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Tommy stood there in shock and fear at seeing dream standing there, a free man. Tommy knew a few things after his revival, first dream is a bitch and second dream's admin powers were locked out while in prison. But now he stood there pissed, practically ready to yell at Tommy. 

Everyone surrounded the two murmuring about what‘s about to happen before dream spoke, his tone dark and angry ”Tommy, you have been a thorn in my ass for way to long. I knew that everyone was attached to you I KNEW that you could be stubborn but I still tried to fucking let you be HERE!“

Dream yelled at Tommy, his arms wide open like he was presenting this whole one-sided conversation to everyone ”YOU Tommyinnit are therefore banned from this smp! I don‘t give a shit what you say, WHAT ANYONE ELSE SAYS!! You are leaving and everyone will never see you again.“

There was a visible manic grin in dream‘s face as he long lost his mask ”WAIT N-” Tommy screamed out before he disappeared from eye view. He hit the ground of the world hub. Tommy was devastated, he after all these years in that fucking server he was BANNED. Not able to see the little family and friends he has left.

Tommy sat there in shock contemplating of what just happened. He could hear other people going in and out of the hub. He sighed after a few minutes still feeling extremely sad, like all of his life was stripped away from him, which it was and stood up .

He decided to roam around as Tommy was still in a denial and crying slightly. He hid face mostly in his dark green scarf while walking, making 0 eye  contact with anyone because he doesn‘t want their fucking pity. He‘ll be fine he‘s sure, after all he might have panic attacks, nightmares and at the moment is very much homeless but it‘s fine, he‘ll be fine. 

He wandered around the hub for a few hours not knowing what to do until he found a place to sit down. Tommy‘s red tail was tightly wrapped around his leg. He sat down and sighed as it was getting dark before he started bawling his eyes out into his scarf. He put his knees to his face while he did that. 

He couldn‘t just say he‘s fine, he really really couldn‘t. Here he is a tragic and a disgrace demon hybrid child, who just became homeless and as he was always meant to be he guesses, alone. Completely and utterly alone. 

Who would have guessed, Tommyinnit the reckless, idiotic, annoying, pitiful child had finally made dream mad enough to actually get kicked out from a server that doesn‘t let anybody leave. He didn‘t Realize he started falling asleep on the bench. 

When Tommy felt the sun fucking blaring into his eyes he woke up. He was glad there were no nightmares tonight. He stood up and continued to walk around the hub, he was hugging himself most of the time as he walked. Seeing how he was stuck in the hub at the moment he didn‘t have much hope left. 

Soon he was at the gates of hypixal, 
Tommy took a deep breath after realizing that he got there by accident. He sat down near the gate thinking about what to do or something, soon he felt a small tap on his and he looked up to see a familiar Santa‘s hat. 

”um hi?“ Tommy just seemed shocked before speaking up ”deo?“ 

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”um hi?“ Tommy just seemed shocked before speaking up ”deo?“ the brunettes face contorted into the shocked and concerned look before offering Tommy a hand, he took it. ”oh shit I didn‘t think I ever see you again toms, what happened why are you so so.....beaten up?“ Tommy hides the bottom half of his face under his scarf but had this sad frown. 

”it‘s nothing, just a lot of fucked up shit happened in my last server and now I‘m kinda banned.“ Deo still not believing that ’it‘s nothing’ but he knew it wasn‘t good 

”what happened when you and your family left smp earth?” Tommy stayed quiet before snapping at deo”that‘s non of your fucking business.“Tommy after realizing he snapped hid his face tears already starting to fill his eyes like the puddles of the rain from a few days. Deo nodded not wanting to push further. 

”that‘s fine, just, do you have another place to stay after getting banned from whatever shithole you crawled out?“ Tommy shook his head, Deo noticed how Tommy didn‘t make eye contact and his hands were trembling. That‘s really not normal for Tommy. 

”you can stay with me if you want then.“ Deo saw the blatant shock and confusion in Tommy‘s eyes. 

”wh-I wouldn‘t want to bother you and shit.“ Deo just sighed ”you‘re not bothering me, I don‘t know what happened while we have been separated but you are always welcome at my hub home and besides I need some company while I‘m doing paperwork for admin work.“

Tommy didn‘t really catch the admin work part only that deo probably lived in the hub‘s provided home and not a private server. He sighed before nodding ”fine, but only until I can find my own place and not just live with you, and shit.“ Deo smiled rolling his eyes and letting Tommy follow him to his home. 

Deo was still very concerned because he noticed how Tommy walked, it was unsteady and like he could be ready to fall any second. How Tommy didn‘t make direct eye contact with anyone, how he flinched at the slightest movement and how his hand trembled a lot. 

The two quietly walked to deo‘s house when they got to the home deo made Tommy sit down on the couch while he got some food for Tommy. 

The blonde nervously fidgeted with his hands while waiting for deo who came back with a bowl of soup. The teen grabbed the bowl and started chugging whatever was inside it, like he hasn‘t eating in days. Deo probably would guess that he really hasn‘t by how concerningly skinny, his friend? Childhood friend is. 

When Tommy finished his food he put the bowl on the table, his hand was scarred so badly, then deo spoke up
”um toms, if you‘re alright with it can I check out your injuries on your arms, some may be infected and I would rather that you wouldn‘t lose a limb because of that.“ Deo saw how Tommy violently flinched when asked to see his old or new injuries. 

The blonde didn‘t speak for awhile, but he did know deo would never hurt him, he never would. 'But you thought the same about Tubbo‘ an annoying voice reminds him, but Tommy knew he would rather get checked out than lose a fucking arm or shit ”f-fine, but don‘t you try any fucking funny business

Oh did that worry deo, Tommy never really threatened him before. He only threatened people he was feeling unsafe with. ”alright toms, just if you‘re uncomfortable tell me. Toms could you take off your cardigan I need to check if your arms are okay“ Tommy just stayed quiet before doing as he was told. 

Deo froze instantly at seeing the massive scars and burns. There were even some self inflicted ones. The brunette took a sharp breath knowing that if he asked Tommy would probably snap, panic and or just hiss at him like a feral raccoon. 

Deo slowly reached for the left arm checking it for any infection or if there‘s still an open wound. Tommy flinched slightly at the touch. ’How long has it been since he was cared for’ deo could only think that and how pissed he is about nobody protecting Tommy. 

The left arm wasn‘t infected or had any open wounds that needed to be bandaged, now onto the right arm which was a different story. The arm had way more damage than the other but it was mostly from an explosive than the other arm. 

Deo checked if it had an open wound but when he moved the arm up Tommy flinched violently like it hurt to move his arm. Deo looked up before now inspecting how the arm looked and not the wounds. It looked very, very crooked it seems that Tommy has a broken arm but why didn‘t he scream? Usually it‘s very painful to have a broken arm, how high has Tommy‘s pain tolerance got and why? 

”your arm is broken I have a cast that should fit you. You‘re lucky it hasn‘t healed yet because it would have needed to be broken again to heal properly.“ Tommy nodded but after hearing about him being lucky he started to breathe more shallow but calmed down a bit after a few minutes. 

Deo came back with a cast helping Tommy put on. Tommy looked like he would have collapsed any moment now so the brunette brought some blankets and pillows to the couch and let Tommy to fall into unconsciousness. 

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It‘s been a few weeks since Tommy started living with deo, Tommy still very on edge with deo but did relax a bit. The blonde said he would rather not have to pay a favor so he‘ll clean the house once in awhile which deo refused. Because his home is always a mess and he would rather not let Tommy get hurt while he is cleaning. 
Tommy grumbled at that but did listen

Today the two sat at deo's office while the brunette did some paperwork Tommy played with an old 3DS that deo gave him. Deo explained that he did admin work before Tommy and he entered the office. The brunette saw that Tommy flinched when he heard admin so there‘s probably something that happened with Tommy‘s previous admin. 

While he did the work Tommy hummed the song whatever game he was playing before he spoke up ”hey big man, what‘s it like to be an admin, like an actual good admin unlike the one I was with.“ Deo hummed ”can‘t say, I don‘t know what your admin was like so I can‘t tell you.“ 

Tommy froze up ”w-well, fine if I tell you want my live was before I was banned will you answer my fucking question and we eat pizza for dinner.“ Deo thought this over thinking this could help him find help for Tommy since deo did hear Tommy‘s scream when he got a nightmare last week. 

”sure, but we‘re making it“ Tommy nodded and began ”ill miss some things out just so it wouldn‘t take to long. Anyway so after we left smp earth techno left for hypixel while Phil left for his shitty hardcore world. That means Wilton had to take care of me, it was fine at first before he took both of us to this fucked up server.“ Deo nodded now having found another reason to hate Phil and technoblade. 

”so when we first joined the two of us met a few people, the admin and a few of his friends. At first it was fun, pranking, making fun of each other and so on, but it went downhill quite fucking fast. Tubbo joined as well btw.“ Tommy took a deep breath like he won‘t be able to breathe after this.
 
”so me and Wilton made a drug van, well it was just potions and the admin was pissed and shit, oh the server had three lives and so. Anyhow Wilton wanted to make a new nation, one for freedom and all that.“
Deo knew this isn‘t going anywhere good. 

”I don‘t really  want to talk about the wars it was pretty shit but I died two times during them. Then an election happened and we lost were forced to go into exile, it was as well...my first exile. During that time Wilton kinda went insane and betrayed us, blowing everything up. Phil killed him after Wilton begged him to. I turned 14 that year.“

Deo‘s eyes widened at hearing that, Tommy shouldn‘t had to go through that, nobody should have been through that. Tommy continued. 

”after a bit a new player joined us, his name is ranboo. He‘s a pushover but he was nice. I kinda pulled him into a prank with griefieng a home of a dude, we accidentally set the home on fire and didn‘t know what to do. The admin was mad at us and put the two of us on trial. There was evidence of ranboo but I took the full blame not wanting getting that shitty stuck up in trouble.“

Deo listen carefully ”tubbo was president at the time and with the admin's pushing I was exiled and then manipulation and abused during that time with me and the admin-” ”you don‘t need to continue, I can already see that your last admin is a fucking crazy abusive dick and your last server was fucked up now let‘s go make pizza.“

Tommy instantly lit up when he heard pizza ”fuck yeah!“ Tommy ran to the kitchen while deo followed. 

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A year has passed since Tommy moved in with deo, he kinda never left and deo was glad to have company and have his friend back. Deo finally got Tommy an wheelchair for Tommy who was hesitant at first before using the item all the time to be able to walk without worrying about falling instantly since Tommy‘s legs had become almost unusable.

Tommy as well adopted two emotional support cats, pluto and apolo. Both of the cats are menaces to society, no they‘re the devil reincarnated. 

Tho they might be the sweetest things in whole entire universe for Tommy, the orange and tuxedo cats like torturing deo. Like today, Tommy went to buy some sewing or crocheting shit and deo was left to watch the two. Who are now nowhere to be found. 

”Apolo,pluto!? Where are you guys!? Tommy will be so upset if I don‘t find you!“
Deo was practically panicking, Tommy‘s two demon cats are fucking missing and there‘s two things that was going to happen. Either tommy comes back and starts to panic about his cats who are probably hiding somewhere in the house, or deo is about to get attacked by razor sharp nails any minute now. 

Little did deo know the two demon cats were right behind him, ready to attack before deo and the two cats heard keys rattling behind the other side of the house, Tommy‘s home, soon the blonde opened the door and is met with a flabbergasted deo and apolo with pluto who are practically clinging to Tommy after he entered the house. 

”hi deo, how have apolo and pluto been to you?“ deo blinked before just leaving for his office leaving a confused and amused Tommy as the two cats just sat there tilting their head.

Tommy chuckled before picking up apolo and pluto into his lap and wheeled around the house to his room to set his supplies, maybe he can make kitty sweaters for apolo and pluto, deo as well could get a new scarf or some shit he like. 

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Deo was sitting at a meeting room as a very intense admin council meeting just held place. Soon he noticed a scarlet cloak in front of him, the admin who is called red. The man had a smile when he spoke ”hello deo, how have you been?“ deo smiled ”nothing much, just my roommate‘s demonic cats attacked me before I got here.“

Red seemed intrigued ”roommate? You never mention someone living with you.“ Deo shrugged ”nobody asked me, and he‘s a friend of mine who got banned from a fucked up server, still hasn‘t told me it‘s name or the admin's and the server is glitched out in his file“

Red nodded”...that‘s a bit concerning, isn‘t it?“ deo knew it was, he knew only half of it because the rest either will retraumatize Tommy or traumatize deo himself, he would rather have rats eat through his face then that to happen to Tommy ”it is, I know only half of what happened to him and if I did know anything about his past server his admin would be sentenced to life in the void“

Red hummed ”what do you mean by that. What crimes do you know the admin committed?“ 
”abuse of power, war crimes, child endangerment, child abuse,pretty sure murder in a hardcore world that isn't anarchist, child neglect, child abandonment, abuse and that‘s just what I know from half of the story“ red seemed disturbed at this. 

The admin slowly spoke up ”how old was the boy?” deo answered uncomfortably ”I think he 9 when this started maybe 10. He turned 18 a few months ago“ 
Red‘s face grew a dark look of anger and concern as he thought for a moment ”that‘s really horrible, poor boy. Is he doing better now?“
Deo nodded ”yeah, got him a wheelchair to help move around even if he was a bit stubborn on using it,but he‘s doing well for his recovery.“

Red hummed and smiled at deo ”well if you or your roommate ever want any help  I and the other council admins are always willing to help” 
”thanks, I think about it“

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Tommy was told by deo that he will be coming with him to the next admin meeting because the last time deo left Tommy alone at home he found the blonde asleep in his wheelchair with his two cats besides him and that the kitchen was a mess of flour, egg shells and sprinkles. 

Tommy agreed since he probably just be knitting the whole meeting since he doesn‘t really care what the fuck they are talking about. 

So this is how Tommy was sitting in the corner with his two cats in their carriers besides his wheelchair while deo and the other admins who had weird ass outfits and a few had masks. Fortunately non of them looked like dream's so he didn‘t get a fucking panic attack. 

”alright if that‘s all for the more important things of this meeting, deo who‘s the boy sitting in the wheelchair by the corner, with 2 cats who seem to be glaring daggers at you” an admin who was wearing a gas mask and had split dyed blonde and pink hair pointed at tommy. their name was seli or at least that‘s what Tommy overheared. 

The rest of the admins turned to look at Tommy who started zoning out while he knitted. ”that‘s Tommy, my roommate I decided to take him with me because the last time I left him alone at home our entire kitchen was covered in fucking flour“ deo answered calmly, the admin with a red cloak perked up. 

”that‘s your roommate you told me about?“ ”yep” the admin went to Tommy who perked up and looked up at the man, Tommy could clearly see the black neck gaiter covering the lower half of his face, while the rest showed the man‘s white and black short hair and void black eyes, ”hello, Tommy. My name is red it‘s a pleasure to meet deo's friend.“

Red held his hands for a handshake, Tommy hesitated a bit before putting his needles besides him and giving him a handshake ”uh nice to meet you too?“ It was very awkward for Tommy, tho noticing how uncomfortable Tommy was red let go of the blonde's hand. 

The admins soon focused on something else they had to discuss, leaving Tommy alone. After like 2 or 3 hours duo and Tommy were free to go home. Well they would have left if red wouldn‘t have stopped them. 

”wait deo and Tommy“ the spoke up, the smile in his tone quite obvious. Tommy stopped the wheelchair and turned his head to look at him, so did deo. ”tommy. I wanted to tell you, if you ever want to come by more often, not just because deo ask you to come by, you can. Most of the admins don‘t mind.“ 

Tommy nodded holding onto Apollo‘s and Pluto‘s carriers ”sure, I‘ll come by more often, boss man“

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2 weeks later Tommy decided to go visit the admins, mostly red because tommy trust him more, definitely not because deo trust red, he can decided for himself who he trusts. He doesn‘t fucking need deo. 
Anyhow so he was currently wheeling to the admin meeting place to meet up with red. 

He didn‘t really know why he decided, maybe he wanted to finally start to grasp his life back, to not worry about being betrayed. He knew these admins weren‘t like the people back at the SMP, who btw are assholes. 

But it‘s nice to know he isn‘t in danger, for now at least. Tommy as soon as he got to the door of the place and knocked on the door. Soon red answered the door. Even if Tommy couldn‘t really see half of the man‘s face he could tell that he was smiling. 

”Tommy! It‘s nice to see you again. How have you been“ Tommy let himself smile ”been good boss man. Left deo with Pluto and Apollo“ red chuckled at that before ushering the blonde in, the other admins just mostly ignored them some just smiled. 

Tommy was led by red to the library since red offered Tommy that today he will teach Tommy how to read enderian, which is a useful skill that Tommy should learn in the man‘s opinion. 
So while Tommy settled at a table red went to grab a book about basic enderian spelling and grammar. As soon as red got back they started discussing how to read it. 

Tommy learn a few basic common phrases like ⊑⟒⌰⌰⍜ (hello),  ☌⍜⍜⎅⏚⊬⟒ (goodbye)   ⏁⊑⏃⋏☍ ⊬⍜⎍ (thank you), ⋏⍜ (no) and ⊬⟒⌇ (yes). And red said he was a fast learner, which he isn‘t wrong, big man tommyinnit is the biggest man after so of course he‘s a fast learner. 

Red seemed to enjoy Tommy‘s presence, which made Tommy happy that deo as much as Tommy cares for his best friend isn‘t the only person that doesn‘t mind Tommy. 

He enjoyed spending time with red, it was fun and it felt like he was talking to someone who acts like an actual adult unlike most of the adults back at the SMP who just blamed him for everything. 

After the 5 hours of spending time with red he went back home to hear deo‘s screams of terror as he saw through the window apollo and Pluto climbing deo's back. Tommy couldn‘t help but Huff in amusement. 

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After 3 weeks or so of hanging out with red and some of the other admins joining the two Tommy started to feel a bit more stable. Sure he has gotten shit ton better over the year he hasn‘t been at the smp, but he felt that he is finally getting a normal social circle. As normal as it is to be fucking friends with a bunch of admins. 

Did he randomly make friends with the fucking high court, yes he did. Is he still afraid of them, mostly seli, also yes. But it‘s actually quite fun to hang out with the admins when they aren‘t on their working hours. 

Tho he isn‘t quite hidden in trying to avoid seli, but can you blame him. The admin was scary as hell with their cold eyes that to Tommy reminded a bit of techno because of how they just stare coldly. 

Well he was trying until seli one day after he started to leave caught up to him, staring right at him ”you need glasses“ Tommy definitely wasn‘t expecting them to be so blunt”fucking what?“ ”you need glasses, I have noticed you can not read from that far away and you mentioned that you see things from far away like a blurry image”

Tommy didn‘t know how to answer it but he already knows he needs glasses, he just doesn‘t know how to seli nodded like they already knew the answer to help him

”I told deo to get you to the hub's medical station when you get back. There‘s eye doctors there that should help you, especially since you‘re friends with the entire high court” then the gas mask wearing admin left just like they came, that did help Tommy, still he is a bit unsure but if deo agreed so be it. 

So as soon as he got home deo and Tommy went to get glasses for him, the doctors were somewhat nice and so on, tho he hated the weird ass machine with the house picture, he did get a prescription for the glasses and he should be going to get a pair with deo next week, Tommy was still weirded out by seli,but they were a bit nicer than Tommy expected them to be

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Tommy genuinely didn‘t know what is happening, last week was the 2 year anniversary of him getting banned from the dsmp and the other day red, seli and an admin named 3ggs just went up to him while he was reading in the library and asked him ”if you ever want to join the admin court just tell us and we can help you get your license“ before they just walked away.

Did it leave Tommy confused, of course. Because he knows he trusts the admins and they kinda trust him but asking him if he wanted to join the fucking admin court, something that besides the gods controls the entire hub and the servers in it. It‘s weird, yes Tommy had started to gain confidence that he wouldn‘t ruin something.

But this is a huge responsibility. Can he even get a license, he can‘t even walk or stand for long or else his legs would give out. Is he even good enough for such a thing to be apart of the high court?

His mental health is as well a problem, what if he breaks down during a meeting, yes his mental health is pretty good, definitely better than before but what if he fucks up.

He doesn‘t want to disappoint them but he wants to help them, he wants to help his friends and be apart of the court.

These thoughts ran through Tommy‘s mind as he sat in the living room, while deo was in another room doing something.

Pluto and Apollo were playing with a mice toy.

Tommy silently gets onto his wheelchair from the sofa and goes to deo, he knocks on his bedroom door and waited.

Deo opened the door and Tommy looked at him

”am I good enough to be an admin?“ it was clear that Tommy was worried, deo heard that Tommy was invited into the admin court after he finishes getting his license.

Tommy fidgets with his sleeve end as he waited for an answer from the brunette.

Deo sighed as he looked at Tommy through his sunglasses. ”If you‘re worried about the offering to join us admins you have nothing to worry about. I‘m sure you would be great”

Tommy looked at him clearly not convinced ”I-i don‘t know. I‘m worried I‘ll do something wrong, what if I mess up and ruin fucking everything, like back at my last ser-“

Deo put his hands on Tommy‘s shoulders in a reassuring manner

”no Tommy, you didn‘t mess up then and you won‘t now. Sure you made mistakes back then but you were a child and the adults should have been more responsible to not blame a teen.“

Tommy looked at him, a bit of the light shining off from his glasses. The blonde took a deep breath and sighed, he smiled.

”yeah, you‘re probably right. Thanks big man“

Deo smiled at his best friend

”no problem, whenever you have self doubt just go to me. Anyhow go get your two demons they‘re probably destroying the couch“

Tommy rolled his eyes, before he went back to the living room. Apollo and Pluto had been playing with each other.

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The test to get an admin license, it‘s difficult, especially if the person is trying to get into the high court of admins instead of just making a server. Tommy was told a bit about it from the others, it has 3 parts. Part 3 is to get an apprenticeship with one of the admins.

Tommy could check it off since most of the admins have already asked him to go with them, he has tons of choices to choose, part 1 is to run a medium size server for about 2 weeks without it going to ruins.

There would have been a second part for Tommy but it was something with moving around, with actually legs that can stand for longer than a few minutes or seconds so Tommy was given a chance to help one of the other participants in the second part.

The dude‘s name was Pierrot, a clown like player, Tommy met them before to help him familiarize which person he would be helping, since an admin's job is helping others as well and he is both helping the other help others and helping him get through the course.

Tommy had done the part 1 a few weeks prior so he has to mostly focused on this then the apprenticeship. The course is that of volunteer players being quote on quote ’hurt’, 'hacking' or just doing something bad. The admins participating in this course have to help the hurt and stop the others from doing anymore damage.

They have to run around, look for players and carry out the hurt then 'treating' them. Perriot had mentioned he needed help in directions since he was horrible at them. Tommy was more than happy to help, admin work does include a lot of team work.

So here was Tommy sitting behind a screen with a headset on his head while he looked over the place and perriot. Most of the other participants had been assigned a rookie or another participant that hadn‘t been able to participate. So everyone has a buddy and gets to either flop or ace the test

Tommy looked over at the right of perriot, he quickly pointed it out to them.

”clown boy, to the fucking right. One hurt and a few blocks away two shitty hackers trying to use cheats.“

The static of the headset was quickly replaced by perriots soft spoken voice

”on it, thanks Blondie”

Tommy huffed an unamused snort from being called that by the stupid ass clown, Tommy doesn‘t dislike the dude but neither does he like him so he continued to look out for anyone near.

He could see perriot's short but fluffy black hair with neon green strands had already caught the hackers and had delivered the hurt person to the medical station.

Perriot was quick as they jumped through trees because it has better view point. Tommy made sure to point them to the right fucking direction.

”left, then go straight, three hurt. No hackers or bad guys tho”

Perriot did as Tommy said, he turned left and jumped to trees right in front of him for about 10 minutes before he saw the three, the clown quickly jumped off the tree and ran to the three people.

”Tommy, I don‘t think I can carry all three of them, I only have two arms“

Tommy heard perriot over the headset and quickly scavenged his head for an idea

”hold the other two motherfuckers with your arms, the third you can piggyback. I see another participant a few blocks away to your right, give them one of the people then carry the other two.“

Tommy saw over the cameras perriot nodding, he quickly ran to where he was told, giving one of the people to the other participant and running off. The timer had left about 4 minutes when perriot put the people at the medical station.

Tommy had counted how many they have gotten, 16 hurts and 12 bad guys. It should be enough to pass the both of them in this test period.

”clown ass, stop, we have enough to pass and only 4 minutes on the clock.“

”That‘s good, Blondie, anyhow thanks for the help”

Perriot thanked Tommy, which gave the devil a small boost of confidence.

”no problemo, boss man“ later that week they were told that they passed this round of the tests.

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Tommy was drowning. He couldn‘t  breathe, he couldn‘t see clearly as water makes his vision  blurred. Tommy tries his best to swim to the  top, to reach the surface.

But instead of getting closer, he seems to be getting further away. Tommy tries to flair up to the top, but it still doesn‘t work.

His eyes widened at this. He felt his  chest getting heavier and heavier.

He could feel hands pulling his sleeves and hair to pull him away from the top. Tommy was now panicking,he screamed and soon woke up. 

Tommy felt like he was still drowning. He felt that something was stuck in his lungs, and he couldn‘t breathe because of it. Tommy tried to gasp for a breath before he heard the door opening. 

Deo rushed in and saw Tommy there, with wide horrified eyes and tear tracks on his face. Deo made his way to Tommy, who was trying not to start sobbing.
“Toms...can you focus on me?“

Tommy nodded, he felt deo‘s hands  take his own hands. The blonde started to match deo‘s breathing like he always did whenever he had a nightmare.

“breathe in“ both deo and Tommy took a breath in “now out“ they breathe out. They did this over and over again until Tommy felt stable. Deo smiled at Tommy, happy that Tommy calmed down from the nightmare. 

This same nightmare had been Plaguing him for over the three years of him leaving the smp.

Tommy felt so fucking weak from having this stupid nightmare which seemed to get more scarier and scarier each time he has it. Deo made sure Tommy was okay and went to get some food for Tommy since it was morning. 

Tommy leaned his head on a pillow as he waited for deo. But before he came, Apollo and Pluto came in the room and jumped on the bed. Tommy smiled at the two.

“hello you two fuckers“ Apollo stared at Tommy while Pluto has already sat down on his lap.
The two cats had already eaten since deo feeds them if Tommy isn‘t awake yet. Even if deo gets a new scratch because these two like to do that.

Soon deo came in with a plate of pancakes that Tommy snatched,dep just huffed an annoyed laugh before leaving to prepare for the admin meeting and to prepare for Tommy‘s first serious investigation. 

Tommy a few days ago had told both red and deo about where he was. About the dream smp. Tommy aloud both of them to go and tell all of the other admins in the court. 

It so happens that the smp had itself hidden from the admins and with Tommy‘s help they found it. At first  when Tommy said he wanted to be the one to go and investigate the server all of the admins, especially seli,deo and red, freaked out and were ready to go instead. 

But Tommy really wanted to do it,to stop dream‘s tyranny in the dream smp. So they agreed only if he calls them for back up if anything bad happens. 

Tommy after eating his food he got into his wheelchair and went to change into his clothing for today. It being dark gray green jeans, a shirt with a baby blue main body, light yellow sleeve and a pink sleeve. 

Tommy wheeled out of his room and saw deo waiting for him.

After Tommy put on his shoes, the two left the house to go to the meeting to talk about how this would work.

As soon as the two got there red and another admin named chief rushed Tommy and deo to the table to talk about the investigation Tommy was about to go on “so as we now know, our youngest admin, Tommy has revealed his last server in which he had been emotionally, verbally and  physically abused“

All of the admins nodded since they had found out more about what happened to Tommy and where he was from, seli now spoke up with their usual serious expression

 “we now have a reason to investigate the shit server and arrest the admin, which will happen no matter what since we have a victim with actual proof of the damage he went through.“

Tommy didn‘t like to be called a victim, even if he was one but he felt fucking weak about being called that.

But he knew he can do it, after all he isn‘t a pussy, even if he doesn‘t feel like a big man, he was still tommyinnit.

Tommy focused back on chief who spoke now as she fidgeted with his bracelet. 

“So Tommy since he wants and deserves the right to be the one to arrest the admin will be sent off but we need to make sure that everything will be fine. Tommy will be sent with an emergency button that teleport some of us there for protection if needed“

Tommy nodded, not minding the idea.
The meeting went on for about an hour before everyone agreed Tommy was ready to go, Tommy during the small break before he gets teleported wipes off his glasses and picks up a camera, dagger, the button and a clipboard that had a pen on it.

When it was time Tommy bid his goodbyes to everyone “see you all soon“ before Tommy was gone deo got his last hig until Tommy comes back and then Tommy was off.

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It‘s been three years since Tommy was banned, everyone expected how things turned out. Dream ceased all control over everyone, where they were, who they were with and what they were doing.

Shroud and Micheal were hid by ranboo and ranboo right before Tommy got banned. The two kids now being 9 year olds are still very hidden from dream.

The man with the mask had made everything a living nightmare, dream quite literally made everyone his puppets, little dolls he can throw around and play with.

Technoblade and philza were able to avoid such a thing by running far far away from dream‘s watchful eye. It did make dream absolutely furious but he quickly focused on the rest of the server.

Most of the people didn‘t know what to do, some wanted to report dream but weren‘t able to because dream had access to everyone‘s coms leaving no privacy available.

Today everyone was silently doing what they usually do, until they were all teleported to the entry portal of the server, dream. Was practically fuming and was acting like he will kill one of them.

“Which one of you pieces of absolute trash reported the server to an ADMIN?!“

Everyone froze at that. Someone actually reported dream, who could that be. Tubbo looked a bit concerned before he spoke up.

“dream. None of us reported yo-“ the masked man grabbed tubbo‘s shirt‘s collar. “Then who? You know what“ dream let go off tubbo and tried to calm down “here‘s what you all are going to do, you will act like everything is wonderful. The admin isn‘t going to be familiar with the server, so they won‘t figure anything out“

Everyone nodded, knowing it‘s better to listen to dream than face his wrath. Soon everyone coms pinged and they all got the server notification.

Server notice

Setting server mode to [adventure mode]

Removing admin title from [dreamwastaken]

Admin joining in 10 seconds

The players looked at the server notice before putting on their best happy faces. Ranboo and tubbo both wanted to grimace while niki would rather not be here.

Admin [tommyinnit] joined the server

Everyone froze, that couldn‘t be right. Tommy is banned. But then they hear the portal opening and Tommy coming out from it on a wheelchair. He had a stern and serious expression, like he was analyzing them.

Dream looked absolutely pissed at seeing the blonde, when Tommy‘s eyes fell on dream he smiled and spoke.

“there you are Mr dreamwastaken. This server will be under investigation by me for any other evidence there would be. As you probably figured out“

Tommy‘s tone then changed, seemingly more annoyed as he still smiled brightly and spoke

“Oh and mr dreamwastaken, your under arrest for abuse, child neglect, murder, stalking, attempted murder, stealing, arson and so on. Whatever you say will be used again you in court“

Dream froze when tommy said that

“the fuck you mean, ‘under arrest‘. You didn‘t even do the fucking investigation“

Tommy continued smiling,but his eyes narrowed in the type tubbo saw dream have when he was having fun seeing the others suffer. But this time it was Tommy with that crazy and bloodlusting look, staring at dream like dream was pray.

“hahaha, that‘s funny. Dream, do you really think I wouldn‘t have told someone what you have done. Oh, you are so wrong, of course I told. This investigation is just for any other evidence and statements I can get to make sure you‘ll be stuck in the void for the rest of eternity.“

It was unnerving for Sam, tubbo, ranboo and puffy to see Tommy like that, after not seeing him so long. Dream went to Tommy, ready to slap him, but then Tommy smiled at and grabbed that arm, pulling dream down with all of his strength so he could look into dream‘s eyes.

“it‘s quite funny that you think you can just do whatever you want. Because soon you will be as vulnerable as I was during exile“

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After that shock, Tommy smiled happily. It Almost felt like this was a whole different person. Quackity felt a slight pride in his chest at seeing Tommy stand up to dream.

Dream seemed to grow more aggressive, but Tommy let go of his hand, rolling past him.

“Anyhow, I will be starting to collect some evidence, if anyone wants to show me something that could help me with this investigation, it would be quite lovely”

Then as silence carried out for a few seconds, fundy raised his hand

“I can show you where some evidence that could be useful for you is”

Dream clenched his fist tighter, dream knew perfectly well if he attacked fundy right now, that would be used as evidence against him.

Tommy looked pleased with fundy saying that “hmm. Thank you, I will be taking your offer up.”

Fundy signaled for Tommy to follow and Tommy did as such.

Tubbo and ranboo, after a few seconds decided to follow, hoping they could get some alone time with tommy to discuss on how he's doing and to possibly let Tommy see shroud.

The other didn't follow, just stood there for when Tommy came back, hoping Tommy could get dream in the void for as long as possible.

The first location dream brought the three was Tommy's old home. “Well, fair warning dream had beaten a few people up here who tried to stand up against him so there's a lot of dried blood”

Tommy continued to smile calmly, while inside he was panicking because what the fuck, everyone looked so disheveled and different in the smp.

It was weird because he knew what probably happened but still.

Tommy opened the door to see, the concrete floor had a lot of dried blood even bloody handprints. 

Ranboo winced because one of those handprints were theirs. Tommy stared at the scene for a few seconds before taking out his communicator to take a picture for the investigation.

Fundy really felt uncomfortable by how Tommy didn‘t seem to react while tubbo could see Tommy tense up slightly.

Tubbo knew his friend well, even if Tommy was different and he knew that Tommy was himself uncomfortable with the blood.

The blonde looked at fundy. “lead the way to the other places big man”

Fundy flinched at the nickname before showing the way to other places.

It took about 2 hours for Tommy to collect and take photos of evidence. From ritual circles for revival, bloody scenes, weapons used by dream. The man made famine by dream and so on.

Fundy couldn‘t take looking at the scenes and Tommy not reacting no more so ranboo and tubbo stayed behind with tommy.

It was a tense and awkward silence before ranboo spoke up. “soo, Tommy, how have you been, you're an admin now and all"

Tommy answered with a cheerful tone “that I am, I've been well, this is my first serious investigation without another admin.”

Tubbo decided to cut in “you haven't cursed a single time” Tommy hummed calmly “Hmm, I haven't, yes. This is a serious investigation, I can't just swear as much as I want during such things”

Ranboo was fidgeting with their hands

“Tommy, it's been a while, but you aren't even reacting to any of the gruesome scenes in front of you, it's kinda worrying since you know, you never were like this”

Tommy stayed quiet for a few seconds before frowning with a sigh

“sorry, I forget that I do that when I'm tense, don't worry that much about this shit, these days I just act like that when I'm tense”

Both tubbo and ranboo sighed with relief 

“Oh thank fucking, you aren't acting like a psychopath anymore”

Tommy grinned “wow, you were so spooked by me weren‘t you ranboob and boss man.”

Ranboo this time groaned, they had completely forgotten that they were nicknamed that by Tommy.

Tommy was glad that he could at least act normal again with tubbo and ranboo. tho he still needs to continue the investigation, a bit of chatting wouldn't disrupt much.

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After a few more hours Tommy, tubbo and ranboo returned back to the main spawn. Tommy quietly writing something on his notepad, something simple and quick. 

Dream was still in a sour mood. He hated this, hated that this brat had somehow became an admin, had somehow ruined his carefully made server, and is now daring to try and arrest him!?

This was bullshit in dream's opinion, it was unjustified punishment for dream only wanting to make the server a big ‘happy family’. It was unfair in dream's mind.

puffy was relaxed, praying to the seas to give her family and her friends the chance to get away from the abuser that controls this server. 

Fundy was more zoning out, clearly not having much thoughts in his head.

Quackity and Sam were chatting happily, and as well discussing what would happen later. Tommy had mentioned dream was going to jail no matter what, he was just here to make sure nothing could overrule for lack of evidence.

Everyone was slightly on edge, scared that Tommy couldn't get dream in the void and far away from them. So they didn't have to deal with the abuse the man had put them through.

Tubbo slightly nudged Tommy out of him writing the notes. The blonde sighed sadly for a few seconds. Everyone picked up on the sad disappointed tone of the sigh.

But soon the sorrowful look on Tommy‘s face switched to a happy expression, that difference was like a light switch being turned on. 

Tommy‘s grin clearly showed happiness with absolutely gladness at seeing dream‘s expression drop yet again when Tommy smiled. 

The blonde spoke in a cheerful tone 

“Well, I have gathered enough evidence, since it was so easy to find! Now dream, let's go, I'll be taking you to the courthouse so you can be sent to the void officially, sounds so fun!”

Tommy grabbed dream's hand forcefully and started dragging the man to the portal. The man was kicking and yelling to be let go. “LET ME GO YOU BRAT”

Tommy didn‘t let go just pushed dream through the portal, before turning to glance at the others “well, I'll be handing the admin position to one of you a bit later, expect the mail to arrive in like a day or so about the admin change, see ya”

Admin [tommyinnit] has left the server 

Setting server mode to [survival]

Soon the blonde was gone, the purple particles sparkled out of the end portal. Everyone was relieved and somewhat had good hope for the future.

On the other side of the portal, the court of admins were awaiting for one of their friends and a bastard.

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Deo had been pacing for a bit, he knew Tommy would find the evidence they needed but still he was worried. After all, getting stuck in a dumpster fire is dangerous.

Then he felt a hand on his shoulder to see red standing behind him “he's going to be fine, the server is on adventure mode” deo sighed and nodded “You're right, probably...”

Soon, the three admins in the room heard the portal open up and wheels rolling and yelling. Seli was the first to go to the portal

They saw Tommy struggling to get dream through the portal, like an older person trying to get a toddler through a door.

Seli sighed and went to help tommy. They grabbed dream's left hand and pulled the man, putting some handcuffs on the man.

Deo rushed to Tommy checking on him to make sure he had no injuries, Tommy fortunately was with no injuries but he was clearly annoyed with dream‘s annoying nagging to be let go.

Even Seli was pissed. Red noticed how the older man was acting like a bratty annoying toddler so he put a mute spell on him. The admins left to announce the court starting. The only ones left were Tommy and deo since Tommy was too tired for the court and was just catching his breath before the procedures. While deo was being a mother hen.

“Are you sure you're alright, you look a bit paler than usual-” Tommy cut deo off “I'm fine you asshole. Stop being a mother hen and let's go now, I have the extra evidence from the smp and we should not let the court wait.”

Deo noticed Tommy being serious and just nodded a soft smile on his face “if you're sure you're alright then sure

Tommy was never a fan of court or paperwork, so he usually just zoned out. But this time was special because he was intently listening, eyes on everyone in the courtroom. On the judge, a head admin with no true identity besides ‘the judge’. Tommy, fortunately, had a front row seat. His smile was wide as he stared at dream, his broken mask finally gone to reveal a mortal. No god, but a puny man, terrified of a 17 year old just enough to manipulate. No, now the god was faced with court admins, the closest thing to godhood besides being a god.

One of those admins was Tommy, the same 17 year old dream used to be terrified, now 20, who somehow wormed his position as a court admin, and one of the judges trusted friends just by being around for three short but memorable years. Tommy‘s smile grew into a craze, but excited grin, that both he and seli shared while sitting next to each other. Seli, though, was far more menacing without their gas mask hiding the smile scar on their mouth.

The judge spoke, voice filled with satisfaction. “By the anonymous majority vote of the high court of admins, i, the judge, sentences, dream was taken to eternity of the void, for failing his responsibility of admin duties, taking his power and using it against his rules. May your body become as numb and cold as the void.”

Before dream could scream in protest, hands of pure abyss reached out from the ground and dragged him into the eternal punishment he deserved. The court room was quiet as a wave of finality washed over Tommy, and joy blew inside each of the many, and many admins. Then there was a pop of a champagne bottle. Tommy and everyone looked over to see red, now standing and with the champagne bottle.

“LET'S FUCKING GO! THE WICKED BITCH IS GONE!” That was the break in the dam as everyone in the room burst in cheers and joy, some even going to hug Tommy congrats or even getting more champagne from red. Tommy couldn‘t believe this was so easy, so easy to get dream gone. It made a few happy tears fall. Finally, this chapter is over forever. He clicked in his communicator and pressed on Puffy's profile on the role of the dsmp server and clicked admin. That's the last thing he needed to do. He's finally done it.

Tommy was sitting at the party, drinking a whole ass ton of alcohol and somehow still being the most sober amongst all of the other admins. It was hilarious to him. He saw red and seli basically trying to out drink each other even though both could hold enormous amounts of alcohol without vomiting. He saw 3ggs trying to drunkenly feed an admin called 0benchw half eaten donuts. Then he looked to the side to see the goddamn judge hanging out of a window, which wasn't there before. 

Tommy as well noticed a certain blonde masked god, called drista trying to give more vodka bottles to red and seli. It was weird to see drista again, but he couldn't help but giggle in a drunk manner. He perfectly knew everyone in this room will not be at work tomorrow from their own hangover. Hell,he'll probably will have to help deo with his own alcohol induced sickness. It was hilarious, tho he knew he'll regret it tomorrow, same as everyone. He looked over to see some other admins, maybe even some lower level admins. Hell even perriot was there, he grinned at Tommy when Tommy noticed the other stealing some of the alcohol before rushing off with the other lower admins.

Tommy couldn‘t help bit roll his eyes. He hasn't spoken to perriot for a bit. He's glad he's fine. Even if he stole very good alcohol. He continued taking a sip of his drink, Tommy honestly forgot what he drank. It smelled like water and tasted like water. He looked over at drista, who just sneakily waved a water bottle. Ah, she switched his drink while he was distracted. Well, maybe his hangover would be better than the others.

 Tommy looked over at his shoulder to see deo passed out and leaning on him. Then, he felt his communicator vibrate shortly. He looked at it as he froze, his mood dampening. 

Technoblade:Can we talk?