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The squeaking of sneakers on the hardwood floors, and all of us running around, each doing our best to keep the ball off the ground. I set, and Hinata spiked, the ball slamming down on the floor on the other side of the court. We cheered as the whistle blew, and we high fived. "Hell yeah little man!" Tamaki senpai yelled, noogieying the smaller first year. Daichi senpai patted my back encouragingly, and I smiled.
"You did well for that Kageyama, keep it up."
"T.. Thanks." Even after four months, I still was sort of unused to praise like this.
"Tamaka senpai, cut it out!" Hinata said while laughing, and I smiled. Daichi senpai went over to Hinata, freeing him from Tanaka and Nishinoya senpai's aggressive playing around. I didn't know whether to join in or not, so at the end of it all, I stayed away for now. Or at least, that's how it was going to be, until Hinata bounced over.
"Kageyama! Want to practice some more after lunch?"
"Duh." I rolled my eyes but smiled anyways.
"Gah, so mean."
"Hey, I'm not mean!"
"You say that, but you still act like the stuck-up king of the court you were before." The asshole of the team said, and I had to restrain myself from punching him.
"Fuck off, go flirt with your boyfriend." He scoffed.
"Can't even come up with a good comeback. Let's go Tadashi."
"Coming Tsukki!" I growled a little, and I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Ignore him, we got to change and get to class! We can't be late again if we don't want to get a detention!"
"Shit- yeah, let's go." And with that we were off to get changed. Every single day that I was in the locker rooms, I was happy that my parents and I knew about me from a young age and I got on blockers in time. Even if I do now have a lot of stretch marks all over my body, at least I don't have to wear a binder or deal with blood every month. The thought alone of that makes me sick to my stomach. I also thank my sister mentally for getting me a packer, so I look no different from the other guys here.
Once we finished changing, Hinata once again came up to me, which made me smile internally. And to think, I used to be so hard on this guy. The memories make me feel like shit now, but he doesn't seem to care, so I don't bring it up. "So, I was wondering..."
"What is it?"
"We have a training camp next weekend, right?" I nod. "Wanna stay over the night before?" My heart pounded in my chest at the thought.
"I... I'll talk to my parents, see if they're fine with that. But I wouldn't mind." He jumped in the air, excited. 'Cute.'
"This is going to be our first training camp! I'm so hyped for this!" I nod, smiling, and he seemed to lighten up a bit more.
"Yeah boke, of course you'd be the most excited for this." I joked, and he shoved me slightly. I scoffed but was still smiling. Maybe I would tell him about me while at his house? I had been thinking about telling the team for a bit, but I have no idea how they'll react in the first place. I feel bad for this, but I'm considering Hinata my test subject for this. Hopefully he won't react badly... I'll just have to wait and see.
"I've already talked to my mom, and she says as long as she gets a call from your parents, she'll be more than happy to have you over." He said as I sat down at my desk. I pulled out a bit of paper and handed it to him. "Huh?"
"Home phone. Duh. How am I supposed to have them call if I don't know the number dumbass?"
"Oh! Right." He laughed softly, and again my heart fluttered a bit at the sound. God, I love the sound of his laugh. He quickly wrote down the number and handed the paper back to me. "Here you go!" I nodded and slipped the paper in my pocket. He quickly went to his seat as the teacher entered, and class got started.

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As Friday approached, I got a little nervous about the sleepover. Especially since hinata, the boke he is, doesn't realize just how much of an effect he has on me. Have I had a crush before? Yeah, who hasn't? have I ever acted on them? Hell fucking no! I wasn't in a good place to do so mentally. With my transition to focus on, I didn't bother with trying to be in a relationship. But now, after my transition is mostly complete? I feel better about myself, and I'm just starting to feel I'm in the right body. It's only now at this point in life I'm seriously considering asking someone out. But first, I don't even know if he's into guys. So, for now, I'm going to ignore it all. Just for now.
Anyways, Friday was finally here, and the plan was I was going to go home and get my overnight things and my bad for the trip and go to hinata's from there. He had already texted me the address. So, as we finished up practice for the night, Daichi said we couldn't stay late, and we went home together before going our separate ways. "I'll see you soon kageyama!"
"Yeah, I'll see you in an hour." I said, turning to face him with the best smile I could muster, but he was already riding off. "I'll see you soon, boke." I said this quieter, turning back around to walk home.

Unlocking my door, I called out. "I'm home!"
"Hey Tobio." My mom said, coming up to me with a hug. I groaned.
"Mom..."
"Oh I know, I know, but I'm not going to see you until Sunday night! Sue me, but I'm going to miss my baby boy and want to hug him before he goes." I sighed but hugged her back. "Be sure to take your shot before going to your friends house. Don't want to freak him out with needles now, do we?"
"Oh, right. I had almost forgotten." She chuckled.
"Alright, go get your things. I'll drive you to your friend's house after you're done."
"I can walk-"
"It's forty-five minutes away, and that's by bike. It's getting dark. You may be my son, but I'm not letting you walk alone in the dark." I sighed again, knowing I wasn't going to win this fight.
"Alright, alright. Give me five minutes." I said, and headed upstairs, grabbing my bag, and my testosterone. I went to the bathroom and found my needles. I took a deep breath, and rolled down my pants, and counted to three.
One.
Two
Three-
I winced as the needle pierced my skin. As much as I hate to admit it, I hate needles. I quickly injected the medicine, and removed the needle, massaging the area to spread it and ease any knots that may form. I then put a waterproof bandage on it, and headed back downstairs, feeling the familiar feeling of pain in my leg now. I ignored it though, used to it by now. I drank a little milk to get some more fluids in me and joined my mother outside. "Let's go." I said, getting into the car, holding my bag in my lap. She smiled at me, and I punched in the address to her GPS. Yeah, she sucks with directions and will absolutely get lost if I don't do this.
"Alright. We'll be there in about half an hour." I nodded, and we rode in silence.

When we got there, I got out of the car and waved my mother goodbye, and she drove off. I went to knock at the door, but a familiar redhead opened it before I could knock. "Kageyama! Come on in! We're about to have dinner! Did you eat?" He all but yelled, happy to see me again.
"No, I haven't eaten." I said as he pulled me inside. The house was mostly clean, except for toys of what seemed to be a bunch of dolls. Must be for his little sister. Speaking of which...
A little redheaded girl bounced down the hallway and stopped when she saw me.
"Really? Him?" Hinata went red like his hair.
"Shut it Natsu!" She giggled.
"Hi?" I felt a little awkward here right now. She bounced up to me. She was small, like her brother, and seemed to be no older than eight or nine.
"Hi! I'm natsu! Shouyou talks a lot about you!" She teased.
"Natsu!"
"What? He's kageyama right? You do talk a lot about him!"
"That's it!" He yelled, and started chasing the little girl, who screamed in a mix of joy and terror. I just watched the chaos of the siblings, and before long, Hinata jumped over the couch, and tickled the little girl, Natsu, without mercy. She laughed loudly, and before I knew it, I was laughing too. It was contagious, and soon enough, hinata was laughing too. "What, you want some of this?"
"No! No, I'm good."
"Too bad!" He started to chase me, and I ran too.
"Boke!" I ran behind him and tickled him. he laughed like a madman, and I smirked. "This is what you get for trying to do that to me!"
"I give I give-" He got out through laughs, and I let up. "Let's just go eat. I'm hungry after chasing Natsu around." She stuck her tongue out at him, and he did the same to her. This reminds me of when my sister and I were kids. I smiled softly and followed them to the dining room, where they had four chairs set up. A brunette woman, who I can only assume is their mother, sat there drinking tea.
"Hello." I greeted.
"Kageyama, right?" I nod. "Sorry about the mess, Natsu still isn't the best at cleaning up her toys yet." She gave a pointed look to the girl in question. "You'd think an almost-nine-year-old would be able to clean up after herself."
"I was no better at her age." I said, trying to show I didn't mind. She shrugged.
"Well, eat up. I made plenty."
"Ah, thank you ma'am."
"Please, call me Chiyo." She said as I sat down between the siblings.
"Ikidakimasu!" We all said before starting to eat. The food was delicious, and hinata and I ate quickly, but still enjoying the food. The table was lively with chatter, a bit different from my family, where we mostly ate in silence. But this was nice. Don't get me wrong, my family is close, we just don't always feel the need to talk is all.
"So kageyama, any siblings?" I nod.
"Yeah, I have an older sister."
"Oh? How much older?"
"About five years. She's already moved out."
"Oh. So I take it you two don't see one another that much anymore?" I shrug.
"We talk when we can, but she's usually busy with work now."
"I had no idea you had a big sister kageyama!"
"You never asked?" I wasn't really sure what to say to that.
"Oh, right." We finished up dinner, and his mom did the dishes while we hung out in his room. We were watching some sort of video on his laptop together, just chilling. I looked up, and noticed something.
"You're bi?" He looked where I was looking. I had sat up and was rolling my neck around when I saw a bisexual flag on his ceiling.
"Huh? Oh, yeah. Why?"
"Nothing, just didn't know."
"Is it a problem or something?" I look at him.
"Nah, not in the slightest. It just caught me off guard."
"Oh. Well, if we're coming out, yeah I'm bi." This seemed like the perfect opportunity.
"If we're coming out, you can't freak out when I say this."
"Sure." I took a deep breath and steeled my nerves.
"I'm trans."

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“You’re what?”
“Trans boke.”
“That was… unexpected.” I roll my eyes.
“Well duh, I’ve been transitioning since I was like. Two or three.” I roll my eyes while I say this.
“What?! That young and you knew already?”
“Yeah. My mom noticed I would throw a fit if she dressed me in girly clothes, so we had to buy boys clothes, and when I was a bit older I said I hated my name. So my dad told me to pick a new one, and I distinctly remember my eyes going wide, and I yelled, “I can do that?!”” Hinata stared at me in shock, before bursting out in a fit of laughter. “Boke! WHat the fuck! Why are you laughing at me?!”
“No, no, no! It’s cute! That’s all I swear!” He calmed down a little, a smile still on his face. “I do have a question though. It might be a little personal though.”
“Fine, what is it?”
“Why don’t you have boobs?” I smack him. “You said I could ask!” I huffed.
“When I was about eight, before I had officially started puberty, my mom and I managed to get a prescription for hormone blockers from a psychologist. I had to see like three of them to all confirm I indeed had gender dysphoria, and give the prescription to stop me from entering a female puberty. From there, I went to middle school, and in second year I got testosterone shots. From there it hit hard, and now I’m here.”
“Huh. So that’s how it works.”
“You were really that clueless?”
“Well I knew that binders existed. In middle school, one of my friends had to use one. I knew what it meant and what it did, but I guess I was confused on why you didn’t need one.” He looked at me. “But that makes sense.” I shrug, and flop back on his bed. He chuckled. “So I take it you feel better in your body now?”
“Duh. But I’m getting the sex-confirmation surgery once I get the money for it.” I sat up and saw his smile. That damn smile that made my stomach do flips. “But yeah, I feel better about myself.” I turned my head slightly, and hoped he didn’t notice the small blush rising to my face. “Oi, you’d better not tell anyone. Only person that knows is takeda sensei.”
“Huh? Why would I tell?”
“Cause you’re a bit of a blabbermouth boke.”
“I’ll tell you what. If I out you, you get to out me.” He held his hand out for a shake.
“Deal.” A knock at the door.
“Are you two still up? You have to get up early in the morning!” His mom called. She slid open the door to see us chilling on his bed watching something on his laptop. She gave us soft smiles. “Get some sleep you two. You don’t want to be late. Shouyou, do you have your alarm set?” He picked up his phone and checked.
“Yeah, I’ve got it.”
“Good. Now go to bed.”
“Yes ma’am.” We said together, and I got down the futon, while hinata got some spare blankets and pillows. I quickly made the bed, and crawled into it.
“Night boke.”
“Night bakayama.” I was too tired to yell at him about that name, so I let it slide for now. I drifted off to sleep, an image of him kissing me goodnight flashing behind my eyes. Damn.
Kinda wish that was real.

We woke up to hear an alarm blaring in our ears, and I woke up with a start. Hinata just groaned, rolled over and slammed his hand on his phone, grabbing it. He then turned it off and went back to sleep. That idiot. “Boke! If we don’t get up we’re gonna be late for the training camp!” He shot up.
“Ah! Right!” I was already up and stretching, making those nonsensical noises you make, while he tripped out of bed, narrowly missing my legs, and grabbed some clothes. “Do you want to shower first, or-?”
“Just go ahead. I’m gonna see if your mom made breakfast.” He nodded and headed off to what I can only assume was the bathroom, while I went downstairs to see Chiyo making miso soup. I yawned, still trying to wake up. She looked behind her.
“Good morning kageyama.”
“Morning.”
“I’ve almost got some food done. Once it’s done, feel free to help yourself. I’m likely going to go back to bed.”
“Ah, thank you.” She gave me a soft smile.
“No problem.” She yawned and pointed out bowls and cups for me, before deeming the soup done. “It’s quite the walk from here to the school. Do you want me to drive you two?” I glanced behind to see hinata there, his hair damp.
“If you don’t mind.”
“I suppose I can stay up a bit longer. Eat up you two. You don’t want to be late now.”

Once we were finished getting ready, Chiyo indeed drove us to the school, dropping us off. We raced to the bus, with it being a tie, and we panted a bit before the others finished arriving. With that, we loaded up the bus, and we were on our way.

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The training camp went as normal with kurasuno losing most of their matches have having to do penalties, but doing their best anyways. Kageyama and Hinata often trained extra after to be on top of it all, and usually did so with their senpai's from other schools. It was all going fine.
Until Kageyama felt it.
A squish in between his legs in his boxers.
Sure, he had been on blockers and all that, but he still got them from time to time. He was no stranger to them, as much as he wanted to be.
But why now?! He couldn't leave in the middle of a practice game, and even if he could, all he'd be able to do is stuff toilet paper down his pants for the rest of the time here!
Thank god it was only one day left, but still!
Luckily, his cramps were usually pretty light, so he didn't feel much, other than the blood flooding his boxers, and making a mess of them.
He felt awful though. Mentally, not physically. He just hoped he's be able to get through this before- "Kageyama! You're bleeding!"
That. He glared at the one who spoke, bokuto being the culprit. He tried not to look at the obvious blood leaking down his leg. He tried to ignore it.
"I'm fine senpai." He gritted out.
"Kageyama-chan, are you-"
"I said I'm fine!"
"But the blood-"
"Bokuto san." Akaashi to the rescue. "Leave him be." He glanced over curiously to the younger setter but said nothing. kageyama was about to make a swift exit for the bathrooms, when akaashi called out. "There's a spare tampon in my duffle bag if you need it kageyama." He paused.
"Spare?"
"I was due to start this week too." He said, jogging up to him. "Come on, let's go get you cleaned up."
"I-I can take care oof it myself senpai-"
"Not unless you want to be covering the court in blood tomorrow. Now come on. I'll meet you in the bathroom with a few tampons and an overnight pad. Do you need midol?" Kageyama shook his head. Was this really happening?"
"Good, cause I need it for myself. I've only got so much."
"You're trans too?" Kageyama blurted out. Akaashi nodded.
"Yeah. Kind of figured it out late middle school. Wasn't able to get on blockers, but I was able to get on hormone therapy. Still have to deal with them though." They walked to the bathroom, and Kageyama went into a stall. "I'll be back in a few."
"Alright." He muttered as he started to clean the blood off his leg and body. He was upset. He didn't even have boobs, so why does he have to deal with this?! It's rare, yes, but it's always a huge pain in the ass. "Stupid body, why couldn't you have been born right?" He grumbled at himself. He heard a knock on the stall door. "Who is it?"
"It's hinata." The small boy said. "The others are sleeping, so I snuck through your bag to get you some clean clothes." Kageyama's heart melted a bit at how thoughtful the boy was for him.
"Toss them over. Until akaashi senpai gets back, I can't get up." He did so, and Kageyama caught them no problem, and started to change his bloody shorts and underwear for new ones. Another set of footsteps came back.
"Hello Hinata. Kageyama, are you okay in there?"
"Yeah, just give me the damn pad already." Akaashi did so from under the door to respect kageyama's privacy, and the younger all but snatched it with a hurried thanks.
"I take it Hinata knows about your situation?"
"Yeah." Akaashi sighed.
"How long have you known?"
"A long time. I fussed when my parents put me in girly clothes as a toddler, so that kind of showed it. I've been in the therapy for a few years, but I've been on blockers since middle school."
"Shouldn't you theoretically not have to deal with a period then?" Akaashi asked. Kageyama finished up, and threw away the pad wrapping before washing the blood off his hands. God, this one was heavy.
"I shouldn't, but for some reason I do. It's not regular though, so I can't really track it."
"People track their periods?" Hinata asked curiously.
"Yeah. I track mine cause I need to know when I need to buy more products." Akaashi said. Hinata nodded, and Akaashi turned to kageyama. "My managers know about me. Heck, I've been out to the team since first year since it was obvious then. If you want, I can ask them in the morning to run for a few more tampons?"
"I'd appreciate that... I'm only out to hinata and I guess now you."
"And bokuto-san." Kageyama paled. "He was really worried at first, but he soon figured it out after I said it was normal and not to worry about it. He won't say a word though. Despite his loudmouth, he won't say anything about secrets that aren't his to share." Kageyama let out a breath he didn't know he was holding.
"Thanks senpai."
"It's not an issue. Anyways, you two should head to bed now. it's getting late, and we still have practice matched tomorrow. But before I forget, take these to last you tomorrow." Akaashi handed kageyama two tampons. "It's all I can spare right now. My heavy day is tomorrow, so I need as many as I can get right now."
"It's fine. It'll last long enough." Akaashi nodded and gave a rare, soft smile.
"Now, off to bed for you two."
"Goodnight senpai!" Hinata said, bouncing out. Kagyeama just bowed, pocketing the tampons for the morning.
"Goodnight you two."

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Luckily, the last day of the training camp went off without a hitch. Bokuto kept his mouth shut about last night, and no major leeks happened. The barbeque was delicious, and kageyama actually enjoyed himself, other than choking a bit on the meat.
Right now, they were headed home on the bus, Hinata sitting next to him, passed out in his seat. Kageyama was staring out the window, wondering what it would be like if they were together. Could they go on dates like normal people? Hold hands? Kiss-
"Don't run away volleyball..." Hinata muttered in his sleep, interrupting kageyamas thoughts. He gave a soft huff with a smile, stealing a glance at the sleeping ginger next to him. man, he was really zoinked out, huh?
The bus turned, and Hinata's head fell onto Kageyama's shoulder. He couldn't help but flush red at the contact and turned his head to face the sunset in the window. He just hoped nobody saw-
"Hey king, when you gonna make him your queen of the court, huh?" Of course, stupid Tsukishima just had to notice it, huh?
"Shut the fuck up. I have no clue what you're talking about."
"Oh come on. It's obvious you two like each other. Or are you too chicken to ask him out?" Kageyama growled and ignored him as yamaguchi got him to stop taunting him. Kageyama however, was more concerned with his thoughts. Thoughts about maybe asking the ginger out. Thoughts about coming out to the team. Would they look at him differently if they knew he was trans? God, he hoped not.

Soon enough, they were pulling into the parking lot of the school. From there, they would all make their way home themselves. "Boke."
"Hmm?"
"Are you walking all the way home tonight?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Dumbass, it's dark as hell out here! You live a half hour away, and that's on bike!"
"So?"
"So come to mine tonight." Hinata went red in the cheeks, and kageyama did too.
"I didn't realize you cared so much bakayama."
"Oh, shut up." Hinata laughed that beautiful laugh of his, and kageyama felt his belly swoop.
"Alright, alright. I'll call my mom and tell her I'm staying at yours. But I'm borrowing your clothes." Hinata in his clothes?! God, he would not survive.
"Deal. Lets get going."

While Hinata called his mom, kageyama called his to let her know his best friend was staying the night because he lived so far away. She was fine with it, but had to ask. "Tobio, honey, is this the boy you have a crush on?"
"Mom!"
"Is it?" He grumbled. "I need an answer honey."
"Fine. Yeah."
"That's what I thought. I'm fine with him staying the night, but at least make sure he uses a condom."
"Mom." By the tone of his voice, she could tell her son was not amused. "I'm on my period by the way."
"Hot chocolate and movies?"
"Yeah."
"Alright. I'll get it all set up! I'll see you soon sweetie!"
"Yeah, I'll see you."
"I love you."
"Love you too." He muttered out as he hung up.
"Aww, so cute! I didn't know you were such a softy for your mom kageyama!"
"Shut up boke!" His face was beetroot red as he shouted this, which only spurred Hinata's laughter on more. He grumbled. "Anyways, it's a hot chocolate and movie night cause of my period. You fine with that?"
"Yeah!" Thank god they had already started to talk after they walked away from the other team members. Kageyama decided, no, he was not quite ready to come out to his team. Little by little he would, but not right now.

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Stepping into his house, tobio could smell the hot chocolate and cookies his mom made. "Wow! It smells amazing in here!"
"Aw, thank you!" His mom said from the kitchen. "You must be Hinata. Tobio talks quite a bit about you." She teased.
"Mom!" He flushed. very embarrassed. She laughed a little, while Tobio cleared his throat. "Anyways, is dad still at work?"
"Yeah. He's stuck with the night shift tonight."
"That sucks. I guess I'll see him again tomorrow."
"Hey, what does your dad do?"
"He's a nurse. Works at the emergency room in town." Tobio said, grabbing the two mugs of hit chocolate from the counter. He handed one to Hinata and took a sip of his own mug. He hummed contently, headed to the couch to set it down on the coffee table. Hinata followed him like a lost puppy. "Come on, lets get some clothes that are more comfortable. I'll see if there's anything that fits you, but it might be a little loose."
"It's fine. I can use my gym shorts if they're too loose." Tobio shrugged.
"Alright." They got up to his room, While going through his clothes, he realized something. "Hey, why don't you just wear your gym clothes to sleep?"
"Cause they're sweaty and smell. I need to wash them, and I really don't want to sleep in them cause they'll feel gross." Oh. That makes sense. Tobio continued to dig, and found an old pair of shorts he wore until late middle school, and a tee shirt that was a little tight on him. They'd likely be super loose on him, but the shorts had drawstrings in them, so he can adjust them to fit him fine.
"Here. Bathroom's down the hall on the right."
"Thanks!" He bounced out of the room, leaving Tobio to get dressed in his own nighttime clothes, which consisted of shorts and a hoodie. Just as he got the hoodie down, he heard a knock on his door.
"I'm dressed." Hinata came back in, smiling. Tobio blushed, seeing his clothes on the ginger.
"Come on! Let's go watch a movie and drink that cocoa before it gets cold."
"I'll be down in a second. You go on ahead."
"You got something to do?"
"Something like that." Hinata shrugged, not pushing it as he went away. Tobio could hear the little pats of his feet against the hardwood walk away. He headed to the bathroom, having to change the tampon out for a pad in case he fell asleep. Knowing how tired he felt while menstruating, he didn't doubt he'd end up crashing on the sofa tonight.

When he got back downstairs, he saw Hinata sipping one of the mugs of cocoa, and flipping through the movies they had online. "Hey, you guys have some really good movie selections."
"I guess? Lets just turn something on." Hinata shrugged, pressing 'My Neighbour Totoro' as Tobio settled onto the couch, the other mug of cocoa in his hands, along with a cookie.

Kageyamas mother came down the stairs in the middle of the night, needing a drink, and chuckled seeing the two curled up together, passed out. Taking a photo, she grabbed the remote and turned the tv off, before getting her drink and headed back to bed.

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After Hinata went home, I stared at my ceiling, groaning. Not from pain, but from my thoughts. I rolled over to my side, and sighed. His smile always sent me into a swarm of butterflies, and the thought of him made me blush furiously. I both loved and hated the feeling, and it was becoming overwhelming. I wanted to hug him, and kiss him, and hold him, or even have him hold me. I don't care, I just want him to be mine. I sat up, huffing. That's it. I'm gonna ask him out Monday at lunch.

Monday's lunch period came around, and to my disappointment, I couldn't find him anywhere! Seriously, how hard is it to find a red headed shortie?! Apparently, harder than you'd think. During the break before lunch, I noticed he was talking to Yachi-san, which confused me at first, but when I asked him about it later, he just went red and mentioned something about homework help. I didn't ask further than that, but now I'm wishing I did. At the current moment in time, I was walking around the school, looking for him. "Kageyama-san?" The familiar voice of sugawara senpai called out. I looked behind me to see him walking to me, confused. He was alone, which was unusual for him. Wasn't he usually with Daichi-san? "What are you doing here?" He asked, catching up to me.
"I'm looking for Hinata. UI can't find him." I huffed a little and bit the inside of my cheek. Where the hell did he get off to?
"How about I help you look then?" I raised a brow.
"Don't you want to eat with daichi-san and asahi-san?"
"They'll live without me for a day." He sent off a quick text, and with that, we were off to look around the whole school for that boke. "So what do you need him for? I know you two sometimes practice during lunch, but I thought you two agreed not to practice together on Mondays to focus on studying?"
"Yeah, we did."
"Did you check with yachi-chan?"
"I did. She hasn't seen him since the first break."
"Huh. Weird."

We were sitting outside on a bench, and I was almost crying out of frustration. "Maybe he had to grab something?"
"I hope that's all." We were quiet for a second, and then suga-san stood up.
"I'll be right back." I nod and sniffle a little. He comes back a minute later with a carton of milk, and a juice for himself. "Here."
"Thanks."
"So if not for practice, do you mind if I ask why you were looking for him?" I shrug.
"I guess." He waited for me to elaborate. "I was gonna ask him out."
"Like, on a date?" I nod, blushing. "That's sweet. I can see why you were so eager to find him now. Daichi was the same way when he asked me out." I looked up at him, and he chuckled.
"I had no clue."
"We keep it off the court. I take it you're nervous about it?"
"Yeah... And something else."
"Oh?" I swallowed.
"I'm trans." I mutter, but he still heard me. It's silent for a minute, before I keep speaking. "Hinata knows, and I know he doesn't care while we're friends, I'm just nervous he'll be weirded out by dating a trans guy."
"I'm pretty sure he won't care." I glanced up at him. "And if he is, I'll personally smack him and scold him for you." I sat up.
"You don't have to do that."
"I know. But if he isn't weirded out by it and he knows, I think you're pretty good to assume he wouldn't care if you two were to start dating. But I am curious, how long have you been transitioning? I'm asking cause that actually took me a bit off guard." I chuckle.
"Let me think... Two years old or so? Maybe three?"
"Man, you've known a long time, huh?" I nod. "I'm happy for you. You seem to be able to feel like yourself, so that's pretty cool." Another nod.
"I'm thinking of telling the rest of the team."
"Really?"
"Yeah. I've thought about it for a while."
"If you do, there's no rush, so do it at your pace. One thing at a time."
"Right." The bell rings, signaling the end of lunch. "I'd better get back to my class."
"Me too. And I'm sure Hinata will show up soon enough."

When I got to class, I was a little surprised to see Hinata at his desk. "Boke! Where were you? I looked all over for you!"
"Oh, I uh, had to run an errand." I sighed.
"Geez, you couldn't have at least texted me that you had to go somewhere?" I flick his forehead.
"Gah! Bakayama!" I glare at him, and he shrinks back a little. "I forgot! Don't kill me." I sigh.
"Just remember next time." I sit at my desk, and he blinks a few times.
"Aww, were you worried about me?" He teased, and I went red. "Gah, so cute kageyama!" He tried to hug me, and as soon as he made contact, I froze, redder than ever.
"B-Boke! Shut up!" I yelled, trying to push him off me before I combust, while he laughed the whole time, not a care in the world, and not a clue what he does to me.

"Kageyama!" Hinata called for the ball, and I set it to him in our special quick. He cheered as it slammed down, and I pumped my fist in satisfaction. Practice had ended about ten minutes ago, and we were still playing.
"Come on guys! I want to go home!" Suga-senpai called from the doorway. "It's my night to lock up! Clean up quickly so I can do that!"
"Ah, sorry!" We called together and rushed to clean up the gym. Another ten minutes passed while we did that, and we ran to the club room to change as he locked up the gym doors. We got our uniforms back on and started to head home together.
"So, what was that errand you had to run?" I asked, curious. He looks at me, confused. "You know, at lunch?" He gasps.
"I almost forgot!" He yells out, and digs through his bag, pulling out a grocery bag, and giving it to me. "Here!" it was surprisingly heavy.
"Boke, what-"
"It's for you." I look at him, uncertain. What was he up to? "Open it!" He says, happily, and I sigh opening the bag.
Inside was a box of chocolates, and a plush. I looked at him, confused. "What's this for?"
"Uh, well, I don't know much about periods, so I asked Yachi while we were studying. She mentioned that chocolate and soft things get her through hers, and I got an idea. So, I got you some." I pulled out the plush, and as I thought, it was the heavy-ish thing in the bag. According to the tag, you could throw it in the microwave to ease pain. "I don't really know how bad the cramps can be, but when I saw that, I figured it might be nice?" It was a little panda bear that felt full of little beans. I smile a little and put him back in the bag. "I totally get if you don't like them, I'm just trying my best to help you and I-" I pull him in for a hug, my head resting on top of his curls. He stops talking, and after a second, hugs me back.
"It's perfect Hinata. Thank you." I Pull back. "You want to know why I was looking all over for you at lunch?"
"Sure?"
"I wanted to ask you on a date." I said, a bit embarrassed. I looked away, not wanting to meet his eyes. "I still want to ask you on a date." I correct myself a little. "Will you go out on one with me?" I hear giggles, and then that laughter that drives me crazy. He jumps and wraps his arms around my neck, and out of reflex, I grab his thighs.
"Of course I will!"

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I gulped nervously as I messed with the strings of my hoodie. I looked myself over in the mirror for what must have been the tenth time today, making sure I didn't look feminine. I don't know why I'm like this today, I just feel insecure. I guess it’s about how I look. I have a blue hoodie with a tee shirt under it, black jeans and sneakers. It didn't look feminine. But why do I feel so dysphoric then? I guess I'm just having one of those days. But I'd be fine. After all, I'm going on a date with Hinata after all, and he always has an uncanny way of making anyone smile. Just the thought of him was making me smile a little.
putting my wallet in my pocket, since it had the tickets in it, along with my phone in case something happens. I headed downstairs to see my mom there with Hinata already. I guess he showed up early? "What are you doing here already? I thought we were gonna meet at the park?"
"I got overexcited." He explained. "I only got here about five minutes ago though. It's not like I've been here for an hour." My mom sipped her tea, hiding a smirk. I grumbled a little but couldn't deny it was cute.
I headed to the door to get my sneakers on and grabbed my keys. "Let's go boke." He beamed and ran over to get his shoes on with me.
"Have fun boys." My mom said, picking up her book. "Be home by ten. I know it's Saturday, but I don't want you throwing off your sleep schedules." I flushed in embarrassment.
"Okay mom." We headed out, Hinata giggling.
"It's cute your mom cares."
"It's embarrassing." I said, feeling a little grumpy at my mom, and myself. The feeling wasn't going away. I looked at Hinata, who had a bounce in his step as we walked to the amusement park. His smile and humming made me smile softly in return, and a fluttering feeling filled my stomach, replacing the feeling of dread and discomfort that was there before. Our hands brushed together every now and then, and I was debating grabbing his hand. But before I could make a decision, he grabbed it himself and faced me with that sunshine smile.
"Well, no matter, let's go!" He says, and the flustered bubbling feeling in my stomach returns.
“I never said we weren’t.”

As we get closer to the amusement park, we look at each other and both break out into a run, no words needed to know what we were thinking. We just knew we wanted to race one another. We arrived, panting, but I think Hinata got there a split second before me. “Ha, thats… another point to me.” He panted out. I scoff, but roll my eyes.
“I’ll get you next time.”
“Sure.” He teased.
“Boke!” I grab the top of his head, and he sticks his tongue out at me in response. We look at one another for a few seconds before we just burst out in laughter, while I grab the tickets from my wallet and give them to the worker. He put bands around our wrists, and we walked in, hands laced together. “What first?”
“Rides first! If we do games first, we’ll be carrying a bunch of prizes and doing rides, and that just sounds bleh.” I shrug. He’s not wrong.
“Rides it is.” We walk to the rides, and after a small debate on which one looked like more fun to ride first, and one that looked like it would no doubt make us both sick that we wanted to avoid, we decided to go on his ride first. It was an older looking ride mostly made out of wood. I was unsure of how stable it was, but we got in line anyways. The damn boke had the nerve to be shaking the whole time we were in line, and after five minutes, I grabbed his hand with a huff. “If you’re that nervous about the ride, we’ll go on a different one. It’s not a big deal, you know. It’s just a ride.”
“I-I’m not nervous! What gave you that idea?”
“The look on your face is the same as the one you have before big games. Pure fear.” He was still shaking, but it wasn’t as bad anymore. “Hey, boke, breathe. You look like you’re gonna pass out. That would be a lousy first date.” I joke. He didn’t take it as that.
“I’m not trying to make this date lousy! I’m sorry!” He bows, and I grab him, flicking his forehead gently. “Hey! Bakayama! What was that for?!”
“You’re so stiff. I know you’re not meaning for the date to be that dumbass.” He pouted, and I chuckled at his expression, and leaned down. “It’s just me. It’s not anything too special.” I kiss his cheek and pull away, turning my face away from him as we walk further to the line. My face was a bright pink. Why the fuck did I do that?!
“Kageyama! You can’t just do that and turn away!” He made me look at him, and his usual smile was back on his face. “Besides, it is special! I’ve wanted to ask you out for ages, but you beat me to it. I just don’t want to mess it up.” I look at him, and start to chuckle.
“I don’t think you’d be able to do that easily.” Soon enough, it was our turn in the ride, which we were both laughing while some people behind us screamed. I grabbed his hand next to me, and he looked at me, his orange hair going everywhere with the wind. As much as I’d love to take a photo of his smile, if I took my phone out of my pocket, there was a good chance I’d lose it, and I’d rather not do that.

After a few rides, we got food as it was starting to get darker out. “I take it we won’t be getting on any more rides?” I asked. He shook his head no.
“I’d rather not get sick everywhere.”
“Fair enough.” We continued to eat, making a few pointless jokes every now and then, and I felt myself enjoying the date a ton, and forgetting about my worries, if just for the night. He threw away our trash as we headed to the game stalls, and we looked at one another, smirking. Yeah, we were so competing on who could win the most games by the end of the night. The first game we came across was whack-a-mole. “You up for that?” I asked, and he nodded enthusiastically. “Whack-a-mole it is then.” After a quick game of rock, paper, scissors to see which one of us would go first, I ended up being the one to play. The game started up, and I did my best to hit the stupid little moles, and I wasn’t doing too bad a job at it. Some of the little fuckers were just too fast for me to get before they went down again. As the time counted down, I kept trying to hit them, but they got faster and faster, and I’d just barely missed them most of the time. I had a decent score of 200 though, with each mole being worth 10 points. The buzzer went off after I got one more mole, and I smiled. 210 wasn’t bad, and I had enough to get a small prize, to which I got a keychain plush of a lion. It was Hinata’s turn now.
The game started up, and it seemed his fast reflexes were helping him with this game, since he hardly missed any moles. Even when the game sped up, he was able to keep pace with the game, knocking the moles back down with ease. I had to admit, I was impressed. He easily got 500 points by the time the game was over, and picked out a mid sized bear plush, and smiled at me. I looked at the bear, and it was black with blue eyes. “What’s that about boke?”
“You got a plush that looks a little like me, so I got a plush that looks a little like you.” I looked at the small key chain, and yeah, it did look a bit like him. Amber eyes and an orange maine, it was a spitting image of him.
“Huh, I didn’t notice.”
“What? I thought that’s why you picked it!”
“I just think lions are cool.” I shrug. He looks at me in disbelief, before bursting out laughing.
“Baka.”
“Boke.” I joined him in laughing with my own giggles. “Okay, what’s next?”
“Dart throws?”
“Hell yeah.”

After the dart throws, I ended up winning between the two of us, and got a plush cat, while he got a smaller version of the same cat. “Hey, it almost looks like the cat had a kitten.” He joked. I looked at them side by side, and smiled.
“Hey, you’re right.” We walked around a little more, trying to find somewhere where we could settle our scores. Being tied would not fly here. After a few minutes, we found an arcade. Perfect. “Hey, how about here?” He looked and smiled that blinding smile.
“Yeah! Let’s go!” We headed inside.

When we got inside, we were greeted by the smell of arcade foods, mixed with the smell of the amusement park outside. “So, what first?” I asked as we paid for our tokens.
“How about one of those racing games?”
“You’re on.”

Racing games, skee ball, even a basketball game which we were both fairly bad at -the balls kept hitting the edge of the net when I tossed, and he could barely aim the ball right- we went for some classic arcade games. We teamed up on some sort of fighting game, and went for some other games too, like pac-man and some of those spaceship shooting games, we had a fair amount of tickets. Our competition was to see who had the most tickets between us, so we went to a ticket counter machine once we were out of tickets. Hinata went first, having about 1200 tickets. He was surprisingly good at these games. “Boke, how do you have so many tickets?”
“I used to play at arcades a lot before I got into volleyball. I still go to them every now and then, but not as much as I used to.” I noogie him softly, while he laughs.
“Dumbass, of course you’re gonna hide it from me.”
“It never came up!” He defended, freeing himself from my grasp. He gently shoved me as he got his voucher. “Anyways, it’s your turn.” I started to put my tickets in, and I saw I just barely had less than him. He had 1250 total, and I only had 1200. I groan.
“Damnnit!”
“Grab your voucher. Let's pick out some prizes!” I did so, and we headed off to the prize counter. We looked through the prizes, and I went for a couple pairs of headphones since they were only 600 each. I gave one to Hinata, which he smiled about. He pointed at something, and the employee grabbed a turtle plush, much to my surprise. He gave it to me, and my eyes widened.
“Hinata, what-?”
“Don’t think I didn’t notice the turtle terrarium in your living room. She looks well cared for! I figured, you might like a plush to cuddle with since turtles aren’t the cuddliest creatures.” He chuckled, and I felt my face heat up. “What kind of turtle is it anyways?”
“She’s a leopard tortoise. My mom’s had her for about 20 years, since she was a hatchling. She likes to roam around the house, but we try not to let her out too much when we have company over, since she sometimes makes them uneasy.” I smile at the turtle plush in my arms, and it reminds me of her. “My sister was the one to name her Shelly, since she was only two when she was brought home.” We start to walk home. “But I think I’ll name this one tuck.”
“Like how turtles tuck into their shells?”
“Yes, but there was this kids show I watched as a toddler that had a turtle named tuck in it. Man, what was the name of that show again?”
“Wait, I think I know that show! Natsu watches it sometimes. Wonder Pets, right?” I snap my fingers.
“Exactly.”

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Once the weekend was over, we had an early practice Monday morning. Most of the team was tired, but Hinata and I were both wired with energy. The only one on our level for that was Nishinoya-senpai, which really was no surprise. "Shoyou!" He called excitedly, running up to hinata.
"Noya-san!" They started talking a mile a minute, and I couldn't help but feel a little jealous that he could be as close to someone like him so easily. But then again, they have a similar energy, so nobody was surprised when they started to get along. But even so, my stomach coiled with envy, but I did my best to ignore it. We're not quite official yet. Besides, we've only been on one date. Haven't even kissed yet either! I don't have any reason to feel like this, but I can't help it. I've been crushing on him for ages now. But only Sugawara senpai was aware of such a thing, and we didn’t talk about telling people about our date. Instead of saying anything, I stayed silent, if only for now.
“Kageyama! Set for me?” I smirked.
“What, you think I wouldn’t?”
“I’m just making sure.”
“Boke. Why wouldn’t I? Dumbass.” I tease a little, our usual banter flowing easily.
“Baka.”
“I’ll set for you, come on.” The three of us headed up to the club room to change into our gym wear, Hinata’s smile a lot bubblier than usual, which didn’t go uncommented on.
“What’s that grin for shrimpy?” Tanaka senpai asked. Hinata went red, and tried to wipe the smile off his face, but failed. “Ohh~ I see, I see. You got yourself a little girlfriend, huh?” He teased, and I had to really try not to smirk. If only they knew.”
“No! I mean, maybe? We aren’t official or anything-” Seems like he was just as nervous of that fact too. “-But I did have a date over the weekend, so I guess? I’d have to ask them.”
“What’s stopping you? Get your girl before someone else gets her!” I really tried not to roll my eyes. Hinata also seemed slightly annoyed at the misgendering, even if they didn’t know it was me. “I bet she’s gorgeous!” He went on, and a stab of dysphoria went through my stomach like a knife.
“Nah, I bet she’s more the cute type.” Nishinoya said. Hinata’s annoyance was getting a little clearer.
“Guys, leave him alone-” Sugawara senpai tried to remedy this, but he was ignored.
“It’s fine! We’re just curious! Come on, tell us a little about her-”
“It’s not a her!” He blurted. The room went still, and horror was written on his face. I knew the feeling too well. He wasn’t scared about himself, or even outing me. No, he was more worried about the possible reactions. A beat passed. Then two. Noya senpai grinned.
“Why didn’t you say so? What’s he like?” He asked. Relief flooded his face, and a soft smile came back.
“He’s not out yet, but he’s the most amazing person I’ve ever met. And that’s all you’re getting until we’re official.” I was blushing a little, and turned away aws noya senpai and tanaka senpai tried to pester more details out of him. I finished getting dressed, no longer listening to his conversation with them, but didn’t miss the smile sugawara-senpai gave me as our eyes met. I looked away, eye contact always feeling weird to me, and headed to the door.
“Boke, if you want me to set to you, you’d better hurry up!” I call aws I open the door to leave. “And don’t forget to stretch this time!” He almost pulled something a month ago since he was so excited, he didn’t stretch before jumping. He got an earful from daichi-san and coach Ukai. Fairly deserved if you ask me. He’s on our starting lineup, so we can’t afford him being injured like that. He could easily tear something if he did that again, and that’s the last thing we need.

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After school, Hinata ran up to me. “Kageyama!” He was bouncing as I stopped to face him, a huge smile on his face. No matter how many times he directed that smile at me, it never failed to make my heart flutter. It was both annoying, and endearing.
“What is it?”
“Want to come to my place tomorrow?”
“Huh?”
“Natsu wants to meet you again, and we just bought some new movies I thought we could watch together! How about it? Movie night tomorrow?” I softly smiled, and hoped it didn’t look weird.
“Sure.” He hugged me as I said that, and I tensed up for a second, before hugging back. Well, it was more awkwardly patting his back. He pulled away with that same sunny smile, before grabbing his bike. “So, what movies are they anyways?”
“I think one was some sort of wolfman movie, a movie called guardians, some movie about a stunt double, and my mom bought a new copy of mean girls since she loves that movie, but Natsu accidentally broke it. We have others, but those are the new ones.” He explained. I nod, thinking about it. “You don’t have to decide today. I figured we’d watch tomorrow and just have you spend the night at my place. Make it so you can pack a bag tonight and ask your mom and dad.”
“Oh, right.”
“Any snacks you want my mom to grab?” I shake my head no.
“Nah, I can bring my own.”
“If you insist.” He smiled at me. The rest of our walk was quiet, until we got to where we parted ways. “Hey, bend down to my level for a second.” I furrowed my brows together, but did what he asked of me. He leaned in and placed a tender kiss on my cheek, and my face burst in color, going no doubt a dark red. He giggled. “You’re so cute when you’re blushing like that.” He whispered, making me go even deeper, which I didn’t know was possible. He laughed teasingly, and I growled.
“You-!” I grabbed his shirt and pulled him into me, kissing him properly. Lips on lips and nothing more, but my heart felt like it would burst out of my chest. I felt his eyelashes flutter against my cheek as his eyes closed, mine already shut tight. I felt his hand on the back of my neck, and he tilted his head a little to slot our lips together a little better- and better it was.
Our lips moved together for a few seconds, before I pulled back, eyes half lidded. He chuckled.
“I’ll see you tomorrow Tobio.” He winked at me saying that, and kissed my lips one more time, before hopping on his bike and heading home.
Even in the dim light of the street lights, I could see the pink on his cheeks. I stood there for a few seconds, processing what I not only did, but his reaction to it.
What the hell?!

The next morning, the dumbass acted like nothing happened, but he was noticeably happier. He wouldn’t tell anyone why, but I knew. The day went on without him saying a single word about us kissing under the street light, but it was all that was on my mind. It was hard to push it away for practice, but I did the best I could, and only got yelled at once for being distracted.
After practice though, it was finally time to head to Hinata’s house. He had me hop on his bike with him as he rode the half hour to his house. I enjoyed the wind in my face, and did my best not to distract him. He needed to focus on pedaling the bike so we wouldn’t crash. The last thing I want is for both of us to crash and eat dirt. The half hour passed in a comfortable silence for the two of us, the only noise being the creaking of the bike.
We finally arrived, Hinata panting ever so slightly. “You okay?”
“Yeah, just… need a minute.” He said, sounding out of breath.
“Alright then.” I stood by him as he caught his breath, before watching as he locked up his bike and opened the door. Instantly, the smell of a home cooked meal hit my nose, and the warmth of the house wrapped over me like a blanket. I smiled ever so softly at the feeling of the atmosphere in his house as the two of us walked in. His sister- Natsu, if I remembered correctly- ran up to us, hugging her brother, and then hugging me too.
“Kageyama-san! Shouyou-nii! Can we play together again?”
“Uh, sure?” It came out like a question, and she squealed happily. She grabbed my arm in a surprisingly tight grip for a nine year old, and brought me over to her toy piles, sitting me down on the ground with a bunch of action figures and dolls. I reached for an action figure of captain america as Hinata went to go see if his mom needed any help with dinner. We were playing for all of three minutes, when Natsu looked me in the eyes.
“Kageyama-san?”
“Yeah?”
“Do you like my brother?” I gulped, my face going pink from embarrassment. She could pick up on that?!
“I-”
“You do, don’t you?” I nod, not denying it. “So you want to kiss him?”
“I- Yeah?” Where was she going with this?
“Then why don’t you?”
“Natsu!” His voice shouted from behind me, making me jump. I froze seeing him chase his sister again. He was behind me the whole time.
Fuck.

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After chasing his sister down, Hinata didn’t say anything about what he heard, so I thought he hadn’t heard me. I really hope he didn’t, since I think I would die of embarrassment. We weren’t there yet! Hell, we weren’t officially dating or anything like that, so why would he do anything? I just hope I didn’t scare him off with what I admitted. Sure, we’d had a few pecks on the cheek, and that one kiss under the streetlights, but nothing more.
Right now, we were watching a movie together. Natsu was upstairs, sleeping since it was getting late. Hinata’s mom had told us she was headed to bed too since she had work in the morning, and warned us to not stay up too much later since we still had school. Once she was upstairs, I felt Hinata’s hand intertwine with mine, and he smiled at me. “So, you like me, huh?” I blush, feeling the mortification sink in. I was so fucked, wasn’t I? “Kageyama~” He teased softly. “Come on, you can tell me.”
“I…”
“Yeah?”
“I do like you.” I admitted. He smiled a bit wider, swinging his leg over my lap, straddling me. “Huh?”
“That’s good, because I like you too.” He pecked my cheek. “So, I was wondering if you’d like to be my boyfriend?” I blinked.
“Obviously dumbass.” It was my turn to smile, and he leaned in. “Hinata-”
“Shouyou.” He corrected me. “It’s shouyou to you now, Tobio.” I shivered when he said my name. “Can I kiss you?”
“Yeah…” He tentatively connected our lips, showing that despite how calm he was acting, he was quite nervous. I kissed back in an instant, and felt the butterflies swarm up inside me. It was lips on lips as we moved them together, creating a rhythm quickly that the two of us liked. Every time our lips reconnected, it was like lightning on my core, the electrifying feeling addictively stirring the butterflies in my stomach over and over again. Hinata- no, shouyou pushed me back to the seat of the couch, laying on top of me as he swiped his tongue against my lips, and I melted, opening my mouth for him to explore. Slick gushed from my pussy, but I did nothing about it; but I was confused why I was turned on from just kissing.
His tongue snaked along mine, curling around it and dragging it into his mouth to suck on it, drawing soft noises from me, all while I tangled one of my hands into his hair, delighted to find it was just as soft as it looked, my other arm snaking around his waist, his hands wondering to the back of my head and the other behind me on my lower back. Not quite on my ass, but close to it. Just as I thought he was going to go lower, he gently scraped his nails against my spine, making me gasp in our kiss, breaking it. My spine arched before I could stop it, a breathy sound escaping my lips, and shouyou had the audacity to giggle at me! My leg came up, right between his legs, and I felt something pressing into me, going red when I realized he was hard from making out with me. He went red, and sputtered an apology, climbing off me, the movie still playing in the background. It was white noise by now.
I grabbed his wrist, pulling him back on top of me. “You’re not going anywhere.”
“But-”
“I don’t care. I know you’re not going to pressure me.” He nods.
“We don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to.” He tells me. I huff.
“But now I’m all hot and bothered…”
“Huh?”
“I’m wet, dumbass.” I admitted, a dark blush on my face. He blushed too at that. “I… If you want to do something, I won’t stop you.” He hummed, turning the TV off. “Huh?”
“Let’s go to my room, yeah?” He says getting up off of me. “I’d rather not have to clean cum off the couch.” I nod, standing up, letting him take my hand and guide me to his room. He backed me up onto his bed, and straddled me, kissing me deeply, and I took no time to hesitate kissing him back. One of his hands was resting on my shoulder, and the other was trailing down. It rested on my thigh, squeezing it and making me groan softly. “Let’s get these off, yeah?” I nod, and start to take them off, my boxers following quickly, my packer going with it. He slides off the bed, now standing between my thighs. “How quiet can you be?”
“Pretty quiet.” He hummed, kissing me again. His lips were so soft, and they tasted sweet, not unlike the sodas we had earlier. Our tongues danced against one another, before he pulled away, a string of saliva connecting us. I was panting a little, and he slid down to his knees.
“Get a little closer, okay?” I scooted a bit closer. “Just lay down and focus on staying quiet for me. I’d rather not traumatize Natsu in case she wakes up.”
“A-Alright.” I do as I’m asked, and he gently spreads my knees apart, exposing me to him. I feel a finger slide up my slit, and I hear a hum, followed by a pop.
“You taste so sweet, Tobio.” I blush, realizing what he did. “Makes me want to taste you more.”
“Dumbass… I’m not stopping you.” I feel his hot breath against my most sensitive parts, and feel a soft pressure.
“Itadakimasu.” Before I can question it, I feel his tongue lick up my slit, and I have to cover my mouth so as to not moan. He chuckled as he did it again and again, before circling my dick with his tongue, occasionally licking over the bud and putting pressure on it. I gasped through my hands as he did that, and covered my mouth further so as to not moan loudly. He was right, I didn’t want to scar his little sister if she happened to wake up for some reason. The only sounds in the room were the squelching of my wetness, and my muffled moans, with the occasional groan from Shouyou. “Fuck, you taste so good.” He muttered. I hadn’t heard him swear before, but it was hot. “I could get addicted to this.” I felt one hand leave my legs, and the shuffling of fabric, before a soft moan against my pussy. Was he…? Jerking off to eating me out?
Before I could question anything, he sped up his tongue, diving back in with a vigour, and plunging inside my pussy, licking up the walls, twisting and thrusting in and out of the dripping hole. My eyes got hazy as my vision turned to stars, and I felt that pool of heat bubble warmer and warmer. I cried out in pleasure, still muffled by my hand, as the other grabbed his hair and forced him further into me. He giggled, but never let up on his movements. It was too good- has he done this before? Surely he’s had to, right?
Fuck, I can’t bring myself to care too much when he’s making my legs shake like this.
I was panting through my nose, soft moans muffled by my hand, my other tugging on his hair, and he let out a soft moan against me when I tugged a little harder. The vibrations had my back bowing in ecstasy.
His tongue went back to my dick, circling the inflamed bud over and over, before diving back into my pussy, and it was borderlining too much. I was gonna cum so hard on his face if he kept that up. And I think he knew it too. He went even faster if that was even possible, his dick squelching in his grasp, no doubt from pre-cum, and my pussy squelching on his face. I was close, so, so close.
He plunged his tongue inside me once again, and my body locked up as I squirted on his tongue. He hummed, licking it up, but some dribbled off his chin and to the hardwood floor below, while some got on his bed. I sat up slightly, to see him pumping himself quickly, before ropes of hot cum shot out, covering his hand and part of his stomach. His face was flushed red, and no doubt mine was the same. He stood up, his cock still hanging out of his pants, and kissed me again, and I didn’t even care that I could taste my cum on his tongue. He hummed, deepening the kiss, and cradling my face in his hand, the other on my shoulder once again.
“You did so good, Tobio.” Another kiss. “Perfect.” A peck. “Delicious.” I chuckled.
“Come on boke, let’s get cleaned up.” He kissed me again, a hand tangling in my hair.
“One more minute.” We made out in the afterglows, before taking a shower together. He put some fresh blankets on, since that’s where my cum reached, and crawled into bed, opening his arms for me to climb into next to him. He kissed my forehead, and I melted a little on the inside. He yawned, and pulled me a little closer. “Goodnight Tobio.”
“Goodnight Shouyou.”
I had never felt safer in someone’s arms than I did in that moment.
And I doubt I ever will.

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I woke up that morning feeling hazy, and it took me a minute to figure out why. I flushed a little when I remembered, but felt a soft smile on my face anyways. I looked down, and saw orange hair on my chest, my brain finally processing that there was a weight there. It wasn’t the first time he had fallen asleep on me, but after last night, this felt more intimate than it had any right to.
And to be honest, I was fine with that. I was happy about it even. I felt Shouyou snuggle deeper into me, snoring a little while he slept.
‘Cute.’
He muttered something about volleyball in his sleep, and I snorted a little, waking him up. “Huh? Mmm… Time izzit?” He muttered, rubbing his eyes. I sat up and looked at the clock on his bedside table.
“5. What time do you usually leave for school?”
“About 6:15.” He rolled off me, stretching, before leaning his head on my shoulder. His hair tickled my neck slightly, but I did nothing about it. “I know we gotta get up, but we should definitely have plans for this again. Maybe at your place next time.” I nod, the two of us beginning to get up and get ready for school. We got dressed in a tired silence, before he wrapped his arms around my front, a sleepy smile on his face. “I had fun last night.” I chuckled, trying to play off my blush.
“Yeah, me too.” I did my best to look into his amber eyes, but as soon as we made contact, he got up on his tiptoes, wrapping his arms around my neck and pulled me down into a sweet kiss that I instantly returned with a happy hum. He pulled away after a few seconds, smiling.
“Come on, I think my mom’s got breakfast, and if not, we can make something quickly.” On cue, my stomach rumbled a little, and we both laughed.
“Yeah, food sounds good.”

After a quick breakfast, we both brushed our teeth, and washed our faces before heading off to the school, early as usual. School didn’t start until 7:30, and we didn’t have morning practice on Fridays, but we always showed up to practice anyway. As we passed the ball back and forth, I asked him something.
“Do you want to keep this between us?”
“Huh?”
“I… I’m not ashamed, but I’m also not out…”
“We don’t have to tell them right away, but I think they’ll all find out eventually.” I nod.
“Maybe give it a couple weeks?” I asked. “I know they won’t stop teasing once we tell them. I just want to spend more time with you as a couple without the teasing.” He smiled that annoyingly cute smile that always had butterflies coming up in my stomach. I didn’t even know I was smiling back until he spoke.
“I’d like that. I’d also like to see you smile more!” He said this without shame, and my face heated up a little.
“I’ll try.” The warning bell rang, and one last pass had the ball back to me. I was quick to put it in the club room, before jogging back down.
“Race you?”
“Always.” And with that we were off.