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I have given a lot of thought to how I would die, that’s what thanatophobia and being a lifelong overthinker will do to you. I’d imagine it to be like drifting off into a dreamless sleep- there would be no more thoughts, no feelings, no pain, and no suffering, but there wouldn’t be pleasure either. There would be nothing just a neutral state of eternal oblivion. Or maybe if I was lucky and something as incomprehensible as souls did exist then perhaps I would get to Heaven to be reunited with my loved ones. That’s a big maybe because as far as I knew life didn’t offer one second chances. However, whatever would occur after my death surely peace would be awaiting me. Or so I thought.. because I’d never imagined it like this.