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1. The 30th by Yee_333

   Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Jan 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring
   • Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper)
   • Nicholas "Nick" Nelson
   • Darcy Olsson
   • Sahar Zahid
   • Victoria "Tori" Spring
   • Julio Spring
   • Jane Spring
   • Tara Jones
   • Imogen Heaney
   • angsty beginning
   • Fluffy Ending
   • Sexual Repression
   • Best Friends to Lovers
   • Secret Crush
   • Wake Up Call
   • Aged up characters
   • If You Don't Love Me Now...
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Happy Ending
   • Based on a Billie Eilish Song
   • read the summary!
   • anal exploration
   • A Fuck Load Of Unnecessary Pining
   • Slow Burn
   • Finally Explicit
   • An Eventual Smutty Shower Scene
   • bi panic
   • Stupid Sausage Puns
   • Possibly a Sniff of a Praise Kink?
   • Bi Disaster
   • Very Patient Charlie Spring
   • Later in Life Coming Out
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • shitty dad
   • festive underpants
   • Don't Eat Off The Breakfast Bar
   • Don't Read Chapter 12 at Work
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • POV Nicholas "Nick" Nelson
   • POV Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper)
   • Inspired by Heartstopper
   • POV Victoria "Tori" Spring
   • Smut
   • Complete

   Summary

   Song Fic inspired by lyrics in The 30th (Billie Eilish)

   Set in Durham, a couple of years after graduating university, Nick is struggling with internalised feelings of love and attraction to his best friend which he is doing his very best to squash down. When the unthinkable happens to Charlie, these feelings unequivocally rise to the surface and Nick realises that life is too short to not love who you love.

   Join us on a journey of love, friendship and self-acceptance.

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   English

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