubi-senpai! Sumire-chan can learn from two of the best drummers I know!”
“Ah.. I’m looking forward to seeing you play, senpais.” Sumire bowed again.
Akubi relished these high expectations. “Heh. It’d be embarrassing if we fluke now, right, blondie?”
Nijika paused, before cracking a small grin.“Yeah, I suppose so.”
“And what about the other one?” Ryo nodded at Nao, “Is she the bassist? You’re in luck, kid. I am the best-”
“Actually, I don't play any instruments.” Nao said smoothly, matching Ryo's deadpan demeanor.
“Okuda-san arranges our songs!” Jun supplied.
“Is that so? Well, I also do the arrangements for kessoku band,” Ryo started off importantly, “..so if you ever needed advice-”
“No thanks.” Nao immediately rejected. “I am more interested in the arrangements of your rival band. SIDEROS, was it?”
Yoyoko, awakened by unexpected SIDEROS praise- straightened her posture. “Oh? What’s this about SIDEROS being better?”
“You must be the Ohtsuki Yoyoko Nakano-senpai’s been clamoring about, the fabled vocalist and lead guitarist of SIDEROS. I take it that you’re the one who does the arrangements for your bands? I greatly admire your work, from the catalogue Nakano-senpai has provided me.”
“Oh, I like you! You have a real ear for talent, who was it- Okuda Nao! Ha! It’s true, I am great.”
“Then would you mind if I ask you some questions about your process, Ohtsuki-senpai?” Nao took out a notebook.
“Of course! Though you’d have to be mindful, I can’t tell you everything- trade secret, you know~? Ohohoho!”
As Yoyoko relished in Nao’s praise, the rest of her band let out a resigned exhale.
“Well, that’s another way she channels her stress.” Fuko said.
“Be glad she’s not boasting to us this time.” Yuyu whispered.
Ui fidgeted apologetically. “Sorry about her, Ryo-san. Okuda-san’s just a bit….blunt.”
“Her loss. I don’t really care.” Ryo shrugged, though her twitching eye seems to tell a different story.
“Wait, I just realized something! Where’s Kita-chan and Hitori-chan?” Jun piped up.
Nijika scratched her cheek. Looks like she has to explain this all over again, “I sent Kita-chan to retrieve Bocchi-chan. She had another one of her episodes.”
“She must be nervous…” Ui muttered.
“You can’t really blame her! This is pretty nerve wracking!”
“Well, how’re you feeling, Nijika-chan?” Jun asked.
“Me? I’m fine! I-”
“Nijika.”
At this, the four girls turned to Ryo, who’s staring in deadpan at Nijika.
“What is it?”
Ryo casted her glance around, “Can we talk?” Her eyes flitted to her immediate surroundings, “...alone?”
“Right now? Couldn’t it wait after the show?”
“No. You’ve stalled this long enough, Nijika.”
“Stalling? What are you talking about?”
“I’ve been trying to talk to you this entire time- and you keep dismissing me. I know you’re doing this intentionally.”
“Dismissing what?” Nijika refuted stubbornly.
Ryo huffed, visibly considering her next words,
“Fine, if you don’t wanna do this privately…” Ryo carefully lowered her voice, “Nijika, you’re obviously nervous. You’ve been so unbearably chatty today.”
“Huh? I’m always like that! The only reason you’re saying this is because you barely speak, Ryo. I mean, like- you guys know what I’m talking about, right? Nijika chuckled, turning to the Wakaba Girls.
“There. You just proved my point.” Ryo reaffirmed. “You could honestly match Ikuyo’s word count at this rate.”
“What? I’m just being my usual self! Do you just not like me being cheerful?”
“I don’t like it when it’s fake. Everyone conceals their anxieties differently, Nijika. Hiroi nee-san masks it by drinking. Yoyoko masks it by boasting or loudly wondering whether or not Yui’s gonna show. You mask it by being overly cheery.”
Nijika bit her tongue, “That’s not true.. Why would being nervous make me chatty and cheery?” she lamely defended.
Ui interrupted, “Actually, Nijika-san- I get what Ryo-san is trying to say, Onee-chan tends to be like this too whenever she’s nervous.” Even with Ryo’s effort, the others evidently still picked up every word,
“I can attest to that.” Azusa nods.
Nijika tensed up, caught off guard by the Wakaba Girls siding with Ryo. “Oh, come on- how can you guys think she’s right?”
“Mou, Nijika-chan!” Jun piped, “You’re doing it again, aren’t you?”
“Doing what?” Nijika feigned ignorance, though nobody was buying her at this point.
“Putting insurmountable pressure on yourself.” Ryo crossed her arms.
“To the point that its’ worrying your bandmates.” Jun supplied.
“Is this about my comment that “we’ll be fighting tooth and nail from now on?” Is that the reason you’ve gotten like this?”
For some reason, this particular comment drew an ire from Nijika. “No. Believe it or not, a singular comment you made about something I’m already aware of isn’t the reason I’m this tense, Ryo.”
Nijika paused, realizing what just slipped out. It’s out in the open now.
“You admitted it. Why hide it? What’s the point of promising “no more secrets” if you’re still keeping us away and suffering alone?”
“It’s not like that! With Bocchi-chan is constantly breaking down, Kita-chan’s always aloof- and you being so relaxed and apathetic, I can’t afford to be nervous! Someone has to be the steady pillar for everyone to lean on, Ryo! I have to keep this band running!”
“I’m not relaxed, Nijika. I’m nervous too!” Ryo defended herself.
“Well, you sure as hell don’t act like it! Sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who cares about this band!” Nijika raised her voice. “I couldn't even sleep last night, but you, you overslept on our big day! How’s that for "not relaxed"?”
“N-nijika-san,” Ui attempted to mediate, but neither Nijika nor Ryo paid her any mind.
“You say that we need to keep our guard up, yet continue slacking around! So which one is it, Ryo?”
“So the comment did bother you then! I just wanted to apologize for that, I noticed you’ve been tense this whole time, and-”
“Oh, so that’s it, then? The only reason you decided to care now is cause I visibly show distress? You just wanted to feel better about yourself by “apologizing” to me!”
“I wanted to apologize because I genuinely can’t bear seeing my best friend like this!” Ryo cried out.
“You- huh-?”
Nijika paused, catching her breath, Ryo mirroring the action, both of them winding down their shouting match.
“I get it, okay. I’m an asshole. I played off my nervousness to the point it comes off as apathy. Ikuyo was right. But I wouldn’t have done it, if I knew that it would’ve made you feel this alienated, Nijika.”
“You’re… genuinely apologizing..?”
“I am.”
“But-” Nijika sputtered, before rubbing her temple. “Is this a prank? Are you pulling a mickey-”
“Oh my god, Nijika. Do you look so lowly on me that it’s hard to believe I’m just worried about you-?”
“Alright, you two. That’s enough.” A stern voice cuts in. Ui had now stepped between the two, much firmer than she was before. “Take deep breaths. None of you are being rational right now.”
“Ui- I don’t mean to be rude-” Ryo said, as her every syllable threatened rudeness.
“Then don’t speak.” Ui said, unaffected.
Nijika was about to retort, before a sudden, strangely familiar scent distracted her. She turned aside to find Azusa holding out a teacup towards her.
“What..?”
“Drink up, Nijika-san. I had Sumire-chan brew this while you two were shouting.” Azusa said. “You’ll feel better.”
Nijika retrieved the cup of tea in quiet confusion, watching as Sumire stood aside awkwardly behind Azusa, while Jun handed Ryo her own teacup. She took one sip, and found herself immediately soothed. This calming sensation- Nijika had only ever gotten this from the handiwork of a certain girl.
“This brew, it’s just like Mugi-chan’s…”
“Ah, I was the one who taught ojousama to brew tea. Perhaps that’s why.” Sumire perked up.
“Ojousama? You…. worked for Mugi-chan?”
At this question, Sumire clasps a hand onto her mouth, her eyes frantically flitting to her seniors. “I-i said too much! Please, don’t mind what I just said!” She said, before retreating shyly.
“Huh, I guess she was related to Mugi-senpai after all.” Jun muttered.
“Have you two calmed down yet?” Ui asked the two.
“I guess…” Ryo said, finishing her own cup. Nijika immediately took note of her calmer demeanor. Mugi’s, or perhaps, Sumire’s blend, seemed to hold the magical properties of pacifying someone.
“So can you two talk like adults now?” Ui chided.
Ryo cleared her throat, turning to Nijika, “Right. Nijika. I’ve noticed how uneasy you’ve been since that live at Ikebukuro, when you were with that Akira. I thought it was taken care of at the time, but when I saw you today, I realized how severe this was- still putting up a cheery front so people don’t see how troubled you really are, I.. just hate seeing you like that.”
This was perhaps the most transparent Nijika had ever heard Ryo being, and a couple seconds had to be used to simply process that reality. Was Sumire’s blend this powerful?
“I know we promised to not keep secrets from each other….” Nijika averted her eyes, “But the truth is, I kept this to myself because… I’m ashamed of these feelings- I’m not proud of thinking ill of you guys... I know to air external problems, but when my grievances are with the band itself...”
“Nijika.” Ryo’s voice was unexpectedly gentle, prompting Nijika to look up and face her, “I get that. Before kessoku band, my old band went through this exact issue, people penting up resentment and keeping grievances to themselves. That’s how we disbanded, everything became too much and it just came crashing down at once. So seeing you, trying to pretend that everything’s fine....”
“I don’t want kessoku band heading down that path. So please- if you have problems with any of us, even if you think it sounds mean, just air it to us. Or at least, me. You can call me lazy, or apathetic, or whatever- just don’t take on everything alone.”
“Ryo, I… I don’t really mean what I said back there. I got swept up by my emotions. I’m sorry.” Nijika said remorsefully. “I know you care about the band too, I shouldn’t have called you apathetic..”
But Ryo just shook her head, “With the way I’ve been acting, it’s not unreasonable to think that. I’m sorry too, that I didn’t suck up my pride to comfort you sooner.”
Ryo smiled warmly at her, and Nijika couldn't help but reciprocate it. “Ryo… thanks- it makes me happy to hear that you care about me. About the band.”
“Not just me. Bocchi and Ikuyo too. You’re important to us, Nijika.” Ryo added.
“There! Now that wasn’t so hard, wasn’t it?” Azusa stepped in. “Mou, do I really have to interject to settle your band’s disputes from now on? Last time it was Hitori-chan… Would I have to somehow handle Kita-chan too after this?”
“Gomen, Azusa-chan. We didn’t mean to trouble you a second time..” Nijika apologized.
“Not just me either…” Azusa mumbled, her eyes flitting next to her where SIDEROS were, wholly enraptured in their argument the whole time.
Crap! She just lost her cool in front of acquaintances! She tried hard to come up with a spontaneous excuse, but before one even came to her, she saw Akubi wipe a tear from her eyes.
“Oh, blondie. Congratulations!”
“Eh?” Nijika’s confusion was only quadrupled as SIDEROS began clapping.
“You just had your first band fight!~” Yuyu sang.
“I- what?” Nijika furrowed her brows in confusion, “Isn’t that bad?”
“Not at all, Ijichi-san.” Fuko smiled. “It’s like a rite of passage. Every band is bound to have a fight every once in a while.”
“How would that be good, though? That could’ve ended really badly-”
“Reuniting after a fight is a testament of your band’s strength and bond! Only the best can overcome it! SIDEROS had had many of these fights in the past, yet we’re still going strong!” Yoyoko, main culprit and instigator of those band-breaking fights, proclaimed boastfully.
“Is that true? Should I write that down too, Ohtsuki-senpai?” Nao piped up, still taking notes.
“Oh, yes! Little insider secret~ Wouldn’t hurt to know!” Yoyoko laughed, while Akubi rolled her eyes.
“But-” Nijika was about to object again, before another furious cry broke over surrounding chatter for the third time.
“Why don’t you get it? If we pretend our instruments are war fans and cry out, “Tiger of Kai, takeda shin-gen!” Everyone will laugh for sure!” One of the Kemonoria girls exclaimed.
“That is so lame!” replied the other.
It suddenly came to Nijika’s attention that no one around, bar SIDEROS and Wakaba Girls, seems to pay much attention to her argument with Ryo, nor did anyone seem to while these two girls got on each other’s throats. In fact, Nijika now noticed how tense some of them were, some also having arguments amongst themselves.
Is this seriously just the norm?
Azusa exhaled, noticing Nijika scanning the room. “Well, the circumstances with the bands here might be a bit… exaggerated. But Fuko-senpai’s right. Sometimes there’s just times where your band will drive you crazy. It’s unavoidable to have small petty squabbles once in a while. Frankly, it’s preferable to a full blown, disastrous one.”
“I don’t know… that sounds really unhealthy.” Nijika muttered.
Azusa shrugged. “I’d argue contention is what spurs growth. A band that’s always peaceful sounds more unhealthy to me. It sounds stagnant. Trust me, I would know- drinking tea and just slacking around…” Azusa mumbles that last part.
“Ijichi senpai…!”
Nijika half expects Kita with this way of addressing her, before recognizing Sumire bowing profusely before her. “I’m sorry if me showing up here also added to the stress! I’ll leave if that’ll make you more comfortable.. Same goes to you, Akubi-senpai!”
“Whoa, Sumire-chan! I’m not blaming you for any of this..!” Nijika hastily said, glancing briefly at Akubi. “I- well.. I’d be lying if I say someone’s watching my playing to study it isn’t a bit stressful… but I’m mostly just flattered that your senpais think that highly of me!”
“O-oh,” Sumire sputters. “Really?”
“Yeah! I promise I’ll give you a good show, Sumire-chan! Isn’t that right, Hasegawa-san?”
“Mmm hmmm. She’s so Bocchi-like, isn’t she?” Akubi absentmindedly said.
“E-eh…?”
“She reminds me more of Mugi-chan.” Nijika suggested, “Which would make sense..”
“Ah…! I’m not related to ojousama in any way! I- i mean…! I don’t know who this Mugi-chan even is..?” Sumire cried, retreating her face to her palm.
“Why’s she so adamant on hiding this?” Ryo turned to the older Wakaba Girls.
“Because when we first met her, we thought she was stealing Mugi-senpai’s china from the clubroom. Maybe that wasn’t the case after all..” Azusa mulled slowly.
“Regardless, I’m just glad you two managed to reconcile.” Ui smiled, retiring her stern expression.
Jun beamed, “Yeah, Imagine, if that continued- Okuda-san and Sumire-chan wouldn’t have anything to watch!”
“I don’t think that’d be their biggest concern at that point, Jun.” Azusa exhaled.
“Yeah, but preferably settle all your conflicts privately from now on. You got lucky today that everyone’s too focused on themselves to notice, Blondie.” Akubi whispered teasingly.
“Ah, fine! You got me. Next time I’ll blow up on Ryo at a more appropriate time!” Nijika exclaimed in embarrassment.
Ryo smirked. “Only me? Blow up on Ikuyo next time at least.”
“Blow up at me? What are you talking about, senpai?”
Nijika didn’t even realize how much time had passed for Bocchi and Kita to arrive. They approached her, hand in hand, seemingly in effort from the redhead to placate the pinkette.
“Kita–chan! Hitori-chan! There you are!” Jun exclaimed, waving incessantly.
Kita squealed as she spotted Wakaba Girls, “Jun-chan! Azusa-chan, Ui-chan! You're here! You- oh! Is this your kouhai? She’s so cute!”
“A-ah, hello.. Kita-senpai.”
“Yeah, this is Sumire-chan!” Nijika smiled, “She’s a drummer, and she came to watch me play today!”
“I-is that so…” Hitori muttered.
Azusa turned behind her, where Nao was still busying herself with Yoyoko. “And that one’s there Okuda Nao. Okuda-san! Hitori-chan and Kita-chan are here!”
“Ah, Gotoh Hitori…” Yoyoko, despite not being the one addressed, greeted pompously. “I see you’ve chosen to show after all, well- hope you don’t mind we don’t communicate much today. You see- just like Hiroi nee-san, I now have an apprenti-”
“Is that guitarhero!?”
Nao immediately scurried towards Hitori, flummoxing Yoyoko, “W-what- Okuda Nao! Where’re you going!?”
“Guitarhero-san!” Nao bowed, “I am a huge fan of your work! Some of your custom arrangements of popular songs have been an inspiration for my work for Wakaba Girls! Can you make me your apprentice?”
“H-huh…!?” Both Hitori and Yoyoko exclaimed.
“Well, that was a short lived apprenticeship~” Yuyu giggled amusedly.
“You dare steal my pupil, Gotoh Hitori!?” Yoyoko cursed, “You will PAY for that!”
Hitori sputtered, her facial features shuffling around as she waved her hands panickedly, “i- no- I never meant-!”
The next second, as Nijika expected- A pink goo on the floor had replaced Hitori.
“Dangit! I tried so hard to maintain her physical form all the way here!” Kita bemoaned.
“Hmm… I didn't expect this to happen.” Nao said, studying the puddle keenly. “Is this part of your process to get better at guitar, guitarhero-senpai?”
Nijika watched exasperatedly as Nao crouched down to interrogate the puddle on the floor, before feeling someone tugging on her sleeve.
“Nijika.” Ryo whispered carefully, “You mentioned Bocchi breaking down constantly like this irritates you. Should we talk to her about it now?”
“What?! No! That’ll just make her feel guilty, Ryo.”
Ryo furrowed her eyebrows, “I thought I just told you you need to air your issues with us, Nijika.”
Nijika smiled, shaking her head, “That doesn’t mean lambasting everyone for every little fault they make. Besides, I'm fine now.”
“Nijika, you’re doing it again-”
“I’m not.” Nijika puts a reassuring hand on Ryo’s shoulder, “I was acting out because I thought I was alone in my plight. I guess I have a bad habit of that…. but after that talk with you- and seeing everyone here, I realized it’s not that I was alone, it’s that everyone else was trying to hide too. I recognized that thanks to your honesty, Ryo. Thank you.”
Nijika observed the change in Ryo’s expression at her heartfelt statement, the blunette averting her eyes and clearing her throat.. “I just don’t like it when people aren’t genuine. You know that already.”
“Yeah. I do.”
“There! Don’t touch her! She’s fragile!” Kita said after successfully putting a quivering Hitori back together.
“But-” Nao formulated a protest, only to be reined in by Ui.
“Maybe you can reserve the questions for after the show, Okuda-san.”
“Oh, I suppose. Yes, that is agreeable.”
“Speaking of the show- I think we best be going soon, girls.” Azusa said, beckoning her band. “Before we go, I just want to wish you all lu-”
“Hey, Pink.”
Azusa halted, slowly turning her head as she recognized the voice, an action Nijika immediately imitated. She knew that voice.
While this was more expected than Wakaba Girl’s sudden appearance, the arrival of Onna Gumi couldn’t help but bring back some of the tensions Nijika thought she was just done away with. There Akira stood, face to face with the recently recovered Bocchi.
“Heh. Looks like you even got your fanclub here.” Akira sneered as she spotted Wakaba Girls, “and…”
Akira’s eyes trailed again, this time towards SIDEROS, her irises reflecting genuine surprise.
“SIDEROS…? So you actually do know each other..” she mutters.
Nijika wasn’t willing to have Akira put more pressure on her band right before live judging, readying herself to tell the guitarist off,
-that was, before she noticed that Bocchi was somehow smiling at Akira.
“Akira-san… I-i was wondering if we were going to see each other today.”
“Were you expecting us to back down right before the show?”
Nijika felt the world turned upside down. Was that a joke? Did these two rally just exchange jokey banter? She glanced next to her, where Ryo and the Wakaba Girls were sharing in her confusion.
“Guys!” another voice beckoned. Nijika immediately recognized this was Ayame, with Sachi expectantly trailing wordlessly behind her. “There you all are! We wanna wish kessoku band good luck on your performance today! Even if we’re competing.”
“Ah, Ayame-san.” Nijika attempts to recover, “Yes, of course. Same goes for you, Onna Gumi.”
“Well, I wouldn't find it odd for you to wish us luck.” Ryo said, before her gaze trailed to Akira, who merely raised an eyebrow in response. “But her..?”
“Pink and I made an agreement.” Akira said, leaning down to face Bocchi again. “And I hope she’ll keep to it, otherwise I’d be very disappointed.”
To Nijika’s further surprise, Bocchi's smile only grew wider. “H-hai, I intend to keep it, Akira-san.”
Akira smirked victoriously. “I’m looking forward to it.”
“Break a leg, kessoku band.” Sachi said, momentarily surprising everyone again by demonstrating that she, indeed, was there.
As the formerly hostile band retreated, Nijika turned to Bocchi, demanding an explanation. She only sputtered an incoherent response, prompting Nijika to turn to Kita instead. She also seemed confused, albeit slightly less so..
“We actually bumped into Onna Gumi again after the announcement. Apparently, Hitori-chan and Akira-san have a bit of a heart to heart.”
“Bocchi had an off-screen bonding time with our rival?” Ryo asked.
“So you guys are just cool now?” Jun inquired.
“Well, Akira-san is much more amicable to us at least. But isn’t this good? I’ve always wanted to have a cordial relationship with them.” Kita concluded. Nijika still has a hard time processing this.
“Gotoh Hitori!” Yoyoko suddenly exclaimed, startling even her bandmates. “So that was Onna Gumi? There was zero animosity in that exchange! Were you lying to us last time?”
“N-no! I wasn’t- really, I just managed to make peace after that..!”
“I get it, you WERE trying to sleuth out our training session! Oh, how could you? After everything SIDEROS did for you..!”
Hitori begins frantically apologizing, while Nijika, once again, feels Ryo tugging on her sleeves. “Nijika, can I be honest?”
“Well, that was what our talk was about, right?”
“I know we talked a lot about nerves today… but the way that Akira was just nice to Bocchi… that’s the most unnerving thing to happen today.”
Nijika sighed. “I gotta agree. Though like Kita-chan said, it’s good, ultimately. So I guess we can’t complain.”
To say the kessoku band was the only one taken aback by this would be a lie, however. Azusa remained staring stupidly at Onna Gumi in the distance briefly, before eventually recomposing herself.
“Well.. like I was saying, good luck to both of your bands!” She cleared her throat and bowed, followed by the rest of the Wakaba Girls.
“Which one of us will you be supporting?” Yoyoko demanded.
“Oh, would you look at that-!” Ui suddenly said, “I think they’re about to announce the order of appearances! We gotta go!”
Wakaba Girls managed to barely escape, to the bemusement of Yoyoko. Nijika can’t help but chuckle.
“Oh, Ijichi-senpai!”
Nijika turned to Sumire, who lingered just behind the others. “Yes?”
Sumire smiled, “I look forward to watching you on the stage!”
-
“And that’s all from us, Kemonoria!”
“Thank you for coming, we’re SIDEROS!”
“Please keep supporting Onna Gumi!”
Almost every band had taken the stage. Kemonoria, SIDEROS, Onna Gumi. That left only one band yet to perform. She knows that pitting them, even with their potential, against such powerhouses was already a disadvantage. To have them performing last, after every other band had set the expectations through the roof? If she didn’t know better- it would almost seem like a set-up.
But still, kessoku band was only one of ten recent bands she had seen potential in, so statistically, it wouldn’t have been a huge loss.
Yet somehow, that sentiment no longer feels right to Aiko.
As Onna Gumi left the stage, the audience surrounding her began whispering excitedly- taking in their performances and wondering how the next act could even top them.
“Who even is next?”
“kessoku band.”
“Like, rubber band? That’s a funny name. Are they even serious?”
“Just kids that somehow made it to live judging. This’ll probably be a letdown.”
“How do you just accidentally stumbled this far? Clearly they’re worth something!”
Aiko sighed, taking in the mixed reception from the audience. It was expected, she even voiced some of these thoughts herself- directly to them.
That’s a bit harsh from her, in hindsight.
Regardless, this isn't looking good. Audience reactions are a part of a performance’s final score. They need a performance so good that it's able to flip audience’s perception in an instant.
But would they be capable of that?
“How about those Gang of Girls, folks?” The MC reappeared on the stage, “Well, don’t leave just yet- because we got one more band to listen to! Make way for kessoku band!”
What followed his introduction was four teenagers shyly making their way to the stage. Aiko fully expects a tepid, lukewarm reaction before her ears are suddenly blasted by magnanimous cheers.
“Go, Kessoku band!”
That was wholly unexpected. Where did all these people come from? Aiko turned her attention to the frontmost row, where a pink-haired couple stood, carrying a banner that read “Only kessoku band will win!”
“There she is, dear!” The woman said, “That’s our daughter!”
“Oh, my little girl on the big stage! My band never even made it this far…” the man cried.
“Onee-chan looks funny!” exclaimed a little girl that Aiko failed to notice, pointing at the stage.
“Oh, but today’s bands were all amazing too…” The man hesitated, “Will Hitori really be okay?
So her parents showed up to this thing. That’s nice, but she’s gonna need more than that to-
“Don’t worry, Gotoh-san.” A green-haired girl appeared next to the couple, one that Aiko remembered seeing once at kessoku band’s live at STARRY all those months ago.
“We’re Gotoh’s and Kita’s friends from school, and we’re here to show our support as well!” The girl announced, leading a coalition of highschool girls carrying signs commemorating kessoku band. “Even if they don’t win any prize, we’ll surely win first prize for cheering!”
That’s not how anything works. Aiko rolled her eyes.
“We’re cheering for kessoku band too!” This voice was immediately recognizable to Aiko, and she was right. Nakano Azusa, Hirasawa Ui and Suzuki Jun marched up to the front row with what seems to be an army of highschool freshmen. “The Hitori-chan fanclub will ensure kessoku band wins with our support!”
All around her, Aiko began noticing a shift in the atmosphere. The commotion at the front row clearly hadn’t gone unnoticed, as audiences around her began whispering in intrigue.
“They have this many fans?”
“Are they actually big?”
“I don’t know about many- but these fans sure are loud.”
“Ganbatte, Hitori-chan!” Two more girls- this time at least university-aged, cried out to the band on stage.
Before she could comprehend it, the previously skeptical air had turned into something more cautiously optimistic.
“I figured I’ll see you here.”
Aiko yelped as someone snuck up behind her, turning quickly to find it to be STARRY’s manager and, for some inexplicable reason, her audio engineer.
“O-of course! An event like this needs coverage!”
“Oh, but I heard from Ginjiro that you were supposedly banned from FOLT. So how are you here?”
Aiko gulped. “You can’t kick me out.. I have-”
To her bemusement, the audio engineer giggled “Oh, tenchou has no intention to report you. She’s actually very grateful for that article you wrote about kessoku band.”
The manager tensed, “She didn’t need to know that!”
“Well… I’m just doing my job.” Aiko awkwardly said.
“Whatever. It’s inevitable you’ll eventually come around to kessoku band, anyway.” Seika averted her eyes.
“Yeah, look at all the people who came to support them!” her audio engineer supplied.
“Support can only get you so far.” Aiko said, returning her attention to the stage, “They still need the skill to back themselves up to justify it.”
“Ohayou, everyone!” On the stage, kessoku band’s vocalist finally addressed the audience. “We came all the way from Shimo-Kitazawa! Our band is impossible to look up, since we’re called kessoku band!” This joke earned a couple polite chuckles from the audience.
“It’s nice to meet you all!” Kita continued, scanning the venue with her gaze, “I’m not gonna lie, it’s actually nerve-wracking to be up here and judged by so many people! But it’s okay! I can be nervous, cause Ijichi-senpai is here to pick up the slack for me!”
Another burst of laughter from the audience as she turned to the drummer, who made a show of angrily shaking her fist, “Hey, I’m nervous too y’know! Even I can admit that! Isn’t that right, Ryo?”
“Yeah, quivering like a little puppy.”
Whilst the audience seems to enjoy the back and forth, (the manager had taken out her camcorder) Aiko wishes they’d just hurry on with their set.
“Okay, well. Song number one! But before that-” Aiko groaned and buried her face in her hands as Kita continued her emceeing- “Perhaps, a couple words from our lead guitarist, Hitori Gotoh?”
Aiko looked up. Guitarhero is going to be speaking? That guitarhero who crumbles at the mere idea of conversations? But her senses were not deceiving her. Hitori moved up to the mic stand with her head low, gripping it tightly.
“Ah… when I think about how we got up here, it all started when the four of us received scathing remarks about our performance..”
Aiko felt like Hitori had stabbed her, the metaphorical knife twisting deeper as Seika threw a glare in her direction.
“...since then, a lot has happened. W-we practiced a lot, we played more lives all around the place, w-we even had one in London at one point..”
Quiet oohs and intrigued murmurs washed over the audience, “...London? Why bother with Mikakunin riot, then?”
“B-but it wasn’t all good.” Hitori continued, “Even through that, some still questioned whether or not we’re really serious about this band. Still, w-we prevailed, and that w-wouldn’t have been possible without the support of all of our family and friends.. So to all those people, whether you’re here today or not… I-i just wanted to say, arigatou!”
The crowd in the front row began clapping as Hitori bowed. Aiko could even hear muffled sobs next to her.
“We’ve grown stronger together as a band, so I hope that, today…..”
Aiko felt her breath hitches as Hitori finally turned to face the crowd,
“.....you'll be able to see the results of the strength, bond, and hardwork of kessoku band!”
Hitori followed that up with an immediate guitar solo, garnering the audience’s collective attention.
“Are they still in highschool?”
“She’s already popping off on the first track!”
Soon enough, her band had joined in, and kessoku band smoothly transitioned from Hitori’s solo into their first song.
Aiko had seen them play before, and the improvement was undeniable. Little mistakes and flubs she would nitpick from their earlier playing were now gone- their vocalist singing confidently, backed by the energetic drumming and the groovy bassline. But the star of the show to Aiko, had always been guitarhero, Gotoh Hitori.
Or it was supposed to be.
While before, it felt like she was watering down her playing to match her band, now it was the exact opposite. Her band was matching and enhancing her playing, now they sounded like a complete package.
As Aiko stood there, mesmerized by the performance- a distant memory reemerged, an insignificant exchange at the time, coming from an equally unremarkable girl, one which meaning had only grown clear to her today as she watched kessoku band play on that stage.
“Kessoku band isn’t holding Hitori-chan back, Hitori-chan is pushing kessoku band forward!"
Notes:
welp, i tried. looks like an extra chapter was needed after all. last chapter would 100% be the final one. i hope you all can bear with me and these girls for one last ride.
Chapter 29: Cagayake! GIRLS
Summary:
One last performance.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“What a show, right, folks? Some bands those were!”
Hitori felt her breath hitched as the MC got back up on stage. Here it was, everything from the past few months have been leading up to this, the culmination of all their combined efforts, the fruits of their hard labor.
“As sad as it is, only two bands from tonight will proceed to the finals.”
Around her, the tension was palpable as every band who performed today waited expectantly for their fate to be revealed. The same dreadful anticipation etched on every face– SIDEROS, Kemonoria, Onna Gumi, and of course, kessoku band.
Nijika stared, wide-eyed, at the stage– the blaring lights reflecting the droplets of sweat forming on her temple. Ryo maintained her usual deadpan demeanor, but Hitori knew better, she knew Ryo was just as anxious as everyone else, the way her eyes were glued to that stage.
And there was Kita- her presence to Hitori concentrated on the feeling of their intertwined hands, the redhead seems to have subconsciously interlinked them amidst her anxiety. Hitori simply accepted the gesture, squeezing it reassuringly, hoping it would help comfort Kita. Yet she refuses to meet the redhead's eyes, scared at what she’ll find in that pair of emeralds if she were to turn.
Seconds started to feel like hours as they stood in bated breath, Kita’s uneven breathing becoming the tether to ground Hitori to the present.
“Without further ado, the bands who will proceed–!”
-
“Here we are! Mikakunin riot’s final stage!”
Nijika beamed, turning to her band as that great stage came into view.
“Show starts at noon, so let’s rest a bit and hang around before that.”
“Hai!” Kita returned the smile, gleaming so radiant, rivaling the sun.
“It’s too bright.” Ryo winced, shielding her eyes from the sunlight and Kit-aura’s back-to-back assault. “Let’s go somewhere with shade.”
The band looked around the field for a bit, before finding a breezy spot under the shade of a tree.
“Perfect.” Ryo said, immediately collapsing on the grass.
“Get up, idiot. We need to place the tarp first.” Nijika chided.
“No.”
Nijika responds by placing the tarp over the bassist, creating a Ryo-shaped bump.
“Alright, fine.” Ryo grunted as she crawled out.
“Kita-chan, Bocchi-chan, sit down! Take off your shoes first, though.” Nijika beckoned the two.
“Hai!” Kita nods, shuffling out of her shoes, “Hitori-chan! Come on.”
Hitori nods wordlessly, sitting herself next to the redhead.
“Bocchi, fan me.” Ryo said, lying flat on her back and waving a plastic fan in front of Hitori’s face.
“Senpai, she’s not your maid.” Kita chided, but Hitori retrieved the fan anyway.
“O-okay.”
“Bocchi-chan, you don’t gotta do what she says, y’know.” Nijika scratches her head.
“A-ah, it’s fine– I get the breeze too…” Hitori said meekly, as she began fanning.
Ryo sighed as the breeze blew over her face. “Yeah, just like that, Bocchi..”
Kita frowned disapprovingly. Hitori sensed another reprimanding, but the redhead was immediately distracted as Nijika pulled her in a conversation.
Hitori, meanwhile, loses herself in the rhythmic fanning motion, letting her body move on autopilot as her mind and gaze wanders across the horizon to the big stage in the distance. The stage she desperately sought, the stage where she will finally prove herself on.
The stage she won’t be playing today.
“The bands who will proceed are… SIDEROS and Onna Gumi!”
Hitori felt her world crumble around her as those words finally settled, the sensation of Kita’s hand on hers slowly fleeting away.
“The juries hesitated til the end, because every band put on an unthinkable performance today! Thank you, everyone!” The MC declared.
Hitori finally braved a glance at her bandmates, gauging the unmistakable disappointment across Nijika and Ryo’s face. But to her, the look on Kita’s face was most heartbreaking. Her pupils had shrank as she stared vacantly at the stage, her brows arching upwards in stunned silence.
After everything they’ve gone through, she still failed.
“..cchi-chan, Ryo!”
Hitori jerked awake, sputtering and turning quickly to face Nijika, taking a couple seconds to readjust herself back to the present. The memory of Nijika’s disappointed face slowly blended and morphed into the real one, currently regarding her with a small pout.
“You both weren’t listening, were you? Tch, then we’ll go to the snack stalls ourselves! Come on, Kita-chan!”
Nijika got up and put her shoes back on, but Kita wasn’t as quick to follow. Evidently, Hitori’s short retreat into her recollections didn’t go unnoticed. Kita’s emerald green eyes were ladened with concern as it gazed down on her down.
Hitori knew what was coming, Kita would ask her if something’s the matter– showing her unfortunate penchant to be perceptually inquisitive whenever she senses that Hitori was troubled. Hitori threw her gaze away. She doesn't deserve pity, nor does want to ruin the mood further with her troubles.
Yet the question never came. Kita simply pursed her lips, getting up and joining Nijika, giving Hitori a fleeting smile as she did.
“I’ll be back in a bit, Hitori-chan. Watch over our stuff, okay?”
“A-ah.. H-hai.”
Hitori watched as her two friends progressively shrank in the distance, losing herself in her thoughts once more.
Usually, Kita would be more insistent in asking her what’s wrong. Hitori appreciates this, she always thought it demonstrates Kita’s genuineness, even if it gets a little annoying sometimes. Yet now, they didn’t even have this exchange. Kita merely got up and.. walked away.
But isn’t this what she wanted? To not have Kita pry and pity her? Why was she so bothered by this?
“Where were those two going again?” Ryo suddenly spoke, evidently not paying attention.
“They’re getting snacks, Ryo-san…”
“Cool.” Ryo simply said, returning her attention to her phone.
Sometimes, Hitori envies Ryo’s demeanor. Of course, she knows that Ryo was more complex than she lets on, but that mask of cool, distant apathy is what Hitori desired more than anything right now. Perhaps if she could don that veneer of detachment, everything would be simpler. That exchange, or lack thereof, with Kita just now, wouldn't still be echoing in her head and bothering her so much.
“Say, Bocchi– do you think- ow!”
Hitori turned abruptly, flinching as a rubber ball narrowly missed her, bouncing on top of Ryo’s face and over her head.
“Sorry, Ryo-chan!”
Familiar figures approached, one of them sprinting ahead the others to retrieve the rubber ball.
“I meant that as a light bump!” Jun laughed.
“How would that even work?” Ryo groaned, rubbing her reddening forehead.
“Apologies, Ryo-chan.” Ui bowed courteously.
Hitori adjusted herself to greet the encroaching Wakaba Girls, “Ui-san, a-and everyone else… You guys came to watch the finals too…?”
“Hai, Hitori-chan.” Azusa nods, glancing around the tarp. “Where’s Kita-chan and Nijika-chan?”
“You just missed them… they’re off getting snacks. You guys can h-have a seat while we wait for them.”
“Thanks, Hitori-chan.” Azusa replied, sitting down along Jun and Ui. She glanced at her kouhais, still on their feet. “No need to be shy, you two.”
Both took their seats awkwardly on the tarp, as if unsure if they’re allowed to be there.
“..but yeah.” Azusa returned her attention to Hitori, “We came today to watch the finals. Might as well, even if-”
“I still can’t believe you just know guitarhero-san like this, Nakano-senpai.” Nao suddenly interrupted, “Like- she’s a famous Oh!tuber, y’know?”
Azusa turned resignedly to Nao, “You can thank the previous keionbu buchou for that.”
“Indeed, when ojousama told m- ah, I mean, when I first heard that Nakano-senpai knew someone so popular, it came off as a bit of a shock for me too.”
Hitori flushed at these unexpected praises. Normally, she’d be over the moon when someone brings up her achievements, but currently she felt it very inappropriate to discuss it, attempting to shut this down immediately. “A-ah… it’s nothing to write home about…”
Whether this was a product of her or Nao’s lack of social awareness was unclear, but the latter continued pushing the point, “I disagree. I find it mesmerizing that you somehow failed to make it to this event’s finale.”
Sumire flinched, “Okuda-san, that’s....”
“What? Statistically speaking, it’s true! Guitarhero has over 30K subscribers on Oh!tube- triumphing over any SIDEROS members’ individual online followings, much less Onna Gumi’s.”
“Numbers and stats aren't everything, Okuda-san.” Azusa shook her head, “Especially with something as subjective as music.”
Azusa paused, her eyes travelling towards the distance. “Still, it’s a pity that kessoku band didn’t make it. I would’ve loved to see you guys play on that stage. It’ll make an amazing Mikakunin riot.”
“So why did you come here today, then?” Ryo asked, rolling around the tarp, “We’re not playing.”
Azusa shrugged, “Well, there’s still SIDEROS. A SIDEROS performance is never worth missing.”
“So as soon as kessoku band was eliminated, you betrayed us for those metalhead weirdos. You’re a cruel woman, Azusa.”
Azusa rolled her eyes, “I didn’t say that. Also, need I remind you, me and the fanclub voted for kessoku band everyday during voting period.”
“Can confirm!” Jun piped up, “I even set an alarm!”
Hitori’s stomach churned, “S-sorry… you guys put in all that effort, and we still didn’t make it…”
“Hitori-chan-” Azusa exhaled sharply, “Do we need to have this talk again?”
“I- um, it’s just habitual, sorry..” Hitori said, feeling phantom pain on her cheek.
“Making it to the quarterfinals is already an achievement, Hitori-chan. Be proud of yourself.” Ui encouraged her.
“If anything, this just shows that this event is rigged.” Ryo said absentmindedly, gesturing at Nao, “Just like four-eyes said. We got better numbers by virtue of you, Bocchi.”
“I-i don’t think that’s relevant….”
“SIDEROS aren’t anything to scoff at, though.” Azusa rebutted. “So I’m not surprised they made it, at least Ohtsuki-senpai’s efforts paid off. Can’t really say the same about Onna Gumi…” Azusa trailed off darkly, before turning to her two kouhais, “...but this’ll still be an educational experience regardless. Pay attention to these bands to know what you need to improve, girls! That’s the reason we came today!”
“Oh, come now Azusa, that’s only part of the reason.” Jun grinned impishly. Even Ui seems to share the smirk. Hitori had no idea what this was about, and seemingly, nor did Azusa’s juniors. The three of them collectively faced Azusa, surprised to find the girl turning slightly pink.
“Are there any other purposes for us coming here today, Nakano-senpai?” Sumire tilted her head.
Azusa attempted to answer, but Jun beat her to the punch, “What she said was true, girls. But Azusa also has her own motive.”
Hitori noticed that Ryo, who was only paying half attention up to this point, developed a mischievous glint in her eyes. “Of course– how could I forget? Azusa, you sly dog….”
“Y-you too, Ryo-san!?” Azusa flustered, refusing to meet everyone’s eyes. Evidently, Hitori had missed some important context. Ryo, noticing this, decided to supply helpfully,
“The two finalists, by some ordained fate, are actually connected, Bocchi.”
Hitori scrambled her brain, how was SIDEROS and Onna Gumi connected? Neither had even exchanged words to one another to her knowledge.
“..by a common acquaintance, that is.” Jun added, grinning wider.
“O-oh.”
Azusa buried her face in her hands, “Shut up…! We won’t even know if she’s coming anyway!”
“She will, Azusa-chan.” Ui said reassuringly, “Both her friend’s bands are performing, there’s no way she won’t come.”
“Who are we talking about?” Nao narrowed her eyes.
“It’s your youngin’s predecessors! The old keionbu, including Yui-senpai, Azusa’s girlfr-”
“Jun, shut up!” Azusa bursts out, clasping both her hands over the troublesome bassist’s mouth. Jun lets out a muffled chuckle.
“They’re coming? How delightful! I haven’t seen ojousama- I-i mean, it’d be wonderful to finally meet them!” Sumire sputtered.
“What was the old keionbu like?” Nao inquired.
As Jun and Ui relayed what the old club was like to their kouhais, Azusa huffed, muttering to herself,
“She hasn’t even responded to my messages asking her if she’d come…”
“Yui-san haven’t been responding..?” Hitori asked, before realizing that she was prying, “A-ah, gomen! I didn’t mean to–”
“No, she hasn't.” Azusa pouted harder.
Azusa seems to be troubled beyond the light teasing she got just now, judging from her tone. While a part of her thought to just leave the other guitarist be, Hitori can’t help herself. Seeing Azusa so upset just urges her to try and comfort the girl. She gulped, suddenly struck with realization.
Was this how Kita-san usually feels whenever she sees her sulking…?
Hitori decided to thread carefully, “Are you mad at her..?”
Azusa pondered briefly, before shaking her head.
“No… I'm just... nervous…”
“N-nervous..?”
Azusa exhaled, staring off into the distance. “We haven’t seen each other in a while… I’m kind of scared to face her again. It’s silly isn’t it? I just can’t help but wonder, is she still the same Yui-senpai I knew? Has she changed her mind? Does she still like me?”
Part of Azusa’s woes resonates uncomfortably with Hitori, as she too feels scared to face Kita in all her shame, and in turn, Kita simply walked away. The way Kita looked at her earlier…
Has Kita changed her mind too…..? Has she finally given up on her?
-
“Oooh, there’s so many options! What should we get, Kita-chan?” Nijika said, glancing around the various stalls. “Maybe…. Takosen! Like the ones we had in Enoshima, what do you think?”
Nijika turned expectantly at the redhead, but Kita didn’t seem to be paying attention, staring blankly to where they came from. Nijika exhaled.
“Kita-chaaaan..” Nijika closes in on her guitarist, pinching her cheeks, eliciting a surprised yelp.
“S-senpai!” Kita sputtered, rubbing her reddening cheeks, “What was that for?”
“For blanking out, yet again.” Nijika puts both hands on her hips. “You and Bocchi-chan are too similar sometimes.”
“Hitori-chan..” Kita said, rubbing her cheek absentmindedly as her eyes trailed back to the distance.
“What is it this time, Kita-chan?”
“You’ve clearly noticed, senpai! Hitori-chan is definitely blaming herself again for our.. our loss.”
Nijika said apprehensively, “I sort of got the impression.”
“Even after I tell her not to worry over and over again… oh, Hitori-chan..”
Nijika didn’t respond further, continuing to peruse the various stalls. Kita pouts as she realizes she was being ignored. “Mou, senpai!”
Nijika took a sharp exhale, before facing the guitarist, “What do you want me to do here, Kita-chan?”
“We can’t just let Hitori-chan stay like that!”
“Well, why didn’t you do anything when you noticed earlier?”
Kita wasn’t expecting Nijika to be this blunt. “I- i just didn’t know how else to comfort her….”
“Exactly. I don’t think there’s anything left to be said at this point, Kita-chan.”
Kita’s eyes widened as she audibly gasped, “Senpai, what’re you saying? That we should stop caring about her?”
“I didn’t say that.” Nijika sighed, “All of us are almost adults, Bocchi-chan and you included. We can’t keep babying her, Kita-chan.”
“Babying…? I’m not babying her!” Kita glared angrily, “You know how she is, senpai! She needs all the help she can get! As her friends, it’s our responsibility to–”
“Bocchi-chan still shouldn’t be absolved from her own responsibilities.” Nijika interrupted, “Our help can only go so far if she herself doesn’t make the push to change, Kita-chan.”
“Hitori-chan wants to change!” Kita fumed harder, “She was showing progress! She just…. doesn't know how to maintain it-! That’s why we need to be there for her!”
“She needs to know how, cause we won’t always be there for her, Kita-chan.” Nijika rebutted. “Think of it like raising a kid. You can’t keep spoon feeding them all their life, after a certain point, they need to learn to feed themselves.”
“That doesn’t even make sense, how is she supposed to know if we don’t tell her how....?”
“Kita-chan, how many times do we need to tell her to stop putting herself down? Do you really want Bocchi-chan to still be like this in college? Do you want to keep having to coddle her as she steps into adulthood?”
“That’s what friends are supposed to do, senpai! It’s fine if you want to give up on Hitori-chan, but I’ll never do the same! She’s worth all the effort.” Kita said heatedly.
“I’m not giving up on her..” Nijika clutched her temple, “I’m saying this because I want her to grow, and part of that is realizing she needs to do certain things on her own.”
Nijika paused, observing Kita’s reaction– The redhead still has her brows furrowed, regarding her with a sharp glare.
“Of course.. I was planning on addressing the root cause of all this, but not this early.” Nijika murmured. “Our– our failure, and its implication for the future of our band.”
Kita quickly mellowed down. Right, she didn’t even consider the bigger picture of what this would mean for kessoku band.
“But all that can wait. Even with that whole spiel– I know Bocchi-chan must be taking all of this very harshly. Not just her, you and Ryo as well. Let’s just have fun today, Kita-chan.” Nijika smiled, almost pleadingly.
Confronted by this uncomfortably genuine request, Kita shifted awkwardly. “R-right, sorry about that just now, senpai.”
“Oi, come now– there shouldn’t be any frowning today!” Nijika insisted, “Food is essential to uplifting moods, so let’s buy some snacks, Kita-chan!”
Kita can’t help but smile. “Yeah, that sounds nice.”
“That’s more like it!” Nijika patted her back, ushering her forward, “You’ve been to plenty of festivals right, Kita-chan? Any food recommendations?”
Kita switched back to extrovert mode, regaling her previous festival experiences, “I’ve been to several gourmet food festivals before. Recently I went to a curry festival in Shimo-Kita!”
“Sounds like a fierce battlefield..”
“As for recommendations..” Kita looked around, her eyes glimmering as she spotted a particular stand. “Kebab! If we're going to a rock fes, meat’s a must!”
The two walked up to the small line forming in front of the stall, waiting patiently for their turn.
“Welcome, customers….”
“Hello! We’d like– Hiroi nee-san..!?”
“Ah… it’s you kids.. You seem very lively..” Hiroi said somberly, dusting off her apron.
“Why are you here, Hiroi nee-san?” Nijika inquired, causing Hiroi to sob.
“Gin-chan told me I’d get a free drink if I come, but he tricked me into working this stand to pay off my debts instead!” she whined, dropping her face on the countertop.
“So this is how they treat guest performers after the show….” Nijika sighed as Kita placed their order.
“It’ll be ready in a bit… please wait..” Hiroi sobbed, picking up her face from the counter. Kita looked on in pity as Hiroi got back to work.
“There you go, Kita-chan…” Nijika suddenly whispered, tugging her sleeves, “...someone that never got their act together. Do you want Bocchi-chan to turn out like this?”
“Senpai, you’re exaggerating…” Kita murmured, peering at the moping drunk. “There’s no way Hitori-chan’ll ever end up like that….”
“Maybe not exactly like her, but maybe someone like–”
“Oh, man! There’s already a line!”
Both girls’ eyes widened as a shrill, childish voice sounded behind them, knowing exactly who it belonged to. Slowly, they turned around to find a face they haven’t expected in so long.
“Yui-chan!?”
There the brunette stood, staring back stupefied as she slowly recognized the two girls before her.
“Kita-chan!” Yui exclaimed, “Nijika-chan!”
Before either could formulate a response, Yui already pounced on them, crushing them in a tight embrace.
“I didn’t recognize you from behind! I missed you guys so much!”
“Ack– Yui-chan. It’s nice to see you too.” Nijika heaved out.
“How could you not recognize them, Yui?” Another voice, familiarly mischievous, made its way to Kita. “Red hairs aren’t exactly common around these parts.”
“Ritsu-chan.” Nijika greeted the fellow drummer. Her gaze hovered over her to find the rest of HTT also trailing behind, smiling at them.
“Nijika-chan, Kita-chan.” Mugi bowed, “Ah…. how long has it been since we met last? A month? Two months?”
“It feels longer than that, that’s for sure.” Mio supplied, ”Are you two here by yourselves?”
“Hitori-chan and Ryo-senpai stayed back to watch our stuff, Mio-chan!” Kita replied.
“I assume you guys are here to see SIDEROS?” Nijika hazard a guess.
Yui piped up, “And Onna Gumi! You guys met, right? Akira-chan told me that she met you guys!”
Nijika and Kita exchanged grim glances, agreeing wordlessly to not bring up their complicated history with Onna Gumi. “Right, we’ve met.”
“I feel bad for not watching Yoyo-chan at live judging….” Yui added, “So I told her that we’re for sure coming today! She’s really delighted to hear it!”
Ritsu smirked, “Bet she stayed up all night kicking her feet and all.”
“Oh, but speaking about that, Kita-chan, Nijika-chan–” Yui abruptly turned, her tone switching suddenly, “..about your live judging–”
The mood flipped in an instant, as the rest of HTT averted their eyes awkwardly. Mio cleared her throat, seemingly disapproving Yui bringing this up. Kita glimpsed at Nijika, it seems like they are going to address this now one way or another. She smiles wearily, “It’s fine, Yui-chan. These things happen.”
“We’re sorry we couldn’t be there to support you.” Mugi said apologetically.
“We could’ve been there, if it weren’t for someone needing to be tutored…” Mio crossed her arms as Yui and Ritsu whistled conspicuously (an attempt of one, in Ritsu’s case).
“You guys are college students now, you have new responsibilities. We don’t hold it against you!” Nijika brushed it off.
“Well, I’m glad that you guys are taking it well at least.” Mio smiled.
Kita’s eyes twitched subtly, “Yeah…”
“Here’s your order, Kita-chan… Eh..? Is that–?”
“Hiroi nee-san!” Yui gasped, running to the stand. “What’re you doing here..?”
“I was hoodwinked, Yui-chan! You gotta help me!” Hiroi cried.
“Sure! But before that, can we get five to go?”
Nijika narrowed her eyes, “Five..? There’s only four of you.”
Ritsu scoffed, “You think we only had one reason to come today, Nijika? Yui’s been dying for this opportunity.”
“Opportunity? For what?”
“It’s not just Yui-chan!” Mugi added excitedly, “All of us have been anticipating seeing Azusa-chan again!”
Kita nodded, reminded of how big of a SIDEROS fan Azusa was. It’s a safe bet to assume she’ll show up today.
“She texted Yui that she’ll be coming today, so we wanted to surprise her.” Mio explained, instantly confirming Kita’s guess.
“I got the kebab!” Yui turned, “This one’s for Azu-nyan, so I should– whoa–!”
In her haste, Yui tripped over her shoelaces. Fortunately, Kita managed to catch her before she collided with the ground.
“Yui-chan, be careful!”
“Ahahaha, gomen, Kita-chan, I’m just… too excited right now!”
“Are you alright, Yui-chan?” Mugi hastily asked.
“I'm fine, Mugi-chan! At least I didn’t drop the kebab! Here you go!” Yui said, handing it to each of her friends.
Mugi pursed her lips as she retrieved the gourmet. “Yui-chan, Kita-chan’s right, you gotta be more careful! What if you did fall, what would Azusa-chan think if once she sees you again, you’re visibly wounded?”
“Eeh..? But I didn’t actually fall! Did I still get a bump?” Yui brushed her forehead frantically.
“No, Yui. But that’s not the point.” Mio exhaled, “Just, tie your shoes properly, okay?”
Ritsu grinned, shaking her head. “What would you even do without us? Get your act together, private!”
“Ah, aye-aye, captain!” Yui saluted, before crouching down to tie her shoes. As she watches Yui’s incessant antics, Kita can sense Nijika giving her a meaningful look.
“Well, since we’re all here now, why don’t we hang out until the bands take stage?” Mio suggested.
“We can go look for Azu-nyan together too! All nine of us together, just like old times!” Yui beamed.
“That sounds nice.” Nijika smiled, “Let’s head back to Bocchi and Ryo. I’m sure they’d love to see you too.”
“Lead the way, Nijika!”
“Wait, you guys are leaving?” Hiroi cried as she noticed everyone’s dispersing, "Don't leave me!”
“Sorry, nee-san!” Yui cheekily exclaimed, “But my Azu-nyan’s waiting– whoa!”
“Again?” Ritsu laughed, as Yui found herself tripping again, “Watch where you’re going, man!”
While normally she’d find herself laughing alongside the others at Yui’s antics, now, Kita can’t help but grimace. She’d always known that Yui was quite hopeless at times, but she never truly stopped to consider why.
Yui was always coddled either by her friends at school, or Ui at home, and this was the result. The thought really didn’t sit well with Kita, especially given what Nijika relayed to her earlier.
….is this what she’s doing to Hitori?
-
“Y-you sure this is fine, Ryo-san..?”
“It’s fine.” Ryo said dismissively, lifting their baggage. The group had hurriedly left their previous spot in lieu of what Hitori would describe as “invading extroverts” camping next to them. “I’ll text Nijika. We might as well reserve a good spot for the show than mingling another minute with those folks.”
“N-normie extroverts, am I right…?” Hitori laughed nervously.
“They weren’t that bad..” Ui muttered.
“Boy, there’s a lot of people out now.” Jun glanced around. Hitori followed suit, confirming herself the increasing number of live-goers around.
“There’s an opening there.” Sumire pointed to a small gap between the packed crowds. “Good vantage point.”
“Pass.” Ryo huffed, scanning the crowd further. “Is there nowhere completely isolated?”
“We should settle for any spot quick, before all of it gets taken.” Jun wheezed out as she was shoved by a passerby. “Watch where you’re going, buddy!”
“O-or before we got squashed…” Hitori flinched as the same thing happened to her, being bumped roughly by another passing live-goer.
“Ah, gomen!” Well, at least this one is courteous enough to apologize.
“I-it’s fine… I was–”
“Eh.. is that you, Hitori-chan?”
Hitori arched her brows, looking up to face the unexpected company. Next to her, Azusa also seems to have recognized the face, “Maki-san!”
Before Hitori were three girls, clad in blue pullovers over orange jackets, with short sandy brown, grayish blue, and dark olive hair. Hitori recognized them immediately as Love Crysis, the band she spent extensive time with in London.
“What are the chances of literally bumping into each other like this? Wait, don’t tell me, let me see if I can still get this right…” Maki paused, “Hitori-chan, Ryo-chan… Azusa-chan!” she exclaimed, her finger alternating between each girl as she identified them.
“Maki, Aya, Shiho.” Ryo replied in turn. “Love Crysis.”
“That’s right.” Shiho nods, “You guys still remembered!”
Whilst Hitori did recognize them, she didn’t actually remember their names, secretly thanking Ryo for the roll calls. “Ahahaha… y-yeah, how can we forget…? Us three performed in London together with you, after all.”
“You performed in London?” Nao blurts out.
“Oh, right! We never told you two that, did we? Yeah, the old keionbu also had a live in London with kessoku band!” Jun supplied.
“This old club is fascinating me more and more…” Nao mutters.
“Well, we’re a long way from London now.” Aya spoke, “..and you seem to have new company as well.”
Azusa noted Aya’s gaze, “Ah, these are Ui and Jun-chan, Aya-san. And the other two are Okuda-san and Sumire-chan.”
“Pleasure to meet you.” Sumire bows courteously. Nao gives an acknowledging nod.
“Likewise.” Maki smiled, her eyes returning to Hitori, “Where’s the rest of your band, Hitori-chan?”
“T-they’re buying us snacks… t-they should be back soon… R-ryo-san, you’ve texted Nijika-san, right?”
“Oh, right. I’ll send her a pic of our spot.”
“And where’s your band, Azusa-chan? Where’s that meathead, Ritsu?” Maki grinned. The small girl shifted awkwardly, causing a feeling of pity to emerge within Hitori.
“They’ve…. graduated, Maki-san. We haven’t seen each other in a while.”
For some reason, Maki seemed perplexed at this response. “Wait, you didn’t come here with them? I thought–”
But before Maki could finish, Aya softly elbowed her, whispering something Hitori couldn’t make out. “Ah, right. My mistake, Azusa-chan. I forget you’re not in the same year as them, that’s why you called them senpais, duh.”
Hitori got the feeling that that wasn’t what Maki initially wanted to say, but Azusa didn’t seem to have noticed.
“Attention, festival-goers. The show will begin in ten minutes.”
Everyone perked up as the announcement echoed over the festival grounds, the surrounding crowd encroaching closer in response.
“Well, we’re all caught up.” Ryo said, “But we need to get a move on, like, now.”
“Yeah, good point.” Shiho said, glancing around, “I spotted an isolated spot just over there.”
As they moved to location Shiho pinpointed, Aya turned to ask, “Oh, who are you guys supporting, by the way?”
Ryo shrugged, “I was interested in Kemonoria, but they didn’t make it.”
“I’m supporting Onna Gumi.” Shiho proclaimed, glimpsing at the stage expectantly. “They didn’t enter my radar until just before live judging, and I don’t even know how– their sound is so lively. You’ve heard of them?”
Hitori shuffled uncomfortably– should she elaborate on their extensive background with Onna Gumi? Ryo however, seems uninterested in discussing it, responding merely with, “Heard a bit from them. Not really a fan.”
“Really?” Shiho inquired, “I kinda thought their sound is something up your alley, Ryo-chan.”
Ryo scoffed pretentiously, “My palette is broader than that, and I find the shallow display of “punk” they advertise to be dull.”
Those in the know winced at this very blatant jab, but Shiho simply nodded agreeably, taking the comment at face value.
“For us it’s SIDEROS, all the way!” Jun exclaimed, “Right, Azusa?”
“Yeah, SIDEROS will definitely clean house against this lineup.” Azusa passionately said.
“Ohtsuki-san always puts on amazing performances, judging from what Azusa-chan and onee-chan told me. So I’m excited to see what they’ve prepared!” Ui beamed.
“SIDEROS, huh? Excellent pick.” Aya nods, “That’s who I’ve been supporting too, since kessoku band didn’t make it.”
The sudden mention of her band caught Hitori off guard. Right, they did mention they were supporting kessoku band the first time they met. Will their failure be constantly brought up today? Hitori can’t help but find this thought miserable.
“This was rigged, rigged, I tell you.” Ryo shook her head, crossing her arms.
“Cheer up, you two. At least your band made it to live judging, we didn’t even make it through the demo submission.”
At this, Hitori jolted up. “Y-you never mentioned also entering Mikakunin riot…”
“Eh… we didn’t!?” Aya turned to her two bandmates, “I guess we didn’t, haha!”
“We were eliminated so early it’s barely worth bringing up.” Shiho shrugged.
Hitori finds this really hard to believe, and was glad when Ryo vocalized her thoughts, “Really? You guys were a competent band. How can you not pass the demo stage?”
Maki shrugged. “We probably didn’t meet some criteria.”
“Hmm, if we analyse the name– Mikakunin, settling for more rowdy, rambunctious acts would be more in line with the theme, discarding acts that’s too competent or safe makes sense.” Nao said in that now all-too-familiar blunt manner, although Hitori was spared the second hand embarrassment as Love Crysis merely laughed off the tactless comment.
“Who knows? Maybe you’re right, Okuda-san.” Maki smirked, “Or maybe we just weren’t good enough. Either way, we’ll never know. Best to not dwell on it and just take the L. It’s no biggie.”
Hitori merely stared back at her, befuddled. How can they act so nonchalantly about this, to the point of forgetting they’ve entered the competition to begin with?
“H-how..!? How is that a no b-biggie!?” Hitori bemusedly asked.
Ryo was the one who answered, “..cause winning ain’t everything, I suppose?”
Maki beamed brightly, “Yeah, exactly!”
“I agree. Just from watching onee-chan these past three years… she always seems so happy just playing with her band… Maybe, the experience itself is already a reward.” Ui opined.
“Perfectly said, Ui-chan.” Maki complimented.
Winning isn’t everything… Kita said something like that before, right? Maki just reiterated that sentiment. How could these two speak trivially about something which so greatly impacted her? She can’t even fathom this.
But that's when it all clicks.
Of course they managed to brush this off as if it was nothing. Maintaining a huge social web and parading appearances on ISSOSTA is something miniscule for someone like Kita, but to Hitori, it’s unimaginable. This was just another gap between the existence of people like Kita, Maki, or even Yui, to an introvert like her.
For them, winning isn’t everything. It’s easy to say that when you already won at life, right? To Hitori however, that potential victory is all she ever had. A familiar ugly feeling began to resurface upon this realization.
Maybe, despite everything…. maybe she’s still that resentful middle school girl holing herself inside her closet.
-
Kita wiped her brow as the heat finally got to her, the surrounding crowds collectively chattering and moving only serving to raise the temperature even more.
“Where are they…?” Nijika grumbled, staring irritably at the photo Ryo sent of her current location.
“Judging by this angle, should be somewhere westward.” Mio suggested.
“It’s so hot….” Yui whined, “I feel like I’m gonna melt!”
“Come on, Yui-chan– you have to keep going for Azusa-chan!” Mugi cheered, and Yui immediately straightened herself.
“For Azu-nyan!” This drive lasted a whole three seconds before Yui drooped again. “It’s still too hot….”
Kita, pitying this display, handed Yui a water bottle. “Here, Yui-chan. Take a swig.”
“Ah! Arigatou, Kita-chan!” Yui spoke as she gulped down the water, resulting in her coughing up most of it.
“Don’t talk while drinking, Yui-chan.” Kita exhaled, patting her on the back.
“Typical Hirasawa. Couldn’t even drink water right.”
Kita spun on her heel, and so did Yui, both immediately recognizing that sneering voice, “Aki- cough- Akira-chan!”
Yui sprinted to the Onna Gumi’s guitarist, her arms outstretched as she prepped for her trademark hug. Akira however, stretched her own arm forward to halt her, smirking playfully. “Nah, keep your distance.”
“Akira-chan, what’re you doing here? Shouldn’t you be on stage? The announcement said that the show will begin in ten minutes!”
“Our show’s at noon, Yui-chan!” Ayame appeared next to Akira along with Sachi, both carrying plastic bags. “We went around to buy food in the meantime.”
“Ah, you three.” Nijika addressed the band, “Never got to say it last time, but congrats on making it to the finals!”
“Arigatou, Nijika-chan.” Ayame smiled, “Thanks for coming to see us too!”
“Hey, we wouldn’t miss our dear friends’ performance!” Ritsu cheekily said.
“You already did though.” Akira deadpanned.
“Well– we won’t do it… again…!” Ritsu sputtered. Mio rolled her eyes, but Mugi let out a giggle.
“At least you guys are here now, that’s….. appreciated.” Akira exhaled, rubbing the back of her neck. This action however, relinquished the barrier she created to keep the hug monster at bay. She soon paid the price for this folly.
“Akh- Hirasawa!”
“We’re so proud of you, Akira-chan! This is what you’ve been working for, right?” Yui said, nuzzling the other guitarist.
“Hirasawa, come on, now…” Akira flustered, avoiding eye contact.
It occurred to Kita that this was the first time she’d seen these two bands interact physically, and Akira’s attitude with Yui didn’t match at all with her bitter opinions on HTT from previous encounters. “Akira-san’s a lot more amicable towards Yui-chan than I expected.” Kita whispered to Ayame.
Ayame laughed, “Oh, Akira’s gotten closer to them ever since we’ve last met, Kita-san. It’s a bit odd…. but hey– I’m glad she changed. She’s just been much friendlier in general!”
Come to think of it, Akira was way more amicable to them too. What could’ve prompted this change? Could it be..
“Yui-chan, come now.” Mugi prodded after a sizable amount of time passed, “Akira-chan needs to prepare for the show.”
“Yeah, and umm… PDA, Yui. People might get the wrong idea.” Mio suggested.
Ritsu chuckled, “You weren’t so concerned about PDA when we–” what they did, Kita will never know, as Mio immediately whacked the stuffings out of Ritsu.
“Nope! We need to make up for missing live judging somehow!” Yui clinged stubbornly to Akira, who merely resigned to her fate.
“Yui…” Mio sighed exasperatedly.
“Eh, we’ve got time.” Ayame said, waving airily, “Besides, who would even get the wrong impression?”
Sachi however, shuddered uncomfortably, “Uhm… Ayame, do you feel this– sudden intense energy….?”
“Huh, what do you mean?”
Ayame didn’t need to wait long before what Sachi meant materialized in the form of a precipitous, bossy voice.
“Hirasawa Yui! What is the meaning of this!?”
Kita, knowing exactly who this voice belonged to, braced for the ensuing mess to come. Yoyoko strides forth, glaring daggers at Yui and Akira, her arm outstretched as she points at the two.
“Yoyo-chan!” Yui gasped, letting go of Akira before running to hug the SIDEROS frontwoman.
“Everyone’s just here now, I guess.” Ritsu muttered.
Yoyoko looked momentarily flustered, but returned her pointed glare at Akira after a second. “Hirasawa Yui! Why were you hugging her? Answer me!” She demanded.
“Yoyo-chan! Let me introduce you! This is Akira-chan, she’s my new friend and dormmate in uni!”
Akira stares between Yui and Yoyoko, “Y-you’re actually friends with the frontwoman of SIDEROS!?”
“New…friend…? Dormmate…?”
Yoyoko’s knees buckled as she separated from Yui, collapsing onto the nearest person, which happened to be Nijika.
“Ohtsuki-san, snap out of it!” Nijika attempted sobering the girl.
“Senpai, there you are!” Akubi cried, followed immediately by Fuko and Yuyu, adding more onto this already bloated entourage. Kita noticed that they were also carrying plastic bags, like Onna Gumi.
“You bolted off like.. Ah, Yui-chan– Ho-kago Tea Time.” Akubi eventually noticed their presence.
“Akiyama-san~ Long time no see…” Yuyu said in her whisper-like voice, causing Mio to shiver. “My friends have missed you~!”
“You guys came!” Fuko exclaimed happily, “Senpai’s been talking non-stop about it, and now you’re here! Right, senpai? Senpai..?”
“New friend… I’ve been relegated to a lesser friend..” Yoyoko mumbled lifelessly.
“Yoyo-chan, what’s wrong…?” Yui approached the mumbling guitarist, who sprang back to life.
“Hirasawa Yui! You’ve replaced me with this– Onna Gumi girl!?”
Akira furrowed her eyebrows, “I have a name, you know.”
“Replaced– I haven’t replaced anyone..” Yui said, but Yoyoko didn’t seem to hear her.
“You think you got what it takes to replace me as Hirasawa Yui’s closest friend, Wada Akira!?”
“Since when was that established?” Kita whispered to Fuko, who only sighed in response.
“You can have her.” Akira conceded immediately.
“Ohohoho, I see what you’re doing! You think you can trick me with your mind games!?”
“No, I’m not playing any games, you crazy girl.”
“Please don’t fight!” Yui’s eyes panickedly flew between the two, fidgeting as tensions escalated. Desperately, she whispered to her bandmates, “Guys, what should I do…?”
“I told you this could’ve been misunderstood.” Mio chided.
“I’m sorry, Mio-chan! What do I do now?”
But the rest of HTT seemed to want to stay out of the matter. Mio and Ritsu looked away, while Mugi only smiled wearily.
“Kita-chan, Nijika-chan, what should I do…?” Yui pleaded to them instead.
Nijika eyed the arguing girls warily, “Ahahaha… I’m afraid you’re on your own here, Yui-chan..”
“But I always have you guys help me with these things, I don’t know what to do on my own!”
Kita winced. At this point, she gets whatever message the universe is trying to send her. But she too had no answer to this plight.
“Sorry, Yui-chan…” she said guiltily.
Realizing that she’s indeed on her own, Yui resorts to doing the only thing she knows.
“Guys, you– you both can have hugs!”
“H-huh..?” the arguing girls confusedly spun, greeted immediately by a crushing embrace.
“I love you both, so you both get hugs!”
“T-that’s not the problem..” Akira wheezed out.
“Yui-chan, I don’t think this is helping…” Kita said, watching the two girls turn purple. At this point, she pondered just rescuing Yui, but before she could reach a conclusion, something else happened to make things even more awkward.
“Nijika, there you are, you were taking too– whoa. Everyone’s here.”
Ryo arrived with Hitori, along with Wakaba Girls and Love Crysis. Kita would guess they’ve met while she and Nijika were out buying snacks. She was compelled to greet them, but one amongst the new arrivals was quicker to get a word in.
“Yui-senpai..!?”
Yui, finally noticing the newcomers, jumped away from Yoyoko and Akira, who gasped in relief.
“A-azu-nyan!”
For a second, time seemed to have frozen as Yui and Azusa gazed at one another, both processing each other’s presence. Yui’s perplexion slowly turned into a beaming smile, but Azusa kept her confused expression as she eyed the panting Yoyoko and Akira.
“What were you doing, Yui-senpai?” Kita couldn't help but note the accusatory tone.
“It’s not what it looks like!” Yui sputtered, only serving to make her look guiltier. “I was just…. trying to tell them I love them! A-ah… I bought you kebab…?”
Azusa’s expression contorted into an indiscernible one.
“You really just say it to anyone, huh....”
“E-eh, Azu-nyan…?”
Perhaps sensing that they finally have to drag Yui out of this mess, her band finally intervenes.
“K-kid!” Ritsu exclaimed loudly. “It’s been a while, hasn’t it?”
Azusa switched her attention to the rest of her former seniors. “Senpais….”
“You haven’t changed much, Azusa.” Mio said warmly.
“Yeah, especially in the height department.” Ritsu grinned.
“Mou, senpai!” Azusa pouts.
The five HTT girls regarded each other for a moment, before eventually breaking into laughter.
“We’ve missed you, Azusa.” Mugi said with a smile.
“I…. miss you senpais too.”
Despite the shaky start with Yui, Azusa welcomed the incoming embrace from her former bandmates, even the brunette, laughing happily as she indulged in an overdue reconciliation. Kita can’t help but smile as the sight tugged her heartstrings, a sentiment shared amongst the others.
“Such sweet bond you all have..” Fuko gushed, placing a hand on her heart.
“Could you imagine if senpai’s ever that open with us?” Akubi whispered.
“I heard that!” Yoyoko fussed, causing Yuyu to giggle.
Eventually, HTT relinquished their embrace, and everyone wasted no time refamiliarizing themselves with the band.
“Ritsu-chan, Mio-chan– it’s been forever since we talked.” Maki greeted the two.
“Sorry, Maki! Been busy with college!” Ritsu rubbed her neck sheepishly, “Love Crysis still going strong?”
“What uni did you end up going to, Maki?” Mio inquired.
“Ojousama…!” Sumire latched onto Mugi, “Have you been faring well in university? Are you eating properly?”
“Ah, Sumire-chan. I’ve been fine, don’t worry.” Mugi smiled.
“I can’t help it. I am your personal maid, after all.” Sumire cautiously whispered.
“I appreciate the thought, Sumire-chan. But you should focus more on yourself for a change. I see you’ve been keeping Azusa-chan and the new club company, along with– ah, who’s this young lady?”
Sumire jumped, realizing Nao was standing next to her. “Okuda-san, have you been listening?”
“Okuda Nao.” Nao spoke to Mugi, ignoring Sumire, “So, you’re Sumire-chan’s master.” she said matter of factly.
“Okuda-san…!”
“Onee-chan, you got water all over your shirt.” Ui sighed, instinctively moving to wipe the shirt with a handkerchief, “Did you talk while drinking again?”
“Ehehehe… gomen, Ui.”
There’s something sweet in this that Kita couldn’t exactly place, with how easily everyone fell into the same old routine, as if HTT never left. It speaks to the impact these girls have had in their lives, Kita thought. Delegating to give them some space, Ryo and Hitori stepped aside, rejoining Nijika and Kita.
“Where’ve you been?” We looked all over for you!” Nijika fussed as Ryo approached.
“We were just over there.” Ryo pointed vaguely behind her, before redirecting it to Kita, “That Kebab for me?”
“Oh, right.” Kita sputtered, forgetting she was carrying it. “Here, senpai, and here’s yours, Hitori-chan.”
Hitori retrieved the gourmet without looking at her, muttering a quiet thanks. Kita frowned, so she's still in this slump. Before Kita’s able to address this however, an announcement boomed across the venue,
“Attention festival-goers. The show will begin shortly.”
Two of the bands amongst them hastily jumped to their feet.
“We should probably move backstage..” Sachi muttered.
Yoyoko huffed her chest, “Hirasawa Yui! I’ll be going now! I better see you cheering for me in the front row!”
Yui hopped up and down excitedly in response.
“I will, Yoyo-chan! I’ll be your number one cheerleader!” Yui beamed.
“Hey, don’t forget about us, Yui-chan!” Ayame teased, causing Yui to blush. “I’m just messin wit’ ya. See you guys.”
As the two bands dispersed, Kita noticed how Yoyoko stalled behind the others, peering apprehensively towards Hitori. However, she merely shook her head after a couple seconds, before rejoining her band.
“Wouldn’t have guessed you knew those bands. You sure get around, huh?” Maki commented.
“Happy coincidences…” Mio mumbled.
“Look, the first band’s goin’ up!” Jun pointed at the stage.
“Oh, who is this?” Aya perked up in interest, watching as the first act of the day took the stage.
While everyone approaches the stage, Kita uses the opportunity to approach Hitori instead, who was seemingly still in her own world.
“Hitori-chan.”
Hitori’s eyes lit up curiously as she turned to face Kita. Her downtrodden mood was apparent, even with all these happy faces around them. Ironically, now that Hitori is actually looking at her, Kita finds herself speechless. How should Kita approach this? Does she have to keep in mind what… Nijika relayed earlier?
Kita shook her head, that doesn't matter now. She can ponder Nijika’s sentiment later. Right now, Hitori needed a pick-me-up.
“Let’s move closer, Hitori-chan. We’ll be able to watch better.”
“Ah, um…”
Kita noticed the distracted look Hitori gave, taking a second to register that she wasn’t even looking at her, but somewhere past her. Kita followed her gaze to find the two HTT guitarists, just like them, lagging behind.
“Um, it shouldn't be my business to pry…” Hitori began, “...But Azusa-san seems really melancholic t-today… I think it’s something to do with Yui-san..”
The irony wasn’t lost on Kita– Hitori, even in her wistful state, still worries for others more than herself. This considerate nature was one of the things Kita loves about the girl.
“It’s probably because it’s their first time seeing each other again, Hitori-chan. It’s bound to be awkward, especially given their.... relationship.”
“That’s the t-thing… Azusa-san said something earlier about their… r-relationship… and just now, she caught Yui-san with Ohtsuki and Akira-san, ah.. I shouldn’t be presumptuous.”
Some might think it’s a stretch, but Kita knew Azusa was a passionate girl. Perhaps seeing her girlfriend(?) being affectionate with other girls did bother her?
“I’m sure they’ll be able to sort it out, Hitori-chan.”
But is that true? Kita already saw for herself Yui’s disastrous attempt to mediate an emotional conflict just now. Can she handle this matter with necessary tact?
“M-maybe you’re right, Kita-san…”
Kita sighed, at least Hitori was assured. “You think so? Well–”
“Sorting this out would probably be easy for someone like Yui-san. Everything always goes right for people like her.”
That tone caused Kita to subsequently look at Hitori worriedly. Contrary to what she just thought– the way Hitori spoke didn’t exude consideration, rather– bitterness, staring at the couple with something akin to annoyance.
That’s not the Hitori she knew.
“Hitori-chan, are you feeling well?”
Hitori turned to face her, and seeing those usually innocent blue eyes regarding her with any ounce of animosity threw her for quite a turmoil.
“I’m fine.” She averted her eyes, “L-let’s just leave those two to their own.”
Hitori made a move to follow the others, but Kita quickly grabbed onto her arm.
“Actually, Hitori-chan. Maybe we should stick around.”
“W-why..? You just said Yui-san will be able to handle it.”
Kita needs to– actually, what was even her plan here? She just… latched onto Hitori instinctually. All she knew was that she can’t let Hitori walk away like this. Part of her also thinks that Yui might actually need genuine help.
“… let’s just listen in on them so we can step in if necessary, okay..? Neither of us would want anything bad to happen.”
Hitori’s gaze slowly softened, “O-okay.”
Kita smiled placatingly, but Hitori merely averted her eyes again. This is worse than she thought.
The two snuck closer to Yui and Azusa, which was made easier by all the commotion amongst live-goers around, making their approach virtually unnoticed. They stopped just a short distance from the couple to eavesdrop.
“...I just wanted to tell them that I love them both…”
“Forget it. You clearly don’t understand.”
This wasn’t a good start. Kita had to resist the urge to just step in before Yui dug herself deeper in a hole. Hitori, however– seems to be studying the two with an unreadable expression.
“Then help me understand, Azu-nyan. I hate seeing you like this.”
Yui’s assertiveness came as quite a surprise to Kita, after witnessing the many bumbling interactions she had today. Azusa also didn’t seem to expect it, rubbing her shoulders uncomfortably.
“You…you told them you love them–”
“I do–”
“That’s exactly the problem–!” Azusa bursted out, before throwing her gaze away, “After not seeing you for so long, I immediately hear you say it to another girl… hugging them… isn’t what we have supposed to be special..!?”
“Azu-nyan… are you.. jealous..?”
Azusa glared, “It took you this long? God, forget it.”
Seeing this as prelude to a point of no return, Kita hastily stepped forward, but finds herself the one pulled by the arm this time.
“Hitori-chan, if we don’t step in now, they might as well be done–”
Hitori shook her head. “A-azusa-san is finally speaking her mind. J-just.. Let this play out.”
Kita gulped, her gaze flitting between Hitori and the couple. Azusa already made a move to leave Yui, but like Kita, was halted as Yui suddenly enveloped her in an embrace. Azusa jolted at the contact, attempting to fight off the hug.
“Senpai, let me–”
“Don’t leave, Azu-nyan. Just… hear me out, please?”
Azusa eventually ceased resisting, slumping her shoulders. In response, Yui turned her fully to face her, two pairs of eyes meeting in conflict.
“I love all my friends, Azu-nyan. That’s why I give them hugs.”
Azusa sighed, “You already told me that.”
“I know, please be patient with me, Azu-nyan. I’m not… good with words.. What I wanted to say was…I love my friends, but I- I still love you more! Those other hugs… they aren’t the same as the one I give you, cause these are special, Azu-nyan!”
What Azusa said next was exactly how Kita thought, “Senpai, what are you even saying…”
Yui pulled Azusa back for another hug, “This hug is the one I give to my most special person. Can you feel it, Azu-nyan?” she whispered, to the point it was barely audible to Kita.
Azusa didn’t reply, and Kita thought that was it for Yui.
“...Y-yeah….”
Unexpectedly however, a response did come.
“I’m sorry, Azu-nyan. I’m not smart– you know that better than anyone.” Yui chuckled at the self-deprecation, “... it leads me to do stupid things, and if that stupid thing is hurting you, then… Please help me understand that, so I dont hurt you again.”
Azusa began trembling as she processed the plea, slowly shaking her head. “D-don’t apologize… I-it’s my fault. I was the one who wanted to wait, but I’m the one fussing… I just thought I could, but I just.. can’t help it! I-I… miss you so bad!”
“I miss you too, Azu-nyan.”
In a sudden turn, Azusa, after holding back for so long, finally returned Yui’s hug, the latter giving herself fully to the embrace.
“I love you, Azu-nyan. I'm sorry if I don’t make it clear enough. I want us–”
But Azusa hushed Yui with a gentle smile, “We can talk about all that, about us, later. For now, I’m just glad that I can be here with you again.”
Yui returned Azusa's smile with her own, “..me too.”
“Let’s return to the concert, before the others realize we’re not with them.”
“Right!” Yui perked up, reminded that they were in the middle of a liveshow. She slowly rescinded her hug, before extending a hand towards Azusa, “Azu-nyan...?”
Azusa accepted the hand, and boldly moved to peck Yui on the cheek. “Yes.”
Yui squealed at this unexpected gesture, nuzzling their foreheads together in response. The two giggled before rejoining the crowd, hands intertwined.
Kita lets out a breath she wasn’t aware she’s holding. She can’t believe that worked. She supposed she should’ve had more faith– but the way things unraveled was very… Yui.
Then again, that’s probably why Azusa ended up tearing down her walls.
“S-see, Kita-san? She doesn't need our help.”
Hitori’s tone still made Kita uneasy, “That was still a close call, Azusa-chan almost left her….”
“Things would’ve gone right for her… It always does.”
“It did, but only because Yui-chan vowed to be better for Azusa-chan.” Kita answered, “She knew her aloofness was causing Azusa grief, so she promised to change.”
“Right. Change.” Hitori smirked, and unlike her usual awkward smiles, this one came off more as a sneer. Kita can no longer ignore this.
“Hitori-chan, why are you acting like this? Are you still… blaming yourself for our loss?”
Hitori took a couple seconds to respond, “No.”
“Then why–”
“I was never going to succeed either way. I’m just impressed by how long I’ve managed to fool myself to think otherwise.”
“Hitori-chan,” Kita lowered her voice to a whisper. “What are you saying..?”
Somewhere behind her, the audience cheered as the performing band finished their first song, but Kita couldn’t care less. Right now, her attention was solely allocated to the girl before her, who slowly began to tremble.
“I-i’m not like Yui or Maki-san, I c-can’t…. change. They can brush off their failures and attain to be better, but I’m an ugly freak who can only wallow in it. I’m still that same resentful girl I was in middle school. I-i resent them. Yui-san… Maki-san.”
Hitori was fully shaking now, her voice quivering as droplets of tears fell onto her shoes.
“...e-even you.”
Kita had to take a step back at this, discerning what Hitori just said.
“..M-me..?”
“You’re someone I can never hope to match, K-kita-san… S-so you’re right to give up on me. Someone like me would just waste all your given efforts…”
“G-give up on you..? I never…. Hitori-chan!” Kita couldn’t believe what she was hearing, gripping Hitori’s shoulders tightly and forcing Hitori to look at her. “How can you say you can’t, when I know that you, in fact, have changed? Are you saying that everything I’ve seen with my own eyes was a lie?”
“I thought I did change…. B-but I haven't. I still ended up back here.. So it might as well have been a lie.” Hitori whispered,
“No, it wasn’t!” Kita tersely rebutted. “Gotoh Hitori– you, you are the most determined, passionate girl I ever had the pleasure to know, and....and that’s exactly why I love you!”
“K-kita-san, can’t you see!? I’m-”
“No, can’t YOU see? Not only have you changed, you’ve also changed others for the better! Don’t you realize that?”
Kita paused, reminding herself of how happy everyone was today as HTT rejoined them, how much they impacted the people they’ve met. The same applies to Hitori. She had an undeniable, positive effect on everyone around her, and it’s time she realized that.
“You saved kessoku band during our first STARRY performance, you did it again at our school festival, you are the driving force that changed kessoku band to what it has become today.”
“I- i don’t-”
But Kita wasn’t finished. “Ohtsuki-san and Akira-san… the bond you’ve built with those two, whether you’re aware of it or not, changed them greatly, it made them happier, and brought them here today. They wouldn't be on that stage without you, I know it.”
“T-that’s not true…” Hitori still refused to accept the notion, so Kita had to bring out the big guns.
“But most importantly, Hitori-chan–” Kita whispered softly, “you’ve changed me.”
“How….? I never–”
But Kita gave her absolutely no opening to refute this one, “You’ve given me a purpose with this band, with music, with your passion. I’ll forever be grateful for that.”
“K-kita-san,” Hitori quivered, one last rebuttal at her disposal, ”I-i can’t…..mean that much to all of you…”
“You do.” Kita answered simply. “You’re never convincing me otherwise, or that it’s wrong to care for you, or to love you.”
Right as that sentiment left her lips, she finally understood what Nijika was trying to tell her. She took Hitori’s hand, her eyes gazing softly at the pinkette, hoping she could finally make this girl she loved understand,
“I want you to love yourself, Hitori-chan....the same way I love you. So whenever I'm not around to do so– you can still hold your head high, and be proud of the person you’ve become.”
Tears burst anew as Hitori gasped for breath, “Kita-san… I-i really don’t deserve you.”
“You do. But if you insist on “deserving” me, I simply want you to finally learn to love yourself too.” Kita reiterated her request.
“C-can I.. can I really do that? Can I really change…?”
“You have, silly. All you need to do is keep going.”
Hitori paused, briefly looking down and mulling everything over. Slowly, she picked her gaze back up, fixing Kita a determined expression.
“I-I want to change, K-kita-san. F-for you, a-and for myself…!”
“Hitori-chan…”
“Y-you told me that I only ever need to be myself, b-but I can't just have that anymore… I have to be the b-best version of myself! B-because I want to love myself, t-the way I love you, Ikuyo Kita!”
“E-eh!? Hitori-cha-”
Hitori sealed that declaration with a sudden, clumsy kiss. But Kita couldn’t care less. Her circuits were currently overloaded, processing the fact that somehow, Gotoh Hitori had been the one to steal her first kiss, not the other way around.
The kiss ended as abruptly as it started. Hitori pulled away, coming to her senses at what she’d just done.
“O-oh, god what did I ….? Y-you were shining so bright, K-kita-san and, I– I just can’t help–”
But Kita, again, couldn’t care less about that.
The redhead swiftly silenced Hitori with another kiss, a deeper one than their previous. Hitori tenses in surprise, but eventually settles herself into the kiss, slow and steady. The sensation of Hitori’s soft lips meeting hers was feeling she can’t help but get addicted to.
Behind them, the audience cheered again, as if celebrating this heartfelt moment between the two. As enough time passed, the two girls pulled away, panting for air.
“Kita-chan…..”
“Hitori-chan.”
The two girls simply stood there for a second, gazing into each other’s eyes.
“I’ll take this as your answer, Hitori-chan?” Kita whispered, pushing their foreheads to touch.
“Y-yes..” Hitori, with herculean effort, whispered back. “I-i’m sorry it took this long, K-kita-chan.”
Kita beamed a bright Kit-aura, perhaps the brightest she ever had, as she nuzzled their heads together, just like Yui and Azusa did previously. “Just so you know, there’s no takesies-backsies. You’ll be stuck with me from now on.”
“I-i’d like that.” Hitori chuckled shakily, “Please take care of me, Kita-chan.”
“I will, Hitori-chan! As long as you make good on my request, okay?”
Hitori nods, “Hai….. I’ll learn to properly love myself… and to love you, Kita-chan.”
-
“Arigatou, everyone!” The performing band exclaimed, to another enthusiastic cheer from the audience.
“What do you think?” Ritsu turned to her partner, fixated on the band as they left the stage.
“I like the bassist.” Mio commented, “...very Paul McCartney-esque playing. Even got the mop-top.”
“Really? Cause the drummer actually gives me a lot of Keith Moon vibes!” Ritsu grinned.
Mio rolled her eyes, “You’re not gonna bait me into another one of these.”
“I just want your opinion, geez! What do you think of them, Hitori?” Ritsu suddenly turned, causing Hitori to jump.
“W-what I think…!?”
“About that band just now!”
“Why’d you have to bring her into this?” Mio huffed.
“What? I just wanted another opinion! I think they’re great, I won’t mind if they end up winning!”
“Don’t let Akira or Yoyoko hear you say that.” Mio mumbled.
“They won’t.” Ritsu waved her hand airily. “Whaddya think, Hitori?”
“Oh, um…”
Truth to be told, Hitori hasn’t been paying attention to any band, letting their performances blend to the back of the swirling thoughts currently occupying her mind.
“Hitori, you there?”
Judging by the couple’s concerned gaze, Hitori must’ve been blanking for an awkwardly long time.
“I- uhh… um…”
That’s when a warm enveloping sensation made its way onto her idle hand. Hitori turned to meet the reassuring gaze of a redhead.
“I think they were great, Ritsu-chan!” Kita opined, “Though I feel their vocalist lacked energy at certain points, kinda took me out of the song a bit.”
Ritsu and Mio shifted their attention to Kita instead, “Yeah, agreed.” Mio quickly surmised, “Though, they did run a seven minute song back to back.”
“How was that even allowed?” Ritsu chuckled, and the couple returned to talk amongst themselves, much to Hitori’s relief.
“A-arigatou, Kita-chan.”
“Don’t mention it.” Kita smiled, though she didn’t hold it very long. “You… still got a lot on your mind, huh?”
“Hmm…” Hitori guiltily looked down, “Well–”
“Ah, look, look! Akira-chan’s up!” Yui exclaimed.
“Good time for a twixer break, then.” Ryo said dismissively.
Nijika elbowed her, “Just bury the hatchet already–”
But Nijika’s further chide was drowned out by the audience's cheers, as Akira stepped up to the mic.
“Good day, Mikakunin riot!” Akira boomed, causing the audience to erupt. “We’re Onna Gumi, and we’re here to rock!”
Hitori watched as Akira reveled in the crowd’s shared enthusiasm, standing proudly on that big stage. She’s living the dream, the dream Hitori–
No. She promised Kita. She won’t be a resentful, ugly person anymore. She should be happy for Akira and her band.
“Before we start, I’d like to say a couple words.”
Hitori returned her attention to the stage. Akira scanned the crowd briefly, clearing her throat.
“I worked my ass off to get on this stage. I’m sure many bands can attest to that experience. These past few months…. not every moment of it has been enjoyable, and regrettably, I took some of it out on the people close to me.”
Akira’s tone dimmed, but Hitori lingered to her every word. Up the stage, she can see Ayame and Sachi doing the same.
".....I’m so obsessed with the prospect of success that I’ve lost purpose, and someone had to make me realize– success, born out of spite… it’s hollow.”
Hitori felt her heart drop, feeling Akira’s gaze on her. Those were her words, weren’t it?
“I’d like to dedicate today’s performance to everyone who stuck with us, through thick and thin!” Akira raises her voice back, “Here’s our first song, Mikakunin riot! Ayame, hit it!”
Ayame obliged, clicking her drumsticks as she counted down, “One, two–!”
Onna Gumi began playing, and Hitori, for the first time that day, finally paid attention. Akira-san… she’s playing like crazy, even more in sync with her bandmates than Hitori remembered.
“I told you, Hitori-chan.” Hitori finds Kita squeezing her hand again. “You matter to people, you've changed them for the better.”
“I… I did this?”
“Ayame-san told me herself… Since our outing to the cafe, Akira-san’s became closer to her band and HTT. You’re the one behind that, right?”
“I-i just… talked with her. I didn’t do anything special. Anyone could’ve done it…”
“But you’re the one who did. That’s what matters.”
Kita seemed to take note of her skeptical expression, squeezing her hand again.
“You still need more convincing? Well then, let’s wait….”
What Kita meant wouldn’t be apparent until Onna Gumi finished their set, to be followed immediately by SIDEROS. Hitori’s surrounding entourage went wild as Yoyoko and her band entered the stage.
“OHTSUKI-SAN!”
“YOYO-CHAN!!”
Contrasting the rambunctious Akira, Yoyoko was professionally neutral. She simply perused the crowd before spotting Yui and Azusa, a slight smile entering her face. “SIDEROS here. Thank you for enduring this weather for us.”
Yoyoko lets her gaze fly past the two guitarists, before, like Akira, landing it on Hitori. Her smile widened. “To tell you the truth– we only entered this competition out of impulse. Around Christmas, I met this amazing guitarist. Well….” Her gaze briefly flew back to Yui and Azusa, “....one of many amazing guitarists I’ve met.”
“Anyway, her band aimed for this stage. But their drive was unlike any other, and seeing that, I realized SIDEROS had finally found a worthwhile rival. That’s why we entered this festival– to prove ourselves, but to also push our competition to improve.”
Hitori felt Yoyoko’s fiery passion as her eyes locked onto her upon this declaration.
“But put that aside for now. SIDEROS managed to make it here, so I don’t want to have any regrets!” Yoyoko proclaimed, “Please follow us, to the very end!”
SIDEROS transitioned smoothly into their tried and true single, Carnivorous. As the crowd around her whooped and sang along with Yoyoko, Hitori felt yet again, another squeeze on her hand.
“Do you see now, Hitori-chan? No matter how insignificant you think your actions are, it affects others. When you showed her compassion, that’s when Ohtsuki-san changed her perception of you, and began to see you as her worthy rival, which in turn pushed her to be better as well.”
“I…. did this.”
“Yes you did, Hitori-chan.”
She actually changed the people around her…?
SIDEROS ended their set to overwhelming applause, as expected of such a talented act. As they left the stage, Hitori could physically feel their strongest cheerleader next to her, whooping and clapping.
“Yoyo-chan was so cool!!” Yui exclaimed, “She’s so cool, isn’t she, Azu-nyan? Akira-chan too! Everyone was so cool!”
“They were, Yui-senpai.” Azusa calmly responded, trying to rein in Yui’s energy.
“That was fun.” Shiho said, “Snacks before we go?”
“Ah, Shiho-san.” Mugi perked up, “Don’t forget about…”
“We haven’t, Tsumugi-san. We’ll be there.”
“What’re you talking about?” Ryo butted in, but Mugi only smiled cryptically.
“Nothing, Ryo-san.” Mugi said vaguely. “Anyone want yakisoba? My treat.”
“You had me at treats.” Ryo said, her eyes glimmering with glutton.
“That’s the last word on her sentence.” Nijika exhaled, clutching onto Ryo’s collar before she sucked Mugi’s wallet dry. Nijika turned to her remaining bandmates, but neither were involving themselves in the retreating commotion. “Guys..?”
Hitori remained frozen in a daze, gazing at the stage. Her bandmates approached her concernedly.
“Bocchi-chan….?”
“Bocchi.. You good?”
“Hitori-chan…”
That’s when the dam finally broke, a flood of pearly tears destroying her composed facade.
“Hitori-chan!” Kita gawked, immediately at her side. “A-are you hurt?”
Hitori simply looked down in response. “A-ah…this is frustrating…. I-i’m sorry, Kita-chan… but I still can't help.. I-i… wanted to stand on that stage with you all! I…”
She was immediately silenced by another enveloping sensation, this time blanketing her whole body. Kita had hugged her, her own voice and body trembling as she spoke,
“D-don’t apologize, Hitori-chan… It’s okay to be disappointed… I- i’m also disappointed. I wish I could’ve sung on that stage…to an audience who’ve come to celebrate us..”
Hitori desperately clung to the redhead, “I wanted that too, K-kita- chan. I wanted more people to listen to you, t-to kessoku band! I’d rather have that than…”
“Stop it.”
It took all her strength to finally face her remaining bandmates, her heart aching as she saw that they too, were looking at her with glossy eyes.
“I wanted to play with everyone today, too…” Nijika hiccuped, wiping her runny nose, “... and I held this in so well.…”
“Nijika…” Ryo placed a concerned hand on her shoulder, but the drummer only shook her head.
“I’m fine, Ryo.. just…..”
“You all,” Ryo finally pulled her gaze off Nijika, addressing everyone. “You heard what Akira said on that stage?”
“So you still listened…” Nijika smiled weakly, which Ryo returned.
“We can attest to the struggle to get on that stage. We fought tooth and nail, didn’t we? And we failed. That’s undeniable. But it’s also unavoidable. At some point in our journey, we will fail. I did, with my old band. But even still, I kept going.”
Nijika laughed shakily, wiping her eyes, “Haaah.. That’s right, Ryo. What Ohtsuki-san said as well…. she was talking about us, right? She complimented our drive… She believed in us, and that’s why I believe… we can push through this! We’ll change our fate, as long as we have the conviction, when one door closes, another one will open….!”
“Change our fate…” Hitori whispered.
“Eloquently put, Nijika.” Ryo said, her eyes holding sentimental warmth that's rare for the blunette. “I heard the cure for an ailing heart is free food. Come on, Mugi’s treating all of us.”
“Oh, you.” Nijika cried, punching Ryo lightly. “You just had to flub it at the end, didn't you?”
Hitori doesn't know why, but this stupid joke was the one that finally broke her. Her friends eyed her concernedly at first, but it was quickly dispelled, as they witnessed the genuine happiness returning to her eyes.
“Y-you guys are right. Nijika-san, Ryo-san. We’ve got to keep our h-heads up. Our fate will change s-soon enough… I’m sorry for being stupid.”
Her bandmates smiled placatingly back at her.
“Hey, no more self-deprecation, remember?” Kita gushed, “...and stop apologizing so much!”
“That’s the spirit, Bocchi.” Ryo remarked. “Now let’s go, the others–”
“WAIT!”
Around her, she can feel the previously mellowing air tenses up once more, as Poison Yami appeared, buckling in front of them and clutching her stomach, “Haaah… finally, I found you.”
Nijika stared coldly, “If you’re here just to rub it in, then–”
“No! You’re mistaken.” Poison Yami said, adjusting herself. “I have something I wanted to tell you….”
Ryo eyed her skeptically, “That being…?”
“Apologies!” Poison Yami bowed, surprising everyone. “I retract my previous comments about kessoku band… how you are all just playing around. I understand that now, watching you at live judging. Perhaps, I already knew it back from that live in Ikebukuro…”
“Huh..? You were at both of those?” Nijika asked in disbelief.
“That airheaded friend of yours once told me that guitarhero-san is not held back by you, but she’s pushing all you forth instead. I think I finally understood that. You belong in kessoku band, guitarhero-san.”
This was the most unexpected reaffirmation of the day, and Hitori struggled to convey a proper response to it.
“During live judging, kessoku band was number one to me. That’s all that I wanted to say.” Poison Yami finishes off with another bow, before looking up anxiously, the awkward air around them persisting.
“Poison-san… you..” Nijika hiccuped, “...you’re totally rubbing salt on the wound!”
Poison Yami sputtered, eyeing the other girls for help– but found them equally bewildered as she was.
“Sorry for interrupting, but I don’t have much time.”
The girls shifted their gaze to another sudden arrival, this time, a green haired woman in formal, black business wear. She exuded a no-nonsense aura, causing Hitori to stiffen as she felt her penetrating gaze staring deeply to her soul.
“R-right!” Poison Yami snapped back, “I have someone to introduce to you today!”
“Who is this…?” Kita asked, cautiously inspecting the woman.
“This is the manager of record label Stray Beat, Shiba Miyako!”
“L…label…?” Nijika hiccuped.
“Yes.” Shiba wasted no time, taking Nijika's hand and firmly shaking it. “I’m interested in your band after seeing recordings that Aiko provided.”
She took out a business card from the pocket of her suit, handing it to Nijika in one smooth motion. “So in turn, may I interest you in a discussion? Here is my contact information.”
“La-label…!?” Nijika gawked again, reading the card, “You’re interested in us!?”
Everyone instantly brightened up and cheered, causing Poison Yami to look around wildly. “Keep it down! We don’t want to attract–”
“The 7 year old journalist!”
“Damn it.”
Their friends had returned, collectively taking in Poison Yami’s presence. “What’re you tryna pull, this time, you sneak?”
“You kids–! I–”
“Come, Aiko. Our business is done.” Shiba turned immediately, walking away from the scene. “Kessoku band, I await your response.”
“O-okay, boss!” Poison Yami straightened, following after her.
As the two women were out of earshot, Mugi asked in concern, “Was she bothering you again?”
“On the contrary, Mugi-san! L-look!” Nijika cried, handing her Shiba’s card.
“Stray Beat?” Ritsu squawked, “What’s that mean?”
Azusa was quicker to comprehend, gasping audibly, “No way! You got an offer from a label!?”
“That's wonderful news!” Yui exclaimed, “Let’s celebrate it in–”
But before Yui could finish what she was saying, Mio, Mugi, and Ritsu simultaneously clasped their hands onto her mouth.
“What’s that about?” Jun asked.
“Mosquito.” Ritsu replied.
“On her lips…?” Ui tilted her head.
“Senpais…” Azusa puts her hand on her hips, “You’re all adults now, y’know? You’re still doing this?”
“It’s not what you think, Azusa-chan. Yui-chan was just about to…… say something incredibly offensive.”
“Right. Sachi’s been a bad influence. Ask Mio!”
“Huh..? Oh, yeah.”
“Sachi-san doesn’t even talk!” Azusa heatedly replied. “Yui-senpai, what were you saying?”
Yui gasped as she was freed from her friends’ clutches. “... let’s celebrate with so many snacks!”
“That’s definitely not what you were going to say.” Ryo and Nao said in sync. Sumire elbowed the latter.
“Ryo-chan, free yakisoba…” Mugi twirled her fingers in front of her face.
“Consider me thoroughly distracted.”
Nijika snorted, “You idiot.”
“So? What is it that you’re hiding?” Azusa pouted at Yui, who merely struck an exaggerated thinking pose.
“I’ll tell you, Azu-nyan… if you can catch me!” Yui suddenly shouts, running away in laughter.
“W-what!? Yui-senpai!” Azusa cried, chasing after the brunette, “Come back here!”
The group had a good laugh as they watched the couple chase each other around the venue.
“Well, that was… something, wasn’t it, Hitori-chan?” Kita giggled, turning to the pinkette.
Hitori wiped her nose, hiding a goofy smile as she chased off her remaining giggles. “K-kita-chan…. Reuniting with HTT today, it made me realize something, ironic as it is....”
Kita smiled, tilting her head, “What is it?”
“...there’s some things that never change, huh?”
-
The sun has begun to set on the horizon. Whilst their other friends parted ways around an hour ago, Kita, ever the extrovert, insisted her band stay for the fireworks, in celebration of today.
“Look, look! I made a heart!” Kita swayed her sparklers around as she laughed, “Did you see that, Hitori-chan?”
Hitori smiled wordlessly in response, successfully melting her heart. To see that face smile again….
A sound of throat clearing brought Kita out of her stupor, turning around to meet Nijika’s teasing smile.
“So, she finally said yes?”
“Ah, you’ve noticed…” Kita nods flusteredly, prompting a laugh out of the drummer.
“Look at you, Kita-chan. Red as a traffic sign.”
“Mou, senpai!” Kita pouts, yanking her sparklers dangerously at Nijika’s face, who dodged it with another laugh.
“I’m happy for you two. I’m sure Ryo is, too, even if she feigns disgust. Though, Kita-chan. I hope you still kept what I said to you earlier today in mind–”
“I do!” Kita quickly assured her, “I told her that I want her to start loving herself, and she promised she’ll try. I’m not… sure if I did it right, but…”
“...but you both made that first step. I’m proud of you both. I hope that being loved by someone like you can finally make Bocchi-chan learn to love herself.”
“Senpai….. if my heart hadn’t been taken… I would’ve swooned at that.”
Nijika grinned. “Well, I do have a certain…. irresistible charm.”
The two devolved into giggles, as they watched their fireworks slowly die out. Nijika raised her extinguished sparkler, before looking up at the disappearing sun. “This has been a long day…”
“In a lot of ways.” Kita nods, “Reckon we should go back soon?”
“Probably. The others leaving earlier was probably the smarter move, evening train’s gonna be packed.”
“But we had to stay for the fireworks!” Kita waved her burned sparklers in front of Nijika’s face.
“Well, I had my fun. Guys, let’s–”
Nijika paused as a loud ringtone suddenly blared from her pocket. She read the caller ID, “It’s onee-chan… Moshi-moshi?”
“Niji.” Seika’s voice rang from the other end, “Mind comin’ to the livehouse after you’re done?”
Nijika furrowed her brows, “Well, we do live above it–”
“I meant with your band, Niji. Let me finish.” Seika exhaled.
“Are we on the clock today?” asked Ryo.
“Any reason for this?” Nijika asked, voicing Ryo’s concern.
“Just do it, Niji. We’re all waiting for you.”
“We…? Who's we?”
But at that moment, a commotion seems to unravel on the other end, rustling and shuffling audible.
“Onee-chan…?”
“Just get here, Niji! Remember, bring the band.”
The call abruptly ends, Nijika exchanging confused glances with everyone else.
“What do you think tenchou-san wants?”
“I don’t know, but I suppose we won't find out by dawdling here.”
Just as Nijika predicted, the evening train was packed. Kita didn't mind it much however, being sandwiched between passengers gave her an excuse to literally stick close to Hitori, and Kita had a sneaking suspicion the pinkette felt the same way. After a short walk from the train station, they’ve finally arrived at STARRY.
“This better not be a surprise shift.” Ryo murmured.
“Shouldn't be. Nijika shook her head, “The livehouse’s closed today.”
Nijika gently opened the door, finding pitch black.
“What’s onee-chan up to…?” Nijika suspiciously asked.
Nijika’s query was immediately answered, as a loud cry pierced the venue alongside the lights turning on.
Everyone was there, Ho-Kago Tea Time, Wakaba Girls, Love Crysis, SIDEROS, Onna Gumi, even other acquaintances like Sawako, Hiroi, Hitori’s fans, Sasaki, and Nodoka. They all faced the band enthusiastically, cheering,
“SURPRISE!”
“S-surprise…!?” Kessoku band parroted back in tandem.
“Yeah, this time I’m the one planning surprise parties, Hitori-chan!” Azusa stepped forth, “Though mostly it’s still my senpais. I didn’t even know this was happening until an hour ago.”
“You almost found out even earlier, thanks to this blabbermouth.” Ritsu nodded at Yui, who sheepishly rubbed her nape.
“Ahahaha…. Gomen.”
“Well, to say that it’s all us would still be inaccurate. It’s actually tenchou’s idea.” Mugi pointed to the woman at the back, who immediately tried to hide behind the crowd.
“Onee-chan… you did this?”
“Well– the idea started off just as a small celebration…”
PA-san laughed, “Tenchou wanted to throw you a surprise party after Mikakunin riot, girls.”
“But why? We didn’t even win.” Ryo said.
“Because your Seika wanted to tell you that she’s proud of you.” Sawako smirked, seemingly enjoying this teasing opportunity.
“So she invited us, and asked us to invite all your other friends.” Mio added, “We told SIDEROS and Onna Gumi after the show, and Love Crysis in advance…”
“W-wait… that's what you almost misspoke to Azusa-san earlier, Maki-san…!” Hitori perked up.
“Yeah.” Maki scratched her head, “Surprised you remembered that. I thought Azusa's been in on it, turns out she’s also in the dark.”
“S-so you were hiding something from us… not A-azusa-san.”
“Sorry to keep this from you, Hitori-chan.” Aya smiled apologetically.
“Worth it though. You guys should see the look on your face when you come in.” Shiho teased.
“After that, we got in contact with your other friends from school,” Mio continued, “...through, umm… Sasa…?”
“Sasaki.” Kita turned to her childhood friend, who gestured smugly to the army behind her. “The Hitori-chan-fanclub-and-kessoku-band-cheering-committee can’t miss out on a celebration all about kessoku band, can it?” she said in one breath.
“No ma’am!” Hitori’s fans said enthusiastically, echoed by various other fanclub members Kita knew only by face, a mix of former Mio fanclub members and her classmates from school.
“Wait, pause! So this isn’t a surprise party for SIDEROS for winning Mikakunin riot?” Yoyoko gawked, looking confusedly around her.
Akubi scoffed, “If that were the case, we wouldn’t be yelling “surprise” at our own party now, would we?”
Everyone laughed at the exchange, Yoyoko turning crimson.
“Well, why can’t it also be about that?” Jun exclaimed, “Everyone’s got a reason to celebrate tonight!”
“Hai! I got to reunite with Azu-nyan, Ui, and Nodoka-chan!” Yui happily sang, hugging the three close.
“Aha… I've missed you too, Yui. You guys as well, of course.” Nodoka relayed to kessoku band, “Jun-chan’s right. Even if you guys didn’t win Mikakunin riot, something big happened today, didn’t it?”
“You knew, Nodoka-chan?” Kita asked.
“Your friends told us about that label offer you’ve gotten.” Seika spoke over the surrounding chatter, approaching her sister. “Is that true?”
“H-hai..” Nijika said flusteredly. Seika gave her one of her rare smiles, patting her on the head.
“Congrats, kid. I know you had it in you.”
This proved too much for Nijika, as she threw herself onto her sister, who blushed madly, “O-onee-chan! T-thank you…! For all this, for always supporting us!”
“Wahahaha-! Senpai’s all red!” Hiroi obnoxiously pointed, “Someone get a picture!”
“Should this be part of the next MV?" Hitori’s Fan #1 said, as she recorded the footage.
“Hey! Delete that-!”
“Everyone, thank you for doing this.” Kita, just like Nijika, was tearing up. “We honestly don’t deserve–”
“We do, Kita-chan.” Kita was shocked by that passage, even more so by who’s speaking it. Hitori smiled, interlinking their hands together. “W-we deserve this. Don’t think otherwise.. remember?”
A feeling of pride swells in Kita’s heart as she hears Hitori say those words. “Hitori-chan….”
“That’s right, Hitori-chan!” Ayame exclaimed, “You guys deserve this, for all your efforts!”
“All of us here see the hard work you’ve put into your band.” Sachi said.
“Yeah, Red.” Akira interjected. “Pink told me herself, win or lose, your friends wouldn’t care. They’ll just be happy with how far you’ve come.”
Hitori blushed, “A-ah… yeah, something like that…”
Yoyoko scoffed, “Sounds like cope– aw-aw-aw! Stop pinching me!”
“Read the room, senpai.” Fuko said tersely. “Besides, I know that’s how you feel too, right? That whole speech before our show speaks for itself.”
“Senpai’s a sappy sentimental now! Where’ll I gather the negative aura I’ve been keeping the spirit of Okiku at bay now?!” Yuyu cried.
“You’ve been doing what with me!?”
“Anyway–” Mio carefully sidestepped the commotion, “Congratulations, you four. This will be a massive step for you, I imagine.”
“It sure will, Mio-chan!” Kita beamed, “I… still can’t believe you guys did all this for us…”
Upon hearing this, HTT exchanged smiles, before turning to her. “Actually, this isn't everything, Kita-chan.”
“Not everything…? What else have you planned?”
“You know what every celebration needs, Kita-chan? Music!” Yui exclaimed.
“That’s right! Tonight, Ho-kago Tea Time, after months away from the spotlight, will hold an exclusive performance, just for you!” Ritsu grinned.
Azusa’s eyes widened, “E-eh…!? By that, you don’t mean…”
“HTT has five members, doesn't it, Nakano?”
“T-this is just.. too sudden, I-i…” Azusa flitted her gaze scatteredly at her Wakaba Girls.
“Just do it, Azusa!” Jun ushered her.
“I’m curious to see how you play with your old band, Nakano-senpai.” Nao spoke.
“Me too. I’ve heard stories from Ojousama, but I’d like to see it myself.” Sumire smiled.
“You’ve taken them to watch other bands plenty, Azusa-chan.” Ui said reassuringly, “Isn’t it time they see yours?”
“S-still..”
For some reason, Azusa turned to her, as if asking for permission. Kita only smiled back.
“I’d love to hear you play again, Azusa-chan.”
Azusa closed her eyes and took a deep breath, “Then let's put an amazing performance to cap off tonight!”
“I knew you’d do it, Azu-nyan!” Yui glommed onto her, “We already asked Sawa-chan to carry Muttan here for you!”
HTT got up to start preparing their performance, and everyone moved closer to the stage in anticipation.
“All these people came to congratulate us…” Nijika said, her voice wavering slightly as she fought off more tears, “I’m honestly speechless…”
“It’s like our own Mini-kunin riot.” Ryo smirked.
At this, Hitori jolts up, slowly facing her, “This place right now… it’s filled with people who’ve come to celebrate us, right…?”
Kita tilted her head inquiringly, “Yeah…?”
Hitori’s smile widened, as she beckoned the band on stage. “E-everyone! Can you slot in an extra performer?”
Mio turned inquisitively, “What do you mean?”
“Kita-chan wants to sing on stage…!”
“H-hitori-chan!? …what’re you-”
“Kita-chan.” Hitori’s sudden serious gaze stunned her silent, her determined look, Kita thought, served to let her natural attractiveness shine, “Y-you wanted to sing to a crowd of celebrating fans, didnt y-you..?”
“Hitori-chan….”
“You always told m-me you wanted to support me in the spotlight, but you should have your time under it too. It might not be Mikakunin riot, b-but treat this as warmup for the real thing, o-or–-”
Hitori… even now, she’s trying to take her feelings into consideration. She’s too-kind hearted, and Kita was so lucky to have her. What happened next was a blur, as Kita just couldn't contain herself. She pulled Hitori in for their second kiss, uncaring of the audience gawking and gasping. Right now, Hitori is her everything.
After what feels like eternity, Kita pulled away, smiling as she gazed at her lover’s eyes, “Arigatou, Hitori-chan… you’re so–”
“Mugi! Speak to me!”
Both girls turned to the stage, realizing why the audience was actually gasping. Mugi had tumbled backwards with a dreamy look on her face.
“Mugi-chan, don’t die!” Yui cried, clutching the heiress tight.
“It must be my birthday…” Mugi said dazedly.
Azusa sighed, leering not so subtly at Kita and Hitori, both blushing furiously.
“I’ve gotta help, it’s kinda my fault….” Kita whispered, separating from Hitori, but not before giving her a quick peck, “Arigatou, my Hitori.”
“Ehehehe… ”
“Smooth move, Juliet.” Ryo nudged Hitori on her shoulder.
“Looks like I’m gonna need to set ground rules for our next rehearsal.” Nijika grinned.
After successfully helping rejuvenate Mugi, Kita stood alongside HTT on the stage, facing the expectant audience.
“Hello, everyone.” Kita stammered nervously, like it was her first time performing. “This is sudden, but hope you don’t mind. I….a-ahahaha, I…. feel like I’m gonna cry again if I talk more.” Kita chuckled, turning around to HTT, “So let’s just start the song, ne?”
“It’s an old favorite of ours!” Yui exclaimed.
“We wrote it around the time we wrote Fuwa-Fuwa Time.” Mio added.
“It changed a lot, especially after Azusa joined us.” Ritsu grinned.
“And now too, with Kita-chan singing it!” Mugi beamed.
“That being said, Kita-chan, you sure you can do this..? It’s gonna be a first for you....” Azusa asked.
Kita scanned the crowds to search for the answer, finding Hitori smiling proudly at her. In a way, this all probably is a first time.
Kita nods affirmingly, “Don’t worry! I know all the words from hearing you guys play it… and I’m great at karaoke!”
“Well, if you say so…” Ritsu smirked, “Ikuyo, one, two!”
Yui opens with a riff that rang nostalgically familiar, her bandmates following soon after, piecing their sound together to complete the song. The intro was up, Kita’s cue to start singing.
“Chatting now, seriously lively never ending, girls talk!”
“We can’t wait for the end of the school bell’s chime-”
“Even if we’re late, leaving early is a no, no, no!”
“We’ll go and study after school!”
Yui devolved into a short intermission, and Kita readies herself for the first verse,
“The heart pounding won't stop–”
“–going full throttle inside our brains.”
“Hopes, desires, passions,”
“We'll wrap them up with a nice ribbon!”
“We gather material for a new type version, and put it into…”
“....a girls-only print club album, a diary written with love!”
“If we hem our skirts just 2 cm, we'll be able to fly…”
“Further than yesterday…and an octave higher than the day before!”
Ritsu crashed down on her drums, paving the way for Kita back to the chorus,
“Jumping now, seriously pretty never ending girls' life!”
“We're serious every day, it's now or never cause we're live!”
“Even if you wake up early, going to bed early is a no, no, no!”
“Shouting with all I've got,”
"Wa-sho!"
“Seriously wonderful never-ending-girls' song,”
“Our afternoon tea time couldn't be better-!”
“Our love is unrequited, but it's an honorable defeat, so here we go!”
“When we sing, we're shining after school.”
As they arrived at the bridge, Kita turned, imitating what Ritsu usually does in their performances of this song, and pointed at Yui.
“Yu-i!”
Yui replied with a quick solo on her guitar, prompting Kita to turn again, “Azusa!”
Azusa imitated Yui before her, Kita turned again, “Mi-o!”
A reverberating, funky bassline hummed across the venue.
“Riiiiitsu!”
Ritsu answered with a quick, playful rimshot.
“Mu-gi!”
Electronic beeping cheerfully heeded Kita’s call.
“It's an eternal loop…”
“My sizes go down, up, down, up–”
“But my mood is always going,”
“Up, up, up and up!”
“Laughing just from getting together,”
“Happiness just from singing…”
“...that's pretty eco-friendly, huh?”
Kita inhaled, her smile painted in her singing as she sang the final chorus,
“….jumping now–!”
“Seriously pretty never ending girls' life–!”
“We're serious every day, it's now or never 'cause we're live!”
“Even if you wake up early, going to bed early is a no, no no!”
“Shouting with all I've got, "Wa-sho!"
“Seriously wonderful never ending girls' song,”
“Our afternoon tea time couldn't be better..”
“Our love is unrequited, but it's an honorable defeat, so here we go!”
“When we sing we're shining… after… school…”
Kita moved across the stage, riling the audience and exclaiming, “Come on, sing with me! So, shining shinier shiniest girls be ambitious & shine-”
“So, shining shinier shiniest girls be ambitious & shine-!” The audience chorused back.
Kita repeated this back and forth a couple times, before doing a little twirl, ending their performance with a bow. Her audience laughed, applauding the band as they followed after Kita in taking a bow. She can hear Nijika whooping her name, accompanied by Ryo's laughter.
But standing surrounded by all these jubilation, her senses fixated on one person, her smile eclipsing any remaining doubts within her. Without her, Kita wouldn’t even be standing here in the first place, surrounded by friends who loved her. She smiled back at her most important audience, Gotoh Hitori.
It’s because of her, that all this was even possible.
“Whatcha up to?”
Hitori awoke from her stupor, unaware of how long she's been staring at the night. She quickly recomposed herself to attend to her new company.
“R-ritsu-san…”
“Whaddya doin’ out here, Hitori? Party’s still goin’ strong inside! Hiroi nee-san is doing her tongue trick again.”
“I-i just needed some alone time…”
“I get it, today’s been overwhelming, hasn’t it? I don’t blame you. I also needed a bit of quiet time myself.”
“Huh…”
“Why the tone of surprise?” Ritsu smirked. “You think I’m too extroverted for reprieves?”
“N-no! I-i don’t think categorizing others like that is right… well, not anymore ....”
“Not anymore?” Ritsu's smirk widened as she took a seat next to Hitori, who shuffled to give her space.
“I admit ….I did think that way about you when we first met, Ritsu-san….”
Ritsu laughed heartily, “That felt like forever ago. How long’s it been? Two years?”
“Around that, yeah….”
“Look how far you’ve come in that time.” Ritsu exhaled, “You’ve changed so much, Hitori. A record deal in the makin’, huh? Any ideas on what that’ll entail?”
“N-not really. I assume Nijika-san would like to talk about that eventually.”
“Yeah, no need to rush it, you guys deserve a break after everything.”
Ritsu interlinked her hands together, resting her chin atop of it, “Y’know, if you really think about it, two years isn’t really a long time, I mean, when you take into consideration how long we’ve been alive.”
Hitori turned inquisitively, “I guess….?”
“So we haven’t actually known each other for that long. But it’s crazy to think how much was cramped in those two years.” Ritsu smiled, glancing at Hitori, “Sometimes I wonder what’ll happen if we’ve never met. Would anything even change?”
At this, Hitori adjusted herself, “Y–you bringing me to your band was what showed me how fun playing with others can be.” Hitori reiterated what she’d told Akira, “Without that, I-i probably would've just fled when Nijika-san approached me…”
“Really?” Ritsu chuckled, “It’s only one insignificant event, you really think you wouldn’t be here without that? Nijika would probably insist on recruiting you anyway.”
Hitori shook her head, “Doesn’t matter how insignificant you think it is, or if you think a-anyone else could’ve done it. You’re the one who did, and it most definitely impacted my life.” Hitori concluded, turning to face her fully, “For that, I thank you, Ritsu-san!”
“Eh…? You don’t need to… ahahaha, it’s no big deal, honestly!” Ritsu spurred, averting her eyes. “Man, when you put it like that….”
A brief quiet followed after, as the two girls silently gazed at the sky.
“I was actually goin’ somewhere with that….” Ritsu murmured, “...how we actually haven’t known each other for that long. Damn, kept gettin’ sidetracked.”
The drummer rummaged around her coat, taking something hefty out and dropping it on Hitori’s lap. “We wanted you to have this. Planned on giving it before leavin’, but we got busy with Azusa’s song!”
“W-what is this…?” Hitori inspected the object.
“It’s a photo album!” Ritsu grinned, “Mio and I’ve been cataloguing all our memories together in this book!”
“That's… very considerate.”
“Yeah… since who knows when we’ll be able to see each other again. College’s gonna be busier from here on out, and after today, your band is soon to go places! I… assume we wouldn’t have much chance to convene regularly.”
Hitori paused to consider the implications.
“Don’t think of it as a parting gift!” Ritsu quickly said, noticing her shift in expression, “Just think of it as something you can come back to… whenever you miss us.”
“Ritsu-san…” Hitori tried to take everything in, “Arigatou. I’ll make sure to treasure this..”
“You better! Me and Mio worked hard on that thing! Mugi went the extra mile to get the hardcover. Yui helped too, I think. She scribbled on some of the pictures.”
Hitori giggled, “Yeah, I have to thank them too.”
“When you make it big, Hitori, don’t forget about us. Even if our time together was short in the grand scheme of things.”
Again, Hitori shook her head. “Even if it was short…. this has been the most momentous time of my life. I’d be hard pressed to just forget it….”
Hitori got the impression that Ritsu wanted to add more, but she simply smiled, rather bittersweetly, getting up and patting her coat.
“Welp. It’s gettin’ cold out here. I'm goin’ back inside. You comin’, Hitori? Kita was looking for you.”
“I’ll be with you all in a bit…”
“Alright. I’ll tell the others to keep the party goin’!” Ritsu cheered as she descended the stairs, re-entering the livehouse.
As she heard the sound of the door closing, Hitori smiled, gazing down at the album wistfully, a single drop of tear soon staining its hardcover. If she were to tell her middle school self she’ll one day develop an album’s worth of memories she made with friends… they’ll probably think she’s been possessed by the demon of extroversion. She chuckled, wiping her eyes.
It’s time for her to rejoin her friends inside. They’re all waiting for her. Kita’s waiting for her.
She retraced the steps Ritsu descended previously. Along the way, something compelled her to look up to the sky, one last time.
The stars up there always helped her feel less lonely. But perhaps, from now on, she doesn’t need to rely on them so much anymore. With steady breath, Hitori whispered quietly into the night,
“Oyasuminasai.”
THE END
Notes:
Exactly two years ago (at least according to my timezone), I published the first chapter of Fuwa-Fuwa Complex, thinking it would just be a silly little oneshot. But I came back to it, thinking that there were still more stories I could do with this universe, and then I kept coming back again and again, and before you know it, this fic already clocked in at slightly under 400k words. Sorry about that (I think this right now the longest Bocchi the Rock fanfiction in Ao3, though I can't really be bothered to check).
Part of me is really sad that this has come to an end. Just like Kita Between Worlds, relegating some of my time every month to write a chapter for both of these fics has become routine for me for the past two years. But all good things must come to an end some day, right? Unimportant, but I really thought I would've finished this fic before Kita Between Worlds. Look how that panned out. But it gave me the opportunity to close this story the exact date it was published, so I guess I can't complain.
And for you, the reader, if you somehow made it here despite the gigantic wordcount (unless you cheated, or just checking this out of relief that this fic won't appear on the recent fics tab anymore), thank you so much for reading, thank you for taking this journey with me, and all of these girls. I hope you continue to love both BTR and K-on! as much as I do (the slightly above normal amount).
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