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USUAL DISCLAIMER: I don't own the TMNT and I won't make any money off this. It's purely for fun.
The other characters are my own.

Leo is sixteen
Raphael is 15
Don is 14
Mikey is 13

Olivia's seventeen
Joanna's 16
Laura is 14
Samantha is 13

Shortly after ten thirty on the evening of November 26, Raphael was on his way home from patrol, when he was jumped by several Purple Dragons. He fought bravely and managed to ward off a few, but they kept coming. He continued attacking and stood his ground, but he was tiring.

"Ready to give up, reptile?" Hun snarled.
"Neva," Raphael said.

Hun nodded at his men who threw a smoke bomb.

Rubbing his eyes and coughing, Raphael was at the mercy of the thugs who immediately tackled him and then repeatedly pummeled him. He mercifully blacked out, but the men continued assaulting him.

Hun slashed Raphael's plastron with his knife a few times and grinned when blood dripped onto the ground. Then he did the same thing to Raphael's arms and legs. Finally, he kicked Raphael in his groin and sides.

"Is he gonna die?" a thug asked.
Hun gazed at the battered, bruised and bloody turtle and said, "He will if he doesn't get help fast. Let's get out of here."

Hun spat at Raphael. Then he and his thugs ran off into the night.

Olivia was on the way home from visiting friends, when she saw a peculiar object lying on the sidewalk not far from her house. She looked down and saw that it was unlike anything she'd ever seen before. It appears to be a turtle, she thought. It wasn't moving. Is it dead? She bent down and checked the creature's pulse. Faint, but still breathing. I have to move him.

Olivia dialed a number. "Jo, are you home?" she asked.
"Yeah. What's up, Liv?"
"I need your help. Can you come outside. I'll explain then."
"Okay, sis."

Joanna joined her sister outside and said, "What the hell is that, Liv?"
"I think it's a turtle and it's been beaten up. Help me move it inside."
"Inside? What if it's dangerous? Look at those weapons in his belt. What the hell are they? What if he attacks us with them?"
"Jo, just help me move it and they're called sai."
"What if it bites us?"
Olivia huffed in annoyance. "It's a cold night and it could die outside. I doubt it'll hurt us. Look at its bad shape. Help me."
"Fine," Joanna said and sighed. "But it's your fault if it turns on us."

The teenage girls gently picked Raphael up and took him inside.

XXXX

"To my room, Jo," Olivia said.
"You have to be kidding!"
"No. It'll be safe and warm for him there. Then get me some towels and cloths."
"I still think this is a bad, bad idea, sis."

The girls lowered Raphael into Olivia's bed.

"Get the towels, some water and cloths," Olivia said. "I need to clean the poor thing. Did Sam and Laura come home, Jo?"
"No. They decided to stay over at their friend's house."
"Okay. Get those items. It's okay," Olivia soothed, stroking Raphael's head. "You're safe now."

Joanna appeared with the items, handed them to Olivia and said, "I'm going to bed. That thing looks dangerous. Look at its muscles. It must be a boy. It's the freakiest thing I ever saw."
"Go if you want," Olivia said as she tended to Raphael's wounds.
"You always had a soft spot for weird things. I mean, like your last boyfriend who was in that cult, but this takes the cake. A giant turtle. Ugh. And an ugly one at that. See you later," Joanna said and left the room.

"I'm sorry," Olivia said to the still unconscious Raphael. "My sister can be an insensitive ass. I don't think you're ugly. In fact, you're kind of handsome for a turtle." Olivia got out her sewing kit and stitched up the gashes Hun had made. Then she gently cleaned Raphael all over, removed his bloody belt and gear in the process and left them on the nightstand next to her bed. "Look at your skin. It's the most beautiful color green I've ever seen. Emerald. All done. I managed to stop the blood flow and you should be fine when you wake up." Olivia removed Raphael's bandana, set it down on the nightstand with his other gear and said, "Goodnight. Rest easy."

She went to the bathroom to do her ablutions.

Golden eyes flickered open and took in his new surroundings. Where the hell am I, Raphael wondered? He reached down for his weapons and saw that he was naked and in a bed. Where am I? His eyes wandered over the room. There were posters of heartthrobs on the wall and there was an autographed photo of Paul Walker on the nightstand where he noticed his weapons and gear. This is definitely a teenage girl's room, Raphael thought. Shit. I gotta get home. I gotta call the guys. He donned his belt and looked for his shell cell in the pockets. Damn. Not there, he thought angrily. How can I call them now? I'll just go home.

He forced himself into a sitting position and grimaced at the pain coursing through him. Then he tried to stand up, but his legs buckled underneath him. He fell to the floor with a thud and his eyes closed.

What the heck is going on, Olivia thought, hearing the crash? She ran out of the bathroom and was alarmed to see the turtle on the floor. The silly thing must have tried to get up, she thought as she saw the belt he wore. She dragged Raphael back to bed and pulled the covers over him.

"You need to stay in bed," Olivia said.
Golden eyes opened and glared at her. "Who are ya?" Raphael demanded. "And where am I?"
"My name's Olivia Mason and you're in my bedroom."

Raphael stared at the dark haired and blue eyed girl. She was a beauty, but he knew she couldn't like anyone like him. He was a freak and he'd never find love. She stared back at him, unafraid, which surprised him. He was used to people screaming when they saw him.

"I'm pleased you're awake. What's your name?" Olivia asked.
"Raphael."
"Raphael, you must be very hungry. I have leftovers that my family..."
"How'd I get here?"
"I found you near my house and took you inside. It's brutal out there and it's starting to snow. "
"I hope ya didn't..." Raphael said and blushed.
"No. I didn't touch you. How about some grub? Do you like turkey? I have no idea what turtles eat."
"We eat whateva ya humans eat."
"I'll be back in a few moments. What would you like to drink? Hot chocolate?"
"Thanks."
"You relax, okay?" Olivia said and left the room.

Raphael closed his eyes and thought, she didn't scream or freak out and treated me like I was normal. She seems really nice. No. I can't have feelings for her, cuz it wouldn't work out. I'm a freak and she could have any guy she wanted.

Olivia returned with a tray a few minutes later and settled it on his lap.

Raphael looked at the plate on it that contained turkey, mashed potatoes, gravy, cranberry sauce, yams, pumpkin, peas, carrots and squash and his stomach growled.

"Hah. I knew you'd be hungry," Olivia said, taking the cup of hot cholate off the tray and putting it on the nightstand.
"Thanks," Raphael said and tucked in. His eyes lit up as the flavors and smells filled his senses. "This is amazin'. Thanks."
"You're welcome. It's Thanksgiving Eve. Do you celebrate it, Raphael?"
"Yeah. We had Thanksgivin' lunch earlier."
"We? There are more of you?"

Raphael speared a piece of carrot with his fork, chewed, swallowed and debated whether he could trust her. He decided he could. She had rescued him from the extremities, after all.

"Yeah," Raphael said. "My bros and my dad."
"Are you the eldest?"
"No. Leo's sixteen. Then me. I'm fifteen. Then there's Don and Mikey, who're fourteen and thirteen. Ya got siblings?"
"I'm seventeen and Joanna, Samantha and Laura are sixteen, fourteen and thirteen."
"Are they as pretty as ya?" Raphael blurted out. He blushed when he realized what he'd said. Olivia laughed. It sounded like bells tinkling and he loved it.
"Your family must be worried. Do you want to call them?"
"I'll pay ya back for the call."
"No need. Are you close to your brothers?"
"Yeah, especially Leo. We fight a lot, but there's no one I admire more than him and I love him most. Havin' said that, I'd die for any of my bros. No questions asked. Ya'd like my bros. They're pretty cool. Don's the genius, Mikey's the prankster and Leo's more reserved, but he's got a kind heart."
"And you?"
"I'm the hothead and Mr. Macho." Raphael chewed a piece of turkey, swallowed and added, "I often do things without thinkin' and I got a fierce temper."
Olivia smiled. "I bet you also have wonderful qualities, Raphael."
"Maybe. Hey. Thanks again." He finished the last piece of turkey and reached for his cup of hot chocolate. "That was the best food I eva had."
"Thanks. Do you have space for dessert?"
Raphael sipped the hot chocolate and said, "Yeah. What did ya make?"
"My mother's recipe for pumpkin pie. Cream or ice cream?"
"Cream, please."
"You can call your family. I'll be back in a bit," Olivia said and left the room.

Raphael reached for his phone on the nightstand and dialed Don's shell cell. Hey, Don."
"Where the hell are you, Raph? We've been worried sick."
"I'm... Ya'll neva believe it. I was ambushed by Hun and his goons and I'm at a girl's house."
"Doing what? Come home now."
"I can't. It's snowin' outside and I'm still sore. Ya can come and get me in the mornin'."
"Can she be trusted?"
"I think so. She nursed me and gave me dinner. She's beautiful, like an angel. Ya should see her."
"Raph, forget it. She'd never date you. You know that, so don't be hopeful."
"Yeah. I know," Raphael said sadly. "See ya tomorrow. Tell the guys I say hi."

Raphael disconnected the call, sighed and thought, I know that. No one's eva gonna love me.

Olivia appeared with a plate of dessert, handed it to him and said, "Here you go."
"Thanks," Raphael said and dug in. "Wow. This is amazin'."
"I'm glad you like it."
"So, where's yer mom?"
"My parents died a few years ago. Car crash."
"I'm sorry for yer loss. It musta been rough for ya."
"Yes, but especially for my youngest sister. Laura was extremely close to dad. We were sent to live with my mom's sister. It didn't go well. She was vindictive and mean. I was emancipated last year. I have two part time jobs and study online."
"Good on ya. I'm sorry it didn't go well."
"Thanks, Raphael."
"It's Raph ta family and friends."
Olivia smiled. "I like that. Raphael's dignified and posh, but Raph sounds so manly."
"Hah. That's me," Raphael said and chuckled.
"Did you call your family?"
"They'll be here ta get me in the mornin.'"
"Good. You have lovely eyes. They're like golden jewels. Did you know that?"
Raphael blushed again. Then he cleared his throat and said, "Thanks for helpin' me. I owe ya."
"You don't. Are you finished?"
"Yeah. Thanks. It was incredible."
"Do you need to go to the bathroom?"
"Yeah."

Olivia helped him to the bathroom and left him alone to do what he needed to do. Then she helped him back to bed. She pulled the covers over him and smiled again.

"Get some sleep, Raph," Olivia said.
"I will," Raphael said and yawned.
"Happy Thanksgiving," Olivia said and kissed his cheek. "Sleep well." She grabbed the plate and left the room.
"Night," Raphael said, trying not to blush.

Raphael rubbed his cheek, smiled and thought, this is the best Thanksgivin' eva. Maybe I will find love and Don was wrong.

He closed his eyes, fell asleep and dreamed about the girl he now regarded as his angel.

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Raphael woke early the next morning, November 27, to find a dark haired and green eyed girl staring at him. She was the spitting image of Olivia, but had different colored eyes.

“Who are ya?” Raphael asked. “And what’s with the starin’? Ain’t ya neva seen a guy before?”
“A guy? You’re a large talking tortoise. How remarkable. I’ve never seen anything like it before.”
“I ain't an it and I ain’t a tortoise,” Raphael hissed, disliking the girl. “I’m a turtle and a boy.”
“Whatever. You’re still a unique specimen. I bet the scientists would love you. Maybe I should call a couple and tell them about you.”

"Joanna," Olivia said, entering the room. "Please leave if you can't be civil to our guest."
“Whatever. You’re making a big mistake bringing that thing to our home, Olivia.”
“Out!” Olivia said, shoving her sister out of the room and then closing the door. “I’m sorry, Raph. My sister can be a bit hostile to newcomers.”

“I’m used ta people treatin’ me that way,” Raphael with a shrug, trying to make light of it. He was, but it still hurt him every time.
“That doesn’t make it right,” Olivia said sadly. “You can’t help the way you look. I’m sorry. You don’t deserve it. The world would be a much better place if people were more tolerant. Anyway, how are you feeling?”
“Betta, thanks. I appreciate all ya’ve done. What time is it?”
“A little after eight. Would you like breakfast?”
"That'd be great, thanks."
“Coming up. I truly am sorry about my sister. I’ll talk to her," Olivia said and left the room.

XXXX

Olivia went to the kitchen and found Joanna sitting at the table and drinking coffee.

“Jo, what you said to Raphael wasn’t cool,” Olivia said. “He’s been through a lot. The last thing he needs is someone hating on him.”
“Raphael is the thing’s name? Is it trying to be posh?”
“He’s not an it. He’s a boy. He has feelings and thoughts like us and he hurts when someone’s mean to him. Can you imagine all he’s been through? Poor soul.”
“You like him, don’t you, sis? You like that thing. Is he going to be your new boyfriend? Wow and I thought your last boyfriend was weird.”
Olivia’s eyes blazed as she said coldly, “I’d appreciate you being nice to him.”
“Why should I? He’s a freak.”
“He's not and is a kid like us.”
“He’s nothing like us.”

“Who’s nothing like us?” Laura said, entering the kitchen with Samantha.
“Have we missed something?” Samantha said.

“Liv’s rescued the most gruesome creature,” Joanna said. “It’s upstairs in her bed and is probably leaving its scent behind. Ew. I hope she washes the linen.”
“He’s not ugly. What was I supposed to do? Leave him to die?” Olivia asked.
“Call Animal Control. He’s a frigging reptile. They’d deal with him.”
“They’d have sent him to a lab to study him.”
“So what? He’s a freak of nature and belongs in a lab.”

Raphael had heard the bickering. He was in agony, but he knew he couldn’t remain in the house any longer. He grimaced as he donned his weapons and his gear. Then he headed to the source of the arguing.

XXXX

Raphael entered the kitchen and said, "I’ll leave. I don' wanna be a nuisance ta no one. Thanks for everythin', Olivia.”
“Raph, you don’t have to leave.”

“Whoa,” Laura said, her eyes widening at seeing Raphael. “I’ve never seen anything like you before. What are you?”
“What happened to you?” Samantha asked. “You don’t look good. Who banged you up?”

“I’ll see ya around, Olivia,” Raphael said, turning and heading to the front door. He opened it, stepped out into the bright sunshine, slipped on a patch of snow and landed on his butt.

Fuck, Raphael thought as he gingerly stood up.

“Raph, are you okay?” Olivia asked, standing on the porch and looking at him. She’d told her sisters to stay inside.
“Fine. I’m gonna go. Thanks.”
“Wait!” Olivia approached him and said, “Will I ever see you again?”
“No. Yer sisters don' like me and we’re too different. I gotta get home ta my bros. Thanks for all ya did. I’d have died othawise and…”
“You’re in no shape to be out of bed.”
“I’ve had worse injuries than this. I’ll get home fine. Thanks.”
“Listen, I get off shift at six tonight. You're welcome to come over for dinner if you feel up to it. It’ll just be me. My sisters are going to friends.”
“Why? Is this a pity thing and feel sorry for the mutant turtle?”
“No. I have tons of food left over. You’d be doing me a favor and I wouldn’t mind some company.”
“What about yer boyfriend?”
Olivia’s eyes clouded over and she said, "He passed six months ago. So, are we on?”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t know. Now I feel like an ass.”
“It’s okay. You didn’t know and I’m all right. Is six fine?”
“I gotta check with Leo, but I’m sure it is. Anythin’ ya want me ta bring?”
“Just yourself. Hey. Can I have your phone number in case my boss makes me work a double shift and I have to reschedule?”
“Sure.” Raphael gave it to her and said, “I’ll be seein’ ya then.”
“Take care, Raph.”

Raphael left and had only walked a few meters when it started snowing.

“Raph,” Olivia said, running after him. “You can’t be out in this. You’ll catch a cold or worse, go into brumation.”
“Ya know about that?” Raphael said in surprise.
“Yes. Come with me. I’ll make you something hot to drink. You can go home when it’s stopped snowing.”
“But yer sisters won’t like that.”
“I don’t care,” Olivia said as she wrapped her arms around his waist. “There’s no way you’re going out in this and looking at your injuries, I honestly think you shouldn’t be going anywhere soon.”
“But my family...”
“You can call them, let them know and they can come here if they wish.”

They went inside.

XXXX

Olivia helped Raphael back to bed and ensured he was covered with the thick blankets. They hadn’t seen her sisters, which pleased Raphael. The last thing he wanted was another fight with Joanna.

“Rest, Raph. I’ll be back with your drink now. Is hot chocolate okay?" Olivia said.
“Great, thanks. Can I phone my family?”
“Yes. I’ll see you now," Olivia said and exited the room.

Raphael dialed a number and said when he heard his older brother’s voice, “Hey, Leo. I'm callin’ ta tell ya that I ain't comin’ home yet. It's snowin' and I don' feel so hot. I’ll be back when I’m betta. The girl who saved me said I can stay here until then.”
“Are you okay, Raph?” Leo asked, his voice laced with concern. “We can come and get you.”
“No. Ya shouldn’t be out in this weather neither.”
“I’m not letting you stay at a stranger’s house. What if she works for the Foot or Bishop or…?”
“She’s nice.”
“Give me the address. I want to check things out for myself.”
“Leo!”
“Raphael, you’re my baby brother and it’s my job to look after you. I won’t rest until I know for myself that you’re safe.”
“Okay, Fearless. Fine,” Raphael said and rattled off the address.
“See you now, Raph.”

Raphael disconnected the call, sighed and thought, Leo’s such a worrywart. He shoulda been born a woman. All he does is nag.

“Heres your drink, Raph,” Olivia said, entering the room. She set the mug of hot chocolate on the nightstand.
"Thanks. My big bro’s comin' ova. He wants ta check on me.”
“That’s great. My sisters are with their friends for a few days, so you’ll be fine if you stay here.”
“Leo will probably take me home.”
“I see,” Olivia said, trying not to show her disappointment. “I have chores to do. I’ll call you when Leo arrives.”

Did I imagine it, Raphael thought as Olivia left the room? That Olivia seemed disappointed that Leo’s gonna take me home. Nah. I must be imaginin’ it. There's no way a girl like that would like me.

Leo arrived with Mikey a while later and Olivia showed them to her bedroom where Raphael was fast asleep.

“Raphie!” Mikey squealed as he rushed to the bedside. “Raphie, we’re here.”
“Don' call me that,” Raphael said irritably and opened his eyes. “I hate it.”

“I’ll leave you guys,” Olivia said and left the room.

“Wow. She’s hot,” Mikey said. “Is she your girlfriend, Raph? She couldn’t keep her eyes off you.”
“She ain’t my girlfriend,” Raphael growled. “She just helped take care of me. I'd have died if it weren't for her."
“Oh. I think he does. Look at Raphie. He’s blushing,” Mikey teased. “Red suits you, bro.”

“Stop teasing him, Mikey, or he’s gonna clobber you. I won’t stop him,” Leo said. “How are you feeling, Raph?”
“Still sore, but I’ll be okay. I told ya guys not ta come out in this weather.”
“Yes, but you’re my bro and I told you I’m coming. We left Don behind, because his flu still hasn’t gone. I’m taking you home.”
“But, Leo…”
“No buts. You can tell Olivia thanks, but you’re going home where we can take care of you.”
“Whateva ya say, Leo,” Raphael said sulkily. “But she was takin’ good care of me.”
“You like her, don’t you?” Raphael’s flushing told him volumes. “It’ll never work, Raph. You’re a mutant turtle and she’s a human. You can’t give her what she wants and vice versa. I don’t mean to be harsh, but you have to face reality. It’ll never work.”
“I know. She was nice and I hoped she'd like me.”
“Raph, she doesn’t and was merely being nice,” Leo said, placing a hand on his shoulder. “I’m sorry, but that’s how it is. Humans don’t want us. We’re freaks to them. Let’s get you home and we’ll… Mikey will make your favorite meal and we can play video games.”
“Ya suck at them.” Leo did, but Raphael knew it was his way of trying to make him feel better.
“Yes, but it means we can bond.”
Raphael rolled his eyes and said, “Yer cheesy, Leo, but thanks.”

Leo’s right, Raphael thought. There's no way in hell Olivia would like me. I'll forget about that idea. No one’s gonna love me, except maybe Mona Lisa, who likes me and I don' feel the same way.

Leo and Mikey said goodbye to Olivia.

Olivia turned to hug Raphael and said, “You be safe, Raph. Will I ever see you again?”
“No,” Raphael said, hating saying it, but knowing it was for the best.

We’re too different and would neva work out, Raphael thought.

“Thanks for everythin'. I appreciate it," Raphael said. "Be safe, Olivia, and look afta yerself.”
“But why, Raph? You said you’d like to come over. I thought we could be friends. I don’t understand.”
“Then lemme explain it ta ya,” Raphael said coldly. “I don' mix with humans. They don' give a shit about me and I don' give a shit about them. Goodbye, Olivia.”
“But you said…”
“That don' matter. What matters is what I’m sayin’ now. Goodbye.”

XXXX

Leo and Mikey helped Raphael into the Battle Shell and placed him on a stretcher.

Leo sat in the back with Raphael and Mikey drove.

Goodbye, Olivia, Raphael thought sadly. I’m sorry if I hurt ya, but there's no way we'd have worked out.

“Cheer up, Raph,” Leo said, patting his shoulder. “You’ll meet someone better suited for you.”
“Like that Mona Lisa? Pass. I’d rather stay celibate for the rest of my life than date her.”
“She’s not so bad. Give her a chance. She’s actually rather sweet and likes you a lot.”
“I know.”
“Will you call her? Like when we get home?”
“I will, if it stops ya naggin'.”
“Great. I like her and I know she’d be good for you.”

XXXX

Leo and Mikey put Raphael to bed when they arrived home.

Mikey and Leo left the room when they were satisfied Raphael was comfortable.

Raphael dialed a number. "Hey, Mona? It's Raph."
“Raphael, how are you?”
“I’m good. How are you?”
“Terrific.”
“So, um, are ya doin’ anythin’ this weekend?”
“No. Why?”
“Wanna come ta Earth and hang out?”
“Hang out where?”
“With me.”
“On a date?”
“Yeah.”
“I’d love that, Raphael.”
“Ya would?”
“I hoped you'd ask me out. I’m surprised you have. I didn’t think you liked me.”
“I do, but I’m kinda shy,” Raphael lied. “It took ages for me ta summon up courage.”
“I’m glad you did. I’ll come to the lair tomorrow.”
“Great. See ya then. Take care, Mona.”
“Hey, Raphael?”
“Can I call you Raphie?”
“If ya want. I don' mind, although I usually hate it.”
“Cool. See you tomorrow.”
“Bye.”

Raphael disconnected the call and thought, maybe Leo's right. Mona’s such a sweet girl really and I’ve probably been very unfair ta her. I’ll give her a chance. I got a betta chance at love with her than with Olivia and honestly, Mona’s kinda cute. She does kick butt and I know she likes me. We could work out and maybe even have a family. I'm gonna forget about Olivia and focus on Mona.

Raphael shut his eyes and was soon fast asleep.

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Raphael was lounging in his hammock that evening when his shell cell rang. “HI.”
“It’s Olivia, Raphael. How are you?”
Raphael’s heart hammered at hearing her voice. He badly wanted to talk to her, but he knew he had to tell her to go away, because it'd never work out between them. He composed himself and said icily, "I told ya goodbye. Why are ya callin’?”
“I wanted to hear your voice and to know that you got home safely.”
“I’m fine!”
“Why are you angry? Have I done something to upset you?”
“Yeah. Yer callin’ afta I said not ta. It’s harassment and me and my girlfriend don' like it.”
“You have a girlfriend?”
“Yeah. She’s gorgeous and we’re happy.”
“Raphael, I just wanted to see how you were,” Olivia said, trying not to sound disappointed he was taken. “And I hope you’re happy…”

Olivia’s words were cut off, because Raphael disconnected the call. He sucked in a deep breath and thought, I hated doin’ that, but it was for the best. I doubt she’ll call now she knows I’m off the market, unless she’s dumb and can’t get a damn clue. I hope she don' call. I felt like I was a jackass. I gotta get some sleep. Mona will be here in a few hours.

Raphael closed his eyes and soon fell asleep.

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Olivia sighed sadly and thought, he was hostile and unlike the guy I was starting to know. Did Raph’s brothers put him up to it? I can’t believe I’m upset he’s taken. I barely know him, but I felt a connection with him and thought he did too. Maybe he’s just playing hard to get and the girlfriend's a lie. I’ll leave him alone now. It’s late. I'll call again tomorrow.

XXXX

The next morning, November 28, Raphael was up at six. He quickly cleaned his room. Then he joined his brothers and Splinter in the kitchen.

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"Morning, Raphael," Splinter said. "How are you, my son?" “Hi, Sensei. Mornin', guys. Much betta, thanks.”

“Hey, Raph,” Leo, Don and Mikey said in unison.

“You seem chipper today, Raph,” Leo said.
“Yeah. Mona’s comin'. I asked her if she wanted ta visit and go out. She said yes.”
“Like on a date?”
“Uh huh.”

“Oh! Raphie’s going on a date,” Mikey said. “Can I come, Raphie?”
“No, ya bonehead. It's only me and Mona. Get yer own girlfriend and stop callin' me that.”

“I have always liked Mona Lisa,” Splinter said. “This is good news, my son, but please take things slowly. We do not need the talk again, do we, Raphael?”
“No,” Sensei,” a blushing Raphael said. “It’s just a date.”
“Good. You are much too young to be a father. We must clean the lair in preparation for Mona Lisa’s arrival. She will stay in your room, Raphael.”
“That’s cool with me. I changed the linen and my room’s clean.”

Don smiled and said, “You sound excited, Raph.”
“Maybe a little. I gotta do somethin’. Be right back,” Raphael said and left the room.

“I thought he disliked Mona,” Mikey said. “Why does he suddenly like her, dudes?”
“Maybe he realizes she could be good for him,” Leo said. “It'd never have worked out with that human girl he met. Mona’s a mutant like us, understands the risks and dangers we go through and the relationship has a better chance of working out. She’s also a lot like Raph. She's stubborn, passionate, but also fiercely loyal and devoted to the people she loves. They’re a match made in heaven.”
“I hope so. Do you think there will babies?”

“Not for a long time,” Splinter said firmly. “Do not tease Raphael about Mona Lisa. It is unusual for him to be this animated and excited about something and it would hurt him if you ridicule him. He is extremely sensitive.”
“Hai, Sensei,” Leo, Don and Mikey said in unison.

“Practice today, Sensei?” Leo asked.
“No,” Splinter said. “You can have a day off, because Mona Lisa is coming and the lair has to be cleaned. It looks messy. Clean the couches, vacuum, dust and tidy your rooms. I shall be in my room if you need me. One last thing. I know you all are happy that Mona Lisa is coming, but give Raphael and her some time alone. It's hard to get to know someone if others are always hanging around. See you later, my sons.”

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The brothers immediately began cleaning the lair. It was pristine when Raphael joined them in the living room a couple of hours later.

"I'm pooped," Leo said breathlessly. “Vacuuming always takes it out of me. Did you get what you wanted done, Raph?”
“Yeah.”
“Where are the flowers April brought over? They’re missing.”
“Uh,” Raphael said and flushed. "I took them ta my room. I thought Mona would like them.”

“Aw. Too cute,” Mikey said. “Raphie’s definitely got a crush on Mona.”
“Shut it, Mikey,” Raphael snapped. “Or I’ll pound ya!”

“Yeah, Mikey,” Don said angrily. “Stop teasing him. That’s great, Raph. I’m sure she’ll love it. Have you thought about where you’re taking her?”
“I dunno. There ain't many places I can take her lookin’ this way.”

“I have an idea,” Leo said, snapping his fingers. “Why not have a picnic in the lair, Raph? The dojo would be good. You can have candles, soft music and you can play truth or dare. That’s a fun game to play and a great way of getting to know each other. The picnic can be snacks and sandwiches. It'll be casual and relaxed and there'll be no stress.”
“Yeah, but we’ll get bugged by Mikey!”
“No. He’ll be with me and Don in Don’s room. We’re gonna play video games. You and Mona will be alone. Dad will be in his room, but he won’t pester you.”
Raphael smiled and said, “Okay. I love it. Thanks, Leo. I just wish I could take her ta an actual restaurant and we could do things otha couples do.”
“I know, but I think she’s gonna love this.”
“What if she don'?”
“She likes you and she’ll love anything you do, so don’t worry. Let’s go and prepare the snacks.”

The guys were relaxing in the living room at 4 p.m., when they heard Mona Lisa’s voice at the lair’s entrance.

“Hi,” Mona said.
“Hey,” Raphael said, getting up and going to her. “Good to see ya, Mona,” he added, staring at the giant Salamandrian and seeing her in a new light.

She’s beautiful, Raphael thought. She’s six foot and much taller than me. I'm only five foot two. I love tall chicks and her eyes are stunnin’. Wow. Why didn’t I see that before?

“You too, Raphael,” Mona said and pecked his cheek, making him redden.

“Hey, Mona,” Leo, Don and Mikey said in unison.
“Hi, guys,” Mona said and set down her suitcase.

“I gotta do somethin', Mona," Raphael said. "I’ll be right back.” He left the room.
“Sure, Raphael. What’s up with him, guys?”

“I don’t know,” Leo said with a shrug.

Raphael returned to the room a few minutes later and said as he handed Mona a bunch of red carnations, "These are for ya, Mona.”
“They’re beautiful, Raphael. Thank you. I love them.”
“There’s a vase in yer room. Do ya wanna put them there?”

Mikey nudged Don and said, “Aw. Isn’t it cute? Raphie’s trying to impress Mona with the flowers April gave us."
“Sh!” Don said as he elbowed him.

“I thought I heard you,” Splinter said, entering the room. “Hello, my dear Mona Lisa. It is good to see you.”
“And you, Master Splinter. Are you well?”
“I am. How are you, my child?”
“Same.”
“Those are wonderful flowers.”
“Yes. Raphael got them for me. Isn’t he thoughtful?”
“My son has always had a good heart. I am sure you want to settle in. Raphael has given up his room.”
“That’s very kind of you, Raphael.”

“No big deal,” Raphael said as he picked up Mona’s case. “Sheesh. What do ya got in here, Mona? Bricks?”
“My shoe collection!”
“Really? Typical woman.”
“Hah. Only kidding. I don’t wear shoes unless I have to. It's just things I thought I’d need.”
“Follow me.”
“See you in a bit, guys,” Mona said and she and Raphael left the room.

XXXX

Raphael set down the case on the bed in his room and said, "This is it, Mona." Mona placed the flowers in the vase, gazed around the room and said, "I love your room, Raphael. What’s that on the wall?”
“Shit,” Raphael said, noticing a poster of a naked model on the wall. He took it down and said, "It's nothin'." "Why's she naked? Was she too warm?”
“Ya could say that,” Raphael said and chuckled. “She’s a model who goes nude ta make money.”
“But why? That’s so tacky. Has she no pride?”
“She don' care about pride and wants money.”
“I'd never do that. My body will only be for my one true love. You liked her. What about her appealed to you?”
Raphael reddened, feeling awkward and said, "Her eyes.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. They’re pretty, but not as pretty as yers, which are like jewels.”
“Nice one, smooth talker.”
“I’m serious. They're beautiful. So are ya, Mona. I neva noticed before. I’ve been so blind.”
“But I don’t look like her and you clearly like humans.”
“Fine. I liked her and fantasized about her. Why are ya jealous about a damn poster?”
“Because I wish you’d like me that way,” Mona said tearfully.
“Ya silly girl,” Raphael said and crumpled up the poster. Then he cupped her cheek and said, "I wouldn't have asked ya ta visit me and ta go out if I didn’t like ya, Mona. Yer far prettier than her, have class, ya kick ass and yer strong, sweet and tall. I love that.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. Ya got nothin' ta worry about. I’m only interested in ya. No one else. Not even if that girl asked me out.”
“Seriously?”
“Why do ya find that hard ta believe Mona?”
“No one’s ever said I’m wonderful and I’ve never been good with my self-esteem. How can I be when I’m a six foot Salamandrian and a mutant? People think I’m a freak.”
“They think I’m one too,” Raphael said softly. “I know how ya feel, but I don' think ya are. I think yer absolutely gorgeous and a work of art.”
Mona blushed and said, “You’re extremely handsome, Raphael. I’ve always thought so.”
“Now yer kiddin’.”
“I'm not. I love your eyes. They’re mesmerizing and you’re so brave, caring, passionate and loyal. You’re fantastic, Raphael.”
“I am?” Raphael said, flushing.
“Yes.”
Raphael blushed again and cleared his throat. “Did Sal Commander come with ya, Mona?”
“No. He has a cold and decided to stay on the ship until he’s better.”
“What’s yer favorite food?”
“There’s this particular insect I like, which only exists on my planet. I love it cooked with gravy.”

Barf, Raphael thought. Yuck.

"Have ya eva had ice cream?" Raphael asked.
“No. What’s that?”
“It’s really creamy and there are many flavors. Ya will love it. We could get ice cream and go for a walk in our disguises.”
“I’d go anywhere with you. That sounds like fun.”
“Great. It’s a date,” Raphael said and kissed her cheek, making her blush. “We’ll go out afta dark. Ya must be tired, so get some rest. I’ll call ya for dinner at seven.”
“I can’t wait, Raphael.”
“Me either. Sweet dreams.”

Raphael left the room and thought jubilantly, yeah. I got a date with a girl who likes me. I like her too. How couldn't I have liked her before? She’s so sweet. Realizing he still had the crumpled poster in his hand, he went to the kitchen, ripped it into shreds and tossed it into the recycling can. I don' need ya no more, he thought. I got a far better thing. Mona Lisa. I got a feelin’ we’re gonna be friggin' awesome together.

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Mona sat on Raphael’s left and Don was on her right at dinner.

“How are long are you staying, Mona Lisa?” Splinter asked.
“Probably just the weekend. It’s peaceful at home right now, but something tells me we’ll have another battle soon. I need to leave on Sunday.”

“Surely yer planet could cope without ya for a week, Mona," Raphael said.
“I’ll have to check with Sal Commander. I'll stay longer if he okays it.”
“Good, cuz there’s so much I gotta show ya.”
“Just being with you is more than I could ever have dreamed.”

Mikey snickered when Raphael flushed and Leo elbowed Mikey hard in the side.

“Ow, dude. That hurt,” Mikey said and scowled at the leader.
“Good,” Leo whispered. “Don’t tease him. This could be his only shot at love and you won't make it even more awkward for him than it is.”

“Are you and Mona staying in the lair or going out, Raph?” Don asked.
“I'm takin' her out. I got the disguises, so ya don' hafta worry, Leo.”

“I’ll always worry, Raph,” Leo said. “That’s my job as big brother and leader and I expect you home by eleven.”
“Midnight?”
“No. There’s practice in the morning. Eleven and not a minute later.”
“Fine.”

“Having a girl here is nice,” Mikey said. “Do you like kids, Mona?”
“Yes. Why?"
"'Cause I want to be an uncle. You and Raph would make beautiful babies.”

“MIKEY!” Raphael bellowed as his cheeks flamed. “I’m gonna smack ya into next Tuesday if ya don' shut yer fuckin’ trap!"
“Raphael!” Splinter said. “Language. Calm down. There will be none of that. How many times do I have to tell you that I detest foul language? Must I wash your mouth out with soap?”
“No, Sensei,” Raphael said sulkily.

Mona giggled and said, “Raphael, you’re very cute when you’re mad. Mikey, I like babies, but I’m not ready to have them yet. There’s a lot I want to do first.”

The rest of the meal went by uneventfully.

Raphael was pleased how easily Mona fitted in with his family. She chatted to Leo about a book she’d read, told Mikey how excited she was to try the video games she’d been told were fun, listened to Don about his latest invention and heard Splinter’s tales about the brothers as kids. Mona’s face had beamed with happiness and interest as she'd listened and Raphael knew his family liked her. Leo was the hardest nut to crack and if he'd sung Mona’s praises long before the dinner, which he had, Raphael knew Mona was regarded as one of the family.

"Can I clear the plates and wash them if you're all done?" Mona said after dinner.
“No,” Raphael said quickly. “Ya get ready.”
“You sure?”
“I’m sure."
"Okay," Mona said and left the room.

“I shall retire to my room,” Splinter said. “Have fun and remember your curfew, Raphael.”
“Hai, Sensei.”

Splinter exited the room.

Raphael reached across the table, smacked Mikey upside the head and said furiously, “Way ta go, moron. What are ya tryin’ ta do? Scare her away?”
“Ow, Raphie. That hurt,” Mikey whined.
“Good.”
“I just want to be an uncle. Is that so bad?”
“Bug Leo about it.”
“He doesn’t have a girlfriend.”
“She ain't my girlfriend. We ain’t even gone on a date yet and ya want us ta make babies.”
“They’d be adorable.”
“MIKEY!”
“Sorry,” Mikey sniffed. “I’m just excited that there may be babies.”

“There won’t be soon, Mikey,” Leo said. “Raph and Mona are still kids, but perhaps they'll have kids someday if things work out.”
“I hope they do. I like Mona. We all do. Even Master Splinter does. That means a lot, doesn’t it, bro?”

“Yeah," Raphael agreed. “I couldn’t be with someone my family disliked. I love ya guys and yer opinions mean the world ta me.”
“Aw. We love you too, Raphie,” Mikey said.

“I’ll help with the dishes,” Don said, hoping it was a no, because he wanted to go to his lab.
“I’ll do it,” Leo said. “It’s Raph's turn, but I'll help him.”
“Bye,” Don said and rushed out of the room.

“Raphie, at least get a kiss tonight!” Mikey said.
"Mikey, scat before I pound ya!” Raphael growled.

Mikey fled the room.

Raphael sank back in his chair and put his feet up on the table.

“You know Dad hates feet on the table, Raph,” Leo said.
“He ain’t here. Why are ya helpin’ me with the dishes? It ain’t yer turn.”
"I want to talk to you.”
“Fuck. We’re gonna have the talk, ain’t we?” Raphael said and groaned.
“Clear the plates and we'll wash up."

Raphael did and joined Leo at the kitchen sink.

“I’ll dry. You can wash, Raph,” Leo said.
“Okay. What do ya wanna talk about, Leo?” Raphael asked as he washed a plate.
“How happy I am for you that you may have found love with Mona. I know it was hard to walk away from that human. She was very pretty, but something seemed off about her. I sense something dark, frightening and taboo. Don’t look at me that way. My gut’s usually right.”
“But she’s freakin' hot. How could she be scary? She was an angel and saved me.”
“People sometimes aren’t what they appear,” Leo said as he dried a plate. “I sense that with Olivia, but that doesn’t matter anymore, because you won't see her again, will you?”
Raphael shook his head. “No. Ya were right about Mona. She’s amazin’ and everyone loves her. I wanna get ta know her betta. Olivia’s a girl I met, who I won’t see again. I promise. She called me.”
“She what?”
“Yeah, but I told her where ta go, that I got a girlfriend and I hung up on her.”
“Good. Block her number. She's bad news, trust me. She's also probably been around the block. You don’t want a girl like that.”
“Nope. Mona’s so cute,” Raphael said dreamily, staring into space. “Why didn’t I see that before?”
“Because you closed your heart to the possibility of love with her.”
“I was stupid. I’m glad I opened my heart and I’m lookin’ forward ta our date.”

The brothers washed and dried the rest of the dishes.

Then Leo took Raphael to his room.

XXXX

Leo withdrew two hundred bucks from his personal stash and said, “This is for you, Raph.”
“Leo, I couldn’t take money from ya.”
“You can. I want you and Mona to have a fun evening and this extra cash will come in handy.”
“I can’t. I’d feel…”
“I’d be offended if you don’t. Use it for another time if you don't spend it today. Like maybe buy Mona a present or something. I want you to have it. Please, little brother.”
“But, Leo…”
“No buts and no paying me back. Well, you can pay me back by naming your first boy after me,” Leo said mischievously.
“Not ya too,” Raphael said crossly.
“I’m teasing. Take the money and have a great time.”
“Ya sure?”
“I’m sure. Take the money, have fun, show your girl a good time and be home by eleven.”
“Thanks, Leo,” Raphael said as he pocketed the money. Then he hugged his brother. "Yer the best big bro.”
“I’m your only big brother,” Leo said and pulled away. “Go and have fun.”
“Lata, Leo.”
“Leave your shell cell on.”
“Will do.”

XXXX

Raphael and Mona left the lair in their disguises just after eight thirty and headed to the city.

Sometime later, they stopped outside an ice cream shop, but it was closed.

“Damn,” Raphael said heatedly. “I forgot it closed at eight.”
“We can always go home, Raphael. I don’t mind.”
“No. I promised ya ice cream and this place is the best.”

Raphael checked that no one was walking past, picked the lock with his sai, disabled the alarm and said, “Come inside and shut the door, Mona.”
“We shouldn’t do this, Raphael.”
“It’s fine. Alarm’s disabled, so relax and have fun, okay?” He went to the ice cream counter, scooped chocolate ice cream into a bowl, gave her a spoon and said, “Try that, Mona.”
She tried the ice cream and grinned. “That’s wonderful, Raphael."
“Yeah. That was chocolate. Try this. It’s blueberry cheesecake.”
Mona dug in, closed her eyes in bliss and said, "Wow. This is terrific.”
“This one’s strawberry,” Raphael said and filled her now empty bowl.
“It’s delicious. I love all the flavors."
"I knew ya would."

They went through several more flavors.

Then Raphael said, "We should split. Choose what ya want, Mona.”
“Can I have two flavors?”
“Of course."
"Chocolate and the blueberry, please.”
“I’ll have mango and hazelnut. Comin’ up.” Raphael scooped the ice cream into two cones and said, “Ya want any toppings?”
“No, thanks.”

Raphael handed Mona her cone, left cash on the counter for the ice cream, took his cone and enabled the alarm.

They quickly snuck out of the back entrance and walked down the street.

XXXX

Mona took a small bite of her cone and said, "This is incredible, Raphael. I'm having a blast. I wish they had this on my planet.”
“Great incentive ta stay longer.”
“I’ll talk to Sal Commander about that tomorrow.”
“There’s a park ova there. We can sit and look at the stars if ya’d like.”
“Beautiful evening for them. Clear night.”

The couple went to the park and sat on the bench. There was silence for a couple of minutes as they ate. They tried each other’s ice creams and were soon finished with them.

“Wanna play truth and dare, Mona?” Raphael said.
“What’s that?”
“A game, which helps ya find out more about each otha. Truth is somethin' ya’ve done or ain't done or somethin' about yerself. A dare's like someone dares ya ta do somethin', like a challenge.”
“Okay,” Mona said and giggled.
“What’s so funny?”
“You have ice cream on your snout.”
“So do ya.”
“I do?”
“Yeah. I can get it off if ya want,” Raphael leaned in and licked the ice cream off her nose. Mona blushed profusely and a tingle ran down her spine at his touch. “Was I too forward, Mona?”
“That was kind of nice. Can I?”
“Go ahead.”

Mona leaned in to lick the ice cream, but Raphael had other ideas and gently kissed her lips, making her blush again.

“Sorry, Mona. I…” Raphael said.
“I liked it. You’re a good kisser, Raphael.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. That was my first kiss.”
“Mine too.”

Raphael leaned in again, cupped her cheek and kissed her deeply.

Mona responded and they made out until they needed air.

Raphael broke the kiss and said breathlessly, “Yer a good kisser too, Mona.”
“I’m glad my first kiss was with you.”
“Me too. Still wanna play the game?”
“We should go home. I know it’s probably still early, but you have practice tomorrow.”
“I really don' wanna leave yet. Do ya?”
“No, but I don’t feel comfortable being out in the open, Raphael.”
“Nothin’ will happen, beautiful. We’re fine. I'll protect ya if somethin' did."
“I can defend myself.”
“I know, but I just wanna protect ya. Is it so bad that I wanna protect my girl?”
“Your girl?”
“Yeah. Mona Lisa, will ya be my girlfriend?”
“Oh, Raphael. Of course I will,” Mona said happily, her eyes shining. “I didn’t mean to be defensive. I'm just used to taking care of myself."
“Then let’s seal the deal,” Raphael said and kissed her hungrily.

They made out for a long time.

Then they entwined hands and slowly walked home.

XXXX

Raphael was pleased no one was around to grill him on his date when they arrived home. He kissed Mona goodnight and feeling like the luckiest guy alive, he went to sleep on the living room couch. I got a girlfriend, he thought. Who’d have thought I’d eva get one? Mona’s amazin’ and I know we’re gonna be happy.

Raphael was almost asleep when his shell cell rang. “Hello?”
“Raphael, I’m sorry for calling this late, but I have a problem," Olivia said. "I think there’s an intruder in the house.”
“Call the cops.”
“They’re useless. Please, Raphael.”
“No.”
“I’m so scared. I think he’s upstairs.”
“I’ll be there now, okay?”
“Thank you, Raphael.”

Raphael disconnected the call, donned his disguise and thought, I don' wanna go, but I owe it ta her afta she saved my life. I’ll check she’s okay. Then I can come back ta my nice warm bed and dream about my Mona.

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He hurried to Olivia’s house as fast as he could and thought, I hope Olivia will be okay. I should really get the guys, but they’re fast asleep. It'd take too long for me ta wake them up and I don' got time. I gotta hurry. Every second counts.

Chapter Text

Raphael arrived at Olivia’s house, picked the lock with his sai, went inside, checked every room and found them clear.

Raphael crept upstairs and said, “Olivia, it’s Raphael. There’s no one here. Yer safe. Ya can come out, whereva ya are.”
A door unlocked and Olivia said, “Hang on a sec. Okay. Come in."

Raphael went inside her bedroom and his jaw dropped when he saw her lying on the bed dressed in a black teddy. Her legs were parted wide and she had an inviting smile on her face.

“Come here, Raphael,” she purred. “Join me.”
Raphael recovered himself and said, “I thought ya were in trouble, but there was no intruder, was there? I hate bein’ played. How could ya do it?”
“Too bad. I love games and we can have fun. Come here and I’ll show you. I bet you’ve never had sex before.”
Raphael angrily shook his head, hating that his shell was tight and that he was turned on by the beautiful woman. “No. I gotta go. This was a cruel ploy of yers and I’m goin’.”
“Really? We both know you want me,” Olivia said, removing her teddy and allowing it to fall onto the bed. “Take me. I want your thick cock to fill me with your seed. You’re so handsome, strong and manly, Raphael. Fuck. I want you. Come here and let me make you feel good.”

She's gorgeous, Raphael thought, studying her nude body as his hormones raged. And she wants me. Maybe a little fun's okay. Mona will neva know.

Raphael growled lowly, dropped down and approached the bed.

Raphael climbed onto her, sniffed her intimate area, familiarizing himself with it and licked her.

Olivia moaned and said, “Fuck me, Raphael. Fuck me good and hard. I want you so bad.”

Raphael lined himself up at her entrance and was about to thrust into her, when he heard a familiar male voice.

Leo said, “Raph, what the hell are you doing?”
A startled Raphael turned and looked at his brother. “Ya followed me, Leo. What the fuck!”
“I saw you creeping out of the lair and followed you. Just as well. You have an amazing girl who cares about you and you want to throw it away for what, a cheap tramp?”

“I’m no tramp,” Olivia hissed, draping her arm possessively around Raphael’s waist. “I want him and he wants me. Look at him. He’s aroused. His cock's throbbing and begging for my attention and he wants to thrust it into me, don’t you, Raphael? You want to make me yours. Come on, Raphael. Ignore him and let’s fuck.”

“Raph,” Leo said, staring into his golden eyes. “Your girl cares about you. This woman's only after a good time. It’ll never work out. Trust me on this. Come home.”
Raphael looked at Olivia, then at Leo and made a decision. “Let’s go home, Leo. Yer right,” he said, moving to stand beside his brother. "This woulda been a mistake. I’m glad ya showed up.”

“Raphael, you like me and I like you,” Olivia yelled, standing up and approaching him. “Don’t listen to him. He’s jealous.”
“Hardly,” Leo said and snorted contemptuously. “You’re not the kind of girl I’d choose. I’d want a girl with morals, not a cheap hussy. Let’s go, Raph.”

Ignoring Olivia’s pleas to stay, Raphael jumped after his brother through the window and they made their way home.

XXXX

"Thanks, Leo," Raphael said. “I can’t believe I almost betrayed Mona. I’m such a dick.”
“You’re a teenage boy dealing with his hormones. Olivia knew that and was trying to take advantage of it. She’s bad news, Raph. I still get that vibe about her. You’d be wise to stay away from her, especially as you have Mona, who adores you. Do you really want to lose her?”
Raphael shook his head. “No. Do ya think I hafta tell Mona about tonight?”
“Yes. You'd have slept with that girl if I hadn't pitched. We both know that.”
“But what if Mona dumps me?”
“That’s a risk you have to take. Relationships are about trust. You have nothing if you don't have that."
“Would ya tell yer girlfriend if ya'd almost banged anotha girl?"
“It wouldn’t happen to me in the first place, because I have tremendous self-control and would never let myself be in a situation like that. Be honest with Mona. She deserves it.”

XXXX

They arrived home.

Raphael went to his room and knocked on the door.

“Mona, it's Raph. Can we talk if yer awake?”
The door opened and Mona said, “Raphael, it’s late.”
“I know. I just need ta talk ta ya,” Raphael said nervously and shuffled his feet. "It won’t take long.”
“All right."

Raphael entered his room and she closed the door.

XXXX

“What do you want to discuss, Raphael?” Mona asked.
“Somethin' almost happened tonight. A girl named Olivia saved my life the other day when I was beaten up by Hun’s goons. I told her I wasn't interested when I left her place. I got home and she called me, but I told her again that I wasn’t interested. I guess she couldn’t take a hint, cuz she called when we got home from our date and told me that she had an intruder in her house.” Raphael paused and took a deep breath.
“And?”
“I told her that I wouldn’t come, but she became hysterical, so I went. There was no intruder. She wore a black teddy and was lyin’ on her bed. She lied ta me, but I didn’t care. I was turned on and I dropped down. I was ready ta fuck her when Leo arrived. He’d followed me and told me ta go home with him. He said how much ya adore me and I’d be makin’ a huge mistake.”
“I see. Do you think you’d have slept with her if Leo hadn’t showed?” Mona said, hurt etched on her face and her lower lip trembling.
“Yeah,” an ashamed Raphael said as he studied the ground. “I guess so, but it ain’t cuz I don' like ya and don' wanna only be with ya. It was cuz... Fuck. She was so hot and she wanted me. My hormones were ragin’ and I’m a teenage boy. Ya know, hormones and all that shit? Bein' in control is sometimes hard. My dick did my thinkin’.”
“I need to go to bed, Raphael,” Mona said and blinked back tears. “I have thinking to do.”
“'Bout what? I didn’t fuck her.”
“But you would have if Leonardo hadn’t pitched,” Mona said furiously, her brown eyes blazing. “You wanted to. I understand you’re a teenage boy, but that’s no excuse when it comes to being loyal to your girlfriend. 'Sorry. My dick wanted to fuck. I had no self-control.' Fucking load of shit. You'd have told her to fuck off and would have immediately left if you wanted and cared about me. How do I know you won’t do that again and then actually do the deed? I’m not doing us. I’m going home now.”
“Mona,” Raphael said, blinking back tears and placing a hand on her shoulder. “Don' leave. I’m sorry. I’ll do anythin' ya want.”
“Start by leaving me the fuck alone,” Mona said, wrenching his hand off her shoulder. She started packing her things and said, "I don’t want to talk to you ever again.”
“I was honest. I didn’t need…”
“Honest? Well, I’m honest now." She jabbed her finger hard into his plastron and said, "We’re done. Go and be with your whore.”
“Mona, don' leave. It won’t happen again. I promise.”
“No, Raphael. We’re over. I don’t want you in my life.”
“Mona, I’m sorry. Please gimme anotha chance.”

Mona ignored his pleas to stay, finished packing, grabbed her suitcases and stormed out of the room and the lair.

Raphael watched her go and thought, so much for fuckin’ honesty. I lost an amazin’ girl and I only got myself ta blame. No. Leo's also ta blame. He told me ta tell her.

XXXX

Raphael banged on Leo's door and shouted, “Open up, Leo!”
Leo opened the door and said sleepily, “What is it, Raph?”
“Ya told me ta be honest and she fuckin’ left. She’s gone.”
“Mona’ll come back when she’s calmed down. It’s not my fault. She deserved to know. It wouldn't have happened if you hadn’t gone after Olivia in the first damn place!”
“No. Mona won’t. She told me she neva wants ta talk ta me again. I’ve been such a jerk. I want her back. What can I do?” Raphael said as tears streamed down his cheeks.
“Give her space,” Leo said and wrapped his arms around his brother. “Try talking to her in a few weeks when she’s had time to cool down. Mona adores you and I’m sure she’ll give you another chance.”
“Ya really think so?” Raphael asked and pulled away.
“I do. Get some sleep. Things will work out.”
“I don' wanna be alone, Leo. I’m afraid I’ll do somethin' stupid, like call her or cut my wrists. Can I sleep with ya?”
“Sure.”

They went into Leo’s bedroom and climbed into bed like they’d done ever since they were kids when they were upset or had a nightmare.

Leo wrapped his arms around Raphael so he could protect and comfort him. They were extremely close, despite their numerous fights and Raphael always sought Leo out when he was upset.

“Ya really sure she’ll come back ta me, Leo?” Raphael asked.
“Yes. She’ll be back, Raph. I know she will.”
“I hope so, cuz I think I’m in love with her. Typical turtle luck for me ta fuck it up. I fuck up everythin' and I hurt her badly. Mona don' deserve it.”

Raphael fell asleep after a long time.

I’ll call Mona tomorrow and talk to her, Leo thought. I'll try to get her to give Raph another chance. I know he’s sorry and that he and Mona belong together.

Chapter Text

The next morning, November 29, Leo woke up at three thirty to find that Raphael had one arm around him and the other on his thigh. Leo gently disengaged himself and sat up, causing Raphael to stir.

“Leo,” Raphael said, opening his eyes and staring at him. “What time is it?”
“Little after three thirty. Sleep, Raphie.”
“I wanna ask ya somethin'. Do ya think I’m a nice guy?”
“Yes. You're funny, smart and caring. You tick all of the boxes.”
“Are ya sayin’ that, cuz yer my bro?”
“No. You’re a terrific guy and any girl would be lucky to have you. Mona will realize that. Just give her some time.”
“Suppose Mona don' and suppose none of us meet no one." An embarrassed Raphael looked down. “That only leaves us bros.”
“That’s right, but…”
“Mona ain’t comin' back. I’m facin’ reality. It’s only us. I want ta be with ya, if it has ta be one of my bros. What do ya say, Leo?”
Leo’s jaw dropped in shock. “You don’t mean that, Raph. You like Mona and she’ll come back. Besides…”
“Ya don' feel the same way, do ya? Am I that terrible that ya wouldn’t try with me?” Raphael said, hurt showing on his handsome face. “No one’s gonna like us. We could see how it goes,” Raphael added huskily as he stared into Leo’s sapphire eyes. “We can go back ta bein' just bros if it don' work out. Please let’s give it a shot, Leo. I don' wanna be alone.”
“I don’t…”

Raphael cut off Leo’s sentence by pressing his lips against Leo's in a gentle kiss that left the leader shaking like a leaf. He hadn’t expected it and he’d found he’d enjoyed it to his shock. Leo leant in for a deeper and more passionate one, which Raphael eagerly returned.

They broke the kiss a minute later and shyly studied each other. It was new territory and they weren't sure what to do.

“That was nice, Raph,” Leo said. “Unexpected, but nice. You’re a good kisser.”
“So are ya, Leo. Does that mean we’re a couple now?”
“I guess so. Shit. This is weird. I kissed my baby brother. I don’t know what to do now.”
“Maybe make me breakfast. Ain’t that how it goes and then we fuck?”
“Fuck? Don’t you mean making love?”
“No. Fuckin’. Makin’ love is romantacizin’ it and romance is dead. What we got right now is fuckin', but it could grow into love. It’s strange for me too. I always pictured myself with a girl, but yer the next best thing if I can't get one."
“I should…”
“Yer a virgin, right, Leo?”
Leo’s cheeks reddened and he said, “Y-yes.”
“Me too. We won’t be no more now that we got each otha. Ya wanna top?”
“I’m gonna get some tea. Do you want something?”
“Ya,” Raphael said as he trailed his hand down Leo’s plastron. “Ya. Let’s do it.”
“We should wait.”
“What for?” Raphael said as he stroked Leo's tail, making him squawk in surprise. “Ya like that, Leo? Does it turn ya on?”

Raphael continued stroking and Leo churred.

“I guess ya do,” Raphael said and smirked. “C'mon, Fearless. Let’s see if we’re sexually compatible.”
“Raphie…” Leo said and gasped. “I think we should…”
“Sh. I’m gonna make ya feel good, Leo,” Raphael said and rubbed Leo’s slit.

Leo hissed when Raphael’s fingers entered him, stretched him and massaged his prostate. He threw back his head and churred from the pleasurable sensation, making Raphael grin.

Raphael pushed Leo back onto the bed when he was satisfied he was ready and lined his dick up with Leo’s entrance.

“Now yer gonna see stars, Leo," Raphael said.

Raphael gently pushed inside Leo and he gasped at the penetration.

“Sore, Leo?” Raphael asked, concern in his golden eyes.
“I’m good. Go on," Leo said and wrapped his legs around Raphael's waist so he could go in deeper.

Raphael thrust in and out and soon formed a steady rhythm that had them churring as waves of pleasure hit them. The emerald skinned turtle licked, bit and sucked Leo’s collarbone, leaving large red marks.

Raphael pulled out when they'd climaxed, kissed Leo's lips and said breathlessly. “How was it, Leo?”
“It was…” Leo searched for the right words. He’d enjoyed it.

But it’s sex with Raph, Leo thought. He’s my brother. I don’t love him the way he wants, but I can’t tell him that. He’s vulnerable after Mona dumping him and it'd crush him. Maybe it’ll grow into romantic love. It could, right?

“It was fantastic, Raph. You were dynamite," Leo said.
"Of course I was. Wanna go again?”
“How about when I come back? It’s still early and I want to grab some pastries from the bakery before it opens. I’m in the mood for apple and cinnamon rolls.”
“Chocolate doughnuts for me. I’ll go with ya.”

XXXX

The brothers donned their disguises and headed to their favorite bakery.

They reached the shop, picked the lock, disarmed the alarm, went inside and stocked up on their favorite treats.

Then they enabled the alarm and left.

“Hey, Leo,” Raphael said and shyly reached for his hand. “I loved earlier and I’ll do my best, so that I ain't a disappointment ta ya, especially emotionally.”
Leo took his hand and said, “Same here, Raph. Whoa, What’s that?” Leo asked, hearing a scream.
“It sounds like it’s around the corner.”

The brothers dropped their shopping and ran around the corner.

Several thugs stood around a young girl.

“Give us your wallet, girlie!” one said.
“Never!” the girl said, trying to run away, but the thug caught her and held her tightly. “Let me go!”

The brothers discarded their disguises and advanced with their weapons.

Leo bared his teeth and snarled, "Let her go.”
“Or what?” thug number two said. “And what are you? Aliens?”

“Yer nightmare!” Raphael hissed. Then he recognized the girl. “Joanna?”
“Raphael? It can’t be and there’s two of you?”

Leo was curious how Raphael knew the girl, but there was no time to chat.

“Turtle power!” Leo shouted as he and Raphael attacked the guys.

They easily overpowered them, freed Joanna and tied the goons up.

Hearing sirens in the distance, Raphael said, “Boys in blue, Leo. We gotta split.”
“Wait!” Joanna said, staring into Leo’s sapphire eyes. She was mesmerized by them and felt a strange attraction to him. “You saved my life. You can’t just leave. How about a coffee? I know a quiet…”

Leo was also staring at the dark haired and green eyed girl. She’s beautiful, he thought. I wouldn’t mind getting to know her.

The staring match hadn’t gone unnoticed.

Raphael jealously wrapped his arms around Leo’s waist and said, “We gotta split, Joanna. Bye.”
“One coffee can’t hurt, Raph?” Leo said, raising an eyeridge.
“One!”

The Turtles donned their disguises.

Joanna led them to an all-night coffee shop, which belonged to a friend of the family.

XXXX

They went inside, sat at a table at the back and the waitress took their orders a few minutes later.

Joanna said, “Thanks for saving my life, Leo.”
“I did too,” Raphael said crossly, grabbing Leo’s hand and making it clear he was off-limits. “It wasn’t all Leo.”

Trying to diffuse the tension, Leo said, “Joanna, what’s a girl like you doing walking around this time of day?”
“On my way back from work. I’m a dancer.”

“A dancer, huh?” Raphael said and wrinkled his beak in disgust. “Like a pole dancer?”
Joanna ignored him and said, “It’s temporary, Leo. I do it to help pay the bills and to save money for college.”
Raphael snorted and said, “Yeah right. A pole dancer. Ain't ya got pride? Do ya know what kinda lowlifes hang out at those places?”
“It's not your business what I do, Raphael!” Joanna said angrily, her green eyes flashing. “Besides, my clients aren’t allowed to touch me.”

“How old are you, Joanna?” Leo asked. “And how do you know Raphael?”
“Sixteen. You? He was friendly with my sister, Olivia.”
“I’m sixteen too.” Knowing Joanna was Olivia’s sister made Leo uncomfortable. He had a funny feeling she was also trouble and that he and Raphael should leave. Leo cleared his throat and said, "We should go. I’m sorry.”
“Will I see you again, Leo?” Joanna asked hopefully. “And can it just be me and you?"

“Probably not,” Raphael said, rising to his feet and glaring at her.

Fuck, Raphael thought. It’s so obvious she wants Leo. Fuckin’ whore.

“I hope you’ll change your mind, Leo,” Joanna said. She stood up and kissed his cheek.
A flushing Leo stood and said, “Come on, Raph. It was nice meeting you, Joanna.”
“The pleasure was all mine, Leo.”

The brothers left as the waitress arrived with their orders and then wended their way home.

XXXX

Raphael snapped, "Why were ya starin’ at her, Leo?”
“I wasn’t.”
“Don' fuckin’ lie ta me! Ya were checkin’ her out and she did the same.”
“Are you jealous, Raph?”
“I am. Ya checked her out in front of me and I DIDN’T LIKE IT! It made me sad and fuck, scared ya’d leave me.”
“You have nothing to worry about. It was a once-off meeting. You definitely made sure of that. Could you have been any ruder?”
“She was gawkin’ at my mate. How'd ya expect me ta be? Thrilled?”
“No, but…”
“No buts. I didn’t appreciate it and I wanted her ta back off. I love ya, Leo. There. I said it. I love ya. I know it’s corny, but I love ya so much that it hurts,” Raphael said, choking back a sob and stopping.
Leo stopped and said, “I love you too, Raph.”
“It ain't just as bros, Leo, but more. I realized how much I loved ya afta we made love and I was terrified that ya will leave me. I still am. I neva wanna be alone. That girl wanted ya and it looked like ya also wanted her.”
Leo flung an arm around his waist, drew him close and said, “I love you too, Raphie. You have nothing to fear. I’ll never leave you.”
“Promise me, cuz yer all I’m gonna have and I can’t lose ya.”
“I promise. I don’t want the girl, Raphie. I want you. Now and always, okay?”

Raphael leaned in for a deep kiss and they made out for a long time.

Then they continued their journey home with entwined hands.

That girl’s stunning, Leo thought as Raphael rambled on about a movie he wanted to see. I want to see her again, but I know she’s trouble and I have to stay away from her. Besides, I can’t break Raph’s heart. I’ll do all I can to make Raph happy. I owe it to him as his big brother, even if it means sacrificing a possible chance at love. Raph’s happiness means more to me than my own.

Chapter Text

The lovers arrived home and still holding hands, entered the kitchen.

Mikey and Don were at the table and their eyes nearly popped out of their heads when they saw their often feuding brothers holding hands.

“Since when?” Don asked.
“Since today,” Raphael said proudly. “We realized we’re in love and we wanna be mates. Got a problem with it, Don and Mikey?”
“No. I’m surprised. That’s all. You and Leo seemed to like girls.”
“Girls ain't nothin' but trouble, right, Fearless?”

Mikey shrugged and said, “Whatever floats your boat, bros. As long as you’re happy. That's all that matters."
"I agree," Don said.

Leo looked at his mate and said, “I suppose so, Raph.” He pulled his hand away, sat down and said, "Is Sensei up?”
“No. Still in bed,” Don said. “I think the pneumonia’s back, because he was struggling to breathe. I’m monitoring him. I guess that means no practice today.”

Raphael grabbed Leo’s hand and said huskily, “So, what will we do, Fearless? We got the day ta ourselves.”
“I think we should practice,” Leo said, trying to pull his hand away, but Raphael held on tighter and stared at him quizzically.
“What’s the matter, Fearless?” Raphael demanded. “Don' wanna be with me? Embarrassed?”

“Fight,” Donny said. “Do you want to go to my lab, Mikey? I have a new experiment.”
“Fight. Let’s go!” Mikey said and he Don left the room.

“Tell me the truth, Leo,” Raphael said. “Ya don' wanna be with me and are only with me ta spare my feelings.”
“No,” Leo said quickly. “It’s just new to me, Raph, and you know me. I’m not used to being so open with my feelings.”
“I’ll get ya ta change that,” Raphael said seductively, trailing a hand down Leo’s plastron and making him shiver. “Ya like that?”
Leo’s shell felt tight, despite himself and he wanted to drop down. Raphael’s heady scent hit him as he leaned close to Leo and kissed his lips. “I think ya wanna continue what we started earlier,” Raphael husked and licked Leo’s neck.
“Later. I have to…”
“It can wait. I wanna make ya feel good, Leo.”
“It can’t wait, Raph. I’ve put it off all week.”
“What is it? Need my help?”
“Vacuuming my room and cleaning. I’ll come to you after.”
“I’ll be waitin,” Raphael said and nipped his neck, leaving a large mark. “I’ll be in my room dreamin’ about ya.”

Raphael left the kitchen.

What the hell have I done, Leo thought as he rubbed his face? Raph believes I’m in love with him and I can’t back out now. He'll be hurt and I’ll look like an ass. Fuck. And he’s so clingy. Ugh. I hate it, but I’ve made my bed and now I have to lie in it. If only I’d met Joanna… No. I mustn’t think about her. I’ll clean my room to keep busy.

XXXX

Leo went to his room and cleaned and vacuumed it. Then he pulled out a magazine from under his pillow. None of his family would have believed he owned Playboy, because he was always very prim and proper. He needed release and thinking about Raphael didn’t do it for him. He flipped the pages and saw a woman who was almost the spitting image of Joanna. His shell suddenly felt tight and he vigorously rubbed his slit until his 8-inch and semi-erect cock made its presence. It was slick with precum and Leo continued stroking it until he came. He moaned Joanna's name and sprayed his seed all over himself.

Satisfied, Leo sank back against the pillows and thought, I may never have her, but I can dream about her.

He'd been so engrossed in his task that he hadn’t heard his door open, seen Raphael enter the room and seen the hurt etched on his face as he heard Leo moan Joanna's name.

Fighting back tears, Raphael fled the room and ran to his bedroom.

XXXX

Raphael composed himself and was about to go to Don’s lab, when an apparition in a blue kimono appeared.

“Good morning, Raphael,” the Japanese woman said. “I’m Tamlyn, a friend of Tang Shen’s. We’ve seen you weeping and she’s begged me to help you.”
“What are ya? An angel?”
“You could say that. I agreed to grant you one wish. Whatever you want. Be careful what you ask. I cannot grant you more wishes.”
“I wanna be a girl.”
“Is that really what you want?”
Raphael shook his head. “No, but I don' wanna lose Leo. I love him. Please do it.”
“I won’t be able to change you back.”
“That’s fine. Do it. All that matters is that Leo don' leave me. Gimme long dark hair and boobs. I think Leo likes boobs.”
Tamlyn muttered a few words and said, “Look in the mirror, Raphael.”

Raphael did and squealed in surprise at her now feminine form. Long dark hair cascaded down her back and boobs, which were covered by a short pink dress protruded from her plastron. Her once concave carapace was now convex, her muscle mass had gone and her tail was shorter. The only thing that had stayed the same was her golden eyes.

“Thank ya,” Raphael said and gulped in surprise at her now high-pitched feminine voice. “But ya didn’t make me a human girl, Tamlyn. Girl turtles don' got boobs.”
“You didn’t specify human, Raphael, but you should be happy. You’re now a very alluring female turtle and I’m sure Leonardo won’t be able to keep his hands off you. Do you know what you want to be called?”
“I kinda like Natasha.”
“Good luck, Natasha,” Tamlyn said and smiled. “Leonardo’s waiting for you. Goodbye.”

The former Raphael studied herself in the mirror and thought, this will take gettin’ used ta. What if Leo hates it? Don will try ta find a cure for this and also tell me I’m bein’ dumb. I gotta write a letter that I killed myself, cuz I'm so broken ova Leo.

Raphael wrote in block letters on a piece of paper. “Leo, I can’t live knowin’ ya don' love me. It hurts too much. I’m sorry, but I gotta end my life and throw myself off the cliffs of our favorite beach. Raph."

XXXX

Raphael slipped out of her room and placed the note on the living room coffee table. Then she crept out of the lair and went for a walk. The guys will come lookin’ for me, she thought. I’ll pretend I’m a girl who got lost down here. They won’t suspect it’s me, even if I got a Brooklyn accent. Hehe and Leo’s gonna fall for me.

XXXX

Leo found the note a short while later. His heart hammering, he quickly summoned his remaining brothers and said, “Raph’s gone.”
“Why?” Don asked. “You guys have a fight, Leo?”
“I think Raph walked in on me beating off to a photo of a girl, got the idea I didn’t love him and was only with him, because I didn’t want to hurt his feelings.”

“Is that the case, Leo?” Mikey asked.
“Yes. He’s my brother. How could I love him romantically? Now he’s gone. I feel sick to my stomach. We have to look for him. It’s my fault. I should have been honest.”

“Calm down, Leo,” Don said gently. “Do you know what beach he’d go to.”
“Yes."
“Let’s check if he took the van or his bike. He may have changed his mind if he didn’t."

They checked the garage, but the Battle Shell and Raphael's bike were there.

"Maybe he went on foot in his disguise, bros," Mikey suggested.

XXXX

The brothers piled into the Battle Shell and headed to the beach, but not finding Raphael, they drove home three hours later with shattered hearts.

I can’t believe Raph’s gone, Leo thought, wiping tears from his eyes. It’s my fault. Raphie, I’m sorry. I wish you’d come back, so I could tell you I’m sorry.

XXXX

They arrived home.

"I need to go for a walk," Leo said.
“I’ll go with you, Leo,” Don said. “Mikey, go be with Dad. Don’t tell him about Raph. We’ll tell him all together later.”

“Do you really think Raph’s dead, bros?” Mikey asked. “Because I don’t. There’s no body. Just a note.”
Don nodded. “It’s highly possible Raph could be bleeding out somewhere, Mikey. We’ll never find his body. He’s gone. We need to accept that.”
“I don’t want to. I miss him. Things won't be the same without him.”

“No,” Leo said mournfully. “They won’t. Raph would want us to grieve, but then he’d want us to celebrate his life. He wasn’t one for a fuss. Are you coming, Don?”
“Yes, Leo. Mikey, don’t tell Sensei.”

“All right,” Mikey said sadly and headed to Splinter’s room.

XXXX

Raphael had spent the past few hours wandering the sewers. Now tired and hungry, she was wondering if she should go to her secret place to get some sleep, when she saw two figures approaching her. She stopped in her tracks and tried not to grin when she saw that it was Leo and Don.

“Who the heck are you?” Don asked, withdrawing his bo from its sheath, while all Leo did was stare at the female turtle and admire her shapely body. His shell felt embarrassingly tight. “I’m Natasha,” Raphael said.
“What are you doing wandering the sewers, Natasha?”
“I was runnin’ from thugs and thought I’d be safe down here.”
“You look like someone we know,” Don said sadly. “Our brother, Raphael.” He glared at Leo, who was still checking Raphael out. “Doesn’t she, Leo?”

“I don’t think so. Only the color of her skin and eyes resemble Raph's,” Leo said. “But it’s not Raph. It can’t be. Where do you come from, Natasha?”
“I was an experiment in a Brooklyn lab. An evil man named Bishop made me. That’s why I sound the way I do.”
“Our brother had that accent too. Bloody Bishop,” Leo said furiously as he clenched his fists.
“Oh. I’m sorry. I didn’t know. What happened ta Raphael?”

“He told us he was killing himself,” Don said. “We’ve searched everywhere and can’t find his body.”
“Perhaps he’ll turn up,” Raphael said.
“I hope so, but it’s not likely. He’s probably dead. We’re grief-stricken. We love him so much. Do you have family, Natasha?”
“Just me.”
“Did Bishop hurt you?” Don asked. “We know him well. He kidnapped us multiple times and tortured us.”
“Yeah. He did,” Raphael said, turning on the water works, knowing a crying girl always worked on guys.

“Why don’t you come back with us, Natasha?” Leo offered, putting an arm around Raphael and desiring to know more about her. “You look in need of rest and you must be hungry.”
“I’d hate ta be a bother.”
“It’s no problem. We could use a visitor, to be honest. The lair's so empty without our brother. You can...” Leo hesitated and said, “You can sleep in Raph’s room and you don’t have to worry about Bishop anymore. You’re safe.”
“Thank ya, Leo.”
“You’re welcome. Dry those tears, Natasha. Things are gonna be fine."
“It’s Tasha ta my friends.”
“Tasha,” Leo said and smiled.

The group headed to the lair.

Raphael beamed and thought, my plan’s workin’. Leo’s hooked and wants ta know more about me. He couldn’t stop starin’ at me. It won’t be long before we sleep together.

Chapter Text

Mikey was introduced to Natasha. Then he said as his eyes roamed over the female turtle's body, “I’m gonna start dinner. Leo and Donny, why don’t you show Natasha around?”
“I'd love to,” Leo said, putting an arm around Natasha's waist and glowering at his younger brother. “Don, do you want to help?”

“I've got things to do in the lab, Leo,” Don said. “Mikey, call me when dinner’s ready.”
“Will do, bro,” Mikey said and disappeared into the kitchen.

“It's just you and me, Tasha,” Leo said and smiled as Natasha leaned against him. “Do you want to see the dojo?”
“What’s a dojo?”
“It’s where we practice our ninjutsu.”
“What’s ninjutsu?”
“Japanese martial art.”

XXXX

Leo opened the dojo door and they entered the dojo.

Natasha gazed at the weapons on the racks on the walls and said, “Those look deadly, like yers.”
“They can be if they’re not handled correctly. I’ve trained most of my life, so handling them is like second nature. We train every day, so that we can help protect the city from crime and protect ourselves. Humans don’t like us and regard us as freaks. If you like, I can train you. Sensei would, but he’s sick right now. We call him sensei, but he’s also our dad. He took us in when he found us in a puddle of goo called mutagen. That’s how you were also created, right?”
“Yeah. I’d love ya ta train me. It could be fun. Is that how ya got yer muscles?” Natasha asked as she touched Leo’s biceps.
“Yes and I work out,” Leo said and blushed. “But not as much as the others. I also eat healthily. More so than the others, but I lapse sometimes and have pizza.”
“I love pizza.”
“Cool,” Leo said and chuckled. “Then you’ll fit in here. We also meditate. I do it a lot. It helps center me, especially when we’ve been out on patrol or in a battle.”
“I can think of otha ways ta center ya,” Natasha said, staring at Leo hard and making him blush again. “What do ya do for fun, Leo?”
“I don't have much time for fun, being the leader, but I read when I do. I love Japanese mythology, ninjutsu books, calligraphy and watching martial art movies and war documentaries. What do you like doing?”
The former Raphael had been about to say “workin’ on my bike,” but remembering he was now a she, she said, “Cookin', readin', listenin’ ta music and watchin’ movies, but I’m more into action movies than romance. I also like…”

What do girls like, Natasha thought?

“Knittin' and crosswords," Natasha said.
“Knitting, huh? My brother, Raph, knitted.”
“Oh. Ya must miss him.”
“Very much. I love Donny and Mikey, but I was closest to Raph.”
“Yer leader. What are Don and Mikey?"
“Mikey’s the prankster, a goofball and the youngest. He’d prank Raph a lot. Don’s the scientist and spends most of his time in the lab. Are you ready to move on?”
“What was Raphael?”
“The hothead. He was impulsive, sarcastic, stubborn, grumpy, moody…” Leo’s words trailed off and he heaved a deep sigh.
“Sorry. I shouldn’t have asked. I know it’s still raw and…”
“It’s fine, Tasha. He was also a sweetheart, protective, loving, gentle, compassionate, honest and loyal. He’d give you the shell off his back. I miss him.”
“I’m sure he’s watchin’ ova ya, whereva he is,” Natasha said, placing a hand on Leo’s arm.
“And probably causing trouble. Come on. Let me show you the rest of the house.”

XXXX

Leo showed Natasha his room and said, “This is my place, Tasha.”
“It’s so neat. Yer a neat freak and got OCD, huh?”
“I like things orderly.”
“Yer books are all alphabetized,” Natasha said, gazing at the bookshelf. “Nothin' is outta place. Is that a representation of what ya are? Orderly?”
“I just like things neat,” Leo said and shrugged. “Is that such a bad thing?”
“I think it’s cuz ya like bein' in control. It scares ya if ya ain’t, right?”
“I have to be as a leader."
“BS. Yer also a kid, Leo. Ya gotta let go and have fun sometimes.”
“Meditating is…”
“Borin’. I’m talkin’ real fun, like goin’ out and doin’ stuff.”
“We’re mutant turtles. We can’t just go out and do things, Tasha. You sound like Raph. He was always telling me to chill, let go, have fun and to get a life, but he didn’t grasp the gravity of the responsibilities I have as a leader. What if I let go and something happens? Then what?”
“Yer bro was right. Ya gotta let go sometimes. Yer young, Leo, and far too young ta worry all the time. Ya will get wrinkles on yer handsome face. I think yer bro would want ya ta have more fun.”
“Next room.”

XXXX

Leo showed Natasha Mikey and Don’s rooms. Then he took her into Raphael's bedroom.

“I thought you might like staying here, but it’s a mess,” Leo said. “So you can have mine, Tasha.”
“I don' mind a mess.”
“I’d prefer it if you stayed in mine. My brother wouldn't want a stranger in his room and I don't want anyone to change it. I want it to stay as it was when he left.”
“All right. Wow. He's got a hammock.”
“Yes. He hated sleeping in a bed.”
“And he was quite a reader,” Natasha said, staring at the books on the bookshelf. “Fiction, true crime, criminology and forensics.”
“He was mostly into that, but I once caught him reading a self-help book and he was so embarrassed. He wanted to learn how to channel his rage.”
“Was he aggressive?”
“Sometimes, but that was mostly because he thought he’d never find love and was unlovable.”
“Did he find love?”
“He and I were dating. I know we were raised as brothers, but there’s no proof we're related and there were no other options. There are no females. He told me he loved me.”
“Did ya love him?”
“As my brother. I don’t know why I’m telling you this. I barely know you.”
“Talkin' helps sometimes," Natasha said gently as her heart sank.
“He was dumped and took it badly. I said yes when he asked to be with me, because he was vulnerable and I didn't want him to hurt anymore. I know it was wrong and I should have been honest, but I was trying to spare him pain. I met someone then. He was jealous, which he had reason to be. I was staring at the girl. How couldn't I? She was stunning and Raph was my brother. I’m a bastard. Now Raph’s gone forever,” Leo said and choked back a sob.
Natasha wrapped her arms around him and said, “Ya shoulda been honest, Leo, but his death ain’t yer fault. Neva blame yerself. Yer a good and kind guy. I sense that. Ya shoulda been honest, but I can see why ya weren’t. Raphael was hurtin’ and ya didn’t want that. Ya just wanted him ta be happy.”
Leo pulled away, nodded and said, “Exactly. You’re very sweet, Tasha. Thank you for listening to me. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to unload my shit on you.”
“It’s fine.”
“I'd tell Raph the truth if he were here now, as much as I wanted to protect him. He deserved to know it. Lying to him and making him believe in something that wasn’t there was unfair. Then…”
“Then what?”
“He’d run off and hate me and we probably wouldn’t talk for a long time. I wouldn’t have blamed him, but... Enough. I’ve talked your ear off. Are you hungry? Dinner should be ready.”
“Starvin’. Do ya think it coulda grown into love with ya and Raphael?”
“Maybe. We had hings in common, but I don’t swing that way. I like girls and truthfully, I think the only reason Raph wanted me was because he was lonely and wouldn’t get a girl of his own. He was never into men. Not Alpha and buff Raph. Let’s go.”

Yer right, Leo, Natasha thought as she followed Leo to the kitchen. I hooked up with ya, cuz I thought I’d neva find no one else and I didn’t wanna be alone. I was neva into guys, but I fell for ya when we made love and I thought we could make a go of things. I wish ya’d told me the truth, but I guess it don' matter now. I’m a girl and I’m gonna make ya love me. I know we got chemistry, so it’s a great start.

XXXX

Leo studied Natasha as she delicately ate her dinner and thought, wow. She's so gorgeous.

Natasha caught him staring and smiled.

"So, Natasha, did you have a family?” Don asked.
“No. Only me, like I said.”
“And Bishop made you with mutagen?”
“Yeah. I was a little turtle in his vivarium before that. It was really scary when he put the goo on me and when he beat me.” Natasha said, choking back a sob. “He also tried ta rape me.”

“You poor girl,” Leo said, touching her arm. “But you have us now, Tash, and we’ll protect you.”
“Thank ya, Leo. Ya guys have been so good ta me. I’m grateful.”

“No problem, dudette,” Mikey said. “Do you want to play video games after dinner?"
“Sorry,” Natasha said quickly. “Leo said he was takin' me out.”
“Oh?” Mikey said, looking at his eldest brother.

“That’s right,” Leo said. “I thought Natasha would like to see the war museum where I can explain more about the Japanese culture and ninjutsu.”
“I’d love that, Leo,” Natasha gushed. “I love history and artefacts.” She giggled and said, “Especially seein’ it with such a handsome guy like ya.”
An embarrassed Leo ducked his head and said, “Good. We’ll leave at eight, but we have to disguise you.”
“Maybe we can have more fun afta,” Natasha purred as she tugged Leo's tail.
A surprised Leo emitted a squawk and feeling embarrassingly tight in his shell, said as calmly as he could manage, “How about miniature golf?”
“I’m up for it,” Natasha said as she stroked his tail.

Leo’s eyes widened and stifling a moan, he dropped down into Natasha’s waiting hands.

“Is something wrong, Leo?” Don asked. “You look flustered?”
“No, no. All good. I'm just enjoying dinner.”

Natasha beamed, gave Leo's dick a loving squeeze, making him churr and withdrew her hand.

“Leo, you’re churring, dude,” Mikey said. “It’s just dinner.”
“I have to go,” Leo said as he tucked his dick into its pouch. He stood and tried not to drop down again as he slowly backed out of the kitchen. "I need to get ready.”
“You didn’t finish, Leo,” Mikey said disappointedly.
“I’ll catch something later," Leo said and fled the room.

“Do ya need help with the dishes?” Natasha asked.
“No, sweetie. You go and get ready,” Don said. “We have it covered.”
"Okay," Natasha said and left the room.

“What the hell’s wrong with Leo, Don?” Mikey asked.
“Beats me. He’s acted weird since the girl arrived and now he churred at dinner, which is odd. Something seems familiar about Natasha, don’t you think? She has Raph’s color skin and eyes and talks like him.”
“So what? She’s not Raph. He’s gone. This is someone else. She’s so damn hot. I wouldn’t mind being with her. What about you?”
“She's very pretty, but she’s made it clear she likes Leo. Look how she fawns over him.”
“For now, but the Mikester has charm. Leo’s personality is like a wooden board. Natasha will swoon when I charm her. You should try. If she doesn't like me, she'll like you."
“I guess, but somehow I don’t see Natasha liking science. She looks girly and probably likes girly things.”
“She has pink panties. Did you see them?”
“Mikey!”
“Her dress is very short and I saw them. They're pretty lace panties. I’d like to rip them off and…”
“Mikey!”
“Don’t you think about sex, Donny?”
“Of course I do.”
“Natasha could be the gateway to us losing our virginity. Do you want to die a virgin?”
“She likes Leo.”
“Like I said, for now. They aren’t a couple, so she’s fair game. I’m gonna try, bro.”
“She’d never date a geek like me.”
“Who said dating? I just want hot sex. Think about it. I’m gonna ask Natasha if she’d like to. She strikes me as the fun type.”
“Mikey, girls don’t like that!”

XXXX

Mikey knocked on Leo’s bedroom door and said, “Natasha.”
Natasha opened the door and said, "Hi."
“I was wondering if you’d like to have some fun.”
“What kinda fun?”
“Sex. Don’t worry, I don’t want a relationship,” Mikey said quickly. “I want to have fun and mess around with no strings attached. What do you say, my sweet girl?” Mikey asked as he touched Natasha's arm and winked. Natasha backhanded him across his face, her golden eyes blazed and she yelled, “How dare ya! I ain’t no slut, ya fuckin’ bastard!”

"What's going on?” Leo asked, entering the room and seeing a sobbing Natasha and an embarrassed-looking Mikey.
“He propositioned me,” Natasha choked out. “Thinkin’ I’m an easy girl. I ain’t. I’m a virgin and I’m savin’ myself for someone special.”
“It’s okay, sweetheart,” Leo said, pulling Tasha into a hug and shooting daggers at Mikey. “We’ll talk later, Mikey, but you owe Natasha an apology.”

“I’m sorry, Natasha,” Mikey said. “I really am. I just thought…”
“It’s okay,” Natasha said as she rested her head against Leo’s plastron and inhaled his strong musky scent that was mixed with mint and sandalwood.
"I really am," Mikey said and left the room.

Leo wrapped his arms tighter around Natasha and said, “It’s all right, honey. Mikey’s sorry and won’t bother you again.”
“I hope not.”
“He won’t,” Leo soothed and stroked her hair. “I promise. I’m sorry, Tasha. Mikey sometimes says things before thinking. He’s lonely. He’d love a girlfriend, but that was no excuse for the way he spoke to you. You’re a lady and you deserve to be treated like one.”
Natasha pulled away and said, “Thanks, Leo. Yer so good ta me.”
“I'm just speaking the truth. We’ll leave soon. I promise I’ll treat you with the utmost respect.”
“I know ya will. I got a good feelin’ about ya. I had it from the moment I met ya.”
“I do too, Tasha. Who knows, maybe we'll...? I’ll see you in a bit.”

Leo left the room and closed the door.

Natasha smiled and thought, maybe Leo will let go a bit tonight. I hope so. I wanna fuck him so bad, but somethin' tells me it’s gonna be a while before we do it. Sigh. I guess I gotta be patient. That was neva one of my best traits.

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Natasha donned a trench coat and fedora and waited for Leo in the living room.

“Are you sure you don’t want to stay and help me with one of my experiments, Natasha?” Don asked.
“Nah. I’d die of embarrassment. Sorry. Science ain’t one of my interests. I ain’t smart like that.”
“I could teach you.”
“No, thanks.”
“You know, I’m not all about science. We could watch a TV show.”
“What? Like Lifestyles of the Insane and Brilliant? Pass.”
“Hey. How do you know about that show?” Don said, narrowing his eyes. “My brother, Raph, always teased me about it.”
“Bishop had it on once and I hated it,” Natasha said quickly. “Borin’ ass show. Sorry, Donny. I ain't into that.”
“What do you like? Romance?”
“Action.”
“Most girls like romance.”
“I ain't like most girls, I guess. I like some romance, but I’m more into action.”
“You’d have gotten along well with my brother, Raph. He also loved action.”
“I see. I’m sorry I’ll neva meet him. He sounds like he was a cool guy.”

Leo entered the living room and said, “Where’s Mikey, Don? Tash, are you ready to leave?”
Natasha nodded and entwined her hand with Leo's. “Ready when ya are, babe."

“I think Mikey’s in his bedroom, Leo,” Don said.
“We should be home by eleven. I have my phone if you need me.”
“Have fun.”
“Later,” Leo said and he and Natasha left the lair.

XXXX

Something seems off about Natasha, Don thought. But I can't quite put my finger on it. Bishop has the answers and seeing that we have a truce with him, I’ll ask him. Don typed an e-mail, which read, "Bishop, need some answers about your mutant turtle, Natasha.” He was about to hit send, when he changed his mind and thought, I can’t message Bishop. Natasha’s terrified of him. What if what she said is true and Bishop hurt her? He’ll go after her again. I’ll figure out what’s off about that girl on my own.

XXXX

Leo said as they made their way to the surface, “Do you want to hit the war museum or play miniature golf first, Tasha?”
“Neither. Why don' we go swimmin’?”
“In November? You’re nuts. We’re cold blooded and…”
“Yer a scaredy cat, Fearless, huh?” Natasha said and giggled.
Leo frowned and said, “Fearless, where did you get that from?”
“Remember when I was in Raphael’s room with ya? I saw a note on the desk. It said, 'Dear Fearless' and unda that ‘Leo, ya suck’, so I assumed he meant ya. Sorry. I didn’t mean ta make ya sad.”
“I’m not sad. It’s just what Raph called me and it’s not true. I’m not fearless. There are a lot of things I’m scared of.”
“Like what?”
“We lost Raph and I’m scared of losing my other brothers and of disappointing my dad. I’m the eldest and it's my job to ensure they’re all okay. I worry all the time that I’m not doing a good job at leading. Raph wanted the job and was mad when I got it. That’s one of the reasons why we fought a lot. I never really wanted it. Dad picked me. It’s a hell of a lot of pressure, you know. I sometimes feel like I’m gonna crack. I have to tell my dad Raph’s dead and I don’t know how to tell him. He’s old. It'll crush him. It’s my fault and…”
Natasha wrapped her arms around him and kissed his lips, sending a tingle down his spine. “It ain’t yer fault Raphael’s dead, Leo, and yer doin’ yer best as leader. Give yerself a break. Yer way too hard on yerself.”
“I’m not hard enough.”
“Ya are,” Natasha said, pulling away and smiling at him. “Yer a great older bro and I’m sure yer bros and Raphael thought that. I think yer awesome and I ain't known ya long.”
“You’re so sweet to me, Tasha. I think you’re…”
“I’m what?”
Leo blushed and said, “You’re wonderful. It feels like I’ve known you forever. Isn’t that strange? We only met earlier, but I feel like that, that I can tell you anything and that you won’t judge me.”
“Same here, handsome. Why don' we skip the golf and war museum and go for pizza?”
Leo froze and said suspiciously, “How do you know we like pizza?”
“Mikey said so.”
“Oh. We already ate. I know an amusement park we can go to. Do you like rides?”
“I know what I’d like ta ride,” Natasha said and smirked.
Leo blushed and said, “They also have all kinds of games. I went with my brothers a few weeks ago. We played paintball and the like.”
“But I’d dirty the trench coat.”
“That doesn’t matter. We have spares. So, are you up for it?”
“We should have somethin' ta play for.”
“What do you suggest?” Leo asked nervously.
“That’s easy, Leo. If I win, I decide what we do next. If ya win, ya decide, but ya won’t win. I’m competitive and I NEVA give up.”
Leo laughed and said, “We’ll see about that.”

XXXX

They headed to the amusement park and first went on the rollercoaster.

Natasha, when she’d been Raphael, had always loved rollercoasters, but now she pretended to be scared as the rollercoaster took off and clutched Leo’s hand.

“Hey. It’s all right,” Leo said. “It’ll be over soon, Tash. Things are fine. I promise.”

Natasha leaned against Leo’s shoulder and trembled.

Leo thought, her hand feels so tiny in mine and right and she smells amazing. I think I’m falling in love with her.

The ride was over all too soon.

They bought candy floss and played ring toss.

Natasha squealed with delight when Leo won a large stuffed teddy bear with a red heart that said ‘I love you’ and handed it to her.

“Aw. It’s nearly as cute as ya, Leo,” Natasha said and kissed his cheek. “Thank ya.”
Leo reddened and said, “You’re welcome. Do you want to try bobbing for apples?”
“Nah. What about the haunted house, unless yer chicken?”
“Let’s go.”

They headed into the haunted house.

Natasha shrieked when she saw a corpse oozing blood on the floor.

Leo held her close and whispered, “Sh, Tash. It’s not real and is a prop.”
“It is, Leo. It smells coppery and is fresh blood. The person ain’t been dead long. We’d betta scat or they’ll think we did it.”
“All right.”

They hastily left the haunted house.

“We’d better leave the amusement park or they’ll question us, Tash," Leo said. "I’m sorry things were ruined.”
“Nah. I had an epic time and we can always come back lata. What time is it?”
“Nine thirty.”
“So, we got an hour and a half. Let’s buy ice creams and sit in the park until we hafta go home.”

Leo’s phone rang. “Yeah? Hi, Don. What? I’m on my way. See you now.” Leo hung up the phone and said dejectedly, “My dad’s taken a turn for the worse. We have to go home. I’m sorry about tonight, Tash.”
“Hey. It’s okay. Yer dad matters more than a funfair,” Natasha said and squeezed his hand. "I’m sure he’ll pull through, Leo.”
“I don’t know. He’s old and his heart’s not strong.”
“Just know ya got me,” Natasha said, putting down the teddy bear and wrapping her arms around him. "I'm here for ya, no matter what happens."
Leo melted into her touch and whispered as tears ran down his face, “Thank you, Tasha. We’d better go.”

Natasha picked up the teddy bear, held it close and followed Leo back to the lair. Tonight was incredible, she thought. Leo was so sweet and I could tell he likes me the way I like him. As for Dad, how will I tell him goodbye without no one realizin’ it’s me? It'd be weird if I snuck in there and spoke ta him, cuz the guys think I dunno him. I gotta think of somethin' fast, cuz I need ta tell him goodbye and that I love him.

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They arrived at the lair.

Leo said, "Don, how's Sensei doing?"
"Same, Leo," Don said despondently. "I hope he'll pull through. I'm sorry your date ended early."

"It's okay, Don," Natasha said. "We can always go out anotha time. What matters is yer dad."
"April and Casey are on their way," Mikey said. "And should be here any minute."

"Good. I'm gonna check on Dad," Leo said and left the room.

"So, Natasha," Don said, eyeing the teddy bear she held and studying her, thinking she was the most beautiful girl he'd ever seen. "What did you and Leo do?"
"We went ta an amusement park."

"Did you kiss?" Mikey asked, a twinkle in his eye.
"I don' kiss and tell," Natasha said firmly. "What happens between me and Leo is our business."

"Um. So, Natasha, what do you like doing for fun?" Mikey asked, trying to diffuse the now thick tension.
"Nothin' ya'd enjoy, Mikey. Ya ain't the sharpest tool in the toolbox, so ya couldn't do half of what I like."
"Whoa," Mikey said, throwing up his hands in surrender. "That's rude, dudette. I was trying to be friendly and to get to know you."
"Don' bother. We got nothin' ta discuss."
"Are you still mad about earlier? I said I'm sorry."

"Yeah. He said he was sorry, Natasha," Don chimed in. "Cut him some slack."
"Back off, geekface, and stop starin' at me like I'm a piece of meat," Natasha snapped. "I hate bein' stared at like a sex object. I ain't a slut for ya ta drool ova and neither of ya stand a chance with me. I'll be in Leo's room. Tell him that when he comes out. Don' bother me. I got nothin' ta say ta ya perverts."

Natasha stomped out of the room and muttered curses under her breath.

"Wow," Mikey said. "That chick's got issues, Donny."
"You're telling me," Don said. "Something seems very off about her, Mikey, and I intend to find out what."
"Maybe she has her period."
"Turtles don't get periods."
"Maybe she has PTSD after her shit with Bishop."
"That's a possibility, but then why isn't she hostile to Leo? No. Natasha's keeping something from us. Don't let on that we think so. Act normal around her until I figure out what it is."
"Okay. I hope you find out soon, because I can't take more of her bitchiness. She's making me depressed and unhappy."

XXXX

Meanwhile, Leo was with Splinter in the infirmary and quietly talking to him.

Splinter coughed periodically and looked at his son with a weary expression on his face.

"Leonardo," the old rat said. "I want you to be clan leader if I pass and continue looking after your brothers, especially Raphael. He needs you to keep him in line."
"Yes, Sensei," Leo said, not wanting to tell Splinter that Raphael had died. He knew it'd break the rat's heart and could possibly send him to his grave.
"My son, I want you to continue fighting for justice, to find love, to settle down and to maybe have a family. I know you have few options, but take the opportunity if you stumble upon it."
"I met a girl turtle and she's…" Leo blushed and added, "Beautiful. She has long dark hair and the most stunning eyes I've ever seen. They're like gorgeous golden jewels. She has an accent like Raph's, was an experiment of Bishop's and we found her in the sewers. She'd been mugged when she escaped from the psycho and she ran down here. She has no one, so we took her home. I like her a lot, Sensei, and she likes me. We went on a date earlier. It's weird, but I feel like I've known her my whole life and we get on so well. Natasha's amazing," Leo said, a dreamy expression on his face. "And she likes all the things I do. Sensei, I'd like your blessing, because I'd like to ask her to be my girlfriend."
Splinter smiled and said, "I am glad you have met someone, Leonardo. I wish your brothers would too. You have my permission to ask her out, but I would like to meet her, so that I can bless both of you."
"Aren't you tired?"
"I can handle a few minutes."
"Very well. I'll get her."

Leo left the room and went to the living room.

XXXX

Leo entered the living room and said, "Mikey, where's Natasha?"
"In your room. How's Sensei?"
"Same, but I've given him his medication and he'll hopefully improve. Where's Donny?"
"Went to his lab."

April and Casey arrived.

"Leo and Mikey," April said as she threw her arms around them. "I'm sorry about Master Splinter."
"Thanks," Leo said and pulled away. "He's been medicated, so we're crossing fingers he'll make it."

"He's tough," Casey said. "I'm sure he will, Leo."
Mikey pulled away and said, "Donny's in the lab. I'll get him. Back in a few."

"I'll be right back," Leo said.

XXXX

Leo went to his bedroom and found Natasha sitting at his desk and reading a motorcycle magazine.

"Do you like bikes, Tash?" Leo asked.
"Um. I was lookin' for somethin' ta read. This seemed more interestin' than the life of Confucius."
"My brother loved bikes."
"Oh."
"He was always trying to get me to go on his, which was his baby," Leo said, blinking back tears at the memory. "It now stands unused in the garage."
"I'm sorry."
"He told me that the damn thing was mine if he died, which I guess it is. I'll take you for a ride sometime if you want."
"I'd like that, Leo."
"It's settled then. Sensei's awake and would like to meet you."
"Really? I don' think that's a good idea. He's exhausted and not feelin' well. It can wait and I'm shy. I ain't good with people," Natasha said, hoping Leo dropped the subject. "He won't bite," Leo said with a smile. "Come on. You'll have to meet him sooner or later if we're dating. Why not now?"
"Dating?" Natasha asked as her heart soared. "Really?"
"Yes, unless you don't want to. It's okay if you don't."
"No. I wanna, but ya hafta ask me proper."
Leo dropped to one knee, grabbed her hand and she giggled. "Natasha, will you be my girlfriend?" he asked.
"Yeah, Leo! Hell yeah!" Natasha squealed. "But we gotta seal it with a kiss."
Leo stood, pulled her towards him and passionately kissed her lips. "How was that?"
"Incredible. Yer the greatest, Leo, and I'll do my best ta make ya happy."
"So will I," Leo said and grabbed her hand. "Come and meet my sensei, so that we can we get his blessing together."
"Uh. I'm still shy."
"I understand, but you have nothing to be shy about. He'll like you. He could die at any moment and it means so much to me that you meet him before he passes. Please, Tasha," Leo begged, staring at her pleadingly.
"Okay," Natasha said and gulped nervously.

Fuck, Natasha thought. I hope Sensei don' realize it's me, Raphael. The gig's up if he does and Leo will neva speak ta me again for dupin' him. Fuck!

"Then you can meet my friends, April and Casey. They're great people, Tash." Leo said.
"People, uh, humans? I'm terrified of humans."
"I understand, but they're great people and won't hurt you. I promise."

Shit, Natasha thought. April and Casey. What if they realize it's me? No. I hafta stall this somehow.

"Hey, Leo?" Natasha said.
"Yes?"
"I don' feel so hot. Do ya mind if I meet yer friends and sensei lata?"
"It's just for a few minutes, Tasha."
"I undastand, but I really don' feel good. I'm lightheaded and I'm gonna..." Natasha said as she fell to the ground.

Leo quickly caught her and carried her to the bed.

"Maybe too much excitement today. You rest, Tasha," Leo said and kissed her forehead. "Is there anything I can get you?"
"Just some water, please, Leo."
"I'll be back now."

XXXX

Leo went to the infirmary, where April sat with Splinter, who'd fallen asleep.

"I'll stay with him, Leo," April said. "You look zonked."
"Thanks. I just need an hour or two kip."
"That's fine. Please tell Natasha I want to meet her and that she's a very lucky girl."
Leo flushed and said, "How do you know about her?"
"Mikey told me."
"He could never keep his beak shut."
"What's she like?"
"Like a dream come true. I asked her to be my girlfriend. She said yes, but I want Sensei's blessing on it. I hope he can give it."
"That's wonderful. I'm happy for you. I'm sorry about Raphael. He'll be missed."
"Yeah," Leo said as he blinked back tears. "Me too. Anyway, I'll talk to you later. Let me know if his condition changes."
"Will do."

XXXX

Leo went to his room and tenderly gazed at Natasha, who'd fallen asleep. She looks like an angel, he thought as he sat down on a chair next to the bed. I'm so lucky to have found her. As for Raph, wherever you are bro, know I love you and I always will. Natasha and I'll name a baby after you if we have any. I know you'd like that and Raph, I'm sorry for for all the mean things I said to you. I wish you were here with me. Life's not the same without you, baby brother.

Leo choked out a sob as he thought about his fallen brother.

Natasha woke and said, "Leo, what's wrong?"
"I'm just thinking about my brother. Go back to sleep, Tasha. It's okay."

Natasha got up and went over to him. She pulled him to his feet and then kissed his lips.

"I'm here, Leo," Natasha said and wrapped her arms around him.

Leo melted into her embrace as sobs wracked his body and he thought about Raphael.

Natasha hugged him fiercely and he inhaled her feminine scent that smelled like jasmine and lilacs.

I never want to lose her, Leo thought. She's everything I ever wanted.

The couple stayed that way for a long time.

Then Leo kissed her deeply.

She kissed him back and wrapped her arms around his neck.

Still kissing, Leo picked her up and carried her to the bed. Then he gently placed her down on it.

Natasha broke the kiss, smiled and parted her legs. "I want ya ta make love ta me, Leo."
"Don't you want to wait?"
"What for? We could be dead tomorrow. I want ya, Leo, and I know ya want me."
"I do, but shouldn't we wait?"
"Do ya wanna wait or is that yer morals tellin' ya ta wait? Cuz I don' wanna wait. I want ya now. I need ya, Leo, and ya need me. I'll make ya feel amazin' and this ain't a one-time thing. I'm yer girlfriend, yer mate and I want ya foreva. Fuck me."

Leo pulled off her dress, yanked off her panties and kissed her deeply. His shell felt extremely tight. Then he parted her legs and lapped her slit, making her groan in ecstasy and throw her head back.

"Oh, Leo," Natasha said and groaned as she raked her nails down his arms. "I love that. Wow. Keep goin'."

Leo continued licking her and then paused as he churred and dropped down. His 8-inch forest green cock was semi-erect, oozed precum and the veins pulsated. He gazed at her with hooded eyes and resumed lapping, making Natasha moan and dig her nails deeper into his skin.

Leo thrust into her when he was satisfied she was wet enough.

Natasha hissed at the sudden penetration.

"Are you okay, precious?" Leo asked.
"Fine, Leo. This is my first time. That's all, but I want ya ta keep goin'."
"Are you sure?"
"Positive. Make me yers, Leo. Claim me."

Leo gently bit her collarbone and sucked it, leaving a large red mark and marking her with his scent. Then he kissed her lips and resumed thrusting. He soon formed a steady rhythm that made them see stars. He studied his mate and thought, she's so gorgeous and mine. I'll show her how much I love her every day and every opportunity I get.

Leo thrust faster and it wasn't long before Natasha climaxed. He came shortly after and emptied his white and sticky essence into her.

He pulled out, kissed her lips and said, "Thank you, Tasha."
"Thank ya, Leo. That was outta this world and how I imagined my first time ta be. It was passionate, but tender. Wow. Now I'm yers. Ya marked me."
"Yes and I'm yours." Leo bent down, nuzzled her beak with his own and said, "You're heaven-sent, Tash."
Natasha smiled and said, "So are ya, baby."
A sleepy Leo kissed her lips and said, "Night, Tasha."
"Night, Leo," Natasha said, pulling him down beside her and then wrapping her arms around him. "See ya in the mornin'."

Leo soon drifted off to sleep with a contented smile on his face.

I knew he liked me, Natasha thought. And we've made love. I'm bettin' there'll be babies soon. Leo and I'll be awesome parents. I just hope no one finds out my secret, othawise babies or not, Leo's gonna be fuckin' pissed and leave me.

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The next morning, November 30, Natasha woke and found she was still snuggled up close to a snoring Leo. She breathed in his intoxicating scent, sighed happily and thought, this is what true happiness is like. I thought I’d neva have it. Bein’ a girl ain’t so bad, cuz it means I got Leo. She looked at him and thought, he’s extremely beautiful and he’s mine.

Leo stirred a few minutes later and catching her staring, smiled and said, “Morning, Tash.”
“Mornin’, baby.”
“Last night was wonderful. Thank you. What time is it?”
“Little afta four,” Natasha said, glancing at the digital clock on the nightstand. “Thank ya. It was amazin’ and as special as I hoped my first time would be.”

Leo shifted closer, rolled onto her and was kissing her deeply, when the door opened and Mikey barged into the room.

“Shit. Sorry,” Mikey said and turned around. “I didn’t know you had company, Leo!”
“That’s why you knock,” Leo chided. “How many times do I have to tell you to?”
“I’m sorry, bro.”
“What is it?” Leo asked, pulling away from Natasha and sitting up. She did the same thing and covered herself with the blankets.
“April says Sensei’s responding to medication and that it’s a good sign he’ll get better, but the medicine supply's running out fast. We need to get more. We don’t have much time before the humans go to work, so we have to go now.”
“Give me a couple of minutes, Mikey.”
“Okay, bro. I’m really sorry,” Mikey said and left the room.

“That’s great news, Leo,” Natasha said. “I’ll come with ya.”
“No. It’s dangerous out there, Tash. Stay here and keep the bed warm,” Leo said with a smile as he dressed. Then he kissed her beak and added, “I won’t be long. Then we can continue where we left off.”
“I can look afta myself,” Natasha huffed. “Lemme come.”
“No. It’s not safe topside and I don’t want anything to happen to my girl. Not just when I found her. Not ever. Stay here.”
“Leo, I really can look afta myself.”
“Tash, no offense, but you’re a girl and it’s better if you stay home. I’ll bring you back something,” Leo said and left the room.

Natasha growled and threw a pillow on the floor in frustration. He ain’t gonna leave me, she thought. And pullin’ that sexist shit and thinkin’ just cuz I’m a girl I can’t protect myself pisses me off!

She got up, entered her old room and thankfully saw no one else. She found one of her old belts, but it was too big for her with her new form and she sighed in exasperation. Then an idea hit her. She grabbed a ball of yarn from her closet (she’d knitted in the past) and fashioned a belt. Then she removed a spare set of sai from the weapons rack on the wall and slipped it into her belt. Satisfied, she donned a trench coat. It was also too large for her, but it'd have to do.

She left her room and still not seeing anyone else, exited the lair.

XXXX

Natasha sniffed the air and soon located Mikey and Leo, who’d had a good ten minutes' start on her. She moved quickly and stuck to the shadows.

XXXX

Sometime later, they all reached the surface.

Mikey and Leo headed to the drug store and Natasha was behind them.

Mikey and Leo entered the place, while Natasha stayed outside and kept an eye out for any trouble.

A few minutes later, Hun and his goons walked past. They saw a girl who was distracted on her cell phone.

Hun said, “Easy pickings. Let’s get her.”

His men nodded and immediately accosted the girl who shrieked and kicked out as they held her in a steel vice. They searched for money and emptied the contents of her purse out onto the ground.

Natasha heard the girl’s screams and so did Mikey and Leo, who came running out of the drug store. Natasha was faster. She advanced on the men, discarded her trench coat and menacingly wielded her sai.

“Drop her now, scumbags,” Natasha growled.
“Whatever you say,” Hun said and indicated to his men to drop the girl. She fell to the ground with a thud and started weeping. “Now for you, weirdo,” he added. “No one tells me to what to do, least of all a freak. Since when is there a girl turtle? I thought there were only four of you freaks.” He lunged at Natasha, who flipped out of his reach and came up behind him. “Here I am, creep,” Natasha taunted and sliced the air with her sai, displaying expert ninja skills. “Come and get me!”

“Natasha?” Leo said in shock. “What the hell!” He knew the fighting style she displayed. Only two people could have taught her that: Splinter and Oroku Saki. He’d have to question her about it.

“You bet I'll get you, freak!” Hun roared, springing at Natasha, who leapt out of his way.

Hun crashed into the wall. Then he collapsed in a heap on the ground.

Natasha placed her sai to his throat and growled, “If ya eva hurt anyone again, ya'll have me ta deal with. Do ya hear that, psycho?” She kicked Hun in his side and hissed, “Answer me.”
Hun groaned and said, “Yes.”
“Good. Any of ya wanna take me on?” Natasha asked, looking at Hun’s men. They shook their heads, stunned at how quickly their boss had been felled. “Good,” Natasha said and placed her sai into her belt. “Clear off and take him with ya.”

The men quickly picked their boss up and left.

“Wow,” Mikey said, looking at Natasha in amazement. “You sure showed them, Natasha. Where'd you learn skills like that?”
“Yes, Natasha,” Leo said coolly, turning his eyes on Natasha, who studied the ground. “Where did you?”

The girl whimpered.

Mikey said as he went to her side, “Are you okay? Hey. They’re gone. Let me help you.” He placed the contents of her purse back into it, handed the purse to her and said, “You’re gonna be all right. Hey. Do you have a name?”
“Laura,” she sniffed. “You’re a turtle. My sister met one the other day. Do you know him? His name was Raphael.”
“He was my brother. I’m Mikey and that's Leo and his girlfriend, Natasha,” Mikey said as he helped her to her feet.
“Was?”
“He died,” Mikey said simply.

Natasha’s gut churned at his words and she felt a bit guilty about her deception, but she knew she couldn’t reveal the truth. Leo would dump her so fast her head would spin and she couldn’t have that. It was better that everyone thought Raphael was dead.

“I’m sorry. I know what losing someone is like," Laura said. "It’s very difficult. Thank you, Natasha.”
“No problem,” Natasha said, still looking at the ground. She knew Leo would demand answers as soon as the girl had left.

“Why are you out at this time of day, Laura?” Leo asked. “You don’t look very old.”
“I’m thirteen. I was at a friend’s house. Something happened and I decided to go home. Thank you again.”
“You shouldn’t be out alone. We’ll walk you home, but you must promise not to tell anyone else about us.”
“I promise,” Laura said, looking at Mikey and his green eyes. She thought they were beautiful and he seemed sweet. “Why would I betray the people who helped me? I’m indebted to you always.”

They walked her home in silence.

They soon reached Laura's house.

Laura hugged Leo, making him blush. He wasn’t an openly affectionate guy. Then she hugged Mikey and Natasha.

“Thank you again. I promise I won’t tell anyone about you," Laura said. She withdrew a piece of paper and a pen from her purse, scribbled something and handed it to Mikey. “My number, if you guys ever want to talk. I know I’m young, but I’m a good listener. See you guys later."

Laura unlocked the front door and went inside her house.

“Wow!” Mikey said in disbelief as he studied the piece of paper. “She gave me her number!”
“She gave all of us her number, bonehead,” Natasha said.
“Yeah, but she was looking at me when she gave it!”

“You can fight later,” Leo hissed. “We need to get back to the drug store, grab the medicine and get home.”

Chastised, the two younger Turtles followed Leo to the drug store.

Leo quickly went inside the place and the others stayed outside.

“Where'd you learn moves like that, Tasha?” Mikey asked.
“Self-help books.”
“No way. You can’t learn skills like that from books!”
“Ya callin’ me a liar, Mikey?” Natasha asked angrily as she jabbed a finger into his plastron.

“Hey!” Leo snapped as he appeared with the medicine. “Cut it out!”
“Sorry, Leo,” Natasha mumbled. “But he was…”
“I don’t want to hear it. Let’s go home,” Leo said icily, his tone sending a chill down Natasha’s spine. She knew she had to come up with satisfactory answers for his questions fast.

They headed to the lair.

XXXX

They arrived home sometime later.

Leo told Mikey to give the medicine to April and Donnie. Then he said, “Natasha, bedroom now.”

XXXX

Natasha followed Leo into his room.

Leo closed the door, slammed her up against the wall, pinned her arms at her sides and growled, “Who the hell are you, Natasha? Are you a spy?”
“Lemme go, Leo! Yer hurtin' me!” Natasha begged and tried to get away.
“I’ll do a whole lot more if you don’t answer my questions. Who are you? Only two people could have taught you those moves. They are Sensei and Oroku Saki. My money’s on the latter. Did he send you here to spy on us? Answer me.” Natasha let out a sob, trying to stall as she figured out what to say, but Leo was on to her. “Are you trying to stall with your crying? It won't work. I want answers now," Leo said irately.
"Lemme go and I'll tell ya everythin', Leo. I swear I won't run."
Leo backed off and Natasha emitted a sigh of relief. He’d been rough and bruises already showed on her wrists. “Now,” Leo said crossly, folding his arms and glaring at her.
“Oroku Saki bought me afta my mutation in Stockman's lab and instructed me in ninjutsu. He taught me everythin' he knew and with every kinda weapon ya can imagine. I was best with the sai. No sword on Earth can match my skill with it. He trained me ta be the best. When he thought I was, he told me ta go ta the sewers ta make friends with the Turtles, who're his enemies. He knew I was likely ta make ya guys fall in love with me, cuz I was a female and ya’d tell me things ya’d neva tell no one else. I was ta go back ta him afta a while and ta report about ya, includin’ the location of yer lair.”
“So, you're a traitor,” Leo said, narrowing his eyes. “I can’t believe I allowed myself…”
Natasha held up a hand, cutting him off and said, “Then I met ya, Leo, and I couldn’t do it. I fell in love with ya. Ya hafta believe me. I love ya and I'd neva betray ya. Yer the best thing ta happen ta me and I wanna be with ya foreva. I ain't told him nothin', baby. I threw away the phone he gave me and I...”
Leo narrowed his eyes again and said, “Where'd you find the sai?”
“In Raphael’s room. Ya said he fought with sai.”
“I don’t remember telling you that,” Leo said, looking at her suspiciously.
“There’s a photo of Raphael on yer dresser with his sai. I figured he had a set of them in his room, so I went in there. I’m sorry…”
“You deliberately disobeyed my orders, Natasha, which were to stay here. What if things had gone wrong and you’d died? How do you think I'd have felt? I’m the leader and I expect…” Leo blinked and said, “I used to have these talks with Raph all the time. Why am I telling you this? I…”
“Leo, I’m sorry. I just wanted ta help if there was trouble and those guys woulda hurt that girl worse if I ain't been there.”
“Perhaps, but you still disobeyed me.”
“Ya ain’t boss in our relationship, Leo,” Natasha said furiously, her golden eyes flashing and old anger and resentment surfacing at him still trying to boss her around. “We’re equals. That’s what a relationship is about.”
“We are in the bedroom,” Leo snapped. “But not otherwise. I’m leader. My job's looking after my family and keeping them safe. You'll listen to me if you want to be part of this family. Actually, I’m not sure I want you to be after these revelations and your deception. I need to meditate on it. You can have Raphael’s room until I’ve decided what to do.”

Leo left the room and slammed the door behind him.

Nice goin’, Raphael, Natasha thought. Even as Natasha ya screwed up with Leo. Ya'd betta pray he gives ya anotha chance or yer gonna be out on yer ass. If ya’d only listened ta him. Ya just can’t, can ya? Ya always hafta go against his wishes and ya could neva keep yer trap shut.

Chapter Text

Mikey lay in bed and stared up at the ceiling with a smile on his face as he thought about Laura and their meeting. He fingered the piece of paper with her phone number on it and thought, I’m gonna take the plunge and call her.

Mikey grabbed his shell cell from his dresser and nervously dialed her number. “Hi?” he said when a girl picked up. “Is that Laura?”
“No. Can I help you?”
“Yes. I met your sister earlier and she gave me her number.”
“Who may I say is calling?”
“Mikey.”
“Hold on, Mikey. I’ll get her.”

There were voices and then a different female voice said, “Mikey, it’s Laura. Hey. That was my sister, Olivia.”
“Hi.”
“I told her about Raphael’s passing and she didn’t take it very well. Your brother made quite an impression on her.”
“I bet he did. Raph had that effect on people,” Mikey said sadly. “He was one of a kind and he’s greatly missed. It's not the same without him. The lair feels emptier.”
“I know how you feel. My whole world fell apart when my parents died. I was very close to them. I’m grateful I have my sisters, but it’s not the same. They have their own lives. People tell you that you’ll get over a death, but you never do. You just learn to deal with it better. It also helps if you have a strong support network.”
“I have my brothers, but Leo’s too busy with his new girlfriend and Donny's always in the lab, so I don’t really have anyone to talk to.”
“You do now, Mikey.”
“Really? That’s sweet of you.”
“It's the least I can do after you saved my life.”
“Natasha did.”
“Yes, but she’s not my type. I like guys.”
“Doesn’t it bother you that I have a shell and scales?”
“No. Does it bother you I’m a human?”
“Not at all, but people think I’m a freak.”
“I don’t. You’re just Mikey with the beautiful green eyes, who I’m glad to call a friend. I don’t have many. I’m shy, awkward and always the odd one out, unlike my sisters. Men drool over Olivia, Joanna and Sam. I’m the ugly duckling.”
“You’re not ugly. I think you’re cute!”
The door burst open and a sobbing Natasha entered the room. Mikey sighed and said, “I’ll call you back, Laura.” He disconnected the call and said, “What do you want, Natasha?”

“Leo’s mad at me," Natasha wept.
“So?” Mikey said. "Why are you telling me, dudette? You dislike me.”
“I don' dislike ya.”
“You’ve been nothing but rude to me and Donny since you got here.”
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean ta be. Please help me. Raphael always went ta ya and Donny for advice. I need it now."
"How do you know Raph did?" Mikey asked suspiciously, quirking an eyeridge.
"I, um, saw one of his diaries in which he stated he did," Natasha said quickly, praying Mikey bought it. "Leo said I could sleep in Raphael's room. There was nothin' else ta read, so I read them."
"Raph kept diaries? Wow. I never thought he'd be the type to."
"I'm sure there's a lot about yer bro ya didn't know."
"Most likely. Raph kept things to himself most of the time, so I guess it's not unusual he kept them to record his thoughts."

Good. He bought it, a relieved Natasha thought.

"So, will ya help me?" Natasha asked.
"Tell me the full story how you upset Leo." Natasha did. Mikey said when she'd finished, "Okay. Leo's a romantic, so you have to woo him and appeal to his sappy side."
"But how?"
"Listen to the love guru," Mikey said with a smile and whispered into Natasha's ear slits.
"Ya really think it'll work?"
"Guaranteed."
"Thanks, Mikey. I'm sorry I was such a bitch ta ya."
"Just promise to name your first kid after me," Mikey said and chuckled. "Excuse me. I need to make a call."
"Thank ya," Natasha said and left the room, her heart feeling lighter.

Mikey redialed Laura's number and said, "Hey. Sorry. I had to help my bro's girlfriend. They're having problems."
"Do you think your advice will help them?"
"Of course. It's foolproof."
"What advice did you give Natasha?" Mikey told her. "I don't think that'll go down well. You should have told Natasha to give him space. Sex is a temporary fix, Mikey. It doesn't solve things!"

XXXX

Natasha found Leo meditating in the dojo with his eyes closed and his expression completely relaxed. She admired his muscular frame and felt herself getting wet. He was perfection personified. Her tail thumped with excitement as she pictured herself beneath him with his dick buried in her and filling her with his seed. I want him so much, she thought. He drives me wild. I need him in me.

Sensing a presence, Leo snapped open his eyes and said coolly, "What do you want, Natasha? I told you I needed time to meditate.”
“That’s what ya said, but that ain’t what I want,” Natasha said, discarding her panties and kicking them to one side. “That ain’t what ya really want neither, Leo. We both know it.”

Leo opened his mouth to protest, but Natasha jumped on him. She wrapped her arms around his waist, placed sensuous kisses along the pulse of his neck and nipped his collarbone. He moaned and tried to push her off, but she was having none of it.

“No, Leo. Ya ain't goin’ nowhere,” Natasha said, reaching into her dress pocket and withdrawing a piece of nylon cord. She bound Leo’s hands behind his back and said, “Not until we’re done talkin’!” She kissed his soft lips and added, “Relax. Tasha's gonna make ya feel amazin’. Yer so pent-up, Leo. Ya big and strong hunk.”

Natasha parted Leo's legs and lapped his slit, causing him to churr. His moans echoed off the walls and reverberated throughout the lair.

Leo dropped down into Natasha’s waiting hands. His forest green cock was slick with precum and the veins pulsated.

Natasha lovingly licked his shaft and whispered, “I love ya, Leo.”
“Seduction isn’t the answer. This is a dirty…”
“Sh. Ya know ya want this."

She sucked his thick rod and took it in inch by inch until it was halfway down her throat. She gazed at Leo’s handsome face and saw that his eyes were now closed and his protestations were forgotten as waves of pleasure hit him. His face was flushed, which she loved. Leo was never more beautiful to her than when he was spread out, flushing and her pleasuring him, knowing that only she had this effect on him.

Natasha sucked faster and Leo’s groans increased in volume until he came a few minutes later. He shot jets of his creamy cum down her throat, which the vixen eagerly swallowed. Then she released his cock and licked it clean.

Leo panted and basked in the afterglow.

Natasha kissed his lips and said, "How do ya feel?
“Using sex was a cheap trick,” Leo said, trying to act annoyed as his cock retreated into its pouch.
“It worked, didn’t it? We’re talkin’ and ya ain't really mad at me,” Natasha said, trailing a hand down his plastron and making him shiver. “Yer pretendin’. Ya loved it, Leo.”
“All right. Maybe I did, but it was still dirty, Natasha. Untie me now.”
“No. Not until we talk.”
“You’ve said what you want to say.”
"I ain't. I love ya so much. Maybe sex wasn't the best idea ta get ya ta talk, but I didn't know what else ta do. I ain’t smart, romantic or any of that shit. I've neva been, so I asked Mikey for advice. He said this would work.”
“You asked Mikey?”
“Yeah.”
“I bet he said he was the love guru.”
“Yeah. How'd ya know?”
“Hah. I asked him for advice on how to win Karai’s heart. He told me her favorite food was shellfish. I made that for her and she nearly died of anaphylactic shock. Never trust Mikey.”

That was my idea, Natasha thought. I knew she was allergic ta shellfish, so when Mikey told me Leo needed love advice, I told him ta tell Leo she loved shellfish and ta cook that, hopin' she’d have a reaction and back off him, but I didn’t want her ta nearly die. Why did I do that? Cuz I hated Karai and what she’d done ta our family. She constantly betrayed us and Leo kept runnin’ ta her like a puppy dog. It worked. We neva heard from her again afta she recovered.

“Untie me and we’ll talk,” Leo said. “I promise.” Natasha did and got off him. Leo sat up, rubbed his wrists and said, "Sex doesn’t fix things, Tasha. It’s a temporary solution. Couples need to communicate about their problems.”
“How can we when ya shut me out and meditate?” Natasha snapped. “Ya think meditatin’ solves things, Leo? It’s a buncha crap. It neva worked for me when Oroku Saki made me do it.”
“My brother said the same thing and found meditating a waste of time. It’s odd how alike you guys are.”
“Coincidence. I ain’t yer bro. I’m sure a lotta people think the way we do.”
“I suppose, but meditating isn’t crap. It helps clear my mind, to think more rationally and…”
“It don' help ya be less stuck-up, though. Yer far from perfect, Leo. I fucked up, sure, but I bet ya've done so many times, like on the missions with yer bros. Ya ain’t the golden boy ya think ya are.”
Anger flared in Leo’s eyes and he hissed, “I don’t want to be the golden boy. I never have. I want to be a normal teenager with no responsibilities, but I can't, because I have to look out for my brothers. They'd die if I didn't. I never wanted to be leader.”
"And maybe Raphael wouldn't have killed himself if ya'd been honest with him."
Hurt, mixed with sorrow and rage flashed on Leo’s face and then he stood and said icily, “I want you out now.”
“Why? Cuz I’m tellin’ the truth?”
“You’re a bitch!” Leo yelled, his face darkening. “It's not true about Raph. I never meant to hurt him. I…”
“Maybe, but ya don' want me ta leave, Leo. Yer hooked on me like I am on ya,” Natasha said and stood. She approached him and said, "Ya can't deny it."
Leo's jaw clenched and he spat, "You’re still a bitch. How can you say that about my brother? You didn’t even know him or know about our relationship.”
“I read the diaries in his room. He talked about ya all the time, so I kinda do. I’m wrong. He made the decision ta kill himself, but ya shoulda been honest with him.”
“I wish he were here. I see the looks Don and Mikey shoot me when they think I’m not looking. They blame me for his death. Sensei also will if he recovers. You’re right, Natasha. I’m a screw-up and a failure as a leader. I couldn’t protect Raph. I’m tired of trying to live up to everyone’s standards. I want to be a normal teenager. Well, as normal a teenager as a mutant turtle can be. Let someone else be leader.”
“Whoa, Leo. That's too drastic."
“Donny could be leader. He’s logical and intelligent.”
“But he ain’t Fearless or a strategist like ya."
“I’m not fearless, Tasha. I have fears like everyone else, like losing my brothers and Sensei. I’ve already lost Raph. My mind’s made up.”
“And us?” Natasha asked as her heart hammered.
Leo sighed and said, “You press my buttons and you piss me off, but you’re spot on about some things. I guess I do look like the golden boy to people who don’t know me and my secret fears. I bottle things up. I always have, because I don’t want to burden people. That comes with being a leader. My brother drove me insane and was always second-guessing me. That ticked me off, but it also helped me become a better leader. You do the same thing to me. You bug me, but I've never felt a connection to anyone else before than I do with you and I can’t imagine you not being here. It's crazy, because we haven’t known each other long.”
“Are we back together?”
“Yes, but if you ever lie to me again, Tasha…”
“I won’t, baby,” Natasha said, wrapping her arms around his waist and nuzzling into his plastron. “I love ya and ya can always talk ta me. I don' think ya should give up bein’ leader. No one else will do as great a job.”
“No. I’ve decided,” Leo said resolutely. “I’m done. Will you do something for me?”
“Anythin'."
“I have to clean out Raph's room at some point and pack his things into boxes. Will you help me?”
“Why do ya hafta?” Natasha asked in surprise.
“It's part of the healing process and of accepting his death, but there's also a chance we're gonna become parents, because we're mates,” Leo said, a twinkle in his eyes. “We’ll need the space for a nursery. I think as complicated as Raph could be, he’d be ecstatic about a baby. Would you mind if we named a son after him? I think he’d love that.”
“Not at all and I’m sure he would. Raphael’s a fantastic name.”
“Thanks."

There was a knock on the door.

“Hey, lovebirds. Sensei’s awake and he’s asking about you," April said.

“Coming,” Leo said as he grabbed Natasha’s hand.
"Think they heard us, Leo?” Natasha asked.
“Maybe, but who cares? We’re in love. Come on. I know Sensei’s gonna adore you.”

Shit, Natasha thought with dread as she followed Leo. What if Splinter knows it’s really me, Raphael? What if April and Casey figure it out? How am I gonna get outta this?

Chapter Text

Leo led an extremely nervous Natasha to the infirmary and said, "Sensei, this is Natasha. Natasha, this is our Sensei, Splinter. He found us as baby turtles in the sewers and raised us."
Splinter looked at Natasha, who was biting her lip and said, "Come closer, my children." Leo and Natasha did. "So, this is the young lady who has captivated my son's heart so swiftly. It is lovely to meet you, my dear." He extended a paw and added, "Leonardo is not known to fall in love quickly, so you must be special."

Natasha shook Splinter's paw and said shyly, "It's Leo, who's special. He's unlike anyone I've met and is so warm and carin'. I'm very lucky."
"Your skin color and eyes are striking, my child," Splinter said.

Shit, Natasha thought with dread. Does he know it's me, Raphael?

"So I've been told," Natasha said.

Leo's phone dinged. He glanced at the text and said, "I have to take this. I'll be back in a few minutes."

Leo left the room.

Natasha's heart hammered as Splinter studied her intently.

"My child, Raphael, had the same color skin and eyes," Splinter said.
"Wow. Really?" Natasha said.
"And your accent."
"What a coincidence."
"Indeed. Where do you come from, Natasha?"
Natasha's heart pounded, she swallowed hard and said, "I was one of Bishop's experiments in Brooklyn. That's why I got the accent."
"Why are you anxious?"
"I'm cool. I just get nervous around strangers, cuz I was beaten and tortured and I find it hard ta trust people."
"I understand. Humans are cruel to us, but you are safe here, my child, and no harm will befall you."
"That's kind of ya, Mr. Splinter."
"You can call me Sensei. Stop being so nervous. I do not bite. What are your intentions with Leonardo?"
"I really like him. He likes me and we'd like ta see how things go."
"Long term or short?"
"Long term hopefully. I like him a lot and he makes me feel so warm and fuzzy. I think we could be good together foreva."

Leo suddenly appeared and hearing the last comment, he said, "I hope he didn't grill you too much, Tasha."
"Grill?" Splinter said and laughed. "Not at all. Miss Tasha and I had a most wonderful conversation. She is charming and I like her."

That must mean he buys this act, Natasha thought. Good.

"Does that mean we have your blessing to date, Sensei?" Leo asked.
"Yes," Splinter said.
"Did you hear that, sweetheart?" Leo said excitedly, his eyes shining. "We can date and Sensei approves of you. Wow. I'm so happy I could burst."

Natasha beamed and said, "I like him too."

"Leonardo, I would like a word with you privately if you do not mind," Splinter said.
"Of course," Leo said and slumped his shoulders. He had a feeling Splinter was going to ask about Raphael. "Tasha, I'll see you later."

"Okay, baby," Natasha said and pecked his cheek. "See ya then."

Natasha left the room.

Splinter said, "There are a few things I wish to discuss, Leonardo. Pull up a chair."
Leo grabbed a chair, sat down and said, "Like what?"
"I am old, my son, and will probably not live for many more years. I would like you to be clan leader from now on. I am tired and would like to live my last years peacefully. I just want to enjoy the company of my cherished sons."
"I don't want to be clan leader, Dad. I want to be a normal teenage boy. I've done all you asked, but the responsibility of leader's getting to me. I can't do it anymore."
"You sadden me, Leonardo," the aged rat said sadly. "But if that is the case, then call in Raphael. I will ask him to take over."
"I can't do that, Dad," Leo said miserably.
"Why not?"
"There's no easy way to say this. Raphael's gone," Leo said, his voice quavering and tears rolling down his cheeks. "For good. He ended his life. I'm so sorry."
The ancient rat blinked back tears and asked, "Why?" Leo explained. "Did you find his body?"
"No."
"Then there is no proof he is deceased, is there?"
"Dad, he said he was going to throw himself off the cliff. There's no way in hell anyone could survive that. His body would be torn asunder by the rocks."
"You are right, my son. I just hoped..." Splinter said and his voice trailed off. "Raphael was prone to running away, but I never thought he would do something so final. It is my fault. I should have been a better father."
"It's my burden to carry, Dad, not yours. I'll carry it until my dying day. I wish we could go back in time, that I could talk to Raph and…"
"He would not listen when his mind was made up, Leonardo. We will mourn his loss and we will have a celebration honoring his short life when I am better. As for leader and clan leader, you do not have a choice, my son. You are the only one fit for the responsibilities and Donatello and Michelangelo will need your strength and leadership. Do not disappoint me, my son. I am counting on you."
"Yes, Dad," Leo said and sighed. "I'll do it if that's what you wish."
"Natasha looks a lot like your brother. Does she not?"
"I guess so, but she's not Raph. She doesn't have a dick." Leo blushed and added, "Sorry for my vulgarity."
"You have been with her intimately?" Splinter asked, raising an eyebrow.
"It wasn't planned, but I have."
"Did you use precaution?"
Leo flushed and said, "No."
"Then there is the possibility of little ones. How could you be so careless?"
"We got carried away and it didn't enter our thoughts. I'm sorry."
"What will you do if Miss Natasha becomes gravid?"
"I'll love and care for her and the babies. I know it's a huge responsibility, but I'd do it in a heartbeat. Shirking responsibilities has never been one of my traits."
"No, it has not, but you are very young, Leonardo, and this is your first real romance. Be careful, my son, and use protection if you wish to be intimate with her. Babies are a massive responsibility. I do not think you are ready, no matter how mature you say you are."
"Hai, Sensei."
"I sense there is something, Miss Natasha isn't telling us. She seemed extremely nervous around me."
"Because you're a stranger and her boyfriend's dad. That's all. Remember how shy you were when you met Mom's parents."
Splinter smiled at the memory of meeting Tang Shen's parents and said, "Perhaps you are right. In any case, she seems like a lovely woman. I wish you well, but always guard your heart. Things are sometimes too good to be true."
"Do you still have doubts about her, Sensei?"
"No, my child. They are just words of wisdom my parents gave me. I would like to rest now."
"I miss Raphael, Dad. I wish he were with me and could see how much he's loved and missed."
"I do too," Splinter said and dabbed at his misty eyes with a Kleenex tissue. "But I am sure he is looking down from Heaven and that he's our Guardian Angel."
"Do you think he made it to Heaven?"
"Of course. Your brother was fiery, but his heart was pure."
"That it was," Leo said wistfully. "He was the gentlest and kindest guy when he allowed himself to be and he'd have given the shell off his back."
"Do not blame yourself. You two fought, but Raphael took matters into his own hands. He would not want you to blame yourself and he would want you to enjoy your life to the fullest. That would be honoring him and everything he stood for."
"I know, Sensei. I'll try, but I'll never… I just wish things had been different and he was here. I love Mikey and Donny, but Raph was my best friend when we weren't fighting. We got each other and could talk for hours."
Splinter nodded and said, "I understand. Perhaps you can honor him by naming your first son after him."
"I'd like to."
"Raphael would approve. I am tired, Leonardo."
"Right, Sensei. Thank you for blessing me and Natasha."

Leo left the room and went in search of Natasha. He was elated their union had been blessed and was looking forward to their future together.

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Natasha was in the living room with Donny, Mikey, April and Casey.

“This is Natasha,” Donny said. “Natasha, these are our friends, April and Casey. Guys, this is Natasha.”

“It's a pleasure meeting you, Natasha,” April said and extended a hand.
“Likewise,” Natasha said, shaking it and praying they didn’t comment that she looked a lot like Raphael.

Casey stared at her for a long time and was clearly thinking.

A nervous Natasha’s heart pounded and she thought, shit. I hope he don' think I’m Raphael!

Casey shook her hand and said, “Nice meeting you, Natasha. Are you staying here long?”
“Yeah. Leo and I are datin’.”
“That’s cool, but kinda sudden. You haven’t known the guys long, have you? I’d have known about you if you had.”
“No, but sometimes ya know right away when ya've met the one. We hit it off immediately, so why wait?”
“You have a point. It’s just Leo’s usually very cautious about people and relationships. I find it surprising that you guys barely know each other and you’re dating.”
“Like I said, sometimes yer heart knows what ya need and ya just go with it. We got tons in common, chemistry and…”
“Where do you come from, Natasha?”

“Bishop’s lab in Brooklyn. That’s why she has the Brooklyn accent,” Mikey said. “The poor dudette was an experiment and tortured.”
“I thought his lab was in Manhattan,” April said, making Natasha squirm inwardly. April was right.

“Maybe he moved,” Don said. “Natasha's been through hell, regardless of where it was. Leo likes her. She's got to be cool if he does. We found her traumatized in the sewers.”
“Uh huh,” Casey said.

“I’m gonna make something to eat,” Mikey said. “April and Donny, I need your help. Casey, stay with Natasha. Leo’s talking to Splinter and will be out soon.”
“No worries,” Casey said. “I’d be more than happy to talk to her.” The her was emphasized.

The others left the room.

Natasha’s stomach tightened in knots and she thought, does Casey know it’s me?

Natasha shuffled her feet and said, “Ya been friends with them for long, Casey?”
“Ditch the act, Raphael,” Casey said crossly. “I know it’s you.”
“Huh? Raphael? No. Ya got it all wrong. I’m Natasha. I dunno a Raphael.”
“So, it’s just a coincidence you look like him, have his accent and were wandering in the sewers? Also, Bishop’s lab is in Manhattan! They may be fooled, but I’m not.”
“Pretty much. I ain't met no Raphael. The first I heard about him was when Leo told me he died.”
“BS!” Casey snapped and grabbed Natasha’s wrist. “Admit it. You’re Raphael. You never died and you’re pretending to be this chick. I don't know why and I want answers now!”
“Yer insane, ya fuckin’ dick!” Natasha hissed, pulling away. “I swear…”
“You tell me now, Raphael, or I’ll throw out every motorcycle magazine you own and I’ll ride your bike!”
“Ya wouldn’t dare!” Natasha growled. “Ya know how much that bike means ta me and that no one but me can ride it!”
"Hah! It is you. You fell for that, you numbskull. Why are you dressed like a chick and pretending you’re dead?”
“It’s a long story. The gist is I like Leo, but he likes girls, so I made a wish. I became one. It's worked and he’s mad about me.”
“Come again?” Casey said, blinking in confusion. “I thought you liked girls, Raph."

Leo entered the room and said, “Hi, Casey. Hi, my love. Casey, this is my girlfriend, Natasha.”
“We’ve been talking. She's a lovely girl, Leo," Casey said. "I can see why you’re smitten. She’s charming.”
“Isn’t she?” Leo said as he wrapped his arms around a blushing Natasha’s waist. He nuzzled Natasha's beak with his own, which was unusual, because he didn’t publically display affection. Then he said, "I'm a lucky guy. We found her traumatized in the sewers and we instantly connected. Some people wait a lifetime to find their soulmates and some never find theirs. I sure have, right, baby?”

“Uh huh,” Natasha said as she stared adoringly into Leo’s eyes.

“It’s almost like we’d met before,” Leo said. “I felt like I’ve known her all my life. That's crazy, huh, because we haven’t known each other long?”
“Yeah,” Casey said, staring hard at Natasha. “I’m thrilled for you, Leo. Your girl's something all right. I heard about Raph. I’m sorry. We’re all gonna miss him so much.”
Leo’s eyes misted over and he said mournfully, “Thanks, Casey.”
"Let me know if there's anything I can do to help," Casey said and placed a hand on Leo’s shoulder. “Raph was my best friend and I’d like to be there for you all.”

Natasha’s heart hammered at the words and she thought, fuckin’ Casey! He'd betta not ruin my chance at love. Shit. What if he tells Leo? What am I gonna do?

“I appreciate it, Casey,” Leo said.
“No problem, pal. It’s what close friends do,” Casey said and removed his hand. “Raph would want me to be there for you guys. I bet he’s looking down from Heaven right now and is stunned by how much he’s missed and loved.”
Leo nodded and said, “Yes. We’re having a celebration of his life when Sensei’s better. I hope you’ll be there. Raph's body’s submerged in the ocean, so we can’t bury him. That bothers me, because I won’t be able to pay my respects at his grave.”
“I understand, but you don’t need a body to feel close to him, Leo. You can pray and talk to him and he’ll always be in your heart. I’ll definitely be there and I’d like… Raph would want me to ride his motorcycle to the ocean. He always wanted to go there. We could all go there and…”

Natasha growled at the mention of the bike and Leo looked at her in surprise.

“Baby?” Leo said.
“I don' think Raphael would appreciate his bike bein' touched,” Natasha said quickly. “He’d want his bike untouched. It was his pride and joy. He’d be pissed if anyone touched it or rode on it.”

“How the fuck would you know what my best friend wanted?” Casey demanded. “You’re a stranger, Natasha!”
“Well, I, uh, read his diaries and he talked about his bike a lot and he wrote that.”
Casey folded his arms, glared at her and said, “Bullshit! You’re being played, Leo. I’m done with the charade. Raph’s not dead. We know it, don’t we, Natasha?”
“I dunno what yer talkin’ about,” Natasha said, studying her hands, unable to look at anyone.

“You know Raph’s not dead, Natasha?” Leo demanded as he lifted her chin so their eyes met. “How do you know that? Have you met Raph? Did he tell you to tell us he’d died?”
“No!” Natasha choked out as her eyes filled with tears. She was aware Leo was about to discover the truth.
“Then what?”

“Because Raphael is Natasha!” Casey snapped. “You’ve been conned, Leo. I don’t know why, but that’s the truth. Raphael is alive, well and…”

Hurt flickered on Leo’s face, he scowled at Natasha, turned his back and stalked out of the lair. Tears streamed down his cheeks and he felt like his world had crumbled.

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Raphael ran after Leo and yelled, “Leo, wait up! C'mon. Runnin’ away ain’t the answer.”
Leo ground to a halt, folded his arms and said coolly, as his sapphire eyes flashed, “What is, Raphael? Lies?”
Joining him, Raphael said, “No. I wanna talk and explain why I did…”
“Nothing you can say or do will be sufficient explanation. You can piss off, Raphael. I’m done with you!”
“The hell ya are. We could have babies. Ya gonna run off and leave me ta raise them on my own?”
A mixture of disgust and rage appeared on Leo’s face and he snapped, “I’m well aware of the possibilities. I won’t shirk my responsibility, but we’re done. Capiche? Leave me alone.”

Raphael suddenly charged at her brother, knocked him to the ground and desperately tried to pin his arms down, but Leo was stronger. He flipped them and pinned Raphael’s arms down.

“I’m only gonna say this once, Raphael,” Leo hissed. “Stay away from me or better yet leave.”
“Oh. Ya wanna top, huh?” Raphael said with a smirk. “Why didn’t ya say?”
“I hate you,” Leo growled.
“Yeah? Then why do I smell yer arousal, Fearless? Ya wanna get off with me, don' ya?”
Leo immediately rolled off her, stood up and said venomously, “I despise you. I hate you deceiving me. I hate the fact you may become gravid with my damn kid. I hate that I’m a laughingstock to the family. I hate you! I wish you’d really died! It’d be better than this fucked up mess that you fucking caused. Why did you fucking do it? Did you get a charge out of it and of making me feel like I had a shot at love? Was it a game and joke at my expense?” Angry tears pricked at Leo’s eyes and he yelled, “I fucking believed Natasha was real. What a damn idiot I am. I should have known she was too perfect to be true, especially as she had your damn accent and looks. I’m a moron.”
Raphael rose to her feet, her eyes filled with tears and she said in a broken voice, “It ain’t no game. I neva meant ta hurt ya or ta make ya mad. I love ya for real, Leo. I fell in love with ya afta we made love. I only did this, cuz I didn’t think ya’d be with me othawise. I know ya like girls. It's despicable, but I genuinely love ya. I’m sorry. I shoulda told ya the truth, but ya also shoulda told me the damn truth that ya were only with me outta pity and ta make me feel betta. We both fucked up, Leo.”
“And now the kids will pay the price. Kids. Can you believe it? I might have kids with my own fucking brother. What a mindfuck of note. Sense will love that!” Leo said acerbically. “What the hell will I tell him?”
“We ain’t related. It ain’t…”
“We were still raised as brothers, Raphael! He’ll go ballistic. I can’t deal with this. I’m going out.”
“Leo, I love ya. My feelings were neva a lie. I meant every word and we’ll figure it out if there are babies. Don' go. We can sort somethin' out. I really love ya.”
“Fuck off!” Leo screamed, his eyes blazing. “I’ll be civil to you for the kids’ sake if you become gravid, but otherwise I have nothing to say to you.”

Leo turned his shell and stomped off, leaving Raphael in a flood of tears.

The emerald skinned turtle wept and thought, what am I gonna do? I can’t go home. I’ll be laughed at or worse, people will be angry, cuz I lied. I got nowhere ta go. What a fuckin’ mess. Maybe I should end my life for real and…

“Raph?” Don said, approaching her.
“What do ya want?” Raphael asked. “And how’d ya find me?”
“I followed you and Leo and heard raised voices. I stayed in the shadows until Leo left. Are you okay?”
“No. It ain’t yer problem. Go home. I’ll sort myself out and try ta find somewhere ta live. There's no way I can stay in the lair afta what I did. I’m a shit and Leo hates me. I deserve his wrath.”
“Raph,” Don said and placed a hand on Raphael’s arm. “You’re still family and you belong with us. We’d never kick you out. Leo has to accept that.”
“But I lied, Donny. I made him believe I was Natasha and made him fall in love with me. He feels betrayed.”
“What were your reasons?”
“They don' matter. He still...”
“It does matter. Why did you do it?”
“I wanted Leo ta love me. I always thought I was straight, but I realized I wanted him afta we made love. Bein’ in his arms felt so right. Then a weird woman appeared and told me I could make a wish ta get him and even though I didn’t really wanna be a girl, I wished ta be one, so Leo would fall for me.” Raphael sniffed and said, “It was goin’ really well. We’d made love. Then Casey opened his trap. Now Leo despises me. He wishes I were dead. I wish I were.”
“Leo will come around. I think he does love you.”
“He loves Natasha, not me, doofus.”
“Technically, he loves you, because you’re Natasha now. The feelings are real on both your sides, right? He’ll realize that, forgive you and you’ll get your happy ending. If that doesn't happen, you can use the kids to get Leo to calm down and to melt his heart You know he’s a sucker for family. It’ll work.”
“I don' wanna use my kids as bait. I want Leo ta love me for real.”
“I understand, but that idea’s foolproof. Listen to your genius brother. What have you got to lose?”
“Nothin’, I guess. Don' ya hate me for what I did?”
“I should be really furious with you for making us believe you were dead, but truthfully, I’m just glad you’re okay. We missed you so much, especially Leo and Sensei. Speaking of whom, you need to see Sensei. I’ll come with you to lessen the shock. He also believed you’d passed and we were planning your funeral.”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean ta hurt no one. I feel like an absolute shit.”
“It’s pointless wallowing in regrets and self-loathing, Raph. There’s nothing you can do to change the past. All you can do is focus on the now. Let’s go.”

Raphael followed her brother home and thought, I hate usin’ my kids as a tool ta win Leo back, but I know I ain’t got otha options. I hope Donny's right and the plan works. I dunno what I'll do if I don' become gravid, cuz I dunno how else ta win Leo back.

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Donny and Raphael arrived at the lair and ignoring Mikey, who tried to talk to her, Raphael followed Donny to Splinter’s room.

“Sensei,” Donny said as he knocked on the door. “It’s me. Can I come in?”
“Of course, Donatello,” the aged rat said.

Don opened the door and went inside.

Raphael took a deep breath and followed her brother.

XXXX

The ancient rat was sitting up in bed and reading a book. He smiled at them.

Raphael gulped and studied her hands.

“Hello, my children,” Splinter said. “Why are you nervous, Natasha?”
“She has something she needs to say,” Don said and nudged Raphael in her side.

“What is it, Natasha?” Splinter asked. “You don’t have to be afraid, whatever it is.”
“I kinda told a lie,” Raphael said and raised her head. “A big one and Leo’s cross with me.”
“Leonardo does not bear grudges, my sweet child. Do not worry. He will calm down and you will sort things out. May I ask what the lie was about?”
“Not this time. I ain’t who I said I was. I lied ta everyone and Leo feels like a fool. Rightly so.” Tears ran down Raphael’s cheeks as she added, “I’m a jerk.”
“I am confused. Who are you then and why would you lie?”
“Sensei, I’m Raphael.”
The old rat gasped and shook his head in disbelief. “Impossible. Raphael died.”
“No. Ya think he died. He left a suicide note, but his body wasn’t found. I’m Raphael and I can prove it. My birthday’s on September tenth. My favorite food’s cereal and I love motorcycles. I built one with Donny. I love pizza, especially with chocolate fudge and marshmallows on it. I fight with Leo all the time and sneak out ta bash Purple Dragons. My best friend’s Casey, who’s datin’ April. I sleep in a hammock. Ya confiscated my porn stash a couple of weeks ago. Is that enough proof? I wouldn't have known this if I wasn't Raphael.”
"Then what is with the charade and pretending to be Natasha?” Splinter demanded, his eyes flashing. “Why did you fake your death? How did you become a girl? And why? You always prided yourself on your masculinity. How could you lie to your family, make us believe you died and put us through that trauma? Have you any idea how much we have suffered? What on earth possessed you to do such a beastly thing, Raphael?”

“May I speak?” Donny asked.
“No, Splinter said. “I am asking Raphael. You can talk later.”

Fresh tears filled Raphael’s eyes and she said in a broken voice, “Leo.”
“I do not understand,” Splinter said, raising an eyebrow. “What does Leonardo have to do with your deception, Raphael?”
“Everythin'. I fell in love with Leo, but I knew he wouldn’t want me, cuz he liked chicks, so I made a wish ta be a girl. It came true and Leo fell in love with me. Then Casey met me, saw through it all and spilled the beans. Now Leo’s pissed off!”
“Language! "Splinter said sternly. “And you bedded Leonardo, did you not?”
“I did."
“So, there could be babies. What a mess,” Splinter said irately. “What an impulsive and stupid thing to do, Raphael. Have you any idea what a disaster you have caused? What will you do if there are babies? How will you raise them? Your selfish action has proved that you are far from mature…”
“Look, I believed…”
“No excuses. You not only deluded your entire family, you lied to your brother, you slept with him and have perhaps made him a father. You should be ashamed of yourself. I am.”
“I am, Sensei. I’ll make it right and Leo ain’t my bio bro…”
“How? By getting an abortion? I would not allow it, even if it were feasible. He was still raised as your brother and I will not allow your union!” Splinter screamed. “I will not have my clan contaminated and shamed by you, Raphael. You would be forced to commit seppuku in the olden days. You should be grateful I am not doing that, you pathetic and moronic child!” Raphael flinched. “There is only one solution, which is…”

“May I speak, Sensei?” Donny asked as his heart hammered. He sensed what Splinter was going to say.
“No, Donatello,” Splinter said sternly. “You may not. I…”

Unbeknownst to everyone, Leo had arrived home after cooling off on a rooftop. He’d managed to enter the lair undetected and hearing shouting, had headed to Splinter’s room.

Leo grabbed a stunned Raphael’s hand and said icily, “I’m just as guilty as Raphael for bringing any kids into this world if there are any. You don’t have to worry about them, Splinter. Raph and I'll just be fine and will be incredible parents. Come on, Raph. Let’s get out of here.”

Leo led a still bewildered Raphael out of the lair and into the tunnels, while a disgusted Splinter shook his head and Donny's jaw dropped in astonishment.

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Leo led Raphael through the sewers until they reached a secret place he frequented when he wanted to be alone and to reflect and away from the chaos of the lair and his family. He let go of Raphael’s hand and she took in her surroundings. It was sparse with a desk, a bed, cupboards, a sink, a small mini-bar and a couple of tatami mats. It’d have to do until they could maybe find something better or maybe they could knock down some walls to make more rooms.

Leo sat on the bed and said, “Make yourself at home, Raphael. It’s not much, but it’ll do until I can think of something more suitable for us and our potential kid."
“Did ya mean what ya said? About us bein’ awesome parents together.”
“It seemed the right thing to say,” Leo said with a shrug. “What was I gonna say? That’d we’d be crappy parents and give him that satisfaction?”
“That ain't what I meant,” Raphael hissed. “I meant about us together as a couple.”
“We’re not a couple. We’re exiled and thrown together, because of your deceit and rotten turtle luck. We’re penniless and homeless and all you’re concerned about is whether we’re a damn couple. You’re not even apologetic about your actions. You think I’ll forget all of that and we’ll be one fucking happy family? I have news for you, Raphael!” Leo yelled, his eyes blazing. “Life doesn’t fucking work that way.”
“Yer cute when yer riled up,” Raphael teased.
Leo’s eyes flashed and he snapped, “This isn't funny. Look what we have now. All we have is a room. We have no food, no money and no family. We can’t get jobs or a decent place looking this way. We’re fucked. Do you grasp that? And what if we have a little one? How the hell will we support it? Have you considered that? I feel a headache coming on.” Leo pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed.
“Ya knew that when ya dragged me outta the lair. Why did ya do that then?”
“Because I’m still your older brother and responsible for you. It’s also my fault when you screw up and I’m also responsible for the possible circumstances. I didn’t use my head like I should have. I went with my hormones like a lust-fueled teenage boy, instead of…”
“Which ya are. Ya may act older than yer years, Leo, but yer still a kid.”
“That’s no excuse. I’ve been trained to be a pinnacle of control, to set an example to my brothers, to lead the team, to… I failed. I failed my family, especially Sensei, who has always been good to us. I’m a terrible son and brother.”
“Ya ain't, Leo,” Raphael said softly. “Ya were just actin’ like a normal teenager and like someone in love. That ain’t nothin' ta be ashamed of. Sensei should be ashamed for not bein’ more undastandin’. Look, I know we’re in a pickle, but it ain’t all bad.”
“Really? How isn’t it all bad, Raphael?” Leo demanded.
“Well, for the first time in our lives we’re free ta do what we want. We don' got damn rules and curfews. We can do what we want. I dunno about ya, but knowin’ that I don' hafta listen ta the old rat no more is kinda liberatin'”
“That ‘old rat’ took you in and cared for you like his son. Have you forgotten? How can you be so disrespectful?”
“Yeah. That's all he did and tons of trainin'. For what purpose? Ta fight his enemy. He neva gave us hugs, cuddles or lovin’ words. He neva soothed us when we were ill or had nightmares. We relied on one anotha. All I got were harsh words and criticism. That ain’t a dad. What did he do for ya? It was trainin’, ceaseless meditation and he taught ya ta always keep yer feelings ta yerself, so ya were like a stone mosta the time. He ripped ya away from me by givin’ ya the leadership position. We were best pals until he did that. He lectured ya when ya failed, instead of bein’ encouragin’. He told ya sex was immoral and that ya should give up on the idea of love. How’s that bein’ a dad, Leo? All he did was teach us, train us and give us a damn roof ova our heads. Ya know that, so stop glorifyin’ him and makin’ him sound like Dad of the year.”

Leo sighed. Raphael had a point, but whatever Splinter had or hadn't done didn’t change their predicament.

“We’re still in deep shit, Raph.”
“I know. Look, I got us into this fix. If ya wanna go home, go. I’ll find a way of lookin’ afta myself. I’m sure Splinter will eventually forgive ya if…”

Donny suddenly appeared and carried a large suitcase.

"How’d you find us, Don?” Leo asked.
“Tracked your cell. I’ve brought a few things. Your weapons, some food, clothes, blankets and more importantly, money,” Don said, forking ten grand over to Leo. “It’s all I have right now, but it should be enough until I can get more, if you use it sparingly.”

“Donny, yer life savings?” Raphael said softly, moved by the gesture. “Ya don' hafta.”
“You need it more than me,” Don replied. “I want you to have it. Please take it. It’s not much, but it’s…”

“Thoughtful and wonderful of you,” Leo said as his eyes misted over. “But aren’t you disgusted that we're together?”
“I don’t care,” Don said with a shrug. “I was shocked when you walked out, but I don't care if you're together. All that matters is if you guys are happy. Love is love. I’d better get back before Splinter notices my absence. Look after yourselves and stay in touch. I love you.”

“I love ya too,” Raphael said and wrapped her arms around Donny. “Thank ya. I dunno how I can eva repay ya, Don.”
“Just be happy, Raph,” Don said and pulled away.

Leo hugged Don.

Then Don smiled, said his goodbyes and left.

“That was freakin' awesome of Donny, Leo,” Raphael said. “See, he don' got a problem with us bein’ together and is happy for us. Why are ya so against it? We’re meant ta be together. Don' ya see? We can use this as a new beginnin’ for us and go someplace. We could maybe take a boat somewhere, like ta Japan. Ya’ve always wanted ta see it. How about we go there?”
“You haven’t heard a word I said,” Leo said irately. “I’m your brother and we’re not…”
Raphael stepped closer, cupped Leo's cheek and silenced him with a passionate kiss. “Shut up, Fearless,” she said, looking intently into Leo’s eyes. “We ain’t biologically related, so bein’ together ain't a sin. I know I deceived ya. I’m sorry, but I love ya and ya love me. What we got is real, no matter how it came about. Ya can’t deny that, but yer tryin’, cuz ya think it’s dishonorable and wrong. It ain't. How can love be wrong, Leo?”
“Lovers don’t lie to each other, Raphael.”
“I fucked up, but would ya have loved me if I’d told ya the truth from the start?”
“Most likely not.”
“I thought I had no choice, Leo, and that it was the only way of gettin’ ya ta love me for real. Now ya do. I’m sorry, but I also ain’t, cuz yer now in love with me and ya want me as much as I want ya and... It’s fucked up, but at the core of it our feelings are still real, right? I know they are. Ya didn’t pull away when I kissed ya and ya weren’t mad and… I genuinely love ya, Leo. I’d do anythin' for ya,” Raphael said huskily and kissed Leo again.

Butterflies fluttered in Leo’s stomach at the kiss, which he eagerly reciprocated and which soon intensified. He ground his lower plastron against Raphael's, which caused a wonderful and sensual friction.

They churred and moaned loudly. Leo couldn’t deny Raphael was right. It was a huge fucking mess, which shouldn’t have happened, but he was in love with Raphael/Natasha. Damn it. He loved him/her fiercely and it was an all-consuming love that felt right and not sinful. Love wasn’t a sin, after all. Their love was real. He could forgive the deception, as long as Raphael never lied again. They could make it work.

Raphael broke the kiss and said breathlessly, “Does that mean ya agree with me, Leo?”
“No. Kissing is my way of disagreeing,” Leo said sarcastically. “I can’t deny I’m still not upset about your deceit, Raph, but I can try to forgive it if you promise not to lie again. I’m willing to give us a real try with no lies and with only honesty, communication and trust. I love you. I’ve never loved anyone so much.”
Raphael's golden eyes shone with happiness as she said, “Leo, I’ll always be truthful. I swear. No more secrets. I love ya incredibly and will honor ya all my life. There’s somethin' I’d like ya ta do.”
“What’s that?”
“I’m a chick now. Stop callin’ me Raph, okay?”
Leo smiled and said, “I’ll try. It'll take some time, though.”
“Let’s…”

Leo’s cell rang again. “Hello?”
“Leo,” Donny said animatedly. “You’ll never guess what I heard. Put Raph on speakerphone.”
“What?” Leo said and did as his brother said.
“The news was on and…”

“And what, egghead?” Raphael said. “Spill it.”
“Well,” Donny said. “There was a Bill passed. I knew one would potentially be passed. I wasn’t positive it would be, so I said nothing. I didn't want your hopes dashed.”
“Out with it,” Raphael said impatiently.
“Okay, hothead. We have rights, which means…”

Raphael’s eyes shone with happiness and she said excitedly as she flung her arms around Leo’s waist, “Which means we can get an apartment, have a good life and there'll be no more damp and smelly sewers. Hello, freedom, air and… Baby, just think how awesome our life’s gonna be.”

“Is it really true, Don?” Leo said. “No hoax? For real?”
“Yep. I’m gonna apply to uni and Mikey can study to be a chef. We could all buy a place topside. It’s cheaper than us renting individually.”

“But Leo and I wanna be alone, Donny," Raphael chimed in. “Have ya got plans ta take Splinter with ya?”
"No. He doesn’t want to go. Raph, I understand you want Leo and you to be alone, but for the foreseeable future and until we’re all adjusted topside, I think we should remain a family. All four of us. You guys will have your privacy, but at least we’ll be able to watch out for one another and have one another’s backs in case of danger. It'll be so cool. We could also get jobs. Leo would be an amazing cop. Raph, you'd be good at auto repair or something and… Leo, you’re quiet. Aren't you happy about it?”

“I'm happy, but I'm also floored," Leo said. "I never thought it’d happen. What does Mikey think, Don?”
“He's overjoyed. What do you think of a place together?”
“It makes sense, but do you really think we’ll fit in the human world? We’re still mutants.”
“It’s worth a try. It beats living down here. I’m game.”

“Me too, as long as Leo’s on board,” Raphael said. “Leo, c'mon, please,” Raphael begged and looked intently into her brother’s eyes.
Unable to refuse her, Leo nodded and said, “All right. I’m in.”

“Cool,” Donny said. “I’m gonna check out the apartments online. I'll call you later. Ciao.”

Donny disconnected the call.

“Ain’t that incredible?” Raphael said, her arms still around Leo’s waist. “We’re gonna live topside like real people and get real jobs. Well, ya. Ya’d be a fantastic cop. I’ll stay at home and be yer lovin’ wife. I'll make ya meals, cook, clean and look afta our babies.”
“I thought you were against that,” Leo said with a smile.
“I was, but yer givin’ me a chance ta be yer mate. I wanna return the favor by bein’ all ya need and want,” Raphael said and planted a tender kiss on Leo’s lips. “I want ya ta see that I'm the one, that I can make ya happy and make ya feel that ya neva want no one else. I want ya ta think I’m always gonna be enough for ya.”
“You don’t have to be a doormat either, Ra…Tasha, okay? It’s a partnership, not a dictatorship and you’re not a slave.”
“Only sometimes in bed then, huh?” Raphael said with a wink.
“Kinky, huh?”
“Uh huh. I think ya are too and always have been. Ya just hid it well. We could do that.”
“We will,” Leo said and kissed his mate. “Let’s get some rest. Donny will call later and…”
“Then we can move on with the rest of our lives,” Raphael said and grinned.

They climbed into bed, snuggled up to each other and Raphael rested her head on Leo’s plastron.

This is perfect, Raphael thought as she closed her eyes. Leo and I are a couple for real and we’re gonna live topside and have the best life. I couldn’t be happier.

Chapter Text

The next morning, December 1, Leo woke shortly after 5 a.m. and looked at his sleeping mate, who was snuggled next to him with her head resting on his plastron. He couldn’t believe the gorgeous woman had been his macho and aggressive brother and that they were an item. It was so surreal, but Raphael-Natasha had been right about the feelings they shared for each other and their deep connection. That’s what mattered, right? Everything else could be overlooked: the lies, deception and that Natasha had once been a man. All that mattered was now and the future, right?

“Why are ya starin’ at me, Leo?” Raphael asked, opening her eyes and peering at Leo.
“I was thinking how surreal this all is. You were a guy. Now you’re a girl, we’re a couple, there may be babies and…”
“Do ya wanna back out? I’d be devastated, but if ya wanna do that, I’ll learn ta deal with it,” Raphael said in a small voice. “I can maybe ask Donny ta change me back or we can live as sister and bro and we can co-parent, but not have a romantic relationship. Is that what ya want, Leo?” Raphael asked and gazed intently into Leo’s eyes.
“No, it’s not. You were right. We have a connection and deep feelings, however they came about. I love you and I don’t want to give you up. I’m just saying it’s kind of strange. That’s all.”
“I know, right? I can’t believe I got boobs, hair and that I can lay eggs, but I’m also kinda excited about it, cuz I can give ya a family and we can cement our love with them. That’s special. It wouldn’t have happened if I'd stayed Raphael. Maybe Donny woulda helped scientifically, but now he don' hafta and we can have a family naturally,” Raphael said animatedly, her golden eyes shining with happiness. “And now that mutants got rights, the kids don' hafta live in trepidation in the shadows. They and us can have normal lives.”
“Humans will still regard us as freaks, Raph. Nothing will change that.”
“It’s Natasha or Tasha, Leo, okay?”
“I know. I’ll get there. We’ll still be treated abysmally and people will never understand us. They’ll hide behind their prejudice. The only difference is that we can walk around them in public. We'll have to endure their stares, sneering and their revulsion. Our babies will be regarded as monsters. People don’t like what’s different and they never will. No matter how hard we try to fit into society, we never will. You know that. All we have is each other, Donny and Mikey. That’s how it’s always been and that won’t change.”
“We got April and Casey. Ain’t they like family?”
“Yes, but they have their own lives and are human. They fit in. We don’t. Part of me thinks we should remain in the sewers. What’s the point of subjecting ourselves to a society that detests us?”
“Cuz this ain’t a life, Leo. We just exist and do the same mundane shit daily. Ain’t ya sick of it? I am. I yearn ta do more with my life. We’re gettin’ a golden opportunity. We’re gonna face challenges, but that ain’t different ta what we’ve been through and we’ve faced worse. We can get through them and make our lives fantastic. 'Sides, like ya said, we got each otha, Donny and Mikey, so we ain’t alone. I undastand yer scared…”
“I’m not scared. I’ve faced the Shredder, I’ve….”
“Yer scared. Admit it. Ya don' like humans afta all they’ve done ta us. I don' either and I’m also scared, but I know we can get through it together. We just gotta have faith, babe.”
“Babe?” Leo said and raised an eyeridge.
“Ya hate endearments?”
“No, princess,” Leo said and smirked. “If you can handle being called that.”
Raphael shrugged and said, “I don' care what ya call me. Ya could call me mud and I’d like it, cuz ya called me it. I kinda like princess.”
“Wow. You’re quite a sap,” Leo teased.
“Perhaps, but that’s what couples do, Leo. Endearments, cuddles and hugs. It’s normal.”
“I know. I have my reservations about life on the surface, but I’ll give it a chance. I’m still leader…”
“Ya ain’t in our bedroom. We both know that,” Raphael said and grinned. “And we both know the woman’s really in charge in the relationship.”
“Your cockiness hasn’t changed,” Leo quipped, looking at Raphael fondly. “I’ll concede to your leading in the bedroom, but my leadership role hasn’t changed outside of it. If I feel that life’s too dangerous on the surface, we’ll move back down here. Do you understand?”
“Whateva ya say, muffin,” Raphael said and nuzzled Leo’s beak with her own. “I love ya so much, Leo. I swear we’re gonna have a great life. Us and our babies.”
“I love you too, Rap-Tasha.”

Leo’s phone rang. “Hey, Donny. What’s up?”
“Morning, Leo. Put me on speaker.” Leo did. “Hey, Raph.”

“It’s Natasha, Donny. Remember that,” Raphael said and huffed.
“Sorry and sorry for calling so early, but I can’t contain my excitement. I talked to a realtor about ten minutes ago. She was also kind of pissed about such an early call, but she quickly got over that when she learned I was keen about the two bedroomed apartment I saw on her company’s website. The tenant moved out a month ago and she’s battled to find someone else to rent it. I can’t understand why. It looks okay from the pictures.”
“Did ya hear that, babe?” Raphael said excitedly. “Donny found us a place. Can we move in now?"

“Calm down, hon,” Leo said.
“Hon, babe, what?” Donny said in surprise.

“It’s endearments, Donny. Couples do that and we’re a couple,” Raphael said snappily. “Ya will when ya find a chick. Where’s this place?”
“East Harlem. Let me give you a quick history lesson about the area. It’s also known as Spanish Harlem, is part of Upper Manhattan, roughly encompassing the area North of the upper East side and East ninety-sixth Street up to roughly East one hundred and forty-second Street East of Fifth Avenue to the East and Harlem Rivers. It isn't part of Harlem and it’s predominantly Latino. It had its fair share of strife, historically suffering from many social issues, such as the highest jobless rate in New York City, teenage pregnancy, AIDS, drug abuse, homelessness and an asthma rate five times the national average. It has the second highest concentration of public housing in the U.S. and close behind Brownsville, Brooklyn.”

“Is it safe, Donny?” Leo asked.
“It’s a working-class neighborhood and has the highest crime rate in Manhattan. Fifteen people were murdered in twenty-eleven, but…”
“No buts. No. It doesn’t sound safe. I don’t care what bull the realtor may have sold you, but we’re not moving to a crime infested area. That’s final. Don’t glare at me, Rap-Natasha. My word is final. We’re not moving there, even if it’s dirt cheap. I’d rather stay in the sewers.”
“It's a good thing I didn’t have my heart set on that place. I’ll call that lady and tell her we’re not interested. It's a pity, because the place was only a thousand a month for all of us.”
“I’d rather pay more and live longer,” Leo hissed.
“There’s another place. It’s six grand a month and is on eightieth Street on the Western Side of Central Park. It’s a three bedroomed apartment. It costs more, because of the location. The neighborhood's a safe one and is close to schools and shops. It’s at ninety Riverside Drive. I phoned that male realtor first. We have an appointment at nine.“
“Donny, but that’s a posh area. What if…?”
“Leo, we have the money. That ten grand I gave you covers one month. Mikey said he has another ten and we should have jobs by then. Casey and April also said they’d help, so stop stressing. Be at the lair at eight and we’ll drive there together. I have to go.”

Donny disconnected the call.

“Wow,” Raphael said happily. “Did ya hear that, Leo? We’re gonna have a place of our own in a fancy area. Who’d have thought that would happen?”
“I heard.”
“Why ain’t ya chuffed, babe?”
“I love your enthusiasm, but what if we don’t get jobs?”
“We will. The universe always has a way of makin’ things work out, babe. This is exactly the start we were lookin’ for. Didn’t ya say we gotta have faith? Why don' ya have some now? Look at me, Leo. It’s gonna be terrific,” Raphael said and kissed her mate’s cheek. “We’ll be in an apartment with clean water tonight and…”
“Assuming the realtor likes us.”
“I can be real charmin’ and so can the othas. He’ll love us. Have faith.”
“Fine. I’ll try.”
“That's my sweetheart,” Raphael said and kissed Leo tenderly on the lips. “I can’t wait, Leo. We're gonna christen everyplace we can with our love.”
“You’re so bad.”
“I am and ya love it,” Raphael said and smirked. “Are ya up for a round? We got oodles of time.”
“How could I refuse an invitation like that?”
“Ya can’t. Claim me and make me yers. Bite me, fuck me and show me I'm only yers.”

Leo pushed his mate down onto the bed and ensured she was wet enough by inserting a finger into her cloaca and thrusting it in and out. Then he plunged his rod inside her, making her groan in anticipation and she raked her nails down his arms.

XXXX

Raphael, Leo, Donny and Mikey left in the Battle Shell a little after eight ten and drove to Eightieth Street. Raphael wore her pink dress and a trench coat and the others wore trench coats and fedoras.

They soon arrived at their destination, which was a forty storied red brick building and were buzzed inside.

XXXX

“This is some place,” Raphael said as she took in the Persian carpets, pine flooring, the antique porcelain vases behind the glass cases in the lobby and the Renaissance paintings on the walls. “I could like it. No. I love it. If this is just the lobby, what’s our place like?”

We don’t belong here, Leo thought.

A middle-aged bespectacled man with silver hair and a rotund figure approached them. He wore a gray double breasted suit and black leather shoes.

Leo thought the man looked like someone out of a fashion magazine and that he clearly had money. He was probably also a snob and there was no way in hell he’d like them, a bunch of mutants from the sewers. They’d be shot down in a nanosecond and…

“Good morning,” the man, Frank, said and studied them in amazement. He’d expected humans. What were these? Tortoises? The bulkiness could be shells and they had green faces. What? Was this really his appointment? “I think you’ve lost your way. The zoo is outside. Please be on your way. I have a meeting. This place isn’t for…”
“Zoo?” Leo said sharply, his eyes narrowing. “We don’t belong in a zoo and have just as much right to be here as you. We have an appointment with you. My brother, Splinterson Donatello made it. That’s Donny with the glasses. That’s my brother, Mikey. I’m Leonardo and this is my fiancée, Natasha. Mutants have rights now. We’re mutant turtles and we have just as much right to be here as you do. You’d be prejudiced if you didn’t at least show us the apartment and we could sue you for discrimination. We could maybe take it to the equality court.”

“That’s right,” Mikey said.
“It’s the least you can do,” Donny said. “It took us close to an hour to get here.”

“Please,” Raphael said and clutched Leo’s hand. “If yer worried about cash, we can pay ya now and for next month on the spot. We're real quiet and… Well, not quiet…”

Frank blinked. Mutant turtles and equality court? He’d really seen it all now, hadn’t he and he’d thought the eighty-year-old goth he’d seen the previous week had been weird? This took the biscuit. No. The whole damn cake.

Frank swallowed hard. If he refused, the angry turtle would probably follow through with his threat and maybe hit him. He looked fierce. What if the equality court believed them and he lost millions? How would he retire to the south of France then?

“Come this way,” Frank said. “it’s on the twentieth floor.”

The family followed him into the elevator and they rode up to the twentieth floor.

XXXX

The elevator door opened a while later and Frank led them to an apartment at the end of a long corridor. He opened the door and they all went inside.

XXXX

The apartment wasn’t as lavish as the lobby, but it was neat, had pine flooring, three bedrooms, two en-suite bathrooms, a huge open plan kitchen, a dining area and a terrace that was large and which had a built-in barbecue. It overlooked a small park where kids were playing.

The apartment was unfurnished, but that was okay. They could easily bring their possessions from the lair and make it a home. That is, if the realtor agreed.

Raphael and Mikey had oohed and aahed the entire time. Leo and Donny knew they were smitten with the place, which was in a safe area and close to shops.

Donny and Leo also loved the apartment, but they didn’t think the realtor would consent. He’d regarded them with disdain and scorn the entire time and had stood stiffly to one side after he'd shown them around.

“This place is exactly what we need,” Raphael said. “I really love it, Leo. I think the babies would love it too.”
“Babies?” Frank asked and raised an eyebrow.
“Yeah. I’m gravid and I’m gonna lay eggs. One of the rooms will be a nursery if ya agree. If ya don', I dunno where I'll stay. Places are so hard ta find and it’s only us four. Nobody likes us, cuz we’re mutants. They think we’re hideous and freaks. We ain’t. We may look different, but we’re good and honest. All we want is ta be happy and ta have a great life. Why can’t we have that? Ain't our fault we look this way. I want my babies ta also have a great life. They can’t if people are so cruel. Yer my babies’ chance ta have a decent place, Mr. Frank. Please let us stay here."

Frank swallowed hard. Natasha wasn’t only a mutant. She was gravid with the temperamental Leonardo’s babies and he’d be pissed if his babies didn’t have a place to stay, like any dad would be. Frank knew he’d be heartless and well on his way to the equality court if he refused the mutants. Shit.

“Oh. The babies!” Mikey said. “Yeah. Natasha’s expecting twins. We’re so excited, huh, Donny?”
“You bet. They have names picked out and ideas for the nursery.”

“Screw it,” Frank said and adjusted his glasses. “It’s Christmas in the not too distant future. I'll cancel my other appointments. I own the building and have the lease here.”
“This place is ours?” Raphael said hopefully.
“Yes. How can I refuse an expect mother? I’d be a jerk. Here’s the lease. Sign it and settle yourselves in. I expect the first two months of rent now. I’ll make a copy of the signed lease and bring it over later.”

“Here,” Leo said, handing Frank the ten grand Donny had given him and Raphael.

Mikey gave Frank another ten grand in cash, while Donny signed the lease.

The others penned their signatures to the lease as well.

Frank nodded and said, “Very well. I’ll be off then. I hope you all are happy here. Good day.”

“Thank you,” Leo, Donny and Mikey said in unison.

“Thank ya, Mr. Frank,” Raphael said and patted her plastron. “My babies and I are so grateful. I assure ya, we won’t be no trouble.”

Frank left the apartment.

“Babies?” Donny said. “Really?”
“Nope,” Raphael said, her golden eyes shining mischievously. “But there soon will be, so technically I wasn’t lyin’.”
"Lying to him was shameful, Raph!"
“Shut up! My deception worked, didn’t it? We got a place of our own and I'll soon have babies, so what's the big deal?”

“I don’t care,” Mikey said. “I’m just happy to have a place. I like it. Think of all the wonderful memories we can make here. I can’t wait to use the kitchen. Yahoo. This place rocks. Maybe when we have enough money we can buy a house someday. I don’t care that you’re a couple either, guys. Donny told me. I thought that was weird at first, but I’m cool with it, as long as you’re happy.”
“Maybe,” Don said. “We should get our stuff from the lair. Leo, Raph…”

“It’s NATASHA, Donny!” Raphael snapped.
“Sorry. Natasha and Leo, we’re gonna get the stuff from the lair. It’ll be a few trips. You guys stay here and settle in, but no funny business.”
“Ya mean we can’t fuck on the kitchen counter?” Raphael said impishly with a devilish grin on her face.

“Fuck no! I have to serve food on it,” Mikey said in horror. “Come on, Donny.”

Raphael laughed as Don and Mikey left the apartment.

Raphael wrapped her arms around her mate and said, “So, Leo, what do ya think of our place?”
“It’s nice and is clean.”
“Is that all?”
“It doesn’t feel like home,” Leo admitted. “It’s alien, sterile and doesn't smell like home.”
“Ya said we gotta have faith, Leo. Are ya quittin’ on me?”
“No. I'm just saying.”
“We can make any place home. We’ve proved it when we’ve moved a buncha times and I think we can make an incredible life here. Us and our babies, if we have them. Trust me and have faith.”
“Okay. I’ll try.”
“Great. Let’s christen the kitchen counter,” Raphael said, discarding her trench coat and then tugging off her dress. She climbed onto the kitchen counter, wagged her tail teasingly and said, “C'mon, baby. Ya know ya want me.”

Leo stripped, his shell embarrassingly tight at the sight of her gorgeous body on display for him. He dropped down with a loud growl, pushed her down onto the counter and thrust a finger in and out of her to prep her.

Leo thrust his cock into his mate and said, “I'm going to claim you!”
“Go for it, stud,” Raphael said and looked at him lovingly. “I need ya and want ya so bad.”

Leo thrust in and out of her and soon formed a steady rhythm that had them seeing stars as pleasure coursed through them. Leo’s churrs and Raphael’s moans reverberated throughout the apartment and probably also down the corridor, but they didn’t care. All that mattered was them and their immense love for each other.

Raphael thought as they made love and her golden eyes shone with happiness, love and lust, Leo and I can get through anythin' together. I love him, he loves me and I know we’re always gonna be together. Nothin' and no one can separate us or destroy what we got.