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They never really understood why their boyfriend never went further than kissing them. They always passionately made out until their lips were swollen, but they never went further. Wille never knew why. They always thought they were the problem. Like did they do something wrong? They don't remember if they have but it was always like this throughout the entire relationship. They have been dating for 2 years and still no further. They didn't care if they had sex or not, they only wanted their boyfriend, Simon, to feel comfortable. They don't want him to be forced into something he isn't comfortable with doing.
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Simon always felt different. Growing up he never felt sexually attracted to anyone, while his peers around him did. Everytime the topic sex was brought up, he felt so uncomfortable. He would always try to blur out the voices of his peers and the teachers. He never knew what was wrong with him but he knew he was different. He went years and years without knowing why he felt different, until one day he met someone who felt the same and the word ‘ asexual ‘ came up. So he looked it up and yes that was him, he knows now, he knows now that other people felt the same and that he wasn't alone any more. He came out to only his mother, Linda and sister, Sara, and they both supported him and were proud of him.
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Wille wanted to bring this up but didn't know how to without coming off as rude. They wanted to know why their boyfriend didn't want to go further than just kissing.
One day they were just coming home from school and they went to Simons house.
“ We are home. “ Simon said to his mother, who's cooking dinner.
“ Hej, mi amor. Hej, Wille. Dinners almost ready. “
“ Ok. We will be back in a few minutes, mama. “
Linda gives a smirk only that Wille could see and they give a chuckle.
They walk to Simons room.
After they put their things on the floor, Simon goes for Willes mouth.
They start passionately making out. Wille could feel themself getting hard and they wanted to go further. Wille started touching all over Simon.
“ Ok..” Simon pulls back.
“ Dinner time. “ He said.
He rushes out of the room and goes into the kitchen where his mom is still making food.
Wille stood there. Wasn't the first time this has happened, it always happened. They are going to talk to Simon after dinner.
Linda made Pabellón Criollo, a traditional Venezuelan dish and Negro en Camisa.
Everytime Linda made them both, Wille would go crazy. Lindas food is the best food they have ever put in their mouth. The flavour, the texture, the everything was perfect. Wille never hated Lindas food. They think every time Linda cooks when they're over it gets more and more delicious.
After dinner, Wille and Simon went to Simons room and when the door shut, Simon attacked Willes mouth. The taste of the food they just had mixed together, was something they could never get over with. They headed to Simons bed and Simon was on Willes lap. They made out for a few minutes before Wille pulled back, confusing Simon.
“ Simme? “ Willie asked.
“Yes? “ He asked confusingly.
“ I have a question but I don't want this to come off as rude or anything. “ Wille said, looking Simon in his eyes.
Simon doesn't say anything, so Wille continues.
“ Did I do something wrong? “
“ No? Where is this coming from. “ He asked, getting off Willes lap.
“ We….We never go past making out. I am sorry if I did something wrong. I don't even know what I did. Do I make you uncomfortable? “
“ No. Nothing like that. “
“ Then what? “
“ I am scared that if I tell you, you will see me differently and that you will break up with me. “
“ Why would you think that? “
“ It did in my past relationships. “
“ Well I’m not your past relationships, am I? “
“ No. “
“ So what? “
“ I am…. I am asexuel. “ He said, getting up off the bed, now in front of his fish tank, facing away from Wille. He is scared of what they are going to say.
“ Ok? And? “
“ And? You don't see me differently, like I'm a monster or a mistake? “ He said, turning around to face Wille.
“ No, Simme. I love you for you. I don't care if we never have sex, I was just wondering if I was any part of why you didn't want to. “
“ No. No you ain’t. Sorry if I made you feel like you were the problem, you aren't. “
“ It's ok, Simme. “
“ I love you, Wille. “
“ I love you too, Simme.”