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1. Hold Me Like A Grudge by SecretlyADog

   Fandoms: Persona 5  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   21 Mar 2024

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Akechi Goro/Amamiya Ren
   • Amamiya Ren/Sakamoto Ryuji
   • Kurusu Akira/Sakamoto Ryuji
   • Persona 5 Protagonist/Sakamoto Ryuji
   • Akechi Goro/Kurusu Akira
   • Akechi Goro/Persona 5 Protagonist
   • Amamiya Ren/Togo Hifumi (Mentioned)
   • Sakamoto Ryuji & Takamaki Ann
   • Amamiya Ren (Persona Series)
   • Sakamoto Ryuji
   • Akechi Goro
   • Phantom Thieves of Hearts
   • Based on my playthrough
   • there's a few inside jokes scattered in here
   • this was meant to be from Joker's perspective
   • but for some reason Ryuji was the one talking to me the most
   • So here we are
   • mentions of abuse
   • this follows canon events
   • OH YEAH JOKER IS BI
   • have you SEEN this man of course he's bi
   • Pining
   • like jesus christ so much pining
   • it's mutual but Ryuji doesn't know that
   • I love shuake but you can't tell me it wouldn't be toxic af
   • which is why Pegoryu is superior
   • no i am not taking criticism
   • fight me about it
   • (I don't understand the ship names did I type them right)
   • POV Alternating
   • the POV stays Ryuji as much as possible
   • some things are just better from Joker's perspective
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Ren is a menace
   • Morgana isn't really around because I do not like him sorry not sorry
   • Anxiety
   • Panic Attacks
   • Mild Sexual Content
   • Let Everyone Say Fuck
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Awkward teenage bullshit
   • Sakamoto Ryuji Has ADHD
   • Finished
   • Sad with a Happy Ending

   Summary

   Ryuji is glued to Ren's side through everything, even when he realizes he's in love with Ren and Ren is dating someone else. It doesn't matter, because dating or not, Ren is Ryuji's best friend and that won't change.

   Except... apparently it does matter.

   Series

   • Part 1 of So Much (for) Pegoryu

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   41,393

   Chapters:

   22/22

   Comments:

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