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Rocko woke up from Spunky jumping off of his chest. Rocko groaned a bit and turned over to face a sleeping Norbert in his bed. He watched as his hair softly caressed his cheek, and smiled at how beautiful he looked. He gently brushed the hair away from his face and gently held his cheek. Norbert groaned a tiny bit and nuzzled the pillow close and let out a small sigh. Rocko chuckled and thought about kissing his head. He actually wanted to wake him up that way and tell him how much he loved him. Rocko's eyes suddenly widened. Love!?.. He… He wants to tell Norbert that he has loved him since the first time he'd realized before going to Melba. Rocko thought about it for a moment. How did this even happen?! I mean. Of course he realized it but there has to be more than just his lovely smile and amazing laugh. Rocko stared into Norbert's sleeping face and rubbed his cheek with his thumb. He was honestly surprised at himself, when he realized that he doesn't love Melba anymore. He actually saw her a few days after his and Norbert's date. Not once he was a nervous blushing wreck and spoke to her calmly. He noticed how surprised she was and asked him if anything happened while she was gone. He then shook his head and waved her goodbye. He then noticed how Heffer was staring at him in shock and asked why he didn't ask her out already. Rocko thought about Norbert and their first kiss. Rocko smiled, “I don't love her anymore. I'm in Love with somebody else.”. Heffer was surprised, “You're in Love with Someone Else!!!!”. Great, have the whole world hear it. Rocko nodded and calmed him down, “Yes. Please don't cause a scene, Heff.”. Heffer was jumping for joy, “Who is it!?! I need to know!!”. Rocko quickly calmed him down, “I can't tell you yet. I want to confess to him first then I'll properly introduce him to you.”. Heffer nodded excitedly, “Oh I'm so happy for you!! You've finally moved on from Melba!”. Rocko facepalmed but would he blame Heffer? He's been his wingman since he first saw Melba. He always tried to get him to confess his love but no luck. It took years for Rocko to finally move on and fall for Norbert. He remembered it like it was yesterday.

It started out after they hung out at Norbert's place. Norbert was watching some shows until Rocko found out there was a marathon for The Fatheads. He practically begged to see it, and Norbert was very kind towards him and changed it to the channel. They both watched the entire season and Norbert even laughed at some parts of the show. Rocko only had Filburt and the Bigheads to talk about this, since everyone else either didn't get it or just looked at him weird. Rocko soon began talking about how he'd met Rachel, and had found out that the cartoon was based on her parents. He rambled on and on about the show, not realizing that Norbert was staring at him lovingly. Norbert loves the way he gets out of his comfort zone and talks about the things that make him happy. He'd wish that he'd talk about him all the time, but he highly doubts it.

Rocko felt embarrassed, “Oh s-sorry. I uhhh. I don't want to s-sound like I'm o-obsessed with the show.”. Norbert took his hand, “Don't be! I never knew about The Fatheads and would love to know more about them! I would also want to know what inspired Rachel into making these cartoons!”. Rocko felt his heart race at this and smiled even wider. He then began talking about what was the inspiration, how he was part of it, and some theories he created. Soon Norbert was laughing up a storm when they saw the episode to where Rocko was technically in. “They made you a Beaver!? Hahahaha!!! Honestly that's messed up yet hilarious that they did that!! I bet if I was in there I'd look like a weasel!!”, Norbert laughed as Rocko stared at him with a smile. It's great to have someone listen to him and enjoy what he likes to watch. They soon finished the season and chatted about the characters. Norbert loved how Rachel stuck to the original animation and added a few fixes here and there. Rocko didn't like the ending at first but grew to love it because it gave closure. Norbert then showed him some movies and tv shows that he usually watches and Rocko enjoyed most of them. They shared their interests and artistic styles on each movie and show. From there it got to them talking about music, sports, what season they like, then what they like to do in their free time. They have a few things in common and laughed at some stuff they used to do when they were kids.

After that day, Rocko felt more himself around Norbert. He can always say anything, without offending him or making him uncomfortable. He feels like he doesn't have to walk on eggshells, whenever he hangs out with Norbert. The way Norbert laughs at his silly jokes, and how he always comforts him whenever he feels stressed. He remembers the time Norbert came over to visit one day. Rocko was extremely stressed out and overwhelmed with everyone wanting him to do something for them. Norbert walked into his place, since the door was unlocked, and looked around for the wallaby. Spunky then rushed up to him and barked. “Hey little guy! You know where Rocko is?”, Norbert asked gently. Spunky barked and left upstairs. Norbert followed the puppy and heard small panting. Spunky tried to push the door open but the door was closed shut. Norbert opened it slowly to see Rocko curled up in bed while holding himself. He was having a Panic Attack.

Norbert rushed towards him and sat in front of him, “Rocko? Hey buddy it's ok. Breathe for me ok?”. Rocko was holding his head and Norbert gently took his hands. “Shhhh. It's ok, Rocko. I'm right here. Let's breathe together ok? We'll inhale through our nose, then exhale through our mouth.”, Norbert said softly. He then began to inhale then exhale. Rocko followed shortly after. Soon they both began to breathe together for a while. Norbert noticed Rocko's shoulders began to relax and rubbed his hands with his thumbs. “Feeling better?”, Norbert asked. Rocko nodded, “S-Sorry you h-had t-to see me l-like this.” Norbert shook his head, “Don't be sorry Rocko. You were having a panic attack.”. Rocko looked down in shame, “I-I.”. Norbert pulled him into a hug. Rocko was shocked at this but felt warm. Norbert rubbed his back gently and calmly spoke, “Rocko. You shouldn't feel embarrassed about having these things. Panic Attacks are something you should talk about to everyone. It may feel embarrassing but I'm sure no one is going to laugh at you for that. If they do then I'll take care of them for you.”. Rocko nuzzled his chest and held him close, “I-I'm an adult. I shouldn't have these things.”. Norbert rubbed his back and rested his cheek on his head, “You’re not alone. Everybody gets these things, no matter how old they are. Panic Attacks usually affect almost everyone due to what they dealt with in the past. But the thing that everyone, including you, needs to know is this… It's ok. Having these things doesn't make you weak or an embarrassment. It means that you've been through a lot and are still going without giving up. You're strong. Brave. And stubborn in a good way. I'm glad you're still here and no matter what, I'll always be here whenever you need me.”. Rocko felt more warm and teared up a bit. He held him close and nuzzled his chest more, “Thank you Norbert.”.

Rocko snapped out of his thoughts and looked at Norbert asleep. He felt his heart race as he realized that Norbert was always there for him whenever he needed him. Don't get him wrong. Heffer and Filburt were always there since the beginning, but usually they're no help whenever he's feeling this. Heffer would've made it worse by adding more fuel to the fire, like what he did with the Melba incident, and Filburt would be making it worse by panicking himself. Mrs. Bighead would calm him down but he doesn't want to cause any issues with Mr. Bighead. Norbert was mainly the one who comforted him and never judged him. That's what started the whole “I'm in Love” situation. Rocko finally realized that he's in love with him and has been trying so hard to confess. Yet, he's so scared that Norbert might decline and wouldn't want to be his friend anymore. He noticed Norbert was about to wake up and quickly took his hand away from his cheek and closed his eyes. Norbert yawned and noticed rocko asleep. He smiled and pulled him close, “Maybe five more minutes.”. Rocko felt his face pressed against Norbert's hair and felt him nuzzle his chest. Rocko felt his face turn red and heart beginning to race. Norbert sighed as he loved the warm feeling of Rocko's chest and belly.

Rocko slowly held Norbert close and rested his face in his hair. The smell of his usual hair products makes him sigh in bliss. He felt Norbert chuckle and his face turned more red. “Enjoying the cuddles BedRock?”, Norbert said with a smirk. Rocko stuttered a bit, “Y-Yes. I just. Love..”. He felt Norbert stiffen a bit and he quickly spoke up. “T-The way you smell!”, Rocko said in panic. He nuzzled his hair and inhaled the scent then sighed blissfully. Norbert was a bit disappointed that he didn't say that he loved him but he began to laugh at the weird love interest for his hair products. “I guess I'll buy the same soaps and products then.”, Norbert chuckled while getting up. Rocko got up as well and felt his heart break a bit. He really wanted to confess but his anxiety is making him feel like he can't. Rocko then looked at Norbert, who took off his shirt, and quickly turned away red. “H-H-How about I-I make us some breakfast!”, Rocko stuttered out while his face turned more and more red. Norbert looked at him confused but smirked, “You know Rocko. I usually don't wear clothes all the time so you've pretty much seen me nude before.”. He laughed as he noticed Rocko's ears getting redder.

Rocko got up and took off his muscle shirt, making Norbert stop laughing and stare at his back. Norbert felt his face go red and wanted to tell the wallaby how hot he looked. Rocko then put on a fresh clean shirt and faced him, “How do you want your eggs?”. Norbert snapped out of it and leaned back smirking, “Scrambled. Yet. I am feeling in the mood for some. Sausages.”. Rocko tilted his head, “I uhh. I don't have any more sausages.”. Norbert gave him a blank stare then laughed, “I-I'll stick to bacon then.”. Rocko gave him a confused look then shrugged. Norbert watched as Rocko went downstairs, then began to laugh to himself. So naive.

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Rocko was in the kitchen feeding Spunky. He smiled at how he grew excited for a nice breakfast. He then brought out the bacon and eggs. He placed them on the counter and turned on the stove. He placed a pan on the stove and waited for it to heat up. He heard Norbert coming downstairs and called out to him, “I'm going to wait for the pan to get hot, then I'll begin cooking.”. Norbert smiled and kissed his head, “Take your time Rocksteady. I'll get the plates ready so that way you don't have to do all the work.”. Rocko smiled warmly then waited patiently for the pan to get hot. A few minutes later he began cooking the bacon and eggs. Norbert was talking about how they could go out to the park with Spunky. “It's a nice day outside and I think Spunky will like going out for a while. Maybe after that we can go to my place and relax there. Get your mind off the crazy neighbors and busy streets.”. Rocko nodded, “I think that's a perfect idea, Norbert. We could use some fresh air and Spunky can get some exercise.”. Norbert nodded and noticed Spunky getting more and more excited for today.

Norbert smiled, “Guess somebody is very excited to go out today.”. Rocko turned around and watched how Norbert scratched Spunky's head. Spunky wagged his tail and barked happily at the head scratches. Soon he was on his back while Norbert rubbed his belly. Rocko smiled lovingly at how Norbert is so caring to Spunky. He's sure that Spunky loves him a lot too. He then had this chance now so he took a deep breath. “Umm. N-Norbert?”, Rocko said quietly. Norbert looked up and smiled, “Yes?”. Rocko felt his heart race and he looked down, “T-There's something that I need to tell you.”. Norbert felt his heart race and he sat up, “Y-Yes?”. Rocko noticed his eyes shine and he felt his face go red, “I-I just. W-Wanted to l-let you know t-that I… I..”. He then smelled something burning and Norbert spoke up in panic. “The eggs are burning!”, Norbert panicked as he got up. Rocko turned to notice the eggs and bacon had burnt into a crisp and quickly turned off the stove. He grabbed the pan and placed it in the sink. He felt embarrassed that he was so distracted, he burned their food. Norbert noticed and hugged Rocko from behind, “Hey it's ok Rocko. It was an accident.”.

Rocko sighed in defeat, “I really wanted to cook for you Norb… But I messed up and burned it..”. Norbert kissed the back of his neck, “Don't let this put you down ok? I'm sure it's not that bad.”. Rocko faced him and tapped on the egg, “It's hard as a rock.”. Norbert chuckled, “That's what she said.”. Rocko rolled his eyes but a small smile appeared. Norbert laughed, “I see that smile. Come on. Let's get some food, maybe once we get back we can use the eggs and bacon as coal. Not only will it make an Egg-cellent fire, but the smell will be Bacon-riffic.”. That earned a small groan and laughter from the Wallaby. “Norbert! That's terrible!”, Rocko laughed while he shook his head. Norbert laughed as he hugged him, “There's that smile! Now let's go get something to eat! Then to my place so I can get dressed for the park.”. Rocko nodded as they went upstairs to get ready. Rocko missed the warm feeling of Norbert's arms around him. His hugs are like laying in a soft cloud, embracing with love and protection. He honestly feels safe in his arms most of the time. The comforting voice soothing his worries and stress. It's like laying by the beach, listening to the gentle waves. Just Norbert comforting him in general is like a dream come true. It's something he's been yearning for years. Once they went inside his room, Norbert turned around and smiled. “Feeling better Rocko?”. Rocko nodded softly and smiled softly, “I'll feel more better, if you hold me again.”. Rocko slapped his mouth shut as his face went red. Norbert was surprised at this then smiled sweetly, “Well then. Big Hug!”. He hugged Rocko tight making the wallaby yelp in surprise. Rocko felt his heart race at how he wanted more hugs. He feels like he's asking too much. Yet. Norbert immediately accepted it. Maybe he's just doing this to make him happy. What Rocko doesn't know though is that Norbert’s face is extremely red.

They both soon pulled and looked into each other's eyes. The memories of their first kiss came back to them and they looked down at their lips. Rocko felt his face heating up as Norbert felt his heart race. Rocko honestly wanted to kiss those soft lips again, but the fear of Norbert claiming that it was a mistake flooded his brain. He looked away and cleared his throat. “T-Thank you. For the hug I mean. I f-feel much b-better.”, Rocko stuttered as he let go of the embrace and grabbed his shoes. Norbert stared sadly at this. Was their first kiss a mistake? I mean. They made out for a little bit in Rocko's car. Why is Rocko acting like they never did that? Like they're…. Just Friends…. Did he rush into things again?! His heart raced in panic. Rocko finished putting on his shoes, and got up to face Norbert. He noticed the troubled look on his face and immediately grew concerned, “Are you alright Norbert?”. Norbert snapped out of his thoughts and forced a smile, “I'm ok! Just uhhhh. T-Thought about my brother! I don't want him to go through my uhhh. My stuff!”. Rocko tilted his head in concern then nodded, “Okay? I uhhh. I'm sure he won't do that?”. Norbert nodded, “You're right. Let's go eat!”. Norbert then rushed out the door and down the stairs. Rocko followed shortly after and grabbed his keys. “Uhhh. W-Where would you like to go?”, Rocko asked quietly. Norbert looked away for a bit, “Uhhh. Pancake House? It's still early so I think breakfast is still going there.”. Rocko nodded and opened the door, “After you?”. Norbert felt a small genuine smile appear then nodded, “Thanks.”.

The ride to the Pancake House was extremely awkward, after that scenario. Norbert stared off to the side, still wondering if he and Rocko are more than just friends. Rocko on the other hand is still trying to decide how he should confess. Norbert is acting a bit different after that hug. Was he not comfortable doing so? Did he say something wrong? Did he rush into things again?? Their thoughts were soon interrupted by the radio playing a song.

“So she said, what's the problem, baby? What's the problem? I don't know. Well, maybe I'm in Love. Love. Think about it every time I think about it. I can't stop thinking about it.”, The Radio sang, making the two turn red at this. Rocko immediately changed it and another song came up. “Well I don't have a name for it. Been trying to find a name for it. I don't think there's a name for it, But it's kinda like being in love.”. Click! “You are beautiful. Like a dream come alive, incredible.”. Click! “When I see your face, There's not a thing that I would change.”. Click! “There's only one thing to do. Three words for you. I Love You. I Love You.”.

Rocko immediately turned the station off and laughed nervously, “Hehe. S-Sorry about that.”. Norbert smiled a bit nervously, “N-No it's ok!”. They sat in silence as they were close to the restaurant. Norbert couldn't help but think that maybe Rocko wasn't ready to be in a relationship. Was he pushing it again? Maybe the kiss was a mistake. Maybe the dance and playing around was just to make him feel better. Waking up in bed together could be that Rocko didn't want him to sleep on the couch that was sat on many times. Maybe the date fiasco was just for pity. Was he accusing again? Norbert stared out the window broken. He got his hopes up didn't he? Could he call it from here? Go home and watch movies while eating a tub of ice cream. His thoughts were soon interrupted by a small tap on his shoulder and he turned to see Rocko's concerned face. “You ok?”, Rocko asked, concerned. Norbert nodded, “Just getting lost in thought.”. Rocko nodded and kept an eye on the road. Finally parking outside the restaurant, Roxko took a deep breath. “I'm sorry if I'm acting a bit weird. I-It's just. I… I still feel bad that I messed up our morning by burning the food, and making things awkward in my room and in the car. I just. I got distracted.”, Rocko said as he rested his head on his hands. Norbert felt his heart clenched at this. He then rubbed his back, “It's okay Rocko, sometimes morning can be a pain to deal with. But I know that it'll get better in a while.”. Rocko nodded and sat up, “Yeah… You're right about that.”. Norbert nodded and was about to get out, until his hand was gently grabbed. He turned around to see Rocko looking at his hand, “I.. I wanted you to know that I...”. Norbert felt his heart race, “Yes?”. Rocko felt his palms get sweaty, “I.. I want you t-to know that I. I'm truly g-grateful that you're here with me..”. Norbert was surprised at this but smiled softly, “Well I'm glad that I'm here with you too.”. He pulled his hand away gently and got out of the car. Rocko watched and then sighed. This is harder than he thought.

Norbert waited outside the car and sighed. He heard the door open then close. Rocko was by his side and gestured towards the restaurant, “R-Ready?”. Norbert nodded and they soon walked inside to eat. They sat down at a small booth and looked through the menus. Rocko couldn't help but think about how he can't even confess his love to Norbert. It shouldn't be that hard! He literally made out with him in his car, after taking him out on a date. He literally talked about how he wasn't in love with Melba. They danced and stared into each other's eyes. They slept together! Why is it so hard to confess!? Just say it already!!! Say it!!! “Rocko?”, Norbert called out to him softly. Rocko looked up to notice him looking at him concerned. “Are you feeling alright?”, Norbert asked. Rocko stared at him for a while. He wanted to talk about it, yet he didn't at the same time. He looked down and nodded, “Yeah. Just couldn't decide whether to get Pancakes or French Toast.”. Norbert chuckled a bit, “Well how about we share both? I get Pancakes and you get French Toast? We can split it together and try those two together.”. Rocko chuckled a bit, “I actually never thought of that before. That's pretty smart.”. Norbert laughed and flipped his hair back playfully, “Well thank you my good sir.”. Once the waiter comes in they both order their food and drinks, then begin to wait until it arrives. In the meantime, they chatted about what weird stuff they dealt with before. It honestly helped get their minds off of the awkward situation and let them loose for once. Once the food came in, they split the pancake and french toast, and began eating.

“Wow, I never knew they make these so good. You should try the pancake with eggs and bacon together!”, Norbert said as he drank some juice. Rocko gave it a try and nodded, “Not bad. Let's try it with French Toast!”. Norbert shook his head and laughed, “I already finished mine, but tell me how it is!”. Rocko nodded and tried it out himself, “It's a bit weird because of the cinnamon but it's a good weird.”. Norbert laughed and looked down at his plate to get some more eggs and bacon. All of a sudden his fork and food were taken. “Hey!”, Norbert laughed as he looked up and his face went red as he saw Rocko holding it up to him, with the French Toast with the food. “Try it. I had a small chuck of it left so now you can try it.”, Rocko smiled. Norbert gently grabbed onto his hand, holding the fork, and took a bite. “You're right. It tastes weird but not in a bad way.”, Norbert said while they placed the fork down. Rocko noticed that they're still holding hands and his face turned red, “Y-Yeah.”. He let go gently and got up, “I'll go pay for the meal, then we can go pick up Spunky and go to your place to change.”. Norbert nodded and watched as he left. He then sighed to himself, “This is going to be tough.”.

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Norbert waited in the car, as Rocko got down to get Spunky. Rocko went inside and closed the door, then sighed miserably. “It's hopeless. I'll never be able to confess to him today.”, Rocko cried out as Spunky rushed up to him excitedly. He began barking and looking around. Rocko had a feeling that he's looking for Norbert then sighed, “Norbert's in the car waiting. I just… Needed to breathe… It's just… It's been getting so difficult to confess my love to Norbert! I tried in bed! In the kitchen! Even in the car!! But my anxiety keeps getting the best of me! Why can't I confess?! I asked him out on a date before! I actually gave him flowers on that awful date before, since his original date was a jerk! I even danced with him and ran around the beach with him! He kissed me and I kissed back!!! Why is it so hard to tell him that I love him?!?”. Rocko sighed in defeat and got onto his knees, “Norbert deserves better. He deserves someone who can confess to him with better gifts. Or someone to look deep into his eyes and say I Love You to him. Or someone to take him on amazing trips, instead of cheap places. He deserves to be spoiled with gifts or amazing meals, instead of small flowers and burnt food! He… He deserves to be with someone who isn't me…”. Spunky was sad that Rocko was like this. Maybe he needed some help giving him a push? Once Rocko got up and brushed off, he took the leash, placed it on Spunky, and picked him up. Spunky nuzzled Rocko's arm and barked in a comforting way. He's going to try to help his dad no matter how hard it is. Rocko smiled and held him close, “Thank you Spunky. You always understand my feelings and comfort me whenever I need it. Maybe once we're done walking around the park, we can go out to eat! Would you like that?”. Spunky barked excitedly and locked his cheek earning a small laugh from the wallaby. Rocko then took a deep breath, “Ok. Let's do this.”. Rocko walked outside and locked his door mentally preparing himself to be next to the love of his life.

Once they got in the car, spunky grew excited seeing Norbert. Norbert smiled wide, “Hey buddy! Miss me already?”. Spunky barked excitedly and Rocko smiled at them. He then began to drive them to Norbert's dam. Spunky was thinking about how to help Rocko confess to Norbert, and Norbert was still thinking about what his and Rocko's relationship is. Are they a couple? Or still just friends…. Rocko noticed the sudden silence and decided to try music again. Thankfully it wasn't anything about romance but there's one that definitely caught his ears. “He’s got the Beaver Fever!”, The Radio sang, making Rocko stare at the road in shock. That's… That's Norbert and Daggett singing!!! He looked at Norbert, who hummed along with the song, and Rocko was more shocked that he never even told him. “Beaver over here! Beaver over there! Beaver over here! Beaver everywhere!”, The radio sang loud as Rocko kept on driving. “Is this you and your brother singing?!”, Rocko yelled in shock, startling Norbert. Norbert looked at him and nodded, “My brother and I made this song and became stars for a while. Couldn't think of another song so we got kicked off, and Barry took over the music for a while.”. Rocko listened to him and the song then smiled, “You're a really good singer Norb.”. Norbert felt his face go red and he looked away, “Pfft it's just one song and I was mainly just uhhh talking.”. Rocko shook his head and smiled wide, “You have a beautiful voice Norbert. I wouldn't mind hearing more songs from you.”. Norbert felt his heart struck by a cupid’s arrow and laughed, “M-Maybe one day I'll sing for you.”. Rocko smiled and nodded at this, he honestly has been wanting to hear his voice almost everyday so it's a win win. “I'll be counting on that. Maybe you and your brother can sing it whenever I have a party again? Or just for fun, because I do love to dance to some music. Yet I do get a bit shy sometimes, but I'm sure you can help me overcome it! Or not, I'm not demanding or anything! Just uhhh. M-Maybe you can help me get out of my shell more often? If you want I mean!”, Rocko said while trying to focus on the empty road. Norbert chuckled and gently rubbed his back, “I'll help you Rocko. Don't worry you cute little head of yours. I can teach you some dance moves or maybe the lyrics in case you want to sing along.”. Rocko laughed nervously, “S-Sure. I'd love that.”.

Finally making it to Norbert's home, Norbert left inside to get ready. Rocko waited with Spunky in his car, while thinking about how to confess again. Rocko took a deep breath, “Ok. Third try today.. I'll try to confess to him that I'm in love with him and ask him to be my boyfriend. Oh dear.. That sounds too demanding…. U-Uhh m-maybe I can ask nicely? Ummm… H-Hey Norbert. I love you. Ohhh!!! I can't!!! It's so difficult!!”. Spunky watched as Rocko grew more and more stressed about confessing to Norbert. It's honestly sad that he's overwhelming himself with anxiety. Spunky knew that he had to do something! Rocko held his face in his hands and groaned, “Ohhhh. This is hopeless… He'll never love me back! What am I going to do?!”. He then heard the door opening from the beaver's dam and bolted up to see Norbert waving goodbye to his brother. Rocko fixed himself and made it look like he was just talking to Spunky. Norbert got inside the car, “Alrighty Rockamundo. I'm ready to go to the park with you two.”. Spunky barked excitedly and Rocko smiled, “Great let's go!”. He started the car and they all drove straight towards the park. It took about an hour to get to the park, and already Spunky grew more and more excited. His plan will commence once Rocko backs out. He'll make sure Rocko will confess his love to Norbert and he'll get so many treats as a reward. Soon Rocko parked his car and they all got down to enjoy the scenery.

“Wow. This looks amazing! It's been so long that I've been to a park!”, Norbert said excitedly. He looked around and noticed so many couples walking their dogs. He almost envies them since he's probably not even Rocko's boyfriend. He honestly wanted to confess, but already Rocko has been acting weird and the excuses sound like a lie. He hopes that it isn't but deep down he knows it is. It always happens when it's like this. It starts with a “I'm not in the mood” or “I'm not myself” thing, then suddenly they get more and more distant. They soon deny the fact that they're dating and apologize saying that she panicked. She didn't mean it… He's experienced this so many times and tried so hard to be naive. “Sorry Norb I'm not feeling myself lately.”. “I'm not really in the mood, Norby.”. “It's not you it's me!” “I need time to myself for a while.”. “We're just friends!!”. “I'm sorry! I panicked! I didn't mean to say that, it's just that… I have a lot in my mind… It's my aunt again and you know how she usually is…”. He tried so hard to pretend that she really wasn't feeling well. He tried so hard to pretend that she's happy.He tried so hard to pretend that they're still a couple. He tried so hard to pretend that their relationship is healthy. He tried so hard to pretend that she still loved him. Yet, it ended with him getting his heart broken. It ended with those words… “Norbert… There's something you need to know…”. “Norbert.”...... “Norbert.”..... “Norbert?”, Rocko said as he waved in front of him. Norbert snapped out of it, “Huh wha?? Oh! Sorry Rocko.. I got lost in thought again.”. Rocko looked at him worried, “Are you sure? You look like you want to cry.. Did something happen?”. Norbert shook his head and smiled, “Nothing happened. Maybe I haven't blinked and it made my eyes water.”. Rocko stared at him concerned and then hugged him gently, surprising the beaver. Rocko felt him hug back and scratched his hair a bit, “Sorry. I-I feel like you needed this.”. Norbert held him tight and shook his head, “It's ok. I.. I really needed that… Thank you.”. Rocko nodded and they both got ready to walk Spunky around.

Rocko watched as Spunky barked at the dogs they passed through. He chuckled as they barked back excitedly. He then looked at Norbert and noticed how the sun shone in his hair again. The way it bounces so gently, and the way his hair shades his gorgeous eyes.. Rocko couldn't help but admire the way he looked. Until Norbert turned around to face him, “Something on my face?”. Rocko felt his face heat up and he began stuttering, “N-No! Your f-face is lovely! I mean! Amazing! No!! Beautiful!!! I mean!!!”. He felt Norbert caress his face and looked up to see him smile gently. “It's okay Rocko. No need to feel embarrassed. I don't mind if you admire the view.”, Norbert said with a smirk. Rocko looked away and took a deep breath. “Norbert. There's something that I need to tell you. It's going to be difficult to say this but.... I..”, Rocko began as Norbert felt his heart race. This is it. He's going to confess!!! Suddenly they were too close and felt something wrap around them. Rocko looked down to see Spunky running around them, wrapping the leash around them. “Spunky! No! Wait!!”, Rocko said as he began to lose his balance. Norbert panicked as he couldn't hold them up on his side. Spunky then sat down and turned away to give them privacy. Rocko was too close to Norbert’s face and laughed nervously. “S-Sorry about S-Spunky. I-I don't k-know what's gotten i-into him.”, Rocko stuttered as his heart raced from those eyes. Norbert looked away and chuckled nervously, “T-That's fine. I'm more worried about falling. Do you want to continue where you left off or get untangled?”. Rocko stared into his eyes and noticed how enchanting they looked. “I… I… Your eyes… They're.. Beautiful…”, Rocko said softly. Norbert felt his face heat up and chuckled, “Appreciate the lovely compliment, but I've heard that many times...”.

“O-Oh sorry. I-I tend to f-forget that I say these things. Ummm L-Let me untangle this.”, Rocko said quickly as he tried to wiggle out. Once he got a few things loose he heard a squeak then an oomph. He looked down to see Norbert on the floor dizzy. “Oh no!! I'm so sorry!!”, Rocko panicked. Norbert laughed, “It's okay! My legs were giving up on me anyways.”. Rocko helped him up and they both walked towards the car. Spunky was a bit disappointed but he was glad that it worked out in the end. They had a few laughs and no anger and sadness. Rocko picked up Spunky and placed him in the back, then buckled him up. “Let's get something to eat shall we?”, Rocko said with a smile earning an excited bark from the puppy. Norbert soon got in and Rocko got in his seat. They buckled up and Rocko started the car, “Where would you want to eat at?”. Norbert thought about it, “Any places that are pet friendly?? If not then we can get take out and eat at your place?”. Rocko smiled, “I think Chokey Chicken allows pets now but we'll see for ourselves.”. They both agreed and drove towards the restaurant. Hopefully Spunky will be allowed there, or maybe Rocko might have to pull the ol 'Service Dog trick.

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So Chokey Chicken didn't allow any pets, but Rocko heard that there's a small diner that allows pets to eat, as long as they behave and not eat anyone else's food. Rocko drove to the exact address for the diner and noticed how familiar it looked. “Les jumeaux? Huh. The Twins?”, Rocko said as he got down with Spunky and Norbert. Norbert looked at the inside and noticed so many people were there chatting up a storm. “I see some pets in there. Guess this is the place?”, Norbert said as he noticed some dogs sitting by the table and cats sitting by the cat tree. They both walked inside with Spunky and all eyes stared at them. Rocko felt nervous about the eyes until the chameleon brothers came into view. “Welcome! To Les Jumeaux! Table for two? Or one?”, Chuck asked, while Leon looked at Norbert. Leon then circled around Norbert, “Ooooh Matching shirts? I can see that our little Rocko has a new boyfriend!”. Rocko felt his face heat up, “U-Uhh.”. Chuck smirked, “You didn't tell us that he's a cutie!”. Norbert felt a bit uncomfortable but smiled, “It’s nice to meet you two.”. Chuck smiled, “I'm Chuck and this is my brother Leon. We're the Chameleon Twins. Hard to tell.”. Leon laughed, “Yes. Very hard to tell which is which! And you are?”. Norbert held out his hand, “Norbert. Norbert Beaver.”. The twins shook his hand and smiled, “Oooh so soft. Very soft hands. I'm sure Rocko enjoys those hands, yes?”. Rocko covered his face embarrassed and groaned, “Can we get a table for two please?”. The brothers nodded, “Yes yes right away! We get you the Best seat in the house!!”.

They held Norbert close and took him to a small booth. Rocko followed behind and felt even more stressed out because of them teasing. Once they sat down, with Spunky on a high chair, the twins gave them a menu and pointed at some of the specials. “We have the famous spaghetti with meatballs, some pizza, waffles, burgers and hotdogs! Since you two are dating you can get spaghetti!”, Leon suggested. Chuck elbowed Rocko, “That'll give you a chance to smooch smooch!”. The brothers laughed and Rocko felt his face heat up more. Leon then pointed at the hotdog, “Oh! Maybe you two can share the hot dog! I'm sure Norbert is used to a sausage in his mouth huh? Huh?”. Norbert felt his face heat up immediately and stuttered, “We uhh. We haven't!”. The brothers laughed, “We teasing! No worries!”. Rocko then spoke up, “Just pizza will do! Pepperoni and cheese please. Also a small order of dog treats for Spunky.”. The brothers nodded, “What about drinks?”. Rocko looked at them, “Two waters and a soda please.”. The brothers nodded and left with the menus. Norbert then sighed in relief, “Wow. I-I uhhh. They seem friendly.”. Rocko covered his face, “I'm sorry that they uhh. Talked about us and the sausage thing. They sometimes tease me about certain things.”. Norbert nodded and relaxed for a while. He looked out the window and admired the small scenery. It wasn't too busy at the moment, since it's already six in the afternoon. The sun was already setting and the lovely hues of warm colors were beginning to paint the sky beautifully. Rocko stared at his face and admired the small smile on his face.

“Take a picture Rocko. It'll last longer.”, Leon interrupted as he placed the drinks down. Norbert looked at them confused and Rocko looked down quickly. Chuck laughed, “Now Now Rocko. You mustn't deny it. You were staring at your boyfriend. I see you! You made googly eyes at him!”. Norbert felt his cheeks turn red and he looked away. Rocko covered his face and felt the heat of embarrassment rise up more and more. “Awwww look at them. So cute together! We should take a picture of them! Yeah! Take pictures and show it to everyone!”, Leon chuckled while Chuck nodded. Rocko then spoke up quickly, “No!! Just!! Bring us the meals ok?”. The twins were surprised by his sudden outburst but smirked, “Oooooh! You were busy flirting! We see! We see! We give you two lovers some Alone time!”. Rocko groaned as they left. Norbert watched as they walked away and felt his face warm. “U-Uhh. W-Were you… Were you really staring at me?”, Norbert asked softly. Rocko looked at him, “No! I mean yes? No wait No. I just. I was looking outside.”. Norbert nodded a bit disappointed but smiled, “Ahh. I see. Understandable because I was admiring the view too. The sky is going to have a lovely sunset and I'm very excited for it. Guess they chose a great spot for us huh?”. Rocko nodded and smiled nervously, “Y-Yeah. I bet it'll be lovely..”. Maybe this will be his chance. Hopefully the brothers won't interfere with his confession.

The brothers soon came back with the meals and placed the plate down, “Pizza Time! Hope you Love the Heart Shape Pizza we've made for you! And a bunch of heart shaped treats for the puppy as well!”. Rocko facepalmed while Norbert chuckled at the weird heart shaped pizza. “Thank you Leon and Chuck.”, Norbert said as he grabbed his plate. Chuck smiled, “Anything for Rocko's boyfriend!”. Leon nodded, “Give us a call if you need anything, Norbert! And we mean Anything!”. Norbert nodded a bit confused but Rocko sent them off. “Thank you, we'll call when we're Done!”. The brothers left chuckling and Norbert looked at him concerned, “You feeling alright Rocko?”. Rocko nodded, “Yes. Just.... A bit peeved about those two, but I won't let this ruin our day!”. Norbert nodded and then began eating some pizza. They began eating for a little while and enjoyed each other's company. They made a few jokes about how the pizza looked and Rocko told stories about the twins. “Mr. Bighead then told me about how they literally tried to make animation by using weird technology stuff. It looked so weird and CGI!”, Rocko laughed. Norbert laughed as well, “At least they didn't use AI stuff then that would've looked a lot worse!”. They both laughed a bit louder and tried to calm down. Rocko then noticed the sunset was almost there and the colors were near their faces. This will be a perfect opportunity! “Norbert?”, Rocko began. Norbert looked at him and smiled, “Yes?”. Rocko took a deep breath, “There's something that I've been meaning to tell you, since this morning. It's been getting extremely difficult to tell you this but now is a good time.”. Norbert felt the sudden PTSD come up but eased himself. Maybe it was a confession! Rocko took a deep breath, “Norbert. For the moment I woke up with you. I've been wanting to tell you that I -”.

“Ohhh!! Are you Confessing Rocko!?!!!”, Chuck spoke up excitedly. Leon held up a camera, “Ooooh! Just in time!! I'm already getting the camera ready!! Just tell me when you are going to say it ok?”. Rocko held his head and felt anger rise up, “Guys please!”. Chuck tilted his head, “Need more romance? We can add more romance!!!”. They pushed some buttons and a bunch of rose petals fell on them. The brothers then used a leaf blower to blow the huge mess, leaving some petals in Norberts hair and Rocko's mouth. Rocko spat out the petals and the brothers chuckled. “That doesn't go in your mouth Rocko! Unless you want your mouth to smell nice! We have mints!!”, Leon said as he shoved mints in his mouth. Rocko felt anger and overwhelming embarrassment rise up more and more. “Ok Now say you Love Him!!!”, Leon said excitedly.

“Guys Enough! I've Already Feel Overwhelmed Enough As It Is!! I Don't Want This and I Don't Love Him!! So You Two Can Just Drop It and Leave Us Alone!!!”, Rocko yelled out loud. Panting he looked at their shocked faces. He then heard a small shaky breath and regretted it immediately. He froze in fear and looked to see the sun had set on them. The colors not only painted Norbert's face. But his tears as well. “W-Wait! I didn't mean it!”, Rocko stuttered in panic. He meant to say he does!! He Meant To Say That He Does!!!! Norbert shook his head and smiled, “No no. I-It's ok. I.. I u-understand. I'm sorry t-that it w-was a bit overwhelming for y-you.”. He got up, “I'll. I'll get a bus ride home.. Thank you f-for dinner..”. He quickly rushed off leaving a broken wallaby and shocked chameleons. “Geez Rocko. You don't need to be rude about it. You big jerk.”, Chuck spoke up with his arms crossed.

Norbert rushed to the bus and felt his vision get blurry. He got in, paid for his ticket, and sat at the front where no one could look at him. He sobbed quietly and the flashbacks are flooding him. “Listen Norbert.. I.. I don't love you anymore… I feel like you deserve a better relationship with someone who really loves you back. Not me.I'm sorry that this isn't what you want to hear but.. We can't force love. We can't fake it either. It'll only hurt us more! I know you've loved me since the beginning but I don't love you back. I can't force myself to do so because it'll hurt you in the future. Please understand.. I still want to be your friend.”, Treeflower confessed. Norbert could feel the pain in his heart but nodded. “I.. I understand Treeflower.”. Treeflower smiled sadly and kissed his cheek, “I hope you find someone who loves you more than you love me. You honestly deserve the world Norby. I'm sorry.”. Norbert nodded sadly as he watched her get in the van with her bags and drove away. He was so depressed he couldn't even think about where he was walking to. All he remembered was that he was in a bar and asked for the strongest fruitiest drink there is. And then he came into his life.. "Sorry to bother you but I must say. That's a dashing shirt you're wearing.”, he heard the wallaby say. He turned and saw the cutest face he's ever seen. The way he tapped on his fingers shyly and smiled a bit. How he made a sour funny face, when he tried out his strong fruity drink. How he laughed so hard after talking about the neighbor's wife. How he told him that he deserved better. How he smiled when he told him that all the dates were blind.

Now that smile is gone, and it was all his fault... He pushed it too far again. He knew it was something he did. He knew that date was just because he felt bad. That kiss was probably fake anyways! Sleeping next to each other. Of course! Because He was a guest and guests don't sleep on filthy couches!! Pet names.. Probably pretended that he liked it but in reality he felt extremely uncomfortable.. All these things that he was doing was overwhelming the poor wallaby to the point he admitted that he didn't like it nor loved him! Norbert held onto himself and sobbed quietly. He went inside and noticed that he was alone. Daggett was nowhere to be seen, so it's ok to let it out.. It's okay to cry.. And it's ok to feel broken… Norbert went inside his room and sobbed on his pillow, hoping that this was just a nightmare. Hoping that he'll wake up next to the wallaby’s sleeping face. Hoping that if this was a dream, maybe he'll have a chance to not be pushy anymore. If it was a nightmare then he can bottle up his feelings and his silly flirty confident personality. That way he won't scare off the poor wallaby.... That way he can still be by his side as a friend. Nothing more.. Nothing less..

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Rocko was yelling at the twins, “You see what you've made me do!! I've been trying so hard to confess to Norbert for a long time before you two showed up! Now he thinks that I hate him!!”. The Chuck crossed his arms, “Hey it was your words. Not ours. You're the one that said you don't love him.”. Leon nodded, “Yeah. You hate him!”. Rocko gripped his ears and yelled, “I don't!! I love him! I love him for who he is! I love him for his personality! I love him for his looks!! I love him for accepting me for me!! And I love him Because He Makes Me Happy!!!”. Rocko panted and realized what he said out loud. He then felt his heart race and he felt the realization hit him. “I gotta tell him!! I gotta go tell him!!”, Rocko said as he ran off with Spunky in his arms. The twins watched in confusion but then realized that he hadn't even paid nor left a tip. “Hey!! You better pay for this Rocko!!!”, Leon called out. Rocko ignored them as he drove off in speed. There's still time!! He took the shortcut to the beaver's hometown and drove over the speeding limit. “I gotta tell him! But he might not want to see me. No! No more second thoughts!! I'm going to confess my love to him whether he likes it or not!! Well.. I won't force him though.. Spunky frowned and growled a bit frustrated. Rocko noticed and sighed, “I know… I shouldn't think about it too much. Norbert deserves not only an apology but a confession about my love for him.”. And I'm going to do it. No matter how hard it is!

It was only an hour that passed, surprisingly no Cops followed him, and he was looking for Norbert. He should've been off the bus by now! He looked around and noticed a bus coming to view. He grew excited and waited patiently. The bus opened and a brown beaver came out and walked away from it. He grew confused and drove towards him and rolled down his window. “Excuse me? Did you see another beaver on the bus?? Yellow hair, purple nose, and wearing a pink shirt like mine?”, Rocko asked nervously. The beaver turned around and looked at him confused, “You looking for my brother Norbert?”. Rocko's eyes widened, “Dagget?! You're Norbert’s brother!!”. Daggett backed away a bit nervous, “How do you know my name? Are you one of them!!!!”. Rocko looked more confused than concerned, “Them? No, I'm just a friend of Norbert.”. Daggett backed away faster, “You Are Them!! Pretending to be my brother's friend!! You're the alien that disguises themselves as One of Us!!! You won't take me Alive!!!”. Daggett ran off and Rocko panicked, “No wait!!!”. He sped towards him and tried to call out to him. Daggett turned and noticed him following him and panicked.

Norbert was sitting at the couch eating some chocolate ice cream, until a bang was on the door. He got up and walked towards it. He opened it to see Daggett barging in quickly and slammed it shut, “Oh Thank Goodness you're here!!! There's this creepy beaver that's trying to talk to me! He's been asking me where you were!!”. Norbert looked at him confused and crossed his arms, “You watched another scary movie didn't you?”. Daggett was silent and looked down, “Yeah...”. A doorbell rang and he immediately hid behind Norbert, “What did you do to get someone to look for you?!”. Norbert spoke up, “Nothing! Just let me answer it.”. He walked towards the door and opened it to find Rocko panting while Spunky barked excitedly. “Rocko? W-What are you doing here?”, Norbert asked in shock. Rocko took his hand, “P-Please. I.. I wanna.. Talk to you..”. Norbert thought about it but nodded softly, “You can leave Spunky here so he can relax for a bit.”. Rocko nodded and placed Spunky down gently. Norbert turned to face Daggett, “I'll be right back ok? We're going to talk.”. Daggett looked at the puppy weirdly and nodded, “Yeah ok.”.

Norbert closed the door and walked to the side of the dam. Rocko followed close behind, “Norbert a-about the incident. I didn't mean to say those things.”. Norbert stopped in his tracks, “Rocko.. You don't have to explain yourself. I.... I shouldn't be rushing this.”. Rocko took his hand, “No! You didn't do anything wrong, it's just that I..”. Norbert looked at him with a raised eyebrow, “You what? Listen, you don't have to sugar coat things, Rocko. I know that I may be too confident but that's who I am.”. Rocko shook his head, “No it's not that!”. Norbert didn't hear and continued, “I can stop doing this if you feel uncomfortable but I just.”. Rocko clenched his hands, “Norbert wait!”. Norbert continued, “I don't want you to feel like I'm making you uncomfortable. I've been through this befo-”. Rocko interrupted him, by grabbing his shirt and kissing his lips. Norbert stared at him shocked and was speechless. Rocko pulled away and yelled at his face, “For Cripes Sake Norbert, I Love You!!!!”.

“What?”, Norbert said, confused. Rocko pulled away, “I've been trying to tell you all bloody morning but my anxiety kept getting the best of me and I'm losing my mind!!! I love the way you smile, so sure and confident of yourself and the way your laugh brightens the room. I love the way you hold me when I feel insecure and how safe I feel when I'm with you!! Your hair, that alluring look in your eyes, the way you blush when you get embarrassed. How you never gave up on me when I struggled with my feelings. Why can't I just come out and say it!!! I Love You Norbert Foster Beaver!!!”. Norbert stared at him in shock then teared up. He got down on his knees and began to cry.. Rocko immediately felt regret, “N-Norbert, I'm sorry, did I say something wrong?! Was I too aggressive?! I th-thought you wanted to date me, was I mistaken?! Norbert, please-oh please don't cry. Oh no oh-”. He felt his wrist getting grabbed and pulled into an embrace. Norbert cried, “You have no idea how happy I am right now… I was so scared that I'd be too much and would push you away. I Love You too, Rocko...”. Rocko teared up and hugged him back tight, “I'm so sorry that I haven't said this sooner.”. Norbert shook his head, “It's ok. I'm sorry too for thinking so negatively about this. I thought that I was pushing it too far to the point you said that you didn't love me.”. Rocko shook his head and held his face, “It wasn't your fault. The twins teased me to the point I said that. I didn't mean to say that I Didn't love you. I meant to say that I did love you. I love you for you.”.

Norbert laughed while more tears fell, “You don't know how long I've been waiting for this to happen. The moment we met I loved how respectful and shy you are. Your beautiful eyes, amazing laugh, and amazing smile always makes my heart flutter and my days get brighter. When you called me after our first meeting, I couldn't help but get more and more excited hearing your voice again. I wanted to confess to you first but… I was so worried that the same scenario would happen to me again. I was so worried that I would push you away like how I did with TreeFlower.... Yet I shouldn't let the past get to me. I should've just trusted you..”. He was pulled into an embrace and felt his back getting rubbed softly. “You shouldn't feel sorry for that Norb. I know that you used to love her so much.. Just like how I was with Melba.. You and I fell for someone who really didn't feel the same. We both had an awful experience and now know what to do next time. We've actually been healing each other for the past months. I.. I actually feel more confident when I'm with you. I defended you from your bad date, I kissed you, and Danced with you. I never really do that for anyone. You're helping me get out of my shell more often.”. He rubbed the tears from his face.

Norbert nuzzled his hand, “You also helped me become a better person. I've been getting more and more patient, respecting everyone's feelings, and I've actually been a better brother to Daggett. A bit. Without you.. I don't know where I'd be.”. Rocko smiled and kissed his lips softly, “Norbert. Will you do me the honors by being my boyfriend?”. Norbert laughed, ”I thought you were going to propose. I was ready to say Slow Down.”. Rocko laughed and held him close, “ Another reason why I love you. You always make me laugh whenever I need it. You and I are so weird together but we love each other for that.”. Norbert nodded, “We still have a lot to learn but I'm willing to go through it with you.”. Rocko nodded, “Me too. Anything we have to go against. We'll do it together.”. Rocko then got up and helped Norbert up as well. “Want to get something to eat again? And this time we can eat somewhere there's No eyes on us?”, Rocko asked. Norbert smirked, “Ohh? Maybe in your place? Then maybe after we can get some dessert?”. Rocko laughed, “Depends what kind of dessert you like.”. Norbert chuckled, “You.”.