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Izuku Midoriya is tired.
It’s been days since the incident with the Sludge Villain. Izuku felt horrible getting in the way of the heroes, as they so graciously reminded him after the fight was over. All Might just seemed disappointed when he looked at him, like wanting to save someone he cares about was some horrible deed. Or maybe he was upset at him for being the cause of him losing the villain in the first place. Izuku doesn’t blame him for that, he shouldn’t have clung onto his leg like that. It was stupid in hindsight.
He understands. He’s quirkless, saving people is impossible the way he is. He only got in the way.
That day, Izuku gave up on his dreams of becoming a hero.
Going to school only made things worse. People kept on ogling at Bakugo more than normal, while they teased Izuku for trying to ‘play the hero’. He’s frustrated, but also just tired. It’s nothing new.
To apologize to his mom for terrifying her that day, Izuku decided to head to one of their local stores to get her something. She was a sobbing mess when he came home that day and is still fussing over him, so it’s the least he can do.
The people on the street ignore or sneer at him as always, something they did for years now after each store learned he was quirkless. Kind shopkeepers that would give him a small candy or smile when he was younger now ignore or turn him away entirely now. The ones that still let him in now charge more or only sell the damaged goods no one else wants. Inko had to stop bringing him at all by age 6 and shop alone or they had to go out of their way to get normal prices.
Well, her normal.
This will always be Izuku's normal. the moment his shoes are noticed or he has to show his ID with the big red Q on it, he’ll be treated differently from everyone else. His normal changed years ago no matter what she says or tries to not notice. She’s the one that refills the medicine cabinet after all, she just never brings up why.
Izuku’s used to it, but it never really gets easier. Perhaps it would be easier to deal with if he had a friend to rant to, or anyone other than his Mom. He loves his mom, but he already puts enough stress on her by raising a quirkless kid who will grow up to be nothing. It’s not fair to her, so he won’t complain.
When Izuku gets to the market, he looks around at the older pastries he got pointed at by the owner. They might be a little stale but still good if he heats them up with a little water for steam. Izuku finds and buys a pack of cupcakes for an unfair price and begins his walk back home, away from the piercing gazes of those who see themselves as superior. It’s a shame, the bakery is really warm and seems friendly from the outside. Everything changes when he’s noticed as quirkless.
As Izuku walks home, he is so busy looking down at the cupcakes, mentally planning how to get them home without his mom noticing, he doesn't notice the one person that didn't move out of his way to avoid him like everyone else would, as if he was contagious or something.
The man he bumps into is in no way small, he blocks the sun from Izuku's vision and he has to look way up to see their face at all.
Izuku frowns. It’s not entirely uncommon for people to purposefully get in his way to cause issues with him, Bakugo’s friends do it all the time. Still, he’d rather not make enemies with someone as giant as the man he ran into.
“I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to- I’ll get out of your way-“ Izuku takes a step to move past the stranger, but stops when he hears the unmoving man’s words.
“Green…” The man says, looking down at Izuku to observe him. “Double green, tiny, red shoes... fought a slime?”
Izuku hesitates. “Uhm, y-yes?” He should have known more people would recognize him so soon after the sludge villain attacked him and Bakugo, they were on the news, but he didn’t think about it. “But I wouldn’t say fought, more just getting in the way…”
“Nah, fought it. Won." The large man nods. "Takes guts to fight a bigger opponent. Gotta be smart about it, you were. Pretty impressive... for a noodle.”
Izuku blushes profusely from the compliments and embarrassment for being called a noodle. He supposes compared to this man, he is. He can’t imagine how many years of working out it must have taken to get his level of muscle.
“I-It was just normal deducing. I mean, if you don’t have any effect on the slime, go after other things! The eyes and the teeth are the only other things visible, so it was worth a shot?” Izuku shrugs.
“Clearly more than the heroes thought to do.” The man scoffs. “Bah, the cowards gave up. Death arms is all about the fight but even he gave up.”
“Well… At least All Might was there to save us.” Izuku says softly.
“He could have also hit you or the other kid. Reckless to jump into someone else's fight without at least calling out a warning.” The man crosses his arms. "Liquids don’t compress well when hit, whatever is inside gets a harder hit then if out in air. If he hit with the kid inside, their organs would be hurt from the concussive force needed to splatter it, reckless."
Izuku grimaces. “Maybe, but no one else was able to defeat the villain, so I’m thankful anyways.” He looks down, fidgeting with his hands more from the information the man has given him. Is that why he felt so bad after All Might hit him out of the slime? He thought it was the almost drowning and being a puppet thing. His mom had to take him to a clinic for the slime in his lungs. His wrist was pretty hurt from the second incident too, when All Might held his and Bakugo’s wrists together from the wind he made.
“Shouldn't be thankful someone hit at hostages to get the guy, but whatever.” The man shrugs again before he takes out his phone. “Ah, time got away from me. Time to go now.”
“Ah alright. Have a good day?” Izuku says, smiling awkwardly. The conversation was strange, but a nice strange! He isn’t used to the compliments and honestly, he was expecting the man to call him careless and nothing more, like the heroes did.
That joy doesn’t last long.
“I wasn't talking about me.” The man puts his phone away and suddenly steals the cupcake box. Izuku can’t voice his confusion before the man crouches to grab Izuku around the waist to throw him over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes!?!
It takes a moment to process what’s happened. “Wh- hey wait a second!!” Izuku tries pushing himself away and wiggling to loosen the man’s grip.
“Nope. Running late, Boss won't be happy.” The man gets a back fabric bird-like plague doctor mask out of his back pocket and puts it on.
For a moment, Izuku hears and sees people reacting to the commotion. He looks around desperately, expecting, hoping, someone will come and help him. However, most only look worried and stare for a few moments before they go back to what they were doing. He recognizes these people, afterall, he’s lived in the same area with them all his life. The only ones that seem worried are a few shoppers that he doesn’t recognize, most talking quickly on their phones. Izuku can only hope they are calling the police, but they also don’t try to stop the large villain.
The praise the villain was giving him almost seems like a joke now. Was he just trying to lower Izuku’s guard? But it didn’t feel like the sarcastic compliments he would normally get.
“No, let go of me!” The boy's heart beats out of his chest as he continues pushing and struggling.
Izuku knows the statistics for people like him. Most quirkless kids die around their high school years for a multitude of reasons, one of which being targeted attacks on them. He remembers being all too curious a year or two ago, and learning he didn’t have long before he’d become another statistic was crushing.
But still, he needs to get home to his mom. He already scared her enough from the sludge villain, he can’t die here!
The villain doesn’t care for his struggling through, it hardly seems to phase him. “Boss’ orders, little fighter.” The man says, voice slightly muffled in the mask. “Wants to meet you.”
“He w-wants to meet me?! Why?!” Izuku asks in a panic.
“Quirkless. Free of sickness others have, only one we've found thanks to the reporters overhearing that loud blond boy.” The villain carries Izuku to a sleek black car with someone in the driver seat waiting. This was planned.
Izuku whimpers in a mix of confusion and fear, trying to wrap his head around the information given, but no matter how hard he tries, he doesn’t understand. All he knows is that he’s been targeted for his quirk status, and Bakugo is the one who told the world.
He eventually realizes fighting is doing nothing and no one is coming to help him, so he stops struggling in the hopes he won’t get hurt if he complies.
“Don't worry, little fighter, you're the guest of honor.” The villain opens the doors to the backseat and tosses Izuku inside. It's built like a police car with a cage between him and the front, likely the doors only open from the outside too. The cupcakes are tossed on the seat next to him as Izuku tries to situate himself in the seat. The villain shuts the door to head up front before Izuku can even try to do anything.
The other person in the car is a terrifying man in a ragged burlap sack mask that covers his entire head and is held by a rope knot around his neck, like a scarecrow. He is grumbling about being hungry as he looks at the cupcakes in the rear view mirror.
Izuku curls up in his seat, tearing up as he looks at the cupcakes that were meant to be a gift for his mom. He just hopes he will be let go in one piece.
He doubts cupcakes will be enough of an apology for this.
He wipes his tears and nervously looks at the other man. “…I-If you want… you can take one?” He offers. It’s not like they’ll be much use to him now.
“Food?” The man seems to perk up at this as the other laughs.
“Focus on driving first, Tabe.” The large man looks back at Izuku, just as relaxed as he was talking earlier. “His quirk's drawback makes him hungry all the time so we try to keep any eating on a time table. You can still share, but not while we are driving or he might eat the car and us.”
Izuku blinks, wiping away his tears. “I-it makes him hungry?” He quickly tries to redirect his mind on something he knows will be comforting. Quirks. “‘Eat the car and us’…. Does that mean he can eat more than just normal edible food?” Izuku asks sheepishly.
"Yeah." The man, who really should give a name, pats his... friend? Coworker? On the shoulder. "Tabe here can eat anything! Still haven't won any eating contests against him, but it's a good fight every time!"
"Rappa..." Tabe says, sounding embarrassed at how happy the other man, Rappa, sounds.
“That’s a really cool quirk.” Izuku nods slowly. “If you can eat anything then the possibilities are endless. The only limitations would be if your teeth are like anyone else's, then you would risk breaking your teeth. If you don’t have those limitations though then you could get through anything if there’s something in the way. Plus if you work smart enough you can get rid of any enemies weapons, break out of any sort of containment, you can do a lot, really. Hard to catch someone who can just eat through any obstacle and…. Stuff… yeah.” He blushes when he realizes he was rambling and curls up on himself more.
“Aww, you got a fan, Tabe!” Rappa slaps his own leg amused. “And yeah, his teeth are stronger so no worries, little fighter.”
“Talks fast and smart, like Boss.” Tabe says as he drives (when did they start moving?) farther and farther away from his home.
Izuku is thoroughly embarrassed by the amount of compliments he’s been getting in such a short amount of time. Don’t get him wrong, he’s still terrified, but he doesn’t think kidnappings are meant to be like this. Where are the threats of murder or mocking words of fake encouragement?
“I just like picking apart quirks… a lot of heroes have weaknesses villains can exploit or things they can do to make themselves stronger that they just don’t think of. As a hero, you want to cover all your bases, so you should know your weaknesses and how to make them not as damaging and generally know what to do when they are taken advantage of in some way.” Izuku sheepishly explains.
“Ahhh, little fighter is a quirk analyst.” Rappa nods sagely. “Pretty good profession, well sought after.”
“It’s just a hobby...” Izuku mumbles. “I didn’t have a quirk of my own so analyzing quirks was the next best thing.”
“Sounded like more than a hobby, little fighter.” Rappa chuckles. “Don't sell yourself so short, you can't afford to lose any more height.”
Izuku blinks.
“…W- Hey! I’m still growing! I could get taller than you someday, you don’t know!” He argues.
“Ha! I look forward to a fight when you get there!” Rappa laughs, but not in the same cruel way the other kids or adults do at school. He is just loud and happy for a villain it seems.
Izuku’s eyes sparkle with a strange feeling, now incredibly conflicted. This is… just really weird. He decides to not speak anymore, or at least not start any conversations, until they get to whatever their destination is. He stays curled up in the corner for most of the ride, looking out the window as they drive to who knows where.
They drive for a long time, past places he recognizes and quickly places he’s never seen in his life, and into an entirely different prefecture even, before they pull up to the gates of a massive traditional looking compound with a symbol of some kind on it. Whatever villains they are, they are powerful enough to not hide in the same way most do. That leaves Izuku far more nervous than he had moments before.
What if he doesn’t come out of this alive?
Izuku’s phone weighs heavy in his pocket, but he knows not to do anything yet, not in plain sight. He might be able to hide it long enough until he's alone.
“We're here!” Rappa says happily as Tabe gets past the gate and heads to an underground garage. There are guards at the entrance.
“Uhm... where is ‘here’, exactly..?” Izuku asks.
“Welcome to the Shie Hassaika, little fighter! The last Yakuza group in Japan.” Rappa says proudly.
Izuku blinks. “Oh.”
Someone needs to explain to Izuku how he got wrapped up in getting kidnapped by a Yakuza group?!?
“You should feel honored, little fighter!” Rappa says. “Not many can say they met any Yakuza, let alone two high ranking members or the Boss.”
“Met and lived.” Tabe adds.
“Ah, true. Met and lived.” Rappa nods as they park.
Izuku holds in any physical or vocal reaction. As terrified as he is, he should try to not show that, right? He doesn’t know what the Yakuza want with him, but showing fear is probably the worst idea. He wipes away his forming tears and squeezes his eyes shut until he can semi-confidently open them again without waterfalls coming out of his eyes.
“Am I… going to live?” Izuku forces himself to ask, the shaking in his voice obvious despite his attempts at hiding it.
“I hope so! We have a fight when you're bigger, can't do that if you die.” Rappa laughs again, yet it's still not the cruel laughs Izuku is used to.
“Impress the Boss and you'll be fine.” Tabe says. “Time to get out. Running is useless.”
Izuku assumed as much. Running when he’s already in the Yakuza’s base, surrounded by criminals, sounds like a horrible idea. But how does he even impress the head of the Yakuza? What do Yakuza members like? All he has with him is cupcakes and a bag full of school supplies for crying out loud!
“R-right, okay.” Izuku half considers pulling out his phone and saying his last goodbyes to his mom, but he knows that’s a bad idea. Just do what they say, and maybe he’ll make it out alive?
Unlikely, but he has to try…
Rappa gets out first and stretches, back and knees popping from being in a normal sized car. Tabe gets out and goes to Izuku's door to let him out, eyes mainly focused on the box he has.
The green haired boy climbs out of the car with the pastries in hand. He looks down at the container of four decently big cupcakes. Frowning at the thought of his mother, he opens up the container and takes out a cupcake, offering one to Tabe. “I-I did offer..”
“Thanks.” Tabe nods as he takes it, the mouth of his mask opening to show a quirk changed mouth, much wider than normal and with larger teeth. A mutation that likely made life harder without the eating quirk added to it.
Izuku tries not to stare, though his quirk obsessed brain is running wild with thoughts. He looks at the container he’s closing instead.
“I guess.. let’s go?” Izuku asks shyly. He’d rather not, but waiting too long isn’t a good idea.
“That's the spirit.” Rappa is smiling behind the mask.
Izuku bites his tongue to stop himself from mentioning he actually has no spirit right now. “I hope it isn’t weird to bring in a pack of cupcakes inside a Yakuza… headquarters-place.” He mumbles to himself instead as he follows Rappa and Tabe deeper into the compound.
“Heh, we still like sweets and stuff like normal people.” Rappa says in amusement. "We don't just do ‘evil’ things and eat ‘evil’ foods.”
“…Should I have brought evil cupcakes instead?” Izuku jokes.
“Ha! This kid is a riot, Tabe.” Rappa laughs, startling some people they pass not in bird masks. Do the masks show rank?
Izuku weakly smiles. At least his last peaceful moments will be… surprisingly nice. Rappa doesn’t seem to be condescending in his words, which is a nice change of pace.
Maybe he should be paying more attention to his surroundings, thinking of escape plans, or how to impress the Yakuza boss, but…
He knows he won’t be able to anyways. He’s not strong or smart or talented in anything. He has nothing to offer the Yakuza, and in the end, that will be his downfall.
…He’ll just focus heavily on what it feels like to be alive until he is unable to.
They pass a few people that give Izuku double takes as they walk. Either because he is a small kid just walking around, the bright happy cupcakes, or the fact two high ranking members are with him casually is hard to tell. Eventually, they reach a large ornate door.
The Boss' door.
“Alright little fighter, here it is.” Rappa nods.
“Okay…” Izuku hesitates, but knows there’s no other option. He takes a deep breath before nodding to Rappa.
“Word of advice,” Taba starts as Rappa knocks. “Boss hates germs, so avoid touching him.”
Izuku smiles. “Thanks for the advice, Tabe-san.” He doesn’t seem that bad too, if you forget the fact the man helped kidnap him.
Tabe nods as a bored voice calls them in, Rappa quickly opening the door for them after.
Izuku follows them inside, fidgeting nervously as he looks around the boring looking room. The only thing that stands out is it’s… very clean? It reminds Izuku of a hospital. There's a few medical and quirk books on the desk, but nothing else stands out to Izuku.
Besides the boss himself.
The man behind the desk is a weird mix of casual business man and... exotic bird? Over-the-top plague doctor? His hair and clothes are pretty plain for a world of quirks, but the big fluffy purple boa and ornate leather mask bring out the bird theme he seems to have.
Do villains always have themes like this? They're like theater kids that went evil.
“We got the little fighter, Boss!” Rappa says, nudging Izuku forward and forcing him back to reality.
The Yakuza leader doesn’t look up from his papers until Rappa calls out. He seems to perk up and looks at Izuku intently.
Izuku tenses up at the attention, but he manages to give a polite, curt bow.
The Yakuza leader gets up and moves his papers to a folder on the desk before he walks around it to stand before Izuku. He has a good 5 inches of height over Izuku and the sharp gold eyes that look at Izuku as if he were a bug he wants to take apart is not helping the terror of meeting him.
“Greetings, Midoriya Izuku.” The Yakuza leader says. Izuku’s mouth runs dry hearing his full name. His mom and him watched the news report when they finally had a moment of peace, and not once was his name said. "I am Overhaul, leader of the Shie Hassaikai."
Izuku’s used to this feeling of wanting to cower and run away, but being forced to stand on anyways. He is used to this from the bullying Bakugo and his friends would put him through, the explosions and burns he constantly got, he knows this feeling all too well. However, it's now more terrifyingly life threatening. At least he knew Bakugo wouldn’t kill him, despite the death threats he constantly threw at him. Bakugo couldn’t kill him if he wanted to be a hero. He can’t say the same now. He could die at any moment.
“Hello… O-Overhaul-sama.” Izuku decides to not focus on however scared he is and just focus on being nice and polite, like always. He doubts he’ll be able to stop himself from shaking in front of the Yakuza when he already trembles just from Bakugo, but he at least can show he won’t back down. So, he makes sure to not break eye contact. Just be the nice, quiet, polite quirkless kid, and maybe he’ll survive.
“How polite, most children are rather rude nowadays.” Overhaul hums and tilts his head in a bird-like way. It would be funny to Izuku if he wasn’t in this position. “Although, with the unfair treatment you receive from the rats out there, you likely have to be polite to everyone. Even if they don't deserve it.”
Shit, he’s gotten caught already. “Ah… k-kind of?” Izuku’s really not sure how to go about this, but maybe making conversation is the best way to go? “B-but there’s also the side of things where if you're too polite, people think you're mocking them or being disrespectful so… you uh, tend to learn what to avoid though.”
“Hmm, true.” Overhaul looks to his two men and waves them away. “You two can go now, clean off the filth of the outside.”
Izuku tries to not panic more than he already is and instead turns to politely wave at them. “Bye Rappa-san, bye Tabe-san...”
“Bye, little fighter!” Rappa waves and leads Tabe out. “Gonna get this guy fed, see you later!”
“See you later…” Hopefully. Once the doors close, Izuku focuses his attention back on Overhaul.
“Now then, Midoriya.” Overhaul goes back to his desk and waves for him to follow. "I'm sure you're wondering why I have you here."
Izuku reluctantly follows the villain, making sure to stay an arms length away. “Yeah... It was uh, not what I expected to happen on a Tuesday afternoon.”
“Have a seat and I can tell you.” Overhaul nods to a normal looking chair for Izuku but it has medical paper over it like an exam seat in a clinic.
Either he really leans into the medical plague doctor theme, or has a legitimate issue with germs that affects his day to day life. Tabe mentioned it, but most people aren’t this strict with their dislikes, and his words earlier about getting clean is making it seem like the latter. Odd, but he supposed this is Overhaul's area to control, so Izuku won’t judge? He just never expected a villain to have a phobia of germs of all things.
Izuku sits down and anxiously fidgets as he waits to hear what the point of this all was.
“I suppose the simplest way to say this is that you have a gift the rest of the world needs.” Overhaul starts, the intense look he’s giving not going away. Izuku is finding it very hard to not break eye contact.
“A... gift?” Izuku fidgets nervously. “I don't think I understand..”
The villain continues. "Quirks are a sickness that I plan to destroy to clean the filth away, clean like it used to be before them." Overhaul states, no joking tone or humor in his voice. "You, Midoriya, are clean from the filth and the perfect example of my goal."
“You want to destroy quirks!?” Izuku’s mind starts racing faster than he can keep up with. “But that shouldn’t be possible, you would have to destroy the entire biology of a person's quirk, which hasn’t happened ever. You have a higher chance of killing the person rather than just getting rid of their quirk. There are quirks that temporarily disable other quirks, but fully destroying quirks is unheard of because of the way they are ingrained in human DNA and not like pre-quirk era fantasy stories where you can just take the powers away-“
Izuku slaps a hand over his mouth and mumbles an apology, less embarrassed this time and more nervous. His mumblings get him yelled at a lot, and he really rather not upset the Yakuza boss.
"You know your quirks." Overhaul says, sounding... impressed? Izuku blinks at him in confusion before letting his hand fall back down to his lap.
“…W-what I meant was just that it sounds like a near impossible task.” Izuku says sheepishly.
"Exactly, near impossible." Overhaul does the head tilt again. "We found a way."
Izuku’s eyes widened. “You did??” He’s entirely terrified, but he wonders if he’s allowed to be ever so slightly fascinated.
"It still has some... issues to work out to make it permanent unless we undo it, but we can stop quirk factors for up to a day now." Overhaul says.
“That’s-” How does Izuku even respond to this? The thought leaves a cold chill down his back, but he doesn’t want to sound rude either, and it's not like he isn’t curious. “-Incredible in a technological view. Having the ability to disable a quirk for up to a day without it being a quirk’s work is unheard of, and… it does show how close the process is to doing what you want…” He trails off.
"Mhm. We mostly use it to stop Tabe's quirk drawbacks when they get out of hand, but the goal is to stop the quirks of the world." Overhaul says. "Which is why we collected you.”
“Because I was born quirkless...” Izuku looks down at his hands. “I’m a prime example of what you want to achieve…”
"Correct." Overhaul nods. "We also wanted to get you away from the filth and pain from the outside before they killed you like the other quirkless we found, we never got them in time, not before you."
Izuku shifts nervously in his seat. On one hand, the reasons Overhaul is telling him he’s here are weirdly kind? Too kind for the Yakuza, there’s likely some sort of catch. And on top of that, their obsession with causing the world to go back to being quirkless is terrifying because he’s now kind of involved?
Izuku quickly goes to defend. “I-it’s not all bad! I mean sure, my classmates tease me but what kid hasn’t gotten bullied in school? People don’t respect me but children aren’t usually anyways. Heroes think I’m in the way, and no one believes I can accomplish my dreams, I get charged unfair prices at stores and… I...” Izuku looks down, memories of the treatment he’s faced his entire life making his eyes sting. “…maybe it’s pretty bad...”
"Yes, my men have seen how you are treated when they were researching you." Overhaul sounds like he is frowning behind the mask. "We all have similar backstories due to our own quirk status but you, oh, your treatment was something surprising even to us for one so young and free of sickness."
Izuku fidgets uncomfortably. “No one likes the quirkless… and no one knows how it feels to be one. Being a kid means nothing.” Izuku glares at his hands, resentment he often pushes away suddenly bubbling up. “I’m quirkless before I’m human.”
"Which is a shame, being quirkless makes you human." Overhaul says. "Before the sickness of quirks, everyone was quirkless and the world worked perfectly. Science was constantly advancing, we were exploring space, and finding ways to better the world. Quirkless people did far more than any quirked person ever did. In fact, the obsession with quirks and hero sickness has moved progression backwards ."
Izuku finds himself agreeing quietly.
“It’s so stupid how everyone treats me like I’m glass! As if I’m just some- some weak and frail thing that needs protecting or is in the way. And it's all just because I don’t have a quirk.” Izuku huffs in frustration, a strange feeling of relief appearing inside him. “Quirkless people can be just as strong if we lived long enough to become that strong.”
"That's what I am going to offer here." Overhaul says, his tone of voice more curious as the conversation progresses. "The compound is safe from the outside and can help you grow. It will only get more dangerous from here for you out there, no high schools accept quirkless children, even if they say they do.”
“Oh.” Izuku’s fingers fidget and tap against each other as he remembers the situation he’s in. “I don’t mean this at all in a rude way, but what’s the catch? You're a Yakuza boss so... you’d want to make use of me in some way, right?”
"Smart questions." Overhaul nods. "There would be a few tests to find what makes you quirkless and how to replicate it, but my quirk can undo those in seconds and without scars. The other thing is as a babysitter."
“A… babysitter?” Izuku tilts his head.
"Yes," Overhaul takes a photo from a shelf behind the desk to show Izuku. It has an older man sitting with a little silver haired girl on his lap, they are smiling with two other people behind them. They look like the girl's parents.
"This is Eri. She is my Boss' granddaughter and was intrusted into my care after he went into a coma and I took over." Overhaul goes on to explain. "I... am not good with children. They are sticky and can carry so many germs. I need someone to care for her, someone that isn't a criminal that would scare her, and younger so she doesn’t get uncomfortable."
Izuku looks at the photo, his expression softening. He’s always had a soft spot for children, they are so full of light and joy, he even remembers begging his parents for a little sibling before his quirkless diagnosis.
He looks down at the pack of cupcakes on his lap.
His mom….
His mom would be better off without him, wouldn’t she? She gave up on her aspirations and dreams to help raise a quirkless kid who would likely die before adulthood. She deserved so much more than that. Maybe leaving without saying goodbye is cruel, but there's a chance that if he doesn’t agree, his mom might not even get his corpse to bury. At least like this, there's minimal amounts of pain on both sides, right?
He misses her already.
“…Alright.” Izuku says softly. “Yeah, I can… I can do that.”
"Glad you agreed." Overhaul sets the photo back before he gets up. "I can show you to your new room and meet Eri."
“Right, okay..” Izuku stands up, breathing a sigh of relief as he realizes he managed to survive.
Overhaul waves for him to follow, and as they walk he keeps a slight distance between them. Most people did that because he is quirkless, but this doesn't feel the same. Overhaul has a very high status, and it's another point to the fear of germs again.
Izuku wonders if he should get a normal medical mask or something. Nothing fancy like the cool bird masks the higher ranking Yakuza have, but he rather not stand out or make Overhaul uncomfortable with his fear of germs.
That’s something for later him to figure out. For now, he follows Overhaul, at least now less anxious than before and able to focus on the hallways around them. He doesn’t really get the Yakuza vibes from this place, though he supposes it makes sense that the place isn’t decked out in weapons like villains from shows have. It just feels out of place for everything to look so normal.
They get some bows as they pass people that notice Overhaul but no one stops them as they go down the halls. Overhaul leads Izuku to a normal looking wall that opens up to a secret part of the compound that only bird masked people pass them in, even the guards outside the room Izuku is taken to have bird masks.
Izuku feels horribly out of place for many, many reasons, one right now being the lack of a bird mask. But then again, that might be reassurance to Eri that he’s not a criminal and just another kid that somehow managed to be in this place. He hopes that will be the case at least.
"Move aside, we are here for Eri." Overhaul orders. The guard bows and steps aside, sparing a glance for Izuku but not saying anything.
Overhaul opens the door to a small room, childrens toys laying around and there are some comfort objects but... it feels more like a cell than a kids room.
Izuku frowns as he peeks inside wondering just how long she’s been in such a limiting environment. He doubts he’ll have much influence here, but maybe he can suggest things to help? Overhaul did say he was bad with kids, maybe he just doesn’t know what kids need?
On a bed in the corner sits the little girl. She seems weary of the two of them, but not fully scared from her pile of blankets and a couple plushies. Her big curious and confused red eyes look at Izuku’s green ones.
He steps inside the girl’s room, but doesn’t get too close to her fortress. He never liked it when people intruded on his safe space, especially when he didn’t know them, so this seems like a safe bet. “Hello Eri.” Izuku says softly. “My name is Izuku Midoriya. It’s nice to meet you.”
"H-hello." Eri’s voice is soft and quiet. "Why... Why are you here?" She glances at Overhaul only for a second, but Izuku notices the fear in her eyes.
“Overhauls hired me to be a babysitter for you.” Izuku says. “I’d basically be watching over you and making sure you're safe.” He explains with a soft smile.
"A... boy nanny?" Eri squints at the new word. He shouldn’t be too surprised, being the granddaughter of a Yakuza boss means she likely had high class versions of things, so nanny instead of babysitter is probably all she had before now.
Izuku chuckles. “I don’t think I would be too different from a nanny, so yeah! Think of it like that.”
"Oh... You don't look like a nanny, you're not old!" Eri says in that ‘offended’ way kids do.
The masked guard snorts, but coughs to cover it up as he looks away. Overhaul just sighs and side steps away from the guard.
Izuku snickers at Eri’s words and the reactions it caused. “No, I’m not. I’m probably closer to your age then I am to most of the people here.” Izuku explains. “Babysitters are usually around my age actually. We’re different from nanny’s in that way, but it’s also good, cause we can get along better! We can play games and complain about stinky adults.”
Eri wrinkles their nose and nods. "Adults smell like cleaning stuff and American pennies grandpa showed me."
“Exactly. You can complain all you want to me about stinky adults since I am not a sticky adult.“ Izuku smiles brighter. He’s making progress!
Eri giggles softly and wiggles in her nest to get closer.
A quiet alert goes off behind him, causing Overhaul to check his phone. He looks at Izuku for a moment before nodding to himself, as if deciding things are going well enough for him to leave and the guard closes the door. Izuku perks up at this, now seeing an opportunity to try and get closer with Eri without the uncomfortableness of a Yakuza boss watching. He takes a couple steps closer to her while he talks.
"Even better, because we're both kids, we both can have a silent agreement to not snitch on each other, yeah?" Izuku says softly. It might be good to establish this sort of trust early on. With them both being kids stuck in the Yakuza, there’s no way they won’t get in trouble or break some sort of rule at some point. He doubts punishments here would be sitting in a corner and thinking about his actions.
Eri tilts her head. "Snitch?"
“Snitches are people that tell on others and get them in trouble.” Izuku says. “So if we agree not to snitch, we agree to not get each other into trouble. I’ll have your back if someone suspects you of any child-crimes.”
"Ooooh, we can commit crime?" Eri asks, eyes sparkling. "Grandpa said I was too small for crime."
The older generations are talking about crime younger and younger nowadays, huh? “Child sized crime.” Izuku explains. “Like stealing an extra cookie from the cookie jar. Big kid crime will be allowed when you're bigger.”
"Oh, okay." Eri nods and whispers. "Are we committing child crimes? Is that why you asked?"
“Not now…” Izuku whispers back. “But later we can commit some child crimes.”
Izuku is now standing in front of Eri and her bed, with no negative reactions yet. “Mind if I sit with you?”
Eri nods and scoots over in her nest. It's a little small for Izuku to get in but he’s able to sit down next to the nest, which is the next best thing.
“Thanks.” Izuku smiles and sits down. He looks down at the cupcakes and opens the container. “Actually , the first crime of our friendship...” He takes out and offers her one of the cupcakes.
Eri gasps as her eyes sparkle. "Is that okay?"
“I’m offering! If anyone finds out, you're free to blame me.” Izuku says with a grin.
"But..." Eri frowns. "I don't want you to get in trouble. Overhaul is mean."
Izuku keeps his smile up for her. “That’s very sweet of you, Eri. But well… I think he’d be more upset if I wasted them or let them rot and get all gross.” He shrugs. “Overhaul put me in charge of watching over you, so it’s my job to keep you happy and safe. If he doesn’t like the way I do that, then it’s his fault for not being specific.”
"Hmm… okay." Eri nods. "You are in charge."
Eri reaches over and takes the one Izuku offered. With a seriousness normally seen in a hard task, she takes off the wrapper and proceeds to pull the lower part in half and flip it onto the icing to make a little sandwich, her movements slow and careful to avoid crumbs in her nest.
Izuku only smiles fondly as he watches Eri.
This isn’t so bad. He can handle spending his days taking care of this kid. He gently pats Eri’s head, careful to not accidentally brush over the little horn on her forehead.
Eri twitches and looks up at him for a moment, staring at him as if she expects him to do something, before she shyly leans into his side and goes back to munching. She seems much more relaxed, and he spends the next few moments in comfortable silence with Eri, allowing himself to slowly process everything that’s happened. He’s tired but strangely happy that he’s here if he can help this kid. Though it probably helps that he hasn’t processed anything that’s happened quite yet.
Eri eventually finishes her cupcake and yawns, rubbing her eyes. Her arm raised allows Izuku to see some small band-aids on her arms that were previously covered by her blanket fort. He frowns slightly, his first instinct to ask what happened, but deciding not to. There are far too many band-aids for comfort, but she also could just be a clumsy kid. He can’t jump to conclusions yet.
“Hm, it is pretty late isn’t it?” Izuku asks, trying to distract himself when he really has no clue what time it is. “Ready for bed, Eri?”
"Yeah.” Eri looks around her tiny room. “Where will you go?"
“Overhaul said I have a room, so it’s probably separate from yours?” Izuku shrugs. “I don’t think I should leave until he comes back though… that sounds not safe.”
"Oh..." Eri frowns. "You have to go..."
“It’s okay! I’ll be back tomorrow.” Izuku reassures her.
"You will?" Eri asks.
“Yeah! I’m your babysitter for… until further notice.” Izuku smiles brightly.
"Okay..." Eri nods and burrows back into her nest. "I don't like being alone."
“I’ll spend as much time as I can with you.” Izuku says softly, continuing to gently pet over her head. Eri nods and settles into his side more, getting more and more tired until she curls up and falls asleep.
Izuku doesn’t move much, letting the girl sleep on his side while he waits. He can’t imagine being surrounded by adult Yakuza members all the time would be very fun for a young kid like Eri. Little kids need kids their own age, way more toys, really just a lot more than what she has now. He hopes that he can at least help her let out her inner Child Chaos™️ in a way the adults probably wouldn’t be able to.
It's not long after Eri falls asleep that the door opens with a click and who enters is Overhaul again. He looks pretty much the same but there is some blood he is cleaning off his gloves with a cloth that makes Izuku’s face pale.
"Sorry for the delay, there was an issue with some lower level members." Overhaul explains. "It has been dealt with."
“I-it’s alright.” Izuku keeps his voice soft to not disturb Eri. “It gave Eri some time to warm up to me, so it all worked out.” He pointedly avoids looking anywhere near the blood. He needs to remember that the people here are dangerous criminals, he has to be careful.
"Wonderful to hear." Overhaul nods. "I can take you to your room. Rappa will be by later to bring you food, it is too soon to join the others in the cafeteria as they may attack you."
“That’s okay. It will take some time to get used to the new environment anyways, so eating with a bunch of people might be overwhelming.” Izuku would shrug, but then remembers Eri still cuddled against his side.
Carefully, he leans Eri back and on to her nest. Once he makes sure she doesn’t stir, he makes sure to cover her with her blanket before standing up. “There we go.”
"Hmm..." Overhaul seems to be observing how he acts with Eri with a slight head tilt. "You're very... kind, for someone treated like you have been. Are you not angry?"
Izuku blinks at him. “Angry?”
"The world has hurt you many times, why are you not angry at it? Why are you still kind?" Overhaul asks.
Izuku is silent for a moment, his smile falling. He’s never really thought about it. “If I got angry at the store owner for giving me damaged items or always pricing their things higher for me, would that convince them to change the price?” He looks over at Overhaul. “I do sometimes get angry, but… if I wasn’t kind, I think I would already be dead by now.”
"Hmm." Overhaul nods and leads him out, Izuku following behind. "It's commendable you stayed kind for so long."
“Is it?” Izuku shrugs as they walk through the halls. “It’s just second nature for me.”
"All of us have faced oppression and the cruelty of the world, we are not kind like you. We can be nice enough to each other but that is mostly a necessity for working and living together as an organization." Overhaul points out. "You are just kind to be kind. That is suspicious to us as people always want something."
“Oh.” Izuku nods in understanding. “That makes sense… I think I’m just spineless though. Can’t be mean to people if you don’t have the confidence to be.” He jokes.
Mostly. He mostly jokes. There’s some weight to it.
"Keep the kindness, Eri will need it more than we will. We can just teach you to be mean when you need to be, but don't lose it."
Izuku hums in understanding, looking at the tall villain curiously. He doesn’t seem too bad now that he’s not fearing for his life as bad.
Eventually they stop at another cell-like room. "This is yours, it has a shower attached unlike Eri's. She is too young for one alone." Overhaul explains.
Definitely a new change compared to what Izuku’s used to, but he’ll survive. A cell-like room is better than an actual cell. He walks into the room, but turns to smile nervously at the Yakuza boss and give a polite bow. “Thank you, Overhaul-sama.”
“You’re welcome.” Overhaul nods. "Rappa will be by later for dinner, have a good night, Midoriya."
“Goodnight.” Izuku wakes as Overhaul leaves. The door closes without the lock click like Eri's did.
That feels odd. Sure, he agreed to stay, but for all Overhaul knows, he could be planning to leave at any moment. Wouldn’t locking the door ensure he couldn’t?
Izuku decides not to question it and waits patiently instead, just in case Overhaul comes back. When he doesn’t, he pulls out his phone to check if anyone’s called or messaged or tried to make any sort of contact with him.
There isn't anything.
But the full bars of service stare right back at him.
After a long few moments of contemplation, he looks through his contacts and picks a number on the short list. As it rings, he goes into the farthest corner in the room and sits down, setting the cupcake container down next to him. The phone rings for a few times before it picks up and a rough voice answers.
"Why the fuck do you have my number, Deku!?" Comes Bakugo’s voice.
Izuku tears up. Finally, something he knows and understands. He’s at least used to this.
“S-sorry Kacchan..” Izuku weakly laughs, keeping his voice low and quiet. “I-I know I’m not supposed to call you but Auntie Mitsuki gave it to me for emergencies...”
"What do you want Deku?" Bakugo grouches out. "And why not call the hag? Bother her with your issue."
“I…” Izuku fidgets, trying to give a good enough reason for Bakugo to not hang up on him. “She wouldn’t have a good reaction or be able to think clearly… you can think rationally… so…”
"Spit it out already!" Bakugo snaps.
Izuku tenses up. Bakugo’s yelling already causes spikes of fear, and in such a tense moment, it’s not helping.
“…” What’s even the point of this? Why did he think this was a good idea? Kacchan is the exact thing Overhaul described when they talked. Why isn’t he angry? Why is he begging to be heard and listened to and saved by someone who doesn’t care and never will?
“…Right. Nevermind.” Izuku mumbles. “Thanks for your answer, I guess. Bye Kacchan.” He doesn’t want this to be the last time they speak, so he doesn’t hang up just yet, waiting, hoping he’s wrong. Hoping that Bakugo will say something. He’s gripping onto any last grains of hope that the loud teen will notice something is wrong.
"Whatever. Don't bother me again, Deku." Bakugo hangs up abruptly.
And that’s that. Izuku lets out a weak sob. “...I won’t, Kacchan.”
He spends a second looking at Bakugo’s contact before shutting off his phone completely. It won’t be any use to him anymore. He knows the police probably wouldn’t try to track his phone, so there’s no point in getting rid of it. Besides, it will stop him from being tempted to check if anyone bothered to check on him.
He’ll only get hurt from the horrible truth he’s been ignoring for years.
With nothing better to do, Izuku heads to the shower to get clean. Maybe a hot shower can help him feel better, wash off the past as he lives his new life.
Notes:
FF: it’s meeeeee the devillll~ (Finally_Free) Welcome to me and little_clown’s newest fic! We’ve been working on this one for about two months and a half at this point, so I’m super excited to finally show you all the first chapter!!
We have,,, so many chapters written and so many more planned,,,
Anyways everyone thank my bestie skyafied or wtv for letting me ramble so much about this fic <3333 it’s finally here and I can’t wait to post more for you all! :]
Chapter Text
Inko likes to think she's a good mom.
Sure, she isn't the best mom. She knows there are many times where she has failed to give her son the best, but she certainly tries to every time. She doesn't question where the new bruises come from, she doesn't ask Izuku too many questions about his day.
She knows where they come from, she knows how his day was. Izuku's increasing frustration when he was 12 at her fussing made her realize it might just be best to comfort him instead of ask questions. The fussing won't change how he's treated, so she gives him some freedom to do what makes him happy.
It's not rare for Izuku to come home quite late, even past midnight some nights. The boy has always preferred to be outside, so she always waits patiently despite her worry. Even after the attack with the sludge villain, as much as she wanted to call him and tell him to come home, she knows he likely needed the time and space to breathe.
However, passing out at 3 am and waking up at 10 in the morning with not even a note or a text from Izuku immediately made her worry. She tries calling his phone but it goes straight to voicemail. Then she tries calling the school, but he hasn't been marked on the attendance sheets all day.
Her only option is to call her best friend, Mitsuki Bakugo.
Her friend, luckily, isn't one to ignore her calls.
"Inky!" Mitsuki calls out. "What a surprise! What are you calling for?"
“Mitsuki...” Almost immediately the waterworks came out. “Have you seen or heard from Izuku at all…?” Inko manages to ask through her tears.
"Little Zu? No, I haven't. Shouldn't he be at school?" Mitsuki asks, clear worry in her voice.
“He isn’t...” Inko starts pacing around her living room, listing off everything she knows. “He isn’t in school, he hasn’t been marked in attendance all day and none of his teachers have seen him. No text, no note, no anything! Any calls I make are going straight to voicemail too.”
"That doesn't sound like him at all." Mitsuki mumbles before speaking clearly again. "I'll be over as soon as I can, we can go to the police about this. He wouldn't just disappear like this, not when he knows what happens to quirkless kids."
Inko’s heart aches. “Thank you, Mitsuki.” She wipes the seemingly never ending stream of tears. “Can you ask Katsuki if he’s heard anything once he’s home too…? I know Izuku adores your son.”
"I'll ask him." Mitsuki sighs. "Not sure how helpful he'll be. He’s been getting so... brash ever since he started that middle school. He hasn't had any nice things to say about Little Zu for a few years now, but hopefully he'll know something."
“I know…” Inko looks towards Izuku’s empty room. “Izuku is stubborn. I’ll still see his eyes light up when Katsuki is mentioned. If Izuku told anyone what’s happening, even indirectly, it would be him.”
"That is true, he is such a sweet boy. I hope he is okay..." Mitsuki takes a breath. "I'll be there soon, okay? I'll send Masaru to get Katsuki and check with the school about him."
"Thank you so much Mitsuki.." Inko sniffles.
"Of course, Inky." Mitsuki says softly. "You and Little Zu are family, we'll find him, okay?"
"Okay..." Inko nods. "Okay. I'll go get ready too."
"I'll be there soon, Inky." Mitsuki promises before the phone call ends
After the call, Inko cried and cried at the lack of information. Her poor son was nowhere to be found and they were at a loss of where he could be or what to do. But he couldn't have gone that far, right?
So, she gets dressed and waits as patiently as she can for her friend to arrive. It doesn't take long for Mitsuki to arrive, likely breaking some speed laws, to get to the apartment and knock on her door. Inko, who had been waiting by the door, swings it open and throws herself into Mitsuki’s arms.
"Oh Inky." Mitsuki mumbles, holding her friend close. "I got you."
Mitsuki holds her for a while as Inko tries to pull herself together. She’s not sure she could make out any words with how strong the urge to burst into tears is. Inko eventually lets go of Mitsuki and steps aside so she can come in and they can figure out their next steps.
"I'll make us some tea, okay?" Mitsuki says. "Maybe something in his room will be a clue or hint."
"I looked in there, but there was nothing." Inko says sadly. "Nothing new or out of place.”
"Maybe some fresh eyes can help? It wouldn't hurt, at least." Mitsuki suggests.
"Yeah, you can." Inko smiles weakly at her, thankful for the help in any way.
"Okay." Mitsuki nods and leads Inko to the couch. "I'll get that tea and look."
Inko gets far too antsy just sitting on the couch and drinking tea. It feels wrong to sit there and not help, so eventually, Inko places her cup down on the kitchen counters and goes with Mitsuki to Izuku’s room. Since she’s already looked, she goes on her phone searching to see if she can find anything on a missing kid, or really anything that could be related to his son's disappearance.
Mitsuki blinks at all the All Might merch in Izuku's room but can see where he is packing stuff away from the empty spots on shelves and on walls where the colors are darker. She wonders what made him start putting away his collection.
"Hey Inky, why is he packing? It looks like he hasn't changed this stuff out in years." Mitsuki asks as she looks around, checking under things for keys or notes he could hide.
Inko looks over to the sound of her voice. "He's been doing this ever since... him and Katsuki got attacked by the sludge villain." She sighs. "He said it felt childish... I tried asking him if anything happened but he wouldn't tell me."
"Hmm, it did look like those heroes were yelling at him on the news report..." Mitsuki says. She spots an 'analysis' notebook on a shelf and coos at it.
"Aww, I remember this. He had Masaru and I in here in crayon with you." Mitsuki starts flipping to find her entry. "It was so sweet, he called you his favorite hero for your title if I remember right."
Inko smiles with a mix of sadness and fondness. "Oh, he's so sweet.. that boy deserves the world."
"Mhm." Mitsuki goes to not but stops, finding a loose paper in the book. "Oh no, I think a paper fell out. I hope I didn't do that."
Inko, now feeling too restless again, walks over with Mitsuki and plucks out the paper, handing it back to her. "I'm sure it's fine, he has a lot of these notebooks and has had most of them for years, I wouldn't be surprised if some of the pages are loose."
"I guess. Let's see if I can find where this goes." Mitsuki starts to read the paper before she stops and flips it to the back. "Hey Inky, this isn't about a hero... I think it's a diary entry?"
Inko blinks. "A diary entry? I... don't remember him ever using a diary..."
"Hmm." Mitsuki loosely closes the notebook and taps it against her other hand to shift out any other loose papers. Two pop out at random spots and she pulls them out to give a quick glance over.
"These are both dated different years from each other and the first one. This one is marked for last month too." Mitsuki looks back to the shelf of notebooks with a frown. "You don't think..."
Inko hesitates for a moment before going into one of Izuku's drawers and pulling out another book. After shaking it for a moment, two more papers fell out. She picks them up and silently looks at Mitsuki.
"Okay, little worrying off the bat." Mitsuki says cautiously. "Maybe it will be cleared up when we find them all? There can't be that many books in here... right?"
Inko laughs, reaches back into the drawer, and picks up a stack of many, many books and places them on the bed. There have to be at least 15.
"...Damn. Your kid sure can write." Mitsuki shakes her head amused and opens the first notebook again. She starts checking page by page. "Might as well get started."
Inko sighs and sits down on the bed, getting one of the books from the pile and beginning their search.
They look through all the notebooks and even normal books just to be sure, and find a total of 12 papers ranging from age 10 to this year. From just a quick once over, none of them are happy entries. Once laid out on the bed they are organized by date. The most recent entry must have been right before his disappearance, judging by the date, two days ago.
"I can check the newer ones?" Mitsuki offers. "It might not be good if he has hidden them and I don't want to stress you more, Inky."
Inko shakes her head. “No… no because if it’s something important I need to know.” She takes a shaky breath. “At least give me the rundown?”
"Okay." Mitsuki nods and picks one up near the middle to read it, cringing at the tear water marks on it. "Hmm... oh."
Mitsuki gets a saddened look. "The other kids at school have been bullying him... looks like the teacher ignored it happening in class or... encouraged it... quirks get used often...."
Inko frowns once she reads through the older ones, which spell out a similar story. "...The bullying was always common. No matter how many times I addressed it to teachers or the principal, it went ignored." She sighs. "I guess it hasn't gotten better."
"How could teachers allow this to happen? Bullying is bad enough, but this... this is breaking the law!" Mitsuki growls and scans a few more, most of the same with progressively worse and worse attacks by students. She freezes seeing her own son's name. She hesitantly picks up the paper and reads.
"...'Kacchan hit me with his quirk today. The teacher announced our test scores and I forgot to get questions wrong because I was so tired from watching underground hero videos for my notebooks... It meant my score was higher than his... I was accused of cheating because a... a Null couldn't be as smart as the other students. That's what the teacher said. Kacchan didn't like my better score, cheating or not '..."
Inko stares wide-eyed at Mitsuki, completely frozen as she takes in what she read aloud. Against her better judgment, she takes the paper from Mitsuki and reads it.
“…Izuku…” Inko covers her mouth in disbelief as more tears form in her eyes.
Mitsuki wraps an arm around Inko and gives a squeeze. "We'll go after the school for this, they can't treat Zu this way or let kids do it for them. I'll... I'll even tell about Katsuki's involvement as well. I raised him better than... this."
“I’m so blind Mitsuki…” Inko sobs. “I knew he was hurting, I knew things were getting worse, but I didn’t think… he would never talk about it and I didn’t want to make him feel worse …” So many ‘what if’s’ are running through her mind as she realizes how she should have been much more persistent. Her son was hurting, and she did nothing.
"Inky no," Mitsuki hugs her tighter. "He hid things from you. Zu is the smartest kid we know, If he didn't want us to know how bad it was we... likely would never have learned about it until we looked in the books."
Inko hugs Mitsuki tight as she sobs. “I-I know your right but… I can’t stop blaming myself...”
"Inky..." Mitsuki says softly, holding her friend as she cries.
“I’m so sorry, I’m a mess, Mitsuki.” Inko says softly. “Thank you for being here.”
"Hey, it's okay to be a mess. You have every right to be a mess right now, okay?" Mitsuki says, pulling away a bit to hold her shoulders and get the grieving mom to look at her. "And remember what I said in high school? 'You're my mess, for forever you big cry baby'. I meant it when I said that."
Inko shakily laughs and weakly smiles at her. “I know you did...” She’s always a mess, but with Mitsuki, at least she can hold herself together for a little bit longer.
"Want to read the rest?" Mitsuki asks softly. "It's dated yesterday."
Inko simply nods, giving Mitsuki permission to let go so she can get the papers to read easier.
"Okay, this might be the hardest so..." Mitsuki takes a breath. "So let's do our best to read it."
Mitsuki was right, it was the hardest one.
‘Kacchan found out I wanted to go to UA the other day. He got angry, more than usual. He always uses his quirk against me but today he exploded one of my books and told me if I wanted to be a hero, then I should… ‘take a swan dive off the roof’ and ‘hope for a quirk in my next life’.
The rest of the day was just as bad. I got attacked by a sludge villain. All Might saved me but I distracted him and made him lose the villain by asking if I can be a hero. I knew the answer, but maybe I was hoping he, of all people, would say something different. He left me on the roof of a building.
I considered it.
Later, Kacchan was attacked by the same villain. I tried to get him out of it but I think I only got in the way. The heroes yelled at me afterwards and so did Kacchan when I was walking home. ’
When I came home, mom was sobbing. Kami, I feel so bad. I worried her so much, though when don’t I? She seems even more worried that I'm packing my All Might stuff.
It doesn’t matter much, I still think heroes are cool, I’m just being more... realistic now. I wouldn’t have lived long enough to be one anyways. I want to apologize to her for everything. Maybe I can get her some pastries, like cupcakes or something? I know one of the markets will sell me good ones, even if it is more expensive than normal.
…yeah, that’s a good idea. I’ll get mom some cupcakes tomorrow. ’
Mitsuki had frozen at the part of her son, her own child, telling Izuku to end his life. She couldn't believe he would say something so vile so... so villainous and claim he wanted to be a hero? ‘ The best of the best ’?? Who told him that was what heroes did!? It wasn't her or his father, that's for sure!
Inko managed to read through all of it, if only because she forced herself to. She just couldn’t believe it. She considered the Bakugos family, and they feel the same towards them. And Inko knows how much Izuku adores Katsuki, even through all of this. Katsuki smiled at her and called her ‘Auntie Inko’ while doing this to her son.
There’s sounds by the front entrance, and Masaru’s voice calling out. “Inko, Mitsuki, we’re here!”
Fire seems to light up in Mitsuki's eyes and she looks ready to go out there and rip her son a new one after she hears his grumbling in the halls. Inko grabs Mitsuki's hand before she can do anything.
"Mitsuki... please, let's see if he heard anything from him first." Inko's angry too, but she needs to know.
Mitsuki takes a deep breath and lets it out harshly. "Right. Okay, I- I can keep it together. For Zu."
“Thank you, Mitsuki...” Inko gives her another moment to breathe before walking with her to where the others are.
Katsuki is putting on the guest slippers with little explosions they had the last time he visited as a kid, they had bought them a size too big online but kept them on the slipper rack so they fit now. Izuku asked to keep them there in case Kacchan ever visited, and now he isn’t here to see he was right, they do fit.
Inko wipes her tears to try and remain as calm as possible as she sees them. She can be angry later, she just needs to know.
“Masaru… Katsuki.” Inko smiles shakily at them before looking at the youngest blond. “Katsuki… did Izuku at all call, text, in any way contact you yesterday?”
"The nerd? Yeah, wouldn't tell me what it was he wanted." Katsuki huffs.
"...What did he say?" Inko asks.
"I asked how he got my number and he said you gave it to him for emergencies." Katsuki looks at his mom. "Asked what he wanted and he kept stuttering until he said nevermind and the call ended. Woke me up so I back went to bed"
"Did it ever occur to you that he was calling for an emergency ?" Mitsuki asks, barely restrained anger in her voice that surprises Katsuki and his dad.
"Okay, wait," Masaru steps up. "What's going on, is Izuku okay?"
Inko tearfully shakes her head. "He's missing... He's been missing since yesterday and no one can get ahold of him..."
"What?" Katsuki asks. "He sounded like always on the phone."
"Terrified and about to cry?" Mitsuki asks harshly.
"He isn't here, Katsuki." Inko, although having much better control of her tone and temper, is audibly frustrated at the blond teen and for the first time in front of him. "Every call goes straight to voicemail, there's no note, letter, nothing, and he isn't at school. You're the last person he called."
"Me!?" Katsuki says in surprise. "Why didn't he call you, his mom?"
"Considering what you said to him a few days ago, I wonder the same thing." Mitsuki huffs.
"Wh-" Katsuki blinks in surprise.
"Swans, Katsuki. Swans." Mitsuki growls out, making her son go pale.
"I don't know or care what you think of my son, Katsuki, but that boy adores you. Kami knows I don't know why now." Inko's crying, but her eyes aren't filled with sadness, but rather anger. Rage. She's never looked this way in front of Katsuki. "He's looked up to you for years, he cares so much about you that he'll ask me to text Mitsuki when you're out of school or have a visible injury. He wanted to be a hero with you because he sees you as someone who is destined to be one."
She wipes her tears. "Izuku is smart, he knows how anyone else would have reacted if he was in danger. He knows I would have panicked, he knows Mitsuki would have jumped the gun. He called you because he knows you're smart too, he knows you could have figured out what to do better than us, and he trusts you-! "
Inko clenches her teeth and squeezes her eyes shut. She takes a deep breath. "...I'm finishing that tea before I say something I'll regret." She turns around and leaves for the kitchen without a second of hesitation.
Mitsuki gives her son a glare before she heads to check on Inko and make sure she is okay. Bakugo is still pale as a ghost and looks worried by his dad.
Masaru looks concerned and conflicted, eventually patting his son's shoulder. “Just… wait here, okay? I’ll get more information to give to you. See if you can call or text Izuku.” He goes to follow the two, leaving Katsuki alone.
"Right... Yeah." Katsuki nods, getting his phone out and unblocking Izuku's number. There’s no missed calls from the night when he was blocked, no texts either. The severity of this situation finally sets in and weighs heavy on Katsuki.
He huffs as he sends out texts; asking where Izuku is and that his mom and Auntie Inko are worried.
But the messages stay on delivered. No matter how many minutes pass, they don’t get any response, they don’t even get read. Izuku is an early bird, always doing so much so early on in the day. If he had his phone on him and was awake, he would have responded by now.
Katsuki even goes so far as leaving voicemails, still as rough as always when he talks but you can hear the worry growing as more and more get left.
The adults talk and plan what police station they should go to and which is more likely to even do anything about a missing quirkless kid. They’re not trying to be quiet about it, so Katsuki can hear clearly.
Izuku is radio silent after an hour of constant attempts at contacting.
Katsuki isn't sure what more he can do now, he left the messages and calls but Izuku just never even read them. He always at least reads a message, Deku hated the little red alert dot because it messed up his phone background.
Eventually, Masaru comes back to where he left Katsuki. “Did you get anything?” He asks.
"No. Not even a 'read' on my texts." Katsuki says quietly. He bites his lip and taps his phone on his hand to keep from fidgeting or sparking his quirk.
“Breathe, Katsuki, we’ll find him.” Masaru says softly. “Come on, we’re heading to the police to report him missing.”
"...Will they even help?" Katsuki asks quietly.
"If we're lucky, we'll work with someone who will." Masaru responds. "It's better to try than to give up."
Katsuki hesitates. "Yeah." He nods and puts his phone and hands in his pockets as he moves to his dad's side. His mom doesn't seem... accepting of him being near her right now.
“Come on, we’ll wait for them in the car.” Masaru leads Bakugo out, nodding to the two mothers before making their way outside. Katsuki follows, looking confused and uncharacteristically guilty. Last time they saw this was when his quirk first came in and he kept sparking by accident and hurt Izuku.
Masaru enters the back of the car with Katsuki, after a few moments of silence, Masaru sighs.
“Do you want to talk, Katsuki?” There surprisingly isn’t any anger in his voice. Just gentle concern.
"I... I don't get it." Katsuki says, frustrated confusion in his voice. "All our Sensei said I was doing good ... that all of us were doing what we were supposed to... were our Sensei wrong?"
“…Katsuki,” Masaru sighs. “You told Izuku to kill himself. Does that really sound like something good?”
"...I thought sensei would have stopped us if things went too far." Katsuki has to make some small sparks in his hands to stop the build up of sweat from getting dangerous. "They never told us what 'too far' even was and said similar things, so..."
Masaru sighs. “You did bad things, Katsuki.” He says bluntly. “What you did to Izuku was cruel and undeserved. You will be facing consequences for these and when Izuku is back, you're making it up to him. But, the school should have been reprimanding you and your peers. Your teachers should have never let the bullying go on for so long, let alone letting it start at all.”
"I thought teachers were supposed to be an example and stuff." Katsuki says, confused. "The whole reason we go there is to learn how to act and do things. Teachers can lie?"
"Everyone lies." Masaru says. "Some people lie worse than others. Sometimes it's because they don't know they're lying, other times they just don't care."
“Oh…” Katsuki says quietly.
"Do you know any of the statistics for quirkless people?" Masuro asks, keeping his voice calm.
"No... the yearly discrimination class never covered it and the teachers never included them in the paper on it." Katsuki says.
"20% of the population have quirks, yeah? But that statistic changes depending on what country you're in. Countries closer to China tend to have a lower quirkless population. People believe almost 2% of Japan's population are quirkless." Masuru takes a deep breath. It was always hard to talk about this sort of thing knowing Izuku's status. "Out of that 2%, Its said that 1 out of 10 quirkless individuals, teens especially, die from suicide."
"...Oh..."
Masuru nods and continues.
"85% of quirkless individuals are victims of some sort of crime because of their status, though it's estimated that the number is higher because certain crimes are never reported or people are too scared to speak up." Masaru explains. "...60% of quirkless children and teens are killed or kidnapped, almost every single one aren't coincidences either, they're targeted attacks."
Masaru looks back at Katsuki to make sure he's okay.
"Do... Do you think he was taken?" Katsuki asks quietly.
"It's more likely than him running away." Masaru says gently. "He had diary entries he hid away, not a lot but the most recent one was from two days ago, before his disappearance. He wrote that he wanted to get Inko something to cheer her up, so him running away or... commiting suicide isn't likely."
"What..." Katsuki swallows his nerves. "What do kidnappers... do with quirkless kids?"
“It… depends on what they want..” Masaru grimaces. “Sometimes they’re used in villain organizations to do dirty work, some are In illegal trafficking rings… it’s… not anything good.”
"But... we're kids." Katsuki says, looking horrified.
“It doesn’t matter to them, Katsuki. Especially if they’re quirkless.” Masaru sighs. “Even most heroes don’t care enough to pick up cases with missing kids if it’s known they are quirkless. It’s why your teachers were okay with the treatment towards him. They don’t care.”
"Those are shitty heroes!" Katsuki looks offended someone can call themselves a hero and ignore people.
“And that would have been you with the way you were going.” Masuru says seriously.
"..." Katsuki opened his mouth to deny it. Say how he is going to be the best and a great hero, but finds himself pausing, looking lost and confused as he remembers why they are talking in the first place. He was just doing what the teachers, people in authority, said to. He's supposed to listen to them, told him was fine to do it. Encouraged it even, ever since elementary! But, finding out they were all wrong... that they lied to hurt Izuku...
"Dad I..." Katsuki squeezes his hands into fists and turns away, his eyes filling with tears. "I think I messed up."
“You did.” Masaru’s hand ruffles Katsuki’s hair. “But when we find Izuku you're going to apologize and do everything in your power to make it right.”
"Yeah." Katsuki nods, sniffling and rubbing his eyes roughly.
Not long after, the two others, after thoroughly searching Izuku’s room for any other information one more time, finally get in the car. They start their drive to one of the only police stations that might actually have a chance of helping them.
Katsuki stays quiet in the backseat with his father, looking down in shame.
The car ride feels too long and too silent, but no one dares say a thing. After far too long, they arrive at the police station and everyone shuffled out.
"Okay," Mitsuki says. "Let's hunt down a bastard that will help us."
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The police station really had no reason to know what to expect that day, though, they kind of asked for it by risking upsetting the loud blondes.
The front desk clerk is just trying to not get noticed as the only free officer they had called over to take a case is arguing with two blond civilians, they look near identical if they weren't different genders and ages. The officer was doing so well until the quirk of the victim was mentioned and they said something to insult the family and anger them.
The officer looks to be losing the battle of wills, to the older blond that looks ready to rip him apart with her bare hands and not even struggle with it.
That’s ironically enough when Detective Tsukauchi decided to come back from his lunch break. He blinks at the scene in front of them, half considering not getting involved before realizing he really should break this up before his co-worker is his newest case. He sighs as he approaches the yelling blondes and the officer.
“Excuse me, but can I ask why you're verbally assaulting one of my co-workers?” Tsukauchi asks, not yet judging either side.
"This fucker says he won't 'waste resources' on our kid because of his quirk status!" The older female blond says, looking at the officer with an honest to Kami growl that makes him step back nervously. The secretary is trying their damnedest to fade into the background and not get yelled at too as they are stuck next to the officer.
Tsukauchi keeps a professional facade on, but he’s judging the officer so hard right now. He knows some of his fellow officers are discriminatory, but that’s unfortunately not something he can do much about.
“Okay, why don’t you follow me into my office and you can give me more details?” Tsukauchi offers. The most he can do is get these sorts of cases away from his coworkers and take them on himself.
"Sure, you don't seem like a guy with a punchable face." The older blond... compliments(?) as she walks over to him with her mini clone, a calm looking man that was just standing there, and a woman with striking green hair. Interesting group today at least?
“Follow me.” Tsukauchi leads the group back further into the station until he reaches his office and holds the door open for them.
“You can drag those extra chairs over.” Tsukauchi suggests. The man and mini clone do so as the ladies take their seats and get out a packet of papers. Possible evidence, so Tsukauchi sits down on the other side of his desk and opens one of the drawers to take out gloves, a camera, pen and paper, and an audio recorder. “Do any of you mind if I record this conversation? It makes it easier for note keeping in the long run and ensures nothing you say here can be taken out of context.”
"Record away." The older blond says. "We cuss like sailors but will try to hold it in."
Tsukauchi hits record. “Can you state your names before we go over what happened to the kid you mentioned?”
"Bakugo Mitsuki, that's my kid Katsuki and husband Masaru." Mitsuki says, pointing at them. "And this is Inko Midoriya, the mom of the kid we're here for, Izuku."
Tsukauchi nods and writes down their names, preferring to have both a physical and digital file of notes. “Alright then, explain the situation for me, please.”
"Alright, hope you don't mind me talking the most." Mitsuki says. "It's... rough and upsets Inky."
Tsukauchi looks at Inko to confirm, she nods. “It... will be easier for Mitsuki to explain.”
“Alright then, go ahead.” Tsukauchi says.
Mitsuki nods, taking a breath. "Inko has a son named Izuku Midoriya, sweetheart of a kid and smart as hell. But, he's quirkless and people have been... hurting him at his school and at shops. He hid it from us, even when things went physical and he got scars from it." Mitsuki holds out the papers to the detective, who takes them after putting on the gloves and puts them off to the side next to the camera.
"We found these in Izuku's quirk analyst notebooks. They’re diary entries he hid away that talk about the bullying at around 10 to the blatant assaults happening at school now. While horrifying to find and read, that's not why we're here." Mitsuki says.
Tsukauchi nods at Mitsuki to continue.
"The last entry for the papers was yesterday, he mentioned going out for cupcakes for Inko as a gift. He... he never came back, he never went to school today, he's not even reading texts, and all calls go right to voicemail like his phone is off or has no signal. We're worried someone took him because he is quirkless and the news report said that for everyone to hear days ago."
Tsukauchi nods after writing everything down. “These are routine questions, so bear with me here. Is there any reason Izuku would want to run away from home and is there anyone he could have possibly gone to? Friends, family members?”
"No, his papers state very clearly that he had no friends at school. Barely anyone considered 'safe' at all except the janitorial staff that helped him If he got locked in closets or to clean slurs off his desk." Mitsuki says bitterly. "And his only family besides Inky is a dad that dipped to America years ago. Haven't heard from the bastard in the same amount of time."
“Can you describe the kids general appearance and anything you might have remembered him wearing?” The detective asks.
Inko decides to speak up this time. “Green hair, green eyes, he has four freckles in the shape of a diamond on his cheeks, kind of baby faced? He’s fourteen. I’m… not sure what he was wearing at the time except his red shoes.”
Tsukauchi focuses on jotting everything down before allowing himself to stop and think. “...Green hair, green eyes, freckles…” He taps his pen against his desk for a moment before picking up a phone and pressing a couple buttons to connect him to the secretary. “Can you send the tourist reports that were called in yesterday to my office? The ones about- yeah, okay, thanks.”
"You recognize him?" Mitsuki asks.
“We got calls for a similar description yesterday.” Tsukauchi explains. “Suspected kidnapping in a public market-area.”
"Kidnapping?" Katsuki asks, looking pale.
There’s a knock on the office door before it opens. The secretary enters and passes a small file before the detective nods, and they leave again. Tsukauchi opens up the file and takes out a semi-blurry photo and shows it to them.
“Is this him?” Slightly blurry or not, it’s very easy to see Izuku seemingly struggling and fighting against a large man who has him over his shoulder.
"Zu!"
"Deku!"
The two blonds gasp out at the same time.
"Why is no one stopping him?" Katsuki asks. "Plenty of extras in the background are just watching."
"You know why, brat." Mitsuki says with a huff. "He's quirkless so they won't help. Do we know who that is taking him?"
"We don't. There were no pictures taken of the man's face and no one has a good description, from the people we spoke to it seems he was wearing a mask that covered the entirety of his face." Tsukauchi explains. "A few people reported seeing him get thrown into a black car, but that's where our leads end."
"Was the mask significant at all?" Mitsuki asks. "We work in fashion and a lot of villains have themes."
The detective looks through the file. "According to this, it was a black and white, bird-like plague doctor theme?"
"Hmm, I haven't heard any villains in the area with a mask like that, but it certainly sounds like a team theme." Mitsuki says. She pulls out her phone to Google the other areas of Japan. "If they are confident enough to kidnap someone in broad daylight, they are either big and powerful or dumb."
"There's also a chance they’re smart and powerful. Kidnapping a kid in a public area, broad daylight, surrounded by people isn't a good idea." Tsukauchi sighs, "But if you take into account the mask, the fact said kid is quirkless and the people in that area knew it, and that they knew where to look for him at all, isn't a good sign."
Inko whimpers after hearing this and Mitsuki stops googling to hold her.
The detective writes more stuff down. "I'll have some of the officers here and in the other prefectures keep an eye out for anyone with a similar theme. Nothing else about the case or the kid will be mentioned unless necessary, so you don't have to worry about quirk statuses affecting their cooperation."
"Thank you." Mitsuki says. "Zu is a good kid, he doesn't deserve the shit he deals with."
The youngest Bakugo, Katsuki, looks to be thinking about something.
Tsukauchi nods. “I tend to take on quirkless cases more than others, so I know how to get the people we need to help.” He reassures them. “Is there any other information any of you have that could be relevant to this case? Even if you're unsure, it could be useful.”
"...maybe." Katsuki says, the others turning to look at him.
“Go ahead.” The detective nods.
"De- the nerd had notebooks, like she said." Katsuki nods at his mom. "Quirk analysis on heroes; weaknesses, strengths, gear, everything he could learn and make theories on. He always had at least one on him all the time, if a villain got even one..."
Tsukauchi hums. “Is it possible we can have someone fetch one of these notebooks to look through? You're correct in thinking that could make him a target, especially depending on how accurate and detailed the notes are.”
"I think I grabbed one." Mitsuki says. "Inky, can you check your bag?"
Inko looks through it for a moment, her shaking hands making it hard for her to focus before finally finding it and handing it to the detective. It’s number 11.
While reading through a few pages, It doesn't take long for the detective's professional, calm persona to slip for a moment. "...How old is he again?"
"Fourteen?" Inko responds.
"This... is a scary amount of detail." Tsukauchi says quietly. "Well, we have a potential motive now." He quickly puts the book aside for evidence and writes more notes down.
"You think they might use him to go after heroes?" Mitsuki asks.
“It’s possible.” Tsukauchi says. “Not only because of the detail, but.. he has heroes in here some of the public don’t usually know of, let alone with this much detail. Underground heroes are what they’re called. We’ll keep an eye on any attacks on heroes that may occur to try and find a connection.”
"Poor Zu." Mitsuki says. "He loves heroes, having his work used to hurt them..."
“It might take a while, especially if the kid has resilience.” Tsukauchi gives a somber look to the group. “But if they have something hanging over his head, they might be able to force him to help them.”
"There's us, but we're all he really has." Mitsuki says.
"Nerd will protect other kids." Katsuki says, looking at the floor sadly. "No matter who it is he has to go against, if there is another kid, he'll do anything to protect them. ...it's what a hero would do." Masaru frowns and pats his son's tense shoulder.
“We’ll do what we can to find him.” Tsukauchi swears. “You’ve given us a good amount of information to start off with. We’ll keep you updated if we get any new leads.”
"Okay. Thank you." Mitsuki gives him a serious look. "We didn't have much hope our case would be heard at all, so you actually going to try and find him means a lot to us."
The detective turns off the recorder and sighs.
“I can see why. All the odds seem to be stacked against you, but there are a few of us who work and specialize with quirkless crimes.” Tsukauchi smiles at the family. “Izuku Midoriya’s case has more information than a lot of other ones we get, this is a good thing. The more information we have, the easier he will be to find.”
"The worry for hero safety probably helps, as bad as it sounds." Mitsuki says.
"Other authorities and heroes will start paying attention once heroes safety is at risk. It's cruel, but we can use that to help get the kid back and keep the heroes safe, so it's fine." Tsukauchi shrugs.
"What about school?" Katsuki asks. "They did, and let, a lot of fucked up things happen."
"A couple other detectives that also support the quirkless can start searching and building up a case against the school. Our main priority will be finding Izuku, but we'll make sure to focus some of our attention on this as well. Once Izuku is found, it will be easier to fully conduct investigations." Tsukauchi says.
"Okay. That... that's good." Mitsuki takes a breath and puts an arm around Inko. "I take it we are done for now? Not sure what else we can tell you the papers won't."
“Yeah, we’re done.” Tsukauchi grabs a few business cards and after checking his notes, writes a couple numbers and letters down on each of them. “Text this number with your names and the case codes I wrote out on the back. I’ll keep you updated on our progress and request a meeting if anything big comes up.” He hands the cards to them.
"Okay, thank you." Mitsuki takes the cards and passes them on to the other adults. "Come on, Inky. Let's get you to our place. You're not staying home alone tonight."
“Oh thank you, Mitsuki...”
The group makes their way out of the police station while Tsukauchi looks at his physical copy of notes and sighs. Hopefully this kid won’t be just another statistic, but others haven’t always been so lucky.
But at the same time, others also haven't had two pages worth of notes on the most recreative underground hero there is. Eraserhead might want to know about this and would be a great help on the case.
Notes:
Poor Inko is so worried about her son. Really, it’s such a shame they’re separated, Inko isn’t going to feel great for quite a while.
Oh well, hopefully they’ll reunite soon..
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Chapter Text
Would you count this sort of situation as a dream, or a nightmare? Izuku is unsure, all he knows is that he went to sleep hoping to wake up in his bed.
Instead, he wakes up in an unfamiliar, cold, cell-like room.
Izuku curls up against the blankets and pillows as he does his best to not tear up again. He had cried himself to sleep after trying so hard to not cry in the shower or when receiving food. He wants to cry more, but being a crybaby probably won’t help his chances of survival. He has to at least try to keep his emotions stable.
The maybe-prison cell is empty of any personality, the blandness not helping with how jaring things are compared to his home.
…Former home, anyways. Even the worst guest room had a little life in it compared to this. This is just...
Sterile .
A lot of what this place and Overhaul seems to be is sterile, not unlike a hospital. Compared to his old bright and hero-merch filled room and the warmth there, this is unsettling. He hopes Eri didn't have to deal with it for too long before she got her nest of pillows, blankets, and toys.
Oh, right, Eri. He probably can't leave his room until given permission, the warning Overhaul gave about the Yakuza members trying to kill him probably rings true still. But he can still get ready for the day? Mentally at least.
Izuku reluctantly gets out of bed and immediately goes to the bathroom to splash water in his face. He's convinced himself to get up, now he has to stay up.
After walking out of the bathroom, his eyes landed on his bag he unceremoniously dropped by the bed. There isn’t a lot in it, but he likes to have a notebook for hero fights ready and spare clothes for if bullies find him.
Luckily, the spare change of clothes managed to come in handy, so he’s at least not in the same dirty garments he was in the other day. After, he dumps everything out to keep track of what he has on him, deciding it would be a good idea to organize what he has.
In the bag are; two notebooks, one empty, and the one Bakugo exploded that’s almost full. A few pencils and pens, his phone charger, a flashlight, some yen, and a basic first aid kit.
He decides he should work on transferring the information from the destroyed notebook to the new one, not like Bakugo can show up to burn this one too, and it will likely take long enough to get the drawings remade for someone to come get him. The burnt one will be hard enough to read or write on anyways.
After putting the rest of the stuff away back in his book bag and folding his old clothes to set aside, Izuku starts rewriting old information into the new book. It’s hard to see at some points, but he is able to mostly remember what he wrote at the time anyways. Taking a look again sparks a few new ideas as well, which is always good!
Maybe he should be some kind of worried about doing this in a villain compound and how bad it would be for the heroes there, but it's all newer heroes in this one. All their information is pretty public or just easy to guess. Heroes, especially newer ones, see hero work as more of a show than actual crime stopping. The newest batch of hero graduates just... talk far too much about things in interviews. It’s kind of worrying really.
But either way, it should be fine? Most of Izuku’s analysis on older and non-public heroes are just theories rather than anything based in fact. It’s not reliable, no villain would care for it.
He sighs as he finishes copying down the next page. He realizes that doing this is useless, he likely won’t be able to do hero analysis again, but at least it brings some sort of comfort.
Then again, he is in a new place with so many new quirks he can see. Rappa might be willing to talk about his, maybe Mr. Tabe too? Izuku already knows he can eat anything and has mutations to his mouth to allow that when he ate the cupcake, even learned his terrible hunger drawback.
Huh.
If Overhaul views quirks as bad, drawbacks like that probably help his cause and get followers that want those gone. It sounds terrible to be hungry all the time, and with how Rappa 'joked' about eating the car…
Without much thinking, Izuku begins to write information on Tabe’s quirk. What he currently knows, and many different suggestions and thoughts in his head. Maybe he can ask them later. Oh, and if there’s a training room or something he can peek in there and jot some stuff down? All big villain bases have training areas! He half considers even asking Overhaul about his quirk before deciding against it, that’s probably not the best idea.
Who else... Oh! Eri! She knows as much about her quirk that he does, so they can try theories and stuff if she is up to it! That will give them something to do as he adjusts to the compound life and the Yakuza.
Izuku smiles brightly, a lot more alive than he had been moments before. Alright, so he’ll ask Tabe, Rappa, and Eri about their quirks. If he meets and gets along with anyone else, he could also ask them! Good plan to keep his morale up.
So many new things to study!
Izuku is happily working on an entry for Eri, drawing her little horn with questions around it, when there is a knock at his door and a loud but familiar voice calls out.
"Little fighter! I am here to collect you!"
Izuku closes up his book. “Coming!” After a moment of consideration, he decides to take the book and the pen with him. He then goes and opens the door. “Good morning, Rappa.”
"Good morning!" Rappa smiles, mask hanging out of his pocket again. "Hope you slept well enough."
"Yeah,” Izuku smiles back, weirdly happy that Rappa is here. “It took a bit, but I did. Did you sleep well?” He asks politely.
"As well as always!" Rappa notices the notebook. "What's that, school work?"
“Oh, no.” Izuku taps nervously at his book. “Uh.. you remember how I like to analyze quirks? I usually have an easier time organizing my thoughts when I write them down or vocalize them so.. my analysis is in here.”
"Oh-ho!" Rappa perks up. "Working your mind is important!"
Izuku smiles softly. “Yeah… I was going to see if you and Tabe would be willing to let me analyze your quirks at some point?”
"I don't see why not." Rappa shrugs. "Tabe might be a different story depending on if he ate recently or not."
“Right! I’ll ask him when I see him then.” Izuku nods. “Anyways, you said you're here to collect me?”
"Mhm, time for food and getting you to the little unicorn for the day." Rappa waves for him to follow. "No labs today, so it's a slow day for her."
“It will be nice to spend more time with her.” Izuku follows. “I think we got along pretty well yesterday.”
"That's good. Maybe you can get her to eat and take a bath without too much fear. A bunch of grown men is scary for a kid and it's not comfortable for us either." Rappa says.
Izuku nods. “That makes sense. I hope I can make things more comfortable for her in general. She seems happy that I’m going to be around more though.” Izuku brightens up as they continue to talk. “She’s a sweet kid, I like her.”
"Must make the babysitting gig easier." Rappa says, leading him to a cafeteria with only a few people inside. "We have a tray system like schools do, so get one for you and one for the little unicorn. I can hold the second one."
"Okay, thanks Rappa." Izuku looks for where the trays are located before finding them and beginning his new quest of getting Eri food.
Despite what the media likes to say, villains are just people with jobs and can get hungry like everyone else. The food layout is pretty simple and the trays even have sections for different things to all sit neatly as people grab what they want within reason. There is a large cooked rice bucket, cooked fish of several types, kimchi, chicken nuggets, miso soup, salad, and even a rolled out cereal bar with milk bottles next to several pitchers of teas and coffee.
Izuku isn’t sure what Eri would like, so he tries to get a little bit of everything, with extras of chicken nuggets and cereal since those are safe choices for kids. Then he collects his food, which just consists of some miso soup (he doesn’t have much of an appetite despite trying to keep his morale high, so for his own sake he’s having something light) and goes back to Rappa.
When he heads back to Rappa, the man has a tray piled high with mostly fish and any other high fat or calorie foods they had out, he even has a food bar of some kind that wasn't out for everyone and looks dense.
"Huh. That's a ton of food." Izuku tilts his head. "I feel kinda pathetic with my single thing of soup seeing your pile." He jokes.
"Ha! I am a very large man, little fighter." Rappa says, amusement clear in his voice. "I need all this to keep my muscles up and healthy, just existing takes a lot for a man my size. The bar here is for others like me and Tabe, it's about a week's worth of calories and other things if you eat it all at once."
"Woah." Izuku blinks. "That's so cool. I'm... a very small kid, but hopefully I can get to your level soon." His fingers tap against the trays of food.
"You'd need more than a bowl of soup for that, but it takes time to build up so it's fine for today." Rappa says. He breaks off a little corner of the bar and offers it to Izuku. "Here, I wouldn't recommend a whole bar but this little should help build up calories and put some weight on you."
Izuku's eyes sparkle as the man puts the piece on his tray. "Thanks, Rappa. I'll try to build up some weight and muscle. I'll make you proud." He says seriously.
"You already do, got a fighting spirit and protect those that can't fight. An honorable little fighter." Rappa nods with a big smile.
Izuku’s face gets red as he decides to stare down at his food instead. He really isn’t sure how to react to compliments? Rappa just huffs in amusement as he takes Eri’s tray, but not before he pats him on the back. They then begin their walk back through the halls of the compound.
The walk doesn’t take too long, luckily, so most of the hot food stays hot. Though this time, Izuku tries to pay more attention so he knows where he’s going, but his mind can’t stop itself from wandering.
Rappa is pretty friendly, for a Yakuza, and just seems like he wants to fight people for the hell of it. It’s hard to be sure how he feels about Eri's situation, but he seems like the kind of guy that wouldn't feel very honorable hurting a little girl that can't fight back. Though, it's not like Izuku knows much about Eri's situation either. He hopes it isn't too bad, just childlike fear of being around a bunch of scary looking adults all the time and Overhaul not being good with kids. If that's all it is, Izuku can handle that easily.
If not... hopefully he can befriend Rappa soon and have a powerful ally on his side for once to help him.
Izuku perks up as he vaguely recognizes this direction from yesterday.
"What are your plans for little Unicorn today?" Rappa asks as they walk.
“Uhm, I’m not that sure..” Izuku says sheepishly. “There’s not much I can do without being allowed to wander or knowing where anything is. But I was considering asking Eri about her quirk too at some point.”
"Overhaul would know most about that, he is studying it after all." Rappa offers. "He's not that bad once you get past the fear of germs, hell'v'a fighter with his quirk. That's how he got me here to work for him when he took over, won a fight."
Izuku’s fidgets nervously. “Maybe…I’d hate to bother him about it… wait- Overhaul beat you in a fight?” The boy asks in shock.
"Oh yeah." Rappa nods. "I don't follow just anybody , they gotta prove themselves. He wasn't much for a quirkless fight but I stood no chance against his quirk, died for a bit but I lived eventually."
Izuku’s eyes widen as he stares at Rappa. “ You died…? ” He whispers in awe.
"Yeah, only for like a minute." Rappa shrugs. "His quirk takes things apart and he can put them back together as it was or better. It's pretty self explanatory in his name."
“That’s both t errifying and cool.” It’s an incredible quirk, just worrying knowing that a Yakuza boss has it. And he now said Yakuza is his kinda-boss that kidnapped him. Great.
"Mhm. On the plus side, team casualty is down."
Izuku blinks. “…yay?”
"That's a good thing." Rappa says, once again amused at his reaction to things. "It's so hard to find good men these days."
“Really..? I guess that makes sense. Even if the crime rate of Japan is going up, that doesn’t mean every person who does crime is capable of doing certain things or able to be a ‘team player’.” Izuku mumbles to himself.
"Mhm, and some crimes are just things you don't cross the line of." Rappa points out. "Yakuza are about honor and doing things in a certain way, not every criminal will follow that."
Izuku nods in understanding. “I forget that some criminals have moral codes too. Is it safe to assume that, while not everyone’s here is the same, there are a few codes that must be abided by to stay in the Yakuza?”
"Correct. We tend to leave women and children alone for the most part, no honor in hurting them, but sometimes people forget that ." Rappa grumbles that last part.
Considering they are going to a not-cell with Eri, this seems a little personal.
Izuku smiles softly and pats Rappa’s arm. “I’ll get stronger for Eri too.” He says softly. “If I’m going to be around her a lot, I should be able to protect her.”
"A noble goal, little fighter." Rappa gives him a thankful look but has to go back to his usual look when they reach the guards. They straighten up seeing Rappa and get the door open for them.
Izuku can’t help but feel better that he wasn’t at all doubted. He will get stronger, he has to.
He enters when the doors are opened first, and perks up upon seeing Eri. She’s hiding in her nest as usual and pops out a little seeing Izuku. However, seeing Rappa behind him makes her go back to hiding quickly.
Izuku frowns at her reaction and thinks for a moment, quickly getting an idea. He places down his tray on a dresser before he motions towards the food Rappa is holding for Eri. Food is how you get animals out of hiding, so it might work for small scared children too?
Rappa looks confused, but hands over the food anyways.
Izuku takes a few steps closer and stops about halfway towards the bed. “Hey Eri, are you hungry?”
Eri peeks her head out again and glances at Rappa, who stays by the door, and hesitantly nods at Izuku.
“You can’t eat while stuffed in your nest.” Izuku says softly. “You don’t have to leave the safety of your bed, but I don’t want you to make a mess or dirty yourself.”
"..." Eri looks at Rappa again and he raises his free hand in surrender.
"I can leave, little unicorn." Rappa says. "Be outside."
“It’s your call.” Izuku reassures her. “He can stay or leave, no one will be upset with either choice.”
Eri looks confused and a little stressed at having a choice, but she eventually nods shyly and looks at the door. Rappa nods back and leaves the room slowly and calmly to not scare her more with any sudden moves. Eri relaxes once the door clicks closed but doesn't lock this time.
Izuku fully approaches Eri with a tray in hand and offers it to her. “Here you go, your food.” He smiles. “I told you I’d be back.”
"You did." Eri takes the tray and wiggles out of the nest. "You don't act like the others here."
“I’m not really one of them.” Izuku shrugs. “I’m an outsider that was just thrown in here and now helps take care of you.”
"Outsider?" Eri tilts her head and picks up some food to munch.
“Yeah. Most of the people here are criminals, but I’m not?” Izuku says sheepishly. “I’m just sort of here.”
"Oh... Mama sent me here." Eri says sadly. "Made daddy disappear."
“You…" Izuku frowns. "You made your dad disappear?”
"My curse." Eri says, reaching up to touch her horn.
Izuku hesitates before slowly moving to sit down next to Eri. “It’s not a curse.” He says softly.
"But... I lost daddy." Eri tears up. "Mama got mad and didn't want me anymore."
“That’s not your fault.” Izuku’s hand gently rests on her head to try to keep her attention on him. “…quirk accidents happen a lot to young kids, it’s because you can’t control it yet. But that doesn’t mean you can’t learn to.”
"Overhaul calls them curses, mine made them go away." Eri leans into his touch and curls into his side best she can with the tray in the way.
Izuku frowns at those concerning words. He will question that all later, for now, he has a child to comfort.
“I think quirks are amazing.” Izuku says softly. “Even the most dangerous of quirks are beautiful and can be used to help others. They’re not always bad.”
"I'm... not bad?" Eri peeks up at him through her hair.
“No,” Izuku pulls her a bit closer. “You’re a sweet little girl who's still learning and growing. You're not bad.”
"O-okay." Eri sniffs and hugs him.
Izuku holds Eri silently for a few more minutes. “…Eri, can I ask what you meant when you said ‘mine made them go away’?”
"My cur- um, my quirk makes things go small until they go away." Eri says. "Daddy went small as a baby before I couldn't see from the light."
' As small as a baby'? A shrinking quirk? No, that wouldn't make them disappear in the end and it would wear off eventually. A time quirk? ' He’ll probably need more research and information to really know, but he can help her at least not fear it?
“Hm… oh!” Izuku perks up. “I have an idea! What if we worked on learning how to control your quirk together?”
"Control?" Eri asks.
“Yeah! Powerful quirks like yours can be unpredictable, but with enough training, you can harness your power and use it without as many risks.” Izuku says happily. “Of course, that’s a long process. I’d have to get more information on your quirk and then test a few different methods…” If he gets an opportunity, he could try asking Overhaul? Seems risky though.
Izuku isn’t able to consider that for a second longer though.
" T-test !?" Eri squeaks, looking up at him with pure fear.
Izuku’s eyes widened at her immediate reaction. “N-nothing bad! Just seeing what affects your quirk and what doesn’t, not anything bad or-“ He pauses, calming himself down as he remembers the bandages on her arms. Panicking won’t help Eri calm down.
“Nothing dangerous, nothing scary, nothing that will hurt you. ” He says as gently as he can muster.
"No... no pain?" Eri asks in a heartbreakingly quiet voice.
“No pain.” Izuku says softly. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do.”
"I don't?" Eri asks quietly.
“Not when you're with me.”
"...Okay." Eri says softly, relaxing back against him. "Overhaul has mean tests, I don't like mean tests."
“…Can I ask what kind of mean tests?” Izuku asks softly. He wants to get a better idea of what’s happening, because the signs are not pointing to anything good.
"..." Eri holds her arm, her hand over the bandages. "He says he has to take me apart to find what makes my c- quirk work."
Izuku can’t smother the look of distraught on his face as he finally sees the bigger picture. The small pieces of information he was told about Overhaul’s quirk, what Overhaul himself said about the quirk destroying bullets, the bandages, even Rappa’s frustration, all of it makes sense now.
He feels foolish for not putting the pieces together sooner.
He also can’t help but feel completely and utterly useless as he just holds Eri closer to him. Eri makes a confused sound but hugs back anyways.
“Right… I’ve distracted you enough. Go and eat your food, Eri.” Izuku forces a smile on his face as he mentally goes through his options.
"Okay." Eri munches on some little foods first to try them. "What about yours?"
“Right.” Izuku doesn’t have any sort of appetite now, but he forces himself to stand up and get his tray back before going back by Eri’s side. He doesn’t want to teach Eri bad habits.
The girl finds some apple slices on her tray, by the cereal and makes a happy sound when she munches on one. Her eyes sparkle and she does a little happy wiggle.
Izuku sighs softly watching Eri happily eat. It’s… going to be okay. He’ll do what he can to help her. Eri is in a terrifying situation, but it’s not all horrible. Even if he is just a quirkless deku, he’ll try.
—
Izuku doesn’t tend to talk about his hero notebooks. He was always laughed at, called weird and creepy from those books, and as much as he didn’t want to believe it, he knew it was odd. Writing so much on quirks and heroes even made him feel a bit odd or even stalkerish at times. He tends to avoid talking about his books, let alone what is contained in them.
Ironically enough, the very thing that Izuku thought was weird seemed to intrigue Overhaul when he heard about it. Rappa goes on about how the kid is smart as hell and could probably take apart how a quirk works pretty fast judging from what he caught in the mumblings he heard.
What leader of a villain, or in this case Yakuza organization, wouldn’t be at least a little interested? To know the ins and outs of quirks so easily, and with how young Izuku is, would be impressive if true.
Oddly enough, Overhaul is inclined to believe it. The kid knew his stuff when talking to him, the only thing seemingly holding him back is a lack of confidence.
What a lucky catch.
"Kid's gonna be one hell of an analyst when he gets older." Rappa says. "Kinda wanna find who broke his belief in his skills though, flinching whenever he realized he was talking. Sad to see."
A lucky catch indeed .
And Izuku, after just learning what he did about what Overhaul is doing to Eri, is ignorant to the fact that very villain is steadily approaching thanks to Rappa’s praise.
—
Eri finished her food relatively quickly, and Izuku managed to finish as much as he could without Her noticing he didn’t eat much. Not long after, Izuku decides to start brushing Eri’s hair, getting out the knots that have been there for seemingly too long.
Izuku is doing his very best to gently get rid of any knots and apologies each time he tugs a little too hard. She has so much hair . It's beautiful but really not well taken care of. At least it's pretty straight hair, if it was curly like his, the brush might have broken by now. Curly hair has no love for brushes.
“We’ll try to do this daily so it isn’t as bad, okay?” Izuku says. Unfortunately, this level of tangles isn’t just bedhead.
"It's so smooth!" Eri says, wonder in her voice as she feels the brushed parts.
“Yeah!” Izuku smiles. “With your hair combed we can put you in all sorts of hairstyles if you want.”
"Style?" Eri can't title her head much but the feeling is there. "It can be more than just down?"
"It can be any way you want!" Izuku exclaims. "We can't do much with my hair, it's too short, but your hair is long so we could potentially style it."
Izuku puts the brush down for a moment and gathers all of Eri's hair in his hands to lift it up. "There's even a hero who has his hair up like this all the time by choice! The possibilities are endless."
"Ooooh!"
Eri looks interested, but the sound of the door clicking has her startling and scrambling back into the nest. Praying it’s not Overhaul, Izuku scoots a little closer to the nest in an attempt to ‘hide’ Eri while not fully keeping her out of view. He doubts it would be a good idea to actually hide her, but he can at least try to make her feel safer.
Unfortunately for him, it is Overhaul, and he looks interested in something. Only, it's not Eri he is looking at.
He’s looking at Izuku .
Overhaul’s piercing gold eyes cause a shiver to run down the kids back. After knowing what he’s doing to Eri, he’s more on edge than before. He tries to hide that.
“G-good morning, Overhaul-sama.” Just don’t upset him and things should be fine?
"Good morning, Midoriya." Overhaul greets back. "Rappa mentioned something interesting about you earlier, and I wanted to see for myself."
Izuku blinks in confusion. “ Mentioned something interesting …?” He repeats under his breath, trying to understand what Overhaul is implying. He hasn’t really told Rappa anything about himself though? Except for his hero books, but…
Oh.
Oh!
His eyes widened slightly at the realization.
Oh no.
"You realize what it was? Good, that makes things easier." Overhaul nods as he walks closer. "From what he says, you are quite the intelligent little analyst. May I see your work?"
Izuku’s hands tremble as he grabs where he placed the book on the bed when bringing Eri her food.
“I-I wouldn’t really say that..” He still offers the book to him anyways, knowing that he only has the illusion of choice. He regrets putting so much detail in those writings now, but it’s still just basic analysis from a quirkless kid. He doubts it will be anything useful.
Overhaul takes the book with a handkerchief and flips through it, eyes going wide as he reads over the heroes inside. The more interested he looks at each page flip, the more worrying it gets.
Eventually Overhaul closes the book and looks at Izuku to study him.
"This... is impressive work, Midoriya." Overhaul says. "Do you have the others with you? I noticed this one says '14' on it."
Izuku fidgets nervously. “I only had the one I was currently working on with me and an empty one in case I came across a fight. A-and I’ve been writing them since I was young , and they aren’t that good so..” His cheeks are a bit hot from the compliment, not used to being praised in general, but especially in regards to his analysis.
"You seem mistaken about your skills, Midoriya." Overhaul says. "I don't give out false compliments, it's a waste of time to do so."
Izuku’s face burns red, not being able to understand what’s so special about his analysis but realizing arguing is useless. “T-thank you, Overhaul-sama..” He’s the same amount worried and flattered.
"A word of warning though, people here are suspicious of outsiders so they might not react well to questions that are personal at first. Rappa will keep you safe, do not worry about that, but until you are marked as one of us they may avoid answering." Overhaul says, giving the notebook back after taking a picture of one of the pages.
Izuku nods sheepishly. “I was only planning on asking Rappa and maybe Tabe.. Most people don’t tend to take my questions well.”
"It's not the questions they have issue with, it's the person." Overhaul explains. "You are not Yakuza, you are technically just a prisoner right now until you prove yourself to us. The analyst skills you have will do that, the first test-"
Eri whimpers quietly behind izuku.
"-is this page of yours." Overhaul waves his phone and the picture.
“Oh.” Izuku finds himself worried as to what he’s going to do with the information Overhaul now has and what ‘proving himself’ means. He tilts his head. “That specific one..?”
"A troublesome hero." Overhaul says. "Been getting in our way and attacking our men far too many times."
Izuku’s blood runs cold. He tries to still his shaking hands. “I-I can’t promise any of this will be helpful… it’s all just theories and speculation.”
"We shall see." Overhaul says, voice amused, making Eri whimper again. "How it helps us will determine how soon you become one of us and get more freedom among my men."
Izuku holds onto his book a bit tighter, extremely conflicted at this outcome. He reluctantly nods. “W-we’ll see then.”
Overhaul chuckles and reaches out to ruffle Izuku's hair with a gloved hand. "I will be going now. New tests to try now and I am excited for the outcome."
Izuku blinks in surprise. That’s… odd. The only way he can describe this whole situation is odd. “Goodluck?” Izuku hates the strange feeling mixed in with the fear from the hair ruffle.
"With your notes, we won't need luck." Overhaul says, his voice sounding so sure they will win because of Izuku.
The boy looks away and to the notes in embarrassment, the feeling getting stronger as he fidgets. Is he really that confident in those notes? Izuku sure isn’t, and he’s not looking forward to disappointing him. Overhaul just chuckles and ruffles his hair again before heading to the door.
"I'll be busy the next few days with this. Rappa is in charge of you until I come back with results."
At least it’s Rappa, Izuku doesn’t feel nearly as terrified of him. “Okay, we’ll be good.” He mumbles.
"See you soon, my little analyst." Overhaul calls behind him as he leaves out the door.
Izuku just stares in awe, even as Overhaul leaves, he stares where the man once was. He breaks out of his shock and panicking emotions by remembering Eri. He forces himself to not think about the warm feeling and focuses on the girl, he heard her reactions to Overhaul before.
“Are you alright?” Izuku asks softly.
"He's interested in you." Eri peeks out, either blatantly ignoring his question not even realizing he asked one at all. She looks more frightened than anyone Izuku’s ever seen. "That's not good."
Izuku frowns. “What do you mean?”
"He likes to take apart things that interest him." Eri whispers.
Izuku shudders at the thought. “…it’s… It’s okay, Eri.” He says softly. “I’ll be okay, don’t worry.”
Eri whines and leaves the nest to hug Izuku. He hugs back, focusing on regulating his breathing so as to not panic and worry Eri more.
The girl sniffles and nuzzles into him. "I don't want you taken apart."
Izuku is silent, just holding Eri close, knowing he can’t promise her anything. He doesn’t even know what he’s doing, he can’t in good conscience guarantee their safety.
“It will be okay.” He says again. “At least we’ll be together, right? So it will be fine.”
"O-okay." Eri just cuddles him close, afraid of the day Overhaul takes him apart too.
—
It hasn’t been very long since Tsukauchi got the new case for another quirkless kid, Izuku Midoriya. So far, they haven’t gotten much information, but that’s to be expected. Criminals usually lie low after a big crime like this, they’ll keep their eyes out anyways.
Most people are worried about a recent hero attack that killed them.
Death Arms was found on his patrol route and it looks like the attacker knew exactly how to take him down quietly. No witnesses, no cameras, and minimal damage to the surrounding area despite Death Arms being known for a decent amount in any fight.
It’s... worrying . After reading the first notebook thoroughly, the detective called to request the rest of the notebooks be brought to the station for safekeeping. Too much detail and potentially sensitive information. Now, with the Death Arms attack, the timing is almost too perfect.
It doesn't help the worry when his phone starts to ring with Bakugo Mitsuki's phone number, but it’s not Mitsuki Bakugo’s voice that comes from the other line.
"Izuku's notes were used to kill Death Arms." Comes the younger Bakugo's voice in a stressed rush. "I know that page in the book he had with him, number 14, I read it the day of the Sludge Villain attack."
Tsukauchi pauses before mentally shaking off his confusion. “Fourteen… that’s the only one that’s not in the pile.” He goes to double check.
"Yeah, he would have had to rewrite it." Bakugo huffs out. "You read the nerd's diary, you know I was an ass and burnt it."
“Yeah.” Tsukauchi doesn’t give that much thought. It’s not his job to judge, the kid is obviously upset and wants to help, and that’s enough. “If we’re right, then that means Midoriya is likely complying for one reason or another.”
"Or they searched his bag for the phone we couldn't reach and took it." Bakugo grumbles. "Anyway, I don't remember all the heroes in 14, but I know he had started one for Mt. Lady at least. Any others can be guessed by his internet history and who isn't in the other ones."
Tsukauchi doesn't tell him it’s better to think he’s complying. At the very least, it means he’s alive.
“Thank you for telling me, Bakugo. We’ll have potentially targeted heroes on high alert, hopefully we’ll catch the attackers and get some more information on your friend.” Tsukauchi says.
"I hope so." Bakugo sighs roughly. "It would tear the nerd apart to know his notes got heroes killed."
"Remember what I said before." Tsukauchi sighs. "Heroes in danger will make people listen."
"I hope so... just don't mention it was a quirkless kid that wrote it. People stop caring or taking it seriously when that comes up." Bakugo says, voice resigned, like it has happened before.
"Of course not. I've been doing this for a while, kid. I'm pretty good at dancing around quirks when it wont bring in favorable results." The detective begins typing out an email as he talks. Those notebooks need to be read thoroughly, plus they have to warn those heroes in them as well. Which will be a lot .
"Okay." Bakugo sighs. "That's all I wanted to call about and give a warning for."
"Your help is appreciated." Tsukauchi says. "We'll do what we can to find the boy. Just sit tight and keep an eye out."
"Right." Bakugo hesitates to hang up. "Thanks for... for actually caring. Bye."
The phone clicks and the line drops as Bakugo hangs up.
Tsukauchi sighs as he places the phone down on the desk. He tries to stay disconnected from most of the cases he takes up, it's easier to work that way, but he still finds his thoughts wandering to how the child must feel. He stops slouching and gets back to typing. There's no time to waste if they want that boy back alive.
He doesn't get far before there is a knock at his office door and it opens to the only person that never waits to be invited in.
“Eraserhead,” Tsukauchi sighs. Oh well, he needed to talk to the man anyway.
"Tsukauchi." Eraser nods and takes the seat on the other side of his desk. "What is this meeting about? You sounded worried about it."
“Have you heard about Death Arms yet?” Tsukauchi asks, jumping right to what’s most important.
"Yeah." Eraser nod. "Was surprising how efficiently it happened."
“The newest case I have is likely related to it.” The detective pulls out a file and takes out a paper, handing it to Eraserhead. “Read this.”
Eraser does and raises a brow. "You had a quirk analyst look at me?"
Tsukauchi huffs out a laugh, but there’s no humor in it. “No. This is the work of a missing kid, fourteen-year-old Izuku Midoriya.”
"A kid wrote this?" Eraser squints at the paper. "...How did he learn all this?"
“I have no idea.” The detective sighs. “His other 13 notebooks don’t say much on where he got his information.”
"Is this why he went missing? Someone found out and killed Death Arms with it?" Eraser studies his page and looks paler than normal seeing his weaknesses written out so plainly.
“Seems like it.” Tsukauchi sighs. “Got a call from a friend of the kid who is sure his death is related to the kid.”
"The HSCP isn't going to like it if more heroes die from this." Eraser huffs.
“The good thing is that once the books are looked through, we’ll know who he’s already researched and could potentially be targeted.” The detective says. “If other heroes heed the warning, we could find the kid easier and stop the deaths.”
"What's going to happen when we do?" Eraser asks. "He has a hero's blood on his case now, forced or not that's going to make his record look bad to employers or schools."
“I doubt that would change much for him honestly.” Tsukauchi huffs as he looks down at Izuku’s file. “The kid is quirkless. To them, his record has been ruined since birth.”
"He's quirkless?" Eraser tilts his head. "How was it reported to you? We both know those reports never make it past intake."
"Luck. When I came back from my lunch break, two angry blondes were yelling at one of my co-workers and explained the situation. It wouldn't have gotten to me otherwise."
"Who took him?" Eraser flips to a different hero's page.
"Not entirely sure yet, no one saw the villain's face." Tsukauchi explains. "All we know is that the one who took the kid seems to have a bird or plague doctor theme from the mask that was described."
"Bird or pla-..." Eraser slowly looks up at him. "You mean the Yakuza ?"
Tsukauchi stares at him. "...Well that's not what I meant - Is that really a Yakuza's theme?" When he thinks of Yakuza, the first thing that comes to mind is not birds or plague doctors.
"Yeah. Hold on." Eraser gets his phone out and logs into the hero database that police need a warrant to even sniff at.
"Here, if anyone asks, I didn't show you this." Eraser says, showing him the page on the Yakuza and their apparent leader, Overhaul.
Tsukauchi tries to read through everything as quickly as possible. "Holy shit , the kid was kidnapped by the Yakuza."
"Yeah, and now they have a quirk analyst on top of Trigger." Eraser sighs tiredly.
Tsukauchi hands Eraser his phone back and takes a deep breath. "I can't legally use that information, but it will help with what to look out for."
"I can use it." Eraser says. "I'll have to, ugh, talk to Nighteye about it as it's his case."
"That's all you." Tsukauchi grimaces, remembering Nighteye’s… everything. "Goodluck with that."
"Thanks." Eraser grumbles, ducking into his scarf. "Email me what you have and I'll work on getting a joint case with Nighteye. Not sure how willing he'll be about it."
“He better get more willing." Tsukauchi huffs. “A hero is already dead, and there will be more if this isn’t stopped soon.”
"He's also possessive as hell." Eraser huffs. "Unless All Might himself somehow knows the kid, it'll be hard to get him to share."
"The kid and his family friend were saved by All Might a few days before his kidnapping, but that's all I got." Of course It's Nighteye that would be handling a case that connects to his own.
"Hmm, maybe. We'll have to ask All Might if he remembers them, being seen with the number one hero could be what got their attention to begin with." Eraser says, thinking.
“After looking over the news footage, the kid's family friend also mentioned he was quirkless on live television , he could have been seen as an easy target.” Tsukauchi points out.
"Damn." Eraser sighs, rubbing his eyes. "That's going to make things harder. What the hell made them think that was okay to say? Outing a quirk status is a terrible thing to do."
“This got harder the moment you mentioned the Yakuza.” The detective deadpans.
Eraser grimaces. "Trafficking isn't off the table for them and a quirkless kid goes for a lot." He says. "There are some real freaks out there."
“They might decide he has more use as an analyst for them instead.” Tsukauchi suggests. “It will be both harder and easier if that’s the case. At least if he complies, he likely won’t be hurt as much."
"True. Let's hope Nighteye can help and maybe showing All Might a photo of the kid will jog his memory enough to help with Nighteye." Eraser sighs. "He's going to be at UA next year so I have his phone number and email."
“It’s just a waiting game then.” Tsukauchi nods. “I’ll send over what I know and have the officers keep a lookout, plus warning certain heroes that could be targeted.”
"Thanks. I'll talk to the staff at UA to keep an eye out too." Eraser gets up with a groan and stretches. "This might get Nedzu's attention if more heroes die or get hurt from this. He loves a wise mind and saving him would bring him to UA eventually."
“Of course he would…” Tsukauchi sighs in exhaustion. “Goodluck.”
The detective waits till the hero leaves and his door fully closes for him to sigh.
Time to write more emails.
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Chapter Text
The compound is buzzing with activity when Izuku wakes up that morning.
Rappa took him for food again, but today, everyone was talking about something in hushed and rapid voices, all while they kept glancing at him. The boy understandably felt anxious at all the stares from terrifying criminals, but luckily, Rappa kept them away.
Even the guard outside Eri's room looks at him with wide eyes when he passes to go in.
Izuku finds himself tensing and paying far more attention to every little sound that passes Eri’s room. He tries to not make that too obvious, not wanting to worry Eri, but he isn’t able to focus very well, unable to drag himself out of the pit of anxiety he’s been sucked into. He still makes sure to carefully comb Eri’s hair like before, but his mind is wandering.
Everyone is staring at him, which isn’t a good sign. Did he mess up? Did Overhaul use his analysis and it didn’t work?
He’s so horribly used to disappointing people. His teachers were never impressed by anything he did, he lost any of the friends he used to have and was bullied relentlessly by them because of his uselessness. He’s sure part of the reason his dad stopped contacting him and his mom is because he was born wrong .
He disappointed Overhaul, the head of the Yakuza, the stakes are much higher than just a dismissive glance. What if Overhaul thinks he’s useless because of this and not worth his time? He’s terrified, he doesn’t want to find out.
Sadly, the universe doesn't like what Izuku wants, as always, and soon Overhaul is opening the door to Eri's room again. He doesn't even look at Eri when she squeaks and hides behind Izuku again, he only looks at Izuku .
But Overhaul isn’t looking at him like he expected.
His eyes are bright and squinted in the way smiling causes. Something Izuku did made him very happy.
He doesn’t know how to feel.
“O-Overhaul-sama, how uh- how did it go?” Izuku's heart feels as though it’s beating out of his chest, his hands trembling. Really, he’s doing everything he can to not burst into tears and hyperventilate.
"You tell me." Overhaul pulls a little laminated card from his right pocket and a… yellow and black caution striped headband from the left? It looks vaguely familiar…
Izuku’s eyes widened. “Death Arms headband…” he mumbles as he realizes what the man is holding.
His blood runs cold.
"Correct." Overhaul sounds so proud as he holds the headband and card out. "He was one of those filthy heroes that berated you on the news. Your notes were so perfect in taking him down."
Izuku's trembling hands take the two items, the card is Death Arms hero license . “…The notes worked ?” He asks in pure disbelief. He was so sure they wouldn’t work, so sure he would disappoint Overhaul, he hadn’t prepared for if they would work.
"They worked wonderfully ." Overhaul says, pride still in his voice as he reaches out to pet Izuku's hair. "He crumpled easily with how well those notes worked to take him out. I knew my little analyst wouldn't let me down."
Izuku blinks at Overhaul's touch, looking up at him to try and see anything other than how proud the man is, but…
“ I… ” Izuku tears up, but unfortunately, not only because of the guilt and regret he feels. “The notes work… they helped…” he mumbles to himself.
"They did." Overhaul nods. The pride in his eyes gets softer as he ruffles Izuku's hair. "Your notes are so much more than you think, Midoriya. Whoever told you otherwise was just trying to keep you from being your best, keeping you down because they knew they couldn't even compete if you had confidence."
Izuku quickly wipes his tears as he suppresses his sobs. His chest feels so warm. He leans into the hair ruffles. “T-thank you…” He mumbles. He’s never felt more appreciated and useful his entire life.
"Any time, Midoriya." Overhaul had paused in petting his hair for a moment, tilting his head, before continuing.
"I'm not the only one to notice your skills." Overhaul says. "The other members haven't been able to talk about anything else all day. They seem interested in what else you can do, less hostile."
“Y-yeah, I noticed that. They’re staring and talking felt more.. curious?” Izuku wipes his tears as he starts to calm down.
"Mhm." Overhaul nods. "We've taken down heroes before, it comes with the job, but it's never been so easy or as informed as it was with your notes. None of our men even got hurt."
“That’s… good.” Is it? A hero died without so much as being able to land a hit on the Yakuza members who killed him. That’s terrifying . “It’s incredible actually… to kill a hero so easily with only those notes to guide…” How is he supposed to feel?!
"It is, and it was your notes." Overhaul's eyes show he is smiling again. "Our old analyst was a grown man that couldn't even do half of what you gave us, and he went to classes for it. You are untrained and already showing so much skill and hard work, with the right studying you could take down a top ten someday."
Izuku blushes and immediately opens his mouth to deny, before remembering Overhaul doesn’t doesn’t give out false compliments and he quite literally helped take out a hero. He just hesitantly nods instead.
“I never took my work seriously but...” Izuku glances down at what’s basically a hunting trophy in his hands. “ Maybe I should.. ” He mumbles to himself.
"It seems like the best option." Overhaul agrees. "It will certainly keep us busy with all the heroes we have to deal with. Not that we'll kill every hero we target, sometimes it's just about sending a warning or message to heroes getting too close or that are on our payroll and... forget that. The kills will get you their hero license, but an injury is just part of their costume."
Izuku isn’t so sure that he wants these items at all , especially when the hero who would wear them is dead. It leaves him feeling sick to his stomach, but maybe he could make some sort of funeral shrine or something? It won’t make up for their deaths, but it’s something .
“I’m guessing this will be a new ‘job’ of sorts for me? Analyzing heroes…?” Izuku hates that thought a lot, even if the thought of being useful makes his chest warm.
"Will that interfere with your care of Eri?" Overhaul asks, tilting his head. "I will admit, when studying quirks on my own, it takes hours and often requires me to pause other duties for it."
“I’m not with Eri all day.” Izuku points out. “During the night and early mornings I have time to myself. It might take a bit to get the analysis done but I can still do it.” Plus he’s used to analyzing in tons of situations.
"Hmm, we'll have to get supplies for you." Overhaul thinks. "You haven't earned an in person analyst of heroes yet, far too soon, but we should have open computers to use."
“That’s all I need.” Izuku nods. A computer seems harmless enough, but he might be able to find a way to help himself and Eri more. “As long as I can get some sort of information on their quirk or see them fight- like through videos- then I’m good.”
Maybe he can pretend he’s just continuing his hobby instead of sending some of these heroes to their death.
"I'll have a computer set up for you then." Overhaul says. A quiet dining noise comes from the villain's pocket. He takes his phone out and nods when he reads the message.
"I have a meeting to get to, so I must go now. We will be talking about how to move forward with your analysis and our businesses." Overhaul says, sounding proud again.
Izuku feels sick.
"Okay, t-thank you again." Izuku fidgets with the hero memorabilia in his hands. He's not sure why he's thanking the villain, but a part of him feels like he should.
Overhaul chuckles in a way that sounds amused, but in a not evil villain sort of way. It sounds... nice. He gives Izuku a last hair pet before he goes.
"I should be the one thanking you, Midoriya. Rest well for the week, not sure when we'll get back to the quirk bullets so we won't need Eri for now." Overhaul calls before the door clicks shut with the lock engaging.
Izuku's eyes widen, only processing his words once the door is closed and Overhaul is gone. This time, even though his thoughts are immediately spinning about both himself and Eri, he doesn't have enough sense to zone back into reality just yet.
"Zuku?" Eri's small voice says from behind him.
Izuku blinks and turns his head to look. “Eri..”
This is fine.
It’s fine .
He can focus on the guilt, nausea, fear, every other negative emotion, along with the opposite emotions he’s feeling later.
He turns around and gently hugs Eri with one hand, the other still holding the dead hero's stuff. He’s learned sudden movements, especially after a Yakuza member was just around, isn’t good for her, so he’s extra careful.
“Are you okay?” Izuku asks.
"I... I think so?" Eri hugs back tightly. "He didn't take me for tests... it's never been this long between them before."
“I don’t think he will for a while.” Izuku says softly. “You heard him, right? He doesn’t know when he’ll go back to focusing on the quirk bullets… he’s focusing on this instead, my analysis…” He says, both to Eri and himself.
"When will he go back to the bullets?" Eri asks with a frown. Her right hand traces down the opposite arm, feeling the bandages. "My arms are feeling better, I don't want them to hurt again."
“I don’t know.” Izuku admits. He holds onto her slightly tighter. “But I’ll distract him for as long as I can.”
"Will you be okay? You looked sad getting the gift from Overhaul." Eri picks up the hero license and looks at it, though it doesn’t seem like she's reading it and more trying to remember something. "Death Arms?"
There’s a horrible lump in Izuku's throat as he resists the urge to snatch the objects the hero once carried with pride.
“He was a hero.” Izuku says softly. “Overhaul…. He wants me to give him information so other heroes won’t make his work so difficult. Information that I can find out better than others.” He knows Eri has been through horrible things, but he can’t find it in himself to say what’s really going to happen to these heroes if he does this. He can’t make himself do it.
"A hero?" Eri asks, as if never hearing the word before.
"Yeah, heroes..." Izuku frowns, trying to figure out how to best explain. "Heroes are people who get in the way of villains and criminals. They stop bad people from doing bad things and protect innocent people from getting hurt."
"Oh..." Eri looks up at Izuku, innocence in her eyes. "You protect me, are you my hero?"
Tears almost immediately begin to form. Izuku’s been trying so hard to not cry in front of Eri, sometimes it's easier than others. It’s only been a few days, not even a week, but he’s already felt the urge to cry so much . He hasn’t in front of Eri, not yet, and he doesn’t plan to. But for some reason, hearing those simple words make him want to break down into tears.
He will never be a hero.
Agreeing to analyze these Pro's for Overhaul- hell, even Death Arms demise- is the final nail on the coffin. He never had a chance before, but now, he won't ever be able to even step foot on the starting line.
He, a quirkless, weak, helpless 14 year old Deku, is protecting an even more defenseless child. He can't get himself out, let alone her, but he's still going to try and protect her in any way possible.
He gently taps his forehead against hers, a comforting motion his mother had used to do after particularly bad meltdowns. He won't cry, he won't break down, not in front of her.
"I'll try my best to be, Eri. I'll do my best to be your hero."
"But you already are?" Eri seems to like the forehead tapping and nuzzles against Izuku, careful of her horn, kind of like a cat would.
Izuku won’t cry, not right now, not while Eri can see. He just fondly chuckles. “If you say so.”
Eri moves to curl into Izuku's chest. Without the worry of more tests and the scare of seeing Overhaul again, she seems tired. Izuku pats her head methodically as she does this.
“Rest, I’ll watch over you.” He says softly.
"Okay." Eri cutely yawns and snuggles up to him. "Night, nii-san."
Izuku allows tears to fall only once he’s sure Eri is asleep.
He doesn’t want to be here.
He wants to go home.
He wants his family back.
…
He also wants to protect Eri.
He wants to get her out of here.
He doesn’t want to die young, either.
…
Izuku looks down at the small, frail child snuggled up against him, sleeping peacefully without fear of pain.
Nii-san, huh?
…
He’ll protect her. He has to, even if it costs him everything.
Notes:
Baby’s first kill <3
This chapter is shorter than the rest, but I felt as though adding anything else to it would ruin the impact. Don’t worry, the (plot relevant) Christmas special will be up soon as an apology for the shorter chapter!
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Chapter 5: The Christmas Kids
Notes:
THIS CHAPTER IS PLOT RELEVANT!!
Even if it is a Holiday Special, it is still cannon to the fic/story!! Read it! Please!
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Chapter Text
Izuku’s not sure how long it’s been.
He realized far too late that maybe he should have been keeping track of the days better. With his phone turned off, he quickly lost track of how many days and weeks had passed. The only way he knew how long it had been was by asking Rappa every so often. He wasn’t sure what he expected by deciding to stay here, but it’s certainly been an experience.
After his first... kill.. with Death Arms, he has been pretty busy with the new analysis work. Surprisingly, it's been mostly about the Yakuza members instead of a lot of heroes like Izuku was worried about.
Most of them, if not all, have had bad quirk counseling growing up or none at all, so there were a lot of problems they had with their quirk or its drawbacks. Some of them were either using only part of their quirk or it was labeled wrong entirely. One guy had his quirk named completely wrong!
Izuku knew there was other quirk discrimination besides being quirkless, but he didn't realize how bad life could be if your quirk doctor gave it a horrible name. He didn't mind analyzing the Yakuza members nearly as much. Of course, he still did have to analyze heroes on occasion, but so far, it hasn't been as prevalent while working at the Yakuza.
Honestly, it hasn't been as bad as he expected? Sure, it was difficult in the beginning. Being surrounded by violent criminals who likely wouldn't hesitate to attack him if he did or said something wrong was downright terrifying. But as the days went on, Izuku realized he could relate to the Yakuza more than he could people outside of it.
These people understood . They knew what it was like to be tormented and bullied because of their quirks, and most weren't horribly weird about Izuku being quirkless. He could sympathize with them, and they could with him. Talking to the Yakuza members became easier and easier over the weeks and soon months.
Sure, he still got the occasional backhanded compliments followed by the phrase, ' for a quirkless kid, ' or something similar, but it was much better than what he's used to. He'd take that over his bullies in Aldera any day.
Though Rappa and even Overhaul have been giving talks about fixing how the members talk to lessen the backhanded compliments. He didn’t expect them to address it at all really. But they work pretty well and only the occasional member isn't seen again if they don't change and are still mean.
Izuku likes to pretend they just got fired or moved to a different area, it helps him sleep at night. Well, it helps him not think about it at least. Sleep is hard to do, same with eating.
He wasn't always having issues with sleeping and eating. It feels like the only time he managed to get a normal night's sleep was the very first day after crying his eyes out in his new bed. His cell/room was dark and cold and the exact opposite of comforting, he was exhausted fairly quickly. After that though, he can't find it in himself to eat much or sleep. He only gets a few hours a night and the occasional nap when Eri gets tired while he's babysitting.
Food is a whole other issue. He thought he would be able to stomach more than just a light soup after the first week or so, but his lack of appetite soldiered on. Some days are worse than others, and days where he has to analyze heroes are especially bad.
Without sleeping or eating as much, he didn't have much energy, which wasn't helpful when Overhaul started up his training. That was its own confusing thing. For some reason , Overhaul decided it was necessary for him to start training and gaining strength.
Izuku didn't fully understand why, he still doesn't, he's just a prisoner who does analysis work. Aren't prisoners supposed to be the ones who start training on their own accord to try and escape or something? That's what happened in movies at least. Either way, Overhaul made the order, so Izuku didn't dare to question. Rappa has been giving Izuku more pieces of the calorie bars he eats, which helped with his energy issues during training at least.
It’s so odd. Overhaul has been weirdly determined to get Izuku healthy. It might be for the tests he wants to do to study his lack of a quirk factor, but it also seems like he is... worried for Izuku?
Which is weird, Izuku doesn't think he is that unhealthy. Just tired a lot.
The tests were complicated too. For a while, they didn’t really know what they were looking for. ‘What makes him quirkless’ is a pretty broad question that is difficult to answer since they have no idea what they’re looking for. In the beginning it was mostly just drawing blood and skin grafts, but soon Overhaul had started… using his quirk.
It's certainly an… experience. Because they don't know what they're looking for, Overhaul has just been taking him apart limb by limb and looking for what's different from other kids his age. Izuku understands why people fear Overhaul even more now, and why Eri is so terrified of his tests.
On a small plus side, Izuku has organs he shouldn't?
Well, maybe not plus side .
Everyday, Izuku is going about his new life in pure exhaustion. He's tired, has no appetite, and cold almost all of the time. It isn't unusual for him to feel this way, which is why the day they found out about his extra organs was utterly terrifying .
The day was going by as normal, even if Izuku felt like his abdomen was weirdly tender, but he thought it was from being hungry all the time and didn’t question a thing. Izuku was brought into training. Things were fine for the most part, but halfway through Izuku tried to jump over an obstacle and almost immediately crumbled and fell to his knees, hardly able to move from pain.
Apparently, quirkless people have things inside of them that are entirely unnecessary and downright dangerous for the human body. Entire organs that have no right to be there. Izuku could have died because, apparently , his appendix was bursting!
Rappa thought someone had used a quirk or poisoned him as he carried him to the labs and interrupted Overhaul's work. Normally, this would get someone killed, but seeing it was Izuku it just means scrambling for the few remaining medical books from the pre-quirk era and playing a fun game of 'solve it or die'.
They eventually found his appendix and got it out of there and had to clean up goop from his abdominal cavity. Izuku was on bed rest for a week after to make sure he didn't get a sneaky infection.
Overhaul began comparing quirkless medical charts and anatomy models to current things and something called 'wisdom teeth' were also removed. Not how Izuku expected to lose body parts in the Yakuza, but better than the other way. Some of it is good too, like how his mouth doesn't feel cramped anymore. He didn't even realize that was a thing he was feeling until it was fixed!
He still can't believe quirked people, at least in Japan, just... forgot about these things. Yeah, quirked people don't have these useless organs, but quirkless people still exist!! Yet it took far too long to find any information on 'wisdom teeth' and the 'appendix' that could have killed him ! There was next to nothing!
Izuku is understandably bitter about that, but at least he's alive . Overhaul is to thank for that, ironically enough. He's just been strangely helpful in some ways? There's clearly a reason , Izuku just needs to figure out what that reason is . It doesn’t feel as simple as it originally was.
Luckily, it's a free day for Izuku so he can think about it and be with Eri all day.
Free days are good . They're well needed breaks from the overwhelming emotions Izuku feels when around Yakuza members. He thinks he's getting better at fitting in , but it's something he has to actively try to do, which in the end, leaves him exhausted.
Izuku sighs as he gets dressed in one of his warmer outfits, cause these cells are getting extremely cold, even with the heaters they put in his and Eri's rooms, and he waits for Rappa to guide him as normal.
After the 'appendix incident', Overhaul gave Izuku warmer things to wear in his cell and Rappa takes him and Eri out more often to the warmer places in the compound. Mainly the kitchen and its large ovens, Izuku gets to help cook and be warm.
(This also gets him snacks and treats from the cooks because he is polite and helpful. He'll eat a few but mainly saves them for Eri and their practice of her quirk.)
Yesterday, the cooks said they start making things for the holidays coming up today, so that's exciting.
Exciting, but also...
It's just an odd, uncomfortable feeling in Izuku's chest knowing holidays are coming up but he doesn't have anyone from his past to celebrate with. He feels so alone, just like when he realized his birthday had passed.
Well, not entirely alone. Of course he can celebrate with Eri, and maybe Rappa when he's not busy, but it's just not the same. He's never celebrated a holiday without his mom before. People came and went, but his mom was always by his side, she was always a consistent in his ever changing life, and that's just... gone now.
Izuku misses her a lot at times like this. Everything was so sudden, so unexpected, and unplanned. He hoped that if he ever moved out, he would be able to visit her and continue the traditions they had, despite how childish they may seem. Maybe he's being childish by feeling homesick after being fine for so long, but acknowledging that doesn't stop the feeling.
He hopes his mom is with friends at least, that the Bakugos will keep her company and not feel so alone this Christmas. Feelings about Kacchan aside, the family has always been good for his mom and makes her happy.
Izuku sighs and tries not to think about it too much, just like always. He can’t get emotional, not right now. Rappa could be here any minute. He’ll hold off his grieving until the day is over. Izuku gets himself calm again by the time there is a knock at his door and Rappa is heard outside.
"Litter fighter! Nakajima is ready for his favorite assistant chef!" Rappa calls.
Izuku perks up hearing Rappa and makes sure he's fully ready before opening the door. "Well, I guess I shouldn't keep him waiting knowing I'm his favorite." He jokes.
"You're the only one that can season right." Rappa huffs. "He says I go too heavy on it. But how will you feel the chef's passion if it's weak!?"
"How will you taste anything if it's smothered in ten different types of seasonings?" Izuku tilts his head in amusement. "Seasonings compliment food, you shouldn't feel like you're eating a spoonful of ginger as your meal."
"I like ginger." Rappa frowns.
"...Only ginger? All day, everyday?"
"Hmm, maybe not ginger everyday ." Rappa shrugs and waves for Izuku to follow, which he does. "But Kimchi? I could eat that with a lot of meals, onion, cabbage, radish, so many options and uses in."
"I mean, yeah , but they're flavors are still similar, right?" Izuku tilts his head. He doesn't actually know, but that sounds correct. "I wouldn't want to eat similar things everyday for every meal." Izuku liked being able to satisfy his sweet tooth, thank you.
"True, but a few months at a time before I change it up depending on the season makes sense. I think." Rappa says.
Izuku shrugs. "Eh, I like variety better. I guess I'll eat it as long as it tastes good though."
"Maybe I can find what you think is good," Rappa raps his chin. "Make it more often so you'll eat more."
“Y-you don’t have to do that..” Izuku feels a pang of guilt from that. Familiar foods would be great , but the chances of him actually eating them is lower than he’d like to admit.
"True." Rappa nods. "But I want to . How will I train a worthy fighter if I can't feed you well? The calorie bars are working to keep you alive but you still need other things."
"I guess so," Izuku looks away.
He knows Rappa is right, he really should be eating more, he just can't find it in himself to do so. And on the days where he does manage to force himself to eat, he feels sick and nauseous, having to fight with himself to not throw it all up.
"I'll try." Izuku says. It feels like trying will be utterly exhausting, but he doesn't want to disappoint Rappa.
"What about smoothies? Rappa asks. "You drink a pretty normal amount and if it's after training you won't even notice it much!"
"Huh," Izuku hums. "That... could work? It would certainly be better than my current diet... or lack thereof."
"Mhm, and there are all kinds of powders and stuff you can mix in, get you all those nutrients and stuff you need." Rappa pokes at Izuku's side.
"Mean." Izuku glares at Rappa and swats at the hand poking him.
"I have to be mean, it's the holidays!" Rappa laughs.
"That's the exact opposite of true!”
"Nah, it's clearly explained in the holiday decorations!" Rappa smiles. "You hang up the mistle foe and fight anyone under it!"
"...." Izuku sighs. "That's just cruel."
"Situational awareness! Always be ready for a fight!" Rappa nods sagely.
"I rather have situational awareness to avoid a fight."
"Then don't be dumb and remember to look up in doorways. People never look up and it always gets them, the best underground heroes are on the roofs after all."
"If I have to ." Izuku huffs. He doubts he'll be in many fights anyways past his training with the other Yakuza though.
"Best make a habit of looking up now, don't want a hero or something to swoop down on you like a hawk with a bunny." Rappa laughs again. "Or at least learn to stab backwards to get away."
"That's not gonna happen!" Izuku complains. "Stabbing backwards sounds very unsafe, what if it's an ally behind me and I didn't realize? I would have just murdered a friend! And also, I don't ever leave the building? So I can't see how that would happen anyways."
"You haven't left so far ." Rappa points out.
"I guess?" Izuku tilts his head. It's been months though, he highly doubts he'll leave for any reason now .
"You've been a big help for everyone lately." Rappa says. "Talk of supervised outings has been happening with the higher ups."
" Oh ." Izuku mumbles.
For some reason, that leaves a light feeling in his chest. Maybe it's the thought of being allowed to go outside after so long, maybe it's because he's actually been helpful, or maybe it's because his hard work is being appreciated. Either way, it's a good feeling.
Izuku softly says, "I'm glad I've been able to help."
"Your analysis has helped fix a lot of drawbacks we've been stuck with for awhile now. That alone would have gotten you more outside time, but added to your hero analysis, you can even go out during the day with someone." The way Rappa says that makes it seem like a big deal, so Izuku will assume it is a big deal. It's not like he's even a Yakuza member, he is just a prisoner, so he doubts people like him get to go out very often.
"Going outside would be nice, I feel like I haven't seen the sun in years ." Izuku (half) jokes. It's the best way to push down the downright giddy feelings he's getting from actually being helpful and that being acknowledged .
"It is pretty nice." Rappa nods. "You'll have to cover your hair, you are still a missing person."
"Makes sense for precautions, but the chances of me actually being searched for are low." Izuku shrugs, as if knowing that fact doesn't affect him at all.
"Eh, sad but true." Rappa pats Izuku's hair to comfort him. "You got a missing report at least, that's more than some get!"
It’s not really something to celebrate normally, but for a villain quirk or no quirk, it is. That means someone cared enough to fight for you or an underground hero took the case.
"Ha, guess so." Izuku smiles softly at Rappa, the comfort helping slightly. "It's something at least."
"Mhm." Rappa nods as they reach the kitchen.
There is already the loud yelling of the slightly deaf head chef, Yoi Nakajima, about something or other on the other side of the door, he has a bat mutation quirk and lost an ear in a knife fight.
The old Yakuza boss had a fight with a rival group that happened to be in the kitchen Nakajima worked at. The chef's fighting was so impressive the old Boss hired him as he was sewing him up. Him being mostly deaf means he likes Izuku the best because Izuku knows JSL and will sign to him across the room if needed. Nakajima's echolocation can pick it up easier than trying to yell back to him.
Izuku is unphased by the yelling at this point, having come up to the kitchen many times, even in the mornings, to help Nakajima. Helping cook has been one of the few things Izuku is able to do while stuck in the Yakuza. It's not a part of his prisoner-assigned job and more akin to a hobby he can enjoy.
Inside the kitchen, Nakajima is at the cutting board and chopping at an impressive pace for a man not looking at the board and actively yelling directions to everyone else. It's slightly less impressive when you remember he can hear what he is doing but the speed is still cool. Izuku has seen this chef pull off some amazing knife tricks in the months here and it never gets old.
Currently, Nakajima is trying to tell the other assistants how to 'measure with their soul' for the kimchi (Rappa makes a happy sound hearing that) and they don't know what that means. Izuku sighs fondly at Rappa before stepping off to the side to not get in the way of the other assistants and get Nakajima's attention to sign to him.
' Chef, Rappa [Big Fighter] and I are here if you need any extra help. ' Izuku signs, hoping the man's echo location will pick it up. They aren't too far away from him, luckily, so it shouldn't be an issue.
"AH!" Nakajima points a knife in their direction, the kid jumping at the attention and knife in his face. The chef yells to the assistants again. "There is a kid that knows how to measure right! Green! These mooks are trying to make a weak sauce! I'm low on fermented Kimchi and it can't be weak!"
Izuku quickly relaxes and giggles a bit as he recognizes the one English word Nakajima said. Out of all words, why mooks ?
‘ On it, chef! I’ll make sure it won’t be weak! ’ Izuku takes this as an invitation to step into the kitchen properly with the assistants to help lead them with what Nakajima prefers. Rappa also washes up because he gets used to lift the heavy racks of meat they need to feed the whole compound and the large mixing bowls that usually take two to lift.
Nakajima goes back to his cutting and checks the list of what meals are planned for the week. With holidays and ceremonies happening this month, there have been some changes he has to work around. It doesn't help that several members can't have citrus because they have medications it messes with, food allergies, quirk restrictions, that one guy that needs to drink human blood, and Tabe to also worry about at the same time.
Holidays are always a harder time for chefs, but Nakajima isn't the best of the best villain chef for nothing!
Izuku first starts off by helping to make sure the kimchi marinade is made correctly and, most importantly, flavored strongly. There’s a lot of people in the Yakuza, meaning there’s a lot of kimchi to be made, so he decides to focus on this for a while unless Nakajima needs his help elsewhere.
Several of the assistants, no longer being yelled at, disperse to work on other things and prepping for the week. Nakajima is still loud in his instructions but things run pretty smoothly. Yeah, he had to throw a knife at Rappa for trying to hang up a 'mistlefoe' in the kitchen doorway when his back was turned, but it didn't stop his chopping at all because he had a second knife ready and Rappa wasn't hit so it's fine .
(None of the assistants look at the knife and pretend nothing happened, they just nudge a stool and bucket under it so no one walks into it. Izuku just gives Rappa an exasperated look before going back to the cabbage.)
Helping out in the kitchen is honestly nice. Yeah it’s fast paced, hot, and intense, but it’s a level Izuku can handle and actually seems to thrive in. Nakajima holds him in high regard, so everyone else takes his feedback and suggestions seriously too! He’s also getting better at cooking, which is always a plus! The amount of injuries he gets when attempting to cook has gone down a lot since he started.
Izuku isn’t sure how long it took, but he and a few others manage to finish setting up the kimchi and put them off to the side to ferment. The other prepping is also taken care of for the most part so several assistants are loading up the industrial sized dishwasher and getting out things to bake.
"Okay!" Nakajima calls. "Meals are enough for now, it needs to all set and chill for tomorrow. Now, its pastries and holiday treats. Blood team, your goods are in the side kitchen."
Three assistants leave, grabbing floor length ponchos and rain boots as they go.
"Allergy and citrus, to the left. Quirk restrictions to the right. Everyone else, middle. Rappa, go with blood. It's fresh today" Nakajima directs them.
Izuku assumes he’s a part of the ‘everyone else’ group and shuffles to the middle with a few others. He’s understandably excited about the prospect of making pastries again. Baking is different from cooking, but it’s just as fun to him!
Rappa ruffles Izuku's hair as he passes and Nakajima walks over after washing his hands again and stops on the other side of the big prep table between him and the assistants (+Izuku).
"Alright, we got about 40 members left that don't need any dietary things made separately." Nakajima says to the group. "We have; purin, matcha cookies, black sesame mochi, dango, and finally chiffon cake. Pick what you want to work on and get going."
Izuku decides that he'll help with making the matcha cookies, as he doesn't want to risk making something complicated that he's unfamiliar with and messing up. Cookies are easy enough anyways, but you always need a lot of them, so a big group of people making them is ideal. No one wants just one cookie.
Nakamija goes with the mochi group because he doesn't trust any of them to not hit each other with the hammer by accident, they just don't have the same reaction time he does.
At the cookie station, all the things they need are neatly laid out and ready. The cookie group is spread out between a few smaller groups to be able to make a large amount in a shorter amount of time, though Izuku manages to snatch a digital scale for them so they don’t have to painstakingly manually weigh every ingredient.
Cookies are surprisingly easy once you remember the method for the types of cookies you want. The flour and matcha are mixed together in one bowl, while in another, Izuku makes sure the butter is soft enough by mixing it. Once he’s sure, the sugar is added, then eggs, and finally the flour mixture. The dough is rolled into a large log, but unfortunately, this type of cookie has to be put in the fridge for a bit. Since the cookies are fast to make, their team spreads out to others to assist while the cookies chill.
The kitchen is pretty full of cooking sounds(and the slap of mochi) so it's loud, a little chaotic, and just very busy for the senses. It's perfect. Izuku doesn’t have any time or opportunity to think about anything but the pastries. He isn’t able to let his mind wander, and the work he does is fun .
After about an hour of helping others, Izuku takes the chilled log of cookie dough out of the fridge and cuts them into individual cookies. He has to stop one of the new assistants from putting the dough on a bare, greased sheet pan, which would have been a disaster. He gets them in the different convection ovens, and by the time all the cookies are getting taken out of the ovens, some of the other groups are getting their deserts out too.
A lot more time must have passed then expected as those finished with their pastries are getting today's lunch cooked and put out. The 'blood room' opens for fresh vials to be rolled out for those that need it by Rappa. He cleaned up on the other side of the door to not make a mess as he passed through the kitchen or contaminate the other foods. Some of the kimchi Izuku made is also grabbed from where it was resting and put out with everything else as desserts are finished or put somewhere to rest if the recipe calls for it.
Izuku decides now is a good time to take a break since everyone else is too. He can’t go anywhere without Rappa’s supervision though, so he goes back to the side and out of the way of those still working.
Things get set and cleaned up without issue when someone startles by the kitchen door and soon others are bowing to the doorway. Izuku looks over and tenses upon seeing Overhaul walk in. He bows politely as well.
He may have been here for months, but that doesn't make seeing the Yakuza boss any easier. A single touch is all it takes to be killed and he knows personally how fast it really works.
Overhaul waves a hand to the others to keep working as he approaches Izuku specifically. Nakajima appears at Izuku's side and nods to Overhaul. From what he’s been told, Nakajima hasn't bowed to anyone but the old Boss, and he isn't going to start now.
"What brings you to the kitchen, Boss?" Nakajima asks. "It's rare you come here."
Izuku forces himself to stand tall and fight the urge to cower in the corner. Overhaul approached him , which means he needs something, which makes Izuku infinitely less happy than he was moments ago. Today was supposed to be a free day, as normally both his quirk analyst work and having tests run in the labs are planned and told to him ahead of time.
Either Izuku majorly did something wrong or he's needed for one of his jobs. Or he's overthinking and it's something else, though that's not as likely. Chances are, he's needed in the labs, which is really his least favorite part of being trapped in the Yakuza.
"I am aware of how often I avoid this... environment." Overhaul says, looking around at the mess of cooking lunch. "But I won't be for long, I require Midoriya."
Izuku nods in understanding. “R-right..” he glances at Nakajima. “Chef, can you tell Rappa for me? I don’t want him to think I ran off.” He asks politely, signing as well just in case he isn’t talking loud enough.
"Sure kid." Nakajima squints at Overhaul, who seems unimpressed. "I still need him for the holidays, so I expect him to be in working order when he comes back."
Izuku fidgets awkwardly at the tense atmosphere between the two, wanting to reassure Nakajima that he’ll be able to help even if he is sent to the labs, but not wanting to interrupt and upset either of them more. Plus, he can’t promise that.
"He will be fine ." Overhaul says, dismissively. "Come along, Midoriya. We have a schedule to keep."
“Y-yes sir!” Izuku says as he goes to follow Overhaul's lead.
Usually, Izuku is prepared on the occasions he has to talk to Overhaul, usually on lab testing days. But without any of the time to prepare, he’s more nervous than he usually is. He just hopes this won’t be too bad.
Overhaul leads the way, but Izuku quickly realizes it's not towards where the labs are? It's to the part of the compound where the unmarked cars are kept in an underground garage. Izuku last saw this place when he was brought here months ago.
He is understandably confused, but not confused enough to outright question where they’re going. He just awkwardly follows along. Overhaul doesn't say anything either as he leads to the small section of personal cars and unlocks one with a key fob, then waves for Izuku to get in the front seat.
When Izuku opens the passenger side car door, he sees a coat neatly folded up on the seat. “Uhm…” he nervously gestures to the coat, not wanting to touch anything he’s not supposed to. He feels like he’s walking on a mind field while blindfolded, like this is some sort of test or something.
"That is for you to wear." Overhaul says as he gets in. "It's too cold for you to be out without one."
“Oh,” Izuku could have guessed that it was cold, the garage didn't feel that different from his cell/room, but that just begs the question, where are they even going ??
Izuku picks up the coat and sits down in the car. “Thank you, Overhaul-sama.” He mumbles as he puts the coat on.
"You're welcome." Overhaul says, starting the car and pulling out the parking space. "There is also a hat Rappa got you in one of the pockets, put it on so your hair is covered."
Izuku reaches into the pocket to pull out a red and yellow beanie, with two points on the top sides to look like cat ears. He huffs in amusement as he puts it on.
Overhaul still explains nothing as he leaves the compound parking and hits the main roads. He doesn't even change out of his bird mask as his large, fluffy scarf covers it. Without that seen and in a heavy overcoat without the boa, he just looks like a normal guy in winter. It's weird how easily he can hide in plain sight.
Izuku supposed it makes sense. It’s not like he goes around judging on if people are villains or not based on appearances, but it still leaves Izuku feeling somber. No one would see anything weird with the two of them if they were out in public. No one would see anything weird with Overhaul .
He knows that he can’t escape (he isn’t even considering leaving without Eri by his side), but it leaves him a bit disheartened and wishing he was still in the kitchen so he could stop thinking . The quiet drive doesn't help either, no music or talking so all Izuku can do is look outside at some holiday decorations they pass.
The only interesting thing to happen is a road blocked for a car accident, making Overhaul turn on the GPS, so Izuku can see the place they are going to and the date on his phone.
Huh.
For some reason, Izuku didn’t expect it to be so close to the holidays. He hadn’t helped the head chef in a week or so, so it’s no wonder everyone was rushing to get things done.
Tomorrow is Christmas.
That leaves Izuku feeling incredibly bittersweet.
Glancing down from the date, Izuku reads the address and it seems... familiar? Why would he know a location in this prefecture? And why are they going there the day before Christmas?? He’s hardly ever left his old prefecture in the first place, so it’s not like he can recognize any landmarks. He glances at the GPS every so often to try and figure out where they’re going based on context clues.
They pass by a sign closer to the destination pin that says ' market parking 500 yen '.
Izuku blinks.
He didn’t even have time to do a double take before they passed the sign. As the car drives on, Izuku quickly realizes he didn’t misread anything.
No wonder he recognizes the address! They’re at the annual Osaka prefecture market! People from neighboring prefectures often come during this event because of the vast amount of stuff happening and vendors selling things.
But…. Why are they here?
Overhaul drives to a high end hotel parking garage and waves a pass to get in, they don't have to worry about parking next to anyone in the cramped market parking apparently. It's easy to forget how rich the Yakuza are sometimes.
"We're here for an hour or so before lunch so make the best of your time." Overhaul says, his sudden voice startling after the quiet of the ride over.
“M-make the best of my time?” Izuku repeats, his mind rushing with far too many questions to be able to even say one properly.
"Yes." Overhaul gets a wallet out of his coat pocket and hands Izuku a black and silver card from it, which he stares at in awe."Rappa vouched that you needed a reward for your hard work and suggested this market and other things. This card is so you can buy things as you have had a limited supply as of late."
His brain takes the time to catch up with the information given to him.
Then, he brightens up with a new sense of hope. Maybe he can get something to make his cell/room feel less depressing.
“Thank you, Overhaul-sama!” Izuku has enough sense in him to politely bow his head (he can’t properly bow in the car, it’s the best he can do) and thank him though.
"It is a reward, you don't need to thank me." Overhaul waves a gloved hand. "Do try to not call my villain name out here, by the way. It gets a lot of attention doing that."
“Right... I’ll be careful.” Izuku nods to himself.
With the card in hand, the excitement of getting to visit the market, and the prospect of getting stuff for his cell/room, Izuku eventually shuffles out of the car. He’s also smart enough to not run off despite his bubbling up excitement. He still needs to be careful, this is just a whole new minefield.
Overhaul gets out of the car and locks it up as he moves around the car and waves for Izuku to follow.
"I have to get a gift for my Boss so we will mostly be together." Overhaul says. "There will be crowds so don't get lost, I don't want to get messy on a simple outing... again."
Overhaul sighs, the kind reserved for Rappa when he causes and/or gets involved in a fight that makes it everyone's issue . It makes sense why Overhaul is out here instead of him or the others now.
Rappa would fight anyone and everyone who even looked at him in a certain way.
Tabe is... hungry a lot and markets have food everywhere.
Mimic has kleptomania issues from his quirk wanting 'things' to be and he is also busy as the general manager and being the treasurer.
Nemoto has interrogations for a busted deal today.
Katsukame is with Mimic and guards the compound.
Setsuno is out on a job his quirk is perfect for.
Hojo is training today because a hero drained him from over-making crystals in a fight.
Sakaki isn't appropriate to have in public due to his quirk making him an alcoholic.
Tengai is doing 'monk things' for the winter season (and babysitting Rappa).
And Chronostasis is the right hand and needs to run things with Overhaul out here.
Overhaul is literally the only high rank member available because he gets his work done on time and efficiently. Izuku feels a bit bad that Overhaul has to practically babysit him, but to be fair, it’s not like he asked for this. Overhaul chose to bring him here as a reward on his own accord. That's his issue.
Izuku follows Overhaul closely, but making sure he’s still slightly behind him like in the compound, just as a nonverbal sign of respect still being held. Izuku doesn't like the implications that he'll get lost though, he's pretty smart about locations.
“I’m good at knowing where I’m going. I don’t get distracted that easily.” Izuku says. Unlike some people, looking at Rappa and a bit at Tabe, though it’s mostly cause he doesn’t know anyone else he can point fingers at.
“I could probably find you in a crowd of people…” He mumbles, squinting at nothing as he tries to mentally confirm that statement. Yeah, he probably could.
"I don't doubt it, you can take apart quirks with grainy CCTV footage in the dark while half awake, finding me shouldn't be hard to do." Overhaul says. "I, however, won't be able to find you in the taller crowd and there is still the risk of your shoes being recognized."
“Yeah, that’s true.” Izuku blushes at the compliments. He glances down at his red shoes with a huff. “I could paint over the red. I got in trouble for it as a kid but… It’s not like it’s doing me any favors.”
"If it were that simple, we would have done it already." Overhaul points out. "No, the Q on the side still gives you away if people know where to look. We've been trying to import from more quirkless friendly countries but that is somehow harder than anything else we illegally get."
Overhaul shakes his head with a sigh as they hit the main street and run into more people. Most are heading to the market but they can see a few leaving and one has some delicious smelling street foods.
“Stops it from being as obvious at a first glance though.” Izuku points out before getting distracted at the smell of street foods. Izuku mentally grumbles at himself, knowing it would just be a waste if he tried to get any. He should focus on getting stuff for his room instead.
Oh… and maybe some gifts. It is Christmas Eve, after all. He won’t have a better opportunity than now.
Overhaul hums, having noticed what Izuku looked at, lightly grabs his sleeve to lead the way to some food stalls. Izuku's lack of eating has been an ongoing issue that Overhaul isn't the right kind of doctor to fix, the most he can do is use his quirk to undo the physical damage it causes and keep his body from giving out. They had to up the budget for IVs so they can at least give his body what it needs in the labs during tests. There has been talks with Rappa about installing a feeding tube if things don't improve.
Izuku blinks in confusion at being led somewhere until he realizes. “I-It’s fine, Ov- uh, yeah, I’m not hungry.” He almost slipped up and said his villain name, but he didn’t so it’s okay! And it’s not like he’s lying . The food smells good, but he can’t stomach the thought of actually eating more than a few bites.
"Midoriya, I brought you out here right before lunch and you've been cooking all morning." Overhaul says. "If you're not hungry now , you can at least get something to go and snack on it over the time we are out. You'll finish it eventually as we walk."
“…alright.” Izuku huffs but doesn’t argue. That’s a better compromise at least, he’ll get something small so he doesn’t waste too much.
They reach the many options available. Some have dessert-like options, some that are the snack options that Izuku wants, and one or two are actual meals that smell the strongest from all the flavors.
Izuku decides to go for some of the snack options like how he planned. Overhaul talks him into buying some anko dango because it is the easiest to walk and eat and has the least amount of trash after. He even gets some senbei rice crackers to fill the dango container for Izuku to pick at as they walk.
Overhaul mainly gets a variety of onigiri for himself with a korokke on the side, he likes certain French foods and a Japanese version of a croquette is one of them. (Their hot chocolates are so thick it's like a soup, it’s also a favorite but he'll never admit it.)
Izuku makes a quiet happy sound as he takes a small bite of his dango, not even eating an entire piece. But it’s good , he wishes he could stomach more. Hopefully Overhaul is right, and he does manage to finish it by the end of the hour.
Overhaul doesn't buy them any drinks from the stalls but there is a small konbini they stop in for bottled drinks. He might trust food cooked and prepared in front of them from strangers, but not pre-made drinks in an easily contaminated container.
Overhaul is as paranoid as he is germaphobic.
Izuku decides to be smart and not question the dangerous villain and just takes the bottled water instead. He doesn't understand what the difference is. The food could be, just as easily as the drinks, contaminated, even when cooked. Cross contamination is a dangerous thing.
He doesn’t bring that up though, not his issue to deal with.
The silence is becoming unbearable though, at least to Izuku. He actually likes talking, though when it's a risk to his life he likes it less. Still, he's been silent for what feels like hours and decides that, as long as he's careful, some small talk probably wouldn't hurt.
"...You said you wanted to get a gift for your boss, right?" Izuku hesitantly asks. "Do you have any, uh, ideas? For what you want to get him, I mean."
This was stupid, he should have dealt with the silence.
"Flowers." Overhaul says, glancing at Izuku. "He likes a type only ever sold around this time and has no use for anything else in a coma."
“Ah, right.” Izuku mumbles, blushing in embarrassment at forgetting that fact. Yeah, he should have just shut up, now he feels more awkward than before!
"What of you?" Overhaul asks, avoiding a group of teens by going behind Izuku. "Who are you getting gifts for? I doubt you have a romantic reason like the other children."
Overhaul waves a hand at the teens they just passed, a girl with pink skin and matching hair is loudly giggling with the others in her group about boys.
Izuku makes a face. How would it even be possible for him to get a gift to someone for a ‘romantic reason’? He’s been stuck in the compound for months! He also celebrated Christmas with his dad in the American way, so he'd never seen it as a romantic occasion growing up.
“Eri, mostly? Though If I see anything anyone else would like, I’d probably get it for them too.” Izuku says. He hasn’t got a clue what Rappa or even Tabe would like though.
…don’t people give gifts to their bosses? Overhaul is close to the old Boss, so that’s different, but he remembers seeing that somewhere . Izuku has no clue how accurate that is though. He should get Overhaul something just in case then, right? But what the actual hell do you get a Yakuza boss!?
"I've only given and received gifts from my Boss and Chronostasis, so I don't think I can be of much help here." Overhaul says. "Sure, the other members give me gifts out of obligation, but those are the traditional 'higher up' gifts that I have no use for. I just let the Eight take their picks from the gifts, I really don't need 6 sets of fancy pens I'll never use."
Izuku huffs in amusement, trying to stifle his giggles. Though, that is helpful.
“I’ve only ever given gifts to my mom-” Don’t think about it “-so I’m not great at this either. I guess I’ll figure it out as I look.” Izuku shrugs.
"If it makes you think of them the moment you see it, it's probably the right thing." Overhaul points out. "That's what Boss said it was like at least."
“Yeah. Shouldn’t be too difficult to just look around.” Izuku shrugs. “I’ll find something eventually. They sell just about everything here anyways.”
"Mhm. Let me know if you want to see something so we can stop." Overhaul reminds him.
Izuku nods and keeps an eye out as they walk around. Izuku decides to try and find some sort of area that sells toys first for Eri. He keeps his eyes out for anything interesting for anyone else, but she is his first priority.
It doesn't take long before Izuku finds a cute set of best friend/sibling necklaces that connect with a magnet and a bunny plush one of the booths handmade. The perfect gifts for Eri. As he is leaving a shop with the best selection of plain white shirts with kanji of other clothes and stuff in them, Izuku finds the perfect shirt for Rappa in his size.
Izuku ignores the confused look Overhaul gave him as he purchased the ‘villain suit’ version of the shirts. If Rappa doesn’t like it then that just means the man is a loser and has bad taste!
Izuku is proud of himself, all three of the gifts in a paper shopping bag as they continue wandering.
Overhaul gets the flowers he wants for his Boss and he spends the rest of the market pointing out things that might interest Izuku, quirks of heroes he recognizes out of uniform, and occasionally tapping Izuku's food container to get him to eat a bite or two while he is distracted.
Izuku also ends up getting a couple things for himself and his cell. If he has to wake up to that bland, sterile room one more time he might throw up. Luckily, he’s able to find a few hero posters and even a sketchbook and markers so he can make his own stuff and pin them to the walls with tape. He can’t help but feel relieved knowing his cell will be slightly more tolerable now.
The hour eventually passes, and Izuku is satisfied. It also wasn’t as awkward or tense as he imagined this would be. Maybe in the beginning, but Izuku eventually managed to relax around the villain.
They are passing some attractions and live bands when they pass one of the permanent features of the prefecture, an ice rink.
Izuku perks up upon seeing it. One of the few memories he has of his father is, surprisingly, learning to ice skate. Even after he left, Izuku continued skating and is actually pretty good! He hasn’t done it in a while, but feeling the radiating cold of the rink brings back so many fond memories.
He doesn’t say anything, but he doesn’t realize he’s staring at the ring as they walk.
Izuku doesn’t realize Overhaul’s notice. The villain raises a brow at Izuku and looks between him and the rink. It's painfully obvious he wants to do it, but he is still too nervous to ask for things. Logically, it’s not like Overhaul would hurt him, he has no reason to and it would be a waste of a perfectly good quirkless analyst.
Overhaul thinks to himself before looking back at Izuku.
"Do you want to stake, Midoriya?" He asks.
Izuku blinks and glances over at Overhaul. “Uhm..” He fidgets nervously. “Kind of?”
"Then why not go over?" Overhaul tilts his head.
“…what about you?” Izuku asks. “Is it a good idea to leave me alone in there?” The rink isn’t crowded but there’s still people in there. How confident is Overhaul that he won’t try to get help???
He’s right, but that’s still rude.
"I don't skate." Overhaul says plainly.
“Why?” Izuku tilts his head back. “It’s easy.”
"I like my ground solid and not slippery." Overhaul deadpans.
“So… you’re worried you’ll fall?” Izuku asks.
"Yes."
“But why?” Izuku frowns. “It’s really easy. I know it seems scary cause of a lack of solid ground, but it’s really fun once you’re on the rink!” Be exclaims, his mind too focused on the chance to have fun to realize he maybe should just go off to have fun instead of tempting fate.
"..." Overhaul sighs, closing his eyes for a moment. Izuku tenses, wondering if he messed up, before the villain looks at Izuku again. "Would skating on the ice really make you happy, Midoriya?"
“…yes?”
"Very well." Overhaul sighs out, walking to rental skates. "Let's get close to your size, I'll adjust them."
Izuku perks up, smiling as he is quick to follow him. He mentally cheers, though tries to not express his excitement too much. “Let’s go!”
Overhaul takes care of talking to the rental worker and waves Izuku to find skates in his size or as close as he can find. Overhaul clearly doesn't want the rental skates, as he holds it with as minimal contact as he can once they find their sizes.
"Let's get these clean and your size." Overhaul grumbles squinting at the skates.
“…do you want me to hold them?” Izuku asks. “If it makes you feel any better, it’s not like anyone’s bare feet were on them.”
"Nothing about wearing the same shoes as someone else will ever feel 'better'." Overhaul huffs as he gives Izuku the skates to hold. "Let's find somewhere to change these."
Izuku nods and looks around. There are benches for people to put on and take off their skates, but most are crowded. Izuku eventually finds a far more empty bench a little ways away.
“Over there.” Izuku tilts his head to the direction of the empty benches, unable to point since his hands are full. Overhaul nods and leads the way, keeping a hand on Izuku's shoulder to keep people from bumping him as they try to clumsily walk in skates to the rink.
It seems Overhaul is finding putting knives on your feet and trying to walk in them with no training to be ridiculous and a health hazard. He glares at a teen that falls and almost hits another with the blade but their skin hardens like a rock to protect themselves. He seems shocked that people do this for fun .
Izuku seems to be feeling the complete opposite that Overhaul is, grinning as he watches people clumsily learn to skate with others who are much more experienced. Families help hold their small children up as they laugh with each other. It brings back fond memories for him.
They get to a clear and relatively private spot to sit and Overhaul sighs as he takes a glove off and puts his hand out for a skate. The sooner these health hazards are clean, the better.
Izuku hands the skates to Overhaul, one by one, and then sets them down once Overhaul uses his quirk on them. He doesn’t mind Overhauls caution, he’s just glad they’re going to do this at all!
The skates feel nicer on Izuku then they would be without the sizing, but it's still not the best. Overhaul's quirk can't make something from nothing, so it can only give enough toe room for short term comfort. Anymore and it risks the structural integrity of the shoes and those are something you don't want to fall apart on you mid skate!
Sadly this is also why they can't just change already existing shoes for Izuku to wear.
Izuku makes sure his skates are on and secure before standing up, practically buzzing with excitement. The difference between roller skating and ice skating is that roller skaters always have wheels on their feet. But with ice skates, once you’re off the ice, it’s basically like normal walking with just a bit more balance needed.
Overhaul, however, does not see it that way and is as graceful as a baby deer learning to walk. His poor life seems to flash before his eyes every time he wobbles dangerously and has to grab something to stay up.
Who knew the best way to defeat the big bad Yakuza Boss was to put him in skates?
“Do you need help?” Izuku asks as he tilts his head.
He stares at Overhaul for a moment, doing everything in his power to not laugh. They haven’t even gotten to the ice yet? He doesn’t remember having this much trouble when he was learning.
" How is this entertainment?" Overhaul huffs, using the rink wall to walk instead of Izuku. He'd probably crush the kid if he fell and he doesn't want to explain how he got hurt to Rappa.
“Falling is funny and watching other people fall while you succeed is even funnier.” Izuku explains with a shrug. “Plus, you’re overthinking it. The ice is the fun part!”
Izuku starts walking to the entrance of the rink, though he goes slower so Overhaul can try and keep up.
"I doubt that part will be any better." Overhaul watches how Izuku walks and does his best to mimic it and still use the wall. It has minimal success but better than before.
“Maybe for you.” Izuku will sadistically enjoy watching Overhaul struggle to stand and skate, as it is the only way to cause his downfall without raising the chances of his own.
Hey, Overhaul still kidnapped him. He’s allowed to be bitter and laugh at his failures.
"Why do you like this anyway? I've never seen you do anything remotely 'sport like' outside training." Overhaul asks.
“No one judges me if I’m bad or going with my family. And I never minded sports-y stuff.” Izuku shrugs as he reaches the entrance of the ring, waiting for Overhaul to get a bit closer. “I’d probably enjoy them more if I was allowed to play them.”
"Quirk status?" Overhaul asks in a huff, reaching the entrance and taking a breath. This was a lot more work than he is used to.
“Yup. It’s the only time I’m surrounded by strangers that don’t know .” Izuku steps out into the ring. He skates a bit away from the entrance so Overhaul can follow, but close enough to catch him if he does end up falling at the first step.
"My Boss would talk of old sports that died off with quirks." Overhaul says, taking a hesitant step on the ice and getting a feel for how slippery it feels under the skates.
"He did? What kinds?" Izuku asks.
"All kinds really. He talked of a beautiful event once where people would dance on the ice." Overhaul furrows his brow as he just tries to just stand on the ice. "Figure skating, I believe it was called."
" Dancing on Ice?" Izuku gasps. "That would be so much fun to watch or do! How could something like that die off?" He skates a little bit around them, doing little spins but not straying too far from Overhaul.
"Quirks." Overhaul huffs. "Pretty much anything considered impressive or beautiful a quirkless person could do was overshadowed quickly. It's what killed the Olympics."
"Oh. Of course." Izuku rolls his eyes.
"Mhm." Overhaul nods, still holding the wall.
"Well, you've got standing while hanging onto the wall down. Maybe now you should try letting go and just standing without it." Izuku suggests, deciding to at least try and help Overhaul.
"..." Overhaul squints at the ice suspiciously and takes a moment to carefully let go of the wall. His hand still hovers over it, he's not crazy enough to completely drop a resource, but he is standing on his own.
"See, you did it! " Izuku snickers. "It's not like the ice is going to break under you. Now, try moving forward."
He skates backwards and ahead of Overhaul next to the wall, ready to catch him if anything. Overhaul probably wouldn't weigh too much. Probably.
Overhaul makes a disgruntled murmur into his mask and holds a hand in front of himself as he tries to go forward. It's mostly shuffling in place as he tries to figure out how to move but he eventually gets moving forward to Izuku.
"There you go, better than nothing! Here, watch." Izuku skates back a little more. "Just do what I did with my feet. Except, y'know, forwards."
"You are so helpful." Overhaul deadpans, it loses some effect given the situation but the energy is there... kind of.
Izuku can’t hold back the amused grin he has. This was the best idea he’s ever had and he’ll face the consequences later.
“Aww c'mon, it’s not that bad!” Izuku giggles. “It’s like walking! Just gently push off of the ice.”
Izuku skates around Overhaul, forwards this time, to go next to him on the side that’s not next to the wall.
“Also, you're bending your legs too much, you're making yourself less stable.” Izuku points out.
"That makes no sense." Overhaul does what he says anyways. "How are you so good at this?"
"My dad taught me when I was like, three. I kept doing it, so it's second nature at this point." Izuku shrugs.
"And you can just remember it after so long?" Overhaul asks.
"Yeah. It's like..." Izuku hums. "Oh! It's like swimming! You learn how to do it so if someone decides to throw you in a pool, you can swim without much conscious effort... I would hope no one would throw another person in an ice rink though."
"I worry if you were thrown in a pool now, people usually learn for fun or to cool off-!"
As he’s speaking, Overhaul feels like he is falling and, unfortunately, Izuku is closer than the wall so he is what Overhaul leans on to stay up. He still tried to not crush him but not falling is more on his mind. Izuku just laughs as he helps keep Overhaul from falling onto the ice. He doubts that would go over well, so he'll try to keep him from actually getting hurt, as funny as it would be. Overhaul isn't as heavy as he worried the man would be, so he doesn't end up falling down as well.
"Oh I was a few times! They stopped when I learned how to not drown." Izuku says as a side thought.
"...I hope you realize how worrying a statement that is." Overhaul says, reluctantly using Izuku to stay up.
"Eh, I've gone through worse." Izuku shrugs. "Now match my movements so you skate instead of me dragging you along. That would likely hurt." He jokingly threatens as he very slightly starts to give the two of them momentum forward.
The best way to teach someone how to skate is being right by their side and even letting them practice while the person who knows how is holding onto and guiding them. Izuku knows this, but he wanted to watch Overhaul struggle and fear the world.
They likely look a little ridiculous, a grown man using a small kid to stay up, but there are other people struggling too so no one points it out. Overhaul's patience might have run out if that happened.
"Fighting is so much easier than this." Overhaul mumbles.
"You can end fights in a matter of seconds , of course it would be easier than skating." Izuku huffs.
"Please, as if I don't also train for long, drawn out fights." Overhaul deadpans. "I'd be a fool to only train for a quick win."
"My point still stands." Izuku deadpans. "You've trained for years, so of course it's easier."
At least fighting is useful. What was he able to do when getting kidnapped? Ice skate to freedom? Maybe if there was ice on the ground, but unfortunately, there was none.
"Angle your feet this way, it's how you turn, and if you don't we'll become one with the wall." Izuku makes them move a bit faster.
"I can actually do that if I wanted to." Overhaul says as he follows instructions. "Gives me armor for fights but feels like sand in all of my joints."
“That’s…” So incredibly cool. Izuku has to remind himself of his place before he starts rambling. But he can’t help that little bit of curiosity. “Can you ‘unfuse’ with what you mix yourself with? That would hurt, I would think..”
"I can." Overhaul nods. "It hurts less than fusing, kind of refreshing really. Like taking off too tight of a coat or socks you wear for too long."
"Cool." Izuku hums. “Can you fuse with living things?”
"Yes, I don't do it often as it is gross." Overhaul shivers and has to hold onto Izuku a bit tighter when it makes him slip a little. "Do you have any idea how many germs are in another person's body? Horrible. Hate doing it."
"Honestly... yeah. That sounds really gross." Izuku isn't even germaphobic, but that really does sound incredibly disgusting. Mixing one person's body, or parts of their body, with another just sounds wrong .
"That's why it's a last resort kind of thing, finish the fight quickly so I can undo it quickly." Overhaul tries to stand on his own and still skate forward.
“Would you rather ice skate for an hour or be fused with another person for an hour?” Izuku asks with an innocent smile that is not at all a suppression of his grin. He stays by Overhaul in case he can’t stay up.
"I would murder so many people if stuck to someone else for an hour ." Overhaul says, stress in his voice. "Are you trying to end a city?"
“No!” Izuku exclaims. He quickly forces himself to not panic and cause the atmosphere to go back to tense. Instead, he relies on his favorite way to survive in the Yakuza. Redirection. “…Maybe a small town though.”
"Got something against small towns?" Overhaul asks. He's doing a little better skating but not anywhere near Izuku's level.
“It has to be a specific small town.” Izuku elaborates. “A small town full of quirkest people? I’d be more tempted to turn a blind eye.” He jokes.
…Mostly jokes.
"It's usually 50/50 if they are more accepting of quirk types or worse than the city." Overhaul huffs, shuffling forward but moving at least.
“Hence my point!” Izuku skates forward, seeing Overhaul no longer struggling to exist on the ice. He skates ahead a bit to do a few spins to let out some energy before making his way back.
Overhaul just watches how easily Izuku skates and his little spins, meanwhile he is still just trying to go forward without falling. He hums and looks around to see who else is skating just fine but most are struggling like him. He doesn't understand where all the grace and balance is coming from for Izuku. He's usually so stiff and uncoordinated in the sparring he does with Rappa and the others.
Izuku never realized the things he does well with are the things that he’s confident in . Because of his years of experience in ice skating, Izuku doesn’t have any fear stepping into the rink. It’s the same with cooking, he was in the kitchen with his mom all the time.
Though, maybe it’s something deeper at the same time.
Izuku didn’t have much confidence in his hero analysis, but while under the assumption that no one would read those books, he still did incredibly well. The praise he had been given by Overhaul seemed to help that.
Training however, is an entirely different story. He’s been training for months at this point, but still has the same mindset. He has questioned why he’s sparring and training since the beginning, and his mood always seems to be worse after despite the energy he’s able to get out. Izuku not seeing the point in it, having not trained for long, and feeling judged when given advice rather than motivated to do better seems to not mix well.
Rappa had brought this up to Overhaul several times when he noticed the lack of motivation. It makes sense they don't know how to motivate a teen when they are all adults that had to learn to fight to survive, they had to adapt with fighting instead of just an insane amount of endurance to see the next day.
Overhaul watches Izuku skate around and look genuinely happy for once around him and realizes they need a new approach to get him motivated. But that is for later, when he is back in the compound and can plan, for now this is a day out for Izuku that he earned.
The boy skates along a little bit ahead before an announcement is made for the current skaters that their time is up and to extend their time at the front desk or hand back their skates. Izuku feels a bit sad that they have to leave already, but doesn’t complain. He’s grateful he even got to do this at all . Izuku looks for the nearest exit and skates back over to Overhaul.
“Do you want to slowly slide over and be the last one out orrrr~ do you want help?” izuku jokingly asks, once again mentally hitting himself for not showing more restraint. It’s hard to be polite and respectful when the big bad Yakuza boss is struggling to stand on a giant ice cube.
"I would like to get off the death cube." Overhaul grumbles, glaring at the people slipping and almost falling once they go from ice to ground again. How people are not getting hurt is a miracle to him.
“People only die when they’re ice skating on lakes.” Izuku explains, getting close enough for Overhaul to grab onto so he can help him out. Izuku’s not rude enough to grab him first. “Hard to tell if the ice is thick enough to not break, so people fall into the cold water.”
"There are blades on these shoes, you're telling me people haven't cut each other with them before?" Overhaul huffs and takes Izuku's arm. "I'll stick with normal shoes, thank you."
“People end up hurting themselves more than other people. Usually the cuts aren’t deadly either, so,” Izuku shrugs as he helps them go quicker towards the exit.
"That child was almost cut earlier." Overhaul points out.
They have to wait for a group to get off the ice first as they block the exit they need so Overhaul leans against the short wall to take his weight off Izuku. He will love to get off the ice and never touch this cursed sport again.
"That's not common." Izuku argues. "I've never seen anyone cut another person in my decade of skating experience. It's usually just twisting an ankle."
"Hmm, I'll have to take your word on this. You're more knowledgeable about it than I am." Overhaul admits.
The exit clears and they are finally able to get back to the ground, now it's just the 20 or so feet to the cubbies with their shoes and shopping bags.
"Ah, solid ground." Izuku smiles happy as he starts walking back to their stuff, forgetting that Overhaul, for some reason, also had issues walking on the stuff that isn't ice.
Overhaul grumbles and huffs at the ground and his skates as he uses the wall as a crutch to get moving from the exit. The rink employees have put down grooved mats to protect the blades from chips on flat ground but it just makes it harder to walk if you miss the groove when you step.
Izuku goes on ahead, assuming Overhaul will catch up eventually , and sits down on the bench next to the cubby of shoes and their shopping bags to be able to take off his skates easier. A couple sits near Izuku to take off their skates too, and the flash of the lady's blue hands makes Izuku glance over.
He takes a second to place why blue skin is familiar but he freezes as he realizes it's Bubble Girl out of uniform! She is the sidekick of Sir Nighteye and one of the top people to avoid for the Yakuza, and she is right there .
Izuku tenses up, his first thought is to go back to Overhaul to tell him to not go over here, when a second thought crosses his mind as he stares at her.
Bubble Girl is one of the few heroes actively on the hunt for the Yakuza. She’d probably recognize Overhaul, it’s not like he did much to disguise himself anyways, and she would probably be very willing to protect a kidnapped kid, especially if it helped them get Overhaul arrested. Overhaul is too far away to notice if he tries subtly signaling to her or asking for help.
He could ask for help. He could go home and see his mom again, the opportunity is sitting right in front of him .
Bubble Girl laughs at something her partner says and her elbow bumps her thermos, it rolls near Izuku's cubby and stops near his red shoes.
Izuku feels a lump appear in his throat, staring at his red shoes with the big, red Q on the sides.
He wants to go home.
He really, really does.
But... Izuku knows that partially at least, Overhaul isn’t lying. He may not be 100% safe in the compound, but he also feels increasingly less safe outside. Anyone would be willing to hurt him because of his quirk status. He’s lucky Rappa and even Overhaul do something when quirkiest comments are made. He should just be grateful he’s with them and not a group that wants to harm him for his status or worse.
When Bubble girl grabs her thermos, Izuku stands up to grab his shoes, quickly tug them on without tying the laces, grabs Overhaul’s shoes and their shopping bags, before rushing back to the villain.
“ Don’t go that way. ” Izuku says quietly once back by Overhaul’s side. “Nighteye sidekick, Bubble Girl, is there out of uniform.”
Overhaul's eyes widen then narrow as he looks to the blue skinned lady. He waves for Izuku to kneel with him to cover him touching his shoes and the skates, they both get destroyed but he reforms the skates on the ground and his shoes on.
"Let's go before they notice." Overhaul taps Izuku's laces with his quirk as well to make them tied before putting his glove back on and standing.
He takes the skates from Izuku so he just has the bags to worry about as they head to the rental place to return them. The workers are fast and soon Overhaul has a hand on the small of Izuku's back to guide him past the crowd and to the hotel parking garage.
Izuku glances back for a moment, wondering if it would have been worth the risk to ask the side-kick for help. He wonders how it could have ended, if he could have been home in time for Christmas to spend with his mom.
He stops looking back when he forces himself to watch where they’re walking instead. He already made the decision, he can’t think about the ‘what if’s’ now.
—
The ride back was quiet and soon they were pulling back into the hidden parking entrance of the compound. The sun is low in the sky from how long they were out but it's still sometime before Eri goes to bed. Rappa is waiting in the parking garage for them and nods to Overhaul when the engine stops and he gets out.
"Welcome back, dinner is just about to be served." Rappa says.
Izuku is mentally tired at this point, but not to the point where he'd like to sleep in a cave, undisturbed for a thousand years. He's getting there though, so he just gives a sleepy wave to Rappa from behind Overhaul.
"Wonderful to hear." Overhaul nods as he takes his flowers from the car's back seat. "I will be down for dinner after I drop these off with my Boss. Izuku is free to go with you."
“Thank you for today, Overhaul-Sama.” Izuku politely bows.
Besides what happened when seeing the hero sidekick, it was nice to be able to go out and even get to do things that he used to. He misses the outside world already, but he’s overjoyed he got the opportunity at all.
"It was my pleasure, Midoriya." Overhaul bows back, not going as low as Izuku did. "Keep up the good work and you can go out more. Have a nice night and holiday."
Overhaul heads off to... wherever he goes to see his Boss, Izuku doesn't really know, and it's just Rappa left.
When Overhaul’s gone, Izuku sighs softly. “…I can’t believe any of that happened.” Izuku says, glancing at Rappa. He can’t believe he went ice skating with Overhaul and then made fun of him multiple times and got away with it!
"Oh?" Rappa tilts his head as he helps take some bags from the car trunk. "Did you run into a hero or something?"
“Kinda, but she didn’t notice us so we walked away. That’s not what I’m surprised about.” Izuku looks down at his feet. “I… convinced him to go ice skating?? And made fun of the fact he was struggling to ice skate for an hour straight?”
How? Did that happen again?
"You did?" Rappa sounds surprised. "Huh, didn't think he'd do anything like that. His main goal was flowers and feeding you... Did it make you happy at least?"
“Yeah.. it was fun.” Izuku slowly nods. Which is not what he ever expected to say when it comes to Overhaul . “Awkward at first, but it got better.”
"That's good." Rappa smiles and ruffles Izuku's hat. "It would've been pretty sad if your reward wasn't fun."
Izuku smiles softly before remembering the bag. “Oh! Speaking of fun, can we go see Eri? I got you both gifts.”
"A gift?" Rappa tilts his head. "You didn't have to get me anything."
“I know.” Izuku shrugs. “But I saw it and thought of you, so I knew I had to give it to you!”
"Oh?” Rappa chuckles. "Well, if it just called out to you I can really stop that. Must be fate."
“Yup! Besides, it’s already bought, so you couldn’t stop me if you wanted to!” Izuku grins.
"Damn, can't fight that logic." Rappa shrugs. "What did you get me?"
Izuku grins and pulls out the shirt from the bag and holds it up so Rappa can read the words. It covers him entirely, so he can’t see the reaction it receives.
Rappa is quiet for a second before laughing loudly and taking the shirt. Izuku can just tell he has a big smile behind his mask as he turns the shirt to hold it to himself.
"It's perfect. I can wear this on laundry day when I don't have a uniform." Rappa laughs again.
"I knew you’d like it!" Izuku brightens and giggles with him. “See, it had your name all over it!!”
"It seems so." Rappa pats Izuku's hat. "Thank you, little Fighter. It's a great gift."
“Good. I’m glad you liked it.” Izuku preens. “Can we go to Eri, or am I needed somewhere? I have gifts for her, too.”
"How about we get some dinner for you two first, she's probably hungry." Rappa says. "She'd be happy to have the food you help make too."
"Right, that works." Izuku nods. “I forgot it was dinner, I’m less hungry than normal.” And not in the normal lack of appetite way.
"Overhaul must have gotten his second goal then." Rappa nods as he leads the way to the cafeteria.
“Second goal?” Izuku tilts his head as he follows.
"Mhm, get you to eat something." Rappa says as they get walking again.
“ …he tricked me… ” Izuku whispers to himself, realizing what Overhaul had done the whole time.
Rappa laughs, seeing Izuku's realization.
“…hmph." Izuku pouts in silence for a moment. "At the end of the day I still won, so it’s fine .”
"Chin up, little fighter." Rappa pats Izuku's back, nearly sending him to the floor from the force of it. "You feel better, yeah? Maybe snacks throughout the day instead of big meals are what you need instead of a smoothie."
"Yeah, maybe." Izuku huffs. “It seems better than when I force myself to eat at least.”
"We can try that for tomorrow, have some things for you to carry and snack on during the holidays." Rappa offers. "Make a little one for the Unicorn too, don't want her to feel left out."
"Okay." Izuku nods. "Not too much though. She needs three healthy meals per day." He's sure he can survive without that, he has so far, but Eri is growing and needs healthy meals more than him.
"It'll be healthy snacks, not like that stuff in America." Rappa makes a bleh face. "Tried it once, far too sweet and artificial."
"I got used to the flavors of American snacks from my dad when he used to send gifts." Izuku says. "They're not my favorite, but it's occasionally a nice treat."
"Their salt and vinegar chips are pretty nice, I guess." Rappa shrugs.
They are near the cafeteria now and can hear people talking and laughing. A lot of them are happy to be going home for the holidays after tomorrow and the excitement is easily heard through the door.
Izuku tries not to think about the excitement of the Yakuza members when he knows the holidays won’t be anything special this year. He feels a bit bitter, but doesn’t say a word about it. He’s at least gotten better at not breaking down into tears at the thought of his mom or old home.
"Loud today, might just take my tray to go again." Rappa says with a shrug. "The cooks will make me into a meal if I get into a fight in the cafeteria again."
“Sorry Rappa, but I’d have to support Nakajima if that happened. I can’t bite at the hand that feeds me.” Izuku 'regretfully' says.
"Damn, betrayed by my own student for food." Rappa shakes his head 'sadly'. "That chef used stray cat methods to gain loyalty, I should have thought of that first!"
“You snooze, you lose.” Izuku shrugs.
"How do I get that level of loyalty though? Stray cat trust is the strongest out there." Rappa sighs and opens the door for them to go in.
"Dunno." Izuku shrugs as he walks in. "Trial and error. Plus, if you figure it out yourself, you can get bragging rights over Nakajima."
"Damn. I'll have to work the Eri angle, befriend the kid and that's my way in." Rappa nods sagely, as if he isn't like an uncle to Eri already.
"Have fun with that, " Izuku huffs in amusement. "Just don't have her fight anyone or something."
"What about teaching her to fight? Eh?" Rappa offers, grabbing a tray and getting in line. "Make her unstoppable."
"...as long as you don't go too far with it, fine." Izuku gives him a suspicious look before getting his own tray. He should at least grab some stuff for himself, even if it's just fruit or something.
"When have I ever taken things 'too far'?" Rappa huffs amused.
"Every time you have the urge to fight someone." Izuku points out.
"Hmm, I plead the 5th." Rappa says smugly.
"Coward." Izuku smiles as they reach the fruit and grabs a few different types, making sure to add a few apple slices to 'accidentally' forget about and give to Eri.
"Them's fighting words." Rappa clicks some tongs at Izuku. He scrunches down a little hearing a voice call from the depths of the kitchen that he 'better not if he knows what's good for him!' Rappa chuckles sheepishly.
“You’re literally proving my point.” Izuku grins.
"I prove nothing, you have no proof." Rappa glances at the kitchen before clicking the tongs at Izuku again and grabbing some chicken with them. How this man is one of the Eight is a mystery.
Izuku doesn’t question it. At the very least, Rappa being how he is makes Izuku just a bit less tense than he would normally be. Rappa helped him relax in such a terrifying situation.
“Mmmhmm, if you're sure.” Izuku giggles.
"Very." Rappa nods and goes back to filling his tray. "Don't forget some cookies for the little Unicorn, the ones you made are out tonight and tomorrow."
"Oh, right!" Izuku perks up and grabs a couple, deciding that he'll at least try to eat one since he made it. Nakajima encourages him to at least try the foods he makes so he knows how to improve.
Soon their trays are loaded up, Izuku's holding less than both, and Rappa is holding the door open for Izuku to head back to Eri and see what she's been up to today.
She was given lessons and worksheets to do whenever Izuku is out so she isn't bored while they are gone, Rappa is the one that prints them out so she can learn to read and write too. She likes to show Izuku how well she is learning when he comes back from giving a hero report or a trip to the labs. It really helps him relax and calm down from what he's had to do.
Izuku always loves listening to Eri ramble on and on about the things she's learned that day and how much she's improving with reading and writing. Compared to how she was when he first arrived, he would say this is an improvement. If nothing else, he's doing something right while being tasked to take care of her
Izuku almost felt what 'dying to cuteness' was like when Eri proudly held up a drawing of her and Izuku with their names in shaky lettering above them. She had such a look of determination and pride in her eyes that she got it right. Rappa even clutched his chest and pretended to die.
Izuku wishes it could be in a different situation, but he’s also so happy to have a little sister like Eri, especially in such a dark and terrifying place. She helps him without even realizing. When he feels at his lowest, knowing that he has to comb Eri’s hair is what ends up getting him out of bed.
(He can't find it to live for himself most days, but for Eri? He'll live for her. For however long it takes to get her out and free, he'll live and endure whatever it takes for her.)
Izuku is dragged out of his thoughts when they arrive at the familiar hallway where Eri’s room is. The guard outside has a little baggy of cookies they're munching on, and Izuku can see some are ones he made. They must have just rotated out guards so the other could have dinner.
Izuku can’t help but feel a bit of pride seeing the cookies. He forgets sometimes that he does normal things outside of his analysis that will affect others. Oddly, seeing people eat the food he makes reminds him of that, but in a good way?
It's like a... clean feeling pride, if that makes sense. It doesn't make him question himself like when Overhaul says he did good or pats his head.
It’s refreshing more than anything. There’s not a lot that doesn’t leave him with that conflicted and confused feeling he’s grown accustomed to. Just cooking and anytime Eri is happy and smiles because of him or something he did for her. It helps remember these moments when he is left confused and conflicted because of Overhaul.
It’s the little things, he supposes. The little things will help keep him sane.
The guard notices them coming and nods to Izuku and Rappa as he unlocks the door for them, they used to check for contraband and things but Izuku has been down enough times without incident they gave up to save time. Now he can just walk in and see Eri light up seeing him. (Not in the literal way, she is very careful about her quirk around him.)
"Izu-nii!" Eri cheers upon seeing him enter the room.
The door closes just as Izuku responds with his just-as-enthusiastic, “Eri!” He places the tray of mostly fruit and the bags of gifts on a shelf and rushes over to Eri to scoop her up in a hug. He hasn’t seen her all day , he deserves hugs and Eri-cuddles.
“How is my little bundle of sunshine doing today?” Izuku asks with a coo.
"Good!" Eri giggles and hugs back. "I made you a gift from my craft book!"
"You did?" Izuku gasps. "I have a gift or two for you too! Do you want to show me yours first?" He places her back down on the ground.
"Yeah! Wait here!"
Eri toddles off to her small crafting table, a reward for Izuku's work, and digs around the many papers and colored pencils until she finds what she is looking for. Izuku waits patiently for Eri to return, picking back up the bag he has where Eri's gifts are for when it's his turn to give them to her.
"One of my books had folding crafts!" Eri says, holding out her cupped hands. "So I made you wishes and us!"
Eri holds her hands out and there are several small paper stars next to two little origami bunnies, one green and one silver. The paper stars are a mix of colors with some glitter glued on. (Seaweed based glitter, Overhaul hates micro plastics that get into the ocean fish from cleaning up the glitter messes.)
" Oh ... oh that's so cute... " Izuku tears up in absolute awe .
"Mhm! The book even said the stars have a story!" Eri says, eyes sparkling. "I couldn't read all the words yet, but I know giving them means luck and love! You can carry them with you when we're apart so you know I love you!"
Izuku is only able to get the folded paper stars and bunnies in the palm of one of his hands before he's crying, his heart aching in his chest. "Thank you, Eri. I'll make sure to carry them wherever I go." Izuku says as he wipes his tears with the hand holding the bag so he doesn't ruin his gift.
Eri smiles and reaches up to help wipe his tears with her little handkerchief one of her plushies came with, it's a bear in a fancy suit that reminds her of her grandpa. Izuku crouches down so Eri can reach better and also to start pulling out the gifts for her.
"Right. Eri, pick a number, one or two?" Izuku asks, sniffing a bit to get the rest of his emotions in check. He can't pick which to give her first, so it's the best decision to make her decide.
"Hmm, 2?" Eri guesses, tilting her head.
Izuku pulls out a palm sized (for Izuku) pink bunny plushie for her, specifically the kind that is packed full of fluffy 'fur'. He's seen how Eri loves to hide her face in her plushies, especially the extra fluffy ones. He has no idea why she does it, sometimes it seems like she just wants to squeeze something, but who is he to question a six year olds weird actions?
Eri gasps happily and gently takes the bunny before nuzzling it, just like Izuku expected her to. She makes happy little sounds before going to hug Izuku.
"Nuh uh, no hugs until your second gift." Izuku giggles. "You ready?"
"Mhm!" Eri nods, hugging the plush bunny close.
"Okay." Izuku smiles then pulls out two identical necklaces with some key differences.
Eri's necklace is a thick pink and red string-like material swirled against each other with a cute half-heart charm in the center with the kanji for 'younger sister' etched into the middle.
Izuku's is green and red, and has the kanji for 'older brother' in his half of the charm. The two connect to each other with small magnets somewhere in the metal.
"They connect!" Eri takes hers with a coo and traces the kanji.
"They do!" Izuku smiles brightly. "They connect because we are connected! You'll always be my little sister, no matter what." He hands Eri's necklace to her.
"Always!" Eri chirps, trying to put it on herself.
"...Eri, you're going to get it stuck in your hair like that." Izuku sighs fondly as he takes the necklace again and puts it on her. He puts his on after hers is clipped.
"Thank you, Izu-nii!" Eri smiles, touching her necklace and hugging her bunny. "Best birthday-Christmas gift ever!"
Izuku pulls the girl into his lap to hug her tight, just glad that today ended up being not nearly as bad as others. He's happier than he has been in a while.
"Izu-nii, can you guess how old I am now?" Eri asks, getting comfortable and snuggling up to him.
Izuku blinks, processing what she said before.
"Uh..."
How old was Eri before?? When did her birthday even pass?!?
"...Five? No- six?" Izuku guesses. She can't be older than six, she’s miniature!
"Six!" Eri smiles. "This was much nicer than my birthday last year cause I got Izu-nii with me!"
“Good thing I got you two gifts, huh?" Izuku smiles somberly but hides that by pointing at the necklace. "A Birthday gift and a Christmas gift.”
It's actually not at all intentional, but that’s okay. He now knows to get Eri two seperate gifts and celebrate properly next year.
"Mhm! Mommy only got me one for both before." Eri frowns. "Grandpa got upset at her a lot for it, said 4 days doesn't mean I can't celebrate both. Grandpa and daddy always got me two but... I never got to see daddy's Christmas gift after my 4th birthday."
Four days! Four days before Christmas is Eri’s birthday Izuku notices first.
He should try to write that down once he goes back to his room.
“You deserve all the gifts! One gift is unfair.” Izuku nuzzles against her hair. “Don’t worry, Izu-nii will get you alllll the gifts next year, too!”
"Really!?" Eri looks up at him, eyes sparkling.
“Really!” Izuku exclaims. “I pinky-promise.” He holds up his hand, his pinky pointed out for Eri.
"Pinky-promise?" Eri holds her hand out too, even though she is confused.
“Pinky-promises are ones you never break.” Izuku explains as he locks their pinky’s together.
"Never?" Eri coos in wonder and curls her pinky to his. "So we'll celebrate no matter what?"
“No matter what.” Izuku swears. “I’ll make sure you have a wonderful birthday.”
"Having Izu-nii there will make it the bestest!" Eri smiles brightly at him.
"And having you here will make my birthday the bestest too." Izuku smiles back, just as bright.
Eri giggles and cuddles up to Izuku happily. The only thing stopping her from cuddling for long is her tummy rumbling for dinner, she forgot Izuku even brought that with him because of the gifts.
"Alright, sunshine. Playtime is over, it's time for dinner." Izuku lifts Eri up a bit so he can stand easier and places her on the bed. He then grabs the food tray for her and hands it to her. "I even got you some of the food I made with Chef Nakajima." He points at the small pile of cookies.
"You made cookies!" Eri chirps. "Thank you nii-san!"
It's very obvious she wants to eat the cookies right away but she is a good kid and knows that's for after the meal. Her not at all subtle glances at the cookies as she eats is amusing to watch, like pretending she doesn't want them will make them any less tempting for a 6 year old. Izuku is watching her with an amused smile, every so often taking bites of the fruit he grabbed for himself, but mostly making sure she doesn't get too tempted and takes a cookie when she thinks he isn't looking.
Eri manages to eat her whole dinner without taking a cookie and even saves her little bottle of milk to enjoy them with. She nearly stacks her dishes and looks up at Izuku with sparkling eyes to show she is done.
“Alright, alright," Izuku huffs in amusement. "You’re free to eat the cookies.”
"Yay!" Eri cheers.
She scoots the cookies closer and happily munches on one, little happy eating sounds coming from her. She doesn't take all the cookies however, she pushes some near Izuku so he can enjoy them too.
Izuku gives in and takes one of the cookies to at least take a few bites. He smiles brightly at the taste. They’re good, and that sense of genuine pride comes back. Eri smiles and cuddles into Izuku's side as they enjoy their treats.
It's not the same as if he was with his mom, but this is a pretty nice Christmas too. Izuku can't imagine not having Eri for the holidays.
—
Izuku spent the next few hours with Eri until Rappa arrived to bring him back to his cell/room. It was a nice day, though he hated that he had to end it in such a way. Being in his cell/room is always the worst, but he at least managed to sleep better that night with his new decorations.
The little paper stars and bunnies are set on Izuku's desk by his notebooks, so they are the first thing he sees when he wakes up and rolls over. It's a cute sight to see after just waking up but... they aren't how Izuku set them up last night.
They were in the center of the desk, on the notebooks. But now the notebooks are off to the side and the bunnies are knocked on their sides. A black case has taken their place.
That wasn't there when Izuku went to sleep. Someone was in his room and he didn't wake up for it .
When he realizes this, Izuku is immediately off his bed and on his feet, though has to take another few moments leaning on his desk to stop himself from passing out after standing up so quickly.
(A recurring problem he has sometimes.)
No one is here now , so it’s not like he can do anything about it, but the thought of any one of the criminals in the compound being in his room while he’s asleep leaves him horribly uncomfortable.
Izuku cautiously takes the case and brings it over to his bed so he can have more room to examine it. There’s nothing special or discernible about it, so without any other option, he opens the case.
The first thing he notices is… green fabric? On top of the fabric is a folded up paper with writing, so Izuku takes that first.
' Dear Midoriya,
I do hope this gift shows how far you've come in your time here. It is time for you to take on a new role as our analyst. Hope you like your new look as Night Rabbit.
Have a good holiday
Overhaul '
At the end of the letter is the insignia of the Shie Hassaikai.
Okay, so the chances of it being Overhaul himself that stopped in his room is higher, which is…. only slightly less uncomfortable. Better than a random Yakuza member.
Izuku bites the inside of his cheek as he frowns at the letter, his chest aching with a new sort of glee. Overhaul is recognizing his efforts, he thinks he’s improved and been helpful from when he first got here! That in it of itself would be enough to bring him to tears, but his confusion stops that.
‘A new role’…? ‘Night Rabbit’?
This letter leaves him with far more questions than answers.
Deciding that he won’t get any answers by staring at the letter, he gingerly places the paper on his bed and instead takes out the folded up fabric.
The first thing he pulls out seems to be a dark green tracksuit top with torn sleeves? It's high quality material and the only design seems to be a black rectangle that wraps around the back at the sides. Under it is a matching set of track pants and a two piece mask with a silver and black metal respirator?
Izuku is only more confused as he puts the tracksuit top against his chest, and yeah, it looks like it would fit him.
This isn’t really answering any of his questions, he’s just more confused. What new expectations has Overhaul attached to this outfit? Or… costume?
Digging in the box eventually finds a paper packet of how to put the outfit on in the right order, written in Overhaul's neat handwriting and the drawing of the whole look also looks hand drawn.
Did Overhaul... personally design this for him?
The rest of the packet seems to be a summary of how the gear works and the contents of a lavender backpack at the bottom of the box with a fur boa like what Overhaul wears. It lists things Izuku normally uses for his analyst work and things to observe things at a distance, like a zoom camera and binoculars.
Izuku's heartbeat speeds up as he looks through everything, then reads the note again.
Izuku’s new role as their analyst.
Distance analyst gear.
Night Rabbit .
What Rappa was saying about his contributions only the day before.
He looks back at the outfit again…
Izuku only realizes how weak his knees feel when he almost collapses to the floor, but is luckily able to climb onto the bed before his legs give out from under him.
He’s so used to feeling . Auntie Mitsuki used to describe him and his mom as being living bundles of emotion. Izuku cries over everything. Happy, sad, angry, confused, scared, no matter what, he'll likely cry if the emotions get too strong. He’s used to getting so angry and frustrated and tired here. He’s used to crying about it in his dreary cell.
But he doesn’t feel like crying- or like he could cry at this moment.
He hopes he’s overthinking this.
But he’s been wrong many times before.
Does Overhaul really trust him enough to say that he's... allowed outside? Probably supervised or something but still, it's outside and he'll get to see hero fights again.
He’ll see them, but for an entirely different reason. It won’t be to fantasize about a fruitless dream of becoming a hero himself.
He will be helping to hurt them by analyzing. He will be helping kill them .
Izuku knew his hero analysis before wasn't being used for good, Overhaul never hid that fact from him and often praised him for when it works for them. But now, seeing the heroes first hand, without a screen to lessen the reality of what he is doing…
Izuku finds himself balling his hands into fists.
He was just starting to get used to this! He finally had a system that was working, a routine he was settling with! But now, he feels like he was just pushed off a cliff.
Why are things always changing on him right when he’s getting comfortable?!
He was doing good , he was working hard to get Eri more privileges like her desk and learning books! All that was earned helping the members with their quirks, not a single thing earned for Eri was ever connected to the hero analysis.
Izuku refused to accept anything for Eri if it was for hero analysis. She doesn't need death tainting it, even if she doesn't know.
Does this suit, these new expectations , mean Izuku can't earn things for her without it taking a hero death?!
His first instinct is to deny. He wants to yell and cry and hide , he wants to scream about how much he doesn’t want to do this! He wants to run away and find his mom and sleep in his room without his conscious weighing in on the few hero deaths he helped cause.
But he’s suddenly conscious of the metal pressing up against his chest, having not taken off the necklace when he had gone to bed.
If it was just him, he could take whatever punishment disobedience gets him but... Eri can't. She is so young and still recovering from life before Izuku arrived here, he doesn't want her to lose her smile again if he refuses. It took weeks just to get her to smile again the first time, and it's such a fragile thing still, so quick to disappear if someone other than him or Rappa comes near her.
Izuku curls up on himself, hiding his face in his knees. He refuses to let her get hurt, and he doesn’t want her privileges taken away either. He wants to be able to give her more , to keep seeing her smile.
He wants to be able to celebrate her birthday properly .
"Mom…” He mumbles, despite knowing she’ll never be able to hear his pleas. “Please forgive me for whatever I cause… I’m so scared. ..”
He doesn’t want to hurt anyone or cause anyone to die, but if it’s to keep Eri happy and healthy, to make things just a bit better for her here, then he’ll do it without a fight. He’ll hate it, he’ll despise it , but he’ll comply.
Eri needs someone to be strong for her, make the hard decisions to ensure her future is more than this place. He wishes it could be someone else. Someone stronger, faster, smarter, better , someone with a quirk that could break her out of here.
But that's... not possible. It’s just Izuku here, not anyone else, it has to be him. He will be that person for her, no matter what it takes. Even if it means being this Night Rabbit persona.
(Maybe if Izuku believes hard enough, he can pretend Rabbit is someone else? It might help the guilt... maybe.)
Izuku glances over at the outfit again, seeing belt pouches on top of the tracksuit pants. He reaches over for his desk and puts one of the paper stars and the silver rabbit into one of the smaller pouches.
For Eri.
Notes:
Alright!! Happy Late/Early holidays everyone! I hope you enjoy whatever you celebrate, and if you don’t celebrate anything, then I hope you have a good day in general! :] Izuku certainly didn’t! - Finally_Free
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Chapter 6: Starting Line // Checkpoint
Notes:
If you didn’t read last week’s chapter, please do!! It’s plot relevant even if it is a holiday special!!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Ten months.
It's hard for Bakugo to believe so much time has passed since Izuku's disappearance. Honestly, a lot has changed despite so little happening.
Firstly, the explosive teen was sent to intensive therapy and pulled out of Aldera Middle school before being transferred to a neighboring school. It was a little out of the way, but he didn't care. He wanted nothing more than to be away from the people that encouraged his behavior on Izuku.
Aldera was closed down and has been under some serious investigation for months now after the detective on Izuku's case read the diary entries. Apparently they even got Nedzu on the case due to how serious it turned out to be, not just for Izuku either, a lot of kids with weaker quirks were also being hurt for years. Which is just another reason why Bakugo had been sent to therapy.
The therapy itself was frustrating, afterall Bakugo was convinced it was only for insane people, which Bakugo certainly wasn't!
Looking back, he really shouldn't have fought that hard to not go to therapy. It's been more than helpful in dealing with his grief, fears, and bias that he hadn't realized came out so often. Of course, it took a few therapists. Not all of them were great, some Bakugo just didn't like, and most didn't support the quirkless. Eventually, he found someone who was much more open.
The therapist he currently sees, and has been seeing for the past eight months, is one of the few therapists that openly advertise they take quirkless clients. Even if it means they get vandalized often.
Fieke Müller was originally from Germany before moving to Japan years ago for her quirkless partner's job. Germany is one of the few countries with a high quirkless population, over 50%, so it was unsurprising to find out that she has no issues with helping Bakugo and his ingrained feelings towards quirkless people.
It was really eye opening to learn how common being quirkless is in other places. It makes a little sense if you think about how small Japan is to other places, but to learn how free and happy they are was... jaring.
His therapist had a few choice words to say about how the quirkless are treated and the red shoes Izuku had to wear. She told a story of how her partner's non-red shoes were all confiscated at customs when they moved here. The piles of shoes taken from other quirkless immigrants just carelessly tossed by a bin with the trash were some photos she had shown Bakugo and drew parallels to a dark part of Germany's history she sees repeated in a bad way.
Bakugo learned a lot about World War II that day and, yeah, it's pretty bad how Japan is doing that to a minority again.
Helping Bakugo isn't an end to quirkless oppression, of course, but it was progress on himself , and he's proud. He hopes he'll be a better friend for when Izuku comes back and a good hero to other quirkless people too.
Therapy aside, Izuku's case is the other thing besides his training that Bakugo worries about the most. The progress the detective has made on Izuku's case is... surprisingly limited for 10 months. At least, maybe to Bakugo it is.
He was hoping Izuku would be found quickly, especially with how it only took a few days for the first death from his notes to occur and the many more after it, but that wasn't the case. As a result, heroes in certain prefectures have been more on edge and usually patrolling in pairs rather than just on their own. It hasn't stopped the killings or hospitalizations, but it's slowed them down.
And still, no sign from Izuku.
The only new thing recently is a guy in a green demonic bunny looking suit called Night Rabbit that is seen shortly before the heroes he stalks in the dead of night are found dead or dying. The detective thinks they're who the Yakuza have sent out to check if Izuku's notes are accurate or not, there is always at least one bird masked member with them.
Night Rabbit would be more of an urban legend or a bad omen if Bakugo didn’t know what he did. A few people even managed to photograph them before they fled, and honestly, they’re terrifying .
The suit is a dark green tracksuit with a black mark on the sides, thigh high leg armor that goes into red shoes with more black armor covering it (the red is quirkless firetruck red), the shoe armor is claw-like and sharp. On his arms are gray to black claw-like gloves and red wraps on his arms that go under the torn sleeves of the track suit.
On his waist is a red belt with pouches to hold things he needs right away and a lavender backpack under a fluffy, dark purple boa, believed to be for his analyst needs. (The detective had told the Bakugo’s and Inko what group they think took Izuku a few months ago, and apparently their leader is the only other member that also wears a feather boa. He thinks it's a way to mark who Rabbit belongs to.)
Rabbit's mask is a silver metal respirator that looks like a demonic smile connected with a black part under his ears to a dark green hood with torn looking rabbit ears. People are divided on if it's a full hood or just a mask with his hair exposed because whenever he is seen and photographed, it's too dark to really tell. Finally, his eyes are so shadowed that all people can see is the villain's glowing eyes. The eyes are often the last warning a hero sees before they are attacked and often killed.
Whoever designed that outfit needs a raise or to be hired for a horror movie, Bakugo would hate to come face to face with them at night... or during the day... or at all really. Avoiding Night Rabbit entirely is probably the best idea, really. He has much bigger things to focus on today, like UA.
Strangely enough, everything that’s been happening has encouraged Bakugo to train more for UA’s entrance exam. Not only did Müller say it was a healthy way to let out his anger and frustration, but also because he wanted to get in for Izuku .
He wondered if this was an excuse for a while before Müller helped him see it was because of how he holds Izuku’s opinion of him to a high standard. Even without noticing it, Izuku's opinions always mattered to Bakugo, even if he didn't realize it till now. Izuku always thought he could be a hero, and Bakugo wants to prove him right. He wants to make him proud.
Which leads to now. Here Bakugo stands, before UA, entrance exams about to start, and his determination to get in at an all time high. He's a little sad to not have Izuku here with him, but he has a little green bunny keychain Auntie Inko gave him that helps.
Auntie Inko said it would help having a physical reminder on him to not give up or get disheartened, so she gave him a metal one that can hold up in a fight and not get lost.
As he takes his steps into the exam, he can hear Izuku’s voice ringing in his ears, encouraging and cheering him on.
'Your quirk is amazing, Kacchan!'
'You’d be such a cool hero, even better than All Might!'
'We can become heroes, together!'
Hopefully, someday, they will fulfill that promise they made as young kids. Maybe someday, Bakugo will see Izuku climbing up that ladder, and he can cheer him on, just as Izuku has done for their whole lives.
The entrance exam starts, and Bakugo sets off.
—
Izuku sits nervously in his cell/room.
Overhaul has been happy with his progress over the months and says he earned a gift .
Rappa says it's a good thing and an honor but not what it will be, so he is no help. He is just incredibly proud of how far Izuku has come since arriving here.
Over the 10 months, Izuku has gone from a weak and scared little kid to a strong fighter and the stealthiest not-member of the Yakuza. Rappa taught him all he knows about fighting and with Overhauls help, he grew at an advanced rate with the healing from when he messed up.
Izuku also hasn’t thought of his life before the Yakuza in quite a while now.
He’ll have moments of missing his mom, like at Christmas, missing when he wasn’t the cause of a hero's death, but really, that’s it. Even then, those moments are few and far between. There’s no use in focusing on the past, on a life that never truly wanted him in it.
Outside of the Yakuza, he was an outsider and statistically would have died in only a few years if he was lucky. In the Yakuza, he’s almost… looked up to? He’s not even an official member, but no one looks at him weirdly for being quirkless, people admire his progress and come to him with quirk questions. It’s... nice.
And of course, there’s Izuku’s favorite part of being there, the one that brightens up his day. His little sister, Eri.
Eri has really come out of her shell over the past months. She is still scared of several Yakuza, mainly Overhaul, but she will greet Rappa and a few others instead of cowering away.
Sometimes, if Izuku does really well on a scouting mission, they can go to the garden outside. Eri loves the garden so Izuku always does his best to make it happen. It gets her outside to see the sky and they can practice her quirk on the dead plants and bugs they sometimes find. It hurts to add to his ever growing pile of hero 'trophies' on the other side of his cell, but it's worth every hero license or uniform part if it means Eri can see the outside world.
Izuku would do anything for that little bundle of sunshine.
He isn’t the same as he was ten months ago though. It’s not surprising, the kidnapping and constantly being surrounded by danger, and eventually personally seeing the heroes that were soon to die, changes a kid. The only thing he made sure to not let change is his kindness, especially for Eri. He won’t let her lose the one person she trusts.
Then… there's Overhaul . Izuku still isn’t sure how to feel about him.
Overhaul doesn't... act like a villain around him. He is proud of Izuku's work, encouraging him in his efforts to be stronger, and keeps ruffling his hair when he does well.
It's so weird after a lifetime of not getting any positive attention or affection like this. It makes it hard to remember who he is in the villain world. Izuku tries to remind himself, he really, really does, but his head feels like it’s buzzing whenever the man, the Yakuza boss, the villain , is proud of him.
Which brings them back to ‘the gift’.
Hopefully it's not like the other 'gifts' from the heroes he gives them notes on, his sad little funeral shrine for them is only getting sadder. It takes up an entire wall and is getting hard to keep the right license with the right uniform part now that he ran out of wall shelf space. Stuff just has to sit on the ground now and he takes careful care of the paper he keeps by 'The Wall' to mark what goes with what. It feels disrespectful to have them on the ground like that, but Izuku is already doing the best he can with this.
Izuku just wants a simple gift, like more shelves , but that's not realistic in this situation. Nothing with such excitement or set up with him waiting in his cell/room would be that simple.
He just wants more furniture or something.
…
Oh kami, they're not going to make him kill someone, are they!? Don't American gangs do that? This is the Yakuza and they are pretty fancy and less barbaric about some things, but the worry is still there!
Izuku doesn't get long to ponder this before there is the familiar heavy knocking of Rappa at his door.
He isn’t sure if he’s glad Rappa is interrupting that train of thought, or if he’s now upset because the anxiety is there at all . Getting those heroes killed, watching them moments before their death, it’s already enough to cause him horrible night terrors. He doesn’t want to imagine what getting his own hands stained would do.
With a heavy heart, Izuku stands up and opens his door.
"Little fighter!" Rappa greets him, happy as always. "Big day today, are you excited?"
“I don’t even know what I’m getting excited for. ” Izuku huffs fondly. He still enjoys Rappa’s company, even if it is ironic that the man who kidnapped him is one of the people he’s closest to.
"Ah, but telling ruins the surprise!" Rappa laughs before giving Izuku a fond look. "It's not bad or anything, no need to worry about that."
To anyone else, that would just be a general statement for a nervous person but Rappa is... weird for a Yakuza. He knows Izuku isn't like them, despite how his notes help them, and he makes sure to subtly tell Izuku if things are going to be rough for him or not.
Izuku appreciates that more than he could ever know.
"Alright, alright," Izuku sighs. "I guess I shouldn't keep you waiting if you're so excited about it." At least having to murder someone is out of the question, but Izuku is still curious as to what's going on.
"That's the spirit!" Rappa smiles wide and waves for Izuku to follow. He explains a few things as they go to a new part of the compound, this section of halls goes up into the main house. Izuku has never been there before.
"Eri can't go to where we are going due to tradition, so we had a wife of one of our members come over to watch her. Good lady, great with kids, and won't let anything happen to her while we're gone." Rappa says.
"Okay..." Izuku trusts Rappa, but most of the other Yakuza members? Not so much. Even if the person watching over Eri isn't a member, he really doesn't trust anyone who is related to the Yakuza in any way, even if just by marriage.
Then again, he's not really one to judge, is he? This wife certainly isn't leading heroes to their death.
"I'm sure you've already guessed, but I'm rushing back as soon as I can." Izuku says.
"Eh, might be more of a hobble." Rappa shrugs but explains nothing about what he just said as they reach a big door.
' That doesn't bode well for what's about to happen, Rappa! ' As much as he wants too, Izuku doesn't vocalize that thought and forces himself to not pout. Instead, he just reluctantly continues to follow Rappa, even as the big doors open.
The inside of the room is very clean and has a more traditional feel to it the rest of the compound doesn't; paper screen doors and dividers, a long table with Overhaul and the other Eight Precepts of Death setting at it, and decorations that remind Izuku of pre-quirk era Yakuza movies and games Rappa gave him because he thought it would be funny.
(They were pretty bad really, but in an entertaining way, and actually taught him how a few things worked and terms the people around him kept using.)
The only thing weird about the room is a tilted chair designed to be sat in backwards, like a dentist chair but you face the wrong way, and a stranger in scrubs by a wheeled tray covered by a cloth.
Overhaul was talking with the Eight Precepts but stopped as soon as Izuku walked in, they all sat up straighter as Rappa showed him where to stand before them and moved to his own seat with the others as he put his mask on.
Izuku can't help but feel like he's being judged and put on trial as he stands before the table. Don't get him wrong, he's met most, if not all of these people at least once before. It's hard not to the longer you stay in the Yakuza.
Realistically, he knows they're not going to kill him. For one, Rappa told him everything will be fine, and he trusts him. But another thing is there would be no need or reason to have everyone gathered like this if that was the plan. Overhaul would just take him apart with his quirk and it would be over.
Izuku isn't the nervous wreck he was ten months ago, but he still doesn't feel comfortable. He's not sure what to make of this.
"Now that the guest of honor has arrived, we can begin." Overhaul says. He placed his hand on a stack of paper in front of him and starts talking. "Izuku Midoriya, I'm sure you are wondering why we have brought you up here."
"Yes, sir." Izuku stiffly nods in response. Begin what ?
"This is a performance review to see if you have earned a place among the Yakuza as an official member." Overhaul explains, patting the paper stack again. "This is all you have done for us, reviewed by myself and the Eight Precepts of Death, and what we will judge."
“Oh.” So he is put on trial!
….
Oh.
He might become a Yakuza soon.
Oh..
He might become a Yakuza today…
It wouldn’t change much, right? It would just be more official, he’d just get a slight few more freedoms. But still, the thought makes him uneasy.
"A less than elegant response, but it can be excused as you don't know all our traditions yet." Overhaul says, slight amusement in his tone before he gets serious again.
"We have each cast a vote and it has been decided that your contributions to us have been above and beyond what was expected. You are, from this point onwards, the official Analyst of the Shie Hassaikai and will be marked as one of us."
There’s a weird mix of regret and pride Izuku feels. He knows this is horrible , that he shouldn’t be happy that helping kill heroes has granted him the title of a Yakuza member, but he can’t help but feel proud that his work and efforts has been recognized and appreciated.
“Thank you all, I will do my best to continue to live up to your expectations.” Even if Izuku doesn’t know the traditions (which he wishes he was informed of beforehand so he could memories his lines!) he manages to force himself to politely bow.
"I'm sure you will, Midoriya." Overhaul nods in acknowledgement.
"Now then, as you can see, we have someone with us." Overhaul waves a hand to the other person not at the table. "This is Ink, his family has handled the tattoos of the Shie Hassaikai for generations, even before quirks arrived."
Ink gives a bow at being addressed. He is in off white scrubs, hair cover, and mask so he looks more like a hospital nurse than a tattoo artist. But, that could just be Overhaul's phobia of germs or a fashion choice.
"His... quirk ," Overhaul continues, making an obvious effort to not call it a curse. "allows him to 'see' the image that most represents a person's true self and recreate it perfectly as a tattoo. Tattoos hold special meaning to us, so you can understand what that means if someone outside our organization sees it."
A tattoo really is the final stepping stone. Tattoos are taboo for a reason, no one would believe Izuku wasn’t here willingly with one. Any life he thought he might have had outside of here (although he hardly thinks about that as of recently) will effectively be stomped out.
The Yakuza will be his new life, his new home.
Looking at Overhaul and thinking about Eri, he knows he has to.
“I understand.” Izuku's expression is determined and confident as he nods.
"Welcome to the Shie Hassaikai, Midoriya. Or as the public already knows and fears you as, Night Rabbit." Overhaul says.
The Eight Precepts of Death give polite claps and nod to acknowledge him. Rappa is the only one to have a sad look in his eyes from behind the mask.
Izuku bows again and mumbles a quiet ‘thank you’.
This is it then.
It’s...
It's fine. He’s protecting Eri this way. Night Rabbit doesn't harm the young, he never harms them and protects the children caught in his work until the true heroes can get them.
Everything will be fine.
Ink waves for Izuku to take off his shirt and sit on the chair with his back to them. They take the cloth off the wheeled tray to show several small jars of tattoo inks, but instead of a tattoo gun there is a normal paintbrush. Must be how their quirk works. It doesn't look like it would hurt, but Rappa's words earlier must have been a warning that it will.
Izuku does as asked, awkwardly taking off his shirt and sitting down on the chair, mentally preparing for any sort of pain that will come with this.
"Considering how much you love learning about quirks, I'll let you know about this one." Overhaul says. "It's called 'Picture Perfect', I already mentioned part of it but not all. The 'seeing' is just a part his family has passed down when the quirk first appeared in their eyes, like how most fire quirks have a fire resistant body in their children even if they don't also have a fire quirk."
As Overhaul talks, Ink is cleaning Izuku's back and setting up his brush, his eyes glow white as his quirk activates.
"His, personal, addition to the quirk is how he can recreate what he sees. With each stroke of the brush, the image is built up one layer of color at a time." Overhaul can see from his seat that the ink is being absorbed into the brush from each jar and disappears into the bristles. Ink nods to Overhaul and moves to start his work.
"A terrible side effect is that it hurts when used on a person." Overhaul says.
Izuku tenses up and hisses in pain when the brush touches his skin, grabbing the chair in his hands tightly. It's surprisingly not the most painful thing he’s ever felt, the labs hold that title, but it sure as hell hurts to have what feels like thousands of needles digging into his skin at once!
Izuku closes his eyes and focuses on breathing to untense so the process will hopefully be easier.
Ink works diligently and paints the first cyan layer, a faint image already forming with each brush stroke.
Izuku manages to calm down from the shock quickly, and with the slight adrenaline rush, the pain is manageable. He feels that familiar proud feeling swell in his chest as he realizes how far he’s come with this sort of thing. Ten months ago, he would be terrified and crying from this. Maybe he should be, but the warm, distracting proud feeling hits him.
That’s common as of recently.
The others have started talking again, it sounds like it's about him and how he will look now. Rappa glances at Izuku every now and then to see how he is doing as the second, magenta, layer goes down.
At some point, Rappa left, not that Izuku really noticed, and the others talk of who Night Rabbit could hunt alone once he recovers. Izuku tries to pay attention to the others, it’s difficult though with the second layer on already tender skin. He hopes there aren’t too many more layers. He could handle it, but still. He soon noticed there were only four jars on the tray so just two more to go, the last layer seems like it will hurt the worst as the detail layer.
The yellow layer going down has a burning sensation added to it now, his body not liking the continued pain but not finding an injury to cause the signals for the pain.
The worst part is the pain mixed with not having a distraction. At least it’s quick, but Izuku wishes he didn’t have to be hyper focused on the aching pain that is probably going to last for days . He complains in his head as he tries to stay physically relaxed.
Ink begins the final layer and has to go slower as details and line art is brought out of the brush. Ink is sweating from the effort it takes to use his quirk this quickly as it usually takes a day or two normally for the client's comfort. But, he doesn't ask for a break, it would be insulting to Izuku and the ceremony if he stopped now.
Overhaul’s eyes can be felt burning into his skin as he watches with Interest and anticipation to see what it will be.
Izuku’s eyes squeeze shut at the last layer. It’s almost over, he has to remind himself that because wow it hurts! Then finally , he feels the brush Ink was using no longer on his skin, and that stinging pain left behind by the brush is all that’s left. He sighs in relief knowing it’s finally finished.
Ink has to lean on his wheeled tray for a second before he stands back up and bows, leaving the room on shaky legs as he is no longer needed. He passes Rappa coming back into the room from wherever he went off to. Overhaul waves to Rappa to check on Izuku and turn his chair to show the new mark.
"Little fighter? You doing alright?" Rappa quietly asks. He kneels by the chair and puts a hand on Izuku's arm to get his attention.
“My back feels like it’s on fire…” Izuku grumbles as he forces himself to sit up, not wanting to seem weak in any way.
"It will for a few days." Rappa says, amused. "Hell of a lot sooner than a normal tattoo with its healing. Ready to show them?"
“Yeah, I’m ready.” Izuku wonders what it looks like. Even if they were taboo, he always thought tattoos were cool.
Rappa takes a photo of it to show it to him as the others see it themselves.
In the very center of the tattoo is a small white rabbit in the middle of a too small golden birdcage, perfectly calm and maybe sleeping on the floor of the cage. There are books leaning on some of the cage bars, one the rabbit is even sleeping on, making the already small space feel more cramped.
Right above the rabbit is a large crow, but on top of the cage rather than inside as well and looking away from the rabbit with golden eyes. Two different types of flowers, japanese cherry blossoms and milkweed flowers, are covering the bars of the cage. The tattoo feels serene to look at.
" Interesting ." Overhaul says. "In any case, You are now marked as one of us. Congratulations, Night Rabbit."
“Thank you, Overhaul-sama.” Izuku turns to smile politely. He quickly but carefully puts his shirt back on.
"Rappa will take you to your new room so you can rest before the rest of your orientation happens tomorrow." Overhaul says. "Yours and Eri's things have already been moved in."
Izuku blinks. A new room? He supposes that makes sense, and at least this time Izuku was told something is happening. He’ll have time to prepare for his orientation.
He says his goodbyes to Overhaul and the other Eight Precepts of Death before following Rappa out.
Rappa waits for the door to close behind them and they get at least a hall away before kneeling to give Izuku a hug, arms low to not touch the tender skin on his back. Izuku hugs him back, letting his stress melt away a small bit.
Izuku off-handedly notices that the lights from the windows are now red from the sun setting, how long was he in that chair for? He'll have to make it up to Eri later.
“ Thanks, Rappa. ” Izuku mumbles, unsure what he’s actually thanking him for. Rappa’s support has gotten him through a lot, and now this too.
"You're welcome, little fighter." Rappa sighs. "You're one of us now, it's going to be easier to care for the little Unicorn, but now you can't leave."
"I know." Izuku says softly. "Though, I didn't have many plans of leaving anyways." His smile doesn't fully reach his eyes. He had no plans of leaving cause after the first few weeks, he knew it was impossible. He thought of everything, but he knew nothing would work. He didn't even risk trying.
"What of Eri?" Rappa asks. "The Yakuza isn't a good place for a little girl."
"Nothing would work right now." Izuku shakes his head.
He takes a deep breath, keeping his mind clear. He hates thinking about Eri and what that poor girl has been through, and what she could go through if he doesn't get her out.
"I'll keep her safe until my last breath. I won't stop until her safety is secured." Izuku swears.
"A good and noble goal." Rappa says. He reluctantly ends the hug and stands back up. "Come on, I set up your new place so I hope you like it."
“If you set it up, I’m sure I will.” Izuku smiles at him before sighing and getting a more serious expression on his face. He was taught how to properly carry himself like a Yakuza, and although he’s not sure he’s doing it correctly, he at least tries.
Rappa leads the way to the part of the compound Overhaul and the other Eight Precepts live in.
"Not everyone lives here, that's way too many people, but the main ones like us do." Rappa explains as they get walking again. "Being our analyst, you have a room closer to Overhaul's to keep you safe in case of a hero raid or attack from rival villains."
“That makes sense. A useful asset being lost would be a detrimental blow to his efforts.” Izuku mumbles. Most Yakuza members are just that, but he especially is since he’s their analyst and what’s been causing this stir in the outside world.
"You're a bit more than that ." Rappa huffs. "Overhaul isn't fond of just anyone . Only you, his Boss, and his friend from childhood, Chronistasis."
"They're friends?" Izuku blinks. “Wait what- Overhaul is fond of me??”
"Yeah?" Rappa snorts. "He's germaphobic . How often does he get into any kind of contact with anyone that isn't you?"
Izuku tries to think of any time Overhaul has had physical contact with anyone. He tends to go out of his way to not touch anyone, and everyone knows not to get too close. And yet… Rappa is right. Maybe Izuku could understand the first few times, he discovered something new and interesting, but the friendly physical contact continued.
“…I didn’t think that much about it to be honest.” Izuku says. “But.. you're right .”
"I tend to be at times, and yet people are surprised at it." Rappa jokes. "Anyways, you are the only person he willingly touches on a daily basis. You almost seem like his son at times."
Immediately too many emotions crash into Izuku from those last few simple words. He first recognizes the anguish, the familiar feeling he gets when another one of his ‘trophies’ gets given to him, when he has to add another to the shrine. Then comes the warmth and joy, just like when Overhaul would pat his head and tell him he did a good job.
“I… don’t know how to feel or respond to that.” Izuku says softly.
"Yeah, that's understandable." Rappa nods, sighing sadly. "It's complicated all around for you."
"Very..." Izuku says as he looks away.
He knows just how messed up this situation is. Forgiving, or more moving past the fact Rappa kidnapped him was easy. The man was just following orders, not like he hasn't been doing the same, and has been a great help for him.
Meanwhile, Overhaul was the one who made the orders. Overhaul was torturing Eri to make quirk destroying bullets, he's making Izuku use what was once a simple hobby out of love and passion to be used to kill. Overhaul took him from his mom. And now he wants to play a dad role to him?
(Izuku ignores the tiny voice in the back of his mind that reminds him no one fills that role anymore, so at least someone wants to now.)
...Well, okay, that was just Rappa's observation , it's not like Overhaul said that, but still! His point stands. The man is a cruel, horrible Yakuza boss, who has no issues hurting an innocent child. His affections and care towards Izuku is inherently tainted.
(Izuku tries to not think about how he perks up whenever Overhaul goes out of his way to talk to him, the gentle head pats, and the safe feeling Izuku can't help but lean into whenever he's near. He won't think about it. He shouldn't .)
Rappa, not knowing of Izuku's internal struggles, keeps talking as he walks.
"Being viewed as a son or heir isn't all bad, Overhaul was that for the last Boss and was very respected. There were a few people against him, as there always will be in life, but he doesn't let anyone be like that for you." Rappa says. "One guy, relatively new, had some quirkest views and called you his 'pet quirkless kid'. He isn't an issue anymore and no one else has had those views."
Izuku hates the warm feeling that’s slowly overtaking the disgust and anger. He doesn’t understand. This level of fondness goes deeper than just wanting him here because he’s quirkless, that much is obvious. Especially seeing his affections grow overtime.
Izuku really just wants to curl up in a ball and hide.
“That’s… really nice to hear.” Izuku mumbles instead. “I’ve never had people defend me like that before…”
"A shame. You're a great kid, kind to a fault and smart, how you were born shouldn't have determined your worth." Rappa sighs, shaking his head.
‘ Overhaul gave him worth. ’
“I really don’t think I fit in here, let alone to be viewed as… as Overhaul's kid.” Izuku frowns. “I’m getting better at ‘acting like a Yakuza’, but… I don’t know. It still feels odd.”
"I think that is a good thing." Rappa points out. "You shouldn't fit in all the way because you didn't choose this life like we did. You just play the role well, be even more filling the role when you get your suit to wear all the time like we do. Well, like the others do, I only wear it when I need to."
Rappa takes off his bird mask and puts it back in his pocket.
“Guess so. I just…" Izuku sighs. "The more I make him proud, the higher the expectations are and the more likely I will be to mess up and he’ll be disappointed. The more I play the part, the more I help him, the more he is proud. I… am so worried I’ll ruin that.” He rambles.
"I don't think anything short of just betraying him to his face will do that." Rappa says.
“Still worried about it.” Izuku pouts.
"You worry about a lot of things." Rappa points out. Rude.
“There’s a lot to worry about!” Izuku argues.
"Mhm." Rappa hums. Again, rude. "One less thing is letting your little Unicorn see the outside. Your new room has windows to the garden, still can't go past the walls there, but the garden is there."
“Oh.” Izuku smiles fondly. “That’s good. She’ll like that I’m sure.”
"You also get solo missions outside now." Rappa adds. "Overhaul says it's fine because you are one of us now. Cops and heroes already know you are as Night Rabbit."
"True." Izuku nods. “And with the tattoo, no one will think I wasn’t there willingly anyways.”
"Sadly, yes." Rappa gives him a sympathetic look. "A normal life is beyond you now, but not Eri ." Rappa says this in his usual hinting way, trying to convey something about his new freedoms.
“Yeah…” Izuku nods sagely. He understands quickly. He’ll be out on his own, no supervision . He can help her… he can do more than just help her mentally.
"But enough about that now, we are at your new room!" Rappa says, opening a door with 'Night Rabbit' in a metal plate and 'little unicorn' on a smaller metal plate under it
Izuku can’t help but smile fondly at the nameplates before focusing on the actual room. It's much bigger than their cells down below and divided in half for both of them. It's like two personalities are put in a room and split down the middle. Even the carpet and wall paint are split.
Izuku's side has notebooks, a nice and advanced computer setup with multiple monitors for research, metal cabinets for his files, a case on the wall where his Night Rabbit suit is on display, a bed by the wall, and a wardrobe with suits and casual clothes seen in the open door. The colors are pretty much black with some green like his Night Rabbit suit.
Eri's side looks like a little kid's dream room . Fluffy bean bag chairs in light colors, plush animals in a pile, her nest was recreated on her new bed and has softer blankets in it, and a wardrobe that has sweaters and other soft clothes for her. No more hospital gowns or thin blankets for her.
“Oh, Eri is going to love this .” Izuku smiles so brightly. He looks over at Rappa. “ I love it! You did wonderfully, Rappa, thank you.”
"Heh, glad you like it so much." Rappa chuckles and starts pointing things out.
"The Night Rabbit suit is going to be your main thing during 'work hours' and you have spare parts in the back of the case. You have suits to look fancy for special events but you still have to wear at least the Rabbit mask and hood. And all the kids' clothes are soft and warm for winter, the hotter season things are in the drawers."
"Perfect." Izuku grins at him. “Can I go drag Eri here now?”
"Yeah, yeah." Rappa huffs and fusses Izuku's hair. "Just put the mask and hood on before you go, gotta dress like us now."
“Hell yeah!” Izuku rushes into the room and quickly puts on the mask and hood. It feels like he’s done this a million times now, he might as well have, and forces himself to relax so he doesn’t excitedly run through the base. He’s not used to dressing like Night Rabbit here.
“Thanks Rappa, appreciate you, see ya.” Izuku begins his power walk walk to go collect Eri.
He passes several Yakuza members that startle at the sight of him and hastily bow. It feels weird to be shown so much respect and it feels wrong to startle everyone he passes. He knows they’ll probably get used to the sight, unlike the general public, but still. He is on par with the Eight Precepts of Death in his rank among them so he gets shown that respect.
'…Oh, this is going to scare Eri, isn’t it? ' Izuku only realizes that as he arrives outside of Eri’s old cell. There is the sound of a soft lady's voice inside talking to Eri, it sounds like she is reading a story book about a princess being saved.
Izuku relaxes a little bit, at least glad Eri isn’t in imminent danger. He’ll double check with her just to be safe though. He knocks on the door to give Eri time to prepare before opening it and stepping inside.
Eri had perked up and was looking at the door, but startles and hides in Izuku's blanket that he gave her for the chilly cell. The babysitter also startles and gives a bow.
Izuku frowns, shutting the door behind him and lifting the hood and mask to no longer cover his face. He bows back to the woman, who stands up and bows again , quietly leaving as this is a private matter now that he is back. He feels a bit bad he didn’t even get a chance to thank her before the door is closed.
He focuses on his little sister instead. "It's alright Eri, It's just me." He says softly.
"Izu-nii?" Eri asks, peeking out. Izuku's expression softens upon seeing Eri again.
"Yeah, it's me, sunshine." Izuku says with a soft smile.
"Izu-nii!" Eri hops up and runs over to hug him, accidentally gripping the back of his shirt over the tattoo. Izuku wraps his arms around Eri on instinct before recoiling in pain.
“Ow-! Careful, Eri!” Izuku carefully guides her to move back a bit so she’ll no longer be irritating the tender skin.
"You're... hurt?" Eri asks, tears appearing in her eyes. "Overhaul...?"
"Deep breath, buttercup. Just like how we practiced." Izuku says to her softly. "Overhaul didn't do this, you don't have to worry. It's a... special mark that I got for going up in rank."
Eri does the breathing exercises Izuku taught her and calms down. Thank goodness for internet access, really. Izuku hadn't even known these breathing techniques until he looked for them for Eri. After testing a few, they found ones that worked.
"There you go! I'm very proud of you." Izuku moves Eri's hair out of her face.
"R-really?" Eri asks.
“I always am.” Izuku smiles.
Eri hugs him again, careful to hold his sides and not his back this time. Izuku hugs her back with a small smile.
“I have something to show you.” Izuku says with a grin.
"You do?" Eri looks up at him. "It wasn't the mark?"
“Nope! I have a feeling you’ll like this one.” Izuku looks towards the door. “I have to put the mask back on while we go. It’s a bit away, so I can carry you if you want.”
"Okay." Eri nods and wraps Izuku's blanket around herself like a cape. Her necklace on and her plush bunny from Izuku in her hands. "Ready."
Izuku lowers his hood and puts the mask back on before picking up Eri and beginning their walk towards their new room. Eri curls into Izuku's hold to avoid looking at anyone they pass. Seeing them bow is a new and strange thing to her and she clearly is wondering what caused it.
Izuku knows he’ll have to tell Eri. If not today, she’ll question it eventually. He just hopes it doesn’t scare her or lose any progress they’ve made.
He doesn’t know what he’d do if Eri feared him.
They arrive at the part of the compound they’re now living in.
“You ready Eri?” Izuku builds up a little bit more anticipation with the question before stopping at their door, opening it and stepping inside so Eri can see it better. She gasps and looks at her side with wide eyes, trying to take it all in at once.
"Is... is this for us ?" She asks quietly.
“It is!” Izuku exclaims, closing the door behind him. “This is our new room. Rappa decorated it for us.”
"Ohhh." Eri wiggles to get down, so Izuku places her on the ground so she can explore. "Why do we get this? Did we do good?"
“Yeah… sort of.” Izuku once again pulls off the mask and sighs as he crouches down to be more at her level, he only tends to do this when a serious talk is happening or Eri needs comforting but not touch like hugs.
Eri blinks and holds the blanket/cape closer.
"Are they giving you more work again?" She asks quietly. "Like when you have to go outside and be sneaky?"
“Sort of.” Izuku says again. “Remember when we first met? How I told you I was an outsider more than one of them?” Izuku asks.
Eri nods.
“I guess Overhaul recognized how much work I was doing and ‘surprised me’ by… making me an official member of the Yakuza.” He tries to be as soft as possible. “I'm now one of them.”
" Oh. .." Eri frowns before stepping forward to hug Izuku again, nuzzling into him. "I... I don't care, you're still nii-san! You won't hurt me."
“I would never hurt you. I'm still me.” Izuku lets out a sigh of relief and smiles as he hugs back. “I just wanted you to make sure you understood. The reason I have to wear the mask is cause I now hold myself on the same level as people like Rappa. It’s the same reason they bow now, out of respect.”
"What about me?" Eri asks. "Do I have a mask?"
“You're too young to be a part of the Yakuza, silly.” Izuku chuckles. If he can help it, she won’t ever have to be even involved with them. “If they respect me, then they respect you, or I’ll beat them up.”
"Nii-san is strong!" Eri gives tiny punches to his arm that do nothing. "Beat up bad guys!"
“That’s right.” Izuku smiles. “I’ll beat up alllll~ the bad guys! All for my little sister right here.” He gives a small boop to her nose.
Eri giggles softly and scrunches her nose up. She gives a tiny sneeze and shivers, still just in a thin hospital gown in early February weather. It doesn’t help that the cells downstairs are chilly.
“Oh!” Izuku gets up. “How could I forget!” He grabs Eri’s hand and leads her over to the wardrobe.
"Hmm?" Eri tilts her head and looks at all the soft and warm things with wide, excited eyes. They look so much better than her gown!
“No more thin hospital gowns.” Izuku smiles at her. “You can have actual clothes. Warm and comfortable clothes.”
"No more gown?" Eri asked, reaching out to gently feel a sweater. "Does... does this mean Overhaul lost interest in me?"
“I think so.” Izuku says softly. “Distracting him worked. He’s focused on newer goals, so at least for now, you're safe.”
"For how long?" Eri frowns and looks up at him. "What do we do when he goes after quirks again?"
“We keep this a secret between us, okay?” Izuku says, before explaining his current plan. “I’m going to be allowed to go outside and do sneaky things alone , that means no one will be watching to see what I do. I’ll search for somebody that can help you away from Overhaul for when he does want to go after quirks again.”
"What about you?" Eri asks. "I don't want to be alone out there..."
“…You won’t.” Izuku lies. He’ll never be allowed back into a normal society, he knows this. “You’ll be safe, and I still need to prepare for all of that anyways, so it won’t happen any time soon.”
"..." Eri looks him in the eyes, almost as if she’s trying to see if he is telling the truth, and nods. "Okay. I trust nii-san, we go together!"
“Yeah.” Izuku hates how good he’s gotten at lying. “Anyways, clothes yeah? Let’s get you settled.”
Eri nods and picks some nice pajamas to change into. She looks around and finds a pull out changing screen but it's too big for her to move. Izuku helps pull out the changing screen for her. The screen covers the entire room to separate the two halfs for privacy despite being a shared room.
As he touches the wall by the screen, Izuku notices a slightly raised point on his part of the wall. Izuku tilts his head curiously and pokes at it. Empty brain sees something interesting, it must touch.
Lucky for him, it's just a hidden door and not, like, a hidden alarm system for emergencies. Instead, it leads to what looks like a walk in closet with shelves? It's pretty dim so he has to feel the walls for the light switch.
Izuku huffs, he absolutely loves secrets but not when he can’t see them! He feels around until he finally finds a switch and the light flickers alive.
The surprise isn't a happy one. It's his cluttered and slightly messy hero shrine wall from his old cell turned into a more organized shrine room .
Rappa must have moved it personally because it's set up in a more proper way. He even printed out pictures of the fallen heroes to put in frames on half of the shelves along with their hero license and the costume part Overhaul took.
The other, less filled, half of the room seems to be for the injured heroes. Just the costume part and a card with the hero's name and an 'alive' status on it.
At the back of the room is a table with small box shelves on the wall where different incense sticks to burn. On the table is a large bowl of ash with some unlit sticks in it already and a lighter by it.
Izuku’s smile falls as he remembers all the lives injured and sacrificed to get him here. He looks over every little thing in the room before quickly lighting a stick and turning back off the light as he is stepping out.
He leans back against the hidden door, thudding his head back against it and closing his eyes. It feels worse to have them neatly arranged like that, he can see the path of death and suffering he caused now. How long until that room runs out of shelf space too? How long can he keep Rabbit and Izuku as different people so Eri doesn't truly see that side of him?
How long until he messes up, and causes Eri to fear him too?
…
He hopes he can find a way to get Eri out. He prays to whatever is there that he can get Eri out before it’s too late.
Notes:
YAHOO Izuku’s apart of the Yakuza! 10 months have past, but he hasn’t lost himself yet. Let’s hope he keeps going in stride :]
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Tumblr (And the drawing of the tattoo, for those who would like a visual): https://www.tumblr.com/costofeverythingaskblog/737975764786544640/in-this-weeks-update-chapter-six-midoriya-gets-a
Spotify Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2J2hOiSbZLTMpTrJNmD2yV?si=bf7pdLHJSS6Oc8aNJZZdEg&pi=u-0bgHMAaQQ8mT
Chapter Text
It's a beautiful day outside, birds are singing, flowers are blooming, and Hawks, #3 pro hero, is way outside his normal patrol zone.
He's not even in the right part of Japan!
He was sent out by the Hero Commission to get the rundown of a new Hero Killer popping up on their radar and is now lost. He knows the Musutafu Police Station with the truth quirk detective is around here somewhere, he just... needs to find it.
So far he has seen a few fans that noticed him, some small time crime he stopped, a green demented looking bunny watching a hero from a roof, a kid that lost a ball in a tree that Hawks returns with a feather-
...wait...
Hawks stops mid-flap to go back to where he just saw the bunny. Said green demented looking bunny is still and unmoving, watching their targeted hero like a- well, hawk, and doing something Hawks can’t quite see from so far away with their hands.
It’s Night Rabbit.
Hawks is... surprised, for several reasons. The Night Rabbit is out in the middle of the day for one, and the other is that he never expected to even run into them so quickly!
He probably should call this in, but with Rabbit's track record of heroes dying shortly after he sees them, that might just be adding to his kill count if they have to wait. Doesn't help that most strong heroes in the area are working at UA or on different patrols right now, so only sidekicks are around.
As Hawks is thinking what to do, the clouds move away from the sun and his shadow gets projected down below where the Rabbit is.
The Rabbit, almost moments after this happens, shifts their hands (closes something?) and pockets whatever they’re holding and turns away from where they were watching. It looks like they’re leaving, having not noticed Hawks' shadow.
The hero squints and closes his wings, allowing him to start to dive down. If he plays this just right, he can grab them and lift them high enough into the air that trying to escape will be useless. Hopefully he doesn't miss or send one, or both of them, into a wall.
(He ignores the tiny animal part of him that thinks of how hawks hunt prey, like rabbits, and his excitement for it. He's not allowed to think like that.)
Lucky for Hawks, Rabbit doesn’t seem to notice him, even as he begins to close in. He’s almost reached the fire escape ladder, still unaware. Hawks narrows his eyes and gets his hands ready to grab Rabbit and swoop back up.
Rabbit seems to notice a second too late. They let out a surprised noise as they’re scooped up and lifted into the air. Their hood (no, it seems like more of a mask) is only staying down thanks to their respirator.
It works as Hawks intended! No crashing into walls or hospital visits for him!
"Hey there!" Hawks calls over the wind as he flies up. "Fancy seeing you here, fly these airways often?"
The villain's confusion wears off quickly as a distorted grumble comes from them. Whether it’s a voice changer or quirk related is hard to tell.
“I’m sure not as often as you.” Rabbit shifts a bit, but doesn’t seem to be trying to escape. Considering they’re going higher and higher into the air, that makes sense.
"Oh true, Rabbits aren't meant for the sky." Hawks laughs as he hovers them high in the air. "Now then, do uh... do you happen to know where the police station is? I'm... lost."
Hawks doesn’t have enough time to react to the sharp look in the villains eyes. “Oh sure I can help, it’s right down here.” In a flash, Rabbit jabs something right into Hawks' stomach, causing a sharp, excruciating pain.
" Gaahhh !?!" Hawks' muscles spasm as the electric shock of what feels like a taser, but worse , courses throughout his body to the tips of his feathers.
Hawks' back arches and his wings struggle to keep them up before going limp and they drop fast. Hawks is disoriented and trying to get his wings working again but everything past breathing is hard. They tumble in the air, the ground approaching rapidly.
They’re both going to die from the impact of slamming into the hard concrete at this rate!
But, somehow, Rabbit still seems calm as they pull another item out of their bag. As they begin to fall past multiple tall buildings, Rabbit grabs onto Hawks' shirt and immediately stabs what looks like a modified mountain climbing hook into the side of the building, gradually slowing their fall until they stop inches above the ground.
Hawks’ body trembles from the adrenaline of falling. He opens his eyes as several feathers scatter on the ground with the debris of the building the hook ends up breaking off.
Seeing his chance, he tries to control the feathers to pin the villain, but they don't react to his call. To his horror, he realizes even his wings are still as limp as his body.
He looks up at Rabbit, completely at his mercy and pathetically easy to kill.
Rabbit's bright, green eyes are staring at him with such a familiar intensity. Hawks recognizes the look from the countless other cruel villains he’s faced, a look of insanity and bloodlust are easy to notice after doing hero work for years.
Rabbit lets go of Hawks, letting the hero fall on his wings while they drop down to their feet. They lean down and rip the visor off of his face.
"H-hey, let's not get hasty here." Hawks laughs nervously. He knows all about the trophies taken from killed heroes; the missing licenses and a part of their costumes. It’s one of the most notable things that connects each kill and attack. This isn't looking good for him, and he still can't move ! What the hell was he hit with?
Yet, there’s something different in the villain's eyes now. Something Hawks can’t quite discern. The villain stares at him for a moment. Then, in the same distorted voice, says, “I’m not going to kill you.”
"W-what?"
Ignoring him, Rabbit stands back up and brings the visor close to his mask. He clicks on a small button that's connected to the coms. “This is Night Rabbit. Your little birdie seems to have fallen down.” They eye the hero with an intense look. “I believe it would be best to collect him before the feral animals eat him alive.”
Hawks can hear the shocked dispatcher in the coms panicking, but he is too busy blinking up at Rabbit to try and listen to that. "Why? Why spare me?"
As if he knew there would be a tracking system in the visor, Rabbit opens up the coms components and rips them out, dropping them on the ground before putting the visors in his lavender bag.
“…” The Rabbit looks away. “The little bunny in my care would be upset with me.”
He doesn’t let Hawks have any time to process his words. He snatches a few feathers, sparing the hero one last look before running off.
"Wh- hey! What do you mean!?" Hawks calls after him, but the villain doesn’t pause. He can only watch as the Rabbit vanishes from sight.
Not long after, sirens can be heard from a patrol car pulling up with some sidekicks running up as well.
“Holy shit- Hawks, can you move!?” A cop asks him. Panicked voices quickly surround him as a few sidekicks split up to try and find Night Rabbit, except two to keep watch in case he decides to come back.
"No, I don't know what he tazed me with." Hawks says, once again trying and failing to move anything. "Even my quirk isn't working, which doesn’t make sense. It’s an emitter type."
Paramedics quickly rush forward and get Hawks onto a stretcher. It’s utter chaos, both before and after he’s brought into the ambulance. It's unsurprising though, considering the number three hero could have been killed and was defeated by Night Rabbit.
Most can't say they’ve survived.
Hawks spends most of his time in the ambulance wondering what to do about his report to the Commission President, when he hears over the ambulance radio that they need units to a rescue simulator at UA. A massive villain attack hit a first year class and two heroes are down in critical condition.
Was Night Rabbit involved? Out in the day time to get the roaming heroes' attention to keep them from helping? Or was it just some sort of coincidence?
It seems odd, but it would make sense, wouldn’t it? Night Rabbit was always with another person until this one time, where he just happened to be attacked and yet left Hawks alive.
Either way, odd.
The doctors are unable to figure out how to get his body moving again, but slowly he starts regaining feeling on his toes and fingers as he’s rushed into a hospital room, so whatever happened seems to be going away on its own. Better than anything permanent.
Hawks just has to sit and wait for it to wear off, giving him plenty of time to think before his hander gets there. He mostly wonders what Rabbit meant by the 'little rabbit' he mentioned. Does he have a kid? Are they in danger and that's why he does this? So many questions that will go unanswered for now, but at least they now know a little more about Night Rabbit than they started with. A potential motive too, even if they don’t fully understand it yet.
He just hopes when this attack gets Rabbit bumped up to a high target villain, his kid can be kept safe in the hunt for them.
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Rabbit is lucky he’s good on his feet. Both in his smarts and literally. It was difficult evading those hero sidekicks, but he managed to get them off his tail, and after making a few more good unexpected turns, he finally headed back to the Yakuza base.
Which is, of course, is a whole prefecture away! Rabbit may be much stronger now, but that still managed to tire him out. He just hopes Overhaul won’t be upset at him for getting caught by Hawks. An upset Boss is exactly what they’d like to avoid .
There could be many reasons Overhaul would be upset. Rabbit technically isn’t supposed to be engaging in any fights or anything yet. He’s gotten chased before, but this was different. Overhaul also could be upset that he kept Hawks alive . Maybe he should have injured him more, roughed him up a bit? Fighting Hawks wasn’t the original goal though, so Rabbit chose to leave instead.
Hopefully that was the right move.
He can’t think for long, since not long after he’s slipping into the compound's hidden entrance. Rabbit expects people to ask how his solo mission went, as a good amount of the lower members are curious about a daytime mission. What he doesn't expect is cheers and clapping when he gets noticed. Several members are congratulating him on being on the news and his big step in the villain world.
He did good then.
Izuku is rightfully embarrassed and, as normal, conflicted, but decides that taking pride in this new jump isn’t so bad. Hawks isn’t dead after all.
He politely thanks those who do congratulate him, still not used to the praise and his work being noticed, but appreciating it nonetheless. A few mention he should go talk to Overhaul about his new fame and what it means for the business as they go back to their jobs. It makes sense really, it would put the Yakuza back on people's minds to be connected to his fight with Hawks.
With that new resolve in mind, and the others' contagious confidence, he goes searching for Overhaul to figure out what to do next.
Izuku concludes that he’s likely in his lab at this time of day so that is the first place he thinks to check. It's in the lower levels where the cells and records are, but hopefully he isn't in the middle of testing something (or someone) with whatever drugs they make and sell.
Izuku never asks what they do past his own experiences, he just doesn't want to know.
He decides to first try and listen in to make sure Overhaul isn’t busy with someone in his experiments, the anxiety of being in the labs making him a bit paranoid. Luckily, there’s no screams of agony or begging, so he decides it’s a safe bet to knock on the door.
"Come in, the lab is safe." Overhaul calls out.
Izuku sighs in relief and enters the room. 'Safe' means just paperwork right now. If there were chemicals out it's 'contained' and if there were any... guests it's 'secure'.
“Good afternoon, Overhaul-sama.” Izuku politely bows.
"Ah, Rabbit, just who I wanted to see. You certainly made your first mission a big one." Overhaul sounds incredibly happy.
Izuku can’t help but perk up at Overhaul's tone. He did good again! Overhaul is still proud of him! “It wasn’t intentional, but I think I did well out there considering it wasn’t planned.” He says sheepishly.
"You did much more than well , Izuku." Overhaul chuckles, clicking on a monitor on the wall to the news. "With this attack, we can put the Yakuza back on the map, and you even overshadowed a lesser villain's attack."
“I guess I did do that, huh..?" Izuku fidgets shyly. "Though the other villain attack is new.” He walks closer to be able to read what’s on the monitor.
"Some group calling themselves the 'League of Villains'-" Overhaul rolls his eyes at the name, "-attacked UA. Normally big news, but the take down and attack of a top 3 hero is more. Especially when you showed you could do it without a filthy quirk."
Izuku immediately tenses up.
…Kacchan is an incredibly strong kid. He had to have gone to UA after his disappearance, right? It’s what he wanted in the first place. Is he okay?
“We’re there any casualties or injuries?” Izuku asks, trying to not sound panicked. He’s luckily getting better at faking.
"Mostly the low level criminals, but two hero teachers are in critical condition." Overhaul says. "Thirteen and some underground hero that is unnamed."
“Oh, good." Izuku visibly relaxes. "That means they protected their students well.”
"Seems so." Overhaul shrugs and reads some documents on the other monitors.
"All Might was there, he seems to be a teacher this year, and fought a monster of some kind. My inside sources at the police say it's genetically made with multiple quirks... What a disgusting creature." Overhaul sneers behind his mask.
“…but it makes sense." Izuku frowns, thinking aloud.. "Multiple quirks can easily overpower one quirk, especially depending on what those powers are. And if All Might was there, if it's possible to know if he was there, then sending a creature with multiple quirks to attack could have been a good attempt at killing him.”
"Yes, an abomination to kill one man, certainly how you use all your resources." Overhaul huffs in amusement. "Hmm, it's the opposite of my last project..."
“Some villains have vendettas against specific heroes or subtypes. It’s not too surprising someone would want to kill the ‘symbol of peace’.” Izuku fidgets more with his gloves, silently begging for Overhaul to stop thinking about that project!
"Bit ambitious of an idea for such a small group." Overhaul sighs, closing the news. "But, not our problem. We'll keep an eye on them and their pet abominations. But we have other things to do. Mainly a celebration for you, Izuku."
Izuku’s eyes widened a bit for two main reasons. Number one, “A celebration?” And number two…
How did he just realize this? Overhaul did it earlier too.
Overhaul used his first name .
Izuku hates, yet loves, the way he feels from noticing that.
"Yes, you reached a new villain ranking." Overhaul clicks to a new news link. ' Hero Killer and Stalker, Night Rabbit now 'B' ranked villain after his successful attack on Number 3 pro hero, Hawks. '
“Wh- B?! ” Izuku blinks. “I thought- but wasn’t I just ranked D?? How did I skip a whole letter!?”
"You took down a top three, Izuku, without a quirk and so effortlessly. They even think you sparing him was just a threat to all other heroes that no one is safe." Overhaul chuckles. "Heroes all over Japan are afraid now.”
“I…” Izuku hesitates.
"Hm?" Overhaul hums.
“I shouldn’t get cocky.” Izuku says softly. “A downside from this is heroes are going to be even more on guard compared to before. I can get around it once I know what defenses these heroes choose to use. But… for now...”
Izuku shouldn’t be proud.
He really shouldn’t.
…
“I feel… proud of my accomplishments. Of how far I’ve come.” Izuku quietly admits. He shouldn’t admit it. Saying that out loud isn’t good, feeling that at all isn’t good. He doesn’t want to fall down the slippery slope of enjoying villainy.
But dammit, he wants to feel proud of accomplishing a big task for once in his life.
"And you should." Overhaul says, contradicting what Izuku's own thoughts say. "You've done something no one has ever done before with little planning and by pure skill and training alone. You didn't need a quirk to do something amazing , Izuku. You never did."
Izuku is so glad his face and expression is still covered by his hood and mask. He has to squeeze his eyes shut to stop himself from tearing up.
There’s the blood of heroes on his hands.
But right now, he doesn’t care as much as usual.
“Japan will know that someday.” Izuku says softly. His tone certainly isn’t as bitter or vindictive as other villains. It’s more that now, he’s finally seeing what Overhaul has been telling him the past ten months. (maybe longer, he stopped really keeping track.) He’s finally seeing hope and confidence .
His voice is full of nothing but conviction .
“Everyone will know that a lack of a quirk doesn’t mean anything. Not for me, or anyone else.” Izuku swears, opening his eyes again as if to show his confidence through them.
"That's right." Overhaul nods, moving to Izuku's side to pet over the hood because he can't reach his hair. "You are not held down by a curse, you are free to change the world to acknowledge how much stronger that makes you. And you already are. Be proud of what you've done, Izuku."
Izuku looks at Overhaul with an amount of adoration he didn’t even know he could hold. He sighs in content, his brain feeling like it’s buzzing in his head.
"I know I am." Overhaul says as he chuckles in a way that feels so fond .
“I’ll be proud.” Izuku mumbles. “You’ve helped me grow so much… I may have gotten stronger, but I still have you to thank for that.”
"I am happy to help you grow, Izuku. It's what a good... leader does." Overhaul nods. It briefly seemed like he was going to say something else for a moment but went with leader. What would he have said?
Izuku decides that questioning it when it’s hard to think is a bad idea. He’s just happy to have Overhaul support him so much.
"Come on," Overhaul pets the hood one last time before going to the door. "Rappa got a cake as soon as he heard you're a high rank villain now, Tabe has been trying to eat it for half an hour."
"Oh no," Izuku giggles and quickly follows after him. “Well I can’t leave those two waiting.”
He is going to allow himself to feel proud of his accomplishments. Whether this is the first step into losing who he is for villainy, or just... a thing now he doesn’t really know.
Either way, he's going to spend time with people that are proud of him and how far he has grown.
He hopes Eri likes the type of cake Rappa brought.
Notes:
Funfact! I’ve been drawing more art for this fic in the form of ‘Promotional Posters’ on our tumblr. I love making vague art related to this fanfic it really makes me happy :)
Oh and yeah Izuku is becoming a prominent figure in the world of villains now….
Uh ohhhhh~!
- Finally Free
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Chapter 8: I Loved You So Obediently…
Notes:
Welcome to Part One of the UA sports festival! Since Izuku isn’t involved in any of the action, these chapters are going to be focused on Izuku and Overhaul’s relationship and dynamic. It’s been over 10 months, after all. How have things changed…?
TW: Mentions of cannon Suicide Baiting (just what Bakugo said to Izuku the first episode of MHA is mentioned and touched upon slightly.)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku doesn’t go out everyday. The past few days, he has spent his time researching heroes and trying to figure out what defense tactics they are going to start setting up. He needs to prepare for any new difficulties. That’s the plan for today, research and take care of Eri.
It seems the universe doesn't care for his plans as the sound of his door being knocked on breaks him from his thoughts.
Now, visitors are pretty common with Rappa and sometimes Tabe, but this doesn't sound like either of their ways of knocking. Izuku looks to the other side of the room, where Eri is still sleeping. She hasn’t stirred, deep in her rest and trusting Izuku to keep her safe, so he goes over and opens the door to see who is disturbing him today.
At first, it looks like one of the many residents of the compound in a black medical face mask and casual clothing, but the gold eyes and firmly in place white gloves that only one person has clues Izuku into who this is.
"Uh..." Izuku tilts his head, squinting as he stares at his boss. “Overhaul-sama?”
"Hello, Izuku." Overhaul nods in greeting. "I hope I'm not interrupting you with something."
“Oh no, I’m not busy! I was just hero researching.” Izuku says quickly. “I’m just… surprised you're not wearing your normal mask.” Well, normal for him, anyways.
"I can't exactly walk around in public like that in the spring." Overhauls chuckles. "I'm going out today and I'm going to take you with me."
“Oh!" Izuku perks up, surprised, but quickly recognizes the smile that threatens to appear. "But… who would watch over Eri?” Normally missions are planned ahead of time so Eri always has a babysitter ready for that day.
"Rappa was more than willing to do it." Overhaul waves away Izuku's worry. "Fairly certain he wants to teach her to punch things, not really sure."
“Well, as long as he isn’t planning on having her fight someone.” Izuku shrugs. He trusts Rappa the most to look after Eri, so he feels comfortable with this. “I can be ready in ten.”
That’s more than enough time to throw on casual clothes and warn Eri he’ll be out.
"I will be at the garage, we need the car for where we're going." Overhaul says. "Dress comfortably but cover your hair."
“Got it!” Izuku is curious as to where they’re going at all, but decides he can ask later.
Once Overhaul walks away, Izuku closes the door and goes to the sleeping Eri and gently shakes her awake.
"Merrp?" Eri makes a sleepy little sound and blinks at him.
“Good morning, sunshine.” Izuku says softly.
"Zu-nii?" Eri yawns, sitting up to rub her eyes. "What's going on?"
Izuku smiled sadly. “I’m gonna have to head out soon.”
"You didn't say you had a mission today..." Eri sleepily pouts.
“It doesn’t seem like one at all, actually, but I didn’t know I would be leaving either. Overhaul is taking me outside today.” Izuku shrugs. “I wanted to warn you before I left.”
"Oh... where do I go?" Eri tilts her head.
"You get to spend time with the third coolest person ever, Rappa." Izuku smiles.
"Uncle Rappa?" Eri asks excitedly, sitting up more properly, only to tilt her head again. "Wait, third coolest? Who else is there?"
With Eri now awake, Izuku stands up to pick out his outfit. “There’s a ton of cool people I know. But, Rappa is third coolest, I’m second coolest of course.” Izuku smiles. “You're clearly first coolest.”
"I am?" Eri gasps in surprise.
“You are!” Izuku finds the cute beanie that makes cat ears from the last time he went out with Overhaul and takes that to be able to cover his hair. You can’t blame him, it’s a cute hat. “You're the coolest little sister ever.”
"But I'm your only sister!" Eri giggles.
"But there are so many little sisters in all of the world." Izuku goes to grab the privacy screen and drag it out so he can get changed. "And out of all of them, you're the coolest. That's a pretty impressive title."
"Then you're the coolest brother!" Eri nods firmly.
Can't fight the logic.
"I guess that's only fair." Izuku huffs in amusement. He puts the screen back where it was once he's done.
"What do you think?" Izuku asks Eri. His outfit is simple, just a red turtleneck, black jeans, with fingerless gloves and black combat boots for the aesthetic. Covering his bright green hair is the red beanie with a yellow stripe at the bottom and inside.
"You're not very green now!" Eri gasps. "Your whole thing is green!"
"I know," Izuku sighs in dramatic teenager, taking off the hat again to enjoy his green hair while he still can. “but if I’m going to be walking as a civilian, I can’t risk being noticed or standing out in any way.”
"Does looking, um, punk not stand out?" Eri asks, using a word Rappa, for some horrible reason, taught her.
“This is not punk.” Izuku pouts. “It’s red and boots.”
"Uncle Rappa said red and black is... spiky? Sharp? And very punk." Eri nods.
“I’m not even wearing that much sharp!” Izuku counters.
"Hmm... that sounds like something someone with sharp would say!" Eri returns with unquestionable child logic.
“…” Izuku huffs. “I’m leaving now, tell Rappa I’m gonna fist fight him.” He says with a playful grin, walking towards the door.
"He will be so excited!" Eri smiles as she gets something comfy to wear too.
The teen huffs in amusement. “I’ll be back in a few hours, bye Eri.”
He steps out of his room and now, remembering why he got ready in the first place, speed-walks his way towards the garage. He hasn’t walked around the Compound without his Night Rabbit outfit in a while, it feels odd.
When he gets there, Overhaul is waiting by a normal looking black car and typing in his phone. If he didn't know he was the head of the Yakuza, he'd look like every college kid ever.
Izuku doesn't laugh about it, not at all.
…Okay maybe he does a little giggle while Overhauls not looking, but he doesn't know that and doesn’t need to know. He walks over to him once he's sure he won’t break into a fit of giggles.
"I'm ready!" Izuku chirps.
"I see." Overhaul nods and puts his phone away. "By the way, outside the compound I go by Kai Chisaki. It wouldn't be wise to call me Overhaul where we're going."
Izuku is now even more curious about where they're going. Not to mention this is also the first time he's actually heard Overhaul's real name!
"Kai Chisaki..” It feels weird to know and say the man’s name so casually. There's a gross feeling he forces himself to ignore, but following is a sense of accomplishment, like he’s earned the right to call Chisaki by his name. “Right, I can do that." He mumbles.
"Can I ask where we're going?" He asks.
"A surprise for doing so well for the compound." Overhau- Chisaki says. "Get in, we'll be late if we don't go now. It's a bit of a drive."
Worrying, but also the celebration they had over his villain ranking wasn’t too bad. Christmas was nice too, so hopefully this is a good surprise like the other ones.
Izuku quickly gets into the car, impatiently curious about where they’re going. He loves surprises, but if he doesn’t know soon he might explode.
Chisaki gets the car started and pulls out the hidden garage. He clicks on the radio so it's thankfully not quiet this time.
As he listens, the news soon changes subjects and instead begins talking about the UA sports festival later that day.
Izuku frowns slightly, but doesn’t say a thing as he listens carefully to the radio. He knows he probably could keep up with the events happening in UA if he wanted to, but decided holding onto a dead dream is pointless. It’s not like he could go to the school's more public events anyways. He didn’t even realize today would be this year's sports festival.
It’s peculiar to remember life outside the compound is continuing normally, but also comforting.
Chisaki, strangely enough, doesn't comment on the big and flashy show of quirks later today. Normally this would be the very thing he is against. That’s… odd. Really odd. Overhaul is very vocal about his dislike of quirks and people making a spectacle with them, and although he’s gentler about it when with Izuku, that also doesn’t stop him. There’s no way he’d know UA is a sensitive spot for Izuku either.
The whole drive, not a word about quirks or curses is said. Chisaki talks a few times about traffic and having to go around a villain fight that was in the way, but that's about it. It's almost distracting enough to miss when they get into a different prefecture, one Izuku knows from living in it.
When Izuku notices, he only gets more confused. He recognizes so many places they pass, landmarks he took for granted, but he doesn’t have enough time to appreciate any of it as his mind runs wild. He knows Chisaki won’t tell him where they’re going since he’s already asked once, but dammit he’s confused!
The confusion only grows when they enter a busy street and a hero directs them to a parking garage, the rest of the street is blocked off for pedestrians and food stalls. It looks like the road to UA's festival stadium…
No, scratch that, this is UA’s festival stadium!
“Are… are we at the Sports Festival…?” Izuku asks, not looking at Chisaki and trying to not let any emotion slip into his voice. Despite himself, he sounds so quietly hopeful.
"We are." Chisaki nods, getting out two small slips of paper and a notebook from the middle glovebox to hand Izuku. "Rappa said it would be a good reward and you can observe quirks more openly."
Izuku’s eyes sparkle as he takes the papers and the notebook. So many questions are running though his head, but instead of even trying to vocalize them, he can only smile brightly. He finds his heart rushing with so many emotions, All he knows is he has an overwhelming urge to hug his boss and is now even more impatient.
Chisaki squints, muttering out a "so bright..", before ruffling Izuku's hair.
"Come on, we have to get to our seats and get some snacks. The events start in half an hour."
“There’s no time to waste!” Izuku quickly fixes the beanie to cover most of his hair before hopping out of the parked car and rushing to the other side so he can walk with Chisaki, who is chuckling as he gets out of the car, locking it with a beep.
"Try not to run off, there are a lot of people here and I'd rather not have to ask a hero for help. The chances I can be civil to one are low enough as is." Chisaki says.
Izuku doesn't pout, he's a scary villain next to another scary villain, why would he be pouting?
"Well don't be slow and maybe I won't go ahead of you." He playfully grumbles.
"Oh really." Chisaki raises a brow and crosses his arms. "I could always use a bunny style kids leash Rappa gave me as a joke for today. It's in the trunk."
"Wh- I swear to Kami I'm going to kill Rappa." Why is he always the root of Izuku's problems? That man has a lot of nerve setting him up for failure like this. " Fine, I won't run off."
"Please don't make your first kill my henchmen." Chisaki sighs, it could almost sound fond. "In any case, let's go."
Izuku bleps at him to hide the fact he's overanalyzing everything Chisaki says and does around him now. He decides to focus on the Sports Festival instead of thinking and walks with Chisaki to the stadium.
The crowd is pretty big by the time they get near the stadium, Chisaki keeps moving closer to Izuku to avoid touching anyone and looks to be glaring at everyone around them, getting stressed from the sheer number of people around them. His hands keep twitching to the gloves like he wants to take them off to get rid of the people and germs around them.
Izuku frowns when he notices his discomfort, but not knowing what to do to help.
Well- kind of. He has an idea, but he's unsure if it would help or just make things worse. Then again, he doesn't want Chisaki so uncomfortable the whole time they try to get in.
Hesitantly, Izuku grabs Chisaki's hand with a firm, hopefully comforting squeeze.
Chisaki startles and looks down, but relaxes seeing it's just Izuku. He sighs and squeezes back as they keep avoiding people, the man more relaxed. Thankfully, it’s not long before they get their tickets looked at, go through a bag check, and metal detectors, and then are finally let in. Izuku decides to not grab any snacks to eat during the event, which earns himself a glare from Chisaki. He has to promise to eat more during lunch to get the glare off of him.
They eventually find the high seats Chisaki picked. There’s surprisingly not a lot of people in the high section and there is even a walkway if they get tired of sitting. Izuku couldn’t possibly look happier once they’re seated. Really, he isn’t sure he’s been this happy in years , let alone since he’s been with the Yakuza.
“…I forgot to thank you before.” Izuku says suddenly. “I know this sort of thing is really out of your comfort zone, so, thank you for taking me here.”
"I wouldn't trust just anyone to take you here." Chisaki huffs. "Rappa might try to start a fight because it's a competition and Tabe shouldn't be around so many food stalls."
Chisaki is taking a wet wipe to his chair and still places a paper sheet you see in a doctors office over it before he finally sits. How he brought that in without Izuku noticing is a mystery. It gets them some odd looks but not for very long, some people are just weird in the age of quirks.
“Probably!" Izuku chuckles. "But you still didn’t have to, so I’m happy.” He shrugs. He looks down at the empty notebook Chisaki gave him and smiles more. He feels so warm.
Izuku is suddenly handed a pocket sized, folding set of opera binoculars from Overhaul’s jacket pocket.
"Here. You can hold it by the stick or turn it into something like glasses to see better." Chisaki says.
“Oh you're the best .” If this boy could sparkle from happiness, he would be. He takes the binoculars with a huge grin.
"I would hope so." Chisaki chuckles.
For a bit, Izuku is busying himself by messing with the binoculars and seeing how far he can see with them until he notices Chisaki reading a pamphlet that was being handed out on their way up.
“What’s it say on there?” Izuku asks as he leans over to read it. He’s never been to one of these in person, so it’s an exciting new experience.
"The year, names, and quirk names of students." Chisaki reads. "They really just do not care if a villain could be reading this, do they?"
“Nope.” Izuku shrugs. “UA prides itself in the safety of their students, but they also brag about it in a way? Though, after that attack, you’d think they’d have it be a little more confidential?”
"Like not broadcasting their strengths and weaknesses for the world to see?" Chisaki asks in a deadpan.
“Fair point." Izuku sighs. "There’s many reasons this festival isn’t a good idea.” With the amount of stuff related to villains happening these past few months, (The League, Stain sighted in Huso, even himself) you’d think teachers or even the principal would realize this sports festival is a horrible idea.
Izuku looks over at the pamphlet. “But I’m already invested, soooo…” He snatches the paper from Chisaki’s hands.
"You could have grabbed your own." Chisaki huffs and pulls a second pamphlet from his pocket.
“Why would I do that when I could just steal yours?” Izuku giggles and begins reading.
"I teach you crime to use on others, not on me. This is a betrayal." Chisaki baps him in the head with the pamphlet. "Death be upon you."
“Murder-crime against a child, very rude." Izuku huffs. "I’ll fight you as a ghost, then I'll beat you for sure.”
"You can't even beat me now, why would a ghost change that?" Chisaki asks, still reading.
“Ghosts are incorporeal.” Izuku shrugs. “Everybody knows that.” Oh, he found the names of the participants! There are so many, but they’re broken down by class at least.
"Wouldn't that mean the ghost can't touch me either?" Chisaki asks.
“Nuh uh.” Izuku says back. “Rules of the playground says that you can’t hurt me but I can hurt you. I don’t make the rules, I just enforce them.”
Izuku smiles fondly at that inside joke that only he and one other person would fully understand. At least, fully understand the meaning it holds for him . He wonders if he’s watching this competition somewhere here too.
Then he reads ‘Katsuki Bakugo’ under the Class 1-A section and realizes that might have been a dumb question.
His smile falls, and after a moment, he closes the pamphlet to not think about him .
"Rules of th- kids are weird." Chisaki sighs and shakes his head. "When I was your age, I was already fighting people twice my size and doing crime. Wait... you're already doing that too. I just didn't have a childhood it seems."
“Yeah, that’s kinda sad. There are so many unwritten playground rules you don’t know about.” Izuku sighs dramatically. “I’m not teaching you them, by the way. You're too old.”
"Wait..." Chisaki squints at Izuku. "How old do you think I am?"
“I dunno like… 30?”
"30!?" Chisaki blinks and puts a hand to his chest. "Usually when people guess they go a little younger, what that your younger guess!?"
“Yeah?” Izuku’s shrugs. “What are you like- 40?”
"40!?"
“Too low?”
"I'm 27!"
Izuku stays silent for a moment. “So you are old.”
"What!?"
“Don’t deny it, you're an old man. It’s time to bring you to the retirement home.”
"I'm going to turn your hair blond."
“Wh- no!” Izuku whines, tugging his beanie down. “I’ll get made fun of, green is my whole thing!”
"Admit I'm not old."
“…do I have to? Can I offer up anything else?”
"...the fact you won't is suspicious."
Izuku frowns and tugs out a green tuft of hair to stare at before dramatically sighing and stuffing it back in his hat. “Fine. You're not old.”
"That's what I thought." Chisaki nods smugly. "Can't believe you think I'm old."
“I can’t believe you’ve made me agree to things twice in the span of less than half an hour.” Izuku pouts. “And for the record, the only person that I know that isn’t old is Eri. Everyone else is old.”
"You do realize you're going to be our ages soon?" Chisaki asks. "Less than 5 years and you're 20."
“…” Izuku frowns. “Oh ew. I’m gonna be an old man.”
"You should say that to a hero's face." Chisaki huffs amused. "Pretty sure Midnight down there is in her 30s."
“No way!" Izuku giggles. "I’m not in the mood to fight a hero for calling them old, thank you.”
"I think she should just kick you and the heels would stab you." Chisaki squints down at the hero in question as they set up the mic system. How can she walk in those let alone fight? ...and who lets her dress like this around kids?
Although, the hero costume industry has been getting risky with how much they get away with showing on female heroes. A big complaint he gets after a mission from the lower members is how uncomfortable some get fighting the new, and far too young, female heroes and how much they show. (One even sent a formal complaint to the HPSC when he fought one his daughter's age because it made him feel like a pervert.)
“You say that like I would allow myself to be kicked and stabbed with a heel.” Izuku huffs. “Not my fault adults are gross and old.”
"How are we gross?" Chisaki asks, head tilted.
“Just are.” Izuku shrugs. “…I never actually really thought about it? Don’t most kids think adults are gross anyways?”
"I think everyone is gross." Chisaki shrugs. "I think we've established I'm not a good baseline for 'normal'."
“You think every thing is gross, I’d never use you as an example of ‘normalcy’.” Izuku chuckles. He suddenly gets an idea in his head. “I don’t think I’ve seen you willingly touch anyone, not even a handshake.”
He almost adds how it’s funny to see him jump away from touch before the last second deciding that’s a bad idea. Maybe he’s getting a bit too comfortable, he is still a Yakuza boss. His boss, technically.
"I avoid it if I can, it gives me hives." Chisaki sighs. "Gloves are a godsend."
Izuku hesitates. “You didn’t seem to mind when I held your hand though.” He mentions shyly.
Is his curiosity worth giving into, even when it’s probably a bad idea to question him? …Eh, he’s already almost died many times. He’s less likely to die in public anyways. That thought doesn’t stop him from shyly tapping on the book on his lap though.
"Of course not, it's you." Chisaki shrugs. "Why would it bother me?"
“..why wouldn’t it?” Izuku asks. “It’s not like germs magically avoid me?”
"Again, gloves." Chisaki wiggles his fingers to show the gloves he rarely takes off. "And you don't have a curse to worry about, you're pretty clean in general actually."
“..You're confusing.”
"How so?" Chisaki asks
"You..." Izuku’s first thought is of the warmth he feels around him. “You just are . It’s a good confusing- I think? It’s like that rare feeling I get when even after analyzing something over and over, I don’t fully understand it, but can still appreciate it.” He wishes he could understand his own feelings too.
"Hmm, as long as it's a good thing, I don't mind being confusing." Chisaki shrugs, reaching over to pet his head over the hat.
Izuku leans into the pat with a small smile. He likes this. Things are calm, there’s no expectation for him to act as a villain, and he’s safe by Chisaki’s side.
‘…he likes being with Chisaki. He feels safe around him.’ Izuku sighs as he finally allows himself to think that thought without any resistance. Maybe he’ll regret that later, but not now. He’s happy right now.
The stadium seems completely filled up, and soon the announcers booth crackles to life with Present Mic's voice coming out to introduce the students and classes.
Almost instantly, Izuku’s attention is captured by the loud hero as he watches the hero students in awe. One by one, all the UA freshman classes walk out as their classes are introduced. Izuku has the largest smile on his face as he watches each class and hears the commentary.
Chisaki chuckles and relaxes in his seat. He clearly doesn't care for the festival at all, but Izuku does, so it seems like he will at least try to watch. If nothing else he brought a small book to read.
“All of the first years are here now!” Midnight announces. “Time for the player pledge. Representing the students is Katsuki Bakugo from class 1-A!”
Izuku freezes upon hearing that name.
Bakugo goes up to the mic and takes a breath.
"All you extras better do your best out there." Bakugo’s horribly familiar voice grouches out. "I can't crush you all if you hold back. I have something to prove to Deku."
Most of the classes are miffed at being called 'extras', but the students in class 1-A straighten up, as if they know who he means by 'Deku'.
Does... does Bakugo talk about him to the class?
Izuku’s eyes are wide, and tears almost immediately appear. “…Kacchan..?” He mumbles. He’s talking about him, that much is obvious, but…
He really thought Bakugo wouldn’t even think of him after that last call he sent, he thought Bakugo would act as if he never even existed .
‘Something to prove’? What does that even mean?
"Are you alright, Izuku?" Chisaki asks quietly.
Izuku hugs the notebook close to his chest. “Yeah..” He mumbles back, wiping his eyes. “I just… didn’t expect him to think about me since the last day we spoke.”
Midnight is announcing the rule of the preliminaries, but he still isn’t paying much attention.
"Hmm?" Chisaki looks back down at the first years and tilts his head. "Ah yes, Bakugo Katsuki, your main bully from what we saw."
“You knew about him too?” Izuku looks over at Chisaki.
"Hard not to when he was the one yelling out someone's quirk status on live TV." Chisaki shrugs.
“Oh, yeah. I forgot he did that.” Izuku frowns.
Eventually, the teen just sighs. “It’s.. whatever. It doesn’t matter now. I just don’t get why he brought me up or what he means.”
"Who knows, maybe he feels guilty because he is why we knew about you." Chisaki points out.
“Doubt it." Izuku huffs in annoyance, and without thinking, he continues, "If he cared about my safety, he wouldn’t have told me to kill myself.”
"He did what!?" Chisaki hisses out, hands gripping his book tightly.
Immediately Izuku’s heart drops, and he backtracks just as fast. “O-okay that sounds bad- but I mean- he’s always like that! I-I know it sounds like a big deal but it really wasn’t..”
"Izuku..." Chisaki sighs, setting his book down so he can hold Izuku's chin to make him pay attention. "Telling someone to kill themselves isn't normal. Even we don't do that and we're bad guys that actively kill people . It is a big deal because it's wrong and shouldn't have been said to you."
“He was also a kid.” Izuku shrugs, forcing himself to keep looking at Chisaki. “Kids do and say dumb things. It’s over and done with anyways, so I don’t care.” A bad lie, but in order to not care, he has to pretend to, right? Yeah it affected him at the time, but-
“It’s not like I have to deal with him anymore.”
"We are sitting in a stadium with him right now." Chisaki points out. "He's also working to be a hero, people we fight. We're going to run into him again."
“Let me rephrase.” Izuku rolls his eyes, but he’s not actually annoyed. “It’s not like he’ll have an opportunity to bully me like he did before. He’s not sitting right next to me, and I’m stronger now, I could hold my own in a fight against him.”
"True, you also have your smarts and analyst skills. Could probably take him down in your sleep." Chisaki sighs, letting go of Izuku's face to ruffle his hair. It knocks his hat off but no one is paying much attention to their part of the stands. Izuku blushes at the compliments and grabs his hat that fell off to his lap.
Except, someone does notice. One blond student getting ready for the race sees, and is promptly frozen in place until a redhead bumps him to get his attention.
“You tell me to wear the hat and then immediately make it fall off. Rude.” Izuku huffs.
"Pretty sure it was the 80% bush that did it, how are you so fluffy?" Chisaki tilts his head, his eyes amused. He seems happier than he did moments before, as if Izuku not being upset makes him less upset too.
He tries not to think about it too much.
“Exactly the same way I appeared pre-labeled green. ” Izuku grins. “Besides, I like my bush.” He fixes his hair that’s now very messy from the beanie.
"Are you sure you're not some kind of forest spirit? The lower level members gossip about it when you showed up during that storm after a mission, apparently you scared them half to death and they thought you were a vengeful one after them for littering." Chisaki huffs, amused. "They keep the compound grounds cleaner at least."
“Why would I reveal my secrets? If I was a forest spirit, I wouldn’t tell you.” Izuku laughs.
"Damn, that does sound like something a forest spirit would say." Chisaki sighs and looks back at the students. "Your existence will be questioned another day, it seems the race is about to start."
Izuku perks up and focuses back on the competition.
It’s his first time viewing the Sports Festival in person after all!
Notes:
HEY GUYS!!!!
If you guys have any MHA Oc’s that you’d want to see in this fic, shoot us a DM on Tumblr! For how many characters there are in MHA, there’s actually not a lot named at UA, and why are there only like 6 teachers!? How do 6 teachers run the entirety of a prestigious school?!
Oc’s likely won’t have a huge role in the story, mostly just to fill rosters and classes to expand the world of MHA a bit without having to painstakingly create far too many unique OC’s.
So! Send us information on your OC’s on Tumblr if you’re interested. Info on their quirk, personality, and either general physical description or a drawing/visual of what they look like. (students, teachers/heroes, villains, whatever! Any and all are welcome.) I can’t promise everyone’s oc’s will be put in depending on what’s needed but we’ll sure as hell try!
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Oh man, Part 1 of 3 about the Sports Festival! This chapter and the next was originally 1 whole chapter, but it ended up being way too long, almost as long as the Christmas Chapter tbh… so it was split into two.
I hope you’re all ready for what’s to come :) Honestly this section was so fun to write so I hope it’s just as fun to read. - Finally_Free
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Chapter 9: …You Thought It Was My Nature…
Notes:
2/3 when it comes to the sports festival! Almost done with this part, and oh boy this chapter is so many godforsaken words. It went from 8k to almost 10k during editing, idk how we did it but yeah. Maybe we could have broken up the chapters more evenly, but I didn’t realize just how many words we had. Oh well, extra long chapter for you guys!
Also, same announcement as last chapter with the oc stuff. I realize before I didn't specify the oc thing is open indefinitely so you can send them in whenever :] - Finally_Free
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Chapter Text
It only takes moments for when Izuku pays attention again for the race to start. Some students have strong starts using their quirks, others stay in the middle or fall behind. Bakugo's quirk is loud and flashy, but the screens showing the race are quieter so Izuku doesn't react past a flinch at the start. He does get a good start though, flying ahead of most of the other students,
Chisaki doesn't say much about the race or the students, but he does have a lot to say about UA's budget when he sees the giant robots and the minefield. He goes on a tiny rant about flaunting money and reckless use of resources before he gets mad enough to stop watching and read his book in a huff. Izuku just light-heartedly pats his shoulder.
Down on the race track, Bakugo seems to be mostly in the lead but he keeps helping a few of his classmates and having to get it back again. He even loses a big chunk of time helping a blond boy with a shiny belt at 'The Fall' when his lazer quirk gives out halfway across. The kid would have gotten hurt if he hadn’t stopped to help. Bakugo is still clearly yelling at the people he helps, it's kind of his default setting, but his classmates seem to just... laugh it off?
Izuku feels his heart ache seeing how Bakugo’s classmates act towards him, and how Bakugo acts in response. The blond boy he knew would keep running and ignore the people who fell behind or could possibly get injured, likely even mock them for it. Yet, that’s not what’s happening.
Are they... actually his friends? When has Bakugo ever seen someone as equals rather than just ‘extra’s’. Why was Izuku seen as even less?
Izuku tries not to focus on him too much, but he always ends up looking back to Bakugo with his binoculars.
The only time Bakugo acts like the one Izuku remembers is when he blasts a redhead in the face for saying something, but the kid is just laughing when the smoke clears? He seems to have a hardening quirk, and shark-like teeth for some reason, so he wasn't hurt at all by the blast. He also feels vaguely familiar?
It’s so confusing. Izuku wants nothing more than to ask what the hell happened. He knows he won’t be able to though, both because of the situation that he’s in, and he doubts he has the confidence to speak to him again.
For now, he watches as Bakugo starts taking the lead from a Todoroki kid.
As Present Mic (and how exciting it is that he is here!) talks about Todoroki's quirk, it's easy to notice he doesn't use the fire side of it. Even though it would give him a great boost to his ice skating and keep people back. Maybe there is a story there?
Izuku decides to finally open his notebook to jot down information and what he’s noticed, for now trying to focus on Todoroki instead of his old bully. He’ll have opportunities to focus on others later, but he’s curious about that one at the moment.
The race ends when Bakugo takes the lead at the minefield, he blasted Todoroki on the fire side which made him flare up. It seemed to have startled him into dropping the lead by a foot and giving Bakugo the win.
“Yeah… not surprised he won.” Izuku chuckles. He still can’t help but feel proud seeing Bakugo win the race. He really will be the best one day. He wonders where that leaves him. “Though using so much energy for the first round isn’t very smart.”
"I think the schedule had some breaks in it for water and other things." Chisaki says. "Wouldn't be smart to let the glorified dog fights go uninterrupted."
“Yeah but still, it’s not enough to replenish all of your energy. It’s better to save that for the later rounds.” Izuku shrugs. “Plus, quirk exhaustion.”
"If teenagers are anything like you, they probably have enough energy to spare." Chisaki teases. "You can never sit still for long."
“Lies and slander.” Izuku pouts as he watches the other students quickly start to finish the race as well.
"How is it slander when Rappa literally found you ready to crawl up the walls out of boredom once you got the claw gloves and boot spikes?" Chisaki asks. "We had to make a schedule to keep you busy training after that."
“Well I’m sorry being stuck in one room all the time and not being able to leave without permission sucks!” Izuku crosses his arms, still pouting. “I had to stop myself from leaving to run around the hallways a lot.”
"We had a track room and a gym." Chisaki sighs. "You really are a bunny."
“I have a theme for a reason.” Izuku giggles.
"I thought it was because you were small."
“I’m running away.”
"Hmm, sounds like something a small rabbit would say."
“If you continue, I won’t talk to you for the whole rest of the day.”
"You won't last more than 20 minutes before you see a cool quirk and want to talk about it." Chisaki says, a little smug. "Also, you'll need to talk about lunch before the third round."
“Nope.” Izuku huffs. “I’ll just write all my thoughts down and ignore you.”
"20. Minutes." Chisaki boops him twice as he says this.
“Fine.” Izuku immediately opens his notebook and proceeds to ignore Chisaki.
Chisaki just chuckles and goes back to his own book, counting down the time as the next event gets ready with a spin wheel and Midnight standing there to spin it. Chisaki sees her pink fan and remembers her quirk was a gas sedative? Now that is an interesting quirk she has...
Next up is the Cavalry Battle. The top 40 students will proceed. They will make groups of 2-4, and each person has a different amount of points based on their rank in the last competition.
Like before, Izuku focuses on watching Bakugo. Since he has something to prove, he stays silent the whole time and writes down every thought he has and wants to say out loud.
Bakugo looks pretty confident, even after the ten million points is announced, and works to make a team with the redhead from before and two others. There is a girl with a long black ponytail and a boy with engines in his leg? Maybe related to Ingenium?
Groups are eventually decided, and everyone creates their own strategies to attempt to grab each other's headbands, most going after Bakugo since he has the most from being in first place in the last round. Bakugo manages to cooperate with his team members well enough, though expectedly, he does end up bending the rules by using his quick to not touch the ground and goes off on his own. This only happens a few times though.
Izuku jots down the different quirks he sees used and how to make better teams. Certain pairings would have been better than others, but their strategies aren’t half bad. There are a lot of powerful quirks out there and some of the kids use them pretty recklessly. It’s not surprising. The UA sports festival doesn’t happen that far into the school year, meaning he doubts these kids have had much training in how to avoid making their quirks dangerous weapons.
He wants to ramble to Chisaki .
He writes down more instead.
Chisaki hums a light tune next to him and glances at the notes, chuckling at the number of questions he knows Izuku wants to ramble about.
It had to have been 15 minutes at this point. Izuku can last a little longer. Just get over 20…. He can do it.
"My, what an interesting quirk." Chisaki says not really looking at the students. "Wonder what kind of bird their head is, a pigeon perhaps?"
Izuku bites his tongue, glaring at nothing as he has to focus on not saying anything.
"Hmm, no. Seagull ?" Chisaki glances at Izuku and smirks at the struggle he sees.
Izuku shoots a sharp glare at Chisaki, practically saying ‘ Shut up, you know that’s not it’ with his eyes.
"Ah, you're right." Chisaki nods. "Clearly not a bird at all, must be... a squirrel. "
Izuku grabs Chisaki’s shoulder and shakes him.
Chisaki laughs and baps at him to stop his shaking. "So mean to me! I’m only making some observations!"
Izuku glares at him, pauses in wondering if he wants to do something. Then he decides it’s worth it.
He flips Chisaki off and looks back at the competition.
Chisaki gasps and ends up cough/laughing at the unexpected move. He sounds soft and less evil when he laughs like this.
Izuku is still pouting, but not as much hearing Chisaki. He’s never heard the man truly laugh . Sure, he’s heard evil chuckles and amused huffs, but never something as carefree and genuine as that.
It’s nice.
This is nice.
But Izuku also realizes that he has no way to tell if it’s been 20 minutes or not, so he’ll just have to wait for this round to end instead.
Luckily for Izuku, Present Mic announces the end of the match. Bakugo was mid-flight to get the headband off Todoroki and landed with a roll once it ended.
Izuku’s let’s out a sigh of relief as he slumps against the chair. Without looking over, he weakly hits Chisaki’s arm.
“You’re an asshole.” Izuku huffs out.
"Heh, for what?" Chisaki asks, acting all innocent.
Instead of responding, Izuku flips to the next page of his book and speaks the words he writes down. "Kai... Chisaki.... quirk... weaknesses.. to use... against him..."
"Now who is the rude one?" Chisaki shakes his head and ruffles Izuku's hat. "At least plot your betrayal behind my back like a good villain."
“I want you to see it coming from a mile away and still lose. Then your defeat will be more satisfying.” Izuku goes back to the previous page and writes down which teams Midnight has said won.
"I feel like I should be worried about how thought out you are about my demise." Chisaki muses. "But it's my day off, so I will just worry later."
“Oh good! More time to plan then.” Izuku chirps.
Midnight suddenly announces its half-time and suggests to everyone to get up to stretch and get food while the next events get set up.
"Finally." Chisaki groans and stretches his arms up. "I'm going to walk this catwalk thing for a bit, you can get food or something from a gift shop if you want."
Chisaki gets out his wallet and hands Izuku the black and silver card, the same one given during Christmas. Izuku blinks, surprised that he’s going to be left alone to his own devices, but not questioning it anyways.
“Oh, okay! Do you want anything?” Izuku takes the card with a small smile. Hell yeah, money!
"A bottled drink of some kind, if you can." Chisaki says.
“I can do that.” Izuku stands up and stretches a bit before pocketing the card. “No idea how long this will take since everyone will be going to get stuff, but I’ll try to hurry back.” He reassures Chisaki before heading towards the main food court area with many other watchers of the festival.
"Be safe, punch a cop if you need to." Chisaki calls, getting weird looks again but he is up and walking around to stretch his legs.
Izuku only chuckles at Chisaki as he walks off.
It’s only when he’s alone in the middle of a crowded dining hall full of viewers, adults, kids, and students alike does he feel so out of place and uncomfortable. He isn’t normally away from any Yakuza members, and when he is, he has the confidence of being Night Rabbit to guide him.
He doesn’t have either of those to help him right now.
There is also Bakugo wandering around somewhere that he has to avoid, like a messed up game of hide and don't seek. At least he blends in with the students that changed after they lost the competition, so heroes don't even glance at him a second time as he passes.
He makes sure his whole bush that he calls hair is covered before taking a deep breath and looking around again. There are a few food stalls, and although the anxiety is making it hard to feel hungry, he knows he will be more once it wears off, so he goes to one of the lines for food first.
He also needs to get Chisaki something, maybe some water since he doesn’t actually know what the Yakuza boss would like. Then if he has time, he can check the gift shop to get Eri something. Chisaki is the one who gave him his card with no limitations! It’s his fault the amount of money he spends. Not that he can spend too much without getting attention. A kid with a black card is already going to get some eyes, those are for high rank heroes or the wealthy.
The only other kids with one are the legacy kids, like Todoroki who just passed by.
Izuku stares at him for a moment before realizing ogling at a hero kid is probably really rude. He does think Todoroki is really cool though, he wishes he could talk to him or any of the hero students. But that’s probably not a good idea as a kidnapped-by-the-Yakuza-turned-villain kid.
That idea might go completely out the window seeing how upset Todoroki is, he keeps clenching his right hand and frowning at it. His fireside...
Izuku frowns as he discreetly watches him. He wrote down a bunch of different theories in his notebook that he left, he wishes he had it with him to go over again. He wants to talk to him, but again, that’s a stupid idea. Really, he shouldn’t even be considering it. Chisaki wouldn’t be happy with him If he did.
Before he realizes it, It’s his turn to order food, which he didn’t prepare for, and stumbles through his whole order. At least the worker didn’t seem annoyed at him, but he’s thoroughly embarrassed since some upperclassmen seem to be giggling at him. One even coos 'cute', which helps nothing and just makes the blushes worse.
Izuku, who hasn’t spoken to a non-criminal around his age in what feels like centuries, pays quickly and tries to go as far away from that area as possible in pure embarrassment. He can’t believe he leads heroes to their death and yet got that embarrassed from stumbling over an order! That just makes it so much worse! His pride is bruised.
Thankfully most people are busy with their own food and the gift stalls to pay a lot of attention to him after that. Looks like the business class kids have prototype merch of the hero class kids, likely to see what sells now to make more when they go pro.
At this point, Izuku is getting incredibly anxious at being alone for so long, and not wanting to push his luck with Chisaki, he tries to hurry.
He sighs and goes to the gift shop to buy two hero keychains for him and Eri, and then a pink little unicorn in a UA uniform before wandering around to try and find where to head back to the stands. He’s a little lost, but at least there’s no Bakugo.
"Hey there, lost?" A light and cheery voice asks.
Izuku practically jumps ten feet in the air and looks behind him. His eyes widen as he recognizes the upperclassman in front of him from a first year sports festival a few years back. He has short blond hair, round, dark blue eyes that shined with confidence, and a bright (almost too wide) smile. Next to him, or more behind, is a boy with dark blue hair and-... he has pointy ears? Huh, he never noticed that in the recordings!
“Mirio Togata…” Izuku says, his eyes sparkling in awe.
"Oh ho! I got a fan!" Mirio turns to a really shy looking boy hidden behind him. "Amajiki, I told you I'd have one by year three!"
“I saw you both in the sports festival a few years ago! Oh, both your quirks are so cool !” Izuku could scream for many reasons right now. Chisaki isn’t even on his mind anymore, completely in awe at the future heroes in front of him.
"Haha! Seems we both got a fan." Mirio smiles and laughs brightly. His friend just blushes darker and hides his face in his back.
"Ah, but you never answered my question, little kohai. Lost?" Mirio asks.
“Huh- oh! Right, yeah. I’m… not good with crowds, so it’s hard to find out where to go.” Izuku sheepishly rubs the back of his neck.
"We can help you, where are you trying to go?" Mirio asks.
“I’m trying to uh- just- head back-… to the seats” Izuku’s face gets red again as he stumbles through trying to explain. He… really isn’t used to talking to people like this. He very much wants to be back with Chisaki right now.
"We can lead the way." Mirio offers. "Always up to help a kohai in need!"
"Thank you.." Izuku lets out a sigh of relief.
"Of course!" Mirio smiles and offers his arm. "Where are your seats?"
“One of the high sections next to a walkway, uhm…” Izuku hums for a moment as he rubs his upper arm, focusing on the feel of the fabric. Then he grabs Mirio’s arm. “Oh! I think I still have the ticket-things… yeah! Here.” With his free hand, he pulls out the tickets he had to give security earlier that has the seat numbers on them.
"Hmm? Oh! I know where that is." Mirio smiles and leads him back to the stadium. "You somehow got on the opposite side of where you were."
“…of course I did." Izuku sighs sadly. "In my defense, I said I’m not good with crowds.” He shrugs with a shy smile.
"Heh, that's okay." Mirio chuckles and pats the hand of his friend holding his shirt. "Amajiki gets like that sometimes too."
Izuku nods. “It’s so loud…”
"Have you thought of picking up some sound dampening headphones?" Mirio asks, showing the yellow pair he has on his neck, Amajiki has a red pair himself.
“Oh.” Izuku hadn’t thought about it. Why would he? It’s not like he has a phone to listen to music with. “That might be helpful.”
"The staff here offer some, you just have to ask." Mirio says. "A lot of people have issues with the loud fights and crowds that they didn't realize until already here. We can pass by a staff station on the way to your seat if you want to grab a pair."
“Yes please!" Izuku nods quickly. "As fun as these competitions are to watch, it’s also a lot.”
It’s not like much would be very important to hear that he wouldn’t be able to with the headphones. There are too loud speakers (plus Present Mic) literally everywhere. The chance to not hear Bakugo's explosions is also nice. Even at a distance and not directed at him, the sounds and memories are there.
Considering Bakugo made it to the final rounds, Izuku isn’t sure he’s ready for the sounds of only his explosions. At least before it was drowned out by many other quirks as well. He would rather not have to deal with that. At least.. right now. He’ll have to get over it soon if he wants to stand a chance against him in a real fight.
If he slipped into his Night Rabbit persona he might have a better chance, the only thing he cares about then is finishing the job to get back to Eri and doing good enough to not lose Overhaul's attention. Considering he fought Hawks (and intimidated him?) once the surprise of being picked up wore off, he could probably fight Bakugo long enough to get away or disorient him somehow.
Nevermind the fact he's known since the first winter after Bakugo's quirk came in how weak to the cold he is, or that tying his hands together with the palms touching would render him helpless or risk blasting his own hands off. The thought of seriously hurting Bakugo or injuring him enough to end his hero goals... doesn't feel right. Even after what he did.
It’s not like any of this feels right, but it’s the same reason why Izuku kept being friendly to Bakugo, even after the bullying got more physical than verbal. He hardly even remembers when they were friends anymore, but he misses that more than anything, and holds the few good memories of them dear to his heart.
He always wished to get back at Bakugo for the things he did to him, but now that he actually could, he doesn’t even want to consider it.
Izuku probably shouldn’t be thinking too hard about this, not now. If he actively plans out a fight for too long, or does other stuff he doesn’t fully understand, he runs the risk of acting more like when he’s Night Rabbit. Rappa has seen it happen before, and helped him expel that stress from fighting, but he could see the intimidation that was there from the people around. He can’t risk his Night Rabbit persona being used here, so even though it feels impossible, he should at least try to not think about Bakugo.
Thankfully the stadium has plenty of quirks and heroes to look at instead. Even Amajiki is a good distraction as he makes little crab claws to tap together from nerves.
Izuku relaxes quickly as he focuses on other things unrelated to villainy. He’s in awe at all the different quirks he sees too, mumbling under his breath about the different ones he passes. He once again wishes he had his book, but it’s not like he could write while holding onto Mirio and the food.
"Wow, you sure are smart!" Mirio says, apparently having been listening best he can to the talking. Amajiki has his headphones on again and doesn't hear anything. Lucky.
"Are you in the analyst support class?" Mirio asks.
Izuku lights up at the compliment. “Oh, no I’m not! I don’t go to UA, I’m uh, homeschooled.”
"Aww, you could have had lunches with us." Mirio pouts dramatically. "But homeschooled is cool too, no uniform sounds like a dream."
Izuku giggles. “Yeah, I get to learn at my own speed too, which is nice. I’m pretty sure the last time I was tested, I already passed high school?” Izuku shrugs, “I either did or am close to it.”
"Wow! I guess that would make me the kohai if you already passed." Mirio laughs amused. They reach the staff help table Mirio mentioned and can see a shelf of headphones behind the hero there, Snipe.
Izuku’s eyes sparkle in awe at the pro hero being right there! He should not be this close to a hero, a really, very bad idea, but also they’re so cool!
“U-uhm, sir, can I uh- is there any way I can get some headphones..?” Izuku stumbles in asking. He really needs to work on his stuttering, but to be fair, he’s awe struck constantly in this place!
"Ya sure can." Snipe nods and checks the sizes he has before picking a dark green pair. "Here, these should fit comfortably."
Izuku smiles softly at the green headphones, putting them on to see if they fit before taking them off again. “Yeah, these are perfect! Thank you!”
"Yer welcome." Snipe tilts his hat. "Enjoy the festival youngins."
“We will!” Izuku grins at Mirio, glad that he now has some sort of defense against the loud noises. Mirio waves to the hero as they go and are back on their way to Izuku's seats.
"Oh! I forgot to ask who you came with." Mirio suddenly says.
Izuku suddenly blanks as he tries to figure out what to say. Chisaki's name probably isn’t exactly what Mirio means, but what is he supposed to say? His boss? That would sound weird in any normal context, let alone for a 15 year old. His caretaker? Way too professional. Maybe he should just say a family friend or something-
“Oh, my dad came with me here.”
…
What!?
"Aww, how sweet!" Mirio smiles. "It's always good to see a dad and son bonding. Does he like the festival too?"
Just play it off, Izuku, play it off! No one needs to know he just called Chisaki ‘dad’, he’s taking it to his grave!
“Oh, n-no, not really! He doesn’t like people showing off flashy quirks, but he..” Izuku’s expression softens. “He knows I like this stuff, so he’s here and engaging with me about it anyways.”
"Wow, sounds like one hell of a dad." Mirio gives a softer smile. "You must be pretty lucky to have him."
“…yeah.” Izuku smiles. “He’s great.”
He would rather avoid thinking about Overhaul like he would a dad. Overhaul took him away from everything, his mom, his life… but at the same time, he didn’t have much before either. Overhaul made him strong and gave him safety. He shouldn’t get too attached, he knows that, but trying to not admit it is getting more and more difficult.
Though it seems as though he’s admitted it now.
"Seems we'll get to meet him." Mirio says as they enter the stands area. "Is that him?"
Izuku glances at the direction Mirio is looking. "Yup, that's him!" He doesn't even fully process that Mirio just said he's going to talk to Chisaki too, fully distracted by his own thoughts.
Said man is reading again and seems as relaxed as he can be with all the people around him. Mirio smiles and leads the way back. Izuku walks over, happy he can now finally eat his food. Or eat a few bites. He’s doing better than before at least.
“I didn’t have to punch anyone on my way back!” Izuku chirps once he’s close enough for Chisaki to hear.
"That's good." Chisaki looks up and tilts his head at the older teens. "You seem to have picked up some strays, Izuku."
“I didn’t have to punch anyone, but I did get lost.” Izuku says sheepishly. “Mirio-senpai and Tamaki-senpai helped me find my way back before I got too lost.”
"I see." Chisaki nods. "Thank you for returning him to me."
"You're welcome sir!" Mirio smiles. "Hey, you look familiar, have we met?"
"He looks like every college theater kid." Izuku mutters to Mirio. Has that thought been in his mind since day one?
Yes.
Yes it has.
"Rude." Chisaki sighs and shakes his head. "I work in the Osaka Prefecture, maybe there? I don't go anywhere else often."
"Oh!" Mirio lights up. "That makes sense, Sir Nighteye's agency is there! I work as an intern there so I probably pass by you every now and then on patrol."
"You work at Sir Nighteye's agency?" Izuku's eyes widened in awe. "Oh wow, that's so cool! What's he like?"
"He's pretty cool!" Mirio smiles, not noticing Chisaki watching with interest. "Intelligence agencies do a lot more than people think, so there is always something to do when not on patrol."
"That sounds so awesome..." Izuku smiles brightly. "Goodluck with your internship then, I bet you're doing great!"
"Thanks! Maybe we'll see each other sometime and catch up." Mirio smiles and the alert for the festival starting again goes off. "Ah, looks like we gotta go. It was nice meeting you and your dad!"
...
God fucking dammit.
Maybe, just maybe, Chisaki didn't hear that and he can play it off like nothing happened.
"Haha.. yeah, nice seeing you too!" Izuku waves to Mirio and Tamaki before going to sit down at his seat. Yeah, Chisaki probably didn't notice. It's fine! Just don't look in his general direction and he wont bring it up.
The two older kids leave to their own seats as Chisaki chuckles quietly.
"I wasn't expecting the hero student actively hunting me down to be with you." Chasaki says, amused.
"Wait- what!?" Izuku looks at Chisaki, then at Mirio and Tamaki who are now a fair distance away, then back to Chisaki. "...I swear I didn't know." He says softly, his hands fidgeting with the food bag.
Chisaki chuckles again. "I know. Just amusing that he looked me in the eyes and didn't realize."
"I mean, what I said is true. I didn't realize it was you at my door this morning either." Izuku relaxes slightly with a sigh. He pulls out the card and the water to give them both to Chisaki.
"Thank you." Chisaki gets out more wet wipes and cleans them both off before he puts the card back in his wallet and lowers the mask to drink some water.
Izuku isn’t given the opportunity to stare and recognize what Chisaki looks like without his mask on as he says, "What a good son, taking care of their father in the spring heat."
Izuku completely freezes for a solid ten seconds before facing in the complete opposite direction, curling up on himself.
"Something the matter, Izuku?"
Izuku's quiet grumbling is all Chisaki gets in response, his face now hidden in his knees. His cheeks are hot with embarrassment, but an overwhelming dread washes over him as his heart beat slams against his chest.
"Don't forget to come up for air." Chisaki chuckles, it sounds slightly muffled again, like he put his mask back up. Izuku smothers any reaction as he feels Chisaki ruffle his hat, the wool being ripped apart by his quirk, only to be put back together again. He hesitantly opens his eyes and lifts his head enough to check what he did.
He lets out the weakest of sighs as he sees the only change is the red color changing to a dark green.
He’s teasing. Chisaki isn’t actually upset about it, he won’t hurt him over the ‘dad’ thing.
Izuku slowly lifts his head back up a bit to peek at Chisaki. Still feeling the need to defend himself, to come up with an excuse, so he starts speaking, "...I-I hadn't meant to.. It was the only lie that made sense and.." The words die in his throat, finding it hard to deny what he only moments ago admitted to himself.
Chisaki’s eyes are softer than Izuku’s ever seen them. "It's alright, I don't mind."
“You…" Izuku hesitates. "You don’t?”
"No, I don't mind it. You know I don't say things I don't mean." Chisaki says.
Izuku fidgets and slowly uncurls, but he doesn’t fully look at Chisaki, instead opting to stare down at his lap in silence. Now he doesn’t know what to do or say. The rounds are going to happen soon, but they still have a few minutes before anything begins.
They sit in silence for a moment. It’s not necessarily awkward , but it’s not comfortable either. Not for him.
"Is something still bothering you, Izuku?" Chisaki asks.
"I…" Izuku stays silent for a moment. “I don’t know if I was expecting, or… hoping , you would be upset by that.” He says softly.
The boy frowns down at his lap. “Then I wouldn’t have to feel as confused.”
"You seem confused by my actions a lot." Chisaki points out.
“Because you're confusing !” Izuku exclaims. “You don’t make any sense !”
"You've mentioned that." Chisaki tilts his head. "Why do you think I'm confusing to you."
“Because I’d expect someone like you to be… I don’t know, ruder to me?” Izuku shrugs. “Considering my quirk status, who you are, and how we’re even in this situation in the first place. You're nice to me and make me feel safe? When it should be the opposite!”
"I feel like I made it very clear by now that your status holds little to your worth and value as a person compared to the cursed around us." Chisaki says. "And I may be... more criminally inclined, but I am still a gentleman. Why wouldn't I be nice? Being mean all the time sounds exhausting."
“I know but- it still isn’t normal to me. I’m not used to this.” Izuku says. “And I’m not saying I expected you to be rude to me all the time, just… this . This is a lot more than I expected.”
He doesn’t want or know how to voice his confusion, but Chisaki asked, so it’s fine, right?
“You’re too nice for me to understand, and it causes my feelings to be so confusing.” Izuku says softly.
"..." Chisaki tilts his head and hums. "Izuku... have you never had a positive male role model before? And I'm not talking about a distant one, like a hero or whatever, I mean one you can actually talk and interact with."
Izuku doesn’t have to think about his answer.
The closest he could say after his dad would be Masaru, but really, after Bakugo’s bullying started getting more physical, they stopped visiting as often. It was always just him and his mom.
“…Not really.” Izuku admits.
"That might be why I'm so confusing to you. You have nothing to base it off of as good or bad." Chisaki points out.
Izuku wants to argue that there isn’t a way any of what’s happening is good . It can’t be. He was kidnapped . And Kami it’s pathetic how he has to constantly remind himself of that. But he also knows he hasn’t felt safer, oddly enough. He hasn’t ever felt so appreciated.
Izuku groans in exhaustion, letting his head fall into his hands as he tries to understand himself. He’s so tired of thinking so much.
"Talk to Rappa when we get back, you're going to work yourself into a funk at this rate." Chisaki puts an arm around Izuku's shoulders and tugs him to lean on his side, making the boy's hands drop from his face. "Enjoy the festival and worry about feelings at home."
Izuku glances at Chisaki for a moment before sighing and relaxing a bit against him, shifting to get more comfortable. “Alright.. I can do that.”
Chisaki chuckles and they get ready to watch the first match. Izuku finds himself smiling softly as the first fight is announced.
Hitoshi Shinso from General Studies, Class 1-C, is up against Mezo Shoji from the Hero Course, Class 1-A.
“The white haired kid has a mutant quirk that gives him a bunch of extra limbs.” Izuku says, having only been able to read the 1-A class quirks, but not Gen Ed. He stopped reading when he saw his old bully's name. “The purple haired kid hasn’t used his yet.”
"That purple kid looks like he's never slept a day in his life." Chisaki mumbles, looking at Shinso.
“What a mood.”
"Don't you sleep the recommended 8 hours outside mission nights?"
Izuku smiles innocently. “No.”
It’s hard to tell from so far away, but it seems Shinso says something that causes Shoji to get worked up, then he freezes. Izuku watches with interest.
"Hmm?" Chisaki seems just as interested (for once) in seeing Shoji turn and walk out of bounds without a fight. Once the kid walks out of bounds, Shinso is announced the winner.
“Some sort of mind-control quirk, probably. Especially judging by how tired he looks. Mental quirks like that take up a lot of energy.” Izuku grabs his notebook and mumbles as he writes. “Shoji only did what Shinso wanted after he responded, so that could have been some sort of trigger?”
"A powerful quirk, but how is he not in the hero class?" Chisaki tilts his head. "Isn't that the kind of thing they want?"
“They’re biased.” Izuku says immediately. “Even before they took the bar off to allow quirkless students to enter their school, I was researching UA. Their tests change every few years, but all of them have a bias towards physical strength and in general, flashy quirks.”
"Of course it is." Chisaki sighs, shaking his head. "That is how kids like him end up with people like me."
“He did manage to get into UA though.” Izuku points out. “And he’s made it to the final competition and won his first round. If he is able to keep this up, there’s a chance they could transfer him to the hero course.”
"True..." Chisaki taps his chin. "Hmm, are you in the market for a new friend your age?"
"I will fight you."
"I'm not hearing a 'no'."
"If having this 'new friend' requires a mission, then no." Izuku deadpans. "If I want to make a new friend I can do it myself the normal way." He doubts he will, that would only cause issues for whatever friend he could possibly make.
"Do you even know how to make friends the normal way?"
“I know that what you were suggesting certainly wouldn’t work.” Izuku huffs, watching as the next contestants are announced. This one is between Shoto Todoroki and Hanta Sero, both 1-A.
"Kidnapping worked with you." Chisaki points out.
“Rude.” Izuku pouts. “Just because it could work doesn’t mean it’s the best option. If I want a friend, I’ll make one on my own.”
The two hero students start walking towards the arena. After taking a look in his binoculars, he can tell Todoroki still looks mad.
"Alright... just keep it on the back burner for later in case it doesn't work. Crime is always an option." Chisaki reminds him.
“I doubt I’ll-“ Izuku cuts himself off with a squeak as he clings to Chisaki, who also instinctively grabs Izuku with his other arm as well, keeping him close and safe.
Seconds after the round had started, Todoroki used his ice to create an incredibly large pillar, completely immobilizing Sero. It quite literally happened in the blink of an eye, the ice so large it’s even looming above Izuku and Chisaki’s seating area.
"Does this child not know how to hold back!?" Chisaki hisses. "He could have hit us!"
“…I don’t think it’s that.” Izuku frowns as he looks out into the stadium, leaning past the ice to see Todoroki thawing Sero out of the ice. “He was angry when I saw him while getting food, and even in the stadium. That anger got in the way of his control.”
"Then it's not very good control, now is it?" Chisaki huffs and keeps his hand ready in case the ice falls as it thaws.
“Kids don’t have the best control of anything.” Izuku responds.
“…this is going to take a while. I’m heading to the bathroom.” He says, but waits until Chisaki gives a response.
"Alright, watch out for heroes." Chisaki sighs and eyes the ice suspiciously.
“Okay.” The two let go of each other, letting Izuku stand asks walk off to find a bathroom.
Was this mainly an excuse to get away from the freezing cold? Maybe.
Without the copious amounts of people walking around the now empty halls, Izuku feels much more comfortable to take his time exploring and taking in everything here. He smiles seeing the different hero memorabilia, mostly of UA teachers or alumni, throughout the stadium.
This place really is so cool.
There are a few heroes acting as security guards walking around. However, being a kid who has a habit of getting lost comes in handy, as they let him continue wandering aimlessly. It’s almost ironic, considering he’s a literal villain, yet they don’t suspect a thing.
Eventually he’s pointed to a different hallway that’s definitely a student hall. There are bathrooms in it he can use, so they likely thought he was a student instead of some random kid. Eh, oh well. As long as he can use a bathroom in peace he doesn’t mind. He’ll just sneak out later.
Turning a corner, however, he suddenly finds himself not alone as Endeavor is standing over the Todoroki kid from earlier. He looks to be yelling at him and the kid looks braced, as if ready to be hit.
Izuku freezes up as he sees the scene in front of him.
His head hurts as he begins wishing he had his Night Rabbit outfit with him and the confidence he holds with it, but slipping into that mindset becomes easier upon seeing what’s happening. His eyes get the same intense look in them.
He’s able to walk and talk like any other Yakuza member when he really wants to.
He approaches the two of them, making sure to not get too close, and purposefully making his footsteps heard.
“Such a scene you're causing in the public eye, Pro Hero Endeavor.” Rabbit says, his voice much softer and even friendly sounding without a modulator changing it. “Though I suppose someone like you wouldn’t care, hm?”
"Who?" Endeavor leans back to glare at the child before him, giving Todoroki breathing room. "What's it to you? Move along, kid. This doesn't concern you."
“No.” Rabbit says calmly.
" Excuse me ?" Endeavor growls out. Todoroki doesn't react much, but he’s glancing between the two of them, a look of worry only noticeable from his eyes.
“I’m sorry, do you need your ears checked? I said no .” Rabbit says, stepping closer, but keeping a reasonable distance away from the hero. “Leaving when a child looks to be in danger isn’t very wise. So no, I won’t leave.”
"My son isn't in any danger." Endeavor glares at Rabbit. "Just reminding him to use his quirk to the fullest."
“I know what people- what children in danger look like.” Rabbit snaps, his expression cold. “I’m not leaving, and you can’t make me.”
"You little..." Endeavor growls and takes a few steps in Rabbit's direction, Todoroki's eyes only grow more panicked.
But Rabbit doesn’t falter. “Do you really want people to know you’ve assaulted an innocent child?” He tilts his head, unaffected by Endeavor's advance. He doesn’t have to worry. Worse comes to worse, he has escape plans already in his head. “It would be such a shame if people found out, but I suppose if that’s what you really want, then go right ahead.”
"I am the number 2 hero in Japan. Who would believe you?" Endeavor argues.
Rabbit has already won the moment Endeavor gets more tense, like he’s unnerving the hero.
“They won’t have to, the evidence would be too damning.” Rabbit simply glances up at a nearby camera pointed at them. “UA doesn’t play by the Commission's rules. I’m sure I could convince them to release the evidence.”
There’s a tense silence for a moment, but then, " Fine. " Endeavor growls after glancing at the camera. "Shoto, stop acting childishly and use your fire."
Todoroki says nothing as Endeavor stomps out of the hall, taking long enough to miss when Rabbit goes back into the mental box Izuku keeps him in.
“Are you alright?” Izuku watches the hero leave before looking back at Todoroki. His expression isn’t nearly as intense.
"I am..." Todoroki sighs softly. "You shouldn't have gotten involved, he could have hurt you and no one would care."
“Oh I know.” Izuku shrugs. “But I don’t care for letting adults, let alone heroes, be cruel to people they deem as ‘weaker’. I needed to make sure he wouldn’t do anything.”
"Why?" Todoroki tilts his head slightly.
"..." Izuku blinks at him. “What do you mean?”
"Why protect me? I am a stranger." Todoroki says, as if that is valid enough to leave him to his father.
“…” Izuku laughs. It’s humorless. If he had that mindset, he might not be with the Yakuza to protect Eri. He hates that thought. “Oh please, Todoroki-san, I’m not just going to walk away from that. Stranger or not, I could do something, so I did. There’s nothing more to it than that.”
Todoroki startles at his laugh, for some reason, and seems unsure what to do. Like he's never had anyone step between his father's anger and him before.
How cruel. His father is the number two, he likely could get away with almost everything.
"In any case," Izuku says. "Why was your father even so pissed at you? You won the match." He knows why, but still, he asks anyway.
"He wants me to use my fire side." Todoroki says, looking at his right hand. "I'm not going to. I can win this without using his quirk."
“ His quirk?” Izuku deadpans. He feels a twinge of annoyance at that, but ignores it for now. “Todoroki-san, how is your fire his quirk?”
"I inherited it from him, the whole goal of me being born was to have it and my mother's ice."
“But it’s not your mother's ice.” Izuku says firmly. “And it’s not your father's fire either. Your quirk wasn’t inherited, they have theirs and you have yours.”
Izuku is silent for a moment before smiling, an idea forming in his head. “You're pissed at your dad, yeah? You're trying to prove a point to him by not using your quirk?”
"Yes?" Todoroki looks mildly confused, he doesn't seem to emote a lot.
“Clearly it’s working, but by doing this, you are not only disrespecting yourself, but your classmates as well. You're excelling by putting in only half the effort, that isn’t really fair to them.” Izuku explains. “A far better way to piss off your father would be to use all of your quirk while still standing your ground and keeping your morals.”
“Be the hero that you want to be, become the exact opposite of the person he expects you to be.” Izuku grins. “Your quirk is your own, not your fathers. Don’t let him hold you back from becoming the incredible hero you want to be.”
"My quirk is my own..." Todoroki looks deep in thought as he looks at his hands, he seems to have heard this before but forgot for some reason. Knowing who his father is and the interactions earlier... trauma was likely involved.
Izuku, satisfied with his work, nods to himself in approval.
He just sighs when the hat falls off.
Has the bush always been this bad? Probably not, but it's not like he's had a haircut since he was kidnapped. He picks up the hat and puts it back on.
"Anyways I'm not even supposed to be here, so I'll be leaving now. Good luck with the rest of the competitions." Izuku turns back the way he came to walk out and find the actual bathrooms, he rather not get in trouble with security or something after pissing off Endeavor.
"Huh?" Todoroki seems to be blinking out of confusion and looking at Izuku's hat. "Oh um, thanks and bye?"
"Bye!" Izuku waves behind him as he leaves.
After doing his business in the bathroom, Izuku spends about a minute trying to calm the Internal Night Rabbit™️ and after mostly succeeding, he heads back to the seats, luckily not getting lost this time. Why does every time he leave Chisaki's side does he always get into some sort of trouble? This will be exhausting to explain to him.
He seems to have missed the last match and most of this one by the time he gets back, Chisaki is even reading his book again. A girl with a long ponytail is fighting the bird headed boy that Chisaki called a pigeon. Their quirk seems to be a sentient shadow bird!
All the notes he could be taking right now!
Izuku gasps in distress and rushes back to his seat, feverishly paying attention and writing down as much as he can.
Chisaki chuckles at that being the first thing he does once back.
"I'm sure you can watch the recording Tabe or Rappa are making for you later." Chisaki says, light amusement in his voice. "You didn't miss much."
“Didn't miss 'much’ is too much!” Izuku grumbles, still writing. “I shouldn’t have taken so long.”
"Did you get lost?" Chisaki asks. "It was longer than expected but I didn't see security panic so I assumed it was okay."
“Oh no, everything was fine, but I was mistaken for a student and brought to an area I wasn’t supposed to be at, then pissed off the number 2 hero and told his son to stop being dumb.” Izuku says casually as he continues writing.
"..." Chisaki sighs and lightly baps Izuku on the head with his book. "Stop running into top heroes the moment you get to go places by yourself. This isn't setting a good pattern and you're going to run into All Might next at this rate."
“Maybe my quirk is being a trouble magnet considering… my entire life so far.” Izuku jokes. “Also, I’ve already met All Might before, so I’ve technically met and spoken to all of the top three heroes already.”
Huh, a while ago he would have been over the moon at this information. Now it’s just…. a thing. Besides, the only one he actually likes out of the trio is Hawks, he's cool and Eri liked getting his feathers. She wears them as a necklace with beads.
"I don't think getting punched out of goop by him really counts as 'meeting' him." Chisaki points out.
“Oh no, before that. Same day though.” Izuku says absentmindedly.
"Why? There wasn't anything reported about him that day outside the sludge man." Chisaki shivers at the mention of that villain. It makes sense, he was everything he hates ; dirty, made of sewer goop, all quirk body, touchy, and Chisaki can't really use his quirk on a liquid like that because of molecule structure. The worst nightmare for him really.
“The sludge villain attacked me first on my way back to school. All Might stepped in and dealt with that, but…” Izuku shrugs. “I was dumb and grabbed onto him while he tried to leave, which made him lose the villain he captured.”
"Wait." Chisaki slowly puts his book down. "First of all, you just got attacked and instead of getting you any medical attention his first thought was to leave ? I'm not even a hero but even I know that victims are disoriented and will go to what seems safest, which is the hero that saved them or the next person there regardless if they are good or not, so long as they aren't the first villain. It's textbook 101 on how to handle a victim, they will do that, which is why you don't leave them alone!"
Izuku blinks in surprise at Chisaki’s rambling. “I… didn’t really think about that.” He shrugs. “I mean, he had a good reason to leave, but yeah it wasn’t a very good experience.”
He remembers what All Might said to him. Ironic that he’s a villain that helps kill heroes after being told All Might's secret, but he hasn’t used that against him and doesn’t really plan on it either.
"Oh I wasn't done yet." Chisaki says, interrupting the teen's train of thought. "Second of all, for hard to detain villains like that filthy sludge, the hero stays in place until the police can bring a proper containment unit. If I remember the news correctly, he used a soda bottle of all things? They would have gotten out regardless of you being involved or not!"
Oh, Chisaki is really upset about this situation actually.
…Okay, so Izuku’s definitely going to avoid telling him what All Might said to him and where he left him alone. He would rather not deal with a pissed off Yakuza boss.
“Well- yeah, but at least All Might wouldn’t have been so far away from the villain if I didn’t get involved. It wouldn’t have been able to attack Kacchan.” Izuku defends.
"If the villain didn't fall out of his pocket, it would have gotten out and had the perfect opportunity to capture and take All Might over." Chisaki points out carefully. "He was distracted and stupidly thought he had him contained. That's all it takes most of the time, a hero getting cocky ."
“…Right, yeah." Izuku shudders at the thought. "But either way, the entire situation was… complicated… if he left, if he didn’t leave, it wouldn’t be good.”
"Him leaving broke every hero protocol and put you in danger." Chisaki says.
Izuku huffs. "I feel like you criticize me a lot when it comes to stuff like this."
"Because your life matters and people endangering it isn't something you should accept."
Izuku pauses. “…I think you're a bit too late for that one.” He snickers. “How am I supposed to live life on the edge if my life isn’t constantly endangered?”
"Endanger it with work." Chisaki deadpans. "Don't let others endanger it because they think you have low worth."
“But dad -“ Izuku was fully prepared to playfully start to whine and complain, but by accidentally calling him ‘dad’ again, he stops and goes back to trying to write. His cheeks are hot with embarrassment, but he tries to busy himself seeing the next round will begin soon.
"No, no." Chisaki says amused. "I want to hear your argument."
Izuku pouts. “…why can’t I do both?” He continues the complaints he was going to make earlier. “That’s endangering my life to the fullest and arguably much more fun.”
"...I'm very tempted to find a therapist that works with villains or just kidnap one."
“You just hate to see me living my truth.”
"Your truth is worrying ."
Before Izuku can try to challenge his statement, the crowd cheers loudly at the current match ending and the next starting quickly. With very little damage done to the stage, the next fighters can head out immediately.
Izuku excitedly prepares to write down his next set of notes when he hears who is going to be fighting next.
Ochaco Uraraka verses Katsuki Bakugo.
Almost immediately, he grabs the headphones he had been given, puts them over his ears, and goes back to wrap his arms around and cuddle against Chisaki like earlier for any sense of comfort during this. The match hasn’t even started yet, but he can already feel his heart thumping against his rib cage just from the anticipation.
He wants to watch, and he’ll have to learn to get over Bakugo's quirk bit by bit, but it’s still not going to be great to deal with.
Chisaki raises a brow but puts an arm around Izuku and gently pets his hat to keep him calm. His own interest in this fight is to see who it was that hurt Izuku.
Unlike some of the other students, the strength and talent of these two is very clear. Bakugo relies on his quirk alone, his explosions extremely powerful to the point that it destroys the arena around them. The girl, Uraraka, seemed to have accounted for that and used her quirk to float the shattered rock pieces in the air.
Every loud explosion causes Izuku to flinch and hold onto Chisaki a little bit tighter. He tries to force himself to relax until the next explosion causes the same reaction. He hears Chisaki growl at how scared he is and takes off his hat so he can pet his hair directly to sooth him better. It works, if only slightly, the protective hold making him feel that much safer.
It doesn’t get rid of the memories.
Bakugo seems to get distracted right after another sudden flash of green catching him off guard and almost misses the meteor shower Uraraka rains down on him, even from up here, it’s easy to see how blasting it all in surprise fucks up his wrist. He manages to stop himself from getting too badly injured though, and Uraraka, after she tries to continue the fight, collapses to the ground in exhaustion, and Bakugo is declared the winner.
Izuku’s barely peeking out at the arena at this point, face almost entirely hidden in Chisaki’s side. The fight wasn’t too long, but it was prolonged enough that even with the man’s comfort and the headphones muffling the explosions, Izuku is now slightly trembling. His boss pets the boy’s hair and hums quietly so Izuku can at least feel the vibrations in his chest.
With that round over, once Bakugo leaves view and Uraraka is carried away by a hero, Izuku is able to slip off the headphones, but he still doesn’t let go of Chisaki with one hand.
"Do we need to go, Izuku?" Chisaki asks softly.
The boy looks down somberly. He wants to stay, he really does, especially since was kind enough to bring him here at all, but just one round with Katsuki Bakugo was a lot. Having to deal with how many other rounds he gets too will be too much.
He seems to have taken too long to respond, as Chisaki pokes his side to get his attention. When Izuku speaks, he’s quieter than he intends. “…Maybe.” After a second, Izuku weakly smiles up at Chisaki. “But this was really nice.. I liked spending time with you like this.” He shyly mumbles.
"It wasn't all bad with you either, despite the quirks everywhere." Chisaki says, making Izuku feel warm again. "The next time we are out will likely be less... loud."
“Mhm.. I got a ton of notes too. I can put them into proper thoughts later.” He pauses before realizing he’ll have to collect his untouched food and things he bought for Eri. She would be so pouty if he left the gifts he got for her.
"Let's head out before the next match, it looks like they need a minute for the stage anyways." Chisaki doesn't need to keep his trash and just overhauls it with his quirk to be dust in the wind.
Dramatic and unfair.
“I have everything.” Izuku says.
Being far more zoned out than usual, Izuku doesn’t notice Chisaki putting his gloves back on as they head out, but pausing halfway to putting on the second glove. Instead, he ruffles Izuku’s hat again to turn it back red. When Izuku makes a questioning sound he just shrugs.
"It was a gift from Rappa, he'd be sad if I didn't put it back."
“Oh.” Izuku fixes his hat before standing up and nodding. “Don’t wanna make Rappa sad.”
Walking with Chisaki, Izuku finds himself sad that he has to leave early, but knowing that they managed to go at all makes him feel giddy. Or at least, it would if he could get his mind to focus again.
The two of them easily leave the stadium and get back to the car with only one hero encounter to direct traffic to let them out.
Overall, it was a good day out, and Eri will have plenty of stories to hear when they get back!
Notes:
Hey guys, so we all know this isn’t a ship of Izuku and Overhaul, right? I mean, all of you are smart and have reading comprehension skills, understand context clues, and most of all, wouldn’t even make the comparison at all when it’s established their relationship is father-son, right???
Yeah, didn’t think so. It would be weird to make that comparison, especially in chapters like these where their parent-child relationship really shines through…. That would be weird.
(Yes, I’m throwing shade at a comment I’ve received that has since been deleted. Yes, it was weird, which is why I feel the need to elaborate that this fic will NOT ship Overhaul and Izuku. Theorizing about how their relationship is unhealthy or weird is different from saying it looks like shipping. Guys, please, common sense :/ )
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Wait a second… isn’t there supposed to be another chapter for the sports festival? But.. Izuku and Overhaul already left……
Hmm, how odd :]
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Chapter 10: ...But You Were Just My Unspoken Oath
Notes:
WOOOO FINAL PART OF THE SPORTS FESTIVAL!!!! I can't believe we've already reached this point!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Back at the stadium, hours after the festival ends and kids are in the infirmary, Katsuki is huffing as he sits with his wrists on ice to ease the pain and inflammation. That half-n-half bastard finally pulls out his fire side and the two have a real and close fight, if only for a moment. He gave up his fire not long after finally using it, helping Katsuki win in the end. Flame and a sweat based, highly explosive quirk don’t mix well.
Though, Todoroki had been acting weird. Katsuki overheard a few of his classmates talking about how it seemed he wasn’t paying attention to anyone. He’s usually a quiet recluse, but this was different. He was fine during the fight, but went right back to that state right after. Most decided to leave him be.
Until finally, Recovery Girl leaves to give her report of Class 1-A’s condition, leaving everyone alone in their part of the infirmary. Todoroki, finally broken out of his silence, stands up and approaches Katsuki.
"What do you want, Icyhot?" Katsuki grouches, too tired to get much louder, and besides, some of the other kids are still passed out.
“Bakugo,” Todoroki seems to hesitate, a state their class hasn’t really seen before. “Remind me again what ‘Deku’ looks like.”
"Hah?" Katsuki squints at him.
“Your missing friend,” Todoroki presses, a bit firmer. “What does he look like?”
"Not sure why you want to know, but fine." Bakugo sighs and closes his eyes as he talks. "He's short, got green hair and eyes, hair is like a bush which isn't helped by the green, 4 freckles in a diamond shape on his cheeks, and big doe eyes that look ready to cry at times. Happy?"
Todoroki is silent for one tense moment.
"I saw him.”
"..." Katsuki sits up and opens his eyes to glare. "I don't know what failed comedian taught you humor, but that's not funny."
“Well it's a good thing I’m not joking then.” Todoroki doesn’t falter despite Katsuki’s aggression, meeting his glare with his own unyielding gaze. “I spoke to him, and so did my father. He was here.”
"There's no way you spoke with him. He's been kidnapped this whole time, why would he be here for a festival?" Katsuki asks, refusing to get his hopes up with such a wild situation. Not yet.
“I don’t know, I didn’t realize it was him at the time.” Todoroki’s cold expression falters, a new look of guilt floods his eyes as his hands ball up into fists. “It wasn’t obvious it was him, not at first. He had a hat covering his hair, but he looked exactly how you described once it fell off. Bushy green hair, doe eyes, the freckles… he seemed tired.”
"..." Katsuki bites his lip and glares down at nothing. Despite his best attempts, he can’t stop his heart from beating faster with a glimmer of hope. He tries to stomp it out to not get hurt when they find out Todoroki was wrong. "We need a teacher. They can check the cameras and tell us if... if it really was him."
“Then come on, let’s find one.”
Todoroki waits till Katsuki manages to stand up and leads the way, that bastard doesn't have nearly as bad of injuries as the rest of the class. Katsuki huffs and makes sure the ice can stay on his wrist as he follows. The few in 1-A that are awake question them as they leave, but neither could bring themselves to make any sort of excuse or respond to them at all. Luckily, they’re too tired to be their usual nosey selves and chase after them.
Most of the teachers involved with the festival are off patrolling to make sure all of the guests are gone and no one is sneaking around after the rush to leave. Luckily, they do find the one teacher that can't patrol.
“Aizawa-sensei,” Todoroki rushes over when he quickly spots their teacher. “We need your help to check security footage.” He says bluntly.
"..." They can't really see his eyes, but they get the feeling Aizawa is blinking at them slowly. His voice sounds of just pure exhaustion when he asks, "Why?"
“I think I had spoken to a kidnapped kid after my fight with Sero. The security footage will tell us if that was him.” Todoroki says.
Aizawa only pauses for a moment before getting up to head to the security room. "How do you know they were kidnapped?"
"I knew the kid," Katsuki explains as the two of them follow their teacher. "My family were the ones to file a report."
“Bakugo’s talked about him before to the rest of our class.” Todoroki says, his fists clenched again. “I thought something was odd when I saw him, but I didn’t connect everything until after our fight.”
"Alright, be weird he was here but we can check. What's the kid's name?" Aizawa asks.
"Midoriya Izuku, I call him Deku." Bakugo says. Aizawa pauses and turns to look at Katsuki.
"...the Yakuza case?"
Todoroki looks between them, confused. “…the Yakuza case..?”
"How do you know about Deku's case?" Katsuki asks, ignoring Todoroki’s confusion.
"I was brought onto it because of his quirk status and found out who took him by the description of his kidnapper." Aizawa sighs and goes to rub his face but the arm casts stop him. He grunts and lowers his arms to get back to walking. "If he was here, it's likely he wasn't alone, and was sent to analyze the students.
They can hear Aizawa grumble under his breath, “Knew having this damn festival was a bad idea, we just got attacked."
Todoroki is silent for a moment. “…If that was him, It would make sense why he didn’t seem intimidated by my father.”
"Considering what the leader of their group can do, fire is the least of that kid's worries with quirks."
When Aizawa says that, They reach the security door. Though they are now a little stuck with Aizawa unable to use his teacher's badge or grab the handle. The man lets out a long, suffering sigh and tries anyways to grab the badge attached to his hip pouch.
"Here, I got it." Katsuki takes the badge and scans it, holding the door for him. "What do you mean about the leader guy's quirk? Is it that powerful?"
“Villain group leaders often do have the strongest. They use dangerous quirks to scare or torture people into doing what they want.” Todoroki explains bluntly, likely having more inside knowledge of this because of his father being the number two hero. “And that’s only thinking about the leader's quirk. A big group like a Yakuza would have ranks, and the higher the rank the more likely they’ll have just as powerful quirks.”
"So we just hope it wasn't a high rank with Deku?" Katsuki asks. He watches Aizawa sit at a monitor and glare at the keyboard and mouse and then his casts. Who let him go anywhere alone? Wasn't Mic-sensei with him?
“Members of whatever rank the guy watching Midoriya is, are likely going to be the ones that monitor him consistently. If it's not a higher rank, he wouldn’t be in any immediate danger.” Todoroki helps Aizawa with the keyboard and mouse.
"Pull up the hall and the time you saw him, Todoroki." Aizawa instructs. Todoroki does as told as their teacher continues. "Lower members could also mean a better chance of rescuing him."
Staring at the screens rewinding with such focus, Katsuki asks, "What if it's a higher one?"
"Then we'd need a better plan." Aizawa says roughly.
Todoroki stops the rewind when the video shows him and his father in a very... tense looking discussion. Soon, the mystery kid appears, but the camera doesn’t have a clear shot of them, Endeavor covering him for the most part until the hero stomps away. With the footage recording directly facing the two of them, it's easy here to see the mystery kid's face. Soon, the hat falls off as well, and Todoroki pauses it for Katsuki to see if he can identify him.
Katsuki’s heart aches. "Deku ..." he gasps in shock at actually seeing him. Over ten months, and he’s finally shown a real, physical sign that Deku is alive, instead of overthinking the smallest of unrelated things in his head. "His hair is longer, but that's him!"
"So I was right..." Todoroki plays the footage again, fast forwarded slightly. "If we follow where he goes, we can see if there's anyone with him."
After switching between a few different camera shots, they end up at one of the recordings in the high seat sections. Todoroki slows the footage down again when Deku takes his seat and almost immediately starts writing in a notebook. Todoroki zooms in on the Deku and the few surrounding seats around him.
"Who's that lame looking extra with him?" Katsuki asks, squinting at the screen.
When Aizawa doesn't reply, he looks over. "Sensei?"
The hero’s expression doesn’t at all bode confidence, and a wave of dread quickly washes over him. Aizawa is staring at the screen with wide, worried eyes. "It's worse than we thought..."
"Sensei, who's with him?" There's a new sense of urgency in Todoroki’s voice. It seems Katsuki is hearing a lot of things he hasn’t heard from Todoroki before. It also seems neither want to be the one to guess, worst case scenarios appearing in their heads as they look at the generic man sitting next to a kidnapped boy.
"That is the leader of the Shie Hassaikai himself, Overhaul." Aizawa says, voice full of stress and exhaustion at the same time. "He can destroy and put things back together with a touch, that's why he wears gloves."
Katsuki grits his teeth. "And that bastard is just sitting there, reading a book like he doesn't care about the heroes everywhere." he growls, watching Overhaul hit Deku on the head with the book when he says something.
Not long after, Overhaul puts the book down while, they can assume, he is talking to Deku, the poor kid getting nervous quickly. He fidgets with his hands, and refuses to sit still.
Just like how Katsuki remembered him like in Middle School.
"He didn't look like that once when speaking to me and my father..." Todoroki says. The kid they watched who fearlessly stared down his father, even while the man got more visibly aggressive and actively approached him, looked like a nervous wreck from whatever Overhaul was saying to him.
Overhaul glares at Izuku, and his eyebrows furrow. "Overhaul looks angry about something..." Katsuki says.
"Midoriya did just talk to Endeavor." Aizawa points out.
The anger eventually goes away from Overhaul, and Deku visibly relaxes as well. Whatever they’re talking about lasts for a little longer, not nearly as tense, before Deku’s attention is taken by the festival…
And immediately, Deku seems more distraught than before. The kid puts on headphones and willingly hugs Overhaul's side?
The three of them are silent for a moment.
“What the hell..?” Aizawa squints at the screen.
"...my fight." Katsuki says, grimacing as he looks at Deku. "He's scared of me."
Katsuki’s words are unfortunately proven true as the footage plays on. Deku flinches every so often and hides more and more against the dangerous villain, clinging to his kidnappers' side. Overhaul plays into it, an arm around the kid and at one point taking off his hat to be able to pet his hair.
If they didn’t know any better, it would just seem like he’s trying to comfort a scared kid.
But they do know better, and they know that's not what happened. Deku was clinging onto a man that was holding him just as close.
The same man that kidnapped him.
Katsuki shudders. "This is creepy to watch."
"It's how manipulators keep people." Aizawa says, analyzing the recording as he speaks. His expression is cold, more than normal. "They comfort their victims when faced with something they fear, but they also are the person to put them in that situation in the first place. He brought Midoriya here to analyze, and there is no way he wouldn't know Bakugo would be part of it or a student, not with how reporters talked about USJ."
Luckily, the disturbing scene is over, and Izuku takes the headphones off. Not long after, Izuku is collecting his trash and other items. Did they leave early?
Maybe that, in a small way, is a good thing. Izuku looks incredibly uncomfortable and even more tired than when he spoke to Todoroki.
Before they leave, Overhaul looks right at the camera for a few seconds. The villain places an ungloved hand on Izuku’s green hat, turning it red before continuing their way out.
"Did that bastard just threaten us!?" Katsuki snarls.
"He certainly made it known he doesn't care if we know it's him." Aizawa sighs and closes his eyes. "That hat trick was just a show, he can do that to a person as many times as he wants."
Todoroki’s expression stays blank as he messes with the footage again, this time rewinding. “There’s more we should look at.” He starts at the beginning, when people are just starting to seat themselves.
The footage is then fast-forwarded slightly, but he has his hands over the pause button so if anything important happens, they can get a closer look.
Todoroki almost misses it, but quickly goes back and pauses the footage when he sees Overhaul holding Deku’s chin, forcing the kid to look at him.
“His… gloves are on, but...” Todoroki trails off, the unsettling scene clearly affecting Todoroki too.
"Fuck!" Katsuki huffs and his hands spark from his sweat. It hurts his still injured wrist, but he couldn't care less.
"He's got the kid completely under his control..." Aizawa glares at the screen. "But why didn't he try to run when he left for the bathroom? Does Overhaul have something keeping him from leaving?"
“There could be something keeping him there, a fear of repercussions that’s so big he wouldn’t risk it.” Todoroki theorizes.
He plays the recordings again, luckily nothing new popping up until half-time. Izuku comes back, but ironically enough, with two kids in UA uniforms. They don’t stay long.
“Wait, look.” Todoroki points at a place on the screen. In Izuku’s hands was a children’s toy, along with two keychains. They look like the ones for class 1-A.
"That doesn't look like something the nerd would get for himself." Katsuki says, leaning close to the screen to see better. "He hasn't had a toy like that since he was like, 5 or something and that looks like something you get a girl..."
“Possibly why he won’t leave.” Todoroki points out.
Katsuki nods when he notices who the keychains are. One is Mina in her pink glory and the other...
"That's me." Katsuki says quietly, looking at the keychain.
"It is?" Todoroki squints to see better. "Why would he get your merch if he is scared of you?"
"...because we made a promise as little kids, before quirks came in." Katsuki says, voice heartbreakingly quiet. "We promised to be the first person to buy each other's merch when we became a pro duo."
"..." Todoroki pats his arm in an awkward attempt to comfort him before continuing the video.
He slows it down a bit more when Izuku hands Overhaul a water bottle, something is said, and in moments, Deku is curled up and facing in the opposite direction. Overhaul touches the hat with an ungloved hand, and it turns from red to green, which causes Deku to nervously peek over at him.
"What was that for?" Katsuki asks.
"A reminder." Aizawa says. "The two kids that helped him get back are the top students at the school and licensed to use their quirks. The blond one is actually on the Yakuza case for Trigger."
“And then after that he spoke to me and my father…” Todoroki looks guilty again. Katsuki doesn’t blame him, he couldn’t have really known, but he isn’t in any condition to try and express that right now.
Deku, understandably, seems to be in a constant state of discomfort around Overhaul. Though Overhaul doesn’t seem angry, and not long after, he grabs Deku’s shoulder and pulls the kid against him.
"I'm going to blast his arms off if he keeps touching Deku." Bakugo growls.
"It's a silent threat. Too many people around to talk freely, but if he knows Overhaul's quirk, it would still get the job done." Aizawa says. “There's no way he wouldn’t know by now.”
The fast-forwarded recording continues until Todoroki's fight with Sero, where he made that over-the-top ice pillar. Soon after, Deku leaves for the bathroom.
"That's... everything. I met him not long after this." Todoroki says.
"I don't like how interested he looked during the fights with Shinso." Aizawa says. "It was the few times he actually watched the rounds."
"Eyebags?" Katsuki asks. "Nah, kid won't go villain. He's got something to prove, but that won't mean much if they already just kidnap kids. We only know of Deku but if that toy is for a little girl, it might mean more."
Todoroki looks down at his hands, and after a few moments of silence, he quietly says, "He was right here…” Todoroki slowly looks up at the screen, the video of a lone Overhaul casually reading a book is all that's there. “He spoke to multiple heroes, hero students, people who were even connected to the case. No one noticed."
Aizawa spares Todoroki a sympathetic glance. "Most people don't know what he looks like without the bird mask he wears. He's so plain otherwise that he gets easily overlooked." He sighs. "I'll need to bring the two students that spoke with them in, see what they said to each other."
Todoroki nods. “There’s a chance they’ll have helpful information.”
He glances next to him to see Katsuki, growling quietly as he glares at Overhaul on the screen, his hands in tight fists to keep from sparking more as burnt caramel wafts from him. Todoroki silently looks at Katsuki for a moment, then back to Overhaul.
"Midoriya is being allowed to go out. He's monitored, but the more often he's out in public, the more likely he'll be able to be rescued." Todoroki says. "This also shows he's alive."
"Yeah..." Katsuki sighs, trying to relax himself. "I'm worried about something else now too."
"Something else?" Todoroki tilts his head.
"If they brought him out to analyze us, does that mean they take him out to see the heroes they kill?" Katsuki asks. "Are they making him see and know they're next?"
"Oh..." Todoroki frowns slightly. "I'm guessing he wouldn't take that very well..." But really, who would?
"No, he wouldn’t. Deku loves heroes. Knowing is bad enough but seeing them..." Bakugo shakes his head.
"We don't know that yet." Aizawa cuts in quickly. "Let's not work ourselves up about 'what ifs'. Todoroki, could you grab a USB from that cabinet over there and save a copy of the recording to it? I need to get this to Nedzu and the detective on the case."
"Okay." Todoroki gets up to do just that, opening the cabinet to take one of the many USB drives.
"You two are going to have to come with me to give statements... and open doors for me." Aizawa says. "Call your families and let them know you'll be late getting home." The two nod in unison.
Bakugo takes a moment to continue staring at the video. He pauses it when Deku just gets back in his seat, a tired smile on his face. He looks different, yet the same. His chest aches with an overwhelming want to talk to him again, to find a way for him- for the heroes, to save him. To do everything he can to bring him back to safety.
He wants to meet Izuku Midoriya again.
Notes:
And with that, the sports festival comes to a close! Also!! We've finally reached chapter 10, which is actually astonishing to me cause that means we've been uploading these for 10 weeks straight. Wow. I can't for the next upcoming uploads!
Also, fun Authors Note, moments before I was about to upload this chapter, I had a mini, less-than-one-second blackout, meaning my internet had to completely reboot itself before I could upload after already waiting for so long. So thats fun.
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Chapter 11: A New Shade Of Purple
Notes:
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The Shinso household is a surprisingly loud one for how tired half the people in it look. Despite most having mental quirks and the father not needing sleep because of his, the younger kids of the house are as energetic as their mother and always running around. Hitoshi, sadly, is often in charge of the younger kids when not at school due to his parents' busy jobs, which means he has to wake up early, even on his days off.
Practically torture, if it wasn’t for how much he loved those little idiots.
Which is what led to today. His parents asked him to go to the store to get a few things for his siblings. It was a smaller list, even with his siblings asking for certain things they wanted once they realized he was going out. His father had given him some extra yen for whatever coffee he wanted from the cafe near the store. It’s a steep price to pay for coffee, but at least it makes getting up and existing around people worth it.
The ‘ Children’s Supplies ’ isles were mostly empty when he got there, only a few parents looking for specific things. This spares Hitoshi from accidentally bumping into anyone or their children wandering near him, which in turn means he won't have to conduct any sort of awkward small talk to get what he needs.
Though, there is one other person that stands out among the obvious parents. They’re shorter than Hitoshi, seeming confused and maybe even overwhelmed at the sheer amount of different yet similar items. They keep picking things up, then another, comparing the two, and then awkwardly putting them down to continue this cycle for the next few items. For a moment, Hitoshi thinks they might be a short adult, like a grandparent or something, but is surprised when they turn to look at something and see a kid about his age in a red cat ear hat.
Ah, an older sibling like him, and judging from how confused about everything he is, relatively new to being one too. His eyebrows are furrowed in frustration, staring at two very similar items. In fact, they might just be different designs of the same thing.
Now, Hitoshi could just get his things and leave the kid to flounder but...
"You look like you need help." Hitoshi says suddenly, glancing at him so they know he’s talking to them.
When the kids' green eyes meet his, his expression brightens instantly. The next moment, he looks Hitoshi up and down, almost like he's examining him. Odd reaction, but some people are a bit odd anyways.
"A little bit?" The kid says sheepishly. "I... genuinely have no clue what I'm looking at." He gestures to all the different items in front of them.
"Looks like kids learning tools." Hitoshi teases before showing letter tracing paper in his hands. "Got younger siblings to shop for, guessing you have the same."
“Yeah, a little sister." The kid huffs in amusement. "She’s a handful, but I suppose that I love her enough to help her education flourish.”
"I would hope so." Hitsoshi chuckles. "Takes a lot to brave a shop and its people. You still look lost, tell me what you need."
They look back over at the wall of educational things, look all of them over for a moment, and then frown.
“I… don’t know. I mean, I searched for what a six year old would need so I know in theory, but…” He grimaces. “There’s just so many options .”
"Lucky for you, most of the options are just about how they look and what gets a little kid to pay attention." Hitoshi hums and waves the kid over to a little farther on the wall of items. "Here, these cover most things a six year old needs. You just need to find the same type on the wall and pick a theme, not every little girl like princesses."
The kid hums and looks through the different items. He smiles fondly as he picks a few, most of them some sort of bird theme. The kid nods to himself as he puts the items in the empty shopping basket he’s been carrying around. “Eri likes birds. Birds and flowers.” The kid says happily.
"Eri is a pretty nice name, love to hear yours too." Hitoshi raises a brow at the green kid.
The kid looks at him again, but this time with the same ‘examining’ look in his eyes. “…Why do you do that?”
Hitoshi tilts his head but doesn't vocalize his question.
“ That . You keep avoiding asking questions and dance around your wording.” The kid points out. Ah, caught already it seems.
Hitoshi looks away with a huff. "...It's quirk related."
“Is your quirk dangerous or going to hurt me if it’s used?” He asks bluntly.
"No." Hitoshi admits as he looks back at him. "But it could if I wanted it to."
“Then don’t worry about it.” The kid shrugs, as if not bothered at all “You can call me Izu, and you can ask your questions all you want.”
"Hmm, suspicious." Hitoshi shrugs. "But whatever. I'm Shinso."
“Rude." Izu huffs. "I think I’m the exact opposite of suspicious, thank you.”
"True. You're more like..." Hitoshi looks Izu up and down with a squint. He's tiny with a green sweatshirt, big also green eyes, kinda cute... a kitten? No , no, calling people 'kitten' feels romantic or something. What else is small and cute?
"...A bunny." Also called kittens as babies.
"Pffft-!" Izu slaps a hand to his mouth to muffle hysterical giggles. “W-why does everyone say that?” He asks between laughs.
"Maybe it's just fate at this point." Hitoshi shrugs again, smiling lightly at his laughing. "If everyone thinks it then it must be true by now."
“Awwwh, is this really my fate now?” Izu still has a grin on his face, despite his fake disappointed tone. “I’ve been assigned as a bunny by family, friends, and now strangers that help me find kids' stuff. I can’t escape.”
"Nope." Hitoshi shakes his head. "My condolences."
“Your condolences aren’t appreciated or accepted when you also influenced this.” Izu pouts.
Hitoshi raises his eyebrows. "I don't think you can refuse condolences?"
“Maybe you can’t, but I can.” Izu smiles and points his thumb at himself. “I’m special like that. What are you gonna do? Give me more condolences? I’m already not accepting them.”
"Damn. I honestly have to find a comeback for such an event, I've been out sassed." Hitoshi admits.
“Hell yeah," Izu giggles again. "I can’t wait to tell Eri about my newest and greatest accomplishment today.”
"You're an interesting kid, Izu." Hitoshi huffs amused.
“Is that a compliment or an insult? Either way, I’m proud of myself.” Izu puffs up proudly.
"Hmm, yeah, you seem like a guy that would be proud of that." Hitoshi jokes. "Anyway, need anything else for your sister you're lost on?"
“Oh!” It seems Izu remembers why he’s here at all, looking over everything and putting a few more things in his basket before nodding to himself. “Right, this should be a good start at least.”
"You have no idea how fast little kids grow." Hitoshi snorts. "What are you all here for? This was my only things so I'm free to help you out."
Izu takes out a list in his pocket. “She needs more shoes, arts and crafts, and snacks as well.” He huffs. “Dad has no idea what children like, so it’s my turn to attempt to find out.”
"Single dad?" Hitoshi asks as he plucks the list up to read it.
“Yeah. It was a... sudden thing, and anyone else that could be considered family also has no clue what a little girl could want or need.” Izu sighs.
"Wow, you need more help than I thought." Hitoshi shakes his head. "I have two little sisters, twins, so I have experience in that department. Just need to know her personality first."
“Her personality...” Izu hums. “Well, she’s really shy, more than most kids her age I think. She’s the exact opposite of clumsy, she’s really precise with the things she does. Like I said, she likes birds and flowers. She’s really emotional too, I don’t mean that in a bad way though. Oh! And child-sized crimes, like stealing desserts and stuff.” He explains with an apparent fondness in his eyes.
"Six and already in the crime business before she can read? Damn, hate to see your rap sheet." Hitoshi chuckles. "But I can work with the rest at least, maybe find at least one child crime related shirt."
“She’d love that." Izu snickers. "She’s the sneakiest little cookie thief.”
"Like that blue muppet thing?" Hitoshi nods for Izuku to follow as he walks. Izu quickly follows.
“I guess? But more sneaky and cute.”
"Not a Muppet then, none of those are cute." Hitoshi looks at the list and heads to where he knows the girl clothing section is.
“…maybe if you look at them from the right angle they’re not ugly… but I still wouldn’t call my sister a muppet .” Izu chuckles.
"But a tiny criminal is fine? Does that make you a slightly less tiny criminal? She had to get it from somewhere." Hitoshi points out.
“She partially gets her rule-breaking attitude from me. I have to encourage her hobbies.” Izu pouts again. Hitoshi can’t help but think he looks cute like that. “…and why does everyone call me short as well?”
"Have you considered that you are like, chin rest height?" Hitoshi asks. "I could just stand behind you and fall asleep standing up using you as a pillow."
“No matter how tall I get, I’m always going to be short to everyone else.” Izu huffs in frustration.
"A sad fate." Hitoshi pats his head in 'sympathy'.
Izu grumbles. "It's fine, I'll just beat you up next time you make a short joke."
"How?" Hitoshi smirks. "You're all the way down there."
"The moment we step outside this store it's on." Izu glares at Hitoshi with a playful grin. "Enjoy your last few moments of pride, cause me beating you will break it."
"Ah, but there lies your first mistake." Hitoshi points out smugly. "Now I have free reign in the store to say things, my death is outside."
“The more you speak, the harder I’m going to punch you.”
"I accept this outcome."
Izu pouts and starts walking faster than Hitoshi as they arrive at the girls clothing section. “I’m abandoning you until I get to beat you up.”
"But how will you know what to get without me?" Hitoshi chuckles and barely has to speed up to stay by him.
“I’ll figure it out! I don’t need you, I’m smart enough to figure this stuff out on my own.” Izu argues.
"With the list you don't have?" Hitoshi waves the list in his hand.
"Yup." Izu grins and raises his head as he taps his forehead. "It's all up here."
Izu huffs as his beanie falls off his head and lands on the floor, a puff full of green curls now visible. How did the hat cover all that!?
"A smart guy, huh?" Hitoshi crosses his arms, watching as Izu snatches the hat back. "Still don't know where to look or what works best, the reason I'm here."
"Give me five hours, I'd figure it out and be a master at this." Izu huffs.
"That's five hours away from your sister." Hitoshi points out. "Accept the short jokes and my help or be away for a long time."
"...Ughhhhh." Izu grumbles. "Fiiine. But only because your help is necessary for me to get back at a reasonable time."
"Victory for me." Hitoshi smirks and ruffles Izu's hair.
"Hey!" Izu glares at Hitoshi and playfully swats his hand away. “You're going to ruin the bush more than it already is.”
"Nah, looks fine to me." Hitoshi shrugs. He knows nothing about curly hair or how to style it, Izu's hair looks fine?
“It’s a mess.” Izu frowns as he plays with a curl. “I’ve been neglecting it, I haven’t even had a haircut in an entire year… ”
Izu hums as he seems to think about something, mumbling his thoughts out loud. Hitoshi can’t fully hear what he’s saying, but he can make out the words “too green” and “hair dye”, so there’s that.
"Thinking of a new look?" Hitoshi tilts his head.
Izu glances at him with slight surprise before half-heartedly shrugging. “Oh, uh, not sure yet. But I mean… I wouldn’t be a proper rebellious teenager If I didn’t change up my look at least once.”
"True, true." Hitoshi nods. "Might I offer lavender? It's such a refined and elegant color, only the coolest get it."
“Pfft-“ Izu giggles. “No way, I’m not going to be a copy-cat. I need to think of something original.”
"Damn, thought I had you there for a second." Hitoshi sighs 'sadly'.
Izu looks over to the clothes and looks at a shirt that has a snake with red eyes on it. “…Maybe white hair, like my dad.” Izu tilts his head. “Shinso, do you think white hair would look good?”
"Hmm... You'd be more of a cloud than a bush, but I think you can pull it off. Would you look too different from your sister?" Hitoshi asks. "Sometimes little kids get really confused about changes like that, my dad shaved once and the twins cried because there was a 'stranger' in the house."
“Actually, no!" Izu smiles as he goes through the different racks of clothes. "Eri has silver-white hair, so if anything I’d resemble her more.” He says happily. “I think she’d like it, she already loves it when we match outfits and stuff.”
"Aww, that's adorable." Hitoshi coos. "My sisters never want to look like me."
“I don’t want to brag, but…” Izu grins confidently. “I’m her favorite person ever.”
"This feels like a rigged vote but I will be jealous anyways." Hitoshi bows slightly at his accomplishments.
“It’s nice to see someone admit defeat.” Izu pats Hitoshi’s shoulder. “Don’t worry, you’ll be on my level one day.”
"Have to give up some height to do that."
Izu, once again, deadpans and decides to speed walk away. Hitoshi just laughs and follows after.
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Getting the items Izuku needed wasn’t that difficult thanks to Shinso. He thanked him profusely, and even ended up being given the other teens number. He hesitated, but ended up accepting it anyway. He was nice to hang out with, even if he was a bastard tall person. Shinso seemed happy too. He wonders if this makes them friends.
On the walk back to the compound, he finds himself mostly staring at the new contact on the new phone he was given by Overhaul, his mood souring. He knows he should be happy, and partially he is! He hasn’t spoken to someone his age, let alone made a friend , in quite a long time. However, there is also the underlying fear of how Shinso’s life will be affected by befriending a Yakuza member, let alone a high ranked one like Izuku.
And that's not even touching on the fact that Overhaul had brought him up specifically during the sports festival. He hadn’t actually considered befriending him, he wasn’t going to seek out or stalk some kid. But of course, fate has other ideas.
For now, he decides to not mention his new friendship with the brainwashing boy to any of the Yakuza. He even goes so far as to write a discrete name in his phone contacts for him. Well, maybe Eri can know, she’s been confused why he doesn’t have friends like the heroes in books do, and is good at keeping a secret.
It’s selfish, but he’d like to have a friend.. as long as Shinso doesn’t find out about his identity, or Overhaul doesn’t find out, everything should be fine and stay as peaceful as it has been.
Notes:
Someone tell that one Shindeku shipper in the comments that I was struggling SO BADLY to not say "They actually meet in the next chapter lol" because oh man the urge was strong. I'm trying so hard to be a good little fanfic author that doesn't spoil ANYTHING for my readers but its so difficult :[ I just wanna talk about my fanfiction.
Anyways, welcome to Arc 2, in where we're starting off with Midoriya and Shinso's first meeting! Shippers (me) rejoice!! Of course, don't expect things to be smooth sailing just cause Midoriya gets to finally have a friend.
I need to stop finishing the mock promotional art 5 days early, It makes me want to post the fanfic sooner.
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Chapter 12: Breaking News: Hero Killers Weirded Out By Shigaraki
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Of course, all things have to go back to normal eventually. After deciding he’s researched the heroes new active defenses against Night Rabbit enough, it was finally time for him to go back to his regular missions.
He’s given a list of heroes to go after and then gets free reign to research and analyze to his heart's content. Oddly enough, Izuku finds this to be a good thing. Ever since he started getting into the habit of going out and analyzing heroes, he finds himself getting restless if he doesnt after too long. Training helps, but being out in the world, avoiding heroes, running around, and fighting those who attempt to capture him is much more helpful.
It's not every time he goes on a mission he finds the hero he's looking for, especially once heroes started taking him more seriously. Today is one of these days. He's run into many other heroes, but none are his target of the day.
His mission is in Huso today, a small-time hero/sidekick to Endeavor's agency has been taking bribes from the Yakuza and got cocky about how much he wants for his silence. It happens from time to time and are usually the easiest recon missions to do, more of him just enjoying some quirk analysis the news stations never show because of how low rank they are.
Only this hero is slippery and hard to find! All the heroes around in Huso today also make it hard to find them. Avoiding the normal amount of heroes is difficult enough. Why are they all here again?
Running through the alleys of Hosu, Night Rabbit huffs in frustration as he keeps coming up empty.
Then he hears screaming.
A lot of screaming.
Rabbit perks up. Even if the hero isn’t there, he can’t help but be curious as to what's causing all the commotion. He follows the sound of screams to find…
Utter chaos.
It’s not at all like his controlled chaos. Destroyed buildings, creatures that look like monsters in Eri’s storybooks (Nomu, that's what they’re called, right?), and even a useful amount of fire everywhere thanks to that one ‘hero’, Endeavor. At least the fire allows him to see.
The Nomu are tearing up the town and attacking anyone or thing that moves around them. They are pretty big and intimidating, even more so if he remembers what Overhaul said about them having multiple quirks, but the big and obvious weakness of an exposed brain lessens any of the fear that Rabbit could possibly feel from it. They’re disgusting monsters, but they shouldn’t be that difficult to deal with.
Just in case, Rabbit pulls out one of the knives he has in his bag. He would rather not stay, too many people getting injured, and the likelihood of getting ambushed by a group of heroes would be too high, even while they’re distracted. Plus, he still hasn’t found his target. He keeps a firm grasp on his knife as he grabs his bag and goes to leave.
Hidden under the sounds of fights and screaming, large flapping wings go unnoticed.
Rabbit yelps as he feels himself lifted off the ground, again, but realizes quickly it's not the bird hero this time. The sharp, stabbing pain in his waist helps reinforce that realization. A winged Nomu screeches above him, their sharp talons digging into his sides as he is carried off. Yet, its flying patterns aren’t random, like the other Nomu’s tend to move around, and the creature isn’t hurting him more past the initial grab. It seems to have a destination in mind, like it was sent specifically to find and catch him.
Rabbit hisses in pain and grips his knife and bag tighter. The Nomu is fast, judging from how high and far they are from where he just was already, and judging by the pain in his sides, strong. They’re getting far too high up for his liking.
Realizing it's now or never, Rabbit stabs the knife into the Nomu's leg, hoping that will be enough to deter it. It’s giant compared to him, so from this position he wouldn’t have a chance actually stabbing the obvious weak point.
The Nomu screeches in pain and its talons release on reflex, dropping Rabbit.
Injured, and way too many stories high in the air, he begins to fall, the ground rapidly approaching with not many options to stop him from breaking every bone he has and dying.
Any buildings are too far away to use a similar trick he did with Hawks, so without much time to react or any other options, Rabbit takes his bag in both hands and puts it below him to cushion his fall.
The good news is that the bag works for the first balcony he hits!
But, Rabbit ends up bouncing off it and hits several more on the way down. Broken rocks and railings fall with him as he finally crashes into a dumpster hard enough to crush it.
The alleyway is deathly silent as he lays there, debris littering the ground around him and his sides bleeding heavily.
Rabbit squeezes his eyes shut for a good few seconds and tries to keep from throwing up in his mask, his jaw clenched and hands balled up into fists. His body aches all over, he can feel his outfit getting stained from his blood, and trying to move even a little bit causes an intense, deep and sharp pain in his ribs, making him pretty sure he’s broken something.
He’s gotten injured before during his training, some injuries worse than this, but this is probably the most life threatening, real world injury he’s gotten over the course of the last 11 months. At least he knew he wouldn’t die during training with the Yakuza.
It’s fine. He just has to get back to Overhaul and everything will be fine.
He can’t hold back the groans of pain as he tries to move. “Ow- shit ..” Pretty much all of his body hurts as he sits up. He first fixes his hood and mask to cover his face fully, at least able to note that the voice changer is still working. Rabbit opens his eyes and does his best to not be tempted into looking at his injuries.
"Uh... You good over there?" Calls an irritated, adult male voice.
Oh yay, someone is in the one ally Night Rabbit was dropped in. Great. Fantastic.
"Eh, I'll survive." Rabbit gets off the dumpster, luckily not feeling the effects of the blood loss just yet. He can deal with that once he isn’t in public. Right now, his main issue is just a horrible amount of pain. It would be an issue if he showed any sign of weakness in public. He glances over at where he had heard the voice to examine the situation.
The 'situation' is the Hero Killer Stain standing over a UA student on the ground... oh, and Pro-Hero Native slumped on the wall. Both of which are alive, but by the looks of it, seconds away from being slain.
Man, busy alley tonight.
Rabbit stares at the scene in front of him silently for a moment, just as shocked as the rest of them. He doesn't know if he should be worried or not. What do villains who do similar things do when they run into each other!? Is it a 'there can only be one' situation where they fight to the death or is it a solidarity head nod???
"...well, I certainly didn't mean to interrupt your work." Is the best thing Rabbit thought to say to break the tense silence.
"I doubt you had the choice of alleys to crash into." Stain says. He turns to look at him and tilts his head with a squint. "Why did you fall in the first place?"
“I was grabbed by one of those flying, thoughtless Nomu things that the League let out.” Rabbit sighs. “Surprisingly, I don’t often fall from the air as a hobby.”
"Didn't you fall with that Commission pet a month ago?"
“I don’t think that one time counts as a hobby-“ Almost too late, Rabbit notices something falling directly at him and jumps back into the wall to avoid being attacked. Ow, but he can deal with the pain later.
“It really is after me.” Rabbit tilts his head at the agitated winged Nomu. His knife is still deep in the monster's leg. Its focus is fully on him, making him wonder why the league is after him in the first place.
"Blasted creature." Stain throws a knife at the Nomu to get it to back off. "What'd you do to get the League after you, Rabbit?"
“No clue.” Rabbit grumbles as he searches through his bag for a suitable weapon, the Nomu slower now that it’s also bleeding out. “I overshadowed them once, but does that really call for such hostility?”
Rabbit takes silent note of the two others paralyzed in the alley that look at each other in a mix of distress and fear. Neither seem pleased that they are unable to move while two Hero Killers casually chat and dance around a Nomu.
"I stabbed the leader in the arm and paralyzed his... butler? Bartender?" Stain shrugs, using a knife to parry the Nomu claws. "Whatever he was, doesn't matter. Wanted me to join to kill All Might, a true hero. I said no."
Rabbit rolls his eyes at the mention of All Might while Stain takes his bigger knife and lunges at the Nomu, cutting a wing, but no blood comes from the thin membrane. Stain 'tsk's and backs off.
“Getting the wings stops it from being able to escape at least.” Rabbit decides that he’ll just have to get his hands dirty, and while once again holding back the reactions of pain, slams the Nomu against the walls of the alley to force it to the ground. He keeps it still with his foot against its chest and stabs into its exposed brain with his claw-gloves.
Huh, the brain is a lot tougher than he thought, he had to put a significant amount of force to actually do damage to its brain. Still, it wasn’t that hard. This is what the heroes were having so much trouble defeating? Yeah, it takes a few stabs but not a real fight.
“These things are already half dead, might as well finish the job.” Rabbit says. Once the Nomu stops moving, he gets off of it and sighs. “But yeah, the League seems like a nutcase. Probably best to not get involved.”
"Too late for you." Stain says, collecting his thrown knife and inspecting it. "He has the picture of your witness drawing and some blurry photos from the news in his bar."
“Oh great.” Rabbit huffs. “I haven’t even met them in person and I’m already on their hit-list.”
"Or obsession list." Stain grimaces, a weird look for a guy without a nose. "That Shigaraki guy sounded way too excited to meet you."
“Gross.” Rabbit deadpans. He should make sure to tell this to Overhaul once he’s no longer bleeding out.
Oh yeah, he should fix that.
Rabbit sighs. He should really be leaving soon if he doesn’t want to pass out on his way back. “Can’t a guy do his job in peace? Avoiding the public eye is hard enough, I don’t need flying science projects after me too.”
"Agreed." Stain takes a knife with likely fresh blood on it and licks it (gross), then waves it back at the two on the ground. "Trying to cull a false hero and a child tries to fight me. Shameful how the younger generation acts."
Rabbit tilts his head as he looks at the two. “Oh, I recognize that kid. He did impressively well in the Sports Festival, but trying to kill a known Hero Killer on his own..?” He sighs at the child staring at him with wide, fearful eyes. “Not a smart move.”
"Didn't even stop to help that one." Stain points a blade at Native. "Don't even need to ask why he is a false hero. Racist stereotype."
“Because it’s fun to dress up as a minority, apparently.” Rabbit huffs in annoyance as he rips his knife from the Nomu's leg before looking between Stain and Iida, if he remembers the kid's name correctly. “You said you were going to cull both of them though. What did the kid do that was so bad?”
"Ignored a fallen hero out of revenge and let hate cloud his judgment enough to try to kill me." Stain huffs.
“…is that enough to warrant death?” Rabbit asks, more out of genuine curiosity than anything. He’s never gotten to hear what the villains outside of the Yakuza think, he’s curious of others morals. “Children have plenty of time to grow and learn. They can’t do that if they're dead.”
Iida, although looking incredibly frustrated and glaring at him, seems to be keeping his mouth shut. Whether it's because Rabbit took out one of those things that almost killed his teacher like it was nothing , or because he’s defending him is hard to tell.
"Perhaps." Stain shrugs. "But his words and actions say he was willing to fight to the death, that is what I am giving him."
…should Rabbit be doing this while injured?
No. No he really shouldn’t. He shouldn’t be doing much to risk getting on anyone’s bad side right now.
But he approaches them anyway, getting closer to the hero and student. “Hm, such a shame. He barely got a fight because of your quirk. Very interesting, by the way. I would love to learn more sometime.”
"That would ruin the element of surprise, Rabbit." Stain says.
Rabbit ignores the villain behind him for a moment, and instead crouches down to examine the injured student. Iida flinches at Rabbit suddenly being so close. He grabs the helmet on the ground next to him and places it back on the hero student's head before focusing on what he was looking for.
Rabbit pokes a small, hidden button on the child’s helmet. “Boop.”
Stain tilts his head, hearing the sound Rabbit made. "What are you doing over there?"
“I’m analyzing of course, that's my job.” Rabbit smirks. “If you wont tell me about your quirk, I’ll just figure it out myself.”
A sudden wave cold washes over him as his body aches worse, his likely broken rib only getting more painful. That's not good.
“I can’t figure out the trick to your quirk if I don’t.” He forces himself to say.
"Yeah, that's the point. Get away from my kills, go get your own." Stain huffs and grabs the back of Rabbit's suit to lift him, surprisingly easily, and holds him aside. No longer crouching down at least helps the pain in his ribs. "...why do you weigh so little?"
“I’m like, 5’3 or something, I don’t think I’m supposed to weigh much more?” Rabbit tilts his head.
"You barely weigh anything , it's holding a bag of grapes." Stain holds Rabbit out like a cat. Not feeling any danger, he just kinda dangles there instead of trying to escape. "Are they not feeding you? The people you work for."
“I think I’d get fought by about three different people if I didn’t eat.” Rabbit shrugs. He’s not fully wrong though, but he can’t exactly blame that on the Yakuza. He just doesn’t eat often.
"This a quirk side-effect?" Stain asks, wiggling Rabbit slightly.
“From what quirk?” Rabbit giggles. Oh? Blood Loss makes him giggly it seems.
"You actually are quirkless?" Stain blinks in surprise. "Makes your work all that more impressive."
“Heroes rely too much on their quirks, hoping their strengths will outweigh their weaknesses, to the point that they leave those out in the open.” Rabbit says with a grin. “Without a quirk, I have no drawbacks to worry about and can use theirs to my advantage.”
"How wise and resourceful of you." Stain nods. "But, I am in the middle of something so we will have to talk skills and techniques later. Time limits and all."
Rabbit can faintly hear footsteps, multiple, approaching. Good, he doesn't care about the hero, but even as the Night Rabbit, he wouldn't be able to leave in good conscience knowing a child was killed. This also saves him the trouble of having to actually defend the child himself.
"Actually, now might be a bad time in general." Rabbit lulls his head to his shoulder to look towards the exit of the alleyway, where multiple heroes are rapidly approaching.
"Iida!" Yells a hero, it sounds like Manual. "Iida, where are you!"
"Heroes." Stain growls. "We're leaving."
Rabbit blinks at his wording but decides to shrug it off for now. Going with Stain sounds like a slightly better idea than trying to run off on his own with the amount of blood he’s lost.
“Good idea, at this rate there will be too many to fight off.” Rabbit shrugs the best he can while being held up.
Stain huffs and tosses Rabbit on his shoulder like a sack of potatoes before running at the alley wall and jumping up. The heroes just enter the alley as he climbs and Manual (he guessed that voice right) yells out for Iida.
Rabbit watches as one of the heroes calls out in alarm upon sighting them. Manual stays back while a couple others give chase. Before Rabbit can try to reach for something in his belt, Stain carelessly tosses a flash bang behind his back, giving Rabbit only a second to close and cover his eyes from the light. His ears aren’t saved from the noise though.
Still, it does end up disorienting most of them. He supposes he shouldn’t be surprised Stain doesn’t only have knives and swords.
Meanwhile, Rabbit is kinda just stuck looking backwards while held like this. It’s honestly a really uncomfortable feeling, and besides the pain, Rabbit can feel a sense of fear in the back of his mind. He quickly realizes why.
“If I had a nickel for big burly villains carrying me off…” Rabbit grumbles. He’s able to smother those weak emotions by reminding himself he is strong, and likely could escape from Stain if he tried hard enough. There's no reason to be scared anymore.
Stain huffs as he hops across roofs to attempt to lose or hide from the heroes. "We're in Japan, that saying doesn't work."
“It’s not about the words, but the meaning behind them.” Rabbit pouts. “American sayings are dumb, which automatically makes them endearing.”
He looks around, trying to find an area he recognizes.
Rabbit perks up upon seeing an abandoned building he used to go to many times during his first few months of missions. “Oh, if you go down there, there’s a hidden nook right past that plywood stuff.” He says suddenly, pointing down to the familiar area. Making hiding spaces was necessary when he was still new at this, and he uses them every so often still.
Stain doesn't question as he jumps down and gets them hidden just as a dragonfly sidekick flies past. Rabbit quietly sighs as they manage to get hidden. It’s big enough to fit about three adults, so it’s thankfully not that bad of a fit for him and Stain. Heroes call out to each other as they continue to search not far from them. Stain seems to be listening intently as Rabbit wiggles to try and get the Hero Killer to let go. He’s weaker in his movements than he thought with the bloodloss.
"Hold still." Stain mumbles. "I can feel you bleeding all over my shoulder."
“I can stop that if I could get my med stuff.” Rabbit huffs, staying quiet as well. “There aren't just weapons in my bag, I come prepared.”
"You mean this bag?" Stain sets Rabbit down with the bag he must have grabbed before running. Rabbit forgot he took that off before the fall and hadn't put it back on yet, that would have been terrible for the heroes to find.
“...yeah, that one.” Rabbit opens up one of the front zippers to search through. He pulls out a small water bottle, pain meds (a specially made kind from Overhaul made to not thin his blood), hydrogen peroxide, cotton balls, and gauze from the pocket. He has to unzip his villain outfit partially to be able to lift his shirt, then get into an awkward position to partially see what he’s doing, and only after suffering more pain from said awkward position and his broken rib aching, can he start cleaning his wounds.
"You can ask for help, you know." Stain deadpans, watching him struggle.
“I can do it.” Rabbit stubbornly says, grabbing the cotton balls and pouring- no, more spilling - onto the cotton and the ground. His hands are shaking.
"Before or after you pass out from blood loss?" Stain counters. "Those look deep enough for stitches and that's an ass and a half to do on yourself."
Rabbit grumbles, wanting to argue that he just needs to get back to the compound, but also… he doesn’t want to unnecessarily worry Overhaul and the other Yakuza, or Kami forbid, Eri. He sighs.
“…help, please?” Rabbit reluctantly asks.
"Was that so hard?" Stain asks sarcastically as he looks in the bag. "Where's your stitching supplies?"
“There’s a separate pocket at the very bottom of the one I just opened. I have it like that so it doesn’t get everywhere.”
"Smart." Stain looks and gets out the kit, putting on gloves that are also inside there to not give Rabbit an infection from the blood on him.
When he comes prepared, he comes prepared . Even if he doesn’t expect it to be a hard mission, even if he’s just going out as a civilian, he always makes sure to have medical aid and support weapons inside his bag. It's big and heavy, but he’d rather not have a situation like this without anything with him. He’s always prepared to fight back.
"This is gonna hurt, try not to scream and give us away." Stain warns, needle and thread ready.
Rabbit grimaces but nods anyway. “Right…”
Stain finds the worst gash first and starts stitching it closed from the inside out. It hurts but it keeps from just popping open if it's secure first.
Rabbit's clawed gloves stab into the ground, the concrete breaking effortlessly, in a weak attempt to keep his composure. He’s able to stay quiet, to keep his composure, but he’s not immune to pain!!
Stain doesn't offer any words of comfort as he works to get this done quickly. It takes 6 stitches for the worst one but the others need around 4 each, the worst was likely the back tallon used for the most grip. Rabbit keeps his eyes firmly shut as he counts the seconds in his head.
Once it’s finally done and wrapped in gauze, Rabbit can finally allow himself to relax slightly. Now though, he no longer feels as grounded as before. He feels utterly exhausted, far more than usual, and slightly dizzy. He needs to get back to the compound, to get back to Eri, but he has a feeling that’s going to take a while with the state he’s in.
"Hey, don't pass out on me." Rabbit feels Stain nudge him. "I don't know where to leave you and it might send the wrong idea if I did anyways."
“Sorry...” Rabbit takes a deep breath, but it’s not as helpful thanks to his busted ribs, and also his hood and mask. He just feels stuffy and claustrophobic. He pulls on the hood slightly to try and help, his eyes weakly open again. “I just need a moment.”
Rabbit glances over to see Stain squinting at him, looking at where he moved the hood.
Rabbit sluggishly blinks at him. “...what’s with your face?”
"How old are you?" Stain asks.
If only for a moment, that question seems to bring Rabbit back to reality. “W-what?” His eyes widen, and he tenses up. He really must be exhausted if it took that question to get him to focus again.
"Your age," Stain presses further, "What is it?"
“Why does that matter?” Rabbit mentally curses and looks away quickly.
"Gotta be at least 16 for murder." Stain deadpans.
“…” Rabbit doesn’t look back at Stain. “Then I’m 16.”
He sure as hell could have lied better than that!!
Stain huffs and reaches out to pull off Rabbit's detached hood.
“Wh- hey!” Rabbit can’t react fast enough. Stain is able to get a good look at his face before he can snatch the hood from the killer's hand and sort of put it back where it was. “Secret identities are secret for a reason!”
"You're a fucking kid!" Stain hisses. "Why is a kid killing heroes for the Yakuza!?"
Rabbit wants to have the energy to argue or defend them, but..
Why should he?
He’s tired.
Instead, Rabbit sighs and fixes the hood back over his hair.
“The Yakuza have confusing morals and rules. I tend to not question it anymore.” Rabbit says quietly.
"That doesn't explain how you ended up with them." Stain says. "Or why you stayed."
“I was kidnapped.” Rabbit shrugs. “And by killing heroes, I’m keeping the Yakuza occupied to not hurt... someone else.“
"Blackmail?" Stain squints at him.
“Not… really? Not entirely.” Rabbit shrugs. “They and I were both prisoners, but I gained the Yakuza’s trust to be one of them. Now it’s just more the silent danger that will come if I try to leave or disobey. They are at risk if I do anything out of line.”
His hand reaches up to twist and rub some of the feathers on the purple boa around his neck. It’s so similar to Overhaul’s, a sign of their obedience, of who they belong to, how they can never escape. Somewhere far away, he feels a sense of blooming pride from earning it that disgusts Rabbit. “I don’t have much to go back to anyways. Quirkless teens die all the time for less, and there's too much evidence that I am a part of the Yakuza.”
"Damn, you really are trapped.”
"Pretty much." Rabbit nods. “Guess it could always be worse, but it’s still not great.”
"Would you get out, given the chance?" Stain asks. "Or get who you're protecting out at least?"
“My fate has been sealed since my quirkless diagnosis. If not there, I will die elsewear sooner or later. I can’t see a real reason for me to leave. But…” A determined look crosses Rabbit’s eyes as he glares down at the proof of Overhaul’s possession. “I want to get them out more than anything. That's what I’m working towards.. That is the reasoning behind everything I’ve done since the start.”
"A truly heroic sacrifice." Stain says. "Hmm... I've decided to help you should that day come, Rabbit."
Rabbit looks over at him with wide eyes. “...really?”
"You cull the fakes as I do and you would willingly sacrifice yourself to get another out. Why wouldn't I help you out?" Stain asks.
Rabbit shrugs. “I’m not used to getting help.”
"And I stopped giving it out when I gave up being a vigilante." Stain shrugs. "First time for everything."
“Guess so.” Rabbit feels a new feeling, maybe relief? Before he remembers something important. He takes out his phone and frowns when he checks the time. “Shit...”
Rabbit sighs and pockets his phone. “Right, I don’t have much time till I’m supposed to be back. I should leave..” He’s definitely going to be late with his injuries and how far away he is though, the compound is several preficures away.
"Can't you call them to get you? Lost a lot of blood." Stain warns.
“Not only would that require being in a public area, but I’m still very injured. Even without my Night Rabbit outfit, I would stand out thanks to the dirt and blood all over me. I’m also far too close to where the.. Nomu stuff was happening. None of us should risk staying so close.” Rabbit chugs a water bottle with a few pain meds. “I’ll make it back fine. Once I’m far enough away, I’ll consider calling.”
"Hmm, don't like it but it's your decision." Stain shrugs. "I can help you get out of Huso at least, we're near the boarder of a place to the east, avoid the heroes and have them chase me for you to get away. I can at least still run."
“Yeah, that would be helpful. Trying to do anything to get away from the heroes with these stitches sounds like a bad idea.” Rabbit huffs and begins putting everything back in his bag. “Thanks, Stain.”
"Don't mention it, kid." Stain cleans up the used supplies and puts them in the bag as well. They can't leave DNA evidence just anywhere .
Rabbit hops up to his feet (bad idea, ow ) outside of the nook once everything’s in the bag. He fixes his villain uniform to be fully covering him again and adjusts his hood and mask.
"We'll go that direction, take a bit and we'll head out when you don't feel faint. I won't carry you unless needed." Stain says.
“I won’t need to be carried.” Rabbit huffs and starts leading. He’s had many missions all over different parts of Japan, so he’s memorized multiple ways to get back to the compound from different prefects. He just needs to find the right landmarks toget back or a safe house.
They travel at a slow pace due to the still going fires, the patrolling heroes looking for them, any more Nomu running around, and Rabbit’s extensive injuries. He is careful still, even while lightheaded and dizzy and cold and even his vision getting spotty. He makes sure his steps are silent the whole time.
His body is tired, but it’s fine, he’ll survive.
Probably.
They manage to get away from the center of all the action before they hit too many heroes to safely sneak past together. Traveling together with how noticeable they are like this is too big to risk.
"Looks like this is where we part ways, Rabbit." Stain says, looking around a corner at the heroes.
“Thanks for the help, Stain." Rabbit nods. "Try not to get arrested or something.”
"Same to you kid." Stain gets out a little notebook he used to track heroes with and scribbles out a number before tearing the paper from the book and handing it over.
"Here, save it and burn the paper after. Emergencies only."
Rabbit takes it and nods. “Until next time.” He glances back at the heroes, and seeing an opening, runs past and away from Stain.
He’ll need to get far enough away and closer to the compound until he can safely call for help, no matter how much his body wants to give out.
There is a terrifying moment when a hero calls out about seeing 'a Hero Killer' but Stain's wild laugh and monologue of 'false heroes' calms Rabbit's racing heart, it's just the distraction to get the heroes to give chase and make it easier for him to get away.
This blood loss and his talk with Stain is making it hard to keep fully alert. Rabbit’s just glad he managed to help that Iida kid and somehow get Stain as an ally in his mission of saving Eri. That's good at least.
Once he’s out of Hosu, he takes off his villain costume besides his shoes, which are way too big and clunky to carry around. The metal on them also makes them heavier, and adding that weight onto his back right now sounds like a horrible idea. He does manage to fish out a pale green hoodie from his bag that isn’t covered in blood though! He puts it on before finally stepping out of the shadows that were the dark alleyways and onto the sidewalk.
Besides the streetlights, its pitch black outside, far later than he’s normally allowed to stay out. He really should be trying to get back, but he is actually quite concerned at this point that his spotty vision will turn into no vision from passing out . He needs a moment to let his aching body rest. So he sits down on the bench for a moment, waiting for his body to stop hurting so he can call someone to pick him up.
He sits on the bench for what feels like forever when his attempts to not pass out are, rudely , interrupted by a concerned voice approaching.
"Izu? Is that you?"
Izuku reluctantly opens his eyes and looks over at the familiar voice. His vision is blurry, but he sees lavender. “Oh… hey Shinso.” He closes his eyes again.
"Wh- don't just 'hey Shinso' me!" Shinso quickly appears at Izuku's side and seems to look him over. "What are you doing out so late- is that blood!? "
“Yeah.” Izuku mumbles, glancing down at his hoodie. He was pretty sure it wasn’t bloody before, so either he’s hallucinating, misremembering, or his bandages are soaking wet. “It’s not that bad. I’m not bleeding as much anymore… the stitches hurt like a bitch though.”
"That..." Shinso sighs and rubs his face. "That answers nothing and only gives me more worries. Were you caught up in the Huso attack?"
“Probably?” Izuku shrugs and points at his beat up (also slightly bloody) bag that he placed on the bench seat next to him. “Got picked up by a flying Nomu creature thingy and then fell from like twenty stories.”
"..." Shinso reaches out a hand and baps Izuku on the head. "Why are you not in a hospital!?"
“Can’t go to a hospital.” Izuku says vaguely. “Besides, Ov- dad can fix me with his quirk. Just need’a get home.”
"Is your dad a doctor with Quidolac?" Shinso asks, lightly poking at a clean part of the bloody clothes. "I doubt those Nomu are sanitary."
“Quidolac doesn’t do anything for me ‘cause I’m quirkless.” Izuku explains before he smiles slightly from quirk talk. “Doesn’ matter though. His quirk could just revert my body back to how it was a few hours ago.”
"Okay, but does it work on things you're missing ?" Shinso asks. "Pretty sure healing quirks like that still have to wait for blood to come back first because you can't make something from nothing."
“Maybe, It’s not a healing quirk.” Izuku plays with his hair to try and get the little blood he has left circulating better. Not moving isn’t helping as much as he thought. “It’s hard to explain his quirk, but he’ll be able to help better than a doctor.”
"Yeah… yeah no. I think just taking you home is a better idea right now." Shinso argues. "A bath, food, and liquids will do good and then you can go home."
“I’ve been out for too long. Dad will be worried, especially if I’m with someone he doesn’t know.” Izuku really doesn’t want to deal with the repercussions of not telling Overhaul about his friendship with Shinso and being out past curfew. He would try to message him, but he can barely keep his eyes open.
"You are about to pass out, covered in blood, and smell like you sat in a dumpster at one point." Shinso points out. Rude, he didn't need to add that last part. " At least let me get you to that laundromat down the street so you're inside and not a mugging risk as you call him." Shinso pleads, making the boy frown.
“Stop caring about me, ’s weird and gross.” Izuku halfheartedly grumbles. “…but I'd rather not die, so, fine.”
"I do what I want." Shinso smirks and moves to put Izuku's bag on his back, though he immediately almost falls from the sheer weight of it all. He hears Shinso mumbling to himself about ‘pounds of bricks’ before he’s able to sort of carry it better. He then takes his arm on the uninjured side to help him up.
"Rude." Izuku tries his best to not have to lean on Shinso too much, if at all. He knows how heavy that bag is, and he can see Shinso struggling to hold it all. He doesn’t want to inconvenience him more, even if he himself is, 'like a bag of grapes', as Stain said.
"I'll have you know I am innocent of all crimes and a 'polite young man', according to all the old ladies I help." Shinso jokes.
"Oh shuuuut up, I get it. You're gonna be an awesome hero one day, no need to rub it in." Izuku lightheartedly complains.
"...You think I'll be a good hero?" Shinso asks, voice uncharacteristically quiet.
"Obviously." Izuku says confidently, not noticing Shinso's change in attitude. "You have the spirit of a true hero and your quirk is strong as hell. Play your cards right, and you can take down even the best of villains. It would be stupid to think you wouldn't make a good hero."
"..." Shinso turns away, making it so Izuku can't see the expression he's making or the wetness in his eyes. "Y-yeah."
The silence helps Izuku be able to concentrate enough on his senses, only to be immediately hit with music and the rhythmic humm of laundry. He forces himself to open his eyes slightly, mostly squinting, so he can build up to being able to look at his phone to call someone. It's so goddamn bright .
Shinso gets him to a bench table so he can at least try to get comfortable in some way, shape, or form.
"I'm going to the attached konbini to get you some food to help with the blood loss. Be right back." Shinso says.
“Have fun.” Izuku sighs and takes out his phone to inspect the damage, understandably worried about the reactions of the others for being MIA for hours. At least his phone didn’t shatter through this whole mess.
There are several missed calls and messages both from Rappa 'Sparring Partner' and Overhaul 'Bird Dad'.
Izuku doesn’t even want to try to read the messages, he doubts he could even if he wanted to though. He rather call Rappa, but knows Overhaul would probably prefer it if he called him first, so with a lot of reluctance, he calls Overhaul and puts the phone to his ear.
The phone only rings twice before it's picked up.
" Where are you!? " Comes Overhaul's stressed voice.
"Uh... a laundromat attached to a konbini in the Kanagawa prefecture. By the edge of Hosu." Izuku says, a little slow about it. He should have looked at the name before he came in, but oh well, too late now. He hopes he doesn't sound as horrible as he feels.
"You got out? News reports mentioned you and a 'Hero Killer' getting hunted and almost caught before a Nomu gave them time to escape." Overhaul says.
"Yeah, Stain distracted them and gave me time to run for it once we got closer to Kanagawa." Izuku leans his head down on the table. "Was planning on calling you sooner, but the blood loss said no."
"Blood loss!?"
"Oh yeah, I lost a lot of blood. It's hard to keep my eyes open and everytime I open my eyes the world is spinning." Izuku explains casually, a little giggle slipping out.
"Rabbit, why is the blood not in your body, where it belongs?" Overhaul's stress does not seem to be getting better. Oops.
"Flying Nomu picked me up and flew me like twenty stories high, but its grip was tight and sharp so I started bleeding a lot. Then I fell and that didn't help." Izuku says. "It's not as bad anymore. Stain stitched up the injuries and a friend is getting me something to help with the blood loss."
"There are several things wrong with this explanation," Overhaul stressed before sighing. "But I will let it slide for now as you will be too woozy to remember things. I will send one of the cars already out looking for you to collect you. Who do you want to be in it?"
“Rappa.” Izuku says quickly. “Just tell him that the Nomu that hurt me is already dead so he doesn’t try fighting anything.”
"I will. Stay there and try to not fall asleep before he gets there. I'll prepare the lab." Overhaul says.
Izuku grimaces. “Kay, I’ll try.” He hates the lab, it’s likely his least favorite part of the Yakuza, but it’s probably better than healing from this naturally. He would be out of commission for too long for comfort.
"See you when you get back, Rabbit." Overhaul says, though he pauses before he hangs up. "...it's good to hear you're alive."
It takes a second too long to process in his head what Overhaul said. By the time Izuku does, the phone is already hung up.
He doesn’t know why those words cause him to tear up. Of course Overhaul is glad he’s alive, he’s one of his most useful assets! But he also didn’t have to say that at all. Those words, said by the Yakuza boss, in that tone, it felt more emotional than anything.
Now is not the time to have his conflicted thoughts again, but that doesn’t stop the tears.
"Izu? What's wrong, are you in pain?" Shinso asks, voice worried as he comes back with a bag.
“N-no..” Izuku sniffles and wipes his eyes. “Well, yes, but that’s not why I’m crying…”
"What's wrong?" Shinso sets the bag down and gets out a Gatorade for him, sliding it over to him.
Without thinking, Izuku blurts out, “He’s happy I’m alive..”
"I- your... your dad?"
Izuku nods before he notices the Gatorade and immediately focuses on that instead of elaborating. Shinso is still confused but opens the bottle for him when Izuku struggles to and hands it over. He didn't get any pain meds, but he’s already taken his own, so it’s fine. Normal ones thin the blood anyway.
“Thanks.” Izuku takes a few good gulps before sighing and finally remembering Shinso’s confusion.
“I… I didn’t always live with him. This is a more recent thing, and normally he’s really… closed off. I don’t really expect him to care for me.” Izuku dances around the truth without fully lying. He doesn’t want to drag Shinso into the mess that is the Yakuza. He can’t. “I’m not used to it.”
"Oh, one of those really closed off kind of dads." Shinso nods. "Maybe he's just awkward and bad at showing he cares? Suddenly getting a kid can change up a lot fast."
“Yeah, maybe..” Izuku shrugs. “I’ll figure it out.. at least the crying has prolonged my desire to take a nap.”
"I feel like it should make you more tired, more fluids lost." Shinso shrugs and gets out salty snacks for Izuku, opening those too.
Izuku starts slowly eating those too. “Headache added onto the pain, but it’s a new pain so I can’t sleep through it yet.”
"That doesn't help my worrying." Shinso lightly baps Izuku on the head again. His phone dings and he pulls it out to check, before sighing.
"I gotta get home, my mom's worried about how close Huso is and looters." Shinso sighs.
“I’ll be brought back soon, so don’t worry about me.” Izuku smiles at Shinso. “Be safe, punch a cop if you have too.” He weakly punches Shinso’s arm as if to show an example.
"I will punch a cop in your honor." Shinso says, amused. "Want to take a picture together? Be my alibi for when I do?"
Without thinking, Izuku agrees. "As long as you send it to me, yes."
"Sick." Shinso moves to Izuku's side and puts an arm around him to take a selfie.
"Say 'be gay, do crime'." Shinso smirks.
Izuku’s laughs. “Be gay, do crime!” He leans closer to Shinso’s side.
Shinso takes the picture and sends it to Izuku before he gets up.
"Alright, I got to head out, try to not get hurt anymore or I'm going to call you cursed." Shinso says jokingly.
“I probably am.” Izuku shrugs. “Apologize to your parents for me? I feel bad that we made them worry.”
"I will. Mom will probably send me with a fruit basket or something next time we meet up." Shinso ruffles Izuku's curls and pockets his phone. "Later Izu."
“Bye, Shinso.” Izuku smiles warmly as he watches his friend leave. He feels bad for worrying him, but also happy he stopped and offered so much help at all. It was nice to see him again.
Now he just has to wait for Rappa.
Which isn't a very long wait when you lose track of time. It's only five or so more minutes before one of the the nondescript black cars the Yakuza uses is pulling up and Rappa's large form is stepping out and looking around quickly. Once he notices, Izuku sighs and grabs his stuff before shuffling out of the laundromat.
“I’m over here.” Izuku (attempts to) calls out once he steps out. It sounds weaker than he means for it to.
"Little fighter!" Rappa rushes over and has to stop himself from just picking him up, his hands hovering around Izuku in his worry. "Where are you hurt? How bad?"
“Not bad.” Izuku says sarcastically as he lifts up his shirt enough to show the stitched up gashes.
"Hmm, it doesn’t seem too bad, but let's get you home." Rappa gathers up Izuku's bag and snacks to take to the car. "How did you get the snacks?"
“Friend.” Izuku smiles warmly as he follows Rappa. “He found me and got me food. Had to leave 'cause his parents were getting worried though.”
"A friend we should worry about?" Rappa asks, lowering his voice for the second part. "A friend to keep from the Boss?"
Izuku blinks, confused, before realizing. “Oh.” He nods. “Yeah.. That’s probably a good idea..”
Rappa nods and gets Izuku to the car, the driver is Tabe again. It feels like the day they kidnapped him only he got stabbed this time.
“…god, if I had a fucking nickel..” Izuku grumbles as he shuffles over to lean against the opposite car door once closed. These not-so-fond memories are causing his heart to race, but he once again, just like when Stain was holding him, tries to calm himself down and doesn’t visibly show any panic. It isn’t working as well.
"We don't have nickels in Japan." Rappa says, ruffling Izuku's hair as he drops the bag onto the back seat.
Izuku deadpans at Rappa. “No one lets me say my dumb sayings in peace.” First Stain, now Rappa. He’ll fight them both. Preferably not when hurt, but still!
"Have you considered not using American sayings in Japan?" Tabe asks as Rappa starts heading to the passenger seat.
“Now I’m not going to stop.” Izuku grumbles as Rappa hops in. “I do what I want.”
"Sassy when you lose a lot of blood." Rappa chuckles as Tabe starts to drive them back.
“As I should be. If I die, I would rather my last words be something snarky rather than… I dunno, something dumb.” Izuku shrugs.
"Well, not gonna die now but it's entertaining so I'll let it continue." Rappa chuckles.
“You don’t know that.” Izuku grumbles. “I could die right now. Death spite.”
"Don't die in the car, it's leather." Tabe says.
“I’ll make sure to die in the car.” Izuku deadpans.
"Now, now. Let's not give Tabe more work." Rappa laughs. "Die in the blue car, the guy that washes that one is a dick."
“…works for me. As long as I get to annoy someone even past death.” Izuku nods, as if finalizing a deal. Rappa laughs again.
Izuku leans his head against the window again and tries his best to resist the temptation to close his eyes. Luckily, the anxiety of being in a similar position to when he was kidnapped helps. He counts the buildings they pass as they get back to the compound.
Rappa calls back occasionally to make sure he doesn't fall asleep and soon, maybe, they are at the compound. Some of the lower level lab workers are there in scrubs and with a gurney to take Izuku back.
At this point, Izuku just wants to go to sleep. Sluggishly, he helps the lab workers get him onto the gurney as he continues to force himself to stay awake. He promises himself he’ll take the best nap in the world once he’s no longer suffering.
"I'll stay with the little Unicorn until you can get back." Rappa tells him, taking his bag.
“Thanks Rappa, you're the best.” Izuku mumbles. He’s going to give Eri the biggest hug, then have a nap.
Rappa nods and Izuku gets wheeled away quickly by the lab workers.
Even now, Izuku is unsettled by the lab. He hates this place for many reasons. It was one of the first areas of the compound Izuku knew about that scares him to death, especially after learning what was happening to Eri. While it’s not as terrifying anymore, being just as used to this place, he still would rather be anywhere else.
He focuses on breathing properly to keep himself calm and awake to deal with Overhaul.
As he is wheeled into and finally enters the lab, Izuku sees Overhaul is by a medical bed. He is already in medical gloves and a cloth mask instead of his bird one. Izuku looks away from Overhaul and down to his lap instead, feeling guilty as he remembered how worried he had sounded over the phone. He’ll apologize when he has a chance.
Overhaul waves the lab workers away, leaving just them in the room. He sets up his tools and waves to the bloody hoodie.
"Take that off, I need to check and remove the stitches so they don't become a permanent part of you." Overhaul says.
“Kay.” Izuku sleepily does as asked, taking off the bloody and ripped hoodie and folding it as best he can. Izuku can now fully see his bare, bloody chest. The blood on his skin has dried at this point besides the blood directly around his injuries. It's itchy now that he thinks about it.
Overhaul scrunches his nose at all the blood and uses some alcohol pads to clean him up. He also gets an IV of blood going as he works to replace what was lost.
"Report." Overhaul commands as he does this. "What happened?"
“Was looking for the targeted hero.” Izuku tries to think past the fuzzy haze of exhaustion to explain. “Somehow ended up at whatever incident was happening in Hosu with the Nomus. One of them, a flying one, grabbed me.”
Izuku pauses for a moment as he tries to remember everything.
“I stabbed it and fell, though it kept chasing after me till I killed it. Ended up in an alley where the Hero Killer Stain was trying to cull a false hero and a UA student. He dragged me off once too many heroes arrived, stitched up my injuries, then distracted the heroes while I ran.” He explains. “The one who controls the Nomus… uh, I forgot his name, but Stain said the guy was overly excited to meet me, so I think that Nomu was targeting me.”
"The LoV knows of you?" Overhaul asks.
He tosses the used pads and grabs a cotton ball soaked in a cleaning solution with some long tweezers, in his other hand are some medical scissors he uses to snip the stitches. He dabs the cotton ball with each snip to clear the area and checks for more bleeding.
“Mhm. Stain said they had a picture of me or something in his bar.” Izuku says. “They knew of and met Stain…. If they want to be big names, they have to gather strong allies.”
"And you are the only well known and active member of our organization." Overhaul nods. "Not sure why they thought kidnapping with a monster was the way to go about it. All they did was injure you and break any chance at trust with us."
“…either they’re dumb and I’m overthinking, or it was to show off.” Izuku thinks out loud. “Successfully kidnapping a high-tier villain would be showing their strength to us and proving something.”
"Prove how idiotic they are." Overhaul huffs before grabbing a squishy bottle with a nozzle. "This will sting."
“Okay.” Izuku reluctantly sighs. “It shows their desperation though. Trying to kidnap me was a huge risk for them.”
Overhaul squeezes the bottle and flushes out the injury. It stings as he warned it would. "Why are they so desperate is the question."
Izuku frowns at the stinging pain, trying to think. Why would the league want him?
"They already attacked UA and now Huso, why they think we want that attention as well is beyond me." Overhaul huffs.
“…they might be weaker than we think? The attack on UA was big, but most of them were low level thugs and got arrested. Sure they have Nomus, but they could be weak on actual manpower.” Izuku rambles. “They might have been betting on you being impressed by successfully kidnapping me. They want to use us to raise them amongst the ranks without having much to offer for us.”
"They could have also wanted to take you for their goal." Overhaul warns. "As far as we know, they want to end All Might, and you have yet to fail a mission to end a hero. You even took down the number three."
Izuku shudders at the thought. With what he knows, he fully could take down the number one hero. He’s already crossed so many lines, and in any normal circumstances, he wouldn’t consider it. The symbol of peace being destroyed would be detrimental to so many people, heroes and civilians.
But with the weight of knowing Eri is alone and whatever means of convincing the League would use if he refuses, he’s unsure if he would or not.
“Right… now I have to worry about them as well during missions.” Izuku sighs.
"We can set up check-in calls or a shadow to watch your back." Overhaul says. He takes off his gloves to place his hands on the cleared wounds, though it looks like there’s something in them- "Brace for healing."
Izuku stiffly nods as he does his best to mentally prepare for Overhaul’s quirk, quickly closing his eyes. It only takes a second for Overhaul to destroy and recreate Izuku's sides, the injury didn't get too far in to need a full remake, but it still hurts like hell.
His ribs were the worst part. It hurts so much more than even getting the injury or the stitches did. Izuku whimpers in pain, his attempt at breathing through it quickly turning into almost fully hyperventilating.
He hates Overhaul’s quirk.
"Easy, Izuku. Deep breaths." Overhaul gently takes one of Izuku's hands to hold to his own chest and exaggerates his own breathing for him to follow. Izuku’s hands tremble as he makes an effort to slowly match his breathing to Overhaul’s.
“S-sorry..” Izuku whimpers.
"For what? I know it hurts, I’ve had to do it to myself before."
“And for worrying you…" Izuku opens his eyes and hesitantly looks up at him." I-I probably could have found or made an opportunity to call earlier, but I was so focused on getting back, I didn’t even try...”
"I worry any time you go out, a hero could find you or any number of things." Overhaul sighs. "Huso was... unpredictable to a wild degree."
"You..." Izuku’s eyes widened slightly. “You worry every time?”
"Everytime." Overhaul nods.
Izuku sheepishly looks down at his lap. He really isn’t used to people being like this towards him, even after so long. “Thank you… for caring, I mean.”
"An odd thing to thank me for, but of course I care." Overhaul cleans up the mess around them and grimaces before destroying and remaking Izuku's hoodie to be clean and blood free. He then goes over to a sink to wash his hands.
Izuku takes the hoodie and puts it back on. “I’m just glad you care at all.” He can hide it well, but he feels the smile tugging at his lips.
"You need to work on your self worth again, Izuku." Overhaul says while drying his hands. The man then walks over to pet his hair.
“I think I’ve gotten better.” Izuku huffs as he leans into Overhaul’s touch.
"You have." Overhaul nods, still petting him. "A year or so ago would have had you a crying mess from just a compliment on your analysis."
“In my defense, a lot was happening back then. It was hard to take it all in.” Izuku says before smiling sheepishly. “…I probably still would have cried though, so you're right.”
"You cried a concerning amount and flooded a room somehow. It was very worrying and I'm glad you've stabilized your emotions more." Overhaul sighs and gives a last pet before taking his hand back and putting a glove back on.
“I’m a Midoirya, we’re well known for our tears.” Izuku jokes, rolling his eyes. “You didn’t do enough research on me if you didn’t know that well-known fact.”
"Didn't really look that far into your family." Overhaul admits. He tosses used trash away and puts the medical supplies on a tray that will be sent away to be cleaned and sanitized.
"It's weird that your father doesn't exist, by the way." Overhaul adds on as an afterthought.
“He left when I was like, four or five.” Izuku shrugs as he watches Overhaul. “Went off to a ‘work trip’ in America after I got diagnosed quirkless and never contacted us again. It’s not that surprising you couldn’t find much on him.
"Oh, I meant that in a literal way." Overhaul says. "Hisashi Midoriya never existed in any database in Japan, even the child support from him wasn't real. Money just appeared in your mother's bank account from nowhere."
“But…" Izuku blinks, his brain trying to think once again while tired. "A pseudo-identity is usually a sign of like- people of high importance or villains and stuff. Those types of people aren’t ones to get married or start families because of their status.” He’s more confused than anything.
"No clue, none of our men could find a single thread that leads back to a person. Your father is a mystery." Overhaul shrugs.
“That makes no sense.” Izuku frowns.
…before he thinks of something that makes him begin to snicker. “He was so embarrassed of his son being quirkless that he destroyed any trace of himself so he could start a new life.”
"Come now, Izuku, that's a bit extreme." Overhaul huffs. "He didn't exist before you were born either, your mother has no idea who she married."
“I’m joking, Overhaul-sama.” Izuku giggles. “I used to joke about whatever my father was doing so I wouldn’t be upset over him, now it’s just a habit.”
"Hmm... another point in getting a therapist..." Overhaul mumbles to himself (why is everyone so rude to him today?) before getting louder. "In any case, you're all healed but I couldn't replace the blood, so go to your room to rest with the IV pole. Do not let Rappa take the pole later and play with it, he breaks them."
Izuku’s huffs in amusement before letting himself give in to the exhaustion. He can finally stop working and rest. “I’m going to sleep for a good 24 hours,” he sighs as he begins walking out, leaning on the pole. “Thanks for healing me, I’ll try to be more careful next time.”
"Rest well, I'd rather not have you back in here anytime soon." Overhaul calls out as he starts cleaning the lab. "I'll always take care of you, but don't make this a habit."
"I won't." Izuku calls, yawning as he walks off to this room. He has an Eri to cuddle and the promise of sleep calling his name.
He hopes the Nomu and LoV thing doesn't become a recurring issue. But that is future Izuku's problem.
Notes:
Hello and welcome to ‘Azzy explains their attempt at world building that wasn’t explained in detail in the fix’ episode one! Today’s topic: Quidolac!!
Quidolac is a fake medication similar to Antibiotics, but specifically made for quirk users!! Fun :)
Anyways did you guys know there’s a max amount of characters you can have in a Google doc? Yeah aparently it’s around 1.02 million. I found that out the hard way so……
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Chapter 13: The House Cat And Feral Rabbit
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Overhaul’s quirk is helpful for a lot of reasons. No matter how much it hurts, Izuku can’t deny that the momentary pain is better than suffering through normal healing. All he had to do was let the IV transfer him enough blood to stabilize and then make sure to force himself to eat a bit more to be sure his body has all the blood it needs. After a few days (a week? It's hard to tell, he loses track of the days when nothing eventful happens), he was finally feeling good enough to get back into normal habits. He trains, cooks, plays with Eri, and luckily his most recent mission went without any major issues. Finally, he can slowly lose his crowning title of ‘Trouble Magnet’. He’s half tempted to get a whiteboard to track how many days have gone by without an incident he’s involved in. There's always something.
Unfortunately, shuffling back into his room with an IV pole and his bloody uniform in his bag had worried and upset Eri a lot . There wouldn’t have been any way to hide the evidence of his injuries from her, but he still hates to see her so worried. He should be fussing over her, not the other way around.
After talking with Rappa, he suggested something that he likely should have thought of sooner. That Izuku should get her something as an apology.
But what does Eri like? Her half of the room is covered in toys and drawings and all sorts of gifts already. He vaguely remembers how, as Rabbit, he’d come back with a small gift for Eri after almost every mission. Still, it won't feel any special if he just gets her something else.
That's when it hit him.
Apples. But not just any apples.
Candy Apples.
Despite her love of normal apples, Eri hasn’t actually tried any candy apples, as they were out of season by the time Izuku started doing missions. So, he decided he’ll find a way to get her some!
This is a foolproof plan that hasn’t ever backfired on him before!
It took a while of searching, but soon Izuku remembered that there is a place in a mall in his old district that sells them. They had an autumn theme all year round and were decently popular because of all the different foods they can make without a festival limiting them.
But seeing as it's his own district, that makes things more complicated. Overhaul has a strict set of rules for him whenever he has missions in Musutafu. One of those rules is that he isn’t allowed to wander around as a civilian like he can on other days without missions. Overhaul doesn’t stop him, but he highly discourages him from going there unless for a mission.
But it's to make Eri happy, so Izuku begged and pleaded maybe a bit dramatically so Overhaul would sigh and give in to his request, which he eventually did. But the same rules still applied, so he would have to find a way to sneak in as Night Rabbit to steal some apples.
He did bring a bunch of yen to put in its place in an attempt to not be as rude. He has some standards for his crimes, and stealing from small businesses breaks his moral code.
Sneaking in was pretty easy, considering it's a mall and not any place that would be guarded. He found a vent he could crawl through and popped out to find himself in an old, closed down clothing store. That mitigates the chances of anyone walking in while he planned his next moves.
There is some loud laughing just outside the store window, and a quick peek shows-
Oh no …
It looks like the entirety of Class 1-A is here in the mall as well. How silly of him to worry about a simple, single patrolling heroe and to listen to Overhaul’s rules. He should have realized a mall this close to UA would have 20 heroes-in-training running around!!
And here he is, dressed as a Hero Killer in the middle of the day!
Rabbit huffs in frustration. He half considers stuffing his costume back in his bag and walking around as himself. But even without Overhaul’s rules, his hair is still bright goddamn green. People might recognize him after living in this prefecture for literal years. Overhaul would also throw a fit if he found out.
Oh, and from the little he remembers at the UA Sports Festival, he assumes Bakugo told his classmates about him as well, so any one of those hero students could recognize him. That would be an even worse, more complicated situation.
He really needs to ask Overhaul to change his hair color. Maybe he should give up on this for today and go back to the compound. It seems to be one of his unlucky days, and he would rather not get involved with anything over the top or insane today.
Well, maybe he’s a little bit lucky. He’s able to hear that the students are getting ready for a camping trip of some kind? They are starting to split off into groups and go in different directions. They aren’t very quiet about where they are going... for hero students that have been attacked by villains, they are very bad at not being kidnappable.
They should work on that before something bad happens. Maybe he’ll get to teach these hero students to be more careful with a few threats and a vague villain monologue. He has his own morals of ‘don’t kill children’ that, even if they don’t know of them, means they won’t be in serious danger if he teaches them that lesson.
He also wants to monologue at least once as a villain. It's a requirement or something. He should plan a script.
Rabbit pauses his train of thought when he sees a flash of lavender. He quickly focuses on the, now smaller, group of students again. Standing in the back of the group is…
Ah yes, Shinso! That's why he recognized that shade of purple.
What is he doing there though? Unless he made it into the hero class like he wanted?? He did get really far in the sports festival.
Rabbit hesitates. Shinso looks pretty uncomfortable and isn’t joining in on any conversations like the rest of the class. If he did get into 1-A, it must be a very new development. He looks like he really doesn’t want to be there.
Hesitantly, Rabbit decides to text Shinso. He realizes it might be a bit weird to text his friend while he’s secretly watching him, but it’s not like it was intentional. Unintentional stalking isn’t a crime. Maybe.
GreenBunny: Hey hey, Shinso
GreenBunny: How is the progress of getting into the hero course? You haven’t updated ever since you were told they were discussing your performance!
Rabbit tries to act as normal as possible, which is easier when he can curate his responses.
Shinso notices the messages and pulls his phone out, a small smile on his face after he sees who it’s from. He doesn’t even seem to realize how soft his expression gets as he types back.
Purple cat: It's going... well enough.
Purple cat: I impressed the school at the festival but have to wait for after summer break to officially join.
Purple cat: Some of the hero course kids must have found out and I've been bullied into socializing.
Behind the mask, Rabbit can’t help but let out a soft huff in amusement. He’s not used to feeling so calm like this, it’s a nice change of pace.
GreenBunny: Oh no, your worst nightmare.
GreenBunny: But that’s great, you're going to be in the hero course!! You're one step closer to being a hero!
GreenBunny: I’m so happy for you!
Purple cat: Thanks, I couldn't have done it without you though.
Rabbit blinks in surprise.
GreenBunny: Huh?
GreenBunny: Yeah you could have? Very easily?
GreenBunny: I didn’t even know you before the festival?
Shinso is seen huffing and gets a fond look.
Purple cat: You believed in me.
Purple cat: Said I could do it when no one but my family did. Even then it didn't feel as genuine as you.
Purple cat: You convinced me to advocate for myself and show the teachers how much effort I’ll put in to become a hero.
Purple cat: Sensei pushed Nedzu only cause he could see that.
GreenBunny: Well I’m glad I managed to help then…
GreenBunny: I’ll be cheering you on the whole time.
Rabbit watches Shinso type, but when the notice of him typing goes away without any message sent, he frowns. He peeks back over to the window and now can see the rest of 1-A seems to have split up in their groups, now no longer near Shinso.
A stranger in a black hoodie has an arm wrapped around his shoulders. Shinso looks startled and tries to pull away, but the stranger seems to say something and puts a hand around Shinso’s neck, pinkie up, and Shinso’s eyes get wide with fear. He says something, and the stranger tilts their head but doesn’t respond, periwinkle blue hair seen under the hood.
Rabbit tenses up, glaring at the hooded figure. That sure as hell looks like a threat, and Shinso doesn’t look pleased either. Still, he doesn’t jump the gun, not yet. He’s trained enough to know to assess situations first before trying to fight someone.
He pockets his phone as he recognizes the hair color from police reports he’s researched…
The only person to be in the news with that hair is Shigaraki Tomura, the apparent leader of the LoV. The fact he has his hand like that means the rumors of a touch based quirk are likely true, which leaves Shinso in grave danger. One wrong move, and it could be over.
Rabbit can’t be sure what Shigaraki wants, the windows certainly don’t let him hear anything through the bustling of the mall goers and how far away they are, but it can’t be anything good. He could try to get closer and hear but...
He hesitates.
Usually his missions have nothing to do with anyone he knows. He can feel disconnected and numb when he knows the people he analyzes are just targets. But now Shinso is the one in danger from a dangerous villain. Villains aren’t merciful, and he can’t be sure what will happen once Shigaraki has whatever it is he wants.
Getting caught in a building full of hero students is risky, but so is leaving Shinso to deal with that villain without help.
Eventually, he feels his head clear as he shoves away his conflicted thoughts. Rabbit’s feet feel as though they move on his own, but he doesn’t stop, even when he notices. He quickly leaves the closed down store and steadily approaches the villain. His own safety be damned, all he really knows is that every part of him wants to help Shinso.
As he gets closer, he can see Shigaraki is leading Shinso away from the crowd to a staff hallway that seems to lead to an emergency exit.
Rabbit turns on his voice changer as he gets closer, ignoring the startled and fearful looks he gets when noticed by the shoppers. They’re talking and avoiding him, but no one stops him. He can only focus on getting close enough to the two of them, the closer he gets, the more nervous he can tell Shinso is just based on his body language.
Finally, Rabbit’s close enough to call out to them. “You seem to have an odd track record of targeting children, don’t you, Shigaraki?”
"Hmm?" Shigaraki turns enough to look, eyes widening before he turns fully and gets a creepy smile. "Ah, Night Rabbit! What a surprise, I was hoping we'd meet sooner than this."
Shinso’s hands are trembling as his eyes flick from Shigaraki to Rabbit. He still seems to have his phone out, as if he was too worried to move even an inch to just put it away. Rabbit feels a twinge of guilt for causing his friend to feel even more fearful, but it’s necessary to save him.
“I was hoping to prolong this after you sent that Nomu after me, but it seems we both don’t get what we want.” Rabbit huffs. He has to distract Shigaraki, to convince the villain to let him go or to take the boy himself.
"Yeah, Sensei did say that was a rash move." Shigaraki starts lightly scratching at his neck. Shinso grimaces at the sound being so close.
“No shit.” Rabbit glances at Shinso, who shudders under his intense gaze. “Why are you targeting a kid this time? This is a weird pattern of behavior.”
"Just a little recruiting to my cause is all." Shigaraki says, smiling. "A quirk like his would work wonders for my party. It’s a level up we need more than the heroes do."
"I'm going to be a hero." Shinso glares at Shigaraki, but it’s weak with no conviction.
Rabbit does his best to calm his rising anger. “Clearly, your sales pitch isn’t going well.” He can’t let out his anger, he can’t . That won't go over well. Thankfully, the voice changer hides most of the rage in his voice. “Kidnapping a UA student won’t go well for you. Too many heroes would come after you to save him.”
"Would they really come after him?" Shigaraki chuckles darkly. "The little herolings already ditched him the moment they could, why would the Pros be any different? Especially for a kid with his quirk."
Shinso stays quiet, but his eyes look so hurt at Shigaraki’s words. Looking around, he doesn’t see any of Class 1-A around them.
Seeing that makes Rabbit's restraint snap .
“Clearly, you're not taking the hint.” Rabbit takes a quick step forward and uses the front of his shoe to kick the side of Shigaraki's legs, and he smirks as he can feel the metal attached bash into his skin. Shigaraki’s grip loosens on reflex, giving him the opportunity to grab his face and shove him back as his other hand grabs Shinso, pulling the boy into him.
Shinso makes a small sound when he is pulled against Rabbit’s chest, looking at him with wide, shocked eyes. Hearing Shigaraki cursing in pain, Rabbit glares at the villain as he lifts Shinso into his arms in a bridal carry, securely holding him close, yet carefully, making sure his claw-gloves don’t rip his clothes or skin.
“I’ll get you out of this.” Rabbit mumbles in a surprisingly tender tone, though the voice changer may not have picked up on that. “Just don’t move.”
"H-huh?" Shinso says in a dazed voice.
"Damn it!" Shigaraki suddenly growls. Shinso instinctively leans away from him, which only drives him closer to Rabbit.
Shigaraki glares at the other villain, holding his leg as he does his best to balance and not topple onto the ground. "What was that for!"
“I don’t take kindly to crimes against children.” Rabbit snaps, focusing his attention on Shigaraki. “He is unwilling, and I rather not think of what you’d do or threaten to convince him to do your dirty work.”
“I will say this once, so listen carefully,” Rabbit holds onto Shinso a bit tighter, making his hold on him just that more protective, yet he’s careful to not hurt him.
Rabbit’s eyes shine with an intense insanity and bloodlust, his conviction clear in his words.
“You, your missions, and your goals mean nothing to me, but if you ever try to drag these students down to your level, I will annihilate you and your pathetic league.” His words and gaze doesn’t speak of a warning, but of a promise . If it wasn’t for the student in his arms, he’s sure he already would have begun to follow through.
Shigaraki growls again and looks like he’s ready to fight, but the sudden murmurs of the crowd that has gathered and began watching stops him. It seems the risk of getting caught has begun to weigh on his mind, so he instead glares at Rabbit as he gets his phone out to call for a portal.
"This isn't over Rabbit. First you steal the spotlight with that #3 hero fight and now this? You've made an enemy today." Shigaraki hisses. A portal of black fog forms behind him and he steps back into it.
“Good, I wouldn’t want someone like you as an ally.” Rabbit says before the man disappears. He’s relieved he doesn’t have to fight him, especially with Shinso in the middle of it all. It gives him time to plan for if he runs into him again.
With no reason to stick around now, Rabbit springs off to a different exit, not slowed down by the taller boy in his arms. Shinso lets out a startled peep at being carried off, but for the most part stays uncharacteristically quiet and still. Rabbit can’t check to make sure that his friend is okay right now, not with the crowd of people that formed around them, but no one stands in his way as he leaves and actively avoids him instead. Though, many of them are noisy, yelling and panicking about him kidnapping a kid.
Suddenly, a red haired boy calls out for Rabbit to stop and gives chase, which seems to alert a few others. A blond boy with lighting in his hair and a dark haired boy with quirked elbows follow, chasing and also yelling at him to stop.
Rabbit grumbles in annoyance. He shifts Shinso’s weight to one hand and pulls out a couple green smoke bombs and throws them on the ground once ignited. He is able to quickly get far enough away for the smoke to cover him entirely before the students can catch up.
They couldn’t have expected him to not take notes after meeting another hero killer.
Rabbit makes a sharp turn before running straight into the same closed down store that he started in. He stays far away from the window's view, and after a couple seconds of listening, he knows it's slightly safe now. He sits down with a sigh, Shinso now on his lap.
Rabbit looks over to Shinso to check for injuries, only to pause at the boy’s face being a deep, blushing red. The boy can't seem to pick between looking at Rabbit and not looking at all.
Rabbit tilts his head. A clawed hand gently traces over Shinso’s cheek, trying to urge the student to look at him. “Are you alright, little hero?” He asks softly.
"!?" It... kind of works. Shinso seems too stunned to even talk or try to use his quirk. He just looks up at Rabbit with wide eyes and a heated face.
…Rabbit is very unsure how to handle this situation. He doesn’t normally comfort victims of crime, that's not really his thing. In any normal situation he would just leave and let the heroes deal with it. But this isn’t just any other situation. This is Shinso, he can’t just leave him without making sure he’s okay! But his poor friend seems too shaken up to even respond.
“Are you injured? There's no need to speak, you can nod or shake your head if that's easier." Rabbit gently encourages.
That seems to knock Shinso from... whatever that was as he jolts slightly.
"I- '' Shinso can barely get a word out before he starts roughly coughing and holds his neck, and Rabbit can see red marks where Shigaraki’s tight grip was. It looks bad enough to bruise.
Rabbit only grows more. “Careful! Take a few deep breaths, you're okay.” He shifts a bit to take off his bag. He wasn’t planning on getting involved in any attacks, but luckily bruises don’t need extensive, fancy medical stuff to heal from.
After a bit of searching, he finds an instant ice pack. He cracks it so the chemicals will start rapidly cooling the gel, wraps it in a few napkins that were also in his bag, and then lightly presses it against Shinso's neck. The boy flinches, making Rabbit pause after he pulls his hand back.
He looks between the icepack and Shinso, then offers it to him instead. “Here, hold it against your neck for a while. It will help heal your bruises.” Rabbit instructs.
Shinso hesitantly does so, nodding in thanks as he holds it to his neck.
"W... why?" Shinso's voice is quiet and rough. He doesn't specify between helping now or earlier with Shigaraki, so Rabbit assumes the latter.
“You don’t deserve to have your right to choose taken away just because of your quirk.” Rabbit says solemnly. “No one does.”
"You...?" Shinso waves his free hand to the store around them and Rabbit. He seems to blush again as he looks at Rabbit, realizing he is on the villain's lap.
Rabbit huffs in embarrassment under his mask and looks away. “Dragging you here was… a decision made in the heat of the moment, but I wanted to make sure you weren’t badly injured before I left." He pauses. “Which, I should do.” He gently places Shinso down on the floor and grabs his bag, standing up as he prepares to leave.
Shinso frowns in confusion. "Leave...? Just like... that?" he asks.
“Yeah?” Rabbit seems confused at Shinso’s confusion. “Well, I still have to pick something up, but that will take about a second.”
Rabbit stops momentarily as he goes to the door. “Be careful, little hero. The League of Villains aren’t the only ones with their eyes on you.” With that warning, he walks out.
"What?" Shinso goes to stand but his legs don't seem to want to move after the adrenaline has worn off, leaving him alone in the store.
In the midst of the panic and colored smoke, it seems like most of the shoppers evacuated from the mall. The smoke bombs he threw are still thick in the air, which makes it easier for Rabbit to head to the store he had originally come here for without getting noticed. All that, and yet only now is he able to grab those elusive candy apples.
He takes a small box and leaves a good amount of yen in its place. He ends up leaving more than he planned, but he thinks the store deserves an apology because of the chaos he created. Must be bad for business.
For a second, Rabbit thinks he might actually be able to leave without getting caught. But he sees an underground hero with long dark hair, a black jumpsuit, and a far too long gray scarf run into the mall. He seems to be looking specifically for someone, and his eyes look just as tired as Shinso's.
Rabbit knows he should leave the moment he notices a hero, especially an underground one. They tend to be bigger risks than limelights. Plus, it’s not like Shinso won’t be found, but still… there’s always a risk of something happening, or Shinso needing more medical attention then he realized.
Rabbit makes a step purposefully heard, crunching the plastic of a dropped item loud enough to attract the hero's attention.
The hero freezes and grabs at their scarf the moment he notices. In the midst of what’s basically a thick fog, all the hero can really see is Rabbit's dark figure and bright, toxic green eyes. The hero is panting, as if he had already been in a fight- or maybe even ran just to get here, as he gets into a battle stance.
Rabbit just shifts the box to one hand and points to the direction of the store he left Shinso in. “He’s in there. Bruised neck, but otherwise unharmed.”
"..." The hero glances where he points before looking back. "Why?"
“I have no reason to hurt him.” Rabbit says. “I’ve already explained myself to him. If you want to know, ask him yourself.”
Rabbit suddenly runs off, disappearing into the fog with the intention of finding a new vent to crawl out of. He doesn’t hear the hero chasing after him. Instead, after a moment, he can hear the hero calling out for his missing student. The right choice.
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Hitoshi stays unmoving in the store, trying to wrap his mind around everything that has happened in such a short amount of time. He has an endless amount of questions that distract him, stopping him from processing his name being called by a familiar voice right away.
"Shinso! Answer me kid!" Calls the voice again.
It takes a second, but his voice registers in his head. “…Sensei?” Hitoshi’s voice is hoarse, and it hurts to raise any higher.
"Kid?" His sensei calls, voice closer. "If you can't talk, whistle for me. Okay?"
Hitoshi nods to no one and does as he’s asked. The whistling doesn’t hurt nearly as bad, and soon there are rapid footsteps approaching. The door to the empty store is swung open, and his Sensei is now standing there, looking relieved as he sees that he is there and mostly okay.
"Shinso!" Aizawa-sensei moves to kneel by his side. "Where are you hurt?"
Hitoshi moves the ice pack away from his neck to show Aizawa.
"Did Rabbit do that?" Aizawa carefully turns his head from side to side to see how bad it is.
“No.” Hitoshi says quietly. “That... one villain… Shigaraki.”
"Shigaraki was here!?" Aizawa looks around, as if expecting the villain to pop out and attack them at any moment.
“He left.” Hitoshi says quickly, though an expression of confusion quickly washes over his face. “Night Rabbit… made him leave… he protected me?”
"Hmm, he also pointed me to find you." Aizawa says, brows furrowed. "He could have just fled without drawing attention, I couldn't do much in the smoke, but he wanted me to find you."
Hitoshi frowns as he looks down, trying to figure out how to explain when every word hurts. Suddenly his eyes widened.
He looks around quickly and eventually finds his phone on the ground, it must have slipped out of his hand when Rabbit sat down with him. He grabs it and turns it on.
He lets out a relieved sigh as he sees the voicemail is still recording. Poor Izu is probably going to have a heart attack when he receives it, but at the moment, he couldn’t think of any other way to quickly record what Shigaraki was trying to talk to him about. Clearly it was a good idea, seeing as he can barely remember any of the details.
He hangs up the call and opens up the now saved voicemail to pass to Aizawa. He can’t be sure how much was picked up, but hopefully it’s better than nothing.
Aizawa raises a brow and plays the recording.
'The audio is slightly muffled by Hitoshi's hand but a raspy voice is clearly heard mid-sentence.
"-saw on the TV, you got pretty far in the festival." There is a fabric sound and Hitoshi making a startled noise at something. "Pretty impressive for a villain quirk."'
Aizawa pauses the voicemail. "Shigaraki was targeting you?"
Hitoshi looks away and nods somberly. “He wanted me to... join them.”
"What a fool he is." Aizawa huffs. "You're going to be a great hero."
Hitoshi rubs his damp eyes and smiles weakly at him. “Thanks…”
"You're welcome, kid." Aizawa reaches out to gently ruffle Hitoshi's hair. "Let's get you out of here, okay? We can listen to the rest at the police station and you can go home for now, you've had a stressful day."
Hitoshi nods. “Yeah, please...” with Aizawa-sensei here, he feels slightly better, enough to probably be able to move from the spot he was left at, at least.
"Can you walk? Your body might still be in shock from the danger." Aizawa asks.
“Uh,.. I think so?” Hitoshi accepts a hand Aizawa offers to help drag him to his feet, and luckily doesn’t crumple to the ground this time.
“Just remember you can ask for help if you need it. There’s no shame in that.” Aizawa pockets Hitoshi's phone for now so he can have his hands free to be able to help or protect him.
Hitoshi nods again and follows Aizawa out of the store. He blinks in surprise at the fog looking stuff everywhere, which must have been how Rabbit stopped anyone from following them. He really wasn’t paying much attention when being held by him.
He really was just so effortlessly scooped up and carried off by Rabbit. For how surprisingly short he was, Rabbit was pretty strong and… gentle about getting away with him. He was like that during the entire incident, wasn’t he? Even when arguing with Shigaraki, getting more and more visibly angry, his grip never got too tight. The claws on his gloves never broke skin. He was careful with him the whole time.
Hitoshi doesn’t realize when his face starts to heat up again remembering it all.
That's not even touching on what happened in the store. How Rabbit checked his injury and ran his claw over his cheek. Those things could have easily been used to hurt him, but he was careful to just get his attention. It certainly didn’t help that Rabbit was holding him on his lap and called him ‘little hero’ in a non insulting way. It felt like a cute pet name or something.
Although Rabbit didn’t give a good explanation, it didn’t at all answer his questions and just sprung up more, he still stopped to give some sort of explanation, which is more than others can say. He also chose to give him the ice pack after he flinched away from him. Night Rabbit seemed worried, fussing over him like he did himself with Izu after Hosu.
"Are you alright, Shinso?" Aizawa asks. "Your face is red."
Hitoshi jumps at suddenly being called out. “Y-yeah! …I’m fine.” He says sheepishly, only getting more embarrassed.
Yeah, maybe he should stop thinking about Night Rabbit for now, cause clearly that’s not helping. He just follows close to Aizawa so they don’t get separated.
"If you say so, kid." Aizawa sighs and they get out of the smoke, exiting the mall where many other shoppers now are. Paramedics spot them and run over.
The paramedics are quick to check Hitoshi over. One apparently has a quirk to help small injuries to heal faster, which is good, because struggling to talk for only a few minutes is annoying at best. They heal up his neck and Aizawa leads him away to the other students by cars he often sees by UA.
Most of Class 1-A are talking amongst themselves, the sight making Hitosh's heart drop. Shigaraki’s words repeat in his head, no matter how much he tries to ignore them. He suddenly dreads having to be around them and his transfer to the hero course. He sighs and goes towards them anyways, knowing it would be better to not be separated from them again.
Suddenly, a red haired boy that he recognizes at Kirishima, calls out, “Shinso!” And runs over with two others, Sero and Kaminari.
"You're okay! We tried to follow you but Rabbit was too fast!" Kaminari says.
Hitoshi’s eyes widened in surprise. “You did?”
“Yeah! You didn’t see us?” Sero asks.
“Oh- uh… I was kind of distracted..” Hitoshi says awkwardly.
"Ah, yeah that makes sense." Kirishima rubs the back of his head. "Kidnapping does seem like a pretty distracting thing, especially with two major villains wanting you."
“Yeah…” Hitoshi tilts his head. “Though it was more like one major villain wanting me and the other… I don’t even know. Rabbit was pretty vague.”
"Rabbit didn't look happy to see Shigaraki." Kaminari points out. "Rivals maybe?"
“Now? Maybe. But they weren’t before.” Hitoshi hums. “Shigaraki implied it was they’re first time meeting and originally was happy to see him?”
Sero squints at nothing as he tries to think. “But then why would Rabbit be so aggressive towards him?”
“…Rabbit seemed upset that he was targeting students.” Hitoshi says slowly. “He brought it up multiple times.”
"Hmm," Kirishima taps his chin. "He has never targeted kids before, even when his uh, targets had kids they were always away when the hero was killed."
“Some criminals have their own strange set of morals.” Sero mentions.
“Yeah. They’re more common with vigilantes, but there are villains who have them too.” Hitoshi agrees.
Kaminari frowns in confusion. "But didn't he take you anyways?"
“He didn’t hurt me.” Hitoshi points out.
“He didn’t?" Sero only looks more confused. "Then what did he want?”
“I don’t know.” Hitoshi confesses with a frustrated sigh. “He hid with me, gave me an ice pack, and then left with no explanation?”
"Was it scary?"
"Did he say anything?"
Kaminari and Kirishima ask at the same time, resulting in Sero deadpanning at the two of them, who smile sheepishly.
Hitoshi coughs awkwardly. “Uh- a little? Rabbit was patient and careful though...” Maybe if he doesn't think about it as much, he won’t blush as hard. “And uh, he said a few things. How I deserved to choose and-…”
Hitoshi frowns as he remembers the ominous words said before he left. “That the League of Villains weren’t the only ones watching me…”
"You're being targeted!?" Kaminari exclaims with a surprising amount of worry. "Who else is there? We only fought the League so far..."
Hitoshi frowns. “He didn’t specify. He just said that and left.”
“Maybe, If Rabbit is working for anyone...” Sero hums. “Maybe he’s warning you about his group?” He suggests.
"Aren't there rumors he works for the Yakuza?" Kaminari asks, adding more when the others look at him. "Saw some stuff online about it."
Hitoshi tenses up at the thought of the Yakuza having their eyes on him. “I saw those rumors too… but everything I’ve seen online about the Night Rabbit isn’t lining up at all.”
"What do you mean?" Kirishima asks.
“Everything we’ve heard about him has been consistent, right? Heroes who were injured but not killed, witnesses, all of them say the same things about Rabbit. Calculating, cold, uncaring, emotionless, cruel, all the things you’d expect from a Hero Killer.” Hitoshi glares at nothing as he thinks of the differences he noticed.
“But that’s the exact opposite of what I saw. He didn’t hurt me at all, in fact he was being so careful to not hurt me. He made sure I wasn’t injured when he hid, and he sounded worried when he noticed I was hurt. And Aizawa-Sensei said Rabbit pointed out where I was before he left.” Hitoshi says.
"Soft spot for kids?" Kaminari asks before tilting his head. "Or he has one? Hawks had suggested something similar in an interview not long ago."
“Maybe…” Hitoshi mumbles. Still, he’s not completely convinced. Something seems off.
Sero groans in annoyance, dragging Hitoshi’s attention back. “Man, why are villains always so cryptic?”
"I mean, he is a guy that runs around in a bunny suit and makes it terrifying ." Kaminari says. "Cryptic just seems the way to do things when you do that."
Hitoshi chuckles. “Yeah, I wouldn’t exactly expect someone like that to be open about their motives.”
Sero shudders. “Whenever I think of masked villains like Rabbit, I always think of how anyone around me could secretly be one and I’d have no idea.”
"There's got to be signs , right?" Kaminari questions. "You can't have a secret identity without some of it sneaking into the other identity."
“There are. Usually high-tier villains are better at hiding it though.” Hitoshi points out. “A lot of the signs have to do with things about their personal life not adding up, or for larger villains' cases, being very secretive.“
"So... If we knew someone that was shady about their family or what they do when not around, we should worry?" Kaminari asks.
"Hmm... Maybe ." Kirishima says. "They could also just be in a bad home situation, which is also important to look out for."
“Yeah...” Hitoshi frowns.
His thoughts quickly shift to Izu.
Although kind and genuine, he’s pretty secretive about his family and home life. The only thing he really knows about his family is his little sister Eri and that he only moved in with his dad recently. Everything else about his family, who he was living with before, it's all stuff he avoids and dances around.
“Those are just red flags, not necessarily a guarantee that something is wrong.” Hitoshi half says that to comfort himself. He hopes Izu isn’t in a bad situation, but he should try seeing if he can get more information from him without being too pushy. Just to be safe.
"Yeah. Just something to watch for I guess." Kaminari nods as he sees Aizawa-sensei go to the front of the crowd of students to get their attention.
"Class! Due to the multiple villains being sighted, you are being driven home by the UA driver bots. If you live in the same area, please ride together. Message the class chat once home." Aizawa says to the class, receiving an echo of ‘Yes Sensei’s from them all.
Hitoshi sighs in relief. “So much for a peaceful trip to the mall.” He can’t wait to get home and hug his family. He was worried he would never see them again after today.
"We can try again some other time?" Kaminari offers with a smile. "You're a pretty cool dude, so it wouldn't take much to hang out with you again." The other two nod in agreement.
Hitoshi blinks in surprise, his chest warming. “Sure, we didn’t really get a chance to buy anything anyways.” He says with a shrug, trying to play off his surprise.
"Yeah." Kirishima nods. "Surprised you were alone when this all happened though, Aoyama said he would be with you."
“Well.. it’s not like I was paying attention either.” Hitoshi says sheepishly.
"Nah, we had a buddy system going." Kirishima says. "After the USJ stuff we set one up in the class chat, which we need to add you to, and Aoyama said he would be yours."
“Oh. That’s a smart idea at least?” Hitoshi shrugs.
"Yeah. Doesn't work if you didn't know and got left by your buddy." Sero sighs. "Anyways, where's your phone? We can give our numbers!"
“Oh, Aizawa-Sensei has it. Most of the conversations with the villains were recorded, so I gave it to him to listen to.” Hitoshi shrugs.
“We can give you our numbers for you to text us later?” Sero suggests.
"Or at least one of us, the rest can be picked up from the group chat." Kaminari says. "Even Sensei is in there!"
“Why is Sensei in the group chat?” Hitoshi asks as he watches Sero take some tape from his quirk, and a pen he has for some reason, to write his number.
"Mostly to make sure we don't do anything dumb." Kirishima says, chuckling. "But also for stuff like this, as soon as Mina saw Rabbit she messages the chat to get everyone together and alert Sensei. He got here quickly, and he was all the way at UA!"
“Again, smart. Sensei must have been worried sick though.” Hitoshi says with a frown.
“We should start going to the cars now, guys.” Sero hands the folded up tape to Hitoshi.
Hitoshi takes the tape and looks around to see Class 1-A is starting to disperse into different groups to get driven back home.
"Right, see you later Shinso!" Kaminari calls as he runs over to the cars.
"Text us when you can!"
“And don’t lose the tape!” Sero and Kirishima call out as they also leave.
“Right, I won’t!” Hitoshi calls back.
He sighs and rubs his head with his hand as he realizes he survived social interaction with Class 1-A, which shouldn’t be as big of an accomplishment as it feels like it is.
Suddenly, Aizawa’s voice is right beside him. "You alright?"
"Kami-!" Hitoshi jumps at Aizawa's sudden appearance. "Yeah. Sorry, just trying to figure out where I'm supposed to go." He grumbles halfheartedly. He kind of doesn’t want to tell the teacher of 1-A how overwhelming his class can be.
"Mhm." Aizawa looks like he understands though perhaps his little nod was even one of sympathy. "You're getting driven home by me and Mic."
Hitoshi pockets the tape. “Oh, okay.” He’s glad Aizawa didn’t interrogate him at least, and being with them will make him feel safer.
Aizawa leads him to his personal car, not far off from the other UA cars, where a blond man with his long hair in a bun is in the driver seat.
“ …Is that Present Mic-Sensei? ” Hitoshi asks quietly to Aizawa.
"Yeah." Aizawa’s face seems to almost hide more into his scarf… is that on purpose? "He's my partner."
“Oh.” Hitoshi stares off into space for a moment. “That… makes both no sense and complete sense.”
"People keep saying that." Aizawa sighs. "Just call him Yamada out of uniform, he doesn't like being recognized off the clock."
“Alright.” Now at the car, Hitoshi looks to Aizawa to make sure it’s okay before climbing into the back.
“There you guys are.” Present Mic- or Yamada, says as the two insomniacs enter the car. “How is everyone, Sho?”
"Shinso got a bit hurt, but everyone is fine, 'Zashi." Aizawa says.
Damn they even have nicknames for each other. They really are partners.
The passenger door closes as Aizawa sighs and shuts his eyes. The man sighs, relaxing for what must be the first time since he got the alert.
“Good.” Yamada gives Aizawa a soft look before focusing on Hitoshi. “You feeling alright after everything, little listener?”
“As well as I can.” Hitoshi rubs his arm awkwardly. “Just.. a bit drained, really.”
“Well, let’s get you home to rest up then.” Yamada hums.
"Are your parents home, Shinso?" Aizawa asks, putting in eye drops. Oh right, dry eye. The smoke bombs must have really irritated his eyes.
“Mom should be, at least. Dad depends on if he is still needed at work or not.” Hitoshi shrugs. “Hospital hours are weird.”
"Do you want your phone to call her? I already sent a copy of the voicemail to my phone and a detective I work with." Aizawa says, offering Hitoshi's phone without looking. He stays leaned back with his eyes closed again to rest them. Man, he really looks exhausted. It’s not surprising though, the amount of incidents happening just this year alone makes Hitoshi wonder how the man hasn’t gotten gray hairs yet.
“Yeah.” Hitoshi quickly takes his phone and calls his mom almost immediately. “I don’t want her to worry.”
"I think that's just what parents do, kid." Aizawa says, soon falling asleep as easily as he does in classes.
Both Yamada and Hitoshi snicker at Aizawa falling asleep so easily. Yamada starts driving while Hitoshi puts the phone to his ear to be able to reassure his mom he’s in fact, not dead.
He'll have to talk to Izu too, a lot of panicked texts from him about the voicemail. Opps.
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GreenBunny: …Are you kidding me???
Purple cat: Don’t give me that!! You're worse than me!
GreenBunny: I’m not the one who almost got kidnapped by Shigaraki.
Purple cat: You were attacked by his Nomu
Purple cat: Basically yesterday
GreenBunny: It has been MUCH longer than a day but okay.
GreenBunny: …But yeah, touché
GreenBunny: We should both get better at not being involved with fights and stuff
Purple cat: Yeah..
Notes:
Happy Valentine’s Day, my readers!! This is certainly not a Valentine’s Day special, but I felt it would work well enough considering Shinso gets his time to shine! I think he’s probably one of the most relatable characters here tbh… I too, simp for big scary that’s soft.
…anyways, I gave my best friend a 700 word Valentine’s Day letter and they almost cried so I’ll call that a win :) Have a wonderful Valentine’s Day, everyone!! Hope you enjoy the 7000k+ words! :3
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Spotify Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2J2hOiSbZLTMpTrJNmD2yV?si=-xJ5n9LnS2GZcQ8ry_rCRQ&pi=u-FNpg2n0LQCKT
Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/costofeverythingaskblog
Chapter 14: —Interlude // The Pondering of Mad Men
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku sits in his room, multiple notebooks open around him on his desk, but not a thought in his mind is about his current mission.
Things have been so quiet and boring over the past couple of days. Shinso is with Class 1-A to some sort of forest hero-bootcamp-thing, so the two haven’t been able to talk much this week. It’s sad, Izuku’s been missing his friend’s texts and random spouts of wanting attention. He’s like a stray cat he picked up off the streets that normally won’t leave him alone. Said stray cat has been forced to go quiet for the most part.
However, it gives Izuku time to focus on things he’s supposed to be doing. He’s been working on catching up with his analysis for some of the lower level Yakuza. He hasn’t had nearly enough time to make support gear for anyone besides tweaking his own, so the list just keeps piling up. He needs an empty day to just focus on all of the gear.
But unfortunately, Izuku doesn’t tend to get free time. Lab visits have slown to a stop a while ago, but just because he’s strong now doesn’t mean he can stop training. No, he has to keep going. If anything, ever since he got stronger, his training days have increased . Besides taking care of Eri, training takes up most of his time.
It’s… pretty exhausting.
Rappa seems to be preparing him for something after he learned, somewhat, about Shinso and Izuku being secret friends. The training has gotten harder and more injuries happen, but this also means Izuku gets faster and stronger.
Izuku takes it in stride, as has become his new usual. Training has always been difficult, but at least he’s always challenged, unlike most of his missions. He’s a bit more exhausted than usual, but it’s rewarding knowing he’s getting better. With every new situation he’s put into, his reaction time gets faster, he gets just a bit more motivated. On-the-fly analysis has been getting so much easier, bit by bit.
All the training and healing also means more time with Eri! Overhaul likes to have at least a day between his more intense training and healing in case something didn't heal right, so that time is Eri time.
Spending time with Eri is always his favorite part of his days. For someone who was originally meant to be a babysitter, he doesn’t spend as much time with her as he used to… or wishes he could. Izuku has his routine, but still, he tries to prioritize her as much as he can. She deserves that much at least.
They used to be together all the time before his outside missions started, which was also when Overhaul paid more attention to him. Izuku had thought Overhaul already was paying attention to him in the beginning, but it soon ramped up even more up until, well, now. He can only assume a Yakuza leader can only pay attention to one person so much before it becomes a detriment.
He hardly understands why Overhaul started paying more attention to him though, and why they started growing closer. It’s not like he did anything big or special when it did happen.
While his boss’ attention keeps him away from Eri much more, he also gets to spend time with.. someone else he cares about. They’ll often talk casually now, usually work related, but sometimes just talking .
It feels like the days Izuku would come back from preschool or kindergarten and talk to his dad about how things went that day. Usually they would be about how he was feeling health wise and any quirks he saw. His little kid vocabulary usually limited his quirk talk to things like ‘cool’ and ‘very cool’, and his dad seemed to pay more attention about his health, but it's kinda the same here.
Overhaul asks about how his missions went and they talk about his health and progress in the labs. What is mostly different is that talking about quirks is his literal job now. He didn’t even think he’d get a job at all with his quirk status. He had hoped to go to UA, as most graduates there, regardless of the program they go to, are usually the top pick that potential employers want. But that was.. A silly, childish dream. His job now is more than he ever could dream of. He could do without the lab experiments though.
He’s kind of used to the experiments though, even before he was brought to the compound. Sure, not at all in the same way, but it's similar to when he went with his dad to the doctors. He doesn’t remember much from when he was that young, but he knows he went to the doctors a lot when he was really little. It’s a lot of sitting, doing nothing, and following commands that makes Izuku uncomfortable and foggy in the labs.
So the main differences between his dad and Overhaul are; Overhaul is his college kid looking boss and his dad was a quirk specialist giant with white hair.
...And the kidnapping.
But Izuku forgets that sometimes.
Even when he does remember, he kind of just doesn’t care about his kidnapping anymore. In the beginning, he harbored a lot of bitterness and frustration, but all that is gone now, and he’s adapted. He doesn’t mind his life here, and he would argue it's better than his life before. At least in the Yakuza he’s appreciated, he has a purpose . Sure, sometimes he thinks about and misses his mom, but he doesn’t think about that nearly as much anymore. He knows it's for the best.
It’s hard to admit sometimes, but he thinks he’s finally able to come to terms with the fact that he’s generally pretty happy. Even with the incidents he deals with and the many near death experiences, he’s happy .
It actually felt strange the first time he realized this. He thought he was content before but...
As he got healthy and stronger, he was also able to get more mature and mentally healthy, well enough to realize that he was not happy at all before.
He loves his mom, he’d never argue against that, but she babied him constantly after his dad left. He didn’t really mind at first and thought that might just be what parents do after their kid almost dies in the hospital, but she just never stopped babying him. His dad leaving at the same time probably didn’t help, but he still sent birthday cards and flowers at least. They never saw him, but he at least put in the time to hand-write cards.
(Now thinking about it again, his fathers letters were always weirdly worded and felt sad, but it’s the thought that counts? Better than going completely no-contact… not that it matters now.)
Even if being here can get a bit stressful, he likes it better than he ever thought he would. Getting through those first few months, getting used to his new life in the compound, all of that was the hard part. Now he’s made a name for himself, proven his worth, he’s done more than he ever thought he could! As long as he keeps up the good work, he gets to keep enjoying his life.
He should maybe try to do everything he can to stop getting involved with so many incidents. Last time he wasn’t injured, but getting in unnecessary fights isn’t smart. Especially since Overhaul doesn’t even know the reason Izuku went to pick a fight with Shigaraki.
It’s been pretty stressful to keep Shinso a secret, guilt always gnawing at his chest whenever he receives a text from him. Especially after this, he’s risking so much just by being his friend. Luckily, claiming the only reason he attacked Shigaraki was to ‘stop a child from being taken’ was eventually accepted as his actual reason. It’s a good thing Rabbit is already well known to have a soft spot for kids.
He’s also lucky Overhaul tends to believe his words more easily than he would with most others. He’s more lenient, giving Izuku the benefit of the doubt. He doesn’t take advantage of it often, and feels guilty whenever he’s forced to, but it also makes him feel warm .
It makes him feel like Overhaul trusts him.
It’s a wild feeling, having an adult trust him. Even Rappa seems a little weary of his ideas sometimes. Rude. Justified, but rude.
Having Overhaul trust him wasn’t even something Izuku thought could be a possibility! That was never a part of his plan when he decided to stay. He was just a weak, quirkless kid picked up off the streets and kept in a cell, but now he’s Night Rabbit and trusted by the boss of an entire Yakuza . It’s hard to wrap his head around sometimes.
It’s even more surprising when he compares the trust he has with the trust of the other Yakuza members. Of course lower ranked ones aren’t trusted at all, but he’s on the same level as the Precepts of Death. Maybe even more than some of them! He doesn’t even know how or when this even happened. He hasn’t been doing anything special, and he certainly wasn’t trying to get this to happen. He just does his job!
It’s such a weird feeling to see the lower level Yakuza members bow to him when he’s just strolling through the halls. Most aren’t startled anymore, except for any new members (He can’t really blame them. Most of the other Yakuza don’t wear a demonic bunny costume that’s been connected to countless hero deaths), but it’s more the fact that he’s respected at all that he’s surprised by. He’s used to glares and insults, not this.
The one time he got a glare that he’s far more used to was by a new member that turned out to be a hero spy. He was dealt with personally by Overhaul after he was… used as a teaching tool.
Izuku doesn’t remember much about what happened, he had another foggy episode during it, but Overhaul seemed proud as he was sent away from the dying and hurt spy.
All he knows is that after the fact he had all kinds of research material for a smaller hero agency.
…So maybe watching and being the cause of heroes dying isn’t ideal , but just like a lot of other things, he’s stopped worrying so much about it. Besides, things can’t be perfect . Everyone has to make sacrifices in their life, even if they’re uncomfortable or upsetting.
Apparently, the sacrifices Izuku has to make are the lives of heroes.
Though, it's not like he even remembers that part very well. His memories are less hazy than other things like the labs, but he can never make out specific details. He just generally knows what happened and that's about it. If he thinks of it as ‘advanced and less-than-ethical information gathering’, maybe he can sleep easier at night.
Which is kind of a lie. He tells himself that, but he also doesn’t sleep well anyways. It’s the same thing with eating.
He’s definitely gotten better though!! He can see the improvement when he thinks back on the first few months. He barely ate unless Rappa peer-pressured him, which quickly backfired when he almost puked those times. He also didn’t sleep well, tossing and turning the whole night until he managed to get an hour or two of rest.
Things are better now. He can sometimes eat two normal sized meals on good days! And some nights he gets a full four hours! But he knows it's not nearly as much food or rest as he truly needs. It doesn’t help that he works so often that the only time he has to himself to truly relax is at night.
Eri helps.
She often has her own issues sleeping and will sneak over to join him in his bed instead, and he’ll cuddle with her until she goes back to sleep. Snuggling with her and knowing she is safe in his arms helps him relax.
As long as she’s safe and Overhaul is proud of him, he knows he’s doing a good job.
Time seemed to have flown by from when he first was brought here to the present day. He doesn’t often check the dates anymore, not really caring what day it is.
Because of this habit, Izuku hardly realized he went through yet another birthday here.
He’s 16 now.
Nothing really changed outside of Rappa giving him a horribly embarrassing book about 'the birds and the bees' and proceeding to laugh at his flustered expression. That's regrettably how he even found out it was his birthday.
Rude.
They fought not long after that. Despite beating him a few times before, Rappa had won by bringing up the book again, because of course he did. It tripped him up enough to let Rappa gain the upperhand at the last moment. At least Izuku defended his honor... or something.
It’s just weird knowing he’s spent two birthdays here. He really hadn’t been paying attention to dates, but that must mean he spent over a year with the Yakuza.
Thinking about it makes him light up with pride.
Izuku managed to survive past what the statistics say a quirkless person would and he’s a high ranked member in a little over a year! He’s also managed to help so many people with their quirk issues and is given respect !
He always expected to be the quirkless nobody who would die before reaching highschool. Never in a million lifetimes did he think this would happen.
He finally feels free, like he’s able to thrive and let his guard down while in the safety of the compound walls. Overhaul’s patience and guidance has helped him get the strength that he has today, and it couldn’t feel more liberating. He’ll have to find a way to thank him one day, his words wouldn’t do his gratitude justice.
Izuku taps the closest notebook to him with his pen, humming as he thinks of what to do to thank Overhaul. He still doesn't know what people get for their bosses that they actually like …
No pens. Izuku has now seen for himself that Overhaul really does get way too many pens. It has to be something good , something more personal. They talk a lot but.. Izuku’s not really sure what he likes outside of work. Overhaul doesn’t tend to talk about himself. Does the man have hobbies? Maybe not, he’s always busy.
Maybe cleaning items Japan has many high end sanitation products to combat germs. Or maybe something more specific?
Izuku huffs in frustration as he looks around his and Eri’s shared room, though looking at his sister's pink side, he’s reminded that he’s the only one here. She was really hyper today and making it hard to focus, so he bribed Rappa to take Eri for an hour or so to be able to get her to run around and exert her energy.
He looks back over on his green and black side, scanning over every little thing before his eyes are drawn to his Night Rabbit mask.
..Overhaul’s mask is leather and metal. Not many stores will carry things for that, but there is a cosplay Izuku saw once a few years ago that had leather work. He saw it looking for a hat like Snipe’s that wasn’t just a cowboy hat. Those things got expensive for a good quality one, and that was without the ‘S’ metal plate and with overseas shipping!
An important part of cosplay isn’t just putting it together, but keeping it pristine and undamaged. Every good cosplayer knows that cosplay upkeep is important to preserve the outfit! And with how expensive these things get, it's best to make sure it lasts for a while. There's bound to be something from that company that surrounds the upkeep of leather. He could probably find the company website again if he really tried hard enough.
It’s not like there are a lot of companies with leather in Japan. Not a lot of heroes use leather for some reason. Snipe and Present Mic are the first two that come to mind when he thinks of ‘heroes with leather’, which is odd considering how many he has researched.
Izuku glances at the phone on the corner of his desk. Yeah, he should be analyzing, but he’s been zoning out for the past, like, ten minutes. He can spare a second or so to Google something, and it's for a good reason anyways.
It’s not like anyone will notice if he isn’t technically working. They don’t know what he has to look up for each hero, and no one comes bothering him in his room anyways. The bedroom hallway tends to be off limits for anyone who isn’t a Precept of Death (+Izuku).
He can technically slack off whenever he wants as long as it's not an outside mission. It’s just not a good idea since he usually should get things done as fast as possible. He also doesn’t like not working . What else is he supposed to do?
But! Right now is an important exception. He decides it's for the greater good to sacrifice his poor neglected work in exchange for getting Overhaul a gift. He grabs his phone and begins to type in keywords to find the website.
But oh, the fates must love to mess with him.
As soon as he types the first word, there's a knock at the door.
Izuku jumps at the sudden sound. He instinctively pushes against his desk, but this time with far too much force. His chair tilts backwards, making him fall and land on his back with a loud thump ! His chair quickly falling suit and toppling over.
As he gets up and tries to quickly put the chair right-side up again, he hears a voice from the other side of the door. “Izuku? Are you alright?”
Of course Overhaul had to be the one to be knocking. How ironic.
Izuku rushes over to his door and casually swings it open. “Never better.”
Ah, Overhaul is in his plain black medical mask today. It must be a day off. “So, mystery thumps are normal?” He asks, but luckily he just sounds amused.
“...Yes?” Izuku smiles sheepishly. “Normal for me, at least. You shouldn’t expect anything less.”
"I have found expecting the unexpected is just how handling you works." Overhaul chuckles.
Izuku brightens at Overhaul’s words. “I’m sure the many ‘incidents’ that come with a quarter of my missions helped you realize that.” He giggles.
“You don’t tend to come to me for work during your days off though.” Izuku points out, tilting his head. Overhaul doesn’t even give himself many days off in the first place. Both of these are unusual behaviors. “What do you need?”
"Need? Nothing." Overhaul shrugs. "I'm bored, and Rappa says I'm not allowed in the labs for at least two days."
Izuku huffs in amusement. “Woah, you’re actually taking Rappa’s advice for once?” He jokes with a grin. “Never thought I’d see the day you give into him.”
"I normally wouldn't but it appears I haven't left the lab in three days and need to for 'my mental health'." Overhaul sighs. "Paperwork is also off the table and I hate talking to people unless needed. So, I'm here."
“Orrrrr, you giving into Rappa is just proof you’re going soft.” Izuku teases.
He then rubs the back of his neck as his joking tone drops. “But actually, uh, maybe don’t work yourself to death please? The Yakuza would fall apart without you.”
"I am not soft ." Overhaul huffs and rolls his eyes. "I'm delirious from lack of sleep. There is a difference."
“Mhm…” Izuku squints at him, his arm falling back to his side as he gestures to the room next to his own. “Shouldn’t you be going to bed then?”
"Probably, but I can't, so I've decided seeing how you're doing is a better use of my time than sitting and not sleeping." Overhaul says.
Izuku continues to squint at him before shrugging.
“As long as you don’t collapse, fine by me. I was just working on analysis for our current target.” He says as he glances over his shoulder and at his notebook on his desk. At least he actually did some analysis before getting distracted, so it doesn’t look like he’s slacking off that much.
"Let's hear what you have then." Overhaul tilts his head. "May I come in?"
“Yeah, sure.” Izuku takes a step back from the door and walks back over to his desk to begin info-dumping explaining the information he has on their target. Izuku plops down on his chair and grabs his notebook, looking over his notes to give himself a bit of a refresher.
Overhaul follows him in and just sits on the bed, the only other chair is a pink princess one and Izuku’s sure his pride just... won't let him sit in that.
So, he rolls himself over away from the desk and closer to his bed instead. “Okay so, I actually found this analysis really interesting!” Izuku begins with a grin. “So, I noticed something during their last recorded fight that I thought was odd…”
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Across the city, in a dingy bar, a different villain organization is talking.
Though, it’s mostly a certain blue-haired lunatic rambling about… something. The only other three members currently present seem increasingly confused as the clock ticks on. Well, maybe two of them are. The misty bartender behind the counter hardly emotes at all and doesn’t seem nearly as put off as the other two.
A blond haired teenager and a man with raw burns all over his skin stare blankly as they listen to their boss ramble on and on .
“Ooookay, right!” The girl, Toga, claps her hands, interrupting the man’s rambles. “I’m going to be honest, Shigaraki, I’m very lost!”
“You’re not the only one.” The burnt man, Dabi, grumbles. “About halfway through I started losing track of your conspiracy theory. What are we discussing again?”
" Rabbit !" Shigaraki yells in frustration. "He's gotta be connected to that purple brat!"
"Lavender." Kurogiri calmly says from the bar.
"Really?" Dabi raises a brow. "Hasn't there been rumors that he had a soft spot for kids before this? Saw a recording of him dragging some away from trigger-happy heroes."
"That's not the same!" Shigaraki huffs, pacing back and forth as he talks. "He went off his route! He's not supposed to be out in the day or at a crowded mall! He’s a hero killer whose skill points are for stealth ! Why else would he be there if not for that specific kid!?"
“Lavender kid is a UA student.” Toga says, pondering aloud. She seems more inclined to theorize with Shigaraki, much to Dabi’s dismay. “Doubt one of those would be friends with a hero killer. Not unless they don’t know.”
Shigaraki roughly runs his hands through his hair. "No one knows who Rabbit is. He could be a kid for all we know!"
Dabi blinks. "...Okay, hold on. Maybe I can suspend my disbelief a bit that a serial killer can be a kid. I mean, one is sitting right next to me." Said murder-kid perks up at being mentioned. "But.. a quirkless hero killer being a kid? Isn't that a bit... I don't know, impossible ?"
"Not if the plot demands it! The secret badass is always the one you least expect!" Shigaraki waves his hand and his glass tumbler ends up slipping out of it.
A purple portal catches it, as always, and opens to have it slide back across the bar to him. Not a drop lost and Kurogiri didn't even look up for it.
Shigaraki refuses to admit it's impressive when he does that.
Toga ‘oooh’s everytime Kurogiri does something impressive with his quirk, before looking back at Shigaraki with a grin. “Okay, so if it’s someone close to Lavender Boy, specifically another kid, then why not find out who is often around him?” Toga suggests.
“You’re not really going along with this, are you?” Dabi huffs, deadpanning at Toga. “This isn’t a game! Most quirked kids couldn’t even kill heroes-“
“Hush Dabi!” Toga interrupts, shooting a glare at him before looking back to humor Shigaraki. “We know basic information about Rabbit. He has green eyes and seems to like the color green. Can’t be that hard to find a green-eyed quirkless kid that hangs around Lavender Boy.”
"True..." Shigaraki frowns. "But the quirk registry doesn't list the quirkless, I've already tried that. There isn't a quirkless registry either, unless you count the obituary listings."
“Are we sure he’s even Quirkless?” Dabi asks. “Again, it’s next to impossible for a quirkless kid to kill heroes. He could just have an intelligence quirk or something and just paints the Quirkless red on his shoes.”
"Nah. That brand is the quirkless brand." Shigaraki sighs. "They only sell to the quirkless and make you show an ID card with the red Q to buy them. I also looked into that but they don't keep records outside the number of sales and sizes."
“…Teenagers have social media?” Toga suggests, now grasping at straws as she tries to think of more ways to help solve this mystery. “Even if you don’t find anyone who fits the vague description of Rabbit, you can find places Lavender Boy has been and such. Maybe some security camera footage would reveal more at those places?”
"Young master Tomura does not have a social media," Kurogiri speaks up, "he lost the right after an incident a year ago."
"That greifer deserved it after he destroyed years of work." Shigaraki huffs and plops himself down at one of the bar stools, sipping his drink. "Not my fault the cops actually thought for once and connected my threats to his death."
Toga and Dabi stare at Shigaraki in... awe? More just wondering how this man-child is really the leader of the League.
Toga pouts. "I'm running out of ideas..."
Dabi sighs. "Doesn't help that the quirkless are hard as hell to find in the first place. Most die during like.. highschool ages."
"Even more reason why Rabbit could be younger~." Toga points out in a sing-song tone, making Dabi deadpan at her again.
"Not like they get reported missing either, not a lot of cops care outside that one guy Eraserhead works with..." Shigaraki trails off with a frown and furrows brows. " No . No, it can't be that simple."
Toga tilts her head. “Huh? What did you think of that makes any of this simple ?”
"That detective! The plain looking guy!" Shigaraki rants. "He's pretty much the only person that ever checks the quirkless and 'villain' mutant cases! Sensei talked about him sometimes, mainly to tell us he was off limits for some reason, not that he ever got close to us or anything."
“I’m still not getting what you're saying.” Dabi huffs. “If the detective knew who Rabbit was, don’t you think he’d expose that already?”
"Probably not, think who Rabbit works for." Shigaraki points out.
“Alright, fair enough.” Dabi nods. “So you think the detective guy could know?”
“Or at least have a lead!” Toga suggests.
"If the kid got reported as missing, that detective is the only chance we have to find out." Shigaraki says. "Checking his files for a green haired and green eyes kid is a lot easier than looking around aimlessly for one."
It would be hard for the others to, but Shigaraki notices Kurogiri pause at the bar like he always does when he mentions the physical description of Rabbit. He doesn't know why, and Kurogiri won't tell him, but something about green hair and eyes makes him freeze for a moment and his mood gets more somber.
He wont talk about it though, so Shigaraki has no reason to think about it for too long, not if he doesn’t want to get distracted.
“He has green hair?” Dabi asks.
“Yup! You can see it past his mask in some pictures.” Toga nods.
“Oh.” Dabi blinks. “I guess if this is our only lead, we might as well try.“ He shrugs nonchalantly.
Toga giggles as she looks over at him. “Finally starting to join in the investigation? I thought you were against our planning.”
“Don’t get me wrong, the possibility he is a kid is still outlandish.” Dabi says, crossing his arms and leaning against the counter. “But I am curious about Rabbit's potential identity. Even if we find nothing, it rules out this option and lets us continue searching.”
"Great!" Shigaraki grins. "We can use Giran for this, he knows how to get information best."
“Oh cool!” Toga smiles innocently. “Who’s that again?”
"The… the guy that brought you to the League??" Shigaraki squints at her, as if trying to read her face to figure out if she's being serious or not. "Slimy personality, constantly smoking, The black market dealer in... anything really?"
“And I was supposed to remember his name, why ?” Toga asks.
Dabi blinks at her. “…you should probably be memorizing people's names?”
“Okay but why ?”
"Considering Mr. Giran knows you and likely your entire life history, it would be best to know who all has that information, Mrs. Himiko." Kurogiri says as he gets a new glass to clean and polish.
Toga pouts and leans her head on the bar counters, grumbling about ‘how boring that is’, but she doesn’t seem to have any actual good argument.
" Anyways ," Shigaraki shakes his head and looks away from Toga. "We need Giran and, apparently, Dabi is the one to get him."
“Do I have to?” Dabi raises a brow. “Why do you even want to hunt this hero killer down that badly? This is clearly deeper than just wanting to know who he is.”
"He stole my spotlight!" Shigaraki exclaims, slamming his fist down on the counter. The sound makes Toga jump and lift her head back up in alarm, before glaring at Shigaraki as she realizes what happened. He ignores her and continues, "The USJ attack should have been front and center of the news but he takes down one hero and suddenly it's not!"
Toga hums, a blank expression on her face as she watches him. “Feels like a pretty dumb rivalry. I don’t think messing with the Rabbit or his ‘claims’ is smart.”
“Claims?” Dabi squints at her.
“Y’know, like, his pack!" Toga explains, perking up. "He’s a Rabbit, and animals have packs. But his pack would be murder friends, so instead he just protects the other random ones. Hence, his ‘claims’.”
Dabi sighs. “…I don’t think Rabbits travel in packs?”
"Colony, nest, or herd." Kurogiri says, still not looking up. "Bunnies are the same but also have 'fluffle' added to it."
"I still don't know why you know that." Shigaraki says to Kurogiri. "You knew that before Rabbit even showed up."
"As I said last time you asked, it is something from before your time." Kurogiri says, not elaborating further.
Toga and Dabi look at Kurogiri before looking back at each other.
“…Alright, whatever, I’ll try to contact Giran.” Dabi says, now getting more interested in the mystery of whatever dysfunctional mess is happening with the only other two original members of the League. It’s probably the main reason why he even stays here. And the free room and food, but that's not as important.
He’s also interested in the chance at finding out Rabbit's identity, but he feels as though the chances are slim. “But no promises. He might not even be able to find anything anyways.”
"Like you said, It'll cut that off the list of possibilities, which is more than what we have to begin with." Shigaraki shrugs.
"I'm sure whatever Mr. Giran finds can wait." Kurogiri says, a faint 'ding' heard from the kitchen. "Dinner is ready and I expect an extra serving on your plate, Mr. Dabi. You are far too thin right now and don't like the nutrition shakes I make."
Dabi rolls his eyes with an annoyed huff. “Oh lay off, it’s not that bad.”
“Yeah it is.” Toga comments. “You should listen to Papa Kurogiri! He’s actually the only smart one here.”
“Wow, okay. Firstly, rude.” Dabi scoffs.
"No, he is the smart one." Shigaraki, reluctantly, admits. "He also raised me so..."
“Papa Kurogiri!” Toga cheers, throwing her hands up in the air in a cheer.
Dabi glares at them. “I don’t need to be parented!!”
“Oh, so you have some already taking care of you?” Toga turns to him with a sharp grin.
“…”
"I am a good parental figure if you find yourself in need of one." Kurogiri gives a little bow before he departs and heads to the kitchen.
Dabi curses under his breath as he hides his face in his hands, but decides he should probably take Kurogiri’s advice anyway. Besides the parental figure stuff.
"I don't see why you hate to be fused over by him so much." Shigaraki shrugs and downs the rest of his drink. He sighs before continuing. "He's not bad at it and only lost one kid, got really sick according to Sensei."
“That makes it sound like he had a track record of taking care of kids.” Toga says. “Technically he only has a 50/50 survival ratio.”
Dabi lifts his hands up to swat at Toga, silently telling her to shut up. “I don’t see why I should be fussed over. I’m a grown adult.”
“You’re like 20.” Toga says.
“I’m 23!!” Dabi argues.
"Damn," Shigaraki sighs, "I owe Jin money. I guessed early 30's. But also! Kurogiri is great at the parenting thing! Kept me alive and only an incurable illness got the other kid."
“How do I look 30?!” Dabi exclaims, pointing accusingly at Shigaraki. “ Your crusty ass looks closer to 30 than me!”
Toga leans her cheek on her hand, staring at the two of them before pushing Dabi’s hand away. “Hmm… Well, he seems like a good enough parent to me. Can’t do much for an incurable illness except make the kid happy.” Toga smiles. “I like Papa-giri! Don’t be mean to him, Dabi. He’s so nice to you!”
Dabi rolls his eyes. “Yeah, yeah, whatever...”
"He'll also do it without realizing," Shigaraki points out. "So accept it now and save the trouble."
Dabi huffs. “I get it, damn, stop attacking me.”
“Never!” Toga bleps at him, making Dabi ‘tsk’ and playfully pushes her face back, the girl giggling in response.
"Be mindful of the bar stool, we don't want her to fall like last time." Kurogiri says, coming back with several plates on his hands and portals dropping off more at the tables.
He goes to a wall phone, not the red emergency one, and sends an alert to the ones set up in the rooms so the other League members can come down for dinner. Most of them live above the bar and the only two not allowed to live there are Muscular and Moonfish. Kurogiri keeps them with the Nomu rejects to keep them busy but he absolutely refuses them to be in the bar he cherishes.
With the conversation mostly over now, it leaves the three of them able to ponder and reflect on what they know and their new plan.
Dabi still doesn’t understand what Shigaraki’s deal with Rabbit is. Yeah, he overshadowed his crimes, but is that a good enough reason to hunt down a serial hero murderer? He doubts this is at all a smart idea. But he’s sort of learned to just not question Shigaraki at this point. Which is probably really sad considering he hasn’t even been here for that long .
Toga just seems interested in the chance that the elusive hero killer could be a kid near her age. Even if they’re enemies because of her affiliation with the League, it would be.. maybe reassuring , knowing she isn’t as alone as she thought. It’s not exactly fun to be isolated from those who should be her peers.
Meanwhile, Shigaraki gets up, scratching at his neck as he goes over to wash his hands and get his cut up gloves. He’s practically itching to know of Rabbit’s identity, to be able to get his revenge after ruining so many of his plans. The sooner he gets this obstacle out of his way, the better.
Notes:
Man, not sure what to say about this one today. I am not as confident with this chapter as I am with others, but I think its mainly the LOV section that I'm unhappy with. Although intentional, I didn't like not sticking with a single point of view, so maybe that's why. Anyways, SUPER excited for next week guys. Can't wait to see what happens next :3
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(Hey guys I actually finally posted Rabbit and his villain outfit on tumblr! Like I said its pretty much just his cannon vigilante outfit with a few changed things like the purple boa, but it should help if you prefer a visual!)
Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/costofeverythingaskblog/
Spotify Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2J2hOiSbZLTMpTrJNmD2yV?si=bf7pdLHJSS6Oc8aNJZZdEg&pi=u-0bgHMAaQQ8mT
Chapter 15: Kidnapping-ception
Notes:
And so, the rose tinted glass shatters.
TRIGGER WARNINGS:
Kidnapping (Oh wow again), Blood, Semi-Graphic Depictions of Violence
Keep yourselves safe! If any of these things make you uncomfortable, I suggest you skip to the end notes for a summary. Still, this chapter is really important, so for everyone else, brace yourselves!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Things have been far more peaceful these past few weeks.
Honestly, thank Kami. Izuku was starting to get really overwhelmed with the amount of incidents happening that he, of course, is somehow always involved in. That ‘incidents’ counter is starting to sound more and more appealing.
These past few days, Izuku has been ordered by Overhaul to research Pro-Hero Midnight, but not for their normal ‘attack and kill’ missions. This isn't normal intimidation by heavily injuring a hero either. For whatever reason, Overhaul needs Midnight in the compound.
Because of how sensitive this mission is, Overhaul has decided this will be one of the few he properly assists in past his normal analysis.
Aka, Izuku is going to be helping to kidnap a pro-hero.
Hip hip hooray..
He can’t help but find this strange though. Overhaul only showed interest in Midnight that one time at the sports festival, but that was it. What could he want with her or her quirk?
It’s not exactly his job to question his boss, but Izuku does silently theorize when not focused on researching. Her quirk might be useful for certain stealth missions, but they don’t do those often, not ones where they’d leave heroes unharmed. Leaving them injured makes a statement, it shows the heroes that they should be living in fear. It’s unlike Overhaul to not want to heavily injure them.
However, that's unimportant. Yesterday he finished up his notes, so today, he gets his Night Rabbit outfit on and is now ready to go with a small group of other low level Yakuza members.
Eri looked worried, as she always does when he goes out, but more so because he is being included in the part after his report. She hates seeing Izuku go out again after missions.
Izuku does his best to comfort her as he leaves, not wanting her to be so uncomfortable, especially since she’ll be alone today. He helps her put on the necklace he had gotten her during Christmas, puts her hair up into two long pigtails, and distracts her with Hawks feathers before he leaves.
Is it a little bit funny that feathers that could have been used to take him down have now been dumbed down into a kids toy? Yes, it’s hilarious actually.
He originally was hesitant about giving them to her, even though that was why he collected them, but he quickly realized it really wouldn’t matter. The feathers don’t have the ability to pick up sound, and instead seem to act like another, detached, hand, only able to pick up on vibrations and really anything that uses a person's sense of physical touch. With how much things are constantly happening in the Yakuza, he doubts Hawks would actually be able to get any intel.
Doesn’t stop him from pressing down at the feather as a silent warning every time it moved. It seems after so many months, Hawks has taken the hint and mostly stopped his attempts. It’s not like there's much he could do with a single feather anyway. Though, he does sometimes come back into their room to see Eri chasing the feather and giggling.
He supposes it's helpful for moments like these so everything isn’t so still and empty for Eri. He comforted her, but really he was also quite tense at the idea of leaving her alone. She’s getting bigger and more capable of spending time on her own, but that doesn’t mean Izuku has to like it.
But he has to do this, no matter how much he hates seeing her so worried. So he promised to smother her in hugs once he’s back before he takes his leave. He met up with the other Yakuza members assigned to this mission, and they left.
The drive to their mission's destination is usually ‘gossip time’ for the lower members because of how long it takes to drive to places, and this one was quite a drive. Midnight isn’t at UA, her agency, or even her own home. Instead, she seems to be at another limelight hero's house and, for some reason, they live at the edge of town. They must not like people that much, or maybe neighbors are just loud?
Or it could be a hero thing. He wouldn’t know.
Rabbit tends to listen in on gossip, only engaging if it's actually something interesting. People are too scared to talk to him directly anyways, which makes him not have to worry about the pressure of small talk.
“Did you hear about UA?” One member asks.
“Oh yeah, they got attacked again didn’t they?” Another replies.
Rabbit frowns hearing that. It seems UA is at the center of a lot of attacks, especially that specific class. Normally he wouldn’t care, but it’s far more upsetting now that Shinso is a member of 1-A.
“They did, a few days ago. From the same group as before too.” Another says. “Different people though. They must have expanded.”
“I think they recruited more, yeah. Went after their training camp, must have been a mole to know where that was.” The first one laughs. “It’s a bold move to put a mole under the Rat’s nose.
Of course the League is stupidly bold, Rabbit knows that from experience. “They’ve been planning this for a while then.” Rabbit mumbles to himself before he can get himself to stop. “Only a student or a teacher- which would have had to be a pro-hero - would have that sort of information.”
Yeah, heroes can very often be corrupt, but the mole being a teacher doesn’t make sense. Why spend so long training to become a hero, being ingrained with their ideals, only to throw it all away for a seemingly small group like the League? Either there's more to the League than meets the eye, or it's a student.
“Oh..” The lower members seem surprised he spoke to them, but they try to move on. “Probably a kid, right? Not like they live on campus or anything, and a lot of information was given out at the festival. Wouldn’t be hard to find their families and threaten them for information.”
“Most likely.” Rabbit simply nods in agreement.
A rat among the students…
He hopes whoever that kid is, that they are at least safe. However, to endanger their fellow students likely means their situation is one most dire.
Rabbit is tempted to message Shinso to make sure he’s okay, but there's no point. There hasn’t been much service on his end since he got to the training camp. Plus, he has a mission to focus on. He’ll wait till Shinso confirms his safety to him on his own.
“Oh hey,” One starts, looking at their phone. “Looks like a hero student was taken. We’re not the only ones in the kidnapping world, ha!”
"Wouldn't that just make our target more protected or worried?" Askes the one next to them.
"Nah, they'll be too distracted trying to find the kid." Another says. “Might make our job easier, really.”
Rabbit tenses, now more worried about his friend than ever. He tries to stop focusing on the conversation. He just needs to get the job done and wait for any updates from Shinso. Maybe check the news later too, just to be safe. He’s willing to hunt down the league to get his friend back if he must, consequences be damned.
Before he can, Rappa raps (ha) his knuckles on the metal of the van to quiet down and focus.
They have arrived at their location, and it's time to work.
Seeing this, Rabbit is able to focus again. His mask already works as a gas mask/air purifier, but in order to make sure the others don’t fall to Midnight's quirk, per request, he was given gas masks to pass out.
“Your regular masks should be enough if not too close, but in case her quirk is too potent or you get too close, keep these on.” Rabbit says firmly. They all should have gotten a briefing on her quirk from his notes, so they should understand the risks of breathing in the air laced with the aroma of her quirk.
"Yes sir." Several reply, getting their gear on.
"What do we do for the unknown male?" One asks.
“It depends on who it is, but as it stands currently, If they have black hair, try to avoid being looked at. If they're blond, focus on getting him down first and stop him from being able to use his voice.” Rabbit explains. Those two should be the only ones with Midnight, though considering this is some limelight’s house, he’s more inclined to believe it's the latter.
"Do we kill the male?"
Rabbit hesitates, and his thoughts drift over to Eri for a moment. “No, that shouldn’t be necessary. Just focus on immobilizing the male and capturing Midnight.”
"Roger." The men nod and finalize getting their gear on. One had a tranquilizer gun and another has bullets Overhaul wanted them to test to stop quirks, it's temporary but should help with either of the heroes' quirks.
After confirming everything on his end is ready, Rabbit nods. “Let’s move out.”
The men nod back and pile out of the van in quiet groups of two, using the abundance of nature this far from the city to approach the two story house without being seen. As Rabbit had expected, there is a dog in the neighbors backyard that spots them, but some chunks of meat with animal tranquilizer in it takes care of that worry.
The men spread out to guard all exits and disable the security system once close enough. It’s tricky to balance being close enough to the security system to access it without tripping it, but it seems their team has it all under control.
It will only give a half hour window to get in and get their target, but that should be more than enough time if all goes well.
Rabbit takes the lead in sneaking in, lock picking one of the back doors to allow them access once the security system is disabled. It’s a good thing he’s mainly focused on stealth, as he’s able to be silent as he enters and begins searching the house for the heroes. There are a few cats he passes, but a chin and ear scritch or two get them on his side before they make noise that could alert the heroes.
Rabbit perks up as he hears two sets of voices down the hall. He quickly gets closer and peeks around the doorway to see the situation.
He quickly recognizes them, Present Mic and Midnight, standing in more casual clothes in a living room. They seem concerned as they talk, too worried to even sit or be still, but neither are rushing or making any moves to leave. It’s more likely related to what's happening at UA than knowing he’s here.
Rabbit watches them carefully, listening and glancing at their surroundings to find the best possible way to efficiently take them down. The first person to go for has to be Present Mic, his quirk is the worst for keeping this a stealth mission and they only have gear for Midnight. Which means it is up to Rabbit to take down the Voice Hero. Great.
He really doesn’t want to. He could care less about the hero himself, that's not his main concern. The issue is that he always puts on Mic’s radio show to help Eri sleep. It helps distract her from the noise of the Compound, and as long as he plays it quietly enough during her bed time, it helps her sleep soundly and calms her down after her nightmares.
She would be distraught if he died.
There has to be a non-lethal way to keep the hero out of the way for this fight…
Rabbit’s mind goes to a sparring session with Rappa where they were looking up quick takedowns he could do with his small size. At one point, they stumbled upon weird fighting facts. One was a move credited to an American president and a wrestler a long time ago called a ‘choke slam’. It goes right for the neck, and Rabbit could stay behind him to do it to not get noticed.
That's if he can pull it off properly. There's many risks, especially considering he’s never done this move before. He also has to wait for the perfect chance to even be able to get Present Mic down without Midnight attacking. He doesn’t want to just go for the attack, but their half-hour window is getting shorter by the second.
Luck seems to be on his side today, as Midnight’s phone rings.
She picks up her phone from the coffee table and sighs. “I got to take this. My agency seems to think my ‘do not call’ doesn't include them.” She tells Mic, who shakes his head and mumbles something in quiet annoyance.
Midnight walks off to the kitchen, which is luckily close to the other entrance where Rabbit’s men are waiting. He waits until Midnights gone far enough to single to his men to go after Midnight, then he begins making his steady approach.
His footsteps are completely silent as he approaches Present Mic from behind. Once he’s sure he’s close enough, he does his best to replicate the move. He darts forward, grasps Mic’s neck tightly, and slams him down to the ground faster than the hero can react.
"Gack!?" Mic drops the phone in his hands and grabs at the hands around his neck, trying to push Rabbit away. His eyes go wide as he sees who's over him and his struggling increases.
A scuffle can be heard happening in the kitchen as the rest of the team moves in and goes for Midnight at the same time. Things don’t seem to be going well for them though, if the sound of glass breaking and yelling is evidence enough.
Rabbit huffs at hearing how poorly they're doing. He needs to hurry and rush over before they mess up this mission too much. He has to speed things along. He decides to go for the next best option and squeezes Mic’s neck tight, strangling the hero as his legs and knees press firmly down on his torso, stopping the hero from bucking him off.
Mic gags and does the best he can to get air and push back against him, his face turning pale and even slightly blue. Luckily, Present Mic isn’t very strong physically, but he is annoying with his constant struggling, making it harder to keep his grip firmly on his neck.
Claw gloves apparently do have their downsides.
While struggling to keep his grip, they slip and cut far deep into Mic’s neck. Mic makes a pained, wet sound as the claws dig in, blood filling the hero's mouth.
It’s covering Rabbit’s hands, the carpet, Mic, is everywhere and it’s not stopping!
As if burned, his grip on Mic’s neck instantly drops as he takes a few, shaky steps back. His head suddenly is pounding in pain as his eyes dart around the room. He finally is able to lock onto something, and forcing his legs to move, he rushes towards the couch and grabs a random one, using the bloodstained claws to rip the fabric.
He rushes back to Present Mic’s side, trying to press and wrap the piece of fabric against his neck in a desperate, pathetic attempt to slow the bleeding.
He can see Present Mic’s confusion clear on his face, his brows furrowed and eyes seemingly searching his own. Suddenly, he sees the hero's hand point in the direction of the bathroom.
His mom used to keep his first aid kid in the bathroom too.
Rabbit glances between where Mic pointed and the kitchen, where all the commotion is still going on. He hesitates, his heart pounding from the conflict and his own adrenaline. He knows what he should do for the mission, he knows Present Mic’s life isn’t anything important in the grand scheme of things, and they’re already pushing their time limit.
But something pushes him to do the complete opposite.
Surely his team can handle themselves a bit longer.
Instead of doing what he should do and leave, Rabbit rushes to the bathroom to ransack in the hopes of finding some sort of first aid kit. He finds it in seconds under the sink, and looks more like a suitcase of supplies instead of a small box most people have. It’s organized by injury type, deep lacerations near the top, and in a packet he can grab.
He rushes back over to Present Mic, who is weakly coughing and holding his neck. He rips open the packet before taking off his gloves, suddenly worried he’ll cut him again.
Rabbit takes out smaller packets with blood clotting powder to temporarily stop the bleeding. He quickly opens those and pours all of them over his cuts, his shaking hands getting the powder all over his neck. He then pulls out actual gauze and wraps it tightly around his neck.
It’s certainly not a clean job of patching him up, but it will at least help. Still, his face is deathly pale and his eyes half closed. He looks too weak to do much more than just lay there.
He’ll need medical attention very soon.
Rabbit looks around and sees the phone Mic had dropped. He turns off his voice changer and uses the ‘Emergency Dial’ option to call 119 for an ambulance. He speaks quietly to the person who answers, vaguely specifying that a hero is in dire need of immediate medical attention, where they are, and then hangs up before he could get pestered more.
He turns his voice changer back on and he pulls on his gloves. He gets back up, only sparing Present Mic one last glance before focusing on the fight in the kitchen.
They’re time limit is now worsened by the ambulance on its way.
He finally is able to run over to his men to see the damage. The kitchen is a trashed mess, but Midnight looks to also be in a bad shape from the fighting. Her hair is a mess, clothes torn from tearing to use her Quirk (there’s a transparent purple fog on the ground that’s proof of that), and breathing heavily as she fights the men and sedatives.
Hmm, her quirk must make her slightly immune, so they’ll have to go a more physical way to knock her out.
As Rabbit is taking the scene in, Midnight glances over and sees him, standing there covered in blood. A look of horror crosses over her face before it's covered by rage and she runs towards Rabbit, ignoring the other Yakuza.
Rabbit takes a step forward and lowers himself slightly as she gets close, letting him grab her waist to twist and slam her body against a wall.
Midnight grunts at the impact, but completely freezes as she gets a clear view into the living room.
"Zashi!" Midnight cries struggling to get free. "You bastards!"
“So noisy.” Rabbit grumbles.
He reaches up to grab her head and, with carefully controlled strength, slams it against the wall. Midnight makes a pained sound, but with the sedatives in her body, she could barely withstand the force and falls limp, her eyes fluttering shut as she blacks out.
Rabbit huffs in exhaustion as he moves over to look at the other Yakuza members. “The other hero is down, let's move.”
The members nod and help each other up as they head out of the house. Rabbit lifts Midnight up properly and goes with them, none sparing Mic a glance as they leave.
Midnight really did a number on them, one even has a serrated kitchen knife sticking out their shoulder.
She fought well, he’ll give her that.
Rabbit properly restrains Midnight just in case she wakes up and even makes sure to put quirk suppressant cuffs on her. Then, once secure in the back, Rabbit climbs into the van with the others.
The van pulls out and leaves the area, though Rabbit can see lights and sirens speeding past them and out of sight.
The ride back is quieter than when they arrived, the ones in better condition mainly talking about the fighting they dealt with. Rabbit pays it no mind, instead just staring blankly as he once again ponders why Overhaul wants Midnight in the first place.
When they get to the compound's secret entrance, Rabbit takes on the responsibility of getting Midnight to wherever Overhaul planned to take her. He’s the least injured (which means not at all hurt), so it only makes sense.
A lab worker directs Rabbit to take her to, ironically enough, his old cell, which has been modified to have a clear wall separating half of the already small room. Vents that were especially made to pull out any of the quirk she lets out have also been added to both sides of the room.
Rabbit is directed to set her on the bed where a small rolling cart has tools to take blood, hair, and skin samples, along with other science-y things they would need to study her.
Rabbit sighs as he leaves Midnight to the lab workers.
It’s a shame, the lab is never fun, especially for outsiders. But he can’t dwell on it. He has to go to his little sister.
Yet, when he arrives at his room (after cleaning up in some of the communal showers, he doesn’t want Eri to see him covered in blood), the little bunny is nowhere in sight.
He supposes that's not too strange, sometimes Rappa gives him a little time after a hard mission to calm down and fully leave the ‘Night Rabbit mindset’ behind. Usually he’s warned ahead of time, but he shrugs it off. Rappa was the driver tonight and he quickly separated from the group to bring Midnight to her cell.
He’s a little disappointed he can’t get a hug from the bunny, but decides it's for the best and allows himself the opportunity to destress. He takes off his villain outfit, hangs it up, and then flops in bed.
After a long moment of doing nothing, his mind goes back to what the Yakuza we’re talking about on the way to their mission. He takes his phone out to look to see if he received any messages from Shinso, but there's nothing new.
Still, they’d like to know Shinso is safe.
It’s not hard to find information. Every news station in Japan seems to be covering it and the news meeting UA had about it. Most articles will likely just be speculation or blatant misinformation, so going straight to the source might be the best option.
He finds a station that's hosting a live interview with some UA staff and opens it up.
There's two well dressed teachers and the recognizable Nedzu sitting on a table before several reporters. One looks like Vlad King but the other is… familiar. He can’t seem to attach a name to him though.
Izuku squints at the other teacher as he listens to what’s being discussed. Reporters seem to be asking questions regarding the kidnapping, though there’s no mention of the victim's name yet.
A plain looking man with brown hair stands and starts his questions, he seems to want to paint UA in a bad light, which is almost comical. UA has been doing a lot to keep the kids safe and their moods up. It’s hard to balance both, and a huge hero school like UA is bound to have incidents. Maybe there were more than previous years, but it's not like this is horribly unusual. The man continues to ask idiotic questions about kids surviving being the silver lining and if them being hurt isn’t the worst.
Then, he asks a question that makes the unknown teacher’s eye twitch with anger.
"What about the kidnapped student, Katsuki Bakugo?" The man asks.
Izuku’s blood runs cold.
For a moment, it feels like time stops entirely. Even as the broadcast keeps going, his own world has completely stilled.
“Kacchan…?”
Did he hear wrong?
He had to have, right?
How would Kacchan have gotten kidnapped?
The reporter keeps going on about Kacchan turning villain and how violent he was at the sports festival in his fights.
The mystery teacher stands up, looking seconds away from jumping the table to fight the reporter.
Instead, he bows.
"As Bakugo's teacher, I take full responsibility for not taming his violent behavior. However, his actions at the sports festival were born of his deep seated convictions. He's trying harder than anyone in his pursuit to become the top hero to honor a lost friend. If the villains think they have a chance with him, then they are grossly mistaken. I can guarantee that much."
…
Izuku turns off his phone, unable to stand listening to the interview for another second. His hands clenched so tight his knuckles turn white, trying his hardest to make his trembling hands go still.
He’s suddenly so much more aware . Aware of his heartbeat, his own heavy breathing, the tears clouding his vision. He can’t get himself collected enough to think logically.
In a daze, Izuku gets up and searches through a few different drawers, until he eventually finds it.
His old phone.
He stumbles back to his bed and turns the phone on. It takes a minute to boot up, but he’s suddenly relieved he still keeps it charged, even if he didn’t know why he did. He impatiently waits until he can get past the flood of old alerts, but soon, the phone is usable.
He doesn’t know what he originally planned on doing when getting his phone, but he knows now.
He hears the phone ringing against his ear. It rings, and rings, and rings, until he’s finally reached the voicemail.
' You reached Bakugo Katsuki, leave your message or whatever. '
Kacchan’s rough voice comes through the line. It’s so strange to hear it after so long.
For a second, even after he hears the beep, Izuku doesn’t say anything.
He had always planned out in his head what he would say if he ever got the chance to talk to Kacchan again. It was more common his first few months there, but with how long it's been, anything he’s been wanting to say has been completely forgotten
“...You told me not to call you again. I-” Izuku chokes up, emotions rushing in and overwhelming his heart and mind, threatening to tear him apart. “I’m sorry I’m breaking that rule.”
His mind desperately reaches for something to say, something to grasp onto to let him focus enough to speak. He’s trembling uncontrollably, an endless stream of tears are falling, and he’s not even trying to push these feelings down. He’s curled up in his bed, sobbing like a child.
Sometimes he forgets he is one.
“Don’t… give in to what they want. Kami, please don’t give in. Keep fighting back, get out, get out safe. You’re strong enough to protect yourself.” Izuku rambles without much consideration for what the words coming out of his mouth actually are. His mind runs to the people he used to call his family, and he clings to it. “You have to survive, okay? You have to get out safe and sound. Auntie Mitsuki, Uncle Masaru, Mom, they- they won't be able to handle losing you too.”
He shudders at the thought of his old family, his old life. “You’re- you're going to be an amazing h-hero, just don’t- just keep going. Fight back, survive, just- please don’t become like me… ” Izuku can’t control the quiet sobs slipping past his lips, but somehow, through it all, he finds himself laughing weakly. “Y-you already know this though… you don’t need to hear this from me, do you? You’ll… you’ll get out alive, you’ll be okay, you’ll be safe… I know you will. You’re Kacchan… your Katsuki Bakugo, future number one hero…”
“...Please be safe. ” He pleads.
Izuku doesn’t know what else to say.
He wishes he could tell him everything that's happened, rant to him about how the past year has been while kidnapped by the Yakuza. He wants Kacchan to laugh at his dramatic words and make fun of him for worrying so much.
But that's not realistic.
He hangs up instead.
Even though he knows it's only going to make him feel worse, he goes over to his voicemails to see countless ones over the past year. Pretty much all of them are from Kacchan, his Mom, Mitsuki, or Masaru. He scrolls through them until he can’t bear the amount he sees.
Grabbing onto a pillow, he stuffs his face against it to muffle his cries.
He isn’t sure how long he lays there, crying out his months of fear and hurt, but it eventually subsides into sniffles and coughs as he tries to get air.
Izuku’s not even sure why he’s so upset. He’s only felt bitter and resentful during the few times he’s had to think about Kacchan. It's been like this for a while now. He’s never actually missed the way he treated him- how could he really? But for some reason, hearing he was kidnapped by the League of Villains had him reduced to a sobbing mess. Now he’s just really exhausted.
He switches out his soaked pillow for a dry one next to him before curling up more. Hopefully a nap will help his now pounding headache and hazy pain.
'Ring, ring, ring, A phone call is here! Ring, ring, ring!’
Izuku’s eyes shoot open at the familiar sound.
His old phone's ringtone.
Slowly, he sits up, picking up his old phone and looking at the caller ID.
'Kacchan is calling' flashes on the screen with the photo of them as kids.
That shouldn’t be possible.
He should be kidnapped. He shouldn’t have his phone.
Was he saved already?
…What if it's not him?
What if it's one of the League members?? But why would they be calling?
Izuku answers and puts the phone on speaker instinctively. Kacchan was always loud and yelling, it hurt his ears.
"Deku!" There's the yelling, but it sounds more… worried and stressed then the anger Izuku was expecting. At least Izuku knows it's really him, no one else calls him Deku.
Izuku hesitates.
What does he say? What is he supposed to say? He shouldn’t even be talking to him!
He should hang up right now.
…
“…Kacchan?”
There is a quiet gasp over the call. "It's really you." Bakugo says, his voice wavering. It reminds him of when they were in their first years of middle school, when he would be on the verge of tears but trying to hide it. "You're still alive."
Izuku finds himself put off by Bakugo’s… well, everything really. All the times he wondered what would happen if he tried to talk to him again, this certainly wasn’t what he would have imagined.
“I… yeah.” Izuku mumbles. “You’re… you’re safe? Away from the League?” He asks quietly.
He feels tears sting his eyes again, but he’s not sure he’d be able to form sentences if he cried right now.
"Yeah..." Bakugo takes a breath. "Yeah, some classmates came to save me with the heroes. I... where are you ? The heroes can save you too, Deku. Just... just tell us where you are, please."
Bakugo's voice sounds desperate and so, so small as he practically begs.
Kami, it's tempting.
It’s so tempting.
But he remembers why he’s here in the first place.
He remembers the shrine wall of heroes he’s hurt and killed. The list of names he’s tried his best to memorize keeps getting bigger and bigger as the days go on, his list of victims now larger than Stains.
He remembers the tattoo that connects him to the Yakuza in the first place. How he so willingly cooperated during every mission with no remorse.
He remembers how he just kidnapped one of UA’s teachers. He won't be able to hide he’s Night Rabbit, he just won't. He’d be connected to it in an instant, he’d be sent to Tartarus.
He’d be separated from Eri, his little sister, the only reason he keeps getting up every morning. She’d learn her brother is a monster, a villain, just like all the others who have hurt her.
He remembers Overhaul, and the soft touches and playful banter.
It would never work out. Freedom is a wonderful fantasy, but that's all it is and should stay as. A fantasy.
He doesn’t deserve freedom. He deserves to rot in the hell he allowed himself to be sucked in to.
"...I can't." Izuku forces himself to say. "I'm sorry. I-I'm so sorry, Kacchan, but I can't..."
"Deku..." He can practically hear the incoming argument about to be said, but whatever Bakugo is about to say is interrupted by Izuku's door slamming open, and a crying Eri running in, Overhaul not far behind her.
His heart drops.
Izuku jumps at all the sudden noises. “Eri!?” He’s immediately flinging himself off the bed, phone forgotten, upon seeing a crying Eri with Overhaul. Izuku’s heart beats out of his chest as he scoops the girl into his arms.
Overhaul’s never around Eri anymore. He barely even speaks about her.
He shouldn’t be near her.
Izuku takes a deep breath. “It’s okay, Eri, it’s okay…” He glances nervously at the still open door, Overhaul’s golden eyes peering down at the two of them. “Overhaul-sama… what happened…?” He cautiously asks.
Eri sobs into Izuku’s shoulder as Overhaul begins to walk closer. "Just a sample collection, hardly anything to cry over."
Her grip on the back of his shirt tightens. “I didn't even use my quirk this time. Did the same thing for that hero downstairs. I thought showing it first would make her less scared.” Overhaul sighs, his voice tainted full of annoyance. "It didn't work and she hasn't stopped crying ."
Izuku has to force himself to stand firmly in his place and not stop away. He holds Eri close and gently pets her head in a weak attempt at comfort.
“E-Even if you didn’t use your quirk, she’s a kid. Kids don’t like-” Izuku bites his tongue, not wanting to scare her more from his words. “Kids don’t like pain. They’re going to be scared and cry.” He tries to gently explain.
Of course she’s going to be scared after everything you’ve done to her.
“Hmm, she used to be so quiet during my tests before we brought you here.” Overhaul curiously hums, tilting his head. Eri whimpers and presses herself closer to Izuku, her horn poking into his chin.
Izuku takes a deep breath.
“Can… Can we talk about this once she’s calmed down? Later?”
He pauses, his eyes flickering over to the bed.
He speaks before he can think of the potential consequences. “I-I think she might just need a moment to breathe… I don’t think what you did to Midnight helped either.”
It looks as though Overhaul was going to nod in agreement, but a sound from the bed, almost like a gasp, makes the two of them freeze.
"What was that?" Overhaul asks.
“I…” Izuku holds onto Eri tighter, who only trembles more.
He should lie. He can get away with it if he acts normal.
“I-I don’t…” But if he lies and gets caught, it would look horrible. It would look like he was trying to escape. He’d lose everything. He can’t find his words.
"Izuku." Overhaul steps towards him, his voice firm. "What do you have?"
Izuku finds himself trembling as he takes a step back. He hides his face in Eri’s hair, refusing to meet Overhaul’s gaze. “M-my.. my old phone..” He looks over to his bed, where he left it.
"Oh really..." Overhaul hums, just as curious as before, walks over to grab it from his sheets. "And why do you have this still?"
“It’s been off since I first came here.” Izuku murmurs. “T-there was an incident with… Bakugo, and I.. I got sentimental…”
"Hmm?" Overhaul raises a brow and clicks on the phone to show the voicemail section he was just at. "Ah, listening to the past I see."
Izuku’s eyes widen as he looks over at Overhaul.
It... It looks like Bakugo hung up so Izuku wouldn’t get caught. He gave up his one chance to learn more for the possibility of keeping Izuku safe.
He could cry.
But he doesn’t. Izuku instead mentally thanks Bakugo for giving him a chance to get past this. He can work with this.
Izuku nods. “N-Not a lot of it is happy but…” He trails off.
"You just wanted something that reminded you of a different time, right?" Overhaul asks as he opens the back of the phone and pops out the sim card. "As understandable as that is, we can't risk them tracking your phone."
“I understand.” Izuku nods solemnly. “Just… wanted to hear them again.”
"And now you can without being tracked." Overhaul says, putting the phone back on his bed as he snaps the sims card with his fingers. "In any case, it's been a long day for all of us, and the next two weeks will be busy as well."
“Yeah.” Izuku sighs with hidden relief. Now with danger no longer impending, he can focus on trying to comfort Eri and figure out where to go from here. But first, “What’s… happening in the next two weeks?”
"An old project is back online, that hero you collected is part of it." Overhaul says, the man perking up like the few times he has before when he gets to talk about his interests. "I was a fool to limit myself to mere bullets. Gas is such a versatile and expanding way to destroy many quirks at once!"
Eri whimpers into Izuku's neck.
"It might take a few tries with that hero woman, but I am highly optimistic that taking her apart a few times will work to get the data I need." Overhaul announces, voice full of pride.
Izuku's heart aches as he subconsciously holds Eri closer.
He’s horrified at how excited Overhaul sounds.
“That's why you wanted Midnight alive…” It’s the only thing Izuku feels he can confidently utter without completely breaking.
"Of course," Overhaul says. "I need her so we can fight the LoV's monsters, once that filth is gone they won't be a danger to you anymore."
“I can fight them.” Izuku’s voice is quiet, but full of conviction. “With or without destroying their quirks, I can beat them.”
"I have no doubt about that, but those abominations need to go quickly, and this experiment was already being worked on before you came here." Overhaul says, reaching out to pat Izuku's hair. "I'm doing this for you and for our cause of destroying quirks."
Izuku silently nods, but inside, all he wants to do is scream and cry. He’s not sure he’s ever felt more frustrated. Kami, he knew he couldn’t distract Overhaul forever, but he was hoping it would be longer. He thought he’d have more time!
Why do the hands that cause his little sister so much pain dare to be so gentle and loving for him?
"But, that is for tomorrow." Overhaul gives a last pet before turning around and heading to the door. "The specific quirk experiment lab needs to be prepared for an older person and the samples need to be checked over. I'd say we have... about a week before we're ready for quirked sample gathering."
A week.
Izuku has a week to get Eri out, a week to come up with a plan and follow through with it before Eri is at risk again.
A week isn’t enough time.
He’s not ready for the peace to end, he’s not ready to lose Eri, he’s not ready!
“…I’ll help how I can then.” Izuku says softly, still gently petting Eri’s head.
"You already have." Overhaul chuckles as he looks back at Izuku right before he closes the door, his golden eyes feeling like they’re peering into his very soul. "We couldn't have captured Midnight without you."
Overhaul’s words are like a stab to the gut.
When the door closes, Izuku can only stand for a moment longer before falling to his knees, only barely being able to keep Eri securely in his arms.
“Eri…” Izuku mumbles as he looks down at he
"Izu-nii?" Eri mumbles quietly.
Izuku presses a soft kiss to her forehead. “I’m going to get you out.” He says quietly. “I’m going to get you to safety, okay? I’ll get you away from here.”
"How?" Eri asks.
“I’ve been preparing things. N-nothings fully ready yet but it should help. I have a week to get everything ready…” Izuku tears up as he desperately tries to plan something through the haze of his exhaustion. He doesn’t want to rest or wait, not now. He can’t. He needs a plan.
He has a week until Overhaul starts working on taking Midnight apart. He already has data on Eri so there might be a buffer of sorts until he gets what he needs from Midnight. It’s a short amount of time, too short to waste any of it.
He can’t push this off any longer. A week is a good reference for him to use for how long he has and how much he should rush.
“I’ll do everything in my power to protect you.” Izuku promises.
More and more recently, Izuku has felt strong. Overhaul has been drilling it into him that he is strong, that he has worth. He’s believed it more and more.
But right now, he feels like the pathetic child he was only a year ago.
"I know you will." Eri, however, gives him a confident smile. "Izu-nii is the smartest!"
"Yeah." Izuku nods and tries to mirror her smile. "I'll get you out in no time." He refuses to let Eri know how hopeless he really feels. She believes and trusts him. He can’t let her down.
As Eri snuggles against him, Izuku silently promises to himself and her that he will save her, no matter the cost.
Notes:
I have a lot to say today oh boy.
Summary for those who chose to skip todays chapter:
Rabbit is tasked with retrieving Midnight for Overhaul's experiments. She is at Present Mic and Eraserhead's house because of the forest training camp attack.
Rabbit takes on Mic as his team goes for Midnight, things look well until Rabbits claws slip and hurt Mic badly. He panics and tries to help Mic with some ripped fabric before going to the bathroom for the first aid kit Mic gestures for. Rabbit does what he can and even uses Mic's phone to get him help, but now the mission is on a tight time limit.
Rabbit leaves Mic on the floor to go help detain Midnight, where she was putting up one hell of a fight, but she gets sloppy seeing Rabbit with blood and then Mic. Rabbit easily takes her out with a hit to the head and they leave with her just as medics drive past for Mic.
Once back in his room, Izuku remembers hearing about the Forest Training Camp attack and goes to search for information online to make sure Shinso wasn't hurt. He hears about Bakugo's kidnapping and gets extremely emotional, to the point that he goes on his old phone and leaves Bakugo a voicemail.
Bakugo calls him back a while after and the two have a very emotional, short conversation where Bakugo tries to get Izuku to tell him where he is. Izuku refuses, but before anything more can happen, Overhaul comes in with a crying Eri. After a tense discussion and Izuku almost getting caught calling Bakugo, he explains that wanted Midnight so they could create a quirk destroying gas instead of bullets. This means Eri will be experimented on again, giving Izuku a one week time limit to get Eri out.
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I am actually kinda shocked it took us to get to 100k words to get our first full on, no holding back piece of angst. I think that’s so funny considering this is fic is intended to be angst heavy, but most of it before now tended to just be subtext or light angst. This is definitely a good sign!
What did you all think of today’s chapter? :3 The stakes are high now! Hope your ready for the next month I think, cause oh boy these next chapters are so exciting!
Fun fact, Kidnapping is hilariously common theme in this fic and I have no idea why. Obviously Bakugo’s was cannon and basically unavoidable, but there’s like 6 attempted/successful kidnappings in total (current and future) during this fic. Is this a sign we should stop using kidnapping as a plot device? Maybe, but it’s funny and makes sense in the context of the story, so I won’t <3
(Also, would any of you guys be interested in joining a discord server dedicated to me, my co-author, and a few of our other friends fanfics? Even if its not active, we have a ton of plans for future things to do with this fic and other fanfic ideas/planned, which would be easier to update people on in a discord server. It would also be super cool to hear from you guys and your thoughts :3)
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Chapter 16: Discovery Amongst Confusion
Notes:
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Too much has happened in a short amount of time. What was supposed to be a fun and informative trip to the forest camp ended up becoming so much more.
Bakugo was kidnapped by the League of Villains, leaving many questions and no answers for those at UA. While the heroes did what they could to try and secure Bakugo’s safety responsibly , Momo created a device that can track one of the villains whereabouts, likely leading them to Bakugo.
Tired of being unable to do anything, Kirishima encourages a few of them to go after Bakugo, even with the risk of breaking the law. Most of 1-A believed it to be better and safer to let the heroes take care of the incident, but Kirishima insisted. Eventually, he convinced Todoroki to join him, Momo and Iida came to try and help make sure things would go smoothly.
A last minute decision Kirishima made was taking Bakugo’s phone with them. It was the best way to make sure that once he’s safe, he can call his parents to reassure them he’s fine.
Things went south. They discovered the ‘hideout’ of what seemed like hundreds of Nomu, and soon All Might and a dangerous Supervillain, apparently known as ‘All For One’, was not far from them. They had thought Shigaraki and his group were threatening enough, but something about All For One left them utterly terrified. The casual tone of his voice, his mocking tone to All Might, Bakugo being right there .. They were at a loss of what to do.
Somehow, Bakugo’s explosions eventually helped the group brainstorm a quick plan on the fly. With Todoroki’s quirk, boots that will replicate Iida’s engines on his legs, and Kirishima’s strength, the three of them broke through their hiding spot and propelled themselves forward with the engines and a huge ice ramp. The heroes stopped the villains from being able to stop Bakugo from going towards them.
They somehow managed to escape with not much injury, far away from the League of Villains. They quickly try to find a crowd to blend in with and avoid being followed, Iida acting as a watcher for anyone that could notice them.
Bakugo's phone was vibrating before, during the rescue, but Kirishima forgot about it until now. He gets the phone out and passes it to Bakugo.
"Here man, I think your parents tried to call or something. You should let them know you're fine." Kirishima suggests
“Huh? Oh, thanks.” Bakugo takes the phone and turns it on, ready to see his parents overloading his phone, but he instead freezes, his back towards his friends.
“Why would his parents be calling when captured?” Momo looks confused at Kirishima.
"I wouldn't know how to help that question." Todoroki says with a shrug.
Kirishima rubs the back of his neck. “I don’t know, man. Some people do that when people they care about are in danger.” He shrugs as well and looks over to Bakugo. He looks tense, more so than only a few moments ago.
“Bakubro? You okay?” Kirishima asks.
Bakugo doesn’t turn back to face them. His voice is quiet, almost inaudible in the crowd of people. “...Deku called.”
“What!?” Kirishima exclaims while Momo and Todoroki’s eyes widen. “Are you sure!? Was it really him??”
"It's his number. I... he left a voicemail." Bakugo says quietly.
"What about calling him back?" Todoroki says. "He might not have a phone for long."
“Yeah,” Kirishima says. “If he still has the phone, he might pick up this time!”
“I…” Bakugo nods and begins to lead them away from the crowd and into an alley to hear better. He takes a breath and starts the call. “Let’s hope he doesn’t get caught.” He hesitates for a moment, glancing at his friends before putting the call on speaker.
Kirishima perks up as he gets an idea, pulling out his own phone just as the ringing starts. Everyone waits with bated breath, each noise torturously long.
Then, they hear the familiar click of the call being answered.
"Deku!" Bakugo can't help but call the nickname when the line connects, his grip on the phone tightening. It takes a few seconds, but he soon hears another, painfully familiar voice on the line.
"...Kacchan?"
Bakugo can't help the little gasp he makes, "It's really you. You're still alive ." His eyes are suddenly damp with tears. Todoroki reaches over to rub Bakugo's arm to try and help provide any amount of comfort to him.
There's another moment of hesitation over the call, giving Kirishima the opportunity to start recording before Deku speaks again.
"I… yeah." Deku mumbles. "You're... you're safe? Away from the League?" They can hear just how tired he is through the phone, yet he's still checking up on Bakugo first.
That small action makes Bakugo's tears start to fall despite his best efforts. For once, he doesn’t try to wipe them away or hide it, as if he’s forgotten his classmates are right beside him.
"Yeah..." Bakugo takes a breath. "Yeah, some classmates came to save me with the heroes. I... where are you ? The heroes can save you too, Deku. Just... just tell us where you are, please ."
An entire year… Deku had been kidnapped for over a year . And now, finally, the chance of escape is right within the boy’s grasps. Kirishima inches the phone closer, trying to make sure whatever answer they’re given is guaranteed to be heard.
Deku’s response makes all of them pause.
"...I can't." Those words sound almost forced out of Deku’s throat, like he’s choked up and on the verge of tears. Like it wasn’t the answer he even wanted to give at all. "I'm sorry. I-I'm so sorry, Kacchan, but I can't .."
“Deku..” Bakugo takes a deep breath, preparing to say something more, when Bakugo goes rigid at what sounds like a door slamming open from over the call. Not even seconds after, they can hear crying from what sounds like a young child.
Bakugo and Todoroki immediately look at each other. Their theory of a second kid was right !
Oh kami, they were right.
The audio quickly becomes muffled, but they can still hear what's happening, and Deku’s voice now sounds farther away.
“Eri!?” The child’s, Eri, cries now sound even more hushed. They can hear quiet mumbling before Deku’s voice is audible again. “Overhaul-sama… what happened…?”
Bakugo’s expression hardens upon hearing the kidnappers' voice. “Just a sample collection, hardly anything to cry over.”
“I didn’t even use my quirk this time. Did the same thing for that hero downstairs. I thought showing it first would make her less scared.” Overhaul sighs. “It didn’t work and she hasn’t stopped crying. ”
Todoroki glares silently at the phone, while Kirishima’s eyes are wide and Momo has an expression of horror on her face. They can’t seem to comprehend why or how someone could be so nonchalant about hurting a child.
“E-Even if you didn’t use your quirk, she’s a kid ,” Deku sounds terrified as he speaks, and suddenly Bakugo is wondering how many times something like this has happened. How many times has Deku had to deal with terrifying words and threats from his kidnapper? How many times has Eri been threatened or hurt? "Kids don’t like- Kids don’t like pain, they’re going to be scared and cry.”
Overhaul’s next words cause them to shudder. “Hmm, she used to be so quiet during my tests before we brought you here.”
How long has he had this little girl!?
“Can… can we talk about this once she’s calmed down? Later?” Deku says slowly. Although scared, Bakugo realizes the shy, nervous wreck of a kid he used to know in middle school would never have been this composed. His heart aches.
“I-I think she might just need a moment to breathe…” Deku continues after a pause. “I don’t think what you did to Midnight helped either.”
The implication makes everyone tense, along with Momo and Kirishima gasping in surprise. Overhaul must have heard them.
"What was that?"
Bakugo’s face pales as he immediately hangs up the phone. He hopes Deku’s phone doesn’t show the active call, hopefully he can find a way to lie and avoid getting in trouble.
There's silence among the four of them, no one wanting to be the first one to talk or make the next move.
"There's another kid there..." Kirishima eventually manages to say.
"Yes." Momo nods solemnly. "He mentioned Midnight-sensei too."
"We should call Sensei." Todoroki is as calm as ever, though even he looks shaken up. "He said Mic-sensei would be with her today, didn't he?"
"Yeah." Kirishima ends the recording and goes to his contacts to call Aizawa. "I got it." He steps away from the rest of the group to hear better, letting Iida know what's going on as he passes.
“…We need to go to the police.” Bakugo says after a deep breath. “For my kidnapping, obviously, but also for Deku. The detective on his case will want to know about this.”
Todoroki frowns. "Overhaul said tests… What does he want with Midnight-sensei and the girl? Their quirks?"
“That has to be it, right? How else would someone find use in experimenting on a little girl?” Momo ponders. “Plus, Midnight's quirk is incredible for taking down her opponents. Imagine what a villain would use it for…” But where does that leave the girl?
"What...what if Overhaul wants to fuse the quirks?" Bakugo suggests.
"What do you mean?" Momo asks.
"Well, quirk-infused things exist. Right? Healing stuff like meds, mostly." Bakugo asks. "Deku went on a mumble rant once about the possibility of blood and stuff making that infusion stronger, but it was outlawed years ago. If Overhaul fuses Midnight's gas with- whatever Eri can do and puts it in a can or something, it could be a disaster for everyone."
Momo’s face pales, and of course, Kirishima comes back quick enough to hear Bakugo’s theory.
“There might not have a ton of time then... if they kidnapped her, and who knows how long they’ve had that girl, then doesn’t that mean they know what they’re doing?” Kirishima asks as he pockets his phone.
“Most likely," Momo nods. "Or they at least have some sort of theory and plan to build off of.”
“Is it possible that this is why Night Rabbit has been so active?” Todoroki asks. “His targets never had a lot of connections, the ones left alive even less. They might have been targeting certain quirks before focusing on Midnight.”
“Hmm.. maybe.” Bakugo shrugs and looks over at Kirishima. “What did Sensei say?
"Midnight's agency said something happened on a call with her, they haven't gotten a hold of her since." Kirishima frowns. "An ambulance was called for Present Mic a while ago, he's at a hospital. Sensei sounded really shaken up..."
"An ambulance!?" Small sparks begin exploding in Bakugo’s palms.
Todoroki frowns. "Did they go to the hospital where the rest of our class is?
Kirishima nods. "I think so, I could hear others from class' muffled talking."
Bakugo quickly moves past the group and begins to lead them to the exit of the ally. “We should head there first then. It’s probably closer and easier to get to than a police station in this mess.” He waves to the crowded roads.
The group quickly nods and leaves the alley, doing their best to try and push past the crowds as Bakugo follows the others lead. He actually has no clue where they are, but luckily four of them tend to be a bit more responsible than another half of the class. It’s still incredibly difficult to navigate however, hundreds of panicking people on the streets aren't exactly easy to move past.
It doesn't help with all the big screens showing the ongoing fight between All Might and a strange guy in a business suit.
It seems as though time stops, almost everyone seems to pause or freeze as the fight progresses, All Might suddenly looking more like a skeleton husk then the buff man the public knows. He’s the same one they see at school sometimes!
“No way, what happened to All Might!?” Krishima exclaims, getting distracted by the screen.
"Did the suit-villain do something?" Todoroki asks.
The fight goes on, and like mostly everyone in Japan, the group is watching. In real time, millions of people watch the fight of a lifetime, a fight that felt like, no matter who won, their world would be heavily impacted. It’s soon clear the skeleton-man is All Might. Even when all out of energy and power, All Might continues fighting, going plus ultra , as the two struggle to be the last man standing. For a while, it looked as though All Might would lose .
Everyone cried out.
It’s strange, the sense of hysteria that seemed to fill everyone in the crowd they were stuck in. Despite knowing how far they were from the fight, that All Might could never actually hear them, hundreds of people still cried out in support of their Number One Hero. Thousands pleaded for him to keep fighting. Millions watched, terrified of every next move.
Bakugo wonders if this is a taste of how Deku must have been feeling. Terrified, helpless, but desperate for good to overpower evil.
And at the end, All Might stood victorious.
“ Your Next. ”
People cried and cheered and cried some more. All Might’s fist was raised in victory, still standing strong even in this weaker form. Even if he was desperately injured. He won.
Kirishima is openly crying as they stare at the screen, while Momo is wiping her damp eyes.
“..Now is a good time to make it past the crowds.” Momo says softly, trying to round up their attention again.
"Y-yeah." Bakugo sniffs and rubs his face as Todoroki gets him following again with a pat on the shoulder.
With most of the people in the crowd busy cheering, crying, or just not moving in general, the group manages to get back to the rest of the class in the hospital much faster. Luckily, Momo remembered where they even were at. Iida runs ahead to look for an officer but the hospital is busy with the damage from the fight.
The moment the rest of the class laid eyes on Bakugo, there was a sudden uproar of emotions once again thrusted upon them. It was a surprising experience for him to receive so many hugs and his friends crying in his arms. Mina, Kaminari, and Sero seemed especially worried and affected. They cling onto him while crying despite the reassurances that he’s okay.
Bakugo grumbles, but he doesn’t try to push them off or spark at them. He was more just caught off guard, he didn't realize they cared that much. Besides, he knows how terrifying it is to have someone you know get kidnapped. He’d probably be the same if- when they get Deku back.
Eventually, heightened emotions are calmed enough for everyone to no longer be crying or clinging onto Bakugo. This allows Momo to start talking.
“Everyone,” Momo starts. “Where is Aizawa-Sensei?
"Sensei?" Uraraka asks. "He rushed past just before you all got here, he was still in his suit from the news interview."
"Yeah," Kaminari nods. "He ran to the elevators in a hurry. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him more freaked out..”
Momo and Kirishima look at each other in concern.
“Do you think it’s because of Present Mic?” Kirishima asks.
“And Midnight.” Momo adds. “It would be hard not to worry.”
"What's wrong with our other sensei?" Kaminari asks.
"We..." Bakugo sighs. "Deku called while I was kidnapped. We called back and got to talk to him but someone came into the room, and we heard Deku say they had Midnight too. Present Mic was with her and now he's here in the hospital."
The class quickly devolves into gasps and murmurs of their own varied states of confusion and worry.
However, a specific kid who hasn’t been with Class 1-A since the beginning of the year frowns in confusion. Now standing next to Kaminari and Sero, Shinso mumbles,
“Deku?” Shinso’s only heard the name once from Bakugo during the Sports Festival.
“Yeah, Deku.” Kaminari nods to Shinso. “He’s a friend Bakubro had that got kidnapped before school started. The dude that has him is a pretty bad guy.”
“Creepy too.” Bakugo huffs as he stuffs his hands in his pants pockets.
“Oh,” Shinso frowned, more to one of concern for the kid than his confusion earlier. “So whoever took your friend also took Midnight and hurt Present Mic?”
“That's what it seems like, yes.” Iida nods, returning after no luck getting an officer.
Kirishima sighs. “It's all getting more complicated the more information we get, too.”
“Everyone has been told what he looks like to help keep an eye out for him.” Todoroki says, looking away a bit solemnly. “We don’t want to look past him again.”
“What does he look like? I can help keep an eye out too.” Shinso offers.
"Green." Todoroki responds, making Shinso’s eyes widen. "Green hair, green eyes, freckles in a diamond shape on his cheeks, big doe eyes that look like he'll cry but also fight you at the same time."
"I have a picture." Bakugo says, getting his phone out.
Shinso looks down, his face pale. “..Yeah, let me see it.”
Bakugo pulls up a picture of Deku in his middle school uniform in his room, likely the last picture they had of him. He took the picture originally to try and make fun of him for the amount of hero merch he had on his notebooks, but now looking at it, it's a nice picture, especially since it's one of the few he has of Deku smiling.
“Here.” He turns the phone around to show Shinso.
Shinso sucks in a sharp breath as he tenses up. No one gets a chance to question his reaction when the boy quickly pulls out his own phone and shows it to Bakugo.
It’s a picture of Deku.
Shinso’s own body covers most of him, but Deku’s now longer green curls and bright, if not tired, green eyes stare back at him. He’s drowsily smiling, but still looks happy .
“Is this him?” Shinso asks quietly.
"..." Bakugo's heart pounds against his chest. "When did you meet Deku?"
“I-I don’t remember exactly... Maybe a month ago?” Shinso only looks more worried as he pulls his hand back to his body and fidgets with it. “When we met he was in a store looking for kids stuff, he said it was for his little sister, Eri.”
Shinso looks down at the phone, his hands shaking as he stares at the image. “We’ve been texting… everyday since.”
"Eri was the name we heard in the call." Todoroki says, looking at Kirishima and Momo, the two stiffly nodding.
Bakugo suddenly stomps up to Shinso and puts his hands on his shoulders, his grip tight, and he looks at the other boy dead in the eyes. “Listen carefully, Eyebags.” he says, voice strained. “Has Deku ever tried to get you to go somewhere or offer for you to meet Eri? Meet anyone at all?”
Shinso tenses at the contact and looks down, likely trying to think of any time that happened, but, “No… no he hasn’t. I’ve asked before, but he made an excuse each time for why I couldn’t meet his.. ‘family’.”
" Good ." Bakugo sighs. His hands let Shinso go and fall back to his sides. One is only lifted again to rub his own eyes. "That's good. It means Deku was protecting you."
“This must be why he was always so secretive..” Shinso suddenly shudders as he looks back at the photo. “ That's why he said he couldn't go to a hospital.”
"Hospital!?" Bakugo yells, Shinso jumping at the sudden volume. "Deku was hurt!?"
“Yeah- uh, during the League’s attack on Hosu.” Shinso nods. “That photo was taken right after that. He had really bad injuries on his waist, and lost a lot of blood. Apparently he got them from a flying Nomu… but he refused to go to the hospital or even let me help him past getting some food.”
“Wait, but..”
“That would mean..”
Tsu and Uraraka look at each other after speaking over each other, then quickly at Iida.
Iida already looks tense himself. “That…” He blinks and looks down as he thinks. “Those.. sound exactly like the injuries Night Rabbit had when he was dropped into the alley with me and Stain. He had kept Stain talking and hit the hidden alert on my helmet.”
"Rabbit..." Shinso mumbles. “He saved me at the mall for seemingly no reason… Then he warned me about other groups having their eyes on me.”
“Deku’s been trying to keep you from ending up like him .” Bakugo curses and starts pacing the room. “The chat we heard mentioned experiments and that they apparently stopped for a while. Rabbit showed up months after Izuku was taken and the first hero died by the group even sooner. Hawks even said it sounded like Rabbit was protecting a kid and might not be doing things willingly.”
"Rabbit also never killed anyone himself." Todoroki points out, making some of the class look at each other in confusion. "My father talked about the case pretty openly. Some things he liked to rant about was how Rabbit was just seen watching heroes but the kills had evidence of a group or quirks that were completely different from one another. It was the media that said Rabbit killed them and the HPSC never said otherwise."
“Rabbit.. was your friend this whole time..?” Sero asks, though it sounds like it's more to himself, more out of disbelief than anything.
Shinso stares at the photo of Deku until his phone automatically turns off. “This whole time, he was someone our age, forced to watch heroes who would be targets or else the girl or himself would be at risk.” He takes a deep breath.
“He must have been allowed out alone because they knew no one would trust him with how the public perceives Night Rabbit. He’s seen as a Hero Killer, a villain. He’d be arrested and tossed in Tartarus far before any questions would be asked.” Shinso points out.
"Which means he is trapped with no way out." Todoroki says.
"...but Eri still has a way out." Bakugo says, gritting his teeth and scowling. "And knowing Deku, he'd pull some self sacrifice bullshit just to get her out even if it hurt him worse. He's always been like that."
“A lot of what he does is focused around her." Shinso nods in agreement, running his fingers through his hair. "Kami, I should have noticed sooner.. He gets her food, plays with her, from what I heard he’s practically watching over her all day, and has been
teaching her too.”
"I can see why Hawks thought Rabbit had a kid," Kaminari mumbles, rubbing the back of his neck. "He's basically parenting her."
"Yeah." Kirishima nods. “Can you imagine being a parent at our age?”
“Not only parenting,” Ojiro speaks up. “But also keeping himself and the girl safe from dangerous criminals.”
Tokoyam shakes his head solemnly. “Such a feat wouldn’t have been easy for anyone.”
"How has he not snapped yet?" Kaminari asks.
Todoroki tilts his head. "Snapped?"
"It means, uh..." Kaminari looks around for help in explaining slang.
“How has he not lost himself to stress.” Jiro explains. “You put someone through too much consistent stress and trauma, and they retaliate on instinct.”
“It’s been a whole year of this.” Momo says. “It’s either happened already at wherever he is, or it’s still building up.”
"Oh..." Todoroki nods. "I think my brother did that, took out a mountain side in a massive fire and died."
"Icyhot..." Bakugo sighs and rubs his eyes. " Get therapy . You just... you say so many concerning things like it's normal ."
“Isn’t that a really bad sign for Deku though?” Uraraka asks. “I mean, if snapping can cause death on its own, how would it be when your actions have bad repercussions for a little girl?”
“I doubt his kidnappers would take violent emotional outbursts lightly.” Shoji mumbles.
"They might think it's a good thing if he snaps at a hero or something?" Kaminari points out. "Villains are weird like that."
“That’s if he didn’t get in trouble from Bakugo’s phone call.” Kirishima adds. “He might not be let out when it happens if he did.”
"I hope he didn't." Bakugo grumbles before looking at Shinso. "Eyebags, the phone he uses for you has to be a different one or the detective would have been pinged that he at least used it. Can you try texting him?"
“Yeah, I got it” Shinso quickly goes to his texts with Izu. He hesitates, not quite knowing what to say, before sending a normal greeting like he would when bored and wanting attention. He can barely hear the muffled conversation from how loud his own breathing sounds. He waits in anticipation, until finally the little replying dots appear, and finally a message is sent.
GreenBunny : Hey Shinso, welcome back from the Forest!
GreenBunny : I'm so glad to hear you are okay!
GreenBunny : Sorry it took a bit to text back, dad and Eri had a little disagreement and she needed a hug.
Shinso lets out a sigh of relief. “He’s responding like normal, though it feels… really weird knowing the truth now.” He frowns and shows Bakugo the messages.
"I don't think being upset you're an experiment is a 'little disagreement'." Bakugo huffs. "This could be a good thing though, match up events with Rabbit with what he sends you as Deku. Make a timeline."
“What good would that do?” Shinso asks.
"We can make a case that Rabbit never killed anyone." Bakugo says. "Deku can have a chance if he was just an unwilling informant doing it for Eri."
“Alright.. I’ll do that.” Shinso nods. Anything is better than nothing.
"What do we do if he was involved with Mic-sensei?" Kiminari asks.
“Well, Mic-Sensei is alive.” Momo points out. “When he’s feeling better, he might have information as well. The few people Rabbit has spoken to, like Shinso or Hawks, have information conflicting with what the public knows.”
"True." Mina nods. “There isn’t much we can do since we don’t know all the details. Shinso has the most information out of all of us.”
"Deku also likes Present Mic." Bakugo says. "Would listen to his radio show all the time as a kid and Aunti Inko said he still did before he was taken. He wouldn't go after Mic-sensei willingly."
Shinso suddenly perks up. "I can.. try to get more information?" Shinso looks at the messages on his phone. “I think he mostly goes for half truths instead of full on lies, so we can get more information like that?”
"That can work." Kaminari nods.
"Just have to be careful to not 'tip him off' that we know things." Todoroki says, glancing at Jiro who nods in response to the slang.
“Try to be careful, if he realizes you know, he could close himself off more.” Bakugo warns.
“I got it.” Shinso nods, a messy plan already forming in his head.
"Any clue how we can try to get Deku and Eri to UA?" Bakugo asks.
"Why UA?" Kirishima asks, rubbing the back of his neck. "I know Nedzu has a soft spot for kids but this seems like a tall order."
"Would you trust the Commission to judge Deku fairly?" Bakugo asks. "They didn't care at all until he fought and took down Hawks so easily. They made them look bad."
“All without using a quirk, too.” Jiro adds. “They probably wouldn’t care that he was a victim or a kid, they’d want him locked up.”
“UA is our best bet if we want any chance at Izuku avoiding getting sent to Tartarus.” Momo nods. “Any villain C-Tier or higher are almost guaranteed to go to Tartarus, and Night Rabbit is seen as a B-Tier.”
"When was he a B-Tier?" Bakugo asks.
“That happened when Hawks was attacked.” Momo explains. “They skipped C and bumped him all the way to B after that.”
"Damn." Bakugo growls. "I know they probably don't think he is a kid, but this is going to make helping him harder."
"And we still don't know what is happening with our sensei." Todoroki says. "One is in the hospital with us and the other with Deku."
“And if they manage to succeed in their experimentation and use what they wanted Midnight for, who knows how bad the view of him will get?” Shinso frowns. “There’s only so much time we can waste...”
"What should we do if Aizawa-sensei is like... mad at Deku?" Kiminari asks. "He's really close to Present Mic and Midnight, and their attack happened during all of this ."
“Would we even be able to do anything?” Hagakure asks, several other students jumping, having forgotten she was even there.
Momo thinks for a moment. “The only ones who can do something would be Present Mic and Midnight.” She concludes. “Aizawa-Sensei is a logical person. For him to be angry, even when everything that happened to Izuku comes to light, means our words likely wouldn’t mean anything.”
“We can tell them everything we know to try and help Aizawa-Sensei at least?” Shinso suggests.
"We were going to anyway." Bakugo says. "Aizawa is the best chance they have to stop Overhaul's quirk but..."
"His emotions might make doing the right thing difficult if he sees Deku as Rabbit and not a victim." Todoroki says.
There’s silence for a moment before Jiro sighs. “We really are stuck… there’s not much we can all do.”
"We can try to make a case with Nedzu." Todoroki says. "Sensei has to listen to him."
“At least our current plan… isn’t bad. It’s certainly better than doing nothing. Let me get the timeline set up first.” Shinso suggests. “We need all the evidence we can get to convince him.”
"Right." Bakugo nods, leaning back against the wall with a sigh. "I hope our Sensei are okay."
——
In the same building, Shouta is sitting down in a waiting room, his leg anxiously bouncing up and down as he waits for any update on Hizashi’s condition. The only solace he has is knowing Bakugo is safe (which he will lecture those students of his over later , right now he’ll just be glad Bakugo is back). Still, finding out Hizashi almost died and Nemuri being kidnapped isn’t helping the man’s stress.
There are other families waiting around him, all talking about the All Might fight and most worrying for their loved ones caught in the fight zone. Their quiet, thankfully, as Shouta's frayed nerves likely can't handle much more right now. He can zone out and ignore the fight instead of breaking down.
"Yamada?" A nurse calls into the waiting room, looking around as she reads off a clipboard.
Shouta is immediately up and out of his seat, going over to the nurse. He can’t find his words when he does, too worried about his husband and stressed over everything that’s happened.
"He just got out of surgery but should be up for visitors." The nurse says once close enough, likely used to the family of patients being too worried to speak. "Please follow me."
“Yeah, okay...” Shouta lets out a sigh of relief. He feels a bit less stressed as he follows the nurse through the bland hospital halls.
"Do you want to hear what happened now or in the room?" The nurse asks. "I don't have a police report but I have what we know."
“Now, please.” Shouta eventually mumbles. He needs to be prepared for Hizashi’s current condition and what he’ll see.
"Okay." The nurse consults the clipboard as she walks. "The damage was focused on his neck, so we can't let Recovery Girl heal it as usual due to the muscles and other thin membrane in the neck. We need to let that heal naturally first to avoid complications, so this will likely scar."
Shouta's expression hardens. Scars, although difficult to deal with, are common when being a hero. But a scar on Hizashi’s neck is going to crush him. He always was scared of losing his voice.
“…Will his neck heal okay?” Shouta asks.
"He'll be in a thin brace to keep from moving too much, but yes, it's likely he will make a full recovery." The nurse nods. "It looks like Night Rabbit's claws didn't get deep enough to reach his voice box."
“Good.” Shouta’s hands clenched into fists as he let out a relieved sigh. “Does he have any other injuries besides the ones on his neck?”
"No, it looks like they went for the neck first as it was the biggest threat." The nurse checks the clipboard again. "There was something odd when the paramedics arrived."
Shouta frowns. “Odd?”
"They reported that someone had already tended to his neck using your home's first aid kit. It was sloppy, whoever did it likely hasn’t had any experience patching injuries like his.” The nurse explains. “ But , it’s the only thing that kept Mr. Yamada alive before we got there. We’re thinking it might have been your son, but there was no one else in the house.”
Shouta's mind blanks. “…My what?”
"Your son?” The nurse glances at him, confused. “The paramedics said they got the call from a young boy that sounded scared and panicked, we wouldn't have made it in time without his call."
“…I don’t- no. No, I don't have a son.” Shouta explains.
A young boy was at his house after Hizashi was attacked? None of his students should know where he lives, and even if they somehow did, they would have said something to him by now. So then who made the call ?
"Hmm, that’s even more odd." The nurse frowns and makes note of that for the report. "Maybe the police will know more when a detective comes by later."
“Yeah, I’ll make sure to bring it up.” Shouta decides he can worry about that later . He rubs his temples, already dreading the impending headache.
The nurse nods and they reach the room, there is a fall risk sign outside and a guard standing right outside. It’s normal protocol for injured heroes to be guarded at all hours, even though there’s no specific ward for them like there is for villains.
"He is awake but try to keep the lights dim, he'll be sensitive from the surgery. Also, make sure to keep him from talking too much.” The nurse says. "There is a whiteboard in there for him to write down what he wants to say. Make sure to call a nurse if you need us."
"I will, thank you." Shouta bows politely as the guard moves, allowing him to rush through the door.
He’s able to finally see his husband.
He closes the door behind him as he stares solemnly at his husband. “Zashi…” Shouta murmurs as he moves through the dimly lit room, sitting down on a chair next to the hospital bed.
Hizashi lays in the hospital cot, hair down and damp from being washed to get rid of the blood. He is pale and his neck is braced like the nurse said, but the rest of him seems unharmed. If it wasn't for where they are and the brace, he could look like he was just waking up from a nap at home.
"Sh...o?" Hizashi blinks slowly and looks over to him, giving a small little smile as he tears up seeing him. Shouta grabs Hizashi’s hand, gently lifting it to press a soft kiss to his knuckles.
“I’m here, Zashi.” Shouta tears up as well, the weight of everything finally crashing down on him now that he’s alone with his husband.
Hizashi makes a wheezy coo sound and moves his hand to cup Aizawa's cheek and rub his thumb to dry the tears. His free hand is lifted up to finger spell.
' I - AM - OKAY. - DON'T - CRY. - I'M - STILL - HERE. '
“I was so worried…” Shouta says softly, leaning into his touch. “You, Midnight, Bakugo… I-I couldn’t be sure any of you would be okay.” He’s still crying. Shouta’s used to being stressed, but this is far too much for anyone.
' SORRY - LOVE. ' Hizashi sighs and looks down. ' I - WAS - SURPRISED. - HAD - ME - DOWN - QUICK - BUT... '
“You don’t need to apologize.” Shouta takes Hizashi’s hand to press one more kiss to it before letting go so he can sign easier. “You’re safe now, that’s what matters.”
' I don't think I was supposed to be in danger like this at all. ' Mic signs, biting his lip with a frown. ' He looked so panicked and lost when it happened. '
“Are you talking about Night Rabbit ..?” Shouta frowns. ‘Panicked and lost’ is not exactly how he expected to hear Hizashi and Nemuri’s attacker being described.
' Yeah. ' Hizashi goes to nod but flinches in pain. He forgot that was a bad idea, ow.
' I think his claws slipped in our struggle, he pulled them back quickly when he realized what happened and tore a pillow to try and stop the bleeding. ' Hizashi pouts, he liked that pillow. ' He even listened when I gestured for the kit in the bathroom. '
“He’s the one who patched you up..?” Shoutas mind is running wildly as his hands run through his hair. “What kind of games are being played here? Is he also the one who called the ambulance?”
' I think so? No one else was around us but I was... passing out. ' Hizashi looks down again, and Shouta understands why. He was so close to never seeing his husband again, in his own home no less! Hizashi sniffs and tries to wipe his eyes.
Shouta reaches out to wipe Hizashi’s tears for him, and is oh so careful when he leans in to kiss his cheek. “It’s alright Hizashi. You’re alive , and Nemuri likely is too.” At least, for now.
' Where is she? ' Hizashi asks. ' No one will tell me. '
Shouta hesitates. “We don’t fully know.” He eventually says. “I wasn’t given much information yet, but there’s no body and not much blood. Most likely, she’s with whoever Rabbit works for.”
' Why would that take Nem? ' Hizashi signs N and 'perfume' for Nemuri's name.
“I don’t know.” Shouta takes a deep breath. “Kirishima called me earlier about you and her, he might have seen or heard something when saving Bakugo. I haven’t had the chance to talk it over with him yet.”
' The little listeners know something? ' Hizashi tilts his head slightly, it's not much with the brace but it gets the point across.
“Yeah, apparently the problem children have some sort of information. I don’t know why or how, Kirishima probably heard how stressed I was and promised to explain more later.” Shouta huffs.
' Sho. ' Hizashi gets a sad and soft look before reaching for him. He signed S and 'sleepy cat' for his sign name.
“I’ll be alright.” Shouta reassures him. “You can’t expect me to not worry though.”
Hizashi huffs and reaches to cup his cheek again, giving him a small fond smile as he signs ' I love you ' with his other hand.
Hizashi knows his husband cares so, so much . Even when he acts grouchy or annoyed, he really does care for all of the staff at UA and especially his students. Hizashi knows he'll need all that care back once this is over so he doesn't break like when they lost Oboro.
“I love you too.” Shouta huffs fondly, smiling gently at him. “I love you so much.”
Shouta’s just glad Hizashi is safe now. He’s not sure if he could handle losing him, let alone both him and Nemuri at the same time.
Hizashi coos again and gently pulls Shouta closer to kiss his forehead. He can't move enough to go for a full kiss, Shouta will have to do the work here.
(No, Hizashi isn't pouty he can't give his husband a bunch of little kisses. Perish the thought.)
Shouta chuckles and carefully moves to give Hizashi a proper kiss on his lips, and a few cheek kisses for good measure. He’s careful, of course. He doesn’t want to see Hizashi in any more pain.
Hizashi hums happily. If he had the blood to spare he'd likely be blushing at the affection. He's tried still, and will be for days , but he has his husband here. Things will be alright.
Shouta always makes things alright.
Hizashi yawns and rubs his eyes under his glasses.
"Get some sleep, Zashi." Shouta says. "You need the rest."
' Can't .' Hizashi signs with a huff. ' Not allowed a radio, the beeping and quiet won't let me sleep. Sing for me? '
"Zashi…" Shouta sighs at the 'puppy eyes' being sent his way. "I'm not a good singer."
' Lies. '
"Biased opinion."
Hizashi sticks his tongue out at him, very mature, and it makes Shouta huff a small laugh and give in.
"Fine. But I'm just going to hum, not sing." Shouta crosses his arms. "Don't want anyone to overhear me."
' Yay! ' Hizashi smiles, tired but happy as he settles down. ' I get you in a suit and singing? It's our wedding all over again. '
"Sap." Shouta huffs quietly but has a small smile on his face. He sighs and moves the chair closer to the bed so he can pet Hizashi's hair as he starts to hum softly.
The beeps of the monitor and the humming are the only sounds in the room, soon followed by Hizashi's soft snoring. Finally feeling safe enough to rest with Shouta there.
Notes:
UGHH MAN I love switching POV’s man, it’s so fun. You’re gonna see a few more POV switches throughout the story cause it’s so fun. How are you all feeling now? :)
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Chapter 17: Girl Talk
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Chapter Text
Izuku stayed up all night trying to find a solution.
He spent all night scouring through different websites, wracking his already exhausted brain for a way to save his sister. He hadn’t realized how much time had passed until Eri had started waking up from her pile of stuffies and blankets that cover her bed.
He was forced to confront the fact he hasn’t found a good option yet.
Despite feeling like his entire world is crumbling beneath his feet, Eri still needs to be taken care of while he searches for a way to save her. So, like any other day, Izuku gets her food and combs her hair.
She seems a bit more tense today, unsurprisingly. It’s been months since she was last experimented on, and now suddenly, the risk of it all happening again is a looming threat. From what Izuku’s researched for her in the past, she’ll probably be like this for a while.
But it's fine, she can heal once she's safe.
For now, Izuku just works on making sure Eri feels loved and cherished. After feeding Eri and skipping breakfast (the thought of eating makes him feel sick again), he decided to give Eri a new hairstyle to try out. He’s not great at styling hair, but he thinks he’s getting better! And Eri always loves seeing her new styles in the mirror, no matter how much he thinks he’s messed up.
He puts her hair into two, very long, pigtails. Hopefully this will also lower the amount of knots the poor girl gets in her hair. He swears her real quirk is just having an infinite amount of hair.
Izuku hums while he works, attempting to drown out the white noise of the compound that he’s gotten incredibly used to. It’s mundane and boring. He would put on Present Mic’s radio show, but none are ever on this early in the morning. Oh and also his injuries, but it was soon after public knowledge that Present Mic survived and was recovering well.
While he finishes putting up the second pigtail, Eri asks something he hadn’t expected.
"Can we go see the hero?" Eri asks, innocent as ever.
Izuku’s hands pause. “The hero?” He asks. “You want to see Midnight?”
"Mhm!" Eri nods. "You always talk about heroes, I want to meet one!"
Right. He’s not exactly sure whatever Overhaul did would be a great way to ‘meet’ a hero. Midnight probably wasn’t even awake for it.
Midnight, a hero that's only here because he kidnapped her. “I-I don’t know, Eri. I don’t think that’s…” Izuku hesitates.
On one hand, going to see the hero after kidnapping her and almost killing her friend probably won’t go over well. It’s not like he’d trust anyone else to go take her and have a productive meeting.
But on the other, if it does go over well, it will be easier for Eri to trust the heroes when he gets her to safety. Izuku sighs softly and ties the scrunchy securely in her hair.
“You know what, why not? But remember not to tell anyone, okay?”
"Okay!" Eri feels her braid with a smile. "Secret mission."
“Secret mission.” Izuku nods. He pats Eri’s head as she hops off of his lap and rushes over to her clothing rack. He huffs in amusement and passes her to go put on his 'lazy day' Night Rabbit hoodie and it’s built in mask. “Stay close to me when we’re there, just in case.”
“Okay!” Eri’s voice calls from her side of the room before she’s trotting up to Izuku.
He puts on the Rabbit mask before turning to look at Eri, freezing when he does so.
Eri is standing beside him, a huge smile on her face as she does a little spin to show off her outfit. It looks like a softer, pink and white version of his villain outfit . The hood is actually attached to the jacket with flopped bunny ears hanging off the sides, and there's apparently a hole for her horn to fit through while it's up.
The girl is immediately scooped up into Izuku’s arms. “Oh, you’re the cutest little bunny in the whole world!” Izuku coos quietly at Eri’s copy-cat hoodie and spins her around, holding her close.
He’ll do everything he can to cherish these last few joyful moments with her.
"Secret mission needs secret clothes!" Eri giggles and hugs him as they spin. "It was a surprise from Uncle Rappa!"
Izuku huffs in amusement as he stops spinning and places her back to the ground. “Oh trust me, I can tell. This has ‘Rappa’ written all over it.” He snatches his gloves from the rack and tugs them on before offering her his hand. “Let’s go.”
The fastest way for them to head to Midnight’s cell is through the testing labs, which are close to the usual prison-cell-like rooms. Normally he would try to go a different way for Eri’s sake, but he did have to make sure they wouldn’t walk in on Midnight being experimented on or something. That probably wouldn’t have been good.
The lab tech they passed explained that they’re temporarily only working on simple sample testing, so even if stuff was happening, it wouldn’t be ‘ Overhaul’s quirk ’ bad. They don't really question what Izuku is doing, they likely don't get paid enough to care or ask questions outside their job so they just move on. The lab techs don't really like Overhaul as a boss.
Izuku makes sure to politely thank them before leading Eri past the labs and to Midnight’s cell. He pauses at the door, taking a deep breath to prepare for whatever this will bring, before opening the door and stepping inside. He keeps Eri behind him, just in case.
He catches a glimpse of Midnight pacing the room, but she stops when she notices the door opening. Upon seeing Rabbit, she glares daggers into him as she gets into a fighting stance.
" You! " Midnight hisses.
She looks unharmed, just angry. She did lose the clothes she came here with though. He understands why leggings would probably get in the way, but getting rid of her big comfy sweater was just mean. These cells are horribly cold at the worst of times. Now Midnight is just in hospital scrubs and slip on shoes.
It does look like the lab techs must have given her one of Eri’s sparkly hair scrunchy things to keep her hair out of her face. That was nice of them.
There's an entire thick, sturdy glass wall separating the two of them, so Izuku’s not exactly worried, but he still decides to warn Midnight against violence. “I wouldn’t recommend trying to fight me.” He says.
He sounds far less like the normal, intimidating Night Rabbit. Though he is attempting to use his ‘work voice’ which is mostly an attempt to cover up his teenage boy voice. The voice changer usually works better, but whatever.
“Be angry all you want, but I don’t want the little bunny to see anything violent.” Izuku gently urges Eri to peek out from behind him by gently tugging on her arm.
Huh, he’s not sure why he referred to Eri as a ‘little bunny’. He hasn’t done that before, has he? Maybe it's because of the outfit she’s wearing.
“What?” Midnight asks before freezing when her eyes land on Eri.
She glances between the two of them, as if trying to figure out what is actually going on. He can’t blame her. You don’t exactly expect a Hero Killer to be wandering around with a young child, and better yet, for the child to be completely fine next to said killer.
Midnight finally settles for looking back at Izuku. “...You have a kid??”
Izuku blinks in surprise. “Ah- no. More like a sister.” He corrects. “I really don’t think someone my age should be a dad.”
"Your… age?" Midnight blinks as she subconsciously relaxes her stance. "Are you not a short adult in your 30s?"
Before Izuku can respond, Eri gasps from the accusation. "Nii-san isn't that old!" Eri exclaims with a pout.
“Hey- wait what's wrong with being 30!?” Midnight asks as she gestures to herself. “ I’m 30!”
"Oh..." Eri frowns and tugs on Rabbit's sleeve to 'whisper' to him. But of course, children are horrible whisperers. "How is she so pretty when she is so old?"
Midnight makes a sound akin to a dying pigeon as she has to clutch a hand over her heart. Ah, he’s found a new way to torture old heroes, aparently! Just have a young kid call them old! What a cruel kidnapping this is.
Despite himself, Izuku laughs. “30 isn’t that old, bun. Most heroes are around that age.” He lets go of her hand to pat her head before he looks at Midnight.
“But, to answer your question, no, I’m not 30. I’m… not anywhere near that age?” Izuku tilts his head in confusion.
“Really?” Midnight frowns in confusion. “Then are you being affected by a strength enhancer quirk or something? You lifted and threw a 500 pound motorcycle at a hero once to avoid capture."
“Nope, quirks to ‘enhance’ any of my skills just drag me down.” Izuku says. “I only fight with my own strength and weapons. That's the whole ‘scandal’ of my quriklessness.”
“...” Midnight blinks as she takes in this information. “...How in the hel- heck did you throw a motorcycle!? I only know a handful of pros that can do that without a strength quirk!”
“I don’t know? I just trained a lot.” Izuku shrugs. Is this really that unusual? “Pro’s rely on their quirks, but I trained to be able to hold that much weight.”
"I don't think you understand how much muscle mass it would take to do that." Midnight says, "Most people that can hold that much are built like a fridge, and they have the body type for it. No offense."
“I don’t have an answer for you.” Izuku says. “I never really thought about it? I just fight and train.”
"Huh..." Midnight crosses her arms. "Now I wish I paid attention to my Boss' lecture about quirkless body evolution."
They’re getting way off track. He didn’t think talking to the hero would be this easy. He at least expected it to be awkward for longer.
“ Anyways ,” Izuku says. “I’m here because my sister wanted to meet you. She’s heard many stories of heroes and was curious.”
Eri is bouncing in place, making her hoodie ears flop around. Izuku rests his hand on her head to try and get the hyper girl to calm down. A weak attempt, seeing as its Eri, but still.
“Would you like to introduce yourself?” Izuku asks.
Eri nods and walks up to the glass wall to give a little bow.
“Hello! I’m Eri- um…” Eri frowns and looks back at Izuku. "What's my last name, nii-san?"
“I… don’t actually know? No one’s ever told me.” Izuku glances away and rubs the fabric of the red ‘bandages’ on his arms. “Everyone just calls you 'Eri', except for Rappa.”
"Oh..." Eri pouts before glancing up at him with eyes full of hope. "Can... can I have yours?"
“My-...” Izuku sighs fondly. “Of course you can. You’d be Eri Midoriya.”
"Yay!" Eri cheers and hugs him, while Izuku sheepishly hugs back.
" Awww ." Midnight coos, making Izuku remember that the pro is even here . He huffs at the two of them.
“You're making it very difficult to uphold my reputation here, Sunshine.” Izuku’s not at all upset though. He could never be upset at Eri.
"What's a rep-u-tat-ion?" Eri asks, tilting her head cutely and absolutely not helping Izuku at all .
Very carefully, Izuku takes her cheeks with his knuckles and squishes them. It’s the safest way to keep the sharp claws far away from her while still trying to get rid of the cuteness-aggression.
“It means how people view me, goober. I’m supposed to be scary .” Izuku huffs.
" Nooo! " Eri scrunches her nose and baps at him. "Not squishy!"
“If it helps,” Midnight starts, watching them with an amused grin. “Your reputation was already ruined the moment I saw her wearing your merch. It's like when I put my cat in my friend's merch."
The hero suddenly gasps in realization. "My cat! Someone better be feeding Sushi...”
Izuku decides to ignore the first part of Midnight's words, and instead focus on the second half. She can see her mood souring with each passing second. “I’m sure either Eraserhead is or Present Mic reminded someone to.” He says in a hopefully reassuring tone as he stops messing with Eri. “You have good friends, I doubt they’d let your cat starve.”
"They better not, we have joint custody." Midnight grumbles, before having yet another realization, this time about what Izuku said. "Wait... Hiz- Mic's alive ?!"
"Yes?" Izuku blinks. “Why would he not be?”
"You..." Midnight looks at Eri, seemingly trying to find words that wouldn’t upset a young kid. "Uh...didn't exactly leave a good idea of his... health."
“Oh,” Izuku frowns. “Yeah, that was an accident. There wasn’t much I could do after I used the first aid kit, but the ambulance I called got there in time. Most news sites have said he’s been in recovery since last night.” He explains.
"You... called for help?" Midnight blinks in surprise.
“Yeah? Present Mic wasn’t the target, you were.” Izuku says, as if that makes perfect sense. “Besides, I like him. He’s a cool hero, I wouldn’t let him get hurt for no reason.”
It seems that Izuku’s wording was not vague enough, as Eri quickly catches on to what the conversation is about. "Present Mic is hurt?" Eri asks, getting teary eyed. "But who will I listen to at bed time?"
Oh kami the baby is crying !!
“Bun- Sunshine it's okay!” Izuku panics, his hands waving around in a panic. “We can listen to old recordings you haven’t heard yet if you want? Either way he’ll heal up soon!”
"Y-yeah!" Midnight also starts to panic seeing a little girl about to cry. "Mic has older shows on backup for things like this or when he's sick! He just won't be able to do calls."
"R-really?" Eri sniffs and rubs her eyes.
“Yeah! Don’t worry Eri, everything will be perfectly fine.” Izuku sighs in relief seeing Eri calm down. He glances at Midnight with a slight nod, thankful for her helping keep his sister calm.
"Okay." Eri nods and leans on Izuku. "I like Present Mic's show, he sounds nicer than the compound for sleeping."
“He does, doesn’t he?” Izuku gently pets her head as he keeps occasionally glancing at the hero. “I used to listen to his show everyday after school. He’s always been really cool.”
Midnight’s expression shifts to one of growing worry. Ah, he should try to be careful of his wording, shouldn’t he? He still shouldn’t be letting a hero know his age, right? Captured or not, it's still a risk. He doesn’t want her to know there's another kid here besides Eri.
"School was the building you'd go to, right?" Eri asks. "Did they not let you listen like we do during lessons?"
It’s almost funny how Midnight's expressions are so readable. To be fair, he doesn’t blame her for the pure worry she feels listening to Eri. He doesn’t feel much of that anymore, but he used to, many months ago.
“School has a ton of kids all learning at the same time. If they played the radio for them, everyone would get too distracted to learn.” Izuku explains. “Our lessons are different, since I can focus all my attention on you and make sure you're still learning.”
Eri's eyes sparkle in awe. "Wooooah!" Is the thought of a bunch of kids shocking to her?
"He's right," Midnight adds, "I'm a teacher, so I know from experience that a radio can make the kids pretty rowdy if a song they like comes on."
“Even without a radio kids would be loud. With one would be worse.” Izuku huffs. “Public school is just really loud.” That’s all he really remembers. Pain, explosions, and loud.
Eri pouts. "I don't like loud." Ironic considering her favorite hero is the loudest one.
“I know, buttercup.” Izuku says softly. “ Buuut, sometimes, you can make friends in school, so it’s not all bad.”
"But..." Eri’s expression grows somber as she looks down. "Overhaul won't like us having friends..."
Izuku pauses, remembering the whole point of this in the first place. His heart squeezes in his chest as he glances to the closed door behind them. It’s a risk, but maybe…
He kneels down and talks low enough he can't be overheard outside the room.
“When I get you out of here, Overhaul’s rules will mean nothing .” Izuku says gently. “You can make as many friends as you want.”
"Really?" Eri asks quietly, glancing back up at Izuku.
Midnight looks on in interest.
“Yeah. Things outside of here are very different.” Izuku says earnestly. “You can go to school and make friends, go outside and play… Overhaul’s rules are bad. When you're away from here, you don’t have to follow them.”
"That sounds nice." Eri says shyly. "Will nii-san get friends too?"
“…” Izuku gently pats Eri’s head as he lies through his teeth. “Yeah, I’m sure I will too.”
Eri smiles and makes grabby hands for 'uppies' to hug him better. Izuku huffs fondly and scoops her up into his arms. She curls into the villain's shoulder and hugs him around the neck.
Izuku can suddenly hear Midnight's voice, casual and calm, speaking to him.
"You know, it might be harder to go out soon." The hero says. "The third years are on their work studies soon, fully licensed and everything. A lot of them are eager to help anyone they need to."
Izuku’s heart rate speeds up.
He understands what she’s doing.
Izuku’s grip on Eri tightens slightly as he lets out a wavering sigh. “What a shame.” He says, trying to act just as casual. “I suppose I should avoid that then. I would hate to run into one of them.”
“Mhm, good idea.” Midnight checks her nails. “While I don't know where we are, I do know Nighteye and Fatgum have two of the three strongest students with them."
Izuku hums. “Ah, you're right. Nighteye has been after us for quite some time. I should find out more information to fully avoid them.”
He’s met two of them before. He knows he has. It was a fleeting conversation during the sports festival, something he hasn’t exactly thought about since then, but suddenly feels astronomical in the grand scheme of things. He can use this to his advantage.
“Hmm, Nighteye you say,” Midnight nods, likely now knowing where she is. “A bit of an as- jerk about things, but he’s a good hero.”
“A bit weird though.” Izuku shrugs. “Pretty sure he’s semi-obsessed with All Might or something.”
"Former sidekick but they broke up." Midnight says. "Some people just take that badly and make a shrine in their office."
"...Yeah, definitely weird." Izuku huffs.
“Maybe, yeah. But he’s in the area, so I’d watch for his intern if I were you.” Midnight ‘warns’.
"Got it." Izuku glances over at Eri, who seems confused at what they’re talking about again, and holds her just a bit tighter.
"As nice as this talk was." Midnight says. "I think it's gone on a little longer than needed. Don't want to be seen conversing with the enemy and all."
“Of course. Goodluck with the lab techs.” Izuku says with a huff before poking Eri’s cheek. “Say bye to the hero, Eri.”
"Bye bye, Miss Hero!" Eri says, waving to her.
Midnight gives a sad little wave back to Eri. “Bye bye, Miss Eri.” She smiles at her as Izuku walks towards the door.
Izuku spares midnight one last glance before leaving her cell. He lets out a nervous breath and holds Eri close as he makes a beeline back to their room.
He needs to find where Nighteyes agency is, how far away it is on foot.
He needs to figure out any known patrol routes or ones they could be taking.
He needs to make a mental map of the general area.
He needs to know the most effective route, which ways to go, who is a member of Nighteye’s agency, everything.
But most importantly, he has to find Mirio.
Notes:
…Soooo how are we feeling? :3
I’ve seen a bunch of people leaving suggestions of songs they thing fit this story in previous comments. PLEASE KEEP DOING THIS!!! I eat it up everytime!
God these next few chapters are going to be so fun. Specifically chapter 19 I’m so hyped for man… ya’ll aren’t ready.
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Chapter 18: Local Hero Student Too Gay to Remember the Objective
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Chapter Text
Hitoshi is a nervous wreck.
He was the one who originally even suggested that he try to find more information about Izu’s (or Deku??) actions as Rabbit, along with finding out more about Eri. The only question is, how?
After a day or so of brainstorming and trying to figure out the best way of going about this, he decided that he’ll try to convince Izu to meet with him in person to make things seem more casual. Which leaves the next question; where does he take Izu now that he knows he’s trapped with a villain?
Should he ask his mom?
At least his mom would probably have better ideas than him while he’s overthinking every word he types.
Hitoshi huffs as he pockets his phone and looks around his room full of moving boxes. UA has been setting up a bunch of dorms for all the students for safety reasons. While he understands this, especially after what happened in the mall, that’s going to make going out more difficult once the move properly happens later today.
With a new, determined expression, Hitoshi stands from his bed and heads to the kitchen, where he hears his mom preparing lunch for his younger siblings.
He peeks into the kitchen to make sure she’s not too busy. She's just making sandwiches for his siblings though, which is probably a good thing. His mom can’t cook to save her life. Last time she tried making anything complex, her hair caught on fire. Now she constantly has her long, dark purple hair up in a ponytail.
“Hey mom?” Hitoshi calls, grabbing her attention. She pauses to turn around, blue eyes staring back down at him. “What’s a good place to take someone that is nice but not too nice?”
His mom hums as she looks back at the sandwiches. “Somewhere nice but not too nice? Well, there’s always public parks, festivals, cafes, beaches depending on the time of year,” There’s a strange glint in her eyes that Hitoshi can’t quite understand. “Though it depends on what they like.”
“Well, he doesn’t like being around a lot of people and noise…” Hitoshi ponders aloud.
“Cafes or parks are still options.” She suggests. “A cat café is a cozy little date spot.”
Hitoshi perks up at the suggestion. “A cat café?”
“Mhm,” His mom chuckles slightly at something . Is she judging him for getting excited about the cat café? She shouldn’t be, she’s to blame for his love of cats in the first place! “There’s a few around. I think there’s one by UA and another near us that just opened recently.”
"Hmm, Izu likes cute small things..." Hitoshi taps his chin.
“Seems you do too,” His mom says suddenly. “So, who asked out who first?”
"Huh?" Hitoshi blinks in confusion before responding. "Oh, I was the one who asked Izu to hang out. He's got some... stuff going on at home and might not be able to hang out for a bit."
“Oh?” His mom’s teasing tone drops for a moment, instead growing concerned. “Is he alright? That boy does seem to have a tendency to get himself into trouble.” Shinso could almost laugh. She hasn’t even met the kid yet, but she can already tell he’s a trouble magnet.
"Uhmm, maybe?" Hitoshi shrugs. "His uh, dad is a bit of an issue and wants him in.... the family business, but he doesn't want to be a part of it. His little sister is being dragged into it."
Hitoshi hates lying to his mom, but he can't just come out and say what's happening.
“Poor dears, family issues like that can be so complicated.” His mom frowns.
She sighs and focuses all her attention on Hitoshi for a moment, turning to face him. “You can’t fix his issues for him, but make sure he knows you’re there to help and support him. Sometimes, a shoulder to lean on is all someone needs when going through a rough patch.”
"Yeah." Hitoshi nods. "I just hope he accepts my help. He's stubborn like that."
“Be stubborn back.” Mrs. Shinso suggests. “Sometimes, you should fight fire with fire.”
"That just sounds like a bigger fire??" Hitoshi tilts his head and squints.
“Exactly.” His mom grins. “Who knows, maybe your little boyfriend is an arsonist?”
Hitoshi hums and nods. “He seems the type-“ His eyes widen as he blushes a bright red and sputters as he realizes what she said. “H-he’s not my boyfriend?!”
“There you go.” His mom giggles. Has she been teasing him this whole time!? “You sure, sweetie? So you're not about to go on a date with him?”
"I-! That's-! It- it's not a date!" Hitoshi stutters out. "He's a boy that happens to be my friend! It's an outing! To a place! Together!"
“Babies' first date, I’m so proud.” His mom teasingly coos as she pats his head. “Don’t let me distract you from getting ready for your date now. I wouldn’t want you to be late.”
Hitoshi blushes brighter, but he quickly realizes he can’t make any discernible words to defend himself, so he decides to run away take the out and make a tactical retreat.
Now the thought of a date won’t leave his mind. Great.
Whatever, it’s fine! Hitoshi has a job here, and a very important one! He can’t get distracted.
—
Not long after, Hitoshi suggests meeting up and brings up the cat café. Izu quickly tries to say he can’t, but after a bit of persuasion and a spiel about how he needs to take a break to be able to function better, he agrees.
Hitoshi, pretending he isn’t only thinking about a date now, goes to the café early to wait there. He hopes he looks okay, for the completely platonic outing.
Did he underdress? He just put on a black hoodie and jeans. Should he have done more?
Oh great, now he’s overthinking.
Luckily, Izu arrives soon after, if a few minutes late, and… he looks like a mess.
Well, not entirely. In most aspects, he looks normal. His white sweatshirt is neat and tidy, his black jeans look good, and his hair is well groomed too. Hitoshi also can’t help but notice the lavender bag that Izu always carries with him. It’s something he never noticed before, but he now recognizes it’s the same one Night Rabbit would carry. Maybe smaller though?
Still, everything about the bags under Izu's eyes and his body language feels just wrong . He looks utterly exhausted, more than normal. But he still smiles brightly and rushes towards Hitoshi when he spots him.
"Hey Izu!" Hitoshi smiles, trying to not frown in worry and suppress a blush at how nice he looks for their not-a-date.
“Shinso!” Izu smiles as he fidgets with the sleeve of his sweatshirt. “Sorry that I’m a bit late. Eri had a nightmare earlier and wasn’t keen on me leaving.”
“Oh no, is she okay?” Hitoshi asks. He can’t be sure if she actually had a nightmare or if his words mean something else. Either way, he’s worried for Eri.
“Yeah, she’s alright.” Izu says. “I bribed her with candy apples and got someone to watch over her.”
Hitoshi chuckles. "Sounds like she'll be a little hyper when you get home."
"Mhm." Izu sighs sadly. “Now my only worry is Eri trying to fist fight me again when I get back.”
"Wh..." Hitoshi raises an amused brow. "Why is this literal angel trying to fight you?"
“Oh Kami, you don’t even know the half of it.” Izu gets a huge, amused grin on his face. “The guy that’s watching over her is basically her uncle, and this man, as much as I appreciate everything he’s done for me, is the worst influence.”
“Oh?” A possible ally?
Izu nods. “The only thing on his mind is fighting, and he’s extremely strong. So, of course, he thinks the best way to babysit Eri is by teaching her how to punch and encouraging her to use her ‘skills’ on me. Obviously, there is no other way to babysit a child.” He huffs with pout. “I swear this happens every time I go out.”
"That's adorable." Hitoshi chuckles. "It can't be that bad. She has like, baby hands!"
“Maybe, but some days I’d like to come home and not get tackled by said baby hands.” Izu points out.
“But where is the sense of danger? It’s a little sibling’s job to keep you on your toes!”
“The sense of danger is right here.” Izu points to where his heart is. He rubs his eyes, wiping invisible tears from them. “She’s breaking my heart with every punch. They grow up so fast…”
"I don't think the ability to fight you is how you properly measure a kid's growth." Hitoshi snorts and shakes his head.
“It’s how I measure a kid's growth!” Izu giggles. “You're only allowed to be an adult when you beat me in a fight.”
"Damn, I'll be young forever." Hitoshi sighs, "Cursed with eternal youth."
“Aw c’mon, don’t be like that, Shinso!” Izu tends to be fairly excitable, so Hitoshi isn’t that surprised by his sudden energy. However, he does get shocked when Izu grabs onto his hands. “You could totally beat me in a fight! Don’t give up before you’ve even tried!”
Hitoshi tries- and fails- to not blush and looks away. "I'm a twig and you're a brick house. How??"
“So many ways! I beat people that are bigger than me all the time. In those fights, you have to be smart about it rather than just brute strength. Catch your opponent off guard!” Izu exclaims in encouragement. “Your quirk is very helpful for that.”
“Fighting all the time now?” Hitoshi gasps as he looks back to Izu. “You're going to teach me bad crimes like jaywalking, loitering, and-” Don't mention his real crimes, don’t mention his real crimes- “-t... tax fraud?”
“Those are boring crimes.” Izu huffs. “I have to teach you the cool shit, like arson and vandalism!”
"Huh, my mother warned me about you being an arsonist.” Hitoshi mumbles as an afterthought. “Oh, but Izu, you're green. You have to commit tax fraud!" Hitoshi smirks, seeing if he catches on.
Izu blinks in confusion. “...What does me being green have to do with tax fraud?”
"Yoshi."
“...We are no longer friends.”
Hitoshi laughs and squeezes Izu's hands, still holding his. "But I was going to treat you to a cat café!"
Izu does his best to hold in his own giggles. “Hmmm, fine. We’ll stay friends, but only for the cat café.”
"Not my dashing good looks?" Hitoshi fake pouts.
“It sounds like you're trying to be sarcastic when you are, in fact, incredibly attractive?" Izu tilts his head.
"!?!" Hitoshi blushes and stumbles over what to say. This doesn't help his thoughts of a date!
Izu giggles and tilts his head. “You get like this an awful lot, you know?”
"You-! Cute!" Hitoshi totally nailed that comeback. 10/10.
Izu blinks before blushing and smiling sheepishly. “T-thank you? But I think the cute one is the person barely able to respond after a single compliment. Your face is so red!” He teases.
"We are no longer friends." Hitoshi repeats as he tries to move to leave.
“Aww..” Izu squeezes his hands a bit tighter and pulls him back over, erasing his weak attempt at escape and bringing them even closer together than before. He then lets go of Hitoshi’s hands, and instead cups his cheeks. “All because I’m telling you the truth? That’s so rude, Shinso.”
He has to know exactly what he’s doing.
Hitoshi just blushes brighter, and unfortunately finds he can't think past the gay panic. How is he supposed to think of a witty comeback like this!? Izu's smile only widens, but he thankfully lets go and takes a step back.
“Anyways, You promised to treat me to a cat café.” Izu says, hands on his hips.
"Huh?" Hitoshi blinks dumbly and nods, brain scrambling as if he used his quirk on himself. "Yeah, uh cats and coffee."
“Mhm… are we gonna go in or…?” Izu grins.
"O-oh!" Hitoshi jolts and nods, taking Izu's hand to drag him inside. "Let's go!"
Damn it, Hitoshi didn’t plan for the flirting! They haven’t flirted before, have they? Is he just more flustered and aware after his moms comment? He’s basically forgotten the entire plan he had in his head. Why did he think he could handle this?! He couldn’t even handle Rabbit just carrying him off!!
Oh kami… that was Izu who carried him so effortlessly.
The gay panic has returned.
Luckily, Izu must not be noticing any of Hitoshi’s internal battles and is instead cooing at all the different cat decorations the café has to offer. Looking at him, it's hard to imagine this is the guy that's been causing terror to most of Japan.
A server comes by and saves Hitoshi from himself to let them know they can seat themselves and how to get some treats or toys for the cats. When the server leaves, Izu’s eyes are full of wonder.
“Can we feed the cats?” Izu grabs Hitoshi and lightly shakes him. "I want to feed the cats!”
“Yeah?” Hitoshi tilts his head. “It’s part of why I wanted to go to one.”
“I’ve never been to one of these places before, I didn’t really know what to expect.” Izu shrugs. “I thought it was just cat themed.”
"Some can be, but most are for the cats to live at or get adopted." Hitoshi explains.
“Adopted?” Izu pouts. “I want a cat. Shinso, I’m gonna adopt a cat and sneak it home.”
"Do you even have things for a cat?" Hitoshi asks. "Or like... would your dad be okay with one?"
Izu thinks before sighing. “No. Dad doesn’t like anything dirty.” He looks down sadly. “Even just shed cat hair counts as dirty. He would hate it.”
"Yeah, I'd wait until you move out or something." Hitoshi pats his shoulder. "Or have a co-cat-parent thing with a friend."
It’s as if a flip was switched.
Izu’s hand squeezes Hitoshi’s just a bit tighter than before. He looks away, his normally bright, jade eyes look far more dull. At that moment, it looked like a façade had slipped away from him.
“Yeah…” That single word still somehow came out so strained, as if there was something else he wanted to say.
But then Izu smiles again. “I’ll get one when I move out. Having a pet sounds nice.”
It had only lasted for a moment, but it was enough time that when Izu looked back at him, smiling like normal, it threw him off.
Hitoshi’s heart aches. “...They are pretty cool,” The change in attitude isn’t able to be so easily forgotten by him, but he doesn’t know what to do about it. “They like to nap, cuddle warm people, and munch on food they shouldn't."
“…I want cat cuddles.“ Izu mumbles longingly.
"Let's go sit and they can come to you." Hitoshi chuckles.
“Yesss!” Izu perks up as he clings onto the arm of the hand he was just holding. “Cat time!”
Hitoshi snorts and pats his hands, hoping that his happiness stays, as he finds a nice sunny spot to get more cats and be warm himself. He wore a black hoodie for sunlight, even though he knows it will be covered in cat hair soon.
“I like this place, it feels homey.” Izu sits down at the table Hitoshi finds across from him. He visibly relaxes in the warm sunlight.
"Mhm. I'm glad my mom suggested it." Hitoshi admits.
“Your mom suggested this place?” Izu tilts his head. “She has good taste.”
Hitoshi blushes remembering what else she said. "Yeah, I was at a loss of where to take you and she gave me the idea." He pretends nothing is wrong as he tries to call some cats over.
“That’s sweet.” Izu smiles. “Your mom sounds nice, though I can’t imagine she’s very happy her son has found herself in the problem class at UA. Rumor has it that there’s an incident at least once a week with them.”
"Heh, yeah." Hitoshi shakes his head. "If it's not villains, it's their own dumb actions. We have a dorm now, not moved in just yet, but 19 of us all in one place sounds like a disaster."
“Oh boy...” Izu chuckles. “That does sound like a disaster. 19 kids in one place is bad enough already, but 1-A together all day? Sounds like they’d give me a stress migraine.”
"Mhm." Hitoshi nods sagely. "I expect at least three fires in the first two weeks."
“You have to start one of them in my honor.” The tiny arsonist, Izu, says.
Hitoshi nods. "Of course, it’s the only logical thing to do."
He suddenly remembers something and smirks. It’s time to get revenge for the flirting(?) earlier.
"You know, a kid named Koda is allowed to bring his pet bunny to the dorm." Hitoshi leans towards Izu, resting his head on the palm of his hand. "Does that mean I can take you?"
“Wh-" Caught off guard, Izu’s face gets bright red. "I highly doubt I would be in the same category as a pet bunny!” He argues.
"Aww, but you'd get food, affection, and I'd come back after class to see you every day." Hitoshi says, adding a wink for effectiveness.
“B-but that’s so little time to spend with you." Izu fidgets more. Still flustered, he shyly reaches out to hold onto Hitoshi's free hand. “You’d have to promise to give me all your attention on the weekends. I require morning cuddles.”
Hitoshi blushes but intertwines his hand with Izu’s.
Holy shit, he’s too gay for this, but he also does not want to stop.
"I can handle that." Hitoshi says softly. "Cuddles and dates on weekends."
“That sounds nice.” Izu smiles so sincerely as he squeezes Hitoshi's hand just a bit tighter. “Maybe I can convince you to get a good 8 hours of sleep instead of the little amount you get.” He teases.
"Hmm, I might need some convincing." Hitoshi warns. "I do have insomnia, which makes it hard to lay still."
“Sleepy cuddles.” Izu suggests. “My books tell me that it's a great way to get people to sleep more.”
"You have a book on cuddling?" Hitoshi asks.
“No, my ro-“ Izu cuts himself off and looks away in embarrassment.
Hitoshi raises an amused brow. "Your what?"
“My romance novels..?” Izu mumbles.
“Ooh!?” Hitoshi smiles. Somehow, knowing Izu reads romance books makes perfect sense but also not at all at the same time. But he can use this as fuel for the fire! "So you only know about romantic cuddling, I see. Good thing I don't mind as long as I get to hold you."
“You're the worst…” Izu grumbles as he looks away and curls into himself ever so slightly. He looks like he’s fighting the urge to curl into a ball and hide.
"And yet, you're still here holding my hand." Hitoshi points out, wiggling their still held hands.
“I said that you were the worst, I never said that I didn’t like you.” Izu argues.
"Ohh~? You like me?" Hitoshi knows he is being a little shit, he can't help it! Izu is cute when he blushes! Plus, Izu started this!
“Oh my-“ Izu hides his face with his free hand, but his other one stays firmly in place with Hitoshi’s. “Stop talking!”
"But I like talking about this. You like me." Hitoshi chuckles and pulls a move he saw his parents do to fluster the other. He raises their hands and kisses the back of Izu's. "I like you too, Izu."
Izu squeaks in embarrassment and decides it’s much more effective to hide his face by resting his head on the table and covering it with his whole arm.
Hitoshi coos softly and gets an idea. It's bold and daring for their friendship, but it feels right. He nods to himself and leans forward to kiss the top of Izu's head, right on his dark, curly locks of green.
Such a bold move.
“Shinso please,” The poor boy whines. “I’m going to die. You're going to kill me like this…”
"Nooo, don't die." Hitoshi chuckles. "I can't kiss your cute face if you die like this."
Izu only whines more. "You are the worst. I'm leaving and never coming back." He says, making no move to leave or even move away from Hitoshi.
"Why run?" Hitoshi asks in a teasing voice. "Why not do something about it?"
"..." Izu lifts his head up slightly so only his eyes are visible. "You don't want me to." He says in an indiscernible tone.
Hitoshi tilts his head, an amused smirk on his face "Why is that?"
Izu hesitates, mentally arguing with himself. Then, without warning, reaches out and cups Hitoshi's cheeks. Then, he leans in while gently pulling him closer, and brings him into a tender kiss.
Hitoshi meeps into the kiss, then melts.
Izu seems to relax at that.
The kiss is short, but it was as if Hitoshi could feel every bit of affection and care he held for Hitoshi in those few moments. When Izu lets go of Hitoshi and pulls away, he looks down at his lap, face bright red.
"...S-sorry.." Izu mumbles.
"Don't be..." Hitoshi has a dreamy look on his face that only makes Izu look at him with a soft fondness in his eyes.
“Fine then, I won’t be…” Izu cups Hitoshi’s face and gently traces over his cheek with his thumb.
It’s not unlike when Rabbit tried to get his attention at the mall.
Hitoshi relaxes more and leans into Izu’s hand, cheeks getting warm from the blood rushing to his cheeks. Both Izu’s actions now and the memory of Rabbit’s gentle touch in the mall makes his heart race. He finds it kind of ironic he was gay for both Rabbit and Izu separately, yet at the same time.
(Not that he would ever admit to the Rabbit thing out loud. That goes in the box of dangerous crushes he never thinks about until he needs therapy.)
"So..." Izu mumbles with an amused smile. "Were you... planning to flirt like this the whole time, or was this more an impulse thing?"
Hitoshi, ever the intelligent one, simply responds with, "Huh?"
"Don't 'huh' me." Izu huffs. "Almost the minute we sat down you started flirting. I didn't even start it this time."
Hitoshi blushes and looks down as he mumbles "...my mom called this a date and the flirting was impulsive because you're cute and that was on my mind."
Izu laughs. “Oh that’s adorable. How obvious was it that you liked me for her to pick up on it?”
"Sssssshut your face." Hitoshi grumbles and hides his face in the hands still holding his cheeks.
“Absolutely not.” Izu says. “Kind of makes me wonder how long you have liked me for.”
"...no comment." Hitoshi grumbles. In all honesty, he doesn't really know when Izu went from friend to crush. It just... happened. He’s just annoyed that his mom noticed it before him.
Izu just huffs in amusement.
“...Thanks, for dragging me out here and spending time with me.” Izu says with a sudden sincerity. “You have no idea how much I needed this. Just getting a text from you makes me feel so much better.”
Hitoshi blushes and reaches up to hold Izu's hand on his cheek. "I like texting you too, it makes my day feel brighter after a hard class or day at school."
“Good…” Izu looks away. “I’m glad I make you feel like that too. I was really worried that-… well, I’m just happy I could make you feel better too.”
"What were you worried about?" Hitoshi gently asks.
“...A lot of things, I guess. I have an annoying amount to worry about, but when it comes to you,” Izu nervously shrugs. “I think I was worried I would make you feel worse or cause things to get worse for you.”
"How could you make me feel worse?" Hitoshi asks, furrowing his brows. "You made me feel confident enough about myself enough to get into the hero course."
“I-I don’t know,” Izu turns his free hand, letting his palm face up as he looks down at it. His eyes are filled with what can only be described as shame. “I’m a trouble magnet. I cause issues for myself and people I care for all the time. I cause things to only get worse for people. I didn’t… I didn’t want anything bad to happen to you.”
Hitoshi frowns at his words. “I won’t lie about the trouble magnet part, you did get picked up by a Nomu, but I don't think bad things will happen to me because of you." He kisses Izu’s palm to try and drag back his attention, which luckily works. "You'll keep me safe, and I'll keep you safe."
“Yeah…” Izu gets a somber look on his face. “No matter what happens, I’ll always protect you.”
"Same for you." Hitoshi promises.
Izu smiles and silently leans in to kiss his cheek. “Thanks.” He mumbled as he leans back. Hitoshi smiles and leans back as well, getting startled at a cat hopping onto his lap.
"Oh! Heh, I forgot why we came here for a bit." Hitoshi chuckles sheepishly.
"Cats!" Izu perks up again. "They're real!"
A sudden meow from a few small kittens interested in Izuku steals his attention. They look to be trying to climb the seat to get to him.
Izu's eyes practically sparkle as he carefully tries to pick up a few of the kittens and place them onto his lap. "Oh they're so soft..."
"Mhm, some are a type that are even softer." Hitoshi says.
"I love them more than everything and anything." Izu has a starstruck look as he gently pets the kittens now all purring and meowing on his lap. He scoops up as many as he can and snuggles them, encouraged by their own nuzzling.
Hitoshi has a soft smile on his face as he watches Izu and the kittens. He eventually fishes out his phone from his pocket to take a few pictures to send to him later. He wants to have some of just Izu, ones where he’s genuinely happy and free. He’s not at all like the Rabbit he met before.
Things are surprisingly nice and calm for the two of them on their originally- not -a-date-but-now-a-date date. Izu’s mood continues to brighten the longer they stay there, the light in his eyes getting brighter and his happiness seeming more genuine. His expression doesn’t return to looking as dull as Hitoshi had seen it before.
By the time they decide to leave, Izu seems much better.
Soon, they’re walking out of the café, Izu shyly holding Hitoshi’s hand as they both come to terms with the fact they have to go their separate ways.
"I had a nice time out with you, Izu." Hitoshi says. "Maybe... we can do this again sometime? Be a date from the start?"
“I’d like that.” Izu looks down at their joined hands with a soft but.. sad smile. He kisses Hitoshi’s hand before reluctantly letting him go. “Get home safe, okay?”
"I will." Hitoshi leans down to kiss Izu's cheek. "You get home safe too."
“I’ll do my best.” Izu jokes. He gives Hitoshi one more smile before turning to leave.
He doesn’t get very far before Hitoshi calls out for him. “...hey, Izu!”
Izu turns to look back at Hitoshi, confused, but clearly not in a hurry to leave.
Hitoshi grins. "I figured this would be a good time to say you can call me 'Hitoshi' now. Boyfriend privilege."
Izu’s face gets bright red. He’s suddenly rushing back over to give Hitoshi another soft kiss on the lips.
Hitoshi squeaks and melts once again, this time having enough sense to kiss back and not just short circuit. Damn, he could get used to these surprise kisses.
Izu pulls away slightly, but he’s still so close as he looks up at him.
Looking at his new boyfriend, Hitoshi finds his body feeling weightless. The sunset somehow manages to radiate its light onto him in a way that just makes him look majestic, almost inhumanly perfect.
Suddenly, said boyfriend speaks. “My name is Izuku Midoriya.” Izu- Izuku - confesses, his voice almost inaudible had he not been so close. “You get to know that now. Boyfriend privilege.”
"Are the surprise kisses also part of those privileges, Izuku?" Hitoshi asks.
“Only if you want them to be?” Izuku responds sheepishly.
Hitoshi coos and gently presses their foreheads together. "I very much do."
“Then.. yes.” Izuku closes his eyes as he enjoys this moment for a little bit longer. “The surprise kisses are a part of it.”
"Perfect." Hitoshi chuckles and steals a quick peck. "If it wasn't getting late, I'd give more kisses, but sadly I have a curfew with all the villain stuff."
“You're the one who called me back.” Izuku playfully complains as he steps back again. “You make it hard to leave, y’know?”
Hitoshi chuckles. "All part of the grand plan."
“Didn’t you say something about a curfew because of villains?” Izuku huffs with a playful roll of his eyes. “You should go before they all come out. I don’t want your mom upset at me cause you get stuck in another incident after our first date.”
"Right, right." Hitoshi huffs fondly and steps in the direction of home. "She wants to meet you in one piece."
“I look forward to it.” Izuku looks away from Hitoshi once again. “Bye, Hitoshi.”
"Bye, Izuku." Hitoshi waves as he heads off, a huge, dorky smile on his face.
(The mission to find out more about Izuku’s situation is completely forgotten until later.)
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Izuku lets the smile on his face fall as he forces himself to move, one step at a time.
He doesn’t expect to ever see Hitoshi again after today.
Kami, he feels absolutely horrible for letting it go that far. He should have had more self control, he shouldn’t have kissed him, or gone along with the date, or came here at all.
But he couldn’t help himself.
He didn’t want Hitoshi to see him in his current state, he knows he worried him when he first got there. But he just… he needed to see him again, one more time.
Maybe one day he’ll get to apologize, but it was nice while it lasted.
Izuku sighs as he looks up at the few speckled stars in the sky that have appeared through the sunset. As the wind blows, he finds himself wondering how many more days he has left. How long has it been since he’s been to bed? How long until he loses the right to see a peaceful night sky?
He sighs as he slips into the shadows of the alleys, beginning to head back to the compound.
He’s so busy thinking about Hitoshi, that he doesn’t realize he’s being followed.
Notes:
Next Wednesday is going to be interesting :]
Happy Birthday to Overhaul!! The loser’s birthday is ironically today. If only he could have waited one more week…
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Chapter 19: Rabbits are Still Prey Animals
Notes:
TW: Implied Attempted Kidnapping cause of course || vague/semi-graphic descriptions of gore || Child showering with adult (NOT SEXUAL GUYS PLEASE TRUST ME- But does feel weird and will only get weirder so it is still here in the TW)
If any of these TW make you not want to read this chapter, feel free to skip this one. I'll write an explanation of this chapter in the comments instead :]
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Izuku’s walk from the café is gloomy and somber. The sun is mostly gone, only the slightest bit of light still peeking through the far-off horizon, giving the evening a slight chill. Overhaul was already warned ahead of time he might be back later than usual today, so he at least doesn’t have to rush back. For some reason, going back to the compound sounds less desirable today. Normally he likes the safety that place provides.
He considers putting his hoodie on from his bag, but decides to wait for it to get a bit darker first. It’s Night Rabbit themed in case he finds trouble, but it’s also probably not wise to wear when heroes or police could see it. They get a bit ‘trigger happy’, as the American’s say, when seeing someone that looks similar to a villain. Getting stopped with it would mean the chance of a search, and he doesn’t want the actual Night Rabbit mask to be found in his bag or his weapons. Those are a little harder to explain away as ‘villain merch’.
(It’s actually incredibly weird getting his own merch from Rappa. Izuku thought it was just a custom order that Rappa did to mess with him, but no, he has fans and genuine merch from people unrelated to the Yakuza. Part of him was weirded out by that, villain sympathizers can be odd about their support for their villain of choice, but he decided to keep that to himself for now. After all, Eri was happy to see it. Izuku’s just glad it wasn’t a bloody one the site also had.)
He suddenly notices his skin feeling strange. He runs his fingers over his bare arm to feel a bunch of tiny bumps everywhere.
Goosebumps. Another thing that he has that most quirked people don’t.
He frowns as he realizes why he’s so uncomfortable. He was pretty lost in thought and has already gotten pretty far from the café, but he feels like someone is watching him, and the feeling doesn’t waver.
Izuku holds his bag close to himself as he stays on guard, looking around constantly. He veers off his normal route, making turns in a different direction to try and lose the feeling without potentially leading someone to the base.
Unfortunately, the feeling doesn’t go away. It actively gets worse when he crosses under a street light.
Izuku’s curses under his breath as he speeds up, turning to go around a building and into a dark alley, where he hopefully can’t be followed.
But he suddenly bumps into a chest that wasn’t there a second ago.
Izuku tenses and immediately takes a few steps back and to a more comfortable distance. His chest aches with dread and a disgustingly familiar feeling of déjà vu.
Looking up at the person he bumps into, Izuku is quickly able to recognize them as a hero. His first thought is that, somehow, it's Present Mic, but after blinking a few times he realizes it's just someone tempting a copyright lawsuit.
They seem to have a very sharp, demon theme. They have spiked ginger hair that is hard to differentiate from blond in the darkness, a devil-horn headband on, and tinted orange aviator glasses. His leather jacket, and general aesthetic, seems to be more to a gothic style with gold accents instead of the spikes. He has a similar belt chain to Present Mic, and connected to it are orange and purple lollipops that look like cartoon devils.
Izuku is vaguely able to recognize him as a new(ish) hero that is around kids a lot. He works mostly with missing persons and trafficking cases.
The Devil Hero: Hellfire.
Izuku is in no way in the mood to deal with nosey heroes right now. Especially not ones who deal with similar cases to his own situation.
He’s almost got Eri free, he just needs a few more days. He can’t let everything get messed up now.
“Excuse me, sir.” Izuku tries to step aside the hero, but they put an arm out to stop him in his tracks.
“Hey now, it’s a bit too dark for a kid to be out this late!” The hero exclaims, getting way too close . “I can escort you home.”
“No, thanks.” Izuku says coldly as he takes a step back. Has this man ever heard of personal space? “I’m fine on my own.”
“Hey, hey!” Hellfire laughs. It sounds disgustingly fake. “No need for you to be so cold, kid! I like fire more.”
The man pulls out one of the purple lollipops. “How about a treat? Kids like them and I get great reviews from them.”
Izuku glares at him, getting more and more uncomfortable by the second. “I really should be getting home, on my own, so I’d rather not.” Now losing his ever thinning patience, he begins to step past Hellfire.
A firm hand on Izuku’s shoulder makes him pause. “Hey now,” The air around them feels like it's heating up, especially by the hero's hand. “Not safe for kids to be out around here, especially not a quirkless one.”
Izuku feels his heartbeat pick up as he glares back at the hero. “…I’ve done this many times before,” He snaps. “The only one causing an issue about it is you. ”
“I’m just trying to help you, kid. Lots of quirkless children go missing, but I’m trying to get you back somewhere safe.” Hellfire smiles wide, it feels off , and he leans closer. “So just come with me, and we can get you somewhere.”
“I don’t want or need your help.” Izuku grabs onto the man’s wrist, the one that's on his shoulder, and squeezes slightly. “Let me go.”
He’s running out of patience, he just wants to go home . He glares at Hellfire as he trembles, but not out of fear.
Kami, he’s angry.
He’s so incredibly angry.
The hero doesn’t take the warning. “Heh, I tried to be nice about this.” Hellfire smiles wider as his quirk snaps a fiery shield around them, likely trying to keep him close. “Should have taken the candy, kid. Now I have to hurt you.”
His quirk feels like a flash of light and heat.
Izuku’s eyes widen and glaze over for a moment, his heart pounding in his chest as memories rush into his brain. He’s overwhelmed with a sudden hate.
Any restraint or reason he had shatters.
He grips Hellfire's wrist far too tight as he tugs him closer and then past him, slamming the hero's body down to the floor. He then stomps down his foot on the man’s back.
"Gah!?" Hellfire hits the ground with a loud thud! The candy in his hand falling out and cracking into pieces on the ground.
IzukuRabbit doesn’t wait. With his foot still on Hellfire’s back, he crouches down and grabs the man by his hair, tugging his head up before he smashes it back on the ground again and again.
Hellfire's nose breaks with a crack and he cries out. He tries to shift back to buck IzukuRabbit off and flashes his quirk closer around his own body, burning Izuku'sRabbit's leg as well.
The pain only makes IzukuRabbit's resentment grow, but he barely backs down or even flinches . He turns the man over and punches him over and over and over , only pausing when he hears the clanking of metal in his bag.
Right..
In his haze, he had almost forgotten about all of his support items inside, so readily available, so tauntingly easy to grab and make this hero regret ever stepping foot near him .
Hellfire spits up blood, his entire face is covered with red. That moment of hesitation gave Hellfire the chance to grab at IzukuRabbit's arms and side to condense his quirk to those areas- oh kami it feels like the explosions he’s so used too -
A cry of pure anguish rings through the alley with no restraint, no care of who could possibly hear.
It’s not from the pain, he can barely feel it like this, but it’s just everything .
His ears ring in his head as he remembers the burning pain of Bakugo’s explosions, the careless bullying and pain that being quirkless has caused throughout his whole entire life, the memories of being berated for trying to save someone he cares for, having his dreams crushed by someone he looks up to simply because of his quirk status- fuck he was kidnapped while so many people stood around and did nothing to even try to help him! And constantly, every single day, for an entire year, having to dance around Overhaul to keep Eri safe, having to have his body ripped apart- torn to shreds- to be experimented on like a lab rat, how badly he was in pain, but no one batted an eye!
He had to do so much to just try to keep Eri from a terrifying, dangerous, insane villain all the while he became exactly that!
Everything.
Every little thing that has led him to this moment, every little thing in his life that caused him to be sitting here, pummeling this man into the ground.
Every bit of pain comes rushing back.
His head feels like it's ripping into two as his screams echo throughout the empty alleyway.
He doesn’t realize when the hero tosses him off, or when he grabs the first available weapon that slipped out of his bag.
He doesn't realize when his clawed gloves are on.
He doesn’t realize the hero is screaming under him again.
He doesn’t notice when the hero is eerily silent, nor does he stop.
His hands slash and stab and pull and tear , he keeps attacking as his hands are stained red.
…
It’s not until the sound of sirens rapidly approaching that Rabbit comes back to himself.
The air around him is cool, but his legs, arms, face, and entire front feel warm and wet, yet rapidly cooling.
Dry tears stain his cheeks as he gets up off his knees and takes a few, trembling steps back. He tries to look over the scene in front of him, but a wave of sudden nausea overtakes him, making him look away immediately. He stumbles back and leans against a cold, concrete wall to stop himself from collapsing.
What does he do?
What is he supposed to do?
Sirens are close, so close too close - he’ll get caught like this.
He can’t handle what this is.
Without much thought, he pulls out the Night Rabbit hoodie and mask from his bag and puts it on, covering his face and soaked body.
It helps.
Just as he covers his face, the heavy footsteps of the officers rush into the opening of the alley. There's two of them, both now by the opening, frozen in horror at the state of the hero and Rabbit.
He supposes their shock isn’t too surprising, it would be something out of anyone's worst nightmares ; blood and bits of the unidentifiable hero at Rabbit’s feet covers the alleyway, Rabbit’s gloves and claws drip with the amount of blood soaked into the material, and it's the same for his pants and shoes.
With his heavy breathing and crazed, toxic green eyes, he looks at them like they’re his next prey that will be ripped apart just as gruesomely.
Weapon violence like this is rare in the age of quirks. He wonders if these officers have ever seen anything like it.
Rabbit can’t find it in himself to say or do anything. His throat closes up. He vaguely knows he should try to come up with some sort of villain monologue, say something that would explain the lengths he went, but he can’t force himself, not when he’s frozen too. At the very least, he knows he can’t stay here. He has to go back to the compound before it’s too late.
He spares one last look at the officers before shuffling away, having no energy to try and run. However, the officers don’t even attempt to chase after him, they don’t even move to draw a gun. Seeing no fear in Rabbit, the slow walk, it must just make them more afraid and unmoving.
It won't be until 5 minutes later when an underground pro shows up in response to the call that they remember they can move.
As Rabbit drags himself back to the compound, he glances back to see a small trail of blood from his shoes. He stares at it for a moment before he drags his shoes across the ground, trying to get no blood noticeable at all. He can’t let the heroes follow him.
Eventually, he arrives back at the hidden entrance of the compound in one piece, hardly remembering the condition he’s in as he enters.
A lower level member is watching the door and stands at attention seeing him.
"Sir! Welcome bac-" The freeze, eyes going wide. "S-sir!?"
Rabbit slowly blinks at the Yakuza member before looking down at himself. He doesn’t know what to say, but it feels like his voice comes out all on his own as he says, “...get Overhaul for me, please.” It hurts to speak, his voice rough and scratchy. His hoodie alone doesn’t have a voice changer in the mask, he was unprepared, so it’s unfortunately easy to hear.
He’s not sure why he wants Overhaul, he’s been avoiding the man for days, but he’s the first person he manages to think of.
“Y-yes sir!” The member rushes to their post and gets to a red phone attached to the wall that’s only use is to contact the boss directly for emergencies. He watches it ring twice before the low-level speaks.
“Sir-! Y-yes, I know. It’s Rabbit… I don’t know, sir. There’s just a lot of blood and-... sir? Hello?” The member looks at the phone as the dial tone rings quietly. He puts the phone back to the wall, gulps, and turns to Rabbit. “I, um, think he’s on his way?”
Rabbit just nods. “Thank you.” He mumbles politely.
The lower member awkwardly brings him a stool to sit on as they get a mop to clean up the blood puddle that's slowly gathering by Rabbit's feet. His hoodie has absorbed a good amount of the blood, so nothing really dripped to leave a trail, but it seems as though it’s soaked up as much as it could and is just as red as the shirt under it.
As the low rank member cleans, Overhaul suddenly comes running down the corridor. Odd, he’s actually running for once, instead of his normal power walk he has no matter how dire the emergency seems.
Rabbit suddenly realizes why his first thought was to get Overhaul.
There’s a horrible, mixed sense of pain and hatred for Overhaul, while at the same time, he wants nothing more than to cling onto him and melt in the safety he strangely provides.
“Overhaul-sama..” Rabbit'sIzuku’s initial reaction is to get up and hug the man before remembering his dislike of dirt. He doesn’t want to be impolite, so he stays where he is on the stool.
“Iz- Rabbit.” Overhaul shoots a sharp glare at the lower member that was staring, who startles before grabbing their mop and bucket.
"I'll uh, go clean the outside, sir." The member bows before he rushes away to give them privacy
"Come on." Overhaul waits for them to be gone before approaching RabbitIzuku and grabbing a clean part of their sleeve. "There are decontamination showers this way. Let's clean you up, Izuku."
“Okay.” RabbitIzuku . Overhaul said Izuku. That's who he wants, so that's who he is now doesn’t show much reaction past that as he gets off the stool and follows Overhaul thoughtlessly. On any normal day, he would be paying more attention and taking note of anything or anyone new. But right now, Overhaul could be leading him to his grave, and he wouldn’t notice or care.
The walk is quiet as Izuku gets worse . His walking, originally attempting to keep up with Overhaul, slows to a shuffle. His boss has to tug on him a bit to remind him to keep going . But he really, really doesn’t want to.
But soon, that want goes away too.
His mind is buzzing and yet empty at the same time.
Izuku looks more fragile than when he first arrived at the Yakuza, like he’d fall apart at the most gentle touch.
How unfortunate that Overhaul only ever has a gentle touch when it comes to him.
Izuku can vaguely recognize a new environment, a place he’s never been in before. It’s warm and humid, but he doesn’t pay anymore attention to it.
Overhaul instructs him to undress as he walks away from him and over to a cabinet, so he does without hesitation. His body still feels numb, buzzing. It feels wrong, gross, then feels like absolutely nothing at all.
His boss walks back over, his jacket and mask off, and moves Izuku’s clothes into a bag. He walks away again, does something else, then comes back.
He doesn’t walk away again.
Overhaul is silent for a moment, staring at his glazed over eyes that keeps staring down at his hands and yet unseeing expression.
There’s red all over him. His hands, his skin, his hair. It’s everywhere.
It feels like it's burning into his flesh.
“Izuku?”
Overhaul waits for a response, but sighs softly when he gets none. He pushes Izuku down to sit on a plastic stool, and soon he can hear a noise behind him, like rushing water.
Every movement or sound causes Izuku to twitch, as if waiting for something, though he’s not sure what for. He doesn’t fight what Overhaul does, instead silently obeying the orders given to him.
Overhaul hums softly before water suddenly hits his back.
Izuku tenses up at the feeling, his first instinct to run then fight then hide as he watches the water run pink under the gentle spray, but with the disgusting remains washing off, he quickly relaxes again.
Abruptly, he feels a gentle petting to his hair as the water pressure is turned up.
Izuku lets out the softest of sighs and closes his eyes at the touch, the feeling of safety overtaking and washing away the pain and hatred.
“There we go,” Overhaul’s soft voice breaks through the silence. “You’re safe now, Izuku.”
Izuku lets out a hum of acknowledgement, at least now responding and understanding what’s happening around him, even if it’s very little. It’s more than how he was before.
"I'm going to have to touch you now to use the soap and rag, okay?" Overhaul asks.
"Mhm." Izuku nods stiffly.
The water pressure softens to feel more like a gentle drizzle of water on his back, it’s enough to not overwhelm him. Overhaul kneels next to Izuku, uncaring of the water soaking his pants or top, and gently takes Izuku’s hands to start scrubbing them to get the stubborn blood sticking to him off.
Izuku just watches. He can’t do anything else, but it’s better this way. He needs to do something other than focus on nothing . If he does that, his thoughts will start coming back. He doesn’t want to think anymore.
Overhaul’s voice breaks the silence again. “Are you coming back, Izuku?” Overhaul quietly asks. “Or are you hiding in there still?”
“...” Izuku stares silently for a moment. “I don’t want to.” His voice is scarily soft in contrast to his normal loudness.
“Come back, or hide?” Overhaul lets go of his first hand once clean and picks up the other, pausing at the burn mark. He luckily doesn’t ‘heal’ it just yet. Izuku’s not sure he could handle that pain right now.
“Come back.” Izuku murmurs. “It’s too much. I want to hide.”
“Okay. What if you hide here, with me?” Overhaul but he’s being kind… Chisaki? asks. “I can keep you safe here, right by my side, and talk to you when your mind won’t quiet down so you can focus on me instead.”
“Won’t it bother you?” The boy asks. “You’re strong. You do these sorts of things so often. But I couldn’t handle it. Aren’t I a waste of your time?”
Chisaki sighs. “I’m strong from years of experience, this is your first time.” He reminds him. “I believe we also agreed that I am a bad judge of normal youth. I found it got easier with time.”
“I…” Izuku is silent for a moment, trying to decide while still unthinking. He eventually looks away from his hands and up at Chisaki this time. “I want to hide with you.”
Chisaki takes a spare rag to wrap Izuku’s burn on his arm. Then, moving carefully to make sure Izuku can see his intentions, he wraps an arm around Izuku to bring him into a hug. “Then that’s what we’ll do.”
Izuku lets out a wavering sigh as he weakly wraps his arms around Chisaki and snuggles close to him, hiding his face in the man's chest, feeling more like a child than ever.
“There we go,” Chisaki pets Izuku’s hair again while he continues to wash him with a soapy rag in the other. “Let the water wash everything away as you listen to my heartbeat. I am alive, warm, and here for you.”
Izuku does as he says, focusing on Chisaki’s warmth, his heartbeat, his chest gently rising and feeling, his touch, everything.
He feels safe. He feels better . Everything slowly begins to feel more real . The rag and water, that had felt like whispers on his skin, began to feel like more . He can feel the water droplets sliding off his bare skin, the rag covering the stinging burn, and Chisaki’s hands on top of all that. It’s not perfect , it’s not even good , but it’s better.
Chisaki gets Izuku’s body and hair clean. He treats his other burn by his hip with the same gentle care as before, it helps make sure the pain doesn’t jolt Izuku too fast into reality or push him back into his mind. Overhaul’s quirk works horribly on the brain and mind.
“Dad...” Izuku mumbles softly. “When I was first brought here… you asked me a confusing question. Do you remember it?”
“Hmm, maybe. Care to remind me?” Chisaki turns off the water before he reaches out for a towel to wrap around Izuku and a second to dry him.
Izuku’s voice is still soft, as if afraid that being too loud will hurt. “You asked how I was still kind. Why I wasn’t angry.”
“Ah, yes, I did ask that.” Chisaki nods. “Have you found the answer?”
“I think so,” Izuku mumbles. “I was kind because it was all I had. I wasn’t strong, or confident, or brave, and I didn’t have anyone to lean on. I was kind because I hoped someone would recognize the effort I put into being who I was.”
“I was kind because, maybe if I was, someone would be kind back.”
Chisaki carefully lifts Izuku into his arms as he moves them to the drying station. “Have you found that person?” He asks.
“I don’t know.” Izuku says. “I don’t even know if I’m the same person anymore… The old me wouldn’t ever let out my anger on someone.” He looks down at his hands again.
Chisaki sets Izuku down on a table. “You are still you, just a more experienced you.” He takes a step back to grab both of Izuku’s hands, stealing the boy's attention back. “That anger, that hurt, that was the younger you. That was the you that could never fight back or felt brave enough to, the you that has always wanted to fight back and protect yourself. It just had a chance for once and took it.”
Izuku’s heart aches at Chisaki’s words.
“I tried to stop myself. I really did… I kept trying to leave, but I was ignored.” Izuku lets out a shaky sigh. “I wanted to be heard. I wanted him and everyone else to hear me .” There’s emotion in his voice again, a glint in his previously empty eyes.
All it holds is pure hatred.
“And he did hear you. You made him hear you.” Chisaki moves Izuku’s hand, taking the rag off of it so he can check the burn properly. “No one will think they can force you to do what you don’t want to. Not as Rabbit, and not as Izuku. You are so much stronger than them now.”
“I am.” Izuku agrees. “I’m not going to let anyone treat me the way I have been forced to deal with for so long. I’m tired of my quirk status determining my worth. I’m stronger. I can do more now.”
“And you will.” Chisaki nods. “Rest first, heal, and then we will change the world. Together.”
Chisaki offers Izuku his hand, like he is sealing a deal. It’s almost the complete opposite, yet like a mirror image at the same time, of when they first met over a year ago.
Only a year, and things have changed so much. Back then, Izuku would never have considered villainy to be in his future. He never would have thought he would hurt heroes, let alone kill them. Maybe he should be more scared at how easily Overhaul was able to mold him into a perfect hero killer. Maybe he should be more scared at the thought of working with someone like Overhaul to change the world.
But it doesn’t. Not anymore.
He takes Chisaki’s hand without a moment of hesitation.
“I look forward to changing the world with you, Izuku.” Chisaki says with a small smile on his face. It’s the first time Izuku’s seen that.
“Me too.” Izuku can’t help but smile back. “I won’t let you down, dad.”
“I know you won’t, you haven’t before.” Chisaki chuckles. “Let’s finish up here, you must be tired.”
“Yeah… I think I’m more tired than the day I got attacked by that Nomu.” Izuku grumbles.
“All the more reason to dry you off and get changed.” Chisaki takes a towel and drops it on Izuku’s head.
Izuku huffs and takes the towel to try and dry his curls. Huh, his hair has gotten really long, it’s down to his shoulders now. “Sorry for getting you… well, not dirty, but soaked.”
“That’s alright, the water is clean.” Chisaki waves away his worry and heads over to the cabinets to get his own towel. “I can just take it off and use my quirk to remake it dry. The water falls right off.”
Izuku shakily stands up to try and properly dry the rest of himself off. “Your quirk is weirdly useful for the oddest of things.” He walks over to Chisaki. “…wait, do you even need to do laundry?”
“No. Washers and dryers are filthy places.” Chisaki huffs.
“Huh.. I guess that makes sense.” Fun facts with Chisaki, or something. Sometimes he wonders how he hasn’t asked certain questions like these before.
Chisaki nods. “Indeed.”
Izuku looks down at himself and frowns. “I… think I need clothes before I can go back to my room.” He’s not actually sure what Chisaki did with the clothes he was wearing.
(He also doesn’t want to look for a bloody pile off to the side somewhere. That makes it real again.)
“What you wore needs a proper clean. Unknown blood is a line I don’t mess with incase of illnesses.” Chisaki nods at a pile of folded clothes near them. “There are replacements right there. They will work well enough to get you to bed.”
“Yeah, okay.” Izuku actively avoids thinking about the blood and instead focuses on getting the folded clothes and putting them on. He’s too tired to worry about the atrocity he committed earlier.
Izuku looks back at Chisaki to see his clothes off to the side and the man drying himself off with a towel. Izuku’s never used the communal showers at the compound before, so he’s never seen anyone else naked or their tattoos, let alone Chisaki’s tattoo.
His tattoo is beautiful . It looks like a crow flying up with its wings spread (Chisaki’s crow looks almost identical to his own, which makes his chest warm with pride), and a few feathers scattered around. Behind both of those things is a thick, red string that has golden bells attached to it, weaving below and over a silvery circle made of sharp lines. The crow looks like it's highlighted with dark blue, like real crows, but the blue shifts to gold as Chisaki moves in the light.
Izuku is surprised, he's only heard of that in car paints, he didn't know a tattoo could do that! Well, it was made from a quirk, so who knows what the limits are. There are even biosensor tattoos developed in London from a pre quirk era chemical engineer that could track health! It has been a big help for mutation quirks that don't work with electronic medical devices.
…At least he can still keep himself distracted when he needs to.
Izuku can’t help but stare at the color shifting tattoo for a moment as Chisaki gets dry.
Chisaki's way of doing so seems to be a common occurrence with how efficiently he rips his clothes apart and separates the water from the fabric. He’s dressed again soon after, but he pauses for a moment before he goes back to Izuku and drapes his thick and heavy coat on Izuku’s shoulders instead of putting it back on.
Izuku tilts his head in confusion, and Chisaki just pets his hair. “To not get cold. The spare clothes will cover you, but they are thin and only temporary, which isn’t good for the chilly halls.” Chisaki says.
“Oh, thanks.” Izuku smiles tiredly at Chisaki. “Hope I didn’t drag you away from anything important.”
Izuku’s only now realizing Chisaki doesn’t have a mask on right now. No mask, and no coat. He really does look like a random college kid like this. It’s an odd feeling, seeing him like this.
Odd, but a nice odd. He feels like he’s getting special treatment, being able to see his boss like this.
“No, I was just finishing up a sample gathering from that hero we have.” Chisaki puts back on his mask and adjusts it on his slightly damp hair. “She was being taken back to her cell when I got the call.”
“Ah,” Izuku suddenly remembers why he was avoiding Chisaki again. He’ll deal with these conflicted feelings later. “That’s good at least. How’s the progress going?”
“About as well as expected when the subject is resistant to sedatives and is one herself.” Chisaki sighs and rubs his eyes. “We can’t even use the temporary quirk stopping drugs because that messes with our sample gathering. It gets messy and she screams a lot. Gives me a headache.”
“You’ll get it done.” Izuku says. “The hero will make it difficult, but you’ll do it.” He’s already gone this far, after all.
“I know we will.” Chisaki nods before he waves Izuku over to start leaving the showers. “We will need an analysis of her and her quirk however, so you might not be able to go out for a day or two. Depends on how willing she is to talk about it and what you can find.”
Izuku nods slowly in understanding. “Okay. I can use what I already know to urge her to talk. People reveal more than they’d like to admit to me just thanks to their reactions.” He follows closely behind Chisaki. He didn’t notice before, but he has a noticeable limp from the burn on his hip getting pulled as he walks. It hurts slightly, though it’s far more tolerable than other things he’s been through.
“Good to hear, but that's for tomorrow. Tonight, you rest.” Chisaki says.
Izuku sighs. “If I have to.”
“You do. I’ll make it an order if I have to.” Chisaki jokes.
Izuku grumbles and wraps the coat tighter around him. “Fine.”
“Your grumbling holds no power here. I’ve seen you napping in the rafters of the training room before, Rappa ratted you out. I know you like to sleep.” Chisaki points out.
“I’m going to k- fight Rappa.” Saying what he was originally going to say feels so wrong now, even though he would never actually do that to him. Rappa is his friend. “Why does he cause my downfall..”
“It’s Rappa, he probably wants to start fights again.” Chisaki shakes his head with a disappointed sigh.
“...I won’t fight him then. I won’t give into his round-about peer pressure.”
Chisaki chuckles. “He’ll find a way to get you to fight him. He always does.” On cue, the man's phone dings with a notification. Izuku can’t help but peek when he pulls out his phone and checks the notification.
The moment he reads the words ‘Night Rabbit’ and sees an image of a horribly familiar alleyway, he looks away. He… he just can’t think about that yet. Not right now. He also does his best to ignore Chisaki’s eyes widening at the amount of gore in the image. He doesn’t like how he shocked Chisaki .
Trying to keep his mind off that , he keeps talking. “...Nuh uh, I’ll show resilience. No more fighting for him.”
Chisaki pockets his phone and focuses back on Izuku. “You’re going to make him cry. Do you know how unsettling it is to see a man his size cry?” It looks like he shudders at the thought, which makes Izuku snicker. Crying is apparently very messy .
“Even more reason to not fight him.” Izuku nods sagely. “Make him cry to unsettle you.”
“I let you around Rappa too much, he taught you sass.” Chisaki grumbles. “You're so mean to your father.”
“Yup.” Izuku smiles sheepishly. “The worst.”
The man sighs and pets Izuku’s hair again. “Anyway, here’s your room. Get some rest, Izuku.”
Izuku nods before hesitating. “Do you want this back?” He moves the coat that he still has around him.
“No, you can have it for the night.” Chisaki waves him to bed. “I know I bring you comfort, so this should help you sleep tonight.”
“Thanks.” Izuku shyly nods. He smiles softly at him before going into his room, sighing as the door closes.
He’s tired.
The day has been a rollercoaster of emotions. Shi- Hitoshi at the café, the… hero he met, Midnight being tested on now, and then Chisaki being gentle and caring with him to top it all off.
As Izuku trudges over to his side of the room, he hears soft little snoring by the small bed across the room. Right, he still needs to get Eri out too..
Izuku holds Chisaki’s coat close to him as he sluggishly walks to his bed. He plops on it and curls up in a small ball.
Chisaki… he leaves Izuku so confused. How can he be so kind to him, so gentle, so caring , but be so willing to hurt and experiment on Eri? He just doesn’t understand how a man like him thinks. It confuses him, it doesn’t make sense.
He hides his face in the feather-boa.
He isn’t ready.
He isn’t ready to let go of Eri. He doesn’t want to lose his little sister, though he knows it’s for the best. She’s not safe here, and she never will be. Hopefully she’ll forgive him someday, though he’ll understand if she doesn’t.
Izuku isn’t ready to say goodbye to the peace in the compound. He doesn’t want to fear Chisaki more than he normally does. He wants to feel the safety and comfort the man provides. He wants to continue to be held firmly against him, feeling the comfort of what he’d imagine a father would provide.
But he knows he can’t.
Eri can’t be safe if he keeps his comfort.
He knows this will end soon.
He’s not ready, and he never will be.
…
He doesn’t have time to wait or dwell on what he wants.
Eri will be gone by the end of the week, whether he is ready or not. He’s already decided.
She’ll sleep on, unknowing of Izuku’s sacrifice and how far he’s willing to go and how much he’ll sacrifice to get her to safety.
Night Rabbit will always protect the children before anything else, and Izuku will always put Eri before himself.
Notes:
Ya’ll have no idea how lucky you are that this is actually updating on time. You’d think it would be easier to update on spring break, but NO, both me (Finally_Free) and my co author (little_clown) both got sick with different things. They got a stomach bug, and I was (and still am) probably dying of the flu. Ya’ll were so close to having to deal with a cliff hanger for an extra week, but we pulled through.
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Chapter 20: Bakugo and the Dork
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Despite what happens in the world, each day goes on without care for the stress of others. Time doesn’t stop just because a catastrophe occurs.
Class 1-A have all moved their belongings into their dorm the night before. It was already being planned and built during the camping trip to be the best way to allow the students to be safe outside of classes, there's no place safer in Japan than UA. Classes have been paused, however, with Present Mic down and Midnight kidnapped. The risk of anything else happening while the school is in an already fragile state is too high. UA needs time to recuperate.
Things in Class 1-A’s dorms are tense to say the least. Their new housing makes it easier to discuss things and plans involving Night Rabbit, but it also makes every new thing so much more difficult to handle. The news of Rabbit literally ripping apart a hero was a hard bit of news to take in, especially for Shinso and Bakugo, who personally know him as Izu/Deku.
More information about Hellfire’s death has been coming out left and right. Of course there's the normal rumors, but then there's the news publications that are reporting on every bit of information the investigations have sprung up.
Learning that the dead hero’s candy had drugs in the purple ones, and that almost all of his cases were kidnappings and trafficking ones, was more horrifying for a different reason. The news was already up in arms about the murder, it's being discussed quite literally everywhere , but now people are starting to theorize that the hero was caught by Rabbit trying to take a kid. It’s well known by now that Rabbit protects kids, especially after the mall incident, and it would explain how gorey the murder was compared to others.
The students of 1-A can’t help but wonder if Rabbit was the one Hellfire tried to take.
Shinso was forced to remember the original point of the meeting with Izuku, to try and get more information for the timeline, which he forgot to do . That day, when they separated, even if he seemed reluctant, Izuku was also happy . He even said so himself.
To find out that perhaps maybe an hour or so later, Rabbit had tore that hero apart like paper was terrifying . He couldn’t even say that maybe, like the other kills, it wasn’t actually him. The police saw him standing there, covered in blood.
Shinso stared at his phone for a long while, trying to figure out what he should even say to check up on Izuku. Eventually, he managed to send a simple message saying he was worried because they were close to the area of the attack. He doesn’t expect nor get a response right away, but that's okay. He’ll wait.
Bakugo, however, would not wait and basically cornered him the second both of them were at the new dorm to move in. He wanted to see how the talk went and if Shinso got any information to help the case. He looked so done with Shinso when he found out he not only forgot , but was too gay to function the entire time.
Shinso’s only argument was a sheepish, “He started it,” and “Listen, he’s cute”. Not great excuses, but hey, he’s honest.
Bakugo’s only response to that was, “I’m going deaf, not blind , Eyebags! I know he’s cute, you’re just gay for dangerous people that can fold you like laundry!”
Shinso’s sputtering half-baked defenses and unconvincing denials was at least a small reparation for Bakugo. The gay teen may have promised to take that information to the grave, but Bakugo isn’t an idiot and has a sixth sense for sniffing out embarrassing secrets as a former bully.
Their quiet conversation in the corner, however, is paused by Aizawa entering the common room of the dorms. He looks awful . He looked tired before, he always does, but it’s only gotten worse after Mic was put in the hospital and Midnight was kidnapped. Apparently, a few of their classmates have tried to get him to rest, but nothing has worked so far.
Aizawa just refuses to stop working at this point, but he somehow still has the time, energy, and willpower to come and check in with his students on move in day and not be with Mic. He said he would check in often, especially while villain attacks have been affecting UA and their class so much. His promise to visit is probably fueled by paranoia, but the class still appreciates it.
“Right- it doesn’t matter.” Shinso mumbles to Bakugo. “I should get working on the timeline for Principal Nedzu before any more time is wasted.”
“Yeah, and we still have to talk to Sensei about Eri.” Bakugo groans. With everything going on; the police questions about the LoV, his mom being… herself, and the dorm move in, there hasn’t been time to talk to Aizawa about Deku’s call. No one else wanted to be the one to talk about it, especially since Bakugo’s the one who has the most information.
(And that voicemail Bakugo swears he didn’t cry hearing the first or second time listening to it.)
“One step at a time,” Shinso says. He can’t fully understand what Bakugo’s going through, but he would like to think he can at least sympathize better than the rest of the class. “As long as he’s still responding to my texts, that means he’s safe. It means we have time.”
"Right." Bakugo nods, roughly rubbing his eyes. Everything he does is rough so not really a worry of him getting emotional or something. It just seems to be the 'Bakugo roughness™️' he says he got from his mom.
Like his looks... and his hair... and his volume control... At least his dad gave him the need for prescription glasses???
Honestly, it’s hard for Shinso to imagine him and Izuku ever being friends if Bakugo was always like this. He’s told most of class 1-A the things he's done to Izuku, and while Shinso's only gotten the spark notes version, he knows it stopped being good after Izuku was diagnosed quirkless. Still, Bakugo very clearly regrets what he did and is worried about Izuku, and judging by the call, Izuku is the same way towards him.
Shinso sighs as he watches Aizawa talk to most of the class. Understandably, everyone seems freaked out or worried because of the Night Rabbit attack, but Aizawa seems to be going around and trying to comfort everyone. He may not know the full story, but it does seem to help them.
“…He looks so tired .” Shinso says suddenly with a frown. “Well, he always looks tired, but he seemed more exhausted than ever."
“Sensei?” Bakugo asks. “I would be too if my... friend? Boyfriend? Whatever Present Mic is to him, was in the hospital."
Shinso huffs in amusement. "They're husbands."
"Really?" Bakugo squints at their sleep deprived and grouchy sensei. "That... makes a lot of sense actually. Mina's girl gossip magazines said something about golden retriever personality and black cat personality mixing well."
"It confused me originally, but then I saw them in school more and... yeah. Yeah it makes sense." Shinso sighs. "At least Present Mic will be okay. We know nothing about Midnight yet."
"Did Deku leave any cryptic messages about a guest visiting or his… 'dad' -" Bakugo grimaces saying that, "-being busy?"
"Not really." Shinso frowns. "He actually avoided talking about his 'dad' the other day. Anytime 'family' was brought up, it mainly was about Eri or her 'Uncle Rappa'?" He shrugs.
"An uncle?" Bakugo tilts his head with a squint. "Yeah, I could see Deku befriending someone there. The janitors and lunch ladies in middle school were the only adults nice to him despite it risking their jobs."
"From what I heard, both him and Eri like him, which is a good sign." Shinso thinks back to what they had spoken about the other day besides the flirting. "At least there's a chance that there's someone on his side there."
Bakugo nods."Yeah, two if he can get Eri to Midnight. She might be more willing to help them.”
“I hope so." Shinso sighs. "Might be hard to explain, but when she realizes Eri is in danger, or learns both of them are kids, she might think of a way to help them.”
“She could tell Deku how to handle things too. She is a hero that knows Kidnapping and other protocols.” Bakugo points out. “Midnight-Sensei’s skills and Deku’s brain could get them out fast.”
" Who and Midnight?"
Aizawa spawning into their direct line of sight causes both teens to jump back in surprise. Bakugo trips over some still packed boxes, falls on the floor, and almost sets off a reflexive spark. Luckily his quirk was erased in time.
With zero attempt at a filter, he yells out, “Fuck!?” In surprise.
Shinso, however, has just a slightest bit more tact than that. “Sensei! Kami- you need a bell.” He puts a hand on his chest as he tries to calm down, taking his sweet time to do so to try and come up with a believable lie to respond to their Sensei with. Maybe a half truth. Izuku used those a lot, and they worked.
Aizawa doesn’t look impressed by their reactions as he deactivated his quirk. He looks worse up close, it's very clear like this just how exhausted the man is. Rumor has it from the third years that he’s working on the Rabbit cases now on top of Midnight’s kidnapping and working with UA.
Shinso shudders. He can’t imagine how bad it would be to be on the opposite side of Aizawa. “Sorry, Sensei. Bakugo.. caught me up to speed about a friend of his who was in a place like where Midnight is.”
"From the sounds of it, they are in the same place." Aizawa says, observing them closely. "Care to explain?"
“Well, ‘Deku’ is pretty smart according to Bakugo. If they end up being able to talk they could find a way to escape together.” Shinso says. Huh, half-lies are easier to tell than full on lies. No wonder Izuku was able to escape most suspicions so easily.
"And how do you two know where a kidnapped hero and child are?" Aizawa asks.
“You know that Deku was kidnapped before we started school, plus we saw those recordings during the Sports Festival. Course the detective still doesn’t know where. ” Bakugo grouches, getting up and dusting himself off. “Deku… finally found a way to call me on the night of the raid a few days ago. We called back once I was safe, and he answered.”
"Risky, but that happens more than you think in cases like this." Aizawa nods for him to continue.
Shinso nods at Bakugo before continuing for him. “In the middle of the call, his kidnapper and another young kid came into the room. He probably didn’t notice the phone at first while they were talking. But ‘Deku’ must have known they could hear it all, cause he let it slip during their talk that Midnight was there.” He glances at Bakugo to make sure he’s remembering everything right from Kirishima’s video.
“Yeah, we didn’t even know about the attack on her or Present Mic yet.” Bakugo says. “Kirishima messaged you about it but… you’ve been busy with the classes, press, and at the hospital mostly.”
"Have you told this to any of the other teachers?" Aizawa asks. "I'm sorry I haven't been around like I should be, but this is important information."
“I think Bakugo was planning on talking to the detective on Deku’s case about everything in the call, and I’ve been trying to put all the information we know together-” (When he wasn’t distracted by going on a date with Izu. Shinso’s still completely embarrassed he forgot the point of that hang out.) “-to tell someone like Principal Nedzu. I don’t know about everyone else.”
“At least you planned to tell someone.” Aizawa sighs. “Let’s go to my office, we can talk more about what you know there.”
“Alright.” Shinso glances at Bakugo. The whole reason they wanted to talk to Principal Nedzu first was to convince him Izuku needs protection more than Tartarus . Nedzu being on their side would help more than anything else they could do. If they reveal too much or can’t come up with a good lie, it could put a damper on the whole plan.
Bakugo looks back at Shinso as they follow Aizawa, leading the way. He raises a brow, as if recognizing his concern, and raises his hands and does some motions he doesn’t understand.
It takes a second for Shinso to realize he’s using sign language. JSL confused him far too much when he tried learning it in middle school so he wouldn’t scare the other kids. He wasn’t good at it at all though, so he gave up.
He shakes his head to Bakugo, who huffs with a frown, trying to figure out how to say what he wants to without Aizawa hearing.
The two just follow Aizawa for a moment before Shinso perks up and pulls out his phone to point to it. Bakugo nods and gets his out to text.
KEMG: Eyebags, we're going to keep you meeting with Deku secret for now.
Mindjack: Right, but how would you explain me putting what we know together? I wasn’t even there for the phone call.
KEMG: You're smart and an outside perspective. The class knows about Deku by now from me but you just learned about him.
Mindjack: Guess so.
Mindjack: Let’s try to not fuck this up.
KEMG: We got this.
KEMG: Deku's life and two others are on the line here
Shinso deadpans at him.
Mindjack: Thanks for adding on more pressure
KEMG: Welcome to the hero class, it's been like this from day 3
Mindjack: I regret coming here
KEMG: No you don't. Get that weak shit outta here.
Mindjack: No
Mindjack: 🖕
KEMG: Go flirt with danger again
KEMG: 🔪
Mindjack: I liked him before I knew!
Mindjack: I’ve done nothing wrong!
KEMG: you're telling me nothing about Deku set off what little self preservation you have that he could kill you?
KEMG: nothing at all?
Mindjack: …
Mindjack: But who's to say that influenced anything
KEMG: I'm going to kill you.
KEMG: too gay to function.
Mindjack: You're gonna kill me?
Mindjack: and upset Izuku?
KEMG: ...
KEMG: You get to live, for now
Mindjack: That’s what I thought.
KEMG: I'm going to find and print out your Google search history.
Mindjack: I don’t have anything to hide
KEMG: You say that, but how much of Rabbit have you googled?
KEMG: gay
Mindjack: that’s not that weird, It’s like if your dating a celebrity or something
Mindjack: You get to see cool pictures of them
Bakugo gives Shinso the most unbelieving deadpan stare he can.
Shinso just glares back.
"If you two are done ." Aizawa says, not looking back at the two of them. "We're almost to my office."
Shinso huffs, deciding he will defend himself against Bakugo’s bullying later .
Bakugo huffs. "Yeah, we're done."
"Mhm." Aizawa hums.
They reach Aizawa’s office, where he unlocks it before waving them inside. It's a pretty plain office but you can see evidence of where Mic has been; some spare leather jackets on the coat rack by the door, English lesson plans and papers to grade by a beanbag chair, tea boxes by an electric kettle specifically used a lot by people with voice quirks, and little things just around that their broody Sensei probably wouldn’t be caught dead having if not for Mic.
Shinso grows more somber seeing the different things from Mic spread across the room. He can’t imagine how stressed Aizawa is right now.
There are two chairs in front of Aizawa’s desk. Shinso goes with Bakugo to sit down as he mentally reminds himself what can and can’t be said. He feels bad lying to Aizawa-sensei, especially with everything going on right now, but if things go right, it will be worth it.
"Alright, what do you two know about Midnight?" Aizawa asks, sitting down and getting a notepad out to write things down.
"We know the same people that took Deku have her." Bakugo says.
Shinso adds, “We know that she’s being.. experimented on in some way. Her and another victim.”
"What makes you think this?" Aizawa asks, writing things down.
"Kirishima was next to me when I called back," Bakugo says. "He recorded it and sent it to me. This Overhaul guy said he was taking samples and stuff from Midnight and a little girl named Eri."
"It didn't seem like the first time, either." Shinso's expression hardens as he remembers what he heard in the recording. "That man said he 'didn't use his quirk this time .' He's done it to the girl before."
Knowing even the smallest details of what's happening to Eri upsets him. He doesn’t know what he’d do if his own siblings were at risk of being hurt by some mad man. He can’t imagine what Izuku feels being put in that position. Even just the small things he’s learned has made Shinso adore the little bundle of joy. She doesn’t deserve whatever she’s being put through, no one does.
"And knowing Overhaul's quirk, neither Midnight or Eri are going to be doing well." Aizawa rubs his eyes. "Send me the recording from Kirishima so I can put it as evidence to be used to find them."
"Okay." Bakugo nods and gets his phone out, pausing when he remembers the voicemail. "Do... Do you think hearing the voicemail Deku sent will help too?"
"Oh..." Shinso hesitates before nodding. "Yeah, it probably could... I can step out if you want?"
"You don't have to." Bakugo shrugs dismissively. He hadn't let anyone else hear it yet but... Shinso is Deku's boyfriend, so he should be fine.
Disagreements and playful(?) arguments aside, Shinso can’t imagine this call is anything but personal and emotional, and he wouldn’t want to intrude on that. Still, he can’t help but be a little morbidly curious as to what is in the voicemail. “…if you're sure.”
"Okay." Bakugo takes a breath and sets his phone on Aizawa's desk as he presses play.
For a while, there’s silence, before Izuku’s voice comes through. “You told me not to call you again.” His voice was only calm for that sentence before he started choking up. “I’m sorry I’m breaking that rule.”
The voicemail is… hard to listen to. Izuku’s crying through it all. In the beginning, he manages to speak clearer, but towards the end, it sounds like he’s rushing and stumbling through each word, almost incomprehensible at points. He begs for ‘Kachcan’ to be safe, pleads for him to not give in to his kidnappers demands.
He tells Bakugo that he’ll be a wonderful hero, the number one, that he just needs to fight back and survive.
The voicemail is difficult to listen to for just Shinso, he doubts Bakugo managed well after hearing it for the first time either.
“ Please don’t become like me… ”
Shinso’s heart aches from that sentence alone. Izuku is begging with someone who couldn’t have heard a thing he said if he wasn’t saved.
Aizawa doesn't look to be doing well hearing it either. Knowing how much of a softie he is for his class, it makes sense he looks both crushed and even more driven to help after hearing Izuku’s emotional begging at the end.
"So uh, that's what Deku said." Bakugo takes his phone back once the recording ends and puts it away. He coughs and rubs at his suspiciously damp eyes.
Shinso takes a deep breath to refocus. As worried as he once again is hearing that, he knows he has to dwell on it later .
“…Midnight and Eri are both being experimented on.” Bakugo says quietly. “Deku is likely in the middle of it all. Overhaul freely spoke to him about it and Eri was clinging to him.”
“From the voicemail," Shinso grimaces as the sound of Izuku’s pleas repeats in his head, "what Bakugo’s said about Deku, and the fact the two are being experimented on… we think it has to do with their quirks.”
Aizawa’s expression makes him seem almost relieved to have a subject to change to. "Do we have any idea of Eri's quirk?"
"As far as we can guess, no." Bakugo skates his head. "I don't think Deku left any hints either."
“Yeah, we have nothing in that area.” Shinso says, nodding at Bakugo to try and signify that Izuku never said anything to him either. “Whatever it is, it’s strong enough for Overhaul to want it and can somehow mix with Midnight's.”
"Hmm, that will cause issues for everyone." Aizawa says. "Overhaul is the biggest dealer of Trigger, if that gets mixed with Midnight's quirk it could gas a city block in seconds."
“That’s possible, but…” Shinso frowns, finding it a bit hard to believe. Maybe that would cause chaos, but that doesn’t sound right. What would he really gain from that? And why would he need Eri for that drug? For some reason, Shinso is worried there's something more than just Trigger.
"Whatever his plan, this will help the investigation find him." Aizawa says.
“Yeah..” Shinso nods. “Hopefully soon.” The longer they're gone, the longer the three of them suffer.
"Luckily, the work studies are coming up again and will be required by at least the upperclassmen." Aizawa says. "Third year students will be on alert for any signs of Overhaul and his men. Your class will also be on work studies soon, but the first years will be the last ones getting brought on, especially without your Provisional Hero Licenses. Make sure to pick good heroes to work with and not just ones that you think will help find Midoriya and the others."
Shinso nods. Hopefully Izuku can use that to his advantage somehow? Everyone’s on high alert now, this could be good.
"We'll be smart, sensei." Bakugo nods.
"Good." Aizawa says, wrapping up his notes. "Unless you have more to say, it's time to head back to the dorms for dinner. I also have to go back to make sure no one burned it down while I was gone."
“I have nothing else.” Shinso says. “And, knowing this class, it’s probably burned to the ground by now.”
" Kami I hope not. " Aizawa sighs out, with feeling .
“It would barely reach the leaderboard of ‘worst things class 1-A has done or been a part of’.” Bakugo points out, the other teen nodding in agreement.
"It's still paperwork and fire." Aizawa says, getting up to shoo them out. "I already have enough of that."
Shinso shrugs and stands to walk out with Bakugo, glad they managed to give their statements without any issues. Trying to work around a suspicious Aizawa wouldn’t be easy.
"Head on back first." Aizawa says, locking his office. "I have to talk to Nedzu to get this to a detective. If the dorms are still standing when I get back, you two get extra dessert or coffee from a cafe."
“Oh f- heck yeah!” Not having the energy to run but very willing to accept the bribe and a way out of this talk, Shinso speedwalks away from the two of them, not waiting for Bakugo since he’ll catch up quickly anyways.
"Is that supposed to be running , Eyebags?" Bakugo calls with a huff as he leaves Aizawa's office after him.
“Nope. Never said it was, either.” Shinso calls back.
"I'm not risking desert for your slow ass!" Bakugo yells, suddenly behind Shinso and scooping him up like a sack of potatoes and running.
Shinso lets out a surprised yelp before glaring at Bakugo and half heartedly swatting at his face. “You could have just told me to run!”
"You're built like a twig." Bakugo grouches, adjusting his hold to be more bridal carry. "If you weren't tall this would be easier. Shrink or something!"
“No, it inconveniences you.” Shinso grumbles. “Besides, you're taller than Izuku , but he had no issue carrying me, so suffer.”
"I don't want your gay longing as I'm carrying you!" Bakugo growls. He easily carries Shinso despite his complaints in the direction of the dorms.
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Aizawa just sighs and heads to Nedzu's office to give an update on everything. Hopefully the bribe of free food and coffee to teenagers is enough to keep the dorm standing until he gets back.
Notes:
Tamer chapter this week, thought you all could use the break considering… everything last chapter was. I hope this gives more insight into Hellfire’s motives and how Class 1-A is feeling.
Anyways, I hope everyone had a happy Easter! I am tempted to draw Night Rabbit as the Easter bunny because I think that’s silly.
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Chapter 21: One Last Conversation
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Things are almost ready.
Izuku has memorized all the different patrol routes that members of Nighteye’s agency usually, or could potentially, take along with a mental list of who is a part of it. Mirio is who he’s hoping to run into, but he won’t be picky. Any one of them would take Eri once they learn of what the Yakuza’s plan with her is.
Now he just needs permission to leave again, which means he needs to give Overhaul information on Midnight's quirk.
…
He hopes she’s doing okay.
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Midnight is not doing okay.
She didn’t know what to expect when she got forced into a wheelchair and taken out to a lab, but being ripped apart in sections and then put back together was not it!
Ever since she was a kid, she hated her quirks' side effects when in regards to sedatives. Hospital visits weren’t ever very fun. But now she hates it even more because she has to feel everything Overhaul’s quirk does. They took her apart several times to learn whatever it is they are after.
Somehow, the terrible situation only gets worse and worse. During her visit to the lab, she was able to see child sized equipment in a storage room when a lab tech opened it for something. There is only one child here that she knows of.
The likelihood that Eri has gone through that same suffering before is high, and now it makes much more sense why Rabbit has a protectiveness for children and is fighting to get Eri to safety. She originally had hoped it was just because no place run by criminals is safe for a little girl, but unfortunately it's likely much worse. She knew it likely would be, but that doesn’t make her feel any worse about it.
Ironically enough, knowing that Rabbit seems to be protecting Eri is comforting. She never thought she’d say that, but it's true. He was very careful with her, both physically and with her emotions, when they came to visit. Eri had shown no signs of fear towards him and actively chose to be close to him.
It’s relieving, if nothing else. She can’t stop worrying about that little girl, this is a place with human experimentations and Overhaul taking people apart. She’d be a fool to not worry on principle. But it does slightly alleviate her worry that she is only going through one kind of suffering.
Her worry session seems to be cut short today as the door, unfortunately, opens once again.
“Knock knock.”
That voice, however, Midnight is able to recognize. It’s not one of the lab techs, It’s Rabbit.
Said villain walks into the room, notebook in hand but nothing else.
“Hey Rabbit, coming alone to visit lil old me?” Midnight coos weakly. She’s a little sad to not see Eri again, but kind of glad at the same time. The girl shouldn’t have to see a hero she likes in such a state.
Rabbit nods. “Eri was very pouty when she heard I was coming back here, but unfortunately, this visit is work related.” The villain sighs. “Not lab testing though. That's not a part of my job description.”
“ Oh thank Kami .” Midnight sighs as she relaxes against her cot. “The labs suck .”
“I know. Having parts of your body ripped apart and put back together isn’t exactly a pleasant experience.” Rabbit says bitterly, shaking his head. “You don’t have to worry about the labs, not today at least. I need to do my job here before they’ll continue.”
Midnight will store the fact that Overhaul has used his quirk on Rabbit before in her little mental list of reasons Rabbit might not be all he seems. “And what would your job be?” She asks instead.
“I’m the analyst.” Rabbit raises the notebook in his hands slightly. She can vaguely read the cover says ‘ Rabbit, Hero Analysis: Book 5 ’. “During missions I’ll analyze a hero’s quirk and examine their weaknesses. I also occasionally give some of the other members here advice on how to use their own quirk better.”
“Ah, that’s how-” Midnight has to stop herself from saying ‘so many heroes’ and settles on, “-Hawks got taken down so quickly.”
If Rabbit is here against his will, doing things for Overhaul in an attempt to keep Eri safe, being reminded of his crimes likely isn’t going to help.
“That, and the support weapons I’ve designed.” Rabbit begins tapping the book in his hands, his normally toxic green eyes suddenly lighting up with more genuine excitement. The coldness or intense gaze normally seen in photos isn’t as noticeable.
“I don’t have a quirk, so I have to rely on my own strength and weapons instead. I’ve made a couple that I carry with me at all times. The taser I used on Hawks is one of them!” Rabbit explains with pride.
“You tazed Hawks!?” Midnight gasps, sitting up from the cot. “The HPSC didn’t say how you took him down, just that you did !”
“Huh, I’m surprised the public hadn’t been told, but yes!” Rabbit perks up. “That was a special taser though, designed and modified by me after looking at heroes with electricity quirks.”
“I noticed that a ton of heroes with electricity quirks have the capability to stun their opponents, even momentarily. This usually happens unintentionally, but there are a few who actually utilize this! They rely on stunning their opponents to capture them, rather than to cause pain or death. Usually this means increasing the voltage and avoiding more vital parts of the body. Tasers already have high voltages, but by raising it just a bit higher, all I had to do was be careful about where I was using it to avoid the attack being a death sentence.” Rabbit rambles on as he paces the small space. “The higher voltage and a few other slight tweaks made the effects of being tased last longer and even affect some quirks for the same amount of time.”
"How did you affect his quirk?" Midnight asks, trying to keep up with his rambling. "He's been paralyzed before and could still use his feathers."
“Ah…" Rabbit stops pacing suddenly, the excitement leaving his eyes. "That was something Overhaul insisted I add to the taser.” He glances to the door momentarily before looking back at Midnight.
“A while ago, Overhaul had been working on creating bullets to destroy quirks. By the time he had paused that project, he managed to get quirks to be temporarily disabled. He wanted me to have what made up the bullets in some of my weapons.” Rabbit does not seem as happy sharing these facts as much as the others.
Midnight’s eyes widened. “What… What stopped his plans?” She can’t help but be worried what could draw a villain away from such a terrifying plan.
Rabbit pauses. “I did.” He says. “For a while, at least. The hero deaths were the main priority to Overhaul. He paused the quirk destroying project to focus on me, and turning me into ‘Night Rabbit’.”
"...You don't sound happy about that." Midnight says softly.
Rabbit looks down at the books in his hands. “...I’m not. But stopping that project was my priority, if that meant killing heroes, so be it.”
Midnight gives them a sad look. "Does this have to do with the kid-sized things I saw in the lab?”
Rabbit nods.
“She’s been getting better .” Rabbit says softly. “When I first met her a year ago, she was so… scared of everything. It makes sense, considering everything she’s been through. But ever since the project was put on hold, she was happier, not as on edge.”
Midnight feels her heart ache hearing how upset Rabbit sounds. “And now?”
"..." Rabbit simply shakes his head. “They tortured a little girl for bullets. I distracted them as long as I could, but bringing you here... Overhaul has started the project back up again.” He explains quietly.
“Sorry.” Midnight says. She knows it's not her fault she is here, but she’s being used to continue to hurt a little girl and can’t do anything about it. ‘Sorry’ is all she can really say.
“You’re a victim here too, a victim of my crimes . You have no reason to apologize to me.” Rabbit huffs. “Besides, with your help, I’m getting closer to getting her out. I wouldn't be able to without you .”
“This isn’t my first kidnapping, Rabbit.” Midnight crosses her arms as she leans back against the wall this time. “You’re just the first one who was forced to, rather than choosing to. I’d help get that little girl out anyway I can if I could, and you too for that matter.”
“Getting me out is pointless.” It sounds like Rabbit’s attempting to be stern, but it comes out more… defeated? Like he’s already accepted that escape is impossible for him. “It’s too late for me. I just need Eri to be safe, that's all that matters.”
“Why is it too late for you, hu-?” Midnight has to stop herself from using a nickname that she normally would for her students. hun. She isn’t sure why Rabbit reminds her of them.
“The quirkless aren’t given a chance at a future. Most of us die in our teenage years, especially ones that committed crimes, even if it was because we needed to. I’m already considered a high tier villain who killed heroes.” Looking carefully, Midnight can see the villain's hands tremble. “The commission wants me locked up or dead, so does the public.”
Midnight frowns, but she knows the statistics, she knows he’s right, and she can’t do anything about it.
…But she knows who can .
“Nedzu.” Midnight says suddenly, startling Rabbit. “Nedzu might appear ‘human’ in his actions, but he is still an animal in the end. He doesn’t have the same level of care for killing as we do. Animals do it all the time for all kinds of reasons, and this isn’t any different from an animal being trained to kill and hunt. You’re also incredibly smart, and he loves doing anything that annoys the commission.”
Rabbit stares at Midnight, surprised. “Nedzu…” He repeats, hesitating for a moment. “I'll… consider it all later. I need to focus on Eri.”
“Of course.” Midnight nods. “Just don’t forget the option is there, hun.”
“Right.” Rabbit sighs. “Anyways.. Overhaul wants me to shake information on your quirk out of you to help speed up understanding of it. I’ve already researched from online sources, but I am still required to talk to you in person. Once I do that, I’ll have permission to go outside again and finish helping Eri.”
“Not much to tell.” Midnight huffs. “Unlike most quirks, R-rated quirks have mandatory analysts that report everything about it publicly, it's pretty easy to find if you look. Lawsuits and such things are harder for villains to demand if they try to say our quirks do things they don't. It's annoying for a lot of reasons, but the analysts they hire for it are always so sexist and quirkiest."
She makes a point to look at Rabbit’s shoes at the last part. As a quirkless person who works as an analyst, Rabbit would likely know how often it is that other analysts downplay or lie about quirks they don’t like to make them seem lesser . Like how people argue that a quirkless person can’t even do half of what Rabbit does. His existence has been causing a stir in the public since the beginning since he is openly quirkless and powerful.
“ Gross .” Rabbit grumbles. “I did see that when researching online, but I had to check with you. I can’t imagine having your quirk information out there is helpful in situations other than false reports.”
"It's not." Midnight sighs. "Surprisingly great way to meet ace villains though. I got many of them in programs after their arrests to leave villainy behind. A lot of queer villains are in it because people suck."
Rabbit tilts his head. “Rehabilitation programs? Or something different?”
"Villain rehabilitation is mandatory by the HPSC after jail time, but I, personally, get them into the same help programs I run and sponsor to build up a new life." Midnight says.
“Oh, how interesting.” Rabbit says. “And helpful. Rehabilitated villains often are forced to revert back to villainy as a means of survival. HPSC run programs only give them the bare minimum tools to rehabilitate, not to survive.”
"It's a garbage system." Midnight agrees. "People get stuck in the cycle of villainy and often make new heroes when they get more and more desperate."
"The Commission doesn't care, that's why the system is the way it is." Rabbit grumbles. "The public shouldn't have to rely on the charity of others when the Commission could do it themselves."
"That wouldn't work for them." Midnight huffs. "Can't have heroes without villains."
“But that's so stupid .” Rabbit snaps. “The point of heroes isn’t fame or money or defeating villains, it’s saving people ! So many more lives could be spared if repeat villains weren’t forced into that cycle.”
Rabbit seems genuinely angry in a way people haven’t really seen before. He barely talks during his fights, but even when he does, he doesn’t seem truly angry the way he is now.
This seems personal.
“Has… someone not saved you before?” Midnight asks carefully.
“...You ask a lot of questions.” Rabbit huffs, but he doesn’t seem anymore upset, so she keeps pushing.
"I need to when trying to understand someone. You came here for questions too." Midnight points out.
“Yeah, but that’s because it’s my job.” Rabbit rolls his eyes. “But yes… you could say that.”
Midnight hums in understanding and nods. “I’ve had people not save me too.”
Rabbit stares at Midnight for a moment before letting out a shaky sigh, a new resolve coming over him.
“...There were many things, though I’m sure you could have guessed that.” The villain carefully watches Midnight's reactions. “But I would say that getting kidnapped at 14, and then being yelled at and dismissed when I tried to call for help was probably the worst part.”
"People ignored you?" Midnight asks, looking horrified.
“A person . I was in a very bad state at the time, not just from the kidnapping, but from things that happened days before as well.” The bitterness and resentment in Rabbit’s voice is clear, but there are hints of just sadness. “I suppose it makes sense why it was so easy for Overhaul to convince me to not call for help after that. My resolve was already so weak, but being yelled at when I even said it was an emergency… It was the breaking point.”
"Oh hun..." Midnight mumbles with a frown.
Rabbits silent for a moment before looking down, his hand reaching up to rub his eyes through his mask. Then, “I find it funny how the public thinks I'm 30.” Suddenly, Rabbit lifts the hood and takes off his mask. “I tend to forget my real age sometimes.”
Midnight gasps, taking in his young features and how he holds himself. …He looks as young as some of the first years in UA, just more tired and forced to mature quicker. His hair is down to his shoulders and messy, his skin looks pale, heavy bags are under his eyes.
And his eyes… The dull exhaustion is entirely the opposite of the normally intense gaze heroes encounter.
Midnight's voice wavers with worry. "How... How long have you been here?"
“A little over a year,” The kid- the child - says. “I was kidnapped at 14 but turned 15 shortly after. I’ve been here, taking care of Eri, ever since.”
"You're the same age as my students." Midnight mumbles.
“Yeah.” The kid looks down. “My name is Izuku Midoriya. You know the kid who ignored me when I called for help, Katsuki Bakugo.”
"Bakugo?" Midnight blinks in surprise before realizing something. "You're the kid he always talks about.."
“..I’ve noticed that he seems to care a lot more than when I knew him. It wasn’t something I was expecting.” Izuku admits.
“People often don't realize the kind of person they were until it's too late." Midnight says sadly, knowing far too many cases like that. “It didn't help that your middle school was almost classified as a quirk supremacist camp. It got shut down over summer and all its camera recordings taken in, even the deleted ones, for your missing person's case. All Twilight and Underground heroes heard of it."
The kid's expression twists to a look of discomfort before his eyes glance down at his red shoes.
“Midnight… Could you do me a favor?” The kid asks.
"What's that, hun?" Midnight asks.
“When you get out of here, could you tell.. Kacchan… that I don’t hate him? It still hurts, I’m still upset, but… I don’t hate him.” The boy, Izuku, looks up to meet Midnight's eyes. “I want him to reach his goals in heroism. Whether that’s being the number one, or something else. Please tell him that for me.”
"...I will, kiddo." Midnight nods at him, promising. "Only if you make a deal with me."
Izuku’s eyes light up slightly at her willingness to agree. “Which is?”
"You make an effort to get out too, so you can tell him yourself." Midnight says
"I…" Izuku hesitates. “I can try.” He says softly.
"Trying is all I ask for." Midnight nods.
"Trying is all I can offer." Izuku shrugs, putting his mask back on.
“Thank you, Midnight," Rabbit says, "and I'm sorry for what's going to happen to you.”
Notes:
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Chapter 22: “I Had To Save You”
Notes:
TW’s: Implied/referenced body horror, Implied/referenced torture, (nothing in any detail that would be triggering, but here’s the warning to prepare) and Dissociation
One more week....
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Chapter Text
Izuku was right.
He won’t ever be ready.
Never.
But he doesn’t really have a choice, does he? Overhaul has raised his ban on going out…
It’s really now or never, isn’t it?
The week is almost up, Midnight has gone back to the lab multiple times and said the kid sized stuff has been taken back out.
He can’t make up anymore delays. He needs to get Eri out now. Overhaul is gone for the morning, how long Izuku doesn’t know, but he said he had a rival gang to deal with so it could mean hours or a full day.
Either way, the perfect time is now.
After getting Eri fed and doing her hair, he takes a deep breath and speaks.
“Eri, put on your favorite outfit and put some clothes and toys in the bag Rappa got you. Okay?” Izuku manages to say.
“My bag?” Eri tilts her head but gets up to find them anyway. “Are we going to the garden?"
“No.” Izuku walks over to grab his Night Rabbit outfit. “You- we’re leaving, for good.” He hates lying to her, more than anything, but he knows she won’t leave unless she truly believes he’s going too.
“Leaving?” Eri has her bag, a cute white unicorn design with a little rainbow tail, half open, when she pauses to look at Izuku.
“Mhm.” Izuku’s shakily smiles at her, tugging on his jacket. “I have a plan to get us out, it should work. It should keep us safe.”
"...Okay." Eri nods and goes to get her clothes and, presumably, her favorite things.
She takes the outfits Izuku bought for her, a book about a long haired princess and a silver one with ice powers, the pretty red feathers Izuku brought back, and little things Rappa would sneak her when Izuku was out working. She puts her mini Rabbit hoodie on, along with the necklace she got for Christmas.
She also gets under her bed for her coloring book and pictures Rappa took of her and her Izuku during their happier moments. He has to look away when he notices that.
While Eri is collecting her things, Izuku finishes putting on his hoodie and prepares one of his bags. He has multiple for different purposes and missions, but his bigger ones are usually for longer missions. He takes one of those and empties out each pocket to make room.
He has to hide his usual gear around the room to not make it obvious that he dumped everything out, to make it seem like nothing is out of place. Anyone who knows what his room looks like will notice things are off, but since no one questions him at this point, it’s his best bet.
No one should be in his room anyways.
When Izuku looks back at his little sister, he sees her holding onto her bunny plus as she looks at the secret door that hides the trophies of the fallen heroes.
Izuku, now in his Night Rabbit outfit sans the mask, walks over and gently pats Eri’s head. “Don’t worry… Rappa will take care of what we leave behind.” He says softly. “Do you have everything?”
Eri nods and hugs her plushie close to her chest.
“Alright,” Izuku sighs and leads her over to the bag on his bed. “It’s going to be a bit uncomfortable, I’m sorry, but you shouldn’t have to be in here for long. All I’m asking is that you try to not make a sound until I open the bag and tell you it’s safe, okay?”
"O-okay." Eri hugs her plushie tighter and nods.
Izuku smiles and gently scoops her up. He places a kiss on her forehead before he carefully places her in the bag. He zips it up, leaving a small bit open for light and airflow. “Is this okay?” He asks.
"Mhm." He can hear her quiet voice wavering. His heart aches at her fear, but he understands.
Izuku’s scared too, but he needs to get her out. He needs to be Night Rabbit , to focus on getting Eri out no matter the cost.
“Good.” Izuku carefully puts on the bag and takes a deep breath. “Quiet now, we’re on the move.”
With his energy fueled by pure anxiety and fear and regret and relief and so many other emotions, Izuku pulls on the hood and mask, hoping Night Rabbit will help muffle those emotions.
In a way, he does.
Rabbit begins walking, not at all ready, but the consolation of not chickening out helps.
Rabbit passes by several lower members as he goes to his usual exit to the compound. None suspect anything. He gets a few bows as normal, and the lower levels that are more comfortable with him even wish him a good morning.
Eri is as quiet as a mouse in his bag, not even moving as he walks.
They aren’t stopped, they aren’t questioned
Like predicted, Rabbit is able to step outside the compound walls without anyone even stopping him. It’s almost laughable how easy it was, but this is only the first step in getting Eri safe.
He doesn’t stop walking after he smuggles Eri out, and instead picks up the pace. He wants to get far enough away from the compound and closer towards the routes he memorized before letting her out, just in case.
The city is busy tonight, heroes have been on high alert to find the LoV members that got away and have upped patrols for the next month at least. This is a good thing for finding Mirio, but horrible for sneaking around all of the heroes and sidekicks trying to make a name for themselves.
The entire walk, zero only ever makes the occasional sound as she peeks through the small opening of the bag. Rabbit hadn’t thought about how this is the first time the bunny’s left the compound in years. It being her first trip out must make it hard to suppress all of her reactions.
Eventually, Rabbit makes it a good distance away from the compound and towards Nighteye Agency patrol areas. He makes sure no heroes are too close before stopping and placing the bag on the ground.
“It should be safe now, bunny.” Rabbit says softly as he opens back up the bag. Eri makes a sound of interest as she looks around while stepping out of the bag. It may not be much, but it's still new to her.
“Stick close to me, okay?” We have to keep moving, but you shouldn’t have to walk for too long.” Rabbit helps Eri out of the bag and into her feet. “But if you do start to get tired, tell me.” He puts his bag back on and offers her a gloved-clawed hand.
“Okay.” Eri takes his hand without fear and hugs her plus bunny with the other. Her mini Rabbit hood is up so her hair and face is pretty well hidden. Her red feathers are fluttering around her, but don’t do anything more than that so Rabbit leaves them be. He wouldn't be surprised if Hawks is out tonight.
Rabbit continues walking, making sure Eri stays a bit behind him so he can check for heroes. His goal is anyone from Nighteye’s agency, but preferably the UA third year.
Just look for blond. Blond and weirdly smiley all the time. That’s not that hard.
“ Nii-San, ” Eri whispers as she points somewhere. “ Is that the boy you’re mumbling about? ”
“Hm?” Rabbit quickly looks over to where Eri is pointing, turning on his voice changer by instinct.
There, down the street, is a tall and blond hero with 1,000,000 across his chest on his white and gold uniform. He is smiling at some people he passes and just seems happy to be here.
Thankfully, there’s an ally not far from him that he can corner him at.
“That’s him.” Rabbit mumbles. “Stay behind me for now.”
This is it.
With Eri now behind him, Rabbit speed-walks with the girl, purposefully making his footsteps audible as he gets closer and closer to Mirio, stalking down the alley. Now closer, Rabbit hopes the sound will get the kid’s attention.
The young hero glances back at the alley but jerks back as he does a double take. His smile becomes strained as he stops to turn and look at Rabbit. He has a loose stance in case Rabbit goes to attack as he checks their surroundings for any civilians that could get caught up in this.
“Well.. this is a surprise.” Mirio says, voice tense.
“Perhaps for you.” Rabbit makes no move to get closer or even get into a defensive position as he stands in the shadows. He’s confident in his plan. “I knew you’d be around here somewhere.”
“Oh?” This doesn’t help the young hero’s nerves. “Looking for me for a reason?”
“Yes.” Rabbit gently urges Eri to show herself by tugging on her hand, who shyly shuffles out from behind him. “You were willing to help a kohai before, so I’m asking for your help once again.”
“Kohai?” The young hero blinks in confusion before he gasps quietly seeing Eri. He looks between the shy child and Rabbit until it clicks seeing Rabbit’s hair thanks to the lights of a passing car.
“The boy from the festival!” Mirio exclaims, but luckily keeps quietly to not grab unwanted attention.
“You have a good memory.” Rabbit nods. “Yes, that was me.”
“You… you’re Rabbit !?” Mirio looks around before showing them further into the alley so he can join them. “What is going on? When did you have a kid?”
“This is Eri, my little sister.” Rabbit says. “…For a while, I was keeping her relatively safe with us- with the Yakuza, but… that is no longer the case.” He looks down at Eri, thankful that things seem to be going well so far.
“Yakuza…” Mirio’s eyes go wide. “ Overhaul… that’s why your dad looked familiar!”
Rabbit lets go of the girl's hand and instead gently pets over her hair. He can see her curiously peering up at Mirio. The red feathers lightly pat her cheek to help keep her calm, it helps like in the compound.
Rabbit takes a deep breath. “He was using Eri… he used his quirk over and over again on her to try and create quirk destroying bullets with her body.”
A horrified expression crosses over Mirio’s face. “W-what?”
Rabbit nods in understanding at Mirio’s expression. “It’s Eri’s quirk. It has the ability to rewind things to a previous state. He wants to use hers and Midnight's quirks to create a quirk destroying gas . It could devastate thousands if used in a crowd.”
Rabbit takes off his hood to look at Mirio, properly, face to face, as equals. “So you understand why I’m here before you now, with her by my side, correct?”
“You want her taken in for safety, and you want me instead of The Commission because UA is safer.” Mirio concludes. “Are you asking for asylum too?"
Rabbit can’t bare to even glance down in Eri’s direction. He doesn’t have the ability to look her in the eyes.
“Someone has to distract Overhaul, to make sure he doesn’t go after her immediately, or at least keep him from being as desperate. Both of us there isn’t smart.” Rabbit sighs. “So no… I’m not.”
Eri quickly looks up at him. “Nii-San, you’re not coming with me?” She asks in a quiet, confused voice.
As if understanding, Mirio frowns and nods to Rabbit, stepping back to the mouth of the alley so they can talk with at least a little mock privacy.
Rabbit sighs as he crouches down next to his sister. “I’m sorry, bun.” He says softly. “But if we both go, then Overhaul will rush to find us. If I stay, there will be more time for the heroes to figure out a plan for protecting you.”
He lets his hand slide down to cup the girl’s cheek, wanting nothing more than for her to understand.
He would never leave her side if he truly had a choice.
“But… he’ll be mad .” Eri whispers in a heartbreakingly fearful voice. “My caretakers never came back when he was mad.”
“I know. I’m expecting he’ll be mad.” Rabbit gently caresses her cheek to comfort her, some of the feathers do the same on the other side. “But without you, that means he needs me . No matter how angry he is, he won’t make me disappear. I’ll still be here.”
That’s the hope.
However, he also could just die the moment Overhaul realizes what has happened. But he’d never admit such a cruel thing to her.
He hid the hero's deaths from her, and if he has to, he’ll hide his own as well.
Eri’s eyes begin to gather tears in them, somehow her gaze is full of innocence yet so much fear at the same time. This poor girl has gone through hell, she knows too much, more than a child her age ever should have.
As she nuzzles into his hand, she asks, “Will… w-will I ever see you again?”
“I hope so.” Rabbit lets go of her cheek and instead pulls her into a tight, gentle, firm, loving hug.
He refuses to let the strength of being Night Rabbit drop, he refuses to acknowledge just how heartbroken he is too. He can’t let go of his strength, of his control.
He won’t break in front of Eri. Izuku hasn’t before, and Rabbit won’t let that stop now.
“I love you. Don’t ever forget that, okay Bun? I love you, and all I am hoping for is that you’re happy and safe.” Rabbit mumbles softly.
“I love you t-too, Nii-San.” Eri says into his neck as she hugs as tightly as her little arms can.
Rabbit doesn't want to let go. He doesn’t want this moment to end.
But all good things must, don’t they? Everything ends eventually.
The peace, the safety, it was never meant to last. Eri was always in danger the longer he played make believe. She always deserved so much more, and now, she’ll get that.
Rabbit will smile proudly knowing he’s helped her walk through the pain, blood, and heartache. He’ll watch her for those last few precious moments with nothing but joy and relief when she takes her first few steps out of the darkness.
He’ll never regret helping her.
He just wishes he wasn’t stained red having to do it. He just wishes he could walk on this path with her, and keep her safe, just like always.
But he can’t.
It’s over.
Rabbit lets go of Eri, roughly wiping his damp eyes. He puts his mask back on and now, no longer holding Eri’s hand, leads her back over to the young hero who will save her.
Mirio looks back, and it means so much that he had his back to Rabbit at all, and gives them a softer version of his smile.
"Time to go?" Mirio asks softly.
“Yes.” Rabbit takes a deep breath and takes out a few folded papers from his bag's outer pocket.
“Eri’s quirk is currently uncontrollable and spontaneous, so if her quirk ends up activating, what to do is on this paper.” Rabbit explains. “The first line of action is the Erasure hero, but there’s more options if he isn’t available. And this..”
Rabbit grips onto the next paper a bit harder, but still offers it to the young hero. “This is the location of Pro Hero: Midnight. She won’t be in grave danger with Eri gone, but it would be best to get her out as soon as possible.”
"You're giving me the base?" Mirio asks in surprise.
“Most, if not all, of the important Yakuza members will be able to evacuate before any arrests are made.” Rabbit huffs. “There are other hideouts for them, the whereabouts I am unsure of. This will likely only be useful for saving Midnight. You can consider it a token of gratitude, for you, and for her.”
“You’re risking-…” Mirio glances at Eri before looking back at the papers. “-..a lot.” He’s careful not to say the full truth with Eri here, like a good hero should.
Rabbit sighs. “I know. I’m already risking a lot like this. I’ve accepted that.”
He’s resigned to his fate. He knew a day like this would come a year ago, he’s sure, but…
He doesn’t feel nearly as scared as before.
If he dies, at least he can rest, right?
He’ll be free from his fight for the right to breathe, let alone live.
He’ll be free from his eternal exhaustion.
“…” Mirio stares at him, searching for… something, before he nods with a reluctant sigh. “I understand. I’ll get Eri somewhere safe and we’ll come for Midnight as soon as we can.” He says as he takes the papers.
Rabbit nods. He looks down at Eri and pats her head one last time.
“Be good, okay Eri? You don’t need to be scared, the heroes will protect you.” Rabbit promises.
“O-okay.” Eri sniffs and hugs her plush. “I’ll be good and brave for Nii-San.”
“I know you will. You’re such a brave girl.” Rabbit says gently. “…Goodbye, Eri.”
He pushes every emotion he can and could possibly feel down as he turns around.
He can hear Eri crying and Mirio moving to quietly comfort her, but he tunes it out.
He walks away without looking back.
He knows if he looks back, Night Rabbit will shatter.
He walks until he’s sure he’s far enough away. Only then does he allow himself a few moments to breathe.
…
When alone, Rabbit remembers something important. He pulls out his phone and opens Hitoshi’s contact information.
Just one more bridge to burn before it’s all over. But he can’t bare to just delete any trace of him, not without an explanation.
GreenBunny: I never thought I would have someone like you in my life. Someone gentle and kind and loving… I don’t and never will deserve you.
GreenBunny: You were a wonderful experience. You kept me together without even knowing it. I’ll cherish every moment we’ve ever spent together, every word we shared, I’ll hold it and you so near and dear to my heart.
GreenBunny: You're so very important to me, so it’s important that I keep my promise as well. You have every right to be angry or hate me, but please at least understand that your safety is more important than feelings I never deserved in the first place.
GreenBunny: Goodbye, Hitoshi. Become the hero you desire. I wish you the best.
Rabbit's heart lurches as he sees words almost immediately appear on the screen.
Purple Cat: …[ Typing ]
He grits his teeth and clicks a few buttons.
[Block ‘Purple Cat’?]
[ Yes ]
Rabbit doesn’t give Hitoshi any chance to respond, and doesn’t give himself a chance to wait to see what he’ll say. He doesn’t think he could handle a response.
With that done, it was time to wipe the phone. All pictures, messages, and even Hitoshi’s number are deleted before he takes out the sim card and snaps it, just to be safe.
He then throws the two halves deep down the alley, watching them bounce on the pavement for a bit until they are still.
Rabbit is unsure of how well Overhaul’s quirk works on electronics and saved data, but he can’t risk it. He can’t risk Hitoshi .
…
The walk back to the compound feels like hell.
Rabbit’s not allowed to just blindly stumble back, no, he has to be on guard for heroes patrolling, all while making his way back to his potential death and guaranteed punishment.
He feels sick the entire walk back into the compound.
It’s only a matter of time. If Overhaul hasn’t found out Eri is gone yet, he will be soon enough.
Things are… uncomfortably normal when Rabbit reaches the compound. He has greetings and bows as usual. Luckily no one ever really tries to actually talk to him as Rabbit, so the horrors of socialization are avoided. He even makes it to his room without seeing any high level members.
Which is weird for Rappa. He always pops up at least once a day to greet him.
It’s not until Rabbit enters his room and shuts the door behind him does he look at his bed and freeze up.
There, neatly stacked, is all of the things from his mission bag. He hid all of that before he left, it was all spread out, it shouldn’t be out in the open on his bed.
Rabbit can only make it a few steps inside his room before his body refuses to move entirely. The persona of Night Rabbit is the only thing keeping him from collapsing.
His heart beats out of his chest as he stares at the pile.
A part of him wants to move, to try and do something , maybe make a fruitless effort to try and run away, but he knows he can’t. He knows there’s no point, it’s a horrible idea.
It would put Eri in danger.
He can’t convince himself to do anything other than stand there, entirely frozen besides his body trembling in absolute horror.
It’s not until a low hum behind him that he realizes he isn’t alone in that room.
“Hmm, how odd you were out when there wasn’t a mission tonight and also were not given permission to leave.” Overhaul's quiet voice comes, the same tone he used when lower members mess up and aren’t seen again.
“It's also odd Eri isn’t here, don't you think? Not even Rappa knew where she was.” Overhaul hums again, he sounds closer. “But you’re things are here. They were a scattered mess but I cleaned that up for you. How nice , yes?”
Frozen in place, trembling, Rabbit doesn’t dare look behind him. He knew this would be the outcome, he was prepared, but the hopelessness of his fate doesn’t make it any less terrifying
He bites his tongue, wondering how many times he’ll have to do this in the future. Rabbit refuses to apologize, no matter how scared.
He isn’t sorry. He never will be. He’ll never regret saving her.
He can’t do anything as he bows his head and stares down at the cold, hard floor. He’s always known compliance like the back of his hand, and with no reason or will to fight back, he doesn’t say a word.
“Now, now, no need for the cold shoulder.” Overhaul chastises.
There is a slight tug on one of his hood’s ears, before it and his connected respirator mask are falling apart around him. They’re reduced to thin ribbons and particles by Overhaul’s quirk being used so close to his head.
“I would like an explanation, Izuku.” Overhaul says, that same gloved hand gently petting Izuku’s hair, getting the remains of his hood to fall out of his curls.
Izuku can’t look away from the bed, he can’t look at the villain behind him, and yet he can’t even force himself to close his eyes. His throat tightens in a way that makes it so hard to speak.
This must be it.
He wonders if he could have done more.
Or if no matter what he chose, he was always destined to suffer and die.
“I-I…” Izuku’s trembling only gets worse. He wonders how the hand that was once comforting only leaves him utterly terrified. Will that hand be the last thing he recognizes before he dies? “…I couldn’t… l-let her be h-hurt.”
“So you decided to hide her away, yet you came back? How interesting .” Overhaul says. Izuku’s heart races faster as he recognizes the man’s tone. It’s the same one he has when he finds something interesting in the labs. “Planning to take on her pain as your own?”
“D-didn’t have a… a plan after..” Izuku forces himself to say, tears falling without permission.
Really, besides the future raid from the heroes, he’s not lying. He has no clue what he’s doing. He never has.
He simply spent each day trying to get by, trying to be enough.
“Hmm.. I see.” Overhaul sighs, it sounds tired and still terribly fond as his hand moves to brush Izuku’s hair aside to hold the back of his neck. Overhaul’s quirk never really did work through hair well. “Sadly, I can’t let such a betrayal slide, seeing you as a… son or not.”
Izuku’s breath catches in his throat hearing that.
It’s not because of the impending punishment.
Overhaul… he’s never said that before.
He never really, truly, said he saw Izuku as a son. There was teasing during the moments he called the man ‘dad’, but never this .
At least he’ll die right by his fathers side.
He feels worse as he accepts his fate with the smallest of nods.
“Brave as always, Izuku.” Overhaul sighs again.
Izuku can feel the build up of Overhaul’s quirk, it stays by the man’s hand and then spreads from his neck down. Izuku makes an involuntary sound at the feeling.
"As for a punishment…" Overhaul says softly, right by Izuku's ear. "Let's see how fast a Rabbit you can be when you can't run ."
——
...Logically, he knows he’s not dead.
But his body feels so terribly light.
Silently, Izuku wonders if this is what death feels like.
He hears speaking, but none of the words make sense in his head. It’s a garbled mess of yelling, then nothing, then normal speaking.
Then, there’s gentle swaying as… something? Someone? Gently lifts him and carries him off to somewhere.
Izuku’s eyes are open, but he isn’t actually looking at anything. He’s just so tired and still trying to grapple with the fact that he’s alive.
He can recognize the blurry ceiling of the compound, and a bird mask above him. He doesn’t really take in this information though. It’s there, and he can tell it’s there, but his mind is too floaty to do anything with it.
Everything feels like nothing.
A vast void of nothingness.
They stop moving for a moment, what sounds like a door opens, and the moving continues for only a few seconds longer.
He enters a dark room now, and can hear what might be a gasp and a slightly louder voice. He can’t hear it well enough to figure out the words. It sounds feminine though, but the only person that could be is Midnight. Izuku was in his room last he remembered.
Izuku sluggishly turns his head to look over at the sound of a voice, only feeling a whisper of the emotions he normally would. If it’s her, he needs to know Midnight is still safe.
She’s there, standing behind the glass, and just as foggy as everything else is. But Izuku can make out a weirdly horrified expression on her face. Odd.
Not fully understanding, Izuku tries to lift his hand to wave, only to be hit with pain shooting down his body.
And then he feels so much pain everywhere, though it’s mostly gathered by his legs.
There is a gentle shushing and soon he is being set down carefully across from Midnight and her glass wall. Was he supposed to visit her today? More analysis?
Izuku can hardly think, let alone remember what he’s supposed to be discussing with Midnight. He tries to focus, to listen, maybe someone will explain what he’s supposed to do.
Midnight looks to be yelling at someone. Rappa? The bird mask looked like his, and he’s pretty sure there’s no one else in the room with them, and she doesn’t have a reason to yell at him … right?
Confused and silently wishing things would just make more sense, Iuzku takes a deep breath to try to speak. Moving hurts, but speaking might not be as hard. Maybe it will help him focus.
"Mid-" Izuku grimaces, feeling how hoarse and scratchy his throat is. Was he screaming? It hurts, but it's certainly not as bad as everything else. "Midnight...?"
The last thing he wants is for Midnight to be yelling at him, that would mean he messed up. But if he did something wrong, he wants to fix it, so he has to find out why she’s yelling.
Midnight jolts at his voice and quickly moves to the divider between them, dropping to her knees to be close to Izuku as her hands press on the glass. "Kid!"
Is she hurt? It doesn't seem like it, she looks about as bad as the other day.
"You.. okay?" Izuku quietly asks.
"Oh honey," Midnight covers her mouth and sobs. "I'm not the one hurt."
Izuku vaguely understands.
“It’s okay…” Izuku fights through the stinging, agonizing pain and reaches out one shaking hand to press up against the class. “I’m okay… I did it, Mi’night..”
Izuku's smile is so weak and faint, but it’s there. “She’s safe now.”
"That- that's great, hun." Midnight nods, still covering her mouth as her free hand goes to tough the glass where his is. "Do you know... how hurt you are right now? Can you focus for me?"
“I can..” Izuku tries to focus on the pain, tries to figure out where he’s hurt, to do what Midnight says.
He winces and screws his eyes shut.
Focusing on the pain is torture.
“E-everywhere.” Izuku chokes out. “My… my legs hurt so bad. Can't… can’t move them..” Trying to makes tears appear in his eyes, so he gives up on that quickly.
" Don't - don't try to, okay hun?" Midnight says, firm but still soft. Her voice reminds him of when Eri broke a cup, and Izuku didn't want her to get hurt by the glass. "Your legs... your legs are in pretty bad shape."
“Okay.” Izuku doesn’t question it. He doesn’t want to, nor does he even have the energy to try thinking more than he has to. “…I’m so tired..” He mumbles.
"I know, hun." Midnight looks up to Rappa. "Is he... safe to sleep?"
"Yeah." Rappa's voice is quiet, it's weird that he's so quiet. He would normally be loud and talk about fights or something. This is unusual for him. "Boss' quirk won't let him bleed out, despite how it looks."
“Oh, good.” Izuku sighs as he lets his hand fall back on the floor to get more comfortable. “Thanks Rappa.. you're the bestest..” He mumbles.
"..." Rappa sighs. He carefully lifts Izuku's head and puts some fabric under it as a pillow, it feels like a jacket. A big, soft jacket.
Izuku lets out a thankful hum as he relaxes into it. He can already feel the exhaustion taking over, and he’s unwilling to fight it. Midnight is safe, Eri is safe, so it’s okay. He can rest now, he can’t stop fighting.
Rappa gently pets Izuku's hair as he falls asleep, murmuring soft words to him as he drifts off. Maybe when he wakes up he'll remember to ask what happened to make them both so upset.
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Chapter 23: Everything, All at Once
Notes:
0 more weeks… it is time.
TW: Similar to last week, however the ‘Light Body Horror’ is described in more detail || Suicidal Ideation and all of those complexities (This will be slightly more prevalent as the story continues now, even if Izuku doesn’t realize thats what it is)
Take care of yourself, torture fictional characters
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Chapter Text
Izuku isn’t sure how much time has passed.
He doesn’t even fully recognize what's happening around him most of the time. He’s been utterly exhausted for too long, he doesn’t have it in himself to stay awake. He can kind of remember being woken up a few times to be fed and get cared for, so maybe even days have passed without him knowing.
He only truly comes back to himself, forcing himself to stay awake and be on guard, while hearing loud voices and banging coming from around the compound walls. They’re not close, but it's too loud for comfort.
Izuku weakly grumbles when he opens his eyes, the light too bright and the pain too excruciating. He stays still and keeps his eyes closed, trying to focus on the sounds instead.
He can hear Midnight pacing around her cell, which he focuses on instead as the noises get louder and louder. It’s not until an alarm that Izuku recognizes goes off that Izuku’s mind clears up enough to recognize what's happening. It’s the intruder alarm.
“Oh, good… they’re here.” He mumbles out. At least speaking doesn’t hurt as much anymore.
“Here?” Midnight asks. “Who’s here?”
“Heroes.” He croaks out. “Told Mirio where you are. You helped a lot so… I wanted to get you out too.”
“Oh, hun..” Midnight sadly murmurs, kneeling to be level with him. “They can save you too.”
“I don’t deserve that.” Izuku mumbles, forcing his eyes open. “Besides, being saved means continuing to fight to survive. In here, or out… It's what I’ve always done. I can’t do that. Not anymore.” He doesn’t have to think, the words come straight from the bottom of his very soul, from pure emotion and instinct. When has fighting done anything other than bring him pain?
“W-what about Eri?” Midnight asks, worry in her voice. “She’ll be sad if you give up now!”
“I don’t know,” Izuku responds. “She’ll be okay without me. She has heroes to help her, they’ll do more than I could.”
"She won't want those heroes, hun." Midnight says carefully. "She'll want her hero. You ."
Izuku looks away, unsure of what to say at that moment.
“All I want.. Is for her to be safe. Safe and happy.” Izuku mumbles. “Does she… really need me to be around longer for that?”
“She will.” Midnight says quickly, yet her voice is just as soft. “She’ll feel safer and happier with you.”
Izuku is silent for a moment longer. “Then… I can go on… just a little longer.”
"There we go," Midnight sighs in relief. "Keep going for her if you can't for yourself."
Izuku hums in understanding, looking back over at Midnight. The hero flashes him a soft smile, making him relax slightly. He can’t help but feel safe with her right beside him. The two stay where they are, waiting for the chaos to pass outside.
Hopefully the heroes will come to save Midnight soon.
Maybe he’ll finally be saved by them too.
The chaos gets louder and louder, until finally, the cell door bursts open. Midnight gasps and quickly stands up.
It’s not a hero on the other side.
Izuku grimaces hearing Overhaul and what sounds like his right hand, Chronostasis, entering the cell cursing. They don’t spare Midnight a glance as Overhaul lifts Izuku into a painful bridal carry. The bending of his knees feels painful, like muscles are acting in ways they shouldn't.
“Heroes are here, Izuku.” Overhaul says. “We’ve already lost Eri and soon the compound, I’m not letting them take you too.”
Izuku whimpers at being lifted up and hearing Overhaul’s voice, which only sounds more fearful as a hand runs through his hair. His eyes squeeze closed, and he only regretfully nods in response.
“Let go of him!” Midnight’s voice suddenly snaps at Overhaul. “Haven’t you done enough to him!?”
Izuku’s eyes open in surprise as he looks over to the hero through the glass. “Midnight…”
…He won’t get his freedom today
Midnight is the only Pro who knows he’s here, and she can’t do anything while trapped. But he’ll be forever grateful for the few people who did truly try to help. Midnight is one of them.
Overhaul doesn’t seem to agree. "The heroes had their chance and they failed , breaking his spirit." He sneers at Midnight under his mask. "I simply picked up the pieces to gain loyalty and an analyst. He is rightfully mine ." Overhaul growls at Midnight, heading to the door.
Izuku sees a look of horror cross over Midnight’s face before they begin moving. “He’s hurt and needs an actual doctor!” She yells, slamming her fists on the glass.
"I can fix him later." Overhaul huffs as they leave. The door is slammed shut on Midnight, who's still calling Izuku's name.
Izuku’s eyes close again as they move, just glad that Midnight will be spared from Overhaul’s wrath and saved.
But now, he’s back to square one.
He can’t move without debilitating pain. He feels every movement, every brush of his skin, even just fabric can be felt in excruciating levels. He’s not even sure what happened to cause the pain to still be here just as bad as before, it hasn’t gotten any better!! He can barely think like this, he can barely function. He just hugs himself as best he can as Overhaul leads him further and further away from safety.
He can feel air against his face as Overhaul and Chronostasis run. The two talk in sharp whispers to the other, though he can’t really make out a thing. Soon enough, the two are running towards the emergency exit garage, almost finally escaping from the loud fighting all around them.
It’s all going well for the Yakuza boss.
That is, until Overhaul stumbles, his feet stuck to the floor in the middle of running.
“ No! ” Overhaul’s hold on Izuku slips. The kid tries to reach out to grab him, but pain shoots down his arm the moment he makes the sharp movement, making him falter.
The man falls to his knees and Izuku falls out of his arms.
Pain shoots through his entire body as he crumples to the ground, Izuku crying out in pain. He trembles and tries to curl up, to hide, to move , however that movement makes his skin burn worse, like an endless raging fire setting him completely ablaze. He’s unable to do anything but cry and hide.
An endless stream of tears falling down his face makes everything blurry.
There's yelling coming from down the hall, likely heroes coming in to try and take down the Yakuza boss, but none are close enough yet to attack via close combat, except for the one fighting Chronostasis.
He can see movement from likely Overhaul, and suddenly parts of the ground are repurposed and turned into spikes to be sent at the heroes.
He must have broken whatever quirk held him down, cause moments after, Overhaul is rushing to his side. “Izuku!”
Izuku whimpers and flinches away from Overhaul’s looming hand.
He can’t deal with anymore pain.
He can’t deal with Overhaul trying to use his quirk , but there's nothing he can do.
He trembles and cries and hyperventilates as if he’d lose the right to breathe at any second, but in the end, there is nothing he can do.
He’s defenseless, he’s weak.
He hasn’t changed, he hasn’t gotten any stronger.
“Easy, Izuku, easy.” Overhaul says, reaching for him again. The kid tenses, but the hand simply pets his messed up curls. “I’m sorry for dropping you, I know it hurts right now."
Something heavy falls to the ground, and when Overhaul shifts to look back, Izuku can see Chronostasis go down.
Other Yakuza members... They’re likely here trying to defend Overhaul. He can still see figures fighting others. But there's some hero in all black that has a gray fabric wrapped tightly around Chronostasis.
Overhaul slaps his other hand down on the ground, but his quirk doesn’t work either.
“Damned heroes!” Overhaul growls.
Even with the Yakuza fighting, the heroes down the hall are approaching quickly. Chronostasis seems to realize this, and Izuku sees him pull something out-
Izuku’s eyes widen.
He covers his ears as a gunshot rings out and the yelling gets louder. He lets out a weak, quiet sob, helpless to try and protect himself, and being able to do nothing as heroes and fellow Yakuza are injured.
Overhaul is quick to send more spikes to separate them from the heroes as Chronostasis works to get himself free.
Izuku suddenly realizes how dangerous this is. He does his best to glance behind him. The exit is right there , but with how close the heroes are, it feels so far away. And the heroes are rapidly approaching, all determined to take down the Yakuza boss.
And likely, they’d want Night Rabbit arrested too.
Overhaul must know this too, he’s always been smarter than anyone else.
Izuku suddenly reaches out and grabs onto Overhaul’s sleeve, his hands trembling through the pain. “D-dad..” Comes his wavering voice. He’s looking at Overhaul, an endless stream of tears he thought he had control over falling. He peeks from behind the fear and danger, wanting to say something . “P-please..”
Anything he was going to say dies on his tongue as Overhaul stares at him with wide eyes. He isn’t sure what he was going to beg for, anyways.
“...” Overhaul curses and pulls his hand out of Izuku’s grasp, and instead it goes on the back of Izuku’s neck, just like before, while his other hand goes to his own neck. Izuku’s body completely freezes with horror. “I can’t take you like this, and I can’t heal you fast enough either. But I can leave you with something to show I will come back for you. ”
Izuku cries out as he feels the familiar burning sensation on his back, recognizing Overhaul’s quirk all too well as blood sprays everywhere from both their backs.
Overhaul’s voice is quiet, and yet so firm and full of promise. “Wherever the heroes take you, I will find you ."
“ Dad..! ”
Izuku still doesn’t know what he’s calling out for. He doesn’t know what he wants.
…No, he’s always known.
He wants it all to be over.
“ Goodbye, Izuku. ” Overhaul murmurs, barely loud enough for Izuku to hear, before he stands as Chronostasis runs back to his side. They don’t spare another second before they flee.
Is it over?
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The heroes start to get past the spikes and the henchmen used as cannon fodder. One of the first to get past is the shot hero, Eraserhead. He sees the villains getting away, but he shouts orders for the others to go after Overhaul instead, he’s not much help like this.
Besides, any good hero should put the life of a mangled looking child first. He can’t do much with his own hand pressed to the gunshot on his side, but he can at least try to offer comfort.
"Hey kid, can you hear me?" Eraserhead gently asks. "Where are you hurt?"
The injured child’s attention is taken by Eraserhead, but he doesn’t actually see him. His eyes are glazed over.
“Everywhere,” The child chokes out. “It hurts everywhere .”
“Okay, it'll be okay." Eraserhead says softly.
He looks over the child, but he doesn’t seem to be bleeding anymore, and every twitch seems to be causing the kid pain. Deciding it will be easier this way, he offers, “I can make you go to sleep so I can get you to a medic, okay? They can make it stop hurting."
“Please…” The boy sobs. “Yes please, please …” The poor kid looks like he can’t take much more of this. He looks just as exhausted as Eraserhead himself, maybe more.
“I got you, kid.” Eraserhead pulls out a little glass canister from a pouch on his belt, it's small and fits into the palm of his hand with a pinkish-purple gas inside. “I need you to take a few deep breaths for this to work, okay? Can you do that for me?"
“Mhm..” The kid seems to focus carefully, taking in deep, shuddering breaths.
While he does this, Eraserhead taps the capsule on the ground to break the end of it off before waving it under the kids mouth and nose. Kind of like smelling salts, but with the reverse effect and a scent like sweet lavender.
The boy mumbles a quiet ‘ thank you ’ as he falls to his exhaustion, eyes falling shut and body going limp.
Eraser sighs sadly as the kid passes out. He tucks the broken capsule back in his pouches and carefully picks up the kid. The surprisingly dense weight and the gunshot in his side makes it harder, but it’s nothing he can’t handle. He has to get this kid out and to a medic first and foremost.
The raid has been happening for a while now, heroes and police involved making arrests or helping injured people out. It’s good at least, easier to get the kid out when not having to fight through people.
The further he gets to the entrance of the compound, the less arrested Yakuza there are.
When Eraser gets out with the kid, he almost immediately spots Midnight.
He had seen her only momentarily before when breaking into the multitude of cells in the Compound. She hadn’t let him help her though, just yelling to Eraserhead and a few other heroes about Overhaul taking someone away (likely the kid in his arms).
She thankfully seems alright, walking and talking as normal. Just stressed.
Midnight notices him just as fast and immediately rushes over to them. “You got him!” She calls out.
Eraser nods, relaxing slightly with Midnight by his side, helping him with the weight of the kid, and a couple EMT’s rushing over. “Not without a few issues, but yeah, I got him.” Eraser sighs. “Nighteye, Rocklock, and a few others went after Overhaul.”
" Good ." Midnight growls out, gently moving some of Izuku's curls out of his face. "He deserves to rot for doing this."
“They better catch him so he can.” Eraserhead glares at nothing as he stares at the horribly injured child in his arms. He can’t imagine what the boy’s been through. “Overhaul was talking to the kid before he fled. I was close enough to hear some of it.”
His expression only hardens as he recounts what he heard. “Overhaul told him that he would be coming after him, no matter where we brought him.”
" Fuck ." Midnight hisses. "I just convinced the kid to keep living and he has that dropped on him by a villain? This poor kid."
With a few EMTs now by them, the two heroes carefully give the kid to them so he can be checked on first. They’re expressions, understandably, are filled with horror at how injured he is and the condition of his legs, rushing to bring him to one of the ambulances on standby.
Eraser leans against one of the walls fencing off the compound to self treat his gun shot in the meantime, he can get checked later.
Glancing back at the kid with the EMTs, he sighs. “Do you know what their relationship was? I’m pretty sure I heard the kid call Overhaul ‘ dad ’.”
“I’m not entirely sure, I only know what he told me.” Midnight sighs and hugs herself. “Kid was kidnapped here at 14 because he was quirkless, put in charge of an even younger kid being experimented on. Overhaul must have been kind to the kid because he’s quirkless.. Best guess is a year or so of being treated like a person and told that he mattered could have made him latch onto the first person to ever do that. Whether or not Overhaul saw him as a son back, I can't tell you. All I know is his quirk hurts and the kid was put in my cell like that after getting the little kid out."
Eraserheads eyes widen as he realizes something. “ Quirkless - shit, I knew I recognized him. That’s Bakugo’s friend, right?” At least he’ll be able to tell his student that he’s alive , but he doubts he’ll react well to the injuries. He should have realized who the kid was sooner, but he looks a bit different from the photos they have of him on file, and in such a tense situation, the identity of victims had slipped his mind.
" Friend is a strong word." Midnight says. "But yeah, his name is Izuku Midoriya."
Eraser lets out an exasperated sigh. "At least he's finally found. I should contact the detective on his case after this."
More and more people are coming out of the compound, UA's Big Three being a part of that group, talking in concerned, hushed voices. That seems to be similar to the other heroes and officers here as well. Eraser keeps his eye out for Nighteye and Rocklock.
The whole time, Midnight is standing next to him, making a complicated series of faces for her emotions as she debates with herself about something. Last time she did that was when she set their toaster on fire and didn't want to tell them in case they were mad.
Considering where they are, it's probably worse than a toaster.
Eraser watches her for a while before sighing. “What is it?”
"You're not going to like it." Midnight warns.
“And you’re going to tell me anyway.” Eraser shrugs. “It’s important right? So it doesn’t matter if I don’t like it.”
"...the kid was forced to be part of the Yakuza. The little girl would have been used in experiments if he didn't do it." Midnight says, looking around to make sure no one hears them.
"Eraser, he was Rabbit ."
Eraser's face grows pale. “ What !?” He looks back at where the hurt kid was taken. “Are you sure that was him?”
"He took his mask off and told me himself, Eraser." Midnight says sadly. "Right before he got the little girl out, and the next time I saw him, he was like that ."
“Holy shit…” Eraser lets out a shaky sigh.
Suddenly everything is making so much more sense. The mystery kid calling the ambulance for Mic and Rabbit's protectiveness over children for one. Hell, when he and the other heroes had planned for this raid, they had prepared and expected Night Rabbit to be one of the lines of defense near Overhaul, yet that never happened. Even the voicemail the kid left for Bakugo is making more sense.
The voicemail…
“What the fuck .” Eraser says quietly to himself. “Night Rabbit, a B-tier villain that most heroes have been terrified of encountering for all year, the villain that tore a hero to bits is a sixteen year old boy!?”
"Wait, Hold on. He did what to a hero?" Midnight asks, blinking in surprise. "Rabbit's never been personally connected to a kill."
“Right, that happened when you were kidnapped...” Eraserhead sighs, rubbing his temples. “He was witnessed by a few cops right after it. When I say he tore them apart, I’m not exaggerating, the sight isn’t pretty.”
"What the hell happened to make Rabbit kill a guy ?" Midnight asks in disbelief.
“Well, that hero often spent time around children and helped out in kidnapping cases, but some of the candy he gave kids were tested.” He explains. “Turns out they were laced. Leading theory was that Rabbit saw the man try to lure away a kid.”
“...That death also makes more sense now.”
"I..." Midnight blinks as she takes in the information. "A hero tried to drug him !?
“Not much of a hero, but it seems like it. There was no evidence of anyone else being there at that time.” Eraser says. “None of us thought Rabbit was the kid trying to be lured.”
“Rabbit is publicly quirkless, wears the red shoes and everything, Izuku does too.” Midnight says sadly. “We've found enough of them to know how targeted those red shoes make you.”
“Yeah…” Eraserhead goes silent as he tries to properly process everything he’s learned, his emotions extremely conflicted. On one hand, Night Rabbit has been the cause of many deaths, kidnapping his friend, and almost killing his husband.
On the other hand, he’s a child . A kid forced into playing the role of a villain to help himself and a little girl.
That same child was found mangled after risking his life to get the little girl out and even telling them where to find Midnight.
Eraser saw Overhaul use his quirk on the kid. He could have easily just killed him then, but no, what he saw in the hall and the fact the kid is alive means Overhaul wants him for… something . That damage could just be a fucked up punishment he would reverse once satisfied.
How many times has this happened? Has the kid been too scared to ever disobey before now? If so, why now of all times?
“This is a worse case scenario I didn’t even consider..” Eraser had known Bakugo’s friend wouldn’t be safe, and he tried to prepare the kid as much as he could for if they were to ever get bad news about him. He knew that, if alive, the kid would be dealing with torment from the villains all around him, but this is far worse than he imagined.
The boy didn’t just give information, he was forced to be at the center of it. He was forced to sit idly by while society viewed him as a villain at such a young age, with seemingly no hope he’d ever get out, not with Overhaul having such a firm grasp on him.
Eraser has seen a lot during his time as an underground hero. He’s seen countless villains who had no choice but to turn to villainy. Whether based on their own situation they couldn’t get out of, or being forced by others. Everytime, there's a sense of defeat he can see in them. They feel as though they can’t even hope to get out of the situation they’re in. They feel as though there is no other choice.
Most forced by others don’t recover well if given freedom. Most go back to villainy or give up on their own lives.
And those are adults .
Adults who have a far better grasp on themselves, who have an easier mental capacity to get themselves out of the hole they were forced in. Recovery is slow, but it happens.
“He’s a child . A kid .” Eraserhead mumbles in quiet horror. “His chances of recovery… it’s.. Not going to be easy.”
That’s an extreme understatement, and that’s not even touching on if he’s even given an opportunity to get better . He’s a child, but the HPSC might not- or more likely wont - care.
“No one but us knows who he really is. Can we do anything before it comes out?” Midnight asks. “I told him Nedzu was an option, but that was before I heard he ripped a hero apart. The HPSC could raise his rank again, even if the guy was a kidnapper and Kami knows what else."
“If his rank gets any higher, we’d run out of options quickly.” Eraserhead glares down at the ground, trying to think of something to help the kid in such a horribly unfair situation.
He knows life is unfair, and he still regretfully has his own reservations about this knowing he is Night Rabbit. However, the kid has been let down for his entire life, only saved after a year of torment with his legs disfigured.
Eraserhead will practice what he preaches, being calm and rational over this. Right now, he can’t look at this kid and see Night Rabbit . He has to see Izuku Midoriya, he has to see a victim and a survivor of a villain. He has to try and help him.
“…Nedzu might still be an option. He might be our only option.” Eraserhead starts. “He’s good at convincing and bargaining with the Commission, even if his ways aren’t preferred.”
“Faking his death is always an option.” Midnight suggests. “Find a way to say Rabbit died before someone realizes the only quirkless person here is a kid and Rabbit is the only openly quirkless Yakuza member.”
“That’s if there’s no other evidence the kid is Rabbit.” Eraser points out. “And that only works if the kid agrees and can handle keeping that kind of lie. It’s hard enough for adults to keep silent about these types of situations, it would be harder for a kid with a mountain of guilt and trauma.”
"I think he could do it." Midnight says. "If it's for that little girl, he'll do anything. I’ve already seen that."
Midnight looks at the ambulance and Izuku, the paramedics are still trying to find a good way to stabilize him without making things worse. It looks like Overhaul didn't make his injuries something easily fixed if you're not him.
“Maybe, but how safe is that?” Eraser asks. “Bottled up emotions and hiding the truth from friends and family… even if he’s willing to do it for the girl, there's only so much a person can take for so long. He’ll need a therapist no matter what, but he’ll also need people other than that for him to confide in that could also keep it secret.”
"Hound Dog?" Midnight offers.
“Probably. I don’t know anyone outside him that would not only take on a quirkless patient, but one also willing to help deal with this sort of situation.” Eraser crosses his arms as he speaks.
"We can work on that more with Nedzu. How do we get the kid to UA and have Rabbit 'die' if we need to?” Midnight asks. “We’d need to find proof for the public to believe Rabbit is ‘dead’.”
“There were a few rooms labeled for the higher level Yakuza members. Rabbit's was right next to Overhauls. I didn’t stick around to investigate, but saw Rabbit’s gear in there.” Eraserhead says.
"Damn, he kept the kid right there ?" Midnight shivers. "Creepy. What about where the little girl was kept?"
“Same room. It was literally split in half, colors and everything. The room looked.. like a semi-normal kids room at least.” Eraser explains.
Eraser looks over to the kid, his mind still racing with too many thoughts to organize. The paramedics are looking over Izuku when they freeze, cleaning blood off his back and looking at each other. They’re too far away to hear, but if someone paid enough attention, they’re panicked expressions would be clear.
"Uh-oh." Midnight says, looking at Eraser. The two nod and begin making their way to the ambulance. "I hope they didn't find something else wrong internally, poor kid doesn't need that on top of everything."
Eraser glares. “Who knows what other fucked up shit Overhaul did to him over the course of a year…”
The two aren’t super worried until a paramedic goes to an officer and cuffs the kids arm to the gurney.
"Fuck, I think they found out." Midnight swears.
“There goes that plan…” Eraser internally curses, trying to come up with a new plan quickly.
"Call Nedzu, get him started on this. I'll see if I can get transport with him." Midnight says. "Keep them from hurting the kid worse."
Eraser spares her a concerned glance before sighing. “Right, be careful, Nem.” He pulls out his phone to have a complicated call with Nedzu.
Midnight nods and rushes, calmly, to the ambulance. She takes confident steps and stands tall. The lack of uniform and the scrubs she was given don't do much for her image, but she's worked with worse before.
"Hey, Pro hero Midnight, can I ride with the kid?" Midnight asks, voice professional.
Luckily, it seems the paramedics recognize her. They look at each other before silently deciding having a hero with them with a suspected villain is a safer idea. “Yeah, you can. Just be careful to not touch him, his injuries are severe and get more irritated from contact.” One of them says. He is blue and has an aquatic mutation mask on.
"How bad is it?" Midnight asks, brows furrowed. "I only saw a little from my cell but even then it was bad."
“You saw correctly.” The aquatic paramedic motions for the other to continue getting ready to drive to a hospital.
“His legs are twisted in completely opposite directions, knees and ankles were left alone, but the thighs and shins look like tree roots from the bones and muscles. We have to perform an x-ray at the hospital to see if it’s broken in any way or if the bones are fully intact. He also likely has bad nerve damage, we don’t know the details at this moment, but from what I’m seeing though, it’s definitely affecting his motor nerves and likely sensory as well.”
Midnight looks over at the kid as she climbs into the ambulance with the other two paramedics, her expression somber. "Overhaul's quirk lets him take anything apart and put it back how he wants."
“That explains his injuries.” The other paramedic says. He doesn't have an obvious quirk outside pads on his hands and fingertips, like a cat. “Either it’s intentional, or it’s a side effect. Either way, treatment he would need won’t be easy, neither will recovery.”
The ambulance begins moving once everything’s in place.
"Damn." Midnight sighs, reaching over to move Izuku's hair out of his face again. "Kid risked it all to get this raid to happen, even got a little kid out too."
At least asleep, Izuku finally looks at peace.
“…this kid caused the raid?” The aquatic paramedic asks.
"Mhm, got a message out so I could get saved." Midnight frowns sadly. "Next time I saw him, he looked like this."
The pawed paramedic looks at Izuku silently. “…The kid has to go to the villain ward as a precaution, as there is reasonable suspicion he was a part of the Yakuza, but I assure you he’ll be given the same treatment as any other patient.” He says, almost as if they knew why Midnight decided to go with them.
"Thank you." Midnight nods. "I wouldn't be here if the raid didn't happen because of him."
"Brave kid." The aquatic paramedic nods.
The pawed paramedic walks near Midnight, seeing her staring at the damage. “ His injuries aren't life threatening, so despite their severity, we can't perform any surgeries for his legs or nerves without consent from a legal guardian. If he doesn't have one or they cant be contacted, then he'd be allowed to consent himself." They explain.
"Can he even be awake long enough without pain making him delirious? I don't think that counts as much consent." Midnight asks, worried. "What if UA claims him? He's underage but his suspected villain status won't let his family have much say."
"UA always has the strangest way to find loopholes in everything." The aquatic paramedic medic says in slight amusement while the other one huffs back.
"Yeah, that could work, but I'd start getting that set up quickly. He'll likely be in constant pain or discomfort, at least because of his nerves, and we can't do anything until all the legal stuff is dealt with." The pawed one explains.
Midnight smiles back in mirrored amusement. "Eraser is already working on it, and knowing Nedzu we might have the paperwork ready at the hospital."
“Good, the kid shouldn’t have much to worry about then.” The aquatic paramedic nods.
Midnight nods and gets settled as the ambulance starts and heads out, the aquatic paramedic getting in the front with the EMR driver to call ahead and get the villain ward ready. Midnight relaxes slightly, relieved she’s finally out of that cell and back outside. It must have only been a week or so, but it was too long cooped up for comfort.
Hopefully things go smoothly from here. She could use the break.
At some point in the drive, Izuku slowly started to wake up. He lets out a weak whine, alerting Midnight as his eyes squeeze shut and body begins twitching.
"Shh, it's okay, hun." Midnight coos softly. "We're on the way to the hospital, you'll be okay soon."
Izuku visibly relaxes at the sound of Midnight's voice, eyes still closed. “Mhm...” He tilts his head closer to her direction.
"Do you want to go back to sleep?" Midnight asks softly. "My quirk will let you sleep longer than the capsule you were given."
"Mmhm, please," Izuku mumbles. "Sleepy... wanna go back."
"Okay, hun." Midnight cups her hands together and gathers up some gas from it.
gathers some gas in her cupped hand. "Just breathe this in and it's back to sleep."
“Thanks Mi’night..” Izuku smiles softly at her. He still seems too drowsy to do much, but she can hear the appreciation in his quiet voice.
"You're welcome, hun." Midnight smiles softly back and raises her hand up. "Just rela-"
Midnight never gets a chance to finish speaking when the The ambulance is suddenly slammed into on the side, the vehicle being sent skidding across the road.
Midnight gets flung back into the now indented wall and bashes her head against it. She falls to the floor after getting knocked out, blood trickling down her head and neck.
The pawed paramedic with her manages to catch themselves using their quirk to stick themselves to the wall and floor. The same quirk is already keeping Izuku secure on the gurney because they couldn't use the straps without hurting him. They even manage to touch Midnight's leg to stick her too so she doesn't get hurt more.
The EMR driver hit their head on the window and went limp, while the aquatic paramedic hit the dashboard after being thrown forward, their neck made a snap sound. They didn't get back up.
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Izuku whimpers, his mind clouded with confusion mixed in with pain and a sudden rush of adrenaline. Everything suddenly has gone so wrong again. He reluctantly forces himself to open his eyes, but everything is too bright. He squints to try and adjust, to try to figure out what’s happening.
The ambulance has come to a stop, and he can hear someone checking on Midnight and talking in a panicked voice to a radio. After shuffling, he sees the person (a medical person it looks like), going to his side to check on him.
But the ambulance doors suddenly begin to crack, and seconds later turn to nothing but dust behind them. The paramedic barely gets to turn in surprise before they face a similar fate, crumbling into bloody dust with a short, cut off, scream.
Izuku tries to sit up, to move, to protect, but his body fails on him as the pain spikes and forces him back down. Even with the adrenaline, it's not enough . The pain is too much. He can only glare at the villain with a familiar quirk.
"Well, well, well. Look what we have here." Comes a raspy voice as a tall, thin body enters the ambulance. "A trapped and hurt little Rabbit ."
Izuku’s eyes widened in horror. “How… How do you know that?" No one should know, especially not the LoV and Shigaraki.
“Who else has green hair and eyes and is short?” Shigaraki huffs, "Still don't know who you are, but I know that much."
Izuku glares at him. “What do you want..?” His fear has melted away into a more settled and familiar annoyance. He vaguely recognizes he should be scared, that he’ll once again be at risk of death here, but it’s hard to scare someone with no care for their own life.
The only reason he’s at all worried is because Midnight is still here. Even if she’s not awake, he doesn’t want her hurt.
"Suffering mostly." Shigaraki shrugs as he casually walks over the dust and blood on the floor to reach Izuku.
" You have been a thorn in my side for several plans. USJ, you get more attention for one hero takedown and overshadow my breaking into UA. Even when I took down two heroes and almost All Might.Huso was supposed to be about my Nomu but all anyone talked about was you and Stain!" Shigaraki growls, scratching his neck. "The mall, you stopped my recruiting and humiliated me. And on top of all that, Overhaul attacked my party in revenge for Huso under the lie of teaming up! I lost a party member!"
“You’re yelling at me… over your crimes not getting attention?” Izuku glares harder, trying to push through the haze of pain to focus on Shigaraki’s childish behavior. “Are you… serious? I didn’t even interfere in your plans?!” He grumbles.
Shigaraki scratches his neck again. "You took the attention!"
He doesn’t get a chance to continue on, as someone shouts ‘ hurry up! ’ in an annoyed tone that makes Shigaraki huff.
"Whatever, I don't have time to debate this. I'm going to get my revenge and go back to my main mission, this was a quick side quest anyway. "Shigaraki is by the gurney now and looks at Izuku with a squint. "Hmm, what to decay..."
In a horrible moment of a lack of self care, common sense, being annoyed, and still having a hazy mind, Izuku decides to retort with, “You won’t be able to hurt me… not nearly as much as I already am. You’ll be second place again.”
“…” Shigaraki glares down at him and reaches out for his neck and left arm. “Be happy those are your lost words, Rabbit.”
Izuku’s panic rushes back as he attempts to move away on instinct, only to freeze up and collapse back on the gurney from his previous injuries.
He’s stuck. He can’t do anything to save himself.
“Don’t worry, this won't kill you,” Shigaraki gives him a sharp grin, four fingers on his neck and arm. “You’ll just wish it would.”
Shigaraki puts the final fingers down and cackles as Izuku's neck dries out and cracks outwards from his fingers.
Izuku lets out a strangled cry as his body jerks in an attempt to pull away, but all he ends up doing is irritating his other wounds, making everything that much worse.
He feels the haze from the pain cloud his ever exhausted mind again.
At that moment, he doesn’t feel like a person . No, he can only hear the screams of a weapon others use, an outlet for others to hurt to expel their anger. That thought is the only thing that echoes in his mind, it feels like his only purpose of being allowed to live, before his already fragile mind stops thinking too.
Only then does Shigaraki pull his hand away, the sounds of his allies rushing him appear once again.
He sees Shigaraki smirk before he leaves the ambulance. Maybe he should be more worried, but he finds comfort knowing that he didn’t acknowledge Midnight. A hero will save her eventually.
Izuku closes his eyes in exhaustion. The pain is excruciating, but at this point, he’s not sure how many tears he has left to spare.
Is he finally going to die here…? A slow, agonizingly painful death?
Can he dare to wish to be allowed to rest in peace? After all he’s done, can he beg for whatever could be out there to leave him be?
For a while, the only thing Izuku can hear is his own labored, sharp breathing, and the pounding of his heartbeat. But eventually he can hear things again, and it's just more fighting . It sounds close and distant at the same time, then, there is a weird sound, like air suddenly being displaced, and the fighting sounds cut off suddenly.
All Izuku hears now is shouts about fire and another ambulance arriving soon.
The ambulance shakes slightly as someone rushes in. They make a strangled gasp and rush to Izuku's side, wrapping something around his neck to stop the bleeding before they begin digging around the ambulance.
Izuku is smart enough to not try to vocally complain, but he tries to reach up, desperate to tug off whatever is around his neck. He can’t even reach it thanks to the handcuffs and stabbing pain.
It feels like he’s been fighting for weeks, like a never ending journey of constantly being on the edge of death, only to have that peace ripped away from him. He’s forced right back into fighting again and again until he shatters. He foolishly thought that, as a kid, he’d no longer have to choose between suffering and death, but he couldn’t be more wrong.
He’s frustrated, he’s tired, he doesn’t want to put up with this anymore.
He wished Overhaul had just killed him. Why didn’t he just kill him?
Death is too big of a mercy, isn't it? No, he deserves to suffer. But selfishly, he just wants to rest.
"Easy, kid," Comes a rough, oddly familiar, male voice. "I gotta stop the bleeding, I know how much Shigaraki's quirk hurts."
Izuku goes to shake his head, only to fully freeze at the intense pain shooting down his neck. At least Overhaul's quirk didn't leave open wounds.
He doesn't know how to tell them to stop, that saving him is worthless.
"Try not to move, Midnight would kick me if you died." The voice, which sounds like the first voice after Overhaul left, says.
Izuku gets an uncomfortable feeling in his chest hearing that.
He stops struggling and lets his body go limp again. At least it helps settle the pain other than in his neck and arm.
The voice is low and rumbling, soothing in a different way than Overhaul's quiet and softer voice. "There we go, I got you."
Izuku finds himself trying to pay more attention to the man and the sounds coming from his searching than anything else. He feels lightheaded, but he’s not sure if he can make himself sleep again, not after what happened last time. Focusing on the man is the best option.
"Do you remember me, kid?" The man asks. "I helped you in the halls.”
Not wanting to risk talking and having no other option, Izuku decides to try something. He lifts one hand up as far as the cuff allowes and tries finger spelling. ‘ YES. ’ With his eyes closed, he can’t see if he did it right.
He… probably could have just given a thumbs up, but finger-spelling is more clear as long as he gets it right.
"Good. That's good." The man says. He is working quickly, unwrapping the fabric on his neck and doing things Izuku doesn’t focus on to stop the bleeding. Yet, he keeps talking. "Do you know which hero I am?"
Izuku opens his eyes slightly to a squint, looking over at the hero. From what he remembers and what he sees, plus the torn fabric around his neck…
‘ I - THINK - SO. - ERASER - HEAD? ’ Izuku signs.
"Mhm, I'm Eraserhead. You're a pretty smart kid." Eraser says. There are sounds outside the ambulance, more sirens. "I'm going to stay with you, okay? Midnight can't right now so I'm doing it for her."
Midnight…
‘ DON'T - HAVE - TO. - I - DON'T - DESERVE - THAT. ’
"Kid..." Eraser sighs. "You got Midnight help, saved a little girl at risk to yourself, and... Mic wouldn't be here if you didn't call and help him. You deserve to live too."
Izuku falters slightly, not sure how to respond.
‘ HURT - MORE - THAN - HELPED. - RABBIT - SHOULD - HURT - TOO. ’
"Oh kid." Eraser mumbles sadly. "You shouldn't be punished for something outside your control or an accident. Mic knows you didn't mean to do it, that you were scared and tried to help fix it."
Izuku tears up. He hates this. He wants to yell and fight and scream.
He’s too weak to try.
‘ I - DON'T - DESERVE - TO - BE - SAVED. ’
"You do." Eraser says softly as the sound of footsteps rapidly approaches. "I know several loud blonds and a little girl that would be happy to have you back."
He doesn’t get a choice. But when has he ever?
Despite it all, Izuku wants to see them again. He wants to so badly , but he doesn’t deserve that . Why doesn’t anyone understand? Shouldn’t they understand more than anyone else? They’re heroes.
Deciding arguing is worthless, Izuku just lets his hand fall down and go limp, just like the rest of him.
He wants to apologize to them…
He wants to beg Present Mic for forgiveness.
He wants to apologize to Eri.
He wants to make peace with Bakugo.
He wants to confess everything to Hitoshi.
He’ll accept help, if only to be able to apologize.
Eraser doesn't get to say more as the other paramedics arrive. One goes for Midnight and the other helps stabilize Izuku with their quirks.
Izuku doesn’t make things difficult as more medics bring him over to another ambulance. He doesn’t think he has any other enemies, but still , he doesn’t let his guard down this time, he doesn’t fall asleep.
As if that would help in any way.
Eraserhead stays with him the whole time. He might just be there for Midnight, who also gets loaded up with him, but it's comforting that he is also there. For a moment, he can pretend the hero is there for him, to save him .
At some point, when they decide he isn’t going to bleed out, they forcefully sedate him. He's gone between one blink and the next.
Notes:
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Chapter 24: Proper Introductions
Notes:
No TW’s!! There is passive suicidal ideation but it’s nowhere near as intense as last weeks chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku has always hated hospitals.
He went to far too many when he was younger, so he’s grown a strong resentment of them over the years. Hospital rooms just have a specific feeling to them that makes his body itch. It’s easy enough to drown out though.
For the first few.. days? Weeks? He’s not sure, but Izuku was in too much of a pain filled daze to pay much attention to what was happening around him. He just slept, stared blankly at the ceiling, cried from pain, and slept some more. He could hardly think properly. It wasn’t until he had enough surgeries and some physical therapy that his nerves started getting better, and Izuku could start to think again.
The bad thing is his legs. They’re a wild card as it seems. It’s hard to do any surgeries when his skin, muscle, and bone are molded and twisted in ways that should normally be impossible. For now, his legs are off limits except for physical therapy.
His neck and arm will likely heal with time. They’re wrapped up and the bandages are changed often.
But really, Izuku isn’t sure about anything. The nurses haven’t actually told him anything yet. If they did, he likely was still in his foggy mind.
Which leads to his next point, being in the villain ward sucks . It seems enough evidence was found for people to realize Izuku was also Night Rabbit, or maybe just a part of the Yakuza. Either way, he’s locked in a hospital room where nurses are cautious about going near him. He used to even be handcuffed to the hospital bed, though they recently took off that restraint.
They're professional, so Izuku doesn't make a fuss. It’s just annoying.
He also quickly noticed he’s only seen or interacted with nurses. One of them was nice enough to give him a portable whiteboard and dry-erase marker so he can communicate easier. The injury on his arm makes it a bit difficult, but he’s felt worse. After asking with the whiteboard, they explained it’s because the HPSC hasn’t cleared anyone to visit yet, not even the heroes on the Yakuza case.
Annoying, but.. it’s fine. He just hopes he gets a chance to apologize before he gets carted off to Tartarus. That’s all he wants, it’s all he’ll ask for.
There’s not a lot to do like this. He spends most of his time reading anything close to him and counting the imperfections on the walls. The only time he gets to ‘do’ anything is when nurses come in.
Izuku lets out a tense sigh hearing a knock on the door. These rare moments at least stop the monotony of it all. However, things are different when the door opens. Someone else comes into the room, someone Izuku recognizes.
A blond man in a neck wrap. Present Mic.
Izuku’s eyes widen, but he quickly looks away from the man and fidgets with the fabric of the thin hospital gown. He wasn’t prepared to see the man he almost killed !! Why is he here!?
…How ironic they both have neck injuries now. Karma, he supposes.
“Hey.” Present Mic’s voice is quiet and weak, more like a huff of air rather than talking.
Izuku doesn’t look away from his lap, only reluctantly letting go of the fabric with one hand and waving. He already learned the hard way that he still can’t talk.
Mic walks over and taps the side of Izuku’s bed, making him automatically glance over. “You… okay?”
Izuku stares at the hero for a second before stiffly nodding. Remembering Present Mic knows JSL from his radio-show, he hesitantly raises his hands the smallest bit to sign, ‘I’m sorry. For hurting you.’
Mia smiles and raises his hands to sign too. 'I know you didn't mean to, I could see the panic in your eyes.'
Izuku frowns. ‘You could have died. You could have been injured worse.’
‘But I didn’t.’ Mic huffs good naturedly. ‘It was scary, I won’t lie, but your actions after saved me. A villain wouldn’t do that.’
Izuku tenses up and looks away, shooting a glare across the room. ‘Don’t say that.’ He signs quickly, refusing to look back at the hero. ‘I did that. A villain did that. You don’t need to lie.’
Izuku’s barely able to process what's happening before he feels a hand in his hair, though he quickly flinches away from it, squeezing his eyes shut. His heart pounds in his chest while his body stings from the sudden movement.
“Not… a true... villain.” Mic says slowly, his hand now away from him.
Izuku sighs softly, trying to relax again. He glances back at Mic. ‘If that’s what you think, fine. But I know I am one.’ He pauses, hesitating before signing again. ‘I’m sure everyone must think I am.’
' Not everyone. ' Mic goes back to sign after letting out a little cough from talking. ‘Midnight doesn't. Eri calls you her hero all the time. I don't, along with most of the class. They, apparently, have been looking for you and certainly don't think that.'
Midnight's name is just 'Midnight' with an 'M'. Eri is 'Little Unicorn' with an 'E'.
Izuku’s eyes widen as he struggles to figure out what to say in response. Seeing Present Mic sign Eri’s name makes him feel relieved . The heroes really do have her, she's safe. But for the rest of them… He struggles to figure out what to say in response.
‘Will it matter? I’m just going to get charted off to Tartarus before seeing any of them again.’
‘You won’t be.’ Mic goes to shake his head, but quickly regrets it when he holds his own neck. Izuku suffocates the grimace threatening to appear on his face. 'Nedzu has a plan in motion to get you to UA where Eri is.'
Izuku’s eyes widen, and before he realizes it he’s asking the question that’s been on the back of his mind since he was able to think . ‘When will I be allowed to see any of them?’
'That's why I'm here! ' Mic smiles. 'There is protocol for visitors in this part of the hospital, one is that a hero vets you and says you're good for company. I basically become in charge of you and stuff. '
Izuku shifts around nervously. ‘That makes sense.. Thank you.’ He hopes he’ll pass. Even though he doesn’t feel ready, even if he doesn’t know what to say, he still wants to talk to them again. They deserve apologies.
'I have no worries, little listener! ' Mic smiles widely. 'You have been a breath of fresh air compared to the usual sort the nurses have. And uh… you're not exactly in a state to cause problems with your legs.'
Mic grimaces at the last part. He’s likely seen the reports and pictures from it.
His legs certainly don’t look pretty. Izuku decides to focus on literally anything else. ‘Most villains aren’t polite to the people who dictate how their healing goes? ’
'Sadly, no.' Mic shakes his head.
'Even civilians and heroes can be horrible to nurses. Eraser is kind and stuff but... he keeps running off before he should and I end up with his papers.' Mic huffs, but it and his little smile are fond.
‘That's dumb.’ Izuku blinks. That didn’t come out right. ‘Not Eraser. I meant the people being mean. Nurses and Doctors work long hours, what’s the point in being rude?'
'Sick and hurt people can be mad about what happened, and lashing out is all they know.’ Mic shrugs. ‘ Some people are just- ‘ The hero continues to sign, but it’s something Izuku doesn’t recognize and is probably rude.
‘I get if they don’t know any better, but most people do. The people that do are stupid and don’t deserve to be treated nicely.’ Izuku huffs slightly. ‘Doctors should legally be allowed to flip off rude patients at least once.’
'They do.' Mic chuckles. 'It's called doing unnecessary tests to rack up the bill.'
Izuku huffs slightly in amusement. ‘Good for them.’
Mic nods, amused, and goes to sit on the guest chair by the bed. 'So, seeing as I have to tell the HSPC that you're good for visitors, how about we get to know each other? '
Izuku goes to tilt his head, only to wince at the slight pain and remember he can't do that. Fun, more pain.
'How? '
'Well, how about 20 questions? ' Mic offers. 'We get 10 questions each, the right to 'pass' a question, and we ask in turns.'
He actually doesn't want to do that. Staring at Mic, he doesn’t seem aggressive or angry, but that doesn’t change anything. Getting asked a bunch of questions is risky or potentially damning. But he also feels more comfortable knowing he isn’t going to be forced to answer anything, even if it's only a little bit. So, he reluctantly signs, ‘That sounds fair.’
'Do you want to start? ' Mic asks.
Izuku pauses for a moment to think of a question. ‘Sure.’ What does he even ask? It can’t be anything heroism or villainy related, that would make the hero uncomfortable. It can’t be something serious either, maybe it should be more light hearted?
‘Why does your hero outfit have your hair look like that one yellow bird? ’
Is that casual? Is this how a civilian would play this game? Is it still weird since he mentioned the man's hero outfit?
Luckily, Mic responds with seemingly no issue. 'It fits the personality of my hero persona best and when out of it like now, no one recognizes me. We also both scream a lot.' He plays with a bit of his long hair once he finishes signing.
‘Makes sense. You look odd with your hair down. Not a bad odd.’ Izuku comments. ‘Your turn.’
'Hmm, what is your hair care routine? I noticed your curls are a little tangled.'
That's… casual as well. Very casual, and sticking onto a similar topic as the question he picked. He should follow this pattern.
‘Oh, it's not great.’ Izuku signs. ‘I know the basics, like making sure my hair is wet before brushing and putting product, but I don’t know what products or what works well on my hair.’ He explains
‘Most people in Japan don’t have curly hair, so I never knew what to do with it. Mom doesn’t have curly hair either. She told me my Dad did and used to be the one to take care of my curls, but I didn’t really bother to learn how to as I grew up.’
Mic frowns. 'Goodness. We'll get some stuff and look up how to care for it. I think a student has similar hair and she might know more.'
‘Oh, thank you.’ Izuku shouldn’t act too surprised by a small show of kindness from the hero, they’re trying to get in his good graces it seems, but wouldn’t Class 1-A be scared of him or something? Sure, they know about him from Bakugo, but would they really be willing to be that close?
Ah, but it’s Izuku’s turn now. ‘What subject do you teach at UA?’
'I teach English mostly, and sub for a few other classes if needed, and General education.' Mic signs.
‘That's cool.’ Izuku signs casually, but he can’t help but feel a little interested.
He hasn’t gone to school in over a year, and he wouldn’t really say the studying and online ‘what first-year highschool students are learning’ articles count as a proper education. Still, he had done a lot of legit tests and technically doesn’t need to go to a normal highschool for the education part. He certainly doesn’t miss Aldera, but when he was younger, he always hoped he’d be able to go to UA and make friends.
'Thank you! ' Mic smiles. 'I like to think I'm a pretty cool teacher.'
‘I think you would be too.’ Izuku pauses, not sure if he should continue or not. Eventually, he shyly signs, ‘You have the energy of a teacher that keeps me engaged, I’m sure your students think the same.’
Mic laughs (as best he can) softly. 'I certainly keep them awake!'
‘I can imagine.’ Izuku isn’t sure if he’d like a teacher like Mic, or if he’d be overwhelmed. Maybe a mix of both. School was always overwhelming.
'Right, now it's my turn.' Mic taps his chin as he thinks. Eventually, he signs, 'Oh! Eri keeps punching people's knees in sneak attacks, did she learn to fight from you? '
Izuku can’t help but smile fondly hearing that. ‘No, she learned that from one of the other Yakuza members, Rappa [Big Fighter]. ' He finger-spells his friends name first before using the sign name with an ‘R’ so Mic can see its a name.
'He helped me and her out a lot while we were there, but he also had a weird fixation on fighting, so he taught her.’ Izuku huffs in amusement. ‘Every time I had a mission, I had to be careful to not get tackled by a hyper Eri.’
'She is very good at taking down the unprepared! Many students have fallen to her.' Mic laughs again. 'Eraser is letting her act as situational awareness tests on the kids.' Mic does a similar thing for Eraser's name. It’s just 'Eraser' with an 'E' before it.
Izuku's smile widens. 'Rappa would be so proud. I'm proud too, my bundle of sunshine is growing up.'
'She certainly cares a lot about you too.' Mic smiles back.
Izuku hesitates, his smile falling and body tensing again. '... I'm glad. I care about her a lot too.'
He moves on quickly from the surprisingly tender topic. 'Right, questions.' Izuku thinks carefully for a few moments. Something lighthearted, something casual, something normal . They’re still talking about school, so maybe, 'On a scale of 1-10, how much of a trouble magnet do you think class 1-A is compared to me?’ That's a normal joking question, right? Probably.
'Hmm, I'd have to say it's a 4. None of the class fought Hawks out in the wild, and the Stain fight doesn't count because you were also there too.' Mic explains his weak reasoning, finger-spelling Stain and Hawks names. 'Events you both are at can't count in the trouble magnetism.'
Izuku shakes his head. ‘I disagree, if anything I think that makes things worse. Iida ran into me and Stain the same day, same hour. Same happened to Hitoshi [Purple Cat] with me and Shigaraki [Decay]. Me being there makes the trouble magnet scale worse simply on principle.’
Shigaraki is ‘Decay’ with an S while he fully finger-spells the other names. Well, except for Hitoshi, he may have forgotten to finger-spell his name before the sign name, but hopefully Mic can connect the dots.
'Ah…' Mic blinks and stops to think. 'You are correct. It just makes an even bigger magnet. '
‘Exactly. Hitoshi [Purple Cat] could have turned out worse on the trouble magnet scale though.’ Izuku signs without thinking. ‘I should probably apologize to Iida when/if I see him again.’
'Who is Purple Cat? ' Mic asks. 'You signed that twice now.'
Damn it. Izuku’s face heats up as he realizes Mic did not connect the dots.
‘Oh, I meant-’ He pauses to finger-sign. ‘HITOSHI - SHINSO.’ Maybe if he acts like everything is normal, Mic won’t question him too much.
'You seem pretty close.' Mic unfortunately replies. 'Can my next question be when he got to have a sign name? '
Ignoring the urge to say that he already asked his question, he sighs. He realizes he can’t keep the fact they were friends and dating for basically three days a secret forever. Shinso already is probably angry at him as it is, but lying and acting like they didn’t even know each other would be too disrespectful.
‘It was the name I put in my phone contacts for him.’ Izuku admits.
'It is? ' Mic tilts his head.' Weird. When he and Bakugo talked to Eraser about your voicemail he didn't mention having your number.' Bakugo is 'Explosion' with a 'B'.
Looking past the confusing statement Mic said, Izuku finds it interesting Mic uses ‘Explosion' from Bakugo's family name. Izuku hasn’t stopped using 'Little Victory' from the dumb ‘Kacchan’ nickname. He hasn't unlearned that yet, it was his first sign name given to anyone after all.
‘He didn’t? ’ Izuku blinks. ‘He had to have known the kid Bakugo was talking about was me though, and I had his number for a while by the time I sent that voicemail.’
'Huh.' Mic hums, rubbing his neck. Soon, the man pauses, hand still on his neck. His expression changes to realization before he frowns.
'I... I think the reason he didn't say anything... was because of me.' Mic signs slowly.
Izuku stares at him, not understanding how the man got to this conclusion. His arms are starting to hurt from being lifted up for so long, but he pushes past it thanks to his curiosity. ‘ Because of you? ’
'When they told Eraser, I was still in the hospital for my neck.' Mic taps his wrapped neck, and Izuku grimaces. 'We didn't know you were Rabbit at the time, just that you were with Midnight. Had Eraser heard the person that attacked me was you... well, he was very emotionally compromised at the time.' Mic looks down, his eyes full of… guilt? Why does he look guilty?
Izuku frowns. ‘Well, it’s fine. Knowing that information wouldn’t have changed anything anyways.’ He shrugs.
'...I think it changed a lot.' Mic signs, many words left unsaid. Yet Izuku knows. He attacked and almost killed Mic, and Eraser is close to him. If Eraserhead had tried to hunt Rabbit down, it's very likely he could have died.
If only.
‘Not really. By the time you were hurt, I was already planning on getting Eri out by the end of the week. Whether he hunted me down or not, which I wouldn’t blame him for, Eri would have been safe. There wouldn’t have been an opportunity for him to do anything. Nothing would have changed. ’ Izuku explains with a shrug. Eraserhead has every right to be angry. He had been confused at the moment why Eraser wasn’t more angry, but he understands a bit more now. The man was slightly calmer with Midnight safe and simply doing his job.
Mic signs slowly and carefully, as if trying to make sure Izuku doesn’t miss a word. 'What changed was that he met you as a hurt child and not Rabbit.'
'But I'm still Night Rabbit.' Izuku looks at Mic with genuine confusion in his eyes. 'He should be upset and angry either way. Yes, Meeting me not as Rabbit made him more sympathetic towards me, but I don’t think it matters. My fate will likely be the same anyways, even if it isn't from him.'
'Little listener,' Mic gives him a sad look. 'Rabbit is just a persona, same with my hero one. Eraser was mad at Rabbit and looking for Izuku. He’s been looking for a while now, ever since he got your case. Izuku is a young and hurt kid that needed help.'
Izuku’s expression hardens, ‘Rabbit was still the role I played. I’m not a weak and hurt kid anymore, I’m the one who caused people to be hurt.’ Izuku argues. ‘I was cruel and selfish, I wasn’t a victim. Everyone should be mad.’
'How are you not also a victim? ' Mic asks. 'You are in a hospital because two villains hurt you. Shigaraki and Overhaul.' Izuku grimaces seeing Mic sign Overhaul’s villain name in the same way he had been doing with the others.
His sign name for Overhaul is different. He used ‘Bird Dad’ when in the compound, but he should probably use what Mic chose instead. His sign name for the man might not be a good idea right now.
He continues to argue once deciding that. ‘Overhaul only hurt me because I betrayed him, but before everything was fine. I knew what he was doing to Eri, but I still selfishly clung onto him and let myself trust him. I knew I needed to get Eri out, but I put it off. I was selfish and didn’t want her to leave.’ He signs, hands trembling. ‘I could defend myself against Shigaraki if I wasn’t tied down or hurt from my dumb actions. I didn’t even try to fight back against Overhaul when he punished me, even though I had plenty of time to! Everything that happened to me was my own fault.'
"Kid, no..." Mic mumbles, his voice so soft and weak, just like when talking to Bakugo on the phone. He goes back to signing. 'Overhaul hurt you because he wanted to. He never had to do this to you. Just like how he didn't have to hurt Eri at all. You are not at fault for what he decides to do, regardless of what you did to make him react. He was an adult with so much more power than you. He was your boss, kidnapper, and had his men who were willing to obey him if you did anything he didn't like.'
Izuku finds his hands shaking in frustration. Why isn’t anyone listening?
‘But he didn’t want to! The way he acts-’ Izuku snaps his eyes shut, realizing by telling more, he’ll be giving the heroes more of a reason to hate him. He’d perhaps be throwing away the chance they're giving him.
But hasn’t he been trying to do that this whole time? That’s his goal, right? So he opens his eyes again, not caring if the hero hates him.
‘After I killed that fake hero, Overhaul saw how I was. He went out of his way to care for me, to clean me up and help me get out of my own head. He cared about me, gently helping me out of that state I was in when he didn’t have to. He held me and did what would normally make him uncomfortable. I was the only person he would willingly touch, let alone everything he did to help me that day.’ Izuku doesn’t realize tears are falling as he explains. ‘He wanted to change the world with me. He made me feel safe, he gave me worth. I wanted to make him proud more than anything.’
"Kid…" Mic says softly, but Izuku ignores him and keeps signing.
‘Before he hurt me, he admitted he saw me as his son. He didn’t want to hurt me. But I destroyed everything he worked for despite promising that we’d change the world together…’ Izuku has more to say, but his hands are shaking too much and tears are blurring his vision.
His eyes squeeze shut as he wipes them with his hands. He expects anger, hatred, maybe pain.
He doesn’t expect silence for a while. The silence is eerie, it’s terrifying. He doesn’t want to open his eyes and see the disgust on the hero's face, but he can’t stand to keep them closed anymore.
When he does, he sees Mic has that same sad expression again, only it has an emotion Izuku doesn’t recognize as well. He sighs softly and reaches out to hold Izuku's hand, petting over his knuckles gently.
Izuku is confused by this reaction to his rambling. He finger-signs a quick apology, but he doesn’t pull the hand Mic is holding away. The touch is… nice. Comforting.
Terrifying
"Don't have to... be sorry." Mic says softly. Looking at Mic, it seems like there’s more the man wants to say. But his throat is injured, making it next to impossible to speak for long. His voice would probably give out after only a few words. He can’t sign it either, the hero's hand is on his own and finger spelling would take far too long.
Izuku sniffles, feeling childish for letting his emotions ruin the lighthearted tone their meeting had before. At least before, Mic was relaxed. But now the hero is seeing more, and he hates it. He’s seeing how Izuku just… doesn’t hate Overhaul . He’s able to see firsthand that Izuku has willingly obeyed him, that he was comforting and kind to him.
Mic is able to see how much of a villain he truly is. How could a kidnapped kid be a victim if they don’t even hate their kidnapper? Overhaul did all the things Izuku ever wanted someone to do. He loved him as he was, believed in him, and provided safety. It would be cruel of Izuku to hate the only person who ever did.
How could one be a victim if they caused pain for everyone? No, Izuku was always the perpetrator.
Mic coos softly, his free hand reaching up slowly to wipe his cheeks to try and help with the tears Izuku can't wipe off himself. His injured arm is aching just from trying to wipe them.
Izuku's tears only flow more as he leans into Mic's touch oh so slightly. He doesn’t allow himself to be lulled into some sort of security, into relaxing. He refuses to. He refuses to accept kindness again when he knows it could only end horribly. It did with Overhaul, after all.
Izuku recognizes the situations aren't the same. He isn't kidnapped, and Mic isn't a villain, but that makes him more worried than anything. It leaves him more on edge.
People know to expect pain from a villain, but when heroes betray them and leave them stranded on a rooftop, it shatters them, leaving them disgustingly vulnerable for others to put back together.
"Shh... it's okay." Mic says softly. "It's okay."
Izuku’s not sobbing like he used to, he’s not that pathetic anymore, but he’s crying more than he’d like. He tries to keep himself calm, trying to remember the strategies he learned during his training, and soon the tears finally start to slow down.
Mic is nice enough to get some tissues and a cup of water from a side table for him. He helps clean Izuku up from the tears and drink without spilling anything.
Izuku signs a small ‘thank you’ at Mic’s help. Doing things on his own is still hard, or more near impossible. As shameful as it is, the help is appreciated.
Mic smiles as he sits back down again. 'Shouta had to help me a lot too. I get it, little listener.'
Izuku blinks.
‘Sleepy Cat and Purple Cat… makes sense we sign both their names with the cat part. Does Eraser have a long lost son? ’ Back to lighthearted topics. He can’t let Present Mic be uncomfortable around him… more than he already probably is at least.
'Not that I know of!' Mic laughs. 'Shinso is also a little old to be his son, we're only 30, so unless he has a kid at 15. I have to say no.'
‘Suspicious.’ Izuku signs, before pausing. His heart aches as he signs, ‘…do you know if Hitoshi has been okay? I know you’ve been in the hospital for a while, but I thought I’d ask anyway.’
'From what Eraser tells me, the kids are alright for the most part.' Mic responds. 'Shinso has been hanging out with Bakugo mostly. Eraser thinks it is a mix of them both knowing you and Bakugo has no fear at all over Shinso's quirk.'
Izuku hesitantly nods. ‘Okay, good. I hope they’re both okay.’ He’s still unsure how to feel about Bakugo, but he’ll figure it out. Now certainly isn’t the time to think about him.
‘They’re likely doing their best to convince the class you're not a threat to them. It will help make it a safe place for when Nedzu gets you into the school.' Mic nods.
‘Why would that matter? I know I’ll be at UA, but it’s not like I’ll be talking to 1-A or the UA students that much?’
'Well, once Nedzu gets you to the school you'll have a job of sorts.' Mic signs. 'His way of getting the HPSC to agree is for you to be in a rehabilitation program and talk to the students from a... villain perspective.'
‘Oh.’ That makes sense at least. A lot more sense than just bringing him to UA for no reason. They want him there to speak to the kids so they can understand the mindset of a villain, or something. ‘I understand why it’s important for people to feel safe now.’
‘Mhm. The deal hasn’t been fully made yet, they’re still negotiating, but another part of the deal likely will be that you have a hero guardian to watch over and report back on you to the HPSC. That hero would be Eraser so you'd be in the teacher dorm with us.' Mic signs.
Izuku frowns. ‘This sounds like a complicated deal. I’m sorry I’m making things more difficult for you all.’
…
Izuku pointedly tries to avoid thinking about the jokes he had made with Shinso about weekend cuddles in the dorms.
He’s not letting his mind go down that gay rabbit hole.
'You have nothing to apologize for, it's the HPSC that's being difficult.' Mic waves his hand as if to dispel Izuku's worry.
'I guess... but they have a right to be skeptical. I doubt all the students at UA will be very happy having a villain in the same building as them though.' Izuku only seems to get more upset at the thought of leaving so many kids his age on edge. That's not what Night Rabbit wants.
‘Then they will have to learn to adapt.’ Mic signs with a huff. ‘Hero work isn't all black and white, especially in a situation like yours. If not, people in situations like yours won’t get the help they need when they go pro.’
‘You’re also a much better option than the little pervert 1-A had before. You might not be replacing him, but I’d have you at UA over him any day.’ Mic huffs.
‘…I’ll very willingly take the place that a pervert once had.’
Izuku thinks carefully about what Mic is saying before he gives a response to the man’s actual points. ‘I wouldn’t mind helping the UA students be better heroes. Understanding villains is an important part of being a hero. Some situations don’t have to end in fighting, being able to empathize with villains can do that and save a lot of lives.’
'Very true.' Mic nods. ‘A few have already had their first lesson regarding Eri and how to not blame the child or relative of a classified villain for that person's actions. A third year tried to be mean to her but Mirio took care of that as his friends comforted Eri.' Mirio's name is 'Sun Blond' with an 'M'.
Izuku glares, his expression darkening. ‘She's like, six? She didn’t even know the extent of what I was doing. I was actively hiding most of it from her . How the hell do they expect a six year old to stop a hero killer, family or not?!’
Well, at least he made the right choice to leave her with Mirio.
'People are horrible sometimes.' Mic sighs sadly. 'It's not uncommon for the families of villains, even without them knowing and proven to not be involved, to face social discrimination for just being their family.’ Izuku can’t help but grimace at Mic’s words. ‘The students that were involved have been dealt with, their behavior was unheroic and not what the school represents.'
‘Good. Those who want to be heroes should know better than that.’ But they won’t be the only ones, Izuku knows that. His anger shifts to worry. Eri is young, and as she grows, her future likely won’t be jeopardized by his actions, but…‘Do friends or partners of villains face that same treatment? ’
'They can, yes.' Mic signs after a moment. 'People on the outside of a situation don't understand- or even want to understand- that they could be innocent in what the villain did. It takes a lot to stay associated with someone marked as a villain.'
Izuku frowns at this information. He probably should have known, and deep down he did, but he also never expected to be in this situation. He didn’t think he’d get caught and stay alive at the same time. Because of that, he was selfish and let himself get close to Shinso.
He’s always selfish.
People already see Shinso as a villain, he refuses to make that worse. Shinso’s probably not very happy with him anyways, even if he is helping Bakugo. It probably won’t be too hard to keep his distance.
'Was there someone you're worried about seeing again? ' Mic asks.
‘…Hitoshi. ’ Izuku signs sadly. ‘There's a lot I’m worried about.’
'You think he'll be mad at you? ' Mic tilts his head as slightly as he can.
‘Yes. I know he has the right to be, but I don’t want him to be.’
'I don't think he's as mad as you think.' Mic suggests. 'He's been asking about you ever since you were found and brought here.'
Izuku’s entire demeanor seems to change after hearing that. ‘He has?’ His hands are slightly trembling, though not from his now normal bundle of negative emotions.
'He has!' Mic smiles. ‘Eraser told me that it’s at least once a day. He even has been working on a surprise for you for when he can see you again.'
Izuku doesn’t realize the blush creeping up on his cheeks. ‘That's sweet of him.’
Hitoshi still cares about him. He’s still worried about him.
That thought affects him more than he’d like to admit.
Mic chuckles softly. "Ah, young... love."
Izuku’s face burns up as he tries signing denials, but he’s very sure he messed up every word and phrase he tried to sign, his embarrassment making his hands stumble. He eventually opts for looking away from Mic, both to try and ignore anything he signs and to hide his blush.
Mic chuckles and grins. "Was... the same... at your... age." Mic says fondly.
Izuku nervously glances back. ‘Isn’t it bad? People already see Hitoshi as a villain because of his quirk. I don’t want to make that worse.’
'And yet, Shinso is already proving them wrong by being in the hero class.' Mic argues. 'Eraser is teaching him how to ignore comments and be more than his quirk. Eraser still gets called a villain, and he's been a hero for a long time.'
Izuku is still frowning, he still doesn't want to make Hitoshi’s journey in being a hero more difficult...
'I guess it's just something I should talk to him about? ' Izuku asks.
'Communication is important for any relationship, whether friend or partner.' Mic nods.
Izuku huffs. 'I know. It's just difficult.'
All he's done for over a year is lie and dance around the truth. Having to have an open dialogue now is incredibly terrifying. But if it’s for Hitoshi… well, he’d be willing to do a lot for him.
'Most important things are, that's why doing what needs to be done means so much.' Mic smiles.
Izuku nods as best as he can. Even if it will be a hard conversation, it is important to talk to Shinso about, well, everything, and be honest during it. He'll do his best, no matter how terrifying it will be.
Mic's phone dings, making the man pause and check it. He then sighs fondly at the message.
'Looks like my time is up, I have an appointment for my neck to get to and a mother hen of a husband to sooth.' Mic chuckles.
Izuku blinks at the 'husband' comment, but decides he'll ask next time he sees Mic. 'Good luck.' He pauses. 'Thanks for checking on me.'
'Anytime, little listener.' Mic smiles brightly as he gets up from the visitors chair. 'I'll be back when visiting hours roll over tomorrow. Should be able to talk a little more later.'
'Goodbye.' Izuku waves, watching the hero as he leaves.
"Bye... kiddo." Mic says as he leaves.
Izuku's expression hardens once Mic leaves. He lets out a tense sigh as he carefully leans back against his pillows, closing his eyes and letting his sore hands go limp on the bed.
That was the most social interaction he's had in a while, and now he's tired.
Izuku lays there and decides to think over everything for the rest of the night. Everything feels like a mess when alone with his own thoughts.
Notes:
Yayyyy he gets to rest!! It’s taken a while, but no more (immediate) life or death risks!! For now! Yay! Yahoo!
See, I can let Izuku breathe sometimes!! It’s not always torture and gloom for him!
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Chapter 25: News Flash: Love Wins!
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Chapter Text
Izuku feels antsy.
For a while, most of the attention the doctors have done was with his neck and partially his arm. Yeah, they’ve done things to make sure every little movement doesn’t make him want to die, particularly a nurse with a quirk that can stop his brain from getting the pain signals. It’s not a perfect solution, the nurse has to stop the quirk every day or so to not permanently change his receptors, but they have pain medication for when he is off it that lets him sleep through it.
He’s also learned that his voice box isn’t totally destroyed!! Thank Kami, it seems Shigaraki being rushed helped on that part, or maybe he just didn’t expect the heroes to save him.
Everything still hurts, but not anywhere near as bad as when the raid happened.
Recovery Girl had been brought in to see what she could do to help, but all of the damage was quirk caused, making the injuries highly unusual. She said it would be unsafe for her to actually use her quirk at this point, and that they should try more traditional options, such as surgeries, until she feels it’s safe enough to use her quirk.
Because of course there could never just be a simple solution. The nature of Recovery Girls quirk means that if she feels one injury can’t undergo it, then she can’t use her quirk at all.
There has been talk of a personalized wheelchair being made for him to get around once his arms heal enough. A manual wheelchair is likely easier all around than electric, he just needs his arms to not fail on him. People could also wheel him around, but that sounds ten times more uncomfortable.
It’s not exactly like he can practice on one of the hospital wheelchairs. Those are much different than one specialized for his needs and body.
Oh, and also the fact that he’s in a hero hospital where he is currently the highest level villain there right now. A lot of heroes at this point know that Rabbit is somewhere in the villain ward, but the HPSC has been keeping all mention of Izuku separated on record, instead labeled as a hero’s ward. Probably Present Mic or Nedzu on paper.
It’s not surprising the HPSC would be keeping Izuku being Rabbit as quiet as possible. He can’t imagine they’re proud of the fact so many heroes fell from a 16 year old quirkless boy’s attacks. That would look embarrassing.
Or well, more embarrassing than they already look.
Izuku would love to see how people would react to that information. The Commission deserves to be shamed. But perhaps that’s just him.
At least Nedzu is an… interesting case. If what Midnight said is true, Nedzu would be more interested in his skills and knowledge instead of being put off by his kill and take down count. Izuku being smart enough to do everything he did while doing it as a quirkless 'rabbit' probably has his attention.
It’s a bit off putting to have someone be so interested in his skills and smarts once again. Izuku has to remind himself that it’s a good thing Nedzu is interested in, that means he’s more likely to help him with the HPSC. The more interested, the more likely he’ll be safe.
It doesn’t make it any less uncomfortable, but If it will let him see certain people again, then he’ll deal with it. He’s dealt with far worse.
Nedzu is probably the lesser of two evils compared to the HPSC. All the research Izuku could find on him shows he is a good hero and principal, even with his hatred of humanity.
Midnight and, for some reason, Mic, seem ready to vouch for him to go to the school despite his record and attacking them personally. If the guy he almost killed and the woman he kidnapped thinks it's a good idea, then that has to say something about Izuku to Nedzu.
He can’t do anything but worry about what’s happening outside the hospital walls. It’s not like he has any sort of access to anything that’s happening outside. All he knows is to mentally prepare himself for if Nedzu does get the HPSC to leave him in the care of UA rather than Tartarus.
If all things go well, he’ll have to deal with an entire high school of hero-students who will not be happy to see him rather than prison.
Fun.
This really feels like a plot from shitty books or shows he used to watch before all this. Having to choose between going to either high school or prison sounds entirely ridiculous, but somehow this is the situation he’s in.
…Maybe not the entire school will be unhappy to see him. Hitoshi and Bakugo are going to be there.
And that's... well, it leaves him conflicted.
Bakugo is an entire mess of a situation. In some ways, Bakugo had been the cause of all this. Had he not mentioned his quirk status, the Yakuza, Overhaul, might not have given him a second glance.
He could have continued living his life with his mom, trying to survive middle school instead of a criminal organization. He wouldn't have been a hero or the happiest boy in the world, but he would have been happier than he is now. Things would have been better.
He never would have met Overhaul, and he never would have had to grieve betraying him.
But at the same time, he knows Bakugo never wanted this to happen. He doesn’t know if he feels bad about it, but he knows it was never his intention. He had no way to know mentioning his quirk status would have caused all of this. Besides, it’s clear Bakugo has remorse in some odd way, shape, or form. Their phone call proved that. How much does he regret and how much he's changed, Izuku doesn't know yet. He has to talk to him first, but that's a whole situation that Izuku doesn't know if he's ready for.
He doesn't even know how he feels about Bakugo. His situation is a mess.
Then there's his.... kinda-boyfriend, Hitoshi.
He says 'kinda' cause he has no clue what that situation is either. Again, more talking is needed. Present Mic told him Hitoshi isn't upset at him, more worried than anything, but that doesn't change that he still hid so much, lied, indulged in his feelings at Hitoshi’s expense. That’s not fair to him.
He does like Hitoshi, he really, really does, which is why he's so scared of their future conversation.
He doesn't want to lose him, even if he knows it would be entirely understandable. Whatever Hitoshi decides, Izuku won't hold it against him, but a part of him is really hoping he'll be given another chance.
But he isn’t so sure Hitoshi will want to give him that. Not only because of his actions of killing heroes, but what hero would even want to date a villain? That's not even considering the statistics of villains in relationships.
He knows Shinso Hitoshi deserves far better.
Izuku is worrying, clearly.
Knock knock-!
Izuku’s worrying is interrupted by his door opening and a nurse wheeling in a cart with a food container in it.
"Hello? I got your dinner here, Mr. Midoriya." The nurse says.
Izuku looks over to the nurse and nods while signing a 'thank you', for the off chance that the nurse understands.
He should try to not worry too much right now. He just has to keep getting through each day and deal with whatever happens when it happens. For now, he pushes his worries aside.
The nurse brings over the rolling cart and gets a tray from a container to put down for him. She takes the cover off and reveals what looks like chicken curry with a healthy portion of white rice (every meal he’s had here has had white rice), a treat of fried pork cutlet with one broccoli, a daikon salad, and a sealed cup of strawberry lemonade.
Izuku really should start getting better with trying to eat his food. At least with no murders or missions happening, he hasn't been throwing up every single meal. It happened a lot in the beginning and his last week there. In between those points and now, the issue is more that he feels like he has no appetite in the slightest. He knows he needs food, but he just can’t stomach any of it.
He tries to eat as much as possible, but half the time he’s just pushing food around.
The nurse marks his meal being given on his chart and checks a few things like his IV before bowing and heading out to give out other meals.
Izuku sighs and leans back once the door closes, staring and picking at his food more than eating it.
It hasn’t been a big deal that he hasn’t been eating well. It’s fine, He'll just eat when he actually has the appetite, no big deal. It’s not like anyone will care much. As long as he’s still breathing, it doesn’t matter.
The pork cutlet at least tastes okay, but it only makes him somber as he remembers the times his mom made him katsudon after a hard day.
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Bakugo and Shinso were sat down and told they were now authorized to visit Midoriya as long as they had been pre-approved by Present Mic or Eraserhead.
Finally.
After far too much waiting, they can see him.
Bakugo had already asked about his own family or at least Izuku’s mom, Inko, but for whatever reason, UA refuses to approve of anyone that isn’t directly under hero supervision. Eri isn’t allowed either because of how young she is and Izuku’s affiliation with her abusers.
Night Rabbit isn’t allowed to be visited.
So, the only other people that could visit Izuku besides the heroes would be Bakugo and Hitoshi.
Bakugo, despite missing the kid for a year now, had told Hitoshi to go see him first. When pressed as to why, he said that Izuku seeing his former bully didn’t exactly seem healthy at the moment.
Which is fair.
After getting permission from his Sensei, Hitoshi is brought to the hospital Izuku is at, and after verifying his information and that the signatures he has, are in fact not forged, he’s let to the villain-ward
Izuku’s room is deep inside this area, and it only makes Hitoshi feel worse. There’s much less life in this area compared to the normal side. Any hospital isn’t exactly a joyous place, but at least there’s windows and sometimes art and signs. There’s not a lot of that here.
All of the occupied rooms have some sort of guard, but the room that he quickly identifies as Izuku’s has two civilian-clothed guards outside.
Hitoshi blinks at the two of them who move so he can enter. He takes a few deep breaths before he knocks and heads inside.
He wasn’t really sure what he expected when walking inside. But he finds himself relaxing quickly after Izuku’s wide, shocked eyes stare back at him. He likely wasn’t expecting him, but hopefully it’s a more positive surprise.
Hitoshi Isn't very surprised to see how Izuku looks now. His hair is different and a huge mess. His green (fading to white?) curls are slightly knotted and clearly not well taken care of. His eyebags are about as bad as last time he saw him, but maybe even more tired. Those beautiful green eyes staring up at him with so much hope and fear at the same time.
And of course, his neck and arm wrapped up and covered legs with the blankets. But it’s Izuku, he’s safe, so that’s all he could ever ask for.
Hitoshi smiles softly without even realizing it. “Hey Izu.”
Izuku’s eyes immediately get glossy with tears as he shakily raises a hand to wave.
Hitoshi walks closer to Izu and sits down on the chair that’s already pulled up. He considers holding his hand before deciding to hold back. He doesn’t know just how injured Izuku could be, and he’ll need his hands to sign.
“I-” Hitoshi cuts himself off and hesitates, raising his hands. He signs a shaky ‘I missed you.’ As he tries to make sure he remembers it correctly.
Izuku’s eyes widened for a moment, staring at his hands. Slowly, his own reach out and take Hitoshi’s hands, lifting them to his lips and pressing a kiss onto it, a few tears falling down his cheeks.
Smiling wider, Hitoshi blushes brightly at his signing being taken well. He turns his hand to cup Izuku’s cheek and wipes some tears with his thumb.
“Glad you like it.” Hitoshi says softly. “I asked for lessons after Sensei said you couldn’t talk well. Bakugo is a rough teacher, but he gets the point across.”
Izuku huffs out a weak laugh and smiles softly, leaning into Hitoshi’s hand for a moment longer before unfortunately letting go to sign. ‘I missed you too. I missed you a lot.’ His hands move slowly, trying to make sure he can understand what he’s saying.
Hitoshi’s smile gets somber as he follows along.
“I… tried calling and texting you after your last message,” Hitoshi says. “Went straight to Bakugo because I knew something big was going to happen when you didn’t reply and I was blocked. By the time we found Aizawa sensei in the Gen-Ed dorm, word was already sent back that a third year had Eri.”
Izuku nods sadly, looking down at his hands. They sign a bit too fast for Hitoshi to understand it all, but he picks up a few words. “Sorry... Danger... Safe... Away?” Hitoshi mumbles the signs he knows, a look of understanding crossing his face. “Oh Izu…”
Hitoshi gets a soft look and scoots the chair closer. It lets him lean closer to Izuku instead of trying to hold his head. “Being safe doesn't mean much if I had to lose you for it.” He says softly.
Izuku only looks more distraught as he shakes his head slightly. He reaches for something on a night stand next to him, a whiteboard, and quickly writes something down before turning it to face Hitoshi.
‘He would have hurt you to get me to obey. I promised to keep you safe, and I wasn’t going to break that, especially so soon. No one else had to be hurt if I took the fall.' His handwriting is messy from writing so fast and his shaking hands, but it's legible.
“You always kept me safe. All the times you kept me from where you lived or away from your ‘dad’, you kept me safe.” Hitoshi says, looking down sadly. “...We could have helped you too, y’know? We could have worked with Nedzu or Sensei to make a plan for you, Eri, and Midnight.”
Izuku’s expression only turns more somber, fighting back tears as he quickly writes. ‘I was scared of the unknown variables. I didn’t want to risk putting anyone else in danger for my own sake, and I thought once everyone found out I was Rabbit that things would be worse.’ He erases it once Hitoshi finishes reading (he didn’t even get a chance to respond, Izuku knew the second he was done) and writes down more. ‘I thought my plan would be better for everyone. ’
“...And you?” Hitoshi asks softly. “What part of the plan decided what was best for you.”
Izuku hesitates, slowly writing down his answer. He stares at it for a moment, hesitating even more, before showing him.
‘I didn’t care. Everyone else being safe was enough.’
Hitoshi sucks in a sharp breath. “I... I don't think a plan where I lose you is enough, Izu. For me, or Eri, or even Bakugo." He says slowly.
A look of guilt flashes over Izuku’s face, causing Hitoshi’s heart to ache. ‘I’m so sorry, Hitoshi. I didn’t want to hurt you. But if Overhaul lost both Eri and me, he would focus on getting us back sooner. Anyone we would have stayed with, anywhere we’d have gone, would have been in danger. But if I stayed, Eri would have more time, and UA would be able to find a way to protect her. Staying behind was the only solution I could come up with.’
“That…” Hitoshi looks down as he tries to think of an argument, but- “You’re right. With a plan that had to be made in such short notice…”
He sighs. “I just wish it didn’t have to end with you here.”
Hitoshi looks over to the bed and to Izuku’s legs. He hasn’t seen the damage to them himself, but he overheard Recovery Girl talking to herself about it. Just imagining the torment Izuku was put through, the pain he’s currently in, makes him want to cry.
Izuku never deserved this. He knew his boyfriend was dancing around things, was a bit suspicious, but he never would have suspected his ‘home’ life to be so horrid. He wants nothing more than to go back, scoop him into his arms and protect him and his sister. He wishes he could stop them from feeling as scared as they were forced to for so long.
Hitoshi is jerked out of his own spiraling thoughts when Izuku gently cups his cheek and guides him to look back at his face and the whiteboard. ‘It could be so much worse. I’m lucky.’
Hitoshi pauses for a moment before nuzzling into Izuku’s hand. He can’t do anything to protect his boyfriend's past self, but he can support him and his sister through their difficult healing process.
Meeting Izuku in the cat café for their date, kissing him, dating him, although they may have been impulsive decisions, it's not like Hitoshi hadn’t thought long and hard about Izuku being Night Rabbit. He spent those few days before the date knowing that Izuku was dangerous, but also hurting.
Seeing Izuku at the café, flirting, he was able to remember why he likes hanging out with Izuku in the first place. It’s not that being a Hero Killer was irrelevant, no, acknowledging that was important, but so is taking into account why this all happened at all. Seeing his friend smile and laugh so genuinely reminded him who ‘Night Rabbit’ really was.
A hurt teenager his own age.
After the date, Hitoshi took more time to think to himself. He knew at that point that Izuku wasn’t going to come out of his situation mentally unscathed, no matter how well his escape could have possibly gone. He knows that Izuku isn’t in a good mental headspace.
He knows he has to be careful over potential triggers, he knows he has to be patient with Izuku’s trauma. He knows this is difficult, and he knows it can get difficult.
He already accepted that just being Izuku’s friend. He’s accepting that being his boyfriend as well. Whatever Izuku needs, he will do his best to provide and support.
“I think we're all lucky you're alive and safe." Hitoshi says softly, relaxing against Izuku’s touch. “When we heard you were here, I thought I'd have to fight Bakugo to see you first, but he let me take the visit."
Izuku blinks in shock before he scribbles on the whiteboard with one hand. ‘I am confused now. He let you come here first?’ His writing is messy with one hand stolen, but he manages.
"Yeah, I was confused too, even before this." Hitoshi says. “The guy has been apparently looking for you this whole time, and the whole class knows about you but as ‘Deku’? They also kept an eye out when they were out in public."
Izuku frowns, his eyebrows furrowing slightly. He has that same cute look on his face as when he’s examining (is analyzing the better word?) things they had seen when hanging out. He always looks so focused and serious like this, which was almost comical before, considering he could never stay focused on anything for too long.
He eventually gives that up with a tiny huff and instead caresses Hitoshi’s cheek with his thumb. ‘I'm just happy to see you. Wanted the weekend cuddles.’ He smiles sheepishly.
"I will do my best to get you those cuddles." Hitoshi murmurs into his palm, resting his own hand on Izuku’s. "I think Mic sensei will let us get away with it."
Izuku smiles, and it's thankfully one of the real ones that makes his heart flutter. They stay like this for a little longer before Izuku pulls his hand back so he can write better.
‘So, is this still okay?’
Hitoshi tilts his head. "This?"
Izuku’s cheeks get a bit red as he quickly scribbles down, ‘This. Us . Us doing this romancy stuff.’
"Oh..." Now it's Hitoshi's turn to blush. "I uh... thought we were still dating this whole time?"
Izuku only erases his previous words to write more stuff down faster. ‘In my defense I thought you were angry at me and wouldn’t want to be with me? So I wanted to check?’ He lifts the whiteboard high enough to cover most of his red face.
“I was way more worried and scared than mad.” Hitoshi says, reaching out to gently lower the board. "I just wanted my boyfriend to be safe and come back."
Izuku shyly nods in understanding. ‘I won’t scare you like that again. I’ll try to talk to you first If anything else happens.’
"Good." Hitoshi nods. "I'd rather not have that heart attack again. You already make it skip a beat just being cute."
Izuku pouts and gently hits him over the head with the whiteboard.
"Wh- hey!" Hitoshi chuckles as he lifts his arms over his head to protect himself. "What was that for?"
'You have an advantage, I can't fight back with my own compliments for you cause it takes too long to write them all down :( ' Izuku writes when he takes the whiteboard back.
"Aww, you like me~." Hitoshi coos, his arms falling back down to his sides. "Gotta have premade compliments to throw at me."
Izuku huffs fondly. 'Of course I like you. There's nothing to dislike about you.'
Hitoshi lays his arms on the bed to then rest his head against. "I feel the same about you." He admits, looking up at his boyfriend.
He watches Izuku frown, and his hands twitch towards the whiteboard. It looks like he wanted to write down more, but one look in the other's eyes seems to stop that. Instead, Izuku just sighs. He puts down the whiteboard before allowing one of his hands to run his fingers through Hitoshi’s hair.
“Hmm,” Hitoshi smiles and closes his eyes, relaxing into the petting.
The peaceful moment stays peaceful. He can’t help but be relieved.
Izuku’s okay. Not good, but he’s okay, and that's so much more than he had worried had happened. The last few weeks may have been terrifying, but at least now they can all relax knowing Izuku is okay.
Hitoshi lifts his hands up to sign ‘I - LOVE - YOU.’ as he keeps his eyes closed and relaxed.
He hears a small gasp escape Izuku’s lips. He doesn’t need to open his eyes to hear the shuffling from his boyfriend's hospital garb. He also doesn’t need to open his eyes to know exactly what Izuku’s response was.
‘I - LOVE - YOU - TOO.’
Notes:
YEAAAAH GAY PEOPLE WE LOVE TO SEE IT!!!
Bean (little_clown) got hit with the writers curse again. I fear whats coming my way, but hopefully the fluff works as a sacrifice to keep me young forever or something idk.
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Chapter 26: Turning Over a New Leaf
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Seeing Hitoshi was wonderful, it went better than Izuku could have ever hoped. Talking to him, sitting in silence with him, the fleeting contact, just his company was everything Izuku needed and more. The people here, the heroes, he can’t deal with them without recognizing he can’t trust them. But Hitoshi washed away his stressors in moments.
He loves Hitoshi so, so much.
But all that joy is leaving so much anxiety now.
Bakugo, for some reason, had let Hitoshi see him first with no argument, which implies terrifying things. Just the thought of seeing Bakugo again makes him break out into a nervous sweat, especially since Bakugo would never be that passive. He’s planning something, right?
Either way, Izuku feels himself getting more and more stressed whenever left alone with his thoughts. He doesn’t want to deal with Bakugo and his… colorful personality.
The last time he had spoken to Bakugo, it had seemed like he had changed a lot, but the longer he thinks about it, the more he realizes how foolish that is. It was a highly emotional time for the both of them. Izuku has no reason to think that's how he really is now.
Even if Bakugo has changed, so has Izuku. If Bakugo is expecting that crying, weak, pathetic Deku that followed him around like a stupid lost puppy, then he’s going to be in for a shock.
He isn’t weak anymore, and he refuses to let Bakugo walk all over him again.
He didn’t do everything he did, go through everything he did, just to be treated like nothing again.
There's a bitter part of himself that is so eager to blame Bakugo for everything that's happened. Bakugo wasn’t the one who kidnapped him and caused him to be a hero killer, but he caused the Yakuza to focus on him, and he still did hurt him all throughout their childhood.
While he was terrified for his life trying to protect Eri, Bakugo was having a grand ol’ time training to become a government soldier. Izuku was forced to suffer while his tormentor for over 10 years achieved their dreams. Of course he’s bitter.
Izuku realizes that today is the day he must face his past when he hears familiar, muffled voices outside his room.
Izuku hardly realizes how tense he’s gotten, practically glaring at the door as he waits. His anxiety over the last few days has grown into frustration, suddenly feeling more ready than ever to stand his ground and defend himself.
Soon, there’s a knock on the door before it opens to show Present Mic shooing a nervous looking Bakugo inside. Mic gives Izuku a smile, who thankfully looks much better after his last appointment, and closes the door to give the two boys privacy.
Izuku can barely feel happy knowing that Mic is better. He can barely focus on anything other than Bakugo.
He doesn’t make a move to ‘say’ anything, not yet. He wants to know what pathetic defenses will come out of Bakugo's mouth.
Bakugo looks at Izuku, several emotions crossing over his face until he takes a deep breath and walks forward to be a few feet from the bed. A look of determination appears and stays on his face, and Izuku’s expression hardens in response.
…Which is when Bakugo drops to his knees and leans down to put his forehead to the ground in a full dogeza apology bow.
"I'm sorry, Izuku." Bakugo says to the floor. "What I did was inexcusable and I accept it if you never forgive me."
Izuku lets out a strangled noise of surprise that burns his throat, but he barely notices it.
…
What…
What the hell?
What the actual hell!?
Izuku can only stare, a look of shock and confusion on his face, unknowing of how he even feels seeing this.
He had prepared himself so much the days, maybe weeks, leading up to this. Hundreds of scenarios ran through this mind. He expected Bakugo to brush off his actions, maybe undermine what he caused, or not even mention it at all. Hell, he did consider the possibility of Bakugo giving him a reluctant apology, but…
…
He was ready to try and explain what Bakugo had put him through, the torture and pain he felt for over a year because of him. He was ready to give up when Bakugo refused to listen, he was ready to be angry or ignore or threaten or rip his hair out from pure utter frustration like he always wanted to, but…
Izuku never prepared for this.
He’s getting sick and tired of being caught off guard.
But Bakugo stays on the ground kneeling, like he won't get up until Izuku says- or signals- for him to get up. When Izuku realizes this, he huffs and snaps his fingers, opting to glare at his lap instead of him this time.
He can see Bakugo shift from the corner of his eyes, sitting back up to be kneeling instead of the entire bow.
Izuku awkwardly fidgets with his hand until he can finally think of something to respond with. ‘What are you apologizing for?’ He refuses to believe this is actually happening, that the boy who bullied him his entire childhood is finally apologizing. He needs to understand what's going through his mind.
“A lot.” Bakugo says slowly, taking a deep breath. “How I treated you growing up, hurting you with my quirk, the things I said in middle school, how I acted after the sludge villain attacked. I… I was terrible to you.”
Izuku pauses to process what he's saying.
This is going to be a long conversation.
Izuku glares down at Bakugo. ‘You were.’ He signs. ‘You hurt and scared me throughout my entire childhood, you made me feel worthless, and yet you still had the nerve to look at my mother and act like you did nothing to me.’
"That's because I thought it was nothing." Bakugo admits. "Our middle school was... kind of a supremacist group? My parents won’t tell me everything, but apparently teaching kids to attack and even wish death on another isn’t normal. Aldrea isn't open anymore and a lot of staff got arrested."
Izuku’s glare worsens but snaps back to his lap. He can feel the old grief and pain rising up, but no shock. How sad his expectations for places like that are so low that he can’t even pretend to be surprised at the extent of the damage.
‘I’m surprised any of them got arrested.’ Izuku signs.
“Aizawa-sensei was on the missing persons case for you, so Nedzu had gone after them personally.” Bakugo shrugs.
This must have happened before they found out he was Night Rabbit. ‘I guess that makes sense.’ Izuku doesn’t lower his hands, wanting to say something else, but arguing with himself internally.
Maybe he shouldn’t talk about certain things. Maybe he should just accept this at face value and send him off so Bakugo can go back to ignoring his existence without feeling guilty. He only felt bad after he was kidnapped, afterall. He was probably grilled by Mitsuki and repeatedly told what to apologize for.
If he just sucks it up and accepts Bakugo's apology, then he won’t have to deal with him anymore, and neither of them will have to uncomfortably tiptoe around each other.
…But it's more than that.
No, Izuku doesn’t want to continue talking because he doesn’t want to upset Bakugo. He shouldn’t care. He doesn’t want to care.
So he decides that he’s done shutting up out of fear of upsetting his bully. ‘I’m going to assume you know everything. You know about the kidnapping, why I was kidnapped, who took me?’
Bakugo looks down. "...Yeah..."
‘That man, Overhaul,’ Izuku finger spells his name. ‘He is the first person to have ever looked me in my eyes and told me that I had worth. He is the only person who ever told me that everything you did to me was cruel, that I deserved better, and he is the first one to have ever meant it.’
"...He's not wrong about that, you did deserve better." Bakugo nods with a frown. "It shouldn't have taken a villain to have to hear that."
Izuku clenches his jaw hearing Bakugo agree with him. ‘It shouldn’t have, but it did. At least in there, with him, I was treated like anyone else.’ Izuku focuses to make sure his breathing stays even, refusing to let himself show any weakness. ‘I felt safer by his side than I did by just hearing your quirk. I felt more comfortable with him than I’ve felt hearing your name.’
Bakugo grimaces and looks down in shame, his expression pinched as he makes fists. Izuku’s seen this before, it’s an attempt to not let his quirk spark.
Izuku snaps his fingers again to get Bakugo to pay attention, refusing to let him look away from this. ‘There’s so much I want to say to you, so much I could say to you.’ He frowns. ‘I’m angry, I’m sad, but I’m also just tired. I just don’t understand what you gain from being here and apologizing.’
"I didn't come here to gain anything." Bakugo huffs. "I came to apologize because it was the right thing to do. I wasn't... the best at emotions or doing the right thing before, took a lot of therapy and a specialist for reconditioning from cult-ish stuff to realize that."
Bakugo went to therapy?
Izuku's eyes widen hearing that, a conflicted look appearing on his face as he fidgets.
"What's wrong?" Bakugo asks, still looking at his hands for signing, but is only seeing Izuku’s hesitation.
‘I just...’ Izuku frowns. ‘I guess I’m not the only one that changed. It’s weird. You’re surprising me a lot, and we’ve barely talked long.’
"Good surprise?" Bakugo asks softly.
Izuku hesitates, grimacing as he looks away from Bakugo’s hopeful gaze. ‘Yeah. Better than expected.’
When he glances back, he can see a small smile on Bakugo’s face, his tense stance much more relaxed.
Izuku looks at Bakugo and sighs, remembering what he spoke to Midnight about in the compound. He can’t just break a promise with a Pro-Hero who helped him so much.
‘I don’t… hate you.’ Izuku reluctantly signs. ‘Kami knows I’m upset and frustrated and exhausted, but I don’t hate you.’
Bakugo looks surprised but also like he wants to argue that Izuku should be angry at him, but Izuku keeps signing before he can.
‘I’m pissed off, I’m angry, and I wish things were different, but…’ Izuku hesitates once more, sighing as he does his best to sign honestly. ‘I don’t blame or hate you for what’s happened.’ He confesses.
"Maybe things can be different now?" Bakugo offers. “Yeah, neither of us are who we used to be, but who's to say we can’t try again, even if we don’t end up as friends.”
Izuku hesitates.
He doesn’t want things to be like before. He doesn’t want to have to tolerate and push through more pain. He doesn’t want to feel weak again.
He wants to say no.
But he also remembers how much he missed Bakugo. How, more than anything, he wanted things to get better between them in middle school, and how he hated the thought of hurting him, even while becoming a villain.
With great hesitation, Izuku raises his hands again. ‘Sure.’ he signs. ‘We can try again.’
"Hell yeah!" Izuku blinks in surprise at Bakugo’s excitement, and watches as he gets up and walks closer to offer his hand. "Bakugo Katsuki, former bully trying to be a hero."
Izuku huffs and signs, ‘Midoriya Izuku, villain trying to survive high school students,’ before shaking his hand.
"High school is a battle ground right now, but you got a couple people on the inside to help." Bakugo smirks.
‘I noticed.’ Izuku takes his hand back and tilts his head. ‘I’ll try to not scare off your classmates on the first day.’
Bakugo huffs. “If they get scared after the amount I talked about you, they’re weak and won’t make it as heroes.”
‘What did you even say to them? I was told you and Hitoshi have been talking about me to them, but I don’t know what either of you could really be saying.’
“Eh, it was mostly just what you look like and stories, I guess.” Bakugo halfheartedly shrugs. “They ask a lot of questions, and I try to answer with what I know. Nosy ass bastards.”
‘I think they have the right to be if they’re going to be living with a high tier villain.’ Izuku points out.
“Oh, this was before all that.” Bakugo grumbles. "Dropped my wallet at lunch day one and they saw the kid pic of us Auntie Inko gave me. I was bombarded with questions the whole time."
Izuku blinks in surprise. ‘I guess they’re a little nosey then.’ He frowns at the thought of being basically interrogated by class 1-A. That’s the last thing he wants. ‘I am not excited for this.’
Bakugo crosses his arms and sits in the chair by the bed, and Izuku tries to not lean away. They’re trying friendship again, and it’s not immediately going to shit, so he should try to not be awkward too. "Eh, they're annoying but will back off if asked. We got rid of the creepy purple fucker and replaced him with your purple gay disaster."
Izuku nods fondly. ‘The superior purple.’
A dangerous smirk suddenly appears on Bakugo’s face. Oh no. "You're not the one that has to watch him pine over Rabbit and blush about his claws." Bakugo huffs, but the smirk stays.
Izuku forgets how to sign for a moment. ‘…what.’
"You heard me." Bakugo's smirk gets sharper. "He keeps daydreaming about when you lifted him so easily and carried him off at the mall. He blushes an interesting shade of pink when he thinks of your claws on his cheek again.”
Bakugo huffs in amusement. “I can feel the pride flag radiating off him."
Izuku stares off into nothing for a moment before managing to sign, ‘What is wrong with him?’ But really, he can’t pretend to be upset in any way if he tries. Confused and concerned? Yes. But far more flustered than anything else. ‘Has no one told him not to fall for villains who could very easily kill him!?’
"I fucking tried ." Bakugo groans. "But then he goes and makes heart eyes at the videos of you fighting heroes chasing you or the fight with Hawks. I heard him sigh, longingly, like a fair maiden or some shit!"
‘I’m going to kill him. I spoke to him once as Rabbit. Once!’ Izuku’s face is bright red. ‘He’s not allowed to be gay about it!!’
"Killing him might have the opposite effect, De- Izuku." Bakugo says. "He might be into it."
Izuku lets out a quiet noise of complaint?? Embarrassment?? Something gay-panic related. ‘He’s not allowed to be!’
"Ha, you're a gay nerd's kink."
Seeing that Bakugo is having way too much fun with this, Izuku covers his face with his injured arm and swats at Bakugo with his other, trying to get him to shut the hell up.
Bakugo just laughs and lazily defends himself against his hand. Jerk.
"Alright, alright. I'll stop." Bakugo huffs a laugh. "The nurses are probably weirded out by your heart monitor now."
'It's all your fault.' Izuku huffs as he signs. ‘I’ve decided I’m blaming you for everything bad that happens to me; like that one time I dropped ice cream on the carpet when I was like, four, and then cried cause I couldn’t reach the towels to clean it. Your fault.’
Bakugo snorts. "How?!"
‘You cursed me into being short! If I wasn’t short I’d have hands big enough to hold my ice cream or could reach the towels.’ Izuku explains. ‘It all ties back to you, obviously.’
"How do I control your height? Isn't that your dad's job??"
Izuku frowns. ‘…You’re right.’ He huffs. ‘That man seemed like he was over 10-foot-something or other, and he didn’t think to share?’
"Took Auntie Inko's height too." Bakugo points out.
'Rude. I'd beat him up if he existed.'
"..." Bakugo squints at that statement. "He does? Sickeningly sweet guy that was always in the hospital with you? Made weird pre quirk references all the time? We climbed him like a tree as kids??"
Izuku’s chest aches. 'Oh, right, you don't know.' He had joked with Overhaul about this very topic, hadn’t he? He tries to focus on his thoughts instead. 'The Yakuza researched a bit about me before my kidnapping. Overhaul at one point told me that, according to Japan's records, 'Hisashi Midoriya' doesn't exist.'
"That... sounds like something we should tell a teacher?" Bakugo squints more as he thinks. "I don't... know the protocol for a fake dad?"
‘I didn’t think about it until now. I was even told that the money he provided mom just kinda showed up in her account with no real explanation.’ Izuku shrugs. ‘That's kinda important to mention now that I think about it.’
"It sounds like your dad is a criminal or something." Bakugo says.
'That's what I think too.' Izuku agrees. 'I helped carry on my fathers legacy, I guess.'
"Does it count if you have no idea what that legacy even is?" Bakugo points out. "He could just kick puppies or something."
'A puppy kicker that needs a secret identity to the point that they even hide who they are from their family...?'
"Would you admit to your family you kick puppies?"
‘Okay well, no, but if you’re a puppy kicker, you can just cover your face and have a fake name.' Izuku argues. 'This is big boy villain stuff. Not necessarily as bad as Overhaul or me, but certainly worse than kicking puppies.'
“…Alright, so your dad's a villain." Bakugo sighs. "How bad do you think it is and should we tell Nedzu first before a teacher just in case?"
Izuku taps his finger against his arm as he thinks and analyzes the situation, eventually organizing his thoughts well enough to be coherent.
'My father has never existed in the eyes of Japan before disappearing from the world. None of Overhaul's men could find any leads on my father, even though we know he's alive from the child support that also comes from nowhere. From what I remember, Mom hasn't had any contact with him in years besides that.' Izuku signs. 'There's not a single trace of him, which means he purposefully made sure every trail that could lead back to him ends with nothing. That's a sign that he has powerful allies as well that can help him stay nonexistent to the world.'
'All that to say, it's likely pretty bad and we should tell a teacher.' Izuku suggests. 'From what I remember, Night Rabbit being me hasn't become public knowledge yet, but if my dad is any sort of big time villain and remembers he even has a kid, if he learns this, it could be dangerous.'
"You think your dad will come back for you if he finds out about Night Rabbit?" Bakugo asks.
‘It’s not guaranteed, but it’s possible. He clearly didn’t care for me or Mom since he left and never contacted us again. I wouldn’t be surprised if he sees this as an opportunity to get a hero killer on his side.’ Izuku shrugs.
"Gross." Bakugo makes a face at that. "Stop getting the attention of old villains, it's weird that it happened twice already."
‘It’s not like I’m asking for it!’ Izuku frowns. ‘Also according to Overhaul, ‘27 isn’t old’ apparently.’
"He's only 27!?"
Izuku nods. ‘We had a whole argument about it cause I said he was 30 or 40. He threatened to turn my hair blonde.’
"Ew, no." Bakugo scrunches his nose, trying to envision it. "Blond is not your look."
‘Exactly.’ Izuku nods. ‘I had to admit he’s not old to keep my hair green.’
"Weird. You attract weird villains."
‘I agree. Even just the Yakuza people were weird.’ Izuku huffs. ‘The guy who actively did the kidnapping was also one of the only people I could actually rely on. And Overhaul himself just… was really confusing.’
“Again, still weird, but not surprising you made friends with one of them.” Bakugo sighs. “You never did like being alone.”
‘I needed someone to rely on that wasn’t Overhaul, and Rappa wanted to get Eri out just as much as I did.’ Izuku shrugs. ‘It was just easier for me to sneak around Overhaul because of the circumstances.’
"What were the circumstances?" Bakugo asks. "Overhaul was pretty... friendly to you on the festival security footage."
Izuku frowns seeing Bakugo’s hesitation with his words. It’s clear he’s being much more careful with how he phrases certain things than he ever has before.
‘Confusing.’ He starts. ‘The Yakuza’s ranks were fairly cut and dry. The ones directly below Overhaul were the Eight Precepts of Death, they were trusted the most and made decisions that didn’t concern Overhaul. Rappa was a part of that.’
Izuku’s brow furrows. ‘I was in a weird place compared to every other member. I was given the same respect as them while having a different sort of trust with Overhaul.’
"Like a right hand man?" Bakugo asks.
‘No? I don’t know. Overhaul’s right hand was more like this one guy, Chronostasis.’ Izuku looks away in discomfort. ‘The other Precepts' trust with Overhaul was purely work related, except Chronostasis. But I… was more like a son , I guess.’
‘Rappa said it seemed like that originally and then… Overhaul told me himself.’ Izuku shudders at the memory of that day, but pushes that aside for now.
"A son?!" Bakugo exclaims roughly as he runs his hand through his hair. "Okay, that... that's still not great but it's better than what everyone was worried was happening."
‘What everyone was worried was happening?’ Izuku tilts his head.
"Older villain with a teen he kidnapped, real touchy for a guy that hates touch, Aizawa is an underground hero that has seen some shit..." Bakugo waves a hand in a 'think about it' motion.
'Oh.' Izuku's face pales. ‘No, no, that's not what was happening!'
‘I mean, I did question the touchy thing. Overhaul is a germaphobe, but when I asked him, he said it was because I was 'generally pretty clean' and didn't have a 'curse' to worry about.' Izuku huffs as he signs 'curse'. He still doesn't understand that man's obsession with hating quirks. It just doesn’t make any sense. 'It makes sense, I guess, especially remembering he sees me like a son.'
"Curse?" Bakugo squints. "Trouble magnet seems a good curse you definitely have."
Izuku flips Bakugo off. 'Overhaul thinks quirks are a curse and wants to get rid of them, that was almost the whole point of the quirk destroying bullets and the reason I was targeted in the first place.'
"...the what bullets??"
‘…I’m surprised you don’t know this one actually.’ Izuku blinks. ‘Eri being experimented on? Midnight being kidnapped to make the bullets into gas?? Overhaul on the verge of successfully making a creation that would destroy quirks if I didn’t get Eri out??’
"We didn't know what Eri could do, we still don't, she won't talk without you there." Bakugo says. "We thought Overhaul was going to release Trigger as a gas attack."
‘Oh,’ Izuku frowns. ‘Well, I probably shouldn’t say everything right now then, but what I’ll tell you right now is that Eri’s quirk has the ability to rewind a person to a previous state upon contact, even causing them to completely disappear if it goes on for too long. Overhaul was using her blood to try and create quirk destroying bullets. His motivation was mostly because he despises quirks, but there was also a potential monetary aspect.’
"Shit." Bakugo grimaces. "It's good you got her to the school and not somewhere else. People would kill for that kind of quirk.
Izuku deadpans at him. 'I- in every sense of the word- know.'
Bakugo ducks his head in embarrassment. "Oh... right. Sorry."
‘It’s fine.’ Izuku sighs.
‘Anyways, the point is that when I was brought there, Overhaul was still working on that project and likely would have finished by now if he kept going. The reason he didn’t was because he focused on the Night Rabbit stuff. It’s why we spent so much time together, and partially why I didn’t get Eri out sooner. For most of that year, she was as safe as she possibly could while stuck in the Yakuza, and she didn’t want to leave without me with her.’
"But that still happened in the end, you got her to that streaker kid and went back." Bakugo pointed out.
‘I wish it hadn’t, but keeping Overhaul distracted was what I was good at,’ Izuku explains. ‘It was a sacrifice I had to make to keep her safe.’
Bakugo hesitates for a moment, which is such an odd thing to notice him of all people do. "What... What did he do to you?" Bakugo asks quietly. "Eyebags knows, but he wasn't very talkative about it..."
Izuku tenses as he glances away. He doesn’t want to talk about it, not in any way. And it’s not just cause its Bakugo here this time. He’s been avoiding the topic of Overhaul as much as he can.
But he tries to answer anyway. ‘A lot. I don’t fully remember all of it, mostly just the pain, but... ’ Izuku curses in his mind as his hands begin to tremble more and more from every word he signs, and a familiar headache spawns. He shouldn’t be this affected by it, it’s not like Overhaul hadn't used his quirk on him before. ‘He used his quirk on me, repeatedly, and mangled up my legs so I couldn't run. Apparently he messed up my nerves as well, which was why I was in so much pain, even after it was all done. Still am, really. I’m not sure if he did anything else.’
Bakugo’s expression is hard to read. He looks angry, unsurprisingly, that's just how he is, but he also looks… surprisingly somber. "Will the Docs be able to help your legs?" He asks quietly.
‘They’re trying to see if there’s any sort of surgery that can be done, but for now, no.’
Izuku continues to sign on impulse, not realizing just how exhausted he is just from talking about his. His injured arm hurts from the continued signing, and his heart is beating so hard against his chest. ‘Overhaul intended to fix what he caused himself, and he-’ He only catches himself halfway into signing, realizing he’s saying too much. He doesn’t want to worry anyone, but there’s something in him that aches at the thought of worrying Bakugo.
He’s always still cared for him, afterall. He always wanted to see him as a friend again.
"And?" Bakugo prompts quietly, worry in his voice.
Izuku grimaces, reluctantly signing the rest. ‘And he still plans to.’ Hiding it would likely make the loud blond feel worse.
Bakguo’s brows furrow, his hands clenched into fists again. "He wants to find you again... just you? Not Eri too?"
‘I don’t know, he didn’t say. He’d likely try to get both of us if possible.’ Izuku lets out a nervous sigh, glaring down at his hands. He doesn’t want to talk about this. ‘I just know he said that… that wherever the heroes take me, he’ll find me…’ There was something else he said before that, wasn’t there?? Izuku doesn’t want to think back, but it's already in his mind, he can’t stop.Trying to replay the fuzzy memories in his head makes him shudder. How frustrating.
"Like, with a tracker?"
He doesn’t want to think about it! Why does Bakugo keep asking questions? Why does he keep prying into his business?
‘I don’t know! He just-’ Izuku pauses, his eyes widening.
That day, the pain on his back…
‘He did something to me.’ Izuku feels his blood run cold. Bakugo looks startled.
‘He said he was going to leave me with something before he used his quirk on my back…’
"Your back?" Bakugo quickly gets up to the end of Izuku’s bed to grab a clipboard. He mutters medical jargon neither of them understand as he walks back to the seat and flips to what he’s looking for.
"Here we go, 'Patient has a large tattoo over their back, (image attached), that is allegedly tied to the Yakuza, patient restriction not needed due to previously stated leg injury'. He gave you a tattoo?"
'Not then. I was given the tattoo a few months ago when I became an official Yakuza member.' Izuku takes the clipboard to look at the photo.
But Izuku pauses. The tattoo he sees on the image isn't what he expected. It's still a Rabbit in a large cage with flowers lining the bars and books inside, but a branch of the cherry blossoms is missing now. Instead, there's a thick red string with bells replacing it.
Although Izuku didn’t memorize every detail of his tattoo, he still knows something is odd. 'That... isn't what it looked like before. There was no string and bells, and some flowers are missing.'
"He changed it?" Bakugo squints at the photo as he leans on the bed to look with him. "Why? And where did he get the other stuff if it wasn't already there? I doubt he had time to make it all himself mid-raid."
Of course he didn’t. The whole reason Overhaul didn’t take Izuku with him is because there was no way he could reasonably escape with Izuku weighing him down.
Staring at the string for too long makes his chest fill with dread, his hands trembling more. Izuku knows where it came from. 'His own tattoo. The string and bells are from his.'
Bakugo pauses. "That is... horrifying? And kinda gross??" He looks at the picture again, his face practically going green. "I... really hope it's just the ink and not like, his skin grafted to you."
Izuku feels sick, but not entirely for the same reason Bakugo does.
Trying to hide how terrifying it is to not be able to defend himself, to move his legs without immense pain, has been difficult enough. Really, that's partially why Izuku has tried his absolute best to not think about Overhaul. He’s weakened, unable to even wish to run away if Overhaul appeared.
Thinking about how much stronger Overhaul really is makes him feel so incredibly weak. He etched his control of Night Rabbit, of Izuku Midoriya, into his skin to prove he'll never truly be safe or free from him. He practically branded him like a goddamn animal by putting his tattoo over Izuku’s.
Overhaul wants him back. He wants him back, and there's nothing he can do when the man decides to act on that want. No matter what he does, he'll never be safe, he'll never be free until one of them is dead.
As his breathing gets more and more unsteady, he realizes how his hair is poking, prodding, practically stabbing into his skin, and the only thing Izuku wants to do is to rip it all out .
Without realizing what he’s doing, or that he’s started hyperventilating and crying, his hands reach out to grab chunks of his hair and tug, his scalp burning with pain.
"Wh- Hey!” Izuku hears Bakugo call out. The sound of the clipboard hitting the floor is all he can recognize before hands reach for his own. "You're going to hurt yourself, Deku!"
Izuku flinches away from Bakugo's hands. "N-no- !" Is all he manages to choke out before the stabbing pain in his throat stops him.
He tries to curl up on himself, but trying to move his legs causes too much pain to overflow his senses and make him cry more. He opts for one hand to let go of his hair and instead wrap around himself for any semblance of comfort. His other hand still tugs at his hair as he trembles violently in the bed. His quiet sobbing causes pain to shoot through his throat, but he can't stop.
He can't stop himself from wondering when this will all be over.
When will he be forced to step away from potential friends, his boyfriend, the heroes who are trying so hard to help him, his little sister? Will he even get to see his mom again before then?? Is all this work going to be for nothing?
Why wont Overhaul just let him be free?
"Fuck!" comes a panicked voice becides him, it sounds fuzzy or underwater.
Izuku doesn’t get the chance to process anything Bakugo’s doing before Izuku feels himself pulled against something- someone- he’s pulled against someone, a person hugging him. He’s tucked under their chin, close and so warm and in danger-
He shudders, tensing up and squirming away, but the feeling of being covered, being protected, the familiar aroma of caramel, overwhelms his senses and leaves him feeling safe.
For a few moments, his mind only panics more.
Until he lets out a weak, broken sob.
He clings to Bakugo as if his life depended on it, his hands letting go of himself to instead dig into the boy's shirt to pull him as close as possible and lean into the comforting warmth. He's clutching onto him as if Overhaul was in the room, trying to take him away again.
Bakugo keeps an arm around Izuku's shoulders to hold him close as his free hand pets Izuku's back and neck. His hand doesn’t go near his head or hair however.
"It's okay, I got you." Bakugo says, voice firm as normal, yet shockingly soft. "Nothing is gonna hurt you with me here."
Izuku can’t let himself foolishly believe Bakugo’s words, knowing he could never truly follow through. How could he, even if he wanted to? Overhaul is too strong for most pro heroes, Bakugo wouldn’t stand a chance.
But there’s a part of him that feels so relieved that someone, that Bakugo, would be so willing to fight for him now. A part of him hopes that if Bakugo saw him getting kidnapped off the street today, compared to a year ago, he would do something about it. Maybe he wouldn’t leave him stranded and alone, he wouldn’t leave him to die. That alone is comforting, enough to slowly get his breathing steady and stop his painful sobs.
"Are you back with me, De- Izuku?" Bakugo asks quietly.
Izuku hesitantly nods. He lifts up a hand to finger and signs a quick apology, but Bakugo just scoffs.
"You don't have to apologize, nerd." Bakugo sighs. "Panic attacks are no joke."
Izuku huffs and shifts a bit so Bakugo can see his signing. His throat hurts like hell now, so do his arms- actually, most of his body hurts. ‘I should have been able to catch myself, especially since nothing even happened. We were just talking.’
"That's not how mental shit works." Bakugo rolls his eyes. "The brain is a crockpot of crazy and yours is a trauma flavor."
'Can I get a new brain? This one is broken.'
"You are the brain, you'd just get a new body."
Izuku frowns. ‘This is unfair.’ It’s so incredibly unfair. Why do so many bad things happen to him? What did he do wrong? Why was he destined for pain and suffering, while other kids were set up for success from the beginning? ‘Am I going to be like this forever? I feel like I can barely function, and I don’t even do anything besides sleep and lay here.’
What is the point of being kept alive if he isn’t even able to be useful?
"You gotta heal first and adapt." Bakugo says. "Once your nerves are fixed it's just learning to walk with your legs how they are or getting some sort of gear to help."
Izuku frowns. ‘That's too much work.’ A childish complaint he used to use as a kid- or well- a younger kid, but it now holds far more weight than ever before.
"If I can go to therapy and anger management, you can learn to walk like a freaky bird." Bakugo huffs. "You outsmarted the Yakuza, you can do this."
‘Outsmarted’ is a strong word…
Izuku huffs in, potentially lighthearted, annoyed, shifting a bit to hide against Bakugo better. He doesn't want to talk much anymore, his arms hurt from signing so much anyways, but he still is silently clinging to him in the hopes he can hold onto the comfort he's providing for a little bit longer without actually asking.
He won't admit that. Not to Bakugo.
Luckily, the blond just sighs and pets over Izuku's back more, fixing the blanket that moved when Izuku panicked, tucking it in around him.
Maybe things will be different now, and hopefully for the better.
Maybe he and Bakugo can create a new, wonderful friendship for each other. Maybe. However unlikely it is.
Just one step at a time. He can do that for now.
Notes:
We are now currently uploading chapters that are on the second google doc! We’re making progress! :D (Ignore the fact we've been forced to make a third google doc)
I've been warning the people in the discord server, but as the chapter numbers grow higher, be aware... of the fifth of june....
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Chapter 27: Pardoned Until Further Notice
Notes:
TW: Mentions of pedophilia and trafficking (in the context of chapter 19 and Pro Hero: Hellfire) it’s not long or super heavy, but I thought I should mention it anyways.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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It must have been two weeks since Izuku was brought to the hospital by now, and his nerves are recovering nicely. It’s been a slow process, at least to him, but the doctors are even bringing in a specialist to work on his neck tomorrow so he can at least eat easier. It was the same one called in for Bakugo’s teacher after the USJ attack, so the chance of getting full motion and use of his neck are high.
This should be a good sign for his healing at least, even if they’re still not sure they can do much for his legs.
Izuku had honestly been worried that his outburst when with Bakugo would have affected things, but luckily it only made his throat ache and sore for an extra day or so before going back to the normal amount of pain, so he didn’t worry too much after that.
Still, Izuku feels horribly antsy while not being able to do next to anything on his own. It feels like hell, being left at the mercy of people who probably prefer to see him rot in Tartarus, just like the Commission.
The only highlights are the occasional Mic and Hitoshi visits. His boyfriend specifically has been by a few more times between classes and apparently meeting Eri. He was told she went for Hitoshi's knees and took him down. Izuku was a very proud older brother learning that.
The constant worrying about… pretty much everything hasn’t stopped, but he doesn’t really expect it to. Even if Nedzu ends up making that deal with the HPSC, even if he gets to UA, it won’t stop. He just hates the endless waiting on top of the worry.
His days are spent constantly worrying and waiting and worrying some more. He feels pathetic like this, and being forced to his own thoughts isn’t helping.
But Izuku perks up upon hearing Mic’s voice outside the room. Although he doesn’t necessarily trust him, he is thankful whenever someone is visiting to drag away the boring mundaneness that is his hospital room.
When the door opens, Izuku tilts his head. For a second, he was wondering why Mic casually had a white animal-thing on his shoulder, but he quickly realizes he isn’t just any animal. That would have to be the principal of UA himself, Nedzu, staring right back at him.
“Hey, little listener!” Mic chirps as he walks over to the bed. “Got a special visitor for you today!”
‘I noticed.’ Izuku glances at Nedzu. ‘Hello, Nedzu, it’s nice to meet you.’ He signs politely, peering at the quirked animal.
Mic sits down on the chair by the bed, while Nedzu hops down to a rolling tray/table thing. “Hello! Would you prefer Rabbit, Midoriya, or Izuku for this talk?” Nedzu asks, still smiling.
Izuku blinks at Nedzu’s question, suddenly very upset at having a choice.
…Is this some sort of test to see how he behaves? Nedzu’s whole thing is about being incredibly smart, and seeing as he’s a villain, he’s probably making judgments of every little twitch he makes.
This has to be a test.
If so, he would have to imagine using ‘Rabbit’ would be seen as aggressive, Nedzu might think he’s trying to gloat or show pride over his actions as a hero killer. But wouldn’t not using it be seen as denial of his actions and what has allowed him to survive for so long? Nedzu could think he’s trying to separate himself from that.
Using ‘Izuku’ could be seen as too friendly though, or like he’s trying too hard to be polite. He could be offended by the use of first names as well. But not using it could be seen as him denying who he is, and showing more familiarity towards his criminal organization rather than his old life.
That could be fixed by going with ‘Midoriya’, but would it be seen as being too uptight and professional? Could it still be seen as a denial of his past? But not going by Midoriya or Izuku would be seen as him disconnecting with his real family and instead clinging to Overhaul and villainy.
Nedzu isn’t human, so these sorts of behaviors might not even be the right choice! He could be completely wrong and have no idea.
‘…You can call me whatever you like, I have no preference.’ Izuku eventually signs. He can’t sit and over analyze every decision, Nedzu would, and likely does, know. He has to treat this like every other chance encounter. Analyze while fighting, or in this case, talking.
Luckily, if Nedzu notices, he doesn’t say anything. “I see. I will go with Rabbit, as this meeting is about him.” The animal then pulls his arms from behind his back and reveals a full teapot and two cups?!?
“Tea?” Nedzu offers. “It’s the kind used by those with voice or neck based quirks to sooth them.”
Magically appearing tea… right. Okay.
‘Sure…’ Izuku’s (Rabbit?? He never really thought about how he talked about himself, but that doesn’t feel right. He’s Izuku, he doesn’t feel like Rabbit right now.) just glad he has a good poker face, because he’s sure he’s going to be very confused during this conversation.
“Excellent!” Nedzu pours some tea and places Izuku’s cup down with his tail. “Now then, I have a deal for you that will keep you out of Tartarus and the Commission’s grubby little hands.”
‘So I’ve heard. Those who have been visiting have been giving me bits and pieces of information. Though I, of course, don’t know everything that you’ve been working on.’ Izuku signs, trying his hardest to not stare in confusion at the somehow hot tea cup.
“I like to keep my cards close to my chest, but letting out a few clues is always fun.” Nedzu chitters a laugh. “Anyways, I propose that we place you in my ‘Villain Reform Program’ that focuses on teaching students what villainy is like from any inside source. The goal is to teach them to ‘think like a villain’ to better prepare them for when they graduate.”
So far, nothing he hasn’t heard yet. ‘That makes sense. A villain’s mindset is usually at a very different place than a heroes, which makes heroes have expectations that don’t align with the villains actions or intentions. Most villains know, at least vaguely, of the mindset of a hero. It gives villains an advantage’’ Izuku nods as best he can. ‘I’m assuming this is a newer project, seeing as having a villain interacting with your students would already be, in some way, known to the public.’
“Correct.” Nedzu says. “I have had trouble finding a villain that wasn’t a danger to the student’s mental as well as physical health and that didn’t commit specific crimes.”
‘I can imagine. Lucky for you, I’m far too injured to do anything, even if I wanted to.’ Izuku gestures to his general area and injuries.
“You misunderstand!" Nedzu smiles. "I was going to find a way to get you to my school before your injuries.”
Izuku blinks. ‘You were? Why?’
“You were the least likely to threaten the lives of my students or take a hostage.” Nedzu sips his tea. “I feel those are valid worries.”
Izuku hesitates. ‘Oh… I forgot I made it pretty obvious I wouldn’t hurt other kids.’ Izuku signs sheepishly. He moves to awkwardly grab his tea and take a sip, not wanting to seem rude to the chimera. It’s pretty good.
Nedzu nods. “Indeed. I had already started setting up ways to get the HPSC to agree for you to come to UA after realizing this.”
“He has.” Mic looks away almost nervously. “We could tell how well it was going by how often he could be heard cackling in his office.”
‘That’s… good?’ Izuku sighs as he puts the cup of tea down. ‘So you’ve gotten them to agree then? I’m surprised, I’m inclined to believe the Commission is not very fond of me.’
“They don’t like me either!” Nedzu chitters again. “Helping a fellow prey animal and annoying them is too good a plan to pass!”
Izuku pauses before huffing in amusement. ‘Good point. I’ve been a bit antsy to see the criticism the Commission would get from their heroes being bested by a 16 year old.’
“We have yet to release your age to the public as the hospital is not a secure place, but once you are on UA grounds we can if you want to.” Nedzu says. “We can watch the chaos unfold over tea.”
Izuku hums, thinking deeply about his response. ‘I was under the assumption most of my identity would already be out in the public. However, if it’s not…’ He frowns. ‘For the sake of my family, I would prefer to not have anything known, even if it would be entertaining to see public outcry. Not only did their heroes lose from a person who is quirkless when the Commission keeps saying we are weak, but said quirkless villain was also 15 for most of their crimes.’
It would be so entertaining to watch them try to make excuses and downplay what he was doing, but he can’t put his mom and sister at risk like that.
“You also uncovered a human trafficking ring with heroes involved. It was quite the public scandal and a worrying amount of low or unranked heroes were involved.” Mic points out.
Izuku grimaces. ‘Ew, I remember that ‘hero’. I knew something was off about him the moment he kept being pushy about ‘walking me home’.’
Mic nods in sympathy. “Thanks to you, a lot of mutant and quirkless children were found and saved.”
“All their licenses were taken and they were placed in jail, some even died.” Nedzu adds. “Turns out most criminals don’t like pedophiles and gave their own justice in prison.”
‘Good.’ Izuku signs with a huff. ‘They deserve to rot for abusing their power. As if mutant quirked and quirkless children don’t go through enough already.’
Izuku couldn’t care less about their deaths, he’s happy even. It’s disgusting what they have gotten away with and how many more innocent lives could have been harmed. However terrifying the aftermath was, he doesn’t regret killing that ‘hero’.
Nedzu chitters. “Your actions had the unintentional side effect of many weak willed criminals selling out their trafficking rings too! Turns out they were terrified Rabbit would come for them next and they’d end up like Hellfire.”
Izuku can’t help but snicker upon this new knowledge. ‘That’s hilarious actually. Not surprising, villains often fear other villains because they don’t have rules to follow like most heroes, but still very funny.’ He can’t help but smile knowing this now. He hopes he managed to help any of those people, no matter how unintentional it was.
‘I’m more of a hero than the fake one I killed.’ Izuku jokes.
Nedzu smiles. “Which is why you’d make a great addition to my school if you accept my offer?”
Oh, right, the whole point of this meeting in the first place.
Izuku knows that he deserves to suffer in Tartarus, that he should decline this offer. He knows he doesn’t deserve a second chance. But… a part of him worries Eri’s healing will take longer if he isn’t there. He wants to stay with her until he knows she’s grown enough to run on her own. There’s also the side of him that wants to stay by Hitoshi’s side and see how his friendship with Bakugo goes. He supposes he doesn’t really have a choice. He never has.
‘I am more than willing to go through your ‘Villain Reform Program’ and help your students become better heroes, so yes, I accept.’
“Wonderful!” Nedzu claps, the teapot and cup gone behind him again. Great. “Most of the paperwork is done and checked by a lawyer representing you, so it just needs to be signed.”
Mic gets some papers out of his coat’s inner pocket and puts them on the tray for Izuku with a pen.
‘Gross, paperwork.’ Izuku signs before picking up some of the papers to skim through. He should probably read through this all thoroughly anyway, but he kind of has no care for what happens to himself whatsoever, so he’s a bit more willing than normal to sign contractually obligated agreements.
“Due to the contract being for ‘Rabbit’, I have taken the liberty of making a deal for you as this is an official government recognized document. The Midoriya name will not be linked to Rabbit so as to not cause issues with your mother or your civilian identity.” Nedzu gets a thin wooden seal from his pocket to hand over with an ink pad.
It has a little NR with a rabbit embellishment around it.
Izuku’s eyes sparkle as he takes the ink pad and admires it for only a moment. Overhaul chose his rabbit theme for a reason, mainly because it’s an animal Izuku’s always liked. He never thought that one day he would be recognized across Japan with a simple rabbit symbol.
‘How will that work while at UA? If I walk around without anything to hide my civilian identity, students who don’t want me there will try to reveal my identity to the public, even at the risk of consequences at UA.’ Izuku at least thinks to ask before signing anything.
“Ah, that is the beauty of it.” Nedzu smiles. “They won’t know you are Rabbit!”
Izuku cocks his head slightly in confusion
“Rabbit will mainly be seen through video calls or ‘restrained’ in a chair during classes. But Izuku Midoriya is a transfer student in the quirk analyst support class that has a wheelchair specially designed for him to get around. You will be able to attend classes and be with the support classes as normal, but be brought to a dorm with teachers after to ‘rest’ because of your newfound injuries. After that, Rabbit will be wheeled out in a different chair with cuffs for the heroics lessons with them. Izuku is also free to go about the campus so long as at least two hero students are with you and a teacher knows where you are going.”
Izuku blinks.
‘I guess that works as long as the timing isn’t set up too suspiciously.’ Izuku signs slowly. It’s certainly a better situation than he originally thought he’d be in.
“Not an issue!” Nedzu smiles. “The holding cell for Rabbit is connected via a tunnel to the teacher dorm where Izuku lives, Rabbit will never be seen exiting from there.”
Izuku sighs in slight relief. He should have known Nedzu already had everything prepared, but he was still worried. This current plan doesn’t seem half bad though. ‘Yeah, alright. I can do that.’
Izuku finishes flipping through the papers and sees the different places he and ‘Rabbit’ must sign. He takes the wooden seal to deal with Rabbit’s paperwork first. Thankfully Mic helps him sign in the right places for the right identity. Paperwork wasn’t something the Yakuza really taught him, unless Rappa teaching how to set it on fire and avoid it counts.
“Now,” Nedzu starts as they sign papers. “Don’t worry about paying for anything, the Commission and school will cover it. Mainly the Commission, I like spending their money for things, so the bank card you will get as a ward of the school is free to spend how you wish.”
Izuku chuckles. ‘Run their bank accounts dry, Principal Nedzu.’ He jokes after signing the last thing needed. Paperwork is complicated, he did not expect to be doing so much at this point in his life. Maybe he’s being a bit dramatic, it’s not that much, but still.
He expects big corporate leaders to do paperwork, not 16 year old hero killers.
“I can’t do that just yet, my staff still need to be paid, but I can inconvenience them.” Nedzu chitters again. “In any case, welcome to UA as an official student, young Midoriya!”
What a round-about way of him getting into UA.
Izuku wanted this before, to go to UA to try to become a hero. The situation is not at all what he hoped. He wanted to pass the entrance exam and train like any other student. But still, there’s a small part of him that still feels excited over becoming a UA student at all, even if it’s only as a cover.
He won’t get to ever experience a normal life, but maybe sometimes he can at least pretend to be normal.
‘Thank you, Principal Nedzu. I appreciate all the help you’ve given me.’ Izuku nods in as best a bow he can right now. Really, he owes Nedzu his life right now. Only he could convince the Commission to not send him to prison.
“You are most welcome, I couldn’t leave such a bright mind to Tartarus or the Commission.” Nedzu nods.
“Now!” Mic claps quietly after he tucks the papers away into a blank folder. “How are you feeling, little listener? I hear your nerves are better?”
Izuku nods. ‘A lot better. Unnecessary movements don’t hurt nearly as much. My legs also have stopped hurting from fabric being moved around them or slight touches. My throat is still about the same, but someone should be coming soon to help with that.’
“That’s wonderful!” Izuku’s expression tightens seeing Mic smile genuinely instead of one of his hero smiles. He does that a lot, but it doesn’t feel any less odd. “It took Eraser a lot to heal from when he got Decayed too, luckily I still have the lotions and other things to help the irritation it will have healing.”
‘Thank you. I just still can’t believe Shigaraki really did all that because I outshined him with my crimes.’ Izuku rolls his eyes. ‘He should just do better, not my fault he sucks.’
“We don’t really want him to be better at crimes.” Mic chuckles sheepishly.
‘Maybe if he did he wouldn’t be so insufferable. Even Overhaul didn’t want to team up with him.’ Izuku points out.
“He’s only gotten worse after his ‘Sensei’ got arrested.” Mic shakes his head. “That man was the real leader and terrifying just to watch.”
‘I saw.’ Izuku frowns. ‘I guess it makes sense how his behavior could have gotten worse. My question is why his ‘Sensei’ decided that Shigaraki would make a good leader. That man is a child, and I mean that as an insult.’
“We have no idea.” Mic shrugs. “Shigaraki might have just been another pawn in AFO’s plan.”
‘He almost certainly is.’ Izuku signs. ‘He’s being used and likely doesn’t even know it. Villains like AFO don’t care about anything but achieving their goal. With how Shigaraki is, I feel like he’s been working under AFO for far longer than we can know.’
Mic frowns. “He’s only 20 or so. You think he might have been a teen or younger?” Mic asks. Nedzu tilts his head in interest.
Izuku nods. ‘Definitely. I partially believe this because of the way he acts. Some people are just weird, but the constant childishness and the way he treats the world like a video game implies he’s gone through childhood trauma. Trauma like that either makes people act older than their age or act younger.’
He researched this a lot at the compound, specifically for Eri. He wanted to be ready to help her in any way he could. Although Japan isn’t great with mental health, he did manage to find really good sources to help her.
‘Plus, Shigaraki’s loyalty to AFO is obvious, but it’s too loyal for someone who joined AFO only a year or so before, even with manipulation. I saw this a lot in the members of the Yakuza. Those that had been there for a few years tried to be loyal, but a lot more willing to break or bend the rules. They’re the ones that got in trouble more often than not. Freshly brought in recruits were too scared to try anything, following more out of fear than loyalty.’
‘But then there’s the ones that have been there for years, usually over three or four. They were usually higher ranked and willing to do next to anything for the old boss, and in turn, Overhaul. Their loyalties to the old boss were so strong that they were willing to do whatever Overhaul wanted cause they knew 'That’s what the old boss would have wanted.' Their loyalty is unwavering due to time.’
“That is worrying.” Mic frowns. “Shigaraki was so willing to kill kids barely younger than himself for his Sensei.”
‘That’s half the reason why villains target kids. Their minds can be molded and can turn into exactly what they need with not much effort. A lot harder to do that kind of thing to an adult’ Izuku shrugs.
“A sad but true fact.” Nedzu says.
Izuku regrets looking at Nedzu, immediately avoiding the animal’s beady little eyes when he does. He doesn’t want to acknowledge that knowing look in them. It’s much easier for him to talk about villainy if he stays disconnected from his own reality. For his own sanity’s sake, he can’t think about it.
‘All that to say, Shigaraki will likely be doing what he can to honor his Sensei. Night Rabbit may be gone, but I suggest not letting heroes lower their guards even slightly. They’ll need it to be ready for what the League is planning.’ Izuku warns.
“We are already working to fortify the school and plan for all kinds of scenarios.” Nedzu says.
‘Thought so, but I wanted to say that anyway.’ Izuku shrugs. ‘I’d offer to do more to help, but I think my legs say no.’
“You can still help with your mind.” Mic says, pointing to his forehead. “Getting the other students ready for anything and improving plans will help in the long run.”
‘I suppose so, it will give me something to do at least. Going to UA is more just for appearances rather than actually learning.’ It’s not as though Izuku was lying when he spoke to Mirio that first time. He took multiple online evaluations to tell that intelligence wise, he already passed high school. He just couldn’t legally as a missing person. Rappa had been surprised when he learned that, but Izuku had been purposefully getting low grades on his tests and exams for years already and just reading ahead in subjects during his unfair detentions. He’s sure he’ll learn some stuff at UA, but for the most part, he doesn’t need to go to school for a general education.
“I’m sure the heroics and support course will give something new, it’s not a standard curriculum after all!” Nedzu smiles.
‘That is true. That will be interesting at least.’ Izuku’s not sure how different it will be though. It’s just training, isn’t it? It’s not like Izuku didn’t do that all the time. Though internally he is still very excited to be able to experience classes in UA.
“I hope so,” Nedzu nods before checking a normal sized pocket watch he somehow pulls out of his tiny pants pocket. “Ah, but we have taken up enough of your time, we best head back to get the paperwork processed so you may move into your new dorm.”
‘Thank you both again for all your help.’ Izuku nods politely. This was less stressful than he thought it would be, at least.
“Rest well, Midoriya.” Nedzu nods and hops back to Mic’s shoulder.
“See you later, listener!” Mic chirps as he gets up.
Izuku watches as the two move to leave, not looking away until the door closes and he’s left alone in his small hospital room.
Soon. He’s going to be discharged soon, which means he has to start mentally preparing for his life at UA. He’s not excited, but he definitely prefers this option over Tartarus.
He just hopes this all won’t go horribly. It shouldn’t. It should be fine, even if he’s a hero killer that will be surrounded by heroes.
With a sigh, Izuku leans back on his bed and closes his eyes to avoid staring at the humming LED lights above him. As he tries to relax in his bed, he allows his mind to wander.
He wonders how Hitoshi is doing. He wonders if he and Bakugo have learned he’s going to UA yet. Has Eri? Have the other heroes?
Has his mom?
…Now that he thinks about it, Nedzu said his information hasn’t been released to the public, and that they will try to keep it that way. He wonders how that will work with any sort of investigations done on the compound.
He’s curious, but can't do anything about it now. He just has to wait and see what happens.
Notes:
Please be prepared for chapters 28, 29, and 30. If there was ever a time to reread the tags or remember to look at the Trigger Warnings, it would be these next three weeks.
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Chapter 28: The Worrying Case of Midoriya Izuku
Notes:
This chapters TW are Mentions of: Medical Trauma, Torture, Assumed CSA (note the ‘Unsettling but not sexual/Everyone is worried it is’ tags), Suicidal Ideation
Keep in mind these are all 'mentions of', nothing is described or shown! This is the lightest of the next three chapters.
Also prefixing that this chapter takes place during the beginning of Izuku’s stay in the hospital
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The raid conducted on the Shie Hissaikai took a long four and a half hours. Heroes and members of the police force, both local and from different prefectures, arrested all the Yakuza members they could get their hands on.
Overhaul, his right hand, and the other highest ranking Yakuza members had all managed to slip past them and escape before capture. The only ones they did find were the old leader of the Yakuza, an older man who seems to be in a quirk-induced coma, and Night Rabbit. Most of the details of the hero killer's arrest are confidential, even most heroes haven’t been given a lot of information, much to the dismay of heroes like Nighteye.
The base was locked down tight for days until a proper investigation could take place.
The Yakuza Base is huge, too much for even a brief investigation to only take a day. It’s taken multiple times to get through everything paperwork wise. Overhaul’s lab was a horror show of the things recorded, many of the officers in charge of looking through the audio logs in there often left crying or throwing up outside.
The ones in charge of the children’s files often work in shifts to not get sick from the crying and screaming the logs recorded.
What's worse is they haven’t even gone through it all.
There must be at least a year's worth of recordings in those labs, but it's far too difficult to tell. There’s so many of them, most of them an hour long, usually more. The officers can only listen to so much before they have to stop for their own sanity.
The Yakuza base is far too large to do a thorough investigation in a short amount of time, and will likely drag on for another week or so. Once the rooms were eventually identified, the ones that were considered high priority were investigated first.
Overhaul’s room was so sterile it was uncomfortable, but luckily it’s easiest to search. They found a set of reports for ‘Izuku Midoriya’, which only stood out because of it being in Overhaul’s room. Other reports were in the labs, but this one laid delicately on the Yakuza Boss’ desk. They were given to Eraserhead to read over as he was the hero assigned to the case a year or so ago.
Most of the other main rooms were pretty much what was expected from the profiles of the Eight, with the exception of Rappa having some kid toys belonging to the rescued girl, Eri.
Finding ‘Rabbit’s Room’ was a surprise for many reasons. Especially when right under the labeled room, another, smaller label reading ‘Little Unicorn’ was right there as well.
Firstly, the sheer number of profiles he had on heroes was overwhelming and terrifying. Professional analysis of everyone from the lowest unranked all the way up to All Might, practically everyone had a file just for what seems like keepsakes. Any heroes marked on being on Yakuza payroll have been placed under immediate investigation.
Detective Tsukauchi was with the initial group of detectives and heroes searching Rabbit’s room. For the most part, he couldn’t tell if this room was unnerving or if it was just very dramatic. A few of the heroes understandably grumbled about how weird it was that half of Rabbit’s room looked more suited for a little girl, meaning the ‘little unicorn’ label was likely for the rescued girl, Eri. It’s worrying and weird for a little girl to share a room with a big-time criminal, but if he really thinks about it, there could be worse choices.
A villain that is known for protecting children of all ages isn’t nearly as bad as some alternatives.
Oh right, there was also the uncomfortable knowledge of blood splatters all over the room wall. When Eri was saved, she was unharmed, so it likely wasn’t from her. However, the large blood splatter against the wall proves something happened between Eri’s rescue and the investigation.
What's more odd is the room is neat, no actual sign of a struggle. Just the blood.
As Detective Tsukauchi was searching through the Rabbit made profiles on many of the Yakuza members, he found himself staring intensely at the pages of the notebooks, finding something oddly familiar about them. It only clicked once the other detectives left to search the other rooms.
The handwriting. It was painfully familiar.
He’s been looking through Izuku Midoriya’s notebooks and diary entries for the past year. Tsukauchi is very familiar with it by now. Which means this is, without a doubt, Midoriya and Eri’s room.
Honestly, Tsukauchi felt more relieved that Eri was with Midoriya and not anyone else, and is even more relieved the two of them weren’t thrown into some random cell they found underground. Everyone else here are grown adult criminal men that he wouldn’t trust to even look in a kid’s direction. However, knowing that Eri was unharmed and Midoriya was immediately sent to the hospital raises concerns as he looks back at the dried, blood stained wall.
Holding one of the notebooks, Tsukauchi remembers what caused this whole investigation in the first place and taps the notebook against his other hand.
A few loose papers slip from their hiding places, sticking out in the analyzing journal.
Like he had hoped, Midoriya had been using the same trick he had when hiding diary entries from his mom. Tsukauchi sighs as he looks over at the many, many notebooks and files that he now has to check before the others get back in here.
“At least the kid's consistent with this.” Tsukauchi murmurs. Oh the joys of his job.
Tsukauchi must have gotten lucky the first time, most of the notebooks he checked next didn’t even have loose papers in them. The ones that did only had one or two. It’s probably a smarter way to hide them, at least compared to last time. The Bakugo’s and Midoriya’s mother told him that there were a few papers in every journal.
After counting, Tsukauchi found 20 papers in total. He attempted to sort them by date, but he’s not exactly sure he got all of them right, as Midoriya seems to have lost track of time in the beginning. Instead, the kid wrote how many days it had been since he arrived for the first few, which helped in organizing, Though that quickly stopped after the one labeled 'day 19'.
Glancing through all of the papers, one caught his eye that he begins reading without thinking.
‘I hope he never learns who I really am so his memories with me are never tainted. I don’t care how selfish it is, not for this. No, for Hitoshi, I want him to only be able to remember Izuku Midoriya . I pray he never associates him with Night Rabbit -’
“Fuck, I need to take these before someone sees.” Tsukauchi gets a folder out of his coat and quickly puts the papers in it, labeling it as ‘Diary entries, Yakuza Base’. He looks over the room again, grimacing at the sight of the blood. He ignores the aching in his chest as he puts the folder back into his coat's inner pocket.
Luckily (or perhaps unfortunately, considering how he can tell these are going to be difficult to read) not long after, he was relieved of today's investigative duties.
Tsukauchi gets into his car with a sigh, rubbing his eyes before he starts the engine and begins the long drive home. If the diary is anything like the ones from the kids' middle school days, Tsukauchi will need to be at his house for comfort and with a heavy drink prepared after.
Like most days, the drive from the Yakuza compound is bleak, though today is arguably worse than others, a horrible amount of dread is following him back home despite his best efforts.
It’s probably his favorite part of investigating criminal organizations.
Note the sarcasm.
They still don’t know much about what happened to Midoriya during his time being imprisoned by the Yakuza. From what he’s been told by Eraserhead, the kid has either been passed out from pain or too out of it to respond to any attempts at communication. He also notes from experience that interrogating freshly traumatized kids doesn't usually go over well.
If all goes well, and Nedzu manages to convince the commission to send Midoriya to UA, they’ll be able to delay any police interviews until they’re sure the kid won’t shut down immediately upon questioning. It will cause things to go slower investigation wise, but it will hopefully help get true and clear answers and make the kid more comfortable.
Eri so far has also been keeping quiet despite attempts at gentle questioning. The only thing she likes to talk about is her brother and 'Uncle Rappa', she also seems more keen on talking to people like Midnight rather than others.
The girl did say she would talk more when her brother was with her. It was a bit concerning at first, but things got more clear when a child psychologist got her to draw some pictures that they were able to use to tell how she felt? Tsukauchi doesn't understand it himself but according to the psychologist she had some decent education from Midoriya and most of her drawings are pretty happy unless Overhaul was involved.
Eri holds a lot of love for her brother, which made it more clear that she was seeking reassurance and support rather than permission to answer questions.
It’s reassuring how trusting she is of Midoriya, and how happy she gets when he’s a topic of conversation. Eri seems surprisingly happy. Undeniably traumatized, yes, but Midoriya managed to keep that girl safe and protect the smile on her face. Tsukauchi can’t imagine how hard that must have been to balance.
Unfortunately, this only makes Tsukauchi more worried that the kid sacrificed parts of his own health and safety for hers. That tends to happen, the older kids protect the younger ones. Tsukauchi has seen some heartbreaking cases of older siblings in abusive homes taking the brunt of the abuse or even making themselves seem like a better target until they got out, got help, or just couldn’t anymore. Oftentimes, the younger children know much more about their situation than people think.
How could they not? How could a younger child not know something is wrong when they see their older siblings hurt? Or learning to hide from the abuser at their older siblings' warning? Tsukauchi has learned that it's hard for people who’ve never been in such a situation to properly understand that.
There's no telling what kind of torment Midoriya would have endured in order to keep his sister safer. One of the child voices in the lab audio recordings was already identified to be Eri, but there's another, male, child's voice.
Tsukauchi sighs again as he waits at a red light. He does not envy those that have been listening to those damn recordings. Just reading the transcripts makes his own stomach churn. Although there were many recordings involving Eri, they had soon stopped and were replaced with who he can only assume is Midoriya. There were screams and crying at first, but there was soon a disturbing trend of silence or monotone replies to Overhaul or other lab workers in the more recent logs from Midoriya.
And those are just the lab ones. There's a whole list of ‘incident reports’ from Midoriya getting hurt in what's labeled as ‘training’ that's long and disturbing.
The nerve damage Overhaul caused on Midoriya, along with his legs being completely bent and twisted in ways they shouldn’t be, are the only visible proof of him being hurt while imprisoned by the villain. Even in the state the boy’s currently in, he reacts so harshly to the slightest touch. If it wasn’t for Overhaul’s quirk, there's no doubt the kid would have dozens of different scars all over him.
It’s almost more horrifying knowing there aren’t any visible scars. Knowing that not even half of Midoriya’s pain or suffering is visible because of only more pain is disturbing to say the least.
There’s no scars on his body, but he can’t imagine the ones that have been left in his mind.
Tsukauchi is also disturbed by the knowledge that Eri, a sweet and shy little girl, is littered with scars when Overhaul clearly doesn’t leave any unless he wants to. Why would he leave a little girl scarred over but a teen boy free of them? Was it because Midoriya was quirkless and ‘clean’? Some other disturbing reason Tsukauchi doesn't even want to entertain the thought of?
He doesn’t get much time to delve deeper into that rabbit hole before he’s somehow arriving at his home despite paying next to no attention to the drive. He’s surprised he didn’t get into a crash with how much he wasn’t paying attention to the road. Luckily the roads have been a lot more clear, no one wants to go out thanks to the multiple villain attacks over a short amount of time.
Overthinking does no one good, but it’s hard not to when it’s a complicated case involving hurt children.
Tsukauchi takes a deep breath, taking out the folders from his jacket. “Okay. Get some dinner, take care of Sherif, and probably have your heart ripped in two. The perfect night in.” He exhales and opens the car door.
As Tsukauchi unlocks the front door of his house, he can hear the tiny pitter-patter of dog claws tapping against the floor. By the time the door opens, a black blob of fluff is patiently sitting in front of him. A few years ago, he’d normally be attacked by Sherif the moment the door opened even an inch.
She's calmed down a lot over the years, but is just as loving as ever. Just what he needs after an emotionally taxing day.
"Hey there, Sherif." Tsukauchi coos, closing and locking the door behind him. “How’s my favorite officer, huh? No bad guys break in?” He asks, kneeling to pet her.
Sherif lets out a quiet, huff-like bark and tilts her head up to chase more affection, before licking the same hand that was petting her.
"Got a rough case this time, girl. Gonna need some premium cuddles to get through it." Tsukauchi says 'seriously' to her. "Can I count on you for that?"
He receives another, louder bark as she moves away from his hand and instead attempts to lick his face affectionately. It would be cuter if her breath didn't smell like dog food.
"Ew. Your love is appreciated, but stinky." Tsukauchi chuckles and gives a last pet before he gets up, grunting as his knees pop, and heads further inside. "I'll get you some food in a second, Sherif. Let me get my coat off."
Like most days, Sherif follows Tsukauchi around aimlessly, staring at him with impatient eyes as she waits to be fed. On the days where he takes too long, apparently like today, she’ll abandon him and instead sit by her bowl, barking endlessly until he feeds her.
‘Too long’ is arbitrary. Tsukauchi tested it before, the time it takes is different each day.
"It's been 5 minutes!" Tsukauchi chuckles at her, getting her food to appease her. "You can't make up the rules of time, you can't even read the clock!"
Sherif ignores him as food is poured into her bowl, quickly going to eat once he finishes pouring, her wagging tail wacking against Tsukauchi's leg, proudly showing her glee.
"Attacking a fellow officer, for shame." Tsukauchi deadpans, patting her back before he goes to make something for himself. "I should go with something light, just in case the diary is a rough read."
It likely will be. Light is a good idea.
Tsukauchi spends time cooking brothy miso soup. A part of him doesn’t want to eat at all, but he knows if he doesn't now, he wont have an appetite later.
Sherif lazily plays with her toys until Tsukauchi is done cooking and follows him to the small table in front of the couch.
Most of the time, dogs are dumb. But if there’s something Tsukauchi learned over the years, it’s that dogs are empathetic. She knows he’s upset about something, and is too stubborn to fully leave his side until he’s feeling better.
Her support is always helpful.
"Okay, let's see what we are working with." Tsukauchi sighs, opening his folder. He sips at his soup, in a mug to be easier on him, and looks at the first paper. "I hope I got the dateless ones in the right order."
Day 6
‘I spent a good ten minutes trying to figure out how to start this entry, but I’m realizing it probably won't even matter. If I’m going to forget anything, I doubt it will be the details of my kidnapping.
Overhaul has officially put me on my analyzing duties, so I now have some notebooks to write in. He originally was going to have me type on a computer but he listened when I said I work better on paper. Makes it easier to write these.
I think it’s day six. I think? I kinda forgot to keep track the first few days. I think I… didn’t really expect to stay here for longer than a few days? I guess reality is kicking in and now I feel like I have to keep track.
This place is horribly intimidating. I’m sort of glad I’m not allowed to walk around on my own? Rappa keeps anyone from doing anything. People are scared of him, he’s apparently a higher ranked Yakuza? I think he and Tabe told me so day one, but I was too out of it to pay attention. Or care really. I thought I was going to die.
He’s not exactly mean though, not really. He also seems to care about Eri, which is relieving. I think of anyone I could get onto my side, it would be him. I need someone strong like him to like me.
I probably should be more scared or tense around the man who did the kidnapping, but I think my options could have been worse? I can’t be picky. I have to take whatever small blessings I’m given.
Like Eri. She isn’t… a very happy kid. I now know why but it hurts to think about. She is terrified of Yakuza members, especially Overhaul, but at least relaxes around me. That's good , great even. It makes taking care of her easier, but I also don’t know how to help her. She doesn’t smile or express her joy much and though she’s been relaxing it’s been a slow process. Painfully slow. I hate seeing her so sad. But she seems more relaxed the longer she goes without whatever her lab testing was.
Keeping Overhaul distracted will help Eri stay safe.
Overhaul himself is just terrifying. He’s more intimidating than anyone I’ve ever seen before. I’ve seen villains when writing in my notebooks and chasing hero fights, but it’s so different when it's an organized crime boss that is focused on me. But he also treats me really weirdly . He pats my head and tells me when he’s proud… I make him proud sometimes. It’s weirdly nice, but… I don’t know. I doubt I’ll be around him often. He’s the head of the Yakuza and probably busy as hell, but I don’t think I’m excited for the times I do have to be around him. He said I would be going to the labs too, and he would be there so he can figure out why I’m quirkless. I’m scared of when that happens.'
[The handwriting gets more shaky, losing the neat lettering the previous written kanji had. Now dry tear stains caused some of the writing to bleed together.]
‘I don’t know what I’m doing. I have no idea. I’m just here. And I can’t leave. Calling Kacchan Bakugo to get help was utterly useless. He didn’t care and now I’m stuck here. I want to help Eri, but Kami I really just want to hug my mom again. She’d make me feel better. I just want to go back home. I feel like crying almost every moment I’m here, but that would just make it clear how weak I am. I can’t have them want to kill me or something. Plus I’m with Eri most of the time and I refuse to cry in front of her! She can’t see how weak I am either, she needs to feel safe with me.
I have to keep going. I have to be strong for her but I don’t know how. That's not me. I've never been brave. I'm weak. I’m so scared . '
"Damn, this poor kid." Tsukauchi frowns and begins jotting down parts of interest in his notepad to keep in mind for later. “At least he had one guy on his side. Rappa was the one Eri mentioned, and he fought Fat Gum, didn’t he? Could he be an ally if we find him?"
Day 13
‘I was allowed to make a shrine for the heroes. It’s not at all perfectly traditional, but it’s the best I can do. My plan of ‘pretend I’m not sending heroes to their death by analyzing’ worked a little too well? I almost sobbed when I was given the next ‘gift’, I felt disgusting. How could I forget heroes would be hurt while I’m here? I forgot they’d be killed. Death Arms was already difficult to handle, but now there's two parts of uniforms and Hero IDs in the Shrine.
How big is the shrine going to get? I still can’t truly believe I’m the cause of it.
I don’t wait to die and I don’t want Eri hurt if I disobey but I really really really don’t want to do this!!
I love heroes! I want wanted to be one! But now I’m going to be the cause of their deaths. Am I a villain now? I cooperated with Overhaul without a fight. I don’t want to think about it, but two are already dead because of me.
I refuse to think about it .’
['Want' is barely visible through the harsh scribbled lines going through the word. More tear stains are on the paper.]
Tsukauchi sighs sadly, noting just how right they were about the first hero death being Death Arms. He runs a finger over the heavily scribbled out word with a frown. The paper was warped from it all.
“He could have made a wonderful hero, had people just given him a chance.” Tsukauchi says sadly to Sherif.
Sherif curls up next to Tsukauchi on the couch, leaning her head on his lap.
The next page, thankfully, has no tear stains.
Day 14
‘Turns out my main job isn’t going to be analyzing heroes. I don’t know who or what heard my prayers, but I’m eternally grateful. Instead I’ve been analyzing quirks of some of the Yakuza members to help make their weaknesses less deadly. Like helping quirk side effects and stuff, normal analyst things. I'm not directly causing anyone’s death like this, so I’m not as upset. It could be so much worse.
In my freetime I’ve been designing some support items for some of the Yakuza members that were nicer to me. They’re nothing good, just basic rough drafts of things that might help, but maybe I can build a sort of reputation of ‘be nice to the terrified child and he’ll help you more’ or something?
Honestly, analyzing the Yakuza members’ quirks is kind of nice in a way? They’re not as rude to me as I expected. I think I can relate to them in a way? They were hurt by people, just like me. They’re still scary, but in the same way Tabe and Rappa are inherently scary too.
It’s not perfect though. Some have still given me the annoying types of compliments since I’m quirkless, but I guess I can only get so much good in my life. Everyone appreciates my help and no one has killed me yet, so I’ll deal with it. Better than getting physically assaulted in Aldera. ’
Tsukauchi had snorted at the second line's 'be nice and get nice' part before he read on. It’s relieving that killing heroes wasn’t Midoriya’s only job, he imagines the kid would have broken a lot sooner if it was.
"He was designing his own support gear for the others? That's one hell of a mind on this kid, I couldn't do it." Tsukauchi shakes his head. "I have a hard enough time trying to work the coffee maker at the office, I swear it's tampered with."
Day 19 and the first entry where Midoriya lost track of the days are, ironically enough, on the same paper. The tear stains are back, this time there's much more of them, and the handwriting is rushed and shaky compared to before.
Day 19
‘I hate this place. I hate it I hate it I ha te it I hate it!!!
No wonder Eri is so terrified. I don’t blame her, I’m terrified too!! I hate the labs. I hate how Overhaul’s quirk feels It hurts so bad. I don’t know what he’s looking for but he hasn’t found it yet, so I’m going to have to go back soon. I don’t want to go back. It hurts so much. I couldn’t think clearly. I just cried and screamed until it was over.
Please I want it to be over I want to go home please someone save me I don’t want to be here.’
Day ?
‘I don’t know how to feel anymore.
I’m so confused. No one has ever cared about my life besides my own mom. No one has ever fought for me at all. I thought I was going to die when my ‘appendix burst’, but Overhaul saved me. He saved me . He figured out what was happening and helped me.
He even put me on bed rest for some amount of time because he didn’t want my injury(? Is that what I should call it?) to get worse.
He values my life. I don’t think anyone has before… not like this.’
Tsukauchi frowns, flipping the paper to look between the two wildly different entries. How could two such violently different emotions about the same person be on the same page and assumedly not far apart in time? What did Overhaul do to make Midoriya feel like this?
Tsukauchi also has no idea what an 'appendix' is, organs not really his area of study in school, but it must have been bad for it to almost kill Midoriya.
The next few entries aren’t nearly as eventful. Midoriya talks about how a Yakuza member who made some quirkest comments to him were chewed out by Rappa and potentially were killed. Maybe the death isn’t great, but it’s at least good knowing he didn’t have to deal with more quirkiest rhetoric while there. Another one also mentions briefly that his training with Rappa and ‘his trainers’ hasn’t been going well, which is also the first mention of training at all. He’s pretty sure he didn’t miss anything before.
Then, finally, an actual date.
December 25th
‘I feel so jealous seeing everyone celebrate and go home for the holidays. I feel sick . I want to go home too. I want to bake cookies with my mom and watch cheesy movies and fall asleep on the couch while listening to those stupid American Christmas carols. I want it to be like every other Christmas. I miss my mom. I miss her so much.
I feel so guilty sitting here. She doesn’t deserve to spend the holidays alone because I was too weak to protect myself. It’s not like I’m making any progress in training with Rappa or my other trainers. I’m not doing good enough to prove my worth here and kami it makes me feel so pathetic. And now, Overhaul gave me a stupid costume to analyze heroes in person.
I can’t. I can’t do it. I don’t want to. But I know Eri will suffer the consequences if I don’t. I would hate it, but I would be fine dealing with pain or death, but I won’t let Eri go through more pain just because I’m not strong enough to analyze outside.
And what's worse is I went out!! I was outside for the first time in months. I got to run around and shop and ice skate as if my mom hasn’t been worried sick about me! As if I haven’t been horribly complicit in the death of heroes. And I saw Bubble Girl!!! I could have asked her for help! I could have risked it I should have risked it!!
But no. I’m quirkless and it wouldn’t have helped. I’m quirkless. I’m useless I'm pathetic I’m weak!! I’m a quirkless nobody who nobody would give a shit about! None of those heroes would care if one quirkless kid died, none of them would! They wouldn’t protect me, they never did not now not ever! I’m on my own, I have to protect myself, I have to.
…I really hate that I had fun. Spending time with Overhaul, being able to relax, it was so fun. I hate that he’s the first person in the whole work who has ever recognized the effort I’m putting into my analysis. Going out was a reward, a real one. This stupid ‘Night Rabbit’ costume isn’t. Maybe Overhaul thinks it is, but it isn't. I’m so angry. I just want to go home.
Where are the heroes? When people are in danger, heroes are supposed to come. Heroes are supposed to save people and defeat villains
with a smile
Why can’t I be saved? Why won't anyone save me?
[‘With a smile’ is scribbled out even more violently, it’s a shock the paper didn’t rip.]
‘I should know better by now. Heroes never cared about people like me and kami knows they never will.
But that doesn’t mean I want them to die. I don’t want to kill them. Maybe I am angry, but not angry enough to want to kill them. I don’t know if I can analyze them in person without breaking down. I don’t know how to be ‘Night Rabbit’.
I’m scared.’
“Oh kid…” Tsukauchi frowns as he finishes reading the entry. Every word he reads feels like a slap in the face with how upset the kid seems.
He notes down the worrying lack of self worth. That and the worrying mental battle Midoriya is going through regarding Overhaul is something Hound Dog will need to know about. It’s horribly easy to forget how simple it is to manipulate a young kid like Midoriya had been at the time.
Tsukauchi does wonder though, what changed from the blatant fear of analyzing in person to ripping a man apart?
He’ll find out soon.
There's two entries on this next paper, one on the front and one on the back. Though, Tsukauchi has to try and smooth out the crumpled paper to try and read it properly.
July 15
‘It’s my birthday.
I got to spend it with Eri and Rappa. Overhaul even wished me a happy birthday, which was nice I guess. He patted me on the head and told me to keep doing good work.
I turned 15 today.
Why am I here again?
I want to see my mom, but I didn’t have any candles to make that wish.’
‘I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Night Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I'm not Rabbit I can’t be I can’t be him I wouldn’t do the things he’s done I can’t I don’t want to hurt anyone I’m not him I can’t be I can’t be please don’t let me be Rabbit please’
Tsukauchi’s expression only gets more somber as he notes it for a mental evaluation later. How did the kid stay sane enough to plan an escape with everything going on? This reads like a separate personality taking over or something.
The next paper is just as concerning as more odd mentions of Night Rabbit being to appear.
Day Unknown
‘I think I’m finally getting the hang of things. Rappa keeps boasting about how strong I’ve gotten to anyone who vaguely touches on the topic, and Overhaul keeps patting my head and smiling at me. I’m doing good , I’m earning my stay here, which is relieving. Eri hasn’t been to the labs since I’ve gotten here, she’s been smiling more and more and is even comfortable being around Rappa now! I’m doing well.
My mind is so incredibly messy and confused all the time. I know I want to keep Eri safe and happy, that's my main priority and it hasn’t changed, it never will. But I also want to make Overhaul proud. He’s been more and more proud of me recently, which is a good thing! It keeps him distracted of course, but I also… I think I want him to be proud of me just because. I want him to keep patting my head and smiling at me. I don’t know why. I don't know anything.
I was so worried about everything when going into this. Analyzing heroes in person was terrifying at first, but I think I got used to it? The heroes are far more scared of Rabbit than he is of them. Rabbit is fearless, he escapes from the hero's attempts at capturing him all the time!! I’m still feeling nervous about it all, but at the very least, Rabbit doesn’t hurt children. Overhaul reminded me that he protected a couple when they almost got hit by a reckless hero.
It's fine. I’ll get through this. Doing good keeps Eri safe, so it's worth it. ’
"He refers to Rabbit as a separate person?" Tsukauchi mumbles, raising a brow before looking at Sherif. "The amount of worry I have just keeps growing with this."
Day Unknown
‘I’m an official member of the Yakuza now. I didn’t realize it would be happening so soon, but I guess I did what I wanted? I got Overhaul proud of me. Proud enough that I’m no longer just a prisoner. I’m a Yakuza. I’m one of them.
People have been showing me the same respect as the Precepts of Death, which has been very overwhelming. I don’t think wearing my Night Rabbit outfit everywhere now really helps. Everyone seems intimidated by me, like how they’re intimidated by the higher ups and Overhaul. I’m not so sure I like that.
But Overhaul is so so proud of me. He keeps telling me as much. Rappa said it’s not just cause I was a useful asset. He said it’s because he’s fond of me . Fond, just like he is of his Boss and childhood friend.
I think our relationship is slightly different though. I think. He doesn’t touch anyone that he’s not planning to use his quirk on… unless that ‘anyone’ is me . It’s usually small things, I didn’t notice it before. But now that I think about it, he pets my head a lot , or my back or shoulder if he’s leading me somewhere. I think I used to remember him being touchy in the labs too, but all that is still really fuzzy.
I didn’t notice it before, but I guess it makes sense? I’m quirkless, unlike everyone else here. It’s not that I mind, I’m just more confused. Why is he fond of me? What does it mean?’
“...Please don’t be fond in a weird way.” Tsukauchi quietly begs. Who? The gods, probably. He just wants it to not be creepy and weird for Midoriya in the next pages. Let the kid have something to not be traumatized over. ‘Touchy’ and ‘fond’ are not words he wants to hear a kidnapper is towards a child.
The next entry doesn’t give any elaboration on that subject. Midoriya talks about how ‘Rabbit’ took down the (at the time) #3 hero and became a more notable villain to the public eye. He doesn’t seem nearly as concerned as before, though not entirely enthusiastic about it either.
The one after that does give hints.
Day Unknown
‘Overhaul took me to see the UA sports festival!! I still can’t believe I got to go! I got to see so many cool quirks and heroes up close! Present Mic was the announcer along with Eraserhead, and Midnight was babysitting the dogfights so no one killed anyone, and I spoke to Snipe, and I got to talk to third years that I had watched a few years ago! Mirio Togata and Amajiki Tamaki!! And everyone's quirks this year were so cool and strong! I got to analyze so much!!
It’s been a while since I’ve been this happy.
But so much more happened, because I can’t go a single day without making my life more difficult than it needs to be. I ended up running into Endeavor and pissing him off so… oops. Eh, I don’t care. That man has always been suspicious, but the way Todoroki looked and how Endeavor was very willing to attack me just proves that he’s a shitty person and especially a shitty parent. I was too focused on making sure the Todoroki kid was okay to focus on him long though. Turns out he ended up using his fire!! I don’t know if I influenced that too much, but I hope he continues to use it. He deserves to be proud of his powerful quirk.
I also called Overhaul dad.
So
Double oops.
I don’t know if I even want to try and unpack that. He didn’t mind, he said as much, but I still don’t know what that means. Where do I stand in our relationship? What does our relationship mean? Does he see me like a son or????? Does he just not care if I see him like a dad?
It was nice though. I liked spending time with Chisaki… '
“Ohhh fuck ..” Tsukauchi swears softly. “They’re on a civilian name basis and Midoriya called him dad. That’s not going to help anything… that actually makes about five more issues plus whatever he noticed with the Todoroki kid. If he saw something, there likely is something about Endeavor to look into. Eraser will want that info.
Tsukauchi rubs his face with a groan, leaning back against the couch. The HPSC is going to twist the ‘dad’ angle to villainize Midoriya more than they already are. That could set back his recovery and give more restrictions in Nedzu’s program.
And that's only this one page. The sports festival was months ago. What’s written in these could get only more incriminating.
However, something different is written in the next one.
Day Unknown
‘I met this boy today while shopping for stuff for Eri. She’s learned enough that she outgrew her old books, and she’s starting to get too big to fit in her old clothes, so Chisaki gave me permission to go out. While looking, I met Hitoshi Shinso, a boy from UA who I recognized at the sports festival with some sort of Brainwashing quirk. It was so cool to see him in person, if not a bit nerve wracking since he’s so closely connected to the UA heroes and in turn, Bakugo.
He was fun to talk to though! Even if he did keep bullying me for my height. He said I looked like a small bunny, which was far more funny for me than it was for him. I can’t believe I’ve been dubbed ‘bunny’ by everyone. Literally everyone!
I don’t remember the last time I smiled and laughed so freely. I felt so light, but not in the way Chisaki makes me feel. Chisaki makes me feel light in a dizzying way, but Shinso made me feel like I was floating.
I got his number. I’m not going to tell Overhaul about Shinso, not yet. I know he’s the one Overhaul suggested I make friends with, but I know he meant it so Shinso could help with villainy. I don’t want him involved in this. He wants to be a hero, and from what I’ve seen, he’ll be a great one. I might be risking his well being from this, but as long as Overhaul doesn’t know, it should be okay…
I can keep another person safe. I know I can.
[The back of this page has a quirk analysis written on it for Hitoshi Shinso. It’s just as professional as all the ones about the heroes, but less focus on how to take the kid down and more how to strengthen his quirk.]
“He wrote Overhaul’s civilian and villain names? Is he switching his language based on the situation?” Tsukauchi wonders aloud. It’s not entirely unusual, he’s seen cases like that in abused kids before. Doesn’t matter if they were a child of heroes or villains, both kinds have had cases where the kids refer to one name as the ‘bad’ one and the other as the ‘good’ one. It seemed like a small way to try and keep the person that showed them love ‘alive’, so to say, before they became abusive. Only Midoriya seems to be doing the same thing in reverse?
The next two entries are on the same page. Counting this one, there are only three pages left.
Day Unknown
'I swear if one more thing happens to me I’m going to kill someone.
Or maybe spar with Rappa again. He’s been itching to fight me ever since I beat him a few months(? Or maybe weeks) ago. I should really keep track of the days better. Not my fault they keep getting all blendy.
The League of Villains, LoV (I’m not writing that childish name over and over) are after Rabbit, for some reason. I originally thought it was to get Overhaul’s attention and to make allies with him, but he said it might have been to get Rabbit in their ranks in general. That, as far as the public knows, none of his attacks on heroes have gone wrong, so they might want him to kill some hero for them.
Yeah, no, screw that . I’m glad Overhaul and I are in agreement to not work with him. I refuse to, not only because of the injuries the LoV caused me, but because Rabbit doesn’t hurt children, which the LoV has proven they don’t care about. Rabbit won’t dare to even associate with them considering how willing they were to go after hero students at UA.
…I did learn that Chisaki worries about me more than I expected. I keep forgetting that he does care about me, that he does worry about me. He told me to work on my self-worth. I’d like to think I’ve gotten better, but the more I think about it, the more I’m not so sure. I don’t tend to believe when anyone compliments me anymore, not unless it's Chisaki. I don’t know, it's odd. But I’m glad Chisaki cares. I feel bad. I worry him so much.
But I also learned that my actual father just… doesn’t exist in the eyes of Japan? He’s likely some sort of villain. It’s a bit ironic. A bit funny.
Or maybe just annoying.
It kind of makes me feel like I was cursed into villainy from the start.
But at the same time, I don’t think I care as much as I used to. I miss my dad, yeah, but the memories are more blurry than the ones I have with Bakugo. I liked my dad, I loved him, but they’re just so old that I don’t care as much anymore. Can I say that I don’t feel any sort of attachment to either of them anymore? I hope so.
I think I miss having a dad and having a friend like Bakugo more than actually missing them .
I have Chisaki instead. I think that’s a good trade off. He cares and makes sure I’m okay… I… still don’t know how I really feel about him. I think he feels like a father. I want him to be my father I want him to look at me and see a son.
I want him to see me as his son. ’
Day Unknown
‘Shigaraki needs to take a step back. That damn LoV is getting on my last nerve. He has the gall to try and drag Shinso away, to ‘recruit’ him and turn him into a villain? Kami it’s fucking pathetic! He can’t get his own members, so he has to resort to hurting children just to get strength. It’s pitiful.
It seems he took the hint and now sees Rabbit as an enemy rather than a potential ally. Good.
What happens with Rabbit tends to be kind of blurry, but writing things down helps a lot.
I remember Rabbit got Shinso to safety. He seemed kind of out of it after, but Rabbit helped him out and made sure he wasn’t injured before he got Eraserhead to find him. I know that Rabbit confused him, but it should be fine. I’m just so relieved Shinso is okay.
It was hard to force myself out of Night Rabbit’s headspace so soon after the attack, I still felt out of it, like the Rabbit was still partially there, but I managed. I didn’t have much of a choice if I wanted to not seem weird about the voicemail. Shinso reassured me he was okay and his teachers drove him home.
Thank kami. I’m so glad he’s safe.
I don’t know what I would have done if Rabbit couldn’t protect him. That's why Rabbit exists, to protect. Luckily, Rabbit is a strong and confident guardian for children in danger. He’s able to protect people
we I
that are important. He cares about Eri, he cares about Shinso now too. He wants him safe just as much as me.’
['We' and 'I' are crossed out in places but aren't nearly as violently scratched out as other words have been, but there are two small question marks near both words.]
“His separation of 'Rabbit' and 'Izuku' is getting worse.” Tsukauchi mumbles, noting it down. “I’ll also need to call in a protection for Shinso and his family if both Overhaul and the LoV are after him. I don't want to see the kid turned into a Nomu or used against Midoriya to get him back to Overhaul."
Two more pages left. Two short entries on one page, one long entry on the last.
Day Unknown
‘I don’t know what to do. Eri trusts me. Eri relies on me and needs me to help her and needs me to save her before it's too late
I don’t know what to do.
I have a week? Maybe less? More? To get her out. I’m not going to let Overhaul bring her back to the labs. I can’t let her go through that hell again, I promised myself I wouldn’t ever let that happen. I won't let her smile disappear again.
Only moments before Overhaul told me about his plans to continue the bullet project ( but now upgraded to a gas instead, and I fucking helped . By kidnapping Midnight I helped Overhauls plans. Eri will be hurt because I kidnapped Midnight. I am going to be the cause of her pain and I didn’t even know it ) I learned Bakugo was kidnapped by the LoV. I called him. I talked to him . He wanted to get the heroes to save me, but I was too stupid and too pathetic, I couldn’t bring myself to let him. Now I wish I did. At least maybe then they could save Eri.
But no. I was selfish. I am so very selfish.
I have to get her out. She trusts me, she believes I will.
I don’t know how.
I’m scared.
I miss my mom. '
Day Unknown
‘Midnight has agreed to help me get Eri out. She gave a suggestion, to try to get Eri to Lemillion, a UA third year that’s working with Sir Nighteye.
Of course. A third year student would be less worried of the chances of a trick compared to a pro hero. He’s perfect.
I owe her everything. I owe her my life.
I’ll get her out too, after getting Eri. I have to focus on my sister, but I might have a way to save them both. It’s so simple but maybe just giving Lemillion instructions will work just as simply.
I know what I have to do. I know how to save her.
I feel horrible. I’m scared.
But Rabbit isn’t. He’s ready to save her.'
"This must have been just before the raid alert I got." Tsukauchi sighs. "He thought he had to do it all alone. Stop a villain, save Eri and Midnight, and be Rabbit."
A child had so much weight put on him.
And then, the last paper.
Final Day
‘Hitoshi became my boyfriend. He was my first boyfriend. Likely my last. We only dated for a day or so, but I’ll have to get rid of any trace that he was a part of my life by the next hour.
I feel so guilty.
I love him. He makes me feel so light and happy. He’s so gentle and careful when I’m upset. I love holding his hand, I love kissing him. I hate that I won’t ever get that again, but I loved every moment with him. He made me feel safe and warm and happy. He made me smile and laugh like my quirk status meant nothing to him. He thought I was strong and worth his love. But I’m not.
I feel bad I lied to him.
But I did feel loved. I hope he at least felt loved by me too.
Not even an hour after we started dating, after our first and only date, after kissing him , I killed that ‘hero’. Hellfire was his name.
I stained my hands with the blood of heroes. Maybe they always have been. And yet I dared use these hands to hold someone who would be horrified by my actions. I hope he never learns who I really am so his memories with me are never tainted. I don’t care how selfish it is, not for this. No, for Hitoshi, I want him to only be able to remember Izuku Midoriya . I pray he never associates him with Night Rabbit . I hope he never knows.
And I hope if he does learn, he never forgives me.
I didn’t want to kill that hero. Even I knew, even Overhaul knew I wasn’t ready to kill with my own hands. It’s why we’ve only been preparing for the day, we never planned for it. Just defeating Hawks was enough of an accomplishment. But I killed Hellfire. I tore him apart.
I don’t know if it was just because he was trying to kidnap me, or cause he likely succeeded with many other kids, though that is a big part of it. Everything that happened after the date is so fuzzy, but I know it wasn’t the only thing I was thinking of. Kami, I was just so frustrated. I was angry and scared and sad but so incredibly tired . I’ve been trying so hard to be good. To impress Overhaul and keep Eri safe and in the dark about my crimes. I was trying so hard to spend more time with her, to give her the care she needed while juggling analyzing and working more and more often.
My mind felt like it was full of static when I killed that hero. My head hurt so bad, it felt like it would tear in two.
But I can’t even say it was the influence of being Rabbit instead of Izuku either. I had been happy moments before thanks to Hitoshi. Rabbit didn’t kill Hellfire. I did. Izuku did.
Maybe we can share the blame. It might make me feel better.
Chisaki took care of me after I killed him.
He cleaned me and held me. I promised him we’d change the world together. I still want that. But I me and Rabbit, we want Eri to be safe more.
But I can’t stop thinking about it. My mind felt like mush, but there are fleeting memories. His touch was so soft. Gentle. His hands on my skin made me feel cold and overwhelmed and scared and relaxed all at the same time, but it was somehow comforting. I wanted him to hold me forever.
He couldn’t, of course, but he gave me his jacket to wear after. It helped. I haven’t given it back, I still don’t feel in my right mind. Chisaki hasn’t asked for it back, even with the weird looks people have been giving him.
The coat helps. Chisaki helps.
I’m so sorry that I have to betray you, Chisaki. I swear I don’t want to. I promise, everything I’ve said and done was true. I just can’t let Eri be hurt.
I know Overhaul will hurt me. He’s more likely to kill me than showing mercy.
I don’t think I was always this prepared to die.
I used to want to do so much with my life. I considered growing a garden at one point, maybe becoming a farmer. I wanted to be a hero, though that was a dying dream. I wanted to stargaze with my friends that never existed and go swimming with my mom and dad again. I wanted to grow old with a partner, through sickness and in health, with someone like Hitoshi.
I had so many plans when I was a kid. But now, all I’ll be is just another statistic. Another child killed from the crime of quirk discrimination.
I guess I forgot I was still a child.
I guess I forgot my place.
…Maybe I’m not entirely ready to die.
But I’m far too tired to keep living.
I am forced to fight everyday for the right to exist in a world that doesn’t want me. I have to prove my worth to be allowed a glass of water or food on my plate, and yet I can barely stomach the taste anymore. I have to kill heroes to keep me and Eri’s privileges. I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this. I don’t know if I can go on. I am trying so hard , if only for Eri and Hitoshi.
But I won’t ever talk to Hitoshi after today. I won’t ever see Eri again if everything goes well.
If I don’t die from Overhaul, will I be able to keep living when the only reasons I got up every morning are gone?
…
I might die today.
That thought is scary, but it sounds peaceful.
Maybe painful, but it won’t last too long. Not compared to death.
I want to die.
I want the peace that comes with death.
I wanted Overhaul as my father, I wanted to be the perfect son for him. He’ll be angry. He can hate me. He can kill me.
But, maybe, he won’t forget me.
Maybe he can hold onto the good times we had together? The times we laughed and talked and felt so utterly close ? I want him to remember those, if he’s willing. I like those memories. I’ll cherish them until I’m gone. I’ll never forget them. These precious, cherished memories of mine will replay in my mind when he kills me. A constant reminder of why I’m letting him kill me. Maybe, just maybe, I’ll have made enough of an impact for him to remember me.
No matter what, if anyone is to kill me… then I’m glad it will be him. I’m relieved even. I’ll feel comfort knowing Overhaul is there. I’ll let him kill me. The last show of my love.
…I hope no one will miss me. I don’t deserve that. No one should mourn the death of a villain.
I hope Kacchan becomes an amazing hero. I hope Hitoshi does too.
I don’t know what else to write. I want to write more…
Ah.
I’m stalling.
Well, I should stop then.
This is it.
I hope the world gets just a bit better without me in it. '
[There's not a single dried tear mark. The page is pristine and perfect, as if he wanted it to be found.]
Tsukauchi is feeling… a lot about this page. He has to just sit and re-read it all a few times to fully absorb all the information.
Midoriya dating Shinso was a surprise, but it’s good to see it was genuine and not just a ploy by Overhaul to get the kid in the Yakuza or something. A part of him is relieved the kid had anything good happening at all, even if it was risky for all parties involved.
Hellfire wasn’t a surprise. Tsukauchi was on the team to connect all of the cases that he gave kids the purple drugged candies to. That man had no right to call himself a hero. While Tsukauchi is glad to see him gone and unable to hurt anyone else, he hates that it came at the cost of Midoriya’s already fragile sanity.
He can’t help the bleak expression that washes over his face from seeing the simple things Midoriya wanted from his life before all this. It sounds so wonderfully peaceful, but the boy was forced to fight for everything instead. Food and water aren’t ‘privileges’ he should have to earn. They are a basic right he should have just had if Overhaul truly cared about him at all.
Speaking of Overhaul, reading about the villain's touch was… incredibly uncomfortable. Tsukauchi isn’t sure how to feel about that part other than acknowledging the fact his body physically shuddered at how that part was described. The borderline worship Midoriya seems to have felt for his kidnapper is disturbing to say the least. Whatever ‘love’ there was had been in no way healthy and evidently twisted. Hound Dog will have his hands full.
At some point of Tsukauchi re-reading the last entry, Sherif moved to sprawl out over his lap, the pressure thankfully comforting after what he’s read.
There’s no telling how Midoriya will be once he’s in his right mind. The torture he was put through in the Yakuza, and the constant mentions of his own expected death in the last page are already signs of how his recovery will be rocky at best.
“Damn,” Tsukauchi sighs and runs his eyes. “How do we keep a kid alive that doesn’t want to be?”
The same entry does provide some help on that front.
Eri and Shinso are outright stated to be Midoriya’s reasons to keep living, which might be one of the few good things about this situation. Both Eri and Shinso are at UA, which is where Midoriya will be staying if all things go well. Although him being overly reliant on them probably isn’t healthy, it’s at least a start.
“Those two are probably the best we’re going to get this early in his recovery.” Tsukauchi mumbles, sipping on his now cool soup as he pets Sherif’s stomach. “I’ll make notes and leave this for Hound Dog to figure out. Not my area of expertise, so I’d rather not mess anything up.”
He’ll need to talk to Eraserhead about these diary entries. He doubts the hero will take it well, especially since he also has the lab reports to read. Those are probably just as concerning, if not worse.
Midoriya might need Eraserhead and Mic to get better in all honesty. Both already work well with teens and have emergency foster licenses for troubled kids they might find on patrol. Mic just has a way with kids to make them feel safe.
Tsukauchi sighs as he finishes up his notes for the first read through. He’ll have to read several times over to make sure he doesn’t miss anything important, which he isn’t exactly looking forward to. It certainly won’t get easier to read again, but he needs to make sure he gets everything.
"We're in for a long night, Sherif."
Hopefully Eraserhead’s night is at least tolerable with those lab reports.
Notes:
Hello sillies!! Lighter chapter out of the three, I’d say to stay prepared for next weeks, as that one is the most unsettling in my humble opinion. They are also Bean’s (little_clown) favorite chapters, and which is a horrible sign angst wise.
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Chapter 29: A Hearts A Heavy Burden
Notes:
Alright everyone, I would like to preface THIS chapter by saying Bean (little_clown) wrote most of this. I am not to blame! Yell at them!
Also thanks to beans wife, The_Dragon_Roost, for helping with this chapter!!
Trigger Warnings include mentions/discussion of: Invasive Medical Procedures, Manipulation, Obsession/Possession, Mentions of assumed (C)SA trauma and all the bluntness heroes would have for that topic, Grooming, Unethical Medical Practices, Dehumanization, Non-consensual Body Modifications. Heed the warnings and prepare for the chapter :3
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Chapter Text
A folder of papers had been uncovered while detectives had searched Overhaul’s room. It was found in the villain’s desk, under a false bottom the search team found while looking for potential traps.
The file on top of the desk had ‘Q-1’ written on the cover and ‘ACTIVE’ directly under that. After seeing a photo of the same child they saw get rescued paperclipped to the inside, the file and all of the contents in the safe were labeled as classified and handed over to the lead detective and hero on the boys case; Naomasa Tsukauchi and Eraserhead.
Detective Tsukauchi was already busy with most of the ongoing investigation, so reviewing of the casefile fell to Eraserheads hands to complete. He was warned it might be a rough read, Tsukauchi suggesting to the hero to take the report home to read so he wasn’t alone.
Eraser’s house had been fully repaired by the time Present Mic was allowed to be discharged from the hospital. The carpet was torn out to be replaced entirely, anything broken from the struggle was removed and replaced. Nedzu made sure no signs of the break in or attack remained by the time they returned. It didn’t stop Eraser from feeling paranoid at how easily his home was found before, and it certainly didn’t stop him from getting similar levels of security that UA has installed at his house. He refuses to risk his husband’s safety like that again, even if they are going to be moving into the teacher dorms soon, his house is secure.
The plain dark green folder is rested on the coffee table, looking unassuming for the horrors it likely contains. Next to is Shouta Aizawa’s own notes to report for what's inside.
Shouta himself is just sitting and staring at the folder with a lukewarm coffee in his hands, trying to muster up the courage to open the folder. His husband, Hizashi Yamada, is leaning silently against him as he stares.
They’ve been sitting like this for a few minutes. They both know why they’re here, what they have to read, but just staring at the folder fills them with dread. Neither say a word, both procrastinating from what comes next.
Hizashi knows, despite the cold and stern facade he puts up, Shouta is a softy for kids. He would easily put his life on the line for his students, and has already started growing fond of Eri. Knowing vaguely of what could be written in these notes doesn’t make the actual contents in them easier to bear. If anything, from what they know from the kid himself and the investigations in the Yakuza Compound, it makes this file so much worse.
He doesn’t rush Shouta, it’s not like he wants to read it either. They know sooner or later they have to, the tense silence not helping anything either, but neither want to make the first move.
Then, Shouta reluctantly begins to speak, both of them knowing the tentative ‘peace’ has now ended.
“We might need to set an earlier therapy appointment after this.” Shouta says quietly. “I don’t want to know what a man like Overhaul thinks.”
“That sounds like a good idea.” Hizashi responds gently. His throat is still injured, but can speak much better than before, he just still can’t use his quirk. Though he’s sure he’d be speaking now anyways, even if the doctors said not to. No one wants to read these in pure silence. “If anything, we’ll at least have a better idea on how to help Midoriya.”
“Mhm.” Shouta hums, placing his cup of coffee off to the side. It doesn’t seem like he has the stomach for it right now. “If it gets too difficult to go through, tell me and we can take a break. I don’t want to see you get overwhelmed and your quirk goes off.”
“I will.” Hizashi tries to offer his husband a weak smile that falls the moment he looks back to the file. “...ready?”
Shouta huffs. “As I can be really.”
“Could be worse.” Hizashi gives Shouta a quick kiss to his temple, before reluctantly picking up the file. He shifts a bit so he can hold it in between both of them, before opening it.
Opening the folder greets them with a photo of Izuku Midoriya, taken from his old middle school’s database and clipped to a news report of the sludge villain attack. All mentions of Midoriya’s quirk status are circled. The start of this whole mess.
They put those on the top of the coffee table before truly seeing the first report.
'Subject: Q-1 "Midoriya, Izuku" Initial Sighting
Date: XX May, 21XX
Subject Izuku Midoriya, henceforth referred to as Q-1, is the most recent quirkless child, sighted by the advanced scout agents placed within the Shinzuoka Prefecture, the location being a market within the city of Musutafu. It seems retrieval of the subject may be far easier with Q-1, he appears to be tolerated with his quirkless status within this particular community, an uncommon occurrence, reducing the chance of premature expiration before a detachment can arrive.
Progress will continue on Project Purification, study of Q-1 will be invaluable to establish the genetic factors that influence the development of quirks in the human body. Q-1’s cooperation is desired during deconstructive investigation, but wholly unnecessary if a rapport with Q-1 cannot be established. Additional surveillance and guard presence may be necessary as with R-1, escape attempts must not be ruled out.
The scout within Musutafu has been given intrusion to tail Q-1 and collect additional data beyond basic identity, but to not engage directly unless required to guarantee Q-1’s life. They have been notified that failure is to be met with termination. Q-1 is a high priority target, mission critical to the success of Project Purification. I have elected to send Kendo Rappa and Soramitsu Tabe as the retrieval team members due to the sensitive nature of the mission. While they lack the finer points of stealth and subtlety, they have a high rate of success securing persons and objects of interest under fire. This quality in both of them will be useful should the local population oppose the retrieval team.
The curse placed upon humanity by errant and mutant evolution shall be removed soon.
Overhaul'
Hizashi already finds himself grimacing at the report, and Midoriya wasn’t even with them when this was written.
“I already feel gross...” Hizashi mumbles. He doesn’t want to think about what would have happened if Midoriya didn’t comply the way he did. “...if Q-1 is meant to be Midoriya, is R-1… Eri?” He questions. It feels weird referring to children with such code names.
“That’s the only option that it could point to.” Shouta says, frowning as he writes notes for his report. “There weren’t any other children or evidence of others found.”
“I’m glad there wasn’t more, but…” Hizashi trails off, thinking about the two siblings now under UA care. It’s heart wrenching.
Shouta finishes for Hizashi, “Any kid being in this position is bad enough.” He says before moving onto the second paper.
'Subject: Q-1 Acquisition
Date: XX May, 21XX
Q-1 was successfully tailed to the market bakery within Musutafu shopping arcade, Kendo Rappa and Soramitsu Tabe were dispatched upon verification from the safe house the organization had established there. It's rather fortunate this happened within the last week, allocating resources for that pair are arduous at best for extended outings, their nutritional requirements and entertainment allowances are quite high. Fortunately for their approach to securing Q-1, the civilian population seemed to both be intimidated by Rappa's physique and Tabe's unsettling presence, along with the pervading discriminatory culture towards the untainted quirkless population.
Reprimands will be delivered, but forgiven with the successful retrieval of Q-1. In a similar vein, the Musutafu scout acquired intel from an inside agent with the police department. It appears there is some hope for the quirked population, as reports filed of the incident, albeit anonymous with the exception of the concerned family Q-1 belongs to. Fortunately the department has done nothing aside from allocating the smallest of funds to a lone detective to begin a formal investigation, one Naomasa Tsukauchi. A somewhat respectable man with his work on quirkless cases, however I doubt his investigation will turn up much in the wake of our hush money bribes and the silent threat that follows yakuza organizations.
Initial interview with Q-1 revealed a far higher intelligence and mental maturity than predicted for his age of 14, however it appears he lacks a fundamental emotional development, seemingly unable to regulate anxiety and depression. A likely result of involuntary lifelong isolation and prejudice inflicted upon the creature, and a vulnerability easy enough to exploit.
When broached upon the subject of quirk theory, Q-1 seemed to have already begun their own research into the matter on par with introductory university knowledge, and willingly began to express moral opposition towards the quirked population, but anxiety over expressing their intelligence shut down their line of thinking and retreated within themselves. Another exploit. Basing my assumptions on the subject with this interview and the surveillance supplied by our scout, I decided upon building a blackmail influence on Q-1, posing that he is to be the new caretaker for R-1. A highly emotional yet intelligent child should be able to recognize the implied threat of harm to R-1 should he entertain disobedience or an escape attempt, and this shown plainly upon Q-1's face after a moment of study of the highly redacted documents for R-1. Once the interview was concluded, Q-1 was moved to one of the more spartan guest accommodations to adjust to the new life he now faces.
Overhaul
Supplemental:
XX May, 21XX
While I was away on business related to an issue with one of the trigger supply routes and was unable to oversee Q-1's first day with R-1, it seems the suspected emotional trauma sustained by both has resulted in a successful pact bond. This bodes well for the continued cooperation from the subjects for further deconstructive investigation.'
Hizashi frowns as he reads through the report. Detective Tsukauchi beginning his investigation having been found out so soon is frustrating, while reading everything about Midoriya is just… saddening. He hadn’t had any baseline reference for how the kid used to act before this trauma was inflicted on him, but the way he’s described here just makes his heart hurt. Overhaul noticed and used Midoriya’s fears, insecurities, and even his intelligence against him to silently stop him from fighting back.
Hizashi scoffs. “Having Midoriya take care of Eri was his first mistake.” Thinking back to when he met that girl and she excitedly rambled on and on about her brother and how amazing she believed he was. Eri’s existence and their bond together was the main driving force in Midoriya selling out vital information on the Yakuza in the first place.
“...I don’t like that he called Midoriya a ‘creature’ at one point.” Shouta glares at the paper.
“I doubt he cares enough about those children to even consider them human.” Hizashi points out. "He also said 'pack bond' like they are dogs or something."
It would be easy to just refer to them by their names, but he came up with identifications for them that likely have nothing to do with who they are as people. That’s the whole point of having the uncomfortable lab identifications after all. They were just stepping stools in getting what he wanted.
“Poor kids…” Hizashi sighs sadly.
“I hope the lab recordings aren’t too bad.” Shouta says as he flips through the different papers to read the labels on them before stopping at one more ahead. “...one of these is labeled ‘Temptation’.”
“Oh, I don’t like that…” Hizashi feels a sudden pit of dread weighing in his chest. He wants to hope that whatever is inside isn’t what his first thoughts immediately landed on, but he doesn’t have high hopes.
“Do… do we skip to that one to get it out of the way?” Shouta asks. “It’s five more pages in.”
Hizashi hesitantly nods. “As much as I don’t want to read it… I want to get it over with.” He reluctantly says.
“Okay.” Shouta makes a note that they skipped ahead a few pages and places the ones before it face down on the coffee table. He takes a breath and puts ‘Temptations’ out for them.
' Subject: Q-1 Temptations
XX Jan, 21XX
It appears as if certain... aspects of having a quirkless subject, such as Q-1, had not crossed my mind until it became an issue.
He is so clean and pure from the curse of quirks. I find myself lingering when I’m in the labs and have to remove my gloves to take him apart. After so many times of taking him apart, his skin is scar free now and soft to the touch. A much better improvement from the rough starburst scars and healed quirk-made cuts that were once a blemish on his purity.
Even his blood runs pure, as it does not set off a reaction no matter how much I get in contact with. It feels calming really, a barrier between me and the filthy curses around me in my lab techs. I have taken over all after care from tests to keep them from tainting him, it upsets me to think of a quirk other than mine healing him.
Q-1 has stopped screaming in the labs now and is quite docile as I work, it does not help my lingering touches. He follows orders without much reaction or complaint, I even gave odd ones to see if he would and the answer is no. This is quite a power to have over one so pure.
Bringing Midoriya here was a wonderful idea.
Overhaul'
Hizashi is surprised he hasn’t had a heart attack with how fast his heart is pounding against his chest. Almost every word of this caused a feeling of pure disgust to overwhelm his senses. Reading through it all leaves him feeling sick , and he has to fight with himself to keep reading on.
For a while, he just stares at the paper in silent shock as he tries to process the words he read and what they mean for Midoriya.
Shouta’s mouth is silently parted in shock, it looks as if he’s fighting with himself on saying something. His face is pale as a ghost, looking just as disgusted, as he stares at the report. Shouta takes a shuddering breath and sets the paper down before putting his face in his hands, any other reaction feeling painful to even attempt.
The paper being put down breaks Hizashi from his focus and has him focusing on his husband instead. He carefully wraps his arms around Shouta’s shoulders and holds him close.
“It’s okay…” Hizashi mumbles, voice painfully quiet. “It’s okay, he's okay, it’s fine..” He repeats, but he’s not so sure he’s really trying to comfort Shouta . It’s not comforting for him either, but he needs to say something , anything to keep him from thinking and worrying about the implications of what Midoriya could have gone through. Maybe if he repeats it enough times, he’ll believe it.
Shouta wraps his arms around Hizashi and takes another shuddering breath.
“The hospital didn’t see signs of sexual trauma.” Shouta says, muffled from where his face is pressed firmly against Hizashi’s neck. “They checked on protocol and didn’t see any evidence of it.” He repeats, his normally level headed tone wavering.
Not only have those tests been inaccurate before, but if Overhaul’s quirk can take away scars from before the kids' time in the Yakuza, then…
It feels like there's a heavy lump in Hizashi’s throat as he tries to speak through it. “That’s…” Hizashi holds Shouta tighter. “That doesn’t guarantee anything…” He forces himself to say.
The two heroes are silent for a long while as they just hold each other, both processing it all in their heads on their own. Eventually, Shouta breaks the silence. “I think we need a break from this.” He says softly. “Set up an emergency evaluation with Hound Dog to see if he was… was raped in the labs… see if Eri noticed anything she was too young to understand.”
“Yeah...” Hizashi takes in a sharp, deep breath to try and calm his pounding heart. They know what to expect from these reports now, but that does little to comfort. A pit of dread forms in his stomach knowing that they’ll have to continue reading these later.
“I feel… gross. Shower?” Shouta offers. “I can wash your hair for you, I know that calms you down after a hard day.”
Hizashi nods, reluctantly peeling his arms away from Shouta. “Yeah, a shower sounds good.” He tries to smile, but it’s not anywhere close to convincing.
Shouta leans in to place a comforting kiss on Hizashi’s forehead. “Why don’t you go ahead and get the shower and your hair things ready? I can go put the file away for later.”
"Alright, thanks love." Hizashi's smile becomes a little less strained as he gets up and moves to their room with a tense sigh.
Shouta watches him go with his own sigh and puts all the papers back into the file. Reading these files, not only for the investigation, but to help Izuku, was never going to be easy. He knew that going in. But he didn’t expect it to be… this.
Shouta takes a moment to send a message to Hound Dog that they need to talk later before he gets up and goes to his office to lock the file in his safe for the time being.
Right now he has a husband (and himself) to comfort.
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After a good hour of getting clean and taking care of Hizashi’s hair, with the hopes of feeling physically clean and washing away the gross feeling they felt from what they had read in the files, they both agree it's time to bite the bullet and read the rest of the reports. Shouta hopes it doesn’t have anything nearly as… unsettling as the ‘Temptations’ section. It will all be bad but at least not like that. Hopefully.
Hizashi frowns as they slowly walk back to the file. The thought of reading on feels worse than when they had first started, the dread amplified by their break. But if they really want to help Izuku, they have to read on. So, he sighs and goes back to the couch with his husband.
“Should we make tea or anything?” Shouta asks, taking one of Hizashi’s hands in his own to give a comforting squeeze.
Even while showering, Hizashi’s hands didn’t stop shaking for a while. He’s not sure how long he could last until he couldn’t properly hold a mug. “... I don’t trust myself enough to not spill it.”
“Okay, love.” Shouta says softly, pressing a gentle kiss to his temple.
Hizashi smiles, if only slightly.
He then looks back over at the file and sighs. “We just have to get through these last few, and then we can… figure things out from there.” There’s no forgetting about what had been written in these. Not when it’s so cruel and the victim will be around them so often once all the finer details are fixed up at UA.
“I already sent an alert to Hound Dog, he’ll have things ready to help us and Midoriya.” Shouta says softly. “He can get us time to talk to him Monday.”
“Good,” Hizashi sighs. Having Hound Dog in the school is helpful for moments like these. “There's already so much here that he’ll need to heal from… and we haven’t even read through them all.” He frowns.
“We also can’t be sure the kid even realizes himself how bad it was or what happened. All Nao’ mentioned in those diary entries was Midoriya’s conflicting thoughts about things, but nothing detailed about what happened to him.” Shouta points out. “Hound Dog hasn’t been able to read the diary entries yet, they’re still classified as evidence. It will be hard to get a hold of it now.”
“He was there for over a year… even if he realizes some of it, he likely wouldn’t remember or recognize half of it , let alone everything .”
“And he’s so young,” Shouta sighs. “Of course he’ll know a lot of the darker sides of life, being quirkless and all, but even then, he’s a kid. It’s hard for kids to realize things are bad if the person doing it knows what they’re doing.”
Hizashi glares at the file. “Overhaul knew how to manipulate him since the moment he got there.”
“He’s not their leader for nothing.” Shouta huffs as he picks up the file. “Ready?”
Hizashi takes a deep breath. “Yeah… I’m ready.”
Shouta nods and opens the file up, moving the ones they already saw back on the coffee table as he gets what would have been the next one if they didn’t skip ahead.
'Subject: Q-1 Evaluation and Assignment
Date: 18 May, 21XX
Q-1 has, over the course of the last week, displayed remarkable skill with analyzing quirks, which I've begun utilizing in dealing with so-called Heroes. Death Arms was the first test of the extent of Q-1's ability, and proved invaluable in his death. The encounter resulted in zero casualties nor injuries. I took the liberty of obtaining a trophy from the body, Death Arm's headband and Hero license, and hand deliver them to Q-1. The expression upon Q-1 was one of conflicted emotions, as though he were debating between elation and terror. I will continue this practice to exploit his insecurities, with the goal of forming loyalty to the Shie Hassaikai.
For the time being, I will begrudgingly sideline Project Purification. I cannot simply ignore the value of removing pests to the organization, and the opportunity to do so is in front of me. I have begun the process of training Q-1 to be a Yakuza quirk analyst, beginning with internal research. I have appointed Rappa to be his combat and athletic trainer as he and Q-1 have begun forming something akin to a friendship. I have noted the potential for this to become problematic with how emotional Rappa can become, but for now it shall be allowed.
Overhaul'
“He really just… gave the kid a physical reminder that his notes helped kill a hero.” Hizashi stares at the words written in frustration. At least he’s not feeling gross like before.
“He wanted to see how the kid would react.” Shouta frowns. “Here, it says; ‘debating between elation and terror’. He wanted to see if positive reinforcement, even for something objectively bad, would work to get Midoriya more on his side. Poor kid likely never had anyone tell him he did good at something before. Yet, here Overhaul is, telling him he did perfectly.”
“This is so cruel..” Hizashi mumbles. “I don’t know how to feel about that last part. Rappa was the one that helped kidnap him, but if Midoriya already was befriending him then I can only hope he wasn’t manipulating him as well.”
The comment of Overhaul allowing Midoriya to form a bond with someone too. It’s just all so heartbreaking.
“Fat Gum had met Rappa. According to him he is ‘more brawn than brains’ and stopped fighting Fat Gum at some point once he couldn’t go on. He.. also apparently didn’t recognize Fat in his attack form and thought he was a new hero, so that could be a part of it.” Shouta shakes his head. “I don’t think he was manipulating Midoriya as well.”
Hizashi sighs in relief. “That’s a.. better sign for Izuku in what ‘combat and athletic training’ would consist of there.”
“I found the gyms during the raid, they looked pretty normal.” Shouta shrugs. “No blood or anything, unlike the room the kids were staying in. But then again, Overhaul is weird about germs so…”
“We can’t make too many judgements yet.” Hizashi concludes. He can at least hope that training was one of the more normal things he went through, even though he’s not sure how much of this can be considered ‘normal’.
“Yeah, we’ll have to see how he acts around the students and their training.” Shouta nods.
“Yeah.” Hizashi responds. “Ready for the next one..?”
"Sure, it's a longer one." Shouta warns, getting it out.
' Subject: Medical Complications of Quirkless Bodies
Date: 04 July, 21XX
Q-1 had to be rushed into the medical bay today. As it turns out, bodies without quirks have many vestigial organs and structures, some of which can go catastrophically wrong and result in severe injury and even death to an individual. Luckily we had an older physician on the docket who was able to use the older Pre Quirk era library that I've assembled over the years. The diagnosis was acute appendicitis, being caught during the late stages when the organ itself ruptures. Utilizing my quirk, I was able to remove the ruptured organ and septic blood before Q-1 entered what a volume described as septic shock, a form of shock brought on by an extremely dangerous infection. Q-1 is currently entering full recovery, and my medical advisors have urged a week of bed rest before resuming training, and I am inclined to agree. I have never before seen an individual fall to illness so quickly simply from their body not functioning properly.
I've begun a research project with spare medical researchers to delve into Pre Quirk era medical technology and medication. Acute appendicitis, according to the medical volume, was a common occurrence, though not always needing surgical intervention. The old world has mention of unique bacteria and virii, non quirk based infections that needed to be treated with the appropriate medicines referred to as antibiotics and antivirals. It seems there is quite a bit more to quirkless medical treatment than previously thought, the library I've assembled seems paltry now that I've begun to see how vast medical knowledge once was before the reliance upon quirks as a cure-all. Another marvel of human ingenuity ravaged by the curse of quirks. We will need to thoroughly research this area before Project Purification can be implemented fully.
The last thing the organization needs is subsequent blame for plunging the world into the dark ages after removing quirks from humanity.
Additional vestigial organs and structures found in and on Q-1 include third molars(or "Lover's Teeth," as I'm told. A cruel joke amongst the older generations about love hurting like the emergence of these molars.), a coccyx(a fascinating skeletal structure referred to as an evolutionary holdover from primates, hence its alternative name as the "tail bone".), arrector pili("goosebumps" as I'm told. They're a skin structure that can still be found on heteromorphic quirk users that have fur coats, but it was once commonplace and considered quite the rarity if an individual didn't have them. They serve to bristle fur to insulate the skin better, as well as serve to intimidate with the illusion of an increased size. In Q-1's case, it serves as a secondary indicator of a secret observer. I wonder how many times they appeared while being tailed.), and male nipples. It seemed to elicit embarrassment from Q-1 when asked if hormonal replacement therapy was necessary while living within the compound. Staff were quickly informed that male quirkless bodies simply just have them. It appears to be a point of privacy for Q-1, so I've instructed physicians to avoid the subject unless absolutely necessary to avoid unnecessary psychological distress.
Overhaul'
Addendum:
Date: 07 July 21XX
Several doubtful lab technicians still needed to be convinced that yes, Q-1 was a male subject from birth, and no, I did not change their outer reproductive organs. To avoid any potential setbacks, I decided showing the still intact and fully functioning reproductive organs, as well as the lack of milk ducts, would convince them that it is not necessary to put the subject on hormonal medications against his wishes. Q-1 willingly participated in the demonstration.'
Hizashi shudders after reading the very last paragraph, his face growing pale. “Oh, kid…”
Oddly enough, Hizashi can’t help but feel almost relieved that there wasn’t anything horribly traumatizing that Overhaul caused Izuku for that fleeting moment, but he should have known better than to hope for that. The kid almost dying from a quirkless-medical issue, although still traumatizing, is much different from being manipulated and hurt by a villain.
“I do not like that comment on his reproductive organs…” Hizashi grumbles.
“Surprisingly supportive of the transgender community for him to have even thought of hormone medication in the first place. But, for the sake of my mental health and sanity, I’m going to hope it means pointing the organs out like a dissection lab the second years take.” Shouta sighs. “I don’t want to think about a… live demonstration being used.”
“No matter what happens, it’s all still so horribly intrusive for a child to have to deal with...” Hizashi frowns. No child should have to deal with a group of adults staring or discussing his body so heavily, especially while awake, even if it's strictly in a ‘medical sense’.
And really, they can’t even be sure it was strictly medical.
“Sadly, some of it would have been needed to find any other organs that would just explode and kill Midoriya.” Shouta sighs. “To think the kid could have died from his own body failing on him is just… terrifying.”
I guess it’s… good that the proper research was done to make sure something like that doesn’t happen again, but Izuku’s health and safety wasn’t the main priority. It was to keep a science experiment alive.” Hizashi cringes at giving Overhaul even the slightest bit of credit in doing something helpful, though making sure the kid didn’t die is quite literally the bare minimum.
It is more than he would expect though.
“I am worried about the antibiotics part.” Shouta frowns, brows furrowing. “How do we keep Midoriya from getting sick or possibly dying if there is a whole medical section we don’t know about? The HPSC likely won’t just let Recovery Girl read the reports Overhaul made about it, not without a fight at least."
“Midoriya might know a bit more than we do? It would be a good starting point if he does, meanwhile we either try to somehow find old medical information or argue with the HPSC.” Hizashi suggests.
"A short quarantine period might be needed until then, just to keep him safe with his injuries and legs." Shouta makes a note for this and to remind himself to text Nedzu later to let him know. He needs time for something like that.
Hizashi nods. “Yeah. We don’t want him getting sick in the state he’s in right after he’s saved…”
"At least we know where to start looking, but that is for Recovery Girl and Nedzu to deal with now. We have more reports." Shouta puts the paper down and gets another.
“Yeah...” Hizashi frowns and nods. He watches as Shota moves the report labeled ‘Temptations’ out of the way. He’s worried what could be past this one.
'Subject: Genome Research Status - 90% Complete
Date: 14 September, 21XX
An unfortunate effect of the first great quirk war was an unparalleled loss of information. It's common in what recorded history that has been recovered that war had typically spurred advancement in all manner of subjects, but the sheer brutality of it had regressed technology back to the point humanity was only able to rebuild itself from pen and paper repositories of knowledge buried and secured all over the world. One such lost fragment of information is The Human Genome Project. It was a global initiative to pool all known genetic information about the human body into one large repository of biological research to map genes, and had determined the functional and physical functions of every single human gene. It was nothing short of beautiful, having been completed in the year 2009, but was mostly lost outside of, as mentioned, folders leftover from presumably the data entry going from pen and paper to digital media.
The foresight of those in the past never fails to amaze, and it's thanks to that foresight that the research team I had assembled the months prior was able to acquire them to begin our own genome project. Thanks to the continued advancement of A.I., our quirk based botnets, and a little help from Q-1's blood labs, we've estimated the completion rate to be around 90% of the old world model. It seems quite... basic, if I'm honest. So far, there hasn't been any gene isolated down as the one responsible for the expression of quirks, but it isn't complete yet, nor have we begun the sequencing on R-1. I've become impatient with Purification coming closer to completion. Perhaps it is best that I've moved the project to underlings, I may have started to act impulsively if I had the data in front of me at all times.
In light of the accelerated research, I have begun making the outline of providing infrastructure to various parts of Mustufafu as an initial launch pad to the rest of Japan. Having the medical sector under the thumb of Shie Hassaikai has a personal sense of catharsis for me, taking care of the pure of body. Once we fully isolate the genetic components to quirks, we can corner the Trigger market. It is... unrealistic that a 100% eradication of can be achieved, and we will likely keep specific quirk users in retainer for enforcement. Trigger production will lessen, but it will be far more controlled and desired, becoming one of our de facto designer drugs.
I feel The Boss would be proud of this development.
Overhaul'
"Fuck." Shouta says softly, yet his voice feels strained. “He was incredibly close to finding the real cause of quirks. His chances of removing them from future generations would be so much higher if he did that.”
“Far too close for comfort...” Hizashi mumbles. “And this was only in September. The amount of progress he could have made by the time the raid happened…”
"We'll have to wait for the evidence from the labs to be taken in and examined.” Shouta says, voice tense. “That information cannot get out to the public. People might speak against Quirk-Marriages but they never stopped working with heroes that are the result of it or practiced it. Not to mention the anti-mutant quirk groups that would use it to target fertility clinics to remove any eggs or sperm with the genetics for a mutant quirk.”
Hizashi nervously nods. “Villains have said they wanted to get rid of quirks before… but I don’t think any have been this close.” It’s terrifying knowing Overhaul was on the verge of destroying a crucial and precious part of people's lives.
"Evidence tampering might be necessary." Shouta frowns.
Hizashi nods. “If the public found out how close they got, it wouldn’t only cause panic, but other villain groups could try replicating and finishing what Overhaul started.”
"And the HPSC could make ‘the perfect hero’." Shouta huffs. "You know how Nedzu feels about Hawks and his lack of a known history of any kind."
This really is getting more complicated with every document in the file. Hizashi sighs. “Hopefully future ones will give more insight on how far he got.”
"Yeah. Let's move on." Shouta sets this page aside for Nedzu and gets the next one.
'Subject: Proven Loyalty
Date: 24 December, 21XX
I've decided to allow Q-1 a taste of supervised freedom today as a reward for his continued cooperation during his time at the compound. Q-1's analysis of targets has exponentially increased with each successful encounter, to the point that the required resources and time normally dedicated to a hit can be streamlined and reduced significantly. I was hesitant because the desired outing location was presumed to be heavily protected, but my fears were proven to be false when it became apparent how lax the authority in the area was. This outing should allow Q-1 a peek into what can be allowed with further work with the organization.
Once convinced to begin going about his business, Q-1 purchased gifts for R-1 and Rappa, and to my relief purchased and ate anko dango and senbei rice crackers. I still was required to induce a Pavlov effect to get Q-1 to fully consume them, much to my chagrin. Q-1's calorie consumption has remained markedly low, often amounting to the minimum required to maintain his physique. It has become a worry on my mind, to the point where I've considered ordering gavage should he refuse to eat. I cannot lose such an important asset, not after investing seven months into developing him.
A chance encounter has shown where exactly Q-1's loyalties lie when it comes to the organization. During an activity that Q-1 wished to engage in, I had regrettably lost track of Q-1 when they were returning equipment. As it happens, he had a chance to talk to the Pro Hero known as Bubble Girl. I admit this was a misstep in my actions in supervising Q-1, but it proved inconsequential. Q-1 returned from the equipment clerk without incident and even informed me of the hero's presence. A surprising and pleasant development to be sure.
As this outing proved to be quite successful, I'm going to assign Q-1 the designation "Night Rabbit." Taking on Q-1's affinity for rabbits, I've designed a full body scout costume with that as the overarching motif. I've also incorporated multiple support gears to account for the shortfalls of a quirkless teenager facing fully powered quirk users. During the night, I placed the costume in Q-1's room, careful to avoid detection. It should serve as a reminder that while he may be earning more privileges, he is still firmly under my control. I look forward to studying his reaction come the morning hours.
Overhaul'
Hizashi feels his chest ache reading about Izuku’s encounter, or lack thereof, with Bubble Girl. The fact that a hero was there and could have potentially saved Midoriya… “I wonder if it really was the loyalty Overhaul was looking for in him, or if it was.. Midoriya just not trusting a hero.” Hizashi asks himself quietly.
Shouta’s voice is just as quiet. "I wouldn't be surprised if it wasn't a mix of both."
“He was there for seven months.” Hizashi frowns. “With the constant manipulation given from Overhaul, seven months is enough time for that... loyalty to start building up.”
"Seven months of positive reinforcement, of feeling useful and helping people like him.” Shouta shakes his head. "I've seen people fall into villain groups for less."
“This poor kid…” He wishes he had more to say, but it’s all he can think over and over seeing what's happened written plainly on the paper, as if Midoriya’s pain is just another variable. What Overhaul was thinking and purposefully doing, and things he considered doing, it’s terrifying knowing what happened behind the veil of Night Rabbit.
"Should we move on?" Shouta asks.
Hizashi just silently nods, mentally preparing for whatever could be next.
Shouta gets the next paper and sees it's a shorter one, he hopes that means good things.
'Subject: Ranking
Date: 19 April, 21XX
Izuku's contributions and continued loyalty on missions has earned him the rank of my official Analyst. He has received his tattoo and I couldn't be more pleased by it. Izuku has the same crow as I do, he truly was meant to be mine.
Over twenty heroes injured and many more killed with minimal casualties or completely injury free on our side. Nearly every low rank member has gotten better quirk control and instead of the incident reports coming to me to fix, they have been going to Izuku, and not once has a report been submitted for a second incident. He truly is as wise as he is pure.
Izuku and R-1 (who Izuku has kept by his side all this time, I believe I will allow him to keep her) have been moved from cells to a room next to mine. He is too valuable to leave so far away. I do not want to lose him in a raid or fight if I have to run to the cells to retrieve him.
Izuku has changed from a small, scared boy to a competent fighter, the wisest analyst I know, and the most successful Hero Killer in decades alongside Stain. I couldn't be prouder .
Overhaul'
It was not good things.
Hizashi’s blood runs cold at the horrible shift. “Overhaul’s using his- Midoriya’s, first name.” It’s the first thing his mind is able to grasp onto with the mountain of concerns that have appeared once again.
"He calls Midoriya his for having a crow tattoo as well." Shouta closes his eyes with a sigh.
Does that mean he didn't decide Izuku's tattoo? Did Izuku decide to add a crow? Did he know Overhaul had one too? Has he seen it? All worrying questions.
“I don’t like how Overhaul is talking about Eri either.” Hizashi mumbles. “‘Allow him to keep her’, like she’s some sort of... pet or something.”
"Or incentive to obey. If Midoriya messed up, she could easily be taken away again." Shouta frowns. "Overhaul probably views her at the same level of a pet. He hasn’t called her anything other than R-1 in these files and we both know he doesn't leave scars unless he wants to. She is nothing more than a test subject to him."
Hizashi is too worried to think about what it could mean that Midoriya was more than just a test subject. He doesn’t want to think about it. “And Midoriya was in the middle of it. He had to balance being good enough for Overhaul while being someone Eri could trust at the same time.”
"How has this kid not broken down yet? The amount of pressure and stress he must have been under up to now should have been more than enough to cause something like that." Shouta says, worry in his voice. "How is his mental state after all this?"
"The chances that he doesn't remember or recognize most of what happened to him as traumatizing is becoming more and more likely." Hizashi frowns. "He wouldn't have gone this long without breaking down if he did."
"Fuck. This kid just can't catch a break." Shouta rubs his eyes.
Hizashi reaches over to rub Shouta's back. "He has now. It shouldn't have taken so long, but he's safe, and we'll keep him safe. The hard part now is healing."
"Mhm." Shouta leans into his touch and notices a second paper clipped to this one. "Oh, there's more."
"Of course there is..." Hizashi sighs but nods to Shouta to show it anyway.
'Subject: Night Rabbit Progress
Date: 13 January, 21XX
Q-1 has shown remarkable progress as Night Rabbit. It appears that the continued freedom allowed during analysis has proven to be a proper motivation to continue cooperating. Rappa has also noted Q-1's increase in intensity during training sessions and improving calorie consumption. Perhaps all that was needed was a carrot on a shorter string for the rabbit to chase properly and consistently. I've put forth the proposal to make him the lead quirk analyzer for the Shie Hassaikai. I've put forth several pieces of evidence to validate his achievements and instances of proving his loyalty. It is an odd instance of inducting an outsider who happens to be both quirkless and a prisoner, but I do have some amount of faith that the others will see my vision for Q-1. They have to.'
Overhaul'
Hizashi huffs in frustration. "No teenager is going to feel motivated, especially not one that is certainly depressed and hasn't gone outside in months." It’s probably laughably easy to be able to manipulate an already depressed kid with all the things Overhaul has been doing. "He took everything any child should have away and turned them into privileges."
"True..." Shouta squints. "Is this out of order?"
"...It looks like it." Hizashi sighs. "He was already an official analyst in the other one."
"Overhaul wouldn't have done a mistake like this, he is obsessed with order and being clean." Shouta sighs. "Which means whoever found the file probably put it back wrong and just clipped it to the other one because they seem similar."
"Of course.. let's hope the rest are in order at least.”
"They better be, this is too important for shoddy work." Shouta grumbles. He checks the next page's date and nods. "This looks right."
"Oh, good." Hizashi mumbles sarcastically. "Ready for the next one, then?”
“Yeah… oh, this is a longer one.” Shouta says as he places the two papers onto the coffee table.
Just a few more to go. They’re almost done.
Notes:
Don't kill Bean (or me) plz and thanks :3
Man things are getting CRAZY over here. I'm weeks away from graduating, my sister and her three kids just moved in, and my job might be having me work fulltime APARENTLY. Ao3 author graduation and employment arc???? Perhaps???
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Chapter 30: Danger Doesn't Always Come From The Enemy
Notes:
TW'S are very similar to last weeks! Mentions of: Cult behavior, mentions of Pedophilia, Unhealthy Possessive Behavior, Grooming, Body Horror, Possessive/Obsessive behavior, Grooming, dehumanization
That should be all, but just in case, look at last weeks TW's and that generally should be the same vibes.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
'Subject: Trip Out
Date: 4 May, 21XX
Izuku was taken on another trip as a reward. I had taken him to UA's annual Sports Festival, and I was not impressed. The school was attacked by some unknown villain group calling them the ‘League of Villains’ just a few weeks ago, yet the festival had pamphlets of the students full names, class, and quirks. It's like they're asking me to kidnap another one.
That, and the egregious use of money aside, Izuku had a great time observing entirely new quirks in action. There was a moment where I questioned his sanity when he brought the very hero student on my police case, but it turns out he had zero clue and was just lost. I did have to thank the student, the sound muffling headset he got Izuku helped once his past bully went to the stage in the third act.
Izuku was still terrified, not surprising really, and came to me for comfort. I did not mind his touch and found it amusing with what happened just moments before. Izuku had apparently referred to me as 'dad' to the hero student when asked about who I was to him.
I do not mind this comparison. My fondness for him is rather platonic for he is a minor and sexual attraction is filthy for anyone. (Izuku says this may make me 'asexual', I was unaware of sexualities beyond heterosexual and homosexual as I just did not care for it. I will have to look more into this to not be uninformed.)
We did not stay for the remainder of the festival after Bakugo's match, Izuku looked like a stiff wind could knock him over and he had already gotten a hero's attention for standing up to them. Endeavor is not an issue really but I do not want the attention.
Only other things of note are Pro Hero: Midnight's quirk giving me an idea for my quirk erasing bullets and a Gen Ed. student with a mind control quirk of some kind. Izuku said he would be unhappy if I kidnapped a friend for him, but that doesn't mean I can't keep the idea there.
Overhaul'
"Oh thank FUCK , he's ACE ." Shouta drops everything in his hands so he can cover his face with them before he leans back on the sofa. He groans into his hands, “He’s just creepy.”
Hizashi takes his own moment to hunch over and let out the biggest sigh of pure relief he’s ever had to let out ever. “I never thought I would be so relieved learning of anyone’s sexuality.”
“ Gaaahhhh .” Shouta groans into his hands before they drop onto his lap as he stares blankly at the ceiling. “He’s just weird and creepy. Really, really creepy.”
Hizashi side-hugs Shouta, letting them both soak in the relief. “He’s more creepy than that short purple kid that was in your homeroom, and I thought he was bad.” He grumbles. “Why did he have to make everything sound so disturbing? ”
“He gives off cult leader vibes, so maybe that’s it?” Shouta shrugs and leans into Hizashi’s embrace, hugging him back. “Now that we know he isn’t a pedophile, I think I can start to see him acting like some cults do. Remember that small news report a few years ago? Of a tiny group in Europe that was offering shelter to quirkless people only to imprison and worship them after? It reminds me of that. This sounds like some serious worship wording if I remember it all right.”
The group was only a small footnote in the news, it never even got past printed paper or international news, but Shouta remembers it thanks to a student a few years back in his Laws and Ethics class. The students had been assigned an essay on cults and how they can cause new laws. Most covered the MLA and some of the more notorious anti-mutant cults, but one international student had covered this tiny one that he doesn’t even remember the name of. Shouta doesn't remember if the news ever said what happened to them, but they’re probably not a problem anymore.
“Yeah, I can see it.” Hizashi deadpans. “I will say, the focus on Midoriya's skin, ‘purity’, Overhaul being touchy, and the report literally being labeled ‘Temptations’ didn’t help.”
“I’ll take a fanatic cultist over a pedo any day, they usually have an alive victim to save.” Shouta points out. “Not undamaged, but alive.”
“Agreed. The only silver lining in this is that Midoriya wasn’t in constant proximity to a pedo.” Hizashi sighs, his mind still reeling from this information. “Are you ready for the next one, or do you still need a moment?”
“I think we could get something to drink now that we know Overhaul is ace.” Shouta offers, tilting his head to nuzzle into Hizashi’s neck. He makes sure to be careful of the new scars, but still with all the usual affection.
Hizashi pauses. “Actually, yeah. I’d like that tea you offered half-an-hour ago.” He mumbles with a small smile, shifting to press a kiss onto Shouta’s forehead.
“Want to come with me to make it, or do you want to lay here for a bit to decompress?” Shouta asks, giving his neck a kiss in return.
“I think I need to just… lay here for a bit. I’ve never felt so concerned so quickly and then relieved just as fast.” Honestly, Hizashi’s gonna have a heart attack at this rate.
“Alright,” Shouta gives his neck another nuzzle before slowly untangling from his hold to get up. “I’ll make that brand you like, the one that helps with your quirk.”
“Thanks, Sho.” Hizashi smiles softly before he (carefully, he’s still healing) falls down onto his side on the now empty couch, limp like a cooked noodle.
Shouta chuckles, crouching down to kiss Hizashi’s cheek and to put a pillow under his head before he goes off to make the tea. And probably eat a jelly pouch. The stress of the reports made eating the last thing on his mind, so with the relief now filling it, he is a little hungry.
Now no longer terrified that Midoriya could have been sleeping in a room that sat right next to someone who would be creeping on him, Hizashi is able to actually breathe. This doesn’t mean that everything’s suddenly fine, but at the least, they can be a little more sure Midoriya doesn't have that to traumatize him even more. It’s proof Overhaul wouldn’t have done anything like that just for self gratification.
He’s also now able to remember that the two of them ignored basically every part of this report after they had seen Overhaul was Ace. In their defense, he was about to have a heart attack and Shouta probably was going to hunt Overhaul down any second.
With a clearer mind, Hizashi sits up and grabs the paper to read again.
The multiple talks about kidnapping a UA student during the sports festival is concerning, especially seeing one of the specifically mentioned names being one of his students, Hitoshi Shinso. And with how close Midoriya was to the boy, it's a surprise nothing bad happened on his end.
However, Midoriya being close to Shinso had no negative consequence. In fact, the kids' distaste for Overhaul’s kidnapping suggestion had actually impacted the villain's decision. He would have thought it wouldn’t matter, so that's a new odd thing to question.
Midoriya referring to Overhaul as dad, and Overhaul not minding, is also worrying. That could be just another thing to be used to manipulate him. Why such a thing wasn’t explicitly mentioned though is odd.
Has Midoriya’s actual father ever come up before? Now that he is thinking of it, Hizashi only remembers the mother being mentioned in Nao’s messages and chats, so it’s likely the father left at some point. Was it… because Midoriya is quirkless? It happens for a lot of ‘undesirable’ quirks and very often for the quirkless, so it would be upsetting but not surprising.
It would also allow Overhaul to make himself appear as a good father figure to a hurt and lonely kid that never had one before.
It doesn’t take much thinking to realize why Midoriya would consider Overhaul as a father figure. The consistent praise and rewards for being ‘good’ are just the start, even if it’s all just a manipulation tactic. They can’t be sure what the two have talked about past the notes, but they have talked about sexualities at least, which isn’t usually a conversation topic you dwell on with someone you don’t like or trust.
It’s unfortunately easy to see why Midoriya would start to see Overhaul as a father figure if he never had one before, even with the horrible things he’s put the kid through. Another potential point of evidence that Midoriya doesn’t realize he’s been traumatized so heavily.
Why Overhaul though? Why not Rappa, his caretaker that he likely spent more time with? Midoriya had trusted Rappa enough to watch over Eri over every other member there, enough that she had her toys in his room for when he watched over her. Yet he saw his kidnapper as his father figure over Rappa?
A traumatized kid’s mind is messy, and Overhaul knew how to exploit that. There could be something missing, something Hizashi can’t see from Overhaul’s spark notes of what happened over the course of a year. There has to be some reason why Midoriya saw Overhaul as more of a parent than someone like Rappa.
Shouta soon walks back into the living room, two mugs of tea in hand. “What has you thinking so hard, Zashi?”
Hizashi glances up at Shouta. “The report we just read. I got a chance to process it all, and that Midoriya called Overhaul ‘dad’ during the sports festival.” He explains as he reaches a hand to take one of the mugs.
“Yeah, that is a worry to think about.” Shouta nods as he passes it over.
“I was trying to figure out why Overhaul was the one Izuku chose to cling to as a parent figure instead of someone like Rappa.” Hizashi says, taking a sip of his warm, comforting tea before continuing. “I haven’t been able to come up with a good explanation though.”
“Well, Overhaul is the leader.” Shouta points out as he sits. “Everyone looks to him for direction or correction on things. Midoriya could think that's what a father does.”
“Maybe... it’s just worrying.” Hizashi sighs. “It’s all just worrying.”
“Yeah,” Shouta’s expression matches his husband's pain-filled voice. “We have… four papers left, it looks like. Want to get this over with? Maybe we can get more answers in them.”
“Yeah… The sooner we’re done, the better.” Hizashi nods.
"This one looks short." Shouta picks up the paper for them.
'Subject: Huso
Date: 13 May, 21XX
The 'League of Villains' has taken things too far.
I had been receiving requests from them to meet before but deemed them too small to be worth my time. Seems that they took things into their own hands and attacked Izuku while out on a mission as Rabbit. Their abomination of a creature, a Nomu, had tried to take Izuku in the attack on Huso. Had the Hero Killer ‘Stain’ not been there to patch Izuku up and ensure he didn't get captured, I would have lost him.
I placed a tracker deep within Izuku's torso as I was healing his injuries to not risk such a thing again.
The League will pay for not only trying to steal what is rightfully mine, but also for allowing their Nomu to touch Izuku with its filthy quirks. Their suffering will not be swift.
Overhaul'
“Shit.” Hizashi clenches his fists. “There’s a damn tracker in him.” Of course a villain like Overhaul is smart. He really was covering his bases, which only makes helping Midoriya, and keeping him safe, just that much more difficult.
“Chances are, it's not in a way we can safely remove either.” Shouta glares at the paper. “It could be fused into his bones for all we know. I’ll have to message Recovery Girl to look for it.”
It feels like Hizashi’s heart hasn’t stopped aching for this poor kid in so long. “He just can’t catch a break from anyone. Encountering Stain and the League on the same day...” At least it seems like Stain was more helpful than a danger to his life, which does add up with what Iida had very loudly proclaimed about Midoriya’s participation in the Hosu incident.
“Midoriya also kept Iida from being killed by Stain. I’d hate to think what would have happened if he wasn’t there.” Shouta sighs. He had such high hopes for the youngest Iida. He was sure the kid wouldn’t be as emotionally reckless and less-than-law-abiding as his family with how proper he turned out.
But no, he has to go and try to commit revenge murder!
“And what would have happened if Stain did realize ‘Rabbit’ was the one who called for the heroes.” Hizashi frowns. It's so incredibly lucky for them all that Midoriya did save Iida’s life, but knowing Stain could have at any point caught on and hurt Midoriya is also fairly concerning. The margin for error was incredibly high. "Still, he saved Iida. That's proof enough he was still able to hold onto some of his morals, even this far in."
"Didn't Iida mention he went 'boop' when he tapped the panic button?" Shouta asks.
“...yeah, he did.” Hizashi squints at the paper. “I can’t tell if that makes more sense now that we know he isn’t just a coldblooded killer, or less.”
“Yeah...”
The two are silent for another moment before Shouta pauses. “Oh … a quirkless, traumatized teenager took down and killed a Nomu. It took a minimum of three heroes to take down one during Hosu. How strong is this kid?”
It’s almost a bit embarrassing to realize this now. Things made far more sense when they thought ‘Night Rabbit’ was a 30 year old man in his prime. “A quirkless and traumatized teen was able to defeat genetically modified creatures that pros like Endeavor had struggled to deal with.” Hizashi huffs out a weak laugh. “And yet, the Commission and general public will still argue that the quirkless are 'weak'.”
"I do wonder how a teenager got that strong compared to heroes who have been training for decades though." Hizashi continues. It is very impressive for Izuku, but worrying in its own right.
Shouta frowns. "Training to survive is a great motivator."
"And that's not even considering any potential... unconventional training tactics." Hizashi points out.
"We won't know until the kid is well enough to ask or the raid team finds any training security footage." Shouta sighs.
“That is why I said ‘potential’.” Hizashi huffs back and baps the back of his husband's head. “We’ll figure it out eventually.”
They both hate not knowing, but unfortunately, they can’t do much about it right now. They’re just worried about what the real answer could potentially be.
“Right,” Shouta rubs the back of his head. It didn’t hurt or anything, but he lets Hizashi have his fun. “Shall we continue? The next is short too.”
"Yeah, just a few more to go." Hizashi nods.
Shouta doesn't talk as he gets to the next page.
'Subject: Plans
Date: 10 August, 21XX
I had killed a member of the League as compensation for their actions against what is mine.
As I was busy with that, I had sent Izuku with a team to collect Pro Hero: Midnight. Her gas based quirk had given me an idea for a much faster spread version of my quirk erasing bullets, she will be key to stopping quirks quickly and removing any advantage the League would have had with their Nomu.
Who better to send to collect the key to ending quirks then the very person I am ending them for? Once I take her and R-1 apart to find the perfect solution, quirks will be no more.
Izuku will be safe after this.
Overhaul'
Hizashi’s eyes widen as he reads over the report a second time to make sure he read everything correctly. “How could he even kid himself into believing this is ‘for Midoriya’?” These are the villains' official reports. Overhaul genuinely believes this. “Midoriya never wanted this in the first place?”
Shouta sighs. “Overhaul is delusional if he thinks Midoriya will be happy with this. The kid’s whole goal was to stop the quirk destroying plans. Starting them up again meant Eri would get hurt.”
“I think... Him seeing Eri as more akin to a pet than a person was likely his downfall. He didn’t think about how Izuku would feel if she got hurt again because he didn’t think about her.” Hizashi sulks. “Midoriya didn’t try to leave himself, after all. He got Eri out and then went back.”
“From what we read and how she talks about Midoriya, it sounds like everything he did was for her.” Shouta concludes. “There's no way Overhaul was blind to that fact, he brought it up in his own reports several times. He just chose to ignore it unless it was useful to him.”
“If he had, there’s a chance Overhaul could have stopped Midoriya's attempt at smuggling Eri to safety.” Hizashi hums as he looks over the other pages. “I just wonder why or how it was an oversight at all. Overhaul had prepared for almost everything else. Did he believe the kid was that loyal to him, or was it something else...?” He asks himself.
"Maybe the last two will tell us something?" Shouta looks at the files. "Their dates are pretty close to this one."
Hizashi nods. “Hopefully there’s an explanation.”
“We won't know till we read it.” Shouta goes to pick up the paper but stops seeing an odd black device on top and it stapled to another paper in a small bag. The device is light, and after a quick glance through the paper- “Oh, it looks like an audio log.”
“Audio…? Oh, didn’t Nedzu say those were ‘cassettes’?” Hizashi asks, pointing at the device. “Aren’t those pre-quirk era devices?”
Shouta nods. “The files do show how obsessed he was with that time.”
Hizashi places his half-finished tea down on the coffee table. “As much as I hate to say it, we might get better insight if we listen to the audio files instead of reading them.” He suggests, standing up. “I think the cassette player Nedzu gave us is still in one of the drawers.”
“Over by the TV-Stand.” Shouta sighs. He knows his husband is right, but he does not want to listen to this at all.
After scouring through a few drawers, Hizashi finds the audio-player and sits back down. They set the cassette player down and, eventually, hit play.
'Personal Audio Recording of Kai Chisaki, Dated 21 August, 21XX
[The recording begins, and almost immediately, loud sounds of glass and metal can be heard breaking, being knocked over, or thrown. It’s hard to tell.]
"That damned hero dared touch my Izuku!"
[Heavy breathing and mumbled cursing can be heard for almost two whole minutes, occasionally being intercepted by another sound of an object breaking. Eventually, the breathing becomes more even and slows, Overhaul seemingly composing himself.]
“He,”
[A pause. He takes a deep breath, and continues.]
"Hero Hellfire touched Izuku. A quirk user grabbed Izuku. Tried to taint him with his curse and take his innocence."
[Sounds of glass being gathered up can be heard, followed by the sound of objects being placed upon a wooden desk. Likely, Overhaul is cleaning up the mess he created during his outburst. This goes on for another few minutes before they can hear a chair being rolled against the floor, and Overhaul's voice can be heard closer to the microphone.]
[His voice is low and even, but also laced with what sounds like concern? It’s not an emotion they would expect from him.]
“It was his first kill, and I wasn't able to be by his side when he did it. I missed the milestone. Everyone reacts differently to it, their first one. Izuku's was shock. He was found in his emergency uniform absolutely coated in blood, not unlike when I first killed someone with my quirk, though I was fully sure of my actions. When I got the call, I dropped the report on Midnight's intake.”
[Overhaul sighs, and another, shorter, period of time passes while the rustling of papers can be heard. The normal, expected composure comes back in Overhaul’s voice.]
“I took over care for Izuku once I arrived and brought him to a decontamination stall. He was... responsive, but not cognizant. Dissociation I believe it's referred to as, a failsafe for trauma humans have, quirk or no quirk. I sat him down and was able to get him to comply with commands, much like in the labs, disrobing him and starting a shower. I once heard that showers can often get acute trauma victims to feel clean again, especially if it's something the individual perceives as dirtying their souls or body. I can sympathize, quirk blood always feels so... disgusting. Speaking of.”
[A lighter can be heard opening and striking, followed by the sounds of likely fabric being burned. A satisfied sigh can be heard from Overhaul, as well as the lighter snapping shut.]
“I used to consider this lighter a novelty when I first entered the Shie Hassaikai. It was a gift from the Shatei I was under when I completed my first mission. It's since proven to be a satisfying way to dispose of clothes when I need to be directly involved in a murder. Fire burns the filth away quite nicely. I digress.”
“Eventually, Izuku began to come out from the fortress of his mind and started talking to me. I expect this to remain in his mind for a while judging by his responses, but I know he is still on my side, he is still mine . This is a grand stepping stone for him to cross.”
[The burning continues as Overhaul pauses, seemingly finalizing his thoughts internally. Once it sounds as though the fire has taken its course, Overhaul speaks again, what sounds like arrogance in his voice.]
“Izuku is no longer the scared and helpless boy I collected from the market streets. He's become the hero killer I desire. Every day, every hour of care I have given him has molded him into my perfect blade. Pure in body and swift in action, he shall carve a path with my direction so that we may raise the Shie Hassaikai back into the glory it once was before the Quirk era. The filthy curses have no hope with our combined might.”
[The mic becomes muffled as the recorder gets picked up and a barely audible "End recording," can be heard.]
“Midoriya…” Hizashi mumbles, a mix of different yet so similar emotions he’s feeling makes him clench his fists. The anger in Overhaul’s voice is terrifying, and he hates how right he is. He did mold the kid into an extremely powerful hero killer, and if Midoriya was any different, they could have been a possibly unstoppable duo. Hero society, and the existence of quirks in Japan, could have been destroyed so easily. “The raid only happened a few days after Hellfire's death.. the poor kid had such a strong reaction to it, yet he still somehow planned an entire successful escape for Eri.”
"He finally snapped." Shouta sighs as he rubs his eyes. “All the stress built up, and it finally happened. We were lucky it was on someone who deserved it, like Hellfire, and not someone innocent or in the wrong place at the wrong time. It probably felt like a momentary sense of clarity, like he could think clearly after getting everything out like that. I wouldn’t put it past him to have been making a plan the whole time."
Shouta had seen the crime photos. No one makes marks or splatters blood like that if you are of sound mind. He's only ever seen things like that in animal quirks that go 'feral' from being repressed for too long or the few cases of an abused spouse or kid that went after their abuser. Those heavily emotional kills are some of the messiest he has to deal with. They get tunnel vision and can only think about hurting someone like how they were hurt.
Midoriya's claws had hit hard enough to cut into the concrete under Hellfire, and there were a lot of deeply cut claw marks from his wild slashing.
“I’m surprised it took so long for him to have that mental breakdown. It took over a year. That piled up for so long… It’s not surprising how gruesome it was now that we know the context.” Hizashi says.
It could have been so much worse. They’re lucky the damage was so contained, that Midoriya let his anger out on one, objectively terrible, person. “The only person there to comfort him was the one that put him in this position in the first place.”
"As bad as it's going to sound... Overhaul might have been the best option of who found him." Shouta says, holding up a hand to stop any protesting. "Let me explain why. Okay?"
Hizashi can’t suppress the look of concern and confusion, but he knows his husband would never say that unless there’s a good reason. “…okay, explain.”
"Midoriya was heavily disassociating, Overhaul himself said he just obeyed commands without being all there. We both now know Overhaul wouldn't do anything more to hurt Midoriya because he cares in his weird and obsessive way, right?" Shouta asks.
Hizashi nods, slowly understanding what Shouta is saying. “Yeah...”
"Midoriya was also an outsider that rapidly went up in rank. Something like that is supposed to be hard to do in a crime syndicate, which is going to get some people jealous and want to see him fail. Some people might just be mad that he did that as a kid, or be mad Overhaul had so much attention on him." Shouta points out. "If someone against Midoriya or his place in the organization had been the one to find him? They could have hurt him in a lot of ways before Overhaul or Rappa could have found them. Overhaul was just coming out of his lab and had reports to read, he would have been busy for who knows how long if he didn't get the call."
Hizashi sighs and loses the hard expression, choosing instead to lean on Shouta’s shoulder for a bit of comfort. “I hate that you're right. At the very least, Overhaul… kept him safe while in a state where Midoriya couldn’t himself. It’s horrible but… anything more happening to him when he was like that could have ended so much worse.” He responds slowly.
"He kept Midoriya safe, cleaned him up, and seemed to have read up on trauma responses to know what to do to get him talking again. If it wasn't for who he was and him thinking the killing was a good thing, this would have been textbook victim care." Shouta sighs.
Still, the kid shouldn’t have been put into this position at all.
“…one last one to go, right?” Hizashi knows the answer just by looking at the file. He doesn’t know if he’s relieved that it will be over or terrified of what’s going to be written in the last one.
“Yeah. Deep breaths, ‘Zashi. the only other event after this that I could think of is… Eri getting out.” Shouta sets the audio log down and rubs the back of his neck. "This might be a tough one."
“I’m sure it will be.” Hizashi takes a deep breath to compose himself. They have to be prepared for anything. “Just this last one, and then we can work with Hound dog and the other teachers to come up with a plan for how to help Midoriya. Just one more.” He says softly.
Shouta nods and picks up the last paper.
'Subject: Betrayal and Correction
Date: 25 August, 21XX
It appears I gave Q-1 more freedom than I should have.
He had taken R-1 out from the compound and her location is unknown, we did not chip her like we did Q-1, so we can only assume she is with the heroes. Q-1 was not forthcoming with that information despite my attempts of persuasion.
Q-1's actions cannot go unpunished, so corrective measures have been taken to ensure he cannot try to leave again. It is unknown why he chose to return, Q-1 is wise enough to know this would happen from his actions, but it is a relief to not lose him as well.
He will be kept in his old cell for now. The hero Midnight is residing there, but she isn't a worry. It is not as if Q-1 can run anymore to begin with.
A long term punishment was having Q-1's legs removed and twisted in several places to remove his ability to run. The legs can still bend at the joints, but nothing bends the way they should and it will be extremely painful, even with his high pain tolerance.
A short term punishment was repeated removal and reassembly of his skin to make his nerves activate their pain alerts. His skin was fully reassembled, excluding nerve injury, once finished. Both punishments should last for several days so he has time to think about what he has done.
Q-1 will be fixed when he remembers his place is beside me, and that I am the one in control. He will be repaired and rewarded for learning his lesson. Positive reinforcement is a great motivator after all.
Overhaul'
Hizashi can’t imagine what that must have felt like.
Even Midnight couldn’t fully describe the pain of Overhaul’s quirk. And while Midnight has sensitivity to pain, the point of his quirk being used on her wasn’t to cause pain, but just to find what they were looking for. Midoriya was tortured for the sake of a punishment, to prove a point. For Izuku to never even consider betraying him.
Even now, the doctors in the hospital are still trying to undo what Overhaul has done. They haven’t found any good, permanent solutions for his legs.
Hizashi tears up as he thinks about all that Midoriya has been through to get to this point, and shifts a bit to hide his face against Shouta. He doesn’t really know what to say. He’s pissed at Overhaul, he’s horrified reading what Midoriya has been through, all neatly laid out like a child wasn’t being tortured for over a year. Most of all, he’s worried for the kid.
Most people don’t recover well only dealing with one of the things the kid has been through. But everything added together…
Shouta puts the paper down and shifts to hold Hizashi to his chest, leaning back on the sofa in a more comfortable position. The last page was difficult to read, and Hizashi’s always been the more emotional of the two of them. He has a bleeding heart for hurt kids. He needs all the comfort Shouta can provide.
Hizashi is silent for a good few moments as he tries to collect his thoughts enough to speak. “He didn’t deserve to have to go through all that..” He mumbled. “Kami, he was a kid ! Old enough to be one of our students...”
"I know, love." Shouta says softly, petting Hizashi's hair. "We got him out, he doesn't have to go through that anymore."
Hizashi nods solemnly. “Healing… is going to be a difficult process for him.” He mumbles. “We need to work on making sure that he feels safe at UA, safe with us and the other heroes... and that he knows that processing and living with his trauma won't always be easy… kami that’s if he already fully accepts that everything that happened was traumatic. It won’t be helpful if he feels like how he did in the Yakuza either, but everything being turned completely around on him will be difficult for him to process too…” He mumbles to himself. At this point, he’s given up on organizing his thoughts in his head. His head is too jumbled to think properly.
“He'll have to relearn how to interact with people that aren't criminals, kids his own age, and learn to communicate with heroes that he hurt.” Shouta gently traces a scar on Hizashi's neck. “How we grade things, training, praise, everything we think of as normal could seem weird to him, and too much of it will make it hard for him to take well.”
“The… kids his own age thing might be the easiest to deal with, honestly...” Hizashi mumbles. “Class 1-A has been asking about him a lot since Bakugo told them so much when the school year started. He may not have good memories of Bakugo, but he’s also someone from before his time in the Yakuza. From what I’ve heard, they’re at least on neutral terms now, and Bakugo wants to bump that up to good terms. That could slowly help Izuku to talk to people his age.”
"He also has Shinso too. He’ll be able to help teach him a different and healthy way to show love." Shouta says.
Are the two heroes a little upset that the students kept how they had known Midoriya was Rabbit, and just how in danger he was? Yes, but he also understands they are teens and thought they could do things on their own. Aizawa was the same as a teen and did some stupid things vigilantism when they had lost a friend at their age.
Hizashi nods. “We’re going to have to keep an eye on that though. We don’t want him to become overly reliant on just Shinso.” He says softly. “It will be easier once he trusts us and others so his support system isn’t so small.”
"I'm sure that will grow naturally, my class is eager to help." Shouta says. "Iida especially for saving his life in Huso."
“Yeah, 1-A is stubborn too. Even if their original tactic doesn’t work, they’d probably try to befriend him again in a different way.” Hizashi chuckles. “Retreat and regroup, though they learned that part from you.”
"It only took two days of Shinso's 'I'm not here to make friends' introduction for him to be taken in by the dark side." Shouta nods sagely. "He stood no chance."
Hizashi smiles fondly as he kisses his husband's cheek. “Yeah, Midoriya will be just fine. Your problem-kids will help him feel right at home.” He can see clearly how much Shouta cares for his students each year, though this year he seems to be particularly closer to them. Only one kid has been actually expelled, after all.
"I fear the chaos they will get up to in the dorms." Shouta groans. "I already stopped two fires and had to replace the toaster because Kiminari got spooked by a spider."
The fires were because Todoroki had 1) a nightmare that he went to Hound Dog for, and 2) something made him flustered and apparently his quirks make him steam up and catch fire when embarrassed. Shouta still has no idea what caused it and he doesn't really care what teen crush drama is happening, but he just doesn't want another fire.
“And yet they’re the ones you favor over the previous years.” Hizashi shoots his husband a teasing smile. “I wonder why that is...”
"They're good kids and will make good heroes... except for Minata, but I replaced him with the better purple child."
“They remind me of when we were students.” Hizashi softly reminisces, shifting a bit so he can hide his face in Shouta’s neck. “Our class wasn’t as rambunctious as them, but you can’t deny the similarities.”
Fond memories of their own time at UA sometimes get too somber, but right now, they’re a welcome distraction. Memories of their small but wonderful class, and the small friend groups made over the years. Himself, Shouta, Nemuri... Oboro. This class, and especially a few individual students, remind him so much of their past.
"Is it because one looks like my illegitimate son?" Shouta jokingly asks, petting his hand through Hizashi's hair.
“Mhm. He was transferred from Gen Ed. to the Hero Course, and he’s constantly around a loud blond.” Hizashi mumbles. Internally, he recognizes how the two of them are also connected through Midoriya, which reminds him of how they were with Oboro. He decides to not say that out loud though. “This one is angry loud more than just loud, but it works well enough.”
Shouta gives a dramatic shiver. "You being angry is a terrifying thought."
“I’d get even louder.”
"Mhm." Shouta says nothing about how the few times he's seen his husband get mad, he had realized he found him very attractive when dangerous. Nope, that secret goes to the grave.
Hizashi nuzzles closer to Shouta, letting the anxiety and stress of the rest of those files wash away. Hizashi can always rely on Shouta for that, and hopefully, the kid will be okay soon too.
"Get some rest, love." Shouta murmurs softly. "The reports were a lot tonight, we can make our own for them later."
“Alright...” Hizashi curls up against Shouta, having no energy to even suggest getting up to go back to their beds.
Shouta kisses the top of Hizashi's head and pulls the thin blanket they keep on the back of the sofa down to cover them. It doesn't give much warmth, but Hizashi likes being covered because it feels safe.
Hopefully, Midoriya and Eri will feel safe too.
Notes:
AUGH SORRY FOR THE LATE UPLOAD!! HAD TECHNICAL DIFFICULTIES BUT WE'RE FINALLY HERE!!!!
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYONE I FORGOT TO SAY THAT BUT YEAH!! Hope you all have amazing gay times and aren't single during pride! (Unless you wanna be, and in that case, heres to praying you stay single)
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Chapter 31: Through The Child's Eyes
Notes:
No actual TW's this time besides the usual things tagged.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Eri walks along the big, endless hallways of the strange big school building for what feels like forever. The pretty hero lady (Midnight! It’s hard to remember so many new names...) holds her hand to guide her along.
The girl frowns as she looks up at Midnight. She has a strange look on her face, one that Izu-nii does when he’s worried about something. Sometimes it would be when bigger projects popped up and he would be too busy to watch over her. Is that what's happening now?
It’s hard to tell. She didn’t look this worried before, but after talking on the phone with someone, she was. But Midnight didn’t explain why she was worried, just that they needed to talk to her about something, and now they’re walking on and on. She tries not to whine or complain, but really, why is there so much walking recently!? Eri never walked this much when with Nii-san.
Eri relaxes slightly at the hero’s expression. It feels familiar, safe, so she gives a small smile back.
“We’re going to meet a friend of mine today, Eri.” Midnight finally explains. Why is she so sad over meeting a friend? Friends are good things.
Eri blinks up at her. “...like the sleepy man?” She asks.
“Mhm,” Midnight’s eyes always seem to lighten with amusement when Eri calls that one slightly scary hero, ‘the sleepy man’. “But this friend, Hound Dog, looks like a big dog man. Sometimes kids are scared of him because of it and how he growls when he talks or gets upset.”
Eri frowns for a moment, thinking. Everything’s already so new and scary here, so meeting someone that others find scary too might be worse. But then again, quirks make people sound, act, or look different. That doesn’t always mean they’ll be mean or try to scare people.
Nii-san always said that, and he wouldn’t lie to her about something so important, (except that one time with Lemillion, but she tries not to think about that day), so she’ll be brave like she promised him. “Okay, I’ll be brave and nice with the big dog man.” She says as a new resolve washes over her.
“That’s great to hear, Eri.” Midnight nods with a smile. “Hound Dog is just going to ask you to draw and maybe talk a bit about your brother while you do, okay?”
Eri nods. “Okay.” She can do that! She loves talking about her brother anyways.
Midnight nods back, her normal expression returning.
Soon, the two finally can stop walking in front of a hallway with a very large door at the end and some chairs outside it. Eri has to strain her neck way up to try and look at the whole door and nameplate. The first, smaller one reads ‘Ryo Inui’, while the second, bigger one under the first says, ‘Hound Dog’.
Why is the door so big? She frowns as she realizes it might be even bigger than Uncle Rappa. She holds onto Midnight’s hand a bit tighter.
“It’s okay,” Midnight says softly, like she knows the thoughts running through Eri’s head. “He just looks scary, but I promise he’s nice, okay?”
Eri hesitantly nods and tries to gather as much courage as possible. Her brother is counting on her to be brave, and Midnight is nice, so she'll believe her if she think’s the big dog man is nice too.
Midnight gives her hand a gentle squeeze before knocking on and opening the door. The inside of the room is a warm feeling, for the lack of better words. There is a comfy looking dark blue couch by a wall, a matching soft chair in front of a large desk with an equally large dog man sitting behind it, a box of what looks like toys for students that can't sit without fidgeting (Izu-nii had shown her about them before, he had one to keep from hurting his fingers), a few healthy plants that make the room smell nice, and the walls are a warm yellow color too.
There's a blond haired (or yellow fur-ed?) dog man by the desk that looks up and nods in greeting. Eri knows that adults usually smile at new people, but it's hard to tell if he did with the muzzle he’s wearing. Oddly enough, he isn't in a hero uniform like Midnight. Just a red flannel with a white t-shirt under it, he looks like the wood chopping people Izu-nii showed Eri in her picture books.
Eri walks into the room and relaxes as she takes in the pleasant atmosphere of the room. The dog man is big and a little scary like she was warned, but seeing him is different from hearing. He certainly isn’t as terrifying as she worried he would be. She shyly waves at the man as she stays by Midnight.
“Hello,” The dog man waves, his voice growly. "I’m Hound Dog. It's nice to meet you, pup."
“Hi,” She shyly responds. “I’m, uhm, Eri.”
“Just Eri?” Hound Dog asks, his head tilting like a puppy. It’s not scary like when Overhaul did it. He just looked like a creepy bird she saw in those nature movies. Documentaries? Is that what they were called again? “No family name?"
Eri shakes her head. “I don’t remember mine… but Nii-san said I could use his?”
“Oh? How nice of him,” Hound Dog sounds like he’s smiling. “He must love you a lot to lend you his family name.”
Eri perks up and nods quickly. “He is! Nii-san is the bestest!” She claims with a smile, “He always took care of me.”
"That's wonderful to hear." Hound Dog woofs quietly. "We’re currently trying to help your brother get better at the hospital, but we need your help to do that.”
“Help?” Eri glances at Midnight before shuffling a bit closer. “...I want to help Izu-nii.”
"That's all we ask of you, Eri." Midnight says, gently petting her hair.
"Mhm," Hound Dog nods. "Your brother is getting physically healed right now, but we need your help to heal his mind. Do you think you can help with that?"
Eri nods without hesitation. “I can help! Uhm… how do I help…?”
“I just have some questions about things related to him that you might have noticed. You can also draw some pictures as you do.” Hound Dog says. “If you have any questions about things you didn't understand, we can answer that too."
Eri feels a bit relieved, if not as much confused, that helping nii-san will be that simple. She doesn’t really want to answer the questions people keep asking her, they make her nervous and scared without Nii-san being around to help her stay calm. But this is to help heal Izu-nii’s mind! So she’ll do her best to help, just like how he helped her!
She nods with a now determined expression. "Okay. I'll draw and answer questions."
“Wonderful,” Hound Dog places down some blank paper sheets and crayons for her to use. They look new. “How about you draw whatever comes to mind when you think of your brother as we talk? It can help from getting nervous since you don't have to look at me."
Eri lets go of Midnight’s hand and shuffles closer to the desk, hopping onto the chair to take the paper and crayons. Her eyes sparkle at the array of fresh colors, freely at her disposal. She mumbles a polite ‘thanks’ as she opens the crayon box to look for her usual colors when drawing Izu-nii.
"Now then," Hound Dog looks down to a small list next to him. Eri hasn’t learned to read upside down yet, so she can’t make it out. "Eri, has Izuku ever been... odd after he spent time away from you?"
"Odd?" Eri tilts her head as she looks at Hound Dog before looking down at the paper. She takes a deep breath like Nii-san taught her and thinks as she doodles on the paper. "Sometimes..."
She starts to talk about the first thing she’s reminded of. "Uhm, a few days before he got me out..." Eri says softly. "Izu-nii was acting really weird when I woke up... he was more tired than normal and z... zo...?" She frowns at not remembering the word, attempting to sound it out a few more times.
Eventually she just sighs in frustration. "He wasn't focused. He had on Overhaul's coat and didn't take it off for a while."
"Zoned out?" Midnight offers for the missing word.
"Mhm!" Eri nods quickly. "That! He was zoned out."
"I was worried.. but when I asked, Nii-san didn't really tell me why he was acting odd." She frowns as she takes a purple from the crayon box and starts drawing Overhaul’s coat. She still doesn’t Understand why Nii-san had it, why he never gave it back, and didn't want to let it go. "He told me about 'stranger danger' instead?"
“Stranger danger?” Hound Dog asks, glancing at Midnight with a worried expression.
Eri nods again. “Stranger danger. Don’t trust people I don’t know... Or that other safe people don’t know, and don’t follow people if they try to give me toys or candy.” She glances at Midnight. The pretty hero is trusted, and she trusts the big dog man, so stranger danger doesn’t count with him. At least, she thinks that's how it works?
She goes back to drawing. “Don’t let adults give ‘bad touch’. Uhm, hand holding and hugs are ‘good touch’, but ‘bad touch’ can hurt or is uncomfy.” Eri tries to remember everything Nii-san mentioned. It was all so confusing, and he explained it all in a rush. But Nii-san said it was important, so she tried to remember. “He said to tell someone I trust if an adult tries to give ‘bad touch’.”
"And this was right after he acted weird and had the coat?" Midnight asks in a gentle voice this time instead of Hound Dog.
"Mhm." Eri frowns as she adds a sad expression on the drawing of her brother. "Nii-san didn't smile much after that... he tried, but... they weren't his normal smiles."
"We hope to help him smile like that again." Hound Dog says, voice wavering and not as calm as before. "Has there been any other times he lost his smile or came back weird?"
Eri pauses as she thinks, looking down at the drawing of Izu-nii in Overhaul's coat. She stares at it for a moment before looking at the crayon in her hand, then her arm that’s covered by her sweater.
“…When Izu-nii lost his scars.”
"His scars?" Hound Dog asks. "From the compound?"
“No, Nii-san never got scars from there. They were from before.” Eri begins to doodle another drawing of Izuku next to the first, this time planning on adding the few scars she remembered seeing. “Izu-nii didn’t like his scars, they made him sad. But.. I think he got more sad when Overhaul took his scars away.”
“Do you know why he would do that?” Hound Dog asks, looking confused. She frowns and looks at her own arm.
“I don’t know. He acts weird when it’s about nii-san.”
"Overhaul? Is it because he is quirkless?" Midnight asks.
“I think so.” Eri says. “He acted weird with Nii-san. He called him weird things or his first name, and he was always touching his hair… and..” Eri shudders.
She remembers so vividly the look in Overhaul’s eyes whenever he spoke to her brother.
She hated seeing them talk. She hated watching them and hiding while he had that look in his eyes every single time. It was so scary every single time he reached out and pat Nii-san’s head. For those few moments, Eri was terrified of what could happen.
Midnight looks just as upset too. “And?” She urges gently.
"And he looked at him..." Tears form in Eri's eyes, but she wipes them away and breathes like before, like how her brother taught. Talking will help Izu-nii, so even though she hates thinking about it, even though she just wants to ignore it all, she forces herself to continue through the tears. "L-like he wanted to take Nii-san apart! He- he always gives that look to him, every time! I know that look..."
“Oh hun...” Midnight opens her arms, which Eri immediately leans over to embrace her. “It's okay, he can't get to you or Izuku again.”
Eri shudders and holds onto Midnight tighter. "He was tricking him or- or something! He had to be, he had to! He wanted to take him apart, I-I know it! But he was always different with Nii-san! He was nice, but Overhaul is never nice.” She sobs.
“He always had- had excuses to keep Nii-san close to him... An event or a gift… he always wanted Nii-san to do things that weren’t his work…” Eri sniffles and wipes her tears. "H-he always wanted Nii-san to do things with him."
It was terrifying.
But she never knew how to express the horror she felt to Izu-nii when Overhaul kept dragging him away to do more and more things. The less he could be around her, the more scared she’d get. She wanted to grab his hand and beg him not to go, to stay with her, terrified that he would be taken apart that day. That her brother wouldn’t come back.
Yet, when she had to the most, when she should have, she couldn’t do anything as her brother walked away and left her with Lemillion.
That could have been the last day she would have ever seen her brother.
"Shh, he's not here. We'll keep Izuku safe." Midnight rubs Eri’s back as she holds her close, carefully soothing her worries.
Thanks to her, Eri manages to calm down after a while of crying, feeling inclined to believe Midnight's words. They promised he would be coming to the big school soon.
They would be together again.
Eri hadn’t ever hoped before Izu-nii appeared. No one would want to fight against Overhaul, and Grandpa wasn’t around to protect her either. Everyday she spent in her room, cold and terrified, being dragged to the labs and made to feel more pain every day.
But one day, Izuku walked in instead.
Another kid was there, just like her. She was cautious at first, scared he was like all the other caretakers Overhaul tried to have stick with her, but Nii-san wasn’t scary and didn’t break promises. Nii-san always kept his promises. He always was kind and made sure she was safe.
He was a warmth that she clung onto. For so long, everything was so cold and dark, but Izu-nii changed everything. There was warmth, there was light, he made things better.
Suddenly, there were no more labs, no more tests. Eri’s arms didn’t hurt anymore.
But then Izu-nii started going to the labs. He was in the same place she was, and it was terrifying. Izu-nii never made it seem as bad as she knew it was. He continued to let the warmth embrace her. Even as he got more busy and stressed, even as he started changing, he never changed how he was with her. Izu-nii was doing everything he could to keep her safe. He did more than she ever thought anyone would.
She wanted him to stop.
Nii-san didn’t deserve to be hurt.
When Izu-nii brought her to Lemillion, she knew he could have disappeared like so many others. Overhaul always liked to remind her how it was her fault so many were gone. She was worried the heroes would be too late, or that they would be gone too. But he’s here, they’re safe and away from Overhaul. But Izu-nii still is hurt, his body is hurt and so is his mind.
She wants to see Izu-nii smile like he had before. Before he had Overhaul’s jacket, before he went on missions, before he was going to the labs, before he was hurt like she was.
What if he never smiles again? A real, happy smile?
Eri feels Midnight gently cleaning her tears with a tissue, and quickly remembers that it isn’t just her and Nii-san anymore. There are heroes who want to help them! Hitoshi is here somewhere too, her brother always got a nice smile when he talked about him. Eri just has to be brave and tell the heroes what she knows so Izu-nii can get help like she did.
Eri sniffles and weakly smiles at Midnight. “Thank you for helping us...”
"You're very welcome, hun. And of course we'd help." Midnight says softly. "You and your brother deserve a better life than what you had. Any good hero would have helped."
Eri smiles more naturally as she leans against Midnight. “I want nii-san to have a good life with me. Did… I help? For you to help heal his mind?”
"You did wonderfully." Midnight says. "We'll be able to help him now."
“Good!” Eri says softly. “I want nii-san to get better.”
"And we will do everything in our power to do that." Hound Dog nods. "Do you know of any possessions that we could get from the compound to help with that, or even your own comfort?"
“Uhm…” Eri looks down sadly. “Nii-san told me to take important things when we left. But... I don’t think he liked much there.”
"I'm sorry to hear that." Hound Dog says.
"What about friends?" Midnight asks. "Any trusted people?"
Eri perks up. “Uncle Rappa! He always watched over me when Izu-nii had to do work. They always laughed a lot when talking.” She says quickly. “Uhm… Izu-nii used to go to the kitchens to help cook before he got too busy. He said the ‘head chef’ was nice.”
"I'm sure we can talk to them when we meet about Izuku, see if they can help him too." Hound Dog says.
Eri smiles and nods. "Nii-san is safe, And he'll be happy again too! We'll all help him!" She knows that Uncle Rappa certainly would help, and if Nii-san and the chef were friends, then he would too. Nii-san was always helping others, why wouldn't they want to help him?
"What about the others in the compound? Would they have much to say about Izuku?" Midnight asks.
"Uhmmm... yes! He was always writing in his notebooks for people." Eri nods quickly. "Nii-san said he helped people with their quirks, like how he helped me! He said that a lot of other people couldn't control their quirks as well as they could, or they needed... uh... 'support gear'...? To help them be happier. Nii-san helped with that."
Midnight coos. "My, he sounds so wise and kind."
"He is! Nii-san is the bestest, he's helped so many people, and he always makes me smile." Eri exclaims. "He's my hero!"
"He sounds like an amazing hero." Midnight gives her a soft smile.
Eri nods with a big smile. "He is. He's the best of all the heroes."
She looks back at the drawings of Izu-nii that she made. They're both sad drawings, but Izu-nii isn't always sad. Maybe things weren’t always good, but she always saw him with warmth and light rather than being sad. It doesn't feel right to leave those drawings there, not when Izu-nii was always trying to smile for her.
"Can I draw Izu-nii one more time? I don't want to only draw him sad.." She asks shyly. "I want to draw him how he is. Like a hero."
“Sure, hun.” Midnight nods and gets her a fresh paper. “Let's see your hero.”
Notes:
I know you're all foaming at the mouth to see Midoriya again, but don't worry, we'll see him again next chapter! This is his story after all :3 We realized it was interesting that we haven't seen an Eri POV yet even tho we're almost 200k words in. So, heres the Eri chapter!!
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Chapter 32: Green Can Be Brighter Than Yellow
Chapter Text
Nedzu works fast, apparently.
A day after signing all of the paperwork, his legs, arms, back, basically everything was measured for the construction of the wheelchair. Not long after that, everything was ready.
The doctors are still trying to figure out any sort of way to help him, but apparently, everything is experimental and could backfire horribly. Since his nerves are mostly better, he can be discharged and brought to the care of UA until further notice.
He wonders how the public is feeling about this. It’s not like UA could keep Night Rabbit being in their custody a secret for long.
Present Mic arrived along with a change of clothes (thank kami, the hospital robes had started to drive him insane) and the specialized wheelchair. It’s much more comfortable than the standard wheelchairs the hospital offered to provide. It’s a nice sentiment, but after having to be on those to get certain scans done, he knows he couldn’t stand being on it for long periods at a time.
Apparently, Present Mic is here as his escort, but he warned Izuku almost immediately that another teacher insisted he be there too.
Izuku’s confused at just who would be so instant on escorting him to UA, but decides it probably won't be too big of a deal. Even if this is some sort of test, Izuku can be polite, he knows he can.
After putting on a soft hoodie and baggy sweatpants, Present Mic helps him into his new wheelchair and helps wheel him out of the hospital room after weeks of feeling like he was stuck in a box. A part of him thought he’d never leave, and honestly was zoning out fairly often when alone. The overly sanitized, dull white and gray room, plus nurses coming in often, it was all just becoming too much.
But this also begins leaving him with a strange amount of unending anxiety from leaving the hospital room. It’s not like he liked that place, the opposite really, but being out leaves him feeling overly exposed. If Present Mic wasn’t right behind him, wheeling him out of the hospital, then he probably would be checking his back every few seconds.
Izuku is scanned with a metal detector before approved to be wheeled out of the villain ward, where he was warned the other hero would be waiting.
Izuku thought he would be prepared, but he in fact, was not.
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“I assure you, ma’am, I’ve been resting for quite a while now...” Toshinori laughs awkwardly by the nurses desk, rubbing the back of his neck with his arm that currently isn’t in a cast. Although it hasn’t been too long since his fight with… All For One... he isn’t so injured to the point that he should still be in a hospital bed.
He does wonder why he was told to wait outside the Villain Ward though. Aren’t they coming to pick up a student?
“All Might, I got the listener!” Yamada calls out from behind him, making Toshinori slump his shoulders with relief. He excuses himself from the nurse and speedwalks over to Yamada with a sheepish expression.
“Ah, young Yamada!” Toshinori calls. “You saved me from some well meaning but pushy nurses.” Yamada is helping wheel forward a kid in a wheelchair, probably the new student.
“Well, you can’t exactly blame ‘em for being worried! You had everyone panicked after that fight.” Yamada points out.
“True, but I think I can handle walking around.” Toshinori says. “My legs work just fine, he didn’t even hit them.”
The kid in the wheelchair lets out a small huff, and Yamada’s expression gets a tad strained. It takes Toshinori a second to realize why, but when he does, he can’t help but rub his neck in embarrassment.
“Well,” Yamada’s voice gets a tad louder and more firm. “At least you’re feeling well enough to introduce yourself to the little listener.” He gestures to the kid below.
“Ah yes,” Toshinori coughs into a handkerchief awkwardly. “The new-...”
He can’t help but tense up when he looks down at the kid’s face. Toshinori is momentarily thrown off by the striking glare the kid is giving him, green eyes shining with such familiar intensity, and topped off with most of his hair being white… well, if his eyes were red, he would have looked just like the supervillain he had just fought weeks ago.
“...Student.” Toshinori finishes lamely.
“Yup.” Yamada pats the kid's shoulder, making him glance up at the loud hero for a moment, his glare thankfully softening to something more neutral. When he looks back at Toshinori he’s still glaring, but not as intensely. “Meet Midoriya Izuku, the newest student of UA.”
The kid, Midoriya, with clear reluctance, raises his hand to wave at him. Toshinori could probably feel the kid’s annoyance from a mile away.
Toshinori clears his throat to refocus. “Hello, young man.” He offers the kid a smile and waves back before looking at Yamada. “Why are we picking him up from the villain ward?”
However, the kid raises his hand to begin signing. ‘I was going on a little stroll through the halls, cause why else would I be in the villains ward? Oh, walking, of course. Because everyone’s legs work just fine here.’ Midoriya signs.
Toshinori quickly winces. He had hoped that the comment about his own legs wouldn’t upset him, but it's clear he was wrong. “O-oh.. um…”
He looks to Yamada for help, but unfortunately, he just looks slightly amused and not doing a very great job at suppressing that. It only makes Toshinori deflate more.
Luckily, Yamada calms down enough to offer a proper explanation that the kid didn’t offer. “Midoriya here was found at the Yakuza compound during the raid. As a safety precaution, he was kept in the villain ward since they couldn’t guarantee he had no involvement with them at the time.”
“Oh dear, like the little child Young Mirio watches over?” Toshinori asks with a frown. “She does go for the knees, I thought young Aizawa taught her that.”
Midoriya suddenly perks up at the mention of Young Eri, his glare disappearing in moments and even brightening. He seems at least less likely to kill someone like that.
Yamada nods somberly. “Yup, the little listener here actually knew and protected her while there.”
“I see,” Toshinori frowns. “She mentioned a caretaker but never said much more about that topic to me. She doesn’t seem to like me much.”
Toshinori tenses again when he sees Midoriya begin to snicker at that new tidbit of knowledge, unable to hide an expression filled with child-like pride. Well, child-like if the child was evil, he supposes. Is it impossible for this kid to smile in any normal way? Perhaps he’s just on edge, but he really doesn’t like how his smile feels so reminiscent to All For One as well.
Yamada, not noticing Midoriya’s expression, continues. “He’s been waiting patiently for quite a while to see her again, so we shouldn’t keep them waiting.” He points his thumb towards the elevators.
“Right.” Toshinori coughs again to refocus, walking beside Yamada when he wheels the, terrifying, child past him to go through the halls.
As they walk, Yamada makes casual conversation with the kid that the number one hero listens in on. “UA is a bit away from here, hope you don’t mind the wait, little listener.”
‘I don’t. I am patient.’ The kid signs, his eyes shining brightly again. ‘Just as long as I get to see them.’
"Them?" Toshinori asks as they walk. "Do you know more than Young Eri at UA?"
Midoriya finger signs, ‘Bakugo and Hitoshi,’ for a reply. ‘My friends.’
"Ah, I know of Young Bakugo." Toshinori nods. "He has a strong quirk. I don't really know the other student beyond him replacing Young Minata."
The kid begins to sign as they walk into the elevator. And as the doors close, Toshinori feels a sinking feeling in his gut at the kids’ fast babbling. ‘Yeah, Bakugo has a really cool quirk, he’s always been strong. Though there are a lot of downsides I’ve noticed, like his sensitivity in the cold. He’s also had to avoid getting too cold or he would get sick and hurt a lot easier. Harder to use a sweat based quirk when you're not sweating, too.’ And he just keeps going, his eyes getting more and more intense as he signs on. Toshinori hadn’t noticed before, but something in Midoriya’s eyes that makes his ‘normal’ expression look more intense suddenly stirs, becoming more prominent. ‘Hitoshi has a strong quirk too, great for strategizing and stealth missions, just not physical or flashy. He’s able to control the actions of others if he gets them to respond to him. I think it’s a really useful quirk.’
Toshinori feels his heart pounding hard in his chest, and is suddenly very upset he’s stuck in an elevator here, and that the villain wards are on the top floor. “My, you really like quirks...” He shuffles in place, shifting his weight from one foot to another. "Are you going to UA for quirk study?"
‘Yup.’ Izuku nods. ‘I like quirks, and I’m good at breaking them down. Might as well keep going.’ He shrugs.
Toshinori glances between the kid and Present Mic, but the other hero looks completely unphased. “Oh?”
Midoriya’s browns furrow as he stares at Toshinori, which doesn’t help how unsettled he feels. ‘Yeah… it’s a hobby I’ve had for a while now. Quirks are interesting to me, not much more to it than that.’
“It’s… nice to have hobbies.” Toshinori agrees, curling his hands into fists as he continues to stare at the kid, refusing to break eye contact for even a moment.
But eventually, Yamada’s words and expression cut in between the tension. “You alright? You’re looking at the listener like he’s gonna bite your head off.”
Toshinori blinks. “Ah,” He rubs the back of his neck with his good hand. Looking back at Midoriya, he feels a stab of guilt in his chest realizing how he’s behaving to a kid that just got out of the hospital for extensive injuries. “I might still be jumpy from my last fight. He also had a thing about quirks."
Midoriya frowns slightly, his expression less outwardly aggressive, but now more hard to discern. Tense? Somber? It’s hard to tell. This kid is confusing. ‘Sorry,’ He signs. ‘Didn’t mean to bring up bad memories.’
“It’s alright, Young Midoriya.” Toshinori hesitantly pats Midoriya’s shoulder, offering a tentative smile. “You didn’t do it on purpose.”
Midoriya tenses slightly at the touch, but doesn’t actively deter him. Probably a good sign, especially since he isn’t shooting that glare at him anymore.
Thankfully, the elevator doors open again and Yamada begins wheeling Midoriya out of the hospital with Toshinori following. “I’m sure your friends are excited to see you too, little listener.” Yamada says, going back to the previous topic as they ignore the awed voices of the civilians they pass. “Mirio insisted we not tell Eri though, all we said was that a surprise was coming for her soon!”
Midoriya lets out a small huff of amusement, the hint of a smile on his face. ‘I can’t wait to see her.’
“Where will he be staying?” Toshinori asks. “I don’t remember any of the student dorms having empty rooms.”
‘Can’t use student dorms anyways. Those require stairs, and there's no elevator.’ Midoriya signs as his expression goes back to what must be his usual cold expression.
Yamada nods in confirmation. “He’ll be staying in one of the empty teachers' dorms, like Eri.” He explains. “They’re on the bottom floor, which makes them more accessible for him, easier to get to his class, and we’ll be right there if he needs anything.” Yamada smiles down at Midoriya, who sheepishly looks away. His voice sounded more reassuring than anything, which is probably the best you can do for a newly disabled kid who just returned from being captured by a villain organization.
“I see,” Toshinori nods. “The lack of elevators is quite the oversight, but with how fast all the other things needed to be put in place for current students to move in, I can see why. Will Nedzu add them later now that things have calmed down?”
“Yup! He’s planning on it, but probably not for a little longer. We’ve been dealing with one thing after the other, UA needs to get back to a sense of normalcy before anything.” Yamada explains with a slightly exhausted sigh.
Toshinori certainly doesn’t blame Yamada for how exhausted he must be. As they walk out of the hospital doors, he can almost see how tense things are for the civilians just trying to live their normal lives. For once, public trust in heroes is disappearing, and there's no way to know for sure how the symbol of peace retiring will affect the future. People are frustrated and antsy, they need to revive that trust.
“Right, a lot of promises were made to parents to get them to agree to the new dorming situation. Some wanted to pull their kids out of UA all together.” Toshinori muses.
‘I’m surprised so many parents agreed. Even if UA is technically safer than their homes, parents get protective easily.’ Midoriya signs.
Toshinori is inclined to agree. It was unsurprisingly difficult to get Young Bakugo’s parents to agree. He doesn’t blame them, their son was kidnapped. That has to be incredibly stressful on all of them. They’re just lucky Bakugo had vouched for them the way he did. He’s not used to seeing someone as loud and angry as him speak so calmly.
Toshinori smiles proudly as he remembers how Bakugo and Midnight are perfectly safe and sound now. Things at UA can go back to normal, at least for now. “I think seeing the main villain captured and the lengths the school would go for its students spoke to parents to see how safe of a place it is.”
But Midoriya deadpans instead, making his confidence waver. ‘If you ignore the kid being kidnapped right under the hero's protection, sure.’ He then glances at Yamada. ‘No offense, Present Mic.’
“None taken.” Yamada waves Midoriya's apology away.
Toshinori suddenly regrets insisting to come along with Yamada to help bring the kid back to UA. Usually kid’s are ecstatic to see him and brighten up in moments. But he doesn’t exactly know what to do with a child who isn’t excited to see him. If anything, it just feels like Midoriya has it out for him.
He doesn’t like looking into this child's eyes.
Instead of voicing any of that to Yamada or Midoriya, he just coughs into his hand awkwardly. “Well, that was leaked by a traitor...”
But that doesn’t seem to be a good enough defense. ‘There’s a traitor at UA, who could very well be a teacher, and you’re confidently saying the school is completely safe? ’ Midoriya raises a brow.
“Nedzu is on the case. I doubt anyone can get very far once his attention is grabbed.” Toshinori remarks. “He is a very smart rat… bear… thing...”
‘Teacher or not, that doesn’t change the fact there is still a traitor that infiltrated somewhere that's supposed to be safe.’ Midoriya signs with a glare. ‘I don’t think it's a teacher either, but that would leave a student, which is arguably worse.’
Yamada tilts his head. “You don’t?” He asks.
The kids glare eases. ‘Nope, I’m confident it’s a student.’
“Most of the teachers at UA have all been there for many years by now.” Toshinori points out. He continues speaking as he notices them approaching ‘Hero Only’ parking spaces, one of which has a UA-licensed van waiting for them. “That’s a long time to be planning to betray Nedzu.”
Midoriya rolls his eyes, as if what he said meant nothing. ‘Why would a hero, one that has such strong enough convictions to teach a new generation at UA, even consider working with such a small group, with no set plan or ideals? That would mean that the hero would have to be working with them before the ‘League of Villains’ even became a thing.’ His signing is fast paced, much more than Toshinori is used to seeing, but he does his best in picking up everything he says. ‘I think a student was forced into making some sort of deal with either Shigaraki or his ‘sensei’. ’
Toshinori grimaces, pointedly looking straight ahead of him instead of the child with a horribly striking resemblance to that monster. “AFO isn’t exactly… approachable at the best of times.” He says. “It would be more like scaring them into a deal.”
'Hence my theory. I don’t think a student is willingly betraying UA, rather, they’re being forced to give information. They’re likely in more danger than a danger to UA, at least by themself. ’ When Toshinori looks back at Midoriya, he notices a new glint in the kid's eye that he hadn’t seen before.
Yamada must have noticed it too, cause he suddenly shoots a stern look to Midoriya as they pause at the van. “Don’t you go searching for them yourself.”
‘And why not?’
“You know why. It could be dangerous.”
‘But I would be able to tell!’
Toshinori interjects with a frown. “How could you tell?”
Midoriya shoots him an uninterested look. Why is this kid so annoyed at his existence? ‘I was stuck in the Yakuza. I’ve seen how people act when doing things out of fear.’
“Oh.” Toshinori rubs his neck sheepishly. For a moment there, he was worried Midoriya would have a more insider look than that.
“Point is, you’re not looking for them.” Yamada repeats, even firmer this time. It feels similar to the times he’s seen the teacher scolding some of the more rambunctious ones of class 1-A.
Midoriya seems to sense this as well, as he looks down at his lap for a moment before slowly signing. ‘...Fine. But if I accidentally run into them, it’s not because I sought them out.’
Yamada sighs while Toshinori shakes his head in amusement. As weary as he is of this sudden ‘new student’ (which really is just an indirect way of saying ‘a child who is a ward of UA for whatever likely saddening reason’, UA doesn’t have transfer students.) Midoriya does seem harmless for now. It would be cruel of him to jump to assumptions just because of his own anxiety.
Though, it probably does help that the kid can’t do anything right now.
Soon after, Toshinori watches as Yamada sets up everything to get the kid in the van. The younger teacher opens the back and gets an installed ramp down before rolling the kid inside. He then seems to clasp the chair in place, probably to stop him from falling or rolling around the entire car ride, which would probably hurt.
Toshinori would have offered to help, but his broken arm leaves him to be not very helpful.
After watching Yamada ruffle the kids' hair, the two of them pile into the front, Toshinori in the passenger's seat.
Finally, they can go back to UA, to safety.
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Small Might is annoying.
Izuku prays to whatever god that exists that he doesn’t have to deal with that annoying oaf for much longer. He doesn’t want to have to deal with him and his stupid comments and annoying voice. The only saving grace was that Present Mic was there to help stop him from delving too deep into murderous thoughts.
However, now strapped into the van, he is forced to realize just how difficult it is for him to even get around without help. He knows there are millions of people who go about their lives easily with a wheelchair, but he personally hates it. He’s not used to needing help to move around. Speed, agility, and stealth were his favorite parts of being a villain, all of which require the use of his legs. But now he doesn’t have that.
He’ll probably get used to it eventually, figure out a way to move easier, he knows this, but that doesn’t mean he is happy knowing how he has to rely on people until that time comes.
He already had a hard enough life being quirkless. Even if the students of UA won’t know he’s Night Rabbit, he won't be able to hide his quirklessness easily. Those bright, quirkless red shoes stare out like a sore thumb no matter what he does. Will he be seen as an easier target now? He really doesn’t want to kill again.
The frustration he felt that day was palpable, but he didn’t expel all of it. Years of bullying, abuse, discrimination, and burning resentment couldn’t be removed with just one kill, no matter how bloody it was.
He does have Bakugo and Hitoshi, who would likely be willing to protect him when it comes to petty highschool bullies, and Present Mic seems willing to protect him from adults too. So he’s not entirely alone here at least.
Still, the… ‘Night Rabbit’ side of him, so to speak, doesn’t like not being able to defend himself the way he usually does. The amount of enemies he certainly would have at a hero school doesn’t calm his anxiety.
Izuku’s thoughts don’t trail off as the van starts moving.
He can hear Small Might busying himself with his phone as it dings with alerts, and Present Mic talking about the dorms and what kind of classes Izuku might enjoy. It sounds more like he’s talking to fill the silence though, which thankfully allows Izuku to not be forced to answer. Though, at some point, the hero mentions a gift his friends left in his hoodie pocket while Small Might is thoroughly distracted.
That causes Izuku to pause. A gift? He hadn’t even noticed a weight in his hoodie pocket, he hadn’t even put his hands in it to feel anything as he was too busy signing. But now he can feel it, and his chest burns with curiosity. He’s assuming it’s something good, and not anything morbid or dark. Or moreso, he’s hoping.
He frowns as he realizes just another thing he used to get easily excited over is tainted. He can’t feel excited about the thought of something as innocent as a gift when he receives a new ‘gift’ from Overhaul with every mission. He used to love holidays and birthdays, or just random surprises, but now it all just feels stained. Wilted. Everytime a hero was hurt or killed, he was given a new reminder.
He wonders if they ever found the shrine, and if those hero costume parts were ever returned to the few ones alive or the dead's respective families. He hopes so, but he can’t find it in himself to even consider asking.
His mood worsens as he realizes just how much has been ruined because of his time in the Yakuza. He doesn’t even feel like the same person anymore.
Can he even look at himself in the mirror?
It would be easier if he could just stay as Night Rabbit. In his villain persona, he didn’t care about anything but protecting Eri and completing their missions. At least, it was consistent like that in the beginning. Ever since he met Hitoshi and even Midnight, that want, that care, has expanded. Rabbit wanted the people he loved safe. That was his main goal.
He thought, during the nights of his harsher training, that if he were to ever be saved, he could throw the Night Rabbit persona away. But no, he can still partially feel the buzzing of his villain persona, tugging and pulling at him almost all the time. It felt worse when Small Might or even Bakugo appeared. It’s like a violent tug in the back of his mind, like he subconsciously wants to fall back and allow his more apathetic feelings take over. But it also feels like more than that. He’s not sure.
He wonders if he can bring the feeling of being Night Rabbit back out without his villain outfit. Usually, his outfit helped him settle back into the headspace of a villain. Maybe having a goal for Rabbit to follow would make things easier.
Izuku suddenly jerks as they presumably drive over a pothole. Almost immediately, Present Mic calls back, “You okay there, listener?” He asks. “Not slipping out of your chair or anything?”
Now much more tense than before, he lets out a sigh and lifts a shaky thumbs up to hopefully be in the view of the rear view mirror.
This is… well, maybe not dangerous considering his current condition, but he can’t be so conflicted about this. Trying to gently tug on the guise of Rabbit isn’t smart even during calm moments. He can even sometimes black out and feel all weird when he comes to. But being in a situation where he can get forced out of his thoughts so easily is a horrible idea. Getting forced into his Night Rabbit persona, even accidentally, without his outfit or any of the mental prep of it being his decision leaves him irritable and potentially violent.
He needs to make a choice and go through with it. Either try to survive like this, or try to get his Rabbit persona to help cope.
But for now, he should probably figure out what this ‘gift’ is. He takes a deep breath, then exhales as if he’s trying to remove all the anxiety from his body. He then puts his hand carefully in his hoodie pocket.
He blinked in surprise at the feeling of something hard, then malleable, and.. Sharp? He pulls it out partially and gasps upon seeing it.
It’s his Night Rabbit gloves.
He shoots a glance to the front of the car, but his pounding heart relaxes seeing Small Might still distracted and Present Mic focused on driving.
He hesitates before sliding the glove on, covering his hand. He curls his fingers into a fist, careful of the claws to not dig into his palms like usual.
Somehow, just having these now feels so incredibly comforting. He feels something in his mind settling in content, or maybe acceptance. He’s quickly able to piece together what the feeling is.
It’s enough. The Rabbit is pleased.
With heavy reluctance, Izuku takes the glove off and stuffs it back in his pockets with a sigh. With calming music now suddenly playing from the van’s speakers, and the peace offering accepted, he’s able to allow his stressors and anxiety lessen without pushback. He closes his eyes, exhausted and drained.
He relaxes more and more as time goes on. For once, he wonders if he’s finally safe.
Notes:
Izuku: Night Rabbit is like.... the evil version of me. (Incorrect)
Night Rabbit: Izuku is like... the more loser version of me. (Correct)I can't wait to get into more of their alters and system...
IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT. Originally this chapter was 9k fused with what will be next chapter, but because of how long it's taken for me to even get these 4k out, I decided it would be best to just upload this first. Sorry that I haven't uploaded in..... almost a month.... somehow me not going to school made my editing schedule WORSE. BUT ITS FINE!!!!!! College is starting up in about one more month which means I wont be working anymore. The hope is that I can edit and post a little better once I have a set schedule and get used to everything I'll get better at editing consistently again. Don't expect weekly uploads for a while still, but like I promise I am not abandoning this fic. I've been hyper fixated and that hasn't stopped.
And to my pookies in the CoE discord server: sorry I lied to you about CoE being completely cancelled and then lied that I wasn't uploading this week. I was feeling a bit silly :3
Anyways! We removed the 'All Might bashing' tag cause honestly we don't bash him in the fic. We criticize him yeah but we do that for a lot of characters. The 'bashing' really just ends up being Izuku's unreliable narration. So don't expect proper bashing, just treating him like the dumbass he is.
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Chapter 33: Don’t Allow Me To Lie
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The relaxing music (and lack of Small Might’s voice) made the car ride back to UA feel noticeably faster than Izuku was expecting. To be fair, he actually had no clue what hospital he was staying at, or how far away it could have been from UA. He could assume it was one closer to the compound considering he doesn’t remember being transferred anywhere, which would be multiple prefectures away. So, probably a long car ride.
Either way, the van stops moving sooner than expected. Izuku blinks a couple times when he hears the van's engine turned off, and quickly collects himself to get alert again. He’s surprised at how nice it felt to relax, he hasn’t really felt like that for a while.
“Back at last,” Small Might says, ruining Izuku’s peace and quiet. “I wonder if any students are waiting for us.”
“We’ve all been hospitalized at some point during the past month,” Present Mic responds. “I’m sure there are a few who heard we were coming today and waited.” The sounds of seat belts being undone makes Izuku shift awkwardly. How does he unclip his wheelchair?
Present Mic hops out of the driver seat, which is followed by Small Might. For a second, in the dark silence, Izuku wonders how likely it would be to get forgotten in the back. A part of him hopes high, starving to death would probably be easier than having to deal with school.
Kami, why is school his biggest concern when he survived training in the Yakuza!?
Unfortunately, the back opens, and Present Mic sets up the ramp from the van. But he eventually pauses when his phone buzzes. When he checks it, he smiles fondly and looks over to Small Might. “Can you help the listener? I have to tell some of the students he’s here.”
“Sure,” Small Might nods as he walks back next to Mic, stretching a bit to pop his back (how old is he again? Probably old enough that Izuku can make fun of him for it.) before moving to help Izuku while Present Mic walks around the van and out of view.
Izuku reluctantly signs a quick ‘thanks’ as Small Might helps unclip his wheelchair from its place. He can’t help but feel an uncomfortable itch in his skin at the retired hero being so close. Luckily, he can still hear Present Mic’s very muffled voice, and decides to focus on that to remind himself he hasn’t been thrown to the wolves quite yet.
After unclipping the wheelchair, Small Might takes a step back to look between his arm in a cast and then the ramp with a frown. Izuku deadpans at him. He can’t be serious. ‘I’m not going to fall, I’m not that pathetic.’
“I didn’t think that!” Small Might waves his non-injured hand quickly. “I just can’t steer the chair well with one hand, I don’t want to send you off the ramp.”
Izuku rolls his eyes.‘I’m not going to fall. My hands work just fine.’ He signs mockingly. Payback for the leg comment Small Might made.
“Well then,” Small Might raises his hand in surrender and steps down from the van, gesturing to the ramp. “Wheel away.”
Is he serious right now? What is he, a child? ‘Present Mic told you to help though, didn’t he? You wouldn’t want to upset your fellow hero.’ Maybe Izuku’s letting his inner ‘Night Rabbit’ slip out a bit, so what? He’s been so good for way too long, and Small Might right here is creating an itch only Rabbit can properly scratch. ‘You can help wheel me forward while I keep myself stable. Unless, of course, you want Present Mic upset at you that the kid who just got out of the hospital got injured again?’
Small Might rubs the back of his neck. “Technically, you are still injured.”
‘Exactly. Getting more injured would be horrible. Present Mic would be so upset.’ Izuku shoots Small Might a dark glare as he signs without thinking. He finds it amusing the way Small Might shrinks back in shock. ‘Sending an injured kid to the hospital again. That’s almost as bad as leaving a suicidal kid on a rooftop.’
“Goodness!” Small Might blinks in surprise as his hand drops. “What an awful thing to say… sign. You have concerningly dark thoughts, young Midoriya.”
Izuku raises a brow. ‘And you do concerningly dark things that you apparently forget you’ve done.’ Izuku’s glare doesn’t falter. ‘I would have thought you’d remember the kid you told a national secret too before crushing their dreams and leaving them stranded on a rooftop, but apparently not.’
“What? National secret-” Small Might suddenly jolts back. “The quirkless boy from the slime villain!”
Izuku could laugh. He can see Small Might’s mind running a mile per minute, finally connecting the dots on who he is. It’s odd how he could forget something so important so easily. Does he just go around telling everyone about his secret?
Plus, at the very least, Small Might should know he was in the Yakuza, even if he somehow doesn’t know the details. He wonders what theories are running through the man's mind, he wonders if he can get him to say them outloud-
“Alright! Everything should be-” Present Mic suddenly comes back, but pauses as he looks between the hero and villain for a moment. “...is everything alright?”
‘Yup.’ Izuku signs casually, his glare dropping as he looks over at Present Mic. ‘Can you help me down? Small Might isn’t able to with his arm like that.’
“Oh, of course! Sorry, All Might, I didn’t think of that.” The Voice hero smiles sheepishly as he goes up the ramp to help wheel Izuku down, careful to make sure he doesn’t fall out.
“It… it’s alright, young Yamada.” Small Might waves his hand. “You have a lot going on.”
“Unfortunately,” Present Mic sighs. “Thankfully, the worrywart I call a husband has been helping at least.”
Izuku claps to get the hero's attention. ‘Things should calm down soon. You’ll get to rest.’ He’s not very confident on that statement, but Present Mic deserves to hope at least. For him, and everyone else he cares for, he hopes things will calm down.
Present Mic luckily takes Izuku’s reassurance well, smiling a bit brighter than before. “I’m sure things will.”
Izuku tenses when he sees Present Mic’s hand approaching, but thankfully he doesn’t flinch this time when his curls are ruffled. He saw it coming this time, but he’s still tense, his heart still beats uncomfortably faster.
“Will you be alright getting him to the dorm?” Small Might asks Mic. “I have some things to take care of with Nedzu.”
“Yeah, we’ll be alright, don’t worry about a thing! Goodluck with whatever you're up to!” Present Mic says before looking down at Izuku. He gently nudges the kid’s shoulder when he doesn’t sign anything.
Izuku sighs. ‘Have fun, hero.’ Is all that he signs.
“O…kay?” Small Might gives Izuku a confused, tense look before turning to head to UA’s front entrance, pointedly watching his own back.
Present Mic stares at Small Might for a moment before starting to walk in a different direction with Izuku, finally heading to the dorms. “Well,” Mic huffs. “That was weird. Wonder what’s gotten All Might in a bunch like that.”
Izuku smirks. ‘I have a few guesses.’
Present Mic squints at him. “Oh that is definitely a, ‘I’m about to be a little shit’ smirk if I’ve ever seen one.” He says. “I would know, my cat makes the same look all the time. Don’t be like Dumpster Fire, little listener.”
‘Sorry, but it’s far too late for that. I already did what I wanted and am satisfied with the results.’ Izuku signs, smugly.
“Damn, already like Dumpster Fire.” Present Mic sighs a long suffering, cat owner, sigh.
Izuku huffs in amusement, much less one edge now that The Worst Person Ever™️ (All Might) is far away from him. ‘Don’t worry, I could have done much worse, so really this is the best option.’
“Still like Dumpster Fire. I’m only ever going to see you as a version of my cat with thumbs now.” Present Mic says ‘sadly’.
Izuku’s slight smile begins to falter. It feels nice, if only for a moment, to joke like this, and for Mic to say stuff like that, but…
He also feels nauseated upon recognizing the warmth bubbling up inside him, the same one he used to feel around Overhaul. It’s the one that he would feel when they would joke around together, or when Overhaul would pet his hair after he did good, or when Overhaul would smile so genuinely at him.
It’s the same feeling that made it so easy to keep doing the horrible atrocities he would before.
He tries to redirect his thoughts to not think at all.
They soon reach a crossroad of paths for the different dorm sections, and there's even a helpful sign to keep students from getting lost or going to the wrong building. How much property does UA have?
Present Mic turns to the right, where the sign that reads ‘Dorm Section 1-A’ points to, and not the one pointing left, labeled ‘Teacher’s Dorms’.
Izuku fidgets nervously as they get closer to class 1-A’s dorms. It was easier to not think about it before when getting annoyed at Small Might, but now it's really setting in. He’s going to meet class 1-A, the one group of people, of students, that know his identity, in the entire school. He needs to make a good impression if he doesn’t want to risk anyone spreading his identity like a wildfire.
He doesn’t know how he would handle that.
…Although, he’s not really a very likable person anymore, not by his standards. Maybe before, when he was weak and naive, he was easier to get along with. The few teachers that pitied him and were nice to him when he was younger treated him like some kind of cute pet. But Izuku isn’t like that anymore.
That’s also ignoring how everyone had already hated him because he was quirkless. There’s just more reasons to hate him now. Even if Bakugo reassures him that Class 1-A wants to meet him, he is not confident this meeting will go well.
Present Mic, who seems to be not worried at all, is humming a light melody as he pushes the wheelchair. It sounds familiar, maybe one of those children lullabies you hear online?
“I hope you’re ready to meet some of Sho’s class.” Present Mic says. “Most of them are out training or getting gear worked on, so it’s not going to be everyone just yet, but a nice little group is excited to see you!”
Well, that's less anxiety inducing for Izuku. The whole class would be a lot worse. ‘I’m sure it will go fine.’ No, he’s not, but that's not the point.
“That's the spirit!” Present Mic smiles as they reach the door, and about 5 feet from it is a newly installed button at Izuku’s seated height to open the door for him, the same kind malls or stores would have.
Izuku takes a deep breath as he presses the button. It’s fine… everything will be fine.
When Present Mic wheels him inside, the first thing he can recognize is how homey the common room is. He hasn’t been inside a place so warm and full of life in a while. It reminds him of home.
Looking further, past the couches is a small group chatting in the common area. Bakugo and Hitoshi are the first ones Izuku focuses on. It’s no surprise they would be here, but he’s thankful anyways. The armor boy from the Stain attack in Hosu is here too, unexpectedly.There's a girl with the most interesting pink skin and horns there, she must be the girl Mic mentioned having the same hair as him. What was her name?
A girl with a huge ponytail is there wearing the softest looking sweater. She seems polite? If that's the sort of thing you can assume off first sight? Next to her is a punk looking girl with earphone jacks coming from her earlobes that she seems to be able to control. And the last person is… sparkling… literally every time they move, they seem to shimmer slightly. Is that a part of their quirk?
Interesting bundle of characters, that's for sure. He shouldn’t be quick to make judgements, but at the very least, the ones with more obvious quirks are the ones who stand out and make Izuku perk up. His head is buzzing with the urge to analyze and ask questions, though he realizes that's probably a horrible idea.
The group seems to be talking in a circle-ish shape, all of them standing and talking excitedly. But the group becomes entirely uninteresting when he’s able to see what's in the middle. Or more- who is in the middle.
A small, silver haired little girl standing closest to Hitoshi.
“... Eri…” Izuku breathes.
He had barely spoken, but Eri heard him anyways, perking up at the sound of her name and peeking outside the circle. Her eyes go wide seeing Izuku, and in that moment, time is at a stand still.
Everyone is staring at them, but Izuku couldn’t care less the moment Eri bolts like a little bunny to run to him.
“Izu-nii!!”
It was a disaster waiting to happen when it became clear Eri was not slowing down, but thankfully, bless Present Mic’s heart, the hero notices this and scoops Eri up when she gets close. The girl lets out a little squeak in surprise before she grins at being placed on Izuku’s lap.
With Eri now hugging Izuku’s chest as tight as her little arms will let her, Izuku is able to return the gesture by hugging her back as he subtly curls around her, just barely having enough mind to not squeeze his poor sister too tight in his mission to hide her.
Everything and everyone else fades into the background, and all he can focus on is his precious little sister.
She's here. They're back together and they’re safe. Finally.
“Izu-nii, missed you!” Eri mumbles into his chest as they hug. “Was brave and stayed safe, like you said!”
Izuku lets out a choked laugh and nods. His throat aches and strains, but he still forces himself to say, “Proud… so proud.” It hurts more than he’d like, the amount of effort it takes almost feels not worth it. But he refuses to go another day without telling her just how proud he is. She deserves to hear that much.
She seems happy, unharmed- (Of course she is. Though the worry was still there) and that leaves him so incredibly relieved.
Izuku hugs her for a little longer before he can allow himself to relax slightly and loosen his grip, though Eri still sticks to him like a baby koala would, every so often nuzzling him.
Only once slightly calmer can he process Bakugo walking over with Hitoshi not far behind him. Izuku perks up, smiling softly at them.
Hitoshi is smiling fondly down at him in a way that makes his heart race. “Hey Izu.”
“Deku,” Bakugo pauses as he recognizes what he said, and Izuku’s smile twitches down slightly. “I mean- nerd.”
Izuku stares at Bakugo for a long moment, unintentionally making him look away awkwardly. He sighs. ‘You can call me ‘Deku’ as long as you’re not rude about it.’ He finger signs ‘Deku’, refusing to sign any other word to represent that one . It’s not like that name was always a negative thing. Bakugo was calling him that before he was even diagnosed quirkless.
Bakugo, however, doesn’t seem convinced. “Are you sure?” He squints at him.
Izuku nods. ‘With the conditions that I get to call you ‘Kacchan’ in front of all your friends, and if you use it as an insult I'm legally allowed to fight you once I’m fully healed.’
“... I can’t believe you made that my sign name.” Bakugo huffs.
“What?” Hitoshi tilts his head. “What does ‘little victory’ mean?”
Izuku grins sharply at Bakugo. ‘Wanna tell them, Kacchan? I’m sure they’d like to know.’
“...it means Kacchan.” Bakugo grumbles, crossing his arms. “It’s what Deku has called me since diapers because he couldn’t say my name right.”
The quiet cooing from Bakugo’s friends and his irritated expression only makes Izuku feel more smug.
‘Correct.’ Izuku grins. ‘It also annoyed you a lot in Middle School, so I kept doing it cause it was the only way I could annoy you without risk.’
“I knew it!! ” Bakugo yells, balling his hands into fists. “You little sh- bas- gah!!”
Bakugo throws his hands up into the air and stomps a few feet away grumbling curse words under his breath. Trying to not curse in front of Eri must be hard for him, but it’s very amusing for Izuku. And Eri, apparently, who just giggles.
“Bakugo does that around me a lot.” Eri says, giggling more at Bakugo’s incredibly serious thinking face.
Izuku lets out a quiet, genuine laugh as he gently pets Eri’s head. Somehow, the confirmation that this is not the first time Bakugo has done this is amusing. At least he’s not cursing in front of his sister. He gets to live another day.
Bakugo can stay mad and struggle to curse him out all he wants. He called him ‘useless’ everyday with his assigned nickname. It’s only fair that he suffer with his own nickname to fight back, even if it wasn’t by much.
Izuku is broken out of his thoughts when a sparkled-eyed Eri hugs him tight again. Bakugos expression and rambling also softens. Izuku chuckles, but he tilts his head looking up at Hitoshi, who looks like some sort of love-struck puppy.
‘What's with the face?’ Izuku asks.
"Haven't heard you laugh like that before. You look cute." Hitoshi says with no damn shame.
Izuku glares, his face getting red. 'Stop being gay right now.' He halfheartedly signs. 'I have a reputation and you're not helping me uphold it.'
"I cannot stop my entire being, sorry." Hitoshi smirks, not sorry at all. Bastard.
Izuku glares at Hitoshi before looking away to keep some of his pride. It feels weird, feeling what he does for Hitoshi so freely, especially in front of people who know his identity. Bakugo and Hitoshi’s friends are very clearly pretending to not watch, but they’re bad at pretending. Someone needs to teach them better stealth skills.
Izuku does his best to put on a serious persona again. ‘I’m supposed to introduce myself to your friends, right?’ He asks, trying to get back on track.
“Eh, more like Blasty’s friends.” Hitoshi shrugs. “I’m still new, but they’re fairly harmless.”
Making the two of them jump, Mic asks, “Want to go over?”
Hitoshi blushes brightly, making Izuku wonder if he really forgot there was a teacher right there as he was flirting with him. Izuku can’t help but laugh at his suffering before nodding to Mic. ‘Better now than never.’
“Let’s go!” Present Mic chirps as he grabs onto the handles of Izuku’s wheelchair. “I’ll be nearby if you need me, but I’m sure Shinso will take good care of you and Eri.”
‘Thanks.’ Izuku smiles softly as Present Mic before mentally preparing himself once more.
The ring of students notice them approaching and arrange themselves in a row for Izuku to see better, almost like they planned this. Interesting.
The Stain incident kid and the huge ponytail girl step up first. The boy has odd, almost ‘robotic’ movements and a very jerky way of speaking that doesn’t at all match the yelling and pure hatred he had felt from him in the alleyway when Rabbit found him.
“Welcome to Dorm 1-A!” The boy… yells? Says loudly? “I am Tenya Iida!”
The big ponytail girl bows politely, luckily not as loud as the other one, but her voice still has a sort of authoritative tone that Izuku is used to hearing and even using when talking with lower ranked Yakuza. "And I'm Momo Yaoyorozu, It's very nice to meet you."
Izuku blinks at the sudden loudness of the Stain Incident Kid, and the contrasting soft politeness from Ponytail Girl, but decides to not actively question it. Some people just have their odd quirks (ha), and they seem polite enough at least. Though, Izuku does know more than he’d like to admit on Class 1-A.
When he had learned of Hitoshi’s interest in going into the hero course, Izuku made the incredibly smart and not at all creepy executive decision to research every kid in class 1-A and 1-B. Of course, some of them aren't hard to find information on. Iida’s situation is obvious, being the brother of a Pro isn’t that hard to guess or find out. Both him and Yaoyorozu are far more well off than their peers, and while he isn’t one to judge anyones financial situation, Bakugo’s family was certainly more wealthy than his was afterall, it’s less about the money and more about the families.
He can’t stop himself from feeling more on edge around these two. People in families like Yaoyorozu and Iida’s are far more likely to be quirkest. He’s sure they won’t outright say anything to his face, but people never had to be rude to his face to be cruel towards his status. He would like to hope that knowing his situation, plus learning from Bakugo and Hitoshi, that most of class 1-A wouldn’t have any horrible opinions about the quirkless, but can anyone blame his expectations being low? This is a hero school, places like these are breeding grounds for quirk discrimination.
Izuku waves sheepishly, deciding at the last minute that he should probably introduce himself last to them all. He’ll be polite, especially since he doesn’t know where they stand, but he’s on edge either way.
“We are the class president and vice president, if you are ever in need of anything, please let us know!!” Iida says, hands chopping like a robot still.
Right. Weird kid, but who is he to judge? ‘I’ll be sure to let you know.’ Izuku’s not surprised those two are in leadership positions, it makes sense.
Yaoyorozu steps back with Iida to let the next person introduce themself.
The next to step up is the sparkling boy with bling hair. He does an odd pose that really makes himself shimmer under the lights. “Bonjour!” He says. “I am the magnificent Yuga Aoyama!”
Izuku blinks at the boy, squinting at him as he tries to figure out what in his quirk is making him twinkle like that. Do all UA classes have weird as hell students, or is it just 1-A? Izuku awkwardly waves at this one anyways.
The girl with pink skin moves forward before Aoyama even steps back, also pushing a girl with earphone jacks as earlobes forward as well.
“Hiiii! I’m Mina Ashido, nice to meet ya!” The pink girl grins and gently nudges the reserved punk girl.
Punk girl bows politely as she says, “My name is Kyoka Jiro,” Before she goes back to twirling with her earphone jack.
Seeing that everyone has said their piece, Izuku decides to be polite and says, “Izuku... Midoriya.” He puts a hand on his chest to indicate he’s saying his name, clearing his throat after to hopefully ease the pain. He looks nervously at Present Mic, then Shinso and Hitoshi. ‘It’s very nice to meet all of you. I hope we’ll get along.’
Bakugo thankfully translates for him, and Iida nods.
“I’m sure we will get along quite well!” Iida says. “The most troublesome student has already been removed from the class, so there is no need to worry!”
“Ugh, he was the worst.” Mina grumbles as she crosses her arms, Jiro nodding in agreement.
‘I heard. Glad he already left, I doubt we would have gotten along well.’ Izuku only realizes after he signs the potential dark undertones that he didn’t mean to imply. He wasn’t trying to imply anything, but he should be more careful. He doesn’t want to make the hero students uncomfortable.
“Yeah,” Bakugo sighs, luckily stopping his internal panic. “Little freak would have made a fuss about quirk status again. Half the class went after him for that.”
‘...Definitely good he left then.’ Okay, maybe that one was intentional, though at last that's a bit of reassurance that some of the class won’t be too bad to handle.
“Nobody liked that weirdo! I can’t believe he didn’t get booted sooner.” Mina whines.
“Wasn’t he not expelled because of his parents or something?” Jiro shrugs.
“Mineta’s grandfather was apart of the education committee.” Iida explains. “He brought it up when he got warned the first time in the boy's locker room.”
Izuku scowls. ‘Gross.’ Ah, people using their position of power in some way to get what they want, a classic. The world keeps spinning, even after getting kidnapped.
Bakugo pats Izuku’s shoulder. “Yeah, we kicked him to the curb and got Eyebags over here.” Bakugo waves to Hitoshi.
Hitoshi puts a hand over his heart, a wounded expression on his face. “Wow, you don’t even remember my name. I’m hurt.”
‘Don’t be offended, it means he actually doesn’t hate you.’ Izuku signs. ‘He would just call you an extra if he didnt like you, but nicknames like that are for people he likes. ’
“Ey! Don’t be spilling all my sh- stuff like that. Let them be offended and figure it out on their own!” Bakugo huffs, his cheeks flushing.
“Aww~ is it that you like us, Bakugo?” Mina coos, grinning along with Jiro. Bakugo is pretty easy to read to him, perhaps his new friends learned the language of Katsuki Bakugo just like Izuku. Though Jiro covers her mouth to try and politely hide her amused expression. Meanwhile, Iida, Yaoyorozu, and Aoyama are snickering. Even Eri smiles in amusement.
Izuku smirks. ‘No. You should know I will be doing everything in my power to spite you.’
"Can I convince you to spite against someone else?" Bakugo asks.
‘You’re the only one within arms reach that has been an asshole to me, so no. It’s payback. Deal with it or suffer.’
"Dam-ng, dang." Bakugo glances at Eri, who is staring up at Bakugo with innocent wide eyes. Can’t curse in front of that. "...I'm going to decorate your wheelchair like a girly bike."
‘I will run you over with my girly wheelchair like it's a bike.’
"I'll use your boyfriend as a human shield." Bakugo smirks. He glances at everyone near them and instead signs the rest. 'He likes danger, it'll be fine.'
Izuku laughs. ‘I have a plan to use that against him later, don’t worry. You’re not the only one I plan to torment.’
"I feel attacked." Hitoshi huffs, crossing his arms with a blush. He might not understand everything, but he probably gets the gist.
‘Then perish.’ Izuku chuckles. ‘You chose to date me, now face the consequences.’
"I see no downsides to dating you." Hitoshi says smugly.
‘…I’ll have Eri go after your knees.’
"She already does." Hitoshi huffs. "Eri goes after everyone."
Even without the full context, Jiro and Momo sigh knowingly. Eri just smugly grins at them, giggling as she snuggles back into Izuku’s chest.
'Hitoshi, you're not understanding. I can't walk, so I'll send Eri to attack you in place of me when you least expect it. Planned, coordinated attacks.'
"I already got that with sensei!" Hitoshi looks at Eri with a look of betrayal. "I can only have so much situational awareness!"
'Too bad, get more situationally aware.' Izuku grins.
"I am doing my best." Hitoshi huffs and pokes Izuku's cheek. He really is trying to ruin his reputation.
Izuku only grins more as he grabs Hitoshi's hand before he can pull away and brings it a bit closer to press a kiss on his knuckles. He lets go to sign, 'Clearly you're not.'
"How can you be doing something so sweet while dragging my skill in the dirt like that." Hitoshi grumbles, not trying to take his hand back.
'Tough love! It's like if I looked at Bakugo and told him that he is incredibly strong but couldn't beat me in a fight if he tried. It's all true, but I do it out of love.'
"You're such a brat!" Bakugo exclaims, crossing his arms. "And stop getting distracted with your disaster boyfriend! There are other people here you're ignoring right now." He reminds them, jabbing his thumb towards the other 1-A students that are giggling at them.
Izuku looks away, his expression hardening. ‘I don’t know what to do or say! I don’t know if you’ve realized, but I don’t know how to normally interact with normal people about normal things!’ He’s just glad they don’t seem upset, just snickering to each other. Mina especially has a similar expression that Bakugo gets when he has new ammunition to use against people.
“I don’t know how to talk to them either.” Bakugo says with a shrug. “They just approach me and start talking, and I can’t leave the conversation either. I’m sure they have plenty to talk about.”
‘No thanks, that's just as terrifying.’ Izuku frowns. ‘I think I’d rather do literally anything else.’ Trying to socially interact with people he hasn’t before now, after everything, feels like the hardest task he’s faced yet. He almost feels ashamed for thinking he could do this. Why is talking so difficult?
"Just talk about quirks or something?" Bakugo waves a hand dismissively. "They know you're smart about that stuff already when I talked about you."
Izuku tenses up and looks away, though he’s unsure why. He talked about quirks just fine before, when he wasn’t prompted, but for some reason, actively choosing to do it is making him feel everything but fine. ‘I can’t.’ He signs with no further explanation.
To be fair, he doesn’t have one himself.
Bakugo raises an eyebrow, but just pats Izuku’s shoulder instead of pushing it. “Alright, do you want to go to your dorm instead?” Bakugo asks. “You did just get out of the hospital and meet new people.”
Izuku hesitates, glancing around, but no one seems upset at the thought, so he nods. ‘Yes. I’m sorry. I think I’m a bit overwhelmed.’ He pets Eri's hair to remind himself that everything is fine. She tilts her head, confused, but doesn’t say anything.
“That's fine.” Hitoshi reassures quickly before turning to the others. “We’re going to bring Izuku back to his dorm now! We’ll be back later.” He explains.
Iida bows almost instantly. “It was very wonderful to properly meet you, Midoriya!”
Iida must have sent off a chain reaction, cause moments later everyone else started saying their enthusiastic goodbyes at the same time. ‘Uh, nice to meet you too, bye.’ Izuku awkwardly signs before wrapping his arms around Eri to cover her again.
Seeing neither of them let go, Present Mic asks, “Do you want Eri to come with us, listener?”
Izuku nods quickly, his grip on her tightening. How long has it been since he was able to hold her like this? How long will it be till he can again? It doesn’t want to say goodbye again, not yet.
Present Mic nods in understanding. “That's alright, you can stay with her for now.” He looks back at the students as he grabs the handles on Izuku’s wheelchair. “It was nice seeing everyone again. I hope you did the homework my sub assigned you!”
Most of the students there, especially Iida and Momo, express pride about completing their homework assignments as Mic leaves, while Mina’s face pales (its a soft pastel pink) at the mention of it.
Izuku somberly looks away from the normal high school students, not being able to bare the sight much longer. Their conversations, the way they interact with each other, it's so jarringly normal, and he only saw a small bit of it.
Sure, they have been through things too, but he wishes his issues could mainly be about missing homework and assignments, rather than what they actually are.
Eri nuzzles Izuku and adjusts to sit more sideways, making grabby hands at her bag that Present Mic grabbed while they were all chatting. Taking notice of this, Present Mic smiles and pauses so he can sling the bag off of his shoulder. “Here you go, little listener!”
“Thank you,” Eri says, digging through her bag to get out some papers before handing them to Izuku, easily catching his attention. “I made art for you, Izu-nii!”
Izuku blinks in surprise and takes the papers to look at them better. From what it looks like, Eri has made several little drawings of Class 1-A like Izuku does for his quirk notes. She even mimics Izuku’s notes with little ‘observations’ on them.
‘Bakugo Katsuki- Izu-nii’s friend. Loud and goes boom a lot’
‘Shinso Hitoshi- Izu-nii’s boyfriend? Why is this boy being his friend different from other boy friends?’
Izuku huffs in amusement, his eyes sparkling at the cute attempt at copying his work. She always was interested in what he did all day. To show he’s thankful, he carefully gives her a forehead kiss.
Eri preens and leans back against him to go through the notes and point out things she wrote. A lot of it boils down to how cool or pretty someone’s quirk is.
Izuku can’t help but feel relieved. Seeing her so happy and open, even now, is unlike what he would come to expect. She doesn’t see quirks as curses anymore, does she? No, she hasn’t called her own quirk a curse for a while now. She’s gotten so used to seeing him analyze quirks of other members or heroes, so used to his teachings, that she hasn’t felt fear just from a quirk in so long.
Eri serves as a good distraction at least.
She has always had a chance to live a normal life, a good one. And now, she’s going to get that. She’s safe and happy. Once she heals, she’ll be able to be a normal kid.
That's all that matters.
Izuku pushes away any negative thoughts, his internal ‘Night Rabbit’ and the anxiety that comes with that. Right now, he just wants to enjoy this.
Eri flips through the drawings with him, explaining in her limited vocabulary about a student with a fascinating multi-arm quirk (who she gave up on drawing and instead made a spider with a smiley face) when they arrive inside the teachers dorms. Eri stops talking to gasp happily at the figure in front of them.
“Hey Sho!” Present Mic calls. “Is that the last of the things for the listeners room?”
Izuku blinks in surprise at seeing Eraserhead surrounded by a few tiny robots wheeling boxes inside. He holds Eri tighter, even as his heart pounds in elation.
“Yeah, this is the last of it.” Eraserhead sighs. “Took a while to make sure it was everything.”
“Perfect. You’re going to feel right at home, listener!” Present Mic exclaims, while Izuku just awkwardly nods. He’s not sure how possible that will be.
But before Izuku can get too deep into his head, Eri tugs on his sleeve. “Izu-nii,” She ‘whispers’. “It’s the sleepy man that looks like Toshi! He gave me a cat plush!”
Izuku snickers. Yeah, looking at Eraserhead, he does kind of look like Hitoshi. Maybe it's the eyebags. He finger-signs a thank you to the hero.
“Yeah, you're welcome.” Eraserhead shifts a bit, making his face partially hidden in his scarf as he walks further down the hallway, Present Mic making them follow.
Eri’s been well taken care of, too. That's good. No fear like before.
Why is he still comparing things to before? Things aren’t going to be the same, not here. He knows that.
“You can wheel him in. Not all the boxes are open, but most of it is set up.” Eraserhead says to the other hero.
“Oh good, I was worried he’d have to sleep on a bed that hurts him.” They stop at a door with a little nameplate on it labeled ‘Midoriya’ on it. Like outside, there's a little button on the side of the door that Present Mic presses for it to open.
Eraserhead rolls his eyes as he enters in front of them. “I’m offended you think I wouldn’t have his proper bed set up by now.”
“Not you, Sho.” Present Mic elaborates. “Just the shipping was a worry. There was a villain fight near the post office when we ordered.”
“I’m only slightly less offended.” Eraserhead mumbles.
Izuku looks around the room as the two heroes talk. There's not a lot to point out or notice, mostly just a lot of boxes, a door off to the side that probably leads to a bathroom, a window by a specialized, almost hospital-like bed? The room is nowhere near as obnoxious as the room he was living in with his mom, nothing like his cold empty cell, and much more normal compared to the room he and Eri shared either.
There are several things of specialty furniture, designed for Izuku’s legs and pelvic shape now, but most of the other stuff is pretty generic decorations that Izuku can replace later.
It feels normal, like a breath of fresh air.
Izuku does his best to offer a small smile to the heroes. ‘Thank you. I appreciate all the help.’ Even if it is confusing and scares him.
“No problem, listener!” Mic smiles as he wheels Izuku closer to the bed.
Huh, interesting. From what he knows, the other student dorms are much smaller than this one. Maybe because it’s a part of the teachers' dorms? The personal bathroom is also helpful for him, much better than the communal showers. He’s not sure how he would be able to handle something like that so injured.
He has questions of how this all will work, but he's too mentally drained to try and 'voice' any of them right now.
Luckily for him, Eri lets out a tiny little yawn that makes Izuku perk up. Present Mic and Eraserhead are busy sorting boxes, but a simple clap of his hands gets their attention.
Getting their attention so easily leaves him a bit tense, but he signs before he can chicken out. ‘I think Eri needs a nap. Same for me.’
Luckily, Present Mic just smiles and sets his box down. “Of course! It has been a busy afternoon, hasn’t it?” He walks over. “Do you want help getting into bed?”
Izuku pauses before reluctantly signing, ‘Yes please.’ What he really wants to say is hell no. The sudden lack of independence makes him squirm uncomfortably.
Eraserhead suddenly grabs Present Mic’s shoulder. “Absolutely not.” He huffs. “It’s hard to tell, but that kid is only made up of muscle and heavier than he looks because of it. You’re not lifting him, you're still injured.” He nudges Present Mic away from Izuku, glaring at him.
“Oh come on, Sho,” Present Mic just smiles fondly. “He can’t be that dense with muscle. Besides, you were the one shot.”
Eraserhead shrugs. “Wasn’t a real bullet.”
Izuku deadpans at Present Mic, fighting off the frustration that those few words caused. ‘I had to get strong enough to be able to kill heroes with little to no difficulty even while up against intense quirks. I threw an entire motorcycle at a hero without any struggling and kept fighting after.’
Present Mic tilts his head. “I don’t know how much one of those weighs.” He taps his chin as he thinks. “That's like, what, 3-4 DJ speakers? You’re about the size of a speaker at my studio now that I think about it.”
Izuku’s deadpan turns into a glare, his frustration increasing how this conversation is progressing, but he doesn’t get to sign anything as Easerhead baps his husband on the head. “That's enough out of you. Just let me lift him and we can discuss how strong the kid is later.”
Present Mic lifts his hands in surrender, stepping back for Eraserhead to have room.
Eri giggles quietly, not noticing Izuku’s tenseness. “Loud man has the speaking issue again. He likes to talk about a bunch of silly things like that.”
Izuku blinks, his glare quickly softening. He’s not sure what Eri means, but if this has happened before, than it’s probably not Present Mic mocking him.
Right, lets-
Let's not do that.
Getting angry at the heroes is probably the worst idea he could ever have.
Izuku reluctantly finger-signs an apology.
“It’s fine, kid.” Eraserhead says, dismissing his worries. “I’m going to lift you, and Zashi will get Eri onto the bed now, okay?”
Izuku reluctantly nods and lets go of Eri. Moments after she's scooped up by the other hero, Eraserhead carefully lifts him from his chair. Izuku winces in pain as his sore legs are now freed from the uncomfortable position they were stuck in before.
He’s then placed on the bed, followed by Eri being sat down next to him.
He hates all of this.
“Need anything else, kid? If not, we’ll give you two some privacy until night rolls around.” Eraserhead offers.
Izuku shakes his head. ‘I’m okay.’
He glances at Eri, who nods in agreement. “We’ll be alright, Sleepy man!”
“Alright then,” Eraserhead takes something out of his pocket, handing it to Izuku. “Here, you can call me or Zashi with this if you need anything.”
…Did they just freely give him a phone? Already? There's no way he’s gained their trust enough for this in only two hours.
Eraserhead walks away from the bed and waves Present Mic over to follow. “Let's go now.”
"Sure thing Sho!" Present Mic waves to the kids with a big smile and follows Eraserhead out. He is humming and tapping his hands against his leg a lot when he leaves. Strange.
Eraser sighs fondly at his husband, turning to look back at Izuku and Eri as Present Mic leaves first. "Don't hesitate to call us if you need anything."
He only leaves when Izuku reluctantly nods, turning off the lights as the door closes.
Izuku lets out a sigh of pure exhaustion as he plops his head on a pillow. He feels Eri move next to him as she lies down, snuggling up against him. “Are you okay, Izu-nii.” Eri asks softly.
Izuku nods as best he can, wrapping his arm around Eri to hold her close. Shifting much more than that hurts his legs. “Tired…” Izuku mumbles aloud. “You?”
“A little.” Eri nods into Izuku’s shoulder. “So many people to meet and things to do here, way more than the garden.”
Izuku hums in response. “Safe.” He says softly. “You’re… safe.”
“Mhm,” Eri yawns, eyes closing as she smiles. “We are. Just like you promised.”
Izuku weakly smiles and pets her head again with his free hand. Just like he always has. Just like when she would have nightmares and come to him needing comfort.
Only this time, the action is more to comfort himself rather than her. He doesn’t know how to feel, what to do or say. He’s at a complete and total loss. He isn’t even sure if he knows what he wants past keeping Eri safe. Of course he wants to keep Eri safe. It’s all he’s wanted for so long. It’s all he remembers ever wanting.
But here at UA… is that something he even has to do anymore?
He’s been fighting for so long, that now, with nothing to fight against, he feels more lost than ever.
Notes:
It's been another month.... sorry guys, more life got in the way of updates and this chapter ended up being like 7k words anyways. I've been working a lot and now preparing to move into college! I leave in 3 days to live on campus and its actually terrifying BUT that means getting a routine back! I'm hoping to be able to write and update more consistently like I did before! For now, I still make no promises.
But hey! We finally made it to the end of this arc! Midoriya is finally secure at UA and ready to start a new life with the heroes and Eri by his side! I bet nothing could go wrong and Midoriya will finally be able to heal :) Ignore the 'It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better' tag, we already been through worse! Ignore the next arcs name! Everything will be fine! <3
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Chapter 34: One Enclosure to Another
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
For the first time in a while, Izuku slept through the night. He didn’t awaken to nurses walking into his room to change his IV, he didn’t wake up from pain shooting throughout his body from moving his leg one millimeter in the wrong direction on the scratchy beds, he didn’t startle to nightmares and night terrors he would proceed to forget only seconds after he woke up.
For once, he just slept.
For a moment, unthinking, unmoving, he forgets everything. He forgets where he is, what has happened, and how he got here. He just relaxes into his pillows, snuggling against them as he reaches out to pull Eri closer.
But then he realizes there's no Eri to cuddle. He can’t hear her quiet snoring or her waking up.
Izuku’s eyes snap open as he shoots from bed, only to immediately crumple and wince in pain, the movement causing his nerves to fire up in a painful torturing wave. Still, even with the pain, he tries to look around and see if everything is in place.
He looks to his side as he remembers everything that has happened. Late into the night the heroes had taken Eri back to her own room. They’re not allowed to be around each other as often as they used to be.
Izuku sighs.
He shifts his legs so they stop aching as badly and allows himself to look around, properly taking in their surroundings. The dorm he was given is easier to see now thanks to the luminescence shining through the blinks of the windows. It’s a glow that Izuku can’t help but relish in. He never had windows this big in his cells.
The room is bigger than he expected from a highschool dorm, certainly bigger than his old one with his mom, or even his cell in the compound. Smaller than his and Eri’s bigger, shared one though, which makes sense. He isn’t really going to need the extra room if Eri won't be here.
He tries not to think about that.
The first thing he focuses on is the bed, considering that's the object he’s currently laying on. It’s sturdy, surprisingly so. It doesn’t take much to realize that the frame is more of a medical bed than a normal one. It doesn’t feel as uncomfortable as the ones in the hospital, the mattress is much more comfortable than those itchy things, but the bed is elevated in an unusual way, and the metal frames keep it sturdy.
After a quick search, Izuku finds a mini remote that controls the bed and instructions on how to use them. It's pretty close to the ones in a hospital so it's not too hard to learn.
The rest of the room is fairly normal except for a few key variables. There's a lack of a closet, though he couldn’t use one without any sort of struggle anyways. Instead he just has a lot of dressers. There’s a small TV right next to a sort of light green bean bag tucked into the corner. There’s also a desk and a laptop on top, but with no chair. Confusing for a moment, until he realizes using anything that isn’t his wheelchair might be too uncomfortable for long periods of time.
Said wheelchair is right next to the bed, easy to climb onto if he lowers the bed enough.
Looking up, over the wheelchair, there appears to be pull up straps to grab onto to make lifting himself easier so he won't have to rely on his damaged legs. Oh, and the wheels of the chair are locked into a little parking spot sorta wedge thing, stopping it from moving without force. Both are probably to stop him from falling out of bed when trying to move to his chair.
Izuku shifts around awkwardly, trying to find something else of note, but there isn’t much. There's a door that leads to the bathroom off to the side, but there's likely not much of interest there either.
It’s not bad.
Actually, it's really nice considering who he is and why he’s here.
Izuku sighs in exhaustion despite just waking up, and begins to lower the bed to shift his way to the edge. After a bit of struggling with the straps on the ceiling (and pain, but nothing he’s not used to), Izuku manages to successfully get into his wheelchair. That’s certainly going to be something to get used to. Huh, he never realized there were straps on the wheelchair too, from where the footrest attaches to the rest of the seat. He attaches those too, quickly realizing it's to help keep him and his legs as still as possible.
Sitting down like this makes other things easier to see, like the unopened bottle of pain meds on the bedside table with a note right next to it. Recovery girl must have anticipated more pain, as the note explains how to take them.
Although Izuku doubts anyone but the heroes have been into this room, he still reads through everything on the bottle, making sure everything listed is in order, before checking the seal carefully to make sure it's untampered with. He shouldn’t take any chances.
Once he decides it’s worth the risk, he downs two pills dry.
Done with that, he then decides he should probably start getting ready for the day. The heroes brought him here for a reason, he should be prepared for anything.
He experimentally pushes the wheels on his chair, attempting to get used to the new equivalent of walking. The back handles on the chair are gone now, someone must have taken them off at some point, which means he’s expected to function fully on his own now. A new learning curve for sure, but he’ll adapt. He always does.
Even though he doesn’t like it. He feels more exposed like this, unsure of how to move around easily, immobile. He sucks it up and goes to the dressers anyways.
It seems Nedzu spared no expense on the room as a small panel by the dresser has a sticky note on it that shows a drawing of how to use buttons on the side to open the drawers automatically. It reminds him of the automatic doors he would see when going into malls or by the wheelchair accessible entrances of Aldera.
He frowns as he clicks a button and watches it open as expected. There's an odd aching in his chest that he doesn’t like as he takes in the room again. UA has been providing him with a lot of accommodations, and worse, privileges he certainly hasn’t earned yet. A laptop, a phone, hell, he didn’t even have a TV in the Yakuza compound. The thought of touching any of it makes him feel dirty, undeserving, greedy.
Still, he prefers to not be dirty, so he presses a few of the buttons to begin his search for a pair of clean clothes.
The top row of drawers opens and Izuku is pleasantly surprised to find they’re filled with his old clothes from the compound. The plain shirts with unrelated kanji on them that Rappa had gifted him are all here.
A soft smile tugs on his lips as he picks up a few of the shirts, looking through them to find a particular one he adores. His shirts may have stopped being seen when wearing his Night Rabbit outfit, but he always felt amused when a plain white shirt with the kanji reading ‘Suit and Tie’ or ‘Hero Outfit’ was below his uniform.
Rappa laughed so hard when he saw Izuku take off the top of his hero suit for a business meeting and saw the ‘Suit and Tie’ one. Chisaki looked off blankly into the distance for a long time before he finally admitted Izuku was clever. He still shooed him off to go put on an actual suit and tie for the event, but he made them both laugh. It’s a treasured memory.
Izuku only smiles more as he pulls the shirt out and holds it up proudly, relieved it survived the raid. He’s going to cherish it.
He sees purple out of the corner of his eye after he lifts the shirt out.
Izuku blinks in confusion. Odd, he doesn’t own anything purple. He has a lot of green, Chisaki thought it would be good to stick with his theme even outside of missions, his Kanji shirts, or the ‘punk’ clothes Rappa would gift him the only things not green.
It could be Eri’s, they did share a room after all. It wouldn’t be too surprising if something got mixed in.
He folds up the shirt and places it on the dresser to put on later. He should separate whatever clothes Eri's got mixed into his own wardrobe first to give to her next time they meet.
Reaching into his the drawer, he pulls out the garment-
His hands begin to tremble, gripping onto the clothes as tight as he possibly can.
…he should have known something was wrong the moment he touched it.
It’s Overhaul’s jacket. The same dark green jacket with purple boa the man wore all the time. The one that he let Izuku borrow after he killed Hellfire. The one Izuku forgot to give back.
Izuku doesn’t notice when tears start rolling down his cheeks, when his breathing goes uneven and breaks into sobs. He instead hides his face into the familiar feathers to not have to acknowledge it.
It still feels the same. Still smells the same. It’s like hugging Overhaul again.
Everything suddenly feels so much worse.
Izuku lets out a weak sob, clutching the jacket tighter, closer, as he remembers.
Remembers how terrifying of a situation this is, how trapped he is. It feels like the straps on the chair are tightening, constricting, no chance of escape. The room is like a cell, like his cell, rather than a warm and light room. He’s trapped, just like how he always is.
Izuku recognizes what this is.
How could he not? He’s dealt with nonverbal threats hundreds of time’s before. He’d be a fool to not recognize it.
Putting out something that stands out like this, where Izuku can easily find it, was used a lot to remind him of his place in the compound. It was usually something of Eri’s. If he wasn't performing as well as he should have been; losing too many spars, not enough information in a timeframe on a hero, or when he questioned too many things early on.
Izuku would wake up to an item in his cell that was never there before. One of her toys, her books, just something. Finding her displaced items was always the worst because it meant they went into her cell too.
Izuku misses Overhaul.
He misses his Boss so much. He misses feeling safe and appreciated and strong.
He lifts his tear stained face away from the coat.
He misses Overhaul, but he also knows that being back by his side would be a living hell. If Overhaul realized he caused the hero raid, which he likely, definitely, knows by now, and doesn’t kill him, he’ll be punished again. He’ll be punished worse. He’ll be separated from Bakugo and Hitoshi and Eri. Overhaul would never let him forget. Overhaul would never forget. Izuku would lose any chance of seeing them again.
Izuku takes a shaky breath as he wipes his tears. He understands. He understands all too well. Maybe he was pushing his luck when he was being rude to All Might. Or maybe it’s a general warning, reminding him that the heroes are under no obligation to protect him. They could throw him to the wolves at any time. He needs to do good and be good to not get his privileges taken away from him again.
He understands this very well. He was foolish for taking the hero's kindness for granted.
He needs to remember his place.
Just obey them like he did the higher-ups at the compound and he will be allowed to stay. Be good and he won’t be punished. Should be easy enough when he can’t do anything like this.
It’s okay. He can be good.
Izuku needs to make sure he does well in classes. He’s smart, and since he’s enrolled in the Analysis Support Course, most of his classes should be easy in theory. He’s been doing quirk analysis professionally for a year. He also has to make sure his lessons with the Hero Courses go well too. At least he can ask 1-A for feedback so he knows what to improve on...
If that’s all it is, then it should be easy. He can be good, he’s always known how to obey. It’s all he's truly good for, after all. He can keep going.
With this new understanding of old expectations, He folds Overhaul’s coat as small as he can manage and stuffs it in the very bottom of the drawer, covering it with other clothes. He’ll leave it there until he finds a better hiding spot. Maybe they’ll think he threw it out if they don’t see it.
It’s not like he can hide it under a pillow or something. The sheets will need to be changed eventually, and who knows how much control the heroes will want over this room. A lot of hiding spaces won't work if he can’t clean for himself. Maybe he could have one of the odd little robot things to do it?
No, he shouldn’t push his luck yet. He should try to just scope out and figure out what the heroes properly want from him first and foremost. The risk of saying something suspicious or asking for something he hasn’t earned yet is too great. The heroes have already given him more than what he first started out with in the Yakuza, but he shouldn’t risk anything. Not yet.
Izuku lets out a heavy sigh as he glances through the blinds, to the world outside. Freedom would feel so close, but it's obvious now just how deceitful that promise is. The lie covers the entire room. He knows better than to fall for it.
To follow the hero's rules means to sit and wait until he’s given a purpose.
He will sit and wait until called upon, just as he was taught.
With his new (old?) normal back in place, Izuku gets dressed and takes his time getting his pants pulled on. He doesn’t exactly want to stare at his legs for long, but they look better than when he was in the hospital. Still twisted all wrong, still aching, so it takes time to dress them if he doesn’t want sharp pains to shoot all throughout his body. Thankfully a good amount of the pants have been changed to have subtle zippers along the sides so he can just zip them on instead of pulling up, he has some practice alreay from the hospital.
Or maybe not thankfully. Just more privileges.
Izuku stares down at his legs, far longer than he’s ever looked at any part of himself. He hates looking at himself. It disgusts him how disfigured he feels- even before this. Scars scattering his body from Bakugo’s quirk, then the erasure of it all, his skin far softer than ever before, all of it felt so wrong.
Izuku sighs. He should try and get his hair tamed. He needs to look at least a bit professional.
He wheels himself into the bathroom, opening the door with a button on the side like before. The bathroom is also built for him in mind, everything is set up lower down for him with room for his chair. The shower-bathtub combo has a chair close to the edge that Izuku could easily slide himself onto. It also isn’t elevated like a bathtub, probably for the sliding glass door so he has more space to get to the chair.
Izuku grimaces at how much they really did prepare for his arrival, and for how much he’ll have to improve to deserve it all. A part of him wishes they weren’t so nice. At least then they wouldn’t have things to hold over his head.
As Izuku shifts to begin searching the drawers, he finds himself pausing. He catches a glance of himself in the mirror.
Snowy white hair has taken over most of the deep, dull green he used to have, starting from his roots and down past the middle of his hair. The bottom half is still green, though duller, and there are still a few full strands of green or white, but not many.
He blinks a few times before reaching up to twist a curl between his fingers. What happened? He has joked with Hitoshi about dying his hair white to match Eri, but he doesn’t remember actually following through. Then again, he hasn’t looked in the mirror in a while. He doesn’t like the feeling of his stomach churning.
Was this Overhaul again? Did he change it when using his quirk?? But… why would he have done that? Everything else he had done had an obvious purpose, but changing his hair when they were in such a rush makes no real sense. And why hasn’t anyone brought it up? Even Bakugo and Hitoshi haven’t said anything!
He frowns, staring into his reflections for seconds, minutes- but he can’t recognize the person staring back. His eyebags have never been so deep, his eyes never so dull, skin never so clear, unnaturally so. There's muscle on his body, yet he never felt more frail.
Izuku eventually sighs, deciding to question and think on things later. Now is certainly not the time. He has to look presentable, he can figure out everything else later.
He doesn’t need to take a shower right now, he had been dragged to the showers by nurses practically everyday in that damn hospital. So brushing his hair and teeth is fine for now.
Though, the thought of soaking like a burnt pan in a sink does sound painfully appealing. He could wash off the Hospital-Slash-Lab feeling off and just relax in the water. Sometimes, when he was younger, his father or caretaker would do the same thing for him after his hospital trips. The compound didn’t have tubs, so he hasn’t been able to do that for a while now.
At least later, he might not be bothered. Back in the Yakuza, doing things he wanted to do later in the day was typically the only thing that worked. He was expected to be sleeping half the time, to maintain some semblance of health. But he had gotten so swamped with work during the day that he had no time to himself at all besides after curfew. He already couldn’t sleep well, so staying up a few extra hours to relax and get the things he wanted to get done always worked. Hopefully that will work here too.
Once Izuku was done with his daily routine (which took longer than he’d like to admit. Curly, tangled hair is a literal nightmare), he wheels himself out of the bathroom and then…
Sits there.
He sits and waits, cause what else is he to do? Sure, there’s a lot of stuff here, but he hasn’t really been given any of the ground rules yet. He doesn’t want to touch something if there’s conditions to them or if it's a test. It’s safer to wait.
Thankfully, he doesn’t have to wait long before there is a knock at his door and a familiar sounding American accent is heard calling through it.
“Are ya’ awake in there, kid? It’s Snipe.”
Izuku perks up at the voice before immediately having to shove away the urge to crawl into a small hole and die in it. Yeah, he knew he would have to interact with many heroes that teach at this school, most of which he has wronged in some way, shape, or form, but he isn’t sure he is ready.
He forces himself to not dwell on it. He can’t right now. Not if he wants to get through the day.
He clears his throat. “I’m awake.” He calls out, quiet. His voice still hurts a lot, even if he can manage. The heroes would be upset if he injured himself out of stubbornness. He should sign for a bit longer.
The door opens. Instead of the horse gas-mask looking thing, Snipe’s face is clearly able to be seen when he looks into the room. He’s tan, certainly more than Izuku is. He has some American features in his nose and eye shape, but it's easy to see the mix of Japanese features as well. His blue locks are in a low ponytail and his hat is off but clipped to his belt with his mask (Huh, that's what the seemingly out-of-place belt hook is about). The most striking thing about him is his eyes. They look completely black, thanks to his dark brown iris and his horizontal pupils that look like horse's eyes. They must be sensitive to light.
“Well, good mornin’.” Snipe smiles politely. “Wasn’t sure if ya’ were gonna be up this early. Hope ya’ weren’t waitin’ too long.”
Izuku tries to shake his head, but stops at the sharp pain. Right. He raises his hands to sign. ‘I wasn’t. Besides, It gave me time to look around. Get used to things.’ He explains, staring at Snipe, taking in the casualness of this introduction.
It seems Izuku wasn’t being subtle with his staring. “Heh, not what yer expectin?” Snipe chuckles, stepping forward into the room. Izuku moves back in turn.
Izuku shrugs, not letting his eyes leave Snipes' form, expression hardening. He can feel the pinpricks of frustration eating at him already. Getting used to so many new superiors he has to obey is going to be difficult.
“Yer gonna see a lotta heroes in more casual wear ‘round here, since these are the teachers' dorms ‘n all.” Snipe shrugs, still casual. “Figured startin’ with me would be a good way to ease into that. Got a couple third years that already set off alarms thinkin Mic broke in.”
“That’s…” Izuku frowns. How could UA students not recognize one of their teachers out of costume? Maybe some were never taught by him, that would feel less odd. Still, it shouldn’t be that difficult for third years. He clears his sore throat. ‘I was caught off guard, but It makes sense. I imagine it would be difficult and frustrating for you all if you couldn’t dress casually in what is essentially your homes.’
“Mhm. The only one to not change all that much is Eraser. He just gets hot pink track pants.” Snipe chuckles again. “And a hair tie, sometimes. He pretty much stays the same.”
Izuku is able to easily suppress any sounds of amusement at the thought of Eraserhead in hot pink anything. ‘His hero outfit is pretty casual anyways.’ Izuku signs slowly. ‘I’m not sure what else could be more casual. Unless he dropped the scarf maybe.’
“Oh, no, he keeps the scarf.” Snipe rolls his eyes, but the oddly gentle smile on his face shows his fondness clear as day. “He’s never gone anywhere without it.”
‘Oh.’ Izuku comments. ‘He might just always be in his hero outfit.’
“Yeah, he’s an underground hero, so they’re a pretty paranoid lot.” Snipe shrugs.
‘I know.’
It takes Izuku a moment to realize that might have not been the best thing to say to a pro hero. He’s stuck with them now, he’s supposed to show passive submission, not talk about the things he had picked up from the Yakuza. Things that would make heroes so uncomfortable. He looks away, shame eating away at him.
“That… came out wrong.” Izuku croaks out, unable to think of a quick enough excuse, and unwilling to sign while his hands shake.
“Hey now, it’s alright,” Snipe says, waving away his worries. “It’s not exactly a secret the underground is paranoid, ya didn’t do anythin’ wrong.”
Izuku hesitates, looking back at Snipe the moment he decides the hero is being truthful. ‘I’d like to avoid making anyone uncomfortable.’ He signs simply. ‘Secret or not, certain things coming from me might come off wrong.’ And he’d really like to avoid causing unnecessary issues in his new cage so soon.
“Cause yer Night Rabbit?” Snipe says, painfully blunt as he tilts his head. “We already know that, not sure why we’d be uncomfortable about it. Yer here ta make a new life, ain’t cha?”
As much as he would like to say he has a good control on his emotions, some things are just too absurd for him not to react to. Izuku looks at Snipe as if he’s grown an extra head. How can he say that like it’s so simple? He’s not some petty thief, he’s a hero killer. Snipe could have very well become one of his victims. Two of his co-workers were . How can they be so sure he isn’t lying about wanting to rehabilitate to get out of Tartarus. They can’t!! Surely the heroes wouldn’t believe the word of a hero killer so easily?
“If someone was the cause of the deaths of countless people like me, I think I’d be pretty hesitant to trust them.” Izuku quietly argues, having none of the conviction he wanted.
"They trust me pretty well," Snipe shrugs. "Killin on the job isn't as restricted in America as it is here, and I use a very real gun."
‘I don’t think that’s-...’ Izuku goes to argue again before biting his tongue. It’s not at all the same, not the slightest. He wants to force him to understand, he has to. But Izuku’s pushed his luck too far already. The weight of the jacket is heavy.
“Guess so.” Izuku mumbles instead.
“Never knew why heroes here are so uppity about killin’ anyways. Some bad guys just deserve it fer what they’ve done.” Snipe relaxes his stance and puts his hands half in his pockets. “At least Eraser tells his kids it’s gonna be somethin’ they’ll have to face one day. Some villains just don’t stop unless they get stopped. It’s a hard lesson fer the kids but a needed one. Ya might not of heard of this case thanks ta HPSC censorship, but a few years back, villain a in Egypt had ta get taken down by a sniper with a gun quirk when all other options failed.”
Izuku listens carefully to Snipes words, confused, but slowly understanding. He nods. ‘Death and killing is… an inevitability as a hero. Not preparing hero-students for that reality is the same as not reminding them they won't be able to save everybody. It’s only setting them up for failure and hardship.’
“Mhm,” Snipe nods, smiling in agreement. “You’ve probably met or knew about all kinds of villains as Rabbit, so yer the best to tell ‘em about the ones that won’t stop no matter what.”
Snipe continues, his next words making Izuku’s heart clench in his chest. “Like Hellfire. He wasn’t a high rank hero but he came from a family of pre-quirk wealth and could have easily paid off any judge or bail if he needed. Most wouldn’t approve of his end, but that's mostly the Japanese heroes. My buddies in America were glad ta see him and his trafficking rings gone, stuff like that branches all the way over there too. A lot more quirkless kids outside Japan.”
Izuku pauses. Though his chest aches in dismay at thinking of what happened with Hellfire, the chance that he could have helped even a few more quirkless people has his heart warming.
‘I’ll make sure to bring this up during my lessons with the hero course then.’ Izuku signs. Snipe is right, this is something important. Future heroes like UA students need to learn and prepare for such a fate.
Snipe chuckles, crossing his arms as he looks at Izuku. It makes him uneasy. “We’ll help make yer lesson plans with ya’, that way the kids learn ina easy manner. I doubt Eraser’s ‘sink or swim’ method will work well here.” Snipe chuckles.
Izuku suppresses a grimace. He’s more than capable of creating simple lesson plans for high school students. He doesn’t need their help, even if it will be reliving in the beginning. Things being easy always comes back to bite him in the ass.
‘Okay.’ Izuku signs instead of expressing that frustration. It would never matter if he did. No one would listen. ‘Thank you.’ Just play nice, Izuku.
“Yer welcome, kid.” Snipe smiles as he speaks. He waves his hand in the general direction of the door. “But lesson plans can wait. Yer probably hungry fer somethin’ that ain’t hospital food, yeah?”
Izuku feels the color drain from his face, though he’s not sure there's enough color in his face to even be noticeable. Izuku’s barely eaten recently. Well, he’s always barely eaten while with the Yakuza, but it got worse in the hospital. A whole lot of picking at his food to make it look like he actually did something to it and throwing a portion of it out into the garbage. Although he knows he should have something, he has no appetite.
‘Food sounds nice.’ Izuku signs instead. It’s fine, he’ll eat as much as he can. It won't be much, but lying to the heroes to satisfy their savior fantasy is a better idea than angering them.
“Good ta hear.” Snipe nods and begins to head back to the door, holding it open for him. “Mic is on breakfast duty this morning, he’s made little thin pancake… crape… things.”
Izuku blinks, taking a moment to sign, ‘Pancake-crape-things? Does he even know what he made?’ Only then does he begin to wheel himself out of his room, struggling only slightly. Snipe must be expecting him to talk now, since wheeling himself with one hand is impossible, at least, with his current experience in being in a wheelchair, which is next to none.
“I… hope so?” Snipe shrugs, letting the door close once Izuku passes through. He begins leading Izuku down the hallway, slow to accommodate for his pace. Izuku stays the equivalent of three steps behind. “The only one we don’t let cook is Eraser, he’ll eat like a broke college kid given the chance. Mic… usually knows what he’s doin.”
“...The ‘usually’ is the concerning part.” Izuku croaks out. It hurts. It’s fine.
“Yeah, well…” Snipe’s smile turns sheepish as he rubs the back of his neck. “I keep all kinds of protein and nutrition bars on the lower shelves behind the American brand of cereal, just in case.”
Izuku isn’t able to suppress his amused huff, but he keeps his face and tone level headed. “Smart, at least. Nobody tends... to like American foods.” He pauses between his words, trying to make sure he doesn’t strain his voice too far.
Izuku likes American foods though. When his father got packages of unlabeled boxes that were full of snacks from other countries. Izuku focused on the boxes of American snacks once his dad left, when he went to America. Those snacks were always his favorite. Life felt simple back then.
“Same here. American peanut butter is the best snack though. Mix with an egg and some sugar and you can make three ingredient cookies in no time at all.” Snipe nods.
“Really?” Izuku asks, blinking up at Snipe. “Interesting.” Maybe he could make some for Eri sometime.
“Mhm, ol’ recipe my Ma taught me growin’ up. One of the first things I was able ta help make. She wanted me ta pass it on ta my kids but well.. I like cowboys a little too much fer that.” Snipe chuckles fondly. “She had a right fit because of all the recipes I couldn’t pass down.”
“You’re a teacher at UA.” Izuku points out. “You can technically... pass it down to a kid. Might not be the same, but...” He shrugs.
“I suppose I could…” Snipe muses. “Not like we have a cookin’ class at UA. Might bring it up ta Nedzu now that we have the dorms. A lot of kids… shouldn’t be trusted in the kitchen. Ever. If ya see a kid with peppermint colored hair in the kitchen cookin, kindly stop him. He’s given his class food poisoning twice now.”
Somehow it shocks Izuku that Todoroki doesn’t know how to cook. Another task to keep an eye out to fulfill.
“If I could stand, I would help… I was Chef Nakajima’s favorite assistant.” Izuku’s expression lightens as he talks, a small sense of pride seeping into his tone. He wishes he could have spent more time over those last few months helping in the kitchens. He was always happy cooking.
“You can cook while sitting. RG does it all the time ‘cause of her height. We got different sized counters and stuff fer people.” Snipe says, pointing Izuku to the kitchen on the left of the halls.
Snipes right. There’s counters that are shorter, some that are huge. The kitchen itself is large, even if it's a simple house kitchen rather than anything you’d see in a restaurant. Izuku’s sure Nakajima would like the space available.
Humming can be heard by the kitchen, and as Izuku wheels himself closer, he can see Present Mic cooking, just like Snipe said. It smells good.
“Aye Mic!” Snipe calls out, walking faster than Izuku can keep up to talk to his co-worker. “Got any ready ta eat? Greenie is here.”
‘Greenie’ doesn’t quite sound like it would be about Izuku anymore now that his hair is not green.
“There’s plenty!” Mix calls back, just quiet enough to not automatically activate his quirk. “I’ll get some plated up for him.” Hopefully not too much.
“Want any fillin’s? We got fruit an’ creams of all kinds.” Snipe says.
Izuku blinks. “Oh… fruits, please.” He politely asks.
Snipe nods and puts some fruits and berries in a bowl and the plate Present Mic had quickly set up. He places both items down on the table for Izuku, moving a chair out of the way so he can park himself there instead of struggling to transfer on a chair.
Izuku frowns as he wheels over to the table. It’s not a horribly large amount of food, only two crepes and a small amount of fruit, but he doesn’t feel hungry. Maybe once he tastes it he can eat more.
At least they’re being nice to him right now… though it leaves him uneasy. He’ll just have to be grateful and do his best to not anger anyone. He'll be on his best behavior and see if this kindness keeps happening.
--
Izuku, somehow, gets through the week without upsetting anyone. Not the heroes, and not the students either.
Apparently, while classes are going on for most UA students, Izuku hasn’t been permitted to go to his own classes yet despite having a confirmed schedule. This gives him far too much free time that he would prefer using productively. But alas, the heroes wouldn’t even give him any homework he would be missing.
Well, he’s mostly free. He wasn’t doing entirely nothing. Recovery Girl had come by a few times to check his healing progress and eventually clearing him to talk as long as he didn't strain himself. He was also wandering around with whatever hero, usually Midnight or Snipe, would take him to get a feel of the school. He does his best to memorize the layout and not get lost. The Yakuza compound was far more difficult.
Izuku’s not sure what the heroes wanted from him with so much freetime, but they did give him some things to do, even if it isn’t his job. He was given a few assessment tests to see his education level that make him wonder if it's because they saw his purposeful bad grades in Aldera, and Snipe has been encouraging him to mess around with his new laptop in preparation for the lessons he has to make.
Snipe seems to be the most relaxed around him, especially compared to the teachers he didn’t know before coming here. Midnight and Present Mic are fine too, though he doubts they’re very comfortable around him despite being good actors, and Eraserhead has his hands full with his classes and a big exam coming up towards the end of the semester. He isn’t around often, except the occasional ‘good morning’ while the hero is haunting the coffee machine.
At the very least, no one has been outwardly aggressive towards him. Izuku can feel the looming eyes of Eraserhead, along with the other heroes he hasn’t properly met, like Vlad King, or Ectoplasm, even the occasional look from Power Loader, but he prefers it over pain and suffering. Izuku tries not to interact with any of the heroes for longer than he needs to, not wanting to make them (or himself) uncomfortable at all.
He hasn’t gotten another chance to talk to class 1-A much. An offer had been extended to go to their dorms occasionally, but he’s still tense over the thought of speaking with so many people that know he’s Rabbit. Plus, he doesn’t really know what he’d do or say anyways. He can only reliably talk to Hitoshi or Bakugo.
Both of which he has seen often! Bakugo just bullied his way into the teachers dorm one day with Hitoshi following after, giving half hearted attempts to ‘stop’ Bakugo that had Eraserhead sighing at them. Hitoshi’s quiet, ‘No, don’t go in there, it's off limits’ made Present Mic snort, and he let the two succeed in their 'break in'.
At least spending time with them was nice. Izuku felt better relaxing a bit around them, though like always, he could never quite get rid of the tense emotions that seeped into the cracks of the tentative calm. He wonders if it will ever go away. But it was nice to pass the time. It felt as close to normal as he can get.
Izuku hasn’t seen Eri since the first day he got to UA.
That is what leaves him most one edge. Disgruntled frustration soaks into him when he thinks about it. He isn’t sure if Eri’s safe. He doesn’t know what she’s been doing day-to-day. He can’t feed her, bathe her, watch over her, protect her. He hates it.
This is how things were meant to be. Eri’s free from every shackle of the Yakuza.
He does his best to not think about it.
It’s been a good first week for him, all things considered. Izuku knew not to start getting used to a routine quite yet, after all, he hasn’t started going to classes. But it was… also just a bit reliving to not be thrown into a mountain of work with no warning. At least, not yet.
Today would be his first ‘official’ day at UA as a support class student. He got more of his customized uniforms for his legs, and for whatever reason, Eraserhead took the handles off his wheelchair again.
So far, the only warnings Izuku’s received have had nothing to do with his actions. Instead, he was warned of other students that might be a danger to him, specifically one ‘pink haired nightmare’ from the technology support department. Powerloader warned him against getting the girl's attention, or he’d likely end up with a laser or something strapped to his chair by the end of the day… or blown up.
He said it was a 50/50 shot of either so he gave Izuku a fire blanket to cover his legs with, just in case. It’s appreciated, even if it wasn’t because of a nightmare student. Izuku doesn’t want people staring at his mangled limbs.
Yesterday, Bakugo had told him about other classes spreading gossip about a ‘new transfer student’. Likely, his new class was informed, and the news spread like a wildfire. UA doesn’t typically have ‘new students’ joining in the middle of the semester except under very specific conditions. It seems he’s a new hot topic for the UA kids.
How fun.
Note the sarcasm.
Luckily, from what Bakugo said, they don’t seem to know anything about him. All they know is he will be eased into his classes today and is in the Analyst Support Course. Some kids were apparently pondering his quirk because of the amount of accessibility aids that have been added to the building before and after he’s arrived. He supposes he can’t blame them. Why would anyone assume that a disabled quirkless kid could get into an intensive school like UA? He never would have in any other circumstance.
His main worry now is having to deal with quirkless discrimination.
Don’t get him wrong, he doubts UA students would take it too far. To push as far as Bakugo back in Aldera is a huge risk for those teens. Getting in trouble now could be losing their one shot at their dream when they’re already so close.
And Izuku? Well, he hasn’t really dealt with this in so long. There were one off situations in public, the few times he went out not as Night Rabbit (or situations like Hellfire, he supposes), but he hasn’t dealt with a consistent stream of hatred surrounding himself because of his quirklessness. He doesn’t know how he’d react to it.
For him, getting in trouble with the heroes could result in something much worse than getting kicked out of his ‘dream school’.
But school is school. And with it comes discrimination, especially among hero-wannabes. He’s not ready to experience this again.
(This doesn’t cause Izuku to hide or cover his shoes. He easily could. He could pull the blanket just a bit lower, cover the bright fire truck red and big Q’s on the side just by tucking the blanket over and under his shoes. But he doesn’t. He refuses to shy away again. He refuses to be ashamed. He is Night Rabbit.)
Izuku just has to hold his head up high and not let anyone get to him. He’s spent over a year learning that he doesn’t need a quirk to be great, to be strong. If he can take down Hawks, he can deal with the bullying of teens that are far less physically stronger than he is. Even in this chair, he can still use his arms. While unorthodox, Overhaul did make sure he could fight in all kinds of conditions. While he’s stronger and has more options with his legs, he still knows how to defend himself like this.
He can punch an asshole teenager if he has to prove a point. A last resort most likely, he doesn’t want to deal with the hero's wrath like this, when he can be restrained so easily. Even so, he is still a villain and they know it. He’s not going to play by the rules if that means allowing himself to be humiliated by children that aren’t even half as strong as him.
He knows how to fight without killing. Controlled strength is very important in the Yakuza, where sometimes he would need the victim terrified and bloody, to hear specific words before he finally let them go. Granted, his memories of times like those get… hazy, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t know how to do it!
He’s more confident than he ever has been going to school. For a few hours, maybe he could play pretend, act as if he was a normal 16 year old. He could pretend everything is fine.
And maybe he can learn something in the support course. He’s thought about the class before, back when he wasn’t a villain. That if he couldn’t make the hero course, he could at least go to UA doing something he already found fun. But there wasn’t a lot of information about it beyond one small analyst specific section. From what Chisaki had said, one of his old notebooks would have been enough to get the spot twice if he went for it.
Considering how well he did his job for the last year, Chisaki was probably right. He always was.
With no time to be curious much longer, Izuku makes sure he has everything with him in his bag, then hanging it where the handles used to be on his wheelchair. He checks his uniform, making sure his tie is perfectly neat and the blanket on his lap is smoothed out. He even reluctantly looks in the mirror to make sure his hair is tamed.
And finally, right as he wheels himself out of the bathroom, a cheery voice comes from the hall outside the door. “Helllloooooooo, little listener!” Well, there's only one person this could be.
Izuku takes a deep breath to prepare, reminding himself of everything that he has already gone over. He wheels himself over and opens the door with the press of a button.
“Good morning, Present Mic-Sensei.” Izuku says politely as he leaves his room, doing his best to bow when he pauses in front of the hero.
Present Mic’s smile seems a bit strained for only a moment. He’s not surprised. Having to be friendly with the person that could have killed him can’t be easy. Or maybe it's the usage of his full name? Izuku insisted he show all of the teachers the same sort of respect, and that would include using their proper names and titles. Shortening it implies familiarity, comfort, both things neither hold towards each other, no matter how much Present Mic insists its fine.
“Good morning to you too, listener!” Present Mic smiles. “Did you read up on your analyst teacher?”
Right to it then, good. Izuku hates beating around the bush. “Yes Sensei.” He says with a firm nod. “Pro Hero Basilisk, an underground hero with the appearance and traits of a snake. Her primary role is information and rescue operations, thanks to the help of snakes and other small reptilians she can communicate with. However, she hasn’t been seen much on the field these past few years.”
Present Mic nods. “Mhm! She doesn’t leave her classroom often so most of the students don’t even know about her unless they’re in one of her classes.” He waves for Izuku to follow, which he does so immediately, staying a bit behind. “Got any questions about her or your classmates? We have time for a mini Q&A with how far the classroom is.”
Izuku frowns, looking down at his lap. “I guess…” He hesitates, thinking for a moment. How would a normal kid have a lighthearted conversation with his teacher? “How likely is it for me to be exiled because of my quirk status.” He asks, exaggerating his question to try and seem more joking rather than anything serious.
“Not very?” Mic tilts his head. “Basilisk is Underground, so she protects all kinds of communities, and the quirkless is one of them.”
“No possibility of a silent exile?” Izuku asks, cautiously. “Those who... torment the quirkless expect us to be quiet and not complain after years of doing that very thing.”
“Good thing Basilisk is all for getting into fights you can justify. Being bullied for how you’re born counts as ‘allowed to fight’.” Present Mic points out.
“Oh…” Izuku doesn’t fully respond for a moment, processing. That’s not what he expected to hear from any of the heroes. “That’s good to know.” Non-direct permission to fight a child if needed? It’s not what he expected.
Present Mic continues talking, as if he hasn’t just thrown Izuku his biggest sense of relief yet. “I think the only time she ever gets upset with students is if they try to feed her snakes things they shouldn’t. Oh, or when they try to milk their venom to sell.” He chuckles sheepishly. “That was an… eventful year.”
Oh?
“But hey! No one died so I think that counts as a successful learning experience at school!” Mic says cheerfully.
Izuku shrugs. “A lack of death means students get to keep learning.” He doubts a hero school would let their kids die. If Overhaul didn’t let Izuku die during his training, he doubts Support Course kids would be allowed to, no matter how cruel of actions they took.
“That's the spirit!” Present Mic grins. He’s oddly relaxed about the possibility of students dying. Is he… sane?
Honestly it's a surprise heroes manage to stay sane at all. He remembers what his dad would sometimes say, usually under his breath with an amused smile or the shake of his head. 'You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become a villain.' Now knowing his dad is possibly a villain, and he himself dreamed of becoming a hero before becoming a killer instead, he supposes it rings true at times. He wonders if heroes like Present Mic pretend to be sane in a similar manner.
Izuku stays silent as he realizes they’re almost out of the teachers dorms and heading towards the door, outside, where he’ll inevitably pass by UA students. He’s not excited. He hopes people can keep their judgemental stares at least subtle .
(He doubts he could get anyone to not stare at him, but he at least would appreciate it not being obvious.)
Maybe Present Mic’s presence will make the staring less intense. A UA teacher leading a student somewhere would either cause eyes to focus on them, or people avoiding stares. He’s not sure which. At the very least, Izuku won’t feel like he’ll be attacked when being led by Present Mic. Even at Aldera, if Izuku was in trouble with teachers, then other students left him alone.
He’ll just enjoy not having to deal with people for the time being. He doubts things will be peaceful as the week progresses. Nothing ever stays easy.
It doesn’t matter. No matter how much he’s tempted to think about it, to spiral, to have a well deserved moment where he feels, he forces himself not to. It doesn’t matter. One day, one hour, one minute, one whatever at a time. Focusing on what will happen has never done him any good.
Luck seems to be on Izuku’s side for once, as they only pass a few hero course kids that seem to be getting in an early morning job. Oh wait- he knows those kids!
The redhead is a friend of Bakugo’s that he kept bringing up, and in front of him is the engine kid Izuku kept from dying. They seem to be doing well enough, even though the redhead kid looks seconds away from collapsing. Running while you're as hard and heavy as a rock is one way to build up endurance.
Izuku watches them for a while as they go. He only vaguely spoke with 1-A, so he can’t help but be curious of Bakugo’s friends. He really should try to be more friendly.
He freezes when he catches the kids' eyes. They wave, smiling. After a moment of hesitation, Izuku waves back.
He focuses on following Present Mic when he looks away from them. They seem harmless enough at least, and Hitoshi and Bakugo like them… he should give them a chance. He wants to try and have an opportunity to talk to them, he just… doesn’t know how.
Mic hums a happy tune as he leads the way to a small building just off to the side of the main building. It looks normal, though small compared to the surrounding buildings on UA property. There's an attached greenhouse of plants and its own generator on the side.
Izuku looks around and carefully takes everything new in. He hasn’t seen this building yet.
Once again, he creates escape routes and emergency weapons in his head as he gets closer.
“Oh! I should probably explain the doors.” Present Mic says, stopping in front of the building. “Because of all the snakes, there are two sets of doors you’ll have to go through. The inside set of doors wont open if the outer one is unless the emergency alarms are on. There are lights on the inside that turn green to let you know if the doors can open or not.”
He opens the first set of doors for them. Walking inside for Izuku to see what Present Mic’s explaining. “If something is keeping you stuck, you can use those red phones on the walls that will alert us to come get you.” He points to a corded phone, luckily low enough for Izuku to reach without horrible strain.
“Thank you for telling me.” Izuku reluctantly responds.
Any amount of chance that he could get trapped in a building like this leaves him tense. Judging by what Mic says, this building has been like this for a while, not a hurdle crafted for Izuku specifically to deal with. But he’s reminded of all the things that were already in the Yakuza, used to try and catch him off guard. He wonders if this is similar. If they’re trying to catch him slipping.
How frustrating…
“You’re welcome, little listener! I doubt you’ll have anything to worry about. The snakes are pretty behaved, but parents get pretty uppity about them around their kids, even if the most they’ll do is try to curl into a jacket for a warm nap.” Mic chuckles at that, closing the doors behind them and opening the second pair of doors with the click of two buttons. “Eraser once left with a gray one in his scarf that we didn’t find til we got home. Poor Basilisk was checking the vents by the time we got the little guy back.”
Izuku nods in response, mentally making a note to check everywhere to make sure a snake isn’t there before he leaves. He doesn’t want to worry his teacher by running off with one of her snakes. Plus, he has his wheelchair, so he needs to be extra careful to not risk running over one. That would be an issue.
So much to focus on, so many obstacles. He needs to pay extra attention to not lose track.
As they move through the doors and pass a big window, Izuku notices a couple snakes on the windowsill. He has to admit, they are pretty cute. He couldn’t help but stare at the ones they passed. Present Mic said they’re harmless, so they’re probably not venomous, right? He has an insatiable urge to pet one.
But he shakes his head and focuses back on the situation at hand. He can’t afford to get distracted.
The classroom they enter probably takes up most of the building. There are some normal desks and chairs facing a teacher's desk, but there are also large monitors along the walls with stools by them and large mics. It kind of reminds him of what a control tower would use. White boards and cork boards line the walls with pictures and writing in several colors about heroes, villains, and just intelligence gathering that he can’t read from the doors, but looks complex.
All around the room have plants hanging from hooks on the walls and ceilings, along with other hiding spots for the many, many snakes that seemed to be just everywhere. Small garden snakes, some definitely venomous ones farther away from the desks, a massive boa lazing half inside a small, man-made ‘pond’ in the corner, and a section marked ‘DANGER’ that has little glass boxes filled with snakes with eggs. It’s like a snake owner's paradise here.
“There really are a lot of snakes…” Izuku wonders how anyone manages to pay attention when they’re everywhere. Last time he was in school, kids could hardly focus in a normal classroom.
"Thanksss for noticing." A raspy, hiss-like voice comes from near the ceiling. "I raisssed them myssself."
Izuku finches from the sudden new voice. He looks up, seeing the human-snake hero in all her glory. “Oh.” He clears his throat. “I’m sure you did a great job.” He says with a forced politeness.
“I did, ssseven generationsss now.” Basilisk says. Izuku can’t help but notice a forked tongue now that he can see her lowering to the ground. She kind of looks like the fantasy stories of mermaids, like the pre-quirk era one Chisaki gave him for Eri. Top half human, bottom hall snake. Though her skin seems to be partially made up of scales, her eyes look like that of a snake as well. She hasn’t even blinked yet! It’s incredible.
“Are you my new hatchling?” Basilisk asks Izuku.
Izuku reluctantly nods. He does not like being called that, but he keeps his mouth shut. “Yes, that’s me. Izuku Midoriya.” He bows, as best he can, in introduction. When he lifts himself back up, he continues to stare at the hero.
"Lovely to meet you, I am Basssilisssk. I alwaysss enjoy getting a new hatchling for the courssse." Basilisk smiles in a way that makes her canine teeth appear folded back like a snake. He wonders what the bones in her skull look like to allow this.
He focuses again. “Thank you for taking me in so late into the year. I’ll do my best in your classes.” Izuku swears, still staring, wondering.
“I’m sssure you will.” But the conversation quickly derails as Basilisk chuckles while tilting her head. “Curiousss one, are we?”
Izuku mentally curses himself, glancing away in shame. “Sorry, Basilisk-Sensei.”
"For what?" Basilisk asks. "The classsssss isss about asssking quessstionsss and learning about quirksss."
“... Right.” For some reason, Izuku’s stomach churns at the thought of quirk analyzing again, just like he did when Bakugo suggested he use it as a conversation starter. He wishes he could understand why.
He doesn’t get time to dwell on it. The sound of something falling over and the plop of a snake landing on the floor somewhere breaks his thoughts.
"Ah, I ssshould go check that. I look forward to classssss, excussse me." Basilisk sighs and goes to find what the source of the fallen snake was.
“Bye Basilisk!” Present Mic waves to the other hero before looking at Izuku. “Think you’re ready to tackle some classwork?” Mic asks Izuku. “They’re on the International Intelligence Organization research this semester; learning how to use other countries' systems and the standard layouts of analyst reports.”
Izuku doesn’t hesitate to nod at him. “Yes, I’m ready.” He’s not, but he also isn’t sure he ever will be ready for anything that isn’t the Yakuza, so it doesn’t matter. He has to do well in his classes, keep his place and earn his privileges.
“You’re gonna do great!” Present Mic smiles, and once again Izuku tenses up as a hand pats his hair. He just glares down to his lap while the hero continues. “I can come get you for lunch if you don’t want to go with the class? The teachers lounge is always open.”
“No,” Izuku says, voice a bit more breathy than normal as he tries to think past the cold emptiness in his chest and the way his heart speeds up so fast it feels like it hurts. The panic only retreats as Present Mic’s hand does. “I can go to lunch.” He grumbles.
How could he mess up eating with a group of people? He doesn’t even have to talk.
“Alright,” Present Mic smiles before he checks his phone and sighs. “Looks like I gotta go, hope your first class goes well, little listener!”
“Thank you, Present Mic-Sensei. Goodluck with your classes.” Izuku says, nodding politely to him as he leaves.
Izuku focuses on trying to relax from the stress and anxiety that had rushed through him. Adrenaline isn’t something easy to go away, but a part of him misses the presence of it. Still, it doesn’t help his goal in convincing himself everything will be fine.
Basilisk is busy fixing whatever fell over and… scolding a snake like it's a misbehaving cat? But one of the bigger snakes comes up to Izuku and flicks its tail for him to follow. Izuku tilts his head curiously, but he’s not one to ignore a fellow animal. So he follows the snake to a workstation without a stool or chair, perhaps the only one now that he thinks about it.
Izuku smiles. “Thank you, little friend.” He says softly. Being at his desk feels much better than standing- or more sitting- in the middle of the room.
His smile drops as he hears soft voices of students approaching the classroom, quickly getting louder and louder. He takes a deep breath to prepare before looking towards the entrance to assess the potential threats.
It’s not long for child after child to begin filing into the classroom, mostly quickly looking to Izuku. He grimaces as he feels the way their eyes pick him apart, searching him up and down, judging him, so obviously. It doesn’t feel like the way Overhaul would stare at him, the intense look of being mentally torn apart like a bug, but still frustrating in a different way.
He refuses to show how overwhelmed he’s already beginning to become.
Basilisk easily introduced Izuku to the class, skirting by the point of his quirklessness despite the fact it's very obvious with just one look at him. Luckily, none could dwell on them as Basilisk redirected them all to their classwork that they apparently have been working on for the past week.
Apparently, today is another ‘sit and watch how things get done’ day. Not ideal, but for this situation, he’s slightly glad he isn’t thrown into chaos with no preparation. He can see how these students get things done.
The other students seem to quickly get to work. Intelligence gathering for these kids seems to be a lot more intense than Izuku thought. Someone is already rushing with their whiteboard to show Basilisk some sort of report they had been working on. Most of the students will probably be too busy to talk to Izuku right away, thank Kami, so he just has some snakes on his desk visiting him.
…Ah, one snake tried to steal his pencil case.
Hello fellow criminal.
Notes:
Hey everyone! Sorry its been another MONTH. GOD. I've finally started settling in during college, which gave me time to get back to editing! Took me about 2 weeks once I was editing again and this was a *10k word chapter.* God. No clue if the next chapter is this long (please no) but it should hopefully be faster!
Now for the update schedule- as a lot of you may know I used to update every Wednesday in the afternoon (EST), but this is absolutely NOT possible anymore. As it stands, Wednesdays are now my most BUSY DAYS EVER, like I'm not free until 5 and that's not even counting home work I need to get done 😭😭 So for now, my new update schedule will be Thursday Afternoons until further notice. Who knows what will need to be changed next semester.
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Chapter 35: A Rabbit in a Garden
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For his first time in a classroom in over a year, It’s not as bad as Izuku expected.
Today, luckily, Izuku has spent most of his time watching how the class operates to fully understand where his classmates are and what they’re working on. Watching this class, it only confirms what he already knows, that his classmates are way below his level on this topic.
He’s not trying to be rude or high and mighty! But as someone who's been analyzing quirks professionally and continuously trained in these skills by the Yakuza for over a year, it’s no wonder these kids aren’t close to his level. He learned how to analyze on the fly for goodness sake! He doubts he’ll learn much from this class, though English and Math classes are a different story.
Before Izuku really realizes it, kids are gathering back into groups and packing up for lunch. Izuku begins to awkwardly follow behind all the different groups. He already kind of knows where certain parts of UA are after spending a week doing almost nothing but tours, but he’s not sure exactly how to get from his class to the cafeteria, so he follows the crowd.
As they enter the main UA building, he begins to glance behind himself more and more. His tenses up without his permission, and his fingers tap against the wheels of his chair as he continues to move forward. He can’t figure out why, his mind racing with questions and heart pounding in panic. Something is wrong , or at least feels wrong, like the moment he drops his guard, something will fall apart.
The feeling only gets worse as they get into the more crowded halls, closer to the cafeteria doors.
The voices around him are so loud, practically booming as they echo throughout his head. And the people around him- everyone is taller than him, so much more in his chair, he can barely see ahead of him.
There's so many people. Too many. Far too many.
Izuku can barely wheel himself past the cafeteria doors until he completely freezes.
His head is aching as his eyes dart around the room, only seeing the danger that's completely surrounding him. He can’t watch his back, he certainly can’t escape from every silhouette of danger that creeps towards and moves past him. He’s too slow with his wheelchair, and with his body completely locked up, he couldn’t wheel himself away if he tried.
His breath hitches as someone pushes his chair in an attempt to get past- he can’t see the exits. People are pushing his chair from behind to get past, forcing him deeper into the pit of faceless silhouettes– he can’t see the exits!
His hands are trembling as he squirms in an attempt to escape from the impending danger, he’s trained to deal with danger! Who is he if he can’t at least survive!? But he can’t get a good grasp on the wheels he’s forced to rely on.
He has to survive, to escape. He tries to move his legs, to escape through sheer brute force, like he was taught, but the overwhelmingly sharp pain only drags him in deeper while leaving him firmly in place.
Suddenly he notices figures he can’t quite make out approaching him, rushing towards him. Izuku lets out a choked gasp and flinches away, body shuddering from the pure pathetic helplessness and pain. He can hear speaking, the figures threats and taunts, but he can’t make out the words. He’s just useless sitting there.
Izuku freezes entirely, not even breathing, as something staticy pushes its way against his chest and starts to rumble in a vaguely cat-like purr.
He holds his breath until he realizes whatever is against him isn’t attacking, just lying there. His trembling useless hands pet over what he assumes the head is. Still cautious. Hesitant. But when the rumbling gets louder he realizes it's fine. Everything else is the danger.
He roughly wipes away the tears forming in his eyes, trying to push any slight bit of weakness down, bit by bit.
One of the figures moved again, kneeling down next to him. More garbled words he can’t understand. Izuku squeezes his eyes shut as he shudders again, holding the creature closer to his chest. He couldn’t hear them if he tried. It’s all too loud.
The something warm and staticy suddenly wraps around Izuku’s waist and gently lifts him from his chair. It surprisingly doesn’t hurt, his legs are supported by more static.
Izuku just lets it happen, disgustingly compliant, as a part of him yells to do something, to push and fight back as the static curls around him completely, to stop being a damn coward, but he can’t move.
But then he hears a sound. Again. And again. An even, consistent rhythm. A beating.
At first, he wonders if his heart is beating so loud he can hear it in his ears. But then he makes out his own heartbeat, firmly in his chest and pounding like he just evaded a speedy hero. The static blocks out all light, he realizes as he opens his eyes. Sound too.
Before he realizes it, he’s focusing on the sound and sound alone.
No fears, no pain, not even his cowardice. Everything buzzing inside and out of his head calms.
His heartbeat slows in an attempt to match the other. He’s still trembling, adrenaline still in his veins, but he’s… calmer. Slightly.
The first thought that manages to slip through the haze is, ‘Kami, this is pitiful.’
What about a harmless school cafeteria set him off? He went to the compound’s Mess Hall just fine! And there were actual killers in there. A bunch of teenagers are way less likely to kill him!
Everything was fine, he was fine, so why the hell is he having such strong reactions to the stupidest things!? Things he had done every single goddamn day without hesitation? He’s acting like a child, overly sensitive to everything, like he isn’t a serial killer that every hero in Japan feared to come across.
Who the hell is he if he can’t handle such simple things?
The static around him begins to rumble in a purr along with the steady heartbeat sound, as if it can tell he’s getting upset again. It’s like he’s wrapped in a weighted blanket that's also a cat.
Izuku huffs in frustration.
He needed help from others to calm down, which, he’s still not sure who is even helping him in the first place, just to not have a meltdown in the cafeteria is so childish. Can he really… not handle this? He could handle the compound just fine, being a murderer, but he can’t handle school??
Izuku Midoriya was always bullied in school. He was weak and pathetic, something the other students could walk all over. Is that all he can see now? Maybe that’s why he’s having such a hard time.
But what about Night Rabbit?
He’s never used that Persona in a school setting, he didn’t have it before Overhaul, when it showed up one day. Izuku always felt stronger and braver as Rabbit, all he had to do was complete whatever mission of the day he had. If he followed that mindset, dragged out his persona, and let it take over, maybe things would be easier.
He’s never… willingly let the Rabbit out unless its a mission. Usually he tries to hold it back, keep it under lock and key, but if Izuku can’t handle this, maybe Rabbit could. Maybe he could urge that mindset out. Maybe he should try, at least. He needs to be able to handle this, to be and do good, and fast.
He takes a deep breath as he allows himself to stop thinking, focusing on the sound of the heartbeat and purring, closing his eyes, breathing, feeling.
It’s easy to lull himself into a strange, dazed calm. It’s easy to lose his sense of reality.
It’s easy to unlock the cage, for the Rabbit to claw his way forward.
Breathe in,
And out.
Repeat again and again until he’s finally able to open his eyes, fully coherent.
The inside of the cocoon isn’t exactly dark, he can see streaks of purple throughout the darkness. They’re almost like fur lines that shift around a lot.
He tilts his head and pokes it.
The beak above him chirps and something shifts until yellow… eyes(?) are looking straight at him.
“Hello!” Comes a chipper voice from the shadow thing. “Is your panic gone?”
Rabbit blinks “...Yes.”
Upon speaking, he frowns and rubs at his throat, almost surprised at the sound of his own voice. Of course, he shouldn’t be. He’s been speaking all day, and obviously he doesn’t have his voice changer with him. Somehow, the sound of his own voice still caught him off guard.
“Good!” The… bird chirps. “Fumi and Sound Girl were worried. I picked you up to give you good darkness!”
‘Fumi’ and ‘Sound Girl’? He probably hasn’t met those ones yet. Rabbit reaches his hand up to pet the creature's beak. It’s a good idea to get the person holding him in his good graces. “Well, thank you. You were very helpful.” He says, voice softer than before.
“Dark Shadow is the best shadow!” The bird lets out a happy little coo and leans into Rabbit’s hand.
Rabbit simply huffs in amusement, suppressing a smile as he pulls his hand away. “Would you mind letting me go now, Dark Shadow? I think I’m well enough to step out of the darkness.”
“I could, but your legs are incorrect.” Dark Shadow says. “That is why I carry you.”
Rabbit glances down at his messed up legs. One small test movement proves what Dark Shadows is saying. “Oh. I forgot.” How did he forget that? Even for a fleeting moment? That should be the one thing he couldn’t forget. “Am I being brought somewhere?” He asks.
“Fumi is going to a teacher we trust, the nice smelling lady.” Dark Shadow nods. “She has helped Fumi before when the darkness got too much.”
“Oh, you mean Midnight, correct?” A respectable hero, the one that helped them save Eri. She was nice, but still a hero. He should be on guard.
“Yeah! She made sure the stinky grape boy left. Now we have a sleepy lavender boy that gives me apples .”
“Ah, Hitoshi Shinso…” Rabbit mumbles in response. “Yes, he is sweet. I enjoyed being around him more than most.” He’s always been nice, hasn’t he? But that just makes him incredibly dangerous. However- “He’s the superior option.”
“Oh yeah! That's his name!” Dark Shadow chirps. “Hm, I should ask yours. Fumi says that is polite.”
“Right. Well, my name is Rabbit–”
He pauses.
That’s… not his name. His name is Izuku Midoriya. Sure, he’s acting as Night Rabbit, he has a mask on, a persona, but that's not his name. Why did he automatically say Rabbit instead of Izuku Midoriya? Why would Rabbit feel more comfortable?
“A Rabbit?” Dark Shadow tilts her head. “Fumi says I can’t eat the Animal Speaker’s bunny, so I guess that means I can’t eat you either.”
Rabbit tilts his head in the same way, mimicking her movement. “Why do you sound so disappointed about not being able to eat me?”
“Darkness consumes everything.” Dark Shadow nods. “Except bunnies and Rabbit.”
He decides to take this answer at face value for now. “Good darkness.” Rabbit reaches up to pet Dark Shadows beak again, his lips twitching up as the bird-creature purrs. “I appreciate you not eating me.”
“Good!” Dark Shadows yellow eyes are squinted in a distinctly joy-filled way. “You sound and look friend shaped. Can we be friends?”
Rabbit only halts in his pets for a moment before he continues. “You also seem… ‘friend-shaped’...” He isn’t exactly sure how friendships work, it's not like he had any real relationships in or outside the Yakuza, not ones that weren’t fabricated at least. But he would hate to upset another prey animal. “Sure. We can be friends.”
“Yay!” The ‘ground’ below him, that is now more obviously Dark Shadows' body, wiggles as the creature cheers. “Dark Shadows first friend!”
“First friend?” Rabbit asks softly.
“Mhm! I never had a friend before. Fumi is twin, he doesn’t count.” Dark Shadow shrugs.
Rabbits' eyes soften. “I’ve never had one either.” He admits, as truthful as he can be. “But that’s okay. You helped me, so that means you’re already doing well at being a friend.”
“I am? Yay!” Dark Shadow cheers before pausing, tilting her head up as if to listen to something. “Oh! Fumi says they found the lavender lady!”
Rabbit sighs in relief. As nice as talking with Dark Shadow is, he needs to assess the situation and figure out how much damage he caused by this little meltdown. “Thank you for the help in transportation, friend.”
“Happy to help!” Dark Shadow chirps. “I will let the light in so you can adjust.”
Rabbit’s smile falls the moment Dark Shadow’s head disappears back into the- well- shadows. The cocoon begins to open slowly but surely, it seems the creature is making sure his eyes adjust easily to the change in lighting. He can now finally hear what's going on; two people, a boy and girl, talking to what sounds like Midnight's voice. When there's enough of an opening, Rabbit peeks out.
‘Sound Girl’ as Dark Shadow called her, is a shorter girl with angular purple hair and earphone jacks on her ears that she's tapping together. The name makes sense now.
‘Fumi’ is also shorter, though he has a black crow's head as his own head. He must be the one connected to Dark Shadow, since they're both birds. Does that mean Dark Shadow is a literal twin and not just a quirk? That's something fascinating to ponder later. He doubts they’d take to his questioning well.
Neither seem like immediate threats, nor does Midnight, who's standing much more casually than when he first met her. He’s still cautious as he’s freed from the darkness, but at least he likely won't have to immediately jump into action.
With the cocoon now gone, except for under him to support his legs, Rabbit is able to focus all of his attention on the others in the room. He clears his throat and says a simple, “Hello,” raising his voice enough for the three to hear.
All three turn to look at him, ‘Fumi’ nodding in greeting, Midnight gives him a small smile, and ‘Sound Girl’ waves, a worried frown on her face.
“Hey there, hun.” Midnight speaks up first, walking over towards him. “You doing better in there?”
Rabbit sheepishly nods. “Yes, I’m alright. Sorry for the worry I might have caused."
“You're okay, hun. We figured there would be an adjustment period.” Midnight says before shooting a smile at the two hero students. “I’m just glad Tokoyami and Jiro got you to me so quickly.”
Rabbit looks over at the student and nods. “Thank you two as well, for the help.” He says politely.
“Of course we helped, we weren’t going to leave you like that.” Jiro says, fidgeting with her earphone jack.
“It was Dark Shadow that noticed.” Tokoyami adds. “She said your darkness was loud and needed peace.”
Rabbit pets Dark Shadow again as a silent thanks. “I’m still unsure of what caused that overreaction.” He admits, annoyance leaking into his tone. It shouldn’t have been that difficult to go to a lunch room. “Either way, I will make sure to not have the same reaction next time.”
“That’s not how trauma responses work, hun.” Midnight says with a frown. “You can’t really control them like that.”
“Trauma response…?” Rabbit mumbles, his hand stilling.
He can understand what a ‘trauma response’ is just based on the words themselves, but is that what that is? Why would he have a response like that to a cafeteria?
“Mhm.” Midnight nods. “From what the kids tell me, it was a panic attack. Have you had problems with a school cafeteria, or a large group of people, before this?”
Rabbit thinks for a moment, trying to recall their life outside the compound, but it all feels so far away, so blurry. It’s hardly worth it to try and remember anything through it, but he does. “I think so. I always ate lunch in supply closets or on the roof cause of the other kids.”
“Oh…” Midnight’s frown only gets worse. “Was it too dangerous to eat around the other kids?”
Rabbit nods. “Yeah. I couldn’t protect myself back then.” And although he certainly could now, he’s not nearly in ‘top condition’ like he was trying to get in the Yakuza. He hasn’t had enough time to learn how to fight while restrained like this. He needs time to practice.
“And suddenly finding yourself back in that environment after a year without it set off your fight or flight instincts, even though your body picked freeze.” Midnight concludes with a nod.
Why would his body choose to freeze when given the options of ‘fight’ or ‘flight’? How would that be any sort of reliable survival instinct?! That’s what would get him killed in a real survival situation.
“Tokoyami and Jiro did well to get you out of there and calm you down like they did.” Midnight says with a smile, beaming at the two students.
“Dark Shadow helped and made friend!” Dark Shadow chirps in a way that makes it hard for Rabbit to stay upset. “Protect Rabbit when his darkness is loud.”
“Yes you did, you're a very good shadow.” Rabbit praises. “The three of them were very helpful. Using what they know and their quirks to help was smart of them.” Unlike all the other students who pushed past him and ignored him. Clearly something was wrong, but unsurprisingly, wanna-be heroes didn’t come to help. Except for those three, of course.
Tokoyami bows politely. “Thank you for the high praise.”
Jiro smiles as well, about to respond with something similar, when Dark Shadow interrupts her by giggling. “Sound Girl made my form go th-thump and it felt funky!”
Jiro blushes at the sudden, extra praise. “It wasn’t anything special..” She dismisses their words with a halfhearted shrug. “It was just all I could think of.”
So that's what the heartbeat sound was. She must have connected one of her headphone jacks to Dark Shadow to amplify the noise through her odd staticy body. The three of them worked surprisingly well together for a sudden chance match-up. He’s a bit disappointed he left his bag that had his notebooks in his classroom.
"Good to see students taking care of each other." Midnight chuckles as she looks over the four of them. “Well, seeing how the cafeteria isn’t an option, how about you three let me know what you want so you can eat here in the Teacher's Lounge instead?”
Rabbit tilts his head, just now noticing they are in the teacher's lounge. “Wouldn’t that be a waste of time for you to get us food?”
Midnight points her thumb behind her to one of the staff bots that he’s seen vaguely around. They’re small, though he’s seen them move fast, and has an antenna that probably is to connect them to the other robots in the school. “Not when I can just send an order through the staff bots. It can pick them all up along with mine.”
Jiro smiles softly. “Thank you, Sensei. That would be nice.” She then looks back at Rabbit and Dark Shadow. “Though, does she even need to eat?”
Dark Shadow shrugs while Rabbit experimentally pokes her. “Nope. I just like apples.”
“We share nutrients throughout the connection.” Tokoyami gives a more thorough answer to the question, thankfully. Rabbit’s curious too. “She will sometimes snack on apples as I work, so I forgot to join meals often."
“Interesting. Having someone able to, in a sense, eat for you must be both helpful and a detriment.” It certainly would have been helpful for his time in the compound. For some reason, Rabbit always had trouble with eating.
He wonders if they would let him analyze their quirks sometime. The strange anxiety he had in class is only a whisper of what it previously was. At least for now, he seems to have gotten over wherever was happening with that.
"So long as Dark Shadow doesn't eat anything that would get us sick, or literal poison, I do not mind what she does." Tokoyami responds.
Rabbit nods. “Yes, I can’t imagine that would go over well, unless Dark Shadow had the ability to filter out any toxins. Though that would depend on how her digestive system worked.” So many interesting things to consider! Talking with other teenagers is so easy when it's quirk talk, even if it's food related.
Oh, right. Food.
“Midnight-Sensei,” That’s the title he should use for her, right? He would hate to offend a superior. “You do not have to worry about getting me food. I tend to skip lunch.” Why would he have ever had to eat lunch? He couldn’t worry about meal times. He was always working, analyzing or out on missions, making people support weapons, taking care of his sister– he was far too busy to do something as trivial as eat. All he needed was his energy and protein bars to keep him energized, even when not on missions. And during missions, he just eats flowers that people like to plant on their rooftop gardens.
“Sorry, hun,” Midnight starts with an apologetic smile. “Recovery Girl’s orders. Even one of Eraser’s jelly things is acceptable, but you need to eat something. I’d rather not get my shin wacked by her cane thing if she finds out you didn’t eat during your appointment later today. It’s so hard walking in heels when your shins hurt.”
Rabbit frowns but nods in understanding. “Will I have to eat it all at once?” He’s not sure his stomach could handle eating so much in such a short amount of time. An hour isn’t much, and it's not even a full hour because of his little incident.
“Of course not. Too much food at once would actually be detrimental instead of helpful.” Midnight goes over to the least decorated desk and begins rooting around in the drawers. “Luckily, I know from experience that Eraser’s jelly things are good for nausea. Just don’t tell him I was here.”
She grins. “The crime adds flavor.”
Rabbit nods very seriously. “I’d never interfere with another person's crimes.” With some exceptions.
The three other kids snicker at Rabbit's tone, which makes him blush in a bit of embarrassment. Was it not as serious as he thought it was?
Rabbit blinks as Dark Shadow brings him back over to his wheelchair and Tokoyami goes over to help him with the leg straps.
At the same time, Midnight smiles triumphantly holding up two jelly packs. “Here we go!” She walks back over to Rabbit and shows two flavors. “We got Mango or Raspberry.”
Rabbit tilts his head, recognizing that he has to make a choice. Outside of fights, he’s not used to that. Usually, his choices can be made based on logic, not preference. He doesn’t really know what he likes. For the life of him, he can’t figure out what those flavors actually taste like. “...The first one, please.”
“Here you go.” Midnight hands it over as Tokoyami and Dark Shadow step back. Rabbit takes the chilly jelly packet, now back comfortably in his seat.
"I have never seen one of these things up close." Tokoyami says as he stares at it "What's it say?"
Rabbit shrugs and passes it over. "Not much, just flavor name, what's in it, calorie count.." Huh, that's a big number. He's pretty sure the calorie bars were similarly high. Does this 'Eraser' hero also not eat much?
"Huh." Tokoyami tilts his head in a bird-like way, Dark Shadow doing the same behind him. "I always wondered how Sensei kept up with us after drinking one of these, never seeing him consume anything other than these and coffee."
“Is that healthy?” Rabbit frowns.
Jiro shrugs, snatching the jelly pack from Tokoyami’s hands. “Probably not.” She says. “But I don’t really associate Sensei with ‘healthy’ anyways. He’s always trying to make excuses to nap in class.”
"Eraser has always been like that." Midnight says from the desk, blatantly stealing a handful of the hair ties. "We learned to just look in rafters and vents if we need him, the only one he doesn't pull a knife on is Mic. And they say romance is dead."
Midnight sighs wistfully while Tokoyami gives her a confused squint. He must not get why not knifing someone is considered romantic, however Rabbit nods in agreement. “I used to sleep in rafters too. My trainer always laughed at me for it.” Of course Rappa laughed at him, it's Rappa. He’d pull a knife on him. Would there be anyone he wouldn’t pull a knife on?
"The Purple Cat likes the vents." Dark Shadow grumbles. "Grumpy Cat says no rafters yet, wants to keep the sky nests for himself!"
… Oh, right, Shinso.
Rabbit suddenly feels a soft burst of joy and warmth from thinking about his... boyfriend. but at the same time, a more prominent feeling of frustration and worry arises. Why the hell is a hero student dating a villain anyways? Sure, he was nice, but trusting someone like that is dangerous for him as well. Shinso shouldn’t want to be with him.
That's a later worry.
“While I get your frustration, it's also fair. I claimed the rafters as my own in my old training area. No one wanted to try and climb up there anyways.” Rabbit shrugs.
"But he is hogging the dark and broody places!" Dark Shadow whines, splaying herself across Rabbit's lap. "Where will Fumi be dramatic and goth?"
"Dark Shadow! Desist!" Tokoyami exclaims, feather's proofing up in his version of a blush. It's kind of adorable.
“He can be dark and broody on cloudy days under trees.” Rabbit suggests. Very bird-like, he knows he would love to just lay in an open grass field like other Rabbits.
“Please don’t encourage her.” Tokoyami mumbles, trying to brush his feathers back down.
“Aww, but that sounds fun!” Midnight chuckles, now inside Present Mic’s desk with a growing number of black and yellow hair ties. “In fact, why don’t you have lunch outside? There’s a secret garden the teachers use for eating, or just relaxing. The bots can take food there, and you can get fresh air.”
Rabbit perks up at the suggestion. “That sounds nice…” Being outside, without his mask covering the fresh air, no scent of sweat and blood smothering any calmness he could have felt? It sounds wonderful.
Jiro perks up as well, passing Rabbit his jelly thing back. “We should absolutely see the teacher's garden! I might find more ammunition for Todoroki’s theories...” She grins.
“Those theories are ridiculous.” Tokoyami huffs.
Jiro nods. “But funny.”
Midnight chuckles as she looks between them. “Alright, that's settled then. Do either of you know where the ‘Garden Club’ is?”
"We have a Garden Club?" Fumi blinks in surprise.
“Yeah wait, when did we have a Garden Club?” Jiro asks.
“Yes and no.” Midnight leans against Mic’s desk with her hip. “Do you remember the girl in 1-B with the vine hair, Ibara Shiozaki? Well, her and several other students need a place to ‘dig in their roots’ so to say. Plant based quirks and mutations need similar care as actual plants. So, we created a space for that near the Intelligence class, and behind that is the garden.”
“Oh wow, I didn’t know that.” Jiro says in slight awe.
Rabbit nods in understanding. “A secret behind a secret.”
"Mhm." Midnight nods. "This school has all kinds of hidden gems, Nedzu likes to make places like that."
Nedzu will always be a prey animal at heart, no matter how smart he is. Rabbit supposes these creations are what gives this school charm. UA is well known for many reasons, afterall.
"Guess we should find the secret garden then." Jiro says with a smile. It seems going outside doesn't just sound peaceful for him. It makes sense, hero students have to train as much as he does, likely. And the cafeteria was loud.
"Great! let me collect my pilfered goods-"
"At least she admits to stealing." Tokoyami mumbles.
"-and we can go! Once I use my key card to get you in, I'll head back so you don't have a boring adult while you eat." Midnight explains.
Rabbit pauses. “Wait… we’ll be unsupervised?” Isn’t that dangerous? Isn’t he supposed to be watched at all times??
“Yeah?” Midnight shrugs as she heads towards the door. “None of you look like the type to rip up flowers or start fires, so I don’t see why not.”
Rabbit stares at Midnight in confusion, not at all understanding her words. There's no way that's allowed! He’s a hero killer. He doubts the other three (well, maybe not Dark Shadow) will be at all comfortable with this either–
Jiro playfully elbows his shoulder. “Don’t question it, dude. Just enjoy the privilege of no adult supervision.”
Rabbit blinks.
Everyone here is insane.
Midnight chuckles as she checks to make sure her lanyard is around her neck before waving them over. “This way, kiddos. Oh, and here,” She hands Jiro what looks like a cell phone. “Use that to order food as we walk.”
“Nice!” Jiro grins and taps away on the phone as the group follows Midnight.
Tokoyami is busy telling Jiro what to add for him, but Dark Shadow happily moves back to float(?) by Rabbit and fuss over his leg blanket that he had lost during the panic.
Rabbit smiles in amusement, allowing her to fuss over him. He watches curiously, deciding he’ll take extra care into analyzing the people he likes. That sounds nice. He never got to analyze for his own wants or desires, just work. He likes the thought of finding out every detail of the people he enjoys being around.
The walk to the secret garden is surprisingly short with Midnight taking them through hidden passageways. This apparently explained how certain teachers popped into existence out of nowhere, according to Jiro. They get back outside quickly. Now that he’s paying more attention, he’s able to notice a path that goes behind his class building.
He wonders how he didn’t see it before, he’s usually pretty observant. Then again, he doesn’t remember paying much attention to their surroundings, and instead was worrying about how classes would go. That was dumb of him. Of course classes were the easy part of the day.
It’s a bit difficult to wheel himself on the path, it's not paved like most of the school, instead naturally made from the wear and tear of people going in this direction. Thankfully, it's not terribly bumpy. He manages with no complaints, even as his legs sting from the jolting.
The sunlight feels exposing.
Rabbit can see Dark Shadow whining about the sun, and he can’t help but share her complaints. He thought he would like it, but it feels wrong . He shouldn’t be out here, under an open sky, where heroes could easily spot and kill him. He’s tempted to go back inside just from the discomfort alone.
But there’s also the warmth he was never able to focus on before. Not heat from his own body, not sweating heavily because of the stupid boa, but warmth from the sun's rays on his skin. A cool breeze that stops his body from getting painfully warm, one that makes the grass dance side by the side with the leaves on the trees.
It’s beautiful.
It’s something he’s never got to experience, yet at the same time, longed for, so he pushes past the discomfort.
They pass the slightly overgrown student garden and find the hidden path to the teacher one through Midnight's instruction. Once they get past the bushes, the path is much easier to travel through.
Eventually, they stop at a tall, white wall that matches the border of the UA property walls. “Here we are.” Midnight steps forward and places her keycard on the card reader. Seconds later, a small click sound can be heard from the lock. “If a student ever ends up over here, they would just think it's the end of the school, so no one’s tried to get past.
“Such a cleverly hidden secret right under our noses.” Tokoyami looks almost in awe. Rabbit has to agree with his reaction.
Hidden spots like this could be useful in a state of emergency as well. Does the basement where he has to record his videos for hero students count as a secret? He doubts a lot of people would be willing to go down there in most cases, but it could still be a good hiding spot.
…He had also forgotten about that until now too. Why is he so forgetful all of a sudden?
Jiro pushes the door open for all of them, while Midnight pockets her card and lanyard. “Alright, I’ll head back now, but the bots should be here with your lunch soon.” She says. “There's an intercom on the wall if you have any trouble, but you should be fine.”
“Thank you, Midnight-Sensei.” Rabbit politely bows his head.
Tokoyami mumbles a quick thanks to Midnight before he has to rush inside to keep up with an excited Dark Shadow, who is clearly dragging them to a more shaded spot of the garden.
Jiro just glances at Izuku and huffs in amusement, watching as he wheels himself in. Afterwards, the two follow the twin bird people to a large tree that they’ve found.
Jiro sits down on the grass, across from the two bird creatures and in the sun. “I get Dark Shadow, but why are you in the shade, Tokoyami? Is that not cold?”
“Might not be?” Rabbit suggests. “He has feathers covering him, that would keep him warmer than people with no feathers or fur.” He hesitates but decides to allow himself to be parked in the sunlight, deciding he can probably move if he gets too uncomfortable. He suppresses a frown as he stares at the grass.
"I may not be harmed by the light as Dark Shadow is, but I am fair skinned and will burn easily." Fumi explains further. "I also just enjoy the feeling of trees near me."
"Bird things!" Dark Shadow chirps, skittering over the grass near Rabbit and his shadow.
“Oh, interesting. I never noticed that.” Jiro nods.
Rabbit blinks as he watches Dark Shadow bap at his shadow. Rabbit attempts to mirror the action, but she’s able to move out of the way too fast while he’s stuck unmoving. Very unfair.
“I like the sun. I didn’t know how much I did until now.” He mumbles. He wishes he could enjoy it more. “Being outside is calming.”
“Better than the cafeteria?” Jiro asks.
Rabbit is silent for a moment, looking up at the bright blue sky and brighter clouds. “Yeah,” he says. “Better than the cafeteria.”
"Fumi likes to be in the trees, so does Rabbit want the grass?" Dark Shadow asks, nipping at Rabbit's fingers to get his attention again.
Is that allowed, to be taken out of his chair without supervision? Then again, there's no one here to watch them commit the crime anyways… But on the other hand, "I would risk injuring my legs again if I tried." He'd prefer to not lose all the progress he's made on healing.
"Dark Shadow can help." Tokoyami offers, getting his quirk sibling's(?) attention. "She can carry you like she did in the Teachers Lounge.”
"Oh." Rabbit glances at Tokoyami before looking at Dark Shadow. "If you don't mind, I would appreciate the help."
Dark Shadow caws happily and goes to the straps to undo them without missing a beat. "Dark Shadow is always happy to help a fellow animal!"
"Thank you, dear friend." Rabbit smiles softly before he does his best to help with the straps.
It takes a bit to get all of the straps undone so he can get off the chair, which was more confusing than he expected, before Dark shadow wraps around Rabbit and lifts him off his chair and down onto the grass. Being a shadow with no real mass allowed her to get under his legs with no issue and barely any irritation.
Laying on the soft, warm grass, and his blanket wrapped around his legs again feels incredibly relaxing. Much better than a loud cafeteria.
Rabbit sighs softly as he reaches out his hands to gently feel some of the stray wildflowers (or maybe weeds, but they’re as beautiful as flowers, so what difference does it make), feeling the soft, delicate petals beneath his fingertips. They don’t wild under his touch. They stay as perfect as they were.
And he feels utterly in awe. Entranced. It’s like he’s reuniting with something he’s desperately been searching for– or perhaps like discovering something new that he never knew he needed? It doesn’t make any sense to him, but he feels free.
Dark Shadow seems content as she coils around him, looking at the different flowers as well. She begins to stray not long after, picking up chunks of dirt with flowers in them (not technically plucking them, and she puts them back each time) to show him.
When he looks back closer to the base of the tree, Tokoyami and Jiro seem to be discussing something with a half empty notebook between them. They’re both in the shade now, which seems to help Dark Shadow have enough energy to run around and collect flowers.
This is probably the most relaxed he’s ever felt.
Rabbit only really remembers feeling tense and focused during missions, refusing to let his mind wander or mess up. One wrong move could mean his end. He’s still tense here, he doesn’t know what’s right and what’s wrong, but that’s okay. Rabbit has always been good at adapting. And if he’s given opportunities to be outside like this, then he certainly won’t complain.
Dark Shadow also gives a feeling of being protected in a way he's never felt before. Yeah, Rappa did his best to prepare him for things, and kept the worst of it away (or as much as he could. He couldn’t argue against... Overhaul…) , but he didn't feel like this. Dark Shadow wants to protect him just to protect him, she has no ulterior motive, no orders she’s following.
For once, Rabbit lets his guard drop, just a little, as he sits in the sun. Petting and nuzzling Dark Shadow lets his stress melt away. He occasionally sips on the jelly pouch when he remembers, but for the most part, he just basks in this new feeling. Apparently, relaxation causes a more sleepy exhaustion. Interesting new discovery.
Maybe... maybe it wouldn't be so bad to take advantage of this safety? No mission needs him, no expectations to keep….
Rabbit's first instinct is to push that idea away entirely, to block it from his mind and curse at himself for even considering it. But it’s already in his head, he’s already considering and justifying it.
Dark Shadow would alert him if anything dangerous was happening.
The chances of an incident happening on UA grounds are low.
With a horrible amount of hesitance, Rabbit shifts a bit to be laying against Dark Shadow rather than just sitting. After a few moments of expecting something bad to happen, he closes his eyes and tries to fully relax again.
He relaxes fast.
Dark Shadow is distracted making a living flower crown, the roots still fully intact, when she feels Rabbit’s body weight against her sag. She turns to show her friend, but pauses seeing him so peacefully sleeping. She places the crown on him to see later.
Smiling, she begins to make more for the others. Her friend is safe to sleep here.
Notes:
WOAH. ERM SORRY FOR BEING LATER THAN USUAL TODAY! Trying to get a proper school-life balance is super hard, but I've been managing!
Trying to describe Izuku switching, and honestly a lot of the D.I.D. aspects is very difficult. He isn't so much actively choosing to switch as he is actively allowing control to be handed over, if that makes sense? Rabbit was already co-conscious, he just wasn't in control. But at least now, I can slowly but surely get more into this side of the story!!
Not much to say today- except-
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Chapter 36: Fractured Mirrors
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The past week (or past few months, really) have been rough when it comes to sleeping, though that's not exactly unusual. He got that first peaceful night, day one at UA, before every other night was plagued with horrible nightmares and an aching body. Turns out, nightmares where his first instinct is to run isn’t exactly helpful when his legs are injured.
But this rest is different , maybe it's because of the safe feeling, the cool air hitting his face, or the fact that he doesn’t even remember falling asleep. It all lulls him in a state of calm he never usually feels when sleeping.
Oh, and the voices he hears. Why are there voices?
“We cannot awaken the sleepy one! ” Caws a… bird? “ Hiss! Hiss!” A bird that is just… saying the word ‘hiss’ and not actually hissing? Where even is he?
Izuku opens his eyes, before immediately squeezing them shut at the brilliant sunlight, too bright to be from the shades in his bedroom. He forces himself to blink multiple times to try and force his eyes used to the light.
“Dark Shadow… you know he can’t sleep there forever, right?” Oh! He recognizes that voice. That’s one of the girls from the first batch of 1-A introductions. Jiro was her name? “Tokoyami also can’t stay here forever.”
“ Rabbit needs sleepies! Trusted Dark Shadow to protect!” The bird, Dark Shadow apparently, says proudly.
A third, male voice speaks up. “Sensei will be cross with us if we miss class.” This one is likely the Tokoyami guy.
Now even more confused, Izuku trusts to push himself up with his arms, avoiding putting pressure on his legs. “It’s fine, ‘m awake..” He mumbles, rubbing his eyes. “I didn’t notice I fell asleep, sorry.”
“That is alright.” Tokoyami responds. Huh, he has a bird head. “Midnight-Sensei said we could be here to relax, you did exactly that by sleeping.”
“Yeah, you were fine.” Jiro huffs and glares at Dark Shadow, who shrinks in on herself. “The issue was just Dark Shadow not letting us wake you up.”
Izuku blinks and looks at the three different people around him. One of them was completely made out of darkness (the name makes sense now), the other being a bird, and Jiro.
“Dark Shadow was a good guard! ” Dark Shadow whines, curling around Izuku. This is happening now. “ Protect Rabbit’s sleepies and give crown!”
Izuku frowns in confusion. Why is Dark Shadow calling him ‘Rabbit’...? Wait- no, why did he tell her to call him Rabbit??? Why would he do that? What does she mean by- “Wait- crown?”
“Yeah! ” Dark Shadow turns to him before she tilts her head. Then she nods to herself. “ You are Bunny now.”
Izuku blinks. “Uh... okay?”
“Bunny is still a friend of Dark Shadow. ” Dark shadow says. Whatever she has decided seems to only make sense to her, as Tokoyami and Jiro look just as confused. She ignores them and points at Izuku’s head. “ Does Bunny like the crown? It can be planted again later to keep memories!”
Reaching up to the top of his head, he feels around for a moment before grabbing what's apparently a flower crown from his head. “Oh… yeah, it's cute.” Izuku smiles softly, putting the crown of carnations back on his head. “Thank you.”
Dark Shadow caws happily, curling around Izuku with a happy little wiggle. She only calms down when Tokoyami pats her head. “We still have to return to our lessons. Dark Shadow, please return Rab-”
“ Bunny!”
“-... Bunny , to his chair.”
Izuku looks over to see he is, in fact, off his chair. His legs are cushioned by Dark Shadow and some soft blankets. Izuku swallows down the nervousness of being late. “Yes,” He nods quickly. “We should get going before we get in trouble with our Sensei’s.”
“Okay to lift?” Dark Shadow asks, not lifting him up yet as she uncurls around him.
“Oh- uhm, yes.”
Dark Shadow smiles and carefully picks him up. Her shadow cushions his legs in a pillow-soft way that stops them from aching much. The hero's arms are always sturdy and hard when they hold him, it inevitably hurts, but being lifted by the bird-girl feels much better.
He doesn’t feel nearly as stiff when placed onto his chair either, though it still isn’t comfortable. Izuku handles strapping himself in with the higher ones, while Dark Shadow takes care of the ones more towards his ankles. Tokoyami begins cleaning up their trash and food waste, and Jiro collects everyone's bags and makes sure nothing is left behind.
“You know,” Tokoyami starts, looking over at Jiro as they all collectively finish their tasks. “I don’t think we ever actually introduced ourselves. Dark Shadow just called him ‘Rabbit’ and we went with it like always.”
“ I already have, but you haven’t.” Jiro says to Tokoyami. “I introduced myself when he first got to the school.”
“Sorry.” Izuku interrupts them, They still have to rush afterall. They can’t just stand around while waiting for introductions. “I’m Izuku Midoriya. It’s nice to meet you.” He really should have corrected them when they kept calling him ‘Rabbit’.
“Well greetings, Midoriya. I am Fumikage Tokoyami.” The bird headed boy bows, and Izuku bows back.
“Alright, we should start going.” Jiro says with a huff. “Sensei will have our head if we’re late.”
“Indeed.” Tokoyami looks to Izuku. “Midoriya, where does our traveling party end for you?” He asks.
“Oh, the Intelligence Support Course. It… should be out here somewhere.” Which makes him wonder, where even is he? ”
“ Oh, oh! ” Dark Shadow perks up. “ It’s the building that hummmmms and has the big towers on it!”
Izuku nods, relieved he probably won't be struggling to find his class on his own. He refuses to let them get in trouble for being late from him. “Mhm. Doubt the hero course kids go there much.”
“Surprisingly not, but we passed it on the way here.” Jiro says, beginning to lead them all back to the exit. “You’d think the hero course would meet with other support courses like we do with getting support gear…”
“Maybe they don’t want our more…” Tokoyami clears his throat. “ Disruptive classmates to disturb their hard work?” He offers.
Jiro snickers. “ Disruptive is the kindest word you could use..”
Izuku looks between the two of them before shrugging. "Maybe. Everyone looked really busy while I was there. It would be hard to focus with so much noise." But for him, he's gotten used to analyzing in busy, loud, and overwhelming environments even before being Night Rabbit, but he won't deny getting used to it is hard. His younger self really shouldn't have been so close to villain fights...
“Makes sense, it just seems strange. Intelligence and analysis seems just as important as support gear.” Jiro opens the gate for the rest of them to walk past.
"They might be the ones who watch our training and suggest changes to our uniforms." Tokoyami suggests, walking past the gate first with Izuku following.. “Bakugo had to get 6 gauntlet changes already.”
“Really..? Haven’t you guys only been to school for a few months?” Izuku asks.
"Nitroglycerin is apparently hard to get in the right dosage to not just blow up the gauntlet on him at first spark." Tokoyami explains. "We got lucky the first time he tried them. All Might sent us into battle without testing any of our support items, so Bakugo’s arm got burned. Aizawa-sensei was very upset."
Izuku deadpans. “That’s so stupid , and yet I’m not surprised.” Why did he used to look up to All Might again? It was so long ago, but how could he not see how much of a bumbling idiot that man really was? Perhaps he’s a good symbol, but other than that, All Might isn’t much in his eyes.
"It was scary. " Dark Shadow crows sadly. " Fumi could have gotten hurt if no Dark Shadow there to take the heat."
Tokoyami pets Dark Shadow to comfort her. "Indeed, I was very fortunate she reacted so quickly. Only one other classmate could have handled the blast, so I fear what would have happened if it wasn't either of us there instead."
Jiro nods in agreement. “Nobody wanted to use any gear their outfits came with after that. It was terrifying to deal with on our first day.”
“I can see why. Not only should untested gear never be used in a fight, but you also have to learn how to use that gear your own way. You’re going to do more damage than you want if you have no clue what you’re doing.” Izuku grumbles. “Untested gear should be treated like a wild animal. Always be alert in case there are any flaws within it, and never throw it into the middle of a fight without even seeing its capabilities.” Okay, maybe that metaphor only works to an extent.
"Aizawa-sensei says we were supposed to just do gear testing and uniform tryouts." Tokoyami also sounds rather pissed as he speaks. "All Might ignored that planned lesson and several kids got hurt as well as Bakugo, he had to get minor surgery with Recovery Girl and a doctor that had a quirk for skin repair. They were worried he had lost explosion resistance but he was fine as long as it was not a big explosion like that again for a month or so. His parents and a short green lady were very upset. All Might hasn’t strayed from the lesson plan since."
Izuku tries to suppress his scowl at this but doesn't do a good job, so instead he looks away from the hero students. He doesn't want to heavily criticize All Might, not when the risk of these students telling one of the heroes about it is high, so he stays quiet. All Might can't stop getting worse in his eyes, but no matter how upset he is, he bites his tongue. He refuses to anger the heroes by offending the old top hero.
He'll grumble to Toshi and Kacchan about it later though.
"The humming building is here!" Dark Shadow chirps, giving a very needed distraction to this conversation.
"Ah," Izuku perks up when he notices the building in front of them and tries to will away his anger. "Thank you, you three, for.. hanging out with me?" He tilts his head in confusion a bit before deciding to just stick with that, even though he was sleeping the whole time. That's certainly embarrassing.
"Likewise." Tokoyami bows. He seems like an interesting, though not bad, person. "It was relaxing compared to the volume of the dining hall, and Dark Shadow seems to like the company as well."
Jiro nods in agreement. She seems nice too, probably one of the most normal people he’s met as of recent. Everyone else is either insane or insane, but in a slightly different way. "It was easy to concentrate, and no 1-B breathing down our necks." She lightheartedly rolls her eyes. "Take care, Midoriya. We'll see you later."
Izuku politely bows his head. "Goodluck in your classes."
"Bye bye! " Dark Shadow lowers to nuzzle his hair. " Have fun doing smart things!"
Izuku huffs in amusement and pats Dark Shadow before she pulls away. "Thanks, have fun doing hero-course things." With a small smile, he wheels himself off their path and towards the intelligence building. Despite not remembering much of their time together, Izuku gets the feeling that it was mostly positive.
He ends up back in his class earlier than the rest of the students, judging by how the room is empty. He rests his head on his desk, still a bit tired from what happened in the cafeteria and from waking up from a nap. At least the rest of the day will go easier from here.
"Welcome back." Comes his sensei's voice in front of his desk. "Do you need a flower pot?"
Izuku sits straight up the moment he hears Basilisk’s voice, causing the flower crown Dark Shadow made to fall off his head and onto the desk. His face gets hot realizing he forgot to take it off. “Oh… yes please.”
"One moment. I have a ssshort one for sssucculentsss that will work." Basilisk slivers herself to a shelf with various pots and dirt bags. She grabs one that is wide enough for the crown to be on as is and leaves the center open if he wanted to add anything to it. "Here, you can ussse the itemsss on the ssshelf anytime to care for it if you need."
“Thank you, Basilisk Sensei.” Izuku makes sure there’s enough dirt on the first layer before putting the crown in the pot, then shifts around the dirt to cover the roots.
"You may take the pot to your dorm. I have plenty." Basilisk offers with a smile.
Izuku blinks and nods, suppressing his own small smile that threatens to appear.
As other students begin walking in, Basilisk goes to the front of the class for the lecture she has promised before lunch. No one bothers Izuku as they are all getting out their books and laptops to take notes, making Izuku’s only visitor a tiny garden snake that takes interest in the flowers in the pot.
After so much social interaction, Izuku doesn’t mind being a wallflower instead of being talked to. The snakes are better company than people he doesn’t know.
Izuku pays as much attention to the lecture as possible, occasionally getting distracted by petting any snakes that wander over. Before Izuku even realizes it, the final bell is ringing and kids scramble to finish their notes and pack up.
Izuku puts his stuff in his bag and rests the pot on his lap, making sure everything's as secure as possible before wheeling himself to head out of their class behind the rest of his classmates, ready to head back to the teachers dorms.
A surprisingly successful first day, even with the way his legs are killing him from being stuck in this position for so long.
A couple of the kids leaving seem to startle at someone outside the exit set of doors, so his plans might hit a bit of a roadblock. He doubts this classroom usually has visitors.
When Izuku rolls himself out to see it’s in fact Midnight standing by the exit, smiling to the rest of his classmates. Izuku suppresses a grimace from the itching dread creeping up inside him.
"Hey, hun." Midnight smiles more when she sees him. "I'm here to bring you to your appointment with Recovery Girl. Did you remember we had that today?"
“Oh.” The dread is… less prominent now. Still present, but at least he’s not in trouble because of him sleeping in the garden or making those 1-A kids late. Or having a pot of flowers he probably shouldn’t have. “It slipped my mind. Sorry.” Izuku says truthfully, bowing his head slightly.
"That's alright, first days are like that. I just got lost on my first day, twice !" Midnight chuckles. "The second time was when I was a teacher!"
“Well… consistency is a good trait to have.” Izuku had gotten away with stuff that was more light-hearted in the Yakuza. Although he refuses to push the limits, toeing the line of danger every so often can be a treat.
Luckily, Midnight snorts. A positive reaction. “I gotta tell the guys that one, they’ll love it.”
Izuku can’t help but smile softly, if only for a moment, before he focuses again. “We should go, right? I don’t want to keep Recovery Girl waiting.”
"Sure! Are you all snake free?" Midnight asks.
Izuku curses under his breath as he checks through himself and his wheelchair, eventually finding a strangler in his flowerpot and one on top of his bag. He carefully brings them back to their home and shoos them off. “Now I am.” Izuku huffs.
"Sneaky little guys." Midnight chuckles as the snakes slither away. Izuku can see Basilisk getting another, more terrified student, snake free. "Better than last time I was here though."
“They're nice though.” Izuku says with a shrug, beginning to follow behind Midnight. “They keep me company.”
“I bet.” Midnight smiles fondly. "Speaking of company, how was the garden? Did you enjoy it?”
Izuku looks down at the potted plant he’s resting carefully in his lap.
He never likes talking about good things . His superiors shouldn’t know about the things he likes, what he’s comfortable with. Those quickly get locked behind rewards, threatened to be taken away when he doesn’t do good enough. However, acting disinterested gets them taken away too. He can never win.
“It was nice.” Izuku reluctantly admits. “The flowers were pretty. Dark Shadow, Tokoyami, and Jiro were nice too.”
Midnight only seems to smile more. "Glad you had a good time. I can see if Nedzu can get a key for the gate to you so you can have lunch there. Hound Dog will want to work on your fears, but I think even he'll agree that starting there is better than trying to force it."
Izuku lets out a small sigh of relief. “Yeah.. that would be nice.” His memories are hazy after going into the lunchroom, he always hates when that happens. All he really remembers is the amount of panic he felt. Being able to avoid the cafeteria, as pathetic as that sounds, is probably the best option for him.
Overhaul would be so disappointed in him. That thought hurts more than he could ever imagine.
"Jiro and Tokoyami might be able to join you again too." Midnight goes on to say. "They already know of it and are good kids, so I don't see that being a problem."
“If they want to, that would be nice.” Izuku says, pushing away those troubling thoughts. “They were… comfortable to be around. Dark Shadow was also nice.” He confesses.
"Dark Shadow was out and about? Huh, they usually don't stay out long." Midnight hums but shrugs it off.
“She doesn’t?” Izuku tilts his head, deciding to pay more attention next time he comes across them. “Well, either way, it was nice.” Even if he was asleep for most of it.
"Things being nice is what's important in the end." Midnight nods as she turns to lead down a path not full of students going to the dorms.
"We're going to take the staff entrance near the med bay." Midnight explains when she notices Izuku glancing at the students. "Not everyone moves out of the way of a wheelchair, no matter who is in it, so this way should be easier."
"Thanks." Izuku sighs. "It's hard enough just moving in this thing..." Stubborn kids getting in his way certainly didn’t help when he went to lunch.
"Tensei says the same thing," Midnight sighs. "He hates crowds, and the people trying to 'help' by pushing his chair the most."
“They tried to push his chair!?” Izuku exclaims, a sudden anger and fear rising up in him. He’s not sure how he’d react if some random person started pushing his wheelchair.
He quickly gathers himself again and looks down sheepishly for his outburst.
Midnight doesn’t seem to mind his reaction and in fact nods. "Mhm! A pushy reporter didn't take his no until he reached back and broke the handles off right then and there." Midnight says. "That's why we got rid of the handles of yours once you got to UA. We wanted to prevent that from the start.”
Izuku huffs. “He should have thrown the handles at the reporter.”
“Yeaaah no, sadly he can’t get away with that, Hun. That's assault.” Midnight sighs. “That reporter did get removed from field work after that. Turns out a lot of heroes refuse to work with you when you do things like that."
“…better than nothing , I guess.” Izuku grumbles.
"Mhm." Midnight nods. "There aren't a lot of laws or programs for heroes that get forced to retire from an injury, not a lot of good ones that is. Nedzu has been working on making some for a while now."
Izuku rolls his eyes in annoyance. It’s true, a lot of the heroes that he had only injured were forced into retirement. Whenever he researched them again, there was never any good information regarding their current statuses. After All Might’s true form got revealed to the world, people suddenly cared about what happened to retired heroes. Even when Izuku was a kid it seemed like once a hero left the charts they got forgotten, only dedicated fans kept up with them.
"That's dumb." Izuku frowns. "A hero to the Commission is only important if they're popular or killed, and even the second one doesn't last that long. Those heroes are just numbers, a statistic."
"And that is just one of the reasons why Nedzu goes against them when he can, like in your case." Midnight smiles. "He doesn't like to use people as pawns for something, or view lives as disposable. Even though he does hate humanity."
When they reach the staff door, Midnight has to scan her badge first before the 'push to open' button lights up.
"I... guess that makes sense." Izuku sighs. "Even I was better with the deaths of those heroes. I made the shrine to make sure of that."
"Oh yeah, we're still not sure what to do for that room." Midnight says with a shrug, holding the door open until Izuku wheels his way in. "The ones with families we gave them the items back, but the ones without are sitting in the room still as an 'evidence locker' to not disturb the shrine."
"Sorry. I didn't expect it to really be found by heroes." Izuku admits quietly. His main worry had been running out of space, not the risk of a raid.
"Nedzu will probably think of something for them. A memorial most likely." Midnight says with a soft, reassuring tone.
Izuku just nods softly. He’s not sure how to feel. Not all of those heroes deserved to die, no matter how much he hated them. He hasn’t been able to pay his respects, to apologize to them in what feels like months. It leaves his chest aching.
Or maybe his aching chest is the result of the scent of chemicals- cleaning chemicals becoming more and more noticeable.
It’s painfully quiet.
Izuku hesitates for a moment before taking a reluctant deep breath and continuing to wheel himself forward, trying to focus on following Midnight instead of the vile familiarity that is seeping into his heart. The silence isn’t helping.
Maybe he should try to start a conversation again? What do heroes even talk about? If it was Rappa, he could ask about the latest fights, or their planned training, or something , but he doesn’t know Midnight like that. He doesn’t know what a safe conversation topic is.
Izuku glares down at his lap, feeling his heart pound faster and his brain get more fuzzy by the second. The more he panics, the worse it gets. He has to say something , to try and focus on anything but the fear.
“What-” Izuku feels his throat closing up, cutting him off. His glare hardens as he tries again. “What is Recovery Girl going to be doing again?” There! That should be a good enough topic, right?
Thankfully Midnight takes the bait. “Mostly checking how your nerves are with the new position your legs are in and a general health scan.” She explains. “Your hospital chart had some worrying information, like your missing body fat, so she might want to give an IV of things you're missing if it's critical. Intravenous Nutrition Therapy, it's called. It won’t be a replacement for eating, but it should help in case you are ever at risk of not having enough nutrients.”
“Oh, alright.”
That…
That didn’t help the silence at all!
He should try again. To comment on something, to make her keep talking so he doesn't slip, but he's already grasping at straws to try and figure out what to say!
They’re closer now, Izuku can see the sign for the med bay and- what sounds like crying from a patient inside. It makes his blood run cold, his body freezing for entirely too long before he remembers, he has to follow , and he does. Slipping is easier than trying to hold on.
Dragging themself to the medical bay is always the hardest part. The smell of chemicals, the dreary hallways and annoyed medical personnel who never meet their eyes, that's the hard part. The easy part is sitting tight and doing nothing but what they’re told.
They follow their superior inside, past the children in uniforms waiting outside.
A small old lady is finishing wrapping up a young girl's arms with bandages. The room reeks alcohol wipes and burn cream. She’s still crying, though less so now.
The kid looks away from the girl and old lady, instead taking in the other people around. Three other adults, none interacting with the injured student. Two blonde, another with black hair like their guide.
The first blonde, incredibly scrawny, is talking to the other with huge hair. He is bending his scarred up arm, gesturing to it. He says something about ‘Recovery Girl’ having just cleared his injuries. The other is smiling and nodding. Blacked haired man looks annoyed. Dangerous.
They’re here for a reason.
The young girl catches the kid’s attention when they walk past, sheepishly smiling to the others as they pass.
Then, the old lady steps up closer to them. It’s their turn then. “Hello deary, I’m Recovery Girl.” She says. “This is the Med Bay, you should make sure to come here if you get sick or are in pain.”
They nod to show they’re listening. Recovery Girl continues. “I hope it's safe to assume you're doing well?”
The kid hesitates but nods again. They’re not used to this much talking before labs.
“Wonderful, I was worried being up would put too much strain on your legs.” Recovery Girl smiles and waves him over as she walks back to where she was before. “If you wouldn’t mind coming over here, I can check them and work on more healing.”
It takes a second for the kid to fully remember how to use the wheelchair, but they are able to wheel himself over to Recovery Girl quickly afterwards.
“Alright dearie, I’m going to have to pop the pants open along the sides to make sure there's no new bruising or internal bleeding.” Recovery Girl warns.
The lady with black hair moves to close the curtains around them, stopping the other adults, including the black haired lady, from seeing. The kid only glances at the curtains before nodding and staring at their legs.
She does as she warned, undoing the side buttons to check their injured legs. From the hips down everything seems normal, until about halfway down his thighs. They look twisted outward, like skin and muscle were turned into taffy and pulled . His knees sit normally, the only mercy Overhaul had given them, but from below that it seems like their bones were included in that twisting. Their joints and bones, all of it twisted and altered, only not breaking apart because of Overhaul’s perfectionism.
It’s disgusting. Overhaul would hate seeing them like this.
They wonder if their skin feels different where it's twisted and scarred. They’d check, but that might interrupt the doctor, however, so they just stare and listen for instruction.
“Hmm, no new testing or scars reopening.” Recovery Girl observes. “Have you felt any pain along the scars or the more twisted areas? Knees not straining to sit or bend?”
The kid blinks and looks over at Recovery Girl. It takes a second for him to collect his thoughts and respond, “Hurts, sometimes. Only when I move wrong.”
“‘Wrong’ isn’t very clear for you, dearie. Sorry.” Recovery Girl says. “I’m going to need a bit more than if we are to do physical tests. I have to see how your muscles are fairing.”
“Sorry.” The kid mumbles. “Trying to bend it hurts. Small movements don’t... Too much will though.”
“I see.” Recovery Girl writes something down on a chart. Still looking at it, she continues, “It’s wonderful you have any movement at all, so even the small ones mean a lot in recovery.”
They just give a small nod to show they heard her, but say nothing else. They weren’t told to, after all.
“We’re going to do some movements to visually check how your legs are, and to keep from worrying about muscle atrophy and blood clots.” Recovery Girl explains. “I will need the others' help with this. I am a tiny old woman and can’t do it alone.”
They knew the other adults were here for a reason. They nod again, only glancing at the two curtains out of curiosity of who Recovery Girl will ask for help from.
"Would you be alright with Midnight and Eraser helping?" Recovery Girl asks.
“Yes.” The kid responds easily, despite not really knowing who those people are.
“I’ll go get them.” Recovery Girl reaches into her pocket and hands him some sort of small plastic bag before she walks past the curtain.
The kid looks down to the bag in the palm of his hand and sees… gummy bears? They’re bright and colorful, completely different from the rest of the lab. They stare at it for a moment, unsure what Recovery Girl wanted from him. They opt for just holding them as they wait.
By the time Recovery Girl comes back with the black haired lady that led him here and the other black haired sleepy looking man, the kid is just poking and squishing at the packet of gummies. Recovery girl frowns when she notices. “Did you not want them?” She asks. “I thought you’d be tired after class today.”
They blink and look down at the plastic packaging. They make a small rip in the plastic and fish out one of the gummy bears. They pop it in his mouth.
It’s surprisingly sweet.
The kid only rushed to eat the candy to not upset Recovery Girl, but it gives a surprising little bit of energy along with the nice taste. Though it's confusing why they would even need energy. It’s the opposite feeling than they expected. Usually if they get too fussy they’re just drugged instead.
They look over at Recovery Girl, but the old lady is watching over to the heroes to make sure they're sanitizing their hands correctly. Both of the adults' hair are tied up as well.
By the time Midnight and Eraser (which is which?) are done sanitizing their hands, the kid has already finished all the gummy bears. They fold up the plastic to not get in the way.
“Okay,” Recovery girl comes back with her chart in hand, Midnight and Eraser following from behind. “We’re going to work from the bottom up. Wiggling toes, rolling ankles, and nerve testing with small zaps of a pen. All basic things that shouldn’t hurt too much. We’ll save the twisted areas for last.”
The kid nods, even when not understanding what the real point of listing everything is. “Okay."
She doesn’t wait much longer to begin directing the two adults on what to do. They have to move the kid’s legs off the foot pedestals, which means unstrapping their legs entirely from his chair, along with moving the blanket onto their lap to stop that from getting in the way as well. Odd sounds come from their legs as the adults move them.
The kid can see the other two adults shadows from behind the curtain, one wont stop moving. They wonder what those two are here to do. Usually, multiple doctors will be working on him with different things at the same time.
All the while, the kid doesn’t react to the sounds or feelings, just watching them to watch. It’s almost amusing how uncomfortable the two look. Almost. Unfortunately for him he can’t feel much right now at all. The whispers of pain are there, but just like always during labs, it goes unchecked and ignored.
Then, Recovery Girl asks, “... Midoriya, how are your pain levels?” Her voice has a different tone in it. They’re not used to hearing that during labs.
“Pain?” The kid tilts their head. Shouldn’t she know that pain isn’t an issue? They won't make a fuss. “It’s fine.” They’ve done so much more without so much as batting an eye, pain won't get in the way. Even if it did, wouldn’t she just drug them like usual?”
“Hmm…” Recovery Girl stares at him in suspicion. Why is she suspicious? Are they doing something wrong? “Can you feel what is happening? No loss of sensations?”
“I can feel it.” It’s a whole lot of feeling, all at once in both of their legs, but it's also nothing more than pins and needles like this.
“... Alright.” Recovery Girl marks something down, while the black haired man glances at the old lady in a similar way that she looked at them before. Black haired girl is frowning.
They definitely did something wrong. They should fix it before his superiors get angry.
"We're going to try bending your knees now. Are you ready, Midoriya?" Recovery Girl asks.
They just nod.
“Okay,” Recovery Girl looks at the two teachers. "Just some light bending, go slow about it, mind the sounds."
They watch as the two teachers frown at each other before focusing on their assigned task. Meanwhile the kid just watched and paid attention to the odd yet familiar fuzzy feeling in their legs.
The black haired lady isn’t as good as black haired man at not reacting to things. She cringes and shivers at the feeling of his bones grinding where they’re twisted up. There also seems to be some muffled gagging behind the curtain at the way they sound, almost like dead trees bending in the wind but not breaking. Just an odd creaking.
Still, throughout it all, the kid doesn’t react or even show any sign of discomfort. All they do is stare and listen, expression just as blank as always. They only react to voices, making sure he misses no orders. He even listens to the voice behind the curtain, comforting the other one, just in case he misses anything.
Recovery Girl eventually waves for the other two to put his legs down. “Midoriya, we have to go talk outside the curtain for a moment. Will you be alright being alone for a moment?”
Recovery Girl makes sure to put the blanket back over the kid’s legs before they all go past the curtain.
They just simply nod in response.
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By the time the three heroes come back around the curtain, Hizashi is looking a little green and is leaning against one of the counters. All Might had been by his side through it all, the retired hero just happened to be here to get his arm checked by Recovery Girl and was kind enough to comfort him through the horrible noises coming from the kid’s legs. He can’t say he doesn’t feel much better though, when his husband quickly takes All Might’s spot in comforting him.
Once Hizashi is able to get a hold of himself enough, mostly thanks to Shouta’s comfort, he looks over at the rest of them. “Is he… alright? ” He asks, uncharacteristically quiet.
Recovery Girl is staring at her notes with a concerned frown. “I don’t know.” She admits. “He should be reacting. Basilisk said he was wincing and uncomfortable the closer it got to class ending, but now it’s nothing .”
“He looks like he is dissociating.” Shouta says, looking at the curtain where Midoriya would be past it. “But he’s also aware. I haven’t seen something like this in a while. Last time I did was at that illegal mutant quirk lab a few years ago.”
Midnight sighs. “The lights are on but nobody’s home, as the Americans say.”
“Illegal mutant quirk lab?” All Might repeats. “His behavior is concerning, yes, but is it really similar to something that extreme?”
“Well, those civilians were experimented on by the worst of the ‘Anti-Mutant Alliance’.” Hizashi starts, frowning. He remembers just how upset Shouta came home that day.
Shouta nods in agreement, continuing for him. “Some of them so often they just sat and obeyed orders. For them, it was easier to just let it happen and go numb.”
Midnight nods in understanding, her eyes full of sorrow. “Midoriya was in a similar place, experimented on and so forth.” She says, voice soft. “When we found the audio recordings in that place… well, it sounds about right.”
“So… the people trapped by the ‘Anti-Mutant Alliance’ would just do whatever they’re told?” All Might asks. “If they were told to..”
He vaguely gestures to the other side of the curtain, where the kid is currently sitting. “If they were told ‘ bend your legs ’, they w–”
No one has time to respond, to say anything, when like clockwork, the sound of creaking- maybe even cracking bone can be heard behind the curtain.
“ No! ” Recovery Girl pushes past All Might and rushes past the curtain, Midnight quickly following after her. Hizashi covers his mouth again, already getting nauseous.
“ Why would you give a command after I just told you he would obey!?” Shouta yells, his jaw clenched just as tight as his fists. His attention is now zeroed in on the retired hero, who seems just as panicked as the rest of them.
If looks could kill, All Might would probably be a pile of dust right now.
Thankfully, the sounds stop soon after. But with the two heroes not returning, there is no way for All Might to escape Shouta’s wrath. Even if Hizashi wanted to stop his husband from punching him, which he finds himself not wanting to get in the middle of it, he can’t with how close he feels to vomiting.
“I-I didn’t think–” All Might glances to the curtain, a noticeable tremor in his hands as looks back at the very pissed Shouta. He raises his hands, whether in surrender or to prepare to hold Shouta back is hard to tell. “I thought that- I don’t know- I just didn’t think he’d listen when we’re not speaking directly to him …!”
Shouta takes a step forward. “Obey means obey! ” He snaps, his unexpected volume making even Hizashi flinch. “It doesn’t matter if you’re talking directly to him or not. He is expected to do exactly as he’s told, he’ll follow orders whether we’re talking to him or not!”
All Might winces, shrinking in on himself as Shouta’s words settle. “I’m- I’m sorry, Eraserhead, I… I wasn’t thinking.”
“No, you weren’t ” Shouta scoffs as he quickly goes over to his husbands side.
Hizashi shakes his head- though not too much to worsen the nausea. He’s managed to avoid any accidents through his own sheer willpower. “I-I’m fine, Sho. We should check on our little listener.” He argues. Sure, Recovery Girl and Midnight would call to them if they didn’t have everything under control, but that doesn’t make him any less worried.
Thankfully, their attention is stolen by Midnight's voice. "No need." She says as she comes back around the curtain, sighing and letting her hair down. "RG asked me to just sedate him so she can repair the new damage. I asked her how bad it is but she said it'll be easier to just tell us all at once."
From the corner of his eye, Hizashi can see All Might cringe away from the group as they all, likely purposefully, ignore him. It’s petty, yes, but none of them can help the anger they feel towards this situation.
Midoriya’s injuries are still so fresh. He shouldn’t have to deal with them getting worse.
Hizashi grimaces and reaches to hold Shouta’s hand again to comfort the both of them. Shouta easily reciprocates, taking his hand and leaning against his side. The four stay like this in silence for a while, none of them brave enough to break the silence again.
It takes a while for Recovery Girl to come back out, and she heads right to her seat before addressing them. Her eyes are a lot more dull and tired than they had been before.
“...what happened…?” Hizashi manages to ask first, only more worried by Recovery Girls' silence.
"I'm assuming you all know how muscles work?" Recovery Girl asks.
"One muscle relaxes to bend as another contracts and vice versa." Shouta answers.
"Correct." Recovery girl sighs. "As you can imagine, a broken leg is hard enough to handle with the way muscles work to allow movement. Midoriya's twisted legs only further complicate things. We had to be so careful with him because the muscles need to adjust slowly to the way his legs are now. Too fast and they can strain and tear. If the twist gets too tight moving then it will squeeze the bones and crack them, as you heard."
Hizashi can feel an ache in his heart as he looks over to the curtain covering the poor kid. “Oh Midoriya..”
One glance at All Might shows just how guilty he looks. Hizashi can’t help but feel bad, of course the man didn’t mean to cause this. Despite how good of a hero he is, All Might isn’t one to handle hyper-sensitive missions like this.
"Luckily, our actions earlier relaxed his muscles to not do too much damage." Recovery Girl continues. Almost instantly Hizashi can feel a weight leave his shoulders. "We just have to be careful what we say when he is like... this . Was he like this before coming here?"
"No, not at all." Midnight shakes her head. "He was talking about his class, asked what we'd be doing- he just seemed nervous as far as I could tell."
"He wasn't like this when he was in the hospital either." Hizashi says. "At least, not when I visited him. Something about this must have felt familiar to something he experienced in the Yakuza, right?" He glances at Midnight, having been the only one here who had known him during that time.
"...The labs ." Midnight groans and rubs her eyes. "This place smells like the lab in the compound. The kid-sized items weren't just for Eri, and he’s said before that he knew what Overhaul's quirk felt like."
Hizashi sighs sadly and pats Midnight's shoulder. “...I know we wanted Midoriya and Eri to settle in a bit more, but maybe we should see if they’d be willing to go through interrogations with Detective Tsukauchi sooner rather than later.” Hound Dog too, but they need to get a better understanding of what Midoriya’s been through. They can’t be sure what to be cautious of if the kid doesn’t tell them anything. Overhaul’s disgusting files only told them so much, and his perspective is greatly flawed.
"That might be for the best." Shouta agrees. "I don't know how Midoriya feels about Overhaul, but he is the only person we have in custody that knows the inner workings of their plans. Overhaul wanted Midnight for something big, something that will affect a lot more than just heroes."
“We’ll ask him once he’s… feeling better.” Hizashi frowns. “I doubt he’ll be very enthusiastic to answer any questions immediately after this.”
"Now might be the best and worst time, honestly." Recovery Girl says. "He'll likely answer anything you ask him, but it'll be a breach of the tentative trust we have with him to do it."
"And we want to avoid that." Shouta cuts in with a sigh. "We also shouldn't mention Eri as a way to convince him to talk as that is just manipulative and something Overhaul was proud of in his reports."
“Our trust with him is probably already damaged after this, we’ll have to be careful of how we approach the questioning.” Hizashi adds, silently noting from the corner of his eye how All Might shrinks back guiltily. “He has a hard time understanding why we are doing ‘so much’ for him at all, so trying to convince him by telling him the truth, that we want to help him , might not work either.” Or it could work for the wrong reasons, that Izuku will feel forced to talk. That won’t help anything either.
"What about his friends?" Midnight asks. "Maybe he'll feel more comfortable talking with them?"
Hizashi shrugs. “I think only Bakugo and Shinso are close enough to him for that. They were visiting Midoriya a lot during his ‘settling in’ week, and they seemed pretty happy afterwards.”
"I can ask them about helping but I make no promises." Shouta says. “Making his friends interrogate him could go south, but their support may be helpful.”
Hizashi nods. “We just have to do what we can to help him.”
"Are we free to move him back to his room?" Midnight asks. "Waking up here is probably a bad idea."
Hizashi nods in agreement. “If he wakes up somewhere he feels safer, hopefully he won't wake up in the same… weird ‘obedience’ headspace.” The teachers all frown at each other at that comment. Yeah, none of them want to cause this reaction again.
"Unfortunately I'm not that kind of doctor, so I can't give input on that." Recovery Girl says. "But I will ask Hound Dog to be ready in the teacher's dorm if he is needed."
"Thank you, Recovery Girl." Hizashi would normally try to fake some kind of smile, but right now, he's too worried about the kid to even try.
Shouta gives him a sneaky nuzzle to his cheek, like the cat he is, as the others begin discussing how to move the kid without being noticed or hurt him more.
All Might tries to offer his help, but is immediately shot down by all of them and basically kicked out by Recovery Girl. He seemed less tense about leaving now that they know the kid is safe.
The kid will be okay. There’s never healing without setbacks.
Notes:
Woah! Two uploads in a month!? I haven't done this in forever!!
Half a semester later and I'm starting to get a good work/life balance!! One reason you should join the server is that I have really good baking/cooking advice cause of college now :33333
Oh! And since everyone's been talking about him, I thought I'd shed some light on Overhauls whereabouts!! Right now, the police and heroes are still on high alert for Overhaul and his lackeys, so he's being smart and lying low until things settle. He hasn't given up on getting Izuku, its certainly not the last we see of him!
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Chapter 37: Cuddle Bunny
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The first thing Rabbit is able to recognize is a dull, aching pain in his legs. Like when they tried to move them before, but worse. So much worse.
Rabbit shoots up to a sitting position, ignoring the way his legs hurt even more from the sharp movements. His eyes dart around as he attempts to identify the threat around him, what's hurting him, someone or something that he hadn’t taken into account.
But as he looks around and moves the blankets off of his legs, he quickly realizes there is nothing that could be hurting him, at least nothing he can see. He’s safe in that regard.
He frowns as he sees bandages peeking out past where his uniform pant legs end. They’re not wrapped up tight, so his nerves thankfully aren’t pitching a fit, but he’s sure they weren’t wrapped up before. But he must be okay if he is in his room and not the lab– clinic with Recovery Girl.
Rabbit leans forward and reaches his hand out to roll up the pant leg, feeling the bandages wrapped up on his leg. He doesn’t feel any sudden flare ups of pain so his nerves aren’t fried again. He lets out a tired sigh as he leans back again to try and remember what happened, though his memory after following Midnight to the clinic is mostly blank.
Anything past his apparent nap in the garden is mostly a blur to be honest.
Rabbit frowns. This is frustrating.
He doesn’t want to be here. Kami knows he didn’t like what Overhaul does or the Yakuza following his orders, but at least he knew what to expect there. He was a hero killer. He was to be used. But here, Rabbit feels like he’s getting confused at every turn. His legs ache, and so does his head now too.
But like a good little prisoner, he bites his tongue. He shifts to try and get comfortable in the bed, seeing how it seems he won’t be moving from here for a while. The heroes probably want him to sit tight while they do… whatever heroes do in their spare time.
He doesn’t even know what happened this time!! Last time he blacked out, he woke up on the floor of his old cell. At least this time, he woke up on his bed.
Oh, and his books are still on the shelf. At least he won't be bored.
Rabbit sighs and grabs a random book to pass the time. While a part of him wishes things would just stop happening, he knows they won't. For whatever reason, bad things just seem to gravitate to him. But it’s fine. They’re used to it.
He feels the heavyweight of exhaustion come over him as he flips through the pages of the book, half reading it, half not. He’s too tired to consider doing anything else, but there's no urge to sleep. Just pure and utter fatigue.
This is how he always is.
Rabbit suddenly freezes when he hears a small ‘click!’ noise at the door leading out to the hallway. He sits up when he hears it open, body tense.
The first thing he sees is some kid, a boy with lavender hair is backing into the room with a wheeled shelf-cart thing. It looks similar to something he has seen in the compound library. Books and jelly pouches are resting on the shelves, but it's all he can really see since the boy is covering most of it.
Said boy also seems to be struggling with the door handle getting caught on something on the back of the cart.
“Stupid door, let go.” The mystery boy mutters.
Rabbit looks over and stares at the person for a moment, watching his struggle silently before he recognizes who it is. He tilts his head as he watches Hitoshi Shinso have a mini-war with the door. He says nothing, just silently closing his book and placing it back on the nightstand.
Shinso huffs as he finally manages to get the cart free. He gains a tiny, satisfied smile at his ‘victory’, and turns to push the cart all the way in. But he looks up and freezes seeing Rabbit staring at him.
"O-oh!" Shinso blushes and quickly tries to casually lean on the cart to cover being seen fighting a door. "I, uh, didn't know you'd be awake yet."
Rabbit blinks at him. "I woke up not long ago." He says softly, holding back any visible signs of amusement. "...seems like you had some trouble." He teases says, raising his eyebrows as he looks at the cart.
"Ah... you saw that." Shinso rubs the back of his neck sheepishly. "Any chance we can pretend that didn't happen? I have a cart of things to think about instead?"
Rabbit shrugs. "Depends on how interesting the distraction is."
"Well, let me show you the goods!" Shinso smirks and rolls the cart over.
"I got more jelly pouches, multiple flavors for you to try. Midnight-sensei said you seemed to like them. And there's books of all kinds, both pre and post quirks, and a special book handmade from a little bunny I visited." Shinso says.
Rabbit perks up, his eyes widening. “The bunny?” She's here! He had almost (or more completely) forgotten. Something in his chest settles remembering that. “She made me a book?” Children can make books?? Wouldn’t that be a difficult feat for a little girl?
"Yep! Since she’s a ward of UA, the teachers have been taking turns in taking care of her. Apparently Aizawa-Sensei looked up crafts for kids, and it resulted in her making this,” Shinso pulls out a, clearly, handmade paper ‘book’ and passes it over.
The 'book' is regular sized printer papers, kept folded in half with staples to make the 'spine' and glued into a dark green construction paper 'cover'. It's the most basic ‘book’ one could make, but still a book. Plus, it's made by the Bunny, so of course it's perfect.
The cover art is of Izuku with flowers in his hair and smiling with a happy Eri next to him. It seems she has evolved past stick men and is drawing simplistic block people. She did remember his freckles this time!
Rabbit looks over the book, his hands lightly tracing over the drawing she made of them. His hands then trace over the ‘title’ of the book, shakily written but still clearly decipherable.
'My Favorite Hero! '
Rabbit smiles softly, not looking away from the book. “... She’s a sweetheart.” He turns the folded paper to see what’s inside.
'This Book Belongs to: Eri Midoriya '
‘Eri’s gotten better at writing her name ’ Rabbit can’t help but notice. Above her name is a drawing of Izuku with a line down the middle, one part Izuku and one part Rabbit.
For some reason, this drawing specifically makes Rabbit freeze.
Rabbit and Izuku are always seen as the same. Nobody really separates them unless he’s the one doing the separating. For some reason, seeing Eri had drawn him as Rabbit and him as Izuku, makes him feel conflicted.
But mostly, he feels happy. Maybe even relieved. He can’t make out why.
He roughly wipes his eyes as he remembers someone else is right there, refusing to be seen tearing up.
When he lifts his head back up, he sees Shinso not even looking at him, instead the items he brought in the cart onto the shelf by the bed. That will make it easier for him to grab things without having to actually get up.
Rabbit takes a deep breath as he calms down, not wanting Shinso to look over and notice. He’ll thank Eri later with a big hug.
“I’m guessing she’s been doing well, then?” Rabbit asks once he’s sure his voice won't waver. “Her drawings have certainly gotten brighter.” He can’t help but remember the times he’d come back after missions, stumbling in with limps or just out of pure exhaustion. The drawings she made while he was gone always showed such clear sadness from the Yakuza, no matter how many happy ‘family’ drawings she made.
"Yeah." Shinso nods, an amused smile breaking over his face. "She was scared at first, but apparently Aizawa reminded her of me, and with Midnight-Sensei also trusting him, it made her like him a lot more.”
His smile falls slightly as his cheeks get red in embarrassment. “She asked if he was my dad, to his face, so I just hid for like.. two days from him."
Shinso rubs the back of his hair, messing up his already wild hair, much to Rabbit's irritation.
Rabbit tilts his head and waves him over. “I can see it. You’re both tired all the time.”
Shinso chuckles and walks around the cart and in front of Rabbit. "I know. The class already theorizes that we're related and Todoroki thinks the photo of my actual dad is fake."
There’s a logical solution to that. “Have your dad come in and let your class compare the two of them.” Rabbit leans closer to Shinso to be about to comb his fingers through the back of his hair. He doesn’t even try to deny the urge to preen Shinso, he just does. To his surprise, Shinso doesn’t move away.
“R-right.” Shinso’s cheeks get more red and his small smile becomes more relaxed.
Rabbit’s hands still momentarily before he’s able to push back his surprise and continue, albeit more confused than before. Shinso lowers his guard so easily… he would lecture him for it if it didn’t make Rabbit feel just as content.
He can tell him off later.
Rabbit eventually stops when content with the messy waves now being slightly more tame. “There you go…” He mumbles. He can’t help the way one hand slides from the back of Shinso’s head to his cheek. “You should make sure to look presentable, little hero.”
Almost immediately upon hearing that, Shinso takes a sharp breath as his face gets more warm. An unexpected reaction.
“You called me that in the mall.” Shinso says, quietly. Their eyes cautiously meet. “Was wondering why you didn’t after coming here.”
“I'm not sure.” Rabbit admits, keeping his voice just as low. He can’t bring himself to speak much louder, almost in fear of ruining the moment. Whatever ‘the moment’ even is. “I suppose it depends on what feels right.”
Shinso huffs out an amused laugh. “Ah, mysterious as always.” His eyes glance away for only a moment before looking back. This time, the look in them is one he’s never received before. It’s… soft.
Rabbit’s expression softens against his will. It’s hard not to melt when Shinso’s looking at him like that. “Of course. I can’t reveal all my secrets at once.” He mumbles as his thumb traces over the boy's cheek. “I have to keep things interesting.”
“You certainly do that, often without even trying.” Shinso chuckles fondly. His hand comes up to hold Rabbit’s, but he doesn’t stop his caress or pull him away. Incredibly unexpected. “Makes me glad I wanted to stick around. Things would be boring without you.”
Rabbit stares at him. “Do you not regret it?” He asks.
“No.” Shinso responds with zero hesitation, not even missing a beat. Like he was expecting that question. “I worry. And I have to deal with people questioning me. But no, I’ve never regretted meeting or choosing you.”
Rabbit frowns, trying to understand. “I think I’m questioning you too.” He says. “I lied to you. From the moment we first met, I lied. Your loyalty is… impressive. And appreciated. But I don’t expect you to be.”
But Shinso doesn’t waver. “Hmm... I guess we must remember that day differently.” He nuzzles into Rabbit’s palm, closing his eyes. “I remember a loving, sweet older brother trying to do his best for a little girl in his care. I remember laughing and having fun. I remember you not caring about my ‘villainous’ quirk.” He opens his eyes again, looking at Rabbit. “What I don’t remember, is ever asking you if you were a villain, or a criminal, or a murderer. And I certainly don’t remember being told ‘no’. We just joked about child crimes.”
Rabbit stares at Shinso with a look of pure awe, unable to control the shock and confusion he feels from being visible. “I… still. Being around you, giving you information, as little as it was, still put you in danger.” He argues, though he wasn’t nearly as firm as he tried to come across as.
“But you also got me out of danger.” Shinso counters. “Shigaraki would have taken me that day in the mall, but you got me out safe and even sent Sensei to find me. You didn’t have to do that, to risk your own safety for me, but you did anyway. From the sounds of it, you were in a lot more danger than I was in our relationship.”
Suddenly, the urge to pull Shinso closer, to hug him and nuzzle against him, is almost unbearable. Rabbit has to resist the urge, but it's quickly becoming a losing battle. “I’m also a hero killer.” He bluntly states. “You can’t actually tell me that has never affected or upset you.”
“Eh, not really.” Maybe this boy is just insane. “Most reports on those heroes killed show corruption or letting things go for their own benefit. Most had ties to the Yakuza. I was only upset about Hellfire because of what he tried to do to you. Pretty sure my mom was ready to kill him when she heard about him on the news.”
“And for being affected…” Shinso suddenly blushes a lot more and hides his face against Rabbit’s hand. “I wouldn’t say you being dangerous is a negative quality to have.” He mutters.
Rabbit's face gets equally as red the moment he understands. Now he wants to hide. “I-I don’t think you’re supposed to… feel like that towards the enemy…” He grumbles, gently urging Shinso closer. When he moves, Rabbit does as well to be able to nuzzle against Shinso's neck and hide burning face.
"Yeah, the bombiranian already got onto my case about it." Shinso admits quietly, melting into his hold at the nuzzles. He has to rest a hand on the bed to stay up. "I had my little ‘self discovery’ at the mall. You picked me up like it was nothing, and the claws... you get the idea."
Rabbit’s face only gets more red as he ducks his face into Shinso’s neck. “That's why you reacted like that...” He mumbles to himself. “…that’s not very hero-like of you.” He halfheartedly grumbles.
"To be fair, I wasn't in the hero course yet! I was just brought to the mall with them." Shinso sighs, tilting his head so it's more comfortable for Rabbit. "I also have yet to see any rule or law about being attracted to dangerous people. I can get away with it."
“… Not from me.” Rabbit grumbles. “Maybe those heroes will let you get away with it, but I won’t.”
"Oh? I can't find danger attractive?" Rabbit tenses for a moment as Shinso’s free hand reaches up to run his fingers through his hair. His first instinct is to pull away, a sharp stab of fear running through him.
But then that fear settles as he recognizes how different the action is compared to the pats he would get from the compound. No, this is more like preening, like what Dark Shadow did. Rabbit melts into it, weakly nuzzling Shinso’s neck as his own eyes close, practically hypnotized. He didn’t realize how much he was craving such closeness until Shinso showed up. He feels like a dehydrated child thrown into a river. He can’t get enough, can’t pull away. He doesn’t want to.
He barely manages to remember Shinso even asked a question.
“No.. you’re not allowed to.” Rabbit mumbles with little to no conviction. He doesn’t even try. “Danger is dangerous.”
He can hear the smile in Shinso’s voice as he says, “But I like your danger, it feels safe.”
“That’s not how danger works.” Rabbit argues.
"Why not? You were dangerous to Shigaraki at the mall but protected me, kept me safe." Shinso murmurs.
“…I can still hurt you, little hero.”
And wow, those words feel absolutely disgusting coming from his lips. Rabbit regrets saying it as soon as he does, and he suddenly doubts he ever could. His hands dart over to grab at Shinso’s shirt to have something of him to hold onto. He’s not brave enough to hug him. “It’s dangerous to be so closely connected to a killer.” His hands dig into the fabric, not wanting to pull away. Not understanding why Shinso won’t do it himself.
Shinso’s voice is as soft as ever. "My life is already dangerous with my quirk." He kisses the side of Rabbit's head. "At least I get to choose to be around you, danger or not."
Rabbit lets out a squeak of shock and embarrassment, now just hiding and unmoving against him. “…Fine. Be dumb if that’s what you want.”
He’d normally be far more resistant, normally hold his ground, but he can’t exactly focus when Shinso’s playing with his hair and even kissing him!! How is he supposed to fight back like this!?
Shinso's playing an unfair game, and it's obvious he knows when he continues pressing kisses to the side of Rabbit’s head and says, “Only dumb for you~.”
Rabbit suddenly understands- remembers - why he adores Shinso in the first place. Still, he’s not sure how to… do this. He’s not used to this warmth, to this gentle touch and genuine affection. He should reciprocate, right? Give Shinso just as much care as he’s showing him. But he’s not sure how to do that.
But at the same time, Shinso doesn’t seem to mind. He seems happy just holding Rabbit close and kissing him. He doesn’t push for more either. His kisses are affectionate, yeah, but in safe places like his forehead or his hair. His hands stay on the bed and just gently petting Rabbit's hair.
Maybe... maybe just being there is enough? No expectations. No moving past what Rabbit feels comfortable with. Just existing together.
Maybe with Shinso…
Maybe he can risk letting his guard down a little more?
Shinso has never hurt them. He’s never pushed too far or been rude. He’s not intimidated by him or someone that could have been a target.
He was just… someone that happened to be there, a blinding light of kindness through the torture and bloodshed.
This is nice. Rabbit can admit that he may not know what he’s doing, how relationships like these work, but he can learn. Learning is what he’s good at.
Shinso holds him for a bit longer before he, reluctantly, pulls back and helps Rabbit steady himself on the bed too. He coughs out a laugh. “I came here to deliver books and to update you, but instead ended up hugging and kissing you.” Shinso says sheepishly. “You are too distracting sometimes.”
“Don’t blame me for your shortcomings.” Rabbit halfheartedly huffs before tilting his head at him. “‘Update on what happened’...?” He repeats.
"Yeah, Sensei didn't know if you'd remember what happened in the med bay or not." Shinso shrugs.
“Ah…” Rabbit shakes his head. “No, I don’t. It’s all a blur.” He looks down at his aching legs, half forgotten from the bundle of warmth that is Shinso.
"That's alright. Probably for the best really." Shinso says with a grimace. "You were a bit… odd about it and your legs got messed up."
Rabbit glares down at his legs. “Yeah. It was the first thing I noticed when I woke up.” He confirms. “I felt the same way I did after being in the labs.”
"The labs?" Shinso tilts his head.
“Yeah.” Rabbit shrugs. “I tend to forget a lot after Overhaul does his experiments on me, I come back to myself exhausted and sometimes sore if he focuses on something specific.”
“I… oh. I didn’t know that happened,” Shinso says slowly. “I thought you were just an analyst?”
“Kinda.” Rabbit shrugs. “The analyst stuff only happened after getting kidnapped. The original reason I was there was for Overhaul to find out what made me quirkless and the differences in a quirkless vs quirked person's DNA.”
"It's not just a quirk factor?" Shinso asks. "I never paid much attention in biology class."
“They don’t go into much detail in school anyway.” Rabbit shrugs. “The basics is that quirks are ingrained and weaved into a quirked person's DNA, there are an infinite amount of possibilities of what a quirk could be but only a select few are used by the body. It’s why quirks can mutate and change in a living person. But quirkless bodies don’t have any of that.”
He continues, smiling in interest. “There are actually more differences in the quirkless human body than I realized. Like goosebumps, wisdom teeth, the appendix, plica semilunaris, and tail bones. All of which seems to be something only quirkless people have.”
"...I only know what maybe two of those are." Shinso comments.
“…Right.” Rabbit sighs. “Goosebumps are kind of like the stuff that make fur puff up with animal-mutant quirks, I can feel them when cold or for other reasons. Wisdom teeth are just extra teeth that grow in at a random time, usually around teenage years, and cause a lot of issues like pain. An appendix is an organ that has a tendency to explode. The plica semilunaris is a nictitating membrane, or a third eyelid like snakes have. And a tail bone is exactly as it sounds like. Bones meant for a tail that I don’t have.”
"You... you have an organ that just explodes??" Shinso looks horrified.
“Only once. Exploding organs tend to be unhealthy.” Rabbit points out.
"I- I guess? Yeah?" Shinso does not look reassured.
“It’s okay, I didn’t die.” Rabbit shrugs. “I don’t remember much from that, but I don’t have that organ anymore.”
“Anyways, All that to say, quirks affect our biology a lot more than we thought. If Overhaul wanted to achieve his goal, he had to use me.” He surmises.
Shinso isn’t good at hiding the relieved expression on his face. Maybe he didn’t like talking about his boyfriends exploding organs. Well, Rabbit thought it was interesting at least. "I thought his goal was Trigger?"
“No. Trigger was a big money maker for them, but he wouldn’t have needed me or the little bunny for just Trigger.” Rabbit hums as he collects his thoughts. He has to explain this in a way to help Shinso understand. “He wanted to fully destroy quirks, both for the Yakuza and his own personal views on the world. He knew that he likely wouldn’t be able to eradicate them from Japan, but if only the Yakuza caused people’s quirks to be destroyed, only the Yakuza could have and distribute the antidote.”
Shinso frowns."...That's horrifying."
Rabbit nods in agreement. “He would make the Yakuza have almost complete control over Japan, make them prominent again, while also being able to fulfill his personal goal of getting rid of the quirks that he sees as a sickness around him.” Rabbit says.
"How would studying you help with that?" Shinso asks, confused, before seeming to realize the answer on his own. "Wait, was he looking for the missing link of quirks? But that's never been found before! Scientists have tried since the beginning!"
“Kind of, yeah.” Rabbit nods. “He wanted to destroy quirks permanently while keeping the actual person alive. I’m unsure if he found out how, but I know he stopped experimenting on me a few months before I got the little bunny out. He was planning on restarting her testing that week.”
"He was testing her too!? She's a baby!"
"That's what I'm saying!" Rabbit exclaims, glaring down at his lap. “That's what I’ve been saying!! Her experiments were only paused because Overhaul focused more on ‘creating Night Rabbit’ and put the whole ‘destruction of quirks’ thing on the backburner. So many times I wanted to get her out of there, but no. Logically I couldn’t. There would be nowhere to go and no hero would trust me the moment my villain identity was found out.”
Rabbit’s gaze drifts to where the worst of his injuries on his legs are. "I wish I got her out sooner. I don't know why I didn't risk it."
"Maybe finding someone safe to leave her with was hard?" Shinso offers, his voice much more gentle than his. "It seems like you only got the chance after Midnight-sensei was taken and you could get direct hero information."
“I don’t know, I just know I hated it. Having to just… sit there and wait…” Rabbit huffs. “I planned so many different ways to fight Overhaul, every scenario, every means of defeating him… but whenever Overhaul was actually in front of me, I couldn’t do anything. I froze.”
"That sounds like a fear or trauma response." Shinso points out. "I had that a few times in middle school. A kid with a strong quirk hurt me a lot and I always said I'd use mine to stop him 'next time', but when I saw him I'd just freeze up and get hurt again."
Rabbit looks at Shinso with a conflicted expression, both at what his words mean for himself, and the fact Shinso got hurt by other kids. He wants to deny the suggestion that he was scared, But he’s quickly reminded that he just promised himself to try and let his walls down around Shinso. That means being vulnerable, right?
“…Overhaul was terrifying.” Rabbit mumbles. “Whenever he was around I… I don’t know. Everything felt weird, like I wasn’t fully in my own mind.”
"Like, disassociating?" Shinso asks. At Rabbit’s head tilt of confusion, he continues. “Short version is it's where your brain kinda goes on autopilot and you zone out when something reminds you of trauma. ‘Fight or flight’ becomes that instead.” He explains.
"Long version is psychology I'm sure I wouldn’t be able to explain accurately." Shinso shrugs.
Rabbit pauses to think before nodding. “Maybe. It certainly did feel like being on ‘autopilot’ more than anything else. I moved and talked without thinking.”
"It would also explain the gaps in memory." Shinso shrugs. "I can get you some books about it from the library? They haven't been able to renovate that area yet so the bookshelves are still too close for your chair."
“Sure.” Rabbit nods. “I need things to do to waste time anyway.”
"I'll bring it next time I come visit." Shinso says, giving his usual grin. "I hope what I brought now is something you'd like, I know the Eri one is."
“I trust your judgment.” Rabbit says. “I’m sure I’ll be interested in some of them.” If nothing more, he’s curious of what Shinso would think he’d like.
"Hopefully." Shinso chuckles and pats the books. "Some are lesson books to catch up with the year but I got some fiction and stuff too."
“Right, school.” Rabbit nods in understanding. “I have to make sure to catch up quickly before I fall even more behind...” He can’t risk upsetting or disappointing the heroes, so he should spend his free time trying to catch up before indulging in any recreational activities.
“The principal understands, It's not like you skipped or anything.” Shinso shrugs.
“That doesn’t mean anything.” Rabbit shakes his head. “I have to catch up and more to prove my worth here.”
"Prove...?" Shinso frowns. "You... don't have to prove your 'worth' to stay here, bunny. They're not gonna kick you out or anything over grades."
“You can’t be so sure of that.” Rabbit shrugs. “I have responsibilities here that I have to fulfill if I want everything to stay peaceful. I shouldn’t push my luck with the heroes.”
"Bunny..." Shinso slowly takes one of Rabbit's hands, giving him time to pull away if he wants. "It's not like that here. The teachers and Nedzu want you here to heal and be happy, that’s not conditional."
Rabbit frowns and looks at their joined hands, hesitating for a moment before he gently holds Shinso’s as well. “That doesn’t make sense.” He mumbles. “Why would they want that?”
"They’re heroes and teachers, it's just part of who they are to help kids and teens. Plus, Aizawa has been on your missing persons case from the beginning, he was always looking for you." Shinso says.
Rabbit frowns, still confused. “...I... I still don’t understand. It doesn’t make sense to me. I’m sorry.” He mumbles sheepishly.
"That's okay!" Shinso gives his hand a soft squeeze. "That's okay. You don't have to understand right now, kindness can be like that when you grow up without it. Just let them keep showing it, and it will make more sense with time, okay?"
Rabbit looks at their hands again and nods. “Alright... I’ll trust you.” He says.
"Thanks, it means a lot to hear that after everything." Shinso leans forward and kisses Rabbit's forehead.
Rabbit’s face gets red again as he glances away. He wishes he could do more to show his appreciation. (Or whatever it is he’s feeling), but instead opts to just squeeze Shinso's hand a bit tighter.
"Heh, cute." Shinso chuckles. "Want to read together? It's the weekend so I'm free to be here until curfew or you want to kick me out."
“Sure... company sounds better than being alone.” Rabbit’s not too used to company, but he prefers the small moments he gets it. Sometimes everything is just far too quiet.
"Cool. Should I drag a chair in or join you on the bed?" Shinso offers. "Not sure how up for physical touch you are."
Rabbit considers for a moment. “...We can sit together for now. I’m just... not used to this, but I don’t mind it.”
"Okay, let me know if it gets to be too much and I can move." Shinso helps shift Rabbit over so there's enough room for both of them on the bed.
Rabbit silently nods as if Shinso’s words have no effect on him. As if this wasn’t the first time he was given a choice like this. As if he’s had other people actually take his feelings into account.
It shouldn’t be the first time, right? He had a life before the Yakuza, a life that was good… right?
Rabbit doesn’t remember.
But that’s okay.
He shifts a bit to lean against Shinso, so he can nuzzle against him. It’s okay because Shinso is showing him that kindness...
If Shinso thinks things will make more sense with time, then he’ll trust that, even just a little bit. He’ll hold out a small bit of hope, because Shinso’s never hurt them before. They trust him.
Notes:
Happy Halloween guys!! I seem to be getting back into the habit of updating once a week! No promises, but I'll do my best to keep this streak up. Only 5 or so more weeks until the semester is over too, so hopefully I'll be able to pre-edit chapters! We're slowly but surely getting to the chapters that I'm suuuper exited for :3 might even do another countdown! Hehe
But no worrying about that!! Rabbit got to meet Shinso *properly* and fall head over heels as he should. Izuku will pop back up soon, don't worry, but most often you'll see Rabbit and Izuku switching between each other even as more alters are slowly sprinkled in. Hope you enjoyed this chapter!!
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Chapter 38: The Interrogation
Notes:
Did I say that I might start updating weekly again??? Lets.... ignore how long its been....
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The next few hours were spent reading in comfortable silence. Hitoshi was leaning against his side, the pressure against him comfortable and warm. At least, for the most part. But eventually the pressure became far too much and far too overwhelming, which turned into Rabbit overthinking for the next ten minutes. Thankfully for him, his boyfriend noticed pretty quickly when he started twitching and shifting away.
Although Rabbit didn’t exactly confirm nor deny his discomfort, Hitoshi decided to take his vagueness as enough confirmation to ask him If he needed to move. He followed through without question.
Even while Hitoshi had packed up his stuff into the library cart, the two continued talking. Though it was mostly Hitoshi talking while Rabbit listened, he still got to learn some new information. One of which is some sort of… police ‘interview’ with the detective on his case that he’s going to do. In other, less polite terms that the boy was probably avoiding, he’s being interrogated.
He knew he likely wouldn’t be able to get out of it, but that doesn’t feel any less frustrating. The only positive way to twist this is the knowledge that he got warned at all.
And yet, Rabbit feels pity well up inside him as Hitoshi reassures him. How could he be so blatantly confident that the heroes, or anyone else in this god forsaken building, have good intentions?? How ignorant does one have to be to trust heroes in such a way??
They don’t care. Rabbit knows that all too well.
Apart of him wishes he could be ignorant like before. But he knows all too well now, and he refuses to let them scare him. He knows to do what he’s told, to act how they want him to, and if he does then he shouldn’t get into trouble. They could always make up some reason to punish him, but not everything is beyond his control in that way. Rabbit has to do all he can to make sure he balances everything they want from him correctly. It’s an exhausting performance, but one that will kill him if he tries to stop.
He should be used to that at this point.
Rabbit couldn’t get himself to relax with the knowledge of his soon-to-be interrogation. After Hitoshi left, it was the only thing he could think about. He knows how risky this is. So much can go wrong. The information he has might not be enough.
The kiss Hitoshi and him shared before he left was a good distraction for a while, though. He didn’t expect the way his stomach did flips in his chest, nor how quickly his cheeks would warm. It nearly made him dizzy.
But that’s all it managed to be, a temporary distraction. Rabbit found his anxiety persistent, no matter what he did to try and will his beating heart to slow down.
He wants to feel normal again. He’s stuck feeling weird and tense, like his muscles just won’t let up and relax. He’s not usually like this- at least he’s pretty sure he’s not. But it’s like how he should normally act and feel was too far away to pull back up, like he was grasping at straws in an attempt to drag out something that just couldn’t be pulled back in.
Eventually Rabbit gave up. He understood that feeling normal likely wouldn’t happen until the interrogation was over with.
So when the next day rolled around, Rabbit wasted no time and got ready first thing in the morning.
If he remembers correctly, Hitoshi said that the interrogation would happen in Eraserhead’s on-campus apartment rather than any sort of police station, like they don’t want him to leave UA grounds or something.
Which makes sense. Kinda. It’s not like he could reasonably escape with his legs so messed up. Maybe if he was allowed to make some support gear he could reasonably attack someone, but even then, he hasn’t, and he can’t, so why wouldn’t they be able to take him to a police station? It’s not like he doesn’t belong there.
Maybe it’s for control reasons. Overhaul always used to have a strict grasp on where and when he went out, especially when he first got there. It could be like that- they want to see his loyalty, or just obedience, before they’ll let him out. It’s the only thing that makes sense in his head.
He knows why they do this logically, they can’t just outright say that they’re testing him, but still! Why does everyone always try to make things more complicated than they need to be? It’s not fun to figure out such important things that are related to him and his imprisonment. He may not be fully locked inside, he can go out during lunch, just like the garden in the compound, so he has some wiggle room, but it’s not ideal.
And Eri is… also stuck here. But she seems to be doing better with the heroes taking care of her. Hitoshi also seems like he’d want to protect her if push comes to shove judging by their conversation yesterday, but would he protect her against the heroes? He seems to think they want what is right, but if they tried hurting her, would he take her side?
Rabbit’s not sure, but for now he can only hope Hitoshi is trustworthy with his sister.
This is pathetic.
He hates that he’s not the one to protect Eri anymore. How can he know she’s safe if he’s not taking care of her? How can he be sure she’s being taken care of if it’s not him? He’s hardly gotten to see her since they were brought to UA, and he can only be reassured of her comfort based on the words of Midnight or Eraserhead or Hitoshi- and what if he’s being steered wrong? Rabbit can’t be sure, and if he’s being honest, its infuriating.
It’s worse knowing he isn’t sure he’d be able to kill them if they ended up hurting her. He wants to guarantee her safety, but he can’t even do that much.
But it’s fine. This is fine.
One thing at a time.
With a new sort of somberness, Rabbit finishes getting ready and fixing his hair as best he can without a mirror. He refuses to use mirrors, even covering up the one in his bathroom just to avoid seeing himself as much as he can. Something about his own reflection feels wrong , like he’s staring at a porcelain doll of an exhausted, disgraceful husk of a person.
Finally, a knock at the door.
“Hey nerd,” Comes a rough, familiar voice from the door. “I was sent here to be your escort. You decent?”
Rabbit’s body tenses more upon hearing that voice. He knows who this is, even if he can’t fully remember. He remembers the emotions that come with.
Rabbit lets out a reluctant sigh. “…yeah, come in.” He can’t do anything about it now, he just has to get through it.
The door opens to reveal a blond, spiky haired Bakugo standing there, not in his school uniform. Instead he has on baggy jeans and a shirt with a skull on it. Is it the weekend? He doesn’t remember.
“Hey,” Bakugo nods to him in greeting. “Eyebags had a video chat with his family and has Eri with him. Something about friends her age or whatever.”
Rabbit glares at the boy nearly on instinct. Bakugo using the little bunny as a talking point was probably meant to be reassuring, but from him? It makes him far more annoyed than anything. So annoyed he can’t find himself happy that his dear little sister is speaking to kids her age. That’s probably important. But when it’s from Bakugo, it’s clearly only being used to get on his good side.
Bakugo rubs the back of his neck when at Rabbit’s glare. “Yeah, yeah, but Sensei thought having her there for the interview might bring up bad memories for her. And Shinso is like, her second favorite person, so he has her instead. Not sure why I’m here, figured they’d want our moms here for this."
Rabbit’s only solace is that Eri won’t have to also be interrogated. She doesn’t deserve to be treated the same way they’d treat him.
“I’m not sure why you are either.” Rabbit agrees. His voice is sickeningly soft despite the sharp malice hidden deep inside it. He wonders if his tone is easy to disregard as just friendly. “But then again, heroes do tend to make… stupid mistakes, don’t they?”
Bakugo winces and averts his gaze. “Right…”
Rabbit watches as Bakugo’s usually scowling expression quickly crumbles into something different, more reminiscent of confusion. Maybe it’s the way he grips his arms, or how he falls silent from those simple words, but its almost like he wasn’t expecting such an outwardly targeted remark from him.
Rabbit just stares at him, unwavering, because why should he feel bad? He knows this boy used to torment him. Maybe he doesn’t fully remember it, but he knows, like it’s just a fact of the universe.
Eventually, Bakugo clears his throat. “So, uh, I’m taking you to Sensei’s apartment, since he’s busy talking to the detective or whatever.” He says, still avoiding eye contact. “The interview will be in his office-area.”
Rabbit sighs, practically deflating in his chair. Catching Bakugo off guard was fun, even if only a little, but now he has to actually deal with the issues at hand. “If I have to.”
He only doesn’t protest because he knows it means little to nothing to try. His complaints will always fall on deaf ears.
“Cool,” Bakugo takes a step backwards, uncharacteristically awkward. “I”ll get the doors for you. I wont like, try to touch your chair or anything.”
“…alright.” Rabbit glares at him for a moment longer as the hero-student does exactly what he said, opening and holding open the door. While he wants Bakugo nowhere near him, he’ll play nice for now. If he must. So he reluctantly grabs the wheels of his chair and begins rolling himself forward and out of the room.
Like promised, Bakugo doesn’t touch his chair, instead staying slightly in front of him to lead the way across the long hall. Unlike what Rabbit would expect, there aren’t any heroes out in the hall like expected, but that doesn’t necessarily mean they’re not around. One of them is in an office with a detective- likely others are watching his every move.
Hopefully not Nedzu though. Negotiations with him is like playing a game of shogi.
Rabbit takes note of every door they pass, deciding right here that it would be a good idea to memorize the layout of UA. If push comes to shove, having escape routes could avoid an incident like the raid. If he just manages to move, even in a wheelchair, as long as he’s prepared, he can save himself.
Eventually they get to Aizawa’s apartment, which isn’t far from the front door of the teacher dorms (paranoid much?), but on the outside it really doesn’t look like much. Which is kind of shocking, considering most heroes he’s found the homes of live in luxurious places he couldn’t even dream of. He’s had to stay in a lot more rooftop gardens than he ever thought he would.
Rabbit sighs as he takes in the new information. With no notebook to write down his thoughts, he finds his hands tightening against the wheels, making the callouses forming on his hands hurt worse than before. It’s annoying, but doesn’t matter anyways. He doubts they’d let him analyze ‘mundane’ things, as Overhaul used to say.
Rabbit never saw non-quirk analysis as mundane. He likes analyzing things, no matter how big or small. Heroes and quirks have to do with his job, so of course he did that most, but he also liked analyzing patterns and flowers. Different art forms like movies, songs, and paintings always were fascinating to him. It was just something he could never do with how little of free time he was allowed. He was always working.
Honestly, he started to detest analysis.
Flashy heroes become boring to analyze. Their weaknesses were different, yes, but somehow it all became mundane. Honestly, he half wished he could have just started hands-on killing sooner. The thought of killing was more natural to him that he realized. But every time he wanted to try, strange feeling in the back of his head became exponentially more prominent, it willed him to hold back, so he did. Not just because of the headache it would cause, but he just knew he shouldn’t push it. Whatever that feeling was told him he wasn’t ready to kill yet, even if he felt he was.
He wasn’t going to push that feeling, so he waited. It’s not like Overhaul gave him orders to kill.
Hellfire was a strange first kill though. Too many mixed emotions bubble up when he thinks about that fake hero. It’s hard to fully remember what had happened outside of using his claws, finally, for what they were meant for. The massive headache after didn’t do him much favors in the remembering department.
Memory issues aren’t common during missions, but he’s always had them while in the Yakuza. Most of what his life consisted of before the Yakuza is practically inaccessible to him. He never brought it up to Overhaul though, and the man never noticed.
(Sometimes, instead of the world just going blank, he has strange ‘memories’ of pure green. Vegetation would surround him, and trees were everywhere. A forest, he realized. Sometimes there were vague figures of others, but he could never see them long enough to make them out. But it didn’t matter. The forest in his mind was relaxing, safe. Even if it was a strange dream, retreating to his mind like this was like a warm blanket being wrapped around him while bleeding bruises healed.)
“Hey, we’re here.” Bakugo’s grating voice brings Rabbit back to the present. He shakes away his thoughts and focuses on the present. He’s supposed to be on guard and ready for anything, he can’t do that if his mind wanders again. That’s not safe.
“Right.” Rabbit grumbles, his expression hardening as he prepares for the worst. He’s never been through a police interrogation, considering the whole thing about him is not getting caught. Overhaul did teach him the basics on how to handle these situations, but the main focus had always been to make sure it doesn’t happen. Overhaul always promised he’d come back to get him in these situations.
That’s clearly not happening anytime soon.
But it’s fine. He can adapt. He’ll survive whatever heroes and police will throw at him, even if it’s just words instead of quirks.
Bakugo knocks on the door, and soon after, the exhausted looking Eraserhead opens it for them.
“You’re on time, good.” Eraser steps back inside for Bakugo to hold the door open instead. His voice can still be heard as he says, “The detective is already here, so we can get started.”
Rabbit shakily exhales as he keeps his head down. As much as he would rather shoot an insult or something back at Eraserhead, he’s actually one of the few heroes that have been trying to be professional, rather than subject him to constant discomfort. Though he doesn’t know what happened in what felt like the labs, he’ll at least give him a cautious benefit of the doubt.
He wheels himself inside, not sparing Bakugo another glance. Eraserhead sends him away with a nod.
Rabbit focuses on the apartment once the doors are closed. It’s certainly not what he expected for the tired man. He expected him to have boring white, gray, and black interior with the most basic of necessities and that’s it. But it’s like a whole other person lives here! There’s color and a surprising amount of music related decorations like posters and different instruments in the corners. If it wasn’t for the spare capture scarf by the door, and the cat on a table staring directly into Rabbit’s soul, he would have thought he was lied to.
Either he lives with someone else who really loves music- maybe Present Mic- which would be odd, or he comes over often enough that all of his stuff is just lying around.
Eraserhead gets his attention by directing him where to go, petting the cat as he passes. Is that one of the ones from Present Mic’s house? It looks… familiar? Maybe that’s why he has so much stuff here. He probably pet-sits for Eraserhead often since he’s busy so much.
Rabbit pauses in front of the cat to lightly pet it again, just like he did when he broke into Present Mic’s house. He doesn’t plan on wheeling himself forward and petting, but the cat seemed to take the affection as an invitation to hop onto his lap and claim it as their own. They don’t have a care in the world for who Rabbit is, they just lay down and stare into his eyes like they’re demanding he pet them more.
Rabbit awkwardly freezes in place, unsure of what to do. He looks over at Eraserhead to see the hero staring at him with his brows raised, making him feel even more tense. But he knows it would be an insult to everything he holds dear if he upset the animal. It foolishly trusted him enough to hop onto his lap, so he won’t break that trust.
With a bit of trouble, Rabbit runs his hand over the cats back while he slowly wheels himself along the hallway. It’s not a smooth ride, but the cat seems content anyways.
He catches up to Eraserhead and glares at the heroes odd expression. “What is it?” Rabbit asks, a bit harsher than intended.
“Bastard hates everyone, he barely even tolerates me.” Is all Eraserhead responds with before walking down the hallway. Rabbit blinks and looks down at the cat, only now noticing a collar on the cat with the name tag ‘Rat Bastard’ on it.
He smothers the amused smile that threatened to appear on his face. He focuses on moving forward and carefully navigating the thin hallway.
Somehow, Eraserhead shows no worry for himself or his cat as he opens a door at the very end of the hallway, moving in it and holding it open for Rabbit. Inside is a neat and tidy office with a big desk in the corner with a very obvious detective behind it, a bunch of overflowing filing cabinets, and more band posters.
The detective is the only important thing in this room, and even he isn’t very notable either. His eyes are a near perfect black, if it wasn’t for the pecks of a lighter brown only noticeable from the sun shining through the windows. His hair is pin-straight and short, like any classic boring men’s haircut, and also black. He’s wearing casual clothing too, besides the fact he’s holding himself in a very professional way, there is a chance Rabbit wouldn’t have even realized he was a cop.
The man is plainer than Overhaul in a world where no one is plain thanks to quirks, and that’s saying a lot.
When Rabbit wheels himself into the room, the detective stands up to greet them with a small bow. “Good morning, Midoriya. I’m Detective Tsukauchi of the Musutafu City Department.” The detective explains. “I’ve been on your missing persons case from the start. It’s a relief that the heroes managed to find you.”
Rabbit looks him up and down before physically restraining himself from rolling his eyes.
‘Play nice, Rabbit. You have to play nice.’
“Hello, Detective.” Rabbit sighs. He wheels himself into the middle of the room, in front of the desk where they likely want him anyways. “It’s nice to meet you.” he forces himself to say. It’s odd hearing his voice without the voice changer. It’s soft, almost gentle sounding. It doesn’t fit.
“And you as well,” Tsukauchi nods as Eraserhead moves to stand by the detectives side. “I had hoped for better circumstances, but considering your case and the events around it, the situation you’re currently in is better than we could have expected.”
That sentence feels like a slap in the face the most logical conclusion at the same time. A quirkless kid, a hero killer, a yakuza member, a yakuza traitor- an enemy of all, and yet he’s still come out alive, despite everything that should have killed him.
Rabbit doesn’t know if that’s a good thing or not. Lingering inside him is the wish that he never even lasted this long, a want that he’s felt for a long time. It’s one that hasn’t gone away, no matter how much he pushed it down, no matter what he did to remind himself he was still needed. It was always there. And he remembers how he felt that day, on the brink of death, and yet brought back despite how much he fought and begged to be let go. Is being alive, with everything he’s had to endure, really a good thing?
“I suppose so.” Is all he responds with. Because yeah, it’s a good thing for them. The heroes have someone to point fingers at now. They can finally announce to the public that they did it, they caught the elusive Hero Killer, and they can come out looking like the heroes everyone believes they are. If Rabbit had just died without hero intervention, it wouldn’t look nearly as good for them. And on top of that, they have a villain to interrogate. Of course him being here is a good thing for them.
Rabbit eventually asks, “What is it that you need of me?”
He doesn’t want to deal with small talk. He couldn’t care less. The sooner they get to the meat of this meeting, and they ask their dumb questions, the sooner he can retreat back to the safety of his room.
“We mostly just need to know what happened to you and Eri in the compound, and if you know of any places Overhaul and his followers could be hiding.” Tsukauchi explains. “We had found reports about you two, but those were mostly medical.”
Rabbit’s brows furrow. Why does he want to know about what happened to them in the compound and not just his crimes? Is he trying to ask about it in an indirect way? Why do heroes always do these mind games? “I’m not sure what there is to tell that you don’t already know.”
“While the reports cover medical and an occasional personal note, they didn’t cover day-to-day life, or how you and Eri were treated.” Tsukauchi elaborates. “Eri tried to explain what was going on the best she can, usually through drawings, but she is still young and didn’t fully understand what was happening. She was also confused about a few things regarding you and Overhaul that led to some misunderstandings.”
Ah, this is for Eri then. She was a kid who went through so much at such a young age, things she didn’t deserve. She wasn’t an evil criminal. Of course they need to know more about what she went through to help her. That’s what heroes are supposed to do.
“What you read in the medical notes is most of the story.” Rabbit says. “Eri didn’t have much interaction with Overhaul or other Yakuza members after I got there. Besides me and another member, she was mostly ignored after I became her guardian. Overhaul only paid more attention to her by the last week.
“Yes, we did note that the lab reports slowed to a stop shortly after yours began.” The detective confirms. “But that’s not exactly what we mean.”
Eraserhead, leaning against the wall by his desk, adds, “We’re more worried about the parts not reported.” He looks down at Rabbit, like he’s paying attention to every twitch of his hands. He really hopes he’s just worried about his cat and not analyzing every micro-detail he can pick out. That would be annoying. “How she was treated, education she was given, anyone that was around her when you were not there. Personal things Overhaul wouldn’t care for in a lab report.”
“I see…” Rabbit clears his throat as he tries to carefully sort through his hazy memories. This is for Eri. “Well, besides the labs, anyone who was around her treated her well enough, but it wasn’t often she saw many people anyways. She stayed in her room most days and doesn’t leave without an escort. She also didn’t tend to like leaving in the first place, she didn’t like the risk of running into Yakuza members she disliked. Unless it was to go to the guarden… courtyard area, she stayed put. And the only other person who took care her would have to be.. Rappa. Kendo Rappa.”
Rabbit looks up at the ceiling, trying to focus on recalling all that he can instead of the two adults staring at him. “Rappa was one of the more trusted members of Overhaul’s, but he treated her much better than the others. He was an ally in getting her out, and was the first person the Little Bunny grew attached to besides me.”
He remembers the times Eri would come back from spending her day with Rappa, she would always immediately try to fist fight him. What a bad influence that man was, cheering her on as she attempted to throw a punch. But it’s one of the better memories he has.
The only good memories of the compound that are clear in his head are the ones that have to do with the two of them.
“We did wonder about Rappa,” Eraserhead comments, “He fought in the raid but backed off when his opponent couldn’t fight anymore, unlike the one that tried to kill him once he was down.”
Rabbit looks back at the hero. “Yes, Rappa’s loyalty is strong, but not unwavering. He probably saw it more like a spar than a real fight. And if he can help it, he’d always put his own morals first- which tended to be more like how the Yakuza behaved before Overhaul.” It confused him too, before he grew to understand the man. “He values a fair fight above all else, especially good ones. He often had an issue with being a bit tunnel visioned, I’m pretty sure only two people in total have beaten him, but if he feels it necessary, he’ll stop. That’s probably what happened back then. He’s an odd one.”
“I’m guessing you’d be happy to hear we didn’t manage to capture him?” Tsukauchi asks.
Rabbit hesitates, staring at the detective for a moment. “…yes.” He cautiously confirms, his hands slowing against the cats soft fur. “I prefer my allies safe.”
“Understandable,” Tsukauchi nods, just like that. As if he was expecting that response, and wasn’t upset by it. “Eraser is the same way with his less-than-legal allies.”
Rabbit looks between the two of them before glaring down at the desk. He wishes they’d just drop the act for even just a second. He’s not foolish enough to fall for… whatever they’re trying to do. Probably get his guard down.
He looks back at Tsukauchi. “In any case, outside of Overhaul’s general doings, she was fine. I made sure she was safe, took care of her, taught her, fed her… she had all her needs cared for.”
“That is what the school counselor deducted, but it’s good to have confirmation from you as well. She adjusted well and is very happy for the most part.” Tsukauchi concludes.
Rabbit supposes it’s better than them blindly trusting him. They shouldn’t trust just any villains word. This means they’re actively making sure she’s cared for. “Good.”
But his chest aches in a way that nearly makes him squirm. All he’s known has been protecting and providing for Eri. Knowing that he’s no longer needed, that she will be able to thrive far away from the Yakuza, feels bad. And it shouldn’t, he should be happy he’s not needed, it’s a good thing, but he can’t stop the way it hurts. It feels bad, plain and simple. There’s no other way to describe it.
“She does ask about you,” Eraserhead says at the worst time. “Once the Commission accepts our reports and deductions, you’ll be allowed more outside visitors. She’ll be able to see you more.”
Rabbit’s eyes soften, even as his chest hurts worse. He takes a deep breath before quietly asking, “Would it not be more… beneficial for her to stay away from reminders of the Yakuza?” He asks. The little bunny shouldn’t be around a murderer like him, “I think I’m a pretty stark reminder of that time.”
“Normally, yes,” Tsukauchi says this time. He leans forward, his own expression softer as well. “But remember, you are also her chosen older brother, and she sees you as her protector. Taking you away from her wouldn’t be good in the long run, it would only upset her more.”
Eraserhead nods in agreement. “She refuses to use her family name and only responds to ‘Eri Midoriya’ in her classes.” He adds. “She even convinced Nedzu to legally change her name, so he’s looking into the legal workings of it.”
Despite how much he loves his sister, Rabbit finds himself despising this situation.
It’s not that he doesn’t want to see her again, it’s the complete opposite of that!! He misses her more than anything. But it just can’t be good for her to be around him. He did what he had to do, his goal, his job, is done now. It’s over. Keeping them together would be horrible in the long run, no matter what she wants now. Villains don’t know how to care for others, not in a way that matters. Being around Eri will only destroy her more and more over time. That’s how it works.
But Rabbit doesn’t argue. He just sighs and nods. Clearly they’ve already made their call, so he’ll just have to go along with it for now. Once he has evidence of things going wrong, he’ll start to protest. At least he gets a little more time with her, even if it is cruel to want. “If that’s what you’ve agreed to, so be it.” He ignores their confused expressions.
Are they done here yet? He’s already confirmed everything they would want to know about Eri.
“Well, Eri is a good negotiator.” Eraserhead shrugs, still looking at him oddly.
Tsukauchi sighs, exhausted. “More along the lines of Nedzu enjoying the chaos it leaves behind, but that’s besides the point.” He looks back over at Rabbit. “Anyway, now we can move on to how you lived in the compound.”
Rabbit blinks.
“Uh… why?”
Tsukauchi only looks more confused in response. “Because… you were kidnapped? And we’re worried?”
“Again… why?” Rabbit repeats, pure confusion in his voice. “I’m a murderer.”
“You were still kidnapped before any crimes were committed.” Eraserhead points out. “The only murder charge you have is down to self defense. Everything else is ‘assisted’.”
“And???” Rabbit can’t understand what they’re going on about anymore. “Sure, ‘legally’ I’m not a serial killer because of you guys messing with my charges, but I’m still the cause of many deaths, even if I didn’t directly kill.”
He scowls as he carefully pulls the cat closer against his chest, feeling Bastard’s breathing to calm himself down. The precious feline just snuggles closer to him. “You got the information you wanted about Eri. I’ll answer whatever questions you have about the Yakuza, so there is no need for you to continue this facade of ‘worry’.”
“Not a facade.” Tsukauchi counters. His eyes reflect a sort of sadness Rabbit can’t bare to look at. “I worried the whole time you went missing, same as I would for any other case involving children. Eri was added onto that when we learned there was a second victim, but we always cared about you too. Why wouldn’t I worry?”
“I would assume after learning the person in your case was the cause of deaths, especially of your precious heroes, that you would stop.” Rabbit rolls his eyes. “You’re ‘worrying’ for a villain is foolish.” He’s really starting to get tired of his superiors pretending to give a shit about him.
“I have been called that and worse for taking on cases about the quirkless too, but that doesn’t mean I will stop.” Tsukauchi says.
“Stop acting like these situations are the same! They’re not.” Rabbit snaps. “You know of everything that I have done and everything that has happened to me. You know because everyone was watching! Every move was reported on by journalists. There is nothing more to tell.” Why can’t they just drop it?
“You’re not the first kidnapped kid forced into villainy.” Eraserhead moves to stand up without the support of the wall behind him. “Many homeless and ‘villain’ quirked kids get taken and forced to do crime.”
“That’s different.” Rabbit argues, clenching his jaw so tight it hurts. The cat is the only reason he hasn’t moved. “I’ve killed and injured over 50 heroes. How many of them were willingly out doing that?”
“None, but that doesn’t mean they were out sniffing roses.” Eraserhead shrugs.
“Eraser…” Tsukauchi’s tone changes to one of warning, but it goes ignored by the hero. Because why would a hero listen to a lowly officer?
“Most got used as drug mules for things that have affected thousands of people, got tossed in fight rings where they had to kill other kids to survive, or worse.” Eraserhead’s tone is disgustingly calm, like this conversation isn’t even effecting him. “We still helped them, whether they liked it or not, and we still help you.”
Rabbit never stops glaring daggers at Eraserhead, his fists clenching around nothing. It’s suddenly all become to much, sitting here, unmoving, listening to these damn heroes and police officers pretend like there’s anything left to salvage from him. He doesn’t understand. He doesn’t get how they don’t understand, he hates how much they pretend to care. It’s not funny, it’s not productive, it just makes him want to rip his hair out and scream.
‘I want to kill him.’
It’s the first thought that comes through clearly despite Rabbit's racing mind. He doesn’t want their help. He doesn’t need their help! He hates these cruel adults that constantly feel the need to prove just how kind they are. He hates these pathetic, selfish people with hero sickness masquerading like they’re doing the right thing by keeping him here. He hates these damned heroes who want to feel accomplished by ‘saving’ villains- they just want to use him as some sort of ego boost- a way to make themselves feel like they’re good people- for saving what they pity. He hates this. He hates them. It’s pathetic that they think he wouldn’t kill them right here right now and escape back to Overhaul if he was given the chance-!
A sharp pain shoots through his head, making his hands shoot up to cover his eyes. The pain doesn’t go away, it’s lingering, violent and overwhelming behind his eyes. Like even just the thought of killing Eraserhead and going back to Overhaul isn’t allowed. Maybe it isn’t.
“Whatever.” Rabbit grits out, his voice wavering. “Do whatever you want, but there is nothing here you can fix.”
“We’ll still try.” Eraserhead says, his voice quieter. Or maybe its not. Maybe Rabbit’s just paying less attention when his head is pounding like this.
But he refuses to seem weak in front of these pathetic men, so he lifts his head and glares at the hero, no matter how much he just wants to curl up and disappear. He has a situation to handle. But he still feels weak. Heroes should cower in fear, they should fall to their knees because of how badly they tremble. They should avoid him at all costs and fight him like losing will end their lives.
But the gaze Eraserhead spares him only angers him more. He’s not weak. He could kill Eraserhead in seconds. He wants nothing more than to prove he is strong, and to show him that.
But the second he’s let out of Overhaul’s hold, they all started treating him different. They began treating him like he’s a child that doesn’t know right from wrong. They underestimate him.
So desperately does Rabbit want to prove that nothing has changed.
These heroes need to know their place.
He hears the two say something to the other that angers him more, but he doesn’t really hear it. The world around him only comes back into focus as he feels Bastard stand up and drag the top of his head against his cheek. The texture of soft fur rubbing against him helps, even if he really doesn’t want to get forced to focus.
With his headache slowly subsiding, and the ability to focus again, he forcibly relaxes his hands and goes back to petting the grumpy cat. He can’t pummel someone into the ground if he’s too busy making sure the cat stays happy. It’s fine. He’s fine. He’s not going to screw everything up just because he’s angry. He put too much work into not getting in trouble to let his emotions get the better of him.
Bastards rumbling purrs help settle him more. The cat, satisfied, lays back down on his lap.
“Now then,” Tsukauchi starts again. “If you are feeling up for it, we can continue the interview. We can just ask a few of the standard questions and then be finished. Clearly you don’t want to be here, and I will respect that as long as I can get the basics down.”
Rabbit scoffs at the pathetic attempt at bargaining. “Fine, sure.” If it gets him out of this room faster, he’d do anything.
Tsukauchi nods and gets a notepad open to begin reading from it. “Please remember that these are standard questions we ask in every interview of this kind. We are not implying or suggesting anything. Do you understand what you have been told?”
“…yes.” Rabbit huffs out.
“Okay,” Tsukauchi starts, “Have you been harmed physically by your captors?”
That’s a very… broad question. Though he supposes that either way, he knows his answer. “Yes.” Overhaul’s quirk, the training, his legs- he knows it’s true.
“Has this happened multiple times? If yes, please give an estimate of how often.”
Rabbit glares down at his hands, still steadily petting the cat. He focuses on that instead. “Yes. On a good week, it would be about…” Well, if he counted labs and training, it would be more. Training was often, on the worst weeks they happened everyday, and labs were at least once a week. And after training he had to be healed, so for a low ball estimation, “At least twice a day, five times a week?”
“Five -!?” Tsukauchi jerks a bit but coughs into his hand before he notes something down. For whatever reason, Rabbit managed to catch a glimpse of a horrified expression on the mans face, before his professional mask slipped back into place. “Do you feel comfortable describing what happened and how your recovery process was?”
Rabbit’s fingers twitch, his hand pausing it’s movements. He inhales, focuses on the cat again- a shockingly helpful companion to have during this- and forces himself to speak and get this over with.
“Depended on the day. And… what Overhaul wanted.” He grumbles. “Training usually, though that could be anything. It was never consistent. Random Yakuza’s quirks, knives, swords, guns, and those are still broad categories. One day he could have me train on breaking out of restraints quickly, and the next he could be teaching me how to keep fighting when dealing with symptoms of blood loss.”
Just breathe. Pet Bastard and breathe. Why is this so hard to think about? Why does it terrify him? He’s dealt with worse than talking about getting hurt.
“Labs were similar, I think, but I… I don’t remember them a lot, so I couldn’t tell you. In the beginning he used his quirk to see if my body had any different reactions compared to a quirked persons, and I know for a while he had a fixation on my blood after a bit? Something to do with the red and white blood-cell count…” Rabbit shrugs. “Overhaul was the only one allowed to heal me, which usually meant using his quirk. He would destroy the injury and anything that surrounded it before fixing it.”
“Did this leave any scars?” Tsukauchi asks. He’s visibly frowning now, even while trying to stay professional. It’s annoying. “It could help with your case.”
Rabbit glares down at his arms. “No. Besides the obvious leg issue, Overhaul made sure he took away all of my scars, even the ones I had before.” He doesn’t remember why the man did that. He just remembers feeling rough burn scars on his arms and side one day, and then the next, they were gone.
Rabbit looks over to the oddly quiet Eraserhead back by his wall while he waits for the next question. He’s quiet, looking down at the floor like it’s the most interesting thing he’s seen all day. Weird.
“Okay, next question.” Tsukauchi has a subtle grimace on his face reading this one. “Did any of your captors ever interact or touch you in an inappropriate manner?”
Rabbit’s face twists to a scowl. “No.”
“It’s a standard question.” Tsukauchi comments.
“Doesn’t mean I have to like it.”
Thankfully, the detective just nods and moves on. “Are you able to share any names or crimes committed that were committed while you were kidnapped?”
Rabbit tilts his head. “Elaborate?”
“If we had a line up of those caught in the raid, could you identify them and their crimes?” Tsukauchi clarifies.
“Of course I could.” Rabbit confirms with little hesitation. It’s not a question of if he could. “I’d be able to name them, describe their quirks, and what crimes they were involved with even without a lineup. I got handed that information everyday on a silver platter. I’ve read through them so many times that it’s practically burned into my brain.”
He couldn’t risk mixing anything up after all! Helping people with their quirks, making support gear, all of that required memorizing them and their roles. He needed to know every person he helped like he could see inside them.
Do that for an entire years worth of Yakuza members, and he eventually got used to memorizing this sort of information.
“Are you willing to do a line up? We can’t force you to.” Tsukauchi asks, lifting his head up just slightly from the notepad. It’s probably not one of the ‘standard questions’ then. “Any attempts to get their information from you without your willing consent makes it unable to be submitted in court.”
Rabbit’s first thought is how much he really doesn’t care enough to. Why would he? Those people are more like him than anyone at UA is. They suffered from heroes all the same. Why should he help put them into jail?
But then he remembers how many of them turned a blind eye to Eri, and a new spark of rage burns in his mind. “I suppose so.” Rabbit offers, against his initial judgment.
“Good to know. We’ll go over that another time then. We’re still doing intake paperwork.” Tsukauchi says.
“Okay.” Rabbit nods. Is this his life now? Helping heroes lock away the people he once knew into jail? He didn’t care for many of them, but still.
“Now, to our last question-” Thank fucking god, “-Do you know where the escaped villains might be?”
Rabbit sighs and shakes his head. “No. The plan was always that if we had to leave the base, whatever the reason may be, I would be following Overhaul’s direction. Even after I gained his trust, I don’t think he ever told me where they would go.”
“So they never discussed safe houses or emergency locations if split up?” Tsukauchi asks.
“Not in the way that would be useful to you.” Rabbit shrugs. “If they couldn’t contact me, I was to wait in one of the few specified areas for them to arrive. I’m not sure why he never told me of any details to safe houses, but I know they exist.”
“Could be because of The Commissions mind reading quirks.” Eraserhead comments, finally.
Tsukauchi frowns. “Well, that could make sense for the lower level ones, but weren’t you pretty high in the ranks?”
“I didn’t always go outside in my villain outfit.” Rabbit shrugs. “We always doubted anyone would be searching for me, so we only took a few precautions to make sure no one would recognize the ‘missing kid’. They probably just assumed I wouldn’t get caught.”
“Like your hair?” Eraser asks.
“Yeah.” He grabs a fistful of his long hair and holds it up, deadpanning. “It’s curly and bright green. Kind of hard to miss.”
“Was going white the subtle option?” Tsukauchi asks.
Rabbit pauses, his annoyed expression melting quickly as he realizes. “Oh, right.”
He lowers his hand and instead moves that bit of hair to be in his line of sight. Sure enough, it’s mostly white with the occasional green strands still in tact.
“… No. I had planned on changing the color for subtlety, but I actually don’t know when or why it turned white.”
“Stress maybe?” Tsukauchi suggests. “I remember hearing of a condition that dramatically changes a persons hair to white from extreme stress.”
Rabbit just shrugs in response. Was he under extreme stress? He can’t deny that he was under stress, but extreme? To the point that all of his hair turned white? That’s awfully dramatic. Things weren’t that bad.
“Either way,” Tsukauchi flips the pages of his notepad until it’s closed. “That was the last question we had, so the interview is over. All that’s left is to let you in on some information on your case before you can go.”
Rabbit sighs in relief. “Finally…” He’s definitely been pushing his luck today with his attitude, but at this moment, he really can’t find it in himself to care.
“We only have a few points to go over, so this should be quick.” Tsukauchi explains. “Eraser can cover most of them, as they involve the school and you.”
Rabbit looks over at Eraserhead as the hero moves from the wall and over to a packet of papers on his desk. “Right, well first and foremost; your mother, and the Bakugo’s for whatever reason, are bringing things from your old room with her to add to your dorm here. It’s an option given to all students, you included. As soon as the Commission grants approval, they’ll arrive with your stuff.”
“Oh,” Rabbit mumbles, “Okay.”
Right. He has a mom. One he hasn’t seen in over a year. Who doesn’t know he’s changed.
How did he forget that?
Well, Rabbit never thought it would even be an option. In what world would he get to see his mom again? The distance feels too great.
“Next is Eri. She’s finished her education placement tests along with her mental health evaluations. Hound Dog believes she’s making good progress, so like we said before, you’ll be approved to see her regularly soon.”
Rabbit nods slowly. “Okay, that’s… good.”
“Now, the last part is a legal issue and about the school.” Eraserhead warns.
Ah, the other shoe he was waiting for. Here comes the drop. “Which is?”
Eraserhead looks up from the papers and instead at Rabbit. Without beating around the bush, he begins, “In the reports we found, and our own medical checks, it seems Overhaul has put a tracking chip inside of you.”
Rabbit feels his blood go cold. “He-… what? When could he…” His body is frozen entirely, his mind racing too fast to even try to keep up. Overhaul never told him that. There’s a tracker inside of him? He’s being monitored. Every time he moves, that villain can see it.
Overhaul knows he’s at UA.
How hard would it be to get his claws, dig into his own flesh and rip it out himself?
“The report said it happened when he was healing you from a Nomu attack in Hosu.” Eraser explains, calm as ever despite the raging storm inside of Rabbit. “Recovery Girl did scans to try and find where we missed it the first time around. We found it fused inside your hip bone.”
Rabbit’s eyes unconsciously dart down to where he had been injured. His hands tremble. “Of course he did…” He breathes.
Eraserhead continues. “It’s just a tracking chip, from what we can tell. If it was anything more dangerous, we would have taken it out as soon as possible.”
Rabbit scoffs. Is that supposed to make him feel better?
Tsukauchi sighs, soft and resentful. “As of right now, we don’t have a way to safely remove it, but once a way is found, we can work on getting you freedom off school grounds.”
Rabbit nods, his mind still reeling. Everything is too close, too loud, he’s too close-
“Right… okay. Yeah. That’s fine.” He chokes out. UA may be mostly safe, but they don’t even have a cover for him. The public thinks Night Rabbit is in jail, and that could have worked in their favor. But because of the damn tracker, he doesn’t even have that.
What if the school decides he’s too much of a risk…?
He feels bile rise up his throat. The acidity burns. “It’s fine.” He manages out. He should have known. Overhaul was always going to come back to get him, one way or another. He’s the mans most valuable asset, after all. They’re just holding off the inevitable.
Somehow, the acceptance allows him to breathe again.
“If it’s any help, we have confirmation that Power Loader and the support department are willing to work on a device that should block out the signal.” Tsukauchi explains, his voice soft. Like trying to comfort a crying child. “If it works, you can go to the nearby park with Eri and either an escort of a hero, a third year with a license, or at least two hero students.”
Ah great! Devastating news, and just to rub salt into the wound, the cruel cherry on top, more privileges to earn! As long as he’s good, as long as he behaves and does whatever his cruel superiors want, then he’ll earn privileges. He can go out with Eri and pretend everything isn’t falling apart just like he’s used to! It’s not that bad, not when you can earn fun new things for behaving like a good little breathing weapon.
“Okay.” Rabbit chokes out, because what else can he say? Vocalizing his thoughts will lead to punishment. He knows how this works. If he seems grateful, everything will be okay.
Tsukauchi smiles as he puts his notes down. “Well, that covers just about everything, so you are free to go about your day now. Thank you for your assistance in the Yakuza case.” He stands up to bow once more. “And I am happy to mark your kidnapping case as closed.”
Tsukauchi's smile seems to real. He hates it. He hates him. Rabbit just stubbornly keeps his head down and waits until Eraserhead grants him permission to leave.
Luckily, the hero notices quickly. “I’ll get the door.” Eraserhead says. “A student will be out to get you. I have work to talk to the detective about.”
Finally.
Rabbit follows Eraserhead back out to the living room, where the cat finally gets tired of him and jumps back to the floor.
And when Eraserhead opens the door, a tiny, happy squeal is all the warning he gets before a tiny child at his side and clinging to his arm. Rabbit flinches at the sudden familiar warmth on top of him, before he realizes why it’s familiar.
“Bunny!” Rabbit brightens up immediately, all his annoyances melting away as he sees his little sister. He tugs his arm out of her grasp and instead hoists Eri up into the air before setting her down on his lap. The added weight hurts his injured legs a bit more than the light cat, but for Eri, he’d sacrifice anything.
“I missed you!” Eri chirps as she hugs Rabbit tight. She then settles down against him, looking up to observe Rabbit for a second before smiling. “Bunny and Rabbit are back together.”
“Mhm,” Rabbit holds her close against his chest and nuzzles the top of her head, careful of her much larger horn. “It’s been too long.”
“Way too long.” Eri pouts. “Shinso is nice, but I like nii-san way better.”
“There wasn’t any competition to begin with.” Comes an amused voice past the door.
Rabbit lifts his head from Eri to instead see- “Shinso,” He smiles softly, the relief he feels palpable. “Thank you for keeping her safe.”
“No problem.” Shinso gives him that soft smile again. “I enjoy hanging out with Eri. Reminds me of being with my younger siblings, just more fighty.”
Rabbit grins, guiding Eri back just a bit to look at her properly. “So you’re still keeping up with Rappa’s training then, aren’t you, Bunny?”
“Mhm!” Eri nods, her expression turning more serious. She always took her ‘training’ so seriously. “Lots of new targets to practice with.”
“Good,” Rabbit feels a surge of pride rush through him. “You’ll be able to take everyone down with your strength, and no one will think it’s you cause of your cute face.”
He squishes her cheeks with his knuckles, forgetting he doesn’t have his claw-gloves on and doesn’t have to be careful anymore. She glares at him, but doesn’t even try to push his hands away. Rabbit looks up at Shinso. “Be honest, if you didn’t know, would you actually believe this little one is fighting people?”
“If she didn’t take out my knees twice in one week, no.” Shinso chuckles in amusement as he watches Eri move to try to bite Rabbit’s fingers.
“Exactly,” He moves his fingers out of the way easily and instead boops her on the nose. “Gotta be cute to get away with fights.”
“Ah, so that’s how you got away with it for so long.”
“Shinso.” Rabbit deadpans at him as his face heats up.
Eraserhead’s sudden voice is like a punishment for being allowed to feel joy. “Can you two do this away from my door?” He asks from deeper inside the room. “Go do kid things, like vandalism or whatever.”
Rabbit doesn’t glance back at Eraserhead, his cheeks burning in embaressment. “Yes Sensei.” He grumbles, letting go of Eri to wheel himself out from Eraserhead's apartment. Damn Shinso. He’s never felt more embarrassed in front of one of his superiors in his life.
He hears Eraserhead call out, “If you vandalize, please do it away from the 1-A dorms.” Before the door to his apartment closes.
Rabbit glares at the blank door, where Eraserhead once was, as he holds Eri closer with one hand. He seems to only be getting more and more irritable the longer he has to deal with these superiors and their annoying comments all the time.
Then he feels a small hand poke his cheek to get his attention. “Nii-san,” Eri looks up at him, “What’s vand… van-de-lie-zun?”
“Vandalism.” Rabbit corrects. “Say it with me now; van-da-lis-m.”
“Van-da-lis-m?” Eri repeats, correctly this time.
“Good.” Rabbit smiles. “And do you remember when Tabe and Rappa would get in trouble for breaking benches and stuff in the courtyard?”
“Yes?”
“Imagine if we went somewhere in UA and dystroyed all of their stuff like Rappa did. That’s vandalism.”
“Oh…” Eri tilts her head. “But isn’t that bad? Mr. Eraser said we could.”
“Well, Sensei was joking,” Shinso explains, but his smile wavers slightly. “Uh, probably.”
“Joking like that is a risk. I might use his fake permission as an excuse to cause real issues for him.” Rabbit says, not joking at all.
“You and half the class.” Shinso sighs like an exhausted parent. “Sato already has broken the communal stove 3 times by accident during a sugar rush.”
“… Boo, nevermind. I have to find something more original.” Don’t say ‘like murder’, Rabbit. That’s not funny when it comes from an actual murderer. Civilians and heroes don’t like that, and Eri would be sad.
“Can I do van-da-lis-m?” Eri asks. “The candy cane boy has fire, he might let me borrow it to break things!”
“That’s a different crime, firstly. Secondly, No,” Rabbit pokes her forehead with a little smile on his face. “You’re only allowed to commit child crimes, remember, bun?”
“Oh, right.” Eri nods. “When am I old enough for van-da-lis-m?” She tilts her head up to try and bite his finger again, feral little thing, but his reflexes are faster, and his pulls his hand away just in time.
“Hmm… wait until your 13 at least.” Rabbit suggests. He glances over at Shinso, who nods in approval. “But not somewhere too popular. The first half of crime is committing it, the second is not getting caught.” He explains seriously, as if genuinely following through with teaching his little sister the art of vandalism.
“13…?” Eri lifts her hands up and starts counting up from 6.
Shinso chuckles. “Baby’s first crime, what a great birthday gift.”
Rabbit nods with his own small smile. “Crime was my favorite gift as a kid.”
“We could make a shirt for it. You know, child crime birthday shirt.” Shinso suggests, lightly elbowing Rabbit like it means something significant. “Or ask Momo for one. She can make anything non-living.”
“Ooh, smart…” Rabbit agrees. “We can make the perfect child crime shirt for the criminal mastermind that is Eri. You’re a genius, Shinso.”
“I have my moments.” Shinso chuckles, leaning over to kiss the top of Rabbit’s head. His cheeks grow warm.
But Eri gasps loudly in horror. “You can’t do that!” She exclaims loudly. “You’re not married!!”
Rabbit freezes for two (very good!!!!) reasons. “N-no, Eri- he can. You don’t have to be married for-… for that…”
He shoots a glare at Shinso for causing this conversation for having to come up at all, but his boyfriend just raises his hands up in surrender. “Don’t look at me! I didn’t tell her that!”
“Of course not!” Eri exclaims, her voice full of confidence that she should not have. That tone of voice almost always means trouble. “Uncle Rappa did!”
“...Of course he did.” Rabbit rolls his eyes, because of course that man would leave him with nothing more than a mountain of trouble. “Rappa doesn’t know what he’s talking about. Don’t trust him with anything unless it’s fighting tips.”
“But it was for fights!” Eri whines. “He said kisses are for married people and I should fight anyone that tries! Said it’ll matter more at your age when boys are less icky.”
Rabbit feels like he’s going to explode with embarrassment. Rappa might be onto something tough. He is tempted to fist fight Shinso.
“He’s not… entirely wrong. You should fight anyone that tries to give you kisses. Not until your in high school. But it’s not… always bad…” He pointedly looks away from Shinso this time. “If you like someone or are dating, and your both okay with it, they can give kisses. But only when you’re my age.”
“Dating?” Eri looks up at Shinso, confused.
“Boyfriends.” Shinso says. “It’s romantic and stuff. I like giving your brother kisses because he deserves them.”
“And if you don’t stop talking, I’m going to follow Rappa’s advice.” Rabbit threatened.
Rabbit can practically hear Shinso’s amused grin. “Marriage is what happens when you want to spend the rest of your life with that person. Dating, boyfriends, and girlfriends is the before marriage.”
“Like when a prince gives princesses gifts and flowers to make them happy? Eri asks. “They do that in my books!”
“…” Rabbit sighs, a tad over-dramatized to make Eri giggle. “…yeah, close enough.”
“Hmmm…” Eri turns to look Shinso dead in the eyes, looking into the amused and confused boy’s very soul. “… I guess he’d be alright when you get married.”
Rabbit chokes on nothing and now does everything in his damn power to avoid looking at Shinso. “Eri- no-...”
Finally the embarrassment is starting to get through to Shinso. “We’re a little uh.. young to get married.”
“All the princesses were teenagers?” Eri tilts her head. “Rappa said Snow White was 14.”
“Oh no one should be getting married at 14.” Shinso is dead meat when he gets his hands on him. How dare he spark this conversation. “Those are old stories, they’re not real. I’m- I’m not going to get married in my first year of High School…” They’ve only been dating for a few months!! Half of which Shinso didn’t even know he was a villain! Marriage is terrifying to even think about!
Even if a calm, peaceful life with Shinso sounds incredibly appealing compared to what he’s made for, it’s still not something he wants to think about!
“You have to get to know someone a lot better to marry them, Eri.” Shinso gently explains. “There is something called a ‘5 year engagement’, if you are still together and happy then you can get married to them.”
“5 years is my whole life!” Eri whines, practically collapsing against Rabbit’s chest.
Rabbit lets out an amused huff. “Yeah, think about how we feel, Bunny.” He lifts his head up, finally. “I’m like… 16 I think. 5 years is a quarter of my life.”
Eri blinks before counting on her hands again. “You will be… 21 to marry?”
“…I… maybe?” Rabbit mumbles. “That’s… it will just depend, I suppose?”
He loves his little sister, he really does, but why does she feel the need to torture him so!? He could barely handle Shinso kissing him the other day. Dating Shinso still feels so fresh. He never thought he would have to think about marriage so soon!
“We’ll worry about that when we get older,” Shinso says, more collected now as he kisses Rabbit’s head again. He stays close by this time. “We’re happy as boyfriends for now, okay?”
Eri looks between them before smiling. “Okay.” She agrees. “No van-da-lis-m or marriage yet.”
Rabbit sighs softly in relief. Maybe Shinso will be spared from his wrath. Maybe.
“Only child crimes.” Rabbit adds. He kisses Eri on the forehead before turning to halfheartedly glare at Shinso for being the cause of all of his torment.
Shinso just grins at him.
Notes:
Finally_Free (Star) here! So... sorry that it’s been like 6 months or something. I never intended to wait so long, but I eventually got sucked into other fandoms (Squid Game) and writing CoE wasn't the top of my priority list. But then the people in my server started peer pressuring me to write it again, so without the Discord Server, this chapter would have never come out! Honestly, I still am not in the MHA fandom anymore, but i do adore this fic and do not plan on letting it go unfinished. There's still over 20 chapters we have pre-written, and me and my Co-author are starting to write them again. So many of these chapters I am incredibly excited for, so even if it takes a while, I do promise I will not abandon this fic.
And thank you to all of the newer readers who took a gamble on this fic and even joined the discord server??? I hadn't uploaded for MONTHS why were people still joining??? The server is still shockingly active though, and there are some people from my Squid Game fics there! So you should totally join the server we're so cool :3
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