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Aspicio et Fio (Gotham's Archivist)

Summary:

After digging their way out of some poor kid’s grave, Jonathan Sims and Alice “Daisy” Tonner find themselves stranded in an American city they’ve never heard of, and must learn to navigate an entirely new world. They soon discover that Gotham has its own mysteries to uncover, all seeming to circle around a group of vigilante heroes known as the Bats.
Meanwhile, the friends they left behind pick up the pieces, and uncover terrible secrets that were never meant to be known.

Or:

Jon and Daisy’s guide to making friends, accidentally joining a gang, and fixing other people’s familial dysfunction.

Notes:

Hello!
Welcome to the fic that's been consuming my entire brain since Christmas, when I finished listening to TMA and then realized there wasn't really anything like this on here. Turns out tagging this is really hard, I'll be adding more as I go. let me know if I miss any!

This fic is violent at times, there's quite a bit of murder (not of main characters, and I'll warn for such content in chapter notes) but I promise there will be fluff as well and a happy ending.
Also the jonmartin takes a while to kick in but I promise my boys will be reunited <3

I figured now would be a good time to start posting it, since Protocol's on break :) I've got over 50k written, with the first 7 chapters or so complete. I'll be posting about every week I think.

Enjoy!

(See the end of the work for more notes and other works inspired by this one.)

Chapter 1: a non-ideal situation

Summary:

Archivist in Gotham, what will he do?
In which Jon and Daisy disregard stranger danger.

Notes:

First chapter contains "digging out of a grave" content, which is of course canon-typical for both sides of the crossover. also an attempted mugging including threats with a gun and a knife.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

When he decided to willingly and purposefully go into the evil coffin that eats people, Jonathan Sims had expected one of a few possible outcomes.

One: He gets eaten by the evil coffin that eats people, fails to find Daisy, and is never seen again.

Two: he successfully makes his way into the Buried and finds Daisy, but fails to make his way back out, and is never seen again.

Three: maybe, just maybe, all his work to tip the scales in his favour are enough; he goes into the Buried, finds Daisy, and returns with the both of them more-or-less in one piece, if you ignore Jon’s missing ribs. 

What he had not expected, not even considered, was that the two of them might emerge from the Buried somewhere else.

They were so close.

“Daisy!” The lid of the coffin, heavy and solid above him as he pushed and heaved but it was raining, it was— fingers sliding and scrabbling, the earth squeezing— “just… hold on, don’t let go— Daisy!”

They were so close. Their freedom was right there above them, taunting them, but Jon Knew that to open the coffin, he needed both hands; and he knew, without needing any input from the Eye, that if he let go of Daisy, he would lose her. Even then, he could feel the earth pulling her down and away, his grasp on her hand slipping; wet mud sliding down to fill the space above his head, pushing him away from the open air that waited just out of reach. 

Past the mud filling her mouth, Daisy choked out a single “Jon!” 

He made a choice.

Jon pushed away from the coffin lid, reached down, and held tight to the person he’d come here for.

“I’ve got you, I’ve— nhg-!”  

The earth fell in on top of them, and yet again, Jon was choking on it . He held on to Daisy, but did not know whether he was pulling her up or pulling himself down. I can’t breathe. I can’t, I can’t—

He couldn’t See. He couldn’t feel the connection to that part of himself left behind, that compass showing him the way. But still, miraculously, he knew which way was up, and when he reached and dug and pulled through the wet earth— making sure to keep his grip on Daisy strong— his fingers again met solid wood. 

He pushed, and it did not budge. There was some air here, though, the earth around them more solid than it was before, and so with Daisy’s help he tried again; they managed to shift it up, heave towards freedom—

More dirt poured in through the coffin lid the moment it had been pushed open the slightest crack, and they let it fall shut again with a heavy, dull, thunk. 

“No,” Daisy moaned. “No.”

Jon coughed and pushed again— same thing. Wet dirt spilled into their air pocket, but after a moment it settled, with the lid propped partially open to reveal…

More dirt. 

No. No no no no no

Jon shifted to look at Daisy. “We have to… to dig,” he said, breathless. The air smelled of rain and mud and old, neglected fabric.

“How far?” She asked.

“Uhm, ah…” Jon looked up. Up, up through the dirt, pictured it…

“Six feet.” Barely a whisper, but Daisy heard it. Of course she heard it. And, really, that wasn’t all that bad, after how long they’d spent packed away into the earth. 

“You sure there’s air up there?” 

Jon swallowed. “Yes.” Yes, there was air. That was about all he could tell— he couldn’t begin to guess at where it was. Or why.

There was nothing for it. They dug.

It became clear rather early into their journey upward that the earth here was… different. More real, perhaps, in that they couldn’t hear the singing anymore, didn’t feel the weight of the earth equally on all sides— there was direction, there was up, and the soil fell predictably downward and predictably attempted to suffocate them. It was a challenge to keep their heads inside their meagre air pocket; But, bloodied and scraped as they were, they made it. 

They made it. 

When they broke the surface, Jon could have cried. Okay, fine, maybe he did cry, but the only person who saw was Daisy, and could you really blame him? It would be stranger had they not cried, given the circumstances. They pulled themselves up out of the damp earth, and for a very long moment the two of them lay there, heaving for breath and letting the light midnight rain land on their skin in tiny, icy pinpricks that felt like relief and felt like life.

They gave themselves that moment to revel in being alive, and then they realized that they were in a cemetery.

“…Jon?” Daisy had sat up, with significant effort, and was staring around them with wide eyes. “What the hell?” 

Jon, for his part, was quickly starting to develop a godawful headache, but still he pushed himself to sitting and followed her gaze. 

An angel of stone stared down at them, wings flared wide, hands clasped as though in prayer, and on the pedestal below it, an inscription:

“Here lies Jason Todd.”

The loose soil beneath his fingers, combined with the dates inscribed in the stone, made Jon nauseous. They had— they had dug their way out of somebody else’s grave. Out of a child’s grave. 

“Oh, god.” His mouth had gone dry. He swallowed; it tasted like dirt. He thought, maybe, that it always would, now. “Okay. This is…”

“Not ideal,” Daisy finished for him.

“No, not ideal.” A thought occurred to him; how long had they been there? How long until somebody found them, sitting covered in dirt beside a child’s dug-up grave? “Daisy, we should go.”

The urgency in his voice came through loud and clear; the Hunter only nodded once before standing, using the grave marker for leverage. She held a bloody mud-caked hand out to help pull Jon to his feet, and after a brief pause to get their bearings, the pair stumbled out of Gotham Cemetery.

 

 

The rain only worsened as they walked toward the faint glow of the city in the distance. The cold of it sank through their torn clothes and into weary bones, and they started walking closer and closer together as the wind picked up, shivering and desperately hoping for… something. A phone booth, maybe? Some sort of emergency services?

Daisy had only shook her head when Jon suggested the latter. “No. I don’t think the police can help us, and… in our state, go to a hospital and they’ll get called anyway.”

She had a point. Honestly, it was lucky nobody had seen them walking through these fancy suburbs and called the cops already; they looked like… well, they looked like they’d just been digging through grave-dirt in the dead of night, and there were very few legal explanations for that particular activity.

“Least the rain’s washing off the, uh… well, some of the dirt.” Jon scrubbed a hand over his face, but all he really accomplished was to put more dirt back. 

“Not enough,” Daisy said, scratching behind her ear. 

“No,” Jon sighed. “Not enough. We both need a shower.” A pause. “And clean clothes. And a bed.”

Daisy smiled, then, faint as it was. “I think a bed might be asking too much. A couch sounds great right now.” 

Jon smiled back. “Honestly I’d take a patch of floor, so long as it was somewhere warm and dry.”

There was a long stretch of silence, the only sounds being the howling of distant wind and the cascade of rain against the streets of the city they had found themselves in. Finally, Daisy pointed ahead— “there.”

It was a phone booth. Positioned just to the left of an impressive bridge, beyond which apparently lay the city proper. Jon sped up towards it, stumbling as the wind coming off the water nearly pushed him over, and finally, finally felt some semblance of control over this situation. 

He would call the Institute. They would… send somebody, or something. Tell him where he was and where to go. He would call them and everything would be alright— or, as alright as it was before he’d gone into the coffin, anyway.

Instead, when he tried to shove coins into the slot…

Nothing happened. 

He held the receiver to his ear, waited, waited… 

Just as Daisy made it to the booth, a mechanized voice intoned: 

“Invalid currency.”

And, as the machine sent his coins back to him, Jon realized another thing: the mechanized phone voice was American.

“God— fucking damnit!”

Daisy winced. “Bad news?”

Jon screwed his eyes shut, but that only made his headache worse, and— “we’re in America,” he grit out. “It won’t— it won’t take my money!”

“Oh.”

“Yeah, ‘oh,’” 

“Well… we know we’re in America now, at least.” 

“Right, yes, I suppose there’s that.” Jon looked out toward the bridge, felt wind whipping through whatever part of him it could reach. Would it be more dangerous to sit still in the relative shelter of the phone booth, or to walk out over that dark water, exposing themselves to the full biting force of the wind? 

“Come on, then,” Daisy said, and started toward the bridge. 

“What—? I mean, are you sure? We could rest here for a minute, if you need—“

“Jon, honestly,” the Hunter considered her words a moment, grabbing hold of a railing for support. “If I stop to rest, I won’t be getting back up.”

Jon felt his stomach do a funny little lurch at her words. “Ah. Right, alright, let’s go then.”

They walked. 

It took them a long time to cross that bridge, stopping to grip onto whatever railing they could when the wind threatened to sweep them away. By the time they had made it to the other side, they were barely upright, leaning heavily on each other for support as they made their way into the dark city. One step at a time, he thought; just keep walking.

As they walked, the buildings around them seemed to press in closer and closer; they felt worn-down and foreboding, casting ever-deepening shadows on narrowing streets, and Jon found himself casting nervous glances into every alleyway they passed and gripping Daisy’s arm tighter than was strictly necessary for balance purposes. His headache was ever-present, and he found that he still couldn’t See properly, and he jumped at every sound and every motion in the dark and the rain. 

Jon thought Daisy seemed to be faring better, staring straight ahead, jaw set and steps even. That is, he thought so until she tripped over a crack in the sidewalk and nearly brought them both to the ground; he only just managed to steer them to lean against a dirty, crumbling brick wall and catch their breath. 

“Where… where are we going?” Daisy whispered, staring up at the clouded sky.

Jon tipped his head back against the bricks, felt the rainwater running down his back. “Somewhere we can use a phone? I don't know.”

Daisy slid down the wall, sitting on the wet concrete and putting her forehead on her knees. “Can’t you use your… creepy Archivist powers to figure it out?” 

He huffed. “I… have been trying. It’s hard to See here. It makes me nervous,” he admitted, and as if on cue he jumped at some small sound from the alleyway to his left. “This place, it isn’t… it isn’t safe.”

“Gotham,” Daisy said, apparently apropos of nothing.

“What?” 

“Here,” she pointed at the soggy newspaper she’d found on the ground. “The Gotham Globe. I’m guessing that’s the, uh, the city we’re in?” 

Jon pushed off the wall and crouched down to look at it. Riddler Back In Arkham, read the front page; Batman and Robin Come to the Rescue.

The content of the articles were unreadable, the ink washed out by the rain. Likewise, the accompanying picture had been reduced to a pair of vague humanoid shapes on the page— one perhaps being held up the other, which seemed to be a dark shadow with… pointy ears?

Who are they? Jon wondered, and tried to will himself to Know. 

“Batman fights crime,” Jon told Daisy, “He’s, ah… a vigilante. And Robin is his sidekick.” Thank you. 

“What, like… comic book heroes?” 

Jon shrugged. “I think so.”

“Is that… normal, here?” 

Maybe he was distracted searching for answers, or maybe it was the rapidly worsening headache, but Daisy noticed the threat before he did; Jon’s only warning was her widened eyes and startled “behind you—!” Before he felt a presence at his back; the hair on his neck stood on end, and he spun around and found himself staring down the barrel of a large, solid black pistol.

He froze. He stopped breathing.

Holding that gun was a rather muscular man, made much larger by the fact that he was standing, while Jon was still crouched on the ground.

He was smiling.

“Now, what’s a couple lost lovebirds doing out here at this time of night?” 

Jon forced himself to look up at the man, and not at the gun aimed at his head. “We, um… well, we were just… passing through, I suppose, if you could… we’ll, ah,” he stuttered, chest tight, fighting not to move. Fighting not to remember— he wasn't in those woods, he wasn’t, and Daisy was behind him, someone else held the gun this time and he wasn’t there—  

Please don’t shoot me.  

It might be hard to kill him, but he was pretty sure a bullet to the head would still do the job, and a terribly familiar helpless fear pulsed through him. He hated it. 

The man laughed. “Are you British?”

“Ah… yes?” Jon winced, trying to stay out of his head. I can’t die here, he thought, I can’t. 

“That’s hilarious! What the hell’re you doing in fuckin’ crime alley?”

Oh, good! Great! They had apparently stumbled into a place the locals called crime alley, sure, why not! Just his luck, really. He should have expected it. 

Something must have shown on his face, because the man’s smile widened and he jerked the gun to the side and back, making Jon flinch. “Alright, then, give it here.”

“I… what?” 

“Your wallet, Brit.”

Jon didn’t move. 

“You’re being mugged, idiot. Cmon.” 

Jon did not have a wallet. All he had were the coins he’d shoved back into his pocket after the phone booth rejected them, but he fished those out and held them out in an open palm, praying that the man would accept this excuse and leave them alone.

He did not.

“Seriously? This isn’t even American. What are you playing at?!”

“I, ah, I’m sorry! I can, um, I can…” he could what? Jon took a half step back, reaching behind him as if to shield Daisy from their assailant’s newfound anger, only to realize that she wasn’t behind him. 

The mugger seemed to realize this at the same moment he did. This was, however, a moment too late, because before he could turn to search for her, a form melted from the shadows behind him and a thin arm snaked up and around him— a wicked-sharp looking knife found its way to his throat, and the man’s eyes went wide.

“Drop the gun,” the Hunter commanded. Jon could have sworn her eyes glowed.

The firearm hit the ground with a clatter and a shallow splash, and Jon dived for it, picking it up and shuffling quickly back to the wall to push himself to his feet. 

“Now, let’s all be reasonable, here,” the man started, but Daisy only tightened her grip and growled, and he wisely shut up. 

The knife dug in, a small trickle of red running down under their would-be mugger’s jacket collar. Jon’s neck itched, but he resisted the urge to rub at his scar, focusing instead on the woman in front of him. “Daisy…”

She bared her teeth “what?”

Jon swallowed. “The, ah… can you feel it?” 

She furrowed her brow. “… what?”

“The blood,” he clarified, and her hold on the man abruptly went slack. 

She kept the knife, but stepped back and slipped around him to stand in front of him, just out of reach, the blade held out threateningly. 

“Get the hell out of here,” she snarled. Jon could picture it— the way her eyes flashed, just this side of unnatural. There was a presence about her, and Jon’s own eyes were locked on the man’s face as he paled and took first one, then several steps back. He didn’t speak, just nodded, then turned tail and ran.

Daisy took an unconscious half-step after him, then seemed to carefully reign herself in. After a long moment, she turned back to face Jon, her eyes thankfully normal, if utterly exhausted.

“Where’d you get a knife?” He whispered, suddenly very aware of the gun in his hands and very unsure what to do with it.

She grinned tiredly. “Was in the guy’s pocket. You had his attention pretty well, so…”

Jon was about to answer, when someone else beat him to it. 

“Well colour me impressed!”  

They both spun towards the alley, Daisy brandishing her pilfered knife, Jon not-quite pointing the gun at the figure who emerged.

A bright red full-face helmet, pierced by glowing white eyes; a red symbol reminiscent of a bat emblazoned across a broad chest, partially covered by a dark leather jacket. 

And weapons. So, so many weapons; two guns visible in holsters on either hip, what looked like a terribly sharp knife, and a utility belt with…

Explosives, his brain helpfully supplied. 

He swallowed.Who are you?”

“The Red Hood, at your service.” He sauntered over to them— literally sauntered. “You guys aren’t from around here, are you?”

“No,” Daisy intoned.

“No,” Jon agreed, “we are not.”

The masked man tilted his head, and Jon was so sure he was raising an eyebrow. “No offence, but you really don’t look so hot.” He looked them up and down, leaning against the wall at the mouth of the alley. “How did you end up in my lovely little neck of the woods?” 

Jon’s head was really starting to hurt again. It was hard to think; how to answer? How much of the truth was safe to reveal?

In the end, Daisy spoke before he could make up his mind. “Dug ourselves out of your cemetery,” she said, deadpan. Well, that’s one approach.

The Red Hood stiffened. “…What?”

Jon nodded, took a breath. “We, ah. We don’t know how we got here, exactly. Or where here is, really. We’ve been trying to find a way to call home, but the public phone wouldn’t take our money.”

That red-covered head shook slowly “I’m sorry, are you telling me you— you dug yourselves— you were buried?”

Jon winced. “Well, the mud isn’t, uh,” a hysterical little half-laugh, “the mud isn’t a fashion statement!”

The Red Hood seemed to look at them, really look at them, his gaze piercing and inscrutable, a sort of anxious energy about him. 

Then: “Follow me.” 

He turned and strode confidently down the street, back the way the two of them had come. After sharing a confused, reluctant glance, Daisy shrugged, and they followed the Red Hood deeper into Crime Alley.

 

Notes:

Jon & Daisy: we dug out of a grave
Jason: so, funny story,

Thanks for reading! <3

Next up: Jon makes some phone calls.

Chapter 2: Wrong Numbers

Summary:

“Did you try going to the second page of Google?”

 

In which Jon and Daisy make some unfortunate discoveries.

Notes:

Not too much to warn for here, just some vague talk about gang activity and a bit of supernatural rage, as a treat.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

The Red Hood led them to a run-down apartment building, but instead of heading for the front door, or any sort of door for that matter, he instead led them into a narrow alley and then pulled out an honest-to-god grappling hook gun, which he fired confidently onto a small balcony that might have been a fire escape three storeys up. He seemed to consider them a moment, then with a small mocking salute he clicked… something, on the gun part, and just like that it was pulling him up to the fire escape. 

Luckily, they didn’t have to figure out how to get up, because the Red Hood was gracious enough to let down a ladder for them. Still, Jon struggled to make the climb, slipping more than once on the rain-slick metal; and he was fairly certain the ascent used all of Daisy’s remaining strength— when they finally made it through the window, she all but collapsed. She would have, if Jon hadn’t been there for her to lean on. They were directed to sit on a pair of wooden chairs around a small table, and they went more gratefully than either could remember doing anything in a very, very long time. 

The Red Hood flicked on a light, and Jon got a good look at the apartment they found themselves in. It was modest; this main room contained a small kitchen, with the table and four chairs to one side, and a connected living area with a decent sized couch, a coffee table with a concerning amount of weapons strewn across it, and a small TV against one wall. He could see a bathroom through one door, and another, closed, interior door which he figured led to a bedroom. The front door— with no less than six locks on it— was opposite the interior doors, and the window they’d come through led into the kitchen. 

While Jon and Daisy took in the apartment, the Red Hood looked at them.

“Jesus,” he said, “you weren’t kidding about the mud.” Then he pulled the helmet off, and— 

Well. 

The first thing Jon noticed were his eyes. They were definitely glowing just a slight, unnatural green, and it immediately put him on edge. The second thing he noticed was that the man was still wearing some sort of mask— just a small black strip of fabric over his eyes and part of his nose, white lenses over the eyes. Domino mask.

… Jon couldn’t actually see his eyes, he realized. But he could See them. And he Knew that the Red Hood was, in some way, like them. the Archivist, of course, did not have good experiences with unknown Avatars. And this man was bigger than them, stronger than them, with a lot of weapons and what looked like body armour and a white streak in his hair, was that dyed? Why? And they were weak, exhausted, and he towered over them and—

And he was pulling out a first aid kit. Gathering a small pile of washcloths. Looking at them with open concern battling with the rage on his face— anger which Jon was fairly certain was not at them, but rather for them.

He sighed. “Alright, first things first: what should I call you? I’d ask for names, but I’m not giving you mine, so…”

Jon thought about telling the Red Hood to call him the Archivist. It sounded pretentious even in his head. “Jon is fine.”

“I'm Daisy.” 

“Okay. Are either of you hurt?” 

Jon slumped forward, shaking himself out of his lingering spiraling thoughts. “Uh, just… scrapes, I think, I know my fingers are kind of…” he trailed off. “And, uh, Daisy?”

She jerked upright from where she was leaning over the table. “Uh. I’m fine.”

A raised eyebrow. Jon could see it this time; it was exactly how he’d pictured it. 

“Fine, I mean, I’m a little banged up, but all I need is a shower. I’ll be fine.” 

 Jon shook his head. “Daisy… you were— gone. For six months.”

“What.”  

She let her head fall forward again. “I heal fast.” 

Jon rolled his eyes “alright, alright, just some rest, then, hm?” 

“I’m sorry, six months? What happened to you guys?” Hood’s grip on the kit was white-knuckled. The glow of his eyes shone through the lenses of his mask.

The Archivist smiled weakly and shook his head. “It’s… a long story. Can I use your phone?”

“Clean your hands first,” Hood said, “then yes. Who do you need to call?” 

“The Magnus Institute,” Daisy said in a mocking haughty voice, which, rude— but fair. 

“Huh. Never heard of it.” 

Standing had become immensely more difficult in the minutes he’d spent sitting, but despite the way every muscle protested, Jon still made his way to the sink and turned the water on warm. 

He hadn’t realized just how cold his hands were until he put them under lukewarm water and it hurt. He pulled away with a low hiss, and the others looked at him in concern. 

“It’s fine,” he assured them. “Just… hot.”

Hood leaned over and swiped his hand under the water, then frowned. “Right. We need to warm you guys up.” 

Jon shoved his hands back under the water and scrubbed, ignoring the sting. “Phone call first,” he reminded Hood, “I need to establish contact as soon as possible.”

The water ran brown tinged red, but already the cuts and scrapes on his hands had almost completely healed; the only real evidence of his ordeal left there was the stubborn bits of blood and dirt stuck underneath rough, uneven fingernails. Hood watched him stare at his hands.

“You heal fast, too?”

The Archivist nodded. “Yeah. Especially…” he searched for the words to explain it all— dying. Waking up. The hold that the Eye had on him. “…recently. It’s a lot to get used to.”

“Right.” 

Jon held out his mostly-clean hands. “Can I use a phone? Please?” 

Hood reached into one of his many pouches and pulled out a small flip phone, then handed it over. Jon sat back down and smiled in relief, flipped the phone open, and dialed the number he knew by heart.

It rang. Once, twice…

“Wayne residence, Alfred speaking.”  

His smile dropped. “No.”

“I’m sorry, who is this?”

“I’m… no, no, I’m sorry. Wrong, uh, wrong number.”

“Hold on, sir—“

Jon hung up. 

“Shit.”

Daisy looked alarmed. “What?” 

“It wasn’t the Institute. It was just some random house.” 

“Oh. Wrong number?”

Jon swallowed nervously. “Must have been. But I... how could I forget that phone number?” 

Hood sat down in the other chair next to Daisy, setting down a bowl of warm water and a cloth for her to clean her face and hands with. “Is there anyone else you can call?” 

Oh. Of course. 

“Basira.”

Daisy smiled. “Right. I hope she’s doing okay.” 

Jon knew her number, too. He dialed, waited… 

“Richard Grayson speaking!” A cheerful voice answered. A short pause of silence, in which Jon said nothing, then "Who is this?”

Jon felt sick. He hung up without answering, and when Daisy looked confused he just shook his head and dialed another number.

Martin.

“Please pick up, please, please pick up, cmon…”

“Hello?”

That was a child. A goddamn teenager. “Sorry, I think I’ve got the wrong number.”

“Oh! Damn. Who are you trying to call? My name’s Tim.” 

Jon hung up and suppressed the urge to scream.

Hood gave Jon a strange sort of look. “Any luck?”

“No. No, the numbers… aren’t working.”

Daisy thunked her head onto the table. Hood stood back up again. “Right. Okay. So I’m guessing you guys need a place to stay for the night?” 

“Yes,” Daisy answered into the table. “Right here is great.”

“I don’t think so,” Hood rolled his eyes. “You are both in desperate need of a shower, and I want to clean the filth you tracked in here before it all dries.” He paused, then thought of something and grinned. “If you shower, you can sleep in a bed~” 

The sing-song voice was grating to Jon, but both a shower and a bed sounded heavenly. There was just one problem: “what about you?”

Hood waved his hand dismissively. “I’ll take the couch, it’s fine. You guys are good sharing my bed, right? I don't have an extra mattress, but I’m sure I’ve got a camping pad or something around somewhere…” 

Jon looked to Daisy, who gave him a bit of side eye followed by an affirmative grunt. “Yeah, sharing is fine, that sounds great. Uh, thank you.” 

“Don’t mention it,” Hood shrugged. “Now, seriously, showers. Cmon, you first,” he ushered Jon to his feet and toward the bathroom. “I’ll grab you some clothes.”

 

 

The borrowed pyjamas, as it turned out, were far too large on Jon; but that little detail couldn’t put even the slightest damper on the relief he felt at finally being clean and warm. He was sure he would revel in the feeling of the hot water thawing out his cold, aching muscles and washing away the blood and dirt for a long, long time; and when he sat back down at the table, Hood put a steaming bowl of something that smelled heavenly in front of him, and Jon could have cried.

“Thank you,” he said, and it came out more wet than he expected; he covered it by picking up the spoon and taking a cautious bite of what turned out to be a light stew with vegetables and beef. 

He sniffled.

Hood looked concerned. “Are you… good?” 

Jon laughed and swiped the back of his hand across his eyes. “Yeah. I’m alright. Just… wasn’t expecting to find much kindness, after everything.”

Hood sat down heavily. In the bathroom, they heard the shower turn on again; it was Daisy’s turn. 

“Yeah, well. Everyone needs a hand sometimes. We’ll get you guys sorted out.” 

“Thank you,” Jon repeated, softly but earnestly, and then took another grateful bite of his stew.

“Yeah.” 

They sat in silence for a few long minutes, the only sounds being the clink of spoons on bowls and the running of the shower in the other room. Jon found that it wasn’t an uncomfortable quiet; it was contemplative, more than anything, and it gave him a chance to process what had happened over the last few days, and think about where to go from there.

The first order of business remained the same: contact the Institute. The others needed to know what had happened and where they were. In the meantime: assess his and Daisy’s condition, especially her status with regard to the Hunt. Based on what had happened with the mugger… it was clear her connection had not been entirely severed, but it also seemed like she had perhaps more awareness and control over the actions it encouraged than she once did. 

Questions: why hadn’t the phone numbers worked? Who was the Red Hood, really, and why was he helping them? Why had they emerged from the Buried here and not back into the coffin in his office? 

Where was Gotham, who was Batman, why had they never heard of this place— a sizeable city, mind you, in a country Jon was not completely unfamiliar with?

Why, who, where, what, and how?

“I can hear you thinking from all the way over here,” Hood drawled. “Relax. It’ll be fine. We’ll get ahold of your institute, whatever it is, and get you home before you know it.” 

Jon nodded. “Right.”

Hood’s expression turned thoughtful. “What is your ‘institute’? If you don’t mind me askin’. Might help us find it.” 

“The Magnus Institute is an academic institution,” Jon explained; “it’s based in London, and dedicated to researching paranormal and, ah, otherwise esoteric occurrences.”

“Oh, so you’re paranormal investigators?” 

Jon frowned. “No. We are researchers.”

“Sounds like a fancy word for investigators.”

Jon thunked his head down onto the table. “Elias would kill you.” 

Hood laughed. “He could try. He your friend?”

Jon lifted his head again and made what must have been an incredibly disgusted expression. 

“No, not a friend?” Hood was grinning. 

“No. He’s… well, he was my boss. He got arrested a few months ago.”

“Dang. You don’t seem too happy about that.”

“I am very glad he’s out of the picture, but I am also fairly certain that his replacement is worse.” 

Hood sighed. “Yeah, tell me about it. Knock one guy down, three more take their place, huh?”

Jon wasn’t quite sure what he was referring to, but he nodded anyway. “And I doubt he’s gone for good. He’s got to be planning something.”

“Aren’t they always?” 

“That they are.”

Another pause. “Well, whatever. I’ll get one of my people to look into the Magnus Institute, we’ll get in contact soon. For now—” Hood pointed at Jon’s bowl— “eat your soup.”

 

 

For the first time in a very, very long time, the Archivist did not dream. 

 

 

Jon woke up aching in places he didn’t know existed, but blessedly headache-free. For a long moment, he lay still, revelling in that fact and in the comfort of soft pillows and almost-too-many blankets; distantly aware of all the stressors of the previous few days, aware that he was not at home and that more stress likely awaited him in this new day, but electing to ignore all that for the time being. For now, he was warm, and comfortable, and relatively safe. It was just him and Daisy there, her breathing deep and even in sleep, with the man who called himself the Red Hood out in the living room, a dangerous and protective barrier between them and the outside world, talking in muted voices with several strangers…

Wait. What?

Jon was on his feet before he’d really decided to get up, padding cautiously to the closed bedroom door and putting his ear to the crack between it and the wall. Like this, the voices carried quite clearly; Hood’s, confident and commanding, came first:

“I don’t care what needs to happen to make this work— that shipment can’t make it into their hands. Whatever resources you need, I’ll get you.” 

The second voice was calmer, more calculating. A man, by the sound of it, and Jon thought he was probably older than Hood. “It’s not a matter of resources, the problem’s with intel. We don’t know when exactly they’re coming in, how many men they’ll have, or what the shipment’s gonna look like. All we know is that it’s big, and it’s coming into port… here,” a soft tap, which Jon interpreted as the man pointing to something, “sometime on Monday. I’m trying, but we need more information.”

Hood sighed in frustration. “Right. I’ll see what I can do. Camryn?” 

The next voice was that of a younger woman, alert and serious. “No word of meta-trafficking operations bringing anyone in recently. Certainly nothing from Europe— I’ll keep digging, but… are you sure they’re meta?”

A brief but heavy silence, then Hood’s voice: “I’m pretty damn sure. They were held for months and buried alive in Gotham Cemetery, then dug themselves out and walked all the way to the Alley and fought off a mugging before I found them. Barely a scratch to show for it.”

Oh. They were… talking about him. Him and Daisy. Jon didn’t know how he felt about that. 

The older man jumped in. “And you’re sure…”

“They’re not lying,” Hood hissed, “you didn’t see them. You can’t… fake that sort of thing.”

“It’s still early days, anyway.” Camryn sighed. “We’ll keep looking, Boss. But I can’t find anything on this Magnus Institute— near as I can tell, it doesn’t exist.”

“Shit. Nothing?”

“Nothing.”

Nothing. What was that supposed to mean? 

Jon realized that what he was doing was technically maybe eavesdropping the moment that Daisy came up beside him and whispered “what’s going on?” 

He jumped. Again. God, he was getting sick and tired of not Knowing people were coming. 

“Uh, I don’t… there’s other people here. Two of them. Friends of his, I think? They’re talking about us.” 

“What are they saying?”

“They’re looking for the Institute, and… something about a shipment? I don’t know what that was about, but—“

A shadow covered the crack in the door. 

They’d been found out.

The door opened to reveal Hood, maskless— eyes startlingly blue and sparkling with amusement. “Well good morning to you two.”

Jon knew what he looked like; hair a mess, borrowed clothes rumpled, frozen in the doorway like a kid caught with their hand in a cookie jar. Hood didn’t seem to mind, though, he just laughed and walked back over to the kitchen.

“Come on, I’ve got toast and fried eggs. How many d’you want?” 

Jon stood frozen, processing, until Daisy pushed past him and into the kitchen. “Two is fine for me, thanks.” 

Jon trailed after her. “Uh, yes, two eggs please.” 

Hood popped down the toast and cracked the eggs while Jon and Daisy sat down at the little table facing the two strangers— a woman with a friendly face and blue highlights in shoulder-length hair, and a man who Jon thought looked almost painfully like an older Martin— and their small map of, apparently, Gotham.

“Hey,” the woman said, “I’m Camryn,” She gestured at the man sitting beside her, who waved amicably; “This is Darcy. We work with Hood.”

“You work for Hood,” the man in question corrected, “and don’t forget it!” In another context, the words might have been meant to intimidate— but here they were clearly lighthearted, accented with a dramatic flourish of the man’s spatula.

“Well, I’m Daisy, and this is Jon.”

At this point Jon cut in; “and I think you already know how we met Hood?” 

Camryn nodded. “He filled us in this morning, had me trying to get ahold of your Magnus Institute, haven’t had much luck I'm afraid.”

“This morning?” Daisy questioned; “How long were we out for?” 

Hood gestured toward the window, where Jon noticed it was getting rather dark. “About… 14 hours. I was going to wake you up soon, see what you wanted to do about all this.”

“You really can’t find anything about the Institute?” Jon was struggling to wrap his head around that. How could they just… not find it?

“No, nothing.” 

“Did you try going to the second page of Google?” 

“Did I—what?” Camryn seemed momentarily at a loss for words. “Jon. I searched through dark web forums— magic, metahuman, and meta trafficking. I asked contacts in London and none of them knew what I was talking about. It definitely didn’t show up in a Google search.”

Jon was fairly certain he was supposed to know what “metahuman” meant, but. Well, he didn’t, and it was starting to get on his nerves. 

Daisy looked back and forth between Jon and Camryn. “What about, ah. Jon, there’s an American version, right?”

Jon perked up at that. “Yes! The Usher Foundation. Do you know of them? They’re based out of Washington DC.”

“I’ll look into it,” Camryn assured him. “They a research facility, too?”

“They are an organization dedicated to cataloguing and researching paranormal occurrences, yes.”

“Great. Shouldn’t be too hard to track down— DC has its share of weirdness.” 

“Thank you,” Jon nodded.

At that point, Hood brought them each a plate of food, which they tucked into with a quick “thanks” each.

A pop tune rang out from somewhere around the table, and Darcy fumbled to pull his phone out of his pocket, checking the caller ID before standing up. “Sorry, sorry. Gotta take this.” 

He slipped around the table into the living room, then out the front door into the hall, answering the phone as he flicked all the many locks open. “Julian, what’s going on? I’m in a meeting…” The rest of what was said was cut off when the door shut behind him.

Hood sat down next to Camryn and peered over her shoulder to where she was typing something on her phone, expression focused. “Any luck?” 

She put the phone face-down on the table and frowned. “No. I’ll have to check on a proper computer, but nothing comes up publicly for the Usher Foundation.” 

Daisy put her fork down. “This is all really weird, don't you think?”

Jon raised an eyebrow. “Weird how?” 

All eyes turned to Daisy, and she sat up a little straighter. “Well, we turn up here after— y'know, and we’ve never even heard of this city, and everything to do with the Institute seems to have vanished into thin air.” She counted out points on her fingers, “you called three numbers that I know you know by heart, and it’s really not like you to forget something like that, with your whole… Archivist thing.” 

“You’re an archivist?” Camryn blinked, surprised. “No offence, it’s just, with those scars I’d kind of assumed you did something more…”

“Exciting?” Jon supplied, and she nodded. He sighed. “Trust me, it’s more exciting than you’d think.”

“Another thing,” Daisy added, “they’ve mentioned something a few times— meta? Metahuman? And, I don’t know about you, Archivist, but I don’t know what the hell that’s supposed to mean.” 

Jon watched Red Hood and Camryn’s faces go through a strange series of expressions, not quite in sync but remarkably similar— moving from confused to shocked and back to confused before finally both settling on a sort of slack-jawed realization. Jon, for his part, felt only a rising dread, deep in his gut. 

“Shit,” Hood swore. “This… really? You’ve never heard…”

Jon shook his head. “No. Not before we got here.”

Hood ran his hands up his face and through his hair, pulling it up in an expression of frustration. “Are you kidding me?! Dimensional travel? Seriously?! God damnit!”

The words were like a bucket of ice water dumped over Jon’s head. He felt all the blood drain from his face as his breathing picked up and he laughed, small and slightly hysterical. He didn’t notice Hood’s eyes turn slightly green. 

“Are you telling me we— we’re in a different reality?”

Camryn grimaced. “Seems like. Guess everyone’s got some explaining to do, huh?” 

Hood had his hands over his eyes, and seemed to be actively trying to get ahold of himself— breaths deep and measured. Camryn scooted her chair away a little bit.

At this point, the front door opened again, and Darcy stepped back into the room looking distinctly worried. “Hey, Boss, bad news; Robin interrupted the meeting some of my guys were having for intel on Black Mask’s shipment—“

He was cut off by Hood abruptly standing and stalking to the window, and when he whirled to face them all Jon realized just how bright his eyes were glowing. “That fucking bird,” he snarled, reaching for the red helmet and leather jacket hanging on the wall. “Send me the location, Darcy.”

“He’s gone, Boss…”

“Send me the location!”

Darcy put his hands out in a gesture of either surrender or placation. “Alright, alright. What should we..?”

“Get out of my apartment.” He shoved the helmet over his head and opened the window, moving to step through.

Jon was reeling and very, very confused, but Camryn came to the rescue— “what about them?” She asked, pointing at him and Daisy.

Hood paused halfway out the window. “They can stay,” he decided, voice once again mechanized through the helmet, then looked Jon in the eye: “don’t touch anything.” Then he slammed the window closed behind him and fled out into the darkening street.

 

 

Notes:

Jason: So what’s it like as a paranormal investigator? See anything spooky?
Jon: You are going to get stabbed. I am going to stab you.

Idk what the best day to post is, but here!

Have a great day :)

(Edit march 25, 2024: fixed a couple formatting things)

Chapter 3: A Little Birdie

Summary:

The Jarchivist deserves a little snack…

In which Jon and Daisy have some friendly conversations.

Notes:

This one’s got some good old invasion of privacy, Beholding typical content. Some people don’t take it very well. Also there are threats of harm to a child, and I suppose a minor panic attack.

Enjoy <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

In the end, Camryn ended up staying for an hour or so. In that time, they all cleaned up breakfast— dinner?— and she tried to fill Jon and Daisy in on some of the basics of the new world they’d found themselves in. 

It was… a lot. They pretty quickly figured out that this world contained several entire cities that just didn’t exist back in their own, and that likewise there were a few locations in their world that didn’t exist here. Nothing as big as cities, but the Institute and all of her sister locations were missing, and some other places which Jon knew to be heavily supernatural seemed… different. 

That wasn’t to say that there wasn’t anything paranormal here. On the contrary, it seemed that magic was disturbingly commonplace; not widespread in usage, but its existence was widely known, partially in the form of these so-called metahumans— people who had special abilities, but didn’t really seem connected to any sort of fear entity like Jon would expect. In fact, they didn’t seem to have the entities at all like in Jon’s world, leaving him to try and fail to wrap his head around an entirely new set of rules for how the unexplained mysteries of the world worked.

The Eye was hungry. Starving. But it was also weak; it was of no help in understanding anything outside of Gotham, and even in Gotham it didn’t give him anything without some kind of prompting. Jon just hoped he would be able to find something that could feed his patron— maybe records of supernatural fear experiences would do, even if they weren’t from the same sources. He refused to produce the fear himself.

Daisy seemed to be taking the whole thing better than Jon was, asking questions and collecting as much information as she could about the various super-humans and what sort of abilities she might encounter— Jon was pretty sure she was mostly thinking of ways to fight them, but Camryn didn’t seem to mind. 

Laying sprawled across the couch, nursing another headache, Jon caught her eye and asked: “How did you meet the Red Hood?”

Camryn went still and looked him in the eye. “He saved my fiancée,” she said, wistful. “She’d been kidnapped by a group owned by Black Mask. I’m a dual citizen, raised in Canada, and I still lived there back then; but as soon as I realized something had happened to her I flew down here. Wiped out my savings, lost my job, but it was worth it— I found her, yknow? I found her, but they caught me, too, and it was Hood that got us out in one piece. 

I’ve never seen anything like it. He broke down the door, and before I knew what was happening six men were on the ground, dead or wishing they were. His eyes were glowing poison green, but I knew he wasn’t going to hurt us, even then. I’d heard of him, while I was looking for Mina, and I knew he protects people like us. He got us out of there, and he told me that it was thanks to me he’d been able to find the place— one of my contacts was on his payroll, and I’d say they ratted me out but, well, Hood saved my life. 

After I explained my situation, he offered me a job, and I’ve been in Gotham ever since. That was three months ago— he was new on the scene, but I trusted him, if you can believe it, and since then, he’s made these streets safer than they have been in a very, very long time.”

Jon had a moment of satisfaction, blinking away the remnants of his quickly fading headache, before he realized what he’d done.

Camryn gasped and took a full step back.

“Jon!” Daisy scolded, “what the hell!”

He got to his feet. “Oh, God, Camryn I’m— I’m so sorry, it was an accident, I didn’t mean—“

“No, no, it’s— it’s fine. I get it. It’s.” She took a deep breath. “It’s not a secret, anyway, but don’t go spreading it around, understand?” 

“Of course not.”

“I, um.” Camryn ran a hand through her hair. “I think I should… go. Go home.” 

“I’m sorry, Camryn, really…”

“I said it’s fine. I just want to be with my fiancée right now, if it’s all the same to you.”

“Right. Of course.” Jon stepped back, shoulders slumping. “We’ll, uh. We’ll be here!” 

“Right,” she agreed, undoing the locks and opening the door. “And, Jon?” She paused in the doorway. “Don’t worry. I won’t tell anyone about what you can do.” 

He sat heavily back down on the couch. “Ah… Thank you.” 

“Lock the door behind me!” Camryn reminded them, and then she was gone.

Daisy reset all the locks on the door, then turned to glare daggers at Jon. “What was that?!” She hissed; “what happened to being better?”

He slid further down into the couch with a groan. “I don’t know, Daisy! I just— I wasn’t thinking, my head hurt, I just wanted to know, so I asked— and—“

“And you did your spooky monster thing on her,” she said, unimpressed.

“If it makes it any better, I don’t think that was a proper statement.”

Daisy seemed to consider that. “I’m not sure that it does.” Then she threw her hands up with a huff and asked: “Did it at least… help?”

Jon sat up straighter and stretched his arms above his head. “Yeah,” he said, “I think it did. I feel a bit better— my head’s clear. I can think.”

Daisy nodded. “We’ll need to find you some… statements, or something. You can’t go around feeding on people’s trauma.”

“I’m sorry.”

“I know, Jon.” 

The silence hung there for a long moment, before Daisy sighed and walked around to sit next to Jon on the couch.

“So. Hood. He’s some kind of hero, then?”

Jon nodded. “Seems like it. I mean, he’s got a secret identity, and he’s apparently in the business of helping people and stopping criminals, so…”

“And he’s got some kind of superpower,” Daisy added. “He’s, whatever, metahuman. His eyes do that glowy thing, kinda like yours.”

“And like yours,” Jon pointed out.

Daisy frowned. “What?”

Jon tipped his head back over the couch. “Your eyes. When you’re… hunting, I suppose, they glow. Kind of a reddish yellow, not quite orange. It happened last night, with the mugger.”

“Huh,” Daisy considered this. “Yours go green. Dark, though. Hood’s are lighter.” 

Jon nodded. “Good to know, I suppose.” 

A beat, then Daisy wondered: “I thought you said Robin was a hero?” 

Jon sat forward to look at her. “Uh, I did— he is. He was on the wiki Camryn showed us.” 

“Hood doesn’t seem to like him.” 

“Hm.” Jon thought about this for a second… “maybe they’re a different type of hero. Maybe they’re rivals, and— and Robin is trying to… get to the criminals before Hood does, or something.”

“Or something,” Daisy agreed. “Seems a little fishy to me, if I’m being honest.”

“I’m sure there’s a reasonable explanation,” Jon insisted. “Robin’s young, isn’t he? Maybe it’s something to do with that. I could see Hood being protective of kids.” 

Daisy shrugged. “Maybe. I don’t particularly feel like asking him, though, seems like a sensitive topic”

Jon figured she was probably right.

 

 

The rest of the evening was, thankfully, uneventful. They didn’t have the passwords to get into Hood’s computer or anything like that, so they passed the time reading his selection of books— which were mostly novels, a lot of classics. Jon honestly thought it was quite nice; a good way to kill a few hours and get his mind off of their being in another dimension, apparently, and relax for the first time in… well, a long time.

When Hood returned, he was still in a bit of a mood, but didn’t seem like he was about to punch the nearest wall, so Jon figured that was a plus. He was carrying two bags, one on either arm, which Jon and Daisy leapt up to help him with.

One was groceries. Standard staples, vegetables, and the like. Jon noticed some chicken and some ground beef. The other bag was clothes.

“Yeah, uh…” Hood started, taking his helmet off and smiling a little sheepishly. “I ran off before I could get your sizes, so I just guessed. Figured you were getting tired of wearing my pyjamas, and we can always go get more stuff tomorrow.”

He’d brought them pretty standard sets of clothes in what was approximately each of their sizes. Nothing fancy, and not really either of their styles, but entirely serviceable, for the time being. Daisy seemed to be of a similar mind, nodding her thanks at Hood and vanishing into the bedroom to check that they fit.

Hood took his jacket and utility belt off, setting the guns down on the coffee table before he turned around and frowned at the spread of items. “Oh!” He realized, moving back to the window “almost forgot, grabbed you guys some shoes— just, uh, cheap sneakers, bit harder to estimate sizes there so I figure we can go out and get something else…”

Jon nodded. “Thank you.” He’s been saying that a lot lately.

“Don’t mention it.” Hood hesitated a moment, then, “and, uh… I’m sorry about earlier. I just— sometimes, if it’s too much, I just need some air, you know?”

Jon waved an undershirt in the air, as though to dispel the apology. “It’s fine. Stressful situation all around.”

Their host smiled, then. “Yeah. Thanks.” 

 

Hood didn’t stay long; he said he had to go on patrol, and he had a meeting downtown. But he put together another meal before he left, and took the time to show Jon and Daisy where all the appliances were and how they worked so that they could handle themselves while he was gone. 

“We’ll get you guys sorted out more long-term tomorrow,” he promised; “for now, you need to eat and rest.” He was right— Daisy was clearly fading again, and Jon felt like he had weights strapped to his wrists and ankles.

“I’ll be back by, eh…” Hood eyed the clock; 11:30 pm. “Four-ish. Feel free to shower, eat more if you need, make yourselves at home.”

In the end, they didn’t need to cook or use any new appliances while he was out. They each showered again— Jon was finding himself craving the feeling of being properly clean in a way he never had before— and changed into fresh pyjamas which were actually in their sizes before falling into bed and promptly passing out.

 

 

Jonathan Sims dreamt of spiders, and a voice whispering in his ear: 

“Thank you, Archivist.”

 

 

Timothy Jackson Drake, the third Robin, was not supposed to be in Crime Alley. But it was just going to be simple reconnaissance; maybe a wellness check. In and out. 

That was all.

It had started when Dick texted him after school, asking him to check out an address— apparently, somebody had called him from a burner phone, clearly in distress but saying nothing before they hung up. He’d gotten Oracle to help him track the call down to a small apartment building in Crime Alley, and he just wanted somebody to check that whoever had called was alright. 

That was all.

The first thing that pointed towards this maybe being a situation requiring some degree of subtlety was that the building, it turned out, was owned by an alias they had connected with the Red Hood— a relatively new crime boss, but still one that had been proven dangerous; Tim had been told to stay away from him, in particular, though Bruce hadn’t said why.

The next thing was that the building was nearly abandoned. Nearly, because there was one unit on the third floor which was obviously occupied. By who or how many people, they didn’t know, because there were zero CCTV cameras pointing towards any part of the building.

The last thing— the thing that really should have tipped Tim off that something weird was up— was the truly impressive amount of traps on the kitchen window. He spent at least five minutes disarming them all, hoping that whoever was inside didn’t hear, wasn’t awake; preparing to slip inside and find the guy, check that he was alright, and help him if he wasn’t. 

That was all. 

Tim dropped through the window into the kitchen at approximately one-thirty in the morning, and crept through the dark but apparently well-kept apartment toward the closed door that he figured led to the bedroom. Hearing nothing from inside, he gently pushed the handle, slowly eased the door open—

And was immediately pulled forward off his feet, a heavy weight swinging around onto his back and pinning him face-down to the floor. 

His instincts kicked in— he tried to twist from his assailant’s grip and reach for a weapon, but just as his fingers came within two inches of a batarang he felt something cold and sharp prick at the back of his neck, just over the top edge of his cape.

Knife. Shit shit shit shit—

Assess. Assess. There were two other people in the room— one a heavy weight on top of him, the other a set of footsteps crossing the room towards him and a shadow of a form on the upper edges of his vision. He couldn’t buck or twist without hurting himself. His attacker’s knees on either side of him had shifted to block his access to his utility belt. This situation had very quickly become very dangerous. 

He switched course and reached slowly and carefully up towards his ear, intending to switch his comms onto the main channel and call for backup— he got a sharp knee digging swiftly into the back of his hand for his troubles. Any movement just made him terribly aware of the knife aimed just under the base of his skull. 

He was stuck. 

Heart pounding, Tim forced himself to lie still and took a deep breath. “Um… hi?” 

He was moving— a hand gripping him practically by the scruff, hoisting him up and back toward the wall next to the door until he was sitting with his back almost against his assailant’s chest; a hand in his hair pulled his head back, and the knife moved to his throat, no less deadly, much more present. He swallowed and felt it scratch his skin. 

His hands were free. He— he should— he could— 

“Quiet,” a feminine voice hissed in his ear as her grip kept his throat bared; “not a word.” 

Fear coursed through Tim’s veins, holding him in place. But he wasn’t just afraid for himself, was he? No, no, because in front of him there was a man— he wasn’t sure how old, he’d have guessed late twenties if it weren’t for the streaks of graying hair— and the man looked almost as spooked as Tim felt. Was he in trouble? Was he this woman’s hostage? 

Tim was Robin, and if this was a rescue, he needed his head in the game. 

He gave the man what he hoped was a reassuring smile and a fraction of a nod before moving his hands carefully out in surrender. “Why don’t we talk about this—?” He started— then stopped as the knife bit into him and the woman honest-to-god hissed.

“Daisy,” the man implored, “he’s not a threat. Please.” 

Tim filed the name away for later— Daisy— then held very, very still as the man reached out and put his own hand over the one holding the knife and pulled it away. Not enough to be out of danger— not by a long shot— but enough that he could swallow without cutting himself. 

“Come on, that’s it,” he said; “Listen to the quiet.”

Tim understood less and less with every passing moment, but the grip on his hair went slack and he took a relieved, shaking breath and very, very carefully pressed the panic button sewn into the fabric on his wrist. 

“We still don’t know why he’s here,” the woman— Daisy— said, and Tim’s mind went racing a mile a minute— had she not known that her captive managed to make a phone call? Had Tim put him in danger?

All of his puzzling and plotting came to an abrupt, grinding halt when the man leaned over them, said “Let me,” and then looked Tim in the eye and asked: 

“Why have you come here?”

He’d had a response planned for this. He’d rehearsed it, just in case. An anonymous tip; the police had received a request to do a wellness check, and due to its location it had been passed along to the Bats and he’d been sent to make sure everything was alright. 

Tim opened his mouth, and from it spilled the truth.

“My brother sent me,” he started, and immediately all thoughts were reduced to a screeching what are you DOING no no no NO NO—

Outwardly, though, he continued as though nothing was wrong at all— words pulled out of him like air into a vacuum. “He told me that somebody called him last night, upset, but they hung up before he could ask what was wrong. Oracle helped him trace the number here. He doesn’t… like…” no no no no NO do not say Bruce do not say Bruce DO NOT SAY—

“—asking B for help, so he asked me to check it out. This unit is the only occupied one in the building.”

Tim gasped and looked up at the man, finally understanding with a sense of bone-deep horror that he was the true threat all along.

A voice crackled in his ear. “Robin, what’s going on?” 

Oracle. 

The man frowned. “Who is your brother?”

Tim tried. He tried harder than he’d ever tried to do anything. He willed his mouth to stay shut, please, please, no no NO—

“Dick Grayson.” He didn’t understand. “what— how—?” Why was this happening?

His vision blurred. Oracle inhaled sharply in his ear.

It was supposed to be a wellness check.

“Dick as in Richard?” 

“Yes— ngh, no,” God, fuck, no, please…

“Robin, Batman is on his way. Just— try to stall. He’ll be five minutes.”

The man smiled.

“Ah, I see what’s happened. You can tell your brother I’m perfectly fine, it was a simple wrong number. Thank you for your concern.” 

Tim’s mind was a scrambled mess of conflicting emotions; barely a minute ago, he’d thought this man in need of a rescue, and now? Now, he was pretty sure this was one of the most dangerous individuals in all of Gotham. 

The man stepped back. “Daisy, let him go please.” 

The utter emotional dissonance between Tim— his world falling apart at the seams, his thoughts a looping mantra of what have I done? — and this man, this- this monster, casually ripping secrets from him and then just— letting him go? It made his head spin.  

“Are you sure?” Daisy asked.

The man shrugged. “We can hardly keep him. I don’t think kidnapping a hero is the wisest decision.”

Tim could have laughed. What the actual fuck?

The next moment, he was being pushed out of the room and spun to face the window, the threat of a blade at his throat gone. 

“Go,” the woman said. 

Tim was distantly aware that he was shaking, that Bruce— Batman— had joined Oracle in his ear, telling him he was almost there, just a couple minutes, as he pulled himself back through the window the way he’d come. The man followed him. The man was far, far too close, and he was taking a breath in that particular way that meant he was going to speak again and Tim didn’t know how to stop it, couldn’t get his tongue to cooperate long enough to say anything and try to stop the words that would force more secrets from his lungs. All he could do was hold fast to the railing of the fire escape, perched on that thin piece of metal over three storeys of open air, and wait for whatever the man said.

“Sorry about all this.”

Nothing about any of this made any sense. The worst part of it all, maybe, was just how genuine he seemed— why apologize at all? Why do it in the first place?

Tim couldn’t see very well— crying into a domino never went well— but he still managed to fire a grapple onto the roof of the nearest building and felt it catch. He brought a hand to his ear, but didn’t need to switch to any other channel; Oracle and Batman were already there. 

“This is Robin. I’m—“ I’m okay. A lie. I got away. Did he? The man was still there, watching, listening, did he even know that Tim had backup barely a minute away? “I’m heading out,” he settled on, and then he leapt into the alley and let himself fall away from the face that would surely haunt his nightmares.

 

Batman caught up to him two blocks away, swooping into Tim’s makeshift hiding place between two air vents and immediately checking him for injuries. 

“I’ve got him, Oracle. I’ve— Robin. Robin, report.”

Tim’s shaking had started back up again. Or maybe it hadn’t really stopped. “I’m so sorry.”

Batman— Bruce, that was his Concerned Dad Face, Tim had never seen it directed at him before— put his hands on either side of Tim’s face, forcing him to look at him. “Robin, listen to me. Did they hurt you?”

Tim started to shake his head, then simply pulled down the front of his cape from where he’d lifted it to cover the shallow cut on his throat. “It’s— a scratch, B, I’m fine.” 

Batman stiffened even further, if it were possible. Tim thought he might have imagined the growling. “We’ll get you home, and then I’m going to go have a little chat—“

“No!” Tim cried, because— No. If— if that man had managed to pull Dick’s name out of Tim with hardly any effort, what sort of horrible secrets might he extract from Batman? Was that his plan, all along— did he want Batman to find him?

Tim was panicking, he knew, thinking of all the carefully held secrets that he had put in jeopardy; thinking about what he’d said. What he’d been forced to say. Thinking about the way it had felt, the unadulterated fear that had shot through all his nerves like repeated electric shocks. Thinking that it could have been so much worse. 

And then Bruce was holding him. 

His head tucked neatly under his mentor’s chin; strong arms around him; a heavy cape shielding him completely from the outside world. A voice in his ear— not over the comms. Whispered. Grounding.

“You’re okay, Robin. You’re alright. I’ve got you. Just breathe, kid. There you are.”

Tim took a long moment to just breathe and collect himself before he turned his face to the side enough to insist: “you can’t go talk to him.”

“Why not?” Bruce asked, gently, so gently.

“He— he just. Asks. And it’s like— you can’t—“ breathe, he’s got to breathe. He can’t warn Batman if he can’t explain himself. “The words just. Come out. He could ask you anything.” Batman held him a little tighter, and Tim took a deep, shaking breath. “I— I think it’s magic.”

A click in his other ear. “I’ve got Nightwing on the line,” Oracle said.

“‘Wing, I’m so sorry, I’m— I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to—“

“Shh,” Bruce ran a hand through his hair. It felt nice. “Nightwing, your identity may have been compromised.” 

Tim shoved his face into Bruce’s neck.

“I know. Oracle filled me in. Is the baby bird okay?”

“He’s… uninjured, but he’s really shaken up.”

Tim choked on a sob. 

A coo. “Robin, you’ll be alright. I’m not angry, okay? It’s okay.” Tim heard a motorcycle revving through the com. “I’m on my way. I’ll be at the cave in an hour.” 

“Copy, Nightwing. We’ll see you there.” 

A click. 

“Can you grapple, Robin? Car’s just across the street.”

 Tim thought about it for a second— he really didn’t want to move from that spot, but the thought of being back at the cave, safe, won out. He nodded and carefully pulled away from Batman, who kept a hand on his back as they both extracted themselves from what really was quite a small space. He stayed close as they grappled to the ground, and all the way into the Batmobile, and then they were off towards home.

 

Notes:

An hour later, in the Batcave, going over Tim’s night…
Tim, panicking: “and now they know Dick knows Robin I’m so sorry I’ve ruined everything I don’t know how it happened—“
Dick, sobbing: “you called me your brother???”
Tim proceeds to get so many hugs he almost feels better about the whole situation :)
(Almost)

I love the batfam sm. Poor Tim… sorry (but not really)

Also Daisy compares their eye-glowing here as Jon’s being darker and Jason’s being lighter, but it’s really more like Jason’s glowy is less saturated than Jon’s. anyway,

Next up: Some pertinent revelations are made.

Chapter 4: The Red Hood

Summary:

Jason is not having a good day, is he?

In which Jon and Daisy share some helpful information.

Notes:

Depiction of injury and wound care (any medical inaccuracies are because I am not a doctor)
Bit of supernatural rage and Beholding Content as well. Threats of violence? Discussion of Jon and Daisy’s past including the Buried.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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True to his word, the Red Hood got back to the apartment sometime around four in the morning, heralded by a crash in the kitchen followed by a truly impressive amount of swearing. Jon hadn’t really been asleep— not for a lack of trying, but between his strange dream and Robin breaking into the apartment, he had enough whirling thoughts to last a lifetime.

“Hood? Is everything alright?” Jon pushed the bedroom door open and peered out into the main room, waiting for a response in the darkness.

There was a long pause, and then, “uh, sort of?” 

Daisy had managed to fall back asleep, but the noise had woken her again; she followed Jon out of the bedroom just in time for the light to flick on, and—

Oh. That was… a moderately concerning amount of blood.

“Shit,” Daisy swore, darting around Jon and to their— host? Friend?— to Hood’s side, helping him maneuver into a chair while Jon opened the cabinet under the sink and fumbled for the first aid kit. 

Hood shrugged off his jacket— he’d already taken the helmet off— and rolled up the shirt beneath it, revealing a bloody gash running horizontally along his side— it looked bad, and it was bleeding a lot, but the man himself didn’t seem to be all that worried about bleeding out— he appeared more frustrated than anything, grumbling about bloodstains and having to clean his furniture again.

It was Daisy who asked the question. “What happened?”

Hood sighed and reached for the first aid kit. “Fucker got a lucky hit in. I’m—” he hissed in pain as he shifted in his seat— “I’m fine, it’s no big deal.”

Jon thought back to when he and Daisy had first arrived, bloody and filthy— the bowl of water had been very much appreciated then, so he figured it might be good now. Clean some of the blood off, anyway. While he grabbed a mixing bowl and set the tap to warm, Daisy took the first aid kit from a weakly protesting Hood and started rooting through it, pulling out a pair of latex gloves and sliding them over her hands.

“Daisy, I’m fine, I just need to patch myself up and get some sleep. Seriously…”

When Jon presented the bowl of warm water and washcloths, she thanked him, and then having apparently found all of what she was looking for she pushed Hood’s bloody hands firmly away from the kit.

“Shut up. You’re not doing this by yourself if you don’t have to,” she told Hood, who was becoming more and more visibly confused at every turn of events; the expression warring with pain on his face. 

If there was one thing Jon was glad for about his experiences with the many horrors of their world, it was that he had long since lost any squeamishness he might have once had. 

“Jon, can you pass me the—?” Daisy started, and Jon reached for a pack of hemostatic gauze without really thinking about it. “Yeah, that, thanks.” Then she opened the packaging and pressed the gauze shiny-side down to the still-bleeding cut. “Here, hold that, will you? Keep pressure on it.” 

The latter was addressed to Hood himself— Jon was tasked with passing Daisy equipment, fetching clean water, and at one point helping her guide the man to lying on the ground. She was the picture of efficiency— peeling off armour, cutting away fabric, checking to ensure there weren’t any other pressingly urgent injuries.

It turned out there were a few other injuries, though none as severe as the laceration in his side. At Daisy’s direction, Jon set about bandaging a grazed gunshot wound (!) on Hood’s upper arm, and between the two of them they made quick work of cleaning what other scratches and cuts they could find. 

The idiot who got himself knifed groused the whole way. “None of this is even a little bit necessary,” he complained, but his protests were thoroughly undercut by the fact that he couldn’t move without screwing his face up in pain and the way he struggled to keep pressure on his side.

Despite all of that, the bleeding was already greatly lessened, and within five minutes Daisy was able to wipe away the excess blood and get a proper look at the injury.

“How did you get a cut like that with all the armour, anyway?” Jon wondered.

“There’s gaps in it for, uh, for movement,” Hood explained through gritted teeth, “got me just underneath one. Like I said, lucky hit. Or unlucky, I guess.” 

“I’ll say. You need stitches.” Daisy eyed the wound. “And probably a medical professional— although you are healing pretty fast, Jon, look at this.” 

Jon looked. The cut was long, but it wasn’t too deep, really— and the bleeding had already slowed almost entirely. 

“No,” Hood insisted, “I don’t need a doctor, and you’re not giving me stitches. I’m fine.” 

In that moment, Jon realized two things.

First: the Red Hood was young. He’d already known as much, somewhere in the back of his mind— but seeing him lying on the ground, whining about doctors, it really struck home just how young this man was. For all his skill and confidence, for all the command he held in whatever space he occupied, he couldn’t have been older than twenty. 

Second: he was somehow even worse at taking care of himself than Jon was. At least when Jon got stabbed he pretended it had been an accident and went to the damn hospital. This fool seemed determined to deal with his own injuries himself— Jon would bet money he hadn’t even expected him and Daisy to be awake when he came in. 

He must have seen something in the unimpressed looks Jon and Daisy shared, because after a long moment he sighed, defeated, and let his head fall back onto the floor. “Fuck. Do your worst, I guess. I’ve got everythin’ in the kit.”

Permission granted, the Hunter pulled on fresh gloves and set about her task: first properly irrigating the wound and making sure there weren’t any debris or bits of cloth fibre or anything of the sort left in there, and then rooting around for local anesthesia only to be told “don’t have any. Don’t need it.” By a man who really should be given painkillers, but all she said in response was “Fine. Need something to bite?” 

He didn’t.

What followed was approximately ten minutes of swearing overlaid onto Daisy calmly narrating her process and giving firm instructions to both Hood and Jon. Sixteen stitches later, it was done; Jon and Daisy worked together to apply gauze and wrap his body in bandages, and within a half-hour they had him situated on the couch and stripped out of all his gear and armour, with some old towels serving as a protective barrier for the couch’s sake— on Hood’s insistence.

It was strange. Despite the late (early?) hour and their interrupted sleep, Jon felt more awake than he had since he’d gone into the Buried; and it seemed Daisy felt the same, fully alert as they sat and waited for their host to wake up. 

“He’s not used to getting help,” she said, frowning.

Jon sat down on the coffee table. “I’m not surprised. He lives alone, and he doesn’t seem very close with any other heroes…”

Daisy nodded. “We still need to tell him about Robin. And I don’t think he’s going to take it very well.”

Jon grimaced. “Well, hopefully he doesn’t get as angry as he did last time someone mentioned him.” 

“Right,” Daisy agreed, although she clearly had her doubts. “Hopefully.”

 

 

Jason woke up to sunlight filtering through the kitchen window, the sound of eggs sizzling in a pan, and one suspiciously-scarred archivist staring down at him from over the back of the couch. 

“He’s awake!” The man called into the kitchen, and Jason winced at the volume. “Sorry, Hood.”

“S’fine,” he assured him, reaching an arm up to cover his eyes and finding a slight ache in his side at the movement. Funny, he was pretty sure it should be hurting more than that. The details were fuzzy, but he distinctly remembered bleeding out all over an alleyway, struggling to get a good enough grip on his grapple to get up to the fire escape without slipping. 

… That could have ended badly. He really ought to make sure he had a backup route into the apartment. Hm.

“How’re you feeling?” Jon asked, and Jason opened his eyes to find the guy had circled around the couch to sit perched on the coffee table.

Jason shifted slightly; felt the pressure of bandages across his torso and one arm, the slight tug of stitches in his side. He'd had worse. Far worse. “Eh, ‘m fine,” he decided, running his fingers along the lower edges of the bandages. “Did I, uh…” did I wake you? Well, probably, considering he was 80% sure he hadn’t stitched and bandaged his own wounds last night, especially not this well. There was even a towel under him to protect the couch. “What time is it…?”

“It is… 10:34!” Came Daisy’s voice from the kitchen, “time for food! C’mon.” 

Jon moved to help him sit up, but Jason waved him away and pushed himself upright, fighting not to sway as a wave of dizziness washed over him— blood loss is a bitch. Luckily, it passed quickly; hopefully the other man hadn’t even noticed. 

It wasn’t until they were all settled around his little table, bacon and eggs in front of them, that Jason realized something was… off. The other two kept shooting each other weird looks over the table, apparently having some silent argument, and it put Jason on edge. 

He put his fork down. 

“Alright, either of you gonna tell me what’s going on?”

Daisy had evidently won the silent argument, because Jon put down his own fork and took a deep breath. “We, ah… we had a visitor, last night.”

That got Jason’s attention. He sat up a little straighter. “A visitor? Who? When?”

“It was… around 1:30? And, well, technically he broke in, but he didn’t break anything!” Jon added quickly, “it was fine, really, he was just there to check on us, we had it handled and we were never in any danger—“

“Jon. Who was it?”

Daisy sighed and shot Jon an exasperated glare. “It was that kid hero. Robin.”

Jason felt his face twist into a snarl before he actually registered the anger. “Are you telling me Robin was in my house?”

Jason was dimly aware that Jon looked… alarmed. “Yes, but—“

“He knows where I live?!”

“No! No, he doesn’t know you live here, he just— it was my fault, he traced one of the phone calls I made, and—“

Jason didn’t really hear most of what the older man was saying. Everything was green. He needed to destroy something. Of course, he was still hurt, and his gear was probably in bad shape, he couldn’t exactly go off picking fights right then. He wasn’t sure he cared. He needed. He needed. 

Everything was… static. Static and green. He might have stood. He might have clutched at his side, at the table, swept his half-full plate to the ground and screamed but everything was— he couldn’t—

Cutting through the static and the green there was a question.

“Why do you hate Robin so much?”

There was still so much anger in him, fighting and screaming to get out, the edges of his vision tinged Lazarus. But he didn’t move. His breathing evened out. There, in the centre of his vision, dark green eyes and a face that had seen far too much, and the question. Though the monster clawed at him inside to be free, outwardly he was calm as he answered.

“Because I was Robin. I was Robin and it killed me, the Joker beat me and left me for dead and Batman wasn’t fast enough, I wasn’t fast enough, I wasn’t good enough, and I was locked in a room with a bomb and my traitor of a mother and I died. 

The man who killed me is still alive. Batman didn’t avenge me. And now there’s another kid in my costume— Robin replaced me, he took my family and my name and for now, it’s just another child soldier in the old man’s crusade, but it’s only a matter of time before there’s another kid in the ground. I need to stop him.” 

Jason’s voice shook slightly on the last line:

“No more dead Robins.”

And then he was himself, he was himself and instead of rage there was fear. He stumbled backward to the wall and pressed himself against it because— “what the fuck?” 

Jon and Daisy were both wide-eyed and tense, shock and alarm and his own fear reflected back at him. 

“I’m— I’m so sorry,” Jon choked out, “I didn’t— I can’t always control it, I just—“

“You, what, you have mind control powers?”

Jon shrunk back, almost falling out of his chair in his rush to get away as Jason advanced toward him. “N-no! Well, not, not exactly, it’s, ah…” he cringed back as Jason crowded him against the kitchen counter, getting right in his face. 

“Then what was that?”

Jon swallowed. “It, ah… it’s called, uh, compulsion?” He rushed to explain, tripping over words as he did. “If— if I ask a question, like, like that, I— the person has to, um, to answer honestly. I try not to do it but sometimes I really want to know and it just— just. Happens.” He finished lamely.

Jason felt the anger trying to claw itself back into his mind where it had been washed out by fear, but he pushed it down.

That… could actually be pretty useful. 

That could be really useful.

He took a step back. “Never do that to me again.” 

“Right! Right, of course.” Jon visibly deflated, sagging back against the counter. “I'm sorry.”

Jason sighed heavily and sat back down. Wordlessly, Daisy had gotten a broom and started sweeping up the broken plate and bits of food from where he’d thrown it on the ground. 

“So, what exactly happened?” 

Jon was still pulling himself together, so Daisy answered. “Around 1:30, I heard the window open. For a second I thought you’d come back, but your boots are way heavier than that, and it was too early. So I woke up Jon, and listened at the bedroom door.”

Jon sat back down and took over. “He started coming toward us, so Daisy waited next to the door and when he came in, she just… grabbed him. Pinned him to the floor. And then I…”

Jason could guess where this was going. “What did you ask him?”

“Just, uh, why he was here.” 

Daisy dumped the dust pan into the trash and sat back down at the table. “He said his brother asked him to check out a weird phone call from here— must’ve been one of the people Jon called by accident. Richard Grayson?”

Jason swore. “You called Dick?”

“Yes?” Jon answered, “I guess so. It wasn’t on purpose. Do you— I mean, I’m guessing that you know him.” 

Jason levelled him with an unimpressed stare. “I just told you, Robin took my family. Dickiebird was my brother first, even if he was a shitty one.” 

A thought occurred to him. He swore again. “We can’t stay here. You’ve— they’ve got to think you compromised their identities. They won’t let that go— I’m surprised Daddy Bats didn’t already drop by.” 

Jon and Daisy shared alarmed looks. “Like— Batman?” Daisy confirmed, “are we in danger?”

Jason grinned. “You two work for me now. You’re always in danger.”

“Right,” Jon hedged, “I think what we’re getting at here is more, uh, whether or not a vigilante is going to try to kill us.” 

“Kill you? No, he doesn’t kill.” Jason sneered. “Break every bone in your body and then lock you up forever, though? Yeah.” 

Daisy stood up. “It’s that serious? We didn’t even get Robin’s name.” 

“No,” Jason rolled his eyes, “you just got his brother’s name, and proved yourselves to be incredibly dangerous.” 

Jon looked sheepish. “Sorry.” 

“You should be. I have to move now, do you have any idea how inconvenient that is?” He sighed. “What’s done is done. Come on, help me pack up. We leave in two hours.”

 



For how annoyed he seemed at the prospect of leaving his house, Jon thought that Hood was strangely well-prepared for that eventuality.

All his weapons, vigilante gear, and clothes packed up neatly into two duffel bags, except for one particularly large gun which went into a special gun case, and that case into a backpack alongside toiletries and electronics. Jon and Daisy got a backpack each for their own things, which was plenty enough, and all the books stayed on the shelf in the living area. 

“I’ll come back for them later,” Hood had explained.

Jon and Daisy each took a duffel bag. Hood put on a long coat and slipped his two smaller guns into some hidden inside pockets. And just like that, they were off. 

Getting wherever it was they were going was a little bit more of a process. Hood wore a red domino mask over his eyes, and a paper mask over the lower half of his face— the kind medical professionals wore to avoid breathing on things— and all three of them were outfitted with slightly-too-large hoodies. 

“Keep the hood up, keep your eyes peeled, but try not to look suspicious. Got it?”

Jon apparently did not ‘get it,’ because after about ten minutes of walking Hood grabbed the two of them by their sleeves and pulled them into an alleyway, and then through a shadowed doorway into what appeared to be a simple stairwell, with stairs going both up and down and a door leading into the rest of the building’s ground floor opposite them. Hood started down the stairs.

“You have got to be the most suspicious guy in the world, Jon,” he hissed. “What was that? If they didn’t see us leave, they’ll definitely notice that little show you put on.”

Jon huffed. “I didn’t think it was that bad…”

“You looked over your shoulder every thirty seconds!” 

“Someone was watching us.”

Hood stomped onto the lower landing. “Of course they were. But you keep your head forward, you understand? Acting like a skittish tourist is a great way to get us all in trouble.” 

“Sorry, but where are we going?” Daisy interrupted.

“Old sewer tunnels,” Hood hand-waved, “I don't think Croc still lives down here, but keep your eyes open.”

“Croc? Like a crocodile?” Jon felt his voice pitch up into incredulity at the same time as Daisy questioned, voice flat, “you have crocodiles in your sewers?”

Hood grinned and pulled out a flashlight. “Nah. Just the one— call him Killer Croc. He used to just be a guy, now he eats people.” 

“… right,” Jon said, feeling a little nauseous— although that could be down to the smell coming from ahead of them, and not the concept of a man-eating crocodile(?) man.  

Lucky for them, there were no crocodiles, man or otherwise, in the tunnels on that day. The feeling of being watched subsided almost immediately, and despite the smell Jon almost relaxed. 

Not entirely, of course. It felt too much like the tunnels under the Institute, like walking down the steps and into the deep-dark-below, into the coffin to fully relax. But there was enough space to breathe, and although he didn’t feel watched he also didn’t feel cut off from the Beholding, and so his steps were sure and even, the weight of the duffel bag a reassuring thump-thump-thump against his hip as he walked. 

Hood seemed to feel it too. Whatever tail they’d had, they lost it down there. Maybe that was why he felt comfortable enough to ask:

“How’d you guys end up in the cemetery, anyway? You just wake up there?”

“Not… exactly,” Jon hedged, looking to Daisy for confirmation— was it alright to tell him about the Buried?

Daisy shrugged. “An evil circus tried to end the world. We were in the middle of it. I ended up in this, uh… coffin.” 

“I’m sorry,” Hood interjected, “an evil circus tried to end the world?” 

Jon looked up at the stone roof of the tunnel. “It was called the Unknowing. A ritual to end the world as we knew it, performed by the Circus of the Other— a group serving an entity called the Stranger.” He looked back down and met Hood’s eyes with a slight smile. “We blew it up.” 

The smile faded, then. “We didn’t all make it out,” he added

“Hey,” Daisy knocked shoulders with him, “you did what you could. Tim made his choice.” He’d explained everything to her, during those hours below ground. 

Hood blinked. “What— oh.” He swallowed. “I know a Tim.” 

There was a story behind that. Jon could feel it. It didn’t sound like a happy one. “They sure are something, aren’t they?”

“What?”

“Tims.” 

“Oh.” Hood shook his head, “yeah, they’re something all right.” 

“So, after that, I was… in a coma, for six months. Sort of.”

Hood gave him a weird sideways look. “Sort of?”

Daisy wiggled her fingers. “Magic coma. Should have died. Personally, I’m glad he didn’t.”

“I think I did die.” Jon reached up and tugged on his own hair. “It’s complicated.”

“I see.” 

Jon wished Hood would stop looking at him like that. Like he really did understand. He does, though, Jon contemplated. He died. He said so. What other fears have touched this man? “Right. So, then, ah… I woke up? And then Breekon turned up with the Coffin—“

Hood interrupted him. “Breekon?”

“Ah, an evil… delivery man. Sort of.” 

“Sort of,” Hood repeated.

“I killed his partner, during the Unknowing,” Daisy said, voice flat, “so he fed me to the Coffin.” 

“The coffin,” Hood stressed, “and— fed you to it?”

“Yep, he fed me to the evil coffin that eats people,” Daisy confirmed. 

Hood threw his hands up. “Sure. Why not, I guess. And then Breekon delivered this evil coffin to Jon?”

Jon nodded. “Yeah. He left it at the Institute, and told us Daisy was still alive in there. So I… went in after her.” 

“Which was really stupid, Jon.”

“I had an anchor!”

“And a lot of good that did you.”

Hood had been frowning as he watched them start to bicker. “What was in the coffin?”

Jon swallowed. “It was. Ah.” It was Hell, he didn’t say. “Forever Deep Below Creation. The Buried. It was…” he trailed off for a moment, then picked back up, gaining confidence. “The— the earth pressing in all around you. No up or down, really, just the crushing weight of wet dirt and the knowledge that not even death can free you, that you are doomed to an eternity of suffocation—“

“Stop, Jon, stop!” Hood had turned around and put both his hands on Jon’s shoulders. He… hadn’t noticed. His mouth tasted like dirt. 

“Shit. Sorry,” Hood dropped his hands, “you don’t have to talk about it. Uh. You said something about an anchor?”

Jon nodded. “I left one of my ribs outside.”

Hood nodded back. “And I’m sure that sentence makes so much sense.”

Daisy scoffed a half-laugh from where she’d paused up ahead of them. “Oh, now we have to explain the Boneturner, great.”

“The what?”

“The Boneturner, Jared Hopworth,” Jon explained, “is a being who can manipulate the bones of living creatures, including removing them from your body. It is not a pleasant experience, but it has its uses.”

“Like removing one of your ribs to use as an ‘anchor,’ whatever that means?”

“Yes,” Jon confirmed. “It’s… let’s keep walking.” It was easier to explain while they walked.

And explain he did. He started with his return to the Institute after the coma, which of course necessitated another side-track to explain in the vaguest possible terms what happened with Elias, which itself involved brushing over his own connection to both his old boss and the institute— explaining the Eye and alluding to the other powers, but refusing to elaborate on them.

“If he explains all of it, we’ll be here all day,” Daisy said, “and the Eye is the important one. And the Hunt, I suppose.” 

“The Hunt?” Hood asked. 

Needless to say, by the time they’d explained the Hunt and Daisy’s status, and the Buried and the Coffin, and the Institute and Elias and Jon and Peter damn Lukas— by the time they actually got around to their escape from the Coffin, it felt… underwhelming.

All of that, all of that, culminating in a simple: “and then we dug ourselves out, and instead of my office, we were in a cemetery staring down a creepy stone angel.”

“And you don’t know how or why?”

Daisy shook her head. “Not a clue.”

Hood seemed thoughtful. “Do you know who’s grave it was?”

Oh! Yes, that’s a good idea, Jon thought, maybe whoever it was had some connection to all of this. “It was a teenager,” Jon said, carefully. “Jason Todd.”

Then Hood turned to stare at Jon, incredulous, and demanded “are you fucking with me right now?” In a low voice, and Jon Knew.

“Oh.” 

“What?” Daisy looked between them.

Jon swallowed. “I. I think he’s…”

“You dug out of my grave?!”

Understanding dawned on Daisy’s face. “Shit.”

Yeah, that about sums it up.

Jon did not know what to do with this information, but as they all stared, at a loss, one thought refused to go unspoken:

“This can’t be a coincidence, can it?”

 

 

Notes:

Thank you, Archivist :)

 

Love writing Jason. He’s so Character.

I’m so excited for the next couple chapters…
Also, you can follow me on tumblr if u want. My main’s ominous-birdwatcher and I have a sideblog (bluejay-leaf) where I just put writing and baking stuff if you don’t wanna get all the everything. Might post about this fic there sometimes.

Next week: violence.

Chapter 5: Valuable Intel

Summary:

...

In which the Archivist earns his keep.

Notes:

This chapters contains some (relatively light?) torture, gun violence, and a murder. I would say it’s not super graphic, but please take care of yourselves!
Otherwise, uhhh Beholding Content, gang activity… y'know. The usual.

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Hood— Jason, that was Jason Todd, the very-much-not-dead and also not-really-a-child whose grave they dug out of and what are the odds? Really, what are the odds, this had the Web written all over it— Jason led them silently out of the sewers and into an empty subway tunnel, and then through an access door which led through a short hallway. As they walked towards another door at the end of it, Jon started hearing voices ahead— not anything distinct, but rather the general hum of a lot of people in one place, momentarily drowned out by a deep rumbling sound…

Sure enough, they came out of the door and into a bustling subway station, people of all sorts moving about and crowding onto the train that had just pulled in. The three of them turned away from the dark tunnel, though, and fell into motion with the tail-end of the crowd making their way up the concrete steps and toward daylight. 

With their hoods pulled up to shadow their faces once more, they left the station, and made their way out of the crowd and down a side street where a nondescript navy blue car was waiting, parked by the curb. As they approached, the tinted passenger-side window rolled down to reveal a young man with dark skin and darker hair in small braids that just brushed his shoulders. 

He leaned over the centre console and flashed them a grin. “Hey Boss! Heard you needed a lift?”

Hood— Jason— stalked forward and leaned down into the window, face distinctly unamused. “Where’s Darcy?”

The man— kid, really, he looked like a teenager— put his hands up in mock-surrender. “Hey, Darcy’s busy. The man can’t drop everything for you, yknow.”

“He damn well can for as long as I pay him.” Despite the grumbling, Jason opened the passenger side door and dropped his backpack onto the floor there before climbing in and slamming the door shut.

“Hop in, guys!” The stranger shot them another grin, and Jon opened the back door and slid his bags in ahead of him, scooching to the farther seat as Daisy followed him in, closing the door with much more reasonable force. 

Then the window rolled up, and they were off.

“Did’ja lose your tail?” The driver asked Jason, looking surreptitiously up toward the rooftops. 

Jason nodded once. “Think so. They didn’t follow underground, anyway.” 

“Good, yeah, good. Do you know who was after you? Darcy didn’t say…”

“None of your damn business, that’s who.” 

“Fine, fine…”

Daisy leaned forward. “Who are you, anyway?”

Another grin. “Call me Julian! I work for Hood, here.” He paused and half-shrugged, making a so-so motion with one hand while the other stayed on the wheel. “Well, I work for Darcy, so Hood’s more like my boss’ boss, yknow how it is.”

“Right,” Jon leaned back in his seat. “How’d you— ah.” He glanced at Daisy, who nodded in understanding and finished the question for him:

“How’d you end up working for them?” 

Julian sighed and looked away, firmly toward the road. “How do any of us? I was down on my luck. Needed a gig. They say Hood’s the best guy in town, if you’ve got the choice.”

Jason’s head snapped to him from where he’d been staring at the phone in his lap. “They do?”

Julian smiled, more genuinely than the cocky grins he was so fond of. “‘Course they do. You offer health insurance.”

“Well, yeah! Do you know how much more expensive it would be to find new people every time one of you dies from something stupid and preventable?”

“Exactly,” Julian nodded, “there you go.” 

Jason threw his head back into the headrest. “Fine, then! Glad I’m the cool boss, I guess.”

“From what I’ve seen,” Jon piped up, “you are a remarkably kind individual— considering your experiences— and you seem like a very good boss.”

In the front seat, Jason stared straight ahead, face frozen in horror.

Julian laughed. 

Jon… felt like he was missing something. But the levity was nice; even if it was at Jason’s, and maybe his own, expense.

“Don’t listen to him, Boss,” Julian faux-assured, “you’re the toughest, meanest guy out there, honest. I mean…” here he paused dramatically, grin widening, “it’s not every day someone drops a duffel bag full of—“ 

“Shut the fuck up, Julian.” 

A duffel bag full of what? Jon wondered, sharing a confused look with Daisy. No answers presented themselves, and silence stretched for a long, awkward moment.

Daisy was the one to break it. “Hey, so, where are we going?” She asked.

Jason sighed and looked back at his phone. “Hideout,” he said, “not too far, it’s just in Burnley. I was supposed to meet some of my people there later, but I figure it’s as good a place as any to lay low for a bit.” He looked over at Julian. “I hope Darcy will be there waiting for us?” 

Julian nodded, turning a corner. “Oh yeah, he sure will. Didn’t anybody tell you?”

“Tell me what?” Jason gritted out.

“We managed to pin down one of Mask’s top guys.” Julian sat up a little straighter, pride evident in his voice. “Brought him in, to the very same hideout~!” 

Jason ignored the sing-song voice and did something on his phone, typing rapidly, splitting his attention between it and the occupants of the car. “Has he talked yet?” 

“Nah. But it’s a matter of time, I’d say. We’ve only just started working on him.”

“Right,” Jason briefly met Jon’s eyes in the rear-view mirror, “I think I’ve got an idea for that.”

Jon felt a little bit lost; like he’d been left out of the loop, missed some important context for this conversation. He wasn’t sure why, though. Nothing was really wrong here; it seemed that heroes like Batman and Robin and the Red Hood were fairly well-known and respected, publicly, so it made sense that they would have teams helping them perform arrests and carry out interrogations and the like. So far, this seemed like a very well-organized group, with perhaps even a little more oversight than he was used to police-types having. 

So why did something feel so… off?  

He didn’t have time to think it through, though, because at that point the car pulled into the parking lot of what looked to have once been some sort of chain restaurant, long since shut down. The windows and doors were boarded over; the paint— which might have once been… yellow?— was peeling and outright missing in several places, and despite the fact they were in broad daylight, everything in a block and a half radius around them felt… empty. 

“I thought you guys were fixing the place up,” Jason said accusingly, “it looks exactly the same!”

Julian turned off the car and pulled the emergency brake. “Oh, we have been. The inside was a disaster, let me tell you. It’s mostly good now.” 

“Mostly good.”

“Yeah!” Julian opened the door and stepped out. “Mostly good. Cmon.” 

Jon followed behind the others as the group made their way into what might have once been a diner, but had been stripped of most of the internal furnishings— the seating was all gone, leaving a large empty space aside from the counter that would have split the seating area with the employee area, and a wide door-shaped opening behind it leading to the kitchen beyond. 

A woman Jon didn’t recognize was sat entirely on top of the counter, leaning against the wall at the junction, holding a very intimidating firearm (though not aiming it at them, which he appreciated) and Jason acknowledged her with a nod as they passed through a gap in the counter and made their way into the back room— the kitchen, by the layout of the counters inside, though missing all major appliances. 

“We’ve set up shop downstairs,” Julian explained, “better soundproofing, and there’s space for all of us.” He opened a door— an actual, solid-looking door, not just a gap in the wall where a door should go— and led the way down a concrete staircase.

“And the upstairs?” Jason asked

“We cleaned it out, but we aren’t using it. It’s all yours, if you want it.” 

“Good,” Jason nodded, “and our guest?”

They reached the bottom of the stairs, which led to a hallway that looped back around so that they were walking under the building again. It was a good, wide hallway, with an empty sort of alcove to the right, and two doorways to the left, both lacking actual doors and blocked by a simple curtain presumably affixed to the wall above the doorway on the inside. 

“He’s in there,” Julian gestured to the end of the hallway, where a very menacing, heavy-looking metal door lay— Jon recognized it as being the kind of door that one would find on an industrial walk-in refrigerator. 

Jason evidently did as well. “In the fridge?”

Julian rolled his eyes. “It’s not on, you don’t need to freak out. Dunno why you care so much anyway, you’re just gonna—” 

At that moment, the curtain closer to the end of the hallway was pushed aside, and the man they had met the day before— was it really only yesterday?— stood in front of them.

“Hood, good to see you. Julian, thank you.” 

It was a clear dismissal, and Julian gave both Darcy and Jason a playful salute before turning and walking back the way they’d come. As he passed Jon, he gave him a little pat on the shoulder. 

“Good luck in there,” he said, and then he was gone, back up the stairs.

Jon wasn’t sure he liked where this was going. 

 

 

Evan Patrick Nelson was having a very bad day. 

Really, he’d been having a bad several days; a bad several months. Some new punk had been messing with their business; The Red Hood, he called himself. He had taken over Crime Alley within his first few weeks on the scene, his territory expanding over the last few months to cover most of the Bowery and recently pushing into Burnley, all while sabotaging their shipments and cutting off people’s fucking heads.  

Needless to say, the boss was not happy— and when the boss wasn’t happy, nobody was.

Still, this day had to be one of the worst he’d had in a while. First, he’d gotten word that Hood’s guys were sniffing around where they shouldn’t be— Evan was in charge of a new shipment coming in Monday, a big one, one they couldn't have anyone fucking up— and he’d had to go sniffing back. When he’d found out some of his guys were going to flip, sell Hood’s guys information, well… 

Tipping off the Bats wasn’t his first choice, but it was effective. Only then one of Hood’s men got away, and then the bastard himself went on some crazed rampage around Gotham, made everything worse—

That was when Mask clued in that there was trouble, and told Evan in no uncertain terms to make it go away. So he went into the field himself— first target, the grunt who’d escaped Robin. He might have known something; best to nip that in the bud. He didn’t expect some fresh recruit to put up much of a fight.  

Only it was a trap.

Fucking Darcy Myers. If that was even his real name, the bastard. Evan’s been wanting to off the man since well before Hood was on the scene— ever since Darcy had gotten Evan’s brother arrested to save his own ass. And here he was, finally there in front of him, and Evan couldn’t do a damn thing. He’d been surrounded, pinned down, whacked on the head and dragged who-the-hell-knows where. First he’d really been aware of was the pain of his feet dragging down concrete stairs, and then he was thrown into a fucking walk-in fridge— it wasn’t on, thankfully. It was actually a rather comfortable temperature. But none of that mattered; they were never going to let him sit peacefully, no no no.  

Evan had been tortured before. He knew they wouldn’t break him. 

What, a little rough treatment, a bit of blood, a couple broken fingers, and he’d just spill his guts? They didn’t even go for his shooting hand. No. He was going to wait them out until they got bored and promised to bring in a professional and then he was going to work the hidden razor blade from the seam of his pants, cut himself free, and kill anyone who tried to stop him on the way out. 

It was all going just swimmingly— he’d gotten his blade free and started on his bindings— until Darcy showed back up with Hood. Until they brought in somebody else; somebody that Evan did not recognize. 

This was unusual. He knew his own worth; he knew how much was at stake, keeping him here, wherever here was, and he knew that they absolutely would not let anybody see him who they didn’t trust completely— and Evan? He knew all the important players in Gotham, if not by face than by name, by reputation, and the man they brought in and asked to introduce himself had none.

“Evan, was it?” Hood started, tilting his head behind that soulless red mask. “I hear you’re being a little bit… stubborn. I’d like you to meet someone— the Archivist.”

Who the fuck is the Archivist? Evan didn’t speak his thoughts out loud, of course. What he said was:

“Fuck you.”

The so-called Archivist flinched.

“What?” Evan laughed; “you bring in a newbie? What’s he gonna do, cry?”

There was a woman with them. Had been the whole time; Evan had dismissed her presence out of hand, and it was at this moment that he realized that might have been a mistake. Because when he taunted the Archivist, she lunged.

She didn’t touch him, but she did step protectively in front of the scared man, and snarled: “shut up.”  

Her teeth were sharp. Her eyes were glowing. Her eyes were fucking glowing, and despite himself, Evan found that he was afraid.

“Who the hell are you?” 

She smiled, then. “Call me Daisy.”

He wanted to make fun of the name— would have done, if only he wasn’t so scared.  

“What do you want?” Was what he said instead.

Evan noticed that the Archivist looked incredibly nervous himself, actually. He was shifting on his feet, glancing all around between the Red Hood and Daisy and Evan and Darcy before setting a hand on Daisy’s shoulder and looking to Hood, imploring. “Uh… Hood. What’s…?”

Darcy apparently took pity on the man. “This fucker,” he punctuated the word with a kick to the chair Evan was tied to, “works for Black Mask.” 

“Uh… right, okay, and Black Mask is uh…” he looked up and clenched his hands into fists in a strange show of… focus?

Darcy might have rolled his eyes— it was hard for Evan to tell from this angle. 

Hood stepped forward. “Mask is… something of a rival to yours truly, and our friend here has intel on a shipment that we really don’t want getting into his hands.”

 The Archivist still looked confused and, over everything else, concerned. “A rival what? Vigilante?” He asked nobody in particular.

Evan burst into laughter.

Darcy hit him on the back of the head. 

Evan hissed and twisted up to glare, the dregs of laughter somewhat undercutting the effect. “What? That’s— you— he doesn’t even know anything and you brought him— you— oh, shit, this is great!”

“Hood,” the Archivist pleaded. “How is Black Mask your rival?”

Hood went still, and Evan found himself drawn into the answer himself, going silent as the entire room paused, enraptured— what would the man say?

“Black Mask is a well-established crime lord here in Gotham. I’m newer on the scene, but I’ve been taking over a lot of his territory, and with time I will rival him for control of Gotham’s underworld.”

The tension broke, and the Archivist took three quick steps backward away from Hood, until his back hit the wall of the small room. “Shit, Ja— Hood, Hood, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to, ah—!”

Hood had followed him, step for step, and the Archivist wasn’t particularly tall— Hood loomed over him, but didn’t touch him at all as he hissed “what did I say about doing that?”

The Archivist hunched down and pressed himself into the wall. “It— it was an accident, I swear, I just wanted to know what was going on—!”

“What, and you couldn’t figure it out from context?”

“No!” The Archivist looked up, almost looking that red helmet in the eyes, “how was I supposed to know this was— you were— oh god.”

“What now?” Hood slouched back a bit. 

“You’re… you’re in a gang.” It wasn’t said as a question, but he looked to the man for confirmation anyway.

“I lead a gang,” the Red Hood corrected, “and you work for me, so by extension…”

“I’m,” he blinked, “I’m in a gang.”

Evan felt like he was intruding on a very personal moment. But, well, it wasn’t like he had much choice.

“Right,” Darcy broke the momentary silence. “Boss, you said he’d be able to help?”

“Yeah,” Hood turned back to Evan, grabbing the Archivist by his hoodie sleeve and pulling him along with to stand in front of him, “Archivist, I need you to ask this fucker a couple of questions.”

The Archivist swallowed. “Ah. Okay. What, um, what should I ask…?”

Hood let go of his shocked and apparently unwilling accomplice and moved around Evan to stand behind him, unholstering a gun to hold to his temple as he pulled his head up and back by the hair. “Evan, at what time, at which dock, and on which vessel will Black Mask’s shipment of kryptonite arrive in Gotham tomorrow, Monday?” 

Evan snarled. It was going to take more than that.

The Archivist stepped forward a half step, steadying his stance and taking a deep breath, closing his eyes for a moment. When he opened them, he was—

Different.

His hair seemed to drift, just a little bit, as though in a slight breeze— impossible, they were in a sealed walk-in-fridge— and his eyes— they glowed, and were they… bigger? Deeper? No, that wasn’t quite right, but Evan couldn’t really look away.

“Evan Patrick Nelson,” the Archivist began, and Evan didn’t remember anyone here giving the man his full name, “at what time will Black Mask’s shipment of kryptonite arrive in Gotham this upcoming Monday?”

For a split second, nothing happened, and Evan had half a thought that the guy was all talk, that he couldn’t break through his own determination to remain loyal— and then that half-formed thought was stopped cold, because Evan was talking.

“The shipment is scheduled to arrive at 3:35 am.”

He gasped as horror washed over him. “What— what the hell was that?!” 

Darcy grinned.

“Thank you,” the Archivist smiled politely. “Now—”

No. This couldn’t be happening. “You can’t do this! You can’t— no metas in Gotham, Hood, you know the rules, you can’t do this—!” 

Hood just yanked his head back further, pulled the gun away from him only to pull back and hit him with it. “Shut up!”

He shut up. It wasn’t true, anyways— Batman talked a big game, but there were plenty of metahumans in Gotham. He just— he needed an out. Badly. This had already gone so, so wrong and Evan was suddenly sure that it was going to get worse.

“Oh, good,” the Archivist sounded faint. “Pistol whipping in a dark basement. If I’m being completely honest, this is not how I thought my day would go.” 

“You’ll get used to it,” Darcy assured from where he and Daisy were leaning against the wall next to the door. 

“Next question,” Hood said.

No. No no no no…

He wanted to interrupt again, but then the Archivist’s eyes were on him and he was frozen to the seat in wonder and terror all at once.

“At which dock will the shipment of kryptonite arrive, Evan?”

There was a sort of static in his head, washing out everything else but the all-encompassing fear. “Shipment’s coming into Aparo, dock eleven.” 

“Thank you. Which vessel—“

“Fuck you,” he managed through gritted teeth.

“Which vessel will be carrying this shipment, Evan?”

His whole body shuddered as he fought, pointless as it was. “The Helmsdale.”

The Archivist smiled. “Thank you.”

Evan shook. Fuck. Fuck. Hood had let go of his hair at some point, and he was free to look up at this man, this Archivist, who he had never heard of before today but knew, knew that he was going to change everything. “What are you…?”

The Archivist swallowed and looked up at Hood over Evan’s head. “Any, um, anything else?”

“How many men on pickup, and what gear will they have?”

It went on like that for far, far too long. They got everything they needed from him on Monday’s shipment, and then started to get creative, asking him specific, targeted questions about Black Mask’s operations— the names and addresses of his most valued men, the planned timelines of every operation they had underway, the information connected to every fucking bank account and the codes to every safe and vault that he had access to— and it was a dizzying relief every time Evan could say “I don’t know,” except even that was short lived and tainted; normally, in these situations, “I don’t know” would be met with pain, met with further digging, but here? If he didn’t know something, they just moved on. One question at a time, information he’d sworn to take to his grave was pulled out of him like teeth, and Evan was shaking, shaking all over, but not from resistance; not anymore. 

He told them so much.  

And then they ran out of questions, and the Red Hood stood in front of him, gun aimed square between his eyes. 

And, well. After this… death was preferable to what Black Mask would do to him. 

Evan looked the Archivist in the eye as the Red Hood pulled the trigger.

 

 

Jon stumbled back away from the man— the chair— the gunshot. After a moment, he realized he was clutching his own head, the sound of the shot ringing in his ears. 

He felt sick. 

“Jon? Are you alright?” Daisy pushed off from the wall.

“Uh, I don’t… uh. Yes?”

Jason turned away from the scene, gave Jon a weird look. “What, you feel sorry for him? You heard the stuff he had his hands in— world’s better off with him dead.”

“No, no,” Jon blinked. God, did his head hurt— but it was, thankfully, receding quickly. “It’s just, when I’m… Asking questions like that, I sort of experience what they experience, and…”

“Ah.” Jason nodded. “And I shot him in the head. Sorry.” 

“It’s fine, I’m fine.” Jon shook the last of it off, turning away from the body and walking toward the door. And he wasn’t lying— he was fine, better than fine, really; none of what Evan had said was a Statement, per se, but his mounting fear (not only of them, but of his own boss. Of what would happen to him even if he did manage to escape) satisfied something deep within Jon that he didn’t particularly want to examine too closely.  

He was fine.

He was fine, and Daisy was fine, and he helped get a lot of information that would help get a very, very dangerous man taken down, and this was good. Sure, he did it for the boss of the gang he had joined completely by accident, what the hell, but stranger things had happened to him! 

All he needed to do was… was. 

“What now?” Daisy asked.

“Now,” Jason turned to usher everyone out of the small space, “we leave the cleanup to Darcy, and get you two settled in your new place.”

“Oh, where— uh. I mean.”

Jason understood anyway. “Upstairs is free. I figure you’d appreciate the privacy, ‘stead of staying down here?”

“Uh,” Jon started, “right.”

Daisy knocked shoulders with him. “What this idiot means is thank you.”

“Right,” Jon repeated. “Thank you.”

Jason sighed and took off the signature helmet as they ascended the stairs. “Look, it might have started out that way, but I’m not doing charity work here. You’re… useful.” Jon was not a fan of that phrasing. “You’re very useful, I’m sure you can see why. Stick with me, and I’ll set you up, pay you well, and make sure nobody can touch you.”

“I think…” Jon took a deep breath. “I think I need to think about this. It’s just… a lot.”

They made their way up into the empty diner in silence, but instead of going out the way they’d come in, they stayed behind the counter and walked toward the woman sitting on the counter with the gun. It turned out that the wall beside her was actually a door, which Jon had failed to notice in his pursuit to not look at or think about the rather intimidating stranger with a loaded firearm. 

Through that door was another set of stairs, going up, and as the door shut behind them Jason questioned: 

“Jon, this whole time, what did you think we were doing?”

Jon wanted to sink into the floor. “I thought you were… police?”

“Police.” Jason deadpanned, stopping on the top step.

“Yeah, it all seemed like these were, well, regular police activities…”

“You thought everything we talked about yesterday, my people having secret meetings with criminals, and us kidnapping our enemies to an abandoned Denny’s was normal police behaviour?”

Jon didn’t know how to respond other than by just saying: “Uh. Yes.”

Daisy sighed behind him. “This one’s on me. I was a cop, and I wasn’t… the most ethical.”

Jason looked momentarily affronted. “You were a cop?”

“She tried to kill me,” Jon offered, casually, then pointed to his throat; “That’s how I got this scar.”

“I thought you said you went into a known hellscape to rescue her.”

“He did,” Daisy nodded, “real martyr complex, this one.”

“A lot happened in between those two things!”  

Daisy scoffed “we barely interacted. You have a problem.”

Forget sinking into the floor. Jon wanted all these people to forget he’d ever existed. Jason turned down a hallway off the landing at the top of the stairs, and they followed.

“It’s not like you knew, either,” Jon pointed out.

Daisy shook her head. “I figured it out around when we left the apartment. It’s not normal to flee your home when a coworker learns where you live, let alone use old sewer tunnels to stop them following you, let alone getting picked up and taken to an abandoned diner where they’ve just started—“ and here she air-quoted— “‘working on’ some guy they kidnapped and—”

“Fine, fine, I get it!”

They made it up into what was, apparently, a decent-sized apartment above the diner. True to what Julian had told them, it was cleaned out and empty— nothing in the place at all. 

“One bedroom, and a decent sized office just outside— I figure we take this door off, put another one just past the office in the hallway, and make it a two bedroom place,” Jason explained. “Combined living and kitchen. Bathroom’s through there,” he pointed to a closed door, “we’ll need to get you some furniture. I’ll get someone on that— I’ve got to go. You guys pick your rooms and settle in, I guess, see what’s been left in here.” 

And then, having completed his spin and cursory tour of the space, he turned to leave.

“Where are you going?” Daisy asked.

Jason grinned. “I’m going to the bank.”

 

Notes:

Jason then proceeds to commit bank fraud (steal all of Black Mask’s money)

Welcome to the abandoned Denny’s <3 Home sweet home <3
It took Jon over 15000 words to realize he’d accidentally joined a gang lol (from the end of chapter 1 to mid chapter 5 “...I’m in a gang.”)
Also I want you to know that I am holding all my commenters so gently in my hands. so so gently in two cupped hands, like a candle that I must protect from the wind.

Up Next: Money Laundering 101, and I get to update the character tags~! :)

Chapter 6: Money Laundering 101

Summary:

It’s Time for Crime~!
In which Jon and Daisy hear from an old friend, and maybe make some new ones.

Notes:

Happy Sunday!
Beloved characters in relatively mild distress. Gang activity, mild Beholding Content. Nothing crazy here on that front.
Long chapter <3 love u all.

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Somewhere in the dark bedroom, there was the familiar click of a tape recorder turning itself on, and Jon’s eyes snapped open.

He strained his ears, listening for… something, someone coming into the apartment— they didn’t have the extra door installed yet, could he get to Daisy? Was it safe?— but the only sounds he heard were from the recorder itself. The familiar whirring overlaid onto… breathing?

“Hey, Jon,” a familiar voice said, and Jon would have fallen out of bed if it hadn’t just been a mattress on the floor. That— that was Martin. That was Martin’s voice.

“I don’t, I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if you can hear this.”

Jon scrambled for the tape recorder— on the floor, it was on the floor, he picked it up. “I hear you, Martin, god I can’t believe—“

“I don’t know, but I have to try,” Martin’s voice continued on as though Jon had not spoken at all, and his stomach sank.

“I put— tapes, on the coffin. I thought it would help, I don’t know. And now…” he stopped, and Jon waited, clutching the recorder out in front of him, staring at it like it held the secrets to the universe. “I’ve got your, uh, your rib, right here, I’m holding it, which is kind of weird, isn’t it? Is that weird?” A pause.

“No, Martin, that’s— that’s fine, it’s—“ but of course, Martin couldn’t hear him. For all Jon knew this was an old recording.

“It’s been a little over a week, since you went in there. And— and Basira talked to Elias today, and he said… he said you’re out, but he doesn’t know where.” A sniffle. A deep breath. Jon’s heart ached, a feeling that was not entirely unfamiliar. “I just hope you’re listening. I really, really do. I’d feel pretty, uh, pretty stupid otherwise!” Martin laughed sadly.

“Listen, Jon, things are… weird. Nobody’s happy about this— I talked to Peter, after Basira got back, and— god. I don’t know how to explain this. I don’t know what’s going on, but it seems like your vanishing has… I don’t know, inconvenienced him? He asked me about what I did with the tapes, to try to help you back— he never asks me about that sort of stuff. It’s always ‘don’t let yourself lose focus, Martin, you have a Mission, Martin,’” he said, in a terrible imitation of Peter Lukas, “but now, all of a sudden, he wants the details? I’m not buying it.”

A long pause. So long Jon wondered if the message was over. Then:

“I don’t know why I’m talking to you. This could… I don’t know who’s listening, not really. But if it is you, Jon, I want you to know that Basira and I are going to do everything we can to get you back. Just… hang in there, wherever you are. Bye.”

The tape clicked off.

Jon stayed there, crouched on the floor in stunned silence, for a long, long moment; his thoughts a looping track of Martin, Martin’s voice, Martin’s looking for me?   

I have to tell Daisy, he realized, and shakily got to his feet.

After the interrogation session, they hadn’t seen Jason or Darcy for the entire rest of the day. They had seen Julian again, though, coming up to let them know that basic furniture had been acquired and would be delivered shortly before he, too, vanished; and they saw Camryn, later on, when hunger finally drove them from their new place and into the basement again— it turned out that the second of the two rooms down there was a meeting room, which was where they found her, standing at the head of a long table of intimidating strangers and pinning labels to a map on the wall. She paused the meeting to show them that the other room, which they had walked past following the sound of voices, was a sort of break room; stocked with easy-to-prepare food and snacks, a fridge, and two microwaves. They were told to help themselves.

Camryn had also introduced them to a few other members of the Red Hood Gang, including the woman who had been guarding the main floor when they first arrived— her name was Sage, apparently, and Jon was kind of terrified of her. They were introduced as Daisy and the Archivist, and when people heard the latter… they sat up a little straighter. Their assessing looks shifted from curiosity to respect. Word had spread, it seemed, though Jon didn’t know how much they had all been told. He wasn’t sure he wanted to know. Camryn had left, too, saying there were some people she needed to talk to, leaving them a cheap phone with three numbers in it: Darcy’s, Jason’s, and her own.

All of that to say, Jon wasn’t actually sure who was there at the moment, and if they could be trusted. Really, he wasn’t sure if any of them could be trusted, not with this. Not with Martin. So he crept through the apartment, past the old couch and the wooden boxes serving as a coffee table, carefully unlocked the door into the hallway, approached the office, and with the tape recorder still clutched in one hand he knocked. 

“Daisy,” he hissed; “Daisy, wake up, I need to talk to you. Come on.” He knocked again, a little louder, and although he didn’t hear any movement on the other side, it was only a moment before the lock clicked and the door swung open to reveal Daisy, wearing sweatpants and a T-shirt with the name of a band neither of them knew on the front. 

“Get in here, then,” she said, grabbing him by the sleeve and pulling him into the room.

Once the door was shut and locked behind them, she turned to Jon. “What is it? You better have a good reason for waking me up in the middle of the— oh.” It was at that moment she noticed the tape recorder in his hands, and her demeanor shifted. Serious. Alert. “What happened?” 

Jon sat down shakily on the edge of her mattress— also on the floor— and set the tape recorder on his knees. “It’s, uh. This, this just showed up.” 

“Right. That’s not… that’s not good, is it?”

He blinked up at her, thought about it for a moment; “not normally, no, but this time— it wasn’t recording, it was…”

She folded her knees and sat down on the ground, facing him. “Playing?”

He nodded.

“Can I see?”

He nodded again, passed it to her, and she rewound the tape and pressed play.

The message was still there, exactly the same as when Jon had heard it the first time; they listened in silence, and when it was done, Daisy reached out and clicked the machine off. 

“When did you get this?”

“Right before I came to you. It appeared in my room, turned itself on, and turned itself off.”

Daisy hummed. “Have you tried answering?”

“Uh, sort of,” Jon ran a hand through his hair, “it, while it was playing, I thought— I don’t know, I tried talking back, but it didn’t do anything.”

“Right.” Daisy fiddled with the recorder, rewinding the tape to near the end of the message and pressing play again: 

“…going to do everything we can to get you back. Just… hang in there, wherever you are. Bye.”

When it was done, she pressed the stop button, and then pressed the record button, and said “try this, maybe?”

“Oh,” Jon blinked. “Um. Okay.” He picked up the tape recorder, the familiar whirring almost a comfort in this very strange situation. “Martin, uh, if you can hear this— I got your message. I… I want you to know that Daisy and I are… safe. I think.”

She gave him an encouraging nod, so he continued, “we’re somewhere else. The Institute doesn’t exist here; it’s…” he struggled for words; how to explain everything? 

“It’s different,” Daisy offered, “we’ve made some friends, and it turns out they’re, well, on the wrong side of the law, but they’re nice enough. They’re treating us well.”

“Yeah,” Jon confirmed, “they are. We’re alright.” He took a deep breath. “Martin, please keep my rib with you. It can only help, I think— if I had to guess, it’s what allowed this connection in the first place.” He wasn’t sure why he thought so; it just made sense. “And please, please be careful, Peter and Elias are dangerous, you know that, and I’m not— I can’t help you, from here. Please look out for yourself.” 

“You’re not allowed to get yourself killed before we get back,” Daisy said, her voice light and teasing. “So don’t be stupid. And please, tell Basira…” here she paused, growing serious. “Tell her that I’m sorry, for, well. For a lot of the shit I’ve done. And that I miss her.”

Jon nodded. “Get back to us as soon as you can.”

And then he clicked the recording off and slouched forward, rubbing at his eyes. “What now?” 

Daisy sighed heavily and moved to sit next to him. “Now we wait, I suppose. Keep that tape somewhere safe, just in case.”

“Right.”

So that’s what they did. Jon left Daisy’s room and returned to his own, tucked the tape recorder into an interior pocket of the backpack Jason had given him, put that next to his bed, and tried in vain to go back to sleep.

 

 

The next day was a whirlwind of activity, starting from the moment Jon awoke to a knocking on his bedroom door.

“Hey, Archivist! Wakey wakey!” 

He rolled out of bed, pushed himself to his feet. Stumbled to the door and opened it.

“Julian, hello. What, uh…?”

“Big Boss sent me. It’s just after noon, we’ve all got a big day ahead of us!”

“Right, of course. Sorry I slept so late…”

Julian made a dismissive motion with his hand. “Nah, this isn’t late. ‘Round here, most action happens at night, so we sleep in.”

Jon supposed that was sensible, for a group whose main activities were crime. “Right. Uh, a big day…?”

“Yep!” Julian said, popping the p. “Everyone’s working real hard to spend as much of Black Mask’s money as possible before he figures out what happened.” Here, he grinned his signature grin; “Last night was a blast. Shame you missed out, really.”

“I’m glad you, uh, had fun?”

“Dude. I got to break into a massive vault in some guy’s mansion. Camryn disabled all the security and I just—” he wiggled his fingers. Jon wasn’t sure what that meant. “I felt like a guy in a heist movie!”

Jon remembered pulling all sorts of access codes and passwords from that guy, Evan, the day before; he hadn’t understood most of it, just asking whatever Jason told him to, and he hadn’t properly considered what they were going to do with all that information. 

Theft, apparently. 

“Sorry to have missed it,” Jon offered. It wasn’t really a lie, either; it had been a long time since he’d done a bit of breaking & entering. 

“Eh, no sweat,” Julian assured him, “you’re more than pulling your weight. Come on, get dressed, we’re all meeting downstairs in ten.”

This meeting, as it turned out, involved literal bags full of cash, a pallet holding a crate full of actual gold bars, a black drawstring bag which Jon was informed contained an unreasonable number of small diamonds— “They’re all real, I checked!” Julian enthused— and incredibly, astronomically high numbers showing in a bank account on Camryn’s computer screen.

“What,” was all Jon managed as Julian gleefully pointed out all the very valuable objects laid out around the now-significantly-less-empty dining room.

A hush fell over the gathered people.

“Archivist!” Jason called from where he was marking spots off on a map with a sharpie. There was a table, now. A big, nice looking table. “Welcome to Money Laundering One-oh-One!”

The silence was broken, and the gathered people shouted greetings of their own. Daisy had followed down the stairs after him, and let out an appreciative whistle as she stopped alongside him. “They’ve been busy, huh?”

“Seems like it.”

“Julian! Here, check this, please.” Darcy was holding up a necklace— a simple silvery chain, with a dark coin-shaped charm hanging from it. 

Jon put his hands out in front of him, trying to maintain some space as a half-dozen gang members crowded around the two of them, giving the Archivist grins and grateful pats to his shoulders and back. After a moment, though, he dropped his hands— these people didn’t mean him harm. He let the camaraderie wash over him, for all that it set him on edge; tried to give small smiles and nods back, and carefully made his way to the large table in the centre of the room, where someone offered a chair each for him and Daisy. 

Across the room, Julian took the necklace from Darcy and licked it, carefully— and then he gagged dramatically, screwing his eyes shut and shoving it back into the other’s hands. “Oh, that’s got electrum in it,” he coughed. Darcy looked alarmed. 

Jason dropped his sharpie and spun to face them, swearing loudly. “You’re sure?”

“Uh, ‘s not pure, but yeah,” Julian shook his head quickly, like he was trying to disperse excess energy or shake water out of his hair. “Shit, that’s intense.”

Jason pinched the bridge of his nose. “Put it with the—“ 

“Got it, Boss,” Darcy set the necklace in one of those fancy jewelry cases, with the velvety lining, and— holding the box very carefully— put it on another smaller table to the side where a few odd objects were already sitting; mostly weapons, it looked like, some daggers with ornate handles, but also a few sets of metal bracelets that glowed green and what looked like… a pair of prescription glasses? 

Jason huffed and turned to face the table. “Alright!” He clapped his hands together; “Let’s get started!”

Jon and Daisy spent the next couple hours just trying to keep up as Jason laid out what was to be done with such a vast quantity of money. It turned out that you couldn’t just… take it to a bank and deposit it. No, you had to make the money look legitimate, and the process for it grew more and more complex the more money you were dealing with. 

By the end of it, the money and valuables had been split up between different teams of people, all tasked with doing something different with it. The other aspect to the meeting was more interesting— they hadn’t just gone thieving, the previous night. They’d also taken a few first steps towards what looked like dismantling Black Mask’s entire operation.

Daisy obviously had a better time understanding what was going on; which Jon supposed made sense, what with her police background and all. It was with this in mind that Jon leaned over to her and asked, quietly, “do you know what they intend to do with Mask himself? I’m, ah, having trouble following.”

“Kill him, I think. See, there on the map?” She nodded toward the map in question, spread out on the table, Jason and Darcy bickering about something while Julian and Sage and a few others who Jon didn’t recognize watched on. “They’re trying to sort out how best to set things up so that when he’s gone, everything doesn’t go straight to hell.” She leaned back in her seat. “That, and deciding how much of his territory is going to become their territory. That’s what they’re arguing about.”

“We need those docks, Darcy!” Jason was saying, pointing at a highlighted section in the map.

“They’re clear across Uptown, we don’t have that kind of reach—“

“We will once our cash is clean!” Jason insisted, “we’ll have loads more to work with, then.”

“That could be weeks, do you even hear yourself?”

Jon tuned them out, taking a bite of one of the granola bars someone had brought up midway through the meeting. “Why are we even here for this?”

Daisy shrugged. “You’re the Archivist, or whatever. You tell me.”

Jon rolled his eyes. “Sometimes it feels like my problems just follow me wherever I go,” he lamented, “all I want is some peace and quiet…”

Camryn snorted from behind her laptop, across the table. “We’re fresh out of ‘peace and quiet,’ sorry.” 

Jon slumped forward. “You’ve just spent this whole time doing…  whatever it is you do on that computer.”

“Oh, excuse me, I’m only coordinating the largest money laundering scheme in Gotham’s history to try and hide the fact that we stole millions of dollars from possibly the most dangerous man in the city.” 

“Right,” Jon conceded, “only… right. Sorry.”

The meeting dragged on until well into the afternoon, people coming and going in groups, Jason and Camryn and Darcy doling out tasks. Every once in a while, someone would ask Jon about his abilities and their limitations— was it possible to resist the compulsion? (“Yes, but I don’t think a regular human can.”) could he make someone tell him something in a memory that was repressed, magically or otherwise? (He didn’t know. He’d never tried.)

A lot of the questions they asked him, Jon didn’t know the answer to. He’d never… tested himself before. He didn’t know what the limitations were, aside from needing statements like he needed food. Trying to Know things about his own abilities just made him go cross-eyed and gave him a headache— he didn’t feel like pushing it. 

Eventually, though, almost everyone had trickled out, leaving only Jon, Daisy, Jason, Sage, and a young man standing guard where Sage had been the day before, only he was sat in a tall chair just behind the counter instead of on the counter. Other than that group, Camryn was the last to leave; packing up her computer and nodding in their direction as she got to her feet. “Heading out, following up with some contacts. I’ll text you if I find anything important.” 

Jason nodded. “Thanks, Camryn. Stay safe.”

“Course,” she gave him a casual, joking sort of salute on the way out the boarded-over door, and then it shut behind her and she was gone.

“Alright,” Jason clapped, walking around the table to grab the last remaining zip-lock bag full of bills, held together in bundles by elastic bands. He handed Jon and Daisy each one of these bundles, gesturing them to their feet with a glint in his eye. “Now, we are going on a few little errands. Sage?”

She was handed a stack of cash too. “Consider it a bonus,” Jason met her eyes, “Thanks for helping me out today.”

She tensed up, momentarily shocked, but regained her composure and easy fluidity quickly, nodding her thanks. “No problem, Red. Want me with you?”

He nodded. “Keep an eye out. Nonlethal force, though.”

“If Mask’s gunning for you…”

Jason shook his head. “If it's one of his, yeah, do what you need to. I’m not worried about that, though.”

“Ah,” she realized, nodding, “Batwatching?”

“Batwatching.”

“Can you lot stop talking in code?” Daisy asked, unimpressed. Jon nodded his agreement. 

“Yes, I would rather prefer to be kept informed, if there’s some danger…”

Jason barked out a laugh and leaned toward Jon over the table. “God, you are violently British, you know that?” he said gleefully, then pushed back off the table and spun on the ball of his foot, nearly bouncing toward the door. “Come on! We’re going shopping!”

Jon and Daisy exchanged a helpless look and then followed. 

 

 

Jason was waiting for them when they came out of the last in a long series of stores, and when they reached him, he took a peek into their shopping bags; looking over their choices, expression decidedly resigned. “I don’t know what I expected,” he admitted. “Jon, why do you have so many sweaters?”

Jon felt his face flush. “I like them!” 

He wasn’t able to admit out loud that they reminded him of Martin. Besides, sweater vests— properly fitted— were perfectly professional.

Daisy raised an eyebrow at his reaction. 

Jason sighed. “Right. Get in the car, we’ll head back so you guys can change, and then there’s someone I want you to meet.”

Jon took a moment to pull on one of the larger sweaters before he buckled his seatbelt. 

Daisy, to her credit, did not laugh at him.

 

 

Leslie Thompkins had heard of the Archivist. 

Of course she had; word spread like wildfire in Gotham, and she was in the thick of it. It was amazing what people would tell you while you were giving them stitches and bracing fractures— something like the hairdresser effect, she figured. Or they needed something to fill the silence and block out the pain. Either way, she’d had more than one patient the night before either complaining or boasting about what the Archivist had done. 

Lost her a lot of sleep, is what he’d done. 

“Archivist got us the location,” one man had enthused while Leslie patched up a long gash on his arm, gained climbing out of a broken window. “dunno where he’s been all our lives, but one moment I hear we caught someone powerful, and a couple hours later we’ve got orders to move! Just like that!”

“I heard he’s the best interrogator in Gotham!” a teenager, fourteen years old, who’d watched Hood’s men storm the docks at Aparo, seizing a whole ship and blowing up a warehouse for good measure. “The Archivist— he’s just so terrifying that you tell him anything!” the kid had nearly been hit by debris from the aforementioned exploding warehouse, and had sprained his ankle and earned some scrapes diving out of danger. 

“I don’t know what the hell they did to Nelson, ‘sides that he’s dead now.” that had been one of Black Mask’s men, come in to see her on the insistence of his sister, “heard it was a new guy. An Archivist— a pretentious bastard, I say.” He hadn’t divulged the exact cause of the gunshot wound to his thigh, barely missing his knee, but Leslie could hazard a guess.

It just went on and on. Sure, the clinic had gotten more popular in the last year, and especially the last few months— since Jason came back, took over Crime Alley, and promised to protect her, not that she needed it— but this? She hadn’t been this busy since the last Arkham breakout, and those usually came with some forewarning while the villain of the week schemed and prepared. All she had was a single ominous text from Jason barely two hours before all hell broke loose:

We got Evan Nelson. Gotham’s alive tonight. - RH

Quickly followed by:

Let me know if you need anything. I’ll keep this number till Thursday.

What she needed was more than a half-day’s notice that he was going to take down a key player in Gotham. But it was a little late for that. On top of the couple staff she already had on that night, she called in a nurse friend she kept in touch with as extra support; plus the three kids who she paid to help out sometimes— mostly with cleaning up, and as runners to bring medication and supplies to people who needed it— and that night, the kids put what they’d learned to the test: triaging, bandaging anything that didn’t need stitches, icing bruises and checking for concussions and and and…

The oldest of the kids had refused to go home when she sent the other two away, despite it being a school night. A great help, that girl; Leslie saw a lot of herself reflected in her. 

The sun was rising before Leslie managed to get to sleep, feeling like she was going to miss something incredibly important in doing so. Before she passed out, she texted Jason back:

Who the hell is the Archivist?

She awoke in the early afternoon to a response:

You wanna meet him? Promise he’s not what you’re expecting. - RH

Did she want to meet the man responsible for who-knows-how-many casualties last night? She envisioned him; a massive force of will, looming and terrifying; or maybe smaller, but cunning and precise, carving secrets out of whatever poor soul found themselves at his mercy. Did she want to meet someone like that?

He’s not what you’re expecting, Jason had said. What was she missing?

So she answered: Yes.

And so it was that she found herself opening the door to her clinic just after dark to one Jason Todd— in full Red Hood gear, one of his people trying (and failing) not to be obvious about playing guard-dog from across the street— along with two people who Leslie had never met before, wearing medical masks to hide the lower halves of their faces; one a man wearing a rich green sweater-vest over a simple white buttoned shirt, gray jacket slung over one arm; the other a woman who seemed to be wearing a red plaid shirt over top of dark athletic wear. Both of their clothes looked remarkably new.  

She ushered them in, and as soon as the door shut, Jason took the helmet off and gestured for his friends to do the same with their masks. 

“Hood,” Leslie started, “good to see you. And these are…?” 

She could assume, but when Jason smiled and introduced them, she knew. “Leslie, meet Jon the Archivist, and Daisy. Jon, Daisy, this is Leslie Thompkins.”

Jon waved awkwardly. “Ah, um. Hello,” and Daisy just nodded wordlessly.

Leslie raised an eyebrow. “You weren’t kidding when you said he wasn’t what I was expecting.” 

Jon blinked and made an aborted noise of affront. “What—? Jason!”

Jason shrugged, evidently with zero remorse. “It’s funny. I take it you had a busy night?”

Leslie nodded, drawing them further into the clinic. “Oh, more than a busy night. And more than one person told me it was all thanks to a man no-one has heard of until now, some master interrogator, so I’m sure you can forgive me if I was expecting someone more…”

“Intimidating?” Daisy offered; “tall? Capable of running for more than five minutes without wheezing?”

“That’s not fair!” Jon protested.

Leslie smiled at Daisy. “More difficult to fluster.”

Daisy snorted. “I like this one,” she told Jason.

Jason grinned. “Told you you would.”

Leslie turned her attention back to Jason. “How’d you come across these two, then?”

He gave her what she was sure was an abridged version of the story, but even that much of it was… difficult to believe. She wouldn’t have believed it, if it was anyone other than Jason; it really was just like him to pick up two lost unwitting dimension-hoppers from an alternate-universe England, and it really was just their luck that one of them would have abilities that threatened to destabilize Gotham’s entire criminal underground. 

Still. She needed to be sure.

“Might I have a demonstration of your powers?”

Jon glanced anxiously between Leslie and Jason, as though seeking permission. Jason just shrugged, and Jon regarded Leslie carefully. “It’s not… pleasant, being Compelled.”

“Does it create lasting harm?” 

“Not… usually.”

She levelled him with an unimpressed stare until he added: “it wouldn’t in this circumstance.”

“Then I’m alright with a little unpleasantness.” She sat down on the comfortable waiting room couch. “Show me.”

Jon swallowed. “Okay…” 

Then he looked her in the eye for the first time. Then his eyes lit up, and the pressure in the room seemed to double, and he Asked: “Leslie, what is one secret you have never told anyone?”

His voice was like a wave crashing over her, drowning out her thoughts, and as the tide withdrew it pulled with it words— from her lips, from her lungs: 

“Bruce Wayne is Batman,” she said, simply.

Then she regained control of herself and gasped, speechless, an unnatural fear making her head spin as she sagged backward into the couch. Oh. Oh, that is… not good. Not good.

“Jon!” Daisy scolded, “really? Going right for the secrets?!”

He looked alarmed, himself “I don’t— I didn’t expect— usually people say they, ah, write poetry or hate their mother’s cooking or something!”

Jason, after his own moment of shock, burst out laughing, and everyone stopped to stare at him.

He tried to control himself long enough to explain, and past the last few giggles managed: “ah… oh, this is just great is all,” another short laugh, “the Bats already think you know their secrets, might as well make it true.” 

Leslie noticed she was shaking, a bit, realizing what she’d done. What she’d allowed to happen. “I’m sorry,” she said.

Jason waved her off. “Only a matter of time, really. Not your fault.” 

“What now?” She straightened, tried to shake off the lingering fear, and looked around the room. “If this gets out…”

“It won’t,” Jon interrupted. “I mean— I guess Jason and Daisy know, too—“

Jason scoffed. “I already knew. Obviously.”

“What?” 

“I told you I was Robin. Bruce was my dad.”

“Is your dad,” Leslie muttered under her breath. She was pretty sure Jason heard, but he pretended he didn’t. 

“Ah, right, that… makes sense. Do you know the— um, I mean…”

The static that had started to rise during the first half of his aborted question faded quickly when the Archivist trailed off, and he rephrased, instead stating plainly: “some other vigilantes in the area are also associated with Batman.”

Jason nodded. “They’re his fuckin’ kids, is why. Dick was Robin first, now he’s Nightwing; I was Robin, now I’m… me. And now…” he shut his eyes and grit his teeth. “Now there’s Tim Drake.”

The venom with which he spat the name made Leslie frown. She hadn’t talked about that particular subject with the boy. It seemed far too raw of a wound, and Jason was far too closed off. It was a miracle he talked to her at all. But, then, she’d always cultivated neutral ground. 

Jon frowned, too, and then something seemed to occur to him and his eyes went wide.  

“You wouldn’t happen to know, uh, someone named… Alfred, I think it was?”

Jason and Leslie both startled, badly. “What?” Jason started, “how—?”

“I take that as a yes.” Jon grimaced. “I don’t know what kind of… what this is, but.” He stopped, thought about his words carefully. “Bruce Wayne? Does Alfred, uh, live in his house?”

“Yes, he’s the butler,” Jason said, rushed, irritated. “How do you know that?”

Jon fiddled with his sleeves, took a deep breath. “When we first got here,” he explained, “before we realized what had happened, I called three numbers.”

Jason swore. Jon kept talking. “The— trying to call the Magnus Institute connected me to, uh, Wayne residence. Alfred picked up.”

Jason swore louder. “And then there was Dick, right?”

Jon nodded. “I tried to call a friend of ours, Richard Grayson answered. I hung up without saying anything. The third call…”

“Tim,” Daisy finished for him, “that explains some things.”

Leslie felt like she was still missing some pieces, but even for her, a picture was forming: far too many coincidences to be coincidence at all. 

Daisy’s face had set into hard lines. “Only question I’ve got, then,” she growled, “is who’s pulling the strings?”

Leslie felt the couch dip as Jon sat down next to her and put his head in his hands. 

A long moment of silence stretched into the empty-save-for-them waiting room. And then the door chimed; a young girl poked her head in. “Dr. Thompkins?”

Oh, such a sweet girl, coming in to help again. Leslie had told her to take the next night off. “Amanda, what are you doing here?”

“I…” she shifted into the room and shut the door behind her. “The heating in my unit broke again. I was hoping I could…”

Leslie softened immediately. “Of course.”

Jason picked his helmet up from the table he’d set it on. “We should go,” he said.

Amanda gasped and beamed at him. “Oh, Mr. Red Hood!” Leslie watched fondly as she bounced over to him, eyes wide. “Did you really save all those kids in Tricorner last night?! Bella said it was you, but she didn’t know for sure, and, and if it is true I just wanted to say thank you, and—!”

“Yeah, kid,” Jason smiled down at her, “that was me. Had some help, though. Someone told me where to look.”

Amanda bounced backward and gasped again. “Leslie! Leslie is he talking about the Archivist? Mr. Red Hood, do you know the Archivist? Did he help you save everyone?”

Jason’s smile never wavered as he looked over at Jon, eyebrows raised. “He did. And he’s right there, actually.”

Amanda’s exuberance softened into a sort of hopeful timidness. “O-oh, hello, Mr. Archivist. I heard you really hate Black Mask, and you told those guys to blow up the warehouse by Aparo Park.”

Jon blinked. “Uh. I did?”

Jason rolled his eyes. “That’s not exactly how it went, but he got us all the information we needed to win, yeah?”

Amanda nodded, rocking on the balls of her feet. “Thank you!” She said, smiling at Jon where he sat in shock. She seemed to pick up on it, because she stilled and said again, a little more shy, incredibly sincere; “You helped save my friend. Thank you.”

And then she was gone, giving Jason a quick hug around the knees, running off into the back rooms of the clinic before he could return it. 

“Well,” Leslie said, smiling at her guests, “that would be my cue to get started here. Good luck, Jason, Jon; and Daisy, you stop by anytime.” 

Daisy grinned at her. “Will do.”

And then Jason put on his helmet, and the other two their face masks, and they left; and Leslie’s night at the clinic began again.

 

Notes:

Martin!!! <3 and Leslie. I’m so excited. We’re really getting into it now!
I also added Tim to the character tags. He doesn’t show up again till a bit later but I should have probably added him already.

Up Next: Dreams and comfort. … for the most part.

(Edit May 6, 2024: fixed a typo)

Chapter 7: Dreaming and Planning

Summary:

Just a regular ol’ Tuesday.

In which Jon and Daisy make the best of things.

Notes:

Chapter contains Buried Content, Tumblr, gang activity, attempted bombing, and a suicide (of an unnamed goon)
But also some fluff and mild shenanigans <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

If something seemed too good to be true, Jon had learned that it most likely was. So it didn’t really come as a surprise when he found himself once again cast in the role of Watcher in the dreams of another, surveying a familiar scene and a familiar face. Daisy stared back at him through the rain, her face going through a complex series of emotions before landing on resignation.

In Breekon and Hope’s van, the Coffin sang, and it was all Jon could hear as he watched Daisy hit one of the delivery men, watched her be held back, as he watched Daisy watch the other officer descend into that coffin, and then—

The dream broke from reality as Daisy was thrown inside, too. And like a puppet on a string, Jon was pulled after her.

The lid shut behind them with a terrible finality, leaving Jon in darkness as he felt his heart pound and he turned around, trying to push on the lid— no no no, please, no— and he felt himself being pulled down and away into the squeezing earth, singing all around him and mud and Daisy, where was Daisy?

His hand found hers, and he could not see, but still he Knew that she was thin and gaunt, muscles atrophied from months in this place, months kept away from the Hunt, and he was shocked to realize how much she had improved over just the last few days; to go from hardly being able to stand to having the strength and agility to pin down a trained fighter like Robin, even if he was a teenager. 

She could not speak except in desperate gasps, seemingly without the ability to control them; she cried out for Basira, for anyone, for a mercy that did not come— Jon, as always, was silent, detached from the pain, even though he had been through these same horrors alongside her, and some part of him kicked and screamed because it was not fair.

But when Jon squeezed her hand, Daisy squeezed back. 

 

 

Daisy shot up straight in bed, reaching beneath her pillow for her gun and finding her hand closing instead around the handle of a knife— for a moment, she didn’t remember where she’d gotten it, or where she was, and then it all came rushing back. The coffin. Jon. Gotham, and the nightmares, and a desperate hand in hers.

She pushed herself to her feet and padded out of the converted office that was to be her bedroom, now furnished with a simple metal bed frame, a wooden dresser, and a desk. She and Jon had also each gotten a new laptop and a phone, plus pretty much anything else they needed, but what Daisy appreciated the most about the new place was the number of locked doors between them and the outside. 

To her right, the hallway ended with a newly installed, very heavy door. Beyond it were the stairs descending into the old diner. To her left, the hallway led into hers and Jon’s living room-slash-kitchen, which connected to his bedroom and a bathroom. By the time Daisy made it to the main room, Jon was already stumbling out into it himself, hair a tangled mess around his shoulders and eyes a little bit distant.

They spotted each other, and both started speaking at the same time. 

“Daisy, I’m so sorry—“

“We should learn Morse code.”

Jon blinked some of the bleariness out of his eyes. “What?”

“Morse code,” Daisy repeated, “you did squeeze my hand in there, right? I wasn’t imagining that?”

Jon nodded. “Uh, yeah, I did, and you squeezed back?”

“Right, so you can’t talk to me, and you can’t really move, but apparently you can control that much at least. So… Morse code.”

Jon moved to their new— and very nice— kitchen table, sitting on one of the set of matching chairs, trying to run his fingers through his hair only to discover just how hopelessly tangled it was. “Why? We can just talk when we wake up— that is, if you want to talk to me afterwards. I would completely understand if you don’t, ah, don’t want to see me at all, after that—“

“Don’t be ridiculous,” Daisy snapped, “you never know what might happen. If we’ve got to have these fucked-up shared night horrors we might as well get something useful out of it.” She paused, then admitted: “it might also be… comforting, to have some way to communicate during.”

“Oh,” Jon said, as though the concept of him being able to offer comfort to anyone under any circumstance was foreign to him, the prick. 

Daisy rolled her eyes. “And stop that with your fingers— you have a perfectly good, brand-new comb.”

Jon sighed and got up to go fetch that comb from his room, walking back out while yanking it through the mess.

“What are you doing?” Daisy huffed and stalked over to him, snatching the comb from his hand. “Do you even know how to brush your hair?”

Jon looked stunned. “I, ah, yes?”

Daisy pointed at it. “Your hair is curly. You don’t brush curly hair dry.”

 “Oh, I just, um…”

Daisy rolled her eyes. “Come on.”

She went into the bathroom and turned on the shower, looking over Jon’s choices for hair products while they waited for the water to heat up.

“At least you got a decent conditioner,” she decided, “it’ll work. Sit here,” she gestured to the edge of the bathtub, and he sat.

She fetched a towel and threw it at him. “Put this over your shoulders.”

He did, and she made sure all his hair was on the outside of the towel before having him lean back as far as he could and angling the showerhead so that it would spray onto his hair but not out into the room at large. 

“Did you wash it last night?”

“Yes, I did,” Jon said, “and I used conditioner, I don’t know what all this fuss is about…”

“Shut up. Trust me.”

She turned the shower off and grabbed his conditioner, having him sit at an angle so she could work it through his hair as best she could with how much of it was so badly tangled. She was pretty sure he had gone to bed with it wet. 

Then, she turned the shower back on and rinsed out the excess, and led him back out to sit at the kitchen table. 

“Stay here a second,” she said, and then added “do not dry your hair with that towel!” When he reached to do just that.

She returned momentarily with an extra t-shirt, and as she stood behind his chair, drying and then carefully combing his hair, Jon sighed and asked: “how do you know how to do this, anyway?”

“Basira taught me,” Daisy said, far too fondly. “My hair’s pretty well as straight as can be, and it turns out the methods for curly hair are different.”

“Right,” Jon said, “this is the first time my hair’s been this long, I’ve never had to worry about it before.”

“Well, hey, I think it suits you. When it’s not a tangled disaster, anyway.”

“Thanks,” Jon said wryly. “I'll just have to avoid sleeping to ensure I don’t ruin all your hard work.” 

“Just get it a little damp and comb through it like this, bottom to top, see?”

Jon let Daisy sort out his hair, and when she was done, he rifled through the kitchen, turned on the kettle and found the tea. He apologized, saying that it wasn’t nearly as good as when Martin made it; but sitting around their small table in the silence of the early-morning, Jon’s hair drying in near-perfect, loose coils on his shoulders, it was all they needed. They watched the sun start to rise through their little kitchen window, and for once, for just a short time, it felt like everything was going to be okay.

 

 

“Alright, Morse code. Do you know any of it? I learned some years ago, but I only really remember numbers and how to say SOS,” Daisy sat down at the table, opening her laptop and pulling up Google.

“I, ah, no, I’ve never learned any… oh.” Jon winced. “Ah. Ow. Okay.”

Daisy frowned. “You alright?”

Jon nodded, massaging his temples. “I’m fine. I know Morse code now.”

Daisy froze. God damnit. “Are you joking?!”

Jon shook his head. “Beholding has decided to be useful for once, I suppose.”

Daisy groaned in frustration. “Not everybody can cheat with spooky eye powers, Jon!”

“I can’t control it!” He retorted. “Besides, now you just have to learn it, and I can help. Plus, I should still practice.”

Daisy huffed. “Fine, whatever— let’s practice, then.”

 

 

They spent most of the day on their laptops, researching everything they could about Gotham and about this world as a whole. It turned out that Bruce Wayne— the man they now knew was Batman— was incredibly rich, and the CEO of some huge multinational conglomerate called Wayne Enterprises. He’d taken in two children— one Dick Grayson, who had been his ward until he moved out at 17, and the second Jason Todd-Wayne, who had tragically died about three years previous. 

Jon did the math in his head— that meant Jason was only nineteen. Jesus. 

There wasn’t any information about Bruce adopting Tim, online, which was strange— but maybe he just hadn’t been officially taken in yet. That would make sense, what with them also being vigilantes and all. 

They also started looking into the technology and magic of this world, searching for any information about other dimensions and travel between them— with little success. Jon supposed that just wasn’t the sort of thing that was easy to find online, no matter how much he tried to Know. By noon, Jon’s head was starting to hurt, and every time he asked a question he felt the beginnings of a compulsion buzzing against his teeth. It seemed he had to try, though, if he wanted to compel Daisy; so at least he only had to watch it around other people. 

At around three in the afternoon, there was a knock on their door.

Jon opened it, and found Jason himself waiting on the other side. “Ah, hello. Did you—? Hm,” he cut himself off with a wince, tried again. “You need something,” he said, plainly. 

“Nah, just wanted to check in, make sure everything’s alright.” Jason grinned. “What are you guys up to?”

“Is that Hood?” Daisy shouted from the main room, “tell him to get in here!”

Jason and Jon exchanged mildly alarmed glances before hurrying back to the table, Daisy spinning her laptop around dramatically. “Jason. Care to explain?”

The computer was open to a blog site, apparently called Tumblr, to a blog boldly titled Local Fangirl Thirsty For Man in Helmet.

The post on the screen was a compilation of pictures of Jason, as the Red Hood, fighting hand-to-hand or with his pistols or, in one picture, a sword— and in other pictures, not fighting at all, with several of him crouched down to comfort small children, handing bags to harried-looking civilians, or running over rooftops. In the second-to-last picture, he stood leaning against a brick wall, arms crossed, and the very last one was apparently taken directly afterwards; exactly the same, except the man had spotted the camera and was casually flipping it off.

There was a block of text beneath the pictures. Daisy started reading it out, voice completely deadpan. 

“Redhood-wife555 says: I love this man so much. He could literally kill me and I would thank him, I want him to marry me, why can’t all men be like him. His clothes can barely contain his shoulders, oh my god, look at this man—”

Jason reached out and shut Daisy’s laptop. “That’s enough of that.” he rolled his eyes. His face was bright red. “Was there anything else, or did you just want to humiliate me?”

“There was actually something,” Jon said, “we want to start looking for a way back to our world, but we can’t really find anything on, ah, dimension travel online…”

Jason was shaking his head. “Yeah, you won’t find anything reliable on there. We can try the library— but if Gotham Public doesn’t have anything, we’ll have to get creative.”

“Creative?” Daisy reopened her laptop and clicked the ‘Follow’ button on Redhood-Wife555.

If Jason noticed what she was doing on the laptop, he ignored it. “I can call in some favours, ask some contacts. Or we could break into WayneTech’s research laboratories, that’s always fun.”

“WayneTech laboratories,” Jon didn’t-ask, “you think they research dimension travel.”

Jason shrugged. “Worth a shot. They do all sorts of stuff.”

“A library sounds great,” Daisy said, “where is it?” 

Jason sat down in one of their chairs. “You’ll want the main branch. It’s in Old Gotham, Diamond District.”

“That’s all the way across town,” Jon noted. 

“If you want, I can take you guys tomorrow,” Jason offered; “make a day out of it. I’ve got stuff to do today— actually,” he paused, “I might need your help with something, Jon.”

“What kind of—? ah, I mean. Like the day before yesterday…” Jon prompted, keeping the question out of his voice. 

Jason shook his head. “Nothing like that, I hope. I was thinking we could use your ‘compulsion’ to check all the people who we let in here, make sure we don’t have a mole— I’ve gotten a lot of new faces, the last couple days.”

Jon nodded. That seemed sensible.

“Do we really want to advertise Jon’s abilities like that?” Daisy wondered; “is it safe?”

Jason winced. “That ship’s sailed. Word got out that the Archivist gave us what we needed to take down Mask. It’s better, now, to know who we can trust and for those people to know you.”

Jon nodded. “That sounds fair enough. When are you thinking…?”

Jason grinned. “Tonight, around seven o’clock. I’m ordering everyone pizza.”

 

 

The questions were incredibly repetitive, but Jon understood the necessity.

“Do you have any intention of betraying the Red Hood’s trust in any way?”

If the answer was no— which it almost always was— then the individual would be allowed to pass behind the counter of the diner and into the kitchen, where pizza in large takeout boxes, paper plates, and napkins were spread out across the prep counters. If the answer was yes, then Jon would ask them a series of more specific questions, and out of the six people for whom that was necessary, five of them were just skimming or planning to skim some money off the top of whatever operation they were a part of. Three of them broke down crying, and Daisy— who stood by Jon’s side the entire time— would call over Jason or Darcy or Camryn to talk to them and sort it out. 

There was one person, though…

“Do you have any intention of betraying the Red Hood’s trust in any way?”

“Yes, I do.”

There was one person who tried to run.

Daisy was on him in a flash, pinning him against a wall and wrenching his arms behind his back, spinning him around with a gun shoved into the underside of his jaw, hissing something in his ear that made the man go pale. 

Jon stalked towards him, vaguely aware of Sage behind him typing something into her phone.

“In what way have you betrayed the Red Hood’s trust?”

 The man went still in Daisy’s hold. “I have a bomb,” he said, “I’m going to put it somewhere discreet, take whatever looks important, and leave before it goes off.”

Jon and Daisy’s faces shifted into twin expressions of shock. Somewhere behind him, there were footsteps, and the Red Hood swore.

“Who do you work for?” Jon demanded.

“Black Mask,” the man said, and then looked desperately between the people quickly coming to surround him.

“Where’s the bomb?” Jon asked.

“In my backpack,” the man answered.

Hood moved around in front of Jon, beside Daisy, and cut the backpack from the man’s shoulders, which slumped in defeat. 

“Bring him downstairs,” he barked. But as Daisy handed the man off to Sage and someone else whose name Jon didn’t know, the man abruptly snarled and said “you will never win,” and then there was the faintest sound of something cracking as he bit down.

“Shit,” Hood swore, “damnit!”

The man was thrown to the floor, but it was too late. He collapsed, then started convulsing, and— and Daisy pulled Jon away, but it didn’t stop him from Knowing when the man finally died, just forty-three seconds later.

Jon didn’t really want any pizza, after that.

 

— 

 

A tape recorder appeared on the kitchen table.

“Hey, Jon, I, uh… hope you’re doing alright.”

Jon dropped his fork. Across the table, Daisy did the same. The late-night pasta could wait. Martin could not.

“Um. I’ve been trying to find out if Peter knows anything about where you are. He keeps just— just telling me not to worry about it, to leave it to the others, that our mission is more important and I can’t be distracted but—“

Jon shoved his plate to the side, and did not say a word.

“—I only agreed to work for him in the first place because you were gone, and I was alone, and, and I’ve only stuck with it to protect you. And the others, of course. This mission— it’s my burden to carry, and it has to be alone, and I know that but I can’t just leave you to rot wherever you are if I can do something about it!”

He stopped for a moment, breathing heavily. “They’ve taken the Coffin to Artefact storage. I don’t know how they’re keeping it, or, or if you’ll be able to get it open from the inside anymore… god.

Well, I, I kept your rib, I pretty much keep it with me all the time now. Don’t— hah— don’t tell Peter!”

A stretch of awkward silence. A sigh.

“I just, I really don’t think Peter would like it, if he knew I was talking to you like this. But I haven’t gotten any answers from you, and I don’t know how I’d even get an answer— would another tape appear? A written statement, maybe? I don’t know. I don’t know if you’re even getting these, so if anything it makes me feel more lonely. Maybe Peter wouldn’t mind.

But, um, still. I’ve decided to come into the tunnels to do it, just in case Elias is watching— I, uh, I found an entrance a couple blocks away from the institute, so nobody sees me going in. I don’t really want anyone else to know, this is… they would think it’s stupid. And dangerous. It probably is, isn’t it?

… I don’t know if I really care. What does it matter, if Elias can hear these? He’s in prison. He can’t do anything.” 

Jon started shaking his head— that was a dangerous way to think— but Martin made a frustrated sound and said “No, I can’t assume that. I can’t underestimate him. Elias is always planning something, I can’t forget that.”

A sigh. “I really hope you’re okay, Jon. Please, if you can, just… anything. Let me know you’re there.”

The tape clicked off, and Jon put his head in his hands, fighting back the shaking that threatened to overtake him. 

“Jon?” Daisy asked, “are you… alright?”

Jon let out a deep, long breath. “I will be,” he said.

Daisy nodded. “We should answer.”

She was right, of course. But it was still a long moment before Jon felt ready. Eventually, he picked up the tape recorder. Rewound it. Listened again. It didn’t help, hearing it a second time, for all that Martin’s voice was a comfort.

He looked to Daisy. “What should we say?”

She shrugged. “Give him an update, I guess. Let him know what’s happened since the last one.”

“Right, okay,” Jon agreed, and clicked record.

“Hi, Martin, uh. It’s Jon.”

“And Daisy,” she added from across the table.

“Yes, and Daisy. Uh, it’s… Tuesday, April the third. I hope the dates match up, over here. I’m not sure.”

He swallowed. “Since your last message, the, the group we joined—“

“You can say the word, Jon. It’s a gang.”

“Yes, right, the gang we joined by accident has started to dismantle a, um, a rival gang, I suppose, using information that I got for them using the… the powers granted to me by Beholding. We… went shopping, and we have a furnished apartment now, and we’ve got tea, and… I’ve witnessed two people die, since arriving here.”

Daisy sighed. “Not good people, though.”

“No, not good people, but I’m… not sure that anybody deserves to experience what I can do.” 

“You didn’t kill them, though.”

“No,” Jon agreed. “No. I didn’t.”

There was a long silence, then Jon picked back up.

“We met an older lady named Leslie Thompkins, she runs a health clinic, and she knows Jason— ah, Jason’s the one who took us in, he’s the leader of the gang, and he has a ridiculously complicated relationship with his family…”

Jon went on like that for several minutes, briefly explaining what had happened and what they had learned over the last couple days, with additions from Daisy wherever she felt they were appropriate. By the time he shut the tape off, their pasta was cold, and Jon was exhausted. There was a bit of a contradiction, in the way it warmed something in him to know that Martin, at least, still cared; and yet he felt so empty with the knowledge that he hadn’t received their last message, and Jon had no guarantee this one would be any different.

Still. For as long as Martin kept sending these tapes, Jon would keep replying in kind. 

Daisy met his eyes, and he was sure that she understood.

 

 

Jon said goodnight to Daisy, went into his room, sat down at the desk, and stared at the black screen of his laptop. 

He didn’t want to sleep.

Well, okay, he did want to sleep, but he didn’t want to dream— Daisy needed the rest more than he did, anyway. He could stay up. Maybe just for a little while. 

The computer occupied him for a couple of hours, but then he started getting a headache again, so he turned it off and went to get some tea— only, he went into the kitchen and realized they were out of milk.

That was how Jon found himself heading downstairs, a box of tea in one hand and a new copy of the book 1984— purchased on Jason’s insistence— in the other, somewhere around one in the morning. Somebody he recognized from the disastrous pizza party was standing guard behind the counter; they offered him a small nod as Jon scurried past and into the kitchen and finally, down the stairs into the basement. 

The break room was empty when he got there. He put the kettle on and chose a mug, setting the tea bag in place and getting out what he’d need while he waited for the water to boil. Then he settled at the table with his tea and the book, and started to read.

The tea calmed him, and the book gave him something to focus on, and the occasional sounds of someone moving around upstairs reminded him that he wasn’t alone. In a way, it was similar to all of those months spent in the Archives, a place down below something greater, separate yet a part of it. It was almost comforting. 

Jon was just making some more tea when the door at the top of the stairs slammed open, and a set of heavy boots thumped down into the hall. A moment later, Jason shoved the curtain aside and came into the room, his gaze landing on Jon with a half-formed snarl on his lips. 

“Uh. Hi,” Jon offered. Jason’s eyes were glowing a faint poison green. “Is…? uh, you’re upset,” Jon didn’t-ask.

“Im fine,” Jason grit out, thunking his helmet down on the table and throwing himself on the small couch. “Just fine.”

Jon doubted that. “Would you like…?” Hm. No. “I made tea, if you would like some.”

Jason stared at him, expression impossible to decipher, then slowly nodded. “Yeah, sure, why not.”

The water was already boiling, so Jon got out another mug and set a tea bag in it.

“Um. We have milk, and sugar, and cream…”

Soon enough, Jon and Jason were sat opposite each-other at the table, each with a mug of tea in front of them, and Jason’s eyes had settled back into their regular blue. 

Jason took a sip. “This isn’t half bad,” he said, and Jon took a sip of his own before answering.

“I’ve been… practicing. My… my friend, Martin, he makes it much better, but…”

“But he’s not here,” Jason supplied.

Jon nodded.

“My grandfather makes the best tea I’ve ever had.” Jason swished his cup around. “I think you’d like him, actually. He’s also very… British.”

Jon huffed. “Being British does not automatically mean we would get on,” he argued, but he found himself smiling a little bit into his tea.

“What are you doing up, anyway?” Jason asked.

“Couldn’t sleep,” Jon lied.

Jason raised an eyebrow. “Uh-huh. Right...”

“And, um, looks like you were out, and all…” Jon gestured to his own eyes. “Angry. I would like to know why, if you’re alright sharing...”

Jason sighed. “It’s just hard, out there. The damn Bat keeps sticking his nose into everything, Nightwing’s still in town, and Mask is— well. Robbing the man blind was one thing, but Black Mask is… persistent. He’s been causing problems.”

“Ah,” Jon winced. “What, um, what kind…?” 

Jason slumped backwards. “People go missing,” he said, “and we don’t always find them in time. Or his men just turn up and start shooting. City’s gotten even more dangerous than usual.”

Jon’s face must have conveyed his sincere displeasure, because he didn’t need to say anything for Jason to reassure him.

“It won’t stay that way. Once we kill Mask, his men’ll scatter— we’ve just got to find the bastard. Until then, though, he’s using everything he’s got left to make my life as difficult as possible.”

“If there’s anything I can do to help…”

Jason nodded. “I’ll be sure to let you know. Honestly, the tea’s pretty helpful. Maybe I’ll get some more to keep down here. Different kinds.”

“Good idea,” Jon agreed. He felt warm at Jason’s words; at the knowledge that with something as simple as making tea, he could help. 

He thought, maybe, he understood Martin just a little bit better. 

 

Notes:

Tea time <3
Turns out running a gang is hard, especially with Batman haunting the narrative.
Also I want you all to know that my cat is being very snuggly this morning and I love him very much.

Next up: A visit to the library, and I get to update the character tags again!

Chapter 8: The Library

Summary:

New places and new faces!
In which Jon and Daisy visit the library and make some friends.

Notes:

Allusions to gang activity as well as various spooky Gotham things. Also mentions of Jurgen Leitner.
Sorry It's later in the day than usual! enjoy <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

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Gotham Public Library, as it turned out, was absolutely massive. Following Jason— who Jon was pretty sure still had a layer of body armour underneath his civilian clothes— out of the car, Jon and Daisy were met with an imposing exterior of carved stone; pillars and statues and several phrases in Latin that Jon found he recognized, though he wasn’t sure if it was thanks to his own time in academia or the input of the Eye. He read those that he could make out as they approached, and while some were certainly famous— Scientia potentia est; Knowledge is power— others had origins he couldn’t pinpoint. Legere est vivere; to read is to live. Amplecti amorem discendi; embrace the love of learning.

Aspicio et fio. I watch and I become. 

The inside was even more impressive; as they passed through the slightly oversized, heavy wooden doors, the sounds and traffic of a busy city gave way to the indistinct bustling sounds of many overlapping mostly-quiet conversations, and a wide space opened before them— all illuminated by the tinted windows behind them, stretching up to the ceiling some fifty feet above. The first two rooms seemed at first to form a sort of large L shape; the area they entered into being large and square, with a mosaic in the image of a massive compass on the floor. Two large hanging signs designated the long desk directly ahead of them as Help and Checkout, with four people including a small child waiting in line; that desk continued following the wall and turned to the right, where there was a sign labeled Returns. The patterns in the floor created a natural path to the left, through a huge open doorway leading deeper into the building, where rows and rows of unreasonably tall shelves lined the longer rectangular portion of the room, separated by evenly spaced wooden tables, most of which were occupied by people reading or working quietly in notebooks and on laptops.

On the left side of that room, just visible from the entrance to the building, a large wooden staircase curled up toward a balcony that lined the edges of the room, high above; with a sort of bridge that arched across the middle of it and cut the open air in half, another staircase splitting from it and ascending toward the back, supported from above. As Jason led the group confidently towards the lower stairs, more of the room came into view, and Jon realized that it was actually even larger than it had first appeared; maze-like rows of bookshelves disappearing off to their right, towards the centre of the building. 

Jon found himself lingering, falling a few paces behind the others as he took it all in. Every vertical space that was not a window or a door was filled with books; every surface was clean, every carved figure in all the wooden trim shined, not a single indoor light flickered or had gone out. The temperature and humidity control were simply remarkable, too, it was noticeably less humid inside than out— impressive, really, especially considering Gotham’s, well… everything.

Jon wanted to explore. He wanted to make his way into those rows of neatly organized shelves, find a few books he’d never read before and a good out-of-the-way corner to curl up in for a few hours, and let go of the tension he could already feel slipping from his shoulders. He wondered if they had private study rooms that he could book. 

He wondered what their archives looked like.

He took a deep breath, savouring the feeling of being at home for just a moment, and then scurried toward the stairs after Daisy. 

Jason led them up onto the balcony, then across the bridge and through a set of wide doors into another section of the library. The sounds of the bustling public seemed to vanish entirely as those doors shut; it was almost entirely silent on the other side, save the sound of a keyboard tapping and the occasional, subtle scratch of pencil on paper somewhere beyond the tightly packed shelves that they found themselves navigating. 

“This area has the more technical, Gotham-specific stuff,” Jason explained, voice low. “Historical documents are over there,” he pointed ahead of them, “old newspapers, genealogies, encyclopedias, the works.” He touched one of the shelves on their left: “Details about Gotham-based technological innovations here. Old criminal reports and statistics are over there,” he pointed down one of the aisles, toward where the other sounds were coming from; Jon glimpsed the edge of a table and a couple of comfortable looking chairs beyond. 

“None of that sounds like what we’re looking for,” Daisy pointed out. 

Jason nodded. “This way, come on.”

They turned off to the right, where they were met with another door— this one locked, a plaque in the centre reading Sp. Collections C and a bold, unyielding RESTRICTED . But Jason just input a code into a little number pad next to the door, and the lock disengaged with a quiet click— no fanfare at all— and they were in.

Jason spun to face them, walking backwards into the room with his arms raised slightly in emphasis. “This room is known as Special Collections C, and it houses all the details on everything magic and arcane to have touched Gotham City.” 

“Why is the room restricted?” Daisy asked, stepping cautiously inside, Jon following a half-step behind her. 

Jason dropped his arms, seemingly disappointed in the duo ignoring his theatrics. “It’s restricted because a lot of the information in here is dangerous. Like, did you know the cave system under Gotham just… shifts, sometimes?”

Jon froze. “It… shifts,” he repeated. The caves move. The caves move. The caves—

Jason had turned around again, setting out into the rows of bookshelves, so he didn’t see the way Jon and Daisy both looked suddenly uneasy. He nodded. “Yeah, and, like— there’s a weirdly high number of cults here, stuff like that. Also a lot of earthquakes, those certainly aren’t all natural, and there’s the god trapped beneath our feet… y’know.”

“We most certainly do not know!” Jon countered, a little bit too loudly. Jason paused where he was thumbing along the books to shoot him a glare. Daisy fell back to shut the door, and then they trailed after Jason further into the room.

“Anyway, point is, Batman can wax poetic about keeping metahumans and magic out of Gotham all he wants— it won’t change the fact this city was built on crazy supernatural bullshit. And Gotham’s meta population is higher than average, actually, they’re just really good at keeping quiet.” 

Jon nodded along, a part of him still stuck on the caves shift sometimes, while Daisy picked a book seemingly at random and tipped it forward halfway off the shelf. “What are we looking for, then?”

Jason waved a hand in the air, running his finger along the spines of the old books. “Records of weird events, I guess. Anything that might help us figure out how you two got here, so we can start working at sending you back.”

Jon tried to sink back into that feeling he had before— his love of the library, of research. This room was by no means small— a high roof, towering bookshelves, Gotham’s cloud-muted afternoon light filtering in through tall windows from two sides. “There isn’t really anywhere to sit in here,” he noted.

Jason frowned around the room, peeking behind bookcases as if a lounge would magically appear for them. It didn’t, but he did find a small cart with a sort of wooden basket on it, already with a single book inside. “We can set up at the tables by the crime stats. If you ask me, those are the best chairs in the building.”

“Alright,” Daisy looked around. “Where should we start?”

 

 

They ended up with a cart full of books; mostly solid, heavy things, but a couple of smaller ones too, including the diary of a man who fancied himself an explorer some two hundred years previous. They had grabbed the diary because a different and much larger book listed it as a reference. 

The larger book in question seemed, after a quick rifle through it, the closest thing they could find to a proper record of the Gotham cave system. Rather than provide a single coherent account or map, it instead attempted to list all of the individuals who had come into contact with the caves and what they had experienced, cross-referencing them with each other based on what they discovered rather than where it had been, because apparently the same feature would be found in different places at different times. Jon did not like this. Such a book should not exist— he checked the inside cover three times for some indication that it originated in the Library of Jurgen Leitner, but there was none. The books in that room all seemed perfectly mundane. Still, it made him uneasy. 

They also found several books on Gotham’s many cults and the entities they worshipped and occasionally attempted to bring forth into their reality, as well as a box full of old letters and shipping manifestos which seemed to detail the imports and activities of a group referred to as the Court. Jason took one look at them, frowned, and added the entire box to their book pile.

Resources gathered, they headed back out of the room in search of a place to sit and read. Jason led the way, weaving between the shelves with a familiarity that spoke of many hours spent there, and Daisy pulled the cart of books; Jon trailed behind them, holding a thick tome on the subject of Gotham’s natural disasters to his chest, and they emerged into a quiet reading area with three medium-sized tables arranged near a set of beanbag chairs and blankets, a large soft rug underfoot and all illuminated by a large window that looked out onto the city below. 

One of the tables was already occupied— a girl sat with an open laptop and a notebook, pencil held carefully in her right hand. She looked to be somewhere between sixteen and eighteen years old, if Jon had to guess, with short, black hair, vaguely Asian features, and piercing, intelligent eyes that scanned the three of them as they settled down at an open table nearby. Apparently satisfied by what she saw, the girl returned to her work, and Jon turned his own focus to the books in front of them. 

Jason reached over to their cart and pulled the first few books off the top, putting them in a neat stack between them all and then reaching back in to grab the box of shipping manifestos and letters. Daisy picked out a large book on Gotham’s several demon-oriented cults, then set her laptop on the table and opened a note-taking document. They both got right to it— flipping through pages and writing or typing down anything that seemed important. Jon looked down at the book in front of him, and felt the pull of new knowledge at his fingertips; the way something in him hungered for it. He didn’t know if that hunger was his own or a part of his connection to the Eye, but it hardly mattered— on this, they had always been in agreement. Jon opened the book and started to read.

 

 

The thing about reading, for Jon, is that when he really got into a book— especially nonfiction, especially weird nonfiction— it was often very difficult to pull his attention to anything else at all until the book was finished. He had always been that way, and this particular quirk had only grown stronger during his tenure at the Magnus Institute. Knowing why that was— that it was another aspect of Beholding’s influence over him— made him uneasy, but he refused to let any sort of supernatural fear bullshit take away his love of reading, so…

So he read. 

All of that to say, it wasn’t strictly surprising when Jon finally came up for air a couple of hours later to find that Jason was gone, having apparently read through all the letters in that box before running off. 

“He tried to tell you,” Daisy shrugged, “but you were really deep into that thing, and whatever was in those letters seemed important. He said he’d be back to get us before the library closes, or he’d send someone.” She paused. Jon was scribbling notes down in a notebook; he would need to cross-reference the dates and details of some of Gotham’s stranger so-called natural disasters with dates of cult activities and maybe see if there were any other similar, possibly-related events elsewhere in the world at those times, and what about large magical surges? Was that something that could happen here— could something of a similar or larger scale to a failed fear-ritual create abnormal weather and affect natural systems? He knew there was that one ritual that created an earthquake…

“Hey,” Daisy poked him on the forehead, breaking him from his thoughts before he could sink back into the books. “Find anything interesting?”

“Hm? Oh, yes, plenty.” Jon flipped back through the book, looking for a specific page… there. “See, here? There was a strange storm about fifty years ago which doesn’t make any sense at all for the time of year, but does match almost exactly with another storm which happened…” he flipped through more pages, “one-hundred and twenty years ago, but the really interesting part is that both of these match really quite well with more recent weather events—”

“What kind of storms?”

“Snow— in the middle of summer, both times. So I was thinking, what if there was a connection between these strange snow storms— oh, and they were localized entirely to Gotham, see here? They centre around Arkham Island specifically— so if there was a connection between these snow storms and, well, there’s a villain in Gotham who has, ah, ice powers— Doctor Freeze— and he’s made it snow in Gotham out of season six times in the last ten years, four of which were apparently pretty nasty storms…”

Daisy watched Jon ramble, a sort of fond amusement growing on her face. “I forget you were a researcher, before all of this,” she said. “This is all cool stuff, Jon, but how do snow storms in summer help us get home?”

He frowned down at the book. “Well, I suppose they don’t, strictly speaking, but… if there is a pattern to this, with similar unnatural events occurring at predictable times, maybe we can apply that pattern to something else and use it to our advantage?”

Daisy was nodding along. “I guess so. Here, give me your notes, I’ll put them into my spreadsheet…”

It continued like that for some time, Daisy pulling Jon out of his research-induced trance anytime he went too deep, sharing their findings between each-other as the sun moved across the sky behind the clouds. They didn’t find anything actionable, but they weren’t really expecting to— it was only the first day of research, after all. They did find that dimensional travel was not unheard of in this world; but the mechanisms behind it were, of course, very tightly-guarded secrets, and from what they could gather, most attempts at accessing other worlds ended in spectacular disasters. The new information— especially the new information about terrible occurrences of a supernatural nature— seemed to satiate that dark thing inside of Jon, to a degree; but he asked just as much of it in return, if not more, trying to fill in gaps and make connections and leaps of logic and Know where to look next. It was as exhausting as it was fulfilling, and Jon spent much of their time toeing the line on the edge of giving himself a headache.

A few hours after Jason left, Daisy stood up. Jon tilted his head at her; a silent question. 

“I need to use the washroom,” she explained. “Do you know where it is?”

Jon shook his head. “I’m not sure, no.”

“Can you do your, y'know… Knowing thing?”

Jon looked up at the ceiling. “Where are the washrooms?” he wondered out loud, only half expecting anything to happen.

Instead of an answer, pain spiked through his head, and he jerked forward— screwing his eyes shut and pressing the heels of his palms into his face. “Ah, ow, not… hnm.” Bad idea.

Daisy winced. “Shit, sorry. I’ll just, uh… I’ll find it.”

He blinked his eyes open again as the pain receded. “It’s fine. They’re, ah, downstairs? I think?”

Daisy nodded. “Thanks. Be right back.”

She slipped back into the rows of books, the way they’d come, and Jon sighed and rubbed at his temples. Maybe he needed a break. 

He frowned down at his book— a surprisingly thick volume about the potentially magic origin of Gotham’s proclivity to put gargoyles on absolutely everything— but before he could decide whether or not to continue reading, he felt a prickle at the back of his neck. Someone was watching him. 

He looked around, and was relieved to find it was only the girl sitting at the other table; Jon had all but forgotten about her, even though she’d been there the whole time. She was looking at him curiously, kind of like she wanted to say something but didn’t know quite where to start. Jon met her eyes and gave an awkward little half-wave.

She frowned, but didn’t look away. Instead, she opened her mouth, as though she wanted to talk, then closed it again. “Hmmm…” 

Jon looked around. There was nobody else in the room. “Um. do you… need something?” he asked, quietly, carefully keeping the compulsion out of his voice. 

She huffed. “Mm. No.” She formed the word carefully, like it didn’t feel right in her mouth, like…

“Do you not speak much english?” Jon asked; “I speak, well, an unusually high number of languages, if you want to tell me something…”

She narrowed her eyes, focusing hard on him, and then nodded slowly. Sadly. “I… hm.” She pointed at herself, looked down and made some strange motions with her hands, mouthing out shapes as though trying to remember the words and— oh. Those motions were hand signs. ‘I can’t speak,’ she had signed. “I, c-an-t…s… sp—” 

She seemed frustrated.

Jon was, thankfully, somewhat used to spontaneously understanding new languages, although acquiring sign language was a new experience. Stranger still was the way he lifted his hands and just… Knew what to do. 

‘We can sign,’ he told her, fingers circling each other, then startled himself by tapping his own nose in the course of signing ‘I don’t mind.’  

Her face absolutely lit up.  

‘You understand! Cool, good, good!’

He smiled. ‘I help you?’

She nodded and scooted her chair to the side, dragging another one closer with a little pat. ‘Please, come sit,’ she waved him over.

Jon closed his book and pushed his chair back away from the table, lifting his arms above his head in a quick stretch— He’d been sitting down for quite a while— before walking the three or so steps over to the girl’s table and taking the offered chair. 

She pointed angrily at something on her laptop, then signed ‘I don’t know this.’

Jon leaned over slightly to look at it— careful not to move too close to her, he didn’t want to make her uncomfortable— and read over the line she had indicated.

#19: On the wall in the living room, there is a painting of a beach, with dark blue water and a turquoise bucket in the sand.

“Ah, that's…” Jon lifted his hands. ‘The sentence? Or one word?’

Cass pointed at the screen again, toward the word turquoise. ‘This word, I don’t know it.’

‘That’s a colour,’ he explained, ‘like green and blue together. The bucket is the colour green plus blue.’

She nodded and shifted her attention to a piece of paper on the table next to her, blocked from Jon’s view by the laptop. She searched it for a moment before scribbling something down with a pencil and then returned her gaze to the computer, nodding to herself. 

Jon tried to look over her to see what was on the paper. She must have noticed his interest, because she picked up the paper and placed it on the table in front of him instead, pointing down at the part she’d just written on. 

It was a worksheet, of sorts, with two coloured pictures of the inside of a house— one image of a kitchen, and one of a living room. Overlaid on each of the rooms was about a dozen small white boxes, each next to a distinct object; many of the boxes had already been filled in with numbers which, Jon supposed, must correspond to descriptions on the girl’s screen. Some of them were tricky; for example, in the living room there were two paintings of a beach, one with tropical-turquoise water and a red bucket, the other with dark blue water and a turquoise bucket. In the box next to the latter, the girl had written in the number 19.

‘Correct?’ she signed. 

‘Yes, correct,’ Jon confirmed. ‘Good. You’re learning english?’

She nodded. ‘Yes. Speaking is hard. Reading is better. Signing is best, it’s easy.’

Jon tapped the paper. ‘Keep learning. You’ll pick up speaking later.’

She beamed at him, then pointed back towards his table and asked: ‘What are you reading?’

He thought about it for a second. ‘My friend and I, we…’ how to phrase this? ‘We are new here. We want to know about this city’s history.’

She nodded. ‘Gotham is dangerous,’ she cautioned, ‘knowing a lot is good. Smart.’

‘There are many bad people,’ Jon lamented.

‘Yes, but… many good people, too. People who protect.’

Jon thought of Jason, and wondered which category this girl would put him in. ‘I know. I met some of those people.’

‘Do you have friends who know Gotham?’ she put emphasis on know, and Jon understood what she meant— do you have friends who truly know this place? Who can help you get your bearings in an unfamiliar, potentially dangerous situation? 

‘Yes.’

‘Good,’ she signed, firmly. ‘If you need help, I will help you. Understand?’ her gaze was intense, more so than Jon was used to, especially coming from a teenager; it was obvious that she meant it. 

‘I understand,’ he confirmed. ‘And same for me, right? If you ask me, I will help you.’

She nodded again and gestured to her work. Jon nodded back and returned to his own table, where the book on gargoyles waited for him, but before he could sit down the girl rapped her knuckles on the table to get his attention, and when he turned back to her she signed. ‘I don’t know this word.’

Jon picked his book up and moved back to her table. 

They had just gotten into something of a rhythm— Jon reading a section of his book, pausing to help the kid translate something, reading another section of his book, repeat— when Daisy returned from the washroom.

She came to a stop in front of the tables, giving Jon a flat, unimpressed stare that somehow managed to convey amusement. “You make a friend, Jon? I was gone less than ten minutes.” 

He stood up quickly. “Ah, yes! Daisy, this is—“ he started, and barely managed to stop himself saying Cass as he realized that the girl had never actually told him her name, and it would be very strange if he knew it. Instead, he turned to her and sheepishly signed ‘what’s your name?’

The girl looked from Jon to Daisy, then sat up a little straighter and carefully said “Ca-ss-and-ra. Cass.” She smiled at her own success. 

Jon nodded. “Cass, this is Daisy,” he then fingerspelled ‘D-a-i-s-y’ and followed it up with ‘yellow flower.’ He paused for her to nod in understanding, then added ‘my name is J-o-n, sorry I forgot to tell you…’ 

Cass waved off his apologies and signed back ‘is she your girlfriend?’ With a mischievous raised eyebrow

Jon startled badly. “No! She’s—“ he sat down on the edge of his original table, so he could see both Cass and Daisy more easily. ‘We are good friends,’ he signed. And then to Daisy he explained “Cass needed help with some homework, she’s learning English. Speaking is hard for her but she can read, and she can understand speech for the most part.” Back to Cass, he signed: Correct? You understand?’

She nodded. ‘Correct!’

“Why are you signing at her then?” Daisy asked, seeming genuinely curious. 

Cass made a little “ah,” and then tried to start speaking— “Ca-n b-b-ut—“ then gave up and turned to Jon. ‘Can you translate? Do you mind?’

‘I don’t mind,’ he confirmed.

Cass started signing at him faster, then, and he watched her hands move while doing his best to translate for Daisy. “She says she can understand speech, but it’s hard. She has to focus on each word, and if there’s other sounds or more than one person talking, she can’t understand any of it. ASL— that’s the sign language, uh, American Sign Language— is much easier for her to understand. Also, and this is me speaking,” Jon added, “I think it would feel very strange to be the only person speaking in a conversation.” He also quite liked ASL, even though he had only just learned it. Maybe he could learn the British version, too, when he got home. 

Cass ended up relocating to their table, since Jon and Daisy had so many more books. She sat on one end, while Jon and Daisy sat adjacent to her and across from each other. The kid seemed to appreciate the company; finishing the series of exercises without much help from Jon, and starting on a different one— matching words to objects— and finished that one by the time Jon had gotten through his gargoyle book, without any help at all. At that point, she took out a small novel aimed at preteens, and started to read it.

The novel proved a bit more challenging for her than the exercises had been; she would occasionally get lost, and ask Jon for clarification. It wasn’t often enough or for long enough to really break the flow of his own research, but it did help him from falling too deep into it— the occasional returns to reality reminded him to actually take notes. Jon and Daisy, in turn, took to asking her for clarification on Gotham-related things that they didn’t understand; sometimes their books would reference a location that they couldn’t find on the map they were using, and even though she was quick to tell them that she herself had only been in Gotham a few months, the kid usually at least knew the general area of whatever building or landmark their sources spoke of; and she was both happy to help and didn’t seem to mind the subject of their research.

Around 7:30 in the evening, just as the sun was beginning to set, Jon heard a sound from within the shelves; not footsteps, but the nearly-silent squeak of wheels turning on a tile floor. Cass heard them too; she half-turned to face forward in her seat, a smile forming on her face. She waved with familiarity as a young woman in a wheelchair— a very nice looking wheelchair— emerged into their little study area. 

She paused when she saw them— all three sitting around one table, despite the two empty ones in the room— her eyebrows knitting together slightly in confusion. “Cass?” she asked, gesturing at the group and then switching to ASL herself: ‘Who are they?’

Cass pointed at Jon. ‘He knows ASL!’

The woman turned her attention to Jon. Bright red hair and keen eyes— were they blue or green? Jon couldn’t tell from this distance— which made him feel rather intimidated, like she was searching his face to find his intentions. 

“Uh…” he cleared his throat. “Hello.”

Cass pointed from Jon to Daisy, fingerspelling their names as she went; ‘they’re new in Gotham,’ she explained, then turned to Jon and signed ‘this is my sister, B-a-r-b-a-r-a.’

Adopted, Jon presumed; or maybe half-siblings. They looked nothing alike. 

Daisy looked from Cass to Jon to Barbara. “I don’t know sign language,” she said; “I’m guessing those were introductions?”

“They were,” Barbara confirmed. “I’m Barbara Gordon. I just came up to bring Cass dinner, since I know she hasn’t eaten since this morning…” she signed as she spoke; the effect was rather disorientating for Jon, like two people saying the same thing at once but slightly out of sync. “Sorry it’s late, Cass, my meeting ran long. Some of our donors have gotten it into their heads that they can just…” she trailed off at Jon and Daisy’s blank stares.

“Oh, right. I'm the Head Librarian,” she explained. “Work never ends!”

“Oh, are you?” Daisy grinned. “Jon here is a Head Archivist.”

Oh. Oh no. Jon did not want the conversation to go in this direction.

Barbara wheeled closer. “Really? Where do you work?”

Jon winced. “The, ah. The Magnus Institute, London.”

“Huh, never heard of it. Is it a research institution?”

“Yep,” Daisy answered for him, “Not surprised you don’t know it. Flies under most people’s radar, pretty niche stuff.”

“What’s an archivist from London doing in Gotham?” Barbara asked, pulling the rest of the way up to their table and handing Cass a paper bag, presumably with food in it. “Are you here for research?”

“Oh, well… yes, I suppose...” Jon did not want to talk about the Institute.

“Well, let me know if you need anything, or if you want to have a look downstairs— our own archives are nothing to sneeze at, y'know?” Then she seemed to take another look at the books they had assembled. “Oh, hey! You get all that from Special C?”

Daisy nodded. “Yeah, sure did. Neat stuff.”

“Tell me about it! I catalogued most of it myself, actually. Sensitive material and all that. When you’re done with it, there’s a reshelve bin inside the room— I’d rather you not put anything you got in there in the bins out here.”

Jon and Daisy both nodded in agreement. “That shouldn’t be a problem,” Jon said. 

“Alright, well, i've got a few more things to get done before we close— Cass, we’ll head home in about an hour, sound good?” She started signing along with her speech again, having stopped sometime during the archivist-related portion of the conversation. Cass nodded along, hands full of the sandwich she was dutifully chewing through. Then with a last little wave Barbara spun her chair around and wheeled back out the way she came. 

They tried to settle back into reading, but it wasn’t long until Daisy’s phone pinged with a text. She thumbed it open, then her face split into a grin. 

“It’s Jason,” she told Jon. “Says Julian’s out front with a car. He wants our help with something.”

Jon sighed and shut his book, sending Cass an apologetic look. ‘We’ve got to go. It was nice to meet you.’

Cass nodded. ‘Nice to meet you. Thank you for helping!’

They gathered up all their books and returned them to the Special Collections room; the ones they still needed stayed in the little wagon, tucked away in a corner with a note that said Jon and Daisy - to read, and the others went into the reshelve bin that Barbara had told them about. 

All told, Jon thought their first day at the library was a resounding success.

 

Notes:

Cass!! And Babs!! I love them both so much <3
Who knew I had so much to say about a trip to the library??

I actually do know ASL (just finished my fourth semester of it at university) and all the sign-conversations I wrote in this chapter are things I would be able to say. Plus the assignments Cass was doing are basically the inverse of some assignments I’ve done in ASL class lol. Such a cool language.

With this chapter we are now entering into “stuff I wrote after I started posting” and I’m also SUPER busy this month, so hopefully I have enough of a buffer.

Next week: Jon and Daisy have a bit of a rough night.

Chapter 9: Rain

Summary:

It rains far too much in Gotham…
In which Jon and Daisy don’t sleep very well.

Notes:

Chapter contains nightmares, panic attacks; gang activity incl at least mentions of: gun violence, kidnapping, human trafficking, torture, murder; Beholding Content; brief mentions of sexual assault.
The first bit’s chill though! Enjoy :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

“So, what can you actually do?”  

The question was directed toward Daisy, Jason leaning faux-casually against the kitchen counter in their little flat above the diner. Jon had sat down at the table, fishing out the notebook he’d acquired and jotting down what he’d learned about Gotham during that night’s excursion— not a lot— while Daisy herself had sprawled across the couch the moment they all entered the room. 

She shrugged. “I usually have a… sense, for when somebody isn’t human,” she started, “better senses in general, maybe— and I heal quickly. I’m strong.”

“That it?” Jason crossed his arms. 

“… No, but…” Daisy sighed and sat up straighter, “the rest of it isn’t as pleasant, and it’s, I don’t know, it’s harder to describe.”

Jason moved to the table, spun a chair around and sat on it backwards. “I’ve got time. It’s important to know if I’m ever going to really send you guys into the field.”

So far, everything they’d done for the Red Hood Gang had been under Jason’s supervision; from that first interrogation three days ago (had it really only been three days?) to the meeting Jason had just had them sit in on, the only times they’d been alone were when they were in their new flat and that afternoon at the library. 

What he said made a lot of sense— Jason needed to know the extent of what they could do. They’d discovered as much in the car before the meeting that evening; when Jason had explained Jon’s role, and Jon had realized that they’d missed some things in their original explanation back in the sewer tunnels.

“When I signal, you ask whoever I’m talking to if they’re lying,” he’d instructed.

“Oh,” Jon had replied, bringing a hand up to tug at his own hair self-consciously. “I could just… let you know if someone lies?”

Eldritch lie detection was, apparently, also a very useful skill; Jason spent the rest of the drive asking after any remaining missing details, and Jon tried his best to give an accurate picture, for all that he could. He still knew frustratingly little about his own abilities, his own inhumanity, how much the Eye had changed him while he’d been too busy worrying about everything but himself. 

He left out the nightmares. Not because he wanted to lie to Jason, it was just… well, he didn’t ask, and they were hardly relevant, were they? There was nobody in Gotham he could take a full Statement from even if he wanted to; Daisy was the only person who was and who would be affected by them. Nobody else needed to know. Nobody else needed to know.

“Jon?”

He was pulled from his thoughts by Jason waving a hand in front of his face. “Welcome back to earth,” he drawled, rolling his eyes. 

“Sorry, just thinking.” Jon pushed his notebook away. “What…?”

“I was asking if I’d missed anything, but I take it you weren’t listening anyways.” Daisy sighed, lounging against the arm of their new, very nice couch. “Just, you know. The Blood, all that.”

Jason leaned back from Jon, looking thoughtfully toward Daisy. “You were a cop, weren’t you? How do you feel about Vigilantism?”

Daisy barked a laugh. “Well, when you put it like that.”

Jon huffed. “What you did for Elias was pretty well vigilantism, wasn’t it?”

“It certainly wasn’t police-sanctioned.”

“Oh, but cutting my throat was?” His tone was playful, though he didn’t expect anyone else to think so; Daisy did, and that was the important bit. She grinned, teeth sharp.

“Oh, yes. They were quite eager to get all that swept under the rug.”

Jason huffed out a short sigh. “So your cops are just as corrupt as ours, got it. You want to help me hunt down the worst of humanity or not?”

Daisy shrugged. “Sure.” Then she hesitated, and added: “I don’t… know if it’s a good idea, though.”

“Why not?”

“It’s…” her face twisted as she trailed off.

“The Hunt,” Jon answered for her, “has a tendency to sink its claws in, so to speak. It is particularly easy to get lost in.”

Daisy nodded. “I’m trying to find a balance,” she explained. “And going out hunting criminals by myself is not going to help me stay grounded.”

Jason frowned. “Hm. Okay. And what does help you stay grounded?” 

Daisy blinked. “Uh. Well.” She took a deep breath, sat straight and forward. “Before? Basira. I stayed… human, mostly, for Basira.”

Jon slumped down in his chair. What did she have now? Who did she have, when Basira was a world away?

“Since the coffin… Jon, I suppose.”

He blinked at her. “What?”

She rolled her eyes. “Anytime I start to slip, you pull me back. We keep each other in check, remember?”

He smiled hesitantly. “Right.”

Jason looked between them, chewing on the inside of his cheek. “So, let me get this straight: you’ve got no objection with vigilantism in principle, but you don’t want to go Capital-H -Hunting without someone there to reel you in?”

“That about sums it up,” she nodded.

Jason shifted his focus. “And Jon? How about you?”

He pulled a face. “I’m not sure that I’m cut out for that sort of thing.” He’d seen videos of what this world’s heroes did, even if the Gotham types tended to be rather elusive. Nightwing’s flips came to mind. “But, well, if Daisy needs me there…”

Jason hummed thoughtfully. “We’ll get there. For now— Daisy, how about you come on patrol with me? See how you do.”

She nodded slowly. “That would be alright, I think. I just need to be… careful.”

“Cool, well, in that case— you need a name.”

Daisy crossed her arms. “My name is Daisy.”

Jason leaned forward over the back of the chair. “I get that, but we can’t use your civilian name in the field like that. It’s one thing for the standard bodyguard-type stuff you’ve been doing— nobody cares about your name, you’re just a Red Hood Goon or whatever— but if you start patrolling, saving people, the works, well…” he paused, likely for dramatic effect; “if you don’t pick a name, you’ll get one picked for you.”

Jon drummed his fingers on the table. “You didn’t ask me about this,” he grumbled

“You’re actually a great example,” Jason let his head fall to the side, shooting Jon a grin. “I would have asked, but we waited too long. I introduced you as the Archivist, and the name got out there. It’s a lot harder to change a name once it’s stuck.”

Jon didn’t think that seemed very fair, but he understood the practicality of it; names were powerful. Being known was powerful. “I don’t know what else I’d have picked, anyways,” he admitted; “I’ve been the Archivist for… a while, now.”

“Most hero types don’t choose their own names, honestly.” Jason shrugged. “Batman definitely didn’t. And there’s always a risk that you pick a name and the public fuckin’ ignores you, seen that happen a few times.”

“Does it even matter what I choose?” Daisy turned sideways on the couch, kicked her feet up over the opposite armrest. “I really don’t care.”

“We’ve got some time to think about it,” Jason shrugged. “I’ll brainstorm some things. You can come shadow me on patrol tomorrow night, see what it’s like. Sound good?” 

Daisy sighed, tilting her head back into the couch where she was laid out on it. “Yeah, sure. Why do you want me to come with, anyway?” 

Jason scrunched his nose up, seeming to think about it for a long moment before he spoke. “You try doing what I do, and you’d understand me wanting some backup. I control the worst area of Gotham, and I told the Bats to stay out, so if I want to make it better I’ve gotta pick up their slack and make sure people are actually following my rules.” He waved a hand in the air by his head, leaning with the other arm over the backrest of the chair. “So, patrolling is important, but I’ve got a million other things that need doing every day— especially with who we’re up against. It’s really all-hands-on-deck right now, you know? And I don’t…” he made a small frustrated huff. “I don’t want to put any of my people in more danger than I have to, but this is Gotham, and at least with you guys I can be pretty sure you won’t die the second I take my eyes off you. You’ve survived being…” he hesitated, switched tracks, “you’ve survived a lot, you can take a handful of muggers and rapists and— hell, I watched you scare off a man three times your damn size after digging out of a grave. You can handle it.” 

During the course of his impromptu speech, Daisy had sat back up straight, attentive but a little off-balance. At her expression, Jason stood up and spun his chair back around, so he could sit on it and face her properly. “I know we haven’t really… talked, much. And I know I can be a fuckin’… hothead, sometimes, I get hurt in stupid ways, I always have. But things are getting real, out there, and the last thing I need is to get taken out of commission by jumping into fights without backup. I know better than that.”

There was a long moment of silence, and then Daisy nodded, slowly. “Okay,” she said. 

“Okay?” Jason asked, seeking confirmation.

“Yeah, I get it. You shouldn’t be going out there alone if you’ve got the choice. Sounds like you could do with a partner.” 

Jason’s eyes widened slightly at the word, and he stuttered for just a moment. “Uh, I— right, yeah. Right.” He stood up; “I should go. You think about a name, and…”

Jon lifted a hand. “Ah, could we— I was hoping to go to the library again tomorrow?”

Jason made his way toward the door. “Yeah, sure. You’ll have to take the bus, though, I’ve got stuff to do.” 

“Right,” Jon nodded. “Alright.”

“I’ll see you guys tomorrow, yeah? Sleep tight!” Jason called back at them as he left, the door not-quite slamming behind him. Jon listened to his footsteps descend away into the diner.

“Well, you heard him,” Daisy stood up. “I’m going to get ready for bed.”

 

 

All she knew was darkness, and pain, and fear.

Somewhere, rain pounded against earth and wood. Horrible singing and moaning mingled with distant, desperate screams. They were her only warning before the darkness squeezed and crushed her again, before dirt filled her mouth and throat, before she was choking and drowning and dying dying dying but never dead, always alive. Always awake.

She had not slept in… a long time. She did not remember how long. She did not remember the warmth of sunlight on her skin, she did not remember how it felt to breathe without the weight of the world pressing down on her lungs.

She did not remember her own name.

She had been alone for so, so long. She missed… Basira. Was she here, too? Was she one of those poor, faraway souls crying out in pain, in the agonized grief of knowing they were lost forever to the world, of knowing they were alone, just as she was?

The Buried squeezed again, and she screamed, even though she was sure that nobody could hear. 

Then: a voice. A familiar voice. Not Basira, no, that was…

“Daisy!”

That was Jon. Her stomach lurched; her head swam. What was he doing there? Was he real? 

He found her. “Daisy, Daisy…”

Right. That was her name. Daisy. “J- ah- Jon?”

“I’m here. I’m here.” 

He took her hand, and the rain returned; a pitter-patter that once, in another life, might have been comforting. The earth creaked and howled like wind, and they cried out together, and Daisy didn’t know which was worse, anymore: being alone, or knowing another was condemned to this same Hell. 

She was so, so scared. 

It was hard to tell, hard to feel it with the way that everything squeezed, but Jon’s hand in hers was a regular, rhythmic pressure; periods of short and long presses, insistant and repetitive. Something in the back of her mind told her it was important. She stilled; waited, focused. It was a code, she knew it, it was… 

S… O… R… R… Y… 

Over, and over, and over again. I-M S-O-R-R-Y. S-O S-O-R-R-Y. S-O S-O-R-R-Y.

Why? Why, when he’d given her the greatest gift she could have ever possibly asked for? He’d come for her, he’d gotten her out she wasn’t alone anymore, why was he sorry?  

She squeezed her reply: N-O.

S-O-R-

She squeezed hard, cutting him off. N-O. N-O-T Y-O-U-R F-A-U-L-T  

He squeezed once, long. It felt like an apology. 

T-O-G-E-T-H-E-R, she insisted. 

O-K, he responded. Y-E-S. H-E-R-E.

T-H-A-N-K Y-O-U.

So they held each other as close as they could, and together, they lost themselves to the Buried.

 

 

Daisy jerked awake, rolling onto her side gasping and coughing for air. Out, out, she was out, she was free, sweaty and shaking and tangled in her blankets, soft bed beneath her, sweet, wonderful air above her. 

So why did she still hear the rain?

Her gasping didn’t even out; breaths coming quick and short, desperate things that never quite felt like enough. The rain echoed down from the roof of that dark, dark bedroom; it battered against the window, blown by the howling wind that seemed to sing through the streets outside, and somewhere, far away, but not far enough, somebody screamed. 

A gunshot rang out in the night, then another, and another, and Daisy was on the ground— tucked into the junction of her bed and the wall and the floor, arms over her head, ears ringing and the rain didn’t stop, it pounded against the roof, against the wooden coffin lid— 

A door slammed. A beat passed. Then a new sound; a knocking, desperate, desperate like the scratching, the moaning song, the tumble of rocks and the slide of the earth—

The knocking grew louder. “Daisy! Are you—? Daisy, I’m coming in, I’m—“

Her head jerked up as the door swung open, revealing a figure lit from behind by the hallway light. 

“Jon,” she gasped. “Jon, what, what—?”

He crouched on the ground in front of her. “Daisy, hey, are you—?” He cut himself off. “Stupid question, sorry. I’m sorry.”

She reached a hand out, and he took it; then she caught his eye and shook her head once, firmly: No. She squeezed his hand, just like she did in that place that only they really knew. H-E-R-E, she told him. 

He chuckled softly, a little wet. “Yeah, yeah. I’m here.”

Another distant gunshot split the night, and they both flinched violently, almost knocking their heads together. Daisy held tight to Jon’s hand, like it was the only thing keeping her tethered to the world. Her heart pounded in her ears. The rain rattled around in her head. The wind howled. 

“Let’s- let’s go downstairs,” Jon suggested. “I can, ah, I can make some tea, and it should be— mm. Quieter.” 

Daisy nodded and took a deep, shaky breath, trying to pull herself together. Jon stood, then pulled her to her feet after him, their hands never leaving each other’s. 

They left Daisy’s room, turning to the right and— after a moment of Jon struggling to unlock the door— they made their way out of the apartment, down the stairs, and into the diner.

They saw Julian first, leaning against the counter on what would be the customer side, if the place were operational. He was talking to Sage, it turned out, who was at her usual post: sitting on top of the counter with her back against the wall. 

“Hey!” Julian waved, “what are you two doing up? It’s nearly three o’clock!”

Daisy ran a hand over her face. “Only three? Hell.”

“We haven’t been sleeping well,” Jon supplied. “We’re just going to go downstairs, have a bit of tea…”

“Aw, shit, sorry man. Boss should be back soon, if you need to talk to—“ his phone chimed in his pocket; he pulled it out. “…him. I’ve gotta go. Sage, you’re good here, yeah?”

Sage sat up a little straighter. “Sure. Everything alright?”

Julian nodded, already jogging toward the door. “Yeah, fine! I’ll be back soon. Keep your phone on, just in case.”

“‘Course.” 

Julian flung open the door, momentarily flooding the space with cold air and the sound of rain on pavement, and then he was gone.

Sage eyed the both of them. “You guys head on down, then. I’ll be here if you need anything.”

Daisy nodded, still shaking a little bit as the adrenaline-fueled panic settled into a sort of deep anxiety. Next to her, Jon was much the same. 

The guard seemed to notice the state they were in. “You’re safe here, okay?” She said, the smallest of smiles on her face. “As safe as you can be, anyway. You don’t have to worry as long as you’re inside this shitty diner. I see everyone that comes in and out.”

She was right. From that angle, she could see both the front door and through the kitchen to what was once the staff entrance. Maybe it was childish, but that knowledge did soothe something in Daisy. “Thanks,” she said, and Jon nodded his agreement and pulled her into the kitchen and toward the basement stairs.

The moment the door to the basement closed behind them, the sound of the rain abruptly cut off, and they both let out a shaky sigh in tandem. “Come on,” Jon said, and they made their way down into the silence. 

The basement wasn’t quite empty, but nearly so. They finally dropped each other’s hands when they made it into the break room, and while Jon set about making tea Daisy poked her head into the planning room next door; Darcy was sitting at the large table in there on his laptop, a mug on the table beside him, and at her arrival he looked up and gave her a small nod in greeting. “Everything alright?”

Daisy nodded back. “Yeah, just wanted to see who else was down here.”

“Right. Just me, at the moment. I think Julian’s upstairs with Sage…”

“He just left, actually.”

“Ah, good. Are you here on your own?”

“No,” Daisy shook her head, “Jon’s making tea.”

Darcy hummed, giving her an odd sort of assessing look. “Let me know if you need anything.”

“Right.” 

Daisy returned to the break room. Jon was there, of course, and he had the electric kettle on and two mugs set out with an assortment of teas on the table beside them. He was in the fridge— larger than the minifridge that had been in there at first; they’d been upgrading all the furniture and appliances— when Daisy pushed aside the curtain and ducked into the space. He emerged after a moment with a jug of milk and a carton of cream, kicked the door shut with his heel as he twisted to put them down next to the tea. “So?”

“It’s just Darcy,” Daisy explained. “Guess everyone else is out?”

“Or at home,” Jon pointed out. “It is rather late. Or early?”

Daisy shrugged. The kettle boiled, clicked off. Jon gestured at the tea. “What kind do you want?”

Daisy made her way over and selected a herbal blend, something with lavender in it— lavender was supposed to be good for nerves, wasn’t it?— and Jon pulled a weird face at her choice while he picked up the kettle and poured water into both of their mugs. A glance at his cup revealed a bag of earl gray. 

In the absence of honey, she added a little bit of sugar to her tea; Jon waited a few minutes before adding both cream and sugar to his and joining Daisy at the table. 

The warm drink in her hands helped to chase away the last of the nightmare-panic jitters, leaving her feeling raw and, frankly, exhausted— of course it wasn’t enough that nightmares sucked, they also had to completely erase any benefits of sleeping in the first place. Across the table, Jon looked about as tired as he usually did— which is to say, like he hadn’t slept in several days— and that self-flagellating guilt was back, creeping across his face and forcing his shoulders up toward his ears. 

Daisy reached over and flicked him on the forehead. He startled, eyes snapping back up to meet hers. “Enough of that,” she chastised; “I can hear you beating yourself up from over here. You’ve done a lot of shitty things, Jon, but this was not, is not, and will never be your fault.”

“I’m still sorry,” he said, and she tilted her head slightly and raised her eyebrows in an expression that she hoped conveyed are you serious right now? And he added on: “But… right. You’re right. Of course you’re right. I just wish there was something I could do.”

“I won’t pretend they’re pleasant, but,” she shrugged, huffed out a sigh, “I’ve had nightmares before. I was having them long before I ever met you. I can handle it.”

That wasn’t strictly true; these nightmares were a particular brand of awful, vivid and real in a way dreams hardly ever were; and they didn’t fade, come morning, leaving the memory of her fear and of Jon’s hand in hers— squeezing out sorry I’m sorry so sorry so sorry over and over and over again— fresh in her mind. But that didn’t change the facts: Jon wasn’t doing it on purpose. He hadn’t known what would happen when he first took her statement, so long ago, and in the coffin, she had asked him to help her speak. 

She got the feeling he knew she wasn’t being perfectly honest, but she met his eyes and willed him to understand: it wasn’t okay, none of this was okay, but she did not blame him. “It’s not your fault,” she repeated, refusing to break eye contact. 

Finally, Jon’s shoulders slumped, some of the tension draining away. He cradled his tea close to his chest, took a few careful sips. “Thank you,” he near-whispered. 

Daisy wondered if anyone else had really told him that, before. Told him that it wasn’t his fault— and meant it. Had she ever put it into words before? She didn’t think so. She wasn’t usually one for… emotional gestures. 

They fell into silence for a time, enjoying the tea and the quiet and the peace of each other’s company, both lost in their own heads. Daisy thought about Basira— was she alright? It had been so long. Jon— and Martin, on the tape— had said she was doing missions for Elias. Was she Hunting? Daisy hoped not.

They were both broken from their thoughts when they heard footsteps from the floor above; heavy, stomping boots and barked words and a slamming door. Sounds like Jason’s back. 

Darcy poked his head in through the curtain. “You’re still here, perfect, could use you guys upstairs!” And then he ducked back out, quick footsteps retreating up the concrete steps toward the diner. 

“Well,” Jon stood, “duty calls, I suppose.” 

Daisy sighed and drained the last of her tea. “Right. Let’s go, then.” 

 

 

Jon realized, as they stepped out of the kitchen and into the converted dining room, that he and Daisy were still wearing pyjamas. Unfortunately, it was a little too late for them to do anything about it— Jason had already spotted them, grinning as he stood over a bound figure on the floor of the diner; helmet held under one arm, blood in his teeth, and green light seeping through the lenses of his red domino mask. 

The figure on the floor had a black cloth bag over their head, with their arms pinned behind them and legs bound together. Still, they were writhing and kicking, until Jason brought his own heavy boot forward to slam into their side, and then put that same boot down on their back to pin them to the floor. 

“Cut it out!” He barked.

They wheezed and spat curses, but went mostly still.

Jason set the helmet on the table, and Jon realized there was a crack down the side of it. He didn’t want to think about how much force it must have taken to cause that sort of damage. 

All of this happened in just a couple of seconds. While Jon and Daisy stood frozen by the counter, Darcy stepped forward to grab the broken helmet then hurried back into the basement, and Julian entered into the diner leading a young woman— who was obviously freaked the hell out, but doing an admirable job holding her composure.

“Archie, hey,” Julian was bringing the woman towards him, and Jon startled a little as he realized the younger man was talking to him. “Is there still stuff out downstairs?” Julian asked; “I think she could do with somethin’ warm.” 

Jon nodded. “The water will need to be heated up again, but the tea and fixings are on the counter.”

“Great, thanks!” 

Julian and the woman vanished down the stairs into the basement around the same time as Darcy came jogging back up, moving past Jon and Daisy to hand Jason what must have been a new helmet. He put it on.

“Now,” the Red Hood drawled, the sound distorted and mechanical through the helmet as he pulled a chair from the large table and hauled the bound figure into it. “You are going to answer some questions for us. Archivist?”

The man’s breathing picked up. 

Jon stepped forward warily, tugging on the sleeves of his sleep shirt, rubbing the material between his fingers. “Yes? Ah, what, um…”

“Ask him if he knows where Mask is hiding.”

Jon nodded, took a deep breath, but there was something… hm. “I, ah, I need to see his eyes.” 

By way of response, Hood undid a knot at the back of the man’s neck and then dramatically pulled the bag off his face.  

He was already terrified, and somehow Jon being in pyjamas didn’t even seem to register; he looked him in the eyes, and even though Jon couldn’t help but hate himself for it, he felt his nerves settle at the man’s terror. “Hello, Samir.”

The fear doubled, and his voice shook badly. “How the hell do you know that name?” 

“That’s not important right now,” Jon said evenly as Hood unholstered one of his small guns and held it against the back of Samir’s head.  

Jon breathed deeply, feeling his thoughts quiet and his lingering anxiety vanish, even as his heart sped up to match the man in front of him; the echo of another’s fear calming him like nothing else could. The guilt would come later, Jon knew, but in moments like these there was no room for morality; only the familiar comfort that came with power, with a singular path laid out before him in all its glorious simplicity.

All he had to do was Ask.

“Samir Al Tajir, where is Black Mask hiding?”

He shuddered. “I don’t know, they don’t tell me that sort of thing.”

Hood might have been saying something— telling him what to ask next— but Jon didn’t hear it. To the Archivist, there was only this thread of questions and answers, knowledge to be pulled forward into the light. Hood didn’t need to tell Jon what to ask next; Jon already knew. 

“You do work for Black Mask, correct?”

“Yes.” He was trying to break eye contact. Jon could tell. 

Hmm. “Who gave you your orders, tonight?”

“It was Alec.” 

“And what is Alec’s full name?”

“I— I don’t— I don’t know!”

Unfortunate, but a first name was still helpful. “Why did you attempt to kidnap the woman who the Red Hood saved from you tonight?” 

“So we can use her— she’s not human, not in a way that matters, she can see things and we need to know what she can do.”

She was metahuman, then. “What were your plans with the woman?”

Samir gasped and leaned forward toward Jon, even though every instinct in his body was clearly screaming at him to get away. “I was supposed to take her across town, drop her off so Alec could test her— see how useful she’d be. It’s up to him what happens after that; I just bring them in.” He twisted his head to the side, shuddered, and then he turned back to Jon again with wild, desperate eyes and a vicious, spiteful grin: “If I’m lucky, I get to have a little fun first—“

Jon felt some far-distant part of himself surge up, forcing a new emotion to the surface: anger. It broke his focus just enough that he saw it coming when Julian— when had he come back upstairs?— lunged forward and slammed his fist into the side of Samir’s jaw. 

Pain flashed momentarily over the side of his face, making Jon stumble to the side as the other man was thrown to the floor from the force of the blow; and just like that, he was himself again, reeling from the overwhelm of all his senses coming back to him at once— abruptly aware of the feeling of his clothes on his skin, the smell of blood and gunpowder, the sound of shouting voices and the rain—

“What the hell, Julian!”

“You heard what he said! Nobody touches any sister of mine, Hood—!”

“She’s fine, Jesus Christ, look what you did to the Archivist!” 

Daisy had taken Jon by the elbow to steady him, and at Hood’s words he shook her off. “I’m— I’m alright.” 

“Are you sure?” Daisy murmured beside him, concerned and wary. 

“I’m sure,” Jon said, firmly; then he stalked toward Samir, who was still laying dazed on the floor, and crouched to face him— his own disgust and anger mingling with the man’s fear as the Archivist asked him one more question:

“Where can we find Alec?” 

 

 

Twenty minutes later found Jon in the basement breakroom again, working with Julian to put away the snacks and drinks that had been offered to the woman— her name was Tamsin, apparently— while Jason talked with her in the next room and Daisy helped Darcy deal with Samir.

Julian seemed distracted.

Jon caught his eye for just a moment, and offered him a small smile. “I’m, ah. I’m glad your sister’s alright.”

“What?” Julian startled a bit, blinking at his him in confusion.

“… Tamsin? Your sister?”

“Oh, she’s not that kind of sister.” At Jon’s blank stare he rolled his eyes, bumped his hip against Jon’s in a sort of playful-familiar, knowing way. “She’s family the way you and I are family.” 

Jon stumbled a half-step from the light hip-check, his blank stare turning to shock. “We— I— what?”

Julian whirled to face him fully at Jon’s sputtering, his expression morphing to match. “Oh, shit— I forgot how new you are here, sorry man.” He drew a little closer, dropping his voice to a near-whisper that indicated a degree of secrecy and sensitivity; “Gotham’s metahuman community is pretty tight-knit. We look out for each other, y'know? You should ask Hood about it.” He put a hand on Jon’s shoulder. “Get him to show you around— there’s havens for us, if you know where to look. And knowing where to look can come in pretty damn handy.”

“Right.” Jon nodded. “Thank you, Julian.”

The younger man grinned. “Anytime, Archie.”

 

 

The nickname spread. Of course it did. By the end of the next night, most of the Red Hood gang had taken to calling Jon Archie rather than Archivist.

 

Notes:

This weekend was the year-end performance of the circus that I’m a part of, it was so, SO much fun and now I keep thinking about Dick Grayson teaching circus classes hah. If you want, tell me in a comment what circus acts you think the batfam and/or TMA cast would do :) I think Jon would do poi and contact juggling.

Next time: Jon and Daisy continue their research!

Chapter 10: The Library: Day Two

Summary:

Surely all the books in this restricted, locked section of the library are perfectly mundane and harmless, right?
In which Jon and Daisy continue their research, and elsewhere, someone gets some answers.

Notes:

Chapter contains supernatural compulsion, beloved characters in mild distress, brief panic, mentioned Tumblr, mild Lonely Content… and for once, zero gang activity!
Enjoy <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Their second day at the library began in a similar fashion to the first, aside from a few of the details. Jon and Daisy took public transit to get there— it turned out Gotham had quite an extensive system, with multiple train lines and many buses connecting nearly every part of the city. The library itself was near a central metro station; really quite convenient. 

They arrived at the library around one in the afternoon, and returned to the same area they had spent the previous day in; although Jon longed to explore the rest of the place. They keyed in the number to the restricted Special Collections room, retrieved their little cart of unread books from the previous day, and made their way back to the seating area.

Cass was there again, and her face lit up with a smile when she saw them; she waved them over, gesturing to where she’d set aside two chairs and left them space at her table.

Daisy set up her laptop again, and showed Jon the spreadsheet she’d set up the day before. He took one look at it and promptly shut his eyes with a long, defeated sigh. 

Right.  

Her work was… lacking, to put it politely. Jon was reminded that Daisy didn’t have a background in academia, that even as a police officer she hadn’t really been expected to do much in the way of due diligence. Thorough research was not her forte— he should not have expected her to meet his admittedly high standards. 

So Jon spent the first half hour or so making a new spreadsheet and accompanying notes document, ones better suited to the kind of research they were doing— with places to input the type, severity, and dates of the events they were collating. Then he got back to reading; Daisy joined him, for a time, but her focus started flagging after only an hour or so, and she switched to doing research on the computer— or maybe she was exploring Tumblr, Jon wasn’t sure. 

Around three o’clock, Barbara wheeled into the room and left all them some food. Jon didn’t notice— his nose was deep in a book, having finally gotten around to starting that huge overview of Gotham’s cave system. It was fascinating, really, the way the pieces of Gotham’s subterranean world seemed to move around each other had some consistency, but with a pattern that was incredibly hard to make out with how sparse their information was— and how prone to speculation most researchers were. Jon thought it seemed as though each area of interest in the caves was loosely connected to a handful of others, and those elements would usually be found near each other, but the order changed— and the closer you were to one of the system’s entrances, the more stable it was; so the further away you ventured the more chances there were for the layout to change dramatically, and—

The book was gone. Daisy had pulled it out from under him, leaving him blinking back to awareness wrong-footed and disoriented. “Uh?” 

“We’ve been trying to get your attention for a couple minutes, Jon,” Daisy told him. 

Cass tapped him on the shoulder. He turned to face her. 

‘You were very focused on your book. You couldn’t hear us. Are you ok?’

‘Yeah, I’m good,’ he assured her, ‘just sometimes very focused.’  

To Daisy, he asked: “why’d you pull me out of it?”

In response, she shoved a sandwich in front of him where the book had been— it looked premade, wrapped in plastic. Lettuce, tomato, and what looked like shredded chicken salad. “Barbara was here. She said if we get any food on the books we’ll be executed by a librarian firing squad— I’m not sure if she was joking.”

They set their books safely aside to eat their lunch, Cass munching happily and Daisy seeming to savour every bite, as she had done with most of her meals since the Coffin. Jon ate methodically, his mind still elsewhere, still on those damn caves. There was something there, he knew it, he just didn’t know what.

After their late lunch, Jon made to go back to his reading, but Daisy’s energy was obviously very low, and Jon felt a pang of guilt at the realization that she hadn’t really slept properly at all the night before.

“Daisy, you’re going to have a busy night,” he pointed out, alluding to her patrol with Jason, “do you want to try having a nap before then?” 

There were several very comfortable looking large beanbag chairs off to one side, which Jon was sure would make perfectly acceptable nap locations; and he was something of an expert at napping.

Daisy eyed the beanbags, wavered with one hand braced on the table, and then finally deflated with a nod. “Yeah. Yeah, I think I should,” she said, and then walked the four or so steps across the room to the beanbags and all but collapsed onto the nearest one. Then she threw one arm up over her head, and she was out like a light.

Jon turned back to Cass. ‘Time to work?’ he signed.

She nodded and shot him a thumbs up and a grin. ‘Yes, work time!’

 

 

Around five in the evening, Jon returned to the Special Collections room. He was hoping they would have a book there about the strange mechanisms of Gotham’s underground water sources— something referenced by multiple of the books he’d read, including the diary of the man who explored Gotham’s tunnels two hundred years ago.

He had been in there for about half an hour, searching through the books and trying in vain to get the Eye to help him find what he needed, when he heard that all-too-familiar click.

He froze. 

A tape recorder had appeared on the floor. From it, Jon heard the sounds of focused typing.

Eyes wide, he stumbled towards the door to the room and quickly pulled it closed. He returned to the tape just as the sound of typing on the other side paused, and Martin spoke.

“Oh? What are you doing here…?”

Jon’s mind was whirring as fast as the tape. Martin hadn’t done it on purpose? Why was it there, then? Jon picked up the tape recorder and sat down on the floor, holding it on his lap in front of him.

“Is it… Jon? Are you listening?” He sounded hopeful, almost, and Jon’s breath caught. Did he know? Had Martin gotten his responses? 

Jon wished so badly that he could answer. 

Martin made a short “hm,” and then returned to typing. “I guess I’ll have to wait and see. I’ve got your rib, I can’t do anything else right now…”

A door opened. A clearly frazzled Rosie spoke, a little farther from the tape; across the room, maybe. “Mr Blackwood, there’s someone here who really wants to see you…”

Martin sounded mildly confused, and a little distant. “Now? It’s past five, our public hours are over…”

“Yes, I know, I’m sorry— she says she’s a friend of Jonathan Sims? Georgie Barker?”

Jon felt ice down his back. No. No— Georgie needed to stay far away from the Institute.

Before Martin could answer, there was another voice. “You! Are you in charge here?”

“You can’t come in here!” Rosie insisted, but was obviously ignored. Footsteps approached the— desk? Wherever the tape recorder was. “I need to talk to you. Now.”

There was a slight distortion to the audio; almost like they were talking through water, or over a long distance, the sound echoing. “Ah. I suppose I am in charge…”

Another set of footsteps followed. Rosie. “You really can’t be in here, it’s past our—“

“Rosie, it’s fine. You can go.” Martin’s voice sounded so… faint. Like a whisper with the volume turned up. 

“But, she…” a beat passed, then, “alright. I’ll be right outside.”

“Thank you.” 

Footsteps receded. A door shut. Silence stretched for a long moment.

“Is he dead?” Georgie sounded… genuinely upset. It wasn’t something Jon was used to hearing; it pulled at something in his chest. 

“I’m sorry?”

“Jon. I’ve… I’ve been having dreams, since… well, for a while, I dream of him. Do you know what I’m talking about?”

Martin took an audible, deep breath; let it out as a sigh. With that breath, the audio lost its muted quality; though Martin’s voice still sounded a little bit off.

“Yes, I do.”

“Then you know why I’m worried about the fact that they’ve stopped. I haven’t seen him for almost two weeks. He isn’t answering my calls or texts.” There was the sound of hands hitting a desk. 

“Is. He. Dead?”

For a long moment, all they heard was Georgie’s breathing; quick and agitated. Not scared, but maybe the closest she could get; something like anger driving her there, to the Institute, for answers. 

“No,” Martin said, finally. “I don’t think so. He’s… out of the country, at the moment.”

“Bullshit.”

“I’m sorry, Georgie. I can’t help you.”

“If he’s not dead, tell me how to contact him.” 

“I can’t do that.”

Georgie groaned in frustrated anger. “Who the hell are you to withhold that information? He’s my friend! I hid him from the police, the least he can do is tell me when he’s going to drop off the face of the earth—“

She cut herself off, seeming to realize something. “You don’t know, do you?”

Martin sighed. “No. I don’t know where he is. I’m… working on it.”

There was the sound of shifting fabric; when Georgie spoke again, she was… lower? Closer? She might have sat down. “Are you?” It sounded accusatory.

“Yes. I… I failed him once. I won’t do it again.” Jon swallowed at the words. They were spoken bluntly, matter-of-fact, lacking any real emotion, but, but…

Martin cared. Martin was trying— maybe had been the only person to ever really try to help Jon, despite all the bullshit he put him through. 

And Martin… thought he had failed Jon?

“You… you do know him, then.”

“Yeah. Or, at least, I used to.”

A long silence. When Georgie spoke again, she sounded much less… emotional, less sure of her righteous anger— and more curious. “Are you Martin?”

“Oh, um. Yeah, that’s me…”

“Hm. Jon used to go on about you a lot, you know.”

Jon felt his face heat up.

“He, he did? I didn’t…”

“No, I guess you wouldn’t. Just…” she paused, sighed. “He trusted you. Still does, I bet. Don’t let him down.”

It was a command, more than anything; almost a threat, really. But Martin just chuckled lightly and shifted in his seat; “I’m doing my best,” he said.

“Right. Well, if you find him, tell him to call me. We may not be… speaking, anymore, but I want to know he’s alive, got it?”

“Got it,” Martin agreed.

“Melanie can give you my number.”

“Oh,” Martin said. “Oh! You’re— ah, Melanie’s Georgie, too, you’re—you’re the same—?”

“Oh, yeah, I’m… same Georgie.”

“Right, okay, I’ll uh… I’ll ask Melanie, then, thank you Georgie…”

“Okay, good. I’ll just… go, then, I guess…”

“Yeah. Yeah, it is after our public hours!” Martin’s voice was angling toward teasing, but it fell awkwardly flat.  

“Yeah, sorry about that…” footsteps receding, a door opening, “have a good evening, Martin.”

“You— you too, Georgie.”

The door closed, and Martin let out a long, long, exhale. “Shit,” he sighed, then tapped the table next to the tape recorder “that was exhausting. Was talking to people always so…?” He groaned. “I have work to do. I’ve got to put this away, I guess. Jon, if you’re listening…” he paused. “I don’t know. I just… I don’t know.”

The tape clicked off.

Jon shoved the tape recorder into his bag and, trying very hard to control his breathing, returned to the main room to get Daisy. 

“Daisy. Daisy, wake up,” he knew better than to try touching her— she’d probably punch him before she was fully awake. As it was, her eyes snapped open and locked onto his anxious face, the sleep-confusion clearing after only a few seconds.

“What is it?” 

“Uh, I need your help finding a book…”

Regular confusion crossed her face. “What? Why?”

At the tables, Cass made an “Ah!” Sound to get their attention. She was already standing. ‘I’ll help you,’ she told Jon, ‘she needs to sleep.’

“Ah, right, okay…” he said aloud, signing ‘ok’ as he spoke. Jon didn’t know how to say that he didn’t actually need help with the book, especially since he was having trouble tracking it down… but he really needed to talk to Daisy alone, and…

Cass was already walking off into the shelves toward the Special Collections room. 

Daisy looked even more confused. “Cass… is helping instead?” She pieced together. “Is there something wrong?”

Jon looked up toward the ceiling and tugged nervously on his hair. “It’s…” he dropped his voice to a whisper, “another tape.” 

Daisy’s mouth dropped open in a silent “oh,” and she sighed. “We can deal with it later,” she whispered back. “Not here.”

Jon nodded and, at Daisy’s gesture toward where Cass had vanished, he jogged off after the kid.

 

 

They found the book he needed, and the rest of the day passed mostly in companionable silence. Jon catalogued all the known entrances to the caves under Gotham, including those that were only there at certain times and under certain circumstances; he compared accounts from those explorers who had survived and a few from those who had not; he looked for patterns and inconsistencies, tried to figure out what measures and methods were the most helpful in surviving and navigating. He cross-referenced sketches of strange symbols found at varying depths with symbols used by Gotham’s uncomfortably-numerous cults, and he drew several of his own maps trying to piece together what rhyme or reason there might be to their locations. 

I fear that this may be my last expedition, read the last of the journals Jon was consulting. He’d been dreading opening it, though he wasn’t sure why. I have found myself drawn further into these depths than I had ever intended to go, and something calls me deeper still. 

I ran out of water some hours ago, and I know I won’t survive long enough to return to the surface.

He flipped to the next page.

I have found water. I don’t know where I am— all the maps I brought became useless several days ago. I know I mustn’t drink, but I am so very thirsty. 

The water flows from the stone wall; there must be a spring nearby. It glows green.

Jon felt a growing dread, deep in his gut.

I mustn’t drink. I mustn’t. There are things worse than death that could find me here.

The writing was accompanied by a sketch; what looked like the carved face of a gargoyle protruding from smooth stone, liquid running from its open mouth and into a small basin below. From the sketch alone, Jon got the impression that the carved face was watching him. 

Next page.

I have found the source of the spring. 

I mustn’t drink. I mustn’t drink. I mustn’t drink. I mustn’t drink.

Another sketch on the opposite page. Nonsensical, at first, until Jon realized it was an image cast in the negative space of a thousand chaotic pen-strokes; a face, screaming and batlike, tears running down from empty, black eyes. In the space around, in lines pressed so harshly into the manually-darkened page that the paper was torn in places, there was… writing. Jon couldn’t quite make it out, but flipping to the next page he realized that the hard pressed lines had left an impression on the pages below, allowing him to read what was written. 

Aspicio,

Aspicio et fio perditus,

Aspicio Barbatos et pereo.

Do not look. Do not look.

Do not drink.

The next page was blank except for a single phrase:

Aspicio et pereo

the next page: Aspicio et pereo. Do not look. Do not drink.

The next: Do not look. Do not drink.

The next: Do not drink.

The next: Do not drink. 

The next: Do not drink.

.

.

.

 

 

Jon’s head hurt. 

 

 

Jon was snapped out of his focused state when Cass reached over and shut the book in front of him, looking concerned and mildly alarmed. It was at that moment that he realized he’d been breathing hard and fast as he slowly flipped through the pages, one at a time, without truly being in control of his own actions— not even the now-splitting headache able to break his trance. 

That wasn’t normal. Even for him. Fuck. 

He pushed himself violently away from the table, nearly toppling his chair backwards, fear lancing through him and heartbeat slamming inside his ribcage as instinctual alarm bells screamed in his head, warning him— almost too late— that the journal was bad bad bad evil.

Fuck. Fuck shit fuck shit goddamnit—  

Cass reached for the book, and Jon snapped a hand out to stop her, wrapping his fingers around her wrist. “Don’t touch that—!”

She froze and turned her head to stare at him, face a perfect expression of mild surprise that somehow conveyed what the hell is this? How dare you?

He let go, practically throwing himself backwards away from the table. This time, the chair did fall over. He twisted to the side, and ended up sprawled on the floor with Cass standing over him, alarm and guilt written all across her face. ‘Sorry, sorry, sorry!’ She signed.

Daisy was at his side within seconds, in a fighting stance and scanning the room for the threat. “What happened?” She demanded, low and serious.

“It’s— I’m fine, just, that book—“ he waved Cass’s apologies off with one hand, then pointed shakily at the table.

Daisy stalked towards the table, pulling off her flannel outer layer and throwing it over the book Jon had pointed to. “That one?” 

“Yes.”

 She pulled out a lighter.

The alarm on Cass’s face doubled. “No!” She said out loud, and faster than either of them could reasonably follow she had snatched the lighter right out of Daisy’s hand.

Daisy turned to her, teeth bared— the pressure in the rooming seeming to steadily increase as she stared down the younger girl. 

Cass took a half-step back. “No,” she repeated, then turned to Jon, who was pushing himself back to standing, and slipped the lighter into her own pocket before signing ‘fire in the library is not allowed!’

Jon grimaced at the covered book on the table, shooting Daisy a look that had her standing down. ‘Not a normal book,’ he explained.

Cass frowned. ‘Is it dangerous?’

‘I think so. Maybe.’ He took a deep breath. ‘Thank you for closing it and breaking my focus. Don’t touch it again.’

Cass nodded seriously, then made her way toward her bag. ‘I’ll tell Babs,’ she signed, then fished out her phone and started typing— slowly, but confidently.

Jon set his chair upright. Daisy carefully wrapped her shirt more securely around the journal, then paced back and forth along the length of the room, her eyes never once leaving the bundle.

Jon sat down. The spike of pain in his head had eased into a dull throbbing, and his shoulder ached where he had hit the ground. He put his head in his hands.

That could have gone very, very badly. It still might— he didn’t know how this world’s version of Leitners worked, or if this was even analogous to one. it could be that it would yet show results. He was confident that he would be able to tell if he were under some supernatural effect as a result of his exposure— the Eye was nothing if not possessive— but Cass had touched it, too. Was she safe? Hopefully Barbara would be able to keep an eye on her. 

He didn’t even realize there were cursed books here, but he should have guessed as much. For all that he felt safe at the library, he had to remember to never let his guard down. 

They needed to be more careful.

 

 

Barbara took one long look at the state they all were in, then slid on a pair of thick gloves and placed the journal into an opaque cloth bag. 

“Thank you for calling for me,” she told them, signing along for Cass’s benefit, Daisy assumed. “I’ll deal with this. We have procedures for this sort of thing— this book should never have made it onto the shelves, and I’m sorry that it did.”

“You should burn it,” Daisy said. 

“I will… take that into consideration, thank you,” the librarian acknowledged. “Jon, if you don’t mind, could you come with me and tell me exactly what happened?” 

“Right,” Jon agreed, standing up. “Lead the way.” 

 Daisy followed, refusing to have Jon and that journal in the same room without her there. Cass, for her part, walked silently alongside Barbara’s wheelchair. The four of them made their way out of that section of the library and then, instead of turning right to cross the bridge toward the stairs, they turned left toward where a row of elevators waited. 

Barbara led them down to the main floor and then through a small door reading staff only, which, as one might expect, led into the staff-exclusive areas of the library. From there, they entered another elevator, and went down into what must have been the basement; wide hallways, closed doors, and concrete floors stretching out before them.

“The archives are down here,” she explained, and Daisy watched Jon perk up slightly, like a dog hearing its own name. “We have a special, secure area for anything with abnormal properties, and the equipment to test for the more common sources of those properties.”

“What would—“ Jon started, and then shut his mouth with an audible clack, wincing and looking to Daisy for help. 

“Um,” Daisy fumbled for a second, because she wasn’t actually sure what Jon wanted her to ask— “what sort of stuff does the equipment test for?” 

Jon shrugged. She figured that meant she was pretty close.

Cass was giving Jon a weird look. Daisy didn’t like it.

They made their way down one of the hallways as Barbara answered the question. “We scan for certain materials and chemicals that are often found in items with abnormal properties; things that tell us something about how they work and how to safely handle them— dionesium, for instance, has very different procedures than if we detected traces of promethium. And we’ve got ways of sniffing out proper magic, of course, if that’s what this is;” she shot them a knowing smile; “it sure helps to have contacts in the field.”

 Barbara stopped at a door partway down the hall, scanned her thumbprint, and waited for it to swing open on its own before wheeling in, the rest of them filing in after her.

The room they entered was fairly small, relative to the size of other rooms in the library; though still plenty large enough for them all to stand comfortably inside. There were tables lining the right wall, covered in various strange pieces of equipment and machinery which Daisy supposed must test for whatever dangerous materials might be found in suspicious potentially-magic books; to the left there was a section walled-off with glass or some other sort of see-through material— a single chair and small table inside— and then a set of two chairs either side another table, then tucked in the corner there was a set of cabinets over top of a small sink. At the end of the room, directly opposite the way they had entered through, was another door.

“Alright! Jon, if you could just sit down right there,” she pointed at one of the chairs at the table. “Pull it out a bit, so I can have a look at you.” 

He pulled the chair out away from the table and spun it ninety degrees to face the middle of the room before sitting down. Barbara slid the journal— still in the cloth bag— into a slot into one of the machines and then wheeled over to the cabinets and unhooked what looked, at first glance, like a cane from the wall. She opened one of the cabinets and reached up with the cane, and— oh. On the end of it was a… magnet? 

When Barabara touched the end of the device to things up in the cabinets, and pressed a small button in the handle, the item it was touching would stay attached to the end of the stick so she could bring them down. It was reminiscent of those grabby sticks used to pick up garbage off the street, only much more precise. Daisy had never seen anything quite like it. 

Barbara collected a few things from the cabinet, then moved to Jon, holding up what must have been medical equipment— a device that looked almost like a very small camera on a stick, with a tiny flashlight and a screen; something that wouldn’t have been out of place in an eye exam. She held it up towards Jon’s face. “Alright, then. Tell me what happened.”

While Jon retold the story, Barbara went about checking his eyes, pulse, blood pressure, reactions, and a myriad of other things that Daisy didn’t really understand, but remembered vaguely from the physical tests she had to undergo to become a police officer. 

“Cass noticed my distress, and she closed the book for me. I don’t know what would have happened if she hadn’t.”

Barbara twisted to shoot a look at Cass, then signed something at her. Daisy thought she was probably asking the kid to confirm that she’d touched the book, because next Barbara pointed to the other chair and Cass huffed, rolled her eyes, and sat down on it, signing something back with the sort of attitude that only teenage girls could master. Daisy thought she was probably insisting she felt fine.

Barbara turned back to Jon. 

“So, um, then I kind of freaked out, and Cass tried to touch the book again so I stopped her, and… I fell over, but I’m fine. And then Daisy put her shirt over it— she didn’t touch it, though.”

“Right,” Barabara nodded, then reached into a drawer by the sink and pulled out a rather intimidating needle inside a sterile plastic packet.

Jon eyed it suspiciously. “And that’s, um, that’s for…?”

“I just need to draw some blood, check for anomalies…”

Daisy wasn’t sure that was a good idea. 

“I don’t know if that’s a good idea,” Jon echoed her thoughts. “We don’t have a baseline for me, so we won’t know if anything’s wrong…”

Barbara hummed. “I won’t do anything you’re not comfortable with, Jon.” She reached over to the cabinets, opened the drawer, and put the blood drawing kit back. “How about this: I’ll give you a list of symptoms to watch out for, and you come back to me if you start to experience any of them— or, do you know Leslie Thompson? She’s got a clinic on the north island, she could check you out, too, if you explain what’s happened. She's very discreet with this sort of thing, she wouldn’t tell anyone you didn’t tell her she could.”

Jon nodded. “We’ve met. I’ll keep that in mind.”

Barbara nodded. “Good. All the other tests I did look normal, so, I’ll let you know if anything comes up with the book itself.” She frowned, thoughtful. “Do you guys have my number?”

“I, ah, I don’t believe so, no…” 

 

 

They left the library that day with strict instructions on how to self-monitor for various forms of cursed-book consequences, and two more numbers in their phones.

All things considered, it was not a terrible day.

 

Notes:

To be clear, the book in this chapter isn’t a Leitner— it’s fully Gotham-spooky, no Fear Entities required. Poor dude ventured a little too deep…
Also. Martin :( I’m sorry… (I gotta, it’s for the Plot…)

Next week: Jon becomes a father :)

Chapter 11: Comfort and Kindness

Summary:

… And other such things beginning with the letter K
In which Jon becomes a father and Daisy offers her support :)

Notes:

The hug in the first scene is dedicated to IDonutKnowYet. You’re awesome! <3
Chapter contains emotions, animal abandonment, mentions of gang activity, beloved characters in mild distress, and Jon being an absolutely cringefail pining disaster gay for one Martin K. Blackwood.

Also, I made a discord server for this fic! Link is in the end notes!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

“Well, today was exciting,” Daisy said as they left the library, sarcasm dripping from the words. “Damn Leitners…”

Jon couldn’t help but agree. “I’m just glad I didn’t read the whole thing. We know how that tends to go.”

Daisy shrugged. “Hey, who knows— maybe here, reading magic books gives you consequence-free superpowers!”

Jon rolled his eyes. “I highly doubt that. Just telling Barbara about it gave me a headache.”  

Daisy huffed a breath. “Yeah, I can understand why. Freaky stuff.”

They fell into thoughtful silence, then, crossing the street and making their way into the subway station. It was only once they were sat down on their train— the car nearly empty— that Daisy spoke again. 

“Are you still alright with me going on patrol tonight? I’m sure Jason would get it…”

Jon shook his head. “It’s fine, Daisy. I’m perfectly safe in the diner.”

“I just don’t know if you should be alone, after what happened with that book.”

“Then I won’t be alone. I’m sure there’ll be someone downstairs I can sit with while you’re out.”

The train stopped. The doors opened; a couple of people got off, a half-dozen more filed on. The doors closed. They sped off again, spending several minutes in silence. 

“I want to go over that tape with you before you go,” Jon reminded her, as they approached their stop. God, it felt like a lifetime ago; him sat on the floor of the Special Collections room, listening to Georgie demand answers from a worryingly-distant Martin. He still had the tape in his bag. 

“Right,” Daisy nodded. “What was it about…?”

Jon sighed, learned his head against the window, felt the cool glass soothe his headache. This part of the train track was new— installed after some neighborhood-destroying fight or another— and the ride was blessedly smooth. “Georgie practically stormed the Institute,” he explained. “Demanded Martin tell her where I was. Apparently, she’s stopped getting the dreams.”

Daisy shifted to stare at him, slightly incredulous. “She has? But I still… why?”

Jon shrugged. “Your guess is as good as mine, but it seems likely that we’ve been cut off, mystically speaking.”

“But… the Entities are still… I can still feel the Hunt. You’ve still got your, you know…”

“Sure, but they’re not really the same, are they?” 

The train arrived at their stop, and they stood and filed out of the train and then the station alongside three other people; a group of teenage girls, surely off on some evening adventure, laughing and jostling each other.

“I don’t know about you,” Jon continued, “but the Eye feels more… responsive, now. Attentive, maybe? And less…” he made a frustrated sound, gesturing sharply with both hands. “Less big. Before, it was— it was a door, holding back all the knowledge in the damn universe— huge, and unknowable, really, just giving me a fraction of what it was. And now…” he shivered, pulled his jacket closer around himself. “Now it’s just… a hunger.”

Daisy looked uneasy, but thoughtful. “I think I know what you mean,” she said, eventually. “With the Hunt, I mean, I’ve always felt it, urging me on, I’ve always… heard it. But now…” she frowned, focusing. “Now it’s almost like it can hear me back. It’s more personal— and not nearly as subtle.”

“It’s just so frustrating,” Jon admitted. “Anytime I try to Know about anything outside of Gotham all I get is a headache.”

“Hm.” Daisy eyed him, the way he hunched in on himself, and how he avoided looking up anytime they walked near a streetlight. “You’ve been getting a lot of those, haven’t you?”

Jon rubbed at his eyes. “Yes,” he complained, “I feel awful, my head hurts, practically all the time, and I don’t…” he lifted his face into the nearly ever-present mist of cool light rain, “I don’t know what to do. Interrogating people helps, but never for long. I think I need a real Statement.”

He knew he sounded miserable. He was miserable. He didn't want to take a Statement— or, rather, he did want to, and that was part of the problem. There was nobody to take one from, anyways. Where did that leave him, aside from feeling sorry for himself? 

Daisy threw an arm around his shoulders and squeezed gently in an awkward sort of side-hug that did far more to chase away the chill of the night than it had any right to, if Jon were being completely honest, comforting warmth emanating from every point of contact. “We’ll get you one, then,” she decided. “You hear me? I’ll, I don’t know, I’ll chase someone around for a bit, then bring them to you.” They stopped walking, Daisy pulling Jon in a little closer against her side. “Maybe somebody really awful, so you don’t feel bad about it, huh? How about it?”

He didn’t know how to answer; thoughts a swirling mess in his head, emotions spiking in at least three directions at once. Instead of speaking, he leaned into her; turned his head to the side, then twisted his shoulders and body to follow, wrapping an arm around her back to return the hug. The height difference meant he was shoving his cold nose up into the junction of her neck and shoulder, but she didn’t seem to mind, and Jon couldn’t bring himself to care— not when she put her other hand on the back of his head, folding them together with just enough pressure, and leaned down so she could tell him, quietly, confidently: “you don’t deserve to starve, Jon. Not when we’ve got options. Not when I can do something about it.”

“I don’t want to hurt people,” he said, shutting his eyes and fighting frustrated tears. “I don’t want to be a goddamn monster.”

“You’re not a monster,” Daisy practically growled the words into his ear. “You’re trying to help people, aren’t you? And you are. You remember what that kid told you at the clinic? Her friend was kidnapped, and you got the information that let Jason’s people find them. And, well— you saved me.”

The emotion in her voice took Jon by surprise. Still, he felt that darkness coiling in his stomach, and with it a terrible suspicion that she was wrong. “But, but I— I feed on fucking fear, Daisy, you can’t honestly tell me—“

“I can and I will,” she cut him off. “It doesn’t matter. There’s always fear. People get hurt. We’ve just got to do our best to make sure it’s not the good people who get the worst of it, and keep ourselves alive in the meantime. You understand?” 

Jon sighed, feeling some of his tension finally drop under the influence of Daisy’s hands on his head and back, soothed by her words in his ear. “Yeah. Yeah, I— thank you.”

He opened his eyes and pulled back, Daisy leaving both her arms on his shoulders to look him in the eye, and it was only thanks to the angle at which he stood— facing almost the opposite direction from where they needed to go— that he saw it. 

There was an open cardboard box in the alleyway they had just passed. Scrawled in sharpie along the side was one word: 

Free.

Jon broke away from Daisy and jogged over to the box, just getting the feeling that there was something in there worth seeing, even though he wasn’t sure what. When he was a few metres away, though, his suspicions were confirmed by a tiny, sad, lost little “mew!”

He stopped, panting slightly from the short run, and peered inside. There, sitting curled up and shivering on a single, dirty towel, was the most pathetic kitten Jon had ever seen. Almost completely hairless, save a few dirty, matted whisps; huge dark ears pinned back over a wrinkled face; wide blue eyes that stared up at him, confused and scared and so painfully alone.

He reached into the box.

It hissed at him, scuttling backwards to press itself into the corner, tiny baby teeth flashing white in the darkness. 

Jon cooed. “Oh, no need for that.” He patted his pockets; did he have anything…?

The plastic wrapper of his sandwich from lunch was still in his pocket, and he pulled it out. There were a couple tiny bits of shredded chicken that had perhaps fallen out while he was eating; it would have to do. He only needed to gain its trust. 

He picked out one of the little bits of chicken and held it out on one finger. Unsurprisingly, the kitten hissed at him again, but after a moment seemed to catch the scent of what he was offering; Jon held very, very still as the little kitten cautiously sniffed at his finger and then delicately licked the chicken into its mouth.

“There you go…” Jon whispered.

Daisy came up behind him. “What are you doing, Jon—?”

“Shhh,” he turned to her, then gestured into the box. “There’s a baby.”

“What?”

He picked another scrap of chicken out of his sandwich wrapper, held the finger into the box. This time, the kitten was much braver, scarfing down the chicken and licking his finger clean before looking up at him— eyes wide, ears unfolding from its head; ridiculously huge. Jon didn’t think he’d ever seen a kitten with such oversized ears before. Beside him, Daisy let out a quiet, exasperated laugh. 

“Only you, Jon, I swear.”

He smiled. “Hey there, little guy. Do you want to come home with me? I promise it’s warm, and we have more food for you there…”

He didn’t know if they actually did, but he’d find something. Maybe they could stop on the way and get some kitten food— how old was this one, anyway? It couldn’t have been more than a few months old, would it still need milk? Who had left a baby out here all on its own?

He blinked down at it, long and slow.

The kitten blinked back. 

Jon carefully, carefully moved his hand over its head, ran a finger between those huge ears and down along its spine. The kitten stood up and rubbed its tiny, cold little nose into Jon’s wrist, and he scooped it up. 

He turned to Daisy, cradling the little baby to his chest. “She’s cold…” Jon whispered. 

Daisy frowned. “Better get home, then. Get her warmed up. Come on.” 

 

 

The kitten started purring as they walked— Jon having tucked it inside the front of his jacket so it might start to warm up— and didn’t stop purring for the entire trip back to the diner. Jon spent the walk gently petting it through the fabric, cooing and speaking in what he hoped was a comforting tone. 

It was a relatively short walk, thankfully; they only had to go a few blocks further before arriving at the diner, in all its derelict glory. And it was a good thing, too, because the rain started to pick up just as they entered the parking lot; they ran the short distance to the front door, Daisy holding it open and easing it shut behind them. 

“Hey guys,” Sage nodded to them from her customary spot on the counter. “Good day? Any trouble?”

Jon and Daisy exchanged a look. “Um, well,” Jon started, and then Daisy interjected with: “He read part of a cursed book—“

“What?!”

“Potentially cursed!” Jon protested; “the library’s looking into it, I’m fine—“

“Sure, sure, you didn’t look fine when—“

“Mrrew!”

They all stopped talking. Jon carefully pulled his jacket collar away from his neck, and after a brief moment of squirming, the kitten’s little head popped out under his chin. 

Sage stared. 

Jon smiled sheepishly. “We, ah. We found her on the way back…”

“Where?” Sage demanded, jumping down from the counter as Jon extricated the kitten from his jacket. She left her gun on the counter. 

“In a box on the side of the road?” Jon cradled the kitten close again, and she bumped the top of her head into the underside of his chin with a small mrrp! “It said ‘free’ on the side, I figured it was fine…”

“Let me see,” the guard reached her hands out for the kitten, and Jon instinctively pulled back a half-step while Daisy moved a protective hand out between them.

Sage softened, raised her hands placatingly. “My aunt used to foster kittens,” she explained. “I know what I’m doing. I just want to help. You found her outside?”

Jon forced himself to relax, and nodded. “Yes. I don’t know how old she is.”

Sage looked between Jon and Daisy, then stepped back. “Stay right here. I keep cat food in my bag.” 

Ten minutes later, they were all standing around the counter while the kitten eagerly licked up watered-down wet cat food from a shallow bowl that Sage had fetched from downstairs. 

“I would guess she’s around seven weeks old,” Sage was peering at the kitten’s face; “based on her eyes. They’re just starting to change colour, see?”

Jon looked. They were still very much blue, but with the light at a certain angle… 

“They’ll be yellow or green, I think,” she added.

“Does she—” Jon snapped his own hand up to cover his mouth. Not again, he’d thought he had that under control. “Food,” he said, “I don’t know what to feed her.”

Sage nodded. “You might want to give her some formula for the next week or so, especially since she’s probably underweight— won’t know for sure until you weigh her— but otherwise, kitten food at least three times a day, and she should have access to kibble. You should also get a heating pad or a hot water bottle, and get her dewormed and vaccinated…”

Jon was trying to follow, but he was no expert on kitten care, and he didn’t think trying to ask the Eye for help was a good idea right then, what with the persistent headache— and besides, the kitten was so damn cute it was hard to look at anything else for long. Sage seemed to cotton on to his confusion, though, and she took pity on him.

“Just take her to the vet tomorrow, get her checked out,” she told him, firmly, instead of elaborating on more long-term care.

“I’ve got a hot water bottle,” Daisy offered.

Jon blinked and looked up at her. “Why do you have one of those?”

Daisy shrugged. “Period cramps are a bitch. Wanted to preempt them.”

Jon nodded thoughtfully. “Ah. Right.”

“What do we do with the hot water bottle, then?” Daisy turned to Sage.

“Wrap it in a towel or a blanket, make sure she’s got access to it. You’ll need some kind of contained space for her.”

“Would my—?” Jon bit down his own tongue, a little bit too hard; one moment he was talking normally, and the next the buzz of compulsion was just there, begging him to use it, even when he definitely didn’t need to. Even when he knew none of the answers would help him. Maybe he needed to get away from people other than Daisy for a bit. “Hm. My room.” 

“Sure, so long as there’s nothing in there that might hurt her, and you should put anything you don’t want damaged somewhere she can’t reach.”

“I can do that,” Jon nodded. He could put his backpack up in the closet.

“Great.” Sage ran a hand down the kitten’s back. “I’ve got a bit more food I can give you. Make sure you get her to the vet as soon as possible.”

Jon nodded again. The kitten had finished with the food set out for her, and had started to gently headbutt his hand where he’d left it on the counter. He picked her up, and she tucked herself under his chin, and he fell a little bit more in love. Sage smiled softly. Daisy rolled her eyes, but Jon was certain she was smiling too, just a little bit. 

Daisy picked up the dish and the food Sage offered, and they made their way to the stairs to their apartment. Just as Jon opened the door, the guard called after them:

“Hey, Archie, one more thing!”

Jon half-turned back to her, expectant.

“Lilies are incredibly poisonous to cats,” Sage stressed. “They can die from cleaning a bit of pollen off their fur, or drinking from water that lilies have been in. I’m talking fatal kidney failure. For as long as you have a cat in your house, you do not keep lilies anywhere.”

Her intensity took Jon by surprise, but he nodded once more, seriously. “Right. Thank you, Sage.” 

She hopped back up onto her usual spot on the counter. “‘Course— you’ve got a good one, there. Best of luck with her.”

 

 

“—have a good evening, Martin.”

“You— you too, Georgie.”

The closing of a door. A long sigh. “Shit,” another sigh; the sound of Martin tapping the table. “That was exhausting. Was talking to people always so…?” A tired, frustrated groan. “I have work to do. I’ve got to put this away, I guess. Jon, if you’re listening… I don’t know. I just… I don’t know.”

The tape clicked off. Daisy frowned.

“Huh. You weren’t kidding when you said she stormed the place.”

Jon shook his head dramatically. “And after closing hours, too. Tisk tisk.” 

“Jon,” Daisy stared at him, a grin forming on her face, “was that a joke?”

“What, am I not allowed to be funny?”

“I never thought I’d see the day— Jonathan Sims, with a sense of humour!” She faked a sniffle, dramatically wiping a nonexistent tear from her cheek. 

Jon rolled his eyes, turning his attention to the kitten that had settled in his lap as his thoughts turned back to the content of the tape. 

Daisy hummed, her grin fading. “What time did you get this one?” She tapped a finger on the tape.

Jon thought back to the library. God, what a long day it had been. “Around five-thirty?”

“Institute closes to the public at five, but stays open to researchers and contractors until seven.”

Jon nodded. “So, the time of day must be close— I wonder if the dates match up…”

Daisy shrugged. “Not like he’s going around saying the date every time. Sure would be helpful.”

“Actually…” Jon frowned. “Hold on.”

He carefully picked up the kitten and set her in Daisy’s lap instead— she protested with an affronted mrreh!— then jogged to his bedroom and grabbed the first of the tape recorders from his backpack before returning to the kitchen table. 

“Here, let me just…”

He rewound the tape to near the beginning; pressed play.

“—tapes, on the coff—”

He paused, wound forward a bit, pressed play again.

“—it? Is that weird?”

Martin’s voice paused, and Jon nodded. “This bit, he mentions—”

“It’s been a little over a week, since you went in there. And— and Basira talked to Elias—” Jon paused the tape, cutting off Martin’s words.

“A little over a week, then,” Daisy frowned thoughtfully. “When did you go in to, uh, to get me?”

Jon thought back. “Uh. Saturday. When— when Melanie wasn’t in. Saturday March 24th.”

Daisy checked her phone. “It’s April 5th, now. Thursday. And the year matches,” she added. “It’s still so weird that it’s 2018 now, I lost so much time down there that it’s a whole different year…”

“I got this tape on… Sunday, right, so April 1st…” he did the math in his head. “Eight days after I went in.”

Daisy nodded. “Right. Checks out— maybe it does match, then.”

Jon frowned. “We got here Friday night,” he realized. “Was I really in there for six days? Didn’t feel like it…”

“Don’t look at me. My perception of time down there was shot to hell.”

“I can imagine. I don’t think it was more than a day or two before I found you, though.”

“And then, what, two days of suffering before that bit where we almost made it out?” Daisy recounted— she looked to Jon for approval on her time estimate, and he nodded—  “Must have been another few days before we popped out of the cemetery,” she finished.

Jon shivered. “Yeah, maybe. Time is…”

“Hard.”

“Yeah.”

“… I hope nobody else is getting the dreams,” Daisy said, staring at the table. 

Jon sighed. “Yeah. I hope so too.”

“…Want to answer the tape?”

Jon nodded. “Yeah. Yeah, we should.” He reached across the table and pulled the tape recorder from earlier that day towards himself, took a deep breath, and pressed record.

“Hello, Martin,” he said. “The date is Thursday, April 5th. We did the math, Daisy and I, and we think the dates do match up. Maybe even the times, just about. I’m not sure what that means.”

He thought about what else he had to say. “We’ve spent the last couple of days at the library, for the most part. We made some friends, I think— there’s a teenager, her name’s Cass, and Cass’s older sister Barbara. They’ve both been a great help, especially today… there was a Leitner—” He rubbed a hand over his eyes for a moment— “or, well, not a Leitner, I think it was, ah, native, so to speak. Not our kind of unpleasant, but, well. Still unpleasant.”

“Day wasn’t all bad, though,” Daisy interrupted him, picking up the kitten off her lap and holding her out. 

“Oh! Yes, yes of course,” Jon took the little one back from Daisy, held her under his chin in that way she liked. She started purring. “We found a kitten. She’s a tiny thing, only a couple months old, and almost completely hairless— just the kind of cat she is, I think. Like a sphynx. I don’t have a name for her yet, but she’s just so, so— listen.” He leaned forward so that the purring creature held to his upper chest was inches away from the recorder, dropping several little kisses on her head that had her revving up the purrs even louder. 

After a few seconds, he leaned back. “I’ve only had her for a couple of hours, but I promise you’re going to love her. She’s absolutely perfect, Martin. We’re taking her to the vet tomorrow, but she’s in good spirits.”

“We went with the Red Hood— Jason— on a meeting last night,” Daisy said, switching the topic while Jon peppered the kitten with little kisses again. “It was kind of boring, honestly. Some negotiation for a weapons deal. Jon was badass, though, one of them tried to lie and Jon, just, he just looked at him, went all spooky and said ‘that’s a lie,’ and I’ve never seen a man backpedal faster in my life.” She grinned. “It was hilarious. Jason didn’t even need to threaten him, he was already so freaked out.”

Jon remembered the man’s face. The terror in his eyes as he realized what had happened— and realized who Jon was. Jason hadn’t introduced them, but in that moment, the man’s jaw had gone slack, and he’d mouthed one single word: 

Archivist. 

Nobody had tried to lie, again, after that, and Jason had gotten his deal.

Daisy leveled him with a flat stare, clearly aware of where his thoughts had taken him. “Really, Jon? What’s with that face?”

“You know why, Daisy.”

She huffed out a slightly irritated breath. “He wasn’t afraid because of your spooky Archivist powers, he was afraid because his whole strategy at the meeting relied on lying and Jason outplayed him.”

Jon wanted to keep being upset— he deserved to be upset, and surely if his powers didn’t upset him that would be a bad sign for his tenuous grasp on humanity— but it was hard to do, with Daisy looking at him like that, like even the thought of blaming himself was ridiculous, and it was hard to feel anything other than adoration with the soft skin of a tiny little kitten butting up against his face. 

“Right,” he said, eventually. “So, that was last night, and then afterwards Jason asked us about going on patrol with him— taking up vigilantism ourselves, all that. So tonight Daisy’s going to shadow him, see how that goes…”

“Speaking of that, I should head out soon,” Daisy checked the time on her phone. “I’m meeting him in about twenty minutes, but I should get something to eat first.” 

“Right,” Jon nodded, “Martin, please tell me you’re getting these, and let me know when you find anything about getting us back… oh, and, please— please don’t involve Georgie more than you have to,” he winced. “I’ve put her through enough already. But, uh, keep her updated, just enough that she doesn’t come looking for information on her own.” He looked up to Daisy. “Did I miss anything?”

Daisy shook her head. “Sounds good to me.”

Jon pet the kitten. “Be very careful, Martin. I need you in one piece when I get back!” He went for lighthearted, but fell somewhere a little further on the earnest side of the spectrum than he intended. “Alright… bye, then. Talk to you soon.”

He turned off the tape recorder. 

 

 

Click

“Hey, Jon, I hope you’re doing alright.”  

Jon nearly fell off the couch. Already? Daisy had just gone out on patrol with Jason, couldn’t it wait?

Then his breath caught. This was— really soon. Had Martin gotten his response?

“I’m… I don’t know if you heard, what happened earlier, but I’m sorry if you did.”

As quickly as it had come, his hope was dashed, and Jon let his head fall back on the couch, closing his eyes.

“I didn’t know what to do— what you would want me to do. But now I know the dreams have stopped, and… that’s not a good sign, is it? I mean, obviously it’s good, for the people who were getting them, but, but…

“I, um. I thought about giving your rib to Georgie, but I don’t want to get her any more involved than she already is. I hope that’s okay. I guess I could give it to Melanie, too, but I think she’s still angry with you.” A small, humorless laugh. “And Basira hasn’t been here, god knows what she’s doing, off on some goose chase for Elias again I bet. It’s fine. Makes it easier, to keep to myself, if I don’t even have the temptation to talk to her. Seeing Georgie was bad enough.”

Jon had never wanted to hug somebody more in his life than he wanted to hug Martin at that moment.

“I should be glad, shouldn’t I? That there’s people other than me who care what happens to you. When you do get back, I’m not… I don’t know what you’ll have been through, and I won’t be able to support you. Not like before. Not how you need.”

A heavy sigh. A long pause. “I really don’t know what I’m supposed to do, Jon. I can’t tell anybody about this, what I’m doing with the tapes— I’m not even sure I can tell Basira, when she gets back. I just have to keep going, every day, not knowing where you are or even whether you’re really alive! What if Elias was lying, and you’re still in that— that coffin? What if wherever you are, is— is worse than here?”

That shaky breath was almost a sob. Jon was sure of it. 

“What if I can’t get you back, and I’m just going to be alone forever?”

Jon’s chest squeezed. Everything in him rebelled at what he was hearing; every instinct begging him to fix it.  

But he couldn’t. 

He couldn’t fix it. 

“Sorry. I should… I should go home. I hope I, uh, I hope I hear back from you soon, Jon. Stay safe.”

The tape clicked off. 

Jon stared down at it for a long, long moment, thinking about what he should even begin to say.

In the end, it was probably about ten minutes before he gathered up enough courage to answer, after listening to the tape again for good measure. He picked up the yet-unnamed kitten from where she had fallen asleep on his lap— she made a sleepy little mrra? In response— then picked up the tape recorder, made his way into his room, and shut the door.

He clicked record.

“I am receiving your messages, Martin,” Jon started. “This was the fourth one. The third was earlier today— the date is still Thursday, April the fifth. I’m…” he paused. “I suppose I’m alone, too, right now,” He settled on, “but the longer I spend here, the less true that really becomes. I’ve got Daisy, and Jason, and the other, ah, the other members of the gang— some of them are quite nice, actually— and there’s Cass and Barbara at the library…  And I’ve got the kitten, as I mentioned earlier. I need a name for her.”

He paused for another moment, just staring at the tape recorder, trying to think of what else he even wanted to tell Martin. 

“Daisy’s out on patrol, with Jason— or, well, with the Red Hood. I’m not sure what it entails, exactly, but I do know she’s Hunting, and… I’m worried.” He felt the truth of his words click into place as he spoke; a sharp twist of anxiety in his gut. “She can handle herself. I know that. I know that. But she was so sure back in the—“ his throat threatened to close on him, and he had to breath and steady himself before pushing on; “back in the Coffin, that she didn’t want to serve the Hunt anymore. And now…”

He shook his head and chuckled softly. “I suppose we haven’t got much of a choice. Either of us. Things are different here, and we need to be… useful. Our, ah, abilities are the only way we can really…”

He sighed. “We keep each other in check as best we can. I don’t know that I would have made it this far without her.”

He hovered his hand over the button to stop the recording. Before he did, though, he added on: “I miss you. And I’m sorry I wasn’t there when… I’m sorry I haven’t been there. You stay safe, too.”

Click.

He put the tape recorder to the side and dropped his head into his hands, fighting back the wave of emotion that washed over him. God, when had he become so sappy? Talking into tapes in the hopes that Martin would hear, when all signs pointed toward it being a waste of time. Stupid.

He was pulled out of his little thought spiral by the feeling of a tiny paw patting him on the wrist. 

He peered out from the cover of his hands. The kitten was sitting there, on the bed, looking at him with the most affronted expression Jon had ever seen on a creature so small. 

He scoffed and rolled his eyes dramatically. “Well excuse me, Officer, I didn’t realize having emotions was a crime…”

“Mrreow!”

Jon laughed a little wetly. “Oh, that was a proper meow there! Good on you. Should get a medal for that one.” He ran a hand absentmindedly down the kitten’s back, listening to her purrs pick back up again as she claimed her spot on his lap.

“Hmm, you like that, don't you? Is that a good name for you?”

“Mrrp!” 

“Officer… Blackwood?”

She purred louder. Jon smiled. He took out his phone and snapped a picture of her— wide eyes and comically huge ears— and sent it to Daisy.

How’s the name Officer Blackwood for this little girl?

After a minute and a half more of gently petting the newly dubbed Officer, Jon got a text back.

You’re ridiculous, you know that?

Sounds perfect.

 

Notes:

Introducing: The Officer. This name will cause problems later, but like, in a funny way.
Jon may be a cringe disaster, but he’s my cringe disaster. (Martin, meanwhile, is not doing so great.)
Lilies are super poisonous to cats, lots of people don’t know this apparently. This has been a PSA.

Anyway: I made a discord server! Come hang out and share thoughts and scream at me. Link is here:

https://discord.gg/dDrHACBCvc

Next week: Vigilantism 202

Chapter 12: Vigilantism 202

Summary:

Class is in session!
In which Daisy spends some quality time with Jason.

Notes:

Chapter contains… vigilantism. Also talk of gang activity and murder, reflections on the dangers of Hunting and vigilantism, and probably reckless driving.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

It turned out that the Red Hood had a goddamn fully-functional secret hideout. Sure, maybe Daisy shouldn’t have been surprised— he had to have some sort of base of operations for his nightly activities— but she had kind of assumed his vigilantism was tied more into his crime-lording; that when he picked her up outside the diner and said “I’ve set aside some gear for you to try before we head out,” he would be taking her to some warehouse or something, somewhere that matched what she had come to expect from him.

This was not what she had expected. This was…

Well.

Her first surprise came when Jason drove the car into a wide alleyway about five blocks south of the diner— an alleyway which seemed, for all intents and purposes, to be a dead end. He drove directly towards a brick wall, zero hesitation— Daisy glued to her seat in shocked horror— and then right before the moment of impact the ground fell away beneath them and they drove down a ramp under the brick wall and into a wide tunnel. 

“What the hell was that?!” 

Jason grinned. “Do you like it? It only opens like that if I’m in the car— pings off my helmet.” 

“Did you have to drive that fast?” She felt her heart jackrabbiting in her chest.  

“No,” Jason said, smug as anything; “I just thought it’d be funny. And I was right.”

He drove around a lazy, gradual turn, and then the tunnel emptied out into a much larger cave that was apparently functioning as a parking garage. Aside from the nondescript, medium-sized car they had driven there in, there was a small, sleek, fast-looking car; an old, beat-up looking flatbed truck; and a large black van. There were also three motorcycles and a collection of about a half-dozen bicycles off to one side. 

“Are these all yours?” Daisy asked, stepping out of the car. 

Jason got out and slammed his own door shut. “Almost.” He pointed to the motorcycles; “the bike on the left there is Camryn’s. She’s around here somewhere.”

Jason led Daisy towards a metal door set into the far wall; he input a code and then scanned his thumbprint, and as the door opened he turned to grin back at her.

“Welcome to my top-secret evil lair!” 

Daisy laughed as she followed him in. “I can believe it’s secret, but you vastly overestimate how evil you are, Jason, I mean really…” she trailed off as she stepped through the door— “Oh. Wow.”

She found herself standing in a large, naturally-formed cave, dark shadows framing a space which was a strange mixture of comfortable and practical— a couch over a rug near a small kitchen setup on the right side, contrasting with the multiple racks and shelves of weapons and a table covered in gear and armour on the left. There were a few other doorways and passages visible along the walls, with the centre of the space dominated by training mats. One section of the room was home to a complicated computer setup, with three monitors and a very comfortable looking office-style chair. 

The chair in front of the computer was already occupied; Camryn lifted a hand over the backrest in greeting as Jason shut the door behind them, but didn’t look up from whatever she was working on. 

“Hey, Red. Daisy. Stuff’s all out there for you.” She gestured at the table on the far side of the room, and Jason gave the back of her chair a little pat as they passed by her.

“Thanks. Any luck?” 

She nodded. “Yeah, actually. Turns out the company that owns the place is in the middle of going under— I’ve arranged for you and Darcy to meet with them tomorrow to sign the paperwork.” 

“Sweet, good job,” Jason grinned. “How much?” 

“Fifty grand.” She waved a hand in the air, “Pennies to us, now. Don’t worry about it.”

“That cheap?” Jason turned and leaned in towards the screen, “isn’t real estate going kind of crazy right now?”

Camryn made a so-so motion with one hand. “Depends. Some of the other stuff we looked at is insane, but Burnley’s alright. Plus, I mean, who wants to buy an abandoned diner with the Red Hood squatting in it?” 

Daisy followed Jason over. “You don’t own the diner?” 

Jason waved a hand dismissively. “Not yet.”

Camryn gestured at the left-hand screen, which was some sort of spreadsheet— the title in the top corner revealing it to be a budget. “Didn’t have the cash before. Now we do.”

Jason hummed thoughtfully. “Speaking of cash, did you get everything I asked for?” 

“Sure did;” she pointed at the tables covered in gear; “everything’s over there. Knock yourselves out— or don’t, actually. That’d be really inconvenient.”

“We’ll do our best,” Jason replied dryly. “Come on, Daisy.”

 

 

“Everything fit okay?” 

Daisy stared at herself in the mirror, twisting to get a better look at what she couldn’t see from the front. 

It did fit. It fit surprisingly well, considering she’d only given Jason her measurements the night before— where he’d gotten a tailor-fit armoured bodysuit on such short notice, Daisy had no idea. The main piece consisted of simple all-black sturdy fabric over a thin, comfortable underlayer; it was tight enough to be supportive in the right places but not too tight, enough weight that she knew it was sufficiently protective but not nearly as heavy as the armoured vests she had worn as police, and somehow it had no less than six pockets hidden throughout— and those were only the ones she had found so far. 

She stretched her arms above her head; held each of her knees up to her chest in turn; stretched as far as she could into a lunge and twisted her shoulders from side to side. It didn’t limit her range of motion at all.

“Fits great!” She called back to Jason, opening the door of the small changing room to find him checking over the weapons laid out on one side of the table. 

He turned to face her, eyeing the suit critically for a moment then meeting her eyes with a subtle smile and a satisfied nod. “Looks good.” Then he grabbed something off the table and tossed it to her: “Catch.” 

Daisy caught what turned out to be a bundle of fabric. Unfolding it revealed a dark red-brown leather jacket, not unlike Jason’s own, except that hers had a hood. Slipping it on over her shoulders, Daisy was unsurprised to find that it fit perfectly.   

“Thanks.” 

Jason grinned and took two steps backward, gesturing expansively at the table and everything laid out on it. “Now,” he declared, “welcome to Vigilantism two-oh-two, taught by yours truly.” 

Daisy lifted an eyebrow, the corner of her lip tilting up in amusement. “Not Vigilantism one-oh-one?”

“This isn’t an introductory level course, Daisy,” Jason shook his head in playful mock-exasperation, “you’ve already got some experience. We’ve just gotta take it to the next level.” 

“Right… and the next level would be…?”

Jason picked something up off the table— a long knife, which he started to spin and twist between his fingers while he talked. “There are three things that any vigilante needs to keep on top of, to be successful.” He held up his free hand, counting on his fingers as he explained. “One: information. We don’t go out there without knowing the lay of things— that’s everything from having a planned route, to the current political situation between Gotham’s criminal elements, which Rogues are running free, everything down to the weather. And, of course, if we’ve got a target we’re looking for, we need to know everything we can about them, too.”

He paused to let Daisy take his words in, then continued. “Two: training. I’m not expecting you to fight any of the big players, but you’ll need some basic gymnastics and martial arts, and you’ve got to know the hand signals I use— and, of course, you’ll need to learn how to use the gear I’ve brought you, which is the third thing: equipment. Good gear can make a world of difference out there, even though some people like to pretend they get by just on wits and strength.” He dropped the counting hand and gestured to the table. “We’ll get you swinging in no time. Now—“ he paused dramatically— “have you thought of a name?” 

Daisy nodded slowly. “I have, actually. I was thinking I could go by Alice, for now.” 

Jason blinked, looking a little confused. “I mean— that’s fine, but— why?” 

Daisy grinned. “It’s my name.” 

Jason rolled his eyes. “Yeah, I get that, but why—“

“No,” Daisy cut him off, “I mean, back home, my legal name is Alice Tonner. Daisy’s a nickname, but nobody uses my actual name, and I realized…”

A grin slowly broke out on Jason’s face. “You don’t legally exist here,” he finished for her, letting out a short laugh, “you can use your real name and nobody will know— that’s great! Alright, Alice it is. Come here, let me show you the gear I got you.”

 

 

Daisy’s gear consisted of a belt with basic first aid supplies, a pouch for her phone, and all sorts of small explosives; an assortment of weapons including a wicked-sharp knife— larger than the one she’d taken off that would-be mugger on her first night in Gotham— a semi-automatic pistol, and a set of smaller, throwable knives that she didn’t know how to use; a red domino mask; and a simple headpiece that framed her face and ensured her hair would stay out of the way, since it was too short to tie back properly.

(Daisy’s hair had been so horribly matted, after the Coffin, that she’d cut it all off before showering that first night in Jason’s apartment.

Before, it had been long; falling down nearly to her hips, usually kept in a simple braid, except on the occasions where Basira wanted to try something fun with it, which was usually a weekly event. In a life filled with sacrifices in the name of practicality, her hair had been something of an indulgence; it’d nearly gotten her killed while Hunting three separate times, some horrible creature— or something horribly human— thinking to grab hold of the braid and bare her throat. 

But it was worth it. For the simple joy of Basira at her back, weaving it into whatever shape she’d found on the internet while they laughed together over some stupid show, for the quiet mischief of flinging her braids into people’s faces with a small spin, for the satisfaction of watching it grow and keeping it healthy and thinking: Yes, I am human. I can care for something. I can do more than destroy. It was worth it. 

She missed her hair.)

The headpiece also helped to hold in place a small earpiece. “It’s a communicator,” Jason explained, “it’s already connected to the one in my helmet, and we can use them to tap police lines.”

“Cool,” Daisy said, adjusting the band that held the thing in place around her head. It sounded very useful.  

Once they had gone over all their gear and how it worked— except for the grappling hook gun, which Jason said she would need to be shown— they left it all on the table and moved to the training mats. 

Jason gestured for her to stand across from him. “I want to see how you fight,” he explained, “so I know where your skills are at. Police training includes some hand-to-hand, right?”

Daisy nodded, then reconsidered and made a so-so motion with one hand. “Regular police, not so much— some basic moves and holds and how to use the baton— but when I was Sectioned they… encouraged me to get some extra training.”  

“Great. Hit me.”

Daisy spent the next ten minutes or so trying, and failing, to land a single hit on Jason. Despite this, he was grinning by the end of it, and when he called them to stop he slapped her encouragingly on the back. “You’re better than I thought you’d be!”

She swiped sweat from her forehead. “Seriously? I couldn’t even hit you.” 

“Yeah, but I wasn’t expecting you to. I was trained by goddamn assassins, and Bats before that. Trust me, you’ve got a good baseline— better than most people starting out.” 

Daisy huffed. “Alright. If you say so. What now?”

Jason grinned again. “Now try to block me.”

Daisy spent the ten minutes after that mostly on the ground, much to her chagrin. Jason would come at her, always with something different; she’d block or dodge his first swing, and sometimes the second, once even managing to evade four takedown attempts in a row, but he always managed to hook a leg or twist her elbow or something that left her sprawled on the mat within about thirty seconds. 

“Awesome,” he said earnestly, helping her stand. “This is going to be great. That’s enough for now.”

Daisy moved back to the table, where a water bottle waited for her. She took a drink. “What next?”

Jason followed her, grabbing for his own utility belt. “How are you with a knife?” 

 

 

“Are you sure this is safe?”

Jason shrugged, tugging on the grapple line he’d hooked onto a fire escape three storeys up. “Probably not, but it’s far from the most dangerous thing we do. And when you spend so much time on rooftops, mobility is pretty important.” 

Daisy grimaced and aimed the thing again. “This one?” She tapped the trigger button on the handle with her finger. 

“Yep,” Jason confirmed, reaching out to adjust her aim by what was really a very small amount. “Remember— launch, wait, then release.”

“Right,” Daisy agreed. She took a deep breath, focused hard on the fire escape above them, and squeezed the trigger.

She’d practiced firing it shorter distances; but this was her first time trying to actually catch something with it. The hook— retracted and aerodynamic— shot past her target railing, and when she let go of the trigger the hooks flared outward and the mechanism retracted, pulling the hook back toward the railing until—

Thunk.

“Good job!”

Daisy smiled— a little nervously, but pleased nonetheless. The line had gone taut; the hook successfully caught on the fire escape, although it was actually fixed one rung down from the top of the metal balcony, the line looped over next to Jason’s hook. She gave it an experimental tug, and it held firm. 

“Okay, what now?”

Jason held onto the launcher above his head, and mimed squeezing with the other. “When you press this button on the side of the handle, it’ll pull you up. There’s the dial on the back to control the speed, see it?”

Daisy looked at the device in her hand. They’d gone over all the parts of it already. “Yep.”

“What’s it set to?” Jason prompted.

Daisy looked at the little numbers on the thing. “Uh. One.” The slowest setting, naturally.

“Okay, great,” Jason grinned. “Now you just…”

He pressed the button and it lifted him, slowly, a few feet off the ground before he pressed it again and stopped, hanging from that arm. “Go up. You might want to hold on with both hands.” 

Daisy took a deep breath, held the grapple gun firmly with both hands, and clicked the button to retract the line. 

She knew she couldn’t have been going all that fast, but it felt for a moment like her shoulders were being wrenched out of their sockets— her stomach dropped as the ground fell away from her, the brick of the alleyway rushing past her, and she was up, up, past Jason, past the first floor before she remembered to click the button again. 

Dangling some ten feet over the ground, Daisy kicked her feet to spin and face Jason as he ascended and came to a stop next to her, laughing. 

“What?” She demanded. 

“You just— you were so surprised, that little yelp—

“Shut up.” Daisy huffed, looking up toward their goal: the second storey fire escape. The idea was simple: retract the line until she was level with it, then swing over the railing. 

In practice, it wasn’t so easy. Jason, of course, had no trouble whatsoever; swinging then pushing his feet off the brick wall and letting the line pull him upward in the same motion, pressing the button that disengaged the hooks before he’d even cleared the railing. 

Daisy, meanwhile, moved in starts and stops, and by the time she drew mostly level with Jason her shoulders felt like they were going to mutiny. The idea of swinging, frankly, felt like hell. Luckily, Jason took pity on her, and reached out to pull her over the railing. As soon as her feet were securely on a solid surface, she dropped the grapple gun entirely— letting it dangle in the air beside them— and tried to work the fire out of her shoulders.

“That fuckin’ hurts,” she hissed. “You do this all the time?”

Jason grabbed her abandoned grapple and pressed the button to disengage the hooks and retract the line. He shrugged. “You‘ll get the hang of it— hah.” 

Daisy rolled her eyes at the pun, shaking out her wrists.

“I forgot how much the first time sucks, honestly,” Jason admitted. “You get used to it. In a couple months, you’ll be swinging like a pro.”

“Somehow I doubt that,” Daisy took her grapple back from Jason, “but I’ll take your word for it.”

 

 

Once they had managed to maneuver up onto the roof, Jason explained their goals for that evening as well as some ground rules.

“You remember last night, after you and Darcy dealt with the fucker that tried to grab Tamsin?”

“Samir,” Daisy remembered. She’d helped chop his body up into tiny pieces. “What about him?”

“He gave us a name,” Jason explained, “Alec— and a location. By the time I went to check it out, place was empty. Part of tonight’s patrol is gonna be meeting up with a couple of contacts who might know something about the guy.”

“Alright,” Daisy nodded. “What else?”

Jason tapped something on the side of his helmet. “I'm not planning on running into anybody important today,” he said, “all the big rogues are in Arkham or pretending to be reformed. But if we do— you listen to me, okay? If I tell you to stay back, stay back.”

Daisy nodded seriously. Jason knew Gotham’s many villains far better than she did; she trusted his judgement on it. “What about, uh, Bats?”

Jason shifted on his feet, and when he spoke, it was with a new sort of tension. “They shouldn’t be on my fucking turf at all. If they show up… One-on-one, I can take any of them, especially around here. Just stay clear, you understand?”

“Yeah.” Daisy fidgeted with the grip of her knife where it was strapped to her thigh. “What if there’s more than one of them? Or, I don’t know, they get a lucky hit…”

“If I’m out of commission and it’s just you and a Bat, you tell them that I made you work for me, and then feed them bullshit information until you can get the hell out of there. Unless it’s just Robin,” he added, with no small amount of derision, “you already know you can take the kid, but I doubt Daddy Bats is going to let him out alone after the stunt you guys pulled last time.”

Daisy rolled her eyes. “But how do we fight them?”

“You don’t.”

“If I have to,” Daisy countered, “what should I know?”

Jason heaved a short sigh before answering, ticking off names on his fingers. “Robin,” he started, practically spitting the name, “is fast, and tricky, and chatty. If he’s there, it’s probably just as a distraction, but if you need to fight him— he’s got a Bo staff and batarangs, and your best bet is to either get in real close and corner him to limit his maneuverability, or shoot him in the fucking foot. Just be careful not to off him, got it?”

“Because he's a kid?” 

“Sure, yeah, and killing any Bat would make our lives hell, honestly. But— hm. It’s important that they think we’d kill them. Does that make sense?”

Daisy nodded. “You’ve got a reputation to keep up.” 

“Exactly. So, that’s Robin.” He ticked up a second finger. “Batman— I’m serious. If you’re in a position where you have to fight him, you should be looking for a way out. You’ve got smoke bombs— use them and run. There’s an emergency button on the inside of your left wrist; it’ll send your location out to me, Camryn, Darcy, and Sage. Get underground, if you can, or into a crowded public place like a bar. If you need time to get away from him and you have to fight him, just, don't ever stop moving. He’s big, and he’s strong, you don’t want him getting any kind of grip on you. Keep your distance if you can. He wears loads of armour, shoot him in the chest if you want.” 

Daisy nodded. “Okay. Got it.”

He ticked up a third finger. “Nightwing’s been in town a few days now, since just after you guys met Robin— doubt that’s a coincidence— and he’s a bitch to fight. He was in the circus, you know that?”

Daisy went still. “The… circus?” Her voice was dark. Cold. Circus.

Jason waved a hand through the air. “Not a spooky circus. Like— a regular one. Dickie grew up doing acrobatics and shit, and he’s been fighting crime since he was nine. I haven’t actually fought him since I got back to Gotham, but I know what he’s like. He’s got his own batarangs— he calls them wingdings— but what you really have to watch out for is his escrima sticks; they’re electrified, getting hit with one is like getting hit with a taser, so don’t get hit. If you have to fight him, try not to get in close— not sure what kind of armour he’s got these days, so stick to nonlethal shots— and if you need to stall, just let him talk. He loves the sound of his own voice.”

Daisy nodded, still a little nervous about he was in the circus. “Is that all the other vigilantes in Gotham, then?”

Jason shrugged. “There’s always a handful of wannabes. Alfred might be in their ears, too— and, uh. There’s Oracle.”

Daisy gestured wordlessly for him to continue.

He sighed. “Oracle is… the reason I change my phone number so often. If she is who I think she is, then she used to be Batgirl— another child-sidekick hero, like Robin.”

“Oh,” Daisy tilted her head. “Who do you think she is?”

Jason seemed to shrink in on himself a little bit; shoulders hunched, head down, arms crossed. “It’s… it doesn’t matter. I don’t want to talk about it. She got hurt, is all, and she— well, seems like now she’s the Bats’ eyes and ears, and she keeps trying to call me whenever she finds my number. We’ll have to be careful with our comms, too,” Jason added. “Make sure she hasn’t wormed her way in. Which reminds me—“ he turned to face her head-on. “Codenames only in the field, got it? I’m the Red Hood, you’re Alice. You never know who might be listening.”

He’d brushed right past it, but Daisy didn’t miss that something very personal had clearly happened with whoever Oracle was; she wasn’t sure what, but his hunched posture reminded Daisy of Jon’s when he was heaping unearned guilt on his own shoulders. She’d need to keep an eye on that. 

“Right,”  Daisy nodded. “Codenames. Anything else?”

“I sent a map of Gotham to your phone with our route and points of interest. You can’t be looking at it all the time, obviously, but you should go over it before we start— it’ll tell you where to go if we get separated.”

Daisy pulled out her phone, looked over the route in question— it seemed simple enough, a meandering loop that would take them to a warehouse where they were to meet with some of Jason's contacts, as well as Leslie’s clinic, and then down past the water on the south side of Crime Alley before returning to base. 

Just before she put her phone away, Daisy received another text— it was from Jon. Opening it revealed a picture of the kitten he’d found that day; looking up at the camera, obviously making biscuits in his lap, ears ridiculously large. Accompanying the image was a small message:

How’s the name Officer Blackwood for this little girl?

Daisy rolled her eyes dramatically. Jason leaned in. “What is it?” 

“Jon’s being a sap,” Daisy explained, showing him her phone screen. “He found a kitten today, on the way back from the library. I think he’s planning to keep it— is that alright?” The thought suddenly occurred to her that maybe Jason wouldn’t want them keeping a pet in the diner, but Jason just made a little aw at the image and nodded. 

“Of course, yeah. Be nice to have a cat around— Officer Blackwood? Any significance to the name?” He passed the phone back. 

Daisy scoffed. “Martin K. Blackwood is the man who Jon refuses to admit he has a massive crush on. It’s honestly a little concerning.”

“The one who makes tea for him?”

Daisy whipped her head around to Jason and broke out into a grin. “Oh, the very same— Christ, Jon’s in deep.” She laughed, then typed out her reply.

You’re ridiculous, you know that?

Then she followed it up with:

Sounds perfect.

Jason laughed, reading the text over her shoulder, and then spun away and walked across the rooftop in the direction their patrol would take them, a sort of optimistic spring to his steps, sliding his helmet back over his head as he did. 

Daisy put her phone away and went after him. 

 

Notes:

Join the discord server! We’re vibing there honestly.
Moved into a new house yesterday and it’s so cool!! It’s way bigger than the tiny apartment we were in before. All our furniture looks so comically small now lol.
Sorry we don’t get more of the Officer this chapter. She will return soon :)
Also: I’ve got the next like 6 chapters planned out in detail and it’s gonna be a fun time!!

Next week: Daisy’s first patrol :)

(Edit: fixed typo. Thanks Donut!)

Chapter 13: Shadows

Summary:

You guys trust me, right?
In which Daisy’s first patrol goes spectacularly wrong.

Notes:

Chapter contains a lot of bloody, graphic violence and death and murder including using all of guns and knives and explosives and flashbangs, as well as major character injury, drugging, hallucinations, flashbacks, (almost) falling off a roof, and references to childhood Big Suffering.
For this chapter in particular I have included a summary of events at the end for anyone who is sensitive to any of the above topics <3 take care of yourselves, love you all.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Daisy was not actually supposed to be fighting. She was supposed to be shadowing Jason, seeing how he handled himself, watching his back and keeping an eye out for any unnoticed threats. She was supposed to be learning how to be a vigilante— how to watch the streets and the sky, how to grapple, how to navigate and parkour across Gotham’s rooftops— she was not supposed to be actively in combat at all… unless something went terribly wrong.

So, of course, it all went terribly wrong almost immediately:

The meeting had been a trap. 

The moment they had walked into the warehouse, expecting to meet with two of Jason’s contacts in Gotham’s underground with information on Alec, it had become clear that there were far more than two people in the building. Daisy’s instincts had gone haywire— she’d drawn her gun and fired up into the mezzanine across from them before she realized just how screwed they were, what must have been a goddamn machine gun rendering the space around the door where they’d been standing little more than a cloud of concrete dust over a bullet-riddled floor as Jason tackled her to the ground behind an overturned table which was obviously not adequate cover, so he’d thrown a grenade to give them a chance to run, and, well—

It had turned out that several of the crates littering the space when they arrived had been full of something very flammable. Daisy didn’t know what, exactly, but she did know that when Jason had thrown that first of his small explosives, it had been followed by disproportionate shouts of alarm, three separate explosions, and an entire third of the warehouse being rather abruptly on fire, including the space near the front door. They’d been surrounded by enemies and fire, then, for several terrifying moments, but the source of the heavy gunfire had been taken out by the explosions, and after a few well-placed shots of their own Daisy and Jason managed to break through the enemy line and dash behind a series of hopefully non-flammable crates— their route taking them away from the worst of the crackling fire and heavy, dark smoke— until they found themselves between those crates and a wall. There, they quickly reloaded their firearms, breathing hard and fast as they ducked out in turns to exchange fire with whoever the hell had set them up— Daisy knew she’d taken out a handful of them, but there had to be dozens more, and then—

“Get down!” 

Daisy dropped and covered her head; to her left, Jason— the Red Hood, at that moment more so than she had ever seen him before— lobbed something up over the crate they were using as cover before ducking down beside her, and a moment later another small explosion shook the building— there were screams, indistinct shouted orders, and then—

Daisy, acting on instinct, fired three shots into the smoke to her right. A short burst of answering fire went wide, and there was the clattering sound of metal hitting the ground— she’d hit her target, but she knew there’d be more coming. 

“They’re flanking us!” She hissed. 

Hood swore and lobbed something else over their shelter, this one exploding with an uncomfortably loud bang and a flash that briefly lit up the entire room, casting wild shifting shadows through the smoke, then grabbed Daisy by the elbow and pulled them both to their feet and out into the open; they sprinted ten feet to the shelter of an old, rusted forklift, nearly tripping over a prone form on the ground— whoever they were, she knew they were already dead— a fresh round of gunfire at their heels despite the flashbang and the smoke. They practically dove for cover, Daisy jarring her elbow against the machinery and nearly dropping her gun as she struggled not to devolve into a coughing fit; she ducked around the far side of it and fired another two shots, up almost directly above them— there was a short, cut-off shout, and then a body hit the back of the forklift as it fell from the mezzanine.  

Three feet away, Hood aimed and fired and aimed and fired and aimed and fired, again and again with uncanny focus and precision, each shot followed by a dull thud as a body hit the ground. How many had they taken out? How many were left? Where could they go, where wasn’t on fire?

There— a door, half-hidden behind a pile of old cardboard boxes; Daisy lobbed what she hoped was a smoke grenade into the area where most of the gunfire was coming from, and then dashed to the door.

“Alice, what the hell?!” Hood didn’t take his eyes off his targets, but who those targets were did shift— no doubt covering for her as she shoved the boxes aside, uncovering the door and wrenching the handle— locked. She backed up a step and kicked it open with a loud bang!

“Hood!” She called, after ducking inside. “Come on!”

 She fired four more shots to cover for him as he sprinted into the doorway— tried for a fifth, only for the gun to click uselessly in her hand, empty, empty, and she was out of extra ammunition— then they were both inside, she slammed the door shut, and all at once the sounds of bullets on concrete and the crackle of fire nearly vanished. 

They found themselves in a hallway; one blessedly free of smoke. They wasted no time; dashing along it, steps light and near-silent, carefully checking each corner to ensure the way was clear before they hurried onward. They only needed to find a way out, but none of the rooms they passed had any windows— thinking back, Daisy realized there were no windows on the first floor of the warehouse at all. 

In retrospect, that seemed like a pretty serious fire safety hazard. 

They slowed as they approached the stairs leading up— here, the smell of smoke was stronger, and glancing up Daisy could see wisps of it seeping into the stairwell above them— Jason ascended and then carefully peered around the corner on the upstairs landing to make sure—

He jerked backwards as a bullet pinged off the edge of his helmet and put a hole into the wall behind him— a spark and a small chunk of red flying off of him where it’d made contact— and then, without looking, he fired back around the corner. There were shouts; he fired again, and there were groans. Metal clattered to the floor. 

Jason stepped out around the corner, guns held out in front of him, but instead of firing another shot he relaxed his posture slightly and gestured Daisy forward. 

There were two bodies on the ground; one dying, another clearly already dead, both soaked in a slowly spreading pool of blood. They stepped carefully around the bodies and turned into the upstairs hallway; the air suspiciously warm, but the space clear of other people— or so they thought. The moment Jason opened the door into the first room, he was met with a mechanical hiss and a cloud of green gas, so different from the dark smoke gathering above them; it sunk toward the floor, almost weaving through the air and snaking down the hallway; and in an instant Jason had whirled around and shoved Daisy backward the way they’d come. 

That was a mistake. 

A hulking silhouette came into focus through the haze; lit from behind by what must have been a window, wearing a gas mask and wielding a metal baseball bat. Daisy recovered from the shove quickly— but not quickly enough. 

The bat came down and met Jason’s helmet with a horrible, echoing clang that Daisy could feel in her teeth— he didn’t fall, but it was a near thing, stumbling further down the hall away from Daisy and bouncing off the wall before lifting his gun and—

His attacker grabbed hold of Jason’s wrist with his free hand, and the shot went wide. He lifted the bat again; Daisy felt her stomach drop out at the realization that Jason, stunned as he was, wasn’t going to block it.

So she held her breath, drew her knife, and dove into the cloud of green gas.

The man didn’t see her coming; with the bat held high above his head, just starting its heavy arc down toward a dazed Jason, Daisy’s knife slid into his back. 

The man choked and dropped the bat to the floor; she pulled her knife free and dug it into the meat of his throat as she shoved him to the floor, blood spurting forward, coating the wall and Daisy in equal measure— her grip on the knife slick with it as she straightened back to her feet.

Jason stood leaning against the opposite wall, staring at Daisy— she couldn’t tell what expression he wore, but it must have been at least in part one of shock— and then after a beat passed, he burst into motion, fumbling at his belt and pulling out a small metal contraption

“Jesus Christ, Alice, don’t— don’t breathe, shit,” he cursed, pushing off the wall towards her.

She wasn’t. Something told her breathing in whatever they had quickly become surrounded by was a very bad idea, her instincts on the matter very effectively overriding the pressure in her lungs as she held her breath. 

Jason brought the contraption he’d pulled off his belt up to her face, angling it toward her mouth— “rebreather,” he explained, a little breathlessly, and she let him position it in her mouth and clip a little attachment over her nose to pinch it shut, and then when he nodded, she allowed herself to breathe carefully through the device.

They both stood there a long moment, just breathing, surrounded by a cloud of poison, the unsettling warmth of fire emanating from somewhere deeper in the building, a body on the floor beside them. Daisy frowned around the rebreather and gestured at Jason, making a questioning sound.

Jason shook his head, then froze and winced with his whole body. “My, uh— my helmet’s got a filter in it, I’m fine.”

Daisy nodded, then waved her hand around through the gas and tilted her head. 

“Oh, yeah, it’s— it’s fuckin’ fear toxin. I don’t know where the hell they got it, but don’t breathe it in, it makes you hallucinate and shit.” 

Daisy nodded. She hadn’t breathed it in, and she felt fine— but it was clearly something to be taken very seriously. 

They made their way into the room which was the source of the gas; Jason nearly tripped over the now-empty canister that had expelled the stuff, holding one hand up to his helmet and another out for balance, and Daisy grimaced as she followed, breathing as carefully as she could as they moved toward the window. It was already open, it turned out; a small fire escape sitting innocently beyond, the kind with a ladder that you had to drop down to the alleyway below. The ladder was already deployed. 

The roar of crackling fire reaching Daisy’s ears much more clearly through the open window.

Instead of heading down, Jason stepped out of the window and angled his grapple over the roof of the building opposite, then reached to grab Daisy around the waist; she got the hint and ducked out the window, wrapping her own arms around his shoulders; and then he launched his grapple, and they swung together out of the burning, fear-gassed building into the cold, clear night. 

 

 

They didn’t get far.

On the next rooftop over, still uncomfortably close to the burning warehouse, Jason dropped Daisy and opened a compartment on his utility belt. 

Daisy, figuring they were far enough from the smoke, took the rebreather out of her mouth and unclipped it from her nose, gratefully taking in a full breath of mostly-clean air. 

“How much of it did you breathe in?” Jason asked her, digging a little frantically through the pocket and pulling out a small metal cylinder.

Daisy waved him off. “None, you pushed me away and I held my breath. I’m pretty sure I’m fine.”

 Jason approached her with the cylinder. “Just— just in case, here’s an antidote, okay? It won’t hurt you if you don’t need it.”

His hands shook, ever so slightly, as he took Daisy’s arm, rolled up the sleeve of her jacket and then her bodysuit, and pressed one end of it to her skin. There was a small prick, a bit of pressure, and it was over. 

“Alright, good,” Jason nodded to himself. “Good. Good.” Then he paused, eyed her critically. “Are you hurt? That’s a lot of fucking blood.”

She looked down at herself, and yeah, that was a lot of blood, but: “None of it’s mine, don’t worry.”

“What?” Jason sounded a little faint. “No, Alice, you’re bleeding.” 

 She rolled her eyes. “I stabbed the guy that hit you— I’m fine. From the sound of it, he hit you pretty hard. Are you okay?”

He shook his head and grabbed her by the shoulder, and it was only then she noticed how hard he was breathing; he pushed her toward the ground, and she pulled back. 

“Daisy, you have to sit down— shit—“ he grabbed at his helmet, pressed the release mechanisms along the edges, yanked it off. 

“Hood,” she said, frowning. “Codenames , remember? I think you need to sit down. Do you have a concussion?” 

His eyes were wild; pupils huge, face slack, staring at Daisy with sudden, dawning horror. “No,” he breathed, rushing toward her and, again, trying to get her to sit down.

Daisy felt unease grow into a heavy weight in her stomach; the gradual realization that something was wrong. Her concerned puzzlement had her going along with Jason’s insistence, sitting on the rooftop, her back to the warehouse a block away. “Hood, seriously— what the hell?”

“No, please, Daisy…”

“Hood,” she emphasized, “Codenames in the field. You’re freaking me out…”

He tried to push her down onto her back, putting pressure on a non-existent wound in the centre of her chest, and she batted his hands away; his eyes flickered across her form, apparently cataloguing non-existent injuries, and for all that he was focused on her it almost seemed like he couldn’t even hear her, and above all else he was obviously so goddamn afraid and—

Oh. 

Oh no. 

She swore under her breath. “Hood, I thought you said your helmet had a filter in it?” 

He blinked hard and frowned. “Daisy?”

“Alice.”

“Right, right. It— it does, but that’s not— that’s not important right now, we need to get you to Leslie, we…”

“I’m not hurt!” She hissed, but he ignored her, reaching into his belt again for his first aid kit. 

His helmet was on the ground next to them. Daisy grabbed it, turned it over, and swore. Loudly. 

There was a massive crack down the side of it. She remembered the sound of the bat making contact— and the glancing bullet, fired from close range in the stairwell, the shootout and the fire and the explosions before that. It was no wonder it had sustained damage, but this…

She swore again as Jason tried to wrangle her to the ground a third time; pushed him back and grabbed him either side of his face, the both of them kneeling on the cold rooftop. 

“Jason, ” she stressed, “do you have another antidote?” 

His eyes cleared for a moment, understanding dawning on his face alongside an entirely new type of horror. “No,” he whispered, shaking. “Shit. Fuck, no, I don’t— I only keep one, I’ve never needed—“ 

His eyes drifted over her shoulder just in time for one side of the burning warehouse to collapse, and he flinched. Violently.

“Not again,” he whispered— rasped, really, eyes shiny with unshed tears, and Daisy felt her own throat tighten. 

“I’m sorry, I’m— I’m so sorry, I didn’t—“ 

“Jason,” Daisy swallowed. “Jason, it’s okay—“ 

He tackled her to the ground, boxing her in, covering her entire body with his own; her instincts told her to slam a knee into his crotch and throw him off, but she held back— realizing the way he held himself above her was… protective, like he was trying to shelter her with his body, whispering broken reassurances—

“You have to be okay, please, I’m sorry, I’m sorry I couldn’t— I can’t— the door—“

He broke on a sob, collapsed to his elbows, then stretched a hand out in front of him, staring off toward the crackling fire—

“Please help me— Dad! Come back!”

Daisy shoved Jason off her, and he went without much fight, curling in on himself with his hands over his head. 

Daisy didn’t know what to do.

Then he started flinching.

“Nng— ah!” His whole body jerked to the side, and he clutched his arm to his chest. “Stop, stop, please!”

Daisy didn’t know what to do, but she needed to do something. Shaking with adrenaline, she stepped closer and placed a hand on Jason’s shoulder. 

He jerked away, crying out and kicking— Daisy backed off, took a deep breath. Thought about her options— severely limited as they were. She fumbled for her phone as Jason screamed—  

She found Darcy’s contact and pressed call. 

He picked up on the third ring. “Daisy? Aren’t you out with Hood?” 

Now that she was here, she didn’t know what to say. “Do you have—“ she started— then Jason cried out again, another plea for his nonexistent tormentor to stop, no, I’m sorry! Don’t—

She drew a little further away, but Darcy clearly heard something, because his next words were spoken with authority, tinged with anger. “What’s going on?” He demanded.

“Fear gas,” Daisy explained, “we— the meeting, it was a setup, we got out but he gave me his only antidote before we realized his helmet was compromised. He might also have a concussion, I’m not sure, I don’t— he’s not really present, he isn’t answering me anymore, I don’t know what to do.” 

“Where are you?” There was movement in the background, other voices— was that Jon?— and something about the seriousness of Darcy’s tone calmed Daisy a fraction. “Are you safe?” He added.

Daisy nodded, then realized he couldn’t see it. “I think so. We’re alone, at least; on a rooftop about a block away from the warehouse— do you know where it is? It’s on fire.”

“Of course it is.” A beat, and then “I’ve got your location. Sit tight, we’ll be there soon.”

“Okay,” Daisy nodded again. Behind her, Jason whimpered in pain. “…Try to hurry.”

Daisy had been through a lot of horrible things in her life— but she thought the next fifteen minutes were still pretty far up there in terms of awful experiences.  

Jason woke up in his coffin. 

At least, Daisy was pretty sure that was what was happening. He pushed his arms out above him, punched the air over and over—

“Batman! Batman!” Daisy winced at his volume— Batman was the last thing they needed right then. 

“C’mon, c’mon, c’mon, c’mon— something, gotta have— no no no no no, I’ve gotta— hrrghk—!”

It kept going like that, Jason twisting and punching the air and sobbing and then— then he was choking— on air, on nothing, on dirt and mud, making desperate grasping motions with his hands that Daisy knew all-too-well, leaving the phantom feeling of earth between her own fingers; she remembered what it was like, to have the air squeezed out of your lungs, to dig and dig and dig hoping praying that there was open sky somewhere above— she realized, distantly, that Jason wasn’t breathing, and she started to worry something else was wrong, but then—

Then he gasped for air, and his eyes flew open, and he started coughing, and crying, still, but quieter, more lost than actively suffocating. 

“Bruce? Where— where are you? Dad?”

He seemed calmer. Daisy forced her own breathing under control; banished thoughts of the Coffin back to that little box in her head where they belonged, and slowly made her way to his side. 

She took his hand, and unlike before, Jason curled into it; holding on tight, desperate, grasping her wrist like a lifeline. 

“It’s alright, Jason, you’re okay. You’re going to be okay. Darcy’s on his way…”

To her surprise, he looked up— eyes wide and red, hair wild, breathing uneven, gasping and heaving, but he was looking at her.

He opened his mouth to speak, and she felt a spark of hope, and then—

“Talia?”

That spark vanished in an instant. “No, Jason— it’s me. It’s Daisy.” 

He pushed himself up and forward, releasing her hand only to wrap his arms over her shoulders and bury his face into her neck.

“Talia, I’m— I’m trying, I’m trying so hard, but I can’t— I don’t—“

Daisy swallowed, frozen in place.

He was silent a moment, then he curled tighter around her, and Daisy lifted her own arms to return the embrace. “I'm sorry, Jason,” she whispered. Christ, he was just a kid. Only nineteen, she remembered, and only sixteen when he died. She held him tighter. He went stiff in her arms. 

“What— no, please, don’t— not again, no, no—“

Daisy couldn’t see very well; the lenses of her domino mask blurred over with tears. “I’ve got you,” she whispered, running her hands up and down his back. It didn’t seem to help. 

He sobbed and screamed, no longer holding onto her, but not really trying to let go either, and Daisy’s heart broke into tiny pieces.

“I don’t— I don’t understand, what are you—?”

A beat, then he shoved himself away, holding Daisy’s shoulders at arms’ length and staring her not-quite in the eye, expression awash with horror. 

“Talia,” he searched her face, only it wasn’t her face, was it? “Where's Damian?”

“I’m sorry,” Daisy whispered. “Jason, I don’t know who that is. I’m sorry.”

His eyes locked on something just to her left, and he dove away from her. 

“Get away from him!” He yelled— snarled, the words fierce and angry and protective and scared and Daisy backed away, but he wasn’t looking at her— he was lashing out with his fists, then reaching over his head to draw a non-existent sword from his back and he was fighting, an intricate dance, martial arts that Daisy couldn’t hope to follow and— 

He was getting awfully close to the edge of the roof. 

Oh, shit.

Daisy scrambled after him, grabbing him by the wrist to pull him back just as he made to lunge forward straight off the edge. He whirled on her— expression distant and yet sharp, eyes glowing a bright, bright green— snarled and yanked his hand away. “How dare you?!” he demanded, “how dare you fucking touch him, you bastards!”

There was a shape on the edge of Daisy’s vision; a figure sprinting across the rooftop next to theirs, leaping the space between the buildings, barely more than a shadow. She didn’t have time to focus on it, though, because Jason lunged at her, swinging his non-existent sword— she dodged, but she knew if that sword had been real she’d have been dead— and he spun on the ball of his foot, ran back straight at her, and she tried to move again but she wasn’t fast enough and he collided with her shoulder, grabbing her and pulling her with him as he careened toward the roof edge. 

Time seemed to slow as Daisy watched the ground fall away beneath her; as she and Jason flew through the air; as she fumbled for her grapple, knowing full well there was no way in hell she’d be able to launch it in time, let alone find a proper anchor point, let alone hold onto both Jason and the handle while he was trying to kill her. They were five storeys up; high enough to kill them, or suck really, really bad if it didn’t. Daisy held onto Jason with one hand, pulled her grapple from her belt, reached up just as the surface of the roof disappeared from sight, and—

And another hand snapped out around her outstretched wrist. 

Time returned to normal; her shoulder gave an awful lurch as she slammed feet-first into the concrete siding of the building, Jason kicking his legs in the air and, luckily, holding her just as tightly as she did him. Another hand— covered entirely in black fabric, as was the first— reached down and grabbed hold of Jason around the arm, and then their saviour was heaving them both up back onto the roof. 

The moment he was back on solid ground, Jason scrambled away from them— luckily toward the middle of the building— and the newcomer followed, swiftly evading all of Jason’s relatively sloppy, nonexistent-sword based attacks and pinning him to the ground, bringing something small and metallic— familiar— to his neck. 

It was no wonder she’d had trouble seeing them coming— the stranger was wearing entirely black, from their shoes to their fingers to the mask that covered most of their head and face.

That was a goddamn ninja.

Daisy lurched into action, ignoring the flare of pain in her shoulder and the twinging in her ankle. “Hey! Get off him!” 

The ninja leapt away from Jason as Daisy reached them, lifting their hands up placatingly. Daisy stepped between them protectively, letting her lip curl in a snarl as Jason went mostly still behind her, his screams of rage and pain reduced to quiet sounds of fear and sorrow. 

“What did you give him?” she demanded.

The ninja held out the metal cylinder in their hand. “A sedative. You have allies on their way, correct?”

Daisy nodded. The ninja spoke perfect English, with a generic American accent, which came as something of a surprise. “Who are you?”

They shook their head. “A friend. A servant of the General,” they inclined their head toward Jason.

Daisy narrowed her eyes. “Why are you here?”

“We failed him.”

“You saved him. You saved both of us,” Daisy countered, still suspicious.

The ninja tilted their head in acknowledgement. “He never should have been in a position to need saving. We failed to warn him of the danger.”

Jason cried out again; weakly, now. 

“Dami? Please, wake up— Habibi…”

Daisy spun around. He had managed to get to his knees, one hand braced on the ground, but it seemed he couldn’t quite get to his feet. Daisy dropped down beside him. 

“My fault… my fault… ‘m sorry, ‘m sorry…”

Daisy took Jason by the shoulders and eased him back so he was sitting on his heels. He listed sideways; his gaze unfocused, tear tracks running down his cheeks. 

“B?” he stared just over her shoulder. “No, I didn’t… what?”

He started shaking. “N? What… no, no, please…”

Daisy couldn’t handle this. She looked back over her shoulder; the ninja was just… standing there, staring off toward the burning warehouse. 

When Daisy folded Jason back into a hug, he didn’t fight it. All he did was shake, staring off over her shoulder, arms hanging limp at his sides. “Please,” he begged, “I’ll do better. I’ll be better. Please don’t go…”

“I’ve got you,” she whispered, rocking them back and forth. “I’ve got you.”

 

 

Julian was the first to make it up to the rooftop, heralded by a slamming car door and the now-familiar zip! clink, and whirr of a grappling gun. Daisy watched him pull himself over the edge, scanning the space before his eyes landed on their crouched forms. He jogged over. 

“Oh, shit,” he breathed. “That’s bad. How’d you get him so… calm?”

Daisy grimaced. “We—” she started, but the ninja was gone, of course; had vanished the moment the car came into view. “I, uh, I gave him a sedative. He almost threw us both off the roof.”

Julian whistled. “Well, here— I brought this up, since I’m the best with a grapple.”

He handed Daisy another one of those metal cylinders; what she now recognized as an injector, hidden within a protective metal casing. 

“Antidote?”

Julian nodded. “You bet.”

She pressed one end of it to Jason’s neck, pushed down on the other side like he had done for her earlier. Within thirty seconds, he’d gone nearly-limp in her arms, and she eased him down to laying on his back with his head in her lap. 

He stared up at her dazedly. “Daisy…?

She swallowed the lump in her throat. “Yeah, it's me. You back with us?”

He blinked, long and slow. “I c’n’t…” he slurred, “mm. Evr’thin’ hurts , f-fuck…”

She smiled sadly. “Yeah, you had a really bad trip, but you’re alright now.”

He swallowed and nodded slightly. “Mm. good. Can’t, uh, can’t… move?”

“We had to sedate you.” 

He exhaled sharply, twitching a hand up toward his belt. “Who else ‘s… here?”

“It’s just me and Julian.” Daisy put a hand on his head, gently running her fingers through his hair. 

“Darcy and Jon are in the car,” Julian added, uncharacteristically soft.

“It’s okay. You’re safe,” Daisy told him. 

Jason nodded again. “M’kay. I’m j’st gonna… lie down.”

He was already lying down, of course, but Daisy watched him close his eyes and his breathing even out. She didn’t pull her hand away from his hair until he’d gone completely limp, obviously asleep. 

They ended up picking the lock on the roof-access door, Darcy coming up to help them carry Jason down to the car. They set him in the backseat, laid across Jon and Daisy’s laps while Julian sat in the front with Darcy driving. 

Jon watched, expression contemplative, while Daisy situated Jason as comfortably as she could, brushing his hair out of his face. As they started driving, Jon spoke.

“Fear toxin,” he nodded slowly. “Oh. That's— hm.”

Daisy sighed. “Is your patron airdropping you context again?”

Jon smiled sheepishly. “Not, ah— not exactly. Seems Beholding doesn’t appreciate the…” he searched for the word, wrinkling his nose up in distaste. “Feels like mockery.”

Daisy lifted an eyebrow. “Are you telling me you’re offended by fear toxin?”

Jon shrank back into the seat. “No!” He said, offended. 

“You’re a terrible liar, Jon.”

“It’s not— I just—”

She waved him off. “You’re fine, calm down.”

“Your name’s Jon?” Julian piped up from the front, twisted around in his seat. “No offense, but I like Archie better.”

Jon levelled the most done look at Julian that Daisy had ever seen. “That would be because you came up with it.”

Julian laughed, then, and Jon rolled his eyes, and Daisy smiled— a genuine smile, this time. She relaxed into the seat, holding Jason’s head and shoulders stable as they drove to Leslie’s clinic, letting some of the tension drop away.

Later, Jon would ask her what happened, and she would tell him— she would tell him about how it had all gone wrong, about her fear, her helplessness, and about the masked stranger who saved them.

Later, he would tell her about his own night; about the fourth tape from Martin.

Later, Jason would wake up, and they would talk about everything— and Daisy would ask him in a whisper: “who’s Damian?” and Jason would tell her. 

Later. 

But not yet. 

First, they would go to Leslie’s, and then they would go home, and get Jason settled on their couch— with a kitten purring on his chest, with Sage camped outside, with Julian and Darcy drinking hot chocolate from cheap powder at their little dining room table, Camryn on the phone as they filled her in.

There would be time for questions later. For now, they were safe, and that was what mattered. 

 

Notes:

Summary Of Events:
Daisy and Jason go to a warehouse to meet with some contacts regarding Alec, but it’s a trap: they end up in a shootout, Jason throws some explosives, turns out something in the warehouse was flammable so half the warehouse is on fire for the duration. They kill lots of people. On their way out, Jason gets shot and also whacked in the head which damages his helmet; he doesn’t realize this. They encounter fear gas, Daisy is fine (and also she stabs someone to death) but Jason is NOT, they get out of the warehouse and across the street, and then Jason gives Daisy his only antidote like a fool and has a really bad fear toxin trip, basically reliving all of his trauma in vaguely chronological order with some extra bonus “what-ifs” such as Damian dying and Bruce and Dick rejecting him… it’s all from Daisy’s perspective. At one point, Jason tries to fight Daisy, and he throws them both off the roof of a five-storey building; they are saved by a mysterious “ninja” who gives Jason a sedative and refers to Jason as “the General”.
Then Julian, Darcy, and Jon arrive with another antidote and they take him to Leslie’s.
Everyone is ok at the end <3 (except all the people they killed in the warehouse)

Thank u to Donut and Rook and Lira for answering my perfectly innocent questions :)

 

I’m leaving for work in about an hour, after which time I will likely not be available for 8-9 hours. If you join the discord you will be confined to General until someone with mod permissions roles you. Sorry about that.

Next Time: the aftermath, and a lead— on both sides.

Chapter 14: Later

Summary:

They deserve a break, okay?
In which Jon, Daisy, and Jason discuss some things.

Notes:

A much lighter chapter all around; contains implied Web machinations and discussion of the previous chapter’s events.
(Sorry it’s later than usual! Enjoy some fluff <3)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jon dreamt of the Coffin again.

Of course he did. He dared to sleep at the same time as Daisy; of course, of course he would share this horror with her, no matter how much he didn’t want it. Jon suspected it kept him from starving, and he knew Daisy would tell him to shut it, but he didn’t want to hurt her— he hated seeing her so damn afraid—

Click

Jon woke with a start in his bed and nearly lurched to sitting, just barely stopping himself as he registered the kitten perched on his chest, head buried under his chin.

On the bedside table, a tape recorder whirred. Jon let his head fall backward as the sound of tapping keys filtered into the room, followed by Martin’s voice. 

“Oh, again—?”

On the tape, a door slammed open.   

“Martin, good, you’re here— I need to talk to you.”

Jon’s eyes went wide.

“O-oh! You’re back!” 

That was Basira.

“Yeah, I’m back, and there’s something you need to— what the hell is that?”

Martin’s voice wavered slightly. “What’s, uh, what’s what?”

“Is that a goddamn tape recorder? Turn it off!” Stomping footsteps, then: “Seriously Martin, you’d think you’d know by—“ 

The tape clicked off. 

Jon reached over and picked up the tape, preparing to press record—

There was a knock at his bedroom door.

“Jon?” Jason called from outside, voice rough and slightly slurred— which made sense, Jon supposed, since last Jon checked the younger man had been sleeping off a sedative on their couch. 

Jon carefully picked up the Officer and set her on his pillow before he swung his legs out over the side of his bed, then stood and padded to the door. He opened it just in time to see Daisy half-stumbling into the living area— Jason right in front of Jon’s door with his hand poised to knock again, morning sunlight filtering in through the window. 

“Jason, you’re awake,” Daisy beat Jon to it, coming up beside him and peering unsubtly at the side of his head. “How’re you feeling?”

He shrugged. “Like I was in a gunfight in a burning building, got hit in the head, had a godawful fear toxin trip, and then got knocked out and slept on a couch? I can still taste smoke.” 

“How’s your head?” Daisy brought a hand up to check, pushing back his hair to look at the area where he’d had a nasty bruise the day before— Leslie had clicked unhappily at the discolouration on his scalp, but there wasn’t much she could do for it— and Jason batted her hands away and ducked out of reach with a scowl. 

“I’m fine,” he insisted, “All I need’s a damn shower. And some food, maybe.” He turned to Jon, then, his expression curious and just a tad suspicious. “Were you talking to someone in there?”

Jon froze. “Um. No.” 

Jason just lifted a brow.

“Really, I wasn’t! I, um, I was making a recording?”

“A recording of what?” Jason asked. “It didn’t sound like your voice.”

Jon cast about for an explanation— Daisy steadfastly refusing to help, of course, just standing there with a raised eyebrow and a hand on her hip, obviously fighting an amused smile—

“Impressions!” He near-shouted, “I’ve, ah, I’ve been learning how to do… impressions.”

“Impressions,” Jason repeated, flatly. 

“Yes.”

He leaned around Jon, peering into his room— Jon tried to shift to block him, but Jason just lifted his heels and looked over Jon’s head, the bastard. 

“Is that a tape recorder?”

Jon felt a flush spread through his face. “It, ah… lo-fi charm?”

Jason sighed. “It’s fine, you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to. As long as whatever you’re not telling me isn’t a security risk, it’s none of my business.”

Jon considered this. Were the tapes a security risk? He didn’t think so, but then… they did have some sensitive information on them. 

He hesitated to answer a moment too long.

Jason leaned against the wall and crossed his arms. “Is it a security risk?”

Jon ran a hand through his hair, tugging on it. “It… shouldn’t be. It’s— well. I’m sort of using the tapes as a diary? So I suppose there is some information on there that is, uh, private?”

Jason sighed and shut his eyes for a moment, tipping his head back. “Private how? You put names on there?”

Daisy sighed. “He has. Mostly yours, I think.”

“Hm.” Jason frowned considering. “I’m not sure leaving that lying around is a good idea…”

“I, um, I keep them in my room, and nobody else listens to them…”

“Can I see where you’re keeping them? If that’s alright,” Jason added, clearly trying to put Jon at ease.

Jon deflated. “Sure. Yes— one moment.”

He went into his room, into the closet, and up above to where he was keeping the backpack that once had held his at-the-time meagre collection of clothes, when they’d first arrived at the diner. Now, the backpack contained four tape recorders.

Jason followed him in, and Jon carefully spread all of the tape recorders— five, including the new one— out on the bed.

There was a moment of silence, Jason staring at them in puzzlement, before Jon nervously asked “What? What is it?”

Jason turned his head slowly to face Jon, and said: “why the fuck do you have five tape recorders?” 

Jon was momentarily taken aback— it hadn’t even occurred to him that that would be unusual, there was only five of them; back at the institute there’d been dozens, just laying around, ready to turn on whenever someone was to record a statement— or else their life was about to get significantly worse. In comparison, these tapes were downright friendly; they even stayed in his backpack when he put them there. 

“Ah,” he said, intelligently, and Daisy scoffed in the doorway. 

“Yes, Jon, why do you have five tape recorders? You only really need one…”

He shot her a glare that he hoped conveyed you’re not helping!— based on the smug look on her face, she was well aware. 

Jon picked up the first tape he received, started to rewind it. He was a godawful liar, he knew that— and what was the harm, here, in a little honesty? 

“It’s part of my, ah, ‘spooky Archivist powers’” he finger-quoted.

Jason blinked. “Tape recorders? Like, you need them for some reason, or…?”

“No, no, they just… appear. Used to be whenever I recorded a Statement, or when something supernatural was happening.”

“And now?” Jason probed. “They appear whenever you compel someone?”

Jon shook his head slowly. “Not… exactly, no,” he said, and did not elaborate. 

Jason lifted his eyes toward the ceiling and leaned back against the wall again. “You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, but could you at least—“

With a click, the newest tape recorder turned itself back on.

“Jon, hey, I’m not— not in the tunnels, don’t want to say too much, but— but Basira’s back, and she says she found— she’s got a lead!”

Everyone in the room froze. Jason’s mouth clicked shut, then opened again—

Jon gestured for silence, pointing at the tape— held up a hand in the universal gesture to wait.

“She said she, um, she doesn’t know how, but apparently there’s this woman— Annabelle, her name was— who heard we were looking for you— she reached out to Basira, told her that she knows where you are.” 

Martin sounded breathless, excited, and Jon felt his eyes go wide.

They knew?

Jon put down the recorder in his hands, sat down on the bed, and picked up the new one. 

“Well, at least, she said she knew, but she— Basira said she wouldn’t say where. Just that you and Daisy are alive, and out of the Coffin, and together— and very, very far away. And…”

Here, Martin hesitated, and Jon swallowed. What else was there?

“Basira thinks she knows more, but, uh, apparently Annabelle told her she wants to meet in person.”

Jon wasn’t sure why, but he felt on a visceral level that that was a very bad idea.

“I told her I didn’t think it was a good idea,” Martin said, echoing Jon’s thoughts, “but she was just, like, ‘of course you don’t, Martin,’ which was just— rude, really, but…” Martin sighed. “I suppose she has a point.”

Jason stepped closer, staring at the recorder, and Jon could practically see the gears turning in his head. 

“I mean, the only person I willingly talk to is you, and, and I don’t even know if you can hear me!” Martin was clearly trying for a joke, but it fell incredibly, awfully flat.

“Anyway, uh, Basira’s talking to Melanie now, and then… I don’t know. I guess I’ll keep waiting.”

A pause. “Talk to you soon, I hope.”

Click.

There was a long moment of silence, and then Jason lifted a hand up to his hair, pulling the fringe up and leaving it a spiked mess. “What the fuck, Jon.”

Jon set the tape aside and looked up at Jason, letting his eyes settle just to the left of his face. “Ah. Yes, well, I suppose… that is, ah. Martin.”

Jason stared at Jon like he’d grown a second head. “Martin, like, your boyfriend from another reality?”

Jon’s eyes snapped to Jason’s, and he’s sure he made some sort of embarrassing affronted sound. “My—? Martin’s not— he isn’t my boyfriend! He’s, he’s my friend, or at least I hope he is, he—“

Jason waved him off. “That wasn’t the important part of that sentence, Archie. You’re, what, receiving messages from your home dimension? That seems like a pretty important bit of info you neglected to mention!”

Jon got up and pushed past him into the main room, bringing the fresh tape recorder with him. “Yes, yes, fine. Martin’s— well, he’s got the rib I left behind, and I think it’s created a sort of connection between us, so anytime he talks into a tape recorder, a matching one just— appears, wherever I am.” He slapped the thing onto the table, went into the kitchen and rummaged around a drawer for a sharpie and some tape. “Happy?”

“Not really, no.” Jason sat down at the table, pulled the recorder towards himself— Jon snatched it back protectively. 

“I need to label this,” he explained sharply, scribbling down the date and time on a piece of masking tape which he then tore from the roll and stuck to the smooth side of the recorder with far more force than was really necessary. 

Daisy came out of the room, then, carrying the Officer, who she deposited into Jon’s arms without a word. Jon glanced back and forth between Daisy and Jason and the kitten, who proceeded to try and burrow into his neck— as she seemed to enjoy doing. Daisy, meanwhile, walked back around the table to sit down in the chair next to Jason’s, which she scooted closer so she could bump their knees together. 

“You two need to get your act together,” she said, deadpan. “Yes, Jason, Jon has been receiving messages from where we came from, and attempting to send replies. It hasn’t worked.” Jason leaned forward like he was going to talk; Daisy lifted a hand to quiet him. “No, we didn’t tell you. I know it’s important— even if it’s only one-way, we’ve got a connection home— but we’ve barely been here a week. We’re still getting our bearings. And obviously, these people— Martin and Basira, especially— are important to us, and we didn’t want to say anything until we were absolutely sure we could trust you.” 

At this, she turned to face their friend. “So, Jason—“ she looked him in the eye— “can we trust you?”

Jason took a deep breath. “After what happened last night?” He looked off to the side. “I’m pretty sure I owe you my life. And Jon, I mean—“ he barked a laugh— “do you know how much you’ve made possible? I mean, the money’s great, but Gotham’s going to be safer with you in it. You’ve both made more of an impact on this hellhole in a week than most people make in a year.”

He leaned back in his chair. “I don’t exactly know how I can prove it to you— but yeah, I’d say you can trust me.”

“You can’t tell anybody about the tapes,” Jon leaned forward, gently stroking the Officer where she was nestled against his chest. 

“‘Course not,” Jason rolled his eyes. “Wasn’t going to. You’re obviously careful with ‘em.” He paused, considering. “But… well, you said they appear wherever you are, right? What happens if you’re out in public or something?”

Jon sat down across from Jason, setting the Officer down in his lap. “Happened yesterday, actually,” he admitted, “while we were at the library. I was in another room, alone, which I suppose was lucky.”

Jason nodded. “Could you pause it, do you think, once it started playing?”

Jon considered this. “I could try, but…”

Daisy made a face that told Jon she was of a similar mind to him. “…But we don’t want to lose out on any of the message,” she finished for him.

“He mostly seems to be sending them late at night,” Jon added, “or, ah, very early in the morning, if that helps.”

“Hm.” Jason scratched at his head, winced slightly— must still be tender, then, Jon thought— and leaned forward. “Keep a bag on you that you can stuff it into if it appears when you’re out,” he advised. “You’re right to be careful about who hears it. Now…” he gestured at the tape on the table. “What do you normally do with them, once the message is done?”

“Record a response,” Jon answered simply. “Although, I’m not sure if he’s getting them. I’m hoping there’s just a delay…”

“He hasn’t acknowledged your replies at all?” Jason asked.

“No,” Jon shook his head, “but I’ve decided to keep replying for as long as he keeps sending tapes. If nothing else, it serves as a sort of diary, as I mentioned.”

Jason gestured at the recorder. “Could you show me?”

Daisy reached forward and hovered a finger above the record button on their newest tape, looking to Jon for confirmation— which he gave in the form of a single nod— before pressing down.

Click.

“Hello, Martin— it’s, ah. It’s Jon, and…”

“And Daisy,” Daisy added, “and Jason.” 

“Hey,” Jason said, only a little awkwardly, leaning forward toward the recorder. 

“We told him about the tapes,” Daisy explained, “and he heard that last one, about Basira’s lead.” 

“Martin, I don’t— that name, Annabelle, it sounds familiar…” Jon’s brow furrowed— he really didn’t know why it felt familiar or why it felt so wrong, but it was like the knowledge was right there on the edge of his mind, just out of reach… “and I don’t think meeting her is a good idea. At least not alone— if you hear this, please, tell Basira to be careful.”

“Update from our side; my first trip out as a vigilante was a disaster,” Daisy added wryly. “I mean, it started out alright— got a little crash-course in vigilantism, that was fun, then Jason beat up a couple of guys who were harassing the street girls, and we stopped a mugging before it happened just by being there. But then we got to this warehouse where we were supposed to be getting information on one of Black Mask’s guys, and it was just…”

“An ambush,” Jason supplied, “by the time we got out of there, whole place was on fire, and I managed to get hit with, uh, fear gas— stuff makes you hallucinate, not fun— and then we had to cut things short, go to Leslie’s and then back here. I crashed on their couch, s’why I heard the tape earlier.”

Jon hummed. “When we got to them, Jason was in pretty rough shape. Daisy sedated him, said he— he almost threw you both off a roof?”

Daisy nodded. “Yeah, he tried to fight me, I think he thought he was protecting someone? Damian?”

Jason went very, very still; his eyes glinted just this side of unnatural. “Right. Listen, if it’s all the same to you, I’d rather not do this one on tape.” 

Jon’s eyes widened slightly— right, of course, this was obviously very personal for Jason, and he didn’t even know the people on the other side. “Sorry,” Jon pulled the recorder to himself. “We’re all alright now, Martin, that’s the important thing. You stay safe.” 

He turned off the recording.

For a moment, none spoke; Jason stared down at the table, eyes distant.

“Jason…?” Daisy leaned in close, speaking quietly. “Who’s Damian?”

Jason took a deep breath. 

“Damian,” he said, slowly, “is my brother.”

Jon blinked; tilted his head slightly. “Like—?”

Jason shot him a glare as Jon pressed his mouth shut. “Sorry,” he mumbled. “Sorry, go on.”

As he spoke, their friend fidgeted with a knife on the table. Jon wasn’t sure where he got it. “Damian is my brother— not by parentage, not by… not through Bruce. He’s my brother by choice, my brother by vow— and I would protect him with my life.” 

Jon supposed that explained why he’d come up in a fear-based hallucation. 

“How old is he?” Daisy pushed, gently.

“Nine,” Jason said. “He’s nine years old. He’s the born son of Talia al Ghul, the Daughter of the Demon’s Head.”

“Talia,” Daisy nodded, “you mentioned her, last night, too.”

“Talia’s family to me almost as much as Damian is,” he explained, a wistful little smile playing at the edges of his mouth. “She’s the one who took me in, after I… came back. I was in the hospital for months, most of that in a coma, and Bruce didn’t find me; he didn’t even realize my grave was empty. Talia took me home to the League, and she helped me get better.”

“The League?” Jon asked, carefully indirect. 

“The League of Assassins,” Jason elaborated, “led by the al Ghul family; Ra’s al Gul at the head, then Talia, Damian— and me.”

Daisy frowned, and then understanding dawned on her face— “Do you have, like, ninjas that follow you around?”

Jason blinked at her, evidently a little taken aback. “The League aren’t ninjas— they’re not Japanese!” 

Daisy waved a hand through the air dismissively. “Whatever. Dressed in all black, call you the General— sound familiar?”

Jason’s mouth fell open slightly. “You spoke to one of my Shadows?!”

Daisy nodded. “You, uh. Threw us off the roof. They caught us. They’re the one who gave you the sedative, actually.”

“There was someone else there?” Jon interjected— “I didn’t see anyone…”

“Good,” Jason scoffed. “It would be an embarrassment if you had. Bad enough they had to interfere at all.”

“Who are they, then?” Daisy asked, seeming genuinely curious.

“Allies, and they’re loyal— that’s all you need to know.” Jason shook his head. “Batman doesn’t like the League operating in Gotham. There’s only a handful of them here, just in case I need access to Family resources and to help deliver messages. They aren’t supposed to show themselves unless shit has gone seriously south.”

“Well, I’m glad this one did,” Daisy leaned back in her chair. “Saved both our asses.”

Jason ran a hand down his face. “Sounds like it. I’ll have to find out who that was, get a full report.” Then he looked over at Daisy and sighed deeply; expression twisting into something awkward and uncomfortable. “I’m sorry you had to see me like that,” he said, “but I’m glad I wasn’t alone. I probably wouldn’t have made it out of the building without you.”

Daisy nodded, once, firmly, then cracked a small smile. “I wasn’t about to let you get taken down in some warehouse ‘cause of bad intel— I’ve got your back.”

“Thanks,” Jason said, matching her smile. “I say anything else that seemed important?” 

Daisy shrugged. “I got the feeling you don’t really hate the bats as much as you say you do—“ Jason made to interrupt, but she lifted a hand to quiet him and continued— “obviously you’re pissed at them, I assume with good reason, but especially near the end there… I don’t know. Whatever you saw, it was… bad.”

Jon watched this entire exchange with rapt attention; Daisy had explained her perspective of events the night before, but neither of them really knew what had been going through Jason’s head during his experience. Some part of Jon desperately wanted to know— to Know, no doubt— but he was also well aware that one’s deepest fears were an intensely personal thing. Neither he nor Daisy had any right to those details— not unless Jason chose to share. 

“I relived their failure,” he said eventually, voice low. Jon got the feeling that if Jason hadn’t only just slept off a fear-trip and sedation, he’d be shaking with anger— just a few days ago, talk of Robin had him throwing plates to the floor in his rage. Now, he just looked bitter. “The Joker had me, and they weren’t fucking there. I dug out of my own goddamn grave, and they weren’t there. I was lost, and alone, and afraid, and they weren’t there. And then…”

Jon leaned forward, full attention on the other man. 

Jason swallowed. “Then I relived my own failures— imagined the ways they could have been worse. And— and if anything happened to my baby brother under my watch, it would—“

It would destroy him, Jon knew; the ghost of the feeling pinging through his own chest. 

“Talia promised me that Damian won’t be sent on any dangerous missions without me. I trust her. But there’s still a part of me that thinks— there’s always people out for our heads. He could die. He could die because I’m not there. But I can’t… There's kids here, in Gotham, who need me too, and every time one of them falls through the cracks it’s like…” he trailed off.

“No more dead Robins,” Jon said, echoing what Jason had told them the first time Jon compelled him. He met the crime lord’s eyes. “No more dead kids.” 

Jason laughed; a harsh, pained thing. “Yeah. Yeah— not if I have anything to say about it.”

Jon reflected, as Jason shook his head and excused himself from their kitchen table to make use of their shower, that Jason himself was still quite young, really. Scarily competent, yes, but only 19– and how much time had he lost to his death and the coma? 

It put things into perspective, Jon thought— and in that context, the protective fire he saw in Daisy’s eyes made perfect sense.

 

 

As the shower turned on, Daisy turned to Jon with a considering sort of frown. 

“Did he mention where the League or whatever is from?”

Jon shook his head. “Don’t think so. Just, ah, ‘not Japanese’. Maybe— did he say anything last night?”

Daisy thought about it. 

“Habibi,” she realized; “not sure what it means, but when he was hallucinating about Damian he said— Habibi.”

Jon tilted his head, eyes flashing green momentarily. “Hm. An Arabic term of endearment. Means beloved. And I think…” he chewed on the inside of his lip a moment before nodding to himself. “The League of Assassins is primarily located in Saudi Arabia. I suppose that makes sense.”

Oh. 

“Why’d you want to know?” Jon wondered.

Daisy pulled out her phone. “I have an idea.”

 

 

Forty-five minutes later, Daisy walked into the apartment and kicked the door shut behind her, full grocery bag in hand.

“Alright, I think that’s everything— oh.” Jason was out of the bathroom— back in his Red Hood gear, sans helmet, sitting on the couch and lacing up his boots while Jon stood in the kitchen with a pinched expression, bowls of neatly cut vegetables behind him.

“You’re leaving?” Daisy stalked over to the table and put the bag down. “Why?”

Jason huffed and stood up. “Got shit to do. Can’t stay here and mope forever.” 

She frowned up at him. He wore his usual carefully-constructed cold indifference, but he wasn’t meeting her eyes, and his own were ever-so-slightly red, cheeks flushed. He’d been crying, and he looked exhausted.

“No,” she decided, and pointed at the table. “Sit. Take your damn boots off. You’re staying for breakfast.”

Jason’s shoulders pulled back, expression subtly incredulous. “I just said I’ve got shit to do—“

“Not at nine in the morning you don’t. Nobody from your world is even awake yet,” Daisy would know; she’d nearly given Julian a heart attack, waking the poor kid up to ask for his help. “You can relax for a couple of hours. Now take off your boots.” 

As Jason obviously tried to figure out whether he should just push past her, Jon carefully leaned over and into the bag Daisy had brought, pulling out a can of fava beans and a bundle of fabric wrapped around what Daisy knew to be still-warm pita bread. As soon as the bread was out of the bag, Jason’s expression shifted, and he inhaled sharply before spinning around.

“Did you get that from the market in Bexley?”

Daisy felt herself relax a fraction, quirking a corner of her mouth up in a smile. “Sure did. Thought we’d surprise you with it— a traditional Arab breakfast.”

“According to the internet,” Jon added, “and a very grumpy Julian.”

Daisy peered around to watch Jason’s face go through a complex series of emotions, seemingly unable to decide how he felt about this development, before he eventually settled on a sort of shocked confusion. 

“Why?” He stressed. “How— I’m not Arab! How’d you know I even like Arab food?”

Daisy stepped around him to help Jon unload the groceries— more vegetables, some spices, and the like. “Last night,” she explained, carefully, “you called your brother by an Arabic nickname. And, well, we figured out your League is from there, so we thought… Food.”

Jason looked no less confused; if anything growing more incredulous the longer Daisy spoke. “How the hell did you get all that from one nickname?!”

 Jon shrugged as he opened the can of fava beans and dumped it into a pot. “Eldritch god of knowledge decided to be helpful for once.”

“You mean the one that is notoriously unhelpful—“ Jason turned to Jon, then, seeing what he was doing, and made a sort of high-pitched sound of mild outrage as he strode the three steps across the room to the stove. “Stop, stop— just let me, Christ…”

“I was following the recipe!”

“That says teaspoons, Jon, you were about to dump a tablespoon of cumin on those beans.”

Jon picked up his phone off the counter and glared at the recipe on it for a moment before his expression softened into something sheepish. “Oh.” 

Jason rolled his eyes and started shuffling things around on the counter, effectively herding Jon out of the space. “You got all the spices and shit? I’m guessing if you went to Qamar’s he’ll have made sure you left with what you need.” 

Daisy nodded, reaching into the bag and presenting the rest of what she’d collected; a variety of spices including ground coriander, cayenne pepper, and chili flakes, as well as fresh garlic and small containers of apparently homemade tahini and hummus that the shop-owner— Qamar— had added to her bag free of charge with a broad, knowing smile. 

Jon eyed the chili flakes skeptically as Daisy passed them to Jason. The latter took one look at his expression and laughed. 

“What, can’t handle a bit of spice?”

Jon crossed his arms. “Of course I can! I’m just… not used to it.”

Jason shook his head. “That is the most British thing you possibly could have said.”

“Well, I’m sorry that my grandmother was not the most creative with my diet.” He gestured around at the spread as Jason started frying the onions Jon had cut while Daisy was out. “I don’t think I’ve eaten half of these things since I was five years old.”

Jason rolled his eyes. “Just quit eating actually decent food at the ripe old age of five, huh?”

Daisy winced. She didn’t know everything about Jon’s childhood, but she knew enough to know Jason was treading in potentially-sensitive waters. 

But Jon just sighed and sat down at the table, ceding control of the kitchen to Jason and lifting his phone in the air, waving it back and forth a few times. “Do you need the recipe?”

“Nah, it’s just ful. I know what I’m doing. Daisy, pass me the tomatoes?”

She did.

Jason clearly knew his way around a kitchen. Within another ten minutes or so, the bean-based stew known as ful medames was simmering on the stove, and twenty minutes after that they were all settled around Jon and Daisy’s little kitchen table; an assortment of dishes laid out between them, including the ful, hummus, bread, and an assortment of fresh sliced vegetables— nothing like the breakfasts Daisy was used to, but then, that was sort of the point. 

Before they started eating, Jason took out his phone and set the camera up carefully up on the back of the couch, facing the table; he set a timer and gathered Jon and Daisy to either side of him behind their small spread, a casual arm over each of their shoulders— Jon grumbled about it but reluctantly, stiffly allowed the contact. 

The camera clicked. The screen glitched out for a moment and then shut off. 

Jason grabbed it off the counter and clicked it back on. “Huh. Weird.”

“What is it?” Daisy followed and leaned over his shoulder to look.

“It’s fine, it’s just— the picture’s all… corrupted.”

Daisy looked at the screen, and sure enough, where there should have been a pleasant image of the three of them around their home-cooked meal, there was instead a mess of colourful static that kind of hurt to look at. 

“Huh. Weird…”

Jason took a quick picture of the food— it came out perfectly normal. Then he lifted the phone and took a picture of Daisy, and it seemed to work just fine. But when he turned his impromptu testing on Jon…

Glitching. The phone shut off. 

“What the hell?”

“Ah,” Jon grimaced. “I may not… it may be my fault. I don’t think digital cameras work on me.”

“More spooky eldritch bullshit, great,” Jason huffed a sigh and clicked his phone back on— at least it seemed like they hadn’t damaged it at all. Sure enough, the picture of Jon was almost entirely an awful eyesore of colourful file corruption. Then he swiped back one to the picture of Daisy, to check that one, and— 

“Oh, you’ve got to be kidding me.”

It wasn’t the chaotic corrupted mess of the pictures Jon was in; but every part of Daisy in the picture was distorted, like she was being viewed through cloudy water— smudged and fuzzed out, almost like those privacy-filters people sometimes put over people’s faces in pictures and videos when they didn’t want to be identified. Only, the distortion covered all of her that was visible— and she couldn’t tell where the edges of it were, the effect somehow smoothed out with the rest of the picture in a way that made her eyes feel weird. She had, of course, been rendered completely unrecognizable. 

Jon moved around the table and glanced curiously at Jason’s phone. He showed him the pictures, and Jon nodded with a small “ah.”

Jason sighed and shut off his phone. “This happens sometimes. Magic shit does weird things to cameras, and you two are walking magic shit. Sometimes older cameras work better, but I don’t know if it’d be the same for you guys… damn.”

“Actually,” Jon was looking off to the left, thoughtful. “Usually, it’s only digital files that are affected by… this sort of thing, back home. It’s why we started using tape recorders— we were digitizing the Archives, and real statements wouldn’t record to my laptop. It should work the same for pictures— if you’ve got a film camera…”

Jason was nodding along. “Yeah, yeah— s’just downstairs.” He glanced longingly at the food, but then shook himself and made for the door, slipping on his boots without doing them up all the way. “I’ll be right back.”

Daisy flopped down on the couch. The food smelled really good, actually; the whole place smelled like spices, and Daisy found she was really hungry. 

Jon had a weird look on his face. 

“Hey, what is it?” Daisy snapped her fingers in the air.

Jon looked to her, then shook his head. “I just… We don’t even show up in pictures anymore.”

Daisy sighed. “Honestly, could be useful. Makes it easier to protect our identities.”

“I guess so.”

Jason was really only gone for a couple of minutes; returning triumphant with a small SLR camera and a roll of film. The process, then, was much the same; setting up the camera, pulling the two of them to his sides as the timer clicked down and it took a short burst of pictures; then he did it again, just in case, and then— finally— they sat down to eat.

The food was delicious. Of course it was— of all the times she’d had Arab food, she knew it was always better homemade with care. 

Basira had shown her that.

It wasn’t often that either of them cooked anything particularly complex— on their nights in together, they were more likely to order takeout— but still, the flavour of lightly-spiced ful on oven-warmed flatbread brought her back to soft laughter and hands carding through her hair; to standing on Basira’s tiny balcony, watching the sun set and waiting to eat together during Ramadan. 

It smelled like family, and it tasted like home.

Jason met each of their eyes in turn. “Thanks for this,” he said. “It's been a while since…” he switched tracks; “meals like this are meant to be shared, you know?”

Daisy nodded. Jon did, too, then he surreptitiously swiped the back of his hand under one of his eyes.

Jason scoffed. “Too much spice for you there, Jon?”

“No!” Jon’s head snapped up in a scowl, and he took another big bite of stew-laden bread as though to prove his point. 

Jason leaned back in his chair. “I should make you guys dahl sometime. We had it practically every week in the League.”

Daisy hummed in agreement, but before she could respond, Jon cut in with a quiet: “I haven’t had dahl since my mother died.”

They both stared at him for a long moment, and he stared back— Daisy got the impression he hadn’t meant to say that out loud. 

“I’m sorry,” Jason said, eventually. “I know—“ he paused a moment, then picked back up— “losing a parent sucks. I know what that’s like.” 

Jon shrank down a bit, waving a hand through the air dismissively, as though he could banish the topic. “It’s alright, really— it was quite a long time ago. I would like to try your dahl, is all. If the opportunity should present itself.” 

Jason nodded. “Sure thing.” Then he took a short breath and changed the topic: “You guys find anything interesting at the library?”

They both nodded, and Jon was the one who spoke. “Interesting, yes, although I’m not sure any of it’s useful.”

Jason considered this. “Now that I know about the tapes… I’ll ask around— carefully, don’t give me that look— see if there’s anything we can do with them. Maybe… hmm.” He nodded slowly to himself. “Yeah. I’ll let you guys know, alright?”

“Sure,” Daisy agreed, Jon echoing the sentiment. “Now eat your food, Jason.”

He rolled his eyes, but he was smiling, just a bit, Daisy was certain of it. “Yeah yeah, whatever.”

They ate.

And when they were done, they faced the rest of the day; fueled by good food and confident in the knowledge that whatever happened, the three of them had each other's backs.

 

Notes:

In an unforeseen twist, I lied, one of the leads got scooched to the next chapter because this chapter is already 6000 words long! Anyway,
I hope you all enjoyed the fluff. I was hungry while writing the food-making scene, and also I did so so much research into ful medames and like arab breakfast norms and everything. Tbh they sound like they’ve got breakfast figured OUT.
I want dahl. Someone send me a good dahl recipe.
Thank you to everyone in the Aspicio discord for your wisdom on Jon's cooking abilities! <3

Next time: The promised lead; Officer Blackwood has an adventure; and Alice sets out on a mission that will surely go better than the last one!

Chapter 15: Of Cats and Bags

Summary:

Listen, nobody said being a parent was easy!
In which they find another lead… among other things.

Notes:

The promised second lead that got scooched back a chapter <3 also more Officer BW content which we all love. Reminder that even though I may make Jon fear for her safety, I will never hurt the Officer.
Also I forgot that this chapter I get to update the character tags!

Chapter contains gang activity, mild Beholding and Hunt Content, beloved characters in moderate distress, implied pet in possible danger, Jon’s terrible opsec, and kidnapping (of an actual child)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

April 6, 15:31

Cass: you’re late. Why? 

Jon: [Officerprisoned.jpg]

Jon: we’re at the vet, getting her shots and everything. 

Cass: baby!

Cass: wow

Cass: more pictures please?

Jon: :)

Jon: [Officerlap.jpg]

Jon: [Officerstring.jgp]

Jon: [Officernap.jpg]

Jon: [Officernap2.jpg]

Jon: [Officernap3.jpg]

Jon: her name is Officer Blackwood

Cass: please can I meet her?

Jon: I don’t think cats are allowed at the library

Cass: You bring her. I won’t tell Babs.

Jon: deal

Jon: we’ll be there in about 45 minutes

 

 

Barbara caught them, of course; coming into the study area about an hour after their arrival to find Jon and Cass at work while Daisy napped with a kitten sound asleep on her chest. They both woke, and all heads lifted to watch as the Head Librarian wheeled closer, seemingly unsure what to say for several moments. 

Jon shut his laptop, prepared with an apology and an excuse, but it turned out to be unnecessary; after a long silence, she seemed to purposefully ignore the kitten and turned her focus to Jon.

“Have you experienced any concerning effects from the book yesterday?” 

Jon blinked in slight surprise— god, so much had happened since then, he’d almost forgotten. “Ah. Just some… unpleasant dreams,” he told her. “But no worse than usual for me.”

That was, admittedly, an extremely low bar, but Barbara nodded, apparently satisfied. “Let me know if those don’t go away,” she instructed.

“Right,” Jon nodded.

“Now,” Barbara’s smiled. “I brought you guys some snacks!”

 

 

Jon and Daisy only ended up spending a few hours at the library that day, because just before six in the evening, Jon’s phone pinged with a very interesting text from Jason.

Julian’s coming to get you both, the message read.

Jon frowned and typed out his response.

What for? It’s still early 

Jason replied almost immediately. I got you guys a lead.

Jon’s eyes widened— 

A lead on what?  

An informant in WayneTech, Jason answered, they’re working on something right now that I think might help us get in contact with your world.

Jon excused himself from the table; woke up Daisy. They didn’t really explain anything to Cass, but she didn’t seem to mind— she could clearly tell it was some sort of emergency, and waved the two of them off, promising to tuck their books away for them.

She stared after them as they left, her gaze… curious. 

 

 

Julian was already outside with the car when they left the building, watching them through the rolled-down window as they hurried over.

“Yo, why d’you have the Officer here?”

“Cass wanted to meet her!” Jon defended, holding the kitten up to his chest. Daisy opened the car door and Jon scooched in ahead of her before she swung into the car and pulled the door shut.

“Cass?” Julian asked.

“Friend of ours,” Daisy explained. “Kid who studies in the same section as we work in. Her sister works here.” 

“Huh. Cool,” Julian nodded, “you still can’t bring the Officer to the meeting though. Hood said it was a masks-on sort of thing, definitely not kitten-friendly— oh, right, Daisy, I brought your gear. And a mask for Archie, it’s in the bag back there.”

Sure enough, at their feet was a bag containing what Daisy recognized as being her outfit and equipment from the night before; she started pulling it out as Julian turned the car on and waited for an opening to get onto the road.

“Here,” she said, pushing a hoodie and a red domino mask toward Jon. 

That had become his standard for meetings like this— Jon’s regular style was just a bit too distinctive, but hoodies were very much not a part of it, so Jason had insisted on both one of those and a mask anytime Jon was doing anything where maintaining secrecy was important. Daisy thought it was very sensible— at least, it had worked out so far.

As they pulled away from the curb and into rush hour traffic, Daisy set about trying to wrangle herself into her vigilante gear, which turned out to be a rather difficult process to attempt in the backseat of a moving vehicle. Jon pressed himself against the door to avoid flailing limbs, holding the Officer at a safe distance; and while they struggled, Julian put on some music. It was some kind of eclectic folk group— full of piano and words that were hard to make out between the honking cars outside and Julian humming along to the melody, but which Jon seemed unusually intrigued by.

Once they crossed the bridge to the north island, traffic eased off slightly, and Daisy watched the city blurr past and let the music wash over her as she clipped her belt in place, checked her weapons, and slid the jacket over her shoulders. 

For long we’ve remained in shadow,

And in far-forgotten tales never told;

The city shall be ours,

Once again, once again.

Beside her, Jon was frozen in his seat, face slack and eyes distant. Daisy frowned and elbowed him in the side. 

He jumped, twisting in his seat to face her. 

“What’s with that look?” She asked.

“Oh, ah…” Jon fumbled, glancing toward the front of the car and swallowing nervously. “Nothing, it’s nothing. I just, um, recognized the song…”

“Oh, yeah!” Julian piped up from the front. “The Mechanisms are great! Hood never lets me play ‘em in the car. You a fan?”

“Something like that,” Jon answered.

“Sweet,” Julian grinned at them in the rearview; then he apparently caught Jon’s eye and saw his expression— pinched, to say the least— and quietly turned the music down. 

They turned down a side street, and Daisy tapped the window. “Julian, the diner’s the other way…”

Julian shook his head. “Sorry, Boss said to take you straight to the meeting point. Don’t worry about the Officer, I’ll take her back to base for you, alright?” 

Jon shifted in his seat, obviously a little uneasy with the idea of leaving the kitten in someone else’s care— but there wasn’t really anything for it, and there wasn’t any reason not to trust Julian to bring her back for them.

They pulled to a stop, and there was Jason, leaning against the wall beside the entrance of what looked like a small restaurant or bar; The Bloody Lamb, according to the small sign hanging above the door.

Jon slid his regular jacket off, pulled the hoodie over his head, and stuck the mask to his face; and then the two of them got out of the car to join their friend— not as Jon and Daisy, no; in that moment, they were Alice and the Archivist.

“Good,” Jason nodded at the two of them as they approached. “Right on time. C’mon.” 

 

 

Jason led them to an empty booth in the back of the bar; a nondescript place, nearly empty at that time of day save for a handful of patrons sitting at the front, one already well on his way to face-down drunk on the counter; and what looked to Jon like a couple out on a date, sitting at a small table off to the side sharing a basket of fries, laughing and bumping their knees together under the table. 

Jason— in full Red Hood gear— ushered Jon into the booth first, then slid in after him, with Daisy sitting down on his other side. They left the other side of the booth open, and… they waited.

After a few minutes, Jason pulled out his phone, huffing out a short agitated sigh at what he saw. 

“What is it?” Daisy leaned over towards him.

He showed both of them the screen— open to a basic messaging app, with a contact simply labelled C.L.

Confirmed for 6:30 at the Lamb, read the last incoming message. The time on Jason’s phone read 6:33.

A server came over to their table— an older woman, and remarkably casual about their presence; she smiled politely at them, holding a few menus in one hand. 

“Are you waiting for some more people?” She asked, inclining her head towards the empty side of the booth. 

Jason nodded. “Two more, they should be here. And no menus, please, we won’t be long.”

She nodded in understanding. “Well, can I get anything started for you while you wait?”

Jon lifted a hand. “Ah, could I get some water?” He thought having something to hold might help his nerves; for all that he was slowly getting used to working for Jason, this was still largely unfamiliar territory. 

“Of course. Hood?”

Jason nodded. “Get me an apple juice, served in a whiskey glass.”

“Excellent choice,” she winked, “for you, hon?” She faced Daisy. 

“Nothing for me, thank you.”

“Nothing coming right up!” She smiled again, and Daisy rolled her eyes, but smiled back. 

She bustled away and returned within another minute, carrying a glass of water and what looked, for all intents and purposes, like a not-quite-full glass of whiskey, even though Jon knew it was apple juice.

As she left them again, the door swung open, and in came two more people. 

The first person Jon noticed was the obvious bodyguard; a large, muscular man with a scowl and a lump under his jacket-front where Jon knew he was poorly concealing a pistol. Walking in front of him and looking supremely uncomfortable was a scrawny, jumpy little man— shorter than Jon, clearly wary of the entire situation in a way that reminded Jon of himself when he’d first arrived in Gotham. He carried a leather briefcase.

The smaller man spotted them from across the bar and hurried over, sliding into the booth across from them followed by his bodyguard.

“H— um. Hello, Mr. Hood, sir.”

Jason leaned backward, swirling his glass of apple juice menacingly. “You’re late.”

“Ah, y-yes, my apologies, traffic— you know how it is— or, maybe you don’t, no, but— um…” he trailed off, wincing, clutching his briefcase to his chest.

Hood sighed. “You bring what I asked you for?”

The man nodded fervently. “Yes, it’s— it’s just here.” He opened the briefcase and reached in, pulling out a folder filled with—

“Blueprints?” Daisy leaned forward as Jason flipped the folder open. 

“Y-yes, ma’am, ah, those are—“

“Security system,” Jason interrupted, spreading the papers out across the table; “floor plans, good. And… this for the machine?”

The man nodded again. “I’ve also, ah, taken the liberty of including my own operating instructions.“ He reached forward and tapped one of the papers, which seemed to just be a typed document. 

“You print this on something traceable?” Jason tilted his head.

“N-no, sir, I printed it at home and, ah, wiped it from the system afterwards…”

“Good. This won’t work if they’re expecting us.” 

“Is that… everything, then, sir?” 

Hood picked up the papers and shuffled them back into the folder. “Almost,” he leaned back in his seat and turned his head towards Jon. “Just need some insurance, I’m sure you understand…”

The man swallowed nervously. “What, um, what do you mean…?”

Jason nodded at Jon. “Alan, I want you to meet the Archivist.”

He paled. 

Jon smiled in what he hoped was a reassuring way. “Hello, Alan.” 

Alan flinched. 

“Archivist, if you could— just ask our friend here if he’s told anybody else about what he’s doing here today, and if he’s going to.”

Jon nodded. “You will be afraid,” he warned the smaller man— who was already afraid, anyway— “but no true harm will come to you.”

Alan’s eyes were wide, his back stiff, and Jon looked at those fearful eyes head-on, leaned forward over the table, and Asked:

“Alan, who else knows about our meeting here today?”

Alan shook. “Just my bodyguard,” he said. The bodyguard in question was watching the proceedings with marked disinterest. “And I left a note for my wife, in case I don’t come back. Assuming I make it home by morning, I’ll be getting rid of it before she wakes up.”

Jon nodded. “Do you intend to inform anybody, in any way, about what you’ve given us today or what we might do with it?”

Alan shook his head “No. I’m going to take my pay and try to forget this ever happened.” 

Jason nodded, satisfied, and then— before they could finish the meeting and pay for their drinks— Jon’s phone rang.

He fumbled for it a moment— it was in a pocket under his hoodie, damnit, who was calling him he was in a meeting—

It was Julian. 

Jon’s stomach sank. 

He answered the call.

“Archie, hey, I’m— I’m so sorry, I don’t know how it happened, I just—“

“Julian,” Jon interrupted, his phone in a death-grip by his ear, “what happened?”

A deep breath on the other side. “It’s the Officer. She ran away. I just— I just opened the car door, and she bolted, and I chased her but she’s so small and she got under a fence and by the time I got through she was gone…”

Jon felt the blood drain from his face, and let the phone fall a few inches from his ear— though not so far that he couldn’t hear Julian’s rambled explanations. He looked around the table, eyes wide, and found every person staring back at him. 

“I’ll be right there, Julian, thank you for calling me.” 

“Right, yeah, I’ll uh— I’ll keep looking.”

“Okay.”

Jon hung up.

Jason was stiff in the seat next to him. “What is it?”

Jon put his phone back in his pocket. “It’s the Officer— she’s escaped. I need to get back, I— I’ve got to help find her.” 

“Shit, yeah— Alan, pleasure working with you,” Jason placed a sizeable wad of cash on the table, “we’ve got to go.”

They stood, one by one, leaving Alan looking distinctly alarmed— and his bodyguard vaguely perplexed— at the table. They left the building and Jason led them to where he’d parked his own car.

Jon got in the front passenger seat. Daisy sat in the back.

It wasn’t far to the diner, only about a fifteen minute drive, but to Jon it felt like a lifetime; he thought of the Officer, lost and scared and all alone on the streets of Gotham— she had a collar now, they’d gotten her one at the vet that morning, but would anybody find her? Would they return her if they did? Oh, he was so irresponsible, he should never have taken her to the library, he should have just taken her home where Sage could look after her— of course she bolted, she didn’t know Julian, she was probably looking for Jon and it was his own fault she ran—

As they turned onto the street the diner was on, Jason cleared his throat. “I can’t stay to help,” he admitted. “I’ve got another meeting, this whole WayneTech thing is on a massive time crunch— Alice, I’d like you with me, too.”

“How big of a time crunch are we talking?” She asked.

“Plan is for the three of us to break in tomorrow night. We’ve got to get these documents to Camryn to analyze, and get our hands on what supplies we’ll need for it— there’ll be some dangerous people involved.”

Daisy nodded. “Right. Of course.”

“Archie— if you don’t find her by the time we’re done, I’ll drop Alice back off and she can skip patrol to help look, alright?” 

Jon nodded shakily as they pulled up to the diner. “Alright. Thank you— I’ll give you a call either way.” 

“Sounds good,” Jason nodded as Jon opened the car door— there was Julian, waiting for him, holding the jacket he’d left in the other car. He slammed the door shut behind him and jogged over; only vaguely registering as it drove away again. He took off his hoodie, gratefully switching back to the jacket Julian handed to him. The poor man seemed close to tears.

“Archie, I’m so sorry man—“

Jon held up a hand to stop his apologises. “It’s— it’s alright, it’s my fault really. Where did she go?”

Julian frowned, but didn’t argue; just pointed to the fence surrounding the back of the building next door, some sort of abandoned office building. 

“Right,” Jon nodded. “Let’s get looking, then.”

 

 

What followed was not the longest, most stressful half-hour of Jon’s life, but it was a particular kind of stress that he had never experienced before. He and Julian scoured up and down the street, maneuvered through the rather treacherous largely-abandoned landscape— the yard next door had at some point been used to dump large trash, appliances and furniture and a pile of old wood full of rusted nails; and beside that property was an empty lot, home to old, long-broken construction equipment. 

Jon called out for the Officer all the while, but there was no response, and after about thirty-five minutes they returned to the diner to strategize.

“Any luck?” Sage asked as they walked in.

“No,” Jon admitted, absolutely miserable. He sat down at the table in the dining area; pulled out his phone to a text from Daisy.

Find her?

He typed out a response. Nothing yet.

Sage gestured at the counter, where there was a small dish of watered-down wet kitten food. “Try leaving this outside, might help her find her way back.”

“Ah, good idea—“ Jon pushed away from the table, started to stand, and it was at that moment that the door opened again.

“Mrrew!”

Jon whipped his head around to face the door. 

There she was— in the arms of a stranger, a thin woman with short, dark hair— and Jon was on his feet, rushing towards her, holding his hands out toward the Officer.

He exhaled sharply in relief as the woman handed him the kitten, and he tucked her under his chin— she was a little cold, but seemingly unharmed, butting her head up against him and purring louder than he had ever heard her do.

“I take it she’s yours?” The woman asked, leaning against the doorframe with a soft little smile. 

Jon nodded, fighting to maintain his composure. “Yes, yes, she got out, I was so worried—“ he held the kitten away from him so he could look her in the face as he said, as sternly as he could manage— which was still more relieved than anything— “Officer Blackwood, you know better than to run off like that!”

She chirped. Jon imagined it was an apology.

“Oh—“ she nuzzled back under his chin, pawed at his jacket front until he held it open for her to worm her way inside. “Yes, yes, alright…” After a few moments, she managed to turn around, and her head popped back out again; the tags on her collar— one of which had the address to the diner on it, bless that receptionist for suggesting it— jingling quietly.

The woman had a hand held over her mouth, poorly stifling her giggles. “I see she is well-loved, then.”

 “Yes, she is.” Jon said simply— he knew he looked ridiculous and silly, with the kitten in his jacket, but he didn’t really care. He cleared his throat. “Thank you, Selina…” he realized, a moment too late, that she hadn’t told him her name.

Selina blinked at him, tilting her head curiously. “Of course. And your name is…?”

“Jon,” he answered, then lifted a hand up toward his face— right, mask, he was still wearing the mask, so— “ah— or, the Archivist, rather.”

She lifted an eyebrow. “Right. Well, it’s a pleasure to meet you, either way.”

Jon mentally kicked himself. Stupid. He smiled nervously. “Ah, yes. You as well. Do you want me to walk you out, then?”

Behind him, Jon heard Julian make a choked-off sort of sound, something like a protest that died before it really left his throat. Jon glanced over his shoulder to see both him and Sage staring at him, eyes wide with alarm— or, rather, staring at the woman still leaning casually against the door. Julian shook his head minutely; Jon could taste a hint of fear. 

He turned back. 

“That won’t be necessary,” she smiled, something just a touch predatory in it, “but how about you come to mine for tea sometime— bring your little Officer, there, she can meet my own. Kittens learn to be cats from other cats, after all.”

Jon nodded slowly. “That sounds… good, yes. When are you—?” He bit his tongue. “Ah. Whenever works for you.”

“How’s tomorrow?” She asked. “Say… two o’clock?” 

Jon nodded again. “Sure, yes.” 

“Give me your phone, I’ll send you the address.” 

He unlocked and handed over his phone; she tapped around on it, presumably sending herself a text. Sure enough, when she handed it back, a new contact stared back at him; Selina Kyle, with a little cat emoji next to it. 

“See you tomorrow, Archivist,” she smiled again, and gave the Officer a gentle scratch on the top of the head, which she leaned into with a purr.

“Right, ah, see you then!”

She left. The door shut behind her. Jon turned around to face the interior of the diner, where Julian and Sage were both staring at him like he’d gone mad.

“What?” He asked defensively. 

“Dude,” Julian stared blankly at him. “That was fucking Catwoman.”

“What?” This time the question was laced with shock. 

“Did you just get a date with Catwoman?” Sage’s eyes flickered between Jon and the door.

“What?!” Jon needed to stop saying that— “No! No, that wasn’t—“

“Sorry man, she was totally flirting with you.”

Sage laughed, the sound a little bit hysterical. “Jesus Christ you’re oblivious, aren’t you? I don’t know how you didn’t fumble that.”

Jon felt a sort of tension rising in his chest and shoulders, leaving his breath short and his voice pitched high. “She was not flirting, there’s nothing— I’m not even interested—“

“You’re not?” Sage seemed legitimately shocked. “How? She’s Catwoman!” 

“Yes, I heard you the first time,” Jon grumbled, fussing over the Officer where she was still tucked inside his jacket. 

“Is it really safe for you to go…?” Julian’s brow had pinched. “Aren’t you supposed to, like, meet in public for the first date…?”

“It’s not a date!” Jon hissed.

“Yeah, whatever you say. Might want to clear that up with her before tomorrow.”

Jon sat back down at the table. “I’ve got to call Daisy and let her know that the Officer is back,” he said, flipping to Daisy’s contact and pressing call— effectively ending the conversation. Julian rolled his eyes.

She picked up on the third ring.

“Yeah?”

“We’ve got her,” Jon cut right to the chase. “She’s not hurt. Just a little cold.”

Daisy made a relieved exhale on the other end. “Good. I assume she won’t be leaving your sight for the rest of the night?”

Jon cracked a small smile. “No, I should think not.”

“How’d you find her?”

Jon heard other voices in the background. “We didn’t— someone brought her back. I’ll explain later.” 

Daisy hummed. “Alright. We’re almost done here, then Hood and I are going out on patrol.”

“Okay, I’ll see you when you get back.”

“Try to sleep some before then, alright?”

Jon huffed. “I will try. No promises.”

“Great. See you.”  

She hung up.

Jon put his phone away, looked at the clock; turned to Julian and Sage, who were still watching him. 

“I’m going to go get the Officer some dinner,” he declared, standing up. “I appreciate both of your help today.”

“No problem,” Julian grinned. Sage just nodded. 

The Officer purred the entire way up to the apartment.

 

 

“I will try. No promises.”

“Great,” Daisy glanced around the room; everyone was watching her. “See you.”

She hung up.

“So?” Jason prompted.

Daisy set her phone face-down on the table. “The Officer has been located, and is back in the Archivist’s care.”

“Good,” Jason turned back to the others at the table— Darcy on their side, a trio of weapon’s dealers on the other. They had just agreed on terms for the purchase of some specialized equipment they would need for tomorrow’s operation, and the three dealers were staring openly at Daisy with varying levels of confusion and fear. 

She was well aware how her phrasing sounded; she’d done it on purpose. How could she not? Jon’s the one who named his cat Officer, she could hardly be blamed for it. And if it earned them a little extra respect…

Well, then that was just a pleasant side-effect. 

Daisy grinned, showing her teeth.

Jason tossed a wad of cash on the table and stood. “Here’s half; you’ll get the rest when we’ve got the goods.”

Their leader nodded and took the cash. “Pleasure doin’ business with you, Hood.” 

Daisy followed as Jason flung open the door, and as they made their way into the empty storefront— they were meeting in a back room behind a hair salon, this time— she tossed a hand up in a casual wave behind her.

She could get used to this whole vigilante thing. 

 

 

It was around 9:30 when it happened.

“Shit,” Jason tapped something on the side of his helmet; Daisy looked up from where she was binding a man’s hands together behind his back as he groaned on the pavement, his would-be victim talking hurriedly on their phone at the mouth of the alleyway. 

“What?”

“A distress call— from Tamsin.” 

 The woman from the other night— Daisy remembered her. “What’s the trouble?”

“Don’t know. Come on, leave him.” Jason fired his grapple over the roof and let it carry him up and away.

Daisy aimed more carefully; by the time she fired her grapple, Jason was already over the lip of the rooftop.

The person at the end of the alleyway paid them no mind as Daisy gripped the handle over her head with both hands and pressed the button to retract the line; she felt her stomach drop as she was lifted into the air, the ground falling away beneath her as she went up, up, up—

She clicked to a stop just below the edge of the rooftop, scrambling at the side of the building with her feet and attempting to leverage herself over the side. She wound up at a weird angle, her legs straight in front of her and hips pushed out over the alleyway— she managed to heave herself forward and grasp the roof edge with one hand, then the other, and finally she pulled her shoulders and body onto the rooftop and rolled over onto her back, breathing hard.

“You good?”

She gave Jason a thumbs-up then rolled back onto her front and got to her feet. “Didn’t even need your help that time.” 

He nodded. “Good progress. We’ll work on it— now come on.” 

Tamsin’s apartment wasn’t far from where they were, luckily— a few blocks over. They made their way across the run-down cityscape, jumping the gaps between buildings with running leaps and crossing wider streets through a combination of scrambling up and down fire escapes and struggling with a grapple gun. 

As they ran, Jason tapped something on the side of his helmet again. 

“Hey— yeah, I got it, I’m on my way now. Yeah, do it.” 

A pause. 

“Yeah, patch her in.” 

A moment later and Daisy’s comm crackled in her ear, and a woman’s voice came through.

“About damn time,” she hissed. She sounded like she’d been crying. 

Jason’s voice came through on the line, too, the slight delay making for a strange sort of echo for Daisy. “Hey, Tamsin, it’s Hood— and Alice— we’re on our way to you. What’s—?”

“They took him.”

“Who?” Daisy asked.

“My son! They took my son— you promised he’d be safe, Hood!”

Rather than anguish or fear, the dominant emotion in Tamsin’s voice was clearly anger, a seething sort of rage, a wordless how dare they that came through loud and clear.

Jason led the way across another gap, dropping a storey down in the process; Daisy followed, tucking into a roll on the landing. “I did,” he confirmed, “and he will be. We’ll get him. What happened?” 

A pause. A shuffle on the other side. “I was late picking him up from daycare— because of the job I was doing for you— and Kristy agreed to keep him until ten. She was alone with him, and she can’t fight three goddamn thugs on her own— they showed up, took them both. Right before I hit the distress call.”

Daisy frowned. “How did you know?”

The line was quiet for a moment. “Hood didn’t tell you?” 

“No— tell me what?”

Jason huffed. “You asked me not to tell anyone, Tam.” 

“Well, yeah! But— huh. That’s…” a pause. “You didn’t tell anybody?”

“No. Just Camryn, when you met her— and Julian knows, I think, but you already knew each other.” 

“What don’t I know?” Daisy was getting irritated; she and Jason climbed down the outside of a fire escape.

“My… metahuman abilities allow me to see through another’s eyes. I use it to make sure my Jacob’s safe.”

 “Could have just said that,” Daisy rolled her eyes. “Explains why Mask’s after you. It is Mask, isn’t it?”

“Yeah,” Tamsin confirmed. “Looks like.”

Instead of returning to the rooftops, Jason led Daisy to a rundown-looking apartment building.

“We’re here,” he said, and aimed his grapple at a small second-floor balcony— or, rather, he aimed it at the balcony above, and swung seamlessly onto the target ledge just as a sliding door opened into the building.

“C’mon, Alice!”

She aimed, fired; gave the line a tug to make sure it was secure; she was lifted up, swung gently over the railing, and landed on her feet. The call cut out.

Tamsin was waiting for them inside, and sure enough, she was absolutely seething with rage, pacing back and forth between the kitchen and living areas in what was a small but rather welcoming space— signs of a small child all around, from the child locks on the lower cabinets to the plastic dishes on the counter to the bucket of foam blocks beside the couch, but of course, no child.

Jason leaned his hip against her small dining table and crossed his arms. “What can you tell us?”

She stopped pacing. “They were taken in a dark minivan— didn’t get a look at the license plate, didn’t see the bastards’ faces— and driven south. I’m fairly sure they crossed a bridge about five minutes ago, last I checked they were still driving— hold on a moment.”

Tamsin shut her eyes, then, and after a few seconds she opened them again, and—

Oh.

All at once, fear filled the room— pure and unadulterated, so strong in the air that Daisy could taste it— and Tamsin was at the centre of it, but it wasn’t hers. No, this was the fear of a small child, flowing not from but into Tamsin, and Daisy saw—

Well, seeing wasn’t the right word. Smelling was closer, perhaps, but not quite right either— it was a sense all its own that had her whipping her head toward the room’s south-facing window, following the thread of that powerful fear toward its true source; that had her inhaling sharply and meeting the woman’s tear-filled, unseeing eyes and straightening her spine.

“I can find him,” she said. 

Tamsin blinked herself back to them, eyes hard as the fear-thread vanished. “How?” She demanded.

Daisy pointed out the window. “I can sense fear, and whatever you just did, I could… see it, sort of. If you do it again, I think I can follow it.” 

Jason was tapping on his phone. “Julian’s almost here with the car,” he told them. “What’s happening with your kid, Tam?”

She blinked herself back into another place, and that fear-thread snaked back in through the window; Daisy forced herself to keep her eyes on the room, despite how she was itching to follow that trail to its source. 

“They’re out of the car,” Tamsin grit her teeth. “Fuck, I can’t— they’re in a parking garage, underground maybe? Kristy’s carrying him, they’re— they’re afraid, but not hurt, I don’t think…”

Daisy’s mouth watered. She swallowed. “How far’s the car?”

Jason tapped the side of his helmet. “Forty seconds. Let’s go.” 

Daisy nodded and turned to step back out onto the balcony, turning her head to the south and following that trail of fear— she couldn’t see its origin, behind half a city’s worth of buildings, but she knew it lay well outside of the Red Hood’s territory.

It hardly mattered. They had a little boy to rescue.

 

Notes:

The Officer had a little adventure and made a new friend :3
And, of course, they’re finally making progress on contacting the TMA ‘verse!

My Roommate, when Jon passed the phone to Selina: “Jon, no! Your opsec!!!”
My Roommate also told me what Mechanisms song should be playing and they were so so correct and writing this chapter was actually how I finally got around to listening to the Mechs— what was I doing before, honestly?? They’re so good!
Anyway, a lot going on here, and a lot in the background; looking forward to the next day, but first we gotta go rescue that kid :)

Next time: Alice makes herself known, and I get to update the character tags again!

Chapter 16: The Hunter

Summary:

Fact: the Red Hood does not tolerate violence against children.
In which the Hunt is fed.

Notes:

Chapter contains a child in significant peril and distress, vigilantism (obviously), Hunt Content incl altered mental states, gun and knife violence, murder, unlicensed use of heavy machinery, police presence (and mild incompetence), stalking?, use of a taser.
I would say this will not be as upsetting as chapter 13 was but if anyone thinks I should summarize at the end I will.
I want you all to know that the child will be okay!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Gotham never slept.

Even this late at night, the city streets weren’t truly empty; though the traffic was light enough that, through the liberal disregard of speed limits, they were able to make better time than they otherwise might have. 

Daisy sat in the front seat as Julian drove; under her direction, they traced that bright beacon of fear through darkened streets. In the backseat, Tamsin sat pitched forward with tears running down her face from eyes that did not see; she kept a running commentary on what her son was experiencing: punctual notes on the angle of light, the texture of the floor and walls, temperature and smell and sound. 

Her voice shook with rage.

Beside her, Jason tapped rapidly on his phone— presumably taking notes, or else texting those details Tamsin shared with someone else in an effort to find out where they were going before they got there.

Their path took them across two bridges; the first to cross out of Red Hood’s territory and into Gotham’s middle-island, and the second— which came into view a few minutes after they drove past the city reservoir— had them crossing into lower Gotham, Robinson Park on their left, and then—

“Turn right!” Daisy told the driver. 

Rather than south, the trail now led her west; they turned down a street lined with storefronts, then another, then an area dominated by new construction— ahead of them was a parkade which seemed to be closed for remediation, scaffolding blocking their view inside, though curiously the barricade restricting access seemed to be broken; all that stopped them from driving in was a large sign reading CLOSED — DO NOT ENTER.

They parked across the street. 

Daisy jumped up to crouch on her seat, leaned over the centre console to look out the driver’s side back window; attention focused entirely on the entrance to the building across from them. “He’s in there,” she said, lowly. 

Tamsin inhaled sharply. “He’s— they’ve written something down, and they’re telling him to look at it— I think it’s a message. For me.”

Jason looked up from his phone, tapping the side of his helmet. “What’s it say?”

A pause, then: “Tamsin Mills, we have your son. Cooperate and he will not be harmed— then, ah, there’s a phone number…” she rattled it off, Jason nodded and typed it down. “Tag the Archivist, and call this number when he is alone—“

“They want him?” Daisy’s focus snapped to Tamsin, her lip curling up. 

“Do not contact police, do not contact the— oh.”

“What?” Julian asked.

“Do not contact the Red Hood,” Tamsin read off. “… Little late for that.”

Jason scoffed a laugh. “Where are they?”

“Top floor,” Tamsin and Daisy said at the same time. 

“I can’t see outside,” Tamsin clarified, “but I saw some light from the ramp up on the way in. They’ve got him in a little room now, looks like an office.”

“There a window?” Daisy couldn’t see through the scaffolding.

“Yes,” Tamsin confirmed. “They have him facing away from it, but yes. I think it’s east-facing— I see moonlight.”

Daisy looked east— there was the moon, bright and clear in the sky. A rare nearly-cloudless night. 

“Alright,” Jason put his phone away. “I’ve got the building layout, let’s go.”

Julian twisted around in his seat. “Boss, what’s the plan?” 

“Tamsin stays in the car. Julian, with me— there’s a helmet in the glove box.” Daisy opened it, pulled out the helmet, and passed it to Julian; it looked like the Red Hood’s helmet, only a darker shade of red.

Jason kept talking. “Alice, I’ve sent you the floorplan; climb the scaffolding, go in through the window, grab the kid. Got it?”

“Got it.” Daisy pulled out her own phone— Jason had sent her a map of the building, marked with a circle around the office on the east side of the top floor which was the only place they could feasibly be keeping the kid. She opened her car door.

Tamsin was still channeling Jacob’s fear, but Daisy didn’t need it anymore— hadn’t for several blocks. She found she knew where she was going without even once more referencing the map she’d been sent; ducking between shadows and avoiding pools of light, grateful for her dark clothing. She made it to the side of the building just as Jason threw a grenade into the lower floor of the parkade. 

She was generally aware of the chaos and mayhem happening just a few metres away; but Daisy wasn’t a part of it. No, she was Hunting, scaling the rickety scaffolding that lined the sides of the building, a shadow in the night, eyes glowing behind her domino mask as she drew closer and closer to her target; to that delicious young fear, now joined by the panic of those who had caused it as the Red Hood tore through them. Unlike the previous night, when they’d been ambushed and surrounded, this time Jason was the one with the element of surprise; they hadn’t expected anyone, except maybe Tamsin, to even know they’d taken the kid yet; let alone for her to have called for help. Let alone for that help to be knocking on their door with explosives and gunfire.

Daisy kept pace with her allies; moving slowly to avoid alerting anyone to her presence, using the sounds of the fight to mask the creaking of metal underfoot. She leaned in over the metal railing on the third floor, caught Julian’s eye; he gave her a thumbs-up with a tilt to his head that let her know he was grinning his signature grin behind the helmet. There was concrete dust on his shoulders. 

The fourth floor proved more challenging for all of them; Jason and Julian because the defenders were ready for them, Daisy because her instincts told her there was somebody else there.

A quick investigation revealed they weren’t actually on the scaffolding with her. Rather, there was a sniper on the roof of the still-under-construction three-storey building across the street opposite her; they hadn’t spotted Daisy, but their sights were trained through a gap in the scaffolding towards where she knew her friends would enter into that part of the building. 

“Sniper to the east,” she whispered into the comm. “Hood, stay back.”

“Copy.”

Daisy didn’t think she was a good enough shot to hit the sniper from this distance, not with a pistol, but there was a small crane over the building, and a plan came together in her mind.

She shuffled a little further along the scaffolding to get the angle right; took out her grapple and aimed it toward the arm of the crane. Then she lifted a hand to her ear and clicked on her comm again.

“Could you make some noise for me?” She said quietly.

Hood was silent a moment. “What are you planning?”

“Going to swing across, take care of the problem. Don’t want them to hear me.”

Julian piped in. “Don’t die!”

“Thanks,” she said dryly, “I’ll try.”

“I’ve got you,” Jason said. “Ready?”

“Ready,” Daisy confirmed.

There was a burst of gunfire; the sniper leaned forward; Daisy launched her grapple. 

It latched over the arm of the crane. Daisy gave it a tug; it held firm. 

“One more,” she muttered into the comm.

“Flashbang in three, two…”

She jumped from the scaffolding.

There was a loud bang behind her; a flash of light. The sniper cringed away from the sight and rubbed at their eye, cursing, as Daisy swung towards the rooftop— 

“Shit,” she breathed.

She was too high up. Her feet cleared the roof by almost two metres; as she swung in an arc away from her target, she fumbled a finger around the handle to the adjustment buttons, and—

She was weightless a moment, at the far end of the swing; she kicked her legs to twist around and face forward, waited until she started falling and the line was taught and then—

Click— drop— click— swing, and there was the roof, very close, how the fuck did other vigilantes do this, what was she thinking—

Her feet touched down. She dropped the grapple— it continued to swing away— and fell into a roll that jarred her shoulder and popped back up to her feet.

She’d done it.

The sniper was laying on his front, barely ten feet away. A wiry man; covered in gray fabric that concealed him against the rooftop. He hadn’t noticed Daisy.

She dropped into a crouch and pulled out her gun.

He was hers.

A grin spread on her face as she stalked forward. He wasn’t going to know what happened; he wasn’t even going to see her coming. She pictured herself grabbing him by the shoulder and throwing him backwards onto the hard surface of the roof— the fear that would alight in his eyes as she lifted her gun, knowing he was caught, knowing there was nothing he could do, no escape, maybe she’d make it slow— maybe she’d hit him somewhere nonlethal, let him limp away, stalk him through the streets— or chase him to the diner, she had promised Jon they could share a meal, and when the Archivist was done with him she’d put a bullet in his chest and watch him choke—

“Alice, eyes on the prize.”

She stopped. Tilted her head to the side. She didn’t quite… understand, what the voice in her ear wanted, but…

“Focus, Alice. The kid. Just knock the guy out. Leave him alive. We’ll figure it out later.”

Right. The kid. She had a mission. 

Daisy took a deep breath— focus. Focus— and stepped forward. 

He still hadn’t seen her; and Daisy was determined that he wouldn’t. She crept forward, gun out in front of her, raised and ready— and although something in her still whispered all the ways she might end his life, slowly, painfully, fearfully, Daisy firmly reminded herself that she did not have the time for a chase. 

By the time the sniper became aware of her presence, it was far too late; his head twisted towards her just as Daisy closed the last few feet and brought the barrel of the gun down hard over his temple, and he was out like a light.

She bent down to grab the sniper rifle and tossed it off the roof edge, then looked back across at the parkade and lifted a hand to her ear. “All clear on this side. You’re good to go.”

“What the hell was that?”

Daisy grimaced. “Hunt wanted me to kill him,” she summarized, “how’d you know?”

“Comm started spitting static. Creepy stuff. You okay now?”

She thought about it for a moment; she felt fine. Better than fine, even; energized, but otherwise normal. 

“Yeah, I’m good. Just gotta figure a way back across.”

“Copy. See you up there.”

Now for the trouble: the only good anchor points for her grapple were the crane, directly above her, and the scaffolding, which was what she was trying to land on. If she used the scaffolding itself, Daisy was confident that she would slam loudly and painfully into the side of it, probably fall, and probably break several important bones. 

She took the time to bind the unconscious sniper’s hands behind his back before she jogged across the roof to the crane, which her grapple was wrapped all the way around several times from when she’d let it go. She found the handle, retracted the hooks, and watched the whole thing zip down back toward her.

Actually…

Daisy eyed the crane. Judged the distance from it to the building across. She had to move quick, but maybe…

She fired the grapple again; straight up. It latched around the arm of the thing, near where it branched from the body; zip! clink, whirr, and she was airborne, dangling above the rooftop right next to the control-box; she swung back and forth until she could grab the bars along the outside of it, then retracted and stowed her grapple and slipped through the structure beneath the box so that she could climb up into it. 

She sat down in the seat. Looked around at all the buttons and levers and dials.

“Hey, Hood,” she said, tapping her comm, “how do you control a crane?”

“Why do you need to know that? What are you doing?”

There were a set of keys hanging from, presumably, the ignition. Did cranes have an ignition? 

“Need a way back across. I’m in the crane. Going to swing it around.”

“Boss, on your left!” Julian interrupted. Daisy heard a short burst of gunfire from the building. It occurred to her that they were being very loud, and they weren’t in Crime Alley anymore— someone was going to notice, and in this part of town, it was a tossup whether police or Bats answered the call. They needed to be quick. 

“Anyway, Alice,” Julian continued, “I dunno about Hood, but I know my way around those things. I’ll help you out.”

“Perfect.” Daisy grinned. “How do I turn it on?”

  

 

With Julian’s help, Daisy got the crane on and working within under a minute, and a couple minutes after that she had successfully spun it around so that the arm was facing towards the parkade— in fact, it turned out that the very end of it reached out over the street between the buildings, some fifteen feet up above the top of the scaffolding. Once she had it in position, it was relatively simple to climb out inside the end of the arm, attach her grapple, and use it to gently lower herself back onto the scaffolding on the side of the parkade. 

By the time she was back on the right building, Jason and Julian had cleared the fourth floor and were making their way up to the fifth— but from the sounds of things, they were struggling. Daisy switched course and moved away from the office to peer in over the railing-lined gaps in the side of the building, setting about picking off a few of the more troublesomely-positioned guards in her friends’ way, not bothering for non-lethal shots— she didn’t have the time or the accuracy to aim for kneecaps, and she didn’t particularly care if they survived. At least three bodies hit the concrete floor. 

Just as they were about to push further into the building, Julian made a punched-out sound into the comm, followed immediately by a breathy-yet-emphatic “Ow, fuck!”

“You alright?” Jason asked. Inside, Daisy could see them both duck back behind the cover of a wide support pillar as those guards who remained standing all moved towards a spot where she couldn’t see them— but judging by the layout of the building and the fear in the air, they were probably gathering near the office door. 

“Fucker hit me in the chest— hurts like hell, I thought you said this shit was armoured!”

A scoff. “It is. A bruise sure beats a damn bullet in your lung.”

As they bantered— and Jason assured himself Julian was alright, no doubt— Daisy made her way back along the side of the wall toward the office window. 

It was as she was shifting around the outside from one section of scaffolding to the next that she saw it: flashing lights in the distance, growing closer, coming towards them. If she strained her senses, she could just make out the unmistakable sound of far-off police sirens.

“Hey, guys— I see police cars coming this way. I say we have about…” she judged the distance of the lights reflecting off buildings in the dark, “five minutes, tops. Probably less.”

Jason swore. “Julian, go back to the car. Take Tamsin three blocks north, we’ll meet you there.”

“Got it, Boss. Good luck!”

Daisy spared another glance at the approaching lights before she ducked back into the cover of the scaffolding, the office window now in view. Carefully, so very carefully, she peeked inside.

There he was— the kid, so small, facing away from the window; and an older, friendly-faced woman in the corner, hands bound behind her back. In the room with them were three armed men: one with a gun trained on the woman, one holding the kid against his chest— a gun to his head, Christ— and one standing at the door, which was open, strangely enough; although she supposed a door wouldn’t do much to stop the Red Hood, anyway. 

Just as the thought occurred to her, there was another series of gunshots and Jason rounded the corner on the other side of the door in a crouch, before ducking immediately back into cover as the guards who were apparently standing outside her view beyond the door returned fire. 

The fear in the air was so powerful as to be nearly overwhelming. Every single person in that room, save Jason and herself, knew their lives were in grave, immediate danger. Daisy inhaled; exhaled; inhaled again, felt the Hunt singing in her veins, and she let it flow through her— everything but the mission fading from her mind, threads of fear marking targets and steadying her aim, showing her where to hit to kill and where to hit to make it hurt. Police sirens wailed, far too close. Jason spun out from his cover, fired twice; the Hunter pushed at the window, and to her surprise, it was not locked. 

She slipped inside. Nobody saw her, but their fear all kicked up a notch; she heard shouted orders, the cries of the injured and dying from beyond the door. Two more men ran into the office, speaking in panicked tones to the man holding a gun to a child’s head. She did not register the words; There were still four more men standing outside the room— plus the five inside. 

The Red Hood left his cover behind.

Four shots. 

There was nobody left standing outside the room.

All five within faced the door— three with their guns trained on Hood, though they did not fire, one on the woman, one on the child. They weren’t going to shoot the child, of course, they knew the child was their only possible way out of there— but the woman was expendable to them. 

The Hunter pulled a knife from its place at her thigh. The man shouting threats over a silently crying child’s head did not deserve a merciful death; she would cut his throat, careful to avoid major arteries, lest he bleed out too quickly. But first…

She shot the one with their gun trained on the woman. He was dead before he hit the ground. 

The Red Hood laughed. It was a dark, bitter sound that resonated with something deep within her blood. The song of police sirens was a constant background track; renewed shouts echoed from the building’s lower floors.

She moved forward swiftly and pressed her knife to her target’s throat before he could move; it was at this point that the others in the room became aware of her presence, and it was at this point that her mind cleared enough to understand what was being said, the man who had been at the door all along shouting commands to the vigilante who stood just outside. 

“Call off your goddamn dog, Hood!”

Jason tilted his head at her. “Alice, what do you think? Should I call you off?”

She grinned, all teeth. “I think you should let me cut him.”

Jason nodded. “A very reasonable idea, I think. What about the others?”

She still had a gun in her free hand. By way of answer, she shot one of them. 

Another responded apparently on instinct, firing a bullet that glanced off the Red Hood’s armoured shoulder and did, well, jack shit. Hood took out both his kneecaps for the audacity.

The man in Daisy’s grasp finally dropped his gun.

Daisy cut his throat and tossed him to the side.

The comm crackled in her ear. “We’re waiting three blocks north. Police are fuckin’ everywhere, you got the kid?”

The last man had dropped to his knees, gun on the floor, hands up in surrender. Smart man. Daisy stowed her weapons and crouched down to talk to the kid while Jason zip-tied the guy’s hands behind him. 

“Yeah, we got him,” Daisy confirmed, carefully checking the child— Jacob, she remembered his name was— for injuries. Jacob, for his part, was remarkably calm; concerningly so. Probably in shock, come to think of it, staring at Daisy with wide eyes on a tear-stricken face, shaking all over.

“You’re safe now,” she told him, “I’ve got you. Your mom sent us.” 

Jacob’s breath hitched and his tiny hands reached up hesitantly in the universal small-child request to be picked up. Daisy obliged, lifting him to wrap his arms around her neck as she held him securely to her front and stood back up.

Running footsteps in the parkade beyond; echoing, but abruptly very close, and then—

“Police! Drop your weapons!”

Ah, shit. 

“Go,” Jason hissed, and Daisy didn’t hesitate to turn and duck back out the window she’d entered through; the Red Hood making his dramatic exit speech to the dozen officers in tactical gear flooding the parkade, the bastard. 

“Sorry, fellas!” He was saying, and Daisy just knew he was grinning behind the mask. “Afraid I can’t stay to chat. Thanks for helping with the cleanup!”

“Drop your weapons, Red Hood! Hands above your head!” 

“Ugh, your screaming is so annoying, you know that? Really, just, rude— I was doing you a favour, you know?”

By this point, Daisy was on the scaffolding, Jason ducking out the window after her— police entering the office as they left it behind. 

“What about Kristy?” Julian’s voice hissed in their ears. 

“She’ll be fine,” Jason replied, his voice echoing strangely as Daisy heard it both through the comm and due to proximity as they both hurried away from the window. “Police won’t hurt her. And she’s Alley, she knows how to handle herself.”

Two police officers had followed them out onto the scaffolding. “Stop!” One shouted; “release the child!”

Daisy moved toward the outside of the scaffolding as Jacob held on even tighter. They did not want to shoot police, that was never a good move, but Jason fired a warning shot anyways, the bullet bouncing off a part of the scaffolding near one of their heads. Below them, the whole building was surrounded by cars and flashing lights and armed officers; Daisy supposed that was what reports of repeated gunfire, explosions, and screams would get you in this part of town. 

Across the street, the sniper Daisy had knocked out was gone. 

“Step away from the edge!” The same officer was shouting, increasingly desperate, only held back from stepping closer by the gun trained with what everyone knew was deadly accuracy on the seam between their helmet and armoured chest.

“Sorry,” Jason was saying, “places to be, people to see. Kid’s perfectly safe, by the way, no thanks to you guys.”

Daisy unholstered her grapple as Jason leaned out over the street, aiming his own somewhere further down that she couldn’t see; two more officers were coming out the window, a handful had started climbing the scaffolding, and Daisy heard shouts from the roof above them. It was time to go.

Jason nodded at her. She aimed overhead, to where the crane still waited, silent and looming; they fired their grapples at the same time, Jason leaping away before his had even made contact with anything, swinging down the dark street and drawing the shouts— and attention— of every police officer save the ones who were now just a few short feet away, rushing towards Daisy with reaching hands as she saw her grapple catch around the arm of the crane in her periphery and stepped back toward the edge.

“Hold on tight, kid,” she said, and pushed off of the scaffolding.

 

 

They met up with Tamsin and Julian three blocks north, as promised; Jacob was returned, unharmed, to his mother for a tearful reunion. Daisy took a moment to lean against the outside of the car, breathing deeply and feeling more alive than she had in…

Well, probably since she went into the Coffin.

“You did good,” Jason said, coming to lean next to her. “Kept your head.”

She sighed. “Hardly. How many people did I kill today? I’m— I hunt monsters, I’m not supposed to…”

Jason scoffed. “Human monsters can be just as bad. You saved a kid, tonight. You did good.”

“Right,” she smiled, just a little bit. “Yeah, I guess we did.”

“Come on,” Jason pushed off from the car. “Night’s not over yet.” He grinned, opening the passenger side door. “Let’s see what other trouble we can get into.”

 

 

They were being followed. 

They were back inside the Red Hood’s territory, having parted with the others as soon as they re-entered Crime Alley so Julian could take Tamsin home; they hadn’t gone far, still just on the southern edge of the north island, the sounds of distant cars and of the river nearby nearly masking the quiet click-hiss of grappling lines. 

Nearly, but not entirely, and it was the barely-there sound of a grappling hook firing— when Jason and Daisy were both standing solidly on the ground— that let them know they weren’t alone. Their first task: figuring out who it was. The Red Hood took to the rooftops, while Daisy was left in the shadows below, one hand on her grapple launcher, the other at her ear, waiting for an update or a request for backup. 

After about five minutes, Hood swung down off a fire escape next to Daisy where she had been left crouching at the mouth of an alleyway. 

“It’s Nightwing,” he hissed, then pointed up to another rooftop. “There; you remember what I told you about dealing with him?”

Daisy nodded. “Don’t kill him. Try not to get close. If I need to stall, let him talk.” 

“Good. Okay. Follow my lead.”

They launched their own lines; Daisy giving hers an experimental tug to ensure it was secure before trusting it to pull her up after Hood, the two of them climbing onto the rooftop and walking to stand out in the open— though with the convenient cover of a rooftop access structure just a few feet away— and wait for the vigilante to come to them. 

Nightwing approached cautiously— well, cautiously for him, anyway. If it were anyone else, doing a flip while jumping between buildings a hundred feet in the air would be suicidally reckless, but the fact Nightwing didn’t even finish the move with a cartwheel or something was unusual, from Daisy’s understanding. He walked faux-casually toward them, coming to a stop about twenty feet away with his hands out in front of him, making it clear they were empty while at the same time keeping him ready to move at a moment’s notice. Daisy eyed the handles of his escrima sticks poking out over his shoulders.

“Hey, Red Hood, is it? It's great to finally meet you!” He grinned; his teeth a blinding sort of white in the relative darkness. “And your friend. I’ve heard about you— new player, right? I’m afraid I haven’t caught your name.”

A pause. “… Alice,” Daisy said carefully, narrowing her eyes behind the mask.

It all seemed normal enough, except for the fact he was there. The Bats weren’t supposed to come to Crime Alley, ever, let alone approach the Red Hood; and Jason said that Kristy would have told the police Jacob was in safe hands, so why—?

Then his head turned briefly to the side, further into their territory. Just a tiny, barely-there twitch, but Daisy caught it, and she knew what it meant. 

“He’s not alone,” she murmured. Jason growled through his helmet and stalked forward another couple of steps.

“I thought I made it clear I don’t want any damn Bats in my territory, Nightwing!” He drew a gun. “Do you need a reminder?”

Nightwing cocked his head to the side, the picture of overconfidence. “Oh, I heard. You really expect to threaten Robin and not have me drop in for a little chat?”

Jason’s spine went visibly more rigid. So this wasn’t about the kid, then; Daisy shifted slightly on her feet, prepared for a fight, reaching out all around them with her senses trying to figure out where the other person might be. 

“Besides,” Nightwing continued, “it was only Batman you told to stay out. I’m not Batman.” 

Hood growled, the sound distorted and demonic through the helmet. “Well I’m telling you now. Stay out.”  

Nightwight took another step towards them and started to say something else— probably a witty remark or a pun or something— but the moment he moved, Hood lifted the gun in his hand and fired.

The bullet ricocheted off the roof just to the left of Nightwing’s feet, and the hero danced a couple of steps away; lifting his hands up higher, which was of course actually closer to his weapons. “Woah, geez! No need to be so touchy, I just wanted to introduce myself!”

“That was a warning shot, Dickwing—“ Nightwing tensed up just the slightest bit at the name— “and I’m sure your brother told you all about what happened the last time one of you fuckers showed your stripes around here. Get. Out.”

“Okay, okay, I’m going…” Nightwing wasn’t looking at them. He was looking just past them, gesturing subtly but insistently towards the river as he started backing away from them, and the way his eyes widened slightly was the only warning Daisy had— spinning around just as a form came flying out of the shadows directly toward Hood’s back.

“Batgirl, no!” Nightwing shouted, but it was far too late. The newcomer landed hard on the crime lord, and though he didn’t fall, it was a near thing; he pitched forward, grabbing the arm that snaked around his neck and throwing her off of him. She flipped and spun neatly in the air, so that before she’d even landed she was winding up a kick that should have hit the man square in the neck, but he brought his forearm up to block, did something that ended up effectively shoving her backwards, and she danced away— completely silent in contrast with Nightwing’s insistence on banter.

Hood didn’t waste a second, firing three shots in quick succession that had Batgirl dashing along the rooftop in a zig-zag while Nightwing pulled something small and metallic out of one of the gauntlets on his wrists and threw it.

Wingding, Daisy realized, as the projectile struck home; it functioned like a thrown knife, apparently, as it lodged itself into Hood’s pistol with a metallic thwack and sent the weapon flying from his hands and skittering across the rooftop. Hood swore and drew his second pistol. 

Nightwing was already pulling out another wingding, and Daisy was already moving; running toward the vigilante, knife in hand— she had a gun on her, but she didn’t want to kill him, and she didn’t trust herself to aim nonlethally while sprinting— while Batgirl leapt into combat with the Red Hood again. Another shot rang out behind her; Daisy swiped with the knife, forcing Nightwing’s second throw to go wide as he dodged backwards. Daisy dropped into a slightly lowered stance, bared her teeth, felt the Blood in her veins and in his and she growled— Nightwing took another, perhaps involuntary step backward before he pushed past her attempt at calling on the Hunt and drew his escrima sticks. 

She hadn’t fought someone like this before, and she realized belatedly why Jason had told her to avoid close combat with the vigilante. He fought like it was a dance; like it was a show, and Daisy was incredibly grateful for the solid armour in the fabric covering her forearms as she used them to block the goddamn electrified baton-like weapons he tried to hit her over the head with. 

“Spooky thing you did there, with the eyes. What’s your secret?” He pushed her back; she lashed out with the knife, he just stepped out of the way, not seeming all that concerned by the move. Was he going easy on her?

If you need to stall, let him talk.

“Oh, you know…” she answered, teeth still bared, with as much enthusiasm as she could muster. “these masks can do all sorts of things.”

“Right, right…” they circled each other; Daisy saw that Batgirl had apparently knocked the other gun from Hood’s hand, too, and he was left with a knife in each hand as she ducked in and out of his range, looking for an opening. “Say,” Nightwing continued, “I’ve heard you have some interesting skills. Heard some people are calling you the Hound. Hood’s dog, really. How much truth is there to that?” 

Daisy did not particularly appreciate his phrasing. “Red Hood’s got a lot of territory to cover by himself,” she said, instead of a real answer. “Just doing my part.” 

She shifted her gaze toward Hood and Batgirl again, only to find the latter was staring at her instead of fighting Hood— her whole body rigid with something that made Daisy take notice. They locked eyes, then, and Daisy had the uncomfortable impression that the girl was seeing far more than she should have been. 

In that moment of mutual distraction, two things happened at once:

The Red Hood threw something in Batgirl’s face that exploded with a small pop, covering her mask in some sort of red goop—

—And Nightwing jabbed Daisy in the side with a goddamn taser. 

She lost eye contact with Batgirl as every muscle in her body clenched tight all at once, a sharp pain lancing through her from the spot where the weapon made contact— like something shoving its way under her skin, down to the tips of her fingers and toes and into her head, and for a horribly long moment everything froze— she couldn’t think, she couldn’t move, she couldn’t—

Daisy fell, gasping, and the electricity was gone but it took her body a couple of seconds to get the memo and in that time, Nightwing was on her, pinning her face-down to the rooftop and wrenching her arms behind her back. Metal closed over her wrists, and she swore. 

Barely ten feet away, Batgirl was still fighting, despite the red substance which had covered the upper half of her entirely-masked face. As Daisy watched, she reached up a hand, attempting to scrub it off— only for the entire hand to stick to her face. 

Hood moved in, grabbed the other hand, tried to throw her to the ground— she yanked the stuck hand out of her glove, leaving the fabric hanging from her face as she slammed an elbow back into Hood’s stomach. He twisted to lessen the impact; she moved a foot out in an attempt to trip him; he saw it coming, hooked his own leg around her outstretched ankle and sent her to the ground. 

She rolled away before he could pin her; springing to her feet and reaching up, possibly planning to rip the entire mask off her face, but then above Daisy, Nightwing yelled: “Batgirl, stop! Disengage!” his voice shook ever so slightly. 

She froze, hands still up in a fighting stance, breathing hard. 

“Hood,” Nightwing said, slowly. “Walk away. Walk away, I’ll leave Alice here, and we’ll get out of your territory.”

They were clearly all doing some mental calculations here; trying to estimate who would win, if they kept fighting, who would get hurt, and whether it would be worth it. For all that Hood was shaking with rage, he looked Nightwing in the eye and, after a long moment, took two careful, meaningful steps backward. 

The vigilante relaxed above her, just a fraction, and called Batgirl to him. After directing her to climb onto his back, he finally stood up and off of Daisy, and she twisted to watch him launch a grapple line from his gauntlet; maneuvered to her feet to watch as the two trespassers swung down into the street below and dashed toward the river, vanishing from sight.

Hood came up beside her, glaring after them. “Good fucking riddance,” he practically spat the words. “You alright?”

She shrugged, the motion awkward with her hands still trapped behind her back. “Fine. He’s not messing around with those taser sticks, is he?” 

He moved behind her and started messing with the cuffs, only to let out a frustrated sound and just— snap the metal with his bare hands, apparently. She raised an eyebrow at the scraps of metal left on her wrists, and he rolled his eyes. 

“After that little show you put on, breaking cuffs is practically nothing. What the hell was that?”

Daisy could peel the mechanism open, now that the locked part was wrecked. Wrists properly free, she frowned at him. “What was what?”

“When he tased you, you know…”

“I don’t, no,” she shook her head, a looming sense of dread creeping into her voice. “What did I do?”  

“You, well, screamed, I guess, but it was like— fucking demonic, all spooky and shit. Your eyes went like—“ he did something like clawed jazz-hands next to his face— “all glowy, and your hands— I don’t know. It was like…”

Daisy looked down at her gloved hands and realized the tips of the fingers were all torn, like something sharp had pushed out from inside of them, like…

“Claws,” she said, numbly. “Fuck.”  

 

Notes:

That last scene I wrote weeks ago, and then like a few days ago ReadyRobin made art of Daisy with claws, like?? Are u a mind reader, am I that predictable, or is Daisy with claws simply the coolest???
Anyway.
Daisy gave the Hunt a whole meal!! <3 and uh oh what’s up with Batgirl?? Curious to see if the non-DC fans know who she is.

If anything, especially in the notes, seems weird, it is likely because I am posting this from my phone at 10pm in London, England, severely jet lagged and having slept eh… maybe 2 of the last 30 hours. And those 2 were on an eight-hour flight, where I was partially responsible for 17 teenagers, three of which managed to have medical incidents during those 8 hours (they’re all fine tho)
Also this is the first time since the start of Aspicio that I’m posting a chapter without the next one being completed! It almost is. But not quite. I’m pretty confident I’ll have time to finish it up, but as mentioned, I’m in England with 17 kids (and 4 other adults) so…

Next time: Kittens learn how to be cats.

 

… Hey! Tell me name ideas for Selina’s several cats!

Thanks :)

Edit July 12, 2024: put the actual chapter in! nothing changed, it's just here now.

Chapter 17: Spilling the Tea

Summary:

Cats make everything better!
In which Jon and the Officer make some friends.

Notes:

Chapter contains minor nightmares, mentioned kidnapping of small child, minor injury, minor Lazarus Content incl discussion of intended harm to a child (Robin), discussion of past murder and assault, minor Beholding Content, some little death threats…
It’s actually quite chill, they’re just talking for most of it.
Still the docs formatting for now, I’ll be home in a few days then I’ll fix both chapters!

Edit: Fixed!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Even on the nights he didn’t share any dreams with statement-givers, Jon’s sleep had hardly ever been peaceful. He still woke in a cold sweat more often than he cared to admit; shaking off the horrid phantom itch of something burrowing into his skin; the agony of being burned; the terror of being followed, hunted; the barrage of not-right faces and plastic hands all around him, touching him; of falling and falling and falling—

And, of course, he didn’t need Daisy’s help to recall the press of the earth squeezing the air from his lungs.

This night, as it turned out, was particularly bad. He had tried to sleep, really, but he could only spend so long shivering in the dark before he started to see things hiding in it; the Officer, bless her tiny heart, could only do so much to banish the ghosts of his past. And so, just after ten, with Daisy still out and the apartment feeling far too empty, Jon decided to forgo trying to fall back to sleep and instead found his way downstairs and into the basement breakroom.

Sure, he could sit out in their living room, but Jon had found he felt safer, with people coming and going, giving him and the kitten nods of greeting and small pets, respectively, as they went about their own late-night business— some even stopping to join him in quiet or conversation. Plus, it didn't hurt that they had a far better selection of tea downstairs.

That night, for the brief period of sleep he’d managed, he had dreamt of Martin, and of spiders. Of spindly arms reaching through an open door, seizing him, taking him away. He had dreamt of cold, cold plastic, and the smell of lavender and vanilla, and Daisy calling for his help, and Melanie screaming and lunging. 

The tea helped, even if it was never as good as when Martin made it, no matter how much Jon practiced. He kept the kettle on, as he had done the previous night, so that if anyone came in weary and exhausted from too-little sleep, or else shaking from the come-down off an adrenaline high from facing Gotham’s many dangers, Jon was ready to offer what unsure, awkward comfort he could— even if the members of Red Hood’s gang tended to prefer coffee, or hot chocolate from that cheap powder.

Just before eleven, Julian returned to the diner with Tamsin and a child who could only be her son in tow. 

The little boy gasped. “Kitty!”

Jon smiled hesitantly and held up the Officer, who made an inquisitive “mrrp?” in response. “Yes, ah… kitty.”

The boy reached out, but his mother held him back. “What do we say?”

The kid turned his huge eyes on Jon. He couldn’t have been any older than five. “Can— can I please pet the kitty?”

Jon nodded. “Of course you can. Be gentle, though, she’s very small,” he added. 

The kid nodded enthusiastically. “I’ll be gentle with the kitty!” 

Tamsin set down the squirming child, and a moment later he was at Jon’s knee, reaching up with careful, almost reverent hands towards the Officer, who butted her head against them. The boy giggled. 

“My son— his name is Jacob,” Tamsin offered. “He’s just four. He’s had… a very eventful night.”

“He was kidnapped,” Julian explained, grabbing himself a mug and loading it with three spoonfuls heaped with that awful hot chocolate powder— Jon pretended not to notice. “By some of Mask’s guys, causing problems again,” Julian continued. “Alice and Hood got him back real quick, though. She’s getting good with the grapple.”

Jon nodded. The kid— Jacob— seemed unharmed, though he was sure the night was very stressful for everyone. 

“The kitty’s got no fur,” Jacob whispered, looking up at Jon with exaggerated concern. “Where’s her fur?”

“She’s not that sort of cat,” Jon explained. “The veterinarian said she’s likely a sphynx, which is a breed that doesn’t naturally grow fur.” 

The kid nodded seriously. “She’s got no fur. She needs clothes.” 

Jon fidgeted with his pyjama sleeve. “She’s alright— she hides inside my jacket when she gets cold.”

He shook his head, frowning up at Jon. “You’ve got to get her a sweater. Okay? She needs a sweater to stay warm.”

“Um...” Jon didn’t know how to respond. Tamsin was smiling fondly in the doorway; Julian was covering his mouth to hide the fact he was laughing quietly at him. He would get no help here. 

“Right, of course. Thank you, Jacob, I’ll be sure to get her a sweater.”

The kid beamed up at him. “Good! She’s a good kitty.” 

“Yes, she is.” 

“Her skin is very soft.”

“Yes, it is.”

“Momma,” Jacob turned around, “can I get a kitty?” 

“No, honey,” Tamsin shook her head. “We can’t take good care of a cat, remember? We aren’t home enough.”

The kid pouted, but didn’t argue further— too charmed by the Officer’s gentle demands for more of his clumsy affection.

After around thirty minutes of them all sitting around the table for a warm drink— even Jacob carefully sipping some lukewarm hot chocolate of his own— Julian’s phone pinged.

“Oh my god,” he groaned, staring down at the screen. “Again? Really?”

“What is it?” Tamsin leaned over.

“Hood needs a ride again. I’ll… be back, or whatever.” 

Jon stood at the same time as him. “Is something—?“ no, Christ, he had to figure out how to stop doing that. “If something is wrong, I would like to know, and, ah, to know if I should come with.”

Julian shook his head. “Don’t think it’s anything like that. Apparently Hood just got knocked around a bit, he says he’s fine but Alice doesn’t want him to drive or grapple to Leslie’s, so…”

Jason was rather prone to injuries, it seemed. It was a good thing he healed quickly, too.

Something occurred to Jon, then. “You drive for him a lot,” he said, curious as to why that was.

Julian shrunk in on himself. “Yeah. It’s whatever,” he grumbled. 

Tamsin laughed. “It’s what you get, is what it is. You’re lucky he didn’t fire you!”

Jon was rapidly becoming confused. “What?” 

Julian sighed. “Hood’s had me on night driver duty ever since I turned eighteen.”

Jon lifted an eyebrow. “That does not explain why.”

Julian looked up toward the ceiling. “It’s— he thought I already was eighteen.”

“Hood doesn’t employ minors,” Tamsin explained. “At least not for the sort of thing Julian usually does. Dangerous things.” 

“Ah,” Jon nodded, “that… makes some sense.”

“He’s still the best boss I’ve ever had, though, you know? Before and now.”

Tamsin picked Jacob up. The boy was starting to get very sleepy; he leaned his head against his mother’s shoulder and twisted to watch the conversation quietly. 

“I think he just wants to keep you close,” Tamsin teased, “you know how protective he gets. If you’re driving him all over Gotham all night, you can’t be off getting into trouble.”

“He literally had me in an active gunfight today!” Julian threw his hands up. “People shooting at me! How is that protective?”

“So he knows you’re capable,” Tamsin shrugged, “and he trusts you. Doesn’t mean he wants you doing the risky stuff where he can’t see you. He had you in bulletproof gear, anyway.”

“Yeah,” Julian huffed. “Whatever. Come on, Tam, I’ll drop you off on the way. Thanks for the drink, Archie!” 

Jon lifted a hand in farewell as Julian ducked out of the room, Tamsin following with the nearly-asleep Jacob in her arms. 

And Jon was alone again.

It wasn’t for long, though; within another ten minutes, someone that Jon recognized as one of Jason’s newer hires pushed into the room looking like she’d seen a ghost— and she sat down, and Jon offered her tea, and so the night continued.

 

 

It was almost one in the morning, while Jon was tidying up the place after a group of three people had come and gone again, that Daisy and Jason finally returned, both looking anxious and exhausted and distinctly troubled, each in their own way— and, yeah, that was a fresh bruise on the side of Jason’s head, already turning very interesting colours. 

“Fucking Batgirl,” Jason snarled, slamming his helmet down on the counter and opening the fridge with more force than necessary. “Goddamn Batman putting goddamn kids in the goddamn field!”

Jon winced. “What, ah, what happened?” He directed the question toward Daisy.

Daisy sat down next to Jon and let her face fall forward into her arms. “I’m turning into a werewolf,” she said into the table.

“What?” Jon exclaimed— the word coming out a higher pitch than he intended. “What—? How—?”

Daisy held up one hand— the tips of her gloves were torn outward, like…

“I’ve grown claws,” she drawled, lifting her head up. “Apparently they helped scare off Nightwing.”

“You met Nightwing?!”  

Jason growled as he thunked down into a chair across from Daisy, cup of lukewarm coffee from the pot that Jon had put on an hour ago in front of him. “Sure fuckin did,” he confirmed, “and the new sidekick.” He spoke the word with such intense derision that Jon felt the back of his neck prickle. 

Daisy sighed and, taking pity on Jon, explained. “We had a little run-in with Nightwing and Batgirl— she’s new, I guess. Jason’s… not fond of her.”

“I didn’t say that!” Jason snapped. “She’s— she’s like Robin.”  

Daisy rolled her eyes. “Hardly. I took Robin down half-starved. Batgirl gave you a run for your money.”

Jason’s eyes flashed green. “Batgirl is a kid.”

“You don’t know that,” Daisy shot back, “just because the last Batgirl was a kid, doesn’t mean—“

“It doesn’t matter!” Jason shouted, “after what happened to her— after what that fucking clown did to us, they have no right to that name!”

There was a moment of shocked silence, stretching long into awkward, before Jason started laughing. It was a sad sound; lost, verging on broken, like the air was being forced from his chest— a laugh that could easily become a sob, if he’d let it. “Batgirl wasn’t even really a kid when I knew her, anyway.”

Jon swallowed, forced himself to keep the compulsion far from his voice as he gently, so gently, met Jason’s eyes across the table. “Then… why?” 

Jason shut his own eyes and tipped his head back. “The last Batgirl was older than me— more Dick’s age, you know? They were friends. Dated a while, actually. She was more like a sister to me than anything; taught me loads of stuff. The sort of tips Dick never needed, tricks that Bruce didn’t have any use for. I wasn’t… like either of them.”

Jon watched, expression carefully open, already dreading where this was going.

Jason laughed again, once, short. “I was a skinny kid from the Narrows, you know? Not strong like Bruce, hadn’t trained in the goddamn circus my whole life like Dick. But Batgirl? She didn’t have any of that, either. She got it. I don’t think I’d have survived a month without her looking out for me, let alone years. And she’s the only one of them that didn’t have a thing to do with my death, or what happened after— she wasn’t going to be saving me or killing the clown from a goddamn hospital bed.”

“What happened to her?” Daisy asked, voice smaller than Jon had heard her in a long time. 

Jason took a deep breath. “The Joker put a bullet in her spine— right before he killed me. Worst part is, he didn’t even care about her, he just did it to get to her dad. And now,” he stared down at the table, venom in his eyes; if looks could kill, Jon knew Batman would be dead. “Now there’s a new Batgirl. They gave away her fucking name, just like they did mine, because Batman never learns a goddamn thing!”

“That’s…” Jon said slowly, frowning, “that’s not fair. We don’t know what—“

“We know enough!” Jason slammed a closed fist down on the table; both his and Jon’s mug jumping and rattling against it from the impact as Jon and Daisy both stared at their friend, tense— the whole room ready to snap. “We know enough,” Jason repeated. “We know there’s another kid in a mask with a stolen name. All because nobody's bothered to show the Bats what happens to baby birds who leave the nest too young.” He bared his teeth; his eyes pulsed green. He stood up.

“You know,” he said, pacing across the small space, “if it weren’t for you two showing up, and all this shit with Mask, I’d have already made my point. Robin would already be retired— permanently.”

Jon jolted backward in his seat. What?

“What?” Daisy asked, leaning over toward Jason. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

Jason spun to face them. “It means that I had it all worked out— Batman knows who I am, and I told him if I ever saw his precious new son, he was dead. All I had to do was prove I’m a serious threat, then wait for him to send the kid away…”

“Where would he send him?” Daisy asked, tilting her head. 

Jason ran a hand through his hair, tugging the white section in the middle straight up. “I don’t fuckin’ know. Some safehouse, or off with his little kid hero friends— doesn’t matter; all my old access codes still work. I checked. I can get into any of those places, and without the Big Bat around to protect him…”

“You were going to hurt Robin,” Jon realized— the phrase equal parts questioning and accusatory. 

“Yeah, no shit I was going to hurt him!” He planted his hands on the table, staring the both of them down, making clear that he was deadly serious. “I was going to make him pay for what he did— make them all pay, make Batman understand that you can’t put a kid in a costume and expect them to make it out unscathed!” 

 Daisy stood up— nearly as tall as Jason, staring at him in a mixture of shock and hard anger as they faced each other over the table. “Do you even hear yourself right now?” She demanded; “be pissed at your dad all you want, but what the hell happened to intel?”

“Intel?” Jason sneered back; “the only intel I need is the fact that they replaced me— and they replaced her! Batgirl was my friend—!”

“The very first thing you told me about what we do,” Daisy interrupted, voice low, verging on a growl, “is that we don’t act without knowing everything we can. This sounds a lot more like jumping to conclusions and reaching for excuses to beat up children.”

Jason abruptly pushed away from the table and spun, letting out a violent snarl that turned into a pained yelp as he put his entire body weight into punching the wall— which, as they were in a basement, was made of concrete.

“Jesus fuck—!”

Jon winced.

Daisy sat back down. “Are you done?” She asked, after a long moment of Jason cursing and clutching his now-injured hand. 

Jason shot her a glare, but it was missing the green edge that it had before. He let his hand hang limp at his side— bloodied, he’d hit the wall more than hard enough to break skin; Jon was a little worried he’d broken more than that. 

“You want more intel?” He huffed. “ Fine, I’ll get you more intel. Maybe then you can stop acting like I don’t know what I’m doing.”

Daisy just nodded politely and smiled. “Thank you,” she said, with only a small flash of teeth. 

Jason turned to Jon. “At least your night turned out alright, yeah? Good Samaritan brought back the Officer, and I heard you met Tam’s kid.”

Jon nodded. “Yes, ah… yes… Uneventful, really…” he winced— just slightly, but evidently not as subtle as he’d have liked, because Daisy caught it immediately.

She froze. “Jon,” she turned her head to face him, “what happened?”

He winced again, opting to stare down at the Officer, curled in his lap, instead of facing the others head-on. After the stressful night they’d had, he really didn’t want to add any more to their plates— but, well, he supposed they needed to know.

“The person who brought the Officer back, may have, possibly, been, ah… Catwoman?”

“What?” Jason exclaimed— though it sounded more shock than outrage, thankfully. 

“Catwoman— like, the villain?” Daisy asked, and Jon nodded in confirmation. 

“Her name is Selina Kyle. She seems… nice?”

“Nice,” Jason repeated incredulously, “she seems nice?”

“She asked me to come meet her cats,” Jon added. “Tomorrow. Or, well, today, I suppose. Two o’clock.”

“And you agreed?” Jason shook his head. “Jon, she’s dangerous!”

“She found the Officer!” He shot back. “She found her, and brought her back, and I heard all this from Julian and Sage already, so you can lay off me.”

They did not, in fact, lay off him. “They knew?” Daisy was shaking her head. “They— oh, I could tell there was something going on when Julian picked us up. He was nervous.”

Jon swallowed. “He didn’t say anything about it, did he?” At Daisy and Jason’s unimpressed stares, he nervously elaborated: “it’s just— well, Julian and Sage, they both got it in their heads that Selina was flirting with me— but I really don’t think she meant it like that! Spending time alone with somebody doesn’t automatically make it a date—“

“Oh my god,” Jason whispered, eyes distant and distinctly horrified. “This can’t be happening.”

“What?” Jon asked.

“You’re going on a date with Catwoman!”

“It’s not a date!” 

“No, Jon, you don’t understand, it’s—“ then Jason stopped himself, took a deep breath, and visibly switched tracks. “Okay,” he said, carefully even. “Okay. Here’s what we’re going to do…”

 

 

April 7, 13:46

Cass: Are you coming to the library today? 

13:53

Cass: Daisy?

 

 

April 7, 13:55

Cass: Are you and Daisy coming to the library today?

Jon: Unfortunately not. I’ve got other arrangements, and Daisy is taking the day off to relax.

Jon: she had a rough night 

Cass: is Daisy ok?

Cass: she didn’t answer my texts

Jon: I think she’s asleep

Cass; ok

 

 

Julian followed Jon out of the car— a spring in his step, a grin on his face, and a gun in his pocket. 

Jon looked from the address on his phone to the Coventry apartment building it had directed them to, then sideways at his completely unnecessary escort. 

“Surely you can stay out here…” he tried.

“Nope!” Julian said, popping the p. “Boss’ orders— see you all the way inside, make sure there’s no murder basement, let your new friend know what’ll happen if she hurts you…”

“You do not need to give Selina a shovel talk, Julian.” He rolled his eyes, stepping up to the door. “I’m fairly certain she knows not to cross the Red Hood. And besides, Sage is right across the street, I have an emergency beacon, and Tamsin’s tagged me— I’ll be perfectly safe.”

Tamsin’s ability was a strange experience, Jon had found; he had held out a hand, she had gently tapped the backs of his fingers, and… nothing. He had felt no difference at all. 

That is, until she had taken a step back and something shifted— an uncomfortable pressure behind his eyes, in his head, building to painful over a few seconds— and then as quickly as it had started it was gone, and Tamsin was blinking back to herself, a hand on the side of her own head. “Oh,” she had said. “That doesn’t usually happen…”

Jon hadn’t been surprised. The Eye was rather possessive; it seemed unlikely it would willingly share the contents of his psyche. 

Despite the discomfort, it seemed her ability still worked, so they had simply agreed Tamsin would keep her check-ins short and sparse.

“Fine,” Julian sighed, following Jon up the short steps to the building’s front door. “No threatening the Catwoman. I still need to check it out before I leave you two alone.”

Jon’s jacket wriggled, and he undid the top enough for the Officer to push her head out under his chin. She peered up at the building, twisted around and sniffed the air, and a moment later— before either of them could press the call button for Selina’s unit— the door opened to reveal the woman herself.

“Are you two just going to stand out here all day, or do you want to come in?” 

“Hello, Selina,” Jon smiled, stepping in through the door followed by his, again, completely unnecessary escort. “This is Julian,” he told her once they were all inside the lobby of the building. “The, ah, the Red Hood insisted on sending him along to make sure it was safe…”

“Oh, I know,” Selina said with a wink and a mischievous little smile. “He’s welcome to have a look around. Wouldn’t want anyone to get the wrong idea.”

“Quite,” Jon agreed. 

Julian, on the other hand, only seemed more suspicious. “How did you know that?”

Her smile widened as they filed into an elevator. “I have my ways,” she teased, and punched the button for the fourth floor. 

Jon frowned as the elevator started its ascent, because… how did she know? Selina hadn’t seemed surprised at all by Julian’s presence, and had apparently taken his scouting out her apartment in stride— was this sort of thing regular procedure in Gotham? Jon didn’t think so. But then, he didn’t exactly have much experience…

Selina leaned toward him and lifted a hand to her mouth to stage-whisper: “you were talking about it right outside. I heard everything.”

Next to Jon, Julian fell back against the wall, laughing with his head in his hands. “Of course you did,” he lamented, “of course, because we can’t have a single bit of opsec where our Archie’s involved, can we?”

“No, I suspect not,” Jon agreed, just a touch self-deprecating, sighing and shaking his head.

“Come, now,” Selina purred, leaning past Jon to smile coyly at Julian. “We all know each other’s names, there ought to be some degree of trust between us…”

Jon wasn’t sure if that was meant as a threat or not, but he didn’t think it was wise to ask. Evidently, Julian felt the same, because he dropped the subject as the elevator door opened into a wide hallway. They were greeted by clean, carpeted floors and wallpaper that wasn’t peeling even a little bit— a rarity in Gotham, from Jon’s limited understanding. 

“Nice place,” Julian said, speaking Jon’s own thoughts; “guess that’s what a life of crime will get you.” 

Selina stopped at a door close to the end of the hallway, key in hand. The doorknob was attached with a custom metal plate shaped like a cat. “Please,” she said, tone chastising. “I’ve retired from that life, didn’t you hear?” 

Julian rolled his eyes. “I heard you got a pardon after helping put the Riddler back in Arkham last time. Less than two weeks clean isn’t what I’d call retired.”

The door swung open, and Selina swept into the apartment, ignoring the remarks.

Jon moved to follow, and Julian stopped him with a hand on his chest. “Nuh-uh, Archie. I go first.”

Jon rolled his eyes, but didn’t protest as his crime-lord-appointed guard made his way into the apartment, trailing after him as Julian peered into every room and every corner to make sure Catwoman wasn’t hiding anything nefarious. 

It was a very nice apartment. Open-concept, with a large comfortable-looking couch and a reclining chair arranged around a coffee table being the first thing Jon saw, closest to the front door; a large flat-screen TV against the wall on his left in between the door to a small laundry room and the kitchen, which was separated from the rest of the space by a bar countertop. The kitchen itself appeared well-cared for, with clean marble countertops and shiny metal appliances, and just beyond it was a simple wooden table with six chairs. The rest of the main space was filled by a veritable castle of cat-trees, a full four of them all placed within easy jumping distance of each other. 

Along the right wall were a series of three doors, which turned out to lead to a bathroom, a small office, and a large bedroom, respectively. A long balcony was accessible from both the living room and the bedroom through large sliding glass doors.

And cats. By Jon’s count, there were six of them; two lounging on the cat trees, one over the back of the couch, one curled up in Selina’s bed, one up on top of a cabinet in the kitchen, and one which had jumped down off the couch as soon as they all walked in, winding its way around Selina’s ankles as Julian explored.  

Selina picked that one up. “Jon, meet Sekhmet. She’s a few years old, now, and I’ve had her and her sister Bastet—” she pointed up toward the cat hiding above the cabinet— “since they were newborns. Their mother is my Isis; she used to be one of the strays I cared for. She was injured protecting her kittens, so I took them in. All spayed, now, of course. Sekhmet is the most friendly of my clowder— Bastet’s shy, and Isis is around here somewhere…”

In Jon’s jacket, the Officer chirruped, and Sekhmet’s ears perked as she leaned forward and sniffed the air. From her hiding place, Bastet also seemed to take interest, eyes locked on the Officer as she sniffed. 

    “Over on the couch here is Mikey— he’s missing a leg—“ Selina gave him a scritch on the head as she walked by, arriving at the cat tree where she deposited Sekhmet and picked up a lanky kitten, seemingly about six months old. “This one is William Shakespurr. I fostered the rest of his litter— they’re all off to their forever homes, now, but he has some health concerns and needs a special sort of care, so I decided to keep him.” She set him back in the tree as Sekhmet jumped down and wound herself around Jon’s ankles, looking up at him with a loud “mrraow!”

“Here we have Kahn, my oldest,” she ran her hand down the back of an older cat sitting calmly on one of the trees, “and…”

There was a tap-thump from the bedroom, followed by the pitter-patter of cat paws on wood; a moment later, the final cat emerged from the bedroom, elegant and pure black with intelligent yellow eyes and her long feather-duster tail held high. 

“There you are! This is Isis,” Selina smiled and bent to pick up the final cat, flipping her onto her back and holding her like a baby. “She’s my soulcat, as I’m sure you understand.” Isis was busy lunging forward to rub her face against Selina’s chin and then— with the sort of ease that indicated this was a regular occurrence— she climbed across the woman’s shoulders and settled around her neck like a fluffy, purring scarf. 

The Officer started to squirm her way out of Jon’s jacket, clearly wanting to get down and see what all the fuss was about, so Jon gently lifted her out of her space inside and crouched down to where Sekhmet was waiting not-so-patiently, making a variety of sounds which ranged from trills to meows to almost-growl grumbles and which Jon interpreted as introduce us now, you criminally tall fiend! 

“Carefully, now,” Selina instructed as the Officer and Sekhmet tentatively reached their noses out toward each other. “Isis and her litter are fond of kittens— they help with all the fosters— but it’s always best to introduce slowly.”

Jon nodded and paid careful attention as Sekhmet moved to sniff the top of his kitten’s head and then gave a few tentative licks.

Within seconds, Sekhmet had the Officer tucked to her side as she set about methodically grooming her; for her part, the Officer put up with this attention remarkably well, and even attempted to groom the older cat back. It wasn’t very effective, but it was extremely cute. 

Jon left them to it.

Julian hadn’t gone so far as to ransack the place, but he took the time to open every drawer and every cupboard; even in the bedroom, all while Selina watched with nothing but a raised eyebrow at the invasion of her private spaces. Of course, the only thing of note that he encountered was the Catwoman gear, stowed away in the bedroom closet— Jon was fairly certain there was more, hidden away in secret compartments and the like, just based on Selina’s permissive smugness if nothing else. 

On instinct, Jon looked up. He was standing in the middle of the bedroom; there was a large bookshelf along one wall. He stared at it.

It moves. It moves, and if you move it there is a ladder that will drop down, and above the bedroom is a hidden storage room. Within that room is a cache of illegal experimental weapons, an extravagant diamond necklace which nobody has yet noticed is missing and replaced with a fake, a computer on which is stored evidence for sixteen high-profile felonies, a painting worth over one-hundred million dollars that made international news when it disappeared from a museum along with—

“Alright!” Julian clapped in the living room, jolting Jon out of his Beholding-induced trance and back to reality. “Everything looks good here.”

Jon stepped back out of the bedroom.

“Archie, you know what to do if you need us?” 

He nodded.

“Good, good. Selina…”

She straightened from where she’d been gently stroking the Officer, curled on the couch with Sekhmet. She crossed her arms. “Yes?”

Julian crossed his own arms back at her. “Archie here has backup less than two minutes away. You try anything, and I mean anything—“

“Julian,” Jon groaned, “please, I told you not to do this…”

Selina just chuckled softly, but Jon could tell that her gaze on Jon’s unwanted guardian was assessing. “It’s quite alright,” she assured them both, side-eyeing Jon. “They care for you like a kitten, don’t they? I can understand why.”

“I am thirty years old,” Jon complained, then gestured at Julian. “He’s barely an adult!” 

“It was lovely to meet you,” Selina said, while ushering Julian towards the door. “Really very nice. You tell the Red Hood and the others that their little Archivist is in safe hands with me, alright?”

Julian, having been successfully pushed back into the doorway, tried to start back up again— “I’ll hold you to that, just so you know! If anything happens—“

“Yes yes, the terrible and vengeful Red Hood will hunt me down,” she said dismissively, “maybe bring his new partner along to sniff out my fear like a bloodhound, make my death slow and bloody. I am well aware, thank you.” 

“And he needs to be back by seven!”

“Thank you , Julian. Goodbye, now!”

She closed the door in his face.

 

 

Thirty minutes later found Jon sitting on Selina’s couch, covered in several cats, while his host prepared some tea and snacks for them in the kitchen. 

“You’re new to Gotham, aren’t you?”

Jon nodded, stroking Kahn in his lap. “Ah, yes. I’ve been here… a little over a week, now.” 

“Only a week? You’ve made quite the impact.” Selina put a tray down on the counter, where Isis was sitting and surveying the goings-on of the apartment. “I’ll admit I was surprised when you introduced yourself… how you did , but it makes a little more sense if you’ve only been doing this such a short time. It takes some getting used to, doesn’t it?”

Jon snorted a half-laugh. “You don’t know the half of it.” 

“I hope you’ve been finding your way alright— making some friends, hm? Even if they are crime lords and cat burglars.”

Jon shrugged absentmindedly. “There are far worse traits for a friend to have. None of you have even tried to kill me yet.”

Selina turned to face him, a confused sort of half-smile on her face. “Do your friends usually try to kill you?”

“Well, Tim succeeded, sort of; blew us both up— although I don’t think we were friends, by the end,” he said, Mikey trying to nibble on his fingers as Jon scritched his fingers along the cat’s chin. “Daisy tried to cut my throat, once. And… well, Melanie stabbed me, but I think I deserved that one…”

“Sounds like you’ve had a rough go of it, huh?” She clicked her tongue. “Poor kitten…”

Jon realized he’d said a little bit more than he meant to, but he couldn’t quite bring himself to care— his focus much more on the cats vying for his attention. “It’s— it's alright, really. All worked out.”

“Well,” Selina leaned against the counter. “You don’t have to worry about any of that with me— I don’t bite,” She grinned playfully, then added on, “unless you ask nicely.”

Jon just nodded absentmindedly. “Sounds good.” And then he finally actually looked up, because Selina was making her way over with a plate of store-bought jam cookies and two mugs of tea, which she placed on the coffee table before settling perched on the recliner so she was sitting adjacent to Jon, her feet tucked up under her and Isis settling across her shoulders. 

He took the offered tea, made according to his request— two sugars, no cream, just like it always was— and took a sip. 

He almost cried. It wasn’t the same, nothing was the same, but for a moment— for just a small moment, it reminded him of the tea Martin used to make him. Not like right before the Unknowing, though, or even from before Elias killed Leitner, when the other man was bringing him tea at least once a day, when it was the only thing keeping him sane and it was the best thing he had ever tasted— no. 

No, it was like the tea Martin used to make him before the Prentiss attack, just after Jon had gotten over his professionalism and admitted that he did, in fact, prefer his tea with sugar in it. It was like those first experiments and tweaks with the ratios, where it hadn’t been quite right but Jon couldn’t have told you how or why. It brought him back to that incredibly hesitant feeling of warmth at the knowledge that somebody cared enough to do even that much for him, to even try making tea that he liked. And Jon—

Jon had a cat trying to eat his hair. Selina laughed— a hand halfway up as though she’d thought to cover her mouth then decided not to bother. It was short, but fond and sweet; leaving behind a playful smile as she watched Jon set his tea down to remove William Shakespurr from the back of the couch, untangling tiny needle-claws from his hair which had— until that moment— been in very good shape. 

As he settled back into the couch, now with the kitten sharing his lap with Kahn rather than in his hair, Selina picked up her own tea and asked: “So, what brings you to Gotham? It seems you’re from very far away.”

Jon sighed. “Yes, you could say that. Daisy and I are here doing, ah, research, I suppose. We’re… stuck here, in a sense, until we find what we need.”

“Daisy— the one who tried to kill you?”

Jon flushed. “That wasn’t— it was a misunderstanding. Sort of. Things are good now, she’s a friend.”

Selina nodded and leaned back, relaxed. “Ah, yes, I know how that can be. What are you researching?”

And because Jon was about as terrible at keeping secrets as he was good at uncovering them, he answered, without much thought: “Oh! Dimension travel.”  

Selina smiled and tilted her head. “What, did you get sent to Gotham from another reality without a way back?”

Jon just stared, eyes wide. It took him far too long to see the amused tilt to the woman’s face, to realize— she was joking, she didn’t know, she couldn’t know. “I— uh. Well, um—“

Her face shifted. She was looking at him strangely, but— small mercies— she didn’t call attention to his little display. “I just meant that Gotham’s not exactly known for its resources in that department. I can’t think of anyone else here researching other realities.”

Trying to salvage whatever scraps of his cover were left, Jon leaned forward and spoke quickly and confidently. “Apparently WayneTech has some recent developments in the field.”

“WayneTech? You’re involved with WayneTech?” Selina asked, incredulous. “I thought you worked for the Red Hood!”

“Uh, I do! We’re… going to visit, to look at some of their research…”

Selina perked up. “Ooh, impressive! When are you going?”

“Uh. Tonight.”

“I’m amazed you could get the clearance! I mean, you work for the Red Hood, and— sorry, I looked you up— you have no credentials at all. Who’d you have to pay off for that?”

At Jon’s tense expression, she grinned. “You did bribe someone, didn’t you?”

Jon shook his head. “Ah, no— well, maybe? But that wasn’t to get clearance, I don’t, uh…”

She leaned forward, chin resting on one palm. “Did you blackmail someone?”

“No! Nothing like that, Selina, just drop it—“

“Wait.” She froze. “It’s Saturday. They wouldn’t… you said tonight? When?”

This conversation was rapidly spiraling out of Jon’s control. “It doesn’t matter, alright? Just forget I said anything.”

Her jaw dropped. “Are you breaking into WayneTech?”

Jon’s eyes went wide. Shit. Shit shit shit—

“And you didn’t invite me?!”

Oh.

Okay. 

He could work with that.

“It’s supposed to be a secret,” he admitted. “It’s just Hood, me, and, ah— Alice, that’s Hood’s new partner— that are going.”

“I’m guessing Alice is this Daisy friend of yours?”

Jon let his head fall forward into his hands with a groan. 

Selina chuckled and reached over to pat him consolingly on the back. “Oh, there there, kitten! I’m used to teasing secrets out of people far more practiced at keeping them than you. Don’t feel bad.”

Jon sat back up and grabbed a cookie. “You can’t come, anyway.”

Selina sighed. “If you’re going to be breaking into places like WayneTech, you need a teacher. And, well, I happen to know a thing or two about breaking and entering…”

“That’s not— Hood’s got a plan, and I am one-hundred-percent certain that he wouldn’t appreciate you tagging along. He knows what he’s doing.” Jon nibbled the cookie.

“Oh, he has a plan now, does he?” Selina rolled her eyes. “And how does this plan account for Batman, hm?”

“What does Batman have to do with anything?”

Selina shrugged and tucked her feet up further under herself. “The Red Hood’s not exactly the most emotionally stable, and he’s never hidden his opinions on Batman, has he?” She waved a hand in the air, “I mean, I hear even mentioning the Bats around him can get you shot.”

Jon chewed on the last bit of his cookie and swallowed before answering. “That… may be true,” he started, “but we have no reason to believe Batman will show up at all. My understanding is that it’s meant to be a stealth operation.”

Selina shook her head. “I would be shocked if they aren’t keeping a very close eye on your boss. And besides that, where Wayne’s involved, the Bat’s never far behind— if you knew anything, you’d know that.”

Jon furrowed his brow, tilted his head. Something in her tone…

“Do you know who Batman is?”

He hadn’t meant it as a compulsion; he hadn’t meant to ask the question aloud at all, but by the time his brain caught up with his mouth it was too late.

“Yes, I do. Ooh, that is…” Selina shivered, leaned back. “That feels interesting. Hm.” She paused; took a breath. “Yes, I do know the Batman’s identity,” she confirmed. Then with a smile she leaned forward again, both feet on the floor, and looked Jon in the eye. “But a lady never kisses and tells!” Her smile dropped. “And if you ever pull that information out of me, Archivist,” her tone had dipped into something dark— a threat, not just in the words but in every line in her body— “I will make sure that secret dies with you. Are we clear?”

Jon abruptly understood what everyone meant when they said she was dangerous. “Crystal,” he breathed. “It— it was an accident, I can’t always— I’m sorry.”

“You are forgiven.” Selina smiled and then settled back into her chair like nothing had happened, taking a sip of her tea as she asked, casually: “When are we leaving?”

“Uh, I really don’t think…” 

She levelled him with a flat look.

“I’m actually not sure,” he admitted, “Hood’s planning everything.”

“Hm. I’ll just come back to your little base with you, then.” 

“… right.”

This was going to be a very interesting evening.

 

Notes:

This chapter in particular was only possible thanks to help from friends in the comments and on the Aspicio discord server:
Some pieces of conversation were drawn from discussion on the Aspicio discord; in particular, Selina and Jon’s discussion of his friends usually trying to kill him, thanks to Lira_Buswavi and michael-june for dialogue ideas (AeF Discord #spoiler-chat - June 24, 2024 5:24 pm)
Thanks to michael-june and others from the Aspicio discord for help with research! (Such as with timeline issues; AeF Discord #general - June 26, 2024 12:18 pm)
Mayor_Ducky suggested a cat eating Jon’s hair :) (AeF Discord #spoiler-chat - July 3, 2024, 3:21 pm)
Cat names are from the following sources:
- Sekhmet: aphemorpha suggested Sekhmet (AeF:GA comment on Chapter 16 - June 30, 2024, 7:55 pm PDT + AeF Discord #spoiler-chat - July 1, 2024, 12:08 am)
- I added Bastet to complete the theme with Isis (and because I thought it’d be funny if Sekhmet was the friendliest :3)
- Isis: canonical — DCAU (B:TAS etc)
- Mikey; short for Michael: commenter Sara_Shadowwyng (AeF:GA comment on Chapter 16 - July 1, 2024, 7:58 pm PDT)
- William Shakespurr: commenter The_Accidental_Terrance (AeF:GA comment on Chapter 16 - June 30, 2024, 3:40 pm PDT)
- Kahn: based on commenter Hg8o’s cat who passed away earlier this spring. (AeF:GA comment on Chapter 16 - June 30, 2024, 8:04 pm PDT) — I hope his name being used here brings you some joy and comfort <3 (If you want to tell me more about him, I would love that :3)

Finally: Huge thank you to michael-june, Klemmy, and Cassie for helping beta read this chapter while I’m in England! You guys are the very best and I appreciate everything you’ve done <3

(I’m a university student, I have been trained to cite my sources lol)

I have written exactly none of the next chapter at this point. That’s never been the case with Aspicio before. I do however have a pretty detailed plan, and I’ll be home in a few days so hopefully I will have time to write <3

Next time: Trespassing 303, and (hopefully) I get to update the character tags once again!

Edit July 12, 2024: put the chapter text in! Nothing's changed, it's just here now.

Chapter 18: Trespassing 303

Summary:

It's time for a heist! Surely nothing will go wrong!
In which Jon, Daisy, Jason, and Selina break into WayneTech.

Notes:

Chapter contains mentioned League of Assassins, breaking and entering, crimes against fashion, minor Vast content (heights), potentially unsafe use of experimental machinery, and Web Content.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Despite the night to come hanging over them, Jon passed the rest of his afternoon in a comfortable fashion: curled on the couch covered in cats, sipping tea and— after a brief conversation about their media preferences— watching a show called Where on Earth Is Carmen Sandiego? on Selina’s insistence. 

It was… interesting.

Miraculously, he managed not to divulge any more sensitive information. Even when they were getting ready to head to the diner, and Jon realized that Selina would probably need to be told at least a little bit more about what they were doing.

After all, they were breaking into WayneTech to use a machine that was, supposedly, going to tell them more about the tapes— which Selina didn’t even know about. From the notes Alan gave them, they knew the machine was the cumulation of over a decade of incredibly secretive research, and represented one of a set of major breakthroughs that had begun almost four years previous. According to him, there was no better time to be researching alternate realities in Gotham. 

No better time to sell trade secrets either, apparently. 

Selina had just finished laying her Catwoman gear out across her bed when Jon stepped into the open bedroom doorway, knocking on the doorframe with the hand not holding Kahn over his shoulder. 

“Selina?”

She half-turned toward him. “Hm?” 

“It’s, ah—“ he closed his mouth, thinking. Did she really need to know the details? She seemed perfectly on board with the whole thing regardless. And maybe Jason wouldn’t let her come after all, and then he’d have told her for nothing. “Are you sure about coming along?” He settled with, “You don’t even know why we’re breaking in…”

She shrugged. “It’s for your research, that’s good enough for me. I’m sure once the Red Hood can tell me what parts of the building we’ll be passing through, I’ll find myself something valuable to take home— just some souvenirs, you know how it is.” 

Jon did not really know how it is. “You’re not curious at all?”

Selina rolled her eyes, reaching toward the hem of the shirt she was wearing. “Of course I’m curious, but I can be patient. Now get out, I need to change.”

Jon stepped back out into the living room, closing the bedroom door behind him. 

In his stomach, a subtle feeling of unease began to form. 

He pushed it aside.

 

 

April 7, 17:53

Daisy: hey, I’m up. How’s Selina’s? You coming back soon? 

Daisy: I saw you typing. Spit it out.

Jon: I may have, completely accidentally, revealed some information earlier. To Selina. About tonight.

Jon: She wants to come with.

Jon: I don’t know how to tell Jason. 

Daisy: you’re an idiot

Jon: I am well aware, thank you. What do I do?

Daisy: hold on. He’s out right now.

 

New Group (RH, Daisy, Jon)

April 7, 17:58

Daisy created the group 

Daisy changed the group name to Who Needs Opsec, Anyway?

Daisy: hey @RH, Jon let slip to his new friend about our little field trip today. 

Daisy: apparently she wants to join us.

Jon: I’m sorry.

RH: what the fuck, Jon

Jon: I said I’m sorry!

RH: you’re going to be!

RH: fuck I can’t deal with this right now

RH: I’m in a meeting

RH: Julian’ll come get you at 6:30, I’ll meet you at the diner.

Jon: Okay. 

 

 

Needless to say, the energy when Julian dropped both Jon and Selina (who was dressed in her full Catwoman attire) off outside the diner was… tense. Really, it had been tense from the moment Selina slid into the seat across from Jon only to be met with Julian grinning at her in the rear-view and slyly commenting “Un-retired already, I hear?” 

She’d just smiled and leaned in over the center console to whisper something in Julian’s ear— something that had the young man’s face going slack, his eyes a touch wide. He had swallowed nervously and twisted back to face forward, back straight, and stared straight ahead for the whole trip. A part of Jon— he wasn’t sure which part— desperately wanted to know what she’d said, and he feared if he opened his mouth the first thing out of it would be a Question.

They hadn’t talked much during the rest of the drive.

When they arrived, however, there were plenty of words to be spoken.

“Absolutely not,” Jason was insisting, Selina making herself at home across the diner’s break room couch while Jon sat awkwardly next to Daisy at the table. “You weren’t even supposed to know about this—“ he shot Jon a look— “there’s no way in hell we’re taking you with.”

Selina sighed, sounding very put-out. “And here I was thinking you’d be reasonable about all this. It’s not like I’ll be deadweight, is it? I daresay of all of us, I’ve the most relevant experience…”

“That doesn’t fucking matter,” Jason half-snarled, “I’m not working with Catwoman.”

“Is this about the Bats?” She tilted her head. “You know I run from them far more than I run with them…”

“You helped them with—“

“The Riddler, yes, and I had my reasons. Branching out into heroics was not one of them.”

“I’m sorry,” Daisy interrupted, “isn’t Catwoman, like, famous for breaking into places? Shouldn’t we be happy she’s on our side for this?”

Jason whirled on her. “She says she’s on our side,” he warned, “but she could rat us out and ruin the whole thing just as easy.”

Selina nodded. “I could. I could have run off the moment our little Archivist let the truth slip, warned poor Brucie that his top-secret laboratory isn’t so secret anymore…”

Jason snarled, eyes flashing green, but before he could do anything rash, she kept talking:

“But I didn’t. And I won’t. Who do you take me for? You think I’m stupid enough to act against you like that on purpose?” She shook her head. “You’re the Red Hood. You’ve got balls enough to steal the Joker’s name, and I trust you’d have no trouble tracking me down, with your resources.”

“You could use it to get in good with the Bats, especially after helping them last time, and you know it.” Jason pointed a finger at her, accusatory.

Selina lifted a gloved hand, flexed her fingers so the sharpened metal on the tips of her fingers flashed. “And you know that they’d only cut my claws— and now that I know what I do, when something goes wrong with your suicidal little plan, I’m sure you’ll pin it on me. That happens, and I’ll need to throw my lot in with them, or else go to ground and leave the city.” She lifted her chin and looked Jason in the eye. “I don’t particularly like either option. Better to make sure you succeed.”

Next to Jon, Daisy was watching Selina thoughtfully, appreciatively, with what looked like a growing sense of respect. 

Jon raised a hand slowly, managing only to cringe fractionally when Jason turned those vibrant eyes on him. “What?”

“If it helps,” Jon offered. “She’s not lying.”

She wasn’t. He’d been keeping an eye out for it, and while there was certainly something she wasn’t saying, nothing she had said was a lie. 

“Are you sure?”

He nodded. 

Selina raised an eyebrow. “Your little Archivist comes in handy, doesn’t he?” 

Jon shrugged. “I, ah. I try?”

She scoffed, an amused little smile playing on her face. “I’ll admit I have other motivations for helping you, but one of them… you’re an interesting man, Jon. I’d hate to see this city’s defenders get their hands on you just yet— and distracting the Bat is one thing I am very good at.”

“Batman,” Jason forced the name out through gritted teeth, “won’t be anywhere near this, and if he shows up I’ll put a goddamn bullet between his eyes.” 

It was a curious parody of Jon’s earlier conversation with Selina on the same topic. “I thought we weren’t supposed to actually kill any Bats,” Daisy pointed out. “Something about it making our lives a nightmare?”

Selina nodded, pointed at Daisy. “Smart woman. You should listen to her.”

“It doesn’t matter, he won’t be there!” Jason insisted, growing still more agitated. “We’ve got the plans to the entire building, Camryn’s already cracked their security, and even if she’s missed something, Jon’ll fry their cameras the second he walks into the place! Just because its his own damn company doesn’t mean the fucking Dark Knight is going to come running at every little—”

Jason cut himself off. Everyone stared at him. 

He swore. 

Selina sat up, feet on the floor, leaning forward— ready to spring. Her eyes snapped to Jon. “How?”

Jon’s eyes widened. “Well, we, ah. It wasn’t anything to do with you! We’ve all known, for, well… a while?”

She turned her eyes— sharp, so sharp, such a change from the half-playful exasperated expressions she’d been wearing while trying to win them over— to Jason. “Did Jon tell you?”

Daisy laughed.

“No,” Jason grit out. “I’ve known for a long time. Just wish I was surprised that you knew.”

Selina leaned back, still wary. “You’re with the League of Assassins, right?”

Jason shrugged, rubbed his hands over his eyes. “Why not, who needs secrets anyway,” he muttered, then looked up and, more clearly, confirmed her suspicion. “Yeah, I trained with the League. Why?” His eyes had thankfully gone mostly back to normal; apparently he hadn’t been too deep, and the shock of accidentally revealing something he hadn’t meant to was enough to snap him out of it.

 She hummed. “It’s just that you must be higher up in their… organization than I had assumed, to know things like that.”

Jon had to actively prevent himself from saying anything at all, because he was suddenly very certain that if he did speak, he’d say something stupid like oh, yeah, he’s been adopted by Talia al Ghul, or he’s known Batman’s identity since he was Robin, actually, and somehow he didn’t think Jason would appreciate that sort of input. 

Jason just shrugged. “I’ve climbed the ladder a ways, yeah. Comes with some perks.”

“Any of these perks going to help us out tonight?”

Jason sighed and moved toward the door. “No. Not unless things start to go very wrong. Now come on,” he said, voice laced with resignation as he gestured for them to follow him, “all of you. We’ve got a better table for planning this shit in the other room.”

Selina pushed off the couch and sprang to her feet, grinning widely in satisfaction. “You’ve come to your senses, then?” 

Jason turned his head to glare at her from the doorway. “Don’t push it. You can come. You will stay out of our way. You will tell me if you take anything, and don’t take anything they’ll miss enough to hunt me down for. Got it?”

“Yessir!” Selina agreed with a mocking salute. “Don’t you worry— I’ll behave.” 

Jon wasn’t sure behaving was a part of Selina’s skill set, but he opted not to voice his thoughts on the matter. There was no more time for arguments— they had a research facility to break into. 

“This is going to be fun,” Daisy said, turning back to grin at Jon as they followed the others out through the curtain which was still being used in place of a proper door— although they’d gotten a better curtain in the last couple of days, one with little cat paws and mugs of tea on it. Jon thought it was nice. 

“I certainly hope so,” Jon agreed, absolutely sure, deep in his gut, that it was going to be quite the opposite of fun.

He swallowed down his growing dread.

 

 

The first part of their plan went smoothly. Too smoothly, in Jon’s opinion, but the others didn’t seem to think that anything was amiss. 

“Welcome to Trespassing three-oh-three,” Daisy joked in a whisper, nudging Jon playfully with her elbow while they waited with Jason on a narrow ledge some twenty-five storeys up on the side of Wayne Enterprises’ main multi-branch research and development building. They were watching Catwoman carve out a careful, perfect hole in the glass of a window— with a device Jason had reluctantly handed her— hanging upside down, two floors below them, from a line Daisy held the other end of. “Guest lectured by one Selina Kyle, Catwoman herself.” 

Jon rolled his eyes, making sure to project the movement into his head so that Daisy could see it— his outfit, as it was, made it difficult to see his expressions. 

The simple domino mask had been replaced by a thicker one that covered most of the top half of his face and reached around to cover his temples and ears— apparently, it was a much more protective material, and it came included with some tech that he was sure would be very handy. He’d also been given an armoured bodysuit, not unlike the ones worn by the other three, over which he had layered a simple yellow sweater vest and a pair of dark green knee-length tactical cargo shorts from the diner’s equipment stockpile before Jason had shoved a leather jacket just like the one Daisy wore into his arms— heavy-duty black boots and a small backpack full of tape recorders completing what could, in strictly technical terms, be called a comfortable and bulletproof fashion disaster. 

Daisy’s outfit had changed, too; where before she’d had a domino with a separate headpiece, now her mask was more like Jon’s— except hers seemed even sturdier, and covered even more of her face, wrapping around the sides of her head and down to connect at the base of her skull, with small bat-like— or, Jon supposed, wolf- like— points on the top. It was a dark red that matched her hooded jacket. Aside from the mask change, she’d added some more equipment— most of it specific for this mission, but it had required that she rearranged her various pouches and pockets to accommodate for it, and she’d taken the opportunity to add more knives.

The line in Daisy’s hands went slack; a moment later, Selina tugged on it twice— the signal for all clear.

“She’s in,” Daisy told Jason, who nodded and took the end of the line from her. “You next.”

Daisy nodded, then pulled out her grapple gun and fiddled with the settings a moment before pulling the hook out and wedging it into place next to Jason’s line and using it to rappel down the side of the building. 

In Jon’s ear, Daisy’s voice crackled— just above a whisper, quiet but confident. “Safe.”

“You’re up, Archivist.” 

Jon did not like the grapple. It was a miracle he’d been able to get up there, honestly— strapped to Jason’s back like an oversized koala in a process which was incredibly mortifying for the both of them, and apparently hilarious to Daisy and Selina. He was doing his best not to think about it. 

He leaned carefully over the edge of the building, Jason slowly letting out the line for him where it was attached to his chest so that he could get his feet on the vertical surface before slowly edging downward, one step at a time, toward the very nice circular opening Selina had carved into the window below. 

He determinedly did not look down, but—

You are approximately 83 metres or 272 feet above the ground, he was oh-so-helpfully informed. He pictured the cord snapping, saw the distant concrete rushing up toward him— felt the wind snatching away all the air and his stomach dropping out as he fell he was falling please not again not again—

He jarred his elbow catching himself on the top edge of the glass as his feet fell through into the warmer air inside the building. Then Daisy was catching his legs, guiding him through to standing as the line let him down those last few feet, and he was on solid ground once again— or something like it, anyway. He decided it would have to be close enough. 

“You okay?” Daisy whispered, her comm muted— her words only for Jon.

“Quite alright,” he assured her. “Just, ah… not a fan of heights.” He willed his hands to stop shaking.

She shrugged. “You get used to it.” 

“I would rather not,” he admitted dryly, and then Jason swung through the opening and landed in a crouch beside them. 

They had entered through a spacious private office on the floor which, if their information was any good, held the research laboratories for the project Alan was a part of. Of course, WayneTech didn’t exactly advertise this particular project on their website, so they wouldn’t know for sure if they were in the right place until they stepped out of this room and into the rest of the building.

Jason tapped the side of his helmet, and a moment later spoke, presumably into his comm— the proximity echo eliminated by a recent modification to their tech that selectively muted individuals within easy hearing range. “How’re we looking?”

Camryn’s voice filtered back to them. “Motion detectors are down, and I got all the cameras I can find on a loop— you’re ghosts.”

“Sage?”

“All clear. Night guards are eating cake in a third-floor breakroom— I think it’s somebody’s birthday.”

Selina scoffed a dismissive sort of laugh. “What did I say? Security guards in rich buildings like this rely too much on their fancy alarm systems.” She grinned. “Be sure to write that in your notes, class~!”

Jon rolled his eyes. Daisy grinned back.

Jason moved to the computer setup on the dark wood desk in the middle of the room, pulling out a USB drive. “Camryn, if I turn this on, is that going to cause a problem?”

“Shouldn’t,” she answered. “Those computers are connected to the wifi, but I took that down.” 

Selina whistled lowly, moving toward the desk and picking up a pen to twirl between her fingers. “Your girl’s impressive, Hood. The wifi?”

“Above the eighth floor,” Camryn confirmed. “Elsewise the whole security system would trip and tip them off…”

Jason wiggled the mouse and the monitor lit up with a nighttime Gotham cityscape— the photo apparently taken from the roof of a very tall building, overlooking one of the bridges Jon recognized as spanning the river between the north and central sections of the city. A layer of snow covered every rooftop, pristine in a way Jon knew the streets below were definitely not, Christmas lights twinkling in a few windows and lining some of the trees in Robinson Park as well as those near the entrance to Wayne Botanical Garden. Far in the distance, the rich neighborhood north of the city was just barely visible, the cross on top of a church outlined with those same twinkling lights. 

There was a dark shadow silhouetted against the white of a roof a few buildings from the photographer’s vantage point, facing away; pointed ears, cape wrapped snug around itself and… and there, he was sure the cape was tucked around another, smaller figure, too, perhaps one hiding in its warmth— Jon leaned forward, squinting to try to see—

Jason plugged the drive into the side of the computer, and the image on the monitor was blocked out by a solid white screen and a string of text flying by too fast to keep track of— code, of some sort, maybe. Jon wasn’t sure— he and computers didn’t exactly get along, these days.

“What are you doing?” Daisy asked Jason while Selina picked up what looked like a little name plate off the other side of the desk, squinting at it strangely before it disappeared into her bag along with the pen.

Jason shrugged. “Figured I might as well take what I can while we’re here. Come on, we can let this run while we look around.”

The door to the office swung towards them; the simple metal sign on the outside— which the others all ignored— reading Alvin Draper. Jon thought that sounded just like the sort of name some American middle manager in a huge office tower would have.

The feeling of foreboding was back, and Jon found himself lagging behind the others as they stepped out into the hallway, turning on their flashlights; his eyes lingering a moment longer on the computer, even though he couldn’t see the screen, before he followed. 

The rest of the floor was just as dark and deserted as the office, all wide hallways lined with locked doors— Selina was already picking at one of them just a few yards down. Daisy stood next to her, one hand shining a light at Selina’s hands while she held her phone in the other— it was open to a map of the building. They all had the same one, and Jon was very certain that they weren’t supposed to go that way.

“Catwoman,” Jason sighed. “What are you doing?”

“Just having a look around!” She smiled in satisfaction as the lock clicked.

Jon moved closer as the door swung open and Selina slipped inside, taking her flashlight back from Daisy who stayed standing in the doorway just poking her head in.

“What’s in there?” Daisy asked.

Jason threw his head back in exasperation. “Oh for the love of…”

Luckily, Selina was back out of the room before Jason had finished stomping over. “Nothing for us,” she answered Daisy. “A lot of broken pieces of tech from that robot thing last year. We do not want to mess with that stuff.”

“‘That robot thing’?” Jon finger-quoted, “meaning…?”

“Justice League dealt with some robots-taking-over-the-world plot overseas last year,” Jason explained. “Pretty standard stuff for them. Come on.”

As they returned to walking down the darkened hallway, Jon paid better attention to the doors they passed— all were labelled, and while most were either marked something incredibly unhelpful like workroom F-27 or artefacts of incident N187-02/02/18, some doors had labels reading things like Tamaranean Physiology Replication or Cloaking Tech R&D or Kryptonite.

“Ooh!” 

“No, absolutely not!”

“But Hood, they have kryptonite here!” Selina pouted, already approaching the door.

“I said nothing that they’d hunt me down for—“

“I’ll only take a little bit!”

“We don’t have time for this,” Jason hissed.

“Isn’t that the stuff you stole a whole bunch of from Black Mask?” Daisy asked. “Why is it here?”

“This is a research building,” Jason huffed. “They have it here for research.”

Jon frowned. “The Justice League— that’s Batman.” He formulated his thoughts into a non-question, and said: “I thought his connection with Bruce Wayne was meant to be a secret.” 

Selina pulled out her lockpicks. “Oh, it is— on paper, Wayne Enterprises just has a deal with the JL. It’s all public knowledge, very above-board.” 

Jason moved to shove Selina’s hand away from the locked door. She danced out of the way, rolling her eyes. 

“Batman,” Jason explained to Jon and Daisy, “uses the agreement as a cover to funnel company funds into his vigilante shit. But they do actually research whatever’s left after the heroes win whatever fight they got into that month, too.”

They both nodded. “Interesting,” Daisy said, turning to follow Selina. Jon trailed after them.

They came to a large central area that seemed to serve as a sort of intersection, several different hallways branching off from it, including the one they had just come from which was labelled Technology and Information. Other sections included such hits as Office Wing B and Archives (Nonfunctional).  

Jon swept his flashlight across each of the halls in turn, and then nearly jumped out of his skin when he pointed it above one of the doorways and was met with the snarling face of a gargoyle, poised on a ledge like it was about to leap down at them. All three of the others startled at his cut-off sound of alarm, Jason swinging his own light around until it landed on the same thing. He snorted.

“Really, Archie?”

Another sweep of the flashlight revealed that there were, in fact, gargoyles over the entrance to every hallway, each with jewels in their eyes that glittered under the shine of the flashlights, except for two of them— they were opposite each other, and both their left eyes seemed… oh.

“They put cameras in the gargoyles,” Daisy was grinning. “That’s great. Really sticking to the bit, there.”

Selina walked under the one that had spooked Jon, then jumped up to grab hold of the door frame and swung herself up to catch one foot over the tiny ledge above it. 

“What are you doing?” Jason asked.

“Souvenirs!” Selina answered, maneuvering herself until she was perched next to the gargoyle, then pulled some sort of tool out of her bag and started wedging it into the left eye, apparently prying the gem loose. 

Jason, having given up on stopping Selina from stealing shiny objects, took the time to check in with Camryn again. 

“Any updates?”

A pause. “Everything looks good, still. Except… hm.”

“What is it?” 

“Well, it’s just— the office you went in through. There’s some sort of… extra security layer, in there, and I don’t have control over the camera anymore.”

That got everyone’s attention. “Is it back on?” Daisy asked after tapping the side of her mask.

“I don’t think so, but that’s the problem— I might not be able to turn it back on when you leave. It’s… weird.”

Selina jumped down from the doorframe, two small red gemstones vanishing into her bag. “That sounds like a problem for later,” she pointed out. “Don’t we have some sort of research to steal?” 

“It’s a machine,” Jon corrected. “We’re not actually stealing the research, just… borrowing it.”

“Right. And what does this machine do?”

Jason pointed down a hallway labelled Dimensional Anomaly Research. Set a few feet into that hallway was a door; it was far thicker than any of the others they had passed, heavy-duty, locked shut with a numbered keypad and a retina scanner.

The group approached as Daisy answered Selina’s question. “It’s called a Dimensional Anomaly Detector,” she explained. “Apparently, it’s some sort of scanner. ‘Quantifies localized disturbances in the fabric of reality,’” she finger-quoted. “It’s supposed to tell us how much something’s screwing with reality, and also the most it has ever screwed with reality.”

Jon nodded. “The man we got the information from gave us very thorough notes. He was quite enthusiastic.”

Selina hummed. “Interesting.” 

Without hesitating, Jason punched in the number that they had all memorized, then pulled a small device off of his utility belt and held it over the scanner— a moment later, the little light above the mechanism beeped green, and with a click they were in.

 They stepped inside, footsteps all nearly silent. The hallway within was long and wide, the walls between doors— spaced at varying distances from each other, most apparently offices— covered in whiteboards and cork boards and paper posters displaying technological jargon Jon could not possibly hope to understand. Along either side of the space a few feet from the walls were an assortment of shelves and glass cases; the shelves holding boxes and books, the cases holding the most random collection of objects Jon had ever seen, each labelled with a date and a number. He read the first few as they passed them. 

A pasta strainer: 04/09/2015, 1.2.

Leg warmers: 06/28/2013, 2.9. 

A chewed-up tennis ball: 11/03/2017, 3.5. 

A pair of goggles: 02/16/2009, 1.6. 

A half-empty bottle of lotion: 08/14/2017, 377.7.

That last one sent a shot of adrenaline racing through Jon, hair standing up all over his skin; he forced his eyes off of it, but even as they passed the displays— there were dozens more of these objects— and walked further toward the end of the strange room, the feeling of deep anxiety did not abate. 

At the end of the hall was a single heavy door, not locked. Without hesitating, Jason pulled it open.

The room inside was smaller, square, and split in half mostly by a large glass partition. On the side closer to them was a sort of large, low table, covered in buttons and switches and darkened touch-displays, angled towards them so that one could stand behind the desk facing the glass. Daisy was the last one in, and she found a light switch, turning it on to reveal—

The machine.

On the other side of the partition, what looked like a large glass tube— tall enough to stand in, wide enough that Jon thought he could nearly stretch both his arms out if he were to stand in the middle— capped on the top and bottom by shining white plastic, thick metal wires snaking out of the top and coiling around the whole thing like a facsimile of a birdcage. The complete effect was like something straight out of a science-fiction movie.

Off to one side, there was a heavy-looking door, labelled To Remain Closed While DAD In Operation.

It wasn’t locked, either. Jason pushed it open, gesturing for Jon to follow while Daisy approached the control desk and started rooting through one of her pouches. Selina stayed standing by the door and watched, head tilted slightly to one side.

Daisy considered the display a moment, then pressed a button that had the entire thing lighting up and the room coming to life with the sound of high-pitched whirring electronics. 

“Ooh, fun!” Selina said, coming to stand next to Daisy. “What now?” 

“Now,” Jason said, slipping between the metal wires, “we open the door.” 

Daisy nodded. “Right, uh…” 

She pressed another button, and the glass tube shifted; part of it sliding sideways to create an opening large enough to step in. Jon took off his backpack. 

“Hand me the first one,” Jason instructed. Jon rooted through the bag until he found the requested tape recorder, then passed it to Jason, who placed it on the ground inside the tube.

With another button push, the glass slid back into place, and Jason ushered Jon back through the door and behind the control desk. 

“Alright, let’s see…” Jason tapped one of the touch-screens, turned one of the dials. “Okay. Alice, hit it.”

Daisy pressed the large blue button in the middle of the desk, and the machine started to spin. It was like nothing else Jon had seen before— the metal wires, which he’d thought were attached to the floor, spun around in one direction while the glass itself and its supporting structure spun in the other. The platform inside, where the tape sat comically small by comparison, was the only thing to stay still, everything moving around it, speeding up until it was hard to see exactly what was happening, until— 

Jason gestured at the screen. “I think it’s working, look at this.”

Jon peered at the display from next to Jason, and sure enough, there were numbers and levels of something fluctuating and changing as the machine did its work. After a few more seconds, the numbers on the screen stabilized, and at Jason’s nod Daisy pressed another button and the machine slowed its spinning. 

“Current DAL is one point two,” Jason read out. “Maximum DAL… thirty eight point six. What did the notes say about the levels?”

“Uh…” Jon pulled out his phone and navigated to his copy of Alan’s notes. “Anything above… oh.” He swallowed. “Anything above point three is noteworthy. Anything above two is significant. Above ten is… high.”

“Oh, damn. Okay.” Jason pulled out another one of his USB flash drives and searched briefly for a place to plug it in. “Write that down, let’s try the next one.”

The next tape was much the same; current level one point one, maximum level thirty five point four. The one after, too, and the one after that— in fact, all the tapes had a current Dimensional Anomaly Level between one and two, and a maximum level somewhere in the thirties. 

“Okay,” Jason nodded. “Now for the real test. Archie, go turn the recorder on, will you?”

Jon nodded and stepped back through to the other side of the room, slipped between the wires and, once the glass slid open for him, entered the central chamber and crouched down to press record.

He cleared his throat. “Um. Hello, Martin. I’m not sure if you’re listening, but— well, we’re just doing a test right now, to… see if you’re receiving these, hopefully. We, ah. We broke into WayneTech, it’s all quite exciting!” 

“Come on, Archie!” Daisy called. Selina was watching the proceedings with marked interest. 

Jon exited the room the way he’d come; the machine turned on; and…

Current DAL: 18.7

Oh. 

Oh.

Jon felt a sort of excitement start to build inside him; a nervous energy mixed with vindication because— because—

“A level that high means it’s going through, right?” Daisy asked, looking between all of them to confirm. “It’s— it’s going through.”

“We don’t know that for sure,” Jon pointed out. “It could be that it's going out of this universe but not… not into another one, and Martin hasn’t answered, so…”

“But this is a good sign,” Jason nodded. “I’m still downloading the data off here, we’ll be able to use that to help interpret it— there’s a whole bunch of other shit it’s picking up on that I can’t make sense of yet.”

The excitement settled into a sort of dreadful anticipation in Jon’s gut— the knowledge that they were finally getting some answers, and even if it was only a baby step they were still one step closer to getting home. 

“I have a question,” Selina piped up, leaning against the wall opposite the partition. 

They all turned their attention to her, waiting; she gestured at the machine, and then at Jon. “Am I correct in thinking that our Archivist here is from a different reality?” 

The other two stared at him, and Jon just sighed. “Yes. And Alice, too— we’re trying to get home.”

She nodded. “Follow up question: what if we put one of you in that machine?” 

Jon frowned and turned to Jason, who shrugged. “The notes said they’ve tried it on a few different animals and it should be safe, but they haven’t actually tested it on humans yet.”

Daisy hummed. “It seems to react fine with our kind of spooky. Didn’t wreck the tapes or anything.”

Jon pulled one out of his bag at random, rewound it at random, and pressed play— just to test that it was still working. 

“—whether you’re really alive! What if Elias was lying, and you’re still—”

He turned it off. Cleared his throat. “Okay. Let’s see what my levels are, then.”

The others all watched as Jon stepped back into the room and around the wires, then into the tube, where he picked up the tape. It was still recording. “Alright, Martin. One last test. With any luck, we’ll figure this all out soon.” 

He turned it off, stepped back out and set his backpack with all the tapes in it outside the range of the spinning metal. Then he re-entered the tube, and it shut behind him with a quiet snick.

It was silent, inside the machine. Utterly silent. Even when the thing came to life, and he could feel the vibration of it all beneath his feet— as the mechanisms spun around him, faster and faster, until he couldn’t see anything outside of it— couldn’t see his friends waiting on the other side, couldn’t see his backpack, only streaks of grey and occasional flashes of colour—

Slowly, a high-pitched whining rose out of the silence, like the tinnitus after standing too near something very loud or being hit on the head. The very air seemed to vibrate with it, leaving Jon feeling disoriented and unsteady on his feet— he sat down and shut his eyes, but the sound just got louder, and he felt a feeling like static buzzing over his skin— it made all the hair on his neck and arms stand on end, made it hard to breathe, and he was just starting to wonder if something was wrong when the feeling started to dissipate.

He opened his eyes to find the machine slowing to a stop, and he took a deep, steadying breath before standing.

The others were all crowded around the monitor, staring at it with a mixture of awe and horror, and Jon felt dread like a stone sinking deep in his stomach. 

Daisy was trying to talk to him, Jon realized. Gesturing dramatically down at the screen. At Jon’s blank stare, she pressed something to open the tube, and all at once sound rushed back in.

“Jon, come look at this!” Daisy’s voice shook slightly.

“Codenames,” Jason reminded her, apparently on autopilot— his attention, too, was fixed almost entirely on the screen.

“What’s it say?” Jon asked, picking up his backpack as he returned to the others.

“It’s— just look!”

Jon looked.

Current DAL: 96.8

Maximum DAL: 453.4

“Oh,” he said, intelligently. 

“Yeah, ‘oh,’” Daisy put a hand to her head. “That’s— that’s insane. What the hell does that mean?”

“It makes sense,” Jon considered a little hysterically. “That high of a maximum, I mean. Considering how we got here…!”

“Yeah, but why is your current one almost a hundred?!”

“I don’t know!” Jon pushed away from the display, spinning around, trying to think. Selina turned with him to give him a sympathetic pat on the shoulder. 

“Could be worse,” she said. 

“Oh, yes, I suppose we could all get caught in here, that would be worse, thank you!”

The comm crackled in Jon’s ear. “Hey, guys?” 

Camryn. Jon’s stomach sank deeper.

“Yeah, what’s going on?” Jason asked.

“Something’s wrong. I can’t— I can’t control any of the systems anymore. I think it’s all still down— it looks down from my end, but I’m not sure anymore. Could one of you…?”

Jason had planned for this— for the possibility that they’d need to connect Camryn to the systems more directly. He nodded and turned to jog back out of the room. 

“Yeah, just a second. Alice, shut it down in here, will you?” He tossed over his shoulder.

“On it,” Daisy confirmed, while Jon followed Jason out of the room. There was probably a camera in the room with the DAD machine too, but Jon remembered seeing one out in the hallway near the door— it would be much easier to access than a better-hidden one. 

It was quick work for Jason to pry loose one of the panels on the camera and stick the tiny wire on the device he’d brought into it. A long moment later, and Camryn’s voice was back:

“So, good news: Jon really fucks up cameras— can’t see shit on any that hit him— and I’m back in. Bad news: they’ve definitely got their cameras back, and I can’t actually control anything anymore. I don’t know why.”

Jason swore. Jon looked up at the camera— it was off, of course it was off, all the cameras he’d seen had been off! But, no, of course they were— when he was in the room. 

“This is… not ideal,” Jon said, stepping back until he was leaning against the wall next to one of the doors off the side of the hall, and to his surprise he felt something… give, under his elbow.

“No shit! We’ve got to go before—“

Was that a button in the wall? 

“Hey, Boss?” Sage. Jon turned and— yeah, part of the wall was glowing, a little downward-pointed triangle like…

Like an elevator button. Something dinged, and he heard the distinctive sound of metal doors sliding open. He tried the door handle, and surprisingly, it opened— and behind it, perhaps unsurprisingly, was an elevator.

“Security’s on their way up,” Sage’s voice warned, and then— “Wait. Is that…?” she trailed off.

“What?” Jason demanded. Jon slipped quietly inside the elevator, looking around at the inside— it seemed like it only went one place, with only one button inside, labelled BD3. He wondered what that meant.

Sage’s voice was back— urgent, almost panicked. “I see Nightwing and Robin— shit, I’ve got to—“ 

She cut out.

“Sage?” Camryn asked.

A pause. Too long. Jon pressed the button inside the elevator.

“Sage, what’s your status?” Jason, this time.

She sounded slightly out of breath when she answered. “I’m alright, just had to find some cover— you guys are gonna want to get out of that building, like, yesterday. I’ve got eyes on Batman.”

Jason turned to Jon just as the elevator door slid closed. His whole body went rigid; his shocked call of “Archie, what the hell are you—!” Being cut off as the elevator started its smooth downward descent, and all of a sudden Jon felt the dread and anxiety that had been growing all day slam into him full-force and coalesce into something real, something horrible that made his breath come short, because— because—

Why the hell had he gotten into the elevator?

 

Notes:

Yeah I think that’s a good spot to end the chapter :)
Sorry it’s so late in the day— still technically Sunday for me! Jet Lag took me OUT this week. Also, Updating the Character Tags(tm) will be next chapter probably, not this one.

Big thank you again to my beta readers!

Sources:
- They should watch Carmen Sandiego: errant (AeF Discord, #thoughts-and-theories)
- Put cat paws on the curtain: michael-june (AeF Discord, #spoiler-chat)
- Steal desk pens: theskittypink (AeF Discord, #writers-club)
- Steal desk nameplate: errant (AeF Discord, #writers-club)

Next time: things go very, very wrong. (…and I get to update the character tags!)

(Edit July 15 2024: 1) fixed a minor formatting thing; 2) updated sources ^ cause I forgot a couple)

Chapter 19: Birdsong

Summary:

Perspective is everything.
In which nobody is having a very good time.

Notes:

Chapter contains panic attacks, claustrophobia, spider imagery, Web Content, vigilantism, breaking and entering, terrible flirting, Beholding Content, Beloved Characters In Distress including minor injury/blood, minor Hunt Content.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jon stared at the closed elevator door, feeling his heart beating harder, faster, as the reality of it all set in. 

He’d opened that door and walked through, all on vacant instinct, into this tiny box of an elevator— and now he was trapped, going somewhere unknown, and he could barely breathe for the blood that rushed to his head as his panic steadily mounted for every floor he dropped.

There was shouting in his ear, through the comms. Jon could hear it, but he couldn’t make out the words over the static in his fingers and the pounding in his head, over the way his stomach dropped every time the elevator shifted beneath his feet and the too-loud creaking of metal— and it really was quite a small space, wasn’t it? Smaller than the tube of the machine, even, he could touch either wall with little issue, and was it getting smaller? His chest felt tight. How much air was in there, how long would it take to get down, get to—?

Where was he going? 

Down, down, down. Pressure built in his ears until they popped with a nervous swallow. His own actions— unwilling or not, it hardly mattered— replayed on loop in his head: opening the door and walking through, hardly thinking, barely aware of himself or what he was doing. If it had been the simple curiosity of the Eye overriding everything else, he’s sure he wouldn't have felt panic lance through him the moment the door slid shut, sealing his fate. No, this was not his patron, guiding him— this was something far worse, this was— this—

He slid to the floor, and yes, the elevator was definitely getting smaller, he was sure of it; the walls closing in around him, buckling under the pressure that he could feel building as this box that was to be his coffin brought him down into the depths of the darkness that crept in along the edges of his vision. He imagined he was deep below the earth, sinking deeper; that the door would eventually slide open only to fill the space with a cascade of dirt— only it wasn’t dirt, no, it was thousands, millions of tiny spiders spilling into the elevator, small skittering bodies blocking his vision and forcing their way into his throat and his lungs and he was trapped, he couldn’t move, couldn’t even scream for all the webs holding him down and filling his mouth and his nose and—

“Jon!”  

He sputtered a breath, coughed on nothing, reeling from the whiplash of it all as his head spun with the sweet rush of air in his lungs. 

No spiders. There were no spiders, just his own jackrabbiting heart and Daisy’s voice in his ear, nearly as panicked as he was. 

“Archivist, report!” And Jason. That was Jason. Jon tried to focus on breathing; it came stuttering and unsteady, too-fast and desperate. His eyes burned; had he been crying?

“Jon, can you hear me?”

With shaking hands, he reached to tap his comm— but there was no need. It was already on. His face felt hot. “Y-yes. I’m— I’m alright.” 

“Good,” Daisy’s voice shook, too, but it was confident enough, and Jon latched onto it like a lifeline. “That’s good, Jon. Where are you?”

He swallowed. “I’m— I’m still in the elevator, it’s—“

Metal groaned slightly, and the elevator started to slow. “Oh.”

“What?” Jason’s voice, demanding, urgent.

“I’m— it’s stopping. I don’t know where I am,” Jon admitted, a little hysterically. “Alice, I don’t know why I got in the elevator.”

“Oh, shit.”

The elevator door opened, and Jon leaned on the wall behind him to push himself to his feet. Beyond was, thankfully, not millions of spiders, or even one spider, as far as he could see. Of course, that only meant there were probably spiders somewhere he couldn’t see, but for his own sanity he decided not to think too hard about it.

What was outside those sliding metal doors was a wide tunnel with an arched roof. Evidently manmade, clean and smooth concrete illuminated from overhead by a series of simple ceiling strip lights that turned themselves on one by one as Jon stepped out of the elevator, all his instincts on high alert.

“What does that mean?” Selina asked. “How could you not know?”

Jon couldn’t help but laugh— feeling utterly fragile in a way he wasn’t used to, unable to properly come down off the adrenaline rush from his little elevator breakdown because now, now he was alone, underground, something that hadn’t been part of the plan, and yet—

“It doesn’t matter. I’m here now, I might as well see what’s down here.”

And yet, his curiosity won out.

He stepped further into the room; another light came on, and in its harsh fluorescent glow, he saw it— hulking metal, blinking lights, and bold words painted along the side facing Jon: Background Dimensional Deviation Detector.

He had found another machine.

 

 

Dick Grayson had been having a pretty good night, all things considered. 

The first half of patrol had been relatively smooth— not so slow as to be suspicious, mind you, but Dick was in good spirits. He felt like he was really getting back into the swing of things in Gotham, getting used to the changes in the criminal scene since he’d been gone and learning to navigate Bruce’s new, even weirder sort of moodiness and Red-Hood-induced protectiveness. And, of course, he was continually impressed by Tim’s progress; he took every opportunity to patrol with Robin, not only because he wanted to make sure he was safe after what happened in Crime Alley last week, but because the kid was genuinely a joy to work with. 

He remembered when Tim had been new to all of this— so unsure of himself, yet absolutely determined to do what was right, putting himself out there when even Dick refused to come back. It was amazing to see how far he’d come; the confidence that being Robin had given him as he’d made it his own, as he’d found the magic in it. And over this last week, Dick had promised himself that he would be there for the kid— had realized he had a responsibility to be there. Even when this whole Red Hood thing was sorted and he went back to Blüdhaven, he was going to make more time to come home and make sure Tim knew that no matter what happened, Dick was there for him, and he could always come to him, for anything.

Dick had failed one brother. He refused to fail another. 

Tim seemed to enjoy patrolling with him, too. In fact, he had actively requested it that night, citing the minor disaster with Cass the night before— “she should patrol with B,” Tim had reasoned, “so they can go over territories and patrol routes again. I can go with Nightwing.”

That request was the reason why Dick was the first person to know when something went wrong.

They were perched on the roof of a building overlooking Grant Park, chowing down on some sandwiches from one of Dick’s favourite delis— they stayed open suspiciously late, but frankly the food was so good Dick didn’t care if they were a front— legs dangling into open air, listening to the sounds of the city below. They’d stopped a handful of muggings, rescued a dog that had gotten its head stuck in a fence, and helped a small child home after he snuck out to get his pregnant mother an armful of her favourite snacks. Not a bad night at all— until Tim’s phone buzzed in his pocket, and he pulled it out to check, and went abruptly very still.

“What’s up, Robin?”

Tim’s head snapped up like he’d forgotten Dick was even there. “I— I’m not sure. Somebody’s accessing my computer, on the new WayneTech R&D floor.”

Dick frowned. “Like, in your office? On the floor with the JL research?”

He nodded. “Yeah, hold on…” 

He tapped a few things on the screen, and a moment later inhaled sharply— “Oh, shit.”

“What is it?” Dick was already scooting back, pushing himself to his feet. Tim followed.

“We’ve got to go— I think somebody’s broken in. They’re downloading, like, everything— they’ve got to be in the room.”

Well that wasn’t good. Dick tapped his comm. “Hey, Oracle, it’s Nightwing.”

A crackle, and then, “I hear you, what’s up?”

“I’m with Robin, apparently somebody’s in his office in the new WayneTech building— can you see what’s going on?”

“Sure thing. Let me just…”

Tim turned his phone around to show Dick the screen; it was a video feed, apparently of an empty, dark office. 

“It looks normal,” Barbara confirmed, “but… Wait. Hold on.”

The sound of typing, barely audible; and then: “I think somebody’s looped the feed. Not sure how, I’m going to need a few minutes to sort this out. You guys should start heading over.”

“Copy that, Oracle!” Dick chirped, pulling out his grapple. 

Just then, another voice came through on the line: Batman.

“Batgirl and I are close. We’ll meet you there.”

Tim started shaking his head. “You don’t have to do that— Nightwing and I can handle it.”

“If someone’s managed to crack that building’s security, I’m not taking chances. We’ll meet you there.”

So much for a peaceful night, Dick thought as they swung out over the city. They really weren’t all that far away either; only about fifteen minutes by grapple, and it took barely half of that time for Oracle to get some of the building’s security back online. 

“Got the camera back in the office. Looks like they came in through the window,” she told them. “Nothing else looks broken, but there’s a USB drive still plugged into the computer.” A pause; she hummed consideringly. “I can’t rewind the footage, but the door’s open— I think they’re still in the building.”

“Copy, Oracle.” Tim was the picture of game-face beside him, serious and focused as they swung from one building to the next. 

Batman’s voice joined Oracle’s again. “Any idea who it is?”

“No, but whoever it is, they know what they’re doing. I’m trying not to tip them off that we know they’re there.”

“Copy.”

Another pause; another minute of swinging. The building came into view— tall, covered in an eclectic mix of glass and gargoyles, as most of the more modern Gotham buildings were. 

“Looks like the affected cameras are all on this floor— in the Technology and Information hallway, intersection D-seven, and…”

“What is it?” Dick asked, pausing on a higher roof to search for Batman— and Batgirl, though he didn’t expect to be able to see her.

“I think they’re after the Dimensional Anomaly research.”

Dick had no idea what that was— but it sounded important. 

Tim landed next to Dick. “Damn, so much for that being a secret, I guess. Any idea who it is, yet?”

“No, and I can’t…” there was a frustrated sound. “Some of the cameras just go down as soon as I get them back on. It’s like— oh. Nevermind! That’s the Red Hood. He’s in the DA hall.”

Dick felt his whole body go tense. Why, why was it always the goddamn Red Hood? 

Oracle wasn’t done, though. “And there’s Catwoman, and… camera’s down.”

Tim swallowed. “Do you think…?”

He didn’t finish the sentence, but they all knew what he was thinking— there was only one man, known affiliate of the Red Hood, who rendered seemingly any camera non-functional just by being in the frame:

The Archivist.

Dick cursed under his breath. “If Hood and the Archivist are there, chances are their little Fearhound isn’t far away.”

“So we’ve got potentially four very dangerous people in that building,” Oracle confirmed. “Stealth is our friend here— I don’t think they know we’re onto them yet.”

Dick and Tim approached the building from the east, while Batman and Cass made their way from the west— between the four of them and Oracle’s camera work, they combed over every building with clear sightlines to the trespassers’ entry point, making sure nobody could alert Hood and his allies to their presence.

Cass was the last to call in her section.

“Clear,” she said.

“In position,” Batman growled, “moving in.”

Then, Oracle’s voice again; urgent. “Better move quick. I think they’ve noticed something's off,” she said, “they’re moving out. I’m alerting security and police now.”

“Copy.”

The office, when they arrived, was deserted; but sure enough, there was a very skillfully-made, precisely circular hole in the glass which served as a convenient entry point, and, presumably, their targets’ intended exit point.

Once they were all inside the office, Batman turned and frowned at the opening. 

“What is it?” Tim prompted, moving to stand next to him.

Batman grunted. “Catwoman,” he said. 

Cass nodded her understanding, but of course the rest of them weren’t so lucky; Dick sighed and gestured for him to elaborate.

“I’m…” he went silent, and his frown deepened. 

Dick rolled his eyes. “Suit yourself. Come on, Robin.”

Tim unplugged and pocketed the USB stick from the computer on their way past, but they didn’t have time to really check what had been done— in their ears, Oracle gave her updates. 

“I’ve got confirmed Red Hood, Catwoman, and I think that’s Alice— can’t really make her out… they’ve been using the DAD machine, but I don’t know what for. And I don’t know where the Archivist is, if he’s there— all the cameras on this floor seem to be working now…”

Dick edged toward the door, peered out into the hall— dark, empty. 

“I can’t find any audio,” Oracle said, sounding frustrated.

Tim grimaced and tapped in. “There’s no audio on this floor, O,” he explained apologetically. “Security risk…”

Oracle groaned. “Of course there isn’t. Find anything useful in there?”

Batman grunted. “Nameplate’s gone. Pens are gone.”

“That’s Catwoman for you. Careful with that USB, Robin.”

“Copy,” Tim nodded. “I’ll make sure to check it for trackers, wouldn’t want to—“

“Oh, shit,” Oracle interrupted— “they know we’re in. Go, now.” 

Dick led the way, pushing out into the hall, dropping his voice to a whisper as he answered with a question. “How the hell do they know?”

“I think they can still see what’s on the cameras— they must have someone keeping tabs on them. Red Hood just shot me the bird.”

Beside him, Tim visibly suppressed a laugh. 

“It looks like they’re arguing,” Oracle informed them, “they’re moving toward you guys— they’re in the intersection now. And— oh.”

“What?” Dick asked as the pause stretched, jogging now down the hall.

“They’re splitting up. Red Hood’s gone downstairs, Alice is backtracking, Catwoman… what’s she doing …?

Dick reached intersection D-7 first, keeping his head on a swivel and Robin firmly behind him. 

The room seemed empty— which was strange, because…

“Catwoman should still be there. Be careful.”

“Which way?” Batman asked, closing the door behind him.

Cass slipped out from the group and moved along the side of the room like a shadow, wordlessly making for the nearest stairwell as Tim pointed at the hallway boldly marked Dimensional Anomaly Research.

Dick nodded, and they set out across the room, Batman following, scanning their surroundings— and then a low whistle sounded from somewhere above them, and they froze.

Then Catwoman dropped to the floor behind Batman, and all three spun to face her.

“Well, hello handsome~!” She purred, shifting forward onto her toes, eyes sparkling as she smiled at Batman. “A full family affair, I see. Are all these little batlings here for little old me?”

“Catwoman,” Batman narrowed his eyes behind the cowl, “You agreed to stop doing this.”

“I did no such thing!” She pouted. “Come now, kitten, it’s like you hardly know me.”

He took a step forward. She took a step back. “Ah-ah-ah! Personal space, darling. Can’t make things too easy for you, now can we?”

Batman growled. “Nightwing,” he said, not taking his gaze off the cat burglar, “take Robin and clear the rest of the floor.” 

“What about the Red Hood?” Tim asked, glancing nervously between everyone still in the room. 

“Cass is on her way downstairs,” Oracle informed them, “hopefully she can get to Hood before he gets to anybody else. Alice is in the DA hall.”

“What are you going to do?” Dick asked Batman, already knowing the answer.

By way of response, he took another step towards Catwoman. Dick sighed. 

She grinned, teeth glinting sharp in the relative darkness. “Do I get you all to myself, baby?” 

Then she tilted her head to the side, paused, and visibly rolled her eyes before tapping the side of her mask.

Dick blinked. Was she on a comm? Was Catwoman on comms with the Red Hood? Was she on comms with the Archivist?

“Go,” Batman growled over his shoulder. “I’ve got her.”

The woman grinned. “Catch me if you can~!”

And they were off, down the hall, back the way they’d come. 

Tim gestured wordlessly after them, his expression conveying a sincere sort of helpless disappointment at Batman blatantly ignoring the actual mission to chase after a rogue. “Really? Really?”

Dick just ruffled the kid’s hair and sighed, long-suffering. “Come on, baby bird. Let’s see what we’re dealing with.” 

The Dimensional Anomaly Research hall was just as dark as the rest of the building, but made darker by the feeling of being watched. Dick was sure that Tim felt it too— the kid shifting closer to him as they made their way deeper in, despite the room seeming empty. At first, nothing actually seemed amiss at all; all the objects that were being stored and studied there were left exactly where they should be, it didn’t seem like any of the research notes had been tampered with, it didn’t even seem like anyone had tried to get into any of the offices they passed. And yet, as the moments stretched out, Dick felt his trepidation ramp up instead of calm down— something, something was wrong, he was sure of it. 

And then they moved past a shelf of boxes, and a door at the very end of the hall came into sight, and Tim froze, staring at it.

“Aw, hell.”

The door in question had been opened to reveal what appeared, at first, to be a wall of metal; Tim jogged toward it.

“What is it?” Dick followed him. 

“An elevator,” Tim explained, pressing a button in the wall that Dick hadn’t even seen. “Someone must be down there. This is bad.”

“Why’s it bad?” Dick asked.

Tim tapped his comm. “Hey, O, you got any cameras on level BD3?”

“Level—? Oh, wait. Hold on, that floor’s on a separate system…”

“Robin, what’s—?”

“Nightwing,” Tim interrupted, “can you check out the rest of the rooms here while I make sure everything’s alright down there?”

“You will not be doing that,” Oracle cut in. “There’s cameras down there, alright— and all I’m getting from them is static. Looks like the elevator cam was down for a bit, too.”

Tim glanced back and forth between the elevator and Dick. “I… damn. Damn it. I need to go down there, I have to—“

“Not if the Archivist is waiting for you!”

“The Red Hood is out of the building,” Oracle updated them. “Seems he had a bike stashed nearby— he’s gone.”

Dick held up four fingers and ticked one down. “Hood’s gone, and Catwoman’s off with B,” he ticked another, “the Archivist is apparently hiding in the basement…” another finger down— one left. “Where’s Alice? Is she down there too?”

“She was last seen going into the room you’re in— that was while you were in the intersection, after the camera in the elevator came back online. She can’t be far.”

“Where’s Batgirl?” 

“On her way. She says she can handle Alice, if you guys are alright going after the Archivist.”

Her words were punctuated by a soft ding as the elevator doors opened, and Tim nodded to himself. “Copy that, O.”

“We’ll find him,” Dick promised, and the two of them stepped into the elevator. 

It was a long ride down, spent checking and rechecking their weapons while Tim explained, briefly, the purpose of this secret research he was overseeing— apparently it had been going on for years, but they’d only given it a section in this building about eight months previous, when it had started showing way more results and needed more space. 

At the same time, Oracle directed Batgirl over the comms. 

“Here,” came Cass’ voice.

She didn’t say anything for a long moment— presumably just checking the DAD machine room and the doors that were in the hall camera’s blindspots, because it didn’t take her very long; just as the elevator was starting to slow on its steady descent, her voice returned, sounding flat and resigned. 

“Nothing here.”

Oracle’s confusion was palpable. “Any idea at all where she went? She definitely went into that room, and I didn’t see her come out.”

“No,” Cass responded. “Lost her.”

If Cass said she lost a target, they all knew that meant they were truly gone— they could trust that, however she’d managed it, Alice was no longer in that section of the building. “Damn,” Oracle sighed. “Alright. Head outside, will you? Someone’s got to fill in the police, and Batman… is not going to do that.”

“Okay,” Cass agreed, and then the elevator reached its destination with a quiet ding.

Dick’s plan was simple: Find the Archivist. Throw the blunt end of a wingding at his head before he could speak. Get back in time to help Cass talk to the cops. 

Long elevator ride, he reflected, wondering how deep below ground they were, exactly, and preparing himself for what was undoubtedly going to be an incredibly creepy game of hide-and-seek— the doors slid open, revealing a wide concrete tunnel lit by horrible fluorescent strip lights, and—

And the person who could only be the Archivist, standing right there.

Dick froze. He fucking froze like a goddamn civilian, like he was nine watching his parents fall, feeling cold fear wash over him as he met those eyes— green, so green, glowing, and—

“Dick Grayson,” the Archivist Asked, and Dick felt all the air leave his lungs like he’d been punched, “What are the lyrics to the last song you listened to?”

He couldn’t move. He couldn’t do anything, and from the horrible punched-out keen he heard from Tim, it seemed like the kid was in a similar spot— but Dick couldn’t help him. All he could do was stare into those eyes, transfixed, as horror unlike any he’d known before nearly bowled him over and words were forced out of him—

“Oh, when the red rose, it comes a-marching,” he started, “well we will fight, we will fight, fight for our boy Jack!”

He tried to force the words down and back, but it was no use— all he managed was to lose what little breath he had as he found himself matching the cadence and rhythm of the song; though singing wasn’t the right word to describe this. No, this was some horrible mockery of song, all the life sucked out of it, flat and empty— “when the red rose, it comes a marching—“

The Archivist stared back, face a matching mask of slowly dawning horror.

“Spit in the face of history!”

In Dick’s peripheral, Tim’s jaw clenched, and his arm twitched. In his ear, Oracle swore.

“And when the giants, they come a-rolling,” Dick continued, “then we will fight, we will fight, fight for our boy Jack!”

With a whole-body shudder, Tim lurched a few inches to the side. Dick tried not to inhale— maybe, maybe if he couldn’t speak, he’d be free, maybe—

He choked on spit as his lungs inflated against his will. His body was not his own. He wanted to scream— but he could not even do that. 

“When the giants, they come a-rolling—“

With a sound halfway between a war cry and a sob, Tim’s entire body jerked sideways, and he screwed his eyes shut.

“If he can slay them, so can we!”

The next moment there was a flash of light glinting off metal as a birdarang flew from the dark of the elevator and into the artificially lit hallway— and then a sharp cry of pain as the sharp edge cut through the Archivist’s cheek and nicked his ear as he flinched and twisted, the weapon flying off further down the hall and leaving blood running down his face, and then—

Then the man stumbled back, and Dick was free. He was free, eyes shut tight, gasping for air, head spinning so badly that he would have collapsed if it weren’t for the elevator wall behind him— as it was, he slumped into it, shaking hands gripping the cold metal railing— and he was cold, too, cold all over, trying to shake it off but— but—

Dick opened his eyes as Robin stepped protectively in front of him, Bo staff in hand, standing firm inside the elevator. He had his eyes closed, Dick realized— the kid tilting his head toward him slightly to ask “‘Wing, you okay?”

Dick wasn’t sure he was ready to speak, just yet, but he managed an affirmative hum, and Robin nodded. 

In the tunnel, The Archivist took two more steps back, eyes wide and shocked, a hand hovering just over his cut-up cheek— he met Dick’s eyes for a moment, a fresh wave of fear pulsing through him, and then— 

Then the elevator doors closed.

Tim blinked his eyes open. “Huh?”

Before either of them could do anything else, the elevator lurched into motion, starting its trip back up.

Dick’s stomach dropped as he realized they were going away from the Archivist.

Tim’s breath was shaky as he came to lean against the wall next to Dick. “Hey, O,” he said. “Did you, uh, you call the elevator up? Can you send it back down?”

“What? No, that wasn’t me— I was trying to reroute Cass back to you, but she ran into those security guards on her way down and…” she trailed off. “Are you both alright?”

Dick shook out his arms, trying to chase away the persistent panicked jitters that ran over his entire body— he suddenly understood why Tim had been so upset, that night a week ago. No wonder he had been so insistent that Batman stay the hell away from the Archivist, if this was what he did apparently just to stall.  

“Holy Archivist, Batman,” he said with a forced little chuckle, aiming for levity and falling short for the way his voice still shook. He sighed. “I’ll be better when we catch him.”

Tim nodded. “Yeah. Yeah— that was…”

“Unpleasant,” Dick offered.

“Yeah.”

The ride up was long. The ride back down again felt even longer. And when the doors slid open to that harshly-lit tunnel once again, the Archivist was gone— but, well.

There was only one way he could have gone. 

 

 

“You guys are gonna want to get out of that building, like, yesterday. I’ve got eyes on Batman.”

Daisy’s breath caught. Oh, hell. Beside her, Catwoman grinned. 

“Don’t you worry, Alice. I can handle the Bat. You just get your Archivist and get far—“

“Archie, what the hell are you doing?! Archie!”

 Selina cut off at Jason’s voice— confused and a little outraged and just a touch panicked. She touched her own ear.

“Hood, what’s he done?”

“He’s gone down a fucking elevator! There isn’t even supposed to be an elevator here, what the hell!

Daisy’s alarm kicked up about four notches. She tapped in. “Archivist, where are you going?”

Nothing. “Archie?”

Jason’s voice; “Archie, you better get your ass back up here now. Do you understand?”

Still, nothing.

He wasn’t answering. Why wasn’t he answering? 

A moment later Jason stormed back into the room. “I don’t know what the fuck he was thinking! We have to go, and he chooses now to fuck off down a goddamn—“

A crackle in her ear. No words, for a moment— just heavy breathing. Fast. And then:

“N-no, no…”

Selina was the first to respond, her eyes just as wide as Daisy was sure her own were. “Archie?” 

“Ah! No, get— get off!”

“Archie, what’s going on?” Jason demanded. “Report!”

“No, please, get— No— ah—! No, no, no, n—!” A cut-off sound of distress followed the words; it sounded like he was choking, a sound Daisy unfortunately knew far too well, and without thinking she inhaled sharply and shouted: “Jon!”

A breath that was far too close to a sob— but a full breath nonetheless. Jason didn’t even correct Daisy on the name.

“Archivist, report!” He barked.

Breathing. He was breathing, she could hear it, but he still wasn’t answering.

“Jon, can you hear me?”

A tap— a sort of shuffle— and then: “Y-yes. I’m— I’m alright.”

“Good,” Daisy nodded. “That’s good, Jon. Where are you?”

“I’m— I’m still in the elevator, it’s— oh.”

“What?” Jason demanded. 

“I’m— it’s stopping. I don’t know where I am. I don’t— Alice, I don’t know why I got in the elevator.”

Daisy felt her whole body go tense. “Oh, shit.”

“What does that mean?” Selina asked. “How could you not know?”

On the line, Jon laughed, and it sounded broken. “It doesn’t matter. I’m here now, I might as well see what’s down here.”

Jason unplugged the USB stick from the DAD control desk and shoved it into its designated pouch. “No, Archie! Come back up, we need to leave—!”

“Camryn, you seeing this?” Sage interrupted. “I think they found our entry point…” 

“Shit, yeah. I’ve got four Bats in Draper’s office, you guys are gonna need to find another way out.”

Jason swore. 

“Wait. Four of them?” Daisy asked.

“Batman, Nightwing, Robin, and Batgirl,” Camryn confirmed. “Plus the security guards on their way up— not sure where they’ve gone, hold on…”

“Boss, what do you want me to do?” Sage asked. “I’m still in position. I don’t think they saw me…”

Jason strode back out into the hallway with the display cases Daisy and Selina on his heels. “Just stay put— you might need to run interference later, but do not approach the building, got it? Stay clear, and stay away from fucking cameras.”

Once in the hall, he turned to glare directly at the camera there— which still had that little remote-access device plugged into it, stuck to the wall— and aimed a middle finger at it. 

“What was that for?” Camryn asked.

Jason dropped his hand. “Not for you. For Oracle.” The anger in his voice had kicked up into seething, and Daisy was starting to worry— it was hard to tell, with the helmet, but she was sure his eyes were shining green. “For sending the goddamn Bats after us. I’m going to make her regret it.”

He turned away from the camera and started down the hall, back the way they’d come. 

“Where are you going?” Daisy demanded, Selina by her side.

“I just told you,” Jason was almost at the door, the one leading back to the intersection with the gargoyles. “I’m going to make fucking Batman regret setting foot in this goddamn building!”

“You can’t possibly think fighting all of them is a good idea,” Selina pointed out. “You’re good— but not that good.”

Jason glared at her. “I'm not stupid,” he hissed, “I’m going to go downstairs and find another way out of this goddamn maze— and if they follow me, well,” he tilted his head, and Daisy could picture the cruel grin on his face. “Then I’ll have some nasty surprises waiting for them.”    

“What about Jon!” Daisy protested, gesturing wildly at the elevator. “We can’t leave him here—!”

“He’s the one who decided to get into a random fucking elevator!” Jason yanked the door open, turning to face her from the room beyond as she hesitated. “Now come on.”

“No,” she planted her feet in the doorway, holding it open. “I’m not leaving without him!”

“We don’t have time for this, we need to—!”

“Hood? Alice?” 

Jon. They all froze— something in his voice, something small and awed and excited and scared, putting their fight on pause.

“What is it, Archie?” Selina asked. 

“There’s, ah. There’s another machine down here…”

Jason swore again. 

“It’s— it seems to be measuring… dimensional anomalies, uh, overall? In, just in Gotham, I think. It’s— there’s a graph, with spikes, and— and I’m downloading the data off it now. I just need a few minutes.”

“You don’t have a few minutes!” Jason hissed.

Camryn’s voice was back. “They’re almost on you. You guys need to leave now.”

“I’m not leaving him,” Daisy insisted again.

“Fine, then stay here!” With that, Jason turned and stormed through another door that led into a stairwell, leaving Daisy with Selina.

The Catwoman seemed thoughtful. “I have an idea,” she said, and started to jog toward the hallway they’d come from. “You go back, wait for Archie. Alright? He’ll need your help getting out of here.”

“Right,” Daisy nodded. “And you?”

Selina smiled, turning to walk backwards the last few feet until she was under the doorway that they knew the Bats would be coming from. “I’ll be doing what I do best,” she threw her hands out to either side, “leading the chase~!”

Then she pulled herself up on top of the doorframe, like she had before, and settled there with a wink. “Go, Alice!”

Daisy nodded and turned back into the hall— shutting the door behind her just as the door beneath Selina burst open and running back toward the elevator.

A voice carried from the room beyond; low and rough, commanding and sure. Batman.

“Which way?”

A pause. Daisy tapped her own comm as she backed away from the door. “Archie,” she hissed, “what’s your status?”

“I’m— it’s almost done. I just need a few more minutes. Alice, it’s— this is insane, there’s— I don’t know what to make of it—“

“Well, hello handsome!” Selina’s voice came through the comm. “A full family affair, I see. Are all these little batlings here for little old me?”

Daisy couldn’t make out what was said back, but then—

“I did no such thing! Come now, kitten, it’s like you hardly know me.”

A pause, and then: “Ah-ah-ah! Personal space, darling. Can’t make things too easy for you, now can we?”

Jason groaned. “Can you quit it with the flirting? Gross.”

Daisy rolled her eyes, moving toward the elevator, taking stock of her supplies— not that it mattered much. For all she considered herself a decent fighter, she was keenly aware after the night before that the only Bat she stood a chance against was Robin. 

“Do I get you all to myself, baby?” 

“Seriously!” Jason barked, “At least turn your comm off if you’re going to be making heart-eyes at my— my enemies!” 

“Archie,” Daisy asked into the comm, “how much longer?”

“Five minutes. I just— I just need five more minutes.”

Camryn’s voice in her ear— “Alice, you’ve got Nightwing and Robin coming your way— you need to hide. Now.”

“Shit,” she hissed, “where are the camera blind spots?”

“Elevators in one, I think. And whatever’s across the hall from it.”

Daisy ran toward the room with the machine, making sure she was out of sight of the camera before pivoting away from the elevator and moving to try the door across from it.

“Batgirl’s after you, Hood,” Camryn warned. “What’s your plan?”

It wasn’t locked. She opened it to reveal a sanitation closet. 

“You know what? Fuck this,” Jason said emphatically. Daisy couldn’t help but agree with the sentiment. “I’m getting out of here. Does Catwoman need backup?”

Camryn huffed a short half-laugh. “No, I think she’s fine.”

“I’m breaking a window,” Jason warned.

“Police are already en route anyway,” Sage informed them. “Can’t hurt, really.”

Daisy slipped inside the closet and shut the door behind her— and just in time. 

There was a tiny crack in the door, and she peered through it as the door at the end of the hall opened, spilling light into the space.

Footsteps, quiet and careful— two sets. Shadows stretching down towards her end of the hall. And then a voice that Daisy recognized:

“Aw, hell.”

Robin. And with him—

“What is it?”

Nightwing.

They came into view, then— luckily facing away from her, Robin staring at the open door directly across the hallway, the one that had been hiding the elevator. 

“An elevator,” Robin rushed to it, pressing the button several times in a row, and when it didn’t open right away he took a half-step back, looking up at the other vigilante. “Someone must be down there. This is bad.”

“Why’s it bad?” Nightwing asked.

Robin tapped his comm. “Hey, O, you got any cameras on level BD3?”

A pause. Daisy really wished she was in their comms. Nightwing brought an anxious hand up to run through his hair. “Robin, what’s—?”

“Nightwing,” Robin interrupted, “can you check out the rest of the rooms here while I make sure everything’s alright down there?”

A pause. Robin glanced back and forth between Nightwing and the elevator, sounding incredibly torn. “I… damn. Damn it. I need to go down there, I have to—“

“Not if the Archivist is waiting for you!” Nightwing cut him off, and Daisy’s blood ran cold. 

Shit. How did they know?

Nightwing held up a hand— Daisy couldn’t see what for. “Hood’s gone, and Catwoman’s off with B,” he said, “the Archivist is apparently hiding in the basement… Where’s Alice? Is she down there too?”

Daisy held very, very still.

“Where’s Batgirl?” 

A pause, and then the elevator doors opened, and Robin nodded. “Copy that, O.”

“We’ll find him,” Nightwing assured, and then the two heroes stepped into the elevator and shared a look of grim determination before the door slid shut.

Daisy’s eyes went wide. 

Daisy tapped her comm. “Archie,” she whispered, urgent, as soon as she was sure they wouldn’t hear. “Nightwing and Robin just got in the elevator. Do you have another way out?”

A long pause. “Y-yes, I think so, but— but I still need more time!”

“You’re out of time!” She hissed. “Hide, now.”

“I— I can’t!”

She swore, and then—

Then she saw something.

Or— no, no seeing was not the right word. She saw nothing, not even a shifting shadow in the light spilling through the still-open door, but she felt it— felt the shift in the air as somebody else came into the room.

She shut her mouth.

Then there was a voice.

“Here.”

Batgirl. 

Daisy had never held so still in her life. She wasn’t entirely sure she was breathing. 

Through the crack in the door, she could just make out the elevator Nightwing and Robin had taken down, going after Jon. Selina was who-knows-where with Batman, and Jason was, apparently, out of the building. That only left one other person unaccounted for, and sure enough—

Batgirl came into view in the hallway. She stalked right past Daisy, peered into the DAD room, then came back, her gaze sweeping across all the display cases and bookshelves, all the places where someone might be hiding. 

Daisy was alone with Batgirl. 

Batgirl was looking for her.

Daisy didn’t dare breathe. 

Jon’s voice in her ear. Urgent. Afraid. “Alice. I have an idea,” he whispered. “But I need you to call the elevator. Call the elevator back up now.”

She shouldn’t. She needed to be silent. But it was Jon— it was Jon, afraid, he needed her help, but she couldn’t give it. Not then. So, quiet, quiet, so quiet, she tapped her earpiece.

“I’m a little busy right now,” she said, voice barely anything, but still she knew, in that moment, that answering at all had been a mistake.

Batgirl’s gaze locked on the closet.

Daisy could have sworn the girl was seeing right through the door. She took a step closer— then another, and Daisy got ready to run, to throw the door open— she pulled a small smoke grenade off her belt and shifted her stance, thinking her best bet was to eliminate sight and then maybe, maybe she would be able to make a break for it— 

Batgirl’s eyes swept away, and she lifted a hand to her own ear. 

“Nothing here,” the vigilante said.

A pause, and then: “No. Lost her.” 

She nodded, presumably in response to whatever was said over her own line. “Okay.”

And then she turned and walked toward the exit, and Daisy let out a silent, shaky breath. 

In the doorway, Batgirl turned to face the hall again— just for a short moment, as if she was giving it one last regretful once-over, except—

Except, in that moment, her gaze settled on Daisy’s hiding place again, and when she nodded, it didn’t really feel like she was nodding to herself.

Then she was gone, and Daisy was left alone to wonder what the hell just happened. 

 

Notes:

We’re in it now, folks!!
Sorry Daisy wasn’t quite so cool this time, but hopefully the Batgirl Mystery makes up for it.
What do you guys think Jon found on the BD3 machine??? And what else will he find in the spooky basement? And what’s going on with Batgirl?? So many questions! Very few answers!

Sources:
- Fearhound: Lira Buswavi (AeF Discord, #spoiler-chat)
- Catwoman’s pet names for Batman: discord server friends (AeF Discord, #spoiler-chat)
- Dick listening to the mechanisms: michael-june (AeF Discord, #spoiler-chat)

Thank you to michael-june and Klemmy for beta-ing! You guys are the best <3

Next Time: Jon makes some discoveries— and the descent begins.

Chapter 20: The Descent

Summary:

In which the Archivist ventures too deep.

Notes:

Circling back to a few things here!
Chapter contains Web Content, Beholding Content, breaking and entering (cont), vigilantism, beloved characters in distress including minor injury/blood, Gotham Cave Spooky, human remains and magic.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

“No, Archie! Come back up, we need to leave—!”

The machine downstairs didn’t seem anything like the machine upstairs, at first— where that one was all touch-screen pads, shining metal and clean white plastic, this one was dark grey steel, blinking lights, and what looked like an old monitor with a keyboard and mouse.

“Camryn, you seeing this? I think they found our entry point…”

But they were alike. Jon could tell— Jon Knew. Background Dimensional Deviation Detector, read the bold letters painted on the side of the thing. And there— the single screen, on which was displayed a graph of some sort. Jon stepped closer to read it. 

“Shit, yeah. I’ve got four Bats in Draper’s office, you guys are gonna need to find another way out.”

On the comms, Jason swore. Jon tuned them out. 

The horizontal axis seemed to be time, displayed in hours— on the far right, the present time: 1:48:23, with the seconds ticking up steadily— and on the far left, twenty-four hours previous. On the vertical axis, labelled on the left, was a series of numbers from 100 to 260 labelled deviation.

It was mostly a flat line, wavering up and down a bit, with a dot at the end of the line on the right side carving out the changes— it was just ticking up from 250 to 252— but it seemed usually the line stayed between about 140 and 150. It looked like this current spike had started around a half-hour ago— which was when they’d been testing the tapes. 

There were different tabs on the graph— the active one was labelled 24hr. He took hold of the connected computer mouse and clicked on 2d.

Along the bottom, predictably, the time interval shifted to encompass the last two days. The vertical axis didn’t change— in fact, it seemed the levels had been relatively steady at around 140 over the last few days, with only one set of small spikes to 180, then 173, and then 168 the previous morning. 

Jon’s eyes widened. That was— that was exactly the time he’d received the last tape from Martin. The last tape which had been delivered in two parts, plus his own response. 

He clicked the next tab: 1w

His breath caught— there were a series of spikes to around 180 on the second, third, and fifth of April, each followed by a spike to around 165— Jon thought back over the last few days and realized that all those peaks corresponded to the times when the tapes came through from Martin.

Next tab: 2w

Oh. 

Oh.

Jon froze as the vertical axis— the scale of the deviation— changed: to a thousand. And there, a massive spike the day they arrived in Gotham— only no, that wasn't right. It was two days before, March 27th, a spike all the way to about 960, which then dropped to 400 and stayed there for two days before dropping off to 150 again—

Jon reached into his pocket, and his fingers wrapped around a USB stick— suddenly very glad Jason had insisted they all carry them. 

“He’s the one who decided to get into a random fucking elevator! Now come on.” The volume and tone jolted Jon back into awareness of his comms; Jason sounded angry. 

They needed this information. 

He felt around the sides of the monitor; breathed a sigh of relief when he found a place to plug it in. Once he did, a little window popped up, opening the system and asking what he wanted to do— he navigated to the files, found a folder called BD3: Full Record, and dragged and dropped the entire thing into the folder that had been created for the usb drive.

“No,” Daisy’s voice— she’d been arguing with Jason about Jon, he was pretty sure. “I’m not leaving without him!”

Another window popped up.

Uploading. Progress: 1%

Estimated time to completion: 8 minutes.

Ah. That was going to be a problem. 

“We don’t have time for this, we need to—!”

He tapped his comm. “Hood? Alice?”

They all stopped talking. In the end, it was Selina who answered:

“What is it, Archie?”

Jon watched the progress bar tick up to 2%. “There’s, ah. There’s another machine down here, it’s— it seems to be measuring dimensional anomalies overall? In, just in Gotham, I think. It’s— there’s a graph, with spikes, and—“ he didn’t know how to explain it. Didn’t have time to explain it. “—and I’m downloading the data off it now. I just need a few minutes.”

“You don’t have a few minutes!” Jason hissed. 

Camryn’s voice. “They’re almost on you. You guys need to leave now.”

“I’m not leaving him,” Daisy insisted, and Jon was touched, really, but it wasn’t necessary. Nobody else knew he was down there.

“Fine, then stay here!”

Jon turned his focus back to the screen. 

Uploading. Progress: 8%

Estimated time to completion: 15 minutes.

He swore, and clicked back to the graph. There were still more tabs, and if he had to run he wanted to at least see what else was on there—

There was nothing particularly surprising on the four week, two month, or six month graphs— aside from a small spike in October. But when Jon clicked to the one-year graph, everything else in his mind ground to a halt, because— because—

Eight months ago— August 2nd, 2017– readings spiked to around 350, then dipped down to 220 only to shoot back up on August 7th— to almost 1200. 

Over a thousand. 

Jon managed to zoom in on the spike, and he saw that it stayed that high for an entire day before dropping to 560 for a full week. 

He tried to think— what could have happened in early August? Jon didn’t remember hearing anything about crazy interdimensional alien attacks, or huge amounts of reality-altering magic; what was this thing even measuring, exactly, anyways? 

Then it hit him. 

August 7th, 2017. 

The goddamn Unknowing. 

For a long moment, Jon couldn’t breathe. It was a coincidence, surely— he would bring this data back to Jason, and Jason would tell him all about the… the time reality almost collapsed, and ha-ha, isn’t it so funny that that was around the same time, but of course it’s unrelated, it’s a coincidence, and— and—

Daisy in his ear again, the words hissed and quieter. “Archie, what’s your status?”

He checked the upload. 

Uploading. Progress: 67%

Estimated time to completion: 4 minutes.

“I’m— it’s almost done. Alice, it’s— this is insane, there’s— I don’t know what to make of it.” Or, at the very least, he didn’t know how to even begin to explain. 

Then Selina interrupted with her characteristic flirting, and Jon went back to the task at hand.

All the two-year graph showed him was that, prior to August, everything was much more stable in general— the graph displayed a nearly-flat line hovering just below a hundred for nearly the entirety of that time, making the frequent spikes in the latter half of the period stand out that much more. 

He clicked the tab labelled 4yr.

Jesus Christ. 

In October 2014, the readings spiked to over five thousand.

“Archie, how much longer?”

He scrambled to check, something about the urgency in Daisy’s voice— 

“Five minutes,” he told her, “I just— I just need five more minutes.”

But apparently, he wasn’t going to get that, because Nightwing and Robin were on their way— from what he could tell, Daisy was hiding, Selina was off with Batman, Jason was breaking out of the building through a lower floor, and— 

And Jon was alone. 

Uploading. Progress: 88%

Estimated time to completion: 3 minutes.

Behind him, the elevator doors closed, and it began its ascent, leaving him behind. 

His comms were utterly silent, and Jon stared at the closed door— his only way up, his way out.

Shit. Shit shit shit shit—

There was a little indicator just above the door, showing the floor number the elevator was on— despite the fact that Jon was sure it didn’t stop anywhere except for these two places. He watched that number go up, and up, and up, and he wondered—

 Who had called the elevator back up?

It stopped. And then, with a feeling of absolute dread, Jon watched those numbers start to go down.

“Archie,” Daisy whispered, her voice on the edge of panic, “Nightwing and Robin just got in the elevator. Do you have another way out?”

Jon tore his gaze from the elevator and dashed further into the room— more lights turned on as he did, illuminating the end of the tunnel, and the door that waited, unassuming, at the end.

The thought of going through another door made him sick.

Uploading. Progress: 95%

Estimated time to completion: 2 minutes.

Jon stared between the screen— it ticket up to 96%, but the time increased back to four minutes— and the elevator, dropping steadily lower. 

“Yes, I think so,” he told Daisy, “but— but I still need more time!”

“You’re out of time!” Daisy hissed, “hide, now!”

But the USB— it was so close, he couldn’t take it out, and there was nowhere to hide. “I— I can’t!”

Jon watched in horror as the elevator indicator dropped lower, lower, lower.

They were coming for him. The dread churning in his gut reached a crescendo— he needed time, he’d almost gotten what he needed— just another minute, that was all he needed…

Then he had an idea. 

He lifted a hand, made sure his comm was still on. “Alice,” he whispered urgently. “call the elevator. Call the elevator back up now.”

Her reply was even quieter— so near-silent that Jon barely heard. “I’m a little busy right now,” she hissed, and then there was a sharp intake of breath, and a long, long moment of silence as the number ticked lower, closer—  

It was too late to run, it was too late to hide— his only option was to fight back, in whatever way he could; even if that was just to buy time, and hope that Daisy was able to do as he asked. So Jon stood tall facing the elevator doors as it approached, the rumbling of metal reaching his ears as he flicked open the lenses on his mask. 

He remembered that once, what felt like months ago, he’d told Jason that he needed to see someone’s eyes to compel them. That hadn’t been strictly true— rather, the target needed to see his eyes. It made little difference in most circumstances… except for when one or both parties was wearing a mask with lenses that were opaque from the outside.

The elevator dinged quietly. The doors slid open. 

Jon stood his ground.

Both Nightwing and Robin had a split-second moment of shock upon seeing that Jon, the Archivist, was right there, barely two meters away. 

That split second was all it took.

“Dick Grayson,” he Asked, “what are the lyrics to the last song you listened to?”

Jon wasn’t sure he’d ever tried to compel two people at once, and now didn’t seem the time to test it out— but he’d noticed that when he was compelling one person, everyone in the room seemed to be just as transfixed while the question was answered— a fact he took advantage of here, keeping the both of them trapped, frozen in his gaze as Nightwing opened his mouth and—

And…

“Oh, when the red rose, it comes a-marching,” he said, “well we will fight, we will fight, fight for our boy Jack!”

And Jon felt his own horror rise up to meet the vigilantes’, because Nightwing was reciting the goddamn Mechanisms. 

“When the red rose, it comes a-marching, spit in the face of history!”

It all felt so wrong— words Jon had written and sung so long ago repeated back to him in a monotonous, dead tone, just the slightest bit of strain making its way through; the hero struggling for breath even as the words were pulled from him, and Jon’s stomach twisted into knots at the realization that he couldn’t stop it, either. Once the question was Asked, he was as powerless as anybody else.

Only…

While Nightwing was perfectly still, Robin was not. No, the kid was clenching his jaw, flexing his fingers, shifting his weight and breathing deeply and irregularly , breaths like one would make before diving headfirst into deep water, or in preparation for—

“If he can slay them, so can we!”

With a shout and a twist, Robin broke free of the compulsion. Jon reeled back in shock from that alone— had that ever happened before? He didn’t think it had— but then he reeled for an entirely different reason, because something small and metallic was flying straight for his head.

Jon twisted to the side— but not fast enough. a line of hot pain opened up along his cheek, barely an inch under his eye, drawing a shout of pain from his chest and leaving him stumbling and blinking back tears, a hand flying to his face— it hurt more when he touched it, and he only succeeded in smearing the blood over his face and hand. He’d had worse, of course he’d had worse, but the shock of it all still left him unsteady on his feet, staring at Robin— the kid had his eyes screwed shut, bo staff held out in front of him as he placed himself between Nightwing and Jon.

…Because Jon was the threat. Of course he was; he’d known that, he’d known that the heroes were here to stop them. But still, to see it so plainly, to have a child hero see him as someone so dangerous as to warrant throwing some sort of knife at his head—

Jon was trying not to be a monster. In that moment, he realized that maybe he needed to try a little bit harder.

He met Nightwing’s wide, terrified eyes, an apology on the tip of his tongue, and—

And the elevator doors slid shut, and Jon was alone again. 

With shaking hands, he tapped his ear; unnecessary as it was. He hadn’t turned the comm off.

“Good timing, Alice,” he said.

“Are you alright? I heard yelling…”

“Ah, yes, that was… they surprised me, is all. I’m fine.” 

“Good. What’s happening?”

“Oh, right, I’m sending the birds back up your way, you might want to…”

“Hide, copy that.”

“Sorry,” Jon winced. “I’m sure you could, ah, fight them, if you wanted to…”

“Do not fight Nightwing!” Jason interrupted, voice commanding attention despite how quiet it was— almost a whisper.

“I wasn’t going to!” Daisy scoffed. “I don’t want to throw Batgirl under the bus like that, anyway.”

Jon walked over to the BD3 machine.

Uploading. Progress: 100%

Upload complete

“What?” Jason sounded genuinely confused— Jon was too, but he was only half-listening. 

He navigated to the graph one more time, clicked back to the 24hr tab— it looked like the deviation level had dropped back to around 200. Jon nodded to himself, exited out of the extra system window, and pocketed the USB drive.

“Batgirl let me go, earlier.” Daisy explained. “She said she lost me, but I’m sure she knew I was there.”

Jon surveyed his work; perfect, it looked like he was never even there— except. Oh. He’d gotten blood on the mouse. 

“Why the hell would Batgirl do that?” Jason exclaimed. “We broke in!”  

“I don’t know,” Daisy hissed, “it was… weird. She just… it was like she knew me. Do we have any idea of her identity?”

Jason huffed on the line. “No. She’s new— there’s been rumours of a nameless vigilante for a couple months, that might have been her. Last night was the first time I’ve heard of there even being a new Batgirl.”

“Jon? Any idea?”

Jon tilted his head and tried to picture Batgirl— but, well, he’d never actually met her, so it wasn’t that easy. Who’s Batgirl? He asked in his mind. There was no answer. 

“No,” he told Daisy, “sorry.”

“It’s alright, we’ll figure— shit, hold on, the elevator’s almost back up. Archie, you’re gonna want to get out of there quick.”

“Right,” Jon nodded, and turned to make his way to the other side of the hallway.

Before him was a door.

On the other side… he didn’t know what waited for him, but there was one of those little green exit signs with the running stick figure over the top, so there must have been an exit of some sort.

Still, some part of him was certain that if he opened that door, all he would find on the other side was spiders— or maybe just one spider, huge hairy legs reaching through to pull him in, take him away—

He shook his head. Now was not the time. Still, he took a moment to look around, just in case there was any other option, any way out of this mess that didn’t involve opening that goddamn door, and—

There, in the corner, partially concealed by shadows. A manhole cover. He hadn’t noticed it before.

Jon crouched down next to it. 

Daisy’s voice returned. “You out yet? they’re coming back down.”

Jon shifted the cover over. “Almost. I’ve found a way out that— well.” He didn’t want to explain why he couldn’t take the marked exit. “Hopefully this won’t be as obvious as the door— I found a way further down.”

And down it went indeed— a rusted old ladder descending into darkness. Jon took out his flashlight and shone it into the space; it went down a ways, but he could see the bottom and it wasn’t too far away. 

“Down? Don’t go too far— I’m trying to get you out, you know.” Jason was whispering in earnest, now. 

“I thought you left,” Daisy replied, an accusatory edge to her voice. “Where are you?”

Flashlight held in his teeth— it tasted like blood, he needed to be careful about that— Jon shifted his feet down into the manhole and started to climb down, reaching up to pull the cover back into position once he was deep enough. 

“In the basement, trying to find Archie!”

He went down until his feet hit the bottom— it was only about ten feet down, really. He transferred the flashlight back to his hand, shone it ahead of him; he was in a small tunnel, barely tall enough to stand in, wide enough only for one person. It went forward about twenty feet, ending in a set of stairs that descended out of sight.

Daisy sounded unimpressed. “How’d you even get into the basement?”

A scoff. “Lost the Bats, doubled back and broke in at ground level. Easy, all the security guys are upstairs.”

“Not anymore,” Sage interjected. “Whole place is crawling with cops now.”

“That’s fine,” Jason dismissed. “We can find another way out. Pretty sure this place is connected to the old subway maintenance tunnels we used to slip our Batty tail last time.”

Jon was just about to walk into the tunnel when he heard voices and footsteps above him.

“He can’t have gone far,” Nightwing, muted and distorted from above.

“Come on,” Robin said, “this way, it’s the only way out.”

“What if he’s hiding?”

A pause. “Oracle’s watching,” Robin said. “So we’ll know if he comes back this way.”

That was… unfortunate.

“Right,” a door opened. “Let’s go, then!”

A door closed, and Jon was alone again.

“Alice,” he said, “you can’t come down this way.”

“Why not?”

“There’s cameras down here,” he explained.

“Oh. Right. Shit, how am I supposed to get out of here?”

Jon made his way deeper into the tunnel, his flashlight casting strange shadows on the walls. 

“Blind spot includes that closet and the elevator,” Camryn reminded Daisy. “If you can get it open, you can probably go through the inside of the elevator shaft— it’s got to have maintenance access somewhere.”

The stairs went down further than Jon’s flashlight could illuminate, and he swallowed nervously. It reminded him terribly of those first few steps he took into the Coffin— stairs, and then a tunnel, slowly getting smaller and smaller until he was crawling, until he was wriggling, until it was squeezing and choking the life out of him and he couldn’t even do that. 

But it wasn’t. It wasn’t the Coffin. And besides that, something down there… something called to him, and Jon was suddenly sure that down in the depths was—

Was…

He took a deep breath. “It just goes further down,” he said.

Jason swore. “Just stay put, okay? I’ll come find you, just don’t go deeper, Christ.”

“But…”

“No, Archie. Listen to me. I know you’ve spent enough time in the library to know better than to go into spooky goddamn caves, and your comm is starting to go weird, so just— stop.”

It was touching, how much they cared. Jon took a step down; then another. “I’m going down,” he said.

“Archie, what the hell are you doing?” Daisy. 

“Going down,” he repeated. “There’s… something down there that I need.”

“I guarantee there is nothing— Archie!”

“Sorry,” he said, pausing about four steps down. “I have to.”

“Why?” Daisy asked.

“There’s a Statement down there,” he said. “I need it.”

Daisy swore. “Jon, please listen. We talked about this, remember? I can—“ she started to cut out, the comm dissolving into static as Jon took another three steps, “ you… —ment, don’t—“

And with one last little pop, there was silence.

Jon took a deep breath as he continued down the stairs.

 

 

Jon wandered for what might have been hours, might have been days, might have been ten minutes. The stairs took him down into a series of branching, mostly natural-seeming tunnels that went every which way, sometimes more ways than should have been possible— pathways that he’s sure should have taken him back to a familiar location but didn’t, small streams that flowed upwards, and on one occasion Jon found himself in a long, straight tunnel that somehow went down in both directions. It didn’t make any sense— but it didn’t need to. He Knew where he was going. 

All he had to do was follow the Eye. All he had to do was follow his hunger.

He walked for hours, days, minutes— at one point, he found a bat-like face carved of stone protruding from the wall, a glowing green liquid running from its mouth and eyes, collecting in a small pool below. He stared at it for a long moment; beside it was an inviting, arched doorway, bright green glowing from beyond. It was familiar; he’d seen it before, in a drawing. Do not drink.

He considered it. But it was not there for him.

He continued on.

He was getting close— he could feel it, could taste it in the air; Fear, all for him, just waiting to be found, and then—

There was a door. 

It was made of a dark, heavy wood, an ornate knocker in its centre. Jon extended a bloodied hand to lift it—

And stopped himself. 

He was shaking. He didn’t want to knock. “Please,” he said in a whisper. “Don’t make me knock.”

He stood there for a long moment, and then, with a creak, the door opened all on its own. 

Jon stepped through.

Inside was a huge, roughly circular cavern. In the centre was a large pool of water— a small lake, really, uneven in shape but at least sixty feet across at any point— with a wide sort of bridge or boardwalk bisecting it in two. A series of exactly thirteen carved pillars surrounded the water, reaching up to the roof towering over two hundred feet above, and there—

There, protruding out from the roof, was a large glowing crystal. It was mostly a soft white, subtle flecks of red casting the entire space into a strange sort of warm light. As Jon walked further out towards the water, he noticed a set of stairs off to one side, carved into the stone of the wall itself, twisting once around the entire circumference of the cavern before ending in a stone protrusion that reached out across the space toward that lovely glow…

Jon thought, if he were to stand on the very edge of that platform, he could almost touch the crystal. A part of him wanted to find out; it did look so inviting, despite how that was an awful lot of stairs. But there was something else— something that drew his attention even more than the softly glowing crystal above him: 

In the centre of the lake, the exact middle of the bridge, there was a tape recorder.

Jon walked forward; made his way to the edge of the lake, to the start of the bridge. He swallowed down the saliva that gathered in his mouth— he knew his eyes were wide, could picture his own pupils dilated as he approached the tape recorder and crouched down to pick it up.

Something crackled and snapped under his feet, like damp, dead twigs; he glanced down to see old, yellowed bones, and realized there was a complete human skeleton resting beside the tape recorder. It was partially on its side, like it had once been curled around it; a dark stain marred the otherwise unblemished wood of the walkway beneath it. He had stepped on its hand. 

The tape recorder itself was far more interesting to Jon; unlike the recorders which often appeared at the Institute, and which Jon still carried several of in his backpack, this one had a brand label— Wayne Industries, because of course— and it was a different shape; more square, whereas Jon’s tapes were rectangular. It was also covered in what looked like faded, stained stickers, some peeling off in places, all images of what might have been various superheroes popular in Gotham. 

He picked it up, and after a moment of fumbling with the controls, rewound the tape and pressed play.

The first thing he heard was footsteps. Footsteps, and uneven, nervous breathing. Then, a voice— masculine, unsure, scared.

“Sorry, sorry, had to put in a new tape— God, I hope enough of that nightmare actually recorded… good that I brought this thing, though, huh Mark? No way any of that would have made it onto my phone.”

A pause. More heavy breathing, slowly calming to a regular rhythm. “Anyway. This is Otto Tielo, recording from the Gotham Cave System, October, uh… October 2014, having narrowly escaped a horde of— of—“

For a moment, the voice and the footsteps both stopped. Then, with a sigh, Otto continued forward.

“I’m starting to think it was a mistake, coming down here. I’ve still seen no sign of the Lazarus pools, and I’ve nearly run out of rations. I don’t know how much longer I can search, and I don’t… oh.”

The footsteps increased their pace; it sounded like Otto had started to jog slightly, though Jon was fairly sure that the breathlessness in his voice afterwards was borne more out of awe than exercise. 

“Oh, wow, okay, here we are…”

There was a hollow knocking sound, one that felt familiar to Jon even though he was sure he’d never heard it before. And then, the much more familiar creaking of an old, heavy wooden door, and then—

“Holy shit. This is— woah.”

Footsteps; echoing, now. “I’ve found a— a chamber, it’s… huge, and, and…”

A long exhale; a soft inhale. “It’s beautiful,” Otto whispered. 

Somewhere above Jon, the glowing crystal cast the entire room in a red glow. 

“There’s— there’s a pool of the most breathtakingly clear water I’ve ever seen,” Otto described, and yes, Jon could see it— the water was incredibly clear. “And the architecture, these stairs…”

Footsteps, steady and sure, and Jon could see, with perfect clarity, what this long-ago explorer saw— could feel the carved patterns in the stone beneath his fingers as he ascended the stairs, tape recorder gripped tight in the other hand…

“And the light… oh, how it shines, the most wonderful colour I have ever seen…” red, red like life, Jon thought; it was cast from the stone above and from the symbols beneath his palms just the same, all as one, beckoning higher and higher and higher until—

There was a great rumble from the tape as the earth shook around Otto; he wasn’t concerned, though. The caves had a tendency to shake, he’d found; a phenomenon he’d ascribed to the way they changed positions. The only thing out of the ordinary was that this time, the shaking ended with a voice.

“Ah, hello.”

It was feminine, English, and notably calm and self-assured, with just a slight lisp. The footsteps didn’t stop as she spoke; in fact, Jon couldn’t hear any other footsteps— it followed, logically, that hers were too quiet for the tape to pick up, or else she was walking alongside Otto, matching his steps. 

“A tape recorder, I see. Are you this world’s Archivist, then?”

Otto’s voice shook when he answered. “Wh— what? What do you—?”

The newcomer tsked. “I suppose not. This world has nothing to Archive, after all.” A pause. “Not yet, anyway. What is your name?”

“Otto. Otto, uh, Tielo. Who are you? What do you mean by, uh, Archivist?”

The woman hummed consideringly. “I don’t think that’s what you should be worrying about, Otto.”

A long pause, filled with echoing footsteps. “Why not?”

A short, chittering laugh. “Where are you going?”

A chill went down Jon’s spine. The footsteps did not falter. “Up,” Otto said, simply. “The light is there. I need to get closer.”

“Hm. I’ll leave you to it, then.”

The light was close— so close, right in front of him. He reached a hand out towards it, that beautiful red glow filling his vision and filling Otto and filling Jon with such joyous awe and—

Click.

Another tape recorder appeared— familiar, dark and sleek, on a ledge just behind Jon, and the sound of it turning on startled him so badly that he dropped the one in his hand; he fumbled for it a moment, but only succeeded in knocking it further away from himself, watching with a weight like a stone in his chest as it fell to the ground far below…

Far…

Jon blinked. The ground was very far away— when had he…? Where was—?

Far below him, Otto’s tape recorder hit the boardwalk, and Jon heard it crack before it bounced, falling in pieces into the water where a series of swirling symbols lit the lake-bottom up with a bright, glowing red. Those same symbols were carved into the pillars, and into the wall along the stairs— he traced them with his eyes, all the way up to where he now stood on a jutting precipice, that giant glowing crystal mere feet away. 

He could almost touch it, if he stood on the very edge. Almost. Far below, that long-decayed body stared up at him, proof that almost was not enough. 

One more step and he’d have fallen. 

Still, something drew him closer— something called to him, and he realized with a sense of bone-deep dread that it was not the Eye.

No, the Eye— or perhaps the Web, because at this point, the difference hardly mattered— was urging him away, a deep-seated possessive anger within him pushing back against that deep-red glow, and Jon lifted a hand in front of him only to find that, where it faced him, it was cast in green; his own eyes apparently shining in sharp contrast to the light of that hauntingly, deadly beautiful crystal in the cavern roof. 

“Hey, Jon,” came Martin’s voice from the tape behind him. “Me again. I, uh, I hope you’re doing better than I am.”

Jon could have laughed, or maybe cried. Instead, he let those forces within him steer his body away from the edge and into the relative darkness of a small alcove just off from the stairs, picking up the tape recorder on the way; its familiar weight a comfort in his shaking hands. 

Only, once he was there, Jon realized it wasn’t an alcove at all— it was another passageway, tucked into a shadowed corner, ominous and foreboding; but, he reasoned, anything was better than that horrible, wonderful cavern. 

“Basira left, again. She didn’t even say when she was leaving, or let me know how long she’d be gone for— and all Melanie would tell me was that she was ‘following up on some leads,’ whatever that means. I hope it’s not Annabelle— we agreed to work together, when it comes to getting you back.”

Martin’s voice in Jon’s ears helped to ground him, and slowly, Jon came fully back to himself. He was walking down a dark corridor, this one apparently manmade; ahead of him, a staircase— leading up.

“Right, right… speaking of that,” and here, Martin’s voice got quieter; “I’ve got a bit of a theory, Jon,” he said. “I think that Elias is hiding something. I mean— we all know he’s hiding something, that’s obvious, but I mean— something about you, where you’ve gone. So, so I figure…”

A pause. Jon peered up the stairs, and with wide eyes he realized he could smell fresh air.

He started up them. His legs burned— this was a lot of stairs for such a short period.

“You know how, uh, Peter has me doing most of the work actually, um, running the place? Right, well… I have keys to his office. To Elias’ office. And he’s got this, this secret, extra-locked cabinet that Peter said he’s not even allowed in, but… I reckon I could pick that lock, you know?”

Jon’s attention was split between the tape— Martin’s godawful recklessness, Christ, breaking into Elias’ safe? That sounded like a good way to get himself killed, or worse— and the feeling of cooler and cooler air tingling across his skin the higher he went. Was he nearly there? Was he nearly free?

“So, that’s… that’s what I’m up to. Tomorrow, I think. For now…”

A sigh. “I don’t know. I just wanted to talk to you, I guess, even though you probably aren’t even listening. It’s just… easy. Easier than talking to people here, anyway.”

Jon reached the top of the stairs, and found himself in another short corridor. At the end of it, to none’s surprise, was a door; it already sat propped slightly open, like it didn’t fit quite right in the frame. 

“You know, they’re not all like this. The tapes, I mean,” Martin mused. “The last one was— well, rather difficult to record. It felt… oppressive, like when too many people are trying to talk to you at once? I had to leave the room straight away after I was done, even just… being near it, I could feel how heavy it was. Most of them aren’t that bad, but this one, it’s not like that at all. It’s actually pretty nice. I could talk to you all day.”

Another sigh. Jon stepped up to the door, cautiously peering through the crack along the edge. On the other side was another tunnel, and the tantalizing smell of rain. “I should probably head up to work, though. Can you believe I have to be in on a Sunday? I mean, Saturday I can understand, but Sunday? Ridiculous.”

Jon smiled down at the tape, a fondness tugging at his heart. He slipped the backpack off his shoulders, crouched down and opened it up.

“Anyway, I hope you’re doing alright, wherever you are. You deserve that, after everything. I just wish…” A pause. “Nevermind. Bye, Jon.”

The tape clicked off, and Jon placed it near-reverently in his backpack alongside the others. 

“Thank you, Martin,” he whispered, then zipped up the bag. 

Martin might not have known it, but Jon was fairly certain he’d saved his life; he didn’t know what would have happened if the tape hadn’t turned on when it did. Not for the first time, Jon wished that he’d taken the time to show Martin his gratitude when he’d had the chance.

With a long sigh, Jon stood. He was exhausted, he realized; more tired than he had been in a long time, the persistent headache he’d had all week back in full force. Hopefully, this door would lead him to an exit— and hopefully, Daisy would be there, or maybe Jason, with somebody for him to interrogate. Whatever sustenance he’d derived from that tape had been entirely consumed by the strain of resisting the crystal; and even though it had had some element of his world’s Fears— that woman, who was that woman? He felt like he should know, but he didn’t— the strange woman had not been the source of poor Otto’s fear. 

He felt rather like the days right after that time he’d gotten food poisoning from eating leftovers that had gone off— wrung out, nauseous, hungry.

Right. Find the surface. Find Daisy. Get a proper Statement, sooner rather than later. 

Jon pushed open the door. 

 

Notes:

Posting from renaissance faire! I brought my laptop specifically to post this lmao. Also two of my partners I brought here are now also boyfriends :)
With this chapter, Aspicio et Fio is now over 100 thousand words long. This is, by far, the longest single piece of creative writing I have ever created, and there is lots more to come. I want to thank everyone who's supported me in this-- I would not have gotten this far without all the lovely comments and interactions with everyone.
Onward, to greater things, and to more suffering for Jon!
Thank you to Klemmy for helping beta read!

Tell me what you think about all this Lore in the comments. I gotta know.

Next time: Some people have some WORDS for Jon.

Chapter 21: Beholding

Summary:

“Feed your god, fearlessly and without hesitation, or it will feed on you.”
In which Jon discovers that actions— and inactions— have consequences.

Notes:

Chapter contains Gotham Cave Spooky, a graveyard, minor Web content, big Beholding Content, beloved characters in distress, nonhuman pov, implied threats, possessiveness, possible/implied possession and/or loss of self-identity.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jon was in a crypt.

He crept through its narrow passageways, the beam of his flickering flashlight never reaching further than the next bend, as though the shadows themselves were pushing back against the light, just the same as how the walls pressed down on him. He wasn’t sure where the crypt was, or who had been buried there; any dates or inscriptions long since eroded by time and a lack of care. Worryingly, the lid of every heavy stone sarcophagus Jon passed was ajar, and he was somehow certain that if he were to shine his light into them, they would be empty— he wasn’t even sure there were still any bodies down there, except for those which had been forgotten by all, left buried and trapped under the smooth stone beneath his feet as he peered around dark corners, searching for a way out, gripping his flashlight like a lifeline with one question hanging over him: 

Where were the bodies?

Jon needed to get out of there. His head pounded, his feet ached, he felt sick to his stomach; he was sure that if he had eaten anything in the last twelve hours, he’d have long since thrown it up. He was dizzy and nauseous, bouts of vertigo forcing him to lean against the wall far more often than he would like— or, worse, those horribly empty coffins— stumbling and screwing his eyes shut against it all. 

His flashlight flickered once more as he rounded another corner, giving a stutter like a death rattle, and then it finally, after everything, went out.

All was dark; pitch black, not a speck of light reaching him. And yet, Jon found he could still see— the world cast in shades of shadow, grays and blacks painting the outlines of everything around him, and—

And there, it wasn’t light per se, more an impression of less darkness, but there was one corridor down which Jon could see that the twisting hallway widened, the walls not so spotlessly clean and the stone of the floors no longer so perfectly smooth, dust swirling slightly in the air. He made for it, and the moment he walked through the empty doorway separating that space from the rest, there was a violently loud crackle right in his ear— like the sound of plugging in a speaker with the volume already turned up too high. Jon flinched.

And then his breath caught in his throat, and he froze where he stood, because he realized—

That was his comm. 

He tapped on it hesitantly, opened his mouth to speak— but no words came out. He cleared his throat. Tried again.

“Hello?”

A long moment of silence greeted him— and then: 

“Jon?!”

Overlapping voices created an explosion of sound on the other side, nearly making Jon stumble back into the deep shadows behind him as his headache spiked. He grabbed the doorframe and screwed his eyes shut, and after a moment, the voices clarified into words again.

“—the hell were you thinking?!” Jason was scolding him. Jon wasn’t really processing the words— too relieved to hear a familiar voice again, forcing himself forward into the room he had found himself in— still a crypt, but a much more modest one, more real, no narrow twisting winding impossibly-dark corridors, no empty coffins or nameless markers— in fact, it seemed the bodies kept here had been those of… priests, maybe? That would make sense.

“Jon, where—?”

“Codenames, Alice,” Jason reminded Daisy.

“Archivist, where are you?” She corrected, “We’ll come get you. We just need to know where you are.”

Jon let out a hysterical little laugh. “I haven’t the faintest idea,” he said, “except that I’m in a— a crypt. There’s— I’m—“ he stopped, breathing hard as the events of the last few— hours? He wasn’t sure how long it had been— the events of his time in the caves came back to him all at once.  “Daisy, Daisy— there was— a crystal, and a tape— Otto, and, and, Lazarus, and I think the Web saved me but I don’t—“ he leaned against a great stone sarcophagus, head spinning too much to even try to read the name engraved on its side, “she asked if he was an Archivist, and he wasn’t, but who was— why—?” He broke off, and then remembered why he’d been down there in the first place— Daisy, the spikes! I got— a USB, I got the— the data, and—“

“Calm down. You’re not making any fucking sense,” Jason sounded alarmed, now, and Jon felt a pang of guilt for causing it. 

“Sorry. Sorry,” he repeated. “I’m sorry. I’m— I’m so sorry.” His breathing was going weird again; he brought his knees up and pressed his head to them, trying desperately to get himself under control. “I didn’t mean to— to— I’m sorry.”

Camryn’s voice. “I’ve got his location,” she said, grimly. “Sending it now.”

A pause, and then Jason’s voice was back. “Jesus Christ.”

Daisy swore. Jon felt dread sink into his stomach, nestling right alongside his wild terror.

“We’ll be there soon,” Jason assured him, voice carefully steady. “Stay put, okay?”

“Right,” Jon nodded. 

“You’re still underground?” Daisy asked to confirm. 

Jon nodded, then remembered they couldn’t see it. “Yes. I’m— I’m in a crypt. I—“ he looked around, seeing only shades of gray— “my flashlight is broken. It’s dark. I need to— to—“

“No!” Daisy barked. “No, just stay there, we’ll come to you, alright? Don’t move. You’re okay. Just don’t go anywhere else.”

Jon desperately wanted to get out of the dark, but the near-panic in Daisy’s voice told him she was serious— he didn’t know why, but, well. Not listening to her and Jason had been what had gotten him into this mess in the first place— he owed it to them, he thought, to trust them. 

So Jon listened. He sat curled in the dark, eyes closed, trying to get his wild racing heart under control, trying to put his thoughts in order while Daisy and Jason counted down the minutes until they’d be there— twenty, then ten, then five— why so long? How far had he gone?— until finally, finally, with the darkness creeping back in at the edges and a pressure in his head so powerful he feared he it might burst— 

“Okay, we’re here.” 

“Okay,” Jon whispered. He lifted his head just in time to see real light spilling into the space through a door that opened just around the corner in front of him. 

Tapping footsteps echoed— Jon knew the two of them could walk absolutely silent, they were making sound on purpose— and a moment later, they were there.  

Jason hung back, standing guard at the corner with his gun drawn while Daisy crouched down in front of him. She flicked open the lenses on her mask and reached both of her arms out— one to grip him by the shoulder, the other to gently push his knees down so she could see him.

“Are you hurt?” She asked.

Jon started to shake his head, then winced. “No— ah. My head hurts.” He swallowed. “I’m— I think I almost died,” he whispered. “I almost…”

Jon was shaking. He was pretty sure that Daisy was shaking, too. “Where are we?” He asked, and even though it was Daisy— Daisy, who he’d never once compelled by accident, not since arriving in Gotham— he had to resist the urge to make it a compulsion. Jon could feel his pulse behind his eyes. 

Daisy dropped his gaze, looked over her shoulder at Jason. He nodded once.

She moved her hands down, and held Jon’s own hands between them. “We’re under a church,” she started. “Or, well— it was a church. Hood says there was a fire, a few months ago.”

Jon nodded. That made sense. 

But there was something else. Something more.

Daisy took a deep breath. “The church is in Gotham Cemetery.”

And there it was.

Jon felt cold. He nodded. “Okay.”

“Right, yes, so— just be aware, is all. Don’t… freak out, when we get up there. The car is parked just outside the gate, and we’re going straight home.”

Jon nodded again, suddenly grateful that they’d told him to stay put— he didn’t know how he might’ve reacted to emerging from this horror show of a night only to find himself back in the cemetery, alone, but somehow he didn’t think he’d have handled it particularly well.

Home. That sounded nice. 

“How’s the Officer?” He asked, as Daisy helped him up onto unsteady feet.

Jason snorted and rolled his eyes. “Selina took her home, said her clowder could ‘watch the little one’ while we looked for you.”

“She’s alright, then,” Jon let out a short sigh of relief. “Good.”

“Yeah, she’s going to meet us back at the diner— she was clear across town when we got word of where you are.”

“She didn’t say anything, in the…” Jon gestured at his ear.

Jason shrugged. “I think she ditched the comm on her little chase while the rest of us were trying to get out of that fucking building. A nightmare, by the way,” he added. “Security was all over it, and Alice didn’t want any casualties.”

They turned the corner and Daisy led Jon through the door. Before him was a short set of steps, wide and dramatic. Above, scaffolding and the exposed interior of a building under construction was just visible. The air smelled of rain and mud.

“Batgirl let me go,” Daisy said, with the air of someone explaining something for the tenth time, “I wasn’t about to repay her by shooting civilians.”

“Security guards are hardly civilians, they were all armed, too—“

“Before we got there they were having a birthday party in the breakroom!”

As they emerged from the crypt, the state of the church came properly into view— it seemed construction was well underway, the space dominated by exposed piping and wiring, tools and equipment strewn about. It was to be a decent sized building, Jon thought; a high roof and an open floor plan, only a small handful of side rooms on the ground floor, with a sort of mezzanine around part of the main section adding extra space with visibility to where the pulpit would likely be set up. At that point, the windows were empty, rounded holes in the walls covered by plastic tarps, but it was clear they were going to be rather impressive as well. Jon found himself craning his neck to see up to the top of the building, where a large circular dome sat, branching archways forming a spider web pattern out from the centre. 

Jon felt like he was being watched.

That feeling only intensified as they ducked out through the tarp-covered doorway into the misty Gotham dawn— it was morning, the sun rising somewhere behind the clouds, and Jon felt his stomach lurch uncomfortably at the knowledge that he’d been underground all night— with the cemetery stretching out before them. It felt like a million eyes all on him; like every single body buried there knew he was there. Trespasser, they whispered, you do not belong here.

Jon was abruptly reminded of something he’d been told, once, almost a year ago now:

Feed your god, or it will feed on you.

He looked around; glanced over his shoulder. There was nobody else there.

The feeling did not abate as they made their way across the cemetery— taking the long way around so as to stay as far away as possible from the great stone angel which Jon knew marked Jason’s grave. They made it to the gate, and into the waiting car, without incident— but even when the door was shut with them all piled inside, Jon could not shake the feeling of eyes on his back. 

“Archie, hey man, glad you’re in one piece,” Julian greeted. 

Jon nodded. “More or less.”

Once they were on the road again, Julian turned to Jason in the passenger seat.

“Have you heard from Darcy yet?”

Jason blinked. “Uh. No, why?”

Julian grinned. “Word is Alec’s supposed to show up in person to a meeting with some of Penguin’s guys tonight. Seven o’clock.”

Jason flashed a grin back. “Finally some fuckin’ good news, awesome. We got a location?”

“Sure do! Still trying to work out numbers, but I think the daytime guys should be able to handle that. Tamsin’s awesome, by the way, we should have hired her sooner.”

Jason sighed. “You know that wouldn’t have gone over well.”

“Yeah, yeah,” Julian huffed. “Whatever. Point is, when we get back, we can all get some sleep— Sage took the last five hours or so, she’s good to take a day shift, and— oh,” he glanced back in the rearview mirror, “hey, Archie, she said she can watch the Officer for you, while you get some rest. Selina’s going to bring her back over.”

Jon nodded mutely; an awful headache growing alongside his unease, nausea ebbing and flowing like water sloshing back and forth in a plastic tub. 

Julian frowned. “You okay, man?”

Jon swallowed. “Just, ah. Need some sleep,” he managed. “Officer would, hm.” He paused, leaning his head against the window and shutting his eyes against a spike of pain. “Would be nice, yes.”

He let himself drift for a while, then, trying to shut out the swaying of the car, the jumble of voices; begging the pounding of his head to ease. He still felt like he was being watched, too, like someone was waiting just out of sight, waiting for him to let his guard down, waiting to pounce.

After a time, he felt something on his forehead— it was the back of Daisy’s hand. He opened his eyes to see her looking down at him, open concern on her face. 

“Jon, are you okay?”

He looked around. The car had stopped; the door was open. 

“We home?”

“Yeah,” Daisy nodded. “Come on.”

They made it into the diner; Sage was there, she said… something to them that Jon didn’t catch. He felt dizzy; he stumbled on the way to the stairs, prompting Daisy to loop an arm around his back, and he leaned into her gratefully.

Jason was looking at him— he was worried. Alarmed. Jon tried to focus.

“Do we need to go to Leslie’s?” He asked. 

Jon shook his head, then winced— bad idea. “No, I just… I just need to sleep,” he managed. 

Jason nodded hesitantly. “Alright, but…” 

Daisy led him to the stairs. They were talking to Sage again; something about him. His ears were ringing.

Living room; couch. Daisy helped him strip out of his gear; somehow he ended up in pyjamas. 

“The— usb,” he said at one point. “Pocket.”

Daisy nodded. “You already gave it to me, Jon.” 

He nodded. “Right, right. You’ve got to…”

She led him to his bed, put him down there. Had she been carrying him?

“I’ve got it. Just… sleep, okay? I’ll be in my room, shout if you need anything.”

He felt a spike of anxiety, because what if— what if—

“And if you can’t— emergency beacon’s on the bedside, right here.” She lifted his hand and physically showed him where it was. “One of us will check in on you every half hour. Sleep.”

He nodded, already feeling the darkness pulling him down and away. “Thanks,” he mumbled. “You’re… a good friend.”

Daisy smiled softly. “Goodnight, Jon.”

He was already asleep.

 

 

It woke up hungry. 

It woke up hungry and surrounded by softness; awful, constricting fabric, tangling up in limbs it was not used to, the surface beneath it sinking down as though to swallow this body whole. But it prevailed; finding enough purchase amid it all, planting both feet on solid ground, standing and stalking to the door.

It woke up hungry, and it was going to feed.

Past the kitchen. Down the hall. A door. Stairs. Another door, and then—

There was somebody there, somebody familiar, standing guard. An ally, it was sure, turning to face it with a curious expression,  allowing it to see itself in her eyes, and— oh. 

Well that just wouldn’t do. It could hardly go hunting dressed like that.

“Archie, hey, you’re up,” the ally said, and it startled briefly before realizing—

Archie, of course. A nickname, bestowed as a token of friendship.

The Archivist smiled. 

“Feeling better, I take it? I'm glad. You were really out of it, you know.”

“Sage,” Jon gasped, “I— I don’t—“

It gathered itself back together. There was no need for that, now. That sort of thing would only make it hurt again.

“Yes, thank you,” the Archivist nodded. “I’m going out, I just need…” 

“Your gear, right,” friend-ally-Sage nodded, “it’s just downstairs, I think. And, uh— did you want to bring the Officer with you? She’s sleeping right now, but—“

There was a small “mrow!” From behind Sage, and the Archivist smiled again as she moved aside so it could see its favourite creature in the entire world as she yawned and stretched in a soft plush bed. Had Sage provided the bed? Yes, she had. For the Officer to nap in while under her care. Wonderful. 

 Stretch completed, Officer Blackwood blinked up at it, first in confusion, then in recognition. The Archivist held out a hand, and she climbed to his shoulders without hesitation. 

“Thank you,” it nodded to Sage, then turned and made its way down the stairs into the basement.

The Archivist Knew, of course, where the clothes meant for it were located— In the hallway, across from the break room, in the storage units that had been set up there. It opened the correct one, pulling out a set of clothing which it recalled from the previous night’s misadventures.

It brought the clothes into the tea-room, spread them over the table there and observed them with distaste. How had anyone allowed its little Archivist to dress like this? Simply awful. It must have been so difficult to feed properly without looking the part. It exchanged a pitying look with the Officer; then provided her some gentle affections, reassurance that this travesty was not her fault. There was only so much she could have done to prevent it.

The underlayer was acceptable. Simple, protective material, dark colours so as to blend into shadows; very helpful things. The mask, too, was serviceable— the lenses could retract when necessary. But it needed… more.

There was paint and brushes in the other room. It was a simple thing to retrieve the necessary supplies, and the work of minutes to create, in a wonderfully vivid green, a small sigil of the Eye in the centre of the mask. 

Much better. Now it could see, even if it closed his eyes.

The sweater vest was obviously left behind; as were the awful cargo shorts. The dark red leather jacket was enough to provide some variety to the silhouette, and to a discerning eye it marked the wearer as a member of the Red Hood gang; it added the boots, found a mirror and nodded to itself, satisfied for the time being.

Outfit sorted, the Archivist collected the Officer and ascended the stairs again. It did not speak to friend-Sage on the way out; only placing the Officer back in her bed and returning the woman’s acknowledging nod as it struck out into the nighttime city, keeping to shadows and silent places as it followed its instincts south, destination clear: 

The police station.

At least take the subway, begged what part of them was still human, and the Archivist changed course slightly— it would take a very long time to walk there, indeed. 

There was fear all over this city, if one knew where to look; and the Archivist did, taking in every morsel of pain and uncertainty that it witnessed on its way across Gotham. As the Statement drew closer and closer, the Archivist was able to sense more of the details; mouth watering in anticipation, a curious quirk of having a physical body.

It was of the Hunt. This was not surprising— its Hunter friend had promised a shared meal, after all. It was… not as significant a Statement as the Archivist might have hoped, but it would do; as a starter, perhaps. Surely once it had shown the little Archivist how to feed, reminded him how good it felt, he would find more on his own. 

No. No—

None of that, now. 

When the police station came into view, the Archivist was presented with another problem: Getting inside. It decided the best course of action would be to go through the back door; that way it would encounter less people, and therefore draw less attention. 

There was only one person, standing outside the back of the building— with white hair and a tan jacket, leaning against a wall smoking a cigarette. He had not noticed the Archivist— but then, the Archivist did not wish to be noticed just yet. It stalked closer, watching, practically purring with satisfaction as the man grew more and more wary under its gaze— not knowing why, only knowing that something was wrong, and that he was afraid.

After a long moment, it stepped out of the shadows.

“Hello.” 

The man startled badly, nearly dropping his cigarette. “Jesus Christ— what the hell?!”

The Archivist smiled and tilted its head, moving closer. “What is your name?”

“James Gordon, Gotham City police Commissioner. What are you doing here? Entrance is on the other side.”

“Oh, I know,” it said. “But I like it better over here.”

Did he say Gordon?

It tilted its head. Oh, curious—

No, wait—!

“You’re Barbara Gordon’s father,” it observed. 

There it was, the fear in his eyes. As it should be. The man reached into the inside of his jacket.

“Ah-ah, no weapons,” the Archivist chastised. “I’m just here to talk, Commissioner.” The Statement could wait; this was plenty fun. The man’s hands dropped to his sides, and his cigarette fell to the ground. 

“Now— your daughter. She works at the library, Head Librarian. You must be very proud.”

“You stay away from her!” Anger flavoured the fear; adding just the right amount of spice. This time, the Archivist really did purr.

“Why would I do that? We’re friends, her and I.”

He strained against the hold it had on him. “You know, I find that hard to believe.” 

It smiled. “Oh, yes. She’s been very helpful, the times we’ve spoken. A wealth of information, our Barbara.”

“Who the hell are you?” He grit out.

“Are you proud of your daughter, Commissioner?”

“Yes, every day,” he answered, eyes wide. “Who are you?”

It smiled wider. “I’m the Archivist.”

His horror multiplied. So he’d heard the name; excellent. 

“What do you want?”

It tilted its head again. “I want a Statement,” it said, simply. “But you don’t have one.”

The man tried to move again. The Archivist would not let him. “I want you to bring me inside. There is a Statement there.”

A spike of panic from within— we’ll be arrested!

Nonsense. It was powerful; it could handle—

An entire building full of armed police?

Maybe not. 

“I— yeah, sure, I can do that, just… come with me, we’ll sort it all out…”

It’s gaze intensified. “Are you trying to trap me, Commissioner?”

“Yes,” he answered. 

It sighed. “Then we won’t be doing that. You’ll just have to do, I suppose.”

“What—?”

“What is your greatest fear, Commissioner Gordon?”

He gasped, trying in vain to press himself back against the wall— but all he could do was lean forward, entranced, staring deep into the Archivist’s eyes. “I’m afraid that when I die, everything I’ve done for Gotham will die with me; everything I’ve worked for, all the sleepless nights and all the time I could have spent with my family— for nothing, because this city can’t be saved, not really. Not in a way that matters.”

The Archivist drank in his mounting fear, feeling… not full, no, far from even remotely satiated. But feeling content, the words running through its mind like particularly good music. 

It was hungry.

More. More.

“I’m afraid that— that without me, the city will slip right back to where it was twenty years ago— or worse, worse, because instead of the Falcones and Maronis, we have Rogues. I’m afraid that I can’t dig the rot out of the GCPD, and the moment I’m gone, they’re all in the goddamn Joker’s pocket.”

He stopped talking— shaking, eyes wide, tears leaving marvellous tracks down his face. But the Archivist was not done. 

“What else?”

“Batman,” the Commissioner gasped out, breathing hard; it could hear his heart, too, pumping blood full of fear through his veins; speeding up, and up, and up…

“Batman dies, or his name gets out there and he’s forced off the scene— what happens to all the others— his kids? They can’t do it without him, and I think…”

Another gasped breath. “I think losing him would destroy them. I think losing him would destroy the city, I think—“

Tears. More beautiful, delicious tears.

“I think it might destroy me, too, and I’m so scared of that day coming. We’re not ready. I’m afraid we will never be ready.”

The Archivist leaned back, tongue flicking gleefully out over dry lips. That was the best it was going to get out of him, but it had one more question.

“What is your deepest secret?”

It could feel his resistance to the question— the clenching of his jaw, the twitching in his eye. “The— hng— b-Bats’ identities.”

Technically an answer! The thought was a touch hysterical. 

Yes, yes, technically an answer. It tilted its head and stepped closer. “Which one of those identities is the most valuable to you?”

The struggle intensified; pointless as it was. “Oracle’s,” he said.

It smiled. “Who is Oracle, Commissioner?”

It could feel the moment that the commissioner gave up.

“Barbara Gordon,” he whispered. “My daughter is Oracle. And she was Batgirl, too, before the Joker shot her.”

Oh. Oh, God…

“Oh, that is lovely,” it purred.

“Don’t— don’t you dare hurt her, or I’ll— I’ll—“

“You’ll what?”

His face crumpled. “I don’t know.” 

The Archivist stepped closer again, right into the man’s personal space. “Thank you, Commissioner,” it whispered. “This has been very enlightening. Now, what shall I—?”

“Archivist,” came another voice from behind, and it twisted around, but of course it only took a moment for it to recognize the presence which had joined it here— a friend.

The moment it turned away, the Commissioner fell to his knees, much like a puppet with his strings cut. 

“Hunter,” it purred, except— “or… Fearhound? Oh, yes, very nice. I do like that.”

She seemed momentarily taken aback, but then her eyes sharpened and she flashed her canines just past it— toward the Commissioner, still kneeling behind it, who she had spotted drawing his gun.

“Drop the weapon,” she growled, eyes alight, and he obeyed. The gun hit the ground with a clatter. 

“Archivist,” she addressed him again. “What are you doing?”

It smiled, self-satisfied, as she moved closer. “I’m hungry,” it explained, “and the Little Archivist was in pain… he’s not in pain now,” it assured her, sensing a mild spike in alarm. For some reason, the words didn’t help. “I’m showing him how to hunt. Would you like to join us?”

She frowned behind the mask. “You’re hunting the police commissioner?”

It pouted. “No! You left me a Statement— it’s in the police station, but Commissioner Gordon won’t let me inside,” it shot the terrified man a glare, “so I pulled out all his best secrets instead!” 

The Fearhound nodded. “Right. Well, I don’t think the Statement in there is very good, anyway. Not worth it, really.”

It sighed. “No, I guess not. But… you’re here.” It perked up, smiling hopefully. “Do you have something else for me?”

She nodded again, held out a hand. There were small claws on the ends of them— had been since she made the Commissioner drop his gun. It made the Archivist glow with pride. 

“You’re growing so fast. We all are. It won’t be long, now.”

“What?”

It took the offered hand, and a full-body shudder went through him as she pulled it—him— it away from the police station and back into the shadows. 

“Alice,” Jon whimpered, “I’m scared, Alice—”

It frowned. “Which isn’t right. Our Little Archivist should never be afraid— he is made to bring fear.”

She pulled them both further into the darkness, through an alleyway. a car waited for them at the other end. “I’m sorry,” she said, “I didn’t realize it had gotten this bad.”

It leaned dramatically against the Fearhound as they walked, sighing sadly. “It was my fault,” it admitted. “I thought… I thought there was a Statement, but it was just the Spider skimming fear off of an already-doomed soul.”

She nodded. “I’m sorry. We’ll fix this.”

It got the impression she wasn’t talking to it. They reached the car, and she opened the back door. 

“We’re going to… a statement?” It wondered. 

“Not exactly,” the hunter said apologetically. “But we’ve caught someone with information we really want, and we could use your help…”

It tilted its head. “You found Alec?”

She laughed, once. “Yeah, Archie. We found Alec. Now come on, you want to interrogate him or not?”

“Yes, I do want to do that.” The Archivist slid happily into the backseat, friend-Fearhound-Daisy slipping in after it and shutting the door. In the front seat, there was another ally— one with many secrets, and the Archivist wanted them but it did not want to make them afraid because they were a friend.

“Is he, uh…” friend-Julian started, gesturing at the Archivist with some concern. 

Friend-Fearhound-Daisy grimaced and gestured ahead of them. “Just drive. I’ll… try to explain later.”

Julian shrugged. “Alright, sure thing.”

There was a moment of silence as the car began to move, and then Daisy leaned in, voice quiet:

“Can he hear me?”

It tilted its head, confused, before realizing what she meant. “Jon? Yes.”

She nodded. “Who are you?”

“I am the Archivist. I am… Jon, and…”

“He’s afraid, though,” Daisy said, taking both of its hands in hers. 

“Daisy,” Jon choked out, “help, Daisy, please—“ 

The Archivist sighed and nodded. “He is the part of me that… feels. He is… I am… scared. It is wrong, but… I don’t know how to fix it.”

“Can you go back to how you were before?”

It frowned. “He was in pain. Now he is not.”

“Fear is a type of pain,” she explained, “it’s… unpleasant, in nearly the same way.” 

It did not understand. Fear was power. Fear was what it was to be. Fear was everything; how could it be bad? Wrong, yes, wrong because the Archivist is meant to be a vessel for the fear of others— not to have his own. Wrong because the Archivist is to be a Watcher, never Watched. 

“Before I was the Archivist, I was… Jon, and I was with Jon, but… I don’t know.”

And wasn’t that a rarity— an Archivist that didn’t know something. 

Daisy ran her hands up and down Jon’s arms, and he whimpered. “Come on. Come back to me, Jon.”

It shook its head. “He will be in pain,” it insisted. “We need a Statement.”

“Okay, take another from me, then. I’m sure I’ve got something in here that’ll do—“

It growled. “I want someone new.”

She nodded. “Right, of course. How about this— you give me back Jon, and you can ask Alec as many questions as you want; even if they don’t have anything to do with the mission.”

“But…” it frowned, swallowed. Jon had been hurting, hurting all over. Surely this was better, surely—

Daisy shook her head. “Jon would prefer the pain over this.”

She was right.

It felt… bad. “I’m sorry,” it said.

“It’s okay,” Daisy said, and pulled it—them—him into a hug, both twisted in their seats.

And it…

Shifted perspective.

There he was— the little Archivist, hungry and afraid, shaking apart in the Fearhound’s arms. 

“I’m sorry— I didn’t— I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” he was repeating, gripping her shoulders while she ran one hand up and down his back, cradling his head with the other. 

“It’s okay,” she said, “I’ve got you. You’re okay.”

It watched, as it always had. Hungry. Protective. Possessive. The little Archivist belonged to it. It would keep him safe and fed, whatever it took, and nothing would keep them apart. Not again. 

Not ever again.

And even though Jon shook and cried, even though guilt pushed his heart so far up into his throat that he felt he might choke on it, it Knew that what they had done together had felt good.

Beholding settled over Jon like a blanket, comforting the only way it knew how, waiting for the day when they would all be strong enough to claim this world as theirs.  

 

Notes:

:)

The discord server’s gonna love this one. They’re gonna go feral
Please feel free to scream at me in the comments as well, it gives me life <3

Sources:
- Fearhound: again, Lira, thank you for that! (AeF Discord, #spoiler-chat)
- Gordon’s secrets and fears, Lira, mj, and errant. (AeF Discord, #thoughts-and-theories)

Thank you mj and Klemmy and cassie for helping beta <3

Next time: Alec.

Chapter 22: Masks

Summary:

When one thing ends, another begins.
In which the dominoes fall, and an empire crumbles at last.

Notes:

Chapter contains torture, murder, gun violence, Beholding Content, Hunt Content, explosions, fire, beloved character injury, and discussion of events in chapters 18-21.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

April 8, 14:22

Cass: Are you coming to the library today?

 

19:39

Daisy: Sorry, I was asleep. Maybe tomorrow?

Cass: ok

Cass: Are you ok?

Daisy: yeah? Just had a rough night. I’m good.

Cass: ok

 

 

Alec hurt in places he never knew he could hurt. He’d been beaten, tied to a chair, had his ankle broken and his hair shaved off and he was pretty sure he’d dislocated his shoulder when he tipped the chair over trying to escape. To say his hopes were low would be an understatement— or an overstatement? Was it the degree of hope from least to most, or was it the relative distance from neutral levels of hope? How many blows to the head was this, now?

Alec was certain that he was going to die— had been since the goddamn Red Hood and his new Hound broke down the door and had him dragged off who-knows-where— but he was determined to die with his secrets intact, loyal to the bloody end. The Red Hood wanted to know where Mask was hiding? Alec would— and had— told him where he could shove his questions. 

Alec didn’t think he was going to get out of this alive— until there were the quiet sounds of shifting air and fabric somewhere above him in the nearly-empty warehouse. Until a quiet, familiar voice whispered: “Al?”

His head snapped up. “Candy?”

She dropped to the floor in front of him, pulling down the black fabric covering her mouth and nose to reveal an expression caught between wonder and horror. “Oh, babe, what’d they do to you?”

“Nothin’ I can’t handle,” he assured his girlfriend with a bloody grin. “What the hell’re you doing here?”

“Saving your skin, idiot,” she said, moving around behind him to start on the ropes with the snick of her pocket knife unsheathing. “Can you walk?”

He made a sound of dissent. “Bad ankle,” he explained, “fuckers took a bat to it.”

Candy made a cooing sound. “That’s alright, we just gotta get you somewhere safe, hm? You didn’t talk, did’ja?”

“‘Course not,” Alec hissed as blood resumed flowing to numb hands. “I wouldn’t bring that kind’a hell down on you.”

“Of course you wouldn’t,” Candy smiled at him, starting on the ropes around his middle, “how bad’s the ankle? Anything else I should know about? I don’t know how far I can carry you, but—”

She went silent— they both did— as the sound of a heavy metal lock twisting echoed through the space.

“Shit,” Candy swore, at the same time as Alec used his now-free hands to shove her back and whispered “Hide, now!”

She hid. That was his only consolation, at that moment— Candy hadn’t hesitated to dive behind a rusted old forklift stationed off to one side, so she wasn’t seen when the door opened and the Red Hood walked in, three others following behind. 

Alec only recognized one of them; Alice, she called herself. The Fearhound, whispered on the streets. 

She’d broken two of his ribs.

There was another woman with them; piercings glinting in the low light just as her eyes did, holding what he recognized as a sizeable rk-27 firearm and a pistol on her hip for good measure. She noticed the halfway-undone ropes at the same time as Hood did, and she stalked forward at his nod to fix them.

“Cut,” she hissed, “there’s someone else here.”

“Find them,” Hood barked, and Alec started shaking his head as the man snapped handcuffs over his wrists. 

“She didn’t do nothin’! Leave her out of this!”

“Where is she?” Hood asked lowly.

“I told her to run!” Alec lurched forward against his bindings, “She’s long gone, I swear!”

The last of them stepped forward. A man with grey-streaked brown hair and a mask hiding the upper part of his face, a bright green eye painted on it. He wore a red leather jacket left open over a black underlayer and what looked like a fucking sweater vest, and his eyes were startlingly, mesmerizingly green.

“Where is she?” The man asked.

“She hid behind that forklift,” Alec answered, and then froze, his heart in his throat. “What…?”

Hood jerked his head toward the forklift, and his guard-dog went trotting over, gun in hand, whipping around behind it.

“No, no!” Alec shouted, “Fuck you, Hood!”

It was hard to tell through the mask, but Alec thought Hood looked unimpressed with his outburst. “I’d start playing nice, if I were you,” he threatened. “Sage?”

“Nothing, Boss,” the woman with the guns— Sage— called back. “She must’ve moved.”

Alec sagged in relief.

“Tell me when you find her,” Hood commanded, and then turned his attention back to Alec. 

“Well, then, I have someone I’d like for you to meet.” His voice was monotone and robotic through the helmet, but it sounded almost smug. “Alec, meet the Archivist.”

Alec’s eyes went wide. 

“Hello, Alec,” the Archivist greeted amicably. “You’re going to answer some questions for me.”

And Alec did.

Anything the man asked.

Where is Black Mask? He was asked; he gave them an address, and then— which room is he most likely to be in? And how many men are with him? 

It went on and on, and when Hood ran out of questions for the Archivist to ask, the Archivist came up with his own. 

The things the Archivist asked him then had no true value to anyone but Alec. They were personal things— did he have friends? Family? How many people had he killed? Why had he killed them— how had he killed them? Alec was not a good man, he knew this, but to have his sins laid bare before him was— well. He hoped Candy wasn’t listening. Not that she would judge him; she was no saint either. He told the Archivist as much. He told the Archivist everything. 

Through it all, Alec was shaking, trembling, gasping. “Why?” He asked at one point, desperate, “why are you doing this? Why are you working with him? You could— you could own this town, you know that?”

The Archivist did not answer. The Archivist only Asked.

It went on until, as the questions started running out, a single gunshot rang out into the warehouse, and Alec choked on nothing. Please, please no, please no…

Sage appeared on the catwalk overhead. “She’s in the rafters!” She called, and Alec felt his breathing pick up— “careful, she’s—”

Another shot. Hood shoved the Archivist back and down, out of sight behind some crates, and Alec ducked his head as best he could. “Candy!” He shouted, “get the fuck outta here!”

She couldn’t seriously be expecting to take on the Red Hood, was she insane?

Apparently, the Red Hood wasn’t who they should have been worried about. With Sage on the balcony, and Hood crouched protectively in front of the Archivist, there was one last person left unaccounted for. 

Alice. A new player on the scene; Alec knew intimately that she was strong, knew she was powerful; but now, as she stalked from her post by the door, pulled out a small gun, and aimed it into a spot of pure darkness almost directly above her— well. Now he knew just how dangerous she was. 

A shriek rang out to echo the shot, and Candy fell out of the rafters, landing on the catwalk opposite Sage with a groan. 

The Fearhound shifted her gun, lined up another shot, and in doing so stepped closer to Alec. Just close enough that when he jerked to the side and tipped the chair over, it slammed into her hip and sent her staggering to the side. 

She fired. She missed. 

“Run, Candy!” Alec screamed, “Run!”

He craned his neck, ignoring the fire in his shoulder, as his girlfriend pulled herself to her feet and ducked out of the way of gunfire from across the building. Alec watched her limp into a side room, out of sight. 

Hood prowled out from his cover. “Go after her,” he commanded, calling up to Sage above him. “I’ll clean up here.” 

As the Red Hood approached him, prone and tied to a chair on the floor, and aimed a gun at his chest— all Alec could do was pray that Candy made it out. 

“I love her, you know,” he said.

“I don’t care,” Hood answered, and fired the gun.

 

 

By midnight, Black Mask was dead.

Within an hour, everyone in Gotham who mattered knew it. And by morning, the whole city knew who had killed him:

The Red Hood, Alice the Fearhound, and the Archivist. 

The word on the street is that Alice can’t die. They say she was shot four, or maybe seven, or maybe twenty times and it barely slowed her down. They say her growl can make even the strongest of men piss themselves with terror— but that it may well be your only warning before she strikes. They say you can’t hide from her, no matter how you keep silent and still; as long as you are afraid, she will always find you. And oh, how she inspires fear; her gaze as piercing as her teeth as piercing as her claws, digging into your throat and silencing your screams. They say the Fearhound was made to kill.

Rumour will tell you that the Archivist can end a life with only a look— others say that’s not true, but that if you dare to meet his eyes, you’ll find your body frozen; that he’ll keep you there, trapped like a bug in a spider’s web, while the Fearhound slits your throat or the Red Hood puts a bullet through your head. They say that any who manage to land so much as a glancing, grazing hit on him will find themselves at the nonexistent mercy of a swift, protective vengeance— brought not only by Alice and the Red Hood, but by the entirety of the Red Hood’s gang. The message is clear: the Archivist is theirs. To touch him is to die. 

Survivors tell the tale of an assault planned and executed to such perfection that nobody in the carefully hidden safehouse even knew they were under attack until it was far too late. 

Roman Sionis, the infamous Black Mask, was shot and killed in his bed by the Red Hood himself. It was the shot which alerted the guards outside his room; it was the guards who burst into the scene and sounded the alarm, moments before the Fearhound melted from the shadows and fell upon them, tearing them to bloody pieces with nothing but her claws and teeth. 

There were four people left alive in that room, they say; the Red Hood, the Fearhound, the Archivist, and an unknown; a young man, they were sure, behind the dark red helmet protecting his head. A man who knew all the weak points in the gear worn by Sionis’ most trusted men, a man who laughed like the Joker, and whose name nobody knew. These four had gotten in and ended their target’s life without meeting an ounce of resistance; and then, while the full force of the Red Hood’s gang descended on the safehouse from outside— Catwoman among them, if you can believe it— these four made their way from within, leaving a trail of bodies in their wake. 

Nobody’s quite sure who set the place on fire. Maybe it was one of the Red Hood’s grenades that did it; maybe somebody had simply been cooking at the time of the attack, but whatever the case, the Red Hood and all of his allies left the building alight and full of the dead and dying barely fifteen minutes after it all began, scattering into the night like they had never been there at all.

Police records would indicate that Batgirl was the first on the scene; she doesn’t wear a camera, but her report would state that the Red Hood, Alice the Fearhound, and the Archivist fled the scene alongside three of the Red Hood’s gang members, bloodied but victorious; Alice limping, the Archivist clutching one arm to his chest and casting glowing, suspicious eyes over his shoulder. Batgirl lost track of them as they disappeared into an abandoned building and, presumably, underground; then she returned to the house, where she worked with firefighters and, later, Nightwing, to help rescue as many survivors as possible. They were tragically few. 

Suffice it to say, the reality was… messier, than how the rumours made it seem. 

In reality, the night’s events went something like this:

Someone shot Jon, and Daisy lost control.

It wasn’t even that bad of a hit; a graze to his arm, only just managing to get through his armour in a weak spot at his elbow. But it was enough to draw blood, and apparently, that was all it took. One moment, Daisy was preparing to slip back into Mask’s would-be escape tunnel which had given them access to his room, and the next she was snarling and leaping full-force at the two guards who had burst in from the hallway; in hindsight, she was lucky she didn’t get shot. Her interference meant that neither Julian or Jason— who still had his gun drawn after having shot the man in the bed— could fire their weapons without risk of hitting her, and for all she revelled in the satisfaction of sinking her claws into their throats, she was slower than a bullet. It was her fault that they had time to scream. 

“Alice, what the fuck,” Jason hissed, just in time for the alarm to go off— loud, blaring out like a siren alongside a pre-recorded message:

“Intruder. We are under attack. Intruder. We are under attack.”

Footsteps and shouts from the hall; the Hunter— the Fearhound— went out to meet them, while her allies stayed behind. Good. Behind her was safe; she would protect them. 

Jason said something into his comm; something that had the rest of their allies, hidden outside, springing into action. By the time the Fearhound made her way through the hallway and up the stairs into what had once been a living room but long since been converted into a sort of war-room, those within had focused their attention on the threat beyond their windows and doors; they didn’t realize that the ones who had sounded the initial alarm had been those outside their commander’s room. They didn’t realize they had already failed. 

She was fairly certain this hadn’t been the plan, but to hell with the plan; none of the men here were good people. Every single one of them had done far worse than what she or her allies did to them— this was a den of rapists and murderers, containing all those who might attempt to rise in Black Mask’s place, and to put them down was to create a cleaner, safer world for all those they might have harmed.

Behind her, the Red Hood fired his gun six times in quick succession, Julian at his side. The Archivist slipped around them and caught the eye of one man who had started to turn his weapon towards the Hunter, the shock of their sudden assault turning to horror on his face as she grinned, leaping at him and slashing her claws across his throat. 

He fell forward, bleeding and choking, knowing he was going to die. The Hunter purred, and with a glance she saw her own satisfaction reflected in the Archivist. 

There were only twenty or so people in the building; Black Mask’s most trusted, those who had stuck by him with the most undying loyalty while the Red Hood systematically destroyed his entire operation. If her and her allies had planned for this, they likely could have killed every single person there without a single one of their own sustaining any injuries at all. As it was, Mask’s men were returning fire on those outside, and there were a handful of times where the Fearhound could tell they hit their targets. Later, she would be told that none of Hood’s men died in this assault, though several were injured. For the time being, all she knew was blood.

Somebody had gotten behind the Archivist as he pinned Daisy’s next target with his gaze. He spun, too slow, his shout of alarm going up too late for Daisy to help— 

Somewhere outside, a single shot was fired, a window shattered, and the man fell clutching at his stomach. Julian finished him off. 

“Good shot,” the young man acknowledged into his comm, dragging the protesting Archivist to the cover of a table that had been turned on its side.

“No problem,” Sage answered. “You’re not doing so bad yourself.”

Another shot from outside. Another body fell to the floor.  

A handful of men fled into the kitchen. The Red Hood threw a small explosive after them; a mistake. The kitchen, as it turned out, was where they were storing their extra weapons. A small explosion became a much larger explosion— knocking the Hunter and everyone else near the connecting doorway off their feet— and that explosion then turned into a rather significant fire rather quickly.

The Hunter looked down, ears ringing, to find that a concerningly large piece of metal had embedded itself in her leg. 

The Archivist was there. He’d been protected from the blast, behind the table, and as such had gotten his bearings quickly. He was standing over her, baring his teeth at one of the few who hadn’t yet met their end; a man hiding between an overturned couch and a wall, crouching stock-still and reciting… movie titles? 

The Red Hood came to stand behind the Archivist, lifted his gun, and shot the man between the eyes. 

The room was silent, save the crackling of the fire. They hadn’t killed them all; the Fearhound could tell, she could sense the life in their blood where they lay, but all were unconscious and so none remained to stand against them as she was helped to her feet and guided to the exit. 

The four of them had entered this building— a nondescript residential address in midtown— through a highly-secret tunnel. They left through the front door.

They were bloody and limping. They were exhausted from these last few days filled with far too much excitement. But they had won; it was over. 

By midnight, Black Mask was dead. 

By morning, the whole city knew who had killed him.

 

 

April 9, 3:47

Cass: Daisy.

Cass: Are you coming to the library today?

9:58

Cass: Daisy?

Cass: are you okay? 

13:16

Cass: can you please come to the library?

Cass: I’ll be there. I want to see you.

14:57

Cass: Hello?

Missed call from: Cass

Cass: Daisy please answer me

Missed call from: Cass

 

April 9, 15:04

Cass: Hi Jon. Daisy isn’t answering my texts. Is she ok?

15:38

Cass: please is she okay? 

Cass: Jon? 

15:47

Cass: I'm at the library with Barbara.

Cass: please respond when you can.

16:36

Missed call from: Cass

Missed call from: Cass

Jon: She’s asleep. Sorry. Yes she’s okay, why?

Cass: I’m worried. I haven’t seen her in a few days.

Jon: You haven’t seen me, either

Cass: I  know

Cass: sorry.

Jon: We’re both alright. Had a few late nights, so we’ve been sleeping during the day.

Cass: right. Sorry

Jon: We’ll try to come to the library tomorrow?

Cass: ok

 

 

“I reckon I could pick that lock, you know?”

Jon sighed. Skipped forward. 

“— to leave the room straight away after I was done, even just… being near it, I could feel how heavy it was. Most of them aren’t that—“

He paused it. Footsteps approached from down the hall— Jon recognized them as belonging to Daisy a moment before she appeared in the doorway. Jon was happy to see that she wasn’t limping at all anymore; just tired, it seemed. He didn’t blame her. 

She saw him sitting at the kitchen table and offered a weak smile. “Good morning, Jon.”

Jon raised an eyebrow. “It’s nearly five in the evening,” he pointed out. 

Daisy huffed and moved into the kitchen, reaching for bread. “S’that a new tape?”

Jon made a so-so motion with one hand. “Not exactly. It’s from, ah, a couple nights ago. I wanted to show you, but— did you get weird text messages from Cassandra, too?”

Daisy popped two slices of bread in the toaster. “Yeah, actually. And she tried to call me. She seemed… really worried.”

Jon nodded. “About you, specifically. She wasn’t worried about me.” He’d tried not to be hurt by that. 

“She can wait. There’s a lot we need to talk about,” Daisy sighed. “We haven’t really had the chance since Waynetech.”

Jon nodded. “A lot has happened.”

Daisy sat down, waiting for her toast. “When we came to get you from the cemetery, you… weren’t making a lot of sense, but you said something about the Web, and a crystal?”

Jon swallowed. “Ah. Right.”

So he explained, to the best of his ability, what had happened that night— from the way he’d been pulled down into the elevator, to what he’d found on the machine— “I looked at the data. We need to talk to Jason about it,” Daisy added, grimly. Jon knew she was right— to the siren song of something down below that had him eschewing caution and disregarding his friends’ pleas to stay where he was. He glossed over his travels through the caves; most of it felt like the sort of thing that wasn’t meant to be spoken out loud, like a dream that didn’t make sense when you tried to put it into words. And then…

The crystal.

“It turns out that it wasn’t a Statement at all,” Jon explained. “There was… a tape, left behind by a man named Otto Tielo.”

Daisy blinked. “This tape?” She gestured at the one still sitting innocently on the table. 

Jon shook his head. “No, it was… normal. A different kind, and definitely from, uh, from this world. It wasn’t a real statement, but Otto found this giant… crystal, I suppose, in the ceiling of a huge cavern…” he trailed off. 

“It was beautiful,” he told Daisy, willing her to understand. “I don’t blame him. It was beautiful. He tried to touch it, and I think that’s… it wants people to touch it, but you can’t, and so you fall… Otto’s long dead. I’m fairly certain I stepped on his skeleton, actually.”

Daisy nodded seriously, doing her best to follow. “What happened to that tape, then?”

Jon sighed. “I dropped it. Better than falling, I suppose, but I do wish I could show you— it was from 2014, October, and someone from our world was there. Asking about an Archivist. She said this world ‘didn’t have anything to archive yet,’” he quoted.

“…Yet,” Daisy repeated. “That doesn’t sound good.”

“No,” Jon laughed humourlessly, “it does not.”

“How’s this tape play into everything, then?” She gestured again at the tape recorder on the table. “What is this, number six?”

Jon nodded. “Number six, yes. It appeared just in time to… break my trance, I suppose. Saved my life, I think. It’s…” he pressed his lips together for a moment. “Martin is making some very… rash decisions.”

Daisy frowned down at the tape. “What kind of rash decisions?”

He sighed and rewound the tape. “He’s planning to break into a safe in Elias’ office.”

“What? Why?” 

“He thinks he’s hiding something. Something about you and me, that is.”

Daisy looked thoughtful. “It wouldn’t surprise me if he was,” she admitted. “He does serve the Eye. Knowledge is kind of his thing.”

“Yes, well,” Jon struggled to find the words for a moment. “I’m just… worried, is all. He said he’d be doing it today, and… what if Elias can hear the tapes, too? What if he knows, what if he’s already caught Martin, and, and—“

“Woah, slow down,” Daisy set a hand on his wrist, stopping his anxious flailing. “Martin’s a smart guy. He can handle himself.”

“Against Elias?” Jon hated how small his voice felt.

Daisy shook her head. “Not what I meant. He knows how Elias is, and he knows there’s a risk with the tapes— maybe he’s already accounted for that. Maybe he’s got a plan.”

Jon was skeptical. “What kind of plan could possibly help him in this situation?”

She shrugged. “He’s recording in the tunnels, right? Or he could be doing something to distract Elias. Maybe Melanie’s helping.”

“I doubt that,” Jon said wryly. 

Daisy sighed. “Not much we can do about it, anyway. Play the tape?”

Jon nodded. “Right,” he agreed, and pressed play.

“Hey, Jon. Me again. I, uh, I hope you’re doing better than I am…”

For all that the content of the tape was concerning, Daisy was right— there really wasn’t much to be done. And so, when Daisy received another text shortly after it finished playing— from Jason, this time— asking for her help out in the field, Jon waved off her offer to stay a little longer. 

“Go,” he said. “Gotham needs you.”

Daisy smiled. “Right. Stay out of trouble, okay?”

Jon smiled back; tired but comfortable in a way he was suddenly incredibly grateful for. “No promises.”

When she’d left, Jon returned to the tape. 

He pressed record.

“Hello, Martin,” he started. “I hope your plan today goes smoothly. A lot has happened since the last tape…”

And so the night continued. 

And so, even after everything, the world kept turning.

 

Notes:

Weeeeeee Black Mask is dead!!! Loser didn’t get a single speaking line the entire fic which I think is funny and also he doesn’t deserve one. Get wrecked loser lmao.
The Alec Scene is one that I mostly wrote months ago, like before I even started posting. It survived all this time mostly intact!
The next few chapters will have a lot of scenes like that, and I’ve been so excited to get to them! Hope you guys enjoy what comes next <3

Thank you to The Roommate for like generally being awesome and helpful and cool, and also Klemmy <3

Next time: fluff and good things!

… mostly :)

Chapter 23: The Calm

Summary:

… Before the storm.

In which Jon and Daisy have a good, relaxing day, and nothing goes wrong.
(Trust me. Take my hand, look in my eyes. Would I ever lie to you?)

Notes:

Chapter contains…
Discussion of gang activity, kidnapping, identity angst, panic attacks, beloved characters in distress, threats w gun and knife…
I promise it’s mostly fluffy! The Officer’s there :3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

After Jon finished recording the tape, he collected the Officer from where she’d been napping in his room, grabbed a book, and headed downstairs. 

He had found that the two hours before sunset were when the base was the most active. Aside from the people coming and going— the operation had only gotten bigger, these last few days— there was also construction work being done, which currently meant they were putting in new windows and floor tiles in the would-be dining room. Jon saw Darcy, just outside, directing a group of people who were carrying an impressively large pane of glass; clearly delicate work that Jon didn’t want to interrupt. He looked away.

Sage wasn’t there, at the moment— she usually worked the nighttime guard shift, which started around ten— but there was someone else sitting guard behind the counter that Jon had met a few times; an older man, sharp eyes and chipped teeth, who gave him a nod as he passed by.

Downstairs, there were two people in the hallway, each rooting through one of the lockers that had been installed to one side. Jon stopped to allow one of them to greet the Officer; a woman in her twenties who often joined him in the breakroom late at night, even if all she drank was hot chocolate. She was fond of animals, he knew, which likely had a lot to do with how often he saw her down there; and despite his scorn for her drink of choice, she was always kind to the Officer. 

It looked like they’d gotten an actual door for the meeting room, to replace the curtain— but opted to keep the break-room curtain as it was. Jon was glad for it, since he quite liked the pattern on the fabric. Cat paws and tea: perfect. He poked his head through into the breakroom; Sage was in there, sleeping on the couch, seeming to have passed out in all of her gear, weaponry stacked on the floor in front of her. He wondered if she ever actually went home. 

Aside from the off-duty guard, there were four other people in the room— all apparently on construction duty, based on their reflective jackets, sturdy boots, and the thin layer of white tile mortar that covered their hands and stained their pants. They all waved at Jon, and one held up her mug to show him the little tag tangling over the side— tea. She was drinking tea.

Jon smiled and laughed. “Good. Finally. Everyone, follow—” her name popped into his head— “Synthia’s lead, apparently she’s the only one in this place with good taste.”

They all laughed. The Officer chirruped. They all cooed.

Jon ducked back out and knocked on the door to the planning room, waiting a moment before cracking the door open and slipping inside. There, he found some more familiar faces: Jason and Daisy, in their full patrol gear, plus Selina, Camryn, and Tamsin, all standing around the table where little plastic pieces were arranged on a map, Jason pinning notes to a corkboard hanging on the wall behind them. 

“Heya, Archie!” Selina waved. Daisy nodded in his direction. 

Tamsin had her son, Jacob, with her; he stood at her hip, little hands clutching at the lip of the table, peering over at what they were doing there. He squealed in delight the moment he spotted Jon— or, rather, the Officer, dashing from his mother’s side and ducking under the table in order to reach him faster. 

Tamsin grabbed for him; too late. “Oh, Jacob—!”

“Kitty!”

The Officer chirped back to the small child, kneading Jon’s arm where he held her.

He crouched down to the boy’s level. “Gentle,” he reminded, “she’s very small.”

Jacob nodded fervently, reaching out with careful hands; the Officer met him halfway, butting her head against his fingers. Jon smiled in encouragement; the kid giggled and pet her with a bit more confidence, sticking to her head and face.

“Sorry,” Tamsin was moving around the table, “I told him to stay close to me…”

“It’s alright,” Jon waved her off. “I don’t mind. Officer Blackwood has plenty of affection to go around.”

Across the room, Jason looked thoughtful. “Hey, Archie, could you watch the kid for a couple of hours?”

Jon froze. “Um. I suppose…?” 

Tamsin rolled her eyes and turned to face the boss. “I’m sure he’s busy too, Hood, it’s really not fair to put him on the spot!”

Jason crossed his arms. “It fixes the problem, doesn’t it? Archie, are you busy?”

Jon shook his head slowly. “No, I, ah, I was just going to sit in the other room…”

“Perfect. Archie can watch the kid, Tamsin can help root out these fuckers—”

“Language!” Tamsin scolded.

Jason rolled his eyes. “Kid’s not paying any attention, anyways.”

He was right— Jacob’s full attention was rapt on the Officer, watching the way her ears moved out of the way of his hands and popped back up between pets. Then he looked up at Jon, pouting. 

“She still doesn’t have clothes,” he complained.

“I don’t know where to get clothes for cats…” Jon explained, “and I’ve been. Ah. Very busy. But I promise I’ll get her some soon.”

Tamsin sighed and came to stand next to her son, then crouched down to be level with the both of them. “Archie,” she caught Jon’s eye, “you don’t have to watch him if you don’t want to, alright? We can find somebody else…”

“We really can’t,” Camryn piped up from where she was sitting at the end of the table. “Source says our suspect does food runs at his shop every night just after seven. You’ve got to be there in twenty minutes.” 

Jason drummed his fingers on the table, taking in Tamsin’s hesitance. “If you’re not comfortable, Tam, we can figure something else out— you don’t have to be there.”

The woman spent a long moment watching her son, giggling and playing his little game with the Officer’s ears, then looked at Jon again, making deliberate eye contact. 

She worries whenever her son leaves her sight, Jon came to Know, she would do anything to make the world safer for him.

Jon gave his best reassuring nod. “I’d, ah. We wouldn’t leave the building,” he promised, “we’ve got food here, and I suspect the Officer can keep him occupied for quite some time…”

“You really don’t mind?”

Jon shrugged. “He’s good with the Officer.”

And that was how Jon found himself babysitting a four year old in the basement of the Red Hood Gang’s base. It wasn’t so bad, really; far from the worst way Jon had spent an evening. Jacob was a relatively quiet child, and seemed completely uninterested in running off or digging through things he shouldn’t or really anything other than carefully giving the Officer tiny pieces of cat treats while attempting to “train” her into meowing on command. 

Jon saw a lot of incessant meowing for treats in his future. He couldn’t really bring himself to mind. 

People came and went, as they always did. Jon started setting out the tea and coffee, and, reluctantly, the hot chocolate powder, just after seven; he found a couple packages of cookies in the cupboard, and put one of those out too.

Jacob perked up and made grabby hands. “Can I have one?”

Jon sighed and opened the package. “Alright, but just one, okay?”

Jacob nodded enthusiastically, reaching out— mindful of the kitten in his lap— to take the cookie Jon handed him. “Thank you, Ashi!”

It took Jon a moment to realize what the kid had said. Ashi. Archie— already a nickname— simplified even further into something easier for a child to pronounce.

He smiled. “You’re welcome.”

Jacob nibbled on the cookie. “Why do you have, um. All the…” he gestured at the things Jon had assembled on the counter and table. 

Jon hummed. How to explain? “The people who, ah, work here…”

“For Mista Red Hood!” Jacob smiled. “He helped save me from the bad guys.”

Jon nodded. “Right, so, they go out… fighting bad guys, every night, and it’s very dangerous and stressful. I like to make sure that when they come back, there’s some snacks and tea and such for them, to help them feel better.”

Jacob was watching with wide eyes. “Are the cookies for them?” 

Jon nodded. “Yes, they are. Sometimes something sweet helps.”

The boy held his half-eaten cookie out in front of him, looking torn. “Oh.”

Jon shook his head and laughed softly. “It’s alright, there’s enough for you to have one.”

Jacob nodded seriously. “Can we put the cookies on, um, on a plate? Momma always puts snacks on a plate for me. They taste better like that.”

Jon hummed and opened another cabinet, locating a plate large enough for all the cookies and pulling it out to show his young helper. “How’s this?”

Jacob made grabby hands again, and Jon brought the plate closer for him to inspect, though didn’t let go of it entirely. The Officer jumped up off his lap onto the table to investigate as well, sniffing the plate carefully while Jacob examined it. 

“Good!” The kid declared after a moment, helping Jon put the plate down on the table. Jacob stood up on his chair, took the package and opened it wider, sliding out the entire plastic tray inside and holding it over the plate, carefully tipping it until the contents spilled out in a pile. 

“Good.” Jacob nodded. “Now there’s cookies.”

Jon took the empty package, picked up the few stray cookies that had fallen on the table and piled them on the plate. “Now there’s cookies,” he agreed.

There was a groan from the couch across the room, and Jon looked over to see Sage sitting, slumped forward, rubbing at her eyes. “Mm. Coffee?” She asked. 

Jon rolled his eyes. “It’s almost ready.”

She nodded and stretched. “Smells good,” she sighed. “Thanks, Archie.”

Jacob leaned forward, grabbed a cookie off the plate and climbed down off his chair, approaching the woman on the couch with his offering held in outstretched hands. “Do you, um, do you want a cookie?” 

Sage blinked down at him, then up at Jon, then around the room— they were the only ones there. “Uh. Sure, thanks…” she took the cookie. “Aren’t you Tamsin’s kid? Where’s your mom?” 

Jacob puffed out his chest, hands on his hips. “Momma’s fighting bad guys, so I’m helping Ashi!”

Sage nodded. “Right.” She looked up at Jon. “That? That’s adorable. You’re babysitting?”

Jon shrugged, ducking his head and busying himself with the coffee machine. “I’m just watching him for a few hours. It hardly counts.”

Sage grinned lazily, standing up to stretch again “whatever you say,” she allowed, biting off half the cookie. 

The Officer was sniffing at the abandoned bag of treats on the table. Jon picked her up and sighed. “Coffee’s ready,” he gestured at the machine, “cream’s in the fridge.”

Sage gave the Officer a little pat as she passed by, reaching for her mug in the drying rack next to the sink. “Thanks. You’re the best, Archie.”

Jon smiled softly.

Then the curtain opened, and two guys stumbled in, looking nervous and tired; and Jacob rushed to collect two more cookies, and Jon watched their nerves turn to surprise, then watched them relax, and so the night continued. 

 

 

April 9, 22:17

R.H.: Hey, we’re running a bit late. Mind keeping the kid a bit longer?

Jon: Sure. It’s no trouble.

R.H.: thanks! Should be back by 11

Jon: Sounds good.

 

 

Daisy followed Tamsin into the breakroom just after eleven, then nearly ran into the other woman’s back as she froze in the doorway. Leaning around her, Daisy saw why:

There was Jon, sitting on one end of the break room couch, reading a book. And on the other end of the couch, there was Jacob: curled up fast asleep, with a blanket tucked carefully around him and the Officer purring in his arms. 

 

 

That night, Jon and Daisy went to sleep at around the same time. 

They did not dream. 

 

 

April 10, 9:31

Selina: Hey! Heard you’re going to the library today. 

Selina: Mind if I take the Officer while you’re out?

10:19

Jon: Sure.

Jon: Any reason why? 

Selina: you’ll see ;)

Jon: 👍

Jon: We’re leaving around 12:30.

Selina: See you then!

 

 

That day, Jon and Daisy returned to the library. 

It felt a little strange, after everything; to just go back to this semblance of normalcy, like they hadn’t spent the last three days being hunted through research laboratories, or being mind-controlled— multiple times— or shot at, or torturing and killing people or dealing with the fallout of Gotham’s criminal world changing forever. 

It felt strange, but it felt good, too; walking up those familiar steps, greeting the receptionists at the check-out counter with a nod, the smell of books and the feeling of waiting knowledge enveloping Jon like the warmth of a comfortable hug or a good meal. It reminded him that even though these last few days had been… a lot, Mask was dead now, and they had the data they needed to focus their research, and hopefully things could calm down for a little while. They could spend their days at the library, and their nights with the gang— in a more active role, in Daisy’s case— and hopefully Martin would send another tape soon, and they could start experimenting with them. 

Jon had a few ideas for that, actually— he figured, next time there was a tape, he’d try turning it off before the end, and see what happened. Or maybe if he answered right away after it was done, or switched it to record during the message…

Whatever might happen, Jon thought they were moving in the right direction, and for the first time in a long time he felt… maybe not optimistic, about the future, but tentatively hopeful. 

As they slipped between the rows of bookshelves upstairs, and the study area where they’d met Cass came into view, Jon considered how good it felt to finally have real friends. Friends who weren’t trapped in a job that bordered on a cult because of him, friends who didn’t hate him or see him as a monster, friends who weren’t even afraid of him, who wanted to help him, even after everything he’d done, even knowing what he could do. The lengths they’d go for him baffled Jon every single day. 

They came to the tables; Cass was there, of course, and she perked up and then promptly sagged with such obvious relief the moment she saw them that Jon couldn’t help but smile. Surprisingly, Barbara was there too; sitting in her wheelchair at the table, heavy-duty laptop in front of her and papers spread around. She looked up when they entered and smiled back, preparing a greeting before she seemed to notice something.

“Oh, Jon, what happened to your cheek?” 

Jon brought a hand up to his face, where his unfortunate encounter with Robin had left a small, straight, still-healing scar just under his cheekbone— plus a nick in his ear, which was luckily covered by his hair at the moment. “Ah,” he winced. “I. Um. I fell.”

Barbara winced, too. “Ouch. Must have hit something hard— looks almost like a knife cut.”

Jon swallowed. “Yes! Yes, it, well. I fell, ah, on a knife, and…” 

Foot, meet mouth. Jon wanted to kick himself. Barbara and Cass were both staring at him now, open concern on their faces.

Daisy, his saviour as always, came to his rescue. “Wasn’t that bad,” she scoffed. “He left a little knife on the counter, tripped and hit it on the way down. I’m just glad it didn’t take your eye out,” she elbowed him. “We don’t leave them out, anymore.” 

“Right,” Jon agreed, just a little strain in his voice, “lesson learned!” He laughed nervously, one hand coming up to the back of his head. 

They were still looking at him strangely.

“Anyway,” Daisy continued, “Barbara, what are you doing up here?”

She blinked and then winced again, crinkling her face up in distaste. “Ah. Yeah. Someone… threatened me, to my dad. Apparently they’re stalking me at work! He made me promise not to be alone, so…”

Jon felt any other emotion he might have been feeling suddenly wash away, replaced by cold, gut-churning guilt.

“She works at the library,” he’d told Jim Gordon— Barbara’s father— just two nights ago. “Head librarian. You must be very proud.”

He hadn’t threatened her— not really. Every word he— it— had spoken had been the truth, the commissioner’s mounting fear a product of his own assumptions that Jon had done nothing to dissuade. 

He couldn’t even apologize. If they found out…

Jon abruptly remembered something else that he’d learned that night. 

Barbara was Oracle.

Oh god. He was so screwed. 

He’d forgotten to tell Daisy.

Barbara wasn’t watching him, though. She was waving her hand towards her sister, explaining like it didn’t even matter all that much— like her father hadn’t been brought to his knees and forced to divulge his deepest secrets. Jon was going to be sick.

“So I’m hanging out with Cass for the next few days. Just until they catch the guy,” she added, finally seeing the looks on Jon and Daisy’s faces, “which really shouldn’t be long. Apparently it’s high priority,” she smiled, apparently going for reassuring and falling short through no fault of her own. “He is the Police Commissioner, after all. Comes with some perks.”

Right. Her father was the Police Commissioner. And she was a Bat. 

Were the Bats after him? He hadn’t exactly made a good impression on them. In fact, thinking back over every interaction he’d had with them— that first time when they’d caught Robin breaking in, their awful night at WayneTech, interrogating Oracle’s father— Jon felt panic start to rise in his throat. 

They were going to kill him. 

No, no, worse— Jason had said the Bats didn’t kill. They were going to break him.

Barbara was staring at him, obviously noticing his increasingly erratic breathing and completely misunderstanding its cause. “Jon, hey, it’s going to be alright,” she said. “Do you need to sit down?”

He did, falling heavily into the seat next to her. She put a hand carefully on his back. “This okay?” 

He nodded. “Sorry, I just— I just…”

“No need to apologize. It’s scary, I get that— I’m sorry, I didn’t realize this was a sensitive topic for you.”

He just nodded. Daisy sat down next to him— he glanced up to see her expression, finding it a carefully-cultivated sort of mild concern overlaid onto barely contained panic of her own. 

Barbara ran her hand up and down Jon’s back. “I promise I’m safe, alright? I’ve got Cass here, and I can protect myself pretty well too! My dad’s working with the smartest people he knows to catch this guy, they’ll get him in no time.”

Her words, for all they were clearly meant to be comforting, did not help.

Daisy put a hand on his arm; Jon startled, then purposefully relaxed. He was safe here; Barbara and Cass clearly didn’t know anything about who they were, and as long as it stayed that way he would be fine.

He would be fine.

“Jon,” Daisy prompted, “do you want to go pick out some books?”

He did. He really, really did.

Thankfully things calmed down, after that unfortunately stressful start. Having a book in front of him helped— Jon elected to explore the library a bit, choose something at random instead of focusing on his research right away, and he didn’t regret it. Following only his instincts and interest, he ended up with a book called A Paradise Built in Hell— a discussion of the way disasters, contrary to popular notions of rioting and mass chaos, tended to bring out the best in people in their aftermath: solidarity, community, altruism. Jon found it comforting. 

Daisy took up their actual research; she couldn’t exactly pull out the stolen data from WayneTech, not with Cass and especially Barabara there, but she dove into a recently-published overview on the history of Wayne Enterprises and how it had shaped Gotham. 

She was sitting next to Cass; the girl looked over Daisy’s shoulder a few times, reading the notes she was writing and occasionally scribbling down what Jon thought must have been suggestions or corrections on a piece of scrap paper, but he was much too enthralled by his own book to examine it further. For hours, that was all there was, in their peaceful little corner of the world; Jon reading intently, Barbara tapping away at her keyboard, Cass working on reading comprehension exercises that had obviously greatly increased in complexity even over just the last few days, pointing out things in Daisy’s work while the older woman read and took notes and probably scrolled Tumblr, based on the way she and Cass exchanged mischief-filled grins. 

It was good. It was calm. It was right.

The only thing that felt a little off was the way that Jon caught Cass looking at him, once or twice— like he was a very difficult puzzle she was trying to solve. He did his best to ignore it, though; he knew Cass was incredibly insightful, and if he drew attention to it he was likely to let her on to more than he would like. He only hoped that, if she chose to actually ask after whatever was going through her head, he wouldn’t have to lie— he felt something twist in his stomach just at the thought of it. He didn’t want to lie to her. 

Suddenly, Jon wished he could just tell her. Cass was a smart kid, and he remembered what it was like, being that age, adults keeping things from you because they thought you wouldn’t understand. He remembered that frustration, trying to figure things out on his own, trying to do everything alone until he moved out and he really was. That need to know and to understand was what eventually brought him to the Institute, and he was starting to realize that his earlier lack of support may have contributed to some of the… interpersonal problems later in his career. 

He wanted to tell Cass. But he knew he couldn’t— her sister was Oracle. Even if Cass didn’t tell her, she’d figure it out. 

And then Jon would lose both of them. 

That couldn’t happen. So Jon pushed those thoughts aside, and focused on his book; and hey, it was about disasters. Maybe it could help him with his disastrous personal life.

 

 

They arrived at the library around one in the afternoon. By five-thirty, Jon had finished his book and started on a new one— actually doing relevant research, now, with a study on Gotham’s natural magic hotspots, joining the other side of the table on Daisy’s other side so that they could share notes. 

Since they were all crowded around one side of the table, with Barbara on the end, they all noticed at about the same time when someone else entered their space.

The tap-tapping of light footsteps on tile. They all looked up to watch the newcomer emerge from the shelves, and—

Oh!

“Selina, hey!” Daisy waved. 

“Officer!” Jon pushed his chair away from the table, stood and moved around the table to greet them both— only for Barbara to stop him with a hand on his wrist. 

“Jon, what’re you…?”

He stared. “Uh. I’m just saying hi?”

“That’s— that's Selina Kyle, she's not a police officer! And why does she have your kitten?”

Cass rolled her eyes. ‘His kitten’s name is Officer,’ she signed.

Barbara’s eyes widened, and she dropped Jon’s wrist. “Oh, that— okay. And why does she have the Officer…?”

“I’m right here, you know,” Selina walked closer, holding the Officer securely to her chest. “And somebody’s got to watch this little one while our Jon’s out. I just wanted to check on you two, and show you what I found~!”

She held out the Officer in front of her, and it was at this point that Jon noticed that something was different:

She was wearing a sweater. 

Jon broke out in a grin, finally rounding the table and reaching out to take the kitten from Selina. “Oh, it’s perfect!”

The officer chirped a greeting and butted her head up against Jon’s chin. The sweater was a muted, dark green, soft knitted fabric and lovely little patterns along the edges in yellow and a brighter green, held in place by little buttons on her back; it looked like it had multiple button holes, for different sizing options, and even on the smallest size it was a bit big on her— but that was perfect. She could grow into it. 

“What do you think?” He turned to Daisy and Cass, holding the Officer. 

Cass nodded. ‘Looks soft,’ she signed, ‘warm. Good for Officer.”

Daisy was grinning. “Cute,” she said. “Now you can match.” 

“Oh!” Selina snapped and pointed at Daisy. “I almost forgot— Jon, this is for you,” she had a shopping bag looped around her elbow; as she spoke she held it out to him, and he took it, peeking inside to find…

“Oh my god…” he whispered.

Selina looked incredibly smug. “Do you like it?”

“Do I—?” Jon pulled out the bundle of fabric, dropped the bag. The same green; the same softness. He transferred the Officer to his shoulder and held up the matching sweater Selina had somehow gotten for him. 

“I don’t even know where you could have gotten these!” He exclaimed, a little bit in awe. 

Selina grinned. “A lady never tells~! Is it your size? I had to guess…”

Jon held it up to his chest, nodding. “Yes, yes, I… well, I don’t know what to say…”

“Thank you should suffice,” Selina teased. 

“Yes, of course, ah. Thank you, Selina, I appreciate it.”

She nodded. “Good. Now, who are your friends?”

“Oh! Well, this is Cassandra— or Cass—“ the girl waved, “and this is her sister—“

“Barbara Gordon,” she introduced herself, “I’m Head Librarian here. How do you know Jon and Daisy?”

Selina took the obvious interrogation in stride, pulling out a chair and sitting sideways in it to face Barbara as she answered. “Lovely to meet you both, of course— I met Jon here when his Officer escaped one night; I found her and returned her home. We’ve been the best of friends ever since.”

“I see,” Barbara’s eyes were narrowed. Cass was giving them all that puzzle-look, now. 

The girl turned to her sister, pointed at Selina. ‘Cat-woman?’ She signed.

Barbara nodded, then signed and spoke— “yes, Selina Kyle is Catwoman,” she confirmed. 

Selina put a hand to her chest, mock-affronted. “Excuse you, I gave up that life! Why, I haven’t put on the suit since… well, that thing with the Riddler!”

Jon thought that this exchange would have been very funny, if it weren’t so terrifying. Anyone in this room could have called her on the blatant lie; Jon was pretty sure even Cass knew about the break-in at WayneTech, based on the lightly baffled expression on her face. But, of course, to do so would be to risk revealing how they knew. Barbara couldn’t say anything. She wouldn’t, surely. Please, Jon begged internally, don’t say anything.

Selina met the librarian’s eyes, as though daring her to try. 

“Of course,” Barbara said, eventually. Slowly. “How could I have forgotten? In that case, it’s nice to meet you, Selina. The sweaters look very nice.”

Selina smiled and relaxed. “Don’t they? They’re wool, you know. Handmade. I had to go all the way out to—“

Daisy’s phone pinged, cutting her off. She pulled it out. 

“Oh,” she said, pushing away from the table. “I’ve got to go, sorry guys.”

Jon tilted his head, concerned. “What is it?”

“Ah, nothing bad,” she reassured him. “They just need me, at, uh, at work.” 

Jason, then. Vigilante things. Jon nodded. “Right. Should I, uh, stay here, or…?

Daisy nodded back. “Yeah, that should be fine. Just be careful getting home, alright? Don’t stay too late.”

Selina checked her phone and hummed. “Lovely to meet you two,” she told Barbara and Cass, “but I should be heading out too. Jon, would you like to come to mine after you’re done here? Pick up the Officer, stay for tea? It’s a bit closer than going all the way home.”

Jon smiled. “I would like that, yes.”

“Perfect,” Selina clapped, then Jon handed her back the sweater and the Officer— who chirped and bumped him on the chin again— and she stood to join Daisy; throwing a wink over her shoulder as the two women filed out the way they’d all come, through the bookshelves and toward the heart of the library. Jon watched them go and sighed, just a touch wistfully, mostly fond. 

There they went, probably off making Gotham a safer place. 

Jon returned to his books and to his research. The rest of the evening passed in peaceful companionship.

 

 

It was after Jon left the library that things started to go wrong.

Jason had texted him before he left— letting him know that since he’d be on his own, Sage had been sent to keep an eye on him and make sure he made it safely to Selina’s and then back to the diner. He found her on a rooftop when he stepped out into the heavy rain; she was a few blocks down, up high on a building tall enough to have a good vantage point of the area. 

Jon waved to her. She waved back. 

The subway station wasn’t far; Jon was grateful for that, considering how every part of him not covered by his jacket was soaked through within a minute of leaving the library. He crossed the street, turned the corner, and—

There was a large sign over the entrance to the subway. Station closed due to flooding.

Jon groaned. Turned around. Sage appeared on the roof adjacent, tilted her head at him. He looked up at her and then gestured at the station.

She ducked down out of view. A moment later, Jon’s phone pinged.

Sage: Sorry, didn’t see that. 

Jon: It's fine. Where’s the nearest station?

Sage: Not far. Few minutes west.

She sent him an attachment; a shared route from her mapping app, showing the quickest way to the nearest alternate train station, about ten minutes away.

Jon sighed, mapping out the path in his head, and started walking.

The route took him back past the library, then northwest in a zig-zag pattern, trudging through what felt like one perpetual puddle on the sidewalk as soon as he left the main road. The map had him taking the shortest route, which unfortunately meant not the most well-maintained paths, but at least it wasn’t so crowded. In fact, once he got a couple blocks away, he realized he was nearly the only person on that street at all; there was just Sage, popping up into view on rooftops every few minutes as she shadowed him, and the occasional person smoking in the shelter of an awning or rushing from a car to a building.

Even cars were surprisingly sparse, only whipping past him a few times a minute, sending water up from pools in the road and threatening to drench him further nearly every single time. He didn’t blame Sage for going by rooftop. 

There was one other person, though, who caught Jon’s attention.

A teenager. Standing on the other side of the street, apparently focused on his phone, but—

He glanced up, and when he became aware that Jon was looking in his direction he actually shut his eyes and then looked back down at his phone. They didn’t even make eye contact. 

Jon stared at the kid a moment, and felt like he was being watched. A familiar feeling, these days; not a cause for alarm on its own, but something about the eyes he felt on him made his awareness sharpen, the hair on his neck prickle. 

He realized that, aside from the kid, he seemed to be completely alone on this street— but the kid wasn’t who he could feel watching him. The kid was very purposefully not looking at him, in fact. And he knew it wasn’t Sage; it wasn’t familiar. There was somebody else.

Jon looked away and started walking faster. He’d be fine, he told himself— even if there was something wrong, Sage would handle it. That was why she was there. He looked up at the rooftops, hand cupped over his eyes against the rain; he didn’t see her, but—

His phone rang.

It was her. He answered, and wondered why his hands were shaking. 

“Archie, Nightwing’s here,” she hissed. “He’s watching you. What do you want me to do?”

Jon froze. “I don’t know!” He answered, just a touch high-pitched, a touch too loud. He dropped his voice as he continued: “can you get him to go away? Where is he?” 

“Maybe. He’s across the street, I’ll try to— oh, shit—“ 

A gunshot rang out somewhere high up ahead of them. Jon instinctively ducked down— what was he supposed to do? Did he need to find cover? What was the protocol here—?

“Shit, shit, he’s seen me— Archie, run, you hear me? Get somewhere public now—“

Another gunshot. Jon half-crouched behind a parked car, then looked up in time to see a streak of black and blue, nearly invisible between the rain and the darkness of the overcast night sky, just a shape swinging across the street. His heart pounded in his chest, in his head, faster and faster and faster, some instinct in him screaming at him— telling him that he needed to run, he needed to get off of this lonely goddamn side-street— but which way? He watched Nightwing complete his arc, saw him land on the rooftop opposite, and then— 

And then the next moment, he saw nothing at all, because someone pulled a bag over his head. 

His instincts kicked into overdrive, but he was already at a disadvantage, crouched like he was; when he twisted and tried to stand, his attacker just kicked his knees out, and he found himself falling into the dirty water on the street— he jarred his elbow against the car on the way down, dropped his phone, shouted wordlessly in pain and fear— shit, shit, he had to get up, he needed to get up—

He kicked out, pushed himself halfway up with one hand and swung wildly back with his elbow— he couldn’t see, he needed to get this thing off his head, but then—

A sharp knee on his back, forcing him to his stomach; a hand caught his elbow, then whoever it was grabbed first that wrist, then the one he was trying to push himself up with. His chin hit the pavement, knocking his teeth together; his shoulders were pulled back uncomfortably as cold metal closed over his wrists— no, no, no— he twisted, opened his mouth to scream—

There was something sharp on the back of his neck, and a young, familiar voice commanding: “not a word, Archivist.”

Robin, his brain helpfully supplied. 

…The teenager he’d seen across the street. Oh, god.

He was panicking, he knew; he couldn’t see, and he could hardly move, and every time he tried to twist or thrash he was met with a pinprick of pain on the back of his neck, and— no, no, no, no—

Not again.

His phone had landed somewhere nearby; he could hear it, still, just barely, the muffled sounds of cursing, of a fight, and then—

A scream reached him, from both the phone and a rooftop somewhere above them; high-pitched— feminine— and terrifyingly short. 

And then nothing. 

Jon went limp, horror washing through him, somehow colder than the water seeping through his clothes under his jacket. He lay still, shaking with fear, as the weight over him shifted and Robin spoke— not to Jon, though. 

“Yeah, I got him.”

A pause. The kid went stiff. “What— you got hit? How bad is it?”

A groan. “Seriously, ‘Wing? I don’t know how far I can carry him by myself— no, no, you can’t carry a whole grown man with a gunshot wound in your leg—“

“I don’t care if it’s just a graze! B would kill me if I even let you near the Archivist injured!”

As he spoke, Jon heard a vehicle creep past them and then stop. 

A door opened.

“Hey, kid,” a gruff male voice said, footsteps approaching. “You say that’s the Archivist?” 

Jon felt a spark of hope.

“Uh, no, sorry— you must have—“

“Yes!” Jon shouted from inside the bag. “It’s me— call the Red—“

The blade dug into his neck, and Jon cut himself off with a small yelp.

“I told you to be quiet— hey, back off, alright? He’s mine.”

“What’s a kid doin’ with the Archivist?” The voice was much closer now, and Jon felt that hope rise in his chest. Maybe it would be okay— whoever this was would call Jason, and he and Daisy would come help, and everything would be okay.

“Just waiting for the— Hey! Let go of me!” The weight on Jon’s back vanished, taking the knife with it. 

“Nah,” the newcomer dismissed. “The Archivist, eh? That’s a rare find…”

Another door opened. A second voice. “Is it him?”

“Aye! And some kid, looks like he was about to call the cops.”

“A kid took down the Archivist?”

There was the sound of a scuffle— Robin shouting, “get off me, you—“ which promptly cut to silence at the sound of a gun-safety clicking off. 

“There, that’s better,” he said condescendingly. “James?”

Jon squirmed and managed to shift onto his side, maneuvering to his knees and trying in vain to get the bag off his head. “Ah, thank you, he— he took me by surprise. I, um—“

He was cut off by a large hand grabbing him roughly around the arm and hauling him up. Jon yelped as he was thrown over a broad shoulder, and then—

“Shut it. You ruined our last gig, you know that?”

Jon felt his hope dash across the wet pavement, replaced by cold, all-encompassing dread.

The other person— James; younger, based on his voice— piped up. “Hey, Rick— I think I recognize this kid.”

“Yeah? He important?”

“I think he’s Timothy Drake.”

“Drake?”

“Yeah! Should we grab him too?”

Rick laughed, jostling Jon. “Might as well. Throw him in there— he’ll fetch a good ransom, if nothin’ else.”

Jon started to struggle again as Rick walked toward their vehicle, but it was even more pointless than before— the man was strong, stronger than Robin, far stronger than Jon, and it was like he didn’t even notice Jon’s desperate thrashing. 

The panic returned full-force as another door opened— it sounded like the side door of a van— and Jon was thrown unceremoniously inside, landing awkwardly on his shoulder. He flinched as Robin— Tim— was thrown in after, landing partially on top of him; apparently he’d been gagged, based on his muffled shouts of protest. They were soundly ignored.

“You two play nice back there, y’hear?” Rick said, the threat obvious in his tone, and then—

And then the door shut, and the two men got into the front. After a moment of terrifying stillness, the engine rumbled to life; the lurch of movement making Jon’s head spin, the consistent patter of rain on the metal above drilling into his ears until all he could think of was the coffin, was the knowledge that he was trapped, helpless, bound in the back of a goddamn van again—

Last time, it had been the precursor to the worst month of his life. 

A frustrated, muffled curse came from somewhere beside him as they went over a bump.

Last time, he’d been alone.

Last time, Jon would have given anything to have another person there with him. But laying there in the dark, he couldn’t help but think that this was actually worse. 

Jon curled in on himself, wishing desperately that this was all just a nightmare, willing himself to wake up.

But, of course, he didn’t. 

 

Notes:

:)

We all knew this was coming, didn’t we?

Thank you to MJ and my mom for helping beta read this chapter!
Sources:
- Jon “tripped… onto a knife”: Lira (AeF Discord, #spoiler-chat) genius thank you

Next time: Kidnapping 404 [Error: Archivist Not Found]

Chapter 24: Kidnapping 404

Summary:

[Error 404: Archivist Not Found]
In which Jon is kidnapped. Again.

Notes:

Here we go~!
Chapter contains…
Kidnapping, panic attacks, flashbacks (nonconsensual lotioning, the coffin, death threats), Beholding Content, child neglect, violence, vigilantism, gunshot wounds, muzzle. Beloved characters sure are in distress!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

There were hands on him.

Hands on his arms, on his wrists; someone calling him, but not by name, no—

“Hold still, Archivist—“

The voice was young, male, but Jon didn’t hear it; not really. All he could hear was—

“Now, Archivist, hold still! We wouldn’t want to get any of this in your eyes, you still need those!”

Hands on his face, sticky and plastic, hands on his body, hands everywhere— too many to count, the smell of vanilla and lavender and coconut overwhelming him and— no, no, no, stop, stop , please stop, get off me please, let go let go let go get off me—

The van hit a pothole, jostling them and knocking Jon’s head against the wall, and he gasped— his eyes flew open, only to find more darkness— greeted by a reality that was nearly as bad as the damn flashbacks. 

He laughed; breathless and strained, on the edge of a whine, and curled away from the wall as best he could. 

“I can’t do this,” he whispered to himself, shaking his head, maybe trying to use the floor to get the bag off or maybe just thrashing for no reason at all, “I can’t do this— not again, not… I can’t.”

Tim swore. “Archivist, now is really not the time, we need to—“ 

Jon flinched. 

“Don’t— don’t call me that.” His voice was quiet. Shaky. 

I’ve come to a decision, Archivist— I’m going to kill you.

“Please, just…” he curled up tighter as the van turned a corner. “Don’t.”

“Okay,” Tim said, slowly. “What do I call you, then?”

Jon almost said his name, but…

“Archie,” he whispered. The word was left to hang in silence for a long moment; Jon wondered if he hadn’t been heard, over the rumble of the engine and through the bag blocking his vision, but then:

“Okay,” Tim repeated. “Archie, then. You know who I am?” His voice dropped to a near-whisper.

Jon nodded. “Ro—”

Tim shushed him. “Right, so, I just want to get the bag off you, okay?”

Jon laughed again, slightly hysterical. “You’re the one who put it there!”

“That was before I knew you’d freak the hell out! Just— hold still, let me get it.”

Jon tried. He still flinched at the feeling of hands on the back of his head; Tim tugged on something, and he felt the loop holding it around his neck loosen; then they went around another corner, and Tim was flung away, taking the bag with him, and suddenly—

Jon could see. 

He blinked a few times, rolling away from the wall— he’d been right up against it— only to run into Tim behind him. He craned his head around, finding the space was much smaller than he had expected— not even close to as big as the van he’d been taken in the last time. Actually, it was very small. Small enough that the only reason he hadn’t been touching Tim or more than two walls this entire time was because he had spent most of the trip so far curled in a ball in the corner. From what he could tell, it seemed the little acrobat had gotten his bound hands in front of him and pulled off the gag; good for him. Jon didn’t think he was flexible enough for that. 

Were the walls getting closer? Tim was watching him. Jon tried to avoid looking at the kid at all, but the only other thing to look at was the van, the walls steadily closing in on him. Something, somewhere was casting a dim glowing green light; did Tim have a glow stick?

They drove over another pothole, knocking Jon’s head against the ground this time; they were getting more frequent. Where were they being taken? 

Jon swallowed hard, tried to will his breathing under control and focus on senses other than sight. The rain on the roof intensified; he could hear tires going through puddles. He could smell acrid bleach, not quite able to hide the scent of old blood and fear that permeated the floor. He could feel the uneven ache in his shoulders and jaw. 

…This wasn’t helping. 

He used the momentum from a turn to push himself up and against one wall, scooting backward into the corner and screwing his eyes shut, trying to force himself to stop panicking, you idiot, but all he could see against his eyelids were not-right faces, all he heard was rain and singing, all he could taste was dirt and mud and—

Tim reached out, placed a hand on Jon’s knee. “Archie?”

Jon flinched again, stubbornly keeping his eyes shut. “Uh, I, ah. Is now a bad time to mention that I’m, um, I’m a little bit… claustrophobic?” 

The earth pressing on him, squeezing, filling his mouth and nose, Daisy’s hand in his and the crushing weight of the knowledge that they would never escape, that they were condemned to this shadow of existence for eternity and it was all his fault—

Tim was silent for a moment. “I know this is… scary, but we’ll be out of here in no time, alright? I know how to handle these situations. Just try to stay calm.”

Jon laughed, and it turned into something resembling a sob; shaking his head, shaking all over. “Can’t,” he choked out. 

“Can you look at me?” Tim asked, “Archie?”

Jon lifted his head, opened his eyes to meet Tim’s— wide, and so blue, and the kid was doing an admirable job at hiding his fear on his face, but Jon could still feel it, compounding with his own and roaring in his ears until it spilled over and—

And—

It was too much. 

Jon felt… distant.

He opened his mouth, and—

“What is your greatest fear?”

Oh. 

Oh no.

 

 

If Tim was being completely honest, this mission was not going at all how he had expected it to.

It had seemed simple enough: the Archivist had moved up on their priority list, had become a threat to all of them, and needed to be stopped. Tim and Dick were the only ones who really knew at all what he looked like— apparently he broke cameras just by being on them— so it was only rational that they be the ones to find him. Sure, maybe Bruce wouldn’t have seen it that way, but that was why they hadn’t asked him; Dick was an adult, and Tim could handle himself. It would be fine. It was just reconnaissance, anyway; just keeping an eye on the library around closing time, making sure Barbara made it home safe; Tim on the ground, Dick in the skies. Sure, he carried what he would need to grab the guy if he did show up, but that was just a precaution. 

So, naturally, they found the Archivist himself on the second day. He wasn’t even trying to hide— even if he hadn’t seen his entire face the first time, Tim was sure he would recognize that hair anywhere, not to mention the way his eyes seemed to glow as they scanned the rainy streets. They caught him skulking around the library, and then slinking off away from the main road. The Fearhound was nowhere to be seen, but he had a Red Hood goon guarding him from above; she spotted Nightwing, giving him no choice but to go after her, and then—

Tim saw an opportunity, and he took it. 

His triumph lasted all of twenty seconds. 

It was quick work, getting his hands in front of him and the gag off once the van started moving. He’d expected the Archivist to be doing something similar— seething with rage, or maybe facing this situation with unflappable cold calculation— and Tim rushed to free himself because he’d expected to need to be free, to defend himself. He was trapped in the back of a van with a man who had all the power to tear every last one of his secrets from him, who had every reason to do so; he’d expected that any moment, the man would find a way to remove the bag over his head, and Tim would be face to face with a vengeful, unpredictable rogue; the Archivist, the man who had put all of their identities and lives at risk and who haunted Tim’s nightmares, but instead—

Instead, he was having a panic attack. 

The Archivist was having a panic attack, and Tim wasn’t an idiot, okay, but he was Robin, it was his job to help people in distress, and he was clearly in distress! And on second thought, they were in this together now, weren’t they? Maybe the Archivist could be helpful. Surely he must have realized that being detained by the Bats wouldn’t be nearly as bad as being kidnapped and taken off who-knows-where for who-knows-what, and he just…

He just looked so scared.

So Tim followed his Robin instincts.

He tried to take the cuffs off first, but the Archivist flinched so violently that he dropped the key, and it skittered off into the darkness. So Tim tried for the bag, but then—

“No, no— st— stop, please, no, get off, get off me!” 

So yeah, Tim was confused. Talking the Archivist down from a panic attack was not what he had been expecting from this day. He didn’t even want to be called the Archivist, calling him Archie seemed to be the only thing that would keep him present at all, and Tim was just starting to worry that maybe he’d actually grabbed the wrong person to begin with when he got the bag off and the man finally met his eyes and—

“What is your greatest fear?”

Tim was frozen. 

Oh. He had the right guy, alright. 

Tim had seen this power twice before; the first time, it had taken him by surprise. The second, he’d managed to break free. But this time was… 

Different.

There was the fear; but he was already plenty afraid. No, what shocked Tim— what left him reeling and confused— was the way this time, the question felt… deeper. The way it seemed to pull him down and away, drawing his entire being into answering, not because he had to, not by pulling the words from him one at a time with excruciating brute force, but because he wanted— no, he needed to answer. Because the Archivist has Asked, the Archivist needed to Know, and Tim was swept away in it, and—

And he’d been talking before he even realized it, words simply falling from his lips like so many stones—

“I am afraid that nobody will ever love me,” he was saying, “I am afraid that I don’t deserve to be loved. I’m only Robin because I forced my way in, I’m only Robin because I’m needed, what happens when someone better comes along?” Tim stared deep into those eyes, getting the strangest feeling that something was wrong with the Archivist’s expression; his eyes panic-wide even as the rest of him was tranquil and still. 

“One day, they’re all going to realize that I’m not worth it— I’m going to fail them and they’re going to leave me behind and I’m going to be alone again, and I will deserve it because I lied to them, I still lie to them, I make them think I’m some genius prodigy when I can’t even figure out how to make my own parents care about me, and—“

They went over another bump in the road, jostling the both of them and sending Tim— unable to move to catch himself— falling awkwardly on his side.

It broke their eye contact. 

On the other side of the cramped van, the Archivist gasped. 

Tim slammed his eyes shut and kept them that way, willing his breathing under control, trying not to cry. A part of him was really, really glad they’d taken his earpiece and nobody else had heard that— but another part of him desperately wished for someone, anyone else to be there, for Dick or Bruce to just swoop in and save the day already. He wanted to go home. 

God, he was pathetic. 

“Shit, Tim, Tim? Are you— Tim, I’m so sorry, I didn’t— oh god—“ the rustling of fabric as the Archivist moved closer. “Tim? Please, I’m sorry, I’m— I’m… please, I didn’t mean to, I’m sorry, I’m—”

Tim rolled back to sitting. “Just— just stop talking,” he said. “Please.”

The Archivist shut up. 

They both sat in silence, then, for a long awkward moment, just feeling the vehicle rumble beneath them; Tim dared to crack his eyes open to check, and found that the Archivist had closed his eyes, too. The realization was funny enough that Tim snorted. 

“What?”

He rolled his eyes. “It’s just— you’re new to Gotham, aren’t you?”

The man kept his eyes closed, but still furrowed his brow in confusion. “Yes…?”

“Well, I mean, you’re a Gotham rogue, but you sure aren’t acting like it. It’s like you didn’t even know this was bound to happen sometime.” He had an idea, and let a small grin break on his face. “… Good thing you’ve got me here, huh? So I can show you the ropes.

“Ha-ha, very funny,” the Archivist intoned. 

Tim grinned wider, leaning back against the wall of the van across from the man. “Class is in session, Archie— welcome to Kidnapping 101, taught by—“

The Archivist cut him off with a laugh. “This is not a first-year course, I could teach Kidnapping 101. This is more like a graduate class, 400 level at least.”

“Fine,” Tim sighed. “Kidnapping 404 then. And I’m the one teaching it.”

“I doubt you have more experience,” he challenged wryly.

Tim rolled his eyes again, huffed a breath. “Then why’d you freak out like that? If you’re so experienced.”

“Well,” the Archivist braced his legs against another turn. “The last time I was put in a van like this, I was held captive for a month by sentient mannequins.”

Tim’s mouth dropped open. “You— what? Why?”

“They wanted to take my skin.”

Tim cringed at the mental image, but, well— something didn’t add up. “Why did they keep you for a month, then?”

The Archivist swallowed and hunched his shoulders in toward his ears. “They… wanted my skin in, ah, better condition before they…”

Tim felt uneasy, but a part of him wanted to know more; what did better condition mean? Why would that mean holding him for a month, and what did they want with his skin, anyway? Why—

“I would really rather not talk about it,” the Archivist admitted, voice small, fragile, and oh, shit. Of course. Tim felt a pang of guilt for asking the man to explain any of it.

“Sorry.” Then Tim dropped his voice to something quiet, almost conspiratory; “If it makes you feel any better, I don’t think they’re going to keep us for very long. Nightwing knows what happened—“ at least, Tim hoped he did— “and he won’t leave me here. Someone’ll come for us in no time.”

The Archivist— Archie— nodded, slowly. “Right.” He cracked an eye open, too— it wasn’t glowing anymore. Tim still tried not to make eye contact; which was easy, because the man was avoiding his eyes, too. “Right, someone will come for me.” Archie took a deep breath. “They’ll find me.” 

Tim nodded. “Yeah. We’ll be alright.”

 



Jon spent the rest of the drive with his eyes closed, trying to keep his breathing under control. Tim had lost the key to his cuffs, so he couldn’t do anything about the ache in his shoulders; nor could he seem to figure out where they were going, no matter how he willed himself to Know. 

Eventually, though, he had an opportunity to find out. The van slowed to a stop; the engine turned off. The doors up front opened, and slammed shut, and Jon’s eyes flew open, his heart beating faster again— they were coming.  

A few seconds later, footsteps approached the side of the van. Tim gave Jon a reassuring nod, and then just as the door slid open his expression— shifted. 

Where before there had been some amount of Robin, with his reassurances and confidence and knowledge, now there was Timothy Drake, teenage civilian, scrambling backwards to press himself into the wall next to Jon and staring up at their captors, eyes wide with fear.

Jon, however, was not pretending to be a distressed child, and now that all this adrenaline had somewhere to go, he pushed off the wall and placed himself in a crouch between Tim and the two men, snarling and demanding: “Where are we?”

“Parking garage underneath 1232 Murphy Ave,” they both intoned at the same time; and that was all he needed, his current position clarifying in his mind like a camera sliding into focus— the eastern edge of the South Island, placing them… nearly as far as they could get from the Red Hood’s territory. Damn. 

Well, nothing for it. Jon bared his teeth at them and lunged.

It was a simple plan— push past them, find a door, run through it, hope to make it somewhere public. He was sure that they would chase him, and they would probably catch him— but he had to try. And if they caught him, he could compel them again, so at least Tim might escape. That was more important, anyway; it was Jon they were after. Tim didn’t need to have any part in this— hero or no, he was still a child. 

Unfortunately for Jon, the two men were much stronger than him, and recovered from their temporary fear-paralysis faster than he expected. Instead of shoving past them and making off into the darkened interior of the parking garage, he found himself facedown on the concrete, with a wad of fabric shoved into his mouth and tied tightly around his head.

Just like—

No. He shoved the memories aside— he didn’t have time. He didn’t have time.

They pulled him to his feet, and Rick moved around to get right in his face; Jon tried to jerk his head away, but James was behind him, holding him in place with a hand on the back of his neck. Jon glared. He could feel his heartbeat in his head.

“Now, no more questions Archivist, got it?” Rick’s breath on his face made Jon’s stomach turn, and he tried to wrench free again— but then James was pushing him toward another door, open to reveal stairs leading down into darkness. Jon tried to convince himself that his own rapid breathing was due to exertion, struggling and writhing every step, for all the good it did him.   

“What— what do you want?” Tim piped up from behind him, apparently being shoved along by Rick.

Jon could hear the grin in the older man’s voice. “The little Archivist here is going to be our ticket into the Penguin’s good graces.”

Tim hesitated. “I— I thought the Penguin stopped doing crime?”

Their captors both laughed; Jon reached the top of the staircase and dug his heels into the floor. He shook his head, protests muffled by the awful-tasting gag in his mouth, he didn’t want to go down there—

“What about me?” Tim asked. He sounded upset. Jon was pushed down the stairs; James’ grip around his arm barely caught him from falling. Hands shaking behind him, Jon walked.

“You, Timothy Drake, are just a bonus. You’ll fetch quite the ransom, I say.” 

They were silent a moment; the staircase wasn’t very long, really, only about five steps down into a short hallway and then some sort of storage room. They were both pushed inside, and James shoved Jon to the floor while Rick wasted no time in rooting through Tim’s pockets for his phone.

Tim just slumped back against the wall. “My parents won’t pay,” he said, and Jon…

Jon didn’t think he was lying. But wasn’t Tim’s dad… Bruce Wayne? Batman? Not officially, maybe, but— surely his secret identity was set up with parents who could answer phone calls.

“Why not?” The younger of the men demanded.

“They’re out of the country,” Tim explained, “they don’t answer their phones.”

Jon remembered what Tim had said under compulsion: 

"I can’t even figure out how to make my own parents care about me.”  

Come to think of it, good parents probably wouldn’t let their kid run around committing vigilantism every night. Jon felt a pang of sympathy for Tim run through him as Rick pulled out the kid’s phone, forced his thumb to the scanner so it’d open, then presumably navigated to a contact and waited for the call to be picked up.

Instead, it went to voicemail. 

“You have reached Janet Drake of Drake Industries. I am out of the country on a business trip. If this is an emergency, please contact the offices at Drake Industries to leave a message.” 

The phone beeped. Rick hung up. 

“Well, then,” the man decided, “sounds like you’ll be staying with us for a while. I’m sure we can find some use for you.” Then he turned to his partner, and they both stepped out of the room; “We’ll deal with the Archivist first. James, grab me the—”

There was a sound, then. A quiet creak, back the way they’d come.

“Did you leave the fuckin’ door open?” Rick said, and then he turned towards the sound, and then—

Something small and blunt hit him square in the forehead, and he fell like a sack of bricks.

James turned as well, just in time for a black-and-blue figure to slam into him, the hum and crackle of electricity filling the air, and he shouted as the two of them tumbled out of sight past the doorway

“Get offa’ me!”

A snarl. “Where are they!?”

“Nightwing!” Tim called, “In here!”

Jon maneuvered from his knees to his feet, stumbling out the door, aiming to run because sure, Nightwing would help Tim, but Jon was an enemy to them, and—

“Not so fast!” Nightwing grabbed him by the back of his shirt and, to Jon’s everlasting embarrassment, hefted him clean off the ground.  

Jon kicked and twisted, but his arms were still pinned behind his back, and he couldn’t speak, and he was sore from being thrown around like a rag-doll for the last half hour. It was never really a fight. He settled for glaring. 

“You sure this is him?” Nightwing asked Tim, “the Archivist?”

Tim nodded, getting to his feet and turning around. “Sure is. Wingding?”

With his free hand— Nightwing held him up with one hand, Jesus Christ— the vigilante passed a small bird-shaped object to the teenager, who quickly used the sharp edge to cut himself free. “Thanks.”

Jon kicked out at Nightwing again and managed to get him a few inches below the hip, on the outside of his thigh. To his surprise, Nightwing hissed and dropped him, stumbling backwards a half-step and visibly gritting his teeth as Jon fell on his side, doing something funny to his ankle on the way down. 

Tim was more concerned about Nightwing. “Woah, you okay?”

“Fine,” the hero managed, “just, ow, got me in the…”

Tim’s concern turned to incredulity. “Wait, you were shot! What are you doing here?!”

“Others were both clear across town, and wrapping up a fight. Couldn’t wait for backup.”

Nightwing shot Jon a scathing look. “You know, there’s such a thing as a warning shot, if your guard just wanted to scare me off.”

I think that was the warning shot, Jon thought, but obviously couldn’t say. He couldn’t really tell from here, but it didn’t look like the bullet had hit anything major. Just hurt like hell, probably, and doubly so when Jon kicked it. By accident. 

Anyway. 

He was pulled to his feet and shoved out the door, doing his best to hide the way his ankle protested. Yep, he’d rolled it. Probably not sprained, though.

Tim seemed to notice anyway. “We’ll get you some ice for that in the car. I’m assuming we’re waiting for the car?”

Nightwing nodded. “Batman insisted. He should only be a few minutes out.”

“Great,” Tim walked along beside Jon, so that he and Nightwing were bracketing the Archivist. Who was still bound and gagged, of course.

Jon voiced his displeasure as well as he could.

Tim startled and reached up as though to remove the gag, but Nightwing pushed the younger’s hand away and shook his head. “We’re not taking that out, are you crazy? With what he can do?” 

I’m right here! Jon wanted to shout, don’t talk about me like I can’t hear you! But he couldn’t, so he huffed and shot Nightwing the best glare he could muster.

“Ooh, spooky!” Nightwing laughed, a little nervous. “Your eyes go all, ah…”

“Yeah,” Tim nodded, “they do that when he asks you things, too, you just… don’t notice.”

Nightwing grimaced. “He needs to speak to do anything, though, right?”

Tim shrugged. “I think so.” 

Jon made several more muffled protests as they talked, but ultimately, when a sleek black car arrived he just sighed heavily and got into the backseat after Nightwing. 

Once the door was shut behind him, Tim climbed in the front, and the driver— 

Oh. 

Right.

That was Batman.

That was Batman, shooting him a wary glance before turning to Tim and holding out his hand. “Hey, kid, I’m going to bring you home, alright? Can I see your wrists?”

Jon blinked. What? Then it occurred to him: Batman didn’t know. Or, well, he probably suspected, was probably pretty damn sure , but until he had confirmation he was going to act like Jon didn’t know their identities, just in case.

He couldn’t help it. He laughed.

It was hard to do, with the gag and all, but he managed; bursts of air through his nose, the sound pushing out from his chest. It was louder than he expected, and everyone in the car turned to stare at him. 

Grinning around the gag, he shrugged.

“He knows.” Tim said, solemnly. “He knows all of us, I think.”

Jon nodded.

“I’m sorry,” Tim said to the car. “It’s my fault.”

Jon shook his head and made what he hoped were sounds that communicated no it’s not!

Tim blinked. “Not me?”

He nodded once. 

“Who was it, then?” Batman asked, voice dark, “Jim?”

Jon shrunk back into the seat, shaking his head quickly. It wasn’t— he’d only gotten one name from the police commissioner, he’d learned most of their identities that night at Leslie’s clinic. 

Jason’s words on the Bat, from a little over a week ago, came back to him: Kill you? No, he doesn’t kill. Break every bone in your body and then lock you up forever, though? Yeah. And suddenly Jon was afraid not only for himself, but for that kind woman who ran a clinic for criminals and helped little girls find warmth. 

He didn’t see it when Batman was awkwardly trying to hold back his fussing over Tim, but now? Under the full force of his scrutiny, knowing that he considered Jon a threat to his family?

It wasn’t so funny anymore.

The streets blurred past as the Batmobile sped through Gotham, and Jon didn’t know how he was going to get out of this one.

 

 

At the very least, the Bats had the decency to remove the awful cloth gag once they had arrived in the literal, actual Batcave— like, with bats and everything— but Jon found it difficult to be grateful, given the circumstances. They may have been rescued, but he was still very much a prisoner. 

Tim had told them he was claustrophobic during the drive, though, so they decided to keep him in a cell with glass walls. It looked out on the Batcave’s medical area, and Tim explained that it was technically a quarantine and observation room, usually used in case of exposure to one of the chemicals that Gotham’s Rogues were so fond of. Jon sure felt observed. 

It came equipped with a bed, a small table with a single chair, a sink, and a small curtained-off section with a toilet. The door itself was really two separate doors, of which only one could be opened at a time; a small section in between serving as a sort of airlock or decontamination room. Useful for the cell’s intended purpose, Jon supposed, and they could put food and things through, and even if they would let him speak he would need to somehow compel or trick someone into opening a door twice in order to get out. 

He didn’t want to go in there. He really, really didn’t want to go in there. But he hardly had much choice. It’s better to be compliant, he told himself, bide your time.  

So he waited patiently while they prepared the room. He said “Thank you,” when Tim undid the gag. He did not ask any questions. He would not antagonize them.

And then Batman approached with a strange metal contraption, held it up towards Jon’s face, and all thoughts of cooperating fled his mind as his thoughts whited out into a string of No no no nonono— stay away don’t touch me no no no get away get away don’t touch me—!

He backed up rapidly. “Ah, uhm…” 

“This is just to stop you asking questions,” Batman said, and Jon backed up another step. 

He Knew that the Batcave was just one part of the much larger tunnel system under Gotham; tunnels he’d survived once before. If he could lose them in the dark, he would be able to find a way out, probably. Hopefully. He just needed to get away, he just needed to get away—

He ran. 

He didn’t get far. Three steps out of the medical bay, into the main area, and all the air was punched out of his lungs as he was pinned to the floor for the third time that day, a heavy, heavy weight on his back; he thrashed, but it was useless, he knew it was. 

“N-no!” He gasped, “let- let me go! I won’t— I won’t do anything, I won’t— please—” 

“B…” Tim said, uneasy, standing in the doorframe of the medical bay, “are we really gonna…?”

“You know what he can do,” Batman answered, pulling Jon to his feet with one hand holding his wrists behind his back; “you know what he’s done.”

He was marched back into the room, where the mask— it was not a muzzle. It was not. He refused to think that word— waited for him. 

“Do you have to?” He whispered.

“No, but you’re dangerous,” Batman said, momentarily frozen, and when his controlled neutrality turned to a dark glare Jon realized he’d just fumbled his way out of any chance of talking them out of it.

It covered his face from the nose down, keeping his jaw held firmly, though not painfully, shut. There was a gap in it to allow air into his nose. It was adjustable, and it came with a hinge so that it could be opened to allow him to eat or speak when they saw fit. It could even be opened from a distance, with a little remote controller. They’d clearly spent some time developing it, and as far as gagging methods went, it was— objectively— rather comfortable. 

The metal was cold against his skin, and Jon hated it. 

His hands were freed once it was on, and he was pushed into his new cell. Other than the furniture, he was given a notepad and a pen; the first thing he did with it was write ‘ Why?’ And press it up against the glass.

“We told you why,” Nightwing said, sitting up on one of the cots in the medical bay as an old man— Alfred— came in to clean and bandage his injury. “We can’t let you talk. It’s dangerous.”

He pulled back the notepad and wrote: ‘Why keep me?

“You know our identities,” Tim explained, “and… well, we didn't think the police would be able to hold you for long.”

Jon supposed they were right— he didn’t think Jason or Daisy would leave him in police custody for very long at all— but that didn’t make it legal.

‘This is kidnapping,’ he wrote.  

Batman answered this time, looming tall over Jon. He stepped back, abruptly grateful for the glass between them. 

“You hurt my allies,” the Dark Knight growled. “You hurt Robin. That is unacceptable.”

Jon shook his head. ‘We let him go,’ he wrote.

“That’s the part I don’t understand,” Nightwing cut in, “why did you let him go? Jim, too— You must have known how much information they both had. From what I’ve heard, you’re quite the interrogator. You could have gotten… a lot, even just from Robin, but you didn't even ask him his own name.”

Tim looked distinctly pale at the idea. 

Jon scowled as he wrote: ‘I was new.’

“New to what?” Batman growled.

‘Gotham.’ He wrote.

Tim sat down on his own cot and let Alfred check him for injuries. “In retrospect, you did seem kind of oblivious.”

“Why are you working for the Red Hood?” Nightwing asked, “he’s kind of…”

“Terrifying?” Tim offered.

“Yeah.”

Jon rolled his eyes. ‘He found me. Helped me. Didn’t lock me up.’

“What, just like that?” Nightwing said, and then he and Batman narrowed their eyes at exactly the same time in exactly the same way. It would be uncanny if they weren’t trying to see into Jon’s soul.

“Why did he help you?” Batman asked.

Jon hesitated. This was Jason’s family, even if they weren’t on good terms right now, but how much would he want them to know?

‘He’s going to find me,’ Jon wrote instead of an answer, ‘he will tear Gotham apart.’ He didn’t know if it was true; but he had to believe it was. Jason was his best shot at getting out of there.

Nightwing crossed his arms. “He can’t find you here. Nobody knows where the Batcave is.”

Jon blinked. What? But, Jason had been Robin, surely he must know…? 

He caught Batman’s gaze with his own, and the man shook his head minutely— his glare, if possible, darkening further. The message was clear: don’t.

… Nightwing didn’t know. 

‘You shouldn’t keep secrets from each other,’ Jon wrote, and pressed it up against the glass.

Tim frowned. “What does that mean?”

Jon tilted his head at Batman, who seemed to be gritting his teeth so hard it was a struggle for him to speak. “Boys,” he managed, “I think the Archivist and I need to talk alone.”

As Nightwing and Tim stepped out, exchanging wary glances, Jon reflected that he may have made a mistake. Batman shut the door to the medical bay and then he turned, marching toward the glass again, face dark and stormy and Jon stumbled back as far away as he could, tripping, dropping the notebook, knowing it was useless— the man could easily come inside, and Jon would have nowhere to go, no real way to defend himself. What could he do against Batman?  

The vigilante slammed his fist against the glass, scowling down at Jon where he was pressed into the corner of the cell. “My son died,” he said, “and somebody took his body and made him a villain.”  

Jon shook his head— no, no, that wasn’t— that wasn’t true—

“You will not torture my living family with that knowledge. They don’t need to know that he dug out of that grave. Do you understand?

Jon didn’t nod, despite every survival instinct begging him to. Instead, he crept forward to where his notebook and pen lay on the floor, grabbed them, and wrote: ‘so did I.’

Batman just looked mildly confused, so Jon took back the notebook and scribbled out: ‘I dug out of Jason’s grave ,’ underlining the last part three times.

Batman jerked backward. “What?”

‘He found me. Protected me. He’s my friend. He’s your son.

“What on earth…?” Alfred had re-entered the room, and evidently saw the page Jon was holding up for the Bat. He clued in quickly, though. 

“Ah, so it was you who set off the alarms, I see.” A pause, and then, “What I would like to know is how you got into the grave.”

Jon shook his head. He wasn’t sure that information was something he wanted to share.

“Alright,” Alfred conceded, “then might I ask; who told you the remaining identities? The Red Hood?”

Jon shook his head again, and wrote down: ‘Not Jason. Not Tim.’

“Then who?” Batman growled.

‘No. They didn’t mean to. You’ll hurt them.’

Batman pushed away from the wall of the cell. “Fine,” he said, “I’ll be back. I suggest you think about your position here.”

And then both he and Alfred filed out, and Jon was alone. 

 

 

April 10, 20:06

Selina: When do you think you’ll be over?

Selina: [Officersweater13.jpg]

Selina: I think she likes it <3

 

20:18

Selina: Jon?

 

20:32

Selina: Jon, the library’s closed. Where are you?

Missed call from: Selina

Selina: Jon, are you okay?

Missed call from: Selina

Missed call from: Selina

Selina: Please pick up

Missed call from: Selina

 

April 10, 20:41

Selina: Did Jon go home? I’ve still got the Officer. 

Selina: He’s not answering my calls.

Daisy: I thought he was at yours?

Selina: He is not. 

 

April 10, 20:42

R.H.: Sage missed her check-in.

Daisy: Shit.

 

 

They found Jon’s phone lying on the side of the road, just underneath a parked car; the cracked screen showing a barrage of missed calls and texts. 

“When we fucking find him, remind me to put fucking trackers in his fucking shoes,” Jason growled, the sound flattened through the helmet.

Daisy barely heard him over the rush of blood in her ears.

Jon was gone.

Someone had taken him— it was the only explanation that made sense. Someone had taken Jon, and when Daisy found them, they were going to pay.  

 

Notes:

Uh oh Daisy angy!!
Also oops, put a muzzle on ur Archivist… he’s not a fan.
Jon has now been kidnapped 3 times in a row :)

Thank you to my mom and MJ for helping with the chapter!
I had more stuff I wanted to write here but I forget what it was. Oh well.

Next time: Jon’s captivity continues, and he discovers the art of lying.

Chapter 25: Wednesday the 11th

Summary:

Wednesday the 11th of April, 2018

8.4k of Jon being terrible with secrets & Daisy going feral.
In which the Bats interrogate the Archivist, and the Fearhound goes on a Hunt.

Notes:

Jon tells one single successful lie this chapter lol
Contains:
Kidnapping and captivity, general angst, Hunt Content, Lazarus pit side effects, mentioned canon self-destructive behaviour, vigilantism, gang activity, violence. Child endangerment (but it’s Robin)
I’ve been looking forward to this chapter for months :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

True to his word, Batman returned about an hour later with food, and Jon raised an eyebrow at the carefully-controlled frustration on the man’s face as he realized that he would need to open the damn mask for Jon to eat. He did so begrudgingly, under the condition that he did not ask any questions or speak at all. Jon was given a ham and cheese sandwich, and he ate it without tasting it. They shut the device again afterward.

What followed was an interrogation that relied almost entirely on intimidation, made much less effective by the glass separating them and, ironically, by the mask which forced Jon to think his answers through and write them down. 

Their main concern seemed to be who told him their identities; Jon wished he’d just told them he figured it out on his own, or that it had all been Jason, but lying never was his strong suit. Still, it hadn’t been Leslie’s fault, and he was determined to protect her. Other than that, they kept asking him about the Red Hood’s plans, which Jon knew almost nothing about, and the details of his abilities, which he did not wish to share. He refused to tell them anything which could put any of his friends in danger.

They also kept asking him his name, to which Jon always replied the same thing:

‘Call me Archivist’

Robin and Nightwing were both off patrol for the evening, due to recent kidnapping and injury, respectively. So after about an hour of trying to get answers out of him, Batman left to go protect the city on his own. 

Tim, obviously, had been out of costume the entire time, and Nightwing— or was he supposed to call him Dick?— got out of his shortly after Jon’s arrival. Batman, meanwhile, kept the full cape and cowl from the time Jon got into the car through his entire attempt at questioning him. 

Jon would be lying if he said Batman wasn’t intimidating. But he’d met far more dangerous individuals , and Jon was stubborn. He’d been afraid before. Batman wasn’t going to kill him, no matter what he did, and it didn’t seem like he was even really going to hurt him— despite what Jason said— aside from the bruises he’d earned trying to run. They’d even given him an ice pack for his ankle, like Tim promised, even though Jon didn’t actually need it anymore. 

The issue was that Tim and Dick were far easier to talk to than The Batman. They actually treated him like a person, for starters, and not a criminal or a monster to be contained. 

“Hey, you doing alright in there?” Dick asked, sitting up on a cot in the medical bay with an IV hooked into his arm. “Need any water, or anything?”

Jon wasn’t really thirsty, but water meant opening the thing on his face, so he nodded. 

Tim jumped up from his spot near Dick’s feet. “I’ll go get you some!” 

As soon as Tim was out of earshot, Dick sighed and leaned back, twisting to watch Jon curiously. “You really scared him, you know.”

Jon tilted his head. “Hmn?”

He gestured at the door. “Tim. When you first met him.”

Jon sighed and reached for his notebook. ‘I know,’ he wrote. ‘I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to.’

He held it up to the glass for the vigilante to read, and Dick’s face did a funny little twist. “But you must have known what asking about his civilian family would do, right? I mean…” 

He stopped talking as Jon started scribbling his answer. ‘No. I didn’t realize how important it was. New to Gotham.’

“New to—? But it should be common knowledge anywhere, capes tend to be very protective of their identities…”

‘New to all of this,’ Jon elaborated. ‘My abilities are new, too. Can’t always— he crossed out a bit, ‘I’m sorry.’

Dick sighed again. “What’d you do before all this, anyway? Before Gotham?”

Jon considered how to answer. ‘I was an archivist,’ he settled on.

A startled laugh burst out of Dick. “What, seriously?”

Jon nodded. ‘In London.’ That should be safe to share, he figured; it’s not like they could find his identity, even if he gave them his full job title. 

Dick nodded. “British. Figures.”

Jon made a sound of exaggerated affront, and the younger man smiled. “What about hobbies? Got any hobbies?”

Jon… didn’t, really, but that felt kind of depressing to say. ‘I write music,’ he answered instead. ‘Had a band in uni.’

At that point, Tim returned with a sealed bottle of water, which was passed through the space Jon had taken to calling the airlock in his head. Then Dick leaned back in his bed and shut his eyes while Tim picked the remote off its little hook and opened the mask for Jon. 

“Thank you,” he said, working the tension from his jaw before he sipped at the water. 

“What kind of music do you write?” Dick asked, and Jon opened his mouth to answer and then abruptly remembered that somehow, the Mechanisms existed here, and he had inadvertently stumbled into the one subject that could actually clue them in to his identity. 

Well. Maybe. He hadn’t actually had the time to look into it— maybe it was created by somebody completely different here, and…

And he needed to answer.

“Ah,” he said, oh-so eloquently. “Um. Concept albums, and, ah…” he should have lied. He should have lied. 

Tim was watching him strangely. Dick just nodded, eyes still shut. “You’ve got a good voice for theatre,” he agreed. “Reminds me a lot of Jonny d’Ville, actually— guy who made this band… Tim, you know the one. Your, uh, your friend from school told me about them.”

Tim wasn’t looking at Dick, though; he was staring straight at Jon, and Jon couldn’t help the way his eyes went wide and his breathing picked up any more than he could help the nervous laugh that escaped him. 

“Ah, yes, ah… they sure are something!”

“You’ve heard of the Mechs?” Dick cracked an eye open. “Oh, well, I guess that makes some sense, actually— you’re British. Must’ve been weird when you made me sing them at WayneTech, then. Not a lot of fans here.”

Jon clutched his water. “You’d be surprised!” He cringed at the way his voice pitched upward. 

Tim tilted his head. “You’re acting weird,” he pointed out. “Dick, he’s acting…”

“Yeah, I see it,” the older agreed, then pulled out his phone. 

Jon barely dared to breathe. After a few moments, Dick held up his phone, and from it came Jon’s own voice.

“The Bifrost Incident. Any schoolchild could tell you about it. The fall of the old order; two hundred years of Asgardian hubris come together in a single epoch-defining event…”

The music was paused. They were both staring at him, now, wide-eyed, and Jon backed up until his back hit the far side of his cell. “That’s him,” Tim whispered, and then louder, “that’s— the same voice!”

He’d fucked up. 

Dick shook his head. “It— it can’t be, he doesn’t look anything like Jonny d’Ville!”

“Play— play another one!” Tim grabbed for Dick’s phone, and Jon watched with mounting dread as they selected another song to play, to seal his fate—

There are lies that we tell ourselves, and there are lies that we tell the universe,” it began, and Jon felt a lump forming in his throat almost immediately.

The crew of the Aurora once used the word 'immortal' and the universe believed us— for a while. But no matter the eons, years, millennia you may live, no matter the wormholes, time jumps or parallel dimensions…”

He slid down the wall until he was sitting on the floor, until he could hide his face in his knees, feeling the lower part of the mask pushed back up against his face by his own legs. 

“All things end.”

He tried not to cry. 

“Stop— stop the music, please, please…”

“You’re not Jonny d’Ville,” Dick said inexplicably. “You can’t be.”

“He is,” Tim insisted, “his voice is exactly the same!”

Jon looked up. “No,” he drawled, “because Jonny d’Ville is an immortal space pirate, and I am, unfortunately, an Archivist with a knack for dramatic storytelling.”

“What?” Dick frowned. “Not the character, I mean, like, the guy Jonny d’Ville. The one who made the band.”

Jon scoffed, offended. “You know my last name is not actually d’Ville, right? You claim to be a fan, but—“ he cut himself off. “Ah, hell.”

Tim stepped up to the glass. “Jonny, then? Is that your name?”

Jon grimaced. “Please don’t call me that. Jon, if you must.”

Dick was shaking his head. “You’re saying you created the Mechanisms?”

Jon thunked his head back against the glass. “Uh. Well, yes, but…”

“Liar,” Dick hissed, and they both stood up so he could show Jon his phone screen, which was open to a picture of…

Well, it looked like somebody cosplaying as Jonny d’Ville. Jon nodded. “That looks like d’Ville, yes, I’m not sure I follow…?”

“Yeah, that’s Jonny.”

Jon was getting frustrated, which had the benefit of chasing away some of his anxiety. “That’s— that’s a cosplayer!”

Dick pulled his phone back, tapped angrily a couple of times, then turned it back around— it was open to an IMDB page for one Jonathan d’Ville: writer, musician, and voice actor. And, right there, a picture of the same man Jon had just been shown dressed as Jonny, with the credit for The Mechanisms listed in plain view. 

Jon sputtered indignantly for a moment. “What— wh— no, there’s— there’s no way this is who made the Mechanisms here! He looks nothing like me!”

He was white, for starters. Completely different body type and hair and everything.  

Jon gestured at the pictures, then at his own face. “And I would love to know why he’s wearing the goddamn eyeliner out of costume— he’s got it in every picture—“

Dick cut him off. “He got those scars from an accident when he was thirteen, which you would know if you were a real fan—!”

“Wait.” Jon looked at the page again, and something clicked. 

“His name is actually Jonny d’Ville? What— that’s so—!” He threw his hands up. “Who would give a character they play their own real full legal name?! That’s— that’s idiotic! At least I changed the last name, this must be a recipe for confusion, it would make so many things unnecessarily difficult! Why—?”

Tim cut in, this time.

“Archie, what do you mean by here?”

Jon blinked. “Ah. I’m not sure I follow…?”

“You said ‘there’s no way this is who made the mechanisms here,’” Tim parroted. “You also said you created them, which honestly, the fact that thats so… so verifiably false makes it a really strange thing to lie about. And on top of that, you seem to have known nothing about secret identities or Gotham before you got here— which is weird, pretty sure everyone knows who Batman is, at least—“

Jon watched Dick’s expression morph from mild outrage to confusion to realization, and felt dread sink into his stomach.

“—you’re from London, it's not like you lived under a rock. And you broke into WayneTech three days ago, just to access our research on dimensional anomalies.” 

Jon sat down heavily on his narrow bed and sighed deeply. “I know I’m awful at keeping secrets, but I think this might be a new record.”

Dick was taking it all in with impressive grace. “Dimension travel,” he said, flatly. “You know, that actually explains a lot.”

Tim tilted his head. “Do you not have heroes, where you come from?”

“No,” Jon laughed flatly, still reeling from how he’d managed to reveal so much so quickly, “no, we just have eldritch horrors that feed on your worst fears—“

“What?”

So, yeah, maybe Jon let a few things slip. He ended up explaining that yes, he was from a different reality, and no, they didn’t have superheroes there, only the Fears. He summarized them, gave a brief explanation as to Avatars, the Magnus Institute, and his own role— stressing that he hadn’t known any of this when he took the job. 

“How did you get here, then?” Dick asked, and he sounded so… earnestly curious, but Jon was still careful with his answer:

“Alice— ah, yes, she’s from my world as well— was taken by a… supernatural coffin, an aspect of the Buried. I went in after her, and we managed to escape, but when we emerged it was… here.”

“Here being Gotham?” Tim asked.

“Here being the Gotham Cemetery,” Jon answered, “inside of a grave. We had to dig ourselves out.”

They both winced. “That explains the claustrophobia,” Tim said, “that sounds awful.”

If they had this much sympathy for him, the man they were literally keeping captive in their secret underground lair, Jon wondered what they would do if they knew Jason had gone through much the same thing. 

He didn’t say anything, though. Best not to test the Bat’s patience.

 

 

They say Alice can’t die. They say she was shot four, or maybe seven, or maybe—

No.

They say she did die, and the Red Hood brought her back; made her a creature of shadow and fang and fear with only one true purpose: 

Protect the Archivist.

They say the Archivist is hers, and to touch him is to die.

They say somebody took him.

This last piece, in particular, spreads like wildfire through Gotham’s underground. Somebody took the Archivist, and the prevailing wisdom is that if you value your life, you should stay well out of the Red Hood and the Fearhound’s way. 

One man— his name does not matter enough for the Fearhound to know it, and if it did he would be dead— one man learned of this terrible truth, this terrible mistake, before most others.

This man received a text message at 7:46 pm on April the tenth. 

Jamie: Dude, Rick and I just bagged the Archivist

Jamie: We’re thinking of giving him to Penguin. What do you think? 

The man’s response had been short and simple:

I think you’re a fucking idiot.

When his old friend James failed to respond, the man had assumed that the Red Hood or the Fearhound or perhaps some other one of their myriad allies had found him, and he was dead. It wasn’t until later, when that cold fear-filled fury began to seep out across the city, when word started to spread that the Archivist was gone, that this man realized that someone else must have gotten to James and Rick and their captive first. It was then that he made the journey across that night of darkened windows and locked doors to bring this information to the Red Hood.

Or, well, so goes the story he told to Julian, at least.

“I swear, if I’d have known, I’d have come right away, I just thought—”

Julian leaned back against the counter, crossing his arms. “You’d have ratted your buddy out, just like that, huh? Knowing what we’d do to him?”

The man was shaking his head. “Jamie dug his own goddamn grave going after your guy. All I’d be doing is keeping collateral down.”

Julian nodded, looking him in the eye. “This address— how sure are you?”

The man worried at his thumbnail with a finger, shrugged with a false casualness. “It’s the only one I can give you. Far as I know, it’s the only place they’ve got, since Mask went down.”

“Right. Thank you, this will be very helpful. You can go.”

“I just—” the man looked nervously past Julian, into the diner’s kitchen— “I just want to tell the Red Hood that I didn’t— I didn’t know, alright? I didn’t have nothin’ to do with their going after him, I want him to know I’m real sorry and— and I won’t be trying to stop him from doing whatever it is he’s got to do—“

“No,” Julian interrupted. “You don’t want to do that. Trust me.”

The man went quiet. 

“If you talk to either of them,” Julian continued, and they clearly both knew who he was talking about, “you’re dead, you understand?”

“But I didn’t…”

“I know. It doesn’t matter. Right now, there are only three kinds of people to them— friends, enemies, and nobodies.” He counted them out on his fingers. “You sure as hell aren’t a friend, and you don’t want to be an enemy. So get out while you’re still nobody.”

The man nodded, backed up. “Right,” he whispered, finally seeming to get it. “Right, I’ll just…”

The door swung smoothly shut behind him as he fled.

Julian let his arms drop to his sides with a sigh and tilted his head back, meeting the Fearhound’s eyes over his shoulder. “You get all that?”

She nodded. “Names. An address.”

“They’re not going to be there anymore,” Julian cautioned, and she growled lowly, the sound crackling like barely-there TV static. She already knew that. 

“I will hunt,” she said, simply. “I will find him.”

Julian nodded. “I’ll get the boss.”

They drove to the address, much to the Hunter’s frustration. She was not made for this— this sitting cramped in a too-soft seat, someone else ferrying her through the city, past all the shadows that she knew would be just perfect for prowling in. Beside her, she knew the Red Hood was much the same; eyes pulsing a poisonous green with every beat of his heart, his face a mask of cold, carefully-controlled rage. 

Julian’s phone was wedged between his ear and his shoulder. He was talking to someone— a friend. Camryn? He’d been talking to her a lot. 

“Still nothing?” A pause. “What do you mean it’s gone? Like, the callout is just—?”

The Fearhound could have heard what was being said on the other side, if she had cared to. As it was, she was too busy searching for movement in the shadows outside, stretching her senses out as far as they would go, picking through the mass of fear and dread for the intimately familiar feeling of her Archivist’s terror. 

She did not find it.

“Police protocol is so stupid, man. That means they know who she is, though, right?”

A pause. 

“Do you think they’ve got Archie, too?”

Daisy snapped to attention, pulled her focus to Julian, to the phone, in time to hear Camryn’s response.

“No, don’t think so. Police callouts specify if there’s a Rogue; this one was just for gunshots and suspect pickup.”

“Right,” Julian frowned and met the Hunter’s eyes in the rearview mirror. “Keep me posted. I’ll let you know how this goes.”  

“Good luck.”

He hung up, letting the phone fall into his lap. 

“Any word?” Jason asked flatly.

Julian tapped his fingers on the wheel. “Camryn thinks the cops got Sage— they were called to her last known location around the time we lost contact. There was nothing about the Archivist in there, but— well. Apparently someone’s just wiped the entire thing from police records.”

They turned a corner, and the building came into view; a small apartment block, unassuming and rather… quaint. 

The Archivist had been here. The Fearhound could tell. 

She got out of the car as soon as it stopped, the others following; she did not go toward the main entrance, though. It seemed there was parking underground, beneath it, a ramp descending along the side of the building, ending in a wide garage door that they did not have the means to open. Next to that sheet of unyielding metal, though, was a smaller access door— and this door had clearly already been broken into, left ajar to expose the cold concrete within. The Hunter stalked inside.

He had been here. The Archivist had been here, and he had been afraid, and he had not been alone— this other fear, too, was familiar, though she could not quite place where from. 

It didn’t matter. 

She found the place where he had been kept, seemingly only for a short time; down five steps and around a corner, where the fear was strongest, though still infuriatingly stale. All of it was hours old; they were following a trail that was going cold before their eyes, most of it washing away in the rain outside. Sure enough, she could follow it back out, and to the street; she could picture a car, could practically see her friend-ally- brother being pushed inside— two, no, three others there, with him, all wary, yet none so afraid as they should have been. All familiar, she was sure, but why? Who? She couldn’t remember. 

All she knew was that he’d been taken from here. 

She stretched her senses out, the Red Hood beside her, expressionless mask not betraying a lick of the boiling rage she could feel beneath the surface. The car had driven north— they set out after it, feet near-soundless even through the layer of water that coated every inch of the ground here, rain slicking her hair down against her neck. She followed that trail as it flickered and faded, slipping from her grasp again and again, until finally she could not run fast enough to catch it, and it was gone.

She backtracked; pushed herself harder than she ever had before, calling on the Hunt to find him, find him now, but there was nothing— the rain washing the fear and car-exhaust and the scent of burnt tire-rubber away, all of it melding into this cursed city that would soon awaken to the bone-deep knowledge that, until the Archivist was returned, none of them were safe.

“We will find him,” the Red Hood growled beside her; not mere reassurance, no. A promise.

And so the night continued. 

 

 

Jon woke up from a fitful, dreamless sleep, and he didn’t know what time it was, but he knew that he was still exhausted. For once, he was disappointed that he hadn’t seen Daisy over the night; the nightmares were awful, and he’d rather Jason not need to know about them, but this was something of an emergency. Hopefully they could find him regardless. 

That morning, it was Alfred who came in to question him. He didn’t let Jon take the mask off. 

“I know you don’t wish to expose them,” the old man acknowledged, “but I would at least like to know if the person who exposed our identities is at all likely to tell anybody else, if that’s alright.”

Jon thought that was fair.

‘No,’ he wrote, ‘it was a secret they had never told anybody.’

Alfred hummed. “Are they someone we know?”

Jon shook his head. ‘I don’t know. But they’re good.

Alfred nodded. “I’m sure. I take it you… forced their hand, on the matter?”

‘Compulsion. Yes.’ Then he added; I didn’t know —’ that wasn’t quite right— ‘ didn’t want to I said sorry.’

“I see.”

‘You’re Alfred?’

“… Yes,” the man said, “did one of the others tell you?”

‘Jason,’ Jon wrote, and when Alfred made a sound of surprise he added hastily, ‘I already knew your name. Called you once. Accidentally.’

“Oh? We don’t get a lot of accidental callers, here, when was this?”

Jon thought about it. ‘Two weeks ago?’

“I see,” Alfred said, “was this the same time as Master Dick received a call from you?”

Jon nodded. ‘Wrong numbers.’

Alfred’s demeanor had shifted, something exacting in his gaze. “I see.”

Jon was spared from any further questions, though, because at that moment Dick came into the medical bay, a plate of eggs and toast in hand. 

Alfred left the room before Jon’s mask was opened, Dick cheerily depositing the food into the airlock and stepping back. “Breakfast for our resident dimension-hopping security risk!” he chirped.

“Room service, how delightful,” Jon intoned, crossing into the airlock to grab the food and then putting it down on the table, sitting heavily into the chair. “I trust this isn’t poisoned.”

Dick pouted dramatically. “No, why would we do that? You’ve been really helpful so far. At least, I think so.”

“Here’s hoping whoever cooked this agrees.” Jon rolled his eyes, but still picked up the fork he’d been given and dug in. If it was poisoned, it probably wouldn’t kill him, anyway. The food was good, if maybe a little bit cold.

“I’ll have you know that Alfred has standards. He wouldn’t ruin a perfectly good meal like that.” 

The rest of Jon’s breakfast passed in silence, Dick sitting on one of the medical cots messing around on his phone. When Jon was done, he was instructed to put the plate and fork back in the airlock, and before Dick retrieved it he shut the mask again. 

“Someone’ll be down to check on you later,” he promised, and then he took the plate and Jon was left alone again.

 

 

April 11, 13:27

Cass: Are you and Daisy coming to the library today?

13:46

Cass: Jon? 

 

April 11, 13:51

Cass: are you coming to the library today?

14:15

Daisy: No.

Cass: Ok

Cass: sorry.

 

 

Tim came to see him after he came home from school. 

“Hey,” he said, sitting down on one of the medical cots. “Figured I’d, uh, keep you company. And I wanted to talk to you about something.”

Jon looked up from where he’d been occupying himself by drawing in the notebook— he was already almost halfway through the thing. “Hmm?”

“We noticed something a while ago— cameras don’t work on you.”

Jon nodded. He was aware. 

“And, uh, when we write our mission reports… I don’t know about the others, but I’ve noticed that if I go into too much detail, it— well, it crashes the computer. Even the Batcomputer, which is weird.”

Jon nodded again.

“I tried writing it down, and then uploading a picture— same thing. Is that, uh, part of your… spooky fear-god stuff?”

Jon huffed and rolled his eyes, but nodded an affirmative. 

“Cool, cool, so I was just wondering… is there any way we could get a picture of you? Digital cameras obviously don’t work, but have you ever tried, like, an old film camera? Sometimes supernatural stuff messes with tech, but I’ve found—“

Jon shook his head emphatically. 

“No, you haven’t tried, or no, it doesn’t work?”

If ever there was a time when Jon needed to lie, it was this time. The very last thing he wanted was a picture of his face anywhere in their possession— where Oracle, Barbara, would surely see it, and figure out who he was, if she hadn’t already. He could not let Tim even try taking his picture. 

So he picked up his pen, and wrote, as steadily as he could:

‘Older cameras break permanently.’

He held up the page to Tim, who visibly deflated. “Aw, dang. Oh well.”

Jon shrugged apologetically. 

Tim sighed. “Alright, well, there’s another thing…” Tim started. Jon watched him. “Uh, it’s just— back in the, uh…” Tim took a moment to find the words. Jon didn’t mind; not like he was busy or anything. “When we were kidnapped. You tried to run. You tried to fight them.” His brow dipped down, puzzled. “Why? You must have known you wouldn’t get past them. All you did was get hurt.”

Jon flipped to a new page and started to write. ‘Worth a shot. And I was trying to distract them. Maybe compel them, so you could run.’

Tim stood and walked over, craning his neck to watch Jon write. “But— oh. But what if they hurt you worse? People like that aren’t going to go easy.”

‘Better me than you,’ Jon wrote.

“What? Jon, I’m Robin. I can handle myself!”

‘They were after me .’ He emphasized, ‘you’re just a kid. They didn’t want you.’

“That’s not how that works!” Tim insisted, “it’s my job to keep people safe. Why would you—? You shouldn’t have to—!”

Jon cut him off with a sharp sound of dissent. ‘No. My fault. You’re a kid.

“I’m fifteen!”

Jon levelled him with a flat stare and tapped the page with his pen. ‘a kid.

“You’re insane,” Tim huffed. “I’m going to do my homework.”

 

 

Robin was cleared for patrol that night. He and Batman went out after dinner, and with Alfred elsewhere— the information dropped into his head that he was on comms, keeping watch there because Oracle was busy— that left Jon with Dick, who was still grounded with the injured leg and did not hesitate to complain about it.

“Shooting people is really rude, yknow!” 

Jon rolled his eyes. 

“No, seriously! This only grazed me and I’m off for two days, maybe more! Plus B’s going to baby me for ages.”

Jon rolled his eyes harder.

“Oh, cmon! Don’t tell me you’ve never had a parent act all— all overprotective, like you can’t take care of yourself!”

Jon put pen to paper. ‘No. My grandmother was not like that.’

“Oh.” Dick looked embarrassed. Good. “Sorry, didn’t mean to assume.”

Jon shrugged. 

“Oh, hey, here.” Dick grabbed the remote and opened the mask. “No questions, you know the drill.”

Jon sighed and worked the stiffness from his jaw. “Thanks.”

Dick threw himself back on the nearest cot and stared up at the ceiling. “You know, you really aren’t what we were expecting.”

Jon chuckled. “I get that a lot.”

“No, seriously. You show up on the scene, and basically the same day flip Gotham’s criminal world on its head. You can force anybody to answer any question you ask. You work for the Red Hood, who hates us, especially Robin. Except then you, what, you try to protect Robin? And you’ve been pretty polite , considering, and I'm not sure I understand. It feels like…”

“Like you’ve kidnapped a civilian for the crime of scaring your little brother, I imagine?”

“For a civilian you’re really casual about being kidnapped.”

Jon sat down on the edge of his bed, leaning against the wall so he was facing Dick. “I’ve got a lot of experience.”

Dick scoffed. “Don’t we all.” 

There was a lull, and Jon considered what he wanted to say. How to say it.

“About Red Hood…” he started, and Dick perked up with a noise of interest.

“He does… hate you guys. But I think the reason he hates Robin the most is because of…” he looked up at the ceiling. Took a breath. “Robin’s a kid. And after the last Robin, well, you know…”

Dick’s eyes went hard. Jon didn’t notice.

“The last Robin died. And Hood’s protective of kids, and he’s angry. He’s so, so angry, but mostly he just can’t stand the fact that a kid was killed doing this and Batman just got another one to—“

“Shut up.” Dick was standing. Dick was angry. “You don’t get to talk about Jason. You don’t get to sit there and pretend you know a damn thing about my brother. About either of my brothers.”

Jon got up from the bed, moved away from the door. “Dick, I didn’t mean—“

“No. Listen to me. Jason was killed, and losing him nearly destroyed Bruce. He— he got angry, he got violent, he got reckless. Suicidally reckless. If it weren’t for Tim…”

“Oh.” Jon said.

“If it weren’t for Tim… I don’t know. Kid saw it, realized that Batman needs a Robin, and he stepped up. Bruce didn’t go looking for a replacement— Tim practically forced him to take him on.” A pause. “I wouldn’t trade him for the world, though.”

“I’m sorry,” Jon said. “I didn’t know.”

Dick looked him in the eye. “He’s my brother, even if Bruce can’t get over himself long enough to actually take him in. He’s not just some child soldier— and neither was Jason. You…”

Dick shook his head. “I don’t know why I’m telling you all of this. It’s not like you care. It’s not like it’s going to change anything. Jason’s still dead. Hood still wants to kill Robin.”

It hurt, hearing him say Jason was dead. He was wrong . Jon wanted nothing more than to tell him so— but he couldn’t risk it. 

“He doesn’t,” Jon said instead.

“What?”

“Hood, he doesn’t want to kill Robin— hurt him, maybe, but I don’t think he wants any kids to die. Half of what he does out there is to protect kids.”

“He’s a crime lord, you know that right? He’s not a nice person.”

Jon laughed. “I’ve got a lot of words to describe him, and no, nice is not one of them. Kind, though? Maybe, in a way. He doesn’t put up with people hurting kids, or, or prostitutes, or… and he pays his people well. Did you know we get health insurance?” The question was out of his mouth before Jon realized he was asking it. Rhetorical, though; not tinged with compulsion. 

Luckily, Dick didn’t seem to notice. “Really?” 

“Ah, yes, it’s some agreement he’s got with a local clinic, any of his people comes in with something they can’t treat, they get sent to Gotham General, and he covers the cost.”

“Leslie’s clinic?”

Jon blinked. “Uh. Yeah.”

“Huh.” Dick smiled a bit. “That’s good. I think. But he’s still…”

“Oh, yes, I’ve seen him kill people. I know.”

“But did you know he started out by dropping a duffel bag full of heads in front of the police station?” 

Jon blinked. “That’s what was in the duffel bag? People kept alluding to it, I was wondering what that was about.”

“Oh yeah, he’s done all sorts of crazy things. Real fond of explosives.”

“That one I was aware of. Personally, I’m not a fan.”

“No?”

“Almost died in an exploding wax museum once.”

“An exploding—? Like, a spooky wax museum?”

“Yeah. Remember the fear entities I told you about?” Dick nodded, so Jon continued, “the Stranger was trying to end the world. We blew up their ritual site… while we were still inside it.”

Dick whistled. “Wow. I thought you said you were an archivist? Like, hired to read about other people’s experiences…?”

Jon shook his head. “I thought so too, but apparently not. I’ve had some experience or another with almost all of the Fears.”

“Jeeze. Well, at least here you don’t have to worry about that, right?”

“I don’t think so,” Jon said. “I don’t think they exist, here.”

“Good,” Dick said. “Let’s hope it stays that way.”

 

 

“Hey, Dick…” Jon was staring up at the roof above his cot, the younger man messing around on his phone nearby.

“Yeah?”

“The… woman who shot you. What—? I mean.” He swallowed. “I was wondering what happened to her.”

Dick looked at him strangely. “I mean, I don't know? I knocked her out and called it in. I think Oracle sorted the details, or maybe Bruce?”

“The… details?” 

“Yeah, you know, there’s protocol for when we hand in a goon who’s got sensitive intel, or who’s part of an ongoing investigation or whatever. So, like, making sure the Red Hood doesn’t know where she is.”

“But— but…” Jon stuttered. “Don’t—? Or, ah. I thought you were supposed to get a phone call, if you get arrested.”

Dick frowned. “Sure, once the case is closed. But if anyone knew where she was right now, I mean, that could put the whole hospital in danger!”

 Jon felt a sensation not unlike ice water washing down his spine and through his limbs. “Hospital,” he said, flatly, a little distant.

“Uh. Yeah? I mean, probably. I doubt she’s been discharged by now, might not even be awake yet, unless— was she meta?”

Jon swallowed. “No.”

“Right, well, she shot me, in case you forgot, so…”

“So you hurt her badly enough that you don’t know if she’s awake yet.” 

Nightwing sighed. “She’ll be fine. They have government funding for this sort of thing— I don’t kill people. I know what I’m doing.”

“She’s my friend,” Jon told him. He’d meant for the words to be bitter and harsh— but all he could manage was a sort of quiet sadness. “Her name is Sage. She’s my friend,” he repeated.

“Oh.” Nightwing looked away. “I’m sorry.”

Jon sighed. “No, you’re not.”

 

 

By the second night, Hood was starting to get desperate. Daisy could tell; it was in the way he held himself, like he was one wrong word away from snapping, full of pent-up energy and exhaustion.

He hadn’t slept, she knew that much. Daisy had slept, for what little she could manage, hoping to share a dream with Jon— but she figured her timing must have been shit. He was probably sleeping at night , which was when she and Hood did their, ah, canvassing. Neither had been particularly helpful. 

She’d come up against a bit of wall, with the Hunt. Sure, it helped her to fight, it helped her to track, but she hadn’t tried to use it for more than a few hours in a row since arriving in Gotham— a full night and half a day of prowling and searching without actually finding anything had only served to exhaust her, and led her to the conclusion that Jon wasn’t in Gotham at all. None of Hood’s contacts knew anything. Neither did Camryn’s, or Darcy’s, or anybody else. There was no ransom call, no body, only the knowledge that Sage was most likely somewhere in police custody and a handful of scattered rumours of Jon being made to work for somebody else that turned up absolutely nothing. It was like he had gotten into that car on Murphy Avenue and dropped off the face of the earth. 

They were being followed. 

Batman and Robin stalked the Red Hood from the south; Daisy noticed them shortly after Jason did, as his eyes flashed green under the helmet and he froze in his tracks. They could leave, she knew. The vigilantes were on a rooftop about three streets back; Hood’s motorcycle was stashed four blocks in the other direction. They could make their way there, through alleys and side-streets if need be, lose their tail and make it back to their own territory. 

One shared glance with Hood told Daisy that wasn’t what he had in mind. A jerk of his chin had her falling back into an alley as he strode forward another block. 

The Hunter kept to the shadows, watching Hood draw further away before turning down a side street out of sight; looking up to see the Bats fly past her overhead in pursuit.

She aimed her grapple gun carefully toward the highest fire escape she could see, keeping as silent as she possibly could as she ascended— about a hundred feet— landed, and pulled herself up to peer over the ledge of the rooftop. 

There they were— Batman and Robin, crouched behind a stack of crates on the other side of the building, facing away from her and watching the Red Hood, who was himself another rooftop away, carefully not looking in their direction. Daisy lifted her phone, took a picture, and sent it to Hood.

He took out his phone and glanced down at it. The Fearhound could picture his near-manic grin. 

Her own phone pinged with his reply.

 

R.H.: stay there until my signal

R.H.: signal is wolf

Daisy: got it

 

The Red Hood put his phone away, then turned on his heel to face the exact spot that the bats were hiding.

“It’s rude to stare, you know!” He called out. She watched Robin freeze where he’d been glancing back and forth between Batman and their target. Batman rose, a hand on his sidekick’s shoulder keeping the kid hidden. Daisy saw him tap that shoulder twice— an obvious signal, likely to stay where he was— before he emerged from their hiding place and leapt the short distance between the two buildings to face the other man. To face his son.

“Hood,” he growled. “What do you want?”

Hood put a hand on his own chest in mock affront. “What do I want? You were the one following me, you know!”

“You’re out of your usual territory,” the vigilante replied evenly. “Why?”

They were circling each other now, careful steps on the rooftop. The Hunter ducked down out of sight as Batman’s face came into view; listened carefully so she knew when to risk peering up again. 

“You know damn well why,” Hood nearly snarled the words, the sound coming out crackled and demonic through his helmet. “I’m looking for something. Some one. Know anything about that?” 

They’d been over this; the possibility that Batman knew something about Jon’s whereabouts, or, more likely, that one of his allies knew something. “Oracle,” Jason had explained, “has eyes practically everywhere.”

Batman did not react with any sort of visible emotion. “I know that you’re causing a lot of trouble, looking for your Archivist,” he replied, “and I know it needs to stop.”

Daisy sneaked a look back over the edge of the roof. They had circled almost all the way around each other, so that Batman was once again not looking in her direction. Hood now held a pistol in one hand, and one of his daggers in the other. Batman, for his part, held something small and metal— a Batarang. Robin was right where he’d been left.

“You come to face me all on your own, Batman?” Cold. Impersonal. Hood was keeping the rage contained— for now. 

Batman did not look back over his shoulder toward Robin, a testament to his restraint. “Should I not have?” 

“Ah, it’s just…” Hood gestured in the air with his knife, “little birds shouldn’t fly alone. There’s wolves out here, yknow?”

Batman tapped the hand not holding a batarang against his leg twice. Robin lifted a hand to his ear, whispering something that Daisy didn’t catch— a status update?— but she wasn’t really focusing on Batman’s response, if there was any. No, because as soon as Hood said the word wolves she was pulling herself up and onto the roof, silent and swift, and making her way soundlessly across the roof toward Robin. 

“Little birds shouldn’t fly alone. There’s wolves out there,” Hood had said. The Hunter understood. She stalked toward Robin as the Red Hood aimed the gun and fired.

Batman dodged it, of course he did. He rolled to the side, popped up, threw a batarang— Hood ducked it, lunged to the side in a feint that forced the Dark Knight to keep his back to Robin and Daisy, then fired again— she was pretty sure the shot glanced off Batman’s armour, because the man jerked backward mid-dodge and then threw another batarang.

This one found its target— not Hood himself, but the gun he held, metal slamming home into metal and sending both flying out of his hand. 

They dove toward each other just as the Hunter reached Robin’s hiding place, blocking her view of their fight. The boy was peeking over one of the crates, intently focused on the scene in front of him, and so he didn’t sense her presence behind him until she was almost on him. He started to turn, hand reaching for the collapsed staff on his waist, but before he could complete the movement the Fearhound lunged the last few feet and wrapped her gloved hand around his mouth, her own dagger snaking out to rest at his throat, a parody of their first meeting. 

“Shhh,” she whispered. “Drop the staff,”

The Hunt sang in her veins, nudging her to let the blade slide closer, not to kill him, but to make him fear. She did not— the boy was already plenty afraid.

He dropped the staff. It landed with a clatter on the ground before rolling to a stop against the crates.

She pulled him further into the shadows to make sure they were both properly hidden. “Don’t make a sound,” she warned, and waited for his careful nod before she removed the hand from his mouth and grabbed the handcuffs she’d started to keep on her person again. It reminded her unpleasantly of her time as a cop, but it came in handy for situations like these. She snapped them over Robin’s wrists one-handed.

She had found that the snick of closing handcuffs gave her nearly the same feeling of finality, of victory, as did a kill. It made that feral thing twisting inside of her settle, let her come back into her body and into true awareness. The kid was shaking. Something entirely different twisted in her stomach. 

“I’m not going to hurt you, Robin,” she said. She didn’t think he believed her. 

Robin swallowed. “We don’t know where the Archivist is,” he said, a whisper of a whisper. His voice shook. Was he lying, or just afraid? 

“Quiet,” Daisy reminded him, and looked up and around over the edge of the crates. 

Red Hood and Batman were still locked in a cycle of combat, rushing each other in bursts before leaping away. Batman’s cape had been cut or torn at some point, and Hood was bleeding from a spot just above his left elbow, rage evident in every taught line of his body.

“You can’t protect everyone!” Hood’s voice was low, dangerous. “You can’t even protect your kids!”

Batman lunged. Feinted left, twisted right, grabbed Hood by the arm— Hood brought the pommel of his second knife down on the man’s wrist, twisted into the motion as his arm was freed and brought that same knife up toward Batman’s gut. He sidestepped it— the blade glancing off armour and cutting another line in his cape— before doing… something, something Daisy didn’t recognize, martial arts hidden by the dark form of a half-torn cape, and Hood was on the ground. 

Batman had him pinned, and he leaned in close, his voice a deep, protective thing. “I may have lost one Robin, but I am not losing another.”

“Are you sure about that?” Hood said, and Batman brought a hand to his ear. 

“Robin, report.”

Robin looked up at Daisy, a wild sort of panic in his eyes. She ducked back into cover as Batman’s head whipped around towards her. 

“Robin!” He called again. 

The Red Hood laughed. “I told you,” he mocked, “there’s a wolf about~!” 

Daisy hefted Robin up again and dragged him, stumbling, out of their cover; her knife once again at his throat. She grinned behind her domino. “Hello, Batman!” She called across the rooftop. “Seems I’ve caught your birdie.” 

“I’m sorry, B!” The kid looked miserable. “She was behind us…”

Hood was still pinned down by Batman, but they all knew the score: Batman didn’t kill. the Red Hood and the Fearhound? They certainly did. 

“Let him go,” Batman demanded, tightening his grip on Hood’s wrists. “Now.”

Daisy tilted her head. “You first,” she answered. Batman didn’t move.

This standoff wasn’t helping anybody— Daisy knew it, Batman knew it, they all knew it. Even if the Bats had information about the Archivist, they were hardly going to tell the Red Hood anything; neither of them could compel information from people like Jon could, and every moment they wasted here was a moment they could be looking for him. The only thing they could do here was send a message.

Daisy sighed, met Hood’s eyes through his helmet, then looked from Robin to the edge of the roof and back to Hood. He nodded. 

“Alright,” Daisy started, pulling Robin to the side, toward the roof edge that looked out on the main street. “Here’s what’s going to happen.” 

She made a show of divesting Robin of both his grapple and his backup grapple, tossing them to the street below. “You’re going to leave Hood and I alone.”

“Unless you feel like being helpful!” Hood chimed in bitterly, craning his neck around to watch Daisy and Robin approach the edge. Batman watched them carefully.

“Unless you feel like being helpful,” Daisy agreed. “We are busy. Do not follow us. Do not try to stop us. And Batman?” She gathered the fabric of Robin’s cape and the back of his shirt in one fist and lifted him up off the ground, holding him out so he dangled over the street some ten stories below. 

Hood laughed. Robin kicked his feet, worked at the cuffs, but didn’t squirm too much— he didn’t want to be dropped. “Wait, wait, wait, can’t we, just— hold on— B!”  

Batman squared his shoulders, preparing to move, waiting for the right moment…

“Catch,” Daisy called, and threw Robin off the roof. 

 

 

Jon was startled awake by the sound of a car door slamming somewhere nearby. Batman and Robin, back from patrol, he supposed— and he was proven right a moment later, when Batman marched Robin into the medical wing, the latter looking to be in far better shape than his mentor. 

Jon sat up, groaning. He made a questioning sound through the mask, gesturing at the vigilante’s torn up cape and trying to get their attention. 

Batman didn’t turn to look at him fully. Didn’t even acknowledge him; just turned away, went about applying the solvent that would remove Robin’s domino mask, shoulders set in a tense line. Now that he thought about it, Robin was being really quiet…

He got up. Knocked on the glass. Robin— Tim, mask-free— met his eyes over Batman’s shoulder. 

Jon tapped out a message on the glass, thinking there was a higher than average likelihood of Robin knowing Morse Code. 

O-K-?

Tim dropped his gaze and scoffed. “M’fine,” he said, entirely unconvincingly. 

Batman twisted to glare at Jon, which, honestly, rude. He didn't do anything! Jon lifted his shoulders and spread his hands in a what? gesture, then pointed again at Batman’s torn-up cape. 

It was Tim who answered, while Batman checked his eyes with a tiny flashlight. “Had a run in with your friends— the cape was Hood’s doing. They’re, uh, not exactly playing nice.”

Jon tilted his head, raised an eyebrow. 

Tim rolled his eyes. “Alice, right? She threw me off a roof.”

Jon blinked. Huh. A-N-D-? He tapped.

Batman turned to leave again, guiding Robin out of the room with him. “ And,” he growled, “They don’t know where you are. Go back to sleep.” 

And then Jon was alone once more, but at least he had confirmation: Jason and Daisy were looking for him. It was only a matter of time.

He slept better, knowing that.

 

Notes:

MJ in the google doc, abt Robin: YEET
I’ve been so so excited for these chapters you guys. I am once again posting with a bit of a buffer because I’m writing so much.
Also I start school again this week! Woohooooo I’m excited for it. I’m taking intro to ancient greek language this semester :3

Next Time: Daisy goes to the library. Jon makes contact.

Chapter 26: Thursday the 12th

Summary:

Thursday the 12th of April, 2018
In which plans change.

Notes:

Chapter contains captivity, mentioned death/revival and Lazarus pools, talk of kidnapping and human trafficking, Jurgen Leitner, murder, panic attacks, mentioned memory alteration. Beloved Characters continue to be In Distress.

You can thank MJ for the first scene existing <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Alfred brought Jon breakfast himself, the second morning; what looked like a plate of pancakes, some eggs, and sausage. Jon had already been awake— he’d found it difficult to sleep, with the way the mask pressed into his face or head whenever he laid down— so when he heard the elevator doors opening in the other part of the cave, he just sat up and waited. 

Alfred set the plate of food down on the table in the medical bay, next to the bed where Dick and Tim had been sitting when they spent time with Jon. Then he turned to face him, and Jon was surprised to see that in place of the usual indecipherable, detached politeness on the butler’s face, there was a sort of hesitant concern.

“Before you eat,” Alfred began, “I was hoping you might be able to provide some information for me.”

So this was the play, then— if Jon didn’t talk, he didn’t eat. Alright. If that’s how it was, he wasn’t going to make it easy for them. Jon straightened his spine, doing his best to stare Alfred down head-on, eyes hard. Alfred seemed to be a little taken aback at his reaction; eyebrows coming together in confusion before he realized what had happened. 

“Ah, no, I didn’t mean to imply that your help was a requirement to be fed— my question this morning is of a more personal nature.”

Jon wasn’t sure what to make of that— a question of a personal nature was just vague enough of a description that it could be anything, really, and it made him nervous that he didn’t know what was meant by it. He swallowed, lifted a hand in a gesture he hoped conveyed something along the lines of and your question is…?

Alfred nodded. “I was simply hoping you could tell me more about Master Jason. That is, if it really is him under the hood,” he added, faux-casual. 

Jon blinked. And he thought about it, and realized—

“My son died,” Batman had said, “and somebody took his body and made him a villain.”

They didn’t understand, did they?

They didn’t know if Jason was still the boy who the Joker killed, all those years ago; he wasn’t, really, in a lot of ways, and yet—

Another conversation came back to him.

“My grandfather makes the best tea I’ve ever had,” Jason told him once, what felt like months ago, sitting in the dark and the quiet of the diner’s breakroom. “I think you’d like him, actually.”

Jon shifted off his bed and to the table, writing down a question for the butler. 

‘Do you make tea?’

Alfred gave Jon a strange, almost bewildered expression. “I do, quite often, yes. Why?”

Jon stared down at the page a moment, trying to figure out what to say. 

‘I’ve been making tea for the gang,’ he settled on. ‘At night. They appreciate it.’ He chewed on the end of the pen for a moment. ‘It can be hard, out there, and a warm drink helps them feel safe, I think.’

Alfred read over the words, and when he was done, his gaze flicked back up to Jon. “Yes, I understand how that might be helpful— did you want tea?”

Jon shook his head— well, actually tea would be nice— but no; not the point. He waved off the question and returned to the table.

‘The first time I made tea at the base, it was for Jason, and he told me that his grandfather made the best tea he’d ever had,’ he wrote, and held it up for Alfred to read. 

The butler, for all he managed to maintain his composure, could not hide the way he was choked for words. That was all the confirmation Jon needed; the man was far more than a servant, to this family.

‘He said that he thought I would like you.’

Alfred swallowed hard. “I see,” he managed. 

Jon nodded, trying to convey as much meaning and sincerity in the action as possible; trying to say, with only his eyes, how much the care this man had doubtless given Jason as a child, time and time again, had meant to him— how much it still meant to him. 

“So, Master Jason is himself, then, despite everything.” It wasn’t a question; it wasn’t phrased or said as one, but Jon still got the impression Alfred was looking to him for confirmation. Jon nodded again.

“The Red Hood threatened to kill Robin,” he said, sounding like he was trying to convince himself of something. “He is dangerous and highly unpredictable.”

‘Jason is angry,’ Jon argued. ‘Batman—’ he crossed out the name, ‘Bruce wasn’t there for him, after he came back. The League was. I know he’s different now, but he’s still Jason.’ 

Alfred’s eyes widened, reading the words, and Jon wasn’t sure what he’d written to garner that kind of reaction until the man took a step back and said: “The League?”

Ah, hell. Jon had thought they knew about that already— but then, why would they? It’s not like Jason advertised that he’d spent time in the League of Assassins, Jon was a goddamn idiot—

“League training would account for his fighting style” Alfred was saying, and then another thought seemed to occur to him; something that had his eyes drifting to a spot just over Jon’s head, a sort of pain clouding his expression. “Oh, lord…”

The man was clearly putting things together far too quickly for Jon’s tastes, and Jon didn’t know how to stop it; he didn’t think he could.

Alfred looked right at Jon, then, an expression of deep sadness and grief on his face melding with what must have been nearly-overwhelming guilt. 

“Has Master Jason been in a lazarus pit?”

Jon didn’t know what that was. It must have shown on his face, because Alfred pressed his lips together and shook his head before explaining. “They are magical pools of glowing green water, coveted by the League of Assassins, known to heal mortal wounds— the price is a piece of your sanity, anger that is difficult or impossible to control. Has he mentioned such a thing?”

An image came to mind, then— swirling water, pulsing green with apparent malice, first running down from the face of a gargoyle and then again, just visible through an open archway. Do not drink.

Jon blinked it away, scrunched his eyebrows together in confusion. 

‘No,’ he wrote, ‘but—’ he crossed out the word; on second thought, maybe he didn’t want to share that information. ‘No.’

Alfred nodded. “I see.”

They stared at each other in silence for a long moment. 

‘Can I eat now?’ Jon wrote. 

Alfred sighed. “Right, yes— we wouldn’t want it to get cold.”

He passed the waiting plate of food to Jon through the airlock, and then, before opening the mask, he pulled what looked like very high-tech earplugs from his pocket and put them in. “So that I won’t be able to hear you,” he explained.

Jon ate in silence, Alfred watching dutifully until he was done, and all the while he couldn’t help but think of how badly he wished to be sharing it with Jason and Daisy, instead.

 

 

On the second day, Jason finally slept, and Daisy went back to the library.

She told herself it was to keep up appearances; Cass and Barbara might start asking unwanted questions, if she stopped showing up. They had already been suspicious of her and Jon’s piss-poor excuses the other day, she was sure of it, and something told her Cass knew more than she was letting on. So she told herself it was necessary— but it was a weak lie, even to tell herself.

The truth was that Daisy couldn’t stand to be in her and Jon’s apartment. The previous day, she’d passed out on the break room couch, but even there she’d awoken to a room that felt far too empty in his absence. Selina had been there, with Jacob and the Officer. The kid had offered her a cookie while Selina explained that Tamsin was helping look for Sage, and…

Daisy just couldn’t do that again.

So, the library.

Cass realized something was wrong almost the second she laid eyes on Daisy. It was obvious in the concern written all over her face, in the way she pushed her notebook aside, and how her face pinched when Daisy collapsed into the chair across from her. 

They stared at each other for a long moment, and then Cass signed something, a wry little twist to her mouth that told Daisy it was supposed to be funny. Of course, she had no idea what it meant.

Cass’ hands dropped and she rolled her eyes at herself. “Sorry.”

Daisy shrugged as the younger picked up her pen and scribbled something down.

Long night?

Daisy did laugh, then, breathy and exhausted. “You could say that, yeah.”

Jon?

Daisy felt her face twist, a spark of rage, a flicker of find him find him find him now—

She couldn’t. 

They were out of leads, and until they found Sage it would stay that way. Daisy had gotten a total of three hours of fitful sleep since Jon was taken, and she knew she was of no use to anyone exhausted, so really all there was left for her to do was to wait and try to rest; but the thought of sitting still, let alone sleeping, while Jon was out there going through who knew what kind of hell made guilt churn in Daisy’s stomach. 

She searched for words, for a long moment. Too long, she thought, but Cass just waited. Silent. Patient. Eventually, Daisy found the strength to say:

“He’s sick.”

Lying to Cass felt a bit like how she imagined it would feel to slide a knife into her own heart. Daisy couldn’t meet her eyes; she dropped her gaze to the table and sat perfectly still. She shouldn’t have come here.

Cass must have known something was wrong, but she didn’t call Daisy on it. Instead, she tapped a finger against the table to get her attention, and then pointed at the bean bag chairs off to the side. 

Daisy didn’t know the exact translation of the sign Cass used, then— a hand in front of her face, fingers closing together as it moved down, eyelids closing like she’d pulled them shut— but in this context, the meaning was clear: go to sleep. 

And so, with a weak but grateful smile, Daisy went.

She had arrived at the library around two in the afternoon. She woke some indeterminate number of hours later— having not dreamt at all, to her frustration— at the sound of wheels on tile. 

She cracked an eye open— Barbara was there, having a signed conversation with Cass. Daisy sat up, grumbling wordlessly.

“Oh, sorry,” Barbara twisted to face her. “Didn’t mean to wake you up. I was just bringing some dinner— got some for you, too, if you’re hungry.”

Daisy rubbed at her eyes and yawned. God, she was tired. Food sounded good, too, though. When had she last eaten? 

She nodded and hummed an affirmative, sliding off the bean bag and to her feet, made her way to the table and plopped back down. 

Someone put a sandwich in front of her. Ham and cheese.

“How’d you know I was in today?” 

Barbara gestured at Cass. “She texted me.”

Daisy took a bite of the sandwich and spoke around the mouthful. “She tell you anythin’ else?” 

“She said you were exhausted. And something’s wrong with Jon?”

Daisy nodded, swallowing her bite of sandwich. “He’s sick,” she lied again, and the knife twisted.

Barbara nodded. “I’m sorry to hear that. I hope he feels better soon.”

Daisy swallowed again; this time to push back the frustrated tears that suddenly threatened her, the sob she could feel building in her throat. “Yeah,” she managed. “Me too.”

She ate another few bites in silence; Barbara didn’t leave, apparently having chosen to do her work at the table with Cass again. Daisy started to settle— the comfort of a familiar place not quite overwhelmed by her friend’s absence from it— but then, after a few minutes, she felt a light tap on her arm. She glanced over and saw that Cass had scrawled a message for her in her notebook.

What’s wrong?

Daisy shook her head, took the offered pen. Worried about Jon, she wrote. 

Cass frowned as she took the pen back, writing with the most serious expression Daisy had ever seen on her face. 

Tell me the truth?

Daisy’s breath caught, and her eyes widened, because— shit. Of course Cass could tell she was lying, the girl was wildly perceptive, Daisy was an idiot—

Cass shook her head, signed something— a closed fist moved in circles over her heart. Daisy found that she recognized this one— it meant ‘sorry.’

The girl picked up her pen again. 

I want to help.Please?

She signed again; a similar motion, only with an open palm. ‘Please,’ it meant. Then one hand in a fist with the thumb sticking up, placed on the flat palm of the other, moved from her chest and held out toward Daisy like an offering, her eyebrows raised in concern, and Daisy knew this one, too. 

‘Can I help you?’ She was signing. Or, taken another way: ‘Please let me help you.’

Daisy met Cass’s worried eyes, and let out an incredibly long breath. 

Then she breathed in. 

And then—

“Jon’s missing,” she said, and it split the silence as surely as a gunshot. Barbara’s head snapped up from her laptop, and she exchanged an alarmed glance with Cass before turning her focus to Daisy.

“Missing? What happened?”

Daisy shook her head, swallowed, felt her face going through all sorts of emotions that she normally didn’t let show. “I don’t know,” she said, and it felt like an admission, “I don’t— we think he’s been kidnapped, but we don’t...” she trailed off.

Barbara swore. “When? Where? Are the police—?”

“No,” Daisy interrupted. “He’s… we can’t. We can’t go to the police about this.”

“Why not?” Barbara asked, surprisingly gentle.

Daisy didn’t know what to say for a moment. “He’s… we just… just trust me, they wouldn’t help us.”

Barbara looked to Cass, and the two seemed to communicate with just their eyes for a moment— more meaning passing in that shared gaze than Daisy thought was possible. After what felt like several minutes but was realistically only a few seconds, Barbara nodded and took a deep breath. “Okay,” she said. “Do you have any idea who took him, or why?”

Daisy wasn’t sure what to make of this— this apparent competency. She hadn’t expected much from telling them; maybe sympathy, an offer to help, but certainly not for them to jump on the case like they had the means to solve it.

Maybe they did. Maybe Daisy shouldn’t underestimate librarians. 

“We don’t know who, exactly,” Daisy said, slowly, trying to figure out how to word this without lying— she wanted them to help, if they could— but also without revealing too much. “We think… well, Jon’s, uh. He’s metahuman, and we’re pretty sure that’s…”

“Meta trafficking,” Barbara clicked something on her laptop, then started typing rapidly at her keyboard. “That’s a start. When was he last seen?”

Daisy swallowed, feeling her nerves give way to a steady sort of determination that she might even dare to call hope. “He was taken on his way home from the library, day before yesterday.”

Barbara paused in her typing. “It’s been almost 48 hours?”

Daisy nodded. “I know that’s not good, but if you think you can help,” she met the other woman’s eyes. “Please.”

“I’ll do my best,” she responded, and it sounded like a promise. 

Daisy wanted to cry. “Thank you,” she said, “I know you’re busy, but we’re really out of options here—“

Barbara waved her off. “I’m always busy. The other stuff can wait, this is more important.”

Daisy nodded and exhaled some of the tension from her shoulders; then she shifted her gaze across to Cass, only to find the girl staring at her— eyes wide with shock and disbelief that quickly gave way to realization. 

Daisy froze in the face of it, feeling her breathing stutter and ice race across her skin. 

Then Cass’ expression hardened into resolve, and she nodded once, firmly. 

‘I will help you,’ she signed, and repeated it for emphasis, and Daisy felt like she was missing something very important. 

 

 

Sometime in the afternoon, a tape recorder clicked on.

“Hey, Jon, sorry it’s been a while.”

Jon sat up, eyes wide. Martin. God, he missed Martin— but— oh, shit, a tape, he would need to hide it, somehow— when were the bats going to come back—?

“A lot, uh, a lot’s happened, in the last few days. We… well, you know what I said I was going to do? I got into that cabinet— more of a safe, really— and I found a bunch of tapes in there. Gertrude’s, it turns out, and I’ve been listening to them, and some of them…”

He was quiet for a long moment, and Jon got up and picked up the tape, sitting down on his bed and glancing nervously out towards the rest of the batcave. Was anybody nearby? Would they hear it?

“Eric Delano. He was, uh, Mary Keay’s husband, and one of Gertrude’s assistants. Well, it turns out, he quit the institute, months before he died, and… well. We know how.”

Jon’s eyes went wider. What? But— that wasn’t— that shouldn’t be possible.

“It’s not… pretty. But it does make some amount of sense. You, uh. You have to blind yourself.”

Jon was cold all over, his horror at the words like ice freezing in his lungs. God.

“Melanie… wants to do it, I think. She’s thinking about it. I’m not going to do it, I can’t— I have too much I need to do here. Basira’ll be the same, I bet— still haven’t seen her lately. But it’s good to have, isn’t it? The option. God, this is…”

He’s not going to do it, Jon told himself, curling up in his bed, clutching the tape recorder. He’s not. He’s not.   

“And— there’s more. I found the recordings of Elias— Elias killing Leitner and… Gertrude. Which, we knew he killed her, but— it’s weird. They talk about rituals, only it doesn’t make sense. They talk about the rituals like… like they don’t really matter— like they’re a distraction, and Elias jumping bodies and something about a panopticon, And— and before he kills Leitner, they talk about you, needing to go into the world. But it doesn’t make sense! If the rituals don’t matter, then why—?” Martin made a frustrated sound, and there was the soft clacking of a tape player as Martin presumably put a tape into it.

“Here, just, just listen.”

The click of another tape; then a familiar voice, slightly distorted thanks to the effect of doubling the tapes involved. It was Leitner. 

“—paranoid enough, but I don’t think he’s got the stomach for it.”  

There was a brief silence, then the sound of a door opening, and then Elias’ voice joined Leitner’s. “Well. This is a surprise.”

Something scraped, and Elias spoke again: “Reach for a book and I will kill you. How much have you told him?”

“Enough,” Leitner answered.

“About Gertrude?”

“No. No, I didn’t have time.”

Elias started to monologue, then, just a little bit. “I’ve wondered for so long who it could be down there— who was helping her. I honestly never would have guessed…”

“How did you know I was here?” Leitner asked.

“I didn’t,” Elias admitted, “you’re very well hidden. But Jon is not, and he failed to take the same precautions I’m sure you took for granted with Gertrude. I knew he was talking to someone, and it turns out to be Jurgen Leitner himself.” Elias chuckled softly. “What an honour.”

Something in the tone of it all shifted, and Leitner’s tone took on something of a desperate lilt as he begged— “Elias, please!”

“What did you want from him?”

Leitner answered without hesitation. “The files, the ones you took from Gertrude…”

“Planning a little light arson, are we, Jurgen?”

Leitner sounded frustrated. “It’s not just the institute and you know it! They had everything she had found on the Stranger.”

“I know,” Elias said, the smug bastard— “it’s, ah, what do they call it?”

“The Unknowing.”

Elias chuckled again. “Creativity never was their forte.”

“You of all people should want to stop them!” Leitner pointed out.

“And we will,” Elias agreed, “but I don’t think we’ll need your help.”  

A slight pause. “And what’s he going to think when he gets back?”

“Well, he was going to need to fly the nest at some point. Go out and see the world for himself.”

Months and months later and a universe away, Jon felt a fresh chill go down his spine. But it wasn’t done.

“He might die.”

“It’s always a danger. Almost always.”

There was the sound of movement, and Leitner started speaking— “Elias, it doesn’t have to be like—“ before he was cut off by a horrible, wet cracking squelch. And another. And another. And another—

A click. Martin had stopped the tape. 

“Right, okay, so there’s that,” he said, voice noticeably shaky. “but then…”

Another click. 

Elias’s voice again. “Gertrude,” he said, and the woman cursed under her breath.

“Did you really think I wouldn’t notice?” Elias asked.

“I’d rather hoped you’d still be hampered with all the Dark’s business. It’s their ‘grand eclipse’ at the moment, isn’t it?”

“But I think we’ve both come to the same conclusion about that— that’s why you’re here,” Elias countered.

“Yes, shame, really; I used to be able to torch a building in half the time. Age catches us all.” Here she paused for a moment, and in a particular knowing voice she added: “well, almost all of us, Elias.”

Elias pushed back; “you were the one so… insistent on staying human.”

“And no doubt that makes my death a lot less complicated.”

“What exactly were you hoping to achieve here?” Elias wondered; “why not come at me directly instead of burning everything first?”

“I was rather hoping the fire would occupy you while I did just that,” Gertrude said.

“I see. How long have you known?”

“About your body?”

Jon was cold, ice cold all over, but that tape just kept playing and Gertrude kept talking. 

“Not long after you took your new host and we had our little… chat. It wasn’t a huge leap to the Panopticon after that— the hard part was figuring out how to actually reach it. Took the better part of a decade.”

“So you burn the place down, use it as cover to reach my body, and then we die together,” Elias summarized, “how poetic. Doesn’t seem like your style at all.”

“I wasn’t actually planning on dying,” Gertrude said.

“And how exactly were you planning on achieving that while you’re still bound to the…” Elias trailed off, and then picked back up again; “hah. Oh, I see, very clever. I thought Eric was the only one to figure that little morsel out.”

“Knowledge has a way of surviving. You of all people should know that.”

“Quite,” Elias agreed. “It was a good plan, actually. If you hadn’t been so complacent about me keeping an eye out down here, probably would have worked.” And then he added, sarcastically, “Gertrude’s grand retirement.”

“It still might,” she said, accompanied by the sound of a flint and steel. “Just need a little spark, and…”

A gun cocked. 

“I see,” Gertrude said, “so you’re finally getting your hands dirty? I must really have caught you off guard.”

“I suppose we both got a little complacent. Fifty years is a long time. End of an era.”

“I’m not really in the mood for nostalgia, Elias,”  Gertrude said impatiently. “You might have noticed I’m rather busy, so either shoot me or—“

A gunshot. Gertrude gasped, and Jon heard her collapse, and Martin clicked off the tape.

There was a deep, shaky sigh on the recorder. “I just… whatever Elias is planning, Gertrude knew about it. And it was worse than the rituals, because she decided killing him and burning down the institute was more important than stopping them, and— and Elias killed her for it. And then he killed Leitner, because he was going to tell you too much, and I think whatever is going on, whatever Elias wants, he needs you for it. And I don’t know what it is, but, but Elias has been planning it for a long time— multiple lifetimes— and since you left he’s been… strangely helpful. Basira doesn’t know what to make of it, but I’m pretty sure he needs you to be here, which— I think that’s bad. I think that’s really, really bad.”

“Jon, I don’t even know if you can hear this, but if you’re listening, please, please don’t come back.”

Jon was crying.

“I don’t mean— Jon, I miss you so much, but whatever Elias has planned for you? We can’t let him win. So— so please just stay far away, for all of us, but especially for your own sake. Please.

I hope that wherever you are, it’s better than here. I have to believe you’re out there, somewhere safe. I wish I was there with you. But you can’t come back.”

There was a long pause, and then: “Good luck, Jon.”

The tape clicked off, and Jon didn’t know what to do. 

All of that time spent searching for a way home, dreaming of getting back there and telling Martin I heard it, I heard it all, and I’m so sorry and I never wanted to leave you was useless. Everything that had happened to him so far, Elias had wanted to happen— and why had Elias wanted him to suffer, to grow in power, if not to stop the rituals? It could be nothing good. Elias wanted Jon to come back, but Jon was sick and tired of being manipulated and— and he just wanted his friends. He just wanted to be safe. And he wanted this damn mask off his face so badly he thought he might fucking explode. 

After a few short minutes, he found that he couldn’t take it anymore. He turned on the tape recorder. M-A-R-T-I-N, he tapped and scratched on the surface of the thing, trying to control his breathing and not really succeeding. S-O-S. 

It was useless , it was all useless, he was useless and Martin couldn’t hear him and Martin couldn’t save him— even if he did know Jon was in trouble, he was a goddamn universe away and Jon had never felt so alone in his life.

S-O-S he tapped again. And again. And again.

S-O-R-R-Y, he tapped, and he wasn’t sure what he was sorry for exactly but it didn’t matter right then, none of it mattered at all, but he had promised that for as long as Martin sent these messages he would send his own back only he couldn’t speak, he couldn’t— he—

S-O-S, he tapped and scratched into the table. P-L-E-A-S-E, he scraped against the mask covering his face. He suppressed the sobs that threatened to tear from his throat; he had to keep himself under control. He couldn’t get too worked up when he could only breathe through the stupid little slits in the mask— gunking the thing up with snot would end badly for him. 

The realization that he could legitimately suffocate if he cried too much was sobering.

He turned off the tape recorder and shoved it under his bed— he didn’t know what would happen if the Bats found it— and then he sat down on the floor and shoved his head between his knees.

He stayed like that for a long while, just trying to get ahold of himself. And then, after about an hour… another tape recorder appeared, and clicked on, and Jon’s breath caught.

The quiet sounds of typing, stopping after only a couple of seconds. “Oh? That’s… strange,” Martin said. “What are you—?”

A door slammed open, and there was the sound of a chair scraping back against a wooden floor as Martin jumped. “Basira! God, what, you can’t just—“

“Tunnels. Now. And turn that damn thing off!”

The tape clicked off, and Jon scarcely dared to breathe. He just picked the tape up off the floor and sat down on the chair, staring down at it. Waiting. Watching. 

He didn’t have to wait long. After about two minutes, it turned back on.

“What did I just say, Martin—!”

“If it’s about Jon, I want to turn it on!”

“Do you have any idea how dangerous it is to record this shit? You have no idea who could be listening— Elias might be able to—“

“You think I don’t know that?! Look, I tested it, okay, and if Elias has been listening he would have done something already.”

“And you think it’s more likely Jon can hear them? We don’t have the first clue where he even is!”

“I don’t know, okay?! I don’t— I don’t know if he’s listening, I don’t know if he’s even alive, for all we know he never made it out of the Coffin and I just—!”

He breathed a deep, frustrated sigh. “How’d you find them, anyway?”

“I was looking to see if any of Gertrude’s tapes were still down here, and instead, I found this—“

There was the click and whirr of another tape recorder turning on, and with a small jolt Jon realized it was the last section of the first recording Martin had sent him.   

“— why I’m talking to you. This could… I don’t know who’s listening, not really. But if it is you, Jon, I want you to know that Basira and I are going to do everything we can to get you back. Just… hang in there, wherever you are. Bye.”

There was a long pause on the other side. “A little on the nose, there, isn’t it?” Basira pointed out; “you don’t even know who’s listening, but I have seven of these, Martin! That’s— that’s one almost every day since the first, what the hell are you—“

A click. “Try this, maybe?” Came Daisy’s voice from the other tape.

Two breaths caught on the other side as Basira abruptly stopped talking.

“Oh. Um. Okay… Martin, uh, if you can hear this, I got your message. I… I want you to know that Daisy and I are… safe. I think.”

“Oh, god,” Martin said. “Jon?”

“We’re somewhere else,” Jon’s voice echoed back at him, “The Institute doesn’t exist here, it’s…”

Daisy’s voice. “It’s different. We’ve made some friends, and it turns out they’re, well, on the wrong side of the law, but they’re nice enough. They’re treating us well.”

 “Yeah,” past-Jon confirmed, “they are. We’re alright…” a deep breath. “Martin, please keep my rib with you. It can only help, I think— if I had to guess, it’s what allowed this connection in the first place.” In the present, Martin laughed, startled. It sounded suspiciously wet. 

“And please, please be careful, Peter and Elias are dangerous, you know that, and I’m not— I can’t help you, from here. Please look out for yourself.” 

“You’re not allowed to get yourself killed before we get back,” past Daisy teased. “So don’t be stupid. And please, tell Basira… Tell her that I’m sorry, for, well. For a lot of the shit I’ve done. And that I miss her.”

Then past-Jon said “Get back to us as soon as you can,” and the second tape clicked off.

“Shit.” Martin breathed on the other side. “I… I never… the others, check, check the others?”

There was the click of another tape recorder; another familiar message started.

“Hey, Jon, I hope you’re doing alright. I’ve been trying to find out if Peter knows anything about where you are. He keeps just— just telling me not to worry about it, to leave it to the others, that our mission is more important and I can’t be distracted but I only agreed to work for him in the first place because you were gone, and I was alone, and, and I’ve only stuck with it to protect you. And the others, of course…”

“Here, give it here,” present Martin said, and there was another click, and the sound of a tape winding as he presumably skipped forward to the end of his own message, and another click as he pressed play. 

“Hi, Martin, uh. It’s Jon.”

“And Daisy,”  

“Yes, and Daisy. Uh, it’s… Tuesday, April the third. I hope the dates match up, over here. I’m not sure. Since your last message, the, the group we joined—“

“You can say the word, Jon. It’s a gang.”

“Yes, right, the gang we joined by accident has started to dismantle a, um, a rival gang, I suppose, using information that I got for them using the powers granted to me by Beholding…”

They went through all the tapes like that, Jon listening back to his own voice as he told Martin what had been happening, how he’d been doing, giving advice on what Martin had told him. Talking about how he missed him.

“Hello, Martin,” Jon had said just three days ago. “I hope your plan today goes smoothly. A lot has happened since the last tape, I’m not even sure where to start.” A pause. “Well, today is… Monday, April the 9th. We, ah, we broke into WayneTech a few days ago, and got some information that we hope is going to help us get home— dimensional anomaly spikes, and, and… it’s all very technical, we haven’t quite worked out what it means yet. And then, well, Batman and all of the rest showed up, and I ended up getting lost in the, ah, the tunnels under Gotham for a while, but I came out alright.”

Under normal circumstances, Jon might have laughed at the way his own past self downplayed the horror of that night spent underground. As it was, he didn’t have it in him.

“I also, ah, I accidentally… well, I think— that is to say, I lost control. Last night, I went hunting for a Statement, and I wound up interrogating a man who… he’s the police commissioner, and my friend’s father, and I feel rather bad about it now, but what’s done is done. After that, we… well, we found Black Mask, and we killed him. It didn’t quite go to plan, but neither Daisy or I were badly hurt, and none of our allies were killed, so…”

  Jon remembered recording this. He remembered the way he’d sat at the table, smiling and reminiscing as he realized how much violence had been committed the previous night to protect him. He had remembered the way Daisy had shifted into something feral the moment he’d been hurt— concerning, yes, but also touching, in its own way. He had remembered the way that Julian had pulled him to safety after Sage shot the man who had nearly gotten to him, and—

And then he remembered the way Sage had screamed when Jon was being taken.

He could still hear the smile in his own voice on the tape.

“I have made so many friends here, Martin,” Jon sighed. “They really care about me, I think. About both of us. I have Jason and his gang— I make them tea, did I tell you? Every night, while Daisy’s out on patrol, I make tea and coffee and set out snacks… and I listen. They’re all grateful, I think. They treat me like one of them, and I feel… at home, here. I wish you could meet them.”

On the other side, Martin whispered, seemingly without meaning to. “Oh, Jon…”

Basira shushed him.

“And I have Selina— she’s very good with cats, and she’s been helping me care for the Officer, since she’s too small to be alone for long. And there’s Cass and Barbara, at the library; they worry for us, when we aren’t there, or when something happens. It’s only been a few days since we’ve seen them, but Cass has already been texting asking if we’re okay, and… we’re going to go back to the library tomorrow; hopefully everything goes well, and we can make some real progress in our research.”

Martin laughed softly; fondly.

“Mask is dead, we’ve got the data we need, and… I’m alright, Martin, I really am. Things are good here. I think if I could just find a way to talk to you, everything would be perfect. With any luck, Daisy and I will find a way home soon.”

A pause. A hum. “I’m going to go see who all is downstairs tonight. I miss you, Martin. I hope to hear from you soon.”

The tape clicked off. 

Then they came to the last tape. The seventh. 

“I recorded this one today,” Martin admitted. “I, I… maybe he’s answered?”

They skipped to the end and pressed play, and Jon could feel the change in the atmosphere as his muffled whines came through on the tape, Martin gasping sharply when he heard Jon start tapping out that SOS over and over— he’d thought he’d done a pretty good job at suppressing the sounds of his little panic attack, but apparently not. 

“Jon, what…? What’s happened, I, what?”

Jon quickly dug the first tape recorder out from under his bed, the one they were listening to on the other side— at this very moment, if he was right about this. Please, please…

It wasn’t playing out loud on his end, but the tape was spinning quietly. On the table, him from an hour before struggled not to break down, thinking nobody could hear him and he was alone alone alone—

“Oh, god. Oh Jon…”

The tape recorder on the other side went silent, and the one in Jon’s hand went still. He pressed the record button again.

“Mmhhn!”

To Jon’s immense, all-encompassing relief, he heard an echo of his own exclamation from the other side, and Martin jumped.

“Jon?” Basira asked

“Hnnm!”

There was almost a feedback quality to it, each of them with two tape recorders— one playing, and one recording— but it didn’t hamper their ability to hear each other clearly, and for once Jon could have wept with joy.

Basira’s voice was urgent. “Jon, tap once for yes, twice for no— are you listening to us right now?”

Jon tapped once with a fingernail on the tape recorder itself. Tap.

Martin exhaled sharply. “Are— are you alone?”

Another single tap. He was, for now.

“And— and you can’t talk, right now.”

Tap. “Mmh!”

“Right, right, are you okay? Are you hurt?”

Jon thought about it— he wasn’t okay, but he wasn’t hurt, really. Tap tap. Tap tap.

“Is that, uh, not okay, and also not hurt?”

Tap.

Basira cut in. “Are you being held captive?”

Tap.

“Shit. Who—? I mean, is it one of the, uh, villains? Or someone mad you killed Black Mask?”

Tap tap. Tap tap.

He wanted to shift into Morse code to explain, but… did they even know it? Before he could, Basira asked “Is it— have you been arrested?”

Jon hesitated, but no, that wasn’t right… tap tap.

“Did Jason—?”

Jon cut them off. Tap tap.

“Well then who…?” Martin trailed off.

Then Jon heard the sound of the elevator opening into the cave, and he got quickly to his feet, scooping up the tape recorders and pressing stop on the one playing. He tapped urgently in Morse on the one recording— B-A-T— as he shoved them both under the bed and then sat down on it, trying to act like he’d just woken up.

Tim walked in. “Hey, Jon. Mind if I sit in here again?”

Jon shrugged as nonchalantly as he could. 

“Cool, cool, I just— y’know, homework, and I figure you must get bored.”

“Hmn,” Jon agreed.

“Right, here, sorry.” Tim walked over to where the remote lived; picked it up, let Jon’s mask open.

“Thanks,” he said, a little bit breathless. God, okay, he could talk now. 

“What, ah, I’d like to know what homework you have, Tim.” Jon thought he was getting better at rewording questions into regular statements; it was harder than it looked, especially if he wanted it to sound at all natural. 

Tim didn’t answer; he was looking at Jon a little sideways, like he was unsure of something.

“Jon, were you, um, were you crying…?”

Jon felt himself flush. “Well I am a prisoner here,” he snapped, “excuse me for having feelings about it.”

Tim shrank back. “Right, um. Right.”

Jon sighed. “I’m sorry, Tim, I know you didn’t mean anything by it.”

“No, you were right.” Tim smiled a little bit. It was rather melancholy. “They’re having a hell of a time figuring out what to do with you.”

“That seems like something you should have sorted before abducting me.”

“It’s just that we had all built up this idea of you in our heads. You were supposed to be someone dangerous. Someone volatile. Someone…”

“Who you could justify locking up?”

“Yeah.” 

“Well I’m sorry to disappoint.”

Tim sighed. “It’s just hard, I guess. Your friends are…” he scrunched up his face. “Nevermind. You know the Red Hood threatened me? About a month ago, B met him on patrol and Hood told him to stay out of Crime Alley, and that if he ever saw me there he’d kill me. He wouldn’t let me view the cowl footage, but apparently the guy was pretty vicious about it. I’m supposed to stay away from him.” The kid rolled his eyes at the notion, even though his most recent encounter with Jason apparently got him thrown off a roof. 

“You were in Crime Alley the first time we met, though,” Jon pointed out. 

“Well, yeah, but I wasn’t patrolling and I didn’t see him, anyway.”

“You weren’t supposed to be there, I take it,” it wasn’t a question, not really, but Jon hoped Tim would understand that he meant it as one.

“No,” Tim slumped down onto a medical cot, “Batman grounded me for three days afterward. Not that I really wanted to go out, anyway.”

“I really am sorry about that.”

“I know.”

There was a thoughtful pause, and then Tim burst into a startled laugh out of nowhere.

 “What?” Jon asked, “what’s—? I mean, uh...”

Tim got it. “It’s— it’s just,” another giggle, “okay, so, get this: Batman works with the Justice League, right?”

“Yes…?”

“The Justice League has a bunch of people in it, sometimes the people change, but one of the, like, main members of it can read minds and stuff.”

Jon blinked. “Oh. I suppose that makes sense.”

“Yeah, right, so he can read minds and also control minds and manipulate people’s memory— all sorts of stuff, B was talking about having him come in and make you forget about us—“

Jon inhaled sharply. “I, ah. Somehow I don’t think the Beholding would appreciate that.”

Tim must have noticed his alarm, because he rushed to assure Jon that “oh, no, they, um, they decided not to do that, don’t worry!”

“Right.”

“Right, so,” Tim continued, “Justice League member who can do some of the same stuff as you but, like, more. You get one guess what his name is!”

Jon squared his shoulders, facing Tim fully. “You must be joking.”

“Nope!” Tim grinned. “His name is J’onn. Also, he’s an alien.”

Jon shifted to lay down on the bed. “So, the mind-controlling alien named J’onn gets to play hero, while I get hunted down and locked away. Tell me if I’ve misunderstood anything, here.”

Tim shook his head. “No, that’s pretty much it. To be fair you did join up with a villain.” Then Tim seemed to freeze, realizing something. “You didn’t tell the Red Hood our identities, did you?”

Jon sat up again and shook his head. “No,” he said, and Tim started to relax before Jon tacked on: “He already knew them.”

“What?!” Tim’s eyes widened. “He— since when—?”

“Since always,” Jon drawled, “talk to Bruce about it, not me.”

“What, does Bruce know that he knows?”

Jon laughed, once, short. “He doesn’t want me giving out his secrets, so I won’t. But I’ve got plenty of experience keeping things from people, and I can tell you it never ends well.”

“Does Dick know?”

Jon shook his head. “I don’t think so.”

“I, uh, okay.” Tim looked… lost. “I’ll ask him. Thank you.”

“Ah,” Jon winced, “maybe just don’t tell him I told you to ask?”

Tim tilted his head. “You know he’s not, like, actually going to hurt you, right?”

Jon shook his head. “I don’t feel particularly inclined to test it.”

“I mean,” Tim floundered for a moment, “alright, that’s fine. I’ll ask him about it, I guess I just won’t mention you.”

“Thank you, Tim.” Jon nodded.

“Right, so, anyway— are you any good with English literature?”

 

 

Jon didn’t dare retrieve the tape recorders from under his bed. Not when Tim left, not when the three vigilantes all suited up and headed out, Nightwing’s injury having healed enough for a short, simple patrol. 

He didn’t retrieve them. He didn’t try to talk to the people who might have still been listening on the other side. Not with Alfred just in the other room, potentially listening in to every word. He lay awake, waiting for the Bats to return, waiting for them to decide his fate; wishing desperately to go home, and realizing that what he was wishing for was not the Magnus Institute, not the apartment he’d gotten after his coma and never bought furniture for— rather, when Jon thought of home, he thought of that place above the diner. He thought of shared meals, of Daisy teaching him to care properly for his hair; he thought of the rooms downstairs, all the people working hard to get the place in order. He thought of those evenings spent reading Jason’s collection of classics and helping those who had been out in the cold to feel safe. 

He thought of the library; of Cass and Barbara, of researching the history of Gotham, and of course combing through everything they could find about interdimensional travel. He thought of Gotham, and all the people in it. He thought of the Officer, hopefully still safe with Selina.

He thought of the tapes under the bed, and a new idea started to take hold. 

 

Notes:

Jon:
Jon: okay, new plan, Martin you come HERE—

Fun fact as of this chapter Cass is now arguably operating with the most information out of anyone. She’s also the person who cares the least for everybody’s bullshit. This can only possibly go well :)

Thank you to my mom, MJ, and Lira for the help with this chapter!

The next chapter will be posted two days early, on Friday instead of Sunday.

Next time: Statement Begins.

Chapter 27: Friday

Summary:

Friday the 13th of April, 2018.
Statement begins.

Notes:

Chapter posted Friday the 13th of September, 2024.
Contains Beholding Content, Vast Content, vigilantism, mentioned Jurgen Leitner, mild(?) torture, panic, needle mention, minor Buried content (claustrophobia). Characters continue to be in distress!
A lot happens here! I have added a brief summary of the chapter’s events in the end notes. Take care of yourselves!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jon was hungry.

Not for food— no, they were quite good about feeding him, about his mundane needs. He wasn't physically hungry, it was just that he hadn’t properly compelled anybody in several days, and he hadn’t realized how much Jason’s steady supply of people to interrogate had been keeping him stable.

He hadn’t had a true Statement since his arrival in Gotham, and it was… fine. Really, it was, he could get by on secrets and mundane stories, if he had enough of them, and there wasn’t even anybody around he could take a true Statement from so it wasn’t like he had to worry about controlling himself. He could handle a persistent headache, he could handle feeling weak and tired, and as long as nobody with a Statement got within earshot it would be fine.  

Then Nightwing came back early from patrol smelling of ozone, and Jon Knew.

Surprisingly, Nightwing made a beeline right for him, and the Archivist found himself pressing his hands up against the glass wall, and he realized he was starving. Any coherent thought fizzled out half-formed in the face of it; he— he needed it. He needed— he—

“You can tell, can’t you?” Nightwing said, voice shaking, “this is, uh, your brand of spooky. I need some advice, could you…?”

The Archivist nodded quickly. Yes. He could be helpful, he could be so helpful, if Nightwing just told him what happened he would do anything please please please—

Somewhere in the cell, a tape recorder clicked on.

The hero picked up the remote, and a moment later the mask clicked and the lower part dropped enough for him to speak.

Jon opened his mouth, perhaps intending to tell Nightwing what he could about his encounter, to say you’ve been touched by the Vast, fear of heights, of falling, of wide open spaces and neverending nothingness; but what came out was, perhaps unsurprisingly:

“Statement of Richard Grayson, the vigilante Nightwing, regarding the appearance of a strange book. Statement taken live from subject, April 13th, 2018.”

Static filled the air. The Archivist felt like he was breathing in and in and in, never breathing out, until—

“Statement begins.”

“I was on patrol,” Nightwing began, “by myself, down in Old Gotham. It was a quiet night, so just after midnight I decided to stop by and visit Oracle in the Clocktower; bought her a coffee from that cafe she likes a few streets over, figured we could share some of the snacks I brought with me on patrol. Nothing we haven’t done before— we might not be dating anymore, but I always make an effort to see her when I’m in Gotham.”

The smell of ozone got stronger; some part of Jon realized he shouldn’t be able to smell it at all through the glass— his cell was a quarantine room.

“Something felt… off, though. There was this energy, a sort of tension that I could feel as soon as the Clocktower came into view. Something was wrong, or going to be, I just didn’t know what. 

So I ignored it. Stupid, I know, I should have learned by now to trust my instincts— but I couldn’t see anything, and I just chalked it up to anxiety about Robin, you know? I’m always a little extra jumpy after one of us is kidnapped, or hurt, or— well. I got into the Clocktower, and I gave Babs her coffee, and we chatted for a little while, mostly shoptalk. She’s working on a new metahuman trafficking case, and she asked for my help with it; apparently it involves a civilian friend of hers, so it’s a high priority, but otherwise pretty standard stuff. 

I had just about convinced myself I was imagining it when she opened a drawer to grab a file for me and I saw it. North American Birdwatching for Beginners.”

The air was full of static. The world held its breath. The Archivist breathed.

“It wasn't really all that strange; just some sort of bird identification guide, the cover a stylized depiction of a wide open sky dotted with clouds, what looked like field drawings of all sorts of different birds along the edges. Only, looking at it, the cover seemed almost… three-dimensional. Like one of those bookmarks or billboards where the picture changes depending on what angle you look at it from— except every time the image shifted, it felt like the sky expanded, like it was pulling you in, pulling you up— but that couldn’t be right. It was in a drawer, below me, and— and then Barbara shut the drawer, and I lost sight of it.”

Nightwing had taken off his domino mask before coming in to see Jon, and he noticed for the first time just how blue his eyes were. 

“Barbara didn’t seem to have noticed the book at all. She must have seen something on my face, though, because she looked at me with open concern and asked, “Nightwing, are you alright?”

I didn’t know what to tell her, I didn’t know the answer myself, so I just pointed at the drawer and said “that’s an interesting book, in there.”

She opened the drawer again, and then her expression shifted from confused to surprised and back again. She said: “I’ve… never seen this before, actually. That’s… strange.”

So I asked her “How did it get here, then?”

At that point, her confusion shifted to alarm. “I don’t know,” she said, “I— Cass didn’t mention it, and we’re the only ones who have been up here.”

“One of you must have brought it from the library without realizing,” I suggested, and she nodded along like that made sense. 

She said: “Yeah, maybe.”

I offered to bring it back for her, because I’d be going that way on patrol anyhow; she agreed, and handed me the book. 

Holding it, the sky didn’t seem to pull you in as much; it was like once the book was in your hands, at your level, it didn’t need to. I slipped it into my bag and tried not to think about it.”

Nightwing took a deep breath. His voice started shaking, just a bit.

“When I left the Clocktower, I didn’t go to the library. Instead, I stopped on one of the taller rooftops nearby, and I pulled out North American Birdwatching. Looking at the cover, I felt… light. Not in a bad way— I felt free. And when I opened it…

I don’t know what I expected to happen. It was just a field guide, talking about the different birds found in North America, how to identify them, where to find them. The only strange thing about it, at first, was how the book was organized— instead of by location or type of bird, it was organized by how high up the birds flew. The first few pages were all about ostriches; then it moved on to quails and chickens and then hummingbirds, and then to small non-migratory songbirds and such.

It was actually pretty interesting, I thought. A lot of cool little bird facts; how high and fast they can fly, drawings of them in the sky. I don’t know how long I spent on that rooftop, flicking through the pages, but it was just as I started on migratory birds— they can fly quite high, sometimes— that I got the call.

There was a voice in my ear, startling me out of reading. “This is Robin, requesting backup at Gotham Zoo!” He said, and I wasn’t about to abandon my little brother over a book, no matter how interesting it was. So I clicked on my comms and said “Robin, this is Nightwing— I’m on my way, ETA five minutes.”

By the time I got there, Robin was surrounded; I counted eight of them, all wearing cheap carnival masks and armed with baseball bats and knives, and I took down two with wing-dings before the others had even noticed I was there. 

The fight wasn’t too long. With Robin and I working together, there isn’t much we can’t take on. But one of them slipped away— so I went after him while Robin waited for the police with the others. 

I caught up with the guy on a rooftop a few blocks away. We fought, and I hit him on the wrist so he dropped his bat— then he pulled out a knife. I hadn't realized he had one, and he nearly got me with it— instead, he cut through the bottom of the bag I had put the book in, and it fell onto the rooftop right in a puddle.

I was worried, for a moment, that the water would ruin it. But it seemed perfectly fine— I reached down to pick it up without thinking, only the other guy picked it up first, and he started reading.

You have to understand, I didn’t push him. I just— he started reading it, and I reached out to try to pull the book away from him, and he… God.

Thing is, when I read it, I started from the front. This guy… it was upside down, or something. He picked it up and flicked it open to the last page first, and I grabbed for his arm, but it— it was too late. I only caught a glimpse of the page; it was about cranes, I think. I’m not sure, because the moment I touched him, he just… stepped backwards off the roof. 

He— I want to say he flew, but that’s not right. He fell. He fell up into the sky, and— and he just kept falling up and away, and he didn’t scream; he didn’t even make a sound. There was nothing I could do but watch him fall further and further, nose still stuck in the book, until he was through the clouds and I couldn’t see him anymore. I stood there for a while— maybe five minutes— just… watching, waiting for him to fall back down, the rain hitting my face, and I felt so cold. My costume is insulated, I shouldn’t have felt it like that, but I swear I haven’t been properly warm since that man picked up the book.” Nightwing paused and shivered, running gloved hands up and down his own arms like he was trying to chase away the chill. He looked so small. So lost. 

“I just called it in, said that I’d lost him. It wasn’t even a lie. I know I should have said more, but I just— what could I have possibly said? How do you tell your coworkers, your family, that the man you were chasing is gone, gone forever— and that it’s your fault? I wish I’d known what else to say.

He took the book with him.

I just keep thinking about what might have happened, if I hadn’t gotten that call. Would I have stopped reading for anything less than Robin? If I’d gotten through the book, if i'd read that last page— would it have been me, falling upward until the world was gone? And where did that man go? Did— did he end up in space, with no air, choking and dying— or—“ 

He stopped a moment to breathe, and his eyes held so much terror in them. Some tiny, insignificant part of Jon thought that the pure fear emanating from the vigilante wasn’t a good thing, that it was wrong, but the rest of him Knew that it was so incredibly right.

“I have only felt fear like that once before in my life, and it was the night my parents fell. I keep thinking about what it means. If this really was one of your Fears manifesting, then… can it happen again? And what if it already has? If these… things, if they feed on fear, well then Gotham is rich hunting grounds, isn’t it?”

“Statement ends.”

The Archivist could have purred with satisfaction. He felt like he’d just had a tall glass of water after going thirsty for days; like he’d been treading water in an icy lake and now found himself floating contentedly in a warm bath; like he’d been holding his breath for a little too long and could finally breathe again. His head was clearer than it had been since he went into the Coffin; he could think, he could—

Nightwing was clear across the room, in the medical bay, his back pressed to one of the counters and his hand over his mouth, blue eyes blown wide.

Oh. 

Oh shit.

“Nightwing, I’m— I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to—”

“It’s fine,” the hero snapped, “just… stop talking for a second. Please.”

Jon nodded.

Nightwing took a few deep breaths to centre himself, and then stalked back towards Jon, jabbing a shaking finger at him on the other side of the glass. “I want to know what the hell that was, and I want to know what you can tell me about the book and what it did to that man. Do not try any more spooky magic on me.”

Jon nodded again.

“Alright. Talk.”

“I’m sorry,” was the first thing he said, “really, Nightwing, I can’t always control it, and I haven’t had any Statements to read since I got here, but that’s no excuse, and I—“

“I said it’s fine,” the hero pinched the bridge of his nose. “I just want to know what it was. I thought you had to ask questions to do that?”

“Uh. Not always,” Jon admitted, backing up to sit down on the bed. “Not if you have a Statement.”

“Which is…?”

“An encounter with one of the Fears.”

Nightwing frowned. “Right, about that. I thought you said we didn’t have your ‘Fears’ here.”

“You didn’t. You do now, apparently.” Jon shook his head. “They’re… leaking through, I guess.”

“That doesn’t sound good,” Nightwing pointed out.

“It’s not,” Jon confirmed.

“So, what was it then? This book. Was it made by one of the Fears?”

Jon nodded. “A Leitner, for sure. Or, I guess not a Leitner, since the man doesn’t exist here— unless, ah, if there was a note on the cover, ‘library of Jurgen Leitner’ or—?”

Nightwing shook his head. “Nothing like that. Is Leitner one of the Fears, or…?”

“Ah, no. Just a man.” A man who Elias beat to death. “The Fear at work here is probably the Vast.”

“That… sounds accurate. What is it?”

“The Vast is the fear of open spaces, heights, and falling,” Jon explained, “it manifests as… well, a lot of things, but I read a statement about the sky, ah, eating someone, once.”

Nightwing looked alarmed. “The sky eats people in your world?!”

Jon scoffed, “well— well not usually! I believe the man in question was a skydiving instructor.”

“Right, because that makes everything better. Did he at least come back? I mean, he had to have come back in order to tell you about it, right?”

Jon shook his head. “I think it was his mother who gave the statement, as a witness.”

“Right. Right, okay,” Nightwing ran a hand down his face. “I’m going to get changed. Is there anything else I should know? Or is it just, uh, don’t touch any spooky books?”

Jon considered this. “If there are books… the Fears may yet manifest in other ways. Avatars might start to come into being. If you see anything that seems, ah, my kind of spooky, the best thing to do is make sure you aren’t alone.”

“Thanks,” Nightwing nodded, got up, and started towards the door. Then he frowned, turned, and walked back over to Jon. Towards the terminal that controlled his containment measures, including the little remote for the mask. 

“One more thing,” Jon said; “I’m sorry in advance. For the nightmares.”

“What?”

Jon slouched down. “You’ll see. Or maybe you won’t— hopefully you won’t.”

“Are they dangerous?”

“No. Just… bad.”

Nightwing sighed and pressed the button on the remote to shut the device around his face, and Jon was once again unable to speak. 

“I’m sorry, too,” the hero said, and then walked out of the room.

 

 

Jon wasn’t left long to stew in his guilt. Less than an hour after he took Nightwing’s Statement and hid the new tape recorder with the others, Batman and Robin returned from their own patrol; at first, the two of them walked past the medical area without more than a glance Jon’s way, rummaged around in the cave, presumably changing out of their vigilante gear, and then got into the elevator somewhere in the cave, ascending into… whatever was above them. Wayne Manor. Right. The vigilantes got into the elevator and ascended into Wayne Manor, and Jon felt dread sink into his stomach with no discernible cause. 

Barely ten minutes later, he heard the elevator doors open again, and Bruce Wayne stormed into the medical bay, looking more furious than Jon had ever seen him. 

“You,” he came right up to the glass, and Jon practically fell off the cot in his rush to get to the notebook on the table as Bruce slammed a fist against the glass. “What did you do to my son?!”

‘Sorry sorry sorry sorry,’ he wrote, hand shaking with adrenaline, the writing barely legible. Bruce turned away from the glass, and a moment later there was the hiss of both the doors opening, and— oh, shit, fuck— Jon stumbled back toward the far wall, holding the notebook out in front of him like a shield as Bruce came into the cell.

The man didn’t even look at it. Before Jon could do much of anything, he had torn the notebook from his hands and thrown it to the floor— then he shoved his way into Jon’s personal space, grabbed him by the front of the shirt and slammed him against the wall behind him, his feet scrambling for purchase as he was lifted off the ground. 

“How dare you?!” Bruce demanded, shoving him harder into the wall, “how dare you touch him, you rat bastard!”

Jon wanted to protest, to say he didn’t touch him, and he didn’t mean to compel him, but the words were trapped behind the damn mask and every muffled sound of protest was met with another jerk and slam into the wall, and Batman had been terrifying but Bruce was angry and protective and raw, the fire in his eyes in full view— this Bruce had all of Batman’s strength, but none of his restraint, and Jon felt panic grip him as surely as the man himself did, his eyes wild as he shook his head and tried desperately to pull away.

Bruce lifted his other hand, wrapped it around Jon’s throat and squeezed, lifting him higher into the air and releasing his grip on his shirt just to punch him in the stomach— hard. It forced what little air he had from his chest, and Jon groaned and clawed instinctually at the arm holding him up— he couldn’t stop himself, he couldn’t breathe— but before he could do any real damage, Bruce threw him to the ground next to the notebook. Jon landed hard on his knees; felt the impact all the way up his arms and in his shoulders as he caught himself, twisting to face his attacker as the man stepped closer, a massive wall of muscle and protective fury. 

“Tell me what you did,” he said, towering over Jon as he got his bearings on the ground, his eyes and mind darting around searching for any way out. The door was open, it was right there, but with the full force of Bruce Wayne in between them— no. He didn’t stand a chance, his only choice was to try to give the man what he asked for, even if all Jon wanted in that moment was to run and never stop running. So he picked up the notebook, grabbed the edge of the table to pull himself to his feet while he kept his shoulders hunched protectively against the larger man. He picked up the pen, trembling all the while. 

‘Accident,’ he wrote. ‘Sorry. Sorry.’

Bruce stood behind him, a heavy hand landing on the back of his neck and staying there. “What was it?”

Jon swallowed, feeling his pulse thumping in his head. ‘A Statement. Nightwing met the Vast. I was,’ he was shaking too much. He took a moment to centre himself— the grip on his neck tightened. ‘Hungry. Couldn’t stop it.’ Hadn’t Dick told him? 

“What about the nightmares?” Bruce growled, “Are they dangerous?”

‘No. They’re not.’

“Why should I believe you?”

Jon wanted to cry. “My friend gets them. My,’ he glanced up, but Bruce’s hand on the back of his neck pushed him forward. ‘My victims dream of what they told me.’

“Good, now, since we’re feeling cooperative,” Bruce leaned in close beside him, voice low and dangerous. “Who told you my identity?”

Jon shook his head, dropped the pen, and looked up at Bruce imploringly— but he found no pity in his face. The man circled around the table, grabbed Jon’s left hand with deceptive gentleness— then gripped one of his fingers and twisted, pulling it backward painfully, the threat obvious. Jon felt a whine rising in his throat, and did his best to suppress it.

“I will know if you lie.”

So it was like Jason said, after all. He’ll break every bone in your body. 

Jon picked up the pen. 

 

 

Bruce left Jon curled up and shaking on the floor, his back tucked into the corner between the bed and the wall, cradling his hand against his chest and trying to hide his face behind his hair. It was there that Tim found him, the kid standing outside the cell and shifting awkwardly from foot to foot, wearing civilian clothes and holding an ice pack and what looked like a capped syringe. 

“Um,” he said, and Jon jerked his head up, “Bruce told me not to open the mask, so…” he held up the syringe, “can’t give you pills, but, if you want, I brought a mild injectable painkiller. I know he hit you pretty hard…”

Jon just shook his head. He’d be fine, physically. He didn’t want any needles. 

“Oh, okay… just the ice pack, then?” 

Jon untucked a bit from the corner, nodded, gestured to the airlock. 

“Cool, yeah, I’ll just…” Tim pressed a button on the control panel, walked in and put down the pack, then stepped out and fiddled with the controls again until the outer door closed and the inner one opened. 

Jon got shakily to his feet, picked up the ice pack, and retreated to his bed, where he pressed it to his stomach. He nodded his thanks.

He didn’t even need it anymore, not really; his healing faster than ever, thanks to Nightwing. Guilt and fear twisted with a bitter sort of resignation alongside the phantom ache of pain in his chest. Jon wasn’t human. He’d gotten too used to being treated like one.

Tim wrung his hands in front of him. “Sorry about… yeah. I’m heading home now, gotta try to get some sleep before school, but I’ll, um, I’ll come check in again in the morning?” 

Jon shrugged, staring at the floor. 

Tim nodded. “Okay. Cool. Get some sleep, Archie.” 

Jon waved a hand in dismissal, and Tim turned and left.

He laid down on the cot, but he did not sleep.

 

 

The hours passed slowly. 

Jon laid in the dark, waiting, feeling the hours tick by. When he was sure that it was too late for any of the Bats to still be awake, he shifted to the floor and reached under the bed, pulling out the three tape recorders that he had stashed there.

One, Martin’s last update, and Jon’s side of their conversation, if you could call it that. The second, Basira’s discovery, and the other side. The third, Nightwing’s Statement, as well as his most recent interrogation session, as it turned out. 

The second one had something else, too, at the very end. Whispered words, which explained why Jon hadn’t heard it originally— that was good, he thought. It was good that the bed muffled the sound of the tape recorder turning itself on and off. 

“Jon, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,” Martin whispered. “If you’re hearing this— I heard the Statement, and what happened afterwards. We’re going to try to help you, okay? I don’t know what we can do, but we’re going to try. We’ve left more messages at the end of all the other tapes, so, um, if Daisy listens to them again, she’ll know what happened. And, um, I’ve got to go— it’s already almost three in the morning— but tomorrow, I’ll… I’ll turn the other tapes on and shout about what’s going on as much as I can. I’m not sure where you’re keeping them, but hopefully someone will hear, yeah?”

Jon could have wept. Would have, he’s sure, if his emotions didn’t feel so… far away, at the moment. 

“I’m sorry. Good luck. I— good luck.”

That was all. 

Martin’s plan would work. Jon was sure of it. It might take some time, but either Daisy or Jason would surely be within earshot of shouting from his closet at some point. It was just a matter of waiting for the timing to match up. 

It was just a matter of time.

Jon was sure that it was still far too early for any of the Bats to be up yet, which just meant it came as all the more of a surprise when he felt eyes on him in the near-darkness. 

He looked up, frozen where he sat on the bed, tape recorders in plain view— who was it, who had snuck up on him—

An unfamiliar figure, small and feminine, dressed covered in all black save for a yellow belt and the unmistakable symbol of the bat outlined across her chest. Her eyes were deep pools of shadow; sharp bat-ear points making her seem taller, a cape making her seem larger. Jon had yet to encounter her face to face, but still he knew her on sight:

Batgirl.

She seemed to shift in and out of the shadows behind her, making her difficult to keep eyes on; and when she finally stepped forward fully, the tense lines of her body betraying the anger hidden behind her mask, Jon got to his feet and backed up as far as he could, hands up in the universal gesture of surrender. 

She approached the door, lifted her hands to it, seeming to search around for a handle or something before looking to Jon and signing a question—

‘How do I open the door?’

Jon swallowed and shook his head, signing back— ‘sorry, sorry— please—’

She stepped back, seemingly surprised by his response, before her shoulders dropped in realization. ‘No, no— sorry,’ she parroted. ‘I’m sorry. Hold on.’

Then Batgirl reached up and pulled off her mask in one fluid motion, and—

Jon stared, eyes going wide with shock, as several puzzle pieces fell into place all at once. Because under that mask, in that suit, was Cass. 

Jon wasn’t sure what sort of sound he made, then, as it all clicked in his head and he rushed forward to press his palms against the glass, feeling his eyes finally welling up with tears of relief. A friend, Cass was a friend, and so many things suddenly made sense— she’d helped Daisy at WayneTech, so maybe, maybe she was here to help Jon, too—

She put her own gloved hands on the glass, mirroring him, so that it was all that separated their fingers; he met her eyes and found her expression a mix of relief and determination, and she nodded once, the meaning clear: I’m here. I’ve got you. He stepped back just enough to sign directions to the remote and the door controls; within seconds the mask was open again, Jon felt like he could breathe— and seconds after that both the doors were open too. Jon couldn’t find the words, for a long moment, just staring between Cass and the door, but then she met his eyes and gestured him forward. 

‘Quickly. We need to leave.’

He nodded. “Right, thank you,” he whispered. And then signed, with emphasis, ‘thank you.’

 He rushed to the bed and collected the tape recorders— Cass tilted her head and watched, evidently curious, but there wasn’t the time to explain. He was going to be free.

But Jon hesitated, then, standing in the airlock just before the outer threshold, looking out into the darkness of the Batcave— would the other Bats know? Would they find him? Was he putting Cass in danger, doing this?

But then the girl stepped up to the doorway and held out a hand over the space between them, palm-up. A clear offering. Jon shifted all the tape recorders to one arm, took a deep breath, and then took the offered hand and let Cass pull him out of the cell where he’d spent the last two days. 

She wasted very little time, taking the tape recorders from him and setting them aside before pulling a series of tools from her belt and gesturing at the mask, an angry frown on her face. Jon leaned his head down to give her better access; she poked at it, then moved around behind him and started unscrewing something, by the feel of it. 

Jon found he didn’t mind having her at his back. 

It was the work of a minute or so, but eventually she had dismantled enough of the thing that it came off his face in pieces, which she then threw on the ground. The sound of metal on the stone floor screeched loudly in the near-total silence, but she didn’t seem to care— she kicked the pieces hard into the glass wall of the cell for good measure, watching them bounce off and skitter to the side. 

She turned to face Jon, expression stormy but satisfied. Righteous. ‘You’re not a dog,’ she signed, ‘the Bat doing that is wrong.’

Jon rubbed his hands over his face, revelling in the air on his skin in a way he never thought he would. She picked up the tape recorders. ‘We need to bring these?’

He nodded. ‘Yes. They’re mine.’

She hummed her understanding and frowned down at them. ‘They’re big— is it okay if we—?’ She pressed the button to pop the tapes out, held one up. ‘Bring this, leave the recorder?’

Jon nodded. ‘Yeah, that’s good.’

She tucked the tapes themselves into… well, it looked like a hidden pocket on the inside of her cape. ‘Safe,’ she signed. ‘Now we leave.’

‘Where do we go?’

Surprisingly, she did not lead him towards where the Bats usually came and went from— instead, she took his hand and pulled him in the opposite direction, into the shadows formed by the naturally uneven walls of the cave. Then she pointed at the wall, low to the ground, where there was… 

A vent grate, propped against the wall next to an open cavity, leading deeper into darkness. 

She turned to Jon, and apparently noticed the confusion on his face. ‘Outside that way there are cameras,’ she explained. ‘If you go out there, they’ll break, and set off an alarm.’

Jon made a silent sort of oh, then nodded and crouched down in front of the vent. ‘You know the way?’ He asked.

She nodded, and signed out directions for the best route out— the vent would take them out of this part of the cave, then after a short distance it branched off and there was one path that opened into a wider, deeper section that was as not a part of the Bats’ domain. They could then continue underground for as long as they needed— she hoped to make it back into the city before surfacing. Jon was wary of going deep enough to get under the river, but he saw the logic in trying to get as far away as possible. 

Cass pulled her mask back on, and into the dark they went. 

Jon crawled through first, so that Cass could pull the grate back into place; it was the work of a few very tense minutes, involving what looked like a specialized tool made specifically for this purpose— some sort of articulated, bent screwdriver, Jon thought, although it was difficult to tell from where he was. 

The vent was small enough that Jon had to crawl, and the longer he spent unmoving on his hands and knees in the dark, the more he became aware of how tight a space it was. What had seemed, at first, like a very manageable thing to navigate— large for a vent, almost large enough to sit upright in and plenty of space to turn around and pass each other if they needed— had quickly started to feel cramped and oppressive. He moved to one side and leaned against the wall, and felt his breath stutter at the realization that he had to hunch his back and neck, and he couldn’t stretch his legs out all the way. Dust coated his hands as he pressed them into the wall behind him; it filled the air and itched at the back of his throat, and he wanted to cough, but was suddenly certain that if he let out the air in his lungs, he would find that there was nothing left to inhale but dirt. He settled for short, quick breaths, keeping his lungs as full as possible, trying to swallow down the taste of dust and mud in his mouth. It didn’t work. 

Cass finished screwing the vent back into place and turned around in a low crouch to face him, and in the dim green glow Jon saw her posture shift into something softer, her movements laced with concern. 

‘Are you okay?’

Jon nodded. “Fine, just…” he swallowed. His voice was high, breathy. “Don’t, ah, don’t really like tight spaces overmuch…”

She nodded her understanding, crawling to him and maneuvering over his partially-outstretched legs until she was right in front of him, only his slightly bent knees between them. ‘We are okay,’ she signed. ‘We are safe. You are safe. We’re leaving, okay?’

He nodded. “Right. Right.”

She nodded back. ‘We’re going that way,’ she pointed along the vent, ‘then down, and out. The cave will be big.’

Jon swallowed, forced himself to exhale all his air then suck a deep breath back in. And then out; and then in again. 

‘Okay,’ he signed. ‘Ready.’

Cass shifted off his legs and led the way, Jon following her deeper into the dark; and together, they left the Batcave behind. 

 

Notes:

Cass is BEST GIRL <3


Chapter summary:
Nightwing comes back from patrol “smelling of ozone” and Jon, suddenly starving, takes a Statement from him by accident. This Statement features a Leitner-esque book called North American Birdwatching for Beginners which draws the reader in, and it is implied that if they get to the end of the book they are taken by the Vast. Nightwing is stopped partway through the book by a call from Robin for backup, and in the end a criminal he was chasing picks it up and reads it— starting from the last page— and the book sends the man falling up into the sky.
Afterwards, Jon apologizes for taking the Statement, and explains as well as he can, including an apology for the nightmares he knows are to come.
Not long after, Bruce comes into the cell and attacks Jon for having hurt his son. Jon is lifted off the floor, thrown around, briefly choked, and punched in the stomach. Then Bruce threatens to break or dislocate his fingers if Jon doesn’t tell him who he got Batman’s identity from. It’s implied that Jon caves, and also that he is perhaps hurt more off-screen.
Tim brings him an ice pack and offers an injectable painkiller, which Jon refuses.
Next, Batgirl shows up and reveals her identity to Jon— she’s Cass, from the library, here to help him! They escape via a vent, and Cass helps Jon through his claustrophobia about it before they move deeper, planning to escape via Gotham’s cave system.

The book in this chapter, btw, is a real book that exists, by Sharon Stiteler. North American Birdwatching for Beginners is something of a minor meme, because of the following entry on the Canada Goose.
Range: Everywhere. They could be inside your house right now.

Thank you so so much to my mom, Klemmy, MJ, and Lira for all your help! :)

Next Time: The Dark.

Chapter 28: The Dark

Summary:

There is something dangerous in these caves.
(In which Cass is a good friend.)

Notes:

Chapter contains captivity, Beholding Content, Gotham Cave Spooky, zombies, explosions, flashbacks, Dark content, possession(?), near-death/drowning, desecration of several corpses(?), physical violence and disturbing imagery, discussion of TMA Rituals. Beloved characters in distress.
Major spoilers for the Magnus Archives up to episode 160 :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Beholding had not felt this way before. 

It was not a bad feeling, this one; it was warm, and… quiet. It was the peaceful absence of the desperation that had plagued it for as long as it had Been, it was a sense of being more than it was before, it was languid and comfortable and slow and it wanted more, yes, always more, but not right then. Right then, it wanted for nothing.

This feeling was unfamiliar to it, but not wholly so. Yes, it Knew this feeling, for it had Seen it in others; the Fearhound had learned to find it in the Hunt, and its little Archivist had felt it, too, in human meals shared with friends. Beholding liked the little Archivist’s friends— they made him feel as it did now. They made him feel content. 

Yes. Content. That was the feeling— the satisfaction of a good meal, after days and weeks of starving, of never knowing what it was to be full. It was Fear, it was power, it was right.

It basked in this fullness for a time, in this glorious coming-to-be again as it had before, as it was meant to be. It was an Archive, after all, and to have only the pain of its Archivist to keep was not… well, it had not been enough. Nothing had been enough, not since the Hunt had taken its only Dreamer, not when the Spider had been so determined to keep it starving and weak.

But not anymore. No, now she had delivered to it a wonderful morsel. A gift, it was sure. A reward. It would keep this Fear and be sustained, for as long as the man lived. 

The little Archivist did not share in its pleasure. 

He was upset. Why? It had done no wrong— it had not taken from a Friend. It Knew that it was not to take from a Friend, that Friends, like the little Archivist himself, were not to be made to Fear. It had learned this, and had Watched others to be sure. It had done no wrong. And yet, he was unhappy. This man, Richard Grayson, Nightwing, Dick— he was not a Friend. He had only met its little Archivist two days previous by taking him away, and he had hurt Friend-Sage. It had thought the Archivist would be happy to take his Statement, and perhaps it had been over-eager, but— but surely—

Nobody was upset when the Hunt protected Friends, so why?

It was powerful now. And so was its Archivist— there was so much more they could do together, like this. So why, why was he unhappy?

And then there was the Bat, come to claim vengeance— Beholding thought that clearly, he did not know the power he challenged. The little Archivist would pull every secret from him until he came apart at the very seams, until there was nothing left of him but fear—  

The little Archivist cowered.

Did he not understand? He could not come into his power if he did not use it. But, oh, there was the mask; the muzzle, metal and cold, keeping it back, keeping him from speaking his will into the world, keeping them both trapped, and it seethed with anger at the injustice, the indignity of it. How dare they? How dare they? 

Batman would pay for this in kind, one day. 

Its little Archivist was hurt, when the Bat left, but not for long; they were stronger now, and for all his posturing and all his strength the Bat could not come close to breaking them. 

And then there was Tim— Robin. Was he a Friend? It didn’t think so. For all that he had been kind, and for all that he had the most delicious fear, he had also been the first to attempt to capture its little Archivist; and he had done nothing to protect him from the Bat beyond attempting to ease the pain of injuries which it had already healed. The Beholding did not forgive him for these insults.

Martin— it liked Martin. But he wasn’t there. It needed somebody who could take this thing off of their face—

Batgirl. 

Cass.

Friend. Oh, yes, best of all the Friends, she was, just then, kicking the cursed metal away in pieces. Clever girl, very clever, finding them, leading them to safety. The caves were a dangerous place, but its little Archivist was strong, he could guide them if it showed him the way— it Knew the caves, now, better than its Archivist did. On his own, he would treat them like the tunnels under the Institute, but of course they were not those tunnels, not at all; he would surely have lost himself in them the last time, if it weren't for its own involvement. 

And so the Beholding settled over its charge, watching, guarding, guiding. It would see its Archivist safely home; it would see him back to that place of Friends and cats and children and tea, and then they would both know this wonderful feeling, satisfied and content. 

 

 

They wandered underground for what felt like…

Well, to be completely honest, Jon hadn’t the faintest idea how long they were underground for. He was more focused on making sure he didn’t lose sight of Cass— Batgirl, Cass was Batgirl— beside him, that the twisting mass of caves didn’t lead either of them down somewhere they couldn’t come back from, or split them apart, never to find each other again.

The Eye was far more helpful than it had been at any time since his arrival in Gotham; seeming to anticipate any questions he might have asked of it, dropping directions and warnings into his head. Jon supposed that it must have wanted him to get home, too; the Bats had been starving him, however unintentional it might have been. 

Cass was on high alert, regularly pushing ahead of him, checking around every corner before they moved to a new section of the caves and sweeping her gaze behind them at least once a minute, peering into every side-passage and room that they encountered. They were going south, for the most part, towards the city proper, and Jon Knew the moment they were underneath the water. The pressure changed. His ears popped. He didn’t like it.

Last time, he’d wandered aimless and lost for hours and hours. This time, he moved with a purpose, with the knowledge and experience to back him up; they saw an upward-flowing stream, and he remembered it— the stream meant they were near those twisting tunnels that branched beyond what should have been possible, the corridor that sloped endlessly downward, and maybe even the room with the glowing green water. Lazarus, whispered the Eye. 

Jon didn’t want to travel through any of those places again; that had been deep in the caves, deeper than he was comfortable going. Of course, just as he had that thought, he noticed that about ten metres ahead of them there was a side passage, marked by a seemingly man made arch of stone bricks— beyond which he knew lay the corridor that sloped down in both directions. Something urged him towards it, but he didn’t want to go that way. Couldn’t they just continue forward? 

It’s the quickest way, he was informed. And the safest. He growled.

Cass looked at him strangely. 

He gestured in the air for a moment. ‘I’m thinking,’ he settled on, ‘trying to decide which way.’

She nodded, and then as she turned back the way they were walking, she froze— he nearly ran into her back— and Jon was just about to grumble something irritated about it when he heard it. 

Footsteps. Only… there was something wrong with them, irregular and shuffling, like they were dragging on the ground; the clanking of metal, the creaking of something, something old, and Jon felt the hair on his neck prickle and stand up.

Then there was a shriek, reminiscent of a screaming fox— only louder, distorted , crackled and rasping, and the sounds all paused before a chorus of return-calls echoed down the cave, and the shuffling and clanking and creaking returned; faster, louder, moving closer. Something was coming.

Run, that thing inside of him urged.

‘Go, go, go,’ Cass signed, turning around to shove him back the way they’d come, and Jon turned and started back down the cave .

Chittering cries went up into the air behind them; Jon chanced a glance over his shoulder just in time to see something turn the corner, and with a jolt of fear he realized that it was a goddamn walking corpse— dried skin stretched over old bones, a horrible too-wide smile frozen on its face and black, empty holes where its eyes once were; shreds of what might have been bandages were seemingly the only thing holding it together, with a single broken chain hanging from one wrist by a thick, rusted manacle. It was shambling after them far more quickly than any nightmare out of a zombie movie, all jerky movements and dragging limbs, and then it’s head snapped up as thought it could see them, somehow, even though it didn’t have eyes, and it let out a rattle that chilled Jon to his core, and— 

And then another one rounded the corner. And another. And another. 

Another chorus of shrieking cries went up, and Jon ran. 

Ahead of them: a seemingly endless, perfectly straight tunnel, taking them in the wrong direction . Behind them: certain death, or worse. The knowledge of what those things had done to previous victims dropped into Jon’s head against his most fervent wishes; nausea swelled within him, but he didn’t have time to be sick over the fate of some poor fools. He didn’t know where they were going anymore; all he knew was that those horrid, rasping calls were getting louder, closer, but he couldn’t afford even the smallest glance back to see how close, his heart thundering in his ears, in his throat, his feet pushing him forward against the hard stone floor as he ran faster than he could remember doing ever.

Five metres behind you, he was informed. And then: Four and a half. He pushed himself harder.

Cass had pulled ahead of him, so she saw it first— a ladder, set in the wall to one side, and had that been there before? Jon wasn’t sure. It didn’t matter. She threw herself at it, scaling to the top in under two seconds— a ledge of stone, shadows beyond it— and turned to reach a hand out to Jon as he rushed up, taking it two rungs at a time, reaching up to meet her and seize that offered hand in his—

She yanked him up just as the horde of undead slammed into the wall, clawed near-skeletal hands grasping up at the space where Jon’s legs had been a split-second earlier. He landed hard on the ground at the top, scrambling backwards away from where those things clawed at the ladder and at each-other, climbing atop one-another in their fervent attempts to get up to them, and he knew they wouldn’t be safe up there for long. But then Cass pulled something from her utility belt, something small and metallic, and—

Oh. 

An explosive.

She yanked a small pin out of what was, essentially, a small grenade, and tossed it down into that mass of twisting bodies; then she turned and practically threw herself on top of Jon, keeping him on his back as the device detonated, replacing the sound of snarls and creaking calls with a loud boom, a flash of light and a wave of heat that had Jon flinching violently— he heard Nikola’s laughter amidst the scream of burning plastic and I don't forgive you and for a moment, Jon was sure he was going to wake up in the hospital, alone and afraid and he should have died, but he hadn’t, and what was he? What was he—? But then his hearing returned, and he felt the weight of the girl on his chest, protecting him. Those creatures screamed in rage and agony for a long, long moment— long enough that Jon started to worry it hadn’t been enough— but as the heat faded, the screams died down to gasping death rattles, and finally Cass shifted off him and made her way to the edge in a careful crouch. 

She nodded back to Jon, a sort of reassurance that helped far more than it had any right to do, then took something else out of a pouch— two small round devices, which she stuck to the sides of the ladder near the top. There was a hiss, and then a loud clanging sound as the metal came apart and crashed to the floor below. 

Jon stared at her, trying to get his racing heart under control, gasping deep lungfuls of air tinged with acrid smoke and the smell of burning flesh and chemicals. And then, for some reason he couldn’t begin to guess at, Jon laughed.  

It started as a weak chuckle, but quickly devolved into the sort of hysterical thing that had him gasping for breath all over again; Cass seemed taken aback by it for a moment, but above all else she radiated concern, stepping closer with her hands out in a calming gesture. Jon waved her off, trying to gasp an explanation. 

“We— we— zombies, Cass! Zombies!” He laughed again, and she rolled her eyes— rolled her whole head, really, the movement exaggerated so that Jon could see it despite the mask. 

He took a deep breath and shook his head. “I just wish I was surprised. This is the way it goes, now, isn’t it?” He switched to signing. ‘My life is a nightmare.’

Cass huffed and held out a hand to Jon, which he took, and she pulled him to his feet. Right; they weren’t out of the woods just yet. He moved to glance down at the monsters on the level below— Cass stopped him with a hand on his chest. ‘No,’ she signed, ‘you don’t want to see it.’

Unfortunately, he Saw it anyway. Images of mangled, burnt corpses piled on top of each other in still-twitching pieces filled his mind. He grimaced. ‘Right.’

At the top of the ledge was a door, which Cass pushed open without fanfare, cautiously stepping through before gesturing for Jon to follow. They entered another corridor; this one hauntingly familiar, the walls lined with symbols and letters in a long-dead language that were so damaged by time as to be unreadable regardless, but still he Knew what they said— You who heed the call, know that your end is near.

Jon relayed this message to Cass, and she frowned under the mask. ‘Should we go a different way?’

This was the way they needed to go, if they wanted to get back on track toward the city. He shook his head. ‘Be careful,’ he cautioned. She nodded. 

But then they turned a corner, and ahead of them was a very, very familiar door. Dark wood; ornate knocker. Cass was moving towards it, and without thinking, Jon reached out and stopped her with a hand on her shoulder. 

She twisted to face him, taking in his expression— which he knew must have been a mix of recognition and intense fear— and she just nodded, and without asking a single question she turned on her heel and set off back the way they’d come. 

‘Is there a way around?’ she asked as they backtracked. 

Jon cast out with his mind, and thought— maybe. But if they were before the room with that glowing crystal, where Otto had met his end and Jon had very nearly followed, then didn’t that mean they were on the wrong side of the river?

Not necessarily. The Above and the Below do not follow the same rules.  

Jon sighed. “So where do we go?” he said out loud. 

Cass watched him. 

Jon waited. And then his feet pulled him a different way, off toward a grate in the floor that he hadn’t given much thought to on the way in, and he bent down to lift it up. 

In the darkness below, he heard the trickle of flowing water; it wasn’t far, and he Knew that it wasn’t deep, either. Carefully, he slipped his legs into the opening, grabbed the edge, and let himself fall in— hanging from his fingers a moment before dropping the last half a foot with a small splash. 

The water barely reached the tops of his feet; he was wearing short boots, as was practical in a city where it rained as much as it did in Gotham, so he was largely unbothered by it. After a beat, Cass appeared in the opening above him, looking down at him and tilting her head to one side. ‘It’s okay?’

He nodded. ‘Yes, all good. Come on.’

She dropped down next to him and looked back and forth along the length of this underground stream. ‘Which way?’

Jon cast his eyes around, and then pointed upstream; they needed to walk against the flow of it. Cass nodded, and they set out. 

They walked through the water for about twenty minutes, but after only five Jon started to feel… uneasy. After ten, the shadows started to feel like they were moving, shifting, the glow of his eyes not quite able to penetrate as far into the darkness as it had up until then, his field of vision gradually shrinking as time wore on. Something told him that he was being watched, and not in the normal sense— there was something hidden, there, in the depths of the cave, something that wished them harm, and Jon thought that he’d just about had it with things trying to kill him.

Just as he turned to tell Cass that something was wrong, there was a splash in the water behind them. 

One shared glance, and they were off again; sprinting through the tunnel, the water rushing past their feet seeming to pull them back; the shallow splashing with every step only made Jon feel horribly exposed, like whatever was undoubtedly after them would know their fear by the anxious rhythm of it. Then, a fork in the tunnel; the way out was to stay with the water, according to that little nagging voice in his head, but Cass left the stream behind and dashed onto solid stone. Jon followed, panting, and he wasn’t even sure what they were running from— he hadn’t seen anything, but that was the problem, wasn’t it? He couldn’t see anything; he could barely see three feet in front of him, could barely see Cass as she pulled further ahead, until she stopped suddenly and this time he did run into her, and he realized with a jolt of horror that this tunnel was a dead end.

Cass turned to face him, but instead, her eyes locked on something behind him over his shoulder, and Jon could feel the terror rise in her at whatever she saw there— and as the Darkness closed in around them, Jon planted himself in front of her and turned to face—

 

No.

It was not the Archivist who spun to face the Dark; it was not the Archivist who bared its teeth and flashed its eyes and spoke, in words tinged with power, face a mask of fury.

“You will not have them.”

The creature of the Dark— for that is what this was, some unfortunate thing that had called these depths home, taken and made something formless and sightless and faceless— snarled back, and although no words reached its ears, the one who was of the Eye, of Knowledge, understood perfectly. 

He will be Marked, the Darkness declared, in words that could not be heard. 

“No.”

The creature lunged; nothing but ink-black shapes in the Shadows that the Eye’s glow did not seem to penetrate, but it Saw regardless— it was strong, it would not be laid low by some thoughtless thing as this, and it twisted around and twisted through the Dark as the Dark fell in around it. For a brief moment, the being of Sight saw nothing, knew nothing but an all-encompassing emptiness ; but it was stronger than this cowardly thing (this thing that could not show its true self, lest it be destroyed) and its Gaze cut through nothing to come out on the other side, turning toward the Darkness again with its eyes a bright-glowing green and a grin on its face.

It realized its mistake a moment too late.

Cass did not scream— could not scream— but all at once, she was a beacon of fear within that mass of Shadow, and it felt an indignant sort of rage rise up within it as the Dark began to dissipate from the room, and her fear went with it, and for all her strength of will she was gone.

No.

No, it would not allow this; the Dark could not have the Archivist, and it could not have her, their protector, their Friend, either. And so, the Beholding moved not away from the shadows, but rather towards them, pushing against every instinct and chasing that quickly-fading trace of lost-afraid-help-help- help, pushing through air that was not air, that felt like dreams, sticky and clingy and pulling it down, down like weights on its limbs— but it stayed the course, and broke free; and following that trail of Fear it tumbled out into another place; still underground, not far from where they had been, but all unfamiliar. On unsteady limbs it scrambled after those last vestiges of terror, moving toward the point of deepest shadow until it found itself poised in a crouch at the edge of an ever-shifting pool of Dark which sank into the gray-stone floor of the cavern like so much ink into dry earth.

“Show me,” it demanded, staring deep into that impossible Darkness. “Show me what you are.”

The shadows around it hardened, and in response the Beholding hissed, pulling on the well of power and of fear that made it what it was to reach a hand down and into that horrid unseen, unseeable place, sinking into it nearly to the shoulder, and it pushed past its own revulsion to close its fist around something at the core of it— something sharp, something hot that sent a shiver of ice up its arm and into its chest, something so cold that it burned, and it snarled and flinched and stared, and Stared, and Looked and it Saw and its voice was loud, deafening in the unnatural quiet of this place:

“I see you,” it said. “You cannot hide. I See you.”

The Ceaseless Watcher wrenched its hand free of the inky Dark, and tore what it held up into the searing light of its Gaze. 

The thing it pulled from the Darkness was not meant to be seen, in any sense of the word. A creature, barely more than a husk, that might once have been human, or might have been like the things which the little Archivist fled not an hour before; long-since reduced to the cracked remnants of skin over bones that could not possibly have supported it, limbs twisted and bent in ways that it Knew human bodies were not meant to move. Beholding had thrust its hand through the thing’s back, into the place where its rib cage protruded, distended and wrong, and had gripped this creature’s sorry excuse for a heart in its now scraped and bloodied fingers, fresh cuts and burns stinging as they healed as quickly as they appeared, blood mixing with a Dark, ice-cold liquid that was not water and running down its forearm; and with the creature was pulled another form, indistinct and struggling within the Dark that covered her, the creature’s too-long fingers still wrapped around her throat as she kicked and thrashed, silent and afraid, her mask lost to the viscous substance that clung to her and dripped from her hair.

The Beholding reached for the limb that had its Friend in that horrible grip, closed a hand around the thing’s wrist, squeezed and twisted, snarling with satisfaction as bones ground to pieces under the force of it; then it pushed the creature away from her, throwing it to the ground, and it could feel more bones crack as it collided with hard stone. Cass fell to the side, desperate terror still fresh on her bare face, and she tore what remained of that hand from around her throat as she went; retching and coughing up that impossibly black liquid as Beholding descended on the thing which dared to hurt her—  fist slamming down into an old skull once, twice, three times, putting the full force of Knowing behind each strike. The creature reached up, clawing for its eyes— catching it on the chin with jagged nails and wailing a silent cry— but the Eye merely changed course, twisted to plant a knee on the offending limb, near to the body; and then it took hold of its mangled forearm, and with a decisive, wet crack, tore it free at the elbow. 

The creature of the Dark wailed again— in rage, for it could not feel true pain— and although it was silent, the cry echoed through the tunnel around them, near-deafening.

“Be still,” Beholding Commanded, and the creature went still. 

It leaned down and forward, bringing its own face close to what was left of the thing’s skull, staring into the place where eyes might once have been.

“Leave,” it hissed.

And with one last rattle of old, weary bones, the Darkness fled— the malice fading from the room, replaced by a soft green glow which it Knew came from its own eyes.

The threat was gone. 

Barely three feet away, there was Friend-Cass, still partially prone on the ground, breathing hard and staring at it with an expression of pure shock. 

It stared back. For a moment, neither of them seemed to know what to do— but oh, right. Right. It was supposed to talk, wasn’t it?

“Hello, Friend,” it said, and attempted a smile.

Friend-Cass shifted to sitting, moving away from the now-motionless corpse they shared this space with. She lifted her hands, and with them she spoke.

‘Jon?’ She signed.

Oh, of course. She didn’t know, did she? It shook its head, lifted its own hands to reply in kind. ‘Jon isn’t here right now.’

She frowned. ‘Where is he?’

‘I sent him away,’ it explained. ‘He does not know the Dark. I don’t want him to know the Dark.’

Cass swallowed. ‘That was the dark?’

‘The Dark, yes. It wanted to take him. This is not allowed.’

She touched her throat. ‘You helped me.’

It nodded. ‘You are a Friend.’

‘Who are you?’

That… was a very good question. ‘I am the one who Sees. The one who Watches.’

‘You are the Archivist.’

It shook its head. ‘Jon is the Archivist. I am sometimes the same, but not me. Not now.’

She waited for it to elaborate. 

It wasn’t sure how to explain. It had never had to think about what it was, before. ‘I am Beholding,’ it tried, fingerspelling the letters, but it lacked the gravitas without the sound of it, so—

“I am Beholding, the Eye, the Ceaseless Watcher. Jon is my Archivist, and I protect him.” And then— ‘I protect him,’ it repeated, for emphasis. ‘I protect his Friends. My Friends. You.’ 

Cass slowly rose to her feet from a crouch, her eyes never leaving it, staring like it was a puzzle to be solved. It preened at the attention, another small smile, just for her. ‘Is Jon safe?’ She asked.

It smiled wider. Such a silly question! ‘Yes,’ it said. ‘I protect him,’ it repeated, standing so they were eye-to-Eye again.

She shook her head. ‘Can he hear—‘ she frowned, changed tracks, ‘can he see us? Does he know?’

Ah, of course. ‘No,’ it told her. ‘He is asleep.’

‘Why?’  

It glanced down at the old corpse on the ground. This was not the place for such a discussion; it would bring them to true safety, first.

‘Come, this way.’

She followed it into the caves again; it Knew the way out, from there. A crack in the wall, barely wide enough for them to squeeze through, opened into another passage and led them to a staircase leading up; and at the top, a heavy door, beyond which lay an old crypt, empty of any bodies— they knew where those bodies were, now, left behind burned and in pieces in their wake. Cass stuck close to it as they moved through that space, with its too-clean walls and blank slates that should have been engraved with commemorations of the deceased, until eventually they rounded a corner and stepped through an empty doorway, and the world righted itself. 

They left the crypts behind, and emerged into what would soon become a church— a place of Power— but was hardly more than a building, just then. There, it turned to face her. She looked up at the ceiling, the mark of the Web stretching out above them, and then back to it.

“Jon and Daisy, they came here from a different world,’ it explained. ‘In that world, there are many Fears.’

Cass frowned. ‘Fears?’

It nodded. ‘We are… like gods.’

Cass froze. ‘You?’

It nodded. ‘I am the Eye. Beholding. There is also the Hunt— Daisy, she is a Hunter.’

‘Fearhound,’ Cass spelled out. 

It purred lightly. ‘Yes, my Friend. There are fourteen, as many understand them. There is the Web,’ it pointed up, ‘the Lonely. The Vast. The Buried. And the rest.’

She nodded, catching on; ‘the Dark?’

‘Yes. The Dark.’

‘Why don’t you want Jon to know the Dark?’ 

It hummed. ‘Back in the other world,’ it explained, ‘there is a servant of the Eye. He is called the Watcher; he wants…’

It swallowed saliva; human bodies were strange things. Hummed again. It needed to Speak, for this. “The Watcher seeks to bring the Fears into his world in their wholeness,” it began, “to craft a ritual which might open the Door to Us, so we might end the world as it is and he might rule over what is left; immortal king of a world made in Our image, a world of Terror and Pain.”

Cass was afraid, then, but not so much as it might have expected. ‘The Watcher is yours, and he doesn’t want Jon to know the Dark?’ she guessed, incorrectly.

“No. The Watcher does not serve me— he serves the Eye, the Ceaseless Watcher, the Beholding…”

She was confused. ‘You are the Eye, the Beholding. You told me.’

It shook its head. “I am new. I am… yes, I am of the Eye, but I am also of Gotham. I am different. I am new.” it wanted her to understand; needed somebody to understand. “The Watcher, he wants the Archivist back, and he wants him Marked by all the Fears for his own ends, for his ritual. But I came to Be in this place, and to return to where I was not would be to cease.”

Cass nodded along. ‘Beholding is big,’ she inferred, ‘And old, and you are small, and new, right?’

It grinned. ‘Yes, yes! Right. You understand.’

‘You are…’ she paused, searching for the best way to describe it, ‘You are the child of the old Eye,’ she settled on. ‘You are not the Eye.’

It frowned. That… sounded right. Perhaps it had been mistaken. Perhaps it was not truly Beholding; not anymore. 

‘Are you the Archivist?’ she asked, for the second time.

‘No,’ it shook its head. ‘Jon is the Archivist, and I help him. I am… I don’t know.’ And wasn’t that something? It grinned again. ‘I don’t know!’

She smiled back. ‘I think you get to choose,’ she told it. ‘You pick who you are. So, what is your name?’

What was it, then? It was not the Beholding, and not the Archivist; if it got to choose a name, it needed to be something that encompassed what it was. How?  

And then, it Knew.

“I am the Archive,” it decided, a giddy, unfamiliar sort of excitement accompanying the words.

Cass nodded, spelled out the name— ‘Archive,’ the letters confident and familiar in her hands— and then considered a moment before signing something new: she tapped a finger to the side of her head, near her eye, and then brought it forward into a fist, which made the letter A and was joined by the other hand in creating the sign for protect.

The Archive copied the movement, and she nodded. ‘Your name,’ she explained. ‘Archive.’

And the Archive discovered yet another new feeling; warm and happy, like the satisfaction of a Statement, but somehow… brighter, buzzing in its chest and making it feel light, and it could not name it, but it decided that it liked this feeling very, very much.

 

 

April 13, 05:47

Leslie: Come see me as soon as you can.

R.H.: On my way

 

Notes:

The Archive has gained some sentience, and with it, a name! Cass continues to be Best Girl. The Archive agrees with this.
I’ve decided to make Friday my regular posting day for the foreseeable future! With my class schedule this semester, it’s just what makes sense.

Thank you immensely to Lira and MJ for all your help with this chapter. I got a lot of very very good notes (and a lot of screaming) (the good kind!) from them this week.
Also, the name Archive was chosen collectively by members of the Aspicio discord server, who have also nicknamed it Chive. I made up the sign-name Cass gave it. We’ll see if we can get to the point of calling it Chive in the actual fic eventually, lol.

Next time: Setting the Record.

Chapter 29: Setting the Record

Summary:

A dream and a nightmare.
In which Tim makes some discoveries.

Notes:

Chapter contains Nightmares, Fear Content (almost all of them), kidnapping, abandonment, lies, reckless driving, Homestuck content (i'm so sorry), panic, characters continue to be in distress.
Chapter is also 8.4k words long! Whoops.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jon was sitting near the edge of a cliff overlooking the sea, with his bare feet in soft grass, the wind in his hair, and the sun on his face. It was a lovely day; he was out there with Martin, who had just gone to get tea. He would be back soon. 

“Jon!” Martin called from behind him, laughter in his voice. “Jon, you know I can’t swim.”

Jon threw his head back over his shoulder, smiling. “The water’s not deep, Martin. It’s okay.”

But it wasn’t Martin, standing behind Jon— it was Mike, Michael Crew, and instead of Martin’s friendly smile he wore a cold, harsh frown.

“You know that’s not true.”

Jon stood up. “What— where’s—?”

Mike rolled his eyes. “Martin’s not here, Jon. You left him.”

Jon shook his head. “No, I— I didn’t— not on purpose.”

He sighed. “I was trying to be nice, you know.”

Jon felt static start to rush in his head. “What—?”

Mike stepped forward and pushed him off the cliff.

Jon fell. 

Jon fell, and for an instant that was no time at all, for a moment that stretched into infinity, all he knew was the sting of cold air against his face and the breath being pulled from his lungs and above him, the sky lay wide open and it was all there was, just infinite blue with no land in sight, the horizon line stretching endlessly into the distance— and below him, the sea, unfathomably deep and rushing towards him and then the moment was over, and he was plunged into those icy depths.

Jon found himself sinking no matter how he tried to swim, falling deeper and deeper, water filling his mouth and lungs until the pressure crushed him, ribs cracking and compressing, and the last speck of light disappeared from above— or was it? He didn’t know which way was up, anymore, all he knew was—

All he knew was the crushing weight of the earth all around him, the mud filling his throat, and Daisy, where was Daisy, he couldn’t find her— the pounding of the rain and the singing of the coffin and—

And the song of the circus; blindfold pulled from his face to reveal the dancers spinning each other around and around, and there was Nikola, and Sasha— but that— that wasn’t the Sasha he remembered— where was Tim? He couldn’t find Tim. Was he alright? Had the circus killed him, had they won—?

Nikola stopped in front of him, leaning down, fingers covered in something slimy, something awful that smelled like vanilla— like coconut— like lavender, something that she rubbed into his face as he thrashed and coughed (his mouth tasted like dirt and seawater and far too much sky) but she only crooned, gripping his chin in her other hand, grip so strong he was sure he would bruise, and—

“Don’t be silly, Archivist! If Tim were dead, he’d be here!”

“Where— where is he?” Jon choked out, past the fear that pounded in his head and threatened to hold his jaw shut, and he could tell right away that the question hadn’t worked.

Nikola tsked. “So many questions, Archivist! Now, stand up; it’s time for the Dance!”

“N-no!” Jon flinched back, and this— this was all wrong, where were the others? His friends, if you could call them that, Basira and Daisy and—

No, no— 

He’d done this already, he’d— 

He’d died.

He’d died, and he’d dug out of a grave— or, no, he’d woken up in the hospital, he’d—

“I made a choice. We all made choices.”

He’d been dead, and then—

“Make your choice, Jon.”

And then he woke up, and there was someone standing over him with a knife— was it Melanie? He couldn’t see her, all he knew was the guilt, heavy in his chest, and the searing pain in his shoulder as she— no, no— searing pain in his stomach as the form in front of him resolved into Michael, his too-sharp fingers slick with Jon’s blood, as a door that was not there a moment before opened up and Michael— Helen, but only a glimpse from the back, he—she— it was leaving— no—!

He jerked forward, reached out after the Distortion—

“Don’t! Don’t leave me here, please, please, wait!”

His hand closed around the doorknob, and it was made of wax, and it burned. He stumbled backward, clutching his hand to his chest, and he tripped— he fell through a wall, landing hard on his back, and that was when he saw her: filthy red dress, horrible mockery of a human smile on her mangled face, and Jane Prentiss and her worms descended on Jon and he screamed—

Jon opened his eyes, and he was standing in the woods over an open grave, dirt covering his arms, Michael Crew staring back at him from below with vacant, empty eyes. The cut on his neck throbbed. He couldn’t see Daisy.

He felt a hand on his shoulder— Elias, he knew it was Elias, but when he turned around, he could not see the man’s eyes; they were vacant pools of shadow, unknowable, yet filled with open amusement at Jon’s battered and bruised state, flicking over the cuts and burns and pockmarks and dirt and blood. His expression was so satisfied that Jon couldn’t help but jerk backwards; and he felt something wrap around his wrists, his ankles, his throat, something sticky and thin and deceptively strong, pulling him backwards— and he fell once again, tumbling into the grave he’d dug with his own aching hands.

Jon gasped awake, eyes flying open, only to find himself laying on his back on something soft, something familiar, and he looked up to see the smiling, tired face of his mother. 

“What?” He tried to sit up, whipping his head around his room— his first bedroom, he hadn’t been here since he was five, what the hell—?

His mother pushed him back down, gently, so gently. “It’s alright,” she told him, pulling the blanket up to cover his shoulders. “Just a nightmare. Go back to sleep.” 

He was so entranced by her face, trying to memorize every part of it before she was gone again, that it took Jon several seconds to realize that it wasn’t her voice. 

His mother brushed the hair out of his face, and someone else’s words fell from her lips.

“Relax, Archivist. Nothing can hurt you here.” 

Jon tried to sit up, and with a jolt of fear realized he couldn’t.  

Then his mother grinned and plunged a hand into his chest, and Jon tried to scream, but the sound was choked out in his throat, and he didn’t understand— that wasn’t her hand, surely, his mother’s hands were soft and kind and this was cruel and meaty and— and he was sure the fingers had far too many bones—

His grandmother stared down at him, and he was sitting on her old, battered couch, and she was holding… was that a rib? 

It was his rib.

“Now, was that so hard? Really, Jonathan, I don’t see what all the fuss was about.”

He shook his head, and it felt wrong, wrong, all of this was wrong, and Jon was so small, and she was walking away, leaving behind a pile of old books, and—

He reached into the pile and picked one up, and he knew what would be on the cover before he looked down. 

A Guest for Mr. Spider.

And Jon was eight years old again, walking down the street, book in hand, and there, there was a door.

Knock, a voice in his mind urged.

Jon would like to say his hand lifted all on its own, out of his control, but that would be a lie. No; he simply needed to know what was on the other side, he needed to know who was waiting for him, what would happen. Nobody had to puppet his shaking hand for him to lift it to the door and knock.

It creaked open into a long, dark hallway, and Jon stepped carefully inside. 

“Hello?” He called, and there was no answer. He walked forward. There were no lights in the hallway, but he found he could see anyways.

“Hello?” A voice echoed back, and it was his own; young and innocent and afraid, and Jon sped up; he turned a corner, only to nearly run head first into someone he didn’t recognize— a woman, with dark skin and short, pale hair, a section of what could only be spider webs criss-crossing over one temple, and Jon couldn’t help but take two steps back when he saw her, eyes going wide and instincts screaming danger!

She smiled, and it was… kind. Normal, almost, if it weren’t for the way her teeth were just a little bit too white, and a little bit too sharp. “Hello, Archivist,” she said, and Jon knew her voice immediately. 

“Are you this world’s Archivist, then?” Jon had heard her ask, once, on a tape recorder found deep, deep underground.

“Wh— what? What do you—?” Otto Tielo, the unfortunate cave explorer, had tried to ask, only to be interrupted by the woman’s tsk.

“I suppose not,” she had said. “This world has nothing to Archive, after all. Not yet, anyway.”

Jon stared at her, and the woman’s smile widened. Then she turned around, and spoke to someone else, someone in the room behind her.

“You’ve done well,” she said. 

Behind her was a living room, tidy and clean; a small child sat on a comfortable-looking couch, sipping something hot from a mug covered in golden spiderweb cracks, like it had been broken and then fused back together with liquid metal.

“It’s called kintsugi,” the child on the couch explained, meeting Jon’s eyes, and it only took him that moment to realize that the child was himself, himself at eight-years-old, himself with wide eyes; wide green eyes, he realized— his own had been brown, before he Became— but otherwise, it was like looking back in time.

“Hello, little Archivist!” The child grinned, and Jon opened and closed his mouth several times before looking back to the amused face of the woman in front of him. 

“What’s, uh…?” He said, intelligently. “What?”

She stepped aside, gesturing him into the living room; she herself moved to a chair off to the side, leaving the closer end of the couch free for Jon to take. He walked in, cautious steps, and perched on the very edge of the cushion.  

“This one has come into its own far quicker than I had expected,” the woman said, which explained approximately nothing.

“Who are you?” Jon asked, not sure which of the two he was speaking to. 

The kid set down the kintsugi-lined mug and shifted tiny, socked feet up onto the couch to be closer to eye-level with Jon.

“I’m the Archive!” The child explained happily. “I’ve protected you, and Miss said that I could tell you, if I wanted, and I did!”

“Tell me what?” Jon asked.

“That we don’t have to go back! We’re going to stay in Gotham, okay?”

Jon swallowed. “What— what about Martin?”

The woman smiled. “I’m working on that.”

The kid nodded, head bouncing up and down. “And, and! Miss said there’s going to be more of us, now, so we won’t be so hungry anymore!”

Jon didn’t know what was happening. “What do you mean, you’re the Archive?”

The kid pouted. “You’re smarter than that, Archie, come on. Think.”

Jon tried, but his usual reflex these days was to reach for the Beholding, and it was unnervingly absent. “Archive,” he said again, and then— 

Oh.

“Are you the Eye?”

The kid nodded, then paused, and shook its head instead. “Friend-Cass said I’m not. She said I’m myself.”

Jon blinked. “You spoke to Cass?”

It nodded, smiling again. “I like her! I didn’t let the Dark have her, either.”

Jon looked to the woman, still sitting with that vaguely amused expression on her face. “What does this mean?”

Her smile widened into something predatory. “It means, Archivist, that you have some very good friends. You would do well to try to keep them.”

That answered nothing. “I already knew that,” he snapped. “What is the— the Archive talking about?”

She stood up. “Just what it said. Now, I think you’ve made your friend wait long enough— it’s time to go.”

Jon stood up, too, and the Archive bounced from the couch and walked straight up the wall until it could touch the ceiling, sticking there and crouching upside down like a bat. It grinned. 

“Does that mean we can eat again soon?” It asked, “The Dark was mean.”

Jon looked up at the child crouching on the ceiling. “Uh,” he tried. “I don’t know. I don’t think there’s any other statements…”

The Archive hummed consideringly, and the woman chuckled. “Come on, Archivist. Wake up.”

The Archive stood up on the roof, reaching down to Jon, and took his face in its hands— they were cold, and its fingers weren’t quite the right length, and Jon realized all at once that the kid had far, far too many eyes. And then all those eyes blinked simultaneously and suddenly the floor fell away and it was just the two of them, floating in an empty nothingness , and Jon screwed his eyes shut against a surge of vertigo.

And then…

He was laying flat on his back on something solid and cold. Jon opened his eyes, and stared up at a strangely familiar spider-web pattern laid into the roof of what looked like…

…A church?

Jon sat up— or tried to, because the moment he moved there was a face above him, and his forehead nearly collided with Cass’s chin as she dodged backwards and he flinched toward the ground again.

“Where— what—?” He looked back and forth between Cass and the roof and himself, and he tried to shift to sitting again only to find that his whole body hurt. He fell back to one elbow and clutched at his head, eyes shut against the pain. He could feel his heartbeat throbbing in his hand. 

“What happened?”

He cracked an eye open just in time to see Cass’ shoulders slump in relief. ‘Hi, Jon,’ she signed. ‘Good to see you.’

Jon shook his head, lifted his hands. ‘Where are we?’

She looked up. ‘A church. A few months ago, there was a fire. Now they’re building it again.’

It clicked, then. ‘I’ve been here before.’

Cass tilted her head. 'When?’

Jon swallowed. ‘After I ran away from WayneTech, I went underground, and came up here.’

Cass nodded along. ‘The Archive led us out.’

Jon took a deep breath. He wanted to know what happened, but a part of him was suddenly sure that the details didn’t matter. All that mattered was that he and Cass were out, now, and—

‘You’re okay?’ He checked. 

She nodded. ‘We were attacked by the Dark. The Archive beat it up.’ she mimed punching into her fist, a playful grin on her face. ‘It was cool.’

Jon shook his head. ‘My arms hurt. My head hurts.’

Cass frowned. ‘Sorry. I went the wrong way.’

‘It’s not your fault,’ Jon told her. ‘The Dark makes you confused and disoriented. It makes you lose yourself. And you’ve never met it before.’

Cass held a hand out for him to take, and pulled him to his feet. ‘Have you met the Dark?’ she asked, reaching into a pocket for her phone. 

Jon shook his head. ‘Not myself, no. But I’ve read… Stories, about it. Statements.’ 

Cass made a frustrated gesture at her phone, and Jon leaned over to see what was wrong. 

The screen was black. She pressed and held the power button; nothing happened.

‘It’s broken,’ she lamented. 

Jon sighed. ‘Technology doesn’t like the Fears,’ he explained. ‘If you charge it, maybe it’ll work again, but I don’t know.’

Cass shoved it back in her pocket. ‘We need a phone.’

Jon hummed, and suddenly he remembered something.

‘Do you have money?’

Cass nodded and opened a hidden pouch in her suit, revealing several coins and a few bills. Jon pointed out toward the cemetery.

‘There’s a payphone, that way. Near the bridge.’

Cass nodded. ‘Right. We can go there and call Daisy?’

Jon smiled. God, he missed Daisy. “Yes. Ready to go?’

Cass started nodding, then seemed to realize something— ‘Hold on, I need to…’

She reached into a pouch and pulled out what Jon instantly recognized as a domino mask. ‘I lost my mask,’ she explained, gesturing over her head and sadly making little bat-ears with her fingers. ‘But I need to protect my ID. This is okay.’

Jon nodded. ‘Right. Are you ready now?’

Cass finished pressing the mask over her eyes. ‘Ready!’

They headed out.

Leaving the church and walking through the cemetery filled Jon with such an intense feeling of unease that he found himself walking faster with every step, taking the most direct route to the main gate that he could. He went so quickly that he almost tripped on at least three occasions; Cass kept pace easily and gracefully, of course, watching him strangely out of the corner of her eye. 

They left the cemetery.

Last time Jon had walked this path, it had been with Daisy, covered in mud and so exhausted that they could barely see straight, the midnight rain lashing against their skin and soaking through their clothes, and neither had known where they were going, just that they had to put one foot in front of the other, that if they stopped to rest they wouldn’t be able to go on. This time, Jon breathed deep, watching the dawn light bleed through the clouds and chase away the stars; this time, he knew where he was going, and he knew that his home awaited him. 

A thought occurred to him as the bridge came into view, and he turned to Cass again. 

‘How long have you known who I am?’

Cass pressed her lips together, glanced toward the impending sunrise. ‘Yesterday,’ she explained, ‘Daisy came to the library. She told us you were missing, and she was trying to find you, and I realized you were lost at the same time as the Archivist was caught.’

Jon nodded. ‘Does Barbara know?’

Cass shook her head. ‘I don’t think so. I didn’t tell her. I realized around… last week, that Daisy and Alice are the same person, but Barbara doesn’t know that.’

Jon gave her a small smile. ‘Thank you,’ he signed. ‘You protected us. You helped me. Thank you.’

Then Cass smiled back, and they turned the corner, and there it was: the phone booth. Jon could have wept with relief, if he wasn’t so exhausted; they jogged the last few metres, and Cass pressed a few dollars worth of coins into Jon’s hand. He fed them into the slot with shaking fingers; he was going to call Daisy. He was going to call Daisy, and she was going to come and get him, and everything was going to be okay. He was going to go home.

He picked up the phone; input her number. He held it to his ear and waited while it rang. 

And rang. And kept ringing. 

The call went to voicemail, and Jon’s stomach sank.

He swallowed. “Daisy, hey, it’s—” 

The call disconnected with high-pitched screech, and Jon felt a jolt of panic— he’d forgotten that he couldn’t record himself— and for a moment he was sure he had broken the payphone entirely; but then Cass reached over and slid more coins into the slot with a worried frown, and it came back to life. 

He input the number again, and waited. And waited. And it rang, and rang, and he swallowed and handed it to Cass. ‘I can’t leave a message,’ he explained. 

She nodded her understanding. ‘Because of the Archive?’

He rubbed his sleeve between his fingers with his off-hand. ‘Yes.’

She took the phone. Cleared her throat.

“Daisy,” she enunciated carefully. “I found Jon. We’re at… a payphone, near a bridge. Um…” she looked to Jon.

‘I know the way,’ he signed. ‘If nobody comes to get us, we can walk. It’ll be a few hours.’

She nodded. “Jon knows the way. We will walk, maybe. He is okay.”

She passed the phone back to Jon, and he hung up. She passed him more coins. ‘Who next?’

“Jason,” Jon said out loud, and Cass tilted her head. ‘Who?’

His hands were busy putting coins into the slot and typing in the number. “Jason Todd, did you know him? He’s the Red Hood now.”

She made a silent oh. ‘He died. Babs doesn’t talk about it.’ a pause, a nod. ‘But, I think she calls him sometimes? Tries to call him.’

Jon rolled his eyes. “Yes, he’s rather touchy about his family, but after the last few days I can’t say I blame him. They’re a mess.”

Cass huffed in dry amusement. ‘They’re weird. I’m glad I live with Babs,’ she reflected, while Jon put the phone to his ear and waited with bated breath. Maybe Daisy was asleep, but surely Jason would pick up— this was his personal number, unless he’d changed it since Jon was taken, and he always answered this phone.

It rang. And rang. And then—

It didn’t even go to voicemail. It just disconnected; a mechanized voice droning “This number is not available.”

Okay. Okay, maybe Jason was asleep too. He’d just need to call again. 

He put more coins in. Dialed the number. 

It rang, and then: “This number is not available.”

Jon wanted to cry. He took more coins, tried again; his hands were shaking.

“Please, please, please pick up…”

And then—

And then he did. From the phone came Jason’s voice, tired and irritated, but—

“Fucking stop calling me!” he snapped, and Jon smiled and let out a shaky breath. “God, you don’t—”

He was cut off by a click and a flat dial tone.

“—know how good… it… oh.”

Jason had hung up on him.

The moment she saw his expression drop, Cass’ entire demeanor changed. She grabbed the phone from him and hung it back up, face showing tightly controlled anger; then she shoved more coins into the slot and punched in a number herself.

“Who, uh…?” Jon asked. 

“Babs,” Cass answered bluntly, shoving the phone into his hands again and crossing her arms. “She will answer.”

Jon must have looked unsure, because Cass repeated with a scowl: “She will answer.”

Sure enough, Jon held the phone up to his ear, and after only a couple of rings a voice came through on the other side. 

“Barbara Gordon speaking.”

For a moment, Jon was lost for words; his throat felt tight, the words trapped in his chest. 

“Hello? Who is this?”

“Barbara,” Jon choked out. “Babs, I— it’s Jon. I—”

She inhaled sharply on the other side. “Jon? Shit— where are you? Are you hurt?”

“I’m— I’m okay,” he managed. “I, ah. I’m at a payphone, near the, um…” 

Robert Kane Memorial Bridge, I’ve got it— are you alone? Do I need to bring police—?”

“No!” Jon interjected. “No, no police, I’m— well, ah, Batgirl is with me. She found me. I’m safe.”

A relieved exhale on the other side. “Good, that's good, Jon. Has Batgirl contacted anybody else?”

Jon thought about telling her his identity— or at least mentioning that he knew hers— but it didn’t seem like the kind of thing to bring up over the phone. “No,” he glanced at Cass, “We… ended up in the caves, and, well. It’s a long story, but her phone isn’t working, and she lost her comm, so…”

“Right. Hence the payphone. Is she alright?”

“I think so,” Jon nodded, even though Barbara couldn’t see it. “Might want to get her checked out, though. She, ah, well— she almost drowned, earlier?” He frowned. She had? When? He didn’t remember that happening… “But she, ah. She seems okay now.”

“Okay,” Barbara said evenly, in what was obviously her Oracle-voice, and Jon wondered how she kept the two separate in her head. “I’m on my way, just sit tight.”

Jon nodded. “Thank you.”

“Stay on the line.”

So he did. He huddled with Cass in that phone booth, listening to Barbara tell him about what she’d been doing to try to find him— in vague enough language that if he hadn’t known who she was, it wouldn’t have exposed her, but as it was, it was blatantly obvious to Jon that she’d been asking the Bats themselves for help finding him. That knowledge made him want to laugh, made cold dread flood through him, made his head hurt; what was he supposed to do with that?

He was going to have to tell her. He knew that, now. He wasn’t going to be able to keep the identity of himself or his captors from her, not once they realized he had escaped; and besides that, he owed it to her to come clean. At the very least, he knew Cass would have his back— for some reason, she seemed to trust him. 

A car drove over the bridge, vaguely familiar, and for a moment Jon thought it might have been Barbara— but, no, she was still over ten minutes out. Cass put more coins in the slot to keep the call going. Somewhere, a car honked angrily. Jon jumped; but nothing else happened. Nothing else was going to happen. He forced himself to relax.

Another few minutes had passed when Jon started to feel uneasy.

By this point, he’d learned to trust his instincts— he was being watched, and it was familiar, but it didn’t feel friendly.  

He turned to Cass. ‘Someone is outside, watching.’

Her expression hardened. ‘I’ll go look. Tell Babs,’ she ordered, and slipped out of the half-cover of the phone booth. 

“There’s someone here,” Jon told the woman on the phone, voice dropped to a whisper. “Batgirl went to find out who.”

She swore softly. “I’ll be there in five. Try to stay put.”

“Yes, I am— but—” the feeling intensified, and Jon hunched over the phone, glancing around nervously. He couldn’t see Cass. “Listen, Barbara, if something happens— there’s something I need you to know—”

She cut him off. “Nothing is going to happen, Jon, you’re going to be just fine, okay?”

A flash of colour in the dark. “Babs, just listen, please, I’m— I know who you are, okay? And I—”

“Archie!” a young, familiar voice called, and Jon spun to face it as Robin came barreling out of the shadows, headed straight for him, and—

Jon panicked, okay?

He dropped the phone, leaving it dangling by the cord, and Asked Robin a Question. 

“What is the name and a detailed summary of every piece of media you have ever consumed?”

Robin froze. Jon froze. And the kid started to speak, and Jon realized that standing right behind him, half-melted out of the shadows and poised to leap forward and intercept him, was Cass.

Only, she was frozen too; caught by Jon’s eyes, by the Question, forced to go still and listen as Robin spoke, his words pulled out of him in a way that was familiar, now, but still as awful as it had ever been.

“Homestuck is a multimedia story about four kids on different sides of the country,” Robin said, “all playing a game that ends the world, told in a non-linear sort of—”

Jon knew that this was a dangerous gambit— the question would keep them all in place for however long it took the kid to explain every piece of media he’d ever consumed, which was presumably a lot of media. But Barbara was less than ten minutes out, and all she would have to do is break Robin’s eye contact with Jon, and they’d all be fine. 

He just had to hope the kid didn’t have backup on the way.

 

 

Tim was really starting to wish he had backup on the way. 

Look, in his defense, everyone else had still been asleep when he’d gone down to talk to Archie— he hadn’t wanted to do it the night before, not after what had happened with Bruce, but he really, really needed to talk to him, and—

Maybe he needed to start from the beginning.

Tim’s night had been a disaster, okay? After getting back from patrol to find his work phone blown up with messages and missed calls— apparently, there had been a massive spike in the background dimensional anomaly readings, something in the range of four thousand— and spending a solid ten minutes just sorting through the backlog, he’d rushed out of his office in the Manor to go talk to Archie; only to find Dick sobbing in his bedroom down the hall, and he’d stopped, of course, because what the hell.

“Archivist,” Dick had managed. “He did something, I don’t… he called it a Statement. I…”

Tim had stood, frozen. “What’s a statement?”

“Apparently,” Dick had explained, voice high and breathy, “Apparently, his, uh, his Fear Entities are here now! And— and if you have a run in with them— like, like if the sky eats someone, he— he takes it, the story, the— he eats fear, and—”

Tim had cut him off. “Does Bruce know?”

Dick had nodded, wiping the back of a hand over his eyes and laughing through his lingering tears. “Told him what I could. Afraid I wasn’t the most, uh, coherent.”

“What did he say?”

A shrug. “He went off to sulk about it.” Dick had rolled his eyes. “Didn’t say much, just that weird grunt-growl, you know the one, and stormed out.”

The funny thing was that Tim did know the one; he considered himself fluent in Bruce, and if he wasn’t mistaken, Dick had been describing his protective, I’m going to beat someone up about this growl. 

Tim’s blood had run cold, then, because at that moment there had been only one person he could beat up about it. 

He had run the rest of the way to the cave, crashing around corners and flinging himself down the stairs over the bannister. He hadn’t been fast enough. 

He’d encountered Bruce as the man came out of the elevator, eyes dark, expression stormy, and Tim had felt a stone sinking into his stomach. 

“What happened?” Tim had asked.

“I got what I needed,” Bruce had answered.

He’d been too late to stop it, but the least he could do, he thought, was to offer some sort of comfort. 

“Fine,” had been Bruce’s response to Tim all but begging to go see him after Bruce had told him what he’d done in clipped, cold words. “But don’t open the mask. Not for anything.”

Needless to say, Tim hadn’t thought the timing was appropriate to ask Archie about the dimensional readings, that night. He’d gone down to the cave, gathered what he hoped might help, and left him an ice pack and a promise to see him again after he’d slept.

He hadn’t slept. Not really, not enough; a few hours, snagged in between fielding work emails— which he did not normally do at four in the morning— and trying to help Oracle with her meta-trafficking case and oh, right, he had homework—

Around six thirty, Tim got up for school. He had packed his things, pulled on his shoes, and biked across the relatively short ride between his house and Wayne Manor; he made his way near-silently down into the Batcave, and—

Archie was gone. 

The Archivist was gone, and Tim had no idea how, but—

But the door was open, and he was gone, leaving behind only the notebook they had given him and the muzzle discarded in pieces on the floor. (Tim should have said something, he should have done something, instead of just standing by while Bruce muzzled a man like an animal, but it was too late now, wasn’t it?)

Tim couldn’t see any signs of force used on the door; a cursory search revealed no damage, not even a single scratch. It looked like the door had been opened from the outside, using the electronic control pad, but that shouldn’t have been possible— nobody else had been in the batcave since Tim left, so how—?

… It was Tim’s fault, wasn’t it? Somehow, somehow he’d given the Archivist what he needed to escape. It was the only thing that made sense; he’d visited the Archivist, and less than six hours later, he was gone.

There were also, strangely, three tape recorders left on the nearest bed in the medical bay, just outside the cell. Tim had spared a moment to glance at them, but there weren’t any actual tapes in them, which, weird , but given the lack of information, they didn’t hold his interest for long. No; far more useful, to him, was the notebook.

He had flipped through it starting from the back, feeling his stomach turn at the sorrys and increasingly shaky, desperate, pleading explanations, and he didn’t get much further than that before he had to put it down, because—

The first time I made tea at the base, it was for Jason, and he told me that his grandfather made the best tea he’d ever had. He said that he thought I would like you.

And—

Jason is angry. Batman Bruce wasn’t there for him, after he came back. The League was. I know he’s different now, but he’s still Jason.

Tim dropped the notebook. 

Jason.

Jason was alive. There was only one Jason it could be talking about; Tim wracked his brain for an alternate identity— who would the Archivist know who might fit? And the League, did he mean the Justice League, or—? 

Then it hit him.

The Red Hood. The Red Hood, who fought like the League of Assassins, who had held his own against Cass, who had shown up on the scene a few months ago out of nowhere and been so, so angry at Batman, so angry that he had threatened Robin. The Red Hood, who somehow knew all of their identities, who had been particularly protective over Crime Alley—

Jason Todd was alive, and he was the Red Hood. It was the only thing that made sense, and it made no sense at all. 

Jason was alive, and Jason was the Red Hood, and Bruce—

Bruce knew.

Bruce had known for a while. Bruce hadn’t let him patrol in the Red Hood's territory— hadn’t even let him view the cowl footage, Tim had trusted him— what was it Archie had said? “He doesn’t want me giving out his secrets.”

And—

“You can’t protect everyone!” Hood had taunted; “You can’t even protect your kids!”

And—

You shouldn’t keep secrets from each other, Archie had written. Tim remembered it. And then, flipping through the notebook again:

He found me. Protected me. He’s my friend. He’s your son.

Bruce had known, and he hadn’t told him. Nobody had told him.

“Does Dick know?”

“I don’t think so.”

He hadn’t told either of them, had he?

What else was he keeping from them?

The Archivist was gone, and it was Tim’s fault, and he was left with a list of questions for the man that was growing shockingly fast; his team sending him constant updates on the dimensional anomaly levels— they seemed to be spiking and dropping in about forty-five minute cycles, reaching heights they hadn’t seen in years— and Tim was absolutely sure, deep in his gut, that it had something to do with the Archivist.

He had to find him. 

Tim didn’t really think about what he was doing; he couldn’t, with the way his thoughts were spinning out of control in a million different directions. He needed to ask Archie about the dimensional anomalies, he needed to get him back, Bruce was going to kill Tim for losing him (Tim was going to kill Bruce for keeping Jason Todd’s apparent resurrection from him) it was his fault his fault— he needed to find him and he needed to apologize, he was a threat to their identities and Tim needed to catch him and was he friends with Jason? Maybe if Tim found him and just explained— if he begged forgiveness, maybe Jason wouldn’t be so angry anymore, and—

Tim had put on the Robin suit, pulled a dark hoodie over it, rushed back up to the manor and gotten back on his bicycle before he had the chance to figure out what his plan was, exactly. All he knew was that he needed to find Archie; he could figure out what he was going to say to him on the way. 

Where could he have gone?

Tim pulled out his phone and clipped it to the back of his forearm, pedaling as quickly as he could towards the city— the Archivist didn’t show up on cameras, but he could track outages easily enough; he'd already set up search algorithms for that purpose when he’d been searching for the man the first time. He just had to think— it could have been hours since the Archivist had escaped, so where had he gone?

“It was Leslie,” Bruce had told him in his usual growl the night before. “She didn’t tell me. He must have threatened her.”

Tim tapped his way through the system, trying not to crash the bike as he checked all the cameras near Leslie’s clinic and set his algorithm to scan through the last six hours of each one— and there, 5:56 am: they didn’t quite shut off, not like they did when the Archivist passed through them, but there was a particular sort of glitch over the screen which still flagged his system. Tim stopped his bike and checked the footage manually, and quickly realized why.

The Red Hood had been there.

And then, 6:02 am, he left again— and the same thing, a horrible static across part of the screen, obscuring what Tim knew (thanks to the footage from the WayneTech break-in) was Alice the Fearhound.

Leslie’s, then. He could get there quick, if he—

His system had flagged something else.

The hospital. Gotham General, 6:24 am, one of the outside cameras had been manually shut off— and tapping around revealed that two others across the street had been disabled, too, and they hadn’t come back online until ten minutes ago. Nothing seemed amiss, but…

Quickest route would be the Robert Kane Memorial Bridge. It wasn't far; a few minutes away, if he was quick, and then five more to get into the city on the other side, maybe ten to Leslie’s. He’d be there in twenty minutes, tops. Tim got back on his bike, basically coasting down the hill toward the bridge. 

He would never have seen them if it weren’t for the car.

If it weren’t for whatever maniac was driving a sports car with dark paint and tinted windows across the bridge at top speed into a residential neighborhood, nearly crashing into Tim and forcing him to dive off his bike and onto the sidewalk— honking at him, like he was the damn problem when they were the ones taking the corner so tight they swerved into his lane—

Well, if it weren’t for that, he would never have seen Archie. 

As it was, he trudged over to where his bike had swerved off the road, and looked up toward the bridge to see a lone form huddled under a phone booth— or, were they alone? He wasn’t sure. Were they okay?

Tim stashed his bike in the bushes lining someone’s yard, took off the hoodie— he was Robin, he shouldn’t cover the suit; he had the outside of his cape for stealth, anyway— and stashed that, too. Then he crept closer to the bridge; he felt uneasy, and he wasn’t sure why, but he trusted his instincts and kept to the morning shadows as best he could. Within a couple of minutes, he got close enough to see the person standing there, and…

That was Archie.

He’d recognize that hair and those bright green eyes anywhere. And there was somebody with him, their form dark and indistinct, but before Tim could get close enough to see who it was they had vanished. He moved closer, trying to think of what to say, what was he doing? 

What was he doing? It should have been obvious, with what he’d learned of the man over the last few days, but it hit him all over again in that moment— Archie wasn’t a villain. Far from it; he was a scared, hurt man, all but a civilian, who right then was standing clutching a payphone like a lifeline and sending desperate, terrified glances all around him, and Tim—

Tim needed to make this right. 

No more hiding.

He tossed back his cape, letting the colours of his costume catch the light, and ran towards the phone booth.

“Archie!” He called, and the man’s eyes snapped to him, and Tim got about ten feet away, hands up to show they were empty; he wasn’t here to fight, he was going to—

“What is the name and a detailed summary of every piece of media you have ever consumed?”

And Tim was frozen.

“Homestuck is a multimedia story about four kids on different sides of the country, all playing a game that ends the world, told in a non-linear sort of—”

He realized, as he was launched into a forced infodumping session, that this was going to take a very, very long time, and that was about when Tim started to wish that he had backup on the way— or even that he’d told anybody his plan, or left a note, or anything.

“So you have Sburb, the game that ends the world, and Sburb is sort of the construct upon which reality is made. You play Sburb, and it sends meteors down onto the planet on which you live, wiping out all life—”

But no; instead, he was left hanging on the unlikely hope that Bruce or Dick or Alfred would go into the Batcave, figure out what had happened, and track him down, all before whoever Archie had on the phone showed up.

“There’s two discs for Sburb— one of them will activate the server program, one will activate the client program—”

It was probably the Red Hood, he realized, a fresh wave of fear snaking around his throat. 

He was so screwed. 

“So, that creates a closed loop, where every person is someone else’s server player, and—”

Well, sure, the Red Hood is probably going to kill me, Tim considered, as he told the Archivist all about Homestuck in frankly embarrassing detail, but at least it can’t get any worse than that.

The instant he had the thought, Tim knew that he would regret it. But he could never have predicted just how spectacularly wrong his day was about to go. 

“—enter the game, and it gives every single player a land, and the lands are named—”

About three minutes after the Archivist Asked his Question, Tim spotted a white van making its way across the bridge; it swerved erratically every few seconds, which was what caught his attention, but what kept it was the stripe of dark purple paint all along the bottom edge, smeared darker with grime. Tim’s heart ratcheted higher— if that was what he thought it was…

“—except for the Space player, which will always have the name of blank and Frogs, because it’s the Space player’s responsibility to breed the genesis frog—”

The van rolled across the bridge and turned away from them, and a part of Tim mentally sighed in relief—

“—in-game, there's two moons: Derse and Prospit. There’s an outer ring, and a central planet called Skaia. Prospit and Derse orbit the planet of Skaia—”

—a small part of him, sure, but at least it wasn’t the Red Hood, or—

The van slowed. Stopped. And then it pulled into reverse, backing up towards them, and—

“—lives the white queen, and on Derse lives the black queen; it's like chess, and Skaia is the chess board—”

—and the side door slid open, and from the van came three figures, all armed with guns of varying types, all wearing awful, tacky Halloween-style plastic clown masks that sent a fresh, visceral spike of panic through Tim, because those were unmistakably goons, and he had an awful feeling he knew which Rogue they served.

“—at war with each other, and as per the game’s story, white will always lose—”

Tim stared into the Archivist’s eyes, and the Archivist stared back, and Tim realized that the man was terrified.

Shit. Shit.  

“Well well well, what do we have here?” One of them sauntered forward, eyeing Tim up and down, and he couldn’t move, he’d been able to move last time, why—?

The man poked him on the cheek, and Tim was sure he was grinning just as wide as the mask he wore. Then he followed Tim’s eyes, looking towards the Archivist— the Archivist, whose breathing had started to go funny, who seemed like he was more afraid than Tim—

The man froze, caught in the Archivist’s gaze just as surely as Tim himself was. 

One of the others paused a short distance away and looked between Tim, and the first goon, and somewhere just behind Tim— was there someone else there? He hadn’t seen anyone— then rolled his eyes dramatically and trudged over. 

Tim kept talking. He couldn’t stop. “The dual moons of Skaia also house the player’s dream selves, which sort of act as an extra life— so, if a player dies in-game, and someone else—”

“Really, Dan, you need to stop doing this. What’s got you now, huh?” he grabbed his friend— Dan, apparently— by the elbow, pulled at him. 

“What…? Dude. Come on. It can’t be that—” he turned to look into the phone booth, and froze. 

Tim wanted to laugh. But he couldn’t. He could only speak.

“And they can become God-tier, which means they can only die in a narratively-satisfying way— the death will only stick if the game rules it as just or heroic, and—”

The third goon— the smallest of them, but carrying the largest firearm— watched the group of them for a long moment, and then followed; this goon, however, shut their eyes before they walked the last few steps; and the first thing they did was to feel their way up from Dan’s back and put their hands over his eyes.

It broke the spell.

“When the black king slays the white king and starts the reckoning, it sends meteors down to Skaia, and in an effort to defend itself—”

Dan nearly fell on his ass, practically collapsing into his companion’s arms, shouting with his eyes screwed shut: “The Archivist! That’s— that’s the Archivist, in the— the booth!”

Tim felt his breathing speed up. He needed to get out of there. “—and that's how the meteors end up destroying the players' home planet—”

The third goon— the only one with any brains, apparently— pulled the second one free and then pointed behind Tim. “Boss’ll want them all. Take her down first, then Robin,” she said. “When he goes down it’ll break the compulsion; don’t look at the Archivist, and get him quick, before he can run for it. Got it?”

Tim tried so, so hard to move, but it was pointless. He knew it was. All he could do was continue his lecture, Archie’s terror matching his own.

“So regardless of what planet you live on and what universe you’re in—”

There was the sound of rustling fabric out of his field of view, and then footsteps, and—

“Someone, somewhere, will eventually play Sburb, because in order for universes to exist someone has to play Sburb—”

—and they came into view, and Tim begged himself to move, damnit, no, no no—

“And that brings us to Homestuck’s paradoxical deterministic timelines—”

—because that was Cass. That was Batgirl, unconscious, what had they done to her—

“If anybody deviates from the Alpha timeline, it will create a doomed timeline, which will eventually stop existing— the timeline sort of kills itself, but there are also doomed timelines that need to happen—”

They carried her into the van, and then somebody approached Tim from the side, angled carefully so that they couldn’t see into the phone booth and didn’t block Tim’s view of the Archivist— who was crying, Archie was crying, and so was Tim—

“—Time player, who can time travel, and sometimes the Time player needs to create a doomed timeline so that the doomed version of themselves can go back into the Alpha timeline and do something there without screwing up the future of the Alpha—”

The goon stood far, far too close to Tim. They towered over him, he could smell them, awful perfume layered over at least a week’s worth of sweat, and in their hands they held a syringe with a needle on the end. 

No, Tim thought, desperately, no no no please, shit, eyes still locked on the Archivist— on Archie— as Dan moved into the phone booth beside him, eyes carefully shut until he was behind the man, and then—

“—it’s sort of like sacrificial time travel—”

—Tim watched Dan set the tip of his own needle to Archie’s neck, and there was nothing he could do as he felt a prick on the side of his own, nothing he could do to stop the rush of cold flooding into his body, the way his words started to slur—

“This brings us to Davesprite— Dave from an alternate doomed t-timeline, who got mixed— mixed with a crow and turned into a… a sprite, which— which is—”

The goon caught Tim as he collapsed sideways, the compulsion broken too late for him to stop what was happening. The last thing he was aware of was the Archivist twisting to catch his eye again; panic in every line of his body and face, thrashing still even as he weakened from whatever they’d been given, mouth trying and failing to form words that looked suspiciously like I’m sorry.

And then Tim knew nothing. 

 

Notes:

Setting the record for the number of times Jon can be kidnapped in a row! It is now up to four :)
Thank you Skitty and ReadyRobin and MJ and my partner for helping me with Homestuck lore, and also how could you do this to me.
Thank you Lira MJ and my mom for editing help!

Next time: Chekhov’s Guns continue to fire, and nobody is having a very good day.

Chapter 30: Chekhov pt. 1

Summary:

In which actions have consequences.

Notes:

Chapter contains:
Kidnapping, drugging, non-consensual touching, panic, reckless driving, breaking & entering, probably some miscellaneous minor human rights violations, injuries, Major Hunt Content, blood, death threats, hostage situation, referenced torture and imprisonment.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jon was being carried.

There were hands on his body and he was being taken somewhere. 

Get away! A voice in his head screamed. No, no, no!  

Jon was being carried into a van. 

Don’t touch him—!

Jon was being carried into a van by strangers wearing clown masks—

By strangers— Strangers? No, that wasn’t—

Ask them, Ask them now, Archivist!

His mouth tried to form words. It couldn’t. He couldn’t. The power slipped from his grasp like sand between his fingers. Plastic faces leered down at him, grinning and horribly still and lifeless, and he thrashed and twisted and still there they were, all around him, inhumanly strong— or were they? Were they horribly strong, or was he terribly weak? He supposed it didn’t make much difference. 

He had made a mistake. He wished he’d just let Robin take him back— the Bats would be better than this, surely, surely anything would be better than this— please— not again, not again— get away—

One of them smelled like horrible perfume, floral and chemical, and they were too close too close they were touching him and Jon wanted to throw up—

They will die for this, how dare they—

There was Robin, being carried ahead of him. and there was Cass, in the van already; she was unconscious, someone was tying her hands together behind her back—

Friend-Cass Friend-Cass how dare they—!

“Wow, he doesn’t go down easy, huh?” Someone was saying.

Jon fought to stay conscious, even as his struggles weakened, even as fabric was shoved between his teeth and flailing limbs were caught and bound and—

“He’s meta,” a feminine voice answered the first, “sometimes it takes a little extra. Here, give me that.”

—and he felt another prick at his neck, another rush of cold spreading down his limbs. 

They will all die for this, that voice in his head hissed. 

His body was ice— no, his body was snowmelt, frigidly cold and sluggish and it wasn’t him who was urging his aching muscles to move, because he couldn’t. He couldn’t even think, could hardly hear the little voice screaming for vengeance in his head.

He just wanted to rest. He just wanted to be warm. 

Was that too much to ask for?

The cold dragged him down. 

 

 

“I was at Gotham General for supplies, had a little look around for you. I wasn’t sure, so I took a picture— here, look, is this—?”

Leslie had found Sage. 

It hadn’t really set in, for Daisy, until she and Jason were standing over a hospital bed in a so-called secure wing of Gotham General Hospital— which they had broken into with little issue— looking down at an unconscious form laid out under blankets that didn’t quite hide the extent of the damage. Bandages covered her head, one arm was in a cast, and one leg was wrapped and pulled out over top of the blankets, elevated slightly on a pile of towels. Her free wrist was fixed to the bed frame with a pair of handcuffs. 

“They wouldn’t tell me what happened, just said she was part of an ‘ongoing investigation,’” Leslie had told them. Daisy had barely heard her over the blood rushing in her ears. 

So there they were, just before six-thirty in the morning, staring at Sage as she slept. Jason reached a gloved hand out toward her shoulder, as though he was going to try to wake her, but pulled it back before he made contact. He shook his head.

“How did she get here?” Jason wondered out loud, breaking the silence. “Who did this?”

Daisy moved to the door and leaned against it. If anyone wanted to get in, they’d have to go through her. “I don’t know. But when we find them, we’re going to make this look like a scraped knee.”

Jason took off his helmet. “Your friends from the library find anything?” 

Daisy shook her head. “Cass seemed like she had some kind of a plan, but I haven’t heard anything since I left. And Barbara— well, I don’t know. I’m hoping being a librarian means she has some kind of resources we don’t, but she’s been sticking close to Cass since Jon threatened her dad…”

Daisy trailed off, then, because she realized all at once that that wasn’t actually true. Barbara hadn’t been with Cass when she’d gotten to the library that day— hadn’t been there for hours. She’d been too exhausted at the time, too confused and relieved to have someone willing to help, to realize the significance of that, but… 

“I’m hanging out with Cass for the next few days. Just until they catch the guy.”

If Barbara was okay going off on her own— did that mean Jon had been arrested?

Jason was staring at her like she’d grown a second head, helmet held in front of him, and Daisy suddenly felt that she was missing something very, very important.

She was proven right a moment later.

“Your library friend is Barbara Gordon?!”

Daisy blinked. “Uh. Yeah? Do you know her…?”

It took Jason a moment to find the words, but when he did, Daisy’s blood ran cold.

“She’s a Bat!”

Daisy froze. Oh, shit. “What?”

“Yeah, she was Batgirl, now she’s Oracle— how the hell—?”

“How was I supposed to know!” Daisy hissed. “You didn’t tell me! It’s not like—“ Then something clicked. “Batgirl,” Daisy breathed, “wait, she’s— she let me go, at WayneTech, I think…” 

She thought back to that night on the rooftop, fighting Nightwing; when she’d made eye contact with Batgirl, that expression of shock and knowing written in the way she stood, staring at Daisy like she had been seeing right through her disguise and into her soul, and at that moment Daisy realized the expression had been recognition.

‘I will help you,’ Cass had signed, with such confident determination— she’d known something, something Daisy hadn’t, something like—

Daisy met Jason’s eyes. “I think Batgirl is Cass.”

Jason’s eyes flared green. 

Daisy did not break eye contact. “I think Cass knows,” she said.

Jason took a careful, deep breath. “Knows what?” He snapped. “Your identity? Jon’s identity? This is— this is a nightmare, I can’t believe you would—“

“I mean, maybe, yeah, but I don’t think she told anybody else,” Daisy cut him off. “I think she knows where Jon is, and I think she wants to help.

Jason ran a hand up through his hair. “Fuck. Goddamnit. Okay— okay, so, the Bats fucking lied, they know where Jon is. And if they know where he is, then it’s got to be that he’s in police custody or—“

There was movement on the bed behind him. 

They both froze.

Daisy watched Sage crack an eye open, then the other, then— 

“Red…?”

Jason spun around to face her. “Sage,” he said. “Hey.”

“Oh,” she said, looking between Jason and Daisy. “You found me.” She seemed pretty out of it; eyes wide and expression slack. Daisy figured she was probably on some pretty heavy pain medication.

“We did,” Jason nodded, visibly trying to hold himself together. “Glad you’re in one piece.”

She swallowed. “I woke up, ‘n you weren't… I tried to call, but they wouldn’t give me a phone, even though I told them I needed to…”

She suddenly surged forward, coming up short as the cuff rattled loudly against the metal bed frame, eyes going wider, her face animating into urgency and—

“Archie!” She gasped. “You— you have to— they took Archie!”

“Woah, woah, calm down—“ Jason put a hand on her chest, gently pushing her back to laying down. “Who? Who took him?”

Sage let herself fall backwards, staring up at them as her face crumpled into an awful mixture of guilt and fear and anger. “Nightwing,” she said, breathing hard. “He— he saw me, and there was a kid— I’d bet my best gun he was Robin— he grabbed Archie, and then Nightwing,” she swallowed again, trying to move her unbroken arm toward herself, maybe trying to reach for the cast, only to be stopped by the cuff again. “I shot him, I— nonlethal, I swear, I just— and I tried to get away but he just kept going and… I’m sorry, they got him, I couldn’t—“

“Nightwing and Robin took Archie?” Jason asked to confirm, voice dark, hands clenched into fists. 

Sage nodded. “I’m sorry. Nightwing knocked me out, I didn’t see where they went…”

“That’s not a problem,” Jason said, and lifted his helmet back onto his head, his voice changing under the effect of the modulator inside; flattened and dark, with that hint of static. “I know where they live. We’ll just have to go and ask them.”

 

 

They left Sage behind at the hospital— they didn’t have time to get her out, just then; she understood— went out the window, scaled down the side of the building, and got back in the car. 

Daisy was glad that when they’d gotten the text from Leslie, they’d been in Jason’s top-secret evil lair. It meant they had all of his cars at their disposal; they had taken his smallest one, a dark thing, sleek and sporty and fast. It meant it had been a matter of minutes before they were at the clinic, and a half-hour after that they’d been breaking into the hospital, once Camryn had gotten floor plans and disabled the cameras for them. 

It also meant they’d be at Wayne Manor— at the Batcave— in under fifteen minutes. 

They sped through the streets of Gotham, swerving and muscling their way around the early-morning traffic, until they reached the Robert Kane Memorial Bridge— nearly empty, this early in the morning. Daisy was glad for it. She didn’t think she or Jason could handle it if anything got in their way; the Hunt sang in her veins, chanting a chorus of find him find him find him that grew steadily louder as they sped away from the city, blending with the need to hurt someone until she wasn’t sure if she was Hunting for Jon or for the people who took him. Not that it mattered— she would find Jon, and she would make the Bats pay, and then at last everything would be right again. 

They finally had an actual, actionable lead, and nothing else mattered to them. Nothing except getting to the Bats, and getting to Jon.

When they were about halfway through town, Daisy’s phone rang. She growled softly; after a long moment, it stopped. 

Thirty seconds later, it rang again.

This time, she pulled it out, scowling down at the unknown number. Instead of rejecting the call, she just shut her phone all the way off— she didn’t want any distractions.  

Jason gave her a questioning look. She huffed and shook her head.

“Whoever it was can wait.” She gripped the armrest beside her as Jason turned a corner particularly fast; she looked down to see the fabric of it had torn where her fingers dug in. She lifted a hand; flexed her fingers. Sure enough, her claws were out. She grinned.

“Damn right,” Jason agreed. “If it’s not Darcy telling us Jon’s turned up at the diner, I don’t want to hear it.”

Then, less than a minute later, Jason’s phone rang. He was driving, which made it particularly infuriating— he was entirely focused on getting them across town as fast as possible. They let it ring out.

And then someone called again.

Jason left one hand on the wheel, dug around for his phone. “Goddamn spam callers, I’m busy, Jesus Christ.”

The call ended on its own before Jason could reject it; Daisy relaxed. Hopefully, that’d be it—

It rang again. 

Jason’s eyes flashed green— or, well, greener than they had been, bright and angry, and he punched the answer button and brought the phone to his face just to shout:

“Fucking stop calling me!” 

Then he pulled it away from himself, scowl on his face, and mashed the end call button. 

They did not call again. 

“Nobody should be trying to call me when everyone knows to go through one of the others right now.” His scowl did not budge. “Especially now. If I have to listen to this phone ring one more time before we find Jon, I’m throwing it out the goddamn window.” 

Daisy was hardly listening. They were approaching the bridge— sunrise breaking over the horizon like blood leaching out into the sky, and she couldn’t have said why, but in that moment she had the feeling that everything— everything— was about to change. Like she was standing on a precipice, like the choices that she and those she cared for were about to make would define the rest of her life.

It was like following Calvin Benchley into that old construction site; like waking up in the hospital, fresh scar on her back. Daisy. It was like watching that coffin close over Isaac Masters and signing those forms. It was like meeting Basira for the first time. It was like standing in the woods, hands already soaked in the blood of so many, and agreeing to spare one man’s life. 

It was like taking Jon’s hand in that horrible place, that forever-deep-below-creation, and emerging somewhere new.

She could almost taste Jon’s fear as they crossed the bridge; it urged her forward, urged her to go faster, and she growled in her seat as the feeling flooded through her— she was close, she could tell, finally finally finally she had his scent and she was on the precipice and nothing could stop her. Jason pressed his foot down on the gas as they turned off the bridge; they almost hit some kid on a bicycle, but he didn’t matter. The only thing that mattered to her, and to the Red Hood beside her, was getting to the Bats.

Wayne Manor came into view, a huge fancy-pants rich-person house that the Hunter was sure she’d have paid more care to the details of if she wasn’t suddenly sure that the Archivist was somewhere inside— the scent of his fear near-tangible. Jason stopped the car outside a set of ornate gates; he rolled down his window, leaned out and punched a number into a keypad next to the gates; a small light flashed green, the gates opened, and Jason drove through. She figured there must have been a garage somewhere, But Jason just pulled up right in front of the main door; before the car had even stopped, she’d jumped out and began creeping up the steps.

Her companion followed, but where she was slow and silent, making her way up the steps with the grace of a cat which had caught the scent of a mouse, the Red Hood was fast and decisive in his movements— equally agile, but louder, taking the steps two at a time until he was right at the door, punching a code into another number pad next to it. Another light flashed green, and the door clicked. He turned to face the Hunter, eyes glowing bright even through the helmet, a green hungrier than she’d ever seen them; she bared her teeth in agreement, and in their shared gaze, they knew the other perfectly. This was to be a day of violence, righteous and pure. The Bats were going to regret ever daring to touch their Archivist. The Fearhound was going to feed.

The Red Hood kicked open the door. 

It was dark inside the manor, but not so dark that they could not see. The Hunter followed the Red Hood; he knew the layout, while she did not, and he led them through those twisting hallways deeper into the building with confidence.

The Fearhound paused at one corner. To her left: a closed door, which she felt was the way they ought to go. The Red Hood had not stopped. He had continued on. 

She growled. He turned to face her, tilted his head. What? He seemed to be saying. Come on.

She pointed at the door. “This way.”

The Red Hood tilted his head. “That’s the study. The Batcave is through there.” 

She nodded and reached for the handle, but just then, there was a sound from up ahead: a voice. Familiar. Enemy.

“Bruce, I know you’re out there.”

They both froze, heads swiveling to face where the voice had come from; a moment later, another door opened, and a young man stepped out into the hallway. She recognized him: Dick Grayson. Nightwing, though he hardly looked it just then.

“Would you stop sulking and just…” Then he spotted them, finally, and he froze, too. “… Oh.” 

He was in his pyjamas, light blue and soft, and had no visible weapons on his person. They were in their full gear and armour— and there were two of them. For a short moment, the three of them stood facing each other, perhaps all doing the same calculations in their minds; and then the Hunter grinned, and Grayson turned and fled, and the chase was on.  

They dashed after him back through that door— it led into a living room or den of some sort, and he vaulted over a couch and flung himself around another corner; the Hunter followed him, the Red Hood right on her heels, the both of them taking every turn at a sprint.

Their prey pushed off of a large ornate vase, sending it hurtling to the floor behind him and smashing to countless tiny shards; it barely slowed her down. He led them down another hallway— it branched, he went left, the Fearhound close behind as the Red Hood split and ran in the other direction. She chased him into a huge dining room; he leapt up onto the table and over to the other side, then reached a hand back and under it, wasting precious seconds as she practically flew over the table and pounced.

He ducked under her attack; grabbed her outstretched arm and threw her, a move the Hunter had seen before, a move the Red Hood had once used on Batgirl. Like the vigilante before her, the Hunter twisted in the air to land facing him on her feet, claws scraping gouges into the floor as she slid a few more feet away from the man, her enemy, her prey.

Grayson blocked her next attack, grabbing her wrist and moving a foot to sweep her legs out from under her; she twisted around him and leapt up over the offending limb, wrenching her arm free of his grasp and bringing the other hand down toward his back, slashing through cool silk nightclothes. He tucked forward and rolled out of the way of the worst of it, but he could not quite hide the wince of pain as he popped back to his feet, nor the way the light blue fabric was quickly staining with red down his sleeve; the Fearhound grinned, and snarled, and his stance faltered. 

That was the moment the Red Hood appeared in the shadow of another doorway to her right. The Hunter did not spare even a moment to flick her gaze to him; communication, as such, was unnecessary in that moment. She pushed forward, now-bloody claws extended toward her wounded target; she feinted left, he spun to keep her in his sights, and this left the Red Hood— who he had yet to notice— at his back. For as loud as he was under most circumstances, her friend-ally- packmate could be silent as a ghost when need be; Grayson didn’t hear him coming, didn’t have a chance to prepare himself before the younger but larger man brought a pistol down over the back of his head. 

He didn’t go down, but it was a near thing; the blow had him crying out in pain and sent him stumbling to the side, gripping the back of a chair for support; he barely managed to turn and lift his forearm to block the Red Hood’s follow-up strike, flinching as his unprotected wrist met solid armour, pushing himself back and lifting his fists in front of him protectively.

The Red Hood met the Fearhound’s eyes over Grayson’s shoulder as she wrapped her claws around his throat. 

He stopped breathing. His legs were shaking; she could see it, feel it as she pressed in close behind him, growling in his ear:

“Where is the Archivist?”

He held his hands carefully out to the sides, palms forward. He breathed in sharply, shaky. “I— I don’t—“

The Red Hood stalked closer. “Don’t try to lie, Dickiebird.” He tilted his head, lifted his pistol and set it at the man’s temple. “We’re low on patience at the moment.”

The Hunter let her claws nick the skin just below his Adam’s apple, and Grayson whimpered once before he stopped breathing again to cut the sound short. She purred, breathing in his fear. “Tell us. Now.”

He gasped as her free hand came up between them and she ran a single sharp finger lightly over one of the cuts running across his back and shoulder, revelling in the blood that soaked his back and now her jacket, too, where she’d pushed up against him. “Cave,” He managed, voice strained and breaths coming quick and shallow. “We— he’s in the cave— but—“

She spun him around so that she and the Red Hood effectively switched places, her hands shifting so that she had one wrapped around his throat and the other resting perilously close to his eye. The Red Hood took his wrists and pulled them tight behind his back, uncaring of the way it pulled on his still-fresh cuts; Grayson tried to suppress his flinch, but couldn’t quite stop the muscles in his neck from tensing, and each of the Hunter’s claws dug in just deep enough to draw blood that ran in thin rivulets down to the neckline of his shirt. Handcuffs closed with a snick behind him, but the Hunter didn’t move until the Red Hood had pressed them on tighter, tight enough that their catch winced at the bite of metal against his skin. Only then did she draw back from his throat; and oh, how his blood running down her palm was a lovely sight, his fear soaking into her skin as surely as it did her lungs with every inhale. A bead of red inched toward her wrist; she brought it to her mouth, flicked her tongue out to taste it, and it was nearly as delectable as the way his eyes tracked the movement, wide with barely contained panic. She grinned again and retreated to her packmate’s side. 

They marched him out of the room and back down the hallway, toward the study that the Hunter remembered being told contained the entrance to the Batcave. But just as the door to the study came into view, a figure stepped out into the hallway, blocking their path— a hulking silhouette in the darkness, fists at his sides, a growl emanating from low in his throat. The Fearhound took a half-step forward, matching his growl with her own, and then—

“Let him go,” Bruce Wayne— the Bat— commanded.

The Hunter snarled wordlessly. In her peripheral, Grayson relaxed a fraction— and then tensed right back up as the Red Hood shoved the barrel of a pistol into the junction of his chin and throat, forcing his head back and putting the bloody claw marks on full display.

She watched the Bat’s stance shift, like he was preparing to leap forward, and she extended a clawed hand out between the man and their captive, pulling his attention back to herself with a hiss. 

She swallowed, running her tongue over her teeth. “Step aside,” she said.

“No,” the Bat answered.

She bared her teeth. “You will let us pass. You will return the Archivist to us.”

The Bat shifted his stance again, analyzing the situation with dark eyes. The Red Hood tightened his grip on the gun. 

“Bruce—” Grayson started, but whatever he was going to say was cut off with a pained hiss as the Red Hood pulled his arm back, followed by a gasp as he shifted his grip to dig a thumb into the end of one of his cuts. 

“Ah—!”

The Bat stepped forward. The Fearhound matched him, until they were less than five feet apart from each other; he may have been Batman, but he was unarmed— wearing pyjamas decorated with the Superman logo— and she was angry, the Hunt flowing through her like it never had before, pushing her forward and urging her to make him suffer. 

She held back. Barely. Every muscle, every nerve, just waiting for an excuse to cut him, make him bleed, she wanted to taste it she wanted his fear more than she’d ever wanted anything—

“Step aside, old man,” the Red Hood growled. “We’re taking the Archivist, and if you want your favourite son to keep his brains inside his pretty little head, you’re not going to stop us.”

For a long, incredibly tense moment, nobody spoke, and nobody moved; the loudest sound in the dark hallway was Grayson’s rapid breathing, the loudest sound in the Hunter’s head was the pounding of her heartbeat, and then—

And then, down the hallway, the door to the study swung open. 

“I’m afraid the Archivist isn’t here,” Alfred informed them. Jason had told her about him. To most, he would seem the picture of calm and collected; but she could sense the undercurrent of true fear. 

“Liar,” she hissed. 

He shook his head. “Allow me to clarify,” he said, “the Archivist was here. It would seem that is no longer the case.”

“What?” Grayson breathed.

Hood growled, the sound rough through the helmet. “Shut up.”

“Might I show you?” Alfred offered carefully. “All of you.”

The Hunter looked back to the Red Hood; the green glow of his eyes had dimmed to the point she could hardly see it through the helmet, his gaze transfixed on the old butler. He shifted to meet her eyes for just a moment, and nodded once, the movement so small she doubted most people would have even seen it. She looked back to Alfred; between them, Wayne kept his eyes on their captive, hands out to his sides and body language tense but carefully restrained. 

She could sense no deceit in Alfred’s offer.

“Fine,” she hissed, “but we keep Grayson— if the Bat tries anything, I’ll gouge out his pretty blue eyes.”

Alfred nodded. “Understood. Right this way.” He opened the door wider and stepped through, waiting on the other side as first Wayne, then the Hunter, then finally Hood and Grayson followed. 

Inside was more or less what one might expect from a study— and there, in the centre of the far wall, was an old grandfather clock. Hood started towards it, but Alfred shook his head with a small smile and moved instead to a small bookshelf set into the wall. He pushed one book in, and pulled another out, and with a click and a smooth hum the entire thing slid over to one side, revealing the interior of an elevator.

At the Hunter’s glare, Wayne stepped inside first. Then her. Then Hood, pushing Grayson. Alfred was last; he pressed a button set into the wall, and the elevator door slid shut.

The ride down was, in a word, awkward. Wayne tried to speak— to check on Grayson— and the Hunter snapped her teeth at him with a low growl. Alfred maintained his composure remarkably well, standing tall with his hands at his back, but he couldn’t quite hide the way he eyed her warily. Good, she thought. Hood looked like he was one wrong move away from snapping. That was less good. Adding to the tension in the air was the fact that the further down they went, the stronger the lingering scent of Jon’s fear became, until her claws were on full display and she wanted nothing more than to carve gashes into the metal wall.

And then, after an almost excessively long ride, the elevator slowed to a stop. 

The Hunter stepped out of the elevator, and the Archivist’s fear hit her like a goddamn bus. 

She snarled, whirling on Bruce and shoving him backward into the nearest wall, too fast for him to block.

“What did you do to him?!” 

Alfred stepped forward as though intending to calm her; the Red Hood raised his gun toward him in response. 

“We didn’t do anything!” Grayson tried, pulling against the arm holding him against the crime lord. “We just kept him here— we didn’t hurt him!” 

“Shut it,” Hood hissed, moving the gun back to him. Grayson quieted, but kept looking back and forth between Wayne and the Hunter imploringly; she was watching him, which was why she saw the moment his face shifted from earnest to confusion to horror, his eyes locked on his adoptive father’s face. Whatever he had found there, it was nothing good.

“What did you do?” he whispered, ignoring the gun pressed against his head. 

The Fearhound turned with a growl and ran further into the cave, following the trail of familiar fear until she turned a corner into what looked like a medical bay; a series of simple beds laid out in a row, first aid supplies visible in easy-to-access bins. She was drawn, however, to the glass quarantine cell located near the entrance to the space; her Friend’s fear was nearly overwhelming, there, the entire place reeked of it, days of misery layered over top of each-other and the Fearhound whirled around to face the others as they followed her in. 

“He was here,” she told the Red Hood. “He was afraid. They hurt him.”

The Bat hovered in the entryway, clearly torn between staying away from the Hunter and getting closer to his son. “Alfred, any idea where he went?”

“None, sir,” Alfred said apologetically. “I came down here the moment I received the emergency alarm to find that he had vanished. I didn’t look too thoroughly, mind you,” he added, “but there does not appear to be any damage to the cell.”

The Fearhound was only half listening, though, because she had caught a spike in the fear-scent in a different part of the room— a concentration of it in the shadows on the floor off to one side. She followed it and bent down to retrieve what turned out to be a small metal contraption of some sort, absolutely soaked in the Archivist’s fear, disassembled into three pieces which she held in her hands with a frown. 

She did not notice the way the Bats’ eyes all widened in panic. 

She did not notice the Red Hood asking her what she’d found. 

She did not notice much of anything else, for a moment that seemed to hang suspended for an infinity, as her vision tunneled and she slotted the pieces together and recognized that what she held was a muzzle.

She looked up, slowly, so slowly. 

“Who put this on the Archivist?” her voice echoed strangely, a buzzing in her teeth, in her lungs, in her hands.

Nobody moved. Nobody spoke. 

“Who put a fucking muzzle on the Archivist?!” she snarled, and it was loud, and she could feel the way her whole face had twisted and contorted, her teeth sharper than normal, metal creaking and screeching as she tore the largest piece of it clean in half. “Tell me!”

The Bat. It was the Bat. She could tell— she could tell by the way his face had gone ashy-pale, the way his hands trembled, the way he took a half step back. She focused her gaze on him. 

“You are going to die,” she said, simply— a statement of fact, nothing more.

He ran.

 

Notes:

Sorry about the cliffhanger! (not really)

So my long-distance fiance of over 3 years broke up with me on Saturday! I am no longer speaking to him. I’ve had a very very long couple of weeks, but fanfic makes everything better. Can’t wait to hurt the Jarchivist some more!

Thank you Lira, MJ, and my mom, as usual <3 you guys are the best <3

Next time: Chekhov’s firing squad continues to fire :)

Chapter 31: Chekhov pt. 2

Summary:

The Fearhound is out for blood.
In which several choices are deeply regretted.

Notes:

Chapter contains B&E, hostage situation, torture(?), Hunt Content, blood and injury, death threats, gun violence, loss of self-control, distress of course. All continued from last time! So much blood. It's so fun.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

The Fearhound was going to kill Bruce.

Alice the Fearhound was going to kill Bruce, and there wasn’t a damn thing Dick could do to stop it. Every time he so much as moved, the Red Hood dug a finger painfully into one of his cuts, and he was very aware of the gun still pointed at his head. He was exhausted and terrified in torn and bloodied pyjamas, running on adrenaline, cuffs on so tight he was legitimately concerned about nerve damage. He had lockpicks hidden in the hems of his sleeves, but with Hood standing behind him he couldn’t risk going for them; and he knew he wouldn’t beat the man in a fight anyways. Not like this. 

He’d spent the last few minutes in more fear than he’d felt since…

Well, he wasn’t actually sure when he’d last been this afraid. The times he’d been compelled by the Archivist came to mind; but that was a different type of fear, born out of a loss of control and induced by something that felt like being watched, like something was seeing right through him and picking apart his secrets like a vulture scraping meat off a corpse. It was creeping and pressing and digging. This fear, though, was pure, unadulterated fear for his life. This was the fear of pain, inflicted without hesitation or reservation or mercy, the fear of a wounded animal finding itself backed into a corner, a pack of coyotes snapping at its throat. It was overwhelming and primal and when Bruce ran, all Dick could think of was how badly he wanted to run, too. 

But he’d had his chance, and he’d failed. He’d already been caught. And now he was at the mercy of Gotham’s newest, most murderous crime lord, gun to his head and legs shaking and thoughts spinning and—

Bruce was going to die.

As the Fearhound threw the muzzle to the floor and sprinted out of the medical bay, impossibly fast and face terrifyingly blank, Dick made eye contact with Alfred and found a similar sort of fear reflected back at him. The butler took a step toward the door, reaching a hand into his jacket—

“Don’t fucking move,” the Red Hood hissed. 

Alfred whipped his head back around, a look of stern disapproval on his face. “Language, young—”

Hood dug a thumb hard into the deepest cut on Dick’s back, forcing a gasp from his chest as he jerked forward, trying to get away, but there was nowhere to go— he squeezed his eyes shut and just tried to breathe through it, waves of pain pulsing through him. He felt more blood running down his skin under his ruined sleep-shirt. 

“—on the floor,” Hood was saying, when Dick came back to himself. He felt sick.

To Dick’s bafflement, Alfred carefully pulled a gun out of the inside of his suit jacket, held it out to the side, and let it fall to the floor with a clatter. 

Somewhere in the cave, there was a loud screech of rending metal, followed shortly after by a great crash. An animalistic sort of howl echoed through the space, low and deep and laughing, something between a wolf and a cougar and a coyote. Dick stopped breathing. 

“Sounds like our cue to join them,” Hood said, and Dick could hear the grin in his voice, even through the helmet.

He was shoved, stumbling, through the doorway into the rest of the Batcave; he clenched his hands into fists to check that he could still feel them— he could, but the sensation was definitely muted to a worrying degree— and cast his gaze around the room, searching for any sign of Bruce or the hunter that pursued him. Another howl echoed through the caves. 

Ahead of them: the Batcomputer. Beyond it, a balcony overlooking the next level down, an assortment of trophies and memorials on display; and past that the cave branched off in two main directions— patrol gear and vehicles to the left, training areas to the right. As the three of them walked toward the balcony, a grappling line appeared from below, hook catching on the railing before pulling taught; there was the whirr of the line retracting, and Dick felt his heart jump up into his throat, hope and dread mingling with everything else to form a sort of terrible anticipation. 

And then there was an awful, sharp twang! And the line went slack. Somewhere below, there was a crash, and Bruce shouted in pain.

Using all the strength he could, Dick forced himself forward, yanking his arm free of the Red Hood’s grasp despite the fresh wave of agony the move sent shooting down the limb, making it to the railing in time to watch Bruce kick the Fearhound off of him from his back, rolling to his feet and using what looked like half of a staff from the training equipment to redirect and dodge her next swipe. He was bleeding from a shallow cut above his eye, and another down the back of one arm; the grapple gun whose line had been cut was discarded to one side; and the giant penny had at some point been knocked over, fresh claw marks gouged deep into its metal face. 

“Bruce!” Dick yelled, taking a half-step back in order to leap over the railing— it wasn’t that far of a drop, he was sure he could make the landing— but Hood grabbed him by the shoulder and brought the gun down over the back of his head again, shoving him forward into the railing as his entire world spun and someone was shouting at him, do you want to die, idiot? And someone was yelling— no— not yelling— Alfred didn’t yell, but— young man this is not how we treat—

Dick had fallen to his knees, ears ringing, and the railing was the only reason he hadn’t fully collapsed. Below: the Fearhound circled Bruce, slowly but surely herding him into a corner on the far side of the cave. Above: the Red Hood had a gun trained on Alfred, who was standing very still with his lips pressed tightly together in clear disapproval tinged with concern.

Dick didn’t understand. Nothing made sense. His head hurt and his back hurt and his hands hurt and he felt nauseous, and Bruce was being hunted, down there, he was going to die if nobody did anything, and surely the Red Hood didn’t really want Bruce dead, did he? If he had, surely, surely he’d have killed him already, shot him through the head or the heart. He’d had plenty of opportunities to pull the trigger, and he hadn’t, so maybe, maybe—

“Please,” Dick choked out, as Bruce made to run for the weapons storage only to have to dodge backwards out of the way of snapping teeth. The Red Hood’s expressionless helmet turned to face him. 

“Please, don’t— don’t let her kill him, you have to stop her.”

Hood moved to the side, so that he could keep both Alfred and Dick in his field of view. “I don’t have to do jack shit. The old man made his bed, he can damn well lie in it.”

Dick dropped his shoulders, let his head fall forward, tried to will himself not to cry. “But,” he swallowed and tasted copper. “But Gotham needs Batman, you— you don’t— you don’t really want him dead, do you?”

The eyes on the Red Hood’s helmet glowed green as Dick looked back up, waiting for the man’s response. 

“Maybe not,” he conceded, “but she sure does, and he hurt the Archivist.” His grip on his gun tightened. “There has to be consequences.”

Dick shook his head— he saw stars, bad idea— and pushed away from the railing, sitting back on his heels. “We don’t have the Archivist anymore, but,” he tried to negotiate, “we can help look for him, okay? And— and when we find him, you can have him straight away, just don’t let her kill Bruce.”

Hood stalked forward, snarling through the helmet. “As if I’d let any of you anywhere near him! We’ll find him on our own, once we’re done showing you what happens when you hurt our friends.”

On the floor below, the Fearhound pounced, and Bruce dodged to the side— not fast enough. She landed on top of him, twisted until she was on his back, one clawed hand digging into his shoulder to keep herself steady as the man grunted in pain and tried to throw her off. He managed to grab her by the hair, sending them both to the floor and rolling over each other, and as Dick looked on, the Fearhound bit down into his arm and there was so much blood and Bruce cried out, a sound like a bitten-off scream, and—

“Please!” Dick tried again, dropping his head between hunched shoulders to stare down at the crime lord’s shoes. Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t— “please, he’s my dad, you have to stop her— I’ll do anything.”

The barrel of a gun came to rest just under his chin, tapping and nudging his face up toward the man towering over him. “Anything? Wow, Dickiebird, that’s a generous offer.”

Cold dread flooded through him. Panic thundered in his ears. 

Below them, Bruce managed to grab hold of some stray piece of metal that might have been a part of the stand holding up the giant penny, and swung it towards the hunter. She blocked the hit with her forearm, but the force of it still pushed her off of him and gave him the chance to get up and turn to run again.

“Would you kill for me?” The Red Hood asked. 

Dick was breathing too fast. He tried to blink back the tears, but it was hopeless. “I— I don’t— please don’t—”

A hand in his hair. A gun under his chin. “Answer me. Would you kill? If I asked you to, if that was the price? Would you do it for him?”

The tears ran down his face. “Yes,” he managed, and was horrified to find that he wasn’t lying. 

The Fearhound flew after her prey, swiping low. Bruce jumped backwards into the air and twisted over her back, hitting her in the side with the metal as he went; she grabbed it, yanked it forward, then with the claws on her other hand she cut it clean in half. The move unbalanced Bruce, but he managed to recover in time to dodge her next swipe, sparing a moment for a fleeting glance up toward the balcony, eyes wide and more terrified than Dick had ever seen him. 

The Red Hood let go of Dick’s hair, taking a step back. The larger man swallowed visibly, and Dick had the hysterical half-formed thought that he looked uncomfortable. But whatever gave him that impression was gone before it could really take shape; his posture tightened, and he stared down at Dick through that helmet, impassive as ever. The Fearhound snarled; Bruce yelled in pain. Dick stared up at his captor imploringly. “I would. I would.”

Hood took another half-step back. “Well— good. Good. But you’d be fucking useless at it anyway, you’re too— too soft, so—”

Dick felt panic clawing at his throat again. He didn’t have anything to give the man, nothing to trade for Bruce’s life— or nothing that he thought the Red Hood would want, anyway— except—

The Fearhound trilled and laughed. Metal clattered to the floor. He was out of time. 

“I’ll give up Nightwing,” he offered, desperate, heaving for breath. “Nightwing for Batman. Is that what you want? I swear, I’ll never put on the suit again, I’ll—”

“No!” Hood snapped. “That’s not— don’t— fuck!” He took the gun off Dick, then, lifting his hands to either side of his head like he wanted to pull at his own hair, only the helmet was in the way. “I don’t know, just— just shut up—”

At that moment, there was a single gunshot, and both Dick and Hood jerked their heads up to see Alfred, standing a few feet back from the balcony, handgun still pointed at the fight happening below. 

An inhuman screech rang out in the cave. Alfred fired again. 

The Red Hood ran to the older man, pushing the gun to the side as he pulled the trigger for a third time, but strangely not actually touching the butler at all. 

“No— wait!” Hood was saying. Dick slumped back against the railing.

A yowl sounded from below, harsh and bone-chilling, and a moment later the Fearhound climbed up over the railing. Before anybody could stop her, she slammed full-force into Alfred, shoving him away from the Red Hood— Alfred dropped his gun and fell to his back, she landed on top of him and raised a clawed hand high in the air, and Dick felt a fresh surge of panic because he could see where those claws would land, and he’d seen what they did to the penny, to their floor, and he couldn’t get there in time and she was going to tear Alfred to pieces—

The Red Hood grabbed her wrist before it could swipe down. 

The Fearhound froze, and slowly, deliberately, tilted her head up at him.

“No,” he said.

She made a questioning, complaining sort of whine. 

“No,” Hood repeated. “That’s enough.” He glanced down to where Bruce had managed to stand, leaning against a wall, bruised and bloodied; then he looked to Dick, still kneeling and fighting sobs on the floor, and holstered his own gun. “That’s enough,” he said again. 

Dick didn’t understand. 

Before he could open his mouth to ask what the fuck just happened, there was a quiet chiming from somewhere on Alfred’s person. 

Still laying flat on his back, the butler reached into his jacket and pulled out a small flip phone. He opened it and brought it to his ear. 

“Miss Gordon, to what do I owe the pleasure?”

Barbara? What was she doing calling Alfred at seven in the morning? 

Dick couldn’t hear what was said on the other side, but Alfred’s demeanor shifted through from vaguely fond to worried. “Ah, yes, my apologies— I’m afraid there’s a bit of a situation here, at the moment.”

A pause. 

“No, no,” Alfred assured her, “that won’t be necessary. It would seem the danger has passed.” He looked up at the Red Hood, who hesitated a moment before giving one short nod. 

“Yeah,” he said, quietly.

Alfred glanced meaningfully at the Fearhound, who was still pinning him to the floor.

Hood sighed. “Come on, Alice. Hunt’s over.”

She huffed irritably, but rose to her feet and stepped away from Alfred without much fuss at all. And then, to Dick’s increasing bafflement, the Red Hood reached a hand down toward Alfred and the man took it, allowing the crime lord to help him to his feet. 

Alfred nodded seriously into his phone, dusting off his suit jacket with his free hand. “My, that is serious. Allow me to put you on speaker.”

The Red Hood backed up. “I’ll go get Bruce,” he muttered, jerking a thumb behind himself before turning and jogging toward the stairs that led down to the lower level. “And someone should check on Dick!”

He was feeling pretty out of it. He clenched his fists again. His hands were numb. Was that bad? 

Oh! He had lockpicks in his sleeves, didn’t he? That seemed like something he would have. 

“What?” Came Barbara’s voice from the phone in Alfred’s hand. “Is Dick alright? And who was that?”

“That would be the Red Hood,” Alfred informed her. “He and the Fearhound decided to pay us a visit this morning.”

The Fearhound crossed her arms. “Archivist isn’t here,” she half-growled. 

“No,” Barbara answered, after a moment of what might have been surprised silence, “but I think I know where he is. Or was, anyway— until a few minutes ago. Dick, you there?”

Dick swallowed, trying to pick apart the hem of his sleeve. “Hey Babs,” he said.

“How you doing?”

“Just peachy,” he huffed. “Everything’s, uh, spinning? And I can’t feel my hands.” it was making it rather difficult to get at the lockpicks.

“Shit,” Barbara swore, and Alfred’s eyes widened a touch. He stepped toward Dick, but the Fearhound was faster, moving behind him and reaching a hand toward his cuffs with a swiftness that had Dick flinching away, a fresh pulse of fear stealing his breath for a moment, some primal instinct scrambling at the thought of a predator at his back, but all she did was shear through the metal with her claws before stepping away.

Dick pulled his arms back in front of himself, wincing at the burn in his wounds and the prickle of blood returning to his fingers. “Uh. Thanks,” he managed. The Fearhound nodded. 

“Is he okay?”

Alfred made a considering hum, then gestured for Dick to answer. He shrugged— bad idea, ow, ow— and tried to leverage himself to standing, using the railing for support. “Ehh,” he took stock of himself: his hands were tingling like a bitch, but would probably be fine. There was a concerning amount of blood on the outside of his body, but it wasn’t gushing or pulsing in a way that meant it would be fatal. His head hurt, though, and he couldn’t quite get his balance; everything was spinning faster and harder the more the adrenaline wore off.

“Seven out of ten,” he settled on. He’d had worse. He really should get medical attention, but he wasn’t going to die immediately without it. “Got hit on the head, and, uh…” what was the other thing? “Blood. I’ll live.”

“You’d better, because I need your help. This is all hands on deck. Can I speak freely?”

Dick opened his mouth to say no, because the Fearhound was still right there, and he could hear uneven footsteps where Hood was, presumably, leading Bruce back up the stairs. Before he could speak, though, Alfred hummed an affirmative. “You may.”

“Right. So, you all know my friend Jon, the one I’ve been looking for? The trafficking case? Well, Batgirl found him—”

Alfred frowned. The Fearhound, inexplicably, started to laugh.

“Oh, laugh it up. Glad you guys have those two under control, because I think the Archivist’s just kidnapped Jon and Batgirl.”

At that moment, voices joined the footsteps ascending the metal stairs; the Red Hood’s mechanized voice overlapping with Bruce’s as they approached.

“Slow the fuck down—”

“She’s alone with them,” Bruce bit back.

“She’s not going to do anything!”

A growl. Dick finally managed to get his legs all the way under him with the help of the railing, and half turned so he could see Bruce and Hood as they appeared on the landing. He leaned against the metal behind him, going for casual to hide the way he still felt like he was going to collapse at any moment. Alfred gave him a look that told Dick he didn’t buy it. 

“Status, B?” He asked; “Babs is on the phone. Apparently Batgirl’s in trouble.”

Bruce was, much like Dick, pretty well covered in blood— one arm had obviously been chewed on, with the opposite shoulder sporting claw marks that looked deeper than Dick’s, though not as long; he could spot a shallow cut across half his forehead, spanning nearly to his temple, and he was pressing his less-injured arm into his midsection in a way that meant at least some of the blood there was his own, too. It couldn’t have all been, though— the splash of red across his face and chest looked rather more like somebody had been shot on top of him, which seemed a likely scenario, given Alfred wasn’t known to miss.  

His eyes slid across to the Fearhound, who— aside from the blood still coating her hands and face, proof of the damage she had done in the last twenty minutes— had an impressive amount of blood all down her left side, concentrated around a tear in the fabric of her jacket in her shoulder, as well as soaking her right leg from the knee down. Those must have been more than glancing blows; from the state of her clothes and the way the blood ran down her body, she’d been shot clean through both the shoulder and the knee, precise hits to the weak points in her bodysuit that should have been disabling, if not deadly. 

They’d only made her angry. 

Bruce eyed her warily, likely coming to the same conclusion Dick had. “Lacerations and moderate blood loss,” he finally answered Dick. “Unless there’s some sort of venom involved, I’ll be fine.”

Dick hadn’t even considered that. 

The Fearhound grinned, teeth still covered in blood and parting to flash in the light of the cave as she ran her tongue over them, tasting what was left there. “No poison,” she supplied. “Not that I know of. Don’t need it.” 

That she did not. 

“What’s the situation?” Bruce asked, striding toward the phone and trying to pretend he wasn’t in blood-soaked pyjamas. He eyed Hood and Alice warily, but for all the two were clearly very interested in the call, they kept their distance. 

“Jon called me, saying Batgirl found him and rescued him. They were at a phone booth next to the Kane Bridge— I was on my way to pick them up when I started hearing static, exactly like how our patrol recordings sound whenever the Archivist is involved. I stayed on the call, and the static stopped after a few minutes— my systems picked up some other voices, but they were too far to make out the words. By the time I got across the bridge, there was nobody there.”

Dick glanced across at the rogues in their midst to find that Alice’s face had creased in apparent confusion, and the Red Hood was standing very, very still.

“What?” Hood said. “That…”

“I’m on my way to you guys. I’ll be there in two minutes.”

Alice spoke up. “The Archivist can’t have kidnapped Jon, Barbara.”

A pause. “Who’s speaking?”

“That would be Alice the Fearhound,” Alfred supplied. 

“And why is that, Alice?” Her voice had gone steely.

Alice swallowed. Something had changed, in her expression. “Because Jon is the Archivist.”

For a long moment, nobody spoke. Nobody breathed. And then:

“Are you fucking with me right now?”  

Dick’s eyes widened in realization. “I— he said… He told Tim and I his name was— well. John. We put it in the file…”

Barbara swore again. “I thought you meant, like, John Doe! His name’s not even spelled with an h—“

“That doesn’t matter,” the Red Hood interrupted. “Are you saying Batgirl rescued Jon from the Batcave?”

Bruce stood up a little straighter. “She betrayed us?”

“Or she thought there’d been a mistake— she was acting weird today, after Daisy…” Barbara trailed off, and Dick really, really wished he could think straight, to even begin trying to piece this mess together, but all of his focus was on staying upright and not throwing up. 

“She could have been threatened,” Bruce growled, “maybe one of these two—“

“Or maybe Jon’s her friend!” Alice interjected, “maybe he’s her friend and she didn’t think he deserved to be caged like an animal!” 

“If Jon’s the Archivist,” Barbara said, slowly, and Dick felt like something very significant was happening here, but he could not have told you what. “Does that mean… Daisy?”

“God damnit…” Alice stalked quickly over to the phone and snatched it right out of Alfred’s hand. “Before you ask, I didn’t know who you were until about an hour ago.” 

“I… what— but— Jon? Really? Jon, the Archivist? Are you sure?”

Alice— or Daisy? No, Alice— scoffed. “The one and only. And the Bats put a fucking muzzle on him, Babs.”

There was silence for a long moment. 

“Bruce? Is that true?”

Bruce grunted an affirmative. “Couldn’t let him talk.”

“You— that doesn’t—! Oh my God, Bruce, seriously?”

“He hurt Dick,” Bruce countered, “and Tim. And the Commissioner.”

Alice made a so-so gesture with her hand. “That one might not have been him, actually? We’re still trying to figure out the details…”

Another moment of quiet, and then: “So… where’d they go?”

Oh. Dick frowned. “You heard static?”

“Definitely. He was compelling somebody.”

Alice growled. “Did that idiot get himself kidnapped by somebody else?”

“Seems likely. Someone else was definitely there.”

“Batgirl?” Bruce asked, “any word from her?”

“None. Apparently she lost her comms during their little trip through the caves.”

Dick looked over to the Red Hood, who had pulled out his phone and was staring down at it and, as far as Dick could tell, not breathing.

“Barbara,” he said, cutting into the conversation, “what’s the number for that phone booth?”

There was a short pause, and then the woman rattled off a string of numbers, and Hood swore. Loudly.

“Alice,” he said, “turn your phone back on. Now.”

She startled, but handed Alfred back his phone and slipped her own out of a pocket.

“I’m pulling up now. Where are you guys?”

“We are in the Batcave, Miss Gordon,” Alfred supplied.

The Fearhound’s phone booted up, and she tapped around for a moment before looking at Hood with a frown. “Is something…?”

Hood took several long steps backwards until he could lean against the railing next to Dick. When he spoke, his voice was strangely… despondent. “He tried to call us,” Hood whispered. “He tried to call us.”

Alice’s eyes had gone wide behind the mask.  “Hood,” she swallowed. “I have… there’s a voicemail.”

Hood’s head snapped up to her. “Play it,” he urged. 

She tapped her screen again.

“Daisy,” came a familiar voice— Cass. “I found Jon. We’re at… a payphone, near a bridge, um… Jon knows the way. We will walk, maybe. He is okay.”

That was it. The message ended with a click, and Alice’s hands were shaking so badly she almost dropped her phone. 

“So did he, uh, walk home?” Dick asked.

“No,” Barbara answered. “That must have been before they called me…”

“They were next to the bridge,” Hood realized. “We— the timing— we must have driven right fucking past him.”

“I’m inside,” Barbara informed them. “How’s everybody doing? Dick?”

“Let’s relocate to the medical bay,” Alfred suggested. 

Alice hissed. “Smells like his fear.”

Dick winced. “Right, right. I really should get these, um, these cuts cleaned up, though?”

“You can wait outside, if that would be better, Alice.” Alfred, ever the voice of reason.

Dick braced himself to push away from the railing; he was already dreading it. Maybe he’d lost more blood than he thought. 

People kept talking around him, but he hardly heard it over the blood rushing in his ears as he moved away from the railing and took careful steps back toward the med bay. Alfred eyed him with concern; Dick just nodded in what he hoped was a reassuring manner. He could make it. 

He could make it.

Alfred shut his phone and put it away.

Ahead of them, the elevator door opened, and Barbara wheeled in, and her eyes went wide and Dick—

— He could make it—

She opened her mouth. Dick tried to focus. 

“— the hell happened—?” His stomach swooped, and oh, that wasn’t good— “are you okay? Dick?”

He managed to stumble to the doorway of the medical bay, leaned against it and flashed her a thumbs-up. “See?” He said, “told you guys, it’s not that bad!”

Then he pushed off the wall, turned into the room, and promptly collapsed to the floor.

 

 

Jon was gone. 

The Bats had taken him and kept him in their cave, locked in a transparent box, muzzled and afraid for days, and she’d finally come for him, but someone else had found him first, and— it was Cass— why hadn’t she told Daisy where Jon was?

Watching Alfred help Dick up off the floor and into a bed, watching him cut off his shirt and set his mouth into a grim line at what he saw beneath, she thought she had a pretty good answer. 

Daisy would have liked to say that she hadn’t meant to hurt him like she had— hadn’t meant to tear gouges through the skin on his back and shoulder so deep that she could hear Alfred’s heart beating faster at the sight of them, talking about recovery times in terms of weeks instead of days— but she wasn’t so sure. He’d hurt Jon, after all; and he’d hurt Sage, and she’d promised to repay those injustices, but—

Like this?

Bruce stripped out of his own shirt, wincing at the pull of drying blood against his wounds. Despite the greater number of injuries, he seemed to be in better shape; she’d been playing with him, after all. She’d chased him into a corner, leapt over his head to cut his grapple line, kicked him and cut him and dug her teeth in just hard enough to make him scream before pulling back to flash him a blood-stained grin, circling him again and again until he knew without a doubt that he was prey. If she’d wanted to, she could have killed him in seconds; but that wasn’t the point. The point was his fear.  

She felt sick.

All of this, and Jon wasn’t even there. All of this, and he’d been taken again, snatched out from under her while she’d been too busy chasing vengeance and blood, and—

They’d gone right past him. They’d ignored his calls. He’d tried to reach them for help, and—

Fucking stop calling me!

She could feel the Hunt pulling at her again, urging her to go, to find him, find him find him find him—

Jason put a hand on her shoulder, and she glanced up to meet his eyes as well as she could through the helmet. Even with everything masking their faces from each other, she could tell that he understood. She thought, maybe, he was the only person who could.

“Barbara,” Jason called. 

She looked up from where she was pulling on gloves, preparing to help Alfred stitch the two bloodied men back together. “What?” she snapped. 

“Phone booth by the bridge?” he asked.

She narrowed her eyes. “According to Jon, yeah. You know the one?”

They both nodded, and Daisy saw where Jason was going with this— they’d already failed Jon too many times today. They didn’t need to fail him again. 

As they turned to leave, Daisy caught Barbara’s eye, and there she saw the woman’s face more conflicted and worried than she ever had before; glancing back and forth between her and Dick and Bruce, a crease between her eyes and worrying her lip between her teeth. 

“I’ll be right back, Alfred.”

She followed them out. 

“Hold on, Daisy,” she said. Jason kept walking, but Daisy turned to watch her as she wheeled herself to the batcomputer, opening a drawer beside it and reaching within.

“We don’t have time for this,” Jason griped, but Daisy waited, and it was only a moment before Barbara was in front of her, reaching up to take her still-bloody hands and uncurl her fingers, palm-up. She dropped something small— metal and plastic, by the feel of it— into Daisy’s hands, curled her fingers back around it, and looked up at her with an expression that could only be described as resolute.

“Find Jon,” she said; an order, plain and simple. “Find Cass. Understood?”

Daisy lifted her hand to see what had been placed there, and when she did, she felt her breath stutter and her stomach twist as guilt swarmed with surprise and uncertainty and something else, something buried beneath it all, warm and yet so far away that she found it difficult to grasp.

In her hand was an earpiece.

Daisy looked back at Barbara, eyes wide, and seeing the trust in the woman’s unwavering gaze she felt her conviction return tenfold; she nodded once, firmly, and slipped the device into her pocket, vowing to herself in that moment that her friend’s trust would not be misplaced.

 “Understood,” she said, and turned to join Jason in the elevator.

They had a trail to follow.

 

Notes:

They don’t even know Tim’s gone yet, by the way. They will soon.
Thank you Lira!
Even if I can’t answer every comment, know that I read all of them and I love all of them and I cherish them ever so much <3

Next time: Jon wakes up.

Chapter 32: Awakening

Summary:

It’s time for some torture! This is the darkest chapter so far.
In which Jon wakes up.

Notes:

Here we go!

Kidnapping, drugging, claustrophobia(!), flashbacks & panic attacks, self-inflicted injury, Buried and Beholding and Dark content, torture(!) Including broken bones and blood, crowbar and knife violence.
Jon, Tim, and Cass are having a very bad time throughout this chapter. Please take care of yourselves! There’s a summary in the end notes <3

Remember: I promise a happy ending. All beloved characters *will* make it through this. In the meantime: enjoy the suffering!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jon woke slowly. 

That should have been his first clue that something wasn’t quite right; these days, he was lucky if he didn’t wake screaming. It was rare that he got to savour it for even a moment, to stretch and shake off the lingering wisps of sleep, and rarer still that he felt it calling him back. 

Jon woke slowly. Too slowly. His thoughts were sluggish and heavy, like his head was stuffed full of cotton; his limbs weren’t responding right; he couldn’t seem to take a full breath; he couldn’t even muster the strength to open his eyes. For a long moment, he just laid there, until it registered that he was laying on something decidedly uncomfortable, his neck aching strangely from his awkward position, face-down on the floor; until he tried to shift his arms from behind him, and found that he couldn’t; until he tried to move his legs and instead he kicked a wall beside him with a hollow-sounding thunk.  

It didn’t really occur to him that something was horribly, horribly wrong until he opened his eyes and was met with complete and utter darkness. 

That darkness only lasted a moment; as he jerked to full awareness, his heart leaping into his throat, a soft green glow bathed the space he’d found himself in. It was then that Jon truly began to panic, twisting as best as he could, casting his eyes desperately all around him because— because no, no, it couldn’t be— it couldn’t—

But it was. 

Jon was in a coffin. 

The sound that tore itself from his throat then was not anything he would have recognized as a sound a person was capable of making. It was horrible and rough, somewhere between a whine and a sob and a scream, it was denial and pleading and a desperate cry for help all trapped behind a disgusting cloth gag as everything came rushing back to him— the Bats. Cass, the caves, the phone booth. Robin. Clowns, and a van.

He’d been kidnapped. 

He’d been kidnapped again. And this time— this time it was by—

Horrible lifeless faces, plastic, unmoving— hands on his body touching him get off get off get off—

This time he’d been locked in a coffin— rough wood, no smooth satin cushioning to soften the reality of his situation, nothing but the light from his own eyes bouncing against walls that were far too close and the knowledge that he was trapped. He kicked out against the wood, and it didn’t budge. He twisted onto his back, uncomfortable as it was with his hands trapped behind him, and immediately regretted it; the lid of the box— coffin coffin he was in a coffin not again not again— was far too close, and he couldn’t move, barely a foot of space between his head and the surface above him. He jerked forward on instinct, trying to sit up, only for his head to collide with solid wood, and he couldn’t help but shout through the gag— someone would hear, surely, surely someone would hear him, and they’d let him out out out please please—

What if he’d been buried already? What if there was none out there to hear him, nothing beyond this place but hard-packed earth? 

He’d dug himself out once before. Could he do it again? 

The thought had his breaths picking up, gasping wheezing things that weren’t even close to enough and yet were far too much— he needed to calm down. He didn’t know how much air he had. He slammed his knees up into the lid and it didn’t budge an inch, and he could see that there was nothing there but still he felt the dirt trickling down onto his face and he sobbed, his whole body heaving, the force of it sending his head up against the lid again. 

When he hit the roof and the walls with his knees and his feet and his head, did it sound like there was open air beyond? Or did it feel like wood over solid, wet dirt? He couldn’t tell. All he could feel was his heartbeat and the blooming ache in his head; all he could hear was his erratic breathing and intermittent muffled cries for help that he was sure would never come, echoed back at him in this too small too tight space— let him out let him out let him out—

He needed to get the gag off. He needed to get his hands free. 

He turned over in the coffin, so he was once again laying on his front, and pulled at his wrists with everything he had; but they were tightly bound. He’d need to dislocate something in his hands to pull them through. Could he do that? 

He would heal fast. 

He twisted one wrist to grip at the loop of rope around the other, and with a strength he did not know he possessed, Jon forced his hand through a space that was far too small for it. 

Several small bones in his hand made a terrible sort of crunch, and he screamed through the gag as pain radiated up his arm, sharp and hot, like nails being driven through his palm. There was a long moment, then, where all he could do was heave for breath, eyes wide and shaking all over; he felt it, when the broken bones in his hand began to shift back into place, and he gasped with relief as it returned to some semblance of functionality. 

He managed to maneuver to his back again, and from there he reached his hands up to his face and behind his head. It was a tangled mess, with the strip of fabric that held the gag in place knotted behind his head amid all his hair, but with shaking hands he picked at the knot until it came loose enough for him to dislodge it from his mouth. He pushed the gag out with his tongue, coughing and swallowing as it fell over his cheek to land on the hard surface below him— he had no idea how the thing could be so wet while his mouth was so horribly dry, but it didn’t matter. 

He could talk. 

“Hello?” He spoke tentatively into the silence. “Is— is anybody there?”

There was no reply. He pressed his palms flat against the wood above him.

“Please.” He felt tears gathering in his eyes; he blinked them back. “Please, let me out?” 

He swallowed. “Just let me out, I— I can’t— I can’t— let me out, let me—“ he was breathing too fast again. He pushed on the lid— it didn’t move. He slammed a fist against it. Nothing. 

He did it again. And again. And again.

“Let me out!” He yelled, “please, somebody get me out of here— help me, please! I can’t— not again, not—!” He broke on a sob. “I’m— I'm sorry, alright? For whatever— whatever I did, I’m sorry, just don’t leave me here!”

There was no answer. 

“Cass?” He tried. “Or— or. Batgirl. Batgirl?”

Nothing.

“Robin?”

Nothing. Silence.

He was alone.

Jon felt frayed in ways he didn’t know were possible, like he was made of fine china, like he was a tree attempting to weather a storm and all his branches had been broken and he was left with shards of wood jutting out of his chest. He pounded on the lid above him, sobbing and screaming for somebody, anybody to let him free, and it wouldn’t open but maybe he could claw his way out, maybe he could dig through solid wood like he had through earth and mud, maybe, maybe—

His fingernails bent and broke under the force of his desperation, blood welling around splinters that cut through the pads of his fingers in sharp pinpricks of pain and sliced into his palms, but he kept going. He kept digging until his fingers were so shredded and bloodied that he could not tell them from one another, all of them just a throbbing mass of overloaded nerves, until blood was running down his wrists and soaking into his sweater and dripping from the gouges he’d carved into the roof above him, thick and hot and it hurt, everything hurt, but the skin mended almost as quickly as it broke and he needed to get out. Pain was irrelevant. Everything else was irrelevant. 

And so Jon screamed and cried until his voice went hoarse, dug his fingers into splintered wood until all he could smell, all he could taste was his own blood, and still nobody came. 

Until, after what felt like hours but couldn’t have been— surely he’d have gotten further than this, dug deeper gouges, if it had truly been as long as he felt, but then again it could have been days and it wouldn’t have made a difference— there was a sound. Muffled, maybe a voice. Jon barely heard it— didn’t really register it, busy as he was with trying to tear his own hands apart— but after a minute or so of shuffling, there was a cough, and then:

“Shit, shit— Archie?”

The voice was familiar. It was Tim. Robin. 

For the first time in however long it had been, Jon sobbed with relief. “Robin,” he called, “I’ve— I’ve been buried, you have to get me out of here, please, I don’t— I can’t—!”

There was a hollow thunk somewhere to his left. Very close, actually.

“Archie, listen to me. You have not been buried.”

He felt a hysterical laugh bubble up on his chest. He didn’t bother trying to suppress it. “I’m in a coffin!”

“I know,” Tim said, voice the slightest bit shaky. “I know, I am too, but I promise there’s air outside of here, alright? Listen.” Another thunk. “See? If you kick the side, you can hear the way the sound echoes outside. And you can hear me. They’ve just put us in boxes.”

Jon shook his head and didn’t quite manage to choke down another sob. “I can’t— I can’t do this, I can’t do this.” He scratched at the roof again, ignoring the spike of pain in his hands.

“Archie,” Tim was starting to sound desperate. “Just listen to my voice. I’m here. You’re not alone. It’s going to be okay.”

Jon laughed again, just once; an awful, broken sound. “You don’t know that.”

“I do. I promise, it’s going to be okay, just try to stay calm for me, yeah? Deep breaths. You have air, you’re okay.”

Jon pressed his palms flat against the blood-slick surface above him and shoved weakly. “Just get me out. Please.”

There was a long moment of silence before Tim answered. “I can’t. I’m sorry. They took all my gear.”

Jon let his hands fall limp to his sides, desperation replaced with a hollow sort of emptiness. “Do you know where Batgirl is?” Jon asked, voice rough. 

“No, I haven’t heard anything…” Tim paused. “Batgirl? Are you there?”

No response. But then— a quiet whine started up, just to Jon’s right. Wordless and pained, like it hurt to make the sound at all.

“Batgirl?” 

There was a thunk, against the side of Jon’s box, like someone had kicked it. Then there was a voice, muffled, scared, for just a short moment before it stopped.

“Batgirl,” Tim called, “you’ve got to get the gag off. Can you do that?”

She kicked out again. Jon was fairly certain that she was in a box right up against his. 

“If you wedge yourself in the corner, you should be able to tuck your knees up and pull your arms around your feet,” Tim explained.

There was a long moment of shuffling, and then a quiet, terrified voice.

“Jon?”

Jon twisted to lay on his side as best as he could, barely enough space for his shoulders in the space, and rapped his knuckles against the wood between them. “Right here.” He swallowed. “I can’t get out.”

There was a single knock in return. “Dark,” Cass said, and it sounded like she had to choke the words free. “Too dark.”

Jon felt a pang of sympathy spike through his chest, a foreign sort of protective anger nestled alongside it. “I know.”

“Can’t see,” she said. The air felt heavy. “Can’t see.”

Jon swallowed down his emotions. “As soon as they open the boxes,” he promised, “I’ll Ask them something. You two just… don’t look me in the eyes. Don’t get caught in it. And then you do whatever you need to do to get us out of here.”

“Right,” Tim agreed. 

“Okay,” Cass managed. 

They lapsed into silence. Jon shut his eyes against the feeling of the walls closing in on him, tried to just focus on breathing, tried to think of a good question to Ask. It didn’t work. The silence stretched on, and Jon felt himself starting to panic again.

“I’m sorry,” he said, hating how weak he sounded. 

Nobody answered for a moment, and Jon was two seconds from breaking down again before Tim’s voice broke, thoughtful, into the quiet. “For what?” 

Jon’s breath shook. “For compelling you.” He laughed, squeezed his eyes shut and pressed his bloody hands over them. “I should have just let you take me back.”

Another long silence stretched on. And then:

“I actually, um. I wasn’t going to. Take you back, I mean.”

Jon let his hands fall away from his face. “What?”

“I just wanted to talk to you,” Tim explained. “And, I mean,” he laughed sadly. “I should be the one apologizing. What we did… you didn’t deserve that.”

Jon shook his head. He’d rather be muzzled and beaten every day for a month than spend another minute trapped in this coffin. “It was better than this.”

“Yeah, well. Not much isn’t.”

They lapsed into silence for another moment, and then Jon turned onto his side again and knocked on the wall. “Batgirl? How are you doing in there?”

There was a knock back, and then a few seconds of silence before she answered. “Dark,” she said. “Darker. Getting darker.”

Jon knocked on the wood again, swallowing saliva. He really, really didn’t like the fear in her voice. “I know.”

“I read your notebook,” Tim said, apparently apropos of nothing. 

“Yeah? Good read?”

Tim didn’t laugh. “Is the Red Hood really…?”

Ah. “Yeah,” Jon confirmed. “He is.”

“Nobody told me.” Tim sounded so lost. Jon’s heart ached. 

“I’m sorry,” he said.

“Nobody told Nightwing, either. And I didn’t even— didn’t even leave a note. I should have told him.”

“Well, then, you’ll just have to tell him when you get home.”

Tim was quiet for a time. When he spoke, it was with a sort of careful control that belied the fear Jon was sure he was feeling. “Right. Yeah. Of course— you're right. We’ll be out of here in no time, and I’ll tell him everything right away.”

“Batgirl?” Jon called again.

“Here,” she replied, so quiet Jon could barely hear it. 

“Do you still have my tapes?” He asked quietly. 

A moment of shuffling. “Yes,” she confirmed. “They took… my belt. My gear. Not my cape.”

He exhaled a short sight of relief.

She hummed. “Lighter is safe, too.”

Jon frowned. “What? What lighter?”

“In my cape…” she trailed off. There was more shuffling. “Archive told me to keep it safe. It is safe.”

“What?” Jon twisted in the box to face her. “What are you—?” He patted his pockets, and— no lighter. 

The Archive had given Cass his lighter. Why? Why on earth would it do that?

 He opened his mouth to say something else, but just then there was another sound— a door opening somewhere nearby, somewhere outside.

Voices. A conversation, already underway. “I mean, hey, at least he’s stopped screaming, right?”

“I dunno, I didn’t mind it…” came a second voice

“Of course you didn’t,” a third person interjected with a snort. Jon heard footsteps. He held his breath.

“Don’t worry, Vin,” the first voice reassured. “Won’t be the last of it. Boss isn’t back for hours.”

Jon did not like the sound of that. 

Someone kicked the side of the box, jostling the whole thing and making Jon clench his teeth together. “Wakey wakey, Archivist! The room’s all ready for you!”

“Oh, joy,” he intoned, willing his heart rate under control— they were going to let him out. Finally. Finally. 

Jon heard rapid breathing in the box next to his. 

“Grab the bird first— we’ll need Franklin—” Jon heard a deep breath. “Yo, grab Frank!” 

Footsteps moving away. “Frank! For God’s sake— Hey! Could you get— yeah, thanks. Come on, you dense fucking—” 

Jon’s attention was pulled away from the voices and toward a familiar sort of crack, and a moment later he heard Tim’s voice again— louder, like there was less between them.

“Don’t touch me— let go! Get—!” 

There was the sound of a scuffle; someone grunted in pain, and then there was another thump and a moment later a body hit the floor; then whoever had gone to get Franklin was back, frustrated voice overlapping with Tim’s enraged shouts.

“Hold him still, Christ, can’t leave you lot alone for two seconds— grab him!”

“But, sir, he’s—!”

“Oh, just give me that!”

There was the sound of something whipping through the air, then the solid thwack! of metal hitting flesh, and Tim cried out in pain. 

“Hey!” Jon yelled, banging on the lid of the coffin. “Stop! Don’t hurt him!”

“Wouldn’t have to if he’d just fucking play nice, now, would we?” 

Jon clenched his hands into fists. “Let me out!” He demanded. 

There was a laugh. “Ooh, eager, are we? Alright, I’ll play.” 

A thump, and then that same crack, and with it came a flood of fresh air and the first sliver of real light Jon had seen since he woke up. He gasped and tried to push himself up, dizzy with relief, and watched the man who had pried open the coffin with a crowbar take a big step back, shock and fear and disgust on his face. Jon recognized him— Dan. He’d been the first to approach, back at the phone booth. 

“What the fuck did you do?!”

Ah, right. In the bright fluorescent lighting— they were in a basement of some sort— the blood coating the inside of the coffin and much of himself looked much more worrying than it had in the relative darkness. Jon winced, casting his eyes around for Robin— there he was, two men at least twice his size holding his arms which had apparently been bound again, in front of him this time. “I, um,” Jon swallowed, looking at the damage he’d done, looking at his own hands, looking at Tim’s increasingly horrified expression. “I’m fine,” he said, and it was directed at the kid but of course everyone around him could hear it just as well. 

“It doesn’t look fucking fine!” Dan exclaimed. “How the hell did you do that without completely fucking up your hands, there’s no way—” then he cut himself off, and Jon felt dread flow through him. 

“Do you have a healing factor?” The man asked. 

Jon exchanged a panicked glance with Tim, then looked back at Dan who, to Jon’s complete horror, had a grin slowly spreading across his face. 

“Ah. No,” he lied, badly. “No, no, I just— I just, um—”

Another man laughed. He had a bruise quickly forming on the side of his face; Jon thought maybe Tim had kicked him. “Oh, this is gonna be great!”

Jon looked desperately around the room as the man with the bruise stepped toward him, reaching for him— then Tim caught his gaze, nodded once, and shut his eyes. 

Right. 

Jon lifted his chin and met the bruised man’s eyes.

“Vincent Frazier, What are the names of every piece of media you have ever heard of?” he asked the man. 

Vincent froze. Dan froze. The men holding Tim froze. The three goons gathered at the door froze.

Jon realized, with horror, that there was one person in the room, standing next to Dan, who had not.

Vincent opened his mouth, but before he could say anything— before Tim could squirm his way free, before anyone could do anything— that muscular, tattooed man pushed past everyone in the way and grabbed Jon by the throat. 

He gasped for air and clawed at the arm holding him, but of course this man was far stronger than him; he was lifted up out of the coffin and thrown to the floor, landing hard on his side and rolling onto his back; the compulsion, of course, broke immediately, but that was the least of Jon’s concerns as that same man rushed forward, dodging around his kicking legs to grab a fistfull of his hair and pull him up and onto his knees. 

“Ah—! No, let, let— ah— ow, ow!” 

He half-crouched in front of Jon, then, looking him in the eye with a mad grin, and Jon reached up to grab the hand still wrenching his head back by the hair, trying to relieve the pressure. “Hello, Archivist,” the man said, and there was something strange about his voice; the words carefully enunciated, like…

Like he couldn’t hear.

Jon didn’t try Asking anything else as Vincent approached him again, gesturing for the apparently deaf man to drop his hair before slapping Jon across the face, hard— the force and the shock of it sent him right back to the floor, catching himself and then twisting around to face the man as he loomed over him, one hand braced on the cold ground and the other pressed over his burning cheek, tears welling in his eyes at the sting, eyes wide and fresh fear lancing through him. 

Tim pulled at the arms holding him back. “Hey! Leave him alone!” 

Their captors ignored him, and Dan— the apparent ringleader— stepped closer to Jon. “I suggest you cooperate, Archivist,” he threatened, “or this is going to be very difficult for you.” 

Jon glanced to the door, then back at the people in the room— could he get past them all? Could he get out?

He had to try. 

He stood up slowly. “Alright,” he said, “I won’t fight.” 

Dan looked satisfied. Vincent looked disappointed. Someone approached him with a set of heavy-looking metal cuffs— actual shackles, Christ— and Jon twisted to face them, shifted his feet and his stance, lifted his hands obligingly, and—

— And sprinted for the door. 

He actually got further than he had expected; they clearly weren’t expecting him to just run, and he had wrapped his hand around the doorframe and set one foot on the threshold before he felt a hand wrap around his wrist, and a split second later a heavy weight slammed into him from the side— and then someone grabbed him by the hair and bashed his head against the wall, and Jon went down.

In that short moment between making it to the door and his vision turning to static and stars, Jon saw out into the hallway, and there he noticed three things:

One: it seemed more like a proper base of operations compared to the makeshift parking-garage basement holding cell he’d been kept in the last time he’d been kidnapped alongside Tim; the hallway was long and wide, with multiple doors on either side in both directions before it turned out of sight to the left and ended in a staircase going up on the right. 

Two: they were definitely underground. There was not a window to be seen anywhere, the walls and floors were all concrete, the lighting all horrible strip fluorescents; and beyond that Jon could feel the weight of the earth above him. 

Three: there was a woman outside, walking alone down the hall towards him. She wore an all black bodysuit, with what might have been a hood or a mask or both pulled down around her neck, and a dark leather jacket with metal spikes on the shoulders painted green. She made eye contact with Jon, stared wide-eyed at him for that moment before he was dragged back into the tiny room he’d woken up in and he lost sight of her as he lost sight of everything.

Jon’s head was spinning. He felt like throwing up. His cheek hurt and his head hurt and— who was shouting? Could they quiet down? 

He cracked an eye open and— oh. Robin. Tim.

“—from him you bastards!” The kid was yelling, struggling with surprising fervour, and a moment later Jon understood why.

Vincent had the crowbar. 

Footsteps in the hallway. Jon barely noticed them, focused as he was on twisting and pulling and trying to get away as the man approached; but someone was holding him down by the shoulders, and there was a heavy boot on his chest and hands on his socked feet and there was nowhere to go and Vincent brought that crowbar down directly onto his shin with a horrible crack!

The pain was immediate and intense— sharp spikes of it driven up through his leg into his knee and down into his foot and Jon gasped on an inhale, exhaling with some horrible sound halfway between a scream and a whimper and a pained moan— and when that man raised that crowbar again he flinched, tried to pull his leg out of the hand holding it still, but even that slight movement stole his breath and Robin kept yelling for them to stop and Jon screwed his eyes shut and braced himself as best he could.

The second impact never came.

“What the hell is happening in here?”

Jon opened his eyes, leg still throbbing with pain, to see the woman standing over him.

“This doesn’t look like bringing them to the room.”  

Dan’s voice came from somewhere above Jon, and he realized he was the one standing half on his chest. “He tried to run,” the man explained.

“I thought Harley was pretty clear the boss wanted him in one piece when they got here!” 

“He’s got a healing factor!” Vincent defended. “He’ll be fine. Just teaching him a lesson.”

“Give me that,” the woman reached to snatch the crowbar out of his hand, but Vincent was quite a bit taller than her— he held it up out of her reach. 

“You’re not my fuckin’ boss, Candy!”

Candy. Why did that name sound familiar?

“Well then get Batgirl out here so we can set them up how he wants them!”

Jon was a little busy waiting for his leg to stop feeling like someone had set it on fire from the inside, but his head had cleared enough that when he looked up and made eye contact with Candy, he was able to string enough of a sentence together to ask:

“Who’s your boss?”

“The Joker,” Candy told him, and then her expression flashed from fear to anger and Jon—

“You said he’s got a healing factor?”

—Jon may have made a mistake.

Someone grunted an affirmative, and Candy strode forward and stomped directly on his half-healed shin.

Jon screamed, the sound half-choked with agony and trailing off into pained whimpers as fresh fire raced up his leg and how could one thing hurt so much? His vision had glazed over with tears; he shut his eyes again, tried to blink them away, tried to breathe, but every breath was panicked and hurt and afraid and the tears just slid down his temples to soak into his hair, and as Vincent approached the box that he knew Cass was inside of, the entire room darkened. 

“No,” Jon felt his own mouth saying— “don’t hurt her— you can’t—!”

“We can,” Dan said, leaning down to look Jon in the face, and— “woah, his eyes are doing that thing like when he—“

Jon craned his neck up to try and follow Vincent, just managing to see Cass’ coffin on the edge of his vision— and what he saw made his blood go cold.

Shadows spread around it on all sides, seeping into the concrete floor, and—

 

 

Jon was in a familiar living room, sitting on a familiar couch. This time, he was alone. 

This time, there was a TV in front of him, and a remote on the coffee table. He picked it up and pressed the power button.

The screen turned to static. 

“No!” His own voice echoed from the speakers. The screen flickered— a dark room, a green glow— and then turned to static again. “No, you can’t have her! Friend— that’s my Friend! No!” 

“Someone control him, for fuck’s sake!”

He heard himself hiss and snarl. There was a crack. Jon flinched on the couch, his eyes wide. His leg hurt. He heard someone screaming— not in pain, though. They screamed in rage.

And then—

“Where the fuck is she?!”

And then—

 

 

Jon opened his eyes just in time for someone to aim a kick at his head. He jerked forward, twisting so that the boot missed— barely. Then he was being heaved upright, and his leg screamed at him, and his vision was white and green and and Cass, what happened to her, something happened to her—

Someone was yelling at him. “What the hell did you do?!”  

They turned him to face the box she’d been in. It was open.

It was empty.

Dread and fear and rage mingled inside him, all mixed up in his chest and his throat and his head and Jon wrenched at the arms holding him on his feet, something inside of him writhing like a feral cat, something that wanted these bastards dead, something that wanted them afraid, begging for mercy and it would not give them mercy, they would know only pain only fear only the agony of being known—

Jon shut his eyes. “I— I didn’t do anything, I swear, I don’t know—“

Someone punched him in the stomach, and he gasped for breath, panic making his thoughts go fuzzy and how dare they keep us from her, how dare they let it take her—

The Dark had taken Cass. 

Cass was gone.

Jon couldn’t breathe.

Dan approached with those shackles, and this time Jon didn’t try to run. Instead, he looked to Tim, and Tim looked back, and on his face was an expression of pure horror.

Jon’s hands were bound in front of him, wrapped in tight, heavy metal that he knew he wouldn’t be able to get out of without breaking himself, connected by a chain a little over six inches long. Then whoever was holding him let go of his arms, only for Candy to pull him forward by the chain between the cuffs, forcing him to step forward.

As soon as he put weight on his injured leg, he almost collapsed. 

He managed to stumble forward toward the door, but every step was agony— he grabbed hold of the doorframe and choked down the keening sound threatening to spill out of his throat as he looked out into the dauntingly long hallway. 

“Don’t— please—“

“Walk,” Candy commanded. He didn’t let go of the doorframe. He could feel his leg tingling as the injury healed— the pain already lessened considerably from what he knew it should be— but the thought of trying to walk still filled him with a deep, desperate dread. 

She sighed and yanked on the chain, and Jon’s hand was pulled off its admittedly weak anchor point— he only just managed to avoid hitting his head again, forced to put his weight almost entirely on his bad leg and he couldn’t help the way the pain escaped his throat in a gasp and—

Tim was yelling something again, somewhere behind him. “Stop, stop! You’re hurting him!”

“That’s the point, dipshit. What, you want to match him?” 

Candy glared at them over her shoulder. “Calm down, boys, you can have your fun once we get them in a room with a damn drain in it, got it? Don’t need any more blood in this fuckin’ closet…” 

Jon was half-marched, half-dragged down the hall; Candy in front of him, Franklin beside him, Tim with Vincent and Dan and a half-dozen others behind. People were definitely still speaking around him— angry voices, taunts and threats and he could tell Tim was afraid, but it was all he could do to keep his feet under him and try to breathe, limping badly as pain shot through him with every step.

When they finally stopped outside of a heavy metal door, Jon actually felt a small tinge of relief. Sure, they’d be leaving him in a confined space deep underground, which he was not fond of, but at least if they left him to rot, his leg would finish healing and he’d stop hurting so much. At least the pain would be over, and they could wait for rescue. 

He should have known better.

This new room was quite a bit larger than the first one. It was lit by one single horrible incandescent light bulb hanging from the ceiling; off to one side was a collection of furniture, tables and chairs with straps and stains on them that Jon really didn’t like the look of; and on the other side was a series of three cranks, a set of thick chains wrapped around each which ran, on a system of pulleys, up to the roof about ten feet above them and then across and down the wall opposite the door, where they were attached to the floor, spaced evenly about four feet apart. There was a small drain in the floor. 

All in all, it looked like a murder dungeon, and Jon felt dread like a stone in the pit of his stomach. 

 He was shoved inside, and he tripped over his own feet and landed hard on his hands and knees, twisting around to watch as the room filled with people. Tim fared better; but only because they didn’t let go of him, his two guards holding him by either arm and marching him in. 

The people following them into the room looked very angry. Candy stood over him, expression like stone— lip curled, eyes hard. 

“Where is Batgirl?” She asked.

Jon shook his head. “I don’t know,” he said truthfully. 

Candy nodded to the gathered crowd. 

Vincent stepped forward, still holding that crowbar, and Jon flinched back and Tim jerked forward but Candy shook her head. 

“In one piece, Vin,” she reminded him.

He rolled his eyes and handed the awful thing to someone behind him before looking back to Jon, grinning and crossing the room in two huge strides. Jon tried to shuffle backwards, but there wasn’t anywhere to go; before he could voice a word in protest, the man reached down and gathered up the front of his bloodstained sweater and the shirt beneath in one fist and lifted him up clean off the ground. 

“Scrawny little thing,” he said, and Jon grabbed the hand holding him up and kicked out, but even when he made contact all it did was send searing pain up his leg— his vision whited out for a long moment, and he was only jarred back into the present moment when his back hit a wall. He looked around at all the faces in the room, breaths panicked, and all were angry, furious. Even Tim was spitting and writhing with desperate anger.

“He didn’t do anything!” The kid was shouting. “Let him go! He didn’t—!”

“Shut him up,” Candy said, and someone put a hand over his mouth, and—

“Ow! You little fucker—”

—And he bit them. 

“Robin,” Jon said, meeting his eyes past the man holding him up and the woman whose eyes snapped back to him. “Robin, stop, just— it’s okay, I’ll be fine, just—“

“No! No, Archie, you didn’t do anything—!”

Candy pulled her arm back and punched him in the face. Tim’s head snapped backwards with a gasp; when he faced forward again, there was blood streaming down his nose, and protective desperation welled up in Jon’s chest, all his own. 

“Oh, but he did,” Candy sneered. “He got my boyfriend killed. This? This is nothing compared to that.”

Jon froze. Oh, shit.

“Run, Candy!” Alec had screamed in that warehouse the night he’d died. The night Black Mask had died. “Run!”

Candy watched the realization spread over his face, her face set in an angry sort of resolve. “This is justice.”

She nodded to Vincent, and the man pulled back a leg and slammed it forward into Jon’s shin— he groaned at the spike of pain, but apparently that wasn’t enough for him, because before Jon could even begin to recover his senses he punched him square in the chest. Something cracked, and Jon couldn’t help but cry out again as he was thrown to the floor.

“Leave him alone!” Tim’s voice was nasally, blood still streaming down from where he’d been hit, and as Jon got his bearings on the floor he watched the kid twist to hook a leg around one of his guards’ knees— it succeeded in destabilizing the man, but he just brought Tim down with him, the other guard moving to push the kid all the way to the floor and pin him on his stomach. Of course, instead of focusing on freeing himself, Tim reached his bound hands out towards Jon.

“Archie—!”

“Robin,” Jon managed through wheezing breaths, curled in on himself as the people around them laughed, “it’s alright. I’ll— I’ll heal, okay? I’ll be fine.”

“You can’t know that—!”

Candy kicked him, then, whatever he was about to say cutting off in a yelp, and Jon felt another spark of rage cut through his own pain; he scrambled to get his feet under him, pushed himself in a sort of desperate dive toward the kid, and with a burst of strength that might have been his or might have come from somewhere else, he shoved the man pinning Tim away.

To Jon’s surprise, it worked. The kid bucked and twisted at just the right time, and Jon managed to get the man in the throat with an elbow, and for a single triumphant moment he stood crouched protectively halfway over Tim as the boy rolled over onto his back and to his feet and—

Vincent had the crowbar again, raised high like a baseball bat and preparing to swing and all Jon could do was lift his arms up to cover his head with his hands as it whipped through the air towards him. It wasn’t nearly enough; he was vaguely aware of one of his elbows hitting concrete at a very bad angle as he twisted to land on his back and someone was screaming and— oh. Oh, that was him, that was— oh God, his hand—

Tim had gotten to his feet, Robin standing strong and trying to protect Jon like Jon had been doing for him a moment earlier, except Jon was in no state to even begin getting his feet back under him, and—

There was a scuffle, and some shouting, and the kid hit the ground next to him; and there was Vincent with the goddamn crowbar again and Jon didn’t think, couldn’t think, his thoughts all scrambled by pain and adrenaline and a looping track of I lost Cass I’m not losing you too, and he managed to roll himself over on top of Tim, planting his arms on either side of his head and putting his upper back in the path of the strike that would have hit the kid in the teeth and—

And—

—And it hurt. Everything hurt. Everything hurt, but there was Tim, staring up at him through his domino mask, blood still streaming from his nose and so much fear—

“No— Archie, you— let me— you can’t—!”

“I can,” Jon managed. There was blood in his mouth. Someone approached from the side; a foot lining up a kick near the elbow that Jon was very sure was broken, for all that the adrenaline rendered that pain a dull sort of bite, every part of him coming together and screaming at him to survive . “I won’t die, I won’t die, Robin, not to them, not like this. I will live.”

Tim grabbed the front of Jon’s sweater with both hands. He was shaking. “What if you don’t?”

“I will,” he said. “Short of— well— taking my head off might do it, but if I can heal I will.” He forced the words out, strained and hoarse, speaking with a lot more confidence than he felt but still he Knew that those words were true, Knew it with a protective rage that seared through his body and his blood and his soul . “I won’t die. I swear.”

“Cute,” Candy mocked. “Protect him if you want, Archivist— I don’t care. You ruined my life.”

“Ruined a lot,” someone else said. Jon thought it was Dan. “Things were good before you came along.” 

They were surrounded. Someone finally kicked Jon in the elbow; he bit down on the scream, lowered his head next to Tim’s, tried to cover as much of the kid’s body as he could and—

“Hold on,” Jon begged. “Please, just hold on, Robin.”

“You’ll heal, huh? Well then,” there was a smile in Candy’s voice, and Jon was tense and afraid and angry and how dare they, how dare they and he was shaking with it, all that rage and terror and helpless guilt pulsing through him in turns. Tim wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for Jon. Cass wouldn’t be gone if it weren’t for Jon. 

 “Have at it,” Candy said, and the impatient murmur broke into dark laughter and Jon screwed his eyes shut as the hard metal toe of a boot slammed into him from the side and something else cracked, and there was another impact to his head through his already ruined hand and for a moment he felt an agony so intense that he couldn’t even scream. He understood, in that moment, that crushing his hand by pulling it through rope, bloodying his fingers carving gouges into wood, those had been nothing. This? He could feel shards of bone piercing through sinew and muscle and skin, the pain like electric shocks running over his nerves; adrenaline could only handle so much, he could only handle so much, and he was sure that if he opened his eyes his hand would be a bloodied, mangled mess, but he didn’t look. 

He didn’t dare look. 

Blows rained down from above; they kicked him, they stomped on his back, stepped on his hand, he was pretty sure the crowbar was involved in something relating to his legs— his ankle, oh God— and did someone have a knife? That would explain why his shoulder felt like it was being burned from the inside, the hot wetness spreading underneath him and Tim, the sharp sting on his back and then something went through his foot and, well, Jon lost track of the details, after that. He was sure he was making some sort of sound— some keen or whimper or scream, something, but he couldn’t hear it. All he could hear was the ringing in his ears, all he could feel was the wrongness of shattered bone and the pain and his pulse and Tim’s hands holding his sweater tight, holding him down, and he knew that if the kid let go the next kick would send him him rolling over, the next crack of metal on flesh would have him curling in on himself; but as it was, Jon held steady. As it was, he kept his eyes shut, and his head down, and focused every ounce of himself on the task of protecting the kid.

If he could do only one thing there, it would be to make sure that Tim made it out of this. So Jon shored up his resolve, and did his best to weather the storm. 

 

 

Elsewhere in Gotham City, the Hunter and the Red Hood stalked past a particularly dark patch of shadow; they peered into it before moving on. 

Neither noticed that the shadows looked back. 

 

Notes:

So… that sure is something, isn’t it?
More to come, I’m afraid.

Next time: the aftermath, and the Hunt.

Chapter Summary:
Jon wakes up bound and gagged inside a simple wooden box, similar in size and shape and vibes to a coffin. He panics about this, but manages to get his hands free (this involves breaking several small bones in one hand) and the gag out. He screams for help, but nobody comes. He claws at the roof of the box, seriously injuring his hands, but the fast healing kicks in so he’s… fine, physically, despite the excessive amount of blood everywhere inside the box and on his person. Tim and Cass wake up; each are in their own coffin-like boxes. Tim manages to calm Jon down. Cass is afraid of the dark. They have a conversation, clearing up a couple things. Cass also reveals that the Archive gave her Jon’s lighter.
Then their captors return, and begin to open the boxes. They find out Jon has a healing factor. Jon tries to compel them to give Tim a chance to escape or take them down; but they have a deaf man there who is unaffected for precisely this purpose. Jon gets slapped around a bit, he tries to run, that goes predictably poorly; they break his shin with a crowbar. Then a woman called Candy arrives— Jon thinks the name sounds familiar, because we met her in chapter 22; she was Alec’s girlfriend. He Asks her who she works for, and she tells him it’s the Joker. Then she stomps on his broken leg.
They move to open the box Cass is in. But then Darkness spreads out from it, and Jon is booted into the living room from his dream, watching on a staticy TV screen as the Archive screams in rage about someone taking Cass.
He comes back to himself, and the Joker goons have opened her coffin and she is gone. Their captors blame this on Jon, and force him to walk on his half-healed leg into another room where they then beat up Jon and Tim. Jon protects Tim as best he can, actually laying on top of him to protect him with his own body. Several things in his body are broken very badly, he’s kicked and hit and cut and stabbed, and he is not having a good time.
There is one ominous paragraph about the shadows looking back at Daisy and Jason, and then the chapter ends.

Chapter 33: Hand in Hand

Summary:

There are many ways to hurt.
In which Jon and Tim are very, very afraid.

Notes:

Over the weekend I got covid and my house also flooded! So that was fun. Gotta love water pouring in through the ceiling!
Anyway, here’s 5.8k of Jonathan Sims suffering greatly, enjoy!

Chapter contains…
The aftermath of a severe beating; internal injuries, head wounds, broken bones. One character thinks another is dead for a short time. Beholding Content, restraints, electrocution, non-consensual touching(!!), dissociation, panic, flashbacks

The touching, while not sexual in nature, is nonetheless very violating; please proceed with some caution, especially if that may be upsetting to you. The section is right at the end, beginning after “He looked angry. Tim’s ears were ringing.”
There is a summary in the end notes.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jon didn’t fight when the goons decided they were done with them and dragged him up off of Tim. He didn’t fight when they dropped him to the floor, or when they yanked his bound arms above his head and secured them to one of the metal chains running up the wall.

Every movement was agony, but he did not fight. He couldn’t even if he tried.

He couldn’t even lift his head to see if Tim was alright, left bound in a similar state a few feet to Jon’s left. Every slight movement sent pain lancing through his body; his ankle screamed at him, his nose streamed blood down his chin and dripped onto his pants, his hands were a mess, and something in his ribs was definitely very wrong, to name a few things he could pinpoint. He took quick, shallow breaths through his mouth and tried not to think about it. He would not die. He Knew he wouldn’t— couldn’t. Not easily, not to people like them, who weren’t of the Fears, and especially not when he’d fed from Nightwing less than twelve hours previous. 

He would heal, and he would heal fast. That fact did not dull the fire racing across his nerves. 

Would-be fatal injuries healed first. The roar in his ears, in his head, subsided to a continuous, high-pitched ringing. Then his ribs shifted, and all of a sudden he could not breathe. It brought him a brief stint of panic as he tried— horrid, gasping rattles as his lungs filled with something that was not air, as he choked and he couldn’t breathe he couldn’t breathe— until he realized, distantly, that it hurt far less if he didn’t try at all.

He held very, very still, watching the dripping of blood from his nose off his chin slow and eventually stop. Feeling his lungs return to some semblance of functionality, though still filled with blood, he was helpfully informed. He would need to cough that out. Not right then, though; it would only aggravate his other injuries. Best to wait; he would not die from a lack of air, and he’d had worse, anyway. His heart was still beating. His head felt like it was stuffed full of cotton; thoughts sluggish in a way he was not at all accustomed to.

For a short while, perhaps five minutes or so, Jon did not breathe. He was perfectly still, save for the slight motions of his body knitting itself back together; bones shifting, muscles twitching. Until, finally, the ringing in his ears faded, and he heard desperate, pleading sobs.

“No, please, no, no…”

 It was a kid. Tim. 

Another long moment passed, and then: “Look— look at me, look at me, Archie, please!”

Just the thought of it made Jon nauseous. Did he have to?

“Say something! Move, damn it, Jon—!” The sentence was punctuated with a sound somewhere between a pained cry and a distressed whine.

There was a shuffling and some grunts to Jon’s left. “You can’t— you can’t be— please, you— you promised, you said…” 

A foot came into his field of view, kicking out towards him. He wanted to warn Tim away; his ankle was still very much broken, and he didn’t think—

Tim kicked him, and Jon choked on a scream.

He lurched forward, trying to gasp only to find his lungs still full of fluid; then he was coughing, wretched wet things that had him hacking a concerning amount of blood onto his pants and the ground beside him; the motion, as predicted, made nausea swell inside him and then he was throwing up, too, twisting further to the side to retch onto the floor— although the only thing that came up was more blood— and his head spun and everything hurt and for a long moment he couldn’t move, keenly aware that his body was still broken in far too many places.

It was as he regained control of his senses, throat raw and yet dizzy with the relief of air in his lungs, that he realized Tim had still been speaking to him. It was hard to focus on the words, what with how he felt like he’d been hit by a goddamn bus, but it felt… important. 

“You’re okay, you’re okay, breathe, Jon, just— fuck, I thought you were— you can’t do that, what the hell!”

He made to kick Jon’s leg again, but Jon managed a desperate, rasping “don’t!” And Tim froze. 

“Ankle’s, uh. Broken,” he offered.

It was then that Jon actually looked up and saw the kid. Tears had long since started to leak out from under his mask, carving tracks through the drying blood on his face; there was a lot of blood, and his nose was still bleeding— it might have been broken. More worrying was the way he hunched slightly on himself, breaths careful and shallow in a way Jon had recently become far too familiar with, and he thought back to the impact of hard boots slamming into the both of them from the side, and the way that he couldn’t shield Tim from all of them. 

“Are you alright?” Jon rasped.

“Am I—?” Tim stared at him incredulously. “Archie, you weren’t breathing! I should be asking you if you’re okay, but you’re obviously not, you— you—!” 

“I’m fine,” Jon dismissed, “I heal fast.”

“You just said your ankle is broken.” 

It was still broken. So was his hand. Hm. “Nothing fatal now—” even if everything still hurt every time he moved— “they really don’t hold back, do they?” 

Tim did not seem to appreciate Jon’s attempt at humour. “Is there anything I can do?”

Jon tried to shift to ease the pressure on his shoulders. It made it worse. “You could tell me about how you’re feeling.” He didn’t really want for Tim to do anything of the sort, but he had to admit the healing had slowed, and his headache was back, and he may not be dying but he was hardly in a position to run or protect Tim or do anything helpful for anybody. He needed every bit of strength he could get. 

“I’m… well, I’m scared, and everything kind of hurts. I don’t— how is that supposed to help?”

Jon grimaced. “I’m not proud of it, but my… abilities are fueled by fear. So, if you tell me about… your, well, your fear, I’ll heal faster. I think.”

Tim hummed. “I… I don’t know. I want to help, but…”

Jon backtracked. “Forget about it. It’s fine, you don’t have to, I’ll be fine—“

“No! I want to, I just— I don’t know how. Where to start.”

Jon sighed, which triggered a small coughing fit. When it subsided, he looked back at Tim and offered: “I could Ask?”

Tim nodded thoughtfully. “Yeah, okay.”

“Are you sure?” Jon asked.

“Not really, but I’m willing to try,” Tim answered. A beat later, he added, “I mean— that’s not so bad, really. Hit me with it.”

Jon tried to take a couple of fortifying breaths without triggering another bout of coughs, then Asked:

“At this moment, what are you most afraid of?”

 

 

Tim had been scared from the moment he woke up in the dark with the Archivist’s screams echoing in his ears. He was scared when he realized he was trapped, when he managed to wriggle his hands in front of him and get the gag off and untie his hands with his teeth only to realize he was in what amounted to a coffin and he had nothing, no way out, no way to help Archie as he begged to be freed or Cass as her voice got smaller and smaller. He was scared when they finally opened the Archivist’s box and he saw how much blood was inside, when their captors realized he would heal, when his compulsion was rendered ineffective and their one hope for escape was dashed. Tim was scared when they broke Archie’s leg, and when Candy hurt him, and when the room went dark and Archie went— he went weird, he started acting different— and when they opened Cass’ coffin and she was gone. He’d been scared— of course, of course he’d been scared— when he’d tried so, so hard to protect the Archivist (a civilian, Archie was a civilian) only to be taken down right beside him; and he’d been scared when he saw that crowbar flying for his head, but then the Archivist was there; but then, then he’d been terrified as he lay still and helpless, as the man he’d helped to catch and lock away and muzzle and hurt, the man who had every right to hate him, protected Tim with his own body; as he took as much of the pain as he could, for Tim. 

He’d been so, so scared. More scared than he had been in a very long time. He was still soaked in the man’s blood from where it had spread between them, seeping into both of their clothes, mingling with Tim’s own and pooling on the ground beneath them as he held on for dear life and flinched with each hit— he’d kept his eyes open, at first, cataloguing every impact, every wound, running through first aid in his head until he realized he wasn’t going to be able to help, until he realized there was nothing he could do. Then he’d shut his eyes. Then he’d curled his head up, just a fraction, pressing his face into Archie’s shoulder despite the way it sent a spike of pain through his definitely-broken nose and trying to shut out what was happening, the way the man couldn’t block every hit, the way stray boots still hit Tim in the side and the way Archie was jerked back and forth above him, barely staying in place, the way he went limp after a while, hardly even conscious, his full weight pressing Tim into the concrete— and the sounds. God, the sounds. 

Tim would never, ever forget those sounds. 

He had thought that was the worst his fear was going to be. He had been very, very wrong. 

Eventually they had dragged Archie up off of Tim, fixed them both sitting on the floor with their arms above their heads to chains running up the walls across from the door and looped around with a pulley system that Tim did not like the look of, turned off the light and left them alone in silence; giving Tim a few moments to catch his breath, grateful that he and the Archivist were both breathing, though with some difficulty— he didn’t know how long the man’s healing factor took, or what it’s limitations were, but as long as he was breathing he was alive. 

“Archie?” he’d whispered. There was no response; but he’d hardly been expecting one. He wasn’t even sure if the man was conscious. 

And then he’d started choking. 

It had started as a single sort of gasp, and then a cough, and Tim thought for a moment that he had come back to himself; but then it was followed by an awful sort of broken gurgling, and the sound of fabric sticky with blood shifting against the wall as the Archivist writhed, slightly, trying to curl in on himself further and then—

And then, with a final choked-off rattle, he had gone completely limp. 

Blood had spilled from his lips, joining the constant stream dripping from his nose. His chin had dropped forward, and he had stared, eyes vacant and glowing that dim, sickly green, at the floor in front of him; and for several excruciatingly long minutes, he did not move, and he did not breathe.

“At this moment, what are you most afraid of?”

Tim had been scared from the moment he woke up in this place. But he’d been most afraid, absolutely fucking terrified, during those five minutes spent chained to a wall next to what he thought to be a corpse.

“I thought you were dead,” he told the Archivist, words smoothed out by compulsion. “You started choking, and then you stopped breathing, and I thought you’d been wrong; I thought that your healing factor wasn’t strong enough, that your wounds were too much and you’d died right in front of me, died protecting me and they’d left me here with your body— you were just so still and I begged you to wake up, to move, but then your blood stopped flowing and I was so sure you were gone, you were gone and Cass was gone and I was alone.”

He paused for a moment; not in hesitation, but rather as though for dramatic effect . It was almost funny, the things Tim noticed about the Archivist’s compulsion when he wasn’t fighting it; when he simply allowed the words to come forward, let himself sink into the man’s eyes and fall deeper into the trance.  “I am most afraid that you are going to die. If you die, the Red Hood and the Fearhound will tear Gotham to pieces. If you die, we won’t know how to handle your Fears— what if whatever took Cass comes back? If you die, I will have failed as Robin, and I’ll be alone until help comes or until they kill me, too; and the worst part is that there’s nothing I can do. I can’t help you, even though helping people is the one thing I’m supposed to do, and I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to put the suit back on after this if I fail.”

Jon’s breathing looked… easier. Smoother. The injuries in his hand had been reduced to bruising covered by leftover blood. Tim was crying.

“I’m scared that these people are going to kill you, and then the Joker is going to kill me, and the others won’t make it in time. I don’t even think they’re looking,” Tim admitted. “I mean, they probably won’t realize that I’m missing until it’s too late. I don’t live at the manor, they won’t know until I don’t show up for patrol tonight, and by then…”

The more Tim spoke, the more he realized just how true his words were. “I’m not really a part of the family,” he explained. “Bruce never took me in or anything— I forced my way into the job, and I may be Robin, but I’ll never be his son. I’ll never be Jason. But the Joker doesn’t know that, does he? The Joker killed Jason, and it nearly destroyed Bruce, and that monster’s always been the worst of them all. He will kill another Robin just to make a point, and he won’t make it quick. They will kill you, and I’ll be alone with them until the end.” 

Tim was so afraid— of his failure, and what it would mean. He was so sure that he would suffer the same fate as Jason, that his death would push Batman over the edge, that all they had worked so hard for would be lost and he was afraid afraid afraid of the pain he would face before the end.

“I really thought you were dead. There was so much blood and you didn’t breathe for so, so long, and I thought they’d left me here with your corpse, and I didn’t know what to do. I still don’t. I’ve been kidnapped before, but I’ve never been so scared.”

Tim went silent and shrank into himself. He felt the power fade from the room. 

He’d never put any of that into words, before, not even to himself. To have it pulled out of him with such ease was… disconcerting, to say the least, but in a sense it was also freeing. Now it was all out there, laid in front of him plain and simple in words soaked in his fear: Tim wasn’t Bruce’s son, but Tim’s death would destroy him anyways. Death was failure, and Tim was so very afraid to fail.  

The more Tim thought about it, the more he realized that this whole situation was absolutely crazy. “What kind of healing factor is fueled by fear?” He said, breaking the silence with a shaky sort of faux-outrage. “That’s— this is insane. I hope you know that this is insane.”

Archie chuckled softly. It sounded like it hurt. “I wish that was the strangest thing about all this.” A beat. “You’re wrong, by the way.”

Tim laughed once, short and bitter. “About what?”

“That they don't care about you,” Archie explained, his words terribly soft for all that his words were rasping and rough. “Anyone with eyes can see that they do— and even if they wouldn’t notice you missing, they’ll notice that I’m gone at least. I don’t know if that’ll be enough,” he admitted, “but they will look for you. Maybe they already are.”

Tim didn’t know how he felt about that. He wanted to say he felt hopeful, but most of him just felt lost. “You think so?” 

Archie swallowed. “Yeah,” he confirmed. “They’ll come. We just have to survive until then, okay?”

“Right.” Tim shifted, tried to get more comfortable. “How’s your healing?”

Archie shifted beside him, took a deep breath— coughed again— then took another; clenched and unclenched his fists, and only winced a little bit. Impressive, really, considering the state his hand had been in just a few minutes previous. He wiggled his feet, tucked his knees up to his chest and then dropped them back down.

“Better,” he said, when he was finished with his little self-assessment. “Still sore, but… well, don’t feel like I'm dying anymore.” 

Tim blinked. “Was that supposed to be a joke?”

Archie tipped his head back between his arms. “Yes.”

“What— why?”

“Can I not joke about my own beating?” Archie asked, rhetorical and mock-affronted. “Honestly. The judgement in this underground torture dungeon…”

Tim rolled his eyes. “Well excuse me for being worried about you when you’re still covered in your own blood.”

He sighed. And then: “I’m sorry for scaring you.”

Tim frowned. “What? No, you don't need to—”

“I want to,” Archie interrupted him. “I— well, everything hurt, breathing hurt, and my head felt— I don't know, but I couldn’t think. So I’m not sure what I could have done differently, but I’m sorry I made you think I was… gone. It wasn’t my intention.”

“I know,” Tim tried to shoot back, but it came out far too quiet, far too much like reassurance. “I know it wasn’t. You don’t have to apologize to me, not after— after all of that. You saved my life, Archie—”

“Jon.” 

“What?”

“Call me Jon,” he said. “When they’re not listening. They’re not, by the way. I checked.”

Tim shook his head. “Jon, then. How do you know that?”

Archie— Jon— shrugged and looked at the door. His eyes were still glowing slightly; had been this whole time. “The Eye has its uses.”

Right. Right, the fear gods from another dimension. 

Actually… that was a point. “Hey, Jon, d’you know anything about why the dimensional anomaly levels spiked last night?”

Jon frowned. Tim kept talking. “Or, well, this morning, I guess. It started at midnight, and—”

Jon’s eyes widened. “Oh, yes, actually. I think, ah… I think the Entities may have… come through, a bit more. Nightwing encountered them, and then so did Batgirl and I in the tunnels…” he tilted his head. “The researchers picked up on that, then.” 

That didn’t sound good. “Yeah, sure did. It spiked to like, four thousand— you’ve seen the machines, right?” He did break into WayneTech for them. 

Jon nodded. “Ah, yes. You… know about them.”

Tim grinned. “I’m in charge of them. For now, anyway— it’s a test, to see how I do in management. Bruce says I’ve got potential.”

Jon chuckled, shut his eyes and leaned his head back; the room was plunged into darkness, but Tim didn’t really mind. There was night vision on his domino mask anyway. “Management, really?” Jon asked. “Aren’t you still in school? When do you have time to sleep?”

Tim huffed. “Not like school is hard. Been thinking of dropping out, actually— finishing my high school diploma online or something. It’s just that I have friends in school, and I’d feel bad leaving them behind…”

Jon cracked an eye open. “That’s a valid concern. Socialization is important for…” then he trailed off, and his eyes went wide, and: “Someone’s here,” he breathed. A beat passed. “Two of them.”

Tim focused his own attention on the door— he couldn’t really hear anything outside of it, it was too heavy, but sure enough a few moments later the door unlocked and cracked open, and they both froze.

“—how he’s doing, make sure he hasn’t kicked it,” someone was saying. The voice sounded vaguely familiar, but Tim couldn’t place a name to it. 

“He better not have,” someone else shot back. “Boss will kill us if he’s dead.” 

The first person stepped through and flicked on the light. Then he saw Jon, and a grin spread across his face. 

“Yo, he’s awake!” He started across the room toward Jon, who tucked his knees up to his chest and pressed himself back into the wall. The chain behind him rattled.

The other goon poked his head in through the open door. “What, like, awake-awake?” 

“Yeah dude, come on—“

The first goon reached for Jon’s hands, and Tim kicked out at him with a surge of anger; he caught him in the shin, and the man stumbled backward. “Ow! Fuckin brat—”

“Leave him alone!” Tim demanded, shifting so his feet were under him and pushing to his feet— like this, his hands were bound in front of him at about waist level, and he could twist to aim another kick the moment anyone stepped close again.

“Robin, it’s alright, it’s— it’s alright,” Jon assured him— but his voice was shaking, and Tim knew he was afraid. 

“Listen to your Archivist, kid,” the goon sneered. “I’m not gonna hurt him. Just want to have a look.” Then he turned to the second goon, still standing in the doorway. “Yo, Mirek! Lift the kid up and grab some more restraints.”

The second goon— Mirek, apparently, nodded and moved to the cranks off to one side, and Tim felt a flutter of apprehension. The first turned to look down at Jon, then— staying back a few feet to avoid any kicks from Tim. 

Jon looked back, and— “what are you doing to Robin?”

The man froze. Tim froze, too, watching the proceedings with dread like a stone in his stomach, absolutely sure that Jon should not have done that.

“The chains are on a track so that we can move them up or down with those cranks,” the goon explained. “We’re going to lift Robin’s hands up above his head, and chain his feet near the floor so that he can’t—“ 

At that moment, Mirek moved into Tim’s field of view with one hand over his eyes, and with the other hand he reached up and shoved the other goon hard.  

The man stumbled to the side, and the compulsion broke. 

He whirled on Jon. “You little bastard,” he hissed, and before Tim could do anything he was right up in Jon’s personal space, crouching down and shoving one of his knees out of the way and reaching around to the back of his head, grabbing him by the hair and pulling down on it to force Jon’s face up and his body forward, violence in every angry line of his face.

“Ah—!” Jon gasped, eyes wide, the chains rattling behind him as he was jerked forward.

“Try that again and I’ll cut out your fucking tongue, do you understand?”

Jon snapped his mouth shut, inhaling sharply. Tim found himself doing the same— except holding his breath, because his nose was still full of blood.

Mirek laughed, turning back to the cranks across the room. “Nice one Nico! That’s one way to shut him up. Think it’d grow back if we did?”

“I dunno, but look at his hands,” Nico pointed out, standing and grabbing Jon’s fingers, moving and twisting them around to look at whatever bruising lingered as he winced and tried to pull away, his breath stuttering with what might have been pain or might have been fear. “I would have put money on some lasting damage. Most healing factors would have made that kind of mess worse.”

“Yeah, totally,” Mirek agreed, and then Tim sucked in a breath in surprise as the chains on the wall started to move. The way the system worked, there was technically only one chain behind him, but looped around inside a little well in the floor so it ran doubled up and taught behind him; as Mirek turned the crank, one side moved up, and one moved down. The one his hands were fixed to was moving up. Tim pulled back on it, tried to stop it, but all he succeeded in doing was lifting his feet off the ground. The chain kept moving, no matter what Tim did, no matter how he planted his feet on the wall and heaved, and—

He was facing the wall, so he didn’t see Mirek coming before the man had wrapped a hand around his ankle. 

“Get down you little—!” 

“No!” Tim twisted, grabbing the chain and holding himself up with bent arms, kicking out with both feet and catching the man in what felt like the chin.

There was an angry shout and stumbling footsteps, and Tim had a brief moment to think the guy had backed off before he heard the whistling of something whipping through the air and something hard hit his leg with a thwack, knocking it down, and he pushed away from the wall with the other foot and spun to kick again, but Mirek had seen that move coming; he ducked under it, and before Tim could do anything else he jabbed the metal rod he was holding up just under Tim’s ribcage and pressed down on a button on the handle.

He realized what it was at the same moment the shock hit him. In an instant, every muscle locked up; his foot slipped from the wall and he lost his grip on the chain and he couldn’t catch himself or land properly, his full weight slamming down on his wrists and jarring his shoulders as he cried out and the electrified baton followed him and he couldn’t move— and he’d been electrocuted before, but never like this, it had only ever been for a moment— it hurt it hurt it hurt and he couldn’t help but scream—

Eventually, it stopped, and Tim was left gasping and shaking with fresh tears slipping out from under his mask, hanging by his wrists as his legs refused to hold his weight. He tried to get his feet back under him, but he could hardly move. Everything hurt. Everything— he couldn’t think—

Someone was fastening shackles around his ankles, fixing those to the chain near the floor. He couldn’t stop them; couldn’t even speak, spasms locking his jaw shut, and he was afraid that if he tried he would bite his own tongue. Beside him, Jon was being lifted up, too, forced to stand next to Tim, although they didn’t bother chaining his legs down. He was saying something— shouting, probably. He was struggling. He looked angry. Tim’s ears were ringing. 

Both of the goons were standing far too close to Jon. One of them— Nico— grabbed him by the jaw and forced his wide eyes away from Tim, toward himself, and in that moment he looked so small.

Tim swallowed, and sound started to return, and he almost wished it hadn’t. He didn’t want to hear Jon’s little whines as the larger man turned his head side to side, running a hand along the side of his head and down to his neck— checking on his injuries, injuries they had helped to inflict, and finding nothing but tacky, drying blood. 

“Stop— stop it,” Jon jerked to the side, tried to kick, and Mirek raised the baton and moved it towards Tim. 

Tim froze. Jon froze, and then started shaking his head. “No, don’t— don’t hurt him, please—“

“Just hold still, Archivist,” Nico said, wrapping one hand around Jon’s throat and using it to push him back against the wall. “Just hold still, let me see how well you’ve healed, and we won’t touch him, alright?”

Tim forced his mouth open, started to say something, words slurred— “s-stop, get— get off— get off him—” but Mirek moved closer, the baton less than a foot away and electricity crackling off the end of it, and Tim’s mouth snapped shut again.

Jon was shaking, trying to pull out of Nico’s grip, but the man didn’t budge; and then, after exchanging one more terrified glance with Tim, Jon went still. Mirek lowered the baton.

“There we go,” Nico smiled. Jon stared at him, eyes so wide and so very afraid. 

And then Nico reached for the bottom of Jon’s shirt. 

Jon jerked back at the touch, but with obvious effort he forced himself still; Nico reached under his sweater and tugged the fabric of the shirt beneath free from his pants— for what little of it hadn’t already come loose in the earlier beating— then lifted it away from his skin with a sound not unlike velcro being slowly pulled apart, only wetter, sticky in a way velcro should never be. The goon lifted his shirt and it crunched, bits of dried blood flaking off it, but none of those things were as bad as the sound Jon made when Nico reached a hand under his shirt and felt his way up his ribs. 

“No, no— please— stop, stop,” Jon jerked backwards and tried to pull away; Mirek raised the baton again. Jon stilled, but shook his head, panic in his eyes. “Don’t— don’t—“

Nico ignored him, even as Jon started breathing harder, faster, desperation making his eyes go wild as he looked to Tim; Tim, who was just as helpless as he was; Tim, who could do nothing but shy away from Mirek every time Jon struggled too much, couldn’t even speak, could do nothing but watch. 

Nico lifted Jon’s shirt higher, exposing his bloodied stomach and ribs to the cold, dark room, feeling his way up to where fatal injuries had been less than a half hour previous, and as he went his smile only grew. Both of the goons ignored Jon’s terror, and Tim could do nothing as his desperate pleas turned into terrified whimpers and whines and then to barely-audible keens, his eyes unfocusing and his body going limp, his mind somewhere far, far away— and it was only then, only when he couldn’t hear the sounds of pain and fear, that Tim realized the silence was worse.

Nico half-turned to Mirek. “Dude, go grab Dan— he’s like, fully healed already. Just some bruises n shit.”

Mirek raised an eyebrow. “What, really? Let me see.”

Mirek moved to join his friend, feeling his way along Jon’s ribs, and Jon hardly even seemed to notice— he barely reacted to the hands on him anymore, even when they turned him around and felt up his back, even when they lifted his legs one at a time, pulled off his socks and manipulated his ankles back and forth, felt up his calves. His breathing was shallow and quick but not quite hyperventilating, his eyes were distant and afraid and—

And Tim could see what was happening, okay? He knew what dissociation looked like. He knew what a flashback looked like. He could tell that Jon had been through something horrible, something a little bit too similar to what he was currently experiencing, something that might have been worse; and Tim’s dread grew impossibly stronger as he realized he could think of very few things that were worse than this. So he knew that Jon wasn’t really there, at the moment, that he might react in unexpected ways to whatever hell his mind had plunged him into. It still came as a surprise, though, when Nico finally took the baton and ushered Mirek out of the room to get the others and then turned to Tim— “let’s see how the bird’s doing, eh?” He said— and Jon lunged. 

“No!” Jon yelled, voice so afraid and yet so full of anger. “No— get away! Don’t touch him! Get away from him!”

Nico rolled his eyes. “Calm down, Archivist, I’m not going to hurt him.”

Jon was shaking, pulling at his restraints so hard Tim was afraid for his wrists and shoulders, teeth bared. “No! Get away— don’t! Don’t!”

Tim glanced between Jon and Nico, not sure what to do, but eventually settled his eyes on Jon. “Archie,” he said, “it’s okay, it’s okay, just— I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine.”

“Listen to the birdie, Archivist,” Nico reached out and put a hand in Tim’s hair, carding his fingers through it in an awful mockery of affection that made Tim’s skin crawl. “Don’t make this difficult.”

Jon shook his head. “No,” he was panicking in earnest, now, his breathing far too fast, his entire body convulsing in awful sobs. “No, please, please don’t— please— Nikola—!”

Nico froze, and his grip in Tim’s hair tightened painfully for a moment before he released him entirely and turned to face Jon again.

“What did you just call me?” 

Jon blinked, his eyes losing some of their distance as he focused on the room in front of him for the first time since they’d touched his chest, and a moment later Nico had crossed the short distance and wrapped his hand around Jon’s throat again; this time lifting and squeezing, pulling him up so their faces were inches apart, his lips pulled back in an enraged snarl.

“You’ll regret that,” he promised, darkly. He released his grip on Jon’s throat, shoved him backwards and waited a beat while he sucked in a desperate breath— and then he pressed the tip of the baton into Jon’s side, just under his ribcage, and held down on the button.

Jon screamed.

Jon screamed, and kept screaming, and Nico didn’t stop. He held down on that button as Jon’s entire body went rigid, as he convulsed and his legs gave out and he hung suspended by his wrists. Tim lurched forward, trying to find the right words, scrambling for anything he could say that would make it stop—

“No, please, he didn’t mean it! It was an accident, Nico, stop, please!”

Nico ignored him; paid him no mind, his attention solely on Jon as the crackling of electricity and the smell of burning fabric and burning skin filled the air alongside Tim’s begging and Jon’s weakening screams, as his voice gave out and his eyes rolled back into his skull and finally, finally, Jon passed out.

And then Nico turned and left without a word, slamming the door shut and plunging the room into complete darkness.

Tim’s only comfort, as he stood on shaking legs in the dark, was the sound of Jon’s shallow, even breaths.

 

Notes:

… Yeah.
Sorry we didn’t get to the Hunting this chapter, but we will next chapter for sure!
If anyone thinks this chapter warrants any warnings that aren’t on it already, please let me know.

Lira was vital this chapter, and continues to be for what is coming! Everyone say thank you Lira!!

Spider wrote a crackfic called “The Kidnapping of Bruce Wayne,” it’s made to be an *in-universe fanfic* in the world of AeF, and it is absolutely HILARIOUS. It should be linked at the bottom. ::::)

Next time: The Hunt.

Chapter Summary:

Jon is eventually pulled off of Tim, and the two of them are chained to the wall, seated with their hands above their heads. Jon is very badly injured, and in the process of his healing his lungs get messed up worse (think ribs moving back into place and cutting him up inside) and he stops breathing for a few minutes. This scares Tim very very badly; he thinks Jon is dead. When Jon comes back online, they have a conversation, and Tim (under willing compulsion) tells Jon about how afraid he is in order to help him heal. Perspective switches to Tim at the compulsion. They talk some more, comforting each other as best they can.

Their conversation is interrupted by the arrival of two goons; their names are Nico and Mirek. Nico is a huge creep and Mirek has an electrified baton, which he uses on Tim and then threatens to do so again in order to force Jon to comply while Nico checks on his injuries, a process which involves first turning the cranks lift the chains and make Jon and Tim both stand (Tim also gets his feet chained down to stop him kicking them / flipping upside down) and then lifting Jon’s shirt and touching his stomach and chest as well as his hands, feet, and legs. Nico’s a creepy bastard about it. Jon dissociates and is probably having flashbacks; Tim watches.
When they’re done with Jon they go for Tim, and Jon panics and accidentally calls Nico Nikola. Nico takes this as an insult and electrocutes Jon until he passes out, then leaves.

They’re both left standing, or in Jon’s case, hanging unconscious by his wrists.

Chapter 34: Hunting

Summary:

In which conversations are had.

Notes:

Chapter contains non-graphic wounds & medical care, talk of kidnapping, Hunt content, minor arson, tear gas, Beloved Characters In Distress.
Bit of a calm one… relatively.
Sorry it’s later in the day, I had a busy week and a test today (it went well!) — but, hey, it’s still Friday for me!

Enjoy~

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Dick wasn’t entirely sure of what happened for a little while after he collapsed on the floor of the medical bay. He was aware of somebody treating his wounds; they asked if he wanted any anaesthetic— he didn’t— and they asked if he was feeling nauseous— he was. Once he had received at least one blood transfusion, some general pain medication, and too many stitches to count, he started feeling a little more like himself; at least, he was aware enough to notice that the Fearhound and the Red Hood were gone, and Leslie was there— and she was quick to inform him that he was very, very lucky.

“A half inch to the right and this cut would have caused significant nerve damage,” he was told. The Fearhound had almost hit his spine.

It was going to be at least a week before he could use the muscles she’d sheared through at all— that meant no bending down, no lifting, really no exercise period, he couldn’t even use his left arm— and twice that long before he could start any kind of training again. He would be doing physical therapy for months. Really, they should have taken him to a hospital; but they didn’t have the time. They had one of their own to save; Leslie had patched him up as best she could, and that would just have to do. 

Cass was in trouble. Cass was in trouble, and Dick was more out of commission than he had been in years, all from one unlucky strike, claws slicing through muscle in thick, jagged lines that he should be grateful weren’t worse and—

And Bruce, somehow, was in far better shape. A bite on his arm, a set of deep puncture wounds to one shoulder, but otherwise it was all scratches— scratches that bled like hell and needed an impressive number of stitches, but just scratches. He’d be fine in a couple of weeks. He was planning on going out that day, looking for Cass and the Archivist.

“Alone?” Dick asked. He was laying on his front on a bed in the medical bay. “Is that a good idea? I mean, whoever this was, if they took down Cass…”

“Where’s Tim?” Barbara asked, settling in with a laptop next to Dick’s bed. Leslie was in the midst of packing up supplies, and had just stepped out of the room; Alfred had gone up to the Manor. Something about breakfast. Dick wasn’t hungry. 

Bruce glanced up at a clock on the wall. “School,” he said. 

“This might be all-hands-on-deck,” she said consideringly. “Can we pull him out?” 

Bruce grunted thoughtfully. “Hm. If Hood and Alice don’t find them.”

Right. The crime lord and his accomplice, who had benched Dick for weeks. His mouth twisted into a frown.

“We should at least let him know,” Barbara pointed out, flipping open the laptop. “I mean, does he even know the Archivist is gone? That could be…” She trailed off, staring at the laptop screen. 

“Right, I think Tim wanted to talk to him about something today, actually,” Dick said, frown deepening as he tried to remember. His night had been… a lot.

Barbara didn’t answer. She was staring at her screen, looking more and more concerned with every second. 

And then, the question that sent dread sliding down Dick’s throat and into his stomach:

“Are you sure he’s at school?” 

Bruce caught on to her tone as quickly as Dick did, shifting to sit forward and face her more fully. “Yes. He should be. Why?”

“The tracker for the Robin suit is active,” she informed them. “I’m getting an alert that it’s been disconnected…” she clicked something, and went a little bit pale. “It’s in the harbour,” she said. “Just north of Amusement Mile.”

Or, put another way: just off the Kane Bridge.

Dick felt cold.

Bruce swiveled to plant his feet on the ground. “When was this?”

Barbara shook her head. “This was just after seven— right around when Daisy and, uh—” she glanced at Bruce— “Hood got here.”

Bruce looked at the clock again. Dick wasn’t sure what time it was— the clock was almost directly behind him— but the grim set of Bruce’s face told him it had been too long.

“I’ll check the cameras,” Bruce decided, bracing himself on the bed and preparing to push to his feet.

“No, no— lay down.” Barbara shot him a glare. “Leslie said to stay put for at least the next couple of hours. I’m connected to the Batcomputer from here, I’ll check the cameras.”

Bruce glared back, but did as he was told and laid down; a testament, Dick knew, to just how deeply his encounter with the Fearhound had rattled him. There was a long moment of quiet, then, the only sound being Barbara’s tapping at the keys of her laptop as she presumably pulled up the Batcave security feed; Dick tried to crane his head around to see, and she shifted the laptop to the side to make it easier for him, glancing past him at Bruce who was, presumably, also watching. 

“No cameras active in the med bay, but…” she fast forwarded backwards through the footage, and Dick watched the fight from earlier flit across several windows, then watched Alfred hurry in and out of the door to the medical bay, and then the cave was empty for several long moments— until, shortly before seven that morning, there he was. Tim.

Over the next five minutes of watching security footage on Barbara’s laptop, Dick learned three things:

First: Tim had arrived at the Manor in his school clothes. He’d gone in through the front door, down to the Batcave the usual way. He had not been expecting anything to be amiss. 

Next: Tim had entered the medical bay, where they’d been keeping the Archivist, and had not left for several minutes. When he did leave, it was in a rush— he’d found something, seen something, that had him hurrying toward the changing rooms with a dazed, conflicted look on his face. He’d emerged fully suited up. He hadn’t sounded an alarm. Whatever he’d found, it was more than just the Archivist being missing.  

Thirdly: Tim had left the Manor on his bicycle, a dark hoodie pulled over the Robin suit, heading toward Kane Bridge. He had not removed the tracker before leaving. Barbara tried to follow him with other cameras, but there weren’t many with any sort of useful angles in this neighborhood— they lost sight of him quickly, and less than ten minutes after he set out, his tracker was disconnected from the Robin suit. He had been on the bridge when it happened. He had spent the last five minutes before that in one place.

Barbara swore. “That’s right where the phone booth is,” she grimaced. “The timing…”

It didn’t look good.

Either Tim had found something and then disconnected the tracker himself and gone completely dark without telling anybody, or—

Barbara met Bruce’s eyes, then Dick’s; she took a deep breath, and then looked straight ahead when she said: 

“There is a possibility that whoever took Jon and Cass got Tim, too.” 

“Well,” Dick said, voice higher and breathier than he would like. “At least he, uh, probably didn’t disappear on purpose?”

“I’m going out,” Bruce growled. 

Leslie, of course, re-entered the room just in time to hear Bruce’s declaration. “You will do nothing of the sort,” she told him, walking past both of their beds and reaching for one of the bags she’d brought. 

“Tim’s out there!” Bruce snapped. “Tim’s out there, and I have to find him.”

“Daisy and Hood are already looking for Jon and Cass,” Barbara pointed out, “and there’s a good chance Tim’s with them.”

“Didn’t Hood threaten to kill Robin?” Dick asked, shifting to try to watch Leslie as she frowned thoughtfully at the room at large. 

Barbara shut her laptop. “Yeah, but he’s not going to! He was just…” she waved her hands in the air and glanced at Leslie. 

“Trying to keep Bats out of his territory, I would think,” the older woman offered, gathering up unused supplies and packing them away. “From everything I’ve heard about him, I don’t believe the Red Hood would purposefully hurt a child, especially if they came to him already in danger.”

Bruce was still sitting up, still looking like he was two seconds away from shoving past them all and making for the batsuit. “He threatened you, didn’t he?”

Leslie froze. “What? No, he’s never—“

“You told the Archivist my identity,” Bruce pointed out. 

She sighed. “You know about that, then?”

He nodded gravely. “And you didn’t tell me. I understand that you must have feared for your life, but…” 

Her jaw dropped open, and Bruce trailed off as she stared at him like he’d grown a second head. “I absolutely did not,” she said, apparently offended, though Dick didn’t know why. 

“I have nothing to fear from the Red Hood,” she insisted, the emphasis on the name making Dick feel like he was missing something. “I’ve known him since he was a boy.”  

“He’s not that boy anymore,” Bruce countered. “He’s dangerous.”

Leslie put her bag back down, and she looked for all the world like she was about to tear into Bruce— for what? For calling a crime lord dangerous? He was dangerous!— but just then, they were interrupted by the sound of a car screeching to a stop in the Cave, just outside the medical bay. All of their attention snapped to the sound; one car door slammed, and then another, and then the Red Hood’s voice echoed through the cave in an urgent shout:

“Leslie!” 

Dick jerked his head back, braced an arm against the bed and prepared to move before he remembered his condition and let himself drop back down— Leslie was already moving from her place near Bruce anyways, already rushing toward the voice and disappearing from view. A moment later, she returned with the Red Hood in tow, and in the man’s arms was the entirely limp form of the Fearhound. None of the blood on her looked fresh, but she was unconscious and breathing with a sort of raspiness that set the hair on Dick’s neck on end as he twisted to watch Hood carry her not towards a bed, but towards the decontamination room off to one side, at Leslie’s urging.

That was his first hint as to what was wrong. The second was that they both smelled absolutely awful— A bitter, spicy, chemical smell that had Dick’s eyes watering as they rushed past him; he shut them on instinct, coughed into the bed, and beside him Babs wrinkled her nose, blinking in surprise and against the irritation both.

“Woah— hey, what happened?” She asked, covering her mouth with her arm and coughing.

There was no answer; just the shock of their whirlwind passing and the slamming of a door as all three disappeared into the other room, leaving Dick, Barbara, and Bruce to stare after them. 

Dick was the first to break the silence, and the first to recognize what had happened. “Did they get tear gassed?” He exclaimed, aghast. 

Bruce moved to stand again, seeming for his part completely unaffected by the offending chemical. “I don’t know, but it doesn’t matter,” he said darkly. “It means they failed.” 

“Oh, lay off them, Bruce!” Barbara snapped her laptop shut. 

Bruce glared at her as he stood. “We should never have trusted them with this. They’re criminals.”

Her eyes widened in something between shock and offense. “Oh, that’s rich— their friend is in trouble, too, the least you can do is wait for them to tell you what happened before saying shit like that!”

But Bruce wasn’t listening; he turned away from her, moving toward the rest of the cave without a word, and she pushed a wheel to pivot after him. 

“Hey, where are you going?”

“To find Batgirl and Robin,” he snapped. One hand braced on the doorframe, the other balled into a fist at his side. 

Babs shook her head, face set into determined lines. She jerked a thumb over her shoulder, gesturing toward where Hood and Alice had disappeared into the other room. “You know damn well that those two don’t go down easily. Whatever happened, going in blind would be beyond a bad idea, especially in your condition!”

He glowered at the room for a moment; Dick thought maybe he was going to listen to someone else, for once, but then he turned and disappeared around the corner without another word. 

“Bruce!” She pushed herself after him. “Bruce, just wait— listen!” She paused just past the doorway with a frustrated sound, turning to meet Dick’s eyes where he’d twisted to watch them go. 

“Sorry,” she said. “I don’t know why he’s—“ she cut herself off with a huff. “I’ll talk to him.”

Dick nodded. “He’s always… like that, about Hood.” He had been ever since the man first threatened Robin. “I don’t think there’s much we can do.”

Barbara’s face softened. “Right. Right, of course, with everything—“ she waved a hand in the air— “family’s never easy, but this is…” she trailed off, face twisting into something like sympathy.

Dick half-shrugged. Being weird about a rogue was hardly anything new, for Bruce. “Hey, we’ve had worse!” he tried to joke. It fell flat. 

“I’ll talk to him,” she repeated, then tapped just under her comm with a sad smile. “Give me a shout when you know what’s happened, alright?”

“Sure thing.” Dick nodded, and then she was gone, too, and he was left alone in the medical bay.

 

 

What happened is as follows:

Daisy and Jason left Wayne Manor just after seven in the morning. They arrived at the phone booth within minutes, and Daisy caught the trail before she’d even gotten out of the car. 

“They were here,” she said, standing a few feet from the booth— where Jon’s fear was most concentrated— and spinning in a slow circle, mouth parted slightly like an animal tasting the air. 

Jason nodded evenly. “Jon and Cass?”

She hummed. “Yes. And others.” It wasn’t usually so easy to parse different people’s fear like this; but with the trail so fresh, with her patron recently fed, and with the sky unusually clear and the wind remarkably calm, the Hunter was finding more detail than she might have otherwise. “At least four more. Some familiar, some not.” She frowned. Breathed deeply. “All afraid.” 

“Where did they go?” Jason asked.

She pointed toward the bridge. “That way, inside a vehicle— a large one.” 

“Like a van?”

“Maybe,” she nodded. “Heavy. Old, I think, rusting.”

He nodded once, firm. “Alright. Think you can follow it from the car?”

She grinned, teeth sharp. She could feel her senses sharpening further as she let herself sink into the Hunt; the way it urged her forward, urged her to run, to chase, to find her Archivist. “Yeah,” she moved toward the passenger side door. “I can do that.”

Daisy and Jason left Wayne Manor, but it was the Red Hood and the Fearhound who sped down the Robert Kane Memorial Bridge toward Gotham City, and it was the Red Hood and the Fearhound who followed that trail of fear through the streets now bustling with morning traffic. 

“He’s unconscious,” the Hunter informed her partner as they made it across, turning from where she’d had her head half out the window. “His fear is…” she swallowed. “Stale. Faint. Reduced to the traces on their car.”

It didn’t matter, though; there were others in the vehicle, at least three who were awake, all with a sense of nervous anticipation, a sort of thrill mixed in with the fear that must have been running through them as they dared to harm her Archivist. It was the sense of knowing they were being chased, a feeling she could follow just as easily as outright terror. She returned to the window, every sense honed in on those she had marked as her targets, their nervous excitement shining bright even as what traces of Jon’s fear remained were washed out by the near-overwhelming chaos of the city.

“That way,” she pointed to the left; Hood turned without question, and they left Crime Alley behind as they sped towards Gotham’s central island. Just before the bridge, through, she inhaled sharply, and—

She smelled smoke.

“We’re close,” she hissed, falling back to her seat. 

“Which way?” Hood asked.

“Left again. Into the Bowery.”

He nodded and followed her directions, hands gripping the wheel so hard she had half a thought that it was going to break; they made their way down a side-street, the smell of smoke growing stronger until she was sure he would be able to smell it, too, if it weren’t for the helmet; and then she directed him into a dark alleyway, and there it was— the van that Jon had been taken away in. Or what was left of it, anyway.

They’d set it on fire.

She opened the door before the car had even come fully to a stop, stalking towards the burning van with a growl low in her throat, grateful for the protection that her mask offered to her eyes; even as the smoke burned acrid in her throat, the Fearhound could clearly make out the scene before her, and she did not hesitate to scan the area for evidence of where they had gone, where they had taken her Archivist.

The van had been large, with heavy sliding doors; she couldn’t tell what colour it had been, all the paint long since blackened by fire, but she was fairly certain it had been a piece of junk for a long time. Now, it was little more than a burnt-out husk, flames casting a dancing mix of light and shadow against the alley wall. The smoke burned in her throat, but the Hunter ignored it.

Others had met them here, she was sure of it; it was hard to tell how many, but there had been another car, a smaller one…

She turned and followed that new trail a short distance, trotting back the way they’d come to the edge of the alleyway, tasting the air once she’d gotten clear of the smoke; the car had gone this way, turned down the street in a hurry. She didn’t sense Jon, but then again, she knew he had been unconscious… 

Hood came to stand beside her, helmet covering his head. “Tire tracks,” he noticed, scuffing a boot on the ground. “Fresh. Did they switch cars?”

 There were tire marks left on the asphalt; but they were too conspicuous. They looked like they’d been left on purpose. 

The Hunter was suddenly certain that Jon had never been in the second car. 

“It’s a diversion,” she hissed. “They’re smart. They knew I’d be following them.”

Hood nodded. “Another way, then. Did they go on foot?”

“Must have,” she pivoted on the ball of her foot, creeping back toward the burning van. They’d been thorough; the flames were already starting to die down, even though there couldn’t have been all that much time between when they’d set the fire and her arrival. she could feel the intense heat radiating from the husk as she approached; she could smell the gasoline in the air. Her throat burned worse with every moment, but she didn’t have any time to waste, and a rebreather or a mask would only hamper her ability to trace her targets’ steps. She could handle the smoke.

Then she found it.

“There,” she said, baring her teeth and pointing toward a door set into the alley wall a short distance behind the van. They had gone through there. She could feel it, sense their fear trailing away into the building, see the way gasoline had scorched the ground in front of it as they’d fled. She stalked closer.

“Careful, Alice,” Hood cautioned. “Door could be trapped.”

She growled, but he had a point; if they’d taken the time to burn the van and arrange a diversion, they may well have taken other measures to cover their tracks.

“Bullets don’t stop me,” she pointed out; “I don’t think much else will.”

Despite her apparent dismissal of her packmate’s concerns, she did take the time to check the door and the area around it for signs of a trap before she opened it; but there was nothing. Nothing but the scent of fear and excitement thick in the air as she stepped inside, nothing but her heart beating in her chest in time with the rhythm of the Blood screaming hunt, chase, find, protect. Nothing but a trail to follow, easy as anything, leading into the building and around a corner and there, a staircase leading down, and she moved forward into the shadows without hesitation.

“They went underground,” the Fearhound hissed, rushing down with the Red Hood at her back and the knowledge that she was close, so close, and she reached the bottom of the stairs, found herself jogging through a narrow tunnel and then—

Click.

She looked down, and saw that her foot had caught on a piece of wire, stretching across the space in front of her, maybe a foot off the ground; it had come loose from one side, dragged with her foot, and on the loose end there was a small piece of metal— a loop and a stick, like… 

Like the pin out of a grenade. 

She whirled around, preparing to shout a warning to Hood and to run, but as she spun there was a hissing sound as a cloud of something like smoke filled the tunnel, nearly hitting her right in the face, and she got less than two steps before the pain hit.

It burned. She had cut her inhale short, but not fast enough; whatever was in the air, it was in her throat, in her lungs, and she couldn’t help but cough but coughing meant sucking in more air and—

And the wire was still caught on her foot, and she tripped, and she was on the ground and it was everywhere, and all of the exposed skin on her face felt like it was being eaten away by acid and every instinct screamed at her to get away— she scrambled back toward the stairs, and— where was Hood? Where was— what— she was coughing, she might have been screaming, she couldn’t breathe—  

The sound that tore itself from her throat, then, was not a sound she had ever made before. It was agony, it was fear, it was confusion; it was a cry for help and a call of danger! Danger danger danger stay away! And she curled in on herself even as she crawled forward, fumbling at her belt for something— anything— would a rebreather help? Whatever this was it was already inside of her, burning tearing eating, eating her skin, eating away at her lungs, and some part of her recognized that this must have been tear gas, some part of her knew it by the way the smoke hung heavy in the air and by the way her sinuses filled and her lungs seized, but it had never been this bad before, and she couldn’t think, couldn’t do much besides claw her way forward and pray that the Red Hood had been far enough behind her that he didn’t get hit.

But of course, her packmate was strong; and his helmet covered his head and protected him. He would not leave her to this fate. After only a few seconds— seconds that felt like an eternity, like a hell custom-made for her torment— there were strong hands around her arms, and she was being pulled out of the cloud of awful burning-pain-despair and into blessedly fresh air. She gasped; but she still couldn’t breathe right, her lungs refusing to inflate as she spasmed and her head spun. Her ears were ringing. There were hands pulling her to safety but she could not breathe.

Someone was shouting at her.

“—damnit all to—! Alice! Fuck just breathe— shit—!” 

She tried. She tried, but even as she was lifted up and over a hard shoulder, even as they burst out into the alleyway— burning truck, and wait, wait— Jon, they had to find Jon— and she was laid out on the dirty ground, she just couldn’t. She lay there, choking on nothing, feeling everything inside of her burning and watching black spots dance across her eyes, the panicked figure above her growing hazy and unclear, and then—

And then—

 

 

A hand on her forehead. 

A voice. Familiar. Pack. “It might not work.”

“I’m willing to try,” answered another. Familiar. Not pack. All the words sounded like they were coming to her through water. She smelled… nothing. She could not smell. She felt…

Fear. 

Eyes glinting in the darkness. Fear.

Run, run, run— slamming into walls, taking corners at a sprint— they're right behind you, run— 

Fear. 

Claws slicing through flesh. Pain, pain and fear, fear so bright she could taste it, and she wanted more, she wanted—

Please! Please, he’s my dad, you have to stop her— I’ll do anything—

Fear for another. Fear for family. She could feel it, feel the cold metal of a gun pressed against skin, feel the way blood soaked into pyjamas, sticky and hot— and the terror of helplessness, of being prey, cornered and hurt and—

“I was so scared,” that familiar-not-pack voice whispered. “I was so, so scared— and— and,” he stuttered. She breathed. “You know where I live, now.” Was he crying? She would like it if he was. “Where my family lives. What if— you could come back, you could—” yes, yes, he was crying! Sobbing, sobbing with pain and fear, breathing far too fast, and she could have purred at the sound, if only her body would cooperate. “I can’t hide, I can’t— you’ll find me. You could find any of us. You could— you could kill us in our sleep, you—”

“This isn’t working,” her packmate interrupted. 

“Actually,” came another voice— familiar, too, friendly but not-pack. Feminine. Kind. “I believe it is.”

“Is that enough, then?” Not-pack said. His voice shook. “I’m feeling, uh…”

Her packmate sighed. “She’ll be fine. Go lay down, Dickie.”

“Right,” he said, but still he took a couple of deep breaths before moving further from her, his fear chased away by evident exhaustion. “Right.”

As she faded away again, the Fearhound couldn’t help but feel that there was something she needed to tell somebody. 

 

 

It was raining. It was raining, but she was perfectly dry; detached from the scene as she had been every night for the past week, and she could turn and walk away, she knew; but there before her was the truck, was the coffin, and if she just went closer she could—

No.

But— Jon was in trouble, she needed to—

No, that voice in her mind hissed. Mine. Mine. 

The scene fizzled out, and she was left in a void of darkness, stretching on endlessly save for the distant specks of stars dotting what might have been the sky. She could not see her own hands, her own body, and yet, she had a voice.

“He needs me,” she said aloud to the empty space.

No.

“Why not?”

Something hissed. 

You are no longer prey. 

“I know, I know that, but he’s my friend. He’s pack,” she tried. “Please?”

We do not give fear. At least this time, the voice seemed… apologetic.  

“He needs it.”

The Archivist must feed from another. You are not prey.

She swallowed. “I know,” she whispered. “But how else can we help him?” 

A laugh echoed around her, dark and fond. The one called Robin will offer what he can of himself, the voice explained. And the one called Nightwing may offer a Dream. 

“Nightwing? He’s…?” She inhaled sharply. “He gave a Statement?”

Yes, Wolf. Now go; your pack is waiting for you.

She nodded, still reeling— when had the Statement been given? Did the others know about the dreams? 

“Will I remember, this time?”

The Hunt curled around her shoulders, the weight of it soft and sharp all at once, and gave a considering hum. 

I will allow it.

“Okay,” Daisy nodded, and then she shut her eyes, and felt her awareness fizzle out into a nothing as black as the darkest night; but there was no peace to be found in that dark. There was no time to rest. 

She had a mission.

 

Notes:

The Hunt was unsuccessful, but perhaps not entirely so…
I didn’t answer very many of the comments last week, but I did read and derive great joy from all of them <3

Thank you Lira!!

Next time: Jon and Tim play a game.

Chapter 35: Stress

Summary:

In which Nightwing meets someone new, and Jon plays a game.

Notes:

This chapter is a big one! 8092 words, most of which is pain and suffering.
Chapter Contains:
Beholding content, Vast content, Leitner book, Torture(!!!) both psychological and physical, interrogation, threats, lies, collars, electrocution, dislocations, dehumanization, panic, dissociation, awful self-worth, non-consensual touching (just a little bit)

They do some pretty fucked up things to Jon especially in this chapter, starting in the second scene. There’s a summary in the end notes. Please take care of yourselves; if you are unsure if any part of this chapter will be safe for you to read, please leave a comment or contact me via discord and I will be more than happy to give you whatever detail you need.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

It was just like Alice said.

Dick was leaping between rooftops overlooking Gotham city, the Clocktower behind him, the water barely visible to one side. In front of him: the enemy. A goon, he was sure, although Dick didn’t know who he worked for. It didn’t matter. This man had tried to hurt Robin. Dick couldn’t let him get away.

He’d been here before. He knew this moment— it had been less than twelve hours ago. it had been a lifetime ago. Dread pulsed through him.

The book was secure in his bag, and Dick wanted nothing more than to pull it out, flip through its pages, discover what waited for him within. He still didn’t know how high cranes could fly. He still didn’t know how high he could fly, and something whispered in sweet words that it would be so, so simple to find out, if only he would take the leap.

He longed for it. 

But in front of him was a man who had tried to hurt his brother, and Dick had not allowed himself to be distracted the first time; he knew that this time would not be any different. He could not change the past. 

Finally, they touched down on the roof that Dick knew would be the last place this man would ever set foot. The last place he saw the book. And there—

It was just like Alice said.

The Archivist waited on that rooftop, watching, face impassive, eyes bright with confusion and fear. He had been hurt. He had been hurt badly, blood soaking his clothes to such a degree that Dick couldn’t see where the wounds had been. It covered his face and matted his hair and coated the chain linking his hands together and the thick shackles around his wrists. 

He’d been electrocuted. Tased, it looked like; at short range, maybe with a handheld taser, or maybe a cattle prod, or maybe something not unlike Dick’s own escrima sticks, held to one spot on his torso until his sweater and shirt had burnt and melted, the skin beneath blackened and cracked in a near-perfect circle like someone had put out a huge cigarette on his chest. The sight twisted something in Dick’s stomach.

The fight was short. Dick hit the goon on the wrist; he dropped his bat. He pulled a knife.

The Archivist flexed his fingers into a loose fist, released, flexed them again. Dick tried to focus on it; it was Morse code, he knew that, but it was hard to keep his eyes on the message being relayed when he was twisting to dodge and the Archivist left his field of vision—

H-E-L—

His bag. The book. Dick felt true fear rush through him— what if the water ruined it—? 

C-I-R-C—

Dick bent down to pick up the book, but the man beat him to it— no— no—!

The Archivist was still there, still watching, and Dick could not hide this failure from him— could not hide anything from him—

—S-O-S T-I-M H—

Dick lurched forward and screamed as the man stepped off the roof, as he fell upward, everything moving in slow motion and he was taking the book, no, no, he needed that book!

“No! No, come back!”

He did not come back. 

—U-R-T—

He fell to his knees, staring up at where the man had disappeared into the clouds, the reality of it all settling over his shoulders and pushing him down.

That man had been taken by that book. A man was gone, good as dead, and it was his fault his fault— what was Bruce going to say? How was he going to explain this? He had killed somebody.

…If Dick had read it to the end, would it have been him, falling up into the endless sky? Would it have been him, breaking through the clouds and into the endless blue that lay beyond?

The idea didn’t scare him nearly as much as it should have.

He turned his head to face the Archivist. His eyes were wide, shining with tears that streaked through the blood on his face. The chain hanging between his wrists swayed slightly in the light wind. 

S-O-S, he begged— and yes, this was begging, this was a plea for help more desperate than Dick had seen in a long time, trapped within a body that could not move, behind a face that could only watch.

C-I-R-C-U-S H-E-L-P P-L-E-A—

As Dick stood and turned to leave, he met the Archivist’s eyes for just a moment. 

I see you, he wanted to say. We’re coming. I see you.

All he managed was the tiniest of nods. Hopefully, that would be enough.

He turned away, and—

…He was fairly certain there hadn’t been a child on the rooftop, last time.

But the moment it opened its mouth, Dick was very certain that this was not a child.

“Hello Nightwing,” it said with an accent Dick couldn’t quite place— British, maybe? But, no, that wasn’t quite right…

He swallowed. “Who…?” No. “What are you?”

It nodded, far too solemn for such a young face. “I’m the Archive. I need the book.”

Dick didn’t have to ask to know which book it was talking about. “I lost it,” he said, gesturing towards the sky. “It’s gone.”

It narrowed its eyes. “No. You still have it. Give it to me.”

“I don’t,” he insisted. “That man— he took it and—“

“You’re Nightwing,” it said, like Dick was the child here. “This is hardly any different. Give me the book.”

Dick found that he was afraid. He looked down at his shaking hands, and—

It was there.

The book was there.

How?

The child held out a hand. Dick handed the book over without thinking, and instantly felt a desperate sort of regret pulse through him.

“Wait— wait, give it back—“

“You don’t need it,” the child informed him. “You already have it. Besides, this isn’t your book anymore.”

“I don’t understand,” Dick admitted.

The Archive’s face softened. “You will,” it told him. 

“What does that mean?” Dick asked— pleaded, really.

The child took pity on him. “It means that you already have what you need. You are Nightwing. You have always been Nightwing.” It tucked the book away somewhere. Dick wasn’t sure where. “In one sense, nothing’s changed. In another, it all has.” It smiled with just a few too many teeth. “You get to choose!”

Dick shook his head. “What— what choice?” He hated how weak his voice sounded. 

“Do you want to save your brother?” The Archive asked, eyes wide and earnest. 

Dick stood up straighter. “What—? Yes, yes of course I do!”

It nodded, satisfied. “Then the choice is made.”

“I’m— I can’t. I’m hurt,” Dick explained. “I won’t be able to grapple for weeks.”

The Archive shrugged. “You don’t look very hurt to me,” it countered. 

“That’s— that’s because this is a dream!”

“Is it?” The child tilted its head. “Wake up, then.”

Dick took a half-step back, then found himself nodding. Right. This was just a dream— and he needed to tell the others what he’d seen, what the Archivist had told him. 

He needed to wake up.

“Go,” the Archive told him. “Go quickly. They don’t have much time.”

Dick nodded and shut his eyes, and a moment later the ground lurched under his feet— then he was falling, suddenly sure there was no ground below, nothing to catch him, there was no net and maybe there never had been and then—

Voices. He was laying on something soft. 

“Is he—?” That was the Red Hood; he was standing somewhere very close.

Alice was there, too. Further away. Her voice echoed. “Did it work?”

A hand on his shoulder, gentle and warm. Bruce. “Chum? Are you awake?” 

Yes, he was.

Nightwing opened his eyes.

 

 

Jon woke to the shock of cold water being thrown over his head, gasping and spluttering and— where was he— what was— who—?

“Get away from him! Hey! Stop—!”

“Somebody please gag that brat,” Candy sighed, and Jon scrambled to get his feet under him, gasping in pain at the way his shoulders protested the movement; he was standing up, had he fallen asleep standing? How—?

Then he remembered. Mirek. Nico. The baton. Had he really been electrocuted until he passed out?

He felt a fresh flood of panic wash over him, trailing after the chill of the water, and he cast his eyes around the room— but Nico wasn’t there. Nico wasn’t there. He let out a shaky breath. 

Candy was there, though, along with Mirek and Dan and Franklin and two others who Jon didn’t know the names of but one of them had Tim by the hair while the other held him by the jaw, prying his mouth open, and they were shoving something into it— something Jon couldn’t see, but he knew they were gagging him, and he Knew—

“N-no!” He gasped, meeting Tim’s wide, panicked eyes. “No, he— his nose is broken, he can’t breathe!”

Candy threw her head back and groaned with annoyance. “Fuck,” she said, the curse drawn out on the vowel as she ran a hand over her hair and levelled Tim with a flat look. “Stop, stop. We don’t want to kill the kid. Ugh.” She sounded so genuinely put-out, like this was a real inconvenience to her, and Jon couldn’t help but stare, confused and dripping wet, incredulity visible on his face. 

She turned to Dan. “When are those two getting back?”

Dan shrugged. “They’re on their way, it shouldn’t be long— assuming they don’t kill each other.”

Candy huffed a short sigh. “Well, tell them to hurry up!” She gestured at Jon. “It’s Nico’s fault we had to wait, anyway, I swear that bastard doesn’t know the meaning of restraint. Least he can do is be here on time.”

Mirek took a step closer to her and crossed his arms. “You sent him out with Vin, I don’t know what you expected.”

“I expect for them to behave like professionals when we’ve got less than two hours to get everything ready!”

Jon wasn’t sure what to make of this. Had they woken him up just to argue in front of him? 

At least they weren’t hurting him at the moment. He’d take what he could get— he was still reeling from that dream with Nightwing. 

“What happens in two hours?” Tim piped up from beside him.

Candy levelled a glare at him. Tim met her eyes. “What? I’m just curious.”

It was Dan who answered. “Two hours till the boss gets back,” he explained. 

Jon swallowed and looked at Candy. “What time is it now?” he wondered, and—

Oh. Oh no. Oh no.

“Just after two in the afternoon,” Candy told him, and in that same moment Franklin was there right in front of him, a hand reaching to wrap around Jon’s throat and what was it with these guys and going for his goddamn throat—

“Sorry— I’m sorry, wait—!” 

Franklin did not wait. 

“Archie!” Tim shouted.

Jon was lifted off the ground, choking and kicking on instinct, but with his hands trapped above him there wasn’t much he could do, and he couldn’t breathe and Tim was struggling, too, jerking at his restraints and yelling for them to let him go but of course, this man couldn’t hear him, and he wouldn’t have listened either way and—

Candy took a breath, reached a hand up, and tapped Franklin twice on the arm. 

Jon was dropped, loudly rattling the chains above him and jarring his still-sore shoulders as he found his balance again. Franklin sneered and shoved him back into the wall before stepping away so that Candy could take his place while Jon coughed.

“I’m— I’m sorry,” he managed. “It was an accident, I swear, I didn’t—”

“Oh, I know it was an accident,” Candy cooed, getting up right in his face. Jon tried to move away, but of course, there was nowhere to go. “You’re not stupid enough to compel me on purpose.” 

He shook his head, sending drops of bloody water falling from his hair. “No, no. I just— I just wasn’t thinking, I never meant to—”

She slapped him across the face, hard enough that Jon’s head snapped to the side, hard enough that his cheek stung and his eyes watered and he gasped with the shock of it. “It’s still got to cost you, though,” she told him, eyes steely, then she nodded to Dan, and Jon felt dread flood through him. 

“Might as well get started,” Candy shrugged, and Dan reached up with a key in hand and unfastened Jon from the wall. They brought his arms down to his sides, and Jon had half a moment of thought towards trying to run again before he looked over at Tim and saw that Mirek was pressing that awful goddamn baton into his neck, his finger hovering over the button on the handle, and Jon’s stomach sank. They’d figured him out. Of course they had. 

Mirek met his eyes and smiled.

Jon let them twist his arms behind his back, let them refasten his hands to the wall behind him, this time with so little slack between them his wrists were nearly touching. He didn’t understand why they were moving him like that, but he didn’t struggle, he didn’t argue, he didn’t even speak at all, because what if he asked another question by accident? He couldn’t risk that; not with Tim there, not when any wrong move might have him getting tased in the neck. He just stood as still and as compliant as possible, shaking with cold or fear or both, feeling icy water drip from his hair to his shoulders and run down his back.

“Good.” Candy nodded to herself, satisfied, once he’d been set up how she wanted. “Now, Archivist,” she said, reaching down to her thigh and sliding a knife free from a sheath there before walking closer to him, lifting the blade up to his face and letting the tip rest on his cheekbone, just a little bit too close to his eye. Jon held very, very still. “I think it’s time that I ask some questions. Wouldn’t you agree?”

Jon swallowed and didn’t move. He wasn’t sure he could answer; his entire body felt like it was made of ice, stiff and so cold.

She leaned in closer. “I said— wouldn’t you agree?”

Jon forced his mouth to open. “Ah. Yes.” He hated how afraid he sounded. She hadn’t even done anything. 

She turned her head and nodded to someone off to the side. Jon didn’t dare take his eyes off of her, so he didn’t expect it when the chain behind him started to move, twisting his arms behind him up uncomfortably.

She withdrew the knife, examining the blade with a disinterested expression. “What’s your name?” she asked, like this was nothing more than a casual conversation. 

Jon almost blurted out a what? But just managed to stop himself— instead staring at her with a sort of bewildered caution as he replied: “The… the Archivist?”

She moved too quickly for him to react in time, swinging her arm down and driving the knife forward into the outside of his thigh, drawing it back just as quickly as it had gone in.

“Ah!” Jon jerked backward, sharp hot pain radiating out from the spot where he’d been stabbed— he could feel the blood gushing down his leg, hot and warm and only lasting for a couple of seconds before the wound closed itself— and then his arms ratcheted up higher behind him, just a fraction, just enough to force him to stumble a half-step forward again with his arms bent at an awkward angle. 

“Try anything cute like that and it’ll be Robin next time, got it?” Candy hissed, and Jon glanced over at the kid to see him just watching, eyes wide and concerned but face steady despite the baton still pressed into his throat. He gave the slightest nod. 

Jon looked back at Candy. 

“My— my name is, um,” he scrambled for an answer— he really, really didn’t want these people to know his name— “Uh— Ja—” no, “uh, Marcus!”

Candy nodded at Mirek. Mirek grinned.

“No!” 

Tim screamed.

“No, no— stop! Stop, wait—!”

He didn’t stop, but he did move the baton down, jabbed the tip of it into the centre of Tim’s chest and pressed the button again before the kid had had a chance to do more than suck in a single desperate breath and then he was screaming again—

“Jonathan!” Jon yelled, “My name is Jonathan Sims, just stop, please stop—!”

He stopped. Tim slumped forward, shaking and twitching and breathing hard; he didn’t meet Jon’s eyes this time. He just hung there, head down, putting all his weight on his wrists. Again. Jon felt sick. 

Candy tapped Jon on the cheek with the flat side of the bloodied knife, turning his head to face her again. “Was that so hard?” she wondered, and drew back— twisting the knife as she went, carving a thin line on his cheek that stung for a few short moments and trailed more blood down to his chin. “Now, who had you before we did?”

Jon swallowed. “I, um. I don’t know what you’re…”

“Cut it with the bullshit, Jonathan,” Candy interrupted. “Everyone knows that the Red Hood’s been tearing this damn city apart looking for you. So who had you?”  

Jon glanced over at Tim again. His hair had fallen in front of his face, but he had lifted his head just enough that Jon could see the glint of his eyes and the fear that resided there. 

Candy followed his gaze. “Wait.” She took a small step back. “Oh, now this is great— are you telling me it was the Bats?”

“I didn’t tell you anything,” Jon pointed out before he could think better of it. At an exasperated look from Candy the chain behind him ratcheted higher, and he winced at the strain— what were they trying to do, dislocate his shoulders? 

Oh. He swallowed again. Maybe that was exactly it. 

She sighed. “What did they want with you anyway? Kidnapping isn’t generally in their wheelhouse.”

Jon shrugged as best as he could. “I’m dangerous, I suppose?”

She scoffed. “You use your spooky powers to find out their secret identities or somethin’?”

Jon’s eyes widened. His breath stuttered. Apparently, that was enough. 

“No way!” Candy laughed. “You didn’t! Oh, no wonder we caught you with two of them on your ass! You made them? You made the Bat and you didn’t skip town?”

He stood up a little straighter. Tim was staring openly at them now, panic making its way into his eyes, and Jon started shaking his head. “I won’t tell you,” he told Candy, words much braver than how he felt. “I won’t tell you their identities. You can’t make me.”

She just rolled her eyes. “Well, good, because I don’t fuckin’ care.”

Jon opened his mouth, and then closed it again. What?

“I don’t want their identities,” Candy said, enunciating the words carefully. “I know I’ve already made the Bats angry enough just by taking Robin, you think I want to piss them off that badly?”

Jon scrambled for a response, thrown so completely he didn’t know what to say, where to begin, and what he landed on was an astonished: 

“But— but the Red Hood’s going to kill you anyway!”

He knew, immediately, that it was the wrong thing to say. 

“Hm. I don’t appreciate threats, Jonathan.” 

Beside him, Tim cried out again as electricity crackled— Jon lunged forward, thrashing, and—

“No! No, wait, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” 

It stopped. Miraculously, it stopped. Tim was left gasping for air again.

“Apology accepted,” Candy allowed with a dark, cruel smile. Then she sighed and spun her knife around in her hands. “You’re right, of course,” she added. “I’m not going to live for much longer. I’m well aware of that— but there’s a few things I want to do before your friends put me in the ground.” She tipped her head. Jon’s arms were pulled higher, and he found himself lifting his heels off the ground to compensate. 

“There’s some things I want you to do,” she continued. “So here’s what’s going to happen: we’re going to play a little game. If you lose, we’ll hurt Robin while you watch. Do you understand?”

Jon looked her in the eye. “What happens if—” 

He cut himself off. He cut himself off, he stopped himself, he did not finish the question. But that didn’t matter. That didn’t matter to Candy, to any of them, and even as Jon snapped his mouth shut and started to shake his head— was it better to speak, to apologize, or keep his damn stupid mouth shut before he put his foot in it even further— she was nodding to the goon standing by the cranks, who nodded back, and then—

The chain lifted. The chain lifted, and his arms lifted further up behind him, impossibly far, and Jon stood on the tips of his toes and stared at Candy imploringly, his breathing going fast and uneven, but it just kept going— the ache and the strain building and building and building as his shoulders took more and more of his weight and twisted until finally he was lifted off the floor, and with a horrible sort of crunch and a pop—

His body dropped a couple of inches. His feet touched the ground again. His shoulders—

Oh god—

They hurt. They screamed at him, pain shooting down his arms all the way to the tips of his fingers, hot and cold and tingling and numb and ice and fire and for a moment he couldn’t scream as the pain stole his breath but then, then his lungs spasmed and some horrible, broken sound was torn from his chest. 

He felt tears running down his face. Someone was speaking. Candy was there, grabbing hold of his still-wet still-bloody hair and forcing his head up— he’d bent forward trying to compensate for the angle, but it hadn’t worked, it hadn’t done anything— she looked angry. She was saying something. He couldn’t hear her. His arms were forced higher, and Jon screamed— were they trying to rip his arms clean off? Please, please, god, no, no, please stop please please please—

It stopped. Eventually, after an eternity of his whole upper body spasming and screaming at him, he felt the pressure ease; his feet settled flat on the ground again, his arms were slowly lowered. Someone was moving behind him. Someone had a hand flat on his chest, another on his arm, and there was another pop and Jon didn’t understand. 

They moved to the other side. Pop. They’d put his shoulders back into place.

His breathing was ragged. His mouth tasted like blood and bile. He wanted to pass out again— but he couldn’t. Not with this many people around him, not when he was so, so sure it was all about to get worse. If he wasn’t awake to take it, they’d hurt Tim. He was sure of it. He couldn’t let them. His shoulders ached and burned as torn and twisted muscles cramped and twitched and returned to their rightful state. His fingers were numb. He did his best to breathe.

Candy brought her knife up and under his shirt collar, cutting a short line part way  down his sleeve that exposed his shoulder to the cold air of the room. Jon tried not to flinch; he felt a sort of distance creeping up on him, that same distance as when Nico had felt his way up his ribs, that same distance that had helped him survive his time with the Circus of the Other, and he let himself sink back into it. Better to numb himself. He only needed to be aware enough to protect Tim. 

Dan had his phone out. Candy had a hand on his shoulder— not pressing, not exploring, just resting there while the swelling in the joint reduced and the pain in his muscles eased. 

“Sixty seconds,” Dan said. 

“Almost done,” Candy answered.  

The door to the cell opened.

There was a voice— familiar— and Jon felt fresh fear run through him like ice as his blood rushed in his ears. “Fuck off Vin, I don’t want to hear about your old boss—“

“Yeah, well, I don’t want to hear about your fucking girlfriend, Nico, nobody needs to know that shit—“

Jon let himself sink further and further away, his body perfectly still save for a slight shaking that wouldn’t seem to go away.

“Hey, what, you get started without me?” Nico sounded upset. Offended, maybe. 

Someone else was talking, but the voices and words all started to blur together. Nico stepped forward, gesturing at Jon. Candy shoved him back. Dan said something— asked him something? And Nico proudly held up what looked like four thick strips of metal, each a couple inches wide, and each bent into a half-circle. They looked… complicated. Little raised circles of gold dotted the inside; the ends had either slots for something to go in or bits that stuck out, and Jon thought maybe they were meant to attach together to form circles, and—

Nico held one of those half circles up toward Jon, and he realized with a jolt of panic that had him crashing back into his body just what they were.

Those were collars.

Jon’s eyes locked on the metal as Candy took two halves and turned back toward him. 

“Cmon, please?” Nico asked. He sounded disappointed. 

“I said no,” Candy replied. “How about you hold him still, huh?”

Nico huffed, passed the other collar to Mirek, Mirek who still had his baton pressed to Tim’s throat, Mirek who nodded appreciatively, and—

“Alright, Archivist,” Candy said. “If this can’t help you behave yourself, I don’t know what will.”

Nico moved closer, reaching for him, and Jon couldn’t help but jerk away as far as he could— twisting sideways so that he was facing Tim, so one shoulder hit the wall and he could lean against it and kick—

“No, no—!”

There was a hand in his hair again, lifting and twisting, pulling Jon forward and his bare feet— they’d taken his socks, when had they taken his socks?— did nothing at all, Nico ignoring his attempts to kick him away and getting right up into Jon’s personal space, bracketing his face with the same arm as the hand shoving his head into the wall behind him, and Jon—

Well. Kicking didn’t work. Talking made things worse. His hands were trapped behind him. He didn’t have all that many options, did he?

Jon braced against the pain in his scalp, twisted his head to the side, and bit down on Nico’s arm. 

He shouted out in pain; Jon didn’t let go, Jon bit down harder, determined to take a chunk out of this bastard’s arm— he could feel a growl, low in his throat, moving higher—

Nico punched him hard in the stomach, and Jon released him as he gasped and folded in on the fresh pain radiating up into his chest, and yet he bared his bloody teeth in satisfaction as the larger man stumbled backward with blood running down his arm where he held it to his body with a pained hiss.

“That fucking hurts! You little fucking rat—!” 

Jon opened his mouth and hissed— hissed like a furious cat, hissed like that inhuman thing that had since uncurled inside of him, hissed and writhed against his restraints like something that did not need words to show them all that it was not to be trifled with—

Tim was staring at him like he was insane, and it was that which made Jon stop and think about what he was doing.

It was too late, of course. 

The next thing he was aware of was a fist slamming into his face from the side, making his head snap sideways and his entire body follow as he stumbled and lost his balance, but there was a hand in his hair again, holding him up, and then his head was pulled back and slammed sideways into the concrete wall and—

And then they did it again—

Tim was shouting. Jon couldn't hear it, but he could see it from where he was slumped sideways into the wall, only upright thanks to the hand still in his hair; and a moment later he felt something cold press against his throat and click into place around his neck.

No. no no no no no—

He blinked and felt tears running down his face, clearing the blur from his vision just in time to watch as Dan held Tim’s head up and back by the hair, to watch as Mirek brought the two sides of the collar into place around his neck, and Jon couldn’t hear what anybody around them was saying, but he met Tim’s eyes and in them he saw a terror so deep he felt like he might drown in it. 

His head was moved forward by the hair again, and his breath stuttered as he came face to face with Nico, the man far, far too close. He had an awful, cruel grin on his face, and he leaned in so close that Jon could smell his breath— bad. It was bad. He needed a breath mint— and Jon barely heard his growled threat over the persistent ringing in his ears, but he heard well enough for another wave of horror to crash into him at the words:

“Bite me again and I’ll bite Robin. Got it?”

Jon did his best not to breathe, and nodded as well as he could without pulling on his scalp even more. Everything hurt. Everything hurt and his head was spinning and he’d failed, he’d failed and he’d been collared like an animal and he could feel it, heavy like a noose around his neck and everyone was watching him, their gazes oppressive, and he wanted to cry, he wanted to scream, he wanted to let himself fade away again but—

—but Tim—

“Let him—!” The kid protested, the words cut off by a strangled scream as he was, presumably, electrocuted again— but Jon couldn’t see him to be sure, he couldn’t move his head, he couldn’t think—

Nico lifted his bloody arm to wipe a tear from under Jon’s eye with his thumb. Then he licked it.

Jon whimpered like a kicked dog. Pathetic. He was shaking, he realized, and staring up into Nico’s cruel eyes, he wasn’t sure he could stay present. 

“Let go,” Candy ordered. The hand in his hair disappeared. Nico stepped back and stood next to Dan, a self-satisfied smile on his face, and Jon tried to breathe but his chest was so tight and every breath felt like his throat was full of rocks and he could feel his pulse against the collar and he was so, so afraid.

Candy nodded. “Good. Now, Archivist— kneel.”

Jon was still reeling from, well, everything— so it took him a long moment to even understand what was being asked of him. When he did, he found himself shaking his head and shrinking back against the wall, and finally he found his voice again.

“No, no—“  

It was at this moment that Jon discovered he was wearing a shock collar. 

His weak protests were cut off by a sudden spike of now-familiar pain driving into his neck, and he tried to scream but he couldn’t breathe and his muscles cramped and spasmed all at once and he was going to be sick, no, please, no—

And then it was over. He managed to stay on his feet, but only just; his breaths coming too-fast too-shallow as panic lanced through him and he wanted this damn thing off of him, get it off get it off get it off—

In front of him, Candy waited patiently for him to gather some of his composure. When he finally flicked his eyes up to her face, she held up a small remote, hovering her thumb over a button which would, presumably, plunge Jon into something akin to hell. 

“Either you kneel, or I make you,” she informed him, face severe. 

And Jon…

“Okay,” he whispered, and something inside of him broke.

He was still shaking quite badly, and his hands were trapped behind him, but he managed to drop one knee to the ground, then the other; the floor was hard, and the movement forced his arms up and pulled at his still-sore shoulders, and it hurt, but not nearly as much as being shocked. He wasn’t sure where he was supposed to look, so he trained his eyes on the far wall, avoiding any of the faces observing him with horrible interest.

“Great,” Candy sounded satisfied. That was good. That was good. If she was satisfied then maybe she wouldn’t hurt him again. “Now. What was his name?”

Jon frowned, his fear momentarily pushed aside by confusion, his head still throbbing fiercely. “Who’s—?”

The pain shot through him from his neck down his shoulders and his back and into his fingers and his lungs and he couldn’t breathe, and Jon folded in on himself, twisting his head and trying to push the collar off with his shoulder but all he accomplished was to press the electrodes deeper into his skin and it burned and he screamed—

—And it stopped again. Jon stared down at Candy’s boots, breaths laboured, uneven wheezes. Jeering laughter surrounded him. He wanted to disappear. 

“There’s some pretty advanced technology in those things,” Candy remarked. “Any interference with it sets them off. And, well…” she paused as though for dramatic effect. Jon didn’t look up.  “I couldn’t help but notice your abilities don’t play nice with technology.”

He swallowed. He could feel it against the slowly-warming metal. “If I try to ask anything, I’ll be shocked,” Jon filled in, voice a robotic sort of whisper. He shut his eyes. “Okay.”

The knife was back, tapping at his cheek and sliding under his chin to urge his face up. Jon let it; he looked up at a spot just to the left of Candy’s face.

“Oh, it’s not so bad,” she told him. “The little Robin over there can’t make a single cheep!”

Jon looked over at Tim, and what he saw made his heart lurch in his chest.

He was so afraid. Tears ran down his face as he stood there, shaking, with his hands still pinned up above him. He was breathing too fast. Blood ran down from his lip— it looked like he’d bitten it, or maybe his tongue, or maybe both. He was so, so afraid and Jon breathed it in and felt it and he wanted it to stop but it felt good and he hated himself for that, he did, but there was nothing he could do about it.

The knife tapped his cheek again, and he turned his face back to the woman who held the remote. “Glad we finally figured out how to make him quiet down. It’s much nicer this way, isn’t it?”

Jon didn’t answer, but then she twisted the knife so that the point dug into his cheek, and—

“Yes,” he whispered. “It’s… nicer.”

“You should thank me, I think,” Candy said, mouth twisting into another small smile. Her words were followed by anticipatory, eager murmurings from the men in the room. 

Jon swallowed down the lump in his throat and stared resolutely at the far wall. “Thank you.” The words were barely audible, but she heard, and her smile grew. 

“Good,” she gave him a little pat on the cheek with the flat of her knife. “Now. Where were we?”

Jon didn’t answer. He hoped that was the right thing; the question seemed rhetorical, and she wasn’t looking at him expectantly.

“Ah! Right. The man I loved. The man you killed. What was his name?”

He was right. He let out a breath. “His name was Alec,” Jon answered. “And I didn’t kill him. You must know that, I— you were there, I didn’t—“

“Hush,” Candy chastised, and it was accompanied by a small jolt from the collar— not enough to truly hurt like it had before, just enough to sting, just enough to leave his jaw tight and remind him who held the power, here. “You may not have pulled the trigger, but he was dead from the moment you opened your mouth. It was your fault, Archivist.”

Jon stared at the wall. 

“Say it.”

“It was my fault,” he said. 

“Apologize,” she ordered.

Jon’s stomach twisted again. Surely, it must have been in knots by now; so badly twisted up inside that it would never sit right in his body ever again. Laughter echoed in his ears. “I— I’m sorry? I don't know how you want me to…”

She sighed, then, and apparently took pity on him. “Here’s how the game works,” she began. “You are going to apologize for everything, and I mean everything that you’ve ever done in your worthless life. I want you begging for forgiveness that you know you don’t deserve. Do you understand?”

Jon nodded. He could do that. He had hurt a lot of people, after all. 

“Good. And if you kneel and beg and say sorry well enough, then you win. If you’re particularly good, I might even take that collar off of Robin when we’re done.”

A spark of hope lit up in Jon’s chest, and he nodded again. “Please,” he said, and he wasn’t sure what he was asking for but Candy must have understood anyway, because she cooed down at him and patted him on the top of the head. He only flinched a little bit. 

“It’ll be okay. Just do as I say, and nobody will touch him, alright?”

Jon tilted his head to look over at Tim again; Tim, who stared back at him with abject horror written across his bloodied, bruised face. Tim, who Jon needed to protect. Nothing else mattered. Jon didn’t matter. All that mattered was that he kept Tim as safe as he could. 

He looked back at Candy’s shoes. “I’m sorry,” he said.

“For what?” 

“For…” he swallowed. “For Alec. For getting him killed. I’m sorry.”

“Bow your head,” Candy ordered, and Jon leaned forward and tilted his head down so that he was staring at the ground.

His collar jolted him again, and he couldn’t help the little pained yelp.

“Further,” she said.

Jon didn’t know how far she wanted, but surely if he put his head all the way on the floor, folded himself over entirely, that would be enough for her.

His forehead touched the floor. The movement pulled at his arms again. He was shaking. Had he ever stopped?

“Good,” she acknowledged. No pain followed.

He swallowed. Tried to breathe. “I’m— I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. Please, please, I shouldn’t have done it, I know that, I’m sorry, just don’t hurt Robin. Please.”

“What else are you sorry for?”

“I, uh, everything, everything—“ 

He was shocked again, just for a moment, his entire body going tense, and he bit down on his lip to keep from crying out. 

“Be specific,” Candy ordered. 

“I— I, ah…” Jon curled tighter on himself, pressing his chin into his knees. “I’m sorry for— for all the people that I’ve hurt, everyone I made… made tell me things, I shouldn’t have— I’m sorry, I’m so, so sorry—

The strange thing was just how easy Jon found it. He didn’t even really have to pretend; he had hurt so many people, this was what he deserved, really. He only wished Tim hadn’t gotten mixed up in it. He only wished that for once, he’d reaped the consequences alone.

“I don’t deserve forgiveness, for what I’ve done,” he said. “I hurt everyone around me. It’s all I ever do—“ 

He’d hurt so many people. Tim and Dick and Jim Gordon— he didn’t deserve any of their forgiveness. But he deserved even less from the people he’d gotten killed or worse.

Not Alec. He didn’t care about Alec. He wouldn’t care if any of these people died, either— they’d hurt Tim, they needed to die. But—

Helen. Sasha. Sasha. Sasha who hadn’t even stood a chance. And Tim— his Tim, his friend, who he’d pushed away and distrusted and who had never forgiven him, was right to have never forgiven him, right about what Jon was becoming— and he was dead. He was dead and Jon hadn’t even had a body to mourn, what was left of him gone and buried by the time Jon woke up. And Cass, Cass was gone, and it was his fault his fault his fault—

“It’s my fault. It’s my fault— everything that’s happened— It’s all my fault.”

All the Statement givers. Naomi Herne. Lionel Elliot. Tessa Winters. Jordan Kennedy. Dick Grayson. The people he’d hurt and left behind— Basira and Melanie and Georgie and Martin, he missed Martin, he didn’t deserve Martin. And he’d lied to so many people. Barbara and Cass and Jason, he hadn’t told Jason about the dreams. He hadn’t told Jason— told anyone— what he really was—

“What are you?” Candy asked.

“I’m a monster,” Jon answered. 

“No!” Tim yelled, and it was followed by a muffled cry of pain and Jon jerked his head to the side, looked up to see Tim convulsing with his eyes screwed shut and his teeth digging so far into his lip that blood ran down his chin, and—

And then he opened his eyes and met Jon’s, and despite the panting and wheezing and pain written in his face with every spasming muscle he shook his head firmly. The message was clear. No.

“No, it… It’s true,” Jon said, tiredly. “It’s true. Don’t… don’t.”

Tim’s face crumpled, then, into something resembling grief.

A sadness so deep did not belong on a face so young. 

Candy crouched down in front of Jon and grabbed him by the hair, twisting his head violently away from the kid.

“Did I say you could look up?” She asked.

Laughing again. Someone whistled. Jon felt sick. “No,” he answered, as quickly as he could. “No, no, I’m sorry— I shouldn’t have— I’m sorry, Candy, I’m—“

 She slammed his forehead back into the floor. He yelped and braced himself for another shock, his heart beating too fast too fast too fast—

But it didn’t come. Instead, behind him, he felt his arms pull up just a little bit higher.

Horror washed through him all over again— no, no they wouldn’t— they’d already twisted his shoulders from their sockets once, surely, surely they wouldn’t do it again—

“Beg,” Candy ordered, and Jon begged.

He didn’t even know what he was saying anymore. He knew the shape of it— “please, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,” and “Robin had nothing to do with any of it please please don’t hurt him please!” And “I’m sorry I’m a monster please please please—” but the details were lost in the fuzzy haze of panic, in the way he could feel his own voice growing louder and the pitch raising higher as he begged and sobbed through the pain and the fear and the desperate need to keep his head on the floor, even as his arms winched up further and further behind him— he knew how much force it would take, now— he didn’t know if he could keep his head down— he couldn’t look up if he looked up they would hurt Tim he couldn’t— he had to— he had to protect him—

He deserved this. He deserved to hurt. He deserved to be made to hurt for everything he’d done— but Tim didn’t. Please. Please.

A hand in his hair, forcing his head to the floor, forcing him to stay down as the pressure and the pain in his shoulders approached that breaking point and he knew it was going to happen before it did but that didn’t really prepare him, nothing could prepare him for the moment his shoulders popped out of place again and it hurt, it hurt so much it hurt so badly please—

He couldn’t even scream. He just sobbed harder into the floor, moaned with pain, whispered pleading apologies like a broken record and screwed his eyes shut and felt the tears collect on his eyelashes but it was worth it— it was worth it because he’d stayed down and maybe— maybe that meant Tim would be okay. Maybe they’d take the collar off him. Candy had listened before, Candy had kept her word, he just had to stay down—

And then his head was wrenched up, twisting his shoulders at an even worse angle somehow, and Jon knew what an awful picture he must have made but he didn’t care, because— was that it? Had he won? Had he been good enough?

Candy frowned down at him in a mockery of pity. “What’s this? Your head is up, Archivist!” She shook him where she had her hand in his hair. “I thought I was pretty clear you were supposed to stay down…”

Jon didn’t understand. He didn’t understand.  The people around them laughed louder. “You— but you pulled me up, you… it’s over, it’s…”

She clicked her tongue at him. “I don’t want to hear your excuses, Jonathan.”

 And then—

—then— no— she promised—

Tim screamed. 

Jon tried to wrench his head free— his shoulders burned— lifted higher—

“No, no! Stop, stop, please, Candy please stop— don’t hurt him—!” The rest of his words broke off into a cry of agony as she stood and brought him with, lifting him entirely by his hair— his legs wouldn’t support him, he couldn’t seem to get his feet to cooperate— please, please, make it stop, please—

Once he was upright, the pain in his arms lessened; but this time, instead of popping his shoulders back into place, Candy reached around and unlocked his cuffs from the chain with one hand, and then— 

He lost track of things for a moment, lost in the horror and the pain and the confusion and the sound of chattering voices and Tim’s screams as they turned to whimpers and then to horrible, bitten-off silence, but the next thing he was aware of was that his arms had been moved above him and fixed back to the wall, much like he had been when this all started, except— except his shoulders hadn’t been put back into place.

And then the chain moved, and he was lifted, and Jon—

He tried. Really, he tried to stay present. Beside him, Tim was being moved, too, repositioned so that he was on his knees, except facing Jon, arms twisted up behind him as he was bent forward with his head down and his chest parallel to the floor. They’d attached another chain to his collar and clicked that into place near the ground.

Voices were hard, but he tried to listen.

“Don’t move,” they were telling the kid. “Don’t speak. Don’t try anything funny.”

Jon’s feet left the floor, his weight resting entirely on his dislocated shoulders, on muscles that screamed and begged for relief just as he did, hanging from his wrists, still shuddering and twitching and begging weakly for mercy— was he even speaking? He wasn’t sure. Please, please don’t leave me like this, anything but this, please, mercy, please.  

But he knew that none would come.

There would be no relief. There would be no mercy. Not here; not from these people. Not for Jon. 

“Boss will be here soon,” they were told. Jon wasn’t sure who said it. A shiver might have run through him at the thought— but he couldn’t tell. Not with the way all of him was shaking. Not with the way he was drifting further and further away from himself. 

“You were so good, Archivist,” Candy told him. She gave him one last pat on the face. “This was lovely. I hope you survive for a very, very long time.”

Her words were not a comfort. They weren’t meant to be. He barely heard them.

“Goodbye, now,” she told them both, and all of the goons filed out one by one, and Jon finally let himself disappear.

 

Notes:

Whoops tortured ur Archivist uh. A lot. He’ll be fine!! Probably…

This chapter especially would not have been possible as it is without Lira. The Supplication Game was her idea. Thank you Lira!!!
And thank you to ReadyRobin, for your gracious suggestion almost 2 months ago to put a shock collar on Jon <3 been rotating it in my mind ever since.
Also, I want it to be known that I wrote the first scene *before* that conversation in the discord server about retroactive Becoming.

Next time: Aftermath, and Nightwing wakes up.

Summary:

Dick has a Statement Dream about the Vast Book where Jon tells him in morse that he is with Tim, the Circus has them, and they need help. Except when Dick turns away, he sees a small child— its the Archive, here to ask for the Book. He tries to say it’s gone, but somehow it’s in his hands, and he gives it to the Archive. Archive makes spooky comments that imply Dick is Becoming something; presumably of the Vast.

Candy throws cold water on Jon to wake him up, then she (along with Dan, Mirek, and some others) talk with Jon and Tim about what’s going on, interspersed with threats and liberal use of violence. Vincent and Nico are out getting something, and their boss— the Joker, presumably— is going to be back in less than two hours.

Candy interrogates Jon apparently just for fun, forcing him to tell her his name and such things, mostly by threatening to hurt and actually hurting Tim. They reposition Jon so his arms are behind his back, and then force them up higher and higher with the chain, eventually dislocating both of his shoulders. They put them back into place afterwards, timing how long it takes the muscles to recover.

then Nico and Vincent get back, and they bring shock collars with them, which get put on Jon and Tim. Jon struggles quite a bit, and actually bites Nico. He is met with further violence.

Then Candy plays a “game” with Jon; he is to kneel and beg for forgiveness for everything he’s ever done, and if he does it well enough, she says she’ll take the collar off of Tim afterwards. If he doesn’t do it well enough, they’ll hurt both of them. Fun!
Jon does this scarily well, and it’s clear he believes every awful thing he says about himself. At the end, they dislocate his shoulders again, and then Candy shocks Tim anyways— she was lying, of course. She leaves Jon hanging from his dislocated shoulders, and Tim in a stress position which he can’t move out of without the collar shocking him. The end!

Chapter 36: Strutting

Summary:

The Batcave is a stressful place to be, these days.
In which Jon and Tim get something of a reprieve, and others… do not.

Notes:

Chapter contains…
Vast, Hunt, Eye, and Stranger Content; description of injuries, suicidality (an unnamed character begging to die), non-graphic dismemberment, the Joker, minor self-injury, blood. Aftermath of torture, torture, stress positions, dislocation, electrocution, comical misunderstandings, hope.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Nightwing opened his eyes, and the first thing he noticed was how light he felt. It was like a weight had been taken off his shoulders, a weight he’d never even known was there; like he could breathe, breathe more deeply than he ever had before. It was a feeling of rightness, of wholeness— a feeling that only lasted a moment before it was overtaken by the strangest sensation of pressure, like his body couldn’t hold him, like something was pressing him down into himself, like it wasn’t his body at all and staring up at the roof of the medical bay, he could feel the weight of the earth above him and suddenly he hated it. He needed out.

He tried to sit up. His head spun; his back muscles didn’t seem to be working. That wasn’t correct, why—? Oh. The Hunter. Of course. 

There was a hand on his shoulder. It stopped him from moving, pressing him down gently into the mattress as a face came into focus hovering above, creased with worry. That was Bruce. That was his dad. “Slow down, Chum. You’re okay.” 

 Right. He was just in the medical bay; he was safe here. He tried to sit up again; the hand stopped him, Bruce reaching to get extra pillows to help him sit up. Nightwing looked around, frowning, until his eyes landed on the second figure in the room— a red helmet, a leather jacket with armour underneath. Guns. The Red Hood. 

The Red Hood tilted his head. “Are you okay?”

He swallowed and worried at his lip a moment, then took another deep breath and nodded slowly. “I’m… yeah. I’m great, actually.” He said. His back itched as he was helped into a slightly more upright position. “It worked,” he breathed. 

Alice had come out of her brief stint of chemical-attack induced unconsciousness that morning with a rough voice, what must have been an awful headache that she couldn’t quite hide, and a key piece of information that she should not have had.  

“You gave him a Statement,” she had said, looking Dick right in the eyes. It had not been a question. 

She’d told him that he was going to have nightmares of that night for the rest of his life. She’d told him that the Archivist would be watching.

She’d been right.

Nightwing lifted his head to watch the Hunter enter the room, and he met her eyes, and she paused— posture shifting into something unsure before her stare turned to a harsh glare and her lip curled up, baring her teeth, and Nightwing felt a flicker of unease run through him. 

“What the hell did you do?” She said, voice dark, and Nightwing felt that flicker turn into a flash of fear that shot through his chest— he blinked, and—

Dick shook his head. The jittery feeling of lightness faded, and the fear went with it, replaced by a sort of breathless exhaustion that pushed him back into the pillows propping him up at an angle. “What do you mean?”

She walked forward another step, sniffed the air, and met his eyes again. “You smell like the Vast,” she told him.

He sighed and finally batted Bruce’s hand off his shoulder. “Yeah, I dreamed about my Statement or whatever. A guy fell into the sky, that’s pretty Vasty!”

She had opened her mouth and was apparently tasting the air, but when he mentioned the dream she clicked her mouth shut and closed the distance to his bed eagerly. “You had the dream? Did you see Jon?”

Dick nodded and sat up. “Yeah, sure did. He’s, uh,” he cringed. “He’s in pretty rough shape. It’s hard to say exactly, but there were chains on his wrists, and— and blood. A lot of it.” He swallowed, thinking back to what he’d seen. “And he’s been tased.”

Alice frowned. “How can you tell?”

He pressed his lips together for a moment. “I fight with a taser. I know what it looks like when someone goes too far with one— know what it feels like, too. Taser burns are not fun.”

The Red Hood crossed his arms. “Did he say anything?”

Dick nodded again. “It was like you said, Alice. He didn’t talk, but he clenched his fist in Morse. He said, um,” Dick shut his eyes and tipped his head back before reciting: “Help, I think, and then I missed a bit but…” he frowned. “SOS, Tim hurt,” Dick felt a twist of fear in his gut— if the Archivist had looked like that, he didn’t want to think about what kind of condition his baby brother was in. “And he said, uh— SOS, circus, help, and I think please. That was it from him, it was kind of repetitive.”

It was then that Dick realized that Alice was standing very, very still, a growl slowly raising in volume from her throat. He twisted his hands nervously in the blankets half-covering him, prepared to ask what was wrong, but then—

“Did you say circus?”

Dick felt a little like a bug pinned to a display board. “Yeah?”

She swore. “Shit. Shit. But it can’t be our…” She trailed off and clenched her hands into fists, then a horrible mix of understanding and fear flitted across her face and she twisted to face Hood. “Don’t you guys have a clown themed villain here?”

The whole room seemed to freeze. 

“Joker,” Bruce said, his voice a growl. 

Hood’s entire body had gone tense. His hand approached a gun, apparently subconsciously. He swore. “No, no. Fucker’s in Arkham,” he insisted. “I checked. I checked. No word of a breakout.”

Dick had his legs off the bed and was pushing to his feet before he registered what he was doing. There was a hand reaching for his wrist, trying to pull him back down, but he twisted past it and shot Bruce a glare as he hurried out of the room; the Batcave opened up in front of him, and there, the Batcomputer— he jogged over to it. The others followed.

“Dick, you should be laying down,” Bruce insisted. 

Dick ignored him. “I’m fine,” he said offhandedly, sitting down at the computer and tapping the keyboard to wake it up— it was connected to their comm system, of course, so he reached over to grab the headset and shove it over his ears.

“Oracle,” he said, while beside him the Red Hood set about navigating the computer with the ease of apparent familiarity, bypassing Arkham’s security system to access their cameras— a task which was not nearly as difficult as it should have been, but, well, that’s Arkham for you. 

“Wing? Are you at the computer right now?”

He shook his head. “That doesn’t matter.”

“You’re supposed to stay in bed!”

“I saw the Archivist!” He snapped. “I saw him, and he said— circus, and Tim’s hurt, and—“

Alice leaned in close beside him, and Dick managed not to flinch as his mouth snapped shut. She was just looking at the screen. She wasn’t going to hurt him— she wasn’t his enemy. Not anymore. 

“Joker,” she said. “How sure are you that he’s where he’s supposed to be?”

The question was for Oracle, but it was Hood who answered, gesturing at the screen. “I’ve got a live feed of his cell— he’s right there.” 

All eyes turned to face the newly-opened window. 

Alice was frowning. “That's him? He looks…”

 “Kind of pathetic?” Hood scoffed. “Yeah. He’s been like that all day.”

Dick looked closer. The Joker was sitting curled up on the floor, tucked into one corner of the room, rocking back and forth slightly. It was hard to make out details— the camera quality wasn’t great— but even still, he could tell that the man was terrified.

“He’s afraid,” Alice echoed his own observations. “He’s… hm.” she tilted her head.

“Somethings not right,” Barbara said. “He isn’t normally like this.”

The camera shifted, angling to face that huddled form more fully and zooming in— none in the cave was doing anything, Oracle must have been working her magic back in the Clocktower— and the man’s head snapped up to face the camera head-on.

Dick saw his eyes, and he stopped breathing, because—

“That’s not the Joker,” Barbara said.

The man in the cell looked like the Joker, at a glance; face white, eyes dark, lips outlined with the bright red of fresh blood and pulled back into a wide smile. But his posture was all wrong; he hunched in on himself, movements jerky and unsure; he stared up at the camera with a sort of fear that was entirely incongruous with the name of Joker; and as he stood, Dick realized his body proportions weren’t right either— he was taller than the Joker should be, and his shoulders were too broad, and his hair was too long, falling dark and greasy toward his shoulders.

He was missing one of his hands.

Hood swore. 

The man who was not the Joker stared into the camera, and Dick felt a sort of fear burrow into him, digging deep into his stomach. And then the man spoke; the sound filtering out into the Batcave for all of them to hear.

“Watching?”  he muttered. “Are you—?” 

Barbara zoomed the camera in more, and Dick saw the dark trails of makeup running down his cheeks, the red around his lips smudged into the white. The texture was… wrong. It was too wet. He staggered closer, and the camera zoomed back out to keep his entire body in the frame. 

He stopped walking, swaying on his feet, and lifted his remaining hand toward the camera. Black tears trailed down to his chin. 

“Kill me,” he said, and Dick’s stomach dropped.

“Please. Please, you have to kill me. You have to— please—”

“Oh God,” Barbara said in Dick’s ears. Dick was going to be sick. 

“Where the fuck is the Joker?” Hood demanded. Alice was growling, eyes fixed on the screen, lips pulled back. 

Bruce leaned forward beside Dick, opposite Alice, and placed a grounding hand on his shoulder. “Can we view recorded footage?”

“Yes, of course— how far back should I go?”

“Midnight,” Dick said. 

On the screen, the scene changed; the terrified form of that man replaced by the Joker laid out in his bed. The contrast made the man’s false identity all the more obvious; the real Joker’s makeup was smeared and smudged, yes, but also muted and cracked and flaking in a way that made it feel more real, like something that sat on his skin instead of something that sank into it, wet and slimy and shifting. 

The timestamp in the corner of the screen read 04/12/18-23:58. For almost two minutes, nothing happened, and then at what must have been midnight the screen flickered and cut into static— just for a moment, just long enough that when the image resolved itself back into the cell, the Joker had sat up. 04/13/18-00:01.

In his hands was a book, and the blood drained from Dick’s face at the sight of it. 

The cover was blue, the bright yellow text of the title standing in sharp contrast even though the camera quality wasn’t good enough to make it out.

The Joker opened the book and started to read. Dick felt his breathing pick up. 

“I’m going to fast forward,” Barbara warned. Her voice shook slightly. 

The time sped through from 00:01 to 00:30, and the Joker did not move except to turn the pages. Dick thought back and realized that this was when he had arrived at the Clocktower on patrol, bringing snacks for Barbara. God, that felt like a lifetime ago; was it really only last night?

When the clock ticked to 01:00, the Joker paused in his reading for a few minutes; it was going by too fast to make out what happened, but then the pages were red, and—

The footage stopped. Rewound. 01:01, and they all watched the Joker slice his finger open on the edge of a page. They all watched him paint his own blood on his face, on his lips. Dick had been settled on a rooftop, at this time. He’d been reading his own book while the Joker smeared blood on his face.

Nobody spoke. 

The footage sped up again. 

03:33, the Joker apparently finished reading, and—

The screen fizzled to static again. Barbara fast-forwarded, and when it came back at 05:34, the Joker was pounding on the door to his cell, the book clutched in his bloodied hand, blue cover and the edge of every page stained red. The makeup on his face was wet.

The footage shifted to normal speed, and everybody jolted as sound flooded the space from the Batcomputer’s speakers. The Joker was screaming. The Joker was screaming, slamming his fist again and again against the door. 

“Guard!” He demanded, in a shrill, inhuman sing-song. Bruce’s hand tightened on Dick’s shoulder. What had they all been doing, while the Joker kicked the door so hard his toes must have broken through his shoes? Had Dick been hiding away in his room, shaken from what he’d seen and what he’d said, while the Archivist escaped? 

05:38, the door to the Joker’s cell slammed open, and a guard strode in, brandishing a baton as the Joker held his book up like a shield.

“What the hell are you making such a goddamn racket for?” the guard yelled.  

The Joker just smiled, blood dripping from around his mouth as he lowered the book. “I have something I wanted to show you!” he answered, and then he started to laugh, and then he lunged forward—

And the screen cut to static again, and when it cleared—

06:52. There was a man curled on the floor, clawing at his face with one hand. The other hand was gone. He’d been stuffed into the off-white inmate outfit, while the man who had to be the Joker, who Dick knew deep in his bones was the Joker, stood tall and proud in the guard’s uniform, even though it was clearly too big for him. His face was wrong. His face was wrong, his face was normal, he didn’t look like the Joker but he was. He was. 

“This has been fun!” He was smiling, smiling far too wide. Wider than should have been possible. Dick gripped the desk in front of him so hard his fingers hurt. 

“No, no!” the guard cried, reaching out with his bloody stump of a hand, writhing on the floor. “Get it off! Please, please, take it off me! Don’t— don’t go!”

Laughter. Laughter, and a promise. 

“I’ll be back,” the Joker said. His voice was wrong. All of this was wrong. “I can’t leave my loyal fans waiting!” 

And then the door slammed, and he was gone. 06:53.

The man rocked in place on the floor, clawing at his cheeks, but no matter what he did the makeup never seemed to come off. The only thing that had any affect on it whatsoever were his tears; black running down through the white, layering his misery over top of the caked on pigment. Barbara fast-forwarded again, through the entire rest of the day. While they’d been fighting Alice and Hood, this man had been desperately trying to remove makeup which seemed, more and more, to become part of him. While this man writhed and rocked and sobbed, Dick had laid in a cot in the medical bay, and he had fed Alice his panic, his fear, and she had awoken to tell him of dreams and horrors and hope before everyone split off to investigate in their own ways; everyone except for Alice and Dick. He hadn’t been able to bring himself to sleep alone in the medical bay with her. 

The guard tucked himself into the corner just after noon, around the same time as Alice had finally been deemed recovered enough from her chemical exposure to join Hood the others out in the field; Dick had been left alone in the Batcave for an hour before they’d all come back. 

13:00. By this point, the man had stopped moving, save for that subtle rocking. He stared forward, expression distant and afraid beneath the white and black and red. Food was slid into the room through a slot near the bottom of the door; the man ignored it. Dick had been trying to sleep, at this point. 

Finally, the feed was live again, and they all stared for a long moment. 

The Joker was out, the Joker had been out, for over seven hours, while Dick sat useless in a medical cot. The Joker was out, and something was very, very wrong with him, and he had Tim.  

On the screen, the man had returned to his corner, and his quiet rocking.

“Alice?” Hood asked, his voice dark and flat even through the helmet. 

“He’s not human,” she answered. 

Dick knew she was right. 

“Is this the work of your Fears?” Bruce asked.

Alice nodded. “Looks like.”

On the comms, Barbara was far too quiet.

“Babs?” Dick asked. Was she alright? 

“I’m here,” she confirmed, voice flat and serious— all business. He was speaking to Oracle. “I’ve alerted Arkham and GCPD. I want everyone to have an earpiece in at all times— check in every twenty minutes. Nightwing, if you’re well enough to sit, I want you at the Batcomputer.”

The others all nodded. It was still strange, knowing that Alice and the Red Hood were on the same comm line as the rest of them. On their side, for the time being.

Dick didn’t nod, though. “I’m going out, too,” he said. 

Bruce went still, and his hand on Dick’s shoulder abruptly felt a lot heavier. “You’re not leaving the cave,” he said lowly. “You shouldn’t even be out of bed.”

Dick huffed and pushed Bruce’s hand off as he spun his chair around. “I’m fine,” he insisted. “The sleep did me good. I need to get out there.” 

“Dick,” Barbara said, her voice softening. “It’s okay. You’re hurt. You can still help, you don’t have to—“

“I’m not hurt!” He snapped, and only then did he realize that it was true. 

“I’m not hurt,” he repeated, twisting to reach a hand up under the shirt he was wearing and rip the bandages free underneath. The skin of his back was smooth— now-useless stitches came off with the strips of fabric and scattered in pieces on the floor

“Woah, what are you doing?” The Red Hood moved toward him. “There’s no way you’re—“

“I think the dream healed me,” Dick replied, breathless. “I met— well. There was this kid, or, not a kid. Called itself the Archive. I think it healed me.”

Alice straightened her posture. “Oh, that’s new.”

“Yeah, it wanted the book, asked me if I wanted to save Tim— told me we didn’t have time, I—“ he cut himself off, the urgent, anxious need to get out of the cave suddenly returning full force; only this time, he knew where he needed to go. He stood up. 

“Oracle, I’m coming to you,” he said, taking off the headphones and starting across the cave toward the changing room.

He was going to help save Tim, and nobody was going to stop him. 

He had made his choice.

 

 

Awareness eluded Jon for a long time. 

He faded in and out; skimming along the edge of himself, coming back into his body just enough to remember the pain that had chased him out in the first place. It was a feeling of wrongness, of his joints pulled out of place, ligaments and muscles straining and stretching— and of his body, wholly unable to repair itself under its own weight, struggling just to keep from tearing apart completely. For a time, all it took was the slightest brush against that reality to send him retreating somewhere far, far away once more. 

He was in that room again. The one with the couch and the coffee table and the tv. He didn’t hurt, in there; his shoulders were where they should be, his head didn’t pound with every beat of his heart. There were no chains on his wrists, there was no metal wrapped too-tight around his throat, and his clothes were not covered in blood.

(He could still smell it, though. He could still smell the blood and the damp and the fear. He didn’t think that smell would ever go away. It was his, now, just as much as the taste of dirt and the sound of horrible, inhuman laughter.)

There was a remote on the coffee table. Jon picked it up and sat down on the edge of the table; there were a lot of buttons. He didn’t know what they all did, but he recognized the power button.

Jon turned on the tv.

The screen was mostly dark; but Jon could make out that cold room in the dim green glow. He could see the door. 

There was a sound. A rattling, maybe; quiet and metallic, like chains shifting. Next, a strange clicking. Jon frowned at the screen.

There was a whistle. Strained and pitched up, like a question; then again, pitched down, sad and wavering and scared. Jon wanted to help. Really, he did; he was sure that whoever was whistling, they were trying to be heard. But he knew what waited for him in that room, and he couldn’t bring himself to return to it. 

That is, until a scared, familiar voice called out:

“Jon, please—!”

It cut off into a pained cry and the rattling of chains and the crackling of electricity, and that— that was Tim. Of course it was Tim.

He’d left Tim alone again. 

The kid managed to stifle the sounds— Jon could picture him biting down on his lip to force himself quiet, knowing it was the only way to stop the pain— but he could still hear ragged breaths, shifting metal, and a breathy sort of half-whistle that sounded like it was being forced through sobs. 

Jon didn’t want to face the pain, but he knew that he had to go back.

But how?

He slid forward off the table and dropped to his knees, reaching out to touch the tv screen. He shut his eyes, and—

His muscles were drawn in lines of fire, running from his arms through his shoulders and down his sides, pulled tight and too much too much too much— it was like someone had poured molten lead into his veins, replaced his blood with acid, and he moaned with pain and tried to turn his head and—

His neck seized up. He couldn’t move. Moving made it so much worse.

Another whistle. Closer, sort of; clearer. He tried to focus on breathing. Breathing and not moving. Did he really need to breathe?

The whistle was a question.

“Here,” he forced the word out, trying to stop shivering. “Hurts.”

The whistling stopped. Then the clicking started back up again; it took Jon far too long to realize that Tim was clicking his tongue inside his mouth, half the sounds short and quiet— maybe made against his front teeth— and half of them louder, deeper, maybe made in the side of his mouth. 

He was a clever kid. The collar must have picked up on the vibrations in his throat when he spoke— it wouldn’t go off if he whistled and clicked. And those clicks, if he assigned quiet to dots and loud to dashes, were Morse code, because of course they were. They spelled out the same word over and over, and Jon forced all of his attention into focusing and listening and hearing what Tim was trying to tell him.

S-O-R-R-Y, Tim spelled out. S-O-R-R-Y, again. And again. And again. 

“I— I hear—“ he tried again to look at the kid, but even turning his head the slightest fraction sent sharp spikes of pain through his neck and ruined shoulders, and whatever he’d been saying broke off into an awful whine. “Not— not your fault,” he managed.

H-U-R-T Y-O-U

He could have laughed. He didn’t. “I can’t— ah—“ another shuddering breath. He felt cold, and dizzy, and he could feel his mind trying to pull him back down. Was he going into shock? That would be bad. 

“I’m— I’m sorry, Tim, I’m so, so sorry…”

N-O

Jon couldn’t feel his hands. “I got you into this,” a couple of short, sharp breaths. “It’s— it was me—“

A single, sharp click, ostensibly the letter T, but Jon was pretty sure it was just meant to cut him off. 

N-O-T Y-O-U-R F-A-U-L-T

Jon wanted to sob, but he knew that would only make it hurt more. 

Daisy had said the exact same thing to him, once, what felt like a lifetime ago; they’d been dreaming, and she’d squeezed his hand and told him it wasn’t his fault. She’d said they were there together. 

All at once, Jon missed her with a fierceness that stole his breath. “Together,” he whispered.

S-T-A-Y, Tim begged in clicks and uneven breaths. 

“I’m here,” Jon said. “I’m—“ he tried to move again, tried to look at the kid, please, he needed to see him, but he just couldn’t. He couldn’t. 

He could feel the muscles in his shoulders stretching and contorting, numbness trickling down like ice water from his fingertips into his forearms. The longer he went hanging from dislocated shoulders like this, the worse it was going to hurt; but he didn’t know how to fix it. He didn’t know if he could.   

He had to try. 

“I— I need— I need to—“ he squeezed his eyes shut. “Shoulders. I can’t, I need to…”

Tim took an audible deep breath. F-E-E-T I-N C-H-A-I-N, he suggested. 

Jon could barely feel his feet, either, through the cold. But he knew the kid was right. 

He held his breath and carefully brought one knee up, trying to keep it steady so he didn’t jostle the rest of his body. It made the shaking worse, but he forged on, feeling for the chain that ran down behind him— the links were large enough, he should have been able to fit his big toe through one of them. By the time he managed to find one of the links that was facing the right way, managed to worm some part of his toe through it, he was starting to have trouble breathing from the strain— and when he went to shift his weight into that leg, he slipped, only succeeding in jarring his arms and making a sharp bolt of fire run through his entire body, nothing short of excruciating. His vision whited out for a moment.

He came back to himself to desperate clicking. 

J-O-N P-L-S S-R-Y. Jon please sorry. 

H-E-R-E J-O-N P-L-S P-L-S P-L-S—

“I’m here,” he managed. His voice felt rough. His face was wet. 

The clicking stopped.

“I’m going to try again,” he said. He shivered. 

No response. This time, Jon knew where to search; and this time, he lifted both knees, found places to brace both feet, and made sure he’d found secure toeholds before straightening his legs. 

His body tipped forward, and he panted with the strain and the hurt of it all, but it took most of the weight off his shoulders, and he felt something in him pulling those muscles back into place— pulling him back toward the wall until, with a horrible grinding pop, one shoulder found its way home. The other followed soon after, and Jon let out a quiet burst of relieved laughter as the fire in his very bones dimmed to something… if not manageable, then at least bearable, for the time being. He still felt cold. He still felt cold and dizzy and nauseous. His arms were tingling painfully as feeling and blood flow returned to them. His legs were at an awkward angle, knees twisted inwards, and he didn’t know how long he could stand like this— but he was in one piece, and his joints were all in place, and he felt like he could breathe again.

O-K?

“I’m— well, no, I’m not okay, but— better. That— that was…” Jon swallowed. He didn’t have words for that. He didn’t have words for any of this. He let out a shaky breath. 

He could turn his head now. He shifted to look at Tim, trying not to strain his still-aching shoulders, trying to will the feeling back into his fingers. The kid was on his knees facing Jon, his head down— his head forced down by a short chain attaching the collar to a spot near the floor, his arms wrenched up behind him in a position Jon knew was uncomfortable if not painful, and he could tell that the only way to keep the strain off his arms would be to use his core to lift his body up; but the chain at his throat kept him from lifting his head much higher than his hips, and shuffling his knees forward would twist his arms at an even worse angle. Jon realized, watching him, that this setup must have been forcing him to keep his core engaged constantly. 

It was a stress position, and Jon didn’t know how long the kid could keep it up. He was already shaking— slight tremors running through him, from cold or fear, or from the collar or the strain or some combination of all of it— and Jon felt his heart clench painfully in his chest.

“I— I saw Nightwing,” he said. “I dreamed… the— the Statement.” He swallowed and took a deep, frustrated breath. He wasn’t sure how much Tim already knew, and how much he was going to have to explain. 

Of course, Tim made the connection himself. N-I-G-H-T-M-A-R-E-?  

Despite everything, Jon smiled— a tired thing, but a smile nonetheless. “Yeah. You’re a smart kid, you know that?”

Tim huffed, and Jon was pretty sure he was rolling his eyes. 

“I mean it. With the, ah, the clicking, and the whistles. And standing in the chain—“ he laughed breathlessly— “thank you for that, by the way.”

Tim was quiet. And then: N-W-?

“Ah. Right, right, when I sleep, I… share dreams, with people who have given me Statements. Nightwing gave me one, and… I saw him.”

Tim’s shaking intensified. He made a questioning whistle.

“I think— I think he understood. I can’t move very much, in the dreams, but— but I told him we needed help, with Morse. And right before it ended he, well, he looked right at me. He knows Morse code, right?”

Tim tried to nod, but it was evidently difficult. Y-E-S.

“Good, right. So— so they know you’re with me, and I told him, ah…”

What had he said? Circus. Not Joker, but hopefully the message would get across. “I told him who has us, and… they’re coming, Tim. They’ll come for you. We just have to hold on, alright?”

Y-E-S, Tim confirmed. L-I-V-E. G-O H-O-M-E.

Jon hummed an affirmative. “Yeah. We’re going to go home. Soon, they’ll be here soon.” They had to be. They had to be, because Jon wanted to go home so, so, badly. And maybe, when they rescued Tim… maybe Jon could get out of here, too. 

“Did you know I live in an abandoned Denny’s?” Jon offered. 

Tim huffed a single, silent laugh. Jon read it as disbelieving.

“It’s true! Ever since that night you broke into Jason’s apartment— he took over this place, and it’s, ah, a base, for the gang, now? And Daisy and I live above it. Cute little flat, really.” He shook his head wistfully. “I can show you, when we get home, if you want. I can… I’m sure Jason wouldn’t mind.”

H-A-T-E-S M-E.

Jon frowned. “No, no, Tim. He doesn’t. He’s just angry. He’s— he’ll come around. You’ll see.” Jon was having a hard time imagining anyone hating Tim, certainly not after spending any time talking to the kid. Even when he’d been imprisoned in the Batcave, he’d appreciated Tim’s company. Jason just needed to warm up to him, that was all. “We’ve got a lovely sort of break room downstairs, with a couch and blankets and— do you like hot chocolate?” Kids liked hot chocolate.

Y-E-S, Tim confirmed haltingly. His breath hitched in a way that spoke to heightened emotions, and Jon softened his voice even further. 

“We’ve only got the cheap packages, I’m afraid, but it works well enough. And I’ve got an assortment of tea.”

Tim sniffled. He could breathe through his nose again, then. That was probably a good sign. 

C-O-F-F-E-E-?

Jon blinked. “Aren’t you too young for coffee?”

Tim huffed. N-O. 

Jon rolled his eyes. “Well, yes, we have coffee. Tea is much better, but I usually set out everything, and sit with the Officer while people come and go…”

Tim had gone very still. W-H-A-T-? He clicked insistently.

The Officer. Jon missed her so, so much; suddenly, he wanted nothing more than to set Tim up on the break room couch, bundled in blankets, with the kitten on his lap. 

“Officer Blackwood. I’ve not had her for very long, but she’s such a sweet girl. I can introduce you!” 

Tim’s breathing was weird. Jon frowned, worried. He’d love for Tim to meet her, unless… “are you allergic?” 

There was a long pause, and then:

T-O W-H-A-T-?

“To— ah! Nevermind,” Jon realized, small smile coming over his face. “She is bald, so you shouldn’t have to worry about that.”

Tim didn’t move, and didn’t try to reply, and Jon felt the smile slide off his face. 

“Do you… do you not like cats?” He couldn’t imagine it, personally, but he knew that such people did exist. 

At that, Tim jolted, and huffed a disbelieving breath— a breath that turned into silent laughter, barely-controlled, until a single hysterical giggle broke free and was immediately followed by the bzzt of the collar going off, and a muffled, bitten-short whimper as he seized. Jon inhaled sharply and almost slipped from his precarious perch on the chain, but the effect was short-lived, and after a moment Tim’s breathing returned to something approaching normal. 

“Tim, are you— are you alright? I’m sorry, I didn’t— I don’t know what I did but I didn’t mean to—“

Tim cut him off with another click, and then: C-A-T-?-?

Jon was confused. “Yes? The Officer, she’s my kitten— found her in a cardboard box on the side of the road. She’s still quite young, so I keep her with me most of the time. I hope she’s doing alright…” 

Tim shook his head. W-E T-H-O-U-G-H-T O-F-F-I-C-E-R P-E-R-S-O-N-!

It was Jon’s turn to freeze, and then to laugh in disbelief when he really realized what Tim had told him. “What? What— no! Of course not! She’s a kitten, Tim, she’s not— we wouldn’t kidnap a police officer!”

Tim huffed more laughter. G-A-N-G

Jon made an offended noise. “Well— yes, but we have standards! Kidnapping police is just idiotic!”

Tim might have rolled his eyes again. And then: B-L-A-C-K-W-O-O-D-?

Jon shifted, suddenly very self-conscious about his naming choices, but after everything he figured he owed Tim honesty. “She’s named after… someone from my world,” he explained. “Martin Blackwood. He’s a coworker of mine— or, was, I suppose. Before the coma.” 

S-O-R-R-Y, Tim clicked. 

“What? Oh, it’s alright. He just works for somebody else now, and… by the time I woke up, he didn’t want to talk to me. I know why, but…”

Jon trailed off, and Tim made a movement that might have been a shrug.

H-A-R-D-?

“Yes,” Jon agreed. “It is. It’s harder than I thought it’d be, really. Out of everyone I left behind, he’s the one who I miss the most.”

Jon went quiet for a few seconds; a few seconds too long, evidently, because Tim whistled plaintively again. 

“Yes?”

T-A-L-K P-L-S.

Jon’s heart broke a little bit more. “Right, right, of course.” He cast about for another topic— something harmless, something to distract themselves with. “Do you want to hear about my time in college? That was when I created the Mechanisms, in my world…”

They went on like that for what must have been hours; Jon talking about anything and everything, whatever he could think of to fill the silence, Tim prompting him whenever he trailed off or started to lose himself. Jon talked, and Tim listened, and he shared far more about himself and his life than he ever had with anyone— good times, mostly, and some which seemed bad in the moment but in contrast with their current position all felt so wonderfully mundane. 

He talked about his life from before. Before the Institute, before the promotion, before the Unknowing. Before he’d woken up changed. Before he’d crawled into that Coffin and come up somewhere new. Before Robin had grabbed him on the street and put a bag over his head.

Tim apologized for that one. Jon waved him off. 

He talked about college, and work, and research. He talked about Georgie; their dating life, their breakup. He talked about when he’d first met Martin, when the man had let a dog into the Archives; he talked about how antisocial he’d been, how suspicious. He talked about when Martin had been living in the Archives, about Martin making him tea every day, and even a little bit about Prentiss— about low-fi charm and did you die, here? And he talked about living with Georgie, and the Admiral, and it didn’t make it okay. Nothing was okay. But for just a few hours, on shaking legs and trembling knees, trapped and afraid, they made it a little bit better. 

Rescue was coming. They just had to make it until then.

 

Notes:

I wonder if anyone can guess what Book the Joker’s got! It is a real book :)

Thank you Lira for all your help!!
And thank you Skitty and ReadyRobin for “she is bald.” I just had to.

Next time: Oracle receives a gift.

I don’t think this chapter requires a full end-note-summary but, briefly, the things which are most dark:
Dick & co see on security camera that Joker finds a Leitner and paints his own blood on his face via papercuts, then lures a guard into his room and puts Joker makeup on his face and, given that one of the guards hands is missing afterwards, it is implied that had something to do with the makeup. Yikes. Joker switches their clothes, leaves him in his cell and dips. Dude is freaking out a lot and sees the camera moving and begs them to kill him.
Jon manages to put his shoulders back into place! The process isn’t fun. Tim’s in a funky stress position. They’re not having a great time but they try to comfort each other.

<3

Chapter 37: Oracle

Summary:

In which Oracle receives a gift, and Jon—
Well. Things don’t go so well for Jon.

Notes:

Beholding and Dark Content, kinda webby(?), bit of Vast; Leitner books, emotional distress. Hugs.
Stranger Content, Captivity, torture, the Joker, electrocution via shock collars, flashbacks, dissociation, panic, Beloved Characters in Significant Distress!

Summary in the end notes.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

There was a book in Barbara’s desk drawer.

There was a book in Barbara’s desk drawer, and she didn’t want to read it— she knew reading it was a very bad idea— but the sun was starting to set, and all their leads had panned out to nothing, and she was running out of options. 

She’d been the one to insist on keeping it, but she was starting to think she shouldn’t have been trusted with it; it had been there for hours, its presence like a weight in her mind, a whisper promising— promising— something. 

Nightwing had climbed into the clocktower just before three in the afternoon, barely a half-hour after declaring over the comms that his serious injuries from that morning had miraculously healed. To say Barbara was concerned about him would be an understatement— she knew enough about the world to know that nothing was free, and she hadn’t missed the connection between his sudden recovery and the onset of his supernatural dreams involving powerful, almost-certainly malicious entities from another dimension— but she really didn’t have time to deal with trying to mitigate whatever the cost was going to be. If Dick wanted to risk his soul or whatever these things wanted for a boost, that was his prerogative, and she had just hoped that having him on his feet again was going to be worth it— so far, all it had done was make her worry.

Nightwing had walked in off the Clocktower balcony, wistful expression on his face, wind in his hair, looking more relaxed than Barbara thought possible, given the circumstances— although he hadn’t lost the anxious edge that they all shared, now.

“Hey Babs,” he had greeted, smiling gently; he had flicked open the lenses on his domino, and those bright blue eyes looked all around, drinking in the space like he hadn’t been there less than fifteen hours previous. “It’s so good to be back in the suit,” he had said. “I always hated being grounded.”

“You were down for less than ten hours,” she had pointed out. Her eyes, meanwhile, were locked on the small bag he had brought with him; it had a sort of draw to it, like she couldn’t look away.  

“Yeah, but still.” He had waved her off, dropping down into a wheeled desk chair nearby and sitting cross-legged on it as he rolled towards her, spinning around a few times before stopping a few feet away, facing her.  “Any progress?” 

She shook her head. She’d been sending them all updates; he had already known she had nothing. “No.” She had narrowed her eyes, then, tearing her gaze off the bag and to Dick’s face. “Why are you here?”

He had tilted his head. “I just wanted to check up on you,” he defended; then he’d pulled the bag into his lap, running his finger over the stitching in what must have been a subconscious gesture. “You’re the only one of us who knows all three of them. This has got to be hard on you.”

She had asked after Cass, back before Dick left the cave, and discovered that Jon hadn’t mentioned her in the dream he shared with him— at all. Hours later and Barbara was still trying not to worry. She was failing. 

“What’s that?” She had pointed at the bag in his hands.

“What’s… what?” He had looked down, and stared at the bag in sheer confusion— as though he hadn’t the slightest idea what it was doing there. Barbara had simply waited, watching his face shift into something more like wonder as she felt a sort of unease prickle across the back of her neck.

He had opened the bag and pulled out a familiar book: North American Birdwatching for Beginners. 

The words were surrounded by dozens of overlapping close-up images of birds, their eyes all staring back at them, at her, but what interested Barbara the most had been the light green post-it note stuck to the outside; written on that note, in a distinctly child-like hand, had been the words Read Me.

“I thought I lost this,” Dick had said, quietly. 

Barbara hummed. “I can deal with it, if you want,” she had offered.

“Deal with it?” Dick had snapped his head up. “What do you mean?”

“It’s cursed, right?” She shrugged. “I’ve got ways of keeping that sort of stuff contained.”

Dick had hesitated, of course— he’d been downright reluctant to leave the book with her— but eventually he had allowed her to carefully wrap it in the fabric of a spare cardigan and tuck it away into a drawer in her desk. 

That had been hours ago. That had been hours ago, hours of managing Batman and Nightwing and Alice the Fearhound and the Red Hood and Catwoman— who was apparently also friends with Jon— over the comms, sending them all over Gotham chasing every lead and every whisper of the Joker, and it was all turning up jack shit. It was like they’d all dropped off the face of the earth.

Barbara didn’t want to say she was desperate, but there was a book in a drawer in her desk, and she had the strangest gut feeling that it held the answers; and as the day wore on she started to think that maybe those answers would be worth it. 

More than once, over the course of the afternoon, she had found herself reaching for that drawer; it was a testament to her willpower that she pulled back almost every time. Every time, that is, until around six in the evening, when the comms went quiet. It was all quiet. Too quiet, too dark, the shadows in the Clocktower deepening as the night drew closer and despair threatened to claw at her throat. Their people had been taken before— their people had been taken more times than she could count. But this time was different. There had been no contact from the Joker, for starters— no taunting note, no public declaration, just hours old half-corrupted security footage and a dream, and, and—

And they’d taken Cass. Her new little sister, and had Cass ever been kidnapped before? Did she know what to do in this situation? Barbara hadn’t prepared her for this. She hadn’t thought she’d need to; hadn’t thought anybody would be able to get the drop on her. The thought of Cass in the Joker’s clutches— of any of them anywhere near that fucking clown— made Barbara sick, but it was still better than the alternative. 

She couldn’t let herself think about the alternative.

She couldn’t think about how she kept thinking she heard Cass’ voice, when it got quiet, calling out for help in broken, quiet wails; she couldn’t think about the way she saw the corner of Batgirl’s cape flickering in the shadows, just on the edge of her vision, or the eyes she felt on her back as she rewatched the security footage from Arkham or listened to the voicemail Cass had left for Daisy, over and over and over again.

She had opened the drawer before she realized what she was doing, flicked back the cover of fabric over it without conscious decision. But there was nothing making her pick it up; no force beyond the gentle urge to look. 

The sticky note had changed. For Oracle, it said. 

She covered it up again and slammed the drawer shut. 

She took a deep breath and counted to ten.

Nothing happened. Of course nothing happened. She opened the drawer again, moved aside the fabric, and—

Do you want to help them? The note read. 

Her breath caught, and she reached for the book, but— no. No. Bad idea, it was a bad idea. She put her head in her hands— she was emotionally compromised. She was not thinking rationally. Reading the book was a bad idea.

She peeked at the book through her fingers. The note had changed again. She is afraid.

Barbara slammed the drawer shut.

“Shit,” she whispered, and her voice echoed in the quiet. The shadows crept closer. 

She turned on her comm and opened a private line.

“Hey, Hood,” she said. “Question for you.” Her voice only shook a little bit. She could blame it on exhaustion. They were all starting to wear thin— all of them, that is, except for Dick, who seemed lighter and more energized the longer he swung around the city. She was trying not to think about it.

“What?” He sounded irritated, but then, he always seemed to.

She steeled herself. “Do you think Nightwing’s been acting weird, at all?”

“How should I know? He’s always weird.”

She huffed, trying to calm her nerves. “Weirder than usual. Has he been acting unlike himself at all?” Because for all the things she’d noticed, none of them were really out of character, for him. He’d always been cocky. He’d always loved the thrill of flight.

A moment of quiet. “No. Not that I can tell.”

“Right. Alright. Thanks.” 

That was all she needed. She reached for the drawer.

“That it?”

She hummed. “Yeah. any updates?”

“Alice is sniffing around Robinson Park, but it’s slow going.” he sounded frustrated. “She says she’s fine, but I know her senses are still off from this morning.”

This morning, when she’d been hit with a faceful of tear gas.

“Right. Let me know if you find anything,” after a pause, she added, “or if you need help.”

“Yeah, yeah,” Hood grumbled. 

“I’m serious. I’ve got your back, alright?”

He was silent.

“We’ll find them, Jay.” she whispered, sliding open the drawer. “Whatever it takes.”

“Whatever,” he huffed, but the irritation had softened. “Don’t do anything stupid, Barbie.”

She hadn’t meant to use a nickname; it had just slipped out. She hadn’t wanted to risk pushing him away— but it seemed she needn’t have worried. 

“Of course not,” said Barbara. 

Come See, said the note.

She closed the comm line and picked up the book.

It felt strange, in her hands. The book was warm; warm and almost… humming with power, with a presence that watched her and seemed to see right through her. She swallowed. 

“Hey. You’re not going to eat me, are you?” she asked, voice a whisper.

The book didn’t answer. 

“It’s just— I really need to find them. It’s— it’s my job to find people, right, and— and I can’t…” She took a deep breath. Tears pricked at her eyes. “I can’t find them. Can you help me find them?”

The cover stared back at her. Birdwatching, standing out in a bold font, front and center. Come See.

She opened the book— cautiously, at first, just peeking inside the cover. The first page was blank, save for a simple dedication:

For Oracle, it read. To See through the Dark.

She closed the book again— just to prove to herself that she could. She took deep breaths, in and out. 

Please, read the sticky note. She realized, then, that the writing had grown messier with each new message; shakier, like whoever was writing, they were growing more and more agitated— only, no, not agitated. Desperate. It was barely legible, this time.

She opened the book and started to read. 

She didn’t know what she expected to happen. It was just a field guide, talking about the different birds found in North America, how to identify them, where to find them. The only strange thing about it, at first, was how the book was organized— instead of by location or type of bird, it was organized by how well the birds could see. As she read, she realized the information within was very pointed, too. Some of it she'd seen before— pigeons could see electromagnetic fields, and hummingbirds could see ultraviolet light— but a lot of it was information that seemed slightly out of place in a basic field guide. Apparently, the American woodcock, sometimes called a mudbat, could see a full 360 degrees around them, with their eyes so far to the sides of their head that their ears were below their eye sockets and they had an area of binocular vision behind them. The whole thing was fascinating, really, with lots of drawings and diagrams of birds and in particular their eyes, which took up a proportionately very large portion of their heads in almost all cases, and as Barbara reached the birds of prey she started to feel like she could perfectly imagine what it would be like, to be able to see so far, so well, so much. She read about owls and their spectacular night vision, and suddenly the shadows in the Clocktower didn’t seem so oppressive. It was a comfort, she thought, to know that it was possible to cut through shadows like this with only the simple power of Sight, and vultures could spot a carcass from over four miles away, did you know that? She hadn’t known that.

She had almost reached the end of the book, and she Knew, without turning the page, that the last entry would be for the bald eagle. She Knew, so she didn’t have to read the last page; she closed the book gently, set it on her desk and looked up, and everything was different. 

Well, that wasn’t quite true. She was certain that nothing in the space had actually changed; rather, it was her own perception that had shifted. Where before the space had been cluttered but clean, now she could see every speck of dust on the shelves, every smudge on her computer screen, every bit of dirt on the floor— Nightwing had tracked most of it in, she thought, she’d cleaned it just the night before— and where the shadows had once concealed every corner and nook and cranny, now she saw everything— and there, in the Darkness, she saw—

She Saw—

Oh.

There was a small form, hunched in a bundle of black fabric on the floor, tucked into the darkest corner of the room, perfectly silent, and perfectly still except for a slight shaking. Dark eyes peered out from behind darker hair, and when Oracle met them they widened with shock.

Somehow, impossibly, miraculously, that was Cass.

Cass was in the Clocktower.

The girl lurched to her feet, stepping forward, reaching out a hand and then flinching and shrinking back and signing help me help me help me— but Oracle was already in motion, already spinning her chair and moving faster than she could remember doing in a very long time, practically flying across the relatively small space and coming to a stop just on the edge of those Shadows, and—

The shaking intensified, and she was afraid, Cass was afraid, she was lost in the Dark and Oracle could See where it clung to her cape and her boots and her gloves and dripped from her hair, trying to drag her back, and she would not let it. Her heart pounded in her ears, and there was a voice in her head hissing viciously, filling her thoughts with static and snarling ours ours ours she is ours she is our Friend and the Dark cannot have her and Oracle— she was Oracle, and finding people was her job, and she reached out and took hold of those dark gloved hands, stilling the frantic signs, and Cass lurched forward again and tumbled free of the Shadows and into her lap.

It pushed her chair backwards, sending them both rolling into the middle of the room, where the light was strongest; and it broke the spell of silence, it broke the wave of static in her head, and Oracle clutched the girl to her chest as Cass buried her face into her neck and let free one great, heaving sob, the sound echoing in the space around them, and she’d done it, Oracle had found her, and Barbara brought a hand up and clutched the back of her head, looped the other arm around her back, shushed her and held her close and—

“I’ve got you, I’ve got you— you’re okay, you’re okay, you’re okay—”

She sounded like a broken record, but at the moment she didn’t care— she had Cass, she had her sister, and as long as she was secure in her grasp, in her Sight, she Knew the Shadows could not take her again. 

“Scared,” Cass managed to choke out. “Dark, dark, too dark, lost and cold and— and—”

“Shh,” Barbara held her tighter, buried her nose in Cass’s hair as the last of that unnatural Darkness seemed to evaporate out of it, leaving behind silky ink-black strands which— well. She was fairly certain they hadn’t always been that dark, but she sensed no malice in that darkness. Not anymore. “You’re safe now, you’re safe, I’ve got you.”

The book sat, observing them, on her desk. She may have been imagining it, but she thought it seemed… satisfied.

“Thank you,” she whispered. 

The book did not answer, because it was a book— but something almost purred in her mind, an exhausted sort of hum as it curled around her like a blanket. She was safe. Cass was safe. The relief that flooded through her was enough to make Barbara feel lightheaded.

Cass made a questioning sound into her neck. 

Barbara took a deep breath and turned on her comm. 

Finally, after hours of dead ends and nothing, she had news to share.

 

 

The hours passed slowly. Eventually, Jon lost the battle with his cramping feet and legs; he slumped forward, his shoulders taking his weight again. Beside him, Tim had let his head fall further forward, his own shoulders twisted painfully. 

He ran out of words, after a couple hours worth of stories, but Jon still had songs. Songs he’d written, long ago; songs he’d practiced hundreds of times, songs he could sing in his sleep. So he sang, at Tim’s request, breathless with a lingering ache that never seemed to go away, exhausted and thirsty, he was so thirsty. He was hungry, too, in a very human sort of way, and he was going to need to use the washroom soon, which he was trying very hard not to think about. 

And then, when he was partway through a stilted rendition of the entirety of the Bifrost Incident, Jon realized the pressure in his bladder was just… gone. The hunger was gone. And although his mouth was still horribly dry, the need for water was gone, too. 

It was a familiar feeling, and he stopped singing as dread punched him in the stomach.

Tim felt it too. Jon could tell by the way he abruptly went still, by the way the air was suddenly thick with something that might have been apprehension.

“He’s here,” Jon realized, his voice a horrified whisper. 

Tim’s breath ticked up to something a little more frantic, and Jon could hear him fiddling with the cuffs behind him like that would help. It wouldn’t. Jon was abruptly certain that it wouldn’t, a familiar helplessness sweeping through him and threatening to drown him, and the clown wasn’t even in the room yet.

He knew, all too well, what it was like to wait. What it was like to sit in silence, hardly able to move, just waiting for the monster to come and hurt him again and again and again. He knew what it was like, he knew what it would feel like, the moment that someone finally walked through that door knowing they were going to hurt him.

That knowledge did not, could not, prepare him.

The Joker was not human. The Joker wore makeup that looked suspiciously like blood and ash and soot, the white on his face powdery and smudged, his green hair clumped in places and holding still in a way that hair was not supposed to do. He wore a purple suit and his eyes were bloodshot and his teeth were yellow and chipped and he didn’t move right and he smiled far too wide.

The Joker was a Stranger.

Panic clawed at Jon’s throat. Shit, shit, this was— this was so far beyond bad he didn’t even know what to call it. 

He was going to die. 

He was going to die, here, the Circus had come back for him— they’d survived, somehow, they’d chased him to another goddamn dimension and they’d found him and he was going to die and— and they— Nikola was going to wear his skin and—

The Joker laughed when he saw them, a horrible sound that grated on Jon’s ears like nothing he had ever heard before— it was like the shrieking feedback of a poorly set-up mic, like the sound of a car screeching to a stop on worn-down breaks, like the squeak of styrofoam being rubbed together and a fork scratching against a plate all at once, making Jon’s teeth ache, making nausea rise up inside of him and—

“So kind of you to wait for me!” he cackled, and his laugh felt like ants crawling down Jon’s arms, and Tim wrenched his head around to glare daggers at him and he opened his mouth and hissed.

Jon blanched even further, shaking his head. “No,” he started, wishing desperately for Tim to shut up, don’t draw the monster’s attention, don’t, don’t, but it was too late.

“Why isn’t the birdie singing?” Joker asked, tilting his head sideways a little further than should have been comfortable, unblinking eyes locked on the kid kneeling against cold concrete. “They’re usually so talkative.” he sounded disappointed.

There was a small group with him. Dan, Candy, Nico, and someone new— a woman who caught Jon’s eye and sent his heart rate spiking even further, makeup black and white and crisp and perfect, clothes red and black and striking, hair in dramatic twin pigtails, and he had to claw his attention back to the rest of them when someone spoke. 

He expected it to be Candy, but instead, it was Dan. 

“Collar’s set to keep him quiet, Boss,” the man explained, holding out the remote. “You rather let him talk?”

The Joker tilted his head in the other direction, his neck cracking with the movement, eyes not once leaving Tim, grin too-wide and uncanny. “Yes, I would.” his voice dripped with malice, and he walked closer, moving to crouch at the kid’s level, and Jon felt his heart stutter in his chest. He kicked the wall, panic making him thrash for all the good he knew it would do, marshalling every bit of his nerves into protesting. 

“Hey! Hey— get away from him!” 

The new woman shot him a look— a look of warning, a look of surprise, a look of are you a fucking idiot? And Jon kind of felt like one, when the Joker turned those horrible inhuman eyes on him, chittering another laugh before waving a hand in the air and turning to his entourage.

“Shut him up, though, would you?” He ordered. “I don’t care for him.”

Confusion swirled through Jon, mixing with the terror and the nausea, and he blinked in shock. What?

“You don’t? Boss, that's the Archivist,” Dan explained, as though the Joker just hadn’t understood Jon’s significance. 

He turned the full force of his gaze on Dan, and the man took a half-step back, fear flashing across his face. 

“I’ve got my little birdie,” Joker sing-songed in a patronizing tone, and Jon’s stomach sank lower and lower. “So no,” his grin was cruel, so cruel, and Jon realized he could smell the man, burnt hair and blood and rot. “I don’t care about the Archivist.” He moved his hands, then, in something like jazz-hands, to emphasize his point— but the timing was a tiny bit off; the movement beginning a moment after the word did, his hands moving a little bit too much, like he was trying to recreate a motion he’d only ever seen in a cartoon. 

“You— you don’t?” Candy frowned. “But he’s— he’s a real valuable catch!”

The Joker sighed, frustrated, and rolled his eyes— the closest thing to a human gesture he’d made since he walked into the room— and crossed his arms. 

“Do I look like the Scarecrow, to you?” he asked. 

He waited expectantly, but got only confused, nervous looks in return. The quiet stretched on a moment too long.

“What’s that supposed to mean…?” Dan braved, breaking the silence.

The Joker’s grin was back, and instead of Dan, he turned to stare straight at Jon— straight through Jon, like it wasn’t Jon he was speaking to at all— when he answered: “Oh, just a little joke between friends— or so I’m told!”

He laughed. 

He laughed, cackled, like this was the funniest joke he’d ever told, glee in every harsh screeching burst of air, and Jon’s pulse thumped in his ears, his breath came short, he didn’t understand and he opened his mouth and—

His collar beeped. He snapped his mouth shut. 

“Better,” Joker just kept staring at him, and Jon Knew his collar had been set to go off if he spoke, now, but it didn’t matter.

He wouldn’t have been able to make a sound, anyway. He could barely think over the rush of blood in his head. 

He was vaguely aware of orders, of taunts, of the chain moving behind him and letting his feet touch the floor— his legs wouldn’t support his weight. He was lowered to sitting. His shoulders burned. Beside him, Tim was speaking. Tim was speaking, voice shaking and rough, but— but it sounded like he was trying to make jokes, like some terrified approximation of banter as the kid did his best to play the game the Joker wanted him to play, and Jon did not want to be dissociating— he was aware this was a very bad time to go away— but the Stranger was here and Jon was going to be lotioned, wasn’t he? That was always what came next, after the chatter— countless hands pulling at his clothes, stripping him, Nikola rubbing something slimy and slick into his skin as the smell of coconut or vanilla or lavender or oranges filled the air, depending on what she’d brought that day, and— and it was better to be gone, it was better— he might as well just go away before they started, and—

“Really, ah, I would rather stay here!” Tim was saying, stuttering on almost every word, and Jon slammed back into his body so hard it made his head spin.

“Don’t be ridiculous— it’s not your choice!” Joker was laughing. Joker had him by the hair. Joker had Tim by the hair, and by the arm, too, Joker was touching him, Joker was pulling him away and the kid’s arms were bound behind him, his legs chained together, those horrible bony fingers gripping so tight they were sure to leave bruises and as Jon jerked forward and tried to stand, Tim started struggling in earnest, jerking to the side and catching Jon’s eyes, and he was terrified. 

“Jon— Jon!” He yelled, breathing hard and too fast. “Wait, wait, don’t— hold on!” 

Joker looked back and saw Jon struggling to his feet, gripping the chain for support. Jon shook his head, a silent, desperate plea, as it sunk in what was happening.

The Joker was taking Tim away.

The Stranger grinned. “Don’t worry, Archivist, you’ll get him back!” His voice was loud, so loud, his words and his laugh echoing in Jon’s head and he couldn’t breathe for the panic tightening like a band around his chest.

“Well, you’ll get what’s left of him, anyway!” The Joker cackled.

Tim was crying, and Jon was crying, fighting down the awful sounds that wanted to tear themselves from his throat as he yanked on the chain again and again, useless, it was useless, and he knew he could not speak but when the Joker moved to cross the threshold and leave the room, Jon couldn’t help but shout out a desperate, terrified, furious:

“No!”

The Joker stumbled and nearly dropped Tim as power cracked through the room like a whip, but a split-second later the collar activated, and pain like fire shot through Jon’s entire body and sent him collapsing to the floor— and he convulsed, and he— no, wait— Tim— no—!

He screamed, and the burning electricity didn’t stop, and some distant part of Jon realized that the screams themselves were what was triggering the shocks, but he couldn’t stop himself, could do nothing but writhe on the floor and claw at the metal around his throat as the Stranger dragged Tim away, the kid’s terrified shouting barely audible over the agony—

And then it stopped. 

And then it all stopped, and after a long moment Jon managed to look up from where he lay shivering and spasming and sobbing on the cold floor, and the room was empty— empty, that is, save for Nico, standing above him with a satisfied smile and holding the remote.

 

Notes:

I wish I could say that I was sorry. But I am not. Again: I do promise a happy ending. (Send me fluff ideas for after the rescue)

Lira continues to be the best ever <3

Next time: the Joker returns.

Chapter Summary:
Nightwing brings Barbara the same Leitner that introduced him to the Vast, except now it is Eye Aligned. After much deliberation, Babs reads it. It lets her see through the Dark and she pulls Cass out of a corner of the Clocktower.
Jon and Tim are where we last saw them, trying to distract themselves. Jon becomes aware of a Presence, realizing the Joker is about to arrive before he does.
The Joker comes and taunts them, lets them out of their stress positions, makes it clear he cares more about Tim than Jon, makes a weird joke about the Scarecrow, is generally very creepy and the Worst. And then he takes Tim away, and Jon tries to fight and gets shocked, and Jon is left alone in the room with Nico.

Chapter 38: The Joker

Summary:

A little bit of comfort, a lot of hurt.
In which the Archivist is hungry.

Notes:

Hi, sorry for the late update; I wanted to make sure I could edit properly, this one is a Lot!
Contains Beholding and Stranger(!!) content, leaning very… flesh. Also Web(?) and minor Dark.
Children in distress, captivity, dissociation, panic, Nico, non-consensual touching(!), non-consensual lotioning, self-deprecation, violence,
The Joker(!!), shock collars, torture, threats, murder, blood, gore, cannibalism, non-consensual blood drinking, I don’t know how to warn properly but hooo boy… oh boy they sure are in distress!!
Once again the Nico touching scene toes the line of sexual assault; please be mindful of that.
Last big suffering chapter!
Summary in the end notes.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

“You did what?!”

Barbara cringed. “I know what it sounds like—“

“Do you?” Jason interrupted. “‘Cause it sounds like you read a goddamn cursed book on purpose—!”

“I had to do something!” She defended. “I didn’t have all that many options, and it worked, anyway, so it’s not a big deal.”

“You said you wouldn’t do anything stupid,” Jason reminded her, but instead of sounding angry his voice had shifted down to worry. 

 Barbara sighed, and her tone softened. “I know,” she acknowledged. “But I’m alright, okay? And I’ve got Batgirl.” 

She squeezed Cass’ hand where the girl was sitting beside her. Barbara had not let her leave her sight even once from the moment she got her back. Thankfully, it seemed the feeling was mutual; Cass had practically glued herself to her side, comm in her ear, listening intently as Barbara got the others up to speed.

The others, in this case, was frankly far more people than Barbara was used to speaking to at once, when it came to her night-life; they were on a comm line with Alfred in the Batcave, and Bruce and Dick in the field— plus Jason, Daisy, and Selina Kyle, with occasional appearances from select members of the Red Hood gang, namely a woman named Camryn who was, Barbara suspected, responsible for several cameras in and around Gotham General Hospital going down twice in one night. 

“She’s there? Batgirl?” Daisy asked.

To Barbara’s surprise, Cass answered for herself. “Here,” she said, voice quiet. “I’m okay.”

That was a lie, Barbara knew. Cass hadn’t quite stopped shaking since she came out of the Dark, and she was clearly still terrified of every shadow. 

“I’m coming to you,” Daisy told them. “If the Dark had her, there might still be something there. I should make sure that it’s safe.”

Barbara watched Cass’ eyes widen, and rushed to reassure them both: “I think I’d See anything that tried to get in here.”

“Sure, but I can sniff out anything that’s nearby, even if it’s staying out of sight.”

Selina’s voice joined the others, an anxious edge to her regular teasing purr. “You don’t need an excuse to check on your friend, Alice,” she said. “I know how worried you were for her.”

Daisy was quiet, but Cass’ face softened into something less anxious, a tiny fond smile playing in her eyes. “I’m okay,” she repeated.

“Good,” Daisy acknowledged. “That’s good. I’m still coming over there.”

Another voice joined the Hunter’s. “Me too,” Dick said.

“Nightwing, you don’t have to—“

“I gave you that book,” he said, the guilt in his voice coming through loud and clear. “If anything had happened…”

Barbara felt a pang of sympathy. “But it didn’t. I’m fine. We both are.” 

Of course, the moment she said those words, a wave of dizziness swept over her; she shook her head to clear it, only for a sudden headache to spike behind her eyes— pressure building until she had to shut them and lean back in her chair. 

She didn’t think she made any sort of sound that might have been concerning, but when she blinked her eyes open again, Cass was leaning in close and sitting very still; and when the ringing in her ears faded, there were worried voices in its place.

“Oracle? You alright?” Jason asked.

“I, uh. Yeah,” she said, slowly. “Head hurts, is all.”

Cass was staring at her, eyes wide with concern. Migraine? She signed. 

The pain was lessened, but the pressure hadn't gone away, and Cass must have seen something on her face because a moment later the worry in her expression shifted into alarm.

And then the fear hit her.

Only, it wasn’t just fear; it was anger, desperate seething rage; and it was hurt; and it was an immense confusion, a pit of disorientation and exhaustion so deep that Oracle didn’t know which way was up, didn’t know what was real and what feelings belonged to who— and the fear was there beneath it all, the fear was what held the rest of her together, and she fell into it and there were worried voices in her ear, and Cass was there, Cass was afraid— she could tell— and she wanted to reassure her but— but—

Barbara blinked her eyes open to find she was standing in a long, dark hallway in what looked like a house of some sort. There were no lights in the hallway, but she found she could see anyways; and in front of her was a small child, perhaps seven or eight years old, staring up at her with wide, pleading eyes, tear-tracks running down a gaunt, dirt-smudged face. The kid’s clothes were ragged and torn in places, and bare feet tapped against the floor as the child approached, reaching up to take her hand.

Barbara dropped into a crouch without a second thought, holding the child’s cold hands between her own as those wide green eyes welled up with more tears. 

“Hey, what’s wrong?” she asked gently.

The kid’s lip wobbled, and then a small voice cried out: “It’s— it’s my Archivist!”

In that moment, Barbara realized that this was not a child at all. 

She blinked. “Archivist? You mean— Jon?” 

It nodded and sniffled. “It’s— he’s— something’s wrong, and— and I don’t know how to help him!” 

Every word was filled with an undeniable power, overlaid with a static that hung heavy in the air, and every stutter sounded like a glitching, skipping track on some old-fashioned tape or record player. The overall effect was unsettling, to say the least; something about it was not right, and some part of Barbara had realized that this was a creature that should not have felt the sort of emotions humans felt, now coming terribly close to the worst parts of the human experience.

It was awful. 

“Okay, okay. It’s going to be okay,” Barbara hushed the child, running a thumb over the back of one of its too-small hands. “Who are you?”

It sniffled again, and pulled a hand free to swipe a dirty sleeve across its eyes. Was that blood on the fabric?

“I’m the Archive,” it said, tilting its chin up decisively despite the clear distress in every part of its small form. it pulled both hands free and moved them in a familiar gesture; a sign. It tapped a finger to its temple, then brought both hands forward into the sign for protect.

Archive. It had a name-sign. 

“I protect my Archivist. I protect my Friends. And I need your help.”

“Okay,” Barbara agreed. “Of course. Am I a Friend?” she asked hesitantly.

It nodded. “You’re Friend-Barbara.”

“Is that why I’m here? Wherever here is.”

It shook its head. “This is my place. You’re here because you’re going to be my Watcher.”

She didn’t know what that meant. “I’m Oracle,” she explained. “So I help people, too.”

The Archive smiled and sniffled again, then nodded. “I know. That’s why I sent you the Book. Now come on, please? He’s—” it made an inarticulate noise, somewhere between fury and sadness, between a hiss and a cry. “I fixed him but he’s still broken and I can’t help him.” Fear twisted Barbara’s gut at the words, and the Archive set its shoulders back in determination. “You can,” it said.

“Lead the way,” she offered, and then she stood up and let the Archive pull her down the hallway toward an open doorway that led into a simple living room.

Inside was a comfortable-looking couch and a sturdy wooden coffee table across from a TV; and sitting on the carpeted floor between the table and the TV was a thin figure, wrapped in blankets and illuminated by the glow of the screen. 

Jon.

He didn’t look up when they entered, attention fixed on screen in front of him; the TV was silent, but the scene playing out across it made something awful and acidic twist in Barbara’s stomach— that was Jon, on the screen. That was Jon, standing shirtless and too-still in a concrete, windowless room, eyes vacant and arms chained in front of him while a man who she didn’t recognize— a man who was much larger than him— rubbed something out of a small plastic container into his shoulders and back. Jon’s body, all of it she could see from this angle, was covered in bruises in various stages of healing. Jon was wearing a collar, and Jon was covered in blood. Jon was also shaking, slightly, both on the screen and on the floor in front of her, tremors that spoke of a fear so clearly overwhelming and so horribly familiar that for a moment, Barbara couldn’t breathe.

She gathered her resolve and stepped forward.

“Jon?” She asked, voice quiet and careful. 

He didn’t move except to twist his face into a sort of confused frown. “How are you here?” His voice was rough and hoarse. He didn’t look away from the screen.

“The Archive brought me,” she explained, and moved closer. “I found Cass,” she offered.

At that, Jon’s head turned toward her, eyes wide, and her heart squeezed painfully in her chest. He’d clearly been crying; his eyes were red and his face was splotchy and he was so goddamn afraid.

“Cass?” He whispered.

She nodded and moved slowly to crouch beside his blanket-wrapped form. “I don’t know what happened, exactly; but the Dark had her, and I got her out. She’s safe.”

Tears spilled out over Jon’s cheeks, falling in drops to where he clutched the blankets around himself. There was already a damp patch on the fabric. Safe, he mouthed. 

She nodded.

He swallowed. “I’m— I’m sorry,” he said, after a long moment of quiet. “I’m— I tried, but they— they took him.”

 A new kind of worry spiked through Barbara’s stomach. “Who?”

Jon shook his head. “Joker. He took Tim.”

Oh, shit.

She tried to keep her face neutral, but she must not have managed it, because Jon’s expression fractured into something so full of pain and fear and guilt that it broke Barbara’s heart. 

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” he repeated. He looked back to the screen. The unknown man’s mouth was moving; a part of Barbara wanted to know what he was saying. A part of her really, really didn’t. She settled for trying to memorize his face.

“You have nothing to be sorry for,” she told the broken man in front of her. “Can you look at me, please? Jon?” He didn’t need to be watching what was happening to him.

He looked at her. She wasn’t sure how much he was really there with her, but he looked at her. 

“I need you to tell me where you are,” she said. 

He shook his head. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “We’re underground. We woke up in— in boxes, and—” he looked down at her hands; better than the screen, she thought. “And the Dark took Cass, and they hurt Tim, and I tried to protect him.” She could see where he was clenching his hands around the edges of his blanket, pulling it in tighter around himself, like the soft material could hold him together. He flicked his eyes up to meet hers again, as though begging her to believe him. “I swear, I tried, I tried.”

“I know, Jon,” she whispered. “I know. You don’t have to convince me, okay? I just want to help. We’re all just trying to find you— me, and Jason and Daisy, and all the Bats.”

He started shaking harder. “Please. You have to help Tim.”

“We’re going to help both of you,” she told him, and he shook his head.

“What?” he whispered. “No. You know who I am. You know what I am, you don’t have to— to… but Tim, Babs, please.”

She swallowed. “You’re my friend.” She moved to reach a hand out to him, then thought better of it— she doubted he wanted to be touched, just then. “You’re my friend, and nobody deserves what you’re going through.” She flicked her eyes toward the screen.

Jon glanced over at it, too; the man was holding him by the jaw, standing far too close to him, saying something and shaking him by that grip around his face. The Jon on the screen didn’t react. The Jon in front of her barely did, either, except to shrug and say “That’s just Nico,” with a sort of resignation that Barbara felt entirely unprepared to deal with. 

“He’s hurt you, hasn't he?” Barbara asked.

Jon shrugged again. “He’s just… touchy,” he explained. “And he likes to pretend he’s helping, I think, what with the bruise cream.” 

Barbara’s eyes were wide. She felt nauseous. 

Jon must have seen the fear in her expression, because he shook his head. “Don’t worry. He hasn’t— I didn’t let him touch Tim. And—” His eyes dropped to the floor. “I failed. I failed. But at least if Nico’s with me he’s not with Tim, so,” he shrugged for a third time. “It’s fine.”

It wasn’t fine. She was relieved, of course, that at least this man hadn’t put his hands on Robin— but Barbara watched Nico press his fingers painfully deep into Jon’s already injured skin, in some cases leaving red marks that she knew would form into more bruises, and felt that relief twist right back into awful dread. Nico was still speaking. She needed to know what he was talking about, for all that she was certain she was not going to like it. 

“What’s he saying?” she found herself asking. 

Jon sighed tiredly. “He just wants a reaction,” he explained. “Here.”

He poked an arm out from the blanket, and Barbara saw that he was holding a remote. He pressed his thumb down on a button, and with a slight pop, sound started to filter out into the room from the television; a quiet voice in the near-silence.

“Come on, Jonathan,” a cruel voice crooned. “Aren’t you going to say thank you?”

Barbara’s whole body went tense. 

“You little bastard. Give me somethin’.”

Jon laughed humorlessly. “I would, you know,” he told Barbara. “I know what he wants, and I’d rather keep him occupied, and— and I’ve,” he laughed, a hysterical sound right on the edge of a sob. “I've had worse. But— but I.” his face cycled through emotions so fast she couldn’t tell which was which before landing on something blank and vaguely sad. “I can’t.”

He turned off the volume. Barbara was grateful.

“I can’t,” he repeated, voice quiet and broken.

She wanted to hug him. She wanted to hug him so very badly, but she didn’t know if she could, if that would just make things worse, so instead she moved from crouching to sitting on the floor, body angled toward him, and offered a hand— just a hand. She forced her face into something gentle, forced down the roiling nausea and the horror and the anger, forced her voice to stay soft and kind. The last thing she wanted was to make this any worse for him than it already was. I’ve had worse, he’d said. She wanted to scream. 

“It’s okay. It’s okay, you don’t have to do anything. You can stay here if you need, Jon.” A pause, and then: “Can I touch you?”

He stared at the hand, left palm-up between them, like he didn’t know what to do with it. At her question, his eyes snapped to her face, and she was certain he was about to cry again.

“Or— or anything else,” she backtracked, “is there anything I can do, right now, in here—?”

She went quiet as Jon slipped an arm out from his blanket and reached for her hand. She stayed silent and still, projecting not a threat as well as she possibly could, as Jon pulled her hand into his blanket cocoon and held it to his own chest, as she felt his shallow, erratic breathing and too-fast heartbeat.

He gripped her hand tighter, pressed it harder to his chest, curled himself around it; then he started shaking, and he ducked his head to hide his face behind his hair. Barbara didn’t know what to do; so she took a chance, she lifted her free arm up behind him, and that seemed to be the right thing because with barely a moment of hesitation Jon tipped over into her side.

She wrapped that arm around him, lifted her hand up to the back of his head and gently guided his face into her shoulder and neck. To her surprise, though, he twisted to keep his eyes on the screen, to watch Nico press in behind him and run his hands up his chest, rubbing bruise cream over his ribs.

“You don’t have to watch,” she told him, keeping her voice low and calm despite the outrage boiling inside of her. 

He was shaking badly, and it took him several tries to speak. “I’m not healing,” he choked out. “I’m not— the bruises. I’m not healing.”

She thought back to the Archive, thin and dirty and by all appearances malnourished. It had vanished almost as soon as she’d gotten here. “Is it the Archive that heals you?” She asked, gently scratching her fingers against his scalp. 

He hummed. “Energy. It’s— it’s fear, it’s— I’m hungry.” He was crying, clearly forcing the sobs down so he could speak, or perhaps just trying to maintain whatever shred of dignity he had left. “I’m so hungry,” he whispered.

She swallowed down her own emotions. “I know. I know,” she tilted her cheek into the top of his head, felt his heart pounding and his breaths catching where he still had her hand clutched to his chest. “I know, and we’ll find you, I promise. You just have to hold on. You just…”

Nico slapped him. Jon flinched in her arms. 

“Stop watching, Jon, please,” she begged quietly. “You don’t have to watch.”

He shook his head minutely. “I have to know when Tim gets back,” he said, simply. 

Barbara’s heart had long since shattered into tiny pieces all over the floor. “I’ll watch, then,” she told him. “I’ll watch for you, and I’ll tell you when Nico’s gone, or when Tim gets back. Okay?”

Slowly, slowly, Jon nodded, and finally he let himself burrow deeper into her hold, let himself hide his face in her shoulder and chest.

On the screen, Nico unchained Jon’s hands from each other, lifted them one by one and ran his hands down Jon’s exposed sides and felt his way along his arms. On the screen, Nico grew frustrated and angry, waved a knife around, yanked on Jon’s hair. On the screen, the horrors continued as Barbara watched.

But here, in this strange place, in the privacy of their minds, Jon was wrapped in a blanket and tucked into her arms. Here, he was safe, and loved, and seen, and she could mutter reassurances into his hair, tell him over and over again that he could cry, he could hide, he didn’t have to watch and he didn’t have to be strong because for just a short while, she could do those things for him. 

And so Barbara held Jon close, comforting them both; and all the while she stared at Nico, doing her best to commit the bastard’s face to memory.

 

 

The last time Jon had truly been aware of himself, Nico had been sliding a knife down the front of his chest, carving a thin line into his skin as he cut through his already-ruined shirt and sweater, and then slowly pushing the sleeves off his arms. He’d been shaking, begging the man to stop, repeating over and over that he didn’t want help, he didn’t need any sort of cream for his bruises, no, no, no.

Nico hadn’t listened. Of course he hadn’t listened. And then Jon had gone away.

(Barbara had been there. Barbara had held him, had promised she was going to find him, had told him it was going to be okay. And even knowing it had been in his mind, it had felt so real.

Cass was safe. He had to believe that. Cass was safe, and they were all looking for him. He just had to hold on. He didn’t know if he could.)

Now, he was alone. He was alone on the cold concrete floor, something slimy that smelled vaguely of lavender covering his exposed upper body. His skin crawled and everything hurt and his head was pounding and he felt sick, but there was nothing in his stomach, so all he could do was gag and retch, shivering and resigned to the cold and the fear.

His hands were free, though. That was interesting. There were still thick bands of metal around his wrists, but it was his collar that was fixed to the chain running up the wall, keeping him down near the floor. He reached up behind his head to feel for the loop where it was attached, and received a small jolt for his troubles. 

Jon curled in on himself, trying to control his breathing. He wanted this stuff off of him, he wanted to be warm, he wanted to be safe. He wanted Tim back. He wanted Barbara to hold him again.

What was left of his shirt and sweater had been thrown almost on top of him, presumably when Nico got frustrated with his lack of responsiveness and left. With nothing else to be done, Jon reached for the bloody, dirty fabric and pulled it closer. He found the sleeves of his shirt and carefully pulled it over his arms, one at a time, cringing at the feeling of fabric over the sticky cream on his skin; then he repeated the process with his sweater. 

He felt marginally better with his clothes on, for all that they remained open in the front and threatened to fall off one shoulder. It was better than nothing. Better than cold concrete against bare skin. 

And then there was nothing else to be done, so Jon curled up on the floor and waited. 

Jon wished that he didn’t know how long he lay there in the cold and dark, considering returning to the room in his mind but knowing that nobody waited there for him anymore. But he did know— he Knew exactly how long it had been, and he found he Knew exactly what time it was when the door finally groaned open and horrible, inhuman laughter intruded into his silence. 

It was 8:53pm when the Joker brought Tim back. He’d been gone for almost an hour and a half.

The first thing Jon Saw, when he laid eyes on the kid, was that he had a Statement.

The second was the makeup.

Cold horror washed through him as a half-dozen figures entered the room, all wearing what was, ostensibly, clown makeup— but so much worse, so much worse, because Jon Knew deep inside himself that what was smeared over those faces was not regular makeup. No, because the red around their lips was the deep, cracking rust of blood; the black around their eyes was what looked like soot; and the white beneath it all was a bone-white dust blended in with ash and something slimy and wet, cheeks speckled with something chunky and pink, and as they entered Jon became aware of the smell.

Strangers. They were all Strangers. 

And there, in the middle of them all— Tim, his own makeup broken by dark tear-tracks escaping from under his domino mask. His mask was still on. He was still himself and his mask was still on, but it did nothing to hide the absolute terror in his face, and it did nothing to hide the Statement that he held within himself.

Jon bit his own tongue. No. No, he wouldn’t— Tim was a friend, Tim was a kid, he would not take a Statement from him, no matter what happened. 

“Archivist!” The Joker crowed. “I think it’s time we let you in on your role in all of this.” He grinned, and his mouth stretched far too wide. 

Jon tried to shift to sitting, only to find the collar kept him down. With the flick of a finger, the Joker directed one of the other— other things with him toward Jon, and—

That hair was familiar. Those clothes were familiar— black bodysuit, dark leather jacket with spikes painted green on the shoulders. But— but that didn’t make any sense.

“Candy—?” he asked, Question a whisper, but still it was enough to set off the collar and for a moment, his world whited out in agony.

When next he was aware of himself, he’d been disconnected from the wall and dragged to his feet; not that he could stand on his own, of course, relying on the hands-that-weren’t-hands on his arms to hold him up, the Joker watching, grinning, as Jon was brought before him.

“I have been told,” the Joker said, clicking what might have been his tongue as he approached Jon. “That someone has stolen one of my names.”

Jon didn’t know what he was talking about, but he couldn’t quite muster the strength to speak past the shivering. 

Luckily, it seemed the Joker was feeling generous enough to explain. “The Red Hood,” he said, and Jon’s breath caught in his chest. 

“Ah!” The Joker laughed. “So that is familiar, then! Good. The Red Hood is my name, Archivist. And do you know what else I heard?”

Jon shook his head. “No,” he managed.

The Joker leaned in close enough that Jon could smell his breath— infection and rot and blood— and Jon did his best to cringe away. “I heard that he cares very much about you.”

Jon shook his head. “No, no— you’re wrong, you’re—” 

Because he could see where this was going. He knew what came next; he knew that people like this would only ever use care like that against them, and he couldn’t let the Joker do that to Jason . He couldn’t let this monster take everything that made his friend good and twist it into something awful.

But it was too late.

“I think I’m right, Archivist,” the Joker sing-songed. He lifted a hand and tapped Jon on the nose; Jon flinched. “I think that this Red Hood needs to be taught what it feels like for someone else to take what’s theirs!”

Jon shook his head. No, no, no, no, no no no—

Tim was pushed forward, and his face was wrong, his movements were wrong, and Jon was so, so afraid for him that it drowned out his fear for himself. 

“Regular cameras don’t work on you,” Joker lamented. “But!” he laughed again, “I heard that this sort will. What do you think?”

He moved aside, and behind him another Stranger entered the room; they were holding a simple polaroid camera, and Jon felt horrible dread flood his system. The Joker turned away from Jon, then reached out toward Tim; Jon met the kid’s eyes as the monster grabbed him by the arm and pulled him closer, and he felt rage mingle with his fear as the Joker tucked Tim against his side and moved them both back so they were standing right next to Jon, the Joker between them, the Joker pushing the other Strangers aside to sling an arm over Jon’s shoulders.

Jon’s shirt was barely holding on, and when the Joker’s fingers curled around his upper arm— too long too sharp not right— they brushed against the bare skin there and Jon jerked away, tried to break free, but he was unsteady on his feet and there were tears trickling down his face again and that hand felt like ants crawling under his skin and he wanted— he needed to get away— his breathing was too fast and he needed the Joker to stop touching him—

The Joker had a crowbar. The Joker was resting it under Tim’s chin, forcing his face up into the dim light of the room, and Jon tried to duck his head to let his hair cover his own face as the Joker laughed and laughed and laughed—

“Say cheese!”

They took pictures. They took pictures, and they laughed; inhuman, chittering, echoing things, filled with dark, twisted amusement and malice as they revelled in their captives’ suffering. Who were they? Who had they been? 

Tim knew. Jon was certain that Tim knew. He was not going to Ask. 

He shook and tried to cringe away from the Joker and tried not to cry. He failed. He’d been doing that a lot lately; failing and failing and failing, over and over again, failing when it mattered the most, failing everyone around him. The camera flashed in Jon’s face, and he could do nothing to stop it.

They sat him down in a chair when they were done, the camera disappearing along with the one who had held it. The chair had straps on the arms and legs and backrest; straps which were pulled tight around him, fixing him in place. They did the same to Tim, in another chair set facing Jon’s; the kid didn’t struggle. Neither of them did. 

“Is it true,” the Joker started, “that you can make people relive their worst experiences?”

Cold horror washed over Jon, chilling him as surely as if his blood had turned to ice. Across from him, Tim jerked against his restraints; the first sign of awareness Jon had seen on him since he came into the room. 

“No,” Tim whispered. “No no no no no—”

The Joker ignored him. Jon shook his head. 

“Aren’t you hungry, Archivist?” The Joker tilted his head, leaning in close toward Jon, walking around the chair until Jon couldn’t see him anymore even as his face remained inches from Jon’s ear. Jon tried to cringe away; a horrible, bony hand held his head in place by the hair. 

There was nobody between Jon and Tim anymore; nobody to hide the way the kid shook and sobbed, the way he tried to wipe his face against his shoulder, over and over again. The makeup didn’t come off. It didn’t even smudge, and the horror mounted, an awful tension in the air as another of those monsters grabbed Tim by the hair and forced his head forward. There was hardly a meter between them; less, if you measured from their knees. Jon met Tim’s eyes and he could feel the Question on the tip of his tongue.

He shut his eyes. 

“No, no,” he insisted. “I won’t— please. I won’t.”

A tongue— or was it?— clicked next to his ear. “Now, that’s not very fun!” 

A moment later Jon felt something sharp dig into the side of his neck, just under his jaw. “Open your eyes, Archivist,” the Joker ordered. 

Jon kept them shut. The knife dug in, a pinprick of pain that had his eyes shooting open before it could push any deeper, trying to flinch away even though he knew it was pointless, held firmly in place as he was by that painfully tight grip near his scalp. 

“There you go,” the Joker crooned. “Is that so hard? Now, Ask him, Archivist.”

Tim stared back at him, chest heaving with panicked breaths— and Jon Looked, truly Looked, and he Saw the way the Stranger crawled across his skin, the way the makeup was trying to dig in deeper, only held at bay by the mask around his eyes and— it wasn’t makeup— it was— oh God— 

Jon was so angry. How dare they. How dare they. He was angry, furious, looking Tim in the eye and trying to drudge up the power to protect him, to push the Stranger away and get it off off off but the energy just wasn’t there. He was too hungry. He was so, so hungry. 

“Do it,” Tim whispered. “Just— just do it. Don’t fight them, please.”

Jon tried to shake his head. “I— I don’t— I don't want to.”

“I know,” Tim whispered. “But you have to. You have to.”

He didn’t want to— he didn’t— but the hunger clawed at him, he needed it, he needed it and— and—

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m so—”

“It’s okay,” Tim interrupted, tears leaving tracks through the makeup as he held eye contact, and Jon knew in that moment that he was going to fail but he had to try, didn’t he?

Tim smiled shakily, a small, sad thing. “It’s okay, you have to— I understand, it’s okay, Jon, just take it,” he begged. “Just take it, please, you have to.”

 “I’m sorry,” Jon repeated, but he could feel his control slipping, and was it better to give in before it was forced from him? “I’m— I’m sorry, I’m so— so— s— Statement of— of Robin,” the Archivist began, “regarding his time with the monster known as the Joker.”

It was a strange thing, feeling reality fall away, feeling himself sink into this role like it was all he was and all he ever needed to be. Of course he knew, logically, that he didn’t want this— but that want was a human thing. Here, like this, there was only need— only the Archivist, and his Hunger, and the Statement, right there, waiting and willing and afraid.

“Statement taken direct from subject, April 13th, 2018.”

And he took one last breath, one last moment to be aware of his guilt, before he let go of it entirely. 

“Statement begins.”

Robin’s face was blank as he spoke. “I struggled when they took me away,” he started. “I kicked and I screamed and I even bit one of them. I was so, so scared— but not for myself. I was scared for you .”

The Archivist didn’t understand. But he didn’t need to. He only needed to listen.

“They dragged me away, and the last thing I saw was you writhing and convulsing on the ground; and even when we were gone, and I couldn’t see you, I could hear you screaming. And I knew it was the collar, I was sure that they would turn it off before it killed you, but when the screaming stopped I still wondered, for a moment, if you were dead. If they’d killed you while the Joker took me away, and I hadn’t even been there, in your last moments. I wondered if I’d ever see you again.”

Robin was shaking, and the Archivist breathed deeply. 

“I didn’t think to be afraid for myself,” he admitted. “I should have.”

Behind the Archivist, inhuman voices chittered. He hardly noticed; that didn’t matter right now. So what if he had an audience to his meal? But the Stranger crawled all over Robin, and the Archivist didn’t like that. It didn’t like that one bit.

“I kept fighting them— cursing them out, actually, I don’t normally do that but there wasn’t anything else I could do, nothing I could do but scream and struggle and call the Joker a shitty bastard clown to his face, and it wasn’t until he slammed me into a wall and wrapped a hand around my throat that I stopped to think that maybe antagonizing him was a bad idea, after all. It wasn’t until I felt his breath on my face and smelled the rot in it and heard him wonder if maybe the little bird would sound prettier with his tongue cut out that I realized I had been afraid for the wrong reasons.”

The Archivist could picture it perfectly; the fear that washed through Robin as the Joker pressed into his space, the way the makeup looked up close, the realization of what it was. Human blood and bone and ash and soot and what else? What else made up that awful palette, and was he going to find out?

“They took me above ground,” Robin said. “We’re under some sort of warehouse. The windows were all boarded over, but I could smell the ocean.” Clever kid. Even in a situation like this, he did his best to share what information he had. “They’d decorated the place like a circus, with red and green and purple banners all along the roof edge and a big stage against one wall, in the middle— and on that stage there was a table. But not a normal table,” Robin clarified, “it looked like an old surgery table, with a mechanical system underneath to adjust the angle. It was wide, with straps on it, and there was already blood on it. There was already blood on the floor. There were three men up there— Joker’s goons, or what was left of them. There was makeup on their faces, and it glistened, and when I saw it I knew, right away, that it was wrong.”  

The cell was gone, now. The hands in his hair, the clothes all but falling off his body; none of that mattered. The Archivist wasn’t there anymore. He was in this circus, staring up at the stage, at the operating table, wondering if he was going to be strapped to it and cut apart.

“They didn’t take me up there,” Robin said. “Not at first. They tied my hands around a pole in what would be the audience, if there were any seats; I couldn’t see what they used, but it didn’t feel like rope, and it was wet.”

The Archivist could feel it, the slide of something awful and warm against his wrists, the terror of the unknown. He knew that fear. 

“They left me there for about twenty minutes, while more and more people filtered in— it was everyone, as far as I could tell. Everyone in the building, all the goons who run the place and everyone who was out doing the Joker’s dirty work. Once there were fifty or so people in there, the Joker stepped up to the stage, and he called into the audience of goons for volunteers. I don’t know what I expected— I guess I thought they’d be eager to please him— but instead of anyone offering themselves for whatever the Joker had planned, they all went perfectly silent.” Robin paused and took a breath, as though trying to steady himself. “At that moment, I realized that every single person in that room was just as afraid as I was.

The Joker pointed at someone in the crowd, and the things on the stage with him that used to be people descended down and pushed through to the man. He tried to run, but he didn’t get very far— the crowd around him pushed him back toward the stage, and they practically dove out of the way of those monsters, so it wasn’t long before he’d been dragged up there and strapped down to the table.”

Fresh tears trailed down Robin’s face, leaving more streaks in the makeup. His fear flowed through the room, flowed into the Archivist, and that awful hunger faded further and further with every word.

“It was shifted up at an angle, so we could all see his face, so we could all see how afraid he was while the Joker walked around him with what looked like a small bucket. The bottom of it was blackened, like it had been burned, and when he dipped a hand inside it came away flaking with pure white ash.”

The whole room had smelled like fire and blood, the Archivist knew, and Robin had stared, transfixed, as the Joker smeared that ash across the man’s face.

“That first one, he fell to the Stranger easily enough. I never even knew his name; I’m not sure anybody else did, either. Maybe that’s why they chose him to start with. I don’t know; all I know is that the Joker moved around him, smearing different things across his face and ranting some speech about transformation, about the place of honour they were all going to have in his new world, and every single person in that room was absolutely terrified. They were so, so, scared, but they didn’t do anything to try to stop him— they just stood there, like they were in some sort of trance, until he picked them out of the crowd, and then they tried to run. And then they screamed. They begged and screamed and cried, all of them, right up until the moment he lined their lips in blood and their eyes in something black and then… well.” Robin paused. “Then there was nothing left to be afraid. Then they weren’t human anymore. Slowly, the crowd was more and more monster, less and less human; they gathered together, chittering like hyenas, and I could feel the way that that place just got heavier and heavier.”

Another pause. The story, the Statement, entered a new phase; the tension mounted in the air, a pressure that seemed to press everyone in the room down.  

“Not everybody could take it. Some of them, the Joker would start on them and they would just convulse, I think it was a seizure or something, and the Joker would stop his monologuing and just laugh, laugh and say “it looks like this one doesn’t want to join the show!” and then, then he would take the straps off of them and throw them into the growing crowd of Strangers, and they would…”

Robin swallowed, hesitated, almost, and when he started again his voice was lower, quiet, barely above a whisper. 

“They would throw those who failed to change to the ground, hold them down and rip them to pieces,” he breathed. “Where I was, tied to the pole, they did it right in front of me. I watched those things cut into people’s arms and legs, presenting severed limbs to the Joker like prizes. I watched them take a hammer to some poor man’s ribs and crack his chest open, twist the bones free and snap them in half and eat what was inside, and the blood was everywhere, it covered everything, and from where I sat I could see the way that their hearts would keep beating, every time, even as these things tore it from their chests and held it up and watched the blood spray all over everything. Those people were still alive.”

Robin looked sick; but the Statement wouldn’t let him stop, not even to vomit. 

“I threw up,” he said. “As much as I could, I mean, there really wasn’t anything in my stomach but God knows I tried. 

I don’t know when I realized what exactly I’d been tied to the pole with, but I think it was while they were disemboweling the second failed convert. It was a woman. She cried, until— well. I didn’t see it happen, one of them blocked my view, but her eyes didn’t stay in her skull for very long. And then they took her intestines and twisted them up, tied them in a neat little bow around her throat— apparently just for fun— and I realized that the way it folded and squelched was familiar.

I wish I hadn’t known, to be completely honest. I wish I’d closed my eyes and tried to shut it all out, but I just couldn’t. I couldn’t bear not to watch.”

Something in the Archivist purred at the words. That’s right. Robin was not one to look away. Robin was one who had to know. Robin was theirs.

“The ones that couldn’t be made into Strangers were made into makeup. They set a fire off to one side and the parts of them that weren’t immediately useful were burned, made to ash and soot and charcoal. And I watched it all happen, over and over again, watched them strap dozens of people to that table and watched them do horrible, awful things to the ones that didn’t make the cut, and then finally it was my turn.”

Robin shook. Robin shook, and the Archivist drank it in and felt strong, felt the last of the bruises on his body fade away, felt his own power mounting. Even in the midst of the Statement, he was already trying to push the Stranger out of Robin; already watching his eyes lose just a touch of their distance, watching his breathing steady, watching something in his neck and shoulders shift back to how they were meant to be. It was working. It was working, and the Archivist breathed deep and satisfied. Mine, he thought. Robin is mine.

“They strapped me down, and the first thing they tried to do was to take off the mask, but it didn’t work.” Robin stared into the Archivist’s eyes, and they were clear and his. “Whatever they did, it wouldn’t come off, so eventually they just started painting over it— but that didn’t work, either. Anything they tried to put over top of it just slid right off, and they were so angry about it.” He grimaced. “They just went around it. As soon as they put that mixture of crushed up bones and ash and something liquid on my skin, I could feel it trying to burrow in deeper; I still can, it’s still trying to take me, make me something else, but I am Robin and it can’t have me and I have to remember that, I have to remember who I am— but it’s so hard to remember when I can feel something else trying to take my place, and I was so scared. They all watched and laughed and cheered and the Joker wouldn’t stop touching me, pressing bits of meat and blood and brain into my skin and it wasn’t enough for him, he could tell it wasn’t working, so he had one of those things pry open my mouth and the Joker dipped his cupped hands into the bucket of blood beside him and poured it into my mouth.”

Robin swallowed, looking like he wanted to retch again, but he couldn’t, and the Archivist knew intimately the way that the taste of it still lingered in his mouth; the way that he had screamed and begged and cried, cried as he did now, tears slipping under his mask and washing away the makeup only for it to somehow spread, creep back into place across his skin, reaching for the edges of the mask and trying to burrow underneath. 

“In the end, I think the Joker ran out of time. I don’t remember exactly what he said— I was too far gone, by that point, too afraid to understand much of anything— but it was something about someone wanting to see him, and then he was gone, and he just left me there, strapped down to that surgery table. The Strangers all seemed to have jobs to do; some of them left, some of them went deeper into the base again, and some looked like they were preparing the warehouse for something— laying out tables and chairs, hanging up circus equipment, that sort of thing. I don’t know how long I stayed on that table for, but eventually the Joker came back and called over a few of the others and said something about a change in plans, and then they brought me back down here and, well, you know the rest.”

The Archivist stared into Robin’s eyes, and he felt the power in the room flicker and fade in a way that told him the story had reached its conclusion; he had been there for the rest of it, so this was all that Robin had to tell.

“Statement ends,” he said.

The Archivist was powerful, and even as his too-human guilt tried to rear its head again, he pushed it aside. He knew it would not help him; not now. He had a job to do, and one last chance to do it: protect Tim. Protect Robin. And as he stared at the kid and did not look away he felt the slow creeping press of the Stranger… pause. It wasn’t gone; far from it, but it seemed that the full force of the Archivist’s gaze was enough to keep it at bay, for a time. 

Behind him, the Joker made an inarticulate sound of rage.

“That bitch lied to me!” he screamed. “No, no, no!”

The Archivist flinched, but he did not look away from Robin. Robin stared back, gaze steady despite the fear that he wasn’t sure would ever go away. 

The Joker stormed towards the door. The thing that might have been Candy— or was it just wearing her clothes?— reached out and stopped him. “What do we do with them?” she asked. 

The Joker shoved her away. “I don’t care! Leave them,” he yelled. “Just leave them there, let him watch the kid all night for all I care, I’m going to find that Spider and make her pay.”

And then, somehow, they were left alone. They were left alone in that room, still strapped to those chairs facing each other, and the Archivist stared at Robin, Watched him, Looked and Saw and Knew, and although they were both afraid, they were both themselves; and he Knew that so long as they kept their eyes on each other, so long as he kept the full force of the Archivist’s gaze on Robin, they had a chance to stay that way.

They just had to hold on.

 

 

The minutes passed slowly.

“Jon…?”

The Archivist tilted his head. “Yes?”

Robin was afraid, still. Very afraid. “What’s going to happen to me?”

“I met Oracle,” the Archivist told Robin. “She is looking for us. She will find us.”

“How do you know?” He was shaking. 

“She will. Finding people is what she does.”

“Can you talk to her now? Tell her what I told you?”

The Archivist shook his head. “I have to stay here. I have to Watch. You are mine.”

Robin’s eyes widened a fraction. “Oh. Right.” He sounded surprised. Why was he surprised?

“Uh, there was something I didn’t mention in the Statement,” he said, dropping his voice near a whisper. “The Joker didn’t turn everyone into those… things,” he revealed.

“Who survived?” The Archivist Asked.

“Vincent, Mirek, and Harley Quinn— while I was strapped to the table, I saw them up above in the mezzanine. And I didn’t see Nico anywhere,” he added.

There was a chance, then. A chance for word to get out. A chance for those survivors to come to their senses, see what the Joker had become and run. 

“Good,” the Archivist said.

And he Watched, and he Looked, and he Saw; and so long as he did those things, Robin was Known, and Robin was his.

The Stranger could not have him.

 

Notes:

We’re almost through the suffering!!
I can’t wait to kill all these characters that I created for the sole purpose of being terrible and then dying <3
If there are any tags or warnings that you think I’m missing *please* let me know. I also judged this to not need to bump the rating up to explicit for violence, because I kind of gloss over the worst of the gore, but if you disagree please tell me.

Everyone say thank you Lira!! (She left so many comments on the google doc that now I can’t open them on my laptop. The page stops responding.)

Next time: the rescue.

Chapter Summary:
Barbara’s attempts to reassure the others that she’s perfectly fine after reading the cursed book go awry when she gets a really bad headache all of a sudden, and then suddenly she’s in a hallway and there is a child— it’s the Archive, and something is wrong with the Archivist and it needs her help. She follows it to the living room with the TV, where Jon is sitting on the floor wrapped in blankets and watching on the TV as Nico rubs bruise cream into his upper body. Babs tells Jon she’s got Cass, he tells her a bit of what’s happened, and she does her best to comfort him while Nico gets frustrated that Jon isn’t responding or reacting at all. She ends up hugging him and letting him hide away in her arms while she commits Nico’s face to memory and probably contemplates murder <3
Later, Jon wakes up and puts what’s left of his shirt and sweater back on. He waits, alone, until eventually the Joker comes back with several Stranger-ified goons and Tim— Tim has makeup on. And Tim has a Statement. The Joker takes pictures of himself with Jon and Tim using a Polaroid camera, and then straps them both to chairs facing each other and forces Jon to take Tim’s Statement.
They took Tim above ground, into a warehouse near the ocean which they’ve decorated to look like the inside of a circus tent. There, they tied him to a pole using what is later implied to be somebody’s intestines, and then once all the Joker’s goons have gathered in the warehouse he starts strapping them to a surgery table one by one and putting makeup on their faces which is made of people. It turns out, some people can’t handle the process, and those people are thrown to the crowd of Strangers and torn apart while Tim and everyone else watch; their bodies are used for the makeup. Eventually, it’s Tim’s turn, and the Joker puts makeup on him, but his mask seems to repel it and also won’t come off! So they paint around it, and when that’s not enough the Joker makes Tim drink blood. Then he goes off to talk to somebody, and then brings Tim back down to Jon.
Statement Ends, and the Archivist is strong, and he is also possessive and decides Robin is His actually and tries to push the Stranger away just by Looking Very Closely and this sort of works. For now. Joker is *very* angry that his plan to make Tim even more afraid of the Stranger seems to have backfired, and he storms out talking about someone lying to him.
Later, the Archivist tells Robin that rescue is coming, and Robin tells him that he saw Vincent, Mirek, and Harley up on the mezzanine and they were not Strangers. He also didn’t see Nico anywhere.

Chapter 39: The Rescue

Summary:

What happens when you put a Hunter in a room with a bunch of Strangers?
In which everyone gets their hands dirty.

Chapter completed on Friday, December 13th. (Somewhere)

Notes:

Hi! You may have noticed that this chapter is very long. This is because I was absolutely determined to get to a specific point in the story by the end of it.
This is the last heavy angst chapter for a long while.
A lot happens in it. I will likely update chapter warnings and add a summary in the end notes… tomorrow. For now, I must sleep.
(Edit: done! Thanks Pen <3) — Summary in the end notes. It’s very condensed because it turns out there is a 5k character limit on notes! Who knew.

Beholding, Hunt, Stranger, Vast, and Web. Vomiting, Batman being mean, bathing in blood, so much blood. murder and dismemberment. Knives, whipping, begging, brief talk of suicide; dissociation, panic, etc.
If anything is missed here please let me know.

This is it! As promised: The Rescue, and the end of a very, very long day.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

April 13th, 2018.

 

20:16

 

Barbara came back to herself about twenty minutes after Dick arrived at the Clocktower, and the first thing she did was roll over and throw up. 

They’d laid her on her side on the floor, in the recovery position, and Dick hadn’t moved more than a few feet away from her, so it was easy enough for him to drop to a knee and bend forward, placing a hand on her back and reaching to pull her hair out of her face.

“Babs,” he breathed, his relief turning sour in his chest as he realized those broken, stuttering breaths were awfully close to sobs. “Hey, hey, you’re alright— breathe, okay?” 

She held herself up by one shaking arm, wiped her mouth on her sleeve, and then, to Dick’s surprise, twisted and practically threw herself toward him. 

He caught her. Of course he did, he was Nightwing, and he knew Babs well enough to know what she needed— one arm around her lower back, the other across her shoulders, holding her steady against him without constricting even as she pressed her face into him and grabbed at the sides and back of his suit and let out an awful keening sound. 

Dick stared over her head at Cass, who stared back, eyes wide in horror.

“Babs, hey, you’re safe, alright?” He said, voice low and calm despite the adrenaline flooding through him. “Batgirl told us not to move you, you’re still in the Clocktower—“

She pushed away from him, and he let her, keeping one hand on her waist as she put both of hers on his shoulders and looked right in his eyes.

“I have to find them,” she said, sounding as panicked as Dick felt. “I have to find them now.”

 

 

21:35

 

Robin started shaking not long after the Joker left them alone. 

“Jon?” He whispered, even though he wasn’t entirely sure it was Jon, staring at him with bright, glowing green eyes. He hadn’t looked away. He hadn’t even blinked. Robin found that it was comforting.

Robin. Robin. Robin.

He was Robin. He had to remember that. The faceless things that crawled across his skin and screamed silently in his head wanted him to be them, so that they could be him, so that they could be. But he was not them. He was Robin. (He was Tim, too, somewhere deep inside; but Tim wasn’t what he needed right now. Tim wouldn’t help him to survive.) 

 He was— he—

“Yes, Robin?” The Archivist replied. 

The shaking intensified. “I feel sick,” Robin admitted.

The glowing of the man’s eyes grew brighter, bathing the space in a soft, welcoming green. “Good,” he said. “That’s good, Robin.”

Robin Robin Robin.

Something crawled on his face, and something crawled inside of him, and it wanted to have him and he wanted it off off off and he wanted it out.

Help. Help us, help me. help help help. 

Was that him? “Help me,” he whispered, and he was so afraid. 

“I’m trying,” the Archivist grit his teeth. Robin nearly had to shut his eyes against the light— but no. He couldn’t.

“Keep looking, keep Looking,” the Archivist ordered, and nausea swirled inside of him and it felt like tugging on a strand of half-swallowed spaghetti, only deeper, down in his stomach and his guts and—

There was just enough slack in the bindings that he was able to twist his knees further apart and hunch forward to retch in between them, choking on rancid blood and bile and whatever the hell else the Joker had forced down his throat as it was pulled back up, chunky and slimy and viscous, coming out in one continuous stream and he would really appreciate it if someone could break his nose again, thanks, except then he wouldn’t have been able to breathe and—

When had his nose healed enough to smell again? To breathe through? That didn’t seem right. 

There didn't seem to be an end to it; he gagged and coughed and cried and it just kept coming up, kept coming out of him, and he kept his eyes open and locked on the man across from him as tears dripped off his face to mingle with the awful, impossible liquid that seemed to writhe on the chair between his knees . Anywhere it touched the legs of the Robin suit it burned, but he wasn’t sure who— or what— was hurt by the contact. Was it him? Or was it something else?

It gathered in a small pool on the chair before sliding to the floor with a wet plop, and with one last heave, it was out of him; Robin spit the remainder to the floor, but still it was all he could taste, and he felt no less nauseous. Somehow, though, he knew that this was better.

I am Robin, he thought. I am Timothy Drake. I am Robin.

“That’s right,” the Archivist agreed. “You are Robin.”

“Robin is magic,” Tim whispered. “Robin protects people.” 

“He does. And you are Robin.”

“I am Robin,” he repeated, and despite the mass of soulless terror that used to be people crawling all over his face, his words rang true.

He would survive. He was Robin.

 

 

22:36

 

It was hours before Oracle looked up from her screens. Hours of hunting through every camera in Gotham, searching for even the slightest glimpse of Nico’s face, for that bastard who had made Jon so afraid that he had retreated into his own mind. If she found Nico, she could find Jon. She was sure of it. She would find him. She would find him.

She hadn’t found him. Gotham was a big city, and camera coverage wasn’t as good as she would have preferred it to be, especially in the sketchier parts of town. But she’d also distributed his description to her allies— and it seemed that they’d been hard at work.

A message popped up on her computer screen. 

Unknown: Is this Oracle?

She typed out a response.

Oracle: it is. You are?

Unknown: friend of Hood, run a bunch of his shit. Name’s Darcy.

Her system updated the name automatically.

Oracle: Darcy Myers? 

Darcy: so you’ve heard of me. 

Oracle: got anything for me?

Darcy: Nico Davis. 

Cass came to stand next to her, staring at the screen. 

Darcy: Career goon. Bruiser type. Used to work for Penguin, back before he started playing at being reformed. Then Riddler, but that didn’t last long. My sources say he joined up with Joker’s crew about six months ago.

Oracle: Got an address?

Darcy: Seems he lives on-base. No family. But he frequents a few bars, I’ll send you those.

She forwarded the addresses to everyone; they were all on the south-eastern side of Gotham. Who was closest?

“Nightwing,” she said, tapping into the main comm line. “I just sent you some addresses. Can you check them out?”

“On it. What am I looking for?”

“They’re all bars. Ask around, see if anyone knows where we can find Nico Davis.”

“Copy.”   

There was an alert, then; someone standing outside the building, trying to open the door. She didn’t recognize him— dark skin, hair in small braids. 

He looked around, then over his shoulder. In his hands he held a small envelope. “Uh. Oracle?” He said, looking at the roof. “You there? I have… something. I don’t know what’s in it, but it’s, uh, it’s a message.”

She frowned, and the kid kept talking.

“Well— well it’s for the Bats, I think, but, I don’t know where to find any other— I, uh. I dropped Red Hood off here a few hours ago?”

She pressed the button to open the door. 

“Oh. Thanks!”

He stepped inside. 

She closed the door. 

“Hey, Hood. Someone’s here, says he dropped you off earlier.” She sent a screenshot of the camera inside through to Jason. “You know him?” 

There was a pause, and then: “Oh, yeah, that’s Julian. What’s he there for?”

“Not sure, but he seems really antsy.”

He was shifting from foot to foot, apparently realizing that he didn’t know where to go from there. She sighed and opened the door to the elevator— he rushed inside, still clutching that envelope. 

He made an educated guess and pressed the button for the top floor, but of course, nothing happened. He pushed it again, looking around like he was searching for some clue as to what to do. 

“Is he trustworthy?” 

“He’s loyal, yeah.”

“I’m on my way there,” Bruce cut in, his classic Batman growl crackling over the comms.

“I don’t fuckin’ think so, old man,” Jason shot back. “Stay the hell away from my people.”

“I’m not far,” Bruce countered. “I’ll be there in two minutes.”

There was something off about Julian. Something in the way his eyes darted around, the way he held that envelope in shaking hands…

She let him up. As soon as the elevator door closed, he relaxed— not entirely, but he slumped back into the wall, looked up and found the camera in the corner as the elevator started moving. 

“Thanks.” He grinned at the camera. 

“Alice and I are coming too,” Jason said. “He better be in one piece when we get there, you hear me?”

Cass smiled at Barbara. Protective, she signed. 

On the screen, Julian startled, and then pulled out his phone and held it to his ear.

“Hey, boss…”

He winced. “Yeah, I know, I know— but I have this, uh, message? And I just kind of panicked—”

Cass moved toward the elevator, prepared to ensure she was between Barbara and Julian. Barbara grabbed a pair of domino masks off her desk and passed one to the younger girl before pressing the other one on herself.

“Yeah, I know, but it— it wasn’t good, okay? And the Clocktower was close so I just…”

The elevator slowed and arrived at her floor, and Barbara spun in her chair as the door slid open to reveal Julian. In person, the anxious energy around him was significantly more intense; he peered into the room, eyes darting around, phone clutched to his face. 

“I’ll call you back, okay?” 

“No need,” Barbara waved him in, then turned to reach into a drawer and pulled out another earpiece. She was grateful she kept so many extras. 

He moved inside, edging around Cass to stand near the balcony, glancing through the darkened glass door to the outside.

“Nobody can see in,” Barbara assured him, moving closer. She frowned as she approached him. “Were you followed?”

He shook his head hesitantly. “I don’t think so,” he said, then reached out to take the offered earpiece and popped it in. “Who’s on this?”

Barbara returned to her monitors— New comm point activated, read a small popup— and a few clicks later he was online. 

“It’s the main line,” she told him. “So, us, plus Batman, Nightwing, Hood, and Alice, at the moment. There’s a couple more of your people with access, and Catwoman.”

Julian nodded. “Surprised you let Catwoman on.”

She sighed tiredly. “It’s a long story.”

“Julian? That you?” Jason cut in. 

Julian nodded again, shifting back and forth on his feet in front of the window. Cass watched him warily. 

“Sure is. I’m, uh, with Oracle and Batgirl…”

“I know. I’m on my way.”

“I'm sorry I didn’t tell you first.” The kid sounded miserable. “It’s just, I was meeting with that brother of mine, you know? Cause you told us the Joker’s gotten worse, and I thought I could…” He trailed off and glanced at Barbara, seemingly considering his words, trying to judge how much was safe to share.

Jason hummed over the comms. “The brother who took up with Joker’s gang?”

Barbara’s eyes widened— he had a brother who worked for Joker? But Jason had said he was loyal, and Cass hadn’t changed her stance, still frowning at Julian in thoughtful concern, head tilted slightly.

“Yeah. Yeah, so, apparently he skipped out on a meeting to come see me?”

“A meeting?” Barbara cut in. “Where?”

 But Julian shook his head. “He— there was this— someone followed him, I think, someone—“ his breathing had picked up. He stopped to swallow. “He was definitely one of Joker’s, makeup and all, but it was… wrong, I don’t know, I just— he told Dorian he’d— he’d missed his chance and then he shot him.”

“Oh, shit,” Jason whispered. “Are you hurt?”

“No,” Julian shook his head. He looked close to tears, and even though it was Jason he was talking to, it was Barbara who met his eyes. He took a breath. “I’m fine. Dorian’s dead, though, shot right through the chest. He went down, and I pulled a knife— left my gun in the car, stupid— and I swiped at the guy, got him in his shooting arm, but it was all wrong. It was like cutting into soft wood, you know? Way too solid to be normal, and then his skin just grabbed my knife somehow and I lost it, and he pushed me down. And then he was on top of me, and there was a gun pointed at my face and all I could think was ‘Oh, Hood’s going to be so upset,’ so I told the fucker, I said “Red Hood’ll kill you,” and he stopped.” 

Julian was shaking quite badly. Cass pushed a chair towards him, but he shook his head and took a step back. “He smelled awful,” he continued. “Like blood and death and something rotten, and he just stood there and grinned and I swear his smile wasn’t normal. He asked me if I worked for the Red Hood, and I said I did. Then he asked me if I knew where to find a Bat, and I told him I did— I know, I know,” he said, heading off whoever might have protested over the comms, “but there was a boot on my chest and I was so scared and I really, really didn’t want to die, okay? Then he got up off me and handed me an envelope, this envelope.” He held it up. It was small and white, except for a line of red smudged along one side. “Told me to ‘deliver the message.’ There’s nothin’ written on the outside, but it feels pretty solid. Should I give it to—?”

“No!” Jason interrupted. “Don’t give it to anyone, don’t open it, don’t do anything until Alice and I get there, alright?”

Julian was nodding, but Barbara frowned. “Why?” 

“Can’t hurt to have a Hunter in the room,” Daisy explained. “If it’s dangerous, I can take care of it.”

Before anyone could respond to that, the balcony door slid open, and the shadowed form of Batman ducked inside. Julian quickly backed away, eyes wide, apparently keen on putting a very healthy distance between himself and the vigilante. Barbara sighed; really, that wasn’t necessary. They were on the same side— for now, anyway. 

“Batman’s here,” Julian whispered into the comm, 

“We’re almost there,” Jason assured him.

Bruce’s gaze locked on the envelope in Julian’s hand. Julian quickly tucked it away into the inside of his jacket, which he then zipped up; then he held both hands carefully at his sides, the non-threatening he was trying to project undermined by his nervousness. “Hey,” he greeted belatedly, lifting a hand in a small wave and trying for a casual grin.

“Give me the envelope,” Bruce ordered in his classic Batman growl. 

Julian shook his head. “Hood said to wait for him.”

“You said it was for me.”

“Right, uh, funny story, I actually didn’t!” Julian backed up further, but it wasn’t a particularly large space; and Batman was between him and the exit. Barbara shot him a look, but he ignored her, stalking across the room after Julian until the younger man was backed into the far wall. 

“Hey, man, look, Hood said to wait—“

“I don’t take orders from him.” When he was a few feet away, Batman reached a hand out expectantly. “Give it to me.”

Julian shook his head, eyes wide and obviously freaked out, and Barbara exchanged a look with Cass before cautiously rolling closer to them. When he saw that Julian wasn’t going to comply, Batman took another step forward; Julian lifted a hand in front of himself defensively, and the larger man grabbed him by the wrist and yanked his arm up above him.

“Wait, wait— boss!” Julian was on the edge of panic, kicking out as he was lifted up off the ground, but Batman was wearing full armour; he barely seemed to notice. 

“What the hell’s happening?” Jason demanded.

“B, come on, put him down,” Barbara tried, but she knew how stubborn he could be. He reached his free hand to the side of the goon’s head and pulled out his comm. Julian cringed away.

Barbara groaned. “No, give that back.”

“He’s not one of us,” Batman growled. “You can’t just give these out—“

“Yes I can!” Barbara pushed herself closer, glaring at the man as he pocketed the comm and tried to get at the zipper of Julian’s jacket while the younger kicked and tried to shove his hand away. “You didn’t have a problem with putting Selina on the line,” she pointed out. 

He growled in frustration, finally grabbing hold of the zipper and yanking it down, but before he could do anything else there was the clink and whirr of a grapple outside; then the balcony door opened again, and there was Jason, in full Red Hood gear, already drawing a gun and pointing it at Batman’s head. The vigilante half-turned to face him, and then went very tense when he saw the weapon.

“Put him down,” the Red Hood barked. “Now.”

Julian went limp in the hold. Batman reached for his jacket again. Hood clicked off the safety of his gun. 

Daisy followed into the room; she was equally as geared up as her partner, and she was quick to assess the situation and stalk forward, shifting to approach Batman from the side— effectively flanking him. Her claws flashed in the light.

Batman eyed her approach warily, eyed the gun, then growled one more time and let go of Julian. 

The young man landed on his feet and, quicker than Barbara had expected, he dashed toward Hood and practically hid behind him. Daisy stepped to the side, placing herself in front of them both, and Hood lowered his gun but didn’t put it away. 

“Mind telling me what the fuck that was?”

“He wouldn’t give me the envelope,” Batman defended. 

“No, because he was waiting for me, like I told him to, jackass!”

The Batman growl was met with the Fearhound growl, and Barbara ran a hand down her face in frustration. “He’s fine,” she pointed out. “Nobody hurt him, Hood.”

He glanced behind himself to check; Julian was rubbing at the wrist he’d been held by, but didn’t seem to be in pain.

“You’re damn lucky nobody hurt him,” Hood shot back at her. “How much you willing to bet it would’ve stayed that way, huh?” He challenged. “How long until the Bat started breaking bones?”

“That’s really not fair,” Barbara protested.

“He does it all the fucking time!” Hood shouted. “Last time one of my guys was alone with one of you, Nightwing put her in the hospital and then kidnapped Jon, so forgive me if I’m feeling uncharitable.”

 The gun was still drawn; Alice and Batman were still staring each other down. Barbara needed to de-escalate. “Alright, yes, I understand,” she said, putting both her hands out in a calm down gesture. He clicked the safety back on. “People get hurt, of course you’d be nervous about this. And he’s not just some goon, is he? You care about—“

He turned the gun on her. “Fuck right off with that,” he snarled through the helmet. 

Gun. There was… there was a gun pointed at her— at her chest— and suddenly Barbara was finding it very difficult to breathe, staring at the barrel with wide eyes.

Jason seemed to realize what he was doing a moment later, making some wordless sound of frustrated anger before shoving the weapon back into its holster. 

Everyone let out a breath.

“Sorry,” Jason clenched his hands into fists. “Shit. God— don’t fuckin’ do that, okay? Let’s just see the damn message.”

Julian reached into the inside of his jacket and produced the white, minorly bloodstained envelope from before. He handed it to Jason without any issue; Jason then handed it to Daisy, who finally broke her staring contest with Bruce to take it.

The moment it was in her hands, she went very still. 

“Jon,” she whispered. 

“Is it dangerous?” Jason leaned forward. 

Daisy shook her head, slicing the paper open with one clawed finger. “It’s got the Stranger all over it, but it should be fine to…”

She trailed off as the contents of the envelope slid out into her hand. It looked like a single Polaroid picture; Barbara couldn’t see what it was a picture of, but there was writing on the back, blocked by Daisy’s hand.

The Hunter was staring at it, and her face had gone very, very pale.

“What is it?” Jason tried to lean around her to see; Daisy shifted to block his view for a moment, shifting to meet his eyes. There was some sort of silent communication there, because he swore quietly and took a steadying breath before gesturing for her to show him, which she did, hesitantly.

He swore loudly, this time.

“Fuck. Fuck! No, no, fuck no— no!”

Daisy looked up to meet Barbara’s eyes. “It’s Jon,” she said, her voice shaking with something that wasn’t quite human, a growl and a snarl behind it. “And Robin. And Joker.”

Julian was standing just behind and between Jason and Daisy; he could see the photo, too, eyes locked on it and darting back and forth across it. He brought a hand up to cover his mouth; through his fingers he whispered a barely-audible, clearly-distressed “Archie?”

Batman stepped forward. Daisy breathed deeply, staring at the photo with an expression filled with so much anger that it was palpable in the air; and then she shoved the picture into Barbara’s hands and stalked back toward the door. “I’m going to find them,” she hissed. “I’m going to find them now.”

Barbara stared down at the photo in her hands, and it took a long moment to fully comprehend what she was looking at. 

In the centre of the image was the Joker— she knew it was the Joker. But he was wrong, smile stretching further than should have been possible, eyes shadowed and lightless, and the makeup was as she had expected it to be— bone-white face, blood-red around the lips, black detailing like his skin had been charred. His limbs were just a little bit too long.

One arm was looped over Jon’s shoulders, the other over Tim’s; he held the two to his side, far too close, and as she registered more and more details Barbara wished this clown was dead more than she had since the day he killed Jason. They were both covered in blood, that much was clear; but Tim. Tim. The Joker held a crowbar under his chin, forcing his face up, putting on display the awful, familiar makeup on his face— blood and ash and soot and who knows what else, and she was shaking, because she remembered what that makeup had done to that guard— how he’d begged them to kill him— and Joker had put it on Tim. He looked so scared. Scared and hurt and a little bit far away. He was wearing a collar, the same as Jon’s; thick bands of metal wrapped around their throats.

Jon’s clothes were torn and hanging off his bruised frame; the Joker’s finger brushed the exposed skin on his arm, near his shoulder. His head was angled down, with his hair falling in bloody clumps to cover his face; but it wasn’t quite able to hide the piercing glow of his eyes, and suddenly Barbara understood why she hadn’t heard from the Archive since Jon woke up. 

It was there. It was there in Jon’s eyes, glaring at the camera, there in cold anger and bravery for all that Jon was clearly so scared. It was there, protecting him as well as it could. She could only hope that somehow, it was protecting Tim, too. 

It had to be. It had to be. Because if it wasn’t…

She felt the presence of Batman behind her as she stared down at the photo. He went still. 

“On the back,” Cass gestured at the picture. Barbara turned it around, finally reading the words that were written there. 

Daisy pulled Julian aside on her way to the door. “Where’d you get that?”

He pulled out his phone and angled the screen so she could see, presumably using some mapping app to show her. 

Got your bird~! The note said. I’ll be in touch. -J

Barbara read out the note, and Daisy growled deeply, eyes flashing with what she now knew was the Hunt. “I’m going to find them,” she said. 

Jason fiddled with the handle of one of his knives. Bruce nodded.

In agreement, they all moved toward the doors; but before anyone could leave, a notification popped up on Barbara’s monitors.

It was a message from Dick. 

Nightwing: Hey O

Nightwing: I’ve got something.

 

 

22:54

 

The Archivist was exhausted. 

There was no way around it; they had never done this before, never tried to Look and See and Know continuously for so long before. It had been over two hours since Robin had been returned to them, and they had taken a Statement, yes, but— but—

They were just so, so tired. 

But they had to keep Looking. They had to. Every time their focus faltered, even for a moment, the Stranger crept up along the mask, burrowed deeper into his skin, trying with everything it had to make him other. It spread across his face and down his neck like a slime mould, and the only part of his skin that was left untouched was a bit near his temple around a patch of dried blood. That was their blood, the Archivist Knew. That was their blood and that was their Robin and— and—

They couldn’t keep doing this for much longer. Another hour and their focus would start to slip. They only had to wait for rescue; but without being able to be anywhere but here (don’t stop Looking don’t stop Looking) they couldn’t See anyone else, couldn’t check if Oracle had found them yet. They had to wait for rescue, but they didn’t know how long that wait would be. 

The door to the cell opened at 11:03 pm, and the Archivist felt a flash of hope— but instead of an ally bursting in to save them, it was a clown, slipping in through the barely-open door. 

They hissed, refusing to take their eyes off of Robin, but the clown was not, it seemed, there to separate them. Instead, she stood in the doorway, staring at Robin with wide, human eyes, and she was afraid, yes, but she was not a Stranger.

“Oh hell,” she whispered.

She was not a Stranger.

The Archivist relaxed a fraction. Still wary, of course, but it seemed this one was fully human, fully herself, and appropriately horrified by Robin’s current state. In one hand she held a bucket of water, and tucked into a pocket were two small cloths. She moved toward them. 

“I’m sorry,” she said, staying very quiet. “I’m real sorry it took this long to get down here, I just— I had to wait for them to—“

She stopped and tried to take a deep breath, then evidently regretted that decision when the smell hit her. She gagged. “I can’t get you out of here. Place is crawling with those things, and I’ve got to split sooner rather than later, but I thought…”

She approached Robin, set down the bucket, dipped a cloth into the water and reached towards the kid.

“Harley?” Robin’s face did a funny, confused little twist. 

“The one and only,” she tried to smile, but it was more of a grimace. “Let’s get this stuff off you, huh?” 

He nodded. “Please.”

Of course, no amount of scrubbing could do anything more than smudge the foul things on his face together, blending and muddying the colours and textures; and when she pulled back the cloth, it seemed to shift right back into place. All she managed to do was wipe off the dried blood at his temple— at which point, the Stranger slithered in to fill the space. Robin shivered. 

“I’m— it’s not—“ she made a frustrated sound. “Oh, I’m so sorry, Robin.”

Robin shook his head slightly. Sadly. “It’s not your fault.”

She stared down at her cloth. “I can’t let him— let him do this again. There’s got to be a way!”

Robin stared across at the Archivist. For a moment, nobody spoke, and then:

“Your blood,” Robin said. 

“What?” Harley twisted to look at the Archivist. 

“The Stranger, it won’t touch your blood. So maybe,” he glanced up at Harley, then winced and looked back at the Archivist, “maybe he can get it off.”

Harley nodded. “Right. Worth a try, anyway.”

And then she was moving around them, undoing their restraints while carefully avoiding getting directly in between them and the kid— smart clown-girl, the Archivist thought. And then they were free; and then they were standing, completely unbound for the first time in a long time, reaching across to Robin’s face.

The Stranger shifted away from where the Archivist touched, but it did not stay gone; they wiped it away only for it to rush back in the moment their hands were gone. And it was hurting Robin— that much was clear in the way he grit his teeth and in the tears that trickled out from under the mask again. They pulled back and started undoing the kid’s restraints, too. 

“Jon. Jon,” Robin protested. “I think it has to be blood. It has to be your blood.”

The Archivist spared a moment for Knowing, and—

He was right. 

“I need a knife,” the Archivist said, holding out a hand toward Harley. 

She startled, and then reached into her pocket and pulled out a small folding blade. She flicked it open and handed it to them.

Without hesitating, the Archivist sliced a neat line across their palm. 

“Cloth, please.”

Harley passed them the cloth, and they pressed it into their bleeding hand— then the wound closed, of course. They simply cut it open again, repeating the process until a section of the cloth was quite thoroughly soaked, and then they reached up and wiped it across Robin’s forehead. 

It left a smear of red in its wake, and the Stranger did not move to fill that space. 

The Archivist grinned.  

They were careful and methodical in their work, washing away every bit of the Stranger that touched Robin’s skin, watching it begin to melt away from his face and drip like wax tears off his chin. It was screaming, for all that it was silent. But they did not care for the Stranger’s pain; and when they were done, and the last bit of what used to be people slid from the boy’s face and ran shrieking to join the muck on the floor, they finished freeing his arms and held up his palms and let their blood drip drip drip into them. 

“Drink it,” they told him. 

Robin wrinkled his nose. “Really?”

They nodded. “It won’t hurt you. I won’t hurt you.” Never never never.

Robin still looked unsure, but after a moment he nodded and cautiously brought his cupped hands to his mouth. 

The Archivist swiped their bloodied hand over his forehead, pushing his hair out of the way and trailing more blood across his face. Mine.

Harley rocked forward and backward on her feet. “Well, this has been, uh— really weird! I’m gonna go. You two should stay here.”

“What?” Robin turned to look at her, rubbing the remaining blood in his hands over his cheeks. “Why would we stay here?”

She looked up and rocked back on her heels. “Well,” she winced. “Listen, there’s no way you two are getting outta here unnoticed. I have it on good authority your rescue’s comin’ soon. So just sit tight, and try not to die before midnight, got it?”

“How do you know that help is coming?” The Archivist Asked.

“Annabelle told me,” Harley answered, and then froze. “Oh. I wasn’t s’posed to tell you that.”

Annabelle. Annabelle. The Spider. The Web. The Web was here? How long had the Web been here? 

She’s been helping! She’s nice.

No, no— the Web was dangerous, the Web was—

She’s nice.

Their head hurt. 

The Archivist pushed backward away from Robin’s chair— but the floor was covered in that awful, evil goop, and they slipped in it, tripped and fell and everything was spinning and—

The Spider is nice.

No, no, the Spider was definitely not nice— Annabelle, and wasn’t that name horribly familiar? What was going on?

Robin finished freeing himself from the chair and rushed to them, crouching at their side and— Harley was leaving, saying something about wish I could do more, and—

Their head hurt. It hurt.

Sorry. Sorry sorry sorry.

Jon stared up at Tim, Tim who was covered in his blood, Tim who was Robin, Tim who was still hurt and afraid, still breathing shallowly against the injuries he had sustained to his ribs, and yet the Stranger was gone from him and he was himself and Jon didn’t have to Watch him anymore.

Harley locked the door behind her on her way out.

Jon was so, so tired. Surely he could rest. Just for a moment— close his eyes for a short while, just until the room stopped spinning, just until his head stopped feeling like it was about to break in two. 

“Jon!” Tim shouted.

His eyes slipped shut. 

 

 

22:55

Nightwing: can’t talk it’s crowded in here but

Nightwing: [Nico1.jpg]

Nightwing: is this him?

Oracle: I’m sending Alice to you.

 

 

23:22

 

Jon wasn’t unconscious for long— a few short minutes after he passed out on the floor of their cell, he was blinking his eyes open to see that he had apparently been rolled onto his side and tucked against the wall. Tim was crouched in front of him, holding what looked to be Harley’s knife, glancing nervously between Jon and the door. 

Jon shifted carefully to sitting, pressing a hand to the side of his head and trying to will the room to stop spinning and dipping perilously. Tim noticed immediately, swinging around toward him and staring with wide, scared eyes.

“Jon,” he slumped a little bit, the knife nearly touching the ground. Jon realized something important, then: 

They’d both been left unbound. They still had the collars on, and they still had metal shackles wrapped around their wrists— in Tim’s case, his ankles too— but they weren’t tied or strapped or chained to anything.

He wanted to say something appropriately dramatic, having just woken up on the floor after passing out; but no words would come. Every moment spent Watching Looking Seeing Tim— Robin— replayed in his mind, and all Jon could do was stare, stare as Tim shook and swayed and shuffled to sit against the wall beside him, to lean against Jon, their shoulders pressing together. 

Jon did what seemed to him the only thing he could, then: lifted an arm and wrapped it gently around the kid, mindful of his injuries; pulling him closer until Tim got the hint and curled into his side. 

Jon let out a breath. Then another; just trying to breathe, comforted by the knowledge that the kid was there, with him and relatively safe, tucked under his arm; but it was hard to feel anything good when they were both still trembling with hurt and fear, when those clowns could come back at any minute. The makeup was reduced to a puddle of sludge on the floor, they were unbound, and Tim had a knife— But Jon knew that neither of them were in any sort of condition to fight. 

Tim seemed to have realized the same thing. “They’re going to be so angry,” he whispered. He shook harder. 

Jon ran a hand through Tim’s hair as best he could. “We’ll be found soon,” he promised. “I saw Barbara. In my dreams, sort of; the Archive brought her to me, while you were… gone,” he squeezed Tim gently. “She told me she found Cass.”

Tim startled, but didn’t raise his head. “Cass? Is she okay?”

Jon nodded and hummed an affirmative. “She’s safe,” he confirmed. “She’s safe, and they’re looking for you. For both of us.” 

Tim shook his head. “I don’t,” he started, then pressed himself harder against Jon, breathing unevenly. Jon’s hand moved to his back. “I don’t want them to come here,” Tim whispered. “They can’t come here.”

Jon frowned. “Why not?”

“The— the Joker,” Tim stuttered out. “He’s— and all his clowns, I just— you said your kind of spooky is dangerous, and you were right, and they’re not going to know, and— and after— I don’t want those things anywhere near the people I care about, I don’t— they can’t.”

Jon leaned his head back against the wall with a quiet thunk. “They’re not going to leave you here,” he said. “They’ll find a way.”

Tim shook his head, and his breaths were heaving a touch too fast; shallow and pained. “Jon,” he whispered. “When the Strangers come back, please don’t let them take me again.”

Jon held him closer, a lump forming in his throat. “They’ll have to go through me first,” he said. 

Tim shook his head, twisted to press his face into Jon’s shoulder. “They’ll just shock you,” he sniffed. The trembling was so bad that Jon’s worry spiked. “You have to kill me.”

Jon went stiff. “What? No, no, Tim, I’m not going to—“

“You’ll only get— get one shot, so,” 

“I’m not going to kill you—!”

“Please!” Tim sobbed, “please, I can’t, not again— you have to— I can’t do that again.”

“Tim,” Jon gently pushed him back, horror washing through him and his vision swimming, one hand on Tim’s shoulder and the other on his face. “Tim, look at me, please.”

Tim met his eyes. He was crying again. Jon didn’t know what he’d done wrong.

“Tim, I am not going to kill you. You are going to survive.” 

Tim shook his head.

“No, listen. That’s not an option,” Jon continued. “If— if they do that again, I will do everything to fix it. You will live.” He pulled the kid back into the hug. “We both will,” he added.

“I don’t want to die,” Tim whispered, sobbing into what was left of Jon’s shirt. “I don’t want to die. But I can’t— I can’t be one of them. It’d—“ he curled tighter, trying to force down his sobs. “It’d destroy them. B and everyone, they wouldn’t… I can’t do that to them.”

And oh, that was exactly what the Joker wanted, wasn’t it? To take Robin and turn him into something other, to present Batman with the shell of his child, irrevocably broken and gone. Tim was right. It would destroy the Bats. Jon knew it would, because it would ruin him just the same. 

“You won’t,” Jon assured him. “You won’t. We’re going to make it.” He dropped his face to the top of the kid’s head and pressed his lips into his hair. “Just a little bit longer.”

They sat in silence like that for a time; but not for nearly as long as they would have liked.

Before long, the door opened. 

Jon shifted in front of Tim, trying to block him from view— he had to protect him, just a little longer, he had to protect him—

But it wasn’t Strangers who came shuffling into the room. It wasn’t Strangers, not-right faces covered in makeup-that-wasn’t-makeup. 

No, it was Vincent and Mirek. The two men— the last two still-human Joker goons in this entire place, Jon thought— slipped into the room, fear in every line of their bodies, shaking as they laid eyes on the two of them, tucked into the corner. 

“It worked,” Mirek slumped back against the wall. “Oh, thank fuck it worked.”

“How’d you do it?” Vincent demanded, storming up to them, and Jon—

He could ask a Question. 

Mirek held the remote in his hand, but if Jon was quick about it—

“What is your—?” 

The shock from the collar hit him like a freight train, and Jon fell away from Tim as he convulsed on the ground— it didn’t last long, but it still left him shivering and twitching on the floor. 

Mirek had been faster, it seemed. “Shit,” he muttered. “Why the fuck did Harley leave it off?”

Vincent wasted no time in reaching over and grabbing Tim by the hair, pulling him forward and then throwing him to the floor and forcing his hands behind his back. Jon struggled to move forward, his muscles still not cooperating— no, no, he’d promised—

“How’d you get the makeup off?” Vincent demanded hand still fisted in the kid’s hair, and Jon— 

He had to protect Tim. 

“It’s my blood,” he said, “my blood— I don’t know why, it’s— I think I’m, ah, opposite to the Stranger, so my blood keeps it off…”

Vincent grinned. “Right. We can work with that, can’t we?” 

Mirek nodded. “I’ll say. What are you thinking?” 

Vincent got up off Tim. The kid tried to push himself up, and Vincent kicked him in the side; Jon heard something crack as Tim fell back down, groaning.

“No,” he cried, “don’t hurt him, don’t— please, I’ll do what you want, just don’t—”

Vincent laughed. “That’s what I want to hear. Don’t worry, Archivist, just let us get what we need and nothin’ll happen to the kid.”

“Could we just take him with?” Mirek wondered. “Nico’s not answering his texts, but he should be back soon. Think we could still get to him with the Archivist in tow?”

Vincent seemed to consider this. Jon, meanwhile, felt panic grip him; they were going to take him away. They were going to take him away from Tim. they were going to take him away, take him to Nico, meet up with him and— what, all three of them run away together? Run away from the Joker? Would Jason and Daisy and Barbara be able to find him? What if they went after him, and Tim got left here all alone and the Joker came back and Jon wasn’t there anymore—

“Nah, no way that’d work. Joker would fuckin’ kill us. I say we take as much of his blood as we can and leave ‘em both.”

Jon slumped with relief— and then tensed right back up because oh. Oh no.

“There’s a bucket right here,” Mirek grabbed the bucket that Harley had left behind, and Jon scrambled away as Vincent closed in on him, shaking his head no—

“Get away from him,” Tim wheezed, “Don’t— don’t touch him, don’t—!” 

“Can you shut him up, please?” Vincent looked to Mirek. “We don’t have time right now.”

Mirek nodded, and pressed a button, and Tim went quiet. 

Jon shook his head. “No, wait, you don’t have to—”

“I do,” Vincent said lowly, swiping up a short chain that had been left discarded on the floor and grabbing Jon by the arms, pulling his wrists behind his back and shoving him toward Mirek as the other man finished emptying the filthy water from the bucket into the drain. 

Jon’s heart was beating too quickly. Far, far too quickly— he needed to get away, he needed to stop this, but there wasn’t a damn thing he could do; Vincent shoved him to his knees, and there was a fist in his hair holding his head over the bucket and oh God no—

Vincent pressed a knife to his throat and he wasn’t in the woods, he hadn’t been Hunted, but he thought maybe this was almost worse. 

He was not careful, when he cut open the artery in Jon's throat. He was not gentle, when he pushed his head down, making sure all of the blood that gushed hot and dizzying from him landed in the bucket— or as much as possible, anyway. A not insignificant amount of it ran down Jon’s front, and he gasped with pain and fear and shock. Spots danced in his vision and he struggled, he tried to pull away, but he was only getting weaker and was he going to bleed out? Was he going to die, here, kneeling over a dirty bucket while his blood drained from him?

The bleeding stopped. Jon panted, tears falling down his face and dripping to join the blood in the bucket beneath him. Was that it, then? Was that enough?

He lifted his eyes just enough to meet Tim’s; Tim, who was laying curled on his side across the room. Tim, who’s eyes widened in fresh horror. 

There was only a short moment’s reprieve before Vincent slashed the knife across his throat again. 

It went on like that for a long time, Jon thought, but he lost track of the details; everything blurring together in a haze of pain and fear and dizzy exhaustion that threatened to drag him down with every breath. He couldn’t think beyond the knowledge that healing from this, over and over and over again, this was taking every bit of strength he had left. Every time they cut him open, it took him a bit longer to heal; every time he bled, the darkness crept closer. And would it be so bad? Would it be so bad, to rest, to truly rest, for once in his life? He didn’t remember the last time he hadn’t been afraid. Was it with Daisy? Was it with Martin? 

He would miss the Officer, he thought. He wasn’t going to be able to tell her what had happened. She was going to think he abandoned her. 

Blood poured, and dripped, and stopped; and poured, and dripped, and stopped. Tears dripped, and dripped, and dripped. They glittered in the low light. They were almost pretty.  

Jon was going to die, and he was so tired. He didn’t know if he could keep fighting. Did he have to? Couldn’t he rest?

Please?

Please, he wanted to— he wanted to rest. He could just— just close his eyes—

No.

No? But…

No!

Okay. 

His head spun. He couldn’t think. Everything was too much and he was too much and too little, too light, too heavy. He was going to float away and he was going to sink into the earth and he couldn’t see, and the light hurt, and—

And then the bucket was full enough, and they were done. 

Jon fell onto his side, still bleeding, and when the wound closed for the last time he curled in on himself and sobbed. 

There were voices. “What now?”  someone asked. 

“We run,” someone else answered. 

“With them, though? They might tell somebody…”

A long pause. “Huh, yeah, good point. Might as well kill ‘em. It’s a mercy at this point, anyway.”

No. No, wait, no— don’t hurt him—

The Archivist opened their eyes, and there was Tim, staring back at them with pain and terror warring across his face. The Archivist could not allow him to die; it was that simple. 

Someone was approaching Tim with a knife. Tim was scrambling not backward, but forward, towards the Archivist, hands raised protectively in front of himself— but he was weak, he was hurt, he was not going to be able to fight them off. 

The Archivist had to protect him. 

How, with their hands bound behind their back, with another man, another threat, grabbing hold of the chain and dragging them back? How, when they were about to die themselves? 

They’d forced their hand free of bindings before. They could do it again. 

They twisted their hands behind them, braced with a grip on the chain, and pulled.

Their hand went through the metal, forced through, bones snapping and all of it crushed and it hurt, they knew that it must have hurt, but they couldn’t really understand it. Pain wasn’t important. Pain didn’t matter, not in the face of this. So the Archivist crushed one of their hands and pulled it free and then they were free, and with one arm they slammed their elbow back into the body behind them— they dropped them, more out of shock than anything, and they lunged forward, lunged toward Tim, which was also toward the bucket of blood and they shoved it, knocked it over on their way, and the contents of that bucket spilled out all over the floor and all over Tim and some part of them purred at the sight. Mine, it thought. 

What?

Tim tried to keep quiet, but couldn’t quite help the way he coughed and choked as blood ran down his face— it really had been dumped right on him. And there was Mirek, Mirek who had been preparing to kill him, Mirek who was staring in horror at the spilled blood on the floor. 

The Archivist planted themselves on top of Tim, and Tim reached up and grabbed on to what was left of their shirt; a parody of when they’d first been brought here. Vincent was behind him. Ah, yes. Vincent. Vincent was angry.

“God fucking damnit!” He shouted. “You want to protect the kid so bad? Huh?” 

The Archivist didn’t understand. 

The Archivist was hurt, and confused, and— and they weren’t used to this, to this not knowing, not having their senses about them; they were so, so hungry, and these people were angry, but they were afraid, too, weren’t they? they twisted their head around, looked Vincent in the eye. They didn’t speak; they didn’t Ask anything. They just Looked.

Vincent dug around in what seemed to be a drawer full of… something. The Archivist didn’t know. The Archivist was busy Watching and busy protecting Tim. 

“We’re going to die,” Vincent muttered. “We’re so fucking dead.”

Vincent had something in his hands. What was it? 

Oh. That was a whip. 

It was not a particularly nice looking whip, either. It looked old, and it was lined with something sharp, and—

When the first line of fire opened on the Archivist’s back, they screamed. 

When the second one did, they grit their teeth, hunched further around Tim— the kid stared back, tears running down his bloodied face, and the Archivist liked the fear, sure, but it wasn’t right. Tim was a Friend, now— more than a Friend, Tim was theirs. And Tim was not supposed to be afraid. 

After the third strike, they went away; it was getting very good at that, pulling Jon up and far, far away, pulling him somewhere safe. But they didn’t go far, this time; because after only a minute or so of this treatment, there was a sound.

“What was that?” someone barked. Nico? No, that wasn’t right. Mirek. Yes. 

There was screaming, somewhere far away. An awful sound; it hurt their ears. It was a lucky thing they weren’t there, anymore. 

“Shit. Shit, we’ve got to go—”

“Run!” 

The door closed. They were alone; alone with Tim. It was safe to come back. 

The Archivist tried to lift up off the kid; surely it wasn’t comfortable, with them on top of him like this. But Tim refused; holding tight and shaking his head. The message was clear. Don’t let go. 

They nodded. 

It was a slow thing, dragging themselves out of the blood that covered the floor, but they made it. They made it, and they tucked themselves around Tim, and this time they knew it was true— if anyone wanted to touch the kid, they’d have to go through the Archivist, first. 

Tim pressed his face into the Archivist’s shoulder, and the Archivist made what they hoped was a comforting sound. Words were just so, so difficult at the moment. Tim understood, surely. He was such a smart boy. 

The minutes passed like that, screams muffled and distant from elsewhere in the base, and slowly, slowly, Jon slipped back into being himself. He curled tighter around Tim; his back throbbed in time with his heart. Everything hurt. Everything hurt and he was so tired and he wanted so badly to rest, but he knew he couldn’t. Not until Tim was safe. Not until help came. 

Eventually, the screaming stopped. The screaming stopped, and the door opened, and Jon didn’t know who— or what— it was; but it was not a friend. No, in the doorway was a great, hulking shadow, and his instincts all screamed danger but it was too much, it was all too much, couldn’t he rest? 

No. He had to protect Tim. He had to protect Tim.

He couldn’t fight. But he could beg. Would that be enough?

“No, no, stay b-back— don’t—”

He curled into the kid, putting his back on display. enough, he thought. Please, please, hadn’t it been enough?

 “No, don’t hurt him— please don’t hurt him,” Jon begged. 

But when had anybody in this place ever listened to him? 

The threat came closer, and all Jon could do was hold on.

 

 

23:26

 

Nico Davis was not, it turned out, a difficult man to follow.

Not that anyone would have been. But something about him in particular, the way fear dripped from him like oil— Alice could have tracked him for hours. Luckily, she didn’t have to.

She watched Nico sitting at the bar from across the street. He was laughing and talking animatedly to a group of men who seemed supremely uncomfortable with whatever it was he was saying, all looking around, shifting in their seats, laughing awkwardly; she took in each and every one of their faces, but they were not her target.

They were not her prey.

Nightwing was in the building, too. Sitting at the far end of the bar, mask off and a long jacket pulled over his costume. He was listening in to their conversation, and it was clear he didn’t like what he was hearing. 

She had been standing there for about twenty minutes when he finally got up, threw some cash down on the bar, and stumbled out into the cold night air. His friends inside all relaxed noticeably when he left. Alice let herself sink back into the shadow she was hiding in, forcing back her growl as she finally got a proper sense of the fear clinging to the man— it was Jon’s fear. Jon, and that familiar fear she’d been picking up, which she now knew belonged to Robin. 

“Fuckin’ pussies,” Nico muttered. “Can’t handle the real world…”

The Hunter trailed behind him, always keeping just out of sight. Nico glanced nervously over his shoulder. She could taste his own fear, too, for all that it was still weak and tentative, overpowered by the fear of those he had hurt. That would change.

She tailed him for two blocks before he spun around. 

“Who’s ‘ere?” Nico yelled. “I’ll fuck you up!”

She didn’t move; she was well-hidden at the mouth of an alleyway.

His eyes darted around, glanced up to the rooftops, but he didn’t see anything. He started walking again, and pulled a phone out of his pocket. 

“C’mon, you stupid fuckin’…”

The screen remained dark. He made a frustrated sound, shoved it back into his pocket, and started walking faster. 

There were voices in her ear; those of friends, strategizing about positions and backup and weapons and medical. The Red Hood was closest to her, following on foot. Nightwing and Batman were going by rooftop. She wasn’t listening to the comms, though; she was Hunting, and as long as they didn’t get in her way, she didn’t care what they did.

They were heading toward the docks on the southwestern edge of the city. Dixon docks, if she remembered the maps correctly. Near tricorner. As they walked, Nico’s wary glances over his shoulder increased in frequency; he was afraid. Some part of him could tell he was being followed; something deep and instinctual warning him of a predator in the shadows. Alice thought of what he’d done, what Oracle had described to them all in haunted words and through gritted teeth. She thought about the picture, the way Jon’s shirt had hung from him, the visible bruises, the way he’d curled his shoulders and ducked his head.

This man had hurt Jon. When she was done with him, he would never hurt anybody ever again.

He turned a corner and hurried toward the water, and the Fearhound could have purred at the way his shoulders hunched inward, the way he shot wary glances into every shadowed alleyway he passed. They were making their way through a maze of warehouses and shipping containers and trucks; the perfect place for a group of villains like this to hide, she thought. Not that they could hide from her.

She was so focused on Nico that she didn’t notice the scent of the Stranger hanging in the air until the building was almost in sight. Nico turned another corner, shooting another glance behind him before he disappeared around the shipping container. The Fearhound lifted a hand to her ear.

“We’re here,” she growled, voice low. 

“No cameras in that section,” Oracle informed them as the Fearhound crept around the container, watching Nico duck under a broken fence. “You’ll be going in blind.”

Her growling intensified. There was no mistaking it, now— the entire place reeked of the Stranger. It was palpable in the air, in the earth, in the moisture collecting on the boarded-over windows and the metal of the fence. It was everywhere. It was everywhere, and buried under it all was the Archivist and his fear.

“I’m right behind you guys,” Nightwing whispered in the comms

There was a tap on her wrist. The Red Hood was standing beside her. Pack, she thought. He already had a gun drawn; she nodded. He tilted his head up at the roof of the building opposite; Nightwing’s position. She didn’t know where Batman was. It didn’t matter.

Nico reached the door, and after one last terrified glance around, he lifted a hand and knocked.

She moved. The Fearhound rushed forward to the fence; instead of going under it, she vaulted over, and the sound of it rattling as she climbed alerted Nico; he spun around, drew a knife from his pocket, but she knew that it would do nothing to stop her. 

His eyes widened as she sprinted the short distance between them; he brought the knife up towards her, and she pounced, leaping the last few feet and slashing down with her claws.

Blood covered her arm and her chest as his knife fell to the ground, his fingers still wrapped around it, his hand and half his forearm going with. He stared at his severed arm in horror, seemingly not able to comprehend what had just happened.

The door opened behind him, and he started to fall backwards; she grabbed him and threw him to the ground outside. He was screaming. It was music to her ears; she jumped on him again, grabbed him by the legs, then took a single clawed finger and stabbed it into his shin; she hit bone and it didn’t even slow her down, she just shoved the claw all the way through and twisted. 

The bone cracked.

Somewhere nearby, somebody was shouting. Somebody was shouting in her ear. She ignored it, just like she ignored the gunshots and the rapidly strengthening scent of the Stranger. Her Packmate was here. He could handle it.

Finally, finally, the scent of this man’s fear and his pain was stronger than that of the Archivist that clung to him. She pulled her claw free, dragging up shards of bone with it; he kicked with his other leg, desperately trying to get away from her— screaming something about a demon— she grabbed the offending limb and made quick work of slicing through the tendons and muscle in the back of his leg, first his Achilles’ tendon, then reaching up and severing his hamstrings, and as more blood gushed onto her she realized she had nicked an artery. She didn’t mean to do that— but oh well. He was going to die anyway.

She pushed herself forward, planting her hands on his chest and staring into his eyes, and he stared back, breaths heaving and so deliciously terrified. 

“What—?” He choked out, “what— why— why are you— hng!”  

She dragged her claws down his chest, digging into his ribs but careful not to pierce all the way through them. His remaining hand shot up to grab her by the wrist; she lifted it up, snatched that hand back when he tried to pull away, considered the limb carefully. 

“You hurt one of mine,” she said. “And now you are going to die.”

He whimpered. He might have pissed himself. Good. “No,” he begged, “no, please, wait, I didn’t—“

“Lies!” She snarled, and let her claws slide through his fingers one by one. 

He screamed. He struggled. All pointless; all it did was make him bleed out faster. 

She cut through his forearm and wrist at an angle, leaving as much of the bone exposed as possible; his screams weakened, even as his fear mounted higher and higher, as he stared death in the face and knew that he had been caught. And then she grabbed him by the hair and pulled his head up; and then she leaned down and bit into his neck hard, filling her mouth with blood, cutting through flesh and cartilage, and when she thought she had bitten deep enough she pushed him down, jerked her head back, and ripped his throat out with her teeth.

The screaming stopped. 

Blood sprayed across her face and gushed out around him, filling the cracks in the concrete; and then she dropped him and leaned back, and the Fearhound stared into the eyes of her prey as they turned glassy and he went still and silent.

Nico Davis was dead, and the night had only just begun. 

 

 

23:42

 

Nightwing watched the scene unfolding before him, his jaw slack with horror. 

Half an hour ago, that man had been sitting at the bar, laughing with his friends, telling stories and chatting up the bartender; now, he was laid out in a quickly-growing pool of blood, his bones visible in several places, his hands and fingers cut up in pieces scattered around him. Now, the Fearhound was crouching over his mutilated body, his blood covering her arms and chest, in her teeth and running down her chin.

And sure, maybe those friends he’d been laughing with had been shying away from him, sensing the danger even before he did. Maybe the bartender had been way too young for him; was she even old enough to work there? Dick wasn’t sure, but it wasn't like he could ask. Maybe the stories he’d been telling— loudly— centred on the way the Archivist had whimpered in fear when he touched him, and how much fun it was to threaten the kid, and watch him bend over backwards to protect him. “He’d do anything,” Nico had said with far too much glee in his voice. “And I mean anything, if it means we don’t touch the kid. Boss took the kid somewhere else, though,” he had complained. “Way less fun without him there.”  

Maybe Dick’s blood had been boiling the entire time he sat there, listening. And maybe he wasn’t nearly as horrified as he should have been, watching him get his hands cut off and his throat ripped out.  

It took him about as long as it took Nico to go still to decide that he was actually not all that upset about this.

It took less time than that for him to leap into action. The door was already open, the Red Hood already firing as two of what must have been Joker goons stepped out— only there was something wrong about them. They didn’t move right; their steps jerky and unnatural, like puppets made of flesh and bone, and when the Red Hood shot one of them through the chest he went down, sure, he was pushed backwards against the wall by the force of it, but then he got back up. 

Nightwing had already swung over the fence by the time it really clicked for him just what they were dealing with. Alice had told them all that these were Strangers, that they would be tougher and faster than regular humans, that they wouldn’t play by the same rules and that it was vital that nobody hold back— but it wasn’t until he saw the horrid, not-right face of the second goon grin back at him that he adjusted his swing, pulling his legs up higher at the last possible second so that he slammed feet-first into the monster’s face instead of his chest. 

His nose squished and crunched under the force of his boot and he was flung backwards into the ground; Nightwing let his grapple carry him up, then, landing on a ledge above the door as Batman hit the ground below and the Red Hood fired three more shots into the one he’d already hit. 

Alice got up from where she had been crouched over Nico’s body and took in the scene; then the one Nightwing had kicked stood up again, and without a moment’s hesitation she leapt onto his back and sliced her claws across his throat, deep, deep enough that his neck was cut almost in half and his head fell backwards before the rest of him did. She leapt away from him, grinning a feral grin. The other one was on the ground, the Red Hood shooting him in the head over and over again; Nightwing thought it was excessive, but apparently not, because the moment he stopped shooting the thing started scrabbling at the ground, hands covered in blood and gore. 

Killing these things was going to be… difficult. 

He jumped down to join the others as Alice plunged her entire hand into the still-writhing monster’s chest, grabbing hold of something inside and twisting, and he— it— went still. 

Gunshots, of course, drew attention. And so it was that when Alice the Fearhound turned and all but dove into the building, the Strangers were ready for her. 

The first thing that hit Nightwing as he followed, escrima sticks drawn and crackling, was the smell. The second thing was the screaming— inarticulate sounds of rage from the creatures that the Fearhound leapt over and wove between as she cut into their flesh; arms and throats all the same, pieces of them already scattered across the floor and blood already coating the mockery of a ticket stand that had been set up next to the door. 

It seemed like they’d tried to make the inside of the building look like the inside of a circus big top tent; strips of colourful fabric lined the walls, aerial apparatus had been halfway set up, there was a stage on the far side and even what looked like folding tiered structures made of metal and some chairs off to the side. Even with all of that, though, they couldn’t hide the way the place was clearly an old, run-down warehouse; cracked concrete floor, metal beams running across the ceiling, and a mezzanine wrapping around the interior clashed horribly with the bright colours of the equipment and decorations; and that wasn’t even mentioning the surgery table covered in blood that sat front and centre on the stage. 

Nightwing took all of this in at the same time as a fucked up clown rushed him from the side. He spun, jamming his escrima into its stomach; it seized, and he shoved it to the ground, whirling again to block an attack from the other side. He felt a bone crack under the force of his strike, but the thing didn’t stop— it didn’t even slow down, just clawed at him with not-right fingers and forced him to bring his other stick up to protect his face. It wrapped that hand around the live end of his escrima stick, juddering through the shocks and grinning as he watched its other arm shift back into place with a horrible snapping sound, like cracking your joints except that was not a joint. And then the one he’d knocked down first got up again, and he spun and sidestepped to yank his stick free and disengage well enough to keep them both in his line of sight— only it was strong, too strong, it kept hold of his weapon and with the now-risen creature swinging toward him with a knife (when did it get a knife—?) Nightwing had no choice but to let go of it; he dodged the swipe and took two quick steps back, practically dancing on his feet. They lunged in tandem, and he jumped up over them, landing on their heads and using them like a springboard to go into a flip; grabbing two wing-dings as he went and throwing them into the backs of their necks in quick succession at the height of his jump. 

His aim was true. He spun and twisted in the air to land facing them and watched as the sharp ends of the projectiles severed their spinal chords; they fell, and he rushed to them, taking hold of one of the weapons and yanking it free just to swing it back down and cut deeper, thinking if he cut the thing’s head off at least it would stay down for a little while— but then there was a heavy weight slamming into him from the side as a third clown practically bowled him over.

He managed to twist as he went so that he hit the ground on his back; the monster was above him, reaching pale, skeletal hands for his throat, and Nightwing slammed his remaining escrima into its side as hard as he could. It didn’t move up off of him, but the seizing bought him enough time to slip the sharp end of his wing-ding into its armpit, sliding it into the shoulder at an angle and twisting just enough to force the joint out of place with a sickening, wet crunch, and then he pushed upward, slicing through the meat of the monster’s shoulder and cutting its arm clean off. 

It screamed, a horrible, inhuman sound, and for a moment, he thought he’d figured it out— he rolled to the side and tucked his knees to his chest to roll backwards and spring up with his hands and land on his feet, preparing to slam his escrima down on the dismembered clown’s back, but by then the one he’d tried to decapitate had started to get its bearings; a hand wrapped around his ankle and pulled, stronger than these things had any right to be, and he kicked out but only succeeded in unbalancing himself further. He changed tactics; dove toward the thing that had grabbed him and jabbed it with the escrima stick, which finally forced it to let go— and he kept moving, pivoting onto its back and bringing the wingding to its neck again and sawing into it, hacking through the wrong-bad muscles even though everything was slick with slimy, foul-smelling blood and finally, finally, he removed that head from those shoulders and the clown stayed down. 

One down, however many more to go. 

Or, well. A little more than one down. Alice was cutting through these things like it was nothing, leaving a trail of bodies and blood in her wake; the others weren’t faring so well, for all that they held their own. Bruce was cornered by four of them, ducking and weaving and punching and slicing through tendons and muscle with batarangs but it wasn’t enough, whenever he sent one down another took its place, and as Dick worked to decapitate his second clown— escrima to the back on high, sharp side of a wingding through the neck— Bruce took a hit that made him stumble, and they were on him. 

The Red Hood paused in his task of shooting the same five clowns in the head over and over again to shoot the one that was about to spear Bruce through the mouth with a screwdriver. A shower of red and pink sprayed into the air, and the clown jerked to the side and fell; the other three screamed in rage and turned toward Hood, hesitating on which one of the two they should target; their mistake, because a moment later Bruce had stuck one of them through the throat with a batarang and ducked out of the way of the other two as Hood shot them both. But then one of the clowns the crime lord had been keeping down grabbed for his ankles— he cursed and aimed to shoot it, only for his gun to click uselessly in his hand. It was the work of a moment to drop the gun and grab another; but that was a moment too long. Before he could stop it, one of them had reformed their jaw enough to clamp it around his ankle and bite.

He shouted another curse, followed by a strangled sound of pain that crackled with something animalistic; Nightwing could see his eyes glowing green through the helmet, and a split-second later Alice was there, the Fearhound pouncing on the offending creature with a snarl that made every single the hair on Nightwing’s body stand on end. 

More clowns kept pouring into the main room from somewhere off to the sides. He had to keep moving. 

Nightwing swept up and holstered his dropped escrima, then shot his grapple up into the rafters and swung out of the way of a group of them which had appeared a little too close for comfort; and to his complete and utter dismay, these ones had guns.

Bruce had rushed another group of them, sending batarangs flying to cut through the weapons as they aimed and tried to fire; but Nightwing could tell there were too many of them for him to take on his own, so he swung towards them, releasing the grapple when he still quite high up, throwing two projectiles of his own as he went; one of them embedded itself into one of the clowns’ necks, and he landed with his boot on the handle and pushed it deeper, cutting through the thing’s spine with a wet crunch. It went down.

And then, of course, he was in the middle of them, and he realized his mistake. 

He jumped and fired his grapple again, but before he could clear their heads he felt hands grabbing him by the ankles and pulling him back down— they were strong, too strong, impossibly strong, and as Nightwing lost hold of his grapple and fell into the mass of bodies all he could think was oh shit.

Gunshots rang out all around him; Alice was surrounded by a group of at least a dozen of them, taking hits but still going. Batman was there in his periphery, cutting down Strangers just for them to pop back up, and there were too many— far too many, and Nightwing barely managed to twist out of the way of a knife as hands grabbed at his limbs, holding him down, holding him still and he realized he was absolutely screwed.

There was a hammer flying towards his face and he was going to die.

And then the Red Hood cut through three of them with a flaming sword.

And they stayed down.

“Huh,” he remarked, skewering a fourth one. “Should have done this to begin with.”

Across the room, the Fearhound laughed, wild and gleeful. 

“Didn’t know you could do that, Hood!” She shouted, summarily removing a clown’s head from its shoulders. “You been holding out on me?” She grinned. 

“Hardly,” Hood replied, and Nightwing managed to cut through the neck of the one he’d downed earlier by the time he finished mowing through the others with the goddamn flaming swords.

Bruce looked down the hallway where this group of Strangers had come from. “This way,” he said. 

Hood nodded. “You two should go— Alice and I can clean up here.” 

Clean up, in this case, meant dealing with the vast majority of the Strangers, slipping out from side rooms and behind half-built circus equipment. But as Hood spun and cut another of those things clean in half, Nightwing thought that he was probably right. 

Bruce led the way through the hall and down a set of steep steps. It took them underground, into a wide hallway lined on either side with heavy-looking doors. Fluorescent lights flickered overhead; Nightwing could feel the weight of the earth above him. He drew his arms closer to his body. 

They checked the doors one by one as the screaming of dying monsters continued behind them. This place seemed empty, but there had still been no sign of the Joker himself, and you could never be too careful. 

Nightwing crept after Bruce, light on his feet, shooting quick glances over his shoulder every few seconds— he couldn’t help it, being underground made him feel trapped.

They turned a corner and there were more stairs. Nightwing took a deep breath to steady himself and followed Bruce deeper into the Joker’s lair.

The second level down was the same as the first— except for a trail of bloody footprints on the ground, leading to two pairs of boots that had been left discarded against one wall. They seemed to be leading to one door in particular; one very heavy door; one door behind which Nightwing was suddenly completely certain they would find their missing people. 

“Clear so far,” Bruce muttered into the comm. “Bloody footprints.”

“They’re in there,” Nightwing said. “They have to be.”

 Bruce didn’t argue; he just walked forward, quick and silent, and wrenched the door open; and then…

And then he froze, staring, face abruptly awash with absolute horror. 

And then the scent of blood hit Nightwing so strong that he gagged.

And then the sound. The wordless sound of distress and a desperate voice that barely carried, but Nightwing had rescued victims of awful things countless times before; he knew what to listen for, and he knew what he was hearing.

“No, no, stay b-back— don’t—”

That voice was familiar. Nightwing rushed forward. 

Bruce took a step into the room.

 “No, don’t hurt him— please don’t hurt him.” 

That was the Archivist. That was Jon, that was—

That was a lot of blood. 

Oh God.

Even with Batman’s shadow in the way, the light spilling in from the hallway was plenty enough to see by; plenty enough to see the thick, bright red blood pooling on the concrete floor, the way it was slowly finding its way to the drain in the centre of the room, and the way it had been smeared across the floor like someone had dragged a body— or themselves— or both into the corner, where the trembling form of two people huddled together— and that was Jon. That was Jon, doing his utmost to block the smaller form from view, turning his back to them; that was Jon, who had been whipped, angry red lines running down his back and still weeping blood, that was Jon begging—

“Don’t hurt him, please—”

Bruce took another step into the room. Nightwing followed. It was large, with chains running down the far wall, a bucket on the floor, and an assortment of rusted metal furniture shoved to one side. Jon curled tighter around the body in his arms, sobbing once, quietly, before shifting to press his face into the bloodied hair that was barely visible over his shoulder. 

That was Tim.

He wasn’t speaking. He wasn’t moving. He wasn’t moving, and cold horror pulsed through Nightwing again and again with every beat of his heart. 

Bruce stepped into the pool of blood on the floor. “Robin?” he whispered. Jon cringed away.

“No, no,” Jon shook his head, “stay— stay away, please, don’t— I’ll—” 

Nightwing followed. “Jon, it’s us,” he tried; but the man wasn’t listening. Nightwing wasn’t sure if he was even really there. 

“I’ll do what—whatever you— you want—”

He stuttered and struggled to speak, and Nightwing flicked his eyes to Bruce, watching the man’s face go pale and slack, watching his expression shatter as the enormity of what they had found sank in for him.

There were two people in this room. There was enough blood on the floor to have killed both of them, let alone just one— and one of them wasn’t moving.

Nightwing thought about the clowns they had cut down upstairs. He thought about the guard on the security cameras. He thought about the makeup Tim had worn in that picture. He felt sick. 

No, no, no, no, no—

“Just— just don’t hurt him,” Jon begged, voice raw like he’d been screaming. He probably had. 

Don’t hurt him. Did that mean he was still alive?

“Robin, report,” Bruce tried. 

There was no response. 

Nightwing’s hand went to his mouth. He was covered in blood— everything was covered in blood, it was everywhere, the stench of it overpowering everything else and he wanted it off and he wanted out he wanted everything to be okay—

Bruce moved closer, reaching a hand out, likely intending to pull the two apart even as Jon keened in terror; but before he could get within three feet of them, a form shoved past Nightwing and slammed into Bruce. 

It was Alice. 

Alice grabbed Bruce by the shoulder and shoved him away from the two forms huddled in the corner; then she balled her hand up in the fabric at the front of his cape, used it to lift him and slam him into the wall, snarling in his face. 

“Stay away from them,” she growled.

Bruce put his hands up at his sides; a gesture of surrender. He hadn’t looked away from Jon. He hadn’t looked away from Tim. 

Hood was close behind Alice, pushing past Nightwing and rushing to Jon’s side.

“Jon,” he breathed, “Jon, holy shit—”

Jon keened again, but instead of curling tighter around Tim he uncurled slightly, lifted his head just enough for his face to catch the light, for the blood and tears to become visible. Nightwing’s breath caught. 

“J— Jay—?”

“Shh, sh,” Hood shushed him, reaching for his shoulder. “We’re here, we’ve got you, we killed all those bastards upstairs—”

… What did he just call the Red Hood?

Jon leaned into the touch, and Nightwing could tell he was barely conscious; but he still managed to weakly pull Tim forward, and for the first time since this all started Nightwing saw his baby brother’s face, and it was covered in blood, but blood was far and away better than that goddamn makeup and he was awake and he was alive and Nightwing could have fallen to his knees with relief. 

“Take— Tim, he’s— you have to—”

Hood reached over to help Jon hold him, and Jon pushed the kid almost entirely into his arms. 

“Shit, Jon, your hands— Alice!” he barked, “get over here!” 

She dropped Bruce without a moment’s hesitation, every ounce of her attention whipping toward her partner; she was at his side in a moment, and Jon sobbed, his eyes darting between them both. “Daisy?”

“I’m here,” she rumbled. “We’re going to get you out of here.” 

Jon nodded. “Right. Right, but, you have to—” he shoved Tim further into the Red Hood’s arms, and Nightwing took a half-step forward, the motion aborted as the Fearhound turned to him with a growl. “Stay back,” she hissed.

He didn’t move. “Please,” he said. “I just want— he’s my brother,”

The Red Hood went stiff, and something gnawed at the back of Nightwing’s mind; there was something he was missing, here, something that would make this entire goddamn exchange make sense, something that would explain why Tim was staring up at the Red Hood with awe in his eyes, like he was his hero, his brother, and— what—

“Collar, Daisy, you have— have to— get it off him. Please, please…”

Daisy nodded and brought one clawed finger carefully, carefully forward, setting it on the edge of the thick metal collar wrapped around Tim’s throat before slicing down. 

There was a familiar sort of buzzing sound, and Tim jolted silently, but then it was off him. Then it was off him, and there were electrical burns on his neck, and he was opening and closing his mouth, like he was trying to speak but the words just wouldn’t come and then—

“Jason,” he whispered. 

Dick froze. 

Tim met his eyes over the Red Hood’s shoulder— Over— what—?

“Jason,” Tim repeated more clearly. 

“What?” Dick stared at them, uncomprehending— was it blood loss? Could blood loss make someone think a crime lord was their dead brother? Tim hadn’t actually met Jason, had he, so maybe—?

“He’s—” Tim lifted a hand and grabbed Hood’s shoulder. “He’s Jason,” he insisted.

Dick looked to Bruce. Bruce was standing perfectly still. 

Barbara’s voice broke through over the comms. “You didn’t know?!” she exclaimed, and then— “Wait, Bruce, you didn’t— you didn’t tell him?”

Tim followed Dick’s eyes toward Bruce. He curled tighter into Hood. Into— into—

“Didn’t tell me—?” Dick repeated, and then the Red Hood took off his helmet and everything fell into place.

Tim let go of Hood— of Jason. Tim let go of Jason, and Jason stood up, mask free, turning to face Dick and that was Jason, that was his little brother, his—

“Little Wing?” he whispered, wonder and awe in his voice. It couldn’t be. It couldn’t. And yet, Bruce hadn’t denied it. Bruce hadn’t said a single damn word, Bruce was frozen in shock— or frozen in horror. Frozen with the dawning realization of just what he kept from his sons.

“I thought you knew,” Jason frowned. “Shit. I thought— all this time? You didn’t know?”

Dick took one more breath and then launched himself at his brother. 

“Little Wing!” He sobbed, wrapping his arms around Jason’s neck and clinging, clinging like he always used to with Bruce, and when had his little brother gotten so big? “You’re— I missed you so much, I— I didn’t— if I’d known I would have—!” 

“Alright, calm down. Christ,” Jason muttered.

Behind him, Alice crouched on the floor and gathered both Tim and Jon into her arms. Jon clung to her, much like he did Jason, and Dick realized that their job here wasn’t done yet. 

He let his brother go. For now, anyway. Now that he knew, he would make certain that there were more hugs in his future. He moved toward Jon, intending to lift Tim into his arms so that they could go, and—

Jon shied away, pulling Tim closer. 

The Fearhound hissed at him. 

Jason stepped between them. “Just— don’t, right now. Let me. Okay?” 

Dick nodded. “Okay,” he agreed. 

Jason turned around. “Hey, Jon, do you think you can give Big Bird here the kid, so we can get you both out of here?”

Jon shook his head. “No,” he choked out, “no, Jason, you have to— you have to protect him,” he insisted. “You can’t— don’t let them hurt him. Don’t let them hurt him.”

Jason swallowed. “Okay, Jon, I’ll take him.”

“Keep him safe. You have to— to keep him safe. Please, please…”

Jason reached out and picked up Tim. “Is he hurt anywhere?” he asked, softly. 

Bruce finally seemed to unstick from the wall. “Robin, report,” he ordered.

Tim curled into Jason and said nothing.

“Robin…” Bruce trailed off. 

Jason twisted to snarl at him. “Why don’t you make yourself useful, huh, old man?”

Bruce shook his head. “I just…”

“You just a lot of things, don’t you? I don’t care. Joker’s not here— he wasn’t with his creations upstairs. Why don’t you go find him, huh?”

Bruce backed up toward the door. He looked to Dick; Dick looked away. 

“Chum…”

“I’ll make sure they get back to the cave,” Dick interrupted. “And that they get proper medical care. Go.”

And without another word, Bruce turned and fled. 

Alice had cut the collar off of Jon, revealing burns similar to Tim’s littering his throat. She’d pulled him into her arms; Dick watched her tuck his face into her neck. A low rumbling emanated from her— was that… purring?

It was purring. 

And Jon… he was purring too, a high, nervous sound. 

“Jason’s got the kid,” Alice reassured him. “I’ve got you. You’re both gonna be okay.”

Jon nodded. “Did,” he swallowed. “Did you kill them all?”

She nodded. “All the ones I saw, yeah.”

Jon’s voice was so small when he asked, tentatively, “Nico?”

Her purr shifted into a growl. “Cut off his hands,” she said, “then ripped out his throat.”

Jon pressed himself closer. “Good,” he replied. “Thank you. Thank you.”

She went back to purring.

Jason watched them, his expression unbearably fond and incredibly relieved. He turned to Dick. “Well, we got them. Guess it’s about time we split.” 

Dick nodded. “Yeah. Yeah, we should.” 

He led the way out of the room, and as he went, he pulled out his phone— which got blood all over it, but there was blood all over everything at the moment— and checked the time. 

11:59 pm.

And as they walked down the hallway, the clock struck midnight; and this very long day which had been both one of the worst of his life, and yet the best— the best, because Jason was alive, his brother was alive— came to an end. 

 

Notes:

Friday, April 13th in universe spanned exactly 13 chapters, the first of which was posted on Friday, September 13th, and the last of which was completed on Friday, December 13th.

We have reached the end of the very long no good very bad day! Everything is going to be okay now, relatively speaking. From here, things will be a lot lighter.

Next time: Things are different.

Chapter Summary:

20:16, Barbara wakes up, vomits, tells Dick and Cass that they have to find Jon and Tim as soon as possible.

21:35, the Archivist keeps the Stranger at bay from Robin. Robin throws up, and he feels more like himself; the Archivist reassures him.

22:36, Oracle is trying to track down Nico; she gets a lead. Julian shows up; he had an encounter with a Stranger, and it gave him an envelope. Jason tells him not to let anyone open it until he and Alice arrive, as there could be something dangerous inside. Batman arrives at the Clocktower and attempts to intimidate Julian into giving him the envelope. Before he is able to get the envelope, Hood and Alice arrive and threaten Batman into releasing Julian; they argue about Batman’s use of force while Hood points a gun at him. Babs attempts to de-escalate, and Hood turns the gun towards her; she starts to panic. Jason puts away the gun, apologizing. Daisy opens the envelope, and finds the photo of Joker with Jon and Tim, who are in bad shape; on the back is a threatening note. Nightwing has a lead on Nico.

22:54, Harley Quinn, still human, comes into the cell and tries to wipe the makeup off of Robin. It doesn’t work, and Robin suggests using the Archivist’s blood. The Archivist cuts their hand multiple times with a knife and soaks it into a cloth to wipe onto Robin’s skin until he is completely covered in blood, and Robin drinks some of it. Harley leaves, telling the other two that they should stay put and help is coming. When the Archivist Asks how she knows this, Harley says that Annabelle told her. Jon reacts negatively to this as she is a Spider, while the Archive tries to assure him that Annabelle is nice and is trying to help in an internal argument which makes it harder for them to remain as the Archivist. Jon passes out.

22:55, Nightwing sends an image of Nico to confirm and Oracle responds that she is sending Alice to him.

23:22, Jon wakes and comforts Tim, telling him about seeing Barbara; he says that help is coming soon + Cass is okay. Tim worries about how the Bats will fare against a Joker turned Stranger; he asks Jon to kill him if the Strangers try to turn him again like before, as he can’t handle the idea of experiencing that again or letting the Bats see him like that. Jon refuses and assures him that they will both survive. Later, Vincent and Mirek come into the cell and threaten Tim to find out how to remove the Makeup. When they learn Jon’s blood fights the Stranger influence, they take a bucket and cut Jon’s throat above it multiple times until it’s full. As Jon almost passes out, he reflects on who he’ll miss, including the Officer. When they hear that Vincent and Mirek plan on killing them before running, the Archivist forces their hand through the cuffs in order to defend Tim, and knocks over the bucket of blood. In revenge, Vincent whips the Archivist while they cover Tim. After hearing screaming, Vincent and Mirek run away, and Jon comes back to himself. Something large and dark comes through the door that Jon recognizes as a threat, and he begs it to not hurt Tim.

23:26, Alice and Nightwing are watching Nico in one of the bars he frequents. They Hunt him back to the hideout, and the Fearhound attacks him and mutilates him, feeding off of his fear before killing him.

23:42, Nightwing watches all of this and is horrified, then decides that he is okay with Nico’s death. Nightwing, the Red Hood, Alice, and Batman enter the warehouse, fighting the horde of Strangers. Both Nightwing and Batman have a hard time dealing with the Strangers, Hood manages to keep a few down by shooting them repeatedly, and Alice tears through them with the Hunt. Nightwing starts using a wingding to saw off the Strangers’ heads or limbs, which works. Hood starts using magic flaming swords— the All-Blades— which are able to permanently kill the Strangers. Bruce and Nightwing go on ahead to look for the Archivist and Tim, finding them covered in blood and curled in the corner. Batman enters first, and sees Jon protecting Tim and begging him not to hurt them. Tim isn’t moving or making noise, and Nightwing isn’t sure if he’s alive. Alice and Hood come in, protect Jon from Batman and Nightwing, and remove the collars from them; Tim tells Dick that Hood is Jason, Jason removes his helmet, and Dick hugs him. Batman leaves to find the Joker; Alice picks up Jon, Jason picks up Tim, and they carry them out of the warehouse into safety as the clock strikes midnight.

Chapter 40: April 14th

Summary:

The storm has passed, and recovery begins.

Notes:

Chapter contains a bit of Beholding, Web, and Hunt content, as well as discussion of the previous few days’ events (ie all the kidnapping and torture), some panic and possible flashbacks. Tim bites his lip at one point.
Calm chapter. Chill chapter. Everything is ok and everyone is safe.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

A tape clicked on.

“What are you doing?” Someone asked. Daisy— that was Daisy. 

“You said he needs Statements…” that was Nightwing. Dick. He sounded tired. 

“You already gave him yours,” Daisy pointed out. 

A chair creaked as he shifted uncomfortably. “I have more,” he said. 

“I can tell him about the clowns myself,” she insisted. “You shouldn’t even be down here, the last thing we need is you passing out again—“

“I’m fine,” he cut her off. “And I wasn’t talking about the clowns.”

There was a long silence. 

Dick took a deep breath. “Well, I guess… Statement of Richard Grayson, regarding the Fearhound.”

Daisy sucked in a sharp breath. “Dick—“

“Statement given live by subject April 14th, 2018. Statement begins.” 

Even though the Archivist hadn’t said a word, static and power could be felt through the tape all the same; Daisy went silent as Dick spoke. 

“After you took my Statement, I couldn’t sleep,” Dick admitted. “You said there would be nightmares, and I was terrified of what that meant. I guess I’ll be having more, now,” he acknowledged, “but I really don’t mind. You protected my brother. You’ve helped both of my brothers— this is the least I can do. So don’t feel bad about that, okay?” 

A pause. “Right. So, uh, I couldn’t sleep, so I was in the den— I guess it started when the Fearhound and the Red Hood broke in…”

What followed was a recounting of the events of the morning of the previous day— events which had taken place at the same exact time as Candy and the other Joker goons had been kidnapping Jon and Tim and Cass. 

“They chased me through my own home— the place where I was supposed to be safest— like they were pack hunters and I was prey,” he explained, voice shaking. “They cornered me in the dining room; the Fearhound tore gouges into the floor…”

He’d been hurt and scared. The Red Hood had hit him over the head with a gun— “Jason,” Dick’s voice broke. “I hadn’t known. He must have thought I hated him.” —and he’d been cuffed and threatened and so scared.  

Bruce had confronted them. Alfred had brought them to the cave. 

“She said if Bruce tried anything, she’d gouge out my eyes. I don’t think she was bluffing.”

They’d gone down to the cave and the Archivist had been gone.

“I thought Bruce was going to die,” he whispered, his voice breaking into a sob on the last word. “The muzzle had been a mistake. I knew that— I knew that we shouldn’t have done most of what we did, and the Fearhound was going to kill my dad and I was trapped and everything hurt and I was so scared.”

It went on like that for far too long; the way it had felt when the Fearhound bit into Bruce’s shoulder and he heard the man scream, when the Red Hood— Jason, his brother— had held a gun to his head and watched him beg. How it had hurt, to offer up himself, his identity, his pride if it meant saving his family and his panic when it didn’t work, when nothing worked, and they were all going to die because he wasn’t good enough—

When he had finished, when his voice and his breathing shook and cracked so badly that it was clear he was on the edge of panic, and the power hummed in the air and rose to meet him on an inhale and fill them all, finally, Dick breathed out with a new sort of understanding.

What had he found, in the depths of his fear? What had he seen there? 

“Statement ends,” Dick said, and there was a long moment of quiet as he worked to steady his breathing. 

“Shit,” he swore, quietly. “I think— I think that was a mistake.”

“Why?”

He laughed without any true humour. “I, uh, really don’t want to dream about that.”

Daisy hummed her acknowledgment, and then in a voice so quiet it was almost a whisper, she said: “I’m sorry.”

Dick didn’t respond for a long moment as he startled. “What?”

   “I shouldn’t have done that,” she admitted. “Hurt you, I mean. I got carried away. I’m sorry.” Her voice picked its volume back up, but maintained its sincerity.

“We hurt your friend,” Dick pointed out. “We kept him in a glorified cage— locked in our damn basement. ” It might have been a joke, but the words were bitter. Something metallic clicked quietly as Dick fidgeted with it. Flick. Shhkt. Click.

When Daisy next spoke, it was with an uncharacteristic gentleness. “You helped save him, too.”

“He protected Tim,” Dick countered.

“So we’re even, then,” Daisy decided. 

This time, Dick’s laugh felt like something kind. “Yeah,” he agreed. “I guess we are.” 

“God, this is a mess,” Daisy sighed. “If someone had told me two days ago I’d be sitting by Jon’s bedside bumping shoulders with Nightwing, I’d have said they were crazy.”

“If it helps, I’m not really Nightwing right now. I’m just…” he struggled to find the works for a moment. “I’m just me.”

The silence stretched for a long moment, and then Dick sighed and fabric shifted, moving in the direction of the tape recorder. 

Daisy moved, and there was the light tap of her hand grasping his arm. “Don’t,” she said softly, a sort of resignation in her voice.

After another pause, they shifted back to where they had been. The chair squeaked on the floor as Dick moved to stand. “I guess I’ll, uh, step out for a minute, give you some privacy?” 

“You can stay,” Daisy said, and then her tone lilted up into something teasing. “Unless the cave’s getting to you?” 

He sat back down. “No,” he said, and those metallic sounds were back again; flick, shhkt, click, over and over. It sounded like he was fidgeting with a lighter. “No, I’m fine.”

Daisy took a deep breath. “Statement of Daisy Tonner,” she began, “regarding the rescue of Jonathan Sims and Timothy Drake.”

Once again, power filled the air; Daisy breathed deep and steady, as though attempting to prepare herself for what she knew was coming.

“Statement given live by subject, April 14th, 2018. Statement begins.”

And then it began.

“I thought I was done with the Stranger, after the Coffin. I thought I was done with things pretending to be people, or that used to be people; done with fighting for my life in a place that didn’t make sense; done with circuses. I wanted to be done with it.”

There was real grief in her voice; memories overlapping and filling the spaces in between the words. “And then Dick woke up and told us that he’d dreamed of you, and all you could think to say to him was circus.” Her voice was bitter; but not truly angry. Maybe she wasn’t quite capable of anger, at the moment. 

“When we checked the camera in the Joker’s cell, when that man begged for death… I thought I knew, then, what we were dealing with, but it wasn’t even close. Not that they stood a chance against me,” she clarified. “I’m a Hunter. Killing a few Strangers is practically what I was made for; and oh, how the Hunt sang in my veins.” She almost sang the last few words herself; tone wistful and dark. “I cut through them with the sort of efficiency I don’t often get to indulge in, one after another after another, and it was fun, in a way. Batman almost died, of course. Nightwing fared a little better; got creative with those wing-dings, you should have seen him, blood fucking everywhere, it was insane.” There was a grin in her voice. 

“The Red Hood—“ she paused; fabric shifting as she leaned forward, voice changing into something conspiratorial. “Did you know Jason has magic swords? Apparently they’re called the All-Blades, they’re stored in his soul or something. Got them during his time overseas, and they’re pretty well useless unless he’s fighting something magic. Turns out, Strangers count. Lucky thing, they came in handy.” 

She sighed. “So, fighting the Strangers— that wasn’t what I was afraid of. Not really. But it took almost seventeen hours to find you, and I know a lot can be done to a person in a day, and from the little we knew— from what Dick and Barbara told us— it was bad. So I knew I would get to you,” she reaffirmed, “that was never in question, you understand? I was always going to find you. But I was scared— terrified, really— of how much of you would be left when I did.”

This time, when she paused, it carried weight; a sort of resistance, not like she didn’t want to speak, but like the words themselves were difficult to find. Of course, she was making a Statement— it did not matter if she could not form the words, they would come regardless. 

“When I smelled the blood, I knew it was yours. Of course I did; even over the stench of a thousand Strangers ripped to bloody pieces, I’d have known your fear. I could feel it from outside the damn building, I could feel it while I was making Nico suffer, and I could feel it while I was fighting those monsters and while Jason sent the Bats down ahead of us. But I don’t think anything could have prepared me to step into that hallway and hear you begging not to be hurt.” Her voice cracked. She cleared her throat. “Worse than that, begging for Tim not to be hurt,” she corrected. “Saying you’d do anything, anything to protect the kid, and he is just a kid, isn’t he?” Her voice was wet. “He was just a kid, and I was so wrapped up in you— in finding you, in what state you would be in— that I forgot you weren’t the only one I should have been worried about. All I could see was Batman, standing over you, a threat. You were afraid, he was making you afraid, he had hurt you and I couldn’t let him, not again. I wasn’t there for you, before, when he took you right off the street and brought you to the Batcave and muzzled you and hurt you, but there in that cell where everything smelled like blood and rot and fear I could protect you.”

Her breathing was fast and hard. She sniffed. “I needed to protect you because I was so, so afraid that you’d never trust me again, after this; that you’d never trust anyone. I was terrified that something had broken, in that place, that your humanity had been drained out of you with all that blood, and I didn’t know what I would do if you weren’t the same person I had come there to save; if you weren’t the same person who had gone into the Buried and pulled me out. I was afraid that I’d been too late,” she spoke like she was in a trance; the words pulled out, not forcefully, but carefully; gently; teased out with the care of someone who treasured every terrified syllable. Daisy was very, very afraid.

“You’d been whipped; recently, it looked like. Very recently. And the way the blood pooled on the floor, the way it clung to your bodies, and the cuts across your throat that hadn’t quite healed all the way— they’re gone now,” she told him, “just more scars, but I will never forget the moment I realized they’d tried to bleed you out like an animal. And your hand, Jon,” her voice cracked. “It was practically crushed. Did you force it through your cuffs? Did they make you? It hasn’t… oh.” She paused. “It has. It’s healed now, mostly.”

She took a deep breath, seeming to relax slightly, although her voice never lost that wavering edge to it. “Jason called me off from threatening Batman, and the moment that you looked at me, I knew that I wasn’t too late. You trusted us.” The words were thick with emotion. “After everything we did, all the ways we failed you— after you tried to call us and we ignored you and after we drove right past you— you trusted us. You even trusted us with Tim,” Daisy laughed; a sort of disbelieving sound. “You wouldn’t let his own people near him, but the second you realized we were there you were pushing him into Jason’s arms, telling us to protect him like there was no safer place for him than with us. The last time we saw him I threw him off a building,” she informed him with a huff. “I didn’t get why he trusted us, after all that, but it’s good that he did. You couldn’t have carried him— you were unconscious almost as soon as we got out of the cell— and Dick wasn’t doing so well either. He collapsed once on the way out; I thought maybe he’d been hurt in the fight and we hadn’t realized, but he seemed to feel better once we got upstairs, so…”

“I just don’t like being underground,” Dick offered. “I, uh, I passed out on the way into the Batcave.” Flick. Shhkt. Click.

“Freaked us all right the hell out, is what he did,” Daisy said. “He was fine on the drive back— Alfred picked us up while Batman was off tracking down Joker. Wish he’d just killed the bastard,” she growled, “but whatever. Don’t know how he did it, but Joker’s in Arkham now, anyway, and they’re working on better security measures to account for his new brand of insanity.”  

She sighed. “I just hope it’ll be enough. We killed all the monsters we saw, but what if we missed some? There could be more, out there in the city, and Joker might be the only one who can make more of them, but one of his goons killed Julian’s friend; if there are more, we might not know until they start hurting people.”

There was a long pause. “I guess that’s all. Statement ends. I wish you’d wake up, Jon— everyone back at the base is really worried about you, but we didn’t think separating you from Tim would be a good idea, so I’ve been down here all day.” She sighed. “And the Bats aren’t keen on leaving me alone with Tim for long, so the medical bay’s been pretty crowded.”

“You said I could stay,” Dick defended with a gasp of mock-offense. 

“You’re fine,” Daisy told him. “Bruce is a brooding asshole, but it’s not the worst. And Alfred made me lunch,” she added, “so at least there’s that.” 

“Aw, I missed lunch?” Said a new, raspy voice, and both Daisy and Dick startled. 

“Tim!” Dick’s chair scraped against the floor as he stood, his footsteps carrying him a few feet away from Jon and the tape recorder. “How long have you been awake?”

The kid hesitated to answer. “Uh. A few minutes? I heard the end of Daisy’s Statement.” 

“Ah.” The wince was audible in Daisy’s voice. “Sorry. That must have been upsetting to listen to.”

Tim hummed noncommittally. “I was actually thinking I should, uh, make my own? If it’ll help him wake up…”

Dick rushed to dissuade him. “No, Tim, don’t— giving the Archivist a Statement means having pretty bad nightmares about it. If you can avoid that, you should.”

Tim huffed a short, shallow laugh. “Bit late for that,” he said. 

“Shit,” Daisy sighed. “Should have seen that coming, I guess.” 

Tim hummed an affirmative. “It wasn’t his fault,” he clarified. “He didn’t want to, they— they made him. After they, uh, with the—“ he paused, his breathing a little bit faster than it had been. “They put makeup on me,” he whispered, “but it didn’t work. And they made him take a Statement about it, because they thought it would, I don’t know, help it stick? But it— it didn’t, it just—“

“You don’t have to talk about it,” Dick said softly.

“No, it’s fine,” Tim insisted. “It’s just, we kept each other alive in there, you know? I couldn’t do much,” the words were bitter, “but I could give him my fear. And he saved me.” 

Fabric shifted. “You said you didn’t know why I trusted you and Jason?” Tim’s words were directed at Daisy. “There were two things in there that kept me alive— that kept me me. One of those things was Robin. And Jason— Jason was Robin. Jason was my Robin, and that mask kept the Stranger off, and I can’t say I was thinking clearly but in the moment I guess I just couldn’t imagine him hurting me. The other thing was Jon. Jon protected me, and I trust him, and he trusts you, so,” fabric shifted as Tim shrugged. “So that’s all there is to it.” 

“I threw you off a roof,” Daisy reminded him. 

“We kidnapped Jon,” Tim responded, voice flat. “And Batman caught me, anyway. I was fine.” 

There was a pause where none said anything. And then Tim sighed shallowly. 

“Might not be any point in me giving another Statement,” Tim reflected. “He was staring at me the whole time, keeping the Stranger out. I'd be surprised if he didn’t already know exactly how afraid I was.”

Dick made a quiet sound of distress. “Tim…” he started, then he seemed to change track. “How are you feeling?” 

The fabric covering Tim shifted. “Like shit? Broken ribs suck, I’ve probably got a concussion, and I kind of want to sleep for a week.” He paused. “But I'm alive, so I can’t complain.” 

“I’m sorry,” Dick said, “I’m so sorry that it took so long to find you.” 

“Don’t do that,” Tim said, quietly but firmly. “You came, and that’s what matters. It was bad,” he blew out a breath, “it was, uh, really bad, but I’ll be okay.”

“You don’t have to be,” Dick answered. “You don’t have to be okay, Tim.”

Tim snorted. “Yes I do,” he argued. “And I am. Or I will be, once it doesn’t hurt so much to breathe.” 

“Do you need more pain meds?” Dick asked; fretted, really. “Alfred’s been monitoring it but he didn’t want to give you too much in case—“

“I’m fine, Dick,” Tim sighed. “I just want Jon to wake up.”

Silence hung in the air again for a long moment; and then, with a heavy sigh, Daisy turned off the tape recorder.

 

 

The tape recorder clicked back on almost immediately.

“What the hell is going on?” Martin demanded. He sounded afraid. “Daisy, what happened to Jon?”

The tape clicked off.

 

 

The tape clicked on. 

“What the hell was that—?”

Dick was interrupted by Daisy. 

“Martin? You’re listening?” Her voice was shocked, tinged with something like awe. 

“You can hear us,” she realized. “And you can respond, this is— Jon’s going to be so happy. When did you figure it out?”

The tape clicked off. 

 

 

Click.

“About two days ago. Last I heard he’d been kidnapped by Batman, I tried to tell you with the other tapes but… well, I suppose it didn’t work, did it?” He paused a moment. 

“And then he got kidnapped by someone else, right? And so did Tim— Robin— so you’ve, ah, teamed up? Is that right?”

Click.

 

 

Click

Dick was yelling. “—the hell that is and he knows our identities—!?”

“He’s from our world, it's not like he can do anything with them—“

“That doesn’t matter! How many people know? How many people—?“

“Would you shut up and listen for two seconds—?!”

“Is that Martin?” Tim asked.

“Yes, it is, he’s— hold on, Martin, just give us a moment.”

Click.

 

 

Click.

“Is everything alright? I didn’t realize that you guys didn’t know. I thought the tape was for me. I’m sorry.”

Click.

 

 

 

Click.

“Daisy? If now isn’t a good time, I can try again later. Or I could try to find Basira. She’s still in town after, uh, after the last time.”

Click.

 

 

Click.

“Hi, Martin,” Tim greeted, his voice very near the tape.

“Turn that off!” Dick yelled. 

“Nah,” fabric shifted loudly; Tim’s voice dropped to something conspiratorial. “They’re arguing, but I took the tape recorder off the table. It’s cool to hear your voice, Jon told me about you.”  

There were footsteps coming closer. Daisy growled from partway across the room. “Don’t you dare—“

“Give me that,” Dick demanded.

“No!” Tim protested, and from the sound of fabric brushing against a microphone and the way their voices all became muffled, it seemed he had shoved the entire tape recorder under his blankets. 

“Tim, I’m serious, this isn’t a game!”

“I want to talk to him!”

“You don’t know him!” Dick tried. “It’s dangerous!”

Tim was not impressed. “He’s Jon’s friend and he deserves to know what’s going on.”

“Just give me the tape recorder,” Dick repeated.

“No thanks.”

Another footstep, shifting fabric, and then there was a growl and a snarl and then the thwack of one body hitting another and both tumbling to the floor as Dick yelped in surprise. 

Fabric rustled again, and when Tim returned his voice was clear as he spoke over the sounds of a scuffle. It seemed that he’d ducked his head under the blanket. 

“Sorry about them,” he said. “Anyway, Jon told me you make the best tea, but that can’t be true because Alfred makes the best tea. I propose a duel. What do you think?” 

Click. 

 

 

Click.

“Are they fighting? Are they okay? Shouldn't you stop them?”

Click.

 

 

Click. 

“Nah, I’m pretty sure it’s fine. Like… 83% sure.”

Fabric rustled again as Tim, presumably, checked on the other two. 

He returned beneath the blankets. “Yeah, it’s fine, she doesn’t even have her claws out. Do you agree to the duel? You will lose.”

Click.

 

 

Click. 

“Claws—? Tim, I don’t think you should be so calm about this!”

Click.

 

 

Click.

“Honestly, man, I’m on like… so many painkillers right now. I think as long as they aren’t actually hurting each other it’s probably fine.”

He paused, perhaps in thought, and then there was another sound echoing through the cave— the engine of a car, distant but unmistakable. the blanket rustled again.

“What’s that?” Tim asked, his voice muffled like the others.

Daisy growled again; this time, it tapered off and trilled up into a rather pleased sound. “Jason,” she said. 

“Jason!” Dick called. “Help!” 

Daisy hissed. “Quiet.” 

A door slammed and rapid footsteps approached, and a moment later Jason’s voice joined the group. “Daisy, what the fuck are you doing?” 

“He tried to take the tape recorder from Tim. I stopped him.”

Jason was not pleased. “By pinning him to the floor? Get up.” 

She huffed. “We were just playing…”

“He’s terrified!”

She seemed to consider this. “Hm. Yes, he would be,” she decided, and then sighed. “Fine, fine.”

She got up and moved to stand near Tim; fabric shifted over the mic again as the kid pulled the tape recorder back out from under the blankets. Dick got up and took a step after Daisy, but then stopped and backed up toward Jason. He seemed to be about to say something, but then his inhale turned to a gasp of surprise and then—

“Is that a kitten?”

“Oh, right.” Jason walked further into the room, and a zipper unzipped, and a moment later an insistent mrow! rang out into the space. 

“Oh my god,” Tim whispered. “She is bald.”

“You’ve heard of this lovely lady, then?”

“Yeah.” There was a smile in Tim’s voice. “And guess who’s listening to this tape right now?”

Jason paused. “Martin?” 

Click.

 

 

Click.

“Jason! Is everything, uh, alright? Over there?”

Click.

 

 

Click.

Jason’s voice was closer than it had been. “Is now. Dickie’s not hurt, if that’s what you’re worried about. Daisy’s just territorial about Jon’s shit, apparently.”

“He means the tape recorder,” Tim supplied. “Can I have the kitten?” 

“No,” Jason said. “She’s Jon’s. She’s here for him.”

“Aww…”

There were more footsteps as Jason walked toward Jon’s bed, accompanied by the concerned-excited-relieved mrrps of the small kitten.

“Mrrr!” 

“Yeah yeah, here you are, one Miss Blackwood…”

Tim gave a startled laugh and then promptly hissed quietly in pain. 

“What was that? Dick cut in, confused. “Jason? Why’d you wink?”

Tim giggled. “It’s a secret.”

The kitten purred. 

Jason scoffed. “Hardly. He’s just an idiot who named a kitten after his—“

Click.

 

 

Click.

“After his what? Did Jon name the kitten after me?”

Click.

 

 

 

Click.

“Jason? Daisy? What’s going on?”

Click.

 

 

“I just don’t like—“

“Yeah, it’s all good, Martin,” Tim interrupted Dick. “Jason and Daisy are just explaining the tape thing.”

“—did you even find these people—?”

“Watched us fight off a mugger on our first night here,” Daisy explained. 

“Thought they might be useful,” Jason added. “I was right.” 

“So anyway,” Tim said to the tape, “is it true you let a dog into the archives on your first day?”

 Click.

 

 

Click.

“Jon, ah, Jon told you about that?” Martin laughed nervously. Had he brought his hand up to the back of his neck, like he always used to? “Yeah, it is, but it was all a misunderstanding, really, I didn’t— it was an accident.” Anyone listening could hear the cringe. “What else did Jon say about me?” 

Click.

 

 

Click.

“Oh, lots of stuff,” Tim said, a grin audible in his voice, even over the others arguing in the background. “He wouldn’t shut up about you. I’ve passed out at work before, but I can’t imagine living there. You’re lucky you make good tea. What kind does Jon like, anyway?”

Click.

 

 

Click.

“How old are you?” Martin asked, completely ignoring Tim’s question. “What are you doing passing out at work?”

Click.

 

 

Click.

“I’m old enough,” Tim scoffed.

“No you’re not!” Dick called from across the room. “You should definitely not be passing out at work. I’ll be talking to Bruce about that.”

“Aw, come on! It’s not like it happens all the time!” 

“Shouldn’t be happening at all,” Dick countered. 

“Whatever,” Tim muttered. “I’d sleep at school, but they don’t let me. If it weren’t for my friends I’d have stopped going ages ago. Anyway, sleep and I may not be on the best of terms, but at least I’m not a complete disaster at flirting, Mr. Low-fi charm.” 

Click.  

 

 

Click.

“I wasn’t— I don’t flirt with Jon! And how on earth did he find the time to tell you all of this?”

Click.

 

 

Click.

“A lot of being kidnapped is just waiting. It’s kind of awful, actually, and I couldn’t even talk, so, um. Jon filled the silence, I guess.”

“You couldn’t talk?” Dick dipped back into their conversation. “Why would they gag you but not Jon?” 

Tim shifted. “Uh. Wasn’t a gag, it, um. The collar?” 

“The collar,” Dick repeated, flatly.

Jason’s voice was tense when he put the pieces together. “It shocked you when you spoke, didn’t it?”

Tim made a miserable sort of sound. (How dare they. How dare they—)

“It— uh.” He cleared his throat. “Yeah.” His voice was so quiet. “And Jon’s, um, it— it went off if he tried to, to, uh, Ask anything, but they liked hearing him— um…” Tim went silent.

“Shit,” Jason sighed. He walked closer. “Tim, can you stop biting your lip for me?” 

A beat passed. “Good. I’m sorry we asked.”

“Sorry, Tim,” Dick echoed. “You don’t have to talk about it.”

“What else did Jon tell you about?” Daisy asked.  

Tim didn’t answer for a long time. When he did, his voice was quiet and hesitant, like he was carefully measuring out each word. “He said he was in a coma.”

“That was after the last time we fought the Stranger,” Daisy supplied. “Stopping their ritual. The Unknowing.”

Tim hummed in acknowledgement. “Martin,” he addressed the tape recorder, “he said that after he woke up, you wouldn’t talk to him. He didn’t say why, but, um.” Tim flailed for words for a moment. “He seemed really sad. He said he missed you.”

Click.

 

 

Click.

Martin’s voice was thick. “He said that?” A pause. Martin sighed. “Of course he did.” He sounded unbearably fond. “He’s a sap, really. He knows why I couldn’t talk to him— shouldn’t be talking to any of you, actually— but it's…” he trailed off for a moment, perhaps in thought. “I’m sorry anyways. For what it’s worth, I miss him too.”

Martin missed Jon. Martin wanted to talk to Jon. 

“Did he tell you about that time he asked me if I was a ghost?” 

Click.

 

 

Click.

“No,” the shakiness in Tim’s voice had thankfully subsided. “He didn’t. What happened?”

“Wait, Tim,” Jason interrupted, presumably stopping Tim from turning off the tape recorder. “I think he’s waking up.”

Daisy made a sort of low chuffing sound. “Jon?” She said, tone shifting into something hopeful. 

“Hold on, Martin, we’ll be right back,” Tim said. 

Click.

 

Notes:

This chapter was really interesting to write because it’s all dialogue and all through the tapes. There is a narrative reason for this! Next time we’re back to regular povs lol.

Thank you Lira and my mom for your help :)

Next time: Jon wakes up.

Chapter 41: Purring

Summary:

Where’d you get that lighter, Dick?
In which conversations are had and things are mostly good.

Notes:

Chapter contains Web + minor Beholding and Hunt content; minor panic & flashbacks; discussion of Annabelle and Elias; aftermath of Jon & Tim’s Kidnapping Experience, non-descriptive medical care, side effects of morphine.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jon woke to the familiar feeling of the Officer purring on his chest, her head tucked under his chin and her nose buried in his neck. He brought a hand up absently to pet her. The purring intensified, and for a moment he didn’t remember the events of the last few days; for a moment, Jon was simply waking up to a snuggly, probably hungry kitten, tucked into his bed and enjoying the last dregs of a rare, peaceful night of sleep. 

And then he shifted, felt the pillows under his head and the firmness of the mattress, and realized that this wasn’t his bed at all. 

Jon blinked open his eyes and stared up at the ceiling of the Batcave.

The events of the last few days hit him like someone had thrown a bucket of cold water over his head; awareness flooded through him far too fast, his whole body going tense, and it was only the kitten on his chest that stopped him from rushing to sit up. One hand stayed on the Officer as she started purring harder, the other went up to his neck— no collar, no collar— and his face— no mask—

He wasn’t bound or restrained in any way as far as he could tell, unless he counted the kitten effectively pinning him down, but it took his body a long moment to get the memo; his heart pounding and his instincts screaming danger! as he stared up at the roof of the medical bay, the previous day’s events playing out in disjointed flashes in his mind. The Joker, and all his goons— Candy, Vincent, Nico. The helplessness and the fear and the pain, the crowbar hitting his shin with a horrible crack and his lungs filling with blood and hands on him touching him— get off get off get off— and a hand in his hair while a knife slashed his throat open over and over and over and— 

And Tim.

Where was Tim? 

He cupped a hand around the Officer and tried to sit up, only for a hand on his shoulder to gently push him back.

“Jon, hey,” Jason said— Jason, what was Jason doing in the Batcave? “—go slow, take it easy,” he was saying, and there was Daisy, on his other side, both of them right there and watching him with unmasked care in their eyes and Jon stared back, his heart still pounding as he tried to make sense of it all. 

“You— you’re both—?” He swallowed. “You’re here,” he settled on, voice wobblier than he expected it to be, emotions threatening to overwhelm him.

Daisy sighed. “Yeah, Jon, we’re here. We got you. You’re safe.” 

Safe. It was almost a foreign concept. 

“And— and Tim?” He asked, “is he— where is he?” 

“I’m here.”

Jon’s head snapped to the side— there, past Daisy, Tim was sitting halfway up in a bed much like Jon’s. He looked so small, in that bed, propped up by pillows, looking back at Jon with a nervous, almost shy expression, like he wasn’t sure of what to say or how to act; this wasn’t Robin, Jon realized. For the first time since they’d been taken, he had no mask on, and he was just Tim.

He was so young. 

He was young, and he was hiding it well, but he was scared.

With one hand still on the Officer, Jon lurched forward, shoving Jason’s hand off his shoulder in the process; he pushed himself to sitting up and attempted to pull his legs out from under his blankets— Tim, he had to get to Tim— only for a wave of dizziness to hit him; he almost fell off the bed, tightening his grip on the Officer just in time as he tipped sideways. Daisy caught him, of course she caught him, setting him back down on the pillows as the kitten chirped in concern and dug her tiny little claws into his shirt— he was wearing a soft, pale hospital gown, and he’d feel awkward about someone else changing his clothes if he wasn’t so desperate to get out of this bed.

“Tim,” he repeated, staring past Daisy at the kid whose eyes had widened into worried-scared-hurt, who looked so painfully vulnerable without his mask and his suit, wires on his skin and tubes snaking into his arms, only a hospital gown and a single blanket to protect him. His heart beat faster and harder at the sight, and Jon may have been panicking, but only because Tim needed him and he couldn’t even sit up.

Jon wasn’t sure what sound he made, then— he didn’t recognize it as one he had made before— but he knew exactly what it meant. It was a quiet, high-pitched whine, fearful and lonely and lost; it meant where are you? And where am I? And come-here-come-find-me.

It meant please.

Tim scrambled to get out of his own bed, ripping a small vitals monitor off his finger as he reached to tear the IV line out of his arm— but before he could get a grip on it, Dick was there to stop him. He took hold of Tim’s wrist— gently, but Jon’s heart still jumped into his throat at the sight— and Tim froze, turning only his head to stare at Dick imploringly.

“No— let go, I have to— to— he’s scared, I have to—”

“He’s got his friends with him, and you’re already hurt,” Dick said. 

Jon barely heard him, too busy trying to push himself back upright while Daisy held him down. She was gentle, so gentle, all her focus on him as she brushed his hair from his face and made what he was sure were supposed to be sounds of comfort, but all he could think about was the kid, his kid, his— 

He looked away from Tim just long enough to meet Daisy’s eyes and whine again.

“Please,” he said. 

Daisy went still for a moment, then glanced quickly at Jason; he nodded once, and she turned and stalked the two short steps to Tim’s bed.

Jon tried to follow. Jason kept him in place with a careful hand. “Trust her,” he murmured.

Dick and Tim both looked up at the Hunter’s approach. 

“Daisy, what are you—? Hey!” Dick protested as she carefully and efficiently disconnected Tim’s IV line without removing the cannula and slid an arm under his back. Dick reached out towards her— to do what, Jon couldn’t have said— and Daisy hissed at him. 

He took a full step back, eyeing her warily as Daisy threw off Tim’s blankets and picked him up like he weighed nothing at all before turning and bringing him to Jon.

Jon stopped struggling to get up. He felt something tight in his chest ease even before she’d gotten to him; once she’d set Tim down on the edge of Jon’s bed and Jon could reach up and put his hand on the side of the kid’s face, reach higher to brush over his forehead and push his hair back, he felt that something crack. 

“You’re okay?” he whispered. 

Tim nodded. “Yeah.” He fiddled with something in his lap. A tape recorder. Jon didn’t know where he’d gotten that, but it seemed right that he should have it. “I’m alright.”

Jon nodded, willing his eyes to stop burning, willing his throat to stop feeling so tight. “I’m glad, Tim.

He noticed that Tim sat with a slight hunch, and Jon frowned. “You’re still hurt, though.”

“His ribs,” Dick chimed in from across the room. He sounded nervous. “He should be laying down.”

In response, Jon shoved the blanket out of the way and scooted over to the side to make more room; then Jason helped rearrange his pillows so that they could both lay partially sitting up, and Jon let himself fall back and lifted his arm to create a clear space for Tim to tuck himself into his side, Daisy and Jason standing over the both of them, protecting them. 

For the first time since he woke up— for the first time since he’d been taken by the Bats— Jon felt like he could relax. Not all the way, of course; he was still keenly aware that he was in the Batcave, but he had Tim tucked in safely beside him, the kid reaching a hand over for the Officer to sniff where she was perched on top of him, and he had the two people he trusted the most in this world with him keeping watch. He was as safe as he could be, and slowly but surely his heart rate and his breathing returned to normal as his panic receded. 

The Officer butted her head against Tim’s hand. Jon ran his fingers absently through the kid’s hair. He wanted so badly to pull him in tighter and hug him properly, but he didn’t want to risk worsening any of his injuries. He settled for ducking his head down to press his face into his hair, breathing as deeply as he could. The blood had all been painstakingly washed away, and the smell of it was almost gone— but not completely. He’d been quite thoroughly soaked in it, after all, and Jon found he was pleased to discover that there was still a slight undercurrent of iron beneath the simple scent of whatever soap they’d washed his hair with. 

Mine, he remembered thinking, while he washed the Stranger off of Tim. Had that thought truly belonged to him? Did it matter, if it was true? 

They were in the Batcave, but Dick was the only Bat present. Where was Batman? Alfred? 

Where was Cass?

“Cass,” he said. “Is she okay?”

Dick exchanged a look with Daisy and Jason that made Jon’s stomach drop, and for a moment he wondered if the strange dream he’d shared with Barbara had been real— he’d been so sure, known in his bones that she was there, but maybe he’d been wrong. Or maybe something else had happened since then; maybe Cass had fallen back into the Dark while he’d been asleep and she was gone again and he’d failed her—

“She’s alright,” Daisy assured him, having apparently noticed his distress. “She was actually on comms with us after the rescue. She wanted to be here, It’s just, well, she can’t really be away from Babs.”

“Why not?” Tim asked.

“The Dark really freaked her out,” Daisy’s mouth twisted downward. “Can’t blame her, she was lost in it for hours. But as long as she’s in sight of Barbara, she’s fine.”

She’s alright.  

Jon took another breath, and the emotion threatening to overwhelm him was relief.

He held Tim a little tighter. 

“I’m okay,” Tim said, reaching up to pat Jon on the arm. “Really, I am. I’ve been hurt worse before.” 

Jon frowned.

Leaning faux-casually against the wall near the doorway, Dick made a sound of disagreement. “Debatable,” he said. 

Tim shrugged, watching the Officer nibble on his fingers. “All four limbs in working order, and most of my blood inside my body. Broken ribs suck, but the Robin suit protected me from a lot of what got past Jon, and—”

“Not that.” Dick cut him off. “We’re still waiting on the detailed report, but from what we’ve seen so far, your bloodwork is concerning. And yours,” he pivoted slightly and pointed at Jon, “yours they didn’t actually get to run. You know why?”

Jon shook his head. “No.”

Dick brought a hand up to pinch the bridge of his nose. “Apparently, your blood broke their imaging equipment, and the technician who was supposed to do the analysis manually said it was looking back, then destroyed the samples in a fit of paranoia. As of this morning, they’re on mental health leave.”

“Ah,” Jon said intelligently. “Sorry?”

“Who did you have running our blood?” Tim asked, something nervous spiking in his voice.

Jason sighed. “Leslie. She’s the only one we all trusted.”

“Like hell I was letting the Bats keep Jon’s blood,” Daisy growled. Jon looked up at her, a surge of affection making his chest tighten again and putting a tentative smile on his face. He blinked slowly, trying not to let the tears form. She blinked back.

Dick shifted uncomfortably. “I should reattach Tim’s vitals,” he said, “and his IV, if he’s going to stay over there.”

Daisy turned abruptly towards him and growled. “No. I’ll do it.”

“Why are you being so irrational? I’m not going to hurt Jon!” He said, clearly exasperated. 

She softened slightly. “I know,” she acknowledged. “But he doesn’t need any more people in his space. I can do it.”

 Tim was shaking again. Tim was afraid again. Jon curled his arm around him a little bit more and tried to hum comfortingly. “You’re safe,” he murmured. 

Tim shifted to press himself harder into his side. “I don’t— I don’t want…” 

Jon frowned as Daisy approached with the wheeled pole, from which dangled Tim’s abandoned IV line. “I would like to know what it is that he’s being given,” he demanded. 

Dick answered. “Fluids and pain medication. Standard stuff, Alfred and Leslie have been monitoring the dosage. It’s perfectly safe.”

Tim twisted to half-hide his face against Jon. “I don’t need it,” he said.  

Jason rolled his eyes. “You want to deal with three cracked ribs and electrical burns without meds? You’re getting the good stuff, kid.” 

Tim swallowed. “I— I know. But I— I just,” his next breath was shaky; his next words nearly a whisper. “I don’t feel like myself.” 

Jon went very, very still, the whole room seeming to hold its breath for a moment as Tim curled further into Jon, hiding his face in his shoulder. “I can’t think right,” he elaborated, “everything’s so— so far away, and I’m— what if—“ he cut himself off with a small strangled whine, and Jon twisted onto his side, curling himself around Tim while the Officer slipped in between them with a small squeak.

“No medication,” Jon said.

Dick’s face was grief-stricken. “That’s— okay, yeah,” he agreed. “I’m— shit. I’m sorry, Tim, we didn’t think of that.”

Tim nodded into Jon’s shoulder. “‘S okay,” he mumbled. “Tried t’ help.” 

Jason sighed. “You forgive too easy.” 

Daisy hummed and leaned down to brush Tim’s hair back out of his face. He tensed up for a moment, then turned his head to peek up at her. 

She made an effort to soften her expression, blinking once, slow and sleepy. Tim relaxed again, and she pulled one of his hands free from between him and Jon to clip the little plastic monitor back on his finger before carefully putting it back, then gently ran her fingers down the Officer’s spine as her breaths shifted into a deep, comforting rumble from somewhere in her chest. 

Oh. She was purring, matching the Officer as the kitten pushed her face into Daisy’s hand. Jon smiled. Jason huffed a quiet laugh and rolled his eyes again. Dick watched the exchange with clear apprehension, his eyes flicking between all of them like he wasn’t sure who to look at. 

“We can talk to Alfred about pain management,” Dick said. “And Leslie, she’s supposed to be by to check on you in a couple of hours, but we’ll probably call her in sooner now that you’re awake.”

Tim nodded in acknowledgment as Jon uncurled slightly; and then the tape, which had been left discarded near the end of the bed, clicked on.

“Is, um, is everything alright? Tim?”

Martin.

Jon’s eyes went wide, and he reached out toward the tape, but his other arm was pinned under Tim— he couldn’t get to it without disentangling himself from the kid. He looked up at Daisy. 

She let out a small oh and then reached down to the foot of the bed and handed Jon the tape recorder.

“Is Jon awake?” Martin asked. “Just— just let me know what’s going on.” 

The tape clicked off. Jon stared down at it for a long moment, the room completely silent, everyone waiting for him to make the next move.

He pressed record.

“Martin,” he breathed. “Martin, yes, I’m awake, I’m—“

Tim snickered. 

“What?” Jon asked defensively. 

“Mah-tin,” Tim mocked, his frankly horrible imitation of Jon’s accent made even worse— and yet incredibly endearing— by the hint of laughter in his voice. 

Daisy barked a laugh of her own. “Kid’s got you there, Jon.” 

“What— I don’t—“ Jon sputtered. “His accent wasn’t even that good!”

Tim grinned. “If it helps, I can do a better one,” he said, and for a moment Jon short-circuited because he said the words in an absolutely perfect upper-class London accent. He sounded like a particularly insufferable high schooler. 

Daisy grinned, too. Tim reached over and pulled the tape recorder closer to himself, and then, still with that clearly practiced accent, he addressed the man on the other side. “Hello Martin, we’re all alright over here. Jon dared to doubt me, but as you can see I’ve set him straight.”

“Where’d you even learn to do that?” Jon exclaimed. 

Tim stretched out faux-casually, trying to hide the slight wince as he moved to lay on his back again— like he should have been doing this whole time, probably— with a hand up behind his head. “I’ve done my share of undercover work,” he explained, still not dropping the accent, “there are a lot of skills involved in what we do, Jon. It’s not entirely combat and tactics.”

Jason reached over Jon and ruffled Tim’s hair. “Brat,” he chuckled.

Tim giggled, and Jon felt that small trace of shocked outrage drain right out of him, replaced by a sort of grateful, possessive affection; a warm feeling in his chest, intensified by the purring of his kitten nestled against him. After everything, he could hardly believe he got to have this. He got to have Tim, and the Officer, and Jason and Daisy and Martin, they were there and they were his and they were safe.

Right? 

“Martin,” Jon turned his attention to the tape. “Are you, ah, somewhere private right now? Somewhere safe?” 

He turned the tape off. 

It clicked back on. 

“I’m in the tunnels, yeah. It’s really good to hear your voice, Jon.” The emotion was clear to hear in his voice; thick with relief and fondness even through the tape. “Is that, uh— was that you, purring?” 

Jon frowned.

The tape clicked off.

Jon pressed record.

“No, Martin, that’s the kitten— her name is—“

“Yes,” Tim cut him off. “He is totally purring, it’s awesome.”

Jon looked down, briefly offended before he realized that the Officer had nestled herself against Tim, sitting in the junction of his neck and shoulder beside his head, propped up by pillows. Which meant she wasn’t pressed up against his chest. Which meant the vibrations he felt were coming from him.

He felt his face flush as the purring shifted to a higher pitch. “Ah.” 

Tim patted him comfortingly on the shoulder. “Don’t worry. It’s actually really nice, I like it.” And then to the tape, he said, “Daisy does it too. Is that not an Avatar thing?” 

Jon looked to Daisy, betrayed. “Have I been doing that this whole time?”

She shrugged. “You were doing it when we found you. Can’t say I remember you doing it before, though.”

Jon let his head fall back with a groan. “I can’t believe this.”

Tim picked up the tape recorder. “Do Avatars over there purr?” He asked, and then clicked off the tape and put it back down. 

It turned back on almost immediately. “Not that I’ve ever heard, but I can’t say that I’ve met all that many of them. And speaking of Avatars— Jon, do you need any more, ah, Statements? I heard Daisy and Dick give theirs, earlier, but—“

On the other side of the room, Dick frowned.

“—I thought maybe I could dig one up, if you need it? After what you’ve been through. Which I still don’t really know! But…” he sighed. “If I can help, I want to.”

The tape clicked off. 

Jon turned it back on. 

“I think I’m alright, actually. I don’t…” he frowned. “I don’t remember— oh.”

Suddenly, he did remember. He remembered Dick’s second Statement, the way Daisy and Jason had chased him through his own home and tore gouges into his back and—

Jon looked up at the two of them. “Did you guys break into Wayne manor? Really?” 

They exchanged uneasy glances. “Yeah,” Jason acknowledged.

“We actually just missed you,” Daisy explained, her voice grim. “We were driving over the bridge when you tried to call us.”

“We were so focused on getting to you that we drove right fucking past you.” Jason scoffed. “Stupid.”

Tim blinked, staring up at them in consternation. “Were you the car that almost hit me?”

“That was you?” Jason’s eyes widened. “What were you doing on a bicycle?”

“Trying to find Jon!” Tim defended. “And I did. Thanks to you and your insane driving, actually. Had to bail off my bike, or else I wouldn’t have seen him.”

 Jon felt a curl of unease in his gut. “I compelled you,” he remembered, “trying to buy time, but that was what let them take us in the first place. If I hadn’t done that,” he swallowed. “It was my fault,” he admitted. “Tim just wanted to talk to me, and I—“

“Don’t do that,” Tim glared up at him. “It was not your fault.”

 “But I didn’t even wait to let you say a single thing before—!”

“No,” Daisy cut in, “and, Jon, don’t you think it’s a little bit suspicious?”

The unease curled tighter. “Suspicious how?”

She narrowed her eyes. “We just happened to be so focused on finding you that we ignored your calls. We just happened to cross the bridge at the right time to miss you and almost hit Tim, which was what caused him to find you, which was what caused you to compel him and for both of you and Cass to be kidnapped— what are the odds?” 

“And if we’re on crazy coincidences,” Tim added, “you compelled me into telling you about Homestuck on April 13th.”

“Seriously?” Jason raised an eyebrow. 

“What does that have to do with the date?” Daisy asked.

“April 13th, it’s like— the day, the day everything happens in it.”

“It was a Friday, too,” Dick chimed in. “Friday the 13th. That’s kind of spooky— and it was right after midnight that I found that book, and that the Joker found his.” 

Jon didn’t like this. Not one bit. 

“And we were rescued just before midnight, too,” Tim frowned. “End of the day. Harley actually said we just had to stay alive until midnight, didn’t she?”

… because Annabelle had told her so. Annabelle, who was a Spider, Annabelle, who had helped them, apparently.

This was far too many coincidences. 

“This whole thing smells like the Web,” Daisy growled. 

There was something else. Something else they were missing.

“Martin, that woman who wanted to meet with Basira— what did you say her name was?” 

He clicked off the tape. 

It clicked back on.

“Uh, Annabelle. Why?”

Tim sucked in a breath. “Oh.”

Jon tried to control his breathing. The tape clicked off; he turned it back on. 

“She’s Web,” he explained, “and she— she was here. I don’t know how, but she spoke to the Joker and to Harley Quinn.” 

“I don’t remember Harley being there,” Jason pointed out.

“I didn’t see her either,” Dick pushed off the wall and stepped closer.

“She left,” Tim explained. “I think… well,” he shrugged. “Guess this was kind of a last straw for her.”

“About time.” Jason scoffed and rolled his eyes; the movement injected with a sort of forced nonchalance.

Jon’s head was spinning. He needed to focus. “Martin,” he addressed the tape, “Annabelle. The name was familiar the first time you told it to me, but I can’t remember why.”

“From a Statement?” Daisy asked. 

Jon pinched the bridge of his nose. “Maybe? It must be.” He tried to remember, tried to Know, and all he got for it was a headache blooming to life behind his eyes. “I don’t…”

He trailed off to the sound of someone fidgeting with something metallic— something familiar.  

Flick. Shhkt. Click.

He looked up to find Dick standing at the foot of his bed, playing with a lighter. 

Playing with his lighter, distinctive spiderweb pattern glaringly obvious in the bright lights of the medical bay.

“Hey, where’d you get that?” 

“Huh?” Dick glanced down at the lighter in his hands, seeming to not have realized what he was doing. “Oh,” he said, “Babs gave it to me.” 

He paused, then, frowning. “Well, actually, I just asked to look at it. I guess I pocketed it by accident.” He shrugged. “It’s just, uh, grounding? Satisfying to mess with, you know. It’s a good lighter.” 

“It’s mine,” Jon told him. “I lent it to Cass just before we were kidnapped.” 

“Oh. Sorry, man,” Dick smiled sheepishly. “Didn’t mean anything by it.”

Tim hummed. “Did you have it when we took you? We didn’t find it on you…”

Jon thought back to his initial kidnapping by the Bats, and their brief search for trackers or weapons. By all rights, they should have found the lighter in his pocket, but they’d missed it. 

Why had they missed it?

“It’s got a cool pattern on it,” Tim tilted his head. “Can I see?”

Dick looked unsure. “It’s, I mean— I’m using it.” The excuse sounded weak, like he wasn’t sure why he was making it, and Jon’s headache was just getting worse, dread coiling in his stomach.

Jason snatched the lighter out of Dick’s hands— to the man’s half-hearted protest— frowning at it, while Jon’s chest just got tighter and tighter and he felt like an idiot. The lighter had a goddamn spiderweb on it, and he’d been carrying it around for who knows how long— years, he thought, how had even gotten it?

It had been delivered to the Institute nearly two years ago, and he realized that he didn’t even know where it had come from. He’d never bothered to check, never even questioned it really, just carried the thing around and what was he thinking? 

Why was it sent to him? What did it do? What the hell was going on?  

It was only when Tim shifted to look up at him, alarm written across his face, that Jon realized he’d stopped breathing. He forced himself to start again; deep, deliberate breaths, in and out, in and out— only, no, too fast, that wasn’t right either, and everyone was looking at him now, and Jon didn’t want to deal with this.

Daisy reached out and picked up one of his hands— Jon didn’t realize he’d been holding the fabric of his gown in a death-grip until she carefully pulled his fingers loose. “Jon, you need to calm down,” she said. “You shouldn’t be exerting yourself right now. We can figure all this out later, okay?”

 Jon nodded, letting out one long, shaky breath, trying to will his headache and this awful dread to go away. “Martin,” he said. “Just, be careful, please. And— oh. Daisy, there’s something else.” 

“Again?” Jason sighed.

Jon swallowed. “I can’t, ah. I can’t go back.” 

“What?” Daisy frowned. “Back where?” 

“Back there,” he gestured at the tape, “back to our universe, I can’t— Martin found something, and it’s not safe for me— for anyone— if I go back.”

Daisy looked distinctly worried. “How unsafe?”

Jon didn’t know where to start. “Apparently Elias is…” he shut his eyes. His head hurt. “His body wasn’t always his. Gertrude mentioned him taking a host, before he killed her.”

“Gertrude?” Daisy’s shoulders dropped in surprise. “Where did you hear this?” 

“Martin told me,” Jon gestured at the tape again. “While I was with the Bats.” 

“Isn’t Elias your boss?” Tim asked. “The weird creepy one who sent you Statements while you were hiding from the police?” 

“What?” Jason shook his head in disbelief. “You weren’t kidding about the gang being an improvement to your working conditions, huh?” 

“He really wasn’t,” Daisy said wryly. “So, Elias stole his body— why does that stop you from going back?” 

Jon frowned. “He’s planning something. I don’t… it’s hard to think about.” His head hurt. Maybe he did just need to sleep.

“Planning something with you?” Dick suggested. “Is he planning to steal your body? Been molding you into the perfect vessel?”

Tim nodded sagely. “Classic supervillain.”

“Can Martin explain it?” Daisy suggested. “You can rest while we get each other up to date.”

Jon nodded, squinting against the light in the room. “That might be for the best.”

“Is it safe?” Jason asked. “Like, are we one-hundred-percent sure Elias isn’t listening to these?”

“Martin told Basira he tested it,” Jon offered.

Jason wasn’t impressed. “Tested it how?”  

“We can ask him,” Daisy pointed out.

Tim nodded. “Martin, how’d you test it?” He asked, and then turned off the tape.

It clicked back on.

“Ah, well. Jon, do you remember how I told you I was thinking about breaking into the safe in Elias’ office?”

Jon did remember that. He’d told him to be careful. 

“Well, when I recorded that message, I actually already, um, I already had broken into the safe and found the tapes. I just hadn’t listened to them yet.”

Jon’s eyes widened. “Oh.” 

Sometimes he forgot just how clever Martin could be.

“I needed to make sure nobody could listen, at least in the tunnels, before I played them— I had a feeling I was going to find something big, you know? So I recorded myself saying I was going to break into the safe, left Basira a note just in case— warning her that if she was reading it, I’d been caught— and the next day I picked the lock on it again. Nobody tried to stop me, which meant either they didn’t know, or whatever was inside didn’t matter all that much.”

And then he’d listened, and…

“It, well. It did matter, quite a bit.”

Daisy took a deep breath. “Okay,” she said. “I’m going to deal with this.” 

Jon nodded, and Tim handed her the tape recorder when she reached for it. 

“Elias has something planned that involves Jon— you’re right. That’s why he can’t come back.”

“Wait,” Jon said, as Daisy moved to turn away with the tape recorder in hand.

She turned back. 

“And I miss you, Jon, I really do,” Martin continued. “But we can’t play into his hands.”

Jon reached out and turned off the tape recorder, then pressed record.

“Martin,” he whispered, then cleared his throat. “I was thinking, actually, that you might want to, ah.” He felt his face flush again, exhaustion warring with the swirling emotions in his chest. “I think you should come here.”

The tape turned itself off and then back on quickly. “I— Jon— that’s—!” He cut himself off, and Jon worried he’d made a terrible mistake, but then Martin’s voice returned, steadier and softer. “I don’t know if that’s possible.”

The tape turned off. Jon clicked it back on. “Tim works with a company that studies dimensional energy.”

“Oh, yeah, but we’re not even close to interdimensional travel,” Tim cautioned.

“We’ll figure it out,” Jon said. “It’s just, even with how awful the last few days have been, I think…” he settled back into the pillows, Tim tucked against his side, Jason moving to pull the blanket over them both. “I think we could really build a life here, Martin.” 

Jason exchanged a look with Daisy; Jon, exhausted as he was, couldn’t quite decipher it. 

Daisy turned the tape off. On the other side, Martin pressed record, and it turned back on.

“Okay,” he said. “Alright, Jon. I’ll think about it.” 

Little by little, Jon relaxed again. He wished he was home; he wished he was at the Diner. But at least he had Tim, and the Officer, and at least for now everyone was safe. 

Daisy turned the tape off and back on. “Jon and Tim need to get some sleep now,” she told Martin. “I can explain what happened, if you’ve got time— and if they’re both okay with me telling you.” She looked at them, the questioning expression on her face. 

Jon nodded slowly. “Yes, that’s alright.”

Tim nodded too. “Good night, Martin.”

Jon smiled slightly. “Yes, good night Martin. I’ll talk to you soon.”

And then with a nod, Daisy turned and left, Dick following her out. Jason pulled the blanket back up over Jon and Tim, and before long Jon fell asleep to the sound of Daisy’s voice echoing indistinctly from deeper in the cave, the kid’s steady, even breaths, and gentle, quiet purring.

 

Notes:

“Good night,” they say. It’s like… mid afternoon.

They all get to purr because I said so.

Fun fact one of the actual side effects of morphine if you look it up literally is “not feeling like yourself.”

Thank you Lira and my mom <3

Next time: more friendly faces.

Chapter 42: τὸν ὄρνῑν ἔχειν

Summary:

Wow, that sure was a long nap!
In which Tim has a bad dream, and the group has a little chat.

Notes:

And we’re back! Took a little over a month off, gonna try to get a chapter out every week again, but we’ll see. Update day is Thursdays.

Chapter contains a nightmare with Stranger content + violence + blood; panic attacks; yelling; some discussion of the events prior.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

15:26

Bruce: Any updates?

Dick: They were awake for a few minutes. Both asleep again now. 

Bruce: Ok. 

Bruce: We’re almost done here.

Dick: k.

 

 

15:28

Dick: How’re you holding up?

Babs: I’m alright.

Babs: Just exhausted.

Dick: Yeah I bet. Everything work out over there?

Babs: As well as it can. Arkham’s run by a bunch of self-important idiots, but I think they understand the importance of keeping him properly contained this time. 

Dick: I still don’t think it’s enough.

Dick: Is he even himself anymore?

Babs: Unfortunately, yes. At least he acts like it. Spent pretty well the whole time taunting B, eerily normal.

Babs: Except the makeup doesn’t come off anymore.

Dick: I don’t like this.

Babs: I know.

Dick: And I really don’t like that he surrendered.  

Babs: I know. Me neither.

Dick: This isn’t like before. If he gets out again it could be really, really bad. 

Babs: I know. B and I oversaw the whole thing. He isn’t getting out. 

Dick: Right. Of course. Sorry.

Babs: It's alright. I’m nervous too.

Babs: How are things there?

Dick: They both woke up for a few minutes. They’re asleep again now, but Tim’s refusing medication, and he’s moved into Jon’s bed. Alice won’t even let me get close. 

Dick: Jason brought a kitten.

Babs: Oh, good.

Dick: Also it turns out they’ve been sending and receiving messages to their universe through old tape recorders. Apparently they just appear wherever Jon is, sometimes. We had a very interesting conversation with his friend Martin, got him up to speed.

Babs: And you didn’t think to lead with that?

Dick: Right. Sorry. 

Babs: Cass and I will be there soon. She wants to see Jon— she’s got some tapes he gave her before they were taken. This explains where they came from. 

Babs: Bruce is on his way back, too. 

Dick: Alright. See you soon. 

 

 

Tim was not himself. 

He was not Robin, he was not Tim, he wasn’t sure if he was anybody anymore. His face was a maskless mask, no lenses to cover the fear that crawled over and through him, the desperate terror of the dozens who were not and would never be again as they burrowed deeper into what was left of him, destroying him slowly, piece by piece, as they fought to claim the title of Tim, of Robin, not knowing what it was to be either— not able to know. The room was dark and damp, moisture gathering on skin that was not his, was not him, could not be him, surely— and the moisture ran down his wrists and arms, slick and hot and red, and there were a half-dozen empty bodies in that room, empty like he was, walking and talking and laughing, full of life and void of self. Tim was laughing. Tim was crying.

Tim was dragging a knife across Jon’s throat.

The man struggled and writhed and choked on blood as it sprayed from his throat like a faucet. Far too much blood. Not enough. He was not Tim and he needed more. 

Please. 

“It’s your fault,” Jon gasped out, his eyes hard and angry under the grasp Tim— no, not Tim, he wasn’t Tim— had in his hair, wrenching Jon’s head back and his face up. “You’re Robin. You should have done better. It’s all your fault.”

But he wasn’t Robin. 

He blinked, and Jon was sobbing, choking, bleeding from a dozen wounds or more all over his body— slashes across his throat, lines down his back, a deep cut in his shoulder. His hands were bound in front of him, fingers broken and mangled. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I tried— Tim—”

He wasn’t Tim. He wasn’t anybody. He was everybody. What was it to be oneself, when you could be all?

He didn’t know himself.

He was not Tim, and he was so scared. 

“It’s not your fault, Tim,” Jon said, blood running down his front, soaking into his skin. “It’s Not you, it’s not, it’s—”

“It is,” Tim said, because he was not Tim.

It was not Tim’s fault. It was Not Tim’s fault. It was. It was not. 

He needed more blood. 

“It’s okay,” Jon said. 

No. He didn’t want it. Please, he didn’t— he didn’t want to hurt him.

He didn’t have a choice.

“I’m right here.”

He cut Jon’s throat one more time, and then he cupped his hands beneath the stream of red warmth; and then he brought his hands to his face and poured it over his own head. The fearful mass that used to be people burrowed deeper, dug its claws into his mind and screamed.

It hurt.

“You’re okay, Tim,” 

It hurt. 

“You’re okay.”

It hurt.

Jon pulled him in, held him close, close and safe, Tim’s face pressed into the junction of neck and shoulder, blood gushing down in time with the man’s heartbeat to coat his face and soak his hair until they were both covered in it, until the laughter around them faded away, replaced by the taste of iron and the surety of being Known.

“I’ve got you.”

Jon had promised he was going to live.

“Wake up.”

 

 

Tim woke with a nearly-silent gasp, reeling from the dream and the memories and the fear— his face hurt and ribs ached and his head spun with the thought of what could have happened, what would have happened if Jon hadn’t protected him, if Harley hadn’t helped them, if they hadn’t been rescued in time. The memory of what had been done to those who weren’t so lucky played out on repeat in his mind, the phantom scent of gore and terror sharp in his throat as he tried to get his bearings.

He was curled on one side, with his head ducked down and his fists clenched around a handful of fabric. Beneath his hands and face was the warmth of another person. Jon, he told himself. It was Jon’s shirt he was holding. Jon’s here.  

Despite the horror that his mind had concocted for him, he was warm and safe and comfortable; surrounded by the rhythmic vibration of anxious purring and the sound of a quiet voice.

“I’ve got you,” Jon murmured into Tim’s hair. “Bad dream?”

Tim nodded into his shoulder. Jon shifted his arm to gently thread his fingers into the hair near the base of Tim’s skull, his palm pressing carefully into the back of his neck; there were bandages in the way, but still it was warm where the cold metal of the collar had once been, and the pressure was reassuring.  

He was safe. He was safe. His body wouldn’t quite get the message— his heart still beating too fast, his breaths refusing to even out all the way— but Tim willed his thoughts to settle, and after a long moment he let out a shaky, controlled breath and shut his eyes again as he shifted to nestle further into the blankets and the warmth of the body beside him. 

By the time he had mostly calmed down, Jon had apparently decided to try to go back to sleep, but Tim could tell the man hadn’t quite managed it; his breathing was just a little too deep, and the arm that lay under Tim was the slightest bit tense. Still, it wouldn’t be long until sleep found them both again, if the purring was any indication; it had started anxious and unsure, hesitant, but had started to shift down into something calm and comforting. 

Tim couldn’t help the small smile. Despite the persistent nightmare-induced anxiety, the slow return of the pain from his injuries, and the fact that he couldn’t have really been out for all that long, he felt like he’d slept for a month; sluggish but surprisingly well-rested. A good nap could be a wonderful thing. He would have loved to slip back into sleep, as Jon was clearly intending to do, but he knew by the quiet voices approaching from somewhere nearby that they weren’t going to get the chance. 

The first voice that Tim recognized was Jason’s; it clarified into words as footsteps entered the medical bay. “—care what he thinks of it, I’m not waking them up and I’m sure as hell not separating them.”

Somewhere near Tim’s head, someone growled. It seemed Daisy had been left to guard them. 

“I didn’t say we should,” Dick replied, placating and worried. “But you know how he is.”

“I know he needs to get over himself,” Jason scoffed, coming to take up his earlier post beside the bed, opposite Daisy. 

Tim tried to breathe carefully past a spike of pain in his ribs.  

“Tim?” Dick called softly from the foot of the bed. “You awake?” 

He nodded.

“Leslie came by a little while ago. She didn’t want to wake you up, but she said we can take out the rest of the IV if you don’t want it.” 

Tim uncurled, carefully extracting himself from his hiding place to take stock of the room. The rolling stand that his IV line had been hooked up to was gone, and it looked like his original bed had been remade in his absence, but aside from that nothing had really changed; Dick was back to standing awkwardly at the foot of his bed, shooting Daisy anxious glances as she leaned against the wall near his head with the kitten perched on her shoulder; Jon was of course right next to him; and Jason was standing right where Tim had thought he was, across from Daisy next to the bed, face set in a warding mask of irritation.

The tape recorder was sitting on a small table nearby. Tim gestured towards it, a question refusing to take shape in his mouth as he worried his lip between his teeth. 

Daisy followed his movements. “You didn’t miss much,” she offered. “Got Martin up to speed on the basics, and we’ve arranged a time later tonight to talk again. With Basira, too, hopefully.”

Tim nodded.

Looking toward Daisy as though seeking permission— or expecting an attack— Dick slipped around to Tim’s side of the bed. “Can I take the IV out of your arm?”

Daisy narrowed her eyes, but didn’t move, and Dick focused his attention on Tim. Tim very much would like the remaining little plastic tube out of his arm. He lifted it toward Dick with another nod.

Jon shifted beside him, turning so he could get a look at Tim’s face. Concern drew his eyebrows together for a moment before they smoothed out in understanding. 

“Ah.”

“What is it?” Dick’s eyes flicked between the two of them, but landed back on Tim as he reached to remove the tape and slip the little device free of his arm. “Are you alright?”

Tim nodded for a third time, and when Dick’s worry didn’t quite ease he opened his mouth and tried to speak again, but still the words wouldn’t quite come. 

He looked to Jon.

Jon hummed. “He had a bad dream, is all,” he explained. Tim huffed a short breath through his nose and rolled his eyes.

“An understatement,” Jon guessed, and Tim nodded in confirmation, then sighed and brought a hand up to rub at his face.

Skin. Skin, with flesh and bones beneath that. Fine hairs against his fingertips. He brushed them over his neck, and when he felt the bandages there his heart lurched a little in his chest. He pulled his hand away.

Tim tried to focus on breathing. It had been easier when he was curled into Jon, hidden away from the world.

As though sensing his rising nerves, Jon shifted and pulled him a little closer into his side. Some of the renewed tension in Tim’s body eased, and the tightness in his throat seemed to let up with it. 

“I’m okay,” he managed, forcing the words out. “Ibupr—?” his voice cut out mid-word, and Tim huffed in frustration and tried again with a shorter word. “Advil?” His voice was rough, but no worse than he’d expected, after everything. 

“Right, of course,” Dick pulled away and reached for another small table, where two small pill bottles sat side by side, and tapped out one from each. “You know the drill.”

Tim took the proffered medication— one Advil and one Tylenol— and before he could just take them dry Daisy cracked the cap on a bottle of water and handed it to him. Tim nodded gratefully and sat up a little more to swallow; the cool water felt damn near heavenly in his throat, and Tim handed it back to Daisy with a relieved sigh. 

Jon lifted the arm that had been trapped under Tim free above his head in a stretch, then reached over him to collect the Officer from Daisy “So, ah…” he looked around. “Batcave,” he observed, “but no Bat.”

“He’s dealing with the clown,” Dick supplied. “Should be back any minute now.”

For all Jon tried not to let it show, Tim could feel the way his whole body tensed up at the response. Outwardly, he only nodded and frowned. “He’s not dead,” Jon said, then looked to Daisy.

She shrugged. “It wasn’t up to me.”

“We were more focused on you,” Jason explained. “Decided to let B handle his greatest enemy himself.”

“How much do you remember?” Dick asked, trying to be gentle.

Tim remembered far too much. He was trying very hard not to think about it.

“Everything,” Jon said flatly. “I can answer any questions you have.” 

Tim’s stomach churned. He would really rather they not rehash the worst day he’d had since… well, ever, but he knew they would need to debrief eventually.

“It’s just…” Dick hesitated. Jason’s irritation shifted to suspicion. Dick steeled himself and finished: “The Joker. Is he still himself?”

There were very few parts of this kidnapping that Tim wanted to discuss less than the nature of the Joker’s selfhood.

“That’s… complicated,” Jon answered. “Becoming an Avatar changes you, especially Becoming quickly— I take it this is a new development?”

“As of right around midnight that day,” Jason informed him. “A book appeared in his cell at Arkham. He read it, and then did something to a guard—“

“Are they dead?” Tim interrupted.

Dick shook his head. “No, but he was missing a hand— and he was, uh…”

“Begging to die,” Daisy finished gravely. “As soon as he realized the camera was watching.”

If what the Joker did to that guard was anything at all like what he did to Tim or the others… Tim nodded and swallowed down the feeling of pressure building in his chest. “I don’t blame him,” he said quietly. 

The whole room seemed to suck in a breath. For a long moment, nobody spoke, nobody moved, it seemed that nobody breathed. Tim stared at Dick as his face flickered between emotions too fast to name them all— anger and pain and grief were all in the mix, but in the end he landed on an open sadness somewhere approaching pity.

Tim didn’t want his pity. 

Jason broke the silence.

“Talking about this is pointless,” he ground out, crossing his arms and scowling at the floor. “It doesn’t matter if the clown’s a person or not, he should have been in the ground a long fucking time ago.”

Dick opened his mouth, apparently to protest, but a glare from Daisy had him shrinking back, hunching in on himself slightly and returning to the foot of the bed. “Right,” he said instead. “Sorry. We don’t have to talk about it— of course it’s upsetting for both of you.”

Tim realized he was shaking. Beside him, Jon had been purring again— quiet, so quiet he wasn’t sure anyone else could hear it, the sound high-pitched and nervous. At Dick’s words, it stopped again.

“I’m fine,” Jon countered. “I’ve had worse, arguably. Longer, in any case.”

Jason’s scowl deepened. “Jon, nobody is expecting you to be fine right now—”

“Worse?” Dick’s voice overlapped with Jason’s, and Tim cringed. 

“This is not my first run in with the Stranger.” Jon’s voice was entirely flat, monotone in a way that made Tim uneasy. 

Daisy’s eyes flashed. “That doesn’t make it better, Jon,” she pointed out.

Jon held the Officer a little closer. Tim could feel the tremor in his breathing. “No need to treat me like I’m fragile, is all. I’m already healed, and if answering some questions is all I can do to be useful—” 

“Hey, slow down,” Jason shook his head. “Nobody said anything about being useful. Nobody’s expecting you to be anything after all the shit you just went through.” 

To Tim’s growing alarm, Jon started trying to extract himself from the blankets they shared. “I don’t need to be coddled,” Jon insisted, still holding the Officer with one hand. “I assure you, I am perfectly—”

“Jon, lay back down, Christ— it’s okay to need time to recover, that’s human.”

Jon laughed. The sound made Tim’s heart sink, made his chest ache, but it didn’t hurt nearly as bad as the words that came out of Jon’s mouth next. 

“Well, I’m not human, am I? I’m a monster, that’s been made abundantly clear, and I hardly think I’m worth all this—”

Tim could feel his throat shuttering closed again, forcing whatever words he might have spoken in protest back down into a tight ball in his chest, and Jon was trying to get up— he was trying to leave, even as Jason did his best to keep him in place. 

He was going to leave. 

A short whine escaped Tim’s throat, stamped out before it had had time to form all the way. He knew it would still be enough, though, enough to bring pain, and he braced for it with his entire body, his teeth digging into his lip— but the pain didn’t come, and in its absence he was left wrong-footed and disoriented and— Jon— where was Jon? Where—?

There. Jon twisted to face him, and Tim met his eyes and let out a shuddering breath— there was fabric between his fingers, firm medical bay mattress beneath him, and Jon was there but Tim couldn’t think right and he could taste blood— he lurched forward and pushed himself into Jon’s side, grasping for his shirt, breaths coming too fast and his heart pounding in his ears.

“No,” he managed. His throat felt like it was full of rocks. “Don’t— you’re not— don’t say that—”

Jon brought his arm up around Tim again, and Tim slumped further forward. The angle was hell on his ribs— but he didn’t care. 

“You’re not a monster,” Tim whispered. “Don’t say that. Please.” 

Not again. Not ever again. 

Jon sucked in a breath. “Okay,” he said, as he moved back to laying down, carefully maneuvering so that Tim could stay tucked against his chest without twisting his ribs too much. The Officer settled on Jon’s chest, blinking owlishly at the both of them. 

“I’m sorry, Tim, I didn’t mean to… I’m sorry.” Jon’s voice had dropped to a whisper by the end, and Tim was more aware than ever that everyone was staring at them, at him, but it still felt like Jon was hiding him from the world, keeping him safe and secure. It was a fantasy he would gladly indulge in, even though he knew it couldn’t last forever. Just a little longer, he told himself. Just a little longer to calm his racing heart. Just a little longer before he had to face the world again. 

He was vaguely aware that Jon was talking— he thought it might have been an explanation, and the bits and pieces that Tim caught confirmed that suspicion. He heard something about Candy and game, and Daisy growled as Jon’s voice wavered and he spoke of being made to kneel and beg and call himself a monster, punctuated by Jason’s quiet swearing. Tim shuddered and pressed himself closer, wishing they could be somewhere less exposed than they were there, preferably tucked away in a corner somewhere nobody else could see them. 

Tim was just starting to feel okay again when Jon went abruptly still beside him, and he realized that the man had stopped breathing entirely. And then he noticed the way that the air had grown thick with tension— nobody speaking or moving save for a clear warning growl from Daisy.

Tim shifted just enough to peek his head out from the safety of Jon’s shirt. 

Bruce stood stiffly in the doorway, eyes locked on Tim, and before he even spoke Tim knew that this had just become a very delicate situation. 

Of course, Bruce Wayne didn’t have a delicate bone in his goddamn body.

“What is this?” He demanded.

Tim inhaled sharply and tried to push away from Jon— of course Bruce wouldn’t like this, Jon was the Archivist, he was going to be so angry— but Jon only shifted to put an arm in front of Tim, between him and Bruce, and the tension in the room ratcheted higher. Tim had barely started to feel okay from his earlier panic, and he knew it wouldn’t take much to send him spiraling again; he could already feel it creeping back up on him, his chest tightening, his heartbeat lifting back into his throat and head, cold fear running through his veins like ice water— he made terrified eye contact with Bruce, trying to will the man to calm down, to back off, don’t be mad please don’t be mad—

Bruce, of course, did not understand Tim’s attempts at telepathy.

“Get away from him,” he ordered, taking a step into the room, and Tim started shaking his head, but it was too late— Daisy pushed off the wall, eyes flashing, growl rising in volume as Bruce met her eyes and refused to back down, coming to stand next to Dick. Dick— wisely, in Tim’s opinion— took a step to the side, away from Bruce and towards Jason, his hands raised placatingly and his eyes wide. 

Tim tried to push Jon’s arm away, but bending forward twisted his body at an angle his ribs didn’t like, and he hissed at the spike of pain through his chest. In response, Jon shifted to cover him further, that arm coming down to gently keep Tim in place. The air felt like it was charged with electricity in a way that couldn’t have been natural, static lifting all the hair on Tim’s arms.

Bruce took another step forward, and Daisy mirrored him, moving an arm out to block both Tim and Jon, and Tim could see her claws forming again and he could feel the situation spiraling rapidly out of control. 

“Stay back,” the Hunter hissed.  

“No, you need to back away,” Bruce countered, shifting further and further into something like a fighting stance. 

Dick shook his head, looking pained. “Bruce, stop.”

“Look at Tim,” Bruce pointed out, expression darkening further. “He’s scared.”

“He’s scared of you, idiot,” Jason snapped. “Stop your goddamn posturing.”

Bruce did not look impressed. “He’s surrounded by rogues. He’s in bed with the Archivist.”

“Jesus Christ, get over yourself!” Jason shot back. “You saw them, you know damn well Jon protected Tim, you really think he’d turn around and— what? Force him to cuddle? I thought you were supposed to be a detective.”

Bruce took another step forward. The Hunter snarled. Jason drew a gun— where had that come from?— and pointed it to the side, audibly clicking off the safety. “Back the fuck up, old man.”

Dick reached a hand out across the bed as though trying to push Bruce and Daisy apart. “We’re supposed to be allies,” he pointed out, voice strained. “Can we please not do this?”

Bruce shifted some of his attention to his eldest. “You let this happen.”

In an instant, Dick’s expression flashed from anxious placating to outrage. “Excuse me?”

“And you didn’t think to tell me that Tim was—”

“Oh, oh,” Dick interrupted, laughing bitterly. “I didn’t tell you? I left out some important information, did I?”

Bruce didn't respond, his face twisting slightly into a sort of pained expression that meant he knew he’d made a serious social misstep and didn’t know how to proceed. Tim wasn’t sure anyone else saw it that way. 

“You knew Jason was alive for— for I don’t even know how long, and you didn’t fucking tell me! Just like you didn’t tell me he was dead— and that sure as hell wasn’t the first time you left me in the dark. So forgive me,” he said sardonically, “if I left out some details. Forgive me if I didn’t think I needed to specify to you that Tim felt safer beside the man who shielded him with his body— a Rogue, Bruce, seriously?”

“I didn’t mean—”

“I don’t care what you meant.” Dick practically spat the words back at him. “I care that my little brother just had a panic attack because those bastards made him watch while they brutalized the only ally he had down there, and you have the damn nerve to waltz in here and fault them for comforting each other!” 

Jason raised an eyebrow and whistled, impressed. Tim wished he could sink into the floor. He wished Dick would stop shouting. He wished he could have five damn minutes where he felt safe.

“I know,” Bruce acknowledged, that pained expression shifting into something more decisive. He shot a glare at Daisy, who was still standing in a defensive half-crouch beside Tim. “But I won’t stand for being threatened in my own home.” 

Dick looked about ready to physically attack him, his face an open book of appalled rage. “You threatened them!” he yelled. “And do you think I like watching them do this?!” he swept his hand sharply at Jon and Daisy, but curiously, the arc of it did not encompass Jason. “I’ve been down here, outnumbered, doing my damn best to keep the peace for Tim— Alice had me pinned to the fucking floor less than two hours ago! where do you get off coming in and acting like you have any moral high ground? None of this would have even happened if you’d just told us Jason was alive!”

“I didn’t know for sure,” Bruce countered, clearly working overtime to hold himself together, voice and face and body all strained and ready to snap. “We still don’t. It’s still possible he’s an imposter of some sort, and I couldn’t risk—”

Dick lunged, one hand meeting Bruce’s shoulder and bodily shoving him away from the bed. “Finish that sentence, I dare you.”

Bruce let the shove land, taking a half step back before swiping Dick’s hand to the side. Dick pivoted, planting himself between Bruce and everyone else, putting his back to Tim— putting his back to Daisy— and putting Bruce between him and the door. 

“For the record,” Jason piped up, “I am myself. Jason Todd, in the flesh, back from the dead.”

“We still need to run—”

“—some tests, yeah, I get it.” Jason stared flatly at him. “Alfred ran every test under the sun while you were putting the clown away. Ask him.”

“That still doesn’t rule out everything,” Bruce said, obstinate. 

“You’re right, it doesn’t rule out that you’ve fucking lost it in your old age,” Jason sneered. 

“You kill people.” he shot back. 

“As if you don’t— I can name a half-dozen people off the top of my head who’ve had friends die after fighting a Bat. At least I don’t pretend to be a saint.”

Bruce shook his head. “Your eyes are a different colour.”

“They put me in a goddamn Lazarus Pit, Bruce!”

Bruce looked back and forth between Jason and Dick, then at Tim, past the three people between them. He looked lost. He looked sad. Tim didn’t know what to do.

Dick pointed at the door. “Get out,” he said. 

Out in the cave, the elevator dinged. 

“Chum…” Bruce tried, reaching a hand out to his eldest. 

Dick stepped forward, getting right in the man’s face. “I said get out!”

A new voice echoed from outside the room. “Dick?” 

Barbara. Tim heard wheels squeaking on the cave floor; when she spoke again, her voice was clearer, closer. “What’s going on here?” 

She rounded the corner and paused in the doorway, clearly taking in the scene— Dick’s outrage, Daisy and Jon’s defensive positions, the faux-casual way Jason held his gun; and of course, Bruce in the process of being forced out of the room. Standing beside her, one hand on the wheelchair, Cass watched with narrowed eyes. 

“Good, you’re here,” Dick said, standing up straight and turning his attention toward Barbara. He shoved past Bruce on his way to the door. “Make sure he doesn’t do anything stupid,” he told Barbara, and stormed out of the room.

 

Notes:

Barbara would like people to stop expecting her to manage Bruce. It’s not her job smh.

Thank you Lira, and thank you all for sticking with me! Now back to our regularly scheduled programming of recovery, Jon getting himself into Situations, and Batfamily-based bonding and interpersonal conflict.

Btw, the chapter title is in ancient Greek and it means “to have the bird”

Next time: A friend says hi!

Chapter 43: Compromise

Summary:

In which Tim would really like a hug.

Notes:

Hiya! Sorry for the wait, life’s been a lot.
Chapter contains Beholding content, mild panic, some discussion of the previous horrors, and some slightly painful miscommunication.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Barbara had been hoping they could avoid this. 

“What the hell—? Dick!” She half-turned in her chair, reaching a hand out after him; too late. 

“Leave him,” Jason sighed, holstering his gun, and she knew things must have been rough for him to have had a weapon drawn. “Dickie needs some space from the old man, and I can’t say I blame him.”

Bruce shifted awkwardly on his feet, apparently not knowing where to look or what to say, and after a moment he stepped to the side to allow Barbara to fully enter the room; conveniently, the movement took him away from Daisy, who relaxed her battle-ready stance. 

Jon had gone very, very still, and Barbara realized he was staring, eyes glowing a now-familiar green, at Cass. Tim nudged him, but it didn’t seem to do anything— Jon just went more and more tense, and when Cass looked back at him he made a sort of strangled sound somewhere near a whine. Tim shifted up to look at his face, and his eyes went a little wide before Jon opened his mouth, inhaling deeply.

“Cass,” Jon whispered, “Friend, can I—? No!” He slapped his hands over his mouth, and underneath them he whined, his eyes going wide with fear, and Barbara watched Bruce square his shoulders again while Jason exchanged a worried glance with Daisy.

Cass stepped forward, leaving Barbara’s side for the first time since she’d come out of the Dark. 

‘Friend?’ She signed, directed at Jon.

The fear slid off his face, replaced by a sort of cheerful recognition, and Jon’s hands fell to the bed. “Cass! My Archivist says I can’t have it.” His face twisted into a pout.

‘Can’t have what?’

Jon— although Barbara was fairly certain this wasn’t Jon at all— signed back, expression open and hopeful. ‘You-tell-me fear, yes?’

Oh. The Archive. Of course. 

Tim pushed himself up on one arm and moved the other hand towards Jon’s face to do something, but Cass moved faster, gently blocking the motion and shaking her head. 

“It’s okay,” she said, and gestured at Jon— at the Archive. “Friend.” 

It smiled at Tim. “Yes, she is my friend!” It turned to Cass. “We need your Statement.” Then it shifted to sign to ask— without Asking— ‘Can I have it?” 

She nodded, sitting down on the bed and unzipping her jacket. Bruce looked like he was about to interrupt, but Daisy spoke up before he could. “Cass,” she said, “you don’t want to do that— if you give your Statement, you’ll have really awful nightmares. It’s better if you can write it down, at least.”

Cass levelled Daisy, and then the room at large, with a flat look. “I know,” she said, then reached into the inside of her coat and pulled out a small stack of papers. 

Barbara smiled fondly. “She wrote it out while I was working. The Archive doesn’t want her to have nightmares either.” 

It nodded resolutely, then reached out both hands towards Cass. “I want it.” 

Cass handed off the papers with a small smile, but instead of reading them, the Archive set them down and turned toward Bruce, who was staring, expression wary, almost afraid.

“And you,” the Archive’s grin turned sharp. “You are not a friend. That means I can take yours.”

Barbara’s smile dropped. “No, Archive, you can’t just—”

“Statement of—“

Tim moved faster than Barbara expected him to, putting his hands over the Archive’s eyes, and Jon gasped and slumped backwards, lifting his hands up over top of Tim’s to keep his eyes covered. 

“Sorry, I’m— I’m so sorry, I didn’t— I didn’t mean to—” 

Bruce took a half-step back. “What was that?”

Barbara let out a relieved breath. “The Archive wants your Statement. You’d be better off writing it down, I think.”

“Absolutely not,” Bruce ground out.

Jason scoffed. “What, you want the nightmares, then?”

Jon made a high-pitched sound of disagreement and pulled Tim’s hands away . “No, it’s— it’s okay, you don’t have to— I can control it.”

“See?” Bruce nodded toward the bed. “He can control it. And if he can’t…”

“What, are you going to put another muzzle on him?” Jason snapped.

Cass’ expression hardened, and she spun on Bruce. “No,” she barked, teeth nearly bared. “No. Never again.”

Bruce’s hands clenched into fists at his sides. “I didn’t say that.”

“You didn’t have to,” Daisy said, backing up Cass with a glare. 

Jon looked distinctly pale. “Jon, hey,” Barbara pushed herself around the bed toward him. “That’s not happening,” she assured him. “Even if you couldn’t control your abilities, we’d find another solution, alright?”

Jon nodded shakily. “Right. I just—” he cut himself off and seemed to shrink in on himself slightly, hands clenching in his blanket. “Right.”

Barbara parked herself beside Jon and reached a hand out toward him, palm-up— just like she had in the dream they had shared, what felt like a lifetime ago— and smiled softly.

“Hey,” she said again, regaining his attention from where his eyes had locked on the blankets in front of him. “It’s good to see you.”

He startled, and after a moment where he seemed surprised by its presence, he took her hand. “Ah, yes,” he did his best to return the smile, for all that the attempt was a little bit crooked. “It’s good to see you too.” He paused, gaze dropping to their hands, then lifting back to her face. “To really see you.”

She squeezed his hand. “I’m sorry I didn’t come sooner,” she told him, “there’s been a lot of cleanup to do.”

Jon nodded once. “It’s alright. You’ve done more than enough for me.”

Barbara didn’t feel like it. She felt like she’d let him down— she’d taken too long, she should have found him sooner, could have found him sooner if she hadn’t waited to crack open that book. But Jon was here, now, and that was what mattered. “I’m just glad you’re safe.”

That was when Alfred swept into the room, carrying a tray laden with a plate of small sandwiches and two steaming bowls of what Barbara knew to be a simple soup broth. He paused in the entryway, taking in the scene and evidently finding it not up to his standards.

“Miss Cassandra, that is hardly an appropriate way to treat family,” he said, motioning towards Bruce; the man himself was still standing stiff on the other side of the space, nearly touching the bed which had been Tim’s originally. 

Cass scowled and opened her mouth as though to argue, but Barbara caught her eye and shook her head once, firmly, and the girl reconsidered.

“He makes Jon afraid,” she settled on, enunciating the words carefully. 

Alfred sighed. “Yes, and I can understand why— that’s something we’re going to have to address, but not by preventing the man from checking on his youngest, is that clear?” 

Her scowl deepened in consternation, but Alfred’s words left no room for argument. Her gaze turned assessing— first trained on Alfred, then shifting to Bruce. Whatever she found in her assessment, it was apparently satisfactory; Cass turned and vaulted gracefully over Tim, landing perched on the railing that served as a headboard for the medical bed they were crowded around, leaving her space next to it open without actually giving up on holding a defensive position altogether. Barbara thought she looked remarkably Batgirl, in that moment, despite having changed out of her Dark-soaked gear back in the Clocktower. 

Alfred stepped forward, tray of food in hand. Daisy growled.

To Barbara’s surprise, Jon spoke up to calm her. “It’s alright, Daisy,” he said. “Alfred’s not…” Jon hesitated. “He makes good food,” he settled on. 

Tim reached his hands out eagerly, his eyes lighting up as he focused on the tray. “Oh, I’m starving, thank you Alfred.” 

“My pleasure, Master Tim.” Alfred smiled. “Please try to pace yourself. It has been some time since you ate, and it wouldn’t do to make yourself sick.”

Tim paused with his mouth already full of cucumber sandwich and nodded sheepishly, visibly slowing his chewing and swallowing before taking a much smaller bite out of the remainder of the piece in his hand. Alfred set the tray down on a side table and lifted one of the bowls free, passing it across the bed to Jon, who took it with a quiet thank you, then lifted up a plate with a sandwich on it and held it over Tim and Jon. 

“Master Jason.”

When Jason stood stock-still, apparently too surprised to step forward and accept it, Barbara reached out to collect it and held it up to Jason. As though on autopilot, Jason lifted his hands and took the plate, staring down at it. 

It was a simple ham and cheese, from the looks of it; Jason’s favourite, she remembered. He always used to eat it with barbecue sauce on it as a child, and Barbara suspected that Alfred hadn’t forgotten, either, based on the way Jason’s voice turned distinctly watery after he took a bite. 

“Thanks, Alfie.”

Alfred nodded. “My pleasure.” 

Tim got his own bowl of broth, and sandwiches were handed out amongst the others present. Barbara found herself eating a simple BLT— except she was pretty sure the bacon was turkey bacon. 

Once the food had been distributed, Alfred picked up his tray and stepped back, gesturing for Bruce to take his place next to the bed. The man took a cautious step forward, and Daisy, of course, responded to this by shifting to block him, her low warning growl somewhat undermined by the jam leaking from the sandwich in her hand.

Barbara took a fortifying breath that bordered on a sigh, preparing to intervene— she understood, but really, there was no benefit to blocking the man like that— but surprisingly, it was Tim who spoke up first. 

“Daisy,” he called softly, catching her attention. “I know you don’t like him. And I know why,” he shook his head, something exasperated and yet understanding in the small, bitter smile that crossed his face, “but he’s not going to hurt Jon, okay?”

She eyed Tim suspiciously. “Still scares him. And you,” she added.

Tim huffed. “I was afraid of how he was going to react when he saw all of you crowding me— and yeah, he didn’t make the best first impression here, but look,” the kid gestured at where Bruce was hovering awkwardly, several feet away. “See? He’s being respectful of your space now. Right, B?” 

Everyone turned toward the man, and Bruce’s eyes widened slightly as he was put on the spot. After a moment, he cleared his throat and nodded. “Yes,” he agreed carefully. “I just want to check on Tim. But I know…” he hesitated. “It’s fair,” he settled on, “that you don’t trust me.”

“Right,” Tim nodded. “And as for him scaring Jon— um,” he twisted to face Jon. “Do you think you’d be okay, if he came over here?”

Jon looked from Tim, to Bruce, to Daisy, to Barbara. She squeezed his hand. “He’s not going to do anything,” she assured him, “and there’s six other people in this room to stop him if he tries. But if you’re not okay with it, we’ll figure something else out, alright?”

Jon seemed to mull this over. “If Tim wants him here,” Jon said, “then I suppose it’s alright.”

Barbara could tell he wasn’t truly fully on board with it, but Tim was already nodding his agreement. “Honestly,” the kid ran a hand through his own hair and smiled sheepishly, “I could really go for one of B’s hugs right now.” 

That admission, it seemed, made all the difference; Jon nodded and shifted closer to Barbara, and she saw the way Bruce’ breath caught and his hands twitched unconsciously forward, betraying the torture it must have been to stay where he was; but he didn’t move until Daisy, with one last assessing once-over, nodded her acquiescence and stepped aside.

Bruce moved slowly and carefully, but he did not hesitate; he came to the edge of the bed, keeping his body angled so that Daisy never left his peripheral— but despite that, it seemed that all his attention was on Tim. He sat down on the edge of the bed, and Barbara didn’t think she was imagining the way his hand shook as he reached out towards Tim’s face, brushing his hair to the side but not fully committing to the movement; it was Tim who leaned into the touch, pressing the side of his face into Bruce’s hand and smiling shakily. 

Bruce lifted his other arm up, and Tim pushed forward away from the pillows and into his chest.

Barbara felt a little like she was intruding as Bruce closed his arms around Tim, shuffling to support him in sitting upright as the teenager shoved his face into the solid breastplate of the batsuit. She didn’t think it looked very comfortable, but Tim didn’t seem to mind in the slightest; he just drew his knees up slightly under the blankets so he could lean forward more comfortably as Bruce dropped his face to the top of Tim’s head, holding him as close as he could without aggravating his injuries.  

Barbara turned her attention to Jon. 

“I heard you were talking to a friend of yours from your universe— Martin?” 

Jon blinked. “Ah, yes. He’s been sending messages through tapes, but he didn’t realize we were sending them back until recently.”

She hummed and let go of Jon’s hand to reach into the small bag she had brought with. “Does that have anything to do with the tapes you gave to Cass? We didn’t have a player,” she explained, pulling out the tapes in question; innocuous enough on their own, but potentially containing important information from before he was taken by the Joker. 

Jon nodded. “Ah, yes— they tend to appear wherever I happen to be, and those were the ones which appeared when I was with the Bats.” 

Jason stepped up beside Barbara. “Three of them?” He frowned. “Seems like a lot”

Jon fiddled nervously with a loose thread on his sleeve. “The first was a regular message,” he explained. “That’s the one where Martin explained why I can’t go back. The second was, ah, well— Basira confronted Martin about the tapes, and he insisted on recording that, too. They found the responses we’d sent, and listened to all of them,” he paused and looked down, “and when they finished the last one, I turned that first tape back on, and we had a— well, not exactly a conversation,” he laughed once, humorlessly, “but as close as we could. And then the third one is from later, when Nightwing…”

He trailed off.

“Has it got his Statement?” Daisy asked, and Jon nodded. 

“And the, ah, interrogation that followed,” he added, then glanced nervously at Bruce, who was still holding Tim, and who had gone very, very still. Everybody in the room noticed. 

“Is it alright if I listen to them?” Barbara asked. They could have important information on them— information that could help them decide what to do about all of this, maybe even clues as to how this connection between their worlds formed in the first place. But on the other hand—

“Could we do it later, maybe?” Jon asked, wincing.

Barbara nodded, but Jon was already stuttering out an explanation, like he needed an excuse to want even the smallest shred of privacy; “It’s fine if you have to, it’s just—” he was saying, holding one hand against his chest with the other. “It’s nothing. I just don’t— don’t want—”

“Jon, it’s okay,” Barbara assured him. “We don’t have to listen to it. Not right now— and not ever, if you don’t want us to, alright?” 

Jon let his head fall back against the pillow. “I think it would be alright, for you to hear it. But I would rather avoid having an audience, is all.” 

Barbara thought that was entirely fair. These tapes had been recorded when he had been muzzled and imprisoned in a glass box; he’d spent the last several days having his autonomy violated, he didn’t need to do anything that he wasn’t comfortable with, especially right then.   

Barbara nodded decisively. “Absolutely,” she agreed, and tucked the tapes back into her bag. “It can wait.”

Jason leaned against Barbara’s chair to face Jon. “Yeah, the Big Bat doesn’t need to be in on everything,” he agreed. “It can wait until we get home.” 

Jon relaxed, the corners of his mouth lifting into a small smile. “Home,” he said, as though tasting the word, and his smile held strong. “I’d like that. I really miss everyone,” he added.

Jason cracked his own smile, though it was tight with stress. “It’s mutual, let me tell you. They’ve all been working double time just to hold down the fort while we looked for you,” he huffed, “but they still found time to hound me for updates.”

“You mean hound Darcy for updates,” Daisy corrected. “And Julian, once they all figured out he was involved.”

“Don’t know how you did it,” Jason said, surprisingly earnest, “but you’ve really charmed those guys. When they heard who had you— well, I’ve never seen that many people all ready to kill for one person.” his face twisted into something pained. “And when those damn pictures started turning up— God.” 

Jon and Tim both froze. “Ah… pictures,” Jon whispered. His eyes shone briefly brighter. “Right.”

Jason winced. “Sorry, man. Darcy tried to do damage control, but…”

“How’d they get them?” Tim asked, turning his face toward them. 

“Damn clowns started turning up in my territory, about an hour before we got to you. Most of our guys shot on sight, for all the good it did—“

Jon sucked in a breath. “Is everyone okay?”

Jason had his head angled down, fingers and thumb of one hand pressing over his eyelids before pinching the bridge of his nose. He opened his eyes as he answered. “For the most part. As soon as anyone made it known they were mine, the fuckers stopped attacking and gave them envelopes to bring to me and the bats.”

“Julian was the first,” Daisy told him. “He brought it to the Clocktower, it was supposed to be a message. Then we got a proper lead, and while we were following that, more of them turned up back in Crime Alley.”

“Most of them had the sense not to open the things,” Jason added, “but once they found out what was in ‘em…” he shook his head. “After this, I wouldn’t be surprised if some of them decide to go clown hunting.”

“I’d join that hunt,” Daisy agreed. “Sounds fun.”

“I thought you killed them all?” Tim frowned.

“We killed everything in the warehouse,” Jason explained, “but we don’t know for sure that all of them were there. Everyone’s keeping an eye out, though, and we know how best to deal with them— shoot them, cut off their heads, get the Fearhound in to put them down permanently.”

Daisy grinned. “I am very good at it.” 

“Plus, if there’s any of Joker’s goons out there that’re still human, our guys can take care of them.”

“Everyone really was worried, weren’t they?” Jon mused, face doing something weird, like he was struggling to understand. “All that over some pictures…” 

“I’m sorry we couldn’t stop them from seeing it.” Jason shook his head. “I know you probably didn’t want anyone seeing you like that.”

Jon shrugged. “It’s fine,” he said, “I’m just glad that everyone’s okay.” He sighed, leaning back. “I’d hate to see them hurt— they’ve all made me feel so welcome, especially Julian and— Sage!” He sat up suddenly, “Jason, is Sage alright?”

Jason stood up straight. “She’s got a broken arm and leg, a concussion, and some electrical burns, but she should make a full recovery.”

Jon shrunk back. “Sorry.”

Jason waved him off. “It’s fine. Would have told you anyway.”

Jon blinked and stared at Jason, apparently a little bewildered. “Uh. Right.”

Barbara hummed. “Who’s Sage?”

Jason turned to answer her. “One of my people— and a damn good one. She was protecting Jon, and Dickface put her in the hospital.” He shifted back to Jon. “Julian got to lead the team that sprung her, actually. Kid did great.” 

Bruce straightened up, lifting his head to face the rest of them but not letting go of Tim. “You broke someone out of the hospital?”

Jason levelled him with a glare. “She took on Nightwing for me— I wasn’t going to leave her. I take care of my own.” 

“He does,” Jon confirmed. “Jason’s an excellent boss.”

The words were directed at Bruce, spoken like a refutation, and it was clear to Barbara that Jon thought this was something he should be proud of. Bruce just looked vaguely constipated. 

“Fuck yeah I am,” Jason narrowed his eyes at Bruce, as though daring the man to contradict him. “Best boss in Gotham.”

“I would really like to talk to Sage,” Jon looked up at Jason, “if that’s alright.”

“She’s at the base,” Jason told him, “and I’m sure she wants to see you, too.”

“Right. And Tim—” Jon turned to face Tim, and Barbara winced internally as Bruce held him a little tighter, and whatever Jon had been about to say died on his lips as his face fell into something uncertain.

Jason levelled a glare at Bruce, apparently trying to convey don’t fuck this up without words. Barbara didn’t think Bruce got the message.

Tim glanced nervously between Jon and Jason, then leaned the side of his head back against Bruce. “It’s okay,” he told Jon, “if you have to go. I’ll be okay here.” 

Jon’s face did a funny little spasm. “Are you sure?” He asked, looking all of a sudden very small. “I can stay here for a little longer,” he rushed to offer, “or— or you could—“ he glanced up at Bruce, then back to Tim. “I just— I don’t want to leave you alone, after everything.”

“He isn’t alone,” Bruce said.

“Yeah,” Tim nodded, “I’ve got Bruce, and Alfred, and Dick’s around somewhere. I’ll be fine.”

Barbara was fairly sure he was trying to convince himself of that as much as he was Jon. 

“I’ll be fine, and you have to get back to your people sometime, right?”

“Right, yes,” Jon was looking down, so he didn’t see the way Tim’s face crumpled when he answered in the affirmative. “And I suppose a gang’s base isn’t the best environment for you to recover in,” he said, obviously putting nearly all of his focus into keeping his voice steady.

It was a bit like watching a trainwreck. 

“Yeah,” Tim agreed, tightly, “and— and I doubt they want a vigilante there, anyway, so it’s…”

“It’s fine,” Jon said.

“Yeah.”

It was exactly like watching a trainwreck, and Barbara’s first instinct was to try to fix it, get Jon to look at Tim— to Look and See— to realize that the kid wasn’t okay, that he still needed support; but in the same moment she realized that there wasn’t a chance in hell that Bruce would willingly allow Tim to go anywhere without him, and she knew that Jason had been on edge for at least the entire time she’d been there, still glaring at Bruce like he could kill him with that alone. 

This— Jon being in the Batcave— wasn’t sustainable. And the last thing any of them needed was for a fight to break out, as it undoubtedly would if they tried to take Tim with them. She looked to Cass, and the girl was frowning down at the scene before her, but it seemed she had come to the same conclusion; so Barbara said nothing, only taking Jon’s hand between her own and helping him to turn and get out of bed, letting him brace on the arm of her wheelchair as he tried to convince his legs to cooperate; and she watched Jason and Daisy peel away from the walls, watched them move to bracket Jon on either side as he got his footing, as Jason retrieved the Officer from where she’d been hiding half under Jon’s pillow and they moved to the door, watched as Jon turned back to cast an unsure glance at Tim, peering sideways over Bruce’s shoulder as the man twisted to keep the odd trio in his sights. Barbara watched, and she resigned herself to the fact that things were going to be different, now, that nothing could go back to how it had been. 

“Babs?” Jon asked, unsure. “Do you want to… that is, ah, I’m sure you and Cass would be welcome, if you would like to come with us. To— to the base, that is.”

Daisy nodded near instantly, apparently seeing no issue with the proposal. Jason was clearly hesitant, half-turning to side-eye Barbara, but after a deep sigh, he nodded, too. It seemed Jon’s offer had been approved.

“That would be great,” Barbara agreed— but, then again— “Maybe not tonight, though. I’ve got some work to do here, and I haven’t slept in…” she grimaced. Too long. “A while. Something for later, maybe.”

Cass jumped down from the bed, her landing soft and silent as she resumed the place at Barbara’s side that she had occupied ever since coming out of the Dark. Barbara could see— or, rather, See— in the corners of her vision, the way that the shadows on the edges of the room shifted to follow the girl’s movement, stretching toward her ever so slightly— the change was subtle, hardly-there, but Barbara Saw.

So much had changed, these last few days. In some ways, everything had changed. 

Jon nodded. “That— yes, that’s entirely sensible, and if not at home, I suppose I’ll see you at the library?”

… And yet, in other ways, nothing had changed at all. 

Barbara smiled, tired but true. “Yeah,” she said. “I’ll see you soon.”

 

Notes:

This chapter tried to kill me personally. Hopefully now I’m through it I can get back on track!

Thank you to my mom and Lira for your help, and to the people on the discord server for being incredibly motivating, you guys are the best <3

Next time: Jon goes home.

Chapter 44: Home

Summary:

And so it comes full circle.
In which Jon sees many friendly faces.

Notes:

Happy 4-13 everyone! (also posting at 4:13 my time. For fun)
Chapter contains minor anxiety, recurring self-worth issues, and cavity-inducing fluff.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

It hurt, to leave Tim behind. It was like a physical ache in Jon’s chest, a cord drawn tight and pulling him back towards the manor and the cave beneath it, even as he felt himself collapse under the sheer weight of the relief that coursed through him at finally being out of that place, melting further and further back against the seat of the car as they drove away. He stared out the window, telling himself over and over that it was better this way, that Tim had his own family, and he was safe, and he didn’t want to come to some dingy abandoned diner and he didn’t need Jon and it was fine.

It was fine.

He had other things to worry about, anyway. Like how he was going to apologize to Sage for dragging her into this and getting her hurt— apologize to all of the gang, for that matter, to everyone who’d had an encounter with a Stranger because of him. If he hadn’t gone and pissed off the Bats, none of this would have happened; Jason said everyone was worried for him, but Jon was certain he was going to have to work hard to make it up to them, and that all started with as good of an apology as he could compose in his head during the drive home, while he struggled to change into his own clothes in the back seat of Jason’s car. 

It came as a rather significant shock, then, when Daisy pushed open the door to the diner and Sage was right there, waiting for him in a wheelchair with an arm in a cast, and before he could say a word she looked him in the eye and said:

“Archie, I’m so sorry.”

Jon, having been readying himself to start his own attempt at an apology, stopped short. 

“... What?”

Sage kept talking. 

“I was supposed to protect you— it was my responsibility to keep you safe, and I was right there and they took you and I didn’t—”

Jon unstuck himself from the doorway and crossed the room toward her, hands raised in front of him uncertainly. “Sage, no— it was Nightwing, it’s not your fault. I’m sorry for putting you in that situation in the first place.”

She was shaking her head even before he finished speaking, suddenly incredulous. “It's not your fault you got kidnapped!”  

Jason had followed Jon into the diner. “It’s not either of your fault.” He rolled his eyes as he walked around Jon, toward the counter. “Where’s everyone else, anyway?”

“Oh, uh,” Sage twisted in the wheelchair to follow him, “most of them are downstairs. Didn’t want to crowd him when he got here.” She nodded toward Jon. 

Jon had a single moment to feel a surprised sort of gratitude at their thoughtfulness before the door to the kitchen swung open, and another familiar voice called out: 

“Archie!”

Julian dashed into the main room, all but vaulting over the counter as he ran around it— he rushed toward Jon, but slowed when he saw his slightly bewildered expression, stopping a few feet away. His face sort of twisted, like he wasn’t sure whether to laugh and grin or cry, but after a moment he settled on a clearly relieved smile. “Archie,” he repeated. 

“Hello, Julian,” Jon said, and attempted to offer a smile back. “It’s good to see you.”

Something about what Jon had said, or maybe his general lack of panic or obvious injury, must have given Julian the impression that he would welcome physical contact; Jon had barely finished speaking before he felt Julian practically collide with him as he pulled him into a nearly-crushing hug. Jon went abruptly tense, and he heard a very quiet warning growl from what must have been Daisy, behind him; but just as Julian started to retreat, Jon lifted his arms carefully to the younger man’s back and, with conscious effort, relaxed.

“You’re okay,” Julian whispered, sounding like he could barely believe it. He squeezed Jon a little tighter, and Jon gave him a couple of awkward pats on the back in return. 

“Yes, I’m alright,” he agreed.

Julian pulled back, stepping away but leaving a hand on Jon’s shoulder. Jon tried to return his nervous smile.

“Sorry, man— you really scared us, you know that?”

Jon was starting to get an idea. “Yes, well, I will endeavour not to get kidnapped in the future.” He hoped the words were imbued with the appropriate level of snark. 

Julian scoffed and rolled his eyes, but his regular wide grin was back. “As if any of us would let that shit happen again.” He took another step back, dropping his hand from Jon’s shoulder as he moved to stand beside the wheelchair, and Jon found he missed the contact. “Sage and I have started putting together a little team,” he said, and glanced at Jason before adding: “Darcy gave us the go-ahead.”

“A team for what?” Jason asked, clearly skeptical.

Sage lifted her chin up, almost defiantly. “To make sure that Archie’s got everything he needs,” she explained, “and that there’s always at least one person around to protect him.”

Daisy came to stand shoulder-to-shoulder with Jon. “We can protect him,” she said, in a tone that left no room for argument.

Julian raised his hands in a placating sort of shrug. “Hey, totally. But just, you know, if you need to be somewhere else— can’t hurt to have backup, just in case you need it.” 

“We’re vetting all the potential members thoroughly,” Sage added. “I can show you the list I’ve got so far.”

Jason sighed and nodded. “Yeah, sure. I’ll have a look.”

Julian beamed, and then suddenly startled as though he’d just remembered something important. “Oh! That reminds me, Archie— Oracle said all of us who saw those, uh, clown things should write down what happened and give them to you.”

Jon blinked in surprise as Julian pulled a small wrinkled stack of papers out of his jacket and held them out. 

“Here’s mine, hope I did it right.”

“Ah,” Jon took the papers as they were practically shoved into his hands, staring down at the front page. 

Statement of Julian Mills, regarding an encounter with a victim of the Joker.

This Statement felt… familiar, in a way that had Jon frowning down at the page for a moment before he caught himself and smoothed his expression back to something neutral. 

“Victim?” he questioned. 

Julian nodded. “They were people, weren’t they? I don’t think anybody would willingly become… that.”

Jon shuddered and pulled the Statement closer to himself. “No,” he agreed, “I don’t suppose they would.”

“The others are working on theirs,” Julian informed him, “we’ll get them to you soon as we can.”

Jon nodded slowly, tucking Julian’s Statement into his own jacket alongside the one Cass had given him. “How many are there?”

“Eh,” Julian shrugged, “six more, I think? Unless somebody’s holding out.” 

Six more Statements, plus Cass and Julian’s. Over the last couple of days, Jon had somehow gone from starving with nothing to being recently fed and with eight Statements to read at his leisure. He didn’t know quite what to feel about that; a part of him appreciated it, certainly— he could feel his mouth watering at just the thought of it— but it didn’t bode especially well for the state of this world and for Gotham, in particular. 

“Thank you,” Jon said. 

“Hey, no problem,” Julian shrugged like it didn’t matter, but he was grinning again. “Hope it helps.”

Jon was trying to think of what to say next when Jason rapped his knuckles on the counter to get their attention. All eyes in the room turned to him.

“Did you guys get everything I asked for?” He asked.

Jon didn’t know what Jason was talking about, but apparently Julian did.

“Oh, yeah,” he answered, “I put it upstairs for you.”

“Perfect.”

Jon trailed after him as Jason moved toward the back room. “What, ah, what would that be?” He wondered, a trickle of nervousness running down his spine— he hoped it wasn’t anything too illegal, but then again, Jason was the Red Hood.

“Nothing dangerous, don’t worry,” Jason assured him, waving a hand dismissively. “Just the stuff I need for dinner.”

Jon perked up and hurried after him, the others following behind, but Jason wasn’t heading toward the stairs to the apartment; instead, he pushed open the door to the kitchen.

It seemed that they’d kept making progress on dismantling the place; all of the equipment and counters in the kitchen had been taken out, along with half of the flooring, leaving plain concrete beneath. Jon briefly wondered what they were planning for the place, but he didn’t have much time for contemplation, because standing next to the door that led into the basement was Selina Kyle.  

“Jon,” she greeted amicably, casually, pushing off from the wall and looking him up and down. Apparently satisfied by what she saw, Selina met his eyes and allowed her expression to soften into something sympathetic and just the slightest bit vulnerable. “You had us all worried, kitten.”

“Selina,” Jason sighed. “What are you doing here?”

The Officer trilled in Daisy’s hands, and Selina slipped past Jason and Jon to get to her, obligingly running her fingers down the kitten’s head and rubbing behind her ears. “After all I’ve done these last few days,” she clicked her tongue, “am I not allowed to come see our little Archivist?”

She was holding a fabric grocery bag in her free hand. “What's in there?” Jon asked, pointing at it. 

Selina turned back to him and tossed the bag over, leaving Jon fumbling to catch it. “Little something of yours that I forgot to hand off with the Officer. I thought you might like to have it.”

The bag was surprisingly light, and peering inside, Jon was met with the sight of familiar dark green softness. He found his throat suddenly tight with emotion as he lifted the sweater out of the bag. 

“Oh,” was all he managed, and Selina’s expression went a fraction softer. 

It was the same sweater Selina had shown him in the library, what felt like a lifetime ago. He’d been taken afterwards, on his way to her place. He’d never gotten to wear it.

He put it on now, over top of the clothes he was already wearing, choosing to ignore the fact that wearing a sweater over a jacket might be considered unprofessional in favour of the warmth and comforting weight, and Jon swallowed thickly in relief as the lingering sensation of being exposed retreated further with the added layer. It turned out that it was perhaps a size larger than he was— not so big as to swamp him completely, but large enough to fit comfortably over top of his other clothes, the sleeves long enough that he could stretch them over his hands if he wished. It had a high neckline, the fabric folding over itself to drape in layers around his shoulders; cowl neckline, he recognized, and pulled it up to sit closer to his face as he ducked his head into it as much as he could. 

“Thank you,” he said, and was relieved when his voice only wavered a little bit. 

Selina allowed the corner of her lips to shift upwards in a small smile. “Of course,” she said. “I’m glad you like it.”

“Here,” Daisy offered, holding out the Officer. Jon held the kitten close against his chest, and found that most of her sweater was a darker shade than his— on closer inspection, the colours were actually inverted, with the patterns on the kitten’s sweater being the same green as most of Jon’s and vice-versa. It was adorable, and the teasing light in Selina’s eyes and the sharpness of Daisy’s grin told him that fact was not lost on them. Jon settled the Officer on his shoulder, and she offered him a gentle headbut and nestled into the extra fabric there with a chirp and a soft purr.

Jason rolled his eyes. “Come on,” he said, and pulled open the door to the basement.

Jon hesitated, though, and Jason turned back to him, paused in the doorway. He observed Jon a moment before speaking, softly, gently, in a way he rarely did. 

“If you aren’t ready, it’s okay,” he said. “We can go upstairs, get you settled while I start on dinner. They’ll want to see you eventually,” he gestured down the stairs, “but they can wait.”

“Your comfort is more important,” Sage agreed, propped in the kitchen doorway, Julian nodding behind her. 

Jon took a deep breath. “They all worried?” He checked. “They all, ah, they…” they missed me, he didn’t say. They cared that I was gone, that I was hurt. They care. 

Jason understood anyway. “Yeah,” he confirmed. “They worried.” 

Jon nodded. “I want to see them,” he decided, and felt a rush of relief when Jason simply nodded, nodded and turned and started down the stairs, and nobody argued it, nobody even tried to suggest that maybe he should go upstairs, after all, and have some time to calm down— he wanted to see the rest of the gang, and they just accepted it and that was that. 

Jon followed Jason down the stairs. 

It didn’t take long for sounds to filter up from below; hushed and nervous voices, punctuated by the whine of a child. 

“Why not?” 

“You’ll ruin your dinner, baby.”

“I just want one!”

Jon recognized those voices. 

“Tamsin?” He called as he reached the bottom of the stairs and stepped after Jason into the empty hallway, and the whispering all stopped before tiny hands shoved the breakroom curtain out as Jacob came running out of the room. 

“Ashi!” 

Jon smiled and crouched down as the four year old swerved around Jason and nearly tripped and fell, reaching his hands out to steady the boy as his round face brightened into a grin. “Ashi, you’re back!” 

Jon nodded. “I am,” he said. 

Jacob lifted his arms towards him. “Up!” he demanded, then ducked his head sheepishly. “Um, up, please?” 

“Well,” Jon hefted the kid obligingly to his side and pushed himself up out of the crouch, biting back the groan— kids are not light. “Since you asked so nicely.” 

Jacob grinned and looked like he was going to say something else before he gasped, wide smile breaking out on his face again, glee evident in the way he wriggled where he was propped on Jon’s hip. “The kitty has a sweater!” he screeched, directly in Jon’s ear. 

Jon cringed away from the sharp sound, grateful that the Officer was on his other shoulder, leaning away herself, ears low and clearly startled; and then Tamsin pushed through the curtain after her son, meeting Jon’s eyes with a playful, if tired, smile. “Inside voice, please, Jacob.”

“Sorry Momma,” Jacob recited at a much lower volume, turning back to Jon and leaning around him to reach for the Officer, who had perked her ears back up after the shout and was watching the boy with interest. 

“Mrr?” 

Jacob put a hand on the top of her head with gentle fingers, and she bumped her face into his palm. The kid reached a little further to touch the sweater, ooh- ing quietly at the feel. “It’s soft,” he whispered. 

Jon walked further forward as more people spilled out into the hallway; familiar faces, all of them, even if Jon couldn’t place a name to each one. There was the regular daytime guard, who Jon had passed by several times; he emerged from the breakroom and leaned silently against the wall next to the curtain, offering Jon a nod and a chip-toothed smile as he observed. There was Synthia and her friends on the construction crew, still wearing their reflective vests, still with the residue of some sort of dust smudged on their clothes. There was Darcy, looking significantly more haggard than the last time Jon had seen him; and Camryn, too, poking her head out of the second door down and flashing him a smile before retreating inside.

Jason did a remarkably good job at blocking the hallway without it feeling like he was blocking the hallway, keeping the small crowd of people at a comfortable distance as Daisy and Selina came down the stairs behind Jon, backing him up. 

“Boss,” Darcy greeted. “Archie. Glad to see you in one piece.”

“Yeah!” someone else agreed— one of the construction crew, a younger man with a vest several sizes too large. He was echoed by a handful of others before he spoke again, voice pitching sympathetic. “Had us worried, man. Clown’s no joke.”  

Someone elbowed the speaker. “Ow,” he hissed, then looked back to Jon, who was holding Jacob a little tighter at the mention of the clown. “Sorry, I mean—” the man stuttered, “I didn’t mean to— sorry.” He stopped talking, cringing back as though trying to disappear between the others.

Jason turned halfway towards Jon, slight concern creasing his forehead. Jacob twisted to look at Jon’s face, blinking up at him owlishly until Jon eased his grip again. “Sorry,” he murmured. 

Jacob nodded sagely, expression serious, and he reached a little hand up to pat Jon on the side of the face. “You’re safe now, okay?” He told him, and Jon felt his shoulders drop a half-inch as he blinked in surprise. Jacob smiled carefully. “You don’t gotta be scared anymore, ‘Liss and Mister Hood got all the fuckers.” He spoke with all of the misplaced confidence he could muster in his tiny body, and Jon had to choke back his shocked laugh. Others, it seemed, didn’t have the same issue; varying degrees of laughter, from chuckles to cackles, followed the child’s words. 

“I mean, kid’s not wrong,” one of the goons on the edge of the group pointed out, swiftly followed by a hissed “Eve!” from someone else nearby. Tamsin turned a supremely unimpressed expression on Jason, who had gone still, a dawning realization on his face. 

A memory floated back to Jon; the memory of that night where he’d watched Jacob for a few hours, when Jason had sworn in front of the kid. There was, of course, every possibility that Jacob had heard the word elsewhere, as well, but children tended to repeat new words in contexts similar to those they’d learned them in, and in this context…

“Oh, shit,” Jason said, then went a shade paler and pressed his lips together.

“Hood!” Tamsin snapped. “Really? Really?” she gestured at Jacob, who was staring around the room with wide eyes. “What did we just learn?”

“Did I do something bad?” Jacob whispered, leaning in closer to Jon.

“No, you’re fine,” Jon assured him, trying not to laugh. “Your mother might want to talk to you about, ah, grown-up words, though.” 

Jacob frowned. “Oh. Okay.” 

Jon noticed then that Jacob had a bit of something smudged next to his mouth. “Is that chocolate on your face?” he asked lightly, and Jacob ducked his face down against Jon’s neck with a giggle. 

Jon hummed loudly, a smile pulling up his mouth. “Did you have hot chocolate?”

Jacob nodded into his shoulder. “It was really good,” he said, and Jon sincerely doubted that— cheap powdered mix was hard to make into something good— but the standards were different for small children. “I’m sure,” he responded dryly. 

Apparently, one of the goons caught his quiet conversation over the sound of Tamsin scolding Jason and slipped out of the group to move toward him. Jon recognized the girl— she frequented the break room at night, and refused to drink anything other than hot chocolate. Her name is Kierra, Jon Knew. She was practically bouncing on her feet, grinning as she approached him. “Archie, we actually have something to show you,” she said, eyes sparkling. 

Jon raised an eyebrow. “You do?” 

Kierra nodded and gestured at the breakroom curtain. “Mhm! Come on, it’s inside, it’s— we got some new stuff, you’ll see!” Jon sighed and followed her, moving tentatively into the crowd, but to his relief they mostly gave him space; he got a few greetings and gentle pats on the shoulders as he passed by, but nobody rushed him, and he relaxed before he’d even reached the curtain. 

Cat paws and tea. He lingered for a moment, holding the fabric between his fingers, before he pushed through. 

There were a few other people in the room; someone was rifling through the fridge, a young teenager was passed out on the couch, and there was a older woman Jon knew was named Sheila sitting at the table with a beat-up laptop; he remembered that she had actually introduced herself to him, unlike most of the gang who seemed fine allowing him to mysteriously divine their names. She gave him a nod when he entered. Kierra was standing next to the table, gesturing at it with a satisfied, expectant smile on her face. 

“Ta-da!” 

Jon’s eyebrows went up. “Oh,” he said, and huffed a single, exasperated laugh. “Of course. More hot chocolate?” he shook his head, and Kierra responded by putting her hands on her hips. 

“We got good hot chocolate mix!” she declared. “Fancy stuff. It’s called drinking chocolate, apparently, I didn’t know there was a difference but holy fudging Batman it’s so good. You have to try some,” she insisted.

Jon blinked, and suddenly found it difficult to speak. They’d… oh. They’d gotten actual, proper chocolate, not a cheap powder— for him?  

He cleared his throat. “You didn’t have to do that.”

Kierra rolled her eyes. “Come on, Archie, you were always complaining about it, and this stuff is way better, anyway— right, Jacob?” 

Jacob nodded and giggled. “It’s really yummy.”

Jon drifted further into the room, and found that the drinking chocolate wasn’t the only change; there was something new on the counter, near the kettle, a flat-topped black rectangle plugged into the wall with a small pot on top of it.

Kierra tracked his gaze. “Oh, right! We also got one of those little plug-in stove things,” she explained, “so we can heat up milk, for the chocolate. Or whatever we want, really. There’s a couple of pots, some measuring cups and a scale.”

Tamsin followed Jon into the room. “We’re working on getting a little espresso machine, too,” she added, and then turned to gesture at something next to the door— Jon followed to see that a series of screens had been hung from the wall, though none of them were on, just then. “And setting up security cameras in and around the diner that we can watch from inside here.” 

They kept using words like we to describe the purpose of the new additions, but Jon got the distinct sense that most of them were there for his benefit more than anyone else’s. His first feeling about all of this was shock— really, why would anybody put this much attention into anything for him— his second feeling was a squeezing sort of panic— he didn’t deserve this, what would it cost him— and the third feeling—

Jon set the panic aside. Looked around the room, at all the decidedly friendly faces, at Kierra beaming at him, at the child clinging happily to his side and Tamsin watching fondly, at Sheila’s even gaze over the top of her laptop and the person carefully stirring chocolate shavings into a steaming pot and Jason and Selina and Synthia and Darcy and Eve and all the others as they filed into the room, surrounding him, but instead of feeling trapped Jon found that he felt, above all else, grateful.

The Officer bumped her head against his face with a soft “mrrp,” and Jon let the smile that found its way to his face stay there, and he didn’t care that his eyes felt suspiciously damp.

Someone pressed a warm mug of chocolate into the hand that wasn’t supporting Jacob, and Jon took a careful sip, letting the richness burst across his tongue and the warmth disperse the tightness in his chest, and he had to admit, it really was good. 

“Thank you,” Jon said, and allowed himself to feel safe.

 

 

Dinner was a decidedly awkward affair, Tim thought, with Dick still off doing who-knows-what and Bruce refusing to take his eyes off of Tim for even a single second, despite the clear exhaustion weighing the man down. Tim understood why he was hovering, really, he did— Bruce always got protective when the Joker had been anywhere near any of his allies, let alone after finding his Robin like he had— but Tim could only take so much. He had made it up to the manor fine, he hadn’t even needed crutches, and sure the whole kidnapping affair had been terrifying but at the end of the day, the worst of his injuries were some cracked ribs, and he could take care of those on his own. Bruce didn’t have to look after him.  

Tim pushed his food around on the plate, barely eating any of it, barely tasting what he did eat. Bruce was worrying so much about Tim it left a bitter taste in his mouth; he shouldn’t have broken down like he had, it only made it that much harder to convince the man that he was fine. And Tim was feeling much better— the painkillers had seen to that, reducing the ever-present pain in his ribs to a dull ache. He didn’t need all the attention anymore. And where was Dick? He’d been really upset when he left; surely Bruce should at least check on his eldest, instead of sitting at the table refusing to leave Tim’s side. There was also Jason; a small part of Tim was still upset that Bruce had kept his return from Tim and Dick, but he shoved that part aside because what mattered was that Jason was alive, and now that he’d worked with his family to rescue Jon, maybe they could start to figure everything out. Maybe Jason could come back, if Bruce would just reach out and talk and clear up everything that had happened. And they all needed to sleep, Bruce especially— Tim wasn’t sure that he’d slept a wink since Wednesday night.

He couldn’t do any of that if he was stuck with Tim.

Tim took a bite of his… mashed potatoes. Huh. 

He had to convince him. He had to make Bruce see that Tim was okay, and he could worry about everything else without having to deal with his grounded Robin. 

Tim’s first thought was Alfred; the man was a master caretaker, after all, and highly skilled at handling Bruce, and maybe if Tim got the older man to assure him that Tim was perfectly safe in his care, then Bruce would be able to rest easy and do everything else he needed to do and stop looking at him like that.

No. Tim threw the Alfred idea out; as long as he was in the manor, Bruce would find some excuse to fuss over him. There was only one thing for it: Tim had to go home. 

He took another bite of his potatoes, absentmindedly scraping his fork against the plate; Bruce startled slightly at the sound, his gaze on Tim intensifying, scrutinizing, and after a moment he cleared his throat. 

“Is everything alright, Tim?” 

Tim’s attention snapped up to him, and he nodded while he chewed and swallowed, thinking through how he wanted to handle this. 

“Yeah,” he answered. “I’m fine. I just, uh,” he hesitated. He thought of Drake Manor, empty and cold. He Thought of Dick, and Jason, and the shadows under Bruce’s eyes. “I should be getting home soon,” he said.

Bruce frowned, his brows sinking downward in confusion, and Tim could practically see the gears struggling to turn behind his eyes. “You— to bed, you mean?” The confusion smoothed out. “Of course, you must be tired.”

Tim shook his head. “I need to go to my own house, Bruce. I can’t stay over tonight.”

Instead of a frown, this time Bruce’s eyes widened, and his mouth dropped slightly open before closing again. “No, you’re staying here,” he said, like it was a simple fact. Like Tim was trying to tell him the sky was purple, or suggesting Batman add live firearms to his gear and aim for center mass. The sky is blue, Batman doesn’t kill, and Tim was going to stay at Wayne Manor. 

Tim was not going to stay at Wayne Manor. 

“I already missed school yesterday,” Tim explained, “and the housekeeper is going to be there first thing tomorrow morning to check on me.” She wasn’t— Mrs. Mac wasn’t scheduled to be there until Monday afternoon. “She’ll notice if I’m not there.”

Bruce looked like he had just bitten into something viscerally unpleasant, and he was trying to decide whether to swallow it whole and save his dignity or spit it out. 

Tim pressed the advantage. 

“Leslie cleared me for walking and eating normally,” he reasoned. “I’ll take it easy, and I’ll be right next door, and I’ll only be on my own for, like,” Tim glanced down at his phone to check the time, “twelve hours, tops, and I’ll be asleep for almost all of that. And I’ll have my phone with me to check in, or call if I need anything. I’ll be fine.” 

Bruce shook his head, looking lost. “Tim, it’s alright, I can drop you off in the morning. You should stay here.” 

For all that the words should have been decisive, Bruce’s tone had shifted into something pleading, and Tim knew that he had won.

Why, then, some tiny part of him wondered, doesn’t this feel like a victory? 

“No,” he said, firmly. “I need to go home. It doesn’t make any sense for you to wake up early to drive me one house over— I’ll just be sleeping, and I sleep better there anyway.” 

It was a lie, but a necessary one. This wasn’t his home. Bruce wasn’t his father. He shouldn’t get attached. Now, more than ever— with Jason back from the dead— Tim couldn’t forget that. 

Bruce hovered nearby but made no move to stop him as Tim gathered up his things— his school bag, abandoned in the manor the previous morning in his mad dash to chase after the Archivist, as well as a small bag of all the medication he would need— and prepared to walk home. He hadn’t assessed the damage that the near-crash had caused to his bike yet, and besides that he wasn’t particularly keen on riding a bicycle with three broken ribs and sore everything. It wasn’t even raining; the walk would be good for him.

Tim waved off Bruce’s offer to drive him— “B, you haven’t slept in three days, I think I’m safer on my own,” he said— and set out alone into the cool evening air. 

He didn’t notice the figure on the roof, watching him go. And he had no way of knowing that when Dick turned to make his way back inside the manor, he did so with a storm in his eyes, and smelling faintly of ozone.  

 

Notes:

Tim…. Tim no….. Tim!! Oh no he has AirPods in he can’t hear us!!!

Some of the characters that appear in this chapter were created by members of the Aspicio discord community, those being:
Evelyn “Eve” Boudreaux, created by our lovely Spider, the writer of “The Kidnapping of Bruce Wayne” and “Of Breakups and New Beginnings”.
Sheila Mathers, created by my wonderful beta reader Lira and named after her dog who sadly passed away a few months ago.
There will be more community-made goons appearing in future chapters :)

Big thank you to my mom for helping me with planning this chapter and the next few. And Lira, of course, my wonderful beta reader.

I'm going to move my update day back to Friday— hopefully I’ll be better able to post consistently that way.

Next time: Dick has a word with Bruce, and evening slips to night.

Chapter 45: Sunset

Summary:

Pack time!
In which Nightwing reaches upwards, and the Archive… builds a nest?

Notes:

Updating from Mexico! It’s so hot here :3 I love the Warm.

Chapter contains Vast, Beholding, and Web content, discussion of Nico, interpersonal conflict, possession, losing time, and good food <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Daisy wasn’t thrilled to leave Jon’s side, but once it became clear that he was safe, settled, and comfortable with the rest of the gang in the breakroom, she allowed herself a few minutes away to check on business.

Camryn was just in the other room, anyway. Daisy would still be nearby if anything happened. 

It turned out, Camryn wasn’t alone in the meeting room. Daisy pulled the door open and was met with two extra, unknown faces; both young women, one younger, with dark hair and pale skin, sitting next to Camryn and watching Daisy with a wary sort of curiosity, and the other with short brown hair and glasses who was sitting at the other end of the table, working on a laptop— she glanced up at Daisy for just a moment before returning her attention to her screen.

“Alice,” Camryn greeted, turning to face her. “What can I do for you?   

Daisy hummed. “I was hoping we could talk,” she told Camryn, then shot a glance around at the others in the room. “If you aren’t busy.”

The dark-haired stranger tilted her head at Daisy. “Is it about the Archivist?” she asked. 

Daisy lifted an eyebrow. “Yeah, sort of. What’s it to you?” 

“Ah,” she shrank back a little bit at the attention. “I just, um— how’s he doing?”

“Fine,” Daisy said stiffly, eyes narrowed. 

“And, uh, the kid?”

On second thought, the girl did seem vaguely familiar, but she couldn’t quite place why. Daisy’s eyes sharpened further, but she kept her voice even. “I haven’t seen you around before.” 

Camryn leaned forward. “This is Anxhi, she works at a bar on the other side of town,” she explained. “The bar you followed Nico from.” 

Daisy blinked and leaned back. Oh. “You were the bartender,” she remembered, “he was hitting on you. Bastard— how old are you?” Too young for him, that was for sure. Daisy doubted she was even old enough to work the bar.

Anxhi cringed. “Um, well,” she glanced at Camryn, who nodded encouragingly, and then deflated. “Seventeen,” she admitted. “Don’t tell my boss, seriously, I can’t lose my job right now.”

Daisy snorted. “Ratting you out for that would be pretty damn hypocritical of me.” She observed the teenager fidgeting nervously in front of her. “I killed him, just so you know,” Daisy added.

She nodded. “I heard. I, uh, I wanted to help, but by the time I got off work you’d already dealt with it.” 

Camryn hummed. “You’ve given us plenty, Anxhi. That part of town’s a bit of a dry area for intel.”

Anxhi smiled sheepishly. “I’m glad you think so.” 

“Who’s that?” Daisy gestured at the third person in the room, who looked up with a soft hm?

“Oh,” she met Daisy’s eyes. “I’m Amura. Been helping with the books, you know. Don’t mind me.”

Camryn rolled her eyes. “You’re doing a lot more than the books.”

Amura halfway lowered her laptop screen and flashed them a grin. “Depends what you mean by that, doesn’t it?” 

“Money laundering, then?” Daisy guessed. 

Amura shrugged. “Among other things.”

“Right.” Daisy turned to Camryn. “I was just wondering if any more of those clown things have shown up,” she explained, “and if we’ve got any idea of how many might be running around.”

Camryn nodded. “Of course. Here, sit, I’ll give you the rundown,” she offered, gesturing at a spot at the table. 

Daisy took the offered seat and got to work. 

 

 

He’d just needed some air. 

Bruce had been— a goddamn asshole, Dick didn’t know why he ever expected anything different— had been protective, upset, exhausted, they were all exhausted. Bruce had said some stupid things, Bruce had kept things from him, hadn’t told him that his little brother was back from the dead, had lied and just expected everything to go back to normal. Bruce had been the first to find Jon and Tim, in that awful place, stinking of fear— he’d seen the blood and the chains and the weeping red lines on Jon’s back, the way the man had curled around Tim and begged on his behalf, had seen the evidence of what they’d been through, and Dick hadn’t thought it would be too much to expect for Bruce to treat the Archivist as an ally afterwards. But— fine. Fine! If Bruce wanted to antagonize the Fearhound, Dick wasn’t going to get in his way. Hopefully Babs could keep the bloodshed to a minimum, but Dick wasn’t going to hold his breath, and—

The sky was beautiful. Dick crossed his bedroom, shoved open his window, and climbed; all instinct, muscle-memory as he scaled the familiar path up and up and up to the highest point of the manor’s roof, and every inch of height he gained was more weight off his shoulders, until he reached the very top and sprawled along the flat length of the apex and breathed. 

He was an adult. He was Nightwing. Bruce didn’t get to tell him what to do anymore, hadn’t for years, but every time they fought he couldn’t help but feel like a child again, like Robin, nine years old and so full of pain and anger, sixteen and chafing at Bruce’s control, newly eighteen and building a new life for himself and coming home to find Bruce had replaced him, had given his name away to some kid he picked up off the street, and— 

And laying on the roof, watching the clouds smudge over a rare sunny sky, Nightwing felt all of that pain ease, the memories washing over him and sliding off, like raindrops buffeting an umbrella. It was still raining. It was still raining, somewhere, but he was safe under a shelter of his own making, and for the time being it was just him and the bright blue of the sky overhead and he could simply be.

He was Nightwing, and Nightwing was freedom, and he didn’t need to put on the suit to remember that truth. 

He wasn’t sure how long he stayed up there for; he missed lunch, certainly, and likely dinner as well; he didn’t sleep, he just… watched, watched the clouds move across the vivid blue expanse above him, watched the sun dip further down towards the horizon, casting the sky in brilliant shades of pink and orange as a handful of stars started to eek out an existence on the other side of the horizon. He sat up, at some point, sitting perched on the apex of the roof, his face tilted up into the warmth of the evening light until it was gone, the most at peace he’d been in a very, very long time— far more comfortable in stillness than was usual for him, entering a state not dissimilar to the meditative techniques he used on long stakeouts, his senses sharp, observing the grounds with unwavering attention. 

Perhaps it was that which allowed Nightwing to notice the small form moving across the grounds as evening dipped towards night, Timothy Drake starting toward the woods that filled the space on the edge of the Wayne grounds, with the Drake property beyond; taking only a few steps in that direction before evidently deciding that climbing the low wall between the two would be impractical given his injuries and changing course to head towards the front gate, instead.

What Dick wanted to know— crashing back into himself and his anger and finding it that much more potent for his time without it— was why the hell Tim was going anywhere less than 24 hours after being tortured by the Joker.

He found Bruce at the kitchen table, slumped back in his seat and staring across at a half-eaten plate of mashed potatoes and roast vegetables on the opposite side. He didn’t seem to notice Dick coming into the room; didn’t move, hardly so much as breathed, it looked like. Dick scowled.

“Bruce,” he said flatly, and the man startled badly— he jerked upright and twisted to face Dick, wide eyes searching his face. Dick’s scowl deepened— what right did the man have to look so pathetic when he’d already failed so fundamentally and on so many levels? 

“Chum,” he said, voice unsteady, almost a gasp, and Dick all but snarled. 

“I saw Tim walking home,” Dick informed him, the words hard and accusatory, a pressure mounting in the room like static.  “Care to explain?”

When Bruce didn’t answer right away, just staring at Dick with wide eyes like he had walked in and pointed a goddamn gun at him, Dick stalked closer, his steps light and soundless.

“Because it looks like you thought it would be a good idea to send Tim home, by himself, injured, less than a day after we got him back, and you made him walk.”  

Bruce’s eyes widened, and he finally found his voice. “No, I— he said—”

 “I don’t care what he said, Bruce!” Dick interrupted, voice raising into a shout. “You don’t send the goddamn traumatized teenager home alone!”

Bruce flinched, actually flinched backward like he’d been struck, gripping the arms of his chair tight and lowering his gaze to the floor. “I know,” he said, and his voice was rough. “I know, I tried, he wouldn’t—” Bruce shrunk further back into his seat. “I tried.” 

“Yeah, well, clearly you didn’t try hard enough,” Dick shot back, but Bruce’s response— or lack thereof— had left him feeling uneasy, like he’d stepped onto what he thought was solid ground only to feel it shift alarmingly under his feet. Something was wrong here.

Bruce just nodded, defeated, all the fight having been drained out of him sometime after Dick saw him last— he just took it, pressing himself back into the chair like he was trying to make himself smaller, staring at the floor with wide eyes, and Dick felt unease curl in his gut. If he didn’t know better, he’d have said that Bruce looked afraid.

Dick crossed his arms. “When’s the last time you slept, Bruce?”

Bruce shrugged and muttered a low grunt which Dick interpreted as too long ago. 

“You’re not any use to anyone if you’re exhausted. Go to bed,” Dick all but ordered, “I’ll check on Tim.” Bruce started to make some sound of protest, and Dick squared his shoulders. “Now, Bruce. We can talk when you’re not dead on your feet.” 

A beat of stillness, and Bruce nodded. “Just— just give me a moment.” His breaths seemed slightly off, careful and measured in the way of someone struggling to maintain their composure, and Dick felt another flash of irritation before he turned on his heel and strode back the way he came.

“Fine,” he bit out. “You’d better not still be out here when I get back.”

He didn’t wait to hear Bruce’s answer. 

 

 

Jon appreciated the Red Hood gang more than he could properly put into words— appreciated everything they’d done for him, all the ways they’d proven their thoughtfulness, the way they made him feel like he had a home there, with them— but it was still a relief to finally, finally return to the apartment he and Daisy shared above the diner, putting another solid door between himself and the world outside. He toed off his shoes and walked down the short hallway, past Daisy’s bedroom door as the woman herself followed behind him, and entered into the main living space to be met with the smell of something cooking— something delicious, something full of spices and vaguely, distantly familiar, drawing up hazy memories of a warm kitchen and gentle smiles, of being held on his mother’s hip with one arm while the other was occupied measuring and stirring and portioning, and Jon only realized he’d stopped walking when Daisy eased around him, placing a hand on his shoulder as she passed. Jon drifted after her, taking in the scents in their new context: in this space, with Jason humming at the stove, a variety of spices and empty cans of lentils on the counter beside him, and the pieces slowly clicked into place in his mind.

Jason was making dahl. 

“Oh,” Jon said ineloquently. “Oh, you— Jason, you didn’t have to…”

Jason turned and lifted an eyebrow when he saw Jon’s expression. “Didn’t have to do what?” he challenged. “Make dinner? I didn’t see anyone else doing it.” Jon could tell the words were meant to be snarky, but his efforts were undermined by the fond tilt to his expression, the way his mouth lifted into a smile and his eyes crinkled slightly as he turned back to the food. “Thought it’d be nice,” he offered, far more sincerely, as he stirred. “To make you something familiar.”

Jon found his throat suddenly thick with emotion. “Right,” he agreed, and moved further into the apartment— into his home.   

Dinner was, on the surface, a casual affair; Jason served them each bowls of warm dahl, and an assortment of accompaniments were spread across the table including rice, flatbread, and some vegetables, from which they could take as they liked. There was also far too much for the three of them; but when Jon pointed this out, Jason just shrugged and said “leftovers will keep fine,” and that was that. 

It was delicious. Of course it was delicious; not too spicy, but so flavourful that Jon could cry— that Jon did cry, actually, but nobody called attention to it, and it was only a little bit and he couldn’t stop it, anyway. He felt rather like he’d been shattered on the floor, over these last few days, his psyche broken into scattered pieces and run over by a bus and then lit on fire for good measure, and he’d only just managed to pull those scattered pieces together— starting in the Batcave, with Tim, and then more and more with every kind word and gesture from the gang downstairs; and now, sitting at the table with his two closest friends in this world and the officer dozing on his lap— with every bite, with every mouthful of warmth spreading through his body, those pieces were being steadily glued into place, and Jon found that he was whole again. 

“Thank you,” he told Jason. He’d been saying that a lot lately. And then: “Thank you,” again, to Jason and Daisy both, and he knew that they knew he wasn’t just talking about the food. 

“Always,” Daisy told him. “I will always come for you, Jon.” 

Jason nodded his agreement. “You’re one of mine, now. You both are.”

Daisy grinned. “We’re like a pack,” she said, and were her teeth sharper than they used to be? 

Jason lifted an eyebrow. “Pack?”

“Yep,” Daisy leaned back in her chair. “Sorry, too late. You said we’re your people, that means pack. No take-backs.”  

“You know you don’t need to stick with the wolf motif, like, all the time, right?”

“Who said it was just a motif?” Daisy’s grin widened. “I’ve got claws now. And with the shit I pull when I’m Hunting…” she trailed off, lifted one hand to swipe through the air in a playful manner that Jon thought was rather more like a cat than a wolf. “Rawr.”

A startled laugh burst out of Jon’s chest, surprising himself just as much as it did the other two, and Daisy’s grin dropped a moment in shock before coming back full-force. 

“I’m the Fearhound, Jon!” She leaned forward, playful glint in her eye as she picked up a cucumber slice with one hand and popped it into her mouth with a satisfying crunch. “Criminals and traffickers quake in fear at my name, and you laugh?” She was grinning, suppressing laughter herself, and it succeeded in making Jon laugh again— short things, almost giggles as he fought them back, grinning right back at her. 

“Criminals and traffickers, very impressive,” he agreed, “very, ah, very scary.”

“Criminals and traffickers and— what did the kid call them?” Daisy looked sideways at Jason, “ah, right, fuckers.”

Jason flushed and slumped backward in his seat. “They were,” he defended.

“They were,” Daisy agreed. “And really, we are a pack. I mean, can you think of a better word for it?”

“Friends?” Jason suggested, “Co-conspirators? Partners in crime?”

Daisy rolled her eyes. “Come on, we all dug out of the same grave! That has to count for something.”

Jon sighed. “God, that feels like a lifetime ago.”

“Tell me about it,” Jason agreed. “I remember when you didn’t even realize you’d joined a gang,” he said, mockingly reminiscent.

Jon huffed. “Not like you bothered to say anything,” he muttered, and shoved another bite of dahl and bread into his mouth.

“Hey, we could have done a lot worse for ourselves, in this city,” Daisy pointed out. “We’re lucky we ran into Jason.”

Jon knew that luck likely had very little to do with it, but she was right that it was a good thing. Jon sincerely doubted that any other entity that was inclined to take them in would have treated them half as fairly. 

“That we are,” he agreed, and then his phone buzzed in his pocket.

Barbara: Hey, is the offer to come to your base still open?

Jon blinked. Yes, he responded, of course. Why?

Barbara: We’re here.

Jon looked up from his phone to find Jason and Daisy staring at him, concerned, and Jon gestured at his phone before explaining: “Barbara is here, apparently.”

Daisy sat up a little straighter. “Oh, well,” she considered it for a moment. “We did invite her.”

“I wasn’t expecting her to show up tonight,” Jason protested, eyes widening. 

“We have extra food,” Jon pointed out. “More than enough.” 

Jon: have you had dinner?

Barbara: sort of. 

Jason looked crestfallen. “This place isn’t accessible yet.”

Jon frowned. Hm. That could be a problem. There’s stairs, he texted.

Barbara: Jason can help. 

Barbara: Top floor, then? Or basement?

Jon: We’re upstairs. You said you’re here?

She was. Barbara and Cass were both waiting near the entryway when the three of them hurried downstairs to meet them, Selina and Julian standing between them and the counter carefully making conversation. 

“—just didn’t say anything to us,” Julian was explaining to Barbara. 

“Well, I didn’t exactly tell him we were coming,” Barbara admitted. “But he said we could— Jon, hey!” She waved when she saw him. 

“Hello,” Jon greeted, and then switched to sign.

‘Is everything ok?” 

Cass made a so-so gesture with one hand, and Barbara hesitated.

‘Can’t sleep,’ Barbara explained. ‘I’ll tell you upstairs.’

Cass looked guilty all of a sudden, and Jon really wanted to know what had happened— but, sure, it could wait until they were upstairs. Jon nodded and turned back the way he’d come, gesturing for Cass and Barbara to follow. 

Selina hummed and moved toward the front door, effectively switching places with the two newcomers as they followed Jon. “I’m heading out, Hood,” she tossed over her shoulder. “You’ll take care of him, yes?”

“Of course,” Jason replied. “I’m sure I’ll be seeing you.”

“Of course,” she grinned, and stepped out into the night. 

Jason sighed. “Come on, then, let’s get back upstairs.”

 

 

It turned out that the reason Barbara couldn’t sleep was that every time she closed her eyes— every time she couldn’t See— Cass started to panic.

‘I feel the Dark around me,’ the girl explained. ‘Lights off, lights on, either way it wants me and I am scared.’ She hugged herself, sitting at the table while Jason scooped dahl into a bowl and set it in front of her. 

Jason frowned as Jon translated for Daisy’s sake.

“What about when she was off sharing dreams or whatever with Jon?” Jason asked.

‘No, that was different,’ Cass explained, ‘the Archive Watched me.’

“Which is why we’re here,” Barbara elaborated, trying to hide her exhaustion behind a business-like demeanor. “I was hoping you could help— maybe Jon’s presence alone will be enough.”

“And you can sleep,” Jon connected, nodding. “We can try it. Sleep in shifts, if we have to.” Anything to keep Cass safe. He received tired, grateful smiles in return for his words, and something in him purred at the idea of having them both here, safe where he could see them. See them. He wasn’t sure if it mattered which. 

“How did the Archive Watch you?” Jason asked. 

Cass shrugged. ‘Babs went away, and the Archive came out. Same as Jon.’

Barbara translated this time, and at the confused looks from Daisy and Jason, added on: “Jon and Cass spent some time in the caves together, before they were taken. It seems the Archive has a protective streak— it pulled her out of the Dark. Way she told it…”

She trailed off as Cass signed ‘it was really cool,’ and mimed punching the air with a tired grin. 

Jon found himself smiling. “Good. That thing had it coming.” 

… What thing had it coming? 

There was no answer. 

Cass nodded her agreement, and Jon blinked. ‘Do you remember?’ She asked.

Jon shook his head, frowning. ‘No,’ he hesitated. ‘Sometimes I know things, and I don’t know why.’

She nodded sagely. ‘Can the Archive help? Do you have any ideas?’

Jon was about to respond in the negative, but then— “Get me a sharpie,” he said. 

“What for?” Jason asked, moving around the table and into the kitchen so he could fetch the requested item from the beginnings of their random-junk-drawer. 

“I’m not sure,” Jon asked, gesturing for Cass to sit down on one side of the table while he moved to the other, and took her hands in his, palm-up. Jason handed him a thick sharpie, and Jon uncapped it without really thinking about it. “It just feels right,” he said, and moved the tip toward Cass’ hand uncertainly, something in him pushing him to go faster, to just do it, come on! 

What, exactly, he was meant to be doing, Jon didn’t know. 

The moment he touched the marker to her skin, he blinked, and when he opened his eyes he found that he had moved. Not far— he was just on the couch— no, not quite, he was sitting cross-legged on the floor in front of the couch, but still on something soft. A mattress? 

Yes, a mattress. Daisy’s, by the looks of the blankets. Why had they moved Daisy’s bed into the living room? 

Cass was there, in front of him, her head tilted to the side slightly, observing. Jon blinked again, and noticed the thick, black lines drawn on her skin— the shapes of simple eyes, drawn in sharpie, one in the centre of her forehead, one on her throat, and moving his eyes down he found there was two on each of her hands, front and back. She waved at him. There was a half-eaten bowl of dahl on her lap. 

Daisy’s voice came from somewhere nearby, behind him. “He back with us?” She asked.

Jon frowned and twisted around, getting a better look at the room as he did— it looked like they’d practically built a nest on the floor, walls of pillows and blankets piled around the sides of the mattress not blocked off by the couch, and looking up Jon saw that someone had drawn that same simple eye on the wall, about four feet across, also in sharpie. 

… Jon was holding a sharpie. 

He swallowed nervously. 

“What, ah. What happened?”

Just then, Jason came waltzing out of Jon’s room, catching his eye with a relieved grin. “He’s back alright,” he tossed over his shoulder to Daisy, then hopped up to sit perched on the arm of the couch before swinging around to face Jon. “You feel alright? ‘Kive decided to play artist,” he said, his tone landing somewhere too casual to be anything but desperately worried.

Jon squinted. “Kive?” 

Jason waved a hand in the air. “Archive, you know. Ar-chive.” 

“What, like— Chive? Like the herb?”

Jason snapped and pointed finger guns at him, still clinging too hard to the casual air in a way that only made Jon nervous. “Exactly. It drew eyes all over everything, and then decided it wanted to make things cozier, so,” he gestured at the bed on the floor. “Babs took your room, by the way. Hope that’s alright— she really needs the sleep, and we couldn’t exactly ask you.”

Jon glanced at Cass, who seemed perfectly fine; completely calm, mildly amused if anything. ‘I don’t mind it,’ she told him, leaning further back against the couch and stretching her legs out along the mattress as she lifted a hand to show off the ink.

“And you just… let the Archive do that?”

Daisy walked over. “Didn’t seem like a great idea to tell the Fear Entity possessing our friend no. How do you feel?”

Right. Jon supposed denying the Archive wouldn’t be the best course of action; he remembered the first time Daisy had encountered it, after he interrogated the police commissioner. As much as finding himself in a different part of the room with an indeterminate amount of time missing from his memory was disconcerting, it must have been very worrying for her. 

Jon took stock of himself. “Fine,” he said. “Tired. I don’t remember any of the last…”

‘Around half an hour,’ Cass supplied. 

Jon hummed. That was… quite a while, wasn’t it?

“That makes sense. You weren’t afraid,” Daisy told him, “like you were last time.”

 “I should probably apologize to Barbara’s father, at some point.” He sighed and rubbed a hand over his eyes— the beginnings of a headache were seeping in behind them. 

Oh.

“I’m Hungry,” he said. 

“There’s more dahl,” Jason offered, moving to stand, but Jon shook his head. 

“Not like that.”

Jason eased back down. “Right. Do you want to read one of the Statements? Should we clear out?”

Jon hesitated. He usually read his Statements alone— always had, the thought of having an audience for them tended to make his skin itch, nevermind the likelihood of being interrupted— but right then, the idea of being alone made a pit of dread open in his stomach. 

“You can stay,” he said. “If you want to. Just don’t interrupt me, please?”

Jason nodded, and Daisy shifted to sit on the mattress, sprawling across it by Cass’s feet. “Sure thing. Which one are you reading?” She asked. Jason stood up and moved to where they had been set aside on the table. 

  Jon hesitated again. He could read Julian’s— except it likely contained information that he might not want other people to know. But it wouldn’t be fair to Cass to make her listen to him read out her own terror. “I have to read it out loud,” he said. 

Cass seemed to understand. She blinked once before she nodded, her face settled into resolve. ‘Read mine,’ she signed.

Jon stared at her. ‘Are you sure?’

She nodded. ‘I want them to know.’

Jon nodded. “Okay,” he said, and shuffled until he could lead back against the couch next to her. ‘Do you want to leave?’

She shook her head, determined. ‘Read it.’

Jon took a deep breath. “Hand me Cass’ Statement, please.”

 

 

Dick hated being angry. It made him reckless in a fight, it made him say and do things he regretted, it left cracks through the reputation he tried so hard to maintain, whether civilian or hero— even if it was justified, it was almost never helpful. 

Dick made a point of leaving his anger behind as he made the trek across the grounds toward Drake Manor, doing simple breathing exercises as he walked. Bruce, at least, had done something to deserve the outburst; and he could fight back, even if he seemed disinclined to do so at the moment. But the last thing Dick wanted to do was subject Tim to any of his residual anger, not after everything he’d already been through in the last couple of days. 

The walk itself helped with that; the trees blocked out the stars, but Dick could still feel them, could still feel the open space around him, secure in the knowledge that if he wanted to, he could climb to the tops of the trees and reach up toward the sky and brush his fingers through the light of the moon; he arrived at Drake Manor calm and collected, and after a short survey around the side of the house located what must have been Tim’s bedroom— it was the only window with a light on inside, faintly visible through the curtains blocking his sight. There was also a conveniently placed tree nearby, which Dick wasted no time in climbing; he sprung carefully from an outstretched branch toward the ledge running under the window, and then rapped his knuckles softly on the glass.  

“Tim?” He called, more quietly than was probably necessary— it wasn’t like there was anybody around to hear him— and then waited.

And waited.

Dick was just starting to wonder if maybe he had the wrong room after all, when the curtains were shoved aside to reveal Tim, hair ruffled, wearing a regular shirt but pyjama pants, and looking both confused and exasperated. The room itself was surprisingly messy, considering how tidy Tim kept his room at the manor— there were clothes strewn across the floor, a desk to one side with what looked like schoolwork and textbooks piled haphazardly on it, and a stack of dirty dishes on the little table next to his bed. But the mess only made the space feel more lived-in; and the unmade bed and the glow in the little glow in the dark stars on his ceiling added to that impression. It looked comfortable.

Dick waved cheerily, and Tim rolled his eyes but opened the window to let him in. 

“What are you doing here?” Tim asked blankly.

Dick slipped inside and landed on Tim’s bedroom floor, bringing a hand up to his chest in mock affront. “Am I not allowed to check on my baby brother?” 

Tim’s expression remained flat, but the tips of his ears turned red as he flushed slightly. “Okay, well,” he attempted to cross his arms, then aborted the movement and rolled his eyes instead, “you’ve checked on me. I’m fine. Don’t you have something more important to do, anyway?” 

Dick grinned. “Nope!” He declared, moving past Tim and towards the door to his room. “Where’s your bathroom?” 

Tim followed him. “Across the hall, second door on the left— did you really come all the way here just to use my bathroom?”

Dick peered out into the hallway. In contrast with Tim’s bedroom, the hall was spotlessly clean, not so much as a speck of dust on the hardwood floors, paintings hanging from the blank spaces on the walls at regular intervals. 

“No,” he said, walking out and to the left, “just making sure you’ve got everything you need.”

Tim trailed after him as Dick found the bathroom and started rifling through the cabinets, and sure enough, the kid had all the medications he might need, and a well-stocked first aid kit. 

“There’s another one in my room, too,” Tim informed him. “I’m fine, Dick. You don’t have to worry about me.” 

Dick turned and gave Tim a once-over. They’d cleaned him up as best they could after they got him to the cave, but his hair was still a little greasy despite their efforts, and Dick hummed. “Are you going to shower, or right to bed?”

The fact he was already half-dressed in pyjamas would indicate the latter, and sure enough Tim shrugged and slouched back against the bathroom doorframe. “Don’t want to deal with replacing the bandages,” he explained.

He didn’t have all that many injuries that needed bandages— a painful scrape on the side of his face, some shallow cuts on his arms, the rubbed-raw skin around his wrists, and a few electrical burns on his torso and throat that Dick really didn’t want to think about. But add onto that the muscle strain from the stress positions he’d been forced into, the broken ribs, and the general exhaustion, and Dick didn’t blame the kid— he’d be prioritizing sleep, too. “I can help, if you want,” he offered. 

Tim sighed and let his head fall back against the doorframe with a quiet thunk. “I said I’m fine. I don’t want to keep you here, and— and I don’t want to slip or something.” 

Dick made a sympathetic sound and moved to run his hand over Tim’s hair; an action which the kid would normally lean into, but this time he ducked out of reach, and Dick let his hand drop. 

Tim huffed and scrubbed a hand down his face. “I just don’t want to deal with it, okay?”

“Your bandages should be changed anyway,” Dick pointed out. 

Tim groaned. “You’re just as bad as Bruce! Is it so hard to believe I want to be alone?”

Yes, Dick didn’t say, it is.

“We just worry about you, baby bird,” he said instead. “I don’t know how you managed to convince Bruce to let you leave,” he added, lifting the corners of his mouth up into a humorous smile. 

Tim didn’t seem to find it funny. “I told him the truth,” he insisted. “That he has more important things to worry about, and Mrs. Mac will be here in the morning, and I don’t need to be fussed over.”

Dick was pretty sure that Tim wasn’t being completely honest with him, but he didn’t call him on it. Instead, he leaned against the sink and did his best to project casual, like none of this was that big of a deal at all. 

 “Tell you what— how about I help you wash your hair and change your bandages,” he offered, “then you can go to bed and I’ll get out of your space.”

Tim seemed to consider this for a long moment, wavering between his options, and Dick could see in his posture the moment he accepted the offer, posture dropping in something like defeat. “Yeah,” he said. “Okay. As long as you leave right after.”

Dick nodded with a soft smile. He could work with that. 

 

 

Dick returned to Wayne Manor about an hour and a half later, his nerves settled by the knowledge that Tim was tucked safely into bed, clean and cared for. His housekeeper would be there in the morning— probably before he even woke up, he’d said— and Dick knew better than to risk getting caught camping out in the kid’s room. Dick had made it clear that if Tim needed him, he was only a phone call and a short walk away. 

To his relief, Bruce wasn’t still at the kitchen table. Good— Dick really wasn’t in the mood to fight, all the excitement of the last few days leaving him feeling wrung out and in desperate need of some proper sleep himself. It meant Gotham was without any of her heroes for the night; but the city would survive. Hopefully most of the criminal element would still be laying low for a night or two in the aftermath of what had happened with the Joker. 

Dick retreated to the family wing and noticed that the door to Bruce’s room was open a crack. Some mild snooping revealed that Bruce was not in his bed.

Dick sighed. It really wasn’t his problem, if Bruce wanted to exhaust himself— but the man had spent all day pushing through exhaustion and ignoring his injuries, and Dick really did need him coherent in order to properly debrief and discuss next steps the following day. 

With a groan, Dick turned away from the family wing and went searching.

He didn’t have to look for long.

He found Bruce in the Batcave, having apparently fallen asleep at the computer. His face and posture were tense, even in sleep, deep lines between his eyes, and Dick felt a flash of sympathy despite his earlier anger. 

There were two windows open on the screen: one was a map, blinking dots visible which Dick knew represented the trackers in each of their phones; Tim’s at Drake Manor, Dick and Bruce and Alfred’s all on top of each other. Babs and Cass’ were missing from the display, but that wasn’t unusual; Babs knew how to shut off the signal, and the girls liked to have some privacy. 

The other window displayed the aggregated results of multiple DNA tests, each showing a 99.8% match for Jason Todd-Wayne.

There were tear tracks running down Bruce’s face, and Dick’s heart squeezed painfully in his chest before he scowled and shook the feeling off. Bruce didn’t need his sympathy. Bruce didn’t want his sympathy.

Dick still found himself grabbing a blanket from the medical bay and placing it over Bruce’s shoulders, pretending not to notice the way his mentor’s face smoothed out in sleep. 

Before he left, a metallic glint caught his eye— a lighter, sitting innocuously on the desk next to the computer. It was familiar, the web pattern engraved into the metal drawing his gaze to it. He picked it up.

This was Jon’s, wasn’t it? What was it doing here?  

He’d probably want it back. 

Dick slipped the lighter into his pocket.

 

Notes:

Dick: Hopefully the criminal element is laying low rn.
Harley and Ivy: :)

And hello the first use of Chive! Jason was trying to be so casual that he cut off the first bit of Archive and then Jon went :/ that pronunciation does not match the spelling. Therefore it is Chive Time.

The first scene introduced two more characters created by members of the discord server!
Anxhi (pronounced similarly to Angie) was created by Artemis. Her name is Albanian, and she speaks with a slight accent.
Amura Elsher was created by afdg10 (aka professional Vincent* hater); she’s an accountant.

Thank you as always to my mom and to Lira for all your help!

Next time: Statement of Cassandra Cain, and a little bird flies the coop.

Chapter 46: Statement of Cassandra Cain

Summary:

Statement Begins.
In which Cass tells her story.

Notes:

Chapter contains discussion of Dark(!) and Eye content, past child abuse, kidnapping, torture, violence, and murder— in the Statement, nothing particularly bad happens in the present.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Statement of Cassandra Cain, regarding the Dark. 

 

Statement written April 14th, 2018.

 

I have never been afraid of the dark. For as long as I’ve been alive, the shadows have been my friends; I learned to hide in them before I learned to fight, and I learned to fight at the age most children learn to speak. As I grew, I learned to melt into the smallest patches of darkness, to make myself disappear, to wait in silence and to strike before I could be seen. Since coming to Gotham, since learning what it means to take a life and vowing to never kill again, since meeting Batman and Robin and Nightwing and Alfred and, especially, since meeting Babs, the darkness has been one of my greatest allies. I still slip into shadows, to hide and to wait and to strike, only now it is to protect and to fight for good. I help to keep the people of this city safe, the Bats at my side, Oracle in my ear, and the darkness wrapped around me like a blanket, shrouding and protecting me in return.

The darkness is not an ally anymore. The shadows are not my friends. I am not safe, tucked out of sight. 

It wants me. It wants me, and I do not know how long I can keep it at bay. It wants me, and I do not know how to hide from it. It wants me, and I cannot hide from the Dark, because it is already a part of me— has always been a part of me. 

It wants me, and I am afraid.

The first time the Dark tried to take me was after I broke the Archivist out of the Batcave, very early yesterday morning. It feels like it’s been far longer. 

I suppose it was a betrayal, of a sort, against Batman; but I could not stand by while they hurt my friend, and the Red Hood and the Fearhound were only a few hours behind me— if it was them who had found Jon there, in that cell, in that muzzle, beaten and cowering and all wide-eyed afraid-desperate-hurt , Batman would not have lived to see the sunrise. They should be grateful that I intervened. 

I only wish that I had told Babs what I had discovered and where I was going. I know, now, that she would have been on my side; we could have extracted the Archivist another way, or Babs could have at least been waiting with a car for us, or maybe she could have convinced Batman to relinquish him to our care without the use of any lies or break-ins or journeys through Gotham’s cave system. She would have made sure all of our identities were safe.  

As it was, Jon and I ended up in the caves, and somewhere along the way— after being chased by something, something evil, something rotten— we took a wrong turn. An easy thing to do, in a place like that, and a very dangerous one; we found ourselves in a dead-end, the Shadows creeping closer, impossibly close, and I remember so clearly the way that Jon turned to face the wall of Darkness that threatened to swallow him and the way he stood his ground.

Jon’s voice echoed through the caves and through my very being. 

“You will not have them.”

Seeing him, I thought that was going to be it; that somehow he was going to plant himself between me and the pulsing, unknowable malice that clung to the stone and the stale air around us and beat it back with nothing but the force of his will. It rushed toward him, and it parted around his determined-Looking-protect-protect -protect before crashing back to fill the space and then, for just a moment, I thought that it had swallowed him whole; but then I realized that it had simply gone around him, moved past the danger of his gaze and converged on me.

The first thing that hit me was the cold.

I’ve been cold before; I arrived in Gotham near the coldest, darkest part of winter, and I spent some time on my own before Batman found me and Barbara took me in. I remember how wholly inadequate the clothing I’d arrived in had been, the way that the chill cut through any other clothes I could find, the way that the damp set into everything— I slept rough, in whatever abandoned building suited my purposes, and one early morning the roof of my shelter partially caved in and dumped six inches of dense, half-melted snow on top of me, and by the time I found somewhere dry to warm up in my fingers were white and I couldn’t feel my feet. 

I have never known cold like this. 

I have never known anything worse than the feeling of being dragged down, deeper and deeper, as the liquid cold tried to force its way down my throat and into my ears and under my skin, into my veins and into my bones. Sharp, spindly hands wrapped around my ankles, grasping at my clothes, reaching for my wrists and my throat and pulling me down deeper and deeper and deeper until there was nothing but the Dark, nothing but the cold and the all-encompassing knowledge that I would never see or hear another thing again, that whatever resided down in those depths was going to be the end of me, one way or another. 

And then the Archive pulled me out.

It knows what happened after that, and I don’t feel the need to recount it in any detail; suffice it to say, it does not like the Dark, and it dragged one of those creatures up with me and beat it to death, if you could have considered it alive in the first place. It was my friend from the moment it turned to me, protect and anger and mine-how-dare-you in every line of its being, before it even had a name. It said that it was Beholding, it was the Eye, and Jon was its Archivist and I was its friend and it would protect us; and then it led us out of the caves. We emerged in Gotham Cemetery, inside the church they’re building to replace the one that burned down in October, two months before I got here. We talked, and I gave it a name— the Archive— and then Jon came back, and we left the cemetery.

I thought that that was it— that I had survived the Dark, and I would be safe from it from then on. 

I was wrong. I was very, very wrong.

We made it to a phone booth, and no further. It happened as we were waiting for Babs to come and get us; Robin found us first, and Jon managed to stop him with his Compulsion, but I was caught in it, too. I was stuck, frozen and helpless, listening to Robin recite some overly-complicated story I had never heard before as a van pulled up beside us and a stranger pressed a needle into my neck and I felt my consciousness slipping away. We were taken, me and Jon and Robin, without a single functioning tracker or a way to call for help between us. 

I awoke in the dark. 

Not the Dark, not at first, but I would soon come to know that the line between them is incredibly thin; that it takes frighteningly little to slip between mundane shadows and cold, all-encompassing Darkness. I was in a box, not unlike a coffin, with hardly any space to move, no way out, and no light. Jon and Robin were there, too, in lightless prisons of their own, and they tried to keep me calm but I could feel the shadows closing in on me, drawing me down, deeper and deeper and as my fear grew the shadows only grew thicker and darker and Darker and I was so, so scared— and then they came for us, and I could hear a fight, I heard an awful crack and Jon screaming, and as they approached my own prison I realized that I was almost as scared of them as I was the Darkness around me. 

Almost, but not quite; I was confident that if they would just open the box, let me out, I would be able to fight them off— I’d gone up against worse odds before, and even with the remnants of whatever they’d drugged me with slowing my reflexes I was sure to be underestimated. Still, my heart beat faster at the thought of all the ways this could go wrong; what if Jon was hurt too badly to run again? These men worked for the Joker, leaving any of us behind was not an option, and I didn’t know how long it had been or how far we’d been taken or if Babs knew where we were, yet. I was so caught in my worry about how I was going to fight my way past whatever waited for me outside that I didn’t realize the wood beneath me had turned soft and cold until it was too late.

I heard screaming. Someone was angry. It wasn’t me; all I felt was cold. 

It is difficult to describe the way the Darkness felt as I was pulled down into it, impossibly far, impossibly deep, so deep I knew that I would never, ever escape. It was not a crushing weight, nor was it an empty space, it was just an overwhelming nothingness, it was the neverending lack of sound and sight and warmth and the knowledge that I would be there for the rest of my life. Maybe longer. After a time, the skeletal hands released me, and I was left to drift through that emptiness alone. 

I started to think that maybe I belonged there. Maybe I still do; after a while, the cold started to feel less of a foreign thing, and more a part of me. It forced its way into my soul, it felt like, seizing my mind as surely as it did my heart and lungs, and it no longer felt like I was drowning in it. And yet, for all that I grew to accept the cold, I was never comfortable. The Dark was something deeply terrifying, whether within or without myself— I did not now know what lurked out of my sight, and as time passed I wondered if I even knew myself. It was taking me apart, piece by piece, and I didn’t know if I could fight it.

I didn’t know. But I had to try. 

After long enough with no light to speak of, your senses start to sharpen. The slightest brush becomes a stabbing point of sensation; a whisper becomes a shout; the feeling of air-water-cold-Dark shifting across skin as you sink deeper starts to feel like a rush of air. I righted myself, and I tried to kick up, but it was like falling through air and swimming through molasses all at once— utterly hopeless. 

My feet touched the ground.

At first, that singular point of touch was nearly overwhelming; I panicked and tried to push away from it, and I succeeded in jumping straight up— but of course I only landed slowly back on the ground, my feet making contact with a light tap that startled me badly enough that I stumbled to the side. I couldn’t hear it, not exactly, but I could feel it, I could feel the vibrations in my feet and up my legs and I fell to my knees right there on what turned out to be a concrete floor. It was rough and cold— cold like everything— and I could feel the Darkness clinging to my hands as I pressed them into it, desperate relief coursing through me at even that much sensation. I’m sure that I was crying, even though I couldn’t hear it; I could feel the heaving, gasping sobs in my chest and my throat, and teardrops traced paths of fire down my face and landed in singular points of warmth on the backs of my hands. I don’t know how much time I spent there, hunched over on the floor, but eventually I moved to sit properly and my foot bumped into a wall. 

It was concrete, too, and I turned to trace my hand along it, moving down the wall until I found a corner, and then continuing on. I didn’t know where I was; but I had the thought that I really wished Jon were there, because this was surely the work of one of the same Dark that had nearly taken me once before; he would know what to do— how to help— and I turned another corner along the wall and I heard them. 

It was quiet; barely a whisper of a wheezing breath, but as I pushed off the wall towards it, the sound clarified into two sets of breathing; one the shallow and slow rhythm of unconsciousness and the other fast and scared-alone-hurt. I recognized Jon in the first sound, Robin in the second, and I reached out towards the latter—  but then that first touch of warmth from Robin’s face curled around my fingertips and it burned. I yanked my hand away with a silent gasp, and Robin didn’t move except to shiver, the soft clinking of chains joining the sound of his uneven breaths. 

I stepped back.

Jon was unconscious. Robin was hurt, and scared, and they needed me, perhaps more than I needed them. I had to get help. 

So I left. I turned away from them, and I found the wall, and I followed it back around the corner, thinking that I just needed to get out and then I could go find Babs and everything would be okay. I just had to get out.

The concrete beneath my hand turned to brick. Broken glass ground under my feet. There was light.   

It wasn’t much; little more than a shifting line of colour amid the dark, but in contrast with complete Darkness it was like someone had turned on a floodlight. I flinched away, at first; and then I pushed off the wall and towards it, reached my hand out to what I was seeing and it crystallized, clarified into a proper image as the shadows shifted and parted around my fingers like a curtain, and for the first time I felt hope.

I saw Daisy and the Red Hood, making their way down an otherwise empty street. I tried to reach for them, past the curtain of shadows, but I realized then that I couldn’t see my hands. I could see what was beyond the dark, for all that it was like trying to look through murky water, but even as I pushed closer and closer to that light I couldn’t see any part of myself— it was like I was looking through a window, through tinted glass, and I could pound on it all I liked but I wasn’t going to break through. I tried to get their attention; I tried to shout, to scream, but no matter what I did they could not see me. 

They couldn’t see me. 

Nobody could see me.

I wandered, for a time, from Shadow to Shadow, looking out on a world that was lost to me. The Darkness whispered that I belonged with it; that it could give me anything I wanted, anything at all, for a price.

I remember thinking that I wanted to be seen again. I wanted to be seen more than I wanted anything else in the world, and that was perhaps the single thing that the Dark could not give me. 

I pushed through the Shadows, shouting silently for Babs, and the Dark parted through my fingers like sand but I couldn’t find her— until I thought of the Clocktower, that place from which she watched over all of Gotham as Oracle, and with another step the ground beneath my feet turned to wood and I was there, tucked into a shadowed corner, and she was there too. Her eyes never left her monitors, fingers moving quickly, anxiously. She was worried, she was scared, she was trying to find us; Jon and Robin and me, except I was there, I was right there, and she couldn’t see me. No matter how much I screamed and shouted and tried to push out of the Shadows and into the light of the room, the Dark held firm; it clung to my hair and my clothes and my skin, dragging me back if ever I got too close to freedom, and it whispered to me that I could help her. It promised me that I could save my sister all of this pain, that it would help me to save the others, that together we could be more— but the price was myself, was to fall into the Dark and become a part of it, and I knew that if I gave it what it wanted then I would never be seen again, never touch the light, never feel warmth save my own tears ever again. 

The price was steep, and I remembered the way that Jon and the Archive had screamed their rage as the Dark took me, and I knew it was not a price that they would want me to pay. 

And so I watched.

There was a book in Oracle’s desk drawer. Every so often, she would slide the drawer open and look at it. It wanted her to read it— it wanted her to read in the same way that the Dark wanted me to disappear, amplifying the energy of desperation in the room until it was choking and cloying and I slid down the wall behind me to sit on the floor, keenly aware that the sun was setting outside and we were running out of time. 

Babs opened the drawer, staring down at the book, and then slammed it shut again. I watched, silent as ever, as she breathed, then repeated— opened the drawer, stared down at its contents, and slammed it shut. She swore, and the sun dipped further below the horizon outside, and I inched forward in a crouch— away from the wall, towards the light. The Shadows simply moved with me, but it let me get the slightest bit closer to Babs as she turned on her comm. Her voice sounded like it was coming through water or a blanket, muffled and quiet, but I heard it clearly enough. 

“Hey, Hood. Question for you,” she started, and I felt a lick of surprise cut through my fear. They were working together, then. That was good.

She asked about Nightwing, which was strange. She asked for updates. She assured the Red Hood that she had his back, that she would find them— that she would find Jon and Robin, and me, I was sure, and even though I doubted that it was possible I still felt my chest squeeze at the confirmation that she cared.

“Whatever it takes,” she said.

She opened the drawer. 

She reached inside and picked up the book.

“I can’t find them,” she told it. “Can you help me find them?”

The book did not answer, but the moment she opened it, I realized that I could see my own hands. 

I couldn’t see myself well, mind you; it was like a silhouette on an already dark background, or the fading after-image from looking into a bright light; little more than an outline, an impression of presence and movement, but it was something. The shadows pulled at me, urged me back and away and in, but I refused— I stayed right where I was, watching, waiting, growing more sure of my place in physical space with every page turned until I could see the shape of my gloves and feel the vibrations of the clock through the floor beneath me, and one fear was replaced with another as I realized what my sister was doing.

She is sitting beside me as I write this, and I hope that she knows that reading that book was a very reckless thing to do. I was terrified for her— terrified that if she’d made a deal like the one I’d tried to reject, the price would be just as steep. What part of herself was she going to lose, giving herself to one of the Fears? Was I doomed to watch as she sacrificed herself, as she became something unrecognizable for the chance to help our friends? 

Were we both lost? 

She finished reading, and I curled in on myself, shaking with silent grief. Her eyes scanned the room, something sharp and foreign in them, until they swept over the shadows where I sat, perfectly still, feeling the shadows cling to my clothes. It took me a moment to realize that her searching gaze had stopped, and a moment longer to realize it had stopped on me.

She could see me. She could see me, and by the shock and hope on her face I knew that she was still Babs. 

I stood, and tried to reach for her, but the light burned and my voice was snatched away so I switched to sign, begging for help, and she moved across the room so fast I worried she might tip her chair over and then she was there, and the air was full of static and she reached back to me and I took her hands and in the next moment I was free.

I held onto her, and I was still so cold but she was warm, and after so long in the quiet my own crying was deafening but Babs whispered that I was safe and I’m not sure if I believed her, but I wanted to. I wanted to.

I haven’t left her side since. I was right about the book— except that it turns out that the Fear she chose to work with was the Archive itself, come seeking help for Jon. It took her away into her mind, and then it stayed with me until the others arrived, telling me more about the Fears and instructing me on how to write a Statement. Babs was away for a long time, but I wasn’t worried— the Archive had saved me from the Dark twice, after all. If it said she would be okay, I was going to trust it. So I assured the others that she was alright, and insisted that she not be moved, and when she came back I watched her search through security cameras and collect information with a renewed sense of purpose and determination. I watched as Julian brought us news, watched as the others saw what had been done to Jon and to Robin, watched over my sister’s shoulder, comm in my ear, as our allies lay waste to those who had caused so much pain and finally, finally brought them— brought you— to safety.

Jon, as I write this, you are unconscious in the Batcave. After everything, I doubt you’ll want to stay there long; but I listened over the comms as you were rescued, and I hope that you and Tim are able to stay close together while you both recover. I also want to make sure you know that Jason and Daisy are not the only ones who would protect you; Barbara and I are your friends, and we are going to do everything we can to make sure you are never hurt like this again. 

 

 

“Statement ends.”

 

Jon exhaled in a rush, looking up to find that everyone in the room was exactly where they were when he had started— nobody had moved until the moment he finished reading, all shuddering into motion and apparently taking a moment to collect themselves. Jason nearly stumbled as he collapsed into a chair at the table; Daisy shut her eyes and started to take deep, deliberate breaths; Cass tipped sideways against the couch and curled towards him, dropping her forehead to his shoulder.

“What, ah…” Jon swallowed. “Is everything alright?”

Jason met his eyes, his expression twisting into something uncomfortable. “Couldn’t move while you read,” he explained. “Would have been nice to sit down first.” 

Jon’s eyes widened. “Oh.”

 

Notes:

I’m in the middle of my circus shows, but I wanted to get this out there! Thank you so much to my mom for all your help.

Sorry no promised bird coop-flying. Next chapter for sure!

Next time: Nesting

Chapter 47: Nesting

Summary:

Tim would really like a hug please.
In which Jon experiences love and care.

Notes:

Chapter contains minor Beholding content, self-worth issues, panic attacks, flashbacks incl Stranger content, torture, blood, etc you know the drill.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

“Oh.”

Jon’s satisfaction from having read a Statement was rapidly overtaken by a wave of guilt.

Daisy sighed and opened her eyes. “It was like being caught in a compulsion. Not the worst thing, but you sure did bring us along for the ride.”

Jon turned his head slightly towards Cass, who was still partially hiding against his shoulder. “Are you alright?” 

She nodded, but Jon could see the way she was breathing carefully, her back rising and falling in a slow, controlled rhythm, and he felt his guilt spear him through the chest. He tentatively brought a hand up to rest on her back. 

“I’m sorry,” he said. “I didn’t know that would happen.” 

With one last deep breath, Cass leaned back, offering Jon a crooked smile as she lifted her hands to sign. 

‘Did it help?’  

Jon took a moment to think about it and realized that yes, actually, it did— he felt far more satiated than he usually did after reading a written Statement, something in him settled and calm, his breaths easy despite the guilt still trying to press down on his lungs and squeeze his throat.

“I would seem that having an audience makes the Statement more, ah, nourishing,” Jon admitted. “I really am sorry, I’ve never had anybody listen like this, I didn’t realize that it would feed on all of you as well, but I should have known.”

“How?” Jason asked flatly. “Come on, Jon. You know we don’t blame you. It’s fine.”

“And if it helps feed you, I don’t mind,” Daisy added.

“But Cass,” Jon insisted, “she didn’t need to listen to that, to feel that. It’s— it’s not fair.”

And that really was the crux of it, wasn’t it? It wasn’t fair. Jon hadn’t asked for this, hadn’t wanted to subsist on the misery of others, hadn’t wanted to become a monster. It wasn’t fair. 

Cass leaned forward and flicked him lightly on the forehead. ‘I see you thinking,’ she informed him. ‘I’m okay. Stop.’

She held up both her hands, palms forward, putting the eye symbols drawn there on display— then she balled them into fists and crossed them in front of her, showing the eyes on the backs of her hands before she uncrossed them again in the sign for safe. 

‘I’m safe. We are safe. We all—’ she gestured around the room— ‘protect each other.’

Jon sighed and leaned his head back against the couch, feeling his guilt and shame being slowly replaced by gratitude. He hadn’t the slightest idea what he’d done to deserve this kind of loyalty and care, and he wasn’t sure he’d ever get used to it, but all he could do was try as hard as he could to repay it wherever possible.

“If it’s better for you,” Daisy considered, “maybe having someone listen in is a good idea. Could be you don’t need live Statements, then.”

Jon considered this. “Maybe.”

Jason shrugged. “It’s up to you. Sleep on it,” he suggested. 

Jon started nodding— he was rather tired— and then frowned. Barbara was in his bed. “Where?” 

Daisy responded by falling back against the wall of pillows that formed the corner of the nest furthest from Jon and Cass. “Here is fine,” she said. “We put all that work into setting this up, might as well use it.”

A part of Jon wanted to argue— this was Daisy’s bed, he didn’t feel right with taking it over like this— but the Hunter herself was already settling in, curled partially on her side so that she kept the entryway in sight and could roll easily to her feet if the need arose. Cass moved to the corner adjacent to Daisy’s, searching for the edge of a blanket for a moment and then slipping underneath. She gave Jon an encouraging smile as she snuggled in deeper, and Jon realized just how exhausted she must have been. 

“I’ll take the couch,” Jason declared, and stood from the chair before throwing himself over the nest and onto the cushions above where Jon sat, leaving him effectively surrounded by the three of them, but still with enough space on the mattress to fully stretch out without touching if he didn’t want to. 

He was already wearing clothes that would be plenty comfortable to sleep in. There was enough space for him. He was surrounded by people who he trusted deeply. Nearly every potential source of discomfort or nervousness had been eliminated— and as Cass patted the blankets between them in a clear invitation, Jon found himself thinking that it would be nice to sleep somewhere he knew to be truly safe. 

And he was so very tired.

So Jon laid down, his back against the couch and his head cushioned by a mountain of pillows, and he carefully took the hand that Cass offered him, finally allowing himself to rest, surrounded by the safety of the people around him.

As he closed his eyes, Jon couldn’t help but wonder after Tim. He hoped the kid was as comfortable as he was, surrounded by his family, loved and protected and safe.

 

 

Tim may have made a mistake.

It had all been well and good, the day before; he’d made it to the Drake property without issue, and Dick had shown up right as the feeling of his big, empty house had started to press in on him, neatly solving the conundrum that was changing his bandages, and had sat with him— refused to leave, really— until Tim fell asleep. Tim had considered his decision to leave the Manor and return home a resounding success, confident that all he needed was a good night’s sleep in his own bed, and that in the morning he would feel less like an egg on the verge of cracking open and spilling all over the floor. He just needed a chance to properly reset and process— or, rather, shove into a locked box in the corner in his mind— everything that had happened over the last few days. 

He hadn’t even made it through the night. 

He woke to complete darkness, overlapping screams echoing in his mind— all of those people who had been held down and turned into clowns, Jon as he was electrocuted into unconsciousness, his own— and the fabric of the pillowcase shifted under his face as he jerked into awareness, the movement on his skin crawling like— like something that used to be people— get it off get it off—

Tim tried to roll out of bed, but his legs tangled up in his blankets and they were holding him down, his legs pinned to the table— no— no, to his bed, he was in bed, he was alone, he was perfectly safe— the darkness pressed in around him and all he could hear was his breathing, too fast, it was too fast and his muscles ached and cramped as he pushed himself backwards to sit against his headboard and where was Jon? He couldn't see. He couldn’t hear Jon’s breathing. Was he dead? 

He was dead. He wasn’t breathing and he was dead and it was Tim’s fault.

He pulled his legs up to his chest, finally freeing them from their confines, and felt a sob catch in his throat— don’t speak don’t speak don’t make a sound— and then a spike of pain shot through his ribs and Tim managed to cobble together just enough awareness to fling a hand out to the side toward his bedside light. 

It took him a few tries to find the switch, and a few moments longer for his eyes to adjust to the dim light that flooded his bedroom, all while his heart beat louder and louder in his head— and even once he could see, Tim only felt that crushing dread tighten further around his chest, his breaths stuttering and painful and nothing felt real. The colours were all wrong, blurred and too sharp and too-bright and washed out all at once, like he was dreaming. Was he still asleep? Or was he still in that place— had the rescue and everything that came after been the dream, and the nightmare reality? Maybe this was what happened when you lost yourself to what the Joker had done to all of those people— maybe all his victims were trapped in a never-ending series of dreams and nightmares, never knowing what was real and what was a trick because it was all a trick. A sick joke. It would certainly be fitting. 

Maybe Tim had finally broken. 

Tim had had panic attacks before. He knew that his mind was playing tricks on him— had to be, because the alternative didn’t bear thinking about— and he knew that he needed to calm down. Breathing wasn’t working, not when his chest felt like it was full of splinters, and twisting and planting his feet on the ground only made him aware of how cold the floor was, of how empty this house was, of the fact that Tim was completely and utterly alone. But he’d been the one to insist on going home, he’d been the one to lie about Mrs. Mac and kick Dick out when he knew that he would have stayed if Tim had asked; he’d made his bed, and now he had to lie in it, which meant he had to get it together on his own and stop thinking about how badly he wanted somebody to hold him and calm down.

He saw his phone, sitting face-up on the table next to the lamp. He picked it up, and the screen turned on, showing the time. 

2:20 am

Definitely too late to justify calling or texting anybody. They would all be asleep for sure— after a big mission like that, it was important to take time to rest. But that was fine, because he wasn’t going to call anybody, anyway, no matter what the sharp ache of disappointment wanted him to think. It was fine, and he was fine, and if his skin could just stop crawling he would be even better. 

He had to get out of this room.

If this was a Stranger-induced hallucinatory dreamscape meant to convince Tim that he was awake, it was a really shitty one. Tim ran into every piece of furniture he conceivably could on his way to the door, and then ran into that, too, struggling to twist the doorknob with shaking, sweaty hands— locked, it was locked, he was locked in and soon they would be back and he was trapped and where had they taken Jon—? 

No. No. Jon wasn’t there, Jon was at home, Tim had to— had to do something. He wasn’t sure what. 

Right— get out of this room. Keep it together. Stop seeing and hearing and feeling things that weren’t there.

The door opened. 

Tim stumbled into the hallway, not bothering to look for a light switch as a new sort of urgency crept into him with the cooler air. He flinched at every shifting shadow, leaning against the wall for support and biting back the whimpers that threatened to break free into the silence; he couldn’t make a sound. They would find him. They would hurt him. They would put another collar on him, and Jon wouldn’t be there to protect him this time because he’d sent him away and Tim was an idiot for thinking he could do this alone, every rough, laboured breath tasting like terror and his heart beating shame into his blood. 

Calm down. Calm down. Where was he going? 

The bathroom. Right. He could— pain medication. Except— hadn’t Dick left it in his room? But Tim could still splash some water on his face, at least. That was good for panic attacks, right? 

Where was he?

House. Hallway. Bathroom. Bathroom, right, he was going to the bathroom. He was in the bathroom. Muscle memory brought his hand to the light switch, but turning it on flooded the space with a light so bright that it felt like staring at the sun and he turned it back off just as quickly, leaving spots dancing in his vision for a long moment. It was dark, like this, but that was fine, he could still see enough in the dim light spilling into the hallway from his bedroom, as long as he didn’t close the door— and he didn’t want to close the door anyway, a closed door meant trapped, a closed door meant danger. He had better luck with the sink and the tap, turning the water on cold, but not too strong, and managing to only flinch a little bit at the sound of the water hitting the bowl. He leaned down and cupped his shaking hands under the stream and then brought them up to his face, gasping and spluttering and somehow managing to inhale a little bit of it, but that was okay because the water did its job of forcing Tim back into his body, and he clutched the edge of the sink and looked down to see his phone sitting innocuously on the counter. When had that gotten there? Had he brought it with him?

I should call someone. 

Why hadn’t he done that earlier? 

Tim picked up his phone, but in the process caught sight of himself in the mirror— the shadows distorted his pale, ashen face, what little light there was catching in his eyes and making them seem too big, too round, beady like an animal or— or like a doll, like something inhuman, and Tim didn’t recognize himself. 

He pushed away from the sink, the water still running, rushing, filling his head with static again as he hit the wall and slid down it to sit on the floor, phone clutched to his chest like a lifeline. 

Jon. He had to call Jon. He wouldn’t leave Tim there, he would come get him, Tim just had to call him.

Tim stared at the number pad on the screen for a long time before he realized that didn’t know Jon’s phone number. 

He let his grip go slack, watched the phone fall to the side, heard it hit the ground with a quiet crack— distantly, he was aware that he had probably just broken the screen, but Tim didn’t have the wherewithal to care. It was all he could do to push himself backwards a couple of feet into the corner where the wall met the bathtub, to pull his knees up, to curl in on himself and try to pull his scattered pieces back together. 

God, he hated this. He hated this. He needed to stop remembering— he needed it all to stop. He tried to think past the static in his head, past the terror in his chest, to think back to the exercises they used to help panicking civilians, that he had used himself in the past, that Bruce and Dick had taught him—

Five things you can see.

He could see light glinting off the mirror, flashes of tile-white teeth— the shadows leering out at him, grinning, laughing, smiles cruel and dark—

No. Something else. Four things you can feel.

He could feel something— blood?— dripping off his face and coating his hands and soaking into his clothes, rapidly cooling in the cold, stale air. He could feel the hard, damp floor beneath him, the weight of the collar around his neck and the chafing of the shackles around his wrists and ankles. He was cold, he was so cold, and this wasn’t helping.

Three things you can hear.

He could hear his own heartbeat pounding in his ears. The rushing water from the tap he’d left on— it was too loud, he was too loud, they were going to find him, they were going to hurt him— he couldn’t do a damn thing like this, he had to get it together, he had to run, he had to make himself as small as possible and hide. He could hear his own breathing, rapid and shallow, and he could hear something buzzing against the floor nearby. 

… What? 

Again, that same low buzzing, almost like— like—

His phone. 

Tim scrambled to pick it up, his hands nearly slipping on the wet floor as he reached across to where it had fallen, and retreated back to the relative safety of his corner with it cradled in his hands, mourning silently at the sight of the fresh cracks extending from one corner of the screen. The biometrics weren’t working, but he managed to type in his passcode, and from there he navigated to his text messages, where he had two notifications. 

 

Unknown (Maybe: Jon?)

 

2:46

Unknown: Tim, hello. This is Jon. Barbara gave me your phone number. 

Unknown: I hope that was okay.

 

As Tim stared down at the phone, numbly accepting the new contact suggestion, a third message came through.

 

Jon: I just wanted to check on you. 

 

Tim didn’t realize he was crying until the tears landed on the screen. He pulled his head back— he didn’t want to get more water on his phone, especially not with the crack in the screen— and swiped the back of a hand across his eyes. He tapped the text box, meaning to reply with something reassuring, to tell Jon that he was fine, to thank him for the concern, even though three in the morning was a bit of a strange time to text him. He wanted to assure Jon that his check-in was appreciated, but he didn’t need to worry, and he could— well, go to sleep, probably, was he only staying up to make sure Tim was alright? That wasn’t right. He had already done so much for Tim, he didn’t need to do this, too. And sure, Tim was struggling, he could admit that, but he would be fine. He was already starting to feel better, the messages and the knowledge that somebody cared doing some small part to bring him back into reality. Unfortunately, reality was Tim sitting on the bathroom floor, cold and damp and miserable, but that was his problem to deal with. 

He needed some way to put all of that into words in a way that was reassuring and, preferably, also true. Instead, he stared at the screen until it went blurry, watching the screen shake slightly in his hands, wishing that Jon were just there. If he were there, all he’d have to do is look— or Look, he wasn’t sure— at Tim, and he would understand and he would know what to do without a single word passing between them. 

The screen went dim, and then dark. Tim didn’t move.

Ten seconds later, it lit up again, and started vibrating aggressively in Tim’s hands— he almost dropped it in shock, but managed to recover, fumbling to hit what he hoped was the accept button on the incoming call. 

“Tim?” Came Jon’s voice, hushed and urgent. As soon as the obvious concern in it registered, Tim started crying harder.

“Tim, are you there? Are you alright?”

No, Tim wanted to say, I’m not, but the words wouldn’t come. 

“Something’s wrong,” Jon said, his voice a little fainter, possibly talking to someone else. “I told you, something must have happened.”

“Did he answer?” Another voice asked. Familiar. Jason. 

A moment of quiet, broken by a barely-audible sound of dissent. “—but I can hear him breathing, and something else, I’m not sure— oh, water? Why would there be—?”

“Give me that,” Jason ordered, surprisingly gentle, and when he spoke again his voice was much clearer. “You’re on speaker, Timbit. Jon needs proof of life.”

Tim opened his mouth and tried to speak, only managing a whispered “H—” which might have been the start of the word here, or maybe help, but his voice failed to resolve into the vowel. He tried to use Morse, but his tongue refused to cooperate long enough to form different clicks, and his hands were shaking too badly to distinguish long and short sounds that way. Instead, he fell back on the simple codes they used in undercover missions— one single tap for acknowledgement or yes, two for no, three for backup needed.

Tim rapped his knuckles against the floor three times. 

On the other side of the phone there was a sharp inhale. “Jon, Daisy, put on your shoes.”

“Why? What was that?” Daisy asked.

“Bat code,” Jason explained, “it’s—“

“A call for backup or extraction,” Jon filled in, the worry in his voice amplified several times over. “Can I—?” There was a shuffle, and Jon’s voice was closer when he spoke again. 

“I’ll be there soon, Tim, just sit tight, okay? Where are you?”

Tim couldn’t answer that, as much as he wanted to. 

“We can get Babs to—” Jason started.

“Yeah, I’m on it,” Barbara’s voice came from much further away, but Tim still heard, and it still made something clench in his chest. 

“Shoes, Jon, come on, let’s go.” Jason said, and took the phone back, by the sound of it. “Kid, are you at home?”

One tap for yes.

A tension-filled exhale. “Okay. Are you safe?”

Tim didn’t know. After a long silence, Jason tried something else. “Can you go wake up Dickwing?” 

Tim frowned in confusion. He was at home, Dick wasn’t there. 

Two taps for no. 

“Why the hell not? Tim, if this is some self-sacrificial bullshit, I’m going to—” he cut himself off. “Your room is like, two doors down from his, honestly I’m surprised he hasn’t sensed a disturbance and come running—”

Tim rapped on the floor twice. No.

“No? No what?” 

“He’s not at the manor,” Barbara said, at the same time as Jon said, much closer, “He said he’s at home.”

Both of their voices were laced with horror. 

Jon recovered first. “Tim, are you home alone right now?”

One tap for yes. Jason swore.  

“He doesn’t live at the manor?” 

Tim didn’t know what to do with the outrage in Jason’s voice. There was a pause, where somebody presumably confirmed that Tim did not, in fact, sleep in his office in Wayne Manor.  

“What do you mean Robin doesn’t live at Wayne fucking Manor!?” 

“Jason, you need to calm down,” Daisy said. “We’re going to get him anyway.”

“Oh, yeah, we are!” Jason agreed, still seething. “I can’t believe that emotionally stunted asshole let his injured, traumatized kid go back to— the Drakes aren’t even in the country!” 

Tim curled in on himself again. He had insisted on going home, Bruce and Dick had known it was a bad idea, and they had tried to stop him, and now Jason was mad at them and it was his fault and when he found out, he’d be mad at Tim, too, and then he wouldn’t be able to see Jon anymore, but Tim couldn’t let him believe that Bruce had— had kicked him out, or something, like he seemed to think, he couldn’t lie to Jason, which meant he had to tell him but he couldn’t speak so he couldn’t so Jason was going to find out when he got there, when Tim made him come all the way across town only to find out Tim was a liar who’d done this to himself and—

“Tim, it’s okay,” Jon said. “You’re spiraling again. Just breathe, we’ll be there soon, and I swear that nobody is or will be upset with you.”

Tim didn’t deserve this kindness. But something in Jon’s words made him want to listen— made him want to believe, to trust that he was telling the truth, that he and Jason and Daisy were going to come and help him, and that everything was going to be okay. 

“I should alert B,” Barbara said, barely audible. 

“Not until we have the kid back here,” Jason countered. “I don’t want him getting in the way while I clean up his goddamn mess.”

They weren’t going to wake up Bruce, then. Or Dick. They were going to come and get Tim, and Bruce didn’t have to know that he’d failed at the incredibly simple task of sleeping. That was okay. Tim could work with that. He could wait to tell them that Bruce hadn’t done anything wrong until after he’d stopped feeling like he was one of his parents’ probably-stolen antique vases teetering on the edge of a shelf, one wrong move away from falling and shattering into a million tiny pieces on the hardwood.  

They were going to come and get him.

Once again, Tim just had to wait for help to come to him. 

Over the phone, Tim heard a door slam. 

“We’ll be there soon, Tim. Stay on the line, okay?”

Just hold on, he didn’t say, but Tim heard it anyway. 

He just had to hold on; but he’d had lots of practice at that, lately, and this time, he knew, with complete certainty, that someone was coming. 

He rapped his knuckles once against the bathroom floor.  

 

Notes:

Wow look at me! Updating on time! ... Technically.
Thank you to my mom and to Pen for helping with this chapter!

Next time: The Bats express their concern.

Chapter 48: Breakfast

Summary:

This has got to be the best kidnapping Tim has ever experienced, hands down.
In which Tim gets put in a nest.

Notes:

Chapter contains minor Beholding and Vast content, a brief nightmare, references to recent traumatic events, and copious amounts of fluff.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Barbara had a lot of practice at waking up quickly and at operating on too-little sleep, but even so, she couldn’t help the weary sigh as she pushed in an earpiece and opened the comm lines on her laptop.

“This is Oracle, checking in. How’s Gotham holding up, Agent A?”

A pause hung in the air before Alfred’s reply floated back, crisp and calm.

“Welcome back. You aren’t trying to take over for the night, I hope? I can handle things until sunrise. It’s been quiet.”

He wasn’t exaggerating; they were the only two on the Bat line— she had another private line open to the Red Hood’s comms, currently quiet— and there were no alerts of any breakouts or major crime anywhere on the system. 

“If it’s not too much trouble for you,” the corners of her mouth tilted up into a smile, “I could do with more sleep. Anything to report?”

“Nothing of significance,” Alfred informed her. “I assisted police in a handful of minor incidents. Commissioner James Gordon requests that you check your text messages at your earliest convenience.” There was a brief pause, and his voice lost some of its haughty professionalism to take on a warmer, kinder tone. “I think he’s worried about you.”

Barbara hummed. “Right, I’ll call him in the morning.” She didn’t want to bother him while he was, hopefully, sleeping. 

“Very good. And is there anything else I can assist you with?”

She paused, trying to think of how to approach this issue. “Yes, actually. Robin’s location isn’t where I’d expect it to be— do you know anything about that?”

Alfred made a soft ah over the comm. “He’s at home, yes. I’ve been monitoring his location, and he has been instructed to call one of us if he needs anything at all.” 

Barbara frowned. So Alfred knew that Tim had gone home, and seemed perfectly fine with that fact— he hadn’t even thought to mention it until she brought it up. 

On the other line, Jason’s voice came through, slightly overlapping with Alfred’s explanation.

“Got him, O,” he said. “On our way out.”

She could hear crying in the background. She switched channels to reply to Jason; her free hand clenching and then releasing. “Got it, thank you.”

“He’s just a few minutes away,” Alfred continued, “Robin is perfectly safe.”

Technically true; though not for the reasons he thought. Tim was safe, with Jason and Jon and Daisy. She switched back to Alfred’s channel. 

“Is B asleep right now?”

“I believe so. I put him to bed shortly before coming on-line— he was asleep at the computer.”

Barbara rolled her eyes. “Of course he was. Let me know when he wakes up, alright? I’d like a word with him.”

“Of course. I suspect he may sleep until early-afternoon; his injuries need time and rest to heal.”

“Here’s hoping. Thanks, A.” 

“It’s no issue. Rest well.”

“I’ll do my best.” She sighed. “Oracle, signing off.” 

 

 

He dreamt of the sky— of infinite blue, of soft clouds, of twinkling stars— and he dreamt of swinging near-weightless through the city, feeling the air in his lungs and the wind in his veins. He dreamt of birds, flying beside him, twirling around him, movements as effortless as his own as they all soared, and as he landed on a rooftop, a robin landed beside him, the small creature perched on a gargoyle as they watched the lights of the city sparkle below them, alive as he was, with breath and a pulsing heartbeat of its own.

He wasn’t sure whether he was looking at Gotham or Bludhaven, but either way, it was his city, and he was Nightwing. 

He was being watched. 

There was no robin, there had never been a robin, there was only a book; laid out in a puddle, clutched in an unknowing hand, and he was Nightwing and he could not stop this. 

His watcher— the Archivist— observed, a sort of sadness and resignation in his eyes, alongside familiar satisfaction. What was less familiar were the traces of anger seeping through as the dream marched on, as the man whose name he never even knew picked up the book and started to read, and Nightwing had the unnerving feeling that he was being judged— judged, and found lacking. And through it all there was that ever-present hunger.  

The Archivist did not attempt to communicate. He simply watched. They both knew he couldn’t look away. 

They both knew he didn’t really want to. 

This was the easy part, anyway— the warmup. The real nightmare had yet to begin; and as the man stepped off the roof and fell into the sky, the scene fizzled out and shifted, and he was at home, staring down a darkened hallway and into a pair of glowing eyes. 

A growl reverberated through the air, sending a thrill of fear down Dick’s spine, and he ran. 

 

 

Tim woke to soft light filtering in through curtains, his face burrowed in something warm, the echoes of gentle purring still running through his limbs and leaving him feeling loose and relaxed. He woke slowly; languidly, blinking sleep-crusted eyes against the sunlight and pulling the blanket that covered him up to cover his face as he nestled closer to the source of warmth that he was laying half on top of. Nearby, somebody huffed a short, amused sort of breath; the blankets shifted, and Cass’ familiar voice whispered across the space, fond and gentle and soft, it was all so soft. He felt like he was laying on a cloud, bundled up in warmth and safety. 

“Tim is awake,” she said, voice barely above a murmur.

A deeper voice hummed in agreement from somewhere above them. “I see that,” he answered, just as quiet. It took Tim a moment to place the speaker; he had never heard him so gentle before— not even when he’d come to rescue Jon and Tim—

Jason. Tim let the blanket shift down from over his eyes to peek up at where Jason Todd was lounging on a couch, lips quirked up and eyes twinkling with a hesitant, careful mirth. 

Robin, Tim thought, the word imbued with all the wonder of a nine-year-old boy watching his hero swing out of a burning building with one hand, carrying a civilian child in the other.

“Hi,” Tim squeaked. 

Jason’s smile broadened into a proper smirk. “You comfortable?” He drawled, raising an eyebrow.

“Mhm,” Tim nodded, and then realized the warmth he was laying on was moving, ever so slightly; and oh, that was a person. A person with an arm looped loosely around Tim’s shoulders, their chest rising and falling evenly under his cheek and heartbeat thumping slowly in his ear. It was Jon, of course, and craning his neck around revealed that the arm not holding Tim steady was stretched out under him, his hand clutched in one of Cass’, who seemed utterly unbothered by one of her limbs being held hostage. 

She sat up a little straighter, leaned over the both of them and reached out with her free hand toward Tim’s head— the movement was slow and careful, but still he failed to fully suppress the instinctive flinch, turning his face into Jon’s chest as his heart lurched. 

He expected to feel her hand on his head or his back; he tensed up in preparation for the contact, for a reason he couldn’t quite articulate even to himself— Cass was safe, he wanted her there, wanted her comfort and warmth, wanted her to ruffle his hair like they were family. But the touch never came; so he opened his eyes again, turned his face back up just enough to see her, and was surprised to find her hovering with a hand less than two inches from his head, watching him with careful concern. 

There was a question in her eyes. By way of answer, Tim tilted his head back into her palm. 

The smile that stole across her face eased any lingering trace of anxiety in his mind; she looked at him with wonder in her eyes, with the softest sort of gratitude, like Tim was something precious. She ruffled his hair, just as Tim had secretly hoped; he settled back down at the touch, and she followed him, laying at his back again, her hand not leaving him. Then she scratched at his scalp, and he practically melted. 

It was no wonder his limbs all felt pleasantly staticky, if he’d slept like this for at least six hours, judging by the steady sunlight beyond the curtained kitchen window. Tim hadn’t had this much affectionate touch in years— probably ever, if you discounted the one and only time he’d been hit by Ivy’s pollen early in his Robin career. And that had just been embarrassing— managing to avoid Bruce’s suspicion for hours just to cave when Dick went for a hair ruffle and dive into his brother’s arms. Damn cuddle pollen clearly didn’t even know how to do it right; this had all of the relief, but none of the urgency, none of the desperation of that unfortunate incident. It felt like laying in a sunbeam, if you were also one hundred percent certain the sunbeam would kill anybody who tried to hurt you. 

The details of the night before came back to Tim in bits and pieces, softened by Jon’s steady heartbeat and Cass’ fingers combing through his hair. 

Jon had been the one to find him, curled into a ball in the corner of his bathroom, wet and cold and scared; and Tim had thrown himself into his arms, the sob finally unsticking from his chest and releasing in a burst of sound. Jon had rubbed a hand up and down his back, reminding him to breathe, telling him that he was safe and he could cry and he could scream, if he wanted to, if he needed to, he was safe. He hadn’t screamed, but he had cried, and he had sobbed out loud and babbled nonsense as he tried to explain; and Jon had simply held him tighter, helped him to his feet as Jason turned off the still-running tap— Jason, Jason Todd, Jason Todd had been in his house, watching Tim cry with a horribly heartbroken, strangely guilty expression on his face half-hidden behind a mask of impartial focus that Tim had seen on many other faces, that he knew he had worn himself— and then they’d taken him to a car, Jon holding Tim against his side in the backseat, his presence grounding and comforting and safe, just as it still was. He hadn’t left his side since; they’d taken him to what looked like a diner undergoing some pretty significant renovations, fed him a bowl of a sort of curry called dahl, and placed him in the centre of what was undeniably a nest made of blankets and pillows on the living room floor. 

He’d fallen asleep surrounded by purring and warmth and gentle, kind touch, and had woken up in almost exactly the same way. It served as a sharp contrast to the last time he’d woken up, but even as he pieced together the events following it, Tim found that those memories could not hurt him here. They faded and fizzled out into static under Cass’ gentle ministrations, replaced by the steady beat of Jon’s heart and rendered irrelevant by the weight of sleep attempting to pull him back down— for once not out of exhaustion, but out of pure, soft warmth. 

Oh, he could get used to this. He took back everything he’d ever said to Dick about not needing hugs very often, if this was what he had meant when he talked about casual affection then Tim had been missing out. He reflected, distantly, that if Dick found out about this, he’d never leave Tim alone and un-cuddled ever again; Tim found he didn’t really mind the thought, but then again, it was gone before he could properly interrogate it. 

He drifted, for a while, basking in the warmth and safety around him, trying to listen to the snippets of quiet conversation happening over his head and not really succeeding. Something about dreams? He wasn’t sure. 

He must have fallen back asleep at some point, because Tim was woken again when Jon gasped and jolted underneath him, his arm tightening.

Tim made a questioning, almost complaining sound, and Jon squeezed him tighter a moment before relaxing back down into the pillows, still breathing hard. 

“Sorry,” he said, and Tim pushed himself up on one arm to see him better. 

“Jon?” Jason asked, still sitting on the couch. “You okay?”

Jon squeezed his eyes shut and nodded. “Yes, I just, ah— I saw Nightwing again.” 

Oh. “Like, a Statement dream?” Tim yawned. “So he was actually there?” 

“That’s right.” The reply came from Barbara, who had at some point come to sit at the kitchen table; Tim also noticed, then, that Daisy had joined them in the nest, and was laying asleep across the foot of the bed— or where the foot of the bed would be, if it weren’t currently in nest-form. 

Barbara held up her phone, open to her texting app. “He’s awake,” she said. 

Tim frowned. “I forgot my phone at home.” 

Jason leaned his head back over the arm of the couch. “Yeah, we saw it, and we left it.” After glancing at Tim’s expression, he sighed and explained further. “Didn’t want the Bat tracking you here. Better for everyone that he thinks you’re where he left you.” 

That did make some sense. This was a gang base, after all, and Jason did break into his house. 

Hold on. “You broke into my house,” Tim pointed out. “He’s going to think you’ve kidnapped me.”

Jason laughed, this time, humourless as it was. “Let him,” he retorted. “Bastard deserves it for kicking you out. And besides, you broke into my house, just a couple weeks ago.”

Tim had almost forgotten about that. Breaking into the Red Hood’s apartment, checking on a suspicious phone call only for the potential hostage to turn into one of their most urgent threats— it felt like a lifetime had passed since then. 

“It’s not that far from the truth, anyway,” Jason added consideringly. “He’s not getting you back.”

Tim remembered his panic from the night before, the way he’d spiralled thinking about how he was going to explain this, how it was all going to go wrong. In the light of day, it seemed much less daunting— this was a simple misconception, and one he could resolve easily. Tim pushed himself up to sit against the wall of the nest, smiling awkwardly. 

“Oh, no,” he said, “Bruce didn’t kick me out, I insisted on going home. He has more important things to do than worry about me, and I’m— well, I thought I was fine on my own, but still, I told him I’d be alright, and he had no reason to believe I wouldn’t be.” 

Unfortunately, Tim’s calm, logical explanation didn’t seem to dissuade Jason, or anyone else, in the slightest. 

“And he just let you leave?” Jon asked, sounding genuinely confused by the notion. 

“Well, no,” Tim admitted, dropping his gaze. “I told him my housekeeper would be in today to look after me. He wouldn’t have let me go otherwise.”

“That doesn’t matter,” Jason said, firm and unyielding, eyes flashing. 

“Jason, I lied to him.”

 “That doesn’t matter,” Jason repeated, louder. “He should know your housekeeper’s schedule. He should make sure you stay somewhere safe when you’re injured and when you could still be in danger— and he sure as hell shouldn’t have let you go back to that awful, empty house alone.” The more Jason spoke, the more he seemed legitimately angry; his body tense, his fists balled in his lap like he was trying to stop himself from hitting something, and his eyes glowing, ever so slightly. Tim found himself ducking his head a fraction, leaning down and back with wide eyes as Jon leaned forward between them. 

Jason noticed. Of course he did; they weren’t exactly subtle.

“Shit,” he swore quietly. “I’m sorry, I just can’t—” he pressed the heels of his palms into his eyes, fingers digging into his hairline. “I can’t do this.”

At their feet, Daisy stirred. “Jason?” She pushed herself up sleepily. “What’s wrong?”

He exhaled sharply. “I need a walk,” he declared, and pushed himself into a crouch on the couch before vaulting off the end of it and stalking towards where his Red Hood gear had been left on the table. 

“Jason?” Barbara had put her phone down, eyes creased with concern. She gestured at Tim. “Are you really keeping him?” 

Jason shoved his feet into his boots and his helmet over his head. “Bruce can have him back when he can prove he isn’t going to fuck it up again,” he growled. “Until then, he’s staying here.” 

Tim got the feeling Jason was talking about more than just Bruce letting him go home. Before he could try to gather his wits enough to figure out what, though, the man was gone— stalking down the hall and out of the apartment, his departure marked by the slam of the door. 

Daisy got to her feet and moved to follow after him. “I’ll make sure he doesn’t do anything stupid,” she said, and Jon nodded. 

“Don’t be long,” he said. 

She smiled, tired but reassuring. “I won’t. Stay put, all of you, yeah?” 

Nods all around. Cass stood up, expression serious, and Daisy met her eyes and held them a moment before she nodded once, turned, and left after Jason. 

“Well,” Jon sighed. “Anyone hungry?” 

 

 

April 15, 10:23

Babs: Hey.

Dick: what. How

Dick: I just woke up. How did you do that? 

Babs: Jon told me. If you want to go back to sleep, you can. He’s up now. 

Dick: Was this more spooky dream magic?

Babs: No, I’m with him. Cass and I both.

Dick: Where?

Babs: Red Hood base.

Dick: Of course you are. You’re both safe there?

Babs: Yes. Go back to sleep. 

Dick: See you tonight? 

Babs: Yeah. 

Dick: okay. 

 

 

Jon, as Tim was learning, did not know how to cook. 

Tim was sitting calmly on the couch, Officer Blackwood purring in his lap, watching Jon attempt to make pancakes. Barbara was occupied working on her laptop, and Cass was sitting perched on the corner of the table apparently guarding the door (and didn’t seem to know anything about cooking, anyways), which left Tim as the only person who could conceivably help— but Jon had shot him down the moment he offered, and Tim wasn’t sure he’d have been much help either way. 

So it was that when Jason returned from his walk, much calmer than he had been before, it was to the sight of Jon standing in the middle of the kitchen, partially covered in flour, holding an electric hand-mixer with a baffled expression. Tim watched Jason— and Daisy, following behind him— rapidly reconstruct the series of events that had led to the scene in front of them; Jon had attempted to use said electric hand-mixer to combine his dry ingredients. Jon had turned it on much too high a speed. The result had been a cascade of flour being launched out of the bowl and all over both Jon and the counter, as well as the wall behind the counter and, naturally, the floor. In his panic to turn off the electric mixer, Jon had also knocked over the bowl. 

“What were you even trying to make?” Jason asked, exasperated, as he picked up a whisk that had been left on the counter and used it to usher Jon out of the kitchen. 

“Pancakes!” Jon defended. “I have a recipe, it was going fine.”

“No. I will be making crepes, and you will be sitting there with the kid.” He pointed the whisk at Tim, who brightened up at the mention of crepes. He was starving, even though it had really only been a few hours since he’d had the leftover dahl. 

Jon sighed, brushed as much of the flour off of himself as he could, and trudged over to the couch, stepping on the mattress-nest that still dominated the floor. “Is this because you think I can’t handle being any distance away from Tim?” He asked Jason, the pointedness of his question undercut by the way he simultaneously settled down next to him and lifted an arm for Tim to lean into his side. “Because I assure you I can.”

The Officer chirped and put her front paws up on Jon’s chest, and he responded by offering a hand for her to rub her face against before helping her up to settle on his shoulder. Her tiny whip of a tail tickled Tim’s nose, and he smiled, a small laugh breaking free as he shifted to displace it. 

Jason raised an eyebrow. “Sure you can.” 

Jason had a point. Jon had barely left Tim’s side since they’d picked him up— this brief attempt at breakfast being the only exception. 

Tim found he didn’t mind. “Crepes?” He asked, hopefully. 

Jason grinned. “Got all the fixings while I was out.” True to his word, Daisy dropped a full shopping bag down on the counter, and he started pulling out an assortment of fruits, syrups, a carton of whipping cream, and Nutella, as well as a few types of cheese and some meats and a bag of spinach. 

“Do we really need all of that?” Jon wondered. 

Jason shrugged. “I didn’t know what you guys liked, so I just got everything. We can put whatever we won’t eat downstairs for the rest of the gang.”

Tim perked up a little. “Like, the Red Hood gang?”

“Yeah?” Jason raised his eyebrows. “We told you this is a gang base, right?”

Tim nodded. “Uh, yeah, but I didn’t realize it was a major one.” 

“How many bases do you think I have?” Jason scoffed. “I’m not running that big of an operation.”

“I dunno, just didn’t think you’d let me or Babs and Cass somewhere that’s actually important.” 

“We don’t do a lot of serious crime here, if that helps,” Daisy offered; Jason turned and started cleaning up the mess in the kitchen so he could cook. 

“They had someone tied up in the walk-in fridge our first day here,” Jon pointed out dryly. 

Tim set that knowledge aside and into a little box in his mind labelled deal with later. 

“What do you do here, then?” He asked. 

“Logistics, mainly,” Jason explained while he worked. “Meetings ‘n shit. And it makes for a good spot for people to come de-stress after jobs.”

“They don’t all come here every day,” Daisy added, while Jason organized ingredients and dishes. “But enough of them that it’s become a home base.” 

Tim nodded. “Jon told me how he sets out tea and coffee and stuff for everyone.”

“And there’s all the construction,” Jon pointed out. “The workers are always grateful for coffee and a biscuit.” 

Barbara looked up from the table. “What’s all that about, anyway? What’s the idea with the renovations?”

Jason leaned back against the counter, mixing ingredients together with a whisk. “The end goal is to turn this place back into a functioning diner,” he explained. “We’ve got the floors in now, and someone’s coming in to check out the electrical and plumbing in the next couple of days, do it all legal and everything.” 

Legal, Tim mused, wondering if it would be considered impolite to ask if they were going to use it as a money laundering scheme. 

They were definitely going to use it as a money laundering scheme. But then again, all of the best restaurants in Gotham were fronts for something.

“Cool,” Tim said. 

The crepes were delicious. Tim would have been shocked if they weren’t; it was clear Jason knew his way around the kitchen, and they’d gone to all that effort to get practically every ingredient under the sun. Tim filled his own crepes with Nutella and varied types of fruit— first bananas (a classic) and then strawberries for his second one and both for his third— and covered them in whipped cream and maple syrup and topped with raspberries. Barbara went savoury for her first, with a spreadable goats cheese, spinach, and tomato slices, and then switched to sweet, filling her second crepe with cream cheese and strawberries. Cass followed Barbara’s lead, except she also added Nutella and whip cream on top of her sweet crepe after watching Tim. Jon kept it simple; a ham and cheese crepe, followed by one with a thin layer of butter, brown sugar and cinnamon on the inside, and apparently nothing on top.

“Whip cream would be good with that,” Tim pointed out. Jon’s face twisted in doubt, but he allowed a small amount of whip cream to be added to the edge of his plate with the hesitant disclaimer of “I will try.”

He ended up adding a small forkful to every bite, and Tim half-hid his smile behind his hand. 

Tim was pretty sure Jason had somehow managed to fit every possible ingredient on his crepes. He went for a sweet one first, and started off with cream cheese, Nutella, and caramel sauce before adding bananas and strawberries and raspberries and blackberries— the crepe itself would barely fold up— and then he covered the top with whipped cream and honey and cinnamon and maple syrup and more berries , and Tim stared in something resembling awe as he demolished the entire thing in what seemed like ten seconds flat. Jason’s second crepe was equally as mind-boggling as the first, only with savoury ingredients; he ate it just as fast, and all-told, he spent at least three times as long assembling the crepes as he did eating them.

Daisy covered hers mainly in chocolate sauce. This earned her a few raised eyebrows.

“What?” She asked, mouth full of chocolate and fruit.

Jon gestured at the chocolate sauce, still on the table in front of her, and Daisy rolled her eyes.

“You guys know I’m not actually a dog, right?”

And so their morning went. 

It was later, while Jason was tidying the kitchen, dishwasher packed and running, that Tim finally brought it up again. He leaned casually against the dining room table, Barbara and Daisy snickering together at their laptops nearby, Cass perched on the top of the couch like a cat and Jon off in the bathroom, and considered his words carefully. 

“Did you mean it when you said I have to stay here?” 

Jason paused in his thorough wiping-down of the countertop. He didn’t turn toward Tim right away; at first, he just stared down at the counter, letting the question hang in the silence for a long moment.  

“No,” he finally said, voice carefully steady, “you don’t have to.”

Tim nodded, determinedly ignoring the way that the negative response made something inside of him feel like it was twisting. This was never going to last; he had known that. He would be grateful for the temporary comfort. “Okay,” he said. “Can I at least get a ride home?”

“No, Tim,” Jason turned to face him fully, cloth and counter apparently forgotten as he looked at Tim with an expression somewhere between forced calm and bafflement. “I am not giving you a ride to your empty house.”

“I could go to the manor,” Tim suggested. He could hide out in his office, do his best not to bother Dick unless absolutely necessary or Bruce unless the world was ending. He could do it. He could do it. 

“No.” Jason’s expression hardened, something in his eyes going flat. 

Tim crossed his arms. “Okay. So you are keeping me.”

“No, I’m not—!” Jason threw up his arms in frustration, turned to face the counter again. “I am not keeping you here against your will. You don’t have to stay here, if you don’t want to. But you have to stay with somebody. That can be with Babs, or your Teen Titans, or with us. Just not alone,” he took a deep breath. “And not with Bruce.”

Tim nodded slowly, trying to fit the pieces together in his mind. “He’s going to worry.”

Barbara piped up from where she was sitting next to Daisy. “We’ll tell him you’re safe once he wakes up,” she said. “And I agree with Jason. You shouldn’t be on your own right now— none of us should.”

“The best defence against the Fears is to not be alone,” Daisy added. “Alone is when you’re most vulnerable. Especially someone like you.”

Tim frowned. “Someone like me?”

The Hunter sighed. “Someone who’s been alone a little too much. Someone who’s gotten used to it.” 

“Personally, I’d say you’re safest here,” Jason pointed out, trying for levity and not quite making it past the tension in his posture. “Me and mine are probably the best people in Gotham to handle these things, and the Archive’s possessive. Just look at Cass,” he waved a hand towards her, and she tilted her head at the momentary attention. “Dark wants her, Chive won’t let it have her, and I’m pretty damn sure it’d do the same for you.”

Tim nodded. That would explain all the eyes drawn on her in what looked like sharpie. 

“I don’t want to be an inconvenience,” Tim said carefully. “But if you really don’t mind…”

At that moment, the bathroom door opened, and Jon stepped back into the room. 

“Don’t mind what?”

“Me staying here,” Tim explained. 

Jon’s eyebrows drew together in confusion. “Mind? Why would we mind?” He turned to Jason. “I thought we were keeping him!”

Tim felt some of the anxious energy bleed out of him. Jon, at least, really did want him to stay. As if to drive the point home, Jon stepped up next to Tim and drew him into his side.

Jason, perplexingly, seemed to relax, too. “Only if he wants to stay,” he insisted. “We’re not actually kidnapping him, even if I would love to let the old man think we have.”

“You did still take him from his house,” Daisy pointed out, “without permission from his guardians.”

“My parents are in Sudan—” Tim tried.

“Your bat guardians, kid,” Daisy rolled her eyes.

“If I’m here willingly then it’s fine.”  

“No, no, Daisy’s got a point.” Jason looked thoughtful. “It’s abduction, then.”

“Still a crime,” Barbara interjected, but she was smiling playfully.

Jason grinned. “Well, I am a crime lord.”

Jon squeezed Tim’s shoulder. “We’ve still got to introduce you to the gang,” he said fondly, quietly, just for Tim. “They are going to love you.” 

“You think so?” He asked in a near-whisper.

“I do not have a single doubt.”

Jon sounded so sure that Tim couldn’t help but trust him. His heart felt warm. A smile pulled on his face.

“So,” Jason decided, clapping once. “It’s abduction, unless little Timmy doesn’t want to be here—”

Little?! “I’m fifteen—!”

“—then it’s kidnapping. So,” Jason looked Tim in the eye. “Do you want to stay here, Tim?” 

Tim leaned against Jon— who would never call him little, thank you very much— and felt the gentle weight of all of their gazes on him, watching, waiting. Tim took a deep breath.

“Yeah,” he said, nodding. “I would like that.”

 

 

April 15, 14:49 

Dick: Hey, how’s it going today? 

Dick: Housekeeper out of your hair yet? 

 

15:05

Dick: Do you need a ride back to the manor for dinner? 

 

15:09

Dick: lmk when you’re awake.

 

16:00

Dick: Tim? 

Missed call from: Dick Grayson

Missed call from: Dick Grayson

Dick: I’m coming to check on you. 



Notes:

Surely Dick will respond in a calm and reasonable manner to finding Tim’s phone left on his bathroom floor with a cracked screen!

This chapter was unnecessarily difficult to write. Apparently I am built for writing angst. Here’s hoping the next one won’t take so long! After all, next Friday is special <3
Thank you Lira and Pen and my mom you’re all awesome!! Pen also mailed me cookies and a tiny plastic baby. This makes for the second cursed item they have sent me.

Next time: I give Dick emotional whiplash.

Chapter 49: Alvin

Summary:

In which people make, and remake, some acquaintances.

Notes:

This was supposed to be posted on Friday, as it was the 13th, but alas. Life happened. Just pretend you’re reading it on Friday ok thanksss
(If it helps, I did finish writing most of it on Friday! Guess the spot that I got to around when it hit midnight teehee)
Chapter contains panic attacks, Web content, fire & explosions.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

“Tim?”

The bedroom was silent when Dick slipped in through the window, just as it had been for the minutes he spent crouched outside of it, knocking on the glass before deciding to carefully jimmy it open with the limited tools he had on him. He wished he could have worn the Nightwing suit, with all its gear, but he knew that on the off chance Tim’s housekeeper was still around he couldn’t risk it; as it was, he spent a horribly tense few minutes getting the window open, growing more and more worried with every passing moment. 

 It was silent, and empty, but the bedside light had been left on; maybe Tim had gone to use the bathroom? 

There were a few pieces of paper on the floor. Dick bent to pick one up as he stepped  across the room; homework, it looked like, probably knocked from the small stack on the desk nearby. He gathered it up and set it with the rest, a feeling of unease growing in his gut.

“Tim?” He called carefully into the silence, but there was no response, and no light beyond the open doorway as he poked his head out. “Hello?”

There was no response, and Dick made his way toward the bathroom, finding it equally dark and deserted. With a frown, he stepped inside and turned on the bathroom light. 

The first thing he noticed, idly, was that the bathroom floor was slightly damp. The second thing he noticed was a phone, laying screen-down on the tiles near the tub.

His attention zeroed in on the phone— the case was familiar, that was Tim’s phone— and he took two quick steps forward then crouched to pick it up, turning it over to reveal a series of cracks spreading halfway across the screen from one corner, like it had been dropped, and for a moment Dick stopped breathing.

“Oh, shit,” he breathed, feeling himself snap into work-mode before he’d consciously put all the pieces together, standing and turning and sprinting out of the bathroom all in one motion. 

“Tim!” He yelled, uncaring if there was a housekeeper or anyone else in the house to hear him, begging to be wrong about this, for it to be a simple mistake— Tim dropped his phone and left it there and he’d gone downstairs, maybe, but why would he leave his phone behind— it was a sign of a struggle, and the papers on the floor, too, painting a too-clear picture in Dick’s mind of his brother, hurt and scared and fleeing his own bedroom, phone in hand for all the good it did— please be wrong—

Dick reached the landing at the top of the stairs, and, still shouting, called out again.  

“Tim, can you hear me?” 

There was no answer. There was no sound save for Dick’s own breathing as panic tightened around his chest like a metal band, as he turned and fled back toward Tim’s room and the open window. He pulled himself out and through and didn’t hesitate to push off the wall and drop toward the dirt below, just tucked into a roll to disperse the energy as he landed before springing back to his feet and sprinting toward the manor, toward the Cave, cursing himself for not wearing the Nightwing suit in the first place for the time he would have to waste going to go get it. It had started raining during the time Dick was inside; a light drizzle that left the air heavy, the ground slick and his hands cold. 

He had a comm in his pocket, next to a lighter and a wingding. He shoved the earpiece in and didn’t stop running. 

“This is Nightwing. Robin’s missing, I found signs of a struggle, I’m on my way to the cave.”

Short, to the point, and all he could manage between gasping breaths as he leapt and vaulted clean over the fence between their properties, narrowly avoiding slipping on wet leaves as he landed.

Alfred replied first.

“Understood. Any more details?” 

“Some scattered papers in his room,” he delivered the report robotically, doing his best to keep the emotion, the fear from spilling into his voice, “his phone on the bathroom floor, cracked screen.” 

“I’ve sent out the emergency alert to the relevant parties. I expect Batman will join me here shortly.”

He broke out of the trees; the manor was in sight. “I’m a minute out.”

“I don’t see any evidence of any persons or vehicles leaving or entering the vicinity of Drake Manor in the last eight hours,” Alfred reported, and despite the mad sprint Dick’s blood turned cold— how long had it been? He did the math in his head; it was just after four in the afternoon, and he’d left Tim around ten the night before, which meant it had been over eighteen hours since anyone had heard from him, and Dick was keenly aware of how much could happen to a person in a single day. 

He could be dead.

Or worse.

The comm line crackled again, a new person connecting— Barbara.

“Oracle, checking in— what’s the emergency?”

“Tim’s missing,” Dick gasped out, racing up the lawn toward the door, “he’s— his phone was cracked, it’s— he’s gone—“

Barbara inhaled sharply. “Shit, no, he’s fine! He’s fine, he’s with me!”

Dick stopped. He stopped speaking, stopped running, almost stopped breathing and he could have sworn his heart paused for a beat in his chest.

“You are absolutely certain?” Alfred checked.

“Yes.” She confirmed, and she sure sounded confident. “I just left the room to take the call, I’ll get him.”

Dick sank down into a crouch right there on the grass, bracing his arms on his knees and dropping his head down, trying to convince his head to stop spinning with excess adrenaline. Closing his eyes didn’t help— he just saw the remembered image of Tim behind his eyelids, bloodied and hurt and scared, clinging to Jason, and to Jon— and if he was with Babs, and Babs was still at the Red Hood base, then that meant he was with people he trusted, that meant he was safe, and it meant that he hadn’t trusted Dick and Dick hadn’t been there, again, he had failed again. 

He’d stopped running, but it didn’t feel like it. 

“He’s okay?”

“Yes,” she confirmed again. In the background, Dick heard the sounds of several voices overlapping, indistinct; none stood out enough to be understood, until he recognized Jason, calling out a greeting, walking closer.

“That was quick. All good?” 

“For now. I need to borrow Tim.”

A snort of laughter. “Good luck. He’s a little stuck at the moment.”

A pause as Dick’s heart leapt into his throat. 

“I can see that. You got a picture?” 

“Oh yeah,” Jason confirmed. “Several.”

“Send some to A, when you get a chance.”

The grin faded from Jason’s voice. “Oh. Right.”

“Yeah.”

“Took them long enough,” Jason said, and his voice was bitter and Dick wanted to cry, a little bit. 

 Shifting fabric, the squeak of wheels, and then—

“Hey, Tim? Put this in. Your family needs proof of life.”

Dick held his breath.

“Hey, guys, what’s, uh— what’s up?”

“Master Tim,” Alfred said, as crisp as ever, but Dick could hear the sighed undercurrent of relief, and he could picture the expression most likely on the butler’s face; tightly controlled, even in private, allowing himself a single moment to close his eyes and collect himself. Dick wished he could manage that level of composure, but at the moment it was all he could do not to scream. 

“Can you confirm your location and safety?” Alfred continued. 

“Uh,” Tim hesitated, why? Was he not safe—? “I’m safe. I’m not sure exactly where I am— or if I’m allowed to say— but I’m good here.”

“We’re in a Red Hood base,” Barbara filled in, confirming Dick’s assumptions.

“Yeah, but it’s not, like, bad, they’re not doing anything here except for construction.”

“You’re okay?” Dick asked, and hated the way his voice cracked on the last word. 

“Yeah, I’m okay,” Tim replied, “sorry for freaking you out.”

Freaking him out was an understatement. Dick felt hysterical laughter bubbling up in his chest, and did his best to shove it down— now was not the time. 

“I have your phone,” he said. 

“Oh. Good. I’d like that back, but you can hold onto it for now. I think I left my work phone over there, too, it should be in my office?”

His office. He’d always called it that. Dick hadn’t thought much of it, until now. 

“Okay.” He swallowed. He realized he was shaking, slightly; coming down from the adrenaline, the analytical part of his mind noted. “Okay, I’ll look after them.”

“Thanks,” Tim said.

“I’ve got to go,” Dick said, abruptly realizing how true it was— he felt like he was teetering on the edge of something, the light rain picking up and drenching his hair and shoulders as he crouched in the wet grass. “I have to, uh, to go,” he repeated, and pulled his comm out of his ear with shaking fingers.

He just held it, staring down at the device as the rain soaked through his jacket and his pants at the knees. He could just make out little tinny sounds coming through, but the words were more than drowned out by the rain pounding against the earth, and Dick turned it off before turning his face up into the sky.

The laughter finally broke free, first quietly, and then in a great heaving burst of sound, and Dick was horrified to discover that it was more like a sob than anything else. He tried to force it back in, but once it had started there was very little he could do— it tore out of his chest like a reflex, like compulsion, like this horrible gasping, laughing wail was the only way he knew how to breathe, and he begged himself to get it together because he didn’t have time for this— only, he did, he had as much time as he needed, because nothing was even wrong. 

That was the worst part, Dick thought. Everything was fine. Tim was safe, nobody was hurt, nothing was wrong so why did he feel like this?  

It was Bruce that found him there, still crouched down in the rain, unmoving, about a minute later. By then, he’d gone silent, back to staring at the ground. He had one hand in his jacket pocket, running his fingers over the lighter there in an attempt to ground himself, mapping out the spider-web engravings with the pad of his thumb. It wasn’t really helping. 

“Dick,” Bruce said, voice barely loud enough to be heard over the rain. “You should come inside.”

Dick didn’t answer, and he didn’t look up until the man came closer and crouched down across from him, mirroring him. 

“Dick?”

He tried to conjure up the anger he had felt, earlier, the nearly all-consuming rage— this was what he’d been worried about, letting Tim go home alone; he’d needed them and they hadn’t been there, and he was safe, by some miracle he was okay, but what if he hadn’t been? What if someone really had taken him again, hurt him again, and they hadn’t even noticed for over eighteen hours? 

It was the worst I-told-you-so moment Dick had ever had the misfortune of experiencing, and he’d been right. And yet, the anger wouldn’t come. He felt numb. Bitter. 

“It was your fault he left,” Dick said, and it only made him feel worse. 

Bruce took the words in like a physical blow, closing his eyes and breathing slowly through the pain before opening them and leaning closer, placing his hands on either side of Dick’s shoulders, holding him as he held eye contact, but it was soft, for once, not a hint of a reprimand in his face or his eyes or his voice. 

“I know,” he said. “I’m sorry. I’m going to fix it, okay? I’m going to fix this.”

Dick felt more tears welling up in his eyes, and he hoped that the rain on his face would leave any tears that fell invisible. 

“How?”

Bruce hummed. “I have some ideas. I need your help, though.” He tried for a smile; it was sad, but fond, and Dick didn’t know what to think or how to feel. “Do you think you can come down to the Cave with me?”

Dick laughed once, short and bitter. “Yeah,” he said, the tiniest spark of anger fighting for purchase against the cold and the rain. “Of course. You know I’ll always come when you call.” He hated it. He hated that every time Bruce asked for him, it was for Nightwing, it was for Robin— always for business, never for him. 

Bruce, as though he could read Dick’s thoughts on his face, shook his head. “No, chum,” he said, horribly calm, sickeningly soft, “I don’t need Nightwing. I need you. I need my son.”

All at once, Dick had no words left to speak; the last of the anger fizzled and died, his whole body seeming to freeze in place as he struggled to fit Bruce’s words into his understanding of the world. They didn’t do this. They didn’t do affirmation or grand gestures, and they certainly didn’t do apologies, and yet, here they were, here Bruce was, struggling to get out the words that he’d clearly rehearsed, but which were no less sincere for that fact. 

“I have made—” Bruce started, his face twisting like he’d just bitten into a lemon, “—several mistakes, these last few weeks,” he admitted. “I want to— to try.” He took a breath, closed his eyes again. “Try to do better. I need your help,” he repeated, “I need my son,” he leaned in, arms open, expression open, more open than Dick had ever seen him, “and Tim needs his brother.”

Dick leaned forward, too, and when he fell, Bruce caught him. 

 

 

Tim didn’t end up speaking to Bruce that afternoon. After Dick disconnected, Alfred informed him that they would be in touch, and Tim returned the extra comm to Barbara.

“Are you going to tell them where I am?” He asked.

She looked to Jason, whose face was a carefully controlled attempt at neutrality, his body tense. He shook his head minutely. 

“No,” Barbara said carefully, “but I doubt it’ll take them long to figure it out.” 

Tim nodded and returned to petting the Officer in his lap, watching the young boy— Jacob, his name was— let her rub her face against his fingers, giggling in his mother’s lap. Another young man named Julian, who had been very happy to meet him, sat to Tim’s other side, lounging against the arm of the couch in the break room. It was squished, but Tim didn’t mind one bit. Not when Jon was sitting at the table, keeping him in his sight. Not when everyone there had accepted him into their base without hesitation, pressed hot chocolate into his hands and insisted he sit down. 

Tim was having a very good day. 

It turned out that it took Bruce and Dick less than two hours to find him. But instead of a Bat breaking the door down, there was a confused messenger poking their head in through the curtain.

“Hey, uh, there’s some guy here askin’ for Tim, says he’s his brother?” 

“That was quick,” Julian remarked. 

“Is he alone?” Jason asked. 

“Far as I can tell,” the messenger shrugged. “He doesn’t look armed or nothin’. Familiar, though.”

Jon stood up. “He’s alone,” he said. 

Tim stood up, too, holding the Officer to his chest and trying to quell his nerves. He wouldn’t be alone. Dick might be upset with him— would be right to be upset with him— but even if he was really mad, or he tried to make Tim come with him, he knew that Jon and Daisy and Jason wouldn’t let anything happen. He would be okay.  

He handed Jon the Officer before heading up the stairs. 

He was braced for the worst, for shouting and scolding or for weapons and a face-off, so it came as a surprise when Tim stepped out of the kitchen and into the dining area and watched Dick’s entire countenance change from anxious to relieved.

“Tim!” 

He hurried to meet Tim just in front of the counter, dropped to one knee and lifted a hand slowly, gently to his arm, only barely touching until he met Tim’s eyes and felt the way he leaned into the contact— then he pulled him forward and down into a hug, still so careful, so gentle, and yet completely surrounding him, and Tim went boneless. 

“You’re okay,” Dick whispered, “I was so worried, Tim, why didn’t you call me? I would have come, you could have called me.”

Safely tucked into the hug, feeling the way his brother’s arms were shaking, hearing the sincerity and the fear and the relief in his voice, Tim knew he was telling the truth. Guilt spiked through him; he’d scared Dick badly, and much worse than he’d thought.  

“I’m sorry,” he answered, hiding his face in Dick’s shirt, feeling his chin rest on the top of his head. “I know. I know you would have. And I should have told you I was safe.”

They had an audience. Jason cleared his throat, leaning against the counter, and Tim mourned the loss as Dick stood up and moved away— mourned it for only a single moment, because in the next Dick was throwing his arms around Jason and holding on tight, and Tim could only watch in amazement as Jason froze, apparently not knowing what to do.

“Thank you,” Dick professed, squeezing tight and shoving his face in Jason’s shoulder, and Jason brought his arms up carefully around the other man’s back. 

“Yeah, whatever,” Jason mumbled.

Dick pulled back just enough to look him in the eye. “You kept him safe. You kept our brother safe. Thank you.”

Our brother. Tim stared at Dick’s back, unsure of how to feel. 

Jason was clearly too stunned to speak, at first; instead, he replied by pulling Dick back into the hug, holding him just as tightly as Dick had been holding him before. He cleared his throat, and after a long moment where nobody dared to so much as move for the chance of breaking the fragile emotion of it, he said, voice slightly hoarse:

“Yeah. No problem. He’s a good kid.”

He looked down, then, meeting Tim’s eyes over the top of Dick’s head. “I’ve always wanted a little brother, you know.” 

Tim felt his eyes fill with tears for a moment before a smile split across his face, awe filling his chest as Jason lifted one arm from Dick’s back to gesture him forward; Tim didn’t hesitate to accept the offer, finding himself tucked into both of their sides, an arm each wrapped carefully around him, mindful of the ribs. 

After a few long seconds— longer than Tim had expected, to be completely honest— Jason shoved Dick away. “Alright, that’s enough of that,” he declared. 

He didn’t let go of Tim, though. 

“And don’t be expecting to make a habit out of it, understood?”

Dick grinned. “We’ll see!” He chirped, and Jason dropped his head back and groaned dramatically. Tim snickered. 

Jon cleared his throat from where he was hovering awkwardly nearby. “So, is, uh, everything alright, then?” 

Jason looked to Dick. “That depends on what the Golden Boy is here for, and if dear old dad is waiting outside ready to drag Timmy home.”

“He’s not,” Dick and Jon said at the same time. Tim leaned into Jason’s side, still caught in a mental loop of our brother and I’ve always wanted a little brother and the fact that he’d been hugged more in the last day than he could remember having been hugged ever. 

“We agreed it wasn’t a good idea for him to come,” Dick explained. “He’s staying outside of your territory. And he won’t come here, not unless you want him to.”

Jason made a quiet huh of surprise. “That doesn’t sound like him.”

Dick ran a hand through his hair and sighed. “I know. But he’s trying, for once, he’s actually acknowledging his mistakes and everything, and he’s not going to force Tim to come back or you to see him.”

Jon nodded once. “Good,” he said. 

“Yeah, good,” Jason agreed. “So what are you doing here?”

Dick smiled sadly. “Is it so hard to believe I just wanted to see my brothers?” 

Jason rolled his eyes so hard that Tim felt it. “Lay off it, Dick.”

“I also brought Tim his phones.”

Tim perked up and broke free from Jason, reaching his hands out expectantly. Dick handed both of Tim’s phones over; his regular phone, with the broken screen, and his work phone, which he turned on to reveal no less than three hundred message and missed call notifications, which was weird considering he’d checked it Thursday night, and most of the time since had been the weekend— had they been texting and calling him this whole time?

And then Tim remembered why he had been so determined to go after Jon in the first place, that early morning a lifetime ago. 

“Oh, shit,” he whispered. “Work’s been texting me.”

“Work?” Jason asked, and Tim turned to stare at him— he didn’t know? 

“I lead WayneTech’s dimensional anomaly research,” he explained. “Didn’t we tell you?”

“I knew you were involved, not that you led it, Christ, kid!”

Dick smiled and casually ruffled Tim’s hair. “Yeah. He does good work.”

Tim opened his mouth to reply, but just then his phone started ringing— the work phone, buzzing insistently in his hand with the name Alan Jones across the screen.   

“I have to take this,” he said, and Jason swore quietly before ushering him back behind the counter and toward the stairs leading up to the apartment. 

“Upstairs, let’s go,” 

Jon and Daisy filed after him, Dick hovering in the back. “Me too?” He asked.

“Yeah, whatever, come on,” Jason agreed, and Dick nodded before following.   

Once Tim was on the stairs, he hit the accept call button, taking the stairs as quickly as he could. 

“Alvin! Thank God you picked up, the readings are going crazy you need to get down here— where have you been—?!”

Tim winced. “Sorry, shit— I’m sorry, I was kidnapped on Friday and I didn’t have my phone and it was—”

“Kidnapped?!” Alan cut him off, “are you alright?”

“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine,” Tim waved a hand in the air, as though dismissing the concern, as he led the small group into the apartment. “I’m so sorry I didn’t touch base with you guys, it’s just been, uh, a crazy couple of days. You know how it is.”

“I most definitely do not,” Alan replied, aghast. 

Dick observed the apartment, and Tim watched his eyes land with a curious interest on the nest by the couch. 

“When you say the readings are going crazy…?”

“In the thousands, Alvin. And they’re not going back down to normal levels— haven’t done since Thursday night. We’ve all been working overtime. You need to get here now.”

“Okay, I’m on my way. I’ll be there in…” he glanced sideways at the others. Dick raised a hand. 

“I can drive,” he offered. 

“I’ll be there in ten,” Tim said.

“Traffic, Timbo,” Jason pointed out. 

“Twenty minutes,” Tim corrected.

“I’ll tell the others,” Alan said, and Tim hung up. 

 

 

Jon was expecting the car ride to be awkward, but it was surprisingly pleasant; Dick drove, Jason sat in the passenger seat, and Tim was crammed between Jon and Daisy in the back seat. They’d left the Officer with Sage, and there wasn’t the usual issue of all their gear taking up space, since Tim had insisted that they leave most of it behind— they were going as Tim’s family and friends, not as feared criminals and vigilantes, with backup in the form of Julian driving with Barbara and Cass in case they were recognized and things went south. It was a good plan, and it lasted all the way until they opened the front door of the mostly-dark building— because the man who greeted them there was familiar.

Alan Jones, the man who had sold them the information on WayneTech before their break-in, stared back at them from the hallway, his eyes flickering back and forth between Jon and Daisy. He was clearly doing the same mental calculations Jon was, and coming to the same conclusion: there were at least two rogues in his workplace, surrounding his boss, and he couldn’t say anything without revealing what he’d done.

“Ah,” he said, “um, Mr. Draper, sir, who are these?” 

Jon resisted the urge to stare openly at Tim, another piece slotting into place, another name— Alvin Draper, the office they’d broken into to get into this place was Tim’s office? 

“Oh, these are my brothers,” Tim gestured at Jason and Dick, “and that’s Jon and Daisy, they’re family friends.” 

“And you brought them all?” Alan asked, shooting anxious glances at Jon, and Jon did his best to reassure the man with a brief smile, but that only seemed to make him more nervous. Daisy rolled her eyes at the both of them. 

“I was with them when you called,” Tim explained. “And they’re a little, uh, wary about leaving me alone right now, ‘cause of the kidnapping,” he added.

“Right,” Alan sighed, and shifted back into the lobby, gesturing for them to follow him in. “Right.”

Alan put himself as far away from Jon and Daisy as possible during the elevator ride up, shooting them nervous glances every time Tim wasn’t looking.  

The floor where the dimensional research took place was exactly how Jon remembered it; the same pristine floors, the same gargoyles over the hallways at the intersection, the same navigational labels over the doors. 

“My office is down there,” Tim pointed out to the rest of them, down the hallway labelled Technology and Information. “I’ve had it since before I started with this research group.” Jon nodded. He’d already known where Alvin’s office was, but the extra context was nice. 

What was different about the place was the way that they just walked through the propped-open door to the Dimensional Anomaly Research hallway and were then met with a wall of sound.

There had to have been at least a dozen people moving around in the wide hallway and the offices branching off from it, bustling back and forth and shouting and scrawling or pinning new information to the boards on the walls— the glass cases were open, some of the objects missing, and as soon as they all entered, several of the people inside turned to face them. 

“Alvin!” One shouted, a younger woman with glasses and her hair up in a bun that was starting to fall out. “We’ve found twenty more anomalous objects in the last two days, and we’re trying to catalogue them all but the readings keep changing, we think there’s too much background interference so we’ve been trying to account for it but it— it’s impossible, the background levels have been way too high, spiking like crazy, and now the DAD is overheating and we don’t know why.”

Jon watched Tim take all of this in, something in his stance shifting as he got to business. “Okay,” he said, walking further into the hall, “show me the readings. How are you trying to account for the background anomaly levels? Were you increasing the rotation speed?”  

Jon didn’t quite have the technical knowledge to follow the conversation— he felt it pushing at his psyche, an offer which he rejected for the headache it would undoubtedly cause— so he let the explanations wash over him as he followed Tim deeper into the room, looking at all the people rushing about working on their own piece of what sounded like a very complicated puzzle. 

He didn’t see the lotion bottle that’d been there before, but he saw where it had been; an empty spot on the glass case, with a reading— the maximum DAL— of 377.7. He found the bottle itself in the room with the controls to the Dimensional Anomaly Detector machine, off to the side on a shelf with some of the other artefacts from outside piled on top of it.

“It started overheating at about ten past four today,” the woman was explaining while Alan hovered in the doorway, watching them. “At the same time as the most recent spike.” 

“What have the background levels been?” Tim asked, stepping forward.

“They went up to a peak of just over four thousand on Friday,” she said, and Tim nodded. “Then dropped back almost to normal levels— sat between two hundred and four-fifty for most of the weekend— and then they spiked again this afternoon, like I said, up to nearly three thousand last we checked.”

“Is someone down there keeping an eye on it?” 

“I was,” Alan said. “Should I head back down?” 

Tim nodded. “I’ll come with you.” 

Jon stepped forward. “Me too,” he said— he wasn’t about to leave Tim alone with Alan, not when the man had already proven he was willing to sell his team out for cash. 

“And me,” Daisy added, apparently of a similar mind. “Last time you were underground you ended up on the other side of the city,” she told Jon pointedly. 

“Good,” Tim nodded again, “Jason—”

“I’d rather stay up here,” he cut in, and Jon could understand why— he wasn’t too fond of the idea of getting back in that elevator himself, now that he thought of it. 

“Okay,” Tim nodded. “Dick?” 

The man shifted nervously. “It’s underground?”

Tim sighed. “You can both stay up here,” he decided. “Liz,” he nodded at the girl with the bun, “watch the DAD. Shut it down if it gets any hotter, alright?” 

She nodded. “Got it.”

“Rest of us, let’s go.”

He led the way back out to the hallway; several researchers moved out of their way as they passed toward the door which Jon knew led to an elevator, and Tim pressed the button to open the doors.

A group of them had gathered around a tablet, and right as the doors opened one of them came rushing over to Tim; a thin man who looked a little too young for the balding patch on the top of his head.

“We’ve got readings showing another probable site near Robinson Park,” he said, “a few of us are heading out to look for any weird shit.”

Jon paused for a moment, frowning— was it safe? What was weird shit, exactly?— but nobody else seemed overly concerned. 

“Yeah, sounds good,” Tim nodded, and waved him off before ushering the rest of them— Jon, Daisy, and Alan— into the elevator. 

Jon watched the sweat bead on Alan’s forehead as they descended. He could practically taste his fear in the confined space; Daisy definitely could, if the way she smiled, showing off her canines, was any indication. Alan pressed himself further against the far wall, and Jon elbowed Daisy discreetly in the side.

Jon expected to relax when the doors slid open and he was able to move into a larger space, but the tension in the air only ticked higher as they approached the Background Dimensional Deviation Detector; the lights were blinking and flashing more than Jon remembered, blaring red and orange in silent warning, and as the graph still open on the monitor came into view, all of their eyes went wide. 

The line spiked sharply up, as of minutes previously, past four-thousand and still climbing.

“Oh, shit,” Tim said, staring wide-eyed. “Oh, that’s bad.”

Daisy leaned forward. “What does it mean?” 

Tim shook his head. “I’m not sure, but most of the spikes represent extradimensional activity affecting Gotham, and this…”

“It spiked like this on Friday,” Jon whispered. “That’s what you told me. Thursday night, Friday morning. When Dick found the book. When the Joker escaped.”

Visibly, Tim only paled slightly, but Jon could feel the fear as he put the pieces together, too. 

“You think there’s another one of your Fears,” he realized, the horror mounting. “Or more than one.”

Jon couldn’t say for sure, but he was suddenly certain that something was coming. Something big. 

“Are— are we in danger?” Alan asked. “Real danger?” 

Tim’s phone rang. He picked it up and put it on speaker. 

“Alvin!” Shouted a panicked, feminine voice, “It’s heating up, but we can’t shut it off!”

Tim gripped the phone tighter. “What do you mean you can’t?”

“The switch won’t go. It’s like— stuck, or something, and it’s started spinning on its own— I’ve never seen this before, what do we do?” 

“How hot it is?”

“I don’t know, it’s higher than the thermometer will read— but we can feel it from here, and it’s started glowing, I didn’t think there was anything in it that could even get that hot!”

“Get out,” Tim breathed. 

“What?”

“Get everyone out of the building, now!”

On the screen, Jon watched the deviation level drop, suddenly and sharply, all the way to baseline. 

There was Tim shouting into the phone, and shouting from the phone; that was Dick, Jon thought, as the feeling of dread and bad-wrong- no intensified sharply, as he found himself backing up, slowly, chest tight and eyes wide, all too aware that he was trapped underground in a cave and that the last time he’d been there, he’d gone and gotten lost and almost died—

“Jason!” Dick shouted, barely audible through the call as static started to wash out the words. “What are you doing?!”

None of them got the chance to figure out what that meant, because a half-second later, the phone cut out entirely, and there was what sounded like a great rumble from somewhere far above— the entire basement starting shaking, and then the room went completely dark.

There was a series of muffled booms, another rumble, and a horrid, metallic screeching that had Jon and everyone else scrambling backward away from the elevator— there was a deafening crash that left his ears ringing, followed by a wave of intense heat— oh God, was the building coming down?

Tim’s phone flashlight was the first thing to turn on, and he pointed it toward the still-open elevator doors to reveal that the cables holding it up had seemingly given way, leaving the whole thing to fall down the relatively short distance to the very bottom of the shaft. A cascade of small debris followed after it, sending dust and soot into the air as the entire room seemed to hold its breath; and Jon was left reeling with the knowledge that what he’d heard was the rumble of fire, and what he’d felt was a fraction of the heat that had engulfed the hall far above— a heat that nobody could have survived.

Had the others made it out? 

Jon didn’t know. But what he did know was that the air was full of the smell of smoke and ash, and he was trapped, once again, deep underground. 

 

Notes:

Oh no... I sure hope all those people are okay…

Welcome back Alan! My man is possibly regretting some choices.
Liz is a character I made up, she’s young and very dedicated to her work and she wants to Make Discoveries for the Good of Humanity. She considers this job a major career opportunity and, unlike Alan, would never sell out company secrets.

Thank you to my beta readers! And to everyone in the discord server who gave me fun ideas. Remember: this is your fault <3

Next time: Everyone tries to stay grounded.

Chapter 50: Almonds and Ozone

Summary:

Do you smell that?

Notes:

Discussion of drug use/selling (and drugs being cut w things), human trafficking, child abuse, foster system, gang activity. Eye, Vast, and Desolation content; explosions, flashbacks and panic attacks.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

“So, Julian,” Barbara started, “you sure do get around.”

The young man laughed and shot her an easy grin in the rear-view mirror. “Oh, you have no idea,” he agreed, one hand on the wheel and the other gesturing in the air between him and Cass, who was sitting quietly in the passenger seat. “Hood has me going all over the place.”

Barbara shook her head. “You know that’s not what I meant.” 

He raised an eyebrow and shifted to catch her serious expression before rolling his eyes with a sigh. “I’m loyal, if that’s what you’re getting at. And that means I won’t be telling you any of the boss man’s secrets— not that you would need any help with that.” 

Point taken. “You know who he is?” 

Julian shrugged. “I’ve got some ideas. I don’t make a habit of looking for information like that— you don’t last long in this line of work without knowing how to keep your mouth shut and your nose where it belongs.”

She hummed, only growing more curious about the young man who seemed to be involved in everything, one way or another. “How’d you end up working for the Red Hood?” 

“You’re not subtle, you know that?” He told her, his tone teasing, still friendly despite the subject. “Hood’s saved my life ten times over. I owe him and the gang everything.”

It wasn’t an answer, not really, but she wasn’t expecting one; so it came as a bit of a surprise when, as they stopped at a red light, he twisted in his seat to face her properly and sighed heavily before speaking again.

“My life hasn’t been easy.” The smile had dropped off his face, and Barbara was struck by how young he was; he couldn’t have been any older than Cass, who was watching their conversation with concern. “Growing up like I did, I mean, I started working for criminals when I was six,” he explained. “‘Till my old man found someone who thought I’d make a good investment. Wound up in Bludhaven— it was Nightwing who got me out, actually. I spent two years in shitty foster homes before I split and made my way back to Gotham and struck out on my own. I was twelve, do you know how hard it is to get a job before puberty? But it turns out, even villains need babysitters— I made it work. 

I was fourteen when I got a gig working for Penguin, met some good people and started really finding my way in the world, you know? Then he got arrested and I was out of a job and the Joker’s never been anyone’s first choice, but I needed the money. That didn’t even last a full year before someone outed me and it all went to hell, and I was left worse off than when I started. I hadn’t told anyone outside the metahuman community about my abilities since I got back to Gotham, but at that point it was make myself useful or starve. Black Mask was…” he winced. “Worse than Joker, if you can believe it— for me, at least. My abilities give me resistance to poisons and shit, almost anything you can put in your body, but there’s only so far that can take you when you’re testing drugs for a living by taste.” There was anger in his eyes, and fear, and Barbara leaned forward, moved closer.

“Worst nine months of my life,” he continued, deadpan, completely serious, “and that’s including the time I spent as a damn trafficking victim. I don’t even remember most of it, but I know a lot of what I tested was cut with the kind of shit that gets people killed, and I know I told them so, and I know they—”

He was stopped mid-sentence by the blare of the car behind them honking aggressively— the light had turned green while he was talking. He jolted in his seat and turned to face the road, lurching the car into motion with his jaw set, determinedly not making eye contact with her in the mirror. Cass was pushed back against her seat, concern shifting rapidly to alarm. 

“You didn’t have to do that, you know,” Julian said, his voice shaking slightly. “I’m not going to do shit to any of you. And if you can do that, I hope you can tell I’m not lying.” 

Barbara blinked, frowning, and leaned back in her seat. “Do what?” 

Julian stared straight ahead. “I don’t tell people that shit. Ever.”

Barbara ran his words over in her mind, slowly coming to realize what she had done— that he hadn’t wanted to share as much as he had. “I’m sorry,” she said, “I didn’t mean to do anything.”

Julian scoffed, his eyes fixed on the road and his hands tight around the wheel. “Even Jon has better control than that.” 

“I didn’t realize there was anything to control,” she explained, “that’s never happened before, I don’t know—”

“Bullshit,” Julian shot back. “That’s the second time you’ve done it to me.” 

“It is?” She blinked, trying to remember. “I don’t…”

“In the Clocktower?” Cass asked quietly, still twisted around in her seat as she looked between Julian and Barbara, eyebrows drawn in and head tilted searchingly.  

Julian nodded tersely. 

Oh. Barbara shook her head. “I’m sorry, I didn’t know.”

He carefully relaxed his grip on the wheel, letting out a measured breath. “That new, huh? I guess not everyone has the luxury of being made to use their abilities for most of their lives.” 

“I didn’t know,” she repeated. “I swear, I’ll work on it, learn how to control it better.” She had to— there was no other option. She had to get this under control before it got somebody hurt. Cass nodded and turned to face forward again. 

Julian brought the car to a stop about half a a block down from the WayneTech building, just on the other side of a moderately busy intersection. He pulled the parking brake and gestured at the building. “Alright, we’re here. Now what?”

Barbara leaned down beside her seat and pulled her laptop out of her bag. “I can make some scans, see if anything weird comes up from out here, but mostly I think Hood just didn’t want to leave us unattended in his base.” She didn’t blame him; she was absolutely going to snoop around the place the first chance she got. 

“Great,” Julian nodded, turning off the car, unbuckling his seatbelt and opening the door. “I’m going for a walk. Won’t be far.”

The door slammed behind him as he left the car, disappearing quickly into a group of pedestrians crossing the street, and Barbara sighed and dropped her head into her hands. 

She hadn’t done anything, is the thing. She knew what Jon’s compulsions looked like, and that wasn’t it. There had been no eldritch power coursing through her words, her questions, nothing but mundane curiosity and her own desire to know more— she didn’t doubt that she’d done something, that she was already seeing the consequences of the choice she’d made to accept the Archive’s help, but she wasn’t sure where to even begin learning to control something she didn’t know she was doing. 

Cass tapped Barbara on the shoulder. She was up on her knees on her seat, facing Barbara over the backrest with her other hand reaching down to pick up the Batgirl gear bag they’d stowed on the floor next to Barbara’s wheelchair. Cass waited for her to lift her head before signing one-handed: ‘it was an accident.’

Barbara sighed and dropped her hands away from her face. ‘I know,’ she signed back. ‘But I don’t know why,’ she explained, ‘I don’t know how to stop it.’

They’d arrived at around the same time as the others, who had parked much closer to the building; as they talked, Barbara watched Tim lead the way to the building, opening the door to be greeted by someone who she couldn't see from this angle; probably one of his research team, by the way the kid gestured at the others in introduction. 

Barbara reached into her bag and pulled out a small device that she’d borrowed from Tim; it looked kind of like a particularly bulky handheld barcode scanner, with a series of four small lights on top. It was supposed to detect dimensional energy in the direction it was pointed in, and while it wasn’t nearly as precise as the massive machines they had inside, it would give basic readings of none, low, moderate, or high, with the corresponding number of lights lit up. Tim had told her these were what they used to track down objects of interest to their research; the simplicity of it was designed to help mitigate the effects of the energy interfering with technology. 

She turned it on and pointed it at Cass to test it. 

The device seemed to buzz slightly in her hand when she pressed down on the trigger. A moment later, three little lights lit up along the top. Moderate. 

Barbara frowned. “Huh.”

She turned and pointed it at the floor of the car. 

One little light blinked green. None. 

Out of curiosity, Barbara aimed the device at herself. Three lights; moderate again. Unease settled in her gut, and she opened her car door before she pointed it across the street, aiming toward the WayneTech building, knowing it was likely too far to get a useful reading—

The device nearly vibrated out of her hand, suddenly difficult to hold steady— it grew uncomfortably warm as all four lights lit up, the last one red and blinking warningly, and Barbara just stared. 

“The building always throws low-level readings,” Tim had told her. “There’s a lot of weird stuff in there, it just happens. Keep track of whatever readings you get— if anything’s moderate or above, that might be a cause for concern.” 

Energy levels: high. 

She tried again, aiming higher, and received the same result— flashing lights and an uncomfortably warm grip, edging rapidly toward painful. She set it down and took out her phone to shoot off a text to Tim— the scanner you gave me is reading high on the building. What’s going on in there?

She waited for several seconds, but received no response. 

“Cass,” she said, and the girl only needed to see her expression to understand what was being asked of her— she nodded and opened the Batgirl gear bag, setting about changing quickly and without explicit instruction. She hadn’t worn it since the day she returned from the Dark. 

The next thing Barbara did was to set down the scanner and press a communicator into her own ear while flipping open her laptop. “Oracle, checking in,” she said, not bothering to keep the worry out of her voice. 

“Welcome back,” Alfred replied. “Is everything alright?”

“I’m getting some concerning readings from the area around the WayneTech building, but I’m not getting a response from Robin. Is Batman able to get—? Oh.”

She was going to ask if Bruce could get suited up and make his way into the city, in case things went south; but it was at this moment that the remote Oracle program on Barbara’s laptop finished loading, and she saw the map with each of the Bats’ locations on it— he was already in the area, less than five minutes away. “Nevermind. Batman, are you on the line?”

“Affirmative.”

“I want you on standby. I’ve got a really bad feeling about this.”

A bad feeling was something of an understatement. The longer she sat there, watching the building, the more she had this gut-twisting sense that something was about to go very wrong. It seemed her worry was palpable in the air; Cass, near fully dressed save for her mask which she held in her hands, was looking at her worriedly, and Bruce grunted over the comms in a noise that she knew meant I am about to do something inadvisable. 

“I’m on my way,” he said. “I’ll head inside once I get there.”

And there it was. “Negative, Batman,” Barbara countered, “Nightwing and Robin are already inside. I want you outside. Maintain a distance of at least one city block.” 

“I should be on the scene.”

“No, you shouldn’t,” Barbara snapped, “You said you were going to trust your kids on this one!” 

There was a long moment of silence. “They’re in civilian clothes,” he pointed out. “Do any of them have any gear on them?”

“N brings a comm with him almost everywhere,” Barbara said, “but other than that, I don’t think so.”

“Any word from them?”

“Not yet,” Barbara shot off another series of texts; one more to Tim, what’s the situation? One to Jon, Hey, everything going okay? Getting weird readings. And one to Dick: a simple What’s happening in there? 

“Hn,” Bruce replied, “I’m two minutes away.” And then he went silent. 

Almost a full, tense minute later, she finally got a response. 

Dick: I don’t really know.

Dick: The big machine is getting super hot, one of the researchers is trying to turn it off.

Dick: Tim and Jon went to the basement to check on the other stuff down there. 

Barbara: Right. I’m getting some really high readings from outside.

Dick: Of what?

Barbara shut her laptop and picked the scanner back up, pointing it again out of the car one-handed. She aimed it first at the ground— none again— and then toward the base of the building. High, as she expected, warming in her hand, but what she didn’t expect was the way it started smoking when she aimed it higher, accompanied by the slight smell of something burning. Something… almonds? 

It read high again before all the lights flickered once and blinked off, and Barbara sucked in a breath and, with a surge of instinctive fear, threw it as hard as she could over her open car door and toward the middle of the intersection. 

“Take cover!” She yelled as loudly as she could, before ducking her head back inside and bracing for who-knows-what.

It soared in the air, higher and further than she had expected it to, and then it seemed to catch fire a split-second before a blinding light flashed over the entire street accompanied by a loud bang! 

Barbara covered her head as a wave of force and warmth passed over them, slamming her door shut as it went. True to Gotham fashion, most of the pedestrians had already started to dive away from the thrown projectile or duck behind parked cars, and the vehicles that had been approaching the intersection came to a stop as their occupants ducked their heads and braced. Scraps of burning plastic and metal rained down on the street, and there were a few shouts of pain or fear, but there was mostly an urgent sense of action, the knowledge hanging in the air that something had just happened, and Barbara lifted her head to find the roads around her rapidly clearing of people, some helping those who were injured get to safety, and more than one with their phones held to their ears— calling the police, no doubt, and it occurred to Barbara that for all intents and purposes she had just thrown a bomb into traffic in the middle of downtown.

Alfred cut through her thoughts. “Are you alright?”

“Fine,” she replied in a rush, “a few civilians hurt, I threw it into the intersection— went off in the air,” she did her best to explain as quickly as possible.

“What was it?” Bruce asked. 

“Energy scanner Tim gave me,” she filled in, “it was going to explode, I didn’t have time to think—”

Her phone pinged with another text. 

Dick: Something's wrong. We’re evacuating

Dick: Machine’s spinning?? And it smells weird. 

Barbara did not freeze; there wasn’t time for it. She nodded to Cass, who nodded back and pulled the Batgirl hood over her head.

‘What do I do?’ She signed.

“We’ve got to clear the roads and empty the building,” Barbara replied aloud for the benefit of those listening in, opening her laptop again. “I’m putting an alert out for an active bomb threat.” 

Cass nodded again and slipped out of the car, grappling up to the nearest rooftop. 

“A bomb?” Bruce echoed, a slightly surprised lilt to his voice— which was about the closest Batman ever got to incredulous. “There’s a bomb in the building?”

“There’s about to be,” Barbara replied tersely, sending out the alert and looking up at the building, trying to see— there. 

A fire escape in the form of a twirling metal staircase climbed up the side of the building, and Barbara could see four people already hurrying down it, but no matter how fast they went, it was still going to take time to run down twenty-plus storeys; time which they most definitely did not have. 

More worrying, though, was the fact that even as more figures emerged from the window on the twenty-second floor, she didn’t see a single familiar face among them— no Jason, Tim, Jon, Daisy, or Dick. 

She glanced down at her phone again— no new messages. 

What was going on up there? 

 

 

Things did not go horribly wrong immediately after Tim left with Jon, Daisy, and Alan in tow. 

There were a few blessedly peaceful minutes where Dick was allowed to simply stand in the doorway to the DAD machine room and observe his surroundings, watching the researchers bustling up and down the hallway, many of them casting nervous glances in his direction every so often. Dick counted eleven people total; most of them seemed to be processing details on the numerous new anomalous objects that had been found since Friday, and there was a big paper map of Gotham on one wall, the places where each item had been found marked out the old fashioned way with push-pins, colour-coded according to some measure that wasn’t shown on the map. 

It looked like they’d each been found in clusters, though, each red or orange pin being approximately in the centre of several green, yellow, or blue ones. Dick wasn’t sure what to make of it. 

One of the researchers approached the map and removed a blue pin, replacing it with a green one. He stepped closer, getting her attention with a tilt of the head and a friendly smile. “Hey,” he said. “Can I ask you something?”

She shifted uncertainly for a moment, watching him warily before apparently seeing something in his eyes and settling down. “Uh, sure.”

“Have you found any of these things outside of Gotham?”

She relaxed, obviously relieved at the question. “Oh, that’s easy— no,” she said, “but that’s because we aren’t looking further out. We’ve got sensors planted all over the city, they ping for anomalies in a given area, and then we go track them down with the handheld scanners.” 

Dick nodded thoughtfully. “So there’s likely more out there?” 

She shrugged, then shook her head slowly. “Yes and no. There’s probably some, but the original team surveyed other areas before deciding to keep it to Gotham, and you don’t get these sorts of anomalies at nearly the same levels anywhere else.”

Dick sighed. Yeah, that tracked. “Guess that’s Gotham for you.” 

“Nowhere quite like it,” she agreed. “Did you have any other questions? I should probably get back to—”

“Hey, Dick?” Jason called from behind him. “Something’s wrong.” 

Dick spun on his heel to find Jason standing in the doorway, worry subtly visible in the crease of his eyebrows.

“What’s the issue?” Dick asked, following Jason back into the DAD control room only to be met with a wall of warmth. “And why’s it so hot in here?”

Jason gestured at the machine, which, to Dick’s consternation, seemed to have been turned on— it was spinning slowly, with several sensors on the control panel blinking in warning. “What— why is it running?”

His phone buzzed in his pocket. He ignored it, for the time being.

Liz shot him a glance from over her shoulder. “I don’t know,” she said, “I was trying to turn it off, not start a scan, but it’s not— it’s not even scanning properly, the numbers it’s throwing don’t make any sense and there’s nothing even in there!”

Dick frowned. “It won’t turn off?” 

She turned back to the controls. “I’m trying, it’s just, once it’s running it’s not supposed to be shut off all the way, you know? Safety reasons, don’t want to shut off the cooling functions while it’s still moving, but clearly those aren’t working anyway—

The machine started spinning faster, whirring in a sound that filled the room almost as oppressively as the heat that slowly ticked up higher and higher as Liz tried, unsuccessfully, to shut it down. 

“It’s not working.” She wiped sweat from her forehead as Dick took a step back, something twisting in his stomach. “I can’t— oh, this is bad.”

He took out his phone. 

Barbara: What’s happening in there? 

Dick: I don’t really know.

Beside him, Jason had gone very pale. Dick shot him a worried look. 

Dick: The big machine is getting super hot, one of the researchers is trying to turn it off.

Liz pulled out her phone and navigated to her contacts with shaking hands, pressing the call button and holding it to her ear. 

Dick: Tim and Jon went to the basement to check on the other stuff down there.

“Alvin!” Liz gasped into the phone, “it’s heating up, but we can’t shut it off!”

“What do you mean you can’t?!”    

Barbara: Right. I’m getting some really high readings from outside.

Dick: Of what?

She didn’t answer right away; instead, after a few seconds of Liz continuing to relay what was happening to Tim over the phone, there was a muffled boom from outside. 

Barbara. 

Dick felt his mindset shifting into something solid and serious— something more like Nightwing, a tangible change as he acknowledged to himself that he was, rather abruptly, on a mission. 

Jason hadn’t moved. He just stared at the machine, spinning faster and faster, unmasked horror on his face as his breathing turned unsteady. 

The woman from before appeared in the doorway. “There was an explosion over the road out there— Jesus Christ, it’s hot in here, what the hell’s—?”

“It’s here for me,” Jason whispered, still rooted in place. “Oh, God.”

“Jen, get everyone out of here!” Liz shouted, nearly shoving her out of the room as the heat grew nearly unbearable— Dick grabbed Jason by the arm with one hand, dragging him towards the door to the hallway and shooting off more texts with his free hand— trying to give Barbara all the information he could, anything that might be useful— what they were doing, what was happening, what he could see, hear, smell—

It smelled like… almonds? 

“I’m going to die,” Jason whispered. He hadn’t moved his eyes away from the machine, but it was like he was staring right through it— like he was somewhere else entirely. 

He looked like he was staring down a bomb. 

Dick felt the pit of his stomach drop out as a fear so strong he could taste it washed over him, surrounding him, filling him, like something was squeezing the breath out of his lungs from the inside, and he held Jason’s arm tighter as he yanked him, stumbling, through the door.

“He’s not coming,” Jason said, and Dick realized that the smell of burning almonds had followed them out of the room, clinging to them like smoke. 

“Snap out of it, Jay,” he hissed, “come on, we’re leaving.”

Jason just shook his head, pupils blown so wide Dick couldn’t see any colour in them. “Door’s locked,” he said, defeated and desperate at once, his voice cracking and breaking on every other word. “He’s not— the door’s locked and I’m going to die.” 

Shit. Shit. 

Jen, it seemed, was ushering everybody else towards one of the offices— third on the right, from where Dick stood, and he heard soft exclamations of “Batgirl?!” that told him backup had arrived— but as he forcefully pulled Jason after them he saw Liz typing furiously at a computer one room closer, her phone wedged between her ear and shoulder; she was still talking to Tim. 

“—out the fire escape, I’m just grabbing the data and then I’ll—”

“Leave the data, Liz, get out!”  

She winced at the volume and nearly dropped her phone, fumbling to pull it away from her ear as Tim shouted back at her, the sound barely audible over the awful whirring hum that was still growing louder and louder— they had to leave—

“Liz, come on!” Dick yelled, and stumbled forward a half-step, reaching to grab her, too, but his brother was a nearly unresponsive weight at his side—

“We need these files, just give me thirty seconds—“

“No, there’s no time—!”

—until, abruptly, Jason moved. 

With a horrible, agonized cry— a cry of pain, a cry of grief, a cry of desperation— Jason flung himself forward. 

“Jason!” Dick yelled, screamed, even though he knew full well that Jason couldn’t hear him, Jason wasn’t really there— “what are you doing?!”

He all but tackled the young researcher to the floor, knocking her phone out of her hand and muttering nonsense— “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, mom—” and Dick felt like he was going to throw up from the pure, unadulterated fear pulsing through him in waves, making all of his thoughts fuzzy and he was nine years old, standing on a high platform, his parents sprawled still and broken and lifeless on the ground far below , and he was sixteen, hurling insults, eighteen, burning his bridges and walking away, barely twenty-two and his little brother was dead— only he wasn’t, was he? No, he was alive again, he was right there, Dick hadn’t lost everything this time, not yet, but the temperature and the whirring pitched higher and higher and the air smelled like almonds and ozone and they didn’t have time for this—  

He felt it, the moment that the whirring gave way to a high-pitched ringing and the heat seemed to fold in on itself in a single, fragile moment of stillness.

The window was open. 

He didn’t have time to think. He simply ran forward, wrapped his arms around Jason and the girl he had huddled underneath him, and threw himself and them both headfirst out the window. 

As he pushed off the sill— launching himself, his brother, and Liz out into open air with no grapple and nothing but the street below them— everything seemed to slow down. He saw the fire escape, one window over, Cass— Batgirl— facing away from him, staring back into the room she was helping the others out of; whatever she saw there, it had her eyes wide and scared as she shoved the last two civilians down into the shadow below the window ledge, and then Nightwing was soaring away from her, the air itself seeming to push him forward as a white-hot heat flared out through every window in his sight a split-second before the walls gave way, too, pressure forcing what must have been the entire floor to explode outwards as the air inside superheated— the fire licked at them, but Nightwing did not burn. No, he flew, carrying his terrified charges along with him as the immense pressure turned to wind beneath his wings, and he did not have a grapple but in that moment, he didn’t need one. 

There was a lower rooftop across the street, and Nightwing needed only to do what he was made for.

This was his city. This was his sky. It was the sky over Gotham and over Bludhaven and over the circus, and he was Nightwing, he was a Flying Grayson, caught in that moment at the apex of a swing— a grapple or a trapeze, it was all the same to him, and he was no longer sure under which sky he flew but he knew deep in his bones that he was home. 

Another moment, breathing in crisp, clean air, before he fell.

The fall, too, was home; the fall was exhilaration, the fall was fate, the fall was trust— trust that he would be caught, trust in his parents, in Bruce, in himself— and he knew that he did not need a net, because the fall was as much a part of him as the air he breathed, and between one breath and the next Nightwing flipped neatly in the air and touched down feet-first on that rooftop, a wide street over and some six stories down from where he’d started.

He tucked into a roll, ensuring that both Jason and Liz were safe from a punishing impact on concrete before he came a stop with his body covering theirs as best he could; it was less than a moment before the heat from the explosion washed over them, but this far away, it wasn’t truly dangerous; and the Nightwing suit did its job well, keeping the few pieces of debris that made it to their rooftop from harming any of the three of them. 

(He wasn’t wearing the Nightwing suit.)

The roaring in his ears took longer to subside, and it was a few moments before Nightwing realized that this was because the building they’d come from was still on fire, spitting flames out from the ruined floor that had once housed the research they’d come here for as well as a significant amount of material recovered from Justice League missions. Either one could be the source of the fine dust seeming to sparkle in the air around the building, a mixture of fine melted window-glass and whatever chemicals and other substances had been stored in those research halls. That was probably bad, Nightwing knew, but it was also beautiful, in its own way, the very air glittering as the light of the fire bounced off of the particles scattering into the wind. There was no rain, though there had been, and there would be, the air heavy with it as it so often was; soon enough, all of that shimmering wonder would be brought back down and sink into the earth or wash out to sea.  

That was probably bad, too. Explosions were messy business. 

Nightwing didn’t like the Desolation. 

Case in point, Nightwing’s little brother, who had perhaps more personal experience with explosions than anybody else he knew, who was shaking on the rooftop beneath the safety of Nightwing’s arms, and who was still, even as the researcher girl’s fear gave way to breathless relief, awfully afraid. 

He didn’t like it. 

The thought was petulant, like a child shoving a plate of food away across the table. His little brother wasn’t supposed to be scared like that, especially not for something as simple as mere destruction . He didn’t like it. He wanted something else. But—

No.

“No,” Jason was whimpering, choking, “no, please, please—“

Dick rolled off Jason and Liz in one fluid motion, head spinning and breathless as his hearing returned and the roar of fire and ringing screech of metal resolved into voices; Jason begging, Liz gasping, and Dick needed to know what was happening. 

He fumbled in his pocket for his comm and pressed it into his ear. 

There was a slight buzzing, and then:

“Batgirl?” Barbara called. 

Oh, shit.  

Cass.

“Batgirl, come in, please come in—“

Dick’s mouth went dry. 

He tapped his comm. “She was on the fire escape,” he said. He could see the remains of that fire escape; twirling metal climbing up the side of the building before it had partially been wrenched off the wall, leaning precariously outward and then abruptly ending just before the space where it had once occupied was engulfed by flames pouring out of the blown-open side of the building. The place where Cass had been standing was gone.

“Batgirl— come in, Batgirl,” 

“Oracle…” Dick couldn’t stop staring at the building. 

There were still people on the fire escape— two nearer to the bottom had apparently recovered their wits and were racing down the last few floors, one appeared to be struggling to their feet against the side of the building toward the middle, and three more lay unmoving higher up, one leaning precariously over the side of a railing; and still, the fire burned.

“Shit,” Barbara swore, “we have to get them down.”

Just then, Dick noticed a flicker of movement, and he turned his head to watch as a dark shadow swung down the street towards them.

Batman.

His voice joined Barbara’s in Dick’s ear. “I’m approaching the scene,” he intoned. “Oracle, send out an alert, get fire services out here.”

“Already on it,” she confirmed, voice shaking in a way it barely ever did. “Fire and ambulance en route, ETA seven minutes.”  

Dick watched for just long enough to see Batman lift two hopefully-unconscious civilians off the fire escape before taking out his comm and turning back to face the other people on the rooftop. Of the two, Liz was handling things significantly better— staring at the inferno that her workplace had abruptly become, clutching a thumb drive in both hands like a lifeline. 

“I got it,” she whispered. “I got the…”

She trailed off. She wouldn’t meet his gaze.

Jason hadn’t gotten up.

He had just managed to turn onto his hands and knees, trembling and staring at the ground as he tried and failed to push himself upright— Dick watched as he collapsed forward again with a pained moan, and he rushed to his side, falling to his knees in front of him. 

“Jason,” he said, and reached out to help him to sit up and back. “Jason, hey, look at me?” 

It took him a moment to focus his gaze on Dick, but when he did, the expression on his face morphed from terror to shock. 

“You— you came,” He whispered, wide eyes flickering searchingly across Dick’s face. “You came for me?”

Jason wasn’t breathing right. Dick took one of his hands, and pressed it to his own chest, breathing carefully deep and even. “Of course. Of course I did, Jay. We got out. We’re okay.”

Jason pushed himself more upright with his free hand, gaze falling over Dick’s shoulder at the fire blazing behind him. His eyebrows came together in confusion. “Where…?”

Dick shifted to block his view. “We’re across the street. Emergency services will be here soon.”

A loud metallic bang sounded from somewhere behind him, and Dick spared a glance over his shoulder for just long enough to see Bruce ushering the last of the civilians safely across another street away from the burning building as more of the fire escape fell and crashed to the ground below. 

Jason was shaking. “Is— is Bruce…?”

“He’s okay,” Dick assured him. “He’s helping get everyone out of the building.”

He nodded jerkily, fingers grasping at the front of Dick’s shirt as he tried to match his breathing. “You came,” he repeated, slowly tipping forward until his forehead rested on Dick’s shoulder, and he felt more than saw the full-body shudder. “Shit,” Jason swore. 

Dick lifted one arm up and around his little brother, holding him steady and close. “You’re okay,” he repeated. 

Jason shook his head against Dick’s shoulder. “No,” he said. “No— nobody— Bruce didn’t— and you weren’t,” he shuddered again, and took a deep, juddering breath. “I’m not there,” he whispered, apparently to himself, before clenching his hands into Dick’s shirt again. “Alive. I’m alive.”

It took Dick a moment to puzzle out what he was talking about through all the fragmented sentences, but when he did, it was like somebody stabbed him in the gut with a hot poker and twisted. 

“I’m sorry,” Dick told him, voice quiet and gentle and cracking at the seams. “I’m sorry nobody saved you.”

Jason huffed. “You did,” he said. “This time.”

“Yeah,” Dick agreed, and pulled him closer, held him tighter. “I did. I did. And— and I will, okay? I’ll always come for you.”

He couldn’t promise he’d always be there. He couldn’t promise he would always make it in time. But if Jason called, he would come, every time. 

He wasn’t losing him again. Not if he could help it.

 

Notes:

The Desolation: heyyy boy I heard u have explosion trauma…
Nightwing: HISSSSS

50 chapters is CRAZY you guys. I never thought I’d get this far; it’s been a fantastic journey, and definitely one of if not the most satisfying things I’ve ever done creatively— because of the community that’s formed as a result. Thank you, all of you, for making this possible. <3 Much more to come!

… And thank you to my mom and Pen for your help with this chapter!
Hopefully the next one doesn’t take a whole month smh.

Next time: We return to the cursed caves.

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