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Y/N's POV
Today I woke up and I hate myself
Death doesn't answer when I cry for help
No high could save me from the depths of hell
I'll drown my mind until I'm someone else
Don't take care of me, be scared of me
My misery owns me
I don't wanna be my enemy
My misery owns me now
Under the graveyard
We're all rotting bones
Oh, oh
Everything you are
Can't take it when you go
Oh, oh
I ain't living this lie no more
Ain't living this lie no more
Oh, oh
It's cold in the graveyard
We all die alone
Cover my eyes so I can't see clear
One sip away from everything I fear
Ashes to ashes, watch me disappear
Closer to home because the end is near
Don't take care of me, be scared of me
My misery owns me
I don't wanna to be my enemy
My misery owns me now
Under the graveyard
We're all rotting bones
Oh, oh
Everything you are
Can't take it when you go
Oh, oh
I ain't living this lie no more
Ain't living this lie no more
Oh, oh
It's cold in the graveyard
We all die alone
Under the graveyard
We're all rotting bones
Oh, oh
Everything you are
Can't take it when you go
Oh, oh
I ain't living this lie no more
Ain't living this lie no more
Oh, oh
It's cold in the graveyard
We all die alone. I woke up with the sound of my alarm. My name is Y/N. I suffer from depression and alcoholism. I feel like killing myself. I tried everything. My parents died when I was 10 years old. I live alone, and I don't have a family. I've been to therapy, but they quit on me after. After the last psychiatrist gave up on me, she recommended Dr. Lecter and said that he would help me. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom and took a shower. I left my house and drove to Dr. Lecter's office. I sat in the waiting room and felt empty looking around the room until I heard the door open and stood a tall, handsome man. "Miss L/N," he said as he stared at me. I stood up and walked in. "Please sit down," he said.

Hannibal's POV
I kept staring at Y/N as she sat down she had an empty look. She is very beautiful. She was recommended to me by a colleague who was Y/N's last psychiatrist and gave me Y/N's file. While I looked into it, there was a photo of her, and my heart started beating fast. I was in love with her at first glance. As I read the file, I learned everything about her. My poor Y/N lost her parents at the age of 10 she doesn't have her friends. Then the love of her life, or she thought she had left her for another when she needed her the most, and that made her depression worse and doesn't believe in love. I sat down on my chair and kept staring at my beautiful Y/N. She was dressed in a black dress with a black blazer and black heels. She was very skinny and her dress was loose. We started talking about her condition, I knew she was hurting herself, but she did not want to talk about it. "Dr. Lecter, I think I'm immortal," Y/N says to me while looking down. "Why do you think your immortal miss L/N," I say, keeping our conversation professional, but I wanted to be personal with her. Y/N came closer to me, and she looked at me. "I'll show you doctor", she says to me. She starts taking off her vest, exposing her toned, scarred body, and then she takes a pocket knife from under her vest pocket. I looked at her, shocked, and she put the knife in my hands. " I want you to cut me with the knife," Y/N says, looking into my eyes. "Ms. L/N I don't think this is a good idea," I say, looking at my Y/N. I don't want to hurt her. She suddenly closed her eyes, and a tear rolled down her cheek. " I'm sorry, Dr. Lecter," Y/N says, opening her eyes. I looked at her, and she looked at me. We continued to look at each other, and to my disappointment, she looked away. I suddenly grabbed her hand and looked at her as my hand felt her warm hand on mine. Y/N looked at me confused and blushed, looking away. " Are you okay Y/N," I say, still feeling her soft hand. " No, I am not Dr. Lecter," Y/N says, using her other hand to wipe away the tears that kept falling. "Please call me Hannibal," I said, moving closer to her. " I don't think that would be professional," Y/N says, trying to move away from me. I pull her closer to me. " You are lonely and need a friend," I said as I smelled her hair. "Yes, I don't have many friends. I'm alone with no one that loves me but I'm scared to fall in love with someone," she says to me, leaning closer to me. "There is another reason why I was left alone," my love says, looking away from me. I suddenly had the urge to kiss her, but I had to control myself, for now, she would be mine soon.

Y/N's POV
I was looking at Dr. Lecter with a broken expression. I took a deep breath. " When I was young I told my parents that I was pansexual and they said I was a disgrace to them and they left and I never saw them again until I found out that they died without letting me explain," I say to Dr. Lecter crying as he wraps his arms around me. Then my phone rings. Today, I woke up, and I hate myself. Death doesn't answer when I cry for help. I answer as Dr. Lecter looks at me. "Hey Y/N, it's Ralph, I just got back from S/N (State's name) and I sold my house so I'll be living with you now you don't have to be lonely anymore," Ralph says with a happy tone in his voice. Hannibal is still looking at me, "You don't have to Ralph," I say, frowning that I won't be alone anymore. " I'll be there in a couple of hours. I have things to do right now," Ralph says, then hangs up. I put my phone away in my vest pocket. I smiled brightly. "Well, I guess I'm not lonely anymore because my friend is staying with me now," I say with a happy tone in my voice. "You still have me for anything you need. I'm still your phychairst after all," Hannibal says, leaning towards me still arms around me. I can feel his hand going lower on my waist. "Thanks so much, Dr. Lecter, "I say, feeling less lonely and depressed. "We are friends. Y/N no need to be professional around me," says Hannibal, smiling brightly at me. "We are still in your office Hannibal also you are still my psychiatrist. We aren't done with our session yet," I say nervously, trying to avoid getting too close to the doctor I just met. We talked more about my condition. I opened up more with Hannibal and told him about my nightmares. Hannibal was understanding, he didn't judge me like other psychiatrists do. "Y/N have you been hurting yourself lately?" Hannibal says with a worried tone. "Yes, I hurt myself every day, just some cuts here and there," I say, whispering sadly. He suddenly takes my vest off and sees all my scars, he widens his eyes and then hugs me tightly. "Don't ever hurt yourself again. You aren't alone anymore because you have me by your side," Hannibal says, wiping my tears away with his fingers. "Thank you Hannibal", I say, kissing his cheek, but he moves his cheek away, and our lips are met. After a few minutes, I pulled away from the kiss I wanted to pull away immediately, but Hannibal's grip wouldn't let me until he loosened up, and I was able to get away. He smiles at me.

Hannibal's POV
When Y/N went to kiss my cheek I couldn't hold myself anymore so I turned my cheek away and our lips met, I was really happy with our kiss but I noticed that she wanted to get away from me but I wouldn't let that happen I gripped my love tightly we stayed that way after a few minutes I loosen my grip she moved away from me. I was mad that she was mine, but I controlled my anger, and I smiled at her. "You're welcome Y/N", I say as I want her to trust and love me. I want to gain her trust so she can only depend on me and only me. We will soon be happy forever, and she will never leave my side. I look at her scars on her. Some are old, and some are recent. I have the urge to run my fingers and kiss those scars, but then I remember the cause of it. Her depression has been worse. She doesn't have a relationship with anyone. She's still beautiful, and I was falling deeply in love with Y/N. I know it's wrong for a doctor and patient to be involved with each other but I don't care I'm in love with her and she's going to fall in love with me I don't care what I have to do as long I'm by her side or she's by my side. I will make her mine she will be my wife, and we will have kids. For now, I'm happy being close to her as friends. Time goes by, and our session is over. I put my hands on her shoulders, and I set another appointment for my love. When she left I grabbed my laptop and stalked her, I wanted to know what she did when I kissed her passionately. I put a tracking device on her to monitor her every day. I can't go stalk her outside she would notice and stay away from me. I saw she arrived home safely and went to her room and started going to her closet and picked out a black shirt and very short black shorts, she undressed and I saw her in a black bra and panties. She stood in the mirror and looked at herself, she had the most beautiful body I could tell she was insecure about herself. I saw she wasn't satisfied with her body. "I gained weight I knew I shouldn't have eaten that brownie last night but I was hungry", my love says complaining that her stomach started growling she ignores it and continues to complain and puts her clothes on. I can see her whole legs that short is too short. She goes out of her room and goes to the kitchen and makes a salad with a little dressing. She eats it, and when she's done, someone knocks on the door, and she goes and sees. She smiles and opens the door, and I see her friend and some girl come in. He looks like her. Ralph stares at my Y/N and then at her legs. The girl notices and pulls him next to her. "Y/N, this is my girlfriend, Sarah, Sarah this is my friend Y/N. We are like siblings," says Ralph. "It's a pleasure to meet you Y/N," Sarah says, shaking my love's hand and then kissing her hand. I wanted to kill her she's mine, only mine. I saw her smile but was mentally grossed out, which made me happy. "Nice to meet you, Sarah," says my darling, trying to be polite, but she's feeling uncomfortable. After they got to know each other, Ralph got hungry and searched for something to eat, but he only found salads, fruits and vegetables, and some junk food. I could tell she wasn't satisfied with Y/N's eating habits. "You don't have anything else to eat other than salads and vegetables, no meat or at least some soups," says Ralph, looking at the fridge. I smile that my love takes care of herself, but she also needs to eat well she needs her protein. She smiles at Ralph and tells him to follow her and she takes out some pizza dough and some ingredients then she puts the pizza in the oven, after the pizza is done she takes it out and cuts it into slices. Ralph takes a slice, and Sarah and their eyes widen. "This is delicious. Do you have anything to drink?" Ralph says, finishing his pizza and grabbing another slice. "Yeah, I have water, tea, lemonade, and homemade iced coffee," Y/N says, going to the fridge. "Lemonade is great thanks", says Ralph. "I would like some lemonade too, please Y/N," says Sarah with a smile. My love smiles and grabs two glasses and pours lemonade and gives it to them. After dinner, they go straight to their rooms, and Y/N fixes her bed and immediately goes to sleep. I go to sleep thinking about my love.

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Y/N's POV
I woke up with the sound of my alarm, I turned off my phone and got out of bed. I fixed my bed before going to shower. I took a long black loose ( not that loose) long cotton soft dress, black silk panties, and black bra to the bathroom. I also took my phone with me to listen to music while showering. While showering, I was singing, "Leave me alone," by Michael Jackson.
Aaow
Hoo-hoo
I don't care what you talkin' bout, baby
I don't care what you say
Don't you come walkin' beggin' back mama
I don't care anyway
Time after time I gave you all of my money
No excuses to make
Ain't no mountain that I can't climb, baby
All is going my way
(Cause there's a time when you right)
(And you know you must fight)
Who's laughing, baby?
Don't you know
(And there's the choice that we make)
(And this choice you will take)
Who's laughin', baby?
So just leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Stop it
Just stop doggin' me around
There was a time I used to say, "Girl, I need you"
But who is sorry now?
You really hurt, you used to take and deceive me
Now who is sorry now?
You got a way of making me feel so sorry
I found out right away
Don't you come walkin' beggin' I ain't lovin' you
Don't you get in my way
(Cause there's a time when you right And you know you must fight)
Who's laughing, baby?
Don't you know
(And there's the choice that we make)
(And this choice you will take)
Who's laughin', baby?
So just leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Stop it
Just stop doggin' me around
(Cause there's a time when you right)
And you know you must fight)
Who's laughing, baby?
Don't you know
(And there's the choice that we make)
(And this choice you will take)
Who's laughin', baby?
So just leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Stop it
Just stop doggin' me around
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
(Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Stop it
Just stop doggin' me around
Don't come beggin' me
Don't come beggin'
Don't come lovin' me
Don't come beggin'
I love you
I don't want it
I don't
I don't
I don't
I, I, I, I
Aaow
Don't come beggin' me
Don't come beggin'
Don't come lovin' me
Don't come beggin'
I love you
I don't want it
I don't need it
I don't.

When the song finished, I turned off the shower and dried myself, and put on my clothes. AN: Here's the song below 👇 Enjoy the song ❤

As I turned the doorknob, there was a strange pain in my chest, I turned around to open the cabinet door and took out some Tylenol. A few minutes passed, and I ate some toast and did some chores.

Hannibal's POV
I woke up almost the same time as my Y/N and checked my laptop to see her still sleeping a little when her alarm woke her up she then turned off her phone, got out of bed fixed her bed before going to take a shower. She grabs some clothes that are a long black loose cotton soft dress, black silk panties, and a black lace bra. She took her clothes and phone to the bathroom, and my Y/N took off her clothes and put her music on. While she was scrubbing her body I heard her sing, she had the most beautiful voice when she sang "There was a time I used to say, Girl, I need you," now who's sorry now I thought she was sad and depressed again. After the song ended and finished showering. My darling dried herself up and put some clothes on even though she was beautiful without anything on. (Sorry about this Hannibal is going to be a pervert and super yandere for Y/N) she brushed her teeth then as she turned the doorknob I saw that she felt pain in her chest, she opened the cabinet door and grabbed a bottle of pain medicine.

Time skip (this is going to the part where Y/N's ex comes
Warning depression and anxiety are in this chapter. Please don't be scared.

Y/N's POV
When I was done doing chores around the house when there was a knock at the door. I was listening to some music on SoundCloud. I love the song so much. Here's the song below. Enjoy 👇
Listen to atomic - blondie by opiumduo on #SoundCloud
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/qH99A Or go to your app and type on SoundCloud atomic by opiumduo.I open the door, It's my ex-girlfriend Joanna. ( The picture on the top is Y/N's ex-girlfriend, I know she's super hot) I look up, and there's Joanna all grown up and very beautiful. Then I remembered she was the cause of my pain apart from my parent's death, so I glared at her, but I started to have anxiety and depression. "I know you don't want to see me after what I did, I know everything that happened, and I'm sorry I hurt you but let me explain," says Joanna with a hurt expression. "I HATE YOU SO MUCH!"I say, screaming and running away from my house. I know I shouldn't have said that, but I was hurt. I looked at my phone to see it was one hour before going to see Dr. Lecter, so I went to the park and took a walk. After walking, I get ready for my appointment with Hannibal. I arrive at Dr. Lecter's office, and I go inside.

Hannibal's POV
I was getting ready to see my Y/N, I couldn't see what happened to her because I had patients, and I was worried about her. It was very boring listening to them complaining about their life, as they were talking, my mind was on my precious Y/N, but I was writing down and asking them questions. Finally, after they were gone, Y/N was my last patient, but I saw her more than that she's my friend and my wife, and I hate not knowing what she does every day because of my work. Once I open the door and I see my love crying and having a meltdown. "Y/N, please come in," I say with a worried expression. My love sits down and tries to calm down, I stare at her and pull her into a hug she tries to pull away but slowly accepts my hug and wraps her arms around me. "What's wrong dear?" I say, showing how much I love her she looks up at me, and I can tell she is scared. "I saw my ex today," my love says, trying not to break down. I mentally groaned that her ex was back in her life. She damaged her and didn't care. She told me how it happened. "Then I ran away from home after saying those words to Joanna I know I shouldn't have said that but I was hurt and also it hurt me when my parents and Joanna left me", my love says sharing her feelings with me. My heart broke hearing her say that. "Since that day, I haven't fallen in love, but I know I shouldn't give up on love," says my love as I still hold her in my arms. "Am I a bad person Hannibal". I look at her she's such a sweetheart an angel, my angel I smile at her and kiss her cheek planning on making her just like me then she will fall in love with me but if she tries to stay away from me I will not let her go she's mine no one will take her away from me, my wife future mother of our children. "You are not a bad person Y/N she deserved it for hurting you, you just spoke from your heart," I say leaning towards her and kissing her, she tries to move away but then kisses back. Then her phone rings, and she takes it out of her vest pocket and answers. "Hello, Y/N speaking." "Hey bestie, I'm not going to be home tonight. I'm staying at Sarah's," I hear Ralph say, I turn to see my love sad. "Oh, that's great," my love says, hiding her disappointment, I can tell she would be lonely at home alone. "I hate leaving you alone. I can come back if you want." Ralph says, his tone worried about Y/N. "Don't worry about me, bestie. I'll be fine. Just have fun," my love reassured him so he wouldn't be worried. "Are you sure you're like my sister? You're my only family member left." Ralph says I still listen to the conversation while holding Y/N next to me." "Of course I'm sure bro I'm used to being alone besides I go to therapy he's also my friend," my angel says as she smiles at me and I have the urge to kiss her again but I can wait until she's done. "Alright Y/N just be safe and call me if anything happens bye cutie" her friend says why did he called my love cutie she's mine besides he's like a sister to him their can't be a romantic relationship between the two. "Bye handsome, see you tomorrow," my love says, hanging up, "cutie," "handsome." What's the meaning of this? I stared at Y/N looking for answers. "Oh, it's what we call each other to make us feel better," my darling says as she puts her arms around me, hugging me. "We have insecurities about ourselves well it's now me than him , he has someone who loves him I on the other hand don't since Joanna betrayed me," my angel says looking down feeling mad. "You have me you're not alone Y/N," I say leaning towards her kissing her for the second time, as we kiss my heart was so happy I deepened our kiss I saw my love close her eyes. We pulled away after a while, and then she said we needed to keep it professional and it was a mistake that made me upset but I told her I understood we talked for a while until our session was over. "Y/N would you like to stay with me until Ralph returns," I say, hoping she would say yes so I can keep her safe away from Joanna. "Sure Hannibal, but first I would like to go to my house. I can grab some clothes. Would you like to come with me? I hate being alone, "my darling says, looking at me. "Yes, I would love to accompany you to your home, dear," I say, smiling happily at her.

Y/N's POV
Hannibal and I walked out of his office to his car I grabbed my house keys and got inside the passenger seat Hannibal driving, we reached home and I got out of his car Hannibal grabbed my hand and we walked together I opened the door, Hanni walked with me to my room where I grabbed a small suitcase and put my toothbrush and some clothes inside also my hair brush and a picture of Joanna and me when we were together, I may have been hurt and betrayed but deep down I still love and care about her. I turn around to see Hannibal looking at the picture in the suitcase. "Even though she hurt and betrayed me, I still care about her, Hannibal," I say as I walk close to him and put my hand on his hands. "Thanks for being friends with me. I appreciate your help," I say, moving away to grab my suitcase, but he grabs me and suddenly kisses me again. I kiss back, and this makes Hannibal smile. " Are you done packing, dear?" Hannibal says, stroking my cheek with his fingers. "Yeah, let's go," I say, grabbing my suitcase and holding onto Hannibal's arm with my free hand. He leads me to his car, but I stop thinking I forgot something. Then I remembered I forgot to pack my food. Hannibal also stopped and stared at me. "What's wrong, my dear? Did you forget to pack something?" Hannibal says, still looking at me. I felt his hand wandering on my hips. "Yeah, I forgot to pack my food," I say turning around but Hannibal stops me, "I have food at home Y/N no need to pack your salads, I can cook for you," Hannibal says walking back to his car and opening the door for me. "Thank you, Hannibal, such a sweetheart," I say, kissing his cheek and smiling softly at him impressed by his kindness he's such a gentleman, and to be honest he could be boyfriend/husband material I don't want to get his hopes up. We arrive at his house.

Hannibal's POV
I got out of my car and opened the door for my Y/N she smiled at me sweetly. "Such a gentleman I could fall in love with you at any moment if you keep doing this," my love says impressed by my actions once again of course she is no one else has done anything for her to win her heart I am the only one that can impress her I won't let someone else impress or show her love. "You deserve all the love and care in the world those who aren't nice and hurt you don't deserve you, my dear," I say with all my love and care for my Y/N she's too sweet and kind for someone like Joanna it makes me angry that she didn't appreciate her she's the light to my darkness but she will be like me, my sweet angel. Suddenly she grabs me and swings her arms around me and hugs me so passionately she crashes her lips on me with love showing in her eyes I kiss back loving the feel of her lips on mine we stay like this until she pulls away and says we shouldn't get our hopes up so I grabbed her suitcase and we walked inside my home no our home I'll win her heart and we will be dating and soon she will be mine forever. I showed her to the guest room since the guest room was close to my room. I left her to make dinner for us. I grabbed some "pork" from the fridge and some veggies, and made a stew. She came in and asked if she could help me I am so delighted that she would like to cook together we waited for the stew to cook and when the food is done I took it out of the stove and served my love then myself. She takes a bite of the "pork" and veggies, and her eyes widen. "Oh my goodness, Hannibal, this is the best stew meat I ever tasted," my angel says, moaning and going back to eat more, not knowing it's human meat and not animal meat "I'm glad you love it, my dear," I say smiling she's just like me, and almost then, I continue eating as well. We finished and talked for a while before going to bed soon. I asked her if she would like to sleep next to me so she wouldn't be lonely in her room. She accepted, but she told me she sleeps without a bra. If I was okay with it, I smiled at that. I told her it would be fine. So we slept together it was the step towards our relationship. I looked at her sleep she was so beautiful, an angel with her sleep shorts showing her beautiful legs everything about her is perfect she's a goddess I kissed her one last time before drifting off to sleep.

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Smut warning ⚠️ Hannibal gives Y/N some wine and it makes her horny for him.
Hannibal's POV
I woke up and saw that my Y/N was sleeping I stayed a little bit before showering after my shower I went back to the room she was still sleeping so I went to make breakfast for us I quietly closed the door and made pancakes, sausage, and eggs I heard the bath running. I set the table. Y/N came down with black pants, a long black shirt, and black shoes she sat next to me and kissed my cheek. "Good morning Y/N I hope you had a good sleep," I say to my love, wanting to kiss her and claim her as mine. "Good morning Hannibal, I slept well. How did you sleep?" says my Y/N, grabbing her fork. " I slept well my dear," I say smiling at the dream I had about my love, I dreamt that I was sitting on the couch with Y/N next to me she had a black see-through dress that showed her cleavage we were talking, and drinking wine when suddenly Y/N looks at me lustfully then comes closer to me sits on my lap and kisses me passionately her kisses were like a drug to me I grab her waist and slowly we lay down I can feel her body growing hot we stop kissing I look at her eyes I lower my lips down her neck leaving kisses all over her neck then I kiss her lips I want her so much, I am still on top she starts moaning. "Hannibal, please make me yours," my love says, her voice filled with desire. I couldn't take it anymore I carried her to our room and I took off my clothes and I started taking off hers she's so beautiful I will make sure she's mine she will never leave me. I slowly enter my hard member inside of her, our bodies united as one. " Hey Hannibal," my love says, taking me out of my dream. I will make sure this dream comes true "Yes my dear," I say as my love stares at me. "Is something wrong," says my sweetheart. "It's nothing dear. I'll make us some coffee. Coffee is done, and then we start eating. After eating her phone rings, and she answers the call. "Hey Ralph how are you," my love says smiling sweetly I feel jealousy and rage inside of me she can only smile at me I try to hide it and continue hearing the conversation while staying quiet and looking at my Y/N. "Hey bestie I'm good just wanted to let you know Sarah and I will be moving to Florida I hope you don't mind," Ralph says I smile happily that I will have Y/N all to myself, my love has a look of pure happiness that her friend will leave her. "What happened to staying with me at my house?" my love says, then looks at me and smiles sweetly. " I'm sorry Y/N but you have Dr. Lecter you can live with him, "says Ralph as my love looks down shyly. "I don't want to trouble, Dr. Lecter with my problems even though we are starting to be friends he has patients too my problems aren't important," my love says with a worried expression. " Dr. Lecter won't mind if you stay with him besides he's hot I bet you are attracted to him there might be more going on between you two maybe he's the one for you", Ralph says convincing my love to stay with me. " Fine I will tell him later besides we are friends nothing wrong can happen between us he's my psychiatrist that is against the rules of doctor and patient relationship he could lose his job we can only be friends also what if it doesn't work we don't want our hopes up", my love says slightly blushing as she's putting a barrier between us. "Y/N you deserve to be happy live a little break the rules nothing is hotter than having a forbidden relationship with a Doctor who is also you're friend", Ralph says worried about her being lonely. " Alright bestie, but I get to visit you someday and have a sibling's night out," my love says smiling then they say their goodbyes and hang up. I give her the coffee and we finish breakfast together then we sit down on the couch having a conversation and drinking wine like my dream I look at her lustfully then Y/N comes closer to me and kisses me passionately I put her on my lap and we continue kissing her kisses drive me crazy I want her so I gently lay her down I get on top of her and kiss her neck leaving kisses all over her whole neck then I get down and I kiss her lips again she begins moaning. " Oh, Hannibal please make me yours," my love says lustfully I smirk seductively " I have been waiting for this moment for a while now my dear now you're mine," I say as I can't take it anymore.
Lemon warning

Y/N's POV
Hannibal takes off my and his clothes, leaving us naked while Hannibal admires my body. " You're so beautiful my dear you will never leave me", Hannibal says as he enters his hard member inside of me I cry out in pain and pleasure I see his hair falling in front of his face as he continues thrusting in me he leans close and kisses me while our bodies become one he thrust harder into me and I moan loudly screaming his name. "HANNIBAL" "Y/N " Then he cummed inside me I suddenly feel sleepy and fall asleep in Hannibal's arms.
End of lemon

Hannibal's POV
I did it I finally have Y/N all to myself after I cummed inside my love she falls asleep in my arms I fall asleep too. I woke a couple of hours then looked at my angel sleeping fully naked I touched her and her skin was cold so I wrapped her with a blanket I didn't want my love to catch a cold I wanted to protect her from anyone that harmed her I want her to depend on me only taint her a bit so she becomes like me I grabbed my clothes and admire her a little while before making lunch after lunch is ready I go wake up my love to see she's awake and has clothes on but wears a black sweater instead of the long black shirt she looks a little flushed. " How was your nap my dear," I say with a worried tone of my voice I don't want her to get sick I had a wonderful time. "I feel good but my legs hurt and I feel dizzy too," says my love with a sleepy voice so I carry her to the dining room table and we eat then we read and fall asleep forgetting that if she stays with me she has to sell her house.

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Y/N's POV
I woke up with pain in my body. I looked and saw Hannibal still sleeping, I  tried to get out of bed but I kept falling so I tried again and went to the bathroom. I suddenly felt dizzy. I heard Hannibal call my name but blacked out before I could answer.

Hannibal's POV
I was awakened by my darling trying to get out of bed until she finally got up and went to the bathroom, but then I noticed she felt dizzy, and I called her name, "Y/N!" but she fainted. I quickly rushed to her side. I felt her head she had a fever, and I took off her black sweater and black pants and carried her to the bathroom. I put her in the bathtub and put cold water. Please wake up, my love, I thought as I was waiting for her to wake up, I rolled up my sleeves and felt her skin no more fever. It was cooling down. I ran my hands on her body, ever since we made love yesterday,  I wanted more of her to feel her and kiss those beautiful lips. I went closer, I pressed my lips to hers, and I felt an electric current between us. I knew she was the one for me but she kept pushing me away. All I had to do was be with her always and never let her go, then I started thinking about how she dated someone, and she claimed to be pansexual, I suddenly felt jealous thinking of my sweet angel dating another woman or engaging in sexual activities with anyone else but me. I should be the only one to touch her or make love to her,  yesterday she gave herself to me, and it was the best, now I can't control myself anymore she finally didn't push me away, I deepened the kiss, hoping she would wake up. "Hannibal," my love says with a weak voice. Her eyes open slowly, and she looks at me.

Y/N's POV
I looked at Hannibal with admiration, and I instantly knew I loved him, but I didn't know if I was ready for a relationship with him yet. "Hannibal, we need to talk," I say, but my voice is very weak. "Shh darling, don't speak. Let me bathe you, You aren't feeling well," Hannibal says, stroking my cheek gently. He washed my body and hair, and he pulled the plug from the tub he then wrapped me in a towel, dried my hair, and he helped me put on my clothes, they aren't always black I wear f/c clothes and black Hannibal gave me an f/c shirt and black long pants and black underwear from my suitcase, he forgot the bra but he said that it would make me uncomfortable since I'm not feeling well, then he gave me an f/c sweater and put it on me. Hannibal is such a gentleman. After that, he took a shower and prepared breakfast. We ate, then relaxed on the couch, having a conversation about my condition. "Y/N, how often do you get sick?" says Hannibal with a worried tone in his voice. " I get sick Constantly since my parents died and Joanna abandoned me," I say, looking away. "Oh, Y/N, you should take good care of yourself. No worries, I will take care of you, and I hope you love me as I love you," says Hannibal with love and devotion in his voice. "Hannibal, I'm not ready for a relationship yet. I'm sorry," I say with a sad voice. "Oh darling, you know we have a great relationship. We made love yesterday, You will never leave me. You don't have anyone else but me soon we will be together as husband and wife," says Hannibal with a possessive voice. "I don't want anyone else loving you but me no one should steal your love away from me not even your ex-girlfriend, do you understand my dear," says Hannibal, finishing his words. "I understand, Hannibal but please let's go slow," I say, getting closer to Hannibal getting on his lap, and leaving sloppy kisses on his face and lips. He kisses me passionately and lustfully, and he suddenly pushes me down on the couch. He leaves a trail of kisses on my neck, then kisses my lips more passionately, we make out for a while, we stop kissing, and suddenly Hannibal grabs my face and turns my head so my neck is exposed then he sinks his teeth on my neck. "Ouch, Hannibal, that hurts. Why are you biting me?" I say with a hurt expression on my face. "You are mine forever Y/N, no one can ever have you, and if they see this, then you are off limits you will obey me and love me as your God we are made for each other my love," says Hannibal with a lot's of love and devotion. "Keep biting me then, Hannibal, "I say with a submissive tone in my voice.

Hannibal's POV
Oh, I love how submissive she is, and I hope it is only for me. The thought of my darling being submissive to someone else or kissing them makes me angry if she kisses them I'm going to kill the person and lock Y/n in my room, I just want her all to myself, but I have to control myself for now and enjoy it. "Oh darling, I love how submissive you are, but it is only to show them you belong to me, I don't want to hurt you anymore. You're my everything," I say, looking into her beautiful E/c eyes. "Oh, Hannibal, you treat me so nicely. I think I love you so much," says my sweetheart, pulling me close and kissing me softly. I was in heaven with her sweet lips on mine. We continued kissing. I pushed her back down the couch as we kissed my urge to make her mine again took over, so I took off her shirt.

(Lemon warning)
I started taking off my clothes, and I took the rest of my darling's clothes. I admired her beauty, I got on top of my wife and positioned myself inside of her, and I thrust harder inside her, making her moan her walls are very tight, and I am enjoying her warmth I leaned in and kissed her passionately continuing thrusting in her. She keeps moaning, and she suddenly puts her arms around my back and switches positions. Now she's on top of me, still kissing me passionately as I did, her hair falling in front of her face as we continue making love. "You are very beautiful, Mia Amata, and you will always be," I say with so much love and care. "Oh Hannibal, you are so handsome. I have to admit I found you very attractive on our first meeting," says my sweetheart with her eyes red with lust and love. "Oh Hannibal, I'm about to come. I can't hold it anymore," says my darling with sweat going down her chest. I was sweating, too. I switched us back, and I felt myself cumming too. One last deep thrust harder inside her, we screamed each other's name, and I came inside her.
(End of lemon)

she fell asleep after I cummed inside her I touched her face to see if she doesn't have a fever or cold and she was cold again so I grabbed a warm blanket and wrapped it around her body I kept checking on her every minute to make sure she doesn't get sick I started to get sleepy but I don't want anything to happen to my Y/N if I fall asleep but the tiredness is getting worse so I silently hope my love doesn't have a cold or flu as I drift off to sleep next to sweetheart.

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Hannibal's POV
I woke up early this morning and took a shower. I got dressed in my suit. I made breakfast. I heard the shower running and a song. I didn't know the name, but it said, "Don't stop the rock." As the song was playing, my darling was singing, and her voice mesmerized me.
There's a party in the house and we'll be rockin' tonight
So bring your body with you, baby, and I'll make you feel right
It's a freaky celebration of a natural kind
And the pleasure you'll experience will blow your mind
Freestyle's kickin' in the house tonight
Move your body from left to right
To all, you freaks, don't stop the rock
'Cause Freestyle's speakin' and you know we're hot
Freestyle's kickin' in the house tonight
Move your body from left to right
To all, you freaks, don't stop the rock
'Cause Freestyle's speakin' and you know we're hot
Everybody will be dancing to the beat on the floor
You will encounter situations never thought of before
Satisfaction's guaranteed if you know what I mean
And when you walk into the door, it's such a freaky scene
Freestyle's kickin' in the house tonight
Move your body from left to right
To all, you freaks, don't stop the rock
'Cause Freestyle's speakin' and you know we're hot
All you ladies interested in the words I speak
We will be rockin' like this every night of the week
And all you fellows tell the ladies "Don't stop the rock"
Because you know that we'll be jammin' all around the clock
I went to a party and what did I see
The girls were wearing leather skirts and see-through jeans
I asked the deejay to tell me what was going on
He said Freestyle's having a freak-a-thon
Freestyle's kickin' in the house tonight
Move your body from left to right
To all, you freaks, don't stop the rock
A freak-a-thon
Freestyle's kickin' in the house tonight
Move your body from left to right
To all, you freaks, don't stop the rock
A freak-a-thon
There's a party in the house and we'll be rockin' tonight
So bring your body with you, baby, and I'll make you feel right
It's a freaky celebration of a natural kind
And the pleasure you'll experience will blow your mind
Freestyle's kickin' in the house tonight
Move your body from left to right
To all, you freaks, don't stop the rock
Will blow your mind
Freestyle's kickin' in the house tonight
Move your body from left to right
And the pleasure you'll experience
Will blow your mind
Freestyle's kickin' in the house tonight
Move your body from left to right
To all, you freaks, don't stop the rock
'Cause Freestyle's speakin' and you know we're hot
Freestyle's kickin' in the house tonight
Move your body from left to right
To all, you freaks, don't stop the rock
'Cause Freestyle's speakin' and you know we're hot

I have to admit that song is good and hearing my love sing she turned off the shower and I went to the room I saw her getting dressed she turned to me and walked to me and hugged me. "Oh, Hannibal, is breakfast ready?" my angel says, kissing me softly. "Yes, darling, breakfast is ready. Let's go before the food gets cold," I say, giving her a quick kiss on her lips. "Okay, my love, let's eat," says my sweet, grabbing my hand. "I made pancakes, sausage, and eggs Also I made you some tea but I don't know what flavor you like so I made every flavor my dear," I say looking at my dearest with love and possession "That sounds great Hannibal I love tea and whatever tea variety you have is great," says Y/N her eyes glowing with excitement and a little lust, now that made me hot and I want to take her now. "Are you trying to seduce me Y/N because I don't think I can control myself anymore," I say looking at my darling sweetly she grabs my neck leaving sloppy kisses but I don't kiss back so she leaves a sloppy kiss on my lips, my eyes closed for a moment then opens blinking as she continues those sloppy kisses. "Hannibal why don't you kiss me back you said you can't control yourself now you are holding back," my angel says looking at me with lust and devotion as I do with her whenever we kiss. "I'm sorry dear but I was savoring the taste of your lips but I will kiss you because I need you right now," I say kissing her passionately and closing my eyes as my lips continue kissing her. She breaks our kiss and suddenly puts her hand on my clothed erection leaving me loss of breath, and unzips my pants and puts my erection on her lips making me let out a small groan She starts going down on it she continues but stops making me mad. "I didn't say to stop dear so continue," I say looking at my eyes full of lust. "I'm sorry Hanni but our breakfast is getting cold and you have to work today," says my sweetheart with a sad voice. "Fine but after work we continue or better yet after we are done with our session, You are the last patient I don't have many patients Also you are coming with me I want you always with me understand dear," I say looking up at her. "Yes I understand Hanni," says my love kissing my cheek. We go to the kitchen and eat our breakfast and she drinks all of the teas I made after breakfast we go to my office and she waits until all of my patients are done.

Y/N's POV
I was the last patient so Hannibal and I sat in the same chairs. "So tell me how was your ex-girlfriend before she hurt you Y/N," says Hannibal starting the therapy. "She was sweet and delicate but then she became distant and cold I wondered why so one time I followed her and she was in bed with someone else, I vowed never to fall in love again," I say smiling then it makes me feel sad. "How did it make you feel when she cheated on you," says Hannibal looking at me sadly. "It hurts me knowing that she never loved me, she always knew how to make me cry and I never questioned her but she got what she deserved," I say looking away from Hannibal. "What did she deserve Y/N," says Hannibal smiling. "Not having me is the reward for hurting me," I say laughing evilly, and Hannibal laughs with me. "That is the most beautiful thing you have ever said," says Hannibal. "She deserves it oh Hannibal here's a good one, she said, "Baby, I have to go home cause I'm real tired you see," But I hate sleeping alone why don't you stay with me but she rejects my offer leaving me sad and lonely but then she calls me and said I'm all yours tonight and I went to her house and said unlock the door because I forgot the key, she says she's not coming back because she's sleeping with me," I say angry balling my fist. "Oh wow my dear that's so cruel of Joanna," says Hannibal understanding my pain. "Cruel and unfair Dr. Lecter so I can't be in a relationship with anyone because of her but I keep falling for her anyway that dirty slut," I said gritting my teeth. "Y/N I will help you with your fear of relationships and fighting your urges to fall for Joanna I just need you to cooperate with me and don't refuse my feelings for you," says Hannibal looking at me with lust. "Hannibal it's not the time for this we are talking about my condition," I say moving away from him. " I told you never to reject me I gave you a rare opportunity but you don't want it," says Hannibal angrily.

"Hannibal please don't be mad I'm sorry I will do anything you want," I say looking at Hannibal with admiration. "I want to court you dear," says Hannibal with a possessive voice.

"Fine let's just take it slow," I say looking at Hannibal with uneasiness in my voice. "I swear I won't allow Joanna to come between us I won't let her hurt you again my dear," says Hannibal leaning closer and kissing me closing his eyes I close my eyes also sucking on his bottom lip.

He suddenly takes my hand and puts it on his erection and groans. "You have to finish what you started my dear," says Hannibal looking at me with lust and passion so I break from the kiss and go on his dick and suck on it until he cummed in my mouth. We went back home and it was late we put our pjs on and instantly fell asleep in each other's arms.

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Y/N's POV
I woke up hearing Hannibal cooking, so I got up, grabbed my clothes, my phone, and a towel, and went to shower I put on a song called Danger by the Flirts and stepped in the shower singing the song 🎵
Loving you is like playing with dynamite
But to stay away from you
I got to put, put up a fight
I can't seem to get you out of my mind
No matter how hard I try
I'm in danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
You're so explosive just like TNT
Loving you is getting the very best of me
I can't seem to get you out of my mind
No matter how hard I try
I'm in danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Loving you is like playing with dynamite
But to stay away from you
I got to put, put up a fight
I can't seem to get you out of my mind
No matter how hard I try
I'm in danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, stop, he's dangerous, stop, stop
Danger, danger, stop, stop, don't go
Oh, oh yeah, away, oh, oh, away
Don't go
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Loving you is like playing with dynamite
But to stay away from you
I got to put, put up a fight
I can't seem to get you out of my mind
No matter how hard I try
I'm in danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead
Danger, danger
He's dangerous
Danger straight ahead



I got out of the shower and dried myself up I went to the kitchen. "Good morning Y/N I hope you had a good sleep," says Hannibal looking up at me sweetly. "Good morning Hannibal, I slept well. How did you sleep?" I say smiling giving him a hug and kiss. "I slept well knowing that you are mine forever," says Hannibal looking at me with heart-filled eyes. "What's for breakfast Hannibal it smells delicious," I say my mouth watering. "I made a protein scramble with some spinach, I also made coffee for us too my dear," says Hannibal plating the food he gets two mugs and pours coffee for us. "Thank you, Hannibal," I say smiling. We sat down to eat and after breakfast, we went to his office again, his first patient was a chubby guy named Franklin. He was complaining to Hannibal and crying, I noticed he had an obsession with Hannibal wanting his attention but Hannibal doesn't like Franklin much keeping it professional between them. Franklin notices me and looks my way, Hannibal looks his way too. "Hannibal who is this she is very beautiful," says Franklin smiling at me. "Franklin this is Y/N she's another patient and a friend of mine," says Hannibal looking at me with a possessive glint. "Why can't we be friends too Dr. Lecter, it's nice to meet you Y/N," says Franklin coming closer to me. "You are obsessed with me, Franklin I don't think you can handle being my friend and Y/N has problems with loneliness she doesn't have many friends," says Hannibal looking at Franklin with a serious face. "Y/N can be my friend and you can be mine too Dr.Lecter," says Franklin smiling sweetly at me. "As long as you treat her nicely we can be friends Franklin," says Hannibal looking at me sweetly and then at Franklin with disgust. "Of course, I will treat Y/N nicely she's my best friend and you are too," says Franklin smiling not noticing Hannibal's face of disgust. "I don't have nothing to say then," says Hannibal looking defeated. "Oh this makes me happy," says Franklin hugging me this makes me uncomfortable. "Oh yay, besties," I say with fake excitement Hannibal notices this and just stares at us. "Be careful with Y/N she's delicate so don't hug her too tight," says Hannibal looking at Franklin. "I'm sorry Y/N I didn't want to hurt you," says Franklin looking down still hugging me. "It's okay Franklin you didn't hurt me I just didn't expect you to hug me," I say with a genuine smile on my face. "Let go of Y/N she needs to breathe are you alright my dear," says Hannibal scolding Franklin and then calling me "My dear" in front of him. "I'm fine Dr. Lecter, Franklin it's okay to hug me but not too tight," I say looking at both sweetly. "Oh Y/N you're so sweet and beautiful I love you," says Franklin now obsessed with me instead of Hannibal. "I like you too Franklin," I say uncomfortable. "Franklin you can't say you love her you just met her," says Hannibal noticing his obsession with me. "Oh Dr. Lecter are you in love with Y/N," says Franklin looking down at me. "She's my friend Franklin and friends don't date friends," says Hannibal looking at him in disgust. "Oh, so you aren't in love with me we are just friends," I say looking at Hannibal with sadness. "My dear I didn't mean it that way," says Hannibal going to me and trying to hug me. "Dr.Lecter don't touch me anymore," I say moving away from him. "Can I hug you Y/N," says Franklin holding me. "You're already doing it, Franklin," I say looking away. "Y/N I love you and you are more than just a friend," says Franklin with a possessive glint in his eyes. "That's it I had enough you are obsessed with me, not Y/N," says Hannibal looking at me with love in his eyes. "I was obsessed with you now I just see you as my therapist," says Franklin looking at me only. "Y/N is just your friend Franklin nothing else," says Hannibal looking at me. "Y/N says she loves me so we are more than friends," says Franklin. "Let's just continue with your therapy Franklin," says Hannibal smiling. "Oh of course Dr. Lecter let's continue our conversation," says Franklin ignoring me.

Franklin's POV
I continued my session with Dr. Lecter but he's my friend I wanted to get him jealous with Y/N so he would notice me. I have an obsession with Hannibal and Y/N and they will be mine. "Franklin are you listening to me," says Dr. Lecter His hand is in my vision. "Oh, I'm sorry Dr.Lecter what did you say," I say wanting to kiss him. "Franklin I was saying that you can't fall in love with your friends I am your phychairst and Y/N is your friend she doesn't love you," says Dr.Lecter looking at Y/N. "Do you love me, Dr.Lecter," I say looking at him obsessively. "Franklin you are my patient I don't love you I care about you," says Dr.Lecter looking at me with sweetness. I get mad I go to Y/N and I grab her by her waist and kiss her roughly she tries to push me away but I grab her arms and hold her while kissing her. "Franklin remove your lips from Y/N that was very rude my dear are you alright," says Dr. Lecter scolding me then speaks to Y/N with a worried tone. I stop kissing her and go back to my seat. "I'm fine Hannibal I'm- uh I need to be alone for a bit," says Y/N walking out of the room. "Look what you caused Franklin wait here I need to speak to Y/N," says Dr.Lecter getting up and going to Y/N. I get up and hear their conversation after she calms down Dr. Lecter gives her a kiss and she accepts it not pushing him away as she did with me. I get mad and go to them and pull them apart and kiss Dr. Lecter his eyes widening then pushes me away I stumbled a bit. "Franklin I thought I told you to wait for me," says Dr. Lecter looking at me disappointed. "I'm sorry Dr. Lecter I got upset when you kissed Y/N," I say looking down. "That's why you kissed me," says Dr.Lecter looking at me sadly. "I guess so and I don't mind kissing both of you," I say looking at them. "Franklin I like you but I don't love you, we are just friends," says Y/N looking at me sadly. "Franklin let's just continue our session," says Hannibal looking at me. "Of course Dr. Lecter let's go come on Y/N," I say looking at them. We went back and continued the session until Dr.Lecter looked at his watch. "Our session is over Franklin see you tomorrow," says Hannibal smiling. They followed me to the door and I grabbed Hannibal by his waist and kissed him passionately then I broke the kiss and went to Y/N and I kissed her roughly leaving some bruises on her waist I broke from the kiss and went to the door and opened leaving happy.

Hannibal's POV
I watched as Franklin left how dare he kiss me and my wife I looked at my angel and she had a disgusted face. "I need some mouthwash that was the worst kiss ever," says my angel trying not to throw up. "Oh my God I know sweetheart I can't let me kiss you," I say with a bad taste in my mouth. My angel came and pressed her lips passionately on mine she then broke the kiss. "I still taste Franklin why does he taste like asparagus or green beans," says my love with her mouth open and her tongue out. "Say your blessings dear then don't open your eyes that's how we're going to learn to kiss in the dark if Franklin kisses us again," I say trying to compose myself. My angel came and pressed her lips passionately on mine again after a few minutes she broke our kiss. "That's better but I still taste Franklin," says my angel. "Let's just continue our kiss, my dear," I say looking at my darling with lust. We continue kissing then I have to see some more patients. After the patients, we went back home and we made love then we started to feel sleepy and fell asleep in each other's arms.

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Y/N's POV Hannibal and I woke up at the same time we showered together, and I helped him make breakfast eggs, and sausage. We began eating when there was a knock at the door Hannibal opened the door, and a handsome man with curly brown hair and blue eyes looked at me Another man came and I looked at him I think I'm in love with the curly-haired man he broke the gaze and looked at Hannibal. "Will and Jack, what a pleasant surprise do you want some breakfast?" Hannibal says walking back to the kitchen. "Thanks, doctor we accept your offer," says Jack Crawford looking at me sweetly. "I'm Will Gram and you are?" says Will looking at me sweetly while introducing himself. "I'm Y/N L/N it's nice to meet you, Will Gram," I say looking at him with heart-filled eyes. "It's nice to meet you Y/N You are Hannibal's patient right I heard about you," says Jack Crawford looking at me sweetly. "Good things I hope it's a pleasure to meet you, Jack Crawford," I say smiling but looking at Will instead. "Oh, they are I just want to know if you want to join the team and help Will since I know you share the same emotions as well," says Jack smiling softly. "Of course, she will join us in the field, Jack," says Hannibal smiling at me sweetly. "Wonderful I can't wait to work with you," says Will looking at me sweetly. Hannibal gives Will and Jack his breakfast after we talk about the killings that occurred, I find the Chesapeake Reaper fascinating and creepy I mean how could this Reaper hurt all those people? I kept staring at Will but Hannibal was looking at me while talking to him, Jack was also staring at me when his phone rings he answered it. "Hey it's Jack, I'm here at Hannibal's home, yeah he's here I told you I am at his house Y/N's here too okay I'll tell them see you there goodbye," says Jack hanging up and looking at us. "What's wrong Jack," says Hannibal going to Jack. "There's been another murder I'm afraid it's one of Y/N's friends," says Jack looking at me sadly. "What who is it?" I say shocked at the news. "It's Ralph the Shrike killed him I'm so sorry Y/N," says Jack coming over to comfort me. "Does his girlfriend know," I say with tears streaming down my eyes."She's also dead I'm very sorry," says Jack as I start to feel sick. "Y/N are you alright my dear you look pale," says Hannibal coming closer to me. "Dr.Lecter we have to go on the case," says Jack looking at Hannibal. "Of course, Jack and Will I will stay with Y/N call me if anything happens," says Hannibal looking at me and then at Will. Hannibal's POV Will and Jack are gone to work and I'm taking care of Y/N because the Shrike killed her friend Ralph I didn't know the Shrike killed my dove's friend as I looked at my darling staring at the wall not moving. I sat down next to her grabbed her and put her on my lap and kissed her passionately. "I haven't talked to him in a while since he came with his girlfriend and I was struggling with depression now he's dead my friends are dead," says my love looking down sadly. "It's not your fault my love," I say holding her hands. "It is Ralph and I were always together but we didn't hang out as much as before because he met his girlfriend," says my love looking at me with tears streaming down her face. She looked so beautiful. Suddenly my phone rings and I answer. "Hello Will are you alright, yes Will calm down, she's still here upset about her friend's death I'm trying to reassure her, wait I can't understand what you are saying," I say but Will hangs up. "What did Will say," says my love looking at me worried. "He didn't sound well but asked about you, I didn't understand what he was saying dear I think he's coming," I say looking at my darling sweetly. Suddenly she grabs me and kisses me passionately and lustfully, this turns me on so I kiss her more, and we go to the couch make out, and then make love, after making love we get dressed and we hear a knock on the door, I opened the door and Will stood there looking pale and scared. "Can I speak to Y/N this is very important," says Will looking at me sweetly. "Of course Will come in Y/N is relaxing on the couch," I say avoiding Will's eyes after what happened between us earlier. Will goes to Y/N and sits down next to her, I sit on the other side of her. "What's wrong Will," says my love looking at Will worried. "I'm sorry to say this but your friend was a good person and he was going to visit you, he did really love you he was killed by the Minnesota Shrike and his girlfriend because she liked you," says Will grabbing her hands. "What that can't be true she said she was my friend, she liked me," says my love mad then getting upset. "Sadly it's true but there's something really bad, the Minnesota Shrike is after you Y/N," says Will looking at both of us scared. I will kill Garrett Jacob Hobbs if he hurts my wife. "What the Minnesota Shrike killed my friend and it's after me why," says my love looking at us confused and scared. "Don't worry Y/N we won't let Hobbs near you," says Will smiling softly. " You know The Minnesota Shrike's name Will," says my sweetheart looking at Will confused. "Yes remember that's my job," says Will looking at us tired. The Minnesota Shrike is married and has a daughter who is about to leave for college"You are like me too Y/N but I'm not innocent anymore all this killing has destroyed my mind," says Will. "There's something sweet about you Will, you have a gift like me that gift is the power of empathy," says my sweetheart putting her hand on Will's hand. "Will are you going to find Hobbs," says my love curiously. "Yes, I need you both, Jack says that Hannibal has to accompany us while we work," says Will smiling. "You two go I'll meet you in the car," I say while I go to the kitchen. I checked that Will and my wife were in the car so I grabbed a phone I don't use and called Hobbs. "Hello," says a girl who answered it is her daughter. "Is your father home," I say disguising my voice with a towel I had. "Dad phone for you," says the girl. "Hello, " says Garrett Jacob Hobbs "Mr. Garrett Jacob Hobbs," I say "yeah, " says Garrett Jacob Hobbs. "You don't know me and I suspect we'll never meet this is a courtesy call listen very carefully are you listening," I say as silence is heard. "Yes," says Garrett Jacob Hobbs "They know," I say as I hang up and I begin walking to the car and Will drives while my sweetheart puts on a song called Kiss Me by Malo. [Verse 1] The sun is shining and the weather is good It's all good, it's all good We took a chance 'cause we want it to work It's all good, it's all good When something's changing, something we can't see It's on from another world This thing is darker than the deep blue sea I don't think I can be your girl [Chorus] Kiss me, baby, just kiss me, baby 'Cause I've got a ticket for the aeroplane Kiss me, baby, just kiss me, baby 'Cause everything's going down the drain [Verse 2] Good things are boring, I get antsy inside It's alright, it's alright But I need the sound to burn so I can feel alive It's alright, it's alright When something's changing, something we can't see It's on from another world This thing is darker than the deep blue sea I don't think I can be your girl [Chorus] Kiss me, baby, just kiss me, baby 'Cause I've got a ticket for the aeroplane Kiss me, baby, just kiss me, baby 'Cause everything's going down the drain [Bridge] I'm better on my own sitting here I just want to be alone You'll find a better one than me [Chorus] Kiss me, baby, just kiss me, baby, kiss me now Kiss me, baby, just kiss me, baby, kiss me now Kiss me, baby, just kiss me, baby, kiss me now Kiss me, baby, just kiss me, baby, kiss me now Then another song called Orinoco Flow by Enya came on. Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away From Bissau to Palau, in the shade of Avalon From Fiji to Tyree and the Isles of Ebony From Peru to Cebu, hear the power of Babylon From Bali to Cali, far beneath the Coral Sea Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up, up, adieu, ooh, ooh Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up, up, adieu, ooh, ooh Turn it up, turn it up, turn it up, up, adieu, oh Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away From the North to the South, Ebudæ unto Khartoum From the deep Sea of Clouds to the Island of the Moon Carry me on the waves to the lands I've never been Carry me on the waves to the lands I've never seen We can sail, we can sail with the Orinoco Flow We can sail, we can sail (Sail away, sail away, sail away) We can steer, we can near With Rob Dickins at the wheel We can sigh, say goodbye Ross and his dependency We can sail, we can sail (Sail away, sail away, sail away) We can reach, we can beach On the shores of Tripoli We can sail, we can sail (Sail away, sail away, sail away) From Bali to Cali, far beneath the Coral Sea We can sail, we can sail (Sail away, sail away, sail away) From Bissau to Palau, in the shade of Avalon We can sail, we can sail (Sail away, sail away, sail away) We can reach, we can beach Far beyond the Yellow Sea We can sail, we can sail (Sail away, sail away, sail away) From Peru to Cebu, hear the power of Babylon We can sail, we can sail (Sail away, sail away, sail away) We can sail, we can sail Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away Sail away, sail away, sail away  We arrived at Garrett Jacob Hobbs's House as we parked Will got some painkillers and took some before exiting the car my sweetheart followed up, I got out the car last the door flew open and he and his wife came out she had a slash on her throat Will and my love tried saving her but it was too late, Hobbs went back inside while my sweetheart was still holding her bloody wound. "She's dead Y/N, here's a gun," says Will giving a gun to my angel. She gets up her hands all bloody and goes to the house with Will, I stand there watching the dead woman for a moment before going inside with them. "Garrett Jacob Hobbs FBI they both say as they point their guns in the living room, we walk to the kitchen Garrett Hobbs is holding his daughter close holding a knife to her throat she is very scared, Will and my wife are still pointing their guns at Hobbs he sliced his daughter, my angel pie shoots him and Will shoots him multiple times. My darling stands there shocked before Hobbs falls on the floor and applies pressure to the girl's wound Will helps her before Hobbs stares at my darling creepily Will looks too, Hobbs mumbles something before turning his head down finally dead. I just stared at them before helping them out, the police arrived at the scene, and the ambulance came I went with them leaving my wife and Will alone for a moment, they took the girl to the hospital and I went back to Will and my wife, they were looking at each other with blood on them we go back to the car and Will drives while my sweetheart puts on some music a song called Maria by Blondie. She moves like she don't care Smooth as silk, cool as air Ooh it makes you wanna cry She doesn't know your name And your heart beats like a subway train Ooh it makes you wanna die Ooh, don't you wanna take her? Ooh, wanna make her all your own? Maria, you've gotta see her Go insane and out of your mind Latina, Ave Maria A million and one candle lights I've seen this thing before In my best friend and the boy next door Fool for love and fool on fire Won't come in from the rain She's oceans running down the drain Blue as ice and desire Don't you wanna make her? Ooh, don't you wanna take her home? Maria, you've gotta see her Go insane and out of your mind Latina, Ave Maria A million and one candle lights Ooh, don't you wanna break her? Ooh, don't you wanna take her home? She walks like she don't care You wanna take her everywhere Ooh, it makes you wanna cry She's like a millionaire Walkin' on imported air Ooh, it makes you wanna die Maria, you've gotta see her Go insane and out of your mind Latina, Ave Maria A million and one candle lights Maria, you've gotta see her Go insane and out of your mind Latina, Ave Maria A million and one candle lights Maria, you've gotta see her Go insane and out of your mind Latina, Ave Maria A million and one candle lights Maria, you've gotta see her Go insane and out of your mind Latina, Ave Maria  We arrive home and Will parks the car my sweetheart and I get out and Will does too. "Do you want to come inside Will," I say opening the door for us. "I love to I'm not going to be long I'm tired and I need to feed my dogs," says Will getting inside while my sweetheart goes to her room not saying anything. "Excuse me, Will I need to check on Y/N," I say a little worried about my angel. "Go on I think she's tired and traumatized from today's work," says my senpai. I went to her room and knocked on the door but she didn't answer so I went in and I heard the shower running. "Are you okay my dear," I say with a worried tone in my voice. "I'm fine Hannibal I'm almost done give me a minute," says my wife as she turns off the shower, after a minute she gets out and I see her naked and getting dressed in front of me. We go back to the living room and see Will on the couch staring at the wall. "Hey Will are you alright," says my love looking at Will worried. "Oh yeah I'm feeling well I have to go home now I'll see you later Hannibal and Y/N," says Will smiling before leaving. I got dinner ready and we began eating after dinner we went to our room and slept peacefully holding each other.

Chapter Text

Jack's Pov
I noticed Y/N and Hannibal are much closer than being just friends and Hannibal is her psychiatrist, I know she's beautiful and smart but she needs someone better and she's mine. Hannibal is Will's psychiatrist and Y/N's but I don't know if Hannibal is suitable for her not that I don't mind but she lives with him and she works hard I know almost everything about her I hope her ex-girlfriend doesn't come back I guess Hannibal and the other psychiatrist can help her out so I called Dr. Crane from Gotham. "Hello this is Dr. Jonathan Crane," says the man. "Hello, I'm Jack Crawford I'm one of the FBI agents in charge team," I say. "How can I help you, Mr. Crawford," says Dr. Crane. " I want to set an appointment for Y/N L/N she's part of the team and I need your help," I say as Will comes in as Hannibal and Y/N. "What's wrong with Ms. L/N," says Dr. Crane. "She has depression and alcoholism and is traumatized from killing Garrett Jacob Hobbs I will give you her file later," I say as Y/N and Hannibal stare at me in confusion.
"That's not a problem I'll send you the appointment info on your phone good day Jack," says Dr Crane. As I hung up I was questioned by Y/N, Hannibal, and Will. "What's going on Jack," says Hannibal looking at me. "Yeah Jack why are you giving my file to someone else," says my precious curiously. "I set an appointment with another psychiatrist," I say calmly. "Why am I doing a bad job," says Hannibal looking worried. "No you aren't doing a bad job Hannibal I just think that Y/N should have more help so I suggested another psychiatrist," I say looking at Hannibal and Y/N. Now we had to look at the body we found.

Hannibal's POV
I was mad that Jack didn't trust me to take care of my Y/N I didn't want anyone helping her or touching her so as we were examining a body Will looked at Y/N and smiled softly, she noticed and went closer to Will, and suddenly Jack asks for me. I go to Jack and we talk. "Hannibal I can tell you are upset with me but Y/N needs more help so I called Dr. Crane," says Jack. "Jack Y/N doesn't need another psychiatrist's help she needs mine, when I met her she was fragile and didn't have any friends or someone there for her I was there when she needed me I was her friend I gave her a place to stay so she wouldn't be lonely," I say looking at him firmly. "I understand Hannibal but I Will need your help more so I made the right choice," says Jack looking at me. We go back without saying a word. Will and Y/N are working together as I look at them then they notice me and come closer to me. ''Hey Hannibal is Jack going to cancel the psychiatrist and I stay with you," says my precious. "I couldn't convince him sweetheart I'm sorry," I say looking at my darling sadly. "Oh don't worry Hannibal I will fix this," says my wife leaving. "Where are you going dear, " I say trying to catch up to her. "I'll set this right Hannibal," says my precious. "Wait for me Y/N," says Will catching up with us. "Come on Will and Hannibal Jack's is in his office," says my wife looking at us. We walk to her to Jack's office and she knocked on the door and we entered. "Jack why can't Hannibal be my psychiatrist," says my love looking at Jack. "Y/N we talked about this you need more help," says Jack looking at my darling sweetly. "Give me a minute with Jack please," says my love looking at Will and I. "Of course Y/N come on Will, "I say smiling at my precious Y/N and Gram cracker. We leave them alone for a moment then the door opens and our sweetheart comes out I took a look at Jack and he was trying to compose himself while looking at my darling. "I made a deal with Jack he said you will still help me in the field," says my wife. "But Jonathan Crane will be her psychiatrist in the mornings," says Jack looking at me seriously and then at my darling sweetly. "if there's no alternative left then I don't have anything else to say," I say still upset with Jack. After work we go to the car and my wife but a song called Mr. Saxobeat by Alexandra Stan.

You make me dance, bring me up, bring me down, play it sweet
Make me move like a freak, Mr. Saxobeat
Makes me dance, brings me up, brings me down, plays it sweet
Makes me move like a freak, Mr. Saxo
You make me dance, bring me up, bring me down, play it sweet
Make me move like a freak, Mr. Saxobeat
Makes me dance, brings me up, brings me down, plays it sweet
Makes me move like a freak, Mr. Saxobeat
Oh, yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah
Oh, yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah
Oh, yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah
Oh, yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah
Mr. Saxobeat, Mr. Saxobeat
Hey, sexy boy, set me free, don't be so shy, play with me
My dirty boy, can't you see that you belong next to me
Hey, sexy boy, set me free, don't be so shy, play with me
My dirty boy, can't you see, you are the one I need
You make me dance, bring me up, bring me down, play it sweet
Make me move like a freak, Mr. Saxobeat
Makes me dance, brings me up, brings me down, plays it sweet
Makes me move like a freak
Oh, yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah
Oh, yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah
Oh, yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah
Oh, yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah, mmm yeah
You make me dance, bring me up, bring me down, play it sweet
Make me move like a freak, Mr. Saxobeat
Makes me dance, brings me up, brings me down, plays it sweet
Makes me move like a freak
You make me this, bring me up, bring me down, Mr. Saxobeat
You make me this, bring me up, bring me down, Mr. Saxobeat



Then another song from Supertramp called Logical came on.
When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful
A miracle, oh, it was beautiful, magical
And all the birds in the trees, well they'd be singing so happily
Oh, joyfully, oh, playfully watching me
But then they sent me away to teach me how to be sensible
Logical, oh, responsible, practical
Then they showed me a world where I could be so dependable
Oh, clinical, oh, intellectual, cynical
There are times when all the world's asleep
The questions run too deep
For such a simple man
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned?
I know it sounds absurd
Please tell me who I am
I said, now, watch what you say, they'll be calling you a radical
A liberal, oh, fanatical, criminal
Oh, won't you sign up your name? We'd like to feel you're acceptable
Respectable, oh, presentable, a vegetable
Oh, take, take, take it, yeah
But at night, when all the world's asleep
The questions run so deep
For such a simple man
Won't you please (oh, won't you tell me)
Please tell me what we've learned?
(Can you hear me?) I know it sounds absurd
(Oh, won't you tell me) please tell me who I am
Who I am, who I am, who I am
Ooh
Hey
'Cause I was feeling so logical
Yeah
D-D-D-D-D-D-D-Digital
Yeah, one, two, three, five
Oh, oh, oh, oh, yeah
Ooh, it's getting unbelievable
Yeah
Getting, getting, yeah, yeah
Uh, uh, uh, uh



We went to Will's house for a while and my sweetheart played with the dogs until it was time to go, we said goodbye to Will and I let my wife drive because she asked me if she could drive I accepted.

Y/N's POV
I drove from Will's house and as I was driving Hannibal put on a song called The Phantom of the Opera
In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came
That voice which calls to me
And speaks my name
And do I dream again?
For now I find
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside my mind
Sing once again with me
Our strange duet
My power over you
Grows stronger yet
And though you turn from me
To glance behind
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside your mind
Those who have seen your face
Draw back in fear
I am the mask you wear
It's me they hear
Your/my spirit and your/my voice
In one combined
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside your/my mind
He's there
The Phantom of the Opera
Beware
The Phantom of the Opera
In all your fantasies
You always knew
That man and mystery
Were both in you
And in this labyrinth
Where night is blind
The Phantom of the Opera is there
Inside your/my mind
Sing, my angel of music
He's there, the Phantom of the Opera



Another song came on and it was one of my favorite songs called Poison by Alice Cooper
Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I wanna love you but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison, running through my veins
You're poison
I don't want to break these chains
Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace, on sweat
I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (and pins)
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (deep in)
I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison, running through my veins
You're poison
I don't want to break these chains
Poison
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill
I wanna love you but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna to hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna to kiss you but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison, running through my veins
You're poison
I don't want to break these chains
Poison (poison)
I wanna love you but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
Yeah, well I don't want to break these chains
Poison (poison)
Runnin' deep inside my veins
Burnin' deep inside my brain (poison)
Poisoning (poison)
I don't want to break these chains (poison)
Poison
(Poison) I don't want to break these chains (poison)



Then another song called Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?



Hannibal wanted a Spanish song called lobo hombre en París which mean wolf man in Paris by the union
Night falls and dawn in Paris
Cae la noche y amanece en París
On the day when everything happened
En el día en que todo ocurrió
Like a crazy dream, endless
Como un sueño de locos, sin fin
Fortune has laughed at you (Ha-ha)
La fortuna se ha reído de ti (Ha-ha)
Surprised, spying
Sorprendido, espiando
The wolf escapes howling and
El lobo escapa aullando y
is bitten
Es mordido
By the wizard of Siam
Por el mago del Siam
The full moon over Paris
La luna llena sobre París
He has transformed Denise into a man
Ha transformado en hombre a Denise
Roll through the bars of the boulevard
Rueda por los bares del boulevard
He has stayed in a dirty hostel (Ha-ha)
Se ha alojado en un sucio hostal (Ha-ha)
While you are having dinner
Mientras está cenando
He sat next to him
Junto a él se ha sentado
A young woman
Una joven
with which he will go to contemplate
Con la que irá a contemplar
The full moon over Paris
La luna llena sobre París
Denise charges some francs
Algunos francos cobra Denise
Ahh, werewolf in Paris
Auh, lobo hombre en París
Uh, her name: Denise
Auh, su nombre: Denise
The full moon over Paris
La luna llena sobre París
He has transformed Denise into a man
Ha transformado en hombre a Denise
Ahh, werewolf in Paris
Auh, lobo hombre en París
Uh, her name: Denise
Auh, su nombre: Denise
The full moon over Paris
La luna llena sobre París
He has transformed Denise into a man
Ha transformado en hombre a Denise
Uhh
Auh
(Auh, auh)
(Auh, auh)



We arrived home safely and I took a shower after showering dinner was made I went in the kitchen and set the table and we began eating after dinner we made love and drifted to sleep while holding each other lovingly.

Chapter Text

Y/N's POV
Jack set me up with another phychairst, his name is Dr. Crane Hannibal was so angry he tried to convince Jack but he wouldn't change his mind because he said that he needed Hannibal to be Will's psychiatrist so we all flew to Gotham to meet my new psychiatrist as we drove to Dr. Crane's office in Arkham Asylum. I sat in the waiting room and looked around the room with Hannibal next to me until I heard the door open and stood a tall, skinny handsome man. "Ms. L/N," he said as he stared at me. I stood up and walked in. "Please sit down," he said.

Jonathan's POV
I kept staring at Y/N as she sat down she had an anxious look. She is very beautiful. Jack scheduled an appointment with me for her because he suspected that there was something between her and another psychiatrist from Baltimore Maryland his name is Dr. Hannibal Lecter I managed to get her file. While I looked into it, there was a photo of her, and my heart started beating fast. I was in love with her at first glance. As I read the file, I learned everything about her. My poor Y/N hates being lonely, has relationship issues, and depression, and constantly sleeps in someone's bed. Jack also told me she killed a guy named Garrett Jacob Hobbs with the help of Will Gram another patient of Dr. Lecter I sat down on my chair and kept staring at my beautiful Y/N. Jonny, she is the one for us, let's keep her oh my has she been crying look at her she's so skinny. Scarecrow was talking in my head admiring her beauty like I am. I know I'm in love with her, and it's because of her ex-girlfriend. What's her name I want to kill her for hurting our Y/N. Her name is Joanna, I know I feel the same way. She was dressed in a black dress with a black blazer and black heels. she was skinny and her dress was not that loose. We started talking about her condition, I knew she was hurting herself before, but she did not want to talk about it. I don't like where this is going how can she hurt herself over a woman that doesn't deserve her? Love makes people do crazy things but I think Joanna didn't love her like she has but don't worry we will make her fall deeply in love with us. "Dr. Crane, I was a sex addict maybe I'm still a sex addict," Y/N says to me while looking down. "Why do you think you're a sex addict Ms. L/N," I say, keeping our conversation professional, but I wanted to be personal with her. Y/N came closer to me, and she looked at me. "I wanted to sleep with you, doctor," she says to me. She starts grabbing her phone taking off her vest, exposing her beauty scarred body I look at her, shocked, and she suddenly sits on my lap. "I want you to fuck me, Dr. Crane," Y/N says, looking into my eyes. "Ms. L/N I don't think this is a good idea," I say, looking at my Y/N. I don't want her to be just a fuck buddy. Good Jonny she's more than a fuck buddy. Of course, she's our lover. She suddenly closed her eyes, and a tear rolled down her cheek. "I'm sorry, Dr. Crane," Y/N says, opening her eyes. I looked at her, and she looked at me. "I wanted to do the same thing," says my love we continued to look at each other, and to my disappointment, she looked away. I suddenly grabbed her hand and looked at her as my hand felt her warm hand on mine. Y/N looked at me confused and blushed, looking away. " Are you okay Y/N," I say, still feeling her soft hand. " No, I am not Dr. Crane I did this to Dr. Lecter too," Y/N says, using her other hand to wipe away the tears that kept falling. "Please call me Jonathan," I said, moving closer to her. " I don't think that would be professional," Y/N says, trying to move away from me using my words against me. I pull her closer to me. " You are lonely and need a friend," I said as I inhaled her scent. Good Jonny she smells delicious I want to kiss her lips so badly. I do too but we have to wait. "Yes, I don't have many friends I have Dr. Lecter and Will. I'm sometimes alone with no one who loves me," she says to me, leaning closer to me. "There is another reason why I was left alone," my love says, looking away from me. I suddenly had the urge to kiss her, but I had to control myself, for now, she will be mine soon. Yes, Jonny soon she won't be able to resist us anymore.

Y/N's POV
I was looking at Dr. Crane with a broken expression. I took a deep breath. "I had a girlfriend my parents didn't approve of our relationship I was desperately in love with her and they said she was a disgrace to them and will only play with my heart they left and I never saw them again until I found out that they died without letting me explain turns out they were telling the truth she was cheating on me for a long time," I say to Jonathan crying as he wraps his arms around me. Then my phone rings. In the process of leaving her
tear it out of my life asking for forgiveness again (uoh-uoh-oh)
And I submit to instincts convincing me her gestures and my judgment is the error (uoh-uoh-oh) (Maybe)my future is in your hands And if it is a sin, what am I going to do? (I don't know) how can she be so beautiful And at the same time poison me with her dose of bile oh, she has a bittersweet toxic substance of my love
is in control Your damn poison that comes in a jar of kisses in little pots of honey I am coaxed by the sense I am a lost delusional who sells his soul for good sense Because of her damn poison this is going to get ugly And you'll see what I'll do I'm going to play with fire to melt this ice will not die for a woman. I answer as Jonathan looks at me. "Hey Y/N don't hang up on me I love you so I sold my house so I'll be living with you now you don't have to be lonely anymore," my ex-girlfriend says with a happy tone in her voice. Jonathan is still looking at me glaring at the phone, "I thought I said we were through," I say, frowning that my ex-girlfriend will be sharing my house with her. " I'll be there in a couple of hours we need to talk. I have things to do right now," Joanna says, then hangs up. I decide to call her but then I phone away in my vest pocket. I frowned then I fake smiled brightly. "Well, I guess I'm not lonely anymore because my stupid ex is staying with me now," I say still a fake happy tone in my voice. "You still have me for anything you need. I'm still your phychairst after all," Jonathan says, leaning towards me still arms around me. I can feel his hand going lower on my waist. "Thanks so much, Dr. Crane, "I say, feeling less lonely and depressed. "We are friends. Y/N no need to be professional around me," says Jonathan, smiling brightly at me. "We are still in your office Jonathan, also you are still my psychiatrist. We aren't done with our session yet," I say nervously, trying to avoid getting too close to the doctor I just met after I had told him to fuck me. "Y/N I'm helping you out this is therapy too," says Jonathan. We talked more about my condition. I opened up more with Jonathan and told him about how Hannibal let me stay in his home and the nightmares that I cry alone every night but Hannibal doesn't know Jonathan was understanding, he doesn't judge me like other psychiatrists do like that psychiatrist that gave me and gave me to Dr. Lecter. Dr. Crane wrote everything. "Y/N have you been hurting yourself lately?" Jonathan says with a worried tone. "No, I haven't hurt myself I used to every day, just some cuts here and there," I say, whispering sadly. He suddenly takes my vest off and sees all my scars that are almost healed, he widened his eyes and then hugs me tightly. "Don't ever hurt yourself again. You aren't alone anymore because you have me by your side," Jonathan says, wiping my tears away with his fingers. "Thank you, Jonathan", I say, kissing his cheek, but he moves his cheek away, and our lips are met. After a few minutes, I pulled away from the kiss I started feeling things for Jonathan but I couldn't I'm dating Hannibal secretly I wanted to pull away immediately, but Jonathan's grip wouldn't let me until he loosened up, and I was able to get away. He smiles at me.

Jonathan's POV
Y/N just kissed me, she kissed my cheek but I took my chances and kissed her lips passionately, I was really happy with our kiss but I noticed that she wanted to get away from me but I wouldn't let that happen I gripped my love tightly we stayed that way after a few minutes I loosen my grip she moved away from me. I was mad that she was mine, but I controlled my anger, and I smiled at her. Jonny don't let her get away she's not like the others let's make her like us. I smiled at that she was so beautiful and perfect I can't wait for her to rule with me and watch Gotham go down in flames. Good Jonny no one takes Y/N, Joanna will never take her from us. "You're welcome Y/N", I say as I want her to trust and love me. I want to gain her trust so she can only depend on us and only us. We will soon be happy forever, and she will never leave our side. I look at her scars on her. Some are old, and some are recent. I have the urge to run my fingers and kiss those scars, but then I remember the cause of it. With her ex-girlfriend's betrayal, her depression has been worse. She's still beautiful, and I was falling deeply in love with Y/N so did Scarecrow. I know it's wrong for a doctor and patient to be involved with each other but I don't care I'm in love with her and she's going to fall in love with us we don't care what we have to do as long I'm by her side or she's by my side. We are by her side or she's by our side Jonny. I will make her mine she will be my wife, and we will have kids. For now, I'm happy being close to her as friends. Time goes by, and our session is over. I put my hands on her shoulders, and I set another appointment for my love. When she leaves I grabbed my keys told the receptionist I will be out the whole time and stalked her, I wanted to know what she did when I kissed her passionately. I put a tracking device on her to monitor her every day. I can't go stalk her outside she would notice and stay away from me. So I stalked her somewhere far away but I can still see her. I saw she arrived home safely with a man it's Dr. Lecter and went to her room and started going to her closet and picked out a black shirt and very short black shorts, she undressed and I saw her in black underwear. She stood in the mirror and looked at herself, she has the hottest body I could tell she was insecure about herself. I saw she wasn't satisfied with her body. She went to her bed and started crying. "I am still so lonely
I knew I shouldn't have fallen in love with Joanna but I was so in love with her," my love says convicting herself at the moment her stomach started growling she ignores it and continues to cry and puts her clothes on. I can see her whole legs that short is too short. There's a knock on her door. "Are you alright my dear," says Dr.Lecter. "I'm fine Hannibal I'm coming," says my dove. She goes out of her room Dr. Lecter standing in the middle of the door and they go to the kitchen and he makes a meat dish and a salad with a little dressing. They eat it, and when they are done, someone knocks on the door, and she goes and sees. She frowns and opens the door, and I see her ex-girlfriend and some guy come in. he looks like her. The guy stares at my Y/N and then at her legs. Dr. Lecter notices and pulls her next to him. "Y/N, this is my brother Jon. Jon, this is my girlfriend Y/N. We are so in love," says Joanna. "We are not in love Joanna and we broke up and how did you find me," says my love looking at Joanna with disgrace. "It's a pleasure to meet you Y/N," Jon says, shaking her hand and then kissing her hand. I wanted to use my toxin on him she's mine, only mine. I saw her smile but was mentally grossed out, which made me happy. Y/N doesn't like Jon that much I enjoy this. Hush let me hear what they say. "Nice to meet you, Jon," says my darling, trying to be polite, but she's feeling uncomfortable. Who's this, " says Joanna looking at Dr. Lecter. " Dr.Lecter is my psychiatrist he's letting me stay here," says my love looking at Dr. Lecter sweetly. After they got to know each other, the ex-girlfriend got hungry and searched for something to eat, but she only found meats or fruits and vegetables, and no junk food. I could tell she wasn't satisfied with Y/N's eating habits. "You don't have anything else to eat other than meat and vegetables, no chips or at least some soups and ramen," says ex-girlfriend, looking at the fridge. I smile that my love takes care of herself, but she also needs to eat some comfort foods she needs her fats. She smiles at her ex-girlfriend and tells her to follow her and Joanna grabs Y/N and kisses my woman. This makes me angry. How dare she kiss our woman. She breaks away and she takes out some pasta dough and some ingredients then she puts the pasta in the oven, after the pasta is done she takes it out and cuts it into equal portions. She rejected her this makes me happy. Good, I don't know what I would do if she kissed back. Joanna takes a slice of baked pasta, and Jon and their eyes widen. "This is delicious. Do you have anything to drink?" Ex-girlfriend says, finishing her pasta and grabbing another portion Then trying to kiss her again. "That's enough she doesn't love you, "says Dr.Lecter looking at Joanna with hatred. Hannibal doesn't like Joanna maybe we can be friends with him. Yeah, he's a psychiatrist like me. "Yeah please don't kiss me again," says my love looking at Joanna weirdly. "We have water, tea, homemade lemonade, and homemade iced coffee and wine," Hannibal says, going to the fridge. "Water is great thanks," says Y/N's ex-girlfriend Joanna, what about their Ex-girlfriend's brother? "I would like some lemonade, please Hannibal," says Jon with a smile. My new friend Hannibal smiles and grabs two glasses and pours water and lemonade and gives the glasses to them. Hannibal and my love had already eaten. After dinner, they went straight to their rooms, and Y/N slept with Hannibal as he fixed his side of the bed and immediately went to sleep. I drive to my apartment and go to sleep thinking about my love.